:nia ,1 THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES A STRANGE RECORD A STRANGE RECORD By MOUNT HOUMAS Author of "A Tragic Contract," "A Dreamer's Harvest," etc. New York and Washington THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY 1908 \ To the Inmates of "STATEN" Barbados, W. I. In grateful remembrance of a very happy visit CONTENTS. Chapter. Page. 2 I Dr. Ethel Leon, 7 II The Gray Cottage, 20 >~ III The Evolution of Dr. Ethel Leon, 36 Si IV The Silly Boy, 62 V The Mediator, 76 VI A Cap Which Fitted Many, 90 VII What Time Did, 1 10 in VIII Further Developments, 126 g IX A Master Riddle, 148 X Seth's Mission, 160 XI A Gleam of Hope, 178 <5 XII Its Probing, , ; 195 XIII Wizard's Work, 209 ;> XIV Woodlands, 225 XV Addie, 239 XVI Till the Sea Gives Up Its Dead, 260 Lj Epilogue, 275 452 Copyright, 1908, by The Neale Publishing Company CHAPTER I DR. ETHEL LEON Dr. Ethel Leon sat in her neat office reading; Dr. Ethel Leon usually spent her office hours thus, and when the hours which her bright door-plate stated would find her at home were over, she, caring little for the social side of life, rambled all over the quaint old town of New Orleans, and / tried to school her impatient spirit into passivity. For Dr. Ethel Leon had been qualified two years, and, except two street accidents, occuring provi dentially in the near neighborhood of her sign, she had not met with any practice. She found her sex a terrible drawback in the profession she had elected to follow, and so keenly enjoyed; and the prejudice against a woman-doctor was a hundredx per cent, stronger in the South than in the North./ If it was gradually dying out, as many were fond of saying, and there really was a promising open ing for women in medicine, Ethel certainly failed to find it. She was probably the pioneer of the lady-doctors in New Orleans. Her active, confident spirit chafed at all that was offered to her even the two mites who had fallen to her share had been reluctantly submitted to her skilful ministrations, very palpably faute- 8 A STRANGE RECORD de-mieux, and had been consigned as quickly as possible to masculine supervision. She shrank from returning to her native North, in spite of its advantage of being less conservative; for the South claimed Ethel body and soul, and all her leanings were tropical. She was at Mrs. Rice's boarding-house, of whom she had rented, besides her bedroom, two extra rooms, as office and waiting-room respec tively; and Mrs. Rice had graciously permitted the display of the sign. Indeed Ethel, paying well as she did for all considerations and never grumbling, was regarded as an immense acquisition by the harassed boarding-house keeper. Besides, Mrs. Rice had grown to like the quiet, capable woman, whose reserve was so gentle and dignified that it appealed to your respect and awed away any thought of offence. And so had a great many others. As usual, Ethel had soon made many warm friends. Backed by them, she had boldly fought for several public appointments, but had been always utterly routed. And so the waiting game went on, the most soul-racking game that life can set us to play, and Ethel bore with it as best she could. After office hours one afternoon, Ethel went out to' "St. Roches" on one of her customary lonely excursions. She sat for a long time in the tiny, quaint chapel, and marveled over the strength of purpose, the patient perseverance, which had DR. ETHEL LEON 9 enabled one poor priest to build it unaided. St. Roche had vowed to build it himself as a thank- offering to God should his flock be spared from one of the terrible epidemics of by-gone days, and they had escaped; and he had kept his big vow, when so many little ones went under. Ethel felt her own sturdy will-power swell within her as she thought admiringly of the faithful priest; why shouldn't she achieve something big too? She felt strong enough, and willing enough, God knows ! She only wanted the opportunity. She looked at the tawdry images round the little altar, particu larly at a ghastly reclining image of the crucified Christ; at the cluster of crutches and other arti ficial supports left there by faith-healed cripples; at the numerous white strips of china bearing "Merci" in big black letters, which grateful bene ficiaries had hung round the altar walls; at the generous offering of candles, flickering and flutter ing in their tin receptacles before the small shrine ; and then she smiled and sighed. She felt rather sadly above it all sadly, because she was con scious that the ignorant superstitious hearts that left those pathetic tokens there were lighter ones than hers. It would be nice, she thought, to be able to kneel down confidently in that quiet spot, and pray for her coveted wide field of labor; and, after spending a few coins on candles and "Mercis" go away with the exhilarating belief that she would get what she had asked for ! She IO A STRANGE RECORD watched a few of the devout visitors, half cur iously, half tenderly ; and envied them their cheer ing faith. For a woman or two, a child or two, and a youth or two had strolled in severally during her long sojourn there; had knelt awhile, and crept away again. The gathering dusk warned Ethel that she, too, must go. The chapel stood in a small burial-ground, and she wandered round this before taking her reluc tant leave of the peaceful spot. She paused in a certain place said to have been the grave of a fair * young girl, whose desolate sweetheart had com mitted suicide upon it, and where afterward there ^jl/ sprang up a red-spotted clover to commemorate the tragedy. The grave had been trampled flat, but the blood-stained clover still flourished. Ethel plucked a specimen or two, wondering what natural explanation could account for its peculiar ity and so destroy the pretty romance and thus wondering betook herself home. Mrs. Rice's boarding-house was rather a faded and battered, but still stately looking red stone mansion in Prytania Street, possessing the usual plethora of verandas and galleries, and a good bit of garden. Indeed, it stood in the part of the "Crescent City" popularly known as the Garden Y^*^ District. In the good old days it had no doubt been the scene of much hospitality and many a revel, Ethel thought, as she traversed its wide and lofty hall and ascended the staircase to her room. V* 4* . o- t DR. ETHEL LEON 1 1 This latter was, as indeed were all the rooms, of a generous size and height, and its floor was covered by a cool, fresh-looking matting. It boasted of three French windows, now veiled by green shut ters, or jalousies, and opening on to a gallery. The room's big coolness and dimness were grate ful to Ethel, for the weather was glary and sultry. She looked longingly at the great mahogany bed stead enveloped in its snowy mosquito-netting, for she felt fagged in mind and body, with that tiredness and flatness of spirit that "nothing to do" mothers. But the dinner hour was fast approach ing, so she freshened herself up for it instead; and then throwing abck the shutters, she stepped on to the gallery. A big rocking-chair met her gaze invitingly, and she sank into it. Suddenly she said aloud to herself: "I don't think, I really don't think, that I can stand this much longer ! I feel less settled, less patient than ever and God knows I've suffered enough already that way ! But my enterprise is lively enough, at any rate. Now, Ethel, there is nobody else to consult wake up ! what shall we do?" The discordant clanging of the dinner-bell dis turbed her reflections. She descended at once, glad to put aside her unsatisfactory thoughts. The dining-room was a huge apartment, with four full-sized dining tables in it. The numerous boarders quickly assembled, and pleasant greet- 12 A STRANGE RECORD ings were exchanged. Ethel, after chatting with one or two awhile, took her place at a corner table, and immediately began to speculate over a letter before her in an unknown handwriting. As the lady and gentleman, husband and wife, who faced her, were absorbed in a subdued but evidently bit ter domestic difference, and the remaining three gentlemen were absorbed in their evening papers, and the youth beside her, having got there first, was completely absorbed by his soup, she felt it would rather be polite than otherwise to make her presence as little obtrusive as possible by becoming absorbed, in her turn, in her puzzling letter. So she opened it, and read it. It was from a good friend, although he had not had occasion to write to her before. Mr. Keystone was a jolly, hot-tempered, kind-hearted West Indian, who had settled in New Orleans long ago. The summer following Ethel's advent South, he had spent some three months at Mrs. Rice's, during the absence of his family at the sea side, when his own handsome residence had been closed; and he and Ethel had quickly become the best of friends. On the return of his family, Ethel had been introduced to them speedily; and now she was in the habit of spending many a pleas ant evening at their house, when her loyal host would pour into her eager ears various fascinating accounts of the Carribean Isles. He was a native of St. Kitts, and having left DR. ETHEL LEON 13 no ties there, had never returned; but he retained a vivid recollection of his native isle and of many of her sister islands, and was excessively fond of descanting on their many beauties and delights. His letter now informed Ethel that his old family physician was just dead (which she knew), and it proceeded to ask her oh, wonder of wonders! oh, boon of boons! would she kindly supply his place? A little patient was awaiting her skill; if she would please to look in that evening. Ethel left the dining-room as soon as she could manage it. Her own room gained, she put Mr. Keystone's letter to her lips out of pure gratitude and delight. She was soon ready for the street and on her way. This would no doubt lead to other things ! she had reached the turning of the long lane, and it had burst before her at the very moment she was thinking of turning back. She scolded herself fiercely for her impatience it might have cost her this splendid chance! Mr. Keystone had a troop of children, and a feeble wife, and a wide circle of friends. Ethel was ex ultant. And thus brightly did her third year as M. D. open. But as the year grew, disappointment and un rest stole back upon her. They developed rapidly, although her piece of luck had failed to do so. The little Keystones were rather an exasperatingly healthy lot, and their rare ailments were of a piti fully simple description. Their mother proved 14 A STRANGE RECORD alas! one of those purely fanciful invalids, who nursed her imaginary woes with unfailing relish; and thus she offered nothing worthy of Ethel's scientific turn of mind, besides irritating her ter ribly. And last, but by no means least, Mr. Key stone's numerous friends showed no disposition whatever to take up the lady-doctor profession ally and afford her employment. So Ethel's te dious waiting and lonely introspective rambling went on, while her hope and endurance died by leaps and bounds. One afternoon, feeling particularly down hearted, and remembering that everything is a matter of comparison, she turned her steps toward the old Royal Hotel, which was at that time in disuse, and penetrated to the lower rotunda, which in the days gone by had been one of the most popu lar old slave auction marts. The usual youth in his shirt-sleeves appeared to do the honors of the place, but Ethel gave him a tip and begged to be left to think it all out alone, and he fell in with her view with alacrity. The dismal spot had been built round, and over, but its individuality had been respected, and the names of the auctioneers were still to be seen and read on its walls. There were, too, the grim iron railings behind which the unfortunate slaves used to be clustered. Ethel went and looked in at the enclosed space, and tried to imagine a little, just a little, of the desperate hopes, the ghastly fears, the agonizing DR. ETHEL LEON 15 suspense that dreary cage had once encompassed. What were her own worries in comparison ? They receded in shame at the thought. Before the rail ings was the little platform, all grimed and worn, on which the slaves had been put up at auction. Ethel stepped on to it, and walked round it. What injustice and brutality had not those crumbling boards seen ! Her vivid imagination pictured a father, a mother, and a child placed severally upon it, and sold to different merciless masters sold like the lower order of beasts, in spite of a human soul, human feelings, and human intelligence, merely because their skin was black! She stepped down and examined the large iron safe standing near, and cloaked in Time's red rust, which had held the blood-money. She wondered at the long respect shown to its fast-closed door, and tried to guess what secrets it might still hold. And then she walked away to study an old wooden bar, stained and chipped, and battered and black ened the identical old bar across which the slave- dealers were served with drinks when their ne farious business was over. On her way home, having plenty of time on her hands, she strolled into a building containing relics of the civil war. She had the good luck to meet there a slender, stately, white-haired Confed- V erate officer, with a pathetic quaver in his voice, who courteously showed her round, and conde scended to tell her many little anecdotes of the 1 6 A STRANGE RECORD war. Ethel looked at the collected mementoes of the Confederacy with interest, they were care fully and artfully displayed, and she listened to her guide with due attention and respect; but, somehow, it all failed to appeal to her. Its im- pressiveness, to her, paled before the simple, humble, untouched tragedy of the old slave- market. She was very fond of exploring the French quarter of the town, and had made herself ac quainted with all its show-places. The King's house, which had sheltered the unfortunate, ad venturous Louis Phillipe, and the famous haunted house she had frequently visited. At this last place, not to her surprise but rather to her disap pointment, nothing extraordinary had appeared to her. It would not have been exactly pleasant to have been treated to a sight of the favorite ghost, the slave-child, running round and round the roof and jumping into space, as she had done in life, when pursued by the fiend-woman whose hobby was the murdering of her slaves still, it would have been an experience, and the monotony of Ethel's life rather craved experiences of any kind. Occasionally she went to the two close-lying pleasure resorts, but her favorite excursions were to the most retired parts of the parks and of the levee, which walled out the murky Mississippi, when she could muse and wander unobserved, and DR. ETHEL LEON 1 7 where the general silence and peacefulness were conducive to the thinking out of her future. But she was long in coming to a decision, be cause she couldn't see that a change would benefit her in any way: it would, no doubt, be the same old story over again. The winter gaieties of New Orleans, the balls connected with the brilliant mummeries of Mardi Gras, Ethel did not go in for; but she was fond of the theaters, and went regularly. Indeed, the chum of her nurse's career, which career had pre ceded her going in for the M. D., Nurse Ken- worthy, used to tell her she had mistaken her vo cation, and should take to the boards. This be cause of Ethel's former clever and perfect mimicry of the doctors and pompous visitors to the hos pital, in the intervals when she had been off duty. She was at the theatre one night with Miss Ken- worthy, the latter's brother, and a friend of his, witnessing an extravagant musical farce, of which the leading woman's part was admirably played by a man. "How splendidly that man takes off a woman !" Nurse Kenworthy remarked, as the curtain de scended on the first act. "I declare the deception is perfect. See what sufficient painstaking can ac complish ! I wish the women would learn to per sonate a man as well and most of them could, I am sure, if they'd only take the trouble, consider I 8 A STRANGE RECORD every detail, as he has. But a woman's man is al ways so frankly absurd, and she is satisfied with it! There are the Keystones in that box, Ethel, bringing their opera-glasses to bear upon you. They do you credit they all look blooming. What a pretty little thing Mrs. K. is ! But spoiled and affected, I'll go bail, eh?" She turned to look inquiringly at her silent friend. Ethel's face had grown very white, and there was a strange glitter in her eyes. "Yes, yes!" she replied absently, and, following her friend's indicative fan, acknowledged the Keystones' greeting. "Aren't you well, Ethel?" asked Miss Ken- worthy, studying her curiously. "No," was the slow answer, "I don't feel quite myself just now. But but it's nothing it will pass. Don't take any notice." "Still, let us go. You look regularly done up. You'll feel better out of this." "No, no! The play will soon be over. Don't let us make any disturbance." The gentlemen added their entreaties to Miss Kenworthy's, but Ethel was adamant. "I'm not going to faint," she assured them, "I promise you, and I want to see the end of the play. I'm better already. There ! Look ! The curtain is going up." But when she reached the keenly craved solitude of her room that night, Ethel feverishly tossed DR. ETHEL LEON 19 aside her outdoor wraps, and sinking into the chair before her writing-table, dropped her arms and head down upon it. The night deepened, and grew old, and still she sat there, oblivious of time and surroundings, lost in a furiously pulsing course of thought. It was in the very early hours of the morning that, with a great sobbing sigh, she awoke from her long trance of thought, and staggered to her feet. She felt stiff and chilled, and she began to tremble violently. "I am not going to be ill, I hope," she mur mured to herself, as she proceeded to disrobe. "111! What? At this time of all others no, not if I can help it, not if I can help it!" She approached the dressing table to put out the gas, and her reflection in the mirror struck her. "No!" she said confidently, as she gazed long at the steady luminous eyes reflected there, "I'm not going to break down now, thank God! But I've struggled so long in the darkness, it's it's only natural I should be a little dazzled, a little shaky, now the light has come!" CHAPTER II THE GRAY COTTAGE "Mrs. Rice," said Ethel the next morning, as she followed that lady into her private sitting- room after breakfast, "can you spare me a few minutes now? I won't detain you long." "Certainly, Doctor. With pleasure. Sit down. Now what can I do for you?" The Doctor sat down, and immediately pro ceeded to open the campaign. "You can do nothing for me, thank you, Mrs. Rice," she began. "But I wanted to tell you as soon as possible for your greater convenience that I am thinking of leaving you and setting up housekeeping on my own account." Mrs. Rice was certainly startled by the news, and gave a little gasp. "Well now! You do surprise me!" she ejacu lated. "Are you might I ask if if " It was not easy to question Ethel, and Mrs. Rice, in spite of her strong curiosity on the subject, paused. "If what, Mrs. Rice?" Ethel asked encourag ingly. "If you are going to to be married?" faltered that lady, wildly casting about in her mind as to whom the gentleman could possibly be! THE GRAY COTTAGE 21 Ethel burst into laughter. "Oh, no!" she said as soon as she could speak. "Not that, Mrs. Rice, not that! I don't wonder at your surprise now. How could you take up such a ridiculous notion regarding a staid old maid like me? Why, I'm in my thirty-seventh year, and old for that." It began to dawn on Mrs. Rice that her sur prise was not complimentary, and she at once com menced to put things right with all due tact. "Well, I always thought you were a bit above it," she said readily and craftily, as she studied in silent disparagement the strong, plain face and long, thin figure before her; "that nothing com monplace would suit you!" And even as she spoke she recalled complacently her own comfortable humdrum married life, and secretly pitied the dis contented, unclaimed blessing before her. "Perhaps it is a bit above me," insinuated Ethel amusedly, her jdark face lighting up merrily. Mrs. Rice privately thought it was, "There's nothing of a wife or mother about her!" was her disparaging mental comment, but, of course, she replied promptly, "No, no! No, indeed!" as she fingered the little adornments about her matronly form and avoided looking at the object of her pity. "No," continued Ethel, "my reason for wishing to leave you has nothing to do with romance, it is a purely business one." 22 A STRANGE RECORD Doubts as to the cause of this decision instantly assailed Mrs. Rice. "Aren't aren't you quite comfortable, Doc tor?" she stammered. "I'm sure I've tried my best to make you so. If there's anything wrong, just tell me, and we'll soon put it right. I should be awfully sorry to lose you. After so long too!" "Now don't you run away with any such idea," returned Ethel warmly. "Believe me, there is nothing whatever for you to worry over. You've just made me as comfortable as a queen, and you can't be more sorry to lose me than I am to go. I shan't be half as comfy on my own hook, but I think it is best to try." "Oh," said Mrs. Rice, but half convinced. "Well, I don't see why." "My reasons are many and various," returned Ethel patiently, "but I won't bore you with them, since they in no way reflect on your admirable es tablishment. They are absolutely personal." There was no getting behind this: Mrs. Rice was obliged to dismiss her curiosity and let her regrets have full play. "Well, I suppose I've got to make up my mind to it, Doctor," she sighed, "but I hate the thought of your going. You're just like one of the family now, and a favorite with everybody. We shan't quickly fill your place." "Thank you, Mrs. Rice. You're very good. I hope you'll get in somebody a great deal better THE GRAY COTTAGE 23 and brighter. I'm sure you will it will be so easy!" Mrs. Rice shook her head, and inquired sadly when the Doctor intended to leave. "Well, if I may, I'd like to stay on here until I find a suitable cottage," said Ethel. "I don't know of one yet. But I mean to begin to look about me to-day." "We shall be only too glad to have you as long as we can," graciously responded Mrs. Rice. "And if I can be of any use to you in the way of furnishing or getting help, just let me knew." Ethel expressed her acknowledgments and the interview closed. So all Ethel's leisure was now given up to house-hunting, and the show places of the Cres cent City knew her no more. With many a bitter smile she still rigorously kept her office hours, and those about her often spoke admiringly of her pa tient attention to the business which never came. They marveled too that she should be so bent on attaining it, for they all knew her to be a woman of means and position, with family connections and heaps of friends, and it naturally seemed to them that she could have spent her time far more agreeably. She pursued her house-hunting with the same perseverance, however, but it was some days before she met with exactly her requirements. This was a lonely little cottage on the outskirts of the town, and it completely filled her eye. It had 24 A STRANGE RECORD been advertised in the newspaper, and Ethel, be fore calling at the given address for the key, had gone to have a look at its surroundings. It faced a vacant lot, and there was a vacant lot on each side of it, and one behind; thus it was not over looked, although there were houses, straggling here and there within five minutes' walk of it. It was a recently laid out section, which was just be ginning to be built upon. The tiny cottage was quite new, and painted a delicate gray. Its little garden, boasting of a few shrubs and bushes, was enclosed by a wooden paling some three feet high, painted to match. Ethel noted the bell placed on the gate according to the New Orleans custom; then she opened the gate, and mounted the two steps to the porch. She tried to peep through the two shuttered windows on each side of the door, and then took a turn or two on the little porch. As she did so she looked about her earnestly and thought hard. "Yes," she murmured to herself, suddenly paus ing. It's a little too rural, not to say desolate, for all ordinary purposes, and" as her eyes rested on the rough, unpaved roads "would prove de cidedly swampy in wet weather, I am sure. But, as it is, I think, if I may have you, little gray cot tage in the bulrushes, you'll do!" She leaned on the railing of the porch, and ran her forefinger caressingly along its top. Then, rousing herself, THE GRAY COTTAGE 25 she went swiftly to interview the landlady and get the key. The landlady proved to be a humble, elderly widow of ample proportions and garrulous tongue. She was attired in one of those remarkable gowns, much favored by the modest Southern matrons throughout the day, although in appearance more suggestive of the privacy of one's own chamber and the night a gown which was confined at the neck and nowhere else, and flowed in straight ample folds to the feet. It certainly was not neat, neither could it be said to be artistically careless, indeed there was nothing at all pretty about it but it looked so comfortable ! And Mrs. Lith was so unconscious of it! Ethel studied the fat, pale, placid face of the wearer, and the lilac sprigs on the white calico of which the wrapper was composed, with equal in terest, as she gave a brief account of herself and her wants to her amiable listener. Mrs. Lith couldn't have received a prospective tenant with more cordial confidence in her suitability, and, lest Ethel might feel any misgivings upon the subject, she began as soon as possible to glaze over the weak point of the cottage namely, its loneliness. She little guessed what a strong point that was to her smiling auditor. "Bless you! It will soon be all built up! and be a nice section of the city, too. And you'll grow 26 A STRANGE RECORD up with it, and have it all your own way. I reckon that's your idea, now, ain't it?" "Yes," said Ethel absently. "Quite right too. Nothing like being the only pebble on the beach to start with no matter how ,many just like come afterward, you're distinct Vfrom 'em and atop of 'em. They're bound to feel it. And now, see, I'm in luck for Mr. Menson, who don't hardly know what to do with his dol lars, is agoing to build a big, grand house right opposite mine; and two rich people own the lots on each side of me, and they ain't agoing to run up any shanties I reckon ! I tell you the cottage is a bargain at $20 a month!" "You built on a lucky spot, it seems," Ethel re marked, as the landlady paused. "I just did, Miss I beg pardon, Doctor. And my cottage won't disgrace it neither. It's small; but it's neat and well built, and convenient. My husband left me that bit of land, and I said I wouldn't build on it until I could put up something good and I've kept my word, as you'll see. You'll look it over of course. Here's the key then. Now just let me know if there's anything wanting to your mind, and I'll try to meet you in all that's reasonable." Ethel thanked her, and strolled back to the cot tage, amused over the unnecessary formality of which she was the victim. Had the interior pre sented every known inconvenience and disadvant- THE GRAY COTTAGE 27 age, Ethel would still have rented that cottage. But it would not do to awaken the smallest sus picion. So she unlocked the door, and wandered through the little rooms, scanning them with a whimsically critical eye. The widow's ideas and tastes and hers did not always blend, but never theless Ethel murmured contentedly as she passed from room to room: "Never mind, never mind, you'll do, you'll do ! Now I wonder if a tenant was ever so thoroughly and so easily pleased before?" When she thought she had spent the time ex pected of her for investigation, she returned to Mrs. Lith, and expressed her approval of the cot tage in warm terms. The landlady was delighted. If a tenant had been a little long in coming, at least she had secured one worth waiting for so easy-going and appreciative! "I would like to take the cottage by the month," said Ethel, "and, as I don't want to bother about references, here's a month's rent in advance in lieu of them. That and my professional standing will do, I suppose?" "Oh, yes ! I'll just write you the receipt." She did so, and as she put it into her new tenant's hand she looked her over proudly. "So you're a doctor!" she softly ejaculated. "Well, now, you're the first lady-doctor I've seen. I reckon, as you've taken my cottage, you can have 28 A STRANGE RECORD me for a patient. You look as if you knew some thing." Ethel laughingly expressed her gratitude. "And see here!" cried Mrs. Lith, as Ethel was turning away, after shaking hands. "If I can be of any help to you in getting settled, you look in and let me know." "Thank you very much, I will." Thus the bargain was concluded, and Ethel went on her way. She communicated her discovery to Mrs. Rice without delay. The latter, having a thorough knowledge of New Orleans and its out lying parts, immediately inquired the location of the cottage. "Why, Doctor, you've gone out into the wild erness!" "Not a bit of it!" returned Ethel cheerily. "Plenty of houses and people within a few minutes' walk of me, and my view is warmly seconded by my landlady I shall grow up with the place and have everything my own way." "Well, I suppose there is something in that," conceded Mrs. Rice. "But won't you feel it too lonely at first? I should be scared myself to live there all alone?" "Scared?" retorted Ethel. "Not I! I never felt scared in my life, and it's too late, I am afraid, for me to cultivate that pretty, appealing emotion. As for being lonely oh, Mrs. Rice, I am too fond of my own company !" THE GRAY COTTAGE 29 "I believe you are. But you're so pleasant and friendly too! Well now, I suppose you'll be aw fully busy for a while packing up your things here and fixing up the cottage?" "Yes; for a day or two." "Let me help you furnish, Doctor," urged Mrs. Rice, with all a woman's ready delight in such matters. "I'm sure my knowledge of the stores and of housekeeping will be of some help to you." "Many, many thanks, my good friend," re turned Ethel, and her tone was grateful, although her eyes were averted and her face suddenly a little pale and set; "but I couldn't think of troubling you your time is too valuable. Be sides, although I don't for a moment doubt that you could help me very much, I'm a little jealous and proud in such matters, and I want you to see, perhaps, the result of my own entire taste and man agement. I don't want you or any of my friends, really, to come near me until I'm quite settled and then " "And then you'll have a house-warming, I ex pect," said Mrs. Rice, with a sympathetic smile, and burying her disappointment over the furnish ing. "And then I expect there'll be a house-warm ing," murmured Ethel, rubbing her face with her hands. "And about help?" queried Mrs. Rice. "I've heard of all I want through friends," 30 A STRANGE RECORD vaguely answered Ethel. Then she braced herself up, and bending down gave Mrs. Rice a friendly kiss. "No, you kind soul," she added, "there's nothing you can do but let me, as the canny Scot says, 'gang my ain gait.' ' "She's real independent and real reserved," Mrs. Rice muttered to herself as Ethel turned away. "But she's real sweet, too." In three days Ethel's preparations were com plete. Very early on the morning of the fourth day the expressman called according to arrange ment, and took away her neatly packed trunks. After a short interval Ethel descended into the hall, ready for the street. In the hall she found Mrs. Rice and her boarders, assembled in expec tation of the ever-welcome breakfast-bell. She took leave of them in turn, beginning with Mrs. Rice, with her usual grace and tact. She looked peculiarly pale and grave, and her eyes had an anxious, worried expression, which they did not fail to notice. But they concluded that she was troubled over her discouraging prospects, so made no comment, but good-naturedly confined them selves to giving her a cheery send-off. So there was much brightness and joking mixed up with the reluctant farewells to the old close association, and many references to their pleasurable anticipations in her first house-warming. "Yes, we'll keep away until you give us the THE GRAY COTTAGE 31 hint," they cried, "and then we shall expect you to surprise us, Doctor." "All right," returned Ethel, with a slow smile. "Perhaps I shall." "A bientot then." "A bientot, mes amis." "But why so early, Doctor?" urged Mrs. Rice, as Ethel turned to go. "Do have some breakfast first. It will be ready in a few moments now." "No, thanks, I've had my delicious cup of early coffee, Mrs. Rice, and it's worth a meal any day. Besides, Canal Street quickly fills after breakfast, and I want to get some shopping done before the stores are crowded." So with a wave of her hand Ethel hurried off on her quest. She made several simple purchases, and one difficult one, that severely tried her nerve, although outwardly she carried off the situation admirably. She made a great point of having her purchases sent to their destination at once; and then, after investing in a tiny lunch-basket, which she filled with a few wholesome and sustaining nec essaries, and carried off on her arm, she betook herself to her lonely little domicile. The cottage would have caused a severe shock to any of her friends had they entered with her. She thought this, with a grim smile, as she glanced about her. For the stillness was not broken by the sound of a servant of any description, no cov ering of any sort hid the bareness of the floors, 32 A STRANGE RECORD and not a stick of furniture showed itself any where. There was no maid to attend, no bed to sleep in, no pots and pans to cook with, not even a chair to sit upon ! Ethel stepped to the end of the diminutive hall, where a single step led down into the little kitchen, and sitting down on this precious little rest-affording step, threw aside her outdoor adornments. Then she leaned back com fortably against the friendly supporting wall, and, opening her basket, prepared to recuperate herself, pending the arrival of her purchases. So she munched away leisurely at the delicate egg-sand wiches, and sipped the sweet new milk with which she had provided herself; and meanwhile gave her tired body, mind, and nerves a much-needed rest. Half an hour passed, and then the gate-bell clanged. Ethel started up eagerly, and hurried to the door. Her purchases would, too, have occa sioned a mere on-looker no litttle surprise. The first things to arrive were a plain but good mirror, about two and a half feet square; a good-sized lamp, and some oil, a strong pair of candle-sticks, and a box of candles; a small but sturdy square table, with a lower shelf; and a cane folding lounging-chair. She took these, one by one, from the boy, at the door, and carried them herself into the little front room on the right. Then she watched the boy re-enter the cart which had brought him, and drive away. Closing and re- THE GRAY COTTAGE 33 locking the door, she entered the little room where her purchases stood, shrouded in their paper wrap pers. She freed them from these, and carried the waste paper into the kitchen. Returning to the room, she set the mirror on the little low mantel-shelf, as securely as possible, and placed a candle-stick, decorated with a candle, on each side of it. She drew up the table to the inner corner of the hearth, filled the tall lamp, and put it on it. Then she opened out the chair by it, and surveyed the whole effect with satisfaction. Now a mirror, a lamp, candles, a chair and table are not, of course, unusual articles in house furnishing, especially the lamp and candles, where, as in this instance, the domicile did not boast of gas; but they look strange unsupported by such essentials as would ordinarily have been put in first, and were conspicuous by their absence. However, it was all right to Ethel. She reclined in the chair until the rest of her purchases made their appear ance in due course, and completed the scenario. There were several in number and various in size, and were very carefully unpacked and dis posed of. Indeed, Ethel busied herself amongst them for some little time. Then she had a frugal lunch, and afterward became absorbed in various books and pamphlets which she took from the small hand-bag she had also brought with her. At last the welcome dusk came on, and Ethel went 34 A STRANGE RECORD about the house, carefully making all as dark and snug as possible. That done, she lit the lamp and candles, and drew near the mirror. She raised her hands to her throat, and cast aside the dainty fem inine neck-wear which embellished it. Then she let down her splendid hair. She plunged her hands into its thick masses, and resting her elbows on the edge of the mantle-shelf, studied her face re lentlessly in the gleaming surface of the looking- glass. It was colorless and strained looking; but, breaking through this, overshadowing it, was the old indomitable courage, resolution, and confi dence of the stern eyes and mouth. "What was it Etta said?" she whispered to her reflection, thereby raising a transitory cloud on the shining mirror. "That I shouldn't be satisfied until I had murdered some one? Yes, that was it, I am sure. I can hear her say it now. Dear, pretty, thoughtless, winsome, laughing Ettie! How goes the old proverb? 'Many a true word spoken in jest.' Ah, yes, yes! This shall be one, little sister." She suddenly clasped her hands around her throat, and vindictively apostrophized the white, strained face looking back at her. "True ! Yes, yes ! For Ethel Leon, you rank fail ure, you useless encumbrance of this busy, over crowded old world; you pitiful, helpless, contempt ible thing you shall die, you shall die! So good- by, Countess of Kilburne, good-by, Mrs. Seth Lo- mack, good-by dear little Ad ! It wrings my heart THE GRAY COTTAGE 35 to say it, but I must I can't see my way other wise! Besides, you're all happy and well looked after you don't need me. You'll wonder and worry a bit. . . .I'm sorry to have to make you! .... then you'll forget ! And forgive, too, I hope." Two great tears splashed their way down her cheeks, quickly followed by one more. "There's a tear for each of you," she said. Then she laughed softly, and deftly went to work. CHAPTER III THE EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON One October Saturday afternoon, some nine , years previous, Ethel Leon was sitting by the win dow of the front parlor of her handsome home in Brooklyn, gazing idly into the pretty, shady, quiet street; and Seth Lomack was sitting close by her, vainly trying to rivet her attention on his boyish adoration of her. His fair, smooth face was flushed, his big blue eyes were sparkling; and he ran a small white hand every now and then ner vously through his light, curly hair. "You ought to have been there," he anxiously reiterated. "When you refused to let me escort you, I concluded some other fellow had been more lucky. You said, you know, when I asked you if you were going, you hadn't made up your mind. I'd never have gone otherwise. I felt regularly sold, when your sisters told me you weren't there. Why didn't you go, Miss Leon? A charity ball, too!" "Oh, I bought tickets," she protested in her rather full, deep voice, and giving him a fleeting glance and smile, the underlying charm of which subtly thrilled him, "and I gave them away to people who couldn't afford the price and who EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 37 could enjoy what it purchased. Such gatherings have no charm for me." "But your presence there would have charmed other people," he admonished her. "You should be more unselfish." "My presence!" She peeped into a small hand- painted mirror which decorated a portion of the wall at her side, and laughed mockingly at the dark, plain, strong face it reflected a face full of intelligence, power, and latent tenderness, but possessing no vestige even of ordinary grace or prettiness. In fact, there was nothing ordinary about her. "Beauty isn't everything," Seth murmured sen- tentiously. "True, oh, Solomon !" she laughingly returned. "But it's a very great deal to most people, and it's singularly potent too. It smiles reason into silence, and it leads judgment by the nose, and it covers all short-comings more thoroughly and gracefully than even Charity itself. Painters don't suffer it to die, nor do novelists allow its all-swaying pow ers to be forgotten." "Come!" he objected. "Our most interesting heroines of fiction are not beautiful. Beckie Sharp isn't, nor Jane Eyre, nor Marian Halcome." "No, you are right, Seth, as far as you go. And, mind you, I'm not coveting beauty, I'm merely stating facts. I like facts, I have a very sincere respect for them; they may hurt sometimes, but 38 A STRANGE RECORD they help always. Of course, I'd a million times prefer Beckie Sharp's cleverness, or Jane Eyre's principles, or Marian Halcome's resolution to what shall I say? the physical loveliness of Lydia Gwilt." He laughed. "You are not unlike Marian Halcome," he as serted tenderly. "You have her dark, clever, gypsy face; her tall, fine figure " "I'm too thin, much too thin," she interrupted. "Well, I like thinness." "But that doesn't make it beauty, or in keeping with dear Wilkie Collins's description of Marian Halcome's magnificent proportions." "Well, at any rate, you have her self-reliance and her intolerance of all pretense. I shouldn't dare to glaze over the truth in your presence." "That's right. I like you because you don't dare." "I wish you'd do more than like me," he urged with sudden desperation. "Won't you try, Ethel, try real hard? You know I've loved and admired you ever since we were school-mates. You must know it? It's always been so genuine and so frank on my part!" "Yes," she said sadly. "I know it. But it's useless and distressing to talk of it, Seth. You must know that for I've been always frank and honest too, haven't I?" "Yes. But I must go on! It's a tremendous EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 39 cheek on my part to press it, but if you'd only be come engaged to me, Ethel, I'd wait any time, make you any concession all I ask is permission to try and deepen your liking into love; and that permission would make my life a veritable dream of Paradise. Come! Give it me!" "Why, I'm two years older than you, Seth!" she remonstrated. "Twenty-seven! That is to say, I am ten years older than you and shall be withering when you're in the height of your bloom! Ugh! Think of it!" "Nonsense! Let me see if I can teach you to love me, Ethel, in spite of the cheek of the thing. Be generous! Come!" He held out his hands to her. She turned and took them with steady gentleness and sympathy. "It isn't cheek at all, dear Seth," she said, meet ing his pleading eyes with calm earnestness; "but it's generous folly, old friend. I simply could not do it ! I was clearly not created for that sort of thing." She withdrew her hands and held them up for his inspection ; they were large, broad and power ful, for all their feminine whiteness and trimness. "Look at them!" she cried. "Look at my hands, Seth. They were never meant for pretty, fiddling household duties and dainty embroideries in my leisure moments. Any more than my big masculine mouth was meant for kisses and to give vent to domestic sentiment and social tittle tattle. 