c>l Jifornia onaJ ,^.5, iity =*^ i Peter Schlemihl I'nri-fiT? Trrs ''IV or Id C lassie s.^^ Peter Schlemihl ADALBERT VON CHAMISSO Illustrations by Marold and Mittis BOSTON JOSEPH KNIGHT COMPANY II DCCC XCIII Wirdbttaiiyi l^ttne John Wilson ami Son, Cainbrid^c U. S. A. Annex -~,'-\ w BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. Adalbert von Chamisso, or Louis Charles Adelaide de Chamisso de Boncourt, was born at the castle of Boncoiirt, in Champagne. He belonged to a noble French family, who derived their title from the ancient town of Chamesson, near Chatillon-snr-Seine. In ijgo, when Adalbert was but nine years old, the Revolution forced the Chamissos to leave France. They set- tled in Berlin; and though in after years the elder members of the family returned to France, Adalbert remained behind in Germany, where by this time were all his sympathies. By birth X BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. and early education a Frenchman, he became by adoption, bjy marriage, bj> occupation, and by achievements in literature, a German. In 1 796 Chamisso was made a page to the Queen of Prussia, and two years later entered the Prussian ser- vice with a commission as ensign. In 1806, however, unwilling to serve in the campaign of that year against his native country, he gave up the army, and entered into literary life, under- taking in conmction with Von Ense and 'Neumann the publication of the Musenalmanach. Friendly inter- course with Madame de Stael at this time, whom he visited at Coppet, was of important bearing in shaping his future life. At Coppet he first began the study of natural history, to which he henceforth devoted himself with such assiduity and success that his BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. XI repitfation as a natitralist is a/most as great as his literarv renown. In i8i 5 be accompanied Otto von Kot^ebiie as naturalist in the scientific expedition around the world originated by the Russian, Count Roinan^off. On his return in 18 18 he -was appointed custodian of the botanical gardens at Berlin. At the same time he married a charming and wealthy young lady, Antonie Piaste, the marriage proving a happy one. Chamisso passed the next twenty years of his life in steady professional labor, brightened by his success as a writer and by intercourse with an increasing circle of literary friends, among whom were August Neander, Andersen, and Freiligratb. He died at Berlin, August 21, 18^8. The poetic element in Chamisso's nature was genuine and strong, and Xll BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. he enriched his adopted language with a number of lyrical poems of beautiful and enduring value. His Lion's Bride, Retribution, Song of Woman's Devotion, and Cousin Anselmo are all remarkable for their power and true pathos. But it is as the author of a prose story, Peter Schlemilil, the man who lost his shadow, that Cham- isso's fame will rest. Peter Schlemihl was first published in 1814, and created a sensation at once. IVhile a genuine story for young people, it is also to the older and sympathetic reader an accurate and pathetic allegory of the author's own life. PREFACE. IT was in 1804, at Eerlin, that I * used to know Peter Schlemihl. He was a tall young fellow, awk- ward without being clumsy, indo- lent but not lazy, for the most part self-contained without seeming to trouble himself about what was going on around him. He was inoffensive, but seemed to have little regard for the proprieties ; and al- ways wore a black coat, so old and shabby that it was said of him he ought to be happy if his soul pos- sessed half the immortality of his PREFACE. cloak. He was the regular butt of our set's witticisms ; but all the same I liked him well. Certain traits which we seemed to possess in common established between us a mutual affection. In 1813 I was living in the coun- try, near Berlin ; and having been separated by circumstances from Schlemihl for a long time, I had completely lost sight of him, when one foggy autumn morning, having slept late, I learned upon awakening that a man with a long beard, dressed in a black coat, old and shabby, and wearing large slippers over his shoes, had inquired for me, and left a package for my address. This package contained the auto- graph manuscript of the " Marvellous History of Peter Schlemihl." I have sadly abused the confi- dence of my unfortunate friend. I showed the manuscript which I ought to have kept concealed, and P"ouque committed the indiscretion of having it printed. Since then I have been punished for my fault. [ have been associated in Schlemihl's shame, which I was instrumental in divulging. Meanwhile I have be- come old, and, withdrawn from the world, the respect of mankind is indifferent to me. I avow to-day, without hesitation, the friendship which I ever possessed for Peter Schlemihl. This history has fallen into the hands of speculative people who, accustomed to read only for their own instruction, have been anxious to know what a shade was. Many have offered the most curious hypo- theses on the subject, while others, dohig me the honor to suppose me more learned than I am, have ad- dressed themselves to me directly to obtain the solution of their doubts. The questions with which I have been besieged have made me blush at my OAvn ignorance. They have caused me to include in the circle of my studies a subject which up to that time had remained a stranger to it, and I devoted myself to re- searches the result of which I record below. CONCERNING SHADE. "An opaque body can never be wholly illuminated by a luminous body at one and the same time, and the part devoid of light, which is situated on the non-illuminated side, is called shadow or shade. Shade, properly so-called, therefore repre- sents a solid, the form of which depends at once upon that of the luminous body, that of the opaque body, and upon the position of this latter with regard to the luminous body. " A shadow seen upon a plane situated behind the opaque body which produces it, is nothing more than the section of this plane upon the solid which represents the shadow." Hauv.* This, then, is the solid with which we have to deal in the " Marvellous History of Peter Schlemihl." The science of finance sufficiently im- presses upon us the importance of silver; that of shades is less gener- ally acknowledged. My imprudent friend coveted silver, of which he knew the price, and never dreamed * Author of '" Elementary Treatise on Physics" Vol. II. Sects. 1002 and 1003. of a solid. He desires that we should profit by this lesson for which he has paid so dearly, and his experience cries out to us : Think of the solid ! Adelbert von Chamisso, Berlin, November, 1837, 4. PETER SCHLEMIHL. Chapter I. A T last, after a fortunate, but to me most tedious passage, we reached our destined haven. As soon as the boat had landed me on the shore, I loaded myself with my little possessions, and forcing my 7 8 SCHLEMIHL. way through the swarming crowd, entered the first and meanest house distinguished by a sign-board. I ordered a chamber; the waiter measured me with a glance, and sent me up to the garret. I ordered fresh water, and inquired for the abode of Mr. Thomas Jones. " Near the North gate, the first country house on the right-hand side ; a large new house of red and white marble, supported by many pillars." Well, it was yet early ; I opened my bundle, laid out my newly-turned black coat, clad my- self in my sprucest garments, put my letter of introduction into my pocket, and bent my way to the man who I modestly hoped was destined to befriend me. After I had gone through the long North-street, and reached the gate, I saw the columns glimmering SCHLEMIHL. through the green trees. " It is here, then," I thought. I wiped the dust from my feet with my pocket- handkerchief, arranged my cravat, and rung the bell. The door flew open, the servants narrowly ex- amined me in the hall, but the porter at last announced me, and I had the honour to be summoned into the park, where Mr, Jones was walking with a small company. I knew him instantly by his portly self-complacency. He received me tolerably well, — as a rich man is wont to receive a poor dependent devil ; looked towards me, but with- out turning from the rest of the company, and took from me the letter I held in my hand. " Aye, aye ! from my brother ; I have not heard from him a long time. Is he well ? There," he continued, ad- dressing the company without wait SCHLEMIHL. ing for an answer, and pointed with the letter to a hill, — " there I have ordered a new building to be erected." He broke the seal, but not the conversation, of which wealth became the subject. " He who is not the master of at least a million," he interposed, "forgive the expression, is a ragamuffin." " That is true, indeed," exclaimed I, with full, overflowing feeling. He must have been pleased with the expression of my concurrence, for he smiled on me and said, " Re- main here, young friend; I shall perhaps have time to tell you by and by what I think of it." He pointed to the letter, put it into his pocket, and turned again to the company. He then offered his arm to a young lady; other gentlemen were busied with other fair ones ; every one found some one to whom SCHLEMIHL. he attached himself, and they walked towards the rose-encircled hill. I lingered idly behind, for not a soul deemed me worthy of notice. The company was extremely cheer- ful, jocular, and witty; they spoke seriously of trifles, and triflingly of serious matters ; and I observed they unconcernedly directed their satires against the persons and the circumstances of absent friends. I was too great a stranger to under- stand much of these discussions, too much distressed and self-retired to enter into the full merit of these enigmas. We reached the rose-grove. The lovely Fanny, the queen, as it seemed, of the day, was capricious enough to wish to gather for herself a bloom ing branch ; a thorn pricked her, and a stream as Ijright as if from damask roses flowed over her deli- SCHLEMIHL. cate hand. This accident put the whole company in motion. English court-plaster was instantly inquired after. A silent, meagre, pale, tall, elderly man, who stood next to me, and whom I had not before observed, instantly put his hand into the close- fitting breast-pocket of his old- fashioned, grey taffetan coat, took out a small pocket-book, opened it, and with a lowly bow gave the lady what she had wished for ; she took it without any attention to the giver, and without a word of thanks. The wound was bound up, and they as- cended the hill, from whose brow they admired the wide prospect over the park's green labyrinth, extending even to the immeasurable ocean. It was indeed a grand and noble sight. A light speck appeared on the horizon between the dark waters and the azure heaven. " A tele- SCHLEMIHL. scope here ! " cried the merchant ; and before any one from the crowds of servants appeared to answer his call, the grey man, as if he had been applied to, had already put his hand into his coat-pocket : he had taken from it a beautiful Dollond, and handed it over to Mr. Jones ; who, as soon as he had raised it to his eye, informed the company that it was the ship which had sailed yesterday, driven back by contrary winds. The telescope passed from hand to hand, but never again reached that of its owner. I, however, looked on the old man with astonishment, not conceiving how the large machine had come out of the tiny pocket. Nobody else seemed surprised, and they appeared to cai-e no more about the grey man than about me. Refreshments were produced ; the SCHLEMIHL. rarest fruits of every climate, served in the richest dishes. Mr. Jones did the honours with easy, dignified politeness, and for the second time directed a word to me : " Eat then, you did not get this on your voyage." I bowed, but he did not observe me ; he was talking to somebody else. They would willingly have re- mained longer on the sod of the sloping hill, and have stretched themselves over the outspread turf, had they not feared its dampness. " Now it would be enchanting," said somebody of the company, " if we had Turkey carpets to spread here." The wish was hardly expressed ere the man in the grey coat had put his hand into his pocket, and with modest, even humble demeanour, began to draw out a rich em- broidered Turkey carpet. It was received bv the attendants as a SCHLEMIHL. 15 matter of course, and laid down on the appointed spot. Witliout fur- ther ceremony the company took their stand upon it. I looked with new surprise on the man, the pocket, and the carpet, which was about twenty paces long and ten broad. I rubbed my eyes, not knowing what to think, and especially as nobody else seemed moved by what had passed. I longed to learn something about the man, and to inquire who he was ; but I knew not to whom to apply, for I really was more afraid of the gentlemen-servants than of the gentlemen served. I mustered up ray spirits at last, and addressed myself to a young man who seemed less pretending than the rest, and who had oftener been left to him- self. I gently asked him who that courteous gentleman was in grey l6 SCHLEMIHL. clothes. " Who ? — he that looks like an end of thread blown away from a tailor's needle ? " " Yes, he that stands alone." " I do not know him," he answered; and, determined as it seemed to break off the discussion \\-ith me, turned away, and entered on a trifling con- versation -^^ith somebody else. The sun now began to shine more intensely, and to annoy the ladies. The lovely Fanny carelessly ad- dressed the grey man, whom as far as I know nobody had addressed before, with the frivolous question, " Had he a marquee ? " He answered with a low reverence, as if feeling an undeserved honour had been done him ; his hand was already in his pocket, from which I perceived canvas, bars, ropes, iron-work — everything, in a word, belonging to the most sumptuous tent, issuing SCHLEMIHL. 17 forth. The young men helped to erect it ; it covered the whole extent of the carpet, and no one appeared to consider all this as at all extraordinary. If my mind was confused, nay terrified, with these proceedings, how was I overpowered when the next-breathed wish brought from his pocket three riding horses. I tell you, three great and noble steeds, with saddles and appurtenances 1 Imagine for a moment, I pray you, three saddled horses from the same pocket which had before produced a pocket-book, a telescope, an orna- mented carpet twenty paces long and ten broad, a pleasure-tent of the same size, with bars and iron- work ! If I did not solemnly assure you that I had seen it with my own eyes, you would certainly doubt the narrative. 