1VER .(71^ POETICAL REMAINS OF THE LATE LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON POETICAL REMAINS OF THE LATE LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON, COLLECTED AND ARRANGED BY HER MOTHER: WITH A BIOGRAPHY, MISS SEDGWICK. " Death, as if fearing to destroy, Paused o'er her couch awhile ; Slit- pve a ti rir I'm those wiie loved Theu met him wuh a smile " A NEW EDITION. REVISED. BOSTON: PHILLIPS, SAMPSON. AND COMPANY. NEW YORK : J. C. DERBY. 1855. 626796 Entered, according to act of Congress, in the year 1841, by LEA & BLANCHARD, In the office of the clerk of the District Court of the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. 2)8 A/ f CONTENTS. Page DEDICATION 17 BIOGRAPHY 25 POETICAL REMAINS 79 Address to my Muse 83 Amir Khan 99 Chicomico 100 MISCELLANEOUS PIECES 121 Charity 123 To Science 123 Pleasure 124 The Good Shepherd 124 Lines, written under the promise of Reward 125 To the Memory of H. K. White 126 Stilling the Waves 126 A Song, in imitation of the Scotch 127 Exit from Egyptian Bondage 128 Last Flower of the Garden 129 Ode to Fancy 130 The Blush 131 On an ^Eolian Harp 132 The Coquette 133 Death of an Infant 134 Reflections on Crossing Lake Champlain 135 The Star of Liberty 136 1 * (13) tlv CONTENTS. The Mermaid 137 On Solitude .' 138 On the Birth of a Sister 139 A Dream 139 To my Sister 141 Cupid's Bower 142 The Family Time-Piece 143 On the Execution of Mary, Queen of Scots 145 The Destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah 146 Ruth's Answer to Naomi 148 David and Jonathan 148 The S'ick Bed 149 Death 150 To my Mother 150 Sabrina, a Volcanic Island, which appeared and disappeared among the Azores, in 1811 151 The Prophecy 152 Prophecy II 154 Prophecy III 155 Byron 156 Feats of Death 156 Auction Extraordinary 158 The Bachelor 159 The Guardian Angel 160 On the Crew of a Vessel who were found Dead at Sea . . . 161 Woman's Love 163 To a Lady, whose singing resembled that of an absent Sister 164 To my Friend and Patron, M K , Esq 165 On seeing a Picture of the Virgin Mary, painted several centuries since 166 American Poetry 168 Headache 169 To a Star 169 Song of Victory for the Death of Goliath 170 The Indian Chief and Conconay 171 The Mother's Lament for her Infant 174 CONTENTS. XV On the Motto of a Seal 175 Morning 176 Shakspeare 177 To a Friend 177 The Fear of Madness 178 Maritorne, or the Pirate of Mexico 179 America 187 Lines addressed to a Cousin 189 Modesty 190 A View of Death 190 Rob Roy's reply to Francis Osbaldistone 191 To a Lady recovering from Sickness 192 The Vision 192 On seeing, at a Concert, the public performance of a Fe male Dwarf 195 On seeing a young Lady at her Devotions 196 Alonzo and Imanel 197 To Margaret's Eye 199 To a young Lady, whose Mother was Insane from her Birth 199 Song, tune Mrs. Robinson's Farewell 201 Song 202 Twilight 202 On the Death of Queen Caroline 203 On the Death of the beautiful Mrs. 204 The White Maid of the Rock 205 The Wee Flower of the Heather 206 To my Dear Mother in Sickness 207 An Acrostic (Moon, Sun) 208 Habakkuk 3d, 6th 208 On reading a fragment called the Flower of the Forest . . . 209 Zante 209 The Yellow Fever 212 Kindar Burial Service Versified 2L3 The Grave 214 Ruins of Palmyra 214 The Wide World is Drear . . . 215 Xvi CONTENTS. Farewell to Miss E. B 216 The Army of Israel at the foot of Mount Sinai 217 Garden of Gethsemane 218 The Tempest God 219 To a Departing Friend 219 The Parting of De Courcy and Wilhelmine 220 Love, Joy, and Pleasure, an allegory 225 My Lust Farewell to my Harp 228 SPECIMENS OF PROSE COMPOSITION 231 Columbus 233 Alphonso in Search of Learning 235 Sensibility 240 The Holy Writings 241 Charity 243 Remarks on the Immorality of the Stage 244 Contemplation of the Heavens 245 The Origin of Chivalry 247 DEDICATION, TO WASHINGTON IRVING, ESQUIRE. DEAR SIR : Since the publication of my daughter Margaret's Poems, I have been solicited to revive the writings of my lamented Lucretia. The public has mani fested so much interest, and expressed such unquali fied admiration of their merits, and so much forbear ance in criticising the errors of these juvenile pro ductions, that I feel myself, in a measure, bound to comply with their wishes. As a testimony of my grateful respect, will you permit me, sir, to dedicate this little volume to you, with the sincere and united thanks of my family, for the truly touching and ele gant manner in which you have executed your vol untary task. I am called upon for a life of my Lucretia. Broken as I am in health and spirits, I am not equal to the effort ; but the kindness of Miss Sedgwick has obvi ated that difficulty, and I am happy in being able to substitute the following elegantly written memoir from the pen of that highly gifted lady, which is in corporated in Sparks's American Biography, for the broken and unconnected narrative which a grief- worn, and almost broken-hearted mother would have produced (17) DEDICATION. I have merely strength to slightly remark upon the circumstances under which some few of her poems were written ; and should the imperfect man ner in which this little volume is " got up," form a painful contrast to your elegant work, I trust an indulgent and discriminating community will make every allowance for its inefficiency. The forbear ance, and even approbation in some instances, mani fested by Mr. Southey, in his Review of her former publication, to which Professor Morse prefixed a brief sketch of her life, leads me to hope, that the same indulgence will be granted to this little tribute of maternal love ; a feeble monument of a mourning mother to the talents and virtues of a dai'ling child. I have felt much diffidence in presenting these manuscripts to the public, in their present imperfect and unfinished state; but the circumstances under which many of them were written, condemned and partly destroyed by herself, as if unworthy to hold a place among her papers, her extreme youth and loveliness, and the melancholy fact of her dying be fore she had time to complete others, will, I trust, make them not less interesting to the reader of taste and feeling. The allegory of Alphonso in search of Learn ing," was written at the age of eleven. It was sug gested to her infant mind by seeing a cupola erected upon the Plattsburgh Academy, upon which was painted the Temple of Science. The poem of "Chicomico" was written after a severe illness, which confined me manv months to DEDICATION. XIX rtiy bed, during which time Lucretia made a resolu tion that if I ever should recover, she would give up her " scribbling," as she called it, and devote herself to me ; at my earnest entreaty, however, she resumed her pen, and the first thing she produced was Chi- comico, prefaced by the following lines : ' I had thought to have left thee, my sweet harp, for ever ; To have touched thy dear strings again never oh, never ! To have sprinkled oblivion's dark waters upon thee, To have hung thee where wild winds would hover around thee , But the voice of affection hath callM forth one strain, Which when sung, I will leave thee to silence again." This beautiful tribute of affection has ever been one of the most cherished relics of my child, and I deeply regret that the irregular and unconnected state of the manuscript obliges me to withhold the whole of the first part. The ballad of " De Courcy and Wilhelmine" was written for a weekly paper, which she issued for the amusement of the family. It was dated from " The Little Corner of the World," edited by the Story- Teller, and dedicated to Mamma. After a time it was discontinued, and to my extreme regret de stroyed. The fragment inserted in the collection, is one of the very few remnants found among her manuscripts ; the first sixteen verses are purely original ; the sequel was supplied by a friend, it being deemed too fine to be rejected for want of mere filling out. Lucretia's diffidence, and the ap prehension that the circumstances might transpire or the papers be read by some friend out of the XX DEDICATION. family, was, I believe, the sole reason why she dis continued and destroyed them. This mutilated pa per, and a part of Rodin Hall, are all that remain of the " Story-Teller." Her sweetly playful disposition is strongly mani fested in her " Petition of the Old Comb." She had retired to her room with her books and pen, where she had spent several days. Feeling a desire to see how she was getting on, I went to her room. As I passed through the hall, I saw a sealed letter directed to me, lying at the foot of the stairs ; I opened it, and found it contained the " Petition of a Poor Old Comb." Dear mistress, I am old and poor, My teeth decayed and gone ; Oh ! give me but one moment's rest, For mark, I'm tott'ring down. Thy raven locks for many a day, I 've bound around thy brow ; And now that I am old and lame, I prithee let me go. Have I not, many a weary hour, Peep'd o'er thy book or pen ; And seen what this poor mangled fornr Will ne'er behold again 1 A faithful servant I have been, But ah ! my day is past ; And all my hope, and all my wish, Is liberty at last. Mark but the glittering well-fill'd shelf Where my companions lie ; Are they not fairer than myself, And younger far than I ? DEDICATION. Oh ! then in pity hie thee there, Where thousands wait thy call, And twine one in thy raven hair, To shroud my shameful fall. My flays are hast'ning to their close. Crack ! crack ! goes every tooth ; A thousand pains, a thousand woes, Remind me of my youth. Adieu then in distress I die My last hold fails me now ; Adieu, and may thy elf locks fly For ever 'round thy brow. On reading it, I went up stairs and found her en- veloped in books and manuscripts. Several large folios lay open on the table, to which she seemed to have been referring ; while books, papers and scraps of poetry were strewn in confusion over the carpet. Her luxuriant hair had escaped from its confine ment, and hung in rich glossy curls upon her neck and shoulders, while the superannuated comb lay at her feet. As I hastily entered the room, she mani fested some mortification, that I should have sur prised her in ths midst of so much confusion, and throwing her handkerchief over her papers, laugh ingly asked, what I thought of the Petition ? I ad vised her to send directly to the " well-filled glitter- ,ng shelf," as I had no desire to see the curse de nounced verified, or her " Elf locks fly For ever 'round her brow." DEDICATION. " Maritornc, or the Pirate of Mexico," was writ ten in Albany, during her stay at the Institution of Miss Gilbert, at a time when she was ill, in the brief space of three weeks, while getting daily les sons like any other school girl. During that period, she also produced several fugitive pieces. She had been absent from home but six weeks when I was summoned to attend her : she had then been confined to her bed three weeks. On the morning after my arrival, she desired me to collect the scattered sheets of Maritorne, and expressed much sorrow when she found that some were missing. She told me with tears, that she feared she could never sup ply the loss, and said, " Do, mamma, take care of what remains ; it is thus far the best thing I ever wrote." After her death, in her portfolio, which her nurse told me she used every day sitting in bed, supported by pillows, I found the " Last Farewell to my Harp," and the " Fear of Madness," both written in a feeble, irregular hand, and evidently under a state of strong mental excitement. By their side lay the unfinished head of a Madonna, copied from a painting executed several centuries ago, and with the drawing lay also the unfinished poem suggested by the painting " Roll back, thou tide of time, and tell." In the " Last Farewell to my Harp," the presenti ment of her death, if I may so term it, is strongly DEDICATION. XX1J1 portrayed, mingled with the feeling of presumption which she often manifested in having " dared to gaze" " Upon the lamp which never can expire, The undying, wild, poetic fire." There is something extremely touching in the last stanzas. " And here, my harp, we part for ever,- I '11 waken thee again oh ! never ; Silence shall chain thee cold and drear, And thou shall calmly slumber here !" The Fear of Madness." The reader will find his sympathies all awakened upon perusing this unfinished fragment from the pen of the lovely suf ferer. It leaves too painful a sensation upon the mind to admit a comment. I have suppressed a very few of the poems heretofore published, and have added many new ones. I have the honour to be, Sir, your very sincere and obliged friend, M. M. D. SARATOGA SPRINGS, August, 1841. This new Edition has been carefully revised, and the errors corrected. Upon the first publication of Amir Khan some few stanzas were omitted, in consequence of the difficulty of decyphering, or some other good cause. Those stanzas are here restored, according to the original design of the author. M. M. D. Saratoga Springe, March, 1843. BIOGRAPHY LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON, LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON was born at Platts- burgh, in the state of New York, on the 27th of Sep tember, 1808. Her father, Dr. Oliver Davidson, is a lover of science, and a man of intellectual tastes. Her mother, Margaret Davidson, (born Miller,) is of a most respectable family, and received the best edu cation her times afforded, at the school of the cele brated Scottish lady, Isabella Graham, an institution in the city of New York, that had no rival in its day, and which derived advantages from the distinguished individual that presided over it, that can scarcely be counterbalanced by the multiplied masters and multi form studies of the present day. The family of Miss Davidson lived in seclusion. Their pleasures and excitements were intellectual. Her mother has suf fered year after year from ill health and debility ; and being a person of imaginative character, and most ardent and susceptible feelings, employed on domestic incidents, and concentrated in maternal tenderness, she naturally loved and cherished her daughter's marvellous gifts, and added to the intensity of the fire with which her genius and her affections, mingling in one holy flame, burned till they consumed their mor 2* (251 26 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. tal investments. We should not have ventured to say thus much of the n/other, who still survives to weep and to rejoice over her dead child more than many parents over their living ones, were it not to prove that Lucretia Davidson's character was not miracu lous, but that this flower of paradise was nurtured and trained by natural means and influences. The physical delicacy of this fragile creature was apparent in infancy. When eighteen months old, she hud a typhus fever, which threatened her life ; but nature put forth its mysterious energy, and she became stronger and healthier than before her illness. No records were made of her early childhood, save that she was by turns very gay and very thoughtful, exhibiting thus early these common manifestations of extreme sensibility. Her first literary acquisition indicated her after course. She learned her letters at once. At the age of four she was sent to the Platts- burgh Academy, where she learned to read and to form letters in sand, after the Lancasterian method. As soon as she could read, her books drew her away from the plays of childhood, and she was constantly found absorbed in the little volumes that her father lavished upon her. Her mother, on some occasion, in haste to write a letter, looked in vain for a sheet of paper. A whole quire had strangely disappeared from the table on which the writing implements usually lay; she expressed a natural vexation. Her little girl came forward, confused, and said, "Mamma, I have used it." Her mother, knowing she had never been taught to write, was amazed, and asked what [K>ssible use she could have for it. Lucretia burst into tears, and replied that " she did not like to tell." Her mother respected the childish mystery, and made no farther inquiries. The paper continued to vanish, and the cnild was often observed with pen and ink, BIOGRAPHY. 27 siill sedulously shunning observation. At last her mother, on seeing her make a blank book, asked what she was going to"tio with it '? Lucretia blushed, and left the room without replying. This sharpened her mother's curiosity ; she watched the child narrowly, and saw that she made quantities of these little books, and that she was disturbed by observation ; and if one of the family requested to see them, she would burst into tears, and run away to hide her secret treasure. The mystery remained unexplained till she was six years old, when her mother, in exploring a closet rarely opened, found behind piles of linen, a parcel oi papers, which proved to be Lucretia's manuscript books. At first, the hieroglyphics seemed to baffle investigation. On one side of the leaf was an artfully- sketched picture ; on the other, Roman letters, some placed upright, others horizontally, obliquely, or backwards, not formed into words, nor spaced in any mode. Both parents pored over them till they ascer tained the letters were poetical explanations, in metre and rhyme, of the picture in the reverse. The little books were carefully put away as literary curiosities. Not long after this, Lucretia came running to her mo ther, painfully agitated, her face covered with her nands, and tears trickling down between her slender ringers "Oh, mamma ! mamma!" she cried, sobbing, " how could you treat me so ? You have not used me well ! My little books ! you have shown them to papa, Anne Eliza, I know you have. Oh, what shall I do ?" Her mother pleaded guilty, and tried to soothe the child by promising not to do so again : Lucretia's face brightened, a sunny smile' played through her tears as she replied, "Oh, mamma, I am not afraid you will do so again, for I have burned them all;' and so she had ! This reserve proceeded from no thing cold or exclusive in her character; never was 28 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. there a more loving or sympathetic creature. It would be difficult to say which was most rare, her modesty, or the genius it sanctified. She did not learn to write till she was between six and seven ; her passion for knowledge was then rapidly develop ing ; she read with the closest attention, and was con tinually running to her parents with questions and remarks that startled them. At a very early age, her mother implanted the seeds of religion, the first that should be sown in the virgin soil of the heart. That the dews of Heaven fell upon them, is evident from the breathing of piety throughout her poetry, and still more from its precious fruit in her life. Her mother remarks, that, "from her earliest years, she evinced a fear of doing anything displeasing in the sight of God ; and if, in her gayest sallies, she caught a look of dis approbation from me, she would ask, with the most artless simplicity, ' Oh, mother, was that wicked ?' " There are very early, in most children's lives, cer tain conventional limits to their humanity, only cer tain forms of animal life that are respected and che rished. A robin, a butterfly, or a kitten is a legitimate object of their love and caresses ; but woe to the bee tle, the caterpillar, or the rat that is thrown upon their tender mercies ! Lucretia Davidson made no such artificial discriminations ; she seemed to have an in stinctive kindness for every living thing. When she was about nine, one of her schoolfellows gave her a young rat that had broken its leg in attempting to escape from a trap; she tore off a part of her pocket handkerchief, bound up the maimed leg, carried the animal home, and nursed it tenderly. The rat, in spite of the care of its little leech, died, and was buried in the garden, and honoured with the meed of a " melodious tear." This lament has not been pre served ; but one she wrote soon after, on the death BIOGRAPHY. 29 of a maimed pet Robin, is given here as the earliest record of her muse that has been preserved : ON THE DEATH OF MY ROBIN. " Underneath this turf doth lie A little bird which ne'er could fly, Twelve large angle worms did fill This little bird, whom they did kill. Puss ! if you should chance to smell My little bird from his dark cell, Oh! do be merciful my cat, And not serve him, as you did my rat !" Her application to her studies at school was intense. Her mother judiciously, but in vain, attempted a diversion in favour of that legitimate sedative to fe male genius, the needle ; Lucretia performed her pre scribed tasks with fidelity, and with amazing celerity, and was again buried in her book. When she was about twelve, she accompanied her father to the celebration of Washington's birth-night The music and decorations excited her imagination ; but it was not with her, as with most children, the mere pleasure of stimulated sensations ; she had studied the character and history of the father of her country, and the "fete" stirred up her enthusiasm, and inspired that feeling of actual existence, and presence peculiar to minds of her temperament. To the imaginative there is an extension of life, far back into the dim past, and forward into the untried future, denied to those of common mould. The day after the fete, her elder sister found her absorbed in writing. She had sketched an urn, and written two stanzas beneath it : she was persuaded to show them to her mother; she brought them, blushing and trembling; her mother was ill, in bed; but she expressed her delight with such unequivocal anima yO LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. tion, that the child's face changed from doubt to rapture, and she seized the paper, ran away, and im mediately added the concluding stanzas ; when they were finished, her mother pressed her to her bosom, wept with delight, and promised her all the aid and encouragement she could give her; the sensitive child burst into tears. "And do you wish me to write, mamma 1 and will papa approve? and will it be right that I should do so 1" This delicate conscientiousness gives an imperishable charm to the stanzas, and to fix it in the memory of our readers, we here quote them from her published poems. "And does a Hero's dust lie here? Columbia ! gaze and drop a tear ! His country's and the orphan's friend, See thousands o'er his ashes bend ! " Among the heroes of the age, He was the warrior and the sage ! He left a train of glory bright Which never will be hid in night. "The toils of war and danger past, He reaps a rich reward at last ; His pure soul mounts on cherub's wings, And now with saints and angels sing's. o o "The brightest on the list of fame In golden letters shines his name; Her trump shall sound it through the world, And the striped banner ne'er be furled ! "And every sex, and every age, From lisping boy, to learned sage, The widow, and her orphan son, Revere the name of Washington." Lucretia did not escape the common trial of pre cocious genius. A literary friend to whom Mrs Davidson showed the stanzas, suspected the child had, perhaps unconsciously, repeated something she BIOGRAPHY. 31 nad gathered from the mass of her reading, and she betrayed her suspicions to Lucretia she felt her rec titude impeached, and this, and not the wounded pride of the young author, made her weep till she was ac tually ill ; as soon as she recovered her tranquillity, she offered a poetic and playful remonstrance, which set the matter at rest, and put an end to all future question of the authenticity of her productions. Be fore she was twelve years old, she had read the Eng lish poets. " The English poets," says Southey, in his review of Miss Davidson's poems, though a vague term, was a wholesome course, for such a mind. She had read, beside, much history, sacred and profane, novels, and other works of imagination. Dramatic works were particularly attractive to her ; her devo tion to Shakspeare is expressed in an address to him written about this time, from which we extract the following stanza : " Heaven, in compassion to man's erring heart, Gave thee of virtue, then of vice a part, Lest we in wonder here, should bow before thee, Break God's commandment, worship and adore thee." Ordinary romances, and even those highly wrought fictions, that without any type in nature have such a mischievous charm for most imaginative young per sons, she instinctively rejected ; her healthy appetite, keen as it was, was under the government of a pure and sound nature. Her mother, always aware of the worth of the gem committed to her keeping, amidst her sufferings from ill health kept a watchful eye on her child, directed her pursuits, and sympathized in all her little school labours and trials ; she perceived that Lucretia was growing pale and sickly over her studies, and she judiciously withdrew her, for a time, from school. She was soon rewarded for this wise measure by hearing her child's bounding step as she 32 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. approached her sick room, and seeing the cheek bent over her pillow blooming with returning health. How miserably mistaken are those, who fancy that all the child's lessons must be learned from the school^ book and school-room ! This apt pupil of nature had only changed her books and her master; now, she sat at the feet of the great teacher, nature, and read, and listened, and thought, as she wandered along the Saranac, or contemplated the varying aspects of Cum berland Bay. She would sit for hours and watch the progress of a thunder-storm, from the first gathering of the clouds, to the farewell smile of the rainbow. We give a specimen of the impression of these studies in the following extract from her unpublished poems: TWILIGHT. How sweet the hour when daylight blends With the pensive shadows on evening's breast ! And dear to this heart is the pleasure it lends, For 't is like the departure of saints to their rest Oh ! 't is sweet, Saranac, on thy lov'd banks to stray, To watch the last day-beam dance light o'er thy wave, To mark the white skiff as it ski'ms o'er the Bay, Or heedlessly bounds o'er the warrior's deep grave.* Oh ! 't is sweet to a heart, unentangled and light, When with hope's brilliant prospects the fancy is blest, To pause 'mid its day-dreams so witchingly bright, And mark the last sunbeams while sinking to rest. The following, from her unpublished poems, is the result of the same pensive meditations. * Cumberland Bay was the ^ene of a battle during the last BIOGRAPHY. 83 THE EVENING SPIRIT. When the pale moon is shining bright, And nought disturbs the gloom of night, 'Tis then upon yon level green, Prom which St. Glair's dark heights are seen, The Evening Spirit glides along, And chaunts her melancholy song ; Or leans upon a snowy cloud, And its white skirts her figure shroud. By zephyrs light she 's wafted far, And contemplates the northern star, Or gazes from her silvery throne, On that pale queen, the silent moon. Who is the Evening Spirit fair, That hovers o'er thy walls, St. Glair? Who is it, that with footstep light, Breathes the calm silence of the night 1 Ask the light zephyr who conveys Her fairy figure o'er the waves ; Ask yon bright fleecy cloud of night, Ask yon pale planet's silver light, Why does the Evening Spirit fair Sail o'er the walls of dark St. Glair? In her thirteenth year the clouds seemed heavily gathering over her morning ; her mother, who had hitherto been her guide and companion, could no longer extend to her child the sympathy and en couragement which she needed. Lucretia was oppressed with the apprehension of losing this fond parent, who for weeks and months, seemed upon the verge of the grave. There are among'her unpub lished poems, some touching lines to her mother written I believe about this time, concluding thus : " Hang not thy harp upon the willow, That weeps o'er every passing wave; This life is but a restless pillow, There 's calm and peace beyond the grave." 3 34 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. As Mrs. Davidson's health gradually amended, with it returned her desire to give her daughter every means in her power to aid the development of her extraordinary genius. Her extreme sensibility and delicate health, subjected her, at times, to depres sions of spirit ; but she had nothing of the morbid dejection, the exclusiveness, and hostility to the world, that are the results of self-exaggeration, selfishness, and self-idolatry, and not the natural offspring of genius and true feeling, which, in their healthy state, are pure and living fountains flowing out in abundant streams of love and kindness.* Indulgent as Mrs. Davidson was, she was too wise to permit Lucretia to forego entirely the customary employments of her sex. When engaged with these it seems she sometimes played truant with the muse ; once she had promised to do a sewing task, and had eagerly run off' for her work-basket ; she loitered, and when she returned, she found her mother had done the work, and that there was a shade of just displeasure on her countenance. " Oh mamma !" she said, " I did forget, I am grieved, I did not mean to neglect you." " Where have you been, Lucretia 1" " I have been writing," she replied, confused ; " as I passed the win dow, I saw a solitary sweet pea, I thought they were all gone ; this was alone ; I ran to smell it, but before I could reach it a gust of wind broke the stem ; I turned away disappointed, and was coming back to you ; but as I passed the table there stood the inkstand, and I forgot you." If our readers will turn to her printed poems, and read the " Last Flower of the Garden," * Genius, like many other sovereigns, has been allowed the exercise of unreasonable prerogatives ; but none perhaps much more mischievous, than the right to confer on self-indulgence the gracious name of sensibility. BIOGRAPHY. 35 they will not wonder that her mother kissed her, and bade her never resist a similar impulse. When in her " happy moments," as she termed them, the impulse to write was irresistible she always wrote rapidly, and sometimes expressed a wish that she had two pairs of hands, to -record as fast as she composed. She wrote her short pieces standing, often three or four in a day, in the midst of the family, blind and deaf to all around her, wrapt in her own visions. She herself describes these visita tions of her muse, in an address to her, beginning " Enchanted when thy voice I hear, I drop each earthly care; I feel as wafted from the world To Fancy's realms of air." When composing her long, and complicated poems, like " Amir Khan," she required entire seclusion ; if her pieces were seen in the process of production, the spell was dissolved, she could not finish them, and they were cast aside as rubbish. When writing a poem of considerable length, she retired to her own apartment, closed the blinds, and in warm weather placed her ^Eolian harp in the window. Her mother has described her on one of these occasions, when an artist would have painted her as a young genius com muning with her muse. We quote her mother's graphic description: "I entered the room she was sitting with scarcely light enough to discern the charac ters she was tracing ; her harp was in the window, touched by a breeze just sufficient to rouse the spirit of harmony ; her comb had fallen on the floor, and her long dark ringlets hung in rich profusion over her neck and shoulders, her cheek glowed with animation, her lips were half unclosed, her full dark eye was radiant with the light of genius, and beaming with 36 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. sensibility, her head rested on her left hand, while she held her pen in her right she looked like the inhabi tant of another sphere ; she was so wholly absorbed that she did not observe my entrance. I looked over her shoulder and read the following lines : " What heavenly music strikes my ravish'd ear, So soft, so melancholy, and so clear ? And do the tuneful nine then touch the lyre, To fill each bosom with poetic firel Or does some angel strike the sounding strings Who caught from echo the wild note he sings? But ah ! another strain, how sweet ! how wild ! Now rushing low, 't is soothing, soft, and mild." The noise I made in leaving the room roused her, and she soon after brought me her " Lines to an ^Eolian Harp." During the winter of 1822 she wrote a poetical romance, entitled " Rodri." She burned this, save a few fragments found after her death. These indicate a well-contrived story, and marked by the marvellous ease and grace that characterized her versification. During this winter she wrote also a tragedy, " The Reward of Ambition," the only pro duction she ever read aloud to her family. The fol lowing summer, her health again failing, she was withdrawn again from school, and sent on a visit to some friends in Canada. A letter, too long to be in serted here entire, gives a very interesting account of the impression produced on this little thoughtful and feeling recluse, by new objects and new aspects of society. We visited," says the writer, " the British fortifications at Isle-aux-Noix. The broad ditch, the lofty ramparts, the drawbridge, the covered gateway the wide-mouthed cannon, the arsenal, and all the imposing paraphernalia of a military fortress, seemed connected in her mind with powerful associations of what she had read, but never viewed before. Instead BIOGRAPHY. 37 of shrinking from objects associated with carnage and death, like many who possess not half her sensibility, she appeared for the moment to be attended by the god of war, and drank the spirit of battles and sieges, with the bright vision before her eyes, of conquering heroes, and wreaths of victory." It is curious to see thus early the effect of story and song in overcoming the instincts of nature ; to see this tender, gentle creature contemplating the engines of war, not with natural dread as instruments of torture and death, but rather as the forges by which triumphal cars and wreaths of victory were to be wrought. A similar manifestation of the effect of tradition and association on her poetic imagination is described in the following passages from the same letter. " She found much less in the Protestant than in the Catholic churches to awa ken those romantic and poetic associations, created by the record of events in the history of antiquity and traditional story, and much less to accord with the fictions of her high-wrought imagination. In view ing the buildings of the city, or the paintings in the churches, the same uniformity of taste was observa ble. The modern, however beautiful in design or execution, had little power to fix her attention ; while the grand, the ancient, the romantic, seized upon her imagination with irresistible power. The sanctity of time seemed, to her mind, to give a sublimity to the simplest objects ; and whatever was connected with great events in history, or with the lapse of ages long gone by, riveted and absorbed every faculty of her mind. During our visit to the nunneries she said but little, and seemed abstracted in thought, as if, as she herself so beautifully expresses it, to " Roll back the tide of time, and raise The faded forms of other days." 3* 38 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. " She had an opportunity of viewing an elegant collection of paintings. She seemed in ecstasies all the evening, and every feature beamed with joy." The writer, after proceeding to give an account of her surprising success in attempts at pencil-sketches from nature, expresses his delight and amazement at the attainments of this girl of fourteen years in gene ral literature, and at the independence and originality of mind that resisted the subduing, and, if I may be allowed the expression, the subordinating effect of this early intimacy with captivating models. A marvel lous resistance, if we take into the account " that timid, retiring modesty," which, as the writer of the letter says, " marked her even to painful excess." Lucretia returned to her mother with renovated health, and her mind bright with new impressions and joyous emotions. Religion is the natural, and only sustaining element of such a character. Where, but at the ever fresh, sweet, and life-giving fountains of the Bible, could such a spirit have drunk, and not again thirsted? During the winter of 1823, she ap plied herself more closely than ever to her studies. She read the Holy Scriptures with fixed attention She almost committed to memory the Psalms of David, the Lamentations of Jeremiah, and the book of Job, guided in her selection by her poetic taste. Byron somewhere pronounces the' book of Job, the sublimest poetry on record. During the winter Miss Davidson wrote " A Hymn on Creation," " The Exit from Egyptian Bondage," and versified many chap ters of the Bible. She read the New Testament, and particularly those parts of it that contained the most affecting passages in the history of our Saviour, with he deepest emotion. In her intellectual pursuits and attainments only was she premature. She retained unimpaired, the BIOGRAPHY. 39 innocence, simplicity and modesty of a child. We have had descriptions of the extreme loveliness oi her face, and gracefulness of her person, from less doubtful authority than a fond mother. Our country towns are not regulated by the con ventional systems of the cities, where a youthful beauty is warily confined to the nursery and the school till the prescribed age for coming out, the coup- de-theatre of every young city-woman's life arrives. In the country, as soon as a girl can contribute to the pleasures of society, she is invited into it. During the winter of 1823, Plattsburgh was gay, and Miss Davidson was eagerly sought to embellish the village dances. She had been at a dancing school, and, like most young persons, enjoyed excessively this natural exercise ; for that may be called natural which exists among all nations, barbarous and civilized. Mrs. Davidson has given an account of her daugh ter's first ball, which all young ladies, at least, will thank us for transcribing almost verbatim, as it places her more within the circle of their sympathies. Her mother had consented to her attending one or two public assemblies, in the hope they might diminish her extreme timidity, painful both to Lucretia and her friends. The day arrived; Mrs. Davidson was con sulting with her eldest daughter upon the all-important matter of the dresses for the evening ; Lucretia sat by, reading, without raising her eyes from the book, one of the Waverly novels. " Mamma, what shall Luly wear?" asked her eldest sister, calling her by the pretty diminutive by which they usually addressed her at home. " Come Lucretia, what colour will you wear to-night?" "Where?" "Where, why to the assem bly, to be sure." "The assembly; is it to-night? so it is !" and she tossed away the book and danced about the room half wild with delight ; her sister at length 40 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. called her to order, and the momentous question re specting the dress was definitely settled ; she then resumed her reading, and giving no thought to the ball, she was again absorbed in her book. This did not result from carelessness of appearance, or indiffer ence to dress; on the contrary she was rather remark able for that nice taste, which belongs to an eye for proportion and colouring; and any little embellishment or ornament she wore was well chosen, and well placed ; but she had the right estimate of the relative value of objects, which belongs to a superior mind. When the evening approached, the star of the ball again shone forth, she threw aside her book, and be gan the offices of the toilet with girlish interest, and it might be, with some heart-beating at the probable effect of the lovely face her mirror reflected. Her sister was to arrange her hair. Lucretia put on her dress ing-gown to await her convenience ; but when the time came, she was missing ; " we called her in vain," says Mrs. Davidson ; " at last, opening the parlour door, I distinctly saw, for it was twilight, some person sitting be'.iind the large close stove ; I approached, and found Lucretia writing poetry ! moralizing on what the world calls pleasure ! I was almost dumb with amazement she was eager to go, delighted with the prospect of pleasure before her ; yet she acted as if the time were too precious to spend in the necessary pre parations, and she sat still, and finished the last stanza, while I stood by, mute with astonishment at this strange bearing in a girl of fourteen, preparing to attend her first ball, an event she had anticipated with so many mingled emotions." " She returned from the assembly," continues her mother, " wild with de light. 'Oh mamma,' she said 'I wish you had been there ! when I first entered, the glare of light dazzled my eyes, my head whirled, and I felt as it I BIOGRAPHY. 41 were treading on air ; all was so gay, so brilliant ! but I grew tired at last, and was glad to hear sister say it was time to go home.' " The next day the ball was dismissed from her mind, and she returned to her studies with her cus tomary ardour. During the winter she read " Jose- phus," Charles the Fifth, Charles Twelfth ; read over Shakspeare, and various other works in prose and poetry ; she particularly liked " Addison," and read almost every day a portion of the Spectator. Her ardent love of literature seldom interfered with her social dispositions, never with her domestic affections; she was ever the life and joy of the home circle. Great demands were made on her feelings about this time, by two extraordinary domestic events ; the mar riage and removal of her elder sister, her beloved friend and companion ; and the birth of another, the little Margaret, so often the fond subject of her poetry. New, and doubtless sanative emotions were called forth by this last event. The following lines from her published poems were written about this time. Sweet babe ! I cannot hope that thou 'It be freed From woes, to all since earliest time decreed ; But may'st thou be with resignation blessed, To bear each evil, howsoe'er distressed. May Hope her anchor lend amid the storm, And o'er the tempest rear her angel form ; May sweet Benevolence, whose words are peace, To the rude whirlwind softly whisper cease ! And may Religion, Heaven's own darling child, Teach thee at human cares and griefs to smile; Teach thee to look beyond this world of woe, To Heaven's high fount whence mercies ever flow. 42 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. And when this vale of tears is safely passed, When death's dark curtain shuts the scene at last, May thy freed spirit leave this earthly sod, And fly to seek the bosom of thy God. The following lines, never before published, and, as we think, marked by more originality and beauty, were written soon after, and, as those above, with her infant sister in her lap. What a subject for a painter would this beautiful impersonation of genius and love have presented ! THE SMILE OF INNOCENCE (Written at the age of fifteen.) There is a smile of bitter scorn, Which curls the lip, which lights the eye; There is a smile in beauty's morn, Just rising o'er the midnight sky. There is a smile of youthful joy, When Hope's bright star's the transient guest \ There is a smile of placid age, Like sunset on the billow's breast. There is a smile the maniac's smile, Which lights the void which reason leaves, And like the sunshine through a cloud, Throws shadows o'er the song she weaves. There is a smile, of love, of hope, Which shines a meteor through life's gloom; And there's a smile, Religion's smile, Which lights the weary to the tomb. There is a smile, an angel's smile, That sainted souls behind them leave. There is a smile which shines thro' toi], And warms the bosom though in grief; BIOGRAPHY. 43 And there's a smile on nature's face, When evening spreads her shades around; A pensive smile when twinkling stars Are glimmering thro' the vast profound. But there 's a smile, 't is sweeter still, 'T is one far dearer to my soul ; It is a smile which angels might Upon their brightest list enrol. It is the smile of innocence, Of sleeping infancy's light dream ; Like lightning on a summer's eve, It sheds a soft and pensive gleam. It dances round the dimpled cheek, And tells of happiness within ; It smiles what it can never speak, A human heart devoid of sin. The three last most beautiful stanzas must have been inspired by the sleeping infant on her lap, and they seem to have reflected her soul's image ; as we have seen the little inland lake catch and give back the marvellous beauty of the sunset clouds. " Soon after her marriage," says Mrs. Davidson, " her sister, Mrs. Tovvnsend, removed to Canada, and many cir cumstances combined to interrupt her literary pursuits, and call forth, not only the energies of her mind, but to develope the filial devotion and total sacrifice of all selfish feelings, which gave a new and elevated tone to her character, and showed us that there was no gratification either in pursuance of mental improve ment, or personal ease, but must bend to her high standard of filial duty." Her mother was very ill, and, to add to the calamity, her monthly nurse was taken sick, and left her the infant, too, was ill. Lu- cretia sustained her multiplied cares with firmness and efficiency : the conviction that she was doing her 44 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. duty gave her strength almost preternatural. I shall again quote her mother's words, for I fear to enfeeble by any version of my own, the beautiful example of this conscientious little being. " Lucretia astonished us all; she took her station in my sick room, and de voted herself wholly to the mother and the child ; and when my recovery became doubtful, instead of re signing herself to grief, her exertions were redoubled, not only for the comfort of the sickt but she was an angel of consolation to her afflicted father ; we were amazed at the exertions she made, and the fatigue she endured; for with nerves so weak, a constitution so delicate, and a sensibility so exquisite, we trembled lest she should sink with anxiety and fatigue. Until it ceased to be necessary, she performed not only the duty of a nurse, but acted as superintendent of the household." When her mother became convalescent, Lucretia continued her attentions to domestic affairs: " She did not so much yield to her ruling passion as to look into a book, or take up a pen (says her mother), lest s!ie should again become so absorbed in them as to neglect to perform those little offices which a feeble, affectionate mother had a right to claim at her hands. As was to be expected from the intimate union of soul and body, when her mind was starved, it became dejected and her body weak ; and, in spite of her filial efforts, her mother detected tears on her cheeks, was alarmed by her excessive pale ness, and expressed her apprehensions that she was ill. "No, mamma," she replied, "not ill, only out of spirits." Her mother then remarked, that of late, she never read or wrote. She burst into tears, a full explanation followed, and the generous mother suc ceeded in convincing her child that she had been misguided in the course she had adopted, that the utrongest wish of her heart was to advance her in BIOGRAPHY. 4 her literary career, and for this she would make every exertion in her power ; at the same time she very judiciously advised her to intersperse her literary pursuits with those domestic occupations so essentia 1 to prepare every woman in our land for a housewife, her probable destiny. This conversation had a most happy effect; the stream flowed again in its natural channel, and Lu cretia became cheerful, read and wrote, and practised drawing. She had a decided taste for drawing, anc excelled in it. She sung over her work, and in even- way manifested the healthy condition that results from a wise obedience to the laws of nature. We trust there are thousands of young ladies in our land, who at the call of filial duty would cheer fully perform domestic labour ; but if there are any who would make a strong love for more elevated and refined pursuits, an excuse for neglecting these coarser duties, we would commend them to the ex ample of this conscientious child. She, if any could might have pleaded her genius, or her delicate health, or her mother's most tender indulgence, for a failure, that in her would have hardly seemed to us a fault. During this summer, she went to Canada with he. mother, where she revelled in an unexplored library and enjoyed most heartily the social pleasures at he- sister's. They frequently had a family concert of music in the evening. Mrs. Townsend (her sister) accompanied the instruments with her fine voice. Lucretia was often moved by the music, and par ticularly by her favourite song, Moore's " Farewell to my Harp;" this she would have sung to her at twilight, when it would excite a shivering through her whole frame. On one occasion, she became 4 46 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. cold and pale, and was near fainting, and afterwards poured her excited feelings forth in the following iddress : TO MY SISTER. When evening spreads her shades around, And darkness fills the arch of Heaven ; When not a murmur, nor a sound To fancy's sportive ear is given; When the broad orb of Heaven is bright, And looks around with golden eye ; When nature, softened by her light, Seems calmly, solemnly to lie ; n, when our thoughts are raised above ^his world, and all this world can give ; Or sister, sing the song I love, And tears of gratitude receive. The song which thrills my bosom's core, And hovering, trembles, half afraid, Oh sister, sing the song once more Which ne'er for mortal ear wtis made. 'T were almost sacrilege to sing Those notes amid the glare of day Notes borne by angels' purest w'jig, And wafted by their breath away. When sleeping in my grass-grown bed, Shouldst thou still linger here above, Wilt thou not kneel beside my head, And, sister, sing the song I love? We insert here a striking circumstance that occur- red during a visit to her sister the following year. She was at that time employed in writing "her longest published poem, "Amir Khan." Immediately after breakfast she went to walk, and not returning to din- BIOGRAPHY. 47 ner, nor even when the evening approached, Mr. Townsend set forth in search of her. He met her, and as her eye encountered his, she smiled and blush ed, as if she felt conscious of having been a little ridiculous. She said she had called on a friend, and, having found her absent, had gone to her library, where she had been examining some volumes of an Encyclopedia to aid her, we believe, in the oriental story she was employed upon. She forgot her dinner and her tea, and had remained reading, standing, and with her hat on, till the disappearance of daylight brought her to her senses. In the interval between her visits, she wrote several letters to her friends, which are chiefly interesting from the indications they afford of her social and affectionate spirit. We sub join a few extracts. She had returned to Pittsburgh amid the bustle of a Fourth of July celebration. We found," she says, " our brother Yankees had turned out well to celebrate the Fourth. The wharf from the hill to the very edge of the water, even the rafts and sloops, were black with the crowd. If some very good genius, who presided over my destiny at that time, had not spread its protecting pinions around me, like everything else in my possession, I should have lost even my precious self. What a truly la mentable accident it would have been just at that moment ! We took a carriage, and were extricating ourselves from the crowd, when Mr. , who had pressed himself through, came to shake hands and bid good-bye. He is now on his way to . Well ! here is health, happiness, and a bushel of love to all married people ! Is it possible, you ask, that sister Lue could ever have permitted such a toast to pass her lips ? We arrived safely at our good old home, and found everything as we left it. The chim ney swallows had taken up their residence in the 48 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. chimney, and rattled the soot from their sable habita tions oyer the hearth and carpet. It looked like deso lation indeed. The grass is high in the yard: the wild-roses, double-roses, and sweet-briars are in full bloom, and, take it all in all, the spot looks much as the garden of Eden did after the expulsion of Adam and Eve. We had just done tea when M. came in and sat an hour or two. What in the name of won der could he have found to talk about all that time ? Something, dear sister, you would not have thought of; something of so little consequence that the time he spent glided swiftly, almost unnoticed. I had him all to myself, tete-a-tete. I had almost forgotten to tell you I had yesterday a present of a most beautiful bouquet : I wore it to church in the afternoon ; but it has withered and faded Withered, like the world's treasures, Faded, like the world's pleasures.' " From the sort of mystical, girl-like allusions in the above extracts, to persons whose initials only are given, to bouquets and tete-a-tetes, we infer that she thus early had declared lovers even at this age, for she was not yet sixteen : her mother says she had resolved never to marry. " Her reasons," continues her mother, " for this decision were, that her peculiar habits, her entire devotion to books, and scribbling (as she called it), unfitted her for the care of a family ; she could not do justice to husband or children, while her whole soul was absorbed in literary pursuits ; she was not willing to resign them for any man, therefore she had formed the resolution to lead a single life ;" a resolution that would have lasted probably till she had passed under the dominion of a stronger passion than her love for the muses. With affections like hers, and a mosi lovely person and attractive manners, her resolution BIOGRAPHY. 49 would scarcely have enabled her to escape the com mon destiny of her sex. The following is an extract from a letter written after participating in several gay parties : " Indeed, my dear brother, I have turned round like a top, for the last two or three weeks, and am glad to seat myself once more in my favourite corner. How, think you, should I stand it to be whirled in the giddy round of dissipation? I come home from the blaze of light, from the laugh of mirth, the smile of complaisance, and seeming happiness, and the vision passes from my mind like the brilliant but transitory hues of the rainbow ; and I think with regret on the many, very many happy hours I have passed with you and Anne. Oh ! I do want to see you, indeed I do, you think me wild, thoughtless, and perhaps unfeeling ; but I assure you I can be sober, I sometimes think, and I can and do feel. Why have you not written 1 not one word in almost three weeks ! Dear brother and sister, I must write; but dear Anne, I am now doomed to dim your eye and cloud your brow, for I know that what I have to communicate will surprise and distress you. Our dear cousin John is dead ! Oh ! I need not tell you how much, how deeply he is lamented ; you knew him, and like every one else who did, you loved him. Poor Eliza ! how my heart aches for her ! her father, her mother, her brother, all gone ; almost the last, the dearest tie is broken which bound her to life; what a vacancy must there be in her heart! how fatal would it prove to almost every hope in life, were we allowed even a momentary glimpse of futurity ! for often half the enjoyments of life consist in the anticipation of pleasures, which may never be ours." Soon after this Lucretia witnessed the death of a beloved young friend ; it was the first death she had seen, and it had its natural effect on a reflecting and sensitive mind. 4* 50 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Her thoughts wandered through eternity by the light of religion, the only light that penetrates beyond the death-bed. She wrote many religious pieces ; but as I hope another volume of her poems will be given to the public, 1 have merely selected the following :- Oh, that the eagle's wing were mine, I 'd soar above the dreary earth ; I 'd spread my wings, and rise to join The immortal fountain of my birth. For what is joy] how soon it fades, The childish vision of an hour ! Though warm and brilliant are its shades, 'Tis but a frail and fading flower. And what is hope? it is a light Which leads us on deluding ever, Till lost amid the shades of night We sink, and then it flies for ever ! And what is love ! it is a dream, A brilliant fable framed by youth ; A bubble dancing on life's stream, And sinking 'neath the eye of truth. And what are honour, glory, fame, But death's dark watchwords to the grave; The victim dies, and lo! his name Is stamp'd in life's red rolling wave. And what are all the joys of life, But vanity, and toil, and woe; What but a bitter cup of grief, With dregs of sin and death below. This world is but the first dark gate Unfolded to the wakening soul; But death unerring led by fate, Shall Heaven's bright portals backward roil. BIOGRAPHY. 51 Then shall this unchained spirit fly On to the God who gave it life; Rejoicing as it soars on high, Released from danger, doubt, and strife. There will it pour its anthems forth, Bending before its Maker's throne; The great I AM, who gave it birth, The Almighty God, the dread unknown. During this winter her application to her books was so unremitting, that her parents again became alarmed for her health, and persuaded her occasionally to join in the amusements of Plattsburgh. She came home one night at twelve o'clock, from a ball, and after giving a most lively account of all she had seen and heard to her mother, she quietly seated herself at the table, and wrote her " Reflections after leaving a Ball-room." Her spirit, though it glided with kind sympathies into the common pleasures of youth, never seemed to relax its tie to the spiritual world. During the summer of 1824, Captain Partridge visited Platts burgh, with his soldier scholars. Military display had its usual exciting effect on Miss Davidson's imagination, and she addressed " to the Vermont Cadets" the following spirited stanzas, which might have come from the martial Clorinda : Pass on ! for the bright torch of glory is beaming ; Go, wreathe round your brows the green laurels of fame, Around you a halo is brilliantly streaming, And history lingers to write down each name. Yes ! ye are the pillars of liberty's throne ; When around you the banner of glory shall wave, America proudly shall claim you her own ; And freedom and honour shall pause o'er each grave ! A watch-fire of glory, a beacon of light, Shall guide you to Honour, shall point you to Fame; 52 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. The heart that shrinks back, be it buried in night, And withered with dim tears of sorrow and shame ! Though death should await you, 'twere glorious to die With the glow of pure honour still warm on the brow ; With a light sparkling brightly around the dim eye, Like the smile of a spirit still ling'ring below. Pass on, and when war in his strength shall arise, Rush on to the conflict and conquer or die; Let the clash of your arms proudly roll to the skies: Be blest, if victorious and cursed, if you fly ' It was about this time that she finished " Amir Khan," and began a tale of some length, which she entihed the " Recluse of the Saranac." " Amir Khan" has long been before the public, but we think it has suffered from a general and very natural distrust of precocious genius. The versification is graceful, the story beautifully developed, and the orientalism well sustained. We think it would not have done discredit to our best popular poets in the meridian of their fame : as the production of a girl of fifteen, it seems prodigious. On her mother disco vering and reading a part of her romance, Lucretia manifested her usual shrinkirigs, and with many tears exacted a promise that she would not again look at it till it was finished ; she never again saw it till after her daughter's death. Lucretia had a most whimsical fancy for cutting sheets of paper into nar row strips, sewing them together and writing on both sides ; and once playfully boasting to her mother of having written some yards, she produced a roll, and forbidding her mother's approach, she measured off twenty yards ! She often expressed a wish to spend one fortnight alone, even to the exclusion of her little pet-sister ; and Mrs. Davidson, eager to afford her every gratification in her power, had a room prepared BIOGRAPHY. 53 for her recess ; her dinner was sent up to her, she declined coming down to tea, and her mother, on going to her apartment, found her writing, her plate untouched. Some secret joy it was natural her mother should feel at this devotion to intellectual pleasure ; but her good sense or her maternal anxiety got the better of it, and she persuaded Lucretia to consent to the inter ruption of a daily walk. It was about this period that she became acquainted with the gentleman who was destined to influence the brief space of life that remained to her. The late Hon. Moss Kent, with whom her mother had been acquainted for many years, previous to her marriage, had often been a guest at the house of Dr. Davidson, but it had so hap pened that he had never met Lucretia since her early childhood. Struck with some little effusions which were in the possession of his sister, Mrs. P , he went immediately to see Mrs. Davidson, to ask the privilege of reading some of her last productions. On his way to the house he met Lucretia ; he had been interested by the reputation of her genius and modesty ; no wonder that the beautiful form in which it was enshrined should have called this interest into sudden and effective action. Miss Davidson was just sixteen her complexion was the most beautiful bru nette, clear and brilliant, of that warm tint that seems to belong to lands of the sun rather than to our chilled regions; indeed her whole organization, mental as well as physical, her deep and quick sensibility her early development, were characteristics of a warmer clime than ours ; her stature was of the mid dle height, her form slight and symmetrical, her hair profuse, dark, and curling, her mouth and nose regu lar, and as beautiful as if they had been chiselled by an inspired artist ; and through this fitting medium 64 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. beamed her angelic spirit. " Mr. Kent, with all the enthusiasm inherent in his nature, after examining her common-place book, resolved, if he could induce her parents to resign Lucretia to his care, to afford her every facility for improvement that could be ob tained in the country and in short, he proposed to adopt her as his own child. Her parents took the subject into consideration, and complied so far with his benevolent wishes, as to permit him to take an active interest in her education, deferring to future consideration, the question of his adopting her. Had she lived, they would, no doubt, have consented to his plan. It was, after some deliberation, decided to send her a few months to the Troy Seminary, and on the same evening she wrote the following letter to her brother and sister: " What think you ? ' ere another moon shall fill round as my shield," I shall be at Mrs. Willard's se minary; in a fortnight I shall probably have left Plattsburgh, not to return at least until the expiration of six months. Oh ! I am so delighted, so happy ! I shall scarcely eat, drink, or sleep for a month to come. You and Anne must both write to me often, and you must not laugh when you think of poor Luly in the far-famed city of Troy, dropping handkerchiefs, keys, gloves, &c. ; in short, something of everything I have. It is well if you can read what I have written, for papa and mamma are talking, and my head whirls like a top. Oh ! how my poor head aches ! Such a surprise as I have had !" On the 24th of November, 1824, she left home, health on her cheek and in her bosom, and flushed with the most ardent expectations of getting rapidly forward in the career her desires were fixed upon. But even at this moment her fond devotion to her mother was beautifully expressed in some stanzas, BIOGRAPHY. 55 which she left where they would meet her eye as soon as the parting tears were wiped away. These stanzas are already published, and I shall only quote two from them, striking for their tenderness and truth. " To thee rny lay is due, the simple song Which nature gave me at life's opening day; To thee these rude, these untaught strains belong, Whose heart, indulgent, will not spurn my lay ! " Oh say, amid this wilderness of life What bosom would have throbbed like thine for me? Who would have smiled responsive 1 Who in grief 'Would e'er have felt, and feeling, grieved like thee?" The following extracts from her letters, which were always filled with yearnings for home, will show that her affections were the strong-hold of her nature. " Troy Seminary, December 6th, 1824. Here I am at last ; and what a naughty girl I was, when I was at Aunt Schuyler's, that I did not write you everything ! But to tell the truth, I was topsyturvy, and so I am now ; but in despite of calls from the young ladies, and of a hundred new faces, and new names which are constantly ringing in my ears, I have set myself down, and will not rise until I have written an account of everything to my dear mother. I am contented ; yet, notwithstanding, I have once or twice turned a wishful glance towards my dear- loved home. Amidst all the parade of wealth, in the splendid apartments of luxury, I can assure you, my dearest mother, that I had rather be with you in our own lowly home, than in the midst of all this cere mony." " Oh, mamma, I like Mrs. Willard. ' And so this is my girl, Mrs. Schuyler ?' said she, and took me af fectionately by the hand. Oh, I want to see you so 56 LUCRET1A MARIA DAVIDSON. much ! But I must not think of it now. I must learn as fast as I can, and think only of my studies. Dear, dear little Margaret ! kiss her and the little boys for me. How is dear father getting on in this rattling world ?" The letters that followed were tinged with melan choly from her " bosom's depth," and her mother has withheld them. In a subsequent one she says, " I have written two long letters ; but I wrote when I was ill, and they savour too much of sadness. I feel a little better now, and have again commenced my studies. Mr. K. called here to-day. Oh, he is very good ! He stayed some time, and brought a great many books ; but I fear I shall have little time to read aught but what appertains to my studies. I am consulting Kames's Elements of Criticism, studying French, attending to Geological lectures, composition, reading, paying some little attention to painting, and learning to dance." .A subsequent letter indicated great unhappiness and debility, and awakened her mother's apprehen sions. The next was written more cheerfully. " As I fly to you," she says, " for consolation in all my sorrows, so I turn to you, my dear mother, to par ticipate in all my joys. The clouds that enveloped my mind have dispersed, and I turn to you with a far lighter heart than when I last wrote. The ever kind Mr. K. called yesterday." She then describes the paternal interest he took in her health and hap piness, expresses a trembling apprehension lest he should be disappointed in the amount of her improve ment, and laments the loss of time from her frequent indisposition. " How, my dear mother," she says, " shall I express my gratitude to my kind, my excel lent friend ? What is felt as deeply as I feel this obligation, cannot be expressed ; but I can feel, and BIOGRAPHY. 57 do feel." It must be remembered that these were not formal and obligatory letters to her guardian, but the spontaneous overflowing of her heart in her pri vate correspondence with her mother. We now come to a topic, to which we would ask the particular attention of our readers. Owing to many causes, but chiefly, we believe, to the demand for operatives in every department of society in our country, the work of school education is crowded into a very few years. The studies, instead of being selected, spread through the whole circle of sciences. The school period is the period of the young animal's physical growth and development ; the period when the demands of the physical nature are strongest, and the mental weakest. Then our young men are immured in colleges, law schopls, divinity schools, &c. ; and our young ladies in boarding-schools, where, even in the best regulated, the provisions for sxercise in the open air are very insufficient. In the city schools, we are aware, that the difficulties to be overcome to achieve this great object are nearly in superable, we believe quite so ; and, if they are so, should not these establishments be placed in the coun try'? Are not health and physical vigour the basis of mental health and vigour, of usefulness and happi ness 1 What a proportion of the miseries of the more favoured classes of our females result from their in- validism ! What feebleness of purpose, weakness of execution, dejection, fretfulness, mental and moral imbecility ! The case would not be so bad, if the misery ended with one generation, with the mother cut off in the midst of her days, or dragging on to three-score and ten, her unenjoyed and profitless existence. But that is not so : there are hosts of living witnesses in the sickly, pale drooping children of our nurseries. There 5 58 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. are multitudes who tell us that our climate will not permit a delicate female to exercise in the open air. If the climate is bad, so much the more important is it to acquire strength to resist it. Besides, if out-of- door exercise is not at all times attractive, we know it is not impossible. We know delicately bred females, who during some of our hardest winters, have not for more than a day or two lost their exercise abroad. When, in addition to the privation of pleasurable exercise, (for the walk in funeral procession, attended by martinets, and skewered by city decorums, can scarcely be called pleasurable,) the school-girl is con fined to her tasks from eight to ten hours, in rooms sometimes too cold, sometimes too hot, where her fellow-sufferers are en masse, can we wonder at the result ? How far this evil may have operated in shortening the life of Lucretia Davidson, we cannot say ; but we cannot but think, that her devoted and watchful friends erred in sending a creature so delicate in her constitu tion to any boarding-school, even the best conducted institution. We certainly do not mean to express or imply any censure of the " Troy Seminary. We have no personal knowledge of it ; but we believe no similar institution has more the confidence of the com munity ; and, as it has been now many years estab lished and tried, it is fair to believe it deserves it. An arrangement of these boarding-schools, that bore very hard upon Miss Davidson, was the public examination.* These examinations are appalling to *I did not intend remarking upon the influence these exami nations have on the scholar's progress; but I cannot forbear quoting the following pertinent passage from President Hopkins's Inaugural Address. " There are not wanting schools in this country, in which the real interests and progress of the pupils are sacrificed to their appearance at examination. But the vanity BIOGRAPHY. 59 a sensitive mind. Could they be proved to be of man ifest advantage to the scholarship of the young ladies, we should doubt their utility on the whole. But even where they are conducted with perfect fairness, are they a test of scholarship 1 Do not the bold outface, and the indolent evade them? The studious are stimulated, and the sensitive and shrinking, if stimu lated, are appalled and disconcerted by them, so that the condiment affects those only whose appetites are already too keen. But the experience of Miss Davidson is more per suasive than any reasoning of ours, and we shall give it in her own language, in occasional extracts from her letters to her mother. " We now begin to dread the examination. Oh, horrible ! seven weeks, and I shall be posted up before all Troy, all the students from Schenectady, and per haps five hundred others. What shall I do 1 " I have just received a note from Mr. K. in which he speaks of your having written to him of my illness. I was indeed ill, and very ill, for several days, and in my deepest dejection wrote to you ; but do not, my dearest mother, be alarmed about me. My appetite is not perfectly good, but quite as well as when I was at home. The letter was just such a one as was calculated to soothe my feelings, and set me completely at rest. He expressed a wish that my stay here should be prolonged. What think you, mother ? I should be delighted by such an arrangement. This place really seems quite like home to me, though not my own dear home. I like Mrs. Willard, I love the girls, and I have the vanity to think I am not actually disagreeable to them." of parents must be flattered, and the memory is overburdened, and studies are forced on prematurely, and a system of infant school instruction is carried forward into maturer life." 00 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. We come now to another expression (partly seri ous and partly bantering, for she seems to have uni formly respected her instructress) of her terrors of " examination." " We are all engaged, heart and hand, preparing "or this awful examination. Oh, how I dread it ! But there is no retreat. I must stand firm to my post, or experience all the anger, vengeance, and punishments, which will, in case of delinquency or flight, be exer cised with the most unforgiving acrimony. We are in such cases excommunicated, henceforth and for ever, under the awful ban of holy Seminary ; and the evil eye of false report is upon us. Oh mamma, I do though, jesting apart, dread this examination ; but nothing short of real and absolute sickness can excuse a scholar in the eyes of Mrs. Willard. Even that will not do it to the Trojan world around us ; for if a young lady is ill at examination, they say, with a sneer, ' Oh, she is ill of an examination-fever !' Thus you see, mamma, we have no mercy either from friends or foes. We must ' do or die.' Tell Morris he must write to me. Kiss dear, dear little Margaret for me, and don't let her forget poor sister Luly, and tell all who inquire for me that I am well, but in awful dread of a great examination." The following extract is from a letter to her friends, who had written under the impression, that all letters received by the young ladies were, of course, read by some one of the officers of the institution. " Lo ! just as I was descending from the third story, (for you must know I hold my head high,) your letter was put into my hands. Poor little wanderer ! I really felt a sisterly compassion for the poor little folded paper. I kissed it for the sake of those who sent it forth into the wide world, and put it into my bosom. But oh, when I read it ! Now, Anne, I will .BIOGRAPHY. 61 tell you the truth ; it was cold ; perhaps it was writ ten on one of your cold Canada days, or perchance it lost a little heat on the way. It did not seem to come from the very heart of hearts ; it looked as though it were written ' to a young lady at the Troy Seminary,' not to your dear, dear, dear sister Luly. Mr. K. has thus far been a father to me, and I thank him ; but I will not mock my feelings by attempting to say how much I thank him." " My dear mother ! oh how I wish I could lay my head upon your bosom ! I hope you do not keep my letters, for I certainly have burned all yours,* and I stood like a little fool and wept over their ashes, and when I saw the last one gone, I felt as though I had parted with my last friend." Then, after expressing an earnest wish that her mother would destroy her letters, she says, " They have no connection. When I write, everything comes crowding upon me at once ; my pen moves too slow for my brain and my heart, and I feel vexed at myself, and tumble in everything together, and a choice medley you have of it !" " I attended Mr. Ball's public (assembly) last night, and had a delightful evening ; but now for something of more importance Ex-am-i-na-tion ! I had just begun to be engaged, heart and hand, preparing for it, when, by some means, I took a violent cold. I was unable to raise my voice above a whisper, and coughed incessantly. On the second day, Mrs. Wil- lard sent for Dr. Robbins ; he said I must be bled, and take an emetic ; this was sad ; but oh, mamma, I could not speak or breathe without pain." There * This was in consequence of a positive command from her mother. 5* 62 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. are further details of pains, remedies, and consequent exhaustion; and yet this fragile and precious crea ture was permitted by her physician and friends, kind and watchful friends too, to proceed in her sui cidal preparations for examination ! There was no thing uncommon in this injudiciousness. Such viola tions of the laws of our physical nature are every day committed by persons, in other respects, the wisest and the best ; and our poor little martyr may not have suffered in vain, if her experience awakens attention to the subject. In the letter from which we have quoted above, and which is filled with expressions of love for the dear ones at home, she continues : " Tell Morris I will answer his letter in full next quarter, but now I fear I am doing wrong, for I am yet quite feeble, and when I get stronger, I shall be very avaricious of my time, in order to prepare for the coming week. " We must study morning, noon, and night. / shall rise between two and four now every morning, till the dreaded day is past. I rose the other night at twelve, but was ordered back to bed again. You see, mamma, I shall have a chance to become an early riser here." " Had I not written you that I was coming home, I think I should not have seen you this winter. All my friends think I had better re main here, as the journey will be long and cold ; but oh ! there is that at the journey's end, which would tempt me through the wilds of Siberia father, mother, brothers, sisters, home. Yes, I shall come." We insert some stanzas, written about this time, not so much for their poetical merit, as for the play ful spirit that beams through them, and which seems like sunbeams smiling on a cataract. BIOGRAPHY. PS One has a headache, one a cold, One has her neck in flannel rolled; Ask the complaint, and you are told ' Next week's examination One frets and scolds, and laughs and cries, Another hopes, despairs, and sighs ; Ask but the cause, and each replies, ' Next week's examination One bans her books, then grasps them tight, And studies morning, noon, and night, As though she took some strange delight ' In these examinations.' * The books are marked, defaced, and thumbed, The brains with midnight tasks benumbed, Still all in that account is summed, ' Next week's examination.' In a letter, February 10th, she says, " The dreaded work of examination is now going on, my dear mo ther. To-morrow evening, which will be the last, and is always the most crowded, is the time fixed upon for rny entree upon the field of action. Oh ! I hope I shall not disgrace myself. It is the rule here to reserve the best classes till the last; so I suppose I may take it as a compliment that we aro delayed." " February 12th. The examination is over. E E did herself and her native village honour ; but as for your poor Luly, she acquitted herself, I trust, decently ! Oh ! mamma, I was so frightened ! but, although my face glowed and my voice trembled, I did make out to get through, for I knew my lessons The room was crowded almost to suffocation. All was still the fall of a pin could have been heard 64 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. and I tremble when I think of it even now." No one ran read these melancholy records without emotion. Her visit home during the vacation was given up, in compliance with the advice of her guardian. " I wept a good long hour or so," she says, with her characteristic gentle acquiescence, " and then made up my mind to be content." In her next letter she relates an incident very striking in her eventful life. - It occurred in returning to Troy, after her vaca tion, passed happily with her friends in the vicinity. "Uncle went to the ferry with me," she says, " where we met Mr. Paris. Uncle placed me under his care, and, snugly seated by his side, I expected a very plea sant ride, with a very pleasant gentleman. All was pleasant, except that we expected every instant that all the ice in the Hudson would come drifting against us, and shut in scow, stage, and all, or sink us to the bottom, which, in either case, you know, mother, would not have been quite so agreeable. We had just pushed from the shore, I watching the ice with anxious eyes, when, lo! the two leaders made a tre mendous plunge, and tumbled headlong into the river. I felt the carriage following fast after; the other two horses pulled back with all their power, but the lead ers were dragging them down, dashing and plunging, and flouncing in the water. ' Mr. Paris, in mercy let us get out !' said I. But, as he did not see the horses, he felt no alarm. The moment I informed him they were overboard, he opened the door, and cried, ' Get out and save yourself, if possible ; I am old and stiff, but I will follow in an instant.' ' Out with the lady ! Jet the lady out !' shouted several voices at once ; ' the other horses are about to plunge, and then all will be over.' I made a lighter spring than many a lady does in a cotillion, and jumped upon a cake of ice. BIOGRAPHY. 65 Mr. Paris followed, and we stood, (I trembling like a leaf,) expecting every instant that the next plunge of the drowning horses would detach the piece of ice upon which we were standing, and send us adrift ; but, thank Heaven, after working for ten or fifteen minutes, by dint of ropes, and cutting them away from the other horses, they dragged the poor crea tures out, more dead than alive. " Mother, don't you think I displayed some cou rage ? I jumped into the stage again, and shut the door, while Mr. Paris remained outside, watching the movement of affairs. We at length reached here, and I am alive, as you see, to tell the story of my woes." In her next letter she details a conversation with Mrs. Willard,.full of kind commendation and good counsel. " Mamma," she concludes, "you would be justified in thinking me a perfect lump of vanity and egotism; but I have always related to you every thought, every action of my life. I have had no con cealments from you, and I have stated these matters to you because they fill me with surprise. Who would think the accomplished Mrs. Willard would admire my poor daubing, or my poor anything else ! Oh, dear mamma, I am so happy now ! so contented ! Every unusual movement startles me. I am con stantly afraid of something to mar it." The next extract is from a letter, the emanation of her affectionate spirit, to a favourite brother seven years old. " Dear L , I am obliged to you for your two very interesting epistles, and much doubt whether I could spell more ingeniously myself. Really, I have some idea of sending them to the printers, to be struck off in imitation of a Chinese puzzle. Your questions about the stars I have been cogitating some time past, and am of the opinion, that, if there are beings inha- 66 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. biting tnose heavenly regions, they must be content to feed, cameleon-like, upon air ; for even were we dis posed to spare them a portion of our earth sufficient to plant a garden, I doubt whether the attraction of gravitation would not be too strong for resistance, and the unwilling clod return to its pale brethren of the valley ' to rest in ease inglorious.' So far from burn ing your precious letters, my dear little brother, I carefully preserve them in a little pocket-book, and when I feel lonely and desolate, and think of my dear nome, I turn them over and over again. Do write often, my sweet little correspondent, and believe me," &c. &c. Her next letter to her mother, written in March, was in a melancholy strain ; but as if to avert her parent's consequent anxieties, she concludes : " I hope you will feel no concern for my health or happiness. Do, my dear mother, try to be cheerful, and have good courage." " I have been to the Rensselaer school, to attend the philosophical lectures. They are delivered by the celebrated Mr. Eaton, who has several students, young gentlemen. I hope they will not lose their hearts among twenty or thirty pretty girls. For my part, I kept my eyes fixed as fast as might be upon the good old lecturer, as I am of the opinion that he is the best possible safeguard, with his philosophy and his apparatus ; for you know philosophy and love are sworn enemies !" Miss Davidson returned to Plattsburgh during the spring vacation. Her mother, when the first rapture of reunion was over, the first joy at finding her child unchanged in the modesty and naturalness of her deportment, and fervour of her affections, became alarmed at the indications of disease, in the extreme fragility of her person, and the deep and fluctuating BIOGRAPHY. 67 colour of her cheek. Lucretia insisted, and, deceived by that ever-deceiving disease, believed she was well. She was gay and full of hope, and could hardly be persuaded to submit to her father's medical prescrip tions ; but the well-known crimson spot, that so often flushed her cheek, was regarded by him with the deepest anxiety, and he shortly called counsel. During her stay at home she wrote a great deal. Like the bird, which is to pass away with the summer, she seems to have been ever on the wing, pouring forth the spontaneous melodies of her soul. The following are a few stanzas from a piece "ON SPRING." 1 have seen the fair Spring, I have heard her sweet song, As she passed in her lightness and freshness along ; The blue wave rolled deeper, the moss-crest looked bright, As she breathed o'er the regions of darkness and night. I have seen the rose bloom on the youthful cheek, And the dew of delight 'neath the bright lash break ; The bounding footstep, scarce pressing the earth, And the lip which speaks of a soul of mirth. I have seen the winter with brow of care, With his soulless eye and his snow-white hair ; And whate'er his footsteps had touched was cold, As the lifeless stone which the sculptors mould. ******* As I knelt by the sepulchre, dreary and lone, Lay the beautiful form in its temple of stone ; I looked for its coming, the warm wind passed by, I looked for its coming on earth and on high. The young leaves gleamed brightly around the cold spot, I looked for the spirit, yet still it came not. Shall the flower of the valley burst forth to the light, And man in his beauty lie buried in night] 68 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. A voice on the waters, a voice in the sky, A voice from beneath, and a voice from on high, Proclaims that he shall not, that Spring, in her light, Shall waken the spirit from darkness and night. These were singular speculations for a beautiful girl of sixteen. Were there not spirits ministering to her from that world to which she was hastening 1 The physician, called in to consult with her father, was of opinion that a change of air and scene would probably restore her, and it was decided, in compli ance with her own wishes, that she should return to school Miss Gilbert's boarding-school, at Albany, was selected for the next six months. There are few more of her productions of any sort, and they seem to us to have the sweetness of the last roses of sum mer. The following playful passages are from her last letter at home to her sister in Canada. " The boat will be here in an hour or two, and I am all ready to start. Oh, I am half sick. I have taken several doses of something quite delectable for a visiting treat. Now," she concludes her letter, " by your affection for me, by your pity for the wan derer, by your remembrance of the ubsent, by your love for each other, and by all that is sacred to an absent friend, I charge you, write to me, and write often. As ye hope to prosper, as ye hope your boy to prosper, (and grow fat !) as ye hope for my grati tude and affection now and hereafter, I charge you, write. If ye sinfully neglect this last solemn injunc tion of a parting friend, my injured spirit will visit you in your transgressions. It shall pierce you with goosequills, and hurl down upon your recreant heads the brimming contents of the neglected inkstand. This is my threat, and this is my vengeance. But if, on the contrary, ye shall see fit to honour me with numerous epistles, which shall be duly answered, BIOGRAPHY. 69 know ye, that I will live and love you, and not only you, but your boy ! So you see upon your own bear ing depends the future fate of the little innocent, to be beloved, or not to be beloved !' They have come ! Farewell, a long farewell !" She proceeded to Albany, and in a letter dated May 12th, 1825, she seems delighted with her recep tion, accommodations, and prospects, at Miss Gilbert's school. She has yet no anxieties about her health, and enters on her career of study with her customary ardour. With the most delicate health and constant occupation, she found time always to write long let ters to her mother, and the little children at home filled with fond expressions. What an example and rebuke to the idle school-girl who finds no time for these minor duties ! But her studies, to which she applied herself beyond her strength, from the con scientious fear of not fulfilling the expectations of her friends, were exhausting the sources of life. Her letters teem with expressions of gratitude to her friend Mr. K , to Miss Gilbert, and to all the friends around her. She complains of debility and want of appetite, but imputes all her ailings to not hearing regularly .from home. The mails were of course at fault, for her mother's devotion never in termitted. The following expressions will show that her sensibility, naturally acute, was rendered intense by physical disease and suffering. " Oh, my dear mother, cannot you send your Luly one line ? Not one word in two weeks ! I have done nothing but weep all day long. I feel so wretchedly! I am afraid you are ill." " I am very wretched, indeed I am. My dear mother, am I never to hear from you again ? I am home-sick. I know I am foolish ; but I cannot help it. To tell the truth, I am half sick. I am so weak 6 70 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. so languid, I cannot eat. I am nervous, I know I am ; I weep most of the time. I have blotted the paper so, that I cannot write. I cannot study much longer if I do not hear from you." Letters* from home renovated her for a few days, and at Mr. K.'s request, she went to the theatre, and gave herself up, with all the freshness of youthful feeling, to the spells of the drama, and raved about Hamlet and Ophelia like any other school-girl. But her next letter recurs to her malady, and for the first time, she expresses a fear that her disease is beyond the reach of common remedies. Her mother was alarmed, and would have gone immediately to her, but she was herself confined to her room by ill ness. Her father's cooler judgment inferred from their receiving no letters from Lucretia's friends, that there was nothing immediately alarming in her symptoms. The next letter removed every doubt. It was scarcely legible ; still she assures her mother she is better, and begs she will not risk the consequences of a long journey. But neither health nor life weighed now with the mother against seeing her child. She set off, and by appointment, joined Mr. K. at White hall. They proceeded thence to Albany, where, after the first emotions of meeting were over, Lucretia said, " Oh mamma, I thought I should never have seen you again ! But, now I have you here, and can lay my aching head upon your bosom, I shall soon be better." For a few days the balm seemed effectual; she was better, and the physicians believed she would recover; but her mother was no longer to be per suaded from her conviction of the fatal nature of the disease, and arrangements were immediately made to convey her to Plattsburgh. The journey was ef BIOGRAPHY. 71 fected, notwithstanding it was during the heats of July, with less physical suffering than was appre hended. She shrunk painfully from the gaze her beauty inevitably attracted, heightened as it was by that disease which seems to delight to deck the vic tim for its triumph. " Her joy upon finding herself at home," says her mother, " operated for a time like magic." The sweet health-giving influence of do mestic love, the home atmosphere, seemed to suspend the progress of her disease, and again her father, brothers and friends were deluded ; all but the mo ther and the sufferer. She looked, with prophetic eye, calmly to the end. There was nothing to dis turb her. That kingdom that cometh " without ob servation" was within her, and she was only about to change its external circumstances, about to put off the harness of life in which she had been so patient and obedient. To the last she manifested her love of books. A trunk filled with them had not been unpacked. She requested her mother to open it at her bed-side, and as each book was given to her, she turned over the leaves, kissed it, and desired to have it placed on a table at the foot of her bed. There they remained to the last, her eye often fondly resting on them. She expressed a strong desire to see Mr. Kent once more, and a fear that though he had been sum moned, he might not arrive in time. He came, how ever, to receive the last expressions of her gratitude, and to hear his own name the last pronounced by her lips. The " Fear of Madness" was written by her while confined to her bed, and was the last piece she ever wrote. As it constitutes a part of the history of her disease, it is, though already published, inserted here 72 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. There is a something which I dread, It is a dark and fearful thing; It steals along with withering tread, Or sweeps on wild destruction's wing. That thought comes o'er me in the hour Of grief, of sickness, or of sadness ; 'Tis not the dread of death; 'tis more, It is the dread of madness. Oh ! may these throbbing pulses pause, Forgetful of their feverish course ; May this hot brain, which, burning, glows With all a fiery whirlpool's force, Be cold, and motionless, and still A tenant of ita lowly bed ; But let not dark delirium steal (Unfinished.) That the records of the last scenes of Lucretm Davidson's life are scanty, is not surprising. The materials for this memoir, it must be remembered, were furnished by her mother. A victim stretched on the rack cannot keep records. She says in general terms, " Lucretia frequently spoke to me of her ap proaching dissolution, with perfect calmness, and as an event that must soon take place. In a conversa tion with Mr. Townsend, held at intervals, as her strength would permit, she expressed the same senti ments she expressed to me before she grew so weak. She declared her firm faith in the Christian religion her dependence on the divine promises, which she said had consoled and sustained her during her illness. She said her hopes of salvation were grounded on the merits of her Saviour, and that death, which had once looked so dreadful to her, was now divested of all its terrors." Welcome, indeed, should that messenger have beei? BIOGRAPHY. 73 that opened the gates of knowledge, and blissful im mortality, to such a spirit ! During Miss Davidson's residence in Albany, which was less than three months, she wrote several miscel laneous pieces, and began a long poem, divided into cantos, and entitled " Maritorne, or the Pirate of Mexico." This she deemed better than anything she had previously produced. The amount of her com positions, considering the shortness and multifarious occupations of a life of less than seventeen years, is surprising.* We copy the subjoined paragraph from the bio graphical sketch prefixed to " Amir Khan." " Her poetical writings, which have been collected, amount in all to two hundred and seventy-eight pieces of various lengths. When it is considered, that there are among these at least five regular poems, of several cantos each, some estimate may be formed of her poetical labours. Besides these were twenty-four school exercises, three unfinished romances, a com plete tragedy, written at thirteen years of age, and about forty letters, in a few months, to her mother alone." This statement does not comprise the large proportion (at least one-third of the whole) which she destroyed. The genius of Lucretia Davidson has had the meed of far more authoritative praise than ours. The following tribute is from the " London Quarterly Review ;" a source whence praise of American pro ductions is as rare as springs in the desert. The notice is by Mr. Southey, and is written with the earnest feeling that characterizes that author, as generous as he is discriminating. " In these poems,' * She died on the 27th of August, 1825, just a month before her seventeenth birthday. 6* 74 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. (Amir Khan, &c.) " there is enough of originality, enough of aspiration, enough of conscious energy, enough of growing power, to warrant any expecta tions, however sanguine, which the patrons, and the friends, and parents of the deceased could have formed." But, prodigious as the genius of this young creature was, still marvellous after all the abatements that may be made for precociousness and morbid develop ment, there is something yet more captivating in her moral loveliness. Her modesty was not the infusion of another mind, not the result of cultivation, not the effect of good taste ; nor was it a veil cau tiously assumed and gracefully worn ; but an innate quality, that made her shrink from incense, even though the censer were sanctified by love. Her mind was like the exquisite mirror, that cannot be stained by human breath. Few may have been gifted with her genius, but all can imitate her virtues. There is a universality in the holy sense of duty, that regulated her life. Few young ladies will be called on to renounce the muses for do mestic duties ; but many may imitate Lucretia David son's meek self-sacrifice, by relinquishing some favour ite pursuit, some darling object, for the sake of an humble and unpraised duty ; and, if few can attain her excellence, all may imitate her in gentleness, humility, industry, and fidelity to her domestic affections. We may apply to her the beautiful lines, in which she describes one of those -forms, that, wove in Fancy's loom, Float in light visions round the poet's head." " She was a being formed to love and bless, With lavish nature's richest loveliness; Such I have often seen in Fancy's eye, Beings too bright for dull mortality. BIOGRAPHY. 75 I 've seen them in the visions of the night, I 've faintly seen th"m when enough of light And dim distinctness gave them to my gaze, As forms of other worlds, or brighter days." This memoir may be fitly concluded by the follow ng " Tribute to the Memory of my Sister," by Mar garet Davidson, who was but two years old at the time of Lucretia's death, and whom she often men tions with peculiar fondness. The lines were written at the age of eleven. May we be allowed to say, that the mantle of the elder sister has fallen on the younger, and that she seems to be a second impersonation of her spirit '? "Though thy freshness and beauty are laid in the tomb, Like the floweret which drops in its verdure and bloom; Though the halls of thy childhood now mourn thee in vain, And thy strains shall ne'er waken their echoes again, Still o'er the fond memory they silently glide, Still, still thou art ours, and America's pride. Sing on thou pure seraph, with harmony crowned, And pour the full tide of thy music along, O'er the broad arch of Heaven the sweet note shall resound, And a bright choir of angels shall echo the song The pure elevation which beamed from thine eye, As it turned to its home in yon fair azure sky, Told of something unearthly; it shone with the light Of pure inspiration and holy delight. Round the rose that is withered a fragrance remains; O'er beauty in ruins the mind proudly reigns. Thy lyre has resounded o'er ocean's broad wave, And the tear of deep anguish been shed o'er thy grave; But thy spirit has mounted to mansions on high, To the throne of its God, where it never can die." POETICAL REMAINS. AN ADDRESS TO MY MUSE. (Written in her fourteenth year.) WHY, gentle Muse, wilt them disdain To lend thy strains to me? Why do I supplicate in vain And bow my heart to thee? Oh ! teach me how to touch the lyre, To tune the trembling chord ; Teach me to fill each heart with fire, And melting strains afford. Sweep but thy hand across the string, The woodlands echo round, And mortals wond'ring, as you sing, Delighted catch each sound. Enchanted when thy voice I hear, I drop each earthly care ; I feel as wafted from the world To Fancy's realms of air. Then as I wander, plaintive sing, And teach me every strain; Teach me to touch the trembling string Which now I strike in vain. (79) AMIR KHAN. (Written in her sixteenth year.) PART I. BRKJHTLY o'e; spire, and dome, and tower, The pale moon shone at midnight hour, While all beneath her smile of light Was resting there in calm delight ; Evening with robe of stars appears, Bright as repentant Peri's tears, And o'er her turban's fleecy fold Night's crescent stream'd with rays of gold, While every crystal cloud of Heaven Bowed as it passed the queen of even. Beneath calm Cashmere's lovely vale 1 Breathed perfumes to the sighing gale ; The amaranth and tuberose, Convolvulus in deep repose, Bent to each breeze which swept their bed, Or scarcely kissed the dew, and fled The bulbul, with his lay of love : 2 Sang, 'mid the stillness of the grove ; The gulnare blushed a deeper hue, 3 And trembling shed a shower of dew, Which perfumed ere it kiss'd the ground, Each zephyr's pinion hovering round. 