Ex Libris C. K. OGDEN THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES 1'^ \ . ,-. - & V LEGENDARY TALES. V=;^2=^ " Not too wise to despise old Legends." Charles Lamb. ^ KN'OTV THYSELF. Pntfe 41 . /3,//Jf/ H^r^U iKj^ )iM,fi EGENDARY ALES. BY MRS. ALFRED GATTY. AUTHOR OF " PARABLES FROM NATURE," ETC. WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY PHIZ. r . < LONDON: BELL AND DALDY, 186, FLEET STREET. 1858. m in iz CONTENTS. Page A Legend of Sologne 1 The Hundredth Birthday 91 The Treasure-seeker 147 ,-< _ V-- •i^^ z.^ ii_ fi-^ >_i» A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. HAD a curious adventure one Christmas, an adventure which influenced my fate for life, and which I really think worth re- cording;. It happened a few days before Christmas- eve. The weather was very gloomy and cold, and on the evening in question I paced up and down the large old library for nearly an hour after my solitary dinner, in a rather dull and quarrelsome state of mind. It sounds ridiculous to say so, but I was out of humour about an old proverb. Not that a man always really knows what he is out' of humour about, even when he fan- cies he does. B 2 A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. Sometimes it is simply owing to indigestion ; but sometimes to the awakened OTawinjjs of an ill-satisfied conscience. It behoves the suflercr to look closely into the matter, for the reme- dies for the two complaints are not the same. We all of us, I suspect, however, find it easiest, in such eases, to lay hold upon some trumpery little grievance, and make it the scape-goat of our unpleasant condition ; and, perhaps, this may have been my resource on the evening I speak of. We shall see. There was nothing in the room I was in — its condition or contents — to account for any uncomfortable sensations. A cheerful fire was blazing in the grate : my favourite dog and cat were lying before it, rejoicing in the warmth it sent out; and as for the library itself, there was not such a collection of books in all the country round, as I very well knew. They had been brought together from all quarters of the world by my father, who had been a great traveller in his youth ; and there were volumes in almost every language under the sun. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. O Iceland and China, Russia and Armenia, had each theii" representatives on my shelves. Old Troubadour poetry sat side by side ■with the Eddas of Scandinavian mythology ; the folio Celtic dictionary stood up boldly by that of Persia; and the Italian Classics shone out among them all, with a delicate, ghost-like appearance, in their livery of vellum and gold. Truly it was a library to be proud of, and old associations had turned my pride into love. But the books did me no good that night ; so many of them (all the grammars and diction- aries at any rate) contained old proverbs, and I was sick of proverbs, and could scarcely have listened to a maxim by Confucius with patience. Nor was this to be wondered at, for it is seldom an agreeable thing to have to alter one's opinion ; and I, who had been a pro- found admirer of those supposed concentrations of wisdom all my life, naturally felt mortified at having had a peep at the other side of the question. And yet every question has its two sides. A proverb is an excellent thing in its way. 4 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. Full of ■nisclom, — but the -wisdom is limited. Full of observation, — but the observation is often one-sided. Nothing, therefore, is more liable to be misused ; and a genuine proverb- monger — he who chills off your enthusiasm by a tame truism, and stops rational conversation by a platitude — is a pest to civilized society. But then, again, look at the Russian pea- sant, (ah ! the old Russ Grammar had taught me how prolific the country was in proverbs ;) what an interesting fact it is, if, as modern accounts testify, he can philosophize away his griefs by an axiom, and guide his conduct in life by some witty generalization, rather than by the impulses of selfishness or petulance. The ill-used serf, who consoles himself for his wrongs by reflecting. Who knows Iiow often the carpet was beaten? is a man to whom words have become living things, and the practical character of whose faith we should not do amiss to imitate. Proverbs, then, are valuable or ridiculous, according to their use. But, besides this, they vary in the depth of their wisdom ; and woe A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. O betide the blunderer who takes the result of some superficial observation for a solemn and universal truth. On the morning of the day of my adventure I had been to a neighbouring town on busi- ness; and, after it was over, decided to ride forward a few miles further, and visit a mar- ried brother, who rejoiced in the possession of several children. To make myself particularly acceptable, I went to a toy-shop, and purchased, for my eldest and still favourite little niece Clara, a magnetic swan, pleasing myself, as I trotted along the frosty road, by thinking of the large astonished eyes I should see, and the scream of joyous amazement I should hear, on exhibiting my treasure. " None but fools wonder," — so runs the old proverb, — mused I to myself as I rode along. But oh, happy childhood! around which the gift of wondering still lingers, without the dis- grace of its folly; without the shame of an ignorance T.inbefitting thy years ! Yes, reader, I said thus to myself, and. 6 A LEGEND OF SOLOONE. growing sentimental at the tlioxiglit, wished myself a child, to be so easily pleased ; wished that I, too, could wonder at a magic swan from a toy-shop, and voted the wisdom dearly paid for, which deprives the grown man of the luxury of surprise, and substitutes for the sweet delusions which make earth a paradise, a cold acquaintance Avith facts. The early dinner was going on Avhcn I ar- rived ; but after it was over I sent for a bowl filled with water, took the child on my knee, (she was about five years old,) floated the glit- tering swan, and attracted it, first here, then there, bv the magical stick. But — alas for my disappointment ! — the little maiden's eyes opened no wider than usual, and the only sounds that broke from her ruddy lips were, " How its back shines, Uncle Richard!" (It was made of painted tin.) " Let it come to me !" and, as she spoke, she held out a crumb of biscuit to it, in her dainty fingers. " It will not come to your fingers, little puss, nor to biscuit," cried I, thinking to rouse the dormant faculties into exertion. TOO TOrXO TO WONDER. Page 6 . A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 7 " Oil then," -was her ready answer, " it likes the stick best! come along, swan!" and she took the stick from my hand, and drew the swan about from side to side, laughing merrily at the fun ; — and that was all ! Clearly my little castle had tumbled to the ground, with its out-houses of reflections into the bargain, and the proverb was buried in the ruins ! With her faculties but just opening on the world, in almost total ignorance of the laws of nature and the fitness of things, how could wonder be expected from that child? A mi- racle would not have surprised her. Why should it ? How could it ? It is an affair of years to teach the ranging spirit of the human creature the boundaries and barriers of possible and impossible, even in this narrow sphere of its earthly abode. Possible and impossible ! Mere conventional phrases, referring always to the previously ascertained facts of limited senses, and an esta- blished course of events. " You are coming on Christmas-eve, little 8 A LEGEXD OF SOLOGNE. Clara, remember," said I, as I kissed her and got up to depart. " Bring the swan if you like, and mind you don't forget." "Oh, I cant forget, Uncle Richard," cried she, hugging me round the neck ; " I think of it all day long. I like to come so much ; but I wish you didn't live alone ! " I hurried away ; said I did not like to be out late, the evenings were so cold ; and can- tered hastily back to my solitary home. But my lesson was not over. On my return I busied myself (it may have been to drive away thought) in rearranging some portfolios of prints, and got my old ser- vant James to bring a duster and assist me. Now James was a Yorkshireman, — and Yorkshiremen always seem firm adherers to the old proverb, that " None but fools won- der ;" for there is no surprising them, even in their most unguarded moments, into an ex- pression of astonishment and admiration. James was carefully laying one print on the top of another, Avhen I observed him linger for A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. 9 a second or two over one, which represented the leaning tower of Pisa. It was a magnificent enffravinsr. I had brought it from Italy myself. I glanced at James's fixed eye, and an amused idea came over me, that at last I should catch a York- shireman wondering. The man's father had been a mason. " Of course," thought I, " he really is sur- prised at the extraordinary construction of that tower." " James ! " said I. " Sir ! " was his answer, looking up. " I'm glad to see you noticing that print. Did you ever see anything so remarkable as that tower ? It is one of the most celebrated buildings in the world." James's eye returned to the engraving for a: moment, and then he commenced adjusting the four corners of the sheet with praiseworthy nicety, but his only reply to my remarks was, " It may be cilibrated, but its creeuk'd how- iver!" 10 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. Well, well ! Where a knowledge of the laws of gravitation was necessary to wonder, was it reasonable to expect wonder from James? To his unmathematical mind there were no limits to the possible slope of a building. The lean- ing tower of Pisa was to him crookedness, and nothing more. " It is certainly as I thought," groaned I to myself. " The old proverb is rotten at the core. It is only the wise who wonder, for it is only the wise who know where the earthly possible ends." We finished the arrangement of the portfolio in silence; and then followed the dressing hour, and then the brief solitary meal, and then the lonely winter evening, which, on this occasion, neither my books nor my living favourites seemed capable of enlivening. At last I began to discover that the longer I walked up and down, and thought, the more irritated I be- came; so I resolved to think no more, and going up to a shelf whereon reposed a some- what desultory set of books which I rarely looked at, I took out the first volume that A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 11 came to hand, retreated to my arm-chair by the fire, placed a lamp on the small table at my side, patted the dog, stroked the cat, leant back in my chair, and opened my book. " Come weal, come woe," exclaimed I, " this is my amusement for the night ; and there never was a book written yet out of which something might not be gleaned." (Which is true, good reader — even if the lesson be merely this, that thou shouldst never thyself be tempted to write such another !) Well, but the book in mv hand was an old " Time's Telescope" for the year 1828, and, as I turned over the pages, one little interest after another took possession of my mind. Here was a curious bit of folk lore — there was a peep into natural history. In one place the coming of the cuckoo was recorded; and thence my heart wandered off into the thoughts of Spring, when all inanimate creation seems struggling after language and utterance; and thence back again to the melancholy Autumn, enlivened^' nevertheless, by one cheering sound — the note of the friendly robin ; a music all 12 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. the more toucliing that it comes when other voices of hope have died away. But I had resolved against dreamy medita- tions ; so I turned to my book again, and read on, till the tales of Christmas Customs com- pletely roused my attention 5 and then, all at once, — " Well, here is something completely new !" exclaimed I to myself. For there I found recorded that there was a district in France, named Sologne, in which, for the space of twelve hours in every year, all domestic animals, to wit, dogs, cats, horses, cows, pigs, &c. became possessed of the faculty of speech : — the precise anniversary of the sin- gular gift commencing at midnight of Christ- mas-eve, and terminating at mid-day of Christ- mas-day itself. " Something completely new!" I repeated, as I laid the book on my knee, with my thumb in the place. On which the other side of my brain (I am a believer in the Dualistic theory, of course; for A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 13 how else can a man ever talk to himself?) ob- served, " There is nothing new under the sun." On which I got very angry, and uttered the ejaculation, " Humbug ! " But King Solomon has said it; and so, good reader, let us con- sider the matter coolly over. What, if the solid materials of the earth be but the same as they were at its creation, and therefore fresh combinations and ajiplications of them cannot be called new in an absolute sense, are they not new, to all intents and pur- poses, when they have not been known, or, at all events, not been made available before ? Nay, further, there are quantities of even long existent facts and things still unknown to quantities of people ; and is not everything a new thins: to him who hears it for the first time? Objectively, if not subjectively, new. New, that is, to him who hears it, even if not new in itself. Do not let us calumniate King Solomon, nor misapply his sayings. That argumentative side of my brain was decidedly wrong ; do you not think so ? 14 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. Assuredly, to me ^ho had never heard of the Sologne Legend before, it was, to all in- tents and purposes, new. For you, good readers, I dare not affirm whether it will be new or not. To some, of course, it may not, but to others I think it must ; which I am all the more inclined to be- lieve, because the " Time's Telescope" has been long ago laid aside to make way for better and more modern instruments; and its ingenious editor has long been the victim of that death which he wrote a quarto volume to prove was by no means an incurable disease.* With all his ingenuity, however, Mr. Whiter made but a foolish remark respecting the con- versation of the animals in the French district of Sologne ; for, said he, " we are not told in what language they converse." As if there could be any doubt about it ! As if an animal only permitted to talk in one day out of 365 would not be certain to use that particular form of speech which he had listened to during the other 364 ! * « The Disease of Death." By the Eev, Walter Whiter. A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. 15 Besides which, these conversational powers of theirs are permitted as a sort of moral lesson for the benefit of their masters and mis- tresses; for at those times the creatures discuss aloud the treatment they have received from those with whom they live, and praise or con- demn them accordingly. Happy for those masters and mistresses in the district of Sologne who, in the course of the year, have borne in mind that a good man is merciful to his beast, and have acted accord- ingly ! While I was reading that passage in the old " Time's Telescope" I was lying back in my easy chair, with the cat on my knee, for the old sandy rogue had jumped up a very few minutes after I seated myself, and the dog — a fine white and brown German poodle — was at my feet, with his nose reclining on my shoe. And here it is as well to confess, once for all, that I had been rather a peculiar man all my life. That is to say, I was an eldest son, but did not very much care about it; had fretted, to almost a morbid extent, about my 16 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. father's death ; had, perhaps, got unsettled with travelling abroad for several years : cer- tainly had never married, as had been expected of me, and never, for the life of me, could make out -what the usual run of young ladies were made of, any more than in the old nur- sery days, when I was taught that they were compounded of — " Sugar and spice, and all that's nice, And that's what little girls are made of, made of." Do what I would, they were always insepa- rably connected in my mind with that foolish rhyme, even after both they and I were grown up. " Sugar and spice, and all that's nice," they still seemed ; but somehow the sugar and spice were never to my taste. My life was a lonely one therefore ; and those frequent travelling absences, which year by year I was tempted into, disturbed the natural attachment I ought to have had to home. Inheriting decided literary tastes, I found in the variety of interests brought before me abroad, not only a more agreeable excite- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 17 ment, but, as I thought, a more improving oc- cupation of the mind, than the tame routine of country life could afford. I talked of " vege- tating" when I was asked to settle ; and even when the pleasure of restlessness flagged, and I felt myself sighing for I knew not what, I somehow or other failed to attribute my disap- pointment to its right source. Not that I neglected the more obvious duties of my position, be it remarked, whether as landlord or Christian. No farms were more flourishing or more liberally managed than those on my estate j no schools were better conducted or better supported than those in my village ; no clergyman was more respected or assisted than the excellent man who, for many months of every year, preached to my empty pew; my purse was as open to him, and to my housekeeper, under his superintendence, as to myself; — and when positive duties are ful- filled, thought I, surely I am at liberty in minor points to please myself! So please myself I did, and wandered half over the world with that fine, intelligent Ger- c 18 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. man poodle by my side, from whom I never would part — for the heart, oh reader, must have its objects of love ; and ray passion for ■what are called '^ dumb creatures" was the salient point of my character. There was one season of the year, however, at which I made a point of throwing all pecu- liarities overboard, and living for and with other people — and that was Christmas-time. I had no sisters, but I had three brothers, several cousins, and many friends ; and not one of them all was ever nejjlected or forn-otten when mv invitations went out for a familv gathering at the old ancestral hall. I did it the first year after my father's death because I thought it right, and afterwards because I liked it ; and I got to like it more and more. Indeed, I will whisper to you, good reader, in confidence, that during the summer preceding my tale, I had caught myself, while contem- plating Athens from the Hill of Mars — yea ! while actually repeating aloud (I was alone except my dog) part of the magnificent address of St. Paul to the men of science and learn- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 19 ing below ; while, I say, actually repeating that — I had caught myself recollecting, involunta- rily and with a sudden gush of ecstasy, the festivities I hoped to enjoy in the coming Christmas at home ! HoAv Athens and Mars' Hill could brinsr such a thing to my mind, I don't know; but the reference to St. Paul had, perhaps, touched the spring of Scripture recollections, and so of that most blessed of all its memorial seasons. Having said thus much, you will now un- derstand that while I leant back that evening: in my chair, reading about the Legend of So- logne, my house was all alive with Christmas preparations. The invitations had been sent out, and were accepted ; young folks and old folks — all Avere coming; brothers and sisters, nieces, nephews, <;ousins, and all ! And the mincemeat was made, and materials for plum-puddings were prepared, and yule logs and yule candles were bespoken ; and morris-dancers, skilled in the sword dance, were hired to surprise the company in the middle of the ball on Christmas-eve — a haj)py 20 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. device, which occurred to me first, I verily be- lieve, while my eyes were wandering round the friezes of the Parthenon. And I really, as a lover and studier of dumb animals, could almost have imagined my pets, one and all, had some secret intimation of an approaching time of festivity. The parrots in the hall grew more noisy every day, and piped and shrieked as if they were inviting the com- pany into the house themselves ; the very raven in the yard said, " all right," oftener than usual, although it was his favourite phrase; and the doo; and cat hunji about me closer than ever, as if they feared a rival in my love. A rival ? — What ! allow a faithful old friend's nose to be put out of joint for anybody or any- thing ? Never ! never ! as I had assured them again and again in our pleasant little colloquies together, when there had been rubbish talked about my settling, as the family called it. Not but what I had now and then thought about that " settling" myself, especially since the Christmas before this eventful one, when the young folks had insisted on my asking that A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 21 charming ■ ; but that has nothing to do with my present story ; though, of course, to please them and to meet them, I did ask her at last. So there I was in my chair that evening, with the cat on my knee, the dog at my feet, a couple of parrots in the hall, the " Time's Tel- escope" in my hand, and the Legend of So- logne in my head. Modern French maps do not generally acknowledge the