61FT OP ROBERT" BE1PHBR A NARRATIVE POEM BY JOAQUIN MILLER HERBERT B.TURNER & CO. BOSTON 1907 Copyright, 1907, by HERBERT B. TURNER & CO. Published, March, 1007 The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. US.A >W ASPIRATION T ET me explain that this was penned amid *-!* the scenes described, in order to get the color, action, and atmosphere, and that from time to time fragments were in print during my wanderings; so you may find bits in the book not entirely new. But as these were photographs, so far as I could make them, they must remain unchanged. My aspiration is and ever has been, in my dim and uncertain way, to be a sort of Columbus or a Corte^. " And if 1 perish, I perish." But I need room. I need not only the latitude but even the longitude of all known oceans and of all glorious nature to sail these uncharted bucca neer seas. For the tribute of song and story must be not only worthy them but of sympathetic interest and sincere concern to you, my ardent reader. Besides and above all, despising the hazard of new work and ways, I aspire to picture the matchless, magnificent, and terrible splendors of our gold- sir own and flame-fed Arctic Empire. v 1 62222 AN ASPIRATION At the same time, please let me pioneer a little further and try to set the banner of Song on the sunlit Islands, along the sea bank of everlasting Summer, and over against the cloud-born battle ments of our mighty American Ocean. VI BOOK FIRST OF THE UNIVERSITY , OF . FORM 1 CANTO I A YUCCA crowned in creamy bloom, ^^ A yucca freighted with perfume, Breathed fragrance up the blossomed steep; The warm sea winds lay half asleep, Lay drowsing in the dreamy wold By Saint Francisco s tawny Bay, As if to fold, forever fold, Worn, wearied wings and rest alway In careless, languid Arcady. ii Some clean, lean Eucalyptus trees, Wind-torn and tossing to the blue, Kept ward above the silent two Who sat the fragrant sundown seas Above the sounding Golden Gate Nor questioned overmuch of fate; 3 LIGHT For she was dowered, gold on gold, With wealth of face and form untold ! And he was proud and passionate. in Ten thousand miles of mobile sea This sea of all seas blent as one Wide, unbound book of mystery, Of awe, of sibyl prophecy, Ere yet a ghost or misty ken Of God s far, first Beginning when Vast darkness lay upon the deep; As when God s spirit moved upon Such waters cradled in such sleep Such night as never yet knew dawn, Such night as weird atallaph weaves But never mortal man conceives. IV He looked to heaven, God; but she Saw only his face and the sea. He said his fond face leaned to hers, The warmest of God s worshipers "In the beginning? Where and when, Before the fashioning of men, Swung first His high lamps to and fro, To light us as we please to go? 4 LIGHT And where the waters, dark deeps when God spake, and said, Let there be light ? They still house where they housed, as then, Dark curtained with majestic night Dusk Silence, in travail of Light That knew not man or man s, at all Steel battle-ship or wood-built wall. "Aye, these, these were the waters when God spake and knew His fair first-born That silent, new-born baby morn, Such eons ere the noise of men. His Southern Cross, high-built about The deep, set in a town of stars, Commemorates, forbids a doubt That here first fell God s golden bars Red bars, with soft, white silver blent, Broad sown from sapphire firmament. VI " Behold what wave-lights leap and run Swift up the shale from out the sea Inwove with silver, gold and sun! Light lingers in the tawny mane Of wild oats waving lazily Far upon the climbing poppy plain; 5 LIGHT Far up yon steeps of dusk and dawn Black night, white light, inwound as one. But when, when fell that far, first dawn With ways of gold to walk upon? VII "I know not when, but only know That darkness lay upon yon deep, Lay cradled, as a child asleep, And that God s spirit moved upon These waters ere the burst of dawn When first His high lamps to and fro Swung forth to guide which way to go. VIII " I only know that Silence keeps High court forever still hereon, That Silence lords alone these deeps, The silence of God s house, and keeps Inviolate yon water s face. As if still His abiding place, As ere that far, first burst of dawn Ere fretful man set sail upon. IX "The deeps," he mused, are still, as when Dusk Silence kept her curtained bed Low moaning for the birth of dawn, 6 LIGHT When she should push black night aside, As some ghoul nightmare most abhorred When she might laughing look upon God s first-born glory, holy Light As when fond Eve exulting cried, In mother-pain, with mother-pride, " Behold the fair first-born of men! I gat a man-child of the Lord!" As one discerning some sweet nook Of wild oats, mantling yellow, pink, Will pass, then turn and turn to look, Then pass again to think and think, Then try to not turn back again, But try and try to quite forget And, sighing, try and try in vain; So you would turn and turn again To her, her girlish woman s grace Full-flowered yet fond baby s face. XI Her wide, sweet mouth, an opened rose, Pushed out, reached out, as if to kiss; A mobile mouth in proud repose This moment, then unlike to this As storm to calm, as day to night, 7 LIGHT As sullen darkness to swift light; This new-made woman was, the sun And surged sea interwound in one. XII Her proud and ample lips pushed out As kissing sea-winds unaware; And then they arched in angry pout, As if she cared yet did not care. Then lightning lit her great, wide eyes, As if black thunder walled the skies, And all things took some touch of her, The while she stood nor deigned to stir: The while she saw with vision dim Saw all things, yet saw only him. XIII Such eyes as compass all the skies, That see all things yet naught have seen; Such eyes of love or sorrow s eyes A martyr or a Magdalene? How sad that all great souls are sad! How sad that gladness is not glad That Love s sad sister is sweet Pain, That only lips of beauty drain Life s full-brimmed, glittering goblet dry, And only drain the cup to die! 8 LIGHT XIV The yellow of her poppy hair Was as red gold is, when at rest; But when aroused was as the west m sunset flame and then take care! Her tall, free-fashioned, supple form Was now some sudden, tropic storm, Was now some lily leaned at play. What sea and sun, sunshine and shower, Full flowered ere the noon of day, Full June ere yet the morn of May, This sun-born blossom of an hour Precocious Californian flower! xv She answered not but looked away With brown hand arched above her brow, As peers a boatman from his prow, To where white sea-doves wheeled at play. She watched them long, then turned and sighed And looking in his face she cried, While blushing prettily, "Behold, There is no mateless dove, not one! And see! not one unhappy dove, Ten thousand circling in the sun, Entangled as the mesh of fate, Yet each remains as true as gold 9 LIGHT And constant courts his pretty mate. See here! See there! Behold, above I think each dove would die for love." He watched the shallows spume the shore And fleck the shelly, drifting shale, Then far at sea his swift eyes swept Where one tall, stately, snow-white sail Its silent course majestic kept And gloried in its alien mood, As his own soul in solitude XVI "The shallows murmur and complain, The shallows turn with wind and tide, They fringe with froth and moil the main; They wail and will not be denied Poor, puny babes, unsatisfied! XVII "The lighthouse clings her beetling steep Above the rock-sown, ragged shore Where Scylla and Charybdis roar And dangers lurk and shallows keep Mad tumult in the house of sleep. The shallows moan and moan alway The deeps have not one word to say. 10 LIGHT XVIII " I reckon Silence as a grace That was ere light had name or place; A saint enshrined ere hand was laid To fashioning of man or maid. For, storm or calm, or sun or shade, Fair Silence never truth betrayed; For, ocean deep or dappled sky, Saint Silence never told a lie." CANTO II TT*ROM out the surge of Sutro s steep, * Beyond the Gate a rock uprears, So sudden, savage, unawares * The very billows start and leap, As frightened at its lifted face, So shoreless, sealess, out of place: A sea-washed, surge-locked isle, as lone As lorn Napoleon on his throne His Saint Helena throne, where still The dazed world in dumb wonder turns To his high throned, imperious will And incense burns and ever burns. Here huge sea-lions climb and cling, Despite of surge and sethe and shock, 11 LIGHT The topmost limit of the rock, And one is named Napoleon, king. Behold him lord the land, the sea, In lone, unquestioned majesty! ii She saw, she raised alert her head With eager face and cheery said : "What lusty, upheaved, bull-built neck! What lungs to lift above the roar! What captain on his quarter-deck To mock the sea and scorn the shore! I like that scar across his breast, I like his ardent, lover s zest!" in The huge sea-beast uprose, uprose, As if to surely topple down; He reached his black and bearded nose Above his harem, gray, black, brown, Sleek, shining, wet or steaming dry, And mouthed and mouthed against the sky. IV What eloquence, what hot love pain! What land but this, what love but his? What isle of bliss but this and this To roar and love and roar again? 12 LIGHT What land, what love but this his own, Loud thundered from his slippery throne; Loud thundered in his Sappho s ear, As if she could not, would not hear. v At last her heart was moved and she Raised two bright eyes to his black beard, Then sudden turned, as if she feared, And threw her headlong in the sea, Another Sappho, all for love. While Phaon towered still above An instant only; yet once more That upheaved head, that great bull neck, That sea-born, bossed, bull-throated roar A poise, a plunge, a flash, a fleck, And far down, caverned in the deep, Where sea-green curtains swing and sweep And varicolored carpets creep, Soft emerald or amethyst, Two lion lovers kept sweet tryst. VI She looked, looked long, then smiled, then sighed, A proud, pure soul unsatisfied, Then sat dense grasses suddenly And thrust a foot above the sea. She threw her backward, arms wide out, LIGHT And up the poppy-spangled steep O er grass-set cushions sown in gold, As she would sleep yet would not sleep. She reached her wide hands fast about And grasses, gold and manifold, Of lowly blossoms, pink and blue, She gathered in and laughing threw, With bare-armed, heedless, happy grace Threw fragrant handfuls in his face. And then as if to sleep she lay, A babe nursed at the breast of May Lay back with wide eyes to the skies And clouds of wondrous butterflies; Such Mariposa blooms in air! Such bloomy, golden, poppy hair! And which were hers or poppy s gold Without close care none could have told; And which were butterflies or bloom, To guess there was not guessing room, The while, in quest of sweets or rest, They fanned her face, they kissed her breast. VII That face like to a lilt of song A face of sea-shell tint, with tide Of springtime flowing fast and strong And fearless in its maiden pride LIGHT Such rich rose ambushed in such hair Of heedless, wind-kissed, poppy gold, Blown here, blown there, blown anywhere, Soft-lifting, falling fold on fold, As made gold poppies where she lay Turn envious, turn green as May! What wise face yet what wilful face, A face that would not be denied No more than gipsy winds that race The sea bank in their saucy pride; A form that knew yet only knew The natural, the human, true. VIII Those two round mounds of Nineveh, What treasures of the past they knew! But these two round mounds here to-day Hold treasures richer far than they, And prophecies more truly true. Old Nineveh s twin mounds are dust; They only know the ghostly past; But these two new mounds hold in trust The awful future, hold the vast Unbounded empire, land or sea, Henceforth, for all eternity. Let pass dead pasts; far wiser turn And delve the future; love and learn. 5 . VERSITY J LIGHT IX It seems she dreamed. She slept, we know, A happy, quiet little space, Then thrust a round limb far below And half-way turned aside her face, And then she threw her arms wide out In sleep, and so reached blind about, As if for something she might find From fortune-telling, gipsy wind. x The soft, warm winds from far away Were weary, and they crept so near They lay against her willing ear As if they had so much to say. And she, she seemed so glad to hear The while she loving, sleeping lay And dreamed of love nor dreamed of doubt, But laughing thrust her form far out And down the fragrant poppy steep In playful, restless, happy sleep. She sighed, she heaved her hilly breast, As one who would but could not rest. XI How natural, how free, how fair, The while the happy winds on wings, 16 LIGHT As larger butterflies, laid bare A rippled, braided rim of white And outstretched ankles exquisite. What arms to hold a babe at breast Such breast as prudist never guessed! What shapely limbs, what everything That makes great woman great and good That makes for proud, pure motherhood! XII Such thews as mount the steeps of morn, Such limbs as love, not lust shall share, Such legs as God has shaped to bear The weight of ages, worlds unborn; Such limbs as Lesbian shrines revealed When comely, longing mothers kneeled; Such thews as Phidias loved to hew, Such limbs as Leighton loved to draw When painting tall, Greek girls at play; Such legs as blind old Homer saw, As Marlowe knew but yesterday, When Helen climbed in dreams for him Her cloud-topped towers of Ilium. LIGHT CANTO III AltT HITE sea-gulls glistened in the sun Ten thousand if a single one And every sea-dove knew his mate. Far, far at sea, the Farallones Sent up a million plaintive moans From sea-beasts moaning love, or hate. The sun sank weary, flushed and worn, The warm sea-winds sank tattered, torn, The sun and sea lay welded, wed; The day lay crouched upon the deep Half closed, as eyes half closed in sleep, Half closed, as some good book half read. ii The sea was as an opal sea Inlaid with scintillating light, Yet close about and left and right The sea lay banked and bossed in night, As black as ever night may be. in The sundown sea all sudden then Lay argent, pallid, white as death. As when some great thing dies; as when 18 LIGHT A god gasps in one final breath And heaves full length his somber bed. The sundown sea now shone, mobile, Translucent, flaming, molten steel, Red, green, then tenfold more than red, And then of every hue, a hint Of doubloons spilling from the mint, Alternate, changing, manifold, Yet melting, minting all to gold. IV Far mountain peaks flashed flecks of gold And dashed with dappled flecks the skies. "Behold," said he, "the fleecy fold Now slowly, surely, homeward hies. Such cobalt blue, such sheep of gold, Such gold as hath not place or name In elsewhere land, because no seer Hath seen or dauntless prophet told Where stood the loom in primal peace That wove the fair, first golden fleece. Behold, what gold-flecked flocks of Light! Ten million moving sheep of gold, Wee lambs of gold that nudge their dams, Great horned, wrinkled, heady rams! LIGHT "Slow-shepherded, the golden sheep, With bent horns lowered to the deep, Come home; the hollows of the sea Receive and house them lovingly. The little lambs of Light come home And house them in the argent foam, The while He counts them every one, And shuts the Gate, for day is done. VI "Aye, day is done, the dying sun Sinks wounded unto death to-night; A great, hurt swan, he sinks to rest, His wings all crimson, blood his breast! What wide, low wings, reached left and right, He sings, and night and swan are one One huge black swan of Helicon. VII "What crimson breast, what crimson wings The while he dies, and dying sings! Yet safe is housed the happy fold, The golden sheep, the fleece of gold That lured the dauntless Argonaut The fleece that daring Jason sought." 