7 82 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. The lofty plane-tree's haughty brow 4 Glitter'd beneath the moon's pale glow ; And wide the plantain's arms were spread,' The guardian of its native bed. Where was Amreta at this hour? Say! was she slumb'ring in her bower? Or gazing on this scene of rest, Less calm, less peaceful than her breast ? Or was she resting in the dream Of brighter days, on Fortune's stream ? Or was she weeping Friendship broken, Or sighing o'er Love's wither'd token ? No ! she was calmly resting there, Her eye ne'er spoke of hope nor fear, But 'mid the blaze of splendour round, For ever bent upon the ground, Their long, dark lashes hid from vi^.w, The brilliant glances which they thiew. Her cheek was neither pale nor red ; The rose, upon its summer bed, Could never boast so faint a hue ; So faint, and yet so brilliant too ! Though round her, Cashmere's incense streamed 4 Though Persia's gems around her beamed ; Though diamonds of Golconda shed Their warmest lustre o'er her head Though music lulled each fear to sleep, Or like the night-wind o'er the deep ; Just waking love and calm delight, Kindling Hope's watch-fire clear and bright ; For her, though Cashmere's roses twine Together round the parent vine ; POETICAL REMAINS. 83 And though to her, as Cashmere's star, Knelt the once haughty Subahdar ; 6 Still, still, Amreta gazed unmoved, Nor sighed, nor smiled, nor owned she loved ! But, like the Parian marble there, So bright, so exquisitely fair, She seemed by Nature famed to bless, Rich in surpassing loveliness. But never from those lips of red A single syllable had fled, Since Amir Khan first blessed the hour 7 That placed Amreta in his bovver ; Within that bower, 'mid twining roses, Upon whose leaves the breeze reposes, She sits unmoved, while round her flow, Strains of sweet music, sad and low ; Or now, in softer numbers breathing, . A song of love and sorrow wreathing, Such strains as in wild sweetness ran Through the sad breast of Amir Khan ! He loved, and oh! he loved so well That sorrow scarce dared break the spell ; Though oft Suspicion whispered near One vague, one sadly boding fear, A fear that Heaven in wrath had made That face with seraph-charms array'd, And then denied in mockery there To breathe upon a face so fair ! Without that spark of heav'nly flame, Which burns unchanging, still the same, Without that bright ethereal charm, Oh ! what were beauty's angel form ? The breeze as it sweeps o'er the poisonous flow'r ; Dripping with night's damp blistering show'r, 84 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Laden with woe, disease, and death, Fading youth's bloom with its passing breath Blighting each flower of various hue, Ne'er o'er its fated victim threw So dark a shade, a cloud so drear, As hovered o'er the Subahdar. Cool and refreshing sighs the breeze Through the long walk of tzinnar-trees, 8 And cool upon the water's breast The pale moon rocks herself to rest, Yes ! calmer, brighter, cooler far Than the fever'd brow of the Subahdar ! Amreta was fair as the morning beam, As it glides o'er the wave of the Wuller's stream,* Bat oh ! she was cold as the marble floor That glitters beneath the nightly shower. Where was that eye which none could scan, Which once belonged to Amir Khan ? Where was that voice that mocked the storm ? Where was that tall, majestic form ? That eye was turn'd in love and woe Upon Amreta's changeless brow, That haughty form was bending low, That voice was utt'ring vow on vow, Beneath the lofty plane-tree's shade, Before that cold Circassian maid ! " Oh speak, Amreta ! but one word ! Let one soft sigh confess I 'm heard ! Those eyes (than those of yon gazelle More bright) a tale of love might tell ! Then speak, Amreta ! raise thine eye, Blush, smile, or answer with a sigh." POETICAL REMAINS. But 'twas in vain no sigh no word Told that his humble suit was heard ; Veiled 'neath their silken lashes there, Her dark eyes glanc'd no answered pray*r, Upon her cheek no blush was straying, Around her lip no smile was playing, And calm despair reigned darkly now, O'er Amir Khan's deep-clouded brow. What pity that so fair a form Should want a heart with feeling warm ! What pity that an eye so bright Should beam o'er Reason's clouded night ! And like a star on Mahmoud's wave, 10 Should glitter o'er a dreary grave : A dark abyss a sunless day, An endless night without one ray. 'Twas at that day, that silent hour, When the tall poppy sheds its show'r, When all on earth, and all on high Seemed breathing slumber's sweetest sigh; At that calm hour when Peris love To gaze upon the Heaven above, Whose portals, bright with many a gem. Are closed for ever closed on them; 'T was at this silent, solemn hour, That, gliding from his summer bower, The Subahdar with noiseless step Steals like the night-breeze o'er the deep. Where glides the haughty Subahdar? Onward he glides to where afar Proud Hirney-Purvet rears his head 11 High above Cashmere's blooming bed. 7* 86 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. And twines his turban's fleecy fold With many a brilliant ray of gold, Or places on his brow of blue The crescent with its silver hue ; There 'neath a plantain's sacred shade, Which deep, and dark, and widely spread, Al Shinar's high prophetic form Held secret counsel with the storm ; His hand had grasped, with fearless might The mantle of descending night ; Such matchless skill the prophet knew, Such wond'rous feats his hand could do, That Persia's realm astonished saw, And Cashmere's valley gazed with awe ! Low bowed the lofty Amir Khan, Before the high and mighty man, And bending o'er the Naptha's stream, Which onward rolled its fiery gleam, The Subahdar in murmurs told Of beauteous form, of bosom cold, Of rayless eye, of changeless cheek, Of tongue which could or would not speak At length the mourner's tale had ceased, He crossed his hands upon his breast, He spoke no word, he breathed no sigh, But keenly fixed his piercing eye Upon Al Shinar's gloomy brow, In all the deep despair of woe ; The Prophet paused ; his eye he raised, And stern and earnestly he gazed, As if to pierce the sable veil Which would conceal the mournful tale ; POETICAL REMAINS. 87 When, starting with a sudden blow, He op'd a portal dark and low, Which shrouded from each mortal eye Al Shinar's cavern broad and high; 'T was bright, 't was exquisitely bright, For founts of rich and living light There poured their burning treasures forth, Which sought again their parent earth. Rich vases, with sweet incense streaming, Mirrors a flood of brilliance beaming, Fountain, and bath, and curling stream, At every turn before them beam ; And marble pillars, pure and cold, And glitt'ring roof, inlaid with gold, And gems, and diamonds met his view In wild and rich profusion too; And had Amreta's smiles been given, This place had been the Moslem heaven f The Prophet paused; while Amir Khan Gazed, awe-struck, on the wond'rous man; Al Shinar plucked a pale blue flow'r, Which bent beneath the fountain's show'r, Then slowly turned towards Amir Khan, And placed the treasure in his hand. " Mark me !" he cried ; " this pensive flower, Gathered at midnight's magic hour, Will charm each passion of the breast, And calm each throbbing nerve to rest; 'Twill leave thy bounding bosom warm, Yet set death's seal upon thy form ; 'T will leave thee stiff, and cold, and pale, A slumberer 'neath an icy veil, 88 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But still shall Reason's conscious reign Unbroken, undisturbed remain, And thou shall hear, and feel, and know Each sigh, each touch, each throb of woe !' Go, thou ! and if Amreta be Worthy of love, and worthy thee, When she beholds thee pale and cold, Wrapped in the damp sepulchral fold; When her eye wanders for that glow Once burning on thy marble brow; Then, if her bosom's icy frame Hath ever warmed 'neath passion's flame, 'T will heave tumultuous as it glows Like Baikal's everlasting throes; And if, to-morrow eve, you press This pale cold flow'ret to your breast, Ere morning smiles, its spell will prove If that cold heart BE WORTH thy love ! PART II. THERE'S silence in the princely halls, And brightly blaze the lighted walls, While clouds of musk and incense rise Prom vases of a thousand dyes, And roll their perfumed treasures wide, In one luxuriant, fragrant tide; And glittering chandeliers of gold, Reflecting fire from every fold, Hung o'er the shrouded body there, Of Cashmere's once proud Subahdar ! The crystal's and the diamond's rays Kindled a wide and brilliant blaze; POETICAL REMAINS. 89 The ruby's blush, the coral's hue, By Peris dipped in Henni's dew, The topaz's rich and golden ray, The opal's flame the agate grey, The amethyst of violet hue, The sapphire with its heav'nly blue, The snow-white jasper sparkling there Near the carbuncle's deep'ning glare ; The warm cornelian's blushing glow Reflected back the brilliant flow Of light, which in refulgent streams, O'er hall, o'er bower, and fountain beams. O'er beds of roses, bright with dew, Unfolding modestly to view, Each trembling leaf, each blushing breast, In Cashmere's wildest sweetness dressed ; Through vistas long, through myrtle bower* Where Amir Khan once passed his hours In gazing on Amreta's face, So full of beauty, full of grace, Through veils of silver bright and clear, It poured its softened radiance far; Or beamed in pure and milky brightness, O'er urns of alabaster whiteness; Through Persian screens of glittering gold. O'er many an altar's sacred fold, Where to Eternity will blaze The naphtha's never-fading rays, The Gheber's fire which dieth never, But burns, and beams, and glows for ever 1 'T was silent not a voice was heard No sigh, no murmur, not one word, Was echoed through that brilliant hall, The spell of silence hung o'er all ; 90 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON For there had paused the wing of death, The midnight spirit's withering breath. At that still hour no sound arose To break the charm of deep repose ; The lake was glittering, and the breeze Sighed softly through the the tzinnar trees, And kissed the Wuller's wave of blue, Or sipped the gull's light trembling dew ; But not a murmur, not a sigh Was wafted by the night-breeze by, Through that wide hall and princely bower, At midnight's calm and solemn hour ! Oh ! where was Love, his night-watch keeping Or was the truant sweetly sleeping? Where was he at that hour of rest, By him created, claimed, and blessed? Where were the tears of Love, and Sorrow, The sigh which sympathy can borrow ? Where were regret, and chill despair? Where was Amreta? where, Oh where? Hark ! 't is the night-breeze softly playing, Through veils of glittering silver straying No ! 't is a step so quick, so light, That the wild flower which weeps at night, Would raise again its drooping head, To greet the footstep which had fled. 'Tis not the breeze which floats around, Lifting the light veil from the ground: No ! 't is a form of heav'nly mien Hath dared to draw the curtain's screen. Dimly, behind the fluttering veil, Which trembles in the breathing gale, POETICAL REMAINS. A form appears of seraph mould As 'neath a light cloud's fleecy fold; The veil is drawn with hasty hand, Loosed is the rich embroidered band 'Tis solemn solitude around, There 's not a murmur, not a sound Again a snowy hand is seen, Again is raised the silken screen, And lo ! with light and noiseless tread, Amreta glided from its shade ! Her veil was fluttering in the air, Her brow, as Parian marble fair, Was glittering bright with many a gem Set in a brilliant diadem ; Her long dark hair was floating far, Braided with many a diamond star; Her eye was raised, and Oh ! that eye Seemed only formed to gaze on high ! For Oh, more piercing bright its beam Than diamonds 'neath Golconda's stream; That angel-eye was only given To look upon its native heaven ! The glow upon her cheek was bright, But it came, and it fled like a meteor's light,' A brilliant tear was still lingering there, And Oh, it was shed for the Subahdar ! O'er ev'ry tear the maiden shed, The heart of Amir Khan had bled ; Now Amir Khan, she weeps for thee, Oh! what must be thy ecstasy? For Amir Khan Amreta weeps, Yet Amir Khan unheeding sleeps ! Like crystal dew-drops purely glowing, O'er his pale brow her tears are flowing ; 92 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. She wipes them with her veil away, Less sacred far less sweet than they ! Where was that eye whose ardent gaze Had warmed her bosom with its rays? Where was that glance of love and woe ? Where was that proud heart's throbbing glow ? All, all was cold and silent there, And all was death, and dark despair! She hid her face, now cold and pale, Within her sweetly scented veil; Then seized her lute, and a strain so clear, So soft, so mournful arose on the air, That Oh ! it was sweet as the music of heaven O'er a lost one returning, a sinner forgiven ! Such notes as repentance in sorrow might sing,- Notes wafted to heaven by Israfil's wing: SONG. Star of the morning ! this bosom was cold, When forced from my native shade, And I wrapp'd me around in my mantle's fold, A mournful Circassian maid ! I vowed that rapture should never move This changeless cheek, this rayless eye, I vowed to feel neither bliss, nor love, In silence to meet thee, and then to die ! Each burning sigh thy bosom hath breathed, *Has been melting that chain away ; The galling chain which around me I wreath'i On the morn of that fatal day ! POETICAL REMAINS. 93 Tis done ! and this night I have broken the vow Which bound me in silence for ever ! And thy spirit hath fled from a world of woe, To return again, never ! Oh never ! My soul is sad ! and my heart is weary ! For thy bosom is cold to me; Without thy smile the world is dreary, And I will fly with thee ! Together we '11 float down eternity's stream, Twin stars on the breast of the billow, The splendours of Paradise round us shall beam, And thy bosom shall be my pillow ! Then open thine arms bright star of the morning I My grave in thy bosom shall be, The glories of Paradise 'round us are dawning, My Heaven is only with thee I Hushed were the words, and hush'd the song Which sadly, sweetly flow'd along, But Amir Khan's warm heart beat high, Though closed and rayless was his eye ; And every note which struck his ear, Whisper'd a hovering angel near; And each warm tear that wet his cheek, Her long-concealed regard bespeak ; His bosom bounded to be free, And fluttered, wild with ecstasy ! Oh ! would the magic charm had passed ! Would that the morn would break at last 1 But no it will not, may not be ! He is not, nor can yet be free! 8 94 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But hark ! Amreta's murmurs rise, Sweet as the bird of Paradise ; She bowed her head, and deeply sighed, "Yes, Amir Khan, I am thy Bride! And here the crimson hand of death Shall wed us with a rosy wreath ! My Mood shall join us as it flows, And bind us in a deep repose!" Beneath her veil a light is beaming, A dagger in her hand is gleaming, And livid was the light it threw, A pale, cold, death-like stream of blue, Around her form of angel brightness, And o'er her brow of marble whiteness ! Awake ! Oh ! Amir Khan, awake ! Canst thou not rouse thee for her sake ? Beside thee can Amreta stand, The fatal dagger in her hand, And canst thou still regardless lie, And let thy loved Amreta die ? Awake ! oh, Amir Khan ! awake, And rouse thee for Amreta's sake ! Like lightning from a midnight cloud, The Subahdar, from 'neath his shroud, Burst the cold, magic, death-like band, And snatched the dagger from her hand I The maiden sunk upon his breast, And deep and lengthened was her rest ! There was no sigh, no murmur there, And scarcely breathed the Subahdar, While almost fearing to be blest, He clasped Amreta to his breast ! POETICAL REMAINS. 95 Deep buried in his mantle's fold, He felt not that her cheek was cold ; His own heart throbbed with pleasure's thrill, But whispered not that hers was still ! Yes ! the wild flow of blissful joy, Which, bursting, threatened to destroy, Gave to her soul a rest from feeling; A transient torpor gently stealing O'er beating pulse, and throbbing breast, Had calmed her ev'ry nerve to rest ; But see ! the tide of life returns, Once more her cheek with rapture burns, Once more her dark eye's heav'nly beam Pours forth its full and piercing gleam, Once more her heart is bounding high, Too full to weep too blest to sigh ! NOTES TO AMIR KHAN. I. Beneath calm Cashmere's lovely vale, &c. " Cashmere, called the happy valley, the garden in perpetual spring, and the Paradise of India." II. The bulbul, with his lay of love, &c. " The Bulbul, or Nightingale " 96 LUORETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. III. The gulnare blush'd a deeper hue, &c. " Gulnare or Rose." IV. The lofty plane-tree's haughty brow, &c. " The Plane-tree, that species termed Platanus orientalis, is commonly cultivated in Cashmere, where it is said to arrive at a greater perfection than in any other country. This tree, which in most parts of Asia is called the Chinur, grows to the size of an oak, and has a taper, straight trunk, with a silver- coloured bark, and its leaf, not unlike an expanded hand, is of a pale green. When in full foliage it has a grand and beautiful appearance, and in hot weather affords a refreshing shade."- Foster. V. And wide the plantain's arms were spread, &c. " Plantain-trees are supposed to prevent the plague from visiting places, where they are found in abundance." Middle ion's Geography. VI. Knelt the once haughty Subahdar, &c. " Subahdar, or Governor." VII. Since Amir Khan first blessed the hour, &c. " To the east of this delightful spot is a fortified palace, erected by Amir Khan, a Persian, who was once Governor of Cashmere He used to pass much of his time in this residence, which was curiously adapted to every species of Asiatic luxury." See En cyclopaedia, vol. v., part 2. VIII. Through the long walks of tzinnar-trees, &c. " Their walks are curiously laid out, and set on both sides with tzinnar-trees, a species of poplar unknown in Europe It POETICAL REMAINS. 97 grows to the height of a pine, and bears a fruit resembling the chestnut, and it has broad leaves like those of the vine." Mid- dleton's Geography. IX. As it glides o'er the wave of the Wuller's stream, &c. " A beautiful river passes through Cashmere, called the Ouller, or Wuller. There is an outlet, where it runs with greater rapidity and force than elsewhere, between two steep mountains, whence proceeding, after a long course, it joins with the Chelum. X. And like a star on Mahmoud's wave, &c. " It appears like a lake covered with rocks and mountains. Stones, when thrown in, make a surprising noise, and the river itself is deemed unfathomable." Middleton's Geography. XI. Proud Hirney Purvit rears his head, &c. " There is an oval lake, which joins the Chelum towards the east. The Yucht Suliman and Hirney Purvit form the two sides of what may be called a grand portal to the lake. They are hills ; one of which is sacred to the great Solyman. 8* CHICOMICO. THIS Poem I have discovered to be founded on the following actual occurrences : During the Semjnole war, Duncan M. Rim- mon, (the Rathmond of the poem,) a Georgia militiaman, was captured by the Indians. Hillis-adjo, their chief, condemned him to death. He was bound ; but while the instruments of torture were preparing, the tender-hearted daughter of Hillis- adjo (the Chicomico of the tale) threw herself between the pris oner and his executioners, and interceded with her father for his release. She was successful. His life was spared. In the pro gress of the war, however, it was the fate of the generous Hillis- adjo (the prophet Francis) himself to be taken a prisoner of war, and it was thought necessary to put him to death. These are the facts which Miss D. has wrought up, with other characters, (probably fictitious,) to compose the whole of this poem. The first part of the poem is so incomplete, that I have thought it best to introduce the reader immediately to the second part. The war had broken out. Chicomico had solicited the presence of Ompahaw, a venerable chief, to aid her father Hillis-adjo against the whites, with Rathmond at their nead. The battle is described, the Indians are victorious, and Rathmond is taken prisoner. Here the second part commences. EDITOR. (89) CHICOMICO. (Written in her fourteenth year.) PART II. WHAT sight of horror, fear and woe, Now greets chief Hillis-ha-ad-joe ? What thought of blood now lights his eye ? What victim foe is doomed to die? For his cheek is flushed, and his air is wild, And he cares not to look on his only child. His lip quivers with rage, his eye flashes fire. And his bosom beats high with a tempest of ire. Alas ! 't is Rathmond stands a prisoner now, Awaiting death from Hillis-ha-ad-joe, From Hillis-ha-ad-joe, the stern, the dread, To whose vindictive, cruel, savage mind, Loss after loss fast following from behind, Had only added thirst insatiate for blood ; And now he swore by all his heart held dear, That limb from limb his victims he would tear. But ah ! young Rathmond's case what tongue can tdl I Upon his hapless fate what heart can dwell ? To die when manhood dawns in rosy light, To be cut off in all the bloom of life, To view the cup untasted snatched from sight, Is sure a thought with horror doubly rife (100) POETICAL REMAINS. 101 Alas, poor youth ! how sad, how faint thy heart ! When memory paints the forms endeared by love From these so soon, so horribly to part ; Oh ! it would almost savage bosoms move ! But unextinguished Hope still lit his breast, And aimless still, drew scenes of future rest ! Caught at each distant light which dimly gleamed, Though sinking 'mid th' abyss o'er which it beamed Like the poor mariner, who, tossed around, Strains his dim eye to ocean's farthest bound, Paints, in each snowy wave, assistance near, And as it rolls away, gives up to fear: Dreads to look round, for death 's on every side, The low'ring clouds above the ocean wide : He wails alone "and scarce forbears to weep,"* That his wreck'd bark still lingers on the deep ! E'en to the child of penury and woe, Who knows no friend that o'er his grave will weep, Whose tears in childhood's hour were taught to flow, Looks with dismay across death's horrid deep ! Then, when suspended o'er that awful brink, Snatch'd from each joy, which opening life may give, Who would not from the prospect shuddering shrink And murmur out one hope-fraught prayer to live!" But, see ! the captive is now dragged along, While round him mingle yell and wild war-song ! The ring is formed around the high-raised pile, Fagot o'er fagots reared with savage toil ; Th' impatient warriors watch with burning brands, To toss the death-signs from their ruthless hands ! Nearer, and nearer still the wretch is drawn, All hope of life, of rescue, now is gone ! A horrid death is placed before his eyes ; In fancy now he sees the flames arise, * Campbell. 102 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. He hears the deaf'ning yell which drowns the cry Of the poor victim's last, dire agony ! His heart was sick, he strove in vain to pray To that great God, before whose awful bar His lighten'd soul was soon to wing its way From this sad world to other realms afar ! He raised his eyes to Heaven's blue arch above, That pure retreat of mercy and of love ; When, lo ! two fellow-sufferers caught his eye, The prophet Montonoc is doomed to die ! His haughty spirit now must be brought low, Long had he been the chieftain's direst foe : The Indian's face was wrapped in mystic gloom, As on they led him to his horrid doom. A hectic flush upon his dark cheek burned, His eye nor to the right nor left hand turned : His lip nor quivered, nor turned pale with fear, Though the death-note already met his ear. Tall and majestic was his noble mien, Erect, he seemed to brave the foeman's ire, His step was bold, his features all serene, As he approached the steep funereal pyre ! Close at his side, a figure glided slow, Clad in the dark habiliments of woe, Whose form was shrouded in a mantle's fold, All, save one treacherous ringlet, bright as gold The death-song's louder note shrill peals on high, A signal that the victim soon must die ! While yell and war-note join the chorus still, Till the wild dirge rebounds from hill to hill ! Rathmond now turned to snatch a last sad gaze, Ere closed life's curtain o'er his youthful days ; When he beheld the dark, the piercing eye Of Montonoc, the prophet doomed to die, POETICAL REMAINS. 103 Bent upon him with such a steady gaze, That not more fixed was death's own horrid glaze ! Then lifting his long swarthy finger high, To where the sun's bright beams just tinged the sky And o'er the parting day its glories spread, Which was to close when their sad souls had fled, " White man," he cried, in low mysterious tone, Caught but by Rathmond's listening ear alone, " Ere the bright eye of yon red orb shall sleep, This haughty chief his fallen tribe shall weep !" He said no more, for lo ! the death-yells cease. 'T is hushed ! no sound is echoed through the place The opening ring disclosed a female there, In a rich mantle shrouded, save her hair, Which long and dark, luxuriant round her hung, With many a clear, white pearl and dew-drop strung She threw back the mantle which shaded her face, She spoke not, but looked the pale spirit of woe ! The angel of mercy ! the herald of grace ! Knelt the sorrowful daughter of Hillis-ad-joe ! " My father ! my father !" the maiden exclaims, " Oh doom not the white man to die midst the flames 'T is thy daughter who kneels ! 't is Chicomico sues ! Can my father, the friend of my childhood, refuse ? This heart is the white man's ! with him will I die ! With him, to the Great Spirit's mansion I '11 fly ! The flames which to heaven will waft his pure soul, Round the form of thy daughter encircling shall roll My life is his life his fate shall be mine ; For his image around thy child's heart will entwine ! Man's breast may be cruel, and savage, and stern ; From the sufferings of others it heedless may turn ; To the pleadings of want, to the wan face of woe, To the sorrow-wrung drops which around it may flow 104 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But 't will melt like the snow on the Apennine's breast, As the sunbeam falls light, on its fancy-crowned crest, When the voice of a child to its cold ear is given, Fill'd with sorrow's sad notes like the music of Heaven. " Loose the white man," the king in an agony cried, " My child, what you plead for, can ne'er be denied ! The pris'ner is yours ! to enslave or to free ! I yield him, Chicomico, wholly to thee ; But remember !" he cried, while pride conquered his woe, " Remember, thy father is Hillis-ad-joe !" He frowned, and his brow, like the curtains of night, looked darker, when tinged by a moon-beam of light; Chicomico saw she saw, and with dread The storm, which returning, might burst o'er her head; And quickly to Rathmond she turned with -\ sigh, While a love-brightened tear veiled her hea tr enly eye. " Go, white man, go ! without a fear ; Remember you to one are dear ; Go ! and may peace your steps attend Chicomico will be your friend. To-morrow eve, with us may close Joyful, and free from cares or woes ; To-morrow eve may also end, And find me here without a friend ! Remember then the Indian maid, Whose voice the burning brand hath stt fed ! But should I be, as now I am, And thou in prison and in woe, Think that this heart is still the same, And turn thee to Chicomico ! Then, go ! yes, go ! while yet you may, Dread death awaits you, if you stay ! May the Great Spirit guard and guide Your footsteps through the forest wide !" 9 POETICAL REMAINS. 105 She said, and wrapped the mantle near Her fragile form, with hasty hand, Just bowed her head, and shed one tear, Then sped him to his native land. The wind is swift, and mountain hart, From huntsman's bow, the feathered dart ; But swifter far the pris'ner's flight, When freed from dungeon-chains and night 1 So Rathmond felt, but wished to show How much he owed Chicomico ; But she had fled ; she did not hear ! She did not mark the grateful tear Which quivered in the hero's eye ; Nor did she catch the half-breathed sigh ; And Heaven alone could hear the prayer, Which Rathmond's full heart proffered there. PART III. WHILE swift on his way young Rathmond sped, Death's horrors awaited those he fled. Already were the prisoners bound, One word, and every torch would fly; No step was heard, nor feeblest sound, Save the death-raven's wing on high . The sign was given, each blazing brand Like lightning, shot from every hand ; The crackling, sparkling fagots blazed, Then Montonoc his dark eye raised ; He whistled shrill an answering call Told that each foeman then should fall! Sudden a band of warriors flew From earth, as if from earth they grew. 9 106 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. The brake, the fern, and hazel-down, Blazed brightly in the sinking sun ; Confusion, blood, and carnage then Spread their broad pinions o'er the glen ; The blazing brands were quenched in blood, And Montonoc unshackled stood ! He paused one moment dark he frowned, By dire revenge and slaughter crowned ; Then bent his bow, let loose the dart, And pierced the foeman Chieftain's heart. Yes, Montonoc, thy arrow sped, For Hillis-ha-ad-joe is dead! And now within their hidden tent, The conquered make their sad lament ; Before them lay their slaughtered king. While slowly round they form the ring ; Dread e'en in death, the Chieftain's form Seemed made to stride the whirlwind storm j Upon his brow a dreadful frown Still lingered as the warrior's crown; And yet it seemed as mortal ire StiL sparkled in that eye of fire, And blazing, soon should light the face O'er which death's shadow held its place, And like the lightning 'neath a cloud, Shoot, flaming from its sable shroud. But, hark ! low notes of sorrow break The solemn calm, and o'er the lake, Float on the bosom of the gale; Hark ! 't is the Chieftain's funeral wail I Fallen, fallen, fallen low Lies great Hillis-ha-ad-joe! To the land of the dead, By the white man sped! POETICAI REMAINS. 107 In his hunting garb they shall welcome him there, To the land of the bow, and the antlered deer ! Fallen is Hillis-ha-ad-joe ! Chaunt his death-dirge sad and slow ; In the battle he fell, in the fight he died, And many a brave warrior sunk by his side. In his hunting garb they shall welcome him there To the land of the bow, and the antlered deer. The sun is sinking in the deep, Our " mighty fallen one" we weep ; Fallen is Hillis-ha-ad-joe ! The axe has laid our broad oak low ! In his hunting garb they shall welcome him there, To the land of the bow, and the antlered deer. The last sad note had sunk on the breeze, Which mournfully sighed among the dark trees, When a form thickly shrouded, swift glided along, But joined not her voice to the funeral song. When the notes cease, she knelt, and in accents of woe, Besought the Great Spirit for Hillis-ad-joe. Her words were but few, and her manner was wild, For she was the slaughtered Chief's poor orphan child ! She raised her dark eye to the sun sinking red, She looked, and that glance told that reason had fledi Why does thy eye roll wild, Chicomico 1 Why dost thou shake like aspen's quivering bough? Why o'er that fine brow streams thy raven hair? Read ! for the " wreck of reason 's written there !" 'T is true ! the storm was high, the surges wild, And reason fled the Chieftain's orphan child! Thou poor heart-broken wretch on life's wild sea Say ! who is left to love, to comfort thee ? 108 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. All, all are gone, and thou art left alone, Like the last rose, by autumn rudely blown. But she has fled, the wild and winged wind Is by her left, long loitering far behind ! But whither has she fled 1 to wild-wood glen, Far from the cares, the joys, the haunts of men ! Her bed the rock, her drink the rippling stream, And murdered friends her ever constant dream ! Her wild death-song is wafted on the gale, Which echoes round the Chieftain's funeral wail ! Her little skiff she paddles o'er the lake, And bids " the Daughter of the Voice," awake ! From hill to hill the shrieking echoes run, To greet the rising and the setting sun. PART IV. THE lake is calm, the sun is low, The whippoorwill is chaunting slow, And scarce a leaf through the forest is seen To wave in the breeze its rich mantle of green Fit emblem of a guiltless mind, The glassy waters calmly lie; Unruffled by a breath of wind, Which o'er its shining breast may sigh ! The shadow of the forest there Upon its bosom soft may rest; The eagle-heights, which tower in air, May cast their dark shades o'er its breast But hark ! approaching paddles break The stillness of that azure lake ! Swift o'er its surface glides the bark, Like lightning's. flash, like meteor spark. POETICAL REMAINS. 109 It seemed, as on the light skiff flew, As it scarce kissed the wave's deep blue, Which, dimpling round the vessel's side, Sparkled and whirled in eddies wide ! Who guides it through the yielding lake 1 Who dares its magic calm to break 1 'T is Montonoc ! his piercing eye Is raised to where the western hill Rears its broad forehead to the sky, Battling the whirlwind's filry still. 'Twas Montonoc, and with him there Was that strange form, with golden hair ! Wrapped in the self-same garb, as when Surrounded by those savage men, The stranger had, with Montonoc, Been led before the blazing stake ! Swift, swift, the light skiff forward flew, Till it had crossed the waters blue ; Both leaped like lightning to the land, And left the skiff upon the strand ; Far mid the forest then they fled, And mingled with its dark brown shade. The oak's broad arms in the breeze were creaking, The bird of the gloomy brow was shrieking, When a note on the night-wind was wafted along, A note of the dead chieftain's funeral song. A form was seen wandering in frantic woe, 'T was the maniac daughter of Hillis-ad-joe ! Her dark hair was borne on the night-wind afar, And she sung the wild dirge of the Blood-hound of War! 9* 110 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. She ceased when she came near the breeze-ruffled lake ; She ceased was't the wind sighing o'er the long brake ? Wast't the soft rippling wave 1 was 't the murmur of trees? Which bending, were brushed by the wing of the breeze ? Ah, no ! for she shrieked, as her piercing eye caught A form which her frenzied brain never forgot ! 'T was Rathmond ! yes, Rathmond before her now stood, And he glanced his full eye on the child of the wood. " Chicomico !" he cried, his voice sad and low, " Chicomico !" we are the children of woe ! Oh, come, then ! oh, come ! and thy Rathmond's strong arm Shall shelter thee ever from danger and harm ; 'T is true, I have loved with the passion of youth ! I have loved ; and let Heaven attest with what truth ! But, Cordelia, thy ashes are mixed with the dead " (Here his eye flashed more fierce, and his pale cheek turned red) " 'T was thy father, Chicomico yes, 't was thy sire, Who kindled the loved saint's funereal pyre ! But, 't is passed" (and he crossed his cold, quivering hand O'er a brow that was burning like Zahara's sand,) " 'T is pass'd ! and Chicomico, thou didst preserve The life of a wretch, who now never can love ! That life is thy own, with a heart, that though chilled To passion's soft throb, is with gratitude filled !" ****%##* She turned her dark eye, from which reason's bright fire Had fled, with the ghosts of her friends of her sire POETICAL REMAINS. Ill " Young Eagle !" she cried, " when my father was slain, What white man, who ravaged along that dread plain, Withheld the dire blow, and plead for the life Of Hillis-ad-joe 1 and say, who in that strife, Stayed the arm that bereft me, and left me alone ? Yes, Young Eagle ! my father, my brothers are gone ! Wouldst thou ask me to linger behind them, while they To yon Heaven in the west are wending their way ! And, hark ! the Great Spirit, whose voice sounds on high, Bids me come ! and see, white man, how gladly I fly!" More swift than the deer, when the hounds are in view, To the bark that was stranded, Chicomico flew ! She dashed the light oar in the waves' foaming sprav And thus wildly she sung, as she darted away : " I go to the land in the west, The Great Spirit calls me away ! To the land of the just and the blest, The Great Spirit points me the way! " Like snow on the mountain's crest, Like foam on the fountain's breast, Hillis-ad-joe and his kinsmen have passed ! Like the sun's setting ray in the west, When it sinks on the wave to rest, The dead chieftain's daughter is coming at last "Too long has she lingered behind, Awaiting the Great Spirit's voice ! But hark ! it calls loud in the wind, And Chicomico now will rejoice! "I go to the land in the west: The Great Spirit calls me away ! 112 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. To the land of the just and the blest, The Great Spirit points me the way !" The wild notes sunk upon the gale, And echo caught them not again ! For the breeze which bore the maiden's wail, Wafted afar the last sad strain ! 'T was said, that shrieking 'mid the storm, The maiden oft was seen to glide, And oft the hunters mark'd her form, As swift she darted through the tide. And once along the calm lake shore, Her light canoe was she seen to guide, But the maid and her bark are seen no more To float along the rippling tide. For the billows foamed, and the winds did roar, And her lamp, as it glimmered amid the storm, A moment blazed bright, and was seen no more, For it sunk 'mid the waves with her maniac form THE FAREWELL. Ad"ieu, Chicomico, adieu ; Soft may'st thou sleep amid the wave, And 'neath thy canopy of blue May sea-maids deck thy coral grave. 'Twas but a feeble voice which sung Thy hapless tale of youthful woe ; But all ! that weak, that infant tongue Will ne'er another story know. And tho' the rough and foaming surge, And the wild whirlwind whistling o'er, Should rudely chaunt thy funeral dirge, And send the notes from shore to shore : POETICAL REMAINS. 113 Still shall one voice be heard, above The dreadful " music of the spheres !" The voice of one whose song is love, Embalm'd by sorrow's saddest tears. PART V. THE fourth day found the dark tribe brooding o'er Their chieftain's body, chieftain now no more 1 As fire half-quench'd, some faint spark lives, Glimmers, half dies, and then revives, Revives to kindle far and wide, And spread with devastating stride ; So glimmered, so revived, so spread The mourners' rage around the dead ! Their quivers o'er their shoulders flung, Up rose the aged and the young ; And swore, as tenants of the wood, By all their hearts held dear or good, That, ere another sun should rise, Their slaughtered foes should glut their eyes. They swore revenge and bloodshed too, As their slain chieftain's rightful due, They swore that blood should freely flow For their poor, lost Chicomico ! 'T was evening : all was fair and still ; The orb of night now sparkling on the rill ; Now glittering o'er the fern, and water-brake, Cast its broad eye-beam o'er the lake ! Far through the forest, where no footpath lay, Old Montonoc pursued his onward way ; The fair-haired stranger hung upon his arm, Shook at each noise, and trembled with alarm ; " Well do I know the woodland way, For I have tracked it many a day. 114 LUCRETlA MARIA DAVIDSON. When mountain bear or wilder deer Have called me to this forest drear. Fear'st thou with Montonoc to stray, Why wand'rest thou so far away, From friends, from safety, and from home, To war, and weariness, and gloom ? Thou must not hope, as yet, to bear Free from disguise that form so dear; It must not, and it will not be, Till, buried in the dark Monee, The last of yonder tribe of blood, Lies weltering in the sable flood! But rest thee on this fresh green seat, And I will trace his wandering feet; Warn him to watch the lurking foe, Whose bloody breasts for vengeance glow ; Then rest thee here ; within yon dell I saw his form, and knew him well !" Thus spoke the prophet of the wood, As near the stranger maid he stood. " Then go," she cried, half-faltering, " go ! Bid him beware the bloody foe ! But give me, ere we part," she cried, " Yon blood-stained death-blade from your side ? Perhaps this arm, though weak, may find Strength, in the hour of deep distress ; Go ! my preserver, and my friend, May heaven thy steps and efforts bless !" Cautious and swift the Indian went ; His head was raised, his bow was bent, And as he on, like wild-deer, sped, So light, so silent, was his tread, That scarce a leaf was heard to move, Of flower below, or branch above ! POETICAL REMAINS. 115 Where Rathmond, with a heart of woe, Had gazed on lost Chicomico, There, on that spot, the prophet's eye Mark'd the young warrior's farewell sigh. " Why lingerest thou here, Young Eagle," he cried, " The foe 'neath the fern, and the dark hazel hide ! Blood, blood ! be our war-cry, for vengeance is theirs ! Their arrows are winged by despair and by fears ' When the last of the tribe of Hillis-ad-joe, Hath plunged him beneath the deep waters below, Thy heart shall possess all it wishes for here, Unchilled by a sigh, unbedewed by a tear ! But till then, cold and vacant thy bosom shall be, And the idol to which thou hast bended thy knee, Shall mark thee, and love thee, in peril and woe, Yet till then that dear being thou never shalt know!' " What meanest thou, prophet of the eagle-eye, By thy mysterious prophecy'? Well knowest thou that yon bloody chief Doomed her to death, and me to grief! That round that form, the wild flames rolled And wafted far her angel soul ! Why didst thou not arrest the brand ? For, prophet, fate was in thy hand." " 'T is well," the Indian calmly said, "'Tis well," and bowed to earth his head; * But," he exclaimed, with eye less grave, " I left a skiff on yonder wave Say, dark-eyed Eagle, dost thou know Aught of the dire, blood-thirsty foe ?" " No, Montonoc ! no foe was she, Who plunged adown the swift Monee. Chicomico is cold and damp ! The wave her couch the moon her lamp; i!6 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON, But mark ! adown the foaming stream The barks beneath the moon's pale beam 1 What bode they? or of weal, or woe? Do they betoken friend or foe? Perchance to rouse the wildwood deer The Indian hunters landed there." Back they retraced their steps, till from the hill A female shriek rang loud, distinct, and shrill ! Both start, both stop, and Montonoc's dark eye Flashed like a meteor of the northern sky. But hark ! what cry of savage joy is there, Borne through the forest on the midnight air ? It is the foe ! the band of blood-hounds came, Who erst had lit the Chieftain's funeral flame ! Revenge and death around their arrows gleam, And murder shudders 'neath the moon's pale beam The fiercest warrior of their tribe, their chief, Sage in the council, bloody in the strife, High towered dark Wompaw's snowy plume in air Waved on the breeze, and shone a bsacon there ! Old Ompahaw, with brow of fire, And bosom burning high with ire And sparkling eye, and burning bran'3, Which gleamed athwart both lake aud strand, Still echoed back the lengthened yell Which startled wildwood, rock, and dell ! And more were there, so dread, so wild, Nature might shudder at her child, And curse the hand that e'er had made So dark a stain, so deep a shade ! On, on they flew, with lengthened stride But, ah ! the victims, where are they ? Naught but the lake lies open wide, And the broad bosom of the bav ' POETICAL REMAINS. 117 But, ah ! 't is well ; that shrill shriek toll'd The death-knell of their chief once more ! Yes, Rathmond, yes, the deed was bold, That stretched yon white plume on the shore ! Safe crouch'd 'neath fern-bush, dark and low, Rathmond had truly bent his bow, And Montonoc, with steady eye, From 'mid the oak's arms broad and high, Took aim as sure ; his arrows sped, And many a bloody foe is dead ! Wide tumult spreads ! afar they fly, Each rustling brake, which meets the eye, Seems shrouding still some warrior there, With bloody brand and eye of fire. Slow dropping from his safe retreat, The prophet glides to Rathmond's seat ; Then raised loud yells of various tone, Such as are given at victory won, And Rathmond joined, till long and high, Rang the loud chorus to the sky ! Hark ! o'er the rocks, the shrieks are answered wild Can it be Echo, Nature's darling child ? No 'tis a whoop of horror and despair, Which knows no sympathy, which sheds no tear ! Lo ! on yon cliff, which frowns above the wave, Mark the stern warriors hovering o'er their grave ! 'T is done : the sullen bosom of the bay Opens and closes o'er its sinking prey ! One hollow splashing, as the waters part, Sad welcome of the victim to his bed, One mournful, shuddering echo, and the heart Turns, chilled, at length, from scenes of death and dread ! 10 118 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But ah ! like some sad spectre lingering near, A form still hovers o'er the scene of woe ; Does it await its hour of vengeance here, Watching the cold forms weltering below? The morn was dawning slowly in the east, A few faint gleams of light were bursting through When the dread warriors sought the lake's calm breast, And sullen sunk amid its waters blue ! That rude, wild phantom hovering there, Poised on the precipice mid-way in air, Like some stern spirit of the dead, Rising indignant from its bed, Was Ompahaw ! alone, he stood, Gazing on Heaven, on hill, and wood ! His eye was wilder than the eagle's glare ; Its glance was triumph, mingled with despair ! Far floated on the breeze his plumes of red, Waving in warlike pride around his head ; His bow was aimless, bent within his hand ; His scalping-knife was gleaming in its band ; And his gay dress, bedecked for battle's storm. Was wildly fluttering round his warrior-form ! " Farewell !" he cried, " this aged hand Draws the last bow-string of our band!" He spoke, and, sudden as the lightning's glance, The dart, one moment, o'er the waters danced ; Like comet's blaze, like shooting star, It whirled across the waters far ! The dark lake sparkled, as the arrow fell, Foaming, death's herald, a last, bright farewell ! Then from his belt his tomahawk he tore, " Man shall ne'er stain thy blade again with gore P POETICAL REMAINS. 119 Then raised on high his arm, and wildly sung The death-song of his tribe, till nature rung ! THE DEATH-SONG. " The last of the tribe of Hillis-ad-joe Falls not by the hand of the bloody foe But they fled to the Heaven of peace in the west, The Great Spirit called, and they flew to be blessed ! " From the dark rock's frowning brow They flew to the deep below ; They feared not, for the Heaven of peace in the west Was smiling them welcome, sweet welcome to rest ! " The last of the tribe of Hillis-ad-joe Now plunges him 'mid the deep waters below I I come, Great Spirit, take me to thy rest ! Lo ! my freed soul is winged towards the west!" 'T is past ! the rude, wild sons of Nature sleep, Calm, undisturbed, amid the waters deep ! 'Tis past! the deed is done, the tribe has gone 1 Not one is left to mourn it, no, not one ! The last of all that tribe of blood Lies weltering in the sable flood ! Oh ! where is yonder fair-haired maid ? Say, whither hath the lone one strayed ? 'Mid the wild tumult of the strife, Where fled she from the scalping-knife 1 Angels around her spread their arm, And shrouded her from fear and harm ! But oh ! what shriek rang shrill and clear, And echoed still in Rathmond's ear 1 Why should he note that voice, that scream ? Was it his fancy, or a dream ? 120 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Or was it hope illumed his eye, And pointed to the prophecy ! "But no! 't were madness to return To those bright scenes of joy," he cried, " Her bones are whitening in the sun, Her ashes scattered far and wide !" But where is Montonoc? alone, Rathmond is musing on the strand ; Say, whither has the prophet gone ? Why does young Rathmond heedless stand ? Oh ! he is picturing to his vacant breast Those scenes of joy, those moments doubly blessed; Which youthful hope had promised should be his, When all was light, and love, and cloudless bliss ! Oh ! he was sighing o'er the dreary waste, Left in that bosom, which had loved so well ! Oh ! he was wishing for some place of rest, Some gloomy cavern, or some lonely cell ! But, ah ! the voice of Montonoc is heard, Loud as the notes of yonder gloomy bird " Eagle !" he cried, " the fatal charm hath passed ! The blood-red tribe have darkly sunk at last ! And, warrior, now I yield unto thy power The latest trophy of my life's last hour ! Deal with him as thou wilt, for he is thine ! But mark ! 't was I who gave, for he was mine ! Adieu ! I go !" He closed his fiery eye, And his stern spirit flew to heaven on high ! The prisoner sighed, and mutely gazed awhile Upon the fallen prophet's brow of toil, Then towards the warrior turned, dropped the dark hood, And, lo ! Cordelia before Rathmond stood ! MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. 10 * mi) MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. CHARITY. A VERSIFICATION OF PART OF THE THIRTEENTH CHAPTER OF FIRST CORINTHIANS. (Written in her twelfth year.) THOUGH I were gifted with an angel's tongue, And voice like that with which the prophets sung, Yet if mild charity were not within, 'T were all an impious mockery and sin. Though I the gift of prophecy possessed, And faith like that which Abraham professed, They all were like a tinkling cymbal's sound, If meek-eyed charity did not abound. Though I to feed the poor my goods bestow, And to the flames my body I should throw, Yet the vain act would never cover sin If heaven-born charity were not within. TO SCIENCE. (Written in her thirteenth year.) Let others m false Pleasure's court be found, But may I ne'er be whirled the giddy round ; Let me ascend with Genius' rapid flight, Till the fair hill of Science meets my sight. (123) 124 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Blest with a pilot who my feet will guide, Direct my way, whene'er I step aside ; May one bright ray of Science on me shine And be the gift of learning ever mine. PLEASURE. (Written in her thirteenth year.) Away ! unstable, fleeting Pleasure, Thou troublesome and gilded treasure ; When the false jewel changes hue, There 's naught, O man, that 's left for you 1 What many grasp at with such joy, Is but her shade, a foolish toy; She is not found at every court, At every ball, and every sport, But in that heart she loves to rest, That's with a guiltless conscience blest. THE GOOD SHEPHERD. (Written in her thirteenth year.) The Shepherd feeds his fleecy flock with care, And mourns to find one little lamb has strayed ; He, unfatigued, roams through the midnight air, O'er hills, o'er rocks, and through the mossy glade But when that lamb is found, what joy is seen Depicted on the careful shepherd's face, When, sporting o'er the smooth and level green, He sees his fav'rite charge is in its place. POETICAL REMAINS. 125 Thus the great Shepherd of his flock doth mourn, When from his fold a wayward lamb has strayed, And thus with mercy he receives him home, When the poor soul his Lord has disobeyed. There is great joy among the saints in heaven, When one repentant soul has found its God, For Christ, his Shepherd, hath his ransom given, And sealed it with his own redeeming blood ! LINES, WRITTEN UNDER THE PROMISE OF REWARD. (Written in her thirteenth year.) Whene'er the muse pleases to grace my dull page, At the sight of reward, she flies off in a rage ; Prayers, threats, and entreaties I frequently try, But she leaves me to scribble, to fret, and to sigh. She torments me each moment, and bids me go write, And when I obey her, she laughs at the sight; The rhyme will not jingle, the verse has no sense, And against all her insults I have no defence. I advise all my friends, who wish me to write, To keep their rewards and their praises from sight ; So that jealous Miss Muse won't be wounded in pride, Nor Pegasus rear, till I 've taken my ride. 126 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. TO THE MEMORY OF HENRY KIRK WHITE. (Written in her thirteenth year.) In yon lone valley where the cypress spreads Its gloomy, dark, impenetrable shades, The mourning JVine, o'er White's untimely grave Murmur their sighs, like Neptune's troubled wave. There sits Consumption, sickly, pale, and thin, Her joy evincing by a ghastly grin ; There his deserted garlands with'ring lie, Like him they droop, like him untimely die. STILLING THE WAVES (Written in her thirteenth year.) " And he arose and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea Peace, be still !' " Be still, ye waves, for Christ doth deign to tread On the rough bosom of your watery bed ! Be not too harsh your gracious Lord to greet, But, in soft murmurs, kiss his holy feet ; 'T is He alone can calm your rage at will, This is His sacred mandate, " Peace, be still !" POETICAL REMAINS. 127 A SONG. (iff IMITATION OF THE SCOTCH.) (Written in her thirteenth year.) Wha is it that caemeth sae blithe and sac swift, His bonnet is far frae his flaxen hair lift, His dark een rolls gladsome, i' the breeze floats his plaid, And surely he bringeth nae news that is sad. Ah ! say, bonny stranger, whence caemest thou now? The tiny drop trickles frae off thy dark brow. " I come," said the stranger, " to spier my lued hame, And to see if my Marion still were the same ; I hae been to the battle, where thousands hae bled, And chieftains fu' proud are wi' mean peasants laid; I hae fought for my country, for freedom, and fame, And now I'm returning wi' speed to my hame." " Gude Spirit of Light 1" ('t was a voice caught hi* ear) " And is it me ain Norman's accents I hear? And lias the fierce Southron then left me my child ' Or am I wi' sair, sair anxiety wild ?" He turned to behold 'tis his mother he sees! He flies to embrace her he falls on his knees. " Oh ! where is my father ?" a tear trickled down, And silently moisten'd the warrior's cheek brown : " Ah! sure my heart sinks, sae sair in my breast, Too sure he frae all the world's trouble doth rest !" "But where is my Marion?" his pale cheek turner red, And the glistening tear in his eye was soon dried. 128 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDbON. " She lives !" and he knew 't was his Marion's sweet tone, " She lives," exclaims Marion, " for Norman alone !" He saw her : the rose had fled far from her cheek, But Norman still lives ! his Marion is found ; By the adamant chains of blithe Hymen they're bound. EXIT FROM EGYPTIAN BONDAGE. (Written in her thirteenth year.) When Israel's sons, from cruel bondage freed, Fled to the land by righteous Heaven decreed; Insulting Pharaoh quick pursued their train, E'en to the borders of the troubled main. Affrighted Israel stood alone dismayed, The foe behind, the sea before them laid ; Around, the hosts of bloody Pharaoh fold, And wave o'er wave the raging Red Sea rolled. But God, who saves his chosen ones from harm, Stretched to their aid his all-protecting arm, And lo ! on either side the sea divides, And Israel's army in its bosom hides. Safe to the shore through watery walls they march, And once more hail kind Heaven's aerial arch ; Far, far behind, the cruel foe is seen, And the dark waters roll their march between. The God of vengeance stretched his arm again, And heaving, back recoiled the foaming main ; And impious Pharaoh 'neath the raging wave, With all his army, finds a watery grave. POETICAL REMAINS. 129 Rejoics, O Israel ! God is on your side, He is your champion, and your faithful guide ; By day, a cloud is to your footsteps given, By night, a fiery column towers to heaven. Then Israel's children marched by day and night, Till Sinai's mountain rose upon their sight : There righteous Heaven the flying army staid, And Israel's sons the high command obeyed. To Sinai's mount the trembling people came, 'T was wrapped in threat'ning clouds, in smoke, and flame; A silent awe pervaded all the van ; Not e'en a murmur through the army ran. High Sinai shook ! dread thunders rent the air ! And horrid lightnings round its summit glare ! 'T was God's pavilion, and the black'ning clouds, Dark hov'ring o'er, his dazzling glory shrouds. To Heaven's dread court the intrepid leader came, T' receive its mandate in the people's name ; Loud trumpets peal the awful thunders roll, Transfixing terrors in each guilty soul. But lo ! he comes, arrayed in shining light, And round his forehead plays a halo bright : Heaven's high commands with trembling were re ceived, Heaven's high commands were heard, and were be lieved. THE LAST FLOWER OF THE GARDEN. (Written in her thirteenth year.) The last flower of the garden was blooming alone, The last rays of the sun on its blushing leaves shone; 11 130 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Still a glittering drop on its bosom reclined, And a few half-blown buds 'midst its leaves were en twined. Say, lonely one, say, why ling'rest thou here ? And why on thy bosom reclines the bright tear? 'T is the tear of a zephyr for summer 't was shed, And for all thy companions now withered and dead. Why ling'rest thou here, when around thee are strown The flowers once so lovely, by Autumn blast blown ? Say, why, sweetest flow'ret, the last of thy race, Why ling'rest thou here the lone garden to grace? As I spoke, a rough blast, sent by Winter's own hand, Whistled by me, and bent its sweet head to the sand ; I hastened to raise it the dew-drop had fled, And the once lovely flower was withered and dead. ODE TO FANCY. (Written in her thirteenth year.) Fancy, sweet and truant sprite, Steals on wings, as feathers light, Draws a veil o'er Reason's eye, And bids the guardian senses fly. Soft she whispers to the mind, Come, and trouble leave behind : She banishes the fiend Despair, And shuts the eyes of waking Care. Then, o'er precipices dark, Where never reached the wing of lark, Fearing no harm, she dauntless flies, Where rocks on rocks dread frowning rise. POETICAL REMAINS. 13 When Autumn shakes his hoary head, And scatters leaves at every tread ; Fancy stands with list'ning ear, Nor starts, when shrieks affrighted Fear. There's music in the rattling leaf, But 't is not for the ear of Grief; There 's music in the wind's hoarse moan, But 'tis for Fancy's ear alone. THE BLUSH. ( Writttcn in her thirteenth year.) Why that blush on Ella's cheek, What doth the flitting wand'rer seek ? Doth passion's black'ning tempest scowl, To agitate my Ella's soul ? Return, sweet wand'rer, fear no harm ; The heart which Ella's breast doth warm, Is virtue's calm, serene retreat; And ne'er with passion's storm did beat. Return, and calmly rest, till love Shall thy sweet efficacy prove; Then come, and thy loved place resume, And fill that cheek with youthful bloom. A blush of nature charms the heart More than the brilliant tints of art ; They please awhile, and please no more We hate the things we loved before. But no unfading tints were those, Which to my Ella's cheek arose ; 132 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. They please the raptured heart, and fly Before they pall the gazing eye. 'T was not the blush of guilt or shame, Which o'er my Ella's features came ; 'T was she, who fed the poor distressed, 'T was she the indigent had blessed ; For her their prayers to heaven were raised, On her the grateful people gazed ; 'T was then the blush sufl'used her cheek, Which told what words can never speak. ON AN ^OLIAN HARP. (Written in her fourteenth year.) What heavenly music strikes my ravished ear, So soft, so melancholy, and so clear ? And do the tuneful Nine then touch the lyre, To fill each bosom with poetic fire ? Or does some angel strike the sounding strings, Catching from echo the wild note he sings ? But hark ! another strain, how sweet, how wild ! Now rising high, now sinking low and mild. And tell me now, ye spirits of the wind, Oh, tell me where those artless notes to find ! So lofty now, so loud, so sweet, so clear, That even angels might delighted hear ! But hark ! those notes again majestic rise, As though some spirit, banished from the skies, Had hither fled to charm ^Eolus wild, And teach him other music sweet and mild. POETICAL REMAINS. Then hither fly, sweet mourner of the air, Then hither fly, and to my harp repair ; At twilight chaunt the melancholy lay, And charm the sorrows of thy soul away. THE COQUETTE. (Written in her fourteenth year.) I hae nae sleep, I hae nae rest, My Ellen's lost for aye, My heart is sair and much distressed, I surely soon must die. I canna think o' wark at a', My eyes still wander far, I see her neck like driven snaw, I see her flaxen hair. Sair, sair, I begged; she would na* hear, She proudly turned awa', Unmoved she saw the trickling tear, Which, spite o' me, would fa'. She acted weel a conqueror's part, She triumphed in my woe, She gracefu' waved me to depart, I tried, but could na' go. "Ah why," (distractedly I cried,) " Why yield me to despair ? Bid ling'ring Hope resume her sway, To ease my heart sae sair." 11* 134 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. She scornfu' smiled, and bade me go! This roused my dormant pride; I craved nae boon I took nae luke, " Adieu !" I proudly cried. I fled ! nor Ellen hae I seen, Sin' that too fatal day: My "bosom's laird" sits heavy here, And Hope's fled far away. Care, darkly brooding, bodes a storm, I 'm Sorrow's child indeed ; She stamps her image on my form, I wear the mourning weed! ON THE DEATH OF AN INFANT (Written in her fourteenth year.) Sweet child, and hast thou gone, for ever fled ! Low lies thy body in its grassy bed ; But thy freed soul swift bends its flight through air Thy heavenly Father's gracious love to share. And now, methinks, I see thee clothed in white, Mingling with saints, like thee, celestial bright. Look down, sweet angel, on thy friends below, And mark their trickling tears of silent woe. Look down with pity in thy infant eye, And view the friends thou left, for friends on high : Methinks I see thee leaning from above, To whisper, to those friends, of peace and love. " Weep not for me, for I am happy still, And murmur not at our great Father's will ; POETICAL REMAINS. 135 Let not this blow your trust in Jesus shake, Our Saviour gave, and it is his to take. " Once you looked forward to life's opening day, The scene was bright, and pleasant seemed the way; Hope drew the picture, Fancy, ever near, Coloured it bright 'tis blotted with a tear. " Then let that tear be Resignation's child ; Yielding to Heaven's high will, be calm, be mild ; Weep for your child no more, she 's happy still, And murmur not at your great Father's will." REFLECTIONS, % ON CROSSING LAKE CHAMPLAIN IN THE STEAMBOAT PHO3NIX. (Written in her fourteenth year.) Islet* on the lake's calm bosom, In thy breast rich treasures lie; Heroes ! there your bones shall moulder, But your fame shall never die. Islet on the lake's calm bosom, Sleep serenely in thy bed ; Brightest gem our waves can boast, Guardian angel of the dead ! Calm upon the waves recline, Till great Nature's reign is o'er; Until old and swift-winged time Sinks, and order is no more. * Crab Island ; on which were buried the remains of the sailors who fell in the action of September llth, 1814. 136 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Then thy guardianship shall cease, Then shall rock thy aged bed ; And when Heaven's last trump shall sound, Thou shalt yield thy noble dead I THE STAR OF LIBERTY. (Written in her fourteenth year.) There shone a gern on England's crown, Bright as yon star; Oppression marked it with a frown, He sent his darkest spirit down, To quench the light that round it shone, Blazing afar. But Independence met the foe, And laid the swift-winged demon low. A second messenger was sent, Dark as the night; On his dire errand swift he went, But Valour's bow was truly bent, Justice her keenest arrow lent, And sped its flight ; Then fell the impious wretch, and Death Approached, to take his withering breath. Valour then took, with hasty hand, The gem of light; He flew to seek some other land, He flew to 'scape oppression's hand, He knew there was some other strand, More bright; And as he swept the fields of air, He found a country, rich and fair. POETICAL REMAINS. 137 Upon its breast the star he placed, The star of liberty; Bright, and more bright the meteor blazed, The lesser planets stood amazed, Astonished mortals, wondering, gazed, Looking on fearfully. That star shines brightly to this day, On thy calm breast, America ! THE MERMAID. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Maid of the briny wave and raven lock, Whose bed's the sea-weed, and whose throne's the rock, Tell me, what fate compels thee thus to ride O'er the tempestuous ocean's foaming tide ? Art thou some naiad, who, at Neptune's nod, Flies to obey the mandate of that god 1 Art thou the syren, who, when night draws on, Chauntest thy farewell to the setting sun I Or, leaning on thy wave-encircled rock, Twining with lily hand thy raven lock ; Dost thou, in accents wild, proclaim the storm, Which soon shall wrap th' unwary sailor's form ? Or dost thou round the wild Charybdis play, To warn the seaman from his dangerous way ? Or, shrieking midst the tempest, chaunt the dirge Of shipwrecked sailors, buried in the surge 1 Tell me, mysterious being, what you are ? So wild, so strange, so lonely, yet so fair ! 138 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Tell me, O tell me, why you sit alone, Singing so sweetly on the wave-washed stone 1 And tell me, that if e'er I find my grave, Beneath the ocean's wildly troubled wave, That thou with weeds wilt strew my watery bed, And hush the roaring billows o'er my head. ON SOLITUDE. (Written in her fourteenth year.) Sweet Solitude ! I love thy silent shade, I love to pause when in life's mad career : To view the chequered path before me laid, And turn to meditate to hope, to fear. 'T is sweet to draw the curtain on the world, To shut out all its tumult, all its care ; Leave the dread vortex, in which all are whirled, And to thy shades of twilight calm repair. Yet, Solitude, the hand divine, which made The earth, the ocean, and the realms of air, Pointed how far thy kingdom should extend, And bade thee pause, for he had fixed thee there Then, when disgusted with the world and man, When sick of pageantry, of pomp, and pride, To thee I T I1 fly, in thee I '11 seek relief, And hope to find that calm the world denied POETICAL REMAINS. 13P ON THE BIRTH OF A SISTER (Written in her fifteenth year.) Sweet babe, I cannot hope thou wilt be freed From woes, to all, since earliest time, decreed ; But mayest thou be with resignation blessed, To bear each evil, howsoe'er distressed. May Hope her anchor lend amid the storm, And o'er the tempest rear her angel form ! May sweet Benevolence, whose words are peace, To the rude whirlwinds softly whisper " cease !" And may Religion, Heaven's own darling child, Teach thee at human cares and griefs to smile ; Teach thee to look beyond this world of woe, To Heaven's high fount, whence mercies ever flow And when this vale of tears is safely passed, When Death's dark curtain shuts the scene at last, May thy freed spirit leave this earthly sod, And fly to seek the bosom of thy God. A DREAM. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Methought, (unwitting how the place I gained,) I rested on a fleecy, floating cloud Far o'er the earth, the stars, the sun, the heavens, And slowly wheeled around the dread expanse ! Sudden, rnethought, a trumpet's voice was heard. Pealing with long, loud, death-awakening note, 140 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Such note as mortal man but once may hear ! At that heart-piercing summons, there arose A crowd fast pouring from the troubled earth ! The earth, that blackened speck alone seemed moved By the dread note, which rushed, Like pent-up whirlwinds, round Heaven's azure vault ; All other worlds, all other twinkling stars Stood mute stood motionless; Their time had not yet come. Yet, ever and anon, they seemed to bow Before the dread tribunal ; And the fiery comet, as it blazed along, Stopped in its midway course, as conscious of the power Which onward ever, ever had impelled : No other planet moved, none seemed convulsed, Save the dim orb of earth ! Forth eddying rushed a crowd, confused and dark, Like a volcano, muttering and subdued ! There came no sound distinct, but sighs and groans And murmurings half suppressed, half uttered ! All eyes were upward turned in wonder and in fear, But soon, methought, they onward rolled To the dread High One's bar, As the tumultuous billows rush murmuring to the shore, And all distinctions dwindled into naught. Upward I cast my eyes ; High on an azure throne, begirt with clouds, Sate the dread Indescribable ! He raised his sceptre, waved it o'er the crowd, And all was calm and silent as the grave ! He rose ; the cherubs flapped their snowy wings ! On came the rushing wind the throne was moved, Anch flew like gliding swan above the crowd ! POETICAL REMAINS. 141 Sudden it stopped o'er the devoted world ! The Judge moved forward 'mid his sable shroud, Raised his strong arm with rolling thunders clothed, Held forth a vial filled with wrathful fire, Then poured the contents on the waiting globe ! Sudden the chain, which bound it to God's throne, Snapped with a dire explosion ! On wheeled the desolate the burning orb Swift through the heavens ! Down, down it plunged then shot across the ex panse, Blazing through realms, where light had never pierced ! Down, down it plunged fast wheeling from above. Shooting forth flames, and sparks, and burning brands, Trailing from shade to shade ! Then bounding, blazing brighter than before, It plunged extinguished in the chaotic gulf! TO MY SISTER. (Written in her fifteenth year.*) When evening spreads her shades around, And darkness fills the arch of heaven ; When not a murmur, not a sound To Fancy's sportive ear is given ; When the broad orb of heaven is bright, And looks around with golden eye ; When Nature, softened by her light, Seems calmly, solemnly to lie; * See Biographical Sketch. 12 142 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Then, when our thoughts are raised above This world, and all this world can give ; Oh, sister, sing the song I love, And tears of gratitude receive. The song which thrills my bosom's core, And hovering, trembles, half afraid; O sister, sing the song once more Which ne'er for mortal ear was made. 'Twere almost sacrilege to sing Those notes amid the glare of day ; Notes borne by angels' purest wing, And wafted by their breath away. When sleeping in my grass-grown bed, Should'st thou still linger here above, Wilt thou not kneel beside my head, And, sister, sing the song I love ? CUPID'S BOWER. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Am I in fairy land ? or tell me, pray, To what love-lighted bower I 've found my way ? Sure luckless wight was never more beguiled In woodland maze, or closely-tangled wild. And is this Cupid's realm ? if so, good bye ! Cupid, and Cupid's votaries, I fly ; No offering to his altar do I bring, No bleeding heart or hymeneal ring, POETICAL REMAINS. 143 What though he proudly marshals his array Of conquered hearts, still bleeding in his way ; Of sighs, of kisses sweet, of glances sly, Playing around some darkly-beauteous eye ? What though the rose of beauty opening wide, Blooms but for him, and fans his lordly pride ? What though his garden boasts the fairest flower That ever dew-drop kissed, or pearly shower ; Still, Cupid, I 'm no votary to thee ; Thy torch of light will never blaze for me ; I ask no glance of thine, I ask no sigh ; I brave thy fury, and thus boldly fly ! Adieu, then, and for evermore, adieu ! Ye poor entangled ones, farewell to you ! And, O ye powers ! a hapless mortal prays For guidance through this labyrinthine maze. THE FAMILY TIME-PIECE. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Friend of my heart, thou monitor of youth, Well do I love thee, dearest child of truth ; Though many a lonely hour thy whisperings low Have made sad chorus to the notes of woe. Or 'mid the happy hour which joyful flew, Thou still wert faithful, still unchanged, still true ; Or when the task employed my infant mind, Oft have I sighed to see thee lag behind ; 144 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. And watched thy finger, with a youthful glee, When it had pointed silently, " be free :" Thou wert my mentor through each passing year ; 'Mid pain or pleasure, thou wert ever near. And when the wings of time unnoticed flew, I paused, reflected, wondered, turned to you ; Paused in my heedless round, to mark thy hand, Pointing to conscience, like a magic wand ; To watch thee stealing on thy silent way, Silent, but sure, Time's pinions cannot stay ; How many hours of pleasure, hours of pain, When smiles were bright'ning round affliction's train? How many hours of poverty and woe, Which taught cold drops of agony to flow 1 How many hours of war,* of blood, of death, Which added laurels to the victor's wreath 1 How many deep-drawn sighs thy hand hath told, And dimmed the smile, and dried the tear which rolled ? When the loud cannon spoke the voice of war, And death and bloodshed whirled their crimson car ? When the proud banner, waving in the breeze, Had welcomed war, and bade adieu to peace, Thy faithful finger traced the wing of time, Pointed to earth, and then to heaven sublime. Unmoved amid the carnage of the world, When thousands to eternity were hurled, Thy head was reared aloft, truth's chosen child, Beaming serenely through the troubled wild. * Alluding, probably, to the late war scenes at Plattsburgh. EDITOR. POETICAL REMAINS. 145 Friend of my youth, ere from its mould'ring clay My joyful spirit wings to heaven its way ; O may'st thou watch beside my aching head, And tell how fast time flits with feathered tread. ON THE EXECUTION OF MARY QUEEN OF SCOTS. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Touch not the heart, for Sorrow's voice Will mingle in the chorus wild; When Scotland weeps, canst thou rejoice ? No: rather mourn her murdered child. Sing how on Carberry's mount of blood, 'Mid foes exulting in her doom, The captive Mary fearless stood, A helpless victim for the tomb. Justice and Mercy, 'frighted, fled, And shrouded was Hope's beacon blaze, When, like a lamb to slaughter led, Poor Mary met her murderers' gaze. Calm was her eye as yon dark lake, And changed her once angelic form; No sigh was heard the pause to break, That awful pause before the storm. O draw the veil, 't were shame to gaze Upon the bloody tragedy; But lo! a brilliant halo plays Around the hill of Carberry. 12* 146 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. 'Tis done and Mary's soul has flown Beyond this scene of blood and death; 'Tis done the lovely saint has gone To claim in heaven a thornless wreath. But as Elijah, when his car Wheeled on towards heaven its path of light, Dropped on his friend, he left afar, His mantle, like a meteor bright; So Mary, when her spirit flew Far from this world, so sad, so weary, A crown of fame immortal threw Around the brow of Carberry. THE DESTRUCTION OP SODOM AND GOMORRAH. " And he looked towards Sodom and Gomorrah, and lo ! the smoke of the country went up as the smoke of a furnace." (Written in her fourteenth year.) O dread was the night, when o'er Sodom's wick plain The fire of heaven descended ; For all that then bloomed, shall ne'er blcom there again, For man hath his Maker offended. The midnight of terror and woe hath passed by, The death-spirit's pinions are furled ; But the sun, as it beams clear and brilliant on high Hides from Sodom's dark, desolate world. POETICAL REMAINS. 147 Here lies but that glassy, that death-stricken lake, As in mockery of what had been there ; The wild bird flies far from the dark nestling brake, Which waves its scorched arms in the air. In that city the wine-cup was brilliantly flowing, Joy held her high festival there ; Not a fond bosom dreaming, (in luxury glowing,) Of the close of that night of despair. For the bride, her handmaiden the garland was wreathing, At the altar the bridegroom was waiting, But vengeance impatiently round them was breathing, And Death at that shrine was their greeting. But the wine-cup is empty, and broken it lies, The lip which it foamed for, is cold ; For the red wing of Death o'er Gomorrah now flies, And Sodom is wrapped in its fold. The bride is wedded, but the bridegroom is Death, With his cold, damp, and grave-like hand; Her pillow is ashes, the slime-weed her wreath, Heaven's flames are her nuptial band. And near to that cold, that desolate sea, Whose fruits are to ashes now turned, Not a fresh-blown flower, not a budding tree, Now blooms where those cities were burned. 148 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. RUTH'S ANSWER TO NAOMI. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Entreat me not, I must not hear, Mark but this sorrow- beaming tear; Thy answer's written deeply now On this warm cheek and clouded brow. 'T is gleaming o'er this eye of sadness Which only near thee sparkles gladne* The hearts most dear to us are gone, And thou and / are left alone Where'er thou wanderest, I will go, I '11 follow thee through joy or woe , Shouldst thou to other countries fly, Where'er thou lodgest, there will I. Thy people shall my people be, And to thy God, I '11 bend the knee ; Whither thou fliest, will I fly, And where thou diest, I will die; And the same sod which pillows thee Shall freshly, sweetly bloom for me. DAVID AND JONATHAN. (Written in her fifteenth year.) On the brow of Gilboa is war's bloody stain, The pride and the beauty of Israel is slain ; O publish it not in proud Askelon's street, Nor tell it in Gath, lest in triumph they meet, For how are the mighty fallen ! POETICAL REMAINS. 149 O mount of Gilboa, no dew shall thou see, Save the blood of the Philistine fall upon thee; For the strong-pinioned eagle of Israel is dead, Thy brow is his pillow, thy bosom his bed ! O how are the mighty fallen ! Weep, daughters of Israel, weep o'er his grave ! What breast will now pity, what arm will now save? O my brother ! my brother ! this heart bleeds for thee For thou wert a friend and a brother to me ! Ah, how are the mighty fallen 1 THE SICK-BED. (Written in her fifteenth year.) O have you watched beside the bed, Where rests the weary, aching head ? And have you heard the long, deep groan, The low-said prayer, in half-breathed tone ? O have you seen the fevered sleep, Which speaks of agony within ? The eye which would, but cannot weep, And wipe away the stains of sin 1 O have you marked the struggling breath, Which would but cannot leave its clay ? And have you marked the hand of death Unbind, and bid it haste away ? Then thou hast seen what thou shalt feel ; Then thou hast read thy future doom ; O pause, one moment, o'er death's seal, Thero 's no repentance in the tomb. 150 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. DEATH. (Written in her sixteenth year.) The destroyer cometh ; his footstep is light, He marketh the threshold of sorrow at night ; He steals like a thief o'er the fond one's repose, And chills the warm tide from the heart as it flows. His throne is the tomb, and a pestilent breath Walks forth on the night-wind, the herald of death . His couch is the bier, and the dark weeds of woe Are the curtains which shroud joy's deadliest foe. TO MY MOTHER. (Written in her sixteenth year.) O thou whose care sustained my infant years, And taught my prattling lip each note of love ; Whose soothing voice breathed comfort to my fears, And round my brow hope's brightest garland wove; To thee my lay is due, the simple song, Which Nature gave me at life's opening day ; To thee these rude, these untaught strains belong, Whose heart indulgent will not spurn my lay. O say, amid this wilderness of life, What bosom would have throbbed like thine for me ? Who would have smiled responsive ? who in grief, Would e'er have felt, and, feeling, grieved like thee 1 POETICAL REMAINS. 151 Who would have guarded, with a falcon eye, Each trembling footstep or each sport of fear ? Who would have marked my bosom bounding high, And clasped me to her heart, with love's bright tear? Who would have hung around my sleepless couch, And fanned, with anxious hand, my burning brow? Who would have fondly pressed my fevered lip, In all the agony of love and woe ? None but a mother none but one like thee, Whose bloom has faded in the midnight watch ; Whose eye, for me, has lost its witchery, Whose form has felt disease's mildew touch. Yes, thou hast lighted me to health and life, By the bright lustre of thy youthful bloom Yes, thou hast wept so oft o'er every grief, That woe hath traced thy brow with marks of gloom. O then, to thee, this rude and simple song, Which breathes of thankfulness and love for thee, To thee, my mother, shall this lay belong, Whose life is spent in toil and care for me. SABRINA. A VOLCANIC ISLAND, WHICH APPEARED AND DIS APPEARED AMONG THE AZORES, IN 1811. (Written in her sixteenth year.) Isle of the ocean, say, whence comest thou ? The smoke thy dark throne, and the blaze round thy brow 152 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. The voice of the earthquake proclaims thee abroad, And the deep, at thy coming, rolls darkly and loud. From the breast of the ocean, the bed of the wave, Thou hast burst into being, hast sprung from the grave; A stranger, wild, gloomy, yet terribly bright, Thou art clothed with the darkness, yet crowned with the light. Thou comest in flames, thou hast risen in fire ; The wave is thy pillow, the tempest thy choir; They will lull thee to sleep on the ocean's broad breast, A slumb'ring volcano, an earthquake at rest Thou hast looked on the isle thou hast looked on the wave Then hie thee again to thy deep, watery grave ; Go, quench thee in ocean, thou dark, nameless thing, Thou spark from the fallen an?s wide flaming wing. THE PROPHECY. TO A LADY. (TTHltai ti hrr rtnnarti jau t Let me gaze awhile on that marble brow, On that full, dark eye, on that cheek's warm glow ; Let me gaze for a moment, that, ere I die, I may read thee, maiden, a prophecy. That brow may beam in glory awhile ; That cheek may bloom, and that lip may smile ; That full, dark eye may brightly beam In life's gay morn, in hope's young dream ; POETICAL REMAINS. 163 But clouds shall darken that brow of snow, And sorrow blight thy bosom's glow. I know by that spirit so haughty and high, I know by that brightly-flashing eye, That, maiden, there 's that within thy breast, Which hath marked thee out for a soul unblest : The strife of love, with pride shall wring Thy youthful bosom's tenderest string; And the cup of sorrow, mingled for thee, Shall be drained to the dregs in agony. Yes, maiden, yes, I read in thine eye, A dark, and a doubtful prophecy. Thou shall love, and that love shall be thy curse ; Thou wilt need no heavier, thou shall feel no worse I see the cloud and the tempest near ; The voice of the troubled tide I hear ; The torrent of sorrow, the sea of grief, The rushing waves of a wretched life ; Thy bosom's bark on the surge I see, And, maiden, thy loved one is there with thee. Not a star in the heavens, not a light on the wave I Maiden, I 've gazed on thine early grave. When I am cold, and the hand of Death Hath crowned my brow with an icy wreath ; When the dew hangs damp on this motionless lip; When this eye is closed in its long, last sleep, Then, maiden, pause, when thy heart beats high And think on my last sad prophecy. 13 154 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. PROPHECY II. TO ANOTHER LADY. (Written in her sixteenth year.) I have told a maiden of hours of grief, Of a bleeding heart, of a joyless life; I have read her a tale of future woe ; I have marked her a pathway of sorrow below ; I have read on the page of her blooming cheek, A darker doom than my tongue dare speak. Now, maiden, for thee, I will turn mine eye To a brighter path through futurity. The clouds shall pass from thy brow away, And bright be the closing of life's long day ; The storms shall murmur in silence to sleep, And angels around thee their watches shall keep ; Thou shalt live in the sunbeams of love and delight, And thy life shall flow on till it fades into night ; And the twilight of age shall come quietly on ; Thou wilt feel, yet regret not, that daylight hath flown; For the shadows of evening shall melt o'er thy soul, And the soft dreams of Heaven around thee shall roll Till sinking in sweet, dreamless slumber to rest, In the arms of thy loved one, still blessing and blest. Thy soul shall glide on to its harbour in Heaven, Every tear wiped away every error forgiven. POETICAL REMAINS. PROPHECY III. TO ANOTHER LADY. (Written in her sixteenth year.) Wilt thou rashly unveil the dark volume of fate ? It is open before thee, repentance is late ; Too late, for behold, o'er the dark page of woe, Move the days of thy grief, yet unnumbered below. There is one, whose sad destiny mingles with thine: He was formed to be happy he dared to repine; And jealousy mixed in his bright cup of bliss, And the page of his fate grew still darker than this: He gazed on thee, maiden, he met thee, and passed ; But better for thee had the Siroc's fell blast Swept by thee, and wasted and faded thee there, So youthful, so happy, so thoughtless, so fair. And mark ye his broad brow ? 't is noble ; 't is high ; And mark ye the flash of his dark, eagle-eye ? When the wide wheels of time have encircled the world ; When the banners of night in the sky are unfurled ; Then, maiden, remember the tale I have told, For farther I may not, I dare not unfold. The rose on yon dark page is sear and decayed, And thus, e'en in youth, shall thy fondest hopes fade; 'T is an emblem of thee, broken, withered, and pale Nay, start not, and blanch not, though dark be the tale; An hour-glass half-spent, and a tear-bedewed, token, A heart, withered, wasted, and bleeding and broken, All these are the emblems of sorrow to be ; I will veil the page, maiden, in pity to thee. 166 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. BYRON. (Written in her fifteenth year.) His faults were great, his virtues less, His mind a burning lamp of Heaven ; His talents were bestowed to bless, But were as vainly lost as given. His was a harp of heavenly sound, The numbers wild, and bold, and clear; But ah ! some demon, hovering round, Tuned its sweet chords to Sin and Fear. His was a mind of giant mould, Which grasped at all beneath the skies ; And his, a heart, so icy cold, That virtue in its recess dies. FEATS OF DEATH. (Written in her sixteenth year.) 1 have passed o'er the earth in the darkness of night, I have walked the wild winds in the morning's broad light; I have paused o'er the bower where the Infant lay sleeping, And I 've left the fond mother in sorrow and weeping, My pinion was spread, and the cold dew of night Which withers and moulders the flower in its light, POETICAL REMAINS. 157 Fell silently o'er the warm cheek in its glow, And I left it there blighted, and wasted, and low ; I culled the fair bud, as it danced in its mirth, And I left it to moulder and fade on the earth. I paused o'er the valley, the glad sounds of joy Rose soft through the mist, and ascended on high ; The fairest were there, and I paused in my flight, And the deep cry of wailing broke wildly that night. I stay not to gather the lone one to earth, I spare not the young in their gay dance of mirth, But I sweep them all on to their home in the grave, I stop not to pity I stay not to save. 1 paused in my pathway, for beauty was there ; It was beauty too death-like, too cold, and too fair ! The deep purple fountain seemed melting away, And the faint pulse of life scarce remembered to play; She had thought on the tomb, she was waiting for me. I gazed, I passed on, and her spirit was free. The clear stream rolled gladly, and bounded along, With ripple, and murmur, and sparkle, and song; The minstrel was tuning his wild harp to love, And sweet, and half-sad were the numbers he wove. I passed, and the harp of the bard was unstrung; O'er the stream which rolled deeply, 't was recklessly hung; The minstrel was not ! and I passed on alone, O'er the newly-raised turf, and the rudely-carved stone. 13* 158 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. AUCTION EXTRAORDINARY. (Written in her sixteenth year.) 1 dreamed a dream in the midst of my slumbers, And as fast as I dreamed it, it came into numbers ; My thoughts ran along in such beautiful metre, I 'm sure I ne'er saw any poetry sweeter; It seemed that a law had been recently made That a tax on old bachelors' pates should be laid : And in order to make them all willing to marry, The tax was as large as a man could well carry. The bachelors grumbled, and said 't was no use ; 'T was horrid injustice, and horrid abuse, And declared that to save their own hearts'-blood from spilling, Of such a vile tax they would not pay a shilling. But the rulers determined them still to pursue, So they set the old bachelors up at ve,ndue. A crier was sent through the town to and fro, To rattle his bell, and his trumpet to blow, And to call out to all he might meet in his way, " Ho ! forty old bachelors sold here to-day !" And presently all the old maids in the town, Each in her very best bonnet and gown, From thirty to sixty, fair, plain, red, and pale, Of every description, all flocked to the sale. The auctioneer then in his labour began, And called out aloud, as he held up a man, " How much for a bachelor? who wants to buy?" In a twink,* every maiden responded, " I, I ;" * " That in a twink she won me to her love." Shakspeare [EDITOR.] POETICAL REMAINS. 159 In short, at a highly-extravagant price, The bachelors all were sold off in a trice ; And forty old maidens, some younger^ some older Each lugged an old bachelor home on her shoulder. THE BACHELOR. (Written in her fifteenth year.) To the world, (whose dread laugh he would tremble to hear, From whose scorn he would shrink with a cowardly fear,) The old bachelor proudly and boldly will say, Single lives are the longest, single lives are most gay. To the ladies, with pride, he will always declare, That the links in love's chain are strife, trouble, and care; That a wife is a torment, and he will have none, But at pleasure will roam through the wide world alone. And let him pass on, in his sulky of state ; O say, who would envy that mortal his fate ? To brave all the ills of life's tempest alone, Not a heart to respond the warm notes of his own. His joys undivided no longer will please ; The warm tide of his heart through inaction will freeze : His sorrows concealed, and unanswered his sighs, The old bachelor curses his folly, and dies. 160 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Pass on, then, proud lone one, pass on to thy fate ; Thy sentence is sealed, thy repentance too late ; Like an arrow, which leaves not a trace on the wind, No mark of thy pathway shall linger behind. Not a sweet voice shall murmur its sighs o'er thy tomb; Not a fair hand shall teach thy lone pillow to bloom ; Not a kind tear shall water thy dark, lonely bed ; By the living 't was scorned, 't is refused to the dead THE GUARDIAN ANGEL. TO MISS E. C. COMPOSED ON A BLANK LEAP OF HER PALEY, DURING RECITATION. (Written in her sixteenth year.) I 'm thy guardian angel, sweet maid, and I rest in mine own chosen temple, thy innocent breast ; At midnight I steal from my sacred retreat, When the chords of thy heart in soft unison beat. When thy bright eye is closed, when thy dark tresses flow In beautiful wreaths o'er thy pillow of snow ; then I watch o'er thee, all pure as thou art, And listen to music which steals from thy heart. Thy smile is the sunshine which gladdens my soul, My tempest the clouds, which around thee may roll; 1 feast my light form on thy rapture-breathed sighs, And drink at the fount of those beautiful eyes. The thoughts of thy heart are recorded by me ; There are some which, half-breathed, half-acknow ledged by thee, POETICAL REMAINS. 16 Steal sweetly and silently o'er thy pure breast, Just ruffling its calmness, then murm'ring to rest. Like a breeze o'er the lake, when it breathlessly lies, With its own mimic mountains, and star-spangled skies, I stretch my light pinions around thee when sleeping, To guard thee from spirits of sorrow and weeping. I breathe o'er thy slumbers sweet dreams of delight, Till you wake but to sigh for the visions of night ; Then remember, wherever your pathway may lie, Be it clouded with sorrow, or brilliant with joy, My spirit shall watch thee, wherever thou art, My incense shall rise from the throne of thy heart Farewell ! for the shadows of evening are fled, And the young rays of morning are wreathed round my head. ON THE CREW OF A VESSEL, WHO WERE FOUND DEAD AT SEA. (Written in her fifteenth year.) The breeze blew fair, the waving sea Curled sparkling round the vessel's side The canvass spread with bosom free Its swan-like pinions o'er the tide. Evening had gemmed with glittering stars, Her coronet so darkly grand ; The Queen of Night, with fleecy clouds, Had formed her turban's snowy band. 162 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. On, on the stately vessel flew, With streamer waving far and wide ; When lo ! a bark appeared in view, And gaily danced upon the tide. Each way the breeze its wild wing veered, That way the stranger vessel turned ; Now near she drew, now wafted far, She fluttered, trembled, and returned. " It is the pirate's cursed bark ! The villains linger to decoy ! Thus bounding o'er the waters dark, They seek to lure, and then destroy. " Perchance, those strange and wayward signs May be the signals of distress," The Captain cried, " for mark ye, now, Her sails are flapping wide and loose." And now the stranger vessel came Near to that gay and gallant bark ; It seemed a wanderer fair and lone, Upon Life's wave, so deep and dark. And not a murmur, not a sound, Came from that lone and dreary ship ; The icy chains of silence bound Each rayless eye and pallid lip. For Death's wing had been waving there, The cold dew hung on every brow And sparkled there, like angel tears, Shed o'er the silent crew below. POETICAL REMAINS. 163 Onward that ship was gaily flying, Its bosom the sailor's grave ; The breeze, 'mid the shrouds, in low notes, sighing Their requiem over the brave. Fly on, fly on, thou lone vessel of death, Fly on, with thy desolate crew ; For mermaids are twining a sea-weed wreath, 'Mong the red coral groves for you. WOMAN'S LOVE. (Written in her fifteenth year.) They told me of her history her love Was a neglected flame, which had consumed The vase wherein it kindled. O how fraught With bitterness is unrequited love ! To know that we have cast life's hope away On a vain shadow ! Hers was a gentle passion, quiet, deep, As a woman's love should be, All tenderness and silence, only known By the soft meaning of a downcast eye, Which almost fears to look its timid thoughts ; A sigh, scarce heard ; a blush, scarce visible, Alone may give it utterance. Love is A beautiful feeling in a woman's heart, When felt, as only woman love can feel ! Pure, as the snow-fall, when its latest shower Sinks on spring-flowers ; deep, as a cave-locked fountain ; And changeless as the cypress's green leaves ; And like them, sad ! She nourished 164 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Fond hopes and sweet anxieties, and fed A passion unconfessed, till he she loved Was wedded to another. Then she grew Moody and melancholy ; one alone Had power to soothe her in her wanderings, Her gentle sister ; But that sister died, A.nd the unhappy girl was left alone, A maniac. She would wander far, and shunned Her own accustomed dwelling ; and her haunt Was that dead sister's grave : and that to her Was as a home. TO A LADY, WHOSE SINGING RESEMBLED THAT OF AN ABSENT SISTER. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Oh ! touch the chord yet once again, Nor chide me, though I weep the while; Believe me, that deep seraph strain Bore with it memory's moonlight smile. It murmured of an absent friend ; The voice, the air, 't was all her own ; And hers those wild, sweet notes, which blend In one mild, murmuring, touching tone. And days and months have darkly passed, Since last I listened to her lay; And Sorrow's cloud its shade hath cast, Since then, across my weary way. POETICAL REMAINS. 165 Yet still the strain comes sweet and clear, Like seraph-whispers, lightly breathing; Hush, busy memory, Sorrow's tear Will blight the garland thou art wreathing. 'T is sweet, though sad yes, I will stay, I cannot tear myself away. T thank thee, lady, for the strain, The tempest of my soul is still ; Then touch the chord yet once again, For thou canst calm the storm at will ! TO MY FRIEND AND PATRON, (Written in her sixteenth year.) And can my simple harp be strung To higher theme, to nobler end, Than that of gratitude to thee, To thee, my father and my friend 1 1 may not, cannot, will not say All that a grateful heart would breathe ; But I may frame a simple lay, Nor Slander blight the blushing wreath Yes, I will touch the string to thee, Nor fear its wildness will offend; For well I know that thou wilt be, What thou hast ever been a friend. 14 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. There are, whose cold and idle gaze Would freeze the current where it flows ; But Gratitude shall guard the fount, And Faith shall light it as it flows. Then tell me, may 1 dare to twine, While o'er my simple harp I bend, This little offering for thee, For thee, my father, and my friend? ON SEEING A PICTURE OF THE VIRGIN MAR\, PAINTED SEVERAL CENTURIES SINCE. A FRAGMENT. (Written in her fifteenth year. 1 * Roll back, thou tide of time, and tell Of book, of rosary, and bell ; Of cloistered nun, with brow of gloom, Immured within her living tomb; Of monks, of saints, and vesper-song, Borne gently by the breeze along ; Of deep-toned organ's pealing swell ; Of Ave Marie, and funeral knell ; Of midnight taper, dim and small, Just glimmering through the high-arched hall ; Of gloomy cell, of penance lone, Which can for darkest deeds atone Roll back, and lift the veil of night. For I would view the anchorite. POETICAL REMAINS. 167 Yes, there he sits, so sad, so pale, Shuddering at Superstition's tale : Crossing his breast with meagre hand, While saints and priests, a motley band, Arrayed before him, urge their claim To heal in the Redeemer's name ; To mount the saintly ladder, (made By every monk, of every grade, From portly abbot, fat and fair, To yon lean starveling, shivering there,) And mounting thus, to usher in The soul, thus ransomed from its sin. And tell me, hapless bigot, why, For what, for whom did Jesus die, If pyramids of saints must rise To form a passage to the skies 1 And think you man can wipe away With fast and penance, day by day, One single sin, too dark to fade Before a bleeding Saviour's shade? O ye of little faith, beware ! For neither shrift, nor saint, nor prayer, Would aught avail ye without Him, Beside whom saints themselves grow dim. Roll back, thou tide of time, and raise The faded forms of other days ! Yon time-worn picture, darkly grand, The work of some forgotten hand, Will teach thee half thy mazy way, While Fancy's watch-fires dimly play. Roll back, thou tide of time, and tell Of secret charm, of holy spell, Of Superstition's midnight rite, Of wild Devotion's seraph flight, Of Melancholy's tearful eye, Of the sad votaress' frequent sigh, 163 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. That trembling from her bosom rose, Divided 'twixt her Saviour's woes And some warm image lingering there, Which, half-repulsed by midnight prayer, Still, like an outcast child, will creep Where sweetly it was wont to sleep, And mingle its unhallowed sigh With cloister-prayer and rosary; Then tell the pale, deluded one Her vows are breathed to God alone ; Those vows, which tremulously rise, Love's last, love's sweetest sacrifice. [Unfinished.] AMERICAN POETRY. A FRAGMENT. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Must every shore ring boldly to the voice Of sweet poetic harmony, save this ? Rouse thee, America ! for shame ! for shame I Gather thy infant bands, and rise to join Thy glimmering taper to the holy flame : Such honour, if no other, may be thine. Shall Gallia's children sing beneath the yoke ? Shall Ireland's harpstrings thrill, though all unstrung? And must America, her bondage broke, Oppression's blood-stains from her garment wrung, Must she be silent 1 who may then rejoice ? If she be tuneless, Harmony, farewell ! Oh ! shame, America ! wild freedom's voice Echoes, " shame on thee," from her wild-wood dell. Shall conquered Greece still sing her glories past? Shall humbled Italy in ruins smile? And canst thou then [Unfinished.] POETICAL REMAINS. 169 HEADACHE. (Written in her fifteenth year.; Headache ! thou bane to Pleasure's fairy spell, Thou fiend, thou foe to joy, I know thee well ! Beneath thy lash I 've writhed for many an hour, 1 hate thee, for I Ve known, and dread thy power. Even the heathen gods were made to feel The aching torments which thy hand can deal ; And Jove, the ideal king of heaven and earth, Owned thy dread power, which called stern Wisdom forth. Would'st thou thus ever bless each aching head, And bid Minerva make the brain her bed, Blessings might then be taught to rise from woe, And Wisdom spring from every throbbing brow. But always the reverse to me, unkind, Folly for ever dogs thee close behind ; And from this burning brow, her cap and bell, For ever jingle Wisdom's funeral knell. TO A STAR. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Thou brightly-glittering star of even, Thou gem upon the brow of Heaven Oh ! were this fluttering spirit free, How quick 't would spread its wings to thee. 14* 170 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. How calmly, brightly dost thou shine, Like the pure lamp in Virtue's shrine ! Sure the fair world which thou may'st boast Was never ransomed, never lost. There, beings pure as Heaven's own air, Their hopes, their joys together share ; While hovering angels touch the string, And seraphs spread the sheltering wing. There cloudless days and brilliant nights, Illumed by Heaven's refulgent lights ; There seasons, years, unnoticed roll, And unregretted by the soul. Thou little sparkling star of even, Thou gem upon an azure Heaven, How swiftly will I soar to thee, When this imprisoned soul is free ! SONG OF VICTORY, . FOR THE DEATH OF GOLIATH, (Written in her fifteenth year.) Strike with joy the wild harp's string, God, O Israel, is your King ! We have slain our deadliest foe, David's arm hath laid him low. Saul hath oft his thousands slain, His trophies have bedecked the plain ; But David's tens of thousands lie In slaughtered millions, mounted high. POETICAL REMAINS. 171 Sound the trumpet strike the string, Loud let the song of victory ring ; Wreathe with glory David's brow, He hath laid Goliath low. Mark him on yon crimson plain, He is conquered he is slain ; He who lately rose so high, Scoffed at man, and braved the sky. Strike with joy the wild harp's string, God, O Israel, is your king ! We have slain our deadliest foe, David's arm hath laid him low. THE INDIAN CHIEF AND CONCONAY. (Written in her fifteenth year.) The Indian Chieftain is far away, Through the forest his footsteps fly, But his heart is behind him with Conconay, He thinks of his love in the bloody fray, When the storm of war is high. But little he thinks of the bloody foe, Who is bearing that love away ; And little he thinks of her bosom's woe, And little he thinks of the burning brow Of his lovely Conconay. They tore her away from her friends, from her home They tore her away from her Chief. Through the wild-wood, when weary, they forced her to roam, 172 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Or to dash the light oar in the river's white foam While her bosom o'erflowed with grief. But there came a foot, 't was swift, 't was light, 'T was the brother of him she loved ; His heart was kind, and his eye was bright ; He paused not by day, and he slept not by night, While through the wild forest he roved. 'T was Lightfoot, the generous, 't was Lightfoot the young, And he loved the sweet Conconay; But his bosom to honour and virtue was strung, And the chords of his heart should to breaking be wrung, Ere love should gain o'er him the sway. Far. far from her stern foes he bore her away. And sought his own forest once more ; But sad was the heart of the young Conconay, Her bosom recoiled when she strove to be gay, And was even more drear than before. 'T is evening, and weary, and faint, and weak Is the beautiful Conconay; She could wander no farther, she strove to speak, But lifeless she sunk upon Lightfoot's neck, And seemed breathing her soul away. The young warrior raised his eyes to Heaven, He turned them towards the west ; For one moment a ray of light was given, Like lightning, which through the cloud hath riven But to strike at the fated breast. POETICAL REMAINS. 173 For there was his brother returning from far, O'er his shoulder his scalps were slung ; For he had been victor amid the war, His plume had gleamed like the polar star, And on him had the victory hung. The Chieftain paused in his swift career, For he knew his Conconay; He saw the maid his heart held dear, On his brother's breasf, in the forest drear, From her home so far away. He bent his bow, the arrow flew, It was aimed at Lightfoot's breast ; And it pierced a heart, as warm and true As ever a mortal bosom knew, Or in mortal garb was dressed. He turned to his love from her brilliant eye The cloud was passing away; She let fall a tear she breathed a sigh She turned towards Lightfoot she uttered a cry, For weltering in gore he lay. Her heart was filled with horror and woe, When she gazed on the form of her Chief; 'T was his loved hand that had bent the bow, 'T was he who had laid her preserver low ; And she yielded her soul to grief. And 't was said, that ere time had healed the wound In the breast of the mourning maid, That a pillar was reared on the fatal ground, And ivy the snow-white monument crowned With its dark and jealous shade. 174 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. THE MOTHER'S LAMENT FOR HER INFANT. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Cold is his brow, and the dew of the evening Hangs damp o'er that form I so fondly caressed ; Dim is that eye, which once sparkled with gladness, Hushed are the griefs of my infant to rest. Calmly he lies on a bosom far colder Than that which once pillowed his health-blushing cheek ; Calmly he '11 rest there, and silently moulder, No grief to disturb him, no sigh to awake. Dread king of the grave, Oh ! return me my child ! Unfetter his heart from the cold chains of death ! Monarch of terrors, so gloomy, so silent, Loose the adamant clasp of thy cold icy wreath ! Where is my infant? the storms may descend, The snows of the winter may cover his head ; The wing of the wind o'er his low couch may bend, And the frosts of the night sparkle bright o'ei the dead. Where is my infant ? the damp ground is cold, Too cold for those features so laughing and light ; Methinks, these fond arms should encircle his form, And shield ofTthe tempest which wanders at night POETICAL REMAINS. 175 This fond bosom loved him, ah ! loved him too dearly, And the frail idol fell, while I bent to adore ; All its beauty has faded, and broken before me Is the god my heart ventured to worship before. 'T is just, and I bow 'neath the mandate of Heaven, Thy will, oh, my Father ! for ever be done ! Bless God, O my soul, for the chastisement given, Henceforth will I worship my Saviour alone ' ON THE MOTTO OF A SEAL. "IF I LOSE THEE, I AM LOST." ADDRESSED TO A FRIEND. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Wafted o'er a treacherous sea Far from home, and far from thee ; Between the Heaven and ocean tossed, " If I lose thee, I am lost." When the polar star is beaming O'er the dark-browed billows gleaming, I think of thee and dangers crossed, For, "If I lose thee, I am lost. When the lighthouse tire is blazing, High towards Heaven its red crest raising, I think of thee, w r hile onward tossed, For, " If I lose thee, I am lost." 176 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. MORNING. (Written in her sixteenth year.) I come in the breath of the wakened breeze, I kiss the flowers, and I bend the trees ; And I shake the dew, which hath fallen by night, From its throne, on the lily's pure bosom of white. Awake thee, when bright from my couch in the sky, I beam o'er the mountains, and come from on high ; When my gay purple banners are waving afar ; When my herald, gray dawn, hath extinguished each star; When I smile on the woodlands, and bend o'er the lake, Then awake thee, O maiden, I bid thee awake ! Thou mayst slumber when all the wide arches of Heaven Glitter bright with the beautiful fire of even ; When the moon walks in glory, and looks from on high, O'er the clouds floating far through the clear azure sky, Drifting on like the beautiful vessels of Heaven, To their far-away harbour, all silently driven, Bearing on, in their bosoms, the children of light, Who have fled from this dark world of sorrow and night ; When the lake lies in calmness and darkness, save where The bright ripple curls, 'neath the smile of a star ; When all is in silence and solitude here, Then sleep, maiden, sleep ! without sorrow or fear ! But when I steal silently over the lake, Awake thee then, maiden, awake ! oh, awake ! POETICAL REMAINS. it? SHAKSPEARE. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Shakspeare ! " with all thy faults, (and few have more,) I love thee still," and still will con thee o'er. Heaven, in compassion to man's erring heart, Gave thee of virtue then, of vice a part, Lest we, in wonder here, should bow before thee, Break God's commandment, worship, and adore thee But admiration now, and sorrow join ; His works we reverence, while we pity thine. TO A FRIEND, WHOM I HAD NOT SEEN SINCE MY CHILDHOOD. (Written in her sixteenth year.) And thou hast marked, in childhood's hour, The fearless boundings of my breast, When, fresh as Summer's opening flower, I freely frolicked, and was blessed. Oh ! say, was not this eye more bright 1 Were not these lips more wont to smile ? Methinks tha* then my heart was light, And I a fearless, joyous child. And thou didst mark me gay and wild, My careless, reckless laugh of mirth ; The simple pleasures of a child, The holiday of man on earth. 15 17-8 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Then thou hast seen me in that hour, When every nerve of life was new, When pleasures fanned youth's infant flower, And Hope her witcheries round it threw. That hour is fading, it has fled, And I am left in darkness now; A wand'rer towards a lowly bed, The grave, that home of all below. THE FEAR OF MADNESS. WRITTEN WHILE CONFINED TO HER BED, DURING HER LAST ILLNESS. There is a something which I dread, It is a dark, a fearful thing ; It steals along with withering tread, Or sweeps on wild destruction's wing. That thought comes o'er me in the hour Of grief, of sickness, or of sadness ; 'Tis not the dread of death 'tis more, It is the dread of madness. Oh ! may these throbbing pulses pause, Forgetful of their feverish course ; May this hot brain, which burning, glows With all a fiery whirlpool's force, Be cold, and motionless, and still, A tenant of its lowly bed, But let not dark delirium steal ******** [Unfinished.'] (Ttia was the last piece she ever wrote.) POETICAL REMAINS. 179 MARITORNE, OR THE PIRATE OF MEXICO. (Written in her seventeenth year.) ON Barritaria's brow the watch-fires glow, Their beacons beaming on the gulf below, As if to dare some death-devoted hand To quench in blood the boldly blazing brand ; Some Orlean herald arm'd with threatening high To daunt the Pirate-chieftain's haughty eye, To bid him bend to tame and vulgar law, And bow to painted things with trembling awe. Such herald well may come, but woe betide The self-devoted messenger of pride ! Such herald well may come, but far and near The name of Maritorne is joined with fear; His vessels proudly ride the Gulf at will, Whilst he is Chief of Barritaria's Isle. The iron hand of power is raised in vain, Whilst Maritorne is master of the main. 'Tis his to sacrifice 'tis his to spare He moves in silence, and is everywhere. His victims must with pompous boldness bleed, But if he pities, who may tell the deed ? 'T is done in secret, that no eye may mark One thought more gentle, or one act less dark. And he, the governor of yon fair land, Whose tongue speaks freedom, but whose guilty hand 180 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Grasps the half-loosened manacles again, And adds unseen fresh links to slavery's chain, Hated full deeply, dreaded and abhorr'd, The Pirate-chief, the haughty island lord. And cause enough, deep hidden in his breast, Had he, the moody leader of the west, To hate that fearful man, who stood alone Feared, dreaded, and detested, tho' unknown ; That cause was smother'd or burst forth to light, Wreath'd in the incense of a patriot's right, To drive the bold intruder from the shore, Where war and bloodshed must appear no more ; But deep within his heart the crater glow'd From whence this gilded stream of lava flow'd ; 'T was wounded pride, which, writhing inly, bled, And called for vengeance on the offender's head ; For Maritorne, with bold unbending brow, Had scorn'd his power that were enough ; but lo There, on the very threshold of his home, There had the traitor Pirate dar'd to come, And thence had borne his own, his only child, Mate all unfit for Maritorne the wild ; And when the maiden curs'd him in her breast Those curses came not o'er him he was blest For but to gaze upon her, and to feel That she whom he ador'd was near him still, Was bliss ! was Heav'n itself! and he whose eye Bent not to aught of dull mortality Shrunk with a tremulous delight whene'er The voice of Laura rose upon his ear ; That voice had pow'r to quell the fiend within, Whose touch had turn'd his very soul to sin. That fiend was vengeance ; e'en his virtues bow'd Before the altar which to vengeance glow'd. His virtues ! yes ; for even fiends may boast A shadow of the glory they have lost, POETICAL REMAINS. 181 But oh ! like them, his crimes were dark and deep, For vengeance was awake, can vengeance sleep? Yes ; sleep, as tigers sleep, with half-shut eye, Crouching to spring upon the passer-by, With parch'd tongue cleaving to his blacken'd cell, Stiff'ning with thirst, and jaws which hunger fell Hath sharply whetted, quiv'ring to devour The reckless wretch abandon'd to his pow'r. Yes : thus may vengeance sleep in breast like his, Where thoughts of wild revenge are thoughts of bliss. Thus may it sleep, like ./Etna's burning bieast, To burst in thunders when 'tis dreaded least; For his had been the joyless, thankless part, Of one who warm'd a viper at his heart, And clasp'd the venom'd reptile to his breast Till wounded by the ingrate he caress'd. Such had been Maritorne's accursed fate, Ere he became the harden'd child of hate. At first his breast was torn with anguish wild, He curs'd himself, then bitterly revil'd The world, as hollow-hearted, false, unkind ; He curs'd himself, and doubly curs'd mankind ; And then his heart grew callous, and like steel Grasp'd in his hand, had equal power to feel. 'T was like yon mountain snow-crest, chill tho' bright; Cold to the touch, but dazzling to the sight, Till when the hour of darkness gathers, then The sunbeam fades, the ice grows dim again. He had a friend, one on whom fancy's eye Had deeply, rashly stamp'd fidelity: Traitor had better seem'd worm viper aught The vilest, veriest, wretch e'er named in thought, For he was sin's own son, and all that e'er Angels above may hate or mortals fear. There was a fascination in his eye Which those who felt, migh seek in vain to fly. 15* 182 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. There was blasting glance of mockery there, There was a calm, contemptuous, biting sneer For ever on his lip, which made men fear, And fearing shun him, as a bird will shun A gilded bait, though glittering in the sun ; But still the mask of friendship he could wear, The smile, the warm professions all were there ; Let him who trusts to these alone beware ! A lurking devil may be crouching there. Shame on mankind that they will stoop to use Wiles which the imps of darkness would refuse. Henceforth let friendship drop her robes of light, And following desolation's blasting flight There paced the Pirate Chief with giant stride, Deep chorus keeping to the Mexic tide ; His sable plumes were hov'ring o'er his brow, As if to hide the depth of thought below. He paus'd 't was but the dashing of the spray Again ! 't was but the night-watch on his way. He only mutter'd, gnashed his teeth and smil'd, Fit mirth were that, so ghastly and so wild, To grace a Pirate Chieftain's scornful lip, 'T was like St. Helmo's night-fire o'er the deep. The beacon blaze is burning on the shore, But burns it not more dimly than before? Perchance the drowsy sentinel is sleeping, His weary vigils negligently keeping. So thought the Chief, but still his wary eye Was fix'd intently between earth and sky, As if its quick keen glance would light the flame, And blast the sleeper with remorse and shame. He starts suspicion flashes on his brain He grasps his dagger by St. Mark again ! POETICAL REMAINS. 183 His bugle brightly glittered on his breast ; His lip the gilded bauble gently press'd One breath, one sigh, and rock and hill and sea, Will echo back the warlike minstrelsy. The figure which had slowly pass'd between Himself and yonder blaze, sank where 't was seen, As tho' the earth had gaped with sudden yawn, And drank both fire and form in silence down ; The beacon was extinguish'd, rock and tree And beetling cliff, and wildly foaming sea Were hid in darkness, for the deep red light Which faintly sketched them on the brow of night Was dim, as was the moon's pale tremulous glow, For tempest-clouds were rallying round her brow ; The sound of a footstep is on the shore, It dies away in the surge's roar; It is heard again as the angry spray Rolls back and foams its shame away ; And shrill and clear was the call of alarm, T was like the breaking of spell or charm ; It scream'd o'er the dark wave, it rose to the hill, And the answering echoes re-echoed it still. A rushing sound as of coming waves, A glittering band as if burst from their graves, Are the answers which wake at the bidding clear Of him, the Lord of the Isle of Fear. But scarce had the summons in silence died, When the foot which had waked the tumult wide, Was pressing the sand where it yielding gave To the lightest tread as 't was washed by the wave , By the side of the Pirate, with outstretch'd hand, The bold intruder look'd round on the band ; 184 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But none saw the face of that being save he ; In wonder he gazed in his eye you might see Surprise, and shame, and a fiend-like gleam, Which whisper'd of more than fear might dream ; And is it for this for a woman like thee? He angrily mutter'd and turn'd to the sea And is it i'or this I have sounded the call Whose notes may never unanswer'd fall ; Whose lowest tone is the knell of more Than can crowd at once upon Hell's broad shore ? And is it for this, I must idly stand To trace the wave with my sword on the strand ? Speak ! tell me or now by the blood on its blade, I will give to that pale cheek a deadlier shade. The beacon ! the beacon she turn'd to the spot, Arid pointed the chief where the light was not; The murmur ran thro' the waiting crowd, It was loud at first but it grew more loud, Till the Bea,con, the Beacon rang on to the sky, But its light was extinguish'd, no blaze met the eye; Thus much for the moment thy honour is clear, If it suffers then look for thy recompense here ; And she threw back her mantle and gave to the light Which glared from the torches all flamingly bright A form which e'en Maritorne rnark'd not unmoved, But t' was one which he did not, nor ever had loved There are spies who are waiting in ambush for thee 1 mark'd out the cavern 'twas near to the sea; They are few, they are bold, they are guided by one Who has sworn ere the dawn of another day's sun To lead thee in triumph, unwounded, unharm'd, To yonder proud city all chain'd and unarm'd ; This swears he, by all that is sacred to do, 1 heard it, and hasten'd thus breathless to you. For pardon I sue not, O punish my crime ! Here, here is my bosom, and now is the time! POETICAL REMAINS. 185 The last moment beheld me imploring for breath, Now 't is not worth asking I sue but for death The ocean was roaring too loudly to hear The words she was speaking, the Chief bent his ear ; His dark plume was resting half fearfully there, Upon the white brow of the beautiful Clare ; As a being all guilty and trembling would rest Self-accused, self-condemn'd in the land of the blest. And he, its wild wearer, how heard he the tale ? His eye flash'd the darker, his lip grew more pale ; But when it was finish'd and Clara knelt down, Where, where was his anger, and where was his frown ? On her forehead he printed a passionate kiss Oh Clara forgive me remember not this, But forget not that thou, and thou only, shalt know The cause of my madness, my guilt, and my woe. If I fall, thou wilt read it in letters of blood 'Neath the stone, near the rock, where the beacon- light glow'd ; If I live and he hastily bowed himself then The Fiend and the pirate were masters again. A light is on the waters, and the dip Of distant oars is heard from steep to steep; The hum of voices float upon the air, Soft, yet distinct, tho' distant, full and clear. Come they to Barritaria's Isle as midnight foes ? 7 T is well ! the world but roughly with them goes. Come they to Barritaria's Isle to join Their traitor arms, proud Maritorne, with thine ? 186 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Oh, better had they never left yon shore, To which they may return again no more. Fools ! think they he is bleeding in a strife Where every drop writes guilt upon his life For gold, for fame, for power, for aught on earth Which vulgar minds might think were richly worth A life of bloodshed and dishonour ? No ! They read not right, who read yon pirate so; The plash of troubled waters, and the sound Of moving vessels grating o'er the ground, The quick low hum of voices, the faint gush Of light waves gurgling as with sudden rush They feebly kiss'd the bark, then sunk away, As half-repenting them such welcome gay, Were caught perchance, by some lone fisher's ear, Who plied his line, or net at midnight here; Perhaps he started from his drowsy mood, And toss'd his bait still further down the flood ; But be that as it may, 't was heard no more, And list'ning silence hover'd o'er the shore. And yonder fire the battle sign is beaming, Far o'er the dusky waters redly streaming, The shadow of the Pirate-ship lies there, Its banners feebly dancing in the air ; Its broad sails veering idly to and fro, Now glitt'ring 'neath the full moon's silver glow, Now black'ning in the shade of night's dull frown, 'T was like its chief, in silence and alone, Gazing upon the shadow which it cast O'er ev'ry rippling wave which gently pass'd. And such had been his joyless, gloomy lot, Forgetting all mankind, by all forgot, Save that accursed one whose blasting eye Was glaring on him, 't was in vain to fly While vengeance whisper'd curses in his ear, And thought, the demon thought receiv'd them there POETICAL REMAINS. 187 But it had ever been his lot to throw O'er those who pass'd him, shades of gloom and woe ; His love for Laura had been deeply curs'd, Hatred's black phial o'er his brow had burst ; He felt himself detested, and he knew That she whom he adored abhorr'd him too. But oh the hapless, the ill-fated one, She who could love him for himself alone, Love him, with all his crimes upon his head, Love, when the crowd with detestation fled ; A deep dark shade, a wild, a with'ring blast Fell o'er her destiny ; the die was cast She was a wretched one, a sweet flower faded, Whose wand'ring tendrils round the night-shade braided, Clung to its baleful breast hung drooping there, Self-sacrificed, it drank the poisoned air And with'ring *********** [Unfinished."] AMERICA. (Written in her seventeenth year.) And this was once the realm of nature, where Wild as the wind, tho' exquisitely fair, She breath'd the mountain breeze, or bow'd to kiss The dimpling waters with unbounded bliss. Here in this Paradise of earth, where first Wild mountain Liberty began to burst, Once Nature's temple rose in simple grace, The hill her throne, the world her dwelling-place. And where are now her lakes so still and lone, Her thousand streams with bending shrubs o'ergrown? 138 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Where her dark cat'racts tumbling from on high, With rainbow arch aspiring to the sky? Her tow'ring pines with fadeless wreaths entwin'd, Her waving alders streaming to the wind ? Nor these alone, her own, her fav'rite child, All fire ; all feeling ; man untaught and wild ; Where can the lost, lone son of nature stray? For art's high car is rolling on its way ; A wand'rer of the world, he flies to drown The thoughts of days gone by and pleasures flown, In the deep draught, whose dregs are death and WOP With slavery's iron chain conceal'd below. Once thro' the tangled wood, with noiseless tread And throbbing heart, the lurking warrior sped, Aim'd his sure weapon, won the prize, and turn'd While his high heart with wild ambition burn'd, With song and war-whoop to his native tree, There on its bark to carve the victory His all of learning did that act comprise, But still in nature's volume doubly wise. The wayward stream which once with idle bound, Whirl'd on resistless in its foaming round, Now curb'd by art flows on, a wat'ry chain Linking the snow-capp'd mountains to the main. Where once the alder in luxuriance grew, Or the tall pine its towering branches threw Abroad to Heaven, with dark and haughty brow, There mark the realms of plenty smiling now ; There the full sheaf of Ceres richly glows, And Plenty's fountain blesses as it flows ; And man, a brute when left to wander wild, A reckless creature, nature's lawless child, What boundless streams of knowledge rolling now, From the full hand of art around him flow ! Improvement strides the surge, while from afar, Learning rolls onward in her silver car ; POETICAL REMAINS. 189 Freedom unfurls her banner o'er his head, While peace sleeps sweetly on her native bed. The muse arises from the wildwood glen, And chants her sweet and hallow'd song again, As in those halcyon days, which bards have sung, When hope was blushing, and when life was young Thus shall she rise, and thus her sons shall rear Her sacred temple here, and only here, While Percival, her lov'd and chosen priest, For ever blessing, tho' himself unblest, Shall fan the fire that blazes at her shrine, And charm the ear with numbers half divine. LINES ADDRESSED TO A COUSIN. She gave me a flow'ret, and oh ! it was sweet ! 'T was a pea, in full bloom, with its dark crimson leaf, And I said in my heart, this shall be thy retreat ! 'T is one " sacred to Friendship" a stranger to grief. In my bosom I placed it, 't is withered and gone ! All its freshness, its beauty, its fragrance had fled ! And in sorrow I sigh'd, am I thus left alone ? Is the gift which I cherish'd quite faded and dead ? It has wither'd ! but she who presented it blooms, Still fresh and unfading, in memory here ! And through life shall here flourish, 'mid danger and storms, As sweet as the flower, though more lasting and fair! 16 190 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. MODESTY (Written in her sixteenth year.) There is a sweet, tho' humble flower, Which grows in nature's wildest bed j It blossoms in the lonely bower, But withers 'neath the gazer's tread. 'Tis rear'd alone, far, far away From the wild noxious weeds of death, Around its brow the sunbeams play, The evening dew-drop is its wreath. 'T is Modesty ; 't is nature's child ; The loveliest, sweetest, meekest flower That ever blossom'd in the wild, Or trembled 'neath the evening shower. 'T is Modesty ; so pure, so fair, That woman's witch'ries lovelier grow, When that sweet flower is blooming there The brightest beauty of her brow. A VIEW OF DEATH. When bending o'er the brink of life, My trembling soul shall stand, Waiting to pass death's awful flood, Great God ! at thy command POETICAL REMAINS. 191 When weeping friends surround my bed, To close my sightless eyes, When shattered by the weight of years This broken body lies; When every long-lov'd scene of life Stands ready to depart, When the last sigh which shakes this frame Shall rend this bursting heart ; Oh thou great source of joy supreme, Whose arm alone can save, Dispel the darkness that surrounds The entrance to the grave. Lay thy supporting gentle hand Beneath my sinking head, And with a ray of love divine, Illume my dying bed. Leaning on thy dear faithful breast, I would resign my breath, And in thy loved embraces lose The bitterness of death. ROB ROY'S REPLY TO FRANCIS OSBAL- DISTONE. The heather I trod while breathing on earth, Must bloom o'er my grave in the land of my birth ; My warm heart would shrink like the fern in the frost, If the tops of my hills to my dim eye were iost. 102 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. TO A LADY RECOVERING FROM SICKNESS. (Written in her fifteenth year.) There is a charm in the pallid cheek; A charm which the tongue can never speak, When the hand of sickness has wither'd awhile, The rose which had bloom'd in the rays of a smile. There is a charm in the heavy eye, When the tear of sorrow is passing by, Like a summer shower o'er yon vault of blue, Or the violet trembling 'neath drops of dew. It spreads around a shade as light As daylight blending with the night; Or 'tis like the tints of an evening sky, And soft as the breathing of sorrow's sigh. THE VISION. (Written in her fifteenth year.) 'Twas evening all was calm and silent, save The low hoarse dashing of the distant wave ; The whip-poor-will had clos'd his pensive lay, Which sweetly mourned the sun's declining ray ; Tired of a world surcharged with pain and woe, Weary of heartless forms and all below, POETICAL REMAINS. 193 Broken each tie, bereft of every friend, Whose sympathy might consolation lena, And musing on each vain and earthly toy, Walk'd the once gay and still brave Oleroy. Thus lost in thought, unconsciously he stray'd, When a dark forest wild around him laid. In vain he tried the beaten path to gain, He sought it earnestly, but sought in vain ; At length o'ercome, he sunk upon the ground, Where the dark ivy twined its branches round.; Sudden there rose upon his wond'ring ear, Notes which e'en angels might delighted hear. Now low they murmur, now majestic rise, As though " some spirit banished from the skies" Had there repair'd to tune the mournful lay, " And chase the sorrows of his soul away." The,y ceas'd when lo ! a brilliant dazzling light Illumed the wood and chas'd the shades of night; He raised his head, there stood near Oleroy, The beauteous figure of a smiling boy; Across his shoulder hung an ivory horn, With jewels glittering like the rays of morn ; In his white hand he held the tuneful lyre, And in his eyes there beam'd a heavenly fire ; Approaching Oleroy, he smiling cried, You hate the world and all its charms deride, You hate the world and all it doth contain, Condemn each joy, and call each pleasure pain ; Then come, he sweetly cried, come follow me, Another world thy sorrowing eyes shall see. No sooner said than swift the smiling boy Led from the bower the wond'ring Oleroy. Beneath a tree three sylph-like forms recline, Each form was beauteous, and each face benign; 16* 194 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Beside them stood a chariot dazzling bright, Yoked with two beauteous swans of purest white; They mount the chariot, and ascend on high, They bend the lash, on winged winds they fly, Above the spacious globe they stretch their flight, That globe seem'd now but as a cloud of night. Swift towards the moon the white swans bend their way, And a new world its treasures doth display. They halt ; before them rocks and hills are spread, And birds, and beasts, which at their footsteps fled. Another moon emits a softer ray, And other moon-beams on the waters play : They wander on, and reach a darksome cave Against whos*e side loud roars the dashing wave : These words upon its rugged front appear, ' What in your world is lost is treasured here." They enter ; round upon the floor are strewn, The ivory sceptre, and the glittering crown ; Unnumbered hopes there flutter'd on the wing, There were the lays discarded lovers sing ; There fame her trumpet blew, long, loud, and clear, Worlds tremble as the deaf'ning notes they hear; There brooded riches o'er his lifeless heap, There were the tears which misery's children weep. There were posthumous alms, and misspent time Lost in a jingling mass of foolish rhyme. There was the conscience of the miser ; there The tears of love, the pity of the fair ; There, pointing, cried the sylph-like smiling boy, There 's the content which fled you, Oleroy ! Regain it if you can; then far away, And reach your world before the dawn of day. POETICAL REMAINS. 196 ON SEEING AT A CONCERT, THE PUBLIC PERFORMANCE OF A FEMALE DWARF. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Helpless, unprotected, weary, Toss'd upon the world's wide sea, Borne from those I love most dearly, Say dost thou not feel for me? Who that hath shrunk 'neath nature's frown Would court false fortune's fickle smile? Oh, who would wander thus ilone, Reckless alike of care or toil? Who would, for fading pleasure, brave The sea of troubles, dark and deep ? For lo ! the gems which deck the wave Vanish, and " leave the wretch to weep." 'T was not for fortune's smile of light, Which beams but to destroy for ever; 'T was not for pleasure's bubbles bright. Which dazzle still, deluding ever: Oft have I falter'd when alone Before the crowd I sung my lay, But ah, a father's feeble moan Rung in my ears, I dared not stay. Oh, I have borne pride's scornful look, And burning taunts from slander's tongue ; i r et more of malice I could brook, E'en though my heart with grief was wrung. 196 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Adieu ! a long a last adieu Once more I launch upon life's sea ; But still shall memory turn to you, For, stranger, you have felt for me. ON SEEING A YOUNG LADY AT HER DEVOTIONS. (Written in her seventeenth year.) She knelt, and her dark blue eye was rais'd, A sacred fire in its bright beam blaz'd, And it spread o'er her cold pale cheek a light So pure, so sacred, so clear and so bright, That Parian marble, tho' glittering fair 'Neath the moon's pale beam, or the sun's broad glare, Were far less sweet, tho' more dazzlingly bright, Than that cold cheek array 'd in its halo of light. Oh ! I love not the dark rosy hue of the sky When the bright blush of morn mantles deeply and high, But my fond soul adores the pure author of light, The more when she looks on the broad brow of night; On myriads of stars glitt'ring far thro' the sky, Like the bright eyes of saints looking down from on high From their garden of Paradise, blooming in Heaven, On the scene sleeping sweet 'neath the calm smile of even. I love not the cheek which spe-aks slumber unbroken, That heart hath ne'er sigh'd o'er hope's fast fading token ; POETICAL REMAINS. 197 That bosom ne'er throbbed with half-fearful delight When it thought on its home in the regions of light, Or trembled and wept as with fancy's dear eye It gaz'd on the beautiful gates of the sky, And the angels which watch at their portals of light All peaceful, all sacred, all pure, and all bright : But I love that pale cheek as it bends in devotion, Like a star sinking down on the breast of the ocean. ALONZO AND IMANEL. (Written in her fifteenth year.) As he spoke, he beheld on the sea-beaten strand A form, 'twas so airy, so light, He could almost have sworn by the faith of his land That an angel was wand'ring 'mid rocks and thro' sand, 'Neath the moon-beam so fitfully bright. He paus'd, as the bittern scream'd loud o'er his head. One moment he paus'd on the shore, To mark the wild wave as it dash'd from its bed, Tossing nigh the white spray from its foam-spangled head, With a fitful and deafening roar He caught the wild notes of a song, on the wind, Ere the tempest-god bore them away, And they told of a tortured and desperate mind, To despair's dark shadows for ever resign'd, Of a heart, once hope-lighted and gav 198 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON The bright moon was hid in the breast of the storm, And darkness and terror drew round, Yet still he could mark her light fanciful form, \s she roam'd round the wild rocks, devoid of alarm, Tho' the fiend of the whirlwind frown'd. Oh tell me, he cried, what spirit so light, So beautiful e'en in despair, Is wand'ring alone 'mid the storm of the night, When to guide her no star in the heaven is bright, No gleam save the lightning's red glare ! 'T is young Imanel, answered his guide with a sigh, The rich, the belov'd and the gay, Who is doom'd from her friends and her country to fly, For she lov'd, and she wedded Alonzo the spy, Who has left her and fled far away. Alonzo the spy ! and he darted away With the speed of a shooting star, Nor heeded the call of his guide to stay, But toward the poor lone one he bounded away, She had fled to the sea-beach afar. One glance of the forked lightning's glare Play'd bright round the fair one's face, And it beam'd on Alonzo, for he was there, And it beam'd on his bride, on his Imanel dear, Clasp'd at length in his joyful embrace. POETICAL REMAINS. lOQ TO MARGARET'S EYE. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Oh ! I have seen the blush of morn, And I have seen the evening sky; But ah ! they faded when I gaz'd On the bright heaven of Margaret's eye. I 've seen the Queen of evening ride Majestic, 'mid the clouds on high ; But e'en Diana in her pride Was dim, near Margaret's brilliant eye. I 've seen the azure vault of heaven, I 've seen the star-bespangled sky ; But oh ! I would the whole have given For one sweet glance from Margaret's eye. I 've seen the dew upon the rose, It trembled 'neath the zephyr's sigh ; But oh ! the tear which nature shed Was dim near that in Margaret's eye. TO A YOUNG LADY, WHOSE MOTHER WAS INSANE FROM HER BIRTH. (Written in her seventeenth year.) And thou hast never, never known A mother's love, a mother's care ! Hast wept, and sigh'd, and smil'd alone, Unblest by e'en a mother's prayer. 20f> LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Oh, if sad sorrow's blighting hand Hath e'er an arrow, it is this; To feel that phrenzy's burning brand Hath wip'd away a mother's kiss ; To mark the gulf, the starless wave, Which rolls between th.ee and her love, To feel that better were a grave, A grave beneath a home above; Than thus that she should linger on, In dreamless, sunless solitude; Like some bright ruin'd shrine, where ono All loveliness and truth hath stood. And he, her love, her life, her light, How burst the storm o'er him ! Oh, darker than Egyptian night, 'T was one wild troubled dream ! To gaze upon that eye, whose beam Was love, and life, and light, To mark its wild and wandering gleam Which dazzles but to blight; To turn in anguish and despair From those wild notes of sadness, And feel that there was darkness there, The midnight mist of madness ; To start beneath the thrilling swell Of notes still sweet, tho' wasted, To mark the idol lov'd too well, In all its beauty blasted; Oh ! it were better far to kneel, In darkly brooding anguish, Upon the graves of those we love, Than thus to see them languish. FOETICAL REMAINS. 201 A SONG. , Tune, Mrs. Robinson's Faretodl (Written in her thirteenth year.) Tell me not of joys departed, Or of childhood's happy hour! When unconsciously I sported, Fresh as morning's dewy flower 1 Tell me not of fair hbpes blasted, Or of unrequited love ! Tell me not of fortune wasted, Or the web which Fate hath wove I One fond wish I long have cherish'd, I have twined it round my heart ! While all other hopes have perish'd, I with that could never part. On life's troubled, stormy ocean That bright star still shone serene ! To that star, my heart's devotion Rose, at morning, and at e'en ! And the hope that led me onward, Like a beacon shining bright, Was that when this form had moulder'd I might wake to realms of light ! Wake to bliss that changes never! Wake no more to hope or fear ! Wake to joys that bloom for ever! Wither'd by no sigh, no tear J 17 202 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. A SONG. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Life is but a troubled ocean, Hope a meteor, love a flower Which blossoms in the morning beam, And withers with the evening hour. Ambition is a dizzy height, And glory, but a. lightning gleam; Fame is a bubble, dazzling bright, Which fairest shines in fortune's beam. When clouds and darkness veil the skies, And sorrow's blast blows loud and chill. Friendship shall like a rainbow rise, And softly whisper peace, be stn. TWILIGHT. (Written in her fifteenth year.) How sweet the hour when daylight blends With the pensive shadows on evening's breast ; And dear to the heart is the pleasure it .ends, 'T is like the departure of saints to their rest. Oh, 't is sweet, Saranac, on thy loved banks to stray, To watch the last day-beam dance light on thy wave, POETICAL REMAINS. 203 To mark the white skiff as it skims o'er the bay, Or heedlessly bounds o'er the warrior's grave. Oh, 't is sweet to a heart unentangled and light, When with hope's brilliant prospects the fancy is blest, To pause 'mid its day-dreams so witchingly bright, And mark the last sunbeams, while sinking to rest. ON THE DEATH OF QUEEN CAROLINE. (Written in her twelfth year.) Star of England ! Brunswick's pride ! Thou hast suffer'd, droop'd, and died ! Adversity, with piercing eye, Bade all her arrows round thee fly ; She marked thee from thy cradle-bed, And plaited thorns around thy head ! As the moon, whom sable clouds Now brightly shows now darkly shrouds So envy, with a serpent's eye, And slander's tongue of blackest dye, On thy pure name aspersions cast, And triumph'd o'er thy fame at last ! But each dark tale of guilt and shame Shall darker fly to whence it came ! A stranger in a foreign land, Oppress'd beneath a tyrant's hand, She drank the bitter cup of woe, And read Fate's black'ning volume through ! The last, the bitterest drop was drank, The volume closed and all was blank ! 204 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. ON THE DEATH OF THE BEAUTIFUL MRS. ***** I saw her when life's tide was high, When youth was hov'ring o'er her brow, When joy was dancing in her eye, And her cheek blush'd hope's crimson glow I saw her 'mid a fairy throng, She seem'd the gayest of the gay ; I saw her lightly glide along, 'Neath beauty's smile, and pleasure's lay. I saw her in her bridal robe, The blush of joy was mounting high ; I mark'd her bosom's heaving throb, I mark'd her dark and downcast eye. I saw her when a mother's love, Ask'd at her hand a mother's care ; She look'd an angel from above, Hov'ring round a cherub fair. I saw her not till cold and pale, She slumber'd on death's icy arm ; The rose had faded on her cheek, Her lip had lost its power to charm. That eye was dim which brightly shone ; That brow was cold, that heart was still The witch'ries of that form had flown The lifeless clay had ceas'd to feel. POETICAL REMAINS. 205 I saw her wedded to the grave; Her bridal robes were weeds of death And o'er her pale, cold brow, was hung The damp sepulchral icy wreath. THE WHITE MAID OF THE ROCK. (Written in her fifteenth year.) Loud 'gainst the rocks the wild spray is dashing, Its snowy white foam o'er the waves rudely splash ing; The woods echo round to the bittern's shrill scream, As he dips his black wing in the wave of the stream; Now mournful and sad the low murmuring breeze Sighs lonely and dismal through hollow oak trees. The owl loudly hoots, while his lonely abode Serves to shelter the snake and the poisonous toad ; Lo ! the black thunder-cloud is spread over the skies, And the swift-winged lightning at intervals flies. The streamlet looks dark, and the spray wilder breaks, And the alder leaf dank, with its silver drops shakes; This dell and these rocks, this lone alder and stream, With the dew-drops which dance in the moon's silver beam, Are sacred to beings ethereal and light, Who hold their dark orgies alone and at night. Wild, and more wild, dashed the waves of the stream, The White Maid of the rock gave a shrill piercing scream ; Down headlong she plunged 'neath the dark rolling wave, And rising, thus chanted a dirge to the brave. 17* 206 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. " The raven croaks loud from her nest in the rock, The night-owl's shrill hooting resounds from the oak; Behold the retreat where brave Avenel is laid, Uncoffin'd, except by his own Scottish plaid ! Long since has my girdle diminished to naught, And the great house of Avenel low has been brought ; The star now burns dimly which once brightly shone, And proud Avenel's glory for ever has flown. As I sail'd and my white garments caught in the brake, 'Neath the oak, whose huge branches extend o'er the lake, Woe to thee ! woe to thee ! Maid of the Rock,' Cried the night-raven who builds in the oak ; ' Woe to thee ! guardian spirit of Avenel ! Where are thy holly-bush, streamlet and dell ? No longer thou sittest to watch and to weep, Near the abbey's lone walls, and its turrets so steep! Woe to thee ! woe to thee ! Maid of the rock,' Cried the night-raven who builds in the oak ! Then farewell, great Av'nel, thy proud race is run ! The girdle has vanish'd my task is now done." Then her long flowing tresses around her she drew, And her form 'neath the wave of the dark streamlet threw. THE WEE FLOWER OF THE HEATHER (Written in her fourteenth year.) Thou pretty wee flower, humble thing, Thou brightest jewel of the heath, Which waves at zephyr's lightest wing, And trembles at the softest breath ; POETICAL REMAINS. 207 Thou lovely bud of Scotia's land, Thou pretty fragrant burnie gem, By whisp'ring breezes thou art fann'd, And greenest leaves entwine thy stem, No raging tempest beats thee down, Or finds thee in thy safe retreat ; By no rough wint'ry winds thou'rt blown, Safe seated at the dark rock's feet. TO MY DEAR MOTHER IN SICKNESS. Hang not thy harp upon the willow, Mourn not a brighter, happier day, But touch the chord, and life's wild billow Will shrinking foam its shame away. Then strike the chord and raise the strain Which brightens that dark clouded brow ; Oh ! beam one sunshine smile again, And I '11 forgive thy sadness now. Tho' darkness, gloom, and doubt surround thee, Thy bark, tho' frail, shall safely ride ; The storm and whirlwind may rage round thee But thou wilt all their wrath abide. Hang not thy harp upon the willow Which weeps o'er every passing wave ; Tho' life is but a restless pillow, There 's calm and peace beyond the grave 208 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. AN ACROSTIC. (Written in her eleventh year.) THE MOON. Lo ! yonder rides the empress of the night ! Unveil'd she casts around her silver light ; Cease not, fair orb, thy slow majestic march, Resume again thy seat in yon blue arch. E'en now, as weary of the tedious way, Thy head on ocean's bosorn thou dost lay ; In his blue waves thou hid'st thy shining face, And gloomy darkness takes its vacant place. THE SUN. [l CONTINUATION.] Darting his rays the sun now glorious rides, And from his path fell darkness quick divides ; Vapour dissolves and shrinks at his approach, It dares not on his blazing path encroach ; Down droops the flow'ret, and his burning ray Scorches the workmen o'er the new-mown hay. Oh ! lamp of Heav'n, pursue thy glorious course, Nor till gray twilight, aught abate thy force. HABAKKUK III, 6. (Written in her fifteenth year.) When Cushan was mourning in solitude drear, When the curtains of Midian trembled with fear, POETICAL REMAINS. 209 On the wings of salvation thy chariot did fly Thou didst stride the wide whirlwind and come frooi on high. Earth shook, and before thee the mountains did bow The voice of the deep thunder'd loud from below ; Thy arrows glanced bright as they shot thro' the air. And far gleam'd the light of thy glittering spear ; The bright orb of day paus'd in wonder on high, And the lamp of the night stood still in the sky. ON READING A FRAGMENT CALLED THE FLOWER OF THE FOREST. (Written in her fourteenth year.) Sing on, sweetest songster the woodland can boast ; Sing on, for it charms, tho' it sorrows my breast ; The strains, tho' so mournful, shall never be lost, Till this throbbing bosom has murmur'd to rest. The sweet Flower of the Forest on memory's page Shall bloom undecaying while life lingers near, Unhurt by the storms which around it shall rage, By sorrow's sigh fann'd, and bedew'd by a tear. ZANTE. (Written in her seventeenth year.) She stood alone, *t was in that hour of thought, When days gone by, with fading fancies fraught 210 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Steal o'er the soul, and bear it back awhile, Too sad, too heavy, or to weep or smile O'er all life's sad variety of woe, Which fades the cheek, and stamps upon the brow The deep dark traces of its passage there, In all the clouded majesty of care. That hour was twilight ; and the shade of night, Which shuts the world and wickedness from sight, Was walking o'er the waters, while its train Of glittering millions danced along the main, And Zante, that fairy island fading fast, Seem'd first but faintly shadow'd, till at last Tower, minaret, and turret, dimm'd by night, Shone darkly grand, beneath Heav'n's silvery light. And where was she, the lone one, for the sky Had blush'd, then faded slowly to her eye Had deepen'd into darkness, till at last Night's deep, broad pinion had before her pass'd ; And still she linger'd there, as noting not The lonely breathlessness of that sad spot; As heeding not the hour, the dreary sky, Or aught that lay beneath her moveless eye. She was a being form'd to love, and blest With lavish Nature's richest loveliness. Oh ! I have often seen, in fancy's eye, Beings too bright for dull mortality. I 've seen them in the visions of the night, I 've faintly seen them, when enough of light And dim distinctness gave them to my gaze, As forms of other worlds, or brighter days. Such was lanthe, though perhaps less bright, Less clearly bright, for mystery and night Hung o'er her she e'en lovelier seem'd, More calm, more happy, when dim twilight gleam'd Athwart the wave, than when the rude bright sun, As though in mock'ry, o'er her sad brow shone. POETICAL REMAINS. 211 There was a temple, which had stood, where then lanthe stood, and old and learned men Mused o'er its ruins, marking here and there Some porch, some altar, or some fountain, where In other days, the towers of faith were raised, Where victims bled, or sacred censers blazed; There stood lanthe, leaning on a shrine Which rose half mournfully, from 'neath the vine, Which as in seeming mock'ry had o'ergrown And twin'd its tendrils round its breast of stone ; Around the ruin'd columns, shaft and step, In undistinguish'd masses mould'ring slept, And little dreaming of the years gone by, Ere tyrant Time had hurl'd them from on high. The moon emerging from the cloud more bright The marble surface glitter d in its light ; lanthe mark'd it tears will sometimes steal, From hearts which have perchance long ceas'd to feel She wept, and whether that cold trembling gleam Which shone upon the column, where the beam Fell on its brow, brought to her bleeding breast Those gusts of sorrow, grief, despair, distress, Or what it was I know not but she wept O'er the wide ruin which around her slept ; Then as if scorning * * * * ****** [Unfinished.] 212 LUCRETIA MARIA DAV IDSON. THE YELLOW FEVER. (Written in her sixteenth year.) The sky is pure, the clouds are light. The moonbeams glitter cold and bright; O'er the wide landscape breathes no sigh ; The sea reflects the star-gemm'd sk^, And every beam of Heav'n's broad brow Glows brightly on the world below. But ah ! the wing of death is spread ; I hear the midnight murd'rers tread ; I hear the Plague that walks at night, I mark its pestilential blight; I feel its hot and with'ring breath, It is the messenger of death ! And can a scene so pure and fair Slumber beneath a baleful air ? And can the stealing form of death Here wither with its blighting breath ? Yes ; and the slumb'rer feels its power At midnight's dark and silent hour ; He feels the wild fire thro' his brain ; He wakes ; his frame is rack'd with pain ; His eye half closed ; his lip is dark ; The sword of death hath done his work ; That sallow cheek, that fever'd lip, That eye which burns but cannot sleep, That black parch'd tongue, that raging brain, All mark the monarch's baleful reign ! Oh ! for one pure, one balmy breath, To cool the sufferer's brow in death ; POETICAL REMAINS. 213 Oh ! for one wand'ring breeze of Heav'n ; Oh that one moment's rest were giv'n ! 'T is past ; and hush'd the victim's prayer ; The spirit was but is not there ! KINDAR BURIAL SERVICE, VERSIFIED. We commend our brother to thee, oh earth ! To thee he returns, from thee was his birth ! Of thee was he form'd, he was nourish'd by thee; Take the body, oh earth ! the spirit is free. Oh air ! he once breath'd thee, thro' thee he -surviv'd, And in thee, and with thee, his pure spirit liv'd ; That spirit hath fled, and we yield him to thee ; His ashes be spread, like his soul, far and free. Oh fire ! we commit his dear reliques to thee, Thou emblem of purity, spotless and free ; May his soul, like thy flames, bright and burning arise. To its mansion of bliss, in the star-spangled skies. Oh water ! receive him ; without thy kind aid He had parch'd 'neath the sunbeams or mourn'd in the shade ; Then take of his body the share which is thine, For the spirit hath fled from its mouldering shrine. 18 214 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. THE GRAVE. There is a spot so still and dreary, It is a pillow to the weary; It is so solemn and so lone, That grief forgets to heave a groan. There life's storms can enter never ; There 'tis dark and lonely ever; The mourner there shall seek repose, And there the wanderer's journey close. RUINS OF PALMYRA. (Written in her sixteenth year.) Palmyra, where art thou, all dreary and lone ? The breath of thy fame, like the night-wind, hath flown ; O'er thy temples, thy minarets, towers and halls The dark veil of oblivion silently falls. The sands of the desert sweep by thee in pride, They curl round thy brow, like the foam of the tide, And soon, like the mountain stream's wild-rolling wave, Will rush o'er, and wrap thee at once in thy grave Oh, where are the footsteps which once gaily flew O'er pavements, where now weep the foxglove and yew? Oh where are the voices which once gaily sung, While the lofty-brow 'd domes with melody rung? POETICAL REMAINS. 215 They are silent; and naught breaks the chaos of death ; Not a being now treads o'er the ivy's dull wreath. Save the raging hyena, whose terrible cry Echoes loud thro' the halls and the palaces high. Thou art fallen, Palmyra ! and never to rise, Thou " queen of the east, thou bright child of the skies !" Thou art lonely ; the desert around thee is wide, Then haste to its arms, nor remember thy pride. Thou 'rt forgotten, Palmyra ! return thee to earth ; And great be thy fall, as was stately thy birth ; With grandeur then bow 'neath the pinion of time, And sink, not in splendour, but sadly sublime. THE WIDE WORLD IS DREAR. (Written in her sixteenth year.) Oh say not the wide world is lonely and dreary ! Oh say not that life is a wilderness waste ! There 's ever some comfort in store for the weary, And there's ever some hope for the sorrowful breast. There are often sweet dreams which will steal o'er the soul, Beguiling the mourner to smile through a tear, That when waking the dew-drops of mem'ry fall, And blot out for ever, the wide world is drear. 216 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. There is hope for the lost, for the lone one's relief, Which will beam o'er his pathway oi danger and fear; There is pleasure's wild throb, and the calm " joy of grief," Oh then say not the wide world is lonely and drear ! There are fears that are anxious, yet sweet to the breast, Some feelings, which language ne'er told to the ear, Which return on the heart, and there lingering rest, Soft whispering, this world is not lonely and drear. 'T is true, that the dreams of the evening will fade, When reason's broad sunbeam shines calmly and clear ; Still fancy, sweet fancy, will smile o'er the shade, And say that the world is not lonely and drear. Oh then mourn not that life is a wilderness waste ! That each hope is illusive, each prospect is drear, But remember that man, undeserving, is blest, And rewarded with smiles for the fall of a tear. FAREWELL TO MISS E. B. (Written in her sixteenth year.) Farewell, and whenever calm solitude's hour, Shall silently spread its broad wings o'er your bower, Oh ! then gaze on yon planet, yon watch-fire divine, And believe that my soul is there mingling with thine. POETICAL REMAINS. 217 When the dark brow of evening is beaming with stars, And yon crest of light clouds is the turban she wears, When she walks forth in grandeur, the queen of the night, Oh ! then think that my spirit looks on with delight. O'er the ocean of life our frail vessels are bounding, And danger and death our dark pathway surrounding; Destruction's bright meteors are dancing before, And behind us the winds of adversity roar. Oh ! then come, let us light friendship's lamp on the wave, If we're lost, it will shed its pure light o'er the grave, Or 't will guide to the haven of Heaven at last, And beam on when the voice of the trumpet hath past. THE ARMY OF ISRAEL AT THE FOOT OF MOUNT SINAI. Their spears glittered bright in the beams of the sun ; Their banners waved far, and their high helmets shone; And their dark plumes were toss'd on the breast of the breeze, But the war-trumpet slumbered the slumber of peace. He came in his glory, he came in his might, His chariot the cloud, and his sceptre the light; The sound of his coming was heard from afar, Like the roar of a nation when rushing to war. 18* 218 LUCRETIA MARL* DAVIDSON. 'T was the great God of Israe., riding on high, Whose footstool is earth, and whose throne is the sky; He stood in his glory, unseen and alone, And with letters of fire traced the tablets of stone. The eagle may soar to the-sun in his might, And the eye of the warrior flash fierce in the fight ; But say, who may look upon God the Most High? Oh, Israel ! turn back from his glory, or die. The sun in its splendour, the fire in its might, Which devours and withers, and wastes from the sight, Is dim to the glory which beams from his eye Then, Israel, turn back Oh ! return, or ye die THE GARDEN OP GETHSEMANE. Gethsemane! there's holy blood Upon thy green and waving brow ; Gethsemane ! a God hath stood, And o'er thy branches bended low ! There, drops of agony have hung Mingled with blood upon his brow ; For sin his bosom there was wrung, And there it bled for human woe. There, in the darkest hour of night, Alone he watched, alone he prayed ; Didst thou not tremble at the sight ? A God reviled ! a God betrayed ! POETICAL REMAINS. 219 Gethsemane ! so dark a scene Ne'er blotted the wide book of time ! Oblivion's veil can never screen So dark a deed, so black a crime ! THE TEMPEST GOD. . Hark ! 't is the wheels of his wide rolling car, They traverse the heavens and come from afar; Sublime and majestic the dark cloud he rides, The wing of the whirlwind he fearlessly strides, The glance of his eye is the lightning's broad flame, And the caverns re-echo his terrible name. In the folds of his pinions, the wild whirlwinds sleep, At his bidding they rush o'er the foam of the deep, He speaks, and in whispers they murmur to rest, And calmly they sink on the folds of his breast; His seat is the mountain top's loftiest height ; He reigns there in darkness, the king of the night. TO A DEPARTING FRIEND. Farewell, and may some angel guide, Some viewless spirit hover o'er thee; Who, let or weal or woe betide, Will still unchanging move before thee. 220 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. A hallow'd light shall burn at night, When sorrow's wave rolls drearily, And o'er thy way a cloud by day Shall cast its shadow cheerily. Thy bark of pleasure o'er life's smooth sea Shall gallantly glide along ; Pray'rs and blessings thy breezes shall be, And hope be thy parting song. Go then ; I have given the spirits charge To watch o'er thee now and for ever; To smooth life's waters, and guide thy barge Where tempest shall toss it never. TO MAMMA. Thy love inspires the Story Teller's tongue. To tales of hearts with disappointment wrung, Thy love inspires ; fresh flows the copious stream, And what's not true, let fruitful fancy dream. THE STORY TELLEB. THE PARTING OF DECOURCY AND ., WILHELMINE. (Written in her fourteenth year.) 1. Lo! enthron'd on golden clouds, Sinks the monarch of the day; Now yon hill his glory shrouds, And his brilliance fades away. POETICAL REMAINS. 221 2. But as it fled, one ling'ring beam Play'd o'er yon spire, which points on high ; It cast one bright, one transient gleam, Then hast'ned from the deep'ning sky 3. Lo ! the red tipp'd clouds remain But to tell of glories past; Mark them gath'ring o'er the plain, Mark them fade away at last. 4. The lake is calm, the breeze is still, Nor dares to whisper o'er a leaf; And nothing save the murm'ring rill, Can give the vacant ear relief. 5. Around yon hawthorn in the vale, White garments float like evening mis* 'Tis Wilhelmine, and cold and pale A simple marble stone she kiss'd. 6. She knelt her by a lowly tomb, And wreath'd its urn anew with flowers ; She taught the white rose there to bloom, And water'd it with sorrow's showers. 7. Like raven's wing, her glossy hair In ringlets floated on the gale, Or hung upon a brow as fair As snow-curl crested in the vale. 8. And her dark eye which rolls so wild, Once brightly sparkled with hope's light, For Wilhelmine was pleasure's child, When fortune's smiles shone sweetly bright 222 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. 9. Decourcy lov'd the morn was clear, And fancy promis'd bliss ; For now the happy hour was near, Which made the maiden his. 0. And Wilhelmine sat smiling sweet Beneath the spreading tree, Her nimble foot was quick to meet, Her glancing eye to see. 11. Decourcy came upon his steed, His brow and cheek were pale; Speak speak, Decourcy, cried the maid, 'Tis sure a dreadful tale. 12. My love, my Wilhelmine, cried he, Be calm and fear thee not; In battle I will think on thee, And oh, forget me not. 13. Adieu ! he clasp'd her to his breast, And kiss'd the trickling tear Which 'neath her half-clos'd eyelids prest And ling'ring glist'ned there. 14. He gazed upon that death-like face, So beautiful before ; He gazed upon that shrine of grace, And dared to gaze no more. 15. He trembled, press'd his burning brow, And clos'd his aching eyes; His limbs refuse their office now, The maid before him lies. POETICAL REMAINS. 223 16. But hark ! the trumpet's warlike sound Lchoes from hill to vale ; H' caught the maiden from the ground, * And kiss'd her forehead pale. 17. .Vhy should Decourcy linger there, When the bugle bids him speed'? One long last look of calm despair, And he springs upon his steed; j. He strikes the sting of his bloody spur In his foaming courser's side, And he gallops on where the wave of war Rolls on with its bursting tide. 19. Whose was the sword that flashed so bright, Like the flaming brand of heaven 1 And whose the plume, that from morn till night Was a star to the hopeless given ? 20. 'T was thine, Decourcy ! that terrible sword Hath finished its work of death, And the hand which raised it on high is lowered To the damp green earth beneath. 21. The sun went down, and its parting ray Smiled sorrow across the earth, The light breeze moaned then died away, And the stars rose up in mirth. 22. And the timid moon looked down with a smile On the blood-stained battle ground, And the groans of the wounded rose up the while With a sad heart-rending sound, 224 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. 23. While the spectre-form ot some grief-worn man, Steals slowly and silently by, Each corpse to note each face to scan, For his friend on that field doth lie. 24. But whose is the figure dimly seen By the trembling moon-beam's light ? 'T is the form of the weeping Welhelmine, And she kneels by the slaughtered knight. 25. Weep not for the dead, for he died 'mid the din, And the rapturous shouts of strife, And the bright sword hath ushered his soul within The portals of future life. 26. Weep not for the dead ! who would not die As that gallant soldier died? With a field of glory whereon to lie, And his foeman dead beside. 27. A year passed by, and a simple tomb Rose up 'neath a willow tree, 'T was decked with flowers in vernal bloom As fresh as flowers could be ; 28. And oft as the twilight's dusky gleam O'er tne scene was gently stealing, The form of the sorrowful maid was seen By the grave of her lover kneeling. 29. But wild is the glance of her dove-like eye, And her cheek, oh how pale and fair! And the mingled smile, and the deep drawn sigh, * Show that reason's no longer there. POETICAL REMAINS. 225 30. Another year passed, and another grave 'Neath the willow tree is seen ; By the side of her lover, Decourcy the brave, Lay the corpse of Wilhelmine. LOVE, JOY, AND PLEASURE. AN ALLEGORY. (Written in her fifteenth year.) The night was calm, the sky serene, The sea a mirror display'd, On its bosom the twinkling stars were seen, The moon-crested waves were dancing between, And smiling through evening's shade. On that placid sea Pleasure's bark was riding, Love and Joy were its guides through the deep, And their hearts beat high, while on fortune con fiding, They smiPd at the forms that were gloomily striding, O'er the brow of the wave-wash'd steep. Those forms were Malice, and Scorn, and Hate, And they flitted around so dark, That they seem'd like the gloomy sisters of Fate, Intent on some dreary, some deadly debate, To ruin the beautiful bark. 19 220 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. But the eye of Joy was raised on high, She gaz'd at the moon's pale lamp, The tear of Pleasure shone bright in her eye, And she saw not the clouds which were passing by, Death's messengers dark and damp. And Pleasure was gazing with childish glee At the beacon's trembling gleam, Or watching the shade of her wings in the sea, With their colours as varied and fickle as she As fleeting as Folly's dream. And Love was tipping his feathery darts, And feeding his flaming torch, He was tinging his wings with the blood of hearts, He was chaunting low numbers, and smiling by starts At the flowers 'round Hymen's porch. Meanwhile the clouds were gath'ring drear, They hung 'round the weeping moon, And still the mariners dream'd not of fear, Still in Joy's bright eye beam'd the brilliant tear, Which sorrow would claim too soon. The voice of the tempest-god rolled around, The bark towards heaven was toss'd ; Then, then the fond dreamers awoke at the sound, And Pleasure, the helmsman, in agony found That the light-house fire was lost. Loud and more loud the billows roar, The ocean no more is gay, Love dreams of his pinions and arrows no more, Joy mourns the hour that she left the shore, And Pleasure's bright wings fade away POETICAL REMAINS. 227 Then Malice sent forth a shadowy bark, Which, bounding o'er the wave, Came like a meteor's brilliant spark, A star of light 'mid the tempest dark, A beacon of hope from the grave. 3oy onward rush'd to the airy skiff Which near them gaily drew, But ah ! she sank to the arms of Grief, For the bark, which promised them sure relief Away like lightning flew. Then the smile of Scorn and Malice gleam'd Across the billow's foam, And long and loud fell Hatred scream'd With fiend-like joy, as the lightning stream'd Around their forms of gloom. On, on, they drifted before the gale ; Again the signal rose; Joy and Pleasure the beacon hail, Love's ashy cheek becomes less pale As clearer and brighter it glows. 'T was Hope who fired the beacon high, And she came with her anchor of rest, And Faith, who raised towards heaven her eye, Spoke peace to the storm of the troubled sky, And calm to the weary breast. And Charity came with her robe of light, And she led the wanderers home, She warmed them and wept o'er the woes of the nteht. >*nd she welcomed them in with a smile so bright, That Pleasure forgot to roam. 228 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. And she led thfem to Religion's shrine, Where Hope was humbly kneeling, And there the tears of Joy did shine With a light more dazzling, more divine, They were mingled with tears of feeling. There Love's wild wings shone calmly bright, As over the altar he waved them ; There Pleasure folded her pinions light, And fondly gazed with a sacred delight On the scroll which Charity gave them MY LAST FAREWELL TO MY HARP And must we part 1 yes, part for ever I'll waken thee again no, never; Silence shall chain thee cold and drear, And thou shalt calmly slumber here. Unhallowed was the eye that gazed Upon the lamp which brightly blazed, The lamp which never can expire, The undying, wild, poetic fire. And Oh ! unhallowed was the tongue Which boldly and uncouthly sung ; I bless'd the hour when o'er my soul, Thy magic numbers gently stole, And o'er it threw those heavenly strains, Which since have bound my heart in chains ; Those wild, those witching numbers still Will o'er my widow'd bosom steal. POETICAL REMAINS. 229 I blest that hour, but Oh ! my heart, Thou and thy Lyre must part ; yes, part ; And this shall be my last farewell, This my sad bosom's latest knell. And here, my harp, we part for ever ; I '11 waken thee again, Oh ! never ; Silence shall chain thee cold and drear And thou shalt calmly slumber here. 19* SPECIMENS OF PROSE COMPOSITION, (Ml) COLUMBUS. i Written in her sixteenth year.) WHAT must have been the feelings of Christopher Columbus, when, for the first time, he knelt and clasped his hands, in gratitude, upon the shores of his newly-discovered world? Year after year has rolled away ; war, famine, and fire have alternately swept the face of that country ; the hand of tyranny hath oppressed it; the footstep of the slave hath wearily trodden it ; the blood of the slaughtered hath dyed it ; the tears of the wretched have bedewed it ; still, even at this remote period, every feeling bosom will delight to dwell upon this brilliant era in the life of the per severing adventurer. At that moment, his name was stamped upon the records of history for ever; at that moment, doubt, fear, arid anxiety fled, for his foot had pressed upon the threshold of the promised land. The bosom of Columbus hath long since ceased to beat its hopes, its fears, its projects, sleep, with him, the long and dreamless slumber of the grave; but while there remains one generous pulsation in the human breast, his name and his memory will be held sacred. When the cold dews of uncertainty stood upon his brow ; when he beheld nothing but the wide heavens above, the boundless waters beneath and around him; himself and his companions in that little bark, the only beings upon the endless world of sky and ocean (233) 234 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. when he looked back and thought upon his native land; when he looked forward, and in vain traversed the liquid desert, for some spot upon which to fix the aching eye of anxiety; oh! say, amidst all these dan gers, these uncertainties, whence came that high, un bending hope, which still soared onward to the world before him 1 ? whence that undying patience, that more than mortal courage, which forbade his cheek to blanch amid the storm, or his heart to recoil in the dark and silent hour of midnight 1 ? It was from God it was of God His Spirit overshadowed the adventurer ! By day, an unseen cloud directed him by night, a bril liant, but invisible column moved before him, gleam ing athwart the boundless waste of waters. The winds watched over him, and the waves upheld him, for God was with him the whirlwind passed over his little bark, and left it still riding onward, in safety, towards its unknown harbour for the eye of Him who pierces the deep was fixed upon it. Columbus had hoped, feared, and had been disap pointed ; he had suffered long and patiently he had strained every faculty, every nerve ; he had pledged his very happiness upon the discovery of an unknown land ; and what must have been the feelings of his soul, when, at length bending over that very land, his grateful bosom offered its tribute of praise and thanks giving to the Being who had guarded and guided him through death and danger 1 He beheld the bitter smile of scorn and derision fade before the reality of that vision, which had been ridiculed and mocked at ; he thought upon the thousand obstacles which he had surmounted ; he thought upon those who had regarded him as a self-devoted enthusiast, a visionary madman, and his full heart throbbed in gratitude to Him whose Spirit had inspired him, whose voice had sent him forth, and whose arm had protected him. ALPHONSO. 235 ALPHONSO IN SEARCH OF LEARNING. AN ALLEGORY. (Written in her eleventh year.) EARLY one morning Alphonso set out in search of Learning. He travelled over barren heaths and over rocks, and was often obliged to ford rivers, -which seemed almost impassable ; at last, completely ex hausted, and at a loss what road to take, he sat down desponding by the side of a rapid river. Soon a pas senger approached with whom Alphonso entered into conversation, and a L length asked him where he was going. I am, replied the stranger, seeking Fame, and already by her trump has my name been sounded in her courts. She has promised to immortalize my name; follow me, and you shall richly reap the reward of your labour, /also, answered Alphonso, have a road to pursue, which leads to Fame, but it is through Learning that I must reach her courts, and then shall I enjoy the fruits of my toil, in proportion to the hardships with which I have acquired it. Can you tell me where she can be found 1 You see, replied the stranger, yonder hills which rise one upon the other, as far as the eye extends ; far, far beyond them, whose every precipice you have to climb, Learning resides. Her temple is pleasant, but few there are who gain it ; many, indeed, have gone beyond these foremost hills, but stumbling, they have been dashed to pieces on the rocks, but still they have had the reputation of having reached her temple, and their names are recorded in the roll of Fame. Thus 236 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. saying, the stranger proceeded on his journey, and left Alphonso in doubt whether to pursue the danger ous road of which the stranger had warned him, or to follow him to more easily acquired fame. At last Wisdom came to his assistance, and he re solved not to give up his search after Learning. He proceeded therefore, and had reached the foot of the hill, when he was met by another person, who inquired whither he was going ? I am in pursuit of Learning, replied Alphonso. What ! do you intend climbing yonder rugged and tiresome hill? I do, answered Alphonso. Indolence is my companion, said the stranger : I found her in yonder valley. I toiled not for her, and without toil, I enjoy ease ; on the other hand, Learning cannot be obtained without labour ; go with me, and you shall enjoy life. Alphonso, partly fatigued with his long walk, and partly discouraged by the rugged appearance of the hill, consented. After walking on sometime in a beautiful valley, Alphonso began to dis cover that his new companion was flat and insipid, that he had exhausted all his little fund of knowledge in the beginning of their journey, and that he now scarcely said anything. Thus continuing dissatisfied, not with the path, but with the companion he had, they entered a beautiful meadow, in which there was an arbour, called the arbour of Indolence, and there they lay down to rest ; but before Alphonso slept, a warning voice sounded in his ear, " awake, for de struction is at hand." He heeded it not, and with his senses slept his conscience. When they arose to pursue their journey, a tempest gathered ; thick clouds were in the heavens, all was black. Night's sable mantle was thrown over the horizon, and only now and then a flash of lightning, attended with a dreadful thunderbolt, showed them ALPHONSO. 207 both the dead waters of oblivion ; near them was the path which slides the unhappy deluded mortal down to its deep and noisome bed. Alphonso's conductor, who had before appeared cer tain of being on safe ground, trembled and turned pale when he found himself in the fatai path. Alphonso was on the brink ! He receded ; his flesh grew cold, his eyeballs glared, and his hair stood on end. Pre sently he heard a low plashing of the dead waters of oblivion ; they closed with a sullen roar over the un happy sufferer, and all was silent. This is the end of the careless votary of Indolence, thought Alphonso, as he turned from the dead waters of the lake. Let this be a lesson to me ! He stood in deep perplexity some time, not daring to turn back, and he knew it would be certain death to proceed ; but suddenly the clouds dispersed, the air was calm, and all was silent; he blessed the returning light, and with new vigour, passed on his way in search of Learning. He was overjoyed, when he found him self out of the fatal vale of Indolence. Again he viewed those hills which so discouraged him when they met his eye before, but now they ap peared to him with a far different aspect, as he traced over them the path to Learning's happy temple. He began his journey anew, and as he proceeded, the ascent was easier. When he reached the top of the hill, a few faint rays of the bright sun of Learning warmed his heart, and though faint, it was sufficient to kindle the slumbering fire of hope in his bosom. After he had reached the valley below, he saw a person crossing on the opposite side, with a light step, and an open ingenuous countenance. Alphonso stopped him, and inquired, why he did not ascend the hill before him ? Because, said the stranger, " I seek Truth, and she dwells in the simple 20 238 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. vale of Innocence ; at her court there is no pomp, but there is peace ; she discloses her name to all ; some revile her, others say she is of no use to the world, that they are always as victorious without her assist ance as with it. Her followers scarce ever suffer from the imputations of the vile, when they hold fast upon her garments. I can possess Truth and Inno cence without Learning." Here the travellers parted Alphonso to ascend the hill, the stranger to the vale of Innocence. Without a companion in his solitary journey; with no one to assist him on his way ; no one to raise him if he stumbled, Alphonso pursued his toilsome course. At length, casting his eyes to the top of the hill, he perceived standing on its summit a figure stretching out one hand to assist him, the other rested on an an chor, arid a bright beam played around her brow. Alphonso hastened to ascend the hill, and when he approached, he clasped the outstretched hand of Hope, for that was the name of the fair form, and imprinted it with kisses. Hope smiled affectionately upon him, and with these encouraging words addressed him : " Alphonso ! I come to conduct you to the temple of Learning ; you have overcome alone the greatest obstacles, you shall now have a conductor." As they came to frightful precipices, where un fortunate mortals had been dashed headlong, for dating to approach too near its edge, Hope would catch his hand and conduct him to safer ground. At last, through many difficulties, hazards, and reproaches, Alphonso came in sight of the temple of Learning. The sun was just sinking, and it illumed the edges of the fleecy floating clouds with a golden hue. Its last beam played upon the glittering spire of the temple ; Alphonso could scarce believe his eyes, They reached ALPHONSO. 239 the threshold. After so many toils, so many dangers, he had now acquired the object of his hopes. They stood a moment, when the door was opened by a grave-looliing old man, who heartily welcomed them to the temple. As they entered, all was light: it burst upon his sight like some enchanted scene, where none but astherial beings dwell. Irresistibly he cast his eyes up to the nave of the spacious hall, and beheld Learning seated upon a throne of gold A bright sun emitted its cheering rays above his head. In one hand she held a globe, in the other a pen. Books were piled up in great order here, and in an other place they were strewn in wild profusion. Ten of her favourite disciples were ranged on either hand, the swift-winged Genius with his beloved companion Fancy were seated at her right hand, and often did Genius cast an approving smile at the mistress of his heart and actions ; she who had tamed the wild spirit of his temper, and taught it to follow in gentler, softer, and sweeter murmurs. Hope now conducted Alphonso to the throne of Learning. She smiled as he humbly kneeled at her footstool, and taking a laurel from the hand of the de lighted and willing Genius, she crowned the brow of the elated Alphonso. Fancy for a moment deserted the side of Genius and hovered over his laurel-crowned brow ; then clapping her wings in delight, she again resumed her former station. Learning stretched forth her hand to him ; arise, said she, you are destined by fate to fill this long vacant seat. Alphonso kissed the outstretched hand, and gratefully took his seat at the side of Learning. 240 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. SENSIBILITY. lie this delicate emotion of the human mind there is a mixture of danger and delight ; it may be indulged moderately, with pleasure to its possessor, but uncon trolled, it brings in its train a succession of ideal mise ries, and sensations of acute pain or exquisite delight. It often causes the heart to shrink with sensitive horror from difficulties in the path of life slightly no ticed, or scarcely perceptible to the mind well governed by reason, or fortified by principle. Lively sensi bility may be considered as the key-stone of the heart: it often unguardedly unlocks the treasures confided to its care, and pouring forth the full tide of feeling, the warmest impulses of the soul are wasted upon trifles or squandered on objects insignificant to the eye of reason, and frequently exposes the feeling heart to contempt and ridicule. Deep and delicate sensibility, that feeling of the soul which shrinks from observation and pours itself forth in secret calm retirement, must certainly by its dignity and sacred character cause feelings of reverence foi its possessor. Jesus wept over the grave of his de parted friend, his sensibility was aroused, and he shed tears of sorrow over the dark wreck of a once noble fabric in the mouldering remnants of mortality before him. His prophetic soul gazed upon wide scenes of future desolation. He felt for the miseries of mankind ; he pitied their folly and wept over the final destruc tion of the human frame, undermined by sin and borne down by death. THE HOLY WRITINGS. 241 THE HOLY WRITINGS. THROUGH the whole of this sacred volume may be traced the finger of a God ! It is overshadowed by his arm, and his spirit walks forth in the sublimity of his commandments. What are the mad revilings of the scoffer? They are like burning coals which fall back upon the head of him who hurled them, leaving the object of his rage uninjured. What are the most philosophic works of mankind when placed in com parison with it ? They sink into nothing. What are the brilliant shafts of human wit when directed against it ? They are as the gilded wing of the butterfly, flut tering feebly against the nervous, the resistless pinion of an eagle. What are all the immense magazines of learning beside it, but a boundless heap of chaff? Yes; the vast edifices of human knowledge reared by the restless hand of ingenuity, and bedecked with all the gaudy trappings of eloquence, crumble into dust and fall prostrate in its presence, as did the hea then idol before the ark of the living God ! Do we ask eloquence? Where can it be found more pure than from the mouth of him whose voice of mercy is a murmur, and whose anger speaks in wrathful thunders? Do we ask sublimity? The eagle in its flight toward heaven is less sublime than the hallowed words of its Maker. Do we ask sim plicity ? What is more touchingly so, than the lan guage of the sacred volume? Do we ask sweetness or tenderness ? The breath of summer is less sweet than the Almighty's offered mercies. The fabled bird which sheds her blood for the nourishment of 20* 242 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. her innocent offspring, is cruel in comparison with him, who bled, who died, for those who cursed and tortured him. Do we ask grandeur, wildness or strength ? Look there ! there upon the law of him whose very self is grandeur, whose glance is light ning, and whose arm is strength. The hand of the impious and the envious may hurl the dust of derision upon this sacred volume still, it will shine on, brighter and brighter, while time shall be! CHARITY. 243 CrfARITY. THE sacred volume exhorts us to Charity. How carefully then should we cherish this kindly feeling, this spark from the fountain of life, that it may beam forth undimmed, and with its pure and friendly light, cast a ray over our many imperfections, in that day when all will stand in need of mercy and forbear ance ! It is not the bare distribution of alms to the needy and suffering beggar, it is not the pompous offerings of opulence to the shrinking child of poverty, which constitutes true charity ; no ; it is to be understood in a far wider sense ; it is forbearing to join with the multitude, when trampling upon a fallen fellow-crea ture. It is the voice of charity which pleads for the wretched and the penitent, which raises the prostrate, and whispers forgiveness for the past, and hope for the future. It is her hand which pours the balm of consolation into the lacerated bosom of the returning wanderer ; who dares not look back upon the past, and whose heart shrinks as it meets the cold and averted glances of those, who in the hour of its pride had bowed before it. We are all liable to err. Let us make the situation of the suffering penitent our own. Where are the friends we had fondly fancied ours 1 fled, as from the breath of pestilence, and we are desolate; left with the arrow of adversity rankling in our bosoms, like the stricken deer by the selfish herd, to perish in soli tude and wretchedness. There is no heart so hardened and depraved, thai 244 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. it will not, when the soft voice of charity whispers peace and forgiveness, yield like wax beneath the hand which stamps it. Then is the moment to im press upon it the sacred precepts of virtue, and to place the bright rewards of penitence before it. " Let us then do as we would that others should do unto us ;" have mercy upon the fallen, and stretch forth the hand of charity to the suffering and the penitent. REMARKS ON THE IMMORALITY OF THE STAGE. WHY is it that the ear of modesty must be shocked by the indelicacy and immorality which obstinately clings to the stage, that vehicle of good or evil, that splendid engine whose movements may shed a halo of brilliancy around it, or leave behind the blackened traces of its desolating progress ? Can the eye of innocence gaze even upon the mimic characters of vice, or the ear of delicacy become familiarized to the rude and boisterous, or the more dangerously subtle insinuations of depravity, without quitting the fascinating scene less fastidious in its feel ings, less sensible to the bold intrusions of barefaced wickedness ? No : though the change be slow and almost imperceptible, still it will not be the less certain, the fata] poison will creep to the very vitals of virtue, and stamp deep stains upon the spotless tablet of inno cence. Must then all that is bright and pure be shut out from those scenes of fascination, and delight ? Must that very purity which should be cherished and guard ed as a sacred deposit, be converted into a chain CONTEMPLATION OF THE HEAVENS. 245 wherewith to shackle the amusements of its possessor? Would not the frequent indulgence of this amusement, be holding forth a strong temptation to those who are but partially fortified in the principles of rectitude to overleap the crumbling ill-formed barrier, and plunge at once into the boundless ocean of vice and immo rality 1 Oh why will not authors, those helmsmen in the mighty vessel of improvement, dash the countless stains from the charts which they are holding to our eyes, and transform their blackened pages to pure, spotless records of truth and virtue 1 Then we should no longer mark the blush of offended modesty mantling the cheek of sensibility, or the frown of dis approbation clouding the pure brow of refinement and morality. The stage would then become the guardian and the friend, instead of the fell destroyer of all that is pure and virtuous in the human breast. CONTEMPLATION OF THE HEAVENS. To count the glittering millions of the sky, to mar shal them in bright array before us, to mark the bril liant traces of a Creator's presence, the foot-prints of the Deity, is a hallowed and sublime employment of the soul ; for being insensibly led onward from gazing upon the portals of heaven, the wonderful threshold of God's wide pavilion, it dares to lift itself in pure and unearthly communion, with the Holy Spirit that in habits there, and to bow in adoration and praise be fore the great I AM. To a feeling mind, the heavens unroll a vast vol ume, filled with subjects of wonder, love, and praise. 246 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. Wonder, at the inconceivable majesty and goodness of the great Creator of so vast, so splendid a system; love, for his condescension in deigning to bend his at tention to so insignificant a creature as man, even in the meridian of his earthly glory; and praise, for his unchangeable benevolence, infinite wisdom, and per fection. What hand but that of a God could have formed the wide solar system above us? what voice but that of Him who created them, could bid the starry millions move on for thousands of ages in one unbro ken and unceasing march ? The lights of heaven are bright and beautiful, still they are but feeble beams from the everlasting fountain of splendour, or wander ing sparks of Heaven's dazzling glory. Well indeed might Zoroaster, in the enthusiasm of his heart, wor ship the fires of Heaven as parts of that ineffable ana never-dying spirit which animates and lives in all, through all eternity. In the dark ages of superstition and bigotry, was it strange that he should turn in disgust from the sacri fices of blood, from horrid images the disgraceful pro ductions of weak bewildered minds, to a fount of pure, unchanging, living light, to the brilliant fires above him, holding their unbroken paths through Heaven, pointing to God's throne, and whispering to the heart of something still more bright, more beautiful and holy? THE ORIGIN OF CHIVALRY. 24~ THE ORIGIN OF CHIVALRY. When society first began to form itself, rank and authority became necessary to subdue the wi^d and impetuous passions which raged unbridled in the savage bosom of man ; oppression and vassalage first appeared in the form of feudal government, each family looked up to its head, as each kingdom does now, to his sovereign, his will was absolute, and his power unbounded in his castle and dominions. In this way the rights of man were partially se cured, the vassal was bound to serve and succour his lord in the hour of danger, as it was that lord's duty to support and protect his serf; but in those ruae and barbarous ages, where was weak and helpless woman to find a shelter from the wild and lawless multitude 1 and what tribunal was there to which she could appeal if injured ? when man was contending with man for superiority, or right, where could she fly for redress? could the feeble voice of woman be heard amid the uproar ? no ! but it arose, though in murmurs, to the ear of oer Maker, and that very evil which menaced her destruction, proved her blessing. In the dark ages of the world, woman held not that rank in society which a more enlightened age has allotted her ; she was deemed merely the slave of man's tyrannical will, the tool of his pleasure too weak to defend herself, and too insignificant to claim the protection of the lords of the creation. As the sun of Religion arose upon the world, the dark clouds of contention arose with its light, arms were the arguments which were unanimously chosen to decide every controversy ; the sword was the test of 248 LUCRETIA MARIA DAVIDSON. merit, and the hand which wielded it with the great est dexterity was chosen to direct the community. The youthful soldier, ardent and enthusiastic, was ever in search of some object on which to display his valour : the fair sex at length caught and fixed his attention, tournaments and feats of arms were instituted to display his devotion to the cause of beauty and virtue in distress, and love and religion were blended love became wildly romantic, religion was enthusiastically venerated the name of woman was held as sacred as that of religion, and both, as dear to the heart of every knight-errant as that of the idol, Honour ! they were blended with each other the passions held the reins, and religion, though contemplated with enthusiasm, was too often made to bow before the shrine of love and romance. THE BMi>. THE LATE MARGARET MILLER DAVIDSON BIOGRAPHY AND POETICAL REMAINS OP THE LATH MARGARET MILLER DAVIDSON. BY WASHINGTON IRVING. 1'hou WRrt unfit to dwell with clay. For sin loo pure, for earth (oo bright ! And Death, who call'd thee hence away, Plac'd on his brow a fern of light ! MARGARET TO HER SISTFB SI Neto ISfcftfon, tebfseS. BOSTON: PHILLIPS, SAMPSON. AND COMPANY. NEW YORK: J. C. DERBY. 1855. ENTERED, according to the Act of Congress, in the year one thousand eight hundred and forty-one, by WASHINGTON IRVING., in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York CONTENTS. BIOGRAPHY Page 17 REMAINS 114 A Tale, written at the age of fifteen 115 POETICAL REMAINS 131 To my Mother 131 Pride and Modesty 131 Versification of the Twenty-third Psalm 133 To Brother L 134 For Mamma 134 To Mamma 134 To a Flower 135 Stanzas 136 Essay on Nature 136 Home 137 The Majesty of God 137 From the Forty-second Psalm 137 Hymn of the Fire- Worshippers 138 Enigma 139 To a Little Cousin at Christmas 139 On reading Childe Harold 140 Invocation 140 1* :1 xiv CONTENTS. Christmas Hymn 140 Evening 14] Enigma 141 To the Deity 142 To my Sister Lucretia 143 Prophecy 143 Enigma 144 Essay on the Sacred Writings 144 The Destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah 145 Versification from Ossian 146 To my dear Mamma 146 On the Death of Mrs. F. H. Webb 147 To the Evening Star 148 To my Father 149 On Nature 149 To the Infidel 151 On the Mind 152 On the Hope of my Brother's Return 153 To my Mother 154 Boabdil el Chico's Farewell to Granada 155 The Shunamite 161 Belshazzar's Feast 165 To my Mother on Christmas Day 168 On visiting the Panorama of Geneva 169 The Funeral Bell 169 Lines on receiving a Blank-book from my Mother .... 170 To Fancy 171 Invocation to Spring 172 From the One Hundred and Thirty-ninth Psalm 173 Stanzas 173 Letter to a Poetical Correspondent 174 CONTENTS. XV Stanzas 176 Versification from Ossian , . . . 177 To the Muse, after my Brother's Death 179 Lines on hearing some Passages read from Mrs. Hemans' " Records of Woman," 180 An Appeal for the Blind 180 The Smiles of Nature 183 On a Rose received from Miss Sedgwick 185 The Church-Going Bell 187 Fragment 187 Fragment 188 On returning to Ballston 189 Twilight 191 On the Departure of a Brother 192 Lines written after reading Accounts of the Death of Martyrs 193 On reading Cowper's Poems 194 Stanzas 195 Fragment 196 Imitation of a Scotch Ballad 196 Ere Thou didst Form 197 A Fragment 198 Fragment of the Spectre Bridegroom 198 Elegy upon Leo, an old House-Dog 202 Morning 203 Lines written after she herself began to fear that her disease was past remedy 203 To my Old Home at Pittsburgh 205 Fame 205 On my Mother's Fiftieth Birthday 206 The Storm hath Passed By 207 xvi CONTENTS. Epitaph on a Young Robin 207 To a Moonbeam 208 Evening 209 A Poetical Letter to Henrietta 211 Lines on seeing some Fragments from the Tomb of Virgil 212 A Short Sketch of the most important ideas contained in Cousin's "Introduction to the History of Philosophy." 213 Brief Notes from Cousin's Philosophy 214 LENORE.. . 215 BIOGRAPHY OF MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. THE reading world has long set a cherishing value on the name of Lucretia Davidson, a lovely American girl, who, after giving early promise of rare poetic excellence, was snatched from existence in the seventeenth year of her age. An interesting biography of her by President Morse of the American Society of Arts, was published shortly after her death ; another has since appeared from the classic pen of Miss Sedgwick, and her name has derived additional celebrity in Great Britain from an able article by Robert Southey, Inserted some years since in the London Quarterly Review. An intimate acquaintance in early life with some of the relatives of Miss Davidson had caused me, while in Europe, to read with great interest every thing concerning her ; when, therefore, in 1833, about a year after my return to the United States, I was told, while in New York, that Mrs. Davidson, the mother of the deceased, was in the city and desirous of consulting me about a new edition of her daughter's works, I lost no time in waiting upon her. Her appearance corresponded with the interesting idea given of her in her daughter's biog raphy ; she was feeble and emaciated, and supported by pillows in an easy chair, but there were the lingerings of grace and beauty in her form and features, and her eye still gleamed with intelligence and sensibility. While conversing with her on the subject of her daughter's works, I observed a young girl, apparently not more than eleven years of age, moving quietly about her; occasionally arranging a pillow, and at the same time listening earnestly to our conversation. There was an intellectual beauty about 18 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. this child that struck me ; and that was heightened by a blushing diffidence when Mrs. Davidson presented her to me as her daughter Margaret. Shortly afterwards, on her leaving the room, her mother, seeing that she had attracted my atten tion, spoke of her as having evinced the same early poetical talent that had distinguished her sister, and as evidence, showed me several copies of verses remarkable for such a child. On further inquiry I found that she had very nearly the same moral and physical constitution, and was prone to the same feverish excitement of the mind, and kindling of the imagination that had acted so powerfully on the fragile frame of her sister Lucretia. I cautioned the mother, therefore, against fostering her poetic vein, and advised such studies and pursuits as would tend to strengthen her judgment, calm and regulate the sensibilities, and enlarge that common senso which is the only safe foundation for all intellectual super, structure. I found Mrs. Davidson fully aware of the importance of such a course of treatment, and disposed to pursue it, but saw at the same time that she would have difficulty to carry it into effect ; having to contend with the additional excitement produced in the mind of this sensitive little being by the example of her sister, and the intense enthusiasm she evinced concerning her. Three years elapsed before I again saw the subject of this memoir. She was then residing with her mother at a rural retreat in the neighbourhood of New York. The interval that had elapsed had rapidly developed the powers of her mind, and heightened the loveliness of her person, but my apprehensions had been verified. The soul was wearing out the body. Preparations were making to take her on a tour for the benefit of her health, and her mother appeared to flatter herself that it might prove efficacious ; but when I noticed the fragile delicacy of her form, the hectic bloom of her cheek, and the almost unearthly lustre of her eye, I felt convinced that she was not long for this world ; in truth, she already appeared more spiritual than mortal. We parted, and I never saw her more. Within three years afterwards, a number of manuscripts were placed in my hands, as all that was left of her. They were accompanied by copious memoranda concerning her, furnished by her mother at my request. From these I have digested and arranged the fol- owing particulars, adopting in many places the original BIOGRAPHY. 