district ; but it lies between the Loire and the Cher, and once formed a portion of the Comte de Blois, as old descriptions prove. " What a country ! What a place for you and me to live in together, my old dog ! " cried I, raising myself gently up, so as not to disturb puss any more than could be helped. Mop wagged his tail approvingly, as well he might ; for never master in Sologne was more considerate for his beasts than I had been. " Ah, Mop, Mop!" pursued I; "if we could but understand each other, and the Legend of Sologne were but a reality, what a life of friendship "we might begin ! " There I paused; for there was something 22 A LEGEND OF SOLOGXE. painful ill tlie thought. But soon I sjioke again, and asked him, poor brute, what he would say of me on Christnaas-eve, were we to go and spend it in Sologne ! Mop's tail continued to wag; and then I stroked the sandy cat, and coaxingly made the same inquiry of her. But puss behaved as pussies are apt to do every now and then, when you least expect it ; — she laid hold of my hand between her teeth, and wagged a very ominous tail. " You can't mean that, puss!" expostulated I ; but puss uttered a low growl, and bit more decidedly ; on which I slapped her head, and, dismissing her from my knee, cried out, " A fis for the district of Solo":ne !" It was in vain that I said so, however ; for the more I thought of the legend, the more I wished it was true, and wished to be in that favoured reo;ion at twelve o'clock on the night of the Christmas-eve so near at hand, listening to the dogs and cats conversing pleasantly to- gether of their betters. There is not a viler habit in the world than A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 23 day-dreaming, good reader. I recommend you never to give way to it. That I have given way to it myself is precisely the reason why I am qualified to advise you not to do the same. As an old woman once said, who had been reproaching her neighbour for a fault she also had committed, " It's because I've done it my- self that I know how wrong it is !" But there was some allowance to be made for me that evening. I was out of sorts, as vou know, from some cause or other. I had been thrown back on myself over the swan — over silly little Clara's finding fault with my living alone, which for her, at any rate, was so nice, as I thought — with the stupidity of James — and, in short, it seemed to me that I was always being thrown back on myself, and that nobody cared much about me except the poor dumb brutes, who, more affectionate than man, could, at any rate, appreciate kindness. So I must be excused for indulging in day- dreamspfa happier state of things. " At least for once in my life"— mused I, as I leant back again in my chair — " At least for 24 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. once in ray life, if that legend could be real- ized, I should know what it was to hear my praises spoken by voices of unmixed love and gratitude. Love! — gratitude! — ay! and per- haps an admiration, which creatures who vote themselves more rational, have not the dis- crimination to bestow ! At least for once I should taste the pleasure of listening to the outpourings of honest affection, unchecked b}' the trammels of conventional life. Poor crea- tures ! What would they not say of me?" continued I, becoming quite sentimental at the very idea of the scene. " Look at our dear master ! " one would ex- claim to another. " Was ever any one com- parable to him for tender kindness, and gene- rous consideration for the feelings of every one around him?" " Surely not," would be the enthusiastic reply. " What a lot is ours, to live with such a man ! How different from that of many of our race, who are exposed to the whims and tempers of a house full of children, and a mis- tress the victim of preciseness 1" A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 25 " Ah, there is indeed a point," would chime in a third. "And it is all the more remark- able, because I had fancied, every now and then, that had it not been for his solicitude for us ... . but no matter what I fancied. Yet what sacrifices a noble heart is capable of making ! Can we ever love him enough ?" " Ay, and independently of his treatment of us," would some one continue, " what a supe- rior creature he is ! No one can look in his face and not see it. Intellect is stamped on his brow; decision traced on his mouth. How noble his mien as he traverses his paternal halls in solitary thought ! Ah ! where can one be found fit to appreciate and share those thoughts ? Superior to all others of his age, he is, indeed, as he well may feel, no fit compa- nion for them. Unspoilt by his position — in- capable of degrading himself to the frivolities of a foolish world — surely, if ever perfection It was yeally too much. Overpowered by the scene I had conjured up before the mental eye, I started up in my chair — a sudden deter- 26 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. mination having come into my head — and, laid my hand on the bell. Up jumped the dog at the same moment. " Shall we go, Mop ? " cried I, in a state of considerable excitement. " Table-turning is true ; spirit-rapping is true ; everything strange is true in these times ; and, at any rate, we can go and see." Mop did not speak, as I half expected him to do ; but he sat up on his hind legs, looked in my face — as only a dog can look — and whined. I seized his paw and shook it. " It shall be so !" I exclaimed, and violently rang the bell. The Avhole household was soon in confusion, and the old housekeeper's dignity was lost in indignant surprise. Going to France, indeed ! Why master had taken leave of his senses to think of such a thing. Mr. James might say what he pleased, but she wouldn't believe it till she heard it from his own lips. "Beg pardon, sir!" — (in a voice between deference and dictation) — " James tells me A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 27 you're going off to France ; but do you know, sir, that the Christmas mincemeat is made?" " I do, Mrs. Jones." " And the pudding is everything but boiled, sir." " I know it, Mrs. Jones." " And the young gentlemen is all a-coming with their papas and mammas, and the young ladies too" (emphasis there). I bowed acquiescence with closed eyes, re- clining in my chair. " And the blue room has been done up entirely new, with chintz and fresh china, for the pretty yoimg lady that looked so pale last year when she went away." " You presume, Jones," cried I. " I don't mean no offence, sir," she whim- pered out, wiping her tearful eyes with the corner of her muslin apron. " But," continued she, in a half sob, " if you be bent upon going away, sir, so strangely, will you please to tell me what I 'am to do with the beef, and — and — and (that was evidently the sorest point of all) the sweet things?" 28 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " Throw them," answered I, indignantly, " to the ■ I was going to say, dogs, Mrs. Jones. But (in a softened tone) on consider- ation, you can't do that ; for I'm going to take them with me." " Going to take the dogs with you !" shouted Mrs. Jones, in a paroxysm of amazement. " Yes, Jones. Tell James about it, if you please." " What, all of them, sir ?" asked she. " Yes; all of them, Jones;" (I had several yard-dogs besides Mop.) " Anything else, sir?" asked Mrs. Jones, in despair ; and I felt, though I did not see, for I resolutely kept my eyes shut, that she was gazing at me with basilisk earnestness and genuine alarm. " Yes, Jones, the cat," was my answer to her inquiry. " You'll take the cat, sir ? " . . . This was almost a shriek. '' The cat, and the dogs, and the parrots, and the horse, — no, not the horse, for he can't sit in the parlour ; but the raven, decidedly. The A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 29 whole of them, in fact, Mrs. Jones,— and your- self into the bargain," added I, satirically, " if you don't bestir yourself to facilitate my wishes ! " " Oh, its my duty to conform, sir, in all things; and I hope I know my duty," was Mrs. Jones's impressive remark, as she hur- ried from the room (banging the door not very gently behind her), and retreated to the servants' hall, where James had much ado to recover her from a fit of kicking hys- teria. I heard the distant sounds of the hysteric scream even through the closed doors. " All this arises," mused I to myself, " from my retaining a London domestic in my service. She allows herself to be surprised : it may be a proof of an intelligent mind, but it certainly is extremely inconvenient. I wish she were more like James; he was neither excited nor asto- nished at receiving my orders. Merely said, " Yes, sir; very good, sir. At Avhat hour do you propose to start?" I was a little discomposed, nevertheless, by 30 A LEGEND OF SOLOGXE. Mrs. Jones's view of the subject. I certainly had asked all my younger brothers and sisters, and their children, to come and spend Christ- mas with me, as usual. It was true, also, that I had ordered in a princely supply of provi- sions ; and, as Mrs. Jones said, I had had the blue room furnished with new chintz and china (the shepherd and shepherdess smiling at each other on the mantel-piece were Dresden ware) expressly for that undoubtedly charming girl, whom {this time without solicitation from the young folks, who were so fond of her) I had invited to join our family party. But, on sober reflection, I was not thoroughly satisfied about that young person. I had not forgotten her shaking her head one day during her visit last year, and remarking that cats were treacherous beasts. Treacherous, indeed ! — as if that was a qua- lity confined to cats ! Neither had I forgotten catching her eye, on one of those stormy winter evenings she spent here, when I had been to the town for a new song for her, and came home soaked with A LEGEND OP SOLOGNE. 31 snow. Yes ! I caught her eye glancing both at me and the dog-. Yet, what had she to do with it, supposing I did let my poodle dirty the Turkey carpet on a snowy, winter night ? The dog was my friend —my faithful, long-tried, affectionate friend. Why should she look askance at his wet feet, as if an insensible Turkey carpet were the more valuable thing of the two ? And of course it was that she was thinking of, when I put the song into her hands, and she gave us both that uneasy, distressed glance. " No, indeed ! " continued I, still communing with myself " I am not satisfied about that young person at all. She sings like no one else, it is true j she is kinder to those children than anyone else, I am aware. Clara actually dotes on her ; and she pats my poor Mop" now and then, when I am by — for civility's sake, I suppose — and even plays at cork-mouse, now and then, with the treacherous, treacherous cat! Oh, that there Avere no more treachery in the world than what lies in the vagaries of a cat! 32 A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. " But I will not lay myself open to the risk of deception. I will go to Sologne, and ex- change the doubtful blandishments of the hu- man race for the straightforward praise and love of those who never speak but in the voice of honest, simple truth." And so it came to pass, gentle reader, that before another morning had fairly dawned I was on my road to the district of Sologne, with my dog, my cat, my parrots, my raven, and the faithful, unwondering James; leaving far behind me the miserable Mrs. Jones, drowned in tears and expostulations — yet somewhat consoled by my having conceded the point of the yard-dogs, and left them with her for com- fort and protection. It was my whim to have the animals with me; so, scorning railways, it was in a close carriage with four horses that we dashed along from stage to stage to the coast. And, oh ! what a journey it was ! Mop barked in the rumble behind, with James, nearly the whole of the time. The cat kept up a restless and incessant scratching and clawing A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 33 against the sides of her hamper at my feet — mewing every now and then for milk; of which (with an amiability I afterwards shud- dered to recollect) I had stowed away a bottle- full in one of the pockets of the carriage, think- ing thereby to soothe her excitable nerves. On the seat by my side, in a huge cage, the two parrots maintained for a time an asto- nished silence; but, after their minds became more accustomed to the unusual motion, they balanced themselves rockingly on their perches, or allowed themselves to swing to and fro in the cradle above, perpetrating occasionally the most piercing and unmeaning shrieks. And, while suffering torments from these combined annoyances, I could hear the raven, in his prison on the box, uttering from time to time (and always at the most unpropitious mo- ments) his monotonous " all right ! " How we made the passage across the chan- nel; how we got through the hands of the douaniers; how we endured the diligence, and how the diligence endured us, I will not offer to relate. D 34 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. A confused recollection of screaming and swearing, quarrelling and barking, bad French and worse manners, on the top of which for ever rose the raven's ill-judged " all right," is all that remains to me of that period. Suffice it to say, that about twenty-four hours before Christmas-eve of 18 , I found myself in a romantic village in the district of Sologne, in as decent lodgings as the place afforded. If a Yorkshireman cannot, by virtue of his birth, be surprised, he is not thereby debarred from grumbling ; and I should scarcely exag- gerate, were I to record that, amid the various noises by wliich I was surrounded, James's growling was about the most prominent. It was like a peal of low thunder — going on all day long — never finding vent in an explo- sive burst, but keeping up a perpetual worry. In his opinion the place was wrong, the people were wrong, the manners were wrong, the language was wrong, and the cooking was wrong ! Yet, to watch his gloomy face, glaring about A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 35 in the midst of smiles and shrugs, bows and gestures of polite interest, a spectator would have thought that it was James who was wrong. At last he let fly a word or two at the pretty grisette, which I did not think it consistent with my dignity to permit. " James," said I, " I must request you not to swear at any of the servants in this house. They mean extremely well, I am sure." " If they do, sir," muttered James, " it is impossible for me to find it out." " Ay, ay, James ; but your ignorance of the language is no fault of theirs." " Perhaps not, sir," replied James ; " but you'll take warning from the month, sii', if you please ! " " For once in your life, you are excited, James," was my answer. " Take away the coffee-tray, and leave me now. When you are more rational ." " Me more rational ? " interrupted James, in a voice of startling loudness, and staring me full in the face, unabashed by the ungrammati- cal pronoun. 36 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. For a second or two we gazed at each other in silence, and then I felt an odd sensation stealing over my eyes. " Leave me, James," murmured I ; " take away the cofFee-tray, and you can go to bed. I shall not want you any more to-night ! " James obeyed. I got up and locked the door. I threw my- self into a chair. Was this, then, the beginning of my felicity in the district of Sologne ? Had I come all this distance from home, to quarrel with a faithful servant, and on Christmas-eve, of all days in the year ? — Christmas-eve ! when even I had been wont to break up vain medi- tations, and let the heart loose to kindness and enjoyment. I covered my face with my hands ; but I could not shut out the visions that passed be- fore me in grim array, like the ghosts that visited Kins: Richard in his tent. Before me stole the form of the favourite little niece, the darling Clara of her uncle's heart, with the big tears of disappointment rolling over her pretty cheeks ; and others fol- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 37 lowed. Jovial boys, with the clasped hands of amazement ; ruddy children ready for fun, but with handkerchiefs at their eyes, wiping away their bitter regret. Brothers and sisters shaking their heads in pity and surprise; and last, not least in love, that charming girl for whose sake I had in- vested in a shepherd and shepherdess of Dres- den wal'e. Her face was very pale ! paler even than when she left the happy Christmas party at my house the year before. " This will never do," cried I, getting up and pacing the room. " All right ! " shouted the raven in the corner; and the parrots shrieked consent; while an echo of James's "Me more rational?" seemed to resound in my ears. But I held my senses together as well as I could. " The hour — the midnight hour of Christmas-eve — will soon be here," thought I, and then • "All right!" repeated the raven once more. Now I had always been, as a farmer's wife once described it, " very fond of hearing the 38 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. pool- dumb things talk ;" but I will confess that, on the present occasion, I heartily wished their dumbness would become real — until the time came when the rational element should be introduced into their conversation, and I might be spared the annoyance of random shrieks and mistakes. As long as I continued to pace the room, however, the creatures continued excited, and I was fain at last to return to my chair. I took out my watch and laid it on the table. Five minutes to — four minutes to — three — two — one — twelve o'clock itself! I scarcely breathed. The dog and cat were on the rug ; the parrots and raven had been silent since I sat down. The cat roused up first; she un- coiled herself from her sleeping, ball-like posi- tion, and, sitting up, began to blink her eyes : as she moved, her tail happening to touch the nose of the poodle, he lifted uj) his head, opened his eyes, and looked at her. " A good year to you, Mrs. Puss ! " cried he, in the coolest manner possible. I drew a long breath. " It is coming now," cried I to A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 39 myself. " My dear, dear animals, I shall be rewarded at last for all my care of you, and all my love of you, and all the sacrifices I have made for you, you grateful, beloved creatures!" These thoughts were the affair of a moment as I listened for puss's reply. " The same to you, Mr. Mop ! " That was all she said. " You are recovered from the effects of the journey, ma'am, I hope," observed he. " I wish I could say I was, sir," replied she, with a convulsive twitch of the tip of her tail. " But I am not. This strange vagary of our master's of leaving a comfortable home has not suited me at all. But some people have no consideration for the feelings of others, so long as their own whims are gratified." (An- other twitch of the tail.) I started up in my chair, and was on the point of exclaiming — " You treacherous and ungrateful cat !" but, on second thoughts, I sat down again, resolved to hear them out. " I am sorry you are annoyed by our poor 40 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE, master's freak of fancy to bring us here," re- marked the poodle ; " but I don't suppose he meant it ill, poor man !" [Poor man .' — This from a favourite dog. It was almost more than I could bear.) •* Perhaps not," was the reply, in a cold, offensive tone ; " I set it down to his igno- rance." " Exactly so," cried Mop. " And for my own part I confess I always like a change. As long as there is plenty of bustle and confusion I am contented." " You were not confined in a hamper on the road, sir, I think," suggested Puss. " I was not, ma'am. The extra conveni- ence of a private bed was not allowed to me as to you ; and you ought to feel it a com- pliment. As also those saucers of milk which you received from time to time on the road." " Milk was not mu.ch to the purpose, but only an insult to my feelings, when liberty was what I wanted," was the cat's indignant reply. " But this is always the way in which selfish A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 41 people deceive themselves. They will not allow you to have what you really want, and then make a favour of giving you something you don't care about." " Bravo, Puss ! " shouted the raven ; coming forward from the recess in the window, by several long, well-measured hops, along the carpet. " A good year to you all," added he, " and pleasant recollections of the past one." " The same from us," snarled a very nasal voice from the cage in the corner. " We can't come any nearer, but we can talk all the same." And here the parrots each performed a little crack, which sounded like a pop-gun, with their bills, and then rubbed them noisily against the wires of the cage. "So, so! we're all of us favoured alike?" cried the raven. " Well ! its a great privilege ! Who speaks next ?" " Yourself, I should think," replied the cat, " as you think it a privilege." " Whidfi^ you do not then, madam ? " in- quired the raven. 