4O A STRANGE RECORD The monotonous routine of seeing you off in the morning, ordering the meals, scolding the ser vants, gossiping to my friends, welcoming you home again, and sitting meekly under your adoring eyes while I coyly played with some needlework, would quickly plait itself into a rope which would strangle me. There are, I believe, women spe cially created for such a necessary existence pretty, soft, clinging creatures, who do the part well and happily. Seek one of them, Seth, and, in this light, forget and forgive me." "What were you made for?" he asked sulkily. She looked at her hands again and laughed. "I really don't know, Seth. For plenty of physical and mental hardship, I think; I feel so strong and energetic, and so boldly ready and anxious to cope with it. How I would enjoy a fight that would prove me of some worth, and so make life seem worth living. A good, bracing, mettlesome contest. Ah, there's nothing like it! I ought to have been a man, Seth; I might have gone out to seek it then I ought to have been a man!" "Certainly, there is nothing weak or little about you," he conceded. "But then you're such a splendid woman!" "No, Seth, I'm a failure as a woman a rank, hopeless failure. What should absorb me as one of the gentler sex can't even command my honest liking." She stared frowning into the street. EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 4! "And yet you accomplish a woman's duties so well," he remonstrated. "I have seen and studied you as a patient companion to a rather fretful, un- sympatheic step-mother, as a tireless guardian and playmate to two spoiled and wilful half-sisters, and as a nurse and comforter in your good fath er's last illness. You left nothing to be desired, Ethel." "Oh, of course," she quickly returned, in a touched, softened way, and the brightness of her fine dark eyes as she turned them on him was blurred as usual at the reference to her father. "Of course, I have a certain amount of proper ad miration and appreciation for a woman's duties, and can cope with them when they fall my way but they don't satisfy me. I'm disgracefully con ceited and ambitious, Seth, and I want something quite out of the ordinary to struggle with and master!" She finished quietly, but with a strong underly ing enthusiasm, which only showed itself out wardly in her gradually brightening eyes and in the impulsive touch of her capable hand as she laid it in frank appeal to his understanding and sympathy, on his arm:. He took it and kissed it, and she drew it impatiently away. "Well," he returned crossly, "I suppose you want me to wish you all kinds of strange and suc cessful adventures, but I shan't! I'm delighted," he added vindictively, "that there's nothing else 42 A STRANGE RECORD for you to do but to put up philosophically with this." And he gave an affectionate look around him. She did not answer him, and there was a far away look in her averted eyes. "Now, if Mr. Leon were alive," Seth pursued, "there would be no room for this restlessness and vague ambition, would there?" She responded at once. "No, no!" she murmered hurriedly, as if in pain. "He needed me, and I loved him, as I ever shall, first and best!" "Needed you!" Seth ejaculated. "I should rather think so! If he had had a hundred wives, a thousand daughters, a million servants, he would have needed you." "Yes," she assented; "we were thoroughly at tuned to each other." "But Mr. Leon has been dead now over two years, Ethel, and it is only quite recently that you have exhibited this fever of discontent with your lot." "Ah, you don't know, Seth," she pathetically returned, "how long it takes to throw off the par alyzing shock of such a blow, to realize that things are still running in their accustomed groove, and the threads of life waiting to be picked up again ! We are only beginning now to awaken to these facts." Ethel said we, but she might have said /, with EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 43 greater truth and less generosity; for the pretty little buxom widow was already thinking of throwing her Helpless, clinging self at the uncon scious head of one of her late husband's old friends, and her daughters were completely ab sorbed in their first taste of society, with all the enthusiasm and adaptability of their twin seven teen years. "Yes," Seth said softly; "I see, I understand. It was a thoughtless speech of mine. But, although he has gone, Ethel, he has left others. He loved your step-mother and half-sisters very much." "Oh, yes! Yes, indeed!" "And I once heard you say that any one he cared for who claimed your consideration could never be ignored. Don't they need it now?" "I don't think so," she said slowly. "I don't feel that they have any very deep affection for me, and they certainly have no sympathy with me. In fact, I don't think they understand me at all." "Perhaps not. But Mrs. Leon relies on you greatly, and so do Ettie and Addie. They de pend tremendously on your judgment and resolute energy, rather lacking these qualities themselves if I' may be rude." "Yes, there is something in that. But a truce to this seriousness. Let's be frivolous, Seth, by way of a healthy change. Tell me how my half- sisters looked last night?" 44 A STRANGE RECORD "Very pretty," he said absently. "They were much admired." "I was sure they would be," she continued brightly. "I can never make up my mind whether I admire Henrietta's glowing, piquante brunette- ness, or Adelaide's classical fairness, the more?" "Oh, Etta's the prettier," he carelessly returned. "Perhaps that's only because you're such a blonde yourself." "Perhaps so. Where are they this afternoon?" "Oh, they've gone boating on the Park lake with their favored swains of last night." "And Mrs. Leon?" "Mother's not feeling very well and has sent for Dr. Sartin." They exchanged an involuntary glance and then broke into irrepressible laughter. In Ethel's, however, there was an undercurrent of pain. Mrs. Leon was a malade imaginaire, with a pur pose. "I expect the Doctor every moment," Ethel continued more seriously. "Ah, here he is !" as a big hale-looking man of about fifty alighted from a smart buggy, which had drawn up in front of the house. As the Doctor mounted the high stoop his eye caught Ethel's, and he raised his glossy top hat in acknowledgment of her smiling nod. His curly gray hair and moustache had evidently received some care, and he was immaculately dressed in the EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 45 latest fashion of his professional garb. There was altogether something spruce and jaunty about this autumnal Adonis evidently Dr. Sartin was very young for his years, or wished to look so. The maid who answered his brisk ring at the door conducted him at once to his patient. But the Doctor did not remain long upstairs ; he joined Ethel and Seth in the parlor with a promptitude which would have relieved their minds had they felt any uneasiness on the score of the interesting patient. The greeting between Ethel and the Doctor was hearty, that between Seth and himself cool. "How is mother?" Ethel asked, as a matter of form. "Oh, only a little nervous," the Doctor re sponded with a faint show of embarrassment, as he sat down near her. "She'll be all right to morrow." The Doctor had pleaded haste to Mrs. Leon, but he spent fully twenty minutes chatting com monplaces to her stepdaughter, while his shrewd, bright gray eyes studied her with undisguised in terest and cordiality. At length he reluctantly departed, Ethel accompanying him to the door. She had known him from early childhood, and had always liked and admired him. Ethel had, too, a vivid remembrance of his pretty, feeble lit tle wife; but the Doctor had now been a widower without incumbrances for ten years. Returning 46 A STRANGE RECORD to the parlor, Ethel was greeted rather sulkily by Seth. "Well," he said, rising, "I suppose I ought to be off and leave you free to nurse the invalid!" This brutal sarcasm flushed Ethel's usually pale face and roused her spirit. "For shame, Seth!" she cried indignantly, and then added reflectively, as though trying to con vince herself, "You know if there were really noth ing at all wrong with mother, I am sure Dr. Sartin wouldn't obey her summons so promptly; he is too busy a man. I don't deny that mother is in clined to exaggerate her ailments, but they can't be altogether imaginary." "Oh, I don't think Dr. Sartin's ready visits are any criterion," Seth boldly responded. "I rather more than fancy he doesn't come to see Mrs. Leon." "To see whom, then?" "You!" "Me !" Ethel gasped in her amazement. "You must be dreaming, Seth !" "Oh, all right!" he retorted roughly. "Only a blind man on a trotting-horse could see that he won't be long able to keep his admiration and re gard for you in check. Do you mean to deny that he isn't fond of you?" "Oh, no!" Ethel said readily, and amusedly. "He was one of father's oldest friends, remember, and has made rather a pet of me from babyhood. EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 47 But poor, old, kindhearted Doc! To make him the hero of a romance! Really!" She burst into laughter. "Do you think every one as weak and blind as yourself, Seth?" And the next instant could have cut her tongue out for its involuntary, thoughtless cruelty. "Good-bye!" Seth said abruptly, and left her in dudgeon. But Ethel ran after him, and caught him on the threshhold of the front door. "Good-bye," she said wistfully, holding out her hand. He saw that she was unwilling to reopen a sub ject which she felt he would now rather have left alone, but that she was nevertheless dumbly ap pealing to his generosity. "Good-bye," he repeated, giving her hand a re- lentingly hearty pressure. "We are too old friends, aren't we, Seth?" she faltered pleadingly "to be parted now by anything!" He looked at the tears in her eyes, he heard the quiver in her voice, and he felt the clinging touch of her hand, and he thought of her natural strength and self-control. And then his youthful idea of throwing up his present post as head-book keeper in his father's big commercial house, and making a dignified, effective retreat by seeking his fortune in some far-away spot, vanished. The boy died in him as he studied her, and the man 48 A STRANGE RECORD was born. She saw and understood the meta morphosis. "Much too old, Ethel!" he said slowly, a little dazedly. "Yes, much too old!" "That's right! And you will come here as usual?" "Yes. Of of course." "I'm so glad. I predict great things for you, Seth, in your father's business, and much happi ness through your host of friends here." "Thanks," he said. "Yes, I I suppose I have my share of luck." "And I want to have you at hand, when the big things come your way, that I may give you a comrade's slap upon the shoulder, and say, 'Well earned!' Selfish of me, isn't it?" "No, it isn't!" he divined sharply. "You're thinking of me, Ethel." "Am I?" She smiled dreamily. "Well, per haps I am, Seth; perhaps I am!" He kissed her hand, and ran down the stoop. "That's the finest woman I know!" he thought as he scrambled breathlessly up the steps to the elevated station to catch a rapidly approaching train. "That I shall ever know!" His thoughts continued as, the train gained, he sank wearily into a seat. "Heigho ! I wish I'd never met her !" Meanwhile, Ethel proceeded upstairs to Mrs. Leon's room. She was always most punctilious in her attentions to her step-mother and sisters, be- EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 49 cause her heart not being deeply involved where they were concerned she was conscientiously afraid of erring on the other side." "Can I do anything for you, mother?" The invalid was lying on the sofa at the foot of the bed in a rose-hued, lace-bedecked dressing, gown, with a white shawl thrown lightly over her feet and her blonde head resting on a dainty white silk, much-frilled cushion. The light in the room was becomingly softened by a careful adjustment of the blinds. Mrs. Leon had her forte as well as other people; she was a specialist on all mat ters pertaining to dress, the blending of colors, and becoming lights. In the presence of the opposite sex she never looked her forty years her own sex did not interest her sufficiently to call forth any exertions; she was naturally an indolent woman, and she gave herself a holiday when the men were off the scene. Ethel felt sure that her stepmother had looked her very best under Dr. Sartin's scrutinizing eyes; that it was only after he had gone that her fluffy hair had been suffered to grow disordered, as it now was, and her delicately tinted face unbecomingly flushed. There was now, too, a restlessness about her feet, hands, and lips that plainly betokened rising temper, which Ethel was also certain the Doctor had not seen. She an swered Ethel's question sharply in the negative, and turned her head away. She was obviously 50 A STRANGE RECORD vexed to the point of tears, and Ethel sensibly felt that, for the present, she was best left to herself. She therefore returned to the parlor, and interested herself in a book. Two hours passed pleasantly away, and then Ethel was roused to a sense of the fleeting time by a sharp ring at the front door. The maid pres ently appeared with a hand-delivered note for Miss Leon. Ethel looking at the superscription curiously as she lifted the note from the tray from Dr. Sartin. "How strange!" she thought "considering how recently he has seen me. 1 wonder what has happened? Is the messenger waiting for an answer?" she asked aloud. "Yes, Miss. He's in the hall." "Very well. I'll give it to him when it's ready." The maid withdrew, and, fearing she knew not exactly what, Ethel hastily tore open the envelope and read the letter read it with rapidly increas ing astonishment and no little dismay. The Doctor began by informing her that he was very much disappointed at not having been able to get a private talk with her that afternoon, and, with an apology for that overmastering impatience characteristic of him when thwarted, he proceeded to write the question he had meant to ask her would she be his wife? He added a few protesta tions and entreaties, and closed by earnestly beg ging her to relieve his suspense on the subject with the return of his messenger. EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 51 "Seth was right after all!" Ethel breathlessly murmured, nervously crushing the note in her hand. "But who would have thought it! Two proposals in one afternoon ! Enough to satisfy the vanity of the most capricious beauty. I haven't had a proposal since since for nine years ! But it never rains for me unless it pours !" She rose, and passed through the draped-back portiere into the back parlor, which was furnished as a library. Sitting down at once at the pretty desk under the window, she swiftly penned an ap preciative reply to her old friend, but it embodied an unqualified refusal. Placing the Doctor's note in the bosom of her dress until it could be safely destroyed, she despatched the messenger with the answer. She returned to the back parlor, and sat down once more at the now rather disordered desk. No doubt, with a dutiful rememberance of her step-mother's irritable sense of order, and perhaps too in some dread of her equally irritable curiosity, Ethel's motive was to tidy up the desk and make it look as usual ; but instead of proceeding at once with this important matter she sat tapping the blotting-pad with the paper-knife and musing the precious moments of solitude idly away. "I really wish I could bring myself to marry," she thought. "Certainly it would simplify mat ters for me, and relieve me and others of a world of petty but none the less demoralizing trials in an unquestionably natural manner. But I can't; 52 A STRANGE RECORD and, anyway, neither Seth nor the Doctor strikes me in the light of a generally satisfactory res cuer and there is nobody else ! So, whatever my sentiments, it seems I must grin and bear my pres ent lot. Seth, or the Doctor? Heigho! There would be a rumpus in the camp !" And her mus ing face broke into a smile. Mrs. Leon, of whose cat-like approach she was unconscious, joined her while the smile was yet on her face and her hand still engaged over the idle tatoo. Ethel was only aware of her presence when she was well in the room, and, turning round, her inquiring eyes instantly informed her that the lady of the house had descended in no quieter frame of mind. "I am glad you feel well enough to get up, mother," she said politely. "Can I do anything for you now?" "Who came just now?" the elder lady asked, with sharp irrelevance. "I heard the front bell ring." "Only a messenger with a note for me," Ethel uneasily replied. "It required an early answer, it seems," Mrs. Leon went on sneeringly, as she glanced at the desk. "Yes, it was pressing," Ethel reluctantly ad mitted. "May I ask from whom it was?" Ethel hesitated painfully. EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 53 "Oh, never mind then!" Mrs. Leon irritably pursued. "I'm only your mother, and perhaps, according to your extraordinary views of life and its duties, I have no right to express any interest in your affairs. If your poor father could only see how you try me !" "The note was from Dr. Sartin," Ethel re signedly acknowledged, flushing a little under the other's merciless eyes. "But you should remem ber, mother, that I have now reached an age when I am capable of judging and deciding my affairs for myself." "Oh, indeed! I should have thought that cer tain concessions in that respect were always due to those who stood in the light of a parent toward you. But no doubt I am very old-fashioned." "I think you are right, mother, and I also think I have made my concession in telling you the au thor of the note." "Perhaps the Doctor is a little anxious about me?" Mrs. Leon insinuated. "Indeed, no!" returned Ethel quickly. "His note is purely private." "Ah, I might have known it! But I should have thought that you and he had talked together quite long enough this afternoon to have threshed all matters out. I heard him join you, and I heard when he left. Indeed, he was so anxious to get to you that he barely gave his patient his at- 54 A STRANGE RECORD tention. I hope you feel repaid for your exer tions." Mrs. Leon was fast working herself up into one of her frequent fits of passion, and this threatened to be the most alarming one that Ethel had been favored with yet. "I don't understand you, mother," she said. "No, of course not!" the angry lady retorted. "Women of your pose never do. They don't care for men's admiration and attentions, not they! They are much too intellectual and independent to stoop to cater for either. Yet, I notice that they never let either pass them, if they can possibly help it; they work for both in an underhand way of which their more unpretentious sisters would be ashamed. How I hate hypocrisy!" "Mother," Ethel entreated, "please spare me any more. I would not willingly be rude to you, but I have a temper to lose as well as you. You are doing me an awful injustice !" "Am I? You can't fool me with the airs of a persecuted heroine. I'm not a gullible man, I'm a sharp woman, who has studied you long and closely. And of course I understand the Doctor's note. I remember now that Kate informed me Seth was here too no doubt all the time. The poor Doctor couldn't comfortably propose before a third party, and so the note, I suppose, contains the vital question which he was too impatient to put off till the next interview. You should be EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 55 more tactful, my dear, and not have two on your hands at the same time. Well, are you going to marry the Doctor if I may ask?" "No!" said Ethel, in an ominously suppressed tone. "He has asked you, though?" the trembling lady divined, with the double-edged intuition of jealousy. Ethel was silent. "Ah, silence is such a touching admission! Another scalp added to your collection, one grow ing bald too ! so much the more valuable, as it typifies wisdom and experience. I suppose you think I ought to congratulate you, but, if I may presume to express an opinion, I think it would have been more becoming to have refrained from making a fool of your father's old friend." Ethel felt a hysterical desire to laugh. She turned away abruptly, and busied herself in setting the desk to rights; but her hidden face was quiv ering, her hands trembling, and the Doctor's note in her bosom rustled with her quickened breathing. "And Seth, too!" Mrs. Leon burst out, as she began to pace the room. "You know that he is one of the few eligible men we know, that I am anxious to get the girls settled early, that Henrietta is fond of him and he of her yet you inveigle Seth ! He is too young for you ; but still I could forgive you if you'd only marry him and so re lieve us of the irritation of your tricks and man- 56 A STRANGE RECORD ners. But no! You've evidently no intention of marrying, you're simply bent on spoiling every one else's chances you dog in the manger!" And the now thoroughly over-wrought lady broke into a storm of weeping. Ethel gave the desk a finishing touch, and quietly rose. "I think I had better relieve you of my presence, mother," she said, with wonderful self-control. "I think you had!" Mrs. Leon sobbed passion ately, as she threw her exhausted self into a chair. "You have grown so exasperating lately, Ethel, so thoroughly selfish and unkind, that I could find it in my heart to wish that you might relieve me of it permanently. See to what a pass you have brought me, Ethel, you my dear, good hus band's best loved child, and pray to God for a better heart!" Ethel opened her lips: her father was very present to her, and the words, "I have hon estly tried to help you, mother; please don't mis take me any more! I sent Seth to the ball last night for Henrietta's sake I might have kept him away by frankly telling him that I was not going ; and I have prevented him from running away altogether, also for Henrietta's sake," these words, I say, struggled within her for coherent utterance. A truer understanding between the two women was imminent; for Ethel's fine senses, aided by that subtle consciousness of her father, were tell- EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 57 ing her that all this outrageous tirade was but the unreasonable savagery of the green-eyed monster, who for the moment reigned supreme, and she was honestly trying to crush her rebelling pride into the necessary submission and gradually succeeding when Mrs. Leon swept the explanation from her by the following gasping remark: "Oh, if that silly boy had only lived! What a lot we would all have been spared!" All thought of her father instantly vanished, another potent vision rose before Ethel and blotted out the former. A pathetically helpless vision this time, which pleaded no toleration, which was only outraged by that contemptibly shallow cry. She turned on her step-mother in a fury. "You shall not bring his name into this disgrace ful discussion!" she cried, and immediately left the room. In the hall Ethel met her half-sisters, who had just parted from their friends. It was her cus tom to try and set a good example by always greeting them pleasantly, and now, even in her distress of mind, she mechanically paused, and asked them how they had enjoyed themselves. "Awfully!" answered Addie brightly. "I wish you had been with us it was glorious on the lake, and would have done you good." Addie was in high good spirits. Dickie Leigh had surpassed himself as an escort, had almost 58 A STRANGE RECORD reached the ideal point of proposing. Etta did not speak, and her mien was sullen. "Are you tired, Etta?" Ethel asked kindly. "No." After that ungraciously brief reply, Etta, letting her jealous suspicions master her, inquired palpably against her will, "Has Seth been here this afternoon?" "Yes," Ethel shrinkingly returned, as she put out a hand to help Etta off with her jacket, which the girl was roughly unfastening. But Etta pushed her sister irritably back, and with an uncontrollable gasp ran upstairs to hide the angry tears which had sprung into her eyes and threatened to overflow. "What's the matter now?" Ethel turned dully to Addie for an explanation, as she muttered the question. "Oh, she asked Seth to join us this afternoon with Daisy Lowe; but he said he was sorry he couldn't as he had an engagement. If Etta can't enjoy Seth's escort, you know, she still likes to have him under her eye. She was awfully disap pointed, and suspicious, too, that he was merely making up an excuse. It's upset her, I suppose, to find out that she's right. He had no engagement with you, had he?" "No." "It's so silly of Etta! I wish she'd get over this nonsense. I declare she's beginning to peak and pine. How's mommer?" EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 59 "Better, I think. She's come downstairs; but, unfortunately, we've had a few words, and she's thoroughly put out just now. Go and see if you can do anything for her, Ad, while I see what I can do with Etta." Adelaide looked for the first time searchingly into her sister's tired face, incited thereto by the tired tone in which the appeal had been made. "In the wars as usual, Ethel!" she smiled. "First Mommer, and now Etta. I wish you could avoid it; and you do, too, I believe you look so wearied ! Come ! You're clever why don't you think the situation out and teach yourself to walk round the pitfalls?" "I'm going to try." "That's right. Don't look so miserable. There!" she leaned forward and gave Ethel a careless kiss. It was but the light impulse of an idle, happy, cheery moment; but, in her then frame of mind, that kiss touched Ethel to the heart's core and made a lasting impresion on her. It somehow set Adelaide apart from and before her mother and sister, a distinction Ethel had not until now ac corded her. The girl's face, too, though exactly like her mother's in coloring, was in feature like her handsome father's; and this likeness now overshadowed the other in Ethel's eyes. This was purely her father's child. She put her arms round Addie and kissed her warmly; then pushing 60 A STRANGE RECORD her toward the parlor, Ethel followed Etta up stairs. Ethel's hand was on the door of her sister's room, when the dull sound of sobbing smote her, and she shrank back. A young girl's first love affair may be utterly mistaken, may be utterly foolish, may be, and often is, out of all reason; but it is never light, nor is it ever quite harmless in its passing. The theme was a bow across the most delicately sensitive cord that life had woven for Ethel and under the guiding vibration of that cord she softly retreated to her own room. There a sudden inspiration came upon her. She walked dizzily to the bureau, and, sinking into the chair before it, sought to relieve her throbbing head by letting down the sleek masses of her raven hair Plunging her hands into it as it fell about her, she studied her startled face in the mirror. "Yes," she murmured to her reflection. "Right in one instance, Seth was wrong in another they don't need me at all! They would rejoice to be rid of me yes, rejoice ! A clear field is all they want a clear field would more than compensate them for any loss. They have shown me that beyond all doubt. Well, why should I stay? Why shouldn't I go ? and make all happy ! Go ? To do what? Ah, that's a question to be thought out afterward. I needn't starve while I'm think ing, for there's my independent little income from my own dear mother. And whatever I do or EVOLUTION OF DR. ETHEL LEON 6 1 fail to do I'll be spending my time better than this !". And the living face looked indomitably at the reflected one, which faithfully looked indomitably back. CHAPTER IV THE SILLY BOY The silly boy had been the only child of the late Reginald Leon's lawyer and life-long friend, Henry Law. Mrs. Henry Law had been a lady of prepossessing appearance and fascinating man ners, afflicted unfortunately with an inordinate passion for society. As, in her own right, she pos sessed neither wealth nor influence, she eagerly ac cepted the proposal of the rich and prominent law yer, purely as a means of gratifying her tastes. The birth of her child, therefore, gave her no pleasure. She looked on the helpless mite as a most trying nuisance a nuisance, however, to be comfortably avoided presently by consigning him entirely to his nurse. As time went on and the boy began to run about and chatter, his mother, living for and by appearances, might have been in duced to feel some pride in him and to take some notice of him had he only promised to add in any way to the picture. But Baby Reg grew up hope lessly plain, was backward, weakly, and fretful. There was no possibility of his exciting either ad miration or interest, so his mama continued philo sophically to ignore him. Henry Law had been won by his wife's beauty THE SILLY BOY 63 and wit, but he was naturally a man of deep affec tions and domesticated tastes, and when he dis covered that, in his universally admired wife, these sterling qualities were conspicuous only by their absence, he was deeply pained and dismayed. For a time he earnestly tried to cultivate them in her, but soon realizing his task to be hopeless, and shrinking from the friction his efforts occasioned, he resigned himself patiently to let her go her way undisturbed, and devoted himself entirely to his neglected son. The boy never grew strong or in dependent enough to rough it at school, and was educated fitfully at home by a succession of tutors. I say fitfully, because he was often ill for weeks at a time, when studies had to be totally abandoned. Naturally of a feeble constitution, he seemed to be specially unfortunate in contracting in quick suc cession all the diseases that childhood is heir to; and as he only just pulled through these illnesses, they left him a very frail, helpless boy, morbidly sensitive and retiring, with a quaint, dreamy turn of mind. He was not a satisfactory pupil when he could apply, for he learnt very slowly and for got what he had learnt with surprising rapidity; on the other hand, he sometimes astonished his master when the subject happened to pierce his torpid interest, but these occasions were fleeting and rare. By gathering about him the children of his own cronies his father tried to give the boy a little wholesomely rousing companionship ; but the 64 A STRANGE RECORD result was a complete failure. Little Reggie shrank from the boys, and they from him, with an instinctive sense that here there could be no common interests or sympathy; and he was irri tably intolerant of the palpable condescension of the girls. About this time his godfather, Regi nald Leon, removed his family from the suburbs and became a close neighbor of the Laws. This brought about a most surprising result. Little Ethel Leon, so hardy, active and independent, and poor ailing, dependent, sedentary Reggie became the firmest of friends. Ethel was three years Reggie's junior, but as she had always been made a sensible companion of by her clever father she was thoughtful and discreet far beyond her years. She was an exceptionally observant, warm-harted child, and she no sooner saw the state of affairs at the Laws than she set herself to win over the lonely, suffering boy and brighten him up. Her advances showed wonderful tact, and her success was quick and supreme, Reggie, conscious of genuine in terest and sympathy in a contemporary at last, poured out upon her the affectionate comradeship which, under more normal conditions, would have been divided amongst many; the strength of the girl and the weakness of the boy fed and thrived upon each other, and from their early teens their interest and pleasure in life became centered in each other. On her side it was a fiercely protect- THE SILLY BOY 65 ing love, on his a humble, adoring one. And the fond fathers looked on in tender amusement. As Reggie approached manhood he wasted away more and more rapidly; but his spirits rose with his steady decline, and he talked hopefully of the future. He and Ethel celebrated his twenty- first birthday by solemnly becoming engaged to each other. That he was going to make an early and gentle exit from the world all, save himself and Ethel, now realized; and Mr. Leon mus tered up his courage and gave Ethel a gentle warning. But she repudiated it hotly: "People who are going to die don't talk as Reg talks, they seem to know it remember mama and grandma ! Why, Reg talked all yesterday of our future home, and planned out everything. He couldn't have bothered with it if he were dying. But you are all enough to drive him into his grave with your gloomy prophecies and me too!" And her tears gushed forth. Her father soothed her as well as he could, but he persisted nevertheless with what he felt to be his duty. "I I am afraid, my child, his optimism is only a feature of his disease." "I don't believe it," she sobbed. "And, any way, suppose you are right, what difference would that make in our position to each other? Do you think I would draw back? If he is to die, he shall die as happy as I can make him!" 5 66 A STRANGE RECORD "There, there, daughter! I only wished to break the force of the shock if possible, and to entreat you to hold yourself in check Come! Dry your tears. I must go." But Ethel clung to her father and strugled to extort from him a word of hope struggled in vain, for Mr. Leon crushed down his sympathy and manfully withheld it. And this was all the opposition the parents on either side had the heart to make to that pathetic engagement. But they extorted from the principals a promise that the engagement should not progress further, on the ground that, as yet, they were rather too young. Reggie bestirred himself, however, and earned the money for the ring, which was to be proudly worn by and by earned it by carrying off the prize in a competition offered by a certain paper for an article on a subject he was interested in. And, even when he took to his bed, he continued to talk brightly of their future home it was only just before the end that, rousing suddenly from a stu por, he turned to Ethel and gasped surprisedly: "Ethel * * * * do you know? * * * I believe I'm not going * * to reach that home * * * * after all!" Thus, at eighteen, Ethel became a sorrowfully chastened woman all that remained to her of that youthfully heedless and impassioned love-dream was a copy of the prize article and a simple half- hoop of pearls. THE SILLY BOY 67 As the years passed on and she ceased to sorrow for him, Ethel often looked back on the episode of Reggie with wonder; for it had happened early, it was the reckless impulse of two utterly undisci plined hearts, and she no longer grieved over the outcome and yet that brief engagament, to the astonishment of all, remained this much to her: she never fell in love again, and she never ceased to fight any reflection on Reggie's memory as vin- dicatively as she had fought his battles in their long-ago childhood days. Perhaps her nature was too strong to give and take anything lightly, and having loved and been loved thoroughly that part of her temperament was exhausted; and no doubt, in dying as he did, Reggie had made the theme more sacred to himself than a life of devo tion might have accomplished. Thus it was that Mrs. Leon's freful, unfeeling cry of regret that the "silly boy" had not lived struck home and drove Ethel to her room before her explanation and appeal had been made a concession on her part which, in all human probability, would have proved the death-warrant of this strange Record. Ethel began to think out the new future circum stances had opened to her, as she at length wearily rose and began to dress for dinner. Her magnifi cent hair was always well-dressed, and she now put it up with special care. She would be a nurse, she decided, as she gave it the finishing touches. In what other capacity could she find a wider sphere 68 A STRANGE RECORD of healthful and vicariously useful industry. None! And medical matters had always called forth her keenest interest. But if she would do her best by it she must set about this care-free of all family worries; and Ethel desired to undertake nothing half-heartedly. Yes, she must enter on her course of study where she would be quite out of touch with all relatives and friends with claims on her society and the right to interfere with her. She realized the full importance of this, and the thought of a gloriously unsupervised freedom of thought and action thrilled her pleasurably. Her own mother had been a Miss Cain, the present Mrs. Leon a Miss Arton, and the Leons, Cains, and Artons were scattered profusely over the I Northern States, and each family had a wide circle of friends. Therefore, Ethel decided that she would retreat to the sunny South. ' 'Away down South in Dixie,' " she hummed happily, as she turned away from the mirror and proceeded to select and substitute a more dainty costume for the trim waist and skirt she was wear ing. Although she could scarcely be accused of vanity, Ethel was fastidious about her clothes, and they always suited and fitted her to a nicety. If her feet were not small, their garniture was always of the neatest possible description, and the same might be said of her hands. She now put on a maize-colored silk gown, which admirably set off the sheen of her hair and the velvety darkness of THE SILLY BOY 69 her eyes. The fashion of the dress left her throat a little exposed, and round it she placed a simple band of black velvet. She had a masculine contempt for jewelry, and wore none, save a simply chased gold ring on her right hand, a present from her father, above which was Reg gie's half-hoop of pearls. "How tired I feel, and how ghastly I look!" she said to her faithful mirror. She walked to the stationary washstand, and sponging her face with cold water, rubbed it vigorously. When she rejoined her step-mother and sisters in the back parlor she looked as usual, a stately, well-groomed woman, who claimed your interest the moment she spoke to you. "And now calmly to face the music, and throw oil on the troubled waters," she thought, as she looked at the three women. "Rally round me, you all my forces 1" But there was an ominous quietude about Ethel this evening, of which she herself was unconscious, but which instantly impressed the others. It some how awed the tempers of Mrs. Leon and Etta into submission, and vaguely distressed Addie. When Ethel bent her proud head to her step-mother and said : "I'm sorry I lost my temper just now, mother, I hope you'll overlook it!" The latter, forgetting the additional recrimina- 70 A STRANGE RECORD tions she had been conjuring up for the culprit's further benefit, merely stammered: "All right, Ethel I'm sorry I thoughtlessly excited you." And abruptly changed the subject. Ethel then sat down by Etta, and took her hand; and, to her surprise, was not repulsed. Finding the domestic matters thus quiescent, Ethel breathed a sigh of satisfaction and gratitude for this unex pected boon, and took courage. Henrietta's soft round cheek was pale, and her naturally laughing brown eyes solemn and heavy; her lips, too, met in a straight, pallid line, though ordinarily they were ruby, dimpled and smiling. The child's face plainly showed the storm she had passed through, and Ethel's big heart ached over her. And as if in defiance of her sense of desolation, Etta had donned a new frock, and had disposed of her dusky curls even more coquettishly than ever. Ethel called back into the downcast baby face its customary wild-rose hue by touching it caressingly with her lips. "This dress is sweet, Ettie," she said brightly to the vain little soul, as she toyed with the lace and ribbon about the pretty throat, "and it suits you to perfection. Blue is certainly your color. Seth was telling me this afternoon how much you and Ad were admired last night, but he gave the palm to you. That white silk with pink rose buds and your glowing duskiness was a famous scheme of coloring certainly quite one of moth- THE SILLY BOY 71 er's chef-d'oeuvres. I should have liked to have heard more of the ball from Seth, but he wasn't here very long. He returned a book I had lent him. Saturday afternoon is usually a socially busy one for young business men ; I suppose he had an engagement. Seth has such a lot of friends, you know, and they must be satisfied to take their turn. Etta was brightening rapidly. "Yes, I know he had an engagement," she as serted proudly, now quite reassured. "Otherwise, I am sure I I think he would have gone with us on the lake." "Undoubtedly. He is very fond of you and Ad, and, I know, always enjoys an outing with you." Dinner was now announced by the maid rolling back the folding-doors which shut off the dining- room from the back parlor. Ethel drew Etta's arm through hers, as they rose and followed Mrs. Leon and Addie into the dining-room, and she felt the girl's fingers tremble and cling round hers. But in spite of Ethel's unquestionable triumphs in the library, the dinner passed off uncomfortably. All were uneasily conscious of a subtle restraint toward each other, and showed it plainly. Happy Addie gallantly threw herself into the breach and talked and joked her best, and Ethel caught the ball with unfailing energy and tact. But their efforts were artificial, and waned under the frank depression of the other two. When they reas- 72 A STRANGE RECORD sembled in the back parlor Mrs. Leon and her daughters fell back on their favorite occupation of fancy work, and Ethel, as usual, took up a book. Ethel was a great novel reader, and Dickens was her favorite novelist; but now she fluttered the leaves of her favorite Martin Chuzzlewil ab sently, and, so distrait was her mind that she read the chapter relating to Sairy Camp's famous tea- party without a smile even Betsy Prig's inimit able 'I don't believe there's no sich person!' failed to rouse her. Most of her friends regarded her partiality for this book, which spared neither her country nor her countrymen, as unaccountable; but Ethel's mind was sufficiently well-balanced not to shrink from just criticism, she even had a weakness for it when it was wittily put. But the question now absorbing all her faculties was this : Should she speak out her mind to her step-mother and sisters, or should she simply take French leave of them? The more she dwelt on the matter the more she inclined toward the latter alternative. True, the first was the more fitting and the more brave; but Ethel writhed at the thought of the scenes her experience told her would inevitably fol low its adoption. These three women before her were all more or less selfish and shallow ; they cer tainly wished to be free of her but comfortably! Like the rest of mankind, they had their redeem ing points, and Ethel knew they would not be THE SILLY BOY 73 without conscientious scruples against letting the idolized daughter of a much-loved husband and father quit the luxurious home which had always sheltered her, to fight the rough world alone. Yes, there would be their conscientious scruples Mr. Leon's memory would excite to battle with, and their remorse for they were not utterly heartless at having pressed her to the step to combat. Ethel clearly foresaw the unreasonable, tire some arguments, and distressing, hysterical plead ings she would call down upon her head by pur suing the more proper course of verbally giving them her full confidences. On the other hand, by taking the second cowardly alternative, she would neatly avoid all that mutually enervating and irritating friction : there would be a sharp shock at first; and, although they might reproach themselves, they would be powerless to do any thing their nerve force would be thus far spared. And then, as soon as they knew that she was set tled and quite well and happy, which she must contrive to let them know indirectly, they would find pleasant diversion in the extra scope her ab sence would afford them in their favorite field of labor. Long before Ethel had finished the chap ter she had decided to stand or fall by the second alternative. Well, what was the next question to be settled? Her exact destination of course. "Away Down 74 A STRANGE RECORD South" in Dixie sounded very romantic, but it was also very vague. What and where were the most prominent Southern hospitals? The moment she asked herself this question, certain conversations held at her father's house between his numerous medical friends conversations to which she had always been an interested listener recurred to her. In spite of his success in business, it had been the disappointment of her father's life that he had not studied medicine, and he was never tired of discussing that science. And now, from these conversations, the names and respective location of two Southern hospitals sprang out clearly, and she distinctly remembered how highly they had been spoken of The Johns Hopkins Hospital, Baltimore, and the Charity Hospital, New Or- A leans! New Orleans was farthest away, there was something piquante and alluring in its foreign elements she recalled with satisfaction that she was a good French scholar; and the climate of New Orleans had a special attraction to one who revelled in heat and sunshine. New Orleans it should be. What next? Well, she must have a safe confidant through whom to receive tidings of her people and through whom to let them know that all was well with her. Who should it be ? Her choice was quickly made Henry Law. To him alone she would confide the secret of her destination, and trust him THE SILLY BOY 75 faithfully to protect her from all unwelcome vis itors. Was there anything more ? Her mother's little fortune? Well, that was simple enough. Ac cording to her mother's will it had passed abso lutely into her hands on her attaining the age of twenty-one, and her father had taught her how to deal with it. Now that all these necessary points were de cided, and the first step toward the realization of her desire lay plainly before her, namely privately to see Henry Law on Monday, he always spent Sunday out of town, Ethel again breathed a sigh of satisfaction, and dismissed the subject, for the present, from her mind. CHAPTER V THE MEDIATOR Henry Law was now a silver-haired man with a pale, care-worn face and a student's stoop about his tall, spare figure. He looked as dry as dust and as solemn as an owl ; yet the man had a keen sense of humor, and his conversation was, from choice, always as frivolous in tone as the circum stances would permit the funny side always striking him most forcibly. Many a client had been startled at seeing those hopelessly gloomy- looking brown eyes subtly brighten, and those prim, clean-shaven lips quiver into humorous curves, while from the slow, monotonous voice fell witty comments on the case. Yet his attention never strayed from the facts, his grasp of them never relaxed, his reasoning was none the less sound on that account, and his judgment was con sidered one of the best in Brooklyn. He received his clerk's announcement of Ethel on Monday morning with surprise ; it was the first visit she had paid to his office, and it looked om inously business-like. As he happened by good fortune to. be disengaged, she was admitted at once into his private sanctum. He greeted her as usual by touching her forehead with his lips, and placed a chair for her. THE MEDIATOR 77 "This is an unusual and an unexpected honor, Ethel," he said, as he resumed his place before his desk, "and looks serious. Now, don't be shy what have you done?" Ethel laughed at the question, and