2 SCHLEMIHL. Though there was so much of embarrassment and humility in the man, and he excited so little atten- tion, yet his appearance to me had in it something so appalling that I was not able to turn away my eyes from him. At last I could bear it no longer. I determined to steal away from the company ; and this was easy for one who had acted a part so little conspicuous. I wished to hasten back to the city, and to return in pursuit of my fortune the follow- ing morning to Mr. J., and if I could muster up courage enough, to inquire something about the ex- traordinary grey man. Oh, had I been thus privileged to escape ! I had hastily glided through the rose-grove, descended the hill, and found myself on a wide grassplot, when, alarmed with the apprehen- SCHLEMIHL. I9 sion of being discovered wandering from the beaten path, I looked around me with enquiring apprehen- sion. How was I startled when I saw the old man in the grey coat behind, and advancing towards me ! He immediately took off his hat, and bowed to me more profoundly than any one had ever done before. It was clear he wished to address me, and without extreme rudeness I could not avoid him. I in my turn uncovered myself, made my obeisance, and stood still with a bare head in the sunshine as if rooted there. I shook with terror while I saw him approach ; I felt like a bird fascinated by a rattle- snake. He appeared sadly per- plexed, kept his eyes on the ground, made several bows, approached nearer, and with a low and trem- bling voice, as if he were asking alms, thus accosted me: — SCHLEMIHL. "Will the gentleman forgive the intrusion of one who has stopt him in this unusual way? I have a request to make, but pray par- don — " '• In the name of Heaven. Sir ! " I cried out in my anguish, "what can I do for one who — " We both started back, and me- thought both blushed deeply. After a momentary silence he again began : " During the short time when I enjoyed the happiness of being near you, I observed, Sir, — will you allow me to say so, — I observed, with unutterable admira- tion, the beautiful, beautiful shadow in the sun, which with a certain noble contempt, and perhaps ^^•ithout being aware of it, you threw off from your feet ; forgive me this, I confess, too daring intrusion, but should you be inclined to transfer it to me ? " He was silent, and my head turned SCHLEMIHL. round like a water-wheel. What could I make of this singular pro- posal for disposing of my shadow ? He is crazy, thought I ; and with an altered tone, yet more forcible as contrasted with the humility of his own, I replied, — " How is this, good friend ? Is not your own shadow enough for you ? This seems to me a whimsi- cal sort of bargain indeed." He began again, " I have in my pocket many matters which might not be quite unacceptable to the gentle- man ; for this invaluable shadow I deem any price too little." A chill came over me : I remem- bered what I had seen, and knew not how to address him whom I had just ventured to call my good friend. I spoke again, and assumed an extraordinary courtesy to set matters in order. SCHLEMIHL. "Pardon, Sir, pardon your most humble servant, I do not quite under- stand your meaning ; how can my shadow — " He interrupted me: " I only beg your permission to be allowed to lift up your noble shadow, and put it in my pocket ; how to do it is my own affair. As a proof of my gratitude for the gentleman, I leave him the choice of all the jewels which my pocket affords ; the genuine divining rods, man- drake roots, change pennies, money extractors, the napkins of Rolando's Squire, and divers other miracle- workers, — a choice assortment. But all this is not fit for you ; better that you should have Fortunatus's wishing-cap restored spick and span new, and also a fortune-bag which belonged to him." " Fortunatus's fortune-bag ! " I exclaimed ; and great as had been my terror, all my SCHLEMIHL. 23 senses were now enraptured by the sound. I became dizzy, and nothing but double ducats seemed sparkling before my eyes. " Condescend, Sir, to inspect and make a trial of this bag." He put his hand into his pocket, and drew from it a moderately sized, firmly- stitched purse of thick cordovan, with two convenient leather cords hanging to it, which he presented to me. I instantly dipped into it, drew from it ten pieces of gold, and ten more, and ten more, and yet ten more; — I stretched out my hand. " Done ! the bargain is made ; I give you my shadow for your purse." He grasped my hand, and knelt down behind me, and with wonder- ful dexterity I perceived him loosen- ing my shadow from the ground from head to foot ; he lifted it up ; he rolled it together and folded it. 24 SCHLEMIHL. and at last put it into his pocket. He then stood erect, bowed to me again, and returned back to the rose-grove. I thought I heard him laughing softly to himself. I held, however, the purse tight by its strings — the earth was sun-bright all around me, and my senses were still wholly confused. At last I came to myself, and hastened from a place where ap- parently I had nothing more to do. I first filled my pockets with gold, then firmly secured the strings of the purse round my neck, taking care to conceal the purse itself in my bosom. I left the park unnoticed, reached the high road, and bent my way to the town. I was walking thoughtfully towards the gate, when :tAW, . . . Knelt down behind SCHLEMIHL. Z^ I heard a voice behind me : " Holla ! young Squire ! holla ! don't you hear?" I looked round — an old woman was calling after me : " Take care, sir, take care — you have lost your shadow ! " " Thanks, good woman." I threw her a piece of gold for her well-meant counsel, and walked away under the trees. At the gate I was again con- demned to hear from the sentinel, " Where has the gentleman left his shadow ? " and immediately after- wards a couple of women exclaimed, " Good heavens ! the poor fellow has no shadow." I began to be vexed, and carefully avoided walk- ing in the sun. This I could not always do : for instance, in the Broad-street, which I was next com- pelled to cross ; and as ill-luck would have it, at the very moment when the boys were being released from 2S SCHLEMIHL. school. A confounded hunch-backed vagabond — I see him at this moment — had observed that I wanted a shadow. He instantly began to bawl out to the young tyros of the suburbs, who first criticised me, and then bespattered me with mud : " Respectable people are accustomed to carry their shadows with them when they go into the sun." I scat- tered handfuls of gold among them to divert their attention ; and, with the assistance of some compassionate souls, sprang into a hackney coach. As soon as I found myself alone in the rolling vehicle, I began to weep bitterly. My inward emotion suggested to me, that even as in this world gold weighs down both merit and virtue, so a shadow might possi- bly be more valuable than gold itself ; and that as I had sacrificed my riches to my integrity on other SCHLEMIHL. 29 occasions, so now I had given up my shadow for mere wealth ; and what ought, what could become of me ? I continued still sadly discom- posed, when the coach stopped before the old tavern. I was shocked at the thought of again entering that vile garret. I sent for my baggage, took up the miserable bundle with contempt, threw the servants some pieces of gold, and ordered to be driven to the principal hotel. The house faced the north, so I had nothing to fear from the sun. I dismissed the driver with gold, selected the best front room, and locked myself in as soon as possible. And how do you imagine I em- ployed myself .-* r)h, my beloved Chamisso, I blush to confess it even to you. I drew forth the luckless 30 SCHLEMIHL. purse from my bosom, and impelled by a sort of madness which burned and spread within me like a furious conflagration, I shook out gold, and gold, and gold, and still more gold ; strewed it over the floor, trampled on it, and made it tinkle, and feasting my weak senses on the glitter and the sound, I added pile to pile, till I sunk exhausted on the golden bed. I rolled about, and wallowed in deli- cious delirium. And so the day passed by, and so the evening. My door remained unopened, and night found me still reposing on the gold, when sleep at length overcame me. Then I dreamed of you. I fancied I was standing close to the glass door of your little apartment, and saw you sitting at your work-table, between a skeleton and a parcel of dried plants. Haller, Humboldt, and Linnaeus lay open before you; nprffit . . . Night found me still reposing on the gold . . . SCHLEMIHL. ^^ on your sofa were a volume of Goethe and The Magic Ring* I looked at you for a long time, then at everything around you, and then at you again ; but you moved not, you breathed not — you were dead. I awoke : it seemed to be yet early — my watch had stopped ; I felt as if I had been bastinadoed — yet both hungry and thirsty, for since the previous morning I had eaten nothing. With weariness and disgust I pushed away from me the gold, which but a little time before had satiated my foolish heart : I now in my perplexity knew not how to dispose of it. But it could not re- main there. I tried to put it again into the purse — no ; none of my windows opened upon the sea. I was obliged to content myself by * Another novel of Fouqud. 3 34 SCHLEMIHL. dragging it with immense labour and difficulty to a large cupboard, which stood in a recess, where I packed it up. I left only a few handfuls lying about. When I had finished my labour, I sat dowTi ex- hausted in an arm-chair, and waited till the people of the house began to stir. I ordered breakfast, and begged the landlord to be with me as soon as practicable. With this man I arranged the future management of my house- hold. He recommended to me for my personal servant a certain Ben- del, whose honest and intelligent countenance instantly interested me. It was he who from that moment accompanied me through life with a sympathizing attachment, and shared with me my gloomy destiny. I passed the whole day in my apart- ments %\ith servants out of place, SCHLEMIHL. 35 shoe-makers, tailors, and shop- keepers ; I provided myself with all necessaries, and bought large quan- tities of jewels and precious stones, merely to get rid of some of my piles of gold ; but it seemed scarcely possible to diminish the heap. Meanwhile I contemplated my situation with most anxious doubts. I dared not venture one step from my door, and at evening ordered forty wax-lights to be kindled in my saloon, before I left the dark cham- ber. I thought with horror of the dreadful scene with the school-boys, and determined, whatever it might cost, once more to sound public opinion. The moon at this season illumined the night. Late in the evening I threw a wide cloak around me, pulled down my hat over my eyes, and glided out of the house trembling like a criminal. I walked 36 SCHLEMIHL. first along the shadows of the houses to a remote open place ; I then aban- doned their protection, stepped out into the moonshine, resolving to learn my destiny from the lips of the passers-by. But spare me, my friend, the pain- ful repetition of what I was con- demned to undergo ! The deepest pity seemed to inspire the fairer sex ; but my soul was not less wounded by this than by the con- tumely of the young, and the proud disdain of the old, especially of those stout and well-fed men, whose dignified shadows seemed to do them honour. A lovely, graceful maiden, apparently accompanying her parents, who seemed not to look beyond their own footsteps, accidentally fixed her sparkling eyes upon me. She obviously started as she remarked my shadowless figure ; SCHLEMIHL. 37 she hid her beautiful face beneath her veil, hung down her head, and passed silently on. I could bear it no longer. Salt streams burst forth from my eyes. and with a l)roken heart I hurried tremblingly back into darkness. I was obliged to grope along by the houses, in order to feel my steps secure, and slowly and late I reached my dwelling. That night was a sleepless one. My first care at daybreak was to order the man in the grey coat to l^e everywhere sought for. Per- chance I might be lucky enough to discover him — and oh, what bliss if he as well as I repented of our foolish bargain ! I sent for Bendel ; he seemed both apt and active. I described to him minutely the man who held in his possession that treasure, without which life was but 38 SCHLExMIHL. a torment to me. I told him the time, the place where I had seen him ; particularized to him all the persons who could assist his in- quiries ; and added, that he should especially ask after a Dollond's tele- scope, a gold embroidered Turkish carpet, a superb tent, and also the black riding horses, whose history — I did not state how — was closely connected with that of the unintel- ligible man, whom nobody seemed to notice, and whose appearance had destroyed the peace and happiness of my life. When I had done, I brought out as much gold as I was able to carry. I laid jewels and precious stones to a still greater amount upon the pile. " Bendel," I said, " this levels many a path, and makes many a difficult thing easy ; be not sparing, you know I am not ; but go and rejoice your SCHLEMIHL. 39 master with the information on which his only hopes are built." He went — he returned — and re- turned late and sorrowful. None of the merchant's servants, none of his guests — he had spoken to all — knew anything about the man in the grey coat. The new telescope was there, but they were all ignorant whence it came. The tent and the carpet were extended on the same hill; the lackeys boasted of their master's magnificence : but none knew from what place these new valuables had come. They had ad- ministered to his pleasures ; and he did not disturb his rest to inquire into their origin. Their horses were in the stalls of the young men who had rode them; and they lauded the generosity of the merchant, who had that day requested they would keep them as presents. Such was the 40 SCHLEMIHL. light that Bendel threw upon this extraordinary history, and for this fruitless result received my grateful thanks. I beckoned gloomily to him that he should leave me alone. But he resumed, " I have informed you, Sir, of everything connected ^\ith the affair which most interests you. I have also a message to deliver, which was given to me this morning early, by a person whom I met at the door, while I was going out on the business in which I have been so unfortunate. His own words were, ' Say to Mr. Peter Schlemihl, he will see me here no more, as I am going to cross the sea ; and a favourable wind beckons me to the haven. But after a year and a day I shall have the honour to seek him out, and perhaps to propose to him another arrangement which may then be to his liking. Remember me SCHLEMIHL. most obediently to him, and assure him of my thanks.' I asked him who he was ; and he replied that you knew." " What was the man's appear- ance ? " I cried, full of forebodings. And Eendel described the man in the grey coat, feature by feature, word for word, precisely as he had depicted him when inquiring al)Out him. " Miserable mortal ! " exclaimed I, wringing my hands, " it was he ! it was he himself ! " He looked as if scales had fallen from his eyes. " Yes, it was he, it was indeed he ! " he cried out in agony ; " and I, silly, deluded one, I did not know him — I did not know him — I have betrayed my master ! " He broke out into the loudest reproaches against himself. He wept bitterly; his despair could not 42 SCHLEMIHL. but excite my pity. I ministered consolation to him, assured him again and again that I did not doubt his fidelity, and sent him instantly to the haven, to follow the strange man's steps if possible. But, on that very morning, many vessels which had been kept by contrary wind? back in port, had put to sea, all des- tined to distant lands and other climes ; the grey man had disap- peared trackless as a shade. Chapter II. /~^P' what use would wings be to him who is fast bound in iron fetters ? He must still despair, and despair with deeper melancholy. I lay like Taffner by his stronghold, far removed from any earthly con- solation, starving in the midst of 43 SCHLEMIHL. riches. They gave me no enjoy- ment ; I cursed them ; they had cut me off from mankind. Concealing my gloomy secret ^^•ithin me, I trem- bled before the meanest of my ser- vants, whom I could not but envy ; for he had his shadow, and could show himself in the sun. Alone in my apartments, I mourned through harassing days and nights, and anguish fed upon my heart. One individual was constantly sorrowing under my eyes. My faith- ful Bendel ceased not to torment himself with silent reproaches that he had deceived the confidence of his generous master, and had not recognized him whom he was sent to seek, and with whom my mourn- ful fate seemed strongly intertwined. I could not blame him ; I recognized too well in that event the mysterious nature of the unknown being. SCHLEMIHL. 