UC-NRLF 53 535 fii .CTORl' ?Tioisr SI Broadway HENRY MARTYN SAINT AND SCHOLAR FIRST MODERN MISSIONARY TO THE MOHAMMEDANS 1781-1812 BY GEORGE SMITH, C.I.E., LL.D. u AUTHOR OF 'LIFE OF WILLIAM CAREY' 'LIFE OF ALEXANDER DUFF' ETC. Iftow let me burn out for (3ot> WITH PORTRAIT AND ILLUSTRATIONS LONDON THE RELIGIOUS TRACT SOCIETY 56 PATERNOSTER Row, 65 ST PAUL'S CHURCHYARD AND 164 PICCADILLY 1892 MORSE STEPHEN* PREFACE IN the year 1819, John Sargent, Rector of Lavington, published A Memoir of the Rev. Henry Martyn. The book at once became a spiritual classic. The saint, the scholar, and the missionary, alike found in it a new inspiration. It ran through ten editions during the writer's life, and he died when projecting an additional volume of the Journals and Letters. His son-in-law, S. Wilberforce, afterwards Bishop of Oxford and of Winchester, accordingly, in 1837 published, in two volumes, Journals and Letters of the Rev. Henry Martyn, B.D., with' an introduction on Sargent's life. Sargent had suppressed what Bishop Wilberforce describes as 'a great variety of interesting ' materials.' Especially in the lifetime of Lydia Grenfell it was thought necessary to omit the facts which give to Henry Martyn's personality its human interest and in- tensify our appreciation of his heroism. On the lady's death, in 1829, Martyn's letters to her became available, and Bishop Wilberforce incorporated these in what he de- scribed as ' further and often more continuous selections from the journals and letters of Mr. Martyn.' But, unhappily, his work does not fully supplement that of Sargent. The Journal is still mutilated ; the Letters are still imperfect. Some years ago, on completing the Life of William Carey, who had written that wherever his friend Henry Martyn might go as chaplain the Church need not send a 512793 vi HENRY MARTYN missionary, I began to prepare a new work on the first modern apostle to the Mohammedans. I was encouraged by his grand-nephew, a distinguished mathematician, the late Henry Martyn Jeffery, F.R.S., who had in 1883 printed Two Sets of Unpublished Letters of the Rev. Henry Martyn, B.D., of Truro. For a time I stopped the work on learning that he had come into possession of Lydia Grenfell's papers, and was preparing the book which appeared in 1890, Extracts from the Religious Diary of Miss L. Grenfell, of Marazion, Cornwall. Except her letters to Henry Martyn, which are not in existence now, all the desirable materials seemed to be ready. Meanwhile, the missionary bishop who most resembled Martyn in character and service, Thomas Valpy French, of Lahore and Muscat, had written to Canon Edmonds of S. Wilberforce's book as ' a work for whose reprint I have often pleaded in vain, and for which all that there is of mission life in our Church would plead, had it not been so long out of print and out of sight.' My aim is to set the two autobiographies, unconsciously written in the Journals and Letters of Henry Martyn and in the Diary of Lydia Grenfell, in the light of recent know- ledge of South Africa and India, Persia and Turkey, and of Bible work and missionary history in the lands of which, by his life and by his death, Henry Martyn took possession for the Master. Bengal chaplain of the East India Company, he was, above all, a missionary to the two divisions of Islam, in India and Persia, and in Arabia and Turkey. May this book, written after years of ex- perience in Bengal, lead many to enter on the inheritance he has left to the Catholic Church ! CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE I. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 i II. LYDIA GRENFELL 43 III. THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE SOUTH AMERICA SOUTH AFRICA, 1805-1806 101 IV. INDIA AND THE EAST IN THE YEAR 1806 . . . .132 V. CALCUTTA AND SERAMPORE, 1806 150 VI. DlNAPORE AND PATNA, 1807-1809 IQ9 VII. CAWNPORE, 1809-1810 257 VIII. FROM CALCUTTA TO CEYLON, BOMBAY, AND ARABIA . .315 IX. IN PERSIA BUSHIRE AND SHIRAZ, 1811 . . . . 340 X. IN PERSIA CONTROVERSIES WITH MOHAMMEDANS, SOOFIS, AND JEWS . 370 XI. IN PERSIA TRANSLATING THE SCRIPTURES . . . . 417 XII. SHIRAZ TO TABREEZ THE PERSIAN NEW TESTAMENT . 461 XIII. IN PERSIA AND TURKEY TABREEZ TO TOKAT AND THE TOMB 492 XIV. THE Two RESTING-PLACES TOKAT AND BREAGE . .515 XV. BAPTIZED FOR THE DEAD 552 INDEX 573 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS PAGE PORTRAIT HENRY MARTYN ..... Frontispiece ST. JOHN'S COLLEGE, CAMBRIDGE, IN 1797 13 SECOND COURT, ST. JOHN'S COLLEGE, IN 1803 32 TRINITY CHURCH, CAMBRIDGE, IN 1803 ...... 37 ST. MICHAEL'S MOUNT, AT FULL TIDE 45 PAGODA, ALDEEN HOUSE 159 A BRICK FROM HENRY MARTYN'S PAGODA . . . * . . 161 SHIRAZ 357 TOKAT IN 1812 . 518 TOMB OF HENRY MARTYN 531 Then came another of priestly garb and mien, A young man still wanting the years of Christ, But long since with the saints. . . . A poet with the contemplative gaze And listening ear, but quick of force and eye, Who fought the wrong without, the wrong within, And, being a pure saint, like those of old, Abased himself and all the precious gifts God gave him, flinging all before the feet Of Him whose name he bore a fragile form Upon whose hectic cheek there burned a flush That was not health ; who lived as Xavier lived, And died like him upon the burning sands, Untended, yet whose creed was far from his As pole from pole ; whom grateful England still Loves. The awakened gaze Turned wholly from the earth, on things of heaven He dwelt both day and night. The thought of God Filled him with infinite joy ; his craving soul Dwelt on Him as a feast ; as did the soul Of rapt Francesco in his holy cell In blest Assisi ; and he knew the pain, The deep despondence of the saint, the doubt, The consciousness of dark offence, the joy Of full assurance last, when heaven itself Stands open to the ecstasy of faith. The relentless lie Of Islam ... he chose to bear, who knew How swift the night should fall on him, and burned To save one soul alive while yet 'twas day. xii HENRY MARTYN This filled his thoughts, this only, and for this On the pure altar of his soul he heaped A costlier sacrifice, this youth in years, For whom Love called, and loving hands, and hope Of childish lives around him, offering these, Like all the rest, to God. Yet when his hour Was come to leave his- England, was it strange His weakling life pined for the parting kiss Of love and kindred, whom his prescient soul Knew he should see no more ? The woman of his love Feared to leave all and give her life to his, And both to God ; his sisters passed away To heaven, nor saw him more. There seemed on earth Nothing for which to live, except the Faith, Only the Faith, the Faith ! until his soul Wore thin her prison bars, and he was fain To rest awhile, or work no more the work For which alone he lived. A Vision of Saints. By LEWIS MORRIS. HENRY MARTYN CHAPTER I CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 WRITING half a century ago, as one who gratefully accepted the guidance of the Church of England, from the evangelical and philanthropic side of which he sprang, Sir James Stephen declared the name of Henry Martyn to be 'in fact the one heroic name which adorns her annals from the days of Elizabeth to our own.' The past fifty years have seen her annals, in common with those of other Churches, adorned by many heroic names. These are as many and as illustrious on the side which has enshrined Henry Martyn in the new Cathedral of Truro, as amongst the Evangelicals, to whom in life he belonged. But the influence which streams forth from his short life and his obscure death is the perpetual heritage of all English- speaking Christendom, and of the native churches of India, Arabia, Persia, and Anatolia in all time to come. His Journal, even in the mutilated form published first by his friend Sargent, is one of the great spiritual autobiographies of Catholic literature. It is placed beside the Confessions 2 HENRY MARTYN of Augustine and the Grace Abounding of Bunyan. The Letters are read along with those of Samuel Rutherford and William Cowper by the most saintly workers, persuasive preachers, and learned scholars, who, even in these days of searching criticism, attribute to the young chaplain- missionary their early inspiration and renewed consecration, even as he traced his to Brainerd, Carey, and Charles Simeon. Born in Truro on February 18, 1781, Henry Martyn came from a land the oldest and most isolated in Great Britain ; a Celtic people but recently transformed from the rudest to the most courteous and upright ; a family created and partly enriched by the great mining industry ; and a church which had been the first, in these far-western islands, to receive the teaching of the Apostles of Jesus Christ The tin found in the lodes and streams of the Devonian Slates of West Cornwall was the only large source of supply to the world down to Henry Martyn's time. The granite porphyries which form the Land's End had come to be worked only a century before that for the ' bunches ' of copper which fill the lines of fault and fissure. It was chiefly from the deeper lodes of Gwennap, near Truro, that his family had drawn a competence. The statement of Richard Carew, in his Survey of Cornwall > was true of the dim centuries before Herodotus wrote, that the 'tynne of the little angle (Cornwall) overfloweth England, watereth Christendom, and is derived to a great part of the world besides.' ! Tyrian and Jew, Greek and Roman, as navigators, travellers, and capitalists, had in the 1 See the Statistical Society's Journal, September, 1888, for invaluable notes on the ' System of Work and Wages in the Cornish Mines,' by L. L. Price, M.A., of Oriel College, Oxford. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 3 darkness of prehistoric days dealings with the land de- scribed in an Elizabethan treatise on Geography as a foreign country on that side of England next to Spain. London itself is modern compared with the Cornish trade, which in its latest stage assumed the Latin name Stannum, and the almost perfect economic laws administered by the Lord Warden of the Stannaries since King John leased the mines to the Jews, and Edward I., as Earl of Cornwall, established the now vexed ' royalties ' by charter. Even in the century since Henry Martyn's early days fourteen of the Cornish mines have yielded a gross return of more than thirteen millions sterling, of which above one-fifth was clear profit. Whether the Romans used the Britons in the mines as slaves or not, the just and democratic system of working them which was probably due to the Norman kings, and extorted the admiration of M. Jars, a French traveller of the generation to which Henry Martyn's father belonged- did not humanise the population. So rude were their manners that their heath-covered rocks bore the name of ' West Barbary.' Writing two centuries before Martyn, Norden described the city of his birth as remarkable for its neatness, which it still is, but he added, there is not a town ' more discommendable for the pride of the people.' The Cornish miner's life is still as short as it is hard and daring, in spite of his splendid physique and the remarkable health of the women and children. But the perils of a rock-bound coast, the pursuits of wrecking and smuggling, added to the dangers of the mines, and all isolated from the growing civilisation of England, had combined, century after century, to make Cornwall a byword till John Wesley and George Whitfield visited it. Then the miner became so changed, not less really because rapidly, that the feature of the B 2 4 HENRY MARTYN whole people which first and most continuously strikes a stranger is their grave and yet hearty politeness. Thomas Carlyle has, in his Life of Sterling, pictured the moral heroism which Methodism, with its * faith of assurance,' developes in the ignorant Cornish miner, a faith which, as illustrated by William Carey and taught by the Church of England, did much to make Henry Martyn what he became. John Wesley's own description in the year of Henry Martyn's birth is this : ' It pleased God the seed there sown has produced an abundant harvest. Indeed, I hardly know any part of the three kingdoms where there has been a more general change.' The Cornishman still beguiles the weary hours of his descent of the ladder to his toil by crooning the hymns of Charles Wesley. The local preacher whose eloquent earnestness and knowledge of his Bible have delighted the stranger on Sunday, is found next day two hundred fathoms below the sea, doing his eight hours' work all wet and grimy and red from the iron-sand, picking out the tin of Bottallack or the copper of Gwennap. Long before Henry Martyn knew Simeon he had become unconsciously in some sense the fruit of the teaching of the Wesleys. During fifty-five years again and again John Wesley visited Cornwall, preaching in the open air all over the mining county and in the fishing hamlets, till two genera- tions were permanently changed. His favourite centre was Gwennap, which had long been the home of the Martyn family, a few miles from Truro. There he found his open-air pulpit and church in the great hollow, ever since known as ' Wesley's Pit,' where, to this day, thousands crowd every Whit-Monday to commemorative services. Wesley's published journal, which closes with October 1790, CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 5 when Henry Martyn was nearly ten years of age, has more frequent and always more appreciative references to Gwennap than to any other town. On July 6, 1745, we find him writing : At Gwennap also we found the people in the utmost consternation. Word was brought that a great company of tinners, made drunk on purpose, were coming to do terrible things so that abundance of people went away. I preached to the rest on ' Love your enemies.' By 1774 we read * the glorious congregation was assembled at five in the amphitheatre at Gwennap.' Next year we find this : ' At five in the evening in the amphitheatre at Gwennap. I think this is the most magnificent spectacle which is to be seen on this side heaven. And no music is to be heard upon earth comparable to the sound of many thou- sand voices when they are all harmoniously joined together singing " praises to God and the Lamb." Four-and-twenty thousand were present, frequently, at that spot. And yet all, I was informed, could hear distinctly in the fair, calm evening.' Again : ( I think this is my ne plus ultra. I shall scarce see a larger congregation till we meet in the air.' We are thus introduced to the very spot where Henry Martyn was born : ' About noon I preached in the piazza adjoining to the Coinage Hall in Truro. I was enabled to speak exceeding plain on " Ye are saved through faith." ' In the evening of the same day Wesley preached in the fishing village of Megavissey, * where I saw a very rare thing men swiftly increasing in substance, and yet not decreasing in holiness.' From such a land and such influences sprang the first missionary hero of the Church of England in modern 6 HENRY MARTYN times. The Martyn family had for more than a century been known locally as one of skilled miners, described by their ablest representative in recent times l as * mine agents or mine captains who filled positions of trust 1 Martin Luther had a similar origin. There is no evidence that any of them went underground, although that, if true, would justify the romance for which Martyn's first bio- grapher is responsible. His great-grandfather was Thomas Martyn, his grandfather was John Martyn of Gwennap Churchtown, and his grand-uncle was the surveyor, Thomas Martyn (1695-1751), who published the map of Cornwall described as a marvel of minute and accurate topography, due to a survey on foot for fifteen years. Mr. Jeffery quotes from some manuscript notes written by his father : John, an elder brother of Thomas Martyn, was the father of John Martyn, who was born at Gwennap Church- town, and, when young, was put as an accountant at \\Tieal Virgin Mine. He was soon made cashier to Ralph Allen Daniell, Esq., of Trelissick. Mr. Martyn held one-twenty- fourth of Wheal Unity Mine, where upwards of 3OO,ooo/. was divided. He then resided in a house opposite the Coinage Hall (now the Cornish Bank), Truro, a little below the present Market House. Here Henry Martyn was born February 18, 1781, and was sent thence to Dr. Cardew's School in 1788. The new Town Hall stands pn the site of the house. The boy bore a family name which is common in South- west England, and which was doubtless derived, in the first instance, from the great missionary monk of Celtic France, the founder of the Gallic Church, St Martin, Bishop of Tours. Born in what is now Lower Hungary, the son of The late Houy Marty* Jefioy, M.A., F.R.S., in 1883. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 7 a pagan soldier of Rome, St Martin, during his long life which nearly covered the fourth century, made an im- pression, especially on Western or Celtic Christendom, even greater than that of the Devonshire Winfrith or Boniface on Germany long after him. It was in the generation after his death, when St. Martin's glory was at its height, that the Saxon invasion of Britain led to the migration of British Christians from West and South England to Armorica, which was thence called Brittany. The inter- course between Cornwall and Britannia Minor became as close as is now the case between the Celtic districts of the United Kingdom and North America. Missionaries con- tinually passed and repassed between them. St. Corentin, consecrated Bishop of Quimper in Brittany or French Cornwall, by the hands of St Martin himself, was sent to Cornwall long before Pope Gregory despatched St Augustin to Canterbury, and became a popular Cornish saint after whom St Cury's parish is still named. On the other side, the Early British Church of Cornwall, where we still find Roman Christian inscriptions, kept up a dose fellowship with the Church in Ireland. The earliest martyrs and hermits of the Church of Cornu-Gallia were companions of St Patrick. Certainly there is no missionary saint in all the history of the Church of Christ whom, in his character, Henry Martyn so closely resembled as his namesake, the apostle of the Gallic peoples. In the pages of the bishop's bio- grapher, Sulpicius Severus, we see the same self-consecra- tion which has made the Journal of Henry Martyn a stimulus to the noblest spirits of modern Christendom ; the same fiery zeal, often so excessive as to defeat the Divine mission ; the same soldier-like obedience and 8 HENRY MARTYN humility ; the same prayerfulness without ceasing, and faith in the power of prayer; the same fearlessness in preaching truth, however disagreeable to the luxurious and vicious of the time ; and, above all on the practical side, the same winning loveableness and self-sacrifice for others which have made the story of St. Martin dividing his cloak with the beggar second only, in Mediaeval art, to the Gospel records of the Lord's own acts of tender grace and Divine self-emptying. As we trace, step by step, the unceasing service of Henry Martyn to men for love of his Master, we shall find a succession of modern parallels to the act of St. Martin, who, when a lad of eighteen with his regiment at Amiens, himself moneyless, answered the appeal of a beggar, shivering at the city gates in a cruel winter, by drawing his dagger, dividing his military cloak, and giving half of it to the naked man. If the legend continues to run, that the boy saw in a dream Christ Himself in the half-cloak saying to the attendant angels, ' Martin, still a catechumen, has clothed Me with this garment,' and forth- with sought baptism that is only a form of the same spirit which, from the days of Paul to our own, finds inspiration in the thought that we are compassed about by a great cloud of witnesses. Henry Martyn was baptised in the old church of St. Mary, now part of the unfinished cathedral. He was the third of four children. The eldest, a half-brother, John, was born fifteen years before him. The second and fourth were his own sisters, Laura and Sally ; the former married Mr. Curgenven, nephew of the Vicar of Lamorran of that name ; the latter married a Mr. Pearson. Short-lived as Henry himself proved to be, all three died before him- To both the sisters and especially to the younger, CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 9 who proved to be to him at once sister, mother, and spiritual guide to Christ there are frequent allusions in his Journals and Letters. His mother, named Fleming, and from Ilfracombe, died in the year after his birth, having transmitted her delicate constitution to her children. It was through his father, as well as younger sister, that the higher influences were rained on Henry Martyn. In the wayward and often wilful years before the boy yielded to the power of Christ's resurrection, the father's gentleness kept him in the right way, from which any violent oppo- sition would have driven one of proud spirit. A skilled accountant and practical self-trained mathematician, the father encouraged in the boy the study of science, and early introduced -him to the great work of Newton. Valu- ing the higher education as few in England did at that time, John Martyn ever kept before the lad the prospect of a University course. Looking back on these days, and especially on his last visit home before his father's un- expected death, Henry Martyn wrote when he was eighteen years of age : The consummate selfishness and exquisite irritability of my mind were displayed in rage, malice, and envy, in pride and vain-glory and contempt of all ; in the harshest language to my sister, and even . to my father, if he hap- pened to differ from my mind and will. Oh, what an example of patience and mildness was he ! I love to think of his excellent qualities, and it is frequently the anguish of my heart that I ever could be so base and wicked as to pain him by the slightest neglect. Truro was fortunate in its grammar school ' the Eton of Cornwall ' and in the headmaster of that time, the Rev. Cornelius Cardew, D.D., whose portrait now adorns the city's io HENRY MARTYN council chamber. The visitor who seeks out the old school in Boscawen Street now finds it converted into the ware- room of an ironmonger. All around may still be seen the oak panels on which successive generations of schoolboys cut their names. A pane of glass on which Henry Martyn scratched his name, with a Greek quotation and a Hebrew word, probably on his last visit to the spot before he left England for ever, is reverently preserved in the muniment room of the corporation buildings. There also are the musty folios of the dull history and duller divinity which formed the school library of that uncritical century, but there is no means of tracing the reading of the boys. Into this once lightsome room, adorned only by a wood-carving of the galleon which formed the city arms, was the child Henry Martyn introduced at the age of seven. Dr. Clement Carlyon, who was one of his fellow-pupils, writes of him as ' a good-humoured plain little fellow, with red eyelids devoid of eyelashes.' But we know from Mrs. Sherwood, when she first met him in India where his hair, a light brown, was raised from his forehead, which was a remarkably fine one that although his features were not regular, 'the expression was so luminous, so intellectual, so affectionate, so beaming with Divine charityj as to absorb the attention of every observer.' His sensitive nature and violent passionateness when roused, at once marked him out as the victim of the older boys. In a happy moment Dr. Cardew put * little Henry Martyn ' under the care of one cf them, who became his protector, tutor, and friend, not only at school but at college, and had an influence on his spiritual as well as in- tellectual life next only to that of his father, sister, and Charles Simeon. That ' upper boy 'named Kempthorne, son of Admiral Kempthorne, of Helston delighted to recall CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 11 to his first biographer, Sargent, 'the position in which he used to sit, the thankful expression of his affectionate countenance, when he happened to be helped out of some difficulty, and a thousand other little incidents of his boyish days.' This boy-friend ' had often the happiness of rescuing him from the grasp of oppressors, and has never seen more feeling of gratitude evinced than was shown by him on those occasions.' Even at seven Henry's natural cleverness was so apparent that high expectations of his future were formed. Dr. Cardew wrote of his proficiency in the classics as ex- ceeding that of most of his school-fellows, but he was too lively and too careless to apply himself as some did who distanced him. ' He was of a lively, cheerful temper, and, as I have been told by those who sat near him, appeared to be the idlest among them, being frequently known to go up to his lesson with little or no preparation, as if he had learnt it by intuition.' The delicacy of his constitution naturally kept him from joining in the rougher games of his fellows. Such was the impression made by his progress at school that, when he was fifteen years of age, not only Dr. Cardew and his father, but many of his father's friends, urged him to compete for a vacant scholarship of Corpus Christi College, Oxford. With only a letter to the sub- rector of Exeter College, the usual Cornish College, the boy found himself in the great University city. The ex- aminers were divided in opinion as to the result, but a majority gave it in favour of one with whom Henry Martyn was almost equal. Had he become a member of that University at fifteen, with character unformed and know- ledge immature or superficial, it is not likely that Oxford would have gained what, at a riper stage, Cambridge fell 12 HENRY MARTYN heir to. His own comment, written afterwards like Augus- tine's in the Confessions, was this : ' The profligate acquain- tances I had in Oxford would have introduced me to scenes of debauchery, in which I must, in all probability, from my extreme youth, have sunk for ever.' He returned to school for two years, to extend his knowledge of the classics. He spent his leisure in shooting, and in reading travels and Lord Chesterfield's Letters. His early private Journal reflects severely on that time as spent in ' attributing to a want of taste for mathematics what ought to have been ascribed to idleness ; and having his mind in a roving, dissatisfied, restless condition, seeking his chief pleasure in reading and human praise.' In this spirit he began residence in St. John's College, Cambridge, in the month of October 1797, as a pen- sioner or unassisted student. To that University he was attracted by Kempthorne, who had been his protector at school, and had just distinguished himself at St. John's, coming out Senior Wrangler. Alike from the idleness to which he was tempted by other fellow-students who were new to him, and from the variety of study with no other motive than to win glory of men, his friend gradually weaned his fickle and impulsive genius. But for two years he halted between two opinions. He was ever restless because ever dissatisfied with himself, and his want of inward peace only increased the natural irritability of his temper. He indulged in bursts of passion on slight provocation, and sometimes on none at all, save that of an uneasy conscience. Like Clive about the same age, Henry Martyn on one occasion hurled a knife at his friend, Cotterill, who just escaped, leaving it quivering in the panel of the dining-hall. The father and younger sister at CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 15 home prayerfully watched over him, and by letter sought to guide him. On his periodical visits to Truro he was able at least to report success in his examinations, and at the close of 1799 he came out first, to his father's delight. The providence of God had made all things ready for the completion of His eighteen years' work in the convictions and character of Henry Martyn, on his return to college. To him, at the opening of the new century, all things became new. Cambridge, first of all, had received unconsciously to its leading men for a time that new spirit which has ever since identified its University with the aggressive missionary philanthropy of the nineteenth century. For nearly the whole period of Martyn's life, up to that time, Charles Simeon, the Eton boy, Fellow of King's College, and Christian gentleman, who had sought the position only that he might preach Christ after the manner of St. Paul, had, from the pulpit of Trinity Church, been silently trans- forming academic life. He had become the trusted agent of Charles Grant and George Udny, the Bengal civilians who were ready to establish an eight-fold mission in Bengal as soon as he could send out the men. Failing to find these, he had brought about the foundation of the Church Missionary Society on April 12, 1799. Some years before that, Charles Grant exchanged his seat in the Bengal council for one of the ' chairs ' of the Court of Directors. He became their chairman, and it was to Simeon that he turned for East India chaplains. Cambridge, even more than London itself, had become the centre of the spiritual life of the Church of England. First among the fellow-students of Henry Martyn, though soon to leave for India when he entered it, was his 16 HENRY MARTYN future friend, Claudius Buchanan, B.A. of 1796 and Fellow of Queen's Collegej of which Isaac Milner was president. Magdalene College which had sent David Brown to Cal- cutta in 1786, to prepare the way for the other four, who are for ever memorable as ( the Five Chaplains' had among its students of the same standing as Martyn, Charles Grant's two distinguished sons, of whom one became Lord Glenelg and a cabinet minister, and the younger, Robert, was afterwards Governor of Bombay, the still valued hymnologist, and the warm friend of Dr. John Wilson. Thomason seven years older than Martyn, and induced afterwards, by his example, to become a Bengal chaplain was Simeon's curate and substitute in the closing years of the last century, when to Mr. Thornton of Clapham, who had warned him