THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES An Unconventional Novel. IN FETTERS: THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? BY THOMAS KIRWAN. BOSTON: DE WOLFE, FISKE & CO., PUBLISHERS. 1893. COPYRIGHT, 1898, BY THOMAS KTRWAN. (All Rights Reserved.) PS INTRODUCTORY. I have called my novel an unconventional one, for the reason that it will probably not interest the ordinary novel reader the devourer of those works of fiction which rise but little above the level of mere family or village gossip, but which in some cases may contain cer tain good ideas mostly un virile ones, however though, as a matter of fact, they generally pander to the abnormal longings or sensuous appetites of the class of readers for which they are written. This work is not for such frivolous minds, but for thoughtful people, who are accustomed to regard life more as a drama than as a comedy or a farce. It calls for the exercise of the thinking faculty, and will be of interest to earnest people, who have, often paused in the whirl and turmoil, in the disappointment and the worry, of life, and have soberly asked themselves such questions as these: What is the world in which we live, and what is its relation to the universe ? What is life, and especially human life ? What are we here for? What is our mission? have we any? and what is our destiny? 894419 iv INTRODUCTORY. This work does not profess to answer these questions from any supernal source of information or inspirational standpoint. It simply aims to express the common thought of the intelligent people of this age, who dare to think for themselves, in protest against the old beliefs and forms of religion which claim special divinity of origin and authority, and to help such free thinkers in the consideration of the problems of life. In doing this it will illustrate in a manner the travail of inquiry, of discussion, and of earnest, honest, and intelligent thought in the direction whence these questions tend. In this book, though one creed is chosen as an illustra tion of the power of the Christian church over men's lives and conduct, the purpose is to treat all existing creeds and beliefs as survivals of primitive ignorance and its consequent development of that imaginative faculty which has entered so largely and perhaps legitimately into the psychological constitution of humanity. It will be observed that most of my characters are honorable and high-minded people, as the world goes; with peculiar views of life, if they have any; some personal oddities, perhaps, but mostly acting according to the best light and intelligence which they have meaning to do right, in their way. I have a constitutional aversion to the common villain of the ordinary novel or drama. In my opinion, if good ness and uprightness of character cannot be made striking except by contrast with criminal depravity that is, if it cannot shine by its own light it amounts to but little. I have never found the conventional villain in real life, though undoubtedly there are vain and even INTRODUCTORY. V wicked men to be found on occasion ; but, outside the criminal classes, there are no such men as we see painted in novels and exaggerated on the stage, and, in my opinion, the sooner we rid our literature of them the better. I confess to a dislike to such people, or rather caricatures of people ; have never studied their peculiari ties, and would consider it in as bad taste to introduce them to my readers as I would to present a man whom I knew to be a professional thief to a friend. My characters are intended to be natural, and to act like the common run of people, who are experimental in thought if not in act ; who are, in fact, seeking, like most people, to make the best of life. In regard to the discussion of religious matters so called I aim to present the thoughts of people who reason about them in perhaps a somewhat crude, but at the same time logical, way. Without knowing anything about the rules of inductive philosophy, they yet like the person who can write good and even elegant English without knowing the rules of grammar reason from analogical bases to sensible deductions. It is a common error for people in opposition to regard one another with suspicion, as being insincere, dishonest, and vicious. This I conceive to be not the right method. The man who honestly doubts the divinity of Christ or the inspiration of the Scriptures may be, and usually is, quite as honest, sincere, and virtuous as the man who believes firmly in both. The fact is, we are what we are by reason of the conditions which environ our lives. These may impel us to be saints or sinners, according to what they are and the material which we furnish them with. VI INTRODUCTORY. The growing tendency of the present age, so far as I can judge, is to regard religion as the best expression of the highest social development, rather than as being derived from some source or influence outside of and apart from humanity. Whatever 'authority' there may be in the churches of the present day, or of any and all ages, may be regarded as a thing having its origin in humanity itself, and, therefore, that all church regulation should be based on the authority whence it emanates that of the people constituting the churches. This is democratic doctrine in politics why not in religion ? THOMAS KIEWAN. Boston, Mass., June, 1893. IN FETTERS: THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? CHAPTER I. INTRODUCING SOME OF THE PRINCIPAL CHARACTERS THE YOUTH, THE MAIDEN, THE UNRELENTING FATHER. The scene of this opening chapter is laid in a maritime town in one of the eastern provinces of the Dominion of Canada, but at the time this narrative begins viz., 1849 a separate province. We shall call the town Chebucto. This place was and is an agricultural centre, and being situated on a strait in the Gulf of St. Lawrence, with a fairly good harbor, enjoyed a moderate share of com merce. Among its earlier industries was that of shipbuild ing, which at one time had been carried on to a consid erable extent, but at the time in question only two men were engaged in it, their building yards adjoining on the water front. These men kept extensive supply stores, and were, in many respects, rivals in business. Their names were James Warden and Richard Gaston. They were both quite wealthy for that section of country, and were doing a large and profitable business, not only in shipbuilding but in merchandise. They each owned 8 IN FETTERS: several ships, which in the fall they loaded with oats, and sent to England, the ships on return bringing merchandise, machinery, etc. When not engaged in this business of exchange, these vessels traded to any place where they could obtain charter, or carried loads of deals to England. James Warden, as the name would indicate, was an Englishman, and in religion a Roman Catholic. Richard Gaston was of French descent, and also a Roman Catholic. The latter had taken for wife an Irish woman, whose principal attributes were piety, affection, and goodness of heart. She had little education, but any one knowing her would forget this lack in the real respect she inspired by her sincerity, sweetness of disposition, and genuine good nature. Curiouslv enough James Warden had for wife a wo- v O man of French descent, her maiden name Marie Laroche, who was a fine speciman of her race. She had been edu cated in a convent, and was intelligent, vivacious, and, what is rare in these modern days, an obedient and duti ful wife. Indeed her husband's wish or will was a thing she never dreamed of disputing. This couple had an only child, a daughter named Agnes, who at the time this story opens was eighteen years of age. She was tall, straight as an arrow, with a well-developed form, and the face of an Evangeline beautiful, but with a pensive expression in it. Richard Gaston had two sons, Thomas and Richard. The former, at the time our tale begins, was twenty-four years of age, and had then been some two years in 'the States,' at Boston, in fact, pursuing his studies. Richard, who was now twenty-two, decided to remain at home though offered a college course preferring a business career to a professional one. THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 9 He was a tall, manly fellow, with a wealth of curly chestnut hair, covering the head of an Apollo. He had received a fairly good academy education, and was quick and intelligent in business matters. He was earnest, honest, sincere, and was withal blest with a bright, sunny disposition that sought only cheerfulness. His mother, Mrs. Gaston, had often importuned Richard to go to col lege and study for the priesthood. ' We've had priests in our family,' she said she was a Brady 'for ages, and it would be the glory of my soul to see one of my sons in that most holy order of Christ's disciples.' But the son invariably shook his head and replied: ' Mother, I am not cut out for the church. I am not good enough. My de sires and my ambition are all too worldly. Try Tom.' The fact was that Richard Gaston had in view a secu lar life, in the business of which Agnes Warden was to be the partner. He had known Agnes from her infancy and had always loved her. His father and her's had formerly been warm friends, but that friendship had been broken for some years, and while he had not formally forbidden the visits of Richard Gaston to his house, Mr. Warden looked upon them with growing disfavor. The former's visits to Agnes were of almost daily occurrence, and these usually in the sum mer season ended in an evening stroll along the street leading by the water side out to a hill or cliff overlooking the sea, where the lovers, seated on a boulder, would talk of the future and lay plans, as lovers often do, plans never to be realized. It was a Saturday evening in August. The day was unusually warm, but the evening brought in the cool and refreshing sea breeze, which made existence once more 10 IN FETTERS: an enjoyment. Richard went, as usual in the evening to see Agnes, and invite her out to enjoy the evening air. She donned her bonnet and shawl, and the two lovers walked slowly toward their trysting place. But Agnes, during this walk, was unusually silent, or only answered Richard's vivacious questions and talk in monosyllables or with a sad smile on her face. lie noticed this unusual preoccupation and was puzzled to comprehend it, for though never demonstrative, Agnes was usually frank and cheerful, and seemed to enjoy every moment of the time spent in her lover's company. But he made no remark about it until the trysting place was reached, where, after seating themselves, he said : 'Agnes, you seem sad tonight. Has anything hap pened to make you unhappy? Havel Instead of replying, Agnes burst into tears. ' Why what is it, dear girl ? Speak to me ? ' With an effort she calmed herself, and said : ' Richard Dick I am afraid that there is going to be trouble for us. Mother tells me that father has threat ened to forbid your coming to the house, and also to for bid me to keep company with you any longer.' ' What have I done to merit his displeasui-e, Agnes ? ' 'Nothing. It is simply on account of his unfriendli ness to your father. I understand that they had some hot words today this forenoon and at dinner time father told mother that he would never have a Gaston in his family, which means oh, you know what it means to us, Dick ! ' ' But shall I be treated as an enemy because my father is so regarded by your's ? Are we to share our parents' dislikes and prejudices? This woiild be as senseless as THE MA^ OR THE PRIEST? ll it would be wicked. It is monstrous ! It would be like going back to the savage usages of barbarous ages.' 1 My father is a very determined man, Dick, and when he makes up his mind to do a thing he will do it. lie may at any moment forbid me to see you again as a lover.' ' And would you obey such a command ? ' ' I would be bound to. He is my father, and has the right to command my obedience.' 'Would you not leave your home for my love ? I can offer you as good a home as the one you would leave.' Her breast heaved with a fierce conflict of feeling. He watched her closely, and with an anxious, beating heart awaited her decision. She was like one tempest-tossed in a sea of emotion, and could not speak. In the hope to urge a favorable decision he said : 'Agnes, my love, do not for God's sake decide against me ! Let me see your father, and try if I cannot soften him. At least let us wait until he actually forbids you to keep company with me.' She heaved a sigh of relief and said, simply, ' I will,' and the despondent and now'silent lovers took their way homeward, and parted with a whispered 'good-bye.' The following day Sunday the sun rose in a clear sky, and all things in nature seemed to feel the inspira tion of its glowing influence. As the time for attendance at church drew near, Richard Gaston, as was his custom, stationed himself at a point on the route of the Wardens churchward they usually walked, as did the other vil lagers. It was at this place, under the eye of her parents, that it was his wont to meet her and walk with her after them to the church, which was about a quarter of a mile distant, on the highest elevation in the town. 12 nv FETTERS: He had not been at his post more than five minutes when the Wardens came along. As they approached him Richard raised his hat, and bade them a respectful ' good morning.' To his astonishment his salutation was not noticed by Mr. Warden or his wife, though the latter looked pityingly at the young man, as if she longed to say a kind word to him but dared not, while Agnes, instead of falling to the rear to join him, kept her place between her father and mother. But her eyes told him plainly that her position and refusal to accompany him were not of her own choice, and he fancied he could see tears in them. The blow had come sooner than he expected, and he reeled under it as if it were a stunning physical infliction. For a moment his head swam around, and he staggered to the fence, where he supported himself, his head droop ing on his arm. In this position Mrs. Warden, who had a woman's curiosity to look back as they turned up the street to the church, saw him, and her heart was smote with pity for the young man, but she made no remark, and went forward to church. Richard Gaston had pride as well as feeling, and after the first effects of the shock had passed away, this pride took possession of him, and he said to himself: 'Why should I be cast down by this unjust and undeserved treatment from a man I have never wronged, and have always treated with respect? I will show him that I am not a lout to cry and act like a fool because he refuses to let his daughter walk with me. I will show them all that I am not cast down ! ' and straightening himself up he started for the church by a short cut, and arrived there before the Wardens, who kept on the street. He was not THE MAN OR THE PillEST? 13 aware that Mrs. Warden had seen Ids despairing attitude beside the fence. The Warden and Gaston families, being the wealthiest people in the town, had the two front pews. Agnes, how ever, who had a fine soprano voice, sang in the choir, and Richard was also a member, singing a tenor part. This day, however, instead of going up to the gallery where the choir was located, he took a seat in his father's pew, and there, much to their surprise especially to that of Mrs. Warden the Wardens found him seated when they reached their pew. Services over, young Gaston was among the first to leave the church. He went out into the bye streets, to commune in solitude with his thoughts. He had a hard struggle between love and pride. Love so far conquered that he determined to ask his mother's advice, and, if she would consent, have her in some way intercede for him, though he could not see how she would be able to afford him any assistance ; but a frantic lover, like a drowning man, will grasp at straws. He returned home, and after dinner, of which he ate but little, he beckoned to his mother, and whispered that he wanted to have a private talk with her. She took him to her room, where he told her all that had taken place, even to the repulse of that morning. 4 1 wondered,' she said, ' why you did not go up to the choir today, and this accounts for it. Dick, my dear boy, I pity you ; but I do not see how I can help you so long as your father and Mr. Warden are bad friends. I think we'd better call your father in and tell him all. He is quick tempered, I know, and may have been outspoken to Warden, who has been using very mean artifices to 14 IN" FETTEKS: take trade from our store. Your father loves you, my son, and would I am sure make any sacrifice to secure your happiness.' Mr. Gaston was then called in, and made acquainted with the condition of affairs. He was a sensible, honor able man, but of high spirit and quick temper. He had an affectionate nature, and loved his sons so strongly that he was prepared to assist them in all proper ways ; but if he loved one better than the other it was Richard. When he heard it all, he paused for a while, in deep thought. Then he said : ' Dick, my boy, I regret that your affair with Agnes has gone so far, though she is a grand good girl, worthy to be wife of the best man in the province. I would be glad to see her your wife, and both of you settled for life. I would also like to be once again friendly with James Warden, and would willingly let bygones be bygones, for both your sakes ; but I know enough of human nature as it is exemplified in that man to feel that this can never be. When a man injures you, you may forgive him but will he forgive you ? Warden will not forgive me because he has injured me ; that is now the trouble.' ' Father,' said Richard, 'I understand your 'point. If he were a true Christian he'd forgive ; but as he's not the injured party he will not. But he is doubly mean in thus extending his enmity to me, to wreck my life.' ' Dick,' said his mother, ' are you so set upon having Agnes that you cannot give her up ? There are other good girls in Chebucto that you might have for the ' ' Mother,' he interrupted, ' if I cannot have Anges, I will have no other woman I will never marry ! ' He said this sadly, but in a tone of determination, THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 15 ' Well, Dick, if you don't get her, and will not marry, why can't you ' ' Stop,' said the elder Gaston, who divined that she was going to revive the idea of his becoming a priest. ' It will be time enough to talk of that later on, for, as you both know, I do not favor such a step. I have a good business, which Dick understands thoroughly, and which he can have when I'm called away. Tom has no head for business, and if Dick should go away, he could not be induced to leave Boston and come home to the unevent ful life of this quiet village. On the other hand Dick is just suited for this life, and could be happy here if he would be contented. Well, we shall see what may be done. What do you now propose to do in the matter?' he asked, turning to Richard. ' My impulse is to see Mr. Warden and ask him for Agnes to -plead with him for her, if need be.' ' I fear he will only insult you. But, as it will bring matters to a focus, perhaps it. is the best thing you can do. Let me advise you, however, not to lose your temper, even if he should insult you. The man who loses his temper is always at the mercy of his opponent. Besides, his age, if nothing more, calls for your respect. Talk plainly to him, but not offensively, and no matter what he says to you, leave him with a respectful, unruffled demeanor.' 