No. Fron THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES vV.r/.' Lilinii-i/. , y. r - _ SE book Legi any] shall times register of all icmbers of the be session. If ic Library, he Library, three tne controller sdall issue his warrant in favor of any member or officer of the Legislature, or of this State, for his per diem, allowance, or salary, he shall be satisfied that such member or officer has returned all books taken out of the Library by him, and has settled all accounts for injuring such books or otherwise. SEC. 15. Books may be taken from the Library by the members of the Legislature and its officers during the session of the same, and at any time by the Governor and the officers of the Executive Department of this State who are required to keep their offices at the seat of government, the Justices of the Supreme Court, the Attorney-General and the Trustees of the Library. HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK; THE MYSTEKY SOLVED. BY MRS. S. A. SOUTHWORTH, AUTHOB OF "LAWRENCE MONKOE," ETC. ''Life is only bright when it proccedeth Toward a truer, deeper light above; Unman love is sweetest when it leadeth To a more divine and perfect love." BOSTON: N 3D S H E 1? A. 1870. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by LEE AND -SHEPARD, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts. STEREOTYPED AT TH Boiton Stereotype Foundry, No. 10 Spring Lane. PS CONTENTS. CHAPTEB PAGE I. The Loverings and their Friends. . . .9 II. Life and its Changes. . . . . .18 III. Sad Scenes at the Small House. . . .31 IV. The Pain and its Cure. The Confession and Revul- sion. . . . . .42 V. Alone with the Dying and the Dead. The Sad Return. 61 VI. What became of the Children. The Midnight Call. 64 VII. The Children's Prattle. The Wife's Burden, or a Synopsis of Mr. Giles. . . . .73 VIII. A Tragic Scene in Village Life. . . .83 IX. Mr. Trueman's Family. Pleasant Memories. . 93 X. Mr. and Mrs. Stillman. A Domestic Scene. . 99 XI. Christmas Morning. Reminiscences of the Past. . 106 XII. The Christmas Party Miss Patty Stearns. . 112 XIII. What Santa Claus left. Judith Lovering's Advice. 122 XIV. Winnie's Visit, and the Party. . . .128 XV. Making Calls here and there. .... 136 XVI. The Separation. The Aged Christian's Death-bed. 143 XVII. The New Home and its Trial|. Mr. Wiley's Family. 151 XVIII. The Good Shepherd's Watchfulness. The Disclo- sure. The Burial. .... 162 (6) 5 CONTENTS. XIX. Morgan Lcntell, or the Broken Web. The Accident. . . . . .172 XX. Mrs. Giles' Sickness. Miss Ann Thropee, or Sympathy wasted. . . . .179 XXI. Winnie's Thoughtfulness. Sunshine and her Freak. . . . . . .189 XXII. Hester's Visit to Mrs. Giles. Little Johnnie's Death. Kemoval of Mrs. Giles to her Father's House. ...... 195 XXIII. The Struggle and the Triumph. The Council. Mr. Giles' Visit 213 XXIV. About the Baby. Trouble upon Trouble. The Proposal. . . . . .227 XXV. Hester rescues the Baby from its unnatural Father. Dr. Edward's timely Arrival. . . 233 XXVI. Midnight Musings. The Discovery. Conscience disturbed. ..... 243 XXVII. Passing Events. Scenes and Incidents. . 251 XXVIII. About Hester's Call. Winnie's Talk, and Grand- pa's Wedding. ..... 258 XXIX. Self-Communings. The Still Small Voice. Light in Darkness. .... 264 XXX. Bitter Memories. Welcome News. Lore re- warded. Elevia saved. . . . 279 XXXI. The Day of Miracles, or Mr. Giles and Mr. Lover- ing made Friends. .... 289 XXXII. Fostina's Mission, ..... 304 XXXIII. Sunshine and Shadows. Deception unveiled. . 318 XXXIV. Scene in a Factory Boarding-House. The Tempter foiled. . .... 333 CONTENTS. 7 XXXV. Hester's Faith rewarded. A Leap in the Dark Deceived and deserted. .... 352 XXXVI. Fort Surater is fallen. The Call to Arms. Weeping at the Village Depot. . . .368 XXXVII. Fostina's Life Work begins. Hester's Story of her own Childhood. .... 375 XXXVIII. Love's Golden Key, or a New Era in the Lentell Family. . . . . . .385 XXXIX. Uncle Levi. Sad Scene at the Supper Table. The Noble Wreck. . . . .396 XL. Elida's Visit. The Soldier's Funeral, or the Laurel Wreath. . . . . .411 XLI. Our last Call on the different Families in our World. Harmony's dying Wish accomplished, her Faith rewarded, or the Conclusion of the whole Matter. . , 429 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER I. THE LOVERINGS AND THEIR FRIENDS. JUST on the outskirts of one of New England's most enterprising cities, the Levering farm-house has stood for at least a century. The old house was kept in ex- cellent order, and in process of time the shed roof on the back side was raised, and a porch added, to make room for the third and fourth generations. Three tally trim poplars stood sentinel in front of the house ; a maple at one end ; a Balm of Gilead spread its leaves and shed its healing buds at the other end, shading the porch door. Just over the way, on a gentle eminence, stood the corn-barn, ample in dimensions, and under it the cider mill and storehouse for farming utensils, with bench and tools for repairing. On this bench the chil- dren and grandchildren (little ones, I mean) used to sit, and watch the apples fall into the hopper ; while Old Tom, the family horse, went round and round, with his sleepy eyes half shut, a miracle of patience and docility. It was an important epoch in the life of each succeed- ing child when he or she was taken down from the car- (9) 10 IIESTEK STRONG'S LIFE WOIIK. penter's bench, and assigned some post of honor about the cider mill. Just back of the house, at the left, stood a capacious barn, with all the conveniences necessary on a large farm, even to the "little yard," as it was called, especially for milking. But the pleasantest, the most delightful spot on all the premises, was the " river road," or cart path, which led from the barn through well-cul- tivated fields, under fruit and other trees, down even to the smooth, sweet waters of the Merrimac. Dear old river ! How the young people loved it ! What moonlight, morning and midday walks' they used to take, back and forth ! If there is magic in music, so there was magic in the moonbeams as they fell upon the bosom of the sparkling water, and came dancing and flickering to you through the silver leaves of a cluster of willows which stood just at tho right hand of the terminus of the river road. Beneath these willows were rustic seats, placed there many years agone, by young, brave hands, which are now folded over the silent bosom of a weary sleeper, who is resting in the village burial-ground. Of these willows we shall speak again. About half a mile down the river, and farther from its sloping banks, Nathan Sharp built a small, inconvenient house ; married, and made it the business of his life to get rich ; ignoring all refinement of manners, all adornment of his person or premises, and despising " book larnin'," as lie called it ; counting no labor too hard that would pay well. Ilis worldly goods increased, as well as his family, until he cuuld count more acres than Mr. Lovering ; had inure cattle crowded into his little shabby barn, more chil- dren in his inconvenient, uninviting house, and more money. He was satisfied, as much so as a selfish, TUE LOVEKINGS AND THEIR FRIENDS. 11 narrow nature can be. Money was his idol ; work, his pride and boast. Mehitable, the eldest daughter, wa8 her father's exact counterpart, except in one item she was neat and orderly, even to a fault. Mr. Manlie, an educated gentleman, lived at the village about two miles from the Loverings. His wife was a pleasant, cultivated lady, so that their children enjoyed excellent advantages, and were every way worthy of their parents. Horace Manlie, while a medical student, became engaged to Miss Hester Strong, an adopted daughter of the Loverings. Between these two families there had always existed a firm friendship, which ripened into a warm and permanent attachment. So when the eldest sou of Mr. Lovering asked timidly for the hand of Mary Manlie, it was cheerfully bestowed. This connec- tion was pleasant to all who had a right to be concerned, if the different members of Mr. Sharp's family did proph- esy evil, and that continually. Mary and Hester had long been as sisters, and now they felt that they were sisters indeed, as they were in affection. Both were looking eagerly forward to the time when Horace should complete his studies, and cement the bond of union between them. They spent many happy hours in talking over their future plans, their hopes and bright anticipations, little dreaming that a net was even then being spread by envious, artful hands, which would change their plans, and bring sorrow, ay, anguish, to many hearts. Mehitable Sharp had some claims to beauty of face and figure. She was of medium height, fair complexion, blue eyes, rosy lips, and very sprightly. With oilier training, and dill'erent influences, she might have been u noble woman. But as it was, all the good 12 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. aspirations of her ardent nature were crushed out, all the envy and avarice of her heart were cultivated. Her girlish fancy first fastened upon Charles Levering ; and she lost no opportunity to cultivate his acquaintance, and went into many extravagances in dress in order to captivate him. But in vain. His true, noble heart found its mate in Mary Manlie, and he bore her to his home joyfully in spite of hints and unpleasant innuendoes thrown out by Miss Sharp. About the time of his mar- riage, she was accidentally thrown from her horse very near Mr. Manlie's. She was conveyed to the house, treated with the politeness and attention her situation demanded, and then carried to her home by Horace, who was spending his vacation at his father's. The young lady was charmed with the fine person and agree- able manners of the student, and wished, in her inmost heart, she could win him for herself. Instinctively, she saw how hopeless the task while in her present circum- stances ; the difference between them, intellectually arid morally, was too great ; but she used all the arts she was mistress of to interest him. She was brilliant, pleasant, and witty. He looked upon her as one who had been neglected, and sought to lead her into new channels of thought, to stimulate her to cultivate her mind and heart. And after this he often called at her home when passing, on his way to visit Hester. His prejudice against the family was not so great as that of his parents and sisters, because he had seldom come in contact with them since quite young. His mother warned him that he would see trouble if he made so much of the girl. "0, I think not," was the reply. " I am trying to THE LOVEKINGS AND THEIE FRIENDS. 13 bring her out, to make something of her. She feels her deficiencies sadly. Hester approves of my course. She pities her sincerely." " She must have changed," said his sister Martha. " She used to despise learning, and make sport of you, and all educated people." " Well, that was when she was young and thoughtless," was the reply. " She told me she did. I am going to lend her some books ; and, Martha, I wish you would join me in the good work of bringing this young girl up out of the slough of ignorance in spite of her parents." The student returned to his studies with buoyant, hopeful spirits. His affections had never wavered from his first and only love, no, not for a moment. But into Hester's heart had finally entered a vague" doubt, a nameless fear, a secret and scarcely recognized pain. Soon his letters became less frequent : she made no complaint, but her step became less elastic, her voice more silent ; she was changed. When he chided her gently for her remissness in writing to him, she smiled almost bitterly, and strove to still the throbbing of her wounded heart, little dream- ing that the perfidy of another had robbed her of those tokens of remembrance which she so much craved. Had either of them been less patient and uncomplaining, the artful web which was being woven about them might easily have been broken, and. all would have been well. As Mary sat writing to Horace one day, Hester said, "Are you writing to Horace?" "Yes, dear," was the reply. " May I put in a note to him ? I do not feel able to write much." She wrote and sealed these fatal words : 14 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Horace, our engagement is at an end, and forever. Seek not to see me until we can both talk calmly of the past and its broken* vows. Farewell. " Ever your friend, ' HESTER STRONG." As she handed the sealed note to Mary, she sank back in her chair pale and exhausted, crushed and broken- hearted. " Hester," said Mary, " what is it ? Why will you not tell me ? Surely you do not attach any importance to that rumor about his engagement to Mchitable Sharp ? You should know Horace better than that. I have not even mentioned it to him. He would be offended. I knew he would be here soon, and then the cloud would pass. Cheer up, darling, or I shall laugh at you." Hester tried to speak, but her lips were mute. She wanted to tell her, now that the letter had gone, of all that she had seen and heard ; of the letter she had been allowed to partially read ; of the strong professions of love he had lavished on one so unworthy of him ; of his great joy that the time of his release from an irksome duty was so near at hand, and the full fruition of enjoy- ment so soon to come. But she could not pain the fond heart of her more than sister by the recital of her broth- er's faithlessness. No, she could not call it that ; it was a strange fatality that had separated them, hard to bear, harder to under- stand. Days passed : all the friends looked for Horace with the greatest anxiety, feeling sure that he could ex- plain all, and bring the old smile back to Hester's face, joy to her heart, and light to her eyes, which were now dull with weeping. But instead came kind, affectionate THE LOVERINGS AND THEIR FRIENDS. 15 letters to all but her he loved most and best. Hers read, " Hester, I accept the freedom you have so freely given roe, and its conditions. We will not meet until you wish it. I should have been better prepared for the cruel blow you have given me, but I -was slow to believe what our mutual friend, Mehitable Sharp, so hesitatingly told me. And when you neglected to answer my earnest letters of devoted attachment, I should have believed, but I could riot, 0, I could not! But when my last, eager, hopeful letter was returned unopened, and my sister's letter came to hand, containing your cold, cruel renunciation of me, my heart grew sick, and my very soul faint, with the bitter disappointment of its most cherished hopes. Farewell. To-morrow I shall be far away from all I have counted dear ; a restless wanderer to I know not where. " Ever your friend, HORACE MANLIE." Weeks and months passed away before Horace Manlie was again heard from. His unexpected departure, Hes- ter's tears, all, all was a painful mystery to the family and friends. All that they could do to cheer and sustain Hester they cheerfully did, although their own hearts were sore and sad. At length letters came containing his address. If Hester had been hasty in dismissing her lover, she now hastened to confess her fault. She wrote to him of all her doubts and fears, her painful suspense, of all she had seen and heard, closing with the words, " Horace, my dearest and best beloved, come home. I shall never be happy till I hear from your own lips that I am forgiven." 16 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Letters came and went, the light came again to Hes- ter's eyes, the smiles to her lips, and yet something of the old buoyancy had gone. Hester was wiser now. It was sweet to be reconciled and at peace with her heart's chosen one, but the time seemed long, very long to wait. Horace had engaged himself as tutor for three years. He had the privilege of attending medical lectures in one of the best of schools. He must fulfil his engagements, he wrote, though the heavens fall. Very soon after the mysterious departure of Horace Manlie, Mehitable Sharp married Morgan Lentell, a distant connection of the family. There was quite a disparity in their ages, as well as dispositions. He was fine-looking and amiable, but not very energetic. He made a home for his wife on a farm (rented, at first) about seven miles from her father's. Her outfit, although not elegant or extensive, was perfectly satisfactory ; as Mrs. Lentell had, like her father, a supreme contempt for the beautiful or the orna- mental. But more than all things else she prized her spinning-wheel, reel, and loom. Poverty stood sentinel at their humble door for several years, but he was bravely met and conquered. Mrs. Lentell was, indeed, the more shrewd and capable of the two, and acted well her part as far as the accumulation of property was con- cerned. The rest we will leave our readers to learn as our story progresses. The Loverings and the Manlies had never been on terms of intimacy with the Sharp family. But since they had proclaimed to the world that Horace Manlie had broken his engagement with Mehitable, and fled through fear of the Loverings, there had been no com- munication between them. They met and passed each THE LOVERINGS AND THEIR FEIENDS. 1Y other without recognition. So that when, two years after, the emaciated form of the gifted young man was borne to his childhood's home to die, and Hester, patient, faithful ilester, watched tenderly over him, there were no prying eyes or curious ears to disturb the mournful pleasure of those few remaining days. None. knew how much they suffered, nor how much they enjoyed, except the immediate family and friends. And as the flickering light of that beautiful, manly life went out, and they laid their beloved dead in the churchyard near at hand, the two families drew nearer and nearer together, forming a circle, as it were, around Hester, the stricken, smitten one, as if to shield her from the sorrow which had fallen so heavily upon them, but with a more crush- ing weight on her. " It is all a painful mystery," they said; " who shall fathom it ? A deep, deep wound ; who but the Infinite One can heal it ? " It was there Ilester looked ; and after months of weary, prostrating sickness, she came forth calmly, and serenely took up the burden of life, consecrating herself to God, and devoting her time and talents all to the work of ministering to the sick and suffering of earth. And, verily, she will not lose her reward. 2 18 HESTE1J STKOXG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER II. . LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. TWENTY-FIVE years had not passed over the families, which we have introduced to our readers, without making great and important changes. The dear old father and mother of Charles and Mary Lovering, after years of patient waiting, passed on to the reward of the righteous, blessing God for the gift of such kind and devoted chil- dren, such loving and respectful grandchildren. " It is only the fruit of your own judicious training," Hester, the child of their adoption, used to say. Mary Lovering had -found her a source of never-failing comfort and help. " What should we do without Hester ? " was a household word ; and many other families said and felt the same. All these years she had been like a minister- ing angel to the sick and afflicted, not only in her own, but often in neighboring towns, whenever home duties would permit. " Mary and I have six children," she used to say, laughingly. " I don't know which loves them best. But sometimes they think they love their auntie a little rnite the best, for I never punish them." It would be difficult to imagine a more pleasant and joyous family circle. But Hester began to say the harvest time had arrive:!. Olive was gathered into a home nest of her own, Frank next. Edward was at college. Charles, junior, said he LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 19 must wait and look after his lovely sisters Harmony, the beautiful pet lamb of the flock, and Elivia, the spar- kling, brilliant baby of the household. Those were happy days at the farm-house, as the children gathered around the ample fireplace in the large, old-fashioned kitchen, in winter, talking cheerfully, reading, sewing, or singing, while the father led with his deep, bass voice and his violin. Martha Manlie often made one of their number ; for, like Hester, she had been down into " the valley," and seen one nearer and dearer than life go over the river and leave her standing alone, with life's blasted hopes, and sweetest, fairest flowers lying faded and fragrantless at her weary feet. " Hester, sweet sister," she used to say in the first months of her grief, " how is it that you are strong enough to bear your own and other peo- ple's sorrows ? " But we must pass hastily over these events, and remain silent about many things that would be of interest to the reader, Mr. Lovering is " grandpa " henceforth, and Hester is " aunt " to everybody. Har- mony was her especial darling from her striking re- semblance to her uncle Horace. It was but simple justice to call her beautiful. She had small, regular features, black, glossy, and very luxuriant hair, and eyes full of tenderness, deep and dark. Her complexion was very fair, with rosy cheeks, a bewitching smile, and voice soft as sweetest music. It was not strange, then, that she who was so much admired at home should be sought after, early in life, to bless and brighten another home. So it was. " Keep her in the home nest closely, mother," grandpa used to say, " or we shall lose her too soon." Changes have been wrought also in the family of Me- 20 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. hitable S. Lnntcll. The rented farm has been bought and stocked, aud increased in size. She has eight children ; three boys and five girls. Some have married and gone from the din of the loom and the buzz of the wheel. Morgan, the eldest son, is his mother's pride. " I should like to have them Loverings see him," she used to think. He was, indeed, a noble specimen of young athletic manhood ; six feet in height, well propor- tioned, with deep-blue eyes, brown hair, and comely features. As he excelled in all youthful sports, he was a great favorite in his circle. He had also his mother's business talents ; so the care and burden of the farm fell naturally upon him. Mrs. Lentell had grown prematurely old in the race for money ; deep lines of care were marked on her once comely features. In her family she reigned a sort of queen ; her word wsfe their only law. Her house was kept in order, and the family were happy in their way, by due submission to the ruling power. Mr. Lentell was a cipher in his own house. He was often reminded of his great indebtedness to his wife for the property he possessed. Sickness and death had never entered their dwelling. This was owing to her excellent management, she thought. She was never sick ; why should others be ? Morgan had become a famous rafter of wood and lumber to a seaport town not very distant, and in that way brought much gold to his moth- er's coffers. On one of these occasions, he was taken suddenly and severely sick. He remembered the cluster of willows, the delightful road, and the neat farm-house but a few rods distant. He had often caught glimpses of young men and maidens seated beneath the willows. Some one might be there now. If not, he might reach LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 21 the house. This thought nerved his arm till he arrived at the spot. Two young and very lovely girls were seated there. He hesitated to accost them, but they soon discovered his situation, and Harmony Lo-vering stepped timidly and gracefully forward, as she said, " You are sick - are you not, sir ? My father's house is near, and my brother is at work in the next field. Shall I call him ? " " If you will do so, I shall be greatly obliged, " was the reply. " I have never been so sick before." Charles came at his sister's call. He saw at once that it was a case of cholera morbus, if not of cholera, but he was too generous to leave him in this hour of need. Eli via went forward to inform the home circle, Harmony lingered by the sick man. Simple remedies soon relieved the symp- toms, but grandp: prescribed rest and a cup of tea. By that time it was night. " Stop with us till morning," they all said, " and take a fresh start." He was nothing loath, for in such a family it would be pleasant to spend a lifetime. These, then, were the Loverings he had heard his mother speak of with such bitter contempt. Surely she "did not know them. Was it possible that Mrs. Lov- ering was about bis mother's age ? How young and fair she looked ! And Hester, he had thought, was a monster ; but no, she was a noble-looking lady, with a calm, sweet face. And Harmony ! Never before had he seen or dreamed of such a vision of loveliness. What a contrast to his uncultivated sister I what a contrast in everything ! " You said your name was Lentell," said grandpa, at the supper table. " What was your mother's maiden name ? " " Meliitablc Sharp,", was the reply. 22 HESTER STKOXG'S LIFE WOUK. " Ah ! indeed," said grandpa. " Mary, you remember her ; she used to be neighbor. They lived on the place where Mr. Stearns lives. Charles, they left wheu you were a baby." Hester's keen eye rested on the young man's face for a moment, wondering if this noble-looking, agreeable young man could be the son of her youthful enemy. Was he like her ? She felt uneasy and anxious. Her quick eye had seen the glances of bashful admiration pass between Morgan and Harmony, and that the two would be fitly mated so far as beauty -was concerned. But, like one of old, she queried, " Can any good thing come out of Nazareth ? " Reader, this was but the beginning of the end of my story. The visits of the son of Mehitable Sharp became frequent, and agreeable to Harmony, at least. And while sitting under the willows, watching the moonbeams dance and flicker in and out through the leaves, listening to the ardent professions of devotion uttered by the rich, manly voice of Morgan Leutcll, little Harmony fell a victim on the altar of sweet, young love. She was wholly his. The young man soon won a place in the affections of the family, so that sooner than they intended, sooner than their judgment dictated, they consented to part with their darling. Hes- ter remonstrated when she found Harmony was to board with her husband's mother. But all in vain. " It will only be for a short time," was the reply ; "just long enough for them to build." This silenced, but did not convince her of the wisdom of the plan. Mrs. Lcntell was not pleased with her son's marriage into a book family, and that the Loverings. " AY hat good is their larnin' going to do 'um ? " she used to say. " It won't help 'um hold a plough, or swing an axe, IT LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 23 cook a dinner, or make a shirt, or darn a stockin', to say nothin' about spinnin' an' weavinV But these objections were carefully concealed from Harmony and her friends ; fur Morgan had assured them, firmly and decidedly, that he should leave them, and forever, if obstacles were thrown in the way of his marriage. The old house had grown too small for them. A new one must be built immediately ; and who but he could lift the mortgage and build the house ? And so the young, inexperienced child-wife was actually settled in their midst before she knew their prejudices or the real character of the family. But she was soon made to feel herself an intruder ; and the future opened out before her like a dark, dreary wil- derness, with just one light to illumine the darkness the ardent love of her husband. This, she thought, would always be left to cheer her. Her affectionate, trustful nature clung to its first and only love, never dreaming that what had seemed to her so sacred and pure, so much like heaven, could ever be covered up or blotted out by the blight and mildew of sin. She did not see the terrible monster that was winding his hideous folds around the noble form of her husband, paralyzing both body and mind. She was used to seeing the wine-cup passed around in her father's house, but intoxication she had never seen ; to real intemperance she was a stranger. She knew not that her husband's feet were even then ready to slip, and that he was being goaded on by the perplexing cares arid conflicting influences which sur- rounded him. Poor child, she did not know the power of the intoxicating cup, or of a strong-minded, managing mother over a son taught from childhood to obey. At first, Morgan defended his young wife from tlic insulting 24 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. treatment of his mother and sister and two younger brothers. The elder sisters, being married and well settled in life, received her kindly, and treated her with respect. He astonished them all one day by informing them that he had entered into an engagement with an aged widow in the neighborhood, to take a deed of her property, giv- ing a bond for her proper care and support. That was a terrible blow to them, as Mr. Lentell had become dis- abled for active labor by a fall, and was depending on his son to pay up the debts, build the new house, and take care of them in their old age. He, from the first, had treated the young wife with respect and tenderness, and had often been pained by the cold, unkind treatment she received in his house, especially by the bitter taunts of his wife ; but he was powerless to improve her condition. " I don't blame you, Morgan/' was his only reply when his son made known his decision ; " I can't blame you, but God only knows what will become of us." And the tears fell slowly down those patient cheeks. His mother was silent and sullen, attributing it all to his marriage with a good-for-nothing Lovering. He would be sorry before long, beg her pardon, and come back on her own terms. She was sure he would never get on with such a slack, shiftless wife. "She didn't know a distaff from a reel when she come here, to say nothin' about spinnin' an' weavin' ; " and so she let them go, apparently well pleased. She was mistaken. Harmony was young, far loo young to assume the duties of housekeeping, being on\y sixteen at her marriage ; the consent of her parents being gained only by the assur- ance of Morgan that she should be a boarder in his fa- LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 25 ther's family, without care, till matured both in strength and judgment. But the kind, motherly instructions of the aged widow enabled her to succeed better than might have been expected. She bade fair to make an excellent housekeeper. She often referred to this period as the two happiest years of her life. By that time Mrs. Mehitable Sharp Lentell began to fear that her son would not return like the Prodigal of old. She saw that she was losing her power over him. The farm, in spite of many days' labor bestowed on it by Morgan, junior, was running down ; the debts were not being paid, nor the new house built. She changed her tac- tics at once, and by a series of skilful manoeuvres, by prayers and tears, warnings and entreaties, caused him to break his engagement with the widow (who had been as a mother to him and his wife), and return, like a fool to his folly, a little less than a year previous to her death ; which would have left him in possession of competence and happiness. Morgan Lentell never failed in obedience and respect for his parents. That was an overshadowing influence with him, while his own family took a secondary place iu his thoughts. He might have had a deed of all the property when he returned ; but regard for their feelings induced him to let writings remain as they were, and transact business in his father's name, lending his own as security. Harmony and her three little children spent the summer at grandpa Lovering's while the new house was in process of erection. It was to be large and con- venient for two families ; therefore the confiding wife wove many a fanciful web of happiness for lu.