20 LIGHT VIII She waking sighed, soft murmuring, As waters from some wood-walled spring: "Oh happy, huge, horn-headed rams, To guide and lead the golden fleece, To ward the fold of fat increase Fast mated to your golden dams! With bridal gold, what golden bride, What golden twin lambs, side by side! Oh happy, happy nudging lambs, Thrice happy, happy golden dams! IX His face was still against the west; For still a flush of gold was there That would not or that could not rest, But seemed some night bird of the air. At last, with half-averted head And dreamfully, as dreaming, said: "What banker gathers yonder gold That sinks, sea-washed, beyond the deeps? Lie there no sands to house and hold This sunset gold in countless heaps? There sure must be some far, fierce land, Some Guinea shore, some fire-fed strand, Some glowing, palm-set, pathless spot Where all this sunset gold is stored, 21 LIGHT As misers gather hoard on board. There sure must be, beyond this sea, Some Argo s gold, some argosy, Some golden fleece, long since forgot, To wait the coming Argonaut." She sprang up sudden, savagely, And flushed, and paled, looked far away, Grinding gold poppies with her heel. She could not say, she could but feel. She nothing said, because that they Who really feel can rarely say. And then she looked up, forth and far, And pointed to the pale North Star, The while her color went and came From pink to white, from frost to flame. XI For this, the one forbidden theme, The one hard, dread, unquiet dream That he should go, lead forth and far Below the triple Arctic star, As he had planned; and now to speak, To hint she heard with pallid cheek. Hard had she tried, had fain forgot How strong, strange men were trending far 22 LIGHT Against this cold, elusive star, And he their Jason Argonaut! CANTO IV 1LTOW passing fair, how wondrous fair This daughter of the yellow sun! Her sunlit length and strength of hair Seemed sun and gold inwound in one. How strangely silent, unaware, Unconscious quite of strength or grace Or peril of her beauteous face, She stood, the first-born of a race, A proud, new race, scarce yet begun. How tall she stood, free debonair How stately and how supple, tall, The time she loosened and let fall Her tossed and mighty Titian hair! So beautiful she was, as one From out some priceless picture-book! You could but love, you had no choice But love and turn again to look. How young she was and yet how old! Red orange ripened in the sun 23 LIGHT Where never hand had reached as yet. The calm strength of her lifted face, The low notes of her tuneful voice, Were mint-marks of that wondrous race But scarcely born nor known as yet Beyond yon yellow hills that fret Warm sea-winds with their waving pine. A princess of that royal line Of kings who came and silent passed, Yet, passing, set bold, royal hand And mighty mint-mark on the land, And set it there to last and last, As if in bronzen copper cast. in He, too, was born of men who wooed The savage walks of solitude, And hewed close, clean to nature s laws - Of men who knew not tears or fears, Of men full-sexed, yet men who knew Not sex till perfect manhood was. When men had thews of antique men, And one stood with the strength of ten; When men gat men who dared to do; Gat men of heart who dwelt apart, As Adam dwelt, when giants grew And men as gods drew ample breath 24 LIGHT As Adams with their thousand years, Ere drunkenness of sex had done The silly world to willing death. IV What royal parentage, what true Nobility, those men who knew The light, who chased the yellow sun From sea to sea triumphantly, And westward fought and westward won, As never daring man had done. v They housed with God upon the height; Companioned with the peak, the pin They led the red-lit firing line. Walled round by room and room and room, They read God s open book at night, And drank His star-distilled perfume; By day they dared the trackless west And chased the battling sun to rest. VI Such sad, mad marches to the sea, Such silent sacrifice, such trust! Such months of marching, misery, Such mountains heaped with heroes dust! Yet what stout thews the fearless few 25 LIGHT Who won the sea at last, who knew The cleansing fire and laid hold To hammer out their house of gold! VII Their cities zone their sea of seas, Their white tents top the mountain s crest. The coward? He trenched not with these. The weakling? He was laid to rest. Each man stood forth a man, such men As God wrought not since time began, Each man a hero, lion each. Behold what length of limb, what length Of life, of love, what daring reach To deep-hived honeycomb! What strength! How clean his hands, how stout his heart To dare, to do, camp, court or mart. He stands so tall, so clean, he hears The morning music of the spheres. VIII He loved her, feared her, far apart, He kept his ways and dreamed his dreams; He sang strange songs, he tuned his heart To music of the pines that preach Such sermons on such holy themes As only he who climbs can reach. 26 LIGHT IX He would not selfish pluck one rose To wear upon his breast a day And let its perfume pass away With any wind that comes or goes. Why, he might walk God s garden through Nor touch one bud nor fright one bird. The music of the spheres he heard, The harmony he breathed, he knew. He never marred God s harmony With one harsh thought. The favored few Who cared to live above the sod And lift glad faces up to God He knew loved all as well as he, Had equal right to rose or tree. And he must spare all to the day Their willing feet should pass the way God in His garden walked at eve. And as for weaklings who by turn Would jest or jeer, he could but grieve, And pity all and silent say: "Let us lead forth, make fair the way; By time and stress they, too, will learn Which way to live, to love, to turn." 27 LIGHT XI The long, lean Polar bear uprose, Outreached a paw, a bare, black nose, As if to still hold hard control, By glacier steep or ice-packed main, His mighty battlemented snows. He bared his yellow teeth in vain; Then backed against his bleak North Pole He sulked and shook his icy chain. And he who dared not pluck a rose, As if in chorus with his pine, Must up and lead the battle line Beyond the awesome Arctic chine. XII No airy sighs, no tales to tell; He knew God is, that all is well, That death is but a name, a date, A milestone by the stormy road, Where you may lay aside your load And bow your face and rest and wait, Defying fear, defying fate. XIII How fair is San Francisco Bay When golden stars consort and when The moon pours silver paths for men, 28 LIGHT And care walks by the other way! Huge ships, black-bellied, lay below Broad, yellow flags from silken Chind, Round, blood-red banners from Nippon, Like to her sun at sudden dawn Brave battle-ships as white as snow, With bannered stars tossed to the wind, Warm as a kiss when love is kind. XIV Twas twilight, such soft, twilight night As only Californians know, When faithful love is forth, and when The Bay lies bathed in mellow light; And perfumed breath and softened breeze Blows far from Honolulu s seas From sundown seas in afterglow When Song sits at the feet of men And pipes, low-voiced as mated dove, For love to measure step with love. xv And yet, for all the perfumed seas, The peace, the silent harmonies, The two stood mute, estranged before Her high-built, stately, opened door High up the terraced, plunging hill As hushed as death, as white and still. 29 LIGHT XVI The moon, amid her yellow fleet, With full, white sail, moved on and on, And drew, as loving hearts are drawn, All seas of earth fast following, As slow she sailed her sapphire seas. Then, as if pausing, pitying, She poured down at their very feet Broad silver ways to walk upon Which way they would, or east or west, Which way they would, or worst or best. XVII Her voice was low, low leaned her head, Her two white hands all helpless prest As if to hush her aching breast, As if to bid her aching heart To silent bear its bitter part, The while she choking, sobbing, said: "Then here, for all our poppy days, Here, here, the parting of the ways?" XVIII "Aye, so you will it. Here divide The ways, forever and a day. You, you you women lead the way You lead where love hangs crucified, 3 OF TKF * \ UNIVERSITY 1 / s/ OF LIGHT Where love is laid prone in the dust Where cunning, cold men mouth sweet lies And make pure love their merchandise. You heedless lead to hollow lands Of bloodless hearts and nerveless hands; I will not rival such, nay, nay Not look on such, save with disgust." xix Her head sank lower still: her hair, Her heavy hair, great skeins of gold, Hung loosened, heedless, fold on fold, As if she cared not, could not care; She tried to speak but nothing said; She could but press her aching heart, Step back a pace and shudder, start, The while she slowly moved her head, As if to say; but nothing said. xx Her silence lit his soul with rage, He strode before her, forth and back, A lion strident in his cage, Hard bound within his iron track. And then he paused, shook back his head, And fronting her half savage said; "My father, yours, each Argonaut 3 LIGHT An Alexander, to this sea Came forth and conquered mightily. XXI "God, what great loves, what lovers when These westmost states were born of men, When giants gripped their hands and came With nerves of steel and souls of flame Could you not wait within yon Gate, As their loves dared to wait and wait? An hundred thousand Didos sat Atlantic s sea-bank nor forgot, The while their lovers westmost fought, But patient sat as Dido, when She waved /Eneas back again And bravely dared to smile thereat. XXII "Hear me! All Europe, rind to core, Is rotting, crumbling, base to top. Withhold the gold and silver prop Our dauntless fathers hewed of yore From yonder seamed Sierras core, And such a toppling you may hear As never fell on mortal ear. LIGHT XXIII "What s London town but sorrow s town And sins, such as I dare not name? Such thousands creeping up and down Its dreary streets in draggled shame! What s London but a market pen Its hundred thousand lewd, rude men? What s London but a town of stone, Its thousand thousand women prone? XXIV "What s Paris but a printed screen, A gaudy gauze that scant conceals The sensuous nakedness between The folds it but the more reveals? What s Paris but a circus, fair, To tempt this west world s open purse With tawdry trinkets, toys bizarre? Ah, would that she were nothing worse! What s Paris but a piteous mart For west-world mothers crazed to trade Some silly, simpering, weak maid For thread-bare, out-at-elbows rank To outworn, weak degenerate Whose bank is but the faro bank, Whose grave bounds all his real estate; 33 LIGHT Whose boast, whose only stock in trade, A duel and a ruined maid! xxv "What s Berlin, Dresden, sorry Rome, But traps that take you unaware? Behold yon paintings, right at home, Where nature paints with patient care Such splendid pictures, sea and shore, As all the world should bow before; Such pictures hanging to the skies Against the walls of Paradise, From base to bastion, as should wake Piave s painter from the dust; Such walls of color crowned in snow, Such steeps, such deeps, profoundly vast, As old-time Art had died to know, And knowing, died content, as he Who looked from Nimo s steep to see, Just once, the Promised Land, and passed! And yet, for all yon scene, this sea, You will not bide, Penelope?" XXVI "Then go, since you so will it, go! My way lies yonder, forth and far Beneath yon gleaming northmost star 34 LIGHT O er silent lands of trackless snow. Lo, there leads duty, hope, as when This westmost world demanded men: Such men as led the firing line When blood ran free as festal wine; Such men as when, fast side by side, Our fathers fought and fighting died." XXVII " But go good by! Go see again The noisy circus, since you must; Its painted women that disgust, Its nauseating monkey men; But mark you, Beautiful, the moth That loves that luring, sensuous light - Nay, hear! I am not wilful, wroth; I love with such exceeding might, My beautiful, my all, my life, I would not, could not take to wife My lily tainted by the touch, The breath, the very sight of such. XXVIII "Shall I see leprous apes lean o er My rose, breathe, touch it if they may, With breath that is a very stench, The while they bow and bend before, 35 LIGHT Familiar, as with some weak wench, And smirk in double-meaning French? XXIX "You shrink back angered? Well, adieu; What, not a hand? What, not a touch? . . . My crime is that I love too much, My crime is that I love too true, Love you, love you, not part of you Yea, how much less the rose that droops In fevered halls where folly stoops! XXX "Yon splendid, triple, midnight star Is mine; I follow fast and sure, Because it guides so far, so far From fevered follies that allure Your soul, your splendid, spotless soul To wreck where siren billows roll Good night ! What, turn aside your face That I might never see again Its lifted glory and proud grace, As some brave beacon light! Well, then, . . . Ha, ha! Let s laugh lest one may weep How steep your hill seems, steeps how steep! How deep down seems the misty town, How lone, how dark, how distant down! 