against preaching five sermons a week, as casting the net too often to allow time to mend it, he drew this picture of college life : * There are reasons for fearing the mathematical religion which so prevails here. Here, also, is everything that can contribute to the ease and comfort of life. Whatever pampers the appetite and administers fuel to sloth and indolence is to be found in abundance. Nothing is left to want or desire. Here is the danger ; this is the horrible precipice.' Corrie and Dealtry, also of the Five Chaplains, and afterwards first and second Bishops of Madras, were of Martyn's Cam- bridge time, the latter graduating before, and the former just after, him. Hardly had Henry Martyn returned to college in January 1800 when he received from his half-brother news of the death of their father, whom he had just before left 1 in great health and spirits.' The first result was * conster- nation,' and then, as he told his sister, CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 17 I was extremely low-spirited, and, like most people, began to consider seriously, without any particular de- termination, that invisible world to which he had gone and to which I must one day go. As I had no taste at this time for my usual studies, I took up my Bible. Nevertheless I often took up other books to engage my attention, and should have continued to do so had not Kempthorne advised me to make this time an occasion of serious reflection. I began with the Acts, as being the most amusing, and when I was entertained with the narrative I found myself insensibly led to inquire more attentively into the doctrines of the Apostles. ... On the first night after, I began to pray from a precomposed form, in which I thanked God in general for having sent Christ into the world. But though I prayed for pardon I had little sense of my own sinfulness ; nevertheless, I began to consider myself a religious man. The college chapel service at once had a new meaning for the student whom death had shaken and the Book of the Acts of the Apostles had awakened. * The first time after this that I went to chapel I saw, with some degree of surprise at my former inattention, that in the Magnificat there was a great degree of joy expressed at the coming of Christ, which I thought but reasonable.' His friend then lent him Doddridge's Rise and Progress of Religion in the Soul, but, because the first part of that book ' appeared to make religion consist too much in humiliation, and my proud and wicked heart would not bear to be brought down into the dust,' he could not bear to read it. ' Soon, however,' as he afterwards told his sister, who had prayed for this very thing all her life, as Monica had agonised for Augustine, ' I began to attend more diligently to the words of our Saviour in the New Testament, and to devour them with !g HENRY MARTYN delight. When the offers of mercy and forgiveness were made so freely, I supplicated to be made partaker of the covenant of grace with eagerness and hope, and thanks be to the ever-blessed Trinity for not leaving me without comfort.' The doctrines of the Apostles, based on the narrative of the Acts, and confirming the teaching of the family in early youth, were seen to be in accord with the words of the Master, and thus Henry Martyn started on the Christian life an evangelical of the Evangelicals. In the preaching and the personal friendship of the minister of Trinity Church he found sympathetic guidance, and so 1 gradually acquired more knowledge in divine things.' All the hitherto irregular impulses of his fervent Celtic nature received the baptism of the Holy Spirit, and became centred in the living, reigning, personal Christ. All the restless longings of his soul and his senses found their satisfaction for ever in the service of Him who had said ' He that loveth his life shall lose it. If any man serve Me, let him follow Me, and where I am there shall also My servant be.' All the pride of his genius, his intellectual am- bition, and his love of praise became purged by the determi- nation thenceforth to know nothing save the Crucified One. His first temptation and test of honest fitness for such service was found in the examination for degrees, and especially for the greatest honour of all, that of Senior Wrangler. If we place his conversion to Christ at the close of his nineteenth year, we find that the whole of his twentieth was spent in the necessary preparation for the competition, and in the accompanying spiritual struggles. It is not surprising that, when looking back on that year from higher experiences, he should be severe in his self- examination. But the path of duty clearly lay in hard CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 19 and constant study, and not alone in religious meditation. It was not surprising that the experienced convert should afterwards pronounce the former worldly, and lament that 'the intenseness with which I pursued my studies ' prevented his growth in contrition, and in a knowledge of the excel- lency of Christ. But so severe a judge as his friend and fellow-student John Sargent, who knew all the facts, and became not less saintly than himself, declares that there was no reason, save his own humility, for his suspecting a want of vitality at least in his spiritual life in this critical year. His new-found life in Christ, and delight in the Bible, reacted on his whole nature, elevating it to that degree of spontaneous energy free from all self-consciousness which is the surest condition, divine and human, of success. He himself used to tell how, when he entered the Senate House, the text of a sermon he had recently heard quieted his spirit : ' Seekest thou great things for thyself ? Seek them not, saith the Lord.' Henry Martyn was not fully twenty years of age when, in January 1801, he came out Senior Wrangler and first Smith's (mathematical) Prizeman. His year was one of the most brilliant in the recent history of the University. Woodall of Pembroke was second. Robert Grant was third, and Charles Grant (Lord Glenelg) fourth Wrangler. They distanced him in classics, once his strongest point. But the boy who entered college believing that geometry was to be learned by committing Euclid l to memory had 1 Rev. Henry Bailey, D.D., Canon of Canterbury, supplies us with this story from the lips of the late Rev. T. H. Shepherd, who was the last surviving Canon of the Collegiate Church in Southwell : 'Henry Martyn had just entered the College as a Freshman under the Rev. Mr. Catton. I was the year above him, i.e. second year man ; and Mr. Catton sent for me to his rooms, telling me of Martyn, as a quiet youth, with C 3 2 o HENRY MARTYN given the whole strength of his powers during three years to the college examinations, so as to please his father and win the applause of his fellows. Until recently it was possible for a student to enter the University igno- rant of mathematics, and to come out Senior Wrangler, as the late Professor Kelland used to tell his Edinburgh class. Such was the reverence for Newton that the Leibnizian methods were not recognised in the University studies till the reform of the Cambridge course was intro- duced by Dean Peacock and his contemporaries. In those earlier days, Dr. Carlyon, 1 who had been one of his school-fellows, tells us high Wranglers won their places by correct book-work rapidly produced in oral examination from four set treatises by Wood and Vince, on optics, mechanics, hydrostatics, and astronomy ; problem papers were answered by the best men. Martyn's grand-nephew, himself a distinguished mathematician, remarks that he sprang from a family of calculators, and so had the patience and taste necessary for mathematical attainments. There is no evidence that he pursued science even at Cambridge except as a tutor ; he does not appear to have been a mathematical examiner even in his own college. some knowledge of classics, but utterly unable as it seemed to make anything of even the First Proposition of Euclid, and desiring me to have him into my rooms, and see what I could do for him in this matter. Accordingly, we spent some time together, but all my efforts appeared to be in vain ; and Martyn, in sheer despair, was about to make his way to the coach office, and take his place the following day back to Truro, his native town. I urged him not to be so precipitate, but to come to me the next day, and have another trial with Euclid. After some time light seemed suddenly to flash upon his mind, with clear comprehension of the hitherto dark problem, and he threw up his cap for joy at his Eureka. The Second Proposition was soon taken, and with perfect success; but in truth his progress was such and so rapid, that he distanced every one in his year, and, as everyone knows, became Senior Wrangler.' ' Early Years and Late Reflections, vol. iii. p. 5. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 21 The truth is seen in his own comment on a success which at once won for him admiration and deference in circles that could not appreciate the lofty Christian aims of his life : ' I obtained my highest wishes, but was surprised to find that I had grasped a shadow.' He was called to other service, and for that he brought his University triumph with him to the feet of Christ. He was too cultured, however, to despise learning or academic reputation, for they might be made weapons for the Master's use, and we shall find him wielding both alike in home and foreign missions. His genius and learning found expression in the study, the translation, and the unceasing application to the consciences of men, of the Word of God. His early love of the classics of Greece and Rome prevailed over his later mathematical studies to make him an ardent philologist, with the promise, had he lived, of becoming an Orientalist of the type of Sir William Jones. If he was known in his college as ' the man who had not lost an hour ' when University honours alone were his object, how much would not his unresting perseverance have accom- plished, when directed by the highest of all motives, had he been spared to the age of William Carey or John Wilson ? The time had come for the brilliant student to decide on his profession. The same ambition which had stimu- ated him to his college successes, had led him to resolve on studying the law, as the most lucrative. ' I could not con- sent to be poor for Christ's sake,' was his own language at a later period. But Christ Himself had changed all that, as effectually as when the young lawyer Saul was stricken down after the martyr testimony of Stephen. The year 1 80 1 was to him one of comparative solitude, both in 22 HENRY MARTYN Cornwall and at the University, where he cultivated the fruitful grace of meditation, learning to know and to master himself, as he came to know more and more intimately, and to submit himself to, Christ Jesus. He was admitted to the inner circle of Simeon's friends, and to unreserved intercourse with men of his own age who had come to Christ before him. Especially was he drawn to John Sargent, one year his senior, who was about to leave the University for the Temple, that he might by the study of law prepare himself to administer worthily the family estate to which he was to succeed. His son-in-law, the late Bishop S. Wilberforce, has left us a charming picture 1 of this saintly man, of whom Martyn wrote, even at college, ' Sargent seems to be outstripping us all.' While Simeon ever, by his counsels and his example, impressed on the choice youth whom he gathered around him the attractive- ness of the Christian ministry, 2 Sargent bewailed that only a painful sense of duty to others kept him from it, and in a few years he succeeded in entering its consecrated ranks. Among such friends, and with his own heart growing in the experience of the power of the Holy Spirit, Henry Martyn was constrained, notwithstanding his new humble- ness of mind, to hear and obey the divine call. He who had received such mercy must tell it abroad ; he who had known such love must bring others to share the sweetness. Hence he writes to his sister : When we consider the misery and darkness of the unregenerate world, oh ! with how much reason shall we burst out into thanksgiving to God, who has called us in His mercy through Christ Jesus ! What are we, that we 1 Introduction to Journals and Letters of Henry Martyn, 1837. 2 See the delightful Charles Simeon, by H. C. G. Moule, M.A. (1892), published since this was written. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 23 should thus be made objects of distinguishing grace ! Who, then, that reflects upon the rock from which he was hewn, but must rejoice to give himself entirely and with- out reserve to God, to be sanctified by His Spirit. The soul that has truly experienced the love of God, will not stay meanly inquiring how much he shall do, and thus limit his service, but will be earnestly seeking more and more to know the will of our Heavenly Father, and that he may be enabled to do it. Oh, may we both be thus minded ! may we experience Christ to be our all in all, not only as our Redeemer, but also as the fountain of grace. Those passages of the Word of God which you have quoted on this head, are indeed awakening ; may they teach us to breathe after holiness, to be more and more dead to the world, and alive unto God, through Jesus Christ. We are as lights in the world ; how needful then that our tempers and lives should manifest our high and heavenly calling ! Let us, as we do, provoke one another to good works, not doubting that God will bless our feeble endeavours to His glory. The next year, 1802, saw Martyn Fellow of his College and the winner of the first University prize for a Latin essay, open to those who had just taken the Bachelor of Arts degree. It ended in his determination to offer himself to the Church Missionary Society. He had no sooner resolved to be a minister of Christ than he began such home mission work as lay to his hands among his fellow members of the University, and in the city where, at a recent period, one who closely resembled him in some points, Ion Keith-Falconer, laboured. When ministering to a dying man he found that the daughters had removed to another house, where they were cheerful, and one of the students was reading a play to them. ' A play ! when their father was lying in the agonies of death ! What a species 24 HENRY MARTYN of consolation ! I rebuked him so sharply, and, I am afraid, so intemperately, that a quarrel will perhaps ensue.' This is the first of those cases in which the impulsively faithful Christian, testifying for his Master, often roused hatred to himself. But the student afterwards thanked him for his words, became a new man, and went out to India, where he laboured for a time by his side. After a summer tour during which he walked to Liverpool, and then through Wales, ascending Snowdon Henry Martyn found himself in the old home in Truro, then occupied by his brother. From the noise of a large family he moved to Woodbury : ' With my brother-in-law l I passed some of the sweetest moments in my life. The deep solitude of the place favoured meditation ; and the romantic scenery around supplied great external sources of pleasure.' Along the beautiful coast of Cornwall and Devon there is no spot more beautiful than Woodbury. It is henceforth sacred as Moulton in Carey's life, and St. Andrews in Alexander Duff's, for there Henry Martyn wrestled out his deliberate dedication to the service of Christ in India and Persia. The Fal river is there just beginning to open out into the lovely estuary which, down almost to Falmouth town and Carrick Road, between Pendennis and St. Mawes, is clothed on either side with umbrageous woods. On the left shore, after leaving the point from which is the best view of Truro and its cathedral, now known as the Queen's View, there is Malpas, and further on are the sylvan glories of Tregothnan. On the right shore, sloping down to the ever-moving tide, are the oaks, ilexes, and firs which inclose Woodbury, recently rebuilt. There the Cambridge scholar of twenty-one roamed and read his Bible (especially Isaiah) ; 1 Rev. Mr. Curgenven, curate of Kenwyn and Kea. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 25 ' and from this I derived great spirituality of mind com- pared with what I had known before.' He returned to Cambridge and its tutorial duties, ready to become Simeon's curate, and ultimately to go abroad when the definite call should come. In the first conversation which he had with him, Simeon, who had been reading the last number of the Periodical Accounts from Serampore, drew attention to the results of William Carey's work, in the first nine years of his pioneering, as showing what a single missionary could accomplish. From this time, in his letters and journals, we find all his thoughts and reading, when alone, revolving around the call to the East. , January 12 to 19. Reading Lowth on Isaiah- Acts and abridged Bishop Hopkins' first sermon on Regeneration. On the iQth called on Simeon, from whom I found that I was to go to the East Indies, not as a missionary, but in some superior capacity ; to be stationed at Calcutta, or possibly at Ceylon. This prospect of this world's happiness gave me rather pain than pleasure, which convinced me that I had before been running away from the world, rather than overcoming it. During the whole course of the day, I was more worldly than for some time past, unsettled and dissatisfied. In conversation, therefore, I found great levity, pride, and bitterness. What a sink of corruption is this heart, and yet I can go on from day to day in self-seeking and self-pleasing ! Lord, shew me myself; nothing but ' wounds and bruises, and putrefying sores,' and teach me to live by faith on Christ my all. St. John's, January 17, 1803. My dear Sargent, G. and H. seem to disapprove of my project much ; and on this account I have been rather discouraged of late, though not in any degree con- vinced. It would be more satisfactory to go out with the 26 HENRY MARTYN full approbation of my friends, but it is in vain to attempt to please man. In doubtful cases, we are to use the opinions of others no further than as means of directing our own judgment. My sister has also objected to it, on the score of my deficiency in that deep and solid experience necessary in a missionary. February 4. Read Lowth in the afternoon, till I was quite tired. Endeavoured to think of Job xiv. 14, and to have solemn thoughts of death, but could not find them before my pupil came, to whom I explained justification by faith, as he had ridiculed Methodism. But talk upon what I will, or with whom I will, conversation leaves me ruffled and discomposed. From what does this arise ? From a want of the sense of God's presence when I am with others. February 6. Read the Scriptures, between breakfast and church, in a very wandering and unsettled manner, and in my walk was very weak in desires after God. As I found myself about the middle of the day full of pride and formality, I found some relief in prayer. Sat with H. and D. after dinner, till three, but though silent, was destitute of humility. Read some of S. Pearce's l life, and was much interested by his account of the workings of his mind on the subject of his mission. Saw reason to be thankful that I had no such tender ties to confine me at home, as he seemed to have ; and to be amazed at myself, in not making it a more frequent object of reflection, and yet to praise God for calling me to minister in the glorious work of the conversion of the Gentiles. March 27. The lectures in chemistry and anatomy I was much engaged with, without receiving much instruction. A violent cold and cough led me to prepare myself for an inquiry into my views of death. I was enabled to rest composed on the Rock of Ages. Oh, what mercy shewn to the chief of sinners. 1 William Carey's most intimate friend. See p. 46 of Life of William Carey, D.D.^ 2nd ed. (John Murray). CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 27 April 22. Was ashamed to confess to that I was to be Mr. Simeon's curate, a despicable fear of man from which I vainly thought myself free. He, however, asked me if I was not to be, and so I was obliged to tell him. Jer. i. 17. May 8. Expressed myself contemptuously of- , who preached at St. Mary's. Such manifestations of arrogance which embody, as it were, my inward pride, wound my spirit inexpressibly, not to contrition, but to a sullen sense of guilt. Read Second Epistle to Timothy. I prayed with some earnestness. June 13 to 24. Passed in tolerable comfort upon the whole ; though I could on no day say my walk had been close with God. Read Sir G. Staunton's Embassy to China, and was convinced of the propriety of being sent thither. But I have still the spirit of worldly men when I read worldly books. I felt more curiosity about the man- ners of this people than love and pity towards their souls. St. John's, June 30, 1803. Dear Sargent, May you, as long as you shall give me your acquaintance, direct me to the casting down of all high imaginations. Possibly it may be a cross to you to tell me or any one of his faults. But should I be at last a castaway, or at least dishonour Christ through some sin, which for want of faithful admonition remained unmorti- fied, how bitter would be your reflections ! I conjure you, therefore, my dear friend, as you value the good of the souls to whom I am to preach, and my own eternal interests, that you tell me what you think to be, in my life, spirit, or temper, not according to the will of God my Saviour. D. has heard about a religious young man of seventeen, who wants to come to College, but has only 2O/. a year. He is very clever, and from the perusal of some poems which he has published, I am much interested about him. His name is H. K. White. 28 HENRY MARTYN July 17. Rose at half-past five, and walked a little before chapel in happy frame of mind ; but the sunshine was presently overcast by my carelessly neglecting to speak for the good of two men, when I had an opportunity. The pain was, moreover, increased by the prospect of the incessant watchfulness for opportunities I should use ; never- theless, resolved that I would do so through grace. The dreadful act of disobeying God, and the baseness of being unwilling to incur the contempt of men, for the sake of the Lord Jesus, who had done so much for me, and the cruelty of not longing to save souls, were the considerations that pressed on my mind. July 1 8 to 30. Gained no ground in all this time; stayed a few days at Shelford, but was much distracted and unsettled for want of solitude. Felt the passion of envy rankle in my bosom on a certain occasion. Seldom enjoyed peace, but was much under the power of corruption. Read Bu tier's Analogy ; Jon. Edwards On the Affections ; in great hopes that this book will be of essential use to me. September 10. Was most deeply affected with reading the account of the apostasy of Lewis and Broomhall, in the transactions of the Missionary Society. When I first came to the account of the awful death of the former, I cannot describe the sense I had of the reality of religion, that there is a God who testifies His hatred of sin ; ' my flesh trembled for fear of His judgments.' Afterwards, coming to the account of Broomhall's sudden turn to Deism, I could not help even bursting into tears of anxiety and terror at my own extreme danger ; because I have often thought, that if I ever should make shipwreck, it would be on the rocks of sensuality or infidelity. The hollowness of Broomhall's arguments was so apparent, that I could only attribute his fall to the neglect of inquiring after the rational foundation of his faith. September 12. Read some of the minor prophets, and Greek Testament, a,nd the number of the Missionary CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 29 Transactions. H. drank tea with me in the evening. I read some of the missionary accounts. The account of their sufferings and diligence could not but tend to lower my notions of myself. I was almost ashamed at my having such comforts about me, and at my own unprofitableness. September 13. Received a letter from my sister, in which she expressed her opinion of my unfitness for the work of a missionary. My want of Christian experience filled me with many disquieting doubts, and this thought troubled me among many others, as it has often done : ' I am not only not so holy as I ought, but I do not strive to have my soul wrought up to the highest pitch of devotion every moment.' September 17. Read Dr. Vanderkemp's mission to Kaf- raria. What a man ! In heaven I shall think myself well off, if I obtain but the lowest seat among such, though now I am fond of giving myself a high one. St. John's, September 29, 1803. How long it seems since I heard from you, my dear Sargent. My studies during the last three months have been Hebrew, Greek Testament, Jon. Edwards On Original Sin, and On the Affections, and Bishop Hopkins, your favourite and mine. Never did I read such energetic lan- guage, such powerful appeals to the conscience. Somehow or other he is able to excite most constant interest, say what he will. I have been lately reading the first volume of the Reports of the Missionary Society, who sent out so many to Otaheite and the southern parts of Africa. You would find the account of Dr. Vanderkemp's mission into Kafraria infinitely entertaining. It appeared so much so to me, that I could read nothing else while it lasted. Respect- ing my own concerns in this way, no material change has taken place, either externally or internally, except that my sister thinks me unqualified, through want of religious experience, and that I find greater pleasure at the pros pect 3 o HENRY MARTYN of it. I am conscious, however, of viewing things too much on the bright side, and think more readily of the happiness of seeing the desert rejoice and blossom as the rose, than of pain, and fatigue, and crosses, and disappointments. How- ever it shall be determined for me, it is my duty to crush the risings of self-will, so as to be cheerfully prepared to go or stay. October I. In the afternoon read in Law's Serious Call, the chapter on ' Resignation,' and prayed for it, according to his direction. I rather think a regular distribution of the day for prayer, to obtain the three great graces of humility, love, and resignation, would be far the best way to grow in them. The music at chapel led my thoughts to heaven, and I went cheerfully to Mrs. S. H. drank tea with me afterwards. As there was in the Christian Observe? something of my own, the first which ever appeared in print, I felt myself going off to vanity and levity. October 9. Rose at six, which is earlier than of late, and passed the whole morning in great tranquillity. I prayed to be sent out to China, and rejoiced in the prospect of the glorious day when Christ shall be glorified on earth. At chapel the music of the chant and anthem seemed to be in my ears as the sounds of heaven, particularly the anthem, i Chron. xxix. 10. But these joys, alas ! partake much of the flesh in their transitory nature. At chapel I wished to return to my rooms to read the song of Moses the servant of God, &c. in the Revelation, but when I came to it I found little pleasure. The sound of the music had ceased, and with it my joy, and nothing remained but evil temper, darkness, and unbelief. All this time I had forgotten what it is to be a poor humble soul. I had floated off the Rock of Ages into the deep, where I was beginning to sink, had not the Saviour stretched out His hand, and said to me, 'It is I ! ' Let me never be cheated out of my dependence on Him, nor ever forget my need of Him. October 12. Reading Paley's Evidences. Had my pride CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 33 deeply wounded to-day, and perceived that I was far from humility. Great bitterness and dislike arose in my mind against the man who had been the unconscious cause of it. Oh, may I learn daily my hidden evils, and loathe myself for my secret abominations ! Prayed for the man, and found my affections return. October 19. I wished to have made my approaching ordination to the ministry a more leading object of my prayers. For two or three days I have been reading some of St. Augustine's Meditations, and was delighted with the hope of enjoying such communion with God as this holy man. Blessed be God ! nothing prevents, no earthly busi- ness, no earthly love can rightfully intrude to claim my thoughts, for I have professedly resigned them all. My mind still continues in a joyous and happy state, though at intervals, through want of humility, my confidence seems vain. October 20. This morning was almost all lost, by friends coming in. At noon I read the fortieth chapter of Isaiah. Amidst the bustle of common life, how frequently has my heart been refreshed by the descriptions of the future glory of the Church, and the happiness of man hereafter ! November 13. I longed to draw very near to God, to pray Him that He would give me the Spirit of wisdom and revelation. I thought of David Brainerd, and ardently desired his devotedness to God and holy breathings of soul. When a Fellow of St. John's, Henry Martyn occupied the three rooms in the highest storey of E block, entered from the right-hand corner of the Second Court before passing through the gateway into the Third Court. The Court is that pronounced by Ruskin the finest in the University, because of the beautiful plum-red hue of the old brick, going back to 1595, and the perfect architecture. From the same stair the fine College Library is entered. D 34 HENR\ MARTYA The low roof was formed of reed, instead of lath, and plaster, down to a very recent date. On one occasion, while the outer roof was being repaired, the foot of a workman suddenly pushed through the frail inner ceiling above the study table, an incident which has enabled their present occupant 1 to identify the rooms. Here Martyn studied, and taught, and* prayed, while hour after hour and quarter after quarter, from the spire of St. Clement's on the one side, and the tower of Trinity College on the other, the flight of time was chimed forth. When, a generation after, Alexander Duff visited Charles Simeon and his successor, Carus, and expressed surprise that so few Cambridge men had, by 1836, given themselves to foreign missions, Carus pointed to the exquisite beauty of the Cam, as it winds between Trinity and St. John's, as one explanation of the fact. Both forgot Henry Martyn, whose Cornish tempera- ment was most susceptible to the seductive influence, and whose academic triumphs might have made the ideal life of a Fellow of St. John's an overpowering temptation. As we stand in these hallowed rooms, or wander through the four courts, and in the perfect gardens, or recall the low chapel which has given place to Sir Gilbert Scott's, with a frescoed figure of Henry Martyn on its roof we can realise the power of the motive that sent him forth to Dinapore and Cawnpore, Shiraz and Tokat. Samuel Pearce the ' seraphic ' preacher of Birmingham, whom a weak body, like Martyn's, alone prevented from joining his beloved Carey at Serampore ; Vanderkemp, the Dutch physician, who had given up all for the good of the Kafirs, and whom he was soon to see in the midst of his converts ; David Brainerd, also like himself in the shortness 1 Rev. A. Caldecott, M.A., Fellow and Dean of St. John's College. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 35 and saintliness of his career ; the transactions of the London Missionary Society ; the latest works on the East ; and the experimental divinity of Augustine, Jonathan Edwards, and Law, with the writings of Bishops Butler and Hopkins, and Dr. Paley these were the men and the books he used to train his spirit for the work of the ministry abroad, when he had fed it with the words -of Jesus Christ, Isaiah, and Paul. He thus describes his examination for Deacon's orders, and his ordination by the Bishop of Ely on the title of his Fellowship, after which he became Mr. Simeon's curate, and took charge of the neighbouring small parish of Lolworth. 1803, October 22. Went in a gig to Ely with B. Having had no time for morning prayer, my conversation was poor. At chapel, I felt great shame at having come so confidently to offer myself for the ministry of the Lord Jesus Christ, with so much ignorance and unholiness, and I thought it would be but just if I were sent off with ignominy. Dr. M., the examining chaplain, set me to construe the eleventh chapter of Matthew : Grotius : To turn the first article into Latin : To prove the being of a God, His infinite power and goodness : To give the evidence of Christianity to Jews and heathens : To shew the importance of the miracle of the resurrection of Christ. He asked an account, also, of the Pharisees, Sadducees, and Scribes, the places of the worship amongst the Jews, &c. After leaving the palace I was in very low spirits. I had now nothing to think of but the weight and difficulty of the work which lay before me, which never appeared so great at a distance. At dinner the conversation was frivolous. After tea I was left alone with one of the deacons, to whom I talked seriously, and desired him to read the Ordination Service, at which he was much affected. Retired to my room early, and besought God to give me a right and affecting sense of things. I seemed to D 2 36 HENRY MARTYN pray a long time in vain, so dark and distracted was my mind. At length I began to feel the shameful and cruel neglect and unconcern for the honour of God, and the souls of my brethren, in having trifled with men whom I feared were about to ' lie to the Holy Ghost.' So I went to them again, resolving to lay hold on any opportunity, but found none to do anything effectually. Went to bed with a painful sense of my hardness of heart and unsuitable preparation for the ministry. October '23. Rose early, and prayed, not without distrac- tion. I then walked, but could not acquire a right and happy sense of God's mercy in calling me to the ministry ; but was melancholy at the labours that awaited me. On returning, I met one of the deacons, to whom I spoke on the solemn occasion, but he seemed incapable of entertain- ing a serious thought. At half-past ten we went to the cathedral. During the ordination and sacramental services I sought in vain for a humble heavenly mind. The out- ward show which tended to inspire solemnity, affected me more than the faith of Christ's presence, giving me the commission to preach the gospel. May I have grace to fulfil those promises I made before God and the people! After dinner, walked with great rapidity to Cambridge. I went straight to Trinity Church, where my old vanities assailed my soul. How monstrous and horrible did they appear in me, now that I was a minister of holy things ! I could scarcely believe that so sacred an office should be held by one who had such a heart within. B. sat with me in the evening, but I was not humbled ; for I had not been near to God to obtain the grace of contrition. On going to prayer at night, I was seized with a most violent sickness. In the pain and disorder of my body, I could but commend myself faintly to God's mercy in Jesus Christ. October 24 to 29. Busily employed in writing a sermon, and from the slow advances I made in it, was in general TRINITY CHURCH IN 1803. CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 39 very melancholy. I read on the Thursday night for the first time in Trinity Church. October 30. Rose with a heavy heart, and my head empty, from having read so little of the Scriptures this last week. After church, sat with two hours con versing about the missionary plan. He considered my ideas on the subject to be enthusiastic, and told me that I had neither strength of body nor mind for the work. This latter defect I did not at all like ; it was galling to the pride of my heart, and I went to bed hurt ; yet thankful to God for sending me one who would tell me the truth. December 3. Employed all day in writing sermon. The incessant employment of my thoughts about the necessary business of my life, parishes, pupils, sermons, sick, &c., leave far too little time for my private meditations ; so that I know little of God and my soul. Resolved I would gain some hours from my usual sleep, if there were no other way ; but failed this morning in consequence of sitting up so late. December 4. Called at two or three of the parishioners' houses, and found them universally in the most profound state of ignorance and stupidity. On my road home could not perceive that men who have any little knowledge should have anything to do but instruct their wretched fellow- creatures. The pursuits of science, and all the vain and glittering employments of men, seemed a cruel withholding from their perishing brethren of that time and exertion which might save their souls. December 22. Married . How satisfactory is it to administer the ordinance of matrimony, where the couple are pious ! I felt thankful that I was delivered from all desires of the comforts of the married life. With the most desirable partner, and every prospect of happiness, I would prefer a single life, in which there are so much greater opportunities for heavenly-minded ness. 40 HENRY MARTYN When appointed classical examiner of his college at this time, he jealously examined himself : Did I delight in reading of the retreat of the ten thousand Greeks ; and shall not my soul glory in the knowledge of God, who created the Greeks, and the vast countries over which they passed ! I examined in Butler's Analogy and in Xenophon : how much pride and ostenta- tious display of learning was visible in my conduct how that detestable spirit follows me, whatever I do ! He opened the year 1804, after preaching in Trinity Church, and visiting two men whom he exhorted to think on their ways, with a review of his new-found life. Nevertheless, I judge that I have grown in grace in the course of the last year ; for the bent of my desires is towards God more than when I thought I was going out as a missionary, though vastly less than I expected it would have been by this time. This year he received into his fellowship the young poet, Henry Kirke White, whom Wilberforce had, at Simeon's request, sent to St. John's. Southey declares that Chatterton is the only youthful poet whom Kirke White does not leave far behind him. ' The Star of Bethlehem ' is certainly a hymn that will live. The sickly youth followed close in Martyn's steps, becoming the first man of his year, but the effort carried him off almost before his friend reached India. Had Martyn been of canonical age for ordination at the close of 1803, there can be little doubt that he would at once have been sent out by the Church Missionary Society, which could find only German Lutherans as its agents abroad, until 1813, when another Fellow of St. John's, and a Wrangler, the Rev. William Jowett, offered his services, CORNWALL AND CAMBRIDGE, 1781-1803 41 and was stationed at Malta. But when ordained he lost the little that he had inherited from his father, and saw his younger sister also without resources. There was a tradition in the family of his half-brother John, that Henry and his sisters litigated with him, and farther lessened the patrimon}'. However that may have been, while in India Henry set apart the proceeds of his Fellowship at St. John's for the maintenance of his brother's family, and bequeathed all he had to his children. Mr. H. Thornton, of Clapham, was executor, and duly carried out his instructions, starting the nephews in life. Another incident at this time fore- shadows the self-denial of his Indian career. By opening the door of his room suddenly he had disfigured the face of his Cambridge landlady, whose husband was a clergy- man. He left to her the interest of i,ooo/. as an amend, and she enjoyed this annuity through a very long life. The Senior Wrangler was not allowed to preach in the church where he had been baptised, nor in any church of his native county, save in his brother-in-law's. On August 8, 1 804, he thus wrote to his friend ' R. Boys, Esq., Bene't Coll, Cambridge,' after preaching at Plymouth for his cousin : The following Sunday it was not permitted me to occupy the pulpit of my native town, but in a neighbouring church I was allowed to testify the Gospel of the grace of God. But that one sermon was enough. The clergy seem to have united to exclude me from their churches, so that I must now be contented with my brother-in-law's two little churches about five miles from Truro. The objection is that ' Mr. Martyn is a Calvinist preacher in the dissenting way, &c.' My old schoolmaster, who has always hitherto been proud of his pupil, has offered his services for any time to a curate near this place, rather than, as he said, he should apply to me for assistance. 42 HENRY MARTYN It is interesting to remember, remarks Mr. Moule, who has published this letter for the first time, that ' always now, as the anniversary of Martyn's death recurs, a sermon is preached in the cathedral of Truro, in which the great work of Missions is set forth, and his illustrious share in it commemorated.' As confidential adviser of Charles Grant in the Court of Directors, in the appointment of chaplains, Simeon always sought to attract the best of his curates to that career, and it would appear from the Journal that so early as the beginning of 1803 he had hinted at this to Martyn. Now the way was plain. Martyn could no longer support himself as one of those volunteer missionaries whose services the two great missionary societies of the Church of England have always been happy to enjoy, nor could he relieve his sister out of the subsistence allowance of a missionary. Mr. Grant's offer of a Bengal chaplaincy seemed to come to him as the solution. But a new element had entered into his life, second only to his spiritual loyalty. He had learned to love Lydia Grenfell. 43 CHAPTER II LYDIA GRENFELL TWENTY-SIX miles south-west of Truro ,and now the last railway station before Penzance is reached for the Land's End, is Marazion, the oldest, the warmest, and long the dullest, of English towns. This was the home of Lydia Grenfell ; this was the scene of Henry Martyn's wooing. Running out from the town is a natural causeway, un- covered at low tide, and leading to the most romantic spot on a romantic coast the granite rock known to the Greek geographers as Ictis, and to English legend and history as St. Michael's Mount. Here it was that Jack slew the giant, Cormoran ; here that the Phoenician, and possibly Israelite, traffickers found the harbour, and in the town the market, where they bought their copper and their tin ; here that St. Michael appeared, as on the larger rock off Normandy, to the earliest Christian hermits, followed by the Benedic- tines ; and here that King John made a fortress which both sides in the Great Rebellion held and took alternately. Since that time, possessed by the St. Aubyn family, and open to all the world, St. Michael's Mount has been a unique retreat in which castle and chapel, cemetery and garden, unite peacefully, to link the restlessness of the nineteenth century with the hermit saintliness and angel- ophanies of the fifth. It was the last spot of English, of 44 HENRY MARTYN Cornish, ground seen by Henry Martyn, and he knew that the windows of his beloved looked upon its grassy castel- lated height. In the one ascending street of Marazion on the shore, there still stands the plain substantial Grenfell House, now boarded up and falling to ruin for want of the freehold tenure. Opposite it is the parish church, now on the site of the old chapel of ease of the neighbouring St. Hilary, which Lydia Grenfell deserted for the then warmer evan- gelical service of the little Wesleyan chapel. That is hidden in a lane, and is still the same as when she wor- shipped there, or only a little enlarged. The Grenvilles, Grenviles, or Grenfells, were long a leading family connected with Cornwall as copper-buyers and smelters. One, Pascoe Grenfell, was a Governor of the Bank of England. Mr. Pascoe Grenfell, of Marazion (1729-1810), Commissary to the States of Holland, was father (i) of Emma, who became wife of Martyn's cousin, Rev. T. Martyn Hitchins ; (2) of Lydia Grenfell ; and (3) of Pascoe Grenfell, D.C.L., M.P. for Marlow and Penryn. This Pascoe's four daughters Lydia Grenfell's nieces each became the wife of a remark- able man. The eldest, in 1825, married Mr. Carr Glyn, M.P. for Kendal, and the first Lord Wolverton ; the second, Lord Sidney Godolphin Osborne ; the third, Mr. James Anthony Froude ; and the fourth, Charles Kingsley. Lydia Grenfell, born in 1775, died in her sister's house, the old Vicarage of Breage, in 1829. She was thus six years older than Henry Martyn. As the sister of his cousin by marriage he must have known of her early. He evidently did not know, till it was too late, that she had been engaged to a Mr. Samuel John, solicitor, of Pen- zance, who was unworthy of her and married someone else. LYDIA GRENFELL 47 This engagement and its issue seem to have weighed on her very sensitive conscience ; it became to her very much what Henry Martyn's hopeless love for her proved to be to himself. In the years from October 19, 1801, to 1826, she kept a diary not less devout, but far more morbid than his own. The two journals form, where they meet, a pathetic, even tragic, tale of affection, human and divine. Her bulky memoranda ! contain few incidents of interest, rather severe introspections, incessant communings and heart-searchings, abstracts of sermons, records of visits to the sick and poor, but also a valuable residuum by which her relations with Martyn can be established beyond con- troversy. They show that she was as saintly as himself. She weighed every thought, every action, as in the imme- diate presence of God. When Henry Martyn, at nineteen, entered on the higher life, he must have known Lydia Grenfell as the sister of Mrs. T. M. Hitchins, the cousin with whom his correspondence shows him to have been on most intimate, and even affectionate, terms. At that time the difference of age would seem slight ; her it would affect little, if at all, while common experience suggests that it would be even attractive to him. With the ardour of a young disciple which in his case grew, year by year, till he passed away he sought spiritual counsel and communion. On his visits to Cornwall he found both in his younger sister, but it is evident that, from the first, the riper spiritual life of Lydia Grenfell attracted him to her. His triumph, at twenty, as Senior Wrangler put him quite in a position to dream of winning her. His unexpected poverty was relieved by his 1 Deposited by Henry Martyn Jeffery, Esq., in the Truro Museum of the Royal Institution, where the MS, may be consulted. 48 HENRY MARTYN Fellowship of St. John's. In those days, however, that would have ceased with marriage. When it became more than probable that he would receive an appointment to Bengal, through Mr. Charles Grant either as minister of the Mission Church founded by Kiernander, or as a chaplain of the East India Company he was face to face with the question of marrying. In these days the course followed by missionary societies as the result of experience is certainly the best. A missionary and a chaplain in India should, in ordinary circumstances, be married, but it is not desirable that the marriage take place for a year or longer, until the young minister has proved the climate, and has learned the native language, when the lady can be sent out to be united to him. At the beginning of the modern missionary enter- prise, a century ago, it was difficult to find spiritual men willing to go to India on any terms, and they did well in every case to go out married. All the conditions of time, distance, society, and Christian influence were then different. If the missionary's or chaplain's wife is worthy of his call- ing, she doubles his usefulness, notwithstanding the cares and the expense of children in many cases, alike by keep- ing her husband in a state of efficiency on every side, by her own works of charity and self-sacrifice especially among the women, who can be reached in no other way and by helping to present to the idolatrous or Mussulman community the powerful example of a Christian home. Henry Martyn's principles and instincts were right in this matter. As a chaplain, at any rate, he was in a position to marry at once. As India or Bengal then was, Lydia, had she gone out with him, or soon after him, would have proved to be a much needed force in Anglo-Indian society, LYDIA GRENFELL 49 an influence on the native communities whom he sought to bring to Christ. Above all, as a man born with a weak body, with habits of incessant and intense application to study and to duty, Henry Martyn required one with the influence of a wife to keep him in life and to prolong his Indian service. It was the greatest calamity of his whole career that Lydia did not accompany him. But, since he learned to love her with all the rich devotion of his passion- ate nature, we cannot consider it ' a bitter misfortune,' as some do, that he ever knew her. His love for Lydia, in the fluctuations of its hope, in the ebb and flow of its tenderness, and in the transmutation of its despair into faith and resignation to the will of God, worked out a higher elevation for himself, and gives to his Journals and Letters a pure human interest which places them above the Confessions of St. Augustine. The first allusion to the possibility of marriage we find in his Journal of January 23, 1803, an d again in June 12 of the same year : I was grieved to find that all the exertions of prayer were necessary against worldly-mindedness, so soon had the prospect of the means of competent support in India filled my heart with concern about earthly happiness, marriage, &c. ; but I strove earnestly against them, and prayed for grace that, if it should please God to try my faith by calling me to a post of opulence, I might not dare to use for myself what is truly His ; as also, that I might be enabled to keep myself single, for serving Him more effectually. Nevertheless, this change in my circumstances so troubled me, that I could have been infinitely better pleased to have gone out as a missionary, poor as the Lord and His Apostles. E 50 HENRY MARTYN His friend Sargent's ' approaching marriage with a lady of uncommon excellence rather excited in me a desire after a similar state ; but I strove against it/ he wrote on July 10. Next day, on the top of the coach from London to Bath, in the cold of a high wind, he was ' most dread- fully assailed by evil thoughts, but at the very height prayer prevailed, and I was delivered, and during the rest of the journey enjoyed great peace and a strong desire to live for Christ alone, forsaking the pleasures of the world, marriage, &c.' At Plymouth he spent two days * with my dear cousin T. H./ Lydia's sister. After Truro, Kenwyn, and Lamorran, near Truro, of which his sister Sarah's hus- band was vicar, he rode to St. Hilary. 1804, July 29. (Sunday.) Read and prayed in the morning before service with seriousness, striving against those thoughts which oppressed me all the rest of the day. At St. Hilary Church in the morning my thoughts wan^ dered from the service, and I suffered the keenest dis- appointment. Miss L. G. did not come. Yet, in great pain, I blessed God for having kept her away, as she might have been a snare to me. These things would be almost incredible to another, and almost to myself, were I not taught by daily experience that, whatever the world may say, or I may think of myself, I am a poor, wretched, sinful, contemptible worm. Called after tea on Miss L. G., and walked with her and - , conversing on spiritual subjects. All the rest of the evening, and at night, I could not keep her out of my mind. I felt too plainly that I loved her passionately. The direct opposition of this to my devotedness to God in the missionary way, excited no small tumult in my mind. In conversation, having no divine sweetness in peace, my cheerfulness was affected, and, consequently, very hurtful LYDIA GRENFELL 51 to my conscience. At night I continued an hour and a half in prayer, striving against this attachment. I en- deavoured to analyse it, that I might see how base, and mean, and worthless such a love -to a speck of earth was, compared with divine love. Then I read the most solemn parts of Scripture, to realise to myself death and eternity ; and these attempts were sometimes blest. One while I was about to triumph, but in a moment my heart had wandered to the beloved idol. I went to bed in great pain, yet still rather superior to the evening ; but in dreams her image returned, and I awoke in the night with my mind full of her. No one can say how deeply this unhappy affection has fixed itself; since it has nothing selfish in it, that I can perceive, but is founded on the highest admira- tion of her piety and manners. July 30. Rose in great peace. God, by secret influence, seemed to have caused the tempest of self-will to subside. Rode away from St. Hilary to Gwennap in peace of mind, and meditated most of the way on Romans viii. I again devoted myself to the Lord, and with more of my will than last night. I was much disposed to think of subjects entirely placed beyond the world, and had strong desires, though with heavy opposition from my corrupt nature, after that entire deadness to the world which David Brainerd manifested. At night I found myself to have backslidden a long way from the life of godliness, to have declined very much since my coming into Cornwall, but especially since I went to St. Hilary. Sat up late, and read the last chapter and other parts of Revelation, and was deeply affected. Prayed with more success than lately. July 31. Read and prayed this morning with increasing victory over my self-will. Romans vii. was particularly suitable ; it was agreeable to me to speak to God of my own corruption and helplessness Walked in the afternoon to Redruth, after having prayed over the Epistle to the E 2 5 2 HENRY MARTYN Ephesians with much seriousness. On the road I was enabled to triumph at last, and found my heart as pleased with the prospect of a single life in missionary labours as ever. 'What is the exceeding greatness of His power to usward who believe ! ' After preaching to crowds in his brother-in-law's church at Kenwyn and Lamorran, on the two subsequent Sundays, he walked to St. Hilary : 1804, August 26. Rose early, and walked out, invited by the beauty of the morning. Many different pleasing thoughts crowded on my mind, as I viewed the sea and rocks, Mount and bay, and thought of the person who lived near it ; but, for want of checking my natural spirits, and fixing oh one subject of thought, I was not much benefited by my meditations. Walked in the evening with Mrs. G. and Lydia up the hill, with the most beautiful prospect of the sea, &c. ; but I was unhappy, from feeling the attachment to Lydia, for I was unwilling to leave her. August 27. Walked to Marazion, with my heart more delivered from its idolatry, and enabled to look steadily and peacefully to God. Reading in the afternoon to Lydia alone, from Dr. Watts, there happened to be, among other things, a prayer on entire preference of God to the creature. Now, thought I, here am I in the presence of God, and my idol. So I used the prayer for myself, and addressed it to God, who answered it, I think, for my love was kindled to God and divine things, and I felt cheerfully resigned to the will of God, to forego the earthly joy which I had just been desiring with my whole heart. I continued conversing with her, generally with my heart in heaven, but every now and then resting on her. Parted with Lydia, perhaps for ever in this life, with a sort of uncertain pain, which I knew would increase to greater violence afterwards, on reflection. Walked to St. Hilary, determining, in great tumult and LYDIA GRENFELL 53 inward pain, to be the servant of God. All the rest of the evening, in company or alone, I could think of nothing but her excellences. My efforts were, however, through mercy, not in vain, to feel the vanity of this attachment to the creature. Read in Thomas a Kempis many chapters directly to the purpose ; the shortness of time, the awful- ness of death and its consequences, rather settled my mind to prayer. I devoted myself unreservedly to the service of the Lord, to Him, as to one who knew the great conflict within, and my firm resolve, through His grace, of being His, though it should be with much tribulation. August 28. Rose with a heavy heart, and took leave of St. Hilary, where all the happier hours of my early life were passed. and accompanied me in the chaise a few miles ; but the moment they left me I walked on, dwelling at large on the excellence of Lydia. I had a few faint struggles to forget her, and delight in God, but they were ineffectual. Among the many motives to the subjec- tion of self-will, I found the thought of the entire un- worthiness of a soul escaped from hell to choose its own will before God's, most bring my soul to a right frame. So that, while I saw the necessity of resigning, for the service of God, all those joys, for the loss of which I could not perceive how anything in heaven or earth could be a compensation, I said, Amen ! August 29. I walked to Truro, with my mind almost all the way taken up with Lydia. But once reasoning in this way If God made me, and wills my happiness, as I do not doubt, then He is providing for my good by separating me from her ; this reasoning convinced my mind. I felt very solemnly and sweetly the excellence of serving God faithfully, of following Christ and His Apostles, and medi- tated with great joy on the approach of the end of this world. Yet still I enjoyed, every now and then, the thought of walking hereafter with her, in the realms of glory, conversing on the things of God. My mind the 54 HENRY MARTYN res"t of the evening was much depressed. I had no desire to live in this world ; scarcely could I say where I would be, or what I would do, now that my self-will was so strongly counteracted. Thus God waits patiently my re- turn from my backsliding, which I would do immediately. If He were to offer me the utmost of my wishes, I would say, ' Not so, Lord ! Nqt my will, but Thine be done.' August 30. Passed the morning rather idly, in reading lives of pious women. I felt an indescribable mixture of opposing emotions. At one time, about to ascend with delight to God, who had permitted me to aspire after the same glory, but oftener called down to earth by my earthly good. Major Sandys calling, continued till dinner con- versing about India. I consented to stay a day with him at Helston, but the thought of being so near Marazion renewed my pain, especially taken in connection with my going thither on the subject of my departure. After dinner, walked in the garden for two hours, reasoning with my perverse heart, and, through God's mercy, not without success. You preach up deadness to the world, and yet not an example of it ! Now is the time, my soul, if you cannot feel that it is best to bear the cross, to trust God for it. This will be true faith. If I were put in possession of my idol, I should immediately say and feel that God alone was, notwithstanding, the only good, and to Him I should seek immediately. Again I weighed the probable temporal consequence of having my own will gratified ; the dreadful pain of separation by death, after being united, together with the distress I might bring upon her whom I loved. All these things were of small influence till I read the Epistle to the Hebrews, by which my mind, made to consider divine things attentively, was much more freed from earthly things. * Let us come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need/ was very precious and comforting to me. I have found grace to help in this time of need ; I still LYDIA GRENFELL 55 want a humble spirit to wait upon the Lord. I almost called God to witness that I duly resigned my pleasure to His, as if I wished it to be remembered. In the evening had a serious and solemn time in prayer, chiefly for the influences of the Spirit, and rose with my thoughts fixed on eternity ; I longed for death, and called on the glorious day to hasten ; but it was in order to be free from the troubles of this world. August 31. Passed the morning partly in reading and writing, but chiefly in business. Rode to Rosemundy, with my mind at first very unhappy, at the necessity of mortifying my self-will, in the same particulars as for some days. In conversing on the subject of India with Major Sandys, I could not help communicating the pain I felt at parting with the person to whom I was attached ; but by thus dwelling on the subject my heart was far more dis- tressed than ever. Found my mind more easy and sub- missive to God at night in prayer. St. Hilary Church, in which Henry Martyn preached, is one of the oldest in England, containing, in the tower of Edward III.'s reign, two stones with inscriptions of the time of the Emperor Flavius Constantinus, who was killed by Honorius in 411. What Lydia Grenfell thought of Martyn's sermon on that day, August 26, thenceforth memorable to both, we find in her Diary of that date : 1804, August 26. Heard H. M. on 'Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us : we pray you, in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God. For He hath made Him to be sin (i.e. sin-offering) for us, Who knew no sin ; that we might be made the righteousness of God in Him.' Exordium on the honour- able employment of a minister of the Gospel. In the text two things were implied. First, we were at enmity with God. Second, we were unable to restore ourselves to His 56 HENRY MARTYN favour. There were two things expressed in the text the means of reconciliation, and God's invitation to be reconciled ; a threefold address to saints, backsliders, and sinners ; and a farewell address. A precious sermon. Lord, bless the preacher, and those that heard him ! At that time, in 1 804, the lady was still preoccupied, in conscience or heart, or both, by her imaginary ties to Mr. S. John. But six months before that she had heard of his approaching marriage, though, in fact, that did not take place till 1810. All that time, if she did not feel, to one to whom her heart had been more closely united than to any ' earthly object,' as she had written in her Diary, what Mr. H. M. Jeffery describes as the attachment of a widow with the responsibility of a wife, her scrupulous introspec- tive habit was an obstacle to a healthy attachment. The preacher, younger than herself, was in 1 804 evidently to her only an interesting and gracious second cousin, or perhaps a little more. On his way back to London Henry Martyn again visited Plymouth, where he learned from his cousin ' that my attachment to her sister was not altogether unreturned, and the discovery gave me both pleasure and pain.' He left them, his thoughts * almost wholly occupied with Lydia.' London, Cambridge, his reading and his walking, his work and even his sleep, bring him no rest from the absorbing passion. His Journal is full of it, almost every day. Fortescue's poems recall the happy mornings at St. Hilary, but his pensive meditation subsided into a more profitable one on the vanity of the world : ' they marry and are given in marriage,' and at the end of a few years what are they more than myself ? looking forward to the same dissolution, and expecting their real happiness in another LYDIA GRENFELL 57 life. ( The fashion of this world passeth away.' Amen. 1 Let me do the will of God while I am in it.' The first day of the year 1805 led him to review the past five years, and to renew his self-dedication to God the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, to be His servant for ever. The time for his departure to India was at hand, and his last act, on leaving London for Cambridge, to complete his arrangements for sailing, was deliberately to engage him- self to Lydia Grenfell in the following letter to her sister. 