45 But, to leave nothing untried, I sent Bendel with a costly brilliant ring to the most celebrated painter in the city, requesting he would pay me a visit. He came — I ordered away my servants, locked the door, sat myself by him ; and after prais- ing his art, I came with a troubled spirit to the great disclosure, having first enjoined on him the strictest secresy. " Mr. Professor," I began, " can you paint a false shadow for one who in the most luckless way in the world has lost his own ? " . " Vou mean a reflected shadow ? " " To l)e sure." " But," he added, " through what awkwardness or what negli- gence could he lose his own shadow ? " " How it happened," replied I, " that does not matter, l)ut — " I impudently began again with a lie, — " last winter, when he 46 SCHLEMIHL. was travelling in Russia, it froze so severely during the extraordinary cold, that his shadow was frozen to the ground, and it was impossible for him to get it free." " And I," said the professor, " could only make him a sheet shadow, which he would be apt to lose again on the slightest motion ; especially for one whose genuine shadow was so badly fixed, as must be inferred from your account : the simplest and wisest determination for him who has no shadow, is not to go in the sun." He stood up and walked away, after having sent through me a piercing glance which I could not endure. I sunk back on my chair, and veiled my face with my hands. Thus Bendel found me when he entered. He saw his master's sor- row, and wanted silently and respect- SCHLEMIHL. 47 fully to turn back. I raised my eyes : the weight of my grief was upon me ; I determined to divide it. " Ben- del ! " I called to him ; " Bendel ! you who alone see and respect my suffer- ings, not curiously prying into them, but secretly and devotedly sharing them with me — come to me, Ben- del, be the nearest to my heart. The stores of my gold I have not con- cealed from you ; from you I will not hide the store of my anguish. Bendel, forsake me not. You know I am wealthy, kind, and generous ; and perhaps you think the world should honour me for that : but, you see, I shun the world; I hide my- self from its observation. Bendel, the world has judged me and con- demned me ; and Bendel, too, per- haps, will turn from me when he possesses my dreadful secret. Ben- del, I am indeed rich, liberal, and 48 SCHLEMIHL. independent, but — heavens ! I have no shadow." " No shadow ! " echoed the good young man in an agony, while bright tears broke from his eyelids ; " alas, alas, that I should have been born to serve a shadowless master ! " He was silent, and I hid my face in my hands. At last I tremblingly said, " Ben- del, you have now my confidence, — betray it if you will, — away, and bear Avitness against me." He seemed struggling with internal emotion ; he threw himself at my feet, seized my hand, and bathed it with his tears. " No," he cried, " let the world say what it may, I will not leave my good master for the sake of a shadow ; I will do what is right and not what is prudent ; I will remain with you, I mil lend you my shadow ; I will help you where I can ; I will SCHLEMIHL. 49 weep with you." I fell on his neck, overcome with such an unexpected self-devotion. I felt assured he did nothing for the sake of gold. From that moment my fate and my mode of life changed. It is in- describable how carefully Bendel sought to cover my defects. He was ever before and mth me, fore- seeing everything, arranging every- thing, and where unexpected danger threatened, covering me with his shadow, for he was fortunately taller and stouter than I. Again I mingled with mankind, and acted my part in the scenes of the world. It was necessary to assume much singu- larity and queerness, but these sit well upon a rich man ; and while the truth lay concealed, I enjoyed all the honour and esteem to which wealth has a claim. I looked with more calmness on the advancing year and ■I SCHLEMIHL. day, whose close was to bring with them the visit of the mysterious unknown. I was well aware that I could not remain long in the place where I had been seen without a shadow, and where I might so easily be betrayed ; and I thought perhaps more on this, remembering how I had first shown myself to the merchant, which was now a sad recollection to me : con- sequently I would only make an experiment here, that I might learn how to introduce myself hereafter \\dth more ease and confidence; nevertheless it happened that I was momentarily bound down by my vanity, which is the firm ground in man where the anchor fixes itself. The beautiful Fanny, whom I again met in another situation, be- stowed on me some attention, with-' out recollecting that she had seen SCHLEMIHL. 51 me before ; for now I had both nit and understanding. When I talked, all listened ; and I could not im- agine when or how I had acquired the talent of leading and directing the conversation. The impression which I perceived I had produced on the fair one, made me, as she would have me, a very fool ; and from this time I pursued her, where only I could pursue her, through shades and twilight. I was vain enough to make her vain of me ; yet I could not succeed, notwithstanding all my efforts to drive the intoxica- tion from my head to my heart. liut why enter upon the details of an every-day story ? You know, and have often told me, how other wealthy people spend their days. From an old, well-known drama, in which I, out of mere good-humour, was playing a hackneyed part, arose SCHLEMIHL. a singular and incredible catastro- phe, unexpected by me, or by Fanny, or by anybody. According to my custom, one lovely evening I had assembled a large company in an illuminated garden. I was wandering about with my divinity arm-in-arm, sep- arated from the rest of the guests, and endeavouring to amuse her with well-timed conversation ; she looked modestly toward the ground, and gently returned the pressure of my hand. At this moment the moon unexpectedly burst through the clouds ; her shadow alone was there ; she started, looked alarmed at me, then at the earth, as if her eyes were asking for my shadow. All her emotions were painted so faith- fully on her countenance, that I should have burst into a loud laugh had I not felt an icy chillness creep- ing over me. r n % 10 . . . Then at tlie earth, as if her eyes were asking for my shadow . . . SCHLEMIHL. She sunk down from my arms in a swoon. I flew like an arrow through the alarmed company, reached the door, threw myself into the first coach I found waiting there, and hurried back to the city, where, to my misfortune, I had left the fore- sighted Bendel. He was startled at seeing me — a word told all. Post- horses were instantly ordered. I took only one of my servants with me, an interested villain called Ras- cal, who had learned to make him- self useful by his dexterity, and who could suspect nothing of what had occurred. We travelled a hundred miles before night. Bendel was left behind to dismiss my household, to distribute my money by paying my debts, and to bring away what was most necessary. When he overtook me the next day, I threw myself into his arms, solemnly promising to com- 56 SCHLEMIHL. mit no further folly, but to be more discreet in future. We continued our journey ^^•ithout interruption, passing over the chain of mountains which formed the frontier ; and only when on the descent, and separated by the high bastions from the land so fatal to my peace, did I allow myself to be comforted, and has- tened away to a watering-place in the vicinity, where I sought repose from my disappointments and my sorrows. I must hurry rapidly over a part of my histor}^, on which I should rejoice to linger if I could invoke the living spirit of departed time. But the beautiful associations which ani- mated it once, and which alone could animate its memory, are now extinguished within me. When I SCHLEMIHL. 57 seek them, — that mfluence which ruled so mightily over my joys and sorrows, my mingled destiny, — I strike in vain against a rock that gives out a living stream no longer ; the divinity is fled Oh how changed is the aspect of those days of old ! My intention was now to act an heroic character; but it was badly studied, and I a novice on the stage was forgetting my part while fasci- nated by a pair of blue eyes. In the intoxication of the scene, the parents seem eager to close the bargain, and the farce ends in a common mockery. And this is all! So stale, so un- profitable, and so melancholy are the revisitings of what beat once so nobly and proudly in my bosom. Mina, as I wept when I lost thee, even now I weep to have lost thee within me. Am I l)ecome so old! Pitiful intellect of man ! Oh for a 58 SCHLEiMIHL. pulse-beat of those days, a moment of that consciousness ! But no ! I am a solitary wave in the dark and desolate sea ; and the sparkling glass I drank was drugged uith misery. I had previously sent Bendel with bags of gold to fit out a dwelling suitable for me in the town. He had scattered about a great deal of money, and talked mysteriously of the illustrious stranger whom he had the honour to serve (for I did not choose to be named), and this filled the good people with strange notions. As soon as the house was ready for me, Bendel returned to convey me thither. We started immediately. About an hour's distance from the place, on a sunny plain, a great num- ber of persons in gala dresses arrested our progress. The coach stopped : music, bell-ringing, and cannonading were heard : a loud acclamation rent SCHLEMIHL. 59 the air; and a chorus of singularly beautiful maidens in white robes appeared at the door of the carriage, one of whom, surpassing the rest as the sun surpasses in brightness the stars of evening, stepped forward, and with graceful and modest blushes knelt before me, and presented to me on a silken cushion a wreath of laurel, olive, and rose branches, gar- landed together, while she uttered some words, which I understood not, of majesty, awe, and love, whose soft and silver tones enchanted my ear and my bosom, — it seemed to me as if the heavenly apparition had once glided before me in other days. The chorus began, and sang the praise of a good monarch and the happiness of his people. And this happened, my friend, in the bright sunshine : she continued to kneel some two steps before me, 6o SCHLEMIHL. and I, shadowless, dared not spring over the gulf, that I might fall on my knees in her angelic presence. What would I not have given in that moment for a shadow ! I was obliged to conceal my shame, my anguish, my despair, by sinking back into the carriage. Bendel relieved me from my embarrassment ; he leaped out from the other side ; I called him back, and gave him out of my little casket, which lay close at hand, a rich diamond crown which was intended to adorn the lovely Fanny. He moved forward, and spoke in his master's name, " who neither could," he said, " nor would accept such flattering marks of honour; there must have been some error, though he could not but thank the worthy to\ATispeople for their expressions of kindness." He then took the garland of flowers SCHLEMIHL. 6l from its place, and put there instead of it the crown of diamonds. His hand assisted the beautiful maiden to rise, and with a look of dignity he sent away the clergy, magistrates, and deputies. Nobody was allowed a further audience. He bade the crowd retire, and make room for the horses, and flung himself into the carriage, and off we went in a rapid gallop to the town, through the arches of flowers and laurels which had been erected. The cannon con- tinued to thunder ; the coach at last reached my a]:)ode. I turned hastily through the door, dividing the assembly who had gathered together to see me. The mob cried, " God bless him ! " under my win- dow; and I ordered double ducats to be scattered among them. At night the town was spontaneously illuminated. 62 SCHLEMIHL. And I knew not yet what all this meant, nor who I was imagined to be. I sent out Rascal to get inform- ation. He discovered that the people believed they had certain informa- tion that the good king of Prussia was travelling through the country under the title of count; that my adjutant had been recognized, and had discovered both himself and me ; in a word, that infinite joy had been felt at the certainty of having me among them. They had ascer- tained, indeed, that as I wished to preserve the strictest incognito, it had been wrong to draw up the veil so intrudingly ; but as I had ex- pressed my displeasure with so much graciousness and kindness, surely my generous heart could forgive them. It was so excellent a joke for my scoundrel servant, that he did as much as possible by his sharp re- SCHLEMIHL. 63 monstrances to confirm the good people in their opinions. He gave me a most amusing account of his proceedings; and as he saw it ani- mated me, he thought to add to my enjoyment by a display of his o\vn knavish tricks. Shall I confess it ? I was not a little flattered by even the illusion of being mistaken for the head of the kingdom. I ordered a feast to be provided on the following evening, under the trees which overshadowed the ex- panse in front of my house, and the whole town to be invited. The mys- terious virtue of my purse, the exer- tions of Bendel, and the dexterous contrivances of Rascal succeeded in doing wonders in the trifling space of time. It is really astonish- ing how richly and beautifully every- thing was arranged in so short a period. vSuch pomp and superfluity 64 SCHLEMIHL. were exhibited there, and the richly- fanciful illuminations were so ad- mirably managed, that I felt quite at ease ; I had nothing to find fault with, and I could not but praise the diligence of my servants. Evening darkness came on ; the guests appeared, and were intro- duced to me. The word " majesty " was no more whispered ; but I often heard, uttered in deep awe and humility, "the Count." What could I do.-* The word count satisfied me, and from that moment I was Count Peter. But in the midst of the festive crowd I sought but one ; at last she appeared ; she was the crown, and she wore it. She followed her parents modestly, and seemed not to know that she was the loveliest of the assemblage. The forest-master, his wife, and daughter were introduced. I said SCHLEMIHL. 