-rself in the future, i:it<.T\vovei), more or less, with dark forebodings, 26 IIESTEIl STUOXG'S LIKE WOUK. which wore more than realized. Mrs. Mehitablo Sharp Leutell was sagacious enough to have the half she was to occupy finished first, and move into it. She then insinuated that her son might move his family into the old house, until he should be able to finish the oilier part, advising him not to hurry about it ; for, said she, "ilar- jnony won't have any dairy, and it will be better for you to pay up that note, that will be due next year, first. The old house is enough sight better than it was when your father and I commenced housekeeping. Harmony has got too many notions now." Her parents were opposed to her moving into the old house. Indeed, they would gladly have kept her with them henceforth. " Let her stay where she is," was her father's reply to his son- in-law, " till the house is done ; and I will furnish it in good style, if you will only sign the pledge, my sen." But Harmony felt it her duty to go with her husband ; BO they gave a reluctant consent. From that day her vas- salage to her husband's mother was complete. Little by little she artfully estranged the husband's ailections, and left her heart an empty, aching void, with nothing to bind her to earth but the love of her childhood's friends ; with nothing to bind her to her husband but the children she could not leave, and from whom he would not part. The new house was at length completed, and partially furnished, and the family were staying in it, when grand- pa Lentell sickened and died suddenly while Morgan was rutting timber to a distant town. His grief and that of his wife were unfeigned, and the little children wept when their mother told them grandpa had gone to heaven. "Who t'n.k him?" said Wallace, sobbing. " God," said the mother. LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 27 " Why didn't he take grandma," said the child, bit- terly, " and let my grandpa stay ? " "Her would be too c'oss up there wouldn't her, mamma ? and her can't have her loom can her ? God won't 'low it," said Elida, in a whisper. " llush, hush, children!" said the startled mother, looking anxiously at the door. After the funeral, the inhabitants of the " great house," as it was always called, were thrown into terrible com- motion, and the feelings of the community greatly agitat- ed, by the reading of a will, written a day or two before the death of Mr. Lentell, giving his entire property, new house and all, to his two younger sons, and leaving the " Atwood place " to Morgan ; a little, uncultivated farm, with a poor, miserable house and tumble-down barn upon it. It was well known that the kind old gentleman would not have done such an unjust deed knowingly, and also that his reason failed in the very first of his sickness. The whole thing was illegal : it would not stand the test of law. But here, again, the power of the mother was brought to bear upon the yielding son. "Would he take the law on his own brothers ? and at such a time, too ? What difference did it make ? They should always consider him the same as a father ; he would still manage the property just the same." Alas for his credulity ! Six months had not gone by when he was compelled to leave all, and retire to the little Louse, where we shall soon find them. He was advised to seek redress, and felt disposed to do so ; but a few tears and entreaties from his mother changed his purpose. Strange infatuation 1 " Honor thy father and thy ni<>th- 28 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. er," was a lesson he bad learned most thoroughly ; while, " For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife : and they twain shall be one flesh," had found uo place in his heart ; or that other scripture, teaching, " If any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel." At the time of grandpa Lentell's death, the debts were nearly paid by the industry and hard labor of Morgan ; aided considerably by the liberality of father Loveririg, and a lift now and then from his wife's brothers. His own family had cost him very little in any way. But the mason work in the new house was not paid for ; the workmen had tried to collect it from the new owners, but in vain. They saw plainly that the intoxicating cup, fam- ily bickerings, &c., were rapidly breaking down the once strong, noble man. lie was, even then, almost a wreck of his former self. So, in the midst of haying 1 , they seized the person of Morgan, and sent him to the county jail ; consoling themselves with the idea that the mother, who was still the ruling power on the place, would not permit him to remain there ; especially at that time, when he was so much needed at home, as well as on the old place, where he still did much effective labor. They were mistaken : they either could not, or would not, pay the debt. There was something of the old time tenderness in his voice, as he bade his family a sad good by, and rode away with the sheriff. " I shall be back'in a day or two, Harmony," he said. " Good by ; keep up good courage. Mother '11 contrive some way to pay it up right off. I'm going to do better when I get back. I'll send somebody to see to you. Don't go home, Harmony, don't : I'll IIP l>;x:k in a d;iy or so." LIFE AND ITS CHANGES. 29 These few kind words were like dew on the thirsty earth : she lived on them many days. On his way to the jail, he called on a friend whom he had often aided, told him his circumstances, asked him to take care of his family until his return. His case excited much sym- pathy, and several gentlemen volunteered to give bail ; which his mother urged him, with tears, to allow. But as he was resolved not to pay the debt, he refused to return. He had the liberty of the yard, however, and gained the esteem of the jailer's family, besides good wages. And many, very many fondly hoped that this experience would emancipate him from his mother, who went often to see him, and wept bitterly at what she called his obstinacy in not being bailed. But he was firm, saying, "I shall remain here till the term expires, unless you pay the debt. You could do it easily if you chose." " Marm," said Abigail, the next day after Morgan left home, " Miller Drake has just gone along. I'll bet a dol- lar he's gone to see Harmony ; and he thinks so much of Morgan, that he'll go and provide for her. It's too bad, the little, proud, puttering thing ! I hoped she'd git brought down a peg. Let her go home if she wants to, and cogitate Latin varbs with her lamed brothers." Fortunately Abigail was the only one in the family who inherited her mother's aversion to books and refine- ment of manners. " Nabby, you talk like a fool about her goin' home. Morgan would foller her, an' we couldn't git along with- out him. Hum, I wish to the land we could. I wish he could be prevailed on to send her home : it would mortify them Loverings some, 1 guess. But don't you fret about 30 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Miller Drake ; I'll hail him when he goes back, and you see if I don't manage that now." And she did manage it. She told him, " She was glad he had called on poor Harmony. She means well enough, but she don't know how to manage. Everything goes to ruin. I shall see that she don't want for anything, though. We are going to send over their food, and do their washing ; so it won't be necessary for you to call again. We can see to them ; Morgan ought to have known we would. I will go right over with some things now. Poor Morgan ! I pity him, and would contrive to pay the debt, but we have to maintain the whole family most of the time, and he might as well be there as at home. He's an altered man, Mr. Drake ; yes, an altered man since he married. I pity him, and his family shan't want while he's gone, I promise you." So Mr. Drake wasn't seen at the small house again. Perhaps his gratitude wasn't very deep ; perhaps he was glad of a poor excuse for not keeping a solemn promise to one who had befriended him in a similar case. The resolute, determined character of the elder Mrs. Lentell was well known in all that region, as well as her unnat- ural and unaccountable prejudice against her son's wife and the Loverings generally. At all events, he should have kept his promise, so solemnly given. But the food was not carried over, the washing was not done, and the family did suffer. And Mehitable Sharp Lentell was careful, when she went to see her son, not to inform him of Mr. Drake's unfaithfulness or her own. So the poor man felt comparatively easy about his family, and made many good resolutions for the future. SAD SCENES AT TIIK SMALL HOUSE. 31 . CHAPTER III. SAD SCENES AT THE SMALL HOUSE. " Hun 1 You needn't ask mo to send for Hester Strong 1 , for I shan't. It's nothin' but ' Hester,' ' Hes- ter.' I hate her. She shan't come here to lord it over me in my old age." " Why, what did aunt Hester ever do to injure you ? " said a faint voice from the bed, which stood in a corner of the low, dark, dingy-looking room. " 0, I must have her, or I shall surely die, and baby will die, too." " Hum ! you won't die ; no danger of that. That child ain't worth raisin' ; she looks like a monkey. I've mado gruel 'nuff to last till mornin' ; there's bread and meat 'nuff for the young 'uns. You've nothin' to do but lay there, and let 'um wait on ye." " 0, I am too sick and faint to tell them," said Har- mony Lentell, the young and beautiful wife of Morgan Lentcll. "0, do send for Hester, or mother, or some one. Don't leave me alone with these children another night." " I shan't send for none of 'em ; you've been babied to death ; 'tis time you's weaned," said Mrs. Mehitable Sharp Lentell, as she turned to leave the house. " Cruel and unsyinpathizang," mused the sick one, as she covered her face and wept silently. The three children, Winnie, Wallace, and Elida, drew nearer and nearer together, looking into each other's faces in silent sympathy. 32 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " I think grandma is real c'oss," said Elida. " I don't lovo her do you, Walla "No, I don't," said Wallace; "she isn't a bit like grandma Levering or aunt Hester." " Hush ! " said Winnie ; " mamma is very, very sick. Don't you see how pale she is ? She is whiter than the sheets. 0, what if God should take her away from us ! " she whispered close to Wallace's ear. " He won't," said Wallace. " We couldn't live here then. We can take care of her." "So we can," said Winnie; "let's go and tell her about it. Mamma, mamma," she said, going to the bedside, "Wallace and I can nurse you can't we? Look up, mamma ! We love you, all of us." " Darling, precious children ! I know you love me, and for your sakes I will try to be calm. Perhaps God will send grandpa Lovering to see us ; then all will be well." " Shall I warm you some gruel, mamma, or bathe your head ? 0, what can I do to make you better ? " " You may do both, darling, and then you may put little sister to bed, while you and Wallace sit by me a while to comfort me. You are my little comforter, you know." Baby was a pale, sick, hungry-looking little thing ; the whole expression of the face inexpressibly sad. They named her little Fossie. The children called her funny ; the doctor very gravely remarked, " Your child is altogether too old of her age, Mrs. Lentcll. But have you no one to stay with you but these children? No sister or friend ?" " My sisters are all married," sighed the sick one. SAD SCENES AT T1IE SMALL HOUSE. 33 " I am expecting a very dear friend, Miss Hester Strong, every moment. I wrote her a note since I was taken sick." " Glad to hear it," was the reply. " You will need her. Good day, ma'am. If I am wanted, please let, me know, and I am at your service." " Yes, you needn't come unless you hear from us," said grandma Lentell, who entered the room just in season to hear the remark. When the doctor had left the house, Harmony inquired, timidly, " Isn't it almost time for Hester to come, grandma ? " She was answered with a derisive laugh. " I guess not. I burnt that letter. You don't need her. I told you so before." A deathly faintness passed over the sick one for a moment. She felt stunned by the cruel blow, but the thought of her helpless condition roused her. " How could you ? " she murmured, " 0, how could you? You will send Levi for her won't you? Don't say no," she pleaded. The reader has already been made aware of the cruel obstinacy with which the elder Mrs. Lentell refused to send for Hester, or any one to take care of Harmony. So she had but little nursing except what her children bestowed. She was rapidly sinking, and the wee baby grew more wee daily, until grandpa and grandma Lov- ering arrived on the fourth day after its birth. " God has sent you," said little Winnie, as she met them at the door. " Mother said he would." " What's this ! what's this ! " said grandpa, turning around hurriedly, and clinching his hand firmly in his hair, as usual, when he was 'surprised or indignant. " Hariny, where is the nurse?" " We's the nurse, 3 34 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. said little Winnie. " Wallace and I is nurse." " Ah, indeed!" said grandpa, "you are nice children. But this won't do, Harmony. Father must look after you better than this, dear child. You must come home when you are able to ride." lie stooped, took little Elida in his arms, stroked her shining hair, patted Wallace's dark locks, praised Winnie, peeped in at the half-starved babe, stroked the hollow cheek of his faded daughter silently for a moment, and then said in a half whisper, " Take the things out of the chaise-box, mother, and make her something nourishing," nodding towards the bed. " You must stay arid take care of her till I get back with Hes- ter." Mrs. Levering found things in a sad condition. She fed the hungry children, and smiled at their joyful demonstrations ; but her heart was full, almost to burst- ing, as she stood over her child, and combed gently the matted locks of hair which were once so beautiful. " I feel so much better ! " said the sick one, languidly. " How good you were to come, when I have been so ob- stinate about going home ! Now I shall sleep a little. You will see to them ; and baby, my poor baby, it seemed very hungry till this morning, and now it don't want anything. I haven't any nourishment for it, hardly ; it won't starve will it ? " " No, dear, I think not ; go to sleep now. I will see to it," said the mother, softly. But how that word star- tled her ! Starve I Harmony's baby starve ! Soon as possible she opened the little, blue, silent lips, and poured a few drops of warm nourishment into its parched mouth. Again and again it was repeated, while the little, cold, wet infant was wrapped in warm, dry clothing. But as she SAD SCENES AT THE SMALL HOUSE. 35 looked around on the destitution of the house, thought of the feebleness of the mother, and the almost hopeless degradation of the father, she had many doubts and mis- givings respecting her duty. " 0, how infinitely better off the little one would be in its Father's house above ! " she thought. " But I cannot let it starve ; no, I must not, if I can prevent it. Poor darling, surely the lines have not fallen to you in pleasant places. But God is good ; he knows what is best ; I must try to save you, and leave the result with him." After a few hours of careful nursing, the infant opened those strangely beautiful eyes, and raised them to the loving face bending over it, as if to express its gratitude. Mrs. Lovering was astonished at the change produced in the little sallow face by their expression. She combed the tangled locks of soft, bright hair, which curled into graceful little ringlets, and called the children to see how pretty she looked. " 0, she is so beautifuler now ! " said the children, capering about. " She was real funny before. 0, I'm so glad you came, grandma ! Now grandma Lentcll won't say she looks like a monkey, and make mamma cry will she?" "I knowed she wasn't a monkey," said Wallace, proudly. " Monkey's has got hair all over, and they hasn't got such nice little mouths and eyes has they, grandma ? " " No, darling, she is a sweet little sister, and when she is strong and well, she will be very pretty, I think." Mrs. Lovering was surprised to find that Morgan Len- tell had been confined nearly a week in the county jail, leaving his family to the tender mercies of his mother and sister. They had succeeded, long ago, in convincing 36 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. him that Harmony was a poor, slack thing ; that she wasted faster than he could earn. And so they under- took to spend his earnings, and carry in provisions as they were needed ; and, in their opinion, it took very little to support a shiftless woman and three miserable children, and they dealt out the provisions accordingly. But for the care and thoughtfulness of grandpa Lover- ing's family they must have suffered ere this. " My father is a naughty man, sometimes," said little Wallace, confidentially, to his grandma, as he was being undressed for the night. " He is cross, and doesn't love mother, nor me, nor anybody. He talks bad words, and I don't love him much. Mother says I must, though, for he wouldn't act so if he wasn't intoxicated. lie tells mother to go home to her rich old father, and I wish she would. Mayn't I go home with you, my dear, good, kind, little grandma? Mayn't I?" persisted the child. " Mother will let me." " Perhaps so, darling," said the grandmother. " Aunt Abigail said mother would go, if it wasn't for her prideness. She wouldn't would she, grandma ? " Just then aunt Hester arrived. She was now a maiden lady of sixty, and one of those individuals whose name and nature are perfectly coincident. Except that her black hair was slightly frosted, one would not have sup- posed her more than forty. She was received with dem- onstrations of delight by the children, and deep, heartfelt joy by the sick mother, some of the earliest and pleas- antest recollections of whose life were connected with Miss Hester, who had been in the family of her grand- father, or father, or among their friends, all her life. So bhe was considered one of themselves. Her broad clie.st SAD SCENES AT THE SMALL HOUSE. 3f shook with emotion for a moment, as she bent over the pale face arid sunken eyes of her early pet ; but the resolute will kept the strong, siiiewj' body in subjection. Her great soul always obtained the mastery in the sick- room, where she was perfectly at home under all circum- stances. So grandfather and grandmother Levering left with a safe, satisfied feeling, saying, as they went, " Well, if anybody can bring her round, Hester will. She will have good care, and Hester won't allow of any interference from any one." Grandmother Lentell called very soon, and made some sharp criticisms on the baby and baby's mother, as well as upon things generally. " Folks have changed since we were gals together," said she to Hester. " They didn't lay in bed only a few days then ; I'm sure I never laid by more'n a week in my life." " Yes," said Hester, " they have changed. People are not so healthy as they used to be ; and you and I, Mehitable, have been highly favored. We don't know what it is to be sick. Let us thank God, and be kind to those who do." " Hum," says Mrs. Mehitable ; " some folks can feign sickness rather than work. For my part, I'd rather work than be sick." " Pretty likely," said Hester, dryly. " I'm afraid you arc not a good judge of sickness. / ought to be, for I've spent my whole life among it. Folks thai feign sick- ness don't often pine till there's nothing left but skin and bone. ! " she exclaimed cheerfully, to change the subject, " there is Mrs. Bartlett, the dear, kind soul. She is coming to nurse our little, wee, sick chick. Its poor 38 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. mother is so low I am going to take good care of her, and hope she will rally in a few days. . She has had a hard time, poor darling." " Hum," said Mrs. Mehitable, trotting her foot vigor- ously ; " hum, that child ain't worth all that fuss. Why didn't you let it die, Hester ? You are just the same as ever : you don't look ahead a bit more'n you did when you refused a good offer, from a sense of gratitude or what not, to them miserable Loverings. You'll git yer pay for it yet," said she, in a sarcastic, insinuating tone. Hester cast a furtive glance at the bed. Yes, she heard it all. A bright red spot glowed on each sunken cheek. " I've got my pay for all I've ever done for them years ago," she said sternly ; " and as to looking ahead, I try to live for eternity, and not altogether for time. And as Harmony is tired out, we won't talk any more here ; but if you will stay till I get back, Mrs. Bartlett, I will take a walk with Mrs. Lentell." " Certainly," said Mrs. Bartlett; "go, by all means." " Thank you," said Hester, as she bent tenderly over Harmony, and said some low, sweet, brave words to her, arranged the pillows, gave her a drink, and left her. Both walked on in silence a few moments, when Mrs. Lentell remarked, " I suppose you know Morgan never can pay you for staying there." " Yes, I know it," said Hester, looking her steadily in the face. " Is money the only thing worth living for ? " " Why, you're a fool to spend all your days workin' for nothiu', that's all ; " said Mehitable, somewhat discon- certed by the steady gaze of her companion. " Perhaps not," was the reply ; "perhaps I am not so SAD SCENES AT THE SMALL HOUSE. 39 foolish as you take me to be. I was not so stupid that I could not look ahead and see that sorrow, disappoint- ment, and suffering would come upon Harmony Lover- ing if she married your son and went to live with you. Was I mistaken do you think ? Don't we all know what you have done to her ? For shame, Mehitable ! From beginning to end you have abused and tyrannized over her. She hasn't complained, dear lamb ! I told her how it would be ; so she is as silent as the grave. I told her folks you would grind her to the earth. She is too good and patient to live with you. Didn't I know you ? There came a time, Mehitable, when I could read you through and through, and learned you all by heart, and could reckon you up as well as I could a sum in addition. Ah, Mehitable, I fear you don't look ahead any, but you've got to answer for your conduct to that child somewhere. Her folks didn't believe me. 0, they didn't know what good reason I had to know you. " What a shame that my poor, -dear lamb should be treated so ! My beautiful little Harmony, that might have married into the best family in our town, and been treated like a lady, as she is ! For shame, Mehitable, to ruin your own son's prospects for the sake of gratifying a mean, contemptible, jealous disposition. Be sure you can't go to heaven with that spirit." She had been standing right before Mrs. Lentell, with her great, broad palm upon the shrivelled shoulder of the little, wizened, wiry-looking woman ever since she turned to address her. She had moved her back and forth slowly, and now drew her near enough to whisper, " Vile woman, you know why I did not marry Horace Manlie. You remember the cruel slander you brought 40 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. to me, and the letters you remember them. I had not learned to read you then ; I believed you. It was you that sent him across the ocean, and consigned me to a life of honest labor, which is not without its reward. But the pain is over now ; I am cheerful, and happier than you are. I would not change places with you. Horace and I understood each other before he died : we shall meet in heaven." Holding her back, and again looking her steadily in the face, she said, "How dared you allude to that painful subject now, after all these years, and falsely attribute our separation "to Harmony's folks ? You did it to pain her ; you mean to kill her. Go, now, and do not come into that house again while I stay in it." She released her, and turned to depart ; but Mrs. Len- tell, who had been surprised into silence, now found her speech. " You shall be paid for this," she said, slowly. " I don't bear such insults. Prove what you say about Horace Manlie, or I'll make you." " I can and will," was the calm, steady reply, " and many other falsehoods, if you wish it. It might help to break that tyrannical power you have over Morgan, and secure the happiness of my darling, who never saw an unhappy hour till she married him. And he would do well enough away from you. Shall I prove what I have said ? " " Prove what you like," was the evasive reply ; " and I shall come into my son's house when I like." " I should think you would call that a house ! " said Hester, looking at it significantly ; " or perhaps you mean the new house on the hill ; that is his, not yours. You SAD SCENES AT THE SMALL HOUSE. 41 can't expect to prosper, Mehitable ; you never will. Soon- er or later you will have to meet a terrible reckoning. But I must go : I can forgive you all the wrong you have done me and him. He is at rest, and / am happy in making others so. But mind, now, don't come near Har- mony while I stay, unless you repent of your wickedness to her, and come to ask her forgiveness. I can't al- low it : she is the sickest person I ever saw left alone ; and if she dies, her death will lie at your door. And God knows there is guilt enough there now. Good by. I wish you well." Hester turned, leaving her standing as if riveted to the spot. She never imagined- that Hester was aware of her duplicity ; ay, treachery and hypocrisy. She never knew that Horace and Hester had become reconciled ; that Hester had watched over his dying bed, and wept bitter tears of regret over the manly form, and sealed by a kiss on the noble forehead her vow of consecration to the sick and sorrowing. She did not know with what heroic fortitude Hester had refused to yield to the entreaties of Horace and the pleadings of her own heart to be united to him in the last hours of his life, that he might bestow on her his entire effects. " Do not ask me, Horace," was always her tearful reply ; " I do not deserve it. I will not come between you and your lawful heirs." She consented to receive five hundred dollars as a dying gift, and had sacredly laid it aside for a time of need, which had not yet come. " 0, hum I " said Mrs. Mehitablc ; " then they found me out. Well, I suppose it wasn't right, but I liked him in spite of his larnin'. If I'd had more on't, he would 42 IlESTEtt STUONG'S LIKi: WORK. liked mo better. 0, hum ! I don't look much now as I did then. He told me once that I was pretty better lookin' than Hester. He wouldn't say that now, I reckon. Well, it can't be helped. I knew he loved Hester : how red he'd git in the face when I run out ag'in her ! 0, hum ! How he shook that last night that he called, when I told him she was false-hearted ! 0, well, he knew better, and so did I ; but I meant to get him. Well, I didn't play. the right card that time, sure. I'm glad ray folks sold out jest a they did, and moved off. I'm glad I never went there after he got home. I shouldn't 5 ave dared to." T1IE TAIN AND ITS CUKE. 43 CHAPTER IV. THE PAIN AND ITS CURE. THE CONFESSION AND REVULSION. " How cruel ! " murmured Hester, clasping her hands firmly, and walking with a measured step back to the house ; back and forth in the small yard. " How cruel she was to pry open that secret chamber of 'grief ! 0, I thought I had buried that great sorrow, with all its bitter memories, so deep that no mortal could drag it forth again. " That fatal letter ! How came she by it ? I should have known that it was written to me, for me, every word of it, and not for her. 0, I didn't know then that any one could be so false, so treacherous. How real it all seems to-day ! And yet, more than forty years have passed since it commenced, and more than thirty- eight since I buried it in the inmost recesses of my soul. To-day is the first time I have spoken of it, only to God. I laid my burden at the feet of Jesus when Horace died. How faithfully He has helped me to bear it all these years ! But now it comes over me like a flood. 0, Horace, wo shall meet in heaven ; I believe it. " thou pitying Father, help me. Thou suffering Saviour, comfort me ; even me, and help me to lay down this vain regret, and take up the burdens and duties of my own chosen work. Help me to think of the blessings 44 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. left. How kind, tender, and thoughtful the Loverings were to me in that day of darkness I Now I have the op- portunity to repay them. Poor, dear Harmony, I fear I shall not be able to save her. And why do I desire it ? She is one of Christ's little ones, and if he calls her from this prison-house of bondage, I must be willing, hard as it will be for us who love her so well." She stopped at the humble door, and resolutely drove the shadows from her usually sunny face, and entered it with a smile. Baby was having a sweet, satisfied nap. Elida was cuddled away in kind Mrs. Bartlett's arms. Winnie and Wallace were at school. All was quiet, and yet the sick one could not rest. A tear glistened on the long, heavy lashes, as Hester, bending over her, inquired, " How is my pet ? " " 0, auntie," she whispered, " I feel so I The bed is all pins, or something. I can't lie still. What shall I do?" " Why, auntie will fix it for you, darling," was the reply. "0, it isn't in the bed, I guess ; it is in me. SJie thinks I am feigning it ; I am not am I, auntie ? and baby is worth saving isn't she ? and we didn't prevent your marrying uncle Horace did we ? " " No, no, darling ; don't think of what she said. I know you are a poor sick lamb. I will take you up in my arms, and Mrs. Bartlett will make up your bed all clean and nice before she goes." Hester forgot her own sorrows as she took the at- tenuated little form in her strong arms, and walked back and forth gently a few times, asking her to see from the window how beautiful things were looking out of doors. THE PAIN AND ITS CU11E. 45 Thou seating- herself, and placing Harmony's head ten- derly on her broad chest, she commenced singing, softly, the hymn, " Jesus, Lover of my soul." Thus she not only soothed the restless invalid, but her own soul was refreshed and comforted by the beauti- ful hymn. Harmony fell asleep upon that loving bosom, where she had so often rested in childhood. " Shall I help you lay her down ? " said Mrs. Bart- lett. " No, dear ; I shall hold her till she is refreshed. She isn't as heavy as she was at ten, I verily believe. Now I think of it, I wonder where that rocking-chair is that I gave her when she moved into the new house. She might be laid in that sometimes, if I could find it." " I can tell you where it is," said Mrs. Bartlett. " Abigail was having a delightful rock in it when I called there the other day." Hester's black eyes flashed as she inquired, " Is that so ? How came it there ? do you know ? " "It is there for safe keeping, I expect. Why, Har- mony isn't supposed to know how to take care of things, because she can't spin and weave. But I must go now, and will come in to-morrow and give baby a good dinner." " You are very kind, and God will reward you," said Hester, " and your husband will accommodate me great- ly if he will let one of the boys come and carry me to ride a little way, after the children get home. It won't take more than half an hour, and I will pay him for his trouble." " 0, he'll like to accommodate you," was the reply. 