'It may be a hard thing to do, if he is abusive and especially if he should begin to abuse you, father but I will treat him with respect, for Agnes' sake as well as your sake and my own dignity,' said Richard, and thus the conference ended. 16 IN FETTERS: CHAPTER II. THE INTERVIEW WITH MR. WARDEN. 'AGNES CAN NEVER BE YOUR WIFE!' 'MOTHER, I AM READY!' The morning succeeding the events narrated, Richard Gaston entered the store of James Warden. The latter saw him coming, and went into his private office. He no doubt guessed the purpose of this visit, and wished it to be private. Ascertaining that the merchant was in his office, the young man knocked, and in response to the 'come in' of the occupant, entered. He was agitated, but once inside, and noting the cold and even contemptuous look which answered his respectful salutation, his native coolness of manner came to his aid like an inspiration, and he stood before Mr. Warden as self-possessed as if his errand were one of ordinary every- day business. 'Mr. Warden,' he said, 'I come to have some private talk with you about a matter which deeply concerns me as well as one who is dear to you.' ' Indeed ! And pray how do you know that it deeply concerns the one you speak of?' asked the merchant, with a sneer. 'Pardon me, sir,' said the young man, 'but I think I have good reason for that statement. However, I have not come to enter into any controversy. All I ask of you is a patient and friendly hearing, which I think a long acquaintance with me and a full knowledge of my character and habits I have grown from a child under your eye, sir warrant me in expecting from you.' THE MAX OR THE PRIEST? 17 The merchant made no reply, and Richard, accepting this as an assent, in a manly and straightforward manner told the tale of his love and courtship of Agnes, a court ship which had been carried on with the knowledge and tacit consent of both her parents as well as of his, and pleaded eloquently that as they loved one another it would be cruel to separate them. Mr. Warden, who was an imperious man, did hear him through, much to his own surprise ; but, when the young man concluded, he said, in a harsh tone: 'After this fine talk, I suppose you want my decision ?' 'I do, sir.' 'You shall have it without equivocation: Agnes can never be your wife ! ' ' Sir Mr. Warden can you mean this?' 'I do mean it so make up your mind to accept it as a final answer.' 'Have I ever said or done aught to offend you, sir?' 'You have not; but your father has, and one of his blood shall never mingle with my race, if I can help it.' The blood mounted to Richard's brow, arid then the flush was succeeded by a deathlike paleness. But though his emotions were almost overpowering, he mastered them. Then, he said, looking full in Warden's eye : 'Sir, your unjust determination may wreck one if not two lives God forgive you! 'and turning on his heel he rapidly left the place. As he passed up the street towards his father's place of business he encountered Agnes, who was on the watch to learn of the result of his mission. She saw by the expres sion of his face that her father had rejected and perhaps insulted him. 18 IK FETTEKS: 'Dick Mr. Gaston I know by your face that my father has refused you. O God! what shall I say or do? : 'lie not only told me that you can never be my wife but insulted me through his enmity to my father.' 'I hope you said nothing in anger to him, in return,' said Agnes. ' I said nothing worse than that he had wrecked one if not two lives by his decision, and that I hoped God would forgive him for it.' ' That was noble, Richard. Ah me ! what shall become of me? We must part, Richard. While my father lives he will never consent to our union. I know him well enough for that. Try and forget me, Richard. There are others 'None for me, Agnes,' was the passionate exclamation. 'If I cannot have you, I want no other woman for wife. But, Agnes,' and here his voice assumed a pleading tone, 'can you not decide for yourself, as it most concerns you? If we should get married your father would in time for give you 'Never never! O,Dick, I know him too well to hope for such a thing. He would curse me while living and on his dying bed, and I could never be happy under such conditions. It is out of the question.' ' Then you would give up your love and hope of life at the behest of an angry and unforgiving parent. Agnes, think well what you are deciding.' 'I have thought it all over, Dick, and have spent two sleepless and tearful nights thinking of it. My resolution is taken: I cannot marry you against my father's wishes.' 'This is your final decision, then? Is there no hope of your changing it?' THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 19 'None, Dick, none,' she said, sadly. 'I have some of my father's dogged nature in me, I suppose. At any rate I will not marry without his consent, or during his life time.' Her voice quivered with emotion, though she managed to maintain an outwardly calm demeanor. He took both her hands in his, and wringing them, said : 'Agnes, you're an angel! God bless you, and God help us both to bear the burden of life, made heavy to us by no fault of our's ! ' He turned away from her, and, instead of going to his father's store, started in the direction of his home. His mother saw his approach, and stood in the door way to "meet him. She read his disappointment in his face, and led him into the sitting room. 'My poor boy ! ' she said, ' I see that you have met with a refusal, and I have no doubt it was a cruel one.' 'It was cold and cruel, mother,' he sobbed, his head on her breast. ' Well, it may not be so bad, after all. Agnes may brave his wrath, and 'No hope for that, mother. I saw her after the inter view, and urged her to take that step, but she positively refused. She said she would never marry without her father's consent, and she knew he would never consent to our union while he lived. Her decision is irrevocable. ' Richard, after the paroxysm of his emotion had spent itself, arose and paced the floor for a minute or two. Then he approached his mother and said: ' Mother, I am ready ! ' She divined his meaning, but instead of feeling rejoiced at his decision, a pang shot through her heart, and she could not find words to reply. 20 IN FETTERS: 'I will go to college, mother, and become a priest!' 'O, Richard!' was all she could say, and then, as if realizing that perhaps it was the best thing he could do under the circumstance, rose and embraced him, saying, fervently : ' God bless you, my son. The -holy profession of the priesthood will not only enable you to aid and comfort those who are unhappy like yourself, but will bring you happiness in time by making you forget your own troubles. The church will open to you a new world of thought and effort, give you a noble work to do in this life, and a happy reward in the next.' When Mr. Gaston learned of his son's determination he was far from pleased. 'Dick,' he said, 'you are more fitted for business than for the priesthood. You have a business head, but not a priestly one. What I mean is, you can be more benefit to the world as a merchant or a manufacturer than as a priest. You have brains a priest needs none, or next to none. You have a capacity for social enjoyment, while a priest looks mostly to the enjoyment of eating and drinking. You are too acute a reasoner, I think, to believe what you do not understand, and too conscientious to teach what you do not believe. I don't say that priests do this, as a rule, but my impression is that many of them do. A priest, unless he be a really able and honest man, would better be" a nonentity a mere dealer in the ritual matters pertaining to religion ; one who will obey his superiors without question, and get along as smoothly as he can.' ' You do not seem to have a high opinion of church men, father, and you may be right from your standpoint. But circumstances have impelled me to make this choice, THE MAN OR THE PEIEST? 21 and perhaps it is as good as any other. You will admit that, after what has just occurred, I cannot remain here. I might go to Boston, where Tom is, and become like him, a free thinker. How would you like that, father'?' 'I would rather see you a free thinker and an honest man than a cardinal and a hypocrite, Dick ; though I have faith in you to believe that you will never profess one thing while you believe in another. Your brother Tom, I am sorry to say, has left the faith of his fathers, but he is honest and truthful, and these are qualities which I believe to be essential to true manhood. However, as you say, you cannot remain here, for a time at least, after what has occurred. If your wooing had resulted differently, I inten ded taking you into partnership. A year's absence at col lege may bring a change in your feeling, and perhaps you would better take a course. Where do you desire to go to what college?' 'As I have made up my mind to study for the priest hood, I would like to go to the Jesuit college atMontreal.' 'Very well. Be it as you wish; only promise me this: that you will not seek for ordination until you are perfectly sure you shall like the new profession.' 'I will promise that,' was the response, and thus the interview ended. Preparations for the departure of Richard Gaston for college were soon completed, and as it was but a short time until the opening of the fall term, he tried to forget his present troubles in assisting his father in putting the account books of the business into good shape. Richard had been a steady young man, and saving of the salary allowed him by his father, so he had money enough of his own to bear his college expenses, and even 22 IN FETTEKS: more. Then he had been given a small interest in two of the ships recently built by his father, and as these had been sold in the English market at good prices, there was an amount of some six hundred and fifty pounds sterling which he would get when the money was received from the old country. The sudden determination of Richard Gaston to give up the succession to his father's business and become a priest, together with the cause of this change, were not long in finding their way to the gossips of the town, and of course set their tongues wagging. But of this he knew little or nothing, and cared less. During the time intervening between the formation of his resolution and his departure for college, Richard saw nothing of the Wardens; but he met the young people of the other families of the village, and on the eve of his departure most of them, together with their parents, called upon him to wish him God-speed; for, though more sedate than the general run of young men, there was nothing 'stuck up' about him, and he was popular with both old and young. The day of departure came. The stage coach stopped at the door of the Gaston house to take him away, and while the driver was putting on the trunks, Richard was in the sitting room with his father and mother saying parting .words and receiving advice and encouragement. When the announcement came that all was ready for the start, his mother put her arms about him, and after embracing and kissing him affectionately, said: 'God in his goodness bless you my dear son and make you an ornament to the church and a pride to your parents ! ' THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 23 His father kissed him affectionately and said : 'Write often, Dick, and let me know not only how you are progressing, but how you are feeling in the new path which you have chosen. Good bye, and God bless you!' Richard wrung the hands of his parents, and with an affectionate adieu, mingled with tears, he rushed out of the home of his childhood and mounted the stage coach, which started off at a lively pace. He saw an unusual number of his young friends on the street, all of whom shouted or waved him an adieu, and when he looked back to the old home, he there saw his father and mother at the door, watching him out of sight, the latter waving him adieu with her handkerchief. CHAPTER III. PEDAGOGUE CLUNEY AND TOM GASTON. TOM'S VIEWS ON RELIGION, AND GROWING SCEPTICISM. John Cluney was a bachelor, a gentleman and a scholar. He was about forty years of age at the time our story begins. He was nephew of Father Tom McMahon parish priest of Chebucto, and second master of the Che- bucto Academy now a college and taught mathe matics, philosophy, Latin and Greek, and other advanced studies of a high or normal school. Master Cluney would be counted a fair-looking man, even though he had red hair and plain features, if his eyes were not set obliquely in his head. Both were 24 IN FETTERS: askew, and inclined inward, so that when he looked at any object, he had to focus them on it. In reading, he held the book so that the lines were nearly perpendicular. This peculiarity of vision was quite noticeable on first acquaintance, and indeed was difficult to overcome on closer acquaintance. But if John Cluney was not prepossessing in appear ance, he was a man to be esteemed and respected on acquaintance. He was a fine scholar, and a man of brains and culture far above his surroundings. He loved books and was a great reader an omnivorous one, indeed, for nothing in the way of literature came amiss to him. He was of Irish birth and education, like his uncle, the priest, and his speech had a certain virility of articulation which might be called rough, but you would soon forget this and even see in it a fitness for expressing the sturdy masculine thoughts of the speaker. He was an earnest man, and rarely indulged in trifling talk, though, on occasion, he would perpetrate a pun, and chuckle over it. Perhaps it was for this reason, added to his peculiar appearance that he did not shine in female society. Per haps, also, his great love of books and of study made him prefer such companionship to the company of the young ladies of the town, few of whom were highly educated and fewer still possessed any literary taste. As a pedagogue, John Cluney was a success. He was a strict disciplinarian in school a hard master to boys who tried to shirk their tasks or were dull. He called them 'dolts.' To the boys who took an interest in their work he was kind, sympathetic and helpful. With such qualities it was no wonder that, notwith standing his peculiarities, he commanded the respect and THE MAN OR THE PEIEST? 25 even love of his pupils ; for even the ' dolts ' could see that his severity was exercised for their benefit. One of Master Cluney's favorite pupils was Thomas Gaston Tom, he called him. Tom's ambition, like that of many another smart young provincial, had led him, a year and a half before the opening of our story, to go to Boston, that Mecca of all downeasters, to study for the profession of medicine. After a preparatory course, he entered the medical department of Harvard College, which was then, and for some years later, located on Grove street, and among whose . preceptors was Prof. John W. Webster, whose murder of Dr. George Parkman on Nov. 23, 1849, caused such a profound sensation throughout New England, and for which the professor was hanged on the 20th of August following. While pursuing his medical studies in Boston, Tom Gaston maintained a regular and not infrequent corre spondence with his old preceptor, who in turn was prompt in reply and quite generous in the amount of his matter. Tom Gaston was frankness itself in his commu nications to his friend. His letters were a faithful chart of the development of his mind, especially on matters pertaining to religion. Like most young men who are 'born into' a mode of religious belief, he was restless at the restraint enjoined against free inquiry about matters of belief and of relig ious doctrine. The reason given as to why he should not question the absolute right of the Catholic church to decide on all matters of faith that he should not set up his own judgement against the decisions or dicta of the church was not satisfying to him. Then he could not admit the sense or justice of the 26 IN FETTERS: condemnation of other Christian sects by the church, nor could he understand why a young man in all other respects like himself should be condemned because he did not believe in the Catholic church and the infallibility of the Pope, its supreme head, especially when that young man had been born of Protestant parentage, and was brought up a Protestant. If Protestants and other sects were wrong, why did not the Omnipotent God change their hearts and turn them toward the truth as taught by the Catholic church? Again, why did God permit the predominance in num bers of pagans and Mohammedans among the peoples of the earth ? If Christianity was the only saving religion, why was not the whole world inclined to Christianity? And if God was the merciful and considerate father which he was painted, and if the Catholic church was the only true Christian church, why was not the whole world Christian and all Christians Catholics ? These thoughts, which had haunted Tom Gaston during his school days in his native town, occurred to him with redoubled force and energy when he came to Boston, and found a dominant Protestantism that was full of vitality, highly intelligent, and in some respects liberal and even progressive. But he found in Boston, also, a surprising division of sentiment among Protestants. lie found the orthodox and other so-called evangelical Chris tians to be as strict and almost as dogmatic in their views and pulpit teachings as the most bigoted Presbyterians of the Provinces. But then there were the Universalists, who had so far modified the doctrines of orthodoxy as to hold that all men, even the most wicked, would finally be saved. This was a step in the direction of liberalism, THE MAN OR THE 1'KIEST? 