65 much that was agreeable and obli- ging to the old people ; but I stood before their daughter like a checked boy, and could not utter a single word. At last I stammered forth a request that she would honour the festival by undertaking that office whose badge she bore. With a touch- ing look she begged blushingly that I would excuse her. But more abashed before her than she her- self, I, as her first subject, offered her my humble tribute ; and my glance served as a command to all the guests, each of whom seemed anxious to meet it. Over this joy- ful festivity presided majesty, inno- cence, and grace allied with beauty. Mina's happy parents believed that out of respect for them their child had been elevated to these unex- pected honours, and I was in an unspeakable transport of joy. I 5 66 SCHLEMIHL. ordered everything that was left of the j ewels, pearls, and precious stones which I had purchased with my per- plexing piles of wealth, to be placed' in two covered dishes, and distributed in the name of the queen among her plaj^ellows and the ladies present ; and I ordered gold to be thrown over the border fence among the joyous crowds. On the following morning Ben- del communicated to me, in confi- dence, that the suspicions he had formed against Rascal's integrity were fully confirmed : he had yes- terday purloined several bags of gold. " Let us not envy," I replied, " the poor devU this trifling booty ; I scatter my money about profusely, — why not to him? Yesterday, he and everybody else served me nobly, and arranged a delightful festivity." Nothing further was said about it ; SCHLE.MIUL. 67 Rascal continued to be my head- servant, and Bendel my friend and confidant. He had imagined my wealth to be inexhaustible, and he cared not to inquire into its source. Entering into my feelings, he as- sisted me to find out constant occa- sions to display my wealth, and to spend it. Of the unknown, pale, sneaking fellow, he only knew that without him I could not get released from the curse which bound me, and that I dreaded the man on whom my only hope reposed. Besides, I was now convinced he could discover me anywhere, while I could find him nowhere ; so that I determined to abandon a fruitless inquiry, and to await the promised day. The magnificence of the festival, and my condescension there, con- firmed the obstinately-credulous in- habitants in their first opinion of my 68 SCHLEMIHL. dignity. It appeared very soon, not- withstanding, in the newspapers, that the reported journey of the king was wholly without foundation. But I had been a king, and a king I was unfortunately compelled to remain ; and certainly I was one of the richest and kingliest who had ever appeared. But what king could I be ? The world has never had cause to com- plain of any scarcity of monarchs, at least in our days ; and the good people, who had never seen one with their own eyes, first fijced on one, and then, equally happily, on another; but Count Peter continued to be my name. There once appeared among the visitors to the baths a merchant, who had made himself a bankrupt in order to get rich ; and he enjoyed the general esteem. He was accom- panied by a broad, palish shadow. SCHLEMIHL. 69 He wished ostentatiously to display the wealth he had acquired, and he determined to be my rival. I applied to my bag. I drove on the poor devil at such a rate that in order to save himself he was obliged to be- come a bankrupt a second time. Thus I got rid of him ; and by sim- ilar means I created in this neigh- bourhood many an idler and a vagabond. Though I thus lived in apparent kingly pomp and prodigality, my habits at home were simple and unpretending. With thoughtful fore- sight, I had made it a rule that no one except Bendel should on any pretence enter the chamber which I occupied. As long as the sun shone I remained there locked in. People said, " The count is engaged in his cabinet." The crowds of couriers were kept in communication by these 70 SCHLEMIHL. occupations, for I dispatched and received tliem on the most trifling business. At evening, alone, I re- ceived company under the trees or in my saloon, which was skilfully and magnificently lighted, according to Bendel's arrangement. When- ever I went out Bendel watched round me with Argus' eyes ; my steps were always tending to the forester's garden, and that only for the sake of her ; the inmost spirit of my existence was my love. My good Chamisso, I will hope you have not forgotten what love is ; I leave much to your filling up. Mina was indeed a love-worthy, good, and gentle girl ; I had obtained full possession of her thoughts ; and in her modesty she could not imagine how she had become worthy of my regard, and that I dwelt only upon her ; but she returned love for love, SCHLEMIHL. 71 in the full youthful energy of an innocent heart. She loved like a woman ; all self-sacrificing, self-for- getting, and living only in him who was her life, careless even though she should perish : in a word, she truly loved. But I — oh, what frightful mo- ments ! — frightful ! yet worthy to be recalled. How often did I weep in Bendel's bosom, after I recovered from the first inebriety of rapture ! how severely did I condemn myself, that I, a shadowless being, should seal, with wily selfishness, the per- dition of an angel, whose pure soul I had attached to me by lies and theft ! Now I determined to unveil myself to her; now, with solemn oaths, I resolved to tear myself from her, and to fly ; then again I broke out into tears, and arranged with Bendel for visiting her in the forest- garden again in the evening. 72 SCHLEMIHL. Sometimes I allowed myself to be flattered with the hopes of the now nearly approaching visit of the un- known, mysterious old man ; and wept anew when I recollected that I had sought him in vain. I had reckoned the day when I was again to expect to see that awful being. He had said a year and a day, and I relied on his word. Mina's parents were good, worthy old people, loving their only child most tenderly ; the whole affair had taken them by surprise, and, as matters stood, they knew not how to act. They could never have dreamed that Count Peter should think of their child ; but it was clear he loved her passionately, and was loved in return. The mother, in- deed, was vain enough to think of the possibility of such an alliance, and to prepare for its accomplish- SCHLE.MIHL. 7^ ment ; but the calm good sense of the old man never gave such an ambitious hope a moment's con- sideration. But they were both con- vinced of the purity of my love, and could do nothing but pray for their child. A letter is now in my hand which I received about this time from Mina. This is her very character. I will copy it for you. "• I know I am a weak, silly girl ; for I have taught myself to believe my beloved would not give me pain, and this because I deeply, dearly love him. Alas ! thou art so kind, so unutterably kind ! but do not delude me. For me make no sacri- fice — wish to make no sacrifice. Heaven ! I could hate myself if I caused thee to do so. No, thou hast made me infinitely happy ; thou hast taught me to love thee. But 74 SCHLEMIHL. go in peace ! my destiny tells me Count Peter is not mine, but the whole world's ; and then I shall feel proudly as I hear that it was he — and he again — that he had done this — that he has been adored here, and deified there. When I think of this, I could reproach thee for forgetting thy high destinies in a simple maiden. Go in peace, or the thought will make me miserable, — me, alas ! who am so happy, so blessed through thee. And have not I entwined in thy existence an olive-branch and a rose-bud, as in the garland which I dared to present thee ? Think of thyself, my beloved one ; fear not to leave me, I should die so blessed — so unutterably blessed, through thee." You may well imagine how these words thrilled through my bosom. I told her I was not that which I SCHLEMIHL. was supposed to be ; I was only a wealthy, but an infinitely-wretched man. There was, I said, a curse upon me, which should be the only secret between her and me ; for I had not yet lost the hope of being delivered from it. This was the poison of my existence, that I could have swept her away with me into the abyss, — her, the sole light, the sole bliss, the sole spirit of my life. Then she wept again that I was so unhappy. She was so amiable, so full of love ! How blessed had she felt to have offered herself up in order to spare me a single tear ! But she was far from rightly under- standing my words : she sometimes fancied I was a prince pursued by a cruel proscription ; a high and de- voted chief, whom her imagination loved to depicture, and to give to her beloved one all the bright hues of heroism. 76 SCHLEMIHL. Once I said to her, " Mina, on the last day of the coming month, my doom may change and be decided. If that should not happen I must die, for I cannot make thee miser- able." She wept, and her head sunk upon my bosom. " If thy doom should change, let me but know thou art happy ; I have no claim upon thee. But shouldst thou be- come miserable, bind me to thy misery ; I will help thee to bear it." " Beloved maiden ! withdraw, with- draw the rash, the foolish word which has escaped thy lips. Dost thou know what is my misery ? dost thou know what is my curse .-* That thy beloved — what he — Dost thou see me shuddering convulsively before thee and concealing from thee — " She sunk sobbing at my feet, and renewed her declaration with a solemn vow. SCHLEMIHL. "^ I declared to the now approach- ing forest-master my determination to ask the hand of his daughter for the first day of the coming month. I fixed that period, because in the mean while many an event might occur which would have great influ- ence on my fortunes. My love for his daughter could not but be un- changeable. The good old man started back, as it were, while the words escaped from Count Peter's lips. He fell upon my neck, and then blushed that he had so far forgotten him- self. Then he began to doubt, to ponder, to inquire ; he spoke of dowTy, of security for the future for his beloved child. I thanked him for reminding me of it. I told him I wished to settle and live a life free from anxiety, in a neighbourhood where I appeared to be beloved. I 78 SCHLEMIHL. ordered him to buy, in the name of his daughter, the finest estates that were offered, and refer to me for the payment. A father would surely best serve the lover of his child. This gave him trouble enough, for some stranger or other always forestalled him ; but he bought for only the amount of about a million florins. The truth is, this was a sort of innocent trick to get rid of him, which I had already once done be- fore ; for I must own he was rather tedious. The good mother, on the contrary, was somewhat deaf, and not, like him, always jealous of the honour of entertaining the noble Count. The mother pressed forward. The happy people crowded around me, entreating me to lengthen the even- ing among them. I dared not linger a moment ; the moon was rising SCHLKMIHL. 79 above the twilight of evening ; my time was come. Next evening I returned again to the forest-garden. I had thrown my broad mantle over my shoulders, my hat was slouched over my eyes. I advanced towards Mina; as she lifted up her eyes and looked at me an involuntary shudder came over her. The frightful night in which I had shown myself shadowless in the moonlight returned in all its brightness to my mind. It was in- deed she ! Had she, too, recognized me ? She was silent and full of thought. I felt the oppression of a nightmare on my breast. I rose from my seat ; she threw herself speechless on my bosom. I left her. IJut now I often found her in tears ; my soul grew darker and darker, while her parents seemed to So SCHLEMIHL. revel in undisturbed joy. The day so big with fate rolled onwards, heavy and dark like a thunder- cloud. Its eve had arrived, I could scarcely breathe. I had been fore- sighted enough to fill some chests with gold. I waited for midnight; it tolled. And there I sat, my eyes directed to the hand of the clock ; the seconds, the minutes, as they tinkled, entered me like a dagger. I rose up at every sound I heard. The day began to dawn ; the leaden hours crowded one on another ; it was morning — even- ing — night. The hands of the time- piece moved slowly on, and hope was departing. It struck eleven, and nothing appeared. The last minutes of the last hour vanished ; still noth- ing appeared : the first stroke — the last stroke of tzuelve sounded. I sank hopeless on my couch in cease- SCHLEMIHL. 8l less tears. To-morrow — shadow- less forever ! to-morrow I should solicit the hand of my beloved. Towards morning a heavy sleep closed my eyes. Chapter III. IT was yet early when I was awakened by the sound of voices violently disputing in my ante-cham- ber. I listened ; Bendel was forbid- ding access to my door. Rascal swore loudly and deeply that he would take no orders from his fel- 82 SCHLEMIHL. lo'A--servant, and insisted on rushing into my apartment. The good Ben- del warned him that if such language reached my ears he might perchance lose a profitable place ; but Rascal threatened to lay violent hands upon him if he impeded his entrance any longer. I had half dressed myself. I angrily flung the door open, and called out to Rascal, " What dost want, thou scoundrel ? " He re- treated two paces, and answered with perfect coldness, " Humbly to request, may it please your lordship, for once to show me your shadow ; the sun is shining so beautifully in the court." I felt as if scathed by a thunder- bolt, and it was long before I could utter a word : " How can a servant presume against his master that — " He interrupted me with provoking 84 SCHLEMIHL. calmness : " A servant may be a very honest man, and yet refuse to serve a shadowless master ; I must have my discharge." I tried another weapon. " But Rascal, my dear Rascal, who has put this wild notion into your head ? How can you imagine — " But he continued in the same tone, " There are people who assert you have no shadow ; so, in a word, either show me your shadow, or give me my discharge." Bendel, pale and trembling, but more discreet than I, made me a sign to seek a resource in the silence-imposing gold. But it had lost its power ; Rascal flung it at my feet : "I will take nothing from a shadowless being." He turned his back upon me, put his hat on his head, and went slowly out of the apartment whistling a tune. T stood SCHLEMIHL. 85 there like a petrifaction, looking after him, vacant and motionless. Heavy and melancholy, with a deathlike feeling within me, I pre- pared to redeem my promise, and, like a criminal before his judges, to show myself in the forester's gar- den. I ascended to the dark arbour which had been called by my name, where an appointment had been made to meet me. Mina's mother came forward towards me, gay, and free from care. Mina was seated there, pale and lovely, as the earliest snow when it kisses the last autumnal flower and soon dissolves into bitter drops. The forest-master, with a written sheet in his hand, wandered in violent agitation from side to side, seemingly overcome with internal feelings, which painted his usually unvarying countenance with con- stantly changing paleness and scar- S6 SCHLEMIHL. let. He came towards me as I entered, and with broken accents requested to speak to me alone. The path through which he invited me to follow him led to an open, sunny part of the garden. I seated myself down without uttering a word ; a long silence followed, which even our good mother dared not interrupt. With irregular steps the forest- master paced the arbour backwards and forwards ; he stood for a moment before me, looked into the paper which he held, and said A\'ith a most penetrating glance, " Count, and do you indeed know one Peter Schle- mihl ? " I was silent. " A man of reputable character, and of great accomplishments." He waited for my answer. " And what if I were he ? " " He," added he vehe- mently, " who has in some way got SCHLEMIHL. 