46 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. The old white horse drove up to the door in good season. Miss Hester threw on a sun-bonnet, and took a seat in the wagon. " Drive up to the great house on the hill as fast as you can," she said to the boy. " Mrs. Lentell seems worse. Drive as near the front door as possible. I shall go in for a moment. But mind, as soon as I get into the wagon, turn round and drive off without delay." It was scarcely a moment when Hester returned with a large rocking-chair in her arms, and placed it in the wagon as easily as if it had been a cricket. " Wait for me," she said to the boy. " There is one thing more that I want for present use." She came back again with a small stand, just as Mrs. Lentell, her daughter Abigail, and the two boys, had left their supper to see what the disturbance was. " Harm," said Abigail, " see there now ! Are you goin' to bear that? /shan't, if you do." " You may both have to bear worse things than that," said Hester, quietly seating herself in the wagon. " I thought my chair and table would be convenient to iise just now. There are some other things in there that belong to Mr. Levering. I should have spoken to you about them, but Harmony has been worse since you called, and I am in great haste. Good by." By this time the carriage was out in the street on its way to the small house near the swamp, leaving the group at the large house standing there in utter amaze- ment. Harmony was restless all night. Several times Hester took her up in her strong arms, as if she had been an infant, and laid her for a little while in the soft easy- THE PAIN AND ITS CURE. 4f chair. Harmony looked pleased when she saw it, and inquired, " Did you get it for me ? " " Yes, dear," was the reply. " Why didn't you tell me they had it ? " " I was so sick I gouldn't think/' she said ; " besides, you know how angry I was when you told me how it would be ; and I didn't like to. 0, auntie, I ought to have heeded your warning ; but I loved him, and was so young ! And father did want me to come back, but I wanted to please Morgan. I feared he would be entirely weaned from me, and I thought I couldn't live then. But I have," she said with a ghastly smile ; " yes, I have lived to lose that for which I left the best and dearest of friends a happy, peaceful home. We can't die always when we wish to can we, auntie ? or live either. I have longed to die, again and again ; but the tone and manner of Morgan when he left home, make me think his heart is still mine that his love for me, which was ardent, has been stifled, not extinguished ; and now I want to live, 0, so much ! I wonder why he has not written ; he said he would, and I believe he has," she said, in a whisper. " She wouldn't allow me that little drop of comfort, if she could help it." " Child," said Hester, " I don't doubt that he has, for your father has written him a kind letter ; and I am sure he still loves you ; so now -try to sleep while I write him a note. I will send it to the office by the children. You will hear from him ; he shall direct it to me." Thus the night wore away at last. It was the most restless one Harmony had experienced. Just what Hester 48 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. wrote wo know not ; but the answer came soon. It was lull of sorrow and contrition for the past, full of hope for the future. He entreated his injured wife to forgive him ; told her she was dearer to him than ever before ; said he had written twice, but had received no answer, lie did not say his letters were sent by his mother ; but so it was. He closed by saying, " My dear wife, I am ashamed to say that my mother is the means of all your sufferings. It shall not be so any longer ; do not leave me ; stay in the small house till I return. These last acts of theirs have opened my eyes. Who would have thought she would let me stay here at such a time to pay their debts ? or act as she has, in many respects ? " They hate you for your superiority; they rejoice at anything that will annoy you. They have sacrificed me to their malice against you and your folks. How monstrous ! and what a wretch I have been to allow it ! 0, Ilarmy, I have been thinking, and my own con- duct appears most hateful and cowardly ; yours, beauti- ful and forgiving as an angel's. The tables shall be turned soon. I have already taken measures to regain the property they stole from me. I shall sign the pledge, and, as far as possible, redeem the past : so keep up good courage, darling ; we will be happy yet. Kiss little Fos- tina for papa. I hope she will never be ashamed of me. Tell the little ones that I love them all, and want to sec them. I shall bring them each a present when I come. How good Hester was to write me. She shall not lose anything by her kindness. Try to persuade her to make her home with us. I mean to have the new house all to THE CONFESSION AND EEVULSION. 49 ourselves. Mother (I can hardly bear to speak of her), and Abigail, and the boys can go to the small house near the swamp. My lawyer says their fraud and deception will give me entire power over them. And they deserve it. I don't mean to forget my duty to them ; but I have learned that my own family have the highest possible claim upon*me. 0, why did I not learn it before ! But the past is gone, the future only is left us. God grant I may make a wise use of it. "Yours, with much love, " MORGAN LENTELL." Harmony remained very calm and quiet while her kind friend read this letter, looking up now and then to ascer- tain its effect. She closed, and both remained silent a few moments, when Hester, observing the extreme pale- ness of the invalid, stepped to the bed and inquired, " Isn't my darling very, very happy ? Isn't it all bright and beautiful in the future ? " She reached out the little thin hand, which Hester clasped in hers, and said softly, " Yes, auntie, all bright and beautiful ; but not here ; no, not here ; it is too late. I am going, auntie ; don't you see it ? " " I see that you are feeble," was the reply ; " and I hoped this letter contained a cure. Is it not so, darling ? Surely you do not wish to leave poor Morgan now, and these little. ones." " No, auntie, I did not wish it ; but God has helped me to be willing," she said, with a sweet smile. " How I have hungered and thirsted for just such a letter as that was ! How I have prayed for it ! A few days ago I 4 50 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. think it would have made me unwilling to die ; but now, thank God, I can leave them all. 0, auntie, ' There is a land where beauty does not fade, Nor sorrow dim the eye ; Where true hearts will not shrink, nor be dismayed, And love will never die.' It is there I am going, auntie. How glad I am that ho knows how I have been wronged ! that he will love my memory ! Tell him how dear he was to me ; tell him I forgave him day by day, and pitied him so much ! " "But think, ".said Hester, "how sad it will be for Morgan to lose you under these circumstances. Perhaps God will yet raise you up to care for your family and assist your husband to do right. It will be hard for him to break away from old habits alone." " I know it," said Harmony, almost sadly. " I have thought of it. It has distressed me very much ; but now my peace is like a river. ' When we hear sweet music ringing Through the bright, celestial dome, When sweet angel voices, singing, Gently bid us, " Welcome home," can we, 0, can we, regret to go ? Dear auntie, uncle Horace will be there, too. You say mother is like him. I shall know him shall I not ? ' In that land of ancient story, Where the spirit knows no care, In that world of light and glory, Shall we know each other there ? ' Yes, auntie, I feel that we shall. " THE CONFESSION AND REVULSION. 51 She became exhausted, and, while Hester stroked gen- tly the soft locks, which had regained something of their former brightness under her care, fell asleep. Hester seized this opportunity to write a note to Mr. Lovering, and also one to Morgan, stating, in as few- words as possible, her worst fears. 52 HESTER STllONG'S LIFE WOEK. CHAPTER V. ALONE WITH THE DYING AND THE DEAD. THE SAD RETURN. THAT night and the next day passed slowly at the email house near the swamp. Harmony was sinking rapidly. " I should like to see them once more," she said sev- eral times during the day, " if it could be so. But it is all right. Poor Morgan I what a disappointment ! May God help him to bear it. Give my dying blessing to my dear parents, brothers, sisters, and friends. I love them all. Poor Morgan ! what shall I say to him ? 0, if it could have been, if I could have lived to help and bless him, how happy we might have been yet ! But it may not be. Tell them not to mourn for me. I'm going home. How sweet that word is ' home ' ! How it rests me to think of it ! " " I hope, darling, that your husband and parents may arrive to-morrow. I have sent for them." She smiled and said, " It would be pleasant, but it may not be. Tell my parents that, when left alone here to suffer those three dreadful nights, I felt willing to suffer it all, and more, to regain my husband's love and reformation ; and God has given me my desire blessed be his name ! What more can I ask for myself? These children, too, I feel easy about them. How wonderful, wonderful it is ! " ALONE WITH THE DYING AND THE DEAD. 53 Towards night she became restless in body, but calm and triumphant in spirit. She kissed the children, say- ing, fervently,. " Father, I commit them to thee ; lead them not into temptation, but deliver them from evil, for thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory. Amen." Hester could not realize that the dark river was flow- ing even at the door ; she could not hear the sturdy strokes of the boatman as he neared the " hither shore." She could not see the shining escort coming with songs of joy and great rejoicing to release the ransomed one, too early crushed by the sorrows and disappointments of earth. No, she could not see them, even when they folded their golden wings, and waited silently in the small house near the swamp. She did not hear their gentle whispers, or see their looks of heavenly sweetness ; but she felt their presence, and grew strong in faith and love. "Auntie," said the sick one, with a smile, " it is al- most over, and the pain is gone. I am only waiting, and weary, weary. You will love my darlings, auntie, for my sake ? " " Yes, lamb, I will love them while I live. Even as I have loved you, will I love them," was the reply. " And will you, can you, take my little baby, and shelter it in those strong, kind arms ; will you ? I re- member now what its grandmother said. Will you take it ? I would not have it left with her." Hester took the little unconscious thing, and folded it to her breast, and then said, solemnly, " I will, if God permits it." "He will," said the dying mother, "he will. Let me kiss you. I am happy, 0, so happy ! and God will 54 1IESTER STRONG'S HFK WORK. see to them, and you will guide their young feet in the blessed path." She grew more and more restless. "I am twenty-six at twelve to-night, auntie," she said ; "it don't seem but a little while since you used to rock mo to sleep. Once again, auntie, once again let me lie in your bosom, and go, yes, go to sleep." Hester raised her 0, how tenderly ! The shining escort smiled approvingly as she folded her to her warm, full heart, and said, " Now, what shall I sing ? " " Sing, 'Eock of ages, cleft for me, Let me hide myself in thee.' That is what I want now ; but tell me first, auntie, what separated you and uncle Horace. Did we, our folks, do it, and make you unhappy ? " " No, darling, no ; I never received anything but kindness from them. I cannot tell you how it happened now : it would distress you. It is all right, darling." " Yes, it is all right," murmured the weary sick one ; " sing now." When the last stanza was finished, the little hand clasped in Hester's was cold and still, the eyes were closed, and weary little Harmony had gone to sleep. " Asleep in Jesus," murmured Hester ; " 0, how sweet ! My little lamb, you were led early, too early, to the slaughter. Why was it so ? How willingly I would have shielded you ! and yet I made a mistake. I should have given them the proofs of her perfidy, the reasons of her hatred to them ; they would have act- ed differently then. " Harmony, my beautiful, my pre- cious ! Why were all your beauty and sweetness wasted ? ALONE WITH T1IK DYING AND T1JE DEAD. 55 scattered by the foul breath of that envious, slanderous woman. Why was she permitted to pursue you even to the gates of dcatli ? But it is all over, darling, all over, now. Sleep on ; she cannot wake or*trouble you. I was mistaken ; I should have given you the reasons for what I told you. I have kept my secret too well, far too well ; may God forgive me." She laid the little cast-off dress of the soul reverently on the bed, and knelt there alone with the dead, as she had knelt, more than thirty years before, with the cold clay of one dearer to her than life. Again she is living over the agony of that night ; again her strong form is bowed and quivering with the blast that then swept over her, and, as she thought, passed away forever, with. its power broken. " God, open again that secret chamber," she prayed, " and bury again those dead, dead hopes, those crushing fears, that parting agony." " Rock of ages, cleft for me, Let me hide myself in thee." As the Sea of Galilee was stilled, hushed to rest by a word from the lips of the blessed Master, so the soul of Hester Strong was calmed into trusting peace by the pitying One. She arose prepared the dead for the silent grave. How beautiful she was ! the weary, sorrowing look all gone, the eyes closed as if in peaceful slumber. Hester could now look cheerfully on the lovely face ; but as she turned away from the dead, she remembered the living. The noble husband, who had been so near the very 56 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. brink of ruin, and returned to the threshold of reforma- tion what would be the result of this stunning blow on him, the absent parents, brothers, and sisters ? The feeble mother, why could she not have died in her loving arms ? Hester wept as she gazed on the sleeping chil- dren, and thought what might have been, and what might now come upon them. How should she tell them ? She laid herself down by the helpless baby, and tried to rest ; but her heart was too full for sleep. A great murmur of indignation ran through the com- munity the next morning after Harmony's death. The house was filled to overflowing ; the little children could find no quiet place to weep only on the bosom and in the arms of dear auntie Hester. " Who will take care of us now ? " sobbed Wallace. " Shall I have to go to grandma Lentell's ? " whispered Winnie. "Let me stay wis you," said Elida, clinging to her neck. " God, our Father in heaven, will take care of us," was all Hester could say, for her own mind was sorely per- plexed concerning them. Many tears of pity and affection were shed by neigh- bors, and all seemed to vie with each other in kind offices now. Why could not some of those who might have known the circumstances, have come forward when a life might have been saved ? It was the same old story "I did not think ; " "I was very busy ;" " I wish I had known ; " and some could say truly, " I did not know." All felt most keenly that there was one who did know one who had promised to watch over the lonely wife in her husband's compelled and shameful ALONE WITII THE DYING AND TIIE DEAD. 5T absence. They knew that neglect and guilt lay at the door of the great house on the hill. Mrs. Bartlett kindly offered to take the infant to her own house, and care for it till it could be better provided for ; which offer was gladly accepted. Mrs. Mehitable was stunned by the news of Harmony's death. She had been sincere in thinking her not sick : she was never sick herself; why should others be ? But death was a terror to her. The still small voice whis- pered unpleasant things in the soul's ear truths which she hated, but could not shut out. She closed the door and made it fast, took two letters from their hiding- place, read them, and rocked the little, wiry, wizened form back and forth, back and forth, exclaiming bitterly, " 0, hum ! everything comes at once. If Morgan should go to law, as he promised her, the game will be up. But them Loverings won't have the handling on't now ; that's a comfort. Hum, hum ! I've played the wrong card this time, too ; I might have let her have these, but I didn't think she'd die. Well, I hated her ; she looked like the only man I ever loved, and he deserted me ; yes, he deserted me after I had sold myself to the evil one, almost, to get him. Hester says them Lover- ings were not the cause on't. 0, well, it can't be helped ! Morgan mustn't know I didn't give her these ; he mustn't know I left her alone so much. I wish I could still that tongue of Hester's ; I hate her worse than ever. I'm glad she didn't marry Horace ; she was a fool not to, though. 0, hum ! I don't know what to do first. I can't do nothing with Hester ; and then them Loverings know all about it. Well, I must see Morgan first of any on urn that's all," she said as she arose, 58 11KSTEU STUONG'S LIFE WOUK. wont to the stove, dropped the two letters into it, then culled her son and bade him harness the smart horse, saying to Abigail, "I must bring Morgan myself, or the fat will all be in the fire. You'd better go over ; it will look better." " No, I shan't," was the prompt reply ; " I don't go for looks." Mrs. Mehitable was too late. Hester's note had informed him that Harmony was dying, and the friends he had made while there hastened his departure. Their hearts were filled with the deepest pity by his grief and remorse. " It will be all over with me," he said, hopelessly, to the jailer's family, "all over with me, if she dies. I shall be a murderer ; I can't bear up under it. If I knew she was dead now, I would drown this misery in rum ; yes, I couldn't help it. 0, God 1 what a wretch I have been." They saw that it would be useless to reason with him ; they said kind, comforting words, and bade him a sad good by. Mr. Lovering had informed him of his mother's course towards Harmony ; of her dismissal of Mr. Drake ; neglecting to send for Hester ; of the des- titute, suifering condition in which he found her. " And now if she should die before I reach her ! " He shuddered to think of it. With a heavy heart he turned his face homeward, and hurried on till he came in sight of Mr. Drake's. " Stop here," he said to the driver, "just a moment." He strode up to the door with a face so pale and hag- gard that his old friend scarcely knew him. He caught him by the arm, and said, hoarsely and hur- TI1E SAD RETUKX. 59 ricdly, " Miller Drake, do you remember how I sacrificed the hard-earned wages of months to save you from im- prisonment and dishonor ? Do you remember it ? What did you promise me then ? 0, what did you promise me when I went forth to pay a debt which was not mine ? You have been false, false as You knew my mother, or might have known her, better than I did. My wife is either dying or dead ; your neglect helped to kill her. I called to curse you, and you will be cursed I" He turned and went hastily back to the carriage, re- fusing to listen to Miller Drake's excuses, simply saying, " You were false faithless and false." Hester was terrified at the wild, hopeless face of Morgan, which peered in at the door about noon. He rested his eyes on his dead wife for a moment, and then disappeared with a stifled groan. Hester called to him, little Elida called, but on, on he went to- wards the great house on the hill. They were greatly perplexed, and a friendly neighbor went in pursuit of him. In a short time, grandpa Lovering and wife arrived. Calmly they looked upon the silent, upturned face ; tearfully they listened to the story of her dying hours. And when Hester inquired if they had met Mor- gan on the way, they replied that a man, who might have been he, leaped over the wall and fled hurriedly out of sight. " 0, it was he I" said Hester ; " he could not bear to meet you." She showed them his letter to Harmony, which had been lying beneath the pillow. They read it, and wept afresh. " 0, if it might have been ! " they said ; " if she could 60 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. have lived to realize those bright, fond hopes we all indulged ! all but you, Hester ; you seemed to be clearer sighted than the rest of us." " But I was once as blind as the blindest concerning Mrs. Lentell," she replied. " 0, Mary, when this is over you shall know my secret, which I have so stubbornly kept. But think you Morgan will adhere to his good resolutions ? " "I cannot tell," said grandpa; "I fear not; but I must seek him and obtain permission to bury this dust with her kindred, and among those who knew and loved her. Twenty-six years old to-day ! Ten years a wife, and four times a mother," he mused. " that I could recall the past ! " Morgan arrived at the great house in a state bordering on insanity. Bending over the affrighted Abigail, he exclaimed, vehemently, " Murderer ! where is your ac- complice, your mother ? Where, where is she ? Tell me before I " Just then the friend who had followed him arrived, and answered the question Abigail was too much alarmed to answer. " She has gone for you." " She needn't," was the sharp reply ; " the work is all done. She is dead ; and now I shall drink, and drink, and drink, until I forget it all. That's what she herself has taught me. When Harmony used to plead with me not to drink the damning beverage, she used to say, ' Morgan, I would have my rum, in spite of her ; you work hard and need it.' Didn't I mind her ? didn't I ? " he groaned. " Yes, I minded her, wretch that I was, and if there is a God in heaven, I'll mind her still. She THE SAD RETURN. 61 shall cat her own words, and drink the bitter cup she meant for another. 0, Harmony, my patient Harmony," he said, in a wild, despairing tone. " If I could have heard you say you forgave me, if I could have atoned for the past, I might have been a man again, a father to our children ; but now it is no use, no use." " But she did forgive you, and loved you to the last," said the friend who had followed him. " Come, go and sec how peacefully she is sleeping, and receive her dying message." He dropped into a chair, covered his face for a moment, and then said, mournfully, " I can't, I can't look at her. I helped to kill her. 0, she was nothing but a child a trusting, beautiful child when I brought her here. I cannot see her, or meet her parents. They are there ; how they must hate me ! I hate myself, and God hates me I I must drink. I haven't tasted rum these three weeks, and never meant to again ; but I must now," he said, fiercely. He opened the closet, where the full decanters always stood, and drank like one determined to forget, in spite , of his friend's remonstrances. He reminded him of his children, of friends who loved him, of happiness, and respectability in the future. "Friends!" he exclaimed, in a mocking tone. "If my own mother is so false, what can I expect of others ? If she and Abigail would sacrifice my happiness to spite an innocent woman, where in the wide world, think you, can I find happiness ? It is all a sham. No, they have helped me make this bed, and now they must lie in it." lie soon sank into a state of helpless intoxication, from which he could not be aroused. 62 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Poor, miserable, mistaken mother ! you have been playing a dangerous game. You commenced early in life to make false moves, regardless of the feelings or sufferings of others ; you moved on, and now you must reap as you have sown. You gloried in the firm, steady reins with which you guided your family. You gov- erned them by fear ; they obeyed because it was more comfortable to do so. Selfishness was the groundwork of your power over them. You laid a sandy foundation to stand on in the decrepitude of old age ; you forgot that any government based on fraud, deception, and un- godliness must perish ; and that truth, justice, and humanity were the only firm foundations to build upon. You forgot that " righteousness exalteth," while " sin is a reproach." Alas ! you will find that the way of the transgressor is hard. By the untimely death of your son's wife, and the terrible fall of your son into inebriety, you are left in possession of your ill-gotten property ; but a curse is resting upon it, and in your own breast you have the witness of your wicked deeds. Yes, your con- science will ever accuse you, and your firmly misguided children will prove a terrible scourge. Mr. Lovering was allowed to follow his own plans without molestation. Slowly the little procession moved along ; sadly the friends of other days gathered around the sweet flower, so early faded. Tenderly they laid her in the bosom of mother earth, " under the sod." " O spirit, freed from bondage, Rejoice ; thy work is done I The weary world is 'neath thy feet, Thou brighter than the sun ! THE SAD RETURN. 63 " Awake, and breathe the living air Of our celestial clime ; Awake to love that knows no change, Thou who hast done with time. " Awake ! lift up thy joyful eyes ; See ! all heaven's host appears ; And be thou glad exceedingly, Thou who hast done with tears. " Awake ! ascend ! Thou art not now With those of mortal birth; The living God hath touched thy lips, Thou who hast done with earth." 64 1JESTER STRONG'S LIFE WOKE. CHAPTER VI. WHAT BECAME OF THE CHILDREN. THE MIDNIGHT CALL. HARMONY'S death, and the trying circumstances attend- ing it, hastened an event which had long been dreaded by the family. Consumption had been kept from fasten- ing its fatal fangs upon Mrs. Lovering by the utmost care and vigilance. Under the pressure of this great and peculiar trial, she failed very fast. The motherless children of her daughter she looked upon as worse than orphaned ; she saw their father rushing down the awful precipice of inebriety ; he would only be a shame to them a terror, and not a protector. She shuddered when she thought of them with their grandmother Lentell. Her own house was being filled with her son's children. The son's wife evidently thought Harmony's children intruders, and treated them as such. With the true instincts of a wo'man, she saw a life of suffering and danger before them ; and the feeling that she was helpless unable to save them from it was depressing. Again and again she was assured by her husband and children that they should be taken care of. She saw, better than they did, the difficulties in the way. " If Hester was young," she used to say, " I should WHAT BECAME OF THE CHILDREN. 65 foci easy about them. The remainder of Harmony's portion would support them until old enough to earn a living 1 . If they could all be with her, I should feel satis- fied. Old Mrs. Lentell would not trouble them, I think." " Never fear for those children," Hester used to say, cheerfully ; "their dying mother committed them to One who is strong and mighty even the orphan's God. Can you not trust them in his hands ? They will have trials, disappointments, and temptations, as who does not ? but they will come off victors, every one of them. They will have to struggle with poverty and disgrace on their father's account; but it will make them strong and self-reliant. Have you forgotten how destitute I was left at an early age ? Has my life been more dark and cheerless than that of thousands who started with brighter prospects ? Do you suppose I have forgotten who it was that made my childhood like a summer's day ? Believe me, Mary, I have a pleasure before me, and not a task. I wish I was young, for their sakes ; but for myself, it seems good to near my glorious home. How often the sweet voice and dying words of our dar- ling come back to me in the still watches of the night ! 0, Mary, she looked so much like Horace that it seemed like losing him again when she died. The sweet verses she repeated contained the very essence of our last conversation together. Let me repeat her words again, and then tell me, Mary, if we can regret to go when such blessedness is in store for us. We shall not only see our Lord, and be clothed in the brightness of his ineffable glory, but we shall meet the loved and lost. Ay, we shall know them, too ; I feel assured of it. Yes, 5 66 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. those that arc one in Christ on earth, shall be one in Christ in heaven. ' We shall know each other there.' " " Your words comfort me," said Mrs. Lovering. " My faith grows brighter. Repeat that last verse again ; yes, I think it will be so. We shall arrive there by many different roads, some dark and thorny, some on beds of down, some on straw, perchance ; but it will be all the same when we reach the haven of rest, whether the voyage be rough and full of peril, or smooth and prosperous. Don't you think so ? " " No, not all the same, for the torn and tempest- tossed, the benighted traveller, will be filled with a ful- ness of joy and exultation which the peaceful, prosper- ous voyager can never know. Mary, we must be weary before we can fully appreciate rest ; we must drink the bitter cup of sorrow before we can experience the ful- ness of heavenly bliss. It must be so, for ' lie doeth alt things well.' " As yet all the children had remained at grandpa Lov- ering's. It was pitiful to see the little things trying to be so good and patient for fear of being sent to grandma Lentell's. They said but little about their mother, ex- cept at night, when auntie Hester put them to bed ; then the pent-up feelings must find vent. Their artless talk often brought tears to those eyes which were wont to weep with those who weep, and sometimes, as the chil- dren knelt around her for their .evening prayer, little Eli da would say, " P'ease God, let me stay wis auntie ever so long, and don't die her, too, as mumma did. Dear God, don't, for Jesus' sake. AIIK-M." WHAT BECAME OF TFIE CHILDREN. 61 This simple prayer always seemed to send a wave of uncontrollable grief over Wallace and Winnie. It re- minded them that the time was drawing near when they must be separated from her and from each other. " 0," said Winnie on such an occasion, "if God is so good, why didn't he let Wallace and I go to heaven with our sweet mamma when there was nobody to want us here ? I heard aunt Judith say so to-day. She said she couldn't have us round in the way. 0, I have tried to be so still and good, and play with her baby when I wanted to go out of doors ! Don't you pity us, auntie ? " she sobbed. Hester moved the wondering baby, and took her in her arms to comfort her, while Wallace and Elida still knelt, weeping. "Pity you? Yes, darling, and God pities you. He will make it all right, dear. He loves you, and we all love you. He has a nice, snug little nest for you somewhere. He wants you down here for something ; perhaps it is to take care of me when I am old ; perhaps it is to watch over this little kitten when I am gone home. Let me lay her in your arms ; see, she is almost smiling at you ! " The children's attention was now turned upon baby. Soon Elida was seated on the other knee, playing with baby's tiny feet. " I want a place, too," said Wallace. " If auntie had two laps, you could has one," said Elida. " He shall have my place," said Winnie ; "he is the youngest." Baby was delighted at the novelty, and watched the proceedings with her large, calm eyes, with quiet i'arii Hi. 68 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. When the children's minds were sufficiently diverted, Hester gave them their good-night kiss, and they retired to the sweet, refreshing sleep of childhood. Not so with Hester ; the failing health of her dear friend, Mrs. Lover- ing, whom she had loved as a sister, together with the care and anxiety of providing suitable places for the two eldest children, weighed down even her elastic spirits. And then there were the little ones her own peculiar charge to care for. She wished, if possible, to secure them all against the interference and domination of Mrs. Lentell ; but how that could be done was a question which had caused her many sleepless nights. " She will not meddle with them till they are old enough to work/' she used to say to Mr. Levering ; " but they must be placed entirely beyond her control, if possible." As she sat revolving the matter over and over in her mind after the children were asleep, she could not refrain from weeping, until her broad chest shook with emotion. She had forgotten the little wise, old-fashioned baby in her lap, who had been looking on in blank amazement. At length she was aroused by a little frightened, quiver- ing cry. " Why, darling, darling pet," she said, softly, tender- ly ; " precious birdie, did she think her auntie was crazy ? Did she, darling one ? " said Hester, smiling through her tears. " Naughty little dirlie, not to let her auntie-mamma cry her cry out." Thus she soothed and quieted the little thing, and then sung a gentle lullaby till baby was fast asleep. Noble, conquering TIc>l< r ! Belf-denying, loving Hes- ter ! Did you see the infant'^ angel smile, 0, so sweet- ly ! as h<> nuide the record of the d;iy ? WHAT BECAME OF THE CHILDREN. 