19 manuscript, without alteration. In fact, the narrative will be found almost as illustrative of the character of the mother as of the child; they were singularly identified in taste, feelings, and pursuits ; tenderly entwined together by maternal and filial affection ; they reflected an inexpressibly touching grace and interest upon each other by this holy relationship, and, to my mind, it would be marring one of the most beautiful and affecting groups in the history of modern literature, to sunder them. Margaret Miller Davidson, the youngest daughter of Dr. Oliver and Mrs. Margaret Davidson, was born at the family residence on Lake Champlain, in the village of Plattsburgh, on the 26th of March, 1823. She evinced fragility of con stitution from her very birth. Her sister Lucretia, whose brief poetical career has been so celebrated in literary history, was her early and fond attendant, and some of her most popu lar lays were composed with the infant sporting in her arms. She used to gaze upon her little sister with intense delight, and, remarking the uncommon brightness and beauty of her eyes, would exclaim, " She must, she will be a poet !" The exclamation was natural enough in an enthusiastic girl who regarded every thing through the medium of her ruling pas sion ; but it was treasured up by her mother, and considered almost prophetic. Lucretia did not live to see her prediction verified. Her brief sojourn upon earth was over before Mar garet was quite two years and a half old ; yet to use her mother's fond expressions, " On ascending to the skies, it seemed as if her poetic mantle fell like a robe of light on her infant sister." Margaret, from the first dawnings of intellect, gave evidence of being no common child : her ideas and expressions were not like those of other children, and often startled by their precocity. Her sister's death had made a strong impression on her, and, though so extremely young, she already under stood and appreciated Lucretia's character. An evidence of this, and of the singular precocity of thought and expression just noticed, occurred but a few months afterwards. As Mrs. Davidson was seated, at twilight, conversing with a female friend, Margaret entered the room with a light elastic step, for which she was remarked. " That child never walks," said the lady ; then turning to her, " Ma'garet, where are you flying now?" said she. 20 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " To heaven !" replied she, pointing up with her finger " to meet my sister Lucretia, when I get my new wings." " Your new wings ! When will you get them ?" " Oh soon, very soon ; and then I shall fly !" " She loved," says her mother, " to sit hour after hour on a cushion at my feet, her little arms resting upon my lap, and her full dark eyes fixed upon mine, listening to anecdotes of her sister's life and details of the events which preceded her death, often exclaiming, while her face beamed with mingled emotions, ' Oh mamma, I will try to fill her place ! Oh teach me to be like her !' " Much of Mrs. Davidson's time was now devoted to her daily instruction ; noticing, however, her lively sensibility, tho rapid developement of her mind, and her eagerness for know ledge, her lessons were entirely oral, for she feared for the present to teach her to read, lest by too early and severe application, she should injure her delicate frame. She had nearly attained her fourth year before she was taught to spell. Ill health then obliged Mrs. Davidson, for the space of a year, to entrust her tuition to a lady in Canada, a valued friend, who had other young girls under her care. When she re- turned home she could read fluently, and had commenced lessons in writing. It was now decided that she should not be placed in any public seminary, but that her education should be conducted by her mother. The task was rendered delightful by the docility of the pupil ; by her affectionate feelings, and quick kindling sensibilities. This maternal in struction, while it kept her apart from the world, and fostered a singular purity and innocence of thought, contributed greatly to enhance her imaginative powers, for the mother partook largely of the poetical temperament of the child ; it was, in fact, one poetical spirit ministering to another. Among the earliest indications of the poetical character in this child were her perceptions of the beauty of natural scenery. Her home was in a picturesque neighbourhood, calculated to awaken and foster such perceptions. The fol lowing description of it is taken from one of her own writings : "There stood on the banks of the Saranac a small neat cot tage, which peeped forth from the surrounding foliage, the image of rural quiet and contentment. An old-fashioned oiazza extended along the front, shaded with vines and honey suckles ; the turf on the bank of the river was of the richest and brightest emerald ; and the wild rose and sweet briar, BIOGRAPHY. 21 which twined over the neat enclosure, seemed to bloom with more delicate freshness and perfume within the bounds of this earthly paradise. The scenery around was wildly yet beau tifully romantic ; the clear blue river glancing and sparkling at its feet, seemed only as a preparation for another and more magnificent view, when the stream, gliding on to the west was buried in the broad white bosom of Champlain, which stretched back wave after wave in the distance, until lost in faint blue mists that veiled the sides of its guardian mountains, seeming more lovely from their indistinctness." Such were the natural scenes which presented themselves to her dawning perceptions, and she is said to have evinced from her earliest childhood, a remarkable sensibility to their charms. A beautiful tree, or shrub, or flower, would fill her with delight ; she would note with surprising discrimination the various effects of the weather upon the surrounding land scape ; the mountains wrapped in clouds ; the torrents roaring down their sides in times of tempest ; the " bright warm sun shine," the " cooling showers," the " pale cold moon," for such was already her poetical phraseology. A bright starlight night, -also, would seem to awaken a mysterious rapture in her infant bosom, and one of her early expressions in speaking of the stars was, that they " shone like the eyes of angels." One of the most beautiful parts of the maternal instruction was in guiding these kindling perceptions from nature up to nature's God. " I cannot say," observes her mother, " at what age her religious impressions were imbibed. They seemed to be inter woven with her existence. From the very first exercise of reason she evinced strong devotional feelings, and although she loved play, she would at any time prefer seating herself beside me, and, with every faculty absorbed in the subject, listen while I attempted to recount the wonders of Providence, and point out the wisdom and benevolence of God, as mani fested in the works of creation. Her young heart would swell with rapture, and the tear would tremble in her eye, when I explained to her, that he who clothed the trees with verdure, and gave the rose its bloom, had also created her with capaci ties to enjoy their beauties : that the same power which clothed the mountains with sublimity, made her happiness his daily care. Thus a sentiment of gratitude and affection towards the Creator entered into all her emotions of delight at the wonders and beauties of creation." 2 22 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. There is nothing more truly poetical than religion when properly inculcated, and it will be found that this early piety, thus amiably instilled, had the happiest effect upon her through out life ; elevating and ennobling her genius ; lifting her above every thing gross and sordid ; attuning her thoughts to pure and lofty themes ; heightening rather than impairing her en joyments, and at all times giving an ethereal lightness to her spirit. To use her mother's words, " she was like a bird on the wing, her fairy form scarcely seemed to touch the earth as she passed." She was at times in a kind of ecstasy from the excitement of her imagination and the exuberance of her pleasurable sensations. In such moods every object of natural beauty inspired a degree of rapture, always mingled with a feeling of gratitude to the Being " who had made so many beautiful things for her." In such moods too her little heart would overflow with love to all around ; indeed, adds her mother, to love and be beloved was necessary to her existence. Private prayer became a habit with her at a very early age ; it was almost a spontaneous expression of her feelings, the breathings of an affectionate and delighted heart. " By the time she was six years old," says Mrs. Davidson, " her language assumed an elevated tone, and her mind seemed filled with poetic imagery, blended with veins of religious thought. At this period I was chiefly confined to my room by debility. She was my companion and friend, and, as the greater part of my time was devoted to her instruction, she advanced rapidly in her studies. She read not only well, but elegantly. Her love of reading amounted almost to a passion, and her intelligence surpassed belief. Strangers viewed with astonishment a child little more than six years old reading with enthusiastic delight Thomson's Seasons, the Pleasures of Hope, Cowper's Task, the writings of Milton, Byron, and Scott, and marking, with taste and discrimination, the pas sages which struck her. The sacred writings were her daily studies; with her little Bible on her lap, she usually seated herself near me, and there read a chapter from the holy volume. This was a duty which she was taught not to per form lightly, and we have frequently spent two hours in read ing and remarking upon the contents of a chapter." A tendency to " lisp in numbers," was observed in her about this time. She frequently made little impromptus in rhyme, without seeming to be conscious that there was any hing peculiar in the habit. On one occasion, while standing BIOGRAPHY. 23 by a window at which her mother was seated, and looking out upon a lovely landscape, she exclaimed " See those lofty, those grand trees ; Their high tops waving in the breeze ; They cast their shadows on the ground, And spread their fragrance all around." Her mother, who had several times been struck by little rhyming ejaculations of the kind, now handed her writing implements, and requested her to write down what she had just uttered. She appeared surprised at the request, but complied ; writing it down as if it had been prose, without arranging it in a stanza, or commencing the lines with capitals ; not seeming aware that she had rhymed. The notice attracted to this impromptu, however, had its effect, whether for good or for evil. From that time she wrote some scraps of poetry, or rather rhyme, every day, which would be treasured up with delight by her mother, who watched with trembling, yet almost fascinated anxiety, these premature blossomings of poetic fancy. On another occasion, towards sunset, as Mrs. Davidson was seated by the window of her bed-room, little Margaret ran in, greatly excited, exclaiming that there was an awful thundergust rising, and that the clouds were black as midnight. " I gently drew her to my bosom," says Mrs. Davidson, "and after I had soothed her agitation, she seated herself at my feet, laid her head in my lap, and gazed at the rising storm. As the thunder rolled, she clung closer to my knees, and when the tempest burst in all its fury, I felt her tremble. I passed my arms round her, but soon found it was not fear that agitated her. Her eyes kindled as she watched the war ring elements, until, extending her hand, she exclaimed, "The lightning plays along the sky, The thunder rolls and bursts from high ! Jehovah's voice amid the storm I heard methinks I see his form, As riding on the clouds of even, He spreads his glory o'er the heaven. This likewise her mother made her write down at the instant ; thus giving additional impulse to this growing inclina tion. I shall select one more instance of this early facility at numbers, esprcially as it involves a case of conscience, credit able to her early powers of self-examination. She had been 24 MISS TMARGARET DAVIDSON. reproved by her mother for some trifling act of disobedience but aggravated her fault by attempting to justify it ; she was therefore, banished to her bed-room until she should become sensible of her error. Two hours elapsed, without her evincing any disposition to yield : on the contrary, she persisted in vindicating her conduct, and accused her mother of injustice. Mrs. Davidson mildly reasoned with her; entreated her to examine the spirit by which she was actuated ; placed before her the example of our Saviour in submitting to the will of his parents ; and, exhorting her to pray to God to assist her, and to give her meekness and humility, left her again to her reflections. " An hour or two afterwards," says Mrs. Davidson, " she desired I would admit her. I sent word that, when she was in a proper frame of mind I would be glad to see her. The little creature came in, bathed in tears, threw her arms round my neck, and sobbing violently, put into my hands the fol lowing verses : " Forgiven by my Saviour dear, For all the wrongs I 've done, What other wish could I have here? Alas there yet is one. 1 know my God has pardon' d me, I know he loves me still ; I wish forgiven I may be, By her I 've used so ill. Good resolutions I have made, And thought I loved my Lord ; But ah! I trusted in myself, And broke my foolish word. But give me strength, oh Lord, to trust For help alone in thee ; Thou know'st my inmost feelings best, Oh teach me to obey." We have spoken of the buoyancy of Margaret's feelings, and the vivid pleasure she received from external objects ; she entered, however, but little into the amusements of the lew children with whom she associated, nor did she take much delight in their society ; she was conscious of a difference between them and herself, but scarce knew in what it con sisted. Their sports seemed to divert for a while, but soon wearied her, and she would fly to a book, or seek the con versation of persons of maturer age and mind. Her highest pleasures were intellectual. She seemed to live in a world of her own creation, surrounded by the images of her own BIOGRAPHY. 25 fancy. Her own childish amusements had originality and freshness, and called into action the mental powers, so as to render them interesting to persons of all ages. If at play with her little dog or kitten, she would carry on imaginary dialogues between them ; always ingenious, and sometimes even brilliant. If her doll happened to be the plaything of the moment, it was invested with a character exhibiting know ledge of history, and all the powers of memory which a child can be supposed to exercise. Whether it was Mary Queen of Scots, or her rival, Elizabeth, or the simple cottage maiden, each character was maintained with propriety. In telling stories, (an amusement all children are fond of,) hers were always original, and of a kind calculated to elevate the minds of the children present, giving them exalted views of truth, honour, and integrity ; and the sacrifice of all selfish feelings to the happiness of others was illustrated in the heroine of her story. This talent for extemporaneous story-telling increased with exercise, until she would carry on a narrative for hours toge ther ; and in nothing was the precocity of her inventive powers more apparent than in the discrimination and individuality of her fictitious characters ; the consistency with which they were sustained ; the graphic force of her descriptions ; the elevation of her sentiments, and the poetic beauty of her imagery. This early gift caused her to be sought by some of the neighbours ; who would lead her unconsciously into an exer tion of her powers. Nothing was done by her from vanity or a disposition to " show off," but she would become excited by their attention and the pleasure they seemed to derive from her narration. When thus excited, a whole evening would be occupied by one of her stories ; and when the servant came to take her home, she would observe, in the phraseology of the magazines, " the story to be continued in our next." Between the age of six and seven she entered upon a course of English grammar, geography, history, and rhetoric, still under the direction and superintendence of her mother; but such was her ardour and application, that it was necessary to keep her in check, lest a too intense pursuit of knowledge should impair her delicate constitution. She was not required to commit her lessons to memory, but to give the substance of them in her own language, and to explain their purport f hus she learnt nothing by rote, but every thing understand 2* 26 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. ingly, and soon acquired a knowledge of the rudiments of English education. The morning lessons completed, the rest of the day was devoted to recreation ; occasionally sporting and gathering wild flowers on the banks of the Saranac ; though the extreme delicacy of her constitution prevented her taking as much exercise as her mother could have wished. In 1830 an English gentleman, who had been strongly in terested and affected by the perusal of the biography and writings of Lucretia Davidson, visited Plattsburgh, in the course of a journey from Quebec to New York, to see the place where she was born and had been buried. While there, he sought an interview with Mrs. Davidson, and his appear ance and deportment were such as at once to inspire respect and confidence. He had much to ask about the object of his literary pilgrimage, but his inquiries were managed with the most considerate delicacy. While he was thus conversing with Mrs. Davidson, the little Margaret, then about seven years of age, came tripping into the room, with a book in one hand and a pencil in the other. He was charmed with her bright intellectual countenance, but still more with finding that the volume in her hand was a copy of Thomson's Sea sons, in which she had been marking with a pencil the pas sages which most pleased her. He drew her to him ; his frank, winning manner soon banished her timidity ; he en gaged her in conversation, and found, to his astonishment, a counterpart of Lucretia Davidson before him. His visit was necessarily brief; but his manners, appearance, and conver sation, and, above all, the extraordinary interest with which he had regarded her, sank deep in the affectionate heart of the child, and inspired a friendship that remained one of her strongest attachments through the residue of her transient existence. The delicate state of her health this summer rendered it advisable to take her to the Saratoga Springs, the waters of which appeared to have a beneficial effect. After remaining here some time, she accompanied her parents to New York. It was her first visit to the city, and of course, fruitful of wonder and excitement ; a new world seemed to open before her; new scenes, new friends, new occupations, new sources of instruction and enjoyment; her young heart was overflow ing, and her head giddy with delight. To complete her hap piness, she again met with her English friend, whom she greeted with as much eagerness and joy as if he had been a BIOGRAPHY. 27 companion of her own age. He manifested the same interest in her that he had shown at Plattsburgh, and took great plea sure in accompanying her to many of the exhibitions and places of intellectual gratification of the metropolis, and mark ing their effects upon her fresh, unhackneyed feelings and intelligent mind. In company with him, she, for the first and only time in her life, visited the theatre. It was a scene of magic to her, or rather, as she said, like a " brilliant dream." She often recurred to it with vivid recollection, and the effect of it upon her imagination was subsequently apparent in the dramatic nature of some of her writings. One of her greatest subjects of regret on leaving New York, was the parting with her intellectual English friend; but she was consoled by his promising to pay Plattsburgh another visit, and to pass a few days there previous to his departure for England. Soon after returning to Plattsburgh, however, Mrs. Davidson received a letter from him saying that he was unexpectedly summoned home, and would have to defer his promised visit until his return to the United States. It was a severe disappointment to Margaret, who had con ceived for him an enthusiastic friendship remarkable in such a child. His letter was accompanied by presents of books and various tasteful remembrances, but the sight of them only augmented her affliction. She wrapped them all care fully in paper, and treasured them up in a particular drawer, where they were daily visited, and many a tear shed over them. The excursions to Saratoga and New York had improved her health, and given a fresh impulse to her mind. She re sumed her studies with great eagerness ; her spirits rose with mental exercise ; she soon was in one of her veins of intel lectual excitement. She read, she wrote, she danced, she sang, and was for the time the happiest of the happy. In the freshness of early morning, and towards sunset, when the heat of the day was over, she would stroll on the banks of the Saranac, following its course to where it pours itself into the beautiful Bay of Cumberland in Lake Champlain. There the rich variety of scenery which bursts upon the eye ; the islands, scattered, like so many gems, on the broad bosom of the lake ; the Green Mountains of Vermont beyond, clothed in the atmospherical charms of our magnificent climate ; all these would inspire a degree of poetic rapture in her mind, mingled with a sacred melancholy; for these were scenes 28 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. which had often awakened the enthusiasm of her deceased sister Lucretia. Her mother, in her memoranda, gives a picture of her in one of those excited moods. " After an evening's stroll along the river bank, we seated ourselves by a window to observe the effect of the full moon rising over the waters. A holy calm seemed to pervade all nature. With her head resting on my bosom, and her eyes fixed on the firmament, she pointed to a particularly bright star, and said : " 'Behold that bright and sparkling star Which setteth as a queen afar : Over the blue and spangled heaven It sheds its glory in the even ! " ' Our Jesus made that sparkling star Which shines and twinkles from afar. Oh ! 't was that bright and glorious gem Which shone o'er ancient Bethlehem !' " " The summer passed swiftly away," continues her mother, " yet her intellectual advances seemed to outstrip the wings of time. As the autumn approached, however, I could plainly perceive that her health was again declining. The chilly winds from the lake were too keen for her weak lungs. My own health, too, was failing ; it was determined, therefore, that we should pass the winter with my eldest daughter, Mrs. T , who resided in Canada, in the same latitude it is true, but in an inland situation. This arrangement was very gratifying to Margaret ; and, had my health improved by the change, as her own did, she would have been perfectly happy. During this period she attended to a regular course of study, under my direction ; for, though confined wholly to my bed, and suffering extremely from pain and debility, Heaven in mercy preserved my mental faculties from the wreck that disease had made of my physical powers." The same plan as heretofore was pursued. Nothing was learnt by rote, and the lessons were varied to prevent fatigue and distaste, though study was always with her a pleasing duty rather than an arduous task. After she had studied her lessons by herself, she would discuss them in conversation with her mother. Her reading was under the same guidance. " I selected her books," says Mrs. Davidson, " with much care, and to my surprise found that, notwithstanding her poetical temperament, she had a high relish for history, and that she would read BIOGRAPHY. 29 with as much apparent interest an abstruse treatise that called forth the reflecting powers, as she did poetry or works of the imagination. In polite literature Addison was her favourite author, but Shakspeare she dwelt upon with enthusiasm. She was restricted, however, to certain marked portions of this inimitable writer ; and having been told that it was not proper for her to read the whole, such was her innate delicacy and her sense of duty, that she never overstepped the prescribed boundaries." In the intervals of study she amused herself with drawing, for which she had a natural talent, and soon began to sketch with considerable skill. As her health had improved since her removal to Canada, she frequently partook of the favour ite winter recreation of a drive in a traineau or sleigh, in company with her sister and her brother-in-law, and com pletely enveloped in furs and buffalo-robes; and nothing put her in a finer flow of spirits, than thus skimming along, in bright January weather, on the sparkling snow, to the merry music of the jingling sleigh-bells. The winter passed away without any improvement in the health of Mrs. Davidson ; indeed she continued a helpless invalid, confined to her bed, for eighteen months ; during all which time little Margaret was her almost constant companion and attendant. " Her tender solicitude," writes Mrs. Davidson, " endeared her to me beyond any other earthly thing; although under the roof of a beloved and affectionate daughter, and having constantly with me an experienced and judicious nurse, yet the soft and gentle voice of my little darling, was more than medicine to my worn-out frame. If her delicate hand smoothed my pillow, it was soft to my aching temples, and her sweet smile would cheer me in the lowest depths of despondency. She would draw for me read to me and often, when writing at her little table, would surprise me by some tribute of love, which never failed to operate as a cordial to my heart. At a time when my life was despaired of, she wrote the following lines while sitting at my bed " ' I '11 to thy arms in rapture fly, And wipe the tear that dims thine eye ; Thy pleasure will be my delight, Till thy pure spirit takes its flight. " ' When left alone when thou art gone, Yet still I will not feel alone ; Thy spirit still will hover near, And guard thy orphan daughter dear !' " 30 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. In this trying moment, when Mrs. Davidson herself had given up all hope of recovery, one of the most touching sights was to see this affectionate and sensitive child tasking herself to achieve a likeness of her mother, that it might remain with her as a memento. " How often would she sit by my bed," says Mrs. Davidson, " striving to sketch features that had been vainly attempted by more than one finished artist ; and when she (bund that she had failed, and that the likeness could not be recognised, she would put her arms around my neck and weep, and say, ' Oh dear mamma, I shall lose you, and not even a sketch of your features will be left me ! and if I live to be a woman, perhaps I shall even forget how you looked !' This idea gave her great distress, sweet lamb ! I then little thought this bosom would have been her dying pillow !" After being reduced to the very verge of the grave, Mrs. Davidson began slowly to recover, but a long time elapsed before she was restored to her usual degree of health. Mar garet in the meantime increased in strength and stature ; she still looked fragile and delicate, but she was always cheerful and buoyant. To relieve the monotony of her life, which had been passed too much in a sick chamber, and to preserve her spirits fresh and elastic, little excursions were devised for her about the country, to Missique Bay, St. Johns, Al burgh, Champlain, &c. The following lines, addressed to her mother on one of these occasional separations, will serve as a specimen of her compositions in this the eighth year of her age, and of the affectionate current of her feelings. " Farewell, dear mother ! for a while I must resign thy plaintive smile ; May angels watch thy couch of woe, And joys unceasing round thee flow. " May the Almighty Father spread His sheltering wings above thy head ; It is not long that we must part, Then cheer thy downcast, drooping heart. " Remember, oh remember me, Unceasing is my love for thee ; When death shall sever earthly ties, When thy loved form all senseless lies. " Oh that my soul with thine could flee, And roam through wide eternity ; Could trend with thee the courts of heaven, And count the brilliant stars of even ! BIOGRAPHY. 31 " Farewell, dear mother ! for a while I must resign thy plaintive smile ; May angels watcli thy couch of woe, And joys unceasing round thee flow." In the month of January, 1833, while still in Canada, she was brought very low by an attack of scarlet fever, under which she lingered many weeks, but had so far recovered by the middle of April as to take the air in a carriage. Her mother, too, having regained sufficient strength to travel, it was thought advisable, for both their healths, to try the effect of a journey to New York. They accordingly departed about the beginning of May, accompanied by a family party. Of this journey, and a sojourn of several months in New York, she kept a journal, which evinces considerable habits of observation, but still more that kindling of the imagination which, in the poetic mind, gives to commonplace realities the witchery of romance. She was deeply interested by visits to the " School for the Blind," and the " Deaf and Dumb Asy lum ;" and makes a minute of a visit of a very different nature to Black Hawk and bis fellow-chiefs, prisoners of war, who, by command of government, were taken about through various of our cities, that they might carry back to their brethren in the wilderness, a cautionary idea of the overwhelming power of the white man. " On the 25th June I saw and shook hands with the famous Black Hawk, the Indian chief, the enemy of our nation, who has massacred our patriots, murdered our women and helpless children ! Why is he treated with so much attention by those -whom he has injured ? It cannot surely arise from benevo lence. It must be policy. Be it what it may, I cannot un derstand it. His son, the Prophet, and others who accompa nied him, interested me more than the chief himself. His son is no doubt a fine specimen of Indian beauty. He has a high brow, piercing black eyes, long black hair, which hangs down his back, and, upon the whole, is well suited to captivate an Indian maiden. The Prophet we found surveying himself in a looking-glass, undoubtedly wishing to show himself off to the best advantage in the fair assembly before him. The rest were dozing on a sofa, but they were awakened sufficiently to shake hands with us, and others who had the courage to approach so near them. I remember I dreamed of them the following night." During this visit to New York, she was the life a'ud delight 32 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. of the relatives with whom she resided, and they still retain a lively recollection of the intellectual nature of her sports among her youthful companions, and of the surprising aptness and fertile invention displayed by her in contriving new sources of amusement. She had a number of playmates, nearly of her own age, and one of her projects was to get up a dramatic entertainment for the gratification of themselves and their friends. The proposal was readily agreed to, provided she would write the play. This she readily undertook, and indeed devised and directed the whole arrangements, though she had never been but once to a theatre, and that on her previous visit to New York. Her little companions were now all busily employed, under her direction, preparing dresses and equip ments ; robes with trains were fitted out for the female charac ters, and quantities of paper and tinsel were consumed in making caps, helmets, spears, and sandals. After four or five days had been spent in these preparations, Margaret was called upon to produce the play. " Oh !" she replied, " I have not written it yet." " But how is this ! Do you make the dresses first, and then write the play to suit them?" " Oh !" replied she gaily, " the writing of the play is the easiest part of the preparation ; it will be ready before the dresses." And, in fact, in two days she produced her drama, " The Tragedy of Alethia." It was not very volumi nous, to be sure, but it contained within it sufficient of high character and astounding and bloody incident to furnish out a drama of five times its size. A king and queen of England resolutely bent upon marrying their daughter, the Princess Alethia, to the Duke of Ormond. The princess most per versely and dolorously in love with a mysterious cavalier, who figures at her father's court under the name of Sir Percy Lennox, but who, in private truth, is the Spanish king, Rod- rigo, thus obliged to maintain an incognito on account of cer tain hostilities between Spain and England. The odious nuptials of the princess with the Duke of Ormond proceed : she is led, a submissive victim, to the altar ; is on the point of pledging her irrevocable word ; when the priest throws oflf his sacred robe, discovers himself to be Rodrigo, and plunges a dagger into the bosom of the king. Alethia instantly plucks the dagger from her father's bosom, throws herself into Rod- rigo's arms, and kills herself. Rodrigo flies to a cavern, renounces England, Spain, and his royal throne, and devotes himself to eternal remorse. The queen ends the play by a BIOGRAPHY. 33 passionate apostrophe to the spirit of her daughter, and sinks dead on the floor. The little drama lies before us, a curious specimen of the prompt talent of this most ingenious child, and by no means more incongruous in its incidents than many current dramas by veteran and experienced playwrights. The parts were now distributed and soon learnt ; Margaret drew out a play-bill, in theatrical style, containing a list of the dramatis personae, and issued regular tickets of admission. The piece went off with universal applause : Margaret figur ing, in a long train, as the princess, and killing herself in a style that would not have disgraced an experienced stage heroine. Jn these, and similar amusements, her time passed happily in New York, for it was the study of the intelligent and amiable relatives with whom she sojourned, to render her residence among them as agreeable and profitable as possible. Her visit, however, was protracted much beyond what was originally intended. As the summer advanced, the heat and restraint of the city became oppressive ; her heart yearned after her native home on the Saranac; and the following lines, written at the time, express the state of her feelings HOME. I would fly from the city, would fly from its care, To my own native plants and my flpw'rets so fair ; To the cool grassy shade, and the rivulet bright, Which reflects the pale moon on its bosom of light. Again would I view the old mansion so dear, Where I sported, a babe, without sorrow or fear ; I would leave this great city, so brilliant and gay, For a peep at my home on this fine summer day. I have friends whom I love and would leave with regret, But the love of my home, oh, 'tis tenderer yet ! There a sister reposes unconscious in death 'T was there she first drew and there yielded her breath A father I love is away from me now Oh could I but print a sweet kiss on his brow, Or smooth the grey locks, to my fond heart so dear, How quickly would vanish each trace of a tear ! Attentive I listen to pleasure's gay call, But my own darling home, it is dearer than all. At length, late in the month of October, the travellers turned their faces homewards ; but it was not the " darling home" for which Margaret had been longing : her native cot tage on the beautifuf banks of the Saranac. The wintry winds from Lake Champlain had been pronounced too severe a 34 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. for her constitution, and the family residence had been re- luctantiy changed to the village of Ballston. Margaret fcit this change most deeply. We have already shown the tender as well as poetical associations that linked her heart to the beautiful home of her childhood ; a presentiment seemed to come over her mind that she would never see it more ; a pre sentiment unfortunately prophetic. She was now accustomed to give prompt utterance to her emotions in rhyme, and the following lines, written at the time, remain a touching record of her feelings MY NATIVE LAKE. Thy verdant banks, thy lucid stream, Lit by the sun's resplendent beam, Reflect each bending tree so light Upon thy bounding bosom bright, Could I but see thee once again, My own, my beautiful Champlain ! The little isles that deck thy breast, And calmly on thy bosom rest, How often, in my childish glee, I 've sported round them, bright and free ! Could I but see thee once again, My own, my beautiful Champlain! How oft I 've watch'd the freshening shower Bending the summer tree and flower, And felt my little heart beat high As the bright rainbow graced the sky. Could I but see thee once again, My own, my beautiful Champlain ! And shall I never see thee more, My native lake, my much-loved shore? And must I bid a long adieu, My dear, my infant home, to you ? Shall I not see thee once again, My own, my beautiful Champlain? Still, though disappointed at not returning to the Saranac, she soon made herself contented at Ballston. She was at home, in the bosom of her own family, and reunited to her two youngest brothers, from whom she had long been sepa rated. A thousand little plans were devised by her, and some few of them put in execution, for their mutual pleasure and improvement. One of the most characteristic of these was a " weekly paper," issued by her in manuscript, and entitled "The Juvenile Aspirant." All their domestic occupations and amusement* were of an intellectual kind. Their morn ings were spent in study; the evenings enlivened by con- BIOGRAPHY. 35 versation, or by the work of some favourite author, read aloud for the benefit of the family circle. As the powers of this excitable and imaginative little being developed themselves, Mrs. Davidson felt more and more conscious of the responsibility of undertaking to cultivate and direct them ; yet to whom could she confide her that would BO well understand her character and constitution 1 To place her in a boarding-school would subject her to increased ex citement, caused by emulation, and her mind was already too excitable for her fragile frame. Her peculiar temperament required peculiar culture; it must neither be stimulated nor checked ; and while her imagination was left to its free soar ings, care must be taken to strengthen her judgment, improve her mind, establish her principles, and inculcate habits of self examination and self-control. All this, it was thought, might best be accomplished under a mother's eye ; it was resolved, therefore, that her education should, as before, be conducted entirely at home. " Thus she continued," to use her mother's words, " to live in the bosom of affection, where every thought and feeling was reciprocated. I strove to draw out the powers of her mind by conversation and familiar remarks upon sub jects of daily study and reflection, and taught her the neces sity of bringing all her thoughts, desires and feelings under the dominion of reason ; to understand the importance of self- control, when she found her inclinations were at war with its dictates. To fulfil all her duties from a conviction of right, because they were duties ; and to find her happiness in the consciousness of her own integrity, and the approbation of God. How delightful was the task of instructing a mind like hers ! She seized with avidity upon every new idea, for the instruction proceeded from lips of love. Often would she exclaim, ' Oh mamma ! how glad I am that you are not too ill to teach me ! Surely I am the happiest girl in the world !' She had read much for a child of little more than ten years of age. She was well versed in both ancient and modern history, (that is to say, in the courses generally prescribed for the use of schools,) Blair, Kaimes, and Paley had formed part of her studies. She was familiar with most of the British poets. Her command of the English language was remark able, both in conversation and writing. She had learned the rudiments of French, and was anxious to become perfect in the language ; but I had so neglected my duty in this respect after I left school, that I was not qualified to instruct her. A 86 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. friend, however, who understood French, called occasionally and gave her lessons for his own amusement ; she soon trans- lated well, and such was her talent for the acquisition of lan guages, and such her desire to read every thing in the origi nal, that every obstacle vanished before her perseverance. She made some advances in Latin, also, in company with her brother, who was attended by a private teacher ; and they were engaged upon the early books of Virgil, when her health again gave way, and she was confined to her room by severe illness. These frequent attacks upon a frame so delicate awakened all our fears. Her illness spread a gloom through out our habitation, for fears were entertained that it would end in a pulmonary consumption." After a confinement of two months, however, she regained her usual, though at all times fragile, state of health. In the following spring, when she had just entered upon the eleventh year of her age, intelli gence arrived of the death of her sister, Mrs. T., who had been resident in Canada. The blow had been apprehended from previous accounts of her extreme illness, but it was a severe shock. She had looked up to this sister as to a second mother, and as to one who, from the precarious health of her natural parent, might be called upon to fulfil that tender office. She was one also calculated to inspire affection ; lovely in person, refined and intelligent in mind, still young in years ; and with all this, her only remaining sister ! In the follow ing lines, poured out in the fulness of her grief, she touch- ingly alludes to the previous loss of her sister Lucretia, so often the subject of her poetic regrets, and of the consolation she had always felt in still having a sister to love and cherish her. ON THE DEATH OF MY SISTER ANNA ELIZA. While weeping o'er our sister's tomb, And heaving many a heartfelt sigh, And while in youth's bewitching bloom, I thought not that thou too couldst die. When gazing on that little mound, Spread o'er with turf, and flowers, and mould, I thought not that thy lovely form Could be as motionless and cold. When her light, airy form was lost To fond affection's weeping eye, I thought not we should mourn for thee, I thought not that thou too couldst die. BIOGRAPHY. 37 Yes, sparkling gem ! when thou wert here, From death's encircling mantle free, Our mourning parents wiped each tear, And cried, " Why weep? we still have thee." Each tender thought on thee they turn'd, Each hope of joy to thee was given, And, dwelling on each matchless charm, They half forgot the saint in heaven. But thou art gone, for ever gone ! Sweet wanderer in a world of woe ! Now, unrestrained our grief must pour ; Uncheck'd our mourning tears must flow. How oft I 've pressed my glowing lip In rapture to thy snowy brow, And gazed upon that angel eye, Closed in death's chilling slumber now ! While tottering on the verge of life, Thine every nerve with pain unstrung, That beaming eye was raised to heaven, That heart to God for safety clung. And when the awful moment came, Replete with trembling hope and fear, Though anguish shook thy slender frame, Thy thoughts were in a brighter sphere. The wreath of light which round thee play'd, Bore thy pure spirit to the skies ; With thee we lost our brightest gem, But heaven has gained a glorious prize. Oh may the bud of promise left, Follow the brilliant path she trod, And of her fostering care bereft, Still seek and find his mother's God. But he, the partner of her life, Who shared her joy and soothed her woe, How can I heal his broken heart ? How bid his sorrow cease to flow ? It 'e only time these wounds can heal ; Time, from whose piercing pangs alone The poignancy of grief can steal, And hush the heart's convulsive moan. To parry the effect of this most afflicting blow, Margaret was sent on a visit to New York, where she passed a couple of months in the society of affectionate and intelligent friends, and returned home in June, recruited in health and spirits. The .sight of her mother, however, though habituated to sor row and suffering, yet bowed down by her recent bereave ment, called forth her tenderest sympathies ; and we consider it as illustrating the progress of the intellect and the history 3* 39 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. of the heart of this most interesting child, to insert another effusion called forth by this domestic calamity : TO MY MOTHER OPPRESSED WITH SORROW. Weep, oh my mother ! I will bid thee weep ! For grief like thine requires the aid of tears ; But oh, I would not see thy bosom thus Bow'd down to earth, with anguish so severe ! I would not see thine ardent feelings crush'd, Deaden'd to all save sorrow's thrilling tone, Like the pale flower, which hangs its drooping head Beneath the chilling blasts of stern .^Eolus ! Oh I have seen that brow with pleasure flush 'd, The lightning smile around it brightly playing, And the dark eyelids trembling with delight But now how changed ! thy downcast eye is bent, With heavy, thoughtful glances, on the ground, And oh how quickly starts the tear-drop there ! It is not age which dims its wonted fire, Or plants his lilies on thy pallid cheek, But sorrow, keenest, darkest, biting sorrow ! When love would seek to lead thy heart from grief, And fondly pleads one cheering look to view, A sad, a faint sad smile one instant gleams Athwart the brow where sorrow sits enshrined, Brooding o'er ruins of what once was fair ; But like departing sunset, as it throws One farewell shadow o'er the sleeping earth, (So soon in sombre twilight to be wrapt,) Thus, thus it fades ! and sorrow more profound Dwells on each feature where a smile, so cold, It scarcely might be called the mockery Of cheerful peace, but just before had been. Long years of suffering, brightened not by joy, Death and disease, fell harbinger of woe, Must leave their impress on the human face, And dim the fire of youth, the glow of pride; But oh my mother! mourn not thus for her, The rose, just blown, transplanted to its home, Nor weep that her angelic soul has found A resting-place with God. Oh let the eye of heaven-born faith disperse The dark'ning mists of earthly grief, and pierce The clouds which shadow dull mortality ! Gaze on the heaven of glory crown'd with light, Where rests thine own sweet child with radiant brow, In the same voice which charm' d her father's halls, Chanting sweet anthems lo her Maker's praise ; And watching with delight the gentle buds Which she had lived to mourn ; watching thine own, My mother! the soft unfolding blossoms, Which, ere the breath of earthly sin could taint, Departed to their Saviour ; there to wait For thy fond spirit in the home of bliss ! The ange! babes have found a second mother; But when thy soul shall pass from earth away, BIOGRAPHY. 39 The little cherubs then shall cling to the*, And their sweet guardian welcome thee with joy, Protector of their helpless infancy, Who taught them how to reach that happy home. Oh think of this, and let one heartfelt smile Illume the face so long estranged from joy ; But may it rest not on thy brow alone, But shed a cheering influence o'er thy heart, Too sweet to be forgotten ! Though thy loved And beautiful are fled from earth away, Still there are those who love thee who would live With thee alone who weeps or smiles with thee. Think of thy noble sons, and think of her Who prays thee to be happy in the hope Of meeting those in heaven who loved thee here, And training those on earth that they may live A band of saints with thee in Paradise. The regular studies of Margaret were now resumed, and her mother found, in attending to her instruction, a relief from the poignancy of her afflictions. Margaret always enjoyed the country, and in fine weather indulged in long rambles in the woods, accompanied by some friend, or attended by a faithful servant woman. When in the house, the versatility of her talents, her constitutional vivacity, and an aptness at coining occupation and amusement out of the most trifling incident, perpetually relieved the monotony of domestic life; while the faint gleam of health that occasionally flitted across her cheek, beguiled the anxious foreboding that had been in- dulged concerning her. " A strong hope was rising in my heart," says her mother, "that our frail, delicate blossom would continue to flourish, and that it was possible I might live to behold the perfection of its beauty ! Alas ! how un certain is every earthly prospect ! Even then the canker was concealed within the bright bud, which was eventually to destroy its loveliness! About the last of December she was again seized with a liver complaint, which, by sympathy, affected her lungs, and again awakened all our fears. She was confined to her bed, and it was not until March that she was able to sit up and walk about her room. The confine ment then became irksome, but her kind and skilful physician had declared that she must not be permitted to venture out until mild weather in April." During this fit of illness her mind had remained in an unusual state of inactivity ; but with the opening of spring, and the faint return of health, it broke forth with a brilliancy and a restless excitability that astonished and alarmed. " In conversation," says her mother, " her s Hies of wit were dazzling. She composed and wrote in- 4C MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. cessantly, or rather would have done so, had I not interposed my authority to prevent this unceasing tax upon both her mental and physical strength. Fugitive pieces were produced every' day, such as, ' The Shunamite,' ' Belshazzar's Feast,' ' The Nature of Mind,' ' Boabdil el Chico,' &c. She seemed to exist only in the regions of poetry." We cannot help thinking that these moments of intense poetical exaltation sometimes approached to delirium, for we are told by her mother that " the image of her departed sister Lucretia min gled in all her aspirations ; the holy elevation of Lucretia's character had taken deep hold of her imagination, and in hei moments of enthusiasm she felt that she held close and inti mate communion with her beatified spirit." This intense mental excitement continued after she was permitted* to leave her room, and her application to her books and papers was so eager and almost impassioned, that it was found expedient again to send her on an excursion. A visit to some relatives, and a sojourn among the beautiful scenery on the Mohawk river, had a salutary effect ; but on returning home she was again attacked with alarming indisposition, which confined her to her bed. " The struggle between nature and disease," says her mother, " was for a time doubtful ; she was, however, at length restored to us. With returning health, her mental labours were resumed. I reasoned and entreated, but at last became convinced that my only way was to let matters take their course. If restrained in her favourite pursuits she was unhappy. To acquire useful knowledge was a motive suffi cient to induce her to surmount all obstacles. I could only select for her a course of calm and quiet reading, which while it furnished real food for the mind, would compose rather than excite the imagination. She read much, and wrote a great deal. As for myself, I lived in a state of con stant anxiety lest these labours should prematurely destroy his delicate bud." In the autumn of 1835, Dr. Davidson made arrangements to remove his family to a rural residence near New York, pleasantly situated on the banks of the Sound, or East River, as it is commonly called. The following extract of a lettei from Margaret to Moss Kent, Esq.,* will show her anticipa tions and plans on this occasion. * This gentleman was an early and valued friend of the Davidson family, and is honourably mentioned by Mr. Morse for the interest he BIOGRAPHY. 41 September 20, 1835. " We shall soon leave ^allston for New York. We are to reside in a beautiful spot, upon the East River, near the Shot Tower, four miles from town, romantically called Ruremont. Will it not be delightful ! Reunited to father and brothers, we must, we will be happy ! We shall keep a horse and a little pleasure-wagon, to transport us to and from town. But I intend my time shall be constantly em ployed in my studies, which I hope I shall continue to pursue at home. I wish (and mamma concurs in the opinion that it is best) to devote this winter to the study of the Latin and French languages, while music and dancing will unbend my mind after close application to those studies, and give me that recreation which mother deems requisite for me. If father can procure private teachers for me, I shall be saved the dreadful alternative of a boarding-school. Mother could never endure the thought of one for me, and my own aver sion is equally strong. Oh ! my dear uncle, you must come and see us. Come soon and stay long. Try to be with us at Christmas. Mother's health is not as good as when you were here. I hope she will be benefited by a residence in her native city in the neighbourhood of those friends she best loves. The state of her mind has an astonishing effect upon her health." took in the education of Lucretia. The notice of Mr. Morse, however, leaves it to be supposed that Mr. Kent's acquaintance with Dr. and Mrs. Davidson was brought about by his admiration of their daughter's talents, and commenced with overtures for her instruction. The follow ing extract of a letter from Mrs. Davidson will place this matter in a proper light, and show that these offers on the part of Mr. Kent, and the partial acceptance of them by Dr. and Mrs. Davidson, were warranted by the terms of intimacy which before existed between them. " I had the pleasure," says Mrs. Davidson, " to know Mr. Kent before my marriage, after which he frequently called at our house when visiting his sister, with whom I was on terms of intimacy. On one of these occa sions he saw Lucretia. He had often seen her when a child, but she had changed much. Her uncommon personal beauty, graceful man ners, and superior intellectual endowments made a strong impression on him. He conversed with her, and examined her on the different branches which she was studying, and pronounced her a good English scholar. He also found her well read, and possessing a fund of general informa tion. He warmly expressed his admiration of her talents, and urged me to consent that he should adopt her as his daughter, and complete her education on the most liberal plan. I so far acceded to his proposi tion as to permit him to place her with Mrs. Willard, and assured him I would take his generous offer into consideration. Had she lived, we should have complied with his wishes, and Lucretia would have been the child of his adoption. The pure and disinterested friendship of this excellent man continued until the day of his death. For Margaret he manifested the affection of a father, and the attachment was returned by her with all the warmth of a young and grateful heart. She always addressed him as her dear uncle Kent." 42 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. The following letter to the same gentleman, is dated Octo ber 18, 1835 : " We are now at Ruremont, and a more delightful place I never saw. The house is large, pleasant, and commodious, and the old-fashioned style of every thing around it trans ports the mind to days long gone by, and my imagination is constantly upon the rack to burden the past with scenes transacted on this very spot. In the rear of the mansion a lawn, spangled with beautiful flowers, and shaded by spread ing trees, slopes gently down to the river side, where ves sels of every description are constantly spreading their white sails to the wind. In front, a long shady avenue leads to the door, and a large extent of beautiful undulating ground is spread with fruit-trees of every description. In and about the house there are so many little nooks and by- places, that sometimes I fancy it has been the resort of smugglers ; and who knows but I shall yet find their hidden treasures somewhere ! Do come and see us, my dear uncle ; but you must come soon, if you would enjoy any of the beauties of the place. The trees have already doffed their robe of green, and assumed the red and yellow of autumn, and the paths are strewed with fallen leaves. But there is loveliness even in the decay of nature. But do, do come soon, or the branches will be leafless, and the cold winds will prevent the pleasant rambles we now enjoy. Dear mother has twice accompanied me a short distance about the grounds, and indeed I think her health has improved since we removed to New York, though she is still very feeble. Her mind is much relieved, having her little family gathered once more around her. You well know how great an effect her spirits have upon her health. Oh ! if my dear mother is only in comfortable health, and you will come, I think I shall spend a delightful winter prosecuting my studies at home." " For a short time," writes Mrs. Davidson, " she seemed to luxuriate upon the beauties of this lovely place. She se lected her own room, and adjusted all her little tasteful orna ments. Her books and drawing implements were transported to this chosen spot. Still she hovered around me like my shadow. Mother's room was still her resting-place ; mother's bosom her sanctuary. She sketched a plan for one or two poems which were never finished. But her enjoyment was soon interrupted. She was again attacked by her old enemy, and though her confinement to her room was of short dura tion, she did not get rid of the cough. A change now came BIOGRAPHY. 43 over her mind. Hitherto she had always delighted in serious conversation on heaven ; the pure and elevated occupations of saints and angels in a future state had proved a delightful source of contemplation ; and she would become so animated that it seemed sometimes as if she would fly to realize her hopes and joys ! Now her young heart appeared to cling to life and its enjoyments, and more closely than I had ever known it. ' She was never ill.' When asked the question, * Margaret, how are you ?" ' Well, quite well,' was her reply, when it was obvious to me, who watched her every look, that she had scarcely strength to sustain her weak frame. She saw herself the last daughter of her idolizing parents the only sister of her devoted brothers ! Life had acquired new charms ; though she had always been a happy, light-hearted child." The following lines, written about this time, show the elas ticity of her spirit, and the bounding vivacity of her imagina tion, that seemed to escape, as in a dream, from the frail tenement of clay in which they were encased : STANZAS. Oh for the pinions of a bird, To bear me far away, Where songs of other lands are heard, And other waters play ! For some aerial car, to fly On through the realms of light, To regions rife with poesy, And teeming with delight. O'er many a wild and classic stream In ecstasy I'd bend, And hail each ivy-cover'd tower, As though it were a friend. O'er piles where many a wintry blast Is swept in mournful tones, And fraught with scenes long glided past, It shrieks, and sighs, and moans. Through many a shadowy grove, and round Full many a cloister' d hall, And corridors, where every step With echoing peal doth fall. Enchanted with the dreariness, And awe-struck with the gloom, I would wander, like a spectre, 'Mid the regions of the tomb. 44 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. And Memory her enchanting veil Around my soul should twine, And Superstition, wildly pale, Should woo me to her shrine ; I 'd cherish still her witching gloom, Half shrinking in my dread, But, powerless to dissolve the spell, Pursue her fearful tread. Oh what unmingled pleasure then My youthful heart would feel, As o'er its thrilling cords each thought Of former days would steal ! Of centuries in oblivion wrapt, Of forms which long were cold, And all of terror, all of woe, That history's page has told. How fondly in my bosom Would its monarch, Fancy, reign, And spurn earth's meaner offices With glorious disdain! Amid the scenes of past delight, Or misery, I 'd roam, Where ruthless tyrants sway'd in might, Where princes found a home. Where heroes have enwreathed their brows With chivalric renown, Where beauty's hand, as valour's meed, Hath twined the laurel crown. I 'd stand where proudest kings have stood, Or kneel where slaves have knelt, Till wrapt in magic solitude, I feel what they have felt. Oh for the pinions of a bird, To waft me far away, Where songs of other lands are heard, And other waters play ! About this time Mrs. Davidson received a letter from tne English gentleman for whom Margaret, when cuite a child, had conceived such a friendship, her dear elder brother, as she used to call him. The letter bore testimony to his undi- minished regard. He was in good health ; married to a very estimable and lovely woman ; was the father of a fine little girl, and was at Havana with his family, where he kindly entreated Mrs. Davidson and Margaret to join them ; being sure that a winter passed in that mild climate would have the happiest effect upon their healths. His doors, his heart, he added, were open to receive them, and his amiable consort BIOGRAPHY. 45 impatient to bid them welcome. " Margaret," says Mrs. Davidson, " was overcome by the perusal of this letter. She laughed and wept alternately ; one moment urged me to go, ' she was herself well, but she was sure it would cure me ;' the next moment felt as though she could not leave the friends to whom she had so recently been reunited. Oh ! had I gone at that time, perhaps my child might still have lived to bless me!" During the first weeks of Margaret's residence at Rure- mont, the character and situation of the place seized power fully upon her imagination. " The curious structure of this old-fashioned house," says Mrs. Davidson, " its picturesque appearance, the varied and beautiful grounds which sur rounded it, called up a thousand poetic images and romantic ideas. A long gallery, a winding staircase, a dark, narrow passage, a trap-door, large apartments with massive doors, and heavy iron bars and bolts, all set her mind teeming with recollections of what she had read and imagined of old cas tles, banditti, smugglers, &c. She roamed over the place in perfect ecstasy, peopling every part with images of her own imagination, and fancying it the scene of some foregone event of dark and thrilling interest." There was, in fact, some palpable material for all this spinning and weaving of the fancy. The writer of this memoir visited Ruremont at the time it was occupied by the Davidson family. It was a spacious, and somewhat crazy and poetical-looking mansion, with large waste apartments. The grounds were rather wild and overgrown, but so much the more picturesque. It stood on the banks of the Sound, the waters of which rushed, with whirling and impetuous tides, below, hurrying on to the dan gerous strait of Hell Gate. Nor was this neighbourhood without its legendary tales. These wild and lonely shores had, in former times, been the resort of smugglers and pirates. Hard by this very place stood the country retreat of Ready- Money Prevost, of dubious and smuggling memory, with his haunted tomb, in which he was said to conceal his contraband riches ; and scarce a secret spot about these shores but had some tradition connected with it of Kidd the pirate and his buried treasures. All these circumstances were enough to breed thick-coming fancies in so imaginative a brain; and the result was a drama in six acts, entitled " The Smuggler," the scene of which was laid at Ruremont in the old time of the province. The play was written with great rapidity, and, 4 46 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. considering she was little more than twelve years of age, and had never visited a theatre but once in her life, evinced great aptness and dramatic talent. It was to form a domestic en tertainment for Christmas holidays ; the spacious back parlour was to be fitted up for the theatre. In planning and making arrangements for the performance, she seemed perfectly happy, and her step resumed its wonted elasticity, though her anxious mother often detected a suppressed cough, and re marked a hectic flush upon her cheek. " We now found," says Mrs. Davidson, " that private teachers were not to be procured at Ruremont, and I feared to have her enter upon a course of study which had been talked of, before we came to this place. I thought she was too feeble for close mental application, while she was striving, by the energies of her mind and bodily exertion, (which only increased the morbid excitement of her system,) to overcome disease, that she feared was about to fasten itself upon her. She was the more anxious, therefore, to enter upon her studies ; and when she saw solicitude in my countenance and manner, she would fix her sweet sad eyes upon my face, as if she would read my very soul, yet dreaded to know what she might find written there. 1 knew and could understand her feelings ; she also understood mine ; and there seemed to bs a tacit compact between us that this subject, at present, was forbidden ground. Her father and brothers were lulled into security by her cheer ful manner and constant assertion that she was well, and con sidered her cough the effect of recent cold. My opinion to the contrary was regarded as the result of extreme maternal anxiety." She accordingly went to town three times a week, to take lessons in French, music, and dancing. Her progress in French was rapid, and the correctness and elegance of her translations surprised her teachers. Her friends in the city, seeing her look so well and appear so sprightly, encouraged her to believe that air and exercise would prove more bene ficial than confinement to the house. She went to town in the morning and returned in the evening in an open carriage, with her father and one of her elder brothers, each of whom was confined to his respective office until night. In this way she was exposed to the rigours of an unusually cold season ; yet she heeded them not, but returned home full of animation to join ner little brothers in preparations for their holiday fete. Their anticipations of a joyous Christmas were doomed to BIOGRAPHY. 47 sad disappointment. As the time approached, two of her brothers were taken ill. One of these, a beautiful boy about nine years of age, had been the favourite companion of her recreations, and she had taken great interest in his mental improvement. "Towards the close of 1835," says her mother, " he began to droop ; his cheek grew pale his step languid, and his bright eye heavy. Instead of rolling the hoop, and bounding across the lawn to meet his sister on her return from the city, he drooped by the side of his feeble mother, and could not bear to be parted from her ; at length he was taken to his bed, and, after lingering four months, he died. This was Margaret's first acquaintance with death. She witnessed his gradual decay almost unconsciously, but still persuaded herself ' he will, he must get well !' She saw her sweet little playfellow reclining upon my bosom during his last agonies ; she witnessed the bright glow which flashed upon his long-faded cheek; she beheld the unearthly light of his beautiful eye, as he pressed his dying lips to mine, and exclaimed, ' Mother ! dear mother ! the last hour has come !' Oh ! it was indeed an hour of anguish never to be forgotten. Its effect upon her youthful mind was as lasting as her life. The sudden change from life and animation to the still uncon sciousness of death, for the time almost paralysed her. She shed no tear, but stood like a statue upon the scene of death. But when her eldest brother tenderly led her from the room, her tears gushed forth it was near midnight, and the first thing that aroused her to a sense of what was going on around her, was the thought of my bereavement, and a con viction that it was her province to console me." We subjoin a record, from her own pen, of her feelings on this lamentable occasion. ON THE CORPSE OF MY LITTLE BROTHER KENT. Beauteous form of soulless clay ! Image of what once was life ! Hush'd is thy pulse's feeble play, And ceased the pangs of mortal strife. Oh ! I have heard thy dying groan, Have seen thy last of earthly pain ; And while I weep that thou art gone, I cannot wish thee here again. For ah ! the calm and peaceful smile Upon that clay-cold brow of thine, Sjieaks of a spirit freed from sin, A spirit joyful and divine. 48 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. But thou art gone ! and this cold clay Is all that now remains of thee ; For thy freed soul hath wing'd its way To blessed immortality. That dying smile, that dying groan, I never, never can forget, Till death's cold hand hath clasp' d my own, His impress on my brow has set. Those low, and sweet, and plaintive tones, Which o'er my heart like music swept, And the deep, deathlike, chilling moans, Which from thy heaving bosom crept. Oh ! thou wert beautiful and fair, Our loveliest and our dearest one ! No more thy pains or joys we share, No more my brother, thou art gone. Thou 'rt gone ! What agony, what woe In that brief sentence is express'd ! Oh that the burning tears could flow, And draw this mountain from my breast ! The anguish of the mother was still more intense, as she saw her bright and beautiful but perishable offspring thus, one by one, snatched away from her. " My own weak frame," says she, " was unable longer to sustain the effects of long watching and deep grief. I had not only lost my lovely boy, but I felt a strong conviction that I must soon resign my Margaret ; or rather, that she would soon follow me to a premature grave. Although she still persisted in the belief that she was well, the irritating cough, the hectic flush, (so often mistaken for the bloom of health,) the hurried beat ing of the heart, and the drenching night perspirations con firmed me in this belief, and I sank under this accumulated load of affliction. For three weeks I hovered upon the bor ders of the grave, and when I arose from this bed of pain so feeble that I could not sustain my own weight, it was to witness the rupture of a blood-vessel in her lungs, caused by exertions to suppress a cough. Oh ! it was agony to see her thus! I was compelled to conceal every appearance of alarm, lest the agitation of her mind should produce fatal conse quences. As I seated myself by her, she raised her speaking eyes to mine with a mournful, inquiring gaze, and as she read the anguish which I could not conceal, she turned away with a look of despair. She spoke not a word, but silence, still, deathlike silence, pervaded the apartment." The best of medical aid was called in, but the physicians gave no hope; they considered it a deep-seated case of pulmonary consump- BIOGRAPHY. 49 tion. All that could be done was to alleviate the symptoms, and protract life as long as possible by lessening the excite ment of the system. When Mrs. Davidson returned to the bedside, after an interview with the physicians, she was re garded with an anxious, searching look, by the lovely little sufferer, but not a question was made. Margaret seemed fearful of receiving a discouraging reply, and " lay, all pale and still, (except when agitated by the cough,) striving to calm the tumult of her thoughts," while her mother seated herself by her pillow, trembling with weakness and sorrow. Long and anxious were the days and nights spent in watching over her. Every sudden movement or emotion excited the hemorrhage. "Not a murmur escaped her lips," says her mother, " during her protracted sufferings. ' How are you, love ? how have you rested during the night ?' ' Well, dear mamma ; I have slept sweetly.' I have been night after night beside her restless couch, wiped the cold dew from her brow, and kissed her faded cheek in all the agony of grief, while she unconsciously slept on ; or if she did awake, her calm sweet smile, which seemed to emanate from heaven, has, spite of my reason, lighted my heart with hope. Except when very ill, she was ever a bright dreamer. Her visions were usually of an unearthly cast : about heaven and angels. She was wandering among the stars ; her sainted sisters were her pioneers ; her cherub brother walked hand in hand with her through the gardens of paradise ! I was always an early riser, but after Margaret began to decline I never disturbed her until time to rise for breakfast, a season of social inter course in which she delighted to unite, and from which she was never willing to be absent. Often when I have spoken to her she would exclaim, ' Mother, you have disturbed the brightest visions that ever mortal was blessed with ! I was in the midst of such scenes of delight ! Cannot I have time to finish my dream?' And when I told her how long it was until breakfast, 'It will do,' she would say, and again lose herself in her bright imaginings ; for I considered these as moments of inspiration rather than sleep. She told me it was not sleep. I never knew but one, except Margaret, who en joyed this delightful and mysterious source of happiness : that one was her departed sister Lucretia. When awaking from these reveries, an almost ethereal light played about her eye, which seemed to irradiate her whole face. A holy calm per vaded her manner, and in truth she looked moie like an angel A* 50 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. who had been communing with kindred spirits in the world of light, than any thing of a grosser nature." How truly does this correspond with Milton's exquisite description of the heavenly influences that minister to virgin innocence " A thousand liv'ried angels lackey her, Driving far off each thing of sin and guilt ; And in clear dream and solemn vision, Tell her of things that no gross ear can hear : Till oft converse with heavenly habitants Begin to cast a beam on the outward shape, The unpolluted temple of the mind, And turn it by degrees to the soul's essence, Till all be made immortal." Of the images and speculations that floated in her mind during these half dreams, half reveries, we may form an idea from the following lines, written on one occasion after what her mother used to term her " descent into the world of reality." THE JOYS OF HEAVEN. Oh who can tell the joy and peace Which souls redeem'd shall know, When all their earthly sorrows cease, Their pride, and pain, and woe ! Who may describe the matchless love Which reigneth with the saints above ? What earthly tongue can ever tell The pure, unclouded joy Which in each gentle soul doth swell, Unmingled with alloy, As, bending to the Lord Most High, They sound his praises through the sky ? Through the high regions of the air, On angels' wings, they glide. And gaze in wondering silence there On scenes to us denied : Their minds expanding every hour, And opening like the summer flower. Though not like them to fade away, To die, and bloom no more ; Beyond the reach of fell decay, They stand in light and power ; But pure, eternal, free from care, They join in endless praises there ! When first they leave this world of woe For fair, immortal scenes of light, Angels attend them from below, And upward wing their joyful flight ; Where, fired with heavenly rapture's flame, They raise on high Jehovah's name. BIOGRAPHY. 51 O'er the broad arch of heaven it peals, While shouts of praise unnumbered flow ; The full, sweet notes sublimely swell, And prostrate angels humbly bow; Each heart is tuned to joy above, Its theme, a Saviour's matchless love. The dulcet yoice, which here below Charm'd with delight each listening ear, Mix'd with no lingering tone of woe, Swelling harmonious, soft and clear, Will sweetly fill the courts above, In strains of heavenly peace and love. The brilliant genius, which on earth Is struggling with disease and pain, Will there unfold in power and light, Nought its bright current to restrain ; And as each brilliant day rolls on, 'Twill find some grace, till then unknown. And as the countless years flit by, Their minds progressing still, The more they know, these saints on high Praise more His sovereign will ; No breath from sorrow's whirlwind blast Around their footsteps cast. From their high throne they gaze abroad On vast creation's wondrous plan, And own the power, the might of God, In each resplendent work they scan ; Though sun and moon to nought return, Like stars these souls redeem'd shall burn. Oh ! who could wish to stay below, If sure of such a home as this, Where streams of love serenely flow, And every heart is filled with bliss t They praise, and worship, and adore The Lord of heaven for ever more. During this dangerous illness she became acquainted with Miss Sedgwick. The first visit of that most excellent and justly distinguished person, was when Margaret was in a state of extreme debility. It laid the foundation of an attach ment on the part of the latter, which continued until her death. The visit was repeated ; a correspondence afterwards took place, and the friendship of Miss Sedgwick became to the little enthusiast a source of the worthiest pride and purest enjoyment throughout the remainder of her brief existence. At length the violence of her malady gave way to skilful remedies and the most tender and unremitting assiduity. When enabled to leave her chamber, she rallied her spirits, made great exertions to be cheerful, and strove to persuade 53 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. * herself that all might yet be well with her. Even her parents, with that singular self-delusion inseparable from this cruelly flattering malady, began to indulge a trembling hope that she might still be spared to them. In the month of July, her health being sufficiently re-esta blished to bear the fatigues of travelling, she was taken by her mother and eldest brother on a tour to Dutchess County and the western part of New York. On leaving home, she wrote the following lines, expressive of the feelings called forth by the events of the few preceding months, and of a foreboding that she should never return : FAREWELL TO RUREMONT. Oh ! sadly I gaze on this beautiful landscape, And silent and slow do the big tear-drops swell ; And I haste to my task, while the deep sigh is breaking, To bid thee, sweet Ruremont, a lasting farewell. Oh ! soft are the breezes which play round the valley, And warm are the sunbeams which gild thee with light, All clear and serenely the deep waves are rolling, The sky in its radiance is dazzlingly bright. Oh ! gaily the birds 'mid thy dark vines are sporting, And, heaven-taught, pouring their gladness in song ; While the rose and the lily their fair heads are bending To hear the soft anthems float gently along. Full many an hour have I bent o'er thy waters, Or watch'd the light clouds with a joy-beaming eye, Till, delighted, I long'd for the eagle's swift pinions, To pierce the full depths of that beautiful sky. Though wild were the fancies which dwelt in my bosom, Though endless the visions which swept o'er my soul, Indulging those dreams was my dearest enjoyment- Enjoyment unmiugled, unchained by control ! But each garden of earth has a something of sorrow, A thorn in its rose, or a blight in its breeze, Though blooming as Eden, a shadow hangs o'er thee, The spirit of darkness, of pain, of disease ! Yes, Ruremont ! thy brow, in its loveliness deck'd, Is entwined with a fatal but beautiful wreath, For thy green leaves have shrunk at the mourner's cold toucA And thy pale flowers have wept in the presence of death. Yon violets, which bloom in their delicate freshness, Were strew'd o'er the grave of our fairest and beet ; Yon roses, which charm by their richness and fragrance, Have wither'd and died on his icy-cold breast. BIOGRAPHY. 53 The soft voice of spring had just breathed o'er the valley, The sweet birds just carol!' d their song in her bower, When the angel of death in his terror swept o'er us, And placed in his bosom our fragile young flower. Thus, Ruremont, we mourn not thy beauties alone, Thy flowers in their freshness, thy stream in its pride But we leave the loved scene of our mourning and tears, We leave the dear spot where our cherish' d one died. The mantle of beauty thrown gracefully o'er thee, Must touch a soft chord in each delicate heart ; But the tie is more sacred which bids us deplore thee, Endear' d by affliction 'tis harder to part. The scene of enjoyment is ever most lovely, Where blissful young spirits dance mirthful and glad ; But when sorrow has mingled her tears with our pleasure, Our love is more tender, our parting more sad. How mild is the wing of this delicate zephyr, Which fans in its coolness my feverish brow ! But that light wing is laden with breezes that wither, And check the warm current of life in its flow. Why blight such an Eden, oh spirit of terror ! Which sweepest thy thousands each hour to the tomb ? Why, why shouldst thou roam o'er this beautiful valley, And mingle thy breath with the rose's perfume ? The sun rises bright o'er the clear dancing waters, And tinges with gold every light waving tree, And the young birds are singing their welcome to morning Alas ! they will sing it no longer for me ! The young buds of summer their soft eyes are opening, The wild flowers are bending the pure ripples o'er ; But I bid them farewell, and my heart is nigh breaking To think I shall see them and tend them no more. I mark yonder path, where so often I 've wander'd, Yon moss-covered rock, with its sheltering tree. And a sigh of deep sadness bursts forth to remember That no more its soft verdure shall blossom for me. How often my thoughts, to these loved scenes returning, Shall brood o'er the past with its joy and its pain : Till waking at last from the long, pleasing slumber, I sigh to behold thee, thus blooming, again. The little party was absent on its western tour about two months. " Margaret," says her mother, " appeared to enjoy the scenery, and every thing during the journey interested her. But there was a sadness in her countenance, a pensive- ness in her manner, unless excited by external circumstances, which deeply affected me. She watched every variation in my countenance ; marked every little attention directed to 54 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. herself, such as an alteration in her diet, dress, exposure to the changes of weather, yet still discovered an unwillingness to speak of her declining health, and laboured to conceal every unfavourable symptom or change for the worse. This, of course, imposed upon me the most painful restraint. How heart-breaking to find that she considered my tongue as the herald of mournful tidings, and my face as the mirror of evil to come ! How true that self-deception seems to be almost an invariable sympton attending this dreadful complaint! Mar garet, all unconscious of the rapid strides of the destroyer, taught herself to believe that the alarming symptoms of her case existed only in the imagination of her too anxious mo ther. Yet knowing my experience in these matters, she still doubted and trembled, and feared to ask, lest a confirmation of her vague apprehensions should be the result. She avoided the slightest allusion to the subject of her disease in any way ; and in the morbid excitement of her mind it appeared to her almost like accusing her of something wrong to say that she was not well." The following letter was written by her to Miss Sedgwick, after her arrival in Dutchess County. " LithgoTO, Putchess County. "Happy as I am, my dear madam, in the privilege of writing to you, I cannot permit another day to pass ere I inform you of our safe arrival at one of the most lovely spots in this beautiful and healthy country. Our passage up the river was rather tedious, being debarred the pleasure of remaining upon deck, but this privation was counter balanced by the pleasure of a few moments' conversation with my dear brother, who was permitted to meet us when the boat stopped at West Point. Arrived at Poughkeepsie, brother M. procured a private carriage, which was to convey us to the end of our journey, a distance of twenty miles. The drive was delightful ! The scenery ever chang ing, ever beautiful ! We arrived at Lithgow without much fatigue, where a hearty welcome, that sweetest of cordials, was awaiting us. Oh ! it is a lovely spot ! I thought Rure- mont the perfection of beauty ! but here I find the flowers are as blooming, the birds as gay, the air as sweet, and the prospect far more varied and extensive ; 't is true we have lost the beautiful East River, with its crowd of vessels sweeping gracefully along, but here are hills crowned with the richest foliage, valleys sprinkled with flowers, and wa tered with winding rivulets ; and here, what we prize more than all, a mild, salubrious air, which seems, in the words BIOGRAPHY. 55 of the divine poet, " to bear healing in its wings.' Dear mother bore the fatigue of our journey better than we anticipated ; and although I do not think she is permanently better, she certainly breathes more freely, and seems alto gether more comfortable than when in the city. Oh ! how sincerely I hope that a change of air and scene may raise her spirits and renovate her strength. She is now in the midst of friends whom she has known and loved for many years ; and surrounded by scenes connected with many of her earliest remembrances. Farewell, my dear madam ! Please give my love to your dear little nieces ; and should you have the leisure and inclination to answer this, believe me your letter will be a source of much gratification to your Highly obliged little friend, M. M. DAVIDSON. Miss CATHERINE SEDGWICK. August, 1836." The travellers returned to Ruremont in September. The tour had been of service to Margaret, and she endeavoured to persuade herself that she was quite well. If asked about her health, her reply was, that "if her friends did not tell her she was ill, she should not, from her own feelings, suspect it." That she was, notwithstanding, dubious on this subject, was evident from her avoiding to speak about it, and from the uneasiness she manifested when it was alluded to. It was still more evident from the change that took place in her habits and pursuits; she tacitly adopted the course of conduct that had repeatedly and anxiously, but too often vainly, been urged by her mother, as calculated to allay the morbid irrita bility of her system. She gave up her studies, rarely in dulged in writing or drawing, and contented herself with light reading, with playing a few simple airs on the piano, and with any other trivial mode of passing away the time. The want of her favourite occupations, however, soon made the hours move heavily with her. Above all things, she missed the exciting exercise of the pen, against which she had been especially warned. Her mother observed the listlessness and melancholy that were stealing over her, and hoped a change of scene might banish them. The airs from the river, too, had been pronounced unfavourable to her health ; the family, therefore, removed to town. The change of residence, how ever, did not produce the desired effect. She became more and more dissatisfied with herself, and with the life of idle ness, as she considered it, that she was leading ; but still she 60 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. had resolved to give the prescribed system a thorough trial A new source of solicitude was now awakened in the bosom of her anxious mother, who read in her mournfully quiet manner and submissive silence, the painful effects of com pliance with her advice. There was not a murmur, however from the lips of Margaret, to give rise to this solicitude ; on the contrary, whenever she caught her mother's eye fixed anxiously and inquiringly on her, she would turn away and assume an air of cheerfulness. Six months had passed in this inactive manner. " She was seated one day by my side," says Mrs. Davidson, ' weary and restless, and scarcely knowing what to do with herself, when, marking the traces of grief upon my face, she threw her arms about my neck, and kissing me, exclaimed, ' My dear, dear mother !' ' What is it affects you now, my child?' 'Oh! I know you are longing for something from my pen !' I saw the secret craving of the spirit that gave rise to the suggestion. ' I do indeed, my dear, delight in the effusions from your pen, but the exertion will injure you.' 'Mamma, I must write! I can hold out no longer! I will return to my pen, my pencil, and my books, and shall again be happy !' I pressed her to my bosom, and cautioned her to remember she was feeble. ' Mother,' exclaimed she, ' I am well ! I wish you were only as well as I am !' " The heart of the mother was not proof against these appeals : indeed she had almost as much need of self-denial on this subject as her child, so much did she delight in these early blossomings of her talent. Margaret was again left to her own impulses. All the frivolous expedients for what is usually termed killing time were discarded by her with contempt ; her studies were resumed ; in the sacred writings and in the pages of history she sought fitting aliment for her mind, half famished by its long abstinence; her poetical vein again burst forth, and the following lines, written at the time, show the excitement and elevation of her feelings : EARTH. Earth ! thou hast nought to satisfy The cravings of immortal mind ! Earth ! thou hast nothing pure and high, The soaring, struggling soul to bind. Impatient of its long delay, The pinion'd spirit fain would roam, And leave this crumbling house of clay, To seek above its own bright home . BIOGRAPHY. The spirit, 't is a spark of light Struck from our God's eternal throne, Which pierces through these clouds of night, And longs to shine where once it shone ! Earth ! there will come an awful day, When thou shall crumble into nought; When thou shall melt beneath that ray From whence thy splendours first were caught. Quench'd in the glories of its God, Yon burning lamp shall then expire ; And flames, from heaven's own altar sent, Shall light the great funereal pyre. Yes, thou must die ! and yon pure depths Back from thy darken'd brow shall roll ; But never can the tyrant death Arrest this feeble, trusting soul. When that great voice, which form'd thee first, Shall tell, surrounding world, thy doom, Then the pure soul, enchain'd by thee, Shall rise triumphant o'er thy tomb. Then on, still on, the unfetter'd mind Through realms of endless space shall fly ; No earth to dim, no chain to bind, Too pure to sin too great to die. Earth ! thou hast nought to satisfy The cravings of immortal mind ! Earth ! thou hast nothing pure and high, The soaring, struggling soul to bind. Yet is this never-dying ray Caught in thy cold, delusive snares, Cased in a cell of mouldering clay, And bow'd by woes, and pain, and cares i Oh ! how mysterious is the bond Which blends the earthly with the pure, And mingles that which death may blight With tnat which ever must endure ! Arise, my soul, from all below, And gaze upon thy destined home, The heaven of heavens, the throne of God, Where sin and care can never come. Prepare thee for a state of bliss, Unclouded by this mortal veil, Where thou shall see thy Maker's face, And dews from heaven's own air inhal*. How sadly do the sins of earth Deface thy purity and light, That thus, while gazing at tnyself, Thou shrink 'st in horror at the sight ! 58 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Compound of weakness and of strength, Mighty, yet ignorant of thy power 5 Loftier than earth, or air, or sea, Yet meaner than the lowliest flower ! Soaring towards heaven, yet clinging still To earth, by many a tender tie ! Longing to breathe a purer air, Yet tearing, trembling thus to die ! She was soon all cheerfulness and enjoyment. Her pen and her pencil were frequently in her hand ; she occupied herself also with her needle in embroidery on canvass, and other fancy work. Hope brightened with the exhilaration of her spirits. " 1 now walk and ride, eat and sleep as usual," she observes in a letter to a young friend, " and although not well, have strong hopes that the opening spring, which reno vates the flowers, and fields, and streams, will revive my en feebled frame, and restore me to my wonted health." In these moods she was the life of the domestic circle, and these moods were frequent and long. And here we should observe, that though these memoirs, which are furnished principally from the recollections of an afflicted mother, may too often represent this gifted little being as a feeble invalid struggling with mortality, yet in truth her life, though a brief, was a bright and happy one. At times she was full of playful and innocent gaiety ; at others of intense mental exaltation ; and it was the very intensity of her enjoyment that made her so often indulge in those poetic paroxysms, if we may be allowed the expression, which filled her mother with alarm. A few weeks of this intellectual excitement was followed by another rupture of a blood-vessel in the lungs, and a long interval of extreme debility. The succeeding winter was one of vicissi tude. She had several attacks of bleeding at the lungs, which evidently alarmed her at the time, though she said nothing, and endeavoured to repress all manifestation of her feelings. If taken suddenly, she instantly resorted to the sofa, and, by a strong effort strove to suppress every emotion. With her eyes closed, her lips compressed, and her thin pale hand rest ing in that of her anxious mother, she seemed to be waiting the issue. Not a murmur would escape her lips, nor did she ever complain of pain. She would often say, by way of con solation to her mother, " Mamma, I am highly favoured. I hardly know what is meant by pain. I am sure I never, to my recollection, have felt it." The moment she was able to sit up, after one of these alarming attacks, every vestige of a BIOGRAPHY. 59 sick chamber must be removed. No medicine, no cap, no bed-gown, no loose wrapper must be in sight. Her beautiful dark hair must be parted on her broad, high forehead, het dress arranged with the same care and neatness as when in perfect health ; indeed she studied to banish from her appear ance all that might remind her friends that her health was impaired, and, if possible, to drive the idea from her own thoughts. Her reply to every inquiry about her health was, " Well, quite well ; or at least / feel so, though mother con tinues to treat me as an invalid. True I have a cold, attended by a cough, that is not willing to leave me ; but when the spring returns, with its mild air and sweet blossoms, I think this cough, which alarms mother so much, will leave me." She had, indeed, a strong desire to live ; and the cause of that desire is indicative of her character. With all her retiring modesty, she had an ardent desire for literary distinction. The example of her sister Lucretia was incessantly before her ; she was her leading star, and her whole soul was but to emulate her soarings into the pure regions of poetry. Her apprehensions were that she might be cut off in the immatur ity of her powers. A simple, but most touching ejaculation, betrayed this feeling, as, when lying on a sofa, in one of those alarming paroxysms of her malady, she turned her eyes, full of mournful sweetness, upon her mother, and, in a low, sub dued voice, exclaimed, "Oh! my dear, dear mother ! I am so young!" We have said that the example of her sister Lucretia was incessantly before her, and no better proof can be given of it than in the following lines, written at this time, which breathe the heavenly aspirations of her pure young spirit, in strains, to us, quite unearthly. We may have read poetry more artificially perfect in its structure, but never any more truly divine in its inspiration. TO MY SISTER LUCRETIA. My sister ! With that thrilling word What thoughts unnumber'd wildly spring ! What echoes in/roy heart are stirr'd, While thus I touch the trembling string ! My sister . ere this youthful mind Could feel the value of thine own ; Ere this infantine heart could hind, In its deep cell, one look, one tone. 60 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. To glide along on memory's stream, And bring back thrilling thoughts of the Ere I knew aught but childhood's dream, Thy soul had struggled and was free ! My sister! with this mortal eye, I ne'er shall see thy form again; And never shall this mortal ear Drink in the sweetness of thy strain ! Yet fancy wild, and glowing love, Reveal thee to my spirit's view, Enwreath'd with graces from above, And deck'd in heaven's own fadeless hu. Thy glance of pure seraphic light Sheds o'er my heart its soft'ning ray ; Thy pinions guard my couch by night, And hover o'er my path by day. I cannot weep that thou art fled, For erer blends my soul with thine ; Each thought, by purer impulse led, Is soaring on to realms divine. Thy glance unfolds my heart of hearts, And lays its inmost recess bare ; Thy voice a heavenly calm imparts, And soothes each wilder passion there. I hear thee in the summer breeze, See thee in all that 's pure or fair; Thy whisper in the murmuring trees, Thy breath, thy spirit everywhere. Thine eyes, which watch when mortals sleef, Cast o'er my dreams a radiant hue ; Thy tears, "such tears as angels weep," Fall nightly with the glistening dew. Thy fingers wake my youthful lyre, And teach its softer strains to flow ; Thy spirit checks each vain desire, And gilds the low'ring brow of woe. When fancy wings her upward flight On through the viewless realms of air, Clothed in its robe of matchless light, I view thy ransom'd spirit there ! Far from her wild delusive dreams, It leads my raptured soul away, Where the pure fount of glory streams, And saints live on through endless day. When the dim lamp of future years Sheds o'er my path its glimmering faint, First in the view thy form Appears, My sister, and my guardian saint ! BIOGRAPHY. 81 Thou gem of light ! my leading star ! What thou hast been, I strive to be ; When from the path I wander far, Oh turn thy guiding beam on me. Teach me to fill thy place below, That I may dwell with thee above ; To soothe, like thee, a mother's woe, And prove, like thine, a sister's love. Thou wert unfit to dwell with clay. For sin too pure, for earth too bright ! And death, who call'd thee hence away, Placed on his brow a gem of light ! A gem, whose brilliant glow is shed Beyond the ocean's swelling wave, Which gilds the memory of the dead, And pours its radiance on thy grave, When day hath left his glowing car, And evening spreads her robe of love; When worlds, like travellers from afar, Meet in the azure fields above ; When all is still, and fancy's realm Is opening to the eager view, Mine eye full oft, in search of thee, Roams o'er that vast expanse of blue. I know that here thy harp is mute, And quench'd the bright poetic fire, Yet still I bend my ear, to catch The hymnings of thy seraph lyre. Oh ! if this partial converse now So joyous to my heart can be, How must the streams of rapture flow When both are chakiless, both are free ! When borne from earth for evermore, Our souls in sacred joy unite, At God's almighty throne adore, And bathe in beams of endless light ! Away, away, ecstatic dream ! I must not, dare not dwell on thee ; My soul, immersed in life's dark stream, Is far too earthly to be free. Though heaven's bright portal were unclosed, And angels wooed me from on high, Too much I fear my shrinking soul Would cast on earih its longing eye. Teach me to fill thy place below. That I may dwell with thee above ; To soothe, like thee, a mother's woe, And prove, like thine, a sister's love. 5* 62 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. It was probably this trembling solicitude about the duration of her existence, that made her so anxious, about this time, to employ every interval of her precarious health in the cul tivation of her mental powers. Certain it is, during the win ter, chequered as it was with repeated fits of indisposition, she applied herself to historical and other studies with an ardour that often made her mother tremble for the con sequences. The following letters to a young female friend were written during one of these intervals. "New York, February 26, 1837. " Notwithstanding all the dangers which might have be fallen your letter, my dear Henrietta, it arrived safely at its resting-place, and is now lying open before me, as I am quietly sitting, this chill February morning, to inform you of its safe arrival. I find I was not mistaken in believing you too kind to be displeased at my remissness ; and I now hope that through our continued intercourse neither will have cause to complain of the other's negligence. " For my own part, I am always willing to assign every reason but that of forgetfulness for a friend's silence. Know ing how often I am obliged to claim this indulgence for my self, and how often ill health prevents me from writing to those I love, I am the more ready to frame apologies for others; indeed I think this spirit of charity (if so I may call it) is necessary to the happiness of correspondents, and as I am sure you possess it, I trust we shall both glide quietly along without any of those little jars which so often inter rupt the purest friendships. And now that my dissertation on letter- writing is at an end, I must proceed to inform you of what I fear will be a disappointment, as it breaks away all those sweet anticipations expressed in your affectionate letter. Father has concluded that we shall not return to Plattsburgh next spring, as he had once intended ; he fears the effects of the cold winds of Lake Champlain upon mo ther and myself, who are both delicate ; and as we have so many dear friends in and about the city, a nearer location would be pleasanter to us and to them. We now think se riously of returning to Ballston, that beautiful little village where we have already spent two delightful years ; and though in this case I must relinquish the idea of visiting my dear 'old home'' and my dear young friend, hope points to the hour when you may become my guest, and where the charms of novelty will in some degree repay us for the de lightful associations and remembrances we had hoped to enjoy. But I cannot help now and then casting a backward glance upon the beautiful scenes you describe, and wishing BIOGRAPHY. 