36 LIGHT The moon, too, turns her face, her light, As you have turned your face to-night, As you have turned your face from me, My heartless, lost Penelope." XXXI Then sudden up she tossed her head, And, face to his face, proudly said: "Penelope! To wait and weave! Penelope! To wait and wait, As waits a dog within his gate; To weave and unweave, grieve and grieve, As some weak harem favorite Tight fenced from action, life, and light! XXXII "Why, I should not have sat one day To that dull-threaded, thudding loom, With cowards crowding fast for room To say what brave men dare not say! Why, I had snatched down from the wall His second sword that sad, first day And set its edge to end it all! Had hewn that loom to splinters, yea, Had slashed the warp, enmeshed the woof And called that dog and put to proof Each silly suitor hounding me, Then hoisted sail and bent to sea! 37 LIGHT XXXIII "Penelope! Penelope! Of all fool tales in history I think this tale the foolishest! Why I, the favored of that land, Had such fools come to seek my hand, Had ranged in line the sexless list And frankly answered with my fist!" xxxiv He passed. She paused. Each helpless hand Fell down, fell heavy down as lead; She tried but could not understand. At last she raised once more her head, Set firm her lips, stepped back a pace, Looked long his far star in the face, Stood stately, still, as fixed as fate, Till all the east flushed sudden red; Then as she turned within she said, " I cannot, will not, will not wait." BOOK SECOND CANTO I t_T IS triple star led on and on, Led up blue, bastioned Chilkoot Pass To clouds, through clouds, above white clouds That droop with snows like beaded strouds Above a world of gleaming glass, Where loomed such cities of the skies As only prophets look upon, As only loving poets see, With prophet ken of mystery. ii What lone, white silence, left or right, What whiteness, something more than white! Such steel blue whiteness, van or rear Such silence as you could but hear Above the sparkled, frosted rime, << vX O^ THE A IVERSITY LIGHT As if the steely stars kept time And sang their mystic, mighty rune . . . And oh, the icy, eerie moon! in What temples, towers, tombs of white, White tombs, white tombstones, left and right, That pushed the passing night aside To ward where fallen stars had died To ward white tombs where dead stars lay White tombs more white, more bright than they; White tombs high heaped white tombs upon White Ossa piled on Pelion! IV Pale, steel stars flashed, rose, fell again, Then paused, leaned low, as pitying, And leaning so they ceased to sing, The while the moon, with mother care, Slow rocked her silver rocking-chair. v Night here, mid-year, is as a span ; Thor comes, a gold-clad king of war, Comes only as the great Thor can. Thor storms the battlements and Thor, Far leaping, clinging crowned upon, 42 LIGHT Throws battle hammer forth and back Until the walls blaze in his track With sparks and it is sudden dawn Dawn, sudden, sparkling, as a gem A jeweled, frost-set diadem Of diamond, ruby, radium. VI Two tallest, ice-tipt peaks take flame, Take yellow flame, take crimson, pink, Then, ere you yet have time to think, Take hues that never yet had name. Then turret, minaret, and tower, As if to mark some mystic hour, Or ancient, lost Masonic sign, Take on a darkness like to night, Deep night below the yellow light That erstwhile seemed some snow-white tomb. Then all is set in ghostly gloom, As some dim-lighted, storied shrine As if the stars forget to stay At court when comes the kingly day. VII And now the high-built shafts of brass, Gate posts that guard the tomb-set pass, Put off their crowns, rich robes, and all 43 L I G H T Their sudden, splendid light let fall; And tomb and minaret and tower Again gleam as that midnight hour. While day, as scorning still to wait, Drives fiercely through the ice-built gate That guards the Arctic s outer hem Of white, high-built Jerusalem. VIII To see, to guess the great white throne, Behold Alaska s ice-built steeps Where everlasting silence keeps And white death lives and lords alone: Go see God s river born full grown The gold of this stream it is good: Here grows the Ark s white gopher wood A wide, white land, unnamed, unknown, A land of mystery and moan. IX Tall, trim, slim gopher trees incline, A leaning, laden, helpless copse, And moan and creak and intertwine Their laden, twisted, tossing tops, And moan all night and moan all day With winds that walk these steeps alway. 44 LIGHT X The melancholy moose looks down, A tattered Capuchin in brown, A gaunt, ungainly, mateless monk, An elephant without his trunk, While far, against the gleaming blue, High up a rock-topt ridge of snow, Where scarce a dream would care to go, Climb countless blue-clad caribou, In endless line till lost to view. XI The rent ice surges, grinds, and groans, Then gorges, backs, and climbs the shore, Then breaks with sudden rage and roar And plunging, leaping, foams and moans Swift down the surging, seething stream Mad hurdles of some monstrous dream. XII To see God s river born full grown, To see him burst the womb of earth And leap, a giant at his birth, Through shoreless whiteness, with wild shout A shout so sharp, so cold, so dread You see, feel, hear, his sheeted dead Tis as to know, no longer doubt, 45 LIGHT Tis as to know the eld Unknown, Aye, bow before the great white throne. XIII White-hooded nuns, steeps gleaming white, Lean o er his cradle, left and right, And weep the while he moans and cries And rends the earth with agonies; High ice-heaved summits where no thing Has yet set foot or flashed a wing Bare ice-built summits where the white Wide world is but a sea of white White kneeling nuns that kneel and feed The groaning ice god in his greed, And feed, forever feed, man s soul. The full-grown river bounds right on From out his birthplace tow rd the Pole; He knows no limit, no control: He scarce is here till he is gone This sudden, mad, ice-born Yukon. XIV Beyond white plunging Chilkoot Pass, That trackless Pass of stately tombs, Of midday glories, midnight glooms, Of morn s great gate posts, girt in brass This courtier, born to nature s court, This comrade, peer of peaks, still kept LIGHT Companion with the stars and leapt And laughed, the gliding sea of glass Beneath his feet in merry sport. xv Then mute red men, the quick canoe, Then o er the ice-born surge and on, Till gleaming snows and steeps were gone, Till wide, deep waters, swirling, blue, Received the sudden, swift canoe, That leapt and laughed and laughing flew. XVI Then tall, lean trees, girth scarce a span, With moss-set, moss-hung banks of gold Most rich in hue, more gorgeous than Silk carpetings of Turkestan: Deep yellow mosses, rich as gold, More gorgeous than the eye of man Hath seen save in this wonderland Then flashing, tumbling, headlong waves Below white, ice-bound, ice-built shores The river swept a seam of white Where basalt bluffs made day like night. And then they heard no sound, the oars Were idle, still as grassy graves. 47 LIGHT XVII And then the mad, tumultuous moon Spilt silver seas to plunge upon, Possessed the land, a sea of white. That white moon rivaled the red dawn And slew the very name of night, And walked the grave of afternoon That vast, vehement, stark mad moon! XVIII The wide, still waters, sedgy shore, A lank, brown wolf, a hungry howl, A lean and hungry midday moon; And then again the red man s oar A wide-winged, mute, white Arctic owl, A black, red-crested, screeching loon That knew not night from middle noon, Nor gold-robed sun from lean, lank moon That crazy, black, red-crested loon. XIX Swift narrows now, and now and then A broken boat with drowning men; The wide, still marshes, dank as death, Where honked the wild goose long and loud With unabated, angry breath. Black swallows twittered in a cloud 48 LIGHT Above the broad mosquito marsh, The wild goose honked, forlorn and harsh; Honked, fluttered, flew in warlike mood Above her startled, myriad brood, The while the melancholy moose, As if to mock the honking goose, Forsook his wall, plunged in the wave And sank, as sinking in a grave, Sank to his eyes, his great, sad eyes, And watched, in wonder, mute surprise, Watched broken barge and drowning men Drift, swirl, then plunge the gorge again. xx Again that great white Arctic owl, As pitying, it perched the bank Where swirled a barge and swirling sank A drowned man swirling with white face Low lifting from the swift whirlpool. That distant, doleful, hilltop howl That screaming, crimson-crested fool! And oh, that eerie, ice-made moon That hung the cobalt tent of blue And looked straight down, to look you through, That dead man swirling in his place, That honking, honking, huge gray goose, That solitary, sad-eyed moose, 49 LIGHT That owl, that wolf, that human loon, And oh, that death s head, hideous moon! XXI And this the Yukon, night by night, The yellow Yukon, day by day; A land of death, vast, voiceless, white, A graveyard locked in ice-set clay, A graveyard to the Judgment Day. XXII On, on, the swirling pool was gone, On, on, the boat swept on, swept on, That moon was as a thousand moons! Two dead men swirled, one swept, one sank Two wolves, two owls, two yelling loons! And now three loons! How many moons? How many white owls perch the shore? Three lank, black wolves along the bank That watch the drowned men swirl or sink! Three screeching loons along the brink That moon disputing with the dawn That dared the yellow, dread Yukon! XXIII And why so like some lorn graveyard Where only owls and loons may say And life goes by the other way? 5 LIGHT Aye, why so hideous and so hard, So deathly hard to look upon? Because this cold, wild, dread Yukon, Of gold-sown banks, of sea white waves, Is but one land, one sea of graves. XXIV Behold where bones hang either bank! Great tusks of beasts before the flood That floated here and floating sank Mid ice-locked walls and ice-hung steep, With muck and stone and moss and mud, Where only death and darkness keep! Lo, this is death-land! Heap on heap, By ice-strown strand or rock-built steep, By moss-brown walls, gray, green or blue, The Yukon cleaves a graveyard through! Three thousand miles of tusk and bone, Strown here, strown there, all heedless strown, All strown and sown just as they lay That time the fearful deluge passed, Safe locked in ices to the last, Safe locked, as records laid away, To wait, to wait, the Judgment Day. XXV He landed, pierced the ice-locked earth, He burned it to the very bone 5 1 LIGHT Burned and laid bare the deep bedstone Placed at the building, at the birth Of morn, and here, there, everywhere, Such bones of bison, mastodon! Such tusky monsters without name! Great ice-bound bones with flesh scarce gone, So fresh the wild dogs nightly came To fight about and feast upon. And gold along the bedrock lay So bounteous below the bones Men barely need to turn the stones To fill their skins, within the day, With rich, red gold and go their way. XXVI "The gold of that place it is good." Lo, here God laid the Paradise! Lo, here each witness of the flood, Tight jailed in ice eternal, lies To wait the bailiff s chorus call: "Come into court, come one, come all!" But why so cold, so deathly cold The battered beasts, the scattered gold, The pleasant trees of Paradise, Deep locked in everlasting ice? LIGHT XXVII Oyez! the red man s simple tale; He says that once, o er hill and vale, Ripe fruits hung ready all the year; That man knew neither frost nor fear, That bison wallowed to the eyes In grass, that palm trees brushed the skies Where birds made music all day long. That then a great chief shaped a spear Bone-tipt and sharp and long and strong, And made a deadly moon-shaped bow, And then a flint-tipt arrow wrought. Then cunning, snake like, creeping low, As creeps a cruel cat, he sought And in sheer wantonness he shot A large-eyed, trusting, silly roe. And then, exultant, crazed, he slew Ten bison, ten tame bear and, too, A harmless, long-limbed, shambling moose; That then the smell of blood let loose The passions of all men and all Uprose and slew, or great or small Uprose and slew till hot midday All four-foot creatures in their way; Then proud, defiant, every one, Shook his red spear-point at the sun. 53 LIGHT XXVIII Then God said, through a mist of tears, "What would ye, braves made mad with blood?" And then they shook their bone-tipt spears And cried, "The sun it is not good! Too hot the sun, too long the day; Break off and throw the end away!" XXIX Then God, most angered instantly, Drew down the day from out the sky And brake the day across his knee And hurled the fragments hot and high And far down till they fell upon The bronzing waves of dread Yukon, Nor spared the red men one dim ray Of light to lead them on their way. XXX And then the red men filled the lands With wailing for just one faint ray Of light to guide them home that they Might wash and cleanse their blood-red hands. XXXI But God said, "Yonder, far away Down yon Yukon, your broken day! 54 LIGHT Go gather it from out the night! That fitful, fearful Northern Light, Is all that ye shall ever know To guide henceforth the way you go. XXXII " You shall not see my face again, But you shall see cold death instead. This land hath sinned, this land is dead; You drenched your beauteous land in blood, And now behold the wild, white rain Shall fall until a drowning flood Shall fill all things above, below, To wash away the smell of blood, And birds shall die and beasts be dumb, When cold, the cold of death shall come And weave a piteous shroud of snow, In graveyard silence, ever so." XXXIII The red men say that then the rain Drowned all the fires of the world, Then drowned the fires of the moon That then the sun came not again, Save in the middle summer noon, When hot, red lances they had hurled Are hurled at them like fiery rain, Till Yukon rages like a main. 55 LIGHT XXXIV With bated breath these skin-clad men Tell why the big-nosed moose foreknew The flood; how, bandy-legged, he flew Far up high Saint Elias : how, Down in the slope of his left horn, The raven rested, night and morn; How, in the hollow of his right, The dove-hued moose-bird nestled low Until they touched the utmost height; How dove and raven soon took flight And winged them forth and far away; But how the moose did stay and stay, His great sad eyes all wet with tears, And keep his steeps two thousand years. xxxv He heard the half nude red men say, Close huddled to the flame at night, How in the hollow of a palm A woman and a water rat, That dreadful, darkened, drowning day, Crept close and nestled in their fright; And how a bear, tame as a lamb, Came to them in the tree and sat The long, long drift-time to the sea, The while the wooing water rat 56 LIGHT Made love to her incessantly; How then the bear became a priest And married them at last; how then To them was born the shortest, least Of all the children of all men, And yet most cunning and most brave Of all who dare the bleak north wave. xxxvi What tales of tropic fruit! No tale But of some soft, sweet, sensuous clime, Of love and lovely maiden s trust Some peopled, pleasant, palm-hung vale Of everlasting summer time And, then the deadly sin of lust; Forbidden fruit, shame and disgust! XXXVII And whence the story of it all, The palm land, love land and the fall? Was t born of ages of desire From such sad children of the snows For something fairer, better, higher? God knows, God knows, God only knows. But I should say, hand laid to heart And head made bare, as I would swear, These piteous, sad-faced children there 57 LIGHT Knew Eden, the expulsion, knew The deluge, knew the deluge true! XXXVIII And what though this be surely so? Just this: I know, as all men know, As few before this surely knew Just this, and count it great or small, The best of you or worst of you, The Bible, lid to lid, is true! CANTO II TPHE year waxed weary, gouty, old; -* The crisp days dwindled to a span, The dying year it fell as cold As dead feet of a dying man. The hard, long, weary work was done, The dark, deep pits probed to the bone, And each had just one tale to tell. Ten thousand argonauts as one, Agnostic, Christian, infidel, All said, despite of creed or class, All said as one, "As surely as The Bible is, the deluge was, Whate er the curse, whate er the cause!" 