proceeded briefly to unfold her plans and to ask her favor of him. He was startled, and showed it. "So you want to cut and run on the sly, eh?" he queried with mock severity after a pause. "I like your audacity in coming with such a tale to such a severely proper person as myself! How dare you do it, Ethel? You remind me of my school-days, and make me tingle all over just as I did the morning after I tried it, and was collared and sent back to school." And he gave his should ers a comic shake. "Oh, I'm going one better than you did," she retorted. "Are you, indeed. Fie, fie!" "Well, Mr. Law?" "Well," he returned reflectively, pursing up his mouth and tapping the desk with his ruler. "Now, I suppose, Ethel, that captious step-mother of yours and those jealous little cats your half-sisters are responsible for this. You've been having a row a regular domestic dust. It's been gradually gathering for some time, of course, but I thought you too capable and tactful ever to let it come to a head. You've disappointed me." "Now, Mr. Law, I'm going to do this simply 78 A STRANGE RECORD because I want to desperately want to! That's all." "Did your heart run away with your judg ment," he proceeded, with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes, "and did you warn some innocent fly from the pretty little parlor? Or did you set up a stronger counter-attraction ? For shame, Ethel ! / always credited you with the possession of that most universally appreciated art the art of mind ing your own business." "I certainly flatter myself I possess it. But aren't we straying from the point?" "That a client should remind me of it! It's worse than the cart before the horse, it's the child before the veteran. Well, Ethel, you're a sensible woman, and there's no rope round you you're absolutely free, of course, to do as you like. But it's a big undertaking, what you propose to do, and I only hope you've thought it out fully from all points of view. Have you, do you think?" "Yes, I'm sure I have." "May I ask when you came to this decision?" "On Saturday. But it's been in my mind oh, a long, long time." "Won't you give it a little more time? Con sider it a little longer?" "Not a minute more than I can help," she re torted firmly. "I feel I have wasted far too much precious time already. I've already considered THE MEDIATOR 79 the matter carefully, and I am now quite resolved on the venture surely that's enough?" "Well, Ethel, you've, chosen a noble profession and one I honestly believe that you are admirably fitted for. A quick, level head, a calm, gentle temperament, and a fine constitution are yours. You'll make a tip-top nurse." "I hope so." "A nurse?" pursued the lawyer slowly study ing her with a meditative critical eye "I believe, Ethel, you'd make a tip-top lady-doctqr!" "Well, I may eventually get there," she re turned, with a smile. "But it's a stiff thing for women, and nursing is a good probationary course to it, isn't it?" "Couldn't be better. And I've a prophetic feel ing it will end in Ethel Leon, M. D." "Well, will you good-naturedly be my go-be tween, Mr. Law?" "You are quite sure you are irrevocably decided then?" "Quite. Must I seek another accomplice, or will you condescend to the role?" "With pleasure, I'll condescend. There's nothing I shall enjoy more than heading off the domestic onslaught from you; for I'm morally certain they've exasperated you into this you hedged the question, you know. And although I think you have decided on a splendid field of action, for which you are quite fitted, I don't like 80 A STRANGE RECORD to think of your roughing it at all. Never fear, they shall find me adamant when their pigmy con sciences send them here. They remind me of birds, Eth, those three women very pretty, graceful birds to admire from a distance, but too much sharp beak and claws to be coveted at close quarters." Ethel smilingly shook her head, she knew it was useless to remonstrate with her staunch old friend, who always said and did what he pleased, and she delicately turned the topic by thanking him warmly for his ready help. "They will worry you dreadfully," she added, with a tardily remorseful thought of all her re quest was entailing. "Are you sure you don't mind?" "Absolutely." "Ah! You are good! good! The best friend I have. I'll never forget all I owe you." "Now, Ethel, I'm not immortal, old girl, re member! Who shall we appoint in my stead in case I drop before you are ready to reveal your self to your people? My partner, Mr. Barrie, eh? He's staunch and unsentimental enough. We must cover this contingency, you know." "Yes, let it be Mr. Barrie, if we must be dis mal." "It is often a lawyer's duty to be so. Mr. Bar rie is my executor, too ! Well, I'll leave a private note for him in case of my sudden demise." THE MEDIATOR 8 I "Ah, what trouble I am giving you !" "There, there!" he said. "You know I'm al ways happy to be of any service to you. But I say, Ethel, what will your step-mother say when she sees your trunks come bumping downstairs? Have you a plausible whopper ready?" Ethel laughed merrily. "You know mother and the girls always treat themselves to a matinee every Wednesday after noon," she said as soon as she had sobered down. "I shall not accompany them next Wednesday, and shall arrange for the expressman to abstract my belongings then, and get away myself, after leaving notes for them." "You'll have a headache, I suppose," he sug gested. "You with a headache, Eth ! Oh, I don't like this business at all it's it's awfully demoralizing!" "No, I won't have a headache," she smiled; "I'll simply emulate George Washington and say I don't feel inclined to go." "But, your trunks? You must be careful about giving clues they will probe all possible sources for information. The servants may notice the titles of your expressman. Come, let's hear how you propose to circumvent this obstacle?" "I shall express in the first instance only as far as the baggags office of the Pennsylvania Railroad station; I shall be at the station at the same time 82 A STRANGE RECORD as, or immediately after the arrival of my traps, leaving the house, as I shall, at the same time. From there, of course, I despatch them straight to New Orleans. So if Katie is observant enough to be able to identify my expressman they won't get anything of moment out of him." "Good. But where are you going to stay in New Orleans while you are making arrangements with the hospital?" he asked anxiously. "You can't stay anywhere, you know." "No, of course not. I've considered that." "Perhaps you intended to ask me to advise you. Well, personally, I don't know of any quiet, re spectable boarding-houses there such as you would desire; but I can easily find out for you. You mustn't expect to get off in a rush." "Thank you, Mr. Law. But, by a lucky chance, I know of a suitable place. You remem ber my traveling-friend, Mrs. Chance, who has gone to live in Europe? Yes? Well, she stayed some time in New Orleans before coming on here to sail; and as she has a delightful way of ad vertising the merits of those who serve her well, she insisted on leaving me the card of the quiet, respectable, and most comfortable boarding-house where she stayed in New Orleans in case, as she put it, I, or any of my friends, should ever desire such a place. I put the card in my desk, carelessly enough at the time, and I remembered and looked for it with feverish eagerness yesterday. I found THE MEDIATOR 83 it all right. They say put away an unwanted thing carefully, and it will, in time, prove its gratitude for your generosity by turning up trumps at a crisis. There's a proverb, I believe, to support the saying, but I've forgotten it still, I've proved its truth anyway" "Well," he smiled, "Mrs. Chance is a sensible, well-balanced woman of the world I suppose it's all right. Have you wired them?" "Yes, this morning. And I told thejn to an swer me here, care of you. It was cheek I know, but I couldn't risk mother or the girls getting to know of the telegram and questioning me about it." "You take my breath away with your coolness, Eth ! You haven't even given me a chance for de fence. You've heartlessly made me your accom plice while I was in blissful ignorance of the whole audacious plot!" "Well, I knew you would help me and I wasn't mistaken, was I?" "Suppose Mrs. Chance's friend can't take you in, Ethel?" "Well, I've asked her then to recommend some place." "I like that. It shows me that you can think of contingencies, and provide for them. You can take care of yourself, Eth." "I hope so. I should be a sad case if I couldn't at 27 years of age." 84 A STRANGE RECORD "And how much are you going to tell Mrs. Leon and the girls in your farewell notes?" "Not much. I shall just tell them that I've de cided to go off and feel my wings a bit only I'll put it with more sentiment of course. I won't tell them anything about the nursing yet I think; it might help them to trace me, and I don't want to be interfered with until the thing is done. I'll tell them not to worry themselves, or you, or me and to communicate with me (as I shall with them) through you." "Humph! Pretty sound. And now we must talk about your money." "Yes," returned Ethel. "I should like to dis cuss that subject with you." And an animated discussion ensued. Ethel's mother had left her $40,000 invested in United States coupon bonds. The trustees were Mr. Leon and Henry Law, the former having the custody of the securities. According to her moth er's will, the principal was to be paid to Ethel un conditionally on her attaining the age of twenty- one, or, if she married before this, it was to be settled on herself and her children; the interest pending either of these events was to be used, of course, at the discretion of the trustees, for her maintenance, pleasure, and education. The in vestment had never been varied, and the securities were kept at the Brooklyn Safe Deposit Company. They had been formally handed over to Ethel THE MEDIATOR 85 by the trustees on her attaining the dignity of twenty-one years of age. They brought Ethel a secure and amply sufficient income of $1,000 a year, paid half yearly, and it was simply to detach the coupons at their due date and deposit them as cash in her bank. The bonds, by reason of their "gilt-edged" se curity, were, too, readily convertible into cash at any time in any city here or abroad. It will there fore be readily seen that Ethel's facilities for deal ing with her capital and interest were simplicity itself, and needed no help from any one. But she was very glad to discuss with her experienced old friend the best means of transferring her principal to New Orleans. As she had a fair amount of cash on hand, she was fully prepared to meet the expenses which would be entailed by her contem plated change ; and it was decided that the bonds should be sent to her, half at once and half a few days later, as an extra precaution, though the Na tional Express Company, insured for a sum large enough to secure extra vigilance although, with pride let it be said, that parcels in the hands of United States express companies are as safe as human foresight and care can make them. This point settled, Ethel asked how soon she might reasonably expect an answer to her tele gram. "If the wires are propitious, Eth, in a couple of hours or less." 86 A STRANGE RECORD The clerk here intruded to announce a client, and Ethel rose. "I sent the telegram about an hour ago," she said. "I'll look in again in an hour's time." "All right. But you can wait here if you like, there's another room where you can be quite pri vate." "No, thanks. I've some shopping to do, and it will pass the time quickly for me." She nodded and smiled, and passed out. When, after rather more than an hour's ab sence, Ethel returned to the office, Mr. Law was still engaged, and she was shown into an unoccu pied front room to await his leisure. The hum and rattle of the busy street drove her from the window, for she was beginning to feel the strain of unusual excitement and restlessness. She sank into a comfortable chair in a corner of the room, and idly studied a flaring calendar on the portion of the wall opposite her formed by the projection of the mantelpiece. From marveling over the taste which had robed the chubby, red-faced milk maid in a scarlet frock, a bright blue apron, and a lilac sun-bonnet, and made her bovine companion a mottled creature of misty rain-bowed hues, Ethel's eyes wandered for relief to the small white square where sable letters and figures set forth the month and date. "I wonder what I shall be doing this day THE MEDIATOR 87 month," she thought, and immediately lost herself in a soothing haze of pleasant conjecture. Mr. Law at length joined her. He held the fateful telegram in his hand, and handed it to her silently. Ethel's eyes flashed and her face flushed eagerly as she took it gratefully from him and tore it open. On scanning the few lines, she mur mured : "Thank goodness, there's no need for further delay!" "So eager to be off, Eth?" he asked, rather sadly. "Yes, so eager!" she returned, placing the tele gram in his hands. "Well," he observed, after reading it, "so that's all right Mrs. Rice can take you in. I'm very glad." "So am I." "I should think so ! You look it. And as reso lute and self-confident as a seasoned warrior! With your nerve and energy you ought to make that sound brain of yours accomplish wonders, Eth. A nurse indeed ! I am more sure than ever that you ought to be a doctor!" "We agreed that nursing is a good initial step," she smiled. "No doubt of it. So nothing now remains but" "To say good-by," she finished, as he paused. And as she uttered the words the eager light in 88 A STRANGE RECORD her eyes, the eager flush on her face faded, and she grew pale and sad. He came close to her, and laid his hands on her shoulders. "Ethel," he said, gazing earnestly into her up turned, attentive face, "I hope you will not fail to consult me in all doubts and difficulties. I trust you to do so or I could not let you go your own way so easily. Remember you command my ser vices, and you always must command them while I live, in a threefold sense first, in your own right, as a woman who has won and held my af fection and esteem for many long years ; secondly, as the cherished daughter of my staunch old com rade, Reginald Leon, who now appeals to me more strongly than ever from the silent land of shad ows; and thirdly, as the woman my poor dead boy would have gladly called his wife. You will never forget this, will you? No? That's right! You will write to me often, and keep me fully posted on all that concerns you? You promise? That's well. There! Don't cry, old girl. God bless and guard you." They kissed each other solemnly, lingeringly, as though all the secrets of the future lay mercilessly bare to their shrinking eyes and they knew it to be for the last time, and Ethel passed swiftly out. Henry Law lingered on in the room, staring stupidly through the window. The hideous, dark ening structure of the elevated railroad cast its THE MEDIATOR 89 blight over the prospect, and trains boomed and rattled and hissed their way along it, calling forth a sympathetic tremble and hum from the windows, without awakening the busy lawyer to any sense of the precious fleeting moments. His clerk, after vainly knocking, opened the door and informed his master of the advent of a fresh client. "I hope I've done right, Pinner!" was the un intelligible response. "I hope to God that I've acted for the best!" Then, as they stared at each other blankly, the lawyer added, with the old in eradicable twinkle of the eye and quiver of the lip, "But I don't see that I had any choice, Pin ner! What the devil else could I have done?" "Mr. Gilder says he's in the devil of a hurry, sir," the puzzled clerk ventured. "Did he? So was Ethel. Come along." CHAPTER VI A CAP WHICH FITTED MANY It was a conscience-stricken trio that assembled in Mrs. Leon's room a quarter of an hour or so after the return from the matinee that is to say, after these ladies had repaired to their respective rooms to put away their out-door adornments, and, incidentally, to read wonderingly the note which Ethel had pinned on each pin-cushion. They met on the threshold of Mrs. Leon's room, each with a note in her hand, and stared at each other in white dismay. There was no need to make any disclosures: they met fully posted. They turned into the room, after that first awful, silent inspec tion of each other, and faced about once more. Mrs. Leon managed to speak first. "What's to be done, girls?" she asked help lessly. "This is terrible !" "See Mr. Law at once!" Addle cried. "Ethel says we are to hear of her through him. She also commands us not to worry him; but I'll worry him! /'// worry his existence out of him but he shall tell me where Ethel is!" "But Ethel says she has bound him to secrecy," Mrs. Leon whimpered, "and you don't know what these lawyers are! Oh, dear, oh, dear! What shall we do? It is most heartless of Ethel." CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 91 "Cruel!" Etta added. Adelaide favored her mother and sister with a steady, contemptuous stare, under which their pale faces turned crimson. "But we may get something out of Mr. Law," Etta urged hurriedly, "and the sooner the better. We can't let Ethel go." "No, of course not!" the others chimed in. Mrs. Leon turned away to get out her bonnet and wrap again, wavered and fell weakly into a chair. "I'm trembling all over," she moaned. "I simply can't go to him. Telephone him, Addie, please to come here as soon as possible." "Yes, that would be better," Addie reflected, "for it's nearly time for him to leave his office." She ran down to call him up, and quickly re turned with the information that he would come up after dinner, that he was coming anyway. Dinner passed off drearily enough. Mrs. Leon was querulous with Katie, otherwise a heavy si lence reigned. The mistress felt an unreasonable anger against the girl for not having managed somehow to prevent Ethel's departure. She ques tioned her mercilessly on the subject. All Katie could tell her was that Miss Ethel had warned her, immediately after the others had started for the theater that the expressman was coming for her trunks, which were all ready packed in the box-room. Had Katie noticed the name of the 92 A STRANGE RECORD express company? Yes, and she gave it. But this man, appealed to the next morning, could only say that he had been commissioned to take these par ticular trunks to the baggage office of the Jersey Station, so this hope of a clue to Ethel's destina tion was soon crushed. Continuing, Katie said that she had ventured to express her surprise at the sudden departure while all the rest of the family were out, and Miss Ethel had smilingly assured her that it was "all right." She had asked Miss Ethel if she would be away long, and she an swered, "Yes, some time." Miss Ethel had made the cook and herself a present and bade them a cordial good-by. "Did Mrs. Leon not know of Miss Ethel's intentions?" the puzzled Katie asked, scenting a romance. Too late, Mrs. Leon tried to save her dignity, "Of course! What are you thinking of? I only wanted to know how Miss Ethel got off." But Katie was not to be deceived. When her duties in the dining-room were over, she joined her fellow-servant in the kitchen with glee, and while she rubbed the silver with unusual vigor, the spicy gossip proving an extraordinary fillip to her energy, she entertained the cook with the news that Miss Ethel had really run away; that the Missus knew nothing of it, though she was trying to throw sand in their eyes. "Shure, I'm sorry!" Katie sighed. "It's our selves will be missing her, with her swate ways." CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 93 "Yes," the cook agreed. "Give me Miss Ethel afore them all. Maybe she'll come back, bless her!" Katie dropped a tear. "I don't believe she will," she faltered. "Not soon, at any rate. She's taken all her things. But she'll get on, Lord bless her! wherever she goes. She's a way with her as makes it a pleasure to do what she asks." "Hasn't she now!" the cook responded with animation. "Lord! if the poor Master could know! I hope the Missus ain't been rowing her; she's mortal hard to please at times." And they lapsed into speculation as to the cause of this unexpected and regretted defection, a dis course which was interrupted by a ring at the front door, and resumed with animation on Katie's return. Meanwhile, Mr. Law was having a hard time of it upstairs, and acquitting himself wonderfully well. They tried him with entreaties, threats, pas sion, and tears ! He was sympathetic, he was very gentle, very patient, but he was not amenable. He waited until they had thoroughly convinced them selves of this, and then quietly took his leave, earnestly recommending them to resign themselves as quickly as possible to the position that it was not to be stormed, or subtly undermined; it was impregnable. The exhausted women then betook themselves to their rooms and to bed. 94 A STRANGE RECORD Soon after midnight Etta was roughly roused out of an uneasy slumber. She sat up in alarm; and, by the feeble, unsteady light of an intrusive candle, beheld her sister, disheveled, tear-marred, and in hastily assumed dressing-gown. "Oh, Etta!" Addie cried, with another re morseless shake. "How can you sleep like that, you selfish, careless thing ! I haven't been able to lose myself for a moment, and I've been so wretched! I've thought, and thought, and thought, how we could win poor Ethel back, and the only way that seems to me to offer any hope is this you must be a man I" Henrietta stared at her sister in comic dismay. "I can't!" she snapped irritably, and sinking back cosily on her warm pillows. "Don't be idiotic! I'm sure you might leave me alone, Addie, when I'm in peace. I've worried enough, Heaven knows; and then, when I've not long dozed off, you wake me as if the house was burn ing down to tell me I must be a man ! You must be mad you look like Ophelia. Go back to bed." "You must act like a man!" Addie persisted resolutely. "If you close your eyes, I'll pinch you. I mean, of course, about Seth." "I hate him !" Etta spluttered viciously, now dismissing all thought of sleep and sitting up with energy. "The whole world is welcome to him if CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 95 it wants him. I'd like to see him divided up into little pieces!" "That's right. That's what I wanted to hear," responded Addie, with equal blood-thirstiness. "Now, you must tell him that, Etta, after you've told him that you've made an ass of yourself about him before Ethel, and she's gone away, like the unselfish, self-sacrificing thing she is, to leave the field clear for you." "O, I say!" ejaculated Etta, not unnaturally appalled. "That's what you must do," proceeded Addie relentlessly. ''That's what I meant by being a man. You must send Seth to find her; and he'll bring her back, when she knows you've sickened of him, because, I'm sure, she's fond of him !" "But how on earth is he to find her?" queried Etta nervously. "Trust him. He loves her." Etta winced at this brutality. "Once let him know that she's only run away on your account, and he'll track her down soon enough." "But the time his business?" "Pshaw ! Isn't he with his wealthy old father, who would be glad enough to see Ethel his wife? He can easily arrange for his absence." "If you feel so strongly about this," Etta ob served petulantly, "why don't you do it yourself? It's the meanest thing I ever heard of to make me do it!" 96 A STRANGE RECORD "Come! Don't be an It! Don't you see I can't convince him as you can? I'd come to him at a suspicious disadvantage, wouldn't I? peach ing on a sister!" "But however shall I manage it?" poor little Etta asked shiveringly. "I can't! It's impossible! On the face of it, it's impossible." "Ethel managed a harder thing for you," the dauntless Addie pursued. "Are you going to let her drift away from us when you can bring her back? How do you suppose you're going to feel about it afterward?" "Perhaps she's gone on Dr. Sartin's account, and it's Mommer's business," Etta maliciously suggested. "Little coward!" Addie cried scornfully. "That old fossil ! Mommer's blind, or she couldn't have worried over that." "Well?" "Well, Etta? Come! Think of all we owe Ethel think of dear old Pop." There was an anxious, painful silence, during which the sisters stared at each other. "I'll do it!" Etta gasped at last, suddenly in spired. "I'll act the man, although I can't be one. And, Addie, you're not an idiot, dear, you're a fine little woman." "Bless you, Sis!" I knew there was real grit in you. To-morrow?" "Yes, to-morrow." CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 97 And with a warm embrace the twins parted. The next evening Seth, summoned by telephone to a private interview with Etta on a matter of the gravest importance, presented himself wonder- ingly and not a little apprehensively. The door of communication between the front and back par lor was drawn together, and this looked ominous as well as unusual to Seth, when the maid ushered him into the former room. Behind that ominous- looking door General Adelaide mounted guard over the inquisitive but cowed mother, and was ready to tackle any other visitors who might chance to call inopportunely. Etta awaited Seth in the farthest corner of the long room, and, after greeting him gravely, asked him to sit down, in dicating a chair close by, facing her. He obeyed her, looking as he felt, thoroughly puzzled. What had become o^ Etta's familiar rosy coloring, gay smiles, and coquettish manner? The child was taken completely out of herself. This pale, se rious little woman, without a trace of self-con sciousness, was a stranger to him, an interesting stranger. "Whatever has happened, Ettie?" he asked alarmedly, compassionately. In a subdued way she at once told him of Ethel's abrupt departure, repeated the gist of the farewell notes, and gave him a graphic description of their unsuccessful contest with Mr. Law. Seth was 98 A STRANGE RECORD stunned: he couldn't speak; he couldn't move; he couldn't think. Ethel gone ! out of his sight, out of his life ! His white, shocked face and de spairing gaze said this to Etta, nothing more. She felt a reflection of the pang which ran through him, and pityingly withdrew her eyes. "We have been very, very unhappy over it," she faltered on, "as you can understand. We're all downright sick with anxiety. Of course, we mean to leave no stone unturned to find Ethel, and induce her to come back; but it's going to be hard work hard work to find her, and harder work, I expect, to make her come home again. Ethel, once her mind is made up, is very unyield ing as unyielding as that hardened old sinner Henry Law!" Seth partially regained the use of his tongue, but it moved stiffly. "They are two rocks!" he said, with rising indignation. "It's it's atrocious of them. I I don't see that you can do anything. You're you're perfectly helpless." The missing color came back to Etta's face too generously: she turned crimson. Seth did not notice it: his eyes were on the carpet, and his thoughts far away. She recalled both to herself with lightning-like rapidity. "No, I don't think we are perfectly helpless," she said swiftly, fearing her courage would desert her if she hesitated a moment. "I think we can CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 99 do something to bring Ethel back but, oh, it is hard, horrid!" "What can you mean, Etta?" Had Etta and Addie been less young inexpe rienced, and impulsive, they could not, between them, have accomplished this fateful interview: a thousand considerations outside the principal one would have held them in check. But, as it was, they could only see it from one point of view, and Etta now followed up Addie's lead with desperate heedlessness. "I mean," she said stoutly, but with a burning face and brilliant, frightened eyes, "that I believe Ethel has gone away on your and my account, and that we can find her and persuade her to come back if if only we try hard enough!" "I I don't understand," he stammered. "I feel awfully stupid. You mean " He was growing frightened too. She was white again, and her lips were quiver ing. "I I mean," she gasped, "that I that Ethel .... that you She paused abruptly, and began to cry. His uneasiness, his self-consciousness fled at the appealing spectacle of beauty, helpless and in dis tress: he thought only of comforting her, and, manlike, it was with a caress. He took possession of her hands, and squeezed them tenderly. "There! don't cry, Ettie!" he whispered sooth- IOO A STRANGE RECORD ingly. "Just tell me everything freely, and see if we don't do all we can." She suddenly tore her hands from him. "Don't presume to touch me!" she cried, with childish indignation, as she wiped away her tears. "I hate you, Seth Lomack, as I never hated any one before. Yes, you may stare. I do hate you, you conceited, troublesome, mischief-making thing!" "Etta!" She rose regally, and swept him a mocking curtsy. "The pretty truth is, sir," she said, warming up to her subject, "that I actually fancied I was in love with you, and I was jealous of Ethel and made her miserable, and she has run off to be out of the way. Now could you have thought me so insane? But I wonder at myself now!" "There, Etta !" he cried shrinkingly. "Don't say any more, child! you are over-excited and don't know what you're saying. This is nonsense. Let me go now, and we'll talk about Ethel an other time." He was anxious to shield the girl from herself, anxious to be alone and think it all out. But the girl stood over his chair, adamant. "If you attempt to go," she cried dauntlessly, "I'll pull you back by the coat-tails. I tell you I'm quite capable of it. It isn't nonsense, Seth, really! It's the sacred truth. You want to see CAP WHICH FITTED MANY IOI Ethel back amongst us as much as we do, don't you? Of course! Well, then, listen to me. I know you love Ethel, and I believe she loves you. Get leave from your father; hunt her down; tell her I've found out that I really cordially detest you, and bring her home." "Etta! It would be no use." But he was stabbed by the thought that, though Etta was wrong in her suspicion that Ethel loved him, she might be right in her surmise that Ethel had gone away fearing he would continue to press his suit, to leave the field open. He must write to Ethel and reassure her on the point. Had his prema ture proposal actually caused the catstrophe? Etta again recalled his thoughts to herself. "It would be of use, I tell you !" she cried with a stamp of the foot. "Just you find Ethel, tell her that I loathe you for being the cause of all this and will never tolerate you again except as her husband, and you'll see. Come ! You'll do it, won't you?" He stared at her. He was flushed, embarrased, tongue-tied, amazed ! He had known this girl for years and years, and yet he had never really sounded her. The pretty pool appeared so shal low ; and, like most of us, he had unquestioningly accepted that most unreliable of all evidence the mere evidence of the eye. And the depth of that same pool was overwhelming him. She mis understood his silence, and grew troubled again. 102 A STRANGE RECORD "I I suppose, Seth, you're surprised shocked at my speaking out my heart to you in this manner. It's unconventional, brazen, if you like, and, I know, only a very big thing could possibly excuse it. But but isn't this big enough, Seth?" He couldn't help her yet; he was struggling to collect and revive his swamped faculties. "I I meant it well at any rate," she continued, "and and it wasn't easy to do. I couldn't have done it. I should never have thought of it, but for Addie. Addie's a brick of the finest kind, and I mean to be a little worthier of calling my self her sister." He was himself again. "If Addie's a brick, Etta, you're another, that's clear. Two dear little gold bricks, one set with turquoises and the other with with. . . .why there's no stone to match your bright eyes ! I've never known your real worth, stupid head that I am! I'm just as proud as as Lucifer! to call you both my friends. And, look here, little girl, it's a fine thing to point out the right way, but it's a finer thing to make your way along it. Etta, I'll tell you everything. I'd bring Ethel back if I could but I can't! I've tried hard to make her care for me, I've asked her to become en gaged to me and let me try still harder but she couldn't! She doesn't care for me, except as a friend. I've fully realized that. Believe me, if CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 103 there'd been the smallest chance for me, I'd have known it instantly; and nobody then need have asked me to seek her. A man knows pretty well when a woman cares for him and when she doesn't whatever she may feel called upon to say or do. Ethel assured me, in an unmistakably sin cere manner, that the humdrum existence of mar riage would bore her to death." Seth's earnestness left no room for further doubt. So it had been all done; all borne with for nothing! He rose, and held out his hand to her, feeling that it was kindest to leave her at once. There was a strange dignity about the childish creature as she gave him her hand and said in a very quiet, tired voice: "Good-by, I'm sorry I've bothered you for nothing." He held the cold, little hand tightly and looked intently at her pale, set face. "I I don't like to think I'm utterly detestable to you," he said awkwardly. "Don't cast me off let me still come as before!" "Yes," she said dully. "You can come for news of Ethel." "And don't worry about Ethel," he said quite cheerfully, although his heart felt so sore on the subject. "She can look after herself, you know, and I don't think any one has really been to blame. You understand that I cannot force my presence on her, or attempt to influence her I have not IO4 A STRANGE RECORD the smallest excuse. But I don't want you to think me unsympathetic." "No. I understand," she said. "Good-by." He kissed the little passive hand, and left her. Addie heard him go, and pushing back the in tervening door, joined her sister. In a low tone Etta briefly and impassively communicated to her the result of the interview. Then they returned to their mother, who was sitting in sulky dignity by the back-parlor window. She knew that Etta was going to appeal to Seth to find Ethel, and dis approving of such a childish proceeding was an noyed at her inability to prevent it. She was startled to hear that Seth had proposed to Ethel and been refused; and, on his own frank ac knowledgment, Ethel had no feeling for him save that of friendship. This was all the twins told her. She was not informed that, in order to strengthen the appeal to Seth, Etta, urged by her sister, had given herself away to that eligible youth. Mrs. Leon would have indeed been furious over this, for, outside her immediate family circle, she was a great respecter of les convenances. Seth exonerated from playing any part in the mystery of Ethel's disappearance, Mrs. Leon's restless thoughts were turned unwillingly on Dr. Sartin. "Girls," she said timidly, and coloring, "you often get to know things about each other quicker than your elders do. Do do you think Ethel cares for for Dr. Sartin?" CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 1 05 They laughed. The situation, though unac knowledged, was known to be so thoroughly un derstood between the three Ethel's unselfishness and their mother's bitter jealousy over the Doc tor that the obvious "Then why should she run away?" was not uttered. "Why, no, Mommer!" Addie cried. "I'm sure she doesn't except in a daughterly way." They would both have liked to add, "Don't let that thought trouble you, you need never have fretted yourself and Ethel over it," but they lacked the courage, perhaps sufficient indifference to their conscience-oppressed mother, to utter the con temptuous words. "Well," said Mrs. Leon, relieved, "we must wait and see what our letters of this morning will do with Ethel. Oh, the humiliation of having to send them through Mr. Law ! I have great hopes in them, however. I know / never took such pains with a letter before!" "Nor I," the girls added simultaneously. The front door bell rang, and in a few mo ments Dr. Sartin's voice was heard in the hall. "Talk of the old boy," Etta muttered, and paused for the Doctor, hot and flustered, had hurriedly joined them. "I've just met Seth Lomack," he began without any conventional greeting, "and he has told me that Ethel has gone off for good on the sly. I IO6 A STRANGE RECORD couldn't credit it, and I've rushed in to learn the truth of the matter." "Well, you've heard it," said Mrs. Leon coldly. "Addie, show Dr. Sartin Ethel's note." "Well, well!" the Doctor murmured, consider ably appalled as he finished the missive; and the same thought which had stabbed poor Seth Lo- mack darted through his mind namely, that Ethel had run away from any renewal of his offer and any further aggravation of the mistress of the house. Good Heavens ! was he responsible for her departure from the shelter of home? He felt wretchedly uncomfortable, and compassionate, too, toward his probable fellow-sinner. "You all look terribly upset," he said, with a timid glance round, "and no wonder. Especially you, Mrs. Leon. Come ! We mustn't have you breaking down, you know." And he laid his hand sympathetically on her pulse. But the lady, to his surprise, swiftly drew her hand away. "I'm all right," she said tartly. "Only wor ried." "You want bracing up after all this wear and tear," he continued nervously. "Let me send you in a nice tonic of some sort, eh?" "No, thank you." Her tone was brusque in the extreme. The Doctor was not a little disconcerted at his CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 1 07 reception; his professional attentions had been heretofore so eagerly and gratefully received. "Well, cheer up, all of you!" he said, with an effort to be easy. "We'll get Ethel back, never fear. I'm going to try all I can ! Good-night." He held out his hand to Mrs. Leon first, but that lady bent her face lower over her fancy work, and her "Good-night" was icy enough to make him feel inclined to shiver. But he understood and respected her unjust treatment of him. "You made me unkind to Ethel," her whole attitude said; and Dr. Sartin turned away from this little specimen of the impartiality of female recrimina tion with a higher opinion of his former trouble some patient than he had yet entertained for her. The pretty blue eyes instead of ogling him brightly were full of the hot tears of shame; he saw them stealing through the downcast lashes. But the girls threw themselves into the uncomfortable gap and shook hands with him cordially, encouraging him earnestly and thankfully in any effort he could make to recover their dear sister. "They're better than I thought them," the Doc tor soliloquized as he trudged home. "You can't correctly estimate people until you see them in trouble. Then the strong sometimes fail you, and the weak nearly always surprise you. Talking of the strong reminds me of Ethel. She's treated us shabbily, and yet I can't feel indignant with her as Seth is though I'm just as sore. I've a IO8 A STRANGE RECORD sneaking admiration for the masculine prompti tude and resolution with which she has cut the Gordian knot. Would she have made me a de sirable wife I wonder? I don't know. She'd al ways have interested have fascinated me, I'm sure; but she isn't domesticated, she isn't tender, or clinging those are prosaic qualities, of course, far too commonplace to stir up our enthusiasms; but they wear well, and there's solid comfort in them. Those three poor thoughtless, self-centered little birds! Poor little hurt things! I'd like to stroke down their pretty, ruffled plumage, I'm so sorry for them and I mean to try. Meanwhile, Miss Ethel, I'll give you a dressing-down with my pen." Addie again joined Etta in her room when they went up-stairs. She put her arm round the sobered, listless little maid. "I'm sorry, Sis," she said, with a hug, "that you went through it all for nothing. I wish I had let things alone. But it seemed the most likely solu tion of the riddle, the most hopeful thing to do, now didn't it?" "Oh, yes! it certainly did; and it has as cer tainly failed." "Well, you'll forgive me, won't you?" "Of course, you goose!" Etta kissed her sister, pushed her away, and threw herself gloomily into a chair. "Ettie, what is bothering you? Don't think CAP WHICH FITTED MANY 109 anything more of the interview to-night every body will forget it, so it's not worth while. You've nothing to be ashamed of anyway. I hate to see you and Mommer so miserable. You mustn't think I've forgotten that I've added my quota to the general stream know I've helped to drive Ethel away. You don't know how horrid I've been to her at times. We've got to comfort each other." "Oh, I don't mind about the interview," Etta said impatiently, "but Seth said an awful thing to-night." "What was it?" "He said a man always knew whether a woman cared for him or not, whatever she might feel called upon to say or do !" "Well?" said Addie, with a strangled smile. "Well," returned Etta, rising, dragging off her ornaments and flinging them down roughly on the bureau, "I think a man is the meanest thing in creation, that's all!" CHAPTER VII WHAT TIME DID The letters written to Ethel were duly answered; she smiled over the different tying of the strings, and dexterously soothed each restless conscience in turn. She reported herself to each as well, happy, and comfortable; and as busily arranging to adopt a profession, of which she would probably tell them more later. That was all. She resolutely kept the secret of her where abouts and special interests, and the disappoint ment she consequently occasioned in five breasts was keen. The letters had been sent under cover to Mr. Law and reposted by him in Brooklyn. It must not be supposed, however, that the step mother and sisters left Mr. Law in peace because of their complete defeat at their first interview with him on the subject. After receipt of Ethel's first unsatisfactory letter, they forced several more interviews upon him before they finally gave up the attempt to conquer him as absolutely hopeless. Dr. Sartin and Seth also had divers skirmishes with the man of law and iron. He received them the first time patiently; the second time shortly; and the third time he asked the Doctor sarcasti cally whether he had abandoned medicine for de- WHAT TIME DID III tective work, and recommended him, if he had, to return to his first love as the latter was clearly not his metier; and he threatened to put a mansard roof on Seth's head if he presumed to bother him any more about the matter. So they, too, retired reluctantly from the field. To inquiring friends, Mrs. Leon helplessly stated the facts of Ethel's withdrawal as she (Ethel) had put them, and was commiserated with on having such an unruly daughter. "But she'll come back after a while, don't you fret," they would add consolingly. "I don't know," Mrs. Leon would return. "She was always queer obstinate." "Well, at any rate, you've nothing to reproach yourself with," would be the next remark. And here Mrs. Leon's self-possession would desert her suddenly, and she would relapse into a frightened silence ; and the friends were left to make the best they could of the affair, which, being nothing, did not sustain their interest. Meanwhile, Ethel was giving Henry Law her fullest confidence, and her regular and graphic letters afforded him the keenest satisfaction. First: she was leisurely looking about her and acquiring every little information as to the modus operandi of introducing herself to the hospital with the best effect, and Mrs. Rice's establishment fully deserved the character given it there was no falling off; she was supremely comfy, happy, 112 A STRANGE RECORD and healthful. Then she had joined the Protes tant Episcopal Church of her district, and was cultivating the pastor as a "character" from him was a necessary credential. Then she had passed the necessary physical examination with honours, and had entered on her three months' probation at the Charity Hospital. And then hurrah! her probation was over with complete success, and she had commenced her two years' training as a nurse. And while this was being accomplished, Time was healing all chafened surfaces and rounding off all rough and broken edges with his slow but un failing tools leisurely but systematically dropping his wonderful oil on the troubled waters until they were calmed into a philosophic quiescence. Dr. Sartin and Seth continued to call at the red-brick house in Pacific Street, and were noted frequently by the neighbors under the quaint black portico which sheltered the top of the high stoop and shadowed the massive double doors of carved mahogany; and the familiar sight called forth at last suggestive smiles and insinuating whispers. They came for news of Ethel of course; and they continued to come for news of Ethel long after that had ceased to be their primary object. For the Doctor found himself subtly dismissed as medical attendant, and treated altogether so cav alierly that he became unexpectedly interested, under this steady snubbing, in the study of a WHAT TIME DID 113 woman's conscience and resolution as presented by his quondam sophistical and weak patient, Mrs. Leon. Steeled to all rebuffs, he exercised his priv ilege as an old friend, and stormed her hospitality with unabatable ardor. And Seth Seth grad ually but only too surely fell in love with the little stranger Etta had introduced to him at that un forgettable interview, and his courtship was a stormy one. Etta was stoically friendly while he kept his new feeling for her well-cloaked by the old one; but at the faintest bursting through of that new and rapidly swelling tenderness the girl's pride would rise fiercely, vindictively armed; and Seth could only sigh and retire. Nevertheless, these augmenting battles must have possessed a strange and deep fascination for Seth, for he always returned to the fray with undiminished per- serverance and courage. He knew that Etta loved him ; but she had humbled her pride to him and so increased its natural sensitiveness a thousandfold, and that it would ever allow her to acknowledge her love and permit him to touch what was inevi tably his was extremely doubtful. The situation was most provoking; but it was piquant, too, and very stimulating. Toward the close of Ethel's training, Addie's faithful sweetheart, Dickie Leigh, had a plump piece of good luck tossed into his hands by that most capricious of femininities Dame Fortune. 