42 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " Certainly not, sir," was the answer ; " our simple, significant signs are a thousand times better. Talking appears to me a very incon- venient and round-about way of making one's feelings known. A miserable makeshift ! " " In what possible instance?" inquired the solemn raven. " In one very near home, Mr. Raven," answered the cat. " For example, we Avill suppose that I am angry — a quite possible event." " Decidedly so, madam," observed Mop, with a polite bow. " With our master, perhaps, for scratching my ears when I am dosing. Well ! I twitch my tail — and he instantly knows what I mean. He knows that I don't like what he is doing. My tail tells him so, without any wasted energy or lost time. If he perseveres in his obnoxious treatment, I growl ; if he still per- severes, I bite. Now look at your talker, who has no tail to twitch, and who is unable to growl; see what waste of breath— see what labour of the tongue it costs him to explain the A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 43 three degrees of dislike, which my three simple actions expressed at once. Bah ! I call your privilege a dull and wearisome makeshift." " Bravo, Puss ! " cried the raven once more. " But / cannot join you in the bravo," snarled the nasal voice from the cao-e. " To talk is the privilege of the superior few — their privilege and their joy." " Our master is not one of the superior few, then," tittered the poodle. " How so ?" asked the raven ; '' he is gifted with the power of speech." '■^ Ay ! But uses it as little as he can help," rejoined Mop. '■'■ Look at his solitary life at home ; always musing and moping by himself. Silence, silence, silence ! — unless when that stupid Mrs. Jones comes in to ask him what he will have for dinner. 'A mutton chop, if you please, Mrs. Jones.' Fancy being able to talk, and saying nothing better than * a mutton chop, if you please, Mrs. Jones,' in the course of a whole evening ! or, perhaps, ' James, bring the candles;' and then silence, silence, silence— as before." 44 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " Perhaps," suggested the raven, " people get tired of talking at last. Perhaps he has talked himself out." " Hem ! — I don't exactly think that," mused the dog. " Last Christmas, for instance, "when those children and that pretty young lady came, there was no end of talking and jumping about. Oh ! it was a pleasant time ! They played with me all day long." " Society has its advantages, no doubt," ob- served the cat. " My cousin at the rectory has often told me that the young ladies there never fail to give her a saucer of new milk every evening at their own tea-time. I like the idea of those little attentions; they are graceful and thoughtful." " Ay ! those are the delicate compliments that only occur to a lady's mind ! " exclaimed Mop, almost sentimentally. " I shall never forget the bones that pretty young lady put by for me after luncheon last Christmas. Dear me! what could induce our poor master to leave home just now, and forego the only enjoyment of the year ? " A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 45 " What, indeed !" echoed every voice in the room. " You forget," sneered the cat, " that it was to give us the privilege of talking !" There was a bitter irony in her tone. " I should have preferred the bones and the fun," exclaimed the dog. " And I the milk," cried the cat. "And I the noise," shrieked the parrot. " That empty, silent hall— I hate it !" " Why does not our master marry ? " in- quired the raven. " That would put all right, would it not, and make the house more cheer- ful at once?" "Bravo, Raven!" shouted all; "a wiser suggestion could not have been made." "Ah!" cried the flattered bird; " ought I to have lived the greater part of a century for nothing? My dear friends, I have seen all sorts of experiments tried, but I never yet saw an old bachelor who did not become selfish — nay, with, one or two rare exceptions, I never saw a man remain a bachelor except from selfish motives." 46 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. t( You are severe, sir," remarked the puss. " May not a love of solitude — " " — A dislike of interference, ma'am," inter- rupted the bird ; " — Or a devotion to habits of study ;" " — To habits of self-indulgence, ma'am," once more interrupted the raven. " Well, sir, I will not contradict you fur- ther," observed the cat. " You have the advantage in age and experience, and should know; and, I confess, I incline to think with you. In these solitary lives, these studious absorbed habits, this shrinking from commu- nion with others, there is, perhaps, a vast deal more of secret vanity than the people are aware of themselves. And, besides, without being personally devoted to the gambols of children, who are often very tormenting in their merriment, I do feel that, by leading such a life of desolate solitude, our master is depriv- ing us of many pleasures and much happiness that is our absolute due, as he has taken us under his care. They are what we should have anywhere else, are they not ? " A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 47 " Splendid !" shouted the parrots. " Painfully true," cried Mop. " When I think of the sports of the jovial young crea- tures last year, my indignation rises at our master's treatment of us in withholdino- from us the joys of such natural amusements." " Tyranny ! " shrieked the parrots, in their most nasal twang. " We hate the dismal, silent hall, where there is nothing to scream at worth the pains." " And I hate the dull stable-yard with no coaches and carriages driving in and out. No horses neighing and stamping, no coachmens' whips cracking. Alas, for the glorious days of the inn he bought me from !" " Miserable wretches that we are to be brought here to talk ! " shouted the poodle, waxing more indignant than any of them. " What have we got to say, but that he gives us food in order to keep us about him for his own comfort and pleasure ? Look how useful — nay, how indispensable — we are to him ! What evenings would he spend were it not for myself and the cat, who stay with him to 48 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. divert his detestable solitude ? Is he anticipa- ting thanks for his selfish kindness ? What can the old fellow mean? And, above all, what avails our having the privilege of talking un- less we can force him to hear and learn the lesson of his own defects ? " " Thinking himself a complete wise-acre all the time, too," pursued the cat. " A poor de- luded, useless creature that he is, who keeps everybody about him discontented and gloomy, and votes himself the greatest man in the world,— a paragon of perfection! A helpless beino", living in solitary conceit, and destined to die childless and friendless, and be for- gotten, as if he had never existed! I only wish he could know our opinion ! " " He does know it," shrieked I, in a voice of thunder, springing up from my seat, and catch- ing up a stick in my hand. " He does know it, and has heard you, you ignorant, imperti- nent brutes, on whom he has lavished his kind- ness, only to meet with this base return !" . . . But, as I spoke, all sorts of noises began to resound in my ear, and a sort of general con- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 49 fusion rose around me. The incensed poodle howled and barked alternately ; and the par- rots, uttering the most piercing shrieks, burst the door of their cage and flew at my face. Defending myself as well as I could from them, amidst the uproar of noise which sur- rounded me, and seemed ever on the increase, I found, to my horror, the raven flapping his wings over my eyes, and blinding my sight ; while the cat was struggling Avith her claws upon my chest, mewing like some unearthly demon from the infernal pit. I struggled, fought, and kicked; but my arms became suddenly powerless. I could hit neither dog, cat, raven, or parrots — all eluded my blows. The claws seemed at my heart ; the parrot's beak came close to my eyeballs ; — " Clara ! — Mary ! " — I attempted to exclaim in the delirium of despair — but was unable to articulate. ..... And then '' Did you call, sir ? " murmured a trembling voice in my ear, which, in spite of its agitation, seemed very familiar to me. E 50 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " What am I about ? — where — heavens ! — where am I ? — Mrs. Jones ! good gracious ! how is this ? You — here ? " " You'll excuse me, I hope, Mr. Richard ;" — and, to my amazement, it was, indeed, Mrs. Jones who spoke — " I was passing along the hall, sir, and all at once I fancied I heard your voice calling for help. Dear me ! it has flus- tered me, Mr Richard. (She always called me Mr. Richard, as she had been used to do in m> father's lifetime, when she got agitated.) So I stepped in, fearing you might not be very well — and, indeed, Mr. Richard, I'm afraid you're not." The good old soul was close by my chair; I rubbed my eyes and looked at her. Then I laid hold of her hand. "Is it really you, Jones?" murmured I. " Don't be alarmed." But she was alarmed, and quaked all over. " Shake hands, Jones, if it is you ! " I con- tinued. She did so, with the accompaniment of a stifled sob. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 51 "Am I really here?" was my next inquiry; half musing, as I held her hand. " Oh dear, Master Richard ! " she now broke out, shaking her head, while tears rolled over her face. " Is the cat here ?" asked I. An agitated sotto-voce muttered, "The brute !" and then Mrs. Jones, after looking round, made audible answer — " The cat's all right, sir." "Where, Mrs. Jones?" " Under the table, sir." " What is she doing?" " Licking her paws, sir," stammered the poor old soul, hardly able to get the words out, for she now seriously thought I was wandering in my mind. " Jones ! " murmured I. " Master Richard ! " was her response. " Is — is — the raven in the room ?" " Oh, Master Richard ! do ye, do ye go to bed, sir. Fm sure you're not well." " Hush, hush ! " cried I, " don't be alarmed ; only just tell me — is the raven here ? " 52 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " Surely not," cried she. " He never was in here in his life ; and I heard him, not twenty minutes since, saying * all right,' in the yard." "Then it must have been a dream!" ex- claimed I ; and breathing a heavy sigh of re- lief, I released Jones's hand, and leant back again in my chair. There was a pause. « Jones ! " " Sir ! " (still weeping.) " Suppose you were to fetch me a little sal- volatile, or something cordial — a stomachic cordial, Jones. I have not been quite well, and have evidently been asleep and dream- ing." Jones brightened up and darted away, and I began to think the affair over. And I soon recollected quite distinctly the events of the evening. My irritable state — the reading about Sologne — and then that fatal day-dreaming, in which I had pleased myself by imagining all the flattering things my domestic animals would say of me, if they could talk. Oh, reader ! If you had but seen the blush A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 53 of shame that rose to my cheeks, as I recalled the ridiculous rhodomontade of self-laudation I had indulged in, you would have been cured of day-dreaming for life — at any rate about your- self! The rest was easily explained. I had, of course, fallen asleep in the midst of my folly, and dreamt what followed. " There can be no doubt about the dualistic theory of the brain," was my next thought. " Before I fell asleep, one side of my brain was actively prepossessed in my own favour ; in its estimation I was the wisest and best of men. But after I fell asleep the other side took up the tale ; and oh, what a different lesson it has taught me !" "Or perhaps" — (and here I sighed) — " per- haps the sleeping thoughts were but the voice of conscience, which, when awake, I had not the courage to attend to. And thus it may be that occasionally, to dreaming men, many un- welcome truths may be made known, which they turn from in the more active state of waking volition. Oh ! to think of my having, in that waking 54 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. state, voted myself the nearest possible ap- proach to perfection ! Oh ! the profound humiliation of such a mistake ! Mrs. Jones re-entered the room, ere long, with a cup in her hand. Now I knew that her store-closet contained, by my orders, all manner of cordials for old sick folk, and so, without the slightest hesitation, I took the cup from her, and drank off its contents at a draught. But the next instant I was spitting and sput- tering in disgust. *' Why, its Gregory's powder, I do believe, Jones," shouted I. " Don't be angry, please. Master Richard," cried she ; " don't ye be angry, please. Its all my fault." " Of course it is !" pursued I ; " what on earth could make you think I wanted such filthy stuff?" " Oh, never mind the mixture, sir ! pray don't ! it'll put you all right directly. I meant it was all my fault if you've been dreaming." A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 55 " How SO?" I asked, completely sobered and awakened by my dose, " Well, Mr. Richard, you'd ordered a mutton chop for dinner, and when I came to look, there wasn't such a thing in the house ; but there was that beautiful little porker we killed last week, and I thought it Avould be such a nice change, and sent you up a pork chop in- stead of a mutton one — (you did'nt notice the fried parsley, I suppose, sir?) — but I'm very sorry and beg your pardon, sir ; indeed I do!" If I had had any superstitious megrims left, they must all have vanished at this matter-of- fact explanation. Ay, ay, ay ! — and so who knows but what that pleasant change of a pork chop may not have had something to do with my after-dinner irritability, as well as my dream. But only something — come, come ! I will not lose the benefit of the lesson I have learnt. My next proceeding was to clap Mrs. Jones on the back. The fact was she had been my nurse in her young days. Then married — then 56 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. lost her husband — and finally settled in the family as confidential housekeeper. I had a right to be free and friendly "vvith Mrs. Jones. " Never you mind, old lady," cried I ; " we'll have a happy Christmas yet, in spite of the pork and the dream. But remember, Jones ! you must not give either me or Miss Mary pork chops without our leave, that's all ! " " Eh, dear master Richard ! what has come to you ? " cried she, half smiles and half tears. " Was I likely, sir, to offer Miss Mary pork chops?" In a moment I felt mv mistake, and the tinge on my cheeks betrayed me again. But I carried it off". " Jones," said I, benignantly, " make yourself easy ! I forgive everything ; pork chop — di-eam — Gregory's powder and all!" " Ah!" cried Jones, recommencing the la- chrymose, " it does so remind me of old times, sir ; it quite takes my breath away." My first sensation here was to stop the long story I feared was impending. But what, then — was my new lesson against A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 51 selfishness to be thrown away ? Assuredly not. The old soul had been seriously alarmed for me ; and in the lull after excitement, the old scenes and long-forgotten days of her own youth and my childhood had started up before her. " Let her have her way, and her simple bit of comfort; listen to her," said an inward voice ; and whether it came from that censo- rious side of my brain, or from conscience, I obeyed. " What were you thinking of, Jones?" asked I, kindly. " Oh ! it was when you was a dear little boy, with curls all down your back, Master Richard, and I was your nursery-maid. Your poor mamma had gone out for the day, and she trusted you to me. And we had some nice fresh pork for dinner (it was just about Christ- mas-time, as it might be now), and I gave you a bit as a treat, and a lot of apple-sauce, and you was -so pleased ; — you was, indeed. Master Richard. And you had a mincepie, too, and currant wine ; and then in the niglit you was 58 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. took SO feverish and ill, and Missus asked what you'd had for dinner, and I told her (for I always spoke true), and she wasn't angiy, no more than you are now, ' But,' says she, ' never you give my boy pork any more, nurse.' And I never did till to-day ; and I do feel it so wrong, for she was such a good dear lady, and so kind to me ! " The poor old woman was glad of an excuse for weeping after her fright on my behalf, and she found it in this tale. And I, too, was silenced. It is sometimes difficult to a grown-up man to believe that he ever was a child — ever was the tender, glossy- haired darling of a mother's love. To a soli- tary man it is especially difficult. But this story brought the reality so vividly around me, that I seemed transported back at once into a time when domestic love, with all its cares and self-sacrifices, and tender pleasures and rewards, were gathered around this hearth — where I now sat a lonely man, who prided himself on having nothing to do but to please himself! . . . A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 59 I cannot say the contrast increased my good opinion of myself. " Jones," said I, after a short pause, " you have nothing to reproach yourself with ; I mean to give up these after-dinner naps, and then it won't signify whether I eat pork or not. One gets into very selfish and lazy ways with living so much alone." I threw this out as a feeler, to trace, if I could, what her views might be on the sub- ject. *' Well, sir," was the answer ; ''a gentle- man like you has nothing to do, of course, but to please himself; (I winced involuntarily;) but certainly when a-body's not alone, but has got other people to talk to and care about, it brings them a deal more knowledge and plea- sure." Knowledge and pleasure ! the two great ob- jects of human efibrt. What a strange idea of Jones's! ' I laughed, and told her to go and send me candles, and tea, and to be sure and put a saucer of new milk on the tray — for the cat. GO A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. Jones eyed me suspiciously for a moment ; but my calm face satisfied her that it was only " one of master's whims ;" and when the im- perturbable James arrived with the tray, he made a point of being astonished at nothing — as usual; but with his own hands placed the saucer of milk on the carpet, called " puss, puss, puss," three times, with the gravity of a judge, and when she commenced lapping, with her tail high in air, he left the room, as com- posedly as if feeding the cat had always formed a part of his official duties. In glancing round the room before I retired to bed on that event- ful night, I perceived in one corner of the rug the old volume of " Time's Telescope," which had fallen from my hands in sleep, and lifting it up with a sensation of respect, I replaced it carefully on the shelves. And there it is yet, though more than one Christmas has come and gone since that I write of; but instead of the old cardboard cover, adorned with the woodcut of icy December leading a goat, which then formed its exterior, a handsome morocco binding encloses in its A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 61 crimson protection the Legend of the District of Sologne. It is surely no unworthy feeling which prompts us to a feeling of tenderness for even the inanimate objects, which so often in life turn the course of a career, or rouse up some feeling in the soul which never sleeps again. While we are hankering after wonders, and seeking signs from heaven, or we will not be satisfied or taught — lo ! some flower opening at our feet, or some song of a bird in the air, or some passage in a book we have taken up out of mere idleness, opens the dull, sealed heart, and we are led out of darkness into light, and arise strengthened, but humbled at the same time. And let not the earthly instru- ment, insignificant though it may be, be des- pised which has thus created an epoch in life. But I am fond of relics, good reader, and would fain justify the taste. To me they seem affecting endeavours of the human creature to hold fast from perishing the fleeting events of life. With what thankfulness I laid my head on C2 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. my home pillow that night I will not attempt to describe. No ! I had not been quite the fool my dream had made me ; foolish as I had been. No ! I had not run away from a comfortable home at the blessed Christmas-time, disappointing every one that loved me, and making a laughing- stock of myself into the bargain ! No ! I had not deprived myself of the chance of seeing, once again, that kind and lovely face which had gone about my dingy old home last year, reflecting light and happiness in all directions. .... No ! my dog and cat — happily for me — could not talk ! .... I had much to be thank- ful for, indeed ! The morning of the day preceding Christ- mas-day dawned at last, and I was up betimes. But though my spirits rose many times to a mirthful elation at the thought of what So- logne would have been, and what my home was ; though I laughed with good old Jones, and even tried to elicit a smile from James; though I fed the raven in the stable-yard, and listened with an amusement unknown before to A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 63 his everlasting " All right ! " though I every now and then hugged myself to ecstasy and hope; yet, believe me, oh reader, that day was to me a day of most serious thought also ! I summoned up all my past life and theories in review before me ; all my secret opinions of myself; all my avowed opinions of others. I sifted motives, and investigated excuses; and though I do not dare to say how much I found to alter and condemn, I will yet confess to you that the reflections of that day caused me to take a new view, both of the responsibilities and happiness of life. The last thing that I did before coming in for the evening was the one, perhaps, the most foreign to my habits and nature ; — I went reso- lutely into the village, to stroll about among the cottages, and wish fhe inhabitants a merry Christmas and a happy new year ! It cost me an efibrt, for I had not accus- tomed myself to the thing, and shrunk at all times from personal notice. The good will of the poor I had endeavoured to secure by libe- G4 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. ralitv ; but intercourse with them had not been what I had considered " in my way." Oh, that miserable little subterfuge for evad- ing a duty ! But I had done with excuses now; so I made the effort and went, filling my pockets with Christmas-boxes, and endea- vouring to screw myself up to be agreeable. But all screwing efforts were unnecessary, as I found when I got there. What was honestly well meant was well received ; and the only difficulty I had, was not to be displeased or disheartened by the rather rough lessons that were bestowed, even in the midst of the good reception. Not quite as harshly expressed, perhaps, as those I listened to in my dream, but quite sig- nificant enough to undeceive any supposed model of perfection. (Oh, the fool I had been that night !) When I observed to one man that I felt I had been to blame in not coming personally among them oftener than I had done, " There's a many besides yourself thinks that," was his uncompromising reply. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 65 " Your mother never turned her face from any poor man," remarked an old woman of eighty, who had once been a servant in the family. " Ay, its a sore thing to lose a friend when a-body's old and lonely ! But the Lord's sufficient — the Lord's sufficient for all ! " Old and young, young and old, who is in- sensible to the comfort and gratification of in- tercourse with an acknowledged superior ? Who is not benefited by the chastening influ- ence of having to look up and be humble ? Or, again, who does not like to be listened to, as well as merely remembered in charity ? I think I never was so disgusted with any- thing in my life as with the new view, thus opened, of my morbid fastidiousness; a ten- dency of mind which, like day-dreaming about oneself, ought decidedly to be discouraged. " Oh, L^ncle Richard ! dear darling Uncle Richard ! " was the greeting that welcomed me at the hall door on my return; and the sweetest little face that ever smiled upon a bachelor uncle sprang up for a kiss, while the childish arms closed round my rough great F 66 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. coat. " Oh, we're all so happy, we don't know what to do ! " was her next remark, after our loving salutations were over. . . . Oh, the mercy of not being at Sologne ! Fancy having balked this warm little heart of its joy! . . . I pressed forward into the hall, where I was surrounded and welcomed at once. It seemed quite odd, though, that they did not congratu- late me on my escape, for I had seen all their faces in my dream. But on second thoughts I was glad they did not know what an unutterable fool I had been, though only in a dream. Nor did I feel this less vividly when the mist of crowding faces cleared up, so that I could distinguish the one for whose gratifica- tion I had purchased the smiling shepherd and shepherdess of Dresden ware. Well ! she had looked pale, it is true, when she went away last year, but not now when Clara pulled her forward to shake hands with me. . . . Oh, the madness if I could have been, and had been in Sologne ! . . . A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 67 My spirits varied wonderfully in the course of the evening in spite of my happiness. I did my best to please everyone, and to be pleased ; but every now and then the grave reflections returned, and I was uneasy — I knew not why. Nay, at one time, as we sat round the crack- ling fire after dinner, and I heard everybody talking, laughing, and joking, a fit of the deepest gloom took possession of me. I had brought all these people together, it was true, and they were very happy ; but, oh bitter thought ! they were happy without me. My actual presence was not necessary to the enjoy- ment of any one of them — scarcely that child excepted. I was not one in any of their links. My frequent and long absences had never fretted them — my eternal absence, even, would not do so for long. The grave might close above me, and no great gap would be occa- sioned. I was, indeed, a solitary, unloved — ah ! perhaps unloveable — being, who might, as the creatures of my dream had expressed it, " die in solitary conceit, and be forgotten as if I had never existed."' " Not in solitary con- 68 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. ceit though, now," was my concluding thought ; " it will be in solitary humility at any rate ! " Here my reflections were interrupted. " Dear Uncle Richard," whispered a sweet voune voice, " vou musn't frown so ! What are you thinking about ? " " Little puss, don't you see the Ogre in the fire ?" cried I, pointing to the blazing log. " Uncle Richard, shall I tell you why you were not at home when we came to-day?" I couldn't think what she was after. " No," said I ; " don't you tell me, because I will tell you. I was very busy." Clara shook her head. " I don't call that being busy," said she. *' I don't think you know what you are talk- ing about," said I. I had a nervous apprehension of Clara's childish remarks about myself; and all the more so, because that sweet cousin Mary of hers was sitting on the other side of her, and could not help hearing what we said. '* Yes, I do know what I'm talking about though," persisted she ; " for when the post- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 69 man came for the letters he told Mrs. Jones you were going all over the village, wishing everybody a merry Christmas and a happy new year. And that wasn't being busy, that was being kind. Busy is all about books, and papers, and stupid things." I tried hard to stop the child. " Nonsense, nonsense, Clara ! don't tell any tales about gossiping postmen. Come, let us have a game at cross questions and crooked answers." Perverse little monkey ! the opposition only provoked her to go on. " But I must tell about it first," cried she, " for Mrs. Jones, when she heard it, called out so loud, ' Lor, you don't say so ! poor Master ! ' and Cousin Mary was astonished too, and said" — (here she checked herself suddenly and turned round) — " Why do you pull my frock. Cousin Mary ? there's no secret : she said — " But here a soft hand was laid on her lips. Clara's frolic, however, was beyond control, and she talked behind her closed mouth — " I will tell; why shouldn't I?"— till I felt my 70 A LEGEND OF SOLOONE. own face redden with emotion, and, by one brief glance at Cousin Mary, saw that she also was suffused, and had almost tears in those kind eyes. " Clara," said I, seriously, " don't be a foolish, rude child. Don't repeat what any- body has said, who does not wish it to be re- peated. People say many things by accident they may wish forgotten the next moment." I stopped abruptly ; a painful sensation over- powered me. A brief awkward pause follow'ed, while Clara, silenced and abashed, got up on my knee, and laid her head on my shoulder. I soon found out that she was crying. " Little puss," said I, " no one is vexed or angry. I'm sure / am not, and I don't think Cousin Mary can be unkind." . I did not dare to look at her though, while I said it. But the next minute she leant across to the child, and with a half-smile whispered, " There's so little to tell, Clara, dear, I had rather you told it now, and then your Uncle will see what A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 71 a fuss we've made about nothing. Tell him, there's a good girl ! " " It was only," murmured the subdued little one in my ear, " that Cousin Mary said you were a dear, good, kind uncle, and she hoped I loved you very much, and so I do." As she said this she shed another tear or two, and then laughed, and held out her arms to Cousin Mary to be taken back into favour. " Good, kind uncle were nnj words, Clara," observed Cousin Mary, as she stooped over her favourite, with some little embarrassment of manner. " / like Clara's version best," said I, in a low but still not absolutely inaudible voice ; and Cousin Mary did not speak again. This by-play of ours had not attracted any attention, and soon afterwards games and sports were proposed and joyously entered into ; and then the sword-dancers arrived, (true to their appointment,) while the young folks were dan- cing in the hall, creating a great surprise, and beins: the acknowled";ed treat of the even- ing. 72 A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. It was a pretty sight, in good truth, to see them so gaily masquerading in the old hall, with their bows and streamers of coloured ribbons flying in all directions ; looked down upon by the grim faces of departed ancestors, watched by the smiling ones of young children, and admired by the steady, grown-up specta- tors as they stood round, observing the won- derful varieties and ingenious manoeuvres of that curious, old-fashioned dance. I took advantage of the excited attention and noise to slip round the room to Cousin Mary. " One moment ! " said I ; "do forgive me ! I was vexed at Clara's nonsense in talking of my visit to the village. Insincerity is not one of my numerous faults ; so I want to con- fess to you that I have not been accustomed to do this sort of thoughtful thing, and you were perfectly justified in being surprised." Poor Cousin Mary looked quite puzzled by my confidential communication, and stammered out something about my not having got into the habit, perhaps, of going among the poor. " I have never got into the habit of thinking A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 73 enough of the feelings of others, I am afraid," was my rejoinder. " That is not what I meant," exclaimed she, warmly. " But it is what I know," was my answer. " I have learnt some wholesome truths during the last four-and-twenty hours, Cousin Mary — (do forgive me, I had Clara in my head !) — and I know now that I have been leading a very selfish life." " Not in great things," interrupted she, energetically, as if she had been defending a friend. " Well, but in small." She coloured. " You cannot deny it." She never attempted to do so ; and I added, " I had no idea, till lately, of the danger of living alone. Surrounded by one's own thoughts and habits, without reference to other people, one becomes self-deceived and self- devoted, without knowing it." Here a hand was laid on my shoulder, and one of my brothers said — 74 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " The morris-dancers have finished, Dick ; let us send tlie children to bed, and begin the grown-up ball." " By all means." And after glancing round at Mary with a significant — " we are encrasied for the first dance," I left her to the care of my brother, and hurried away to make the necessary arrangements. Ay! we opened the "grown-up" ball that night, Mary and I ; and, though not much of a dancer, I floated about in the mysterious mazes in a sort of ecstasy. But all things come to an end. Not only the dance ended, but another partner came, and claimed Mary's hand, and I was left to myself. For a few moments I stood in a reverie after she was carried off", and then a voice spoke close at my elbow, " What a pretty girl Mary is, isn't she?" It was my youngest brother ; a capital fellow in his way, but a bit of a gossip. He lived in the same neighbourhood as Mary's family, and knew them well. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 75 " Her mother," he began, in a confidential whisper, — " (a great manager, you know,) — is in a state of immense excitement just now. Young Lord , who has lately come of age and settled in our country, has been over- head-and-ears for some time, and some people say that they are engaged. He's off on a tour in Italy at present, or you wouldn't have got them here. I don't know whether the report's true or not, but the old lady's delighted at its beinw said." " Really !" was all I could utter; but I did utter it. " Its a splendid match for her," continued my brother; " for though the girl's well enough, there's nothing about her to have attracted his attention." " Of course not," was my conventional an- swer. " He, of course, is a " " Handsome, splendid-looking fellow as you ever saw, and in the Guards — lots of money and full of fun. Not much in him, between ourselves — not much sense in the family : but he's young ; and if he marries Mary, she'll make him everything he ought to be ! " 76 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " And the young lady herself ?— Devoted, I suppose." " Oh, hang ' devoted,' and all that kind of thing !" cried my brother, laughing. " If she likes him well enough to marry him, it will be all-sufficient both for her mother and herself.'"' " Oh, of course ! " said I, again. " But now do you go back to the dancers, my good fellow. They'll miss you dreadfully, and I have some orders to give about supper." In this manner I got rid of him, and luckily had an order or two to give. But after they were given I did not return to the gaily-lit hall and the dancing. No! I went out into the cold, frosty night air, and communed once more with myself. I knew the young man. This treasure of a lord — I had met him abroad. He was a hand- some, good-natured lad; nothing worse and nothing better. « Oh, miserable fatality ! " said I to myself, " to have been permitted to raise this cup of joy to my lips, only to have it dashed down again— and by such a hand ! " " Miserable ninny !" exclaimed the other side TIIF, GVIF. Ftuje 7C A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 77 of my brain ; " if you valued the young lady so much, why have you not looked after her a little better ? Haven't you been kicking your heels in a foreign country, staring at Athens and all sorts of useless places, and leaving this young lord to be devoted to your Mary ? Your Mary, indeed ! Have you had the ineffable vanity to suppose that your few days' civility to her last year has left an indelible impression on her heart? You, with your books, and your gloom, and conceit, against my lord's hand- some face, and devotion, and fun ! Why, there's scarcely a girl in all England who can be ex- pected to hold out against a handsome face, and devotion, and fun! Did you expect a pretty creature like her to sit waiting all this time to know whether you would choose to come out of your grandeur and absurdity, and then be ready to drop into your mouth at the first moment you opened it?" " It is all right — all right!" exclaimed my humbled self. " I have behaved like a fool, and must abide the consequences. But I will not behave like a brute too; I will be contented 78 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. that she shall be happy her own way." There came a choking in my throat at this doughty resolve. But the other side of my brain said, " Come, that's sensible at last." And dreading: further thought on the subject, I went back into the ball-room as hastily as I had deserted it. There are few things a man cannot do when he has resolutely made up his mind; and although I Avalked about and talked for the rest of the evening like one in a dream, I be- lieve that I conducted myself with the utmost propriety, and even made myself agi-eeable. To Mary I was absolutely paternal in my manner. Put myself mentally into the posi- tion of her grandfather, giving her away to the handsome young lord in the Guards, and ques- tioned myself as to how I should really feel on the occasion. In the meantime I danced with her half the evening ; sat by her side at supper ; and at last, in a long tete-a-tete we had in a corner, confided to her the whole history of my dream. And why not? There was no need for shyness or reserve now that she was a sort A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 79 of engaged person. I half saw the coronet worked in the corner of her handkerchief as it lay on her lap. The flowery M certainly took that form. So she listened to the story with really con- siderable interest, and turned pale and red several times during the course of the details. The tears even stood in her eyes when I told her of Mrs. Jones's tale about me as a little boy, and how strange I had felt at the thought of that lonely, dull, gloomy house ever having been the scene of domestic love, and cheerful- ness, and young enjoyment. She said she could not think the old place looked so dull and gloomy. There was no necessity either for its being lonely, and its ancient ancestral look only made it so much the more interesting in the eyes of anybody of any sentiment. Besides, places had but little to do with the happiness of their inhabitants ; there could' be domestic love and cheerfulness in a hovel for the matter of that. '' A pretty sentiment — very ! and true for those that like it," was my answer ; and some 80 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. bitter spirit prompted me to add, " But do- mestic love and eheeriulness have double charms, have they not? in a lordly house like Lancelot Towers, with a coroneted hall-door." — " You wretch ! " whispered the combative side of my brain, as soon as the words had escaped my lips. " I have been a brute after all ! " was my miserable self-admission. — Mary had turned deadly white as I spoke, and I thought for a moment she would have fainted ; but she rallied with an effort, rose up, left me abruptly, and went to her mother. The evening came to a close shortly after that, and I went to bed in a tumult of varied feelings. I attributed her agitation to the fact that her engagement to the young lord was true, and in that case my observations had been a wanton insult. Mv brain and I were more than half the night expostulating with each other; but I gave in at last. Everything was against me. I had no one but myself to blame, and I took A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 81 refuge finally in humility, and tears, and prayer. Reader ! we have all to come back to the condition of little children before we can enter the Kingdom of Heaven ; and so I found it on that bitter night of suffering and self-re- proach. Christmas-day rose bright with sunshine, in spite of cold ; but it shone on a very wan face at the head of the table, for the master of the house had not slept much. There was another pale face present, besides his, and the old joke went round about the roses brought by sleep before midnight, and the evil effects of late hours, &c. &c. I, however, could not smile about it. To have insulted that gentle, unoffending- sirl in my own house ! To have hurt her feelinffs on the most tender of all points, and now to be- hold her at her tormentor's table, looking so meek, and sad, and uncomplaining, and on Christmas-day too :— it was horrible to think of my heartless selfishness and cruelty ! There was no contest between the two sides of my brain now. Both agreed that I was a G 82 A LEGEND OF SOLOQNE. villain, for whom hanging was almost too plea- sant an end ! The breakfast went on, as breakfasts will do, in spite of sadness in the hearts of tliose who sit around it ; and before it was over, the postboy arrived, and letters and newspapers crackled on every side, which I was glad of, for I was in no humour for talking. I was longing to seize the earliest opportunity I could find of apologizing— heart and soul— to that lovely Cousin Mary, whose eye I tremblingly avoided as far as I could. Suddenly I heard my brother make a gurg- ling sound of surprise. He had a cup of tea at his lips, but had not yet taken his eyes off the newspaper, which his other hand held up. The noise was something between an " oh" and a gulp, and every one looked up. He burst into a laugh for explanation, and said there was nothing amiss, but that nobody could ever look into the list of " Births, Deaths, and Marriages," without seeing something to sur- prise them ! It was a proposition no one presumed to A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 83 dispute, and he went on with his tea ; Mary, who was near him, drawing the paper to her- self, as soon as he laid it down. " True woman after all," mused I to myself. " Curious about births, deaths, and marriages. I wish my mind could be diverted as easily !" " Oh ! but then," murmured my other half, jeeringly, '' you, you know, are a model of " " Hush, hush ! I retract. Miserable crea- ture that I am ! what will cure me ? She, pro- bably, has friends about whom she is inter- ested; and I— am still a wretch !" At this juncture I was startled by the voice of Mary herself. It was so unusually lively and energetic, it would have aroused anybody — even those quite indifferent about what she said. " Oh, mamma, mamma ! " were the words ; " who do you think is married?" I looked up myself at this violent outburst of interest, and beheld Mary, with her eyes full of a curious expression of triumph and fun, and her cheeks full of colour, glancing earnestly, but mischievously, as I thought, at her mother. 