58 LIGHT What merry men these miners were, And mighty in their pent-up force! They wrought for her, they fought for her, For her alone, or night or day, In tent or camp, their one discourse The Love three thousand miles away, The Love who waked to watch and pray. in Yet rude were they and brutal they, Their love a blended love and lust, Born of this later, loveless day; You could but love them for their truth, Their frankness and their fiery youth, And yet turn from them in disgust, To loathe, to pity, and mistrust. IV The Siege of Troy knew scarce such men, Such hardy, daring men as they, The coward had not voyaged then, The weak had died upon the way. v They sang, they sang some like to this, " I say risk all for one warm kiss; 59 LIGHT I say twere better risk the fall, Like Romeo, to venture all And boldly climb to deadly bliss." VI I like that savage, Sabine way; What mighty minstrels came of it! Their songs are ringing to this day, The bravest ever sung or writ; Their loves the love of Juliet, Of Portia, Desdemona, yea, The old true loves are living yet; And we, we love, we weep, we sigh, In love with loves that will not die. VII Then take her, lover, sword in hand, Hot-blooded and red-handed, clasp Her sudden, stormy, tall and grand, And lift her in your iron grasp And kiss her, kiss her till she cries From keen, sweet, happy, killing pain. Aye, kiss her till she seeming dies; Aye, kiss her till she dies, and then, Why kiss her back to life again! 60 LIGHT VIII I love all things that truly love, I love the low-voiced cooing dove In wooing time, he woos so true, His soft notes fall so overfull Of love they thrill me through and through. But when the thunder-throated bull Upheaves his head and shakes the air With eloquence and battle s blare, And roars and tears the earth to woo, I like his warlike wooing too. IX Yet best to love that lover is Who loves all things beneath the sun, Then finds all fair things in just one, And finds all fortune in one kiss. x How wisely born, how more than wise, How wisely learned must be that soul Who loves all earth, all Paradise, All people, places, pole to pole, Yet in one kiss includes the whole! XI Give me a lover ever bold, A lover clean, keen, sword in hand, 61 LIGHT Like to those white-plumed knights of old Whose loves held honor in the land; Those men with hot blood in their veins And hot, swift, iron hand to kill Those women loving well the chains That bound them fast against their will; Yet loved and lived are living still. XII Enough: the bronzed man launched his boat, A faithful dwarf clutched at the oar, And Boreas began to roar As if to break his burly throat. XIII Down, down by basalt palisade, Down, down by bleakest ice-piled isle! The mute, dwarf water rat afraid? The water rat it could but smile To hear the cold, wild waters roar Against his savage Arctic shore. XIV But now he listened, gave a shout, A startled cry, akin to fear. The hand of God had reached swift out And locked, as in an iron vise, The whole white world in blue-black ice, 62 LIGHT And daylight scarce seemed living more. The day, the year, the world, lay dead. With star-tipt candles foot and head; Great stars, that burn a whole half year, Stood forth, five-horned, and near, so near! xv The ghost-white day scarce drew a breath, The dying day shrank to a span; There was no life save that of man And woolly dogs man, dogs, and death! The sun, a mass of molten gold, Surged feebly up, then sudden rolled Right back as in a beaten track And left the white world to the moon And five-horned stars of gleaming gold; Such stars as sang in silent rune And oh, the cold, such killing cold As few have felt and none have told! XVI And now he knew the last dim light Lay on yon ice-shaft, steep and far, Where stood one bold, triumphant star, And he would dare the gleaming height, Would see the death-bed of the day, Whatever fate might make of it. A foolish thing, yet were it fit 63 LIGHT That he who dared to love, to say, To live, should look the last of Light Full in the face, then go his way All silent into lasting night As he had left her, on her height? XVII He climbed, he climbed, he neared at last The Golden Fleece of flitting Light! When sudden as an eagle s flight An eagle frightened from its nest That crowns the topmost, rock-reared crest It swooped, it drooped, it, dying, passed. XVIII As when some sunny, poppy day The Mariposa scatters gold The while he takes his happy flight, Like star dust when the day is old, So passed his Light and all was night XIX Some star-like scattered flecks of gold Flashed from the far and fading wings That kept the sky, like living things Then oh, the cold, the cruel cold! The light, the life of him had past, LIGHT The spirit of the day had fled; The lover of God s first-born, Light, Descended, mourning for his dead. The last of light, the very last He deemed that he should look upon Until God s everlasting dawn Beyond this dread half year of night Had fled forever from his sight. xx Twas death to go, thrice death to stay. Turn back, go southward, seek the sun? Yea, better die in search of light, Die boldly, face set forth for day, As many dauntless men have done, Than wail at fate and house with night. XXI Some woolly dogs, a low, dwarf-chief His trained thews stood him now in stead Broad snow-shoes, skins, a laden sled. That moon was as a brazen thief That dares to mock, laugh, and carouse! It followed, followed everywhere; He hid his face, that moon was there. Such painful light, such piteous pain! It broke into his very brain, As breaks a burglar in a house. LIGHT XXII Scarce seen, a change came, slow, so slow! That moon sank slowly out of sight, The lower world of gleaming white Took on a somber band of woe, A wall of umber round about, So dim at first you could but doubt, That change there was, day after day Nay, nay, not day, I can but say Sleep after sleep, sleep after sleep That band grew darker, deep, more deep, Until there girt a dense dark wall, A low, black wall of ebon hue, Oppressive, deathlike as a pall; It walked with you, close compassed you, While not one thread of light shot through. Above the black a gird of brown Soft blending into amber hue, And then from out the cobalt blue Great, massive, golden stars swung down Like tow rd lights of mountain town. XXIII At last the moon moved gaunt and slow, Half veiled her hollow, hungry face In amber, kept unsteady pace 66 LIGHT High up her star-set wall of snow, Nor scarcely deigned to look below. XXIV Then far beyond, above the night, Above the umber, amber hue, Above the lean moon s blare and blight, One mighty ice shaft shimmered through; One gleaming peak, as white, as lone As you could think the great white throne Stood up against the cobalt blue, And kept companion with the stars Despite dusk walls or umber bars. XXV That wall, that hideous prison wall, That blackness, umber, amber hue, It cumbers you, encircles you, It mantles as a hearse s pall. Your eyes lift to the star-pricked sky, You lift your frosted face, you pray That e en the sickly moon might stay A time, if but to see you die. Yet how it blinds you, body, soul! You can no longer keep control. Your feebled senses fall astray: You cannot think, you dare not say. LIGHT XXVI And now such under gleam of light, Such blazing, flaming, frightful glare; Such sudden, deadly, lightning gleam, Some like a monstrous, mad nightmare Such hideous light, born of such night! It burst, with changeful interval, From out the ice beneath the wall, From out the groaning, surging stream That breathed, or tried to breathe, in vain, That struggled, strangled, shrieked with pain! Twas as if he of Patmos read, Sat by with burning pen and said, With piteous and prophetic voice, "The earth shall pass with rustling noise." XXVII Swift out the ice-crack, fiery red, Swift up the umber wall and back, Then round and round, up, down and back, The sudden lightning sped and sped, Until the walls hung burnished red, An instant red, then yellow, white, With something more than earthly light. 68 LIGHT XXVIII It blinds your eyes until they burn, Until you dare not look or turn, But think of him who saw and told The story of, the glory of, The jasper walls, the streets of gold, Where trails God s unseen garments hem The holy New Jerusalem. XXIX Then while he trudged he tried to think And then another sudden light, Or red or yellow, blue or white, Burst up from out the very brink Of where he passed and, left or right, It burnished yet again the walls! Then up, straight up against the stars That seemed as jostled, rent with jars! Then silent night. Where next and when? Then blank, black interval, and then And oh, those blank, dread intervals, This writing on the umber walls! XXX The blazing Borealis passed, The umber walls fell down at last And left the great cathedral stars, 69 LIGHT The five-horned stars, blent, burnished bars Of gold, red, gleaming, blinding gold And still the cold, the killing cold! XXXI The moon resumed all heaven now, She shepherded the stars below Along her wide, white steeps of snow, Nor stooped nor rested, where or how. She bared her full white breast, she dared The sun e er show his face again. She seemed to know no change, she kept Carousal constantly, nor slept, Nor turned aside a breath, nor spared The fearful meaning, the mad pain, The weary eyes, the poor, dazed brain That came at last to feel, to see The dread, dead touch of lunacy. XXXII How loud the silence! Oh, how loud! How more than beautiful the shroud Of dead Light in the moon-mad north When great torch-tipping stars stand forth Above the black, slow-moving pall As at some fearful funeral ! 70 LIGHT XXXIII The moon blares as mad trumpets blare To marshaled warriors long and loud: The cobalt blue knows not a cloud, But oh, beware that moon, beware Her ghostly, graveyard, moon-mad stare! xxxiv Beware white silence more than white! Beware the five-horned starry rune; Beware the groaning gorge below; Beware the wide, white world of snow, Where trees hang white as hooded nun No thing not white, not one, not one, But most beware that mad white moon. xxxv All day, all day, all night, all night Nay, nay, not yet or night or day. Just whiteness, whiteness, ghastly white Made doubly white by that mad moon And strange stars jangled out of tune! xxxvi At last he saw, or seemed to see, Above, beyond, another world. Far up the ice-hung path there curled LIGHT A red-veined cloud, a canopy That topt the fearful ice-built peak That seemed to prop the very porch Of God s house; then, as if a torch Burned fierce, there flashed a fiery streak, A flush, a blush on heaven s cheek! XXXVII The dogs sat down, men sat the sled And watched the flush, the blush of red. The little woolly dogs they knew, Yet scarce knew what they were about. They thrust their noses up and out, They drank the Light, what else to do? Their little feet, so worn, so true, Could scare keep quiet for delight. They knew, they knew, how much they knew, The mighty breaking up of night! Their bright eyes sparkled with such joy That they at last should see loved Light! The tandem sudden broke all rule, Swung back, each leaping like a boy Let loose from some dark, ugly school Leaped up and tried to lick his hand Stood up as happy children stand. LIGHT XXXVIII How tenderly God s finger set His crimson flower on that height Above the battered walls of night! A little space it flourished yet, And then His angel, His first-born, Burst through, as on that primal morn! XXXIX His right hand held a sword of flame, His left hand javelins of light, And swift down, down, right down he came! His bright wings wide as the wide sky, And right and left, and hip and thigh, He smote the marshaled hosts of night With all his majesty and might. XL The scared moon paled and she forgot Her pomp and pride and turned to fly. The ice-heaved palisades, the high Heaved peaks that propped God s house, the stars That flamed above the prison bars, As battle stars with fury fraught, Were burned to ruin and were not. 73 LIGHT XLI Then glad earth shook her raiment wide, And free and far, and stood up tall, As some proud woman, satisfied, Forgets, and yet remembers all. She stood exultant, till her form, A queen above some battle storm, Blazed with the glory, the delight Of battle with the hosts of night. And night was broken. Light at last Lay on the Yukon. Night had passed. CANTO III T^HE days grew longer, stronger, yet The strong man grew then as a child. Too hard the tension and too wild The terror; he could not forget. And now at last when Light was, now He could not see nor lift his eyes, Nor lift a hand in any wise. It was as when a race is won By some strong favorite athlete, Then sinks down dying at your feet. 74 LIGHT The red chief led