114 A STRANGE RECORD The firm which employed him, a large drygoods house, suddenly offered him the management of their branch house in Japan, vacant through an untimely death, and, as well, a handsome increase of salary. This well-earned mark of apprecia tion placed a long-coveted treasure at last honor ably within Dickie's grasp, and he demanded Addie of Mrs. Leon without delay. As his pros pects were very bright, and he was an all-round deserving young man, and, moreover, as Addie's heart was certainly his, Mrs. Leon graciously con sented. The wedding was hurried on, for Dick had to depart as soon as possible, and he flatly re fused to go without Addie. Ethel was written to, of course, and entreated to return for the cere mony; but in a most loving letter she declared, much as she longed to, she could not do so. This was a big piece of self-sacrifice on Ethel's part, yet it failed to be appreciated, ^as many big things do; and a coolness on their side toward the ap parently unfeeling and refractory Ethel was born. Mrs. Leon and her daughters were bitterly hurt. The truth was that Ethel mistrusted her strength to resist the deserted mother and sisters when the time for parting came, and she did not want to give up the career which now lay with so much promise before her, nor to be a possibly disturbing element in the course of Dr. Sartin's and Seth's respective courtships. She had not given Henry Law her confidence respecting these two men, WHAT TIME DID 115 nevertheless, he was quite shrewd enough to guess the truth, and he was always anxious to send her any news which his knowledge of her told him would be gratifying. So he had kept her informed of the gradual tendency and growth of her rejected suitors' affec tions, and she was more resolved than ever to keep dark until these now submissive souls had floated into their natural harbors; a cross-current, such as her presence would bring, might turn them from their homeward course and send them adrift again. Ethel was not a vain woman, but, on the other hand, she was far too sensible to ignore facts; she knew her personality possessed a powerful fascina tion over these two men; away from her, this feeling naturally faded into torpidity with them; but, in her presence, it might be roused again and sway them. So Ethel put from her the yearning to see step-mother and sisters again, and, above all, the passionate desire to take Addie in her arms and wish her God-speed on the new untried, and doubtful road she had elected to follow, with no better guide than an impulsive, romantic baby- heart fired by a young man's easily excited and reckless tenderness. Addie was Dickie's ideal woman now when he was twenty-four, Ethel prayed that she might still be so when he was thirty-four, or, failing that, the next best thing that Dickie's principles and kindness of heart might be depended upon. Thus she turned to her 1 1 6 A STRANGE RECORD grateful patients for comfort, and a very pretty little wedding in which she was deeply interested took place without her. The lovely girl-bride sobbed over the parting with mother and sister, but she sailed away with a cheery confidence in her new future, a confidence Dickie proved himself de serving of. Dr. Sartin and Seth did their best to cheer up the bereaved mother and sister, and some success attended their efforts at last; a faint show of gratitude was accorded them, and they made the most of it. "I'll be a detestable old bachelor, and you'll be a ridiculous-looking old maid," Seth said to Etta one evening as he sat beside her while she trilled coon-congs at the piano, and Dr. Sartin and Mrs. Leon pow-wowed in the back-parlor. "We're not cut out for the roles, and it's a sin a crime for you to force them upon us." "Don't be an idiot, Seth!" flashed out Etta, abandoning her song but keeping up the soft, run ning accompaniment. "And rude besides!" "I'm not rude!" he protested. "I only mean that with your thorough beauty and winsomeness you'll never be able to look the part of a staid, philanthropic busy-body a preaching, interfering, self-satisfied, unclaimed blessing. No, not if you live to be a hundred !" "Well, don't distress yourself, I haven't the slightest intention of becoming an old maid," she returned loftily. "I shall make a suitable match WHAT TIME DID 1 1 7 when I'm ready. But there's no hurry: I'm not fading yet." "It's a bit disappointing," he murmured tim idly, "still I suppose I ought to be grateful for small mercies. Yes, I am grateful: I'll thank fully wait your time." Etta struck a sharp chord upon the piano, and turned upon him a pair of blazing eyes. "Don't frizzle me!" he pleaded feebly. "I wish I could!" she retorted. "When will you understand, Seth Lomack, that you don't enter into my scheme of life at all? I said a suitable match, you mountebank!" "But what's to become of me?" "Well, you may find a girl foolish enough to marry you, you know. There are so many fools in the world; still," with a scornful curl of her pretty lip, "you mustn't forget that there are degrees of folly. You may fail to find one suffi ciently large of mouth to swallow you." And she returned to her music and sang away merrily. "You've talked nonsense, Etta," Seth pursued gravely, "and we both know it. You'll never be ready to make a match unless it is with me. As for me, of course, I could marry heaps of splen- diriferous girls, but " "But," amended Etta, stopping short in her song, but still tinkling away at the keys, "you don't happen to live in a country where it is allowable. What a pity ! A few wives, smarting under their 1 1 8 A STRANGE RECORD first sense of disillusionment, would soon make an end of you. And I, for one, should be deeply obliged to them." "No, you wouldn't. But, there! you don't mean what you say. What you really mean is that you would never smile again." "I'd build bonfires for joy." "Etta! Won't you be reasonable, dear?" "Dear! How dare you be so familiar! I'll never be what you call reasonable never, never, Seth Lomack!" "I can't understand your pleasure in hurting me so, Etta." "No, I suppose not." "And and aren't you aren't you hurting yourself * * * * a little * * * * too? Come! Just say 'Yes,' Etta, and be done with it." Etta jumped up, and closed the piano with a sharp bang. "Look here," she said furiously to Seth, "I've had enough of you !" And she promptly joined the others. A game of whist was proposed, but Seth refused to take a hand. Sore and angry, he muttered an excuse, and took his leave. Etta bore his de parture with unruffled serenity, perhaps, because she knew she would see him again and before long ; she good-naturedly offered to take dummy for her partner, and the game of whist proceeded. WHAT TIME DID Dr. Sartin stayed late. Mrs. Leon had been wonderfully gentle and gracious to him all the eve ning, and with that heretofore lacking touch of reserve which gave value to her favors and zest to his appreciation. He was loth to leave the cosy parlor, with its daintily pretty feminine touches, and the society of these two attractive tender gen tlewomen for his grim widower's home and the ministrations of his trustworthy and capable old housekeeper, who was harsh of face and hands and stern of speech. Perhaps he was more sensitive than usual to the contrast, because he was feeling decidedly unwell. At length, after trumping his partner's best suit and playing into dummy's hand, and other high misdemeanors of a like description, he was obliged to own the state of affairs apolo getically, and prepare to depart. "No," said Mrs. Leon decisively, "you don't go until I've made you a cup of coffee worth drink ing. It will warm you up for the trip home the weather's raw to-night. I thought you didn't look well; you should have spoken before." And the servants having gone to bed, Mrs. Leon, ignoring the Doctor's feeble protests, bustled away to pre pare the comforting beverage with her own fair hands. "Sit here, Doc," Etta said sympathetically, ris ing and waving him into the biggest arm-chair, which she piled well with downy cushions. "Sit here, and make yourself cosy." I2O A STRANGE RECORD Dr. Sartin complied ; and he held the little girl's hand as she stood beside him, and patted it gently. "Well, what's the latest news from Ad, Et- tie?" "Oh, as bright as ever! They're worthy of each other, Ad and Dick. Only think, Doc, Ad- die's been married nearly a year already!" "Wonderful, isn't it?" he returned affection ately. "And we miss her as much as ever, eh?" "Yes, of course. You see, she took half of me away with her: I'm bound to miss that." "Well, we must find a substitute," the Doctor pursued whimsically. "I think we must follow a good example and get married ourselves. Now what do you say to that? Plenty of nice people going begging." Etta drew her hand away. "I'd rather not," she said pointedly as she turned away and seated herself. And the Doctor laughed, and changed the sub ject. That cup of coffee finished the Doctor. Mrs. Leon had proved to him that, under innumerable foibles, she possessed a conscience and a kind little heart of her own, and now that she could make the best cup of coffee he had ever tasted. The Doctor was passionately fond of coffee, and as he drained the cup he took a sudden resolution : he would marry Mrs. Leon after all. He had a fair share of that pretty well universal masculine con- WHAT TIME DID 121 fidence respecting women namely, that their liking can always be cultivated into love; and so no doubt as to the result of his gracious decision to cultivate this little specimen bf femininity troubled the Doctor's sturdy mind. Men are sometimes right. But the Doctor's intentions had to be shelved for a few weeks, during which he was ill unto death. The most assidious inquiries and the most toothsome delicacies came from 1429 Pacific Street; and it was to this house that the Doctor paid his first call when he was able to crawl about again. His reception was invigoratingly cordial. "But ought you to have ventured out so soon?" Mrs. Leon inquired anxiously of the pale shadow of her former ruddy and robust friend. "Well, I don't know. The fact is, I was impa tient to see you and Etta and tell you a big piece of news." "Yes," they said with interest. "I'm going to retire from my profession, and return to the auld country." There was a strained silence. Then Etta, who sat close beside him, laid her hand affectionately on the Doctor's arm. "Oh, I'm sorry!" she said impulsively. The Doctor leaned over and touched her temple with his lips. "Sorry that the old man can and is going to give himself a rest, sweetheart?" he asked. 122 A STRANGE RECORD "No. Sorry to lose you." "Well, we'll talk about that later." "But but what will all your enthusiastic pa tients do for you?" Mrs. Leon at length mur mured. "It's it's not treating them as they de serve, you know. Now is it?" "Oh, they'll soon forget me and find some one they like better it's the way of the world." "Come, Doctor!" Mrs. Leon continued plead ingly. "You're taking this illness of yours too seriously: you feel very shaky now, but you'll soon be your old self again. No, take a good long holiday a trip to the 'auld counthry,' if you like but come back to us." "You don't quite understand yet," returned the Doctor. "It isn't my illness that's brought me to this decision, but another combination of circum stances." "Oh!" they cried, and waited anxiously. "You know," the Doctor went on, "my family's rather an old one, and there's a title in it. Well, to cut a long story short, I've come into the title and estate, and must go and look after the latter. They stared at him and gasped. "Why why did you never tell us about this?" Mrs. Leon stammered. "Such old friends, too I It was too bad of you!" "Well, I stood the slimest imaginable chance of ever succeeding it never entered into my calcula- WHAT TIME DID 123 tions at all and I hate the snobbishness of fam ily bragging." "It comes like a dream," Etta murmured; "like a scene from a book, or play. It sounds too deliciously romantic for prosaic life." "Well, aren't you going to congratulate me?" the Doctor asked wistfully. Etta stood up and held out both her hands. "With all my heart, Lord?" "Kilburne," the Doctor amended with a chuckle. "Funny, isn't it?" He rose to take the little hands and put them to his lips. The lady of the house also got up, and silently offered him her hand. He shook it warmly. "And now," cried Etta, when they were all seated again, "tell us the whole history!" Which the Doctor did. "When do you go?" asked Mrs. Leon slowly. "As soon as I can get ready but that will take some time. Perhaps two months. "Well, the gain is decidedly yours; the loss, solely ours so we mustn't regret it, must we, Ettie? It would be too abominably selfish." Mrs. Leon still spoke slowly, but she had sum moned up a smile. Alone with her daughter that same evening, she said suddenly: "Etta, Ethel might have been a countess, in- 124 A STRANGE RECORD stead of a instead of a / don't know what! I wish she'd hurry up and tell us: she keeps put ting it off most tantalizingly." "Yes, so do I wish she'd tell us," responded Eltta. "But, as to her being a countess, Doc will look higher than an American girl now: he'll marry into the nobility, if he marries at all." "A man can't look higher than a nice American girl," retorted Mrs. Leon indignantly. "Loyal old Mummie," said Etta with a hug. Mrs. Leon sighed heavily. "How blue you look, Mommer! Come, cheer up!" "Well, Etta, I can't help feeling rather dismal. I've lost Ethel and Addie; and, now, here's our old, old friend Dr. Sartin, passing clean out of our lives." "Yes, I suppose he is. Three thousand miles is a big distance, and correspondence isn't satisfac tory besides, a man never keeps it up. Of course, he'll enter on quite a different style of life, and it will absorb him ; and we're bound, it seems to me, to grow out of sympathy with each other. Never mind, we must be satisfied that he is happy. He deserves his good luck." "He seems cheerful enough over it already, doesn't he, Etta?" "Yes, Mummie. I've felt a wee bit hurt over that myself. Not a word of regret at leaving old friends." WHAT TIME DID 125 "Men are selfish things," Mrs. Leon announced. "And they forget so easily." "Yes," was the quick answer, "they're selfish and mean, and teasing. But you've still got me, Mummie, and always will have, you know." Mrs. Leon smiled proudly on the pretty little creature. "I shan't have you long," she said. "Oh, yes, you will!" "Your cake's waiting for you, pigeon." Etta drooped her head low. "But behind closed doors," she whispered; "and in all my composition, there's not a key bold and strong enough to open it." "Come here, Etta!" Etta came, and knelt down by her mother's chair. Mrs. Leon played with the dusky hair, and pinched the soft face. Then she kissed it. "Don't worry, sweetheart!" she said tenderly. "We'll weld that key yet" CHAPTER VIII FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS It was Etta's custom to spend a few days every month with an old school-chum, the girls visiting each other's houses alternately; and, on her re turn from one of these sojourns, about a month after Dr. Sartln's confidences, Etta thought she noticed a change in her mother. She welcomed her daughter home as lovingly as .usual, but she was unusually serious and quiet, and there was a deferential air of timidity and constraint about her, very puzzling to Etta. Mrs. Leon did not wait, however, to be questioned. "When you have taken off your things," she said, after she had heard all about the visit, "come into my room, Etta. I've something to tell you." "What! More surprises in store? I thought there was something in the wind, Mommer, you look so gravely important." "Yes. It's a very big surprise," Mrs. Leon re turned, with a nervous laugh, "and I'm as im patient to tell it as the Doctor was to tell his so hurry up." "All right. I'll be with you in a minute." "Well," said Etta ten minutes later, " 'out with it'! as Sam Weller says." FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 127 "Etta, Dr. Sartin " "Lord Kilburne," corrected Etta, with mock solemnity. "Yes, Lord Kilburne has asked me to marry him!" Etta collapsed in her chair. "Why, I never thought he cared for you in that way!" she cried bluntly and affrightedly. "I never dreamed he would, under any circumstances, ask you to be his wife, much less these !" "Nor did I," returned Mrs. Leon, with rare meekness. "But he has." "And you " Etta faltered, beginning to tremble violently. "And I accepted him, of course. I've I've always liked him, and and it's a fine thing to be a countess, you know. A great honor." "Oh, mother, say it isn't true !" "Now, Ettie darling, you must take this reason ably. You're thinking of your good father, and so am I." Here Mrs. Leon put her handkerchief to her eyes. "You don't like to think of anybody in his place, and I feel sensitive about it, too. But everything soon settles down comfortably to a natural order of things, and it's rank ingratitude to keep the door closed when Fortune is knocking. I'm sure your dear father himself would have us to take advantage of this; he hadn't a selfish bone in his body. I've felt so nervous as to how 128 A STRANGE RECORD you would like this news, Etta. Don't make me unhappy, dear!" Etta paid no attention to this appeal; she had flushed a guilty crimson at the mention of her father, and it was this part of Mrs. Leon's speech that she took up. "I I hadn't thought of dear old Pop yet," she stammered, as if talking to herself. "Yes, it adds tremendously to the awfulness of it all. And some other consideration will turn up later, when we've had a little more time to think in, and pile on the agony." Mrs. Leon burst into tears, and there was a pause in the conversation. "Don't cry, Mummie!" Etta at last urged re pentantly. "I'm I'm not going to bother you. But. . . .are you going to be married. . . .soon?" "Yes, very soon, pet," sobbed Mrs. Leon. "We shall be married very, very quietly, as George wishes it only ourselves." "And then you'll go with him to Ireland next month?" "Yes," continued the future bride, drying her tears and brightening. "We'll go, darling. Etta ! I mean you to have the most glorious time in Eu rope that ever an American girl had yet!" "Mother!" "Yes, I do. My head is brimful of plans for you, and I shall so enjoy carrying them out. It's a pity Addie married so soon, or I might have had FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 129 both my daughters Ladies, or Countesses, or Duchesses, or Princesses. I tell you, with your beauty and charms, and the prestige of George's wealth and name, we shall be welcome everywhere, and may aspire to anything! I am so glad you and Seth haven't come to an understanding now. I could almost wish Addie unmarried but she's so happy!" "Oh, mother!" "And Ethel? Do you think Ethel will come back to us now and go abroad with us, Etta?" "No, I'm sure she won't!" snapped Etta. "She's too much sense." "Well, I'm afraid not, too but she shall have the chance. It's a glorious one, I think, for any girl." "Mother!" "Bless the child! Can't you say something else. But there ! You're bewildered, and no wonder. I am myself. Why, I declare you're as white as a ghost and shivering like a leaf!" "Well, it it isn't every day one is greeted with such news," said Etta, making a desperate effort to rally her forces. "No, indeed! Think of the receptions, and balls, and concerts we shall enjoy, Etta ! Think of the distinguished people we shall mix with and entertain! Won't it be interesting?" "Ah!" 130 A STRANGE RECORD "Think of the gowns and jewels we shall have! Yours shall be of the finest, my pretty; I've com menced on some of them already. And we'll show those dowdy automatic English women how to put them on with effect and carry everything before you." "Ah!" "We'll be presented at Court both in Dublin and London, Etta." "Yes." "In fact, we're going to have the very best of good times, little girl." "Yes ah, yes!" "There ! I hear George's voice in the hall. Run down and greet him affectionately, chicken; he's as anxious as I am that you should be pleased. I'll be down in ten minutes or so. Give me a kiss before you go and wish me joy. There ! What cold little lips! Run away!" "Poor old Doc!" thought Etta, as she walked downstairs. "He's going to have a lively time. I wonder if he knows it?" She joined the Doctor in the parlor with the calmness of sheer despair. Walking up to him, she raised her face to his. "Mommer's just told me," she said stiffly. "I hope you'll be happy, and make her so." "I have no doubts myself," he said cheerily, as he kissed her. "And can't we make the little daughter happy too?" FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 131 "You've begun well, I must say!" retorted Etta, drawing away from his encircling arm. "You half killed me!" "How, sweetheart?" "I I love America," she faltered evasively. "It's the finest country in the world. You're tak ing me away from it." "You've not seen the other countries, Etta; each has its own peculiar charms. It's a fine thing to be able to discriminate amongst them, and to do that one must travel. Many would give much to have the chance." "Yes," she assented dully. "Your mother and I have been talking a lot about you while you have been away," the Doctor continued, "and we mean you to see what we can show you of the world and life. You shan't have time to pine, Etta." "You're awfully good. Shall you enjoy that, Doc ? I beg your pardon ; I don't know what to call you." "Please stick to 'Doc.' Shall I enjoy it, Etta? Ah, well ! I'll enjoy seeing your mother and you enjoy it, at any rate. Here she comes! We're all right, you see, mother as right as a trivet!" "What a happy little mother she looked until Seth joined the trio. Then her gay blue eyes sought Etta's face with anxious inquiry, and her bright countenance grew momentarily uneasy over what they read there. For Etta had blanched and 132 A STRANGE RECORD grown rigid under Seth's warm greeting; but, in an instant, and with a mighty effort, the girl mas tered and cloaked her feelings. Before any one could remark on her emotion, almost before any one could notice it, her natural color was again mantling her cheeks, her lips were smiling, and she was chatting vivaciously. Mrs. Leon, who was certainly not of an analytical turn of mind, was at once relieved and reassured. "It must have been some trick of the lights," she thought, "which made her look at first so deathlike. They can make you look funny at times !" "Come and play to me, Etta," Seth soon pleaded, anxious to have her to himself in the other room. "I haven't had any music since you went away." Etta got up, humming a tune ; and as she passed her mother the latter leaned forward and whis pered to her, "Tell him at once and be done with it." So instead of going to the piano, Etta walked to one of the front windows, and sat down in a corner, where the drooping portiere screened her from the other pair, and where her conversation need not be overheard unless she wished it. As she sat down she felt that her nerve was again de serting her; but a bold inspiration finding birth within her almost simultaneously, seized it and held it in check. FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 133 Seth followed her wonderingly. "I asked for some music, Etta?" "I know you did, impatient boy! You shall have it presently. Sit down here first,' and pre pare to be astounded." Seth needed no second invitation, for Etta was seated on a tiny sofa just large enough to hold two and not an inch to spare, and had oh, rare and sweet condescension ! invited him to take his place beside her. He put his arm lovingly round the back of the sofa on Etta's side, and his fingers curled round the bend. Really! It was almost like hugging Etta. "Well?" he asked happily. "Well," she returned, without preamble, "Lord Kilburne has asked Mommer to marry him, and she has accepted him!" "Why, I never thought he'd do that!" Seth blurted, considerably stunned by the bald an nouncement. "Nor did I. Nor did Mommer. But it's an accomplished fact." "Upon my word!" "Yes, it's rather startling, isn't it? I only heard it myself an hour or so ago, and I haven't fully recovered from the shock yet!" "But, Etta ! Lord Kilburne is going to live in Ireland!" . "Naturally. Where his estates are. They are to be married very shortly, and very quietly; and 134 A STRANGE RECORD then we're all going to Ireland next month to live!" "We are ?" he gasped. "Yes, we are and to live. That's all." She felt inclined to add, "Steady" for the sofa shook, and so did she, with the rough start he gave. "Oh, so that's all, is it?" he repeated dazedly, but he looked at her searchingly. "Yes, that's all. I wish you wouldn't stare at me so, Seth, or that your face was less doughy- looking! It's not cheering! I'm waiting for your congratulations." "Waiting for my congratulations!" "Yes. What a parrot you are! waiting for your congratulations, of course!" A recklessly gay and mischievous sprite seemed to have taken possession of Etta, and, under its prompting, her eyes twinkled, her color rose ever higher, her lips smiled more and more merrily, and her voice was lightly mocking. Seth studied her in deeply pained amazement. "I I don't see exactly what I am to congratu late you upon," he stammered confusedly. "I I didn't think you'd be glad to go !" "Why, you stupid boy, don't you see that it's a fine thing to be a countess, a great honor? and that the next best thing is to have one's mother a peeress and be under the glamour of her coronet?" FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 135 "Ah, yes! To be sure!" He spoke like one in a dream. "So your congratulations are due to the three of us, Seth to the happy bridegroom, to the proud bride, and to the lucky daughter. I'm wait ing for mine, and then I'll lead you back into the other room and you can do your duty to the happy pair." Seth ceased to stare at her: he rested his el bows on his knees and let his head drop into his hands, and not a word said he. What had hap pened to Etta? What was the meaning of all this? What had become of his little sweetheart? The girl beside him was certainly the old Etta, of whom he was impatient. She had not really died then in giving birth to that serious and tender little stranger who had so completely captivated him ? No ! She had only allowed herself to be eclipsed temporarily by that new pure star, and now she was returning the compliment with a vengeance. "Well, Seth? Come! Where's your imagina tion? Think of the distinguished company, the dresses and jewels we shall enjoy! Think of the presentations at court, the magnificent balls, con certs, and receptions! Can't you picture it at all? I can, I assure you most vividly! And so I am impatient to be congratulated. Wake up!" She tapped him smartly on the shoulder. 136 A STRANGE RECORD He raised his head and looked at her wearily. His aspect was singularly haggard. "Do these things, even in imagination, com pletely satisfy your soul, Etta?" "Preacher!" she cried jeeringly. "Do they, Etta?" "Well, what do you think?" she asked, with a little moue. -"I think it looks like it." "Does it? Good then!" "And now I do congratulate you, Etta. For a soul that can be satisfied materially is indeed a pos session to be coveted." "I think so, too, Seth." "There'll be no heartaches in store for you, Etta, and they are not pleasant things to have." "Charmed then to know that I shall be exempt." There was a pause. The girl grew restless and frightened, and relieved the tumult within her by another burst of words. "Seth! Shan't I look well in a white satin gown tumbling off my shoulders and trailing for yards behind me and with three perpendicular feathers and a streaming veil for a crown, and strings of pearls swinging all around me, and glittering stars and crescents and birds and things dabbled all over me? Now, shan't I?" "Well, tastes differ," he returned absently. "It sounds to me like the picture of a silly, half- dressed, bead-bedecked savage." FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 137 "Oh! does it? Well, you never had any taste, Seth." "No, I suppose not. Well I may as well con gratulate the others now and depart." "Depart! Why, you've only just come !" She was flurried and half put out her hand to hold him. She drew it back instantly, however, and repeated more firmly, "Nonsense! You've only just come." "True! But, now I know what's going to happen, I won't intrude any longer, nor again. You must have lots of preparations to make, and you haven't so much time that you can afford to chat it away with friends who won't come into your aristocratic future at all, and whom you need not, therefore, be bothered with. Those tumble- to-pieces gowns will take a lot of thinking out and making." His tone was bitterly final, and he rose as he ceased speaking. Etta laughed, a little too wildly, as she sprang up beside him. "Why, I shan't have those gowns made here, you simpleton !" There she cried. "The very idea ! Oh, Seth, you'll kill me !" There was real agony in her voice, but he didn't notice it. "Won't you?" he returned stupidly. "Well, at any rate, you'll have lots of other things to do. Good-bye." "Oh, say good-bye when youVe finished with 138 A STRANGE RECORD the others," she said hurriedly. "Come back to me here." He turned away at once and went into the other room, and Etta remained standing where he had left her. The critical moment was fast approach ing, and her self-possession was weakening pro portionately. She heard, as in a far distance, the murmer of Seth's congratulations and the voices of her mother and Lord Kilburne in reply. She heard faintly their hearty "good-nights." Her hot cheeks were rapidly cooling, paling: she rubbed them viciously, but they seemed to grow steadily colder like her throbbing heart. She gave herself a petulant shake in order to drive away a growing dizziness and a blurredness of vision. Out of the subdued light of the front parlor a dark shadow loomed, and stood before her: she rubbed her eyes and drew a long breath. Seth had come back to say good-bye; and Seth was studying her critically, struck by her unusual ap pearance. "What are you staring at?" she asked irritably. "It's such a rude trick of yours!" "I beg your pardon. I was only wondering whether anything was the matter with you?" "No. I've only been over-excited, and it's be ginning to tell on me, that's all." "Oh! A good night will put you right then. I wish you pleasant dreams, if it's not superfluous. FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 139 Good-bye. I'm real glad you're so happy, Etta, only I I" He stopped abruptly and held out his hand. "I thought you wanted some music, Seth?" "Did I? I believe I did." "Well, let me play for you." "No, no! I'm all out of tune. You shall not play for me or with me any longer! Good bye." "Good-bye ! Good-night is more in keeping with the circumstances, isn't it?" "No, I mean good-bye." "Why, shan't we see you as usual?" she asked, still ignoring his outstretched hand. "No." "Perhaps perhaps, you'll visit us on the other side, Seth?" "Never!" "Do you really mean it?" "God knows I do!" She slipped past his hand and nestled clingingly against him. "Then don't let me go !" she whispered, with her lips against his ear. "Etta!" "Ah, Seth, don't let me go! Goosie, do you think I could have so laughed, and talked, and acted to-night if I had not meant to say this in the end? Don't let me go, don't let me go!" 140 A STRANGE RECORD There was a breathless pause, and then Seth's voice rang out: "By Heaven, I won't!" She put her hand over his mouth. "Oh, hush! There, Seth! If you squeeze any tighter you'll break every bone in my body. And and don't kiss me any more ! they'll they'll hear you !" "Oh, Etta, why did you try me so?" "Well, since I had made up my mind to do the proposing, I was bound to take something out of you first to even things up. My pride demanded it. In fact, I couldn't have managed this without it. My pride had locked my love up, you see, and had thrown away the key; but I made another out of Mummie's coronet and those teasing words. I might have failed to free my love with any other materials. So don't grudge me my innings you'll have it all your own way from now !" "My little queen! I'm only the meekest and proudest of your subjects." "There, Seth! Don't begin again. I hear them moving in the next room. Mommer's going to be awfully disappointed she hopes to make me a Lady or a Countess, or a Duchess or a Princess, Seth! She doesn't dream that they're nothing in the scale against plain Mrs, S. Lomack indeed, it is quite ridiculous that it should be so." "I say, sweetheart! Let's escape all the argu- FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 141 ments and pow-wowing by getting married on the quiet, eh?" "Oh, Seth, I'd like to! And, after all, I don't think it would be wrong because we know Mummie approved of you for me before this Peeress business, and I can't see how the Doc's succession has damaged you, can you?" "Not a bit of it! And if I didn't know that Mrs. Leon approved of me once, and that I'm no worse since, I wouldn't urge you to the step. What now stands between isn't worthy of any con sideration, because it's all pure vanity!" "But all the things that are being meanwhile got ready for me, Seth?" "They'll do for your trousseau, darling. The gowns I wouldn't wish my little wife to wear the tumble-to-pieces gowns, you know were to be made on the other side, I think I understood?" "Yes." "So we'll just slip out some day soon and be married, and then we'll come back and break it to them gently. There never was a surer way of damping a threatening and irritating explosion than by being able to begin with the simple asser tion that it isn't of the slightest use !" "I say, you two!" the Doctor here sung out. "What's become of the music? And what was Seth bawling about just now?" "Etta's now going to begin, sir," Seth returned 142 A STRANGE RECORD promptly, and they both flew to the piano, "and I was bawling because because she startled me." Not so many days later, Mr. and Mrs. Seth Lomack presented themselves in their new dignity to the powers that were. Standing hand in hand, before Lord Kilburne and his prospective bride, they acknowledged their marriage, defended each other, and appealed to be forgiven and con gratulated. It was impossible not to forgive them, they were so young, and happy, and en gaging ! The first shock over, Lord Kilburne burst into hearty laughter, and clapped sly Seth upon the shoulder, and heartily embraced the wicked little bride. Mrs. Leon came round more slowly; she was deeply disappointed; her maternal pride had received a severe blow. But by degrees Etta and Seth won her over; and Lord Kilburne reminded her, as a finishing touch, that there was always the standing law of compensation to comfort. "Think how much younger you'll look, mother, without that little finished coquette beside you!" he cried. And Mrs. Leon smiled faintly, and protested no further. It was agreed that Etta should remain with her mother until the latter sailed as the Countess Kil burne. Both Etta and Seth wrote to tell Ethel of their hurried marriage, and the reason for it ; and, in replying, she showed her quick and wide sym- FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 143 pathy, and also how much the little romance had charmed her. She was equally delighted with her step-mother's brilliant prospects, and her congratu lations to Lord Kilburne and his bride-to-be could not have been more sincere or hearty. She wrote to all four now freely of her profession ; and, but for the circumstances of her having two desperate cases on her hands at the time, she would have at tended her step-mother's wedding. These four letters were sent to their addresses direct from New Orleans, and Ethel also wrote at the same time and with the same frankness to Addie. So Henry Law's long reign of tyranny was at last over, and he was laughingly forgiven by his happy victims. This good old man passed to his rest during Ethel's second year as M. D. Etta and Seth saw Lord Kilburne and Mrs. Leon married early one day, and then this small wedding party of four lunched together, and pro ceeded to the docks and on board the big steamer which was to convey the bride and groom to Ire land. Many of the assembled passengers noticed Etta admiringly, and, mistaking her for a passen ger, looked forward to making her acquaintance during the voyage. They did not notice a slight, fair youth in her neighborhood, who was unobtru sive with the calm sense of possession that is to say, not until this same individual led her away weeping, and she grew indistinct to them among the motley crew frantically waving their pocket- 144 A STRANGE RECORD handkerchiefs from the end of the pier long after distance had hopelessly blurred the identity of the passengers. Etta and Seth went South for their honeymoon, and finished up at New Orleans, of course. They managed to get in at Mrs. Rice's, and a very blooming Ethel welcomed them jubilantly. There was no taint of jealousy to mar that joyous meet ing : all three were so honestly and obviously satis fied. Ethel was quite proud of the happy mar riage she felt she had brought about, Seth's heart was at rest, and Etta felt grateful all round. Ethel arranged for a few days' holiday in honor of the visit, and many a jolly outing did they enjoy together under her ciceronage. When they were leaving the Crescent City Ethel informed them, as she was seeing them off at the station, that her ambition was not yet satisfied the successful nurse had made up her mind to study medicine. "Heavens, Ethel!" Etta exclaimed, "you won't be satisfied until you murder some one. They laughed, and Ethel added : "No, I shan't commit murder unless, perhaps, Doc, Dick, and Seth fail to prove exemplary hus bands!" But Seth was more sympathetic and compli mentary. "Famous!" he cried. "We want more women- FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 145 doctors, and you're just the cut for it, and there are not many women who are." "Thank you, Seth." "But are you going to study here?" Etta asked. "Oh, come back to the North to us!" "No, sweetheart, I'm quite wedded to New Orleans now. But, unfortunately, I find there are no medical colleges in this city admitting women students, so I can't study here; still, I'll study as near here as possible. No more of your alter nately bleak and roasting, bustling and squeezed together North for me." "Well, I am sure," there's a durability and en terprise about us, at any rate, Ethel, which you lack here!" cried Etta indignantly. Your frame houses with their separate plots may be roomy and airy, but they don't look as if they would stand much, or long; and, besides, their effectiveness is considerably marred by their not all being in the same state of repair. The whole city has a toy- like appearance to me ; rather a pretty toy at times, but badly battered at frequent intervals. And the mantle of indolence which envelops you! Ethel, you're that lazy here!" "We're always warm and contented, though," Ethel smiled, "and we get there comfortably in the end. I was inclined to think as you do at first, Ettie; but only give New Orleans a fair chance, and she'll win you in the end. Now, up North, 146 A STRANGE RECORD you know, you're first thoroughly frozen and then thoroughly baked, and you break your necks bust ling, so can't enjoy the proceeds." "Traitor!" "Not at all, I'm simply honest. All aboard? There ! I must go. Mind your head, Et, when you sit up in the lower bunk, or you'll knock your brains out. I nearly did coming down. Good old Pullman ! just a couple of inches more would have placed him beyond criticism. Good-by, Kitten." Etta clung to this big, strong, self-reliant sister as if she could never let her go; and, when his turn came, Seth kissed her, too, for the first and last time in his life. So the long train steamed out of the station, and went on its way. Etta gazed out of the window silently at the funny little places they passed through, and smiled now and then at the picturesque groups of dilapidated-looking but happy darkies who crowded about the train at the different stations. An ever welcome diversion occurred presently in the shape of an official-looking person who strutted through the car with this warlike cry, "First call to breakfast!" Seth rose at once and made Etta leave her green velvet seat, and they followed in the wake of this cry. Sqeezing through the nar row passages, and hopping from one car to an other, cars in blue and cars in red, they at length FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS 147 reached the dining-car, with its two rows of in viting tables for two and four. "Ethel's happy, Seth," his little wife remarked, as they appropriated a tiny table for two, and the head waiter pompously presented her a menu framed in bright metal and shaped like a fan. "As happy as a queen," he returned, glancing at the smiling, white-jacketed negro, who was inclin ing his ear for their order. "What will you have, dear?" CHAPTER IX A MASTER RIDDLE The first post the morning after Ethel had taken possession of the gray cottage brought Mrs. Lith a surprise and a serious shock. The surprise came in the shape of a fat-looking registered letter, for registered letters were not common events in Mrs. Lith's life; and its contents constituted the serious shock. These were twenty dollars in notes wrapped round a key, which Mrs. Lith instantly identified as the key of the gray cottage, and, on further investigation, the sturdy envelope yielded a thin slip of paper on which was written : "Dear Madam: The cottage has served my purpose admirably, and, having now no further use for it, I return you the key and one month's rent ($20) in forfeit of due notice. The few articles of furniture you will find in the cottage, please dis pose of as you think fit ; I shall not want them any more. "Thanking you sincerely for all your courtesy, "Faithfully yours, "Ethel Leon." Small wonder that this development excited Mrs. Lith's consternation. What had happened? A MASTER RIDDLE 149 What did it all mean? "The cottage had served her purpose admirably." What purpose? Per haps only too likely a ghastly one! "She wouldn't want the furniture any more." Why? In Heaven's name? Unless she was done with life and its needs ! Mrs. Lith's ready imagination rose to higher and higher flights the more she speculated on the subject, and she trembled exceedingly. The twenty dollars were most satisfactory and comfort ing, still they could not calm her fears. She put them away carefully, and, hastily swallowing a little breakfast, she confided the house to the care of her daughter, a girl of fifteen, and departed to consult a neighbor and crony. Into Mrs. Elton's ears timid Mrs. Lith poured the whole history of the mystery which was appalling her. Mrs. Elton followed her friend's lead with avidity, and made much of the material on hand; indeed, it was impossible to deny that these two ladies found a certain amount of pleasure in exaggerating any little excitement which served to break the placid monotony of their lives. It was promptly agreed, in this instance, that they should at once proceed to the cottage and see what further details a strict investigation of the scene of the mystery would afford. Mrs. Lith's nervousness increased as they pro ceeded thither, and reached its height as her shak ing hand inserted the key in the little front door. 150 A STRANGE RECORD What would they see on opening it? In quick succession her overstrung nerves presented to her mental vision a series of gruesome pictures, and the sudden wild thought that the police might make out a suspicious case against her and hold her responsible struck her full as she turned the key in the lock. She shrank back with a great gasp. "Oh, I hope there's nothing wrong!" she mumbled. "Whatever will become of me if there is?" "Why, what have you to do with it?" retorted her more practical friend. "Nonsense!" "Well," shivered Mrs. Lith, "It's my cottage, and and she was alone, and the police say such awful stupid things! They they might say oh, I don't know what!" Mrs. Elton laughed contemptuously. She was one of those lucky beings born without nerves, or, more properly, without any consciousness of them; and she was afflicted with a stupendous bump of curiosity. So she pushed past her terrified friend impatiently, and entered the cottage. Rapidly she peeped into all the rooms, and then called out cheerily : "She ain't here