63 myself with you. A philosopher would say, 'Since you dannot enjoy what you desire, turn to the pleasures you may possess, and seek in them consolation for what you have lost ;' but I am no philosopher. ******* " I will endeavour to answer your question about Mrs. Hemans. I have read several lives of this distinguished poetess, by different authors, and in all of them find some thing new to admire in her character and venerate in her genius! She was a woman of deep feeling, lively fancy, and acute sensibilities ; so acute, indeed, as to have formed her chief unhappiness through life. She mingles her own feel ings with her poems so well, that in reading them you read her character. But there is one thing I have often remarked : the mind soon wearies in perusing many of her pieces at once. She expresses those sweet sentiments so often, and introduces the same stream of beautiful ideas so constantly, that they sometimes degenerate into monotony. I know of no higher treat than to read a few of her best produc tions, and comment upon and feel their beauties; but perus ing her volume is to me like listening to a strain of sweet music repeated over and over again, until it becomes so familiar to the ear, that it loses the charm of variety. "Now, dear H., is not this presumption in me, to criticise so exquisite an author 1 ? But you desired my opinion and I have given it to you without reserve. " You desire me to send you an original poem for your self. Now, my dear Hetty, this is something I am not at present able to do for any of my friends, writing being sup posed quite injurious to persons with weak lungs. And I have still another reason. You say the effect of conveying feelings from the heart and recording them upon paper, seems to deprive them of half their warmth and ardour ! Now, my dear friend, would not the effect of forming them into verse seem to render them still less sincere ! Is not plain prose, as it slides rapidly from the pen, more apt to speak the feelings of the heart, than when an hour or two is spent in giving them rhyme and measure, and all the attributes of poetry?" ******* TO THE SAME. " New York, April 2d. 1837. " About an hour since, my dear Henrietta, I received your token of remembrance, and commence rny answer with an act of obedience to your sovereign will ; but I fear you will repent when too late, and while nodding over the closely written sheet, and peering impatiently into each crowded corner, you will secretly wish you had allowed my pen to 04 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. commence its operations at a more respectful distance from the top of the page However, the request was your own I obey like an obedient friend, and you must abide the con sequences of your rash demand. Should the first slanc-e at my well-filled sheet be followed by a yawn, or its last word be welcomed with a smile, you must blame your own imprudence in bringing down upon your luckless head the accumulated nothings of a scribbler like myself. It is indeed true that we shall not return to Pittsburgh; and much a long to revisit the home of my infancy, and the friends of my earliest remembrance, I shall be obliged to relinquish the pleasure in reality, though fancy, unshackled by earth shall direct her pinions to the north, and linger, delighted on the beautiful banks of the Champlain ! Methinks I hear you exclaim, with impatience, ' Fancy ! what is it* oni for something more substantial.' So do I, ma cherc but since I cannot hope to behold my dear native village and its dear inhabitants with other eyes than those of fancy I w III e'en employ them to the best of my ability. You may be sure we do not prefer the confined and murky atmosphere of the city to the pure and health-giving breezes of the country; far from it-we are already preparing to remove as soon as the mild influence of spring has prevailed over the chilling blasts which we still hear whistling around us and gladly shall we welcome the day that wtll release us from our bondage. But there is some drawback to everv pleasure-some bitter drop in almost every cup of eniov ment; and we shall taste this most keenly when we bfd farewell to the delightful circle of friends who have cheered us during the solitude and confinement of this dreary win ter. The I\ew York air, so far from agreeing with us T deprived us of every enjoyment beyond the boundaries of our own walls and it will be hard to leave those frfends who have taught us to forget the privations of ill heal hn .the pleasure of their society. We have chosen Ballston for our temporary home, from the hope of seeing them oftener there than we could in a secluded town, and because pure air, medicinal waters, and good society have all combined to render i a delightful country residence; yet w 1 a " w h k at d ^ ar old home, where pass'd my childish yearb, When fond affection wiped my infant tears ! Where first I leaned from whence my blessings came And lisp d in faltering tones, a mother's name ! w dear old home > wner e memory fondly clings Where eager fancy spreads her soaring wings Around whose scenes my thoughts delight to stray Ana pass the hours in pleasing dreams away ! BIOGRAPHY. rolling wave Thy islets, mirror' es the fairy & And scenes illusive cheat the longing heart ? Where'er through future life my steps may roam, wept to enjoy it ^^^S lved scenes, I shall scrib- fancy to dwell ^nger upon^ ese ^. t what l most wish e ' sweet ' sweet home '.' as the song goes. June , 1837. .. Now for ,he m ,gh t, , theme UP- , , scarc^ dare to dwell : my visit to PI "e * ^ ^ ay come when accompa . e w think of it too much--but it l a C01 ; We are now de- hope of gaining a still greatei pteas me and make ^ 66 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. pleasure like those we look forward to, through a long lapse of time, and dwell upon as some bright land that we shall inhabit when the present shall have become the past 1 I have heard it observed that it was foolish to anticipate that it was only increasing the pangs of disappointment. Not so : do we not, in our most sanguine hopes, acknow ledge to ourselves a fear, a doubt, an expectation of disap pointment? Shall we lose the enjoyment of the present, because evil may come in future 1 No, no if anticipation was not meant for a solace, an alleviation of the sorrows of life, would it have been so strongly implanted in our hearts by the great Director of all our passions ? No it is too precious ! I would give up half the reality of joy for the sweet anticipation. Stop I have gone too far for indeed I could not resign my visit to you, though I might hope and anticipate for years ! " Just as I had written the above, father interrupted me with an invitation to ride. We have just returned from a lorig, delightful drive. Though Ballston cannot compare with Plattsburgh for its rich and varied scenery, still there are romantic woods and shady paths which cannot fail to delight the true lover of nature. ******** " So you do have the blues, eh 1 I had almost said I was glad of it ; but that would be too cruel I will only say, one does not like to be alone, or in any thing singular, and I too, once in a while, receive a visit from these provoking imps are they not 1 You should not have blamed Scott only, (excuse me,) but yourself, for selecting such a book to chase away melancholy. " You ask me if I remember those story-telling days ? In deed I do, and nothing affords me more pleasure than the recollection of those happy hours ! If my memory could only retain the particulars of my last story, gladly would I resume and continue it when I meet you again. I will ease your heart of its fear for mine your scolding did not break it. My dear H., it is not made of such brittle materials as to crack for a trifle. No, no ! It would be far more prudent to save it entire for some greater occasion, and then make the crash as loud as possible don't you think so 1 Oh non sensical nonsense ! Well, ' The greatest and the wisest men Will fool a little now and then.' But I believe I will not add another word, lest my pen should slide off into some new absurdity." On the 1st of May, 1837, the family left New York for Ballston. They had scarce reached there when Mrs. David- BIOGRAPHY. 67 son had an attack of inflammatory rheumatism, which con fined her to her bed, and rendered her helpless as an infant. It was Margaret's turn now to play the nurse, which she did with the most tender assiduity. The paroxysms of her mo ther's complaint were at first really alarming, as may be seen by the following extract of a letter from Margaret to Miss Sedgwick, written a short time afterwards : "We at first thought she would never revive. It was in deed a dreadful hour, my dear madam a sad trial for poor father and myself, to watch, as we supposed, the last agonies of one so beloved as my dear mother ! But the cloud has passed by, and my heart, relieved from its burden, is filled, almost to overflowing, with gratitude and joy. After a few hours of dreadful suspense, reaction took place, and since then she has been slowly and steadily improving. In a few days, I hope, she will be able to ride, and breathe some of this delightful air, which cannot fail to invigorate and re store her. My own health has improved astonishingly since my coming here. I walk, and ride, and exercise as much as possible in the open air, and find it of great service to me. Oh how much I hope to see you here ! * * * * Do, if possible, try the Ballston air once more. It has been useful to you once, it might be still more so now. You will find warm hearts to welcome you, and we will do all in our power to make your visit pleasant to you. The country does indeed look beautiful ! The woods are teeming with wild flowers, and the air is full of melody. The soft, wild warbling of the birds is far more sweet to me than the most laboured performances of art; they may weary by repetition, but what heart can resist the influence of a lovely day ushered in by the morning song of those sweet carollers ! and even to sleep, as it were, by their melodious evening strain. How I wish you could be here to enjoy it with me." The summer of 1837 was one of fhe happiest of her fleet ing existence. For some time after the family removed to Ballston she was very much confined to the house by the illness of her mother, and the want of a proper female com panion to accompany her abroad. At length, a Mr. and Mrs. H., estimable and intimate friends, of a highly intellectual character, came to the village. Their society was an invalua ble acquisition to Margaret. In company with them she was enabled to enjoy the healthful recreations of the country ; to ramble in the woods ; to take exercise on horseback, of which she was extremely fond, and to make excursions about the 68 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. neighbourhood ; while they exerted a guardian care to prevent her, in her enthusiastic love for rural scenery, from exposing herself to any thing detrimental to her health and strength. She gave herself up, for a time, to these exhilarating exercises, abstaining from her usual propensity to overtask her intellect, for she had imbibed the idea that active habits, cheerful recrea tions, and a holiday frame of mind would effectually re-esta blish her health. As usual, in her excited moods, she occa sionally carried these really healthful practices to excess, and would often, says her mother, engage, with a palpitating heart, and a pulse beating at the rate of one hundred and thirty in a minute, in all the exercises usually prescribed 19 preserve health in those who are in full possession of the blessing. She was admonished of her danger by several attacks upon her lungs during the summer, but as they were of short duration, she still flattered herself that she was getting well. There seemed to be almost an infatuation in her case. The exhilara tion of her spirits was at times so great as almost to overpower her. Often would she stand by the window admiring a glo rious sunset, until she would be raised into a kind of ecstasy ; her eye would kindle ; a crimson glow would mount into her cheek, and she would indulge in some of her reveries about the glories of heaven, and the spirits of her deceased sisters, partly uttering her fancies aloud, until turning and catching her mother's eye fixed painfully upon her, she would throw her arms round her neck, kiss away the tears, and sink exhausted on her bosom. The excitement over, she would resume her calmness, and converse on general topics. Among her writings are fragments hastily scrawled down at this time, showing the vague aspirations of her spirit, and her vain at tempts to grasp those shadowy images that sometimes flit across the poetic mind. Oh for a something more than this, To fill the void within my breast ; A sweet reality of bliss, A something bright, but unexpress'd ! My spirit longs for something higher Than life's dull stream can e'er supply ; Something to feed this inward fire, This spark, which never more can die. I 'd hold companionship with all Of pure, of noble, or divine; With glowing heart adoring fall, And kneel at nature's sylvan shrine. BIOGRAPHY. 69 My soul is like a broken lyre, Whose loudest, sweetest chord is gone ; A note, half trembling on the wire A heart that wants an echoing tone. When shall I find this shadowy bliss, This shapeless phantom of the mind ? This something words can ne'er express, So vague, so faint, so undefined ? Language ! thou never canst portray The fancies floating o'er my soul ! Thou ne'er canst chase the clouds away Which o'er my changing visions roll ! And again Oh I have gazed on forms of light, Till life seem'd ebbing in a tear Till in that fleeting space of sight Were merged the feelings of a year. And I have heard the voice of song, Till my full heart gush'd wild and free, And my rapt soul would float along As it on waves of melody. But while I glow'd at beauty's glance, I long'd to feel a deeper thrill : And wnile I heard that dying strain, I sigh'd for something sweeter still. I have been happy, and my soul Free from each sorrow, care, regret ; Yet even in these hours of bliss I long'd to find them happier yet. Oft o'er the darkness of my mind Some meteor thought has glanced at willj "T was bright but ever have I sigh'd To find a fancy brighter still. Why are these restless, vain desires, Which always grasp at something more To feed the spirit's hidden fires, Which burn unseen unnoticed soar ? Well might the heathen sage have known That earth must fail the soul to bind ; That life, and life's tame joys, alone, Could never chain the ethereal mind. The above, as we have before observed, are mere frag, ments, unfinished and uncorrected, and some of the verses have a vagueness incident to the mood of mind in which they were conceived, and the haste with which they were penned , but in these lofty, indefinite aspirations of a young, half- schooled, and inexperienced mind, we see the early and im- 6 70 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. patient flutterings of a poetical genius, which, if spared, might have soared to the highest regions. In a letter written to Miss Sedgwick during the autumn, she speaks of her health as having rapidly improved. " I am no longer afflicted by the cough, and mother feels it un necessary now to speak to me as being ill ; though my health is, and probably always will be, very delicate." "And she really did appear better," observes her mother, " and even I, who had ever been nervously alive to every symptom of her disease, was deluded by those favourable appearances, and began to entertain a hope that she might yet recover, when another sudden attack of bleeding at the lungs convinced us of the fallacy of our hopes, and warned us to take every measure to ward off the severity of the climate in the coming winter. A consultation was held between her father and our favourite physician, and the result was that she was to keep within doors. This was indeed sad, but, after an evident struggle with her own mind, she submitted, with her accus tomed good sense, to the decree. All that affection could suggest, was done, to prevent the effects of this seclusion on her spirits." A cheerful room was allotted to her, command- ing an agreeable prospect, and communicating, by folding doors, to a commodious parlour; the temperature of the whole apartment was regulated by a thermometer. Hither her books, writing-table, drawing implements, and fancy work were transported. When once established in these winter quarters, she became contented and cheerful. " She read and wrote," says her mother, " and amused herself with drawing and needle work. After spending as much time as I dare permit in the more serious studies in which she was engaged, she would unbend her mind with one of Scott's de lightful novels, or play with her kitten ; and at evening we were usually joined by our interesting frjends, Mr. and Mrs. H. It is now a melancholy satisfaction to me to believe that she could not, in her state of health, be happier, or more plea santly situated. She was always charmed with the conver sation of Mr. H., and followed him through all the mazes of philosophy with the greatest delight. She read Cousin with a high zest, and produced an abstract from it which gave a convincing proof that she understood the principles there laid down ; after which she gave a complete analysis of the In troduction to the History of Philosophy, by the same author. Her mind must have been deeply engrossed by these studies, BIOGRAPHY. 71 yet it was not visible from her manner. During this shor' winter she accomplished what to many would have been the labour of years, yet there was no haste, no flurry ; she pur sued quietly her round of occupations, always cheerful. The hours flew swiftly by ; not a moment lagged. I think she never spent a more happy winter than this, with all its varied employments." The following extract from a letter to one of her young friends, gives an idea of her course of reading during this winter; and how, in her precocious mind, the playfulness of the child mingled with the thoughtfulness of the woman. " You ask me what I am reading. Alas ! book-worm as I am, it makes me draw a long breath to contemplate the books 1 have laid out for perusal. In the first place, I am reading Condillac's Ancient History, in French, twenty-four volumes; Gibbon's Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire in four large volumes. 1 have not finished Josephus. In my moments of recreation I am poring over Scott's bewitch ing novels. I wish we could give them some other name instead of novels, for they certainly should not bear the same title with the thousand and one productions of that class daily swarming from the press. Do you think they ought? So pure, so pathetic, so historical, and, above all, so true to human nature. How beautifully he mingles the sad with the grotesque, in such a manner that the opposite feelings they excite harmonize perfectly with each other. His works can be read over and over again, and every time with a growing sense of their beauties. Do you read French 1 If so, I wish we could read the same works together. It would be a great pleasure to me at least, and our mutual remarks might benefit each other. Supposing you will be pleased to hear of my amusements, however trifling, I will venture to name one, at the risk of lowering any great opinion you may have formed of my wisdom ! A pet kitten ! ! ! Yes, my dear Henrietta, a sweet little creature, with a graceful shape, playful temper, white breast, and dear little innocent eyes, which completely belie the reputed disposition of a cat. He is neither deceitful, ferocious, nor ungrateful, but is certainly the most rational being for an irrational one, I ever saw. He is now snugly lying in my lap, watching every move ment of my pen with a quiet purr of contentment. Have you such a pet 1 I wish you had, that we both might play with them at the same time, sunset, for instance, and while so far distant, feel that we were enjoying ourselves in the selfsame way. You ask what I think of animal magnetism 1 My dear Hetty, I have not troubled my head about it. I hear of it from every quarter, and mentioned so often with 72 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. contempt, that I have thought of it only as an absurdity If I understand it rightly, the leading principle is the influ ence of one mind upon another ; there is undoubtedly such an influence, to a reasonable degree, but as to throwing one into a magnetic sleep presenting visions before their eyes of scenes passing afar off, it seems almost too ridiculous! Still it may be all true ! A hundred years since, what would have been our feelings to see what is now here so common, a steam engine, breathing lire and smoke, gliding along with the rapidity of thought, and carrying at its black heels a train which a hundred men would fail to move. We know not but this apparent absurdity, this magnetism may be a great and mysterious secret, which the course of time will reveal and adapt to important purposes. ***** What are you studying] Do you play? Do you draw? Please tell me every thing. I wish I could form some pic ture of you to my mind's eye. T t is so tormenting to cor respond with a dear friend, and nave no likeness of them in our fancy. I remember every thing as it used to be, but time makes great changes ! Now here comes my saucy kitten, and springs upon the table before me as if he had a perfect right there. ' What do you mean, little puss 1 ! Come, sit for your portrait !' I hope, dear H., you will fully appre ciate this painting, which I consider as my chef-d'oeuvre, and preserve it as a faithful likeness of my inimitable cat. But do forgive me so much nonsense ! But I feel that to you I can rattle off any thing that comes uppermost. It is near night, and the sun is setting so beautifully after the long storm that I could not sit here much longer, even if I had a whole page to fill. How splendid the moon must look on the bright waters of the Champlain this night ! Good bye, good bye love to all from all, and believe me, now as ever, Your sincere friend, MARGARET." The following passages from her mother's memorandums, touch upon matters of more solemn interest, which occasion ally occupied her young mind : " During the whole of the preceding summer her mind had dwelt much upon the subject of religion. Much of her time was devoted to serious reflection, self-examination, and prayer. But she evidently shunned all conversation upon the subject. It was a theme she had always conversed upon with pleasure until now. This not only surprised but pained me. I was a silent but close and anxious observer of the operations of her mind, and saw that, with all hei apparent cheerfulness, she was ill at ease ; perfect silence BIOGRAPHY. 73 was however maintained on both sides until the winter commenced, and brought us more closely together. Then her young heart again reposed itself, in confiding love, upon the bosom that heretofore had shared its every thought, and the subject became one of daily discussion. I found her mind perplexed, and her ideas confused by points of doctrine which she could neither understand nor reconcile with her views of the justice and benevolence of God, as exhibited in the Scriptures. Her views of the divine character and attributes had ever been of that elevated cast, which, while they raised her mind above all grosser things, sublimated and purified her feelings and desires, and prepared her for that bright and holy communion without which she could enjoy nothing. Her faith was of that character 'which casteth out fear.' It was sweet and soothing to depend upon Jesus for salvation. It was delightful to behold, in the all-imposing majesty of God, a kind and tender father, who pitied her infirmities, and on whose justice and benevolence she could rest for time and eternity. She had, during the summer, heard much disputation on doctrinal points, which she had silently and carefully examined, and had been shocked at the position which many professing Christians had taken ; she saw much inconsistency, much bitterness of spirit, on points which she had been taught to consider not essential to salvation ; she saw that the spirit of perse cution and uncharitableness which pervaded many classes of Christians, had almost totally destroyed that bond of brotherhood which ought firmly to unite the followers of the humble Saviour ; and she could not reconcile these feelings with her ideas of the Christian character. Her meekness and humility led her sometimes to doubt her own state. She felt that her religious duties were but too feebly performed, and that without divine assistance all her resolutions to be more faithful were vain. She often said, ' Mamma, I am far from right. I resolve and re-resolve, and yet remain the same.' I had shunned every thing that savoured of contro versy, knowing her enthusiasm and extreme sensibility on the subject of religion ; I dreaded the excitement it might create. But I now more fully explained, as well as I was able, the simple and divine truths of the Gospel, and held up to her view the beauty and benevolence of the Father's character, and the unbounded love which could have devised the atoning sacrifice; and advised her at present to avoid controversial writings, and make a more thorough examina tion of the Scriptures, that she might found her principles upon the evidences to be deduced from that groundwork of our faith, unbiassed by the opinions and prejudices of any man. I represented to her, that, young as she was, while in feeble health, researches into those knotty and disputed 6* 74 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. subjects would only confuse her mind ; that there was enough of plain practical religion to be gathered from the Bible ; and urged the importance of frequent and earnest prayer, which, with God's blessing, would compose the agitation of her mind, which I considered as essential to her inward peace. On one occasion, while perusing Lockhart's Life of Scott with great interest, her mother ventured to sound her feelings upon the subject of literary fame, and asked her whether she had no ambition to have her name go down to posterity. She took her mother's hand with enthusiasm, kissed her cheek, and, retiring to the other room, in less than an hour returned with the following lines : TO DIE AND BE FORGOTTEN. A few short years will roll along, With mingled joy and pain, Then shall I pass a broken tone ! An echo of a strain ! Then shall I fade away from life, Like cloud-tints from the sky, When the breeze sweeps their surface o'er, And they are lost for aye. The world will laugh, and weep, and sing, As gaily as before, But cold and silent I shall be As I have been no more. The haunts I loved, the flowers I nursed Will bloom as sweetly still, But other hearts and other hands My vacant place shall fill. And even mighty love must fail To bind my memory here Like fragrance round the faded rose, 'T wifl perish with the year. The soul may look with fervent hope To worlds of future bliss ; But oh how saddening to the heart To be forgot in this ! How many a noble mind hath shrunk From death without a name : Hath look'd beyond his shadowy realm, And lived and died for fame. Could we not view the darksome grave With calmer, steadier eye, If conscious that a world's regret Would seek us where we lie ? BIOGRAPHY. 75 Faith points, with mild confiding glance, To realms of bliss above, Where peace, and joy, and justice reign, And never-dying love ! But still our earthly feelings cling Around this bounded spot ; There is a something burns within Which will not be forgot. It cares not for a gorgeous hearse, For waving torch and plume ; For pealing hymn, funereal verse, Or richly sculptured tomb ; But it would live, undimm'd and fresh, When flickering life departs ; Would find a pure and honour'd grave, Embalm'd in kindred hearts. Who would not brave a life of tears To win an honour'd name ? One sweet and heart-awakening tone From the silver trump of fame ? To be, when countless years have past, The good man's glowing theme ? To be but I what right have I To this bewildering dream ? Oh, it is vain, and worse than vain, To dwell on thoughts like these ; /, a frail child, whose feeble frame Already knows disease ! Who, ere another spring may dawn, Another summer bloom, May, like the flowers of autumn, lie A tenant of the tomb. Away, away, presumptuous thought, I will not dwell on jthee ! For what, alas ! am I to fame, And what is fame to me? Let all these wild and longing thoughts With the dying year expire, And I will nurse within my breast A purer, holier fire ! Yes, I will seek my mind to win From all these dreams of strife, And toil to write my name within The glorious book of life. Then shall old Time, who, rolling on, Impels me towards the tomb, Prepare for me a glorious crown, Through endless years to bloom. December, 1337. 76 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. The confinement to the house, in a graduated temperature, the round of cheerful occupations, and the unremitting care taken of her, produced a visible melioration of her symptoms. Her cough gradually subsided, the morbid irritability of her system, producing often an unnatural flow of spirits, was quieted ; as usual, she looked forward to spring as the genial and delightful season that was to restore her to perfect health and freedom. Christmas was approaching, which had ever been a time of social enjoyment in the family ; as it drew near, however, the remembrance of those lost from the fireside circle was painfully felt by Mrs. Davidson. Margaret saw the gloom on her mother's brow, and kissing her, exclaimed, " Dear mo ther, do not let us waste our present happiness in useless re pining. You see I am well, and you are more comfortable, and dear father is in good health and spirits. Let us enjoy the present hour, and banish vain regrets !" Having given this wholesome advice, she tripped off with a light step to pre pare Christmas presents for the servants, which were to be distributed by St. Nicholas or Santa Claus, in the old tradi tional way. Every animated being, rational or irrational, must share her liberality on that day of festivity and joy. Her Jenny, a little bay pony on which she had taken many healthful and delightful rides, must have a gayer blanket, and an extra allowance of oats. " On Christmas morning," says her mother, " she woke with the first sound of the old house- clock striking the hour of five, and twining her arms around my neck, (for during this winter she shared my bed,) and, kissing me again and again, exclaimed ' Wake, mother, wake to youthful glee, The golden sun is dawning ! ' then slipping a piece of paper into my hand, she sprang out of bed, and danced about the carpet, her kitten in her arms, with all the sportive glee of childhood. When I gazed upon her young face, so bright, so animated, and beautiful, beaming with innocence and love, and thought that perhaps this was the last anniversary of her Saviour's birth she might spend on earth, I could not suppress my emotions : I caught her to my bosom in an agony of tenderness, while she, all uncon scious of the nature of my feelings, returned my caresses with playful fondness." The following verses wero contained in the above-mentioned paper : BIOGRAPHY. 77 TO MY MOTHER AT CHRISTMAS. Wake, mother, wake to youthful glee, The golden sun is dawning ! Wake, mother, wake, and hail with me This happy Christmas morning ! Each eye is bright with pleasure's glow, Each lip is laughing merrily ; A smile hath pass'd o'er winter's brow, And the very snow looks cheerily. Hark to the voice of the waken' d day, To the sleigh-bells gaily ringing, While a thousand, thousand happy hearta Their Christmas lays are singing. 'Tis a joyous hour of mirth and love, And my heart is overflowing ! Come, let us raise our thoughts above, While pure, and fresh, and glowing. 'T is the happiest day of the rolling year, But it comes in a robe of mourning Nor light, nor life, nor bloom is here Its icy shroud adorning. It comes when all around is dark, 'Tis meet it so should be, For its joy is the joy of the happy heart, The spirit's jubilee. It does not need the bloom of spring, Or summer's light and gladness, For love has spread her beaming wing O'er winter's brow of sadness. ' Twas thus he came, beneath a cloud His spirit's light concealing, No crown of earth, no kingly robe His heavenly power revealing. His soul was pure, his mission love, His aim a world's redeeming ; To raise the darken'd soul above Its wild and sinful dreaming. With all his Father's power and love The cords of guilt to sever ; To ope a sacred fount of light, Which flows, shall flow for ever. Then we shall hail the glorious day, The spirit's new creation, And pour our grateful feelings forth, A pure and warm libation. Wake, mother, wake to chasten' d joy, The golden sun is dawning 1 Wake, mother, wake, and hail with me This happy Christmas morning. 78 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. "The last day of the year 1837 arrived. Mamma,' said she, 'will you sit up with me to-night until after twelve?' I looked inquiringly. She replied, ' I wish to bid farewell to the present, and to welcome the coming year.' After the family retired, and we had seated ourselves by a cheerful fire to spend the hours which would intervene until the year 1838 should dawn upon us, she was serious, but not sad, and as if she had nothing more than usual upon her mind, took some light sewing in her hand, and so interested me by her conversation, that I scarcely noticed the flight of time. At half past eleven she handed me a book, pointing to some interesting article to amuse me, then took her seat at the writing-table, and com posed the piece on the departure of the old year 1837, and the commencement of the new one 1838. When she had finished the Farewell, except the last verse, it wanted a few minutes of twelve. She rested her arms in silence upon the table, apparently absorbed in meditation. The clock struck a sort of deep thought passed over her expressive face she remained solemn and silent until the last tone had ceased to vibrate, when she again resumed her pen and wrote, ' The bell ! it hath ceased.' When the clock struck, I arose from my seat and stood leaning over the back of her chair, with a mind deeply solemnized by a scene so new and interesting. The words flowed rapidly from her pen, without haste or con fusion, and at one o'clock we were quietly in bed." We again subjoin the poem alluded to, trusting that these effusions, which are so intimately connected with her personal history, will be read with greater interest, when given in con junction with the scenes and circumstances which prompted them. ON THE DEPARTURE OF THE YEAR 1837, AND THE COMMENCEMENT OF 1838. Hark to the house-clock's measured chime, As it cries to the startled ear, " A dirge for the soul of departing time, A requiem for the year." Thou art passing away to the mighty past, Where thy countless brethren sleep, Till the great Archangel's trumpet-blast, Shall waken land and deep. Oh the lovely and beautiful things that lie On thy cold and motionless breast ! Oh the tears, the rejoicings, the smiles, the sighs, Departing with thcc to their rest. BIOGRAPHY 7t Thou wert usher' d to life amid darkness and gloom, But the cold icy cloud pass'd away, And spring, in her verdure, and freshness, and bloom, Touch' d with glory thy mantle of gray. The flow' rets burst forth in their beauty the trees In their exquisite robes were array'd, But thou glidedst along, and the flower and the leaf, At the sound of thy footsteps, decay'd. And fairer young blossoms were blooming alone, And they died at the glance of thine eye, But a life was within which should rise o'er thine own And a spirit thou couldst not destroy. Thou hast folded thy pinions, thy race is complete, And fulfiU'd the Creator's behest, Then, adieu to thee, year of our sorrows and joys, And peaceful and long be thy rest. Farewell ! for thy truth-written record is full, And the page weeps, for sorrow and crime ; Farewell ! for the leaf hath shut down on the past, And conceal' d the dark annals of time. The bell ! it hath ceased with its iron tongue To ring on the startled ear, The dirge o'er the grave of the lost one is rung- All hail to the new-born year! All hail to the new-born year ! To the child of hope and fear ! He comes on his car of state, And weaves our web of fate, And he opens his robe to receive us all, And we live or die, and we rise or fall, In the arms of the new-born year ! Hope ! spread thy soaring wings ! Look forth on the boundless sea, And trace thy bright and beautiful things On the veil of the great To Be. Build palaces broad as the sky, And store them with treasures of light, Let exquisite visions bewilder the eye, And illumine the darkness of night. We are gliding fast from the buried year, And the present is no more, But hope, we will borrow thy sparkling gear, And shroud the future o'er. Our tears and sighs shall sleep In the grave of the silent past ; We will raise up flowers nor weep That the air hues may not last. 8& MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. We will dream our dreams of joy, Ah, fear ! why darken the scene ? Why sprinkle that ominous tear, My beautiful visions between? Hath not sorrow swift wings of her own, That thou must assist in her flight? Is not daylight too rapidly gone, That thou must urge onward the night? Ah ! leave me to fancy, to hope, For grief will too quickly be here ; Ah ! leave me to shadow forth figures of light, In the mystical robe of the year. ' T is true, they may never assume The substance of pleasure, the real, But believe me, our purest of joy Consists in the vague the ideal. Then away to the darksome cave, With thy sisters, the sigh and the tear, We will drink, in the crystal wave, To the health of the new-born year. ' She had been for some time thinking of a subject for a poem, and the next day, which was the first of January, came to me in great perplexity and asked my advice. I had long desired that she would direct her attention to the beautiful and sublime narratives of the Old Testament, and now proposed that she should take the Bible and examine it with that view. After an hour or two spent in research, slie remarked that there were many, very many subjects of deep and thrilling interest ; but if she now should make a failure, her discou ragement would be such as to prevent her from ever making another attempt. ' I am now,' she said, ' trying my wings ; I will take a lighter subject at first: if I succeed, I will then write a more perfect poem, founded upon Sacred History.' " She accordingly took as a theme a prose tale, in a current work of the day, and wrote several pages with a flowing pen, but soon threw them by dissatisfied. It was irksome to employ the thoughts and fancies of another, and to have to adapt her own to the plan of the author. She wanted some thing original. " After some farther effort," says Mrs. Da vidson, " she came to me out of spirits and in tears. ' Mother, said she, ' I must give it up after all.' I asked the reason, and then remarked that as she had already so many labours upon her hands, and was still feeble, it might be the wisest course. 4 Oh mother,' said she, ' that is not the reason ; my head and my heart are full : poetic images are crowding upon my brain, BIOGRAPHY. 81 but every subject has been monopolised : " there is nothing new under the sun." ' I said, ' My daughter, that others have written upon a subject is not an objection. The most eminent writers do not always choose what is new.' ' Mo ther, dear mother, what can I say upon a theme which has been touched by the greatest men of this or some other age ? I, a mere child ; it is absurd in me to think of it.' She dropped beside me on the sofa, laid her head upon my bosom, and sobbed violently. I wiped the tears from her face, while my own were fast flowing, and strove to soothe the tumult of her mind. * * * When we were both more calm, I said, ' Margaret, I had hoped that during this winter you would not have commenced or applied yourself to any important work ; but if you feel in that way, 1 will not urge you to resign an occupation which gives you such exquisite enjoyment.' " Mrs. Davidson then went on to show to her that, notwith standing the number of poets that had written, the themes and materials for poetry are inexhaustible. By degrees Margaret became composed, took up a book and read. The words of her mother dwelt in her mind. In a few days she brought her mother the introduction to a projected poem to be called Lenore. Mrs. Davidson was touched at finding the remarks she had made for the purpose of soothing the agitation of her daughter had served to kindle her imagination, and were poured forth with eloquence in those verses. The excitement continued, and the poem of Lenore was completed, corrected, and copied into her book by the first of March ; having writ ten her plan in prose at full length, containing about the same number of lines as the poem. " During its progress," says Mrs. Davidson, " when fatigued with writing, she would take her kitten, and recline upon her sofa, asking me to relate to her some of the scenes of the last war. Accordingly, I would while away our solitude by repeating anecdotes of that period ; and before Lenore was completed she had advanced several pages in a prose tale, the scene of which was laid upon Lake Champlain during the last war. She at the same time exe cuted faces and figures in crayon, which would not have dis graced the pencil of an artist. Her labours were truly im mense. Yet a stranger coming occasionally to the house would hardly observe that she had any pressing avoca tions." The following are extracts from a rougfe -fraught of a letter written to Miss Sedgwick about this time. 7 32 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. 1 My DEAR MADAM, " I wish I could express to you my pleasure on receiving your kind and affectionate letter. So far from considering myself neglected by your silence, I felt it a great privilege to be permitted to write to you, and knew that I ought not to expect a regular answer to every letter, even while I was longing, day after day, to receive this gratifying token of remembrance. Unless you had witnessed, I iear you would hardly believe my extravagant delight on reading the dear little folded paper, so expressive of your kind recollection. I positively danced for joy ; bestowed a thousand caresses upon every body and every thing I loved, dreamed of you all night, and arose next morning (with a heart full,) to answer your letter, but was prevented by indisposition, and have not been able untfl now to perform a most pleasing duty by acknowledging its receipt. My health during the past winter has been much better than we had anticipated. J't is true I have been with dear mother, entirely confined to the house, but being able to read, write, and perform all my usual employments, I feel that I have much more reason to be thankful for the blessings continued to me, than to repine because a few have been denied. But spring is now here in name, if not in reality, and I can assure you my heart bounds at the thought of once more escaping from my confinement, and breathing the pu/e air of Heaven, without fearing a blight or consumption in every breeze. Spring ! What pleasure does that magic syllable convey to the heart of an invalid, laden with swest promises, and bringing before his mind visions of liberty, which those who are always free cannot enjoy. Thus do I dream of summer, I may never see, and make myself happy for hours in anticipating pleasures I may never share. It is an idle employment, and little calculated to sweeten disappoint ment. But it has opened to me many sources of delight otherwise unknown; and when out of humour with the present, I have only to send fancy flower-gathering in the future, and I find myself fully repaid. Dear mother's health has also been much better than we had feared, and her ill turns less frequent and severe. She sits up most of the day, walks around the lower part of the house, and enjoys her book and her pen as much as ever. ***** * You speak of your intercourse with Mrs. Jameson. It must indeed be an exquisite pleasure to be intimately associated with a mind like hers. I have never seen any thing but extracts from her writings, but must obtain and read them. I suppose the world is anxiously looking for her next volume. * * * We have been reading Lockhart's Life of Scott. Is it not a deeply interesting work ? In what a beautiful light it represents the character of that great and good man BIOGRAPHY. 83 No one can read his life or his works without loving and venerating him. As to ' the waters of Helicon' we have but a few niggardly streams in this, our matter-of-fact village ; and father in his medical capacity has forbidden my par taking of them as freely as I could wish. But no matter, they have been frozen up, and will flow in ' streams more salubrious ' beneath the milder sky of spring." In all her letters we find a solicitude about her mother's health, rather than about her own, and indeed it was difficult to say which was most precarious. The following extract from a poem written about this time to " Her Mother on her fiftieth Birthday" presents a beautiful portrait, and does honour to the filial hand that drew it. Yes, mother, fifty years have fled With rapid footsteps o'er thy head ; Have past with all their motley train, And left thee on thy couch of pain ! How many smiles and sighs and tears, How many hopes and doubts and fears Have vanish' d with that lapse of years. Oh that we all could look like thee, Back on that dark and tideless sea, And 'mid its varied records find A heart at ease with all mankind, A firm and self-approving mind Grief that had broken hearts less fine Hath only served to strengthen thine. Time that doth chill the fancy's play Hath kindled, thine with purer ray : And stern disease, whose icy dart Hath power to chill the breaking heart, Hath left thine warm with love and truth, As in the halcyon days of youth. The following letter was written on the 26th of March, to a female cousin resident in New York. " DEAR KATE : This day I am fifteen, and you can, you will, readily pardon and account for the absurd flights of my pen, by supposing that my tutelary spirits, nonsense and folly, have assembled around the being of their crea tion, and claimed the day as exclusively their own ; then I pray you to lay to their account all that I have already scribbled, and believe that, uninfluenced by these grinning deities, I can think and feel, and love, as I love you with all warmth and sincerity of heart. Do you remember how we used to look forward to sweet fifteen as the pinnacle of human happiness, the golden age of existence 1 You have but lately passed that milestone in the highway of life j I have just reached it, but I find myself no better satisfied to P4, MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. stand still than before, and look forward to the continuance of my journey with the same ardent longing I felt at fourteen. " Ah, Kate, here we are, two young travellers starting forth upon our long pilgrimage, and knowing not whither it may conduct us ! You some months my superior in age, and many years in acquaintance with society, in external attractions, and all those accomplishments necessary to form an elegant woman. /, knowing nothing of life but from books, and a small circle of friends, who love me as I Jove them ; looking upon the past as a faded dream, which I shall have time enough to study and expound when old age and sorrow come on; upon the present as a nursling, a preparative for the future; and upon that future, as what? a mighty whirlpool, of hopes and fears, of bright anticipa tions and bitter disappointments, into which I shall soon plunge, and find there, in common with the rest of the world, my happiness or misery." The following to a young friend, was also written on the 26th of March. " MY DEAR H. : You must know that winter has come, and gone, and neither mother nor myself have felt a single breeze which could not force its way through the thick walls of our little dwelling. Do you not think I am looking gladly forward to April and May, as the lovely sisters who are to unlock the doors of our prison house, and give us once more to the free enjoyment of nature, without fearing a blight or a consumption in every breath ? \nd now for another, and even more delightful anticipation your visit ! Are you indeed coming 1 And when are you coming ? Do answer the first, that I may for once have the pleasure of framing delightful visions without finding them dashed to the .ground by the iron hand of reality; and the last, that I may not expect you too soon, and thus subject myself to all the bitterness of " hope deferred." Come, for I have so much to say to you, that I cannot possibly contain it until summer; and come quickly, unless you are willing to account for my wasted time as well as your own, for I shall do little else but dream of you and your visit until the time of your arrival. You cannot imagine how those few words in your little good for nothing letter have completely upset my wonted gravity. Do not disappoint me. It is true, mother and I are both feeble and unable to go out with you and show you the lions of our little village ; but if warm welcomes can atone for the want of ceremony, you shall have them in abundance : but it seems to me that I shall want to pin you down in a chair, and do nothing but look at you from morning till night. As to coming to Platts- burgh, I think if we cannot do so in the spring, ("which is BIOGRAPHY. 85 doubtful,) we certainly shall in the course of the summer. Brother M. wrote to me yesterday, saying that he would spend the month of August in the country, and if nothing occurred to prevent, we would take our delightful trip by the way of Lake George. Oh it will be so pleasant ! But my anticipations are now all bent upon a nearer object. Do not allow a slight impediment to destroy them. We expect in May to move to Saratoga. We shall then have a more convenient house, better society, and the benefit of a school in which I can practise music and drawing, without being obliged to attend regularly. We shall then be a few miles nearer to you, and at present that seems something desirable to me. I have read and own three volumes of Scott's life, and was much disappointed to find that it was not finished in these three, but concluded the remainder had not yet come out. Are the five volumes all ? it is indeed a deeply interesting work. I am very fond of biography, for surely there can -be nothing more delightful or instructive than to trace in the infancy and youth of every noble mind the germs of its future greatness. Have you read a work called Letters from Palmyra, by Mr. Ware of New York 1 I have not yet seen it, but intend to do so soon. It is writ ten in the character of a citizen of Rome at that early period, and it is said to be a lively picture of the manners and customs of the imperial city, and still more of the magnificence of Palmyra, and its splendid queen Zenobia. It also contains a beautiful story. I have lately been re- perusing many of Scott's novels, and intend to finish them. Was ever any thing half so fascinating 1 Oh how I long to have you here and tell you all these little things in person. Do write to me immediately, and tell me when we may expect you; I shall open your next with a beating heart. Do excuse all the blunders and scrawls of this hasty letter. You must receive it as a proof of friendship, for to a stran ger, or one who I thought would look upon it with a cold and critical eye, I certainly should not send it. I believe you and I have entered into a tacit agreement to forgive any little mistakes, which the other may chance to commit. Croyez moi ma chere amie votre MARGUERITE." The spirits of this most sensitive little being became more and more excited with the opening of spring. " She watched," says her mother, " the putting forth of the tender grass and the young blossoms as the period which was to liberate her from captivity. She was pleased with every body and every Ihintr. She loved every thing in nature, both animate and inanimate, with a warmth of affection which displayed the 7* 86 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. benevolence of her own heart. She felt that she was well, and oh ! the bright dreams and imaginings the cloudless future presented to her ardent mind all wers sunny and gay." The following letter is highly expressive of the state of her feelings at that period. " A few days since, my dearest cousin, I received your affectionate letter, and if my heart smote me at the sight of the well-known superscription, you may imagine how unmercifully it thumped on reading a letter so full of affec tion, and so entirely devoid of reproach for my unkindly negligence. I can assure you, my dear coz, you could have no better way of striking home to my heart the conviction of my error ; and I resolved that hour, that moment, to lay my confessions at your feet, and sue for forgiveness ; I knew you were too gentle to refuse. But alas ! for human resolves ! We were that afternoon expecting brother M. Dear brother ! And how could I collect my floating thoughts find curl myself up into a corner with pen, ink and paper before me, when my heart was flying away over the sand hills of this unromantic region, to meet and embrace and welcome home the wanderer"? If it can interest you, picture to yourself the little scene : Mother and I breathless with expectation, gazing from the window, in mute suspense, and listening to the 'phiz, phiz,' of the great steam-engine. Then when we caught a rapid glance of his trim little figure, how we bounded away over chairs, sofas, and kittens, to bestow in reality the greeting fancy had so often given him. Oh ! what is so delightful as to welcome a friend ! Well, three days have passed like a dream, and he is gone again. I am seated at my little table by the fire. Mother is sewing beside me. Puss is slumbering on the hearth, and nothing external remains to convince us of the truth of that bright sunbeam which had suddenly broken upon our quiet retreat, and departed like a vision as suddenly. When shall we have the pleasure of welcoming you thus, my beloved cou sin 1 Your flying call of last summer was but an aggrava tion. Oh ! may all good angels watch over you and all you love, shake the dew of health from their balmy wings upon your smiling home, and waft you hither, cheerful and happy, to sojourn awhile with the friends who love you so dearly ! All hail to spring, the bright, the blooming, the renovating spring ! Oh ! I am so happy I feel a- lightness at my heart, and a vigour in my frame that I have rarely felt. If I speak my voice forms itself into a laugh. If I look forward, every thing seems bright before me. If I look back, memory calls up what is pleasant, and my greatest desire is that my pen could fling a ray of sunshine over this scribbled page, ana infuse into your heart some of the cheerfulness of my own. BIOGRAPHY. 87 1 have been confined to the house all winter, as it was thought the best and only way of restoring my health. Now my symptoms are all beMer, and I am looking forward to next month and its blue skies with the most childish impa tience. By the way, I am not to be called a child any more ; for yesterday I was fifteen, what say you to that 1 I feel quite like an old woman, and think of putting on caps and spectacles next month." It was during the same exuberance of happy feeling, with the delusive idea of confirmed health, and the anticipation of bright enjoyments, that she broke forth like a bird into the following strain of melody. Oh, my bosom is throbbing with joy, With a rapture too full to express ; From within and without I am blest, And the world, like myself, I would bless. All nature looks fair to my eye, From beneath and around and above, Hope smiles in the clear azure sky, And the broad earth is glowing with love. I stand on the threshold of life, On the shore of its wide-rolling sea, I have heard of its storms and its strife, But all things are tranquil to me. There 's a veil o'er the future 't is bright As the wing of a spirit of air, And each form of enchantment and light Is trembling in Iris hues there. I turn to the world of affection, And warm, glowing treasures are mine ; To the past, and my fond recollection Gathers roses from memory's shrine. But oh, there 's a fountain of joy More rich than a kingdom beside ; It is holy death cannot destroy The flow of its heavenly tide. 'Tis the love that is gushing within It would bathe the whole world in its light The cold stream of lime shall not quench, The dark frown of woe shall not blight. These visions of pleasure may vanish, These bright dreams of youth disappear Disappointment each air hue may banish, And drown each frail joy in a tear. I may plunge in the billows of life, I may taste of its dark cup of woe, I may weep, and the sad drops of grief May blend with the waves as they flow 88 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. I may dream, till reality's shadow O'er the light form of fancy is cast ; I may hope, until hope, too, despairing Has crept to the grave of the past. But though the wild waters surround me, Misfortune, temptation, and sin, Though fear be about and beyond me, And sorrow's dark shadow within ; Though age, with an icy-cold finger, May stamp his pale seal on my brow Still, still in my bosom shall linger The glow that is warming it now. Youth will vanish, and pleasure, gay charmer, May depart on the wings of to-day, But that spot in my heart shall grow warmer, As year after year rolls away. " While her spirits were thus light and gay," says Mrs, Davidson, " from the prospect of returning health, my more mature judgment told me that those appearances might be deceptive that even now the destroyer might be making sure his work of destruction ; but she really seemed better, the cough had subsided, her step was buoyant, her face glowed with animation, her eye was bright, and love, boundless, uni versal love, seemed to fill her young heart. Every symptom of her disease assumed a more favourable cast. Oh how my heart swelled with the mingled emotions of hope, doubt, and gratitude ! Our hopes of her ultimate recovery seemed to be founded upon reason, yet her father still doubted the propriety of our return to Lake Champlain ; and as Saratoga held out many more advantages than Ballston as a temporary resi dence, he decided to spend the ensuing year or two there ; and then we might perhaps, without much risk, return to our much-loved and long-deserted home on the banks of the Saranac. Accordingly a house was taken, and every prepa ration made for our removal to Saratoga on the first of May. Margaret was pleased with the arrangement." The following playful extract of a letter to her brother in New York, exhibits her feelings on the prospect of their change of residence : "I now most humbly avail myself of your most gracious permission to scribble you a few lines in token of my ever lasting love. ' This is to inform you I am very well, hoping these few lines will find you in possession of the same bless ing' notwithstanding the blue streaks that flitted over your pathway a few days after you left us. Perhaps it was occa- BIOGRAPHY. 89 sioned by remorse, at the cruelty of your parting speech ; perhaps it was the reflection of a bright blue eye, upon the deep waters of your soul ; but let the cause be what it may, ' black spirits or white, blue spirits or grey,' I hope the effect has entirely disappeared, and you are no longer tinged with its most doleful shadow. A blue sky, a blue eye, or the blue dye of the violet, are all undeniably beautiful, but this tint when transferred from the works of nature to the brow of man, or the stockings of woman, becomes a thing to ridicule or weep at. May your spirits henceforth, my dear brother, be preserved from this ill-omened influence, and may your feet and ankles never be graced with garments of a hue so repulsive. Oh, brother, we are all in the heat of moving ; we, I say you will account for the use of that personal pronoun on the authority of the old proverb, 'What a dust we flies raise,' for, to be frank with you, I have little or no thing to do with it, but poor mother is over head and ears in boxes, bedclothes, carpets, straw and discussions. Our hall is already filled with the fruits of her labours and per severance, in the shape of certain blue chests, carpet cases, trunks, boxes, &c., all ready for a move. Dear mother is head, hands, and feet for the whole machine ; our two helps being nothing but cranks, which turn when you touch them, and cease their rotary movement when the force is with drawn. Heigho ! We miss our good C , with her quick invention and hopeful hand. ***** oh, my dear brother, I am anticipating so much pleasure next summer, I hope it will not all prove a dream. It will be so delightful when you come up in August and bring cousin K with you ; tell her I am calculating upon this pleasure with all my powers of fore-enjoyment tell her also, that I am waiting most impatiently for that annihilating letter of hers, and if it does not come soon, I shall send her another cannonade, ere she has recovered the stunning effects of the first. Oh dear ! I have written a most disunderstandable letter, and now you must excuse me, as I have declared war against M , and after mending my pen, must collect all my scat tered ideas into a fleet, and launch them for a combat upon a whole sea of ink." " The exuberance of her spirits," says her mother, " as the spring advanced, and she was enabled once more to take exer cise in the open air, displayed itself in every thing. Her heart was overflowing with thankfulness and love. Every fine day in the latter part of April, she either rode on horse- back or drove out in a carriage. All nature looked lovely to her, not a tree or shrub but conveyed some poetical image or moral lesson to her mind. The moment, however, that she 90 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. began to take daily exercise in the open air, I again heard with agony the prophetic cough. I felt that all was over ! She thought that she had taken cold, and our friends were of the same opinion. ' It was a slight cold which would vanish beneath the mild influence of spring.' I, however, feared that her father's hopes might have blinded his judgment, and upon my own responsibility consulted a skilful physician, who had on many former occasions attended her. She was not aware of my present alarm, or that the physician was now consulted. He managed in a playful manner to feel her pulse, without her suspicions. After he had left the room, ' Madam,' said he, ' it is useless to hold out any false hopes ; your daughter has a seated consumption, which is, I fear, beyond the reach of medical skill. There is no hope in the case ; make her as happy and as comfortable as you can ; let her enjoy riding in pleasant weather, but her walks must be given up ; walking is too great an exertion for her.' With an a.ching heart I returned to the lovely unconscious victim, and found her tying on her hat for a ramble. I gently tried to dissuade her from going. She caught my eye, and read there a tale of grief, which she could not understand, and I could not explain. As soon as I dared trust my voice, I said, ' My dear Margaret, nothing has happened, only I have just been speaking with Dr. , respecting you, and he advises that you give up walking altogether. Knowing how much you enjoy it, I am pained to mention this, for I know that it will be a great privation.' ' Why, mamma,' she exclaimed, ' this cold is wearing off, may I not walk then ?' ' The Doctor thinks you should make no exertion of that kind, but riding in fine weather may have a happy effect.' She stood and gazed upon my face long and earnestly ; then untied her hat and sat down, apparently ruminating upon what had past ; she asked no questions, but an expression of thoughtfulness clouded her brow during the rest of the day. It was settled that she was to ride out in fine weather, but not to walk out at all, and in a day or two she seemed to have forgotten the circumstance altogether. The return of the cough, and pro fuse night perspirations, too plainly told me her doom, but I still clung to the hope, that, as she suffered no pain, she might, by tender judicious treatment, continue yet for years. I urged her to remit her labours ; she saw how much my heart was in the request, and promised to. comply with my wishes. On the first of May we removed to Saratoga. One BIOGRAPHY. 91 short half hour in the railroad-car completed the journey, and she arrived fresh, cheerful, and blooming in her appearance, such an effect had the excitement of pleasure upon her lovely face." On the day we left Ballston she wrote a " Parting Word" to Mrs. H., who had been one of our most intimate and af fectionate visitors throughout the winter, and whose husband had assisted her much in her studies of moral philosophy, as well as delighted her by his varied and instructive con versation. A PARTING WORD TO MY DEAR MRS. H. Ballston Spa, April 30, 1833 At length the awful morn hath come, The parting hour is nigh, And I sit down 'mid dust and gloom, To bid you brief "good-bye." Each voice to fancy's listening ear Repeats the doleful cry, And the bare walls and sanded floor Re-echo back "good-bye." So must it be ; but many a thought Comes crowding on my mind, Of the dear friends, the happy hours, The joys we leave behind. How we shall miss your cheerful face, For ever bright and smiling, And your sweet voice, so often heard, Our weary hours beguiling ! How shall we miss the kindly hearts, Which none can know unloving, Whose thoughts and feelings none can read, Nor find his own improving ! And he, whose converse, hour by hour, Hath lent old Time new pinions, Whose hand hath drawn the shadowy veil From wisdom's broad dominions ; Whose voice hath poured forth priceless gems Scarce conscious that he taught, Whose mind of broad, of loftiest reach, Hath shower'd down thought on thought. True, we may meet with many a dear And cherish'd friend, but yet Oft shall we cast a backward glance Of wistful, vain regret. When evening spreads her sombre veil, To fold the slumbering earth, When our small circle closes round The humble, social hearth *9 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Oft shall we dream of hours gone by And con these moments o'er, Till we half bend our ears to catch Your footsteps at the door, And then turn back and sigh to think We hear those steps no more ! But though these dismal thoughts arise Hope makes me happy still ; There is a drop of comfort lurks In every draught of ill ! By pain and care each joy of earth More exquisite is made, And when we meet, the parting grief Shall doubly be o'erpaid. In disappointments deep too quick Our fairest prospects drown, Let not this hope, which blooms so bright, Be wither'd at his frown ! Come, and a mother's pallid cheek Shall brighten at your smile, And her poor frame, so faint and weak, Forget its pains the while. Come, and a glad and happy heart Shall give the welcome kiss, And puss shall purr, and frisk, and mew, In token of her bliss. Come ! and behold how I improve In dusting cleaning sweeping; And I will hear, with patient ear, Your lectures on housekeeping. And now, may all good angels guard Your path where'er it lie ; May peace reign monarch in your breast, And gladness in your eye. And may the dews of health descend On him you cherish best, To his worn frame their influence lend, And calm each nerve to rest ! And may we meet again, nor feel The parting hour so nigh Peace, love, and happiness to all, Once more once more, "good-bye!" " She interested herself," continued Mrs. Davidson, " more than I had anticipated in the arrangement of our new habita tion, and in forming plans of future enjoyment with our friends when they should visit us; I exerted myself to please her taste in every thing, although she was prohibited from making the slightest physical exertion herself. The house BIOGRAPHY. 93 settled, then came the flower-garden, in which she spent more time than I thought prudent ; but she was so happy while thus engaged, and the weather being fine, and the gardener disposed to gratify and carry all her little plans into effect, I, like a weak mother, wanted resolution to interfere, and have always reproached myself for it, although not conscious that it was an injury at the time. Her brother had invited her to return to New York with him when he came to visit us in June, and she was now impatiently counting the days until his arrival. Her feelings are portrayed in a letter to her young friend H." " Saratoga, June 1. 1838. "June is at last with us, my dear cousin, and the blue- eyed goddess could not have looked upon the green bosom of her mother earth attired in a lovelier or more enchanting obe. I am seated by an open window, and the breeze, laden with the perfumes of the blossoms and opening leaves, just lifts the edge of my sheet, and steals with the gentlest footsteps imaginable to fan my cheek and forehead. The grass, tinged with the deepest and freshest green, is waving beneath its influence ; the birds are singing their sweetest songs ; and as I look into the depths of the clear blue sky the rich tints appear to flit higher and higher as I gaze, till my eye seems searching into immeasurable distance. Oh ! such a day as this, it is a luxury to breathe. I feel as if I could frisk and gambol like my kitten from the mere con sciousness of life. Yet with all the loveliness around me I reperuse your letter, and long for wings to fly from it all to the dull atmosphere and crowded highways of the city. Yes ! I could then look into your eyes, and I should forget the blue sky ; and your smile, and your voice would doubly compensate me for the loss of green trees and singing birds. There are green trees in the heart which shed a softer per fume, and birds which sing more sweetly. ' Nonsense ! Mag is growing sentimental !' I knew you would say so, but the streak came across me, and you have it at full length. In plainer terms, how delighted, how more than delighted I shall be when I do come ! when I do come, Kate ! oh ! oh ! oh ! what would our language be without inter jections, those expressive parts of speech, which say so much in so small a compass 1 Now I am sure you can un derstand from these three syllables all the pleasure, the rapture I anticipate; the meeting, the parting, all the com ponent parts of that great whole which I denominate a visit to New York ! No, not to New York ! but to the few dear friends whose society will afford me all the enjoyment I ex pect or desire, and who, in fact, constitute all my New York. 94 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. June 2d. I had written thus far, dear Kate, when I was most agreeably interrupted by a proposal for a ride on horseback ; my sheet slid of itself into the open drawer, my hat and dress flew on as if by instinct, and in ten minutes I was galloping full speed through the streets of our little village with father by my side. I rode till nearly tea-time, and came home tired, tired, tired ; oh, I ache to think of it. My poor letter slept all night as soundly as its writer, but now that another day has dawned, the very opposite of its predecessor, damp, dark, and rainy, I have drawn it forth from its receptacle, and seek to dissipate all outward gloom, by communing with one the thought of whom conveys to my mind any thing but melancholy. Oh, Kate, Kate, in spite of your disinterested and sober advice to the contrary, I shall come, I shall soon come, just as soon as M. can and will run up for me. Yet, perhaps, in the end I shall be disappointed. My happy anticipations resemble the cloudless sky of yesterday, and who knows but a stormy to-morrow may erase the brilliant tints of hope as well as those of nature. ****** Do write quickly, and tell me if I am to prepare. If you continue to feel as when you last .wrote, and still advise me not to come, I shall dispose of your advice in the most approved manner, throw it to the winds, and embark armed and equipped for your city, to make my destined visit, and fulfil its conditions by fair means or foul, and bring you home in triumph. Oh ! we shall have fine times. Oh dear, I blush to look back upon my sheet and see so many Ps in it." The time of her brother's coming drew near. He would be with us at nine in the morning. At eleven they were to start. I prepared all for her departure with my own hand, lest, should I trust it to a domestic to make the arrangements, she would make some exertion herself. She sat by me while thus engaged, relating playful anecdotes, until I urged her to retire for the night. On going into her room an hour or two afterwards, I was alarmed to find her in a high fever. About midnight she was taken with bleeding at the lungs. I flew to her father, and in a few minutes a vein was opened in her arm. To describe our feelings at this juncture is impossible. We stood gazing at each other in mute despair. After that shock had subsided her father retired, and I seated myself by the bedside to watch her slumbers, and the rising sun found me still at my post. She awoke, pale, feeble and exhausted by the debilitating perspiration which attended her sleep. She was surprised to find that I had not been in bed ; but when she attempted to speak I laid my finger upon her lips and BIOGRAPHY. 95 desired her to be silent. She understood my motive, and when I bent my head to kiss her, I saw a tear upon her cheek. I told her the necessity of perfect quiet, and the danger which would result from agitation. Before her brother came, she desired to rise. I assisted her to do so, and he found her quietly seated in her easy chair, perfectly composed in man ner, and determined not to increase her difficulties by giving way to feelings which must at that time have oppressed her heart. My son was greatly shocked to find her in this state. I met him and urged the importance of perfect self-possession on his part, as any sudden agitation might in her present alarming state be fatal. Poor fellow ! he subdued his feelings and met her with a cheerful smile which concealed a heart almost bursting with sorrow. The propriety of her taking this jaunt had been discussed by her father and myself for a number of weeks. We both thought her too ill to leave home, but her strong desire to go, the impression she had imbibed that travelling would greatly benefit her health, and the plead ing of friends in her behalf, on the ground that disappointment would have a more unfavourable effect than the journey pos sibly could have, all had their effect in leading us to consent. It was possible it might be of use to her, although it was at best an experiment of a doubtful nature. But this attack was decisive : yet caution must be used in breaking the matter to her in her present weak state. Her brother stayed a day or two with us, and then returned, telling her thai when she was able to perform the journey, he would come again and take her with him. After he left us, she soon regained her usual strength, and in a fortnight her brother returned and took h'jr to New York. Tho anxiety of Mrs. Davidson was intense until she received her first letter. It was written from New York, and in a cheerful vein, speaking encouraging! 3' of her health, but showing more solicitude about the health and well being of her mother than of her own. She continued to write fre quently, giving animated accounts of scenes and persons. The following extract relates to an excursion, in company with two of her brothers, into West Chester county, one of the pleasantest, and, until recently, the least fashionably known, regions on the banks of the Hudson. " At three o'clock, we were in the Singsing steamer, with the water sparkling below, and the sun broiling over head. In the course of our sail a huge thundercloud arose, and I 96 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. retreated, quite terrified, to the cabin. But it proved a re freshing shower. Oh ! how sweet, how delightful the air was! When we landed at the dock, every thing looked so fresh and green ! We mounted into a real country vehicle, and rattled up the hill to the village inn, a quiet, pleasant little house. I was immediately shown to my room, where I stayed until tea-time, enjoying the prospect of a splendid sunset upon the mountains, and resting after the fatigues of the day. At seven, we drank tea, a meal strongly contrasted with the fashionable meagre unsocial city tea. The table was crowded with every thing good, in the most bountiful style, and served with the greatest attention by the land lord's pretty daughter. I retired soon after tea, and slept soundly until daybreak. After breakfast, we sent for a car riage to take us along the course of the Croton, to see the famous water-works, but, to our disappointment, every car riage was engaged, and we could not go. In the afternoon, a party was made up to go in a boat across the river, and ascend a mountain to a singular lake upon its summit, where all the implements of fishing were provided, and a collation was prepared. In short it was a pic-nic. To this we were invited, but on learning they would not return until nine or ten in the evening, that scheme also was aban doned. Towards night we walked around the village, looked at the tunnel, and visited the ice-cream man, and in spite of my various disappointments, I retired quite happy and pleased with my visit. The next day was Sunday, and we proposed going to the little Dutch church, a few miles distant, and hearing the service performed in Dutch ; but lo ! on drawing aside my curtains in the morning, it rained, and we were obliged to content ourselves as well as we could until the rain was over. After dinner the sun again peeped out, as if for our special gratification, and in a few minutes a huge country wagon, with a leathern top and two sleek horses, drew up to the door. We mounted into it, and away we rattled over the most beautiful country I ever saw. Oh ! it was magnificent ! Every now and then tne view of the broad Hudson, with its distant hills, and the clouds resting on their summits, burst upon our view. Now we would ascend a lofty hill, clothed with forests, and verdure of the most brilliant hues; now dash down into a deep ravine with a stream winding and gurgling along its bed, with its tiny waves rushing over the wheel of some rustic mill, embosomed in its shade and solitude. Every now and then the gable end of some low Dutch building would present itself before us, smiling in its peaceful still ness, and conveying to the mind a perfect picture of rural simplicity and comfort, although, perhaps, of ignorance. At length we paused upon the summit of a gentle hill, and BIOGRAPHY. 97 judge of my delight when I beheld below me the old Dutch church, the quiet, secluded, beautiful little churchyard, the running stream, the path, and the rustic bridge, the ever memorable scene of Ichabod's adventure with the headless horseman. There, thought I, rushed the poor pedagogue, his knees cramped up to his saddle-bow with fear, his hands grasping his horse's mane, with convulsive energy, in the hope that the running stream might arrest the progress of nis fearful pursuer, and allow him to pass in safety. Vain hope ! scarce had he reached the bridge when he heard, rattling behind him, the hoofs of his fiendish companion. The church seemed in a blaze to his bewildered eyes, and urging on, on, he turned to look once more, when, horror of horrors ! the head, the fearful head, was in the act of de scending upon his devoted shoulders. Ha! ha! ha! I never laughed so in my life. Well, we rode on through the scene of poor Andre's capture, and dashed along the classic valley of Sleepy Hollow. After a long and delightful drive, we returned in time for tea. After tea we were invited into Mrs. F.'s parlour, where, after a short time, were collected, quite a party of ladies and gentlemen. At nine we were served with ice-cream, wine, &c. I retired very much pleased and very much fatigued. Early in the morning we rose with the most brilliant sun, breakfasted, mounted once more into the wagon, and rattled off to the dock. Oh ! that I could describe to you how fresh and sweet the air was. I felt as if I wanted to open my mouth wide and inhale it We gave M. our parting kisses, and soon found ourselves once more, after this charming episode, approaching the mighty city. We had a delightful sail of two or three hours, and again rode up to dear aunt M.'s, where all seemed glad at my return. I spent the remainder of the day in resting and reading." In these artless epistles, continues Mrs. Davidson, there is much of character, for who could imagine this constant cheer fulness, this almost forgetful ness of self, these affectionate endeavours, by her sweetly playful account of all her employ ments while absent, to dispel the grief which she knew wns preying upon my mind on account of her illness? Who could conceive the pains she took to conceal from me tho ravages which disease was daily making upon her form? She was never heard to complain, and in her' letters to me, she hardly alludes to her illness. The friends to whom I had entrusted her, during her short period of absence, sometimes feared that she would never be able to reach home again. Her brother told me, but not until long after her return, that 8* 98 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. on her way home she really fainted several times from debil ity and that he took her from the boat to the carriage as he would have done an infant. On the sixth of July, I once more folded to my heart this cherished object of my solicitude ; but oh, the change which three short weeks had wrought in her appearance struck me forcibly. I was so wholly unprepared for it, that I nearly fainted. After the excitement of the meeting (which she had evidently summoned all her fortitude to bear with composure) was over, she sat down by me, and passing her thin arm around my waist, said, " Oh, my dear mamma, I am home again at last ; I now feel as if I never wanted to leave you again ; I have had a delightful visit, rny friends were all glad to see me, and have watched over me with all the kindness and care which affection could dictate, but oh, there is no place like home, and no care like a mother's care ; there is something in the very air of home, and in the sound of your voice, mother, which makes me happier just now, than all the scenes which I have passed through in my little jaunt; oh, after all, home is the only place for a person as much out of health as I am." I strove to suppress my emotions, while I marked her pale cheek and altered countenance. She fixed her penetrating eyes upon my face, kissed me, and drawing back to take a more full survey of the effects which pain and anxiety had wrought in me, kissed me again and again, say ing, " she knew I had deeply felt the want of her society, and now once more at home, she should so prize its comforts as to be in no haste to leave it again." She was much wasted, and could hardly walk from one room to another; her cough was very distressing ; she had no pain, but a languor and depression of spirits, foreign to her nature. She struggled against this debility, and calted up all the energies of her mind to overcome it ; her constant reply to inquiries about her health, by the friends who called, was the same as formerly, " Well, quite well mother calls me an invalid, but I feel well." Yet, to me, when alone, she talked more freely of her symp toms, and I thought I could discern from her manner, that she had apprehensions as to the result. I had often endea voured to acquire firmness sufficient to tell her what was her situation, but she seemed so studiously to avoid the disclosure, that my resolution had hitherto been unequal to the task. Bu* I was much surprised one day, not long after her return from New York, by her asking me to tell her, without reserve, my BIOGRAPHY. 90 opinion of her state. The question wrung my very heart ; I was wholly unprepared for it, and it was put in so solemn a manner, that I could not evade it, were I disposed to do so. I knew with what strong affection she clung to life, and the objects and friends which endeared it to her ; I knew how bright the world upon which she was just entering appeared to her young fancy, what glowing pictures she had drawn of future usefulness and happiness. I was now called upon, at one blow, to crush these hopes, to destroy the delightful visions, which had hovered around her from her cradle until this very period ; it would be cruel and wrong to deceive her , in vain I attempted a reply to_her direct and solemn appeal, and my voice grew husky ; several times I essayed to speak, but the words died away on my lips ; I could only fold her to my heart in silence, imprint a kiss upon her forehead, and leave the room to avoid agitating her with feelings I had no power to repress. The following extract from a letter to her brother in New York, dated a short time after this incident occurred, and which I nevor saw until after her departure, will best portray her own feelings at this period. " As to my health at present, I feel as well as when you were here, and the cough is much abated, but it is evident to me, that mother thinks me not so well as before I left home; I do not myself believe that I have gained any thing from the visit, and in a case like mine, standing still is cer tainly loss, but I feel no worse. However, I have learned that feelings are no criterion of disease. Now, brother, I want to know what Dr. M discovered, or thought he discovered, in his examination of my lungs; father says no thing mother, when I ask, cannot tell me, and looks so sad ! Now, I ask you, hoping to be answered. If you have not heard the doctor say, I wish you would ask him, ana write to me. If it is more unfavourable than I anticipate, it is best I should know now ; if it is contrary, how much pain and restlessness and suspicion, will be spared me by the knowledge. As to myself, I feel and know that my health is in a most precarious state, that the disease we dread has perhaps fastened upon me, but I have an impression that if I make use of the proper remedies and exercise, I may yet recover a tolerable degree of health. I do not feel that my case is incurable ; I wish to know if I am wrong. I have rode on horseback twice since you left me ; dear, dear brother, what a long egotistic letter I have written you ! do forgive me, my heart was full, and I felt that I must unbur den it. I wish you would write me a long letter. Do not 100 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. let dear mother know at present the questions I have asked you." * * * * * * * From this period she grew more thoughtful. There was even a solemnity in her manner which I never before observ ed. Her mind, as I mentioned before, had been much per plexed by some doctrinal points. To solve these doubts I asked if I should not send for some clergyman. She said no. She had heard many discussions on these subjects, and they nad always served rather to confuse than to convince her. " I would rather converse with you alone, mother." She then asked me if I thought it essential to salvation that she should adopt any particular cred. I felt that I was an ineffi cient, perhaps a blind guide, yet it was my duty not only to impart consolation, but to explain to her my own views of the truth. I replied that I considered faith and repentance only, to be essential to salvation ; that it was very desirable that her mind should be settled upon some particular mode of faith ; but that I did not think it absolutely necessary that she should adopt the tenets of any established church, and again recom mended an attentive perusal of the New Testament. She ex pressed her firm belief in the divinity of Christ. The perfec tions of his character, its beauty and holiness excited her admiration, while the benevolence which prompted the sacri fice of himself to save a lost world, filled her with the most enthusiastic gratitude. It was a source of regret that so much of her time had been spent in light reading, and that her writings had not been of a more decidedly religious character. She lamented that she had not chosen scriptural subjects for the exercise of her poetical talent, and said, " Mamma, should God spare my life, my time and talents shall for the future be devoted to a higher and holier end." She felt that she had trifled with the gifts of Providence, and her self-condemnation and grief were truly affecting. "And must I die so young? My career of usefulness hardly commenced ? Oh ! mother, how sadly have I trifled with the gifts of heaven ! What have I done which can benefit one human being?" I folded her to my heart, and endeavoured to soothe the tumult of her feel ings, bade her remember her dutiful conduct as a daughter, her affectionate bearing as a sister and a friend, and the con solation which she had afforded me through years of suffering ! ' Oh my mother," said she, " I, have been reflecting much of late upon this sad waste of intellect, and had marked out for myself a course of usefulness which, should God spare my BIOGRAPHY. 101 .ife " Here her emotions became too powerful to proceed. At times she suffered much anxiety with regard to her eternal welfare, and deeply lamented her want of faithfulness in the performance of her religious duties ; complained of coldness and formality in her devotional exercises, and entreated me to pray with and for her. At other times, her hopes of hea ven would be bright, her faith unwavering and her devotion fervent. Yet it was evident to me, that she still cherished the hope that her life might be prolonged. Her mother had lin gered for years in a state equally hopeless, and during that period had been enabled to attend to the moral and religious culture of her little family. Might not the same kind Provi dence prolong her life 1 It would be vain to attempt a de scription of those seasons of deep and thrilling interest. God alone knows in what way my own weak frame was sustained. I felt that she had been renovated and purified by Divine Grace, and to see her thus distressed when I thought that all the consolations of the Gospel ought to be hers, gave my heart a severe pang. " Many of our friends now were of opinion that a change of climate might benefit, perhaps restore her. Heretofore, when the suggestion had been made, she shrunk from the idea of leaving her home for a distant clime. Now her anxiety to try the effect of a change was great. I felt that it would be vain, although I was desirous that nothing should be left untried. Feeble as she now was, the idea of her resigning the comforts of home, and being subject to the fatigues of travelling in public conveyances, was a dreadful one, and yet if there was a ra tional prospect of prolonging her life by these means, I was anxious to give them a trial. Dr. Davidson, after much de liberation on the subject, called counsel. Dr. came, and when, after half an hour's pleasant and playful conversa tion with Margaret, he joined us in the parlour, oh ! how my poor heart trembled. I hung upon the motions of his lips as if my own life depended on what they might utter. At length he spoke, and I felt as if an icebolt had passed through my heart. He had never thought, though he had known her many years, that a change of climate would benefit her. She had lived beyond his expectations many months, even years ; and now he was convinced, were we to attempt to take her to a southern climate, that she would die on the passage. Make it as pleasant as possible for her at home, was his advice. He thought that a few months must terminate her life. She 102 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. knew that we had confidence in the opinion of this, her favourite physician. When I had gained firmness enough to answer her questions, I again entered the room and found her com posed, though she had evidently been strongly agitated, and had not brought her mind to hear her doom. Never, oh ! never to the latest hour of my life, shall I forget the look she gave me when I met her. What a heart-rending task was mine ! I performed it as gently as possible. I said the doctor thought her strength unequal to the fatigue of the journey ; that he was not so great an advocate for change of climate as many persons ; that he had known many cases in which he thought it injurious, and his best advice was, that we should again ward off the severity of the winter by creating an at mosphere within our house. She mildly acquiesced, and the subject was dropped altogether. She sometimes read, and fre quently, from mere habit, held a book in her hand when un able to digest its contents, and within the book there usually rested a piece of paper, upon which she occasionally marked the reflections which arose in her mind, either in poetry or prose." We here interrupt the narrative of Mrs. Davidson, to insert a copy of verses addressed by Margaret to her brother, a young officer in the army, and stationed at a frontier post in the far west. They were written in September, about two months before her death, and are characterized throughout by her usual beauty of thought and tenderness of feeling ; but the last verse, which alludes to the fading verdure, and falling leaf, and gathering melancholy, and lifeless quiet of the sea son, as typical of her own blighted youth and approaching dissolution, has something in it peculiarly solemn and affecting. TO MY SOLDIER BROTHER IN THE FAR WEST.* 'Tis an autumn eve, and the tints of day From the west are slowly stealing, And clouds round the couch of the setting sun Are gently and silently wheeling. 'Tis the scene and the hour for the soul to bathe In its own deep springs of feeling, And my thoughts, from their galling bonds set free, Have fled to the " far, far west" to thee! And perchance, 'mid the toils of thy varied life, Thou also art pausing awhile, To behold how beautiful all things look In the sunlight's passing smile ; * This copy of verses has come to hand since the publication of the first edition of this memoir. BIOGRAPHY. 108 And perchance recollections of kindred and home Thy cares for a moment beguile ; Thy thoughts have been mine in their passage to thee, And though distant, far distant, our spirits are free ! I know thou art dreaming of home, And the dear ones sheltered there ; Of thy mother, pale with the pain of years, And thy sire with his silvered hair ; And with them blend thoughts of thy boyish years, When the world looked all so fair, When thy cheek flushed high at the voice of praise, And thy breast was unknown to care ; And while memory burns her torch for thee, I know that these thoughts and these dreams will be ! But when, in the shade of the autumn wood, Thy wandering footsteps stray, When yellow leaves and perishing buds Are scattered in thy way ; When all around thee breathes of rest, And sadness and decay With the drooping flower, and the falling tree, Oh ! brother, blend thy thoughts of me ! "The following fragments," continues Mrs. Davidson, " appear to be the very breathings of her soul during the last few weeks of her life, written in pencil, in a hand so weak and tremulous that I could with difficulty decipher them word by word with the aid of a strong magnifying glass. " Consumption ! child of woe, thy blighting breath Marks all that 's fair and lovely for thine own, And, sweeping o'er the silver chords of life, Blends all their music in one deathlike tone." 1838. " What strange, what mystic things we are, With spirits longing to outlive the stars. * * * * but even in decay Hasting to meet our brethren in the dust. As one small dewdrop runs, another drops To sink unnoticed in the world of waves." " O it is sad to feel that when a few short years Of life are past, we shall lie down, unpitied And unknown, amid a careless world ; That youth and age and revelry and grief Above our heads shall pass, and we alone Shall sleep ! alone shall be as we have been, No more. These are unfinished fragments, a part of which I could not decipher at all. I insert them to give an idea of the daily operations of her mind during the whole of this long summer of suffering. Her gentle spirit never breathed a murmur or 104 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. complaint. I think she was rarely heard to express even a feeling of weariness. But here are a few more of those out pourings of the heart. I copy these little effusions with all their errors ; there is a sacredness about them which forbids the change even of a single letter. The first of the fragments which follow was written on a Sabbath evening in autumn, not many weeks before her death. It is autumn, the season of rapid decay, When the flow'rets of summer are hasting away From the breath of the wintry blast, And the buds which oped to the gazer's eye, And the glowing tints of the gorgeous sky, And the forests robed in their emerald dye, With their loveliest blossoms have past. 'Tis eve, and the brilliant sunset hue Is replaced by a sky of the coldest blue, Untouched by a floating cloud. And all nature is silent, calm and serene, As though sorrow and suffering never had been On this beautiful earth abroad. 'Tis a Sabbath eve, and the longing soul Is charm'd by its quiet and gentle control From each wayward and wandering thought, And it longs from each meaner affection to move. And it soareth the troubles of earth above To bathe in that fountain of light and love, Whence our purest enjoyments are caught. 1838. But winter, O what shall thy greeting be From our waters, our earth, and our sky t What welcoming strains shall arise for thee As thy chariot- wheels draw nigh ? Alas ! the fresh flowers of the spirit decay As thy cold, cold steps advance, And even young Fancy is shrinking away From the chill of thy terrible glance ; And Hope with her mantle of rainbow hue Hath fled from thy freezing eye, And her bright train of visions are melting in tar As thy shivering blasts sweep by. Thy ****** Oct. 1838. THE NATURE OF THE SOUL. The spirit, what is it ? Mysterious, sublime, Undying, unchanging, for ever the same, It bounds lightly athwart the dark billows of time, And moves on unscorched by its heavenly flame. Man owns thee and feels thee, and knows thee divino* He feels thou art his, and thou never canst die ; He believes thee a gem from the Maker's pure shrine, A portion of purity holy and high. BIOGRAPHY. 105 "Tig around him, within him, the source of his life, Yet too weak to contemplate its glory and might ; He trembling shrinks back to dull earth's humble strife, And leaves the pure atmosphere glowing with light. Thou spark from the Deity's radiant throne, I knowthee, yet shrink from thy greatness and power; . Thou art mine in thy splendour, I feel thee my own, Yet behold me as frail as the light summer flower. I strive in my weakness to gaze on thy might, To trace out thy wanderings through ages to come, Till like birds on the sea, all exhausted, at length I flutter back weary to earth as my home. Like a diamond when laid in a rough case of clay, Which may crumble and wear from the pure gem enclosed, But which ne'er can be lit by one tremulous ray From the glory-crown'd star in its dark case reposed. As the cool weather advanced, her decline became more visible, and she devoted more and more of her time to search ing the Scriptures, self-examination and subjects for reflection, and questions which were to be solved by evidences deduced from the Bible. I found them but a few days before her death, in the sacred volume which lay upon the table, at which she usually sat during her hours of retirement. She had been searching the holy book, and overcome by the exertion, rang the bell, which summoned me to her side, for no person but myself was admitted during the time set apart for her devo tional exercises. Subjects for reflection. 1st. The uniform usefulness of Christ's miracles. 2d. The manner in which he overthrows all the exalted lopes which the Jews entertain of a temporal kingdom, and /strives to explain to them the entire spirituality of the one he has come to erect. 3d. The deep and unchangeable love for man, which must have impelled Christ to resist so many temptations and endure so many sufferings, even death, that truth might enlighten the world, and heaven and immortality become realities instead of dreams. 4th. The general thoughtlessness of man with regard to his greatest, his only interest. 5th. Christ's constant submission to the will of his Father, and the necessity of our imitating the meek and calm and gentle qualities of his character, together with that firmness of purpose and confidence in God which sustained him to the end. 6th. The necessity of so living, that we need not fear to think each day our last. 9 106 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. 7th. The necessity of religion to soothe and support the mind on the bed of sickness. 8th. Self-examination. 9th. Is Christ mentioned expressly in Scripture as equal with God and a part ? 10th. Is there sufficient ground for the doctrine of the Trinity 1 1 1th. Did Christ come as a prophet and reformer of the world, or as a sacrifice for our sins, to appease the wrath of his Father 1 12th. Is any thing said of infant baptism? Written in November, 1838. About three weeks before her departure, I one morning found her in the parlour, where, as I before observed, she spent a portion of her time in retirement. I saw that she had been much agitated, and seemed weary. I seated myself by her and rested her head on my bosom, while I gently pressed my hand upon her throbbing temples to soothe the agitation of her nerves. She kissed me again and again, and seemed as if she feared to trust her voice to speak lest her feelings should overcome her. As I returned her caresses, she silently put a folded paper in my hand. I began to open it, when she gently laid her hand on mine, and said in a low tremulous tone, " Not now, dear mother ! I then led her back to her room, and placed her upon the sofa, and retired to examine the paper. It contained the following lines. TO MY MOTHER. OH mother, would the power were mine To wake the strain thou lov'st to hear, And breathe each trembling new-born thought, Within thy fondly listening ear, As when in days of health and glee, My hopes and fancies wander'd free. But, mother, now a shade has past Athwart my brightest visions here, A cloud of ^darkest gloom has wrapt The remnant of my brief career ! No song, no echo can I win, The sparkling fount has died within. The torch of earthly hope burns dim, And Fancy spreads her wings no more ; And oh, how vain and trivial seem The pleasures that I prized before. My soul, with trembling steps and slow, Is struggling on through doubt and strife : Oh ! may it prove, as time rolls on, The pathway to eternal life Then, when my cares and fears are o'er, I '11 sing thee as in days of yore BIOGRAPHY. 