1 It is thus referred to in his, Journal: I was in some doubt whether I should send the letter to Emma, as it was taking a very important step, and I could scarcely foresee all the consequences. However, I did send it, and may now be said to have engaged myself to Lydia. 18 Brunswick Square (London), January n, 180$. My dear Mrs. Hitchins, How unaccountable must my long silence appear to you after the conversation that passed between us in the carriage ! You may well wonder that I could forbear, for three whole months, to inquire about the ' beloved Persis.' Indeed, I am surprised at my own patience, but, in truth, I found it impossible to dis- cover what it is which I wish or ought to say on the sub- ject, and therefore determined to defer writing till I could inform you with certainty of my future destination. But I have it not yet in my power to do this, for no actual appointment has been made for me yet. I came to town the beginning of this week to inquire into the present state of the business, and learned from Mr. Grant that the situation he intended to procure, and to which he had 1 Hitherto unpublished. We owe the copy of this significant letter to the courtesy of H. M. Jeffery, Esq. , F. R. S., for whom Canon Moor, of St. Clement's, near Truro, procured it from the friend to whom Mrs. T. M, Hitchins had given it. 5 8 HENRY MARTYR no doubt of getting me nominated, was not in the Army, but at Fort William, near Calcutta. Thus it pleases God to suspend the declaration of His mind, and I can believe that He acts wisely. These apparent delays serve to check my youthful impetuosity, and teach me to look up to God, and wait for Him. If the chaplaincy at Fort William should be given me, it w,ould seem to be His design not to call me to the peculiar work of a missionary, but to fix my station among the English. At present my own inclination remains almost unbiassed, as to the particular employment or place God shall assign me, whether to pass my days among the natives, or the more polished inhabitants of Calcutta, or even to remain at home. But you will easily conceive that the increasing pro- bability of my being settled in a town rather tends to revive the thoughts of marriage, for I feel very little doubt in my own mind, that in such a situation it would be ex- pedient for me on the whole to marry, if other circumstances permitted it. It is also as clear that I ought not to make an engagement with any one in England, till I have ascer- tained by actual observation in India, what state of life and mode of proceeding would be most conducive to the ends of my mission. But why do I mention these diffi- culties ? If they were removed, others would remain still more insurmountable. The affections of the beloved object in question must still be engaged in my favour, or even then she would not agree to leave the kingdom, nor would any of you agree to it, nor would such a change of climate, it may be thought, suit the delicacy of her constitution. Must I, then, yield to the force of these arguments, and resolve to think of her no more ? It shall certainly be my endeavour, by the help of my God, to do it, if need be ; but I confess I am very unwilling to go away and hear of her only accidentally through the medium of others. It is this painful reflection that has prompted a wish, which I do not mention withput some hesitation, and that is my LYDIA GRENFELL 59 wish of corresponding with her. It is possible you may instantly perceive some impropriety in it which escapes my notice, and indeed there are some objections which I foresee might be made, but instead of anticipating them, I will leave you to form your own opinion. In religion we have a subject to write upon of equal interest to us both, and though I cannot expect she would derive any advan- tage from my letters, it is certain I should receive no small benefit from hers. But I leave it with yourself; if you disapprove of the measure, let the request be forgotten. It will be best for her never to know I had made it, or if she does, she will, I hope, pardon a liberty to which I have been drawn only by the love of her excellence. N.B. I remember Leighton ; take care not to forget it nor the desired MS. On June I he wrote in his Journal-. My departure from my friends, and my deprivation of the sweetest delight in society, for ever in this life, have rather dejected me to-day. Ah ! Nature, thou hast still tears to shed for thyself! ... I seem to be hankering after something or other in this world, though I am sure I could not say there is anything which I believed could give me happiness. No ! it is in God above. Yet to-night I have been thinking much of Lydia. Memory has been at work to unnerve my soul, but reason, and honour, and love to Christ and to souls, shall prevail. Amen. God help me ! Two days after, at the Eclectic Society, after a discussion on the symptoms of ' the state of the nation/ the subject of marriage, somehow or other, came to be mentioned. Mr. Cecil spoke very freely and strongly on the subject. He said I should be acting like a madman if I went out unmarried. A wife would supply by her comfort and counsel the entire want of society, and also be a preservative 60 HENRY MARTYN both to character and passions amidst such scenes. I felt as cold as an anchorite on the subject as to my own feelings, but I was much perplexed all the rest of the evening about it. I clearly perceived that my own inclination upon the whole was not to marriage. The fear of being involved in worldly cares and numberless troubles, which I do not now foresee, makes me tremblp and dislike the thoughts of such connection. When I think of Brainerd, how he lived among the Indians, travelling freely from place to place, can I conceive he would have been so useful had he been married ? I remember also that Owens, who had been so many years in the West Indies as a missionary, gave his advice against marriage. Schwartz was never married, nor St. Paul. On the other hand, when I suppose another in my circumstances, fixed at a settlement without company, without society, in a scene and climate of such temptation, I say without hesitation, he ought to be married. I have recollected this evening very much my feelings when I walked through Wales ; how I longed there to have some friend to speak to ; and the three weeks seemed an age without one. And I have often thought how valuable would be the counsel and comfort of a Christian brother in India. These advantages would be obtained by marrying. I feel anxious also that as many Christians as possible should go to India, and anyone willing to go would be a valuable addition. But yet voluntary celibacy seems so much more noble and glorious, and so much more bene- ficial in the way of example, that I am loth to relinquish the idea of it. In short, I am utterly at a loss to know what is best for the interests of the Gospel. But, happily, my own peace is not much concerned in it If this opinion of so many pious clergymen had come across me when I was in Cornwall, and so strongly attached to my beloved Lydia, it would have been a conflict indeed in my heart to oppose so many arguments. But now I feel, through grace, an astonishing difference. I hope I am not seeking an LYDIA GRENFELL 6 1 excuse for marriage, nor persuading myself I am indifferent about it, in order that what is really my inclination may appear to be the will of God. But I feel my affections kindling to their wonted fondness while I dwell on the circumstances of a union with Lydia. May the Lord teach His weak creature to live peacefully and soberly in His love, drawing all my joys from Him, the fountain of living waters. June 4. The subject of marriage made me thoughtful and serious. Mr. Atkinson, whose opinion I revere, was against my marrying. Found near access to my God in prayer. Oh, what a comfort it is to have God to go to. I breathed freely to Him my sorrows and cares, and set about my work with diligence. The Lord assisted me very much, and I wrote more freely than ever I did. Slept very little in the night. June 5. Corrie breakfasted with me, and went to prayer ; I rejoiced to find he was not unwilling to go to India. He will probably be my fellow-labourer. Most of this morning was employed in writing all my sentiments on the subject of marriage to Mr. Simeon. May the Lord suggest something to him which may be of use to guide me, and keep my eye single. In my walk out, and after- wards, the subject was constantly on my mind. But, alas ! I did not guard against that distraction from heavenly things which I was aware it would occasion. On reflection at home, I found I had been talking in a very inconsistent manner, but was again restored to peace by an application to Christ's blood through the Spirit. My mind has all this day been very strongly inclined to marriage, and has been consequently uncomfortable, for in proportion to its want of simplicity it is unhappy. But Mr. Cecil said to-day, he thought Lydia's decision would fully declare the will of God. With this I am again comforted, for now hath the Lord taken the matter into His own hands. Whatever He decides upon, I shall rejoice ; and though I confess I 62 HENRY MARTYN think she will not consent to go, I shall then have the question finally settled. Discussion in the evening was about my marriage again ; they were all strenuous advocates for it. Wrote at night with great freedom, but my body is very weak from the fatigue I have already undergone. My mind seems very active this week ; manifestly, indeed, strength- ened by God to be enabled to write on religious subjects with such unusual ease, while it is also full of this important business of the marriage. My inclination continues, I think, far more unbiassed than when I wrote to Mr. Simeon. June 7. Oh, the subtlety of the devil, and the deceit- fulness of this corrupted heart ! How has an idol been imperceptibly raised up in it. Something fell from Dr. F. this evening against my marriage which struck me so forcibly, though there was nothing particular in it, that I began to see I should finally give up all thoughts about it. But how great the conflict! I could not have believed it had such hold on my affections. Before this I had been writing in tolerable tranquillity, and walked out in the enjoyment of a resigned mind, even rejoicing for the most part in God, and dined at Mr. Cecil's, where the arguments I heard were all in favour of the flesh, and so I was pleased ; but Dr. F.'s words gave a new turn to my thoughts, and the tumult showed me the true state of my heart. How miserable did life appear without the hope of Lydia ! Oh, how has the discussion of the subject opened all my wounds afresh ! I have not felt such heartrending pain since I parted with her in Cornwall. But the Lord brought me to consider the folly and wickedness of all this. Shall I hesitate to keep my days in constant solitude, who am but a brand plucked from the burning ? I could not help saying, ' Go, Hindus, go on in your misery ; let Satan still rule over you ; for he that was appointed to labour among you is consulting his ease.' No, thought I ; hell and LYDIA GRENFELL 63 earth shall never keep me back from my work. I am cast down, but not destroyed ; I began to consider, why am I so uneasy ? ' Cast thy care upon Him, for He careth for you.' ' In everything, by prayer/ &c. These promises were graciously fulfilled before long to me. June 8. My mind continued in much the same state this morning, waiting with no small anxiety for a letter from Mr. Simeon, hoping, of course, that the will of God would coincide with my will, yet thinking the determination of the question would be indifferent to me. When the letter arrived I was immediately convinced, beyond all doubt, of the expediency of celibacy. But my wish did not follow my judgment quite so readily. Mr. Pratt coming in, argued strongly on the other' side, but there was nothing of any weight. The subject so occupied my thoughts that I could attend to nothing else. I saw my- self called to be less than ever a man of this world, and walked out with a heavy heart. Met Dr. R, who alone of all men could best sympathise, and his few words were encouraging. Yet I cannot cordially acquiesce in all the Lord's dealings, though my reason and judgment approve them, and my inclination would desire to do it. Dined at Mr. Cecil's, where it providentially happened that Mr. Foster came in. To them I read Mr. Simeon's letter, and they were both convinced by it. So I went away home, with nothing to do but to get my heart easy again under this sacrifice. I devoted myself once more to the entire and everlasting service of God, and found myself more weaned from this world, and desiring the next, though not from a right principle. Continued all the evening writing sermon, and reading Pilgrim's Progress, with successions of vivid emotions of pain and pleasure. My heart was sometimes ready to break with agony at being torn from its dearest idol, and at other times I was visited by a few moments of sublime and enraptured joy. Such is the conflict ; why have my friends mentioned this subject ? It has torn open 64 HENRY MARTYN old wounds, and I am again bleeding. With all my honours and knowledge, the smiles and approbation of men, the health and prosperity that have fallen to my lot, together with that freedom from doubts and fears with which I was formerly visited, how much have I gone through in the last two or three years to bring my mind to be willing to do the will of God when it should be revealed ! My heart is pained within me, and my bodily frame suffers from it. June 9. (Sunday.) My heart is still pained. It is still as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke ; the Lord help me to maintain the conflict. Preached this morning at Long Acre Chapel on Matt, xxviii., the three last verses. There was the utmost attention. In the interval between morning and afternoon, passed most of the time in reading and prayer. Read Matthew iii., and considered the cha- racter of John the Baptist. Holy emulation seemed to spring up in my mind. Then read John xvii. and last chapter, and Rev. i., all of which were blessed to my soul. I went into the church persuaded in my feelings which is dif- ferent from being persuaded in the understanding that it was nobler and wiser to be as John the Baptist, Peter, John, and all the Apostles, than to have my own will gratified. Preached on Eph. ii. 18. Walked a little with Mr. Grant this evening. He told me I should have great trials and temptations in India ; but I know where to apply for grace to help. Cecil's final opinion, that Lydia Grenfell's decision would fully declare the will of God, was not borne out by the result, as we shall see. Meanwhile, let us trace the steps which led to the final appointment to India, and the farewell. On his first visit to London at the beginning of the year 1804, by the Telegraph coach, the Cambridge recluse was LYDIA GRENFELL 65 distracted by the bustle of the great city, as he walked about the streets and called at the booksellers'. Dr. Wollaston, the British Museum, and the Gresham Lecture on Music, of which he was passionately fond, occupied his first two days. At the old India House, since swept away from Leadenhall Street, he met Mr. Charles Grant, who, as he took him to Clapham, the evangelical centre which Sir James Stephen has made so famous, 1 gave him much information on the state of India, such as this : It would be absolutely necessary to keep three servants, for three can do no more than the work of one English ; that no European constitution can endure being exposed to mid-day heat ; that Mr. Schwartz, who was settled at Tanjore, did do it for a time, walking among the natives. Mr. Grant had never seen Mr. Schwartz, but corresponded with him. He was the son of a Saxon gentleman (the Saxon gentlemen never enter the ministry of the Church), and had early devoted himself to the work of a missionary amongst the Indians. Besides the knowledge of the Malabar tongue, in which he was profoundly skilled and eloquent, he was a good classic, and learnt the English, Portuguese, and Dutch. He was a man of dignified and polished manners, and cheerful. This was the first opportunity that ' the Clapham sect ' had to satisfy themselves that the Senior Wrangler was worthy of the commendation of Charles Simeon. Accord- ingly they dined with William Wilberforce at Broomfield. We conversed about my business. They wished me to fill the church in Calcutta very much ; but advised me to wait some time, and to cherish the same views. To Mr. Wilberforce I went into a detail of my views, and the reasons that had operated on my mind. The conversation 1 Essays in Ecclesiastical Biography. F 66 HENRY MARTYN of Mr. Wilberforce and Mr. Grant during the whole of the day, before the rest of the company, which consisted of Mr. Johnston, of New South Wales, a French Abbe, Mrs. Unwin, Mr. H., and other ladies, was edifying ; agreeable to what I should think right for two godly senators, plan- ning some means of bringing before Parliament propositions for bettering the moral st,ate of the colony of Botany Bay. At evening worship Mr. W. expounded Sacred Scripture with serious plainness, and prayed in the midst of his large household. In The Life of William Wilberforce^ by his sons, we find this passage introduced by the remark, ' It is delightful to contrast with his own language the observation of one who, with as holy and as humble a soul, was just entering on his brief but glorious course:' Martyn 'drank tea at Mr. Newton's ; the old man was very civil to me, and striking in his remarks in general.' Next day : Read Isaiah. At one, we went to hear the charge delivered to the missionaries at the New London Tavern, in Cheapside. There was nothing remarkable in it, but the conclusion was affecting. I shook hands with the two missionaries, Melchior Rayner and Peter Hartwig, and almost wished to go with them, but certainly to go to India. Returned, and read Isaiah. From the ever recurring distractions of his soul, caused now by ' a despicable indulgence in lying in bed,' and again by the interruptions of visitors, he sought refuge frequently in fasting and ascetic self-denial, and occasionally in writing verse : Composed some poetry during my walk, which often has a tendency to divert my thoughts from the base dis- tractions of this life, and to purify and elevate it to higher LYDIA GRENFELL 67 subjects. . . . On my way to Mr. Simeon's, heard part of the service in King's Chapel. The sanctity of the place, and the music, brought heaven and eternal things, and the presence of God, very near to me. He seems to have competed for the Seatonian Prize. He was an ardent lover of Nature. Walked out before breakfast, and the beauties of the opening spring constrained me to adoration and praise. But no earthly object or operation can produce true spirituality of heart. My present failing is in this, that I do not feel the power of motives. Of another walk he writes : I was led to think a good while on my deficiency in human learning, and on my having neglected those branches which would have been pleasing and honourable in the acquisition. Yet I said, though with somewhat of melan- choly, ' What things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ.' Though I become less esteemed by man, I cannot but think (though it is not easy to do so) that it must be more acceptable to God to labour for souls, though the mind remains uninformed ; and, consequently, that it must be more truly great and noble, than to be great and notable among men for learning. In the garden afterwards I rejoiced exceedingly at the prospect of a death fast ap- proaching, when my powers of understanding would be enlarged inconceivably. They all talked to me in praise of my sermon on Sunday night ; but praise is exceedingly unpleasant to me, because I am slow to render back to God that glory which belongs to Him alone. Sometimes it may be useful in encouraging me, when I want en- couragement ; but that at present is not the case ; and in truth, praise generally produces pride, and pride presently sets me far from God. F2 68 HENRY MARTYN Oh, what a snare are public ministrations to me ! Not that I wish for the praise of men, but there is some fear and anxiety abbut not getting through. How happy could I be in meeting the people of my God more frequently were it not for this fear of being unprofitable ! But since God has given me natural gifts, let this teach me that all I want is a spiritual frame to improve and employ them in the things of God ! Mr. K. White, of Nottingham, breakfasted with me. In my walk was greatly cast down, except for a short time on my return, when, as I was singing, or rather chanting, some petitions in a low, plaintive voice, I insen- sibly found myself sweetly engaged in prayer. Such outpourings of his heart must be read in the light of a time when even the Churches had not awoke to their duty, and the most theologically orthodox were too often the most indifferent, or opposed, to the Lord's command. 1804, January 13. Walked out in the evening in great tranquillity, and on my return met with Mr. C, with whom I was obliged to walk an hour longer. He thought it a most improper step for me to leave the University to preach to the ignorant heathen, which any person could do, and that I ought rather to improve the opportunity of acquiring human learning. All our conversation on the subject of learning, religion, &c., ended in nothing ; he was convinced he was right, and all the texts of Scripture I produced were applicable, according to him, only to the times of the Apostles. How is my soul constrained to adore the sove- reign mercy of God, who began His work in my proud heart, and carried it on through snares which have ruined thousands namely, human learning and honours : and now my soul, dost thou not esteem all things but dung and dross, compared with the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord ? Yea, did not gratitude constrain me, LYDIA GRENFELL 69 did not duty and fear of destruction, yet surely the excel- lency of the service of Christ would constrain me to lay down ten- thousand lives in the prosecution of it. My heart was a little discomposed this evening at the account of the late magnificent prizes proposed by Mr. Buchanan and others in the University, for which Mr. C. has been calling me to write ; but I was soon at rest again. But how easily do I forget that God is no respecter of persons ; that in the midst of the notice I attract as an enthusiast He judges of me according to my inward state. Oh, my soul, take no pleasure in outward religion, nor in exciting wonder, but in the true circumcision of the heart. January 16. told me of many contemptuous in- sulting things that had been said of me, reflecting, some on my understanding, some on my condition, sincerity, incon- sistent conduct. It was a great trial of my patience, and I was frequently tempted, in the course of the evening, to let my natural spirit rage forth in indignation and revenge ; but I remembered Him of whom it was said, * Who, when He was reviled, reviled not again ; but committed Himself to Him that judgeth righteously.' As I was conscious I did not deserve the censures which were passed upon me, I committed myself to God ; and in Him may I abide until the indignation be overpast ! In July 1804 ne again visited London on his way to Cornwall, and to see Mr. Charles Grant Dined with Mr. Wilberforce at Palace Yard. It was very agreeable, as there was no one else. Speaking of the slave trade, I mentioned the words, ' Shall I not visit for these things ? ' and found my heart so affected that I could with difficulty refrain from tears. Went with Mr. W. to the House of Commons, where I was surprised and charmed with Mr. Pitt's eloquence. Ah, thought I, if these powers of oratory were now employed in recommending the Gospel ! 