69 Did you catch tlio faintest echo Of the music soft and clear, Floating round the sainted mother When you soothed her children's fear? Did you hear the glad hosannas When you kissed away the tear? Hester, there's a crown preparing ; Many, many stars are there : In that crown shall shine those children, Bright, and beautiful, and fair. 0, Hester, you are rich in heaven. Yours are the gold-bearing- bonds of loving words and deeds. There will be no discount on your treasures, Hester ; they are secure in God's eternal safe. " Inasmuch as ye did it unto these little ones, ye did it unto me." Open thine eye of faith, 0, Hester, beloved of God', and chosen ; for this thy last shall be thy crowning work. Only believe, and thou shalt see the desire of thy large, unselfish heart accomplished concerning these children, for thy prayers have been accepted in heaven, and even now the answer is at hand. " Hester, Hester ! " called Mr. Lovering, cheerfully, just as she was laying little Fostina in bed. Hester's heart gave a bound, a throb, and then stood almost still, as she hastened down stairs. " Here are the papers," said he, meeting her at the door ; " they are ours, thank God ! " " Thank God ! " ejaculated Hester, fervently ; "then they are ours. Precious children ! At this moment I would give a great deal to be young and rich. But riches often prove a snare, or take to themselves wings and fly away when most needed ; youth soon passes away, and beauty is vain. The wise man says, | ' All is vanity and vexation of spirit.' 70 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. But this is a happy hour for me. I must make the best use of my time while I stay here. Who knows but I may bring them a good piece on their way yet ? IIow did you find Morgan ? " - " 0, don't ask me ; it is too sad. He seems to have but one aim, or object, and that is to torment and pun- ish his mother. The suit at law was stopped by their giving bonds for his support." " Is that so ? " said Hester, sadly. " Poor woman, she will reap a fearful reward for her life of sin and self- ishness. Now, Mr. Levering, my plans are all made. Don't oppose me will you ? I have thought it all over. I shall buy half of grandpa Manlie's house. They arc upwards of ninety, you know, and cannot have much longer to stay here. They wish it, and say it will be a comfort to have me with them. Their daughter loves my children (don't be jealous now ; you have lots besides these), or, if you choose, our children. "Will that do better ? " " Yes," said grandpa ; " I shall claim a share in them, and wish that I was situated so that two of them could stay here. But we have never quarrelled with Judith, and don't mean to ; she has her good qualities, but patience and benevolence are not among them. If it were Edward's or Frank's wife, they could stay and wel- come." " Well," said Hester, " never mind. I know Judith ; they can't stay here ; besides, Mary is not able to have them ; they must go as soon as possible. I want them all for a few months, until this great sorrow has worn off a little. So take us to the village to-morrow won't you ? Change of scene will- do them good. It would THE MIDNIGHT CALL. 71 have broken your heart to hear them talk to-night. They that is, Wallace and Winnie know they arc not wanted by their aunt ; they feel it." " Poor lambs ! " said grandpa. " But what shall wo do without you, Hester ? What will Mary do ? " " The girls must come home in turns," said Hester. " I should love to remain, but duty calls me away." " But you can't think of keeping them all," persisted grandpa ; "it is too much. Their uncles and aunts must take Wallace and Winnie." " Yes," said Hester, " I do think of keeping them all for the present. Some time they may have to go, but not now. Don't urge ; the little things have had as much suffering as they can bear. We will see what can be done for them in the spring." Mrs. Lovering saw the wisdom of Hester's plan, and cheerfully submitted. It was pleasant to think that in all probability Hester would, after all, be with her aged parents to soothe their declining days. Horace, to be sure, would not be with her ; but they would meet him on the other shore. Mr. Manlie refused to take a cent for the house, but said to her, solemnly, as he placed the deed of one half of it in her hand, " Take it ; it should have been yours long ago, my daughter. God bless you, and spare you to bless others for a long time yet." And so the children found a home for the time. Would that it could have been a permanent one for them all. " Passing away " is written upon all things below ; so, when the summer flowers departed, and the autumn leaves fluttered in the chilly wind, when the green grass 72 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. lay crisp and silvered, Mary M. Levering, the loving daughter, sister, wife, and mother, went to sleep on earth to wake in heaven. None knew the hour of her departure. They came for her in the silent watches of the night, and bore her away without a sigh, a groan, or a sad farewell. " You have rested nicely to-night, mother," said the tender husband ; but no answer came. " Mother ! " and the voice was slightly startled. " Mother ! " bending over her ; but there was no voice she was gone. 0, yes, she had gone so quietly, so peacefully, she was resting so profoundly, that the tears and sighs of those who loved her did not disturb her rest. Dear weepers, would you have it otherwise ? Would you call her back to buffet the turbulent waves of the dark river ? Would you, for a few, last, gasping words, call her back to struggle with the mighty conqueror of life, and see her yield, reluctantly, perhaps, through fleshly fear ? 0, no, you would not. Thank God, rather, that she is so safely through ; that she is so soon with Christ, who careth for you. " Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." "Weep on and wait." THE CIIILDBEN'S PRATTLE. 73 CHAPTER VII. THE CHILDREN'S PRATTLE. THE WIFE'S BURDEN, OB A SYNOPSIS OF MR. GILES. LOOKING out of the window, watching the carriages, the school children, the girls from the mill as they went and came, went and came, six times a day, six days in the week, in sunshine and rain, was fine entertainment for the little country children. It pleased them ; it made the days seem short ; it was something new. It is no use to chide these children for their love of novelty : we all love it. " This is a nicer place than the country," said Wal- lace ; "don't you think so, auntie Hester? There is more boys, and horses, and funny carts, and stores, and a factory with a bell to it. I should like to pull the rope and make the bell dingle. Say, auntie, isn't it nice ? " " Yes, dear, this is a pretty place, and there are a great many things to amuse children from the countiy. But don't you think you will miss the merry birds and flowers, the orchard and the berry pasture, the little brook where your water-wheel is ? " Wallace looked serious for a moment, and then said, " Poh ! no, indeed ! My water-wheel was a little thing ; they've got a bigger stream here, with a water-wheel on 74 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. it larger than our barn. The man let me see it the other day ; he said it would smash me up though, if I went near it." " That is so," said Hester. " You must not go near the mill without my permission. There was a little boy killed there once." " Tell us about it," cried the children in chorus. " Tell us, auntie." " 0, he disobeyed his parents, and went in swimming, and was carried over the mill-dam and killed." " 0, dear me ! " said Elida. " Wasn't he sorry he went and got in, and didn't mind better ? Was he all dead when he got down to the bottom of the dam, auntie ? " " Yes, dear, and terribly bruised ; it was a sad sight to see." " Well," said Wallace, thoughtfully, " I'm glad it wasn't mo. Can I play on the bridge sometimes, if I will be careful not to fall in the water, or tear my clothes ? " " Yes, dear," said Hester, smiling ; " the bridge is be- low the dam. I think you may go there safely, pro- vided you will be careful." " The mill is a buzzing thing," said Winnie, very demurely. " If it would stop buzzing, I should like to work there ; but the noise makes me crazy. Don't you think it is hateful, auntie ? It keeps saying things." "Does it, sister?" said Wallace; "what docs it say ? " " Why, in the spin-room it says ' buzzy-uzzy, buzzy- uzzy ' all the time ; and in the weave-room it says ' clap-it-to-clap, clap-it-to-clap.' Why, the looms ain't THE WIFE'S BURDEN. 75 a bit like grandma Lentell's ; but I felt as if she was going to box my ears every minute while we staid there ; and after we got home, I kept hearing it, and after I went to bed it was ' clap-it-to-clap ' till I went to sleep ; and in the morning my head felt sick." " Well," said Elida, encouragingly, " 'haps it will be stiller when it grows older ; then you can work there. I'se doin' to spin when I'se old, so I can have them pretty things they wind the thread on to play wis. Won't it be funny ? And, Winnie, if you work in the weave-room, you can has some too : why, I seed a boy carry a bushel full up there ; and, Wallace, when you's big enough to carry the basket, you can has some ; and then we will bring some to totty mite, and aunty will let us play wis them. 0, how funny ! " and Elida laughed and clapped her chubby hands gleefully. Baby jumped and crowed, which was always the prelude to a chorus of happy voices, and a good time generally. Hester laughed heartily at Elida' s concluding speech, though feeling somewhat sad. It grieved her to think that the children must soon be separated. The dear old people in the other part were kind and patient, but she knew they needed rest and quiet at their time of life ; besides, she did not feel able or competent to look after them all. She wished she could have kept Winnie instead of Elida, she would have been such a help about baby. Elida's disposition seemed to have caught the brightness of her mother's life, while living with her husband in the aged widow's family. Her heart was like a little fountain of sunshine and gladness. She would mako T6 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. friends more readily than Winnie, who was timid, care- taking, and sensitive, but amiable and unselfish. But her aunt Elevia Giles said her husband was unwilling she should take one of the children, unless she could have the eldest. " He thinks I couldn't get along with the work ; should have to hire washing, sewing, &c., for some time. He says Winnie could help a great deal now, and pretty soon she would be old enough to " " But he seems to be looking at only one side of the question," said Ilester. '-'Now, I love all these children for their mother's sake, and presume you do ; but if you go to making all those nice calculations about the prob- able benefit of adopting one of them, it will be a failure. Love, mutual love, and benevolence, must be the basis of such a relation, and not self-interest, or it will prove a bitter mockery, to the child at least. If you take one of them from good and noble motives, such as your grand- parents had in adopting me in my infancy, why, a bless- ing will grow out of it ; otherwise it will be a snare. Don't you think so, Levie ? " " Yes, Hester, I do ; I am sure grandpa's adopting you has been a real blessing to us all. What should we have done without you ? But Mason and I don't think alike about many things, and it don't do for me to op- pose him since we were married, unless I wish to live in a quarrel. I should prefer Elida ; there is just differ- ence enough between her age and Unie's. They would soon be companions for each other, and we are abun- dantly able to bring them up. I wish Masqn was differ- ent. Riches are worse than useless, unless they can be used without so much " Here the young wife bowed her head and wept. THE WIFE'S BURDEN. 7f Hester was astonished. Elevia had not been two years married : she had supposed her very happily situated in all respects. True, she had noticed a change in her, a care-worn, weary look, and had attributed it to the responsibilities of housekeeping, or ill health. She had seen but little of Mason Giles, and thought him remarkably pleasant and perfectly devoted to his amiable wife. Hester thought a great deal in those few mo- ments. She had known Elevia from her very birth ; if there was trouble in her lot, she felt sure the fault was not hers. She had become so accustomed to human nature in all its moods and tenses, could read it so correctly that she did not hesitate mentally to pronounce Mason a mean, miserly, wilful, deceitful man. How could she let her little sensitive Winnie go into such an atmosphere ? " I am sorry for you, Levie," she said aloud. " So all is not gold that glitters. Poor child, then you have a skeleton in your nice home. Keep it out of sight as much as possible, darling. Never look at it when you can avoid doing so. Every look will make it more hideous. They have something of the kind everywhere, dear. I have learned a great deal going among the sick. Child, if we would be happy, it must be in spite of something. It must be by shutting our eyes upon some things, and resolutely fixing them upon others more pleasant and agreeable." " But, auntie, you don't think a woman can be happy in spite of her husband do you?" said Elevia, tear- fully. " It seems monstrous to think of it ; how can she ? " In many ways," was the quiet reply. " If wo 78 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. truly love God, and trust iu Christ, no mortal can make us entirely miserable. There is a peace which the world can neither give nor take away, you know ; and, as I said before, if you have a grief, don't nurse it, or it will become too mighty for you. If you have a cross, take it up bravely, or you will stumble over it ; if a skeleton, shut it up, hide it, or with patient labor mould it into an image of beauty ; or, if this cannot be done, cover it as much as possible under the beautiful mantle of charity, ' which suffereth long and is kind.' But don't try to do this in your own strength, dear ; you cannot. But there is a promise, ' As thy day is, so shall thy strength be.' Lean upon it, Levie ; trust in the ' elder Brother ; ' believe, and ye shall find rest." " 0," said Elevia, " I did not mean to speak of this. I have never spoken of it before ; but I am so disap- pointed, so distressed, that it seems to me I can't b,car it alone much longer. I know what you say about the promises of God is true, but I am not a Christian I wish I was. But even then, I should need earthly friends to counsel and comfort me. Mother has been so feeble ever since my marriage, that I could never speak of it to her. It would have been such a comfort if I could ! " "Yes, dear, so it would; but I was your mother's friend, and yours too : speak to me freely and without reserve ; perhaps I can help you. ' Bear one another's burdens,' is the injunction, you know." " And you have done that most faithfully, auntie. I do wrong to burden you with my trouble ; but it is so hard to bear it alone. To have Mr. Giles so pleasant and accommodating before folks, and then treat me like THE WIFE'S BURDEN. 19 a hired servant or a slave when alone, is so cruel ! I never do anything to suit him. The food is not just right ; his linen is too stiff one week, and too limber tho next ; if a thing is faultless, he says nothing about it. If the pies are a little too sweet or sour, he talks about it continually till the last one is eaten, and often alludes to it afterwards to tease me. Baby has always been troublesome. And now, when I work hard all day, and am kept awake half the night with the poor little thing, he thinks it strange I should be tired. When I feel sad, he calls me cross. He never tries in any way to help me. This morning I felt sick and discouraged ; little Uriie was restless all night, and worrisome in the morning, so that, although I tried hard, I did not get breakfast on the table till five minutes after the usual time. He talked of it all meal-time ; I told him how it was ; he laughed, and said he knew women who had brought up ten children, and weren't dead yet. I told him my head ached ; he laughed again, and said it always ached since I was married. 0, auntie, that isn't half! I can't tell it. But the hardest thing of all is to have him so smooth and nice in company ; that disgusts me. I am afraid I hate him for it. If he can be so pleasant and obliging in company, he can when alone with me. If he was always alike, I should think, with Mr. Phrenol, that it was his ' bumps,' and he couldn't help it. Now, tell me," sobbed the unhappy wife, " if you think I can enjoy much with my husband ? Can I ever respect him, and be happy again ? " " I can't tell," said Hester ; " I don't know him ; if I did I could advise you. But all things arc possible with God. If he is naturally affectionate, you may 80 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. conquer him by kind, patient words and deeds ; by mildly but firmly insisting upon having your rights re- spected ; by letting him see that you mean to do right, the best you can, and all you can, and are determined that you will not be found fault with continually. Child, your situation is a trying one ; you need that wisdom which comcth from above to direct you ; seek to be reconciled to him first of all. You are suffering from two causes overwork and disappointed affection. Now, if I understand the case, you do not need, a little girl, but a lai'ge one, to do the heavy work and assist in tending the baby. Then you would be strong to con- tend with difficulties, and make a strenuous effort to remedy those tilings which annoy you so much. It vexes some men to see their wives always looking pale and sad ; and yet they have not sense enough to know that they can't help it, when body and mind are overtaxed. They don't realize how hard it is to be broken of one's rest, or how much labor it is to do the work for a family. Xow, if you could get a girl to relieve you some, and then apply yourself vigorously to correcting your own and your husband's faults, you might work wonders. Human nature is a strangely perverted thing, and tern'- My inconsistent; but patience and perseverance, it is said, will remove mountains. Will you try my remedy, Levie ? or work out for yourself a better one ? " " 0, auntie, I wish I could. Did you ever know any one so unhappy as I am to become happy again ? " " 0, yes, child ; a bad beginning sometimes ends well. You must labor, and wait, and pray." " But, auntie, my face is such a tell-tale. When he says unkind things to me, I feel as if I should die, and THE WIFE'S BURDEN. 81 I show it. "When he pats me on the cheek and pets me in company, I feel indignant, insulted, and disgusted ; I can't help showing it, you see, and people think I am hateful, without affection or gratitude. I know it, I see it in their looks. And sometimes women who I know have kind, tender, thoughtful husbands, say to me, ' Why, your husband idolizes you, Mrs. Giles ; I wish my husband thought as much of me, 7 &c. That cuts like a knife. My own sisters speak in that way. And then he loves to tease me before people, and will speak of my mistakes in housekeeping in such a pleasant, jocose way, that people think strange I cannot receive it in the same spirit. 0, they don't know how often I have heard it at home, and how differently, until the mention of it chafes and galls my feelings. But I would be anything, and bear or do anything, if he only loved me. Then I might in some way work my way out of this darkness, and be " God can help you out of this trouble, my child ; trust in him ; do not despair. I have seen what prom- ised to be very unhappy marriages turn out well. I have also seen what appeared to be very happy marriages become wretched ones by mismanagement and want of patience. Take courage, my child ; be firm, gentle, and brave, and all will be well sometime. n Mason Giles had been a devoted lover ; but when the prize was won, he threw off all disguise, and treated his wife according to the instincts of his sordid nature. Indeed, she became a kind of safety-valve, through which his selfishness escaped, and made him appear altogether better to neighbors and citizens. His farm was adjacent to the village, and Winnie would attend the village 6 82 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE "WORK. school, and could see her little sisters often. That was a strong inducement to Hester ; but she saw great obstacles in the way of her going, and raised objections. But grandpa, uncles, and aunts were against her, and she consented on condition that at the end of the year she should return to her if she chose. A TEAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. 83 CHAPTER VIII. A TRAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. WALLACE saw and heard much to perplex him in vil- lage life. "Why, auntie," he said one day, "there are a good many boys here that don't mind their mothers ; and they say great, big, swear words, and fight. It isn't as nice here as I thought it was. The good boys do it, auntie." " They do ! " said Hester ; " who are they ? " " Why, the minister's little boy swore ; Jack Stillman told him what to say, arid then all the boys laughed. Jack told him to say it to the old man when he got home. 0, auntie, won't his father feel sorry ? " " Yes, dear, the boys were very wicked ; but little Willie did not know what the words meant. His parents will tell him they are naughty, and he will never use them again. What makes you think the boys disobey their mothers, Wallace ? " Wallace hung his head, and blushed. " Yous must tell auntie," said Elida, " or yous will be disobejent youself." " Yes, tell auntie," said Winnie ; " we ought to tell her everything, as we did mamma." waited, and after a few moments Wallace began. " Well, auntie, you know you forbid my going to the 84 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. mill, and I haven't; but the boys, tease me to all the time. I tell them you don't allow it ; and they laugh, and call me ' baby ' and you an ' old fuss.' I threw a stone at them, though, and I wish I had hit Jack, he is so mean." " 0, I am sorry you did that, Wallace," said Hester. " I knew a boy once that threw a stone when he was angry, and hit a good little girl, and put her eye out." " 0, dear ! " said Winnie, covering her eyes. " Don't do it ever again, Wallace, will you ? " " Perhaps not ; I guess not, if there is any good little girls round." " Fro urn easy, Wallace," said Elida, " so God won't know it." " 0," said Hester, " God is everywhere, and he knows everything. My dear boy, I hope you will remember this. Can't you find some good little boy to play with ? " " I know one," said the child, " but his clothes are ragged." Hester told him that God did not look at the clothing of the body, but the state of the heart. " A good child covered with rags is more pleasing in his sight than a wicked child clothed in velvet. God does not love disobedient children, for he has commanded them to obey." " Has he, auntie ? " said Elida. " Why, I never heard him speak 'bout it." Hester smiled, took down the Bible, and said, " It is in this ; I will read it to you." " Well," said Wallace, " those boys don't keep the commandment." " I am sorry," said Hester ; " God will not bless them A TRAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. 85 if they do so ; and they are on forbidden ground, and are in danger of becoming very wicked men, and may be left to commit some fearful crime, and pay the pen- alty with their lives." " 0, auntie, I am afraid somebody has committed one now," said Winnie, springing from the window. " See, they are carrying somebody into Mr. Gray's." " 0, that is where the ragged boy lives," said Wallace ; " his mother drinks rum ; the boys tease him about it." " I hope you have not," said Hester, sorrowfully. "Do she get intosticated' ? " said little Elida. "I didn't know mammas ever did so. 0, how funny ! " Hester saw that people were coming and going that a crowd was collecting around Mr. Gray's. She thought it must be something more than intoxication. Leaving the baby with the children, she went to see if her assist- ance was needed. 0, what a spectacle met her ! Mrs. Gray, when alone with her baby, had emptied the contents of a tin pail, which the village demon had filled for her that morning, taking the very food from the little children's mouths in payment, immediately after the distressed husband had besought him not to furnish her with it. " I want to get an honest living," was his reply. " It is my business to sell ; if people make a bad use of it, why, it is their lookout, not mine. I have the law on my side, I believe." "Yes," said the perplexed husband, "you have a wicked, perverse law on your side, made by wicked and perverse men, bound to live on the poor man's toil ; but God's laws are against you, and he will vindicate my cause. 86 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " You show no mercy to me, or my worse than mother- less children ; and if God is true, you will receive none. But I beg of you, Mr. Stillman, not to let her have any to-day ; for I must leave home to work, or let them all starve. The children are not safe with her, especially the baby, for an hour, when she has it." " Every one to his calling," was the unfeeling reply ; and so she went again with her tin pail, and all the pork the house contained in it ; and that hireling of Satan took it, and gave her the fatal draught which took away her reason, and made her an inanimate, loathsome thing. She had fallen near the open fire, and the little innocent baby's face was buried in the hot embers, where its voice was soon hushed in death. Yes, it lay there, a naked, blighted little corpse. Hester found it lying there. " Thank God," she said fervently, " that the angel of death was sent so swiftly to unlock the door of life for this little sufferer." The inebriate mother, all unconscious of her own con- dition, or her baby's fate, lay there tossing her blistered, unsightly limbs hither and thither in mortal anguish. Her clothing had apparently taken fire from the infant's, but she felt not the scorching heat until it was nearly burned off. Then her benumbed faculties were aroused sufficiently for her to arise and stagger towards the store, which was very near. She fell in a few moments, convulsed with agony. Kidder Stillman was the first to discover her terrible situation, and when a crowd gathered, he went also among them. Hester saw that she was not needed, and the scene was too appalling to gaze on from idle curi- osity. Nothing could be done for Helen Gray: Her A TRAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. 87 strong physical powers might enable her to struggle terrifically for an hour or two, but death was sure of its victim. " Kidder Stillman," said Hester, mournfully, "you see what rum has done. Isn't it awful ? Have you seen the innocent baby ? Go look at it ; what if it was yours ? Look at that woman ; she is a wife ; what if it were your wife ? It might have been. Helen was once fair, and bright, and strong. She has been ruined by a weapon you placed in her hand. Don't tell me it is your calling : I know it is. Satan called you to it, just the same as he calls the gambler to gamble, the thief to steal, the mur- derer to kill. Your calling is just as honest as theirs ; not more so ; you can't prosper in it always. 0, let this most awful sight my eyes ever beheld be a warning to you, and cease from your work of death." Hester returned home with an indescribable feeling of sadness. The children met her, eager to learn what had happened. She disliked to chill and sadden them with the recital of such a scene ; she softened the circun%- stances as much as possible, and even then, they were very much shocked. " Where did she put the baby when she fell down ? " said Winnie. " 0, it has gone to sleep," said Hester. " What will it do when it wakes up ? " said Winnie ; " won't it cry after its mother ? " " I guess not," said Hester ; " God will take care of it." " Isn't he dood, auntie ? He takes care of all the children that hasn't got no mothers. 0, he is nice. I love him," said Elida. "Well/' said Wallace, "Jack Stillrnan's father sold 88 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. the rum, I s'pose didn't he ? Jack drinks it. I mean to call him Jack JK/Zman now." "And you t'row a 'tone at him," said little Elida, "when there ain't no dood girls round won't you, Wallace ? He is a naughty boy." " My dear children," said Hester, " if you indulge in such things you will be on dangerous ground ; and then you will go from one wrong act to another, from one sin to another, and perhaps you will become wicked enough to sell rum, or drink it. And then you won't know what you are about, and may do some awful deed, or come to a terrible end, as poor Mrs. Gray has. And be sure, Wallace, to avoid John Stillman as much as possi- ble. He is a vile, bad boy." " Yes, auntie, I will ; and shouldn't you think he would be ashamed to tease us little boys so when he is such a great big boy ? " said Wallace. " Shall I speak to that poor ragged boy, and take hold of his hand when the boys tease him, and lick um if they don't mind ? ^hat won't be wicked will it, auntie ? " " I think it is wrong to fight," said Hester. " If he were insulted and abused, and you were strong enough to defend him, that would be right ; but you are only a little boy, and must content yourself with kind words." " Mayn't I give him my new picture-book, auntie it will please him." "Yes," said Hester, " I think that will be a good plan." " And here's my baby-dollie," said Elida. " May I gis her to the 'ittle girl ? You see her mother is all burned up amost, and can't make her any now, for Mr. Killman made her intosticated all dead eny most. You can make me another some day." A TRAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. 89 " I don't know," said Hester, " that I shall have time ; perhaps you had better keep that one. 77 Elida thought for a moment, looked at her baby, and finally concluded to give up her treasure. " Well, I guess I'll gis it to her ; I's got a 'ittle waked up sister to play wis me. 77 And the heroine folded her chubby hands, and gave a sigh of regret, or relief perhaps, that the deed was done. "0, hum! 77 said the little thing. "I hope they won't gis my dollie any sugar wis rum to it over there, or she will be a 7 nebraite. I shan't be there to shake my head and look sorry, as mamma iised to. One time papa said, ' Sissy, take it, and papa will gis you a stick of candy. 7 ' " What did you do then, darling ? 77 " My mamma looked a *ittle, and I runned and put my head in her lap, and said, ' Peep-boo, papa, peep- aboo ! 77 " What did papa say then ? " " 0, he laughed a 7 ittle, and drinked it all up. 77 " But what is the matter, pet ? " said Hester, as she observed Winnie weeping very quietly. " What is the matter, dear ? 77 " Why, auntie, I wish, 0, I wish God would let mo go to mamma, I feel so bad. 77 " Why, darling child, what makes you feel so ? Don't you love me and little brother and sisters ? 77 " Yes, auntie, I love you all ; but everybody dies so ! My sweet mamma, my good, kind grandpa Lentell, and my grandma Lovcring, have all died, 77 sobbed the child ; " and now somebody is wicked, and Mrs. Gray is burned. 0, auntie, most everybody acts so that I want to die before I go to live with aunt Elcvia. 