at any rate, Mrs. Lith, and there's nothing terrible to see. So come! pull yourself together, and let's look for a clue." But there was no clue whatever, although the two interested searchers worked diligently, thor- A MASTER RIDDLE oughly and systematically. Three of the tiny fire places presented all the appearance of having done duty the day before ; but they had done it so thor oughly, evidently under strict supervision, that the ashes they contained were not to be identified in their original form at least not by the two ama teur analysts. Reassured on the subject of those terrible pic tures with which her uneasy imagination had har assed her before entering, and comforted at not finding the slightest clue which conscience would dictate her following up and which might lead to her further distress, Mrs. Lith, with a gigantic sigh of relief, turned her attention approvingly on the articles of furniture kindly handed over to her. "It was real sweet of her, anyway, to leave me these things, now wasn't it?" she remarked to her friend, as she passed her handerkerchief over the polished top of the table with an air of proud proprietorship. "Y-es," returned Mrs. Elton, with disparaging envy. "They're pretty, but I don't think there's much wear in 'em. Maybe I'm mistaken, though." When Mrs. Lith's unexpected windfall had been thoroughly admired and appraised, the two ladies prepared to depart. "Well, what are you going to do about it?" queried Mrs. Elton, as they wended their way homeward. "Well," retorted the landlady, "I don't see as 152 A STRANGE RECORD it's any business of mine but it looks queer, now don't it?" "Yes, it looks queer; though p'rhaps there's nothing in it!" "Well," resumed Mrs. Lith, "lest there may be, I think I'll just let her friend, Mrs. Rice, where she came to me from, know about it, and ease my conscience of the responsibility. I must contrive to see her during the day. Then I'm out of it; I know nothing of the woman-doctor, beyond see ing her twice; and Mrs. Rice must do as she thinks best. Don't you think so?" "Yes; it seems the most sensible thing to do." So the friends parted amicably, and Mrs. Lith, moist and short of breath over the exertion, called on Mrs. Rice that afternoon and favored her with a detailed account of Ethel's mysterious behavior. The news startled and distressed Mrs. Rice ex ceedingly, and she would not rest until she had sat isfied herself personally that the cottage held no clue. Satisfied on this point, Mrs. Rice cast about in her mind as to who among Ethel's friends would be most likely in a position to throw some light on the matter, and immediately decided on Nurse Kenworthy, as Ethel's most intimate and confi dential associate. It was then getting late, how ever, and Mrs. Rice was obliged to return to her boarding-house, postponing the interview with the nurse until the morrow. So she took leave of the obsequious Mrs. Lith, promising to let her know A MASTER RIDDLE 153 results, and went away, sustained by the hope that her mail might, in the mean time, bring her some tidings. But in this respect the postman disappointed her, and her subsequent interview with Nurse Kenworthy proved futile. The latter was simply astounded at the facts disclosed to her, and could throw no ray of light upon them, nor make any suggestion, save that she thought it would be wise to consult Ethel's good friend and patron, Mr. Keystone, as the fittest person to advise them in their bewilderment. Mrs. Rice's judgment seconding this motion, Mr. Keystone was consulted forthwith. He, too, was surprised and puzzled at the riddle put before him, as was only natural ; but he did not share the ladies' alarm. His advice was: "Let's wait another day or so and give Dr. Leon a chance. No use making a fuss unless it's absolutely necessary, and there's really nothing to encourage any unpleasant ideas. It's my belief she'll solve the riddle for us herself; at any rate we may hear from her, or of her, in a day or two. If we don't I think her people should be communi cated with. You have her sister's address in Brooklyn, haven't you, Mrs. Rice? Good! It's their place to set detectives on her track, if they think it needful; we have no right to interfere." Thus it was left. The day or two dragged slowly, anxiously by, and brought no tidings. Then 154 A STRANGE RECORD Mrs. Seth Lomack was written to for information, the whole case being laid bare to her, and she was urgently appealed to for a prompt reply. The answer came by return post a frightened, hur ried letter. Mrs. Seth Lomack was absolutely ignorant of her sister's whereabouts, or of her intentions had not heard from her for many months, almost a year. The correspondence between Ethel and her family had gradually dwindled as they be came more and more absorbed in their individual pursuits, to a yearly report that all was well. Mrs. Lomack had last heard from her sister from Mrs. Rice's, when there had been no suggestion of any change or dissatisfaction; on the contrary, her sister had then reported herself as well and happy, and hopeful of the future. Mrs. Lomack and her husband did not like the looks of the affair at all, it had seriously grieved and alarmed them, and they intended handing it over at once to the police. This was done without a moment's unnecessary delay. No expense was spared, and a most care ful searching investigation immediately ensued. But it elicited nothing! Inquiries were made of Etta as to Ethel's pecuniary affairs, and she gave the information that her sister had a small for tune invested in United States coupon bonds. It was discovered that Ethel had had a box at the Orleania Savings Bank and Safe Deposit Co., but A MASTER RIDDLE 155 had relinquished it on the day she disappeared. What she had done with her securities was as deep a mystery as to what she had done with herself. For, as far as human ingenuity could discern, no such person as Ethel Leon had left the city, and there was no Ethel Leon in it. It seemed incred ible that she could have vanished so mysteriously! it seemed that there must be a trace of her some where! Mr. and Mrs. Seth Lomack themselves came South, and went over the old ground la boriously. Still, nothing came of it. Mrs. Rice repeated again and again her interview with Ethel, when the latter had informed her of her contem plated change, and spoke of Ethel's evident anxiety to keep all her friends away from her new home until she was, as she put it, "settled," and of how pale and grave and worried the Doctor had looked when she went away. Mrs. Lith retailed as fre quently her two short interviews with the missing woman, always under protest, with the old nervous dread of being implicated in something blood-curd ling; and exhibited the last note, which was read and reread hundreds of times. The boy who had delivered Ethel's purchases was nearly driven dis tracted by questions ; but all he could say was that the lady had looked all right when he saw her, that she had taken the parcels from him herself at the front door, and that he did not see, or hear, any one else about the place. He gave the time of de livering the packages in the forenoon, and appar- 156 A STRANGE RECORD ently no one had seen her since. Nurse Kenworthy and Mr. Keystone helped the distracted brother and sister valiantly, and ransacked their memories in the vain hope of recalling some half-forgotten conversation which might afford a clue. The newspapers had taken the matter up, of course, and had boomed it far and wide, under huge black headlines. Descriptions of the missing woman bristled everywhere, appeals to her person ally in the personal column of the "dailies" unfail ingly met your eye, and big rewards for discovery or clues were offered. People speculated, theorized and wrote about the case ; and the popular opinion was that it was one of suicide. The insufficient fur niture of the cottage, the absence of provisions, of help, etc., all pointed to this; but, on the other hand, a suicide could not do away with her own body, and why should any one else hide it? And then the money? It was suggested that she had se cretly disposed of this, and then consigned her weary, disappointed body to the deep waters. The ever-busy detectives followed up now this theory, now that, hiding, kidnapping, suicide, murder, they ran through the whole gamut and sifted each to the ground, and still, for all their endeavors, they ended, as they had begun, in darkness. At length the sad facts were reluctantly com municated to Mrs. Dicky Leigh and the Countess of Kilburne, and Mr. and Mrs. Seth Lomack re turned home. A MASTER RIDDLE 157 "Oh, Seth!" sobbed Etta, as the train was steaming them northward, "do you think any harm has come to Ethel? I feel miserable about her! I wish I had written to her oftener, and been more sympathetic; but I always was a selfish, self-cen tered little beast! You don't think she's dead, do you?" "No, no!" he said quickly, shrinkingly. And then he added more cheerfully, manfully trying to stifle his secret, gnawing doubts. "Trust me, wifie, we'll hear from Ethel some day." "Then I think it's a wicked shame of her!" cried Etta, with all her old impetuosity. "A cruel, wicked shame !" She dried her eyes, and stamped her foot. "Yes, of all the crazy things she's been guilty of, this caps the climax ! I hope she'll suffer for it there!" Her husband said nothing. "Why don't you speak, Seth?" she went on ir ritably. "It is a shame of Ethel, isn't it?" "Yes," he stammered slowly. "I I suppose it is." She was struck by his voice and the expression of his face did not reassure her when she began to analyze it. She took a sudden alarm. "Oh, Seth!" she moaned, in quick self-reproach, "you're not just trying to cheat me, are you? You do think we shall hear from her some day?" 158 A STRANGE RECORD "Yes, dear," he repeated patiently, but he turned his face from her as he replied. It was what he had said on taking leave of the coadjutors whom he had left behind him, still busily working over the now forlorn hope ; but, as far as the wondering citizens of the Crescent City were concerned, the Fates had decreed that the mystery of the gray cottage should never be solved. Well, time went on, and the hopeless search for Dr. Ethel Leon was at last abandoned. By de grees the public ceased to speculate over her strange disappearance; the subject no longer in terested them keenly they had tired of it worn it threadbare and, by and bye, the remnants of it were laid aside to crumble to dust in oblivion. Time went further on, and the Countess of Kil- burne, Mrs. Dicky Leigh, and Mrs. Seth Lomack grew resigned to the situation, and ceased to trouble over it. Time went yet further on, and even Lord Kilburne and Seth Lomack forgot to puzzle over their strange old love in their private moments of leisure. The mystery gradually fell in the dim background of the lives of those it touched most nearly, and it was only remembered fitfully when some chance word, look, or action brought the lost woman mercilessly back to them. And then the white-robed ghost of the mystery would dart out of her dim and musty closet in that far shadowy background, dazzling them with the contrast between her bright spotlessness and the A MASTER RIDDLE 159 dusty lumber of the past, and cry exultantly: "Here I am! Still unsolved, and unsolvable!" Ten years passed, and the gray cottage was the center of a thriving, closely built-up section of the fair Southern city of New Orleans. It had changed hands, and its individuality was lost under a differ ent shade of paint and a commonplace number; and its dignity was seriously impaired by the close encroachment of very many of its kind. It was no longer the only pebble on the beach, and it seemed to have a spiteful, shamefaced consciousness of the fact; for it had turned a jaundiced yellow, and had a tired, drooping air. Its former dainty spruceness and impressive isolation were alike gone, and no one recognized it as the scene of the famous disappearance of a despondent lady-doc tor indeed, few remembered the circumstance. No. 39 Taoria Street meant nothing distinctive, had alas ! nothing distinctive about it. True, its walls had seen, and they knew they must al ways know. But, bah! what of that? They were the safest confidants this world can offer they simply could not tell ! CHAPTER X SETH'S MISSION At the close of those ten years Etta died. Life had treated Etta very, very kindly; she had laughed, and danced, and sung her way merrily through it, with the sun always shining upon her, and the way always cleared before her by loving hands that asked no more than that their bruises and scratches should be hidden from her gleesome eyes. Time, too, had dealt most tenderly with her ; the Etta of thirty-seven was still slight, grace ful, and pretty, and had retained all her old co quettish manner and general daintiness as easily and as naturally as she had kept her husband's ad miration and love. And now Death generously followed the example set him by his rivals, though he came full early: he kept out of her sight and hearing; he touched her, when the appointed time came, suddenly and painlessly, and Etta fell into her last sleep with all her youthful contours un- marred, with her dark, silky curls caressing her little face as luxuriantly and as winsomely as of yore, with the old bewitching smile stamped upon her lips. Seth couldn't feel it yet. He knew that he was horribly, irreparably hurt; but it had been done SETH'S MISSION 161 so swiftly and unexpectedly that the shock had mercifully stupefied him, and the wound didn't smart yet. That it would do so by and bye, that from that same quiescent spot would gush forth, in his life's blood, all his interests, energies, and ambition, he knew very well. That the loss would leave him the most pitiful of weaklings, he clearly foresaw. That those dull nerves of his would sooner or later throw off their kind lethargy and awake, and writhe, and cry, and rack him body and soul, he fully realized. He even asked the doctor how long he thought the shock would shield him. He had known, of course, that Etta's heart was weak, but he had been assured that, with ordinary care, the trouble would not grow serious. He had taken special care, yet she was gone ! Some new development must have taken place recently, giv ing no outward sign. For Etta had not been at all ailing she had simply spent a harassing day, accomplishing some Christmas shopping in New York, struggling through rough, motley crowds from one huge store to another, and feverishly trying to get all done in much too short a space of time. Her husband had urged her to take some one with her and to be satisfied to take it "easily"; but she had not obeyed him. They had arranged to go away on the morrow, and there were many things to be done, so impatient Etta had set off 1 62 A STRANGE RECORD by herself and "hustled" valiantly, not even giving herself time for lunch. She arrived at home at the end of the long day utterly exhausted. Her husband saw it as soon as he came in, and re proached her bitterly; and she had crept into his arms like a spoiled, tired child, and sealed his lips with hers. He liked to remember how passionately he had kissed her in return, and how the pretty color had coursed back to her ashen face, under his gaze, and she had looked up at him, half laughing, half cry ing, and whispered: "I don't think we shall ever tire of each other, do you, Seth?" And he had lifted her in his arms and carried her to the sofa, and made her cosy there with rug and cushions, and sternly forbade her to move he would bring her her dinner. And Etta had laughed at him for an old fidget, and made faces at him, protesting she was all right, only naturally tired; yet, with it all, she had submitted to his min istrations with a dreamy sleepiness that was not to be disguised. She had sunk back among the soft cushions with a sigh of relief as Seth left the room to fetch her first a glass of wine; and, on his re turn, she had started up eagerly to take it from him. But before her outstretched hand touched the glass, and while she was still smiling up at him, she gave a queer, half-strangled gasp and fell back rigid. The doctor was at once sent for, SETH'S MISSION 163 and was a little time in coming; but Seth's alarm, as he applied all known remedies, did not go be yond an obstinate fainting fit. On the doctor's arrival she was, after a brief examination, carried to her room by her husband, the doctor following. This accomplished, the doctor closed the door, and gently told Seth the truth. Seth had only stared in reply, until he had swayed and staggered, and then sat down like one felled. In this trance-like, unfeeling state he remained for days. Yet he hardly left Etta, or suffered any one to do anything for her which he could do him self; but he did it all mechanically, and with a mask-like face. He even put Etta into her coffin, and went to her funeral, and carefully listened to and watched the whole heart-breaking scene of her burial without emerging from his apathy. It was only on his return to the bereaved home, where he would go, that the first pangs of what his wound meant to him were felt. The stirring began while his hand was yet upon the door, and he went straight to his room their room where the wound burst, and he lay prostrate in bleeding agony. Etta was not his first love, but she was his last, and he had made her his wife. Let cynics say what they please, a man places the wife who has kept her vows to him above and beyond all other women, even when his fancy goes astray. Let him be what he may, a good wife stands on such a pin nacle in her husband's estimation that no other 164 A STRANGE RECORD woman can rival her in the highest sense of the word, whatever she may do in the lowest she can not even touch her to degrade or tarnish her, for she cannot reach her, struggle as she may. It is only when the wife steps down from her pedestal that they can meet on equal grounds. And Seth's fancy had never strayed from the wilful but sterling little creature he had made his wife: theirs had been an ideally happy marriage: they had sailed their fair ship harmoniously over deep, troubled, and smooth waters, and now it lay wrecked in all its prime and promise, because one of the craftsmen had gone to her long rest and the other had forgotten how to work without her. Poor Seth ! He and Etta belonged to that rare and lucky order of humanity that never seems to grow old. He was in many respects still a boy: his impulses were boyish, his tastes were boyish, his talk was boyish. And with his slight build, and ruddy hair, and clean-shaven face, he almost still looked a boy. Certainly he did not begin to look his forty-five years not even now when his face was lined and careworn. So he lay, or sat, or paced about in his sore desolation and feebleness, and longed for his mother that he might sob out his sorrow on her breast as in his childhood days : he believed it would relieve and calm him as nothing else could ; but that dear good mother had long since died, and he tried to pacify himself with the pretty fancy that she would surely meet his SETH'S MISSION 165 timid little wife at the gates of the Strange Land, and mother her until he came. His father and brother could do nothing with him ; they urged him to go away, but he only said, "Presently, presently!" and remained on in the gloom-stricken house, helplessly trying to learn to bear his loss fittingly. Thus he fell ill. And in his delirium neither his wife's name nor the mother for whom he had been craving, strange to say, crossed his lips; but he raved constantly for Ethel, the old love he had almost forgotten. It seemed if he could only touch her cool, firm hand, he would be quieted. . . .if she would only come and dress his gaping wound, in her gentle, capable, masterful way, it must surely cease its smart and bleeding and begin to heal .... if she would only stay by him and let his weakness feed upon her strength, he must soon mend. He saw her, too, in a hundred different ways and set tings, and always stormed at her, then relentlessly for her cruel abandonment of them all. Sometimes it appeared that she would approach him and will ingly minister to his needs, but he would repudiate her aid now, and bid her begone. And then she would vanish, and he would entreat her to come back to him, and call her, "Ethel, Ethel, Ethel!" over and over again like a wailing child, and never leave off calling her until she came when the whole scene would be repeated. Somehow his cruel fancies never allowed the Dream-Ethel, how- 1 66 A STRANGE RECORD ever eager, to soothe and serve him: he was al ways angrily rebellious in her presence, and only pleadingly submissive when she was gone. It is not only in delirium that human nature is thus un reasonable and self-wounding. When Seth at length recovered his senses, and, in some measure, his health and strength, he in vited his father and brother one evening to a fam ily council, at which he promised to unfold his now clearly thought-out and firmly settled plans for the future. They obeyed him gladly, for the subject had long troubled them. After certain prelimin aries, Seth made his announcement. "Well, I've decided to go away," he said. "I may travel, but I don't know. I mean, however, to set off as quickly as I can manage it." They applauded his resolution heartily. "I only regret it has come as late as it has," re marked his father. "I only wish you had set off when we first suggested it to you. It might have averted this breakdown." "I don't think so," Seth rejoined. "At any rate, I couldn't have gone without an object. I detest aimless wandering always did." "Well, I guess the same object that does now would have done then, my boy," retorted Lomack Senior. "The re-establishment of your health." "Ah, but I'm not going for that, sir!" Seth cried, sitting up impressively. "My health doesn't interest me at all now, except that, as it seems I've SETH'S MISSION 167 got to live yet a while, I'd sooner be feeling fit than rotten. But I couldn't go out of my way just to accomplish this, I haven't sufficient will and desire over it, I'd sooner lie here and rot than make any effort purely for myself." "A very pretty confession, indeed!" sarcastically growled the sturdy old pater familias of seventy. "It's a good thing for you then that you've dis covered an object worthy of a little spunk that the vital question your health may get a few sur reptitious innings. I shall be interested to hear more of this marvelous object presently. Mean while, I am ashamed of you, Seth ! However, set off at once by all means, and take a good long change; and then, when you feel quite in form again and inclined to tackle business once more, come back to us and show us how to do it. Dacre and I will do the best for the old firm while you're lording it, my boy; and we'll try to have every thing ship-shape for your return. "That's just it, sir," broke in Seth eagerly. "I don't want to come back to business at all I want to chuck the whole thing at once and for all. You see, I've made a modest pile at any rate, I've earned enough for me to live on comfortably enough for the rest of my life ; and and I've been badly hurt too late in the day for me to feel in clined to battle on with the world just for the glory of it. Glory's all right when there's some one else to hand it over to, or hand it down to ; but 1 68 A STRANGE RECORD it doesn't count unless .... and I'm out of that now. There'd have to be the real need to spur me on to-day; and, as I've said, it's lacking." "You surprise me, Seth!" said the old veteran reproachfully. "Why, you're much too young to cave in like this. I thought I am sure there's more grit in you." "And what on earth will you do with your time?" amended his brother. "Well, now, I'll tell you !" and the widower's sudden air of alertness astonished them. "I'm go ing to find Ethel or, if not find her, learn what has become of her." They started, and stared at him in dismay. Had his trouble and illness turned his brain? No, he looked back at them in quiet steadfastness of pur pose, and repeated his mission-to-be with quiet resolution. "A dreary, hopeless task!" the old man at length said. "Why, look how long you had her searched for by professionals, and on the spot, Seth, and at the time. It's now more than ten years since she disappeared. A dreary, hopeless task!" "Yes. But I mean to devote my whole life and all my energies from now to the unravelling of the mystery, father ! I mean to search for her, or news of her, if necessary, in every land. I mean to go down to New Orleans as the starting-point, and be gin there to probe, and gather up, and piece to- SETH'S MISSION 169 gether every scrap of evidence concerning her, how ever tiny or seemingly irrelevant. I mean to fol low the trail with the patience and care and fidel ity of a searcher whose whole aim in life is cen tered in the hunt. No hound, professional or other wise, with that incentive has yet been on her track but, please God, one will start soon. I mean from henceforward to work at the search only, to think of it only, to follow it only from year to year, from place to place, through good or ill health, through all weariness of the spirit, through all discomfort and through all discourage ment. . . .1 mean, if necessary, to die doing it!" The braced-up figure and brightened face, the earnest, ringing words, the expressively raised hand electrified his hearers. The three men silently read each other's frank countenances as the mo ments sped on; then Seth, his sudden animation deserting him, sank back wearily in his chair, and the light died out of his face. "Why why, I didn't know Ethel was so much to you as all that, Seth!" the old man stammered, when the silence grew too oppressive to be further borne. "I thought, like the rest of us, that you had almost forgive me! forgotten her." "Well, father, I don't think you are far wrong, so you needn't apologize. I believe I did forget her. . . .1 know I thought I had. But she came back to me in my illness" he sat up again with a return of his former fire "in all her old original 170 A STRANGE RECORD impressiveness, in all her old all-swaying power, in all her old irresistible charm ! There was no one I wanted then like Ethel, no one who could help me like Ethel, no rousing interest left me but Ethel. I called upon her and saw her many, many times, I know ; for I often came to my senses with her name upon my lips, and my arms outstretched to seize her. You must have known it." They nodded, and his brother added gently, "But you were delirious, Seth!" "Yes; and so far I have remained delirious, and so far I shall remain delirious." "It is a sick fancy, my boy," said his father. "But I am not a sick man now," protested Seth, "only a sorrowing one. I want occupation, diver sion, and interest to bring me back to my normal point; and I tell you, as a man who is old enough to understand himself thoroughly, that the only incentive in the world which can rouse me to the necessary effort now is Ethel!" There seemed to be no answer to this, yet father and brother looked at him inquiringly and he re sponded to their dumb questioning. "I have said," he resumed, "that Ethel has come back to me with all her old force and irre- sitibility, and I mean every word of it. But the character of her charm and strengthening influ ence for me has necessarily changed from the ro mantic to the brotherly. All romance for me now is buried forever in Etta's grave. You both know SETH'S MISSION 171 that Ethel was once the first woman in the world for me .... then Etta came and made her sec ond. . . . Etta came, and not only made her second, but hushed my restless thoughts of her so sound asleep that I thought I had forgotten! Etta's gone now .... the hushing hand is removed .... and my former feelings for Ethel are awake once more in all their old-time vigor. But for the sister Ethel now, you understand no longer the potential wife. I'd like to follow Etta at once, if I could . . . .but I can't. . . .I've got to go on existing a bit longer. . . .and Etta out of my life, Ethel be comes again its dominant note. I might talk to you till doomsday without making you realize one tithe of my longing to pour out my woes to her and let her comfort me, or my yearning for her spir ited companionship to help me on my bereaved way. I'm always ready to help her, of course .... but she's never needed it, never will I know. . . . so I'm simply going to ask her to succor me." "But, Seth !" faltered the old man, "suppose suppose " "That she isn't living, father?" "Yes." "Then I want to know how she died." Seth's face had whitened at the suggestion, but his voice was calm. "And when you do know?" "I'll come back to you." "And should you find her?" 172 A STRANGE RECORD "Forgive me! I think then I must stay by her to the end." They did their very best to dissuade him from his gloomy, unpromising quest, but it was quite useless. Outside the sombre house Lomack, Senior, and Dacre paused and looked at each other. "That Ethel Leon," the former slowly said, "was a strangely interesting woman, Dacre one of those rare women who make history instead of frivolity." "Yes," assented the son. "I always had an odd sense of her power whenever I came near her." The old man heaved a sigh, and descended the stoop. "Do you think she's dead, sir?" Dacre asked as he followed. "Oh, undoubtedly." But Seth did not. He went down to New Orleans, and began to hunt up a scent quite hope fully. The many changes the eleven years had brought, however, were undeniably chilling at the outset: he did not begin to realize how long ago it had happened, what ancient history it was, until he tried to rake the mystery up. Seth was de pending principally on the reminiscences of those who had been more or less intimately associated with the lost woman for his clue and Mrs. Rice's establishment had been handed over to younger hands some time ago, and Mrs. Rice herself had gone North, they were not quite sure where ; Nurse SETH S MISSION 173 Kenworthy and her family had also left the city some years ago, and had gone "somewhere" out West; Mrs. Elton and Mrs. Lith had "shuffled off this mortal coil," and the latter's daughter had mar ried and also gone away "somewhere"; and lastly, the detective who had organized the old search was now an imbecile paralytic, and his notes of the case could not be traced. So Seth failed, under all its disguises and the numerous outside encroachments on its once lonely site, even to establish satisfactor ily the identity of the gray cottage. Not that he had hoped anything from this, but it added, in its way, to the dreariness of the prospect. Only the Keystones remained, and Seth made much of them. They had never been to the gray cottage, and could not help him there; but they went over as much of the old ground with him as they could, in all patience and in growing interest. Seth felt intensely grateful to them; but months went by and still he had laid his hand on nothing to be followed up, and so he lingered on. Calling one afternoon at the Keystones, Seth discovered Baby Keystone, aged five, in the hall in great distress. Before the maid, after whom Dannie had run in defiance, could sweep the cul prit out of sight and announce that her mistress was indisposed, Seth collared the youngster and insisted on his confidence. Seth was very fond of children and won their confidence easily. The story now unfolded to him 174 A STRANGE RECORD was to the effect that Mummie had promised to take him to see some juggling that afternoon, but now she had a headache and couldn't go, and nurse couldn't be spared. Seth, always anxious to show his regard for the family, thereupon sent a message of condolence to Mrs. Keystone and a petition to be allowed the pleasure of taking Dannie to the show. Mrs. Keystone was reluc tant to impose on such good-nature, but her consent was finally extorted, particulars were furnished, and the happy pair set off, hand in hand. In the first part of the programme Monsieur le Professeur juggled, and Dannie sat enraptured ; in the second part, Madame, his wife, went into a trance, in order to answer, clairvoyantly, any ques tions the audience might be pleased to put, and Dannie's interest paled. Nevertheless, he insisted on his host and himself each putting a question; and he handed in his painfully scrawled, "How ol's I?" with becoming importance. Seth, obeying a strange, strong impulse, had written, rather shame-facedly, the one question now absorbing him "Where is Dr. Ethel Leon, who disappeared mysteriously from this city on the i cth of Septem ber, 1 8 ?", Dannie now watched the proceedings on the stage with tireless vigilance, and his question was answered first he clapped his chubby hands glee fully over the amazing truthfulness of the reply. When Seth's turn came, in spite of his scepticism SETIl's MISSION 175 and of his oft-boasted contempt for what he termed "such wretched trickery," his pulses quickened. His peculiar answer was "Seek her in the sun shine where the cabbage-palm trees grow." Its vagueness irritated him, and then he laughed at himself for inconsistently attaching any importance to it. He determined to dismiss the subject from his mind, after fictitiously satisfying Dannie's curiosity over it. But it had an obstinacy of its own, a superior obstinacy, for it wouldn't be dismissed. That strange sentence rang in his ears morning, noon, and night. Like an importunate beggar, it followed him everywhere in a whining monotone. It troubled him so persistently and deeply that at last he found the courage to confide his weakness to Mr. Keystone. The latter took it humorously, of course. "Humbug!" he smiled. "Sentimental humbug! 'Seek her in the sunshine where the cabbage-palm trees grow !' Well, it's not very compromising to Madame, certainly the clever jade!" "Where do the cabbage-palm trees grow?" asked Seth, with an eagerness he entirely failed to conceal. "Why, they grow in the West Indies, and in several parts of South America a large order, eh?" "Mr. Keystone, did Ethel speak to you about either of those places?" "Well, now I come to think of it, I talked to her 176 A STRANGE RECORD a lot about the West Indies, you know I come from there, and she was always so interested to hear about them." "Ah!" Seth was growing queerly excited. He actually said, "Why didn't we think of this before!" "But just reason a little, Mr. Lomack," urged his host. "I think you'll agree with me that Dr. Leon's first idea was to get on in her profession, wasn't it now?" "Yes." "And if she went away at all she'd go to some place that would offer her a better chance of get ting on than this did that's a fairly reasonable supposition, isn't it?" "Yes." "Well, the West Indies wouldn't offer more scope for her, they'd offer less they're about twice as conservative as this is; and Dr. Leon would gather that naturally in her talk with me. She'd never go there I never met a more ambitious woman ! If she's living you may take my word for it she's doing better than she did here and that's not in the Carribean Isles! But I think forgive me ! that she's dead, or some of you would have heard from her." Truly it seemed like it. Seth began to grow miserable over his fruitless efforts; and, in spite of all reason, the clairvoyant's advice continued to haunt and torment him. At last he appeared one SETH'S MISSION 177 evening before Mr. Keystone, flushed and trem bling. "I've come to say good-by," he cried. "I'm not going to waste any more time here .... I am going, folly or no folly, to follow up the single clue this place has given me." "What on earth do you mean?" gasped his host. "Why, that 'there's more in heaven and earth, Horatio, than is dreamt of in our philosophy,' as the great Will cautioned us centuries ago; and I'm going to seek my dear old sister 'where the cab bage-palm trees grow!' A million thanks, good friend. Good-by." 12 CHAPTER XI A GLEAM OF HOPE Seth Lomack sat in a huge cane rocking-chair on the wide veranda of his hotel, and, like all good Americans, rocked himself vigorously. Before him, at no great distance, lay a beautiful sea with the sun sparkling upon it, a sea of a blueness he had only before seen in pictures. The sandy beach was, too, of quite a picturesque whiteness, vying with the foam of the gently in-breaking waves. At one part of the coast-line before him a handsome group of rocks jutted on the sea, and here a pleas ant promenade was formed, with bandstand, benches, and a shelter. Seth had enjoyed himself here in the evenings, particularly on band-nights, when he would listen to the happy selections of the good military band, as he sat apart from the gay assemblage, in a secluded nook on one of those over-hanging rocks, and watched the spray shoot up all about him. There was only one thing that he enjoyed more, and that was his dip every morn ing in that same mild translucent sea. It was quite a fascinating feat, after his awakening cup of coffee at 5 a. m., to turn out and walk over the A GLEAM OF HOPE 179 sea on a narrow bridge about fifty feet long, at the end of which was a neat bathing house with steps leading down into the water. Had Seth had any experience of the lake-bathing in the South of his own country it would not have seemed so novel to him; but he only knew of the rough surf-bathing from the beaches of the North. He now looked about him, at the rich green foliage, so restful to the eye; at the many and various blossoms forming brilliant patches of color; and at the dazzling white coral roads, which fairly made him wince. Then his eyes would return faithfully to some specimen of those distinctive cabbage-palm trees, and his mind would resume its speculations on the matter now nearest his heart. And while he was doing this he drew in the soft sweet air in deep draughts, and reveled in the pretty quietness and spotless cleanliness of all about him. So this was the Tropics ! an ideal holiday resort certainly for a dusty, overstrained New Yorker. He had never seen a bluer sky or sea, or greener trees and shrubs, or brighter flowers, or whiter roads, or less smoke and dust, or more glorious sunsets. And, in all his life, poor jostling, metropolitan specimen! he had never breathed such pure air. He had come direct as far as the most windward of the Caribbean Isles, the Island of Barbados, determining to begin his inquiries there, and to work his way onward, if necessary, through the other islands. South l8o A STRANGE RECORD America could come later, if needful ; but there was more ground to work on here for Ethel had expressed an interest in these charming islands, and, what is more, had gained some information about them. Barbados, too, as admittedly the most enterprising of the group, was a good start ing-point. So here Seth was comfortably estab lished at the best hotel "Little England" could offer him. He worked at his subtle inquiries in the early mornings and from five in the afternoons; but during the fierce heat of the day nothing much could be done, and he sat on that delightful veranda and took his ease. This enforced rest, amid such glorious air and peaceful surroundings, did the weary, depressed man a world of good : he had not been there very long before he began to look like one rejuvenated. He was there osten sibly for his health, and this plea enabled him to refuse quite naturally to join the friendly guests at the hotel in their various forms of merrymak ing, which would have meant the absorption of far too much of his valuable time. Sitting in the veranda thus day after day, with his pipe and papers and ever-busy thoughts as com panions, Seth observed that, regularly every morn ing and afternoon, a neat buggy was driven up by a slim black youth in livery, from which descended a spare, smallish man, with crimpy grizzled hair, a clean-shaven face, much lined and tanned, and eyes hidden behind a pair of smoked pince-nez. A GLEAM OF HOPE l8l This man was always sprucely dressed, and had an alert, professional air; and taking all the circum stances into consideration, the most likely supposi tion was that he was a doctor. But supposi tion was not good enough. It was Seth's business now to find out who everybody was, but also to do so without exciting unwelcome curiosity as to his motives; so he let this dried little man come and go a few times before he made any attempt to gather his name and calling. The man always entered the hotel briskly, and was afterwards rapidly driven away. And at the solitary indi vidual on the veranda, furtively watching him, with his Panama hat tipped over his nose, the doc tor if such he were hardly glanced. It was usual for Seth to have the veranda pretty well to himself during the day; for the other guests of leisure were principally ladies, who shrank from risking their complexions in the merciless glare, and the men were off at their various pursuits. So Seth sat, and looked, and noted, all alone in his glory. At last one afternoon, immediately after the master had entered the hotel, Seth leisurely rose, stretched himself, and lounged over to where the buggy stood, and entered into a casual conversa tion with the servant. The horse offered a good pretext : Seth was fond of horses, and knew some thing about them, too ; and the bay cob before him 1 82 A STRANGE RECORD was a very fair specimen. He looked him over with natural interest. "A very pretty animal that," he observed to the good-natured looking custodian, "and well kept too. I am fond of horses." "Yes, sah," responded the pleased youth, with the usual wide grin, and touching his hat. "Massa' mighty 'ticular 'bout him." "And you have charge of him entirely?" "Yes, sah." "Well, he does you credit." "Thank 'ee, sah." "He'd make a good saddle-horse, I should think," Seth pursued, as he again ran the animal's good points over with his eye. "Capital." "Yes, sah. But Massa' doan ride, him always drives." Seth began to curse the vagueness of 'Massa', 'as the minutes flew on. "Well, driving's pleasanter than riding if you've got to turn out in the heat of the day," he con tinued desperately, "but at no other time, I think." The negro assented as before. "Massa' heap of patients," he afterward added in explanatio'n and defence. "Him very busy all day, sah." "Ah!" One of Seth's points was at last gained, without the always-to-be-avoided if possible direct inquiry, which might excite comment and possibly A GLEAM OF HOPE 183 arouse suspicion. "A doctor then, I suppose?" he remarked carelessly. "Yes, sah." "I didn't know we had any one sick here," was Seth's next most natural comment, as his curiosity flew from the frankly avowed doctor to the un known patient. But the darky couldn't satisfy him here. "I dunno who 'tis, sah," he returned. "Massa' nebber talk 'bout his patients." "No, of course not!" Seth smiled. "No doctor worthy of the name ever does." And feeling that he had said enough for the present, he turned away with a pleasant nod. The Doctor shortly afterward appeared, and was driven off as usual. The next day, Seth, in a casual chat with one of the clerks of the hotel, idly inquired who the in valid was. "A lady from New York," he was informed, "who had not been there very long. She was alone and dangerously ill, but everything possible was being done for her." With his now restless spirit to sift everything which obtruded itself on his notice to the ground, Seth pursued as cautiously as possible : "I am a New Yorker, you know, and I have a wide acquaintance there. Perhaps I know this lady, and may be of some assistance to her as you say she is alone. What is her name?" 184 A STRANGE RECORD "Miss Jones; I expect you know more than one, sir." "Yes, I do." But Seth's curiosity was not satis fied, for "Miss Jones," was unquestionably a con venient pseudonym, as well as an honest patrony mic, so he felt compelled to go on. "Of course I know several," he repeated. "But perhaps a per sonal description would enable me to identify a friend in need. Would you mind telling me what she is like?" "Well, I'm a bad hand at description, sir, but I'll do my best with pleasure. She's tall, and slight, and dark, and she has a lot of straight black hair, turning very gray. I should say she was somewhere round fifty; and she has remarkably fine dark eyes." The description was too general to be distinctive, still its generalities tallied with Seth's ever present idea of Ethel as she now must be. His interest deepened immediately. "I believe I know the lady," he ventured boldly. "Can you tell me her Christian name?" "No, sir. The initial is 'E' though. Miss E. Jones she signed." Another little point which fitted in. Seth felt, poor hungry hunter, quite triumphant over it. "I wish I could see her!" he ejaculated. "The initial is all right." "It's impossible for you to see her, I think," re turned the clerk, "but the doctor will be the best A GLEAM OF HOPE 185 person for you to consult. From all accounts, I am afraid, poor woman, that you won't be able to see her for some time. Even when she was about, she seemed to shun people, and creep away somewhere by herself; and she evaded question ing with the skill of a lawyer: I never met any one more reserved and retiring. We all say there's a mystery about her." Further confirmation. Seth began to feel quite flustered over it. Had he been searching round the island with the lost woman all the while under the same roof with him? Was this another of life's queer little ironies? Was the work to which he had dedicated his whole life really going to prove to be over before it had fairly begun? With these questions careering wildly through his brain, Seth asked eagerly whether