87 rid of his shadow ! " " Oh, my forebodings ! my forebodings ' '" exclaimed Mina, " alas ! I knew long ago that he had no shadow ! " and she flung herself into her mother's arms, who, alarmed, pressed her con- vulsively to her bosom, reproaching me with having concealed such a fatal secret from her; but she, like Arethusa, was bathed in a fountain of tears, which flowed abundantly at the sound of my voice, and at my approach tempestuously burst forth. " And so," cried the forest-master, furiously, " your matchless impu- dence has sought to betray that poor girl and me ; and you pretended to love her, — her whom you have dragged to the abyss. See how she weeps, how she is agonized ! Oh shame ! Oh sin I " I was so completely confused that I answered incoherently, " After all, SCHLEMIHL. 'twas but a shadow, nothing but a shadow — one can manage \A-ith- out it; and surely it is not worth making such a noise about." But I felt so deeply the deception of my language that I was silent before he deigned to give me an answer. I added, " What a man has lost to- day he may find again to-morrow." He spoke angrily : " Explain to me, sir, explain how you got rid of your shadow." I was compelled again to lie : " A vulgar fellow trod so clumsily upon my shadow that he tore a great hole in it ; I sent it to be mended — gold can do every- thing ; I ought to have received it back yesterday." " Very well, sir, very well," he re- plied. " You sue for my daughter, others do the same; as her father I must take care of her. I give you three days' respite, which you may ,,iiiiii!i!ifiiii,fiifiiim'iiiii "2 ' III jii r i ^ i{ '^ \ SCHLEMIHL. 91 employ in procuring a shadow. Come to me after this ; and if you have one that suits you, you will be welcome. But if not, on the fourth day I must tell you my daughter shall be the wife of another." I attempted to address a word to Mina ; but she clung, violently agitated, closer to her mother, who silently beckoned to me that I should retire. I slunk away as if the world's gates had closed behind me. Escaped to Eendel's affectionate guidance, I wandered with erring footsteps through fields and woods ; sweat-drops of anguish fell from my brow, deep groans broke from my bosom, within me raged a wild frenzy. I know not how long it had lasted, when on a sunny heath I found my- self held by the sleeve. I stood still, and looked around me. It was the 92 SCHLEMIHL. grey-coated stranger ; he seemed to have followed me till he was out of breath. He instantly began, — " I had announced myself for to- day ; you have hardly been able to wait so long, but all is well ; you will take good counsel ; exchange your shadow again, it only waits your commands ; and then turn back. Vou will be welcome in the forester's garden: it was but a jest.. Rascal, who has betrayed you, and who is a suitor to your betrothed, I will dispose of: the fellow is ripe." I stood there still, as if I were asleep. " Announced' for to-day ? " I reckoned the time over again ; it was so. I had erred in my calcula- tions. I put my right hand on the bag in my bosom ; he discovered my meaning, and drew back two paces. " No, Sir Count, that is in good hands, that you may retain." I SCHLEMIIII.. looked on him with staring and in- quiring eyes. He spoke : " May I ask for a trifling memento ? Be so good as to sign this note." The following words were on the parch- ment he held : — " I herel)y promise to deliver over my soul to the bearer after its natural separation from my body." I looked with dumb astonishment, now on the grey unknown, and now on the writing. In the meantime he had dipped a new pen in a drop of my blood, which was flowing from a scratch made by a thorn in my hand. He handed the pen to me. " Who are you, then ? " I at last inquired. " What does that mat- ter?" he answered. "Don't you see what I am ? a poor devil ; a sort of philosopher or alchemist, who receives spare thanks for great favours he confers on his friends : 94 SCHLEMIHL. one who has no enjoyment in this world except a little experimentaliz- ing : but sign, I pray — ay, j ust there on the right, Peter Schlemihl." I shook my head. '" Forgive me, sir, for I will not sign." " Not ! " replied he, with seeming surprise, " why not ? " " 'T is an affair that requires some consideration, — to add my soul to my shadow in the bargain." " Oh, oh," he exclaimed, " consideration ! " and burst into a loud laugh. " May I then be allowed to ask, what sort of a thing is your soul ? Have you ever seen it ? Do you know what will become of it when you are once departed ? Rejoice that you have found somebody to take notice of it ; to buy, even during your life- time, the reversion of this X, this galvanic power, this polarizing in- fluence, or whatever the silly trifle SCHLEMIHL may turn out to be ; to pay for it with your bodily shadow, with some- thing really substantial, — the hand of your mistress, the fulfilment of your prayers. Or will you rather deliver over the sweet maiden to that contemptible scoundrel, Mr. Rascal ? No, no ! look to that with your own eyes. Come hither ; I will lend you the wishing-cap too (he drew something from his pocket), and we \\ill have a ramble unseen through the forest-garden." I must confess I was sadly ashamed to be thus laughed at by this fellow. I hated him from the bottom of my soul ; and I believe this personal antipathy prevented me, more than my principles, from giving the re- quired signature for my shadow, necessary as it was to me The thought was unbearable, that I should undertake such a walk in 96 SCHLEMIHL. his company This sneaking scoun- drel, this scornful, irritating imp, placing himself betwixt me and my beloved, sporting with two bleeding hearts, roused my deepest feelings. I looked on what had passed as ordained, and considered my misery as irretrievable. I turned upon the man and said, — " Sir, I sold you my shadow for this most estimable bag of yours : I have repented it enough ; if the bargain can be annulled, in the name of " He shook his head, looked at me with a dark frown. I began again, '■ I will sell you nothing more of my possessions, though you may offer as high a price as for my shadow ; and I will sign nothing. Hence you may conclude that the metamor- phosis to which you invite me would perhaps be more agreeable SCHLEMTHL. 97 to you than to me. Forgive me, but it cannot be otherwise ; let us part." " I am sorry, Mr. Schlemihl, that you so capriciously push away the favours which are presented to you ; but I may be more fortunate another time. Farewell, till our speedy meet- ing. By the way, you will allow me to mention that I do not by any means permit my purchases to get mouldy ; I hold them in special regard, and take the best possible care of them." With this he took my shadow out of his pocket, and with a dexterous fling it was unrolled and spread out on the heath on the sunny side of his feet, so that he stood between the two attendant shadows, mine and his, and walked away : mine seemed to belong to him as much as his own ; it accommodated itself 7 9S SCHLEMIHL. to all his movements and all his necessities. When I sa^Y my poor shadow- again, after so long a separation, and found it applied to such base uses, at a moment when for its sake I was suffering nameless anguish, my heart broke within me, and I began to weep most bitterly. The hated one walked proudly on with his spoil, and unblushingly renewed his proposals. " You may have it — 't is but a stroke of the pen ; you will save, too, your poor unhappy Mina from the claws of the vagabond ; save her for the arms of the most honour- able Count. 'Tis but a stroke of the pen, I say." Tears broke forth with new \-iolence; but I turned away, and beckoned him to be gone. Bendel, who had followed my steps SCHLEMIHL. 99 to the present spot, approached me full of sadness at this instant. The kind-hearted fellow perceived me weeping, and observed my shadow, which he could not mistake, attached to the figure of the extraordinary, grey, unknown one, and he en- deavoured by force to put me in possession of my property; but not Ijeing able to lay firm hold on this subtle thing, he ordered the old man, in a peremptory tone, to aban- don what did not belong to him. He, for a reply, turned his back upon my well-meaning servant, and marched away. l^endel followed him closely, and lifting up the stout black-thorn cudgel which he carried^ required the man to give up the shadow, enforcing the command with the strength of his nervous arm ; but the man, accustomed per- haps to such encounters, bowed his SCHLEMIHL. head, raised his shoulders, and walked silently and calmly over the heath, accompanied by my shadow and my faithful man. For a long time I heard the dull sound echoed over the waste. It was lost at last in the distance. I stood alone with my misery as before. Thus left behind on the dreary heath, I gave vent to countless tears, which seemed to lighten my bosom of its intolerable weight. But I saw no bounds, no outlet, no term to my terrible misery; and with wild impatience I sucked in the poison which the mysterious being had poured into my wounds. When I recalled the image of Mina, her soft and lovely form appeared pale and weeping before me, as I had seen SCHLEMIHL. her in my hour of ignommy ; and the shade of Rascal impudently and contumaciously seemed to step be- tween us. I veiled my face, I fled across the waste; but the ghastly vision still pursued me; I ran, — it was close to me. I sank breathless to the ground, and watered it with renewed springs of tears. And all about a shadow ! — a shadow which a stroke of the pen would have restored to me ! I mused again on the strange proposal and my refusal. All was dark and des- olate within me ; T had neither argument nor reason left. The day rolled by. I calmed my hunger with wild fruits, my thirst with the nearest mountain stream. Night approached ; I stretched my- self under a tree. The damp dawn awaked me from a heavy sleep, in which I had heard myself groan as SCHLEMIHL. if Struggling with death. Bendel had surely lost my traces, and I rejoiced to think so. I determined to return no more among men, from whom I fled like the shy beasts of the mountain. Thus I existed through three weary days. On the morning of the fourth I found myself on a shady plain, where the sun was shining brightly. I sat down there on the fragment of rock in its beam, for I enjoyed to bask again in its long-forbidden glance. I nourished my heart with its own despair. But I was alarmed by a gentle rustling. I looked eagerly round me preparing to fly ; I saw no one ; but there passed by on the sunny sand a man's shadow not unlike my own, wander- ing about alone, and which appeared straying from its owner. A mighty impulse was roused SCHLEMIHL. within me. Shadow, thought I, art thou seeking thy master ? I will be he ; and I sprang forward to possess myself of it. I imagined that if I were lucky enough to get into its track, I could so arrange that its feet should just meet mine; it would then attach and accommodate itself to me. The shadow on my moving fled before me, and I was compelled to begin an active chase after the un- substantial wanderer. The eager desire to be released from the per- plexities in which I stood, armed me with unusual strength. It fled to a distant wood, in whose obscurity it necessarily would have been im- mediately lost. I saw it ; a terror pierced my heart, kindled my burn- ing desire, and gave wings to my feet. I gained on the shadow, ap- proached it nearer and nearer, — I 104 SCHLEMIHL. was within reach of it. It stopped suddenly and turned round towards me ; like the lion pouncing on its prey, I sprang forward upon it with a mighty effort to take possession. I felt most unexpectedly that I had dashed against something which made a bodily resistance. I received from an unseen power the most vio- lent thrust which a human being ever felt. The working of terror was acting dreadfully within me ; its effect was to close my arms as in a spasm, to seize on what stood unseen before me. I staggered on- wards, and fell prostrate on the ground; beneath me on his back was a man whom I held fast, and who now was visible. The whole affair was now naturally explained. The man must have pos- sessed the viewless charm which makes the possessor, but not his 1^ St' «»- -vW %!J . . I sprang forward to possess myself of it . . . SCHLEMIHL. shadow, invisible. He first held it, and afterwards had thrown it away. T looked round, and immediately discovered the shadow of the invis- ible charm. I leaped up and sprang towards it, and did not miss at last the valuable spoil ; unseen and shadowless, I held the charm in my hand. The man rose up speedily : he looked round after his fortunate subduer, not being able to discover in the broad sunny plain either him or his shadow, which he sought with the greatest anxiety ; for he had no reason to suspect, and no time to observe, that I was a shadowless being. As soon as he discovered that every trace was vanished, he raised his hands against himself in the wildest despair, and tore his hair. But this newly-acquired trea- sure gave me the means and the dis- Io8 SCHLEMIHL. position to mingle again among my fellow-men No pretext was want- ing for palliating to my own mind this despicable robbery, or, rather, it wanted no such pretext. With a view of ridding myself of any inter nal reproaches, I hurried away, not even looking back on the unfortu- nate victim, whose agonized tones I heard long repeated after me. So, at least, at that time I looked upon the circumstances of that event. I longed to go to the forest-gar- den, in order to inform myself of the truth of what the hated one had announced to me ; but I knew not w^here I was ; and in order to inform myself as to the neighbourhood, I mounted the nearest hill, and saw from its brow the tower of the forest-garden lying at my feet. My heart beat with agitation, and tears, very different from those I had be- SCHLEMIHL. 