27 but in Universalism in its more radical form Tom Gaston found religious ideas and conceptions best suited to his own conceptions of a religion, in which humanity would have some chance of fair play as against the doctrines of the theologians. Among the noted preachers of the day in Boston and he heard them all none suited Tom Gaston so fully as Theodore Parker, whose humanitarian views, freedom of thought and expression, and evident sincerity, as well as the moral courage and persistency with which he iterated his generally unpopular views on theology and the rights of man, at once won the approval and admiration of the young provincial. ' He is,' wrote Tom Gaston to Master Cluney, discussing in one of his letters the famous preacher ' He is a phe nomenal man. Of medium build, very bald, spectacled, and with a voice at first somewhat harsh, he would not impress you as being more than a commonplace preacher. But before he talked five minutes this impression would be dispelled, and you would forget the man in the ideas he was enunciating. You would become conscious of the unfoldment, the revelation of a sublime individuality, a mind of vast power and penetration, a heart warm to the ties of common humanity, a nature that would scorn subterfuge a man, in fact, of the heroic mould, with the strongest convictions, and the courage to express them. His indignant protests against religious intoler ance are finely and consistently supplemented by his fierce denunciations of the system of human slavery pre vailing today in the Southern states of this republic. This attitude of Mr. Parker, though it is consistent with his position as an advocate of human freedom, physically 28 IN FETTERS: as well as mentally, has made him many powerful and vindictive enemies, and threats of personal violence are not lacking to remind him that the man who is honest in his convictions and outspoken in his utterances, .if he is against the established order of things, is not to be toler ated not because he is not right, but because he seeks to do away with the evils that society has become accus tomed to and grown to like. ' You would feel a rapture in listening to this fearless man, such a rapture as can only be kindled in the human breast by the awakening of the heroic instinct in our nature, the instinct that would rouse to rebellion against the tyrant of oppression, whether he were embodied in a personal king or an impersonal creed.' To this Master Cluney replied, ' In regard to Theodore Parker, you excite my curiosity. He must be a phenom enal man. Is it what he says or is it the manner in which he says it, that is so taking? Does he tell any new truths, or does he clothe old ones in new and attractive garments, as the milliner will make old maids look young by artistic arrangement of dress and dra pery? Seriously, Tom, let me say to you Do not be carried away by the rhetorical methods of any speaker. Take down some of his points as he utters them, and then, in the stillness of your room, subject them to a close analysis. They may be found then to be not so enchanting as they appeared when uttered by this man, who is evidently a master of his art. 'I do not write this to discourage you, or to lower your estimate of Mr. Parker. I simply do it to suggest to you that enthusiasm is often misleading, throwing a glamour about the mental vision and making what is THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 29 merely bright dazzling, what is merely novel astound- ingly new, and platitude the dawning of a new and vital truth. Believe me, Tom, there, are few things that are new in this world. Few thoughts now occur on old subjects which have not occurred before. Indeed it would seem as if every phase which religion could assume has already been manifested in same form or other, and that little that is new can be found in the churches. We must look for new ideas on religion, not in the churches, but outside of them. I will visit Boston in July or August, when I hope to see and hear your Rev. Theodore Parker, and judge for myself.' It may be added that while Tom Gaston was open in his confidences with his old master he was more circum spect in what he wrote to his parents, for he disliked to give them pain especially his mother in the thought that he had repudiated the faith of his fathers. It is true he had indicated enough in his letters to his brother to give the impression that he was not a good Catholic. But as he inclined to free thought, his people did not have the mortification of the suspicion that he would become a Protestant, a thing which all Catholics would reprobate, for while they could tolerate a resort to free thinking on the part of a member of their church they would hardly forgive a change to Protestantism. During the only visit made to his home, about a year after leaving it, Tom had friendly talk with Father Mc- Mahon, Chebucto's parish priest, with whom he was a great favorite. This was brought about by Tom's good mother, who, woman-like, conceived that a priest had, by some occult means, the power of turning him from the error of his ways. 30 IN FETTERS: ' Tom,' said his reverence, ' I am told that you have been playing fast and loose with the devil in Boston.' ' If I have,' said Tom,, in a jocular way, ' I was not aware of it. He was never introduced to me by that name. Would you know him, Father Tom, if you met him?' ' I would know his works, anyway.' 'What are they?' ' Evil, and you know it, Tom, as well as I do.' ' But you speak of the devil as if he were a personality, a being. Is he really such ? ' ' He is the embodiment of the evil principle.' ' Then, as I understand it, sir, the word devil is only a term which you use to embody your conception of what is understood to be the evil principle in nature ? ' ' That might do for the materialistic conception of the matter.' ' Then if the devil is only a conception of the embodi ment of the evil principle in nature, and not a personality, and God is our conception of what is good in nature, is he also only a conception of the human brain, or is he a reality I mean a personality ? ' Master Cluney, who was an amused listener to this colloquy, noticing that his uncle showed signs of irrita tion, here interrupted with a laugh, and said : ' Tom, you are still the same radical asker of conundrums you were when at school. Do you remember when you asked me why the water in the sea wasn't fresh, like well water ? ' ' Yes ; and I recall your reply, " because it wasn't." ' replied Tom, smiling at the recollection. ' And you afterwards realized that that answer was not the result of my inability to explain the phenomena con- THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 31 nected with the production of fresh and the existence of sea water?' ' I did, of course.' ' And can you not see the analogy between that ques tion and the ones you are now asking ? ' ' I could, if they were susceptible of demonstration, as that was.' ' Tom, you're incorrigible,' said Cluney, and the sub ject was dismissed. At parting, however, Father Tom, quite earnestly, but yet good-naturedly, said : 'I'm afraid, Tom, that the devil will yet claim one more good fellow in you ! ' 'I shall not fear him, Father Tom,' was the laughing reply, 'while I can call so good and noble a churchman as you, and my dear Mr. Cluney, friends ! ' ' Tom,' rejoined the gratified and more than half mol lified priest, ' may God bless you, and make clear to your understanding the things which now seem obscure ! ' 'Amen ! ' said Tom ; and they parted. CHAPTER IV. JOHN CLUNEY'S VISIT TO BOSTON THE 'OLD NATIONAL' THEATRE AND ITS GALLERY GODS. On an afternoon in August, 1851, Thomas Gaston stood at the end of Lewis wharf in Boston, watching for the St. John steamer. He had been waiting nearly two hours, when he was at last rewarded by a sight of the white hull of the steamboat rapidly making her way up 32 IN FETTERS: the harbor and towards the wharf where he stood. The boat had hardly touched the wharf when he jumped on board, and made his way among the passengers in search of his expected friend, Master Cluney, whom he quickly spied at the rail of the boat looking over the assembled crowd, in search of him, his head thrown back and quivering with a kind of palsied shake, that was altogether familiar. 'Mr. Cluney!' 'Why, it's Tom! God bless you, Tom! You are after me, while I have been looking for you. ' Tom had provided board and lodging for his guest at his own boarding place, and after arranging with an expressman to carry the trunk of the latter which could not then be reached to the house, took a carriage, and they were soon whirling up Ann street towards the West End. ' Tom, ' said the master, as they rode up Ann street, 'what kind of a neighborhood is this? It looks like an old-country city street more than an American one.' 'It is one of the toughest in the city a resort of the lowest women and men, and a place where sailors are often cast away, as you can judge, when one portion of it is named the " black sea. " ' And this is Ann street. I have heard much of it and of its bad character. But, if I mistake not, it was once the residence of some of Boston's first families.' ' That is true. From the first families it has descended to the worst families.' ' Tom, you are the same punster you always were, but in this case your attempt is more punitive than pungent, considering the locality and the weather. But is not 33 Father Taylor's Bethel in this locality, somewhere ? I heard one of our sailors speak of him.' ' Yes, it is in North square, and he is a character yon must take him in ; also, you must see some of the all-night dances which are held in this locality.' ' I will, Tom. I'll take them all in.' Arrived at the boarding house, the master was accom panied to his room, which adjoined Tom's. After a good wash and an arrangement of his toilet, Master Cluney sat down with his friend and former pupil, to talk with him of home and friends, in the interval before supper time. But, first, Tom hastily read the letters for him with which his friend was freighted. ' These letters are short,' said Tom, ' but they give as a reason that you will tell me all the news, and now for it. Dick took a notion about two years ago to study for the church a curious resolve, it would seem, if there had not been a woman in the case, but love for the sex is more apt to make fools of men than any other cause. Dick wrote me all about it from Montreal, and I had mother's version also. It delights her, of course, for she is as true and sincere a believer as she is a good woman. Well, what is the latest ? How is Agnes ? How has father got along with the business since Dick left? Does mother grow old-looking ? How are all the girls I used to know ? How many of them are married ? ' ' Hold on, Dick ! Do you think it is the part of a host to stuff your guest with questions? Be aisy, as we say in the old country. Give a man a chance to breathe. But, before I forget it, let me ask you I promised your mother to make the inquiry why is it that you have not been home for so long a time ? it's over a year.' 34 IN FETTERS: ' I'll tell you But, come to think of it, I cannot, for I know of no reason why, except that I have been so interested in my surroundings here that I do not care to leave Boston. But now that Dick is away from home, and father and mother practically alone, I suppose it is my duty to go and see them, and I will do so. It would cheer them, I know, and I love them both dearly But hark ! That is the supper bell, and you must be hungry. Come down to the dining room, and after the meal we will go out and take a stroll about the city, and down on to the Common.' ' I'm with you,' responded the pedagogue. After supper Tom proposed a stroll on the Common, and Cluney readily assenting, the two friends" started for that favorite resort of Bostonians. The muggy, warm weather of the day had given place to a clear and cooler atmosphere, induced by a brisk north-west wind, which had set in in the late afternoon. The fashionable promenades on the Common were filled with throngs of well-dressed people, who found relief in the open air from the summer atmosphere of the houses. ' The people here,' said Master Cluney, ' impress me as having a smart, independent way and air about them, which are in marked contrast to the manners of the peo ple of the Provinces. They seem wide-awake, indepen dent, and with a dash of swagger and braggadocio which is, after all, not unbecoming to them.' * You are right,' said Tom. ' The Yankees are a wide awake, smart and even superior people to those you find in the Provinces not that there is any better material in them, but under a free popular government like that THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 35 prevailing here the manhood of the individual or the individuality of the man, whichever it may be, finds ample room for growth and development. Men are made ambitious here because there is no position in the nation to which a man properly qualified may not aspire. I like the American people so much better than those of the Provinces that I do not want to live in that part of the country again.' ' And yet there is much to criticise here, also. You remember Tom Moore's notes on America, and what kind of people he met here ? ' 'Yes, and I have read them with indignation. Though he may be a fine poet, the English aristocracy took him under their wing and made a snob of him. He gauged American manners and men by an English measure, and couldn't understand why a people, under pioneer condi tions of development, could not have the finished graces and manners of the old aristocracy whose patronage he enjoyed, and perhaps, also, for whose delectation he wrote his American notes. Bah! I despise Moore. But, to change the subject, wouldn't you like to go to the theatre?' 'I would, indeed. 'I have not been to one since I left London, ten years ago.' * Very well ; we will go to the National Theatre. It is not the highest-toned place of amusement in the city, but you can have a good deal of fun there ! ' ' That's what I'd like, Tom. At a place of amusement I think the best form of entertainment is comedy, or plays that show us the comic side of life. Shakespere is the great high priest of the drama, and his tragedies are wonderful productions ; but I honestly like his comedies 36 IK FETTERS: best. Such plays, also, as the School for Scandal, She Stoops to Conquer, and the Honey-Moon, are fine and amusing productions.' 'It is singular,' said Tom, 'that you should have named the Honey-Moon, for that is the play which is billed at the National tonight.' 'Well, it is singular, as you say. I saw it performed in Dublin, and afterwards in London, just before my de parture for America. It has been immensely popular on the other side, and I presume it takes- well here. There is a sparkle and spirit about it from beginning to end that is truly refreshing.' ' I agree with you,' said Tom, ' it is one of those mas terly works of the -dramatic art that will not easily tire by repetition. I have seen it several times, and will en joy it again. It is one of the immortals of the stage.' ' And yet,' said Cluney, ' if I remember correctly, it has a sad history that is, sad for its author. It was written by one John Tobin an Englishman with an Irish name about the beginning of this century. He offered it to the English manager Kemble, who refused it, claiming that it had no originality, but was a plagiar ism from comedies of Shakespeare and others. Tobin found it impossible to persuade either actor or manager to take his comedy and produce it upon the stage, and the poor fellow died I believe he died at sea, on a voyage to the West Indies for his health without rea lizing that he had written one of the most brilliant and successful acting comedies in the English langauge. The Honey- Moon, I believe, was not produced until a year after his death, and then its success was immense. I think it had a run in Dublin beyond that of any other THE MAX OK THE PKIEST? 37 comedy, not even excepting Sheridan's brilliant School for Scandal.' 'What you tell me,' said Tom, 'interests me greatly. Poor fellow! How often the creative genius dies of neglect, while his works become immortal. There is a curious analogy in the lives of great men neglected and even persecuted while living ; when dead, immor talized, after the stupid world has awakened to their excellence.' 