him on and on To his high lodge by gorged Yukon And housed him kindly as his own, Blind, broken, dazed, and so alone! in The low bark lodge was desolate, And deathly cold by night, by day. Poor, hungered children of the snows, They heaped the fire as he froze, Did all they could, yet what could they But pity his most piteous fate And pitying, silent, watch and wait? IV His face was ever to the wall Or buried in his skins; the light He could not bear the light of day Nor bear the heaped-up flame at night Not bear one touch of light at all. There are no pains, no sharp death throes, So dread as blindness of the snows. He thought of home, he thought of her, Thought most of her, and pictured how 75 LIGHT She walked in springtime splendor where Warm sea winds twined her heavy hair In great Greek braids piled fold on fold, Or loosely blown, as poppy s gold. VI And then he thought of her afar Mid follies, and his soul at war With self, self will, and iron fate Grew as a blackened thing of hate! And then he prayed forgiveness, prayed As one in sin and sore afraid. VII And praying so he dreamed, he dreamed She sat there looking in his face, Sat silent by in that dread place, Sat silent weeping, so it seemed, Sat still, sat weeping silently. He saw her tears and yet he knew, The blind man knew he could not see, Scarce hope to see for years and years. And then he seemed to hear her tears, To hear them steal her loose hair through And gently fall, as falls the dew And still, small rain of summer morn, That makes for harvests, yellow corn. LIGHT VIII He raised his hand, he touched her hair; He did not start, he did not say; It seemed that she was surely there; He only questioned would she stay. How glad he was! Why, now, what care For hunger, blindness, blinding pain, Could he but touch her hair again? IX He heard her rise, give quick command To patient, skin-clad, savage man To heap the wood, come, go, and then Go feed their woolly friends at hand, To bring fresh stores, still heap fresh flame, Then go, then come, as morning came. x All seemed so real! He dared not stir, Lest he might break this dream of her. How holy, holy sweet her voice, Like benediction o er the dead! So glad he was, so grateful he, And thanking God most fervently, Forgot his plight, forgot his pain, And deep at heart did he rejoice; 77 LIGHT Yet prayed he might not wake again To peril, blindness, piteous pain, XI Then, as he hid his face, she came And leaned quite near and took his hand. Twas cold, twas very cold, twas thin And bony, black, just skin and bone, Just bone and wrinkled mummy-skin. She held it out against the flame, Then pressed it with her two warm hands. It seemed as she could feel the sands Of life slow sift to shadow land. Close on his hurt eyes she laid hand, The while she, wearied, nodded, slept. The flame burned low, the wind s wild moan Awakened her. Cold as a stone His starved form, shrunken to a shade, Stretched in the darkness, and, dismayed, She put the robes back and she crept Close down beside and softly laid Her warm, strong form to his and slept, The while her dusk men vigil kept. XII That long, long night, that needed rest! Then flames at morn; her precious store 78 LIGHT Heaped hard by on the earthen floor While mute brown men, starved men, stood by To wait the slightest breath or sigh Or sign of wakening request What silence, patience, trust! What rest! Of all good things, I say the best Beneath God s sun is rest, and rest. XIII She slowly wakened from her sleep To find him sleeping, silent, deep! What food for all, what feast for all, To chief or slave, or great or small, Ranged round the flaming, glowing heap Such lank, lean flank, such hungry zest! Such reach of limb, such rest, such rest! XIV Why, he had gone, had gladly gone In quest of his eternal Light, Beyond all dolours, that dread night, Had she not reached her hand and drawn, Hard drawn him back and held him so, Held him so hard he could not go. And yet he lingered by the brink, As dulled and dazed as you can think Long, long he lingered, helpless lay, A babe, a broken pot of clay. 79 LIGHT XV She made a broader couch, she sat All day beside and held his hand Lest he might sudden slip away. And she all night beside him lay, Lest these last grains of sinking sand Might in the still night slip and pass, With none at hand to turn the glass. XVI And did the red men prate thereat? Why, they had laid them down and died For her, those simple dusky sons Of nature, children of the snows, Born where the ice-bound river runs, Born where the Arctic torrent flows. Look you for evil? Look for ill Or good, you find just what you will. XVII He spake no more than babe might speak: His eyes were as the kitten s eyes That open slowly with surprise Then close as if to sleep a week; But still he held, as if he knew, The warm, strong hand, the healthful hand, The dauntless, daring hand and true, 80 LIGHT Nor, while he waked, would his unfold, But held, as drowning man might hold Who hopes no more of life or land, But, as from habit, clutches hand. XVIII Once, as she thought he surely slept, She slowly drew herself aside, He thrust his hand as terrified, Caught back her hand, kissed it and wept. Then she, too, wept, wept tears like rain, Her first warm, welcome happy tears, Drew in her breath, put by her fears And knew she had not dared in vain. XIX Yet day by day, hard on the brink He hung with half-averted head, As silent, listless, as the dead, As sad to see as you can think. Their lorn lodge sat the terraced steep Above the wide, wild, groaning stream That, like some monster in a dream, Cried out in broken, breathless sleep; And looking down, night after night, She saw leap forth that sword of Light. 81 LIGHT XX She guessed, she knew the flaming sword That turned which way to watch and ward ^nd guard the wall and ever guard The Tree of Life, as it is writ. The hand, the hilt, she could not see, Nor yet the true, life-giving tree, Nor cherubim that cherished it, But yet she saw the flaming sword, As written in the Book, the Word. XXI She held his hand, he did not stir, And as she nightly sat and sat, She silent gazed and guessed thereat. His fancies seemed to come to her; She could not see the Tree of Life, How fair it grew or where it grew, But this she knew and surely knew, That gleaming sword meant holy strife To keep and guard the Tree of Life. XXII Oh, flaming sword, rest not nor rust! The Tree of Life is hewn and torn, The Tree of Life is bowed and worn, The Tree of Life is in the dust. 82 LIGHT Hew brute man down, hew branch and root, Till he may spare the Tree of Life, The pale, the piteous woman, wife Till he shall learn, as learn he must, To lift her fair face from the dust. XXIII She watched the wabbly moose at morn Climb steeply up the further steep, Huge, solitary and forlorn. She saw him climb, turn, look and keep Scared watch, this wild, ungainly beast, This mateless, lost thing and the last That roamed before and since the flood That climbed and climbed the topmost hill As if he heard the deluge still. XXIV The sparse, brown children of the snow Began to stir, as sap is stirred In springtime by the song of bird, And trudge by, wearily and slow, Beneath their load of dappled skins That weighed them down as weighty sins. XXV And oft they paused, turned and looked back Along their desolate white track, 83 LIGHT With arched hand raised to shield their eyes Looked back as if for something lost Or left behind, of precious cost, Sad-eyed and silent, mutely wise, As just expelled from Paradise. XXVI How sad their dark, fixed faces seemed, As if of long-remembered sins! They listless moved, as if they dreamed, As if they knew not where to go In all their wide, white world of snow. She could but think upon the day God made them garments from the skins Of beasts, then turned and bade them go, Go forth as willed they, to and fro. XXVII Between the cloud-capt walls of snow A wide-winged raven, croaking low, Passed and repassed, each weary day, And would not rest, not go, not stay, But ever, ever to and fro, As when forth from the ark of old; And ever as he passed, each day Let fall one croak, so cold, so cold It seemed to strike the ice below LIGHT And break in fragments hard as fate; It fell so cold, so desolate. XXVIII At last the sun hung hot and high, Hung where that heartless moon had hung. A dove-hued moose bird sudden sung And had glad answerings hard by; The icy steeps began to pour Mad tumult down the rock-built steep. The great Yukon began to roar, As if with pain in broken sleep. The breaking ice began to groan, The very mountains seemed to moan. XXIX Then, bursting like a cannon s boom, The great stream broke its icy bands, And rushed and ran with outstretched hands That laid hard hold the willow lands, Rent wide the somber, gopher gloom And roared for room, for room, for room! XXX The stalwart moose climbed hard his steep, Climbed till he wallowed, brisket deep, In soft ning, sinking steeps of snow, Then raging, turned to look below. 85 LIGHT XXXI He tossed, shook high his antlered head, Blew blast on blast through his huge nose, Then, wild with savage rage and fright, He climbed, climbed to the highest height, As if he felt the flood once more Had come to swallow sea and shore. XXXII The waters sank, the man uprose, A boat of skins, his Eskimo, Then down from out the world of snow They passed to seas of calm repose Where wide sails waited, warm sea wind, For mango isles and tamarind. 86 BOOK THIRD CANTO I F all fair trees to look upon, Of all trees "pleasant to the sight," Give me the Poet s tree of white Pink cherry trees of blest Nippon With lovers passing to and fro Pink cherry lanes of Tokio: Ten thousand cherry trees and each Hung white with Poet s plaint and speech. Of all fair lands to look upon, To feel, to breathe, at Orient dawn, I count this baby land the best, Because here all things rest and rest And all men love all things most fair And beautiful and rich and rare; LIGHT And women are as cherry trees With treasures laden, brown with bees. HI Of all loved lands to look upon, Give me this love land of Nippon, Its bright, brave men, its maids at prayer, Its peace, its carelessness of care. IV A mobile sea of silver mist Sweeps up for morn to mount upon : Then yellow, saffron, amethyst Such changeful hues has blest Nippon! See but this sunrise, then forget All scenes, all suns, all lands save one, Just matin sun and vesper sun; This land of inland seas of light; This land that hardly recks of night. The vesper sun of blest Nippon Sinks crimson in the Yellow Sea: The purple butterfly is gone, The rainbow bird housed in his tree Hushed, as the last loved, trembling note Still thrills his tuneful Orient throat 90 LIGHT Hushed, as the harper s weary hand Waits morn to waken and command. VI Fast homeward bound, brown, busy feet In wooden shoon clang up the street; But not through all the thousand year In Buddha s temple may you hear One step, see hue of sun or sea, Though wait you through eternity: All is so still, so soft, subdued The very walls are hueless hued. VII Behold brown, kneeling penitents! What perfumed place of silent prayer! Burned Senko-ho, sweet frankincense! And hear what silence everywhere! Pale, pensive priests pass here and there And silent lisp with bended head The Golden Rule on scrolls of gold As gentle, ancient Buddhists read These precepts sacred unto them, And watched the world grow old, so old, Ere yet the Babe of Bethelehem. LIGHT VIII How leaps the altar s forky flame! How dreamful, dense, the sweet incense, As pale priests burn, in Buddha s name, Red-written sins of penitents Mute penitents with bended head And unsaid sins writ deep in red. IX Now slow a priest with staff and scroll, Barefoot, as mendicant, and old You sudden start, you lift your head, You hear and yet you do not hear, A sound, a song, so sweet, so dear It well might waken yonder dead. His staff has touched the sacred bowl Of copper, silver, shot with gold And wrought so magic-like of old That all sweet sounds, or east or west, Sought this still hollow where to rest. Hear, hear the voice of Buddha s bell, Bonsho-no-oto! All is well! x And you, you, lean, lean low to hear: You doubt your ears, you doubt your eyes, Your hand is lifted to your ear, 92 LIGHT You fear, how cruelly you fear The melody may die it dies Dies as the swan dies, as the sun Dies, bathed in dewy benison. XI It lives again; you breathe again! What cadences that speak, that stir, Take form and presence, as of her Whom first you loved, ere yet of men. It utters essence as a sound; As Santalum sends from the ground For devotee and worshipper Where saints lie buried, balm and myrrh. XII But now so low, so faint, so low You lean to hear yet hardly hear. Again your hand is to your ear, Your lips are parted, leaning so, And now again you catch your breath! Such breath as when you lie becalmed At sea, and sudden start to feel A cooling wave and quickened keel And see your tall sail court the shore. You hear, you more than hear, you feel, As when the white wave shimmereth. 