84 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. The mother met the glance with one of her own, in which there was a shade of uneasiness mixed with attempted indifference. " How can I tell, my dear? I never could guess at marriages in my life. Who can? People do the strangest things when you least expect it." " Its our friend Lord , mamma ! " per- sisted Mary ; " married in Italy, to the young and lovely, and only daughter of a noble and accomplished duke. An affaire de cceur on both sides. Here is a long account. What an ornament she will be to Lancelot Towers !" Thus rambled on the bright-eyed Mary, in order, perhaps, to give her mother time to recover the blow. My brother stared at her in astonishment, and as if trying whether he could not detect some lurking disappointment through her apparent amusement. But there was no possibility of mistaking the case. For some reason or other she was evidently delighted. Several people wondered why. As for myself I set my teeth together, com- A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 85 pressed my lips, and looked violently at the plates. When would that everlasting breakfast be over? And alas, what a confusion of mind I was in to go to church ! " My brain will burst," thought I, " if I do not speak to her before we go ; and then, if disappointed, I will go and seek for resignation where only it can be found." It was no such easy matter, however, to dodge for a young lady who was going to " get ready" for church! and I missed aim several times ; but at last — oh happiness ! — I heard her slip down stairs alone, and step along the hall. She patted the dog as she passed him on the mat, and, uttering two or three gentle " Mops," coaxed him to accom- pany her; and they slipt through the glass doors together, like a couple of truants, out, in that frosty sunshine, on to the terrace that stretched along the garden-side of the house. I was by her side in two seconds afterwards ; approaching, however, as composedly as I could, to conceal the tumult within. 86 A LEGEND OF SOLOONE. But she started at sight of me — started, and laughed, and looked convicted of having — taken my dog for a walk ! " I have got Mop to come out with me," she began ; while Mop stood wagging his tail at her mere mention of his name. And then I burst out, for time was precious, " Cousin Mary — one word. All England does not contain a greater barbarian than I have been!" Cousin Mary looked at me with a wonder- ing expression of regret ; the triumphant smile passed from her face ; only a sorrowful cloud remained. "Why do you say such strange things?" she asked, stooping down to pat the dog. " Last night," cried T, " I behaved so ill, so rudely, so unfeelingly — thinking, as I did, what turns out not to be true, and I have been longing to apologize." " There is no need," said the poor girl, on the point of turning away. What a fool I Mas ! talking about myself and my misconduct, and not getting an inch further. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 87 But I stopt her as she turned. I laid my hand on her arm, and I think the very touch of her unlocked my heart at once. It was a strange tale I poured out. Such a mixture of love and repentance ; such a muddle between my own unworthiness of her, and nobody else being able to appreciate her half as well ; such a jumble of modesty and preten- sion; protestations of regret for the past, and promises of hope for the future, as was never heard before ! My family had often hinted that I was too much of a scholar to be fluent in conversation ; but, oh, dear me ! let me have a subject that interests me, and try me if I cannot talk ! At all events I talked now, and to some purpose. I talked, till every other subject and confession merged in the one overpowering de- claration of my unalterable love ; till Mary's hand lay in mine, and she looked up at me with a face of joyful trust and tenderness, which years cannot efface from my mind; till Mary's voice uttered the blessed words which told of her love, and the little tale of her hopes 88 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. and fears, which were all ended now : for now she knew, and she thanked God for it, that she had a friend to love her for life. The church bells seemed to get louder and louder, and we feared we were already missed ; but Mop was our excuse ; and with much fuss and ceremony we hurried him into the house, with an order to guard it till our return. People are so accustomed to idle about for the last few minutes before church, that I do not think any one wondered either at our having walked on the garden-side of the house, at our commotion about Mop, or at our faces. For, indeed, what was to be seen on them but peaceful delight ? And thus, dear reader, the happy Christmas- morning had that year its double festival for us. We went to church that day affianced for life ; and on every anniversary since we have lived the happy hour over again. And at last Mary became my wife, and the old ancestral hall never looked gloomy again ; and I had my own links when we all met round the Christmas-hearth. A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. 89 I made my peace, too, with old proverbs ; for, in the first place, I triumphed over James's imperturbability, and caught him wondering at my wedding; nor am I sure that his asto- nishment at my giving up my liberty is yet over : and, in the second place, I found it written, that " A virtuous woman is a crown to her husband," and that " her price is far above rubies." As regards the former part of my life, Mary never will allow that it was altogether useless and thrown away ; for she makes me tell her long stories of foreign lands, till I feel like a retired Baron Munchausen, especially when Clara is with us, who pretends to believe that I invent it all as I go on. Nor do I think the little monkey had, for a long time, any definite idea of what foreign lands might be, in spite of geography lessons and maps. When she was still but a little girl she asked me, one day why I travelled about so much when I was ^oung. We three were sit- ting over the fire, and I looked first at Mary and then at her, and said — 90 A LEGEND OF SOLOGNE. " Because, Clara, I had nothing to do in those days but to please myself." " How nice that must have been!" exclaimed Clara. " Were you not immensely happy Uncle Richard?" To which I answered firmly, "No;" and then there was a pause, till she asked again — " What have you to do now, Uncle Rich- ard?" I answered, " Now I have to please my Wife!" "And do you like that better?" inquired the child. To which I answered, " Yes." And we had all a hearty laugh together. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. HERE she picked up the notion — who put it into her head — nobody could ever find out ; but, poor old lady, there it was ! She quite be- lieved that, if she had the good fortune to live to be a hundred years old, she might dine with the Queen ! — might go up to London to the palace, sit at her Majesty's table, and, in virtue of her extraordinary age, be one of her Majesty's guests ! She said somebody had told her so; that everlasting somebody, who is always saying something; which no one else knows anvthing about, and who can never be identified with any living individual whatever. 92 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. She was the gem of the village, decidedly, was old Widow Cocker. Such a pair of glitter- ing dark-brown eyes could scarcely be matched in all the country round ; and, long after her hair had turned grey, her eyebrows were as black as they had been in her earliest youth. What a glance hers must have been in those days, one scarcely dared to think ! And it was always whispered that " Lyddy" had once had what they called " a temper of her own." It very likely was so, but the evil spirit was subdued at last. She had had much struggling and many trials in life ; but she had bowed her strong; will to the will of God, and in her old age was quiet, subdued, and kind. Poor old lady ! her Christian name was Lydia, but the neighbours called her " Lyddy" to the last; and at ninety-eight she could boast that she was the oldest woman in the parish; and that was just about the time when she became possessed by the curious idea I spoke of; and, as she sat smoking her pipe over the bit of fire at night, before she went to bed, she used to wonder to herself whether it might " please the THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 93 Lord" that she should live to be a hundred years old ! Ninety-eight is a great age to live to ; and, although Widow Cocker retained the use of her faculties to a remarkable extent, that is to say, she could hear, see, and take cognizance of passing events, as well as many of her much younger neighbours, nevertheless she was sub- ject, from time to time, to a hazy and confused condition of mind, which, had it lasted, must have ended in imbecility and helplessness. But the fits of puzzling and dreaminess used to pass off, like clouds from the sky ; and, perhaps after giving her up one day as hopelessly sunk into dotage, you Avould find her on the next an intelligent and very acute old woman. She had had what she called " as good as twelve children" in her day, and had " buried seven of them," that proportion being by no means an uncommon one among the poor ; and, as for the rest, she would, if you chose to listen, tell you all their names, and what had become of each, with moral reflections upon their fate in life, as edifying as a homily to listen to. 94 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. There was that " Jack," for instance, the old man of nearly sixty who now lived with her, " he were a wild lad, were he, in his youth," was her account, one day, to the parson's wife ; " his father could do nought wi' him, and he was off if I spoke a word. Bless you, ma'am," cried she, " he were out day and neet, neet and day, after all the idling lads o' the place. And he took up wi' a trolloping lass he met wi' at a fair ; and they put up their banns and got wed ; and we heard no more of them, till he come back one day years after ; and I shouldn't have known him if he hadn't said who he was, he looked like nothing but his grandfather, such an old weary look ; when he comes in he says, says he, ' Mother, I'm sorry, and I'd like to see my father, and tell him so.' ' Your father's dead,' says I ; for, you see, ma'am," continued the old woman, " he'd been dead two year then, and I was alone. But you should have seen his face when I tell'd him ! He went as white as a sheet ; and well he might, for it's too late to ask pardon when a body's in their grave. But the Lord had had His hand over him, and THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 95 brought him very low, to make him know his- self, that was certain ; for the lass was dead too, and they'd only reared one child ; and, you see ma'am, he had to come back at last, to beg his bread of his poor old mother that he'd been used to jeer at. Ah, the Lord knows His own time ! It's twenty-two years come Michaelmas, and we've lived together ever since, me and him." Such was the story of her son Jack, as she told it herself, and it was a story with a very good moral; for every one in the village knew that Jack was a changed man after he came back and lived with his mother. A quiet worker; thankful for any employment the farmers would give him ; a dutiful son, and a kind father ; and so, at last, he got such a good character, that he was never out of work, and, even in his old age, was employed in light jobs that brought in something. Son Jack did nothing but smile and shake his head, if ever he heard his mother say any- thing about that dining with the Queen ; but, as the old lady viewed him still in the light of 96 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. a child, liis doubts did not disturb her serenity at all. " What should Jack know about it, poor lad?" was her consoling thought; and, as to the granddaughter Betsy — the one reared child of poor Jack's family — she sided with her grandmother altogether, and had a quite satisfactory faith in the future dinner, provided only the condition of her grandmo- ther's living long enough could be secured. And, in furtherance of this desirable end, the good-hearted girl did all she could — nursed her grandmother up, and coaxed her up too ; often dispelling a gloomy fit, or cheering a sick one, by the favourite joke that grandmother must take care of herself for the Queen's dinner. " Do you really think, Lyddy," asked the parson's wife one day, " that you should like to dine with the Queen?" Lyddy thought a bit. " I don't see why I shouldn't, ma'am. Folks can behave their- sens onywhere." Mrs. Tresham assented to the imdeniable fact, not a little touched by the simple, self- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 97 possessed idea — so true in its real meaning — that, if a person did but " behave themselves seemly," they need not fear to encounter any company. " But its a long way to go, Lyddy." " Ay, ma'am ! " answered the old woman, " and I wouldn't like to stop yonder ; I would like to die at home." Here a more sober fit made Lyddy silent for a time ; though she soon returned to the old idea, and continued, " But, you see, there's my son, and he could come for me and fetch me back." Mrs. Tresham opposed her no further ; for, indeed, what object was there in attempting to dispel the little illusion of the widow's ex- treme old age ? She listened to her son's Bible chapter every evening as devoutly, and said her prayer as humbly, as if no such thing as dining with the Queen had ever been suggested to her. It interfered with no duty, and in no way injured her mind. It was only a brilliant, mysterious vision, which lightened up her old H 98 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. heart, now and then, with a sense of cheerful expectation; and, to say the truth, I believe that the thought of the Queen's dinner helped to prolong, as well as soothe, Lyddy Cocker's life. Her birthday fell on Christmas-day — a fact which always afforded her particular gratifica- tion. She used to say, " Whose-ever birthday was not kept, hers always was, and always would be." And on every Christmas-eve, as it came round, Betsy had to walk up to the Vicarage grounds to beg for holly, and other evergreens, for grandmother's cottage-windows — nay, and for the inside of the cottage too — for Mrs. Tresham was very kind, and so were the young ladies; and there was always a green wreath made, in .honour of her birthday, for Lyddy to hang up over her mantel-piece; if, indeed, she would not, as the yearly joke suggested, wear it on her own head. " Now, Lyddy, let me put it on your head this year, at least," cried the youngest miss Tresham, a girl of ten years old, who had walked down the village on the old lady's ninety-ninth birthday to see the decorated cot- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 99 tage. " Next year, you know, you won't be here. You'll be gone up to see the Queen ; so wear the wreath this year, do, there's a good Lyddy!" But " good Lyddy" was not to be per- suaded. She caught the twinkle in little Tre- sham's eye, and entered into the joke ; but defended herself resolutely. " It won't do, miss," said she. " Its all very well for a cap such as your mamma wears, but it won't look well on a thick thing like mine ; if it had been net I might have thought about it. Now, Miss Grace, you'll be kind, I know, and hang it up on the nail over the mantel-piece. There, to be sure ! what a beautiful thing it is ! and the red berries do look handsome, indeed ! I wish I could get to church, and see them all over the pillars; but my time for church is over ! " And here Widow Cocker sighed rather sadly, folded her hands on her white apron, and sat for a minute or two, absorbed in thought. The good little Tresham repressed the joke that rose in her mind, as to how poor Lyddy 100 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. •was to go lip to London next year to the Queen, if she could not get to church now ; and even offered to come and read the Psalms to her after church, if she liked, and tell her who had been there, and what the sermon had been about ; and so they parted. Grace Tresham was a particular friend of the old Widow's, and was well acquainted with one of her little peculiarities, which partly sug- gested the proposition of visiting her after church. She was seized, from time to time, by the oddest fits of curiosity as to what the people of the neighbourhood were about, and how their fate in life was developing. Not that she had any of the spirit of scandal and mischief-making about her ; but she liked to know the most minute particulars of her friends, and especially of those above herself in condi- tion of life. And, on this eventful day, Grace had such a piece of news to impart, that it required the utmost resolution not to let it out at once. Lyddy's kind friend and frequent visitor, the curate, Mr. Westwood, was going to be mar- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 101 ried; and that morning the fact was allowed to be known to the children at the Vicarage. But the little girl was not certain whether she miijht extend the information to Widow Cocker ; so she waited to ask leave, promising herself a great treat in communicating it, should permission be granted. Nor was she disappointed; so, having told her tale, she sat laughing and delighted at the astonishment and remarks which the news eli- cited from the inquisitive old lady. "Nay, for sure, I am glad, miss!" cried Lyddy ; " for he's a young man I've always respected very much. Such a noisf, steady, well-behaved young man ; not like some of your flighty, foolish folk. Comes in here, now and then, and sits him down wi' me, as pleasant as oivt. Hasn't a word to say for himself, that he hasn't! Going to be married! Well, I'm glad, indeed — if you're sure its a suitable young lady, miss ? " And here Lyddy stretched out her hand to Grace Tresham, and fixed her dark, inquiring eyes on the little girl's face. " Do ye know her, miss?" 102 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. " Oh yes, Lyddy, she's a very nice young lady I think." " She's noist too, is she, miss ? Well, that's well ! And you think she's suitable for him ? You see folks should be suitable, so that they may live tolerable pleasant together when they have got wed ! And friends is agreeable, too, I suppose, miss, are they? Dear me, there's nothing like a good wife, after all ; there isn't, indeed! Folks finds it out at last. He'll be leaving then, I suppose, presently, miss ? Well, I wish him well, I'm sure. He's a noist, harm- less young man as I ever see !" Grace was by this time in a state of uncon- trollable amusement ; but the old lady looked on her merriment as the most natural thing in the world, and begged her to step in another day, and tell her how matters progressed with the lovers, and when it was to be. " For," said she in conclusion, " he's a young man I shall always respect for his quiet behaviour." " Burnham-in-the-Fields," where Widow Cocker resided, was one of those lovely agricul- tural villages, which look like a rustic paradise THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 103 to the traveller as he passes through. The large elms round the churchyard, the ancient church itself, with its bells hung outside, the village green with the sycamore in the middle, the cottages, some of them thatched, and with old- fashioned wooden beams crossing the white- wash, diamond-wise, and all the place having the air of being well looked after, formed a scene thoroughly agreeable to the eye and taste. How far human nature is influenced, or its heart-sicknesses modified by such surroundings, is another question. They perhaps have less effect than the casual spectator might, in his ardent admiration, be tempted to suppose. To some minds the monotony, even of peace, is irritating and vexatious; and many a youth, born and bred in Burnham-in-the-Fields, was glad to leave it for the rougher, but more ener- getic and stirring life of the distant towns. Such a one often returned, it is true, to die in the old place (as was the case with Widow Cocker's wild son Jack) ; but those individuals had passed the ordeal of their lives elsewhere, and, by the time they came back, their spirit was better 104 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. attempered to the quiet serenity of the spot, than during the heat and excitement of youth. Widow Cocker herself was not a native of the village, but came from one of those distant towns where a large manufactory of hosiery was carried on; and where her husband had met with her on one of the loitering expeditions from home in which the youths of Burnham- in-the-Fields now and then indulged; and w^hence he had the pride of bringing home the brightest eyed and most lively of hard-working girls as his wife. The energy of her early life, and a better education, accounted for her superiority in in- telligence to most of the women in the village ; and certainly the fact made her an especial favourite with the Tresham family. It also, in a great measure, explained her curiosity and interest about people and events beyond the limit of her own confined home. Her mind took naturally a wider range than was there afforded, owing to the associations of her youth ; and Lydia Cocker had at one time possessed considerable conversational powers. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 105 Mrs. Tresliam had always taken pleasure in having, what she called, a long talk with her every now and then ; and, when there were no clouds over her memory and mind, was wont even yet to declare that she learnt something every time she went to see her; while to the children, of course, Lyddy and her peculiarities were a never-failing source of amusement. During the summer that succeeded her ninety- ninth bi]-thday the poor old lady had two or three fits of illness, which threatened more than once to bring her to her last resting-place ; but, through the doctor's careful skill, and the good nourishment furnished by Mrs. Tresham, she rallied again; and another autumn came, a season of such remarkable warmth and beauty as had not been remembered for years. How everything glowed under its influence ! How it lit up the cottage gardens with rich hollyhock bloom, and made the hearts of the thoughtful rejoice at the sight of the abundant harvest spread out upon the fields ! But there was a strange rumour afloat just then ; a rumour which threatened to disturb all 106 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. the comfort of the place. It was said that a comet was to appear towards the end of that month (August), which would destroy the world; and there were some among the farmers who even began to demur as to the proj^riety of getting in their corn. They didn't see of what use it would be, they said, and they might as well save the expense ! forgetting that the use of saving money was quite as doubtful as that of laying up food. Mr. Westwood was seated in his study one morning, very busy over his books and writing, when a tap came at the door, after which it opened gently, and Grace Tresham stood before him. Now I have called it Mr. Westwood's study, because, although he was still a bachelor in lodgings, his " parlour," as the landlady would have considered it, was to all intents and purposes, and especially, a study ; the room of a studious and scholarly man. Extensive sets of book-shelves made for use, not ornament, filled up each side of an old-fashioned farm- house fire-place. A pianoforte stretched along in one direction, and an old oak cabinet adorned THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 107 another of the sides, along which also smaller shelves for books were edged in here and there ; while the window-seats below the stone-mul- lioned latticed windows, were half covered with cameras, mathematical instruments, and ma- chinery of various kinds, among which Grace Tresham dared not sit down, though it was her favourite place whenever a corner of it could be found vacant, because the vine looked in at the window, and the scent from Mr. Westwood's flower-beds was, as she said, always so nice ! " Well, little Grace, what do you want?" asked Mr. Westwood, while his face gradually relaxed out of a rather stern look into a smile. " Oh, Mr. Westwood, old Lyddy is quite frightened about the comet, and wants to know whether you think it will hurt us, or not ? So I have come to ask." Mr. Westwood looked two or three times at Grace from under his eyebrows, then got up, removed the camera and a box or two, and made room for the little girl on her favourite window-seat. " What do you think about the comet your- self, Grace?" 108 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. " I don't know," replied Grace. " Papa's away, you know, and I don't think mamma knows much about comets ; and — and — Lyddy Cocker is very much afraid of them, Mr. West- wood." " And Grace Tresham too— a little !" said Mr. Westwood, making an attempt at a saga- cious frown. " Come ! we will visit Lyddy together." Mr. Westwood shut up his books, shoved his papers hastily away, and took up his hat ; and the two sallied forth together, the little girl quite as ready at accommodating her- self to Mr. Westwood's ways as to those of old Lyddy. " Did you ever count up to a thousand, Grace ?" asked Mr. Westwood, as they passed down the garden walk. " No never, I never got so far," answered Grace. " I got as far as 450 one day, and I was so tired, and out of breath, I could not go on." " Very well. Then you did not get quite as far as half-a-thousand, Grace." " No, I kiiow, Mr. Westwood." THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 109 " How much bigger than a comet do you suppose the earth is, Grace ? " " I clid'nt know it was bijijger at all. I oo thoug-ht comets Avere immense things. Is the '& earth bigger, really?" " A hundred thousand times at least," said Mr. Westwood in measured tones, and stopping to eye Grace Tresham as if he would eat her up. " Oh, Mr. Westwood !" exclaimed she ; and then, seeing a lurking smile in his eye, she added : — " But it isn't true, is it?" " Quite true, Grace." They walked on a little further, and then she said : — " But there's its tail. You forgot its tail !" " The great astronomer Herschel," replied Mr. Westwood, " was once looking through a telescope at a comet, and discovered a cluster of stars of the sixteenth magnitude through the heart ofif^f Now, stars of the sixteenth magni- tude are small stars, and a very moderate fog would hide them completely from our sight. The thickest part of a comet is therefore very 110 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. slight and unsubstantial in texture, compared with even our clouds ; and as to its tail, Grace, it is only a gauzy kind of mist, and never shines out in its full splendour until it has passed the sun, and received its rays upon it." " I don't think Lyddy need be afraid," said Grace. " Certainly not, Grace. Do you think your brother could knock over a cannon-ball with a pea from his popgun?" Grace laughed. " Of course not. Well! The earth is the cannon-ball, and the popgun-pea is the comet, — and now here we are at Lyddy Cocker's door." Lyddy was all in a fuss. Feverishly timid ; pious, although confused ; she was at one mo- ment unable to care very much whether the comet was coming or not, and in the next re- peating and believing all the foolish forebo- dings which she had gathered from her neigh- bours; and in such a mood reasoning was almost useless. She said, " She didn't see that it mattered much which way a body went, if they were ready. Everything must come to an end at THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. Ill last ; and of course it would be the world's time some day, for those that lived to see it. She reckoned nothing of the woman that had jumped into the draw-well, however, to be out of the way. For her part, she shouldn't take the trouble to do anything of the sort. She should make her bed, and buy her bit of tea as usual, though she knew she might, very likely, be cut off in the midst of drinking itj" and so on. After which there followed a pause ; and then she turned to Mr. Westwood, and asked, seri- ously, what he thought ? Mr. Westwood adapted his answer to her condition, as well as he could; and, by great gentleness and patience, contrived at last to gain her attention, while he explained that, without a miracle, it might be considered an impossibility that a comet should destroy the earth ; and that the Almighty had no need to work a miracle, through a comet, to effect an object Avbich could be done in a thousand other ways. Besides, there was no symptom at present, he suggested, that the fulness of time' was yet come. There was a promise that the earth 112 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. should one day be " full of the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the seas;" and, assuredly, that condition of things had not yet arrived. He had touched the right chord. This in- ternal evidence, as it were, did more than the most convincing scientific demonstration could have done ; and the clouds seemed to pass off the good old creature's mind, as she reflected that " the Lord would assuredly perfect His work, and call in the heathen to His fold." Well, she should drink her tea in peace now, and think no more of the comet. Not but what she knew a body might be taken at tea, or at any other time,, whether there was a comet or not ! So she would bless the Lord, and try to be found ready. Nevertheless, she had, during the next two or three weeks, slight returns of the comet fever; but they passed off; for her grand- daughter Betsv, who had been hid behind the little pantry door all the time Mr. Westwood was there, smothering down her tears and fright, alid listening with a desperate anxiety THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 113 to every word he said, was now of invaluable use in reminding her grandmother of all Mr. Westwood's opinions, and confirming them by her own settled convictions. But, between the comet and Mr. Westwood's marriage, which took place soon after the day appointed by the comet-seers for the destruc- tion of the Avorld, (and it was even reported that Mr. Westwood had wished to fix the event for that very day itself, in order to re- assure the farmers,) the season passed away with rather an unusual share of amusement and excitement 5 and folks began to think that Widow Cocker would really see her hundredth birthday, in spite of her poorly fits and loss of strength. As time went on, however, she began to take a great dislike to any little joke from the neighbours about dining with the Queen ; and even Betsy discovered that grandmother didn't like it to be talked about. Grandmother made all her preparations, however, by degrees ; that is, she got Betsy to I 114 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. make them; but it was all done quietly and gravely, and when Jack was out of the way. There was a chints gown with a white gi-ound, and stripes down it, in a long running pattern of bunches of flowers looped up with ribbons; she had had it ever since she was married; and as it was kept put by for those grand occasions that came so seldom, it had rarely seen the light. This was exactly the thing. There was a best cap too ; and Mrs. Tresham made her a present of lace against her next birthday ; and that exactly suited for the new border, which Betsy made up and arranged with an admirable taste, and was rewarded by grandmother telling her " she was the handiest lass i' all the place ! " And there was a pair of thick-soled shoes, which were just what was wanted, and which had rarely been used, because her time was over for any- thing but slippers. The only difficulty that remained was the bonnet ; and that continued a difficulty long after the rest of the things had been deposited in readiness in the old oak chest under the bed. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 115 And, now and then, she would talk over what was to be done about the bonnet to Betsy, when nobody else was by ; but Grace Tresham overheard a word or two about it, when she had knocked at the door one day, and nobody said, " Come in." And, very soon after that, the Doctor called, and told Widow Cocker to send Betsy to his house, as his wife had got a little Christmas-box for the Widow herself; and, when it arrived, it proved to be a bonnet, that would have tempted any old lady to go out and show herself, if she possibly could. Lyddy shed a few tears over it, though neither Betsy nor her father could guess why. But at last she laid her head on the table, and fairly sobbed ; after which she looked up, and told them not to mind ; but the sight of the nice bonnet put her in mind of the times when she was young and hearty, and as lively as any of them ; and could take her walk to the church, and out in the fields afterwards, and see the folks stirring about, and be happy " from morn to neet." " For I was a very happy lass once, Betsy," said she ; " very happy, and, may be, 116 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. thoughtless, too. But the Lord's brought me round, dear, you see, as He brings everybody round that's willing to be led His way ; and now I'm a weak infant in His hand. His blessed will be done ! Now put me the bonnet by, Betsy, there's a good girl ; and make me and Jack our cup of tea ; and when Jack's read me his chapter I'll go to bed, and God bless you all." It was about October Avhen Lyddy's prepa- rations were thus completed by the arrival of the bonnet ; and, after that, she never disturbed herself further ^on the subject, nor mentioned it again, except once, when she confided to Mrs. Tresham what her expectations were. She thought there would perhaps be several other old women of about the same age as her- self, and that they would dine in some beautiful great place " to theirsens," as she worded it, with servants to wait upon them. But her chief idea on the subject, and the one in which she took most delight, was, that before they be- gan dinner, the Queen herself, all covered with jewels and beautiful things, " like what they THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY, 117 speak about in the book of Revelations," would stand at the head of the table, and say grace. That was in her mind the leading feature of the whole affair ; and she used to wonder to her- self, she said, as she lay in bed awake in the night, what words the Queen would use, and whether she should be able to understand them. Sometimes she was afraid she mightn't. " Other sometimes" she felt sure she should, " because you know, ma'am," said she, " God speaks to us all in the same lansj-uao'e in the Bible, and the Queen perhaps praj^s to God in the same sort of words that I do mysen, and so she wouldn't use hard ones in a grace." The old widow's health revived considerablv as the cold weather drew on. The doctor's strengthening physic, or something, had had a great effect on her ; for she picked up her good looks, was very cheerful, and it was very rarely that she had any hazy overcloudings of mind ; and when Mr. Westwood and his bride called upon her, about three weeks before Christmas, he told her she had grown young again to be introduced to his wife. Truly she was all 118 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. smiles and gratitude at the compliment of the call, and not a little pleased, too, to be able to judge, from her own observation, of the merits of the young lady. Then, too, she had the pleasure of being satis- fied -with her friend's choice, for she told Grace Tresham, afterwards, " she thought they seemed a noist kind of match, and would do very well together, for they called each other * dear,' several times, and seemed very comfortable in- deed. But surely, she would have been a very queer lady that couldn't have lived comfortable with him; she spoke as she'd found, he was such a quiet, well-behaved young man." A green Christmas, it is said, makes a full churchyard. If the converse be true, there would be but few funerals in the neighbourhood for some time. Snow began to fall the second week in December; and, a hard frost setting in, it lay on the ground from day to day, added to by each succeeding fall, till at last the streets and lanes were hard compact white roads, al- most fitted for sledge driving, and as easy to walk upon as when there was no snow at all. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 119 Widow Cocker's house was one of a set of cottages clown a lane, suiTOunded by a garden enclosure, and with a walk in front of the doors, which went the whole length, and overlooked the road. Mrs. Tresham was walking down the lane a few days before Christmas-day, and, to her great surprise but real pleasure, beheld, as she passed, old Lyddy Cocker tottering, by the aid of a stick, up and doAvn the garden-walk, and apparently enjoying the effort. A sudden thought instantly struck her, and, going through the little gate at the bottom of some steps that led up to the gardens, she joined Lyddy in her feeble walk, and fell into talk with her. " Lyddy," said she, after a few words of con- gratulation and inquiry, " I've something to propose to you." " It must be in the house, then," was the old woman's answer ; " for, now I'm come out, everything seems so new and fresh, 1 can think of nothing else but what I see. Bless you ! I'm just like a child, ma'am, pleased wi' owt:" so saying, she led the way indoors. " No bad thing either, Lyddy," said Mrs. 120 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. Tresham ; " we've all to be children, at last, in spirit and humility." " You say well, ma'am," returned Lyddy, " and its a good job when we come to it with- out struggling hard first." This subject never failed to bring some pain- ful recollections to the old woman's mind. Doubtless, the high spirit that gleamed from those dark eyes had known what it was to con- test. It had not been given to her to pass through the valley of humility without en- countering the Apollyon of the heart. But, if she had conquered, what mattered it now? " You seem so nicely, Lyddy," said Mrs. Tresham after she had sat down, " and the weather is so bright and cheering, I have been thinking that if I were to send my chair for you — a new chair Mr. Tresham has just got for me to go about in when I am not very well — you might really come up to the Vicarage, and pay me a visit. What do you say ? Grace would be delighted." Poor Lj'ddy really did not know what to say, she was so overpowered with doubt of THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 121 being able, and yet so much pleased at the suggestion. " Don't ye, ma'am, don't ye," cried she, " I'll think about it a bit: you're very good, but I should be in evei-ybody's way. Dear, dear, no! I couldn't think of giving the trouble." Such objections were soon got over ; and then the question arose, when should it be ? any fine day, it couldn't matter which, all days were good alike, if she were but able to come. But, after a pause, the old woman looked up at Mrs. Tresham and said, that if such a thing could be, and she really were able, she would like of all things to be inside the church again once more, before she died. She would like to see her husband's grave too, and then hear the ministers once more, " if Mrs. Tresham thought such a poor old body as she was, could be got in without disturbing other folk." There was no fear about that ; but Mrs. Tre- sham was startled by the suggestion, rather dreading the possible effect of the excitement on the old woman's mind. Lyddy, however, was as calm as she was earnest, and it was a 122 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. jrreat satisfaction to find that the little hallu- cination respecting dining with the Queen was no longer present to her thoughts. Nor was this a bad opportunity, Mrs. Tre- sham thought, of breaking through it alto- gether; and so she proposed to Lyddy, that her visit should take place on the following Friday, which was Christmas-day that year. No allusion was made to its being the birthday, and Mrs. Tresham avoided recalling the idea. Contn-atulations about that could come at a proper time and place, and a hint to the good girl Betsy prevented her making any allusions to what had been anticipated; and Mrs. Tre- sham left Widow Cocker, rejoicing in the little accident which had led her steps down the lane ; for it struck her that this new and realizable prospect would create a happy diversion in the old lady's mind, and prevent her regretting the failure of her more magnificent visions. It was a very merry Christmas-time that year; for, the weather being unusually fine, the troops of mummers and other similar sports perambulated the country, without any hind- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 123 ranee from wet ; and made the neighbourhood gay with music and fun. The waits, too, were about early and late ; but Grace Tresham had heard a good deal more of them than old Widow Cocker had, who assured her little friend, in excuse for her dulness or sleepiness, that she had slept with her deaf ear upwards that night. It was the greatest possible pleasure to Grace to be allowed to accompany the carriage to Widow Cocker's on Christmas morning, and fetch her to church; and the child's friendly jokes seemed to make the whole matter easy to the old woman herself. All manner of wrap- pages were sent with the carriage, and Widow Cocker never knew how she got into it, or how she was covered up, or anything about it, till she felt herself all at once going along as easy, she said, as if she was sitting in her own arm- chair ! She never felt anything noisier in her life ! Grace and Betsy, between them, had managed it altogether. Betsy took care that the old lady was ready and waiting, and Grace and she bundled her up, and lifted her into the 124 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. carriage, without the least hesitation, and cer- tainly without any opposition on Lyddy's part, who, with a smile on her face, " 'livered herself up," as she afterwards described it, and let them do what they liked with her. How should she know what to do herself? She had never been in a carriage befoi-e ! Jack drew the carriage along the snowy road, and as they were proceeding along, Grace fell back a little behind it, and asked Betsy how she had managed her grandmother that morning, and whether she had said anything about dining with the Queen ? " Not a word, miss," was Betsy's answer. " She has not named it for weeks ; but, not long after your mamma was here the other day, and invited her, she seemed to rouse up from a fit of thinking as she sat over the fire, and she called to me : ' Betsy, are all the things ready ?' I didn't speak for a second, for I wasn't sure what she meant ; and then she said, ' I mean the things we put by in the chest.' " ' Yes, grandmother,' I said, ' they're all right j' for I knew they were, you know, miss. THE CENTENARIAN. Page 121. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 125 ' Then,' says she, ' Betsy, lass, we'll have them out to-morrow, and hang them to the fire, and they'll be ready for me against Mrs. Tresham's carriage comes on Christmas-day.' So I knew by that that she had left off thinking about the Queen ; and the next day we got out the chest, and hung everything by the fire ; and she has never spoken a word since, but about going to church once again, and seeing grandfather's grave, and hearing all the prayers again ; and I never saw her so happy in my life before," said Betsy in conclusion. Grace was very glad, and nodded and smiled at old Lyddy after this explanation ; and then she helped to pull the carriage along, and from time to time made the old woman smile by her youthful spirits ; for even when she did not know the cause, there was something in the happiness of the child which cheered her up. In this manner they reached the churchyard gates, when Grace Tresham left them ; but they were allowed to go through in the little carriage, so that Jack was able to take his mother to a spot whence she could see with 126 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. ease the graves of her young family and hus- band. The tears rolled over Jack's hard cheeks, and Betsy cried because she was sorry for grandmother, and sorry for them ; but old Lyddy herself showed no emotion whatever. She looked fixedly at the spot for a few seconds, and then, of herself, proposed moving on. " I shall be a deal better in t' church than here. Jack," said she, composedly; and, " a deal better, indeed!" she kept murmuring, till they reached the porch. At all times there is something saddening mixed with the sweetness of fidfilled wishes ; for never, till then, do we realize their insuffi- ciency to make us as happy as we have ex- pected. Often and often in her declining age, since the power of walking so far had been denied her, had that poor old widow sighed for one glance at those graves ; year by year had she longed to see the beautiful Christmas decora- tions adorning the pillars of the village church ; for, owing, perhaps, to the connection from THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 127 childhood upwards of that sight with her own birthday, it had always been to her a charmed recollection. And here she was at last, once more; and yonder, yonder, and yonder, round the church, and down the aisles, drooped the dark festoons of yew and glossy laurel-branches ; while the holly, with its bright red berries, shone out amidst the other evergreens, the undoubted glory of them all. Ay, there they were, and here was she, who had but just now looked at her husband's and childrens' graves, and must so soon be laid by their side, and who was once more come to celebrate her birthday in one of the congrega- tions of Christ — and oh, how vain everything earthly, however lovely and beautiful, was, and seemed, after all ! Widow Cocker could not reason out the conclusion : but she came to it throuo-h her feelings involuntarily, and almost unknown to herself. She had turned away from the graves, for there was nothing there to call forth her emotions now ; she was going to them, and 128 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. had long ago ceased to wish that they should come to her. And now she turned away equally even from the beautiful sight in the church, which she had so long wished to see. For the trembling immortal on the verge of the grave and its mighty change, even the ten- derest and sweetest earthly feelings are trifles light as air. There are greater things at stake, and this the heart feels, even when no argu- ment has convinced the mind. But a light came over her spirit at last, when once more, after the long, unavoidable absence, she listened to the solemn words with which the services of the Church open — words, which hold out the promise of peace and mercy to the whole repenting world; and which, thanks to Mrs. Tresham's carefully chosen position, and Mr. Westwood's clear reading, she was able to distinguish. If some tears stole over the old, worn-out cheek then, they were tears of hope and thanks- giving. Here was no allusion to perishable earthly joys ; no painful comparisons suggested between past and present. Age, infirmity, THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 129 sickness itself, as well as youth, and health, and strength, shared in the promise here held out; for it was a promise that led the soul forward to the thoug^ht of its future everlastino- state. Both Betsy and her father feared lest Widow Cocker's strength should fail her, if she attempted to stay for the Holy Communion, after morning service was over ; but there was no persuading her to leave the church. She had been used to stay before, she said. Mr. Westwood had given her the Sacrament at home every year, and she would like to receive it now in church. She was very happy if they would let her be, and let her sit where she was. She could sit as well there as anywhere else, and she would not attempt to do more. And so it came about that she received the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper; Jack and Betsy leading her to the communion rails, where, just for that short space of time, she knelt. She was very much exhausted, certainly, after reaching the Vicarage, even although the K 130 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. little carriage fetched her through the church- yard and garden walks ; hut, after a little care- ful treatment hy Mrs. Tresham, she rallied, and was quite herself again in her best fashion, listening to all Miss Grace's bantering, (who amused herself by examining the curious flower n-roups on the chintz gown,) with a real old woman's smile of pleasure. " They have such spirits, ma'am, you see, these young things," said she, turning to Mrs. Tresham, who was disposed to expostulate at Grace's jokes. " It does one good to be among them, I always think. Miss Grace and I know each other well, too, now, and I like to hear anything she has a mind to say." To Lyddy's eye the large high kitchen at Mr. Tresham's was a very imposing place; and I am not sure that her mind had stretched itself to anything much grander, even in her visions of regal state. And if there were no jewels and shining stones, like the descriptions in the chapters of Revelations, there were sun- dry bunches of evergreens hung up among the bright tins and pans that glimmer round a well- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 131 arranrjed kitchen ; and these had an excellent effect. There was, too, suspended from the middle of the ceiling, what was called the mistletoe- bough, but which was, in reality, a mixture of mistletoe with all other evergreens, and deco- rated with oranges and apples. I must not tell of all Grace's pretended endeavours to persuade her old friend, and Betsy too, that this huge manufactured ball was, possibly, an orange-tree ; nor how Betsy tried to keep from laughing with all her might, but at last fairly broke out in spite of herself, and felt desperately ashamed of her rudeness, till Miss Grace put an orange into her hand, as well as into Lyddy's, and told her she liked to hear her laugh, which set her at ease again. But it was all very kind and pleasant, and passed the time away till the dinner was set on the table, at which Lyddy was comfortably seated, with her son on one side and her grand- daughter on the other, when Mr. Tresham, who happened to be in the kitchen just then talking to them, said, " I will say grace for you 132 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. to-day ;" and, in an audible voice, every word of which was music to Lyddy's ears, offered up from the head of the table a simple prayer of thanksgiving, which she could thoroughly un- derstand. Lyddy had forgotten the Queen; and yet, somehow or other, what was taking place reminded her of " something like it that had happened before, or else of something she had been thinking about." She confided as much to Betsy after dinner. " Dear me, Betsy!" said she, "when I heard Mr. Tre- sham standing up for grace, I thought I'd seen it all before ; but its nobbut an old wife's fancy, I suppose." The poor old lady had enjoyed the dining there verv much, though she ate but morsels of the good things placed before her ; and after- wards passed a very happy afternoon over the kitchen fire, while the family were engaged, arid the servants busy in various directions. At last, just before the time Mrs. Tresham had wisely appointed for her return, Grace came and fetched her to the dining-room, where a little wine was given her, and, in a quiet way, THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 133 they all drank her health, and alluded to her great age. Mr. Tresham spoke very kindly to her, and she thanked him, and said she esteemed it a great favour to have been able to go to church again, and on such a day. Her voice sank as she spoke, and they would not suffer her to talk more, for she was evidentlv ■weary. Once more, therefore, Grace and Betsy packed her up, and she remained passive in her hands till she found herself in the carriage again. Then, looking up, she saw Mrs. Tre- sham close at hand, and said, in a half inau- dible voice, " Eh, you have been good, ma'am, and its been a blessed day, and I thank you ! " Mrs. Tresham nodded and smiled, and the little carriage bore away its burden to the cot- tage in the lane. They got her in, and set her down by the fireside in her old armchair, Avith the cushion Miss Grace had worked ; and she seemed quite pleased, saying, " Thank ye, thank ye, dears ! " in a low voice, several times. Betsy thought her sadly tired, and set about making her a 134 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. cup of tea, glancing at the old lady from time to time, as she sat watching intently the burn- ing up of the little bit of fire on which the kettle was placed. Her head and shoulders were bent down, and her hands were on her knees — an attitude very common to her — when suddenly, she turned round quite sharply, looked up at her granddaughter, and said, " I told you so, and nobody believed me !" Something in the tone of her voice made Betsv start. " Grandmother, dear, what is it ? " cried she. "Didn't I fell you so?" she exclaimed, testily. " I always knew I should dine with the Queen to-day. Folks will believe now, I suppose;" and she smoothed down the folds of the chintz dress. " But it was grander than I thought!" " She's wandering, father; what shall we do?" cried Betsy, much distressed. The simple restorative of the cup of tea was resorted to ; but, after a few spoonsful, the old widow turned away from it in dislike, and leant back in her chair. THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 135 " Nothing more," whispered she, " nothing more ! you saw I took it on my knees." " Yes, mother," said Jack, Avho became un- easy at her manner, " in church you know, in the house of God, that's where you've been to-day." " God's everywhere," was the old woman's rejoinder. " Here, now, perhaps." " With his saints," answered Jack, in a tone of love and respect. " With repenting sinners," she whispered, as she felt about for her son's arm, that she might lay her hand upon it. " Mother !" said Jack after a pause, and she repeated his name in reply. " Jack !" " Don't ye say any more about the Queen, please. You're tired, and don't know. It's Mrs. Tresham, and all of them there, you've been with, and had your dinner. Have your pipe, and go to bed now, and sleep it off." " Ay, I've been a long way," replied the old woman, rousing up, and apparently having heard only the last part of the sentence. " It's time I was at rest, indeed !" 136 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. But she sank back again in the chair as she spoke, and presently murmured for her grand- daughter. " Betsy, lass ! it's all over now. I got up to the dinner, as I thought, and heard the grace. Try and think of the grace ! ' The Lord make us truly thankful.' It's well the Queen re- members it, too !" A long pause followed, for old Lyddy had shut her eyes; and Betsy and her father con- sulted what was to be done. Old Jack was getting very nervous. He suggested trying her with her favourite pipe. It would soothe, and perhaps set her to sleep. Betsy agreed, and thev lit it and brought it to her. She looked at them out of her dark eyes, but the look was wandering and confused; and when at last her eyes fixed on the pipe, and she gathered Avhat they meant, shp shook her head, and made a sign that she would go to bed. Poor old Widow Cocker. This was the re- action after the excitement and fatigue of the day; but they hoped all would be well after she got to sleep. She sufi"ered herself to be un- THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY, 137 dressed, and laid down without a word of re- mark, beyond a whispered " thank God/' as her head sank on the pillow. Betsy and her father watched her for more than ten minutes, and satisfied themselves that she had really dropt asleep. This was so far well ; but there \vas too much irregularity about her breathing for them to lay aside anxiety. " Make up the fire," said Jack ; " I'll sit me down here ;" and he seated himself in the chair by his mother's bed. The girl made a cup of tea for them both; and after that nearly an hour* elapsed. " How is she breathing now, father?" asked Betsy, getting up softly and approaching Jack. " I don't hear it so uneasy as I did," answered he, in the same tone : " Listen, lass." Betsy stooped to listen, but at that moment there was a movement of the clothes. Old Lyddy was certainly waking. She moved her head, opened her eyes, and looked at them both. She was fearfully pale, and her breathing was very hard ; but all the confused look was gone. "Is this my hundredth birthday?" 138 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. murmured she. They told her, « Yes." " No more nonsense, dear," were her next half audible Avords, and the dark eyes even yet sought the face of her son. " Better still," came next : " It's to the Lord — Himself— I'm going ;" then followed a short pause, and then a whispered, " I hope" — and then she closed her eyes, and all was silent again. It was but too evident that some fatal change had come over the poor old widow. For some time past she had been kept up by « the little excitements of hope and expectation ; and the actual pleasure of the day, so long looked forward to, proved the drop that caused the brimming cup to overflow. Old Widow Cocker was dying. Betsy ran out to find some neighbour to fetch the doctor to the sick woman, for Jack would not leave his mother for an instant. He watched, rather than heard, the laboured breathing ; and made a last simple effort to obtain relief. He re-lit once more the favourite pipe, and brought it to the bed. '' Try it, mother dear," he entreated, as, with the fond THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 139 hope of success, he pressed it to her lips. She seemed to know what he wished, for she opened her lips, and made the effort, while Jack put his arm under the pillow, and so lifted her gently up. But it was in vain ; all power of using it was gone. For an instant the closed eyes re- opened. It was only to cast a last kind look on her son. When Betsy returned, she found her father sobbing on the chair by his mother's bed, with the pipe in his hand. " She cannot draw, Betsy," he exclaimed ; " she's tried, and she cannot draw. She must be dying now !"' She was indeed, or rather was she not dead already ? Ever since her son withdrew his arm from the pillow all had been still, and no one ever knew at wdiat moment the spirit passed away from the old worn-out frame. On a less foundation than this, I doubt not, many a legend has arisen, and become the talk of the country side. Should any one therefore be told, that in the village of Burnham-in-the- Fields it is commonly believed that, whenever there is a Queen upon the throne, any old 140 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. Avoman who lives to be a hundred years old will dine with her, as Lyddy Cocker did, he need not feel surprized ; for there were many people at the time, who, when they heard of the old widow's sudden death, shook their heads, and hinted that it was no wonder; vaguely implying that they really believed she had in some mysterious manner been as good as her word. To suo:si;est to the individuals of this turn of thought, that the old lady had actually been seen at church, was mere waste of time. " Of course, people thought she had been seen there, or at the Vicarage, or somewhere, or else she would have been looked for," was the reply; but the question was, whether the real Widow Cocker had not in the meantime carried out her intentions, and just come back in time, as she had always said she should wish to do, to die! But there was no end to the mysteries over Widow Cocker's death. The doctor had been out when he was sent for that evening, and was out all night. As he was riding home down the lane next morning, one of Widow Cocker's THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 141 neighbours, who was cleaning the steps by the garden-gate, stopped in her work ; and, getting up from her knees, gave him the information of the event of the previous night. Naturally, he expressed surprise and regret, and made a few inquiries. " It wanted just three minutes to nine," was the account he received in a subdued and solemn voice, " and I was standing at the doorstead, looking out at the snow, when all at once I heard the biggest noise in Lyddy's house, just as if some heavy thing or other had tumbled off the bed on to the floor. I went all of a chill in an instant, and you may think what my feelings was, when the next minute who should I see but Betsy running — I didn't know then she was seekng for somebody to fetch the doctor. ' Eh, lass,' says I, ' what's amiss ? ' ' Grandmother's ill,' says she. * 111,' says I, * and you leaving her ! Why, for anything you know, she's dead ! I heard a noise like I don't know what just now, as if some one had dropt off the bed on to the floor.' " " You don't mean to say she really had done 142 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. SO?" interrupted the doctor, aghast at the idea. " Oh dear, no," replied the neighbour very stiffly, and with a most mysterious shake of the head. " Then what on earth was the noise?" per- sisted the doctor rather angrily, for he had no time to waste over nonsense. " It's not for me to say," replied the neigh- bour, taking up the scouring-stone, and prepar- ing to kneel down and resume her w^ork. " Of course it was something consarning her death." This was the tale of the neighbour on one side. But the neighbour on the other was not the less favoured with supernatural indications than herself. " They hadn't much need to come and tell me Lyddy was dying," remarked she, impres- sively ; " I could have judged it before they got to the door ! " " How was that?" inquired I, to whom the account was given. " Well, ma'am, it was a very cold night, its true, and our George had gone to bed, and the THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 143 children were in bed too, and I was ready for bed myself, for the fire had gone out, and there was nothing to sit up for. But, after I got up- stairs, I bethought me that my good man had set his boots outside o'the doorstead when he came home, and that he hadn't fetched them in ; so I slipt down stairs again, and unfastened the door — and its true, ma'am, I assure you — as I opened it there passed by me — the swiftest, sweetest hush! — and I knew directly that some- thing had happened as surely as if I'd heard it in words ; and, when the neighbour came in to tell me she was dead, I said, ' Of course ! ' as if I'd known it all along. Ah, poor old body ! she was often in and out here, when she was able to move about better, and she knew the way well ! " Here my friend heaved a sigh, but, on very slight encouragement, started afresh. " There's a deal of talk astir about her havinc: been at church, and up at the Vicarage that day ; but I don't know what's to be said about it. I wasn't at church myself, certainly, to see, and people that did see ought to know. But I 144 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. know what poor old Lyddy talked about, and intended, and there's stranger things happens, that anybody knows anything of!" The surprising age to which Lydia Cocker had lived, and the no less surprising manner in which she retained her faculties, together with the fact that she was a stranger by birth, and had borne away the palm for years, in the village of her adoption, both for beauty and an amount of energetic intelligence, by no means common in the district, may account, in some measure, for the mysterious reports which got abroad respecting her death. She had never been thoroughly one of themselves. But, besides this, a belief in the supernatural is one of the instincts of our Nature ; and, wherever least regulated by clearly defined notions of Faith, it is most apt to break out in absurd and capricious developments. Hence, among the ignorant and ill-conducted we may find a man who would break the command- ments without the slightest apprehension — timid, nevertheless, at the notion of crossing a churchyard at night, or sitting alone with a THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. 