70 HENRY MARTYN On his way back to Cambridge, through London, he Went to St. Paul's, to see Sir W. Jones's monument ; the sight of the interior of the dome filled my soul with inex- pressible ideas of the grandeur of God, and the glory of heaven, much the same as I had at the sight of a painted vaulted roof in the British Museum. I could scarcely believe that I might be 'in the immediate enjoyments of such glory in another hour. In the evening the sound of sacred music, with the sight of a rural landscape, imparted some indescribable emotions after the glory of God, by diligence in His work. To preach the Gospel for the salvation of my poor fellow-creatures, that they might obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory, seemed a very sweet and precious employment. Lydia then, again, seemed a small hindrance. His duties as examiner, tutor, and in charge of Lol worth, and home mission work in Wall's Lane, the hospital and almshouse, left him little leisure, and that he gave to the Bengali grammars of Halhed and Carey, to Carey's Bengali New Testament, to Arabic grammars, and to the missionary accounts in the Christian Observer, for which, also, he wrote Referring, evidently, to Carey's convert, he wrote : The account of a Brahmin preaching the Gospel delighted me most exceedingly. I could not help blessing God for thus glorifying Himself. ... I was much pained and humbled at reflecting that it has never yet, to my knowledge, pleased God to awaken one soul by my means, either in public or private, shame be to myself. Simeon gave me a letter from Mr. Brown of Calcutta, which gave me great delight on many accounts. Speaking of me, he says, ' Let him marry, and come out at once.' I thought of Lydia with great tenderness, but without pain at my determination to go out single. I found great LYDIA G REN f ELL 71 affection in prayer for my dear brethren at Calcutta, for the establishing of Christ's Kingdom among the poor Gentiles, and for my being sent among them, if it were His will. Thinking my mind was in need of recreation, I took up Lord Teignmouth's Life of Sir William Jones, and read till tea. Low spirits at church, through being about to preach old sermons, which I feel so ashamed of offering to God, that I believe I shall rather leave everything undone, than not write one new one at least every week. Mr. Thomason preached on Heb. xii. to my edification. Dr. Milner and Lord C. called. I was introduced as having been Senior Wrangler ; but how contemptible did these paltry honours appear to me ! Ah, thought I, you know not how little I am flattered by these intended com- pliments. In the hall was much affected by the sight of Lord B., whose look of meekness and humility riveted my attention, and almost melted me to tears. If there is one disposition in the world I wish for more than another, it is this ; but the bias of my corrupted nature hurries me violently against it. Mr. Grant's summons to him * to sail for St. Helena in eight or ten days,' reached him a month before his twenty- fourth birthday, before which he could not legally receive full ordination, in the Chapel Royal at St. James's. Felt more persuaded of my call than ever ; indeed, there was scarcely a shadow of a doubt left. Rejoice, O my soul, thou shalt be the servant of thy God in this life, and then in the next for all the boundless ages of eternity. Not till August 31 was it possible for the fleet which convoyed the East Indiamen, in that year of war with France and Napoleon's Continental allies, to see the last of 72 HENRY MARTYN Ireland. The seven months were spent by Henry Martyn in elaborate preparations for what proved to be nearly a year's voyage, and in repeated farewells the anguish of which is reflected in his Journal and correspondence. Having previously taken his M.A. degree, he received that of Bachelor of Divinity by mandate, which required the assent of all the heads of colleges, and then a grace to pass the senate, and the presenting of a petition to the King. Dr. Gilchrist, the Orientalist who had just returned from his long career in Calcutta, where he had been a colleague of Carey in the College of Fort William, gave him lessons in Hindustani pronunciation. On my mentioning my desire of translating some of the Scriptures with him, he advised me by all means to desist till I knew much more of the language, by having resided some years in the country. He said it was the rock on which missions had split, that they had attempted to write and preach before they knew the language. The Lord's Prayer, he said, was now a common subject of ridicule with the people, on account of the manner in which it had been translated. All these are useful hints to me. The mode of appointing to Indian chaplaincies has varied so much since the time of Charles Grant and Simeon, that it is interesting to see what was done in Henry Martyn's case. 1805, April i. Went to Lord Hawkesbury's office, but, being too early, I went into St. James's Park, and sat down on a bench to read my Bible. After a little time a person came and sat down on the same bench ; on entering into conversation with him I found he had known better days. He was about seventy years of age, and of a very passion- ate and disappointed spirit. He spoke sensibly on several LYDIA GRENFELL 73 subjects, and was acquainted with- the Gospel ; but was offended at my reminding him of several things concerning it. On my offering him some money, which I saw he needed, he confessed his poverty ; he was thankful for my little donation, and I repeated my advice of seeking divine consolation. April 2. Breakfasted with . Our conversation was on the most delightful subject to me, the spread of the Gospel in future ages. I went away animated and happy. Went with Mr. Grant towards the India House. He said that he was that day about to take the necessary steps for bringing forward the business of the chaplains, and that by to-morrow night I should know whether I could go or not. In prayer at night my soul panted after God, and longed to be entirely conformed to His image. April 3. After dinner, passed some time in prayer, and rejoiced to think that God would finally glorify Himself, whatever hindrance may arise for a time. Going to Mr. Grant's, I found that the chaplaincies had been agreed to, after two hours' debate, and some obloquy thrown upon Mr. Grant by the chairman, for his connection with Mr. Wilberforce and those people. Mr. G. said that though my nomination had not taken place, the case was now beyond danger, and that I should appear before the court in a couple of days in my canonicals. I felt very indignant at this, not so much, I think, from personal pride, as on account of the degradation of my office. Mr. G. pleasantly said, I must attend to my appearance, as I should be much remarked, on account of the person who had nominated me. I feel this will be a trial to me, which I would never submit to for gain ; but I rejoice that it will be for my dear and blessed Lord. April 4. Went down to Cambridge. April 6. Passed most of the morning in the Fellows' garden. It was the last time I visited this favourite retreat, where I have often enjoyed the presence of God. 74 HENRY MARTYN April 7. (Sunday.) Preached at Lolworth on Prov. xxii. 17 ; very few seemed affected at my leaving them, and those chiefly women. An old farmer of a neighbouring parish, as he was taking leave of me, turned aside to shed tears ; this affected me more than anything. Rode away with my heart heavy, partly at my own corruption, partly at the thoughts of leaving this, place in such general hardness of heart. Yet so it hath pleased God, I hope, to reserve them for a more faithful minister. Prayed over the whole of my sermon for the evening, and when I came to preach it, God assisted me beyond my hopes. Most of the younger people seemed to be in tears. The text was 2 Sam. vii. 28, 29. Took leave of Dr. Milner ; he was much affected, and said himself his heart was full. Mr. Simeon commended me to God in prayer, in which he pleaded, amongst other things, for a richer blessing on my soul. He perceives that I want it, and so do I. Professor Farish walked home with me to the college gate, and there I parted from him, with no small sorrow. April 8. My young friends in the University, who have scarcely left me a moment to myself, were with me this morning as soon as I was moving, leaving me no time for prayer. My mind was very solemn, and I wished much to be left alone. A great many accompanied me to the coach, which took me up at the end of the town. It was a thick, misty morning, so the University, with its towers and spires, was out of sight in an instant. April 24. Keenly disappointed at rinding no letter from Lydia ; thus it pleased God, in the riches of His grace, to quash at once all my beginnings of entanglement. Oh, may it be to make me more entirely His own. ' The Lord shall be the portion of mine inheritance, and of my cup. Oh, may I live indeed a more spiritual life of faith ! Prayed that I might obtain a more deep acquaintance with the mysteries of the Gospel, and the offices of Christ ; my soul was solemnised. Went to Russell Square, and found from LVDIA GRENFELL 75 Mr. Grant that I was that day appointed a chaplain to the East India Company, but that my particular destination would depend on the government in India. Rather may I say that it depends on the will of my God, who in His own time thus brings things to pass. Oh, now let my heart be spiritualised ; that the glorious and arduous work before me may fill all my soul, and stir me up to prayer. April 25. Breakfasted with the venerable Mr. Newton, who made several striking remarks in reference to my work. He said he had heard of a clever gardener, who would sow the seeds when the meat was put down to roast, and engage to produce a salad by the time it was ready ; but the Lord did not sow oaks in this way. On my saying that perhaps I should never live to see much fruit, he answered, I should have a bird's eye view of it, which would be better. When I spoke of the opposition that I should be likely to meet with, he said, he supposed Satan would not love me for what I was about to do. The old man prayed afterwards, with sweet simplicity. Drank tea at C. Our hearts seemed full of the joy which comes from the communion of saints. April 26. Met D. at Mr. Grant's, and was much affected at some marks of love expressed by the people at Cambridge, at the time of my leaving them. He said that as I was going down the aisle they all rose up to take their last view. May 4. Waiting this morning on the Archbishop of Canterbury at Lambeth Palace. He had learnt from somebody my circumstances, the degree I had taken, and my object in going to India. He spoke much on the im- portance of the work, the small ecclesiastical establishment for so great a body of people, and the state of those English there, who, he said, ' called themselves Christians.' He was throughout very civil, and wished me all the success I desired. I then proceeded to the India House, and received directions to attend on Wednesday to be 76 HENRY MARTYN sworn in. Afterwards walked to Mr. Wilberforce's at Broomfield. May 8. Reading Mr. Grant's, book. 1 The state of the natives, and the prospects of doing good there, the character of Schwartz, &c., set forth in it, much impressed my mind, and I found great satisfaction in pleading for the fulfil- ment of God's promises tp the heathen. It seemed painful to think of myself at all, except in reference to the Church of Christ. Being somewhat in danger of distraction this evening, from many concurrent circumstances, I found a very short prayer answered by my being kept steady. Heard from Mr. Parry this evening, that in consequence of an embargo laid on all the ships by government, who had taken the best seamen from the Company's ships, on account of the sailing of the French and Spanish fleets, I should not be able to go before the middle of June, if so soon. May 1 5. Read prayers at Mr. Newton's, and preached on Eph. ii. 19-21. The clerk threw out very disrespectful and even uncivil things respecting my going to India ; though I thought the asperity and contemptuousness he manifested unsuitable to his profession, I felt happy in the comfortable assurance of being upright in my intentions. The sermon was much praised by some people coming in, but happily this gives me little satisfaction. Went home and read a sermon of Flavel's, on knowing nothing but Christ. May 17. Walked out, and continued in earnest striving with my corruption. I made a covenant with my eyes, which I kept strictly ; though I was astonished to find the difficulty I had in doing even this. May 22. Endeavoured to guard my thoughts this morning in a more particular manner, as expecting to pass it, with Sargent, in prayer for assistance in the ministry. Called at Mr. Wilberforce's, when I met Mr. Babington. The extreme kindness and cordiality of these two was very 1 The Observations on the State of Society among the Asiatic Subjects of Great Britain, written in 1792. LYDIA G REN FELL 77 pleasing to me, though rather elating. By a letter from B. to-day, learnt that two young men of Chesterton had come forward, who professed to have been awakened by a sermon of mine on Psalm ix. 17. I was not so affected with gratitude and joy as I expected to be ; could not easily ascribe the glory to God ; yet I will bless Him through all my ignorance that He has thus owned the ministry of one so weak. Oh, may I have faith to go on- ward, expecting to see miracles wrought by the foolishness of preaching. H., to whom I had made application for the loan which Major Sandys found it inconvenient to advance, dined with me, and surprised me by the difficulty he started. After dinner went to the India House to take leave. Mr. , the other chaplain, sat with me before we were called in, and I found that I knew a little of him, having been at his house. As he knew my character, I spoke very freely to him on the subject of religion. Was called in to take the oaths. All the directors were present, I think. Mr. Grant, in the chair, addressed a charge to us, extempore. One thing struck my attention, which was, that he warned us of the enervating effects of the climate. I felt more acutely than ever I did in my life the shame attending poverty. Nothing but the remembrance that I was not to blame supported me. Whatever comes to me in the way of Providence is, and must be, for my good. May 30. Went to the India House. Kept the cove- nant with my eyes pretty well. Oh, what bitter experience have I had to teach me carefulness against temptation ! I have found this method, which I have sometimes had recourse to, useful to-day namely, that of praying in ejaculations for any particular person whose appearance might prove an occasion of sinful thoughts. After asking of God that she might be as pure and beautiful in her mind and heart as in body, and be a temple of the Holy Ghost, consecrated to the service of God, for whose glory 78 HENRY MARTYN she was made, I dare not harbour a thought of an opposite tendency. June 6. How many temptations are there in the streets of London ! June 14. Sent off all my luggage, as preparatory to its going on board. Dined at Mr. Cecil's ; he endeavoured to correct my reading, but in vain. ' Brother M./ says he, ' you are a humble man, and would gain regard in private life ; but to gain public attention you must force yourself into a more marked and expressive manner.' Generally, to-night, have I been above the world ; Lydia, and other comforts, I would resign. June 1 6. I thought it probable, from illness, that death might be at hand, and this was before me all the day ; sometimes I was exceedingly refreshed and comforted at the thought, at other times I felt unwilling and afraid to die. Shed tears at night, at the thought of my departure, and the roaring sea, that would soon be rolling between me and all that is dear to me upon earth. Mrs. T. M. Hitchins, his cousin's wife, having asked him for some of his sermons, he replied : London : June 24, 1805. The arguments you offer to induce me seem not to possess that force which I look for in your reasoning. Sermons cannot be good memorials, because once read they are done with especially a young man's sermons, unless they possess a peculiar simplicity and spirituality ; which I need not say are qualities not belonging to mine. I hope, however, that I am improving and I trust that now I am removed from the contagion of academic air I am in the way of acquiring a greater knowledge of men and of my own heart I shall exchange my jejune scholastic style for a simple spiritual exhibition of profitable truth Mr. Cecil has been taking a great deal of pains with me LYDIA G REN FELL 79 My insipid, inanimate manner in the pulpit, he says, is intolerable. Sir, said he, it is cupola-painting, not minia- ture, that must be the character of a man that harangues a multitude. Lieut. Wynter called on me last Saturday, and last night drank tea with me. I cannot but admire his great seriousness. I feel greatly attached to him. He is just the sort of person, of a sober thoughtful cast, that I love to associate with. He mentioned Lydia, I do not know why, but he could not tell me half enough about her, while she was at Plymouth, to satisfy my curiosity. Whitsun-week was a time of the utmost distress to me on her account On the Monday at the Eclectic, Mr. Cecil, speaking of celibacy, said, I was acting like a madman in going out without a wife. So thought all the other ten or eleven ministers present, and Mr. Foster among the rest, who is unmarried. This opinion, coming deliberately from so many experienced ministers, threw me into great perplexity, which increased, as my affections began to be set more afloat, for then I was less able than before to discern the path of duty. At last I wrote to Simeon, stating to him the strongest arguments I heard in favour of marriage in my case. His answer decided my mind. He put it in this way. Is it necessary ? To this I could answer, No. Then is it expedient ? He here produced so many weighty reasons against its expediency, that I was soon satisfied in my mind. My turbulent will was, however, not so easily pacified. I was again obliged to undergo the severest pain in making that sacrifice which had cost me so dear before. Better had it been if those wounds had never been torn open. But now again, through the mercy of God, I am once more at peace. What cannot His power effect ? The present wish of my heart is that there may be never a necessity of marriage, so that I may henceforth have no one thing upon earth for which I would wish to stay another hour, except it be to serve the Lord my Saviour in the work of the ministry. Once more, therefore, 8o HENRY MARTYN I say to Lydia, and with her to all earthly schemes of happiness, Farewell. Let her live happy and useful in her present situation, since that is the will of God. How long these thoughts may continue, I cannot say. At times of indolence, or distress, or prevalent corruption, the former wishes, I suppose, will occur and renew my pain : but pray, my dear sister, that the Lprd may keep in the imaginations of the thoughts of my heart all that may be for the glory of His great name. The only objection which presented itself to my advisers to marriage was the difficulty of finding a proper person to be the wife of a missionary. I told them that perhaps I should not have occasion to search a long time for one. Simeon knows all about Lydia. I think it very likely that he will endeavour to see her when she comes to town next winter. (Addendum at the commencement > before the Address^) I never returned my acknowledgment for the little hymn book, which is a memento of both. It is just the sort of thing. Instead of sending the books I intended, I shall inclose in the tea-caddy a little Pilgrim's Progress for you, and another for Lydia. July 2 was spent with Corrie in prayer, and converse ' about the great work among the heathen.' Martyn gave a final sitting for his miniature for his sister, to 'the painter lady, who still repeated her infidel cavils ; having nothing more to say in the way of argument, I thought it right to declare the threatenings of God to those who reject the Gospel.' On the 8th he sat for his picture, for his friend Bates, to Russel. After his farewell to Sargent, and riding back, Though I was in good health a moment before, yet as I was undressing I fainted and fell into a convulsive fit ; I lost my senses for some time, and on recovering a little LYDIA GRZNFELL 8i found myself in intense pain. Death appeared near at hand, and seemed somewhat different and more terrible than I could have conceived before, not in its conclusion, but in itself. I felt assured of my safety in Christ. Slept very little that night, from extreme debility. Tenth, I went to Portsmouth, where we arrived to breakfast, and find friends from Cambridge. Went with my things on board the Union at the Motherbank. Mr. Simeon read and prayed in the afternoon, thinking I was to go on board for the last time. Mr. Simeon first prayed, and then my- self. On our way to the ship we sung hymns. The time was exceedingly solemn, and our hearts seemed filled with solemn joy. As tidings from Lord Nelson were waited for, the fleet consisting of fifteen sail under convoy of the Belliqueuse, Captain Byng went no farther than Plymouth, and then anchored off Falmouth. The coast of Devonshire and Cornwall was passing before me. The memory of beloved friends, then, was very strong and affecting. ... I was rather flurried at the sin- gularity of this providence of God, in thus leading me once more to the bosom of all my friends. ... I have thought with exceeding tenderness of Lydia to-day ; how I long to see her ; but if it be the Lord's will, He will open a way. I shall not take any steps to produce a meeting. So he wrote on July 20. On the same day, the Rev. T. M. Hitchins wrote to him, thus : ' Lydia, from whom we heard about ten days ago, is quite well. She is much interested in your welfare.' Mrs. Hitchins wrote : ' Lydia, whom I heard lately from, is well, and never omits mentioning you in her letters and, I may venture to say, what you will value still more, in her prayers also.' Martyn wrote to Mr. Hitchins on the 23rd: 'A great work lies G 82 HENRY MARTYN before me, and I must submit to many privations if I would see it accomplished. I should say, however, that poverty is not one of the evils I shall have to encounter ; the salary of a chaplain, even at the lowest, is 600 rupees a month. Give my kind love to mama as also to Miss L. Grenfell.' A postscript to the letter stated that the writer had taken his plaice in the coach for Marazion : 1 Trust to pass some part of the morning at Miss Grenfell's.' He thus records in his Journal the interviews which resulted in what amounted to a brief engagement : I arrived at Marazion in time for breakfast, and met my beloved Lydia. In the course of the morning I walked with her, though not uninterruptedly; with much con- fusion I declared my affection for her, with the intention of learning whether, if ever I saw it right in India to be married, she would come out ; but she would not declare her sentiments, she said that the shortness of arrangement was an obstacle, even if all others were removed. In great tumult I walked up to St. Hilary, whence, after dining, I returned to Mr. Grenfell's, but, on account of the number of persons there, I had not an opportunity of being alone with Lydia. Went back to Falmouth with G. I was more disposed to talk of Lydia all the way, but roused myself to a sense of my duty, and addressed him on the sub- ject of religion. The next day I was exceedingly melan- choly at what had taken place between Lydia and myself, and at the thought of being separated from her. I could not bring myself to believe that God had settled the whole matter, because I was not willing to believe it. To Miss LYDIA GRENFELL, MARAZION Union, Falmouth Harbour : July 27, 1805. ... As I was coming on board this morning, and reading Mr. Serle's hymn you wrote out for me, a sudden LYDIA GRENFELL 83 gust of wind blew it into the sea. I made the boatmen immediately heave to, and recovered it, happily without any injury except what it had received from the sea. I should have told you that the Morning Hymn, which I always kept carefully in my pocket-book, was one day stolen with it, and other valuable letters, from my rooms in college. It would be extremely gratifying to me to possess another copy of it, as it always reminded me most forcibly of the happy day on which we visited the aged saint. The fleet, it is said, will not sail for three weeks, but if you are willing to employ any of your time in pro- viding me with this or any other manuscript hymns, the sooner you write them, the more certain I shall be of receiving them. Pardon me for thus intruding on your time ; you will in no wise lose your reward. The encouragement conveyed in little compositions of this sort is more refreshing than a cup of cold water. The Lord of the harvest, who is sending forth me, who am most truly less than the least of all saints, will reward you for being willing to help forward even the meanest of His servants. The love which you bear to the cause of Christ, as well as motives of private friendship, will, I trust, induce you to commend me to God, and to the word of His grace, at those sacred moments when you approach the throne of our covenant God. To His gracious care I commend you. May you long live happy and holy, daily growing more meet for the inheritance of the saints in light. I remain, with affectionate regard, yours most truly, H. MARTYN. July 28. (Sunday.) Preached in the morning, on board, on John iii. 3. In the afternoon, at Falmouth Church, on i Cor. i. 20 to 26. July 29. My gloom returned. Walked to Lamorran ; alternately repining at my dispensation, and giving it up to the Lord. Sometimes after thinking of Lydia for a G 2 84 HENRY MARTYN long time together, so as to feel almost outrageous at being deprived of her my soul would feel its guilt, and flee again to God. I was much relieved at intervals by learning the hymn, ' The God of Abraham praise.' The lady's Diary has these passages, which show that her sister, Mrs. Hitchins, had rightly represented the state of her heart as not altogether refusing to return Martyn's affection : 1805, July 2$.' I was surprised this morning by a visit from H. M., and have passed the day chiefly with him. The distance he is going, and the errand he is going on, rendered his society particularly interesting. I felt as if bidding a final adieu to him in this world, and all he said was as the words of one on the borders of eternity. May I improve the opportunity I have enjoyed of Christian converse, and may the Lord moderate the sorrow I feel at parting with so valuable and excellent friend some pains have attended it, known only to God and myself. Thou God, that knowest them, canst alone give comfort. . . . Oh, may we each pursue our different paths, and meet at last around our Father's throne ; may we often meet now in spirit, praying and obtaining blessings for each other. Now, my soul, return to God, the author of them. July 26. Oh, how this day has passed away ! Nothing done to any good purpose. Lord, help me ! I feel Thy loved presence withdrawn ; I feel departing from Thee. Oh, let Thy mercy pardon, let Thy love succour, me. Deliver me from this temptation, set my soul at liberty, and I will praise Thee. I . know the cause of all this darkness, this depression ; dare I desire what Thou dost plainly, by the voice of Thy providence, condemn ? O Lord, help me to conquer my natural feelings, help me to be watchful as Thy child. Oh, leave me not, or I fall a prey to this corroding care. Let me cast every care on Thee. LYDIA GRENFELL 85 Gurlyn, July 30. Blessed Lord, I thank Thee for affording me the retirement I so much delight in ; here I enjoy freedom from all the noise and interruption of a town. Oh, may the Lord sanctify this pleasure. Oh, may it prove the means of benefiting my soul. Oh, may I watch against the intrusions of vain thoughts ; else, instead of an advantage, I shall find solitude ruinous to my soul. August 4. This evening my soul has been pained with many fears concerning an absent friend, yet the Lord sweetly supports me, and is truly a refuge to me. It is a stormy and tempestuous night ; the stillness and retirement of this place add to the solemnity of the hour. I hear the voice of God in every blast it seems to say, < Sin has brought storm and tempest on a guilty world.' O my Father and my God, Thou art righteous in all Thy judgments, merciful in all Thy ways. I would humbly trust in Thee, and confide all who are dear to me into Thy hands. The anxieties of nature, the apprehensions of affection, do Thou regulate, and make me acquiesce in whatever is Thy will. August 5. My mind is relieved to-day by hearing the fleet, in which I thought my friend had sailed, has not left the port. Oh, how frequently do unnecessary pains destroy our peace. Lord, look on me to-night, pardon my sins and make me more watchful and fight against my inward corruption. Oh, it is a state of conflict indeed ! He thus wrote to Mrs. Hitchins : Falmouth : July 30, 1805. ' My dearest Cousin, I am exceedingly rejoiced at being permitted to send you one more letter, as the former, if it had been the last, would have left, I fear, a painful impression on your mind. It pleased God to restore peace to my mind soon after I came on board as I thought finally. I was left more alone with God, and found blessed seasons of intercourse with Him. But when your letter came, 86 HENRY MARTYN I found it so sympathising, so affectionate, that my heart was filled with joy and thankfulness to God for such a dear friend, and I could not refrain from bowing my knees im- mediately to pray that God might bless all your words to the good of my soul, and bless you for having written them. My views of the respective importance of things continue, I hope, to rectify. The shortness of time, the precious value of immortal souls, and the plain command of Christ, all conspire to teach me that Lydia must be resigned and for ever for though you suggest the possibility of my hereafter returning and being united to her, I rather wish to beware of looking forward to anything in this life as the end or reward of my labours. It would be a temptation to me to return before being necessitated. The rest which remaineth for the people of God is in another world, where they neither marry nor are given in marriage. But while I thus reason, still a sigh will ever and anon escape me at the thought of a final separation from her. In the morning when I rise, before prayer puts grace into exercise, there is generally a very heavy gloom on my spirits and a distaste for everything in earth or heaven. You do not seem to suppose that any objection would remain in her mind, if I should return and other obstacles were removed which opinion of yours is, no doubt, very pleasing to me but if there were anything more than friendship, do you think it at all likely she could have spoken and written to me as she has ? However, do not suppose from this that I wish to hear from you anything more on this subject in the hope of being gratified with an assurance to the contrary. I cannot tell what induced me to take my leave of the people in the west when I was last there, as it was so probable we should be detained ; were it not for having bid them adieu, I believe I should pay them another visit only that I could not do it without being with Lydia again, which might not perhaps answer any good purpose, and more probably would renew the pain. LYDIA GRENFELL 87 If, in India, I should be persuaded of the expediency of marriage, you perceive that I can do nothing less than make her the offer, or rather propose the sacrifice. It would be almost cruel and presumptuous in me to make such an application to her, especially as she would be induced by a sense of duty rather than personal attach- ment. But what else can be done ? Should she not, then, be warned of my intention before I go ? If you advance no objection, I shall write a letter to her, notwithstanding her prohibition. When this is done no further step remains to be taken, that I know of. The shortness of our ac- quaintance, which she made a ground of objection, cannot now be remedied. The matter, as it stands, must be left with God and I do leave it with Him very cheerfully. I pray that hereafter I may not be tempted to follow my will, and mistake it for God's to fancy I am called to marriage, when I ought to remain single and you will likewise pray, my dear cousin, that my mind may be