93 LIGHT Your love is at your side once more, An essence of some song embalmed, Long hidden in the house of death You breathe it, as your Lady s breath! XIII Now low, so low, so soft, so still, As when a single leaf is stirred, As when some doubtful matin bird Dreams russet morning decks his hill Then nearer, clearer, lilts each note And longer, stronger, swells each wave Ten thousand dead have burst the grave, An angel s song in every throat! The forky flame turns and returns To burn and burn red sins away; Such incense on the altar burns As some may breathe but none may say, Though cherished to their dying day. XIV And now the sandaled pilgrims fall With faces to the jeweled floor The incense darkens as a pall, As clouds that darken more and more. You dare not lift your bended head The silence is as if the dead 94 LIGHT Alone had passed the temple door. And now the Bonsho notes, the song! So stronger now, so strong, so strong! xv The black smokes of the ashen urn Where brown priests burn red sins away Begin to stir, to start, to turn, To seek the huge, bossed copper door As evil things that dare not stay. The while the rich notes roll and roar To drive dread, burned sin out before Calm Dia-busta, the adored, As cherubim with flaming sword. XVI And far, so far, such rich notes roll That barefoot fishers far at sea Fall prone and pray all silently For wife and babes that wait the strand, The tugging net clutched tight in hand, The while they bow a space to pray; For every asking, eager soul Knows well the time and patiently It lists, an hundred Ri away. 95 LIGHT XVII The thousand pilgrims girt in straw That press Fujame s holy peak, Prone, fasting, penitent and meek, Hear notes as from the stars and pray, As we who know and keep the Law As we who walk Jerusalem With pilgrim step and pallid cheek. How earnestly they silent pray To keep their Golden Rule alway, To do no thing, or night or day, Though tempted by a diadem, They would not others do to them ! XVIII And wee, brown wives, on high, wild steeps Of terraced rice or bamboo patch Where toil, hard toil incessant, keeps Sweet virtue, sweet sleep, and a thatch, They hear and hold, with closer fold, Their bare, brown babes against the cold. They croon and croon, with soothing care, To babes meshed in their mighty hair, And loving, crooning, breathe a prayer. LIGHT XIX The great notes pass, pass on and on, As light sweeps up the doors of dawn, And now the strong notes are no more, But feebler tones wail out and cry, As sad things that have lost their way At night and dare not bide the day But turn back to the shrine to die, And steal in softly through the door And gently fade along the floor. xx The barefoot priest slow fades from sight, Faint and more faint the last notes fall; You hear them now, then not at all, And now the last note of the night Wails out, as when a lover cries At night, and at the altar dies. XXI How sweet, how sad, how piteous sweet This last note at the bowed monk s feet That dies as dies some saintly light That dies so like the sweet swan dies So loving sad, so tearful sweet, This last, lost note Good night, good night. Good night to holy Buddha s bell 97 LIGHT Bonsho-no-oto! All is well A mist is rising to the eyes! CANTO II water town of Tokio Is as a church with priests at prayer, With restful silence everywhere, Or night or day, or high or low. You sometimes hear a turtle dove, A locust trilling from his tree In chorus with his mated love, May see a raven in the air, Wide-winged and high, but even he Is as a shadow in the stream, As dreamful, silent as a dream. They could but note the silent maids That carried, with a mother s care, The silent baby, ofttimes bare As birthtime through their Caran shades. Ten thousand babies, everywhere, But not one wail, or day or night, To put the locust s love to flight, Or mar the chorus of the dove. 98 LIGHT And why? Why, they were born of love: Born soberly, born sanely, clean, As Indian babes of old were born Ere yet the white man s face was seen, Ere yet the sensuous white man came; Born clean as love, of lovelight born Some long lost Rocky Mountain morn Where snow-topt turrets first took flame And flashed God s image in God s name! in Tell me, my flint-scarred pioneer, My skin-clad Carson, mountaineer, Who met red Sioux, met dusk Modoc, Red hand to hand in battle shock Where men but met to dare and die, Did ever you once see or hear One poor brown Indian baby cry? IV The long, hot march by ashen plain, The burning trail by lava bed, Babes lashed to back in corded pain Until the swollen bare legs bled, But on and on their mothers led, If but to find a place to die. Yet who, of all men that pursued 99 LIGHT This dying race, year after year, By burning plain or beetling wood, Did ever see, did ever hear, One bleeding Indian baby cry? The starving mother s breasts were dry, There scarce was time to stop and drink, The swollen legs grew black as ink There was not even time to die. And yet, through all this fifty year, What hounding man did ever hear One piteous Indian baby cry? VI Nay, they were born as men were born Far back in Jacob s Bible morn; Were born of love, born lovingly, Unlike the fretful child of lust, When love gat love and trust gat trust And trusting, dared to silent die In torture and disdain a tear, If mother willed, nor question why. Yea, I have seen so many die, This cruel, hard, half-hundred year, And I have cried, to see, to hear But never heard one baby cry. 100 LIGHT VII Shot down in Castle Rocks I lay One midnight, lay as one shot dead, A lad, and lone, years, years of yore. I heard deep Sacramento roar, Saw Shasta glitter far away I never saw such moon before And yet I could not turn my head, Nor move my lips to cry or say. Red arrows in both form and face Held form and face tight pinned in place Against the gnarled, black chaparral, As one fast nailed against a wall With scant half room to wholly fall The hot, thick, gurgling, gasping breath, The thirst, the thirsting unto death! VIII And then a child against my feet Crawled feebly and crept close to die; I moaned, "Oh baby, won t you cry? Twould be as music piteous sweet To hear in this dread place of death Just one lorn cry, just one sweet breath Of life, here mid the moonlit dead, The mingled dead, white men and red. 101 LIGHT IX "Oh bleeding, blood-red baby, cry Just once before I, choking, die! And maybe some white man will hear In yonder fortressed camp anear And bring blest drink for you and I Oh, baby, please, please, baby, cry!" x A crackling in the chaparral And then a lion in the clear From which the dying babe had crept, Swift as a yellow sunbeam, leapt And stood so tall, so near, so near! So cruel near, sc sinuous, tall Some Landseer s picture on a wall. XI I never saw such length of limb, Such arm as God had given him! His paws, they swallowed up the earth, His midnight eyes shot arrows out The while his tail whipped swift about His tail was surely twice his girth! XII His nostrils wide with smell of blood Reached out above us where he stood 102 LIGHT And snuffed the dank, death-laden air [ Till half his yellow teeth were bare. His yellow length was bare and lank \* c OF I never saw such hollow flank; Twas as a grave is, as a pall, A flabby black flank scarce at all! XIII He sudden quivered, tail to jaws, Crouched low, unsheathed his shining claws "Oh, baby, baby, won t you cry, Just once before we two must die?" I felt him spring, clutch up, then leap Swift down the rock-built, broken steep; I heard a crunch of bones, but I I did not hear that baby cry! CANTO III T WOULD forget help me forget, The while we fondly linger yet The flower-field so sweet, so sweet, With Buddha at fair Fuji s feet. Fair Fuji-san, throned Queen of air! Fair woman pure as maiden s prayer; As pure as prayer to the throne Of God, as lone as God, as lone 103 LIGHT As Buddha at her feet in prayer Fair Fuji-san, so more than fair! Fair Fuji-san, Kamkura, and Reposeful, calm Buddha the blest, With folded hands that rest and rest On eld Kamkura s blood-soaked sand. Here russet apples hang at hand So russet rich that when they fall Tis as if some gold-bounden ball Sank in the loamy, warm, wet sand Where hana, kusa, carpet earth That never knows one day of dearth. in Kamkura, where Samurai bled, Where Buddha sits to rest and rest! Was ever spot so beauteous, blest? Was ever red rose quite so red? IV Fair Fuji from her mountain chine Above her curtained courts of pine Looks down on calm Kamkura s sea So tranquil, dreamful, restfully You fold your arms across your breast 104 LIGHT And rest with her, with Buddha rest, While silence musks the warm sea air Just silence, silence everywhere. Here midst this rest, this pure repose, This benediction, peace, and prayer, That as religion was, and where A breath of senko blessed the air, The erstwhile children of the snows Came silently and sat them down Within a Kusa coigne that lay Above the buried Bushi town, Above the dimpled, beauteous Bay Of sun and shadow, gold and brown, And Care blew by the other way A breath, a butterfly, a fay. VI And one was as fair Fuji, fair, True, trusting as some maid at prayer, Aye, one as Buddha was, but one Was turbulent of blood and was An instant of the earth and sun; As when the ice-tied torrent thaws And sudden leaps from frost and snow Headlong and lawless, far below 105 LIGHT As when the sap flows suddenly And warms the wind-tost mango tree. VII He caught her hand, he pressed her side, He pressed her close and very close, He breathed her as you breathe a rose, Nor was in any wise denied. Her comely, shapely limbs pushed out As elden on her golden shore; Her long, strong arms reached round about And bent along the flowered floor, While full length on her back she lay Like some wild, beauteous beast at play. VIII He thrust him forward, caught her, caught Her form as if she were of naught. His outstretched face was as a flame, His breath was as a furnace is, He kissed her mouth with such mad kiss Her rich, full lips shut tight with shame. IX As one of old who tilled the mould, Took triple strength from earth and thrust His burly foeman to the dust, She sprang straight up, and springing threw 1 06 LIGHT Him from her with such voltage he Knew not how he might, writhing, rise, Or dare to meet again those eyes That seemed to burn him through and through; Or daring, how could he undo His coward, selfish deed of shame Enforced as in religion s name? And she so trustful, so alone! Twas as if some sweet, sacred nun Had opened wide her door to one Who slew her on her altar stone. She passed and silent passed and slow. What strength, what length of limb, what eyes! She left him lying low, so low, So crested and so surely slain He deemed he never more might rise, Or rising, see her face again. And yet, her look was not of hate, But pity, as akin to pain; And when she touched the temple gate She paused, turned, beckoned he should go, Go wash his hands of carnal clay And go alone his selfish way Forever, ever and a day! 107 LIGHT CANTO IV i TLJTOW cold she grew, how chilled, how changed, Since that loathed scene by Nippon s sea! No longer flexile, trustful, she Held him aloof, hushed and estranged, A fallen star, yet still her star, And she his heaven, earth, his all, To follow, worship, near or far, Let good befall or ill befall. But he was silent. He had sold His birthright, sold for even less Than any poor, cheap pottage mess, His right to speak forth, warm and bold, And look her unshamed in the face. Mute, penitent, he kept his place, As silent as that Nippon saint That knew not prayer, praise, or plaint. ii Saint Silence seems some maid of prayer, God s arm about her when she prays And where she prays and everywhere, Or storm-strewn or sun-down days. What ill to Silence can befall, Since Silence knows no ill at all? 108 L I G H T III Saint Silence seems some twilight sky That leans as with her weight of stars To rest, to rest, no more to roam, But rest and rest eternally. She loosens and lets down the bars, She brings the kind-eyed cattle home, She breathes the fragrant field of hay And heaven is not far away. IV The deeps of soul are still the deeps Where stately Silence ever keeps High court with calm Nirvana, where No shallows break the noisy shore Or beat, with sad, incessant roar, The fettered, fevered world of care As noisome vultures fret the air. The star-sown seas of thought are still, As when God s plowmen plant their corn Along the mellow grooves at morn In patient trust to wait His will. The star-sown seas of thought are wide, But voiceless, noiseless, deep as night; Disturb not these, the silent seas 109 LIGHT Are sacred unto souls allied, As golden poppies unto bees. Here, from the first, rude giants wrought, Here delved, here scattered stars of thought To grow, to bloom in years unborn, As grows the gold-horned yellow corn. VI They lay low-bosomed on the bay Of Honolulu, soft the breeze And soft the dreamful light that lay On Honolulu s Sabbath seas The ghost of sunshine gone away Red roses on the dust of day, Pale, pink, red roses in the west Where lay in state dead Day at rest. VII Their dusky boatman set his face From out the argent, opal sea Tow rd where his once proud, warlike race Lay housed in everlasting dust. He sang low- voiced, sad, silently, In listless chorus with the tide, Because his race was not, because His sun-born race had dared, defied The highest, holiest of His laws I 10 LIGHT And so fell stricken and so died Died stricken of dread leprosy Begot of lust prone in the dust Degenerating love to lust. VIII Sweet sandal-wood burned bow and stern In colored, shapely crates of clay; Sweet sandal-wood long laid away, Long caverned with dead battle kings Whose dim ghosts rise betimes and burn The torch and touch sweet taro strings Such giant, stalwart, stately kings! IX Sweet sandal-wood, long ages torn From cloud-capt steeps where thunders slept, Then hidden where dead giants kept Their sealed Walhalla, waiting morn Deep-hidden, till such sweet perfume Betrayed their long-forgotten tomb. The sea s perfume and incense lay About, above, lay everywhere; The sea swung incense through the air The censer, Honolulu s Bay. in LIGHT And then the song, the soft, low rune, As sad, as if dead kings kept tune. XI The moon hung twilight from each horn, Soft, silken twilight, soft to touch As baby lips and over much Like to the baby breath of morn. Huge, five-horned stars swung left and right O er argent, opal, amber night. XII What changeful, dreamful, ardent light, When Mauna Loa, far afield, Uprose and shook his yellow shield Below the battlements of night; Below the Southern Cross, o er seas That sang such silent symphonies! XIII Far lava peaks still lit the night, Like holy candles foot and head, That dimly burned above the dead, Above the dead and buried Light. There rose such perfume of the sea, Such Sabbath breath, soft, silently, As when some burning censer swings, As when some surpliced choir sings. I 12 LIGHT XIV He scarce had lived save in such fear, But now yon mitered tongues of flame That tipped the star-lit lava peak Brought back some fervor to his cheek And made him half forget his shame. He could but heed, he could but hear That call across the walls of night From triple mitered tongues of Light, That soulful, silent, perfumed night. He said and yet he said no word; No word he said, yet all she heard, So close their souls lay, in such Light, That holy Honolulu night. xv "Lies yonder Nebo s mount, my Soul? The Promised Land beyond, beyond The grave of rest, the broken bond, Where manly force must lose control, Must press the grapes and fill the bowl, Go round and round, rest, rise up, eat, Tread grapes, then wash the wearied feet? XVI " I know I have enough of bliss, I know full well I should not dare "3 LIGHT To ask a deeper joy than this, This scene, your presence, this soft air, This incense, this deep sense of rest Where long-sought, sweet Arcadia lies Against these gates of Paradise. XVII "And yet, hear me, I dare ask