107 I said that hope had pass'd from earth : 'T was but to fold her wings in Heaven, To whisper of the soul's new birth, Of sinners saved and sins forgiven. When mine are wash'd in tears away, Then shall my spirit swell my lay. When God shall guide my soul above, By -the soft cords of heavenly love, When the vain cares of earth depart, And tuneful voices swell my heart, Then shall each word, each note I raise, Burst forth in pealing hymns of praise, And all not offered at His shrine, Dear mother, I will place on thine. It was long before I could gain sufficient composure to re* turn to her. When I did so, I found her sweetly calm, and she greeted me with a smile so full of affection, that I shall cherish the recollection of its brightness until my latest breath. It was the last piece she ever wrote, except a paraphrase of four lines of the hymn, " I would not live always," which was written within the last week of her life. " I would not live always thus fettered by Temptation without, and corruption witnii sin, bin, With the soul ever dimmed by its hopes and its fears, And the heart's holy flame ever struggling through tears." Thus far in preparing this memoir, we have availed our selves almost entirely of copious memoranda, furnished us at our own request by Mrs. Davidson ; but when the narrator approached the closing scene of this most affecting story, the heart of the mother gave out, and she found herself totally in adequate to the task. Fortunately, Dr. Davidson had retained a copy of a letter, written by her in the midst of her affliction to Miss Sedgwick, in reply to an epistle from that lady, ex pressive of the kindest sympathy, and making some inquiries relative to the melancholy event. We subjoin that letter en- tire, for never have we read any thing of the kind more truly eloquent or deeply affecting. " Saratoga Springs. " Yes, my dear Miss Sedgwick, she is an angel now ; calm ly and sweetly she sunk to her everlasting rest, as a babe gently slumbers on its mother's bosom. I thank my Father in heaven that I was permitted to watch over her, and I trust administer to her comfort during her illness. I know, my friend, you will not expect either a very minute or con nected detail of the circumstances preceding her change 108 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. from me at this time, for I am indeed bowed down with sorrow. I feel that I am truly desolate, how desolate I will not attempt to describe. Yet in the depth of grief I have consolations of the purest, most soothing and exalted na ture. I would not, indeed I could not murmur, but rath'T bless my God that he has in the plenitude of his goodness made me, even for a brief space on earth, the honoured mother of such an angel. Oh my dear Miss Sedgwick, I wish you could have seen her during the last two months of her brief sojourn with us. Her meekness and patience, and her even cheerful bearing were unexampled. But when she was assured that all the tender and endearing ties which bound her to earth were about to be severed, when she saw that life and all its bright visions were fading from her eyes that she was standing at the entrance of the dark valley which must be traversed in her way to the eternal world, the struggle was great, but brief she caught the hem of her Saviour's robe and meekly bowed to the mandate of her God. Since the beginning of August, I have watched this tender blossom with intense anxiety, and marked her decline with a breaking heart ; and although from that time until the period of her departure, I never spent a whole night in my bed, my excitement was so strong that I was unconscious of the want of sleep. Oh, my dear madam, the whole course of her decline was so unlike any other death bed scene I ever witnessed ; there was nothing of the gloom of a sick chamber; a charm was in and around her ; a holy light seemed to pervade every thing belonging to her. There was a sacredness, if I may so express it, which seem ed to tell the presence of the Divinity. Strangers felt it, all acknowledged it. Very few were admitted to her sick room, but those few left it with an elevation of heart new, solemn, and delightful. She continued to ride out as long as the weather was mild, and even after she became too weak to walk she frequently desired to be taken into the parlour, and when there, with all her little implements of drawing and writing, her books, and even her little work-box and basket beside her, she seemed to think that by these little attempts at her usual employments she could conceal from me, for she saw my heart was breaking, the ravages of dis ease and her consequent debility. The New Testament was her daily study, and a portion of every day was spent in private in self-examination and prayer. My dear Miss Sedgwick, how I have felt my own littleness, my total un- wort'hiness, when compared with this pure, this high-souled, intellectual, yet timid, humble child ; bending at the altar of her God, and pleading for pardon and acceptance in his sight, and grace to assist her in preparing for eternity. As her strength wasted, she often desired me to share her BIOGRAPHY. 109 hours of retirement and converse with her, and read to her, when unable to read herself. " Oh ! how sad, how delightful, how agonizing is the memory of the sweet and holy communion we then enjoyed. Forgive me, my friend, for thus mingling my own feelings with the circumstances you wished to know; and, oh ! con tinue to pray that God will give me submission under this desolating stroke. She was my darling, my almost idolized child truly, truly, you have said, the charm of my existence. Her symptoms were extremely distressing, although she suffered no pain. A week before her departure, she desired that the sacrament of the Lord's Supper might be adminis tered to her. ' Mother,' said she, ' I do not desire it because I feel worthy to receive it ; I feel myself a sinner, but I de sire to manifest my faith in Christ by receiving an ordinance instituted by himself but a short time before his crucifixion The Holy Sacrament was 1 administered by Mr. Babcock The solemnity of the scene can be better felt than described. I cannot attempt it. After it was over, a holy calm seemed to pervade her mind, and she looked almost like a beatified spirit. The evening following, she said to me, ' Mother, I have made a solemn surrender of myself to God: if it is his will, I would desire to live long enough to prove the sin cerity of my profession, but his will be done ; living or dying I am henceforth devoted to God.' After this some doubt seemed to intrude ; her spirit was troubled. I asked her if there was any thing she desired to have done, any little arrangements to be made, any thing to say which she had left unsaid, and assured her that her wishes should be sacred to me. She turned her eyes upon me with an expression so sad, so mournfully sweet ' Mother, " When I can read my title clear to mansions in the skies," then I will think of other matters.' Her hair, which when a little child had been often cut to improve its growth, was now very beautiful ; and she usually took much pains with it. During the whole course of her sickness I had taken care of it. One day, not long before her death, she said, evidently making a great effort to speak with composure, ' Mother, if you are willing I will have my hair cut off; it is troublesome ; I should like it better short.' I understood her at once: she did not like to have the idea of death associated with those beautiful tresses which I had loved to braid. She would have them taken off while living. I mournfully gave my consent, and she said, ' I will not ask you, my dear mother, to do it ; my friend, Mrs. F will be with me to-night, and she will do it for me.' The dark rich locks were severed at midnight. Never shall I forget the expression of her young faded fac as I entered the room. ' Do not be agitated, dear mamma, [ am more comfortable now. Lay it away, if you please, 9* 110 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. and to-morrow I will arrange and dispose of it. Do you know that I view my hair as something sacred ? It is a part of myself, which will be re-united to my body at the resurrection.' " She had sat in an easy chair or reclined upon a sofa for several weeks. On Friday the 22d of November, at my ur gent entreaty, she consented to be laid upon the bed. She found it a reJief, and sunk into a deep sleep, from which she was only awoke when I aroused her to take some refresh ment. When she awoke, she looked and spoke like an angel, but soon dropped asleep as before. Oh ! how my poor heart trembled, for I felt that it was but the precursor to her long last rest, although many of our friends thought she might yet linger some weeks. A total loss of appetite, and a difficulty in swallowing, prevented her from taking any nourishment throughout the day, and when we placed her in the easy chair, at night, in order to arrange her bed, I offered her some nice food, which I had prepared, and found she could not take it. My feelings amounted almost to agony. She said ' Do not be distressed. I will take it by and by.' I seated myself beside her, and she said, ' Surely, my dear mother, you have many consolations. You are gathering a little family in heaven to welcome you.' My heart was full ; when I could speak, I said, * Yes, my love, I feel that I am indeed gathering a little family in heaven to bid you welcome, but when they are all assembled there, how dreadful to doubt whether I may ever be permitted to join the circle !' ' Oh hush, dear, dear mother, do not in dulge such sad thoughts ; the fact of your having trained this little band to inhabit that holy place, is sufficient evi dence to me that you will not fail to join us there.' I was with her myself that night, and a friend in the neighbour hood sat up also. On Saturday morning, after I had taken half an hour's sleep, I found her as quiet as a sleeping infant. I prepared her some food, and when I awoke her to take it, she said, 'Dear mother, I will try if it is only to please you.' I fed her as I would have fed a babe. She smiled sweetly and said, ' Mother, I am again an infant.' I asked if I should read to her; she said yes, she would like to have me read a part of the gospel of John. I did so, and then said, 'My dear Margaret, you look sweetly composed this morn ing. I trust all is peace within your heart.' ' Yes, mother, all is peace, sweet peace. I feel that I can do nothing for myself. I have cast my burden upon Christ.' I asked if she could rest her hopes there in perfect confidence. ' Yes,' she replied, ' Jesus will not fail me I can trust him.' She then sank into a deep sleep, as on the preceding day. " In the afternoon, Mr. and Mrs. H. came from Ballston. They were much affected by the change a few days had BIOGRAPHY. Ill made in her appearance. I awoke her, fearing she might sleep too long, and said her friends had come. She extended her arms to them both, and kissed them, saying to Mr. H. that he found her a late riser, and then sank to sleep again. Mrs. H. remained with us that night. About sunset I spoke to her. She awoke and answered me cheerfully, but observ ing that I was unusually depressed, she said, ' Dear mother, I am wearing you out.' I replied, ' My child, my beloved child, it is not that ; the thought of our separation fills me with anguish.' I never shall forget the expression of her sweet face, as she replied. ' Mother, my own dear mother, do not grieve. Our parting will not be long. In life we were inseparable, and I feel that you cannot live without me. You will soon join me, and we shall part no more.' I kissed her pale cheek, as I bent over her, and finding my agitation too strong to repress, I left the room. She soon after desired to get up ; she said she must have a coughing fit, and she could bear it better in the chair. When there she began to cough, and her distress was beyond descrip tion ; her strength was soon exhausted, and we again car ried her to the bed. She coughed from six until half past ten. I then prevailed on her to take some nutritious drink, and she fell asleep. "My husband and Mrs. H. were both of them anxious that I should retire and get some rest, but I did not feel the Want of it, and impressed as I was with the idea that this was the last night she would pass on earth, I could not go to bed. But others saw not the change, and to satisfy them, I went at twelve to my room, which opened into hers, There I sat listening to every sound. All seemed quiet. I twice opened the .door, and Mrs. H. said she slept, and had taken her drink as often as directed, and again urged me to go to bed. A little after two I put on my night dress, and laid down. Between three and four Mrs. H. came in haste for ether. I pointed to the bottle, and sprang up. She said, ' I entreat, my dear Mrs. Davidson, that you do not rise ; there is no sensible change, only a turn of oppres sion.' She closed the door, and I hastened to rise, when Mrs. H. came again, and said Margaret has asked for her mother. I flew she held the bottle of ether in her own hand, and pointed to her breast. I poured it on her head and chest. She revived. 'I am better now,' said she. Mother, you tremble, you are cold ; put on your clothes.' I stepped to the fire, and threw on a wrapper, when she stretched out both her arms, and exclaimed, ' Mother, take me in your arms.' I raised her, and seating myself on the bed, passed my arms around her waist; her head dropped upon my bosom, and her expressive eyes were raised to mine. That look I never shall forget; it said, 'Tell me, 112 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. mother, is this death V I answered the appeal as if she had spoken. I laid my hand on her white brow a cold dew had gathered there. I spoke, Yes, my beloved, it is almost finished; you will soon be with Jesus.' She gave one more look, two or three short fluttering breaths, and all was over her spirit was with its God not a struggle or groan preceded her departure. Her father just came in time to witness her last breath. For a long half hour I remained in the same position with the precious form of my lifeless child upon my bosom. I closed those beautiful eyes witli my own hand. I was calm. I felt that I had laid my angel from my own breast, upon the bosom of her God. Her father and myself were alone. Her Sabbath commenced in heaven. Ours was opened in deep, deep anguish. Our sons, who had been sent for, had not arrived, and four days and nights did Ellen, (our young nurse, whom Margaret dearly loved,) and I, watch over the sacred clay. I could not resign this mournful duty to strangers. Although no son or relative was with us in this sad and solemn hour, never did sorrowing strangers meet with more sympathy, than we received in this hour of affliction, from the respected inhabitants of Saratoga. We shall carry with us through life, the grateful remembrance of their kindness. And now, my dear madam, let me thank you for your kind consoling letter, it has given me consolation. My Margaret, my now angel child, loved you tenderly. She recognised in yours a kindred mind, and I feel that her pure spirit will behold with delight your efforts to console her bereaved mother." She departed this life on the 25th of November, 1838, aged fifteen years and eight months ; her earthly remains repose in the grave-yard of the village of Saratoga. " A few days after her departure," observes Mrs. Davidson in a memorandum, " I was searching the library in the hope of finding some further memento of my lost darling, when a packet folded in the form of a letter met my eye. It was confined with a needle and thread, instead of a seal, and secured more firmly by white sewing silk, which was passed several times around it ; the superscription was, ' For my mother, private.' Upon opening these papers, I found they contained the results of self-examination, from a very early period of her life, until within a few days of its close. These results were noted and composed at different periods. They are some of the most interesting relics she has left, but they are of too sacred a nature to meet the public eye. They dis play a degree of self-knowledge and humility, and a depth of contrition, which could only emanate from a heart chastened and subdued by the power of the divine grace." BIOGRAPHY. 113 We here conclude this memoir, which, for the most part, as the reader will perceive, is a mere transcript of the records furnished by a mother's heart. We shall not pretend to com ment on these records ; they need no comment, and they admit no heightening. Indeed, the farther we have proceeded with our subject, the more has the intellectual beauty and the seraphic purity of the little being we have endeavoured to commemorate broken upon us ; and the more have we shrunk at our own unworthiness for such a task. To use one of her own exquisite expressions, she was " A spirit of heaven fet tered by the strong affections of earth ;" and the whole of her brief sojourn here, seems to have been a struggle to regain her native skies. We may apply to her a passage from one of her own tender apostrophes to the memory of her sistef Lucretia. One who came from heaven awhila To bless the mourners here, Their joys to hallow with her smile, Their sorrow with her tear. Who joined to all the charms of earth The nobiest gifts of heaven.; To whom tbo Muses at her bu,? Their sweetest smiles h Whose eye beamed forth with fancy's ray, And genius pure and high ; Whose very soul had seemed to bathe In streams of melody. The cheek which once so sweetly beamed, Grew pallid with decay, The burning fire within consumed Its tenement of clay. Death, as if fearing to destroy, Paused o'er her couch awhile ; She gave a tear for those she loved, Then met him with a smile. END OF THE MEMOIR, REMAINS. A TALE. WRITTEN AT THE AGE OP FIFTEEN. ABOUT the close of the year 1813 there stood on the banks of the Saranac a small neat cottage, which peeped forth from the surrounding foliage, the image of rural quiet and contentment ; the scenery around it was wildly yet beautifully romantic ; the clear blue river, glancing and sparkling at its feet, served only as a preparative for another and more magnificent view, where the stream, gliding on to the west, waa buried in the broad white bosom of Champlain, which stretched back, wave after wave, in the distance, until lost in faint blue mists that veiled the sides of its guardian mountains, seeming more lovely in their in distinctness. On the borders of the Saranac the little village of Plattsburgh had sprung up, in picturesque wildness, amid the loveliest haunts of nature, imparting to the mind, by its indications of man's presence with the joys and sufferings ever attendant in his train, a deeper interest than a scene of solitary nature would ever have inspired. Of all the low- roofed and shaded dwellings which rose around, the one named above, although less indicative of wealth, was by far the most striking, from its peculiarly beautiful situation. The old-fashioned piazza, which ex tended in front of the building, was shaded with vines and honeysuckle just budding into life ; the turf on the bank of the river was of the richest and brightest emerald, and the wild rose and sweetbriar, which twined over the neat enclosure, seemed to bloom with more delicate freshness and perfume within the bounds of this earthly paradise. It was May the blue waves of the Saranac, so lately released from their icy bondage, bounded along with music and gladness, to meet and mingle with its parent lake ; the fairy isles, so beautifully throned on its sparkling bosom, robed in all the rich luxuriance of spring, and the song of the birds floated forth on the balmy air like a strain of eeraph melody. The proprietor of this lowly mansion was a grey-haired and respecta ble physician, whose life had been spent in toiling to mitigate the ter rors of disease, and to obtain a support for his lovely and delicate family A few words may serve to describe a character so open and ingenuous, and a fate so common to dispositions like his. Early in life he evinced a studious and scientific turn of mind, and had seized upon the profes sion of medicine with all the earnestness of youth. Thirsting for knowledge, he plunged into its deepest waters, and, after a few yeara of unremitting study, entered upon life with a character of firm and anbending integrity, and an almost childlike simplicity of manners and ignorance of the ways of the world. This was a disposition illy calcu lated to gain wealth or even competence; he knew not how to snatch the golden sands that lay within his grasp ; he could not be servile to the rich or tyrannical to the poor, and passed through life unblest with (115) 116 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. other riches than those of an approving conscience, and the tributes of respect and love from those whose welfare he had promoted at the expense of his own. At the age of twenty-five he saw and loved a beautiful and high-spirited girl, and obeying the impulse of affection rather than the calm reasonings of prudence, he united her fortunea with his own, and settled down for life in this lowly and humble retreat we have vainly attempted to describe. At the time of our simple tale, he was far in the decline of life, but still performing his professional duties. He found his happiness in promoting the comfort of his family and enjoying the quiet pleasures of his cheerful fireside. The circle which had once closed around it was now sadly diminished by the in roads of death, but three lovely plants still clung by the side of their parent tree, and although one of these remaining blossoms seemed already fading from the eyes of her idolizing parents, there was much of pure and refined enjoyment in this lowly cottage, unknown in the haunts of wealth and worldly pleasure. The two eldest children were sisters ; the one was seventeen, and the other had nearly attained her sixteenth year. Emily, the eldest, notwithstanding her youth, was the belle of the little village, and the life of her family circle. Her form and face might have been taken for the model of a Hebe all health and gaiety her complexion of pure red and white, had never been blanched by the cold touch of disease, and her smiling lip, with its childlike dimples, seemed bidding defiance to care and sorrow, with all their retinue of sighs, tears, and wrinkles ; her dark auburn hair curled in natural and tiny ringlets on her soft white neck and shoulders ; her full hazel eye wore an expression of habitual smiling archness, and her birdlike voice was for ever bursting forth in snalches of wild and un taught melody. Oh ! dearly did her father love, at the close of the long, weary day, to draw forth his beloved flute and practise some soul-stirring air, while the voice of the light-hearted maiden bleat with its notes, and her feet danced lightly to its measure. Such was li'mily, whose spright- liness and native good sense had rendered her the favourite of her father. But how shall I describe, in words, the high-sooJed, the almost ethe real Melanie ? Oh ! that memory could paint on other tablets than on those of the heart ! Oh ! that we could transfer to lifeless paper the warm and glowing images which she has there implanted ! then might I picture that fragile form, which seemed every day fading into more spiritual fragility ; that broad, high brow, through which the blue veins coursed like silken threads, so feeble and transparent ; that veil of dark and luxuriant hair parted so meekly above it, and flowing, in long, waving tresses, on her neck ; that cheek, now pale as the snow of De cember, now flushed with a hue too intense for health ; and that eye, one moment melting with the warmest tears of earthly emotion, and the next, sparkling with the radiant light of angelic inspiration ! She seemed not a being of the present, all her confidence in the happiness of earth was buried with the past, and all her hopes of pure, exalted blessedness were merged in the vast future of eternity. Ardent and enthusiastic in her temperament, she had loved. Highly and poetically imaginative, she had invested the object of her affection with the highest and most exalted qualities of our nature, and when stern, unbending truth dissolved those bright dreams of fancy in which she had lived and revelled when she beheld in sober reality that he upon whom she had bestowed her affections was unworthy of the sacred trust, her mind RL:,IAINS. 117 received a sliock only to be felt or imagined by a spirit like her own gentle, confiding, and, at the same time, bearing within itself a standard of lofty honour, of pure sentiment, and high and heavenly virtue, by which she judged of the world around her, it was indeed an overwhelm ing blow; but hers was not the mind to wuste itself in fruitless repinings, and bury all its wealth of intellect and affection in the grave of one dis appointed hope: far from it! Upon its first short voyage on the cold waters of life, her little bark had been wrecked, and it now turned back to the quiet haven of home with a meek and gentle confidence, to bestow Upon her family that love which was still treasured in her heart, and direct her powers of mind to higher and holier purposes than before. But if her spirit was strong in misfortune, her delicate frame partook not of that strength : although the stream of affliction had passed over the fragile flower, it h:id planted in the pale blossom the germs of decay she seemed a spirit in the home and with the friends of her childhood she was with them, but not of them. The light faded from her eye, the buoyancy from her step, and her voice no longer mingled with the gay-hearted enrols of her sister. Her hopes were now rested upon a firmer foundation than that of earth, and while she walked day by day more deeply into " the valley of the shadow of death," her soul and its pure and heavenly faith waxed brighter and brighter to the close. The dark mists of receding time seemed to blend with the brilliant fore- shadowings of a blessed eternity, and impart to her manners an habitual and subdued mournt'ulness, changed at times to the loftiest elevation, as she caught some unwonted flash from that far land of light towards which she was slowly and hopefully journeying. Her heart, with its warm and glowing tenderness, still clung to the beings of her early love, and wiien she saw how deeply they mourned her visible decline, with a sad sweetness she resumed her wonted avo cations, though each word and act was tinged with the lofty and spiritual enthusiasm of her nature. If she read, her mind sought fitting aliment in the holy sublimity of Milton, or the melancholy force and grandeur of Young ; if she drew, faces and forms of aerial and unearthly beauty sprung from her pencil ; and if she sung, the wild and tremulous melody of her voice thrilled while it charmed the listener. She was dying! For the brief space of sixteen years she had been a habitant of earth she had tasted of its purest joy and its keenest sorrow, and now, with a calm and trustful earnestness, she was hastening to the home of the weary. Still there were deep and tender ties which bound her below. Her mother she adored; her spirited and highly-gifted little brother she watched with a mother's fondness ; the sister, the beautiful and light- hearted Emily, she loved with more than sisterly affection ; and her country, again threatened by the power of a foreign throne, while scarcely shadowed by the banner of its new-born freedom her country, its struggles and its welfare, was still a theme of deep and engrossing interest. Such was Melanie Mentreville such, as far as language can imperfectly pourtray, the lovely yet too unearthly form unfolded to my " mind's eye," like an aerial vision such the gentle yet elevated spirit which is mingling with every dream of fancy, and would fain embody itself in words. Those who seek in these few pages for a regular and eventful tale will rise disappointed from the perusal ; it is nothing more than a faint and imperfect sketch of sentiments and scenes which have long since in 118 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON.- passed away, with their actors, "to dim burial isles of the past, and which, still" living as vividly as ever in the ideal world of memory, I would once more introduce upon the stage of life as beings of real and actual existence. It was a glorious evening in May ; the sun was just retiring to his couch in the west, arrayed in all the splendid livery of a northern sun- set; the groves of pine and elm upon the lake shore were bathed in his golden hue, and their tall shadows were reflected in the clear depths beneath; the distant mountains of Vermont, which bounded the horizon, were shrouded with a veil of dream-like glory, blending shade by shade with thu blue tints above, till heaven and eartli seemed one ; and that heaven ! oh that pen could describe its calm and solemn magnificence ; the clouds of amber and gold, tinted and fringed with crimson, floating over the pure depths, moving as in sleep to their bright western home, while a rich blending of purple and green rose up from the horizon as if darting to meet them on their mid-career. It was at this glorious sunset hour that the two sisters had repaired to the piazza of their little cottage to breathe the invigorating air of spring ; and each to enjoy with their peculiar feelings the lovely and solemnizing influence of the scene. With the last ray of the golden sunlight playing over her pale upraised features, Melanie stood beside one of the vine-wreathed columns, her head resting on her hand, and her full dark eyes bent earnestly upon the wild and purified drapery of the heavens, now fading into dimness, now combining and bursting forth hues more gorgeous than before. Emily was bending over a rose-tree in the little enclosure, twining a fairy wreath of the wild sweetbriar, while the lively air which she almost unconsciously warbled, as if in unison with the cha racter of the scene, died away in tones of plaintive and tremulous sweetness. For a few moments the silence was unbroken, until Emily, springing lightly to her sister's side, exclaimed, while her fine features beamed with an expression of affectionate gaiety, " How can you look so sad, Melanie, when all around us is breathing the very spirit of hap piness ? Do not the clouds you gaze upon make your heart feel light and airy as themselves ! Will not these sweet flowers I have twined for you, impart something of their own hue to your cheek and your thoughts ?" Melanie gently took the wreath from her hand and replied, " You mistake me, sister, I am not sad never perhaps did I experience a mo ment of more exquisite joy, for I thought, that ere those clouds had many times fleeted away to their bright homes in the west, my freed spirit might soar above them and the great orb which imparts their brilliance ; to the source of all light, all love; that ere those flowers had faded with the blasts of autumn, I might rest in that fair land, where flowers of undying bloom bathe for ever in the river of the waters of life ; where there is no more winter to chill the bright buds of nature, or the far more fragile blossoms of the heart." "Oh, Melanie! Melanie !" said Emily passing her arm around her sister's neck, and bursting into tears ; " you will break my heart. Would you so gladly leave us all father and mother, and me and " " No, no," replied Melanie, earnestly ; " but even though you should see me no more, I feel, I know, that I shall not leave you, my own. my only sister. The thought may be a presumptuous one, but something within tells me that I shall see you, shall love you as dearly as now REMAINS. 119 perhaps, even be permitted to watch over and protect you, and oh, Emi ly, were not this happiness !" She replied only by a warmer pressure of the pale hand within her own, and borne away by the suggestions of her wild fancy, Melanie continued " Yes, Emily, though this weak and wasted frame may be gone from among you, rny spirit shall be with you; yours will be the blessed task of soothing the pillow of disease, when our beloved parents shall tread the pathway I have trodden ; but think not that Melanie, the child of their love, will be far from them in that parting hour when you are in sor- row, my soul shall plead for you at the throne or eternal mercy and when you are happy, my voice shall whisper in your soul of that Hea venly Father, from whose treasures of love coineth all happiness on earth, and all your hopes of blessedness in Heaven ! Do not weep, Emily, 1 shall love you all with a purer and holier love. My kind- hearted and ingenuous father, my high-souled, my beloved mother : you, my sweet blossom ; and you also, my noble little brother," she added, as the lovely boy bounded over the threshold, and she placed her hand carelessly on his long dark curls. " Oh ! sister, sister 1" cried Alfred with all the eagerness of boyhood, " oh ! the sights I have seen to-day ! I have crossed the river in a canoe, and I have been up to the old tort, and I have seen the inilitia-men training, and the flags, and the drums, and the big cannon, and all ! didn't you hear it fire ? Sister Emma and Mr. Selden said I should be a soldier. Shall I not, dear sister ?" and with a martial air the minia ture hero strode up and down the piazza as if courting admiration. *" Fie, Alfred !" replied Emily, to whose lips the smile had returned as before, " has the red coat and the gay epaulettes charmed you so soon ? Remember, my little brother, that the life of a soldier is a life of hard ships, and his employment a fierce and deadly one ; those glittering bayonets have made many a mother childless, and those gay cockades cover many a worthless or deceitful brain. No ! never be a soldier, Alfred." " Say not so, Emily," exclaimed Milanie ; " though we now smile at the proud step and flashing eye of the mimic warrior, I can read his fate in them. If his life is spared, that sprightly and slender form will expand into the tall and athletic man, and the spark that is now warming into life his unfledged fancy, will strengthen into a glowing and un quenchable flame ; and as it now prompts to those tones and gestures of mock defiance and command, it will lead him on to deeds of high and lofty daring. Yes ! thou wilt be a soldier, my little Alfred noble, generous, high-souled, and brave ; all, all " her voice trembled as she added, " all I once thought another." " Yes, I will be a soldier," echoed the youthful candidate for fame " a brave and an honourable soldier ;" and he bounded away through the open door, while the hall rang with his shouts. For a few moments Melanie stood with her hands clasped upon her bosom as if in mental prayer for the interesting boy whose fate she had prophesied ; and Emily seemed buried in deep revery, her head bowed, and her hand unconsciously pulling the leaves from a splendid moss rose, which was half concealed in her bosom. The silence \vas at length broken by the soft voice of Milanie. " Whence came that sweet rose, sister Emily ?" The maiden started from her revery, blushed deep ly, and drew the bud from the folds of her handkerchief liJO MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " Forgive me, Melariie I Walter Mr. Seldcn left it for you, ana I I forgot to give it you." A faint sweet smile passed over Melanie's delicate features as she re plied " Keep it, Emily ; save as a proof of brotherly kindness, his gills jire valueless to me." Emily gazed upon the calm and gentle face before her with a mingled expression of doubt and joyful inquiry. " Do you not tell me, dea sister, I fear it cannot be your heart belies your words ?" Melanie took her trembling hand in both her own, and replied, while a shade of deep sadness mingled with the affectionate simplicity of her milliner. " No, my beloved sister, you wrong me ; what I say is the true, the only language of my heart. I wHl own to you that once had I known Walter Selden, I might have returned with ardour what I now view with pain as an unfortunate and misplaced attachment. You believe it not, Emily, but I am dying. Is it for me, whose every thought and hope should rest upon that world of spirits to which I am hastening, to twine rny affections around an earthly idol ? Is it for me, whose way ward love hath once been crushed and blighted, to bid it arise Phoenix- like from the ashes of its destruction, with new hope and new confi dence ? And more than all, is it for me to encourage a visionary attachment, which would blast the hopes, the young affections of a sister dearer than life ? Blush not, Emily ; I have read the pure volume of your heart perhaps more clearly than yourself; I have long studied its pages with pain, yet not without a deep, strong hope for the future. When I am gone, Emily, his now ardent passion will be buried in my grave ; he will only remember me as a sad and pleasing vision ; and as day by day that impression waxes fainter, he will behold the loveliness, the worth of your mind and person; and although it is denied tome below, my rejoicing spirit shall behold the union of those two my heart loves best, my sister and my friend." Emily threw herself in tears upon the neck of her sister. "Oh ! Me lanie, Melanie, my kind, my generous Melanie ! how can I believe that any one who has looked upon that bright, heavenly face, could ever cast one glance upon a simple, unideal child of earth like me ?" " And the loveliest of earth's creation," was Melanie's fond reply as she passed her hand over the silken ringlets and blushing cheek of the tearful maiden. ******** A year had past by ; the flowers had again bloomed, and were again fading, and time (as ever) had brought many a change upon his restless pinions. The little village of Plattsburg still looked forth as sweetly from amid its groves and streams; the Saranac flowed on with as ghid a music; the billows rolled as proudly on the broad bosom of Champliiin, but armed fleets in all their drcadlul array now rode upon its wnttrs; the veice of the distant cannon echoed back from its shores, and martial music pealed long and loud through those once quiet abodes <>t' peace. It was September, 1814, that year which commenced with bloodshed and dismay, and closed with a triumph that shall never fade from the annals of our history, while America hath a heart to warm with the glow of patriotism, or a voice to perpetuate the memory of the bravo. Upon the tenth morning of this memorable month we would re-op<;n the scene of our simple drurnu ; a morning which rose upon our feeble band REMAINS. 121 of intrepid patriots in doubt and anxiety, and inspired in the breasts of their numerous and well-regulated foes, new hopes, new confidence of victory. Well might they look around upon that mighty and veteran host of fourteen thousand warriors, who had conquere'd in Spain, France, and the Indies, and forward upon that weak but well-disciplined band of fifteen hundred, commanded by the brave Macomb, and predict the triumph which, in all human probability, must necessarily ensue. After a long period of alternate success and defeat, the British forces poured in their utmost strength upon the northern frontier, and determined, by a, decisive attack upon the comparatively unprotected village, to open a free passage into the heart of that country which they had laboured so long and so fruitlessly to subdue. Their officers were men who sought in foreign victories a glory which should enrol their names for ever upon the pages of England's history; they fought for distinctions, for titles, for wealth, and they knew not the force of a feeble arm, when directed and nerved by that holy patriotism which could toil and bleed, ere it would yield one single minutia of Ihat independence bequeathed to them by the valour of their immortal sires. On the morning of the filth, the land force, commanded by Sir George Prevost, had approached the village of Plattsburgh, and their fleet was prepared to make the attack by water at the same time that the army entered the town, and overcame the feeble resistance which it expected to meet. Meanwhile the village presented a scene of deep and thrilling interest. The small force which remained after the departure of the American army for Lake Erie was collected by tlieii gallant leader, General Ma- comb, in fort Moreau, situated on the borders of the lake, a short distance from the banks of the Saranac. Here they had planted their cannon, and collected their means of defence ; here they were to conquer, or if courage and skill proved vain, here they were to die. Guards and sen tinels were posted at intervals along the streets, parties of volunteers were continually sallying forth to harass the enemy, and prepare them selves for the decisive struggle, and expresses were riding back and forth on their foaming steeds, shouting to the eager listener the position of the army, as it approached nearer and nearer, or hastening in silence to the fort to discharge some embassy of mighty and mysterious import. The greater part of the peaceful inhabitants had fled from the scene of bloodshed and commotion, and many a gun and buyonet were glittering in the windows of their peaceful dwellings, thus converted into barracks for the use of the soldiery, or hospitals for the wounded. The mists of the morning had just rolled from the bosom of the waters, and the sun, struggling through the dense clouds, had just kissed the light foam upon its surface, when a tall, manly youth was een approaching the guards on the northern bank of the Saranac with a hurried, anxious, yet half-hesitating air. His form was slight and graceful in the extreme, and the partly military dress which he wore displayed to advantage its symmetry of proportion. He carried his long rifle in one hand, and a massive oid-fasliioned sword was fastenec" by an embroidered belt to his side ; his lips were firmly Compressed, but his dark blue eyes were fixed upon the ground, as if some sad, sub duing thought hnd mingled with the sterner occupants of his mind. As he approached the sentinels, each touched his cap in respect, and he passed on unquestioned, until pausing at the gate of Pr Mentrevilic's 10* 122 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. cottage, he slowly and softly raised the latch ; a curtain was drawn aside, a pale face peeped from the window, a light step was heard in the hall, and Emily stood upon the threshold. A year had wrought many changes in the person of this lovely girl; her form was taller and more woinanly, but had lost much of its roundness; sorrow and midnight watching had faded the roses on her cheek, and tears had been its fre quent visitants ; but her features, in their morning freshness and gorgeous bloom, had never seemed half so lovely. A flush sprang to her face and a light to her eye, as she stepped forward to meet the stranger, ana extended her hand with a frank and affecting simplicity. "Walter!" " Emily !" His heart seemed too full for another word, and he raised his eyes to hers with a look of sad and apprehensive inquiry. " Oh ! do not ask me," she replied, bursting into tears. " Oh ! that I could give you some gleam of comfort; -that I could lay down my worthless life for my sweet sister ! But it may not be, her frame grows hourly weaker, and her mind more strong ; she seems all soul a spirit of Heaven fettered by the strong affections of earth ; but yet, Walter," she added, wiping the blinding tears from her eyes, " when I look upon her I can scarcely find it in my heart to grieve ; she seems so placid and so happy, like an infant returning to the arms of its parent : it is only when I look upon myself, and dear mother, and father, and you, and think how lonely, how desolate we shall be, that I feel the full weight of sorrow." " Desolate ! desolate indeed !" replied the young man, and unable longer to control his emotion he turned from her, and leaning his head upon the little column where Melanie had so often rested, gave vent to his excited feelings in a flood of tears. But a moment, and it was over he had paid his tribute upon the altar of sorrowing affection, and he awoke to the remembrance of sterner and more pressing duties. " Forgive me, Emily !" his cheek burning with shame at this transi tory weakness " surely the being for whose early fate I have shed these unmanly tears must form my best apology ; yet I would not give way to sorrow upon a day like this, when every man should bring a cool head and a strong arm to the succour of his country." Emily's pale cheek turned yet more pallid, as she exclaimed, " Wal ter, do you have you indeed joined yourself with those doomed men ?" and her eye rested on the sword and rifle, which she had not before perceived. "And have I not, Emily? Would you, would Melanie own me a& her her friend ? Would she not blush to hear my shame ? Would not the blood of my grandsire, who fought so bravely in the Revolution, burn and scorch in the veins of his dastardly son, if I refused to join the brave band in defence of my native village, of my family, and of you, sweet Emily and and Melanie ?" " And if you are defeated" He smiled encouragingly. " Why, then, Emily, we must yield like men, only with our lives. But we shall not be defeated we shall conquer ! Brave hearts and de termined hands will do more in the hour of conflict than closed ranks and mere animal force." " And when is this dreadful hour to come ? When do you expect the final attack?" ' I should be tempted to conceal it, little trembler," replied the youth, REMAINS. 123 * did I not feel that I have already too long neglected the chief object of my visit. From the reports of the expresses and scouts who have returned, we expect the enemy to-morrow morning, when we shall pro bably be assailed by land and water. This place will be the scene of bloodshed and confusion : you cannot remain here you must fly." " I know it, I know it !" exclaimed Emily ; " father is already gone in search of wagons to convey our effects ; but my sister, my poor sister, it seems almost sacrilege to disturb and perhaps hasten her part ing moments by this precipitation ; and the idea is so distressing, she longs so to die in her own old home. I can read it in every look, though she will not name it, lest we subject ourselves to danger for her sake. You know, Walter, we should have fled long since, as at the time of the former invasion, but ever since that short sojourn with strangers, she has seemed to fade more rapidly. It was breaking up all the sweet associations and habits which alone seem binding her to earth, and now, when she has so short a time to live, oh! it is a cruel, cruel task !" and the affectionate girl wept faster than before. " I feel it all, dear Emily," said Walter, " but were it not more cruel that her gentle spirit should part amid the roar of cannon and the shouts of the combatants? Then, if the British conquer, the last sounds which would meet her ear, would be those of insult and lawless triumph. No, no, it is impossible you must fly. Would to God my duties did not call me for the space of two hours, that I might see you all in safety, and then return, with a light heart, to my post. But that cannot be ; by especial favour I have obtained leave to make you this hasty visit, and, upon my return, the band of volunteers which I have joined proceed to the bank above the old bridge, the station deemed most advantageous for this section of our small force. So you see, dear Emily, I cannot aid you ; but you say your father is gone where, and with what hopes of success ?" " He started before daylight this morning, to obtain more easy con veyance for our dear invalid than ou. old-fashioned family vehicle affords, and wagons to convey the family and our most valuable effects ; but you know calamity and terror make us selfish, and the inhabitants having fled, he found not the proper means of conveyance for dear Melanie in the village, and he hastened on some ten or twelve miles in the country to obtain them, and we do not expect him to return until sunset." " Good heavens !" exclaimed Walter, " the British forces will have advanced between him and our village, and he cannot return to you. Why did I not know this before ?" Scarcely had he spoken, when Mrs. Mentreville appeared on the threshold of the open door, at the porch of which they had been con versing. Her figure was about the middle height and delicately form ed, and her features retained the traces of much former beauty, but deep and unremitting anxiety had wasted a form naturally feeble, and an expression of calm but unutterable grief was seated in her full dark eye. As she advanced, she caught the expression of alarm in the face of young Selden and her daughter, and after the first silent greeting was over she inquired, " What were you saying, Walter ? Do not fear to tell me ; nothing can alarm me now." In brief words Walter repeated his apprehensions that her husband -night be prevented from returning, and their flight would shortly be- impossible. |24 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " Then we will remain," replied Mrs. Mentreville firmly. " If we are successful, all is well ; if we fail, the British officers are gentlemen as well as soldiers they have mothers, wives, and daughters they will protect us. I only fear the effect of the excitement and turmoil upon our beloved sufferer." Walter sighed deeply. "God will protect you, my dear madam. I wish /could trust more implicitly to the faith and honour of our enemies. But Dr. Mentreville may still return all may yet be well. My term of absence is almost expired can I not see Melanie ?" and he lowered his voice almost to a whisper, as if he feared to breathe aloud a name so sacred. The mother replied not, but silently taking the hand of the young man, she led him into the chamber of the dying girl. It seemed not like the abode of death and disease. The spirit, trembling, hovering within its boundaries, appeared to sanctify its resting place. There was no gloom, or darkness, or dreariness, for they found no place in the mind of Melanie, and why should they surround her frame without ? She was all purity, gentleness, elevation and an air of soft soothing me lancholy pervaded the scene of her last sufferings. The windows open ing upon the river were closed, for there were sights and sounds of too animating and warlike a nature to meet the acute eye or sensible ear of the dying maiden ; but a casement beside her couch was thrown back, and the little flower-garden beneath it, which she had so often tended, sent up tl>e perfume of its last fading blossoms into her chamber, while the quivering poplar-trees waved and sighed her requiem before it, and the luxuriant vines twined their small tendrils round the lattice. The sunlight, broken and softened by the green branches, fell in chastened splendour upon the floor, and tinged with a yet more heaven ly radiance the pale, bright features of Melanie. The couch had been placed beside the open casement, that, as she reclined upon its pillows, ehe might yet look around upon the scenes so dear to her ; and well do those who witnessed remember the unearthly loveliness of her form and face, and the alternate sadness a glorious hope in its expression, as she bade a mental farewell to the cherished scenes of earth, or looked for ward to the blessed home which she was seeking. There was one by her side who watched with unweaiied care and childish simplicity every look and motion. It was the little Alfred. She dearly loved the ardent and enthusiastic boy, and his young heart clung with all its ardour and enthusiasm to the one who most deeply awakened and cherished the in cipient romance of his nature. Now that he beheld her thus rading from before him, he hovered for ever by her bed-side, and hun fe like one entranced, upon each trembling accent of her voice. This deep and subdued affection had unlocked a new fountain in his little breast, and it flowed on, overwhelming all the petty selfishness of childhood, and quenching all save the flame of military ardour, which still burnt silent ly and slowly, though subdued by this new and overpowering sentimen* of love for his gentle and intellectual sister. It was affecting to mark the struggle of these two passions in his young mind. At the sound of the distant cannon, the roll of the drum, or the shouting of the express as he rode furiously by, he would start from his seat, while his eye kindled, and his step involuntarily kept pace with the music ; then, as the thought of Melanie rushed over his mind, he would turn to the bed, take her hand gently in his own little palm, and whisper softly, " Sister, REMAINS. 1.25 did it disturb you ? He was seated on his little stool by her side, cut ting miniature soldiers from the little branches of a wild rose-tree, and watching every change in his sister's face, when Mrs. Mentreville, Emi ly, and Walter entered. Melunie raised her head from the pillow on which she reclined, and extended her hand feebly asSelden approached. " Walter, this is kind," said she ; " I feared I should not see you before the engagement, and then we may never meet again." The youth spoke not, but kissed tlie pale hand which rested in his own. She continued : " I see that you have joined them, that you are going forth to add one more brave heart and arm to our adventurous band. I knew it. Go, Walter, go ! and my blessing and the blessing of God go with you. If you conquer, you will find your reward in that peace which you have fought to bestow ; if you fall, it will be in the performance of your duty, and you will share the grave of our bravest and best Oh !" she added, clasping her hands, and her eyes kindling with enthusiasm, " Oh ! that the shout of victory might be the last earthly sound wafted to my spirit as it seeks the portal of a brighter world ! With the voice of triumph floating around its pathway, how blessed might be its de parture !" There was a moment's deep silence ; every heart seemed too full for speech, till the soft sweet voice of Melanie again fell, like a bird whisper, upon the ears of the motionless group : " Walter, do not deceive me ; is it safe for my dear mother and sister to remain in this village, abandoned as it will be to the soldiery in case of defeat ? God only knows how deeply I have longed to breathe my last in this dear home of my infancy, but, for the love of mercy, let not this idle fancy endan ger the safety or comfort of those I love dearer than myself." Walter replied that it was deemed necessary to fly, and that her father had gone in search of the easiest means of conveyance for her. She sighed deeply. " My own dear father ! But I shall not need him." Imme diately rallying her spirits, while the faint sunlight smile, so peculiar to herself, played over her features, she again extended her hand. " Let me not detain you, Walter, from the performance of those duties which now devolve upon you. Go ! When I hear the shouts and tumult of the battle, I will pray for you, if on earth I will watch over you, if released from its fetters. Oh ! do not look so sad ! If I saw not the mournful faces of those I love, my soul feels so happy I could almost think it Paradise. When I am gone, remember me as a dream, a moonlight vision which never formed itself into reality till it had fled ; as a being whose shadow has flitted over the past, whose life is only in the future. I have only two hopes, two wishes upon earth ; one for my country, the other " She paused, and gazed fondly upon Walter and Emily as they stood beside her. The quick glance of Emily caught her meaning, and, throwing herself upon Melanie's bosom, she looked imploringly in her face. " Fear not, my sweet blossom," whispered Melanie, " I cannot, will not say aught which you could wish unsaid." Then turning to Selden, she said, "Farewell; may God protect and prosper you, my brother .'" The tears rushed to the young man's eyes as he cast one long, mourn ful look upon the delicate and spiritual features, and kissed the small wan fingers which he again pressed, but mastering his emotion with a strong effort, he turned from the room, and paused a moment in the hall, ere he could collect sufficient courage to leave the spot which con tained a being so lovely (as he feared) for ever. As he stood thus, with 126 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. his hand upon his brow and his eyes bent upon the floor, a slight noise oehind him attracted his attention. He turned ; it was little Alfred. He had Btolen unperceived from the room, and was examining Walter's rifle with looks of earnest and admiring attention, and too much ab sorbed to be conscious of the owner's presence ; he was, in fancy, load- ing, presenting, firing, and performing all the military evolutions of which he was master; when he at length perceived Walter, he sprang to his side, and raising his bright face, exclaimed in an eager whisper " Oh ! Mr. Selden ! Mr. Selden ! take me with you to the battle ; I will not trouble you ; I will load your gun, and I will take my little bow and arrow, and fight as the Indians do ; and I will make the British run do, do take me !" " Will you not be afraid, my dear boy ?" said Walter, scarcely con- scious that he spoke. A smile of contempt curled the boy's red lip. " Afraid ! what honourable soldier was ever afraid ?" and forgetting his caution one moment, he laughed aloud. The spark had been awa kened in his little bosom, and it required all the soft dews of feeling and reflection to quench its flame. " Hush, hush, Alfred !" said Selden ; " would you leave your sister, your dear sister, and perhaps never see her more ?" The boy looked down ; his heart swelled, and his lip trembled ; but his desire was still strong. " Your father is gone, and would you leave your mother and sisters defenceless? What will become of them if the British conquer?" Here was a double motive ; here were united the two ruling passions, and he clapped his hands in the eagerness of his joy. " Yes, yes, I will stay and protect them ; and mother shall call me her little soldier, and sister Emmy will not be afraid, and no one shall touch dear Melanie." And he stole back contented to the stool by his bedside, to indulge his young fancy, in dreams of war, and victory, and defence. Walter departed ; and in a short time after the sound of martial music, of the drum and fife, and the trampling of many feet, disturbed the silence of Melanie's chamber. Mrs. Mentreville and Emily cast an anxious glance upon the apparently sleeping sufferer, and softly raised the curtain of the window. It was the band of volunteers marching out to their post. It was mostly composed of the young men of the village, led by an older and more experienced commander. Their hearts were beating high with hope and expectation, and they kept pace with a proud and even step to the lively national air which swelled in loud strains upon the breeze. As they passed the house of Dr. Mentreville, many an eye was turned, and many a glance fixed eagerly upon the beautiful face of Emily, as she leaned from the window ; but she knew it not, she saw, she thought of but one. The rest passed before her like a colourless picture, and she beheld the form of Walter Selden, vivid and distinct from the pageantry around him. His eye caught hers, fixed with such an earnest and speaking gaze upon his features ! Then first flashed the truth like an electric spark through his mind the idea that that young and guileless maiden might feel in him an interest deeper than that of a sister or a friend. A burning flush rose to his cheeks and brow: he bowed low; a white handkerchief fluttered from the window, and it was again closed. All had passed in an instant, but it was one of those which contained more of existence than many a REMAINS. 127 long, long- year: in that one look, unseen save by its object, the uncon scious girl had betrayed the secret most dear, most sacred to her heart; the one which she had fancied, had believed, no grief, no mental torture could force her to reveal. She turned from the window, hid her blush ing face in her hands, and burst into tears. "Come hither, Emily," said Melanie, and opened her arms, while the weeping girl threw herself into them and sobbed upon her sister's bosom. Melanie clasped her hands over the silken tresses of the young mourner, and raised her head as in prayer. Oh ! that 1 had a purer pencil than those of earth to paint tho forms, the expression, of those two lovely beings ! Some hovering angel might have transferred that scene to his immortal tablets, and laid it up among the records of heaven, as one bright spot shining forth from the dark annals of misery and crime. Emily, the type of all earth's loveliest, warm with its noblest passions, all the generous impulses of youth, weeping upon the bosom of a dying sister; and that sister, forgetful of herself, of all beside, pray ing for the dear one, while her face beamed with all the hallowed love, of the gentle compassion of a purified being, and her dark eyes kindled with a glow reflected only from the heaven they sought. The da"" rolled on, that long, long dreary day ; the village was still in the tumul of preparation ; the expresses rode by more furious than ever ; tht British forces were rapidly approaching the village, but still the father, tfie husband came not, and fears for his safety mingled with the agony of his helpless family. Mrs. Mentreville was a woman of acutely deli, cate and sensitive feelings, but they were mastered and controlled by a firm judgment, a strong and independent mind. She had long seen, with tl it anguish which a mother only can know, the certain but gradual decline of her beloved Melanie. This child had been her favourite. There was something in the pure and lofty enthusiasm of her character which touched a responsive chord in her own bosom. What others had never seen, or only marked as the idle fancies of a romantic girl, revealed to her the inmost recesses of a nature composed of deep sensibilities, quiet, unobtrusive affections, and lofty aspirations after something- higher and holier than earth. She had studied her carefully ; she loved her to idolatry, and she only who nas nurtured, who has wept over the death-bed of such a child, can un derstand the bitterness of grief which converted her whole soul into a fountain of agony. She saw how deeply it distressed Melanie to behold her sorrow, and many an hour banished herself from her bedside, that spot most sacred upon earth, that she might drink unperceived from the darkness of her affliction, and in solitude, and silence, struggle to sub due her heart into accordance' with the will of her Heavenly Father. Night drew on ; the sky, which had been clear, became suddenly overcast ; the sunbeams no longer played upon the quivering poplars, or sparkled gladly in the blue depths of the Saranac, and a dark thun der-gust rolled in black volumes from the west. The wing of the storm, as it slowly unfolded in the heavens, cast a deep leaden shadow on the waves of the Cham plain ; and the white foam gathered upon the crest of each receding billow, as it rolled with an angry murmur to the shore. The thunder growled faintly in the distance ; pale flashes of light burst at intervals from the rent clouds, and large threatening drops fell with their sullen patter on the roof. Every thing betokened the approach of fearful, though transient storm ; and a fervent prayer for the safety of 128 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON her husband burst from the lips of Mrs. Mentreville, as she closed the door of the cottage and returned to the chamber of Melanie. As the tempest strengthened, the lightning streamed in with broad and livid flashes, and the thunder rolled on its tremendous pathway ; each crash more loud and terrific than the last. Mrs. MentreviHe, seated on Me- lanie's couch, supported her head upon her bosom, and an expression of deep awe rested upon her pale features. Emily knelt by the bedside and concealed her face in its drapery, and even the stout heart of little Alfred quailed, as peal after peal burst and gleamed above them and around them. He lisped no word of fear, but grasped the hand of Me lanie in his own, gazed wistfully upon her placid and spiritual features, as if something whispered within him that no danger could assail, no bolts from the artillery of heaven descend upon a form and soul so hea venly. No terror, no dread was on the face of Melanie; resting upon her mother's bosom, she gazed on the dark rolling masses of the tem- pest-cloud, and trembled not at the livid flames, or the pealings of the loud-voiced thunder; her soul seemed bursting from her eyes in one long gaze of solemn adoration ; her spirit was lifted above the warring elements ; it was casting its burden of deep and silent worship at the footstool of the Almighty. The storm for an instant paused: the thun der-peals died away in a low muttering growl, and an awful silence reigned in the heavens and on the earth; the angel of the tempest had retired 'neath the veil of blackness, to gather the scattered thunderbolts in his hand, and to wreathe the winged lightnings on his brow. Agnin he came upon his wild career on, on, in more terrific majesty ; the dark cloud parted with a fearful chasm, while from its bosom poured a sheet of flame, broad, livid, terrible, and a fierce crash, as of a shattered world, pealed along the heavens. A low shriek burst from the lips ot Emily, and Alfred pressed his sister's hand with a convulsive energy. The grasp recalled Melanie's wandering senses ; she drew him closer to her bosom, and whispered in accents low but distinct, heard like an angel's murmur amid the roaring of the storm, " Fear not, my little brother; it is the same voice which breathes in melody among the flowers of spring ; the same hand which paints the rainbow and the rose. Fear not, it is your Father and your God ! He sendeth forth the spirit of his love, and heaven and earth are bathed in the fountain of its glory , he stretcheth out the arm of his power and the hills tremble and are shaken. Yea," she added, clasping her hands and looking upwards with an expression of fervent solemnity, " yea ; thou only art great who coverest thyself with light as with a garment ; who stretchest out the heavens like a curtain ; who makes the clouds thy chariot ; who walkest upon the wings of the wind." It was midnight. The storm had departed as it came ; the wind sighed mournfully, yet sweet amid the dripping branches ; the black masses rolled from the firmament, and the moon, struggling through their gloom, cast her feeble and trembling beams on the still agitated waters ; the waves rose and fell with a faint wailing murmur, like the sobs of a weeping child ; and the hearts of the anxious mourners seemed to beat in unison with their sad cadence. A taper was burning on the hearth in Melanie's chamber, but the curtain was withdrawn, and the pure cold rays of the moon trembled faintly upon a being, pure and heavenly as themselves. She slept in the hush of that midnight hour, surround- ed by those best loved on earth, she slept. Oh ! the peace ; the unearth REMAINS. 129 ly beauty of that sleep. Her head lay back upon the pillow, her bright dark hair shaded with its rich tresses the exquisite features of her face; Ihe serenity of heaven seemed resting on her broad, pale brow ; her dark eyelids lay motionless on their snowy pillow, and nought could reveal to the beholder that he gazed on an inhabitant of earth, save the brilliant flush which mantled upon her cheek, as if death, fearing utterly to de stroy a work so beautiful, had breathed a deeper crimson on the fresh rose of health, and placed it 'mid the lilies of disease. Emily was kneeling, beside her, her face bathed in tears, and her eyes now bent with a wistful sadness upon her sleeping sister, now raised as in prayer to Heaven; a petition seemed trembling upon her lips, but it would wing its way no farther; she dared not pray for fetters to enchain the struggling spirit ; she could not even wish to recall the fluttering priso ner to its cage of clay, and the prayer died unuttered on her tongue. Then her mind wandered far away from that shaded room and its mid night stillness. She saw the morning dawn above the opposing ranks ; she heard the shouts of the commanders, the sharp report of the rifles, and the deafening roar of the cannon, and she saw one form amid the thousands, and, as when she last beheld it, she saw that form alone ; she marked his every movement, and when her quick fancy beheld the " leaden death," flying around him, her breath was checked convulsive ly, and the colour went and came upon her cheek, and then with the swiftness and waywardness of thought, her mind returned to their last meeting, their last look ; and her face became one burning flush when she thought how much, how all too much that look betrayed. As she raised her head from the counterpane in which it had been buried, her eyes again rested upon the features of Melanie, and still more deeply did she blush at her own selfishness in thinking of aught beside the cherished sufferer and the duty she owed to her beloved mother. Where was that mother now ? Why was not she too bending over the slum bers of the dying one ? Oh ! had you asked her bleeding heart, an answer had been poured forth in tones of the bitterest agony which the hand of sorrow could draw forth from its broken strings. Grief grief, too deep for utterance, too violent for restraint, had driven her from the bedside of Melanie. With a burning brain and throbbing nerves, she had stolen unnoticed from the side of Emily, and stepped forth upon the broad piazza, to breathe for one moment the coolness of the midnight air ; it soothed, it refreshed her, and throwing herself upon the seat be neath Melanie's window, a burst of tears relieved her agitated feelings. The scene was solemn, and to the reflecting mind it was one of deep interest, for the shade of an eventful morrow seemed hanging darkly over it ; torches were glancing to and fro in the distant fort ; boats were crossing and recrossing the river ; the bridges were destroyed, and the voice of the sentinel was heard at intervals, as he loudly demanded the countersign from some belated traveller. In addition to her other cares, Mrs. Mentreville was now seriously alarmed for the safety of her hus band : at every casual footstep, at every shadow which obscured the moonlight, she started from her seat, and an anxious " is it he ?" trem bled unconsciously upon her lips. In the silent solemnity of that mid night hour her mind reverted to her own early days, when loving and beloved, she had first entered that humble cottage, a youthful and happy wife, and when after the lapse of years she had still found herself an adored and cherished mother, the centre of all the social affections, the 11 130 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. parent tree which shadowed, nourished, and supported the fresh young tendrils that twined around it; now there was a deep, deep void within her heart. Death had breathed upon her paradise ; he had laid his cold hand upon those delicate vines; he had torn them asunder; had gather ed all but three young blossoms to twine around and wither on his clay-cold brow. Her affection for the dead was now transferred with tenfold ardour to the living; the buoyancy and hope of youth was gone; but love, a mother's love, can never perish, and her spirit, chastened and subdued by the hand of affliction, clung to Melanie as to some guardian angel, some being of superior mould, who seemed unfitted for the cares and bufferings of life, and yet foreboding fancy had never dared to whisper she could die; and now the dreadful summons had arrived; she saw it in the flushed and fevered cheek, the throbbing pulse, the eye of piercing brilliancy ; she heard it in the tremulous accents of her be loved one, they mingled all the sweetness of heaven, and all the sad ness of earth; and the memory of those tones stole over her mind like a soothing murmur, as she buried her face in her hands, and the tears stole silently between them. She was startled from her revery by a sound like the distant trampling of horses' feet ; she turned the sound came nearer " It is he !" and she rushed down the steps of the piazza, and with her hand upon the gate leaned anxiously over the little en closure. She scarcely breathed. It was a horseman riding furiously down the little hill to the right, and as he passed in the moonlight, hope could deceive her no longer ; it was not he, it was the express ; he dashed along through the row of sentinels, and waving his cap in the air, his hoarse voice broke painfully upon the silence of the night. " The enemy ! the enemy !" he shouted, " they have come on by forced marches; they are now encamped within two miles; they will be here by daybreak," and he dashed on, arousing the sleeping echoes, till the trampling of his horse's feet, and the tones of his stentorian voice were alike lost in the distance. Mrs. Mentreville slowly and me chanically returned to the piazza, and a thousand agonizing thoughts swept like a burning torrent through her brain. The British army was rapidly approaching ; the conflict would probably take place at day break ; her husband had gone to secure them a place of refuge, but he returned not; perhaps he was a prisoner in the British camp, and she, a helpless woman, with one young and timid daughter, and one, so dear a one, just dying, was left alone in the deserted village, exposed to the cruel insults of the British soldiery, should they conquer, and to all the terror and tumult of a desperate conflict even should they fail. Oh ! that was a night of agony, and never, through all the vicissitudes of after life, did one thought, one feeling then endured fade from the Volume of her memory. As the thoughts of danger and the necessity of exer tion passed through her mind, she wiped the tears from her eyes, and whispered within herself, "This weakness will not'do; I have a part to perform. I am the only guardian of my three dear ones; we cannot fly, and if the British conquer, as I fear they must, I will appeal for protection to their officers ! they have wives and children." * * ******** POETICAL REMAINS TO MY MOTHER. MOTHER ! thou bid'st me touch the lyre, And wake its sweetest tones for thee ; To kindle fancy's dying fire, And light the torch of poetry. Mother ! how sweet the word, how pure, As if from heaven the accents came ; If aught can rouse the dormant soul, It is that cherish'd, honour'd name. Deep in the heart's recess it dwells; It lives with being's earliest dawn; With reason's light expands and swells, And dies with parting life alone. Mother ! 't is childhood's first essay, Breathed in its trembling tones of love , It lights the heart, through life's long way, And points to holier worlds above ! It is a name, whose mighty spell Can draw the chain'd affections forth, Can rouse the feelings from their cell, And give each purer impulse birth. Then will I wake my sleeping muse, And strive to breathe my thoughts in song. Though sweetest strains must fail to speak The heart's affections, deep and strong. PRIDE AND MODESTY. JUST where a wild and rapid stream Roll'd back its waves in seeming pride, Flowers of each softly varying hue Were sweetly blooming, side by side. Shaded by many a bending tree, Their glowing cups with dew-drops fill'd, Nature's fair daughters blushing stood, And all their fragrant sweets distill'd (131) ]32 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Oh, 'twas a wild and lovely spot, Which well might seem a spirit's home ! A lone retreat, a noiseless grot, Where earth's rude blasts could never come. Within a broad and open glade, A tulip spread its gaudy hue, While, 'neath the myrtle's clustering shade, A sweetly-drooping lily grew. As the light zephyrs o'er them swept, And heighten'd many a rosy glow, A strange, deep murmur round them crept, Like distant music, wild and low. 'T was the gay tulip's fragrant breath, Which many an answering echo woke, As to her lowly neighbour, thus, With proud and haughty mien, she spoke : " Away ! frail trembling flower ! nor dare To droop beside my glittering form ! Behold how bright my garments are, And mark each sweetly varying charm ' "Then hiathee to some lonely nook, Nor show thy pallid features here ; Go, murmur to some babbling brook, Where like thyself each scene is drear ! " Hast thou assurance thus to gaze On one who nature's self beguiles ? Hence ! haste thee hence ! and hide that face. Where parent nature never smiles." She ceased a sad, sweet whispering rose, Which thrill'd the zephyrs list'ning ear; Soft as an angel's gentlest tone, Too heavenly for this mortal sphere. 'T was the pale lily's silvery voice, Which rose in low and thrilling tone, Like breath of wild Eolian lyre, Moved by the wind-god's tenderest moan . " Great queen !" the lovely gem replied, " I view thy charms, I own their power, And void of envy, shame, or pride, Admire thy beauties of an hour. "Full well I know my pallid brow Can never match the hues of thine; Nor my white robes the colours wear, Which on thy dazzling garments shine. " But the same hand hath form'd us both ; And heaven-born nature smiled as sweet As on thy form, when the low flower Was peeping from its green retreat. POETICAL REMAINS. 133 " Here was I planted ! let me here Still live in purity and peace ; The lily's eye shall never weep To gain the tulip's gaudy grace. " But oh, forget not, 'mid the pomp Of earthly kingdom, pride, and joy, That boasted beauty must decay, And withering age thy pleasures cloy. "Receive the lily's kind advice, Retire from scenes of public life, And pass thy days in solitude, Apart from vanity and strife." While the sweet murmur past away, The stately rose as umpire came ; The lily ehunn'd her proud survey, The lordly tulip bent for shame. In accents bland, but nobly firm, The queen-like flow'ret soon replied, In tones which charm'd the tender flower, And humbled more the tulip's pride. " Come hither, pure and lovely one, With thee no garden plant can vie ; Not e'en the tulip's gaudy hues Match with thy stainless, spotless dye. "Come to my bosom, emblem fair Of heavenly virtue's fairer form ! Here let me learn each modest grace, While here I hush each wild alarm. " Come to my bosom ! what so pure, So lovely as a modest one, Who flies from folly's glittering lure, And shuns the bright meridian sun ! "Let the proud tulip glitter still, Robed in her scarf of varying hue; Alone 'neath nature's eye we'll rest, Cheer'd by her smile, and nurtured by her dew." VERSIFICATION OF THE TWENTY-THIRD PSALM My shepherd is the faithful Lord, I shall not want, I trust his word ; He lays me down in pastures green, He leads me by the lake serene ; Comforts my soul, and points me on To pure religion's holy shrine. 11* 134 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. I wander through the vale of death, Yet he supports me still ; He will receive my dying breath If I perform his will. Even in the presence of my foes He doth a meal of plenty spread ; My cup with blessings overflows, With oil he does anoint my head. 1831. TO BROTHER L . THE vessel lightly skims the wave, And bounds across the waters blue, Near shores where trees luxuriant spread And roses wildly blooming grew. Yon islands see ! so fair and bright, Like gems upon the azure sea ; The waters dance like forms of light, And waft my brother dear from me. 1831. FOR MAMMA. THE rippling stream serenely glides, And rising meets the swelling tides ; The fleeting lights of heaven around Shine brightly o'er the vast profound. The moon hath hid her silvery face, So mark'd with beauty and with grace, Majestic when she rides on high, A gem upon the azure sky ! My thoughts, oh Lord, then turn to thee, Of what thou art and I shall be ; Thy outstrelch'd wings around me spread And guard with love my hapless head. 1831. TO MAMMA. FAREWELL, dear mother, for awhile I must resign thy plaintive smile ; May angels watch thy couch of wo, And joys unceasing round thee flow. May the almighty Father spread His sheltering wings above thy head. It is not long that we must part, Then cheer thy downcast, drooping heart POETICAL REMAINS. 135 Remember, oh remember me, Unceasing is my love for thee ! When death shall sever earthly ties, _ When thy loved form all senseless lies. Oh that my soul with thine could flee, And roam through wide eternity ; Could tread with thee the courts of heaven, And count the brilliant stars of even. Farewell, dear mother, for awhile I must resign thy plaintive smile ; May angels watch thy couch of woe, And joys unceasing round thee flow. rssi TO A FLOWER. THE blighting hand of winter Has laid thy glories low ; Oh, where is all thy beauty ? Where is thy freshness now? Summer has pass'd away, With every smiling scene, And nature in decay Assumes a mournful mien. How like adversity's rude blast Upon the helpless one, When hope's gay visions all liave passed. And to oblivion gone. Yet winter has some beauties left, Which cheer my heart forlorn ; Nature is not of charms bereft, Though shrouded by the storm. I see the sparkling snow ; I view the mountain tops ; I mark the frozen lake below, Or the dark rugged rocks, How truly grand the scene! The giant trees are bare, No fertile meadows intervene, No hillocks fresh and fair; But the cloud-capp'd mountains rise, Crown'd with purest whiteness, And mingle with the skies, That shine with azure brightness. And solitude, that friend so dear To each reflecting mind, Her residence has chosen here To soothe the heart refined. 1831. 136 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. STANZAS. ROLL on, roll on, bright orb of day , Roll on, thou beauteous queen of even Ye stars, that ever twinkling play, And sweetly grace the azure heaven. Roll on, until thy God's command Shall rend the sky and tear the earth , Till he stretch forth his mighty hand To check the voice of joyous mirth. He spread the heavens as a scroll, He made the sea, he form'd the world ; The heavens again shall backward roll, And mountains from their base be hurl'd. He form'd the lovely verdant green, And aught of fair that e'er has been ; These beauties all shall pass away, And in one shapeless ruin lay. But God in his glory, the God of the sky, Will continue through endless eternity ; For ever untainted, all holy and pure, His love and his mercy shall ever endure. ESSAY ON NATURE. w ? W T JU8t ' h W pure ' how holy is the reat Cr eator of the universe ! When I gaze upon all the wonders of nature, the rippling stream, the dis tant mountain, the rugged rock, or the gently sloping hill, my mind turns to the first Great Cause of all ; the Author of this mingled beauty grandeur, and simplicity. God made this beautiful world for us, that we might be happy, and why are we not so 1 Because we do not seek real happiness. We are striving to obtain worldly pleasure ; but what is that, compared with the happiness of a child of God ? He feels and knows that his Saviour is ever dear ; he weeps over his past follies with a sweet consciousness that they are all forgiven ; that the kind Shepherd has brought back his lost sheep to the fold. He trusts in the goodness )t his Creator. His faith is firm in the blessed Saviour who died for him ; he has charity for all, love for all. Such is the Christian ! His earthly sorrows seem light, for his thoughts are continually upon his just Preserver. What is man, frail, feeble man, but a flower of the field, that fades away with the rude blast of the autumnal storm! How infinite the love which sustains him ! Plattsburgh, 1832. POETICAL REMAINS. 137 VERSES WRITTEN WHEN NINE YEARS OP AGE. HOME. YONDER orb of dazzling light Sinks beneath the robe of night, And the moon so sweetly pale, Waits to lift her silver veil. One by one the stars appear, Glittering in the heavenly sphere, And sparkling in their bright array, Welcome in the close of day. But home, that sacred, pure retreat, Where dwells my heart in all that's sweet, And my own stream, where oft I 've stray'd, And mark'd the beams that o'er it play'd, Is far away, o'er the waters blue, Far from mv fondly straining view. 1832. THE MAJESTY OF GOD. WITH the lightning his throne, and the thunder his voice, He rides through the troubled sky ; He bids all his angels in heaven rejoice, And thunders his wrath from on high ! "On the wing of the whirlwind he fearlessly rides," O'er the heavens, the earth, and the ocean he strides ; The breath of his nostrils the lightning's flame, All nature re-echoes his powerful name ! FROM THE FORTY-SECOND PSALM. WHY is my bosom fill'd with fear, And why cast down my troubled soul ? Is not thy God, thy Saviour near, And will he not thy fate control ? How mighty is my Saviour's hand, How powerful his word, And how can I, a sinful worm, Address him as my Lord ? Jehovah sends his mighty breath Across the placid sea ; The foaming waters proudly whirl, As longing to be free. Deep calleth unto deep aloud. The raging billows follow thee , Thou send'st the roaring waves abroad, Which rush o'crwhelming over me. 138 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Yet at the great I AM'S command, For me, the object of his care, The shouting waters silent stand ; He still shall listen to my prayer. 1833. HYMN OF THE FIRE- WORSHIPPERS WELCOME, oh welcome, god of day ! Thy presence gives us peace ! All hail, eternal, glorious king, Thy light shall never cease ! Transcendent Sun ! oh list to one Whose heart is fill'd with love; Let the sweet airs lift high our prayers To thee our God above. Pure orb of light ! resplendent, bright ; Oh, who may cope with thee ? And who may dare to view thee there, And never bend the knee ? Before thy ray the guilty flee, And dread thy cheerful beam, Lest thy fierce eye their crimes descry, And chill hope's trembling gleam. To thee we bow, for on thy brow Is majesty impress'd, Glory thy shroud, thy throne the cloud, Which circles o'er thy breast. The blushing flower will own thy power; It blooms alone for thee ; And though so frail, oh hear my wail, My blessed guardian be ! When the first ray of brilliant day Illumes the hill, the plain, The songsters raise a hymn of praise, Oh, listen to my strain. When thy loved form, which braves the storm, In ocean disappears, One mournful cry ascends on high, The night is spent in tears. But lest we mourn for thy return, And pine away in grief, The orb of night supplies thy light, And gives us sweet relief. Then on my head, Eternal ! shed Thy warmest, purest beam, And to my heart content impart, With gratitude serene. POETICAL REMAINS. 139 Then, when, at last, my sorrows past, With thee in light I'll roam, And by thy side securely ride, Thy bosom for my home. 1833. ENIGMA. SOMETIMES I grace the maiden's brow, And lend her cheek a brighter glow ; Or grim and strong, secure the wall Of many a castle gate from all. The palace boasts me always there, To guard the walls and bless the fair ; The meanest cot I ne'er disdain, Yet guard the portals jf the brain. LOCK. TO A LITTLE COUSIN AT CHRISTMAS. MY dear little George, oh did you but know How delighted I'd be could I meet with you now ; Oh could I but print on your forehead a kiss, To thy Margaret the moment were unalloy'd bliss. Thy flowers and acorns I've cherished with care, And to me they have seem'd more than lovely and fair, For thoughts of the friends I. have left far behind, And sweet recollections will crowd on my mind, As I gaze on the tokens presented by you, And the sweet little letter you've written me too ; I fancy I see thee on bright Christmas day, With Kitty and mother all sportive at play, Admiring the bounty St. Nicholas gave To the boy who was worthy his counsel so grave. Oh could I but join thee, my beautiful boy, In thy holiday pastimes and innocent joy ! Is " Aunty" still working on bonnets and capes ? Or examining flowers of all sizes and shapes? Does Aiken's Collection still lie on her lap, While her fingers are plaiting some ruffle or cap? Is thy " dear little mother" still lively and gay, Pleasing and pleased, as when I came away ? And Annie and Kitty, and grandfather too? But 'tis time, my dear George, I bade you adieu. Tell uncle, and brother, and all whom I love, My letters alone my affection must prove. 1833. MO MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. ON READING CHILDE HAROLD. THE rainbow's bright and varying hue, Mix'd with the soft celestial blue, The brightest, fairest stars of night, Which shed their radiance pure and bright, If mingled in a wreath, would be Too poor an offering for thee. The morning sun should deck thy brow, Now dazzling bright, and softening now ; But night's dark veil too oft doth cloud The brow which genius should enshroud, For vice has set her impress there, Mingled with virtues pure and fair. 1833. INVOCATION. OH, thou almighty Lord of heaven and earth ! From whom the world and man derive their birth, My youthful heart with sacred love inspire, And fill my soul with wild poetic fire. And oh, thou pure, transcendent muse of heaven. Descend upon an airy cloud of even, With thy bright fingers touch the trembling chord, And let it echo to my Saviour, Lord. 1833. CHRISTMAS HYMN. HAIL to salvation's brilliant morn, Hail to the dawn of joy and peace, When God's supreme, almighty power, Bade all our pains and sorrows cease. Ye angels, sing your sweetest songs, And strike anew each golden lyre ; Let him to whom the praise belongs The sacred strain inspire. The day the star of promise shone Bright in yon eastern sky, It bore redemption in its light, A herald from on high. It led a wise and chosen band, Who writhed beneath the rod Of Herod's proud and kingly hand, To seek their infant God. From his high throne in realms of bliss, Where love was in every breast, From his glorious home he came to this, And in his descent we are blest. POETICAL REMAINS. 14! For man's unconquerable pride, That we salvation might obtain, This blessed Saviour bled and died, And has the sacrifice been vain ? Oh Jesus, fill'd with sacred fire, May I devote this life to thee; May love my youthful heart inspire, And glow to all eternity! 1833. EVENING. ' TWAS evening, and the sun's last ray Was beaming o'er the azure sky ; Earth bade farewell to cheerful day, Which sinks beneath the mountains high. Those cloud-tipp'd mountains soared afar In that bright heaven of blue, And seem'd to reach yon eastern star, Which glittering you might view. Between its banks yon rippling stream Unruffled glides along, In curling eddies onward flew Rocks, branches, trees among. Beyond it raged the troubled sea, Which drew aloft its wave, And ever furious, ever dark, The Sky it seem'd to brave. How strangely, sweetly blended there The beautiful and grand, The awful with the prospect fair, The terrible and bland ! Behold that tall majestic rock, O'erhanging yonder stream ; See, at its frowning foot is seen The pale moon's silvery beam. 1833. ENIGMA. IN nature it holds a conspicuous part, It lives in the ocean, and softens the heart ; The supporter of angels, in heaven it dwells, And the number of demons reluctantly swells, 'T is a part of our faith, and it lives with the dead, 'Tis devoid of religion, yet always in dread ; In the wavering candle all brightly it glows, And with the meandering streamlet it flows. MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Without it the name of the warrior were lost, And the seaman would sink, on the wide ocean tost. And now, my dear friend, if you guess what it means, Ton may have the enigma for nought but your pains 1833. TO THE DEITY. ALMIGHTY GOD ! Father of heaven and earth, Who fbrm'd, from 'midst the vast expanse of chaos, This spacious world omnipotent and holy ! Before thee angels bow ! the countless host Of those that praise thee, and that hover round Thy sacred throne, shrink from the blaze of light, And shadow with their wings their beaming brows, Lest, oo their senses thy transcendent glories Burst with a stunning power, and absorb them In one full flood of brilliance. Oh tbou ! whose ever-seeing eye can pierce The misty shades of night, and penetrate The deep recesses of the human heart ; Parent of earth ! how glorious are thy works ! Look on yon orb, whose ever-open eye Sheds at his glance a pure, resplendent light, Dispensing good. Night throws her sable veil O'er hill and rock, o'er rivulet and ocean : Then chaste Diana sheds her silver ray O'er all: her throne, the fleecy cloud that floats Over the vast expanse of heaven above us ; Her bright attendants are the brilliant stars, That seem like guardian angels, who attend, In virgin parity, to keep from ill Oar ever-rolling orb : beauty reigns over all, And tinges nature with her softest touch. If scenery so bright as this be fore, Oh, how can fancy paint the joys of heaven. That pore and holy place, region of bliss ! There glides an amber stream, diffusing sweets, And every tiny wave, which o'er the sands Of purest gold rolls backward, washes up Some pearl or diamond, gem of dazzling beauty, While ambrosial zephyrs fan the air. See, yonder angel, resting on the cloud, His beaming eye uptum'd with holy awe. Oh fist! he channts his great Creator's praise ; His golden harp is never hush'd by wo; There music holds her sweet, harmonious reign. How pore the being who calls forth that lay : Such dear, melodious symphony Might weQ awake the dead from their last sleep. 1833. POETICAL REMAINS. TO MY SISTER LUCRETIA. THOUGH thy freshness and beauty are laid in the tomb, Like the flow'ret, which droops in its verdure and bloom ; Though the halls of thy childhood now mourn thee in vain, And thy strains will ne'er waken their echoes again ; Still o'er the fond memory they silently glide; Still, still, thou art ours and America's pride. Sing on, thou pure seraph, with harmony crown'd, O'er the broad arch of heaven thy notes shall resound And pour the full tide of thy music along, While a bright choir of angels re-echoes the song. The pure elevation which beam'd from thine eye, As it turn'd to its home, in yon fair azure sky, Told of something' unearthly, it shone with the light Of pure inspiration and holy delight " Round the rose that is wither'd a fragrance remains, O'er beauty in ruins the mind proudly reigns." Thy lyre has resounded o'er ocean's broad wave, And the tear of deep anguish been shed o'er thy grave, But thy spirit has mounted to regions on high, To the throne of its God, where it never can die. 1833. WRITTEN WHEN BETWEEN ELEVEN AND TWELVE PROPHECY. FAIR mortal, I linger to tell thee thy fate, Like an angel above thy bright fortunes I wait : Thy heart is a mixture of tender and sweet, And thy bosom is virtue's own sacred retreat. Simplicity soft and affection combine To render thee lovely and almost divine. Devoid of ambition, rest, dear one, secure, For with thoughts so refined, and with feelings so pure, What mortal would injure, what care would pursue A being protected by heaven like you ? Bright beauty thou hast not, but something so fair It may serve to protect thee from sorrow and care. I pierce the light veil which would darken thy fate, And angels of happiness round thee await ; I see a bright cherub supporting thy head, While around thee the smiles of affection are shed ; I see thy aged arms around him prest, Thy grey locks waving o'er his youthful breast I see thee on his tender bosom lay, In silent pleasure breathe thy life away. My tale is told dear one, I linger now To kiss with fervent love thy own fair brow. 1833. 143 144 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. ENIGMA. ON the brow of the monarch in triumph I stand, I govern each measure, I rule each command ; Without me, his kingdom to atoms would fall, But I share not his crown, and I rule not his hall. I dance in the meadow, and play on the stream, And I glimmer obscurely in Luna's pale beam. I dwell in thy bosom, I 'm part of thy form, But I ride on the tempest, and guide the fierce storm ; With the sea-nymph I rest on the moss-cover'd cliff, And I weep with the mourner that life is so brief. O'er the grave of the mighty in sorrow I bow, And I rest in thy mind as thou 'rt watching me now. Go look on the pillow of sorrow and care, On the brow that is wither'd by darkest despair, Stern affliction will meet you, but I am not there. In the heart of the rich man, the court of the prince, In the mariner's vessel, the warrior's lance, In the tumult of war, on the brow of the fair, Though millions surround them still I am not there. In the home of the noble, the virtuous, the great, In thy own lovely bosom, rejoicing I wait. I wish I might dwell in that beautiful eye ; I wish I might float on yon pure azure sky ; I would lead you in triumph wherever I stray'd, Where the sunbeam -had lit, or the pale moon had play'd. 1834. ESSAY ON THE SACRED WRITINGS. THE Bible! what is it? every heart which has read and justly ap preciated that inestimable volume cannot fail to exclaim, " This is the work of a God !" Who is there that will not admire, (although he read with a doubting mind,) its force, dignity, beauty, and simplicity? Prin ciples so pure, precepts so sublime, and thoughts so refined, who could have formed them but one inspired by a God, or God himself? 'T is our guide, our star to lead, the herald to usher us into a glorious eter nity. When the mind is overwhelmed with care, what power can soothe like this sacred volume? Its pages beaming with truth and mercy, will shed a holy light over the troubled landscape, and impart a softer swell to the billows of adversity. It is the lighthouse by whose beams we should direct our path over the gloomy waves of life. Then why neglect it ? Some may think it derogatory to their earthly dignity " What will the world say ?" Read it, and learn from its sublime precepts to stem the tide of worldly opinion. When all else fails you, this will remain the supporter of your rights; here is real dignity and grandeur, but it is the dignity of the soul, the grandeur of virtue, the dignity arising from a close alliance with the Deity. If He who POETICAL REMAINS. 145 thundered on Mount Sinai, and caused the silver founts to flow froir. rocks of adamant, will deign to approach so near us, is it for us to stand aloof, wrapped in the mantle of our own insignificance, and brave the tempest of life alone? Oh ! how depraved that heart must be, which such condescension will fail to affect ! and how' happy the bosom for ever confiding in its God! calm -in the midst of afflictions, resigned while the torments of grief pour on the soul ; which, though borne down by sorrow, is fortified by virtue, and looks calmly and steadily forward to the calamities which it is certain will terminate in an end less communion with its Maker. February 2d, 1834. THE DESTRUCTION OF SODOM AND GOMORRAH. OH tremble, ye proud ones ! oh tremble with fear ! For Jehovah has come in his wrath ; Stern vengeance is throned on his terrible brow, And lightning attends on his path. Oh shrink from the glance of his soul-quenching eye, As he treads on the whirlwind, and comes from on high! Oh, burst the dark shackles of sorrow and sin ! Before his dread presence in penitence bow ; Oh, dash the bright wine-cup in terror away, And dare not to gaze on his broad flaming brow, For the angel of mercy no longer is there, To quiet your conscience, or soothe your despair. The spirit of death o'er your city has pass'd, His broad flaming weapon is waving on high; Your sentence is heard in the whirlwind's rude blast, 'T is written in fear on yon lightning-crown'd sky ; Oh, powerless your arm, and unwielded your lance, As he cometh with vengeance and fire on his glance. The bride at the altar, the prince on his throne, The warrior secure in his strongly-built tower, For the soft voice of music hear sorrow's deep moan, And shrink 'neath the hand of their God in his power ; The smile on the cheek is transform'd to a tear, But repentance is lost in bewailing and fear. Oh, turn to your God, in this moment of dread, For mercy may rest 'neath the frown on his brow. Oh, haste ere each fast-failing hope shall have fled, Oh, haste in repentance and terror to bow. The moment of grace and repentance has pass'd , Your entreaties for pardon are useless and vain ; The sword of destruction is levell'd at last, And Gomorrah and Sodom are ashes again. 1834. 12* 146 MISS MARGARET DAflDSON. VERSIFICATION FROM OSSIAN. OH thou, who rollest far above, Round as my father's shield in war ! From whence proceed thy beams, oh sun, Which shine for ever and afar ? AH cold and pale, the feeble moon Shrinks back, eclipsed beneath thy power; The western wave conceals its light At morning's bright resplendent hour. But thou, unchanging, mov'st alone ! Oh who may thy companion be? The rugged rocks, the mountain's fall, But who may stand in might like thee ? The ocean shrinks and grows again, All earthly things will fade away, But thou for ever art the same, Rejoicing in thy brilliant ray ; Rolling and rolling on thy way, Enlightening worlds from day to day. When o'er yon vault the thunders peal, And lightning in its pathway flies ; When tempests darken o'er the world, And cloud the once resplendent skies, Thou rear'st on high thy noble form, And laughest at the raging storm. But now thou look'st to me in vain, For I behold thy beams no more ; I languish here in darkness now, On Erin's green and fertile shore. I know not if thy yellow hair Is floating on the western clouds, Or if the fleecy veil of morn Thy brilliant beauty lightly shrouds ; But thou, great sun, perhaps, like me, Shall days of rest and silence see. Amid the clouds thy form may sleep, Regardless of the morning's voice ; Exult then, mighty orb of day, And in thy vigorous youth rejoice. 