145 corpse ; nay, ready to believe the most rhodo- montade tales of a spiritual visitation, made without an object, and leading to no result but that of causing people to stare. The great God of heaven and earth does not so trifle with His creatures; but, so long as the marvel is irre- gular, and not in the Bible, such people as I have described are open-mouthed to take it in, and exercise an amount of Faith, of which all we can say is, that it is a pity it is not directed to those Gospel doctrines which have for their aim the purification of our moral nature, and the providing us with a sure ground of hope in time of need. Grace Tresham wept over the grave of her old friend, and the tears stood in Mrs. Tresham's eyes too, as she listened to Betsy's account of her death, and the hope and comfort which had accompanied it. It was well, indeed, for the old Vv^idow that the long trials of her fiery spirit ended so sweetly and peacefully ; that the years of submission to God's will in life had prepared her to accept His guidance with childlike trust, wherever it might lead : yea, L 146 THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY. even when it led through the valley of the shadow of death. And oh ! happy for her it was, that when, in the short lightness before death, the innocent hallucination which had cheered the years of her weak old age departed, it was succeeded by a brighter vision, and a more exalted hope ; that although the poor old Widow went not, on her hundredth birthday, to the Palace of an earthly Queen, she closed her eyes that night in her humble cottage, trusting to awake to consciousness in " a house not made of hands, eternal in the Heavens," in the presence of the King of kings, the God of the fatherless and the widow. ., m- THE TREASURE-SEEKER. A LEGEND OF BONNEVAL. INTRODUCTION, " Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth." HEN ^sop's cock found the pre- cious stone on the dunghill, he turned it over with contempt, and pursued his search for something' more suited to his own particular wants and •wishes ; and, by doing so, he proved himself to be a treasure-seeker of the wisest and most phi- losophical description. Some people may be disposed to quibble at this conclusion, and to argue that it was only in consequence of the cock's ignorance, and lower standard of requirements, that he pre- ferred the barley-corn to the diamond. He 148 THE TREAyURE-SEEKER. was incapable, (they would say,) from his infe- riority, of appreciating the greater intrinsic worth of the gem. It would be a gi-and thing if people knew what they meant when they used such high- sounding phrases as " intrinsic worth ! " We speak of the " intrinsic worth" of a diamond, as if it was the acknowledged fact of the uni- verse; whereas we, temporary travellers in a a world which we are merely passing through, mean nothing but its value in a particular money-market, where a certain quantity of gold would be given in exchange for it. Take it to the islands of the south seas, where, what we should' be disposed to call trumpery little shells, would be offered as its equivalent; and then you can sit down and meditate to some purpose on the intrinsic worth of a gem. On your return home the shells would probably fetch only a few pence, and you, if you had agreed to the exchange, would find yourself very much in the position of Hans in Luck, when he had, by much ingenuity, converted his bar of gold into a grindstone; INTRODUCTION. 149 only you would not be, I fear, quite so con- tented as the hero of the German tale. No ! there is, in point of fact, no greater in- trinsic worth in the diamond than in the bar- ley-corn. Nay, that which serves as an article of food may justly claim to have the advantage over a useless bauble, the value of which lies solely in the value we set upon it. Of " in- trinsic worth" there is no question whatever. Having thus defended iEsop's cock from the charge of inferiority in judgment, I proceed to more general remarks. Very few things in this life have any intrinsic worth ; so few, that it is generally only a delu- sion we practise upon ourselves when we use the phrase. The standard of nominal value is regulated by our wants, wishes, and even whims ; and, as the variety of those is endless, so is the difference of opinion endless as to the value of the treasures of life. That we are all, however, treasure-seekers in our way, there can be no manner of doubt. Every man hns his own little circle of interests and excitements — undivulged, in many cases, 150 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. to even his nearest and dearest. Every man has his own little castle in the air, to which he is constantly travelling on the soothing wings of fancy, when the world around him becomes flat or annoying. Every man has his favourite train of thought, his more particularly che- rished hope, his secret aspiration, his idea of the possible perfection of life. " Every beloved object," says Novalis, " is the centre of a paradise." Oh, that we would all take heed that the centre of our respective paradises held a treasure worthy of the name ! Worthy of all the interest, and excitement, and love, and worship, and seeking, we bestow upon it ! Whatever may be thought generally of the wisdom of our old friend the cock's judgment in his selection of a treasure, all will admit that it was, undoubtedly, a wise one for a cock ; and the cock, therefore, had at any rate the great merit of knowing what was of real value to himself; of not being diverted from his search by a conventional delusion ; and of persevering to the end. INTRODUCTION. 151 Can as much be said of the mass of rational beings ? It is to be feared not. There is treasure-seeking, it is true, as I said, in all directions ; but the things which we con- sider as such, and the modes by which we seek to obtain them, are as different as light is from darkness; and — " How distant oft the thing we dote on most, From that for which we dote — felicity ! " What delusions we pass through ; what blun- ders we commit ; what follies we disgrace our- selves by, before we set up (if, indeed, we ever do), as a centre of our paradise of secret thought and enjoyment, anything deserving the worship of an immortal creature ! But again, among those who have rightly selected their treasure, how many are apt to fall short of the cock's wisdom in their mode of pursuing it ? Knowing what is of real value to themselves, they (unlike him) are but too often diverted from their search by conventional de- lusions, or fail of persevering to the end. A^as, that it should be so ! and alas, too, if such persons should fancy themselves above 152 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. takint; a lesson from the humble creature of whom we have spoken ! — of lookiu<; into life, and seeing, that, even where the object is a mistaken one, there is a merit, worthy all com- mendation, in the searching diligently till we have found what we believe to be essential to our happiness. It is reported that, in a sister isle, there is an organized society for heiress-hunting ; that is to say, for obtaining a fortune through the medium of a matrimonial alliance. A club of gentlemen, who have set before themselves a rich wife as the great desideratum of life, subscribe a trifle each, annually, to de- fray the expenses of a yearly journey of one of their guild (chosen by lot) to certain celebrated watering-places in England, where he may lay siege to the heart and purse of any young lady who may be visiting in the neighbourhood, (like himself,) in a nominal search of health and a little change. This is earnest treasure-seeking, but of a complicated kind ; involving the risk of losing as much comfort in one way as is gained in an- INTRODUCTION. 153 other. But the fraternity alluded to have, it is to be presumed, weighed all the costs. They are prepared to throw a shawl over a hump, if the riches cannot be had without one ; or to escape an ungenial temper by resorting to their club, should that unhappy defect be the inevit- able accompaniment of the coin. And here, whatever we may think of the object these men have in view, or of the means they use to secure it, there can be no doubt that they, like the cock, have the merit of having decided on what they want, and of working resolutely, and undiverted by conventional opi- nions, to that end. More cannot be expected from life than that a man should ascertain what is essential to his individual happiness, pursue it with unremitting zeal, and obtain it if he can. Only let him beware that he does not build up so admirable a structure upon a loose foun- dation ! Only let him examine beforehand, lest he should grasp success and disappointment together ! In olden times, some centuries ago, when a 154 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. superstitious religion made general superstition a still more common thing than it is at present; when neither prince nor peasant saw any reason why the charms of the necromancer should not prevail as well as the charms of the priest; when the miracles worked by pictures and relics, which men were required to believe, made them credulous of the possibility of any- thing they wished to believe, — treasure-seeking, of a very material and tangible sort, was in vogue, and in some cases became a perfect rage. * Offering all the irresistible attractions of a short cut to fame and fortune, it was equally acce{)table to the discontented man who had failed in other ways, and to the idle youth who had no fancy for any occupation which in- volved mental or bodily labour. And the pur- suit, when once indulged in, possessed a morbid fascination for its victims, which soon (like that of gambling) bade defiance to reason and the results of experience, and fed upon the excite- ment of even disappointment itself. This sort of treasure-seeking, born as it was INTRODUCTION. 155 of superstition, was fostered by the old traditions and legendary" beliefs which from time to time crept into currency, no one could exactly say how. Few facts in the natural history of the human race are more interesting and satisfactory than its inveterate belief in the supernatural. Through all the horrors and abominations of savage pagan creeds, the one consolatory feature remains, that men of all races and ages have a conviction, amounting to instinct, of a something beyond this world, to be hoped for, feared, and wor- shipped. Philosophers may endeavour, as they please, to reason out the delusion ; and the dissolute liver may try to laugh down those established moral laws which are built upon a creed that demands sobriety and honesty of life. But it is all in vain. Crush down the instinct in one corner, and it rises up with proportionate force in another. Discard religion, and superstition will rise in her place, and rule with a rod of iron terror ; for nature will not be baulked of her rights ; and the already half-immortal creature. 156 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. though fettered by its earthly tabernacle, must have something to believe. Observe the working of this fact at the present day, and in cases where you would least expect to find it at all. See the philosopher, who reasoned himself long ago out of all faith in the Gospel, succumbing, without a moment's hesi- tation, to the spiritual pretensions of some soiree- giving ladv, with a coterie of miraculouslv-en- dowed mediums. See the man who would argue and dispute about the possibility of Christ's coming again to judge the world, believing that his own great grandfather's spirit has returned from its resting- place to have a chat with him through the leg of a mahogany dinner-table ! See the village drunkard come reeling home to his wife, in terror, and half-sobered for once, because, in returning from his midnight orgies, he has seen something which has made known to him that one of his family is about to die ! " If it be nobbut thee, it'll be a rare good job," is the wife's cordial salutation. " Thou's wrang there, woman," is the re- INTRODUCTION. 157 joinder. " It's not to be me. I nobbut wish I was as sure it wad be thee .'" See this man, who lives without the fear of God, and yet trembles before a shadow ! See him who has no knowledge of a future state, yet believes that a special summons to death has been revealed to him ! . . . . But let us be thankful that it is so ; let us be thankful that when a man has either reasoned or sinned himself out of religion, superstition is ever near at hand to keep his head out of the mire of materialism. Believe something beyond this world we all must, and do. Let us hope that, now and then, superstition may lead her votaries back to a purer and more rational faith. In the town of Bonneval in France, a place situated on the river Loir (not la Loire, but le Loir, a branch of it), a strange legend at one time prevailed ; a legend of treasure-seeking in its most distinctive form. It purported that all hidden treasures could be discovered in Bonneval, and its surrounding neighbourhood, by any one who should search for them at the 158 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. time wlien the priest was reading the Genealogy during the performance of the midnight mass on Christmas-eve. All things considered, it was a well-devised legend ; for the period named was so brief, that any failures in attempts built upon it, could easily be attributed to the fact that the magical time had been anticipated or passed over before the spot had been reached ; or that some saint had counteracted the charm in consequence of the seeker's having deserted the service of the temple in favour of that of Mammon. Also, to the credit of the times be it spoken, there were but a few, and those very reckless spirits, who would have dared to forsake the Church in the midst of so solemn a service, on so worldly a pretence ; and if any did so, and failed in their object, they were sure to keep their failure to themselves. Whilst, therefore, this semi-religious legend seemed to countenance the treasure-seeking of the day, of which designing men made a very profitable business, there was but little danger of its bringing the pursuit into discredit by numerous disappointments. INTRODUCTION. 159 But the adventure of one treasure-seeker of the district of Bonneval I am going to put upon record, and my readers must make their own conclusions upon its result. Whether they will consider it a success or a failure will de- pend on the tone of their own mind, and on the nature of their views of life. To give another turn to ^Esop's fable, it must be remembered that sometimes when we are looking for a barley-corn, we may chance to come upon a precious stone. God is often more merciful to us than we are to ourselves. Bonneval is now a manufacturing town, and its old monastery of Benedictine monks was long ago converted into a corn-market. It figures on the ancient map of the once extensive " Comte de Blois," as a border town of that delicious region of France, so rich in forests and rivers, so prolific in grain, which included within its limits several towns of historical in- terest and importance, as Blois and Romoran- tin ; but more especially Chatcaudun, which was so celebrated for its pure keen air, and the still 160 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. keener wits of its inhabitants, that it originated a proverb, " He comes from Chateaudun, he understands with half-a-word." * " I said more especially Chateaudun," be- cause that town is more connected with the fate of the treasure-seeker of Bonneval than the others I have named. Outwardly remarkable for its beautiful posi- tion, being situated on the side of an eminence, in a valley surrounded by hills, both it and the territory round it, were renowned in olden times for several mysterious peculiarities, besides that of the wit of its inhabitants. On one side of the town, for instance (towards the north), all the vines that were planted produced verjuice from their grapes instead of wine : but, though the historian records not on what occasion this misfortune commenced, he leaves us to suppose that it was a visitation, and had not always been the case. Again, there was formerly near Chateaudun a fountain, named the fountain " des Jalans," which, according as its Avaters rose or fell, pre- * H est de Chateaudun, U entend a demy mot. INTRODUCTION. 161 saged favourable or unfavourable seasons for the country, " et eela est si assure," quotli the chronicler, " que ces vilains hommes, qui font leur felicite de la misere publique, reglent I'employ de leurs deniers en 1 'achat des bleds, sur le pied de I'etat ou se trouve cette fontaine." * In another quarter we find a marshy river, " La Conie," whose waters are augmented neither by snow or rain in winter, but, contrary to other rivers, swell and increase during the heats of summer ; and if ever this stream overflows its banks (which it does but seldom), fatal ex- perience has proved that the event is a sure presage of famine, pestilence, or war ! Our readers will not care to investigate further the superstitions of Chateaudun ; but neither will they wonder at them, when they hear that it was the birthplace of a celebrated French astrologer and physician, Florent de Villiers, who, it is Aot unreasonable to conjecture, may have bequeathed to his native town some of the traditions we have described ; as he died in all the ardour of astrological fame, having publicly * Histoire de Blois, p. 219. M 162 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. taught the science, and been honoured by the visits of royalty itself.* A remarkable natural curiosity of the place remains to be noticed. A vast subterranean vault, commonly called " The Gulf," which appears to have been formed by Nature for the preservation of the town from certain inunda- tions of the river, with which it is occasionally threatened in the winter, during heavy rains and storms. As it is, the waters, finding in that huge receptacle a natural and congenial outlet for their abundance, give but little dis- turbance to the peaceful inhabitants of Cha- teaudun. These matters have been touched upon, as bearing on the tale that follows. * Charles VIII. THE TEEASUEE-SEEKEE. A LEGEND OF BONNEVAL. SHOULD'NT have known you, Mr. Adrian !" said the old woman. " A nurse not know her foster- chikl, after only a two years' ab- sence, Christine?" answered the young man. "Incredible!" " But you're so altered, sir," continued Christine, as she bustled to take away a wet travelling cloak, and hang it over a chair to dry. " It must be for the better then, luckily," observed the young man, gaily. " I, you know, nurse, couldn't change for the worse." " I know no such thing, Mr. Adrian," re- 164 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. plied Christine, stopping in her walk across the brick floor. " How shoiild I ?" " Because I was everything bad and ugly before I went away. You surely don't mean to tell me I'm come back worse and uglier still?" There was a slight bitterness, only too per- ceptible, in the tone of the joke. " / never said you were ugly," responded old Christine. '■'■ No ; but one did, who ought to be a better judge than you," remarked Adrian. " Mr. Adrian," said Christine, coming close up to the chair on which the young man was sitting, in front of a wood-fire that was piled up on the hearth ; " don't be bringing up what your mother has said to jest at. You have no need to mind it, of course, for she was never much of a mother to you ; but don't make a jest of it, for it makes me angry to hear it." " I have not had to be reproved often for too much jesting, Christine!" remarked the youth, sadly. The old woman had been moving away, but THE TREASURE-SEEKER. 165 she stopped short when she heard this observa- tion ; fixed her eyes on her foster-chikl, and looked more than half disposed to cry. " Bad and ugly ! " murmured she, as she gazed on Adrian's open face and manly figure with pride and affection. " They must be fools who think it. But never mind ! you've grown ruddy and well," she added, " and it does one's heart good to see you ! " "Change of air, nurse !" cried Adrian, turn- ing from the fire to meet the old woman's gaze. " Ay ! but you look so pleasant and happy too !" added she. " Change of company, that," responded Adrian, with a smile. " There's nothing like getting away fx*om home for being made much of, nurse! You shall go with me next time, and try." " You've found friends, then ?" asked Chris- tine, with eager interest ; and now, as she spoke, she sat down so as to face her foster-child. " Plenty ! " answered he ; laying a stress on the word, and returning her anxious look of inquiry with a steady one of assurance. 166 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. " Thank God for that ! " exclaimed the old woman, warmly ; and there was a pause, which was broken by the j'oung man. " I can't face them to-night, Christine — can you shelter me here?" A pleasant assent was the answer ; although in the same breath the old woman lamented her want of proper accommodation — a regret which Adrian cut short at once. " No apologies, Christine ! " cried he ; " or I shall think I am not welcome, and run away. But come ! its settled now, so sit still awhile, and tell me more about my people. My bro- ther is really at Chateau dun, you say?" A shake of the head and a dismal " Ay ! " was Christine's only answer. " Did he never take to the business at all, after I left them two years ago?" " Only for a few months, Mr. Adrian. Just for that short time it seemed to be going on as usual; but then, all at once, he grew restless and idle, and the next thing I heard was, that he had put it all into the hands of an agent, and was gone." THE TREASURE-SEEKER. 167 "And have you heard how he passes his time at Chateaudun ? " inquired Adrian. " Has he any occupation, any real business ? Does he do anything?" " I should be sorry to say he did," answered Christine, gravely. " From all I can learn it's all flash and gaiety from one day to another, and has been ever since he Avent." " But how then ;" and here Adrian stopped short, and looked Christine in the face. " Ay, I know, I know ! " responded Chris- tine, rocking her head backwards and forwards. " Why, any fool may see what it must all come to ! When your poor dear father's money is gone, and nothing has been added to it, they'll all be finished up together. Just that ! Oh, Mr. Adrian!" added the old woman, with tears in her eyes, and laying her hand on her foster-child's arm ; " you do say, don't you ? that you have found friends, and are doing well yourself; tell me again, dear heart, do ! You won't be mixed up in this mess any way ?" " Never fear for me," answered Adrian ; " I 168 THE TREASURE-SEEKER. have been willing to labour, and God has sent me work." "And will you tell me then, sir?" cried Christine, troubled, and evidently puzzled also; " will you tell me what can have brought you back ? You can help nothing here. They hav'nt loved you, nor treated you like a son or a brother ; they scorned your advice when you gave it; they almost bade you begone about your business. What has brought you back, to be troubled by theirs ? " " The thought of my father, Christine," was Adrian's answer. Christine was silent, but shook her head sor- rowfully, as if not satisfied yet. " It was on his death-bed," continued Adrian, " that he charged my brother to take care of his — 02