the lady had all she wanted. "Oh, yes, sir. Seems to be no lack of money, and she couldn't be in better hands." "May I ask what is the matter with her?" "Fever," vaguely returned the clerk. And im mediately added, "Excuse me, sir!" and turned to attend to another importunate guest who had just come up. Seth went out on the veranda, and sat down to think it all over as calmly as he could. Ethel would have no need of money, too ! It was pass ing strange still, taken practically, what did it amount to? Nothing, less than nothing! He 1 86 A STRANGE RECORD had not gleaned a single positive fact to support his feverish conjecture only details, which, if they applied to Ethel, applied as well to hundreds and thousands of other women. And yet his excite ment in the matter would not cool. He awaited the arrival of the Doctor with furious impatience, and, when the buggy drove up, he thrilled from head to foot. His impatience would have ques tioned the Doctor on the spot, but before he could pull himself together the quick little man had en tered the house. Seth rose, and pending the Doc tor's return paced the veranda with beating pulses and an introspective mind. He had no thought for his former friend, the slim, black coachman he never even glanced at him. William looked at him wistfully several times, for the blacks are of a sociable nature and take a childish pleasure in being noticed; but the "nice gen'lman" was plainly out of sorts this morning, so William had to content himself with silently ruminating on the cause of the trouble. Presently the Doctor's crisp footsteps were heard approaching along the uncarpeted floors. Seth happened to be at the far end of the veranda as these same footsteps grew more and more distinct and passed over the threshold of the door, but he dashed forward as the Doctor came out, and laid a firmly detaining hand on his arm. The Doctor had come out with his hands clasped behind him, his head bent, his eyes downcast plainly deep in A GLEAM OF HOPE 187 thought, although this did not affect his naturally quick progress. He started violently at Seth's sudden onslaught, and, raising his head sharply, met Seth's pleading eyes. There was an instan taneous pause on the Doctor's part, while Seth stammered incoherently : "I'm not ill, Doctor. . . .but can you will you grant me a few moments' conversation? I I should be so much obliged." The startled Doctor threw him off roughly, with a muttered: "Sorry! I haven't a moment to spare," and shot forward into the buggy. "Home, William !" he cried peremptorilly, and was instantly obeyed. The generous darky cast a compassionate look at his fickle friend as they trotted away. Seth, after his severe rebuff, had walked off proudly a few paces, and was now leaning on the railing of the veranda with a dejection which no pride could disguise, and gazing hopelessly after the rude doc tor. He felt the repulse most keenly, and the doctor's discourtesy had aroused all his pride; nevertheless, he did not intend to allow that troublesome characteristic to master him in his quest. True, he had gone about his object with clumsy haste, he was quite conscious of this but that fact, to him, did not justify, could not excuse the doctor's behavior. "I'll get what I want out of that little cad," he 1 88 A STRANGE RECORD muttered vindictively, as he strolled back to his chair, "and then I'll wring his neck." But human nature is not to be driven; Seth watched the return of the Doctor that same after noon from his usual seat, and he did not stir. He told himself that he meant to waylay him again on his way out, but he listened to his returning foot steps without moving, without even raising his eyes. It was only when he failed to hear the ex pected crunching of the buggy wheels as it should nave driven off that he looked up inquiringly. The buggy still stood before the steps, and the Doctor had come to a halt half-way between the door and it, and was looking at him hesitatingly. Seth in stantly lowered his eyes and took up a paper. But his heart-beats quickened in glad triumph when he heard the undaunted Doctor approaching him. He raised his head and glared at the Doctor's smoky pince-nez in uncompromising sternness. "I have come to apologize, sir." the doctor said with unruffled ease, "for my exceeding rudeness to you this morning. I can only urge for myself that the excuse I made was an honest one, that I was at the moment much preoccupied and worried. We doctors are not supposed to have any nerves, but, believe me, they trouble us at times tremend ously. Now, I trust I am understood, sir, and acquitted of any intention to offend, eh?" He held out his hand. Seth took it. The man had completely won him over, had interested him A GLEAM OF HOPE 189 at once. This unattractive looking and offending little man was really rather fascinating ! The only thing about the Doctor which now grated on Seth was his voice: he spoke very drawlingly, with a strong West Indian intonation. "May I now hope to hear," he resumed, sinking into a chair beside Seth, "what I can do for you, sir?" "Are you quite sure that you can now spare the time comfortably, Doctor?" Seth returned "I don't want to take advantage of your your " "Remorse," suggested the Doctor, with a hu morous quiver of the lips. "Say rather good-nature," Seth amended smil ingly. The methodical Doctor drew out his watch and looked at it. "I can give you," he said, as he returned it to his pocket, " for the present, that is, fifteen minutes." "Many thanks." So Seth unfolded his tale the same with which he had bored the civil, harassed clerk. He had learned from questioning the clerk, he admitted, that the Doctor had a lady patient in the hotel of the name of Jones; he believed from the particu lars he had gathered that he knew this Miss Jones that she was, in fact, a friend as well as a countrywoman of his, he would very much like to see her to assist her in any way he could, or, if 190 A STRANGE RECORD this was not called for, just to give her the assur ance of his good will. Would the Doctor kindly help him to identify a lonely, suffering friend? The Doctor listened patiently, and he replied promptly, and to the point. "My patient, I regret to say, sir, is very ill indeed a bad case of typhoid fever. The crisis is rapidly approaching, and it is impossible to say positively yet what the outcome will be. I am hopeful but she is very, very weak, and fre quently delirious. I am sorry, but your seeing her is quite out of the question quite! Also I can not undertake to question her on the matter, or to allow any one else to question her she is not fit for it. She must be kept as quiet as possible it is not too much to say that her very life depends on this. I regret that I cannot help you, sir but surely you see how it is?" Seth nodded miserably. He tried to bear unflinchingly the disappointment and additional anxiety the Doctor's reply brought him, but it was but a sorry effort. "When. . . .if she should improve, Doctor," he stammered, "will you assist me then?" The Doctor paused before he gave his reply; he appeared to be sympathetically touched by Seth's concern. Looking straight before him, he said very gently : "Again I am sorry, sir, but I have no alternative but to refuse you. You see, even in health, the A GLEAM OF HOPE 191 lady evidently had her own reasons for desiring seclusion; and, as she is not in any need of assis tance, I don't feel justified in taking advantage of her present weakness and my confidential position as her medical adviser to storm her privacy." Seth stared at him in crushed silence. "To storm her privacy," the Doctor repeated, enforcing his point and filling up the pause, "on a mere plea of a of a friend." He turned his eyes keenly on Seth as he finished, and Seth took a sudden resolution; he would tell this man the truth the truth would make the Doctor view the matter in a different light, and, doubtless secure his help. The truth, therefore, he should have. "That is all, I suppose, sir," said the Doctor, rising, "and my time is running out. Pray believe that I am sincerely sorry that it is impossible for me to meet your views. But, with all my good will, my hands are tied, you see; my hands are tied ! Good-morning." Seth roused himself, sprang up, and seized the Doctor's extended hand. "No, it's not all, Doctor!" he cried in subdued excitement. "Believe me, by no means all!" "What do you mean?" asked the Doctor, with frowning scrutiny, as he freed his hand from Seth's close grasp. "I mean that, so far, I have appealed to you with a strong reservation," Seth went on earnestly, 192 A STRANGE RECORD "and now I want to appeal to you, with no reserva tion at all!" He produced his card-case, and offered the Doctor a card from it. Here's my card, Doctor when can I see and talk to you again of this? Pray let it be soon." The Doctor took the card with a word of thanks, glancing at it, and drawing out a capacious pocket-book from the inner pocket of his frock- coat, put it away. Before replacing the book he abstracted from it one of his own cards, and, with this in his hand, he turned again to Seth. "Perhaps you will do me the honor of coming to my place to dinner to-morrow evening at 5.30," he remarked cordially. I am sorry I cannot ar range an earlier time. We can then, however, subject to calls of course, talk all the evening far into the night, if you like. Will you come, Mr. Lomack. "With great pleasure. You are very, very good, Doctor, and I feel deeply indebted to you. I am aware that I have gone about this affair after the manner of the proverbial bull in a china shop, but, when a matter presses painfully upon your heart, your impatience for relief numbs your sense of tact. You understand and excuse me, I hope?" "Quite so, quite so," responded the Doctor quickly. "Not another word, Mr. Lomack ! Glad you'll come. Bachelor quarters, you know, sir." And again there was a humorous quiver of his lips. "No formality." A GLEAM OF HOPE 193 "All the better for me, Doctor," returned the relieved Seth; "I shall feel less uncomfortable about intruding so unconventionally." "Well, I'll send my trap around for you and meanwhile here's my card." "A thousand thanks, Doctor." "Don't mention it. Good-day." "Good-day." They shook hands again, and the Doctor turned away instantly and gained the shelter of his buggy with his customary quickness, so at variance with his drawling speech. Seth stared after him until the buggy disappeared from view. "Well, here's something at last," he sighed to himself. "God grant it may not turn out some thing harrowing! To find you and to lose you again, Ethel, would be the sharpest cut of all. So that brusque, dried-up little specimen of manhood was a good sort after all. Good luck to you, Dr " Here his reflections came to a sudden pause, for he did not know the Doctor's name. How funny that he had never asked for it! And yet not funny what was the strange little Doctor's name to him? He only wanted information from him of another, and, while he was in a position to lay his hand on the man himself, what did the man's name matter to him. Nothing nothing at all! But, in the light of the Doctor's gracious proffer of 13 194 A STRANGE RECORD hospitality and the coming interview, the subject had a passing interest for Seth. He smoothed out the Doctor's card, which he had unconsciously crumpled up in his restless fingers while gazing after the original, smoothed it out with repentent care. Dr. Noel Leeth. CHAPTER XII ITS PROBING "And you say you have not seen this lady for seventeen years?" Seth and Dr. Leeth were sitting in the latter's veranda in the cool dusk of the evening. Dinner was over, and they were now alternately smoking and sipping something refreshing out of tall, ice- packed tumblers. Seth was enjoying a good cigar of the Doctor's providing, and the Doctor mused over a cigarette a weakness of his, he never smoked anything else. Seth had just concluded his narrative of the strange disappearance of Ethel Leon, and he had given it faithfully and min utely down to the smallest detail. He had even confessed the purely fanciful reason which had directed his search towards the Carribean Isles. The Doctor had listened to it all with a close attention which did not for an instant waver, and on Seth's conclusion had made this remark re corded above. "Yes, Doctor," returned Seth, "it is now seven teen years, more than seventeen years, since I last saw her. A long, long time, is it not? And yet, it seems like yesterday!" 196 A STRANGE RECORD "Ah, I understand you. But it is a long time, Mr. Lomack long enough to have effected many marked changes. You last saw a woman of of" "Of thirty-one, Doctor." "And now you are looking for a woman of " "Forty-nine." "Of forty-nine, with only a remembrance of her in her prime to help you to identify her. A difficult task, sir; I might almost add, a hopeless one, if she chooses to oppose you." "A difficult one, I grant," said Seth. "A hope less one, I deny except she is dead. Do you think, like the others, that she is dead, Doctor?" The Doctor raised his glass to his lips, and took a long drink. "Impossible to say positively, of course," he remarked softly, as he replaced the glass on the table between them; "but it looks like it. You feel sure she is living, Mr. Lomack?" "Positive. And, if I am mistaken, I still mean to find out how she died." "Ah ! And so you really think you would know her if you saw her?" "I should know her," returned Seth stoutly, "anywhere." "Ah!" The Doctor, with this exclamation, puffed away meditatively, with his eyes fixed upon his strange guest. The Doctor, without his smoke-colored pince- ITS PROBING 197 nez, which were always abandoned with the fading of the daylight glare, looked much younger. He still wore glasses, for his eyes were weak ; but now you could see their shrewd, dark brightness. They studied Seth keenly now, and Seth found them vaguely disturbing. Did the Doctor distrust him ? Think him an adventurer with a hidden motive ? "But Miss Jones!" he suddenly pleaded. "Let us talk of her now, Doctor. Have mercy on my impatience!" "Ah, yes! Well, Mr. Lomack, I frankly! do not think that my patient at your hotel is your sister-in-law. You see, knowing herself to be very ill, she has confided several matters to me, in order that I may deal with them for her in the event of demise. Her confidences are, of course, sacred to me absolutely sacred! But I think I may, with out transgressing in any way, let you know that they do not support your story. No, not at all ... .not at all, Mr. Lomack." Seth stirred uneasily. "I am sorry, sir," the Doctor added, courteously and sympathetically, "to disappoint you.' "I shall not be satisfied until I see her!" cried Seth dauntlessly. "Remember, Doctor, that I am speaking of seventeen, eighteen, years ago a thou sand occurrences may have altered her circum stances, given her new responsibilities and ties; I shall not be satisfied until I see her!" "What you say is true," returned the Doctor 198 A STRANGE RECORD slowly. "Still, Mr. Lomack, do not lean too heavily on what is, after all, a mere bald supposi tion. Your disappointment, of which I somehow feel sure will be heavy; the crumbling of your castle in the air will give you a serious shock. You tell me you have recently been bereaved, you have had a severe illness, and I can see for myself that your nerves are still overstrained. Your story has interested me deeply, has touched me very much in fact. I can't help taking a friendly and professional interest in you, Mr. Lomack, and I would shield you and your wild hopes from the chills of disillusionment where I can. Therefore, I again repeat, on the strength of what I have gathered from my patient, that I do not believe that she is your sister-in-law. And I ask you not to build upon it." Seth's only comment was to cry once more : "I shall not be satisfied until I see her!" There was a pause. "And you will let me see her, won't you, Doc tor?" Seth went on, with undiminished eagerness. "Now that you know my plea to be founded on something stronger and more sacred than idle, good-natured friendship, you will let me see her . . . .soon?" The Doctor nodded. "Thank you God bless you !" The Doctor held up a warning hand. "But I have conditions to impose," he said. ITS PROBING 199 "You shall see her subject to my conditions, Mr. Lomack, you understand?" "All right. Any you like, Doctor. Only let me see her." "I will let you see her," pursued the Doctor quietly, "when I can do so without disturbing her as soon as I can do so. When she is dozing, for instance; I cannot have her startled or worried yet. One look will be enough for you, I suppose?" "Yes," breathed Seth. "And now I have something disagreeable to add, Mr. Lomack." "Go on, Doctor. I forgive you beforehand." Mr. Lomack, my patient is usually awake when I call, and I desire to be present when you see her I cannot direct the nurse to admit you to her. I don't wish to offend you, and pray believe that I don't doubt you, but I am taking a great deal of responsibility upon myself in allowing you, a stranger, to see Miss Jones at all, and I feel it my duty my imperative duty, you understand to be present." "Certainly, certainly!" conceded Seth instantly. "You will, therefore, have to await my time." "I will willingly await your time, Doctor." "Good! And in the event of the worst, Mr. Lomack? we must take that into consideration too, you know." "Y-es," faltered Seth. 200 A STRANGE RECORD "You shall still see her your heart shall be set at rest." They shook hands upon it. And now William broke in upon them with an urgent message, and the Doctor was obliged to make his excuses to his new-found friend. The Doctor gave orders for his guest's comfortable return, and Seth said good-night to him with a grateful heart. Several long days and longer nights went by, however, before Dr. Leeth was in a position to keep his promise to Seth. Meanwhile, they saw each other, as before, twice daily. Sometimes the Doctor had time to exchange a few brief words with Seth, more often than not he could only pass him with a nod. Miss Jones continued to hover between life and death, and poor, anxious, wait ing Seth still mechanically pursued his investiga tions morning and evening mechanically, because his conviction that Miss Jones was Ethel grew stronger every day. At last one morning, after his visit upstairs, Dr. Leeth approached Seth with an ominously grave air. "I am afraid, Mr. Lomack," he said, standing up before him, and looking at his hands as he spoke, "that I shall soon be able to make good my promise to you under very sad circumstances. My patient is decidedly worse. And I thought I was going to win the day." ITS PROBING 201 He looked up now, just in time to see Seth wince, and he stretched out a deprecating hand. "Steady, Mr. Lomack, steady!" he remon strated. "You know nothing yet, remember absolutely nothing. And if you would be influenced by me, you would not fear. At any rate, it's time enough to cry out when we're hurt. Don't let that restless imagination of yours gain a mastery over you keep it under, or it may do you harm. Good-morning." And before Seth could utter a word, the Doctor was gone. But Seth was waiting for him by the door when he came down from his afternoon's visit, and he looked the question which he had not the courage to utter. "Dying," said the Doctor, with a troubled frown. "Then I must see her!" cried Seth, seizing hold of him. "Doctor, I insist upon it! She shall not die before I see her." "Who is 'she'?" asked the Doctor frigidly. "You shall not disturb Miss Jones." Seth drew back from him, chilled. "Who is 'she'?" he stammered, helplessly. I don't know. Ethel, perhaps Ethel, perhaps!" The Doctor took his arm and drew him aside. "Miss Jones is restlessly conscious just now, Mr. Lomack," he said, more compassionately. "Even were she your sister-in-law I dare not have her startled. A shock would be well, must be 202 A STRANGE RECORD avoided. While there is anything to work for I am bound to protect it." "But you have no hope," divined Seth, searching his face. "No, none now." There was a momentary silence, and then the Doctor added: "But I am coming back to-night. I may be able to do something for you then. Don't detain me now." And he broke away and departed. But the coming back that night was in one sense, and that the main one, quite futile. It brought his limitations home to Dr. Leeth in a heavy manner. He did not remain very long upstairs just long enough to receive his wounds from our common, intangible enemy. When he rejoined Seth in the latter's retired nook in a cor ner of the veranda, it was easy to see that the man had been hurt, and was suffering. He and Seth had merely glanced at each other with silent in- tentness Seth from his chair, the Doctor leaning sideways on the veranda railing and the faces of both whitened with a sense of shock. No word passed between them, and yet it would seem that a message had been transmitted. "So she is dead," Seth said, in a hollow, emotion less voice, as he left his chair and leaned on the railing beside the Doctor. "Dead! And so 'past hope, past care, past help' !" "Yes." ITS PROBING 203 "When?" "Three hours ago." In the silence which followed they looked dully at the other people dotted about the veranda and chatting gaily, and here and there a bright, curious glance was turned upon them in their secluded cor ner. Then they looked at each other again, and resumed their subdued colloquy. "You might have let me see her!" Seth said bitterly. "I did not have a fair chance. I had to consider her as well as you. Besides, what good could you have done?" "It would have been a satisfaction to me." "I doubt it." "Do you know, Doctor," Seth continued angrily, "that if it is Ethel I shall find it hard almost im possible to forgive you." "Yes; I understand. Will you end it? Will you come and see her. . . .now?" The Doctor's voice was weary, the Doctor's face was haggard and strained. His tired eyes had a desperate, hunted look. A sudden queer tender ness toward this odd, obstinate little man filled Seth's breast. Instead of answering the Doctor's question, he said to him, almost as tenderly as if he were speaking to a woman : "Are you tired, Doctor?" "Yes, very," was the low reply. "And heavy- hearted too ! You don't know what it means to 2O4 A STRANGE RECORD us to lose a case a case which encompasses a human life; only we doctors and lawyers know what that is, and the sting of it. I fought so hard for this one." "I am sure you did." "And I thought I thought I was going to win the day. . . .until this morning." "Yes; you said so." The Doctor passed his hands restlessly over his face. "Well," he said, "will you come and look at her now and be done with it?" "Yes," returned Seth, slowly and shrinkingly. They went away, arm in arm, followed by many of those same bright, curious glances, with a laugh ing, beguiling suggestion thrown in here and there, to which they only gave an absent smile and shake of the head. Both these men were popular at the hotel, in spite of their unsociability; and this said much for the subtle charm of their individuality. One pretty American girl, bubbling over with thoughtless health and spirits, called out, in the innocent audacity of her sunny youth : "So you're consulting a doctor at last, Mr. Lomack! He's malingering, isn't he, Doctor? But do dose some spirit into him to join our picnic to-morrow I've set my heart on his escort"." They managed to laugh at her merry words, but her father interrupted with : "Silence, Madcap !" And then added, out of ITS PROBING 205 his deeper insight, "Your patient is no worse I hope, Doctor?" The Doctor left Seth, and went up to his ques tioner. "She died this afternoon," he whispered, and immediately rejoined Seth, and disappeared up stairs. "Is Mr. Lomack really ill?" the merry girl cried, turning to her father, who had suddenly grown so grave. "No, I don't think so, dear. He has been, you know; but, if we're to judge by looks, he's getting on famously." "Then why did you ask the Doctor about him?" "I asked him about the poor lady, Sweetheart," her father returned, with that great tenderness which we all feel for each other in the presence of our common lot. "But, Mr. Lomack and he seem to be consult- ing?" "Well, little girl, Mr. Lomack fancied he knew the poor sick lady, and they may have gone off to see. She she died this afternoon, poor soul!" A hush fell upon the laughing, chattering group, the subdued obeisance which Death commands from Life. The pretty, impulsive girl said : "Oh, I'm real, real sorry!" and youth's ready tears came into her bright eyes; but hers was the only voice to break in on that impressive silence. Meanwhile, Dr. Leeth and Seth had gained the 206 A STRANGE RECORD death-chamber, tenanted now only by the dead. Dr. Leeth sat down by a table in one of the darkened windows, and let his weary head rest upon his arms. Seth walked over to the bed, and stood there, at its head, looking down at the covered form. He did not want to move; he did not want to think, he could not, just then, feel. He only dully desired to remain exactly as he was. So the min utes flew by, and he did not disturb the covering over the face, but stupidly stood by the bedhead, gazing patiently, without sense or reason, at the flimsy screening sheet. Dr. Leeth raised his head once or twice to see if Seth had looked upon the dead woman, and dropped it again, on catching sight of that impassive figure. At length he ven tured to remonstrate. "Come, come, Mr. Lomack!" he whispered. "I'm dead beat, and must get home and rest." Seth started violently, and rubbed his hands over his face, as if awakened from a dream. "I I beg your pardon, Doctor," he stammered. "I don't know what I'm thinking of!" . He stooped, and, with a very gentle, awed, and unsteady hand, uncovered the face of the dead. He gazed at it with reverent scrutiny. How wondrously calm and restful! To wish to recall her to life seemed a blasphemy in that majestic presence. He was fascinated by her perfect still ness and the thoughts which it inspired. All her ITS PROBING 2O7 poor, restless, human strivings were over; all her pain and despair; all the racking reaction of life's transient joys! She was peacefully, regally at rest. He felt a sudden pang of envy in his keen consciousness of her marvelous placidity. Hope, that elusive element, without which we could not, or zvould not, live why, she was even beyond and above hope ! His soul cried out for some form of leave-taking before he turned away from her forever. He obeyed the impulse, but with a due sense of her peculiar grandeur and his comparative humbleness. He timidly touched the silver- streaked masses of her luxuriant dark hair, and caressed the dark fringe of her eye-lids with light, lingering fingers. A noble soul had taken wing the poor human casket plainly bore its impress. He laid his warm living hand upon her cool dead ones, as they lay crossed upon her quiet breast, and pressed them gently. Then he replaced the cover ing, and stepped softly to the Doctor's side. Was the Doctor sleeping? His face was quite hidden now, and he did not stir. His glasses lay on the table beside him. Seth looked down at him curiously, and again, as he looked, a queer tender ness filled him. "Poor little man," he thought. "I'm sure he fought hard to keep her here I'm sure he has not been defeated without a wound or two. I expect they're smarting him now." He touched him softly on the shoulder. The 208 A STRANGE RECORD Doctor stirred now, but languidly, and looked up with heavy eyes. He had dozed, and the brief rest seemed not to have refreshed him, only to have accentuated his haggard weariness. "Well?" he asked, with a smothered yawn, and beginning to rub his eyes. "Have you anything to forgive me?" Seth did not immediately answer, and the Doctor adjusted his glasses, and rose and repeated his question. "N-o," Seth said, at length, half dazedly, in re luctant response to the Doctor's sharply inquiring gaze; "n-o. Nothing to forgive you. You've you've been very patient with me, Doctor, and I thank you." He roused himself to do so with difficulty. "We've got to be patient, you know," the Doc tor quickly returned, "or drop it." "Your your profession, you mean?" "Yes, my profession. Well, I'm glad you've nothing to forgive me, Mr. Lomack. She was a stranger to you, as I surmised?" "Yes," said Seth, exactly as before. "She was ... .of course a stranger to me!" CHAPTER XIII WIZARD'S WORK Seth's intercourse with Dr. Leeth did not end, or even fall off, with the death of the latter's mys terious patient, Miss Jones. There was a mutual strong sense of attraction, which not only made itself felt, but which extorted a certain amount of consideration and concession on either side. Chance had introduced them to each other, and now it seemed that Fate willed that the casual acquaintanceship be sealed. They parted on the day of the death, knowing that the bond which had drawn them together was hopelessly severed, and that according to the usual course of things they would now drop out of each other's life, and yet they did not say good-bye. They were both courteous men, even punctiliously so; yet they parted, seemingly for the last time, certainly with out definite arrangements for meeting again, with out any form of leave taking whatever. Perhaps they did not want to say good-bye, did not mean to do so ; be that as it may, they certainly went their separate ways in silence. But it came about, as time went on, that Seth was invited every now and then to the Doctor's house, 14 210 A STRANGE RECORD and duly entertained him at the hotel in return. Sometimes the doctor had different prominent and interesting people in the island to meet him, more often they spent a delightful evening, smoking and drinking, and idly talking, or silently dreaming, alone. Seth early took advantage of one of these latter occasions to plead with the Doctor again to help him in his further search for Ethel. "Doctor," he began, "you've been in practice here a very long time, I suppose?" "Yes. A good number of years." "A native of this charming spot, I guess?" "Not of this island." "Ah! I suppose they talk pretty much alike throughout the other islands, eh?" "Throughout the English islands, yes! Their brogue isn't pretty, is it?" "Well, it's too much like our twang for me to feel inclined to criticise it." "Yet you would never have mistaken me for an American, would you?" asked the Doctor. "No ; you're an out and out West Indian." "Thank you." "And I guess you're proud of it," added Seth, quickly, fearing that the Doctor's brief thanks had been somewhat sarcastic, and that he himself had been unduly personal. "Of being recognized as a West Indian? oh, immensely!" And now there was no reservation of manner in WIZZARDS WORK 211 which to fear any hidden sarcasm, for the Doctor most thoroughly and genuinely looked it. There was a momentary silence. "You must know pretty well every one in the island by now, Doctor?" Seth insinuatingly re sumed, coming rapidly to his point. "Well, I don't know that I can say that," drawl ed the Doctor; "but, naturally, I know a good many." "I wonder if you would mind doing me a great favour?" "Not at all." "Well, will you help me in my further investiga tions here? From your long-standing and wide acquaintance, you can, no doubt, give me much valuable information. I know I've got a lot of nerve to ask it of you, but I'm a desperate man, Doctor, and desperate men are bold. Will you?" "Why, Mr. Lomack," smiled the Doctor, and instantly fixing Seth's attention, "I've no objection to help you but you are wasting your time and energy, I am sure! We might make out a few dozen suspicious cases of hiding here, and conjure up a likeness between them and your sister-in- law's it would be so easy! But I think the sooner you let yourself be discouraged and drop the matter, the better." "I am growing discouraged already, Doctor," admitted Seth; "but, as to dropping it, that's an other matter. I'll not drop it until I know more 212 A STRANGE RECORD than I know now by Heaven I won't! So, if you'll be so good, let's hear some of the cases we might make out." It was a moon-light night the superb moon light of the tropics. Both the Doctor and Seth looked pale in it the Doctor, frowningly, wearied- ly so, Seth alertly and obstinately so. They looked at each other thus in the pause which ensued. "Such men as you make mischief, you know, Mr. Lomack," the Doctor observed. "I dare say we do but your cases, Doctor, your cases !" "Well," returned the Doctor, humoring him, "there is, to begin with, a single lady of mature years, with undoubtedly an interesting history be hind her, living in seclusion at a place called 'Seclu sion ;' then there's a nurse, whose description tallies with your sister-in-law's, who appeared in the is land some years ago, proved herself most capable, but whose lips are most irritatingly sealed as to her antecedents. Then there's another lady living by herself in Bathsheba, a lady in broken health, whose reserve about herself is really quite phe nomenal; but a whisper has gone abroad, from whence no one knows, that, again like your sister- in-law, she was a lady-doctor; then but I think that will do for the present, eh? All these people, Mr. Lomack, hail from your dear United States." "You will introduce me to them, Doctor?" Seth cried swiftly, his imagination firing instantly. WIZZARD'S WORK 213 "Ah, I am afraid I cannot promise that! But I might contrive for you to see them if it would be a satisfaction to you." "It would indeed!" "Very well, then, I'll do my best." "But you'll be patient, Mr. Lomack?" "As a saint, Doctor." But none of these people proved alas ! to be Ethel, nor any of those afterward suggested. Seth felt that he had pretty well exhausted Barbados, and that he ought to push on to one of the other islands. Yet he was reluctant to leave "Little England," for very, very subtly another considera tion had grown up on him which surpised him very much, and about which there was an irritating amount of puzzling uncertainty. Just what this consideration was Seth did not acknowledge even to himself. It was all so unaccountable that it was no use thinking about it. Certainly he had met some very interesting and agreeable people since he had come to Little England, people who had roused and strongly captivated him. There were jolly Charlie Sand and his dainty wife, who reminded him of his own lost Etta ; the sturdy old nonagenarian, Dr. Acre, with his ideas and tastes of another age, and his most engrossing fund of old-time anecdotes. You felt it was a desecration that, in order to escape the boy in the street he should be condemned to the hideous commonplace- ness of the modern dress, he was so suggestive of 214 A STRANGE RECORD a powdered queue, knee-breeches, and lace ruffles, and buckled shoes. There were witty Lawyer Barker and his amusingly talkative wife; breezy officers from the barracks; mysterious diplomats from Government House ; some striking women yes, the Doctor's circle of friends, if not large, was unquestionably strong in point of entertainment. They were all personalities, distinctly memorable types; and the unsociably inclined, uningratiating, but perversely attractive Doctor, entertained and entertaining more often than not against his will, was, perhaps, the most notable member of the al luring group. These people received Seth into their midst with the utmost cordiality, and had quickly made him feel one of them. He was proud of it, quite happy in it. He was loathe to leave that merry, genial, uncommon circle, and the pretty, summery, health-giving spot; it was an ideal place, and they were ideal people, under which to snuffle off life's strain and efforts, and dream on until the appointed time. He had to remind himself fiercely that he had not done with all life's ambitions, that he had sworn to himself to stand or fall by one most dear which Fate had assigned to him. Still, he caught himself thinking distastefully of those further unexplored bournes to which Duty beckoned him, and had a cowardly longing to linger on in his soft, sunny, flower- decked nest, with these strangely charming speci mens of the world's humanity fluttering about him. WIZZARDS WORK 215 How had it all come about? He couldn't say. What had become of his old resolution and energy? He didn't know. They were not dying, surely? Oh, no, no ! It was impossible ! Ethel ! He wanted her as keenly as ever. . . .only only the place and the people had bewitched him! He would shake off the spell and go. But it was easier said than done. So Seth compromised matters with his conscience by taking short trips to the other islands, backed by letters of introduction, which the Doctor, bluntly stigmatizing the whole thing as a fool's errand, reluctantly procured for him. Seth always returned to Barbados, faith fully and happily, and reported progress, in every detail, to his unsympathizing friend, the Doctor. There was never anything to report ; the apparent clues all ended like the first, in a mare's nest, and Seth's progress was his progress through the islands that was all. On one of these occasions, while sitting in the Doctor's veranda, Seth remarked thoughtfully: "I hope I don't bore you, Doctor?" The Doctor was lighting a cigarette, and he finished doing so, and tossed the match lightly away before he answered. The cordiality of his reply, however, covered that first disconcerting pause. "By no means, Mr. Lomack. I enjoy your society it is a very pleasant break in my usual 2l6 A STRANGE RECORD monotonous round. I only wish you would give up your useless trips and let us see more of you." "Ah! You are very good-natured, Doctor. But I can't give up my trips. . . .yet." "No?" "No." They looked at each other curiously, and Seth hurriedly and irrelevantly said: "There's a bond of sympathy between us, Doc tor, I am sure. I feel it but I can't explain it. I expect it is that we've both suffered and lost in the past, and we unconsciously bear the mark of it on our persons and in our manner, and it has insen sibly drawn us together. Eh?" "No doubt," returned the Doctor, turning to his glass for consolation. "You are conscious of it, too, Doctor?" "Yes, I am conscious of it, too." "And it is rather unusual, considering the cir cumstances, isn't it?" "Yes, it is rather unusual between. . . .strangers. We felt it from the first, didn't we?" "No," returned Seth bluntly. "I was angry, and sore, and disgusted with you at our first inter view." "Ah! I remember!" the Doctor spoke dreamily. "Yes, I was. . . .obliged to be rude to you." "But I felt it at our second interview almost at once." "Yes?" WIZZARD S WORK 217 "May I ask you a very personal question, Doc tor? With the excuse that it is not idle curiosity but genuine interest?" "Go on." "Is your heart, too, buried in a grave?" The Doctor puffed away silently for some moments, gazing straight in front of him. "Yes," he drawled at length subduedly, "my heart, too, is buried in a grave." "Ah, I thought so ! But, still, you are better off than I am, Doctor." "How so?" "Why, you are an old bachelor, aren't you?" The Doctor turned his head aside. "Yes," he yawned, with his hand to his mouth. "Well?" "Well, to lose her beforehand must be hard, bitter hard; but it is harder, I think, to lose her . . . .afterwards!" The Doctor suddenly leaned across the table between them, and laid his hand gently on Seth's shoulder. "How cynics would laugh at you !" he said wonderingly, admiringly. "Yes; I suppose they would." "They would indeed!" returned the Doctor, re lapsing into his former attitude. "But it would, after all, be a laugh of envy, poor devils ! You could afford to let it pass." "Did you lose her suddenly?" Seth asked softly. 2 1 8 A STRANGE RECORD "Lose whom?" absently queried the abstracted Doctor. "Why, the lady who was all the world to you?" "Oh! I fear you have been jumping to conclu sions, Mr. Lomack, like a woman. And yet, con sidering the circumstances, it is a most natural sup position on your part." "I beg your pardon." "Please don't!" retorted the Doctor promptly. "I am, Mr. Lomack, as you have, no doubt, heard these people about me say, a wierd person and can do nothing like any one else. No woman was ever 'all the world' to me." Seth could think of nothing to say; he could only continue to gaze at the Doctor questioningly. "My heart," continued the latter, "was buried in a in a boy's grave." He turned to raise his glass to his lips, and was struck by Seth's intent gaze. "It happened a long time ago," he added ner vously. Still Seth did not speak. "But man, woman, or or child," he stumbled on, "it's still a bond of sympathy, isn't it, Mr. Lo mack?" Seth stretched out his hand. The Doctor took it, and immediately asked : "Is anything the matter, Mr. Lomack?" "Yey I mean, no!" stammered his guest. "I WIZZARD S WORK 219 don't feel up to the mark, in fact, and think I'll go home." "Tired, I expect," remarked the Doctor readily. Yes, go home and rest, and I'll come and see you to-morrow. Good-night." "A boy's grave," Seth ruminated, as he returned to the hotel. "A nephew?.... a little brother? . . . .perhaps the adopted child of an old love? I can't tell can't make it out. A lonely sadden? d, introspective old man for a boy's grave ! What a rum little chap he is ! It's only puzzling like all the rest of it. But he's mighty attractive some how. I'll bet the history of his life is worth hear ing. . . .but he isn't the man to tell it easily, I can see that! Perhaps one of his friends would tell it for him, or give me an outline, that I may get nearer to him. I'd like to .... I don't know why. . . .but I'd like to! I declare I'm growing a regular interfering Fanny ! One of the evil results of mooning here in idleness, I suppose but it's so d n pleasant I can't tear myself away. Old Dr. Acre would know about him, or Charlie Sand they're real chums, Charlie and the Doctor, I can see." The next night brought a typical West Indian thunderstorm, and the guests thought it prudent to retire from the veranda. Dr. Leeth and Seth followed the others indoors without enthusiasm, the public rooms, with their concentrated buzz of 220 A STRANGE RECORD conversation, not appealing to either of them. Seth, after a bored look around, said suddenly: "Come to my room, Doctor." And the Doc tor followed him upstairs with alacrity. Seth's room was large, and lofty, and airy, and boasted of an inviting lounge and a couple of com fortable easy-chairs. "Sit down, Doctor, and make yourself at home!" cried Seth, pushing forward one of the easy-chairs. Before sitting down, however, the Doctor strolled over to examine the photographs on the dressing-table and table. There were not many, but saying, with a smile, that he never could resist looking over photographs, and that he hoped Seth didn't mind, the Doctor, with his host's cordial as sent, examined them all, one by one, eagerly and long. Meanwhile, Seth ordered some refreshments to be brought up to them. When he rejoined the Doctor the latter held a large photograph of Etta, which he had taken from the center of the dressing- table, in his hand. It was the first he had taken up, and he returned to it after his tour of inspec tion. "Your wife, I presume?" he now said. Seth nodded. "Is this a recent one?" "Yes; about a month before." "How young and happy she looks !" WIZZARD'S WORK 221 "She always did. Even in death. And besides she was young only 37." "Ah ! but she by no means looks even that." "No; she was a wonderful little fairy time dealt her no little unkindnesses as he does to us less favored mortals; he, lightly and lovingly passed her over." "Ah ! She didn't suffer, did she, Mr. Lomack?" "No. She died suddenly and painlessly, thank God!" "Heart disease?" queried the Doctor gently. "Yes; heart disease." The Doctor replaced the photograph carefully. "The picture on the right is my mother," Seth continued. "I lost her, of course, some time ago." The Doctor gave the counterfeit presentment of that genial old soul a kindly glance. "She just looks one of the sweetest mothers in the world!" he said, cordially. "And so she was." The Doctor was turning away, but Seth detained him. "And this, Doctor," he cried, taking up the re maining photograph on the left, and handing it to his guest, "is Ethel 1" It was a cabinet photograph, head and should ers only, taken in profile, and it represented a young woman of about seven and twenty, with a strong, clever face much too characteristically strong and clever for beauty. As the Doctor took 222 A STRANGE RECORD the picture and bent his head to examine it again, a blinding flash of lightning filled the room. It struck somewhere near by, for it was almost si multaneously followed by a terrific clap of thunder, which shook the house like a reed, and left the two men dazed and blinking. "Great Scott ! That was a narrow shave, wasn't it?" exclaimed the Doctor. He put Ethel's like ness down, and turned to look at his strangely silent companion. Seth was white and trembling. The Doctor crossed over to him, and made him sit down. "Why, you're not hurt, are you, Mr. Lomack?" he asked quietly, yet with an underlying anxiety. "No o," stammered Seth. "No, not at all. It's it's only the shock, you know. I think I must be going crazy." "Ah, those nerves of yours are in a nasty state." "Well, can you wonder at it, Doctor?" "No, of course not! Ah, here come the drinks ! Let me mix you one." Which he did, and Seth eagerly accepted it. "Now," resumed the Doctor, helping himself, and taking a chair, "why didn't you show that photograph of your sister-in-law in pursuing your investigations?" "To tell you the truth," returned Seth hurriedly, "I thought it would be misleading. It was taken so long ago she always hated being photo graphed; and it is only a side view, which one WIZZARD'S WORK 223 does not often catch. I thought it better to rely on my conception of the girl I knew so intimately, as a woman of fifty." "Well, perhaps you are right." "Those those other photographs on the table," pursued Seth, still a little hurriedly, "are my mother-in-law and her husband, and my wife's twin sister. They are recent likenesses too, and good ones." The Doctor glanced at them from where he sat, and remarked that the twins, though both so pretty, were not at all alike. "Not in the least," said Seth. "And they seem to have inherited their youthful looks from their mother," went on the Doctor. "She looks more like another sister than the pa rent." "Yes; she's very young looking." "And though unalike," the Doctor continued, "both daughters have a look of her." "Yes; Addie has her coloring, and Etta had her features." "They are all well, I hope, Mr. Lomack?" con cluded the Doctor, lighting a cigarette. "Yes, thank you... when I last heard....! don't hear very often." After a long pause the Doctor cleared his throat, and, breaking the awkward silence, asked if they, too, worried about the missing woman. 