1834. TO MY DEAR MAMMA. ON RETURNING FROM A LONG VISIT TO NEW YORK. THOUGH my lyre has been silent, dear mother, so long That its chords are now broken, and loose, and unstrung, If 't will call but one smile of delight to thy cheek, I will waken the notes which so long were unsung. POETICAL REMAINS. 147 My lyre has been thrown all neglected aside, And other enjoyments I' ve sought for a while ; But though lured by their brilliance, still none can compare With my dear little harp and my mother's sweet smile. With joy I return to my books and my pen, To my snug little home and its inmates so dear, For while scribbling each thought of my half-crazy brain I can chase every sorrow and lull every fear. Oh excuse my poor harp, if the lines do not rhyme, 'T is so long since it warbled aught breathing of sense, That the chords, though I' m striving to tune them aright. Still warble of folly and pleasure intense. 1834. ON THE DEATH OF MRS. F. H. WEBB IN vain I strike my youthful lyre, Some gayer music to impart, And dissipate the gloom which hangs Too sadly round my mourning heart. Oh, I would wish its low deep tones, Some gentler, sprightlier strains to borrow ; But still they only can respond The plaintive voice of heartfelt sorrow. For she, the young, the bright, the gay, Has left us here to weep, While cover'd with her parent clay, And wrapt in death's long sleep. But memory still can paint the scenes Of past, but ne'er forgotten joy, When we have sported wild and free, No sorrow pleasure's tide to cloy. Thy form, as it was wont to be, Still mingles with each thought of home ; My earliest sports were join'd by thee, When graced by beauty's brightest bloom Again I view that hazel eye, With life and pleasure beaming ; Again I view that fair, white brow, Those dark locks o'er it streaming. Again I view thy blushing cheek, The glow of love and pride, When, 'mid the throng of smiling friends* A blooming, happy bride. But more than these, the angel mind Should all our thoughts engage ; Oh, 't was unsullied and refined As is this spotless page. 48 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. How changed the scene ! the star of hope Has set in clouds of darkest night, And she, the lovely and the gay, Is laid in the grave with her beauty and light Oh, where shall the mother, all mourning and sad, Oh, where shall she look for the child she adored ! And where shall the husband, half frantic with grief, Find the wife in whose bosom his sorrows he pour'd I How lonely and silent each well-beloved scene, Each garden, each grove, which she loved to frequent, The sweet flowers she nurtured so fondly and long, In sorrow their heads to the damp ground have bent But a flow'ret more lovely, more tender and pure, Is languidly drooping, no mother to guide ; The fond kiss of a mother it never can feel, And to her the warm prayer of a mother's denied. But the spirit we mourn has ascended on high, Alid there it will watch o'er its little one's fate ; In whispers her voice will be heard from the sky, With a mother's affection which ne'er can abate. 1834. TO THE EVENING STAR. THOUGH yon broad vault of heavenly blue Is spangled o'er with gems of light ; Though veil'd beneath its azure hue Is glittering many a star so bright ; Though thousands wait around the throne Of yon cold monarch, proudly fair; Though all unite their dazzling powers To vie with Luna's brilliance there ; Each star which decks her cloud-veil'd brow Or glitters in her snowy car, Would shrink beneath thy dazzling ray, Sweet little sparkling evening star ! No twinkling groups around thoe throng, Thy path majestic, lonely, bright ! A radiant softness shades thy form, First wanderer in the train of night ! While gazing on thy glorious path, It seems as though some seraph's eye Look'd with angelic sweetness down, And watch'd me from the glorious sky. As the dim twilight steals around, And thou art trembling far above, I think of those no longer here, Dear objects of my earliest love. POETICAL REMAINS. And the soft ray which beams from thee, A soothing calmness doth impart ; And from each poignant sorrow free, A sweet composure fills my heart Oh ! then shine on thus pure and bright, Pour on each mourning soul thy balm '. Soothe the sad bosom's rankling grief, And fill it with thy heavenly calm ! Till meek, submissive, and resign'd, It seeks above a purer joy ; And stays the fickle, wayward mind On pleasures which can never cloy. 1834. TO MY FATHER. OH, how I love my father's eye, So tender and so kind ! Oh, how I love its azure dye, The index of his mind ! Oh, how I love the silver hair Which floats around his brow. I love to press my father's form, And feel his cheek's warm glow. Oh what is like a parent's love? What heart like his will fee), When sorrow's waves are raging round, And cares the thoughts congeal ? Would he not die his child to save T Would not his blood be shed That yet one darling might remain To soothe his dying bed? Oh, what is like a parent's care To guard the youthful mind ? Oh, what is like a parent's prayer, Unbounded grace to find ? Ah, yes ! my father is a friend I ever must revere, And, if I could but cease to love, His virtues I would fear. 1834. ON NATURE. " How beautiful is Nature !" Every soul, Beating with warm and gentle feeling, Must repeat with me these heartfelt words, " How beautiful is Nature !" In the dark 150 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Awful waving of the sky-crown'd forest, Her gentle whisper, like an angel's voice, Still breaks upon the stillness ; in the stream Which ripples past, is heard her low, sweet murmur ; While on the varied sky, the frowning mount, Her chainless hand majestical is laid ! What voice so sweet as hers ? what touch so soft, So delicate ? what pencilling so divine ? Oh, can the warmest fancy ever picture To the rapt soul, a scene more beautiful ! Say, can imagination, light as air, Capricious as each varying wind which blows, Create a model of more perfect loveliness, More grace and symmetry ? Can thought present A tint more light, and yet more gorgeous Hues more sweetly mingled, one dim shadow, Blending in grace more lovely with another ? Ah no ! but 'tis the sin which dwells within That casts a dark'ning shade o'er Nature's face Nought can there be more beauteous and divine ; But to the eye of discontent and wo, Her gentle graces seem to mix with sorrow And to the chilling glance of stern despair, Her sweetest smile is but a threatening cloud ; Just as the mind is turn'd she smiles or frowns, And to each eye a different view appears. The cheerful, happy heart, devoid of guilt, Like a white tablet, opens to receive Each passing hue, and as the colours flit Over its surface, it becomes more tranquil, And fit to take once more the forms of joy, Which ever, as they glide so sweetly by, Tinge the fond soul with happiness serene. If dark, degrading sin had never cast Its shade of gloom o'er Nature's lovely brow, This world had been an earthly paradise. An all-presiding God has deck'd our globe With grace, and life, and light ; each object glows With heavenly tints, and every form Contains some hidden beauty, which, to minds Unbu--!en'd with a consciousness of guilt, Proclaims the power of Him who rules o'er all. The falling snow-flake, or the humming bee, Small though they seem, may still contain a world Of knowledge and of skill, which human wisdom, Mix'd with human guilt, can never fathom. The smallest item in this wondrous plan, Replete with grace, and harmony, and light, Would form employment for a fleeting life ? Oh, 't were a home for angels ! and a home No angel might despise, if human guilt Had never stain' d it with its crimson glow. Our earth was once an Eden, and if sin POETICAL REMAINS. 151 Had never tinged with blood its rippling streams, And ne'er profaned its broad luxuriant fields With scenes of wickedness and thoughts of woe, Had thus remain'd ; each heart o'erflowing With delight and love ; each bosom fill'd With heavenly joy. How awful is the change ! And how tremendous the effect of sin On nature and on man ! The wayward soul, Once open'd to degrading guilt, is deaden'd To her beauty ; and all the glowing charms Which waken'd it to love and happiness, Ere thus ensnared, are pass'd unnoticed now ! Oh, could we purify our souls from sin, Would we desire a brighter heaven than this ? More glorious, more sublime, more varied, Or more beauteous ? The softly rippling stream, The rising- mountain, and the leafy wood, Combine their charms to grace the splendid scene I The light-crown'd firmament, the tinted sky, And all the sweetly varying graces Which bedeck the queenlike brow of nature, Serve but to show the power of nature's God, The mighty Lord of this immense creation ! The heavenly Maker of our lovely world. l34. TO THE INFIDEL. BEHOLD, thou daring sinner ! canst thou say, As rolls the sun along its trackless course, A God has never form'd that orb of day, Of life, and light, and happiness the source ? Who made yon dark blue ocean ? Who The roaring billow and the curling wave, Dashing and foaming o'er its coral bed, Of many a hardy mariner the grave? Who made yon dazzling firmament of blue, So calm, so beautiful, so brightly clear, Deck'd with its stars and clouds of fleecy white, Like the bright entrance to another sphere ? Who made the drooping flow'ret ? Who The snowy lily and the blushing rose Emblem of love, which sheds its fragrance round, As with the tints of heaven it brightly glows ? Who raised the frowning rock ? Who made The moss and turf around its base to grow ? Who made the lofty mountains, and the streams Which at their feet in rippling currents flow ? Say, was it not a God ? and does not all Bear the strong " impress of his mighty hand ?' Oh yes his stamp is fix'd on all around All sprang to being at our Lord's command. 152 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Oh, ask the mind ! oh, ask the immortal mind, And this will be stern reason's firm reply 'T will echo 5ver ocean's swelling tide : The hand that form'd us was a Deity ! 1834. ON THE MIND. How great, how wonderful the human mind, Which, in each secret fold, conceals some dread, Mysterious truth ; which spurns the fetters Binding it to earth, yet draws them closer Round it ; which, yearning for a world more pure, And more congenial with its heavenly thoughts, Confines its soaring spirit to the region Of death and sin ! But oh, how glorious The sublime idea, that though this frame, Corrupt and mortal, mingle with the dust, There is a spark within, which, while on earth, Gives to the clay its energy and life, And when that clay returneth to the dust From whence it came, may rise triumphant From the senseless clod, and soaring, .mount on high, To dwell with beings holy and divine ; And there, with its ever-growing ken, Clasp the great universe ; with angels there To expand those heaven-born powers, which here Were fetter'd with the earthly chains that bind Misguided man pride, sorrow, discontent, And cold ambition, foolish and perverted But destined there to burn in all its light, And urge the enfranchised on to seek Glories still undiscover'd, wonders As yet unknown. And can it be ? Does tliis Weak, trembling frame conceal within itself A soul ethereal and immortal ? A glorious spark, sublime and boundless, " Struck from the burning essence of its God," The great I AM, the dread Eternal ? Oh, how tremendous is the awful thought ! The soul shrinks back alarm'd, too weak to gaze On its own greatness, or rather on the greatness Of that God who made it ! Yes ! 'tis his work ! The moulding of his mighty hand ! How dread, How peerless, how incomparably great The Governor and Former of this vast machine ! Who watches from on high its slightest thought, And omnipresent and unbounded, sways Each feeling and each impulse ! and whose touch, However slight, may turn its passions from Their common channel, and whose breath can tune Aright those delicate and hidden fibres, Which, rudely touch'd, would yield their finest chorda, And thus destroy the harmony of all, POETICAL REMAINS. Leaving a blank and darken'd chaos Where once was harmony and joy ! Oh ye that seek to guide perverse mankind, Tamper not lightly with the human mind ; But when an erring friend from virtue strajfe, Gently reprove, and do not seek to guide Those hidden springs which God alone can fathom. Oh 'tis 'a fearful thing to see the mind, Derived from such a pure and holy source, Debased by sin, by dark, offensive crime, And render'd equal with the beasts that roam ? To see the wreck of all that once was good. The shrinking remnant of a noble soul, Like the proud ship, which for a while may stem The roaring ocean, but o'ercome by storms, With half its voyage done, is torn apart The sails, the stately masts, and, last of all, The guiding helm until the shatter'd hulk Lies undefended from the sweeping blasts, Threaten'd by frowning rocks ; but as some Friendly hand may snatch from death's embrace The shuddering crew, so may a Saviour's love Redeem from endless wo the trembling sinner, And lead his shrinking spirit up to heaven ! The mighty God who saw him err, can change, Within the twinkling of an eye, his wayward heart, And give to his apostate soul those pure And blessed dreams of heaven, Those hopes of immortality, which soothe The dying Christian ; and when his spirit Ascends to dwell with Him it once despised, Through the bright merits of our heavenly Lord, It there may join in love and hope with all The angel band, in singing praises To their glorious King, the great Jehovah ! Oh that we too might cherish every virtue, Prepare our minds for immortality, Where undisturb'd they may expand, And reach perfection in a future world. 1834. ON THE HOPE OF MY BROTHER'S RETURN WHY rejoices my heart at the passage of time, As it sweeps on the wind o'er the fast-rolling year, And bounds as the sun to his broad couch declines, His bed in the ocean, majestic and clear ? I pause not to question if wise it may be, But faster I'll hurry old Time on his way; And while hours unnumber'd shall rapidly flee, I'll laugh as they fade from the fast-closing day 13 )* MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. When the icy-cold spell of stern winter shall break, And the snow shall dissolve like the dewdrops of morn ; When spring from his death-like embraces shall wake, And verdure and brilliance her brow shall adorn; To my fancy the woodlands more sweetly will smile, The streamlets unshackled more tranquilly glide ; More softly shall nature each sorrow beguile, And disperse every thought which with grief may be dyed. I will watch the bright flowers with their delicate bloom, Aroused, as by magic, from winter's cold tomb, For my heart will be gladden'd as near and more near The period approaches when he will be here. Oh June ! how resplendent thy flowers shall appear, The loveliest, the sweetest which bloom in the year ! For with me a fond brother your grace shall admire, And each word from his lips shall new rapture inspire. But these dreams, though enchanting, may prove to be vaiw. He never may visit the loved scene again ; On his home the dread weight of affliction may rest, And the cold hand of sorrow may chill the warm breast . Or death from its bosom some dear one may sever And stop the warm current of life-blood for ever. But love will illumine the future with light, And tinge every cloud with a colour as bright As hope in her own sanguine bosom has planted, Or fancy with all her illusions has granted 1834, TO MY MOTHER. THE spring of life is opening Upon my youthful mind, And every day the more I see, The more there is to find. The path of life is beautiful When sprinkled o'er with flowers, And I ne'er felt affliction's touch, Or watch'd the weary hours. To guard my youthful couch from wo, An angel hovers near, Watches my bosom's every throe, And wipes each childish tear. It is my mother and with her Through life I 'd sweetly glide, And when my pilgrimage is o'er I'd moulder at her side. To her I dedicate my lay, 'T is she inspires my song ; Oh that it might those charms possess, Which to the muse belong. 1834. POETICAL REMAINS. 155 BOABDIL EL CHICO'S FAREWELL TO GRANADA. THE youthful lyre would shrink from tales of woe, Would tune with hope and love each quivering string ; But when truth bids the sorrowing numbers flow, Its mournful chords responsive notes must ring. 'Tis sweet to tell of laughing mirth and glee ; Its chords would vibrate but to purest joy ; And when deep anguish pours unmix'd and free, Would haste with hope the sinking heart to buoy. But faithfal history still the page unfolds Of war and blood ; of carnage fierce and dark ; Of savage bosoms, cast in giant mould, And hearts unwarm'd by pity's gentle spark. Then cast your garb of merry music by, Assume the mantle of unbrighten'd woe; A cloud is gathering o'er the peaceful sky, And the warm sunbeams hide their golden glow. Robed in a mantle of unrivall'd light, The glorious sun was sinking o'er the plain, And tinging, with a glow of radiance bright, The towering domes and palaces of Spain. Between the lofty mounts which rise around, And form the deep ravine or shady dell, Granada's towers in mighty grandeur stood, And on the plain their darkening shadows fell. The beams were gilding all her lofty towers, As on Nevada's side Alhambra stood, And o'er her spacious halls, her laurel bowers, Her marble courts, they pour'd a dazzling flood. Her gothic arches glitter'd in the ray, While many a gushing fountain cool'd the air, And o'er the blushing flowers diffused their spray, Which bloom perennial in a world of care. The golden lute upon the grape-vine hung, O'er sparkling waves the fragrant orange rose, And o'er the gilded roofs the sunbeams flung A dazzling light, as when the diamond glows. And can it be ! can scenes so fair as this Know aught but joy unclouded, purest bliss ? Will heaven's bright orb its dazzling brilliance shed, As if in moekery, upon sorrow's head ? Will skies of azure pour their softest light On hearts which grief has sear'd, and woe doth blight? Will earth rejoice, while earthly hearts are riven, While man, oppress'd, to dark despair is driven? Retire, oh sun ! reserve thy cheering rays For calm*- hours, for brighter, happier days ! 156 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Go shine on England's spires, or India's bowers, But gaze not on Alhambra's humbled towers ! Cease, cease thy soft meanderings, sparkling river ! Wind sadly silent, gentle Guadalquivir ! No more thy waves through Moorish woodlands glance No more reflect the Moorish warrior's lance, Nor view the tournament and sprightly dance. Cease, for thy foam is red with Moslem blood ! Cease, for thy lords lie cold beneath thy flood Captive Boubdil leaves his rightful throne, To others yields a kingdom once his own. Behold yon gate ! l the ancient sages say No stone shall loosen, till that awful day, When yonder guardian hand, now firmly clasp'd, The mystic key beneath its arch has grasp'd ; At that dread hour each crumbling stone shall fall, And in one common ruin bury all ; But not till then, though first Alhambra lie A shapeless ruin, 'neath a frowning sky. Why should she last? the monument of shame, Her legends disbelieved, degraded every name ! Her noblest chiefs reduced to toil, Her maidens left, the conqueror's spoil ! Murder'd her children, scorn'd each lovely dame. Oh, that the mystic hand had power To veil Granada's shame; That in one dark and awful hour, Might perish each dishonour'd name. Lo ! on yon mount appears a mournful train ! Behold the newly-conquer'd slave of Spain ! El Chico, humbled, winds his sorrowing way, For, with his home, he leaves the light of day. Ill-fated prince ! thine errors still I mourn ; A father's hatred caused each bursting sigh ; Thy youthful days were lonely and forlorn, Condemn'd a father's cruelty to fly. Thy heart was never form'd for kingly state ; It teem'd with softest feeling, gentlest thought ! Devoid of strength to battle with thy fate, For peace in vain thy troubled bosom sought ! Though the brave may not tremble when war shall surround them Or shrink when the mantle of death shall have bound them, Yet the eye which can gaze unconcern'd on the tomb, Which can look without shrinking on death in its gloom. Will dissolve like the dew, or some wizard's dark spell, When it bids the sweet home of its childhood farewell. The exiled monarch slowly turn'd away ; He could not bear to view those towers again, Which proudly glitter'd in the sun's last ray, As if to mock their wretched master's pain. POETICAL REMAINS. 157 His weeping bride press'd trembling near his form, While sobs convulsive heaved her snowy breast; But proud Ayxa bade their sorrows cease, With scornful glances which she scarce represt. "Chide me not, mother," cried the mourning son, " Nor charge me with unmanly weakness now ; I grieve that Spain the royal prize has won, That proud Granada to her kings should bow." He paused, and turn'd aside his glowing cheek ; His wandering eyes Alhambra's palace met : Those splendid domes, those towers for ever lost, Lost, when the sun of Moorish glory set " Yes ! yonder towering spires are seized by Spain, Their king an exile from his native land ; Shall I ne'er view thy princely courts again, But yield resistless to the victor's brand ? Yes, thou art gone ! thine ancient splendours fled ! O'er thy gay towers the shroud of slavery thrown ; Thy proudest chiefs, thy noblest warriors dead, And all thy pride and all thy glory gone. " Farewell to Alhambra, dear home of my childhood ! Farewell to the land I so proudly have cherish'd ; Farewell to the streamlet, the glen, and the wild-wood, The throne of my fathers whose glory has perish'ri ! 'Neath the crest of Nevada the bright sun is setting, And tinging with gold yonder beautiful river, And his rays seem to linger, as if half-regretting They must leave the clear waves where so sweetly they quiver. " Farewell, thou bright valley ! I leave thee with sorrow ; Thou wilt smile as serene 'neath the sun of the morrow ; But thine ill-fated monarch shall view thee no more, He ne'er shall revisit thy beautiful shore." He paused ; and the accents of heart-rending grief Were borne by the wind past each murmuring leaf. Cease, cease these vain vvailings !" Ayxa replied, " Nor languish and weep like thy timid young bride ; Why mourn like a maid, who in sorrow will bend,' For what as a man thou couldst never defend ! Then cease these vain wailings, which womanlike pour. Or Ayxa la Horra will own thee no more ; Granada has fallen, her glory has fled, Her warriors and chieftains now sleep with the dead , But who has surrender'd her walls to our foe, And branded her honour with shame's crimson glow ?" The tear to his eyelid unconsciously sprung, But back the intruder he eagerly flung, And cried, in a tone which with frenzy might blend, " Defamed by my country, and scorn'd by my friend!" They slowly ascended a rock towering high, Which long shall re-echo Boabdil's last sigh ; 3 13* 158 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. No prospect of beauty his mourning heart cheers, And he murmurs farewell on the dark hill of tears. 4 Though grief and remorse with terrors oppress'd him ; Though peace and affection ne'er tranquilly blest him ; Though his kingdom was captured, his warriors were dying. Himself from the fury of Ferdinand flying ; Through the tumult of feeling his pride had sustained him, Had his griefs but a mother's fond sympathy gain'd him; But the pride of a princess affection o'ercame And with basest dishonour she branded his name Reproachful invectives unthinking she shower'd, " His country was fallen, its monarch a coward ?" The proud Ayxa loved her yielding son, And would have died had death his glory won ; But she had hoped his rising fame to see, Had long'd to view his vanquish'd foemen flee. This cherish'd object of each glowing thought Stern disappointment now had torn away, And left a gaping wound, with frenzy fraught ; For hope and fancy pour'd no cheering ray. The mother was forgot in stately pride, While bitter anguish drew the trembling tear; He claim'd her pity she could only chide, And laugh to scorn his cowardice and fear. But the fair Zorahayda his beautiful bride, To soothe his affliction, remain'd at his side ; Each thought found an answering chord in her bosom, Which glow'd with affection's first beautiful blossom : * Tvvas warm as the sunbeam, and bright as its glance; ' Twas clear as the ripples which fairy-like dance ; Each thought and each feeling which dwelt in her soul Her eye and her countenance told him the whole. Yes, she, the young, the beautiful, the gay, To sorrow's dread abode love call'd away ! From her dark eye she wiped the starting tear, And by his side repress'd each rising fear; Though dark despair should dim each future day, And even hope refuse her cheering ray, Her fairy form would bless his wandering eyes Like some pure spirit from the glowing skies. Reposing 'mid Alhambra's shady bowers, She cheer'd his lonely and his weary hours ; But when, alas ! his brow no longer wore The crown, which proudly grac'd his front before, When fickle Moors forsook his tottering throne, When, glory, power, and kingly state were gone, And threatening clouds were seen around to lower, Then, then he felt the more her witching power. Vanquish'd at last upon the battle field, And forced Granada's lofty towers to yield, POETICAL REMAINS. 159 Still the fair bud of promise brightly glow'd, From her heart's depths the warm affections flow'd ; She sweetly soothed his cares, she blest his name, And sorrow fann'd to light the kindling flame Which burn'd within that tender, faithful mind, To all his faults, and all his errors blind. How sweet the communion of kindred minds, When sorrow each hope hath blighted ; When the heart which is bursting with agony find* One face with pure sympathy lighted. And must he from the fair Zorahayda be banish'd, Must the charm of existence for ever be broken ? Has every fond drearn of prosperity vanish'd, Must he sigh over love's wither'd token ? In the tower of Gomares he gather'd a few, And his warriors, still faithful, he rallied, The broad Moorish banner far over them flew, And forth to the battle he sallied. He return'd and his eye was cast down in despair, The glow on his cheek was still deeper ; " Farewell to Granada ! our foemen are there I" Loudly echoes the voice t>f the weeper. " Come, wife of my bosom ! together we '11 wander, The storm of affliction together we '11 brave ; And perchance in some distant and desolate region, We may find a lone shelter, a home, and a grave, I would not my spirit should quit its sad mansion 'Mid the taunts and revilings of conquering Spain, Where the foot of the victor would tread o'er my ashes, And reproach and dishonour would tarnish my name. " Oh, gaze on yon parapets towering on high, Those pillars of pride were but yesterday mine ; But to-day we are doom'd from their splendours to fly Weep not for my sorrows, I mourn but for thine; Those halls shall re-echo the loud voice of grief, Those fountains in murmurs respond to our sorrow, But ne'er can they waken the bright smile again, Which woe from gay pleasure a moment would borrow " Around those gay mansions and beautiful bowers The foot of the stranger contemptuous shall press ; Unmark'd the bright fountains, uncultured the flowers, No fair hand to cherish, no soft voice to bless, Ill-fated Boabdil ! thy name shall be hated ! The babe shall repeat it with moaning and tears, And the eye which was sparkling, with pleasure elated, Indignant shall glance on thy cowardly fears/' He paused, and led away his mourning bride, In grief his solace, and in joy his pride. But whither do his weary footsteps bend ? 5 What clime his broken heart one joy can lend ? Where can he now from shame despairing fly, Beneath what golden sun, what beaming sky ? 160 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. On Afi.V irid plains and yellow sands, Leagued' A ith the Moslem's wild and ruthless bands, With desptrate force he grasp'd the fatal lance, And shrank not at the scimitar's broad glance ; Fighting for strangers' rights he bravely fell, While his own land was sunk in slavery's spell; Far from affection's soft and soothing hand, Interr'd by strangers in a foreign land. How strange the structure of the human heart, Which springs anew 'neath sorrow's quivering dart ; Bursting from wild despair, from sullen gloom, And fired by frenzy, hastening to the tomb. Reckless of danger, rushing to the strife, For strangers bleeding, yielding even life, Thus did Boabdil sink on Afric's plain, His name dishonour'd in his own bright Spain ! NOTES TO BOABDIL EL CHICO. NOTE I. " Behold yon gate '. the ancient sages say." On the keystone of the arch is engraven a gigantic hand ; within the vestibule on the keystone of the portal is engraven in like manner a gigantic key. Those who pretend to tome knowledge of Mahometan symbols affirm, that the hand is an emblem of doctrine, and the key of faith. The latter, they add, was emblazoned on the standard of the Mos lems, when they subdued Andalusia, in opposition to the Christian emblem of the cross. According to Mateo, it is a tradition handed down from the oldest inhabitants, that the hand and key were magical devices, upon which the fate of the Alhambra depended. The Moorish king who built it was a great magician, and, as some believe, had sold him self to the devil, and had lain the whole fortress under a magical spell. This spell, the tradition went on to gay, would last till the hand on the outer arch should reach down and grasp the key, when the whole pile would tumble to pieces, and all the treasures buried beneath it by the Moors would be revealed. Irving. NOTE II. " Why mourn as a maid, who in sorrow will bend." It was here, too, his affliction was embittered by the reproaches of his mother Ayxa who bad often assisted him in times of peril, and had vainly sought to instil into him a portion of her own resolute spirit " Why mourn as a woman, for that which aa a man you could not defend 7" Irving. NOTE in. " Which long shall re-echo Boabdil's last sigh." Beyond the embowered regions of the Vega, you behold a line of arid hills. It was from the summit of one of there that the unfortunate Boabdil cast back his last look on Granada, and gave vent to the agony of his soul. It is the spot famous in song and his tory as " The Last Sigh of the Moor." Irving. NOTE IV. " And he murmur'd farewell on the dark hill of tears." Another name given to the bill on the summit of which he bade farewell to Granada. NOTE V. " Bot whitber do his weary footsteps bend ?" After leaving the Alpuxarra mountains he proceeded to Africa, and died in defence of the territories of Muley Aben, King of Fez. On leaving Spain, a band of faithful follow ers and the members of his household collected on the beach, to bid him farewell. As the vessel in which he had embarked was slowly floating onward, they shouted, " Farewell, Boabdil! Allah preserve thee. El Zogoybi I" (or the unlucky.) The name thus given him sank BO deeply into bis heart, that he burst into a flood of tears, and was unable to speak from emotion. 1834. POETICAL REMAINS. THE SHUNAMITE. THE sun had gently shed his twilight beams O'er Shunam's graceful waving harvest fields, And with his golden rays each object tinged, Imparting to all nature hues of joy: The western sky had caught his parting ray, And with reflected glory shone above, In all the lovely varied hues which deck A summer sky ; masses of floating cloud Hung gorgeous in the clear, blue firmament, Brilliant as are the fairest rainbow's hues ; While round them spread the light and silver haze. Beyond whose fold the eye could just discern The pure transparence of the azure heaven. The scene was beautiful ! A tranquil sleep Seem'd on the brow of nature lightly resting ! It was an hour when the pure soul might rise And dwell in sweet communion with its God, And contemplation and unmingled love Find for a while repose and silence there. But where is she, the gentle, lovely mother, Whose soul delighted in an hour like this? Oh, why does not her footstep softly shake From the moist grass the drops of pearly dew ? Say, have the glittering charms of wealth and pride Allured her from the sweetest charms of nature? Have the gay baubles she was wont to scorn Enticed her from this lovely scene away ? It cannot be ; perchance amid the sick Or suffering poor, her pitying spirit Finds sweet employment, while her liberal hand Offers relief to the sad prisoners Who on her bounty live. No ! while her heart Was free from care and racking anguish, She could soothe another's grief; but now Alas ! how alter'd now her darling child, The laughing, sprightly boy, who at her side Was wont in childish frolic to remain Where is he now ? The tones of his soft voice Would soothe a mourner's heart, however sad, Much more the mother's, who so dearly loved him-- Ay, loved him ! for she now hath nought to love Save the cold remnant of what once was life ! Yes 1 in the splendid mansion which but seems To mock her heartfelt agony, she weeps, And weeping, watches o'er the lifeless corpse Of her adored, her beautiful, her boy. Perhaps just heaven removed this cherish'd flower, That her own heart, bereft of earthly joy, Might cling more closely to her God and Maker. I know not but the blow was keenly felt. And deeply, truly mourn'd 163 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. The spacious room With rich embroidered tapestry was bung. And, mingled with the massy, crimson folds, Shone many a gem of burning- lustre. The floor was paved with polish'd marble, And the lifeless form which lay before her Was array'd in costly garments; bat she, Vainly communing there with icy death. If at her feet lay afl the wealth of nations, One speaking glance of life from those sweet eye* Now closed for ever, had been worth it alL The boy lay gently cradled on the knee Of the fond mother, and her crimson robe Around his form was wrapt; while on one arm His fair young bead was pillow'd, and her brow, Her aching brow, reclined upon the other. The auburn curls around his temples clung, Clustering in beauty there, and the brae veins, So dearly seen 'neath the transparent skin, Seem'd flowing still with life-blood ; the long lash Of his bine, half-closed eye appear'd to tremble On his fair cheek, while the fast-rolling tears Which from his mother's darker orbits fell, Droop'd from bis snowy brow, as they had rested Upon a marble statue. Her grief Burst forth awhile in sobs and bitter groans ; Bat when the view of death had for a time Met her dull vision, and the sight of sorrow Grew more familiar, then her full heart Burst forth in words, simple but plaintive. Sweetly pathetic were the gentle tones Of her melodious voice ; no ear Could listen but to pity, and no eye That saw her but must gaze and weep. LAXEXT. And art thou gone, my beautiful, my boy, Thy sorrowing father's pride, thy mother's joy ! I had not thought, my child, to view thee so, In death's cold clasp laid motionless and low ! I had not thought to dose thy beaming eyes, To hear thy dying groans, thy feeble cries. Alas! that thus for thee my tears should flow! I thought not that this form, so fair and bright, Death with bis chilling arrows e'er could blight ; And oh, my child, my child, it cannot be That his cold hand hath rested upon thee ! That this fair form, so active but to-day, I* now a senseless, lifeless mass of day Dust of the earth, fit subject for decay*! How white thy brow! how beautiful thy skin ! The soirit must be resting still within ! POETICAL REMAINS. 163 The pare, warm Mood thy lip is tinging still, The purple current seems each vein to fill ! Oh no, it cannot be ! My boy, awake ! Rouse from this slumber, for thy mother's sake ! Rouse, ere that mother's mourning heart shall break' It is not so ! my boy is gone for ever, And I shall view his face again, oh never ! Ah, my sweet boy, I 1 ve watch'd thine infant yean With joy and grief, alternate hopes and fears. For many a night I' ve borne thee on my knee, Full many an hour of care I've spent for thee ; Thy joy would glad me, and thy grief bring tears. Fond fancy pictured thee a noble man, The fairest work in nature's wondrous plan ; The foremost leader in each patriot band. Redeeming Syria from her foeman's hand ; Fearless in battle, swiftest in the race, Replete with courage, virtue, strength, and grace ; I saw thee generous, noble, active, mild, And blest the hero as my darling child ! But oh, my God ! these hopes were crash'd by thee, How shall I murmur at thy dread decree ! Hush, rebel spirit! whispering conscience tells I should not vent each troubled thought which swells In my torn heart my woes I'll speak no more. Nor each vain thought which there impatient dwells, Waiting for utterance at my bosom's door. Rouse, dormant soul ! nor sleep when needed most, While thy frail bark on adverse seas is tost, And all thy comfort, all thy hope is lost ! IT1 hie me to the prophet's mountain home, He shall redeem my darling from the tomb. Or teach me how, resign'd, to bear my dooin. She ceased; A glance of hope o'er her pale features flash'd, And with unwonted energy she raised Her feeble hands in prayer to heaven. Once more she press'd her pallid lips upon The marble forehead of her lovely boy, Then rising, laid the cold and lifeless load From off her bosom, strong in her despair; Then wildly throwing back the silken folds Which droop'd upon the wall, she rush'd along, Through many a corridor and hall, illumed With glittering lamps and gems of burning lustre. Her sandalTd feet glanced lightly on the floor, And her soft tread no answering echo gave ; But heavier far her footstep would have been, Beneath the galling burden on her heart, If all had been despair ; but the small grain of hope Which Unger'd still within, her onward course 164 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Served but to quicken ; something in her soul Seern'd battling with its sorrow, and a spark, Lighted by hope, within, a tiny star, Shone o'er the almost desert gloom of woe. She hasted on ; and soon her form was lost, In its dim outline, amid the windings Of her noble mansion. Where hath she gone ? Why at this moment leave her lifeless son? What human voice can yield her heart relief? What hand redeem her loved one from the dust? Return, frail mourner ! and indulge thy grief, Where none are nigh to view its heartfelt pangs ; Return, nor seek one sympathetic heart In the cold world around thee : thou wilt see, Since rankling sorrow hath oppress'd thy soul, All who with smiles attended thee before Will gaze on thee in scorn, and mock thy tears, Nor heed thy bitter groans. Oh better far In thine own heart to hide each torturing grief, And meet thy sorrow here. But she hath gone ! Twilight is stealing on, and she hath gone ! And where ! Gaze on yon rugged path, which leads Far onward to the mountain's brow, and there Behold her toiling on her weary way! The thorny brambles meet along her path, And close around o'ershadowing thickets grow But still she rushes on the piercing thorn Or fallen bough, alike unheeding all, And with despairing heart and weary step Reaches the mighty prophet's mountain home. ****** The last faint day-streak gleams on CarmePs brow, And lights the tearful traveller on her way, As with the holy man of God she turns Her sorrowing footsteps backward to her home They enter, and once more she stands beside The silent couch of her unconscious boy. There, overcome by speechless, mute despair, Her agony how great ! Cold, deathlike drops Hang on her snowy brow, and, half-distracted With o'erwhelming grief, she turns her from the sight Of the dear object of her fondest love. ***** Behold the prophet ! Lo ! the man of God Is lowly bending o'er the couch of death His long, dark mantle floating loosely round His tall, majestic form ; his silver locks Parted far backward on his noble brow, And his full, piercing eye upraised to heaven , His hands are clasp'd the feeble fingers Trembling with emotion, and from his lips Bursts forth an ardent prayer. He ceased, And on the body stretch'd his aged form, POETICAL REMAINS 165 Press'd his warm lips upon the marble brow, And chafed the infn.nt limbs. 'T is done ! behold, the sleeping child awakes, And sweetly smiles upon the holy man ! And lo ! the weeping mother clasps her boy Again, redeem'd from the embrace of death, And strains him to her throbbing heart, as though She fear'd the ruthless tyrant yet once more Might snatch him from her arms ! While the dread prophet stands aloof from all And views the object of his fervent prayer Restored again to love, and light, and life ! BELSHAZZAR'S FEAST. THROUGH proud Belshazzar's lofty halls A wavering light is streaming, And o'er his heaven-defying walls, The blaze of torches gleaming. Hark ! the voice of music breaks Softly on the midnight air, Each boisterous shout of laughter speaks Of hearts untouch'd by woe or care. The sounds of joy harmonious floating O'er Euphrates' silver tide, Which flows in ripples, gently passing Near many a tower of stately pride. With mirth, Belshazzar's halls resound, Joy spreads each smiling feature o'er. And laughing hundreds gather round The red libations, as they pour Fron. silver cup, and golden urn, Once mantling with the holy wine, By impious hands in frenzy torn From great Jehovah's sacred shrine. Surrounded by each smiling guest, In regal pomp and splendid state, With all save God's approval blest, The warrior king serenely sate. Their hearts demoniac pleasure found, Exulting triumph swell'd their strain, While Israel's children, captive, bound, Were groaning 'neath their weight of pain r Bright lamps o'erhung the festive scene, Diffusing soflen'd brilliance round, While mocking Israel's mighty Lord, They dash'd his wine-cups to the ground. 14 166 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Why does Belshazzar's lip turn pale ? Why shrinks his form with trembling fear f Why fades, within his tiger eye, The scornful glance, the taunting sneer ? A shadowy cloud o'erhangs the wall, A mighty hand each fold reveals ! There's silence in that princely hall, And trembling awe each vein congeals. The mystic fingers darkly move, And words unknown in silence trace ; Wide o'er the illumined walls, they spread, While horror fills each pallid face ! Oh ! who those awful words may read, Or who their mighty import tell? What hand perform'd the fearful deed, What tongue may break the magic spell ! Come forth, ye Chaldean seers ! come forth, Ye men of Egypt's burning soil! Let the dread words your thoughts employ, And be the object of your toil ! Oh, gaze upon the glowing wall! Ha ! proud magicians, do ye shrink ? Say, does the sight your hearts appal As if on death's terrific brink ? Now, strive to win the golden crown, The scarlet robe, the badge of power And tell if heaven in justice frown, If round your king the tempest lower. But still they shrink with innate fear, Still from the awful scene retire ; While trembling lips proclaim their awe, And rouse the monarch's fiercest ire. Who may the characters explain, When Chaldea's ancient sages fail ? Must the dread secret thus remain Wrapt in its dark mysterious veil ? Come forth, thou man of God, come forth . By heaven beloved, by man reviled, Robed in the mantle of thy faith, Come forth, Jehovah's chosen child ! Fear not to read Belshazzar's fate ! Thy heavenly Father guides thee still ! Though robed in scarlet, throned in state, Thy God can mould him at his will. Oh, mark his firm, majestic mien ! Oh, mark his broad and lofty brow ! With soften'd courage, calm, serene, And flush'd with conscious virtue's glow. POETICAL REMAINS. 167 Well might they shrink before the man, Whose gaze had reach'd the realms of bliss, Whose eye had pierced a brighter world, Whose spotless soul had soar'd from this. Oh, hark ! his firm and manly voice Is heard within that princely hall ; No more the impious crowds rejoice, But thrilling silence spreads o'er all. " Oh king ! in wealth, and pride, and power, At God's great footstool humbly fall, That God hath seal'd thy doom this hour, 'Tis starnp'd on yonder fated wall. " Thy stubborn knee was never bent, Thy earthly heart was humbled never Before the throne of Israel's God, Of'life, of breath, of power the giver. Against the Lord of heaven thy hand In bold impiety is raised, And vessels sacred to his name The feasts of idol gods have graced. He, in whose balance lords of earth With justice, mercy, power, are tried, Hath weigh'd thine errors and thy worth, But virtue is o'ercome by pride. From death thou art no longer free, Thy sun of glory shall decline ; The golden crown no more shall bind That proud, ambitious brow of thine. " The Medes and Persians shall possess That which so lately was thine own ; God will e'en now our wrongs redress, And hurl thee from thy tottering throne.* He ceased, an awful silence reign'd, And chain'd each scarcely throbbing breast. Where were the passions once so rude ? Lull'd by the prophet's voice to rest ? Gaze on Belshazzar's pallid brow, And trace the livid horror there ; Big drops o'erhang its surface now, And backward starts the clustering hair ; His eyeballs strain'd, and wildly staring Upon the spot which bears his doom, Seem like a frighted lion glaring Through the dark forest's lonely gloom. ***** Morn hath brigliten'd o'er Chaldea, Morning, lovely, fragrant, bright, Glory crowns a night of terror, Deeds of darkness view her light. 168 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Euphrates' waves are brightly sparkling 1 Beneath Aurora's rosy beam, As though the night had never darken'd Above its broad and rapid stream. The close of evening view'd it smiling, Deck'd with barks and forms of light, The weary moments still beguiling, Sporting on its bosom bright. Where are all its beauties banish'd ? Why its banks so lone and still ? Have all its pride and glory vanish'd, All save desolation chill ? The Mede and Persian have been here, Heaven's just vengeance to fulfil ; Proud Belshazzar reigns no more, God has wrought his sovereign will. 1834. TO MY MOTHER ON CHRISTMAS DAY. WHEN last this morning brightly shone Around my youthful head, Inspiring love and joy and glee, Dismissing fear and dread, I thought not I should see thee here Reclining on thy Margaret's breast ; I thought that in a brighter sphere Thy weary soul would sweetly rest. But since the mighty God above Has granted this my fervent prayer, My heart is fill'd with joy and love For all his kindness and his care. Oh, may his guardian wings o'erspread, To guard from sorrow, pain, or harm, My mother's weary aching head, And every rising fear disarm. May sweet reflections soothe thy cares, And fill with peace thy beating heart, And may the feast which love prepares A sweet security impart. When He, who warm'd thy gentle soul, And planted every virtue there, Shall snatch thee hence to realms of bliss, And free from earthly sin and care, Oh, may a daughter's tender hand The pillow of affliction smooth, Teach every grief to lose its pang, And every sorrow fondly soothe. 1834. POETICAL REMAINS. 160 ON VISITING THE PANORAMA OF GENEVA. OH, if a painter's touch can form thee thus, So bright with all an artist's hand can give, How passing beautiful those scenes must be, Which here inanimate, there sweetly live ! Each verdant shrub, which here inactive bends, So gently waving o'er the placid stream, And the sweet brook, which winds so silent now, Reflecting back the sun's effulgent beam. Look, where the mighty torrent of the Rhone, Far, far beyond my wandering eye extends, And see yon crumbling fort, with moss o'ergrown, O'er whose high walls the weeping willow bends. Mark on the right, yon broad expanse of blue, Lake Lernan, placid, beautiful, and fair, So gently murmuring, as it flows along, Of peace and happiness implanted there. And towering far above, the mighty Alps Rear their tall heads terrific and sublime, Each snow-capp'd summit mingling with the clouds, Seerns to defy the ravages of time. It seems as though the glowing canvass moved, Each figure fill'd with life and joy and love, As if the dark blue waters at my feet Would break the chain which binds them there, and move. Each hill, each rock seem bursting into life, The painter mock'd reality so well ; It seems as if those shadowy forms would speak, Could they but break the artist's magic spell. THE FUNERAL BELL. HARK ! the loudly pealing bell Rises on the morning air ; Its tones subdued and sadly swell, For death, unpitying death is there ! Hark ! again it peals aloud, Bearing sorrow on its tone ; While from the sad assembled crowd, Is heard the echoing sob and groan, Yes, in that solemn note is heard A voice proclaiming woe and death' A voice which tells of endless time, Of sorrow's desolating breath. To the warm fancy it would say, In words which strike the heart with fear : 14* 170 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Words for the thoughtless, vain, and gay, Words echoed from the sable bier " A spirit from the world hath fled, A soul from earth departed ; While mourners weep above the dead, Despairing broken-hearted ! Through the vast fields of viewless time That conscious soul hath gone ; To answer for each earthly crime, At God's eternal throne. "There at his mighty bar it stands, A trembling, guilty thing, To answer all his Judge demands, Or his dread praises sing ! Dust to its kindred dust returns ! Earth to its mother earth ! Still'd are its passions and its cares, And hush'd its voice of mirth. " Then learn from this how weak and vain Is every earthly gift ; How in one instant all may fade, And leave thee thus bereft ! When thy fond heart is filled with joy, With gay and mirthful feeling, Bethink thee, that the form of death v Beside thee may be stealing ; That ere another hour has past, That rosy smile may fade, And the light form that glides so fast, In the cold tomb be laid. " That the young heart within that clay, To God's dread bar shall pass away, And the dim future, dark to thee, Shall bear it on its tideless sea, To light or darkness, joy or woe, Just as thy life hath pass'd below." 1834. VERSES WRITTEN WHEN TWELVE YEARS OF AGE. LINES ON RECEIVING A BLANK-BOOK FROM MY MOTHER. THOUGH the new year has open'd in sickness and fear, Though its dawning has witness'd the aigh and the tear, Though the load on my heart and the weight on my brain, And the sadness around me cause sorrow and pain, Each feeling of woe from my bosom is driven While I view the sweet volume affection has given, And gazing delighted on binding and leaf, I forget every thought which is tinctured with grief. POETICAL REMAINS. 171 Though it needed no gift from my mother to prove The depth of that current of long-cherish'd love, Which hath flow'd on unceasing, unaltering still, Through sorrows unable its bright waves to chill, Yet 'tis strangely delightful, 'tis sweet to possess Some mementos to cherish and gaze on like this, Some gift which long hence may impart to the mind Fresh hues of the image there sweetly enshrined: Which, when every gay feeling is clouded with night, May burst on the soul like an angel of light, And presenting unalter'd the visions of love, Which had slumber'd awhile the more sweetly to soothe May illumine the darkness with radiance sublime, But more bright from repose, and unclouded by time. Oh, think not, my mother, I ever shall part From a token thus soothing, and sweet to my heart ; That the dear little volume thus coming from thee, Shall e'er be less valued, less cherish'd by me. When the fathomless future its page shall unfold, When time o'er this head now so youthful has roll'd, And left me like others, gray, wither'd and old, Then, then shall this gift of the merry new year, From the loved one whose spirit no longer is here, Impart a sweet sadness, and draw the warm tear. 'T will bring to remembrance my own lovely home, And each feeling, each hope, which is now in its bloom. As a fair little talisman bound up with joy 'T will be clasp'd to my bosom its fond hopes to buoy And the love now within it must cease there to dwell, When I bid this dear volume a lasting farewell, 1835. TO FANCY. FLY on, aerial Fancy! fly Back, back through many an age, To scenes which long have glided by, Untold on history's page. Oh, stretch thy heavenward wings, and soar Through clouds mysterious and sublime, To scenes which earth shall view no more, Far down the dark abyss of time. Lit by thy pure, celestial torch, Earth, heaven, and sea have softly glow'd, Nought in created space which ne'er To thine enchanting sway hath bow'd. Worlds framed and beautified by thee, Have glow'd with every rainbow hue, And o'er each meaner thing thy form Hath shed a radiance as it flew. 172 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. All potent Fancy ! deign to bend One glance upon thy suppliant here ! Thy glowing car in kindness send, And bear me to thy beauteous sphere, Believe me, thou hast ever been The cherish'd monarch of my heart! There's not one thought, one hope, one scene, In which thy vagaries have no part. Then deign to look with pitying eye Upon thy votary's bended form ; Disperse each cloud from yonder sky, And clasp me in thy guardian arm. 1835. INVOCATION TO SPRING. BEND down from thy chariot, oh beautiful Spring, Unfold like a standard thy radiant wing, And beauty and joy in thy rosy path bring ! We long for thy coming, sweet goddess of love, We watch for thy smile in the pure sky above, And we sigh for the hour when the wood birds shall sing, And nature shall welcome thee, beautiful Spring ! How the lone heart will bound as thy presence draws near, As if borne from this world to some lovelier sphere ! How the fond soul to meet thee in raptures shall rise, When thy first blush has tinted the earth and the skies. Oh, send thy soft breath on the icy -bound stream, 'T will vanish, 't will melt, like the forms in a dream, Released from its chains, like a child in its glee, 'T will flow in its beauty, all sparkling and free. It will spring on in joy, like a bird on the wing, And hail thee with music, oh beautiful Spring ! But tread with thy foot on the snow-cover'd plain, And verdure and beauty shall smile in thy train. Only whisper one word with thy seraph-like voice, And nature to hear the sweet sound shall rejoice ! Oh, Spring ! lovely goddess ! what form can compare With thine so resplendent, so glowing, so fair ? What sunbeam so bright as thy own smiling eye, At whose glance the dark spirits of winter do fly ? A garland of roses is twined round thy brow, Thy cheek like the pale blush of evening doth glow ; A mantle of green o'er thy soft form is spread, And the zephyr's light wing gently plays round thy head. Oh, could I but mount on the eagle's dark wing, And rest ever beside thee, Spring, beautiful Spring J Methinks, I behold thee ! I hear thy soft voice! And in fulness of heart I rejoice ! I rejoice ! POETICAL REMAINS. 17S But the cold wind is moaning, the drear snow doth fall, And naught but the shrieking blast echoes my call. Oh, heed the frail offering an infant can bring ! Oh, grant my petition, Spring, beautiful Spring ! 835. FROM THE ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY-NINTH PSALM. WHERE from thy presence shall I flee ? Where seek a hiding-place from thee? If the pure breath of heaven I share, Lo ! I shall find thy spirit there ! If wandering to the depths of hell, I trust in secresy to dwell, Behold ! in all thy power and might, Thou, Lord, shall pierce the veil of night If on the radiant wings of morn To unknown lands I 'm gently borne ; There, even there thy hand shall lead Thy voice support my sinking head. If to my inmost soul I say, Darkness and night shall shroud my way, That darkness shall dissolve in light, And day usurp the throne of night No power can dim thy searching eye, Or bid thy guardian spirit fly. Thou knowest well each infant thought, Which passion, pride, or sin has taught; And doubts and fears, but half express'd, To thee, Almighty, stand confess'd. Plain as the waves of yonder sea, Man's subtlest thoughts are known to thee. From the small insect tribe, which playa Within the sun's enlivening rays, To the broad ocean waves, which rise In heaving billows to the skies. Or great or small, each work of thine, It whispers of a hand divine. Each breeze which fans the twilight hour, Speeds onward, guided by thy power ; Each wind which wildly sweeps abroad, Is teeming with the voice of God. 1835. STANZAS. THE power of mind, the force of genius, Oh, what human heart can tell, Or the deep and stirring thoughts, Which in the poet's bosom dwell ! 174 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. The high and holy dreams of heaven, Which raise the soul above This world of care, this sphere of sin, To realms of light and love. Oh who can tell its energy ? The spirit's power and might, When genius, with sublimest force, Appoints its upward flight, And lifts the struggling soul above The prison-house of clay, To roam amid the fancied realms Of glory and of day ! And breathes immortal vigour To sustain it through this life, The index of a higher world, With power and beauty rife. Oh, how sublime the very thought, That this frail form of mine Contains a spirit destined soon In purer worlds to shine. To unfold its infant energies, In an immortal clime, And far more glorious become Each passing hour of time. That it contains the heavenly germ Of future being now, Created there to beautify, Where clearer waters flow. And there expand the glowing bud, 'Mid worlds of light and love, Through the bright realms of ether, In glory still to rove. LETTER TO A POETICAL CORRESPONDENT, WRITTEN BORING MY ILLXESS, IN ANSWER TO ONE IN WHICH SHE DK- SCRIBES PEGASUS AS BLIND, HALT, AND LAME, AND ENDEAVOHRS TO CHEER ME WITH THE PROSPECT OF SPEEDY RECOVERY. Now, my dear Cousin Maggy, behold me again, Relieved in a measure from sickness and pain ; With a wel'-sharpen'd phiz, and a cap on my head, Just bidding farewell to the irksome sick bed, And endeavouring to tune my enfeebled young lyre To a theme which was wont its wild notes to inspire. POETICAL REMAINS. 175 'Tis long since the muse to my aid has descended, Or smiling and pleased, her poor votary befriended; Now tired of entreaties, I'll court her no more, But alone and unaided her realms I '11 explore ; So, dear cousin Maggy, condemn not my muse, If my verse all its rhyme and its harmony lose, For, vex'd with refusals so frequent and long, Without her I ve dared to engage in a song ; And shielded and guided by Clio no more, To meet thy Pegasus I tremblingly soar. While confined by the shackles of sickness arid pain, For many a day on my couch I had lain, And in seeking ibr rest, to my weak frame denied, Was tossing fatigued on each sore, aching side, There came down a tall spirit of light (as it were,) From the realms of the sky and the regions of air ; He dispell'd from my bosom its gloom and its dread, And kindled the torchlight of hope in their stead. Ah ! then, my dear friend, so great was his power, He could lighten my pain, and soothe solitude's hour ; Ah why then, my cousin, thus brand him with shame Ah why then describe him as " sightless and lame?" All noble and lovely he seem'd to mine eye, And when ceasing to view him I ceased with a sigh ! His wings were expanded, his eyebeam was fire ! And that heart had been old he could fail to inspire. But alas ! I should fail, did I strive to portray But one half of the graces which round him did play, And held captive my soul with their wildering sway ; So no more I'll contemplate his charms or thine own, But try to inform you how we're getting on. Dear mother still sits on her old rocking-chair, Either thinking, or smiling, or silent with care ; Then plying her needle with industry still, Or scribbling and wearing some tarnish'd goosequill. Dear Matty is thinking of railroads again, And longs to get hold of the rod and the chain. He talks of embankments, canals, and high-bridges, Of steam-cars and tunnels, of swamps and of ditches. While dear little Kent, with his well-finger'd book, Sits gazing around him with complacent look ; "But alas ! my dear coz, the poor fellow has lost The frequent amusement he valued the most ; For know, in the midst of our sickness and cares, The glass in our parlour was carried up stairs, (Other furniture changed here was station'd a bed,} So a mirror much smaller was placed in its stead, And my hapless young brother is able no more To admire his own beauty and grace as before ; He looks at the tempter all rueful and sad, And in vain the attempt to attain it is made, And with long, disappointed, and sorrowful mien, He retires from the spot to conceal his chagrin. 176 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Oh ! join, my dear cousin, with me, and bewail That his sources of pleasure thus early should fail. Old Leo, tired out with his frolic and play, Lies quietly sleeping the rest of the day ; While pussy is purring contentedly near, Devoid of all care and unconscious of fear. But enough of this nonsense ! I fain would request That my cousin again may be honour'd and blest By receiving thy musical Nag as a guest : His arrival I'll welcome with heartfelt delight, And gaze on his beauties from morning till night. Dear uncle and cousins I ne'er can forget, With sweet little Georgie, his Aunty, and Kate, Give our love to them all, and yourself must receive My warm and my lasting affection. Believe, I shall ever remain as I now am to thee, Your dear little cousin, and MARGARET M. D. Ballston, 1835. STANZAS. Though nought but life's sunshine has spread o'er my path. Though no real distress has e'er clouded my brow : Though the storms of affliction around me have past, And shed o'er me nought save the rainbow's bright glow ; Though nursed from the cradle with tenderest care, Though shelter'd from all that might grieve or distress; Though life's pathway has blush'd with the fairest of flower^ And my heavenly Father has ceased not to bless ; Though the chillness of want and the darkness of woe From my joyous young spirit have rapidly fled : Though the presence of all whom I cherish and love Has not fail'd its sweet influence around me to shed; Still, still there are moments of darkness and grief, Which steal o'er my soul like the spirit of woe; ! know not their coming, I feel not their cause, But o'er my rapt spirit they silently flow. I feel for a while as some terrible blow Had depiived me of comfort, of friends, and of home; Then depart they as silent, and leave my freed soul Again in the bright path of pleasure to roam. Like clouds in the sky of enjoyment they pass, And shed o'er my heart a sensation of sadness ; Like clouds do they glide o'er the surface of light And leave me again to the spirit of gladness 1835. POETICAL REMAINS. 177 VERSES WKITTEN WHEN THIRTEEN YEARS OF AOE. VERSIFICATION FROM OSSIAN. WHERE the stream in its wildness was rushing below, And the oak in its greatness- was bending above, Fell Cathba the brave by the hand of his foe, By the hand of Duchomar, his rival in love. Duchomar repair'd to the cave of the wild, Where dwelt in her beauty the star of his breast, Where she wander'd alone, nature's sensitive child, Knowing little of life but its love and its rest "Oh, beautiful daughter of Cormac the proud ! Oh Morna, thou fairest that earth can bestow ! Why dwellest thou here, 'neath the dark, angry cloud ? Why dwellest thou here where the wild waters flow ? " The old oak is murmuring aloud m the blast, Which ruffles the breast of the far distant sea, The storm o'er the heavens his thick veil hath cast, And the sky in its sternness is frowning on thee ! " But thou art like snow on the black, wither'd heath, Thy ringlets are soft as the mist of the night, When it winds round the broad hill its delicate wreath, By the sun at its parting made gorgeously bright." " Whence comest thou, man of the fierce-rolling eye ?** Said the beautiful maid of the dark flowing hair ; 1 Oh proud is thy bearing, and haughty, and high, And thy brow, there is darkness and gloominess there. " Perchance thou hast heard from our foeman of blood ; Doth Swaran appear on the broad-heaving sea, Doth he pour on our coast like the deep raging flood ? What tidings from Lochlin, Duchomar, for me ?" " No tidings from Lochlin, oh Morna, I bring, I come from the chase of the fleet-footed deer ; My arrows have sped like the eagle's swift wing, And the scatheless have fled from my presence for fear. " Three deer at my feet in the death-pang have laid, Fair daughter of Cormac, one perish'd for thee ; As my soul do I love thee, oh white-handed maid ! And queen of my heart ever more shalt thou be !* 15 179 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " Duchomar !" the maiden with firmness replied, " No portion of love do I cherish for thee ; For thy hosom is dark with its passions and pride, And fickle thy heart as the wide-rolling sea. " But Cathba ! thou only shall Morna adore, Thine image alone this fond bosom shall fill ; Oh bright are thy locks as the sunbeams of day, When the mists of the valley are climbing the hill. " Hast thou seen him, Duchomar, young Cathba the brave T Hast thou seen the fair chief on his pathway of light? The daughter of Cormac the mighty is here To welcome her iove when he comes from the fight." " Then long shalt thou tarry, oh Morna !" he cried, And fiercely and sullenly gazed on the maid, " Then long shalt thou tarry, oh Morna ! for here Is the blood of thy chief on Duchomar's dark blade. " Cold, cold is thy hero, and slain by my hand, His tomb will I rear upon Cromla's dark hills; Oh turn on Duchomar thy soft-beaming eye, For his arm is like lightning, which withers and kills." " Has he fallen in death, the brave offspring of Torman ?" The maiden exclaim'd in the accents of woe, " The first in the chase, and the foremost in battle, Oh sad is my bosom, and dark was the blow ! " And dark is Duchomar, and deadly his vengeance, He hath blasted each hope which was bright in the bud ; Fell foe unto Morna, oh lend me thy weapon, For Cathba I loved, and I still love his blood." He yielded the sword to her mourning and sighs, She plunged the red blade in his fast-heaving side ; And he lay by the stream, as the blasted oak lies, Till raising his hand he indignantly cried, " Daughter of blue-shielded Cormac ! thy blow Hath cut off my youth from the fame I love best 5 My glory hath fled like a pale wreath of snow, And Morna ! thy weapon is cold in my breast. " Oh give me to Moina, the maiden of beauty, Her dreams in the darkness are fraught with my name, My tomb she will raise in the caves on the mountain, That hunters may welcome the mark of my fame " She will hang o'er my grave like the mists of the morning, And dwell on my memory with fondness and pride, But my bosom is cold, and the lifeblood is ebbing, Oh Morna, draw forth the cold blade from my side " POETICAL REMAINS. 179 Slowly and sadly she came at his bidding, And drew forth the sword from his fast-bleedmg breast, But he plunged the red steel in her own lovely bosom, And laid her fair form on the damp earth to rest. Her tresses dishevell'd around her were flowing, The blood gurgling fast from the wide-gaping wound, And the eye that was bright, and the cheek that was glowing, In dimness and pallor and silence were bound. Oh Morna ! be thou as the moon, when its light Shines forth from her throne on the light fleecy cloud, To watch o'er the grave of thy lover at night, And wrap his cold tomb in thy silvery shroud. 1835. TO THE MUSE, AFTER MY BROTHER'S DEATH. AH where art thou wandering, sweet spirit of song, Who once bore my rapt fancy on bright wings slong ? That soaring from earth, with its cares and its pains, It might bathe in the light of thy seraph-like strains ? Ah, whither art fled in thy beauty and gladness? Why leave me in silence thy loss to bewail I Dost thou shrink from the heart that is tinctured with sadness, The eye that is dimm'd, or the cheek that is pale ? Since last waved around me thy pinions of light, The chillness of sorrow hath breathed o er my home, Tor one joyful young spirit hath taken its flight, One icy-cold form has been borne to the tomb, Like a flow'ret of summer, he wither'd and died In the springtime of beauty, of youth, and of pride; In the freshness of hope he was borne to his tomb, And the home of his kindred is shadow'd with gloom. Then return to my bosom, thou wakener of joy, Oh touch with thy fingers my drooping young lyre! Awake it to pleasures time ne'er can destroy, And I its chords with a heavenly calmness inspire. 1836. 180 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. LINES, ON HEARING SOME PASSAGES READ FROM MRS. HEMANs's "RECORDS OP WOMAN." OH, pause not yet, for many an hour I'd lend a raptured ear, The thrilling 1 , melting sweetness Of that seraph strain to hear. Dispel not yet the soften'd joy Those gentle tones impart, While painting in such vivid hues, The worth of woman's heart. Priestess of song ! could we but feel The value of thine own, How many a soul would bow before Thy spirit's lofty throne. How many now elated With the muse's faintest smile, Would turn them to thy radiant shrine, And worship there awhile. With softest touch thy magic hand Awaked the sleeping lyre, To all a woman's tenderness, And all a poet's fire. And proudly soar'd thy lofty mind Each earthly thought above, And vainly sought thy woman's heart For something more to love. 1836. [Unfinished.] AN APPEAL FOR THE BLIND. THOUGH thousands pass the mourners by, And scorn the suppliant's bended knee, u Hope springs exulting" to the eye, When sorrow turns its glance on thee. For soft compassion's slumbering ray, And pity's melting glance is there, To chase the sufferer's fears away, And soothe to calmness wild despair POETICAL REMAINS. 181 Oh fan to life the kindling spark, Till brightly burns its radiant flame, For thou art fortune's favour'd child, And I would plead in mercy's name. Scan the dark page of life, and say If there thy searching eye can find A woe more keen, a fate more sad, Than that which marks the helpless blind. Launch'd forth on life's uncertain path, Its best and brightest gift denied, No power to pluck its fragrant flowers, Or turn its poisonous thorns aside; No ray to pierce the gloom within, And chase the darkness with its light ; No radiant morning dawn to win His spirit from the shades of night Nature, whose smile, so pure and fair, Casts a bright glow o'er life's dark stream, Nature, sweet soother of our care, HUB not a single smile for him. When pale disease, with blighting hand, Crushes each budding hope awhile, Our eyes can rest in sweet delight On love's fond gaze, or friendship's smile. Not so with him his soul, chain'd down By doubt, and loneliness, and care, Feels but misfortune's chilling frown, And broods in darkness and despair. Favour'd by heaven ! oh haste thee on, Thy blest Redeemer points the way, Haste o'er the spirit's gloom to pour The light of intellectual day. Thou canst not raise their drooping lids, And wake them to the noonday sun ; Thou canst not ope what God hath closed, Or cancel aught His hands have done. But oh ! there is a world within, More bright, more beautiful than ours ; A world which, nursed by culturing hands, Will blush with fairest, sweetest flowers. > And thou canst make that desert mind Bloom sweetly as the blushing rose ; 15* 182 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Thou canst illume that rayless void, Till darkness like the day -beam glows. Thou canst implant the brilliant gem Of thought, in each benighted soul, Till back from radiance so divine The clouds of ignorance shall roll. Thus shalt thou shed a purer ray O'er each beclouded mind within, Than pours tne glorious orb of day On this dark world of care and sin. Prize you a self-approving mind ? Then lay thine offering here; The clouded orbits of the blind Shall yield a grateful tear. VVould'st thou the blessings of that band Should crowd thy path below ? That hearts, enlighten'd by thy hand, With gratitude should flow ? And would'st thou seek the matchless Ion To God's own children given, A conscience calmly resting 'neath The fav'ring smiles of Heaven ? Then speed thee on in mercy's cause, And teach the blind to see; " Hope springs exulting" in the eye That sorrowing turns to thee. And wannest blessings on thy head, Full many a voice shall call ; And tears upon thy memory shed, Like Hermon's dew shall fall ! And when the last dread day has come, Which seals thy endless doom ; When the freed soul shall seek its home, And triumph o'er the tomb; When lowly bends each reverend knee, And bows each heart in prayer, A band of spirits, saved by thee, Shall plead thy virtues there! 1836. POETICAL REMAINS. 183 THE SMILES OF NATURE THERE 's a smile above, and a smile below, In the clouds that roll, and the waves that flow : Is the heart unchain'd by sorrow's thrall, There 's a smile of joy and of peace in all ! There 's a smile on the brow of the waken'd day, When, he gilds the east with his glowing ray, And a smile on his brow when he sinks to rest, Like the saint who expires on his Maker's breast There are pensive smiles on the evening sky, Which raise the thoughts to the pure and high, Which speak to the soul of its glad release, And tune its quivering chords to peace. The flow'rets ope with the rising sun, And wither and die ere his race is run; Yet a smile is shed o'er their transient bloom, Adorning the path to their early tomb. There 's a smile on the brow of the gorgeous spring, When she spreads o'er the valley her radiant wing ; As she calms the wild winds with her fragrant breath, And decks the glad earth in her beautiful wreath. There 's a smile on the rose, though 't will cease to bloom ; There 's a smile on the stream, though the storm may come; There 's a smile in the sky, though the clouds may roll Like sin o'er the depths of the human soul I Thus, all that is lovely is form'd for decay, But the pure beams of heaven are shed o'er the way. There are varied smiles on a mortal's brow, Which speak of the soul from its depths below ; But they too vanish, when brightest they beam, And bury their light in the world's dark stream. For the heart of man is the throne of guile, And sin can shadow each mortal smile ; And the blossoms of light which are planted there, Are weaken'd by passion, or wither'd by care. There 's a haughty smile on the conqueror's brow, As the nations of earth at his footstool bow ; But that smile is chill as the frozen stream Which glitters pale in the moon's cold beam, It speaks of ambition, of pride, and of sin, Which rankle and swell the dark bosom within. There 's a smile on the brow of aspiring man, As he pauses the works of his hand to scan, And gazes far up to that gorgeous height Which is guarded by danger, and terror, and night But 't is cold as the bosom from whence it came, And is lost in the splendours of grandeur and fame. There 's a beaming smile upon beauty's brow, As the young and the gay at her altar bow ; 'T is brilliant, 't is dazzling, 't is passing fair, But the heart in its freshness is wanting there. 184 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. There 's a sunny smile on the infant's lip, As he pauses the cup of enjoyment to sip; But a moment more shall have hurried by, And that smile will fade from his clouded eye Some childish sorrow, or childish sin, Shall cast its shade o'er the depths within. Then where shall we seek for a perfect smile, If beauty hath sorrow, and youth hath guile ? If the clouds of pride and ambition roll O'er the inmost depths of the deathless soul ? Oh Nature ! the soul is a spark divine, But I turn from its light for a smile of thine ; The soul in its greatness must ever endure, But thou, in thy freshness, art holy and pure ! Oh, give me the beams of the summer sky, Which gladden the bosom and rapture the eye ; Though transient the radiance, though fleeting the smile, They speak not of sorrow, they breathe not of guile ! But light up the tremulous chords of the soul, Its virtues to heighten, its sins to control : For the soft smiles of nature around us are cast, To light, with their brilliance, the world's weary waste. To call the lone heart from its sadness away, And shed o'er its darkness a magical ray ! When oppress'd with the cares and sorrows of life, The spirit turns back from its turmoil and strife, When it longs to be happy, and sighs to be free, Oh nature, 'tis cheer'd by communion with thee. Though the waters may rise, and the sky be o'ercast ; Though rages the tempest, and whistles the blast ; Though thy brow may be shaded in darkness and fear, He can read there a lesson to solace and cheer, As the soft rays of sunshine succeed to thy frown ; As the rainbow encircles thy brows like a crown ; As the tempest rolls off which had reigned there awhile, And bursts forth in radiance the light of thy smile, So gently the shadows of sorrow depart, And hope dawns again on the desolate heart, And points f-otn thy glories to glories more pure From thy fast-fading beauties to charms which endure, And leads the rapt soul from its sinful abode, To commune for awhile with its Maker and God. Oh Nature ! what art thou ? a mighty lyre, Whose wings arc swept by an angel choir ; Whose music, attuned by a hand divine, Thrills a chord in each bosom responsive to thine, And whose gentle strain, as it softly swells, Soothes many a bosom where sadness dwells ; While the joyous and happy, the youthful and gay, Pluck the flowers from thy garland and speed on their way. Oh, give me the beams of the summer sky, Which gladden the bosom, and rapture the eye, POETICAL REMAINS. 185 Though fleeting the radiance, though transient the smile, They speak not of sorrow, they breathe not of guile, But light up the tremulous chords of the soul, Its virtues to heighten, its sins to control. 1635. ON A ROSE, RECEIVED FROM MISS SED&WICK. AND thou art fading too, my rose, Thy healthful bloom is fled, From thy pale flower the leaves unclow, And bows thy pallid head. I knew how quickly fades away Each brighter, lovelier thing, And did not deem that thou couldst stay, Thou fairest rose of spring. But I have watch'd thy varying hue, As fading hour by hour, And mourn'd that thou must perish too, My lovely, cherish'd flower. Oh, 'tis a mournful thing to see How all that's fair must die ; How death will pluck the sweetest bud, On his cold breast to lie. 'Tis sad to mark his icy hand Destroy our all that's dear, In silent, shivering awe to stand, And know his footstep near. Yet 'twere unmeet that thou shouldst live, When man himself must die ; That death should cull each human form, And pass the flow'ret by. Why do I mourn for thee my rose, When graven in my beart, I read a deeper sorrow there Than thou could'st e'er impart. For one who came from heaven awhile To bless the mourners here; Their joys to hallow with her smile, Their sorrows with her tear; 186 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Who join'd to all the charms of earth The noblest gifts of heaven ; To whom the Muses, at her birth, Their sweetest smiles had given ; Whose eye beam'd forth with fancy's ray, And genius pure and high ; Whose very soul had seem'd to bathe In streams of melody, Was all too like to thee, my rose, As fragile and as fair ; For, while her eye most brightly beam'd, The mark of death was there. The cheek which once so sweetly bloom'd, Grew pallid with decay ; The burning fire within consumed Its tenement of clay. Death, as if fearing to destroy, Paused o'er her couch awhile; She gave a tear for those she loved, Then met him with a smile. Oh, who may tell what angel bands Convey'd that soul away ; And who may tell what tears were shed Above that lifeless clay. They laid her in the silent grave, The moist earth for her bed ! And placed the rose and violet To blossom o'er her head ! But though unseen by mortal eye, ' She seem'd not to depart, Her memory linger'd still below In every kindred heart; As if her pure unfetter'd soul Return'd to earthly things, And spread o'er all her cherish'd scenes The shadow of her wings. Still thou art like to her, my rose, Though bending in decay ; The tyrant death can never take Thy fragrant breath away. Like thee, my rose, she bloom'd and died, Like thee, her life was brief; And to her name remembrance clung, Like perfume to thy leaf. POETICAL REMAINS. ' 197 But when the torch of memory burn d With fainter, feebler flame, The pen of Sedgwick spread anew A lustre round her name. For this our daily gratitude In raptures shall ascend ; For this a sister's blessings And a mother's prayer shall blend. And if the Lord of heaven permits His sainted ones to know The varied scenes of joy and grief Which mark the world below; Then she will bend her angel form, With heavenly raptures fired, And bless the hand which penn'd the tale, The genius which inspired. 1837. THE CHURCH-GOING BELL. How sweet is the sound of the church-going bell When it bursts on the ear with its full rich swell, So slow and so solemn it peals through the air, It seems as if calling the soul to prepare To meet in his temple, so holy and pure, The Saviour, whose presence shall ever endure; To unburthen the conscience devoutly to kneel To pray for the pardon of sins which we feel ; Before our almighty Preserver to bow, With a purified soul, and a heart humbled low. 1837. [Unfinished.] FRAGMENT. OH, for a something more than this, To fill the void within my breast ; A sweet reality of bliss, A something bright, but unexpress'd ! My spirit longs for something higher Than life's dull stream can e'er supply ; Something to feed this inward fire, This spark, which never more can die. J88 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON I 'd dwell with all that nature forms Of wild or beautiful or gay, Bow, when she clothes the heaven with storms, And join her in her frolic play. I 'd hold companionship with all Of pure, of noble, or divine ; With glowing heart adoring fall, ! And kneel at nature's sylvan shrine. My soul is like a broken lyre, Whose loudest, sweetest chord is gone; A note, half trembling on the wire, A heart that wants an echoing tone. Where shall I find this shadowy bliss, This shapeless phantom of the mind ? This something words can ne'er express, So vague, so faint, so undefined ? Language . thou never canst portray The fancies floating o'er my soul ! Thou ne'er canst chase the clouds away Which o'er my changing visions roll ! 1837. FRAGMENT. OH, I have gazed on forms of light, Till life seem'd ebbing in a tear Till in that fleeting space of sight Were merged the feelings of a year. And I have heard the voice of song, Till my full heart gush'd wild and free, And my rapt soul would float along As if on waves of melody. But while I glow'd at beauty's glance, I long'd to feel a deeper thrill: And while I heard that dying strain, I sigh'd for something sweeter still. I have been happy, and my soul Free from each sorrow, care, regret ; Yet ever in those hours of bliss I long'd to find them happier yet. Oft o'er the darkness of my mind Some meteor thought has glanced at will ; 'T was bright but ever have I sigh'd To find a fancy brighter still. POETICAL REMAINS. 199 Why are these restless, vain desires, Which always grasp at something more To feed the spirit's hidden fires, Which burn unseen, unnoticed soar 1 Well might the heathen sage have known That earth must fail the soul to bind ; That life, arid life's tame joys, alone, Could never chain the ethereal mind. 1837. WRITTEN WHEN BETWEEN FOURTEEN AND FIFTEEN ON RETURNING TO BALLSTON, AFTER THE DEATH OF A LITTLE BROTHER. YES ! this is home ! the home we loved before, The dear retreat we hope to leave no more ! Since first we mourn'd thy calm enjoyments fled, Two weary years with silent steps have sped ; And ah I in that short space what scenes have past ! Death has been with us since we saw thee last ! Yes ! robed in gloom he came, the tyrant Death, To blight our fairest with his chilling breath. He stole along beneath the smiles of spring, When youthful hearts to life most fondly cling ; The loveliest flowers were blushing 'neath his tread ; He stole the sweetest of them all, and fled ! In vain, my brother, now we look for thee, Thy form elastic, and thy step of glee ; In vain we strove our thoughts from thee to win, Our hearts recoiling feel the void within. Alas ! alas ! thou dear and cherish'd one, How soon on earth thy tranquil course was run ! Like some bright stream that pours its waves to-day Glides gently on, and vanishes away ! A brief, brief time has pass'd with giant stride, And thou hast lived, hast sufFer'd, and hast died ! Memory, unmindful of the lapse between, Paints forth in vivid hues that closing scene ; The more we gaze, we feel its truth the more, And live in thought those painful moments o'er. We see his form upon its couch of pain, We hear his soft and trembling voice again ; Grief forcing from our lips the shuddering groan, And sweet composure breathing from his own. The earth was clothed in spring's enlivening hue, The faded buds were bursting forth anew, The birds were heard in sweet, melodious strain. And Nature woke to radiant life again, 16 1GO MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. While he, too fragile for this world of strife, Prepared to blossom in a holier life, The glowing spring of heaven's eternal year Was usher'd in by all that 's loveliest here ; Earth, robed in Nature's fairest, best array, Led on his fluttering soul to purer day. The soft winds fann'd him where his couch was laid, On his hot brow the cooling breezes play'd, And in his hand (fit type of early death,) Was clasp'd a faded flower, a wither'd wreath. f Hush'd was each bursting groan, each tumult wild, Around the death-bed of that darling child ; O'er each sad heart an awful trembling crept ; E'en grief, o'erpower'd, a solemn stillness kept. His soul, beyond the grasp of care and strife, Stood on the confines of a deathless life ; His gaze was fix'd upon * * * The lapse between eternity and time ; His eye was beaming with intenser light, As broke new glories on his fading sight. Oh, who may tell that hour of thrilling dread, That midnight vigil by his dying bed ! When his young spirit left its shrine of clay, And sped through worlds unknown its pathless way ! Methinks e'en now I see his speaking face, Death on his brow, and in his bosom peace, When soft he whisper'd, while the accent fell Like the soft murmurings of the passing ^ale, While his cheek glow'd with death's interuest bloom, "Mother! dear mother! the last hour has tmel" Yes ! thy last hour of pain, thou darling bo jr, The opening scene to endless years of joy ! Oh, never more, till memory's sun shall set, Can I that thrilling scene of death forget ! His earnest gaze, his bright and glowing cheek Beaming with thoughts his tongue no more could speak, His soul just hastening to the realms on high, While all earth's love was kindling in his eye. Alas ! it fades, that deep, unearthly glow, And the cold drops stand quivering on his brow, Death has o'ercome ! 't is nature's closing strife, The last, last struggle of departing life ! List to that sigh ! the poison'd shaft has sped, And his young spirit to its home hath fled. The silver chord is broke, dissolved the tie! Alas ! alas ! how all that's fair must die ! Hark to that heavenly strain, so loud, so clear, Rising so sweet on fancy's listening ear ! Hark ! 't is an angel's song, a voice of glee, A welcome to the soul, unchain'd and free 1 On, on it flows in ceaseless tides again, Till the rapt spirit echoes to the strain, POETICAL REMAINS. 191 Till on the wings of song it soars away, To track its kindred soul through realms of day ! Hark to that lyre, more sweet than all beside ; Mother ! 't is hers ! oh, weep not that she died ! Hark to that voice, so melting and so clear, The same, my father, thou wert wont to hear ! And mark that train of infant spirits come To lead their brother to his glorious home ! All, all are yours ! and all shall gather there, To lead your spirits from this world of care ; Then weep no more ; your darling son is blest, ...And his young soul has enter'd into rest. 1837. TWILIGHT. TWILIGHT! sweet hour of peace, Now art thou stealing on ; Cease from thy tumult, thought ! and fancy, cease ! Day and its cares have gone ! Mysterious hour, Thy magic power Steals o'er my heart like music's softest tone. The golden sunset hues Are fading in the west; The gorgeous clouds their brighter radiance lose, Folded on evening's breast. So doth each wayward thought, From fancy's altar caught, Fade like thy tints, and muse itself to rest. Cold must that bosom be, Which never felt thy power, Which never thrill'd with tender melody At this bewitching hour; When nature's gentle art Enchains the pensive heart ; When the breeze sinks to rest, and shuts the fragrant flower. It is the hour for pensive thought, For memory of the past, For sadden'd joy, for chasten'd hope Of brighter scenes at last ; The soul should raise Its hymn of praise, That calm so sweet on life's dull stream is cast. Wearied with care, how sweet to hail Thy shadowy, calm repose, When all is silent but the whispering gale Which greets the sleeping rose; When, as thy shadows blend, The trembling thoughts ascend, And borre aloft, the gates of heaven unclose. 192 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Forth from the warm recess The chain'd affections flow, And peace, and love, and tranquil happiness Their mingled joys bestow ; Charmed by the mystic spell, The purer feelings swell, The nobler powers revive, expand, and glow. 1837. ON THE DEPARTURE OF A BROTHER. BROTHER ! I need no pencill'd form To bring back glowing thoughts of thee ; Love's pencil, bathed in hues of light, Shall trace the page of memory. There they shall live, each look or smile, Each gentler word, or look, or tone ; Fancy shall view love's work the while, And add rich colouring of her own. How throbb'd my heart with sweet delight, When hope beheld thy near return ! Nor thought that day precedes the night, And hearts the happiest soonest mourn. Why knew I not that joy like mine Was never, never formed to last? That pleasures only live to die, And, ere we feel them, ours are past ? Oh ! turn not from my strain away, Nor scorn it, simple though it be ! It is a sister's sorrowing lay, A token of her love for thee. Oh ! that a prophet's eye were mine, To read the shrouded future o'er ! Oh ! that the glimmering lamp of time Could cast its mystic rays before ! Then would I trace thy devious way Along the chequer'd path of life; Discern each pure, reviving ray, And mark each changing scene of strife. Oh ! if a sister's partial hand Could weave the web of fate for thee, Pleasure should wave her mystic wand, And all thy life be harmony. Peace, foolish heart! a wiser Power Thy hand shall guide, thy footsteps lead ; Each bitter grief, each rapturous hour By His unerring will decreed. POETICAL REMAINS. 193 Farewell, my brother ! and believe, Through every scene of weal or woe, A sister's heart with thine shall grieve, With thine in rapturous joy shall glow. Each morn and eve a mother's prayer With mine shall seek the courts above : A mother's blessing rest on thee, Embalm 'd in all a mother's love. 1837. LINES WRITTEN AFTER READING ACCOUNTS OF THE DEATH OF MARTYM. SPEAK not of life, I could not bear A life of foul disgrace to share ! Wealth, fame, or honour's fleeting breath, What are they to this glorious death ? Think ye a kingdom back could win My spirit to this world of sin ! Think ye a few more years of strife Could draw me from eternal life ? Dark is the path to Canaan's shore, But Jesus trod the path before! He hath illumed the grave for me, My Saviour ! I will die for thee 1 Yes ! lead me forth ; in faith secure, The keenest anguish I'll endure! And while my body feeds the flame, My soul its bright reward shall claim ! Soon shall these earthly bonds decay, This trembling frame return to clay, And earth, enrobed in clouds of night, Shall fade for ever from my sight. But who would mourn a home like this, When gather'd to that home of bliss ? But there is many a tender tie Would shake my firm resolve to die ; Cords which entwine my longing heart Affection's death alone can part. Jesus, forgive each faltering thought, Which weaker, earlier love hath taught ; Forgive the tears which struggling flow To view a mother's, sister's woe. Forgive this grief, though weak it be, Nor deem my spirit turn'd from thee ! Raise my unworthy soul above The tempting wiles of earthly love ! Soon shall each torturing pang be o'er, Aod tears like these shall flow no more ; 16* 194 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. And those I love so deeply here Shall meet me in yon heavenly sphere. Love ! what have I, compared to thine ! Love, pure, ineffable, divine ! Love which could bring a God below To taste a mortal's cup of woe ; To weep in agony, to sigh, To bear a nation's scorn to die ! Oh, love ! undying, godlike, free, All else is swallow'd up in thee. Soon shall I also soar above, To dwell with thee, for " God is love." Yes ! pile the blazing fagots high, Till the bright flames salute the sky ! From each devouring pile you raise, Shall soar a hymn of love and praise, And the firm stake you rear for me, The gate to endless life shall be. But oh, ye frail, deluded train, How will ye meet your Lord again ! " Father ! their crimes in mercy view ! Forgive, they know not what they do !" 1837. ON READING COWPER'S POEMS. CHARM'D with thy verse, oh bard, I fain would raise A feeble tnbute teeming with thy praise; lor thee, oh Cowper, touch the trembling string And breathe the thoughts the muse inspires to sinjr : tor thee, whose soul delighted oft to roam O er the pure realms of thine eternal home ; Who, scorning folly's smile, or fancy's dream, Made truth thy guide and piety thy theme; Who ] OV ed to soar where heaven's own glories shine, And tuned the lyre to harmonies divine! hose strains, when pour'd by faith's directing voice, Made doubt recede, and certainty rejoice; Whose lofty verse, by sterner justice led Made unbelievers, trembling, shrink with dread. Oh that each bard, from eurthborn passions free, Might tread the path thus nobly mark'd by thee And teaching song to plead in virtue's cause Might win like thee, a grateful world's applause! Knowing from whence thy matchless talents came, Ihou fanned'st to purer life the kindling flame And breathing all thy thoughts in numbers sweet, Laid them adoring at thy Maker's feet. Thus teaching man that all his nobler lays Should rise o'erflowing with that Maker's praise POETICAL REMAINS. 19fi That his enraptured muse should firmly own The claims of truth, and faith, and love alone ! That he, who feels within the fire divine, Should nurse the flame to grace God's holy shrine. Let those who bask in passion's burning ray, Who own no rule but fancy's changeful sway, Who quench their burning thirst in folly's stream, And waste their genius on each grosser theme, Let them turn back on life's tumultuous sea, And humbly gazing, learn this truth from thee; That virtue's hand the poet's lamp must trim, And its clear light, unwavering, point to Him, Or all its brilliance shall have glow'd in vain, And hours misspent shall win him years of pain. 1837. STANZAS. OH, who may tell the joy, the bliss, Which o'er the realm of fancy streams ; The varied streams of light and life, Which deck the poet's world of dreams ? The ransom'd soul may speed its flight, To live and grow in realms above ; May bathe in floods of endless light, And live eternal years of love. But oh, what voice hath e'er reveal'd The glories of that blest abode, Save the faint whisperings of the soul, The mystic monitors of God ? Thus may the poet's spirit dance And revel in his world of joy, May form creations at a glance, And myriads at a word destroy. But mortal ear can never hear The music of that seraph band ; Nought save the faint, unearthly tones Just wafted from that spirit-land. None but the poet's soul can know The wild and wondrous beauty there ; The streams of light, which ever flow, The ever music-breathing air. His spirit seeks this heaven awhile, Entranced in glowing dreams of bliss Lives in the muses' hallow'd smile, And bathes in founts of happiness. 196 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON Then, when he sinks to earth again, His hand awakes the trembling lyre, He strives to breathe a burning strain, Kindled at fancy's altar-fire. But oh, how frail the trembling notes, Compared * * * * * 1837. FRAGMENT. ' TWAS the song of the evening spirit ! it stole, Like a stream of delight, o'er the listening soul, And the passions of earth joy, or sorrow, or pain Were absorb'd in the notes of that heavenly strain. My heart seem'd to pause as the spirit came nigh, And, array'd in its garment of music pass'd by ! " I am coming, oh earth ! I am hasting away, With my star-spangled crown and my mantle of gray ; I have come from my bower in the regions of light, To recline on the breast of my parent, Night ! To soften the gloom in her mournful eye, And guide her steps through the darken'd sky ! I come to the earth in my mystic array ; Rest, rest from the toils and the cares of the day ! I will lull each discordant emotion to sleep, As I hush the wild waves of the turbulent deep, And my watch o'er the couch of their slumbers I keep. The streams murmur 'peace,' as I steal through the skv And hush'd are the winds, which swept fitfully by ; The bee nestles down on the breast of the rose, And the wild birds of summer are seeking repose. All nature salutes me, so solemn, so fair, And a glad shout of welcome is borne on the air. Now, now is the moment, and here is the way For the spirit to mount from its temple of clay, And soar on my pinions to regions sublime, Beyond the broad flight of the giant- wing'd Time" 1837. [Unfinished.] IMITATION OF A SCOTCH BALLAD. SWEETS of the glowing spring Float on the air; Gaily the birdies sing, Banishm' care. Softly the burnics flow, Gently the breezes blow, I to my Jeanie, oh, Gaily repair. POETICAL REMAINS. ] 07 Fair as the simmer flower Sipp'd by the bee ; Blithe as the weenie birds Singin' their glee; Fresh as the drappin' dew, Pure as the gowan's hue, Ever gay an' ever true, Is Jeanie to me. Bright as the gowden beam Gildin* the morn ; Sweet as the simmer's wind Wavin' the corn ; Sic is my Jeanie, oh, Stainless as winter snow, Given to the warld below Life to adorn. Joy to thee, bonnie lass, Gently an' braw, Thou, 'mang the fairest, Art fairer than a' ; Still mayst thou gladsome be, Ever from sorrow free, Blessings upon thine e'e Numberless fa'. Grief may bedim the while Joy's glowing flame ; Sorrow may steal the smile From its sweet hame ; But the sweet flow'ret love, Native of heaven above, In the dark storm shall prove Ever the same. ERE THOU DIDST FORM. ERE thou didst form this teeming earth, Or gave these mighty mountains birth ; Ere mortal pressed this yielding sod; From everlasting thou art God ! Thousands of years, when passed away, Seem, in thy sight, one fleeting day ; Ages, where man may live and die, An hour to thy eternity ! Years roll on with a rolling stream, They fade like shadows in a dream ! Like grass, which springs at morning light, And withers ere the close of night ! IB? MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. For thou art mighty in thine ire Thy wrath consumes like flaming fire; And, spread before thy searching eye, Our sins in dreadful order lie. 1837. [Unfinished.] A FRAGMENT. I SEE her seraph form, her flowing hair, Her brow and cheek so exquisitely fair ; Her smiling lips, her dark eye's radiant beam A dream 1 this is not, cannot be a dream ! They tell me 'tis some wild and phrensied thought, Some glowing spark from fancy's altar caught ; Some glowing spirit, fancied and unknown, Which reigns supreme on Reason's vanquish'd throne. 