77 90 HESTER STRONG'S LIKE WORK. Hester saw that the child had been looking- too much at the dark side of life for her sensitive nature, aud strove to turn her thoughts into a different channel. Baby's wonderful perfections never failed to delight the children. She was " so cunning," " so sweet," " such a darling." There never was her equal, so they all thought ; they loved her so Hester had only to hold her up, or let her jump and crow, and immediately sad- ness disappeared as if by magic. "Do you know," said Hester, "that Christmas is coming by and by ? Old St. Nicholas will be round with his bag full of presents. We must all have our stockings ready. I don't think he will pass us by do you, Winnie ? " The child drew nearer to Hester, and taking baby's hand, smiled a sad, timid smile. " He can't get much in her little bit of a sock can he, auntie ? Yours will hold the most won't it ? " " Yes ; and suppose we hang up a lot of mine ? Per- haps the old gentleman won't notice the difference. How will that do ?" " I don't know," said Winnie, earnestly. " I should like a big stocking full ; but then I shouldn't know which was mine, or yours, or Wallace's ; and he would know that Elida and baby hadn't such big feet. Be- sides, I'm afraid he wouldn't have presents enough to go all "round. No, auntie, the right way is the best." " I shall hang up both of mine," said Wallace. " If he wants more room he can have it." " I, too," echoed Elida. " If he wises to gis me a 'ittle pony, he can tie it to the table can't he, auntie ? and he can leave my candy on the top. 0, dear me, hum ! Won't it be funny ? " A THAGIC SCENE IN VILLAGE LIFE. 91 " I wouldn't say ' hum ! ' darling," said Hester ; " but I will tell you what we will do. We will spend the day at uncle Frank's, if it is pleasant, and leave our stockings hanging up." " That will be funny," said little Sunshine, as Hester called her. And so, with pleasant thoughts in their young minds, she listened to their evening prayer, and kissed them a sweet good night. Winnie lingered. " What is wanting ? " said Hester, pleasantly. " I want to know if my papa drinks rum now, auntie. He told ma, in the letter, he never would." " I can't exactly tell," said Hester. " I haven't seen him, you know. I want my pet to look bright to- morrow, for I am going to let her visit Susie Trueman. So go to bed now." " 0, auntie, she won't want to play with me if my papa drinks rum. Let me stay with you all the time." Hester was affected to tears by the sadness of the* child. She was too young to taste the wormwood and the gall of life. She laid little Fostina in the cradle, took Winnie in her arms, and folded her to* her bosom. " What is it that troubles my. pet so ? Tell auntie all about it ; auntie loves her." " 0, I miss my mamma so ! I love you, too ; but I want mamma. If I had a papa to love me, it would do," she sobbed; " but I am afraid he is on the forbidden ground, and will do something bad. 0, auntie, if God would let me go to heaven, it would be so kind, or make me a Christian, like you." 92 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Hester smoothed the bright brown hair tenderly, won- dering 1 what she should do to comfort her. " Little one," she said, " did I ever tell you how my father and mother died when I was a little infant, leaving me without brother or sister, uncle or aunt ? " " No," said Winnie ; " tell me about it." So Hester began the oft-repeated tale, making it grow brighter and brighter as she proceeded. " Hasn't God been good to me ? " she said, in conclu- sion. " Yes," said Winnie ; " but you are good, too." "Not very," said Hester; "but God will be good to you, my child. He wants you down here for something. You must ask him to make you willing to stay. Sub- mission to God is what you need. You must pray to him, darling ; ask him to help you be good and happy, and he will. That is the way I did. We must be will- ing to do just what God wants us to, and then he will be pleased with us and bless us. He says, ' Those that seek me early shall find me.' Now go to sleep, dear, and auntie will rock you, just as I do my little bit of a pet." ME. TRUEMAN'S FAMILY. 93 CHAPTER IX. MR. TRUEMAN'S FAMILY. PLEASANT MEMORIES. " ALONZO," said Mrs. Trueman, " you remember Har- mony Lovering ? " " Yes ; she married that famous Mr. Lentell, I be- lieve." " Did you know she was dead, and that her four chil- dren are living at Mr. Manlie's with Hester Strong?" " No, indeed ; is that so ? Where is her husband? " " Worse than dead. They tell me he has become a real sot, and that Harmony died of neglect. I hear a great deal said about old Mrs. Lentell ; I don't know how much truth there is in it ; but if half is true, she is a monster of selfishness, and as different from your mother as sin from holiness. I mean to see Hester soon, and know the truth of these stories, and see if I cannot help her in some way. Only think of it ! At her time of life, with four children, and one a baby ! " " Well, I wish you would go over, Linnic," said Mr. Trueman, thoughtfully. " We owe Hester a great debt of gratitude. Do you know I think she saved your life when you were so sick, after Gcorgie and Freddie died ? " " No, I did not know you thought me in danger ; but it did seem to me that I could not have lived without her. I never shall forget the restful feeling which came over me after she came ; and I cannot tell any one how 94 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. tired and restless I was before. It did seem as if I could never rest again on earth, and I felt willing to die even, and leave you and all, if I could only rest. I never can describe the feeling of relief I experienced when llester put her arms around me and kissed me, saying, ' Poor child, I know it all. There, now you can cry all 'you wish to ; it will relieve you. Jesus wept at the grave of a friend.' 0, it was so different from what others said ! Even you, dear, thought it would hurt me to weep, and never spoke of the children in my presence ; so my grief lay like a mountain of lead on my heart ; it was crushing, crushing the life out of me. Hester seemed, in some way, to put her strong, loving soul next to mine, and lift the mighty burden, so that I could rest and sleep. She did not talk much at first, but al- lowed me to, until my feelings were relieved. Then I seemed to doze for a long time. I couldn't feel the burden ; I only realized that I was weary, 0, so weary ! and that Hester was tending me watching me loving me. What is it, Alonzo, that makes Hes- ter so acceptable to the sick and afflicted ? " " I do not know, unless it is religion. She is a per- son of strong, decided character, but perfectly under the influence of the law of love to God and love to man. She comes the nearest to my standard of .Christian char- acter of any one I know." " Yes, I think so ; but all Christians cannot minister to the sick and suffering as she does. It seems to me she is especially set apart for that peculiar work. She must have received a baptism of suffering herself." " Possibly it may be so,' 7 was the reply. " I think I used to hear father and mother speak of a disappoint- PLEASANT MEMORIES. 95 rncnt she met with when young ; and then it is evident ncr heart has always been in her work. She has made it the study of her life to be useful, and has fairly earned the reputation she enjoys. I wonder what the sick will do now ? " " Some one will be raised up to fill her place, I pre- sume. I hope those children will find homes soon, for her sake." " She is sixty, I believe ; but it doesn't seem possible. Her heart never will grow old. I can't understand it ; she has worked hard. It must be one of the mysteries of godliness, I think. But I wish you would go and seo her, and find out in what way we can help her bear her burdens." " I will go this afternoon, and to-night we will talk it over, if alone ; and I hope we may be, for it seems a long time since we have had an evening all to ourselves." After tea, Mr. Trueman inquired, " How did you find Hester and the babies, Linnie ? " " I found them well and happy. Wiry, Hester has adopted the two youngest ; the others are going to their new homes in the spring. I think it is a real trial to Hester to let them go." " How about Harmony and her husband, and the old lady that rumor brands as a monster ? " " 0, it is all true, and the half had not been told me. Do you know I love and^ venerate the memory of your dear parents more than ever since hearing Hester's story ? What a happy lot mine has been ! I don't suppose I knew any more about work than Harmony did ; but your mother didn't seem to expect me to know every- thing about housekeeping. She used to praise and 96 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. encourage me all the time. When I made a mistake, and felt badly, she used to tell of one she made when she commenced housekeeping in such a funny way that I couldn't help laughing, and that made it easy, you see." " Well, did you find out anything we could do to help Hester ? " " Yes ; I brought home a lot of sewing for the chil- dren. And when I urged Hester to let me do more, she intimated that Christmas presents would be acceptable. We are to leave them at Mr. Manlie's. They are pretty children all of them. I wish I could have the baby. She is not a beauty, in one sense, and yet she is strange- ly fascinating. Her eyes are like her mother's, only more beautiful, with a peculiar expression half sad, half mirthful. She seemed to read my face very atten- tively, and then reached out her arms to me with so much quiet confidence that she fairly won my heart. I could not help weeping when Hester told me how sad little Winnie is at times. She is more thoughtful than most children, and very sensitive. I told Susie to invite her to spend the day with her, but Hester could not pre- vail on her to come. She said Susie wouldn't want to play with her, because her father drank rum. Isn't it a shame, Alonzo, this whole liquor business ? Can't some- thing be done to stop this nefarious traffic ? Only think of Mrs. Gray ! How awful ! Q, how I pity her husband and children ! There is no end to the misery it brings upon mankind. I should like to sink every still-house and dram-shop down into the bottomless pit. There ! now I'll stop, or I fear I shall want to pitch the ruui- scllers after them, and do wicked things to fathers who fill the hearts of their children with sorrow and shame." PLEASANT MEMORIES. 97 " Then you didn't moan Kidder Stillman," said Mr. Truemau. " I have something of that feeling towards him since that terrible tragedy. It seems worse for a woman to die in that way." " Yes, it does seem worse. I am thankful it is not very common, for I really think that, bad as it is for husbands and fathers to become brute beasts, the children suffer less than when the mother pursues the same wretched course. I do wish something could be done to stop the sale of the poison stuff. It makes me wicked to think of it. I didn't think of Kidder when I spoke ; but I own that, as I went past there to-day, I fairly loathed the sight of him. I confess, I compared him to a certain cloven- footed character we read of, and the store to his den." " Why, Linnic," said Mr. Trueman, " is it possible ? I thought I was alone in that feeling. But it does ex- asperate me exceedingly to see such miserly selfishness. There is no help for it, though, while man remains a depraved being, unless the strong arm of the law can be brought to bear on one side, and Christian courage and fortitude on the other. But you must try to make Winnie feel that we respect her in spite of her misfor- tunes. It is one of the saddest features of intemperance that innocent women and children suffer more than the guilty subjects." " Yes, I shall try to. I have invited her to spend the .'ftcr Christmas with us, and I shall invite a number of little girls in the afternoon, so that she may become acquainted. She is going to live with her aunt Elevia in the spring, and will attend our school." " That is right ; do what you can for her," said Mr. Trueman. " I am glad she is going there ; Mr. Giles is 98 nESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. very much of a gentleman, and wealthy. She will be well cared for." " I fear not," was the reply. " Hester does not feel so. She intimated that he is not what he seems to be ; but pray don't speak of it ; it may not be so. And yet Hester is seldom wrong, you know. But don't forget the presents." ME. AND MES. STILLMAN. 99 CHAPTER X. MR. AND MRS. STILLMAN. A DOMESTIC SCENE. " MARIA," said Mr. Stillman, " I want you to go to the city to-morrow, and get a new velvet bonnet, and a cloak of some kind. Mind, now, you get something that will put Mrs. Trueman and Mrs. Steele all in the shade. I am doing more business than their husbands are, - that is, in some branches, and I want people to know it. Don't mind expense. I want you to look better than any one at church. John and Clara look first rate in their winter suits. That Trueman is a mean puppy, croak- ing round about temperance. This is a free country, I want him to understand. But sometimes I wish it wasn't ; for I would like to stop some of this noise about the sin of rum-selling. That mean, contemptible Steete is trying to undersell me ; but we'll see," snapping his fingers. " I know a trick worth two of that. Water is cheap." " Yes, we shall see," sighed Mrs. Stillman. " Kidder, I begin to see now, and feel too, that rum-selling is a sin an abominable sin. I wish from the bottom of my heart you had never engaged in it. I wish you would give it up. It is a curse to us, and always will be." " Well, now," said Mr. Stillman, starting up and walking round the room resolutely. " Maria, what's to pay ? I thought you had got rid of those whims and 100 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. notions. Has the parson been talking- to you ? Say, what's the matter ? " "No/' said Maria, emphatically, "he hasn't; but I begin to see for myself. I don't know how I can help it. John is being ruined by the influence of rum, and the company it draws to the store. You must be blind, or you would see that he is." " I can't, then ; but I hope I haven't got to hear tem- perance at home, as well as abroad. I won't have it, Maria. Why, that canting hypocrite Trueman called at the store to-day, and tried to induce me to give up sell- ing liquor. The dog ! he knows I get other custom by keeping it." " Yes, and lose some. Kidder, we are disgraced for- ever by that affair of Mrs. Gray's. How came you to let her have it ? Why, I am so mortified I don't want to meet anybody. How could you take that little piece of pork ? It was a shame. It is all over town. The children sing out, ' Pork, pork ' to John. They call him Jack Killraan now ; and Clara says the girls whisper and draw back when she comes near them : it is awful." " They are envious, I suppose," was the curt reply, " because my family dress better than they. Trading is my business, Maria. I am not to inquire into the pecu- liar circumstances of my customers. I should like to see myself doing it. How did I know Lot earned that pork doing chores for Mr. Manlie ? How did I know they hadn't a barrel full ? " "Why, Kidder Stillman, you did know they hadn't a barrel of pork, nor anything like it. You might have known it was all they had. And they say Mr. Gray ME. AND MRS. STILLMAN. 101 called on you that morning, and begged of you not to let her have any. Was that so ? Tell me, Kidder ; did he?" " Well, what if he did ? I tell you it is ray business to sell, and ask no questions. I paid for a license ; and how did I know she would get in the fire ? She was a nuisance, any way." " How came she to be a nuisance, Kidder Stillman ? That is the question. You can't deny that Helen Gray was a nice, respectable woman when you came to the village. Hasn't she bought all she drank of you ? You can't deny that, either. I don't think there is another store in the place where she could have bought it. I, for one, am heartily ashamed of you." " There now, that is what I get for working to dress you and the children in fine clothes. But I tell you to stop your lecturing, Maria ; I can't hear it." " But you will have to hear it. I have lain awake half the night ever since I saw that little burned infant and its mother. 0, mercy, what a sight 1 They are right before me all the time. 0, Kidder, I felt like a guilty accomplice in the horrid deed ; you don't know what I have suffered ever since. Why, I had rather be clothed in rags the rest of my life than to wear the price of so much sin, and misery, and death. I never saw the business in its true light before never. I only looked at the beautiful things it purchased for me and mine blindly, foolishly. I have now looked at the wretched- ness and rags, the poverty and shame, it brings to the consumer ; and now my nice house, my beautiful dresses, everything we have, is stained all over with guilt. Wherever I look, I see something like the terrible hand 102 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. on the wall, writing, ' This is the price of tears, of mis- ery, of hunger, ay, of blood.' I can't bear it, Kidder ; you must stop, or I shall be insane." Mr. Stillman began to be alarmed at his wife's state of mind. " Well, well, Maria, don't talk about it now ; you arc nervous. You ought not to have gone over to Mrs. Gray's. It almost undid me. I had to be resolute, and drive the subject out of mind. I thought I'd give up the business right off; but what's the use, Maria ? There is Steele and others ; they'd sell it if I didn't. I might as well have the profits as any one ; but I shall look out not to sell it to a foolish woman with a baby to burn up again. Trust me for that. Steele may have that kind of customers for all I care. Come, you'd better go to the city, and buy those things ; it will take up your mind." " But I don't want my mind taken up ; I am satisfied it is wrong to sell rum. My eyes are opened : I don't want to have them closed again by gewgaws. I have thought altogether too much of dress and show. My love of them has almost blinded me to the evils of in- temperance ; and yet I never thought it was right to sell it. I have had my secret fears for John ; and now I sec plainly that, unless something is done immediately, he is a ruined boy. He is rude and coarse at home, and is continually repeating some low vulgarism he has heard at the store. And Clara is ashamed of him when they are out together. Poor child ! he is becoming a town's talk ; good children shun him." " 0, come, Maria, you are nervous. John will do well enough sowing wild oats you see. He is smart ; that's A DOMESTIC SCENE. 103 all ; none of your milk-and-water folks. He will come out right ; don't worry. Come now, don't act so. Here, I will give you some money, and you go in to-morrow and buy what you need. I don't want you to go looking shabbily ; it will injure rny trade." " I don't wish for any money ; I can't think of going, and I don't need anything but a clear conscience to make me happy. You are a kind husband ; we have been happy together, and may be again if you will give up selling liquor ; we can live comfortably without the profits, and I shall be a thousand times happier." " Why, Maria, you talk foolishly. "We couldn't half live if I were to give that up." " We don't more than half live now, and never have ; I mean as we ought to," said the dejected wife, still weeping. " But I had rather die than live by cursing and killing others. Come, Kicldcr, do please, now, give it up. We shall never be prosperous and happy till you do. I fear I have been as much to blame in the past as you have ; but I can't sustain you in it after this, and I shall never consent to spend a cent of money obtained in this way again. Won't you promise me ? " She laid her hand upon his shoulder, and looked tearfully into his face. " I can't promise, Maria ; I will think of it. I couldn't bear to see my family poor, or meanly dressed. I am sorry you feel so ; but my stopping would make no dif- ference ; somebody'll sell it ; they'll get it somewhere. I'll see about it." " Never mind, Kidder ; let others sell it if they will, and reap the reward ; but promise me that you won't," persisted the awakened wife. 104 HESTEB STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Perhaps I will, when I sell out what I have on hand. I must go now ; you are making too serious a matter of this." And the unhappy wife was left alone with her sad re- flections. Clara was out spending the afternoon. John was she knew not where. She had little expectation that her husband would ever think as she did. And 0, she trembled, as she thought how often she had detected the fatal smell in his breath recently, and an unnatural hilarity in his manner. She wept and sighed in turn, until John, a boy of sixteen, entered the room noisily, saying, " Come, old woman, hand over some money. The old man is mighty crusty to-night ; can't get a cent from him. I tell you, fork over. Jim Steele and I are going over to North End, to a ringtum with two of the hand- somest girls out." Mrs. Stillmau was exceedingly shocked. She saw that her son was in the first stage of drunkenness, and perfectly reckless. " I have no money, Johnnie ; come, stay at home with me this eveming ; I am lonesome," she said, in as quiet a voice as she could command. " Well, I guess so ; pretty likely I shall isn't it ? when Jim and the girls are waiting down by the corner. Come, trump up something; your watch'll do." He seized it, held it up for a moment defiantly, and rushed from the room, saying, " Tell the old man to hand over the real shin-plasters next time." Mrs. Stillman hurried to the store as fast as her trem- bling limbs could carry her, arid entered it just in time to hear Mr. Crafty say, in a sarcastic tone, A DOMESTIC SCENE. 105 " I thought you were Diore of a man, Mr. Stillman, than to be nosed round by a woman. Now, I tell my wife that it is nothing to her how I make my money, or spend it either, so long as she is well supplied." "What is it?" said Mr. Stillman, alarmed by the appearance of his wife. She told him in as few words as possible, and disappeared. Mr. Stillman spoke hurriedly to his clerk, and excused himself to the company by saying, " I have an engagement down at the corner, and ought to have been there before/ 7 and went in pursuit of his son, so young in years, so old in vice. Of course the counsels of Mr. Crafty and his compeers, backed up by love of gain, and the cravings of a young and growing appetite, prevailed ; and the casks were emptied and filled, emptied and filled. Mrs. Stillman became very reserved ; but people called her haughty, and wondered what she had to be proud of. She ceased to dress as much as formerly ; they supposed it was be- cause Jack cost them so much in drunken riots. They didn't pity her ; didn't she know it was no worse for her husband and son to drink than for other people's husbands and sons ? 106 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XI. CHRISTMAS MORNING. REMINISCENCES OF THE EAST. " IT has happened just right hasn't it, aunt Hester? Now I am glad it snowed so fast, if I couldn't go skating. Uncle Frank will come in his big sleigh. 0, won't it be fun to see the horse go and make the bells jingle!" said Wallace, on Christmas morning. "0, funny, funny!" shouted little Elida. " It will be nice," said Winnie, " if we don't tip over in the big piles of snow." " We shan't tip over," said Hester, tossing the baby. " Uncle Frank is used to snow, and old Charlie is kind and careful." " Isn't she pretty, with her new frock ? How nice Mrs. Trueman has fixed it, with the blue ribbon and edg- ing," said Winnie, as Hester held little Fostina up to the admiring gaze of the children, and turned her round and round, so that they could have a full view of the bow on the back, and see how cunning she was all over. "Pretty!" said Hester; "yes, indeed, and as sweet as a pink. She is a darling, every bit of her, and just as good as can be." " Don't you wish father could see her ? " said Winnie, sadly. " Yes, and grandma Lentell, too," said Wallace, tri- umphantly. " Poh ! a monkey! I should think she CHRISTMAS MORNING. 10 T looked more like a little beauty shouldn't you, auntie ? I don't love grandma much ; she says ' Hum ! ' all the time. She's real homely, and I think she looks like a " " Your grandmother is not as good and lovely as I wish she was, but you had better not speak disrespect- fully of her. It will do no good, and will be sure to injure you," said Hester, quietly. " How will it, auntie ? " " Well, I don't know as I can make you understand what I mean ; but here is a pail of nice, clean, fresh water. Now, if I were to pour in a few drops of vinegar every now and then, it would soon grow sour ; or a little wormwood, it would be bitter would it not ? " " Why, yes, of course it would/ 7 said Wallace. "But suppose I should drop in a lump of sugar now and then ? " " Why, it would be sweetened 'water then," said the children, in concert. " It would be dood," said Elida. " We'd drink it all tip, and gis you and totty sister some." " Well," said Hester, smiling, " when God makes us little innocent babies, at first we are good, and fresh, and pure, and sweet, like little birdie, here ; and when we are old enough to think, and talk, and act, if we are careful to think good, and pure, and loving thoughts, we shall remain more pure and lovely than we shall if we indulge in bitter, unkind, envious feelings. Or, in other words, kind, loving, tender thoughts, words, and deeds make us better, and those around us ; but cross, unkind, selfish thoughts; words, and deeds injure us, and those with whom we associate. Do you understand me, children ? " " Why, you mean, if I tell about grandma's badness, 108 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. and say she looks like a monkey," said Wallace, rapidly, " it will make me, and us, bitter, or sour, or bad. And if I talk about somebody's goodness, it will make me, and us, better." " That is it," said Hester, encouragingly. " But we must hang up our stockings. Uncle Frank will be here soon. There he comes, now." " 0, dear ! " said Martha Manlie, to her parents ; "I should think Hester would be distracted, with all those children to fix off. I declare I thought I should be crazy the little time I staid there ; but Hester seemed to enjoy it. They are as good as kittens, all of them ; but there would be too many for me, and Hester "is ten years older." " La, sakes, child," said grandma, "you ain't used to children, and Hester is. You'd get used to it after a while. I never enjoyed myself better in my life than I did when I had my seven around me ; and my mother used to say the same of her ten. There they go. Hester is a dear good girl. She seems as young as ever she did. God bless 'em." " I wish 'em all a merry Christmas, from the bottom of my heart," said grandpa, looking up from his paper. " God bless 'em." " Wallace looks like your brother Horace, child don't you think so ? " said grandma. " Yes, mother, and Winnie like our Mary, only not as cheerful. She is rightly named Winnie. I wish she was going to stay here, instead of Elida ; her quiet, thoughtful ways suit me exactly. Elida is a dear little thing too, and baby is a remarkable child. I don't know what to think of her. She is the wisest little thing I REMINISCENCES OF THE PAST. 109 ever saw. She is getting acquainted with me, and I am glad. I mean to tend her half a day Sunday, and let Hester go to church, she enjoys it so much." " That is right, Martha ; your poor brother set his life by Hester ; and wasn't she worthy of it too ? 0, how that wicked Mehitable Sharp made them suffer ! I can't bear to think of it. I always blamed Horace, though, for going off without knowing the truth of the matter. But la, it is all over ; I didn't never mean to think of it again. But I am glad them children didn't take after her. I couldn't love them if they did. Their grandpa Lentell was as nice a man as ever lived. He waited upon me to a horseback ride once. He was a handsome fellow : folks teased me about him considerable. But I liked your father the best," looking over to the corner where he sat, fondly. " I was fortunate, Martha. I hope you will do as well some day." Martha smiled as she said, " Why, mother, don't you see I am away beyond the matrimonial corner ? " " You ain't, child ; you are young enough, and good enough, to be married any day, and might have been long ago, if your father and I could have spared you.' 7 " God will bless you, Martha," said grandpa, smiling. 0, how those few childish words of the mother wakened thoughts in the heart of the devoted daughter, of the long- ago love, which burned brightly on the heart's altar for a few brief months, making the bright and beautiful things of earth more bright and beautiful, causing all nature to smile with gladness, and life seem like a pure, sweet reality, which it would be blessed to live. Yrs, she thought of that time for a moment, and smiled a little patient smile. And then came thoughts 110 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. of another time, so full of blighted hopes and withered expectations, so full of chilly dreariness and desolation, that she instinctively bowed her head over the Blessed Book, which lay on her knee, and pressed her hand to her throbbing temples, as if she could thus stop the tide of mournful memories, and drink in peace from the sacred pages before her. But her soul's eyes were fast riveted on memory's blotted page. Thus she sat, while before her passed, in panoramic view, the manly form of her affianced husband. Now he was sitting by her side, holding her hand, telling her honestly, frankly, tenderly, all his love. How pure it seemed ! How she loved him in return ! She felt ennobled and elevated by his love, by her love. It was a blessed moment, but it passed. Another scene. How could she look at it ? She shrank nearer to the Holy Word of promise, the hands clasped painfully over the throbbing temples, the head bowed lower and lower, as if to let the dreadful wave pass over. O, it came, it came, and was past. She was well nigh stunned by the mighty shock. The beautiful things of life were veiled in sadness, earth draped in mourning, and the light of heaven very dim, in the presence of this sudden darkness, which extinguished forever a pure, true, and beautiful love. No, not forever ! It will live and burn on, brighter, purer, and holier, in the kingdom of heaven. " Martha," said the aged mother, " why don't you read, child ? I knit into the middle of my needle long ago, and have been wattin'. Head 'The Lord is iny Shepherd ; I shall not want.' ' REMINISCENCES OF THE PAST. Ill " Yes, mother, I will read in a -moment. I want to run up stairs first." came back, and read calmly, very calmly, page after page of the Holy Word, to the aged listeners, and her soul grew strong. She took up again, hopefully, the broken threads of life, and went on her way cheer- fully. 112 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XII. THE CHRISTMAS PARTY. Miss PATTY STEAENS. " 0, HERE you arc," said Emma Levering. " Why aunt Hester, you. look as motherly ! Give me baby, while you take off your things." " She is asleep, the darling," said Hester. " Let me lay her away in a quiet place, and she won't wake till dinner time." " Why, how good she is ! Weren't you cold ? How did you like your ride, children ? " said aunt Emma. " It was nice," said Elida. " Splendid," said the others. " We's didn't be spilled a mite in the snow," said Sunshine, smiling all over her face. " Has you got a puddin' wis plums in it, auntie ? " "Yes, pinky, I have; and mince pies too, and little cakes for boys and girls that are good, and lots of sweet things." " I's dood, auntie, and I likes them tilings : may I has some ? " " I guess so," lifting her up and kissing the dim- pled cheek. " Now I want you to have a good time, and be very happy. Georgy and Fanny have been talk- ing of this visit for a month or more. Now let us see which of all the children will behave best. Let us try to please each other." THE CHEISTMAS PARTY. 113 Hester took the children into the large, old-fashioned parlor, where the great logs crackled and sparkled, and sent out a perfect flood of warmth and comfort to the chilly ones around. Grandpa Lovering was there, trying to look cheerful ; but thinking, thinking all the time of Mary, the love of his youth, the light of his home, the mother of his chil- dren, the companion and friend he had lost. " I will not sadden them still more by my sadness," he thought. The brothers and sisters were struggling bravely to bear their own burdens, and help the others in their pain- ful task. The last time they had met was at mother's funeral ; and Harmony, their gentle sister, too, had gone ; her place was vacant. They missed them so ! 0, they felt more lonely than ever, now that they were all together. They saw the pain in each other's faces, they heard it in each other's voices, and felt it in the earnest, silent clasping of the hands. After the first greetings were over, the children took possessioii of the porch, which had been made warm, and trimmed with evergreens for the occasion. " There was a baker's dozen," uncle Frank said. But things moved slowly a* first, for the children, some of them, had been deeply wounded by the two deaths in the family circle. All felt the influence of the sad hearts around them, until uncle Frank led aunt Hester among them, blindfolded. First came a smile, then a shout. " Now, children," said Hester, as she went cautiously along, reaching out her arms, "I'll catch you, if you'll lot me. But mind now, we must be 0, who is this ? " .