always under a right direction. His Journal thus continues : July 31. Went on board this morning in extreme anguish. I could not help saying, ' Lord, it is not a sinful attachment in itself, and therefore I may commune more freely with Thee about it.' I sought for hymns suitable to my case, but none did sufficiently ; most complained of spiritual distress, but mine was not from any doubt of God's favour, for I felt no doubt of that. August I. Rose in great anguish of mind, but prayer relieved me a little. The wind continuing foul, I went ashore after breakfast ; but before this, sat down to write to Lydia, hoping to relieve the burden of my mind. I wrote in great turbulence, but in a little time my tumult unaccountably subsided, and I enjoyed a peace to which I have been for some time a stranger. I felt exceedingly willing to leave her, and to go on my way rejoicing. I 88 HENRY MARTYN could not account for this, except by ascribing it to the gracious influence of God. The first few Psalms were exceedingly comfortable to me. Received a letter this evening from Emma, and received it as from God ; I was animated before, but this added tenfold encouragement. She warned me, from experience, of the carefulness it would bring upon me ; bu^t spoke with such sympathy and tenderness, that my heart was quite refreshed. I bowed my knees to bless and adore God for it, and devoted myself anew to His beloved service. Went on board at night ; the sea ran high, but I felt a sweet tranquillity in Him who stilleth the raging of the sea. I was delighted to find that the Lascars understood me perfectly when I spoke to them a sentence or two in Hindustani. August 5. Went ashore. Walked to Pendennis garri- son ; enjoyed some happy reflections as I sat on one of the ramparts, looking at the ships and sea. August 7. Preached at Falmouth Church, on Psalm iii. I, with much comfort; after church, set off to walk to St. Hilary. Reached Helston in three hours in extraordi- nary spirits. The joy of my soul was very great. Every object around me called forth praise and gratitude to God. Perhaps it might have been joy at the prospect of seeing Lydia, but I asked myself at the time, whether out of love to God I was willing to turn back and see her no more. I persuaded myself that I could. But perhaps had I been put to the trial, it would have been otherwise. I arrived safe at St. Hilary, and passed the evening agreeably with R. 8th. Enjoyed much of the presence of God in morning prayer. The morning passed profitably in writing on Heb. ii. 3. My soul seemed to breathe seriously after God. Walked down with R. to Gurlyn to call on Lydia. She was not at home when we called, so I walked out to meet her. When I met her coming up the hill, I was almost induced to believe her more interested about me than I had conceived. Went away in the expectation LYDIA GRENFELL 89 of visiting her frequently. Called on my way (from Fal- mouth) at Gurlyn. My mind not in peace ; at night in prayer, my soul was much overwhelmed with fear, which caused me to approach God in fervent petition, that He would make me perfectly upright, and my walk consistent with the high character I am called to assume. August 10. Rose very early, with uneasiness increased by seeing the wind northerly ; walked away at seven to Gurlyn, feeling little or no pleasure at the thought of seeing Lydia ; apprehension about the sailing of the fleet made me dreadfully uneasy ; was with Lydia a short time before breakfast ; afterwards I read the loth Psalm, with Home's Commentary, to her and her mother ; she was then just putting into my hand the lothof Genesis to read when a servant came in, and said a horse was come for me from St. Hilary, where a carriage was waiting to convey me to Falmouth. All my painful presentiments were thus realised, and it came upon me like a thunderbolt. Lydia was evidently painfully affected by it ; she came out, that we might be alone at taking leave, and I then told her, that if it should appear to be God's will that I should be married, she must not be offended at receiving a letter from me. In the great hurry she discovered more of her mind than she intended ; she made no objection whatever to coming out. Thinking, perhaps, I wished to make an engagement with her, she said we had better go quite free ; with this I left her, not knowing yet for what purpose I have been permitted, by an unexpected providence, to enjoy these interviews. I galloped back to St. Hilary, and instantly got into a chaise with Mr. R., who had been awaked by the signal gun at five in the morning, and had come for me. At Hildon I got a horse, with which I rode to Fal- mouth, meeting on the road another express sent after me by R. I arrived about twelve, and instantly went on board ; almost all the other ships were under weigh, but the Union had got entangled in the chains. The commodore 90 HENRY MARTYN expressed his anger as he passed, at this delay, but I blessed the Lord, who had thus saved His poor creature from shame and trouble. How delusive are schemes of pleasure ; at nine in the morning I was sitting at ease, with the person dearest to me on earth, intending to go out with her afterwards to see the different views, to visit some persons with her, and to preach on the morrow ; four hours only elapsed, and I was under sail from England ! The anxiety to get on board, and the joy I felt at not being left behind, absorbed other sorrowful considerations for a time ; wrote several letters as soon as I was on board. When I was left a little at leisure, my spirits began to sink ; yet how backward was I to draw near to my God. I found relief occasionally, yet still was slow to fly to this refuge of my weary soul. Was meditating on a subject for to-morrow. As more of the land gradually appeared behind the Lizard, I watched with my spy-glass for the Mount (St. Michael's), but in consequence of lying to for the purser, and thus dropping astern of the fleet, night came on before we weathered the point. Oh, let not my soul be deceived and distracted by these foolish vanities, but now that I am actually embarked in Christ's cause, let a peculiar unction rest upon my soul, to wean me from the world, and to inspire me with ardent zeal for the good of souls. To Miss LYDIA GRENFELL Union, Falmouth : August 10, 1805. My dear Miss Lydia, It will perhaps be some satis- faction to yourself and your mother, to know that I was in time. Our ship was entangled in the chain, and was by that means the only one not under weigh when I arrived It seems that most of the people on board had given me up, and did not mean to wait for me. I cannot but feel sensibly this instance of Divine mercy in thus preserving me from the great trouble that would have attended the loss of my LVDIA GRENFELL 91 passage. Mount's Bay will soon be in sight, and recall you all once more to my affectionate remembrance. ... I bid you a long Farewell. God ever bless you, and help you sometimes to intercede for me. H. MARTYN. The lady alludes thus, in her Diary > to these events, in language which confesses her love, as she did not again confess it till after his death : l August 8. I was surprised again to-day by a visit from my friend, Mr. Martyn, who, contrary to every expectation, is detained, perhaps weeks longer. I feel myself called on to act decisively oh how difficult and painful a part Lord, assist me. I desire to be directed by Thy wisdom, and to follow implicitly what appears Thy will. May we each consider Thy honour as entrusted to us, and resolve, what- ever it may cost us, to seek Thy glory and do Thy will. O Lord, I feel myself so weak that I would fain fly from the trial. My hope is in Thee do Thou strengthen me, help me to seek, to know, and resolutely to do, Thy will, and that we may be each divinely influenced, and may principle be victorious over feeling. Thou, blessed Spirit, aid, support, and guide us. Now may we be in the armour of God, -now may we flee from temptation. O blessed Jesus, leave me not, forsake me not. A ugust 9. What a day of conflict has this been ! I was much blessed, as if to prepare me for it, in the morning, and expected to see my friend, and hoped to have acted 1 The parallel between Henry Martyn and David Brainerd, so close as to spiritual experience and missionary service, hereditary consumption and early death, is even more remarkable in their hopeless but purifying love. Brainerd was engaged to Jerusha, younger daughter of the great Jonathan Edwards * Dear Jerusha, are you willing to part with me ? ' said the dying missionary on October 4, 1747. . . . ' If I thought I should not see you and be happy with you in another world, I could not bear to part with you. But we shall spend a happy eternity together ! ' See J. M. Sherwood's edition (1885) f the Memoirs of Rev. David Brainerd, prefaced by Jonathan Edwards, D. D. , p. 340. 92 HENRY MARTYN with Christian resolution. At Tregembo I learnt he had been called off by express last night. The effect this intelligence had on me shows how much my affections are engaged. O Lord, I lament it, I wonder at myself, I tremble at what may be before me but do not, O Lord, forsake me. The idea of his going, when at parting I behaved with greater coolness and reserve than I ever did before, was a distress I could hardly bear, and I prayed the Lord to afford me an opportunity of doing away the impression from his mind. I saw no possibility of this imagining the fleet must have sailed when, to my astonishment, I learnt from our servant that he had called again this evening, and left a message that he would be here to-morrow. Oh, I feel less able than ever to conceal my real sentiments, and the necessity of doing it does not so much weigh with me. O my soul, pause, reflect thy future happiness, and his too, the glory of God, the peace of my dear mother all are concerned in what may pass to-morrow ; I can only look and pray to be directed aright. August 10. Much have I to testify of supporting grace this day, and of what I must consider Divine interference in my favour, and that of my dear friend, who is now gone to return no more. My affections are engaged past re- calling, and the anguish I endured yesterday, from an apprehension that I had treated him with coolness, exceeds my power to express ; but God saw it, and kindly ordered it that he should come and do away the idea from my mind. It contributed likewise to my peace, and I hope to his, that it is clearly now understood between us that he is free to marry where he is going, and I have felt quite resigned to the will of God in this, and shall often pray the Lord to find him a suitable partner. Went to meeting in a comfortable frame, but the intelligence brought me there that the fleet had probably sailed without my friend so distressed and distracted my LYDIA GRENFELL $ 3 mind, that I would gladly have exchanged my feelings of yesterday for those I was now exercised with ; yet in prayer I found relief, and in appealing to God. How unsought by me was his coming here. I still felt anxiety beyond all expression to hear if he arrived in time or not. Oh, not for all the world could offer me would I he should lose his passage ! yet stay, my soul, recollect thyself, are not all events at the Lord's disposal ? Are not the steps of a good man ordered by the Lord ? Cast then this burden on Him who carest for thee, my soul. Oh, let not Thy name, great God, be blasphemed through us surely we desire to glorify it above all things, and would sacrifice everything to do so ; enter then my mind this night, and let me in every dark providence trust in the Lord. August ii. A day of singular mercies. O my soul, how should the increasing goodness of God engage thee to serve Him with more zeal and ardour. I had a comfortable season in prayer before breakfast, enjoying sweet liberty of spirit before God my Saviour, God, the sinner's friend and helper. Went to church, but could get no comfort from the sermon ; the service I found in some parts quickening. On my return I found a letter from my excellent friend, dated on board the Union. Oh, what a relief to my mind ! By a singular providence this ship was prevented sailing by getting entangled in the chain ; every other belonging to the fleet was under weigh when he reached Falmouth, and his friends there had given over the hope of his arriving in time. Doth not God care for His people, and order everything, even the most trifling, that concerns them ? The fleet must not sail till the man of God joined it ; praised be the name of the Lord for this instance of His watchful care. And now, my soul, turn to God, thy rest. Oh, may the remembrance of my dear friend, whilst it is cherished as it ought, be no hindrance to my progress in grace and holiness. May God alone fill my thoughts, and may my regard for my friend be sanctified, and be a 94 HENRY MARTYN means of stimulating me to press forward, and animate me in devoting myself entirely to God. Lord, I would un- feignedly adore Thee for all the instances of Thy loving kindness to me this week. I have had many remarkable answers to prayer, many proofs that the Lord watches over me, unworthy as I am. O Divine Saviour, how shall I praise Thee ? Walked tjiis evening to a little meeting at Thirton Wood. I was greatly refreshed and comforted. Oh, what a support in time of trouble is the Lord God of Israel ! I am about retiring to rest oh, may my thoughts upon my bed be solemn and spiritual. The remembrance of my dear friend is at times attended with feelings most painful, and yet, when I consider why he is gone, and Whom he is serving, every burden is removed, and I rejoice on his account, and rejoice that the Lord has such a faithful servant employed in the work. Oh, may I find grace triumphant over every feeling of my heart. Come, Lord Jesus, and dwell with me. August 12. Passed a sweet, peaceful day, enjoying much of His presence whose favour giveth life, and joy, and peace. Visited several of the poor near me, and found ability to speak freely and feelingly to them of the state of their souls. My dear absent friend is constantly remembered by me, but I find not his remembrance a hindrance to my soul in following after God no, rather does it stimulate me in my course. Thus hath the Lord answered my prayers, as it respects myself, that our regard might be a sanctified one. Oh, bless the Lord, my soul, for ever ! praise Him in cheerful lays from day to day, and hope eternally to do so. August 13. Awoke early and had a happy season. Visited a poor old man in great poverty, whose mind seemed disposed to receive instruction, and in some measure enlightened to know his sinful state and need of Christ ; I found it a good time whilst with him. This evening my spirits are depressed ; my absent friend is present to my remembrance, possessing more than common sensibility and LYDIA GRENFELL 95 affection. What must his sufferings be ? but God is sufficient for him. He that careth for the falling sparrow will not forget him this is my never-failing source of consolation. August 15. My soul has been cold in duties to-day. Oh, for the spirit of devotion ! Great are the things God has wrought for me ; oh, let these great things suitably im- press my soul. I have had many painful reflections to-day respecting my absent friend, fearing whether I may not be the occasion of much sorrow to him and possibly of hindering him in the work. I could not do such violence to my feelings as to treat him with reserve and distance, yet, in his circumstances, I think I ought to. O Lord, if in this I have offended, forgive me, and oh, do away from his mind every improper remembrance of me. Help me to cast my cares on Thee to-night, and help me with peace. Marazion, September 2. My mind has been exercised with many painful anxieties about my dear friend, but I have poured out my soul to God, and am relieved ; I have left my sorrows with Him. Isaiah (4ist chapter) has comforted me. Oh, what pleasure did that permission give me when my heart was overburdened to-day. ( Produce your cause ' what a privilege to come to God as a friend. I disclose those feelings to Him I have no power to to any earthly friend. Those I could say most to seem to avoid the subject that occupies my mind ; I have been wounded by their silence, yet I do not imagine them indifferent or unconcerned. It is well for me they have seemed to be so, for it has made me more frequent at a throne of grace, and brought me more acquainted with God as a friend who will hear all my complaints. Oh, how sweet to approach Him, through Christ, as my God. ' Fear not/ He says, ' for I am with you : be not dismayed, I am thy God, I will strengthen thee, yea (O blessed assurance ! ) I will help thee, yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of My righteousness ; ' and so I find it glory be to God ! Lord, 96 HENRY MARTYtf hear the frequent prayers I offer for Thy dear servant, sanctify our mutual regard ; may it continue through eternity, flowing from our love to Thee. September 3. Still no letters from Stoke, and no intelligence whether the fleet has sailed this is no small exercise of my patience, but at times I feel a sweet complacency in saying, * Thou art my portion, O Lord.' I have often felt happy in saying this, but it is in a season such as this, when creature comforts fail, that we may know whether we are sincere in saying so. Ah ! how do we imperceptibly cleave to earth, and how soon withdraw our affections from God. I am sensible mine would never fix on Him but by His own power effecting it. I rest on Thy power, O God most high, retired from human obser- vation. When the commodore opened his sealed despatches off the Lizard, it was found that the fleet was to linger still longer at Cork, whence Henry Martyn wrote again to Lydia's sister, Mrs. Hitchins. On Sunday, when becalmed in Mount's Bay, and he would have given anything to have been ashore preaching at Marazion or St. Hilary, he had taken for his text Hebrews xi. 16 : ' But now they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly.' Cork Harbour : August 19, 1805. The beloved objects were still in sight, and Lydia I knew was about that time at St. Hilary, but every wave bore me farther and farther from them. I introduced what I had to say by observing that we had now bid adieu to England, and its shores were dying away from the view. The female part of my audience were much affected, but I do not know that any were induced to seek the better country. The Mount continued in sight till five o'clock, when it disappeared behind the western boundary of the LYDTA G REN FELL 97 bay. Amidst the extreme gloom of my mind this day I found great comfort in interceding earnestly for my beloved friends all over England. If you have heard from Marazion since Sunday, I should be curious to know whether the fleet was observed passing. . . . We are now in the midst ot a vast number of transports filled with troops. It is now certain from our coming here that we are to join in some expedition, probably the Cape of Good Hope, or the Brazils ; anywhere for me so long as the Lord goes with me. If it should please God to send me another letter from you, which I scarcely dare hope, do not forget to tell me as much as you can about Lydia. I cannot write to her, or I should find the greatest relief and pleasure even in transmitting upon paper the assurances of my tenderest love. Cove of Cork : August 28, 1805. My dearest Cousin, I have but a few minutes to say that we are again going to sea under convoy of five men of war. Very anxiously have I been expecting to receive an answer to the letter I sent you on my arrival at this port, bearing date August 16 ; from the manner in which I had it conveyed to the post-office, I begin to fear it has never reached you. I have this instant received the letter you wrote me the day on which we sailed from Falmouth. Everything from you gives me the greatest pleasure, but this letter has rather tended to excite sentiments of pain as well as pleasure. I fear my pro- ceedings have met with your disapprobation, and have therefore been wrong since it is more probable you should judge impartially than myself. I am now fully of opinion that, were I convinced of the expediency of marriage, I ought not in conscience to propose it, while the obstacle of S. J. remains. Whatever others have said, I think that Lydia acts no more than consistently by persevering in her present determination. I confess, therefore, that till this obstacle is removed my path is perfectly clear, and, blessed be God ! I (eel very, very happy in all that my God shall order concerning me. Let me suffer privation, and sorrow and death, if I may by these tribulations enter into the kingdom of God. Since we have been lying here I have been enjoying a peace almost uninterrupted The Spirit of adoption has been drawing me near to God, and giving me the full assurance of His love. My prayer is continually that I may be more deeply and habitually convinced of His unchanging, everlasting love, and that my whole soul may be altogether in Christ, The Lord teaches me to desire Christ for my all in all to long to be encircled in His everlasting arms, to be swallowed up in the fulness of His love. Surely the soul is happy that thus bathes in a medium of love, I wish no created good, but to be one with Him and to be living for my Saviour and Lord Oh, may it be my constant care to live free from the spirit of bondage, and at all times have access to the Father, This I now fed, my beloved cousin, should be our state perfect reconciliation with God, perfect appropriation of Him in all His endearing attributes, according to all that He has promised This shall bear us safely through the storm. Oh, how happy are we in being introduced to such high privileges! You and my dear brother, and Lydia, I rejoice to think, are often praying for me and interested about me, I have, of course, much more time and leisure to intercede for you than you for me and you may be assured I do not foil to employ my superior opportunities in your behalf. Especially is it my prayer that the mind of my dear cousin, formed as it is by nature and by grace for higher occupations, may not be rendered uneasy by the employments and cares of this. Hearing nothing accurately of the India fleet after its departure from Mount's Bay, Lyxlia Grenfell thus LYDIA GRENFELL betrayed to herself and laid before God her loving 1805, September 24. Have I not reason ever, and in all things, to trust and Mess God? O my soot why dost thoa yield to despondency? why art thou disquieted? O my soul, put thy trust in God, assured that thou shalt yet praise Him, who is the help of thy countenance and thy God in Christ Jesus, My mind is under considerable anxiety, arising from the uncertainty of my dear friend's situation, and an apprehension of his being ilL Oh, how soon is my soul filled with confusion ! yet I find repose for it in the love of Jesus oh, let me then raise my eyes to Him, and may His love be shed abroad in my heart ; make me in all things resigned to Thy will, to trust and hope and rejoice in Thee, November i. My dear absent friend has too much occupied my thoughts and affections, and broken my peace but Jesus reigns in providence and grace, and He does all things welL Yes, in my best moments I can rejoice in believing this, but too often I yield to unbelieving fears and discouragements. The thought that we shall meet no more sinks at times my spirits, yet I would say and feel submissive Thy will be done. Choose for my motto, on entering my thirty-first year, this Scripture : ' Our days on the earth are as a shadow, and there is none abiding/ November 4. I think of my friend, but blessed be God for not suffering my regard to lead me from Himself November 16. I have been employed to-day in a painful manner, writing l (perhaps for the last time) to too dear a friend. I have to bless God for keeping me com- posed whilst doing so, and for peace of mind since, arising from a conviction that I have done right ; and oh, that I may now be enabled to turn my thought from all below to ' This letter never readied its destination, bat was captured in the BeO Packet. H2 ioo HENRY MARTYN that better world where my soul hopes eternally to dwell. Blessed Lord Jesus, be my strength and shield. Oh, let not the enemy harass me, nor draw my affections from Thee. November 17. Felt great depression of spirits to-day, from the improbability of ever seeing H. M. return. I feel it necessary to fly to God, praying for submission to His will, and to rest assured of the wisdom and love of this painful event. O my soul, rise from these cares, look beyond the boundary of time. Oh, cheering prospect, in that blest world where my Redeemer lives I shall regain every friend I love with Christian love again. Be resigned then, my soul, Jesus is thine, and He does all things well. 101 CHAPTER III THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE SOUTH AMERICA- SOUTH AFRICA, 1805-1806 THE East India fleet had been detained off Ireland 'for fear of immediate invasion, in which case the ships might be of use.' The young chaplain was kept busy enough in his own and the other vessels. In one of these, the Ann> there was a mutiny. Another, the Pitt, was a Botany Bay ship, carrying out 1 20 female convicts. Thanks to Charles Simeon, he was able to supply all with Bibles and religious books. But even on board his own transport, the Union, the captain would allow only one service on the Sabbath, and denied permission to preach to the convicts. The chaplain's ministrations between decks were continued daily, amid the indifference and even opposition of all save a few. At last, on August 31, 1805, the Indiamen of the season and fifty transports sailed out of the Cove of Cork under convoy of the Diadem, 64 guns, the Belliqueuse, 64 guns, the Leda and Narcissus frigates, on a voyage which, after two months since lifting the anchor at Portsmouth, lasted eight and a half months to Calcutta. The Union had H.M. 59th Regiment on board. Of its officers and men, and of the East India Company's cadets and the officers commanding them, he succeeded in inducing only five to 1 io2 HENRY MARTYN join him in daily worship. His own presence and this little gathering caused the vessel to be known in the fleet as ' the praying ship.' The captain died during the voyage to the Cape. One of the ships was wrecked, the Union narrowly escaping the same fate. Martyn's Journal reveals an amount of hostility to himself and of open scoffing at his message which would be impossible now. He fed his spirit with the Word of God, which he loved to expound to others. Leighton, especially the too little known Rules for Holy Living, was ever in his hands. Augustine and Ambrose delighted him, also Hooker, Baxter, Jonathan Edwards, and Flavel, which he read to any who would listen, while he spoke much to the Mohammedan Lascars. He worked hard at Hindustani, Bengali, and Portuguese. Not more faithfully reflected in his Journal than the tedium of the voyage and the often blasphemous opposition of his fellows are, all unconsciously, his own splendid courage, his untiring faithfulness even when down with dysentery and cough, his watchful prayerfulness, his longing for the spread of Christ's kingdom. As the solitary young saint paced the deck his thoughts, too, were with the past with Lydia, in a way which, even he felt, did not leave him indisposed for communion with God. From Funchal, Madeira, he wrote to Lydia's sister : ' God knows how dearly I love you, and Lydia and Sally (his younger sister), and all His saints in England, yet I bid you all an everlasting farewell almost without a sigh.' His motto throughout the voyage was the sentence in which Milner characterises the first Christians : 'To BELIEVE, TO SUFFER, AND TO LOVE.' Meanwhile Lydia Grenfell was thus committing to her Diary these melancholy longings : THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 103 November 22. Yesterday brought me most pleasing intelligence from my dear friend, for which I have and do thank Thee, O Lord my God. He assures us of his being well, and exceedingly happy oh, may he continue so. I have discovered that insensibly I have indulged the hope of his return, which this letter has seemed to lessen. I see it is my duty to familiarise my mind to the idea of our separation being for ever, with what feelings the thought is admitted, the Lord whose will I desire therein to be done only knows, and I find it a blessed relief to look to Him for comfort. I can bear testimony to this, that the Lord does afford me the needful support. I have been favoured much within this day or two, and seem, if I may trust to present feelings, to be inspired to ask the Lord's sovereign will and pleasure concerning me and him. I look forward to our meeting only in another state of existence, and oh, how pure, how exalted will be our affection then ! here it is mixed with much evil, many pains, and great anxieties. Hasten, O Lord, Thy coming, and fit me for it and for the society of Thy saints in light. I desire more holiness, more of Christ in my soul, more of His likeness. Oh, to be filled with all Thy fulness, to be swallowed up in Thee ! November 23. Too much has my mind been occupied to-day with a subject which must for ever interest me. O Lord, have mercy on me ! help can only come from Thee. Let Thy blessed Word afford me relief ; let the aids of Thy Spirit be vouchsafed. Restore to me the joys of Thy salvation. November 24. Passed a night of little sleep, my mind restless, confused, and unhappy. In vain did I endeavour to fix my thoughts on spiritual things, and to drive away those distressing fears of what may befall my dear friend. Blessed for ever be the Lord that on approaching His mercy-seat, through the blood of Jesus, I found peace, rest, and an ability to rely on God for all things. I have through the day enjoyed a sense of the Divine presence, and a io4 HENRY MARTYN blessed nearness to the Lord. To-night I am favoured with a sweet calmness ; I seem to have no desire to exert myself. O Lord, animate, refresh my fainting soul. I see how dangerous it is to admit any worldly object into the heart, and how prone mine is to idolatry, for whatever