RACHEL. '*'. Miller, Printer, Noble Street, Cheapside. It A C H ]B IL . Us ked April 21,2817, by Tayhr a.7i3Ifc'sseifJ : 7&tJfr-<*-<&." " Oh, yes, pray do," cried Miss Jenkins, highly delighted to attract the attention of the 'Londoner 5 te for I am almost tired to death : 28 RACHEL. Miss Porter has done nothing but moralize this half hour." " Miss Porter moralizing ! " exclaimed Tomkins, scarcely able to repress a smile 5 ff may I inquire on what subject/* " It is not worth repeating," said Rachel, hastily 5 " I am sorry I have tired you, Miss Jenkins 3" and retiring from the window, she seated herself by Mrs. Simpson. Tomkins was disappointed : he had joined them with the hope of discovering something of Rachel's character 5 it appeared to him an extraordinary, though a disagreeable one, and he was fond of contemplating any thing that had oddity to recommend it : but he had no such intention towards Miss Jenkins; for he saw at once, that she was one of those common- place beings, known by the name of young ladies. No alternative, however, remained, and he was obliged to entertain his companion with such conversation as he thought most suitable to the occasion $ namely, a description of the last fashions, which, as he was not a very exact observer, and seldom remembered what he did observe, might have served nearly as well for the year 1700 j while Miss Jenkins, with a heart beating high with delight, cast a RACHEL. 29 look of triumph round the room. Her sisters pretended not to make any observations on the subject. Sophia bit her lip in silence, and Rachel chatted quietly With Mr. Clarkson. The tea service being at length removed, and the evening proving uncommonly fine, a walk round the grounds was proposed, and unani- mously agreed to. Miss Jenkins, who looked upon Tomkins as her property for the evening, passed her arm through his, with an assurance that would have done credit to the most finished fine lady about town. The deplorable ignorance of her neighbours was so great, that many had gone so far as to say, that Miss Jenkins's conduct was a disgrace to her family. Ignorant rus- tics! little did they imagine, that the manners they so much condemned were considered as marks of a genteel education, and had been purchased at a great expense at a London boarding-school. Tomkins, who was not a total stranger to such manoeuvres, though greatly surprised to find them so far removed from what he had always considered their proper sphere, sub- mitted with so good a grace, that he afforded no room for the lady to suppose he was not 30 RACHEL. perfectly delighted with her condescension 5 though, in fact, he was heartily tired of her company ; for Miss Jenkins having accidentally heard, that great confidence in one's own judgment was particularly disgusting in a female, had adopted a contrary course of beha- viour; and though every look and action plainly shewed she was at perfect peace with her own opinion, yet was she so amiably diffi- dent, that it was with great difficulty she could determine whether her tea was suffi- ciently sweet, without asking Tomkins's opi- nion : it was, therefore, scarcely possible to address her, without being tormented for an opinion on subjects so trifling as would scarcely admit of any $ and Tomkins, who had eagerly seconded the motion of the walk, in hopes of getting rid of this teasing companion, saw himself fixed for the evening, unless some un- expected circumstance released him. Sophia, the gentle, the interesting Sophia, was committed to the care of Clarkson, but Rachel was disengaged $ and disagreeable as he thought her, she would still have been a change : but the case was desperate, and ad- mitted of no remedy. The other Miss Jen- kins's walked with Rachel j the vicar and Mr. RACHEL. 31 Simpson talked of some parish business $ and the three elderly ladies discussed the affairs of their neighbours, that is to say, Mrs. Jenkins talked, and the others listened : but as silence is said to give consent, had the lady-orator been asked the question, she would undoubt- edly have said they all talked $ for though no one could have a more decided preference for the sound of their own voice, or bear the in- terruption of another with less patience, still, as she had more than once found the ill effects arising from the said propensity, she was al- ways willing to allow her friends the credit of contributing their share to the entertainment, that in case of an emergency she might have another pair of shoulders to assist in sustaining the burden. They had proceeded some time in this order, when a part of the grounds which was separated from the high road only by some pales, afforded an opportunity, to a poor sickly- looking woman, to solicit the party for alms* " Poor soul !" cried Miss Jenkins, shrink- ing behind Tomkins $ " do, pray, give her six- pence for me, and send her away." " I have surely seen her before/' said Mrs. Mason, interrupting Mrs. Jenkins in the most 32 RACHEL, Critical part of one of her choicest anecdotes : " tell me/* she continued, addressing the woman, " where do you live?" " At the other end of the village," was the reply. " Indeed !" said Mrs. Mason, " I am sur- prised " and suddenly checking herself, a faint blush overspread her countenance 5 yet it was not the blush of shame or anger it was occasioned by having been on the point of betraying how greatly the sorrows of her poorer neighbours concerned her ; and as she considered it a duty never to let the deeds of her right hand be known by her left/ she always most carefully guarded against the slightest appearance of ostentation. She was not, however, mistaken in supposing she had seen the woman before; few of the poor inhabi- sants were unknown to her, and her surprise was great that she had not heard of her mis- fortunes, She, however, made no remark on the circumstance; and Mrs. Simpson, having desired the woman to go round to the house, went to see her supplied with food, while the rest of the party walked on. " Do you not tbink," said Miss Jenkins, addressing her companion, " that sensibility RACHEL. 