1837. FRAGMENT OF THE SPECTRE BRIDEGROOM, THUS thought I, while in pensive mood, Beneath a frowning cliff I stood, And mark'd the autumn sun decline Above the broad and heaving Rhine ! Oh, 't was a rich and gorgeous sight, But all too solemn to be bright. A saddening hue was o'er it cast, Which seem'd to tell of glories past, Of summer ripen'd to decay, Of ancient splendours past away. The parting monarch's dying glow Fell on the restless waves below, As if an angel's hand had dyed With hues from heaven the sparkling tide* The fleeting ray an instant beam'd, O'er hill, and dale, and rock it stream'd. Till the dark, time-defying cliff, Seem'd glowing, melting into life, And the broad scene, so sad and wild, Beneath its gentle influence smiled, As care lifts up its sorrowing eye, When hope has cast a sunbeam by ; Then swiftly fading, glided o'er, And left it lonely as before. The distant hills of sombre blue, Tinged with that rich and varying hue. Now darker and more mingled grew, While nearer rose so wild and bold The rugged cliffs of Odenwald. POETICAL REMAINS The Rhine, enrobed in shadows gray, Roll'd on its giant path, Lashing the rocks which barr'd its way, Now curling graceful, as in play, Now roaring, as in wrath. The forests murmur'd, bow'd, and slept, But on the mighty river swept, As in impatient haste to gain The gentler waters of the Maine, Which flow'd along in stately pride, To mingle with its parent tide. But where the kindred waters meet, A rugged cliff there stood ; It rose above the eddying waves, With hanging rocks and yawning caves. The guardian of the flood ; Fit haunt it seem'd for giant forms Of wild, unearthly mould, The spirits of the winds and storms Their mystic rites to hold. And o'er its rugged brow was spread The forest moss and flower, And, 'mid a grove of solemn firs, Arose a ruin'd tower; The ivied walls and turrets gray Seem'd vainly struggling with decay, Still frowning o'er the restless tide, An emblem of unyielding pride. All, all was desolate and lone; Beside its walls of crumbling stone A giant beech its arms had thrown, And ivy on its threshold grew; The shouts of mirth, the cries of strife, The varied sounds of bustling life, Its walls no longer knew; The moaning winds rush'd fitful by, Blent with the owlet's dismal cry, And every sad and mournful blast Seem'd sadly wailing for the past ! Scarce could the wandering eye discern In that rude pile, so dark and stern, The remnants of its lofty wall, The area of its spacious hall, Or trace in masses rude and steep, What once was barbacan and keep. * * * * "Roll back, thou tide of time !" and bring The faded visions of the past, And o'er the bard's enchanted string Thy veil of shadowy softness cast ! Fancy, unfold thy swiftest wing ! Thou dreary present, be no more ! And I will tune my heart to sing In simple strains the days of yore ' 200 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. These ruin'd walls again shall rise In all their ancient pride and power, Again the gorgeous banner float In triumph from the stately tower! The moss, the thorn, the poisonous weed Shall vanish from the cheerful hearth, And the rude hall again resound With shouts of revelry and mirth ! Again beside that ruin'd gate The guard shall pace his weary round, Again the warder's midnight cry Within its massive turrets sound ; Again the bright convivial band Shall close around its joyous hearth, Again the vaulted halls return The shouts of revelry and mirth. Oh, I could tell of thrilling scenes Enacted in that lone retreat ; How its paved courts have echoed back The clanking tread of armed feet ; How savage chiefs and knights of old, With forms and souls of iron mould, Have gather'd round this mountain hold, And form'd their councils here, Then rush'd upon the field below, With clashing sword and spear; And I could tell of princely dames, Of powerful lords and highborn peers, Who dream'd not that their honour'd namea Could perish in the lapse of years, Or only live at times to aid The wandering minstrel's random song ; An old traditionary tale To float on memory's tide along ; And I could sing full many a strain Would call the life-blood from the cheek, What fancy's eye would shrink to see, And boldest tongue would fear to speak. But I will leave to nobler hands The framing of those mystic lars, And only weave a simple tale Of later and of gentler days, When daring souls of daring deeds Gave place to peaceful knights and squires, And warlike gatherings on the field To feastings round their evening fires ; When nought remain'd of olden times, Of strife and rivalry and blood, Save where some sterner barons held The remnants of an ancient feud. 'Twas morning, and the shades of night Roll'd backward from her brow of light. POETICAL REMAINS. 201 As with majestic step she came, With dewy locks and eyes of flame, Her wreath of dancing light to twine On the broad bosom ot the Rhine. The scene beneath her spread was rife With sights and sounds of bustling life, Of joyful shouts, and glad halloo, And quick steps running to and fro. The castle walls, so dark and gray Tinged with the morning's cheerful ray, Seem'd revelling their gloom away, While from the court came, long and loud, The shouts of an assembled crowd, And on the mountain echoes borne, Peal'd out the huntsman's mellow horn. The clanking drawbridge fell across The sparkling waters of the foss, And servants hurried here and there With bustling and important air ; Oft from the forest would appear A group that bore the slanghter'd deer, And distant shouts would faintly tell As some new victim bleeding fell. Light skiffs were floating down the Rhine. Laden with casks of choicest wine, And oarsmen bore the precious freight For entrance to the postern gate. Oft on the noisy tide along The minstrel pour'd his careless song, And all without was bustling glee. ***** Within, the castle hall was graced With oaken tables, closely placed, In preparation for a feast; The ancient armour on the wall Was cleansed, and gilt, and burnish'd all; And helm, and casque, and corslet shone Like mirrors in the morning sun ; Oh, could the warlike forms which wore Those garments grim in days of yore, Come to their mountain home once more. How would they frown on scene so gay, And sigh for spirits past away ! Beside the hearthstone of his hall, The lord and master of them all, The owner of this proud domain, Stood, gazing on his menial train. His ample robes were rich and gay, His locks were slightly tinged with gray, His eye, beneath its darker shroud, Glanced, like a sunbeam from a cloud 17 202 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Hope realized and love's warm glow Seem'd mingling o'er his furrow'd brow, And smiles of pleasure told in part The inward gladness of his heart. But ever and anon there stole Some softer feeling o'er his soul, And something like a tear would roll Unnoticed down his furrow'd cheek, The child of thoughts he could not speak. Why rings the old castle with gladness this morn ? Why echoes the wood with the blithe hunter's horn T Why slandeth their lord with his train at their side, And his eye beaming lightly with gratified pride ? This day it shall close o'er his doubts and his fears, It shall witness the realized wishes of years, And his name shall be join'd, by the dearest of ties, To the only one worthy so brilliant a prize. Whose fathers of old were his fathers' allies. Why stealeth the teardrop so sad to his eye ? Why bursts from his bosom the half-smother'd sigh ? Alas, for that father ! this day he must part From the pride of his household, the joy of his heart; No more may he gaze on his beautiful child, Whose step ever bounded, whose lip ever smil'd ; Who cast such a charrn o'er his wild mountain life As the sunbeam may throw o'er the dark frowning cliff. Now read ye the cause of the joyful array ? 'Tis to welcome the lord of this festival day ; For he comes with his glittering train by his side, To claim of her father his beautiful bride. * J837. ELEGY UPON LEO, AN OLD HOUSE-DOG. THOU poor old dog ! too long affection's tongue Hath left thy merits and thy death unsung ; Too long the muse hath sought for themes of fame, And left untold thy well-remember'd name ; And though that name hath lived on memory's leaf, Has touch'd for thee no thrilling chords of grief. Thou dear old dog ! thou joy of childish years ! Here let me shed for thee my heartfelt tears ; Here let me turn, from life's cold cares aside, And weep that thou, my faithful friend, hast died. Oh that no tears less pure might e'er be shed, Than those which mourn a loved companion dead ! This is a world where faithful hearts are few, Where love too oft is vain, too oft untrue ; And when some cherish'd form to earth is borne, O'er fcnd affection's sevcr'd chain we mourn ; POETICAL REMAINS. 203 Thus I for thee, that one more friend hath gone, Who, though a dog, could love for love alone. Thou dear old friend ! on memory's starlit tide, Link'd with a sister's name thy name shall glide ; ^nd when for her our tears flow fast and free, Our hearts shall breathe a ling'ring sigh for thee ; For thee, that sister's dearest, earliest pet, Whom even when dying she remember'd yet, Thou wast her playmate in each childish hour, When her light footsteps sprang from flower to flower; When not a cloud on life's fair surface lay, And joys alternate chased the hours away ; When her young heart beat high with infant glee, And fondly sought to share those joys with thee. And when youth's star arose on childhood's morn, *And loftier thoughts on time's dark wing were borne; When hope look'd forward with exulting eye, And fear, the coward, still crouch'd trembling nigh ; When long had pass'd those hours of infant glee, Still, still she loved, and still would sport witk thee. 1837. [Unfinished.] MORNING. How calm, how beautiful a scene is this ! When nature, waking from her silent sleep, Bursts forth in light, and harmony, and joy ! When earth, and sky, ana air are glowing all With gaiety and life, and pensive shades Of morning loveliness are cast around ! The purple clouds, so streak'd with crimson light, Bespeak the coming of majestic day; Mark how the crimson grows more crimson still, While ever and anon a golden beam Seems darting out its radiance! Herald of day! where is that mighty form Which clothes you all in splendour, and around Your colourless, pale forms spreads the bright hues Of heaven ? He cometh from his gorgeous couch, And gilds the bosom of the glowing east. 1837. LINES WRITTEN AFTER SHE BEGAN TO FEAR THAT HER DISEASE WAS PAST REMEDY. I ONCE thought life was beautiful, I once thought life was fair, Nor deem'd that all its light could fade And leave but darkness there. 204 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. But now I know it could not last The fairy dream has fled ! Though thirteen summers scarce have past Above this youthful head. Yes, life 'twas all a dream but now I see thee as thou art ; I see how slight a thing can shade The sunshine of the heart. I see that all thy brightest hours, Unmark'd, have pass'd away ; And now I feel how sweet they were, I cannot bid them stay. In childish love or childish play My happiest hours were spent, While scarce my infant tongue could say What joy or pleasure meant. And now, when my young heart looks up, Life's gayest smiles to meet; Now, when in youth her brightest charms Would seem so doubly sweet ; Now fade the dreams which bound my sou) As with the chains of truth ; Oh that those dreams had stay'd. awhile, To vanish with my youth ! Oh ! once did hope look sweetly down, To check each rising sigh ; But disappointment's iron frown Has dimm'd her sparkling eye. And once I loved a brother too, Our youngest and our best, But death's unerring arrow sped, And laid him down to rest. But now I know those hours of peace Were never form'd to last ; That those fair days of guileless joy Are past for ever past ! January, 1837. POETICAL REMAINS. 205 TO MY OLD HOME AT PLATTSBURG. THAT dear old home, where pass'd my childhood's yean, Where fond affection wiped my infant tears ; Where first I learn'd from whence my blessings came, And lisp'd, in faltering tones, a mother's name ; That cherish'd home, where memory fondly clings, Where eager fancy spreads her soaring wings ; Around whose scenes my thoughts delight to stray, And pass the hours in pleasing dreams away. Oh ! shall I ne'er behold thy waves again, My native lake, my beautiful Champlain ? Shall I no more above thy ripples bend In sweet communion with my childhood's friend ? Shall I no more behold thy rolling wave, The patriot's cradle and the warrior's grave ? Thy banks, illumined by the sun's last glow, Thine islets mirror'd in the waves below? Back, back, thou present robed in shadows lie ! And rise the past before my raptured eye ! Fancy shall gild the frowning lapse between, And memory's hand shall paint the glowing scene And I shall view my much-loved home again, My native village and my sweet Champlain, With former friends retrace my footsteps o'er, And muse delighted on thy verdant shore. Alas ! the vision fades, the dream is past ; Dissolved the spell by sportive fancy cast ! Why, why should thus our brightest dreams depart, And scenes illusive cheat the sorrowing heart? Where'er through future life my footsteps roam, I ne'er shall find a spot like thee, my home ! With all my joys the thoughts of thee shall blend, And join'd with thee shall rise my childhood's friend ! 1837. FAME. A FRAGMENT. OH Fame ! thou trumpeter of dead men's deeds ! Thou idol of the heart, thou empty flatterer, That, like the heathen of the Nile, embalmest Those that thou design'st to love, and ever hiding Their vices and their follies with a veil Of soft concealment, doth exalt them high Above the common crowd, crown'd with thy might, 206 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. That future years may copy and admire. Thou bright, alluring dream ! thou dazzling star ' Where shall we find thee ! Thou art call'd Fickle and vain, and worthless of pursuit, Yet ***** 1838. ON MY MOTHER'S FIFTIETH BIRTHDAY. YES, mother, fifty years have fled, With rapid footsteps o'er thy head ; Have pass'd with all their motley train, And left thee on thy. couch of pain ! How many smiles, and sighs, and tears, How many hopes, and doubts, and fears, Have vanish'd with that lapse of years! Though past, those hours of pain and grief Have left their trace on memory's leaf; Have stamp'd their footprints on the heart, In lines which never can depart ; Their influence on the mind must be As endless as eternity. Years, ages, to oblivion roll, Their memory forms the deathless soul ; They leave their impress as they go, And shape the mind for joy or woe ! Yes, mother, fifty years have past, And brought thee to their close at last. Oh that we all could gaze, like thee, Back on that dark and tideless sea, And 'mid its varied records find A heart at ease with all mankind, A firm and self-approving mind ! Grief, that had broken hearts less fine, Hath only served to strengthen thine ; Time, that doth chill the fancy's play, Hath kindled thine with purer ray ; And stern disease, whose icy dart Hath power to chill the shrinking heart, Has left thine warm with love and truth, As in the halcyon days of youth. Oh turn not from the meed of praise A daughter's willing justice pays; But greet with smiles of love again This tribute of a daughter's pen 1838. POETICAL REMAINS. 207 THE STORM HATH PASSED BY. THE etorm hath pass'd by, like an angry cloud Which sweeps o'er the brow of the azure heaven; The sun and the earth to its sway hath bow'd, And each radiant beam from the scene been driven All hail to the smile of the cloudless sky ! All hail to the sun as he rides on high ! All hail to the heavens' ethereal blue, And to nature, when deck'd in her own lovely hue ! It hath pass'd ! the storm, like a giant form, Which summons the winds from their tempest cave ; Which opens a grave in each ocean wave, Ajpd wraps the world in its shroud of gloom. Oh ! welcome the smile of the gladden'd earth! And welcome the voice of the wood-bird's mirth ! And welcome these varying hues which delight Like dawn at the close of a wearisome night. The clouds have pass'd, with the shadows they cast, And hush'd is the sound of the wind-god's power, And his deep, wild blast, as the tempest pass'd, Which rang on the ear at the midnight hour. Oh ! welcome the soft, balmy zephyrs of spring ! And welcome the perfumes they silently bring ! And the rosy-tinged cloudlets that gracefully glide O'er the fair brow of heaven in beauty and pride ! It hath fled in its night, the dark spirit of night, Which cast such a shade o'er the light of the soul ; It hath fled and died, while the sunset beam From its surface triumphantly backward shall roll. - Oh ! welcome the smiles of a gladden'd heart ! And welcome the joy which those smiles impart ! And welcome the light of that sparkling eye Which tells that the storm in its dread hath pass'd by ! Ballston, 1838. EPITAPH ON A YOUNG ROBIN. DESPITE the curling lip, the smile of scorn, Thine early fate, oh ! hapless bird, we mourn ; Too soon withdrawn thy scanty store of breath, Too soon thy sprightly carols hush'd in death ! Here let us lay thee on thy mother's breast, Where no rude steps shall come, no cares molest, No cruel puss disturb thy silent rest. Saratoga, 1838. i08 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. TO A MOONBEAM. AH, whither art straying, them spirit of light, From thy home in the boundless sky ? Why lookest thou down from the empire of night, With that silent and sorrowful eye ? Thou art resting here on the autumn leaf, Where it fell from its throne of pride ; But oh, what pictures of joy or grief. What scenes thou art viewing beside ! Thou art glancing down on the ocean waves, As they proudly heave and swell ; Thou art piercing deep in its coral caves, Where the green-hair'd sea-nymphs dwell ! Thou art pouring thy beams on Italia's shore, As though it were sweet to be there ; Thou art lighting the prince to his stately couch, And the monk to his midnight prayer. Thou art casting a fretwork of silver rays Over ruin, and palace, and tower ; Thou art gilding the temples of former days, In this holy and beautiful hour. Thou art silently roaming through forest and glade, Where mortal foot never hath trod ; Thou art lighting the grave where the dust is laid, While the spirit hath gone to its God ! Thou art looking on those I love ! oh, wake In their hearts some remembrance of me, And gaze on them thus, till their bosoms partake Of the love I am breathing to thee. And perchance thou art casting thy mystic spell On the beautiful land of the blest, Where the dear ones of earth have departed to dwell, Where the weary have fled to their rest. Oh yes ! with that soft and ethereal beam, Thou hast look'd on the mansions of bliss, And some spirit, perchance, of that glorified world Hath breathed thee a message to this. 'T is a mission of love, for no threatening shade Can be blent with thy spirit-like hues, And thy ray thrills the heart, as love only can thrill, And while raising it, melts and subdues. And it whispers compassion ; for lo, on thy brow Is the sadness of angels enshrined ; And a misty veil, as of purified tears, Round thy beautiful form is entwined. POETICAL REMAINS. 209 Hail, beam of the blessed ! my heart Has drunk deep of thy magical power, And each thought and each feeling seems bathed In the light of this exquisite hour ! Sweet ray, I have proved thee so fair In this dark world of mourning and sin, May I hail thee more bright in that pure region, where Nor sorrow nor death enter in. 1838. EVENING. O'ER the broad vault of heaven, so calmly bright, Twilight has gently drawn her veil of gray, And tinged with sombre hue the golden clouds, Fast fading into nothing : o'er the expanse Are swiftly stealing hues, which mildly blend And shadow o'er the pure transparence Of the az-ure heaven. Now is night array'd In all her solemn livery, and one by one Appear the sparkling gems which deck her robe. Each glittering star shines brighter than its wont, As though some brilliant festival were held, Some joyful meeting in the courts above. Now mark yon group of amber-tinted clouds, Shrouding the silvery form of Luna ; Their melting tints vanish away, and then The pale, cold moon springs up unshackled In her vast domain. Fair empress of the sky ! Chaste queen ! thy hallow'd beauty can impart A soften'd radiance to each sombre cloud Of melancholy night, and, like a noble mind, Immersed in seas of darkness,, thou canst cast A portion of thy brilliant, mellow'd softness Around the deepening gloom. While viewing thee A sweet and pensive calm o'erspreads my soul, And, conjured by thy gentle, melting rays, Unerring memory hastens to my aid ; With her, I view again my own dear home, My native village, 'neath thy cloudless sky Serenely sleeping : 't is as fair a picture Of unsullied peace as ever nature drew. Thy rays are dancing on the gentle river, In one unbroken stream of molten silver, And marking in the glassy Saranac Thy graceful outline, while the fairy isles Which on its bosom rest are slumbering In thy light, while the fair branches, bending O'er thy wave, turn their green leaves above, And bathe in one celestial flood of glory 210 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. There, on its banks, I view the dear old home, That ever loved and blooming theatre, Where those I most revere have borne their parts, Amid its changing scenes. Before the threshold Tower the lofty trees, and each high branch Is gently rocking in the summer breeze, And sending forth a low, sweet murmur, Like the soft breathings of a seraph's harp. Around its humble porch entwines the vine, While the sweetbriar and the blushing rose Now hang their heads in slumber, and the grass And fragrant clover scent the loaded air. Oh, my loved home, how gladly would I rove Amid thy soft retreats, and from decay Protect thy mouldering mansion, tend thy flowers. Prune the wild boughs, and there in solitude Listless remain, unknowing and unknown Oh no, not quite alone, for memory, And hope, and fond delight shall mingle there. 1838. [Unfinished.] A POETICAL LETTER TO HENRIETTA. ONCE more, Henrietta, I open your sheet To glance at its contents so playful and sweet, To admire the flow of its easy strain, And pen you an answer in nonsense again. Perchance you may turn from my page away, And with scornful lip and expression say, " I think she might better have spent her time, Than in stringing such masses of jingling rhyme;" And perhaps I might, I admit the blame, But like others, continue rny fault the same. However, I think such a deacon as you May need the refreshment of nonsense too; That a creature so sober as you are, my friend, Her ear to the whisperings of folly may lend. Never mind 'tis a fancy has cross'd my brain, Right or wrong, good or evil, I'll finish my strain. I wish you, my dear Henrietta, could know How much I am grieved that I now cannot go, That our dreams of enjoyment have vanish'd in smoke And the castles we builded on vapour are broke ! But such are the chances of life, it is fit That with stoical fortitude we should submit. Am I not philosophic? A fortnight pass'd by With its fretting and grieving, its tear and its sigh ; Then a month, peopled well with regretting by me, And behold me submissive as mortal can be ! But jesting aside 'tis a very sad thing To be torn from hope's anchor, where fondly we cling. POETICAL REMAINS. I too had been cherishing feelings as vain, Nursing hopes as delusive, as sweet in my brain ; I had waited in fancy your loved form to see, With a heart just as happy as happy could be ; Had met you, embraced you, and welcomed you here, When lo ! the bright dream dissolved in a tear ! Like the gay, gorgeous bubble, which floats for awhile, But departs ere you welcome its hues with a smile. You were wishing for wings I enclose you a pair, Which I hope you will use with all possible care, For they were not prepared in a mortal mould, But were forrn'd by a fairy in purple and gold ! While riding one day by the green-wood side, This fairy in beautiful garments I spied ; Her mantle with dew-drops was spangled o'er She had fairies behind her and fairies before, And many and gay were the jewels she wore ; But the wings which she raised to her delicate brow Were the purest of azure and white as the snow ! I bow'd at the foot of the fairy throne, And begg'd of her beautiful wings like her own. I sued for the favour in friendship's name ; She assented, and smiling, admitted the claim. All sparkling and pure as the evening star, I gather'd the wings from the fairy's bower, And came home exulting, impatient to send The gift in its freshness and glow to my friend. Elated with pride I exposed them to view, But the touch of a mortal had clouded their hue ! So marvel no more at their dimness believe That the very same wings are the wings you receive. Should my story too wild and too fanciful seem, Oh, call it no fiction, but name it a dream. I am reading " Josephus," a famous old Jew, Whose name is, I doubt not, familiar to you. He begins with the world, and proceeds to relate How the Jews from a nothing grew prosperous and great ; How Jerusalem reign'd as the Queen of the East, Till her sacred religion was scorn'd and oppress'd ; Then murder, and rapine, and famine ensued, Till the fields of Judea were streaming with biood. How I wish you were reading it with me, my friend Your presence a charm to each sentence would lend. Your father's return, you remark, is the time To send you a budget of love and of rhyme ; The love be assured you will always possess, And you '11 have rhyme enough when you once have read this. So you see what that love has induced me to do, With it maybe a. fear of your scolding too ! It is evening the close of a beautiful day, And the last rays of sunset are fading away ; 212 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Till nothing remains but a faint rosy hue, Just mingling in with a fainter blue. The shadows of twilight are closing around, Not a murmur is heard but the cricket's sound, And pensive thoughts o'er my heart-strings creep As the " unvoiced" breezes around me sweep. *T is a tranquil hour, and I lazily lie, Gazing up at. my ease on the delicate sky, With the sombre light on my dim page playing, And my pen through its numberless labyrinths straying. How gentle the spell of this exquisite hour ! How soothing, how sweet its mysterious power ! It steals o'er my heart, like a breeze o'er the lake, Each half-buried accent of music to wake. The kitten beside me hath fled from its play, And close in my bosom is nestling away ; And the trembling leaf, and the bending flower, And the insect millions acknowledge its power. How the fancy will fly from the present, and roam O'er each corner of earth 'neath heaven's high dome ! Perchance, like myself, you may cloud-gazing be ; Perchance, iny sweet friend, you are thinking of me, And this scene, like a beautiful image of rest, Has awakened the same delicate chords in your breas* And perchance how provoking ! that twinkling lamp-flight Hath dissolved with its brilliance my dreams of delight, Hath deepen'd to blackness the mantle of gray, And chased all my beautiful visions away. So it is they have fled and again I descend To converse upon every-day themes with my friend ; But the end of my paper convinces me still That I soon must release thee,.my trusty goosequill ; Though my breast and my head are yet aching to write, I must bid yoii, dear Hetty, a loving good night. If your ears are not tired of the jingling of rhymCj I will finish my musical letter next time ; In the meanwhile, believe me sincerely to be Your affectionate scribbler, MARGARET M. D. Ballston, 1838. LINES ON SEEING SOME FRAGMENTS FROM THE TOMB OF VIRGIL. HAVE these gray relics, crumbling into dust, Once rested 'neath Italia's burning sky ? Has this cold remnant of what once was stone Reflected back her warm cerulean dye ? Have these white fragments rested o'er the sod Hallow'd by virgil's ever-sacred clay ? And have they mingled with the grass-grown mound Which o'er the classic hero's bosom lay ? POETICAL REMAINS. 213 Perhaps the crumbling 1 stones beside me now Fell from the mouldering marble at his head The icy tomb which hides his noble brow, For ever hallow'd by the mighty dead. In fancy o'er Italia's fields I roam, In fancy view the poet's lowly grave, Round which, as I in silent sorrow bend, The flowering myrtle and the cypress wave. 1838. [Unfinished.] A SHORT SKETCH OF THH MOST IMPORTANT IDEAS CONTAINED IN COUSIN'S " INTROD0CTION TO THE HISTORY OF PHILOSOPHY." ACCORDING to Cousin, there are three elements of consciousness, three first ideas of the infinite, the finite and their relations succeeding each other in the above order. He believes that as the history of an in dividual such is the history of mankind in general ; that as there are three fundamental ideas there must be three epochs of the world to develope those ideas. As the first idea is that of the infinite, the first age of the world will express this idea in its laws, its arts, its religion, and its philo sophy : this will predominate. When fully developed, the idea of the finite will succeed ; action, variety, and liberty will take the place of slavery and immobility ; man will begin to find himself. All the ele ments of his nature will be brought into action, although still subjected to the predominating principle. When this is exhausted, in its turn the idea of the relations between the finite and the infinite will come ; man will join these two great principles ; every element will assume its proper station without asserting undue authority over the others ; man will at once generalize and particularize ; and as this is the highest develope- ment of the ideas of humanity, this epoch will be the last. After giving this expansive view of man and his destination, he proceeds to show that different climates and countries are destined for the development of dif ferent ideas ; that the idea of the infinite must necessarily prevail in a large continent surrounded by vast seas, traversed by inaccessible moun tains, and divided by immense deserts, with a burning and enervating climate, where every thing leads to and expresses the idea of the vast, the absolute, the infinite: such a country is Asia. On the contrary, the idea of the finite will occupy a smaller country, intersected by rivers affording every facility of inland communication and commerce, surround ed by small seas, inviting the inhabitants to intercourse with neighbouring nations, and filled with beautiful and diversified scenery, all bearing the impress of the finite, urging to action and enterprise, and devoid of that solemn and sombre unity of expression which prevailed in its parent epoch : such a country is Greece. That position of the world destined for the developement of the last and most perfect epoch, must unite the two great external features of the former countries, as it is to assist in expressing the two great ideas in perfect unison with each other. It must combine the sublime with the beautiful, every advantage of internal com merce and high civilization with a manifest appearance of magnitude and duration ; it must possess a perfect and minute individuality with a great and striking general character ; a vast continent surrounded with vast oceans, containing mighty rivers and inland seas, broad prairies, and long 18 214 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. ranges of mountains, together with fertile valleys and streams, and all the minor qualities of a rich and magnificent country, containing facilities for the minutest internal improvements* guided and governed by a lofty and abstract spirit of generalization thus uniting the relative and the ab solute, the finite and the infinite ! such a country is America. He then proceeds to speak of war, its causes, and its effects. He considers it not only beneficial but necessary. War is a combat of ideas. Underneath the great and prominent idea of an epoch there exist minor elements in a nation, as in an individual : one people expresses one element, one idea ; another seizes upon and developes a second : these truths elevate themselves against each other and combat hence war. When one of these ideas is exhausted, it is opposed and superseded by a newer and a better one hence conquest. One idea and one nation make room for another idea and another nation ; one epoch is destroyed, and another arises. Mark the benefits of war : had it never existed there had been but one era of the world, and humanity could never have progressed. He then proceeds to justify conquests. He considers that the event proves the right ; that when a newer and nobler spirit rises against an exhausted one, that spirit must conquer, and ought to conquer. He does not believe in absolute error ; he believes every error is a part of truth, and raised to an undeserved superiority among the elements of humanity 1838. [Unfinished.] BRIEF NOTES FROM COUSIN'S PHILOSOPHY, MADE DURING THE WINTER OF 1838. His first position is this: as soon as man receives consciousness he ia surrounded by objects in a world hostile to himself, but by exertion and developement of his power, he has conquered and modified matter, and has, as it were, impressed with his image and rendered it subservient to his will. The first man who overcame any obstacles in the way of his desires created industry, and the first who measured the slightest space around him or united the objects before him, introduced the science of mathematics. All these, mathematics, physics, and political economy, have one object, utility or the useful; but there are other relations in which men stand to each other, besides those of hurtful or useful, the just and the unjust. Upon the idea of the useful, man altered the ex ternal appearance of nature ; upon the idea of justice he created a new society, maintaining their own rights, and respecting the rights of others. But man goes further : besides the hurtful or the useful, the just or the unjust, he has inherent in his nature the idea of the beautiful and its opposite. Impressed with this idea, man seizes, developes, and purifies it in his thought, until he finds that thought superior to the object which presented it. Every thing that is beautiful in nature is also imperfect, and fades when compared with the idea it awakens. Thus, man not only reforms nature and society by industry and the laws of justice, but also remodels those objects which present to him the idea of beauty, and renders them more beautifnl than ever. But man is not yet satisfied he looks beyond the world of industry and arts, and conceives God. The idea of God as separate fiom the world, but scarcely himself in it, is natural religion ; but he does not rest there ; he creates another world, in which he perceives nothing but its relation to God, the world of * * he expands and elevates the sentiment of religion. Philosophy succeeds. Philosophy is the developement of thought ; it may be good or bad, but in itself it is demanded by the mind as much as religion, the sciences, &c. Cousin proves this position by a rapid examination of the wants of man ****' * * * POETICAL REMAINS. 215 LENORE. INTRODUCTION. WHY should I sing ? The scenes which roused The bards of old, arouse no more ; The reign of poesy hath pass'd, And all her glowing dreams are o'er ! Why should I sing ? A thousand harps Have touch'd the self-same chords before Of love, and hate, and lofty pride, And fields of battle bathed in gore ! Why should / seek the burning fount From whence their glowing fancies sprung ? My feeble muse can only sing What other, nobler bards have sung . Thus did I breathe my sad complaint, As, bending o'er my silent lyre, I sigh'd for some romantic theme Its slumbering music to inspire. Scarce had I spoke, when o'er my soul A low reproving whisper came; My heart instinctive shrank with awe, And conscience tinged my cheek with shame. " Down with thy vain repining thoughts, Nor dare to breathe those thoughts again, Or endless sleep shall bind thy lyre, And scorn repel thy bursting strain ! " What though a thousand bards have sung The charms of earth, of air, or sky ! A thousand minstrels, old and young, Pour'd forth their varied melody ! " What though, inspired, they stoop'd to drink At Fancy's fountain o'er and o'er! Say, feeble warbler, dost thou think The glowing streamlet flows no more ? " Because a nobler hand has cull'd The loveliest of our earthly flowers, Dost thou believe that all of bloom Hath fled those bright, poetic bowers . " Know then, that long as earth shall roll, Revolving 'neath yon azure sky, Music shall charm each purer soul, And Fancy's fount shall never dry ! 216 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " Long as the rolling 1 seasons change, And nature holds her empire here ; * Long as the human eye can range O'er yon pure heaven's expanded sphere ; "Long as the ocean's broad expanse Lies spread beneath yon broader sky ; Long as the playful moonbeams dance, Like fairy forms, on billows high ; "So long, unbound by mortal chain, Shall genius spread her soaring wing So long the pure poetic fount, Uncheck'd, unfetter'd, on shall spring. " Thou say'st the days of song have past, The glowing days of wild romance, When war pour'd out his clarion blast, And valour bow'd at beauty's glance ! " When every hour that onward sped, Was fraught with some bewildering tale , When superstition's shadowy hand O'er trembling nations cast her veil! " Thou say'st that life's unvaried stream In peaceful ripples wears away ; And years produce no fitting theme To rouse the poet's slumbering lay. " Not so, while yet the hand of God Each year adorns his teeming earth ; While dew-drops deck the verdant sod, And birds, and bees, and flowers have birtkv " While every day unfolds anew Some charm to meet the searching eye ; While buds of every varying hue Are bursting 'neath a summer sky. "'Tis true that war's unsparing hand Hath ceased to bathe our fields in gore; That hate hath quench'd his burning brand. And tyrant princes reign no more. " But dost thou think that scenes like these Form all the poetry of life ? Would thy untutor'd muse delight In scenes of rapine, blood, and strife ? " No there are boundless fields of thought Where roving spirits never soar'd ; Which wildest fancy never sought, Or boldest intellect explored ! w Then bow not silent o'er thy lyre, But tune its chords to nature's praise ; At every turn thine eye shall meet Fit themes to form a poet's lays. POETICAL REMAINS. 217 " Go forth, prepared her sweetest smiles In all her loveliest scenes to view ; Nor deem, though others there have knelt, Thou may'st not weave thy garland too 1" It paused I felt how true the words, How sweet the comfort they convey'd ; I chased my mourning thoughts away I heard I trusted I obey'd. DEDICATION. TO THE SPIRIT OF MY SISTER LUCRETIA. OH thou, so early lost, so long deplored! Pure spirit of my sister, be thou near ! And while I touch this hallow'd harp of thine, Bend from the skies, sweet sister, bend and hear ! For thee I pour this unaffected lay, To thee these simple numbers all belong; For though thine earthly form hath pass'd away, Thy memory still inspires my childish song. Then take this feeble tribute ! 'tis thine own Thy fingers sweep my trembling heartstrings o'er Arouse to harmony each buried tone, And bid its waken'd music sleep no more ! Long hath thy voice been silent, and thy lyre Hung o'er thy grave in death's unbroken rest But when its last sweet tones were borne away, One answering-echo linger'd in my breast. Oh thou pure spirit ! if thou hoverest near, Accept these lines, unworthy though they be, Faint echoes from thy fount of song divine, By thee inspired, and dedicate to thee! CANTO FIRST. 'TWAS nightfall on the Rhine! the day In pensive glory stole away, Flinging his last and brightest glow Full on the restless waves below, As if an angel's hand had dyed With hues from heaven the sparkling tide The fleeting ray an instant beam'd, O'er hill and vale and rock it stream'd, Till the dark, time-defying cliff, Seem'd glowing, melting into life Then swiftly fading, glided o'er, And left it lonelier than before. The distant hills of sombre blue, Tinged with that rich and varying hue, Now darker and more mingled grew ; The Rhire, enrobed in shadows gray, 18* 218 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. RolPd on its giant path. Lashing the rocks which barr'd its way, Now curling graceful, as in play, Now roaring as in wrath ! While trembling in the tinted west, The fair moon rear'd her silver crest, And fleecy clouds, as snow-wreaths pale, Twined on her brow their graceful veil ; And one by one, with tiny flame, Night's heavenly tapers softly came, And toward their mistress trembling stole, Like pleasing memories o'er the soul. And shade by shade her brilliance grew, As past away the sunset hue, Till o'er the heaving Rhine she stood, Bathing in light its sleeping flood ; Pouring her full and melting ray Where rock and hill and forest lay, And where, in clust'ring trees embower'd, An ancient castle proudly tower'd : O'er the gray walls her glances play'd, O'er drawbridge, moat, and tower they stray'd As striving with that holy light To pierce the works of earthly might, And cast one heavenly beam within The abode of human toil and sin. Can sin and sorrow and despair Be frowning 'neath a sky so fair ? Can nature sleep while tempests roll Impetuous o'er the tortured soul ? Mark yonder taper, dimly beaming, From the lone turret faintly streaming Casting athwart the brow of night Its wavering and uncertain light ! Beside that torch sit guilt and care And dark remorse, and coward fear ; And fever'd thought is borrowing there The haggard visage of despair ! There, with his aged fingers prest In clasp convulsive to his breast, Bows, as with secret guilt and pain, The master of this broad domain. His ample robes around him stray, His locks are deeply tinged with gray, And his dark, low'ring brow is fraught With marks of avarice and thought. At every sound which meets his ear, He starts instinctive as with fear, And his keen eye roams here and there With anxious and expectant air. His seem'd a mind of timid mould, Sway'd by some spirit, fierce and bold, POETICAL REMAINS. 219 Which lean'd to virtue, but could yield When vice to avarice appeal' d Which gazed on crime with shrinking eye, But was too cowardly to fly. He started heard, with troubled air A tread upon the turret stair ; Wiped from his brow the gathering dew, And closer still his mantle drew, When wide the massive portal flew ! As wondering at this entrance rude, The aged host in silence stood ; While with a stern unchanging look, The stranger dofTd his ample cloak, Unloosed his bonnet's clasping band, And toward the baron stretch'd his hand. His host the friendly gesture saw, But shrank in hatred or in awe Then starting, as with eager haste, The proffer'd hand he warmly prest, And smiled a welcome to his guest. The latter mark'd, with flashing glance, That shrinking fear, this mean pretence And then resumed the smile of scorn His curling lip had lately worn. Uninjured by the frosts of time, He seem'd advanced in manhood's prime ; His form was tall, his mien erect, His locks, though matted by neglect, Curl'd closely round his swarthy brow While his dark orbits flashed below. Nature, with fingers firm and bold, Had made a form of finest mould, And painted on his childish face The outline of each manly grace; But pride and art, those imps of sin, Had crept the empty shrine within ; Had taught his heart each serpent wile, And lent his lip its fiendish smile. His brow was knit with thought and care, And dark design was scowling there ; His glance inspired both hate and fear Now withering with its biting sneer, Now flashing like the mid-day sun, Which scorches all it looks upon. Boldness and artifice combined To form the dark, perverted mind, Within that goodly frame enshrined ; And he, whose steps in early youth Some kindly hand had led to truth, With active brain, and heart that burn'd, From that unpointed pathway turn'd, Unwarn'd, unguided, plunged within The blackening gulf of shame and sin. 220 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. On his dark face the baron's eye Gazed anxious and inquiringly, And when he mark'd his silent guest Draw forth a casket from the vest Which folded loosely on his breast, With half-conceal'd, convulsive gasp, He stretch'd his eager hand to clasp The sparkling treasure in his grasp. But with a smile, more full than speech, The stranger drew it from his reach ; On the rude bench the casket laid, Beside his dagger's glittering blade ; Drew near his host, who quaked with dread, And thus, in low, stern accents said : " Thou deemest right that gem doth hold A something dearer far than gold ; To thee, more precious than thy life, x To me, the cause of toil and strife ! 'T is that, which in another's hands, Would tear thee from these goodly lands, Send thee and thy fair daughter forth From all thou thinkest life is worth, From titles, honours, lands, and hall, And to young Erstein yield them all, Which in thine own will banish fear, And make thee lord and master here, Unchallenged by the rightful heir : (Then in a low, impressive tone,) But hold, that prize is still mine own .'" " Villain !" " Nay, curb that wrath of thine Hast thou forgot one word of mine Could hurl thee from thy high estate, To beggar'd infamy and hate ? Could I not rend the shrouding veil, And tell the wondering world the tale ; How when thy kinsman died in Spain, Thou seized upon his fair domain, His titles, and his wealth ; despite His heir, the youthful Erstein's right ? Could I not tell, how many a year, With artful wile and coward fear, Thou sought'st with vain and mean pretence These proofs of his inheritance, That thou might'st thus for aye destroy The claims of this romantic boy ? Think'st thou I will this power forego, Another's lands on thee bestow, The rightful heir for thee despoil, And gain but hatred, fear and toil ? " Speak not, old man ! By heaven ! I swear Yon casket and its contents there Were not more safe from grasp of thine, Though buried in the heaving Rhine, POETICAL REMAINS. 2S1 If thou grant not, unquestion'd, free, The guerdon I shall claim of thee !" Ask aught," the baron faltering cried ; " Leave me my gold ! take aught beside !" The stranger knit his swarthy brow, " Old dotard ! yes, thy gold and thou ! Swear by the God whom thou dost fear, Swear by that gold thou dost revere, My suit is granted !" and his eye Flash'd on the baron fearfully. " Herman, I swear !" he muttcr'd low, And the blood left his cheek and brow; Scarce said he, ere his fearful guest The casket's jewell'd lock had press'd, And from Ms case of richest mould, Drawn forth a written parchment fold, With eager hands, and sparkling eyes, The aged baron seized the prize, Tore it in haste, and opening wide The vine-wreath'd lattice at his side, With fix'd, exulting gaze, consign'd Its fragments to the midnight wind. That scene and act, that form and face, A painter's hand had loved to trace : The moon, as if the scene to shroud, Had sought the bosom of a cloud ; The murmuring waves, the rustling trees, The fitful sighing of the breeze, And the hoarse owlet's distant tone, Blent in one soft and wailing moan, Disturb'd that midnight calm alone. His brow with burning drops bedew'd, The old man at his lattice stood, And scann'd with sparkling, lingering ey, Each fragment as it floated by ; And Herman mark'd his host the while With sneering and contemptuous smile : At length, with mien of joyous pride. The baron hasten'd to his side, And thus in tones of triumph cried: " Now have they perish'd ! all that might Prove to the world young Erstein's right! His claim is as it ne'er had been, And these broad lands are mine again ! When first by youthful pride impell'd, This princely barony I held, I knew my kinsman lived, and knew These fatal proofs existed too; But all my cunning found not where. Thus lived I years, in doubt and care, In trembling terror, lest my name Some evil chance should brand with shame ; 222 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Or more, lest all my hoarded gold Should vanish from my loosening hold. " Blest be the day, good Herman, when Thou earnest from thy mountain den, And said that thou thyself had known The secret which I deem'd mine own; Despair and anguish made me dumb ; I thought the fatal hour had come. O'erwhelm'd in grief I little knew Thy heart, so noble and so true, Nor thought the object of my fears, Could crown the fruitless search of years ! But knows young Erstein of his claim To Arnheim's barony and name ? Will he behold his goodly lands Seized by a stranger's trembling hands?** "He knows it not; romantic, gay, To distant lands he roam'd away, And sought adventure and renown In nobler countries than his own. One month return'd from foreign war, He lives within his lonely tower ; Scouring the forest far and near, And hunting down the antler'd deer ; But should he search the written past, And learn this fatal truth at last, His heart and arm are strong to fight In brave defending of his right." " Ay, should he so, good Herman !" Now A livid paleness robed his brow ', But quick returning crimson spread, While thus his dark accomplice said : And canst thou not the path descry ? Why then, good baron, he must die; This barrier in thy way / hate, And dark and wild shall be his fate. He scorn'd me, and I vow'd to seal My vengeance on this faithful steel, And happy shall that moment be Which bows his lofty crest to me. But night wears on I must away Thou hast the casket's price to pay." The old man raised his troubled eye, As longing, fearing to reply, Then slowly gasp'd, with effort bold, "Ay, ay, what wouldst thou, land or gold ?** " Thou hast a beauteous daughter she The guerdon of my toil must be ! Her hand must be unite with mine Before another sun decline On the broad bosom of the Rhine t" POETICAL REMAINS. 228 With smother'd shriek and heaving breast The lather knelt before his guest " My child ! my own Lenore ! thy bride ! Ask aught, ask every thing beside. The dews which wet the summer flower Are not more sinless than Lenore! Through years of guilt and care, my child Cheer'd my soul's darkness till it smiled ! Now that my locks are turned to gray Thou canst not tear that child away ! Her gentle purity hath been A star on life's beclouded scene, Music her voice, and heaven her eye, Oh leave her, leave her, or I die !" With kindling glances Herman heard Each smother'd groan, each anguish'd word, And then replied in tones of scorn, " Up from thy knees ! hast thou not sworn To grant my suit ? dost thou forget Thine all is in my clutches yet? I swear that she, and only she, Shall buy my bond of secresy !" " Forget ! why can I not forget ? Would we had never, never met! Leave me, for God's sake, leave me now I Oh my torn heart, my burning brow !" "Say thou wilt make thy daughter mine Before another sun decline, And I depart to come no more, Until that joyous bridal hour !" " Wretch ! fiend ! I will !" The accents hung As loth to leave his faltering tongue ; But ere had ceased that lingering tone, He turn'd and found himself alone. The taper's waving glimmer fell On the rude pavement of the cell, Where with his trembling fingers prest Upon his heaving, labouring breast, With air distracted, yet subdued, That wretched, erring parent stood. His eye was fix'd, and bent his ear, His guest's retiring steps to hear, Though like a quick and piercing dart, Each sent a quivering through his heart; When first that wild vibration ceased, The floor with rapid steps he paced ; And thoughts of agonizing pain Flitted like wild-fire through his brain. How should he give his child, his pride, To be a branded outlaw's bride ? How could her purity have part In Herman's cold, perverted heart ? 224 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Then rush'd back memories of youth, When earth was heaven, and man was truth, And her he loved, too pure for life, Too gentle for its toil and strife, She, who, unheeding slander's tongue, Still to her lord had fondly clung Her, he had dared to scorn, deride, Her, who had suffer'd, wept, and died I While o'er his mind these memories stole, He groan'd in agony of soul, " My child ! no never shalt thou be Heir to thy mother's misery ! These aged eyes had rather weep O'er thy dark bed of endless sleep." Then o'er these better feelings came The ghosts of penury and shame ; He saw his gold another's prey, His lands, his titles torn away, Himself the theme of public scorn, His daughter friendless and forlorn, And then he whisper'd, " I have sworn I" But why this picture longer view ? Or why this painful theme pursue? Oh! rather let us weep that he Who might allied to angels be Will sully thus the spark divine, Imprison'd in its earthly shrine, And in compassion drop the veil O'er this sad portion of our tale. Now let us seek the lonely bower Where at this silent midnight hour, So sweetly sleeps the fair Lenore. A silver lamp, with flickering beam, Now dies, now starts with sudden gleam, Diffusing o'er the vaulted room Or wavering light, or partial gloom Near, on the oaken table, lie Her crucifix and rosary, And the small lute, whose golden string Hath echoed to her evening hymn. Her head is resting on her hand, Her hair, escaping from its band, Falls in rich masses on her neck, Her fair white brow, and flushing cheek ; The long, dark lashes of her eye On their fair pillow trembling lie, Her lips half part, and you can trace A smile of pleasure on her face. She dreams her soul hath pass'd away, Far from its lovely shrine of clay, Scenes of enjoyment to explore, Where waking fancies dare not soar. POETICAL REMAINS. - 225 She dreams what soft, subduing thought Hath her unfetter'd spirit caught ? She whispers " Erstein !" ah ! sweet one, Thou know'st not what this hour hath done ! What cloud hath dimm'd thy fortune's star, And his thou lovest dearer far ! Dream on ! for thou wilt wake to weep, When morn dispels that balmy sleep, And in thy pilgrimage of pain Thou ne'er may'st dream so sweet again. Hark ! 't is the night-breeze, as it twines Round the tall lattice, wreath'd with vines. Again ! arouse thee, sweet Lenore, A step is in the corridor. It pass'd along the echoing floor, And paused beside the maiden's door, And from beneath, a brilliant stream Of wavering light was seen to gleam. The door unclosed the torch's fire Reveal'd its bearer 't was her sire ! With trembling hand he strove to shade The beams which through the apartment stray'd, And o'er the placid sleeper play'd ; Then to her side he softly came, And moved the shadow from its flame. She woke her night-robe closer drew, A hurried glance around her threw; Then, with a*troubled, anxious gaze, She scann'd each feature of his face. " Why come at midnight to thy child, With cheek so pale, and eye so wild ?" " My daughter, rise ! thou need'st not fear, But /must speak, and thou must hear." Then gave he to her listening ears A tale of doubts and cares and fears; Of future wretchedness and pain, Of threaten'd penury and disdain, An exile from their native hearth, And how a generous friend stepp'd forth, Turn'd from their heads this direful fate, And freely ransom'd his estate. And how, in an unguarded hour, When gratitude alone had power, He swore by every sacred name To grant whatever he might claim ; How, while he listen'd in despair, Did Herman claim his daughter fair; And he was bound, by all that 's dear, That solemn promise to revere; And then, with tears and sighs he said,' " If thou dost love this aged head, 19 226 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Preserve my wealth, my peace, my life, And be my kind preserver's wife." With cheeks and brow as snow-wreath pale His daughter heard this fearful tale. So suddenly that dread blow came, It struck like pnlsy on her frame. Through her veins crept an icy chill, As if her very heart stood still, 4 And nought was heard the calm to break, When her old sire had ceased to speak ; But though her fix'd and glaring eye No outward object could descry, Before her spirit's glance, a throng Of vivid pictures swept along. She saw the shaded bower, the grove Where first young Erstein " whisper'd love ;" She saw his dark, reproachful eye Upraised to hers in agony ; And then a sterner vision came Of him her fancy dared not name. She saw his tall and muffled form, She saw his withering smile of scorn, She saw " Lenore !" her father spoke The spell which bound her tongue was broke. She knelt his bending form beside, And thus in faltering accents cried : " My father! canst thou doom so sore A trial to thine own Lenore ? Is there no spot of refuge still ? Is poverty so great an ill ? To pomp and wealth thy heart is cold Yield up to him thy hoarded gold ! What carest thou for state or pride, If / am ever by thy side ? Give him thine all, and let us go Far from this darkest, deadliest fbe! Thou shall have peace, and I will be A more than comforter to thee !" " My child, I cannot change thy lot Thou speakest of thou know'st not what ! How wouldst thou hear thy father's name, Branded with infamy and shame ?" To his dark mantle she had clung, Now to her feet she swiftly sprung ! A tear had trembled in her eye, But now she dash'd it firmly by ; Her cheek had blanch'd with fear before, But now that paleness was no more ! With form erect, and glance of fire, She gazed upon her cowering sire, As though her piercing eye could see His heart's remotest scener. POETICAL REMAINS. i7 A dark and dread suspicion stole Like burning lava o'er her soul. " Why is that fear upon his face ? Why should my father dread disgrace? He, I had thought, no shame could dim, Why, why should shame descend on him ? What is this mystery, and how Can I avert this dreaded blow ? I know not, and because mine eye May not the source of ill descry, Shall I the power of good forego, And plunge him into deeper woe ?" Her pure affection answer'd " No !" If he were noble, as she deem'd, The path of right most open seem'd, To chase each shadow from hia eyes, E'en at this fearful sacrifice ; If he deserved the meed of shame, Was not that pathway still the same ? A moment's calm was in her brain, She dared not pause for thought again, But springing to her father's side, She whisper'd, " I will be his bride !" She heeded not his fond caressing, She heeded not his partfng blessing The die was cast ! and there she bent, Fix'd as a marble monument, Nought but her quick and gasping breath Revealing there was life beneath. Her father left that fatal spot She was alone, yet knew it not, Till his quick footstep as it pass'd, Dissolved the fearful charm at last, And sent a wild and burning glow Through the full arteries of her brow ; Then came affliction's sweet relief, Weeping, soft child of stern-eyed grief, . . That lulls the passions into rest, And soothes the mourner's tortured breast. When the first agony was past Her gushing tears flow'd long and fast, And with thanksgiving fervent, deep, She own'd the privilege to weep. Alas ! frail flower ! her life had been One bright, unchanging, tranquil scene ; Loving and loved, as wild bird gay, Her frolic childhood pass'd away ; And when her stronger mind could feel More deep emotions o'er it steal, When her pure heart look'd forth for one, To rest her pure affections on, Then did her trusting spirit find An answering chord ir< Erstein's mind ; MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. And childhood's laughing glance and tone Gave place to deeper joys alone. And only would her cheek grow pale To hear some wild romantic tale ; And only for imagined woe Her sympathetic tear would flow Her youthful heart had never known To sigh for sorrows of its own. The past was all one vision bright, A storehouse of untold delight, To which her mind at will might stray ; And bear unnumber'd gems away ; With trusting hope and buoyant glee, She gazed into futurity, Nor thought that time's advancing wing A darker moment e'er could bring. The dream now faded from her eyes, She woke to life's realities ! And feelings pure, aud strong, and deep, Rose from their long, inactive sleep, And proudly did the maiden own A strength within, till then unknown, That which, secure in virtue, rose To combat with assailing foes. Oft would her fearful fancy shrink Back from the gulfs tremendous brink, And oft to reason's glance would rise The madness of the sacrifice. But o'er her father's aged form There hung some dark, portentous storm i A daughter's choice, a daughter's will Could ward from him that nameless ill! And thus the hapless maiden sought To quell each wild, rebellious thought. And morning came, and soft and still She dawn'd above the distant hill, Her wreaths of trembling light to twine On the blue waters of the Rhine. The mists which on his bosom lay, Pass'd like an infant's dream away, And left the sun's awakening beam To frolic with his mighty stream. As though to greet the dawning day, The rolling billows curl'd in play ; And wild and murmuring tones were borne Forth on the balmy breeze of morn. The towering cliffs, so dark and wild, On its rude shores in masses piled, Touch'd by her gentle influence, smiled ; And the young flowers the rocks beneath Woke at the dawn's reviving breath, POETICAL REMAINS. 229 And on their leaves, so soft and bright, Hung tears of worship and delight. When all is gay with nature's smile, Forgive me if I pause awhile, And turn from passion, grief, unrest, To muse upon her tranquil breast. Nature ! thou ever rollest on, With winter's blast and summer's sun, Untouch'd by passion's raging storm, Rearing on high thy mystic form, Springing anew to brighter life Amid the world's enduring striib ! Man lives, and breathes his fleeting day, Now sinks 'neath sorrow's chilling sway, Now basks in pleasure's golden ray, Then, like a snow-curl, melts away. The piles he rear'd in swelling pride, To strive with time's o'erwhelming tide, Proving the weakness of his trust, Sunk, like their builders, in the dust But while the fabrics, rear'd so high, In ruins on thy bosom lie, Thou, like some great and mystic page, Unfoldest still from age to age, Bearing in every line conceal'd The wisdom ages could not yield ; Thy flowers shall bloom, thy mountains soar. Till rolling earth shall be no more; Thine ocean waves shall sink and rise Till Time himself exhausted dies ; While on thy mighty bosom spread The crumbling relics of the dead ! How doth this sweet and solemn hour Hold o'er the heart its mystic power ! Bidding each wilder tumult cease, To passion's whirlwind whispering " Peace !** Calming the frantic flights of joy, And bright'ning sorrow's downcast eye ! Oh ! may it shed its influence o'er The tortured heart of poor Lenore ! She" who was wont at earliest dawn To cnase the wild bird o'er the lawn, While the young flowers their fragrance cast As on her fairy footstep past! Who now, unheeding bird or flower, Steals forth to seek her favourite bower, To bid each cherish'd scene farewell, And calm her heart's convulsive swell. There, in her childhood's buoyant days, Oft had she sung her artless lays ; 19* 230 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. And still, as time roll'd onward, there At morn and evening would repair, To rear, in fancy, forms most fair, Nor dream that she could find them air ! Once more, within her loved retreat, She lean'd upon its flowery seat, And rnark'd the clustering vines, which sent A grateful perfume as they bent; Above the eastern hills of blue The sun's broad orb more brilliant grew, And many a rich and gorgeous ray Full on the glistening forests lay ; But buried in her lonely bower, She heeded not the passing hour ! The vines beside her loudly stirr'd But not a sound her ear had heard ; A step seem'd hast'ning to the spot, But still the maiden mark'd it not And yet more near the intruder came ; A well-known voice pronounced her name: She started lightly from her seat, And blush'd 't was Erstein at her feet ! As the bright sun-hues of tli-e west Fade from the snow-wreath's pallid crest, Flitted that blush her pale cheek o'er, And left it paler than before ! Oh, had you seen his youthful form, Adorn'd with every manly charm, And known his heart so bold and warm, And, like Lenore, that heart had proved, You would not marvel that she loved. Bred to a fierce and martial life, Nurtured for years on fields of strife, A spirit fiery, bold, and high, Was pictured in his flashing eye, And you might think its glance implied A soul of haughtiness and pride ; But when some gentler feelings stole O'er the deep waters of that soul, Then fast that quick and burning ray Melted in tenderness away, And lovelier seem'd its gentle beam, Contrasted with that brilliant gleam. When first a brave young soldier, come From clashing sword and pealing drum, O'er his own land once more to rove, Then first his soul awaked to love ! And oh, what floods of pure dolight Burst in upon his spirit's sight! What depths of joy, unknown before, Oped in the presence of Lenore I POETICAL REMAINS. 231 Her gentle influence supjyess'd Each sterner passion in his breast, And while controlling, quell'd, subdued Each feeling, haughty, wild, or rude. From her, unwitting, he could learn Her father's temper dark and stern ; And while had glided day by day In tranquil happiness away, He dared not break the magic spell His ardent feelings loved too well, By laying thoughts and hopes so bold Before a sire so stern and cold, Who would have deem'd it daring pride To claim his daughter as a bride ; He who had nought to aid his claim But love, his honour, and his name. Thus he was wont, when morning gray Cast o'er the hills its earliest ray, Clad in the huntsman's sylvan gear, To chase ( 'twas said) the wild- wood deer; But ever, when his searching eye The towers of Arnheim could descry, He left his faithful steed to wait Within the thicket's dark retreat, And bounded lawn and streamlet o'er To snatch one moment with Lenore. This, morn with bosom bounding high, With springing step and sparkling eye, He came to seek her, but in vain ; He pass'd her favourite haunts again, Till winding down a shaded way, Which o'er the cliff's dark bosom lay, He turn'd the castle's rearmost tower, And found this lone, sequester'd bower. I may not tune my youthful string That scene of hapless love to sing Song cannot well those thoughts reveal The heart ne'er felt, and cannot feel ; Let fancy then her garland weave, And fill the trifling void I leave. Suffice it that with bearing high, And sad composure in her eye, And throbbing nerves and bursting heart, Well did that maiden act her part, And gave a tale of grief and fear To Erstein's wondering, listening ear. Nr>t so the youth, a burning glow Was mounting fiercely to his brow, And grief and anger in his eye, Were struggling for the mastery. When Herman's name escaped her tongue, Quick to his feet he wildly sprung. 232 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. 44 In foreign lands that stretch I met ; Fiend ! sordid villain ! lives he yet ! Oh ! were the scoffer here to meet From this strong hand his well-earn'd fate, How few would be the moments given To make his spirit's peace with heaven 1 " But thou, Lenore ! my steed is nigh, And I will save thee ! Dearest, fly !" " No ! Erstein, no ! I'd rather die ! My fate is fix'd, my lot is cast, Its keenest bitterness is past ; Though her heart break, the poor Lenore Must think of thee and love no more ! " Oh, leave me ! 'tis my prayer, my will ; Make not my task more dreadful still : Thou knowest more than I would tell, Erstein, away ! farewell, farewell !" With trembling hand, the cavalier Dash'd from his eye the starling tear, Bow'd on her hand his burning head, And ere her heart could throb, had fled. END OF CANTO FIRST. The notes have paused the song hath died away, And wonldst thou wake the trembling tones again f And while the minstrel pours his wandering lay Bid thy warm heart re-echo to the strain ? Wouldst hear the sequel of this simple tale, And list attentive to the voice of woe ? Weep with affection, or with fear turn pale, And smile when riseth joy's triumphant glow ? Then will I touch the quivering harp once more, While fancy spreads her rainbow-tinted wing, O'er the dark vale of buried years to soar, And back to life their faded shadows bring ! And thou must gently glance its errors o'er, Should the untutor'd bard uncouthly sing. CANTO SECOND. OH, darkly the shadows of evening fell On forest and mountain, on streamlet and dell, And the clouds, in masses of sombre hue, O'er the couch of the morning their draperies threw ; And their shade fell dark on the Rhine below, Whose billows heaved proudly and slowly, as though The giant heart of the tempest-god Was beating strong 'neath its swelling flood. Its voice came up with a sullen roar As the waves dash'd fierce on the rock-bound shore, And the wild-bird scream'd as he skimm'd them o'er, While the vessel which flew o'er its surface that day. With her white wings furl'd on its dark bosom lay, POETICAL REMAINS. 233 Just kissing the foam with her bending side, As if owning the power of the lordly tide. The morning rose meekly, and softly, and fair, But at evening the frown of the storm-god was there, And gladness and beauty fled back from his eye, Like the smile from the spirit when sorrows draw nigh. Where the sunbeams had wreathed round the mountain a tall crest Now floated a mantle of darkness and mist, And the wing of the tempest did fearfully fall O'er the arches and towers of that time-honour'd hall. The portal was shut, and the drawbridge was raised, And no gleam of a torch from the banquet- hall blazed ; But with faces of gloom, and steps measured and slow, The warders were pacing the gateway below, Now silently marking the clouds overhead, Now whispering in accents of sorrow and dread. The hall was deserted ; the court-yard alone Heard an echoing tread on its pavement of stone. And parties of menials were gathering there With faces of mystery, faces of care. Not a voice was heard but in murmurings low, Not a torch was seen with its cheerful glow, t Save where a ray was streaming o'er The ancient chapel's massive door, And wandering wi*h its glimmer faint O'er sculptured cherubim and saint. 'T was an ancient pile, and the creeping vine Had begun o'er its mouldering arches to twine, And the long bright grass unmark'd had grown On the broken pavement of crumbling stone ; And the rude remains of a ruder day, Shatter'd and torn 'neath its vaulted roof lay. 'T was a solemn scene, when the ancient pile Was glittering bright in the morning smile. And bold in nerve and in heart was he, Who would dare to walk in its haunted aisle ! For oh, it was fearful there t& be When the night was falling gloomily ; When the tempest shriek'd round its massive wall, And darkness enrobed it like a pall. Why then doth light unwonted shine From the gilded lamps on the ruin'd shrine? And why o'er the rest of the baron's hall Is it darkness and silence and dreariness all ? And why with that anxious and sorrowful mien, Do the menials gaze on the desolate scene? Alas ! those chapel walls this night Must witness a dark, unholy rite, And the gale, which shrieks in its fitful start, Must sing the wail of a broken heart ! And on that sacred altar, where So soft the suppliant breathed his prayer, A young and ardent soul must lay A deeper sacrifice to-day Upon its marble bosom fling The blushing flowers of life's warm spring, ! * '- 234 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSOH. And all the radiant garlands wore By buoyant hope and gunefess love. Alas, that man's vnhallow'd band The apim > sacred veil should rend, And for h own dark purpose tear The warm and flowing treasures there, Then as in mockery dare to twine, Upon hw Maker", holr shrine, Those pore and find affections, given To make tin* weary earth a heaven. When last thane crumbling walls had heard Or muffled tread or whisper' d word, A funeral wail had fill'd the pfle, A train of mourners filFd the aide. And there in solemn pomp interr'd A distant kinsman of their lord. Tims still upon the shrouded wall Hong die Mack draperies, tike a pall, In long unmoving masse*, save When the dull wind its folds would wave, And swelling slow the dismal screen Betray*the shatter* d stones between. Tall torches burn'd die shrine before, , Casting their rajs die chapel o'er, And shedding pale and sickly fight Upon die scowling brow of nidn! While, from each lofty arch, die eye Could mark die drick clouds passing by, In blackening manges, wildly driven Athwart die frowning face of heaven. The vaulted eeifing echoed round Each clanking tread, or mutter* d sound, And die blast which crept o'er die pavement* ban, And wared die torches' nickering glare, WaJTdjn a sad and '.hriiling tone, Like a departed spirit's moan. Beside die ahar stood its priest, His wan hands folded on his breast, The quivering torefanght o'er him playing, Bis gray locks round his forehead straying; Andms eye wandering here and there, With anxious and unsealed air ; And ever, as its glance would fall On Herman's form, so grim and taO, He mnner'd, tnrn'd in shuddering baste, And sign'd die cross upon his breast. Well might die priest unUiiiiltYe torn, From gazing on a face so stern; For oh. it told of storms within, The strife of passion, pride, and sin; More fearfoJU more appalling far, Than die fierce tempest's raging war. Widi harried steps be paced awhile The grass-grown pavements of die aisle, POETICAL REMAINS. And on the open portal nigh His keen glance fell impatiently, Till his dark brow yet darker lower'd, And his hand fiercely grasp' d his sword. " If he should dare deceive me ! then He'll find the lion in his den!" Scarce were the startling accents o'er, When darkening shadows fill'd the door ; It was the baron and Lenore. A large dark mantle, closely drawn, Conceal'd the maiden's fragile form ; But her measured step was firmer far Than the trembling tread of her aged sire, And she came with a calm and unfaltering air To offer up all that was dear to her there. And when she stood the shrine beside, A sad and self-devoted bride, She clasp'd her hands, and raised on higfi The thrilling glance of her tearless eye, And the stern bridegroom shrunk below That look of fix'd and' speechless woe. But the keen pang pass'd quickly o'er, And left her tranquil as before : Her pallid finders gently press' d The clasping jewel on her breast, And the dark mantle falling back, Reveal' d her bridal robe o( black ! The massive folds hung drooping there Around her form, so slight and lair, As the sad cypress in its gloom O'er the white marble of the tomb. In unconfined and native grace Her long dark tresses veil d her face, Contrasting with the cheek and brow So pallid and so deathlike now, And casting round her, as they stray'd, A waving and a dreamlike shade. Thus stood she, motionless and still, Like some pale form of Grecian skill, Placed by the matchless sculptor there, A breathing image of despair. One torturing, agonizing day Had quell' d the Heart so light and gay, And given her mien a bearing high Of calm and thoughtful dignity. The baron started as his eye Fell on her sombre drapery : " Lenore," he whisper'd, " why to-day Assume such ominous array? Couldst thou not find a bridal dress More fitting such a scene as this f" 236 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. She bent her dark and earnest gaze ^A moment on her father's face, As if her senses could not hear The trords which fell upon her ear, Then said, with quick, convulsive start, " And wouldst thou gild a bleeding heart? A broken spirit wouldst thou fold In sparkling robes of tinsell'd gold ? 'T were mockery ! this is fittest guise To deck a living sacrifice." The baron turn'd in sudden thought To Herman's towering form, and sought To melt that heart, more hard than steel, By one long look of mute appeal, As half expecting to receive Some blessed signal of reprieve ; But his knit brow and flushing eye Reveal'd his dark and stern reply, And the priest oped the sacred book With pale and hesitating look. The thunder's deep and muttering tone Broke on the listening ear alone ; He paused, bent low his moisten'd brow, And read with quivering voice and slow. While yet the feeble accents hung Unfinish'd on his faltering tongue ; Through the tall arches flashing came A broad and livid sheet of flame, Playing with fearful radiance o'er The upraised features of Lenore, The shrinking form of her trembling sire, The bridegroom's face of scowling ire, And the folded hands, and heaving breast, And prophet-like mien of the aged priest ! 'T was a breathless pause, but a moment more, And that fierce, unnatural beam was o'er. And a stunning crash, as if earth were driven On thundering wheels to the gates of heaven, Burst, peal'd, and mutter'd. long and deep, Then sinking, growl'd itself to sleep, And all was still ; the priest first broke Th' oppressive silence as he spoke : "Both heaven and earth their powers unite Against this dark, unhallow'd rite ! A voice without, a voice within, Hath told me that the deed were sin ! Though death and danger bar my way, I will not dare not cfisobey! A cloud more dark than the tempest now Was gathering sternly on Herman's brow : "Priest! madman! hypocrite! proceed! Or blows shall mend thy coward creed !" " For God's sake, peace !" the baron cried, And closer drew to Herman's side. One moment, peace ! for hark ! I hear Loud cries come nearer and more near!" POETICAL REMAINS. 237 " Fool !" 'tis the wailing of the blast, Which sweeps these echoing ruins past 1 I brook no dallying ! Deal thou fair, Or by yon heaven, old man, I swear, Thou shall have reason to beware I" Still did the cowering baron stand, With fixed eye and upraised hand, As one who bends an earnest ear Some faint and distant sound to hear. And while he listen'd, by degrees That sound came swelling on the breeze. Now low and hoarse, now shrill and loud-, Like mingled voices of a crowd ; And as more near the tones were heard, Did Herman fiercely grasp his sword, As if preparing to chastise Whate'er should bar his destined prize ! And louder still the clamour rose, Like mingled sounds of shouts and blows, And on that tide of tumult came The baron's and the bridegroom's name. One moment struck with mute surprise, Each raised to each his wondering eyes ; But Herman, roused to action first, Forth from the group infuriate burst ; When, ere the baron reach'd his side, The low-brow' d portal open'd wide, And a menial, pale with breathless haste, Wounded and bleeding, forward press'd : Fly to the rescue, baron, fly ! Ere all thy faithful followers die ! For armed men the moat have pass'd, Have gain'd the inner court at last, And fight and clamour for thy guest !" , A wild and bitter laughter rung From Herman's lips ere forth he sprung. " And so my comrades come to trace Their worthy leader's lurking-place? 'T is well ! not yet my race is run, And dearly shall my life be won !" The baron and his guest have gone ; The bride and priest are here alone ! How doth that fragile plant sustain Its courage in this hour of pain ? Perplex'a, bewilder'd, and amazed, Upon the shifting scene she gazed, And only felt, with quick delight, That he whose presence seem'd a blight To chill each heart with shuddering fear, That he no more was lingering near. She breathed one deep and thrilling groan, And sank upon the shatter'd stone ! She had nor power nor will to rise, But with clasp' d hands, and straining eye 20 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Fix'd on the portal, did she wait The coming crisis of her fate. The wind rush'd in from the open'd door, And the red torchlight was no more, And the rude pile was dark, save where The lightning spread its ghastly glare, Or from the crowded court-yard came Some broad and glancing stream of flame. The wounded man's expiring groan Seem'd echoed from the roof of stone ; And 'ouder yet the piercing din Burst on the listening pair within. The stone-paved court alternate rang With clashing steel, and shout, and clang; And waving wildly to and fro, The torches spread their fiery glow, Casting o'er every point of sight A glaring and unearthly light ; While, as the fearful shouts did rise In blended tumult to the skies, The spirit of the midnight storm Rear'd on the clouds his black'ning form, And with each cry which swell'd the gale Mingled his wild and shrieking wail. Now closer drew the assailing band, With sword to sword, and hand to hand, And fiercely toward the chapel pressed, Where stood the baron and his guest. Herman, with fix'd and cautious eye Beheld his furious foes draw nigh, And vow'd in this unequal strife Not he alone should part with life. Nearer they came, with shout and cry, " Down with the traitor ! caitiff, die !" And if a moment more had sped, The wretch had number'd with the dead ; When, with a voice deep-toned and loud, A tall form issued from the crowd, Press'd firmly through the rushing tide, And springing close to Herman's side, In calm commanding accents cried : " And are ye men ? Bear back, I say ! Ye throng like tigers on their prey ! Bear back, a space, and he or I In fair and equal fight shall die !" As waves retire with sullen roar, From meeting with the rock-bound shore, The crowd bore back with mutterings low, In waving columns, long and slow, And stood, with eager gaze, to wait The youthful champion's coming fate. The stranger raised his sword, when nigh There burst a low and thrilling cry ; POETICAL REMAINS. 269 He turn'd a wretch unseen before, Still linger'd by the chapel door, And raised in air his gleaming blade Above the baron's aged head. One spring one stroke with piercing yell, And long deep groan the miscreant fell ; And the young warrior stood before His dark-brow'd combatant once more ! Herman, with eager look, intent Upon his foe his keen eye bent ; And while he thus his form survey'd, His quivering lip his rage betrayed ; Then forth in furious haste he sprang, Till the young stranger's armour rang With his quick strokes' incessant clang. Regardless to preserve his own, He sought the stranger's life alone, With panting breast and flashing eye, And all a madman's energy ; While calm and firm his foe repaid Each stroke with true unerring blade. A few, but fearful moments pass'd, Till blind with headlong rage at last, Herman, with desperate fierceness, press'd, And aim'd a quick blow at his breast ; The youth beheld, sprung lightly round, Dash'd the rais'd weapon to the ground, And while the fragments scatter'd wide, He sheathed his sword in Herman's side ! Then bending o'er his fallen foe, Whisper'd in accents stern and low, " Herman ! thy miscreant life I spare ! But should we meet again beware !" Then gliding through the low-arch'd door His manly form was seen no more ! With straining eye and changeless mien Lenore had marked this fearful scene, Till her chill' d heart seem'd palsied there With terror bordering on despair. But when the gallant stranger came, A something whisper'd Erstein's name, And when beneath the dubious light She saw him conqueror in the fight, Her heart seem'd bursting with delight. Hope, with its trembling radiance, stole O'er the dark desert of her soul Her head droop'd lightly on her breast, As when an infant sinks to rest ; Her heart gave one convulsive thrill, Leap'd flutter'd wildly and was still The courage grief could not destroy Bow'd to intensity of joy. The priest, unheeding all beside, Bent sadly o'er the fainting bride, MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. With mystic sign and mutter'd prayer, And all an anxious father's care ; But as he knelt, absorb'd the while, A quick step echoed through the aisle A burst of joy assailed his ear ; He turn'd the stranger youth was near! A moment more his stalwart arm Had raised the maiden's drooping form, And turning swift, his eagle eye Roam'd o'er the walls inquiringly. The priest observed his doubtful air, And clearly read his meaning there : Trembling, he raised the massive pall Which hung beside the crumbling wall, And oped a secret door that led Within a thicket's tangled shade. The youth bow'd low his plumed head, And 'neath the ruin'd portal fled ! The priest conceal'd it as before, And turning, past the draperies o'er, But breathed a low and sinother'd cry, As, fix'd upon that secret door, His own met Herman's baleful eye. It burn'd with hatred's living flame, And rage convulsed his giant frame, A curse hung quivering on his tongue ; Each nerve to dark revenge was strung ; And the full arteries of his brow, Were swelled like livid serpents now. The boiling blood with sudden start Had gather' d fiercely at his heart, And lent his cheeks and lips a hue Of ghastly and unearthly blue. But quick the coward tide return'd, And through his veins like wildfire burn'd And o'er his features crept the while, Their sneering and revengeful smile When in that crowded court he fell Beneath that foe he knew too well, He sought to find a safe retreat From clashing swords and trampling feet - And while he lean'd, with whirling brain, The po-tal's sculptured arch beside, Saw with a rage surmounting pain, The flight of Erstein and his bride. And where hath he fled with his lovely one, say T And where are they wending their perilous way ? The lover hath mounted his faithful steed, He is bounding away with the lightning speed ! One arm is supporting the rescued bride, One hand is at freedom his bridle to guide, And his spurs are dash'd in the charger's side. Beneath them the turf, and above them the sky, Away and away on their pathway they fly ' POETICAL REMAINS. 241 The sound of the tumult grew fainter and low, And faded in distance the torches' red glow, And in silence unbroken the fugitive sped, Save when the low thunder was growling o'erhead, Or the tempest was wailing, now shrill, now deep, As it crept in the arms of the morning to sleep. While the black clouds were rolling in masses away, O'er the hills of the east rose a faint streak of gray ; And as onward they flew, on the dim air was borne The soft cooling breath of a bright summer's morn ! Their speed as they bounded the forest path o'er Recall' d the faint throb to the heart of Lenore, But her senses bewilder'd long laboured in vain To dispel the wild fancies which thronged on her brain ; And when she awoke to the real at last, Oh what mingled emotions were stirr'd in her breast, Till her heart overflowing found soothing relief In tears of united thanksgiving and grief! She remember'd the scene in the old ruin'd aisle, And silently pray'd for the victor the while, Then she thought of her sire, and she shrank from his akk And '' My father ! my father !" she bitterly cried. " Fear not for your father ! yon furious band Sought nothing but haply his gold at his hand ! It was Herman they sought, and they long'd for the blood Of that traitor alike to the vile and the good !" " And whither art bearing me, Erstein, and why ? And where shall Lenore lor a resting-place fly ?" " We are hasting away to my rude mountain tower ! 'T is a rugged retreat for so fragile a flower ; But my sister shall cherish the blossom with care Till it blooms again, brighter and sweeter than e'er." " And how didst thou come in that moment of gloom, To snatch me away from my terrible doom ?" " Lenore, my beloved ! thou rememberest the hour When I parted from thee in the myrtle-wreath'd bower ; That hour which was fated awhile to destroy Each hope of the future, each vision of joy ; I mounted my charger, I knew not how, And I rode like a madman, I knew not where ; For my brain was hot with a fiery glow, And my heart was chill'd with a cold despair ; I abandoned the reins to my faithful steed, And we bounded away with a maniac speed, Till exhausted and worn with exertion we stood On the barren skirts of a lonely wood ; 'Twas deep immersed in a mountain dell, On the rocky banks of a brawling stream, Which o'er a dark precipice rapidly fell, With dashing and foaming, and murmur and gleam, I threw myself down by a rock-cover'd cave, And silently bent o'er the breast of the wave, And more calm in my veins did the life-current flow, While the spray dashed cool on my feverish brow 21* 242 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. Of Herman 1 thought, and my pulses beat higher, And my bosom throbb'd wild with the " tempest of ire !" But then o'er my fancy that loved image crept, And forgive me, Lenore, if in anguish I wept ! While musing thus sadly, I started to hear The sound of rude voices assailing my ear. I turn'd, from the cavern beside me they came,- And the speaker named Herman's detestable name ! I listen'd but, dearest, so stainless thou art, In each word of thy lips, and each thought of thy heart That could I repeat, I should tell thee in vain Of a language so loose, so impure and profane ! Then listen, Lenore, as I briefly shall tell The meaning I gain'd from their words as they fell. They were robbers a fearful and ruffian band, Most sordid of heart, and most bloody of hand, And Herman had been, for full many a year, Their chief in each deed of rebellion and fear ! Yes ! he whose presumption hath claim'd thee as bride To that lawless and desperate band was allied ; Meet comrades for one whose degenerate mind Is stain' d with each crime which can blacken mankind. Thus a stranger to mercy, a stranger to fear, He had rush'd on, uncheck'd in his reckless career, Till, unheeding the pledge which at entrance he gave, In secret he fled from the robbers' wild cave, Bearing with him away their iniquitous spoil, The fruits they had reap'd from unhallowed toil ' Oh long did they labour, but labour' d in vain, Some trace of their villanous chieftain to gain, Till a comrade return'd with the tidings at last, That the Baron of Arnheim received him as guest, And this eve was to join his perfidious hand To the fairest flower of his native land. Then they vow'd revenge, and they fearfully swore That long ere the shadows of midnight were o'er, They would give to their leader, false Herman, the meed He had won by the coward and traitorous deed ! They resolved to assemble at eventide there, And in arms to the Castle of Arnheim repair, To recover the gold they had lost, and assuage, In the blood of their chieftain, their hatred and rage. Thus said they, Lenore ; and now eager I heard Each ruffian voice, and each half-suppress'd word ; For while o'er my senses their dark import stole, A light broke in on my desperate soul, Ana methought I discovered a path to guide My steps once more to my dear onels side. I could join their band at the castle gate ; I could rescue thee from thy dreadful fate, And while they were in fury revenging^ their wrong, And searching for gold 'neath each time-worn wall, I could plunge unseen 'mid the motley throng, And bear away that which was dearer than all ! Oh, blest be our Lady ! who guided me well, And supported thy soul on this terrible night ! But Lenore ! my beloved ! thy cheek is too pale, And the tear steals adown it oh say, was I right ?" POETICAL REMAINS. 243 She spoke no word, but he read her reply In the timid glance of her downcast eye, And the blush which sprung to her varying cheek, In token of thoughts which she dared not speak ! He saw the glance, and he felt its charm, And he folded the mantle more close round her form, And silently spurring his charger again, They bounded away over forest and plain. And softly and meekly the morning light Stole up from the arms of that storm-toss'd night, And faintly trembled its dawning beam On each sparkling valley and purling stream. And danced on the leaves of the forest trees, As they slowly waved in the sighing breeze, And with dripping branches bended low, As if weeping the fate of each fallen bough. "Lenore!" said Erstein, " Lenore, behold, How each cloud from the glance of the morning hath roll'd ; How the storm of the midnight has glided away, And no traces are left of its passage to-day, Save a pensive hue, which is stealing o'er, And making all nature more fair than before. " The whispering gale that is floating past, Is all that remains of the howling blast, And the sparkling waves of yon tiny river Rush onward more swiftly and gaily than ever ; While the emerald turf on the graceful hill Outrivals in splendour the dew-dripping rill, And the trees round its base with their broad arms cling, Like the diamond crown of a giant king. 'T is a beautiful type of our fate, Lenore, For our storm of misfortune has glided o'er, And the joyous morning of hope and love Is dawning our radiant pathway above ; And life shall flow on with its dancing stream, With murmur and sparkle, with music and gleam, And the glittering dew-drops alone shall last, To remind our souls of the storms that have past." A sunbeam of gladness, a smile from the soul, O'er the face of Lenore insensibly stole ; They were slowly ascending a verdant hill, At whose base there rippleda murmuring rill, And she gazed on the vale they had left, till her sight , Seem'd melting in tears of exquisite delight. But she suddenly utter' d a smother'd cry, As a figure advancing arrested her eye ; ' T was a horseman, who spurr'd on his foaming steed With a desperate madman's fiery speed, While far beyond, on the level green, A waving line was distinctly seen. Scarce had the shriek escaped her tongue, Ere to his feet young Erstein sprung, And led the wearied steed, which bore t The fragile form of poor Lenore, Where a dark thicket rose in pride The leaping, brawling stream beside. 244 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. " 'Tis Herman ! and the hour is come To seal or his or Erstein's doom ! If victor, well! but if I die, Thine only resource is to fly." He said, and press'd her hand the while With fervent grasp and cheering smile : Then ere had fled that earnest tone, The trembling maiden was alone. Meanwhile, with fierce and maniac haste, The furious Herman forward press'd, Clear'd the small stream with sudden bound, And leap'd impetuous to the ground. Oh, 'twas a dark and fearful sight ! His writhing face was ghastly white ; His horseman's cloak was deeply dyed With the red life-blood from his side ; His step was hurried and untrue ; His scowling brow was bathed in dew, And when he pass'd his fingers o'er, They left its surface stain'd with gore. Still did his rigid features wear Their darkly biting, withering sneer, And in his eye a fiendish glare Revenge and hate had kindled there. He wav'd His glancing sword on high, And cried, "Defend thy life, or die !" " I fight not," Erstein answered slow, " A. frantic or a bleeding foe !" A demon's rage fill'd Herman's eye, Which flash' d around him fearfully. " Then in thy coward folly die !" Thus did he yell, and with the word Plunged at his breast his ponderous sword. The youth, who mark'd each look with care, Turn'd and the weapon smote the air ; Then, ere a second stroke was made. Swift as the wind unsheath'd his blade ; And springing forth, with gesture light, Closed firmly in the desperate fight. How did those sounds of doubt and fear Ring on the maiden's listening ear ! How did her veins convulsive swell, As, fast and wild, the stern blows fell ! But passion's rage must yield at length To calmer reason's vigorous strength, And Erstein's steel again was dew'd With the fierce Herman's gushing blood. Breathing one quick and startling yell, Upon the trampled sward he fell, And the dark life-stream gurgling fast, Blent with the dew-drops on his breast, And, as the current swifter sped, Tinged the light sparkling stream with red ! His clench'd hands held, with rigid clasp, The turf and flowers within thtir grasp, POETICAL REMAINS. 245 And the cold, clammy, deathlike de\ In large drops gather' d on his brow. Then a dark shade of fell despair Chased from its glance its frenzied glare, And yielded to his upraised eye A look of helpless agony ; It roll'd around from place to place, And rested last on Erstein' s face ; Then shrunk from the moment's encounter again With a mingled thrill of remorse and pain ; Then he strove to speak, but the accents hung Unform'd on his quivering, palsied tongue. Erstein the wounded sufferer gave A cooling draught from the crystal wave, And raising his form on the rivulet's brink, Oh long and deeply did he drink, Then, as o'ercome with torturing pain, Sank on the crimson' d turf again. Convulsions o'er his features past, And, with a fearful strength, at last He started clench'd his blood-stain' d vest, And groan'd, " This mountain on my breast!" Erstein bent o'er him "Herman! now We stand no longer foe to foe ; Tell me, if to one earthly thing Thy parting spirit still doth cling ; One deed, which, ere thy race was run, Thou wouldst have purposed to have done ; One word of penitence to send An injured or deluded friend ; And here I pledge my promise free, That act shall be performed for thee ! Aught that may cast a softening ray Around thy spirit's fearful way, Or soothe that dark and drear abode Unbrighten'd by the smiles of God!" " Of God ! Who spoke of God ? I own No God but reckless chance alone ; No hell more rife with pain and fear Than that which burns and tortures here ! Though I could sink to black despair, If I met not his spirit there ! " Away, away ! each look, each word Pierces my bosom like a sword ! 'T is thou whom I have injured, thou Whose arm, in justice, laid me low ! Nay, leave me not, but come more near, For my breath fails me bend thine ear ! And ere from life for ever freed, My soul shall boast one blameless deed ! Child of a rich and ancient line, Arnheim, its titles, lands, are thine !" " Thou ravest !" " List ! if there be time Thine ears shall drink my tale of crime ! I seem'd thy father's friend, and he Believed me all fidelitv ; 246 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. He perished in a foreign land. And, Erstein, by this blood-stain'd hand ? Ay, shudder ! mark me well, and trace The murderer's impress on my face ! Yes ! 'neath a friend's disguise, there stole A venom'd serpent to his soul! In youth he dared to taunt me I Vow'd for the insult he should die ! " It's very memory pass'd from him ; And when in after years I came, Conceal'd by friendship's mask and name, He took me to his bosom, while Revenge was lurking 'neath my smile. He died ! start not, but bend thine ear, For I must speak and thou sJia.lt hear ! Ay, though it rends my blacken'd heart, And tears each gaping wound apart ! " He died! I sought, with keenest hate, The proofs of this thy fair estate ; I kept the parchments, that I still Might guide thy fortunes at my will. I hated for thy features bore The smile, the glance thy father's wore. " Avert that look ! the memory brings A thousand thousand scorpion stings ! Ay, ay ! 'tis right, 'tis meet thy steel This last and deadliest blow should deal ! 'Tis right thy grateful hand should send The death-blow to thy father's friend! " But I must on ! I left that shore I sought my native land once more : I join'd the robbers' desperate band ; I found the baron on thy land ; 'Twas then I saw, I loved, Lenore ! Oh heavens ! and must I tell thee more ? I play'd the baron false, and he, The fool ! the idiot I trusted me ! " Here, on my cold and labouring breast- Raise me here, here the parchments rest! But my chill'd limbs grow stiff the sand Of life is running fast the hand Of death is plunging deep his icy dart His grasp is cold cold cold upon my heart !" The youth, with fix'd and wondering eyes, Bent o'er his form in mute surprise ; When loud, derisive laughter near, Burst in discordance on his ear. He rose, and saw before him stand The dying Herman's ruffian band. Returning from their midnight broil, And laden with its varied spoil, To their wild cave they led in haste The aged baron and the priest. But when in distance they beheld Their leader's flight, so fierce and wild, They turn'd, pursued, and came to see His last, expiring agony ; POETICAL REMAINS. 247 And now, with laugh of scornful hate, Like fiends, they triumph'd in his fate. Those tones, with direst vengeance rife, Recall'd their comrade's flickering life. With them unnumber'd memories came Again he raised his bleeding frame, Gazed wildly on the furious band, And shook his clench'd and stiffening hand. His cheek burn'd with a livid glow, A black scowl gather' d on his brow, A fierce revenge his visage fired He groan'd, fell backward, and expired. Silence her breathless mantle threw A moment o'er that lawless crew, And awe one instant gain'd the place Of triumph on each swarthy face. But as the sun-ray glances past The rugged cliff's unbending crest, So did that faint beam disappear, Lost in a dark demoniac sneer, The baron and the priest alone With trembling heard that dying groan, And mark'd with awe-struck pitying gaze, His stiffen' d form and ghastly face. Erstein first broke the silence dread, And to the outlaw'd chieftain said : " Thou seekest spoil ! dost thou behold This jewell'd cross, this purse of gold? These will I gladly give, to gain Two aged captives of thy train. High ransom take, and yield to me The priest's and baron's liberty." " Yon priest I had design' d to save The contrite sinners in our cave. Yon miser lord, to gather in The gold our midnight frays shall win ! This nad I purposed!, but in truth Thy sword hath served us well, brave youth, By sending to the fiend, who gave, The spirit of that scowling knave. Bestow on us that glittering store, And swear to seek our spoil no more, Then will we freely yield to thee The aged captives' liberty." The pledge was given the band released The aged baron and the priest, And_ sweeping round a thicket nigh, Their dark forms vanish'd to the eye. With heaving breast and clouded brow The baron wander'd to and fro. And wrung his hands with gestures wild, And wept and cried, " my child ! My child Swiftly the youthful Erstein fled To the dark wood's embowering shade, And soon as swift return'd to lead The fair Lenore's wearied steed. 249 MISS MARGARET DAVIDSON. With joyful cry and agile bound, The maiden sprang upon the ground, And clasp'd her father's neck around. And o'er and o'er again he press'd The rescued maiden to his breast, And gazed upon her features bright With frantic transports of delight. " My child ! my love ! my own Lenore . Come to thy father's heart once more, Nor fear that thou again shall be A living sacrifice for me ! But who preserved thee ? where didst thou Find refuge on that night, and how ?" Ker cheek with crimson blushes warm, She turn'd her eye on Erstein's form. " And by what title shall I bless ?" " Erstein !" He groan'd "Alas ! alas ! It is the very name, 'tis he Whom I have heap'd with injury ! A voice, too long a slighted guest, Once more is whispering in my breast ! And I will listen will obey ; How shall I all these wrongs repay ?" The youth's dark eye beam'd purest fire, And his quick pulses bounded higher. Oh let me, let me call thee sire !" The baron bent his wondering gaze Upon the speaker's beaming face ; The youth was at his feet^nis brow Was burning with a crimson glow, His lips were parted, and his cheek Fluah'd with the thoughts he could not speak, And his dark eye was raised above, With mingled glance of hope and love. He turn'd to Lenore, and her downcast eye, Her trembling frame, her heaving sigh, Her cheek, now flush'd, now deadly pale, In silence told the maiden's tale ! " My children be happy ! henceforth to your sire Shall your peace be his highest, his noblest desire ; He shall see you enjoy, with a rapture tenfold, Those affections he well nigh had barter'd for gold ! And sorrow's dark pinion shall shadow no more The loves of brave Erstein and fair Lenore." 1838. THE END. . UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L9-40m-7,'56(C790s4)444 Jd ? !5'13 Poetical re- 3&&1U maias__of_te- late lucretia PS 1^ D8A1U UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A A 000034965 4 Ul rU/r^> UNIVERV//