224 A STRANGE RECORD "N o," replied Seth dreamily, "I think they have forgotten her!" They raised their glasses simultaneously. "But / shall never forget her!" Seth added irrel evantly as they put their glasses down. "Forget whom?" "Ethel." "No; it's rather a pity you can't, I think." "If I never find her," Seth seemed compelled to go on with the subject, "I shall still be glad aw fully glad !" Seth's face was becoming irradi ated "that I tried. I wouldn't have missed try ing, Doctor, for the world!" CHAPTER XIV WOODLANDS Subtly, very subtly, Seth's trips to the other islands grew briefer and briefer, and longer and longer between. He seemed to set about them per functorily, and be glad to get them off his mind. Was he losing all hope at last? It was hard to say, fojr he continued not to acknowledge what he felt even to himself. Certainly the search, if it did rather hang fire, was never entirely abandoned. The Doctor said this was purely because of Seth's pride, not because of his convictions; and Seth let this assertion pass with no other comment than that of an enigmatical smile. In his communications home Seth assured his people that the Ethel-hunt was still in progress through the islands; but that he intended for the future to make Barbadoes his headquarters, as the place suited him splendidly, and he had got into a most fascinating set. For Seth had strengthened his acquaintance with the Doctor's cronies, until he was quite independent of the Doctor's introduction to their houses, and could visit them with an assured welcome on his own account whenever he so minded. But he never succeeded in gathering from them 15 226 A STRANGE RECORD any important particulars about the Doctor who so pleasantly filled his thoughts. Perhaps they had nothing to tell, or perhaps, being cautious men of the world, they were chary of giving information which they had no authority to give. However this was, Seth only heard of Dr. Leeth's goodness and popularity, and that he had come to the island many years ago. With this he found he would have to be content. Dr. Leeth frequently gave afternoon parties to his little patients, when the usual quietude of his pretty grounds and fine old house would be trans formed and both would resound with childish chatter, pranks, and laughter. The Doctor was in his element then, and joined in all their sports with enthusiasm. Indeed he made a famous leader, and was as much transformed from his ordinary bearing as the house and grounds themselves. It was the only bit of sociability he could really be said to enjoy. And he always took care to have some one at hand a capable representative to fall into his shoes as master of ceremonies should he be called away, so that the fun was never al lowed to flag. Seth, when he was in the island, was first among the volunteers for this service. Thus it was that no treat was more coveted by the tots of "Little England" than a visit to "Woodlands," and the queer, dried-up, brusque little Doctor was their acknowledged hero. Somehow the games at "Woodlands" always provoked more merriment WOODLANDS 22y than anywhere else; the refreshments always tasted sweeter; and these over, and while the guests were cooling their flushed, happy little selves in the ver anda preparatory to returning home, the Doctor would tell them story after story and certainly no one could tell a story better than he, or in any way like him. "Now, the undisputed queen of these little men and women was a certain Nellie Darling, or Lala, as she had styled herself as soon as speech was pos sible. Lala was a diminutive maiden of four sum mers, with a pretty little head of tight black curls, wicked little black eyes, and a delicious mouth, set in the fairest of pink baby faces. Lala was alto gether distractingly bewitching and lovable, but as wilful and naughty, and as healthily human, as the fondest mother could wish. Lala had a nurse, one of her most devoted slaves, a neat black woman, who was grandiloquently styled Princess Ward. The blacks have a great weakness for fine names, or I should say for names which they consider fine. Of course, Lala was in great demand at all child ish festivities; and it must be admitted that, for all her charm, she could be occasionally very dis concerting. For, being at heart an honest little soul, she would no sooner begin to feel bored than she would plaintively remark to those about her: "I wis' P'incess Ward would turn for me !" And sigh out of all proportion to her tiny form. This was not polite behavior, to say the least of 228 A STRANGE RECORD it though it extorted from Lala's least indulgent hostess a reluctant smile. But Lala never said, "I wish P'incess Ward would turn for me," when she was at "Wood lands" ; on the contrary, she would then greet that faithful creature's coming with icy dignity, and loftily ask, "Why have you turn, P'incess Ward. I don't want you! Fse not ready. Go away!" And it would require the exercise of no little tact on the Doctor's part to make her see the duty of returning, at least temporarily, to her mother's roof. For the Doctor had always to promise much future hospitality. "All wite !" she would at length concede. "But oh, I wis' muvver and me lived here wis 'oo !" Which speech would create keen amusement and much subdued comment among the assembled nurses and elder guests; for the gossip of the island had long coupled the Doctor's name with the pretty little widow's but no one laughed at this more heartily than the Doctor himself. And that was not encouraging to the romantic. Still, he was unquestionably fond of going to "Harmony Lodge," Mrs. Darling's modest little home, and spent many a pleasant hour there chatting to its inmates so many times that the lonely and poor little widow herself often wondered wistfully whether he would eventually marry her. She secretly hoped so; for she was very, very lonely, and rather needy, and the prosperous Doctor was a WOODLANDS 229 congenial and desirable companion, whom she liked and, trusted, and looked up to. She gave him a good deal of very delicate encouragement, but the Doctor seemed queerly dense upon the theme, and their cordial friendship, while it suffered no back sliding, seemed incapable of expanding into any thing more satisfactory. I am afraid the child was really the attraction to the Doctor. Lala had completely won Dr. Leeth's heart at the first inter view, though it must be allowed that it was a very susceptible heart to little children. When he first saw her she was running away from her nurse, who had been commanded to bring her before him ; and she fell heavily on the gravel walk, just in front of the veranda where he stood. It was a severe fall, and it bruised to bleeding the tiny hands and wrists; but she was up in an instant, and, shaking the nurse's hand from her shoulder, covered her defeat by putting those tell-tale hands behind her and saying to the Doctor with a tremulous smile, behind which lurked the repressed tears: "I mos' pan down, didn't I?" The Doctor took to the brave little soul at once; and, easily making friends with her, was permitted presently to dress the little hands and wrists, and to look down the little throat, to which end he had been summoned. From that day Lala and the Doctor were sworn allies. Lala's method of showing her affection was to climb on the object's knee and coaxingly query: 230 A STRANGE RECORD "You want me to nass (nurse) you?" Which feat she considered admirably accomplished by the bestowal of sundry caresses. Naturally, they were never declined. Indeed, far from being declined, the recipients would grow insatiable, and then Lala would rebel. The Doctor was one of the biggest sinners in this respect, but Lala's gentle little mother, whose rather anxious and careworn counte nance was pathetically like Lala's gay one, would never permit the small martinet to snub her kind friend. "Nellie! Don't you hear the Doctor calling you? Go to him at once, child." "My dacious, muvver! I've just been and nassed him, and now he wants me again ! What is it, mis'able Doctor?" as she climbed again upon his knee. Lala's lessons were another source of amuse ment to her numerous friends. Lala was made to learn pieces of poetry and recite them, and these pieces of hers were in great demand; for Lala made the most comical jumble of them imaginable, and kept her audience in roars of laughter. She put in a line just as it occurred to her, without troubling her head as to whether it belonged to the verse she was repeating; and as she was never at a loss for a line, only seldom got hold of it in its proper place, the result may be fancied. It was hugely mirth-provoking to her own entire satis faction. The Doctor's favorite among her pieces WOODLANDS 23 1 was "The Sluggard." He made her recite it to Seth one afternoon, after one of his child-parties, as they all sat together in the veranda, cooling off from their happy romps. This is a faithful rendering of it as Lala gave it; and let me here say that Lala was no dream- child; she was flesh and blood once. "THE TUGGARD " 'Twas the voice of the tuggard, I ha'ad him complain, 'You have waked me too toon, I must tumber again.' As the door on its hinges so he on his bed Hey ta'ans his side an' his shoulders, an' his heavy head. " 'A little more teep an' a little more tumber, Thus he wastes all his hands without number, An, when he gets up, he sets folding his hands, Or walks about tyfling or tauntering he stands. "I passed by his garden, I ha'ad the wild briar, The sorn an' the sistle grew broader and higher, The clothes that hung on him were turning to dags, Till he scarce read his Bible an' never loved sinking. "Says I to myself, 'Here's a picsur for me! This man's but a picsur of what I shall be.' But thanks to my friends for their care in my b'eeding, Who taught me by times to love wa'king an' deeding." And Princess Ward, coming on the scene as the last verse was started, augmented Seth's laughter by gravely saying on its conclusion: "Mis Lala, I dun tol' you already you mussen say picsur, you must say picter!" In case his story-telling powers should suddenly fail the Doctor always had a few quiet games on 232 A STRANGE RECORD hand to while away the "cooling off" period. On this occasion some of the elder children had been amusing themselves with that subtly instructive di version, "Word-making and word-taking," as they sat, Turkish fashion, in a circle on the floor of the veranda. Tired of playing the game strictly ac cording to rules, they had strayed into the pastime of secretly spelling out some familiar name, and handing the jumbled-up letters to their right-hand neighbor for solution. There had been a respectful pause in the brisk interchange of names for Lala's recitation, and this was no sooner over than she danced toward them, to elude Princess Ward and to put off the hateful moment of going. "What's 'oo doing?" she asked, squeezing down into their midst with an ingratiating smile. They explained. "I wants to play too !" she thereupon announced. "S'ow me." They looked with deference at Princess Ward, who had followed up her charge. "No, Mis Lala," the nurse said, "you must come home to once, or your mammy'll fret, you know." "Des one try, P'incess Ward!" she pleaded. "An' I'll come." But Lala's orthographical powers were not quite up to her desires, and she was obliged to ap peal to her little sweetheart, Hallie, a fine boy of ten, for assistance. After much whispering be- WOODLANDS 233 tween them, Lala was provided with two names, and she trotted back to Seth and the Doctor, hold ing the well-mixed letters in each chubby hand. She gave a name to each of them, and wanted to wait for the solutions, but the Doctor, fully alive to Princess Ward's perplexity, declared that he was too tired to work it out now, but would work it out afterward and let her know. He put the little pieces of cardboard into his pocket, and Seth, say ing that she should have his solution too, to-mor row, followed his example. "Now, Lala," said the Doctor firmly, "say good-by and go with your nurse." "Yes, Mis Lala," the latter assented, "you goin' to get me into trouble ef you doan'. Come, honey!' Lala stood irresolute. "Lala, I don't love you!" warned the Doctor. She looked troubled for a moment, and then the spirit of bravado braced her up. "Well," she said, screwing up her little mouth into a defiant pout, "I don't lub 'oo neeser!" Seth had much ado to keep his face straight. "Oh, all right. Good-by for good then. I never want to see naughty little girls." The majority of children would have acknowl edged this speech by a burst of tears; but tears were not much in Lala's way she was too confi dently optimistic, as her friends well knew. She might be safely relied on to laugh where other 234 A STRANGE RECORD children would cry. She laughed now, and climb ing carelessly upon the threatening Doctor's knee, gave him a bearish hug. "I'se goin' now," she said. "An' I'se comin' again, isn't I?" "If you're good." She kissed him and "Mr. Seff" too, as she called him, and took Princess Ward's hand. "You tell me de names to-morro', 'member!" she advised them. "All right." "And if we get them right, Lala, what then?" Seth asked. "I kiss 'oo." "And if we can't make them out?" "I sap 'oo " She paused, and added vindict ively, "powerful!" "May Heaven guide and support us!" cried Seth, laughingly. "Good-by for the present, Lala." "Dood-by." "It hurts me," Dr. Leeth dreamily observed to Seth, when the little ones had all dwindled away, and they two still sat on chattering, "it hurts me to think that Lala will have to grow into a wo man." Seth started, looked at the Doctor curiously. "Why?" he asked swiftly. "Surely, Doctor, surely, you wouldn't have her " Seth's shrinking tones died away into silence. WOODLANDS 235 "No, not die," quietly interposed the Doctor. "But I'd like to keep her as she is, just as she is!" "Why, are you a woman-hater, Doctor?" smiled Seth. "I shouldn't have thought it." "Oh, no ! But, on the other hand, I can't ideal ize women, I can only see them as they are; and so I prefer the baby to the young girl, and the old lady to the beauty in her prime." Seth laughed. "You have grown cynical, Doctor, and have for gotten your own young days," he protested. "On my word, no ! I remember them quite viv idly." "Well, you held a different opinion then, I'll bet a fortune." "Think so?" the Doctor's tone was mocking. "Yes. Deny it if you can." "I do deny it." There was a short silence. "Well, you're a strange man that's all I can say!" remarked the wondering Seth, giving up the problem. "I expect I am. But you're mighty fond of little children yourself, Mr. Lomack." "Rather. All my life long little children have helped me. Still, think what a pretty woman Lala will make." "Ah, yes ! But a woman's beauty cannot touch a child's. And she'll be self-conscious, and vain, and artificial to boot the old unstudied charm and 236 A STRANGE RECORD frankness will go. Still, I'd like to have Lala, even with the drawback of her becoming a woman some day." "Well, why don't you marry her mother?" Seth retorted bluntly. "The whole island expects you to." The Doctor smiled peculiarly. "Yes, I know," he drawled. "But, perhaps, I don't want to." "She's a nice little woman," said Seth defend- ingly. "Nice? She's a dear little woman, and Lala will have all I have some day." Seth, interested as he was, realized that he had reached a stone wall. He idly took up a book which lay on the table between them, a book which the Doctor had been reading prior to his guest's arrival. It was Wilkie Collins's "After Dark, and Other Stories." "I like Wilkie Collins too," he observed tact fully changing the conversation, "and these short stories are capital. "Hullo !" as the book oblig ingly fell open at a certain place as if long used to be opened there "this seems to be a favorite." It was in the middle of a story, so Seth's eyes traveled to the top of the page for the title, "Sis ter Rose." The open pages before him were somewhat the worse for handling and frequent ex posure, and showed to disadvantage beside the WOODLANDS 237 others, even the others of the same tale, although the volume was an old one. Seth noted all this, and then inquisitively re freshed his memory by reading those favored pages. "Yes," said the Doctor absently, "that tale is a favorite, as all the tales are which have helped one." "This one helped you, did it?" asked Seth, look ing up with ready attention. "Yes, very much. . .once. And I have a grate ful affection for it such as you would feel for an old, tried friend." "That was a lucky and daring thought of Lo- mack's my namesake ! the wiping out of the names from the death-list, wasn't it?" Seth ob served, in reference to that part of the story which he had just been reading. "Very." "But do you think any chemical can remove ink- writing without leaving the slightest mark, Doc tor?" "Oh, yes. Wilkie Collins was no bungler." Seth closed the book, and laid it down. Idly putting his hands into his pocket, he encountered the cardboard letters Lala had given him, and drew them out, and spread them on the table be fore him. The Doctor watched him a moment, and then took up the abandoned volume, as Seth began to 238 A STRANGE RECORD play with his letters. Seth turned the letters this way and that without result, but suddenly three letters chancing together suggested a name, and he listlessly proceeded to try to spell it out. That he did so successfully, startled him and he stared at the result, dumbfounded ! Suddenly he glanced swiftly and nervously at the absorbed Doctor, noted his inattention with palpable relief, and rap idly reduced his solution to an unintelligle jumble once more. Then he fell back in his chair, and the action attracted the Doctor's notice. "Done your lesson?" queried his host, putting down the book. "N o," said Seth slowly. "What nanie could Lala have given me? Can you guess?" "Mine, probably," returned the Doctor, pro ducing his set of letters. "Try it. And this is no doubt yours. I know the little minx." And so it proved. The tumbled heap of letters before each man easily resolved itself into their re spective names, the Doctor's first, for Seth's fingers were not quite steady. They both laughed over the solution, Seth not quite naturally, and bending down his head. "Well, we've got that off our minds," remarked the Doctor, putting his letters back into his pocket. "And now" as William drove the buggy to the front "I must go and see Mrs. Moy's boy. Like a drive?" "Not this afternoon, thanks, Doctor," softly re- WOODLANDS 239 plied Seth, as he pocketed the Doctor's name. "I must get back to the hotel. So long!" "So long!" The Doctor drove off. But Seth did not re turn immediately to his quarters. Instead he re- entered the house, and softly penetrated to the Doctor's office a room seldom entered, except for business purposes. A paragraph from "Sister Rose" was singing through his brain. Above the Doctor's desk was his framed diploma. Seth studied it long and carefully, and for the first time. It had not seemed of any importance before; and now it seemed that he could not look long enough at the names of the college and the man. Then he returned slowly to the veranda, and sat down in his former seat. Mechanically he again drew Lala's letters from his pocket, and spread them once more on the table. Deftly he sorted out the little pile as before. "Yes," he murmured, "all my life long have little children helped me! You know much, Dr. Noel Leeth, and you can keep your counsel well, it seems. . . .but at least you shall tell me more than you have yet done some day. . . .only not now, not now !" CHAPTER XV ADDIE One morning Seth's mail brought him surprising news. He had known for some little time now that Addie's health had begun to fail, and that she had gone to her mother in Ireland to recuperate; and, on this particular morning, a letter from Dickie Leigh informed him that he had joined his wife in Ireland, and, finding her no better, had decided to adopt the doctor's suggestion and bring her to a warmer climate. Lord Kilburn was of the opinion that there was nothing serious the mat ter with her; that she had merely let herself run down to the ground, and would soon pull up under favorable conditions and those were plenty of sunshine and warmth, absolute rest of her over taxed energies, and gentle distraction. Under these circumstances Dickie had arranged for a prolonged leave of absence, and had decided to make a move South at once and Barbadoes nat urally suggested itself to them. It would be a great pleasure to meet "Brother Seth" again. "Brother Seth" was therefore commissioned to se cure comfortable rooms for them at his hotel, in cluding a private sitting-room; and also requested to mention Addie's case to the best medical man at ADDIE 241 hand that he might be in readiness to attend the patient on her arrival. For Addie was very nervous about herself. They might be expected, the letter concluded, by the next mail, and would cable on leaving. Seth read this letter with a mixture of feelings which he did not attempt to analyze. He mused over it all day, and after dinner put on his hat to stroll over to Woodlands and consult Dr. Leeth, whom he had not, up to now, troubled with the recent disquieting news of Addie. He found Dr. Leeth on his veranda smoking. "Hullo!" said the latter. "Glad to see you. Sit down. Have you dined?" "Oh, yes. I came to consult you about a letter I received this morning I am not detaining you, am I?" "No. I've nothing on. Well?" "My sister-in-law, Mrs. Dickie Leigh, you know," said Seth, sitting down, and staring before him with a troubled frown, "is in a very poor state of health." "I am very sorry to hear it," said the Doctor quickly. "May I ask what the trouble is?" "Oh, nothing serious," instantly returned Seth, busying himself over the cigarettes which the Doc tor had pushed toward him across the little table, "nothing serious at all, her husband assures me only throughly run down." 16 242 A STRANGE RECORD "Ah! Has she been ailing long?" "No, not very long." "She is being medically attended, of course?" "Oh, yes ! She's with her mother in Ireland just now, where she went for the change and rest; but her husband, who has recently joined her there, doesn't think her improved. Her step-father is a doctor, you know, although he does not practice now, and he has been looking after her. He sug gests a milder, brighter climate to recuperate in . . . .and so they are coming here!" There was an insignificant silence, and then the Doctor said quickly: "How nice for you, Mr. Lomack! You haven't seen your sister-in-law for many years, have you?" "No, not since her marriage." "And perhaps, the husband is an old friend too?" "Yes, he is. And a jolly good fellow." "Well, I congratulate you on their advent, al though I regret the cause, of course. Still, from all accounts, you needn't worry over that." "No, I don't. I'm sure she'll soon pull up." "When do you expect them, Mr. Lomack?" "Next mail, they think. But I shall get a cable when they leave." "And they'll stay with you, I presume, at the Neptune?" "Yes. I have been commissioned to secure rooms for them there." ADDIE 243 "Well, you're not full up, are you?" "By no means. I got them comfortable rooms easily." "I am very glad." There was another trifling silence. "They also asked me," Seth then timidly pro ceeded, "to speak to a physician that he might be prepared to look after Addie a bit, as she is uneasy about herself. And I was wondering whether. . . .whether " Doctor Leeth rose, and began slowly to pace the veranda, puffing thoughtfully at his cigarette. Seth watched him anxiously. "Whether I would undertake the case, I sup pose?" he said at last, halting before his guest. "Yes. Would you mind?" "Mind!" echoed the Doctor. "That's not the question. But I am very busy, you know. . . . still, it is difficult to refuse one's friends, and I I certainly don't want to." He was so plainly embarrassed, appeared so un comfortably concerned, that Seth hastened to come to his rescue. "Thank you, Doctor," he said pleasantly. "I quite understand; I am sorry to have troubled you. Perhaps you will kindly suggest some one else to me." "No, you don't understand," retorted the Doc tor, brusquely turning away. "I'm not going to 244 A STRANGE RECORD suggest any one else. If you'll trust me in the matter I'll do my best for Mrs. Dickie Leigh." "We shall all be very thankful if you will, I am sure," returned Seth simply. "That is if it's not imposing on your good nature." "No, it is not at all. We can usually make time for what we wish to do." "Ah, you are very good." Thus all Seth's commissions were accomplished without trouble, and he awaited the expected pair impatiently. They duly arrived, and took pos session of their pleasing rooms. The first joy of meeting, and the incidental confusion of settling down over, Seth had leisure to consider the pair dispassionately. Dickie Leigh had grown stout, and red, and grizzled, as well as middle-aged; and the old boyish corruption of his name was no longer in keeping with his appearance neverthe less, habit is not .easily broken, and "Dickie" he would remain to the end of the chapter. Addie, too, was very much changed for the worse. Her fair hair was still untouched by silver, or, if not, the silver did not show up, and she was still slender and pretty; but she looked sadly frail, feeble, and faded. She seemed incapable of the effort cf en joying anything long, and even in the midst of one of those cheerful chats with poor old Seth, to which she had been so looking forward, she would suddenly, and quite helplessly, lapse into a tired, dozy silence. Seth was glad to note that she and ADDIE 245 Dickie seemed as fond of each other as of yore, and certainly Dickie's patient, tender care of her left nothing to be desired. At Addie's request Dr. Leeth was introduced to her on the evening of her arrival, and then, after a few seconds general conversation, husband and brother withdrew, and left the Doctor alone with his patient. She was too tired to show any of the interest she felt in Seth's kind friend, of whom he had been telling her so much almost too tired to notice him. She just managed to answer his questions intelligently, and to show her gratitude for his kindly interest; and he did not bother her much, leaving her quietly and speedily, with the impression of a manner that was more than ordi narily professionally gentle and reassuring. She told Seth so the next day, remarking how much she liked him; and Seth laughingly assured her that he was not surprised, for, in spite of his lack of physical attractions, the ladies rapidly lost their hearts to Dr. Noel Leeth. "He is sympathetic enough to be a woman," concluded Addie, "and he has a woman's faculty of reading and understanding you without words." Seth only smiled at her enthusiasm. Addie talked much to him, too, about Ethel. She sympathetically understood that the search for her gave Seth healthful interest and occupa tion, but she feared the to her inevitable disap pointment it would entail would prey upon him. 246 A STRANGE RECORD Seth tried to reassure her on this point; and al ways uneasily changed the conversation, for it was difficult to talk about the lost sister without emo tion and emotion was bad for the invalid. Still, Addie recurred to the subject again and again, and gradually extorted from Seth all the details of his hunt. Dr. Leeth, as the days slipped by, attended his interesting patient with fair frequency; but after he had prescribed a tonic for her, suggested a course of diet, and given her a little common-sense advice, he was careful to inform her husband that his ensuing visits were purely friendly ones, for there was nothing more to do for her she would recover her strength and spirits naturally. Dickie thanked him carefully, but rather sulkily. Still, Dr. Leeth's visits were by no means as long or as frequent as Mrs. Dickie Leigh would have liked, and she continually urged this; but the Doctor's excuses were not to be gainsaid, and Seth kept im pressing upon her the importance of his time. It was strange, considering the Doctor's affability, and their indebtedness to his professional skill, that Dickie could not share his wife's predilection for him; but, as has already been hinted, Dickie disliked and distrusted him. They were invariably courteous when they met, for Dickie had sufficient good feeling to be grateful to the little man; but they were unquestionably glad to get away from each other, although the Doctor liked Dickie, and ADDIE 247 was probably only disconcerted by the latter's la tent hostility toward him. Seth took advantage of the first opportunity af forded him to speak to Dickie upon the subject indeed, to remonstrate with him. They were alone together in the sitting-room, Addie having retired to her own room for a nap. "Look here, Dick!" Seth began. "You don't mean to tell me that you don't like my friend Dr. Leeth, do you?" Dick started, and paused before replying. He didn't want to offend Seth, or his friend in the one instance, true regard forbade it, in the other, a sense of obligation. But Dickie was innately truth ful, and the awkward question irritated him. "Why, I've never said so!" he at length ex claimed sharply. "I'm sure I've been as civil and as thankful to him as a man can be. I don't think I've given you any right to come down upon me like this." Seth smiled over the evasion. "No," he returned. "You haven't said it, Dick; but you looked it all right at times and at times you acted it in the retiring way, you know." "Well now, don't you think you are fanciful, Seth?" "No, I don't. And you don't either. So let the murder out: I'm curious over it. Although Dr. Leeth's my friend, every man is welcome to \ 248 A STRANGE RECORD his own opinion and I honestly want to hear yours of him." "Well, since you will have it," sighed Dick, "you shall! A man can't always control his own feelings, you know. I believe your friend Dr. Leeth is a clever, trustworthy doctor, and he has done Ad a lot of good and I'm sure for that I can't feel more beholden to you both for you pro cured him for us than I do. But the man jars upon me for all that, Seth, in a way I can't very well explain. Trusting him entirely as a doctor, I'm afraid I shouldn't trust him as a man." "What do you mean?" asked Seth, with a heavy frown. "There now, you're angry, and it's not my fault. Why wouldn't you leave my likes and dislikes for which, as I said just now, a man can't be held accountable alone? Let us drop the subject." "By no means. I'm not at all angry, I'm only puzzled puzzled and interested. Go on. You'd trust him as a doctor and not as a man. .. .ex plain." "What I mean is this," pursued Dick reluct antly. "I think, as a doctor, Leeth would fulfill conscientiously his duties; as a man, he would, probably, give way to his natural tendencies." "And these, you think, would not be to his credit?" "Well, I think, for one thing, he is naturally in clined to be too free where women are concerned." ADDIE 249 Seth stared in his turn, and then he burst into the heartiest fit of laughter imaginable. "Why, he is an old man, Dick!" he cried, as soon as he could speak. "What does that matter?" was the warm re joinder. "Oh, Dick, you never spoke a greater libel in your life!" gasped Seth, beginning to laugh again. "My poor slandered friend!" "All right," retorted Dick petulantly. "Let it drop then." "No, no, let me convince you. I am sure Dr. Leeth never considers women at all except as cases ; he rather shuns them in fact, apart from his pro fession, he shuns mankind. His leanings are all toward the recluse." "Was he ever married?" "No. He once told me himself that no woman was ever, as the saying runs, 'all the world to him' ; that his heart was buried in a boy's grave." "A boy's grave ! And you believe this fairy / tale, Seth?" Seth gazed through the open window into the brightly tinted prospective ere replying; then his honest eyes came back to Dick's inquiring face. "Frankly," he said, "yes, I do." "You don't think there was some woman at the back of that boy?" "Not in the sense you mean. But tell me, what has made you so suspicious of Dr. Leeth?" 250 A STRANGE RECORD "He looks at Addie in a way all out of keeping with the circumstances," blurted Dick irritably. "Quite too tenderly, sometimes quite lackadaisic ally. When he has to touch her he does so caress ingly. He speaks to her too familiarly not in words exactly, but in tone, and I don't like it!" Again Seth laughed, but not quite so spontan eously as before ; there was an undercurrent of un easiness. "All merely his natural gentleness and kindness of heart," he said. "I say, Dick, how you must have watched him ! Do you always thus watch any one who comes near the presence?" Dick made no reply, and his face looked surly. " 'Oh, beware, my lord, of jealousy,' " quoted Seth gaily; " ' 'tis the green-eyed monster which doth mock the meat it feeds on.' ' "That's all very fine," reported Dick; "but it's no refutation of my charge." "My refutation," retorted Seth, a little haught ily, "is that your jealous fancy has placed an ex aggerated importance on Dr. Leeth's honest, manly tenderness and sympathy toward a nervous, suffering woman." "Oh." "But," continued Seth, with growing indigna tion, for Dick's exclamation had a skeptical ring, "there is no reason why you should be made un comfortable over it. I will undertake to give Dr. Leeth a gentle and subtle hint to cease his visits." ADDIE 251 "No, no!" cried Dick repentantly. "Not for the world! After all he has done for Addie, to hurt his feelings would be too bad." Again Seth's eyes wandered to the window, and dreamily enjoyed the clear bright view. "You may trust me," he said, with quiet irri- pressiveness, "not to hurt his feelings." "No," returned Dick quickly, "I won't have it. Addie likes him, and she would miss his visits, I can trust my wife, Seth. And I won't be a party to such a mean return for all the man's kindness to us." "At least it would be more honest," said Seth, "than to let him come here on sufferance." "No; no doubt I am mistaken. Addie has heaps of common sense and delicate feeling, and she wouldn't like a man who wasn't straight. I begin to feel ashamed of myself -but I didn't want to express my half-formed ideas about your friend, Seth, only you would wring them from me." Both men rose to terminate the conversation. Seth turned to leave the room, and then suddenly turned back and laid his hand gently on Addie's husband's shoulder. "Just a word more before we drop this subject, Dick," he said. "You believe I've got a little common sense, don't you?" "Yes, I guess you've got your share." 252 A STRANGE RECORD "You know I've knocked about the world, and got my balance long ago?" "Yes." "You don't think I would lie to you?" "No." "Then accept my solemn assurance that my friend, Dr. Noel Leeth, is the nicest man I've ever met." "He may be," said the puzzled Dick "the un canny little devil !" Seth strangled a smile. "You don't love your wife any more jealously, Dick, than I loved mine," he proceeded earnestly. "Yet, were Etta here, I'd trust her to Doctor Leeth anywhere, and anyhow. . . .I'd trust him to show her the Infernal Regions, and bring her safely back!" "Why, Seth- "Don't interrupt me ! You were always a fool, Dickie, and we must have patience with such or I'd have kicked you for what you said just now. So long!" "So long;" echoed the crushed Dick, and sat down again to revise his condemned thoughts. "I don't care, I hate the little beast!" was, how ever, the only conclusion he could come to. Addie improved very gradually, but surely; and, as she grew stronger and brighter, she was by degrees introduced to the set Seth had found so enthralling. Mrs. Darling and Lala were her first ADDIE 253 callers, and to Lala fell the honor of extorting the first laugh from the desponding little invalid. Lala having proved such a wholesome tonic, came to be requisitioned at stated intervals; and she grew quite attached to the pretty sick lady, who was so clever in keeping her quietly amused, and talked to her so sweetly. It became one of Lala's chief pleasure to go and "nass" her, and Princess Ward was as severely snubbed when she appeared to withdraw her from the hotel as when at Wood lands. Addie would frequently beg another half hour for her little nurse, and she had many a hearty laugh over the quaint manner in which Lala would hold up her tiny forefinger close before her own little face when she caught herself dozing off, in spite of her enjoyment of the coveted extra time. "That's the wa'ast of you!" she would exclaim indignantly to herself. "Why do you hold your finger up, Lala?" Ad- die smilingly asked. "Muvver does it to me w'en I'se naughty," she explained. "But you're not naughty now, darling!" "Yus, I is," she returned, solemnly shaking her head, "I'se goin' seeps, an' I doan' want to. I can't nass you w'en I'se aseep." "But tired little girlies must sleep, or they'll get sick," pursued Addie tenderly. "And then they won't be able to help any one. Come to me, Sweetheart!" 254 A STRANGE RECORD But now Dickie would intrude upon the pair, and Lala would throw herself upon him, demand ing her favorite story of "The Cat." It was a wonderful story this quite a weird one. At a certain point in the narrative the cat would give a prolonged, blood-curdling snarl, most unnerving to hear, and, at the same time, gruesomely attrac tive. You couldn't help wanting to hear it des perately, any more than you could help fleeing from it in terror when it came. And the point was to take your little listener into your arms and tell it to her while you walked about the room. Lala felt so weak and helpless high up in the air; and, as the dreaded yet awesomely fascinating moment approached nearer and nearer until it was almost at hand, she would suddenly cry peremp torily, "Down, Dick!" and flee to Addie's shelter ing arms. Then the sleepy little head would soon nestle against that gentle bosom, and presently Princess Ward would for once take a peaceable little charge home. "It seems," Dr. Leeth remarked, with a smile, on the conclusion of one of these occasions, to which Seth and himself had been interested spec tators, "that Mr. Lomack and I are not the only ones who break the Tenth Commandment in Lai's name." "No, indeed!" spoke up the wedded pair. Addie and Dick were adopted by acclamation by the other members of the coterie as well; and ADDIE 255 it was not very long before, to her own surprise, Addie found herself again keenly enjoying such social events as dinner and garden parties and little dances. In acknowledgment of these courte sies, Mr. and Mrs. Dickie Leigh gave toward the close of their stay in Little England a big dinner to their new-found friends, which elaborate func tion proved a most delightful finish to the round of gaiety. It seemed that Mr. and Mrs. Dicky Leigh's entire visit to Barbadoes was going to pass off without a single hitch; but it is the unex pected that happens, you know, and the hitch came in the end to the complete disconcertion of three of the principals, although the fourth re mained in blissful ignorance of it. It came about in this wise. The morning after the above-mentioned dinner Addie rose haggard and restless. Dr. Leeth, call ing early on his morning round of visits, plainly saw that she had been imposing too much on her newly recovered energies. Having retired very late the preceding night, thoroughly worn out, a sharp attack of neuralgia had prevented her enjoy ing the few remaining hours of repose; and she had arisen at the usual hour, unrefreshed, but still glad to quit her thorny couch. On hearing this the Doctor promised to send her in a soothing powder at once, and recommended her, after tak ing it, to retire again and try to get a little needful rest. He then took his leave. 