33 may be reckoned almost a misfortune to its possessor? I am sure/' she continued, with- out allowing him time to reply, " that I could not have questioned the poor woman in the manner Mrs. Mason did, for the world $ and, though I do not doubt but she intended to re- lieve her, yet I do not think any one has a right to take advantage of poverty, to gratify an idle curiosity." Miss Jenkins, who was as great a manager in her way as her mother, and intended this speech as an unquestionable evidence of the exquisite goodness of her heart, was greatly dis- appointed at the effect it produced ; for Tom- kins had marked the interest with which Mrs. Mason had inquired into the concerns of the woman $ and anger mingled with his con- tempt, at the artful sophistry which thus en^ deavoured, by giving a selfish motive to an act of pure benevolence, to draw praise upon itself. " Though I concur with you," said he, Miss Porter is quite right ! " exclaim- ed Miss Jenkins 5 " I am no judge, I assure youj but if you wish for a decision on their merits, let us apply to the gentlemen." " Do you consider, madam," said the vicar, " that a gentleman is always unwilling to say unpleasant things to the ladies, the conse- quence of which is, that as we never blame, we incur the charge of flattery $ pray reflect again ere you condemn us to a task of so much importance, as that of judging a lady's draw- ing." It was a custom of the Reverend Mr. Brown, whenever he had given utterance to any thing he thought satirical, upon what he termed the frivolities of women, to give notice of such notion by a hearty laugh, in which he expected his hearers to join $ but as it often happened that some did riot understand, and others did not relish his witticisms, he generally had his laugh to himself. While Miss Jenkins was in the act of re- plying, they were summoned to supper $ soon after which the party broke up and returned to their respective abodes. " I am glad we are at home again," said 42 RACHEL, Rachel, throwing herself with no very gentle shock into the first seat she came to 5 " I wish people would not invite me to meet Mr. Brown. I never can enjoy myself where he is j and what a prosing disagreeable man is that Tomkins !'* fr 1 did not think him so," said Sophia ; " you must allow him to be handsome, and you cannot dispute his being a gentleman." t( I am sure he scarcely spoke to me all day> and Clarkson was so intolerably sleepy, there was no getting a word out of him." " 1 am afraid you have not been entertain- ed, my dear ?' ' said Mrs. Mason. "Entertained!" repeated Rachel, " why, my dear aunt, I am almost tired to death with an account of Mary Jenkins's dog's tooth- ach. I wonder how people can talk such non- sense ! " " I am sorry to see, my dear Rachel/' said Mrs. Mason very gravely, " your constant in- clination to ridicule the conversation of your companions : why should you condemn, as nonsense, every subject that does not give you pleasure ! " " Do I complain without a cause?" de- manded Rachel. (< Could you desire a more ridiculous subject ? " RACHEL. 43 " I will not contend for the sense of such conversation/' returned Mrs. Mason ; " but little as you are accustomed to mix with the world, you must know the impracticability of always finding such discourse as would bear the test of criticism $ and even were such topics to be introduced, you would still be dissatisfied." " Most likely I should if I did not under- stand them," said Rachel, gnawing the finger of her glove. f< Why, then, object to what you do under- stand ? Believe me, Rachel, while you so ob- stinately persevere in such conduct, your com- pany will never be sought nor esteemed." " My dear aunt," interrupted Rachel, " I am perfectly contented to be despised and neglected, if they will but allow me a little peace." " Rachel, Rachel ! " said her aunt, with some asperity, " how often must 1 reprobate these sentiments ? However you may, by a mistaken notion, be led to suppose the con- trary, trust me they are by no means to be commended : an indifference to the opinion of the world should never be encouraged, So- ciety has a claim on every one, and on young 44 RACHEL. people particularly, which it is the neglect of an absolute duty to disallow. We are not authorised to live for ourselves alone, but to promote the welfare of others to the utmost of our abilities) which cannot be done while we consider their pursuits, their pleasures, and their sorrows, as matters of indifference, in which we have no concern : nor can such con- duct, selfish as it appears at first sight, prove otherwise than detrimental to our interests; for by rendering such a person an object of general dislike, it rends asunder every tie that should bind them to society, excludes them from the enjoyment of friendship, and, in short, constitutes a character which I hope I shall never see either of you attempt to imitate. For Sophia I have little fear : the vanity inhe- rent in every breast leads her, I am happy to observe, to endeavour to conciliate the esteem of her friends -, while you, actuated by the same principle, affect a roughness of exterior I should be well pleased to see laid aside." (f Indeed, madam," said Rachel, weary of an address, the substance of which she had heard a score times before, " however dis- agreeable I may be, and I dare say am, I must say you are not just to accuse me of af RACHEL. 