'But, here we are, at the theatre. I think we would better go into the family circle, so-called, which is the first gallery of the theatre. Here we will be just a little above the level of the stage, and can see the play to the best advantage.' ' I'll leave it to your judgment, Tom, for you should know best,' was the reply. Tom procured tickets and the friends entered the theatre. At one side, the first thing that attracted atten tion was a bar, where liquors were sold. ' Why,' remarked the master, ' this is quite old country style.' ' I did not know it,' remarked Tom. ' Whatever style it may be, it is not a good one, for it affords too ready means for some of the people who attend this place to get drunk before the play is over, and to make them selves disagreeable.' The entrance was on the street floor, on which level the pit or main hall of the auditorium was located, the seats extending out under the galleries on either side and in the rear. The first gallery, or family circle, was reached by flights of stairs from the lobby on either side. Above 38 IK FETTERS: this was a second gallery, with a separate entrance, and above it an upper or tlrird gallery, where newsboys and street gamins who could raise a ninepence found a place to have an evening's fun, and making things lively by their cat-calls, shouting, and other hideous noises, at which they were expert. Still above this, and in the rear, almost at the ceiling of the theatre, was a small gallery reserved for colored people, and known as ' nigger heaven.' At tlu time in question a colored person, no matter how respectable, would not be allowed in any other part of the theatre. Occasionally a colored man would be found who had the hardihood to obtain a ticket for the pit, and enter it. The moment he was discovered by the gallery ' gods,' however, there would be shouts of ' nigger in the pit ! ' ' put him out ! ' ' put him out ! ' and if he did not take the hint and go out, the demands would swell into an uproar that would not be stilled until the man was either quietly or forcibly ejected. Tom explained these arrangements to Master Cluney, as best he could, amid the noise made in the galleries, which, as the time approached for the rising of the curtain, swelled into an almost continuous clamor, and which ceased partially when the orchestra struck up the music, quiet only being vouchsafed when the curtain was rung up. The characters of the play were sustained by members of the excellent stock company, under the management of Mrs. Pelby, widow of William Pelby, who on this oc casion sustained the character of Juliana herself, that of Duke Aranza being taken by the leading heavy man, Mr. Fleming; Jacques, by 'Old Spear,' as he was then called, THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 39 while, in the cast of female characters, Mrs. Vincent took the part of Volante, and Mrs. Pry or that of Zamora. The play was rendered with all the dash and vigor of a strong company of players, and received the closest attention of even the third gallery, famed for its usual turbulence. When the Duke, in his assumed disguise as a peasant, said to his indignant and disappointed bride, Juliana, in answer to her remark that perhaps he would beat her: 'Beat you! The man that lays his hand upon a woman, save in the way of kindness, is a wretch whom 'twere gross flattery to name a coward ! ' there was a surging storm of applause, which made Cluney remark, ' If they are a rough set, they are manly, at least.' In the second scene of the third act, where Spear, as Jacques, personated the duke, there occurred an episode that is believed to be altogether singular in theatrical experience. Spear was a natural buffoon, and, in the part of the mock duke, his acting was so peculiarly comical that it appealed more particularly to the uncouth gods of the gallery, who fully enjoyed it. But in the pit there was seated a stout, middle-aged man, who was so irresistibly impressed with Spear's comicality, that he laughed so loudly, and contorted his body so violently that he drew from the stage, much to the embarrassment and annoyance of the actors, the attention of the whole house, and particularly of the third gallery, the gods of which were at first highly pleased with the fun, but soon became indignant that any one in the pit should presume to take the noise- making out of their hands, or rather their mouths, and who set up a howl of 'put him out!' 'dry up!' 'bag yer 40 IN TETTERS: head ! ' and other remarks which savored more of indig nation than of elegance. One of the officers on duty went to the man, and ordered him to desist, which he honestly tried to do, and succeeded in doing so long as he kept his eyes off the stage. But in an evil moment, when the mock duke was on the point of giving audience to the wronged wife, and was saying: 'I must appear important: big as a country pedagogue, when he enters the school-room with a-hem! and terrifies the apple-munching urchins with the creak ing of his shoes ' the countryman incautiously looked up, and was seized with such a fit of uncontrollable laugh ter as again brought things to a stand-still, and drowned the remainder of the mock duke's soliloquy. The of fender was removed, limp, laughing, and unresisting. The friends did not wait for the afterpiece, for the reason that by going out early they would avoid the crowd. This was suggested by Tom's former experience at this place of amusement. 'Now,' said Tom, 'we will go to Parker's restaurant, have a lunch, and then home and to bed, for you must be tired after your journey,' Cluney consented, and the friends repaired to Parker's eating house, which was located in the basement of the stone building on the corner of Court street and Court square, the entrance being on the latter by stone steps from the sidewalk, guarded by an iron railing. Plarvey D. Parker himself, in a white apron, waited upon his guests. He was below medium size, but quick, active and pleasant, and furnished the best of viands, cooked and served in a manner which made his place famous even at that time, THE MAN OK THE PKIEST? 41 CHAPTER V. IN WHICH THOMAS GASTOK AVOWS HIS UNBELIEF IN THE IMMORTALITY OF THE SOUL. The morning succeeding his arrival in Boston the pedagogue was up early, and, being joined by Tom, took a stroll before breakfast. They walked down Cambridge street to the West Boston bridge. This was to afford Cluney an opportunity to see the Charles river basin when it looked its best, with the morning sun smiling on it. On the way down, Tom pointed out the old Medical College on Grove street. This brought up the Parkman murder, and incidentally the work of a medical student. Tom expressed regret that it was the vacation season, as he should like to take his friend into the dissecting room. 'That must be a nauseating business ;' said Cluney. 'Much as I would like the practical knowledge acqiiired by the work of dissection, it would, I think, sicken me.' ' It is not an agreeable work,' replied Tom, ' and the oder is so bad that we have to smoke cigars in order to deaden it. But, then, one forgets this in the practical study of anatomy. I must acknowledge that I like it, though at first I thought I never should.' ' I suppose you have studied the chemistry of putre faction enough to know the processes by which the human body is resolved into its gaseous and residual elements ? I have not familiarity enough with 07-ganio 42 IN FETTERS: chemistry to know it as I would like to, though in theory I know something of it.' 'And yet,' said Tom, 'my first lessons in chemistry were learned from you. The experiments you made, simple 'as they may have been, were object lessons to me that I will never forget. Your demonstration, that in the union of oxygen with hydrogen in combination with carbon, water was one of the resulting products, was to me a new and surprising revelation. It was a key that opened a storehouse of wonders, and started me on the quest, the realization of which is that all phenomena are ultimately resolvable into the action of energy upon mat ter. I recall the delight which I experienced when first I realized the fact that to produce the water of our earth there must have been a state of conflagration maintained upon it for millions of years, perhaps ; for water can only be produced in one way, it being, curiously enough, a sort of liquid ashes of combustion, though more properly a compound of elements. What a vast, what a grand conflagration that must have been ; but how insignificant it was in comparison to that which is now going on in our parent globe, the sun ! ' ' Yes ; these vast forces in the planets are beyond our conception, but we can still admire them. You must have enjoyed your opportunities of pursuing your favor ite study of chemistry here. The study of organic chemistry to me has great attractions, but I have never had the opportunities that you have had,' remarked Cluney. 'You may think it singular, but my study of organic chemistry has had what I may call a metaphysical sig nificance to me in the study of biology as well as now, THE MAN OK THE PRIEST? 43 don't laugh theology. In other words, it has given me ideas of the laws of the growth and dissolution of or ganic bodies that in turn enable me to think about and weigh mental or psychological matters in a manner that I never could have done without such aid.' ' I can understand this, to be sure, but is not such a method likely to be misleading ? ' ' How can it be, except perhaps in the matter of deduc tion, where that is carried beyond the bounds of reason ? To illustrate, life has its origin in cell structure, and there is a perfect analogy in the development of man and the other animals in the embryonic stages. Before birth, each is after its kind, and the human animal is more capable of higher development, because, first, he has a larger brain ; then, he is more imitative, and, then, he is capable of reasoning and experimentation. But as he has his origin as an animal, in dissolution he is like one. His body, after life ceases, is only a dead carcass, nothing more. Now, is not this rational deduction?' 'But the soul, Tom, the spirit, what of it?' 'If I said it was immaterial, you would probably accuse me of punning. But, as to the soul, what, after all, is it? The ego is only the personality of the man, when in life. Withdraw vitality, and it may be likened to the tone of an instrument, that has worn out or been broken. It exists no more ; it is a light gone out.' 'Then you believe the existence of the soul or spirit is conditioned to that of the body?' 'You have expressed my idea, exactly.' 'That is a curious notion, Tom. Where did you run across it?' asked Cluney, laughing. 'To tell the truth,' replied Tom, 'I should be puzzled 44 IN FETTERS: to tell whether it has been evolved from my own reason ing or not, but I think it has.' 'Well, let us hear by what process of reasoning you arrive at such a conclusion?' 'It is this: I cannot conceive of a process without matter in action. Now, though I do not know what the mechanical or chemical action of the human brain is, I know there must be such action in the evolution of thought. Then it requires a brain for even an ego or soul, or it cannot think, or see, or hear, or feel, through its auxiliaries, the eyes, ears, and nerves ; therefore, not having these it cannot have a conscious existence. More than this, an organism must be nourished by a circulatory system, which, in its turn, receives its supply from the results of the chemical action and reaction in the stom ach. In other words, a soul or spirit, in order to see, hear, feel and think, must have an organism similar to our's, with like digestive and assimilative functions to support and sustain it. Do you see my point?' 'I do, Tom, and it is a strong one, I must allow. But given its truth, what are we here for ? If this life is all and its close ends all, what is it worth? When man begins to know something, that is, when his intellect becomes matured, he dies, and is ended. It looks as if there was some huge mistake in this plan.' 'Yes,' remarked Tom, 'almost as big a one as there is in the orthodox plan of salvation, which saves only the baker's dozen here and there, and damns the majority. Well, if it be so, it is, and that is all there is about it.' 'Do you think if this were the case, life would be worth living?' 'Why not? Indeed, from this fact alone, it should be THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 45 made doubly valuable, and men, generally realizing it, should become less selfish, and vie with one another in making life happy for all, instead of making it miserable, as most of them now do.' 'Of course, I only admit the force of your reasoning in this matter, not its truth. You do not -know that, when life becomes extinct it ends all for the individual.' 'I do not claim to know this, though my reason con vinces me it is so. Neither do you know that the indi viduality of the body is perpetuated after its dissolution, except by what is called faith, which is born of belief in tradition handed down through bible and church.' 'You will find, Tom, that the weight of the oldest and highest authority is in the balance against you.' 'Well, I have the weight of the strongest reason to uphold me. I think my position is the strongest.' ' You may think differently later on, Tom. It is not safe at any time to assume that you know all that is to be known about anything, or indeed all that you will know about it.' ' Very true, my good preceptor. I would not shame your sound philosophical teaching by any such assump tion. I do not think that I know it all, as the saying is. I am aware that in this crucible of thought and reflection, which, after all, is the highest form of life-enjoyment, we must continually modify if we do not radically change our opinions on vital questions.' 'Yes, and after you have swung round the circle of scientific thought and deduction, you may come back again to where you started from.' ' My dear master, I am surprised at this remark. A man of brains can no more go back to where he started 46 IK BETTERS: from in the line of thought and deduction than he can return to the womb in which he was conceived. The laws of nature are progressive, not retrogressive.' ' Tom, I cannot help reverting to your argument about the apparent absurdity of inorganic spirits performing organic functions, but you have not taken into account the circumstance that they could not have an individu ality if they had not an organism, and an organism, as you know, presupposes functions.' 4 True ; but there is no proof of a reproduction of the human organism, especially an immaterial one. If man were thus reproduced, why not the animals? The thing is absurd the offspring of ignorance of natural laws.' 'I have no doubt that Swedenborg saw how illogical the after existence of man was, according to the ordinary conceptions of it, for he simply teaches that life is continued on this earth in a higher plane of existence; that we have there, as here, an organism requiring nu trition ; that the spirits of infants there grow into adults ; that there is marriage and reproduction there, as here; that, in fact, spirit life is, in many respects, similar to this one, with immortality added.' 'That is logical, in its way; and he no doubt feeds his spirits on the ghosts of animals, fruits, and vegetables. Just conceive of a spirit butcher cutting off a tenderloin steak from a dead spirit beef carcass! But, I fear I am getting somewhat mixed up it's mixed metaphor, in fact. But has he no heaven and hell'?' ' He has both. They are practically social conditions, the good spirits congregating together, and by establish ing an ideal state of society, contribute to their mutual enjoyment and happiness. This is heaven. Hell con- THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 47 gists of a similar affiliation of bad spirits, who make others miserable by their wickedness and bad actions, and are in turn made wretched by the wickedness of others. It is a state of irrepressible lawlessness and misery.' ' But a most ingenious way to solve the problem of punishing the wicked and rewarding the good. It is a great improvement on the orthodox plan, but as a busi ness method is not so promising. Of the two, I must allow that I prefer Swedenborg's. But pardon me for running on in this way. I fear it has prevented you from enjoying the view of the bridge.' 'It has not, Tom. I do not know why it is, but when I am engaged in thinking or listening to the thoughts of others, I am conscious of a kind of double existence, for I not only enjoy what is before my physical vision, but what I see mentally, also; that is, the picture before my eyes is heightened or in a measure transfigured by the mental stimulus.' 'Well, I'm glad of that, for I often think I must be very tiresome when I mount my hobby-horse.' ' You will find your hobby a hard one to ride in this world, Tom ; for your way is so divergent, I fear, that you will often be lonesome for want of company. You are a sad Infidel, Tom ; nearly as bad as Tom Paine is estimated to be by Christians generally. And this reminds me, do not the Infidels hold meetings in Boston, and have you ever attended them?' 'They do, and I have been a frequent attendent at their meetings. I admire these people for their moral courage and their sensible humanitarian ideas.' ' I'd like to go with you and hear them some time.' ' You shall go, and, more than that, I will procure you 48 IN FETTERS: an introduction to the editor of the Investigator, which is the organ of the Infidels in the United States. But come, let us go back to our boarding house.' After breakfast was over, Tom said to his friend : 'I must tell you something in regard to my life in this city, which will perhaps explain some things for your enlightenment. You may or may not be aware of the fact that I have not drawn upon my father for means of support for over a year. At any rate, I have not asked or received a shilling from him in that time. When he wrote asking why I did not, I replied that I was earning enough to board and clothe myself, and pay tuition fees, but did not say what I was doing to earn money. 'Now, I'll tell you: I have a kind of independent position on one of the leading daily papers here, and do editorial and other writing for it. Thanks to Isaac Pitman, I have been enabled to combine pleasure, or rather instruction, with business. I report sermons, speeches, lectures, and in the evenings devote my time mostly to this work, to looking over exchange papers, writing, and in the college term to study. I shall receive my diploma at the close this term, and then, perhaps, put out my shingle. Here it is, all ready to put in place on "the outer wall.'" THOMAS G ASTON, M.D. , PHYSICIAN AND SURGEON. ' Tom,' said Cluney, taking him by the hand, 'let me thank you for being so frank with me. You are frank ness itself in all things as frank as you are courageous. Indeed, the one always accompanies the other, at least in young men. Well, let me in turn confide to you the THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 49 fact that, on the eve of my departure from Chebucto, your good mother desired me to find out just what you were doing, and to give you this purse of one hundred gold sovereigns, and her blessing. You see, she thought you might perhaps need a few pounds, and was too proud to ask your father for money.' ' Heaven bless her, my dear good mother ! I suspect, however, that she thought that the reason for my not going home was a financial one, which, as you now see, is not the case. Well, though I do not need this money, I will accept it, for I know it would pain her to refuse it, and I would not willingly give her pain. 