- all over llir head. ruMn'ng the cars and pinching 8 114 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. them, but no Bound. " Well, I guess it is Master George Lovcring." (A great laugh.) " Am I right? " " Yes, yes ; 'tis he," shouted the children. " And here is my Sunshine," said Hester, catching Elida, who had been saying, " Here I be, here I be, auntie." " Well," said Hester, taking off the bandage and tying it over Gcorgy's eyes, " I was going to say you must try to play as quietly as you can, for baby is asleep, and, grandma Stearns isn't far off." " I wish she was farther off, though," said George ; " she'll think we ought to be set down in a row, learning the Catechism." And several others said, "So do I, so do I. She isn't a bit like you, auntie Hester. 0, won't you stay and play with us ? " 7 ' Do," echoed from all parts of the room. " No, dears, I can't ; I want to see grandpa. He is lonely. See how good you can be, and take care of the little ones," she said, disappearing. " Why, I would give more for one of our aunt Hester's little fingers than I would for Patty Stearns, and all the money and things the cross old thing has got in tho world," said Fanny. " If I hear her old crutches a coming, I'll hold the door. She thinks it is wicked to laugh," said George, as he began to dive this way, duck that way, stoop over, and walk with his arms stretched out this way and that. Such a diving, ducking, dodging, scampering time as there was for a few moments ! the little ones pleading to be caught. " There, now," said George, with a flourish, " I've got somebody. 'Ti.s Fanny, I know by her wig." And so MISS PATTY STEARNS. 115 it wont on, game after game, until joy sparkled in every eye, when suddenly the door flew open, and there stood Miss Stearns, leaning on her crutches, and looking mourn- fully, ay, sternly, over her brass-bowed specs. " I shouldn't thought you'd felt like making all this noise," she said, dolefully, " when your poor grandmother and aunt Harmony are both dead. Death is a solemn thing, and you've got to die, all of you, some time. You'd better be larnin' the Catechism, or some of Watts' hymns." The children were as silent as if death in all its grim- ness stood before them, all but Fanny, the eldest. " Why ? " said she ; " have we waked the baby ? Aunt Hester told us to play ; she played with us at first." " Mercy, mercy ! Did I iver hear the like of that ? Well, go on ; destruction's before you." "Didn't you love to play when you were young?" inquired Fanny. "Not after rny grandmother and aunt died not I," was the slow, solemn reply, with a mournful shake of the head. " How old were you then ? " persisted Fanny. " Well, it's no matter now ; I was thirty or up'ards. I've seen the emptiness of earthly things, and I hope you will before long." She turned slowly away, with a sigh, saying, " Mercy, mercy ! how depraved human natur' is ! " The door was closed as soon as it was safe. " There, now," said George, sticking his jackknife over the latch, " I hope somebody else will die soon." "0, I wouldn't," said Winnie, fearfully. " Yes, you would," said George, " if you were n* * : -d 116 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. of her droning, croaking- voice as we are. Why, Sis and Bub get just as far from her as they can." "Yes," said Fanny, "she thinks it is foolish and wicked for mother, or any of us, to say ' darling/ or ' birdie,' or ' Lizzie/ or ' Willie/ She always says ' Wil- liam/ and 'Elizabeth/ to those little things." Fanny's perfect imitation of Miss Stearns' voice and manner caused a hearty laugh. " Hush ! hush ! " said several voices ; " she will come again." " No she won't," said Fanny ; " the door is fast." " What makes your folks keep her ? " inquired several of the cousins. " Because she can't stay anywhere else, I suppose," was the reply. " Mother pities her. Why, we can't have company, young or old, without her hobbling h- with her crutches, looking like a fright ; and she has real nice clothes laid away. And then, nobody must speak, unless spoken to by herself, because she happens to be eighty. This is the way she begins," said Fanny, settling her face, and changing her tone : " ' George, bring the cricket. My limb it pains me desput. It's thirteen years and up'ards since I fell and broke it. Fanny, it 'pears to me there's a stitch down. I ain't a bit well/ addressing the company. ' My eyes pain me, and I rested poorly last night, too. The doctor left me some trade for urn, but they ain't a mite better/ A little pause. ' I was sayin' it's up'ards of thirteen years since I fell and broke my limb, and I hain't stepped a step since/ " By and by the company gets to talking, and grows lively. She frowns, moves her crutches, and plunges MISS PATTY STEARXS. 117 into us again. ' Let's see/ very dolefully addressing some one who has buried a friend some time, ; ' I believe it's ten years the 10th day of March since your sister died. I remember it as plain as day/ shaking her head mournfully." " That is a way she has of extinguishing mirthfulness, father says," said George. " He says she can tell the year, the month, the day, and the hour of every death in town for the last forty years." " She likes funerals," said Fanny, " and it's the only thing she does like, except good living. Last Thanks- giving morning she complained of being sick, and mother made her a quart of milk porridge. She crumbed it full of bread, and then, when dinner was ready, she wanted a lot of turkey, saying, ' I niver tasted a mouthful of breakfast.' ' Didn't you eat a bowlful of bread and porridge ? ' said mother. She looked up with an in- jured, indignant look, and said, ' I niver heard porridge called victuals niver.' I can tell you, the turkey and fixins, pudding and pies, melte'd away like snow forts before the sun, if her appetite was poor." " She isn't willing we should laugh or play," said Fanny, " or read anything but the Bible, Pilgrim's Progress, Watts' Hymns, or the Catechism." " You have forgotten the ' ivery-day book ' and the letters she makes everybody read," said George. " She looks indignant enough if we read a word to ourselves." " We shall turn sour, or bitter, or bad," said Wallace, uneasily, "if we keep on. Hasn't somebody got some sugar to put in ? " The children laughed, looked at each other, and in- quired, 118 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " What do you mean ? " . Winnie told aunt Hester's morning illustration. " There isn't much danger of our being sweetened is there, Fan," said George, " while that vinegar jug is round ? She ought to have been a frog, she loves croak- ing so well." "Come, come," said Fanny, "let's play 'puss, puss in the corner,' or ' forfeits.' Aunt Hester is right. The more I talk about her, the worse I hate her ; so I shall stop." After the children left the parlor, grandpa said, mak- ing a great effort to speak cheerfully, " We miss them don't we, children ? we miss them. But we shouldn't be willing to call them back should we?" A long pause. Elevia arose, sat down on a cricket at her father's feet, and laid her head wearily on his knee. Silently he placed his arm over her neck for a moment, drew his hand over the bowed head, caressingly, and said, " My child, would you call them back ? " "No, father," was the earnest reply. "I would rather go to them." Hester, as usual, came to the rescue. She talked of the absent ones so hopefully that the mourners could almost rejoice that they were not here, bearing the bur- dens and sorrows of life. " God help us to be ready when we are called to go," she said. Here Miss Stearns entered. Every one knew what to expect. It was the old story. Self was the beginning, the middle, and the end ; so the company resigned themselves to the infliction as best they could. MISS PATTY STEARNS. 119 " Miss Strong," she began, " I shouldn't thought you'd felt like playing with um. I'm astonished that you sanction the follies of youth so. I'm surprised and shocked, I say, to find them children a-playing so soon ; and you begun it. Christ's kingdom niver will be estab- lished while his professed followers are " " Cross and ugly/' said uncle Frank, laughing. " Mercy, mercy ! You are too light," with a sigh. " He was a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. We ought to follow his example in those things." " Yes," said Hester, reverently, " we ought to follow his example in all things. He was kind, and tender, and loving. He was meek and lowly, full of pity, gentle and forgiving. He was perfect in holiness. 0, we ought to imitate him in all things, especially in his self-denying love ; for love is the bond of perfection." " It was in July, I believe, Mr. Lovering, that your daughter died ; the 28th day of the month ; and your wife, November 7. Well, there is enough to keep us from frivolity. I've seen the emptiness of earthly things." Here dinner was announced. After some waiting, the crutches were adjusted on a chair brought for that pur- pose. Grace was said, and the business of the hour went on as briskly and quietly as could be expected, con- sidering that twenty-eight hungry people were seated around the table. The children were radiant with delight and expectation. " I likes puddin' wis plums in it," said little Elida. The company smiled, all but Miss Stearns ; she was shocked. " Children should be seen, and not heard, was the rule 120 HESTEK STKOKG'S LIFE WORK. in my day," she sighed ; " but now they are heard first. That child needs a mother," looking at Hoster. " 0, come', Miss Stearns," said uncle Frank ; "this is a Christmas dinner, or supper, whichever you please) and not a funeral, nor a lecture. Let us be thankful for our blessings, and show it by being cheerful. There is a time for everything, you know. Let me give you a generous piece of turkey, or chicken, or whatever you like." " I likes baked roosters, I does," said little Willie, with a flourish. " Wis a wis bone on it ? " said Elida. " Yes," said Willie, " and some 'tato and graby on it." All smiled but the chagrined and solemn Miss Stearns. It was funny to see the little piles of plums on the chil- dren's plates pleasant to see them count their treas- ures, and divide, so as to share equally. " Well, we've had a nice time haven't we ?" said Fanny. " I was afraid Miss Stearns would spoil all ; but she hasn't." All expressed satisfaction, and the company dispersed. " I think you do wrong to keep Patty Stearns here," said Hester, aside. " It will have a bad influence on the children ; prejudice their minds against religion, &c." " I fear it will," said Emma. " Frank threatens to send her off. She is terribly stingy, too, and frets about the price of board. Why, she wouldn't eat a meal away on any account. If invited, she declines, saying, ' I pay my board at Mr. Lovering's.' Yet she will invite com- pany to eat here. Did you see that bag on her arm ? She always brings it to the table, and if there is cake, or anything better than common, she drops some in slyly. MISS PATTY STEAENS. 121 Queer isn't it ? And the other day her brother, an old man, came to see her. She wanted to comb his hair, and actually came to me for a comb. ' Why/ said I, ' where is yours ? ' 'I don't want to use mine,' was her reply. ' Well, I don't want you to use mine, neither,' said I. She seemed quite offended. I think we shall have to let her go ; but I am sure I don't know where she will find a place. Nobody wants her." When Hester went to Miss Stearns' room to say good night, she could scarcely help smiling at the sight that met her. She found her sitting in one corner, a comical- looking hood on, her head bowed so that the bow on the pointed top stood erect, " meditatin'," as she called it, and saying over her Catechism, hymns, &c., out aloud. Hester heard " Hark ! from the tombs a doleful sound," and closed the door sadly, saying to herself, " There are other doleful things besides tombs. I wish she could learn to praise, as well as mourn. She has more cause for gratitude than many others I know of." 122 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XIII. WHAT SANTA GLAUS LEFT. JUDITH LOVERING'S ADVICE. MARTHA MAXLIE had kindled a good warm fire, and was waiting to help Hester unpack her precious freight. " This is thoughtful in you," said Hester ; " I meant to have asked you to do just this thing. You take Sun- shine. Wallace and Winnie can scrabble out themselves. Pet is fast asleep. She is a darling, auntie Martha. There, it is nice to have this warm room to come into. The folks all sent love to you and the dear old folks. How have you enjoyed the day ? " " 0, very well. I have thought of you a good deal. I expected you and the little ones would come home tired out. Aren't you half crazy with the confusion ? " said Martha, as she went on quietly unwrapping the children, who were trying to wait patiently for an opportunity to explore the stockings. " I's had the bestesl time," said Sunshine. " 0, I's never seen such nice plums on a puddin' in all your life, aunt Martha. I brought one to you, and my grandpa, and his mother. Be she waked up ? " " May we look and sec if he has been here ? " asked Winnie and Wallace, in a breath. " 0, yes," said Hester, " I forgot you were expecting the old man witli the bag. Have you seen him, Martha ? " " Yes, I think he has called," said Martha, opening SANTA CLAUS LEFT. 123 the bed-room door, and exposing five stockings pinned to the bed-quilt. " Mercy sakes ! " said Winnie ; " why, they are all full, and running over. I'm afraid he won't have enough to go round." " Yes, he will," said Wallace ; " he makes such things, and has a store full of um." "0, good, good I Here is a sled for me; and here is a little pony ; that is for me ; and here " " You mustn't claim everything," said Hester. "We will see whom the things are for soon. We shall find the names attached to them. Let's see : the sled is for Wallace, the book for Winnie, the pony for Elida. And now you may see what the stockings contain." The merry voices were hushed for a moment, while childish hands pulled out one thing after another, until the last was extracted, and then, " See ! see ! " shouted the children. " I've got a jackknife, and lots of peppermints," said Wallace. " Hurrah ! I'll cut up your kindlings now, auntie." " Mine is a baby, a mite of a dolly, that he brought me," said Sunshine, " and some sugar things. I'll gis you some, aunties." " That is a darling," said the two aunties. " But what has Winnie got ? Isn't she pleased with the old gentle- man's gifts ? " " 0, yes, indeed ; but I am confounded, auntie. I didn't expect half so much. Here is a beauty thimble and scissors, and comb, and such a lot of candy, besides the darling book. 0, I didn't expect so much." And little sensitive Winnie fairly cried with the surprise and joy. 124 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " You will have one of those books every month, darling," said Hester. " Who do you suppose it is ? " said Martha, stroking the child's head. " Why, it is God, I think. He told somebody to do it, because we are orphans. Aunt Judith told me I was worse than an orphan. Are orphans bad, auntie ? " sobbed the child. " Bad? No," said Hester, cheerfully. "They are the sweetest, darlingest little things in the world. I think they are nearer and dearer to the dear God Father than children who have earthly parents. Don't you, Martha?" " Yes, indeed," said Martha ; " and all God's people love little motherless children better than any others, if they are good." " Do you suppose that God thought anything about telling him to give us these ? " asked Wallace, thought- fully. " Why, he is away up in heaven." " Yes, dear," said Hester. " God reigneth in heaven and on earth, too. He is everywhere, beholding the evil and the good. He will punish our evil, wicked deeds, and reward the good. I want you to remember the verse, 'Thou, God, seest me,' for he is always looking on. When you desire to do wrong, think of God, and be afraid to sin ; when you desire to do right, be sure God put the thought in your heart; and He will help you, and bless and love you if you obey." " But who tells us to do wicked things, auntie ? " " Satan, who is a very wicked, cruel spirit ; he hates God, and " " Poh, auntie ! I shan't mind him. He is a hateful old fellow. I heard a dressed-up man say on the street, I WHAT SANTA GLAUS LEFT. 125 the other day, that Jack Stillman and his father acted like the devil. He is Satan isn't he ? Poh ! he is mean." " But, my dear child, Satan is a very powerful spirit. There is only one Being stronger than he." " Who is that, auntie ? God ? " " Yes, dear. God can help you resist this malicious being, and when you pray, ' Lead us not into temptation, deliver us from evil/ that is what you mean. You must not forget to ask God to take care of you, my dear children, every day ; neither must you forget to thank him for all his blessings." " These are blessings, I suppose," said Wallace, point- ing at his sled. " Yes, dear." " Well, I thank him for all mine, and I mean to be good, and love him." " Who, do you suppose, did it, auntie ? " said Winnie, smiling. " I guess they wanted to put some sugar in our lives didn't they ? I wish I knew who, so that I could love them." Hester and Martha looked at each other, and smiled. "Why, St. Nicholas, of course," said Wallace ; "he is always doing such things at Christmas time. He is a funny old man, and slept between two feather beds, one night, when he didn't want to go out. Don't you remem- ber, mamma used to tell us ? " " Yes, he be funny," said Sunshine, who had finished the last peppermint, and commenced a stick of molasses candy. "Yes, he is a kind old San Dicolas isn't he, auntie ? He gis my 'ittle beauty sister a cunning rattle. Mayn't I gis it to her, when she wakes up '( " . 126 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WOEK. " Yes, dear ; but auntie cannot let you eat any more caiidy to-night. It will make darling sick, and auntie will have to give her bitter medicine." "I likes bitter things, auntie," said the child, demurely; " let me eat it all up." " No, dear," said Hester, decidedly; "give it to me, now ; in the morning you shall have it." " No, no," persisted the child. " Santa Dicolas told somebody I might eat it all up. He wants to sweeten me all sweet, he do. Now I'll tell him," she said, pout- ing out the red lips, and crying. " He won't bring naughty folks any, next time." "0, sissy, sissy," said Winnie, hurriedly, "he won't bring you any more if you talk so. Aunt Judith says we must be good all the time, and never say things, because we are orphans. She says we must be still, and never get in the way, nor anything, or folks won't have us round. 0, dear ! won't you stop crying ? " Hester and Martha gave each other a sharp, quick, in- dignant look. " When did she tell you all that ? " said Hester. " Out in the porch, auntie, when I was playing ; it made me cry. She told me not to laugh -so loud, for I was worse than an orphan, and it didn't look well. But Fanny told me orphans were good as anybody. She said I might laugh as loud as I pleased, for I wasn't half as much in the way as aunt Judith." " Well," said Hester to Martha, " I shall have to talk to that woman. I didn't mean to, but I must. Mary always stood between us when she was alive." Martha nodded assent, and said, " Father and mother wanted to have the children come in a little while." JUDITII LOVEKING'S ADVICE. 12t Elida was as sunny as ever by this time. " 0, funny ! " she shouted ; " now I'll gis the plums." " There/' said Hester, when the children had left the room, "I am glad they are gone, for I am burst- ing almost with indignation, and I feel like crying, too. What a strange woman that Judith Lovering is ! Only think of it. Trying to dampen and darken the little bit of enjoyment the poor child was having. There are dark shadows enough around her now, without her throwing any. Why, Mr. Lovering will find it hard to get a housekeeper, on her account. I don't think he knows her yet. Mary, our angel Mary, took all her poison shafts into her own tender bosom. 0, she hid them away there, and they killed her ; I don't hesitate to say it. She didn't let her husband know what she had to endure. She tried to hide her meanness from him, from every one. Yes^ she bore it silently and alone, and it killed her. I have seen things there that would make a saint ' angry, and sin not ; ' and sometimes I wanted to tell her what I thought of her ; but Mary would beg so, that I desisted. But Winnie is a sensitive child, and I shall talk with Judith, for " "Ah," said Martha, " she was rightly named Judith Small. I wish she had never changed it, for Mary did fail so fast after she went there, that I feel as you do." 128 HJESTER STRONG'S LIFE 'WORK. CHAPTER XIV. WINNIE'S VISIT, AND TOE PARTY. HESTER exhausted her ingenuity in preparing- Winnie for her visit at Mr. Trueman's. She dressed her in her very best, and took her into grandpa's, that they might help her fortify the shrinking child for the events of the day. " Now, praise her all you can truthfully," said Hester aside ; " it won't hurt a child like her." " You look like a posy," said grandpa, "just picked out of the garden, with the dew all on." " She is as comely as her mother," said grandma ; " and that is saying a good deal. How curious you arc, Hester ! She looks well enough to go to the parson's, or anywhere else, as to that matter. She makes me think of the old adage, ' Pretty is that pretty docs.' She looks like a modest little violet with that blue dress on." And grandma stroked the child's smooth hair with her wrinkled hand, and smiled, until Winnie thought she, too, was beautiful, and wondered why grandma Lin- tell was so different. Martha said her dress was neat and becoming; and hoped she would enjoy the day. They all sent kind regards to Mr. and Mrs. Trucman. " Shall I say, ' Grandpa and grandma sent their love to you, and my aunt Hester and aunt Martha, too?' Is Iha) right?" said \Yinni<>, hesitatingly. WINNIE'S VISIT, AND THE PARTY. 129 " Yes, that will do nicely/' said Hester. " Very nicely," said the rest. She kissed baby and Elida, said good morning cheer- fully, and went forth to find that every cup of happiness contained a little drop of something "bitter, or sour, or bad," as Wallace said, dropped into it sometimes wick- edly, sometimes thoughtlessly, sometimes accidentally. She spent the morning pleasantly, playing with Susie and her dollies, dressing and undressing them, rocking them to sleep, &c., until Susie said, " Did you have some at your house, Winnie ? " " Once," was the reply ; ." but they wasn't like these. My mamma made them," with a little sigh. " 0, I forgot ; mother told me not to ask you," she said, apologetically. " Of course they were pretty if your dear mother made them. She isn't dead, is she, Winnie ? She is up in heaven with God and my darling brothers, that went before I was born. But I shall know them. Grandpa and grandma went since I was a big girl. They will know them, and find them for me. 0, you are crying ! what makes you ? You will see her again. Mother says she was good. Don't cry ; I am sorry I speaked about it, if it makes you feel bad. I didn't mean to ; mother said I mustn't unless you did. Come, don't cry, and I will give you old Hagar ; you liked her best. Mother will be willing. She wants you to love us, because " Susie stammered ; she was afraid to say " because you arc a poor motherless child, with a drunken father ; " so she put her arms around her neck, almost crying herself, and said, " I am real sorry I said it." " 0, it wasn't Y..U that made me cry," said Winnie, 9 130 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE "WORK. returning the caress. " I like you, and your papa and mamma. I remember the Christmas presents ; they were so beautiful ! But when I think of my dead mamma, I always cry. I don't mean to, but I do. 0, I wanted her to stay with me, but she couldn't ; and most all the time I want to go to her ; but aunt Hester says God wants me dbwn here for something. There, I won't cry any more ; it makes you feel bad ; but I want something. I want to love Jesus." And Winnie wiped and wiped the little red eyes. But they wouldn't stay dry. "No, I ain't crying about that," said Susie; "but I was thinking what if God should take my mamma, and leave me. I should* cry all the time then, I believe." " No, you wouldn't all the time," said Winnie ; " God would help you forget it. Uaven't you got some books with pictures in them ? " " Yes, a whole lot ; ceme into the library, and I'll show you." Before dinner the little girls were very happy, and the best of friends. Mr. and Mrs. Trueman succeeded in diverting Win- nie's mind from painful thoughts during the dinner hour. The children Vied with each other in showing her kind attentions. " Be you got a brother ? " said Walter. " Yes, and two sisters ; one little baby sister, and another about as big as you. I think you would love them," said Winnie, glancing up at Mr. and Mrs. True- man. " 0, yes, I know we shall. When it is warm weather, we are going to bring Miss Hester and her pets over here to spend several weeks. Do you like cherries ?" WINNIE'S VISIT, AND THE PARTY. 131 "Yes'm," was the reply; "but I shan't be there then," drawing a long breath. "I'm going to aunt Elevia's." " 0, well, that isn't far off," said Mr. Trueman, cheer- fully. " Your uncle trades at my store, and I will ask him to bring you over when they are here." " Yes," said Mrs. Trueman, " you will go to school with Susie ; and, as I think you are a good, truthful girl, I shall ask your aunt to let you come often and spend the night with us. Would you like to ? " " 0, yes'm ; " and Winnie gave- a quick glance at Susie, who met her look with a bright, broad smile. She smiled cordially in return. The shadows faded from her heart, the sadness from her face. Mr. and Mrs. Trueman looked at each other significantly, well pleased with the result of their efforts to cheer this, Christ's little one ; when little Walter, wishing to occupy a silent moment, said to Winnie, " Do your father be in the naughty jail-house now ? " The parents tried to check the unfortunate question, but too late. Winnie blushed, gave a quick glance around the table, looked down, and burst into tears. With the thoughtfulness of mature age, Susie arose and said, " Come and see my birdies. I'll give you something to feed them with." As the children left the room, Mr. Trueman said, " Walter, don't speak to the little girl about her father or mother again will you ? It makes her feel badly. Linnie, we shall have to be more guarded in speaking before the children. I would rather have given a great deal than to have had this happen." 132 HESTER STROXG'S LIFE WORK. " I's sorry "Walter made the little lady cry, papa. Walter sorry ; never do it another time, papa." " It is a pity that she is so sensitive/' said Mr. True- man. "Situated as she is, life will be full of pain. I wonder what can be done to help her overcome it." " Kind treatment and time will do something for her," was the reply. "Only think what she has seen and suffered in the last few months. What would become of our Susie, or Lucy even ? " " It is a hard case, Linnie. I am so outraged with our law-makers, that I can't sit down quietly any longer. Such a child needs a father, and so do all children ; and yet the law, which claims to guard the rights of the peo- ple so very humanely, sanctions a traffic which, I should think, a demon would be ashamed to engage in. " I tell you, Linnie, the more I come in contact with mankind, the more I see of life, the more I am convinced of the depravity of the race ; you may call it total, if you like. And that there is a wicked, malignant spirit, full of all manner of evil, and cruel as death, is just as plain to my mind as that there is a God. " There is our hope. There is a God, perfect in all his attributes ; infinite in power, as well as holiness. Some time he will overthrow this whole scheme of wicked- ness, and cause that truth and justice shall prevail." He paused a moment, and then said, " I called on Stillmau, and talked as kindly as I could, and made about as much impression on him as I should in talking to a worm. But I'll have it yet ; see if I don't." " What do you refer to, dear ? " said his wife. " Why, the liquor law. It has got to come, let them rage as much as they please." WINNIE'S VISIT, AND THE PARTY. 133 " Then you think it will bo passed ? " " Yes, I do. It may not this year, but it must eventu- ally. The right must prevail. Lucy, you had better stay in the parlor, and help the children along. Keep them, at play, and see that no one slights Lottie Gray or Win- nie Lentell ; that is a good girl." " I think I shall go in, too," said Mrs. Trueman ; " and we can keep them busy can't we, Lucy ? " " Yes, mother, I shall like it, if you go ; I'm afraid they wouldn't mind me." " Lucy," said Mrs. Trueman, " several of the little girls are coming ; wait on them into the nursery. Let us be careful not to slight any, nor make ' lions ' of them, but treat them as nearly alike as possible. But if any among them seem bashful, or sad, or timid, we must take extra pains to make them feel at ease. They are our guests, you know." " Yes, mother, I'll remember. I have noticed how you manage." There was a little reserve at first ; Lottie Gray was painfully embarrassed, though very well dressed, thanks to Mrs. Stillman. She saw Clara whisper to Regena Stcele, and felt sure she was telling her, " That is my dress," &c. She shrank away in one corner, and wished she was at home. But Lucy's quick eye detected the trouble in a moment, and she took vigorous measures to remedy the evil. " Come, girls," said she, " let us play ' Button.' Who will go round first ? Well, I will begin at Clara. Susie, you and Winnie corne over here and sit by Lottie ; she is a little stranger to most of us. I am glad you could come to-day, Lottie ; mother wants you to get acquainted." 134 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Choose me for your judge," whispered Lucy to Win- nie and Lottie. They did so, and she was sure to make their penalties as light as could be, so that they need not feel embarrassed. " 0, you are having a nice time," said Mrs. Trueman. " When you are tired of that, you can play ' Ilunt the squirrel.' You all know how to play it, I presume." " 0, that will be nice," said Susie. " Come, Winnie and Lottie." " Suppose you stay and hide the squirrel, Regena," eaid Lucy. And so the plays " Hunt the squirrel," " Dress the lady," " Magic music," &c., went on briskly till nearly tea time. Then Mrs. Trueman played and sang. Lottie entirely forgot herself and her misfortunes. She had a natural passion for music, and a fine voice. But the supper that surpassed anything she had ever seen. Mrs. Trueman was amused to see her give a quick glance of pleased surprise, and then apparently remain as unobservant as those always accustomed to such things. Evidently she was learning. "The party was an entire success, Lucy," said Mrs. Trueman. "I was pleased with you very much so; and Susie, here, was a very good girl. I think our visitors were pleased with us, too, with themselves, and with each other." " That is the greatest possible compliment to their entertainers," said Mr. Trueman, smiling. " You both look as if you needed rest. I think you have spent the afternoon profitably. It is a grand, a noble work, to help bring out and cultivate the affections of the young, and promote a friendly, cheerful, loving spirit among them. WINNIE'S VISIT, AND THE PARTY. 135 There is where our forefathers failed ; don't you think so, Linnie ? " " Yes, I think that was one of their greatest mistakes. The emotional nature was 'sometimes smothered by the sterner qualities, and life robbed of half its beauty and brightness. But I fear the next generation will go to the other extreme." 