has the preference, that to God is an idol. Alas ! my thoughts, my first and last thoughts, t are now such as prove that God cannot be said to have the supreme place in my affections ; yet, blessed be His name, I can resign myself and all my concerns to His disposal, and this is my heart's desire. Thy will be done. December n. I seem reconciled to all before me, and consider the Lord must have some great and wise purposes to answer by suffering my affections to be engaged in the degree they are. If it is only to exercise my submission to His will, and to make me more acquainted with His power to support and comfort me, it will be a great end answered, and oh, may I welcome all He appoints for this purpose. The mysteries of Providence are unfathomable. The event must disclose them, and in this I desire to make up my mind from henceforth no more to encourage the least expectation of meeting my dear friend in this world. O Lord, when the desire is so strong, how impossible is it for me to do this ; but Thou art able to strengthen me for it. Oh, vouchsafe the needful help. December 16. I have had many distressing feelings to-day, and struggled with my heart, which is at times rent, I may say, by the reflection that I have bidden adieu for ever in this life to so dear a friend ; but the blessed employment the Lord has assisted me in, and the thought that he is serving my blessed Lord Jesus, is most conso- latory. Oh, may I never more seek to draw him back from the work. Lord, Thou knowest all things, Thou knowest that I would not do this. December 26. Went early to St. Hilary, where I had an opportunity of reading the excellent prayers of our THE NINE MONTHS 1 VOYAGE, 1805-1806 105 Church. I have been blest with sweet peace to-day a solemn expectation of entering eternity. I feel a sadness of spirit at times (attended with a calm resignation of mind, not unpleasing) at the remembrance of my friend, whom I expect no more to see till we meet in heaven. Oh, blessed hope that there we shall meet ! Lord, keep us each in the narrow way that leads to Thee. December 31. The last in 1805 oh, may it prove the most holy to my soul. I am shut out from the communion of Thy saints in a measure ; oh, let me enjoy more communion with my God. Thou knowest my secret sorrows, yea, Thou dost calm them by causing me to have regard to a future life of bliss with Thee, when I shall see and adore the wisdom of Thy dealings with me. Oh, my idolatrous heart ! These passages occur in Henry Martyn's Journal : December 4. Dearest Lydia ! never wilt thou cease to be dear to me ; still, the glory of God, and the salvation of immortal souls, is an object for which I can part with thee. Let us live then for God, separate from one another, since such is His holy will. Hereafter we shall meet in a happier region, and if we shall have lived and died, denying ourselves for God, triumphant and glorious will our meeting be. ... December 5. My mind has been running on Lydia, and the happy scenes in England, very much ; particularly on that day when I walked with her on the sea-shore, and with a wistful eye looked over the blue waves that were to bear me from her. While walking the deck I longed to be left alone, that my thoughts might run at random. Tender feelings on distant scenes do not leave me indisposed for communion with God ; that which is present to the outward senses is the greatest plague to me. Went among the soldiers in the afternoon, distributing oranges to those who are scorbutic. My heart was for some hours expanding with joy and love ; but I have reason to io6 HENRY MARTYN think that the state of the body has great influence on the frames and feelings of the mind. Let the rock of my con- solations be not a variable feeling, but Jesus Christ and His righteousness. The fleet next touched at San Salvador, or Bahia, from which Henry Martyn wrote to Mrs. Hitchins, his cousin, asking her to send him by Corrie, who was coming out as chaplain, 'your profile and Cousin Tom's and Lydia's. If she should consent to it, I should much wish for her minia- ture.' The request, when it reached her, must have led to such passages in her Diary as these : 1806, February 8. I have passed some days of pain and weakness, but now am blessed again with health. During the whole of this sickness I was afflicted with much deadness of soul, and have had very few thoughts of God. I felt, as strength returned, the necessity of more earnest supplications for grace and spiritual life. I have ascertained this sad truth, that my soul has declined in spiritual fervour and liveliness since I have admitted an earthly object so much into my heart. Ah ! I know I have not power to recall my affections, but God can, and I believe He will, enable me to regulate them better. This thought has been of great injury to me, as I felt no murmuring at the will of God, nor disposed to act therein contrary to His will. I thought I might indulge secretly my affection, but it has been of vast disadvantage to me. I am now convinced, and I do humbly (relying on strength from on high) resolve no more to yield to it. Oh, may my conversation be in heaven, and the glories of Immanuel be all my theme. February 15. I have been much exercised yesterday and to-day walking in darkness, without light and I feel the truth of this Scripture : ' Your sins have separated between you and your God.' I have betrayed a most unbecoming impatience and warmth of temper. My dear THE NINE MONTHS* VOYAGE, 1805-1806 107 absent friend, too, has been much in my mind. How many times have I endured the pain of bidding him farewell ! I would not dare repine. I doubt not for a moment the necessity of its being as it is, but the feelings of my mind at particular seasons overwhelm me. My refuge is to consider it is the will of God. Thy will, my God, be done. Henry Martyn did not lose a day in discharging his mission to the residents and slaves of that part of the coast of Brazil, in the great commercial city and seat of the metropolitan. His was the first voice to proclaim the pure Gospel in South America since, three hundred years before, Coligny's and Calvin's missionaries had been there silenced by Villegagnon, and put to death. Martyn was frequently ashore, almost fascinated by the tropical glories of the coast and the interior, and keenly interested in the Portuguese dons, the Franciscan friars, and the negro slaves. After his first walk through the town to the suburbs, he was looking for a wood in which he might rest, when he found himself at a magnificent porch leading to a noble avenue and house. There he was received with exuberant hospitality by the Corre family, especially by the young Senor Antonio, who had received a University training in Portugal, and soon learned to enjoy the society of the Cambridge clergyman. In his visits of days to this family, his exploration of the immediate interior and the plantations of tapioca and pepper, introduced from Batavia, and his discussions with its members and the priests on Roman Catholicism, all conducted in French and Latin, a fortnight passed rapidly. He was ever about his Master's business, able in speaking His message to men and in prayer and meditation. ' In a cool and shady part of the garden, near some water, I sat and sang O'er the gloomy hills of darkness. io8 HENRY MARTYN I could read and pray aloud, as there was no fear of anyone understanding me. Reading the eighty-fourth Psalm, O how amiable are Thy tabernacles, this morning in the shade, the day when I read it last under the trees with Lydia was, brought forcibly to my remem- brance, and produced some degree of melancholy.' Refreshed by the hospitality of San Salvador, he resumed the voyage with new zeal for his Lord and for his study of such authorities as Orme's Indostan and Scott's Dekkan, and thus taking himself to task : ' I wish I had a deeper con- viction of the sinfulness of sloth.' Thus had he taken possession of Brazil, of South America, for Christ. As he walked through the streets, where for a long time he ' saw no one but negro slaves male and female ' ; as he passed churches in which ' they were performing Mass,' and priests of all colours innu- merable, and ascended the battery which commanded a view of the whole bay of All Saints, he exclaimed, * What happy missionary. shall be sent to bear the name of Christ to these western regions? When shall this beautiful country be delivered from idolatry and spurious Christianity ? Crosses there are in abundance, but when shall the doctrine of the Cross be held up ? ' In the nearly ninety years that have gone since that time, Brazil has ceased to belong to the house of Braganza, slavery has been abolished, the agents of the Evangelical churches and societies of the United States of America and the Bible societies have been sent in answer to his prayer ; while down in the far south Captain Allen Gardiner, R.N., by his death for the savage people, has brought about results that extorted the admiration of Dr. Darwin. As Martyn went back to the ship for the last THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 109 time, after a final discussion on Mariolatry with the Fran- ciscans, rowed by Lascars who kept the feast of the Hijra with hymns to Mohammed, and in converse with a fellow-voyager who declared mankind needed to be told nothing but to be sober and honest, he cried to God with a deep sigh ' to interfere in behalf of His Gospel ; for in the course of one hour I had seen three shocking examples of the reign and power of the devil in the form of Popish and Mohammedan delusion and that of the natural man. I felt, however, in no way discouraged, but only saw the necessity of dependence on God.' Why did Henry Martyn's preaching and daily pastoral influence excite so much opposition ? Undoubtedly, as we shall see, both in Calcutta and Dinapore, his Cornish-Celtic temperament, possibly the irritability due to the disease under which he was even then suffering, disabled him from disarming opposition, as his friend Corrie, for instance, after- wards always did. But we must remember to whom he preached and what he preached, and the time at which he preached, in the history not only of the Church of England, but of Evangelical religion. He had himself been brought out of spiritual darkness under the influence of Kempthorne and Charles Simeon, by the teaching of Paul in his letters to the Roman and the Galatian converts. To him sin was exceeding sinful. The Pauline doctrine of sin and its one remedy was the basis not only of his theology, but of his personal experience and daily life. After a brief ministry to the villagers of Lolworth and occasional sermons to his fellow students in Cambridge, this Senior Wrangler and Classic, yet young convert, was put in spiritual charge of a British regiment and Indiaman's crew, and was the only chaplain in a force of eight thousand soldiers, some with i io HENRY MARTYN families, and many female convicts. At a time when the dead churches were only beginning to wake up, after the missions of the Wesleys and Whitfield, of William Carey and Simeon, this youthful prophet was called to reason of temperance, righteousness, and judgment to come, with men who were practically as pagan or as sceptical as Felix. His second address at sea, on September 15, was from Paul's sermon in the synagogue of Antioch in Pisidia (Acts xiii. 38-39) : Through this man is preached unto you the forgiveness of sins, &c. 1 It was a full and free declaration of God's love in Jesus Christ to sinful man, which he thus describes in his Journal : ' In the latter part I was led to speak without preparation on the all-sufficiency of Christ to save sinners who came to Him with all their sins without delay. I was carried away with a Divine aid to speak with freedom and energy. My soul was refreshed, and I retired seeing reason to be thankful ! ' But the next week's experience resulted in this : ' I was more tried by the fear of man than I have ever been since God called me to the ministry. The threats and opposition of those men made me unwilling to set before them the truths which they hated ; yet I had no species of hesitation about doing it. They had let me know that if I would preach a sermon like one of Blair's they should be glad to hear it ; but they would not attend if so much of hell was preached.' Strengthened by our Lord's promise of the Comforter (John xiv. 1 6), he next Sunday took for his text Psalm ix. 1 7 : The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God. He thus concluded : 1 Twenty Sermons, by the late Rev. Henry Martyn, B.D. Fourth edition (from first edition printed at Calcutta), London, 1822, THE NINE MONTHS* VOYAGE, 1805-1806 in Pause awhile, and reflect ! Some of you, perhaps, by this time, instead of making a wise resolve, have begun to wonder that so heavy a judgment should be denounced merely against forgetfulness. But look at the affairs of common life, and be taught by them. Do not neglect, and want of attention, and not looking about us to see what we have to do do not any of these bring upon us conse- quences as ruinous to our worldly business as any ACTIVE misbehaviour ? It is an event of every day, that a man, by mere laziness and inattention to his business, does as certainly bring himself and family to poverty, and end his days in a gaol, as if he were, in wanton mischief, to set fire to his own house. So it is also with the affairs of the soul : neglect of that forgetfulness of God, who only can save it will work his ruin, as surely as a long and daring course of profligate wickedness. When any one has been recollecting the proper proofs of a future state of rewards and punishments, nothing, methinks, can give him so sensible an apprehension of punishment or such a representation of it to the mind, as observing that, after the many disregarded checks, admo- nitions, and warnings which people meet with in the ways of vice, folly, and extravagance warnings from their very nature, from the examples of others, from the lesser incon- veniences which they bring upon themselves, from the instructions of wise and good men after these have been long despised, scorned, ridiculed after the chief bad con- sequences (temporal consequences) of their follies have been delayed for a great while, at length they break in irresistibly like an armed force : repentance is too late to relieve, and can serve only to aggravate their distress : the case is become desperate ; and poverty and sickness, re- morse and anguish, infamy and death, the effects of their own doings, overwhelm them beyond possibility of remedy or escape. This is an account of what is, in fact, the general constitution of Nature. U2 HENRY MARTYN But is the forgetfulness of God so light a matter ? Think what ingratitude, rebellion, and atheism there is at the bottom of it ! Sirs, you have * a carnal mind, which is enmity against God.' (Rom. viii. 7.) Do not suppose that you have but to make a slight effort, and you will cease to forget Him : it is your nature to forget Him : it is your nature to hate Him : so that nothing less than an entire change of heart and nature will ever deliver you from this state of enmity. Our nature ' is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. They that are in the flesh cannot please God.' (Rom. viii. 7, 8.) From this state let the fearful menace in the text persuade you to arise ! Need we remind you again of the dreadfulness of hell of the certainty that it shall overtake the impenitent sinner ? Enough has been said ; and can any of you be still so hardened, and such enemies to your souls, as still to cleave to sin ? Will you still venture to continue any more in the hazard of falling into the hands of God ? Alas ! ' Who among us shall dwell with the devouring fire ? Who among us shall dwell with everlasting burnings ? ' (Isa. xxxiii. 14.) ' Can thine heart endure, or can thine hands be strong, in the days that I shall deal with thee ? I the Lord have spoken it, and will do it ! ' (Ezek. xxii. 14.) Observe, that men have dealt with sinners ministers have dealt with them apostles, prophets, and angels have dealt with them : at last, God will take them in hand, and deal with them ! Though not so daring as to defy God, yet, brethren, in all probability you put off repentance. Will you securely walk a little longer along the brink of the burning furnace of the Almighty's fury ? * As the Lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth, there is but a step between thee and death!' (i Sam. xx. 3.) When you lie down you know not but you may be in it before the morning ; and when you rise you know not but God may say, * Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee ! ' When once the word is given to cut you down, THE NINE MONTHS VOYAGE, 1805-1806 113 the business is over. You are cut off from your lying refuges and beloved sins from the world from your friends from the light from happiness from hope, for ever ! Be wise, then, my friends, and reasonable : give neither sleep to your eyes, nor slumber to your eyelids, till you have resolved, on your knees before God, to forget Him no more. Go home and pray. Do not dare to fly, as it were, in the face of your Maker, by seeking your pleasure on His holy day ; but if you are alarmed at this subject, as well you may be, go and pray to God that you may forget Him no more. It is high time to awake out of sleep. It is high time to have done with hesitation : time does not wait for you ; nor will God wait till you are pleased to turn. He hath bent His bow, and made it ready : halt no more between two opinions : hasten tarry not in all the plain, but flee from the wrath to come. Pray for grace, without which you can do nothing. Pray for the knowledge of Christ, and of your own danger and helplessness, without which you cannot know what it is to find refuge in Him. It is not our design to terrify, without pointing out the means of safety. Let us then observe, that if it should have pleased God to awaken any of you to a sense of your danger, you should beware of betaking yourselves to a refuge of lies. But, through the mercy of God, many among us have found repentance unto life have fled for refuge to the hope set before them have seen their danger, and fled to Christ. Think with yourselves what it is now to have escaped destruction ; what it will be to hear at the last day our acquittal, when it shall be said to others, ' Depart from Me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire.' Let the sense of the mercy of God gild all the path of life. On the other hand, since it is they who forget God that are to bear the weight of His wrath, let us beware, brethren, how we forget Him, through concern about this world, or through unbelief, or through sloth. Let us be punctual in all our engagements I ii 4 . HENRY MARTYN with Him. With earnest attention and holy awe ought we to hear His voice, cherish the sense of His presence, and perform the duties of His worship. No covenant relation or Gospel grace can render Him less holy, less jealous, or less majestic. ' Wherefore let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably, with reverence and godly fear ; for our God is a consuming fire. 5 The officers had seated themselves behind the preacher, that they might retire in case of dislike, and one of them employed himself in feeding the geese ; so it had happened in the case of the missionary Paul, and Martyn wrote : * God, I trust, blessed the sermon to the good of many. Some of the cadets and soldiers were in tears.' The complement 1 of this truth he soon after displayed to them in his sermon on the message through Ezekiel xxxiii. n. As I live, saith the Lord, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked. Men have been found in all ages who have vented their murmurs against God for the severity of His final punishment, as well as for the painful continuance of His judgments upon them in this life, saying, * If our state be so full of guilt and misery as is represented, and God is determined to avenge Himself upon us, be it so ; then we must take the consequences.' If God were to reply to this impious complaint only by silence ; if He were to suffer the gloom of their hearts to thicken into tenfold darkness, and give them up to their own malignity, till they died victims to their own impiety and despair, the Lord would still be righteous, they would then only eat of the fruit of their doings. But, behold, the Lord gives a very unexpected message, with which He bids us to follow men, 1 Five Sermons (never before published), by the late Rev. Henry Martyn, B.D., with a prefatory letter on missionary enterprise, by the Rev, G. T. Fox, M.A., London, 1862. THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 115 to interrupt their sad soliloquies, to stop their murmurs. ' Say unto them/ saith He, ' As I live, saith the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way and live. Turn ye, turn ye, from your evil ways ; for why will ye die ? ' Behold the inseparable connexion we must turn, or die. Here there is a question put by God to sinners. Let sinners then answer the question which God puts to them, ' Why will ye die ? ' Is death a motive not strong enough to induce you to forego a momentary pleasure ? Is it a light thing to fall into the hands of the living God ? Is a life of godliness so very intolerable as not to be repaid by heavenly glory ? Turn ye at His reproof ' Why will ye die ? ' Is it because there is no hope ? God has this very hour testified with an oath that it is His desire to save you. Yea, He at this moment expostulates with you and beseeches you to seek Him. * Why will ye die ? ' You know not why. If, then, you are constrained now accus- tomed as you are to self-vindication to acknowledge your unreasonableness, how much more will you be speechless in the last day when madness will admit of no palliation, and folly will appear without disguise ! Are any returned to God ? Do any believe they are really returned ? then here they have consolation. It is a long time before we lose our slavish dread of God, for our natural prejudices and mistakes become inveterate by habit, and Satan opposes the removal of them. But come now, and let us reason together. Will ye also dishonour your God by accounting Him more willing to destroy than to save you ? Willys think hardly of God ? Oh, that I had been able to describe as it deserves, His willingness to save! Oh, that I could have borrowed the pen of a seraph, and dipped it in a fount of light ! Could plainer words be needed to describe the wonders of His love ? Hearken, my be- loved brethren ! Hath He no pleasure in the death of the wicked, and will He take pleasure in yours ? Hath He I 2 ii6 HENRY MARTYN promised His love, His tenderness to those who turn from their wicked ways, and yet, when they are turned, straightway forgot His promise? Harbour no more fearful, unbelieving thoughts. But the reply is often that the fear is not of God, but of myself, lest I have not turned away from my evil ways. But this point may surely be ascer- tained, brethren ; and if it may, any further refinements on this subject are derogatory to God's honour. Let these words convince you that, if you are willing to be saved in His way, He is willing to save you. It may be you will still be kept in darkness, but darkness is not always the frown of God ; it is only Himself thy shade on thy right hand. Then tremble not at the hand that wipes away thy tears ; judge Him not by feeble sense, but follow Him, though He lead thee by a way that thou knewest not. There are some of you who have reason to hope that you have turned from the error of your ways. Ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious. It is but a taste, a fore- taste, an antepast of the feast of heaven. It was His pleasure that you should turn from your ways ; it is also His good pleasure to give you the kingdom. Then what shall we recommend to you, but gratitude, admiration, and praise ? ' Praise the Lord, O Jerusalem ; praise thy God, O Zion.' Let each of us abundantly utter the memory of His great goodness, and sing aloud of His righteousness. Let each say, ' Awake, lute and harp ; I myself will awake right early.' Let us join the chorus of angels, and all the redeemed, in praising the riches of His love in His kindness towards us through Christ Jesus. As the fleet sailed from San Salvador, the captains were summoned to the commodore, to learn that Cape Town and the Dutch settlement formed the object of the expedi- tion, and that stout resistance was expected. This gave new zeal to the chaplain, were that possible, in his dealings THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 117 with the officers and men of his Majesty's 59th, and with the cadets, to whom he taught mathematics in his un- rewarded friendliness. Many were down with dysentery, then and long a peculiarly fatal disease till the use of ipecacuanha. His constant service made him also for some time a sufferer. 1805, December 29. (Sunday.) My beloved spake and said unto me, Rise up, &c. (Cant. ii. 10, n). Ah! why can- not I rise and go forth and meet my Lord ? Every hind- rance is removed : the wrath of God, the guilt of sin, and severity of affliction ; there is nothing now in the world that has any strong hold of my affections. Separated from my friends and country for ever in this life, I have nothing to distract me from hearing the voice of my beloved, and coming away from this world and walking with Him in love, amidst the flowers that perfume the air of Paradise, and the harmony of the happy spirits who are singing His praise. But alas ! my heart is cold and slothful. Preached on 2 Peter iii. 1 1, taking notice at the end of these remarkable circumstances, that made the text particularly applicable to us. It was the last Sabbath of a year, which had been memorable to us from our having left our country, and passed through many dangers. Secondly, within a few days they were to meet an enemy on the field of battle. Thirdly, the death of the captain. I was enabled to be self-collected, and in some degree tender. There was a great impression ; many were in tears. Visited and conversed with Mr. M. twice to-day, and marked some passages for him to read. His heart seems tender. There was a considerable number on the orlop in the afternoon. Expounded Matt. xix. and prayed. In the evening Major Davidson and M'Kenzie came to my cabin, and stayed nearly three hours. I read Romans vi. and vii., and explained those difficult chapters u8 HENRY MARTYN as well as I could, so that the Major, I hope, received a greater insight into them ; afterwards I prayed with them. But my own soul after these ministrations seemed to have received harm rather than good. It was an awful reflection that Judas was a preacher, perhaps a successful one. Oh, let my soul tremble, lest, after preaching to others, I myself should be a castaway. 1806. January 4. Continued to approach the land; about sunset the fleet came to an anchor between Robben Island and the land on that side, farthest from Cape Town, and a signal was immediately given for the 59th Regiment to prepare to land. Our men were soon ready, and received thirty-six rounds of ball cartridge ; before the three boats were lowered down and fitted, it was two in the morning. I stayed up to see them off; it was a melan- choly scene ; the privates were keeping up their spirits by affecting to joke about the approach of danger, and the ladies sitting in the cold night upon the grating of the after-hatchway overwhelmed with grief; the cadets, with M'Kenzie, who is one of their officers, all went on board the Duchess of Gordon, the general rendezvous of the company's troops. I could get to speak to none of my people, but Corporals B. and B. I said to Sergeant G., ' It is now high time to be decided in religion,' he replied with a sigh ; to Captain S. and the cadets I endeavoured to speak in a general way. I this day signed my name as a witness to Captain O.'s and Major Davidson's wills ; Captain O. left his with me ; I passed my time at intervals in writing for to-morrow. The interest I felt in the outward scene distracted me very much from the things which are not seen, and all I could do in prayer was to strive against this spirit. But with what horror should I reflect on the motions of sins within me, which tempted me to wish for bloodshed, as something gratifying by its sublimity. My spirit would be overwhelmed by such a consciousness of depravity, but that I can pray still THE NINE MONTHS* VOYAGE, 1805-1806 119 deliberately against sin ; and often the Lord manifested His power by making the same sinful soul to feel a longing desire that the blessed gospel of peace might soothe the spirits of men, and make them all live together in harmony and love Yet the principle within me may well fill me with shame and sorrow. Since, on April 9, 1652, Johan Anthonie van Riebeck by proclamation took formal possession of the Cape for the Netherlands East India Company, ' providing that the natives should be kindly treated,' l the Dutch had governed South Africa for nearly a century and a half. The natives had been outraged by the Boers, the Moravian missionaries had departed, the colony had been starved, and yet denied the rudiments of autonomy. The French Revolution changed all that, and very much else. The Stadtholder of the United Provinces having allied himself with Great Britain, Dumouriez entered Holland, and Pichegru marched the armies of France over its frozen waters in the terrible winter of 1794-5. To protect the trade with India from the French, Admiral Elphinstone thereupon took posses- sion of the Cape, which was administered successively by General J. H. Craig, the Earl of Macartney, Sir George Young, and Sir Francis Dundas, for seven prosperous years, until the Treaty of Amiens restored it to the Batavian Republic in February 1803. It was then a territory of 1 20,000 square miles, reaching from the Cape to a curved line which extended from the mouth of the Buffalo River in Little Namaqualand to the present village of Colesberg. The Great Fish River was the eastern boundary. Now the Christian colonies and settlements of South Africa, 1 George M. Theal's South African History, Lovedale Institution Press, 1873. 