'But now I must to work. Will you go with me to the office, and wait till I get through my work? I will give you papers to read, and in an hour or so can go out with you, and we will then hire a team and take a drive out through Cambridge and Brookline, where you will see many elegant private residences, as well as the Har vard College buildings.' 'I am at your service,' said Cluney; and the friends forthwith repaired to the office of the Daily Times, at the head of State street. Here they entered a dingy office, with two desks, some chairs half occupied with newspapers, piles of opened papers here and there, a well-worn dictionary, and much dust-covered rubbish peculiar to an old-time newspaper office in Boston. One of the desks was occupied by a tall and somewhat slim man, with side whiskers, bright, keen black eyes, but careworn face. He was the editor and proprietor of the Times. Tom exchanged pleasant greetings with him, and then introduced his friend, who was cordially saluted, and invited to take a seat. 60 IN FETTEKS: Excusing himself on account of press of business, the editor then turned to Tom Gaston, and gave him some directions in regard to a leading article for the issue of the following morning, and requested him to do a half- dozen minor things, and then resumed his work. Tom first took up the smaller matters, which consisted in 'boiling down' articles from exchanges, and interlarding them with comments of his own. He handed his friend some papers to read in the meantime, and the silence of the dingy office was broken only by a scratching noise of the pens on paper, made by editor and assistant. Then, when he had finished the smaller matters which took him about two hours to accomplish Tom arose, and, handing what he had written to the editor, said : 'I will have the leader ready for you by evening, and will send it down by messenger. I must now keep my promise to my guest, and give him a glimpse of our suburbs.' 'Do so,' was the reply, 'and, by the way, Mr. Gaston, here is a line to the Blank livery stable where my team is. Take it. The exercise will do the horse good, and I will not want to use him before the evening.' 'Many thanks,' said Tom, 'I will take your team, and return it to the stable by four o'clock, at the latest.' 'It was clever and thoughtful of your editor to offer you his team,' said Cluney, after the friends had left the office, 'and you did quite right in accepting the offer. A clever man like that usually means what he says when v %J he offers to do a friendly act, and would be hurt by a refusal.' 'Yes, and under the cii'cumstances a refusal would be positively rude, for his offer was solely a matter of hospi- THE MAN OK THE PEIEST? 51 tality for your benefit. He never made such an offer to me before, and I am satisfied .that he would not have done so today if you were not in the question. Well, we shall have a fine time of it, for his turnout is one of the best in Boston.' It is needless to say that the ride of the day was a most enjoyable one, and included a good dinner at Porter's, in North Cambridge. 'These are beautiful suburbs,' remarked Cluney. ' There are elegant places in Cambridge and Brookline, equal in many respects to the surroundings of Dublin, though you have not the elaborate mansions that are to be found around the Irish capital. But there are comparatively few of these, while in your suburbs fine dwellings and well kept grounds are the rule ; and your roads are nearly if not quite as good as our Irish roads.' CHAPTER VI. MORE OF THOMAS GASTON's MATERIALISM THEODORE PARKER ON THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH. 'Shall we take another morning walk?' asked Tom, on the day following, which was Saturday. 'Yes, to be sure,' replied Cluney, 'and we can renew our talk on physics, or, if you will, metaphysics.' So they took their way, after the morning meal, down to the Common, and along the Beacon street mall, out to the Milldam, which began at the Public Garden, which latter was protected from the waters of the Back Bay, or empty basin, so called, above the Milldam, by a dyke 52 IN FETTERS: or embankment, just on the eastern line of Arlington street of today. The gra.de of the Garden was several feet lower than the embankment, which was on a level with the Milldam road, now a part of Beacon street. The friends walked out over the Milldam, the history of which improvement Tom recited to his friend. The idea was to keep the tide out of this section of the bay, and by allowing it to flow into the other section through a tide gate, and holding it there, direct its flow into the so-called empty basin, through flumes which carried the water to the waterwheels, converting the water into power for the purpose of grinding wheat into flour. ' That was a great enterprise,' remarked Cluney. ' It seemed so,' replied Tom, ' but it never amounted to anything profitable to the investors. There is now a foundry on it, the machinery of which is run by water. I expect to see the day when this whole territory will be filled in and built upon.' 'Tom, you are an optimist in all matters of material progress, though a sad pessimist in religious matters.' 'It is because I believe in substance, while what is shadow, so to speak, is so much a matter of fancy that it is too unsubstantial for serious consideration except for churchmen, who find in it a rich mine for human investment, on which they receive all the dividends.' 'Do you really think there is nothing in religion, Tom?' ' If you would change your question to embrace the ology instead of religion, I would say I know there is nothing in it beyond the glorious possibilities of a snug profession for the sons of mediocrity, or where ability may have its soaring wings clipped. As to real religion, THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 53 comprised in the teaching of moral ethics, and their prac tice, and the cultivation of social practices and brotherly love a community of mutual good- will and thoughtful living that is a thing I fully believe in. It is at once the offspring and the parent of all true civilization ; and, indeed, what progress has been made in our civilization comes from this leaven which is operating in spite of all adverse influences. I would not do away with religion any more than I would destroy civilization, whose hand maid it is. But I would divorce it from the fetichism of barbarism, which had its origin in ancestor worship, and changed to hero worship and to that of the gods. Our modern Christian God is as great an improvement on the early Christian one as the latter was on the Jewish Je hovah. But the theologians have so metamorphosed the real religion by enveloping it in the ghostly shroud of fetichism that it is more promotive of fear and selfishness than of the nobler instincts of our nature. It tends to make slaves and cowards of men, and to take from life much that is worth living for. A man must either stifle his reason or be damned for doubting. I would rather be in hell with the free and fearless thinkers of the world the noble spirits who have suffered for exercising the rights of manhood than in heaven with cruel priests and the cringing cowards who obey them ! ' ' Tom, I sympathize with your feeling, if not with your judgment. What a glorious martyr you would have been had you lived in the heroic days of Christian martyrdom ! But, to return to the subject, do you think people would be satisfied with a religion of pure morality one that did not hold out any hope of a future existence, and a system of rewards and punishments ? ' 54 IN FETTERS: * I hold it to be wrong, outrageously dishonest, in fact, to promise what you know you have not, and to make dupes of the honest fools who believe you. Of course the people who have been fed on such visionary hopes and fears, would be loath to surrender them, as in the case of users of liquor and tobacco. They would still want the good (themselves) rewarded, and the wicked (the other people) punished. Now, the acceptance of these very shadowy conceptions, and the hopes and fears which they excite, induce two conditions among men which are baneful. One is, that men are made intensely selfish by them, and act as if their motto was, 'every one for himself, and the devil take the hindmost.' The other is, that it fosters a system of mental domination on the part of priests I use the term in the broad sense as including all ministers who preach about what they know nothing of who claim to represent the ruling power of the universe, when they do not do so any more than the steam engine which converts energy into power; while on the part of the people there is established a mental slavery which has had an enervating as well as a retarding effect upon the social and industrial evolution of the human race.' 'How do you make that out, Tom?' asked the master. 'I have read history, and I know that it comes to us strained through theological meshes. But, by a fearless analysis of cause and effect in it, I can trace progression in just the ratio that peoples and nations have practised materialistic ideas in preference to the ghostly ones. Science has grown in spite of the most iniquitous system of persecution ever organized against the right develop ment of knowledge of the physical forces in nature, the THE MAN OK THE PKIEST? 55 only tangible things which we can deal with in our struggles through life. Ignorant and narrow-minded condemnation of true knowledge has ever prevailed in the- churches, while assumed piety and pretended asceti cism have been honored and their pretenders canonized.' 'Do you mean to say that all churchmen are ignor amuses or dishonest?' ' I think the ruling spirits of the churches have been in a measure ignorant of the real nature of natural laws and phenomena or have been dishonest in the fact that they considered the knowledge to be thus acquired would loosen their hold upon the masses of mankind. Do not the Catholic rulers hold that it is better to keep the world in ignorance rather than risk the loss of souls or their damnation through the scepticism and resulting impiety of those who obtain knowledge of natural laws? For it seems to be a fact that scientific knowledge, which is the acquirement of right ideas and conceptions of our condition and surroundings in this world, always loosens and in many cases cuts the bonds which theology has bound humanity in.' ' There is much truth in what you say, Tom, as 1 can vouch in my own person. I am not orthodox, though I fail to see, in the way you present them, the objections to theology, or that, as a system, it has had a repressive influence upon human intelligence. You must allow that there have been other predominating influences in human affairs which may be fairly made as chargeable for the persecution and discouragement of scientific investigation, and that the church has had an important influence in the affairs of nations, and has done a really noble work.' * This reminds me of what Theodore Parker said of the 56 IN FETTERS: Catholic church in a recent lecture. I have it here in my notes. Shall I read some extracts to you?' ' I would like very much to hear them. Suppose we sit down while you read?' 'Very well,' said Tom, taking out his note-book. 'I will read them to you. In estimating the merits of the Catholic church, he said: " The peculiar merit of the Catholic church consists in its assertion of the truth, that God still inspires mankind as much as ever; that he has not exhausted himself in the creation of a Moses, or a Jesus, the law, or the Gos pel, but is present and active in spirit as in space. Ad mitting this truth, so deep, so vital to the race a truth preserved in the religions of Egypt, Greece and Rome, and above all in the Jewish faith clothing itself with all the authority of ancient days ; the word of God in its hands both tradition and Scripture ; believing it had God's infallible and exclusive inspiration at its heart, for such no doubt was the real belief, and actually, through its Christian character, combining in itself the best interests of mankind, no wonder it prevailed. Its coun tenance became as lightning. It stood and measured the earth. It drove asunder the nations. It went forth in the mingling tides of civilized corruption and barbarian ferocity, for the salvation of the people conquering and to conquer ; its brightness as the light. " It separated the spiritual from the temporal power, which had been more or less united in the theocracies of India, Egypt and Judea, and which can only be united to the lasting detriment of mankind. The church, in theory, stood on a basis purely moral ; it rose in spite of the state, in the midst of its persecutions. At first it THE MAN OK THE PRIEST? 57 shunned all temporal affairs, and never allowed a tem poral power to be superior to itself. The department of political action belonged to the state, that of intellectual and religious action the stablest and strongest power to the church. Hence its care of education; hence the influence it exerted on literature." ' He is a candid reader of history,' remarked Cluney. ' Glad you think so,' said Tom, and resumed his notes. "Ancient Rome was the city of organizations and practical rules. Nowhere was the individual so thor oughly subordinated to the state. War, science, and lust, of old time, had here incarnated themselves. The same practical spirit organized the church, with its dictator, its senate, and its legions. The discipline of the clerical class, their union, zeal, and commanding skill gave them the solidity of the phalanx and the celerity of the legion. The church prevailed as much by its organization as by its doctrine. What could a band of loose-girt apostles^ each warring on his own account, avail against the refuge of lies, where strength and sin had entrenched themselves, and sworn never to yield? An organized church was demanded by the necessities of the time ; an association of soldiers called for an army of saints." 'That is well and tersely presented,' observed Cluney. she began already to feel a kind of bitterness against the church which had taken her lover from her. And she contrasted the life of a priest with that of a minister of the Protestant faith, who could take a wife and surrouud himself with all the blessings of humanity, which a celibate could never enjoy. Did God, she asked herself, require such a sacrifice? If he did, she could not see the justice of it. Must a priest be forever debarred from the pleasures of affection the joys of paternity ? The more she studied this subject, the more her heart rebelled against a system of what seemed to be ecclesi astical tyranny. She little understood that stern, relent less system of usage and discipline which treats the men in the ranks of the Catholic priesthood as so many parts of a complex machine, whose functions are clearly defined, and whose efficiency is estimated in exact proportion to the manner in which the fundimental principle of their connection with the army of the church is observed, namely, obedience. For. as a matter of fact, the priest is held to the same order and discipline that the soldier is, and hence his efficiency, or rather the efficiency and power of the grand but heartless church government to which he is subject. On entering her home, Agnes found her father and THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 185 mother in earnest conversation. Her mother had evidently been weeping, for her eyes were red and swollen. Her father appeared more than usually de pressed. He said to his daughter: ' Well, Agnes, I suppose you know the worst.' * Yes, father. The news is bad, but repining will not help it. I think we'd better make the best of the situa tion ; and go on, as if mistakes were not beyond remedy.' 1 1 am glad to hear you talk so bravely and sensibly, Agnes,' said the father. 'It will enable me to bear up better. But do you know, my dear, that I also have had bad news by the mail ? It seems as if the devil of bad luck were in close pursuit of my vessels; the one that was sold or rather would have been when she returned from a voyage to Leghorn has been lost, and instead of getting five thousand pounds for her, I have a prospect of getting only about two thousand, insurance. Well, after it is settled, out of whatever I get, Richard Gaston must be paid, first and foremost. But if things go on much longer as they have gone of late I fear you will see me bankrupt before six months have passed away.' 'I hope not oh, that would be terrible,' said Mrs. Warden. 'I hope not, too,' said Agnes, ' but if it should come, I would not flinch. We can better bear poverty than dis grace any time. But, dear father, I hope things are not so bad and gloomy as you think they are.' 'They are bad enough, Agnes, and I have not the vigor to face reverses which I had some years ago ; and then, I do not feel so hopeful; but I will struggle and do the best I can. The business outlook, however, 186 IN FETTEKS: added to the other trouble for which I am mainly responsible, has practically unnerved me. I now feel humiliated and ashamed of what I have done.' Agnes rose, impulsively, and, going over to her father, put her arms about his neck. 'Father,' she said, 'do not feel unhappy on my account. It will do no good. I shall remember, to my dying day, how ready you were, when you came to your own self, to undo if possible what had been done. But fate has been against us. It is the will of God, and who can properly murmur at that. He orders all things for the best, we are told, and it would be a sin to repine. I have accepted the cross, and will bear it patiently. I shall do all that I can to make you and mother happy while we live.' 'We cannot ask such a sacrifice from you,' said Mr. Warden. 'You can marry, and marry well, Agnes; and it would not be right to have you refuse a good position in life for two old people, who would in any event be dear to you.' ' Father,' replied Agnes, ' I will not marry. My duty is with you and mother, and I shall fulfil it. As to marrying well,' she added, with a sadness in her tone, ' even if I should want to marry at all, it would be different as to whether I was the daughter of rich James Warden, or of James Warden the bankrupt. The young men who might want to marry the one would, perhaps, hardly care to marry the other. No. The die is cast. I stay with you, and I hope it will be for many years.' ' God bless you, my daughter,' said Warden. 