136 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XV. MAKING CALLS HERE AND THERE. WE will take a peep at Mr. and Mrs. Stillman. They are at breakfast. The table looks inviting 1 , but the faces around it sorrowful, or forbidding. John's name is seldom spoken there ; but he is often thought of with painful forebodings by the mother ; with undefined fears by the sister. Mr. Stillman was absorbed, most of the time, in his lawful calling deal- ing out liquid poison taking just enough to drown the still small voice within. John had shown himself so apt a scholar, and seemed so mature in wickedness, made the golden profits of the rum casks disappear so strangely, that Mr. Stillman thought the safest course was to send him to a reform school. " Well, Maria," said Mr. Stillman, " so you have taken up the hatchet, and mean to withstand me do you ? We'll see. You shall go looking decently, or not go at all." " I should like to see you prevent it," she said, defiant- ly ; " but as to decency, I think 1 dress far more decently now than I have done in the past, considering," bend- ing over towards him, and fixing her eyes steadily upon liis face, speaking very slowly and impressively, "con- sidering where the money comes from. Isn't it so, Kid- der ? I tell you, if an angel should engage in that busi- MAKING CALLS HERE AND THERE. 137 ness, it would make a demon of him after a while. Well, it is no use to talk ; while you continue in that business you are nothing to me but a shame. The sooner I die the better for me ." " And for me, too," said the enraged husband, mock- ingly. Ah, well, you have seen enough of this family to give you an insight into their lives. Maria was right in her opposition. She was fighting on the right side, and against the common enemy. Let us go with her to Mr. Gray's. She has been there before sine* the awful tragedy we have mentioned. She was met at first suspiciously. Was she not the wife of the man who had blighted their lives, blasted all their happiness ? Why had she come ? To look at their poverty and destitution ? They were both embar- rassed. "I called," she said, "to see if I could not do some- thing for you." She broke down, and wept. That was after the fu- neral. Those tears opened the bleeding hearts of the family ; they wept together, and then talked it all over, and from that day were fast friends. As she heard Mr. Gray's honest, manly statement of facts, she was mortified, distressed, and indignant, in turn. 0, what a revelation that was to her I " This distresses you," said Mr. Gray. " I will stop ; it will do no good." " Yes, it will," was the reply ; " I ought to know it. It seems like some awful story I have read ; arid yet all this lias happened at my very door. IIow could I have been kept in ignorance ? So poor Mrs. Gray inherited 138 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. one of those morbid appetites for such things. You told Mr. Stillman of her weakness, and yet he " She remained silent a few moments, and then continued : " I shall do what I can to repair the injury ; but I cannot raise the dead. But as fast as I can, I shall buy back the articles of furniture, and return them to you. The looking-glass is in my spare chamber, I should think, by your description." " 0," said Mr. Gray, much affected, " I cannot ask, or expect, that. If you will be a friend to my children, and show Lottie a little about housekeeping, it will be a great kindness." " That I will do with pleasure ; and if you won't be offended, I have garments, which my children have out- grown, that I should like to bring over." " Persons in our circumstances must conquer their pride," was the reply. " We should be glad of them." As Mrs. Stillman left the house, she thrust a little wad of something into Lottie's hand, and disappeared. Lottie spread it out. "Ten dollars!" -she exclaimed. "What does she mean, father ? Why, she has made a mistake." " I guess not, my daughter ; God has put it in her heart to give it. This will enable me to pay for the coffin and the shroud, dear." Mr. Gray sighed deeply as he thought of the past ; a tear crept very silently down his prematurely wrinkled cheek as he took the wife's offering, and went on think- ing thoughts which cut and lacerated his soul which- ever way he turned them. 0, sometimes God cannot bestow a greater blessing than forgetfulness ; and some- times it is inexpressibly blessed to remember. Mrs. Stillman proved invaluable to the afllicted family. MAKING CALLS HERE AND THERE. 139 To-day, as she left her house to call on them, a bag of sugar, tea, and other necessaries on her arm, a large, gilt mirror in them, her tall form looked queenly, in spite of last year's cloak and bonnet. She did not do this stealthily, but openly and by much personal sacrifice. " Father thanks you, and we all thank you very much for the money," said Lottie, meeting her at the door. " It helped him pay for mother's coffin and things." " Don't mention it, dear child, to me or any one. I wish it had been ten times as much. I am only doing for you what I ought to do ; and yet I cannot undo the past," she said, mournfully. " 0, don't feel so badly, dear Mrs. Stillman," said Lottie, affectionately; "you didn't do it; we don't blame you." Mrs. Stillman was weeping ; she must speak to some one, or her heart would break. She looked up into the sweet, pitying face of the child before her, and said, " Lottie, you cannot understand how much this terri- ble business of liquor selling has cost me. It has robbed your poor father of that which was very dear ; it has killed your mother and the baby, and stripped your house of every comfort ; and when I think who fur- nished it, I tremble ; for there is an avenging God." " 0, but father says God loves and pities us, too," said Lottie. "He forgives us when we are sorry. I know he loves you, Mrs. Stillman, you are so good to us. Father prays for you every day, and asks him to lead you into the kingdom of grace, and give you rest." " Dear Lottie," said Mrs. Stillman, taking her hand, " you comfort me. If your father can pray for me, I surely ought to pray for myself. You think I am much better off than you are don't you ? " 140 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Why, yes, I thought so," was the reply. " Your house is nice, and you have everything don't you?" Mrs. Stillman smiled sadly as she replied, " Yes, I have a great many beautiful things ; but these cannot make us happy. I have been robbed as much as you have, dear, but not in the same way. 0, I would change places with you this moment, if I could." Lottie was perplexed. " Your mother loved you to the last did she not ? " " 0, yes ; when she was sober she loved us ; she was never cross." " And your father is an honest Christian man ; that is much to be thankful for. But how are you getting along ? Can I help you about anything to-day ? " " Father told me to ask you how I should cook this veal." Lottie listened attentively, like one determined to profit by instruction. " It is a real pleasure to instruct you," said Mrs. Still- man, " you are so teachable. You must come over when you want advice ; looking after you is one of the greatest comforts of my life." " I am glad," said the simple-hearted child ; " for I don't know what I should do if you didn't help me." " I hadn't thought of that before," mused Mrs. Still- man, as she went to her home of plenty of everything but "peace and comfort. " I never thought of that. God is a loving, pitying Father, as well as a just, avenging Judge. 0, yes, Jesus was a man of sorrows, and ac- quainted with grief. I cannot live so. I wonder what Lottie thought of me. Dear child, she cannot know MAKING CALLS HEEE AND THERE. 141 how awful it is to have the heart's best treasures stolen, and the soul stripped of love and respect for one's com- panion in life, arid filled with contempt and scorn. Truly, I have seen my idol shattered, my poor boy ruined, and my pleasant things laid waste. Lord, pity me ! " Now that Mrs. Stillman has turned her thoughts heavenward, let us leave her, and call at Mr. Trueman's. Mrs. Truemau, Lucy, and Susie are preparing for a walk. They look odd enough with their baskets, bundles, and pails all they can possibly carry. Lucy laughed heartily as she surveyed the company. " I chose evening," said Mrs. Trueman, " because it would look ostentatious to carry all this in the daytime, and injure their feelings. In assisting the poor and needy, we should do it as delicately as possible ; other- wise it will leave a sense of shame and degradation which is injurious to proper self-respect. We will wait a moment for papa ; he would not miss going. lie will take that bundle of clothing for Mr. Gray and Albert. Lucy, you may take Lottie's new dress and cape ; Susie, the bonnet and gloves. I want her to forget her sor- row as much as possible. She is a noble little girl ; these new things will make her think of our love and respect." " Walter wants something take it," grieved the child. " Walter wants to go, too." " Darling child," said mamma, stooping and kissing him ; "he cannot go with mamma to-night. Father will let us ride some day with him, and we will call and seo the little girl and her brother Albert; that will do won't il, darling?" 142 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. "Next day to-morrow mamma," said the child, pleasantly, " Walter and mamma go to ride with papa. That do, mamma." " God is blessing us far beyond our deserts," said Mr. Gray. " Let us thank him for his goodness in the past, and trust him in the future, my children." The Trueman family returned home that night realizing fully that " it is more blessed to give than to receive." THE SEPARATION. 143 CHAPTER XVI. THE SEPARATION. THE AGED CHRISTIAN'S DEATH-BED. WALLACE came bounding into the room one day, say- i"ff " See, auntie, see ! Albert and I have found these," holding up some trailing arbutus. "0, yes," said Hester, "that looks like spring- doesn't it ? " " 0, dear me ! " said Sunshine ; " dey's my 'ittle sweet springs ! 0, funny, funny ! " " I didn't want to see them," said Winnie, timidly. "Didn't you, dear? Why not?" said Hester, who guessed the reason. " Why, they say things, auntie ; everything talks to me." " Why, dese don't talk," said Sunshine ; " don't you love my springs ? " " What do they say ? " said Hester. " Tell auntie about it." " 0, they say, ' Winnie, it is May now ; you must go to aunt Elevia's, and leave auntie and Wallace, Elida and baby.' " " What else talks ? " said Wallace. " Everything ; the chimney on the large house away over the woods talks, too. It looks like papa's house, where grandma Lcntell lives." 144 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " What do it say ? " said Elida, with wondering eyes. " She means that these things remind her of other things, or make her remember them," said Hester. "My dear child, you must not let things talk to you so much ; that is, you must not look at things that make you feel unhappy remind you of unpleasant events. But you must look at things that remind you of the goodness of God and the kindness of friends." " What things are those ? " said Wallace. " Why, little brother and sisters, the nice presents from grandpa, and kind Mr. Trueman's folks," said Ilester. " And at my darling dear auntie," said Winnie, cheer- fully. " If I could always look at you, auntie, things wouldn't talk so sadly to me. But this baby almost always makes me think of mamma. And then I think how papa, and mamma, and Elida, all went down to grandpa Lovering's, in the winter before mamma died ; and how they were coming home that very night, but a great big snow came, and the wind blew, and piled it all up so they couldn't get home for one, two, three four days, wasn't it, AVallacc ? And we hadn't anything but potatoes to eat, for papa left us with grandma Lentcll till he came home ; but aunt Abigail and grandma acted go we wouldn't stay. We ran home in the snow before night, for we thought they'd come ; but they didn't. 0, it was such a long night ! Wallace went to sleep, but I couldn't; for I thought papa and mamma would get into the deep snow, in the dark ; and when the wind made a noise, I thought it was them. 0, dear, dear ! it makes me shiver now." " What did grandma do, that you disliked so much ? " said Hester. THE SEPARATION. 145 " Why, she said I looked like the Loverings too much ; and when I said, ' No, I thank you/ she and Abigail laughed so loud, and said, ' That's Levering all over.' And they kept doing so, and saying my mamma was slack, until I was just as mad ! " " I wouldn't say 'mad/ dear," said Hester; " you felt indignant, I suppose ; I should, I am sure." " Yes, that was the way I felt ; and I told Wallace we would run home when they didn't know it, and stay till the folks came." " Did any one come to see where you were ? " "Yes, uncle Simeon came, just before it was dark, and wanted us to go home with him. I said I couldn't, for grandma didn't love us. He laughed, and said I was a little goose to mind her, for she didn't love anybody. But I couldn't go ; I thought they'd come. He said he'd stay, but mother would storm worse than the snow if he did. So the next day after one he came and brought us something in a pail, and said, ' Mother says you deserve to starve for running home ; but she has sent you some- thing, little spunk.' I was real glad, for I thought, now we'll have some nice doughnuts, or pancakes, or pie, or something good. So I got a tin pan to put them in, and he just took out some dry pieces of bread, most all crust, and some pieces of cheese. Uncle Simeon said an awful thing then, auntie; he said she was ' a mean old cuss.' ' " My dear children," said Hester, " I dislike to have you repeat such language. You will try to avoid it in the future won't you? Didn't you have anything but potatoes all that time ? " "0, yes, auntie; at first there was some bread and meat ; but we ate that up pretty soon." 10 146 HESTER STKOXG'S LIFE WOKK. " What did your father say, when he came ? " "Why, he" Winnie hesitated "why, he said just as uncle Simeon did." " Did he say old fuss ? " said Elida. " There," said Hester, " you see how quickly the little ones catch such words. So you must be careful not to speak them." " Yes," said Winnie, " I will. But after father went over there, he said she served us right ; we ought to have staid where he left us. They brought lots of nice things from grandpa Lovering's. I was glad I was like them, for I think they are the best don't you, auntie?" " Yes, dear, I do ; and I like to. have you resemble them, for I love them very much." After a few moments' silence, Winnie said, " How long is a year, auntie ? " " It is twelve months, darling." " Well, how many weeks are there in a year ? " " Fifty-two." " 0, that is a great many," sighed Winnie. " Well, how many days, auntie ? " " Three hundred and " " 0, auntie, don't say any more. It never will be over." " Of what are you thinking now, dear ? " " Why, I arn to stay with aunt Elevia a year ; and it is so very long." Hester saw her mistake in specifying any time in the child's hearing. She hardly knew what to say. She reflected a moment, and then said, cheerfully, "Perhaps they won't want you so long, or perhaps you will want to stay always. There come your uncle THE SEPARATION. 14f and aunt tins moment. Now, see what a brave little girl you can be." Winnie turned pale, and Hester herself felt strangely agitated. She, too, had to be brave. "When Winnie was prepared to go, she went in to take leave of grandpa Manlie's family. "God bless you, my dear little girl," said grandpa, " and keep you, and bring you into the kingdom at last." Grandma laid her hand on the child's head, prayed silently for a moment, and then said, " Kiss me, little Winnie, good by." " You must come and see us often," said Martha, striving to hide her emotion. Something in her mother's voice and manner affected her. Winnie kissed the chil- dren, calling the baby many pet names ; but when she came to Hester, she threw her arms convulsively around her neck, overcome with suppressed emotion. Hester allowed her to weep a few moments, simply drawing her close to her bosom, and motioning the others to be silent. She then led her into another room, and said, " Our Father in heaven has ordered it so, darling. He knows what is best for us don't you think so ? " " Yes, auntie ; but I am so wicked I can't get near enough to him. He is away off. And Jesus is good, and wants to comfort me ; but I am so naughty I want to stay with you, I love you best, or go to mamma. I wish I could love Jesus best." Hester talked very kindly to the child, and then, kneel- ing down by her, prayed that God would bless little Winnie, and forgive her sins for Jesus' sake ; that the Blessed Spirit would teach her to be good and happy 148 HESTEK STRONG'S LIFE WORK. ' teach her to cast all her sorrows upon Jesus, who loved her and died to redeem her. " Dear Father," she prayed, " wilt thou pity and love her, and help her to love and trust iii thee ! Now, dear," said she, "I want you to promise me that you won't talk with things that make you sad, but when you are lonesome and feel badly, go and tell Jesus. He alone can make you happy. He will draw you so near to him that you will feel safe. Good by, dear be brave." When Winnie had left the room, grandma said, with a smile on her wrinkled face, " Martha, it is the last time. I shan't see her hero again. I shall take that kiss to Harmony and Mary soon." Grandpa arose, went to the bed where she had been lying several weeks, took her hand as tenderly as he had taken it more than sixty years before, when he said, "Mary, will you be mine take me for better arid for worse ? " and said, " Mary, are you tired ? Are you going home to leave me? 0, Mary, I hoped we should go together can't we ? " bursting into tears. " Sit down near me, father ; I want to talk about this. I have been lingering on the shore some time ; I wasn't willing to go over alone, dear. I have waited for you. We have travelled a long, long way together, and the road has been rough sometimes ; sickness and death have met us on the way ; but you have been true, dear true as the needle to the pole, and kind as a mother could be to the child at her breast. ' We have borne each other's sorrows, And shared each other's joys,' THE AGED CHRISTIAN'S DEATH-BED. 149 haven't we, dear ? Don't weep so ; it will break my heart. It is only a little while and you will be called ; Jesus will come over with you. Martha will bo a tender nurse, dear ; comfort her when I am gone. She will miss us less if we go one at a time. By and by we shall all get home. Glory be to God and the Lamb ! " " But, mother," said Martha, " what shall we do with- out you ? What makes you think you are going ? You were as feeble as this last spring. 0, we can't spare you." "0, yes, you can, child: 'As thy day, so shall thy strength be.' God will support you : hasn't he always ? Are you not willing I should enter into rest, my child ? I shall have an abundant entrance. I hear my Saviour calling, and I long to go. Remember that ' he doeth all things well,' and bless the hand that leads me to my Father's house." The voice faltered ; she fell into a gentle, quiet sleep, never speaking again on earth. She lingered several days, knew them, and smiled faintly when they talked to her of Jesus and heaven. She motioned Hester to sing, and looked serenely happy while she sang, " ' What's this that steals, that steals upon me now? Is it death ? is it death ? If this be death, I soon shall be From every sin and sorrow free ; I shall the King of Glory see ! All is well ! all is well ! ' " Grandpa said but little. He sat by the bed, holding the faded hand as if it had been an infant's, kissing the wrinkled cheek reverently. Thus they waited and watched, cheering each other by speaking of the better land, 150 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. ".0, Hester," said Martha, leaning on her broad shoulder, "you comfort and sustain me in this trying 1 hour. I would not hold her back, but I dread to have her go." " You will be willing when the time comes," said Hester. " But we must restrain our grief for grandpa's sake," she whispered. " Their souls are so knit together that when one is loosed the other will feel it deeply. I fear for him." 0, how eagerly he watched the flickering light ! placed his trembling finger on the feeble pulse ! lie groaned a deep, inward groan when the light went out and the pulses stopped. "Rejoice," said Hester; "she is with the angels! Rejoice ; she has entered into rest ! The Lord reigneth ; he doeth all things well. Let us pray." She stepped lightly, she walked softly with God, pray- ing that the Spirit might indite her petitions, comfort and heal these bleeding hearts. They were comforted and sustained, and blessed anew the Father of all mer- cies for giving them Hester Strong. THE NEW HOME AND ITS TRIALS. 151 CHAPTER XVII. THE NEW HOME AND ITS TRIALS. MR. WILEY'S FAMILY. " THIS is a much more desirable home, Winnie, than the one you have left," said Mr. Giles. " I hope you will try to deserve it, and be so obedient and industrious that I shall be willing to let you stay. It isn't every destitute child that is so fortunate. Don't you think this is a nice house ? " he inquired. " Were you ever in one like it before ? " Winnie was embarrassed ; grandpa Manlie's old-fash- ioned house was much more desirable to her. She was longing for the dear home left, its dusky walls, and the dear faces around the capacious hearth. " I think this is a pretty house," she said, timidly ; " it is something like the one papa built." Mr. Giles gave a low whistle, and remarked to his wife, " She's got the Lovering pride ; will never be grateful, do what you will for her." " Gratitude is a rare virtue," said Elevia, quietly ; it thrives best in an atmosphere of unselfish love. I think my dear little niece has proved conclusively that she has a losing, grateful heart. I shouldn't wish to have her manifest more feeling, than she did when leaving Hes- ter." 152 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " She had better have staid with her, then, in that dingy old house. I dare say it is more like home to her than this," was the cutting reply. Winnie turned red, then pale, as she thought, " Then lliey don't want me, either." Elevia read her thoughts. Calling her into the nursery, where Unie was sleeping, she gave her a pretty, enter- taining book to read, and requested her to sit by baby and keep her asleep. She returned to the room where her husband was sitting, went up to him, and spoke his name softly, but sadly. " What now ? " was the ungracious reply ; " another scene? I am sick of them." " I don't wish for another scene," was the reply ; " the one on hand is to be my theme. I am sorry you should wound the child's feelings so. I told you be- fore she came, that I should not let her come to be abused. She had far better go to the workhouse. I told you I would try to get along with her assistance, if you would treat her kindly. Otherwise, she shall not stay and you will be under the necessity of hiring help." "Whew 1 " said Mr. Giles. "That is rule No. 4 isn't it ? First, I am to treat you just the same at home as abroad, alone and in company. A capital joke ! Then I am to give you money to keep by you, without asking you to account for it. Good ! Then I am to replenish the family larder without comment that's it, I believe. And now I am to treat a beggar like a princess. Am I correct, Lev ?" Mr. Giles whistled " Moll Brooks," &c. Elevia stood there waiting, very calmly, to all appearance, but her heart beat painfully. THE NEW HO3IE AND ITS TRIALS. 153 " Mason," she said, choking down her emotion, " you treat these things lightly. I, at least, am serious and in earnest. I was never more so in my life. I cannot, and I will not, bear these insults. I shall not live a year in this way ; and on my own account I do not wish to." " You needn't live on my account," was the mocking reply. " Don't, I beg of you. There are plenty of handsome girls waiting and wishing to become Mrs. Giles second ; so don't put yourself out." He laughed as only such persons can laugh. " Defeated again," sighed Elevia. " God, there is nothing left for me but misery or death. But that child's life shall not be blasted in this house. I might have known it would be so. Why could he not have told mo frankly that he should treat her like a bond- girl, before she came ? I told him I should receive her as a beloved child, and that he must not go for her unless he was willing to do the same. He made no objections. How foolish I am to expect anything better of him ! " Winnie laid the pretty book in her lap unread. She was thinking. Child as she was, what she had seen and heard in her new home filled her with sadness. She felt that this would never, never seem like home. She felt sure her aunt was not happy, and wondered why it was. Her house was very nice, and all the things in it were new and beautiful. Her mind was sorely perplexed. She did not think it strange her uncle did not want her ; no one did ; and the old wish to die and go to mamma came back with overpowering force. She began to weep violently. Baby stirred ; she stifled the bitter sobs nobly, saying, " 0, dear ! I am always doing something. There, I 154 HESTEH STRONG'S LIFE WOKK. mustn't cry now ; it will wake the baby. To-night, when they are all asleep, I'll cry. No, I guess I will tell Jesus about it ; auntie said I must. 0, mother, mother," she cried, " your little girl is sad." Thus Winnie rocked the cradle, and talked with her own thoughts, till baby awoke. This was the longest half day she had ever seen. " Three hundred and sixty -four and a half more of> them ! " she mused, clasping her small hands tightly. Mrs. Giles exerted herself very much to banish the un- favorable impressions of the afternoon from Winnie's mind, and partially succeeded. She went to her room with her when she retired. " You shall go to see aunt Hester and the children every week," she said, " and carry the milk over to Mr. Wiley's every pleasant morning. Envena is about your age." " Who is Mr. Wiley ? " inquired Winnie. " 0, he married your uncle Mason's sister. They live in the large white house over there," pointing in the direction. " Please, what dress shall I put on in the morning, auntie ? " " 0, your red one, I guess, for you are a stranger in this neighborhood." Winnie was pleased with the novel- ty of carrying the milk, and wondered what they would say to her, till her aunt took the light, kissed her, and said good night. Now, she was left up stairs alone for the first time in her life. She had nearly always fallen asleep amid the hum of voices, or while listening to mother or aunt Hester singing to the children. A feeling of indescrib- THE NEW HOME AND ITS TRIALS. 155 able loneliness, amounting to fear, crept over her. She covered her face. " I didn't pray," she whispered, "that is the reason I feel so. But I am afraid to get up in the dark. I won- der if God won't hear me if I pray in bed." She crawled away down under the clothes, listening for she knew not what. Eemembering that her mother prayed when she was so very sick, and that she seemed easier afterwards, Winnie resolved to pray. She tried to think of the words aunt Hester used in the morning, but could not. " God, my Father in heaven," was all she could say for some time. This she repeated over and over, with sobs and tears. "Dear Jesus, I am a poor little girl that nobody wants, because there are so many of us. Do, Jesus, let me go to mamma ; there is room there. 0, let me come to you, dear Jesus ; let me come to you. Help me to submit." Thus she prayed and wept, until, re- lieved, she fell asleep. 0, ye of little faith, can ye not believe that Jesus, the loving, pitying Jesus, sent the Comforter to that lone- ly, suffering one, in answer to that feeble, broken prayer ? Verity so it was. Winnie arose, with a calm, peaceful feeling, in the morning. She did not forget to thank God for all his goodness, and ask him to give her a new heart. " 0, I know now what my Father in heaven wants of me," she mused. " He wants me to comfort aunt Elevia, she is so sad. I guess her husband don't love her much. She looks like my dear mamma. She used to fold me in her arms, and say, ' You are mother's comfort, darling.' How happy that used to make me ! Nothing can ever make me very happy again, I think ; but aunt Hester says I shall be happier than ever before, when this cloud 156 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. i passes over, if I trust in Jesus, and live to make others happy. " Dear Jesus, I want to love you more, and trust you, and be like you. Won't you teach me, and help me to do right ? 0,1 forgot to ask God to bless anybody but myself." She knelt again, to invoke the blessing of God upon the dear ones at home, not forgetting her earthly parent, and then hurried down to see what she could do for her aunt. " I must look cheerful," she thought. " Aunt Hester says that is one way to do good." Mrs. Giles met her with a kind good morning, inquired how she had rested, &c. ; but Winnie saw at a glance that she was sad and weary ; so she did not say, " What can I do for you ? " but looked sharp to see where she was most needed. Baby was sitting in the cradle, reaching out its arms to its weary mother, and ^moaning piteously. Winnie was a skilful little general in baby tactics ; so she took advantage of her position, and very soon baby for- got its aching teeth, and was having a nice frolic. Mamma forgot her weariness as she listened to the jubilant children. The breakfast was ready in season, and Mr. Giles was at a loss to find fault with anything. Ilis wife began to take courage. " Elevia, I think you use more coffee than you need to. Now, it isn't a mite better for being too strong. I have told you so a great many times. I do wish you would pay attention to what I say. Coffee costs money." He waited for a reply. Elevia was silent. " Why don't you answer me ? " he inquired, indig- nantly. " What was your question ? " was the reply ; " I heard none." TIIE NEW HOME AND ITS TEIALS. 157 " There it comes, the real Levering pride and stubborn- ness. I say the coflee is too strong 1 ." " Yes, I heard you say that. I have heard you say it several times lately. Day before yesterday it was too weak. About half the time it is too weak, and the other half too strong ; and yet for the last few weeks I have been particular to put in just the quantity you specified. Now, if you will tell me just how much less to put in, I will try to suit you. But I tell you plainly that I will not submit to so much unreasonable fault-finding." Elevia broke down, as she always did ; and the tears came trickling slowly down her cheeks, which were really very pale and thin. " 0, well, you needn't cry ; I am used to that," was the insulting reply. " Your tears move me about as much as your threats. You ' will not submit ; ' ' will not ' that is getting to be a common expression with, you. I should like to know what you will do about it. If a man can't have his way in his own house, where upon earth can he ? If a man can't be master in his own family, he isn't a man." " I agree with you, Mr. Giles. I never objected to your being master here." She spoke calmly, looking him steadily in the face. " I claim to be the mistress in this house ; if I am not, what am I ? You didn't buy me of my father did you ? " "No; but I wish I had," was the cool reply. "I would break that stubborn will, or worse than that," with a look so full of bitter scorn and hate, that Winnie be- came alarmed. Thus the meal ended, and Mr. Giles went to his daily labor, much to her relief. She pitied her aunt more than ever, and sought for opportunities to cheer 158 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. and help her ; wishing 1 all the time that she could tell her of Jesus, and the way to be happy. " Now you can go and carry the milk to Mr. Wiley's," said her aunt, " and invite Envena to come over this afternoon, and go out a little while with you to search for May-flowers. Should you like to ? " " Yes, auntie, very much ; but you arc almost sick. I should rather stay and play with Unic, and let you rest." Elevia was so unused to kindness or consideration recent- ly, that this thoughtful ness affected her. She stooped and kissed the upturned mouth, saying, " You are a darling child ; auntie loves you very much." " That sounds like my mamma," said Winnie, smiling through the tears which just then sprang unbidden to her eyes. " I am glad you love me, and I want you to tell me of it a good many times, because I forget ; and I am so naughty, I think nobody can love me much. Aunt Hester says everybody loves me, and I think they do ; but I shouldn't think they could. But there is somebody else I want you to love, auntie," she said, timidly. "Who is it, dear ? Aunt Hester and the children ? I love them ever so much." " No, auntie ; I want you to love our Father in heaven, and Jesus. Mother used to call him the sinner's Friend. She loved him, and I am trying to love him ; and to-day I think he loves me. I feel as if I just wanted him to take my hand and lead me ; and when I cry, I would love to have him wipe the tears awry, as mamma did ; and when I am sick, I want to lay my head on his bosom and rest. God don't seem so far off as ho did. 0, auntie, do you think I have really found him ? " " I hope so, dear ; I should think so. - How long have you felt in that way ? " MR. WILEY'S FAMILY. 