more. Lone Adam had all Paradise And still how poor he was, how poor, With all things his beneath the skies! Aye, sweet it were to roam or rest, To ever rest and ever roam As you might reck and reckon best; But still there comes a sense of home, Of hearthstone, happy babes at play, And you and I not far away. XVIII "Nay, do not turn aside your face Be fruitful ye and multiply Meant all; it meant the human race, And he or she shall surely die Despised and pass to nothingness Who does not love the little dress, The heaven in the mother s eyes, The holy, sacred, sweet surprise 114 LIGHT The time she tells how truly blest, With face laid blushing to his breast. XIX " How flower-like the little frock The daffodil forerunning spring The doll-like shoes, socks, everything, And each a secret, secret stored! And yet each day the little hoard, As careful merchants note their stock, Is noted with such happy care As only angel mothers share. xx "At last to hear her rock and rock Behold her bowed Madonna face! She lifts her baby from its place, Pulls down the crumpled, dampened frock, And never Cleopatra guessed The queenliness, the joy, the pride, She knows with baby to her breast His chub fists churning either sides! XXI "The bravest breast faith ever bared For brother, country, creed or friend, However high the aim or end, Was that brave breast a baby shared LIGHT With kicking, fat legs half unfrocked, The while sweet mother rocked and rocked." CANTO V \ S when first blossoms feel first bees, ^"*- As when the squirrel hoists full sail And leaps his world of maple trees And quirks his saucy, tossy tail; As when Vermont s tall sugar trees First feel sweet sap, then don their leaves In haste a million Mother Eves; As when strange winds stir strong-built ships Long ice-bound fast in Arctic seas, So she, the strong, full woman now, Felt new life thrilling breast and brow And tingled to her finger tips. Her limbs pushed out, outreached her head As if to say she nothing said. But something of the tender light That lit her girl face that first night, The time she pulling poppies sat The sod and saw the golden sheep Safe housed within the hollowed deep, Was hers; and how she blushed thereat! Yet blushing so, still silent sat. 116 LIGHT She would forget his weakness, yet Try as she would, could not forget. He knew her thought. She raised her head And searched his soul, and searching said: "He who would save the world must stand Hard by the world with steel-mailed hand And save by smiting hip and thigh. The world needs truth, tall truth and grand, And keen sword-cuts that thrust to kill. The man who climbed the windy hill To talk, is talking, climbing still, And could not help or hurt a fly. The stoutest swimmer and most wise Swims somewhat with the sweeping stream, Yet leads, leads unseen as a dream. The strong fool breasts the flood and dies, The weak fool turns his back and flies." in He did not answer, could not dare Lift his shamed eyes to her fair face, But looked right, left, looked anywhere, And mused, mused mutely out of place: "If yonder creedists may not teach, For all their books, and bravely preach 117 LIGHT That here, right here, the womb of night Gave us God s first-born, holy Light, Why, pity, nor yet blame them quite; Because they know not, cannot read, Save as commanded by some creed. What eons they may have to wait Within their wall, without the gate, Nor once dare lift their eyes to look Beyond their blinding creed and book, We know not, but we surely know Yon lava-lifted, star-tipt height Is bannered still by that first Light. We know this phosphorescent glow, At every dip of dripping oar, Is but lost bits of Light below, Where moves God s spirit as of yore. Aye, here, right here, from out the night, God spake and said: "Let there be light!" IV "And dare ask doubting, creed-made men Why we so surely know and how? Why here the waters/ now as then? Why here the waters, then as now? We know because we read, yet read So little that we much must heed. We read: God s spirit moved upon 118 LIGHT The waters ere that burst of dawn. What waters? Why, The Waters, these, These soundless, silent, sundown seas. v "The morning of the world was here, Twas here He made dry land appear, Here Darkness lay upon the deep. What deep? This deep, the deepest deep That ever rolled beneath the sun When night and day were then as one And dreamless day lay fast asleep, Rocked in this cradle of the deep." VI She would not, could not be denied Her thought, her theme but turned once more, As turns the all-devouring tide Against a stubborn unclean shore, With lifted face and soul aflame, And spake as speaking in God s name With face raised to the living God: " Hear me! How pitiful the plea Of men who plead their temperance, Of men who know not one first sense Of self-control, yet, fire-shod, Storm forth and rage intemperately 119 LIGHT At sins that are but as a breath, Compared with their low lives of death! VII "And oh, for prophet s tongue or pen To scourge, not only, and accuse The childless mother, but such men As know their loves but to abuse! Give me the brave, child-loving Jew, The full-sexed Jew of either sex, Who loves, brings forth and nothing recks Of care or cost, as Christians do Dulled souls who will not hear or see How Christ once raised his lowly head And, all rebuking, gently said, The while he took them tenderly, Let little ones come unto me. VIII "The true Jew lover keeps the Way. For clean, serene, and contrite heart The bride and bridegroom kneel apart Before the bridal bed and pray. IX "Behold how great the bride s estate! Behold how holy, pure the thought That high Jehovah welcomes her 120 LIGHT In partnership, to coin, create The fairest form He yet has wrought Since Adam s clay knew breath and stir: To glory in her daughters, sons; To be God s tabernacle, tent, The keeper of the covenant, The mother of His little ones! "Go forth among this homeless race, This landless race that knows no place Or name or nation quite its own, And see their happy babes at play, Or palace, Ghetto, rich or poor, As thick as birds about the door At morn, some sunny Vermont May, Then think of Christ and these alone. Yet ye deride, ye jeer, ye jibe, To see their plenteous babes; ye say Behold the Jew and all his tribe! XI "Yet Solomon upon his throne Was not more kingly crowned than they These Jews, these jeered Jews of to-day - More surely born to lord, to lead, To sow the land with Abram s seed; 121 LIGHT Because their babes are healthful born And welcomed as the welcome morn. XII "Hear me this prophecy and heed! Except we cleanse us, kirk and creed, Except we wash us, word and deed, The Jew shall rule us, reign the Jew. And just because the Jew is true, Is true to nature, true to truth, Is clean, is chaste, as trustful Ruth Who stood amid the alien corn In tears that far, dim, doubtful morn Who bore us David, Solomon The Babe, that far, first Christmas dawn. XIII " You shrink, are angered at my speech? You dare avert your doubtful face Because I name this chaste, strange race? So be it then; there lies the beach, And up the beach the ways divide. I would not leave the truth untold To win the whole world to my side, Nor would I spare your selfish pride, Your carnal coarseness, lustful lie, For that would be to let you die. 122 LIGHT Come! yonder lifts the clear, white Light For seamen, souls sea-tost at night. XIV " I see the spiked Agave s plume, The pepsin s plum, acacia s bloom Far up beyond tall cocoa trees, Tall tamarind and mango brown, That gird the pretty, peaceful town. That lane leads up, the church looks down - There lie the ways, now which of these? Bear with me, I must dare be true. The nation, aye, the Christian race, Now fronts its stern Sphynx, face to face, And I must say, say here to you, What e er the cost of love, of fame, The Christian is a thing of shame Must say because you prove it true, The better Christian is the Jew. xv " I know you scorn the narrow deeds Of men who make their god of creeds Yon men as narrow as the miles That bank their rare, sweet flower-fed isles, But come, my Lost Star, come with me To yon fond church, high-built and fair, 123 LIGHT For God is there, as everywhere, Or Arctic snow or argent sea." XVI He looked far up the mango lane Below the wide-boughed banyan tree; He looked to her, then looked again, As one who tries yet could not see But one steep, narrow, upward way: " You said two ways, here seems but one, Or set of moon or rise of sun, But one way to the perfect day, And I will go. And you must stay?" She looked far up the steep of stone And said: "Aye, go, but not alone." XVII The boat s prow pushed the cocoa shore, The man spake not, but, leaning o er, Strong-armed, he drew her to his side And was not anywise denied. He pointed to the failing fire, That still tipt lava peak and spire, While stars pinned round the robe of night; Twas here God said, "Let there be Light!" 124 LIGHT XVJII A little church, a lava wall, A soft light looking gently down, The Light of Christ, the second light, Where two as one passed up the town. She gave her hand, she gave her all, And said, as such brave women might, With ample right, in hallowed cause: "As it in the beginning was, So let the man-child be full born Of Love, of Light, the Light of Morn ! 125 BOOK FOURTH CANTO I i AND which of all Hawaii s isles -*** Of sandal wood and singing wilds Received and housed this maiden rare- This bravest, best, since Eve s despair? It matters not; enough to know Night-blooming trumpets ever blow Love s tuneful banner to the breeze In chorus with the ardent seas; That Juno walks her mountain wall In peacock plumes the whole year through. You hear her gaudy lover call From dawn till dusk, then see them fall From out the clouds far, far below, And droop and drift slow to and fro Dusk rainbows blending with the dew. 129 LIGHT II And had he won her? He had wed, But now it was that he most woo, Must keep alone his widowed bed Or sit and woo the whole night through. He plead. He could not touch her hand; Her eyes held anger and command And memories of a trustful time He would have made her muck and slime. in He plead his perfect life, still plead; But spurning him she mocking said : "You would have trailed me in the dust In very drunkenness of lust And now you dare to meekly plead Your love of Light, your studious youth, Your strenuous toil, your quest of truth, Your perfect life! Indeed! Indeed! IV " Behold the pale, wan, outworn wife Of him who pleads his perfect life! Her step is slow, she waits for death; Hear, hear her wan babe s hollow cry! He scarce can cry above a breath. Poor babe ! begotten but to die, 130 LIGHT Or, harder fate, live feebly on, The shame of mother, curse of state Half-witted, worthless, jest of fate. "Behold God s image, fashioned tall As heaven, stooping down to crawl Upon his belly as a snake, Ere yet his sense is well awake, Ere yet his force has come, ere yet The child-wife knows but to regret. And lo! the greatest is the least; For man lies lower than the beast. VI "Such pity that sweet love should lie Prone, strangled in its bed of shame, And no man dare to publish why! Such pity that in slain Love s name The weak bring forth the weaker, bring The leper, idiot, anything That lawless passion can beget! Sweet pity, pity for them all The child that cries, child-wife that dies, The weakling that may linger yet A feeble day to feebly fall - As food for sword or cannon ball, LIGHT For prison wall or charity Or fruit of gruesome gallows tree! VII " But pity most poor man, blind man, Whose passions stoop him to a span. Why, man, each well-born man was born To dwell in everlasting morn, To top the mountain as a tower, A thousand years of pride and power; To face the four winds with the face Of youth until full length he lies Still God-like, even as he dies. VIII "Could I but teach lorn man to live, But teach low man to truly love, Could I but teach blind man to see, How gladly he would turn to me And give great thanks, and ever give Glad heed, as to some soft-voiced dove. IX "The burning cities of the plain, The high-built harlot, Babylon, The bannered mur ls of Rome undone, That rose again and fell again To ashes and to heaps of dust, 132 LIGHT All died because man lived in vain; Because man sold his soul to lust. x "And count what crimes have come of it! I say all sins, or said or writ, Lie gathered here in this dark pit Of man s licentious, mad desire, Where woman s form is ruthless thrown, As on some sacrificial stone, And burned as in a living fire, To leave but ashes, rue, and ire. XI "Aye, even crimes as yet unnamed Are born of man s degrading lust. The wildest beast man ever tamed, Or ever yet has come to know The vilest beast would feel disgust Could it but know how low, how low God s image sinks in muck and slime, In crimes so deeper than all crime, In slime that hath not yet a name, And yet man knows no whit of shame! XII "Poor, weak, mad man, so halt, so blind! Poor, weak, mad man that must carouse 133 LIGHT And prostitute what he should house And husband for his coming kind! Behold the dumb beasts at glad morn, Clean beasts that hold them well in hand! How nobler thus to lord the land, How nobler thus to love your race, To house its health and strength and grace, Than rob the races yet unborn And build new Babylons to scorn! XIII " I say that each man has a right, The right the beast has to be born Full-flowered, beauteous, free and fair As wide-winged bird that rides the air; Not as a babe that cries all night, Cries, cries in darkness for such Light As man should give it at its birth. I say that poor babe has a right, The right, at least, of each wild beast Aye, red babe, black, white, west or east, To rise at birth and lord the earth, Strong-limbed, long-limbed, robust and free As supple beast or towering tree. 134 LIGHT XIV "God s pity for the breasts that bear A little babe, then banish it To stranger hands, to alien care, To live or die as chance sees fit. Poor, helpless hands, reached anywhere, As God gave them to reach and reach, With only helplessness in each! Poor little hands, pushed here, pushed there, And all night long for mother s breast: Poor, restless hands that will not rest And gather strength to reach out strong To mother in the rosy morn! Nay, nay, they gather scorn for scorn And hate for hate the lorn night long Poor, dying babe! to reach about In blackness, as a thing cast out! xv "God s pity for the thing of lust Who bears a frail babe to be thrust Forth from her arms to alien thrall, As