'Agnes,' said the mother, 'I am sorry for your decision; but I know you will live up to it, so it is THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 187 perhaps best to say nothing more about it. Let us make the best of things, and do all we can to cheer and help your father. He has need of it.' Now that Warden showed signs of weakness, his wife began to assume an individuality which before had been merged into his. She and Agnes were now the strong members of the firm, at least in the matter of giving tone and hopefulness to the mind of the man, who, but a few months before, possessed the supreme will of the family.' John Cluney, who, of course, was in the family secrets of the Gaston and Warden families, so far as the matter of the affairs between the younger members was concerned, called at the Gaston mansion shortly after Agnes had left. ' The news from Rome is bad,' said Mr. Gaston in reply to a question from Cluney, if he had received letters. ' It is all over with Richard, so far as marriage is concerned. He was ordained before Tom arrived.' 'Yes; Tom wrote me to that effect. Does Agnes know of it?' asked the schoolmaster, 'and how did she take it?' he further asked when a nod indicated that she had. ' She took it bravely,' said Mr. Gaston, ' after the first burst of feeling was over,' and then he described the scene which occurred shortly before Cluney came in. ' That was noble,' replied the schoolmaster, ' but just like her. She has more bravery, more character, than any girl I have ever met. She will not marry anyone, now that Richard is beyond her reach. But she will do just what she says she will ; be a good and sustaining friend to him.' He added to himself, ' but I hope not a dangerous one.' 188 IN FETTEKS: ' Richard must never know how near he was to happiness, and missed it,' said Mrs. Gaston. ' It would upset him, I fear, if he did.' ' He must never know it at least for many years,' said Cluney. 'Time, and the formation of the priestly habit, will no doubt reconcile him to fate, in the end.' Cluney did not tell of the discovery by Tom of the verses which Richard had written to Agnes. He thought it better to suppress that fact, for a knowledge of it by the parents would do no good, and might create appre hension in their minds. CHAPTER XV. THE RETURN HOME OF TUB YOUNG PRIEST HIS FIRST MASS, AND HIS SERMON. Chebucto, 1852. It was near the latter part of June, when the summer garments of the forests and fields were a soft and lovely green. In those northern latitudes there is practically no spring, the transition from winter being rapid and wonderful, which can be accounted for in part by the fact that the length of day is from sixteen to eighteen hours. Vegetation at this season is very rapid. In a week from the opening of the buds the leaves of the trees attain half their growth, and grass grows into a surpris ing luxuriance in a few days. In the cultivated fields, 189 oats, barley and wheat hid the reddish soil, -the potato stalks were just above ground, and the cherry trees in the gardens were still hardly out of blossom. In the meadows the strawberry blooms lightened the green. It was Sunday forenoon and the church bells were tolling the hour of service. Among the Catholic worshippers all were agog. A new priest was to celebrate mass, and this priest had been a boy who had grown up among them. Rev. Richard Gaston, and his brother, Dr. Thomas Gaston, had arrived home two days before, and it was known that Father Tom McMahon had invited the young priest to celebrate high mass on that day, and great was the expectation in consequence. Before the hour of service, many of the parishoners were on hand to meet the young ecclesiastic. They all knew him, and liked him, as well for his own sake as for that of his father. After a while the young priest, in company with Father McMahon, came down the lane from the parsonage to the church. The contrast between the two priests was great. Father Tom was medium- sized, fat and stumpy, with fat cheeks, florid complexion, small red eyes, carroty hair tinged with gray he was over sixty and a short, turned-up nose. Richard Gaston well, the reader will remember how he looked. He was indeed a handsome fellow, too handsome to be a priest. As the two ecclesiastics approached the people in front of the church, the young one ran his eyes over the well-remembered faces of all who had collected there, and a gleam of satisfaction shone in his eyes as he noted how strong and friendly an interest was manifested in 190 IN FETTEKS: him by all. They came forward spontaneously, many of them hat in hand, and bade him a warm welcome. To these he said : ' Put on your hats, gentlemen. I have done nothing as yet to merit such peculiar respect. You are the older, and it is I who ought to take my hat off to you.' Handshaking and greetings over, the young man started to go into the church. In the vestibule he encountered many of the women of the parish, nearly all of whom he knew, and warmly - greeted ; the younger ones he simply passed with a pleasant word. Among the former was Mrs. Warden. He stopped to speak with her. 'Mrs. Warden,' he said, 'I do not see your husband here, and want to inquire about his health, for I hear he has not been very well.' 'He is not here now,' said Mrs. Warden, 'but will try to be up in time for mass. He is not well; and is low spirited.' ' I hope he will soon be all right,' said Richard. Then turning to Agnes, who stood beside her mother, he took her hand in his a hand that trembled and looked into her Madonna-like face and eyes: 'Agnes,' he said, 'I am glad to meet you here, and hope to hear your voice in the choir float above all the others, as it did in the time past. It will be a great encouragement to me.' ' Then it will float above the others,' said Agnes, 'for I want it to help you.' ' God bless you, Agnes,' he said, and passed into the church. While the young priest was robing himself for the ceremony of the mass, which he was to celebrate, the choir began singing one of those glorious compositions, THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 191 those noble hymns, which make the services in Catholic churches even with all the apparently absurd kneel- ings, standing up and sitting down at frequent intervals, genuflections,.etc. not only tolerable but even enjoyable to the lover of good music. The music, from violin, clarionet and flute, was none of the best there was no organ but the singing was good enough to cause the majestic notes of the anthem to sweep up the nave and aisles of the church to the chancel in throbbing waves of devotional harmony. In this hymn, high above all voices, and yet in harmony with them, was a full, rich soprano voice a voice which the young priest remem bered only too well, for he, too, when a youth, sang the tenor part to it in the same choir. The voice, however, was now fuller, richer, and its tones were further enhanced by an accent of melancholy, which, in certain of the prolonged notes gave it a wailing sound, as if it expressed the hopeless feeling of a broken heart. The young priest involuntarily cast his eyes up to the choir in the end gallery, just as the hymn was closing, and saw the eyes of Agnes Warden, the soprano, fixed on him, with an expression of rapt devotion in them. It disturbed him, and brought a flood of memories to his brain and the blood to his face. He realized that if he gave way to his emotion he could not perform his office in celebrating the mass without betraying an unseemly feeling. This he was bound should not occur, and, though deeply stirred, by a supreme effort of the will he became master of himself, and when the hymn closed, he ascended the steps of the altar, and after the usual genuflection, turned toward the congregation, and reso lutely keeping his eyes away from the choir gallery, 192 IN FETTERS: uttered, in a full, musical voice the " Dominus vobiscum," of mass ceremony. The response of the choir, " Et cum spiritutuo" (" The Lord be with you." Response, "and with thy spirit.") The grand soprano yoice seemed endowed with new inspiration in this, as in the other responses of the choir, throughout the mass; but the young priest, though he felt thrilled by the devotion embodied in the tones of that voice, now appeared to draw inspiration from it rather than disturbance. It seemed to say to him, by a kind of magic influence, "my love shall aid you in your holy office of worship and sacrifice ! It will lift up your heart not pull it down to the gross things of the world!" and he felt a new strength and new courage as he proceeded with the celebration of the mass, which in his hands was almost a revelation to the people who had been accustomed to the ministrations of Father Me Mahon, with his unmusical and grunting voice, and ungraceful manner. The old priest noted the contrast as well as his congregation, and could not conceal a look of chagrin, which, however, few noticed, the general attention being so absorbed by the new priest. At the close of the mass the young priest removed the chasuble, or outer garment, and turning to the congrega tion, prepared to give them a sermon a thing they were usually greeted with by Father Me Mahon only about three times a year. lie stood in front of the altar there being no pulpit in the church with his right hand raised, and his head thrown back. In this position he remained for about half a minute, silent and immoveable. Then he said : 'Dear friends of my youth, and congregation of God's THE MAN OR THE PKIEST? 193 chnrch It is perhaps meet that I should say something to you on this my first celebration of holy mass. My remarks will, perhaps, be in the nature of a sermon, and they will be inspired by the contemplation of the life of Jesus, and his promise of immortality, and a place with him in paradise heaven on the day of his death. 'The text is to be found in the 42d and 43d verses of the 23d chapter of St. Luke. While on the cross, one of the thieves reviled the Saviour, but the other rebuked him, and said unto Jesus, " Lord, remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom." And Jesus said unto him, "Verily,! say unto you, today thou shalt be with me in paradise." ' Now, in this, Jesus illustrated two vital things vital to erring humanity. One was that true repentance is never too late ; and the other and this is of the highest importance that there is a hereafter, an immortality, and a place wherein that immortality is passed. From this it can be seen that immortality is not the mere idea, arising from hope, which materialists say it is, but a natural thing to those who believe God's promise, made through his only begotten son to man kind. 'The heaven he promises us, therefore, is not the mere figment of the imagination, but an actuality as real as this life is. The question now naturally arises, how shall we pass the eternity of happiness in heaven ? Will it be in idleness? No. Simply in praising God, by mouth exercise? Manifestly no. The eternity of exist ence cannot be of idleness and continual praise, but must be one of effort. Of what kind ? God, who is perfect and self-sustaining, needs no service from us for his own 194 IN FETTEBSi benefit. Who then shall we serve, and find occupation in doing so? Who, but one another! In other words, our happiness in heaven will consist in serving one another and making one another happy. 'How shall we do this? By kind and generous deeds, by considerate and friendly treatment, by doing nothing that will offend, or make sad any living soul. As we do to them they will do to us. The happiness which we impart we also receive. We are just, and we receive justice; we are cheerful, and receive good cheer; we are loving, and receive love in return ; we are considerate, and we receive consideration ; we offend not, and we are not offended; we are hopeful, and we meet with hopefulness ; we busy ourselves in serving those we come in contact with, and they in turn serve us; the word charity as with us is unknown, because all are on equality, all are equally sustained by God, and all act in unison in their good work and good will toward one another, by which they best praise his holy name. ' What I desire to call your attention to is this, that as such conduct as I have here outlined is evidently that which can alone secure perfect happiness in the life to come, it is the one which should be adopted to secure the best enjoyment in this life. This is the mode of living which Christ taught, and you can see how logical it was, for the practice of it here simply fits us for the practice of it in the world to come. ' To be sure, the harmony of such a life here is broken by the discord of passion, cruelty, selfishness, and the misery that results from them things that need not and should not exist. But we can try to keep our own lives harmonious, and if there is discord, let it be by THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 195 some one else. We can try to love our enemies and do good to those who would injure us, which would be forgiveness of the most practical kind. Christ showed us by his life the model of living. His was, under the conditions in which he existed, the model life of a good man. He offended no man willingly, and did all the good that lay in his power. He was just, merciful and helpful. All these we can also be, and if we practised these virtues we should be not only happier ourselves, but would impart happiness to others. ' In the holy city of Rome, which I left not long since, I saw abundant evidences of the badness of men and the dire consequences following such actions. There a band of unlawful men, with a fanatic at their head, drove the holy Father, our beloved Pope, Pius IX, out of the Holy City. But God interposed, and put it into the head of the ruler of the French people to restore him. It involved much and lamentable bloodshed, and the poor mistaken wretches who participated in the sacrilege were either killed or driven out, as wanderers and outcasts on the farce of the earth. ' If these people had not been moved by blind passion they would not have thought of committing such a sacri lege ; but it only illustrates the terrible consequences of injiistice, of transgression, of sin. God is slow to punish, but his vegeance when it does come is swift and sure. 'I have said nothing about the eternity of misery which is evidently in store for the transgressor who is not repentant. God is merciful, and will forgive the worst sinner if he be repentant. If, however, he does not repent if he does not walk in the way of right eousness ; doing all the good he can and living a virtuous 196 IN FETTERS: and honest life, then the consequences are terrible. He is consigned to an existence where misery and discord are unending. I do not care to contemplate it. It is not a cheerful subject of thought, but it is necessary to point out to all who persistently transgress the in evitable consequences of such transgressions. 'Now, a word about myself. I have chosen my path in life. It is one beset with cares and responsibilities, but it is also one in which I hope to be of service to my fellow men. This is my highest ambition, to serve God by serving my fellow-creatures, and striving to lighten their load of existence by kindness, sympathy, charity for the weak, and good will to all. It matters not to me who it is that needs my aid he is a fellow-creature, the son of God and heir of eternity he shall receive it.' He paused, for he had finished. 'There had been nothing strained or dramatic in his tone or gestures during the delivery of this his first sermon. The voice was natural, though of course the inflection was some what high. There was a flush on his cheek, and a glow in his eye that seemed as if it had caught the light of inspiration, and when he resumed the concluding services the flush and glow had not faded, and his voice had an exultant, hopeful tone in it when he faced the congrega tion and pronounced the aspiration, 'Dominus vobiscum !' and there floated back from the choir (he could hear only the voice of Agnes) ' et cum spiritu tuo,' in the tones that said: ' God bless you, my love ! Go on, you are in the right! ' and a flush of gratification, softened by an unnameable sadness, swept through his whole being. The congregation was dismissed in the usual way, and in company with Father McMahon, Cluney, Tom, and THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 197 his parents, Richard walked to the home of the latter, the parish priest and his nephew having been invited to the Gaston mansion to dinner on this particular day. At the table, Richard very properly declined to say grace in deference to his senior, who invoked the bless ing. After the meal was over, and the wine brought on, Mrs. Gaston retiring, the conversation naturally turned upon events of the day. 'I liked your sermon,' said Father McMahon to Richard. ' It was simple, direct, and ' - with a meaning look at Tom ' very much to the point.' Tom saw the point of the latter remark, and said : 'The soul, or rather the body of the sermon was good. It was pure ethical religion, and was so broad and liberal and logical that it was a surprise to me. I never heard such sentiments -given out from a Catholic altar before. The general idea of heaven entertained by all the Catholics I have ever talked with is that heaven is a place where there is nothing to do but play on harps and sing praises. The idea of an eternity of effort is good, and that such effort is to be expended in mutual works for mutual happiness why that is excellent. Is it sound Catholic doctrine, Father Tom?' ' It is,' replied the priest, ' without any doubt. There is nothing that is good and noble in the ideas of right and good that is not Catholic.' ' I must say, Dick,' pursued Tom, addressing the young priest, ' that I like your idea that if doing good to one another were the employment of people in the hereafter, it was the true method of conduct in this life. This I regard to be the basis of all true religion on earth, even without reference to the hereafter.' 198 IN FETTERS: 'Then,' queried Cluney, 'you do think that religion is not out of place in this life ? ' ' Religion,' said Tom, ' is all right, when stripped of the tinsel and glitter which now dims its true lustre. Dick has, consciously or unconsciously, struck at the fundamental principle of all true religion the ethical or moral one embodied in the precept, " Do unto others as ye would that others should do unto you.'