1 09 fore shed, burst into my eyes. I was to see her again. An anxious, long- ing desire hurried my steps down the straightest path. A crowd of peasants I passed unseen going from town ; they were talking of me and of Rascal, and of the forester. I would listen to nothing; I hastened by. I walked into the garden, my bosom trembling with the alarm of e.xpectation. A laugh approached me. I shook, looked eagerly around me, but could perceive nobody. I moved farther forward, and a noise as of the pacing of human feet seemed near me. Still I could see nothing ; I thought my ears were deceived ; but it was early, — nobody was in Count Peter's arbour, the garden was empty. I rambled over the familiar paths until I came near to the mansion. I heard the same SCHLEMIHL. sound more distinctly. I sat down witli a sorrow-f ul heart upon a bank immediately opposite the front door, in a sunny spot. It appeared to me as if I heard the invisible imp laugh- ing insultingly. The key was turned in the door, which opened ; and the forest-master walked out with papers in his hand. I felt something like a mist around my eyes ; I looked round, and, oh horrible ! the man in the grey coat was sitting close to me, looking on me with a satanic smile. He had drawn his wishing- cap over my head. At his feet my shadow and his own lay peacefully one against the other ; he was play- ing carelessly with the well-known parchment, which he held in his hand : and while the forest-master was walking backwards and for- wards in the shade of the arbour, he bent himself familiarly to my SCHLEMIHL. ear, and whispered to me these words : — " Now, then, you have at last ac- cepted my offer, and so we set two heads under one cap. Very good ! very good! But pray give me my charm again ; you do not want it any more, and are too honourable a man to keep what does not belong to you. Xo thanks ; I assure you I lent it to you from my heart." He took it gently from my hand, put it into his pocket, laughed insultingly at me, and so loudly that the forest- master looked round attracted by the noise. I sat there as if I had been petrified. " You must agree," he rejoined, " that such a cap is much more con- venient. It does not cover its pos- sessor alone, but his shadow also, and as many people Ijesides as he likes to have with him. Look, now. ^CHLEMIHL. to-day I get two of ye." He laughed again. " You must know, Schle- mihl, that what is not done by fair means at first, may be enforced at last ; I still thought you would have bought the trifle. Take back your bride (there is yet time), and send Rascal to swing on the gallows ; that is an easy matter while we have a rope at hand. Hearken, I give you the cap into the bargain." The mother came forth, and this conversation followed. " What is my Mina doing .'' " "Weeping." " Simple child ! but can it not be altered ? " " No, indeed." '• But to give her so soon to another — O husband ! you are cruel to your own child." " Mother, you don't see clearly. Even before she has wept out her childish tears, when she finds herself the wife of a rich and noble man. she will be consoled for her SCHLEMIHL. sorrows as if awakened from a dream. She will thank lieaven and us; and that you will see." "God grant it ! " " She already possesses a pretty handsome dowry ; but after the noise made by that unfortunate adventurer, do you believe that so Ijrilliant a proposal as Mr. Rascal's will soon or easily be found .'' Do you know what wealth he possesses.^ He has six million florins in landed pro|)erty in this country paid for in cash, free from all incumbrances. I have the writings in hand. It was he who forestalled me always in the best purchases. Besides this, he has in his portfolio bills of exchange on Mr Thomas Jones for above three millions and a half of florins." "He must have pilfered at a pretty rate." " That 's all nonsense. He has hoarded wisely where others fool- ishly squandered." " But a man 114 SCHLEMIHL. who has worn a livery ! " " Folly ! he has an irreproachable shadow ! " " You are right, but — " The man in the grey coat laughed, and looked full in my face. The door opened, and Mina came out ; she was supporting herself on her maid's arm ; silent tears were flow- ing over her pale and lovely cheeks. She sat down in a chair placed for her under the lime-trees, and her father seated himself beside her. He gently seized her hand, and while she wept still more bitterly, addressed her in the gentlest accents. " Thou art my best, my dearest child ; thou wilt be prudent too ; thou wilt not grieve thy old father, who thinks only of making thee happy. I well understand, my sweet girl, that this has sadly shaken thee; thou hast wonderfully escaped from SCHLEMIHL. I15 misery. Before the shameless cheat was unveiled, thou lovedst that un- worthy one most affectionately. I know it, Mina, but I do not reproach thee. I, too, loved him, while I deemed him to be a rich and noble man. But thou hast seen in what it ended. The veriest vagabond has his own shadow ; and shall my be- loved, my only daughter, be married to — Oh, no ! thou thinkest of him no more. Listen, my Mina; a lover addresses thee, who does not dread the sun,— an honourable man, who is no Count indeed, but who pos- sesses ten millions, ten times more than thou hast ever possessed, — a man who will make my beloved child happy. Do not oppose me ; make no reply; be my good, obe- dient daughter. Let thy affectionate father care for thee, and dry thy tears. Promise me to give thy hand Il6 SCHLEMIHL. to Mr. Rascal ; say, wilt thou promise me?" She answered with a dying voice, " I have no farther will nor wish on earth ; let my father's will be accom- plished ! " On this Mr. Rascal was announced, and daringly joined the circle. Mina lay in a swoon. My hated evil genius fixed his eyes angrily on me, and whispered in these rapid words, " Can you bear that too ? What runs in your veins instead of blood ? " With a swift motion he made a slight wound in my hand ; blood gushed forth : he cried, " Red blood, truly ! sign." The parchment and the pen were in my hand. Chapter IV. I SHALL expose myself, dear Chamisso, to your criticism, and not seek to elude it. I have long visited myself with the heaviest judgment, for I have fed the de- vouring worm in my heart. This terrible moment of my existence is everlastingly present to my soul ; and I can contemplate it only in a doubting glance, with humility and 119 SCHLEMIHL contrition. My friend, he who care- lessly takes a step out of the straight path, is imperceptibly impelled into another course, in which he will be deluded farther and farther astray. For him in vain the pole-star t\dnkles in the heavens; there is no choice for him; he must slide down the declivity, and offer himself up to Nemesis, After the false and pre- cipitate step which had brought down the curse upon me, I had daringly thrust myself upon the fate of another being. What now re- mained, but where I had sowed per- dition, and prompt salvation was urgent, — again blindly to rush for- ward to save ? for the last knell had tolled. Do not think so basely of me, my Chamisso, as to imagine that I should have thought any price too dear, or should have been more sparing \vith anything I possessed SCHLEMIHL. than with my gold ? Xo i but my soul was filled with unconqueral)le hatred towards this mysterious sneaker in crooked paths. Perhaps I might be unjust to him, yet my mind revolted against all communi- cation with him. But here, as often in my life, and generally in the his- tory of the world, an accident rather than an intention determined the issue. Afterwards I became recon- ciled to myself. I learnt, in the first place, to respect necessity, and those accidents which are yet more the result of necessity than any will of our own. Then was I also taught to obey this necessity as a wise ar- rangement of Providence, which sets all this machinery in action, in which we only co-operate by moving and setting other wheels in motion. What must be, will happen ; what should have been, was ; and not without SCHLEMIHL. the intervention of that Providence, which I at last learnt to reverence in my fate, and in the fate of her who controlled mine, I know not if I should ascribe it to the strain of my soul under the pressure of such mighty emotions, or to the exhaustion of my physical strength, weakened by the unwonted abstinence of the days gone by, or to that fatal agitation which the approach of this grey adversary pro- duced through my whole frame ; but certain it is, that while preparing to sign, I fell into a deep swoon, and lay a long time as in the arms of death. On coming to my recollection, the first tones that reached my ears were the stamping of feet and cursing. I opened my eyes ; it was dark ; my hated companion was there holding me, but scolding thus : " Now, is not SCHLEMIHL. 123 that behaving like a silly old woman ? Let the gentleman rise up, con- clude the business as he intended ; or, perhaps he has other thoughts, would like still to weep." With difficulty I raised myself from the ground where I lay, and looked silently around me. The evening was advanced ; festive music broke from the brightly-lighted forest- house, and groups of company were scattered over the garden walks. Some drew near who were engaged in conversation, and seated them- selves on the benches. They spoke of the nuptials of the daughter of the house with the rich Mr. Rascal ; they had taken place in the morning. All, — all was over. I struck away with my hand from my head the wishing-cap of the instantly-vanishing unknown one, and fled in silence to conceal myself 124 SCHLEMIHL. in the deepest darkness of the wood, hurrying to the garden gate before Count Peter's arbour. But my evil genius accompanied me unseen, pur- suing me with bitter words. " This, then, is the reward one is to get for the trouble of taking care, through the live-long day, of the nervous gentleman I And I am then to he fooled at last ? Very well, very w^ell, Mr. Wronghead ; fly from me, but we are inseparable. You have my gold, and I your shadow ; they leave no rest to either. Did anybody ever hear of a shadow abandoning its master ? Yours draws me after you, till you condescend to take it again, and I get rid of it. ^Vhat you have sold, or neglected to do, of your own free-^\'ill, that mil you be compelled to repair with repugnance and weari- ness ; man cannot oppose his des- tiny." He continued to talk in the SCHLEMIHL. same tone ; I fled from him in vain, — he was always behind me, ever present, and speaking sneeringly of gold and shadow. T could not repose on a single thought. Through untrodden, vacant streets 1 hastened to my abode. I stood before it, looked up, and hardly recognized it. Behind the closed windows no light was burning ; the doors were shut ; no servants ap- peared to be moving. He stood I)e- hind me, and laughed aloud. " Ay, ay ! but your Bendel is certainly at home; he was sent hither so thor- oughly exhausted that no doubt he has carefully kept house." He laughed again. " He will have some stories to amuse you ; take courage. Good-night for to-day, till an early interview." I rang again, and a light appeared, liendel asked from within, " Who is 126 SCHLEMIHL. there ? " When he heard my voice, the poor fellow could scarcely con- tam his joy ; the door flew open, and we lay weeping in each other's arms. He was greatly changed, — weak and ill. ISIy hair had become wholly grey. He led me through the vacant chambers to an inner apartment, which remained furnished. He fetched meat and drink. We sat down ; he again began to weep ; he then told me that he had lately beaten the grey-clad, meagre man, whom he had met 'n'ith my shadow, so lustily and so long, that he lost all trace of me, and had sunk ex- hausted to the earth ; that after- wards, not being able to discover me, he had returned home, and that the mob, excited by Rascal, had raised a tumult, broken the windows of the house, and given full reins to SCHLEMIHL. 127 their love of destruction. Thus they had rewarded their benefactors. One after another my servants had fled. The police of the place had ordered me to leave the town as a suspicious person, allowing me a delay of only four-and-twenty hours to quit their territory. He had a great deal to add to what I already knew of Ras- cal's wealth and espousals. This scoundrel, who had originated all the proceedings against me, must have possessed my secret from the beginning. It seemed that, attracted by the gold, he had forced himself upon me, and had procured a key for that treasure-chest where he laid the foundation of his fortune, which he now seemed determined to enjoy. Bendel told me all with abundant tears, and wept anew for joy at see- ing me again, and again possessing me ; and he rejoiced that, after all 128 SCHLEMIHL his fears as to what misfortune might have brought me, he found me bearing everything with calm- ness and fortitude ; for such was the form in which despair reigned over me, while I saw gigantic and unchangeable misery before me. I had wept away all my tears ; grief could force out no other accent of distress from my bosom. I raised against it, coldly and unconcernedly, my uncovered head. " Bendel," said I, " you know my fate. Not without certain guilt does the heavy penalty fall on me. You, innocent being as you are, shall no longer bind your destiny to mine ; I will no longer let it be so. To-night I will hasten away. Saddle me my horse. I ride alone ; you must re- main ; I require it. Some chests of gold must yet be here. They are now yours ; I shall wander restlessly SCHLEMIHL. 129 through the world. But if a happier day should dawn, and bliss should again smile upon me, I will faith fully think of you ; for on your faith- ful bosom I have wept in many a weary, wretched, sorrowful hour." The honest fellow obeyed with a i>roken heart this last command of his master. It agonized his soul ; but I was deaf to his representations and entreaties, and blind to his tears. Me brought the horse to me; I pressed him while he wept against my breast, sprang into the saddle, and pursued my way under the mantle of night from the grave of my existence, indifferent as to the direction my horse might take. On the earth I had no goal, no wish, no hope. 130 SCHLEMIHL. A foot passenger soon joined me, and after walking some time by my horse's side, begged me, as we were bound the same way, to be allowed to throw the cloak which he carried on the crupper ; I quietly allowed him to do so. He thanked me with a graceful address for this trifling service, praised my horse, and thence took the opportunity of laud- ing the happiness and the influence of the wealthy. He went on, I know not how, in a sort of soliloquy, for I was only a hearer. He unfolded his views of life and the world, and soon introduced meta- physics, from whence the word was to emanate which should solve all mysteries. He developed his theme with great distinctness, and led for- ward to its deductions. Vou know very well that I have often confessed, since I drove SCHLEMIHL. through the school of philosophy, that I do not consider myself as by any means calculated for philosoph- ical speculations, and that I have altogether renounced that branch of study. From that time I have let many things be settled as they could, renounced much which I might have understood or learnt, and, following your counsels by trusting to my innate senses that voice of the heart, I have gone for- ward in my own road as far as I was a!)le. This rhetorician appeared to me to build his firmly-cemented edifice with great ability. It seemed to bear itself on its firm and solid foundation, and stood, as it were, on its o^vn absolute necessity. Then I missed in the edifice what I particu- larly sought ; and it was to me merely a piece of art, whose completeness and decorations served only to de- 132 SCHLEMIHL. light the eye. But I listened willingly to the eloquent man, who seemed to transfer to himself my observations on my own sorrows ; and I should have cheerfully surrendered myself to him, if he would have taken pos- session of my soul as well as of my understanding. In the meanwhile time passed on, and morning dawn had imperceptibly stolen over the heaven. I trembled as I looked around, and saw the magnificent colours blending in the east, and heralding the ascending sun ; and at that hour, when the shadows stretch themselves out in all their extension, no shelter, no protection was to be discovered — and I was not alone ! I looked upon my companion, and again I trembled ; it was even the man in the grey coat. He smiled at my alarms, and with- SCHLEMIHL. 