shutting out the light of day, As shutting off God s very breath! But thrice God s pity, let us pray, For her who bears no babe at all, 135 LIGHT But, grinning, leads the dance of death. That sexless, steel-braced breast of bone Is like to some assassin cell, A whited sepulcher of stone, A graveyard at the gates of hell, A mart where motherhood is sold, A house of murders manifold!" CANTO II i TTE heard; he could but bow his head * In silence, penitence, and shame, Confess the truth of all she said Of crimes committed in Love s name, Nor beg the sacred seal of red To marriage bond and marriage bed. And that was all, aye, that was all For days, for days that seemed as years. He still must woo, put by her fears, Make her his friend, let what befall; Bide her sweet will and, loving, bide Meek dalliance with his maiden bride. LIGHT III One night in May, such soulful night Of cherry blossoms, birds, such birds As burst with song, that sing outright Because so glad they cannot keep Their song, but sing out in their sleep! Such noisy night, a cricket s night, A night of Katydids, of dogs That bayed and bayed the vast, full moon In chorus with glad, tuneful frogs With May s head in the lap of June. How hot, how sultry hot the room! Their garden tree in perfect bloom Gave out fair Nippon s full perfume The night grew warm and very warm, And warm her warm, full-bosomed form! IV How vital, virile, strong with life, The world without, the maiden wife! How wondrous fair the world, how fair The maid meshed in her mighty hair! The man uprose, caught close a skin, A lion s skin, threw this about His great, Herculean, pent-up form, Thrust feet into his slippered shoes, 37 LIGHT Then, with a lion s force and frown He strode the wide room up and down, The skin s claws flapping at his thews. He turned, he caught her suddenly And instant wrapped her close within; Then down the stairs and back and out Beneath the blossomed Nippon tree Against the tree he pressed her form, He was so warm, so very warm He held her close as close could be Against the blossomed cherry tree. v He held with all his might and main Held her so hard he shook the tree, Because he trembled mightily And shook in his hard, happy pain Because he quivered as a pine When tropic storm sweeps up the line, As when some swift horse, harnessed low, Frets hard and bites the bit to go. She laughed such low, sweet laugh, and said, The while she raised her pretty head, "Please, please, be gentle good to me, And please don t hurt the cherry tree." LIGHT VI The warm land lay as in a swoon, Full length, the happy lap of June A fair bride fainting with delight And fond forgetfulness with night. How warm the world was and how wise The world is in its love of life, Its hate of harshness, hate of strife, Its love of Eden, peace that lies In love-set, leaf-sown Paradise! VII How generous, how good is night To give its length to man s delight To give its strength from dusk till morn To push the planted yellow corn! How warm this garden was, how warm With life, with love in any form ! Two lowly crickets, clad in black, Came shyly forth, shrank sudden back Then chirped in chorus, side by side; And oh, their narrow world was wide As oceans, light their hearts as air, And oh, their little world was fair, And oh, their little world was warm Because each had a lover there, Because they loved and didn t care. 139 LIGHT VIII How languid all things with delight, With sensuous longings, sweet desire That burned as with immortal fire, Immortal love that burns to live And, lives to burn, to take, to give, Create, bring forth, and loving share With God the fruitage, flesh or flower - Just loving, loving, bud or bower, Or bee or birdling, small or great, Just loving, loving to create, With just one caution, just one care That all creation shall be fair. IX The very garden wall was warm With gorgeous sunshine gone away; Each vine, with eager, reaching arm, Clung amorous, tiptoed to kiss, With eager lips, the ardent clay That held her to its breast of bliss. x Blown cherry blossoms basking lay, A perfect pathway of perfume; The tiger lily scarce had room For roses bending in a storm 140 LIGHT Of laden sweetness more than sweet. The moon leaned o er the garden wall, Then, smiling, tiptoed up her way, The while she let one full beam fall, Love-laden in the sensuous heat, So sweet, so warm, so still withal, Love heard pink cherry blossoms fall. XI A Katydid laid his green thigh Against another leaf-green form And so began to sing and sigh, As if it were his time to die From stress and strain of passion s storm He, too, was warm and very warm. XII A tasseled hammock, silken red, Swung, hung hard by, and foot and head, A blossom-laden cherry tree. This famed tree of the Japanese, Whatever other trees may be, Is held most sacred of all trees: Not quite because of its perfume, Not all because of rich pink bloom, But much because its blossomed boughs Not only list to lover s vows, 141 LIGHT But true to lovers, ever true, Refuse to let one moonbeam through. XIII Here, close beneath this Nippon tree, The sweetest tree this side Cathay, The lover s tree of mystery, Where not a thread of moonlight lay, While waves of moonlight laughed and played At hide and seek the other way, He threw her, full length, from his arm; Full length, then raised her drooping head, Threw back the skin and, blushing red, He sought to say He nothing said! He nothing did but blush and blush And feel his hot blood rush and rush The very hammock s fringe was warm The while he leaned low from his place And felt her warm breath in his face. XIV Then, all abashed, he trembled so He clutched the hammock hard and fast, He held so hard it came, at last, To swing, to swing fast to and fro. Such awkwardness! He clutched, let go, Then clutched so hard he shook each tree 142 LIGHT Till perfumed silence came to see Till fragrance fell upon her hair, Such hair, a storm of pink and snow. How fair, how fair, how sensuous fair, Half hidden in a pink snow-storm; And yet how warm, how more than warm! xv How shamed he was! His great heart beat As beats some signal for retreat. This stupid, bravest of brave men, Confused, dismayed, hung down his head, Then turned and helplessly had fled, Had she not reached a timid hand And, half as pleading, half command And half-way laughing, shyly said, From out her snood of snow and rain, "Please shake the Nippon trees again!" XVI He shook the trees; a fragrant shower On laughing face and loosened hair A flash of perfume and of flower Oh, she was fair and very fair! Then with a sudden strength he plucked His red-ripe cherry from the tree, Wound round the skin and loosely tucked LIGHT The folds about her modestly, Then on and up with giant stride He bore his blushing maiden bride, So cherry ripe, so cherry red, And laid her in her bridal bed Laid perfumed bride, laid flesh and flower, Half drowning from the fragrant shower. What snows strewn in her ample hair, What low, light laughter everywhere, Or cherry tree, or step or stair! Just low, soft laughter, cherry bloom, Just love and love s unnamed perfume. XVII He tossed the lion s skin aside, With folded arms leaned o er his bride, Turned low the light, then stood full length, Then strode in all his supple strength The room a time, tossed back his hair, Then to his bride, swift bent to her, And kneeled, as lowliest worshiper. XVIII And then he threw him by her side, His long, strong limbs thrown out full length, His two fists full of housed-up strength. What pride, what manly, kingly pride 144 LIGHT That he had conquered, bravely slain His baser self, was self again! XIX He held a hand, exceeding small, He breathed her perfume, threw her hair Across her breast with such sweet care He scarce did touch her form at all. Again he rose, strode to and fro, Came back and turned the light quite low. xx He bowed his face close to her feet; Now he would rise, then would not rise; He bent, blushed to his very eyes, Then sudden pushed aside the sheet And kissed her pink and pearly toes. Their perfume was the perfect rose When perfect summer, passion, heat, Points both hands of the clock straight up, As when we lift and drain the cup, As when we lift two hands and pray When we have lived our bravest day, The horologe of life may stop With both hands pointing to the top. LIGHT XXI Then suddenly, in strength and pride, Full length he threw him at her side And caught again her timid hand, A bird that had escaped his snare. He caught it hard, he held it there, He begged her pardon, begged and prayed She would forgive him, then he laid His face to her face and the land Was like a fairy land. They lay As children well outworn at play. XXII As children bounding from their bed, So rested, radiant, satisfied With self and selfishness denied, Life seemed some merry roundelay. They laughed with early morn, they led, So full of soul, of strength were they, The laughing dance of love all day. XXIII All day? A month of days, and each A song, a sermon, but to teach, A holy book to teach the truth Of endless, laughing, joyous youth. He stood so tall, he stood so strong 146 LIGHT As one who holds the keys yet keeps His treasure housed in shining heaps, Until all life was as a song. XXIV At last, one warmest morning, she Held close his hand, held hard the door, Would scarce let go, said o er and o er, "Good-by! Come early back to me!" And then, close up beside, as one Might eager seek some stout oak tree When storm is sudden threatened, she Put up her pretty, pouting mouth, Half closed her laughing, saucy eyes Such lips, such roses from the south, The warm, south side of Paradise! XXV "Good-by! Come early back to me!" Why, he heard nothing else all day, Saw nothing else, knew naught but this, Their fond, fond, first full-flowered kiss, Wherein she led the rosy way, As is her right, as it should be. He looked his watch hard in its face A hundred times, he blushed, he smiled, Did leave his friends and lightly pace 147 LIGHT The street, half laughing, as a child. A million kisses! He d had one Scant one, his joy had just begun! XXVI Come early? He was at the gate And through the door ere yet the day Had kneeled down in the west to pray Its vesper prayer, all brimming o er And blushing that he could not wait To kiss her just once more, once more; Take breath then kiss her o er and o er. XXVII By some sweet chance he found her there, Close fenced against the winding stair, With no escape, behind, before. She put her lips up as to plead She might be spared a little space; But there was mischief in her face, A world of frolic and of fun, And he could run as he could read, Aye, he could read as he could run. And then she pushed her full lips out: "You are so strong, you hold so fast! You know I tried to guard the door." And then she frowned, began to pout 148 LIGHT And sighed, "Dear, dear, tis not well done! And then he caught her close, and then He kissed her, once, twice, thrice again. XXVIII Then days and many days of this Ah! man, make merry and carouse Upon your way, within your house, Hold right there in your manly hand, Your happy maid who waits your kiss; Carouse on kisses and carouse In soul, the livelong, thronging day When duty tears you well away, To know what waits you at the gate, And waiting loves and loves to wait. XXIX And how to kiss? A thousand ways, And each way new and each way true, And each way true and each way new Each day for thrice ten thousand days. XXX How loyal he who loves, how grand! He does not tell her overmuch, He does not sigh or seek to touch Her garments s hem or lily hand; 149 LIGHT She is his soul, his life, his light, His saint by day, his shrine by night. XXXI True love leads home his maiden bride Low- voiced and tender, soft and true: He leans to her, to woo, to woo, As if she still turned and denied No selfish touch, no sated kiss To kill and dig the grave of bliss. XXXII True love will hold his maiden bride As nobles hold inheritance; He will not part with one small pence Of her fair strength and stately pride, But wait serenely at her side, Supremely proud, full satisfied. XXXIII Why, what a glorious thing to view! Each morn a maiden at your side, The one fair woman, maid and bride, With all her sweetness waiting you! How wise the miser, more than wise, Who knows to count and keep such prize! 150 LIGHT XXXIV How glad the coming home of him Who knows a maiden waits and waits, All pulsing, still, within his gates, To kiss his goblet s golden brim; How joyous still to woo and woo, To read the old new story through! XXXV Ah me, behold what heritage! What light by which to walk, to live This age when lights resplendent burn, This glorious, shining, new-born age, When love can bravely give and give And get thrice tenfold in return, If man will only love and learn! xxxvi And now soft colors through the house Began to surely bud and bloom; The wise, the fair, far-seeing spouse Began to deck the bridal room; Began to build, as builds a bird, When first footfalls of spring are heard. XXXVII Some warm-toned colors on the wall, Then gorgeous, grass-like carpetings LIGHT Strown, sown with lily, pink and all That nature in sweet springtime brings; Then curtains from the Orient, The silken couch, soft as a kiss, The music born of love and blent But rarely with such loves as this; Mute music, where not hand of man Or foot of man is seen or heard, Such soft, sweet sound as only can In happy blossom time he heard Be heard from happy, nested bird. xxxvm And now full twelve o clock, the noon Of faithful, trustful, wedded love, The two hands pointing straight above, This vast midnight, this argent June! Their noon was midnight and the moon Came through the silken sheen and laid A sword of silver at her side. And peace, sweet, perfect peace was hers, As when nor bird nor blossom stirs, And she was now no more afraid; The moon surrendered to the maid, Drew back and softly turned aside, As bridesmaid turning from the bride. 152 LIGHT XXXIX All voiceless, noiseless, tenderly He pressed beside her, took her hand He took her from the leaning moon, And far beyond the amber sea, They sailed the seas of afternoon The far, still seas, so grandly grand, Until they came to babyland. SIT LUX. OF THE UNIVERSITY OF 53 14 DAY USE RETURN TO DESK FROM WHICH BORROWED LOAN DEPT. I This book is due on the last date stamped below, or on the date to which renewed. Renewed books are subject to immediate recall. FLblU 19683 LB JAN 27*68 -4PM t*\ + LD 21A-45m-9, 67 (H5067slO)476B General Library University of California Berkeley r YC159128