.' This, alone, is basis enough to stand on.' 'But is it enough?' asked Cluney. ' I do not see wherein it is lacking. If you mean that the supernatural is needed, I see no objection, if every one was allowed to create his own ghosts. But when the ghostly principle is put in as an article of faith, to be subscribed to, I think it is wrong, as well as superfluous.' 'Why don't you start a religion of your own, Tom,' asked the priest, sarcastically. 'I think I could improve on the old ones in the way of pure ethical practices, though as regards the business part of it, I think they could give me many points.' ' Give us an idea of what your church would be,' said Cluney. 'I will do it,' said Tom, 'for,, to tell the truth,! have been thinking seriously of starting a new religion.' When the good-natured laugh, which this naive declaration evoked from all present the wine was beginning to mellow the souls of even the godly had subsided, Tom continued: ' To begin with, 1 recognize certain tendencies in man which the laws condemn and the churches frown at. One is to games of chance, games of pastime, and other things which are in themselves harmless if pursued under THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 199 right conditions. For example, there is card playing. It is an innocent pastime, and, under proper regulations, not bad to pursue. But if you drive it out of the home, and the church condemns it, then it goes into places where it is employed for gambling, to fleece and cheat the unwary. ' Again, there is dancing. Some of the churches con demn it. Properly regulated, it is exhilarating and thoroughly enjoyable.' 'The Catholic church does not condemn dancing,' remarked Father Tom, ' except at certain times.' ' I am not speaking of the Catholic or any other church in particular,' said Tom, ' but of the Christian attitude in general towards such things. I mention these things which are now frowned upon by the church, but which flourish sometimes under bad influences against their interdict. And why do they persist? Simply because in them people find an amusement, a pastime, to vary the monotony of life. ' What are our churches ? They are used only for one purpose, that of worship. They are, as it were, the portals of eternity, where fate, with stern and terrible aspect, confronts us, and reminds us that we are worms, life a hollow mockery, and that the only true motto of our lives is " memento mori." * Now my idea is to tear down the old church edifices, and build habitable places, where the people of each parish could meet on common ground for mutual instruc tion and mutual enjoyment. I would have lectures, discussions, social meetings, places where card and domino playing, billiard playing, dancing assemblies, gymnastic exercises, and all other kinds of amusements 200 IN FETTERS: that could be pursued in doors would be carried on under good influences.' 'What would you do with the priest?' asked Cluney. 'I would make him the active leader in all the good work. I would have this modern church open every day and night in the year, and would make it so attract ive that there would be no need of the young people going elsewhere for any legitimate amusement they might desire. In this way the pastimes, which are now often objectionable because of the conditions under which they exist, could be regulated to proper moderation, and given a tone of sanction and respectability that would make them legitimate and therefore more highly enjoyable. This would be the kind of a church that would have some true merit and right vitality to it. It would knit us closer together in our lives, for, after all, ties of friendship and even of relationship are really based upon association ; and, therefore, when a church congregation can be made as one family, by intimate and pleasant association, the ties of fraternity can be extended and made of vast utility in the promotion of general harmony and brotherly love.' 'Upon my word, Tom,' said Cluney, 'there is much merit in what you say ; very much, indeed.' 'That is true,' added Father Tom, 'and there is nothing in it contrary to the teachings of the church.' 'Then why does not the church pursue the work practically; for, so far as I can judge, it rarely if ever gets farther than the theory? Tolerating pastimes is not promoting them.' 'The work of reconstruction must be a slow one,' observed Cluney. ' You understand that the church has THE MAN OB THE PKIEST? 201 all along had to contend with social and inherited condi tions which are not readily amenable to modification.' 'I do not understand it,' said Tom. 'I rather regard the church as the active agent into producing most of the conditions you speak of. But perhaps it is well not to pursue this line farther. One thing I will say, and that is, that I am glad to find that Richard's sermon was so little doctrinal, and was so purely ethical, except in one respect, when he condemned the action of the Italian patriots.' ' You saw some of the desolation wrought by them in Rome,' said Richard. 'How do you justify such acts, especially as they were directed against the benign rule of so good a prelate as the Holy Father?' ' War,' said Tom, ' is revolting, terrible, but bad as it is, it is often justifiable. While it lasts, which is usually but a short time, it entails more or less destruction of life and property. But what are such sacrifices compared with the prolonged agony which despotism imposes upon its victims. Personally the Pope may be a good and charitable man, but we have abundant evidence that his government was at best but a mild despotism. 'Look at the condition of the people of Italy, descend ants of that noble race, who were once masters of the world. A foreign king rules, with despotic sway, in Naples. The Italian peninsula, where the ancient glory of the republic and the empire was centered, is in the control of the church, supported by bayonets. A portion of the northwestern kingdom has become a province of the Austrian empire, and only one small section of the kingdom Sardinia is in the hands of a native Italian prince. 202 IN FETTERS: * Let us put ourselves in the place of the people whom Garibaldi and Mazzini represent in Italy. Every act of the oppressed against the oppressor is in the nature of an expression of despair, wrung from them by centuries of wrong and of denial of manhood. Look at Ireland, which has been for ages under the heel of the stronger element in Great Britian do you condemn its patriotic sons for regarding every opportunity to break their fetters as one that should be gladly availed of? Are the patriots of Ireland right in rebelling against the domina tion of a foreign power, and Italian patriots wrong in doing the same thing?' 'The two cases are not analogous,' interrupted Cluney. 'If there is any lack in the analogy,' returned Tom, 'it is in favor of the Italians. While the Irish had been more or less oppressed, they have had at least a show of representation in the law-making of the kingdom. It is true that a class of the people more than the people of Ireland is represented in the British parliament. But, in Italy, the country has been cut up into small despotisms, and the people have been practically without representa tion. Their condition as a people is little better than that of serfdom. The Irish, bad as their condition may be, are free men compared with the Italians of the Papal States, the Neapolitan kingdom in fact, of all the sections outside of the little Sardinian kingdom. If I were an Italian, I would be not only an active conspirator, but would devote my whole life, as Mazzini and Garibaldi have done, to the promotion and success of insurrection ary enterprises, until the entire people would rise in revolution and possess themselves of the birthright which THE MAN OR THE PEIEST? 203 had been stolen from their fathers. There is a spirit abroad in Italy, I feel confident, which will never slumber, until freedom and unity are secured for that historic land. And I glory in the fact that in Italy today '"Thoughts have gone forth, Whose powers can sleep no" more." ' 'Would you depose the Holy Father ?' asked Father Tom. ' Most assuredly. Let him attend to the affairs of his spiritual kingdom, and allow secularists to attend to secular affairs. Why should you, because you are a priest, have a right to govern this town or this province ? The Pope could still have his headquarters at Rome, and carry on his church government there as well as now.' 'Well, well,' said Cluney, 'let us change the subject. You are at least consistent and honest about your ideas, Tom; and we cannot evidently agree with you in every thing. When do you propose to return to Boston ? ' 'In about a week. I deferred beginning a general practice until I could remain there permanently ; for I feel somewhat in my profession as Dick does in his. I want to do all the good, in my way, to poor, suffering humanity that I can.' 'That reminds me, Tom. Our friend, James Warden, has been failing in health greatly in the past six months,' said the elder Gaston, who had heretofore taken no part in the conversation. ' Do you think you could help him in any way ? ' 'I doubt it, father. His case is a peculiar one, I should say what is commonly known as a breakdown. It is mainly psychological that is, the spirit of the man 204 IN FETTERS: seems to be broken, and, though he appears to be an ordinarily sound and healthy man, he has evidently surrendered his hopefulness; and, what with the worry and loss of sleep incident to such a condition of mind, together with his peculiar physiological constitution, there need be no surprise if he should at any time be visited with apoplexy, paralysis, and well, there is no telling what might occur to him at any time.' ' That is not a favorable diagnosis, Tom,' said Mr. Gaston, ' but I fear you are right. His condition, also, cannot be greatly improved by the bad state of his affairs. I fear he is not over and above solvent, and his business seems to be growing worse every day. What do you say to calling on him tomorrow, Tom, and asking him some questions about his health?' ' That is needless, father, for the reason that I have already seen and talked with him, and Agnes has told me much that I know about him.' CHAPTER XVI. THE STRANGE DISCOVERY SICKNESS AND ABERRATION MYSTERIOUS DISAPPEARANCE OF RICHARD. Since his return home, Richard Gaston had not felt as he anticipated that he would. He had pictured Agnes as being distant, and perhaps not friendly in her bearing towards him. On the contrary, however, he found her not only friendly, but cordial. He saw in her eyes the fire of the old love, and thought what a fool he had been THE MAN OR THE PKIEST? 205 to be so precipitate in the matter of becoming a priest. Still he had no idea of the true state of affairs. On the evening of the Sunday on which he preached the sermon which was given in the last chapter, Agnes came over to his father's house, and contribvited to the enjoyment of the evening. She was bright, cheerful and witty more so than he had ever known her to be before. That night, on retiring, he said to himself, and kept repeating it 'What a fool! What a fool! ' On Monday evening, after supper, when Tom and his father were engrossed in the discussion of matters and things in Europe, as seen by the former on his visit, Richard left the house and wandered down to the seaside, the old trysting-place seeming to have a fascination for him. He went a little way LeyQnd it, and sat down to watch the rising moon. 'Dear old moon,' he said, 'I have seen you elsewhere, in many climes, but nowhere just as T see you here ; for here you are so familiar and homelike that I feel most intimate with you, and could even shout and laugh at you, as I did when a little fellow, who knew nothing about you or the troubles of the world.' The moon kept on its upward path, apparently, and Richard's reveries continued; but were interrupted by the sound of voices near at hand. lie listened. ' This,' said the voice of a young man 'is the place they met and talked of love. Why can't we?' 'I would rather not,' said a female voice. 'It is, I fear, an unlucky place. They did not marry, and he became a priest.' ' Yes,' was the reply, ' but it was his own fault. He 206 IN FETTEES: would not wait. Old Warden afterwards relented, and told Mr. Gaston that his son could have Agnes. But Dick had gone to Rome, and when his brother followed him and tried to prevent his becoming a priest, he found he had already been ordained. So you see it was his own fault.' ' I hear Agnes took it very much to heart,' said the female voice, 'but she does not show it. She is too proud to, I suppose. But, come away! There is some thing uncanny to me in this place.' Richard heard this conversation, like one in a dream. Was it possible that what he heard was true? He was dazed at the revelation. It explained everything to him, and when he fully realized it, his head was in a whirl. He hastened home and sought his mother. 'Mother,' he asked, 'is it true?' And then he told her what he had heard. 'Oh, Richard! Where did you hear that?' He told her, and asked almost Avildly: ' Is it true, mother ; -is it true ? ' 'God help me,' said the mother, ' and God help you to bear it, my son ! ' 'Then it is true?' 'It is. But' She could say no more; for he had risen, thrown up his arms wildly, like a man who had been shot, and then fell down on the floor limp, and apparently lifeless. ' It is lucky that I am at home,' said Tom Gaston, after reaching his brother's side, whither the shrieks of his mother had summoned him. ' Let me see. Yes why what has happened? The boy has all the symptoms of brain fever. Do you think THE MAN OR THE PEIEST ? 207 the excitement of yesterday had an unfavorable influence on his mind ?' Then his mother explained what had occurred. ' Confound the tattlers,' he said. ' How did it leak out? But we must attend to him at once; for, in his present mental condition, this shock may unbalance him.' Tom then proceeded to do all that his art could suggest for the sufferer, and even called in one of the most reputable of the town doctors to aid him in the treatment. The young man was delirious for many days, and his ravings were all about Agnes Agnes, his love! Agnes, his life ! Tom suggested that the young woman be brought to his bedside, as her presence might have a tendency to quiet him. This the doctor agreed to, and Agnes was sent for, and came. When she realized what had occurred, she felt as if she, too, would be a victim of brain excitement; but a strong will restrained her from giving way ; and, perhaps, also, a sense of duty, for she realized that in her presence and ministration might be involved the safety of the young man. So with her the crisis was brief> and she came off triumphant. Agnes helped to nurse the young priest alternating with the mother for several weeks, during his slow recovery. At length one day it was in the afternoon Richard awoke to a consciousness of his surroundings. He had recovered his reason. . He found himself in bed, with Agnes seated by its side, and his hand in hers. He tried to rise, but, much to his surprise, fell back exhausted from the attempt. Agnes, 208 rtf FETTERS: perceiving that his reason had returned, quickly relin quished his hand, and blushed scarlet. 'What is it, Agnes?' asked Richard. 'Have I been sick? Was it all a dream or a nightmare? We've had no trouble, have we, dear? I did not go to be a priest, and was not ordained, then? I see how it is some sickness I have had. And, yet, all was so natural that Say it wasn't true, Agnes, that it was only a dream and I will bless you ! ' Agnes was weeping. What could she say, except what she did say : ' Richard, you are too weak to talk, and the doctor has ordered me not to say anything to you.' ' I care not what the doctor says, Agnes ! Have I not been sick?' 'Yes, very sick, of brain fever.' l or how long?' ' About two or three weeks. Now, that will do. Take this draught, and compose yourself.' He did as directed, and soon fell into a quiet slumber. Agnes looked at the young man, who should have been her partner for life, snatched from her by a cruel fate, and held in fetters by the church fetters that could never be broken ! It was terrible ! She knew that, though the church held him, he still loved her. The whole burden of his ravings during his sickness was of her and of his love for her. Tn his delirium he imagined that he had married her, built a house for her reception, and, began a life of domesticity with her. Then a cloud would come up a remembrance that there was a claim on him the claim of the church. THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 209 But lie would deny the claim and defy the church. Then he would imagine he was being taken to a dungeon, to be chained chained by the heart to a living death! It was pitiable to behold him in these paroxysms of fever; but Agnes bore it, like one apparently fascinated by the terrible fate of which she and the sufferer were the victims. When Richard slept, Agnes quietly left the room to carry the glad tidings of his restoration to reason. His brother Tom had just returned from a walk, and when told of the fact, advised that his mother now watch him and be present when he awakened, and that it would hardly be advisable for Agnes to go in again unless he called for her. 'Now, Agnes,' he said, 'you will have an opportunity of getting some rest, and take it, for you need it badly.' Agnes followed his directions, for she sadly needed sleep having had but little in the past three weeks, and Mrs. Gaston took her place at the bedside. Richard's recovery was rapid. In two weeks from the time he became conscious he was able to go abroad. His brother had returned to Boston a week before, and matters in the Gaston household began to settle down to a normal condition of monotony. With Richard there was not a revival of cheerfulness with the return to health. Without being notably morose, he was yet peculiarly silent, and seemed thought ful and brooding. He took long walks alone, and was often absent a whole day. He appeared to take little interest in anything. His mother, more than once, detected him at the side board, helping himself to the strong French brandy, 210 IN FETTERS: which was kept there more for certain visitors than for home use. At first she thought nothing of this and indeed was rather glad of it, for she believed it might stimulate him to cheerfulness and robust health. But when the habit was persisted in, and the potations became more frequent, she grew alarmed. Mr. Gaston one day commented on the rapid way in which the French brandy was disappearing, and questioned his wife about the matter. She told him of Richard's grow ing taste for it, and how uneasy it made her; but she refrained from saying anything, in the hope that when the young man had fully regained his strength, and began to occupy his mind, he would abandon it. 