133 out allowing me to utter a word, began, " Let us then, as is the cus- tom of the world, unite our different advantages for a while ; we have always time to separate. The road along-side the mountain, if you have not already thought about it, is the only one which you can prudently take. Vou dare not descend into the valley ; and over the hill you will hardly think of returning, as it would lead you whence you came ; and the road in which you are is just mine. I see the uprising sun makes you look pale ; I will lend you your shadow while we remain together, and this may induce you to bear my being near to you. Your Kendel is no longer with you, but I will do you good service. Vou do not love me : I am sorry for it ; but you may make use of me notwith- standing. The devil is not so black 134 SCHLEMIHL. as he .is represented. Yesterday you vexed me, 't is true, but I will bear you no grudge to-day. I have shortened your way thus far, as you must yourself confess ; now take your shadow on trial again." The sun had arisen ; travellers were approaching us on the road ; and in spite of an internal repug- nance, I accepted his offer. He smiled, and let my shadow fall on the ground ; it took its station upon that of my horse, and cheerfully moved forward. My mind was in a strange mood. I rode by a body of country people, who were respect- fully making room, with their heads uncovered as for a wealthy-looking man. I rode farther, and looked aside from my horse with eager eyes and beating heart on what was once my shadow, but which I had now borrowed from a stranger, ay, from an enemy. SCHLEMIHL. 135 He came on carelessly by my side, and whistled a tune ; he on foot, I on horseback. A dizziness seized me, the temptation was too great ; I hastily turned the reins, drove both spurs into the horse, and thus went off at full speed through a cross-road. I could not elope with the shadow; it slipped away when the horse started, and waited on the road for its lawful o\\Tier I was obliged to turn round ashamed, the man in the grey coat, as he unconcernedly finished his tune, began to laugh at me, and fixing the shadow again in its place, informed me it would only stick to me and remain with me when I had properly and lawfully become possessed of it. " I hold you fast," he cried, " fast attached to the shadow ; you cannot escape from me. A wealthy man like you may want a shadow, — 136 SCHLEMIHL, likely enough ; and you are only to blame for not having earlier looked into the matter." T continued my journey on the same road as before. I possessed all the comforts of life and all its luxuries. I could move about freely and easily ; and I possessed a shadow too, though but a borrowed one ; and I imposed everywhere that rever- ence which wealth commands — but death was at my heart. My mar- vellous conductor, who represented himself to be the unworthy slave of the richest man in the world, had extraordinary readiness as a servant, and was exceedingly dexterous and clever, the very model of a valet for a wealthy gentleman ; but he never separated himself from my side, and incessantly plagued me, exhibiting the greatest assurance, in order that I should conclude the bargain with SCHLEMIHL him respecting the shadow if it were only to get rid of him. He was as troublesome as hateful to me ; I always stood in awe of him. I had made myself dependent on him ; I was still in his power, and he had again driven me into the vanities of the world which I had abandoned ; I was compelled to allow to his elo- quence full mastery over me, and almost felt he was in the right. A wealthy man ought to have a shadow in the world ; and so long as I wished to occupy that station which he had induced me to fill, there was only one outlet for me. But on this 1 determined, having sacrificed my love and made my existence a curse, I would not transfer my soul to this being — no, not for all the shadows in the world ; but I knew not how it would end. One day we were sitting before a 13S SCHLEMIHL. cave which the travellers who had to cross the mountain were accus- tomed to visit. There was heard the noise of subterraneous streams roaring from unmeasurable deeps ; and the stone that was thrown into the abyss seemed in its echoing fall to find no bottom. He depicted to me, as he had often done, mth a luxuriant fancy, and in the glo\\ing charms of the brightest colouring, careful and detailed pictures of the brilliant figure I might make in the world by means of my purse if I had only my shadow again in my possession. My elbows were sup- ported on my knees while I covered my face with my hands, listening to the evil one, my heart twice rent between temptation and my own earnest will. Such internal discord I could no longer endure, and the decisive struggle began. SCHLEMIIIL. 139 " You seem to forget, good sir, that I have allowed you to remain in my company only on certain con- ditions, and that I retained for my- self my unrestrained liberty." '"If you order me, I shall move off : " the threat was one to which he was accustomed. I ceased ; he sat him- self quietly down, and began to roll up my shadow. I grew pale, l)ut I stood dumb while he did so. There was a long silence. He thus broke it: — " Vou cannot endure me, sir! you hate me — I know it ; but why do you hate me .' Is it because when you attacked me on the highway you attempted to steal my charm by force .'' or is it because you en- deavoured fraudulently to get pos- sessed of my property, the shadow which had been confided to your simple honour ? For myself, I do t40 SCHLEMIHL. not hate you for that; it is quite natural you should seek to turn your advantages, your cunning, your strength to good account. That you have the most rigid principles, and are honesty itself, is a hobby-horse belief of your own, to which I can have no objection. My notions are not so strict as yours; I only act according to your notions. But did I ever attempt to strangle you in order to possess your valuable soul, to which I really have a great lik- ing ? Have I, for the sake of my bartered purse, let loose a servant upon you, and endeavoured to run away with it ? " I could answer nothing to all this, and he continued, " Well then, sir, well ! You cannot endure me, I understand it, and am not displeased with you for that. It is clear we must part, and you really are become very tedious to SCHLEMIHL. 141 me ; but to get rid of my perplex- ing presence altogether for tlie future, I will give you a piece of advice, — buy the thing of me." I held out the purse to him. " At the price .'■ " " Xo ! " I sighed deeply, and began again. " Well, then, I insist upon it, we must part ; do not stop up my way any longer in a world which is wide enough for Ijoth of us." He smiled, and re- plied, " I go, sir ; l)ut I will first instruct you how to summon me, when you wish for the presence of your most humble slave ; you need only shake your purse, that its exhaustless pieces may tinkle, and the sound will draw me instantly to you. Every])ody in this world thinks of his own interests ; you see I also am attending to yours, for I give you spontaneously a new power. Excellent purse ! and even if the 142 SCHLEMIHL. moths had devoured your shadow, there would be a strong bond of union between us. But enough : you possess me while you possess my gold ; however distant, command your servant. You know I am al- ways ready to do honour to my friends, and that I have for the wealthy an especial regard ; that you yourself have seen. But as for your shadow, sir, allow me to assure you your shadow will never be yours but on one condition." Visions of old time floated in my soul. I inquired hastily, " Did Mr. Jones give you his signature ? " He smiled: "With so good a friend it was not necessary." " Where is he — where ? By Heavens, I will know ! " He put his hand slowly into his pocket, and drew out by the hair the pale and ghastly form of Thomas Jones. Its blue and deadly SCHLEMIHL. 143 lips tremljled with the dreadful words, " yiisto jiidicio Dei jiidicatiis sum ; jiisto jttdicio Dei condemnatiis siwiT I was horror-struck. I dashed the clinking purse hastily into the abyss, and uttered these last words : " I conjure thee, in the name of God, monster, begone, and never again appear before these eyes." He rose up with a gloomy frown, and vanished instantaneously be- hind the dark masses of rock which surrounded that wild and savage place. •'Jfr' ' -^^ W ij. ■^ '^ -$■' ^:.-i^^ ^ ' Chapter V. T SAT there shadowless and penni- less ; but a heavy weight had iDeen removed from my bosom, and I was calm. Had I not lost my love, or had that loss left me free from self-reproach, I believe I might have been happy ; but I knew not what steps I should take. I searched lo 145 146 SCHLEMIHL. my pockets, and found that a few pieces of gold remained to me ; I counted them smilingly. I had left my horse at the inn below. I was ashamed to return there, at least till the setting of the sun — and the sun was high in the heavens. I laid myself down in the shade of a neighbouring tree, and fell quietly asleep. The sweetest images danced cheer- fully around me in my delightful dreams. Mina, crowned with a gar- land of flowers, hovered over me, and cheered me with an affectionate smile. The noble Bendel was there, too, weaving a flowery wreath, and approaching me with a friendly greeting. Many others also were there, and among them methought I saw even thee, Chamisso, in the distant crowd. A bright light shone, but there were no shadows ; and SCHLEMTHL. 147 what was more singular, all appeared happy — flowers and songs, and love and joy, under groves of palms. T could hardly realize, understand, or point out the flitting, swiftly dis- persed, and lovely forms ; but I enjoyed such visions, I would fain not awake. But I awoke, though I kept my eyes closed, that the vanish- ing dreams might play a little longer round my soul. But I opened my eyes at last. The sun was in the heavens, but in the east; I had slept through the night. I took this for a sign that I ought not to return to the inn. I willingly abandoned that which I had so lately left there, and determined to take on foot a by-road, which led through the forest-girded base of the hill, leaving it to fate to determine what might he my lot. I looked not back ; I thought not even of apply- 148 SCHLEMIHL. ing to Bendel, whom I had left hi wealth behind me, which I might so easily have done. I began to con- sider what new character I should assume in the world. My appear- ance was very unpretending : I wore an old black coat, which I had formerly worn in Berlin, and v/hich, I know not how, I had taken for this journey. I had only a travel- ling-cap on my head, and a pair of worn-out boots on my feet. I rose up, cut a knobbed stick from the spot as a sort of memento, and began my wanderings. I overtook in the wood an old peasant, who greeted me with great kindness, and with whom I entered into conversation. I first inquired, like a curious traveller, about the road, then about the neighbourhood and its inhabitants, the productions of the mountain, and such matters. SCHLEMTHL. 149 He answered my inquiries talka- tively and sensibly. We came to the bed of a mountain stream, which had spread its devastations over a wide part of the forest. I shud- dered inwardly before the wide sunny place, and let the country- man precede me. He however stood still in the middle of this frightful spot, and turned round towards me, in order to give me the history of the overflow. He soon observed what was wanting to me, and stopped in the middle of his narrative to say, " But how is this ? the gentleman has got no shadow." " Alas ! alas ! " I replied with a sigh, " I had a long and dreadful illness, and lost my hair, my nails, and my shadow. Look, father, at my time of life, my hair, Avhich has growTi again, quite white, my nails sadly short, and my shadow SCHLEMIHL. is not yet springing forth." " Ay, ay," said the old man, shaking his head, " no shadow — that 's odd ! the gentleman must have had a sad illness." But he did not go on with his story, and at the next cross path he glided away from me mth- out saying a word. Bitter tears trembled again on my cheeks ; all my serenity was gone. With a heavy heart I moved for- wards, and sought the society of man no longer. I concealed myself in the thickest of the forest, and was often obliged to wait for hours in order to get over sunny spots, even where no human eye forbade my progress ; in the evening I sought a retreat in the villages. At last I bent my course towards a mine in the mountain, where I hoped to find employment under ground; for be- sides that my situation required me SCHLEMIHL. even to procure my daily bread, I clearly perceived that nothing but the most laborious toil would be any protection from my convulsive thoughts. A couple of rainy days helped me far on my way, but at the cost of my boots, whose soles were made to suit Count Peter and not a running footman ; I soon walked on my naked feet, and was ol)liged to pro- cure another pair of boots. The next morning I attended earnestly to this affair in a village, where a fair was held, and where old and new boots were exposed in a shop for sale. I selected and bargained for a long time. I was obliged to abandon a new pair which I wished to possess — I was frightened by the extravagant price ; and satisfied my- self therefore with old ones, which were yet firm and strong, and which 152 SCHLEMIHL. the fair and light-haired shop-boy handed to me for my ready cash with a smile, while he wished me a prosperous journey. I put them on immediately, and went away through a door which lay to the north. I was lost in my own thoughts, and hardly observed where I put my foot, for I was still planning about the mine, whither I hoped to arrive by the evening, and hardly knew how I should manage to introduce myself there. I had not advanced two hundred paces ere I discovered that I had lost my way; I looked round, and found myself in an antique and desert wood of firs, to the roots of which it appeared the axe had never been laid. I still hastened onwards a few steps, and perceived I was among dreary rocks, surrounded only by moss and stones. SCHLEMIHL. between which lay piles of snow and ice. The wind was extremely cold ; and when I looked round, the forest had wholly disappeared. Yet a few paces forward, the stillness of death possessed me. The ice on which I stood stretched boundlessly before me, — a dark mist hung over it ; the red sun looked from the edge of the horizon. The cold was intolerable ; I knew not how it had happened; but the benumbing frost forced me to accelerate my steps. I heard the roar of distant waters ; another be- wildered step, and I was on the ice- borders of the ocean. Countless herds of seals dashed splashing into the stream. I followed the sea- shore, and saw again naked rocks, land, forests of birch and pine-trees. I moved forwards for a few minutes — it was burning hot ; around me were richly-cultivated rice-fields under 154 SCHLEMIHL. mulberry-trees, in whose shadow I sat dowTi, and looking at my watch, I found it not less than a quarter of an hour since I left the village. I fancied I was dreaming; I bit my tongue to awake myself, and I was aroused most thoroughly. I closed my eyes in order to assemble my thoughts. I heard strange nasal sounds: I looked around; two Chi- nese, whose Asiatic countenances I could not mistake, were saluting me according to the custom of their country and in their own language ; I arose and walked back two steps. I saw them no longer, the landscape was wholly changed ; trees and woods had succeeded to the rice- fields, T looked pensively on the trees and plants which were bloom- ing around me, and saw that they were the productions of Southeastern Asia. I went towards a tree, and SCHLEMIHL. all was again changed. I walked forwards like a drilled recruit, with slow paces. Wonderful varieties of countries, fields, meadows, moun- tains, wastes, and sandy deserts rolled along before my astounded sight; doubtless I had the seven- leagued boots on my legs. I fell down on my knees in speech- less devotion, and shed tears of grati- tude. My future destiny seemed bright in my soul. vShut out from human society by my early guilt, -Nature, which I had ever loved, was given me for my enjoyment, spread out like a rich garden before me, an object of study for the guide and strength of my life, of which science was to be the end. It was 156 SCHLEMIHL. no decision of my own. What then appeared bright and perfect in my inner thoughts I have since en- deavoured to describe with calm, earnest, unremitting diligence, and my happiness has depended on the intensity of my recollections. I rose up hastily, in order that by a rapid survey I might take posses- sion of the field in which I wished to make my harvest. I stood upon the mountains of Thibet, and the sun, which had risen a few hours before, was now sinking in the even- ing sky. I journeyed from the east towards the west of Asia, overtaking the sun in his progress, and passed the boundaries of Africa. I looked round with great curiosity, and crossed it in all directions. As I glanced over the old pyramids and temples of Egypt, I observed in the deserts near the hundred-gated SCHLEMTHL. 