120 HENRY MARTYN enjoying British sovereignty and largely under self-governing institutions, stretch north from the sea, and east and west from ocean to ocean, to the great river Zambesi the base from which Christian civilisation, by missions and chartered companies, is slowly penetrating the explored wilds of Central Africa up the lake region to the Soudan and Ethiopia. This less than a century's progress has been made possible by the expedition of 1806, in which Henry Martyn, almost alone, represented Christianity. After the three years' respite given by the virtual armistice of Amiens, Napoleon Bonaparte again plunged Europe and the world into war. William Pitt's last government sent out this naval armament under Sir Home Popham. The 5,000 troops were commanded by Sir David Baird, who had fought and suffered in India when the senior of the future Duke of Wellington. Henry Martyn has told us how the squadron of the sixty-three sail had anchored between Robben Island and the coast. The Dutch Governor, General Jan Willen Janssens, was more worthy of his trust than his predecessor ten years before. He had been com- pelled to send on a large portion of his force for the defence of Java, soon to fall to Lord Minto, the Governor-General, and had only 2,000 troops left. He had received only a fortnight's notice of the approach of the British fleet, which was reported by an American vessel. He drilled the colonists, he called French marines to his aid, he organised Malay artillery, he embodied even Hottentot sepoys, and made a reserve and refuge of Hottentot's Holland, from which he hoped to starve Cape Town, should Baird capture it Both armies were equal in numbers at least THE NINE MONTHS^ VOYAGE, 1805-1806 121 All was in vain. On January 8 was fought the battle of Blaauwberg (on the side of Table Bay opposite Cape Town), from the plateau of which the Dutch, having stood the musketry and field pieces, fled at the charge of the bayonet with a loss of 700 men. The British, having dropped 212, marched on Cape Town, halted at Papendorp, and there, on January 10, 1806, were signed the articles of capitulation which have ever since given the Roman-Dutch law to the colony. Sir David Baird and Sir Home Popham soon after received the surrender of Janssens, whose troops were granted all the honours of war in consideration of their gallant conduct. At the Congress of Vienna in 1815 Lord Castlereagh sacrificed Java to the Dutch, but kept South Africa for Great Britain. The surrender of the former, in the midst of the splendid successes of Sir Stamford Raffles, is ascribed to that minister's ignorance of geography. He knew equally little of the Cape, which he kept, beyond its importance to India, but God has overruled all that for the good of Equatorial, as well as South, Africa, as, thanks to David Livingstone, vacillating statesmen have begun to see. Henry Martyn's Journal thus describes the battle and the battlefield. 1806, January. Ten o'clock. When I got up, the army had left the shore, except the Company's troops, who remained to guard the landing-place ; but soon after seven a most tremendous fire of artillery began behind a mountain abreast of the ship ; it seemed as if the mountain itself were torn by intestine convulsions. The smoke rose from a lesser eminence on the right of the hill, and on the top of it troops were seen rushing down the farther declivity ; then came such a long drawn fire of musketry, that I 122 HENRY MARTYN could not have conceived anything like it. We all shud- dered at considering what a multitude of souls must be passing into eternity. The poor ladies were in a dreadful condition, every peal seemed to go through their hearts ; I have just been endeavouring to do what I can to keep up their spirits. The sound is now retiring, and the enemy are seen retreating along the low ground on the right towards the town. Soon after writing this I went ashore and saw M'K., &c., and Cecil, with whom I had an agreeable conversation on Divine things. The cadets of our ship had erected a little shed made of bushes and straw, and here, at their desire, I partook of their cheer. Three High- landers came to the lines just as I arrived, all wounded in the hand. In consequence of their report of the number of the wounded, a party of East India troops, with slings and barrows, attended by a body of cadets with arms, under Major Lumsden, were ordered to march to the field of battle. I attached myself to these, and marched six miles through the soft burning sand with them. The first we came to was a Highlander, who had been shot through the thigh, and had walked some way from the field and lay spent under some bushes. He was taken care of and we went on, and passed the whole of the larger hill without seeing anything. The ground then opened into a most extensive plain, which extended from the sea to the blue mountains at a great distance on the east. On the right was the little hill, to which we were attracted by seeing some English soldiers ; we found that they were some wounded men of the 24th. They had all been taken care of by the surgeons of the Staff. Three were mortally wounded. One, who was shot through the lungs, was spitting blood, and yet very sensible. The surgeon desired me to spread a great-coat over him as they left him ; as I did this, I talked to him a little of the blessed Gospel, and begged him to cry for mercy through Jesus Christ. The poor man feebly turned THE NINE MONTHS* VOYAGE, 1805-1806 123 his head in some surprise, but took no further notice. I was sorry to be obliged to leave him and go on after the troops, from whom I was not allowed to be absent, out of a regard to my safety. On the top of the little hill lay Captain F., of the grenadiers of the same regiment, dead, shot by a ball entering his neck and passing into his head. I shuddered with horror at the sight ; his face and bosom were covered with thick blood, and his limbs rigid and contracted as if he had died in great agony. Near him were several others dead, picked off by the riflemen of the enemy. We then descended into the plain where the two armies had been drawn up. A marine of the Belliqueuse gave me a full account of the position of the armies and particulars of the battle. We soon met with some of the 59th, one a corporal, who often joins us in singing, and who gave the pleasing intelligence that the regiment had escaped unhurt, except Captain McPherson. In the rear of the enemy's army there were some farm-houses, which we had converted into a receptacle for the sick, and in which there were already two hundred, chiefly English, with a few of the enemy. Here I entered, and found that six officers were wounded ; but as the surgeon said they should not be disturbed, I did not go in, especially as they were not dangerously wounded. In one room I found a Dutch captain wounded, with whom I had a good deal of conversation in French. After a few questions about the army and the Cape, I could not help inquiring about Dr. Vanderkemp ; he said he had seen him, but believed he was not at the Cape, nor knew how I might hear of him. The spectacle at these houses was horrid. The wounded soldiers lay ranged within and without covered with blood and gore. While the India troops remained here, I walked out into the field of battle with the surgeon. On the right wing, where they had been attacked by the Highland regiment, the dead and wounded seemed to have been strewed in great numbers, from the 124 HENRY MARTYN knapsacks, &c. Some of them were still remaining ; with a Frenchman whom I found amongst them I had some conversation. All whom we approached cried out in- stantly for water. One poor Hottentot I asked about Dr. Vanderkemp, I saw by his manner that he knew him ; he lay with extraordinary patience under his wound on the burning sand ; I did what I coulcj to make his position comfortable, and laid near him some bread, which I found on the ground. Another Hottentot lay struggling with his mouth in the dust, and the blood flowing out of it, cursing the Dutch in English, in the most horrid language ; I told him he should rather forgive them, and asked him about God, and after telling him of the Gospel, begged he would pray to Jesus Christ ; but he did not attend. While the surgeon went back to get his instrument in hopes of saving the man's life, a Highland soldier came up, and asked me in a rough tone, c Who are you ? ' I told him, ' An English- man ; ' he said, ' No, no, you are French/ and was going to present his musket. As I saw he was rather intoxicated, and might in mere wantonness fire, I went up to him and told him that if he liked he might take me prisoner to the English army, but that I was certainly an English clergy- man. The man was pacified at last. The surgeon on his return found the thigh bone of the poor Hottentot broken, and therefore left him to die. After this I found an opportunity of retiring, and lay down among the bushes, and lifted up my soul to God. I cast my eyes over the plain which a few hours before had been the scene of bloodshed and death, and mourned over the dreadful effects of sin. How reviving to my thoughts were the blue mountains on the east, where I conceived the missionaries labouring to spread the Gospel of peace and love. At sunrise on the loth, a gun from the commodore's ship was instantly answered by all the men-of-war, as the British flag was seen flying on the Dutch fort. The future THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 125 historian of the Christianisation of Africa will not fail to put in the forefront, at the same time, the scene of Henry Martyn, on his knees, taking possession of the land, and of all lands, for Christ. I could find it more agreeable to my own feelings to go and weep with the relatives of the men whom the English have killed, than to rejoice at the laurels they have won. I had a happy season in prayer. No outward scene seemed to have power to distract my thoughts. I prayed that the capture of the Cape might be ordered to the advancement of Christ's kingdom ; and that England, while she sent the thunder of her arms to the distant regions of the globe, might not remain proud and ungodly at home ; but might show herself great indeed, by sending forth the ministers of her Church to diffuse the gospel of peace. Thus on Africa, as on South America, North India, Persia and Turkey, is written the name of Henry Martyn. The previous government of the Cape by the British, under Sir Francis Dundas, had been marked by the arrival, in 1799, of the London Missionary Society's agents, Dr. Vanderkemp and Kicherer. With the great chief Ngqika, afterwards at Graaff Reinet and then near Algoa Bay, the quondam Dutch officer, Edinburgh medical student, and aged landed proprietor, giving his all to Christ, had gathered in many converts. Martyn, who had learned to admire Vanderkemp from his books, was even more delighted with the venerable man. Driven by the Boers into Cape Town, the old missionary, and Mr. Reid, his colleague, were found in the midst of their daily services with the Hottentots and Kafirs. In such society, wor- shipping through the Dutch language, the India chaplain 126 HENRY MARTYN spent the greater part of the five weeks' detention of the Union. ' Dear Dr. Vanderkemp gave me a Syriac Testa- ment as a remembrance of him.' When Martyn and Reid parted, the latter for Algoa Bay, ' we spoke again of the excellency of the missionary work. The last time I had stood on the shore with a friend speaking on the same subject, was with Lydia, at Marazion.' In Isaiah, and Leighton, especially his Rules for a Holy Life, the mis- sionary chaplain found comfort and stimulus. February 5, 1806. I am born for God only. Christ is nearer to me than father, or mother, or sister, a nearer relation, a more affectionate friend ; and I rejoice to follow Him, and to love Him. Blessed Jesus ! Thou art all I want a forerunner to me in all I ever shall go through, as a Christian, a minister, or a missionary. February 13. After breakfast had a solemn season in prayer, with the same impressions as yesterday, from Leighton, and tried to give up myself wholly to God, not only to be resigned solely to His will, but to seek my only pleasure from it, to depart altogether from the world, and be exactly the same in happiness, whether painful or pleasing dispensations were appointed me : I endeavoured to realise again the truth, that suffering was my appointed portion, and that it became me to expect it as my daily lot. Yet after all, I was ready to cry out, what an unfor- tunate creature I am, the child of sorrow and care ; from my infancy I have met with nothing but contradiction, but I always solaced myself that one day it would be better, and I should find myself comfortably settled in the enjoy- ment of domestic pleasures, whereas, after all the wearying labours of school and college, I am at last cut off from all my friends, and comforts, and dearest hopes, without being permitted even to hope for them any more. As I walked the deck, I found that the conversation of others, and my THE NINE MONTHS* VOYAGE, 1805-1806 127 own gloomy surmises of my future trials, affected me far less with vexation, than they formerly did, merely from this, that I took it as my portion from God, all whose dispensations I am bound to consider and receive as the fruits of infinite wisdom and love towards me. I felt, therefore, very quiet, and was manifestly strengthened from above with might in my inner man ; therefore, without any joy, without any pleasant considerations to balance my present sickness and gloom, I was contented from the reflection, that it was God who did it. I pray that this may be my state neither to be anxious to escape from this stormy sea that was round the Cape, nor to change the tedious scene of the ship for Madras, nor to leave this world merely to get rid of the troubles of it, but to glorify God where I am, and where He puts me, and to take each day as an important trust for Him, in which I have much to do both in suffering and acting. Employed in collecting from the New Testament all the passages that refer to our walking in Christ. February 18. Completed my twenty-fifth year. Let me recollect it to my own shame, and be warned by it, to spend my future years to a better purpose ; unless this be the case, it is of very little consequence to notice when such a person came into the world. Passed much of the morning in prayer, but could not succeed at all in getting an humble and contrite spirit ; my pride and self-esteem seemed unconquerable. Wrote sermon with my mind impressed with the necessity of diligence : had the usual service, and talked much to a sick man. Read Hindu- stani. February 27. Rose once more after a sleepless night, and had in consequence a peevish temper to contend with. Had a comfortable and fervent season of prayer, in the morning, while interceding for the heathen from some of the chapters in Isaiah. How striking did those words Isaiah xlii. 8 appear to me, ' I am the Lord, that is My 128 HENRY MARTYN name ; and My glory will I not give to another, neither My praise to graven images.' Lord, is not Thy praise given to graven images in India ? Here, then, is Thine own express word that it shall not continue to be so. And how easy is it for the mighty God that created the heavens and stretched them out, that spread forth the earth, and that which cometh out of it ; that giveth breath unto the people upon it, and spirit to them that walk therein ; to effect His purposes in a moment. What is caste ? What are inveterate preju- dices, and civil power, and priestly bigotry, when once the Lord shall set to His hand ? Who knows whether even the present generation may not see Satan's throne shaken to its base in India? Learning Hindustani words in the morning ; in the afternoon below, and much hurt at the cold reception the men gave me. March 7. Endeavoured this morning to consider Christ as the High Priest of my profession. Never do I set myself to understand the nature of my walk in Christ without getting good to my soul. Employed as usual through the day. Heard from M'Kenzie that they are not yet tired with inveighing against my doctrines. They took occasion also to say, from my salary, that ' Martyn, as well as the rest, can share the plunder of the natives in India ; whether it is just or not he does not care.' This brought back the doubts I formerly had about the lawfulness of receiving anything from the Company. My mind is not yet comfortable about it. I see it, however, my duty to wait in faith and patience, till the Lord shall satisfy my doubts one way or other. I would wish for no species of connection with the East India Company, and notwith- standing the large sums I have borrowed on the credit of my salary, which I shall never be able to repay from any other means, I would wish to become a missionary, dependent on a society ; but I know not how to decide. The Lord in mercy keep my soul in peace. Other thoughts have occurred to me since. A man who has unjustly THE NINE MONTHS^ VOYAGE, 1805-1806 129 got possession of an estate hires me as a minister to preach to his servants, and pays me a salary: the money wherewith he pays me comes unjustly to him, but justly to me. The Company are the acknowledged proprietors of the country, the ruling power. If I were to refuse to go there, I might, on the same account, refuse to go to France, and preach to the French people or bodyguard of the emperor, because the present monarch who pays me is not the lawful one. If there were a company of Mohammedan merchants or Mohammedan princes in possession of the country, should I hesitate to accept an offer of officiating as chaplain among them, and receiving a salary ? March 14. Suavissima vita est indies sentire se fieri meliorem. So I can say from former experience more than from present But oh, it is the ardent desire of my soul to regard all earthly things with indifference, as one who dwells above with God. May I grow in grace ; may the grace of God, which bringeth salvation, teach me to become daily more spiritual, more humble, more steadfast in Christ, more meek, more wise, and in all things to live soberly, righteously, and godly in this present world. How shall I attain to greater heavenly-mindedness ? Rose refreshed after a good night's sleep, and wrote on a subject ; had much conversation with Mr. B. upon deck ; he seemed much surprised when I corrected his notions on religion, but received what I said with great candour. He said there was a minister at Madras, a Dane, with whom Sir D. Baird was well acquainted, who used to speak in the same manner of religion, whose name was Schwartz. My attention was instantly roused at the venerable name, and I eagerly inquired of him all the particulars with which he was acquainted. He had often heard him preach, and Mr. Jaenicke had often breakfasted with him ; Schwartz, he said, had a very commanding manner, and used to preach extempore in English at Madras ; he died very poor. In K I 3 o HENRY MARTYN the afternoon had a service below ; much of the evening M'Kenzie passed with me, and prayed. March 26. Passed much time before breakfast in sitting on the poop, through utter disinclination to all exertion. Such is the enervating effect of the climate ; but after staying some hours learning Hindustani words, 2 Timothy ii. roused me to a bodily exertion. I felt strong in spirit, resolving, if I died under it, to make the body submit to robust exercise ; so I walked the deck with great rapidity for an hour and a half. My animal spirits were altered instantly ; I felt a happy and joyful desire to brave the enervating effects of India in the service of the blessed Lord Jesus. B. still delirious and dying fast : the first thing he said to me when I visited him this afternoon, was, ' Mr. Martyn, what will you choose for a kingdom ? ' I made no answer to this, but thought of it a good deal afterwards. What would I choose ? Why, I do not know that anything would be a heaven to me, but the service of Christ, and the enjoyment of His presence. In this spirit, coasting Ceylon, and getting his first sight of India at the Danish mission station of Tranquebar, on April 22, 1806, Henry Martyn landed at Madras. To Mr. Hitchins he afterwards wrote : There was nothing remarkable in this first part of India which I visited ; it was by no means so romantic as America. Vast numbers of black people were walking about with no dress but a little about their middle, but no European was to be seen except here and there one in a palanquin. Once I preached at Fort St. George, though the chaplains hardly knew what to make of such sort of preaching ; they were, however, not offended. Finding that the people would bear to be addressed plainly, and not really think the worse of a minister for dealing closely with THE NINE MONTHS' VOYAGE, 1805-1806 131 their consciences, they determined, they said, to preach the Gospel as I did ; but I fear that one, if not both, has yet to learn what the Gospel is. I breakfasted one day with Sir E. Pellew, the Port Admiral at Madras, and met S. Cole, his captain. I was perfectly delighted to find one with whom I could speak about St. Hilary and Marazion ; we spoke of every person, place, and thing we could think of in your neighbourhood. 1 32 HENRY MARTYN CHAPTER IV INDIA AND THE EAST IN THE YEAR 1806 HENRY MARTYN reached India, and entered on his official duties as chaplain and the work of his heart as missionary to North India, at a time when the Anglo-Indian com- munity had begun to follow society in England, in a reformation of life and manners, and in a corresponding desire to do good to the natives. The evangelical reaction set in motion by the Pietists, Moravians, and Marrow-men, John Wesley and Whitfield, Andrew Fuller and Simeon, John Erskine and the Haldanes, had first affected South India and Madras, where Protestant Christian Missions were just a century old. The Danish-Halle men, led by Ziegenbalg and Schwartz, had found support in the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge from the year 1709. So early as 1716 an East India Company's chaplain, the Rev. William Stevenson, wrote a remarkable letter to that society, 1 ' concerning the most effectual way of propagating the Gospel in this (South India) part of the world.' He urged a union of the several agencies in England, Denmark, and Germany into one common Society for Promoting the Protestant Missions, the formation of colleges in Europe to train missionaries, the raising of an annual income of 1 An Abstract of the Annual Reports and Correspondence of the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge from 1709/0 1814. London, 1814, pp. 4-24. INDIA AND THE EAST IN THE YEAR 1806 133 3,ooo/., and the maintenance therewith of a staff of at least eight well-qualified missionaries. By a century and a half he anticipated the proposal of that union which gives strength and charity ; the erection of colleges, at Tranquebar and Madras, to train native ministers, cate- chists, and schoolmasters, and the opening of free schools in every considerable place superintended by the Euro- pean missionaries on the circle system. Another Madras chaplain, the Rev. George Lewis, was no less friendly and helpful to Ziegenbalg ; he was Mr. Stevenson's pre- decessor, and wrote in 1712. In North India where the casteless races of the hills, corresponding to the Shanars around Cape Comorin, were not discovered till far on in the present century almost everything was different. By the time that the Evangelical Church directed its attention to Calcutta, the East India Company had become a political, and consequently an intolerant, power. It feared Christian proselytism, and it encouraged Hindu and Mohammedan beliefs and institu- tions. Whereas, in Madras, it gladly used Schwartz, subsidised the mission with 500 pagodas or 22 5/. a year, and had always conveyed the missionaries' freight in its ships free of charge, in Bengal it kept out missionaries, or so treated them with all the rigour of the law against ( interlopers,' that William Carey had to begin his career as an indigo planter, and seek protection in Danish Serampore, where he became openly and only a preacher and teacher of Christ. North India, too, with Calcutta and Benares as its two Hindu centres, and Lucknow and Delhi as its two Mohammedan centres, Shiah and Soonni, was, and is, the very citadel of all the non-Christian world. The same Gospel which had proved the power of God to I 3 4 HENRY MARTYN the simple demonolators of the Dravidian south, must be shown to be the wisdom of God to the Koolin of Bengal, the Brahman of Kasi, the fanatical Muslim from Dacca, and ultimately to Peshawur and Cabul, Persia and Arabia. The Himalayan and Gangetic land from which Buddhism overran Eastern and Southern Asia must again send forth a missionary messagb to call Cathay to Christ. The Christianising of North India began in 1758, the year after the battle of Plassey, when, as Governor, the conqueror, Clive, welcomed his old acquaintance, of the Cuddalore Mission, the Swede Kiernander, to Calcutta, and gave him a rent-free house for eight years. Even Burke was friendly with Clive, writing of him : ' Lord Clive once thought himself obliged to me for having done what I thought an act of justice towards him ;' l and it is pleasant thus to be able in any way to link that name with the purely spiritual force which used the Plassey and the Mutiny wars, as it will direct all events, for making India Christ's. The first church, built in 1715 by the merchants and captains, had been destroyed by a hurri- cane ; the second had been demolished by Suraj-ood- Dowlah, in the siege of Calcutta, two years before, and one of the two chaplains had perished in the Black Hole, while the other was driven away. For the next thirty years the few who went to the chaplains' church worshipped in a small bungalow in the old fort, where Kiernander opened his first school. By 1771-4 he had formed such a congregation of poor Christians Portuguese, Roman Catholics, and Bengali converts that he built and extended the famous Mission Church and School-house, at a cost of 1 See a remarkable letter from Mr. Burke to Yuseph Emin, an Armenian of Calcutta, in Simeon's Memorial Sketches of David Brown, p. 334. INDIA AND THE EAST IN THE YEAR 1806 135 I2,ooo/., received from both his marriages. When, by becoming surety for another, the old man lost his all, and blindness added to his sorrows, he left an English congre- gation of 147 members, and a Native congregation of 119, half Portuguese or Eurasians, and half Bengali. Kiernander's Mission Church was the centre of the religious life of Calcutta and Bengal. Six years after its foundation there came to Calcutta, from Madras, Mr. William Chambers who had been converted by Schwartz and John Christian Obeck, who had been one of the catechists of the Apostle of South India. Chambers had not been a year in the capital when he found out Charles Grant, at that time overwhelmed by a domestic sorrow, and brought him to Christ. Grant soon after went to Maldah as Commercial Resident, where he had as his subordinates, George Udny, Ellerton, W. Brown, W. Grant, J. Henry, and Creighton. These men, with their families, Sir Robert Chambers, of the Supreme Court, Mrs. Anne Chambers who was with her sons, Mrs. Chapman, and others less known, formed the nucleus of a Christian community which first supported Thomas as a medical missionary, then welcomed Carey, and, with the assistance of two Governor-Generals, Sir John Shore and Lord Wellcsley, changed the tone of Anglo- Indian society. Sir William Jones, too, in his brief career of six years, set an example of all the virtues. Henry Martyn had two predecessors as Evangelical chaplains and missionary philanthropists, the Yorkshire David Brown, and the Scottish Claudius Buchanan. David Brown, an early friend of Simeon and Fellow oi Magdalen College, was recovering from a long illness in 1785, when a letter reached him from London, proposing 1 36 HENRY MARTYN that he should seek ordination, and in ten days he accom- panied Captain Kirkpatrick to Calcutta to superintend the Military Orphan School. The officers of the Bengal Army had unanimously resolved to tax themselves for the removal and prevention of the scandal caused by the number of boys and girls left destitute no fewer than 500 at that time. This noble school, the blessings of which were soon extended to the white and coloured offspring of non- commissioned officers and soldiers also, was organised at Howrah by Brown, who then was made chaplain to a brigade, and afterwards one ot the Fort William or Presidency chaplains. He found the Mission practically non-existent, owing to Kiernander's losses and old age. To save the buildings from sale by the sheriff, Charles Grant bought them for 10,000 rupees and vested them in himself, Mr. A. Chambers, and Mr. Brown, by a deed providing that they remain appropriated to the sole purposes of religion. Until the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge could send out a minister, David Brown greatly extended the work of Kiernander. At one time it was likely that Henry Martyn would be sent out by Mr. Grant. Under the Church Missionary Society the Mission Church of Calcutta has ever since been identified with all that is best in pure religion and missionary enterprise in the city of Calcutta. When sending out the Rev. A. T. Clarke, B. A. of Trinity College, Cambridge, who soon after became a chaplain, the Christian Knowledge Society, referring to Schwartz and Germany, fertile in missionaries, declared, ' It has been the surprise of many, and the lamentation of more, that fortitude thus exemplified should not have inspired some of our own clergy with an emulation to follow and to imitate these champions of the Cross, thus seeking and thus contending INDIA AND THE EAST IN THE YEAR 1806 137 to save them who are lost.' That was in 1789, when the Society and Dr. Watson, Bishop of Llandafif, along with Simeon, Wilberforce, and the other Clapham men, had before it, officially, the request of Charles Grant, Chambers and Brown to send out eight English missionaries on 35