'Dear me,' said Mr. Gaston. 'How stupid of me not to think of it before, and tell you. Before leaving, among other things, Tom said to me that he hoped Richard would not become melancholy and take to drinking. However,' he said, cheerfully, 'it is not too late yet. I will talk with him this very evening and you might make an excuse to leave the room to allow me the opportunity.' What of Agnes? it may be queried. She was not often seen now at the Gaston mansion, and indeed she had all she could attend to at home. Her father was not in good health, and there was much about his business that required looking after, which absorbed most of her time. She had seen but little of Richard since his convalescence. Indeed there was a kind of mutual shyness between the young people, which neither seemed to care to analyze. When Agnes did see Richard, it was in the presence of one or both of his parents. She studiously avoided meeting him alone, THE MAK OK THE PRIEST? 211 and she now rarely went out for a solitary walk, her mother or a servant being generally with her. On such occasions, if Richard was encountered which was sometimes the case he usually passed by with a bow, though once or twice he paused to greet her civilly, and ask after her father's health. One evening Richard was late to supper, and when he did appear his face was flushed. He had little to say, and no excuse to offer for his prolonged absence. When he came into the sitting room, Mr. Gaston gave his wife a signal, and she made an excuse to leave the room. 'How are you feeling in health, Richard?' asked the father. ' I am well and hearty, sir.' 'What do you propose doing?' asked Mr. Gaston. 'I suppose you have your plans for the future?' 'I have nothing definite in view. I did think of writing to the bishop, and asking for the vacancy in the Vignish parish, which Father McPhee has lately left, on account of ill health. But it is a wild region, and the people are not half civilized. Do you know, father, that I have half a notion to go to the States, on a short tour ? I think it would do me good. Then I will come back, and face my duty like a man.' 'I will not seek to combat that resolution, Richard ; but, really, I think you would do much better to settle down at once to the business of the life you have chosen.' Then, in a delicate way, he introduced the subject of the growing habit of drinking ardent spirits, which the young man appeared to be developing. 'Liquor,' he said, 'is a good thing in its place as a 212 IN FETTERS: medicine, perhaps. But when taken regularly it loses that virtue, and when the habit of drinking is once established, it is sure to lead to excess.' Richard replied that he was aware of the truth of what his father said, and would forthwith abandon the use of it ; but he still showed a disposition to go abroad for a short time, and asked his father for a loan of fifty pounds, to enable him to make the journey. This Mr. Gaston declined to promise at that time, though he said he would think the matter over, and give him an answer later. For about a week after this interview, the parents of the young man noticed with satisfaction that he had discontinued his visits to the sideboard, and was beginning to be more cheerful and talkative. When Mrs. Gaston heard of her son's desire to go to the States she was opposed to it, but he pleaded with her so strongly that she at length consented to aid him in the project, if his father was willing. She had some money in her own right, and could easily give him all he would need for a journey of a few weeks. Matters were in this condition of uncertainty for two weeks longer, when Richard announced that he had abandoned his contemplated trip to the States, and would apply to the bishop for the vacant parish of Vignish. He went to see his friends, Father Tom and Cluney, about the matter, and the former at once gave him a letter to the bishop, to accompany Richard's application. This was duly forwarded by Richard, who, however, did not send with it his own application, as afterward appeared. THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 213 On the way homeward, that day, the young priest encountered Agnes, alone, on the street, and stopped to talk with her pleasantly. He seemed to be in good humor, and excellent spirits, and told her he was about to make application for the Vignish parish. In parting, he took her hand, an unusual thing for him to do, and held it in his for nearly a minute. Then he bade her good-bye ''till we meet again.' She thought his action a little strange at the time, but did not attach any special significance to it, as he was smiling pleasantly, and seemed to act half playfully just as he was wont to do at times when they were lovers. He returned to his home early that evening, and retired to his room, where he was engaged in writing until quite late. On the morning following, Richard not appearing at the breakfast table, a servant was sent to his room to call him. She returned and reported that no response to her calls and rapping on the door had been made. Mr. Gaston went up to investigate, and found the room empty. He thought nothing of it at the time, and returned to the breakfast room, saying that no doubt Richard had gone out for a walk before breakfast, and would soon return. Just as they finished breakfast, however, the servant who had been sent up to call Richard came in, and said she had just come from his room, and that the bed had not been slept in ! ' It is curious,' said Mr. Gaston, 'that I did not notice that,' and he and his wife went up at once to the bed room. 214 IN FETTERS: Sure enough, the bed had not been slept in, and, look ing on the table, a note was found, in pencil. It said: ' DE AR FATHER AXD MOTHER : I shall be absent for a time I can't say how long. Don't be uneasy about me. RICHARD.' In the fireplace was noted the burnt remains of paper, as if letters and other writings had been destroyed. A large valise, some clothing, shirts and underwear were missing from the room, and indicated that the young man had really started on a journey of some kind. But where could he have gone? Mr. Gaston lost no time in instituting a quick search and inquiry in every direction, but without obtaining any tidings of the fugitive, who seemed to have disappeared as if the earth had opened and swallowed him up. Only one clue to a possible mode of departure was obtained, and that was the sailing of the brig Enterprise, bound for Philadelphia, and a market, on the morning of Richard's disappearance. The captain of this brig was known, and was written to, and the letter would probably be in Philadelphia awaiting his arrival. Tom was also notified qf his brother's disappearance, told of the sailing of the Enterprise, and asked if he could not see the captain, and find out if Richard had taken passage in her. The letter arrived in Boston during a short absence; but when Thomas Gaston returned and found it, he set out for Philadelphia, where he arrived too late to intercept the brig, which had been ordered to the West Indies. lie thought he would go to the post office and inquire for a letter for Capt. Macdonald, and found one there awaiting that person, on which he recognized the handwriting of THE MAN OK THE PRIEST? 215 his father. With a sad heart, he wrote to his father the result of his mission to and investigation at Philadelphia, and then returned to his office in Boston. The weeks lengthened into months, and winter came and passed away the long and dreary winter of the eastern British provinces and not a word or trace of the missing young priest was realized by his stricken parents. The father bore up under the strain, finding, no doubt, in his business affairs enough of occupation to divert him from brooding over his family troubles. His wife, however, took the matter very much to heart, and her only consolation was the frequent visits of Agnes Warden, who was equally heart-stricken at the dis appearance of the young priest. But it was a kind of consolation to both to meet and talk about the absent one. And this talk was always more or less hopeful, for both agreed in the firm belief that he was alive and would yet return. In the first week in June, 1853, the brig Enterprise, Capt. Roderick Macdonald, cast anchor in Chebucto harbor. When he ascertained the identity of the new comer, Mr. Gaston hastened down to the wharf, opposite which the brig had anchored, and as he reached the landing slip, the stalwart form of the brig's captain was seen mounting the wharf, and the merchant's hand was the first he clasped when he got onto the wharf. Of course the first question asked him by Mr. Gaston was about Richard, and the captain said that on the morning of his departure from Chebucto -it was an early start, for he had to take advantage of the tide the young man had come aboard from the wharf, and asked to be taken to Philadelphia. The captain said he 216 IN FETTERS: thought it a rather singular step for the young man to take, for he knew he ought to afford to go by steamer, but as Richard said it was for his health, he thought perhaps it might be all right, and made the young man welcome. On arrival in Philadelphia, however, Richard revealed to him the fact that he had left home without any money, but said he wanted to visit some places in the States, and would then make his way home. He asked the captain for a loan, which the latter said he readily gave him, though it left him rather short for funds. But he did not want the young man cast loose in a strange place without money, and advanced him what he needed, for which Richard gave him an order on his father for the amount loaned, and price of his passage to Philadelphia. The order ran as follows : ' PHILADELPHIA, October 10, 1852. * MR. RICHARD GASTON, Chebucto : 'Dear Father Please pay to Capt. Macdonald, for loan of money and passage to this place, three hundred dollars, or its equivalent in your currency, and oblige your son, * RICHARD GASTON.' 'P. S. Capt. Macdonald has been most kind and generous to me. I am in good health, and may not return home for two or three years. Do not be anxious about me. Love to dear mother and all friends. ' RICHARD.' Mr. Gaston thanked Capt. Macdonald for his kindness to Richard, and invited him to call at his counting room on the day following, when he would pay the loan, and wished to have a talk with him. The merchant then went home to his wife, and acquainted her with the facts THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 217 of the departure of Richard. The mother was greatly cheered by the news. ' Thank God ! ' she fervently ejaculated. ' He will yet come back, and all will be well. I shall go at once and tell Agnes of it.' On the following day Capt. Macdonald waited on merchant Gaston, who received him cordially, and after paying him the money due by Richard, with interest, he drew the captain to the window, and calling his attention to a new ship, nearly completed and ready to launch, said to him : ' That is a fine ship, captain. I will launch her at the next high tides. She is the largest and best ship I have ever built, and I am going to own her and keep her in trade. I shall call her the 'Agnes Warden,' after my old friend's daughter, but I have told no one but you of her name as yet. In two months she will be ready for sea. I have been looking about for a capable man to command her, and have decided on one, and therefore ask your advice in regard to the matter. What would you say to Capt. Roderick Macdonald as a commander of such a ship?' The young seaman he was about thirty-one years of age was so taken by surprise at this question that for a moment he could not answer. Then he faltered out: 'Do you mean this, Mr. Gaston?' 'To be sure I do, and I have not decided without thought. I have watched your career as a ship-master, and know that you are smart, capable, and faithful. Now, I want just such a man to command that ship. Besides, your friendly act towards my poor boy has laid me under a debt of gratitude to you; and you shall have 218 IN FETTERS: the command of the 'Agnes Warden.' I shall double your present salary, and, as soon as you can leave your present employ, your pay as captain of the ship will commence. I shall give you work until the ship is ready for sea in superintending the rigging and other details of her equipment.' Captain Macdonald thanked Mr. Gaston heartily for the position offered him, which he gladly accepted. CHAPTER XVII. CALIFORNIA MINING CAMP GAMBLER'S VICTIM A LUCKY FIND, AND SUCCESS RETURN HOME. It was in December, 1852, at a mining camp in Placer county, California, on the American river, that a stranger arrived late in the afternoon. The name of the camp, which was a small one, located not far from Michigan Bluff, we may say was 'Rough and Ready.' The stranger went at once to a bar-room, where he proceeded to regale himself with a drink of brandy, which he took with evident relish. He was young not over twenty- five and good looking, but did not appear like a man who had ever roughed it. But this was nothing new in the diggings, as great numbers of such men flocked there all the time, so that his advent and appearance excited little or no comment from the few loungers in the bar room. While the young man is regaling himself with a second glass of liquor, let us briefly outline the mining situation in California at that time. THE MAN OR THE PRIEST? 219 Gold had been discovered four years before this time, and the rush of people from all parts to the placers on the western slope of the Sierra Nevada range of mountains was simply immense. For the first three or four years, the mining was done mainly by the pan and rocker. The pan used by the placer miners was commonly made of ordinary sheet iron, with a flat bottom about twelve inches in diameter, and sides six inches high, inclining outwards at an angle of about fifty degrees. The gold was usually found in a tough clay mixed with sand and gravel. The miner filled his pan with this clay, went to the bank of the stream or river, filled the pan and shook it, using a stone to break up the lumpy clay, until it was dissolved. Then he kept repeating the washing until the clay was dissolved and run off into the river as he tilted the pan, the gold settling at the bottom in the operation. The coarse particles of sand and pebbles that would not go off with the water were removed by hand. These manipulations were repeated until the gold was practically freed from all other material, when it was recovered. When pan ning was in vogue, the outfit of a miner, besides his 'grub' or food, consisted of only a pick, shovel, pan, and a blanket. After a time, when the returns from this process ceased to yield gold according to expectation, the rocker took its place. The rocker was made somewhat like an old-fashioned child's cradle, but open at one end, that is, without a foot-board. The upper end, however, was considerably higher than the lower, and contained a large colander-like riddle of sheet iron, with holes punched in 220 IN FETTERS: the bottom. The floor of the rocker was set with cleats or riffles, extending nearly across, to catch the gold. The miner filled the riddle with pay-dirt, and rocked the rocker with one hand, while he poured water on the dirt in the riddle with the other. The water and the motion dissolved the clay and carried it down to the floor of the rocker, where the cleats caught the gold, while the mud and water ran off. The riddle was attached, so that it could be taken off to throw out the stones. As one man could not work to advantage in this process, two men usually associated together and divided results ; one mining the pay-dirt, while the other worked the rocker. Our new arrival still sat and drank in the bar-room, until darkness came on. By this time the miners began to congregate, and card-playing and other games of chance became quite general. The principal interest, however, appeared to be centered on one card table, where one of the miners, with a professional gambler for an opponent, was having a run of luck, and to this place the new-comer was attracted. After a time, however, the miner began to lose, and in a little while the last of his gold went to the gambler. A dispute between the latter and the loser had already commenced, and the result of the game brought it to a climax, when the miner accused him of cheating. The gambler quietly asked him to 'take that back,' as it was not true. This only incensed the miner still more who made threats of 'getting even 'with him. Upon this the gambler drew a revolver from his hip pocket, and shot the miner. The latter fell. He was not killed out right, but felt that his time was short. He was in great agony, and cried THE MAN OB THE PRIEST? 221 '(), if I only had the consolations of religion, I could then meet my Maker with some hope. If there were only a priest here ' - The stranger came forward and said: ' I am a priest, and will do what I can to prepare you for death.' He then directed all to withdraw to one side of the room, while he administered the last rites of the Roman Catholic church to the dying man, shortly after which the latter breathed his last. His partner and some others of the miners took charge of the body, and buried it early on the following morning; then they went in a body to the gambling den, and, taking the murderer by surprise, riddled him with bullets. Then there was another funeral. These were curious scenes to the young priest, and he half determined to leave the place, and would have done so, if he had the means; but, as a matter of fact, he had spent to within a few dollars all his money, and was forced to do something. The partner of the dead miner, who was known as Jim Smith, after the second murder and burial, approached the new-comer, who had acted as a priest, and said to him: 'Parson, what might I call your name?'