157 Thebes the caverns once occupied by Christian anchorites ; instantly it occurred impressively and dis- tinctly to me, — there is thy abode. I chose for my future dwelling one of the most secret chambers, which was at the same time roomy, con- venient, and inaccessible to the jackals, and moved forward with my staff. I passed into Europe by the Pil- lars of Hercules, and after I had taken a rapid survey of its southern and northern provinces I hastened to North Asia, and thence over the polar glaciers to Greenland and America. 1 rambled through both parts of that continent, and the winter, which had begun to reign in the south, now drove me quickly back northwards from Cape Horn. 1 lingered till the day dawned in 158 SCHLEMIHL. Eastern Asia, and after a short re- pose again entered on my wander- ings. I followed the chains of mountains through the two Ameri- cas, some of the highest elevations known in our globe. I trod slowly and prudently from height to height, now over flaming volcanoes, and now over snowy cupolas. I was often almost breathless with weariness, but I reached the Elias Mountain, and sprung to Asia across liehring .Strait. I pursued the western coast along its numerous windings, and endeavoured to ascertain by special observation which of the islands in the neighbourhood were accessible to me. From the Malacca i'eninsula my boots took me to Sumatra, Java, Balli, and Lamboc. I endeavoured, often with peril, and always in vain, to find a northwest passage over the inlets and the SCHLEMIHL. 159 rocks with which the ocean is -Studded, to Borneo and the other islands of the Eastern Archipelago ; but I was obliged to abandon the hope. I sat down at last on the farthest verge of Lamboc, and turn- ing my eyes to the south and east, I wept as if within the grates of a prison that I could proceed no farther. New Holland,* that ex- traordinary country so essentially necessary to understanding the phi- losophy of the earth and its sun- embroidered dress, the vegetable and the animal world, and the South Sea with its zoophyte islands, were interdicted to me; and thus every- thing on which I would have gathered together and erected my hopes, was condemned to be left a mere frag- ment, even in its very origin. O * Australia. l6o SCHLEMIHL. my Adalbert, such is the reward for all the labours of man ! In the coldest winter of the south- ern hemisphere I have stood on Cape Horn, meditating on the two hundred paces or thereabouts, which divided me from New Holland and Van Diemen's Land, careless about the means of returning, and indif- ferent even though that strange land should lie over me like the cover of my bier. I attempted to cross the polar glaciers towards the west, and with foolishly daring yet despond- ing steps to pass upon the floating ice, braving the frost and the waves. In vain, — I have never yet been in New Holland. I returned again to Lamboc ; again I sat myself on the outer verge, my face turned to the south and east, and wept again, as if at the fast-closed iron window of my prison. SCHLEMIHL. i6t I rose up at last from this spot, and with a dejected heart jour- neyed to the interior of Asia. I hastened onwards, perceiving the daybreak towards the west, and at night reached my before-de- scribed abode in Thebes, which I had just looked into the previous afternoon. As soon as I had taken some re- pose, and the day had dawned upon Europe, my first care was to pro- vide for my necessities. First, stop- shoes; for I had discovered that, however inconvenient it might be, there was no way of shortening my pace in order to move conveniently in my immediate neighliourhood ex- cept by drawing off my boots. A pair of slippers, however, produced the wished-for effect ; and henceforward I always took care to be provided with a couple of pair, as I often l62 SCHLEMIHL. threw one pair away if I had not time to lay hold of them, when the approach of lions, men, or hyaenas interrupted my botanizing. My ex- cellent watch was an admirable chronometer to me for the short period of my peregrinations; but I required a sextant, some philosoph- ical instruments, and books. In order to obtain all these things, I made some tedious journeys to London and Paris, which were both overshadowed by friendly fogs. As I had exhausted the re- mainder of my magic gold, I brought with me for the purposes of payment some African elephants' teeth, which I easily obtained, though I was obliged to choose the smallest among them, that they might not be too much for my strength. I was soon supplied and stocked with everything I required, SCHLEMIHL. 163 and began my new mode of life as a retired philosopher I journeyed over the east, now measuring its mountains, now the temperature of its streams and of its air, now observing its animals, now examining its plants. I hastened from the equator to the pole, from one world to another, comparing experience \Aith experience. The eggs of the African ostrich, or the northern sea-fowl, and fruits, espe- cially tropical palms and bananas, were my usual refreshments. In- stead of my departed fortune I en- joyed my Nicotiana ; it served instead of the good opinion of mankind. And then as to my affections: I had a love of a little dog, that watched my Theban cave, and when I re- turned to it laden with new trea- sures, it sprang forwards to meet me, making me feel the spirit of humanity 1 64 SCHLEMIHL. within me, and that I was not quite alone on the earth. But, notwith- standing this, calamity was yet to drive me back to the haunts of men. '^ CHAPTER VI. /^XCE, being on the northern coast, having drawn on my boots while I was gathering together my straggling plants and seaweeds, a white bear approached unawares the verge of the rock on which I stood. I wished to throw off my slippers and move off to an adjacent island, which T expected to reach l66 SCHLEMIHL. over a rock whose head towered above the waves. With one foot I reached the rock ; I stretched out the other, and fell mto the sea ; I had not observed that my foot was only half -released from the slipper. Overpowered by the tremendous cold, I had the greatest difficulty in rescuing my life from this peril ; but as soon as I reached the land, I hurried off to the wastes of Libya to dry myself there in the sun. I had, however, scarcely set out ere the burning heat so oppressed my head that I reeled back again to the north very ill. I sought relief in rapid movements ; and with un- certain and hurried steps I hastened from the west to the east and from the east to the west. I placed my- self in the most rapid vicissitudes of day and night ; now in the heats of summer, and now in the mnter's cold. SCHLEMIHL. 167 I know not how long T thus wan- dered over the earth. A burning fever glowed through my veins, and with dreadful agony I perceived my intellect abandoning me. Misfor- tune would have it that I should carelessly tread on a traveller's heel ; I must have hurt him, for I received a violent blow ; I staggered and fell When I recovered my senses I was comfortably stretched on an excellent bed, which stood among many others in a roomy and hand- some apartment. Somebody was sitting near my pillow; many per- sons passed through the hall, going from one bed to another. They stood before mine, and I was the subject of their conversation. They called me A^wnber Twelve ; and on the wall at the foot of my bed that number certainly stood. It was no illusion, for I could read it most dis- SCHLEMIHL. tinctly. There was a black marble slab, on which was inscribed in large golden letters my name, litttx Sdjlnntf)!, quite correctly written. On the slab, and under my name, were two lines of letters ; but I was too weak to connect them, and closed my eyes again. I heard something of which Peter Schlemihl was the subject, loudly and distinctly uttered, but I could not collect the meaning. I saw a friendly man and a beautiful woman in black apparel, standing before my bed. Their forms were not strangers to me, though I could not recognize them. Some time passed by, and I grad- ually gathered strength. I was called Xo. 12; and No. 12, by virtue of his long l:>eard, passed off for a SCHLEMIHL. I69 Jew, but was not the less attended toon that account. Xobody seemed to notice that he had no shadow. My boots were, as I was assured, to be found, with everything else that had been discovered with me, in good and safe keeping, and ready to be delivered to me on my re- covery. The place in which I lay ill was called the Schlemihlium : and there was a daily exhortation to pray for Peter Schlemihl, as the founder and benefactor of the hos- pital. The friendly man whom I had seen at my bedside was Bendel ; the lovely woman was Mina. I lived peaceably in the ScJile- inihliiwi, quite unknown ; but I dis- covered that I was in Bendel's native place, and that he had built this hospital with the remainder of my once unhallowed gold. The un- fortunate l)lessed me daily, for he SCHLEMIHL. had built it in ray name, and con- ducted it wholly under his owti in- spection. Mina was a widow; an unlucky criminal process had cost Mr. Rascal his life, and taken from her the greater part of her property. Her parents were no more. She dwelt here like a pious widow, and dedicated herself to works of charity. She was once conversing with Mr. Bendel near the bed No. 12. " Why, noble woman, expose yourself to the bad air which is so prevalent here ? Is your fate then so dreary that you long for death?" "No, Mr. Ben- del ; since I have dreamt out my long dreams, and my inner self was awakened, all is well, — death is the object of neither my hopes nor my fears. Since then, I think calmly of the past and of the future. And you — do you not yet serve your SCHLEMIHL. master and friend in this godlike manner, with sweet and silent satis- faction ? " " Yes, noble woman — God be praised ! Ours has been a marvellous destiny. From our full cup we have thoughtlessly drunk much joy and much bitter sorrow : 't is empty now. Hitherto we have had only a trial ; now, with prudent solicitude, we wait for the real intro- duction to substantial things. Far different is the true beginning ; but who would play over again the early game of life, though it is a blessing, on the whole, to have lived ? I am supported by the conviction that our old friend is ])etter provided for now than then." " T feel it too," answered the lovely widow ; and they left me. This conversation had produced a deep impression within me ; but I doubted in niv mind if T should 172 SCHLEMIHL. discover myself, or set out unknown from the place. I decided, how- ever ; I ordered paper and pencil to be brought to me, and wrote these words : — " Your old friend, too, is better provided for than formerly; and if he do penance, it is the penance of reconciliation." On this, finding myself better, I desired to dress myself. The keys were deposited on the little trunk which stood close to my bed. I found in it everything that belonged to me. I put on my clothes, and hung over my black coat my botan- ical case, where I found again, with transport, my northern plants I drew on my boots, laid the note which I had written on my bed, and when the door opened was far on my way towards Thebes. A long time ago, as I was tracing SCHLEMIHL. 173 back my way homewards along the Syrian coast, the last time I had wandered from my dwelling, I saw my poor Figaro approaching me. This charming spaniel seemed to wish to follow the steps of his mas- ter, for whom he must have so long waited. I stood still, and called him to me. He sprang barking towards me, with a thousand expressions of his innocent and extravagant joy. I took him under my arm, for, in truth, he could not follow me, and brought him with me safely home. I found everything thus in order, and returned again, as my strength returned, to my former engagements and habits of life. And now for a whole twelvemonth I have refrained from exposing myself to the un- bearable winter's cold. And thus, my beloved Chamisso, — thus do I yet live. My boots 74 SCHLEMIHL. have not lost their virtues, as the very learned tome of Tieckius, De relnis gestis Pollicilli, gave me reason to apprehend. Their power is un- broken : but my strength is failing, though I have confidence I have applied them to their end, and not fruitlessly. I have learned more profoundly than any man before me everything respecting the earth : its figure, heights, temperature ; its at- mosphere in all its changes ; the appearance of its magnetic strength ; its productions, especially of the vegetable world, — all in every part whither my boots would carry me. I have published the facts, clearly arranged with all possible accuracy, in different works, with my ideas and conclusions set down in various treatises. I have established the geography of interior Africa and of the North Pole, of central Asia and SCHLEMIHL. 175 its eastern coasts. My Historia Stirpiutn Pliuitarum titriusqtie Orbis has appeared, being but a large fragment of my Flora universalis TerrcE and a companion to my Systenia Natures. In that I believe I have not only increased the num- ber of known species more than a third (moderately speaking), but have thrown some light on the gen- eral system of nature and the geog- raphy of plants. I am now busily engaged with my Fauna. I will take care before my death that my MSS. be disposed in the Berlyi university. And you, my beloved Chamisso, you have I chosen for the keeper of my marvellous history, which, when I shall have vanished from the earth, may tend to the improve- ment of many of its inhabitants. But, my friend, while you live among 176 SCHLEMIHL. mankind, learn above all things fir.st to reverence your shadow, and next your money. 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