45 fectation. You should remember I have never been at school to learn fine manners, as Miss Jenkins has." and experience had taught her, 72 RACHEL. that nothing so effectually tends to relieve the mind (let the cause of uneasiness be what it may) as employment. The extreme concern testified by Rachel had greatly surprised her. She had studied her character closely, and be- lieved she was perfectly acquainted with her disposition ; yet she had never before perceiv- ed any signs of extraordinary sensibility. She was, however, glad to hear her propose walk- ing, which, by changing the scene, would probably remove her vexation $ and therefore said, " I think you had better, but do not be late." The tone in which these words were ut- tered, plainly shewed she had not forgotten her last ramble. Rachel promised obedience 3 and happy in having succeeded in leaving the house without exciting suspicion, ran, without stopping, until she reached the cottage. So great was her hurry and trepidation when she entered, that she had nearlyinquired for her brother by his name j but, fortunately, recollecting herself, she sat down in the hope of learning from Sally what she dared not ask. The woman, however, seemed resolved not to satisfy her $ but harangued, for a considerable time, on the goodness of Mr. Simpson, the kindness of Mr. Tomkins, and RACHEL. 75 the generosity of her aunt, which had, she said, quite set them on their legs again. Never had Rachel heard the commendations of her friends with so little patience 5 at length, unable to endure this torrent of eloquence any longer, she asked, / if it was true that she had taken a lodger." This interrogatory effectually answered the purpose for which it was intend- ed : the poor woman instantly forgot the goodness, the kindness, the generosity of her friends, in her haste to give an account of her new inmate 5 and, after wondering how Miss Porter came to hear of him, she thus continued. f< I've a long tale to tell you about it, Miss : it's the most curious thing that ever happened, as you shall hear. The day after you was here, there came a fine gentleman, who said that he heard we had a room to let. I told him it was true, but that it was not good enough for him 5 but he would see it, and said it would do very well $ and here he has been ever since. I thought it was odd such a fine gentleman should take up with our place ; but it seemed as if he knew one's thoughts $ for he said the other day, that he was come into the country for his health, and as the town was so noisy, he thought he should be better here/' 74 RACHEL. " Does not so fine a gentleman give you more trouble than he is worth > " asked Rachel. " Lord love you, Miss ! no : he gives no trouble in life; for he walks about all day, and just comes home to his meals." " And is he out now ?" said Rachel, affect- ing curiosity : " I should like of all things to see him," ( ' Lauk a daisy, Miss ! " said Sally ; " he is out from morning to night, walking up and down by the toll-bar." This was enough for Rachel : she bade her humble friend farewell, and hastened to meet her brother. Probably Mrs. Burton suspected something from her abrupt departure, for she watched her out of sight 5 and having ascertained that she took the way to the high road a path directly contrary to the one which would lead her home she resumed her spinning; but whatever her thoughts might be, they were reserved for future explanation. Rachel soon found her brother; who no sooner saw her approaching than he hastened towards her, impatient to receive .the intelli- gence he doubted not she brought. " My good soul, I am very glad to see RACHEL. 75 you ! " cried he, grasping her hand, " I hope you have brought me good news, for I can't bear this life much longer : one might as well be locked up at once. I've not been treated with the sight of a decent phiz such an. age, that, positively, it is quite a relief to look at yours $ but come, you don't tell me the news ! haven't you heard from the old folks >" " I wish, Robert, you would be a little se- rious," said Rachel, mournfully $ " I have no good news for you, be assured." (< Halloo ! Rachel, are you going to sing a funeral dirge? because, hark'ye, I am not ready. Now," continued he, drawing out his pocket handkerchief, " you may begin 3 you know I like to do things in style." This was more than Rachel could bear. Few things could provoke her to tears 5 but the various sensations she had experienced during the day regret for Robert's impru- dence, sorrow for the anxiety of her parents, vexation at the conduct pursued by her aunt, and the agitation she had undergone in effect- ing this meeting had rendered her very unfit to cope with the high spirits of Robert, and she burst into tears. Robert was serious in a moment. " Good 76 RACHEL. Heavens, my dear Rachel ! " he exclaimed, in a tone of great concern,