256 A STRANGE RECORD The powder was not long in making its appear ance, but it was tardy in its action. Addie felt no desire to go to bed again, but continued up, fidget- ting about. It was only after a slight repast at midday that she began to feel drowsy, and then she lay down on the sofa in the sitting-room, and soon sank into a deep repose. Dr. Leeth called again in the afternoon to see how she was getting on. He saw nothing of Dick or Seth on entering the hotel, and made his way at once to Addie's sitting-room. He knocked twice at the door without obtaining an answer, and then softly entered. Dick and Seth were off some where and the room was tenanted only by the soundly sleeping woman. Dr. Leeth closed the door noiselessly, and tip-toed over to the couch on which she was lying. He looked down intently at her unconscious face. How young and pretty she looked, poor little thing, in her deep slumber! He tested the latter by speaking to her softly, and she never stirred not the faintest shadow of con sciousness showed itself in her still fair face. He touched the face and the loosened hair with nerv ously caressing fingers. Did she remind him of any one he had loved and parted with that he felt so tender over her? It must have been so, for he suddenly stooped and kissed her. The instant his lips touched her face he knew instinctively that Seth and her husband were staring at him, horror- stricken, from the doorway. He knew it quite ADDIE 257 well before he heard the door close and turned and faced them. Dickie's face was livid with passion, and he gasped chokingly: "What did I tell you, Seth? What did I tell you? Perhaps you'll talk to me of fancy now!" Dr. Leeth cursed himself for his folly as he stolidly awaited the hot-tempered husband's on slaught. Dickie, completely oblivious of his sleeping wife in the first all-consuming fire of his indignation, advanced upon the Doctor with up lifted arm. And then a strange thing happened. Seth, who up to now had remained rooted just in side the closed door, suddenly sprang forward, with a white, quivering face, caught Dickie's threatening arm in a vise-like grip, and hoarsely muttered: "If you strike him, Dick, by Heaven, I'll /'// break every bone in your skin!" Dick's anger changed to amazement as his eyes traveled from the Doctor's passive face to Seth's furious one. It was a queer tableau, and Dr. Leeth looked on it apprehensively. In the stillness which followed its formation the Doctor made his excuses with calm dignity, while Addie slept se renely on. "I am an old man, Mr. Leigh, and, I beg to as sure you, a gentleman. I meant no disrespect to your sweet wife, or to you; you will only be doing 17 258 A STRANGE RECORD me justice in believing that I am incapable of in sulting either of you, and that I hold you both in the highest esteem. I offer you my most humble and sincere apologies for having thoughtlessly ventured to express my fatherly interest and com passion in a way I I had no right to ! I will re lieve you at once, and of course permanently, of my undesired acquaintanceship." He bowed, and quitted the room. Dick turned to Seth. "Will you let me go now, you madman?" he asked. "Will you accept Dr. Leeth's apology?" "Yes provided he sticks to his bond, and keeps out of our path for the few days it remains us to spend here." "You need have no fear of that." With which reply Seth pushed the jealous hus band from him impatiently, and hastened after the Doctor. He caught up with him in the grounds of the hotel, the Doctor having walked over from Woodlands. Seth accompanied him part of the way back in silence. Then he stammered hotly : "I'm so sorry, Doctor! But it's it's really not worth thinking about any more." The Doctor's face was coldly, sternly set, but his lips trembled ominously when he spoke. "I suppose I ought to thank you for your warm championship, Mr. Lomack," he said. "One should always be grateful for such generous sup- ADDIE 259 port, even even when it is a little out of keeping. For really .... you see, a man can .... a man can" "A man can fight his own battles," amended Seth unsteadily. "Why, yes!" falteringly pursued the Doctor, as he rubbed his hands together, "even an old man and I am not so very old, Mr. Lomack." "Forgive me, Doctor! . It was insane of me, of course. I acted without thinking." The Doctor laid his hand cordially upon Seth's arm. "I'm afraid we all did," he said with a strange smile. "But let it pass let it pass !" CHAPTER XVI TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD Well, Addie and Dickie departed and were much missed by those they left behind them, es pecially by Seth and Dr. Leeth. Addie won dered fretfully at the abrupt cessation of Dr. Leeth's visits to her, and Seth left it to her hus band to explain, and Dickie preferred not to ex plain at all. However, before they departed, that they might be mutually gratified, Seth contrived an apparently accidental meeting between Dr. Leeth and Addie. The Doctor, charged as a rank deserter by his late fair patient, instantly saw that she had not been enlightened as to the cause, and, pleading intense occupation, wished her farewell and Godspeed with all due interest and respect. Even Othello and Cassio shook hands. And now Dr. Leeth was beginning to droop. Dr. Leeth had been secretly ailing for some time before those about him began to notice it; for the Doctor had a horror of complaining and coddling himself, and his wonderful will-power kept him brisk and doing when just ordinarily gifted people would have found it impossible to disguise and conquer the truth. But it had to leak out in the end, of course ; and even then he answer- TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 261 ed all anxious inquiries as brusquely and lightly as possible. No, he was "not feeling quite up to the mark," but it was "nothing to talk about." It would soon pass." However, his indisposition did not wear off, but, on the contrary, increased alarmingly. He began to look, as he felt, utterly worn out. His appre hensive friends urged him unceasingly to take a rest and change, and this, in the end, he felt un willingly compelled to do. For not even his strong, tireless mind could now force any more work out of his throughly exhausted body. So he made all the necessary arrangements about his practice; and, as he had a natural leaning toward the sea, he decided to begin his holiday by taking his passage in the next steamer for England. These plans made, he called on Seth 5n the evening and communicated them to him. "Well, I'm awfully glad you've given in at last!" cried Seth, much relieved. "I believe if you had held out much longer you'd have smashed up altogether." "Yes," assented the Doctor. "I believe I should. It's that conviction that has conquered me. But I give in most reluctantly, I assure you. I'd a million times rather work than play." "A judicious mixture is, however, advisable," retorted Seth, "and I don't believe you've ever gone in for it. I suppose you haven't given your- 262 A STRANGE RECORD self a holiday for a century and you a teacher of physiology ! Come ! Confess to it." "Not quite so long," smiled the Doctor. "But certainly not for a very long while." "Ah! I was sure of it. You look it," said Seth, scrutinizing the Doctor's haggard face un easily. "I've been too interested in my work, you see, Mr. Lomack." "Exactly. Well, it's had more than its fair share of attention, and I'm very pleased to hear that you are going to give the other side of life a look in before you collapse altogether. A sea- voyage is a good start there's no place like board- ship for absolute rest and quiet, and that's all you want to put you right again." "Well perhaps!" "No 'perhaps' about it!" cried Seth cheerfully. "You're just overworked." "Yes, I suppose so," mused the Doctor. "And then you know, Mr. Lomack, I need a change of climate too, I think. This climate is a glorious one, but too much of a good thing is as bad as none at all, as our copy-books used to remind us : and I've been a fixture here now for a great number of years a breath of something less pleasant but more bracing is, no doubt, desirable. The judi cious mixture again, eh?" "Exactly!" responded Seth heartily. "Why, I've not been here so long, Doctor, and, Heaven TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 263 knows, I am enjoying all this!" He paused and glanced expressively about him. "Still I believe a change would freshen me up. My mother-in-law is bothering me to pay her a visit to Ireland, and, do you know, I've a good mind to go to England with you, Doctor." "Do!" cried the Doctor eagerly. "Come along by all means. I shall be mighty glad of your companionship." And so it was finally arranged. When the Amazon left Barbados the following week, Dr. Leeth and Seth were on board. For the first half of the voyage they were favored with bright still weather, and glided steadily over a glass-like sea; but after that a swift and appalling change fell suddenly upon them. They awoke one morning to find them selves in the grasp of a furious storm. The wind howled, the sea raged, the inky heavens lightened and thundered. The frightened passengers hud dled together in the saloon. The deck was for bidden them, for the Amazon kept it almost at right-angles with the mountainous sea, now on this side and now on that. But that same sea was a magnificent, if unnerving, sight, as it rose in rapidly succeeding threatening walls, mast-high it seemed, and broke with a thundering deafening roar over the straining, quivering ship. Its force struck her decks continually with the report of a cannon, and every now and then, in her frantic 264 A STRANGE RECORD plunges, she would lift her screw out of the water and there would follow a ghastly, sickening sen sation as if she were scraping her keel over knife-edged rocks. The engines were practically stopped, for the captain feared to push her through such a sea; she had all the strain laid on her that she could possibly bear, and more it seemed, as the hours lengthened into days without bringing any abatement of the fury of the elements, more than she was going to bear. So she lay, poor, caught, tortured thing, with the monstrous seas crashing over her, leaking, it seemed, at every pore, groaning in every screw, writhing in every plank. The awesome throbbing of the pumps, the sicken ing straining of the steamer, the relentless uproar of the storm, the hysterical whimpering of the women, and the sharp wail of the children were the tunes to which the self-contained male passen gers struggled perfunctorily through their meals and through the intervening hours of the daytime. The officers went about their duties with a stern reserve which forbade questioning, but their grave faces were not reassuring. There were plenty of gruesome accidents among the poor seamen : men swept overboard, heads cut open, limbs shivered; and, on the third day of the storm, the harassed ship's doctor presented a piteously wan, disheveled appearance, not having had his clothes off for three nights. Dr. Leeth, the only other medico on TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 265 board, helped him valiantly, however; and still the storm raged on. The room above the saloon was a combined library, music and drawing-room, and a large cir cular opening in its centre, railed round, afforded a pretty comprehensive view of the saloon beneath. This upper room was practically deserted, for the dismal lunges of the ship were more perceptible here, of course, than on the deck below. On the afternoon of the third day only Dr. Leeth clung to this circular railing, and gazed down compas sionately on his terror-stricken fellow-passengers. He did not feel exactly comfortable himself, far from it! but his habitual self-possession had not deserted him and it cloaked his feelings well. He was joined presently by Seth. "Well," said the latter, with forced sprightli- ness, "once let me get my foot off her, and she'll never have another chance to be at my funeral ! I wonder how long this racket is going to keep up ? Deuced unpleasant, isn't it?" He glanced at his companion briefly but searchingly. "Ah!" returned the Doctor quietly, "I don't think it will be over soon, and I don't think she'll stand much more of it either." "You don't?" "No, I don't!" "You take it coolly enough," said Seth admir ingly. "What's the use of doing otherwise?" 266 A STRANGE RECORD "None at all, of course." They examined each other's faces steadily now, with that curious calmness which the close approach of the inevitable always mercifully brings. Then Seth realized that the supreme mo ment was at hand the moment for which he had long yearned, and which he had pictured in a thousand bright settings but, oh, God, never like this, never like this ! The moment when he might safely break the cruel silence he had imposed upon himself. He freed one hand, and put that arm timidly round the Doctor, and bent his head over him. "Ethel!" he whispered humbly, pleadingly. Was it the force of her own surprise and emotion that threw her staggering against him, or the sickening lurch of the doomed ship? He never knew. Her voice was rather breathless when she spoke, but it might have been from either cause. "How did you guess?. . . .How long have you known?" she gasped. "I think I have only really known since since the day. of your last child's party," he stammered, "when Lala recited the 'Tuggard' to us, you know. But, oh, Ethel, I think I've been gradually guess ing the truth ever ever since the first evening I spent at your house. There was something about your eyes and smile then that fixed my attention and subtly grew faintly familiar, although I could TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 267 not, try as I would, divine how or why. Then I soon got to feel a queer tenderness toward you, the stranger, which puzzled me vastly. And on that stormy evening, you know, when you came to my room at the Neptune and were examining my photographs, I first realized the likeness to Ethel in you. It was that, and not the lightning, which knocked me over. But it didn't suffice to convince me. I merely thought I must be crazy that dwelling on the one thought had turned my brain. Still, I couldn't resist the blind Impulse to assure you that / had not forgotten Ethel, that I should always be thankful I had sought her. You re member?" "Yes," she whispered," "I remember." "I tried, afterward, to gather some particulars of your antecedents from your intimate friends; for, if I did not know you, you had, nevertheless, aroused a fever of curiosity within me. But I was not successful; they were so cautious. Either they knew nothing, or they would not tell." "They knew but little, truly," she returned, "but I am glad to hear they were so loyal." "Then," pursued Seth, "to come to that grand day when the truth came home to me, the day of your last child's party you remember, after the children had dispersed, that I stayed and talked to you about a book you had been reading, a bock which you said had helped you?" "Yes," she said again, "I remember." 268 A STRANGE RECORD "The page you seemed to have consulted often- est," went on Seth, "dealt with the removal by some chemical of ink-writing without leaving any mark. That puzzled me tremendously. I ques tioned the possibility of it, but you were certain of it yet you did not wander on to the subject of what interest such a matter held for you, as I hoped you would. So I dropped it. I began to play with the letters Lala had given me to make a name with. Three of them happening to be together E T H naturally suggested the name always in my mind; and, without dreaming of success, I idly tried to spell out Ethel Leon. That I was successful dumbfounded me! And in stinctively I wanted to keep the fact from you! You were absorbed in the book I had laid down if you have not forgotten?" "No, I have not forgotten." "So I jumbled my letters together again, and fell back in my chair; and, when you looked up, I asked you as calmly as I could what name Lala could have given me. You guessed your own at once, and mine to you. And so it was. This, on the top of all I had noted before, seemed to me at last conclusive. You may imagine what I felt ! Little things which had puzzled me before about you, I could now explain. 'The boy's grave,' for instance meant poor Reggie Law's though I never guessed until then that that old, childish romance meant so much to you, Ethel ! Well, you TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 269 were called away, and I refused to drive with you. When you were gone I re-entered your house and went straight to your office. In the light of my newly born conviction the favored page from 'Sister Rose' took a startling clear significance. I examined Dr. Noel Leeth's diploma carefully, and for the first time; and I felt as sure of what name it had originally presented, and why it had been altered, and how it had been altered as if you had stood by me at the time explaining it all with your own lips. My surroundings faded away from me. I seemed to be back in Pacific Street, hearing you say again, 'How I would enjoy a fight that would prove me of some worth, and so make life seem worth living! A good bracing, mettlesome con test ah, there's nothing like it. I ought to have been a man, Seth I might have gone out to seek it then I ought to have been a man !' ' "How well you remember!" she faintly smiled. "And you never gave me a hint that you knew why?" "Ah, you don't know how I wanted to, dear. But I was afraid that you would send me from you, fearing that I might at some time or other inadvertently compromise your hard, splendidly earned position. So I kept up the search for Ethel purely as a blind and I succeeded well, did I not? You never dreamed I knew?" "No; though at times your eyes and manner 270 A STRANGE RECORD made me nervous vaguely apprehensive. Never more so than when I kissed Addle." "Ah!" "You hastened to reassure me though," she smiled tremulously. "Yes. I was so afraid of being shut away from you, Ethel! From the moment I found you, I was resolved resolved indeed before I ever began my search to pass the rest of my days at your side. Your companionship is the dearest thing in the world to me now." "Faithful old Seth!" she murmured. "I can never tell you what a boon it's been to me to see you, and have you near me again. Believe me, the silence tried me, too, Seth, but I dared not break it for the reason you have guessed." "And now tell me, Ethel, however did you man age it all?" "Ah, just with pains!" she returned. "With infinite pains ! I've written a detailed account of it for those I love who may survive me, and they'll be reading it before long I believe. No one has ever suspected me, Seth ! I've made a good man, have I not?" "Capital!" he said dreamily. "Hush!" she now cried peremptorily. "Here's the ship's doctor coming this way. Take your arm away, Seth! Ethel Leon is dead, and it is out of your power to revive her." TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 271 "Out of my power?" he echoed, as he quiver- ingly obeyed her. "Yes," she smiled bravely. "You never told tales out of school in your life, Seth. It is too late for you to begin now. Ethel Leon was an aching failure : Noel Leeth is successful and happy. He trusts you and you must respect him !" The ship's doctor here joined them and a mo mentous conversation ensued. The poor old Amazon was gradually breaking up there was no longer any possibility of dis guising the fact! She had fought long and well, but a deadly perseverance on the part of her all- powerful foe had mastered her in the end, as all had forseen. All her boats, save two, had been swept away. If the sea had subsided at all there would be an attempt to lower these for the women and children at present, it was impossible. Later the sea did subside a little, and the sobbing women and children were mustered together. The storm, however, was still bad enough, Heaven knows, and that the Amazon was not going to keep above it long was clear to all. The men stood apart; and, among them, colorless and worn, but outwardly, at least, supremely calm, stood Dr. Noel Leeth. Seth drew him aside, out of the hearing of the others. Together they stood on the streaming, rocking deck, grasping the rod against the parti- 272 A STRANGE RECORD tion wall behind them to keep themselves from falling. Then Seth spoke. "I'll respect the situation no longer!" he cried. "Ethel, you shall take your due place with the women and children ! Do you hear me, you mad thing? I insist upon it!" She looked up at him. There was not a drop of color in her face; her pallid lips were trem bling; her fine eyes moist with tears. But, through those same swimming eyes a transcendent light now broke all courage, all resolution. She put his command from her effectually, contemp- tously by ignoring it grandly. "I I found my world to struggle with and con quer, didn't I, Seth?" she gasped triumphantly, now straining forward with the motion of the ship, now jerked back and bruised against the partition behind her, now again shaking her head and blink- as the briny spray flicked her death-like face. It's worn me out perhaps .... I had a presentiment that I should never recover my old robust health .... I feel I am breaking up for good. But, at least, I have not lived in vain. Few see their am bitions realized, as I have done .... I thank God for it .... I thank Him that I have not lived in vain!" Her irrelevance was magnificently pathetic, but he dared not let it influence him. "No," he returned hurriedly and roughly; "you haven't lived in vain, and now don't, like a fool, TILL THE SEA GIVES UP ITS DEAD 273 die in vain. / tell you I cannot bear to see it, Ethel! Come ! There's no time to lose. I'll do all the explaining, quickly and well. Trust me. Only come. . . .come at once!" The first boat was lowered, and went on her perilous way. The second was being rapidly made ready. The Amazon was beginning to incline her bows downward. Seth felt maddened; he reiterated his plea. She merely glanced fleetingly at the group he indicated, and slightly shook her head. She tightened her hold upon the rod be hind her, and gazed serenely before her over that awesome sea. And now from amongst the huddled, stricken group of passengers some one suddenly found voice and falteringly broke into that familiar hymn of pleading for those in their sore strait, and his silent companions soon found the courage to join in. So, above the storm and stress encompassing them, their wavering voices rose and fell with weird pathos : " 'Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee For those in peril on the sea !' " It hushed the sobbing of the women and chil dren, but Seth wanted to put his fingers in his ears .... let go .... give up .... anything to shut out that piteous wail. He mastered the impulse with difficulty. He looked at Ethel, and saw how she, too, was tortured. 18 274 A STRANGE RECORD He attempted to drag her away, but she was not to be moved. The second boat was being lowered. He called out to them to stop, but in all the noise and confusion about them no one heard or heeded him. He called out again. "Oh, hush!" It was Ethel's voice, through the chaos and the hymn, and she had cautiously freed one hand and passed it affectionately through his arm. She pressed his arm close. He looked down on her dumbly now. The end was at hand. "It's it's been a glorious fight, Seth," she panted in her keen emotion. "I I wouldn't have missed it for the world! But I'm all tired and all broken up now, old friend. . . .I'm glad to rest with you!" EPILOGUE Paper found by the Executors of the late Dr. Noel Lecth, Henry Barker, and Charles Redwood Sand, and superscribed to be sent by them, unopened, to the Countess Kilburne, Kilburne Castle, Co. Dublin; in the event of her death, to Mrs. Richard Leigh, c/o Jonas Living stone and Bros., Tokio; and in event of her death to Seth Lomack and Sons, Wall Street, New York. I, the undersigned, of "Woodlands," Barbados, West Indies, do solemnly declare this to be a faith ful account of how I accomplished my transfor mation from Dr. Ethel Leon to Dr. Noel Leeth. I leave this paper for the satisfacton of those members of my family who may survive me. Having failed to succeed as a lady-doctor in the City of New Orleans, U. S. A., where I made my start, and having been forced to realize that sex stood in the way of my advancement, I was for some time at a serious loss what to do for the best. Although not obliged to earn my living, I was far too interested in my profession to abandon it, and far, far too energetic and ambitious to be satisfied to do-practically-nothing in it. Yet, brood over the situation as long and as frequently 276 A STRANGE RECORD as I would, I could see no solution to my difficulty. While in this distressed and undecided state of mind, I went one evening to the theatre with some friends. The piece was an exaggerated musical comedy, in which the principal female part was played by a man and a superb piece of imper sonation it was. The curtain descended on the first act, and I, forgetful for once of myself and my woes, was placidly and admiringly considering the extraordinary adaptability of the star-impersonat or, when my friend, Nurse Kenworthy, turned to me with a casual remark, which, by unconsciously suggesting to my lulled brain the only possible solution to my temporarily forgotten perplexity, knocked me, for the time being, off my balance. That I should have thought so much of my unpro mising future and then been oblivious of it at the very time that the key to its mystery was being held up before my eyes ! It seemed incredible ! Never mind. My self-shame was quickly lost sight of in my secret and overpowering gratitude to dear Nurse Kenworthy for having, all unwittingly, roused me to a sense of my good fortune by press ing that same key upon me. I showered blessings upon her then, I do so now, I will do so at the last. . . .but she didn't know it, she doesn't know it, in all probability she never will know it. What she said, dear woman, was this : "How splendidly that man takes off a woman ! I declare the deception is perfect. See what pains- EPILOGUE 277 taking can accomplish ! I wish the women would learn to personate a man as well and most of them could, I am sure, if they'd only take the trouble, consider every detail, as he has. But a woman's man is always so frankly absurd, and she is satisfied with it!" She trailed off into some remarks about some patients of mine present, but I could hardly answer her. To see my so long dark and threatening future suddenly and unexpectedly brighten and clear before me was not to be borne without emotion, and I showed mine sadly. "This is what / must do, this is what / must do!" I kept saying to myself, over and over again, in reference to my friend's enlightening remarks on the star of the evening my blessings on him too ! Do it as well as he. . . .yes, yes, of course I can! "Simply by considering every detail as he has done!" Only accomplish that, and the career my heart is set on is easily and prosperously mine ! With my brain bounding and humming to this tune, I answered Nurse Kenworthy's ensuing ob servations on the Keystones absently, and, auto matically following the motions of her fan, acknowledged their greeting. By this time she and the rest of our party noticed my emotion, but they attributed it to indisposition. They wished me to leave the theatre, but I stoutly refused, making light of the tumult of thought within me. I tried to still it to postpone it until I was alone ; 278 A STRANGE RECORD but the tumult had passed beyond my control, and thought after thought of increasing magnitude kept breaking over me, with the booming, breath taking violence of the restless waves upon the sea shore. My ears were singing, my mind was con fused, my sight was blurred ! I could not, for my life, tell you a single detail of the last act of that memorable play, although I kept my eyes reso lutely upon the stage from the rising of the curtain to its final fall. One unutterable wish, however, stood out sharp and strong from the chaos within me Oh, to be at home again .... at home and alone. . . .to be able to cease fighting, and give myself up entirely to my deliciously bewildering because promising thoughts give myself up to them without care, because beyond the reach of curious, questioning eyes! At last it was so. I was alone in my room at my boarding house, Mrs. Rice's, and, tearing off my things, I sat down to think my purpose out. I thought the night through, but by dawn I had con sidered and arranged for everything. Let me see if I can set down my thoughts consecutively. To begin with, I was going to cast away my hampering sex, and become a man. . . .not a woman's stage man, but a man who must pass muster among his fellow-men, and win a place for himself in life's busy throng. Could I do it? I thought so. Nature had kindly given me a fair stature for a woman, an uncompromising figure, a EPILOGUE 279 strongly marked face, and large feet and hands. I could pass very well, I thought, as a slender middle-sized young man. Fortunately, I was a good mimic too; I must give special attention henceforth to men's attitudes and mannerisms, and take pains with my voice. Here again Nature had been kind to me, my voice was naturally rather full and deep, and pains could easily make it more so. There was only my one beauty, my hair, to sacrifice. It was long and thick and very straight; I would cut it close, and curl it for further dis guise men have resorted to the curling-tongs before me with far less justifiable excuse ! I would also wear glasses harmless glasses to make me look more important and learned, and bury Ethel Leon the deeper. Then as to my name what name should I take? Naturally enough my mind began at once to play with the letters of my own name, and I gradually thought what a capital thing it would be if I could transform my Christian name into a passable surname and my surname into a man's Christian name. There would be less liklihood, in that way, of one name suggesting the other, and I could subtly retain my own name, for which I had a weakness. Fond of my own name! Yes, I cer tainly was, as of an old friend, and I am not singular in this, I think. Certainly I have heard loved and loving wives confess to a longing to hear themselves addressed once more by their 280 A STRANGE RECORD maiden names. Does this not imply that an affec tion for names is possible, and can be strong? Be that as it may be, it was through this affectionate clinging of mine, abnormal or otherwise, to the name my dear parents had given me, that I eventu ally evolved Noel Leeth. I fell in love with my old familiar name in its strange disguising dress directly, and have never wavered in my allegiance. Next came the question on what new field of action should Dr. Noel Leeth disport himself? For, of course, he must have an entirely new field in order to do himself full justice. I quickly de cided on the West Indies, for all I had heard of them from my good friend Mr. Keystone, a native of St. Kitts, had strongly appealed to me I loved warmth and sunshine and pure air, and a simple, quiet mode of living provided it was not stag nant; and I selected Barbados as the most enter prising of the attractive Carribean group. Then how should I accomplish my proposed transformation? Instantly I saw the absolute ne cessity of a complete solitude and isolation, and I determined on taking a retired cottage on the plea of starting housekeeping, where, if I were super vised at all in my dangerous and hazardous under taking, it would be entirely my own fault. And last came the difficult problem of the name on my medical certificate how was I to deal with that? Dispense with one, and brazen the position out with a plausible lie. No, not if there were any EPILOGUE 28l other alternative. I could not dispense with one without exciting a certain amount of suspicion and distrust, and that wouldn't do; and certainly Dr. Ethel Leon's diploma would damn Dr. Noel Leeth. Surely the vast science of chemistry covered such a simple thing as the removing of ink-writing with out leaving a tell-tale stain ? I must consult one or the other of the several clever chemists among my acquaintances. Nurse Kenworthy's brother was one, and I knew him intimately. It would be easy to find an excuse for the question. Stay ! A story I was reading the other day actually dealt with it Wilkie Collins's "After Dark and Other Stories" was the volume, and "Sister Rose" was the story. Yes, there must be such a prescription after all, or such a careful artist would never have written of it when the whole story hung on it ! Ah ! Well, I would get that prescription on some plea or the other, from Edward Kenworthy, without a moment's unnecessary delay, and, meanwhile, I must study the name as it was written, practise writing it like the forger I meant to be, and copy the false name in its place as like as possible. I did it all. On the morning I left Mrs. Rice's, several days later, the certificate was ready, my trunks were packed, the lonely cottage was secured- My trunks, containing all my now useless female apparel, which were thought to have been ex pressed to the cottage, were really expressed to an express office in New York to await my instruc- 282 A STRANGE RECORD tions and I may say here that I disposed of their contents afterward to one of those convenient em poriums for second-hand clothing. I said good-by at Mrs. Rice's all round, having impressed on every one that they must keep away from me until I was quite settled; that, in my colossal self-con fidence, I wanted no help, and would brook no in terference, and intended to surprise them. There were many hearty allusions to my first house-warm ing, which I had to respond to in kind, and I took my leave forever of these kindly folk. I had some shopping to do before proceeding to my new home some momentous shopping ! This shopping, supposed to be entirely in the way of house-furnishing, was principally the securing of my first temporary masculine outfit. It tried my nerves severely, for when I walked into a man's clothing store, and asked to be shown some dark, serviceable ready-made suits, suitable for a slight youth of about twenty, I fancied the civil young man, who attended to me helpfully, must surely guess to what use I intended to put my conveniently "invalid nephew's" suit. I bought a light over coat as well, and I looked to this, seeing that I took care it should be fairly long, to break the shock the loss of my skirts would occasion me. The clerk was profuse in his offers of exchange in case of the non-suitability of either or both pur chases. It was easier buying the other things the shirts, EPILOGUE 283 collars, cuffs, underclothing, ties, boots, hat, etc. Still, I blessed my jealous care of my late dear father's wardrobe, which made me competent to lay in a complete, temporary masculine outfit to be renewed later, of course, in my new character, in the great wilderness of New York. I was care ful, of course, in making my purchases, to visit only the stores where I was absolutely unknown, and, to avoid particular notice, the parcels were directed to be sent simply to "Miss Leon." Before setting about these vital purchases I had invested in one or two other little things necessary to carry out my intentions, and to cover my day's sojourn in the cottage, for I intended to leave New Orleans that very evening as Dr. Noel Leeth. I now called and withdrew my conveniently portable funds from their places of safe keeping, and my errands in town were all. accomplished. So I proceeded to my new abode. I passed an unforgetable day, eating and resting, and posting myself up, by means of books and pamphlets I had provided myself with, as to the journeys by land and sea which lay before me. As soon as dusk approached I made all secure and dark and began my delicate task. It did not take me long to transform Ethel Leon into Noel Leeth, although I did everything with the utmost care. I surveyed the result in the good-sized mirror I had bought surveyed it critically from all points and felt satis fied! How easy it isto disguise one's self beyond 284 A STRANGE RECORD the passing recognition of one's nearest! The difficulty is to maintain the disguise at constant close quarters. I felt sure my father, chancing upon me in the streets, would have passed me by unknowingly, and, as for the other point, was I not going to flee the danger travel far away from my people and my friends ? Well, my disguise perfected, I made things as right and as pleasant as I could in a letter to my landlady, enclosing her another month's rent in lieu of warning -I had advanced one already in lieu of references and bequeathing to her the few articles of furniture I had been obliged to get, to console her for the riddle with which she would be confronted. Then I burnt the clothes I had been wearing, and my hair, and all tell-tale traces, never leaving the fires I had kindled until they had com plete^ done their work. It was dark when I closed and locked the cottage door behind me, slipped the key into the landlady's letter, and regis tered the same at the nearest post-office. I was very nervous, but hopeful and happy. A dread was upon me of meeting someone I knew on my way to the station not that they would recognize me, but that I should not be able to pass them quite naturally however, I was spared that ordeal. I was much relieved to find that no one took the slightest notice of me whatever. I caught my train comfortably, and arrived duly in New York. I took the next steamer to Barbados, where I also EPILOGUE 285 arrivqd duly. No one, so far, has questioned the bona fides of Dr. Noel Leeth. I will add a line or so to this as time goes on, and anything of im portance happens. I have been here now for some years. Success has attended me, thank God! And I am proud and happy in it ah, far more than I can express ! I have built up a thriving practice, and am highly respected and popular. No one has suspected my sex but I have been so careful ! The dread that it may come to light and spoil all is ever upon me, and it makes me cautiously affect the character of a reserved recluse as much as I can without giving offence. I have taught myself to smoke only cigarettes ! and learnt to like it. Dr. Leeth also drinks a little, a very little just enough to make him appear manly. I take the Japan, Brooklyn, and Dublin papers, in order to know at least when any of my kin shuffle off this mortal coil ! The thought of their concern for me is the one drop of alloy in my cup of triumphant joy. . . .but I can not give up my career, I cannot endanger it, even for their dear sakes. How disgusted they would be with me if they knew all, the conventional darlings ! They wouldn't rest until they found some way of bringing what they would term "an unseemly masquerade" to an end. No, no! I must be satisfied. They will forget me. . . .no doubt they have forgotten me. 286 A STRANGE RECORD I took the New Orleans papers for a while as well. What a consternation I caused! It in terested me hugely to read of it all except Ettie's and Seth's wasted energies, and bitter anxiety. . . . that hurt badly. But I took the papers until I ceased to figure in their pages, and it was unani mously decided that mine was a case of suicide that the waters mysteriously received my body, and jealously refused to part with it. This delicious but puzzling climate is rapidly accentuating my disguise I hardly know myself, and I am grateful for it. Again God be thanked I am busy, useful, and beloved. ****** My Brooklyn paper tells me that Etta is dead ! I have cried in secret over this all out of keeping with the carefully acquired fortitude of Dr. Noel Leeth. The bald announcement of her passing, and nothing more, no hope of anything more, is inexpressively painful to me. My heart hungers for a few details, which might comfort; and picture, in default of them, circumstances which only torture. I am haunted by my precious little sister, who has slipped away from me beyond recall, and without the kiss of parting. I see her in a thousand wounding remembrances, yet always winsome, tender, and engaging. Poor Seth, dear old comrade of my youth ! God help him to bear his loss bravely. Good-by, Ettie, my pretty little darling ! It is only here that I can speak of you, EPILOGUE 287 and blot the words out with my rushing tears ; you are nothing in the world, of course, sweetheart, to Dr. Noel Leeth! ****** Seth is here! I came across him at his hotel, where I was visiting a patient. I recognized him at once, although I saw he did not know me. How should he? It is time I gave some description of myself as I now appear. I have exposed myself mercilessly to the tropical sun and heat, and my skin is tanned to tawniness, and dried and wrinkled, and my frizzed hair is thoroughly grizzled, al most white ! I wear a smoke-colored pince-nez in the daytime, and my accent is now a pronounced West Indian drawl. I declare I was proud of myself when I saw how little he was changed, dear boy! Neverthless, and in spite of my natural de light at seeing my dear old friend and brother, I was absurdly and quite uncontrollably panic- stricken by the unexpected encounter, and could do nothing but rush away. He wanted to speak to me, and my heart ached to hear what he had to say but I felt I couldn't risk it until I had my self more under command. I was rude to him, I am afraid, but I felt I had to flee at once or give myself away. Of course I mean to see him again, when I can trust myself, and hear what he has to say. I have made my apology to Seth, and he has 288 A STRANGE RECORD received it perfectly. It is good to talk to him again ! However shall I bear to let him go, poor bereaved wanderer? To my surprise he wants to see my patient at the hotel, but I cannot let him do so. At first he said he thought she might be a friend to whom, as she was ill and alone, he might be of some service; then, when he found me unsympathetic, he confessed to a deeper motive and begged me to grant him another interview. Of course I will ! I can't resist seeing as much of him, and keeping him as close to me, as possible. I am savagely hungry over him, as a bit of the dear, long-abandoned but unforgetable past. I have invited him to dine and spend to-morrow evening with me. He has come and gone. He is looking for me! Looking for me with the dogged persistence of a dauntlessly obstinate man, with no other interest in life. He does not believe in the suicide theory he thinks I am alive; and, if he is wrong and I am dead, he still means to find out how I died. I tremble while I write it .... how will it all end? He hasn't the faintest suspicion of me I don't see how he can have ! but he thinks my patient at his hotel may prove to be me! I must let him see her to relieve his mind I have pro mised to, when I can do so without disturbing her. I have done my best to convince him that she is a stranger, but unsuccessfully, I fear. It grieves me EPILOGUE 289 to see him suffering unnecessarily, but what can I do? I am afraid she will die. My patient is dead and Seth's heart is at rest. I could only show her to him dead after all it was my first opportunity. He suffered hugely before he looked at her, and so did I. Well, the episode is finished, but I know the chance acquain tanceship of Dr. Noel Leeth and Mr. Seth Lomack is going to be confirmed. We are mutually drawn to each other how could it be otherwise? He does not know me, and I am not in the least afraid that he will; nevertheless, I shall continue to be very cautious with him, because there is sometimes a puzzled, intent expression in his eyes when he looks at me, which, if I do not exactly fear, I do not care to see. Time creeps on. Seth is still looking for me, against all Dr. Leeth's protestations of the absurd ity of it. He has threshed out Barbados, and is now exploring the other islands. But he has made Barbados his headquarters, and is never very long away from here. We are now fast friends. At times I see I puzzle him; at times he makes me a little nervous. But the truth is safe from him, I am sure. Oh, if he would but cease to seek me, and be satisfied to live on here my friend! It would be sweet, 19 290 A STRANGE RECORD Addle and Dickie Leigh are here too ! Addie's health has been failing for some time, and they have come here for the benefit of the warmer climate and to see Seth. I have been asked to attend her Seth asked me if I would mind! Mind? I am just crazy to see and hear her again .... I can't possibly refuse the temptation, although perhaps it would be beter not to run the risk. I am decidedly nervous at the prospect of meeting her, in spite of my confidence in my trans formation. A woman's intuition is so keen and strong! But I must go to her, I simply can't keep away. I have seen her and him. It was so funny to be only just professionally interested and reassur ing, when every nerve in my body tingled to take her in my arms and cover her pretty faded face with eager kisses, but I managed it somehow. There is nothing seriously wrong with her; she is only completely run down; I have no fear of her not soon rallying and making a complete recovery. Just now she is very weak and dozy; she hardly noticed me. Dickie Leigh has changed very much too; and he was not, I thought, very favorably impressed with Dr. Noel Leeth. Fickle man ! He used to be very fond of Ethel Leon. Addle and I are great friends, and she doesn't know me ! Still, I think it necessary to take twice EPILOGUE 291 as many precautions with her as I do with Seth. For instance, my visits are always very brief and not too frequent, and my smoke-colored glasses and West Indian drawl are always very much to the fore. She wants me to call oftener and to stay longer with her, dear heart, but I daren't so I plead professional engagements. She is almost well again, and they are going away soon. Heigho ! I don't know whether to be grieved or relieved, the strain is so great! I have been guilty of a grave indiscretion, and its consequences have been severe. This is how it happened. Addie and Dickie gave a farewell dinner-party one night to the friends they have made here, and the next morning I found Addie very much exhausted by the fatigue and the addi tional trial of a sleepless night from neuralgia. I sent her in a sleeping powder, after recommending her to go to bed again. I called again in the after noon, and found her alone in her sitting room, fast asleep one the sofa. She had taken the powder evidently, but, wilful girl, had not gone back to bed, and here she was fully dressed in a deep re pose. I stole up to her and looked down on her intently. I spoke to her quietly, and she lay as before. I touched her face and hair gently, and lingeringly, without disturbing her in the least. Then I obeyed the strong impulse which suddenly took complete possession of me, and 292 A STRANGE RECORD stooped and tenderly kissed the unconscious face. And, in that instant, I was aware that Seth and Dickie were standing horror-stricken in the door way ! I was strangely enough instinctively aware of it, for my back was toward them and I heard no sound but the closing of the door, as I turned and faced them. The jealous, hot-tempered little husband was infuriated at the doctor's presump tion. Oblivious of his sleeping wife, he advanced upon me with ready uplifted arm and blazing eyes. Then, as I stolidly awaited his attack, though in wardly cursing myself hotly for my reckless folly, I saw Seth spring forward and seize my threaten ing enemy fiercely, and heard his ominously sup pressed voice utter: "If you strike him;, I'll break every bone in your skin!" In the sudden pause which now prevailed Dick and I stared at Seth's white, quivering face in amazement; then I recollected myself, and made my excuses. "An old man's privilege....! meant nothing but fatherly regard. . . .had every respect for them both. . . .hoped I was understood. . . . begged to apologize and withdraw, and would cer tainly not intrude on them again," etc. Something to this effect I stuttered, and then made my exit. Seth followed me to apologize for presuming to fight my battles for me ! I own I did not like his attitude. Such warmth was all EPILOGUE 293 out of keeping with the circumstances. It com pletely unnerved me. However, I passed it over as well as I could. Seth is an impulsive, chival rous fellow, and I must not forget that I am a frail old man as Richelieu says "A very weak old They are gone, dear Addie, and naughty, thick headed Dick! Of course I kept my word and never called on them after the scene with Dick, but accident favored me and I met them before they departed. It was a keen satisfaction to be able to wish Addie Godspeed, and I was glad, too, that Dick shook hands with me. ****** I am not feeling well have indeed been feeling badly for a long time. I fear, unless I take a thorough change and a long rest, I shall break down altogether. So I have decided on a sea- voyage and I shall go first to England. Seth, I am delighted to discover, intends to go with me. All my preparations are made, so good-by, little paper, lest we meet not again. If you only suc ceed in making those dear ones who survive me understand and forgive me, you will have served my purpose well. ETHEL LEON, Alias NOEL LEETH. 294 A STRANGE RECORD NOTE BY THE AUTHOR The main incident of this story is founded upon a fact. I have met a lady who knew Dr. Noel Leeth intimately for many years, and I conversed with her upon the subject of this narrative. She solemnly assured me that no suspicion of the truth ever crossed her mind. The sex of the original of Dr. Leeth was not discovered until death. UNIVERSITY of CALIFORMA AT LOS ANGELES LIBRARY University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. NON-RENEWABLE AUG 041994 DUE 2 WKS FROM DATE RECEIVED Cxvj.- "^ 7 RE: AUG 31 199* 1744 S trans* G412s record 7MT8 1951 PS 1744 C-412s UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A A 000037440 5 Uni