159 " 0, only tins morning. Last night I felt so bad I wanted to die ; but I was afraid of God, and so I prayed as fast as I could, and by and by I felt better, and began to say mamma's hymn, ' Jesus, Lover of my soul, Let me to thy bosom fly.' It seemed to me as if he did open his arms wide, and I crept in, and didn't feel alone. And then I went to sleep, and never waked up till morning. And this morning I feel so different I don't want to go to mamma, but stay to comfort you. Mamma is just as happy as she can be without us isn't she, auutio ? " Elevia hardly knew what to say. " that I, too, could find Jesus ! " she thought. " I need him. Perhaps this darling child has come to lead me to him." "Yes, dear," she replied, " I think your mother is supremely happy, and I believe yon have become a Chris- tian, one of Christ's little ones. I hope it is so ; and now you shall be my teacher." "0, not your teacher, auntie } the LToly Spirit must be your Teacher ; mother used to say so, and auntie Hester says so. Let me be your comforter ; that is what mother called me." Winnie thought, as she tripped lightly along, " 'Tis beautiful out here. I never was in such a lovely place before. The willows are so pretty, shaking their leaves iu the sun ! How fresh the grass is ! it looks as if God had kissed it in the night. I guess the birdies love him better than they did, they sing so sweetly. I 160 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. wonder if I can sing any better than I could before. I'll sing aunt Hester's hymn : 'Rejoice! rejoice! the promised day is coming; Eejoice ! rejoice ! the wilderness shall bloom,' " sang the youthful disciple, with great satisfaction, little thinking that the change, the beautiful, sublime change, was iu her own soul, wrought there by the transforming grace of God. " Aunt Elevia let me bring the milk this morning," said Winnie, when Mr. Wiley had opened the door. "Well, come in," was the reply. " Envena has been wanting to come over and see you. " Here, Venie, here is the little girl you are so curious to see. She looks like any other child don't she ? " Envena received her very cordially, smiled, and said many pleasant things. She praised her hair, wished hers was as pretty ; praised her dress, and wished she could have one like it. Win- nie was delighted with her new friend. She longed to tell her of Jesus, but dared not. She invited her to come over and play with her and the baby, after dinner. "I should like to come," said Envena, as she walked a little piece with Winnie ; " but I shouldn't think my aunt Elevia would keep you cooped up in the house this pleasant day. I run out of doors all the time ; it is more healthy. 1 ' . " 0, she wants me to go out ; but she is almost sick, and I'd rather stay in and tend the baby." " She isn't very sick," said Envena, in a soft, loving tone; '' I wouldn't wait upon her, if I were you; but perhaps you are used to working hard, and don't care to play. Did your father buy that dress for you ? My MR. WILEY'S FAMILY. 161 father is able, but mother says he is stingy. 0, now I've hurt your feelings. I'm sorry ; forgive me wont you ? I am real glad you have come to live here ; we can go to school together, and have nice times." Winnie brightened up ; she didn't like some things her new friend had said ; but she was so pleasant, so gentle and affectionate, that she was, on the whole, quite sure she was a good little girl, and didn't mean any harm. 11 162 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WOUK. CHAPTER XVIII. THE GOOD SHEPHERD'S WATCHFULNESS. THE DISCLOSURE. THE BURIAL. WINNIE was beginning to feel quite at home in her uncle's house. She had something to do ; she was needed. Mrs. Giles was becoming so feeble that her time was all occupied in useful, loving labor. She saw Envena daily ; was fascinated with her, she was so thoughtful, so tender, and loving ; but somehow there was a little tinge of unhappiness left in her mind after every interview something of regret or mortification something which made her feel that her lot was hard, that her aunt was just the least bit to be blamed for something, that the baby was troublesome, &c. And so the child-Christian had to flee to Christ often, and on her bended knees, with clasped hands, beseech him to give her a submissive heart. She remembered aunt Hester's motto "Submission to God is a sure and safe pass- port to peace tfnd happiness." And the good Shepherd, true to his promise, always gave her an answer of peace, and extracted the little poison arrows which had been so naturally and skilfully sent into her sensitive soul by one perfectly qualified by nature and education to de- ceive and wound without disgusting or alienating the victim. THE GOOD SHEPHERD'S WATCHFULNESS. 163 Elevia saw daily new evidence that Winnie was in- deed a Christian. She herself felt an indescribable yearning after something to lean upon some place to rest a refuge from the storms of life. Both mind and body were weak ; she could not grasp the strong, safe anchor of hope which was just in sight. She was faint and weary with the conflict in her own soul, and the unjust treatment of her husband. The week had passed, yet Winnie had not visited or heard from her old home. She was longing to go and tell them what Christ had done for her ; but her aunt seemed so unwell and sad, that she was not willing to leave her. Just then grandpa Levering drove up to the door. She was delighted, for " now," she thought, " I shall hear all about them, and he will see how sick and un- happy auntie is, and he will do something for her. " 0, grandpa," she exclaimed, rushing out to meet him, " I am so glad you've come ! Auntie is sick, and I am so different ! I want to tell you." " Why," said he, in surprise, " is Elevia sick ? I saw Mason yesterday ; he did not speak of it. But what has come over my little girl ?" taking her hand and starting for the house. " 0, I am a great deal happier than I was. I hope I have learned to submit. God is very near, and I love him. I don't want to go to mamma. Jesus is my Saviour, and I want to serve him here." Tears came into grandpa's eyes as he patted the up- turned cheek and said, " I thank God that my little Winnie has chosen that better part, which shall not be taken from her." 164 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. He was grieved to see Elevia looking BO pale and thin, so weary and hopeless. " Elevia, child, come here and sit on father's knee ; perhaps it will do us both good. How long have you been so weak, dear ? Does Mason know how ill you are ? I inquired yesterday ; he said you were well." "0, father, father," sobbed Elevia, overcome by those few tender words, " take me home with you. 0, take me somewhere ; I cannot breathe here. He hates me ; he has told me so, many, many times." Mr. Levering folded his strong arms around the shrink- ing wife, and said, " If that is true, my daughter, you shall go. Thank God, I have a home for you. But you are sick and sensi- tive nervous, perhaps. Poor child, you need your mother. What a loss she was to us all ! There, lie on father's breast ; I know it isn't as soft as hers, but it is true, Levie." She wept on. Now that the gates were open, it was hard to close them. " Impossible," mused grandpa, aloud, " impossible. How pleasant he seemed yesterday ! and yet I have felt at times that all was not quite right. Winnie, don't you think uncle Mason loves my little Levic here, and means to be kind to her ?" " I don't know what he does mean, grandpa," was the simple, honest reply ; " but he don't act as if he loved her. He scolds awfully when he is alone with her, and doesn't behave a bit good. He pushed her this morning because she couldn't fix his collar right." Mr. Lovering was shocked and confounded by tho child's reply. He could not speak for several moments. He then said, THE DISCLOSURE. 165 " What did your aunt say, Winnie ? " " 0, she cried, and went up stairs. Uncle Mason was real pleasant to me when she was gone ; said I was beautiful, and could do things better than my aunt. He tried to give me some raisins, but I couldn't take them, I felt so ; and then he went out." " Where is he now ? " he inquired. " I must see and converse with him. But I came to carry you over to mother Manlie's funeral." " Why, is she dead ? " asked Elevia and Winnie in a breath. " Yes ; didn't Mason tell you ? I asked him to bring you, but he said his engagements were such that he could not ; so I concluded to come myself." " lie didn't mention it," said Elevia, forgetting to weep. " Poor grandfather and aunt Martha, how they will miss her ! " " Yes," was the reply, " but Hester is there, like a tower of strength for them to lean on ; and they have an Almighty Friend, who sticketh closer than a brother, you know. 0, my daughter, why will you not make him your Friend also ? You need religion ; why will you not come to Christ ? He will give you rest and peace." " I am trying, father ; but I am so unworthy ! I was so thoughtless about these things when I was happy at home ; and when I was married, then I thought I was happy enough without religion. I worshipped Mason. But I must see grandma again before they bury her. How often she has tried to lead me to Christ ! 0, I must see her." " Do you feel strong enough to go, dear ? " asked Mr. Loverinjc. 166 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Yes, I think I am. I must go ; I want to see Hes- ter and all of them so much." " Well, my daughter, I think you had better go. I will find Mason and talk with him while you are getting ready." " 0, father, if he knows I have told you anything, how shall I stay here ? " she said, with a startled look. " What, Elevia, afraid of your husband ! afraid of him ! Has it come to this ? Rest easy, my dear child. I will wait, and be very wise." Elevia was reassured. Winnie was very quiet and helpful. She anticipated all her aunt's wishes, and did all in her power to help her. "You are such a comfort, Winnie!" she said; "so different from what I was at your age ! I don't know what I should do without you." Winnie smiled through her tears, feeling amply paid for her efforts. " I am so glad I can help you ! " she said ; "it makes me happy. I thought when mamma died I should never be a comfort to anybody again. God is very good, and grandma Manlie has gone to live with him, and before this she has found my sweet mamma. 0, they are so joyful up there ! I can almost hear them sing. Now mamma will hear from us. I wish, 0, I wish she could know I have found the way." " She will know it, dear ; the angels rejoice when sin- ners repent ; she will know it." Mr. Lovering tried to banish all coldness from his manner when he met his son-in-law> and treat him with cordiality. " I came over to take your family to the funeral," said THE DISCLOSURE. 167 ho. " I wish you could go. You forgot to mention it to Elcvia." " Yes, I declare it slipped my mind. Is Levie going- ? She don't seem well to-day. I am afraid the excitement will be too much for her." " 0, I guess it won't hurt her," said Mr. Love-ring, clinching the right hand into his hair. " No, I guess it won't hurt her to go. She looks feeble very. I fear she is going the way of Harmony and her mother. Have you consulted a physician ? " " No, I haven't ; she isn't willing to do anything for herself. She wouldn't take medicine if she had it." " I think she needs rest more than anything," said Mr. Lovering. " The babe is fretful. If you could bring her, and the baby, and Winnie, over to my house for a few weeks, it would be a good thing. I'm thinking you'll have to hire a nurse soon if you don't." " 0, I have no idea she would be willing to go," wa,s the reply; "and as to hiring help, she preferred the little girl Winnie. I couldn't think of having two." " 0, ah," said Mr. Lovering, almost losing command of himself ; " 0, I guess she would come if you wished it. But Winnie is to go to school, you remember ; that was the condition wasn't it ? You told me your prop- erty amounted to fifteen thousand, I believe, when you asked for my daughter. I should think that would en- able you to keep help when your wife is sick," he said, in a jocose way. "But I must go; the funeral is at t\vo. Come over ; I have an excellent housekeeper now, and have been making some alterations in my house. Judith is rather troublesome, and I have a very summary \v;iy of getting along with such folks without quarrelling. 168 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. You see, when folks can't live without a perpetual quar- rel, they had better be separated don't you think so ?" " Why, yes, I suppose that is the best way," stam- mered Mr. Giles. " Well, I have closed all doors between the two fami- lies. 0, if I had known how it was I should have saved my wife some vexatious things. I mean to treat Judith well ; she has her good qualities, but she is stingy and selfish. Bring Levie over soon. Good by." There was a great gathering at the funeral ; children and grandchildren, friends and neighbors, carne to sym- pathize with the mourners, and pay a last tribute of respect to Mrs. Manlie, who was loved and esteemed for her many virtues. Hester, by common consent, led the aged mourner to the coffin, and supported his tottering steps, in company with the weeping Martha, to the vil- lage graveyard, which was close at hand. " Lean hard as you please, father," she whispered, as they neared the spot, and her eye fell upon a marble slab with this inscription : To THE MEMORY OP HORACE 3L, . Mi .A. INT r, I E , WHO DIED IN 1829, AGED 28. As she stood there waiting, she glanced back for a moment, sighed deeply, and then looked steadily into the future. Faith arose triumphant. She felt like joining in the exultant song of triumph with the redeemed beyond the veil. The harsh rattling of the falling earth upon the coffin disturbed the glorious vision. The aged pilgrim leaned heavily upon her arm. She felt the bowed form shrink and tremble at every grating sound. THE BURIAL. 169 " Shall we go ? " she whispered. " They are not here ' dust to dust ' but they are among the angels, and near the throne. 0, they cannot come to us ; thank God, we can go to them. What a joyful meeting ! " " Hester," said grandpa Manlie, after the funeral, " Horace could not have comforted me, supported my feeble steps, and cared for me, more tenderly than you have. They should have named you ' Comfort.' Let us have but one table, one home, after this. I need you, and Martha needs you." " It is a great happiness to me," said Hester, "to be able to fill Horace's place to you in a small degree. But won't the children trouble you ? " " No ; they will be a blessing. I will keep our room Mary's and mine just the same. We will have a common sitting-room all things common but that room. When I feel like seeing any one in there, I will say so." Martha joined in his request, and Hester gave a cheer- ful consent. " We shan't quarrel," said Martha, " unless Hester claims more than her share of the work." " Well," said Hester, " you must let me do just all I please. I am strong, both by name and nature. But I see another difficulty Martha will be claiming a full share of the care of the children, and their affections, too." " The baby is to be my especial charge," said grandpa. " I want to call her ' Mary.' ' " Mary Fostina isn't a bad name," said Hester. " I like it. We will call her that." It was affecting to witness his watchful tenderness of the little one. Her cradle was admitted to the room of Bacred memories. There she took her daily naps undis- 170 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. turbed by noise, and not a fly or mosquito dared approach the little sleeper. " My Mary ! " he spoke it often, and lingered loving- ly over the sound. " My Mary ! ' ; how lie loved to speak it ! It became a household word. Winnie and Wallace liked the change ; said it looked better spelled on paper " Mary P. Leutcll." " Write a Mary to my name, too," said Elida ; " then you will has two 'ittle sweet springs," alluding to what she had called the May-flowers. " I spects God isn't very dood " she said, sadly, one day. " What makes you think so ?" said Hester. " 'Cause he died poor grandpa's mother, and let the naughty man plant her in the ground. I saw um ; it is all dark down there. Will she come up when it is warm, auntie ? " Hester explained the solemn mystery as well as she could, and told her the story of the infant Jesus, which called forth many loving expressions from the affection- ate, impulsive child. " But Fs happy 'nuff now, auntie. You tell God, so he won't die me, arid send me up to heaven. I's your 'ittle Sunshine ; so you couldn't spare me a bit could you, auntie ? " caressing her. " I love to keep you, darling," said Hester, kissing the soft, fair cheek. Wallace took his departure for uncle Prank's in high glee. " It will be splendid to drive the cows and ride the horse to plough, and rake hay, over to uncle Frank's won't it, auntie ? I mean to study hard when I go to school, so as to get into the same class with George next winter." THE BURIAL. 1U " I hope you will be a diligent scholar, and a good boy, and enjoy yourself," said Hester. " Perhaps uncle Edward will want you to study medicine with him when you are old enough. Your uncle Horace, you remember, was a doctor. I am pleased with your spending a year at uncle Frank's. Your aunt Emma is a dear, kind woman, and will treat you as she does her own children. 0, Wallace, try to please them all, and do not forget that ' thou, God, seest me.' " 172 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XIX. MORGAN LENTELL, OR THE BROKEN WEB. THE ACCIDENT. IT is only seven or eight miles from Mr. Manlie's to Mrs. Mehitable Lentell's ; just a pleasant ride : let us go. She is weaving most heroically, and talking to herself. Listen. " 0, hum I I wish I knew how about that ' herearter ' that the priest preached about last Sunday. When Nabby gits me there agin, she'll know it ; that's all. It's proper warm to-day; " wiping the perspiration from the wrinkled brow. " But if that sermon is true, I hain't seen the wust on't yet. Hum, hum ! I wish I was as innocent as I was when I stole that letter from the office, an' laid awake all night to cut an' contrive how to deceive her. 'Pears to me the Evil One helped me. 0, well ! I've had the wust eend o' the bargain. Wat's the use to bother ? It's done," bringing her foot down forcibly, " and can't be undone : an' I've suffered for it. I shall git along well enough, I guess. I wish the parson " " What are you grumbling about, old woman ? " mut- tered Morgan, as he staggered into the room. " Can't I help you weave ? Harmony couldn't, you know ; " and he plunged his still brawny arm through the slender threads, leaving a discouraging hole. " There ! " he growled, " that is what you did to tho beautiful web of my life ; only worse, a sight worse. MOKGAN LENTELL, OK THE BROKEN WEB. 173 I tell you, I've seen her to-day ; she sent you this ; " rais- ing his hand to strike a blow. " 0, no," he stammered, " that wouldn't be like her; " drawing the hand back ; " no, it is I that give you this ; " striking her a blow on the face. " That is to pay you for the blows I got when a boy. Ah, well ! I never meant to strike a woman ; " turning away. " And she your mother," sighed Mrs. Mehitable. " Morgan, I shall have you taken care on, if you ever strike me agin." " Well," said he, turning and looking her full in the face, "isn't that what you pledged yourself to do, if I would stop the lawsuit ? Ha, ha ! mother ! A precious mother you proved yourself. Didn't you send me to jail ? and murder the best and loveliest woman I ever saw ? My God ! my God ! Drake and you, and Nab and the devil, conspired against me," he said, in a frenzy of passion. " The hottest place in is too good for any of you ; or me either," he groaned, shrinking away to his room. Such scenes as this were not uncommon in the great house on the hill. And yet, Morgan, true to former habits, still performed a great deal of labor. But at times a sort of insanity took possession of him ; then he was a perfect terror to them all. He would not ven- ture to the small house near the swamp, feeling sure it was haunted. They are reaping as they have sown. But we will leave them for the present, and call at uncle Frank Lovering's. Things have changed, you will see, since Christmas. Are you surprised to find Patty Stearns there yet ? I will tell you how it happened. She found it impossible 174 HESTER STEOXG'S LIFE WORK. to get any one near by to take her. Some made one excuse, some another. Some told her plainly why they would not take her ; and finally Hester Strong, while there spending the day, told her where her life had been a fail- ure, and why she was not loved. She was quite indig- nant at first. " I think," said Hester, " that your circumstances early in life had something to do with making you sad ; I may say, soured your disposition. And then, as you grew older, and your sick, irritable parents died, and you com- menced teaching school, you made the mistake of think- ing true dignity was a reserved, distant statcliness ; re- ligion a sanctimonious austerity ; that your office entitled you to great respect and consideration. You neglected to cultivate the affections, and strive, by kindness and conciliation, to win the esteem and confidence of those you met, but laid claim to that which cannot be bought or sold, except by paying in the same coin. ' Love begets love,' it is said. Love is the all-conquering power, which shall finally triumph over sin. God is love. You have seemed to forget that, and dwell upon his justice and severity, losing sight of his loving-kindness and tender mercy. Others make the fatal mistake of trusting to his merciful attributes, leaving justice and judgment out of the question." Hester said all this, and very much more, in a kind, sympathizing way, which was irresistible. A tear glis- tened in Miss Stearns' eye, as she replied, " Perhaps you are right, Miss Strong. I have thought a sight about what you said, last Christmas, of the charac- ter and life of Christ. I think I have failed there. I remember my parents always looked on the dark side of THE ACCIDENT. 175 ivcrything ; and they had an uncommon sight of trouble. 1 thought ivcrything they said or did was right. But we arc poor creatures, all of us ; they might have been wrong in that. I niver remember seeing them laugh in my life. They said there was no mention of Christ's iver laughing ; he wept often, fasted and prayed in the mid- night air, and on the mountains." "Yes," said Hester, "I know that is true. But it was not for himself he wept, fasted, and prayed. The burden of our guilt was laid upon him ; by his stripes wo arc healed. His was not a selfish sorrow ; and the wise man says, ' There is a time to laugh ' a time for every. thing. I think we dishonor God by looking on the dark side altogether. We must accept our blessings thank- fully, and make the best of our misfortunes and trials ; for if we are the children of God, all things shall work together for our good." This plain, Christian talk had a decided effect upon Miss Patty, and prepared her, in a measure, for a new affliction. George was appalled, one day soon after this, to hear his mother call to his father, " 0, dear ! what shall we do ? Miss Stearns has fallen, and broken her other limb, I fear. She can't stir." Several men came and assisted in getting her up, for she was very large and heavy. Dr. Edward Lovering was soon there, and, much to the consternation of the family, ! -d that her hip was broken just below the joint. He remarked to Mrs. Lovering, as he left, " I think the old lady won't hold out long. She is in- jured internally, and is so fleshy and aged, it will go hard with her." " 1'our thing," said Emma Lovering, "I am glad sho 170 HESTER STEOXG'S LIFE WORK. is here. We will try to be patient with her. She had a hard time when young-. I am told she was a faithful daughter." George and Fanny thought of their rash wishes, and felt sorry. " We don't know what we shall be, when we are eighty," said Fanny, " with a lame leg and nobody to love us. Let's be real kind to her now. She may live a long time, but she can't ever sit up again, uncle Ed- ward says." "Well," said George, "I'll go for the men to help move her ; it will be awful to lie there so, and go to the 'poticary shot,' as Willie calls it, for medicine." "0, don't say anything funny now," said Fanny; " only think what mother has got to go through, and father too." " 0, I know it," said George ; " I am doing what father calls 'taking things by the smooth handle.' " And so Miss Patty has been lying on that bed of pain three months. She has changed in every respect ; com- paratively speaking, she is patient and grateful. She is apparently failing. Uncle Frank thinks she must have been a Christian ; that the pure gold was there, only crusted over by mistaken notions. " I am really afraid I shall wear you all out," she says frequently, " I am so heavy to lift, and need so much done. Move me just a mite won't you? I suffer so. Thank you ; you are all kind. The Lord will reward you. There, I feel easier ; I ought to be patient ; our blessed Master suffered more than mortal agony, and all for us. 0, I've been a poor servant, unfaithful and unworthy. If I could live my life over, I would look more on the cheer- ful side of things." TUE ACCIDENT. HT And now the whole family, Wallace included, love to wait on her, notwithstanding her faults, for she is trying to imitate the Master. On our way back to the village, we will step into grandpa Lovering's. Eumor whispers that matrimony will be committed there soon. He tried to persuade Martha Manlic to become the mistress of his house, but she firmly, though gently, declined. Charles Lovering was surprised when his father told him, one day, many circumstances which had happened in the family. " I don't want to prejudice you against your wife," said Mr. Lovering ; " she is a good wife and mother to you and your children, an excellent housekeeper, a good nurse, &c. ; but she worried your mother constantly by suggesting that you did more than your share of the work, that we used the most meat, &c. She objected to my having the children and grandchildren at home so often, said hard things about my doing so much for Har- mony, and didn't* want the children here after their mother died. I didn't know much about it when mother was here to bear it, though I used to overhear some things. She seems worried all the time, for fear I shalUdcfraud or overreach you. But since I have had a housekeeper, I have known all. Now, don't get angry, my son, but hear me out. You know Judith don't want mo in her family; she has told you so often. What am I to do ? I can't get any one to stay while things remain as they are. I don't want to distress you, or injure you in any way ; but there must be a change." And the son knew his father was in earnest, when he saw the good right huiid cliiu-lu'd firmly in the thin gray locks. 12 178 HESTER STKOXU'S LIFE WORK. "Well, what do you propose to do, father?" he in- quired. " Do ? Why, what I always wanted to do, but you thought it unnecessary labor divide the produce, pota- toes, apples, pork, butter, all everything. I shall close the doors between the two tenements. Understand me, my son ; my heart is all right, my affection for your family the same ; but I want to remove all reason for complaint. I want peace. Judith will see her mistake some time. I shan't hold any ill will towards her, and your children are as my children. But I must keep a home for the rest of them." "I want you to, father. I don't think Judith means half what she seems to." "Perhaps not," said grandpa. "I shall Imild a new wood shed at my end of the house. It will bo all ready for some one of your children when I am gone. I am conscious that no two families ought to be mixed up ; they will be happier by themselves." " I hope you will stay a long, long time, to use the house, father," said Charles, fervently. " Judith is over- anxiotisabout me and the children." " That accounts for her mistake," said grandpa ; " wo all have to live and learn. I am glad you have so good a wife, and think, when we get fixed right, and begin all new, we shall get along nicely." And they did. The nature of the woman was not changed, only her surround- ings were difFerent. MRS. GILES' SICKNESS. 179 CHAPTER XX. MRS. GILES' SICKNESS. Miss ANN THROPEE, OR SYMPA- THY WASTED. HESTER is at Mr. Trueman's, spending a few days with her adopted children. A stranger would suppose her to be a real mother of about forty-five. She is in earnest conversation with a member of the family not yet introduced to the reader a modest, intelligent youth of about sixteen, the eldest son by the first wife, and own brother to Lucy. Reader, you are surprised to learn that Mrs. Trueman is a step-mother. Listen, and you will see that I am correct. "Do you think you shall study theology? " said Hester. " Yes," was the earnest reply, " I desire to, if father and mother think it best. I know that it is a high and holy calling, and feel unworthy ; but the promise is, ' Those that seek me early shall find me ; ' and if God is with me, I can do all things even conquer my easily besetting sins, and preach the glorious gospel accept- ably." " I am sure," said Hester, " your mother will not op- pose you in that, for she has expressed the wish to me that it might be so ; and your own mother would lu\ e desired it above all things. You hardly remember her, I suppose." 180 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Yes, I remember her as a pleasant, beautiful dream. I felt angry with God because they told me he had taken her, until you came, and then you talked to me about God and heaven, and how mother was sitting beside the clear, bright fountain of life, listening to the music, and eating the delicious fruit from the tree in the midst of the garden, until I felt sorry for my anger, and you asked God to forgive me." " I remember it," said Hester ; " my heart ached for you. I did not suppose it would be possible for any one to fill that mother's place so faithfully as this dear mother has. You have been truly blessed." " I know it ; the boys at school think she is my own mother : I know no difference. Did you ever know that I date my conversion from that terrible sickness she had after my little brothers died ? My dear friend, I owe you a lasting debt of gratitude for saving my mother's life, and calling my childish attention to serious things. I had thought religion a gloomy subject, fit only for the sick and aged ; but your cheerfulness removed that pre- judice, and made me desire to be a Christian." " Howard," said Mrs. Trueman, opening the door, " I wish you would take the carriage and your sisters, and drive over to Mr. Giles', and briug little Winnie over to spend the day. She is such a sweet child, such a trusting Christian, and we all love her so much, that I want you to see her. Father says you can have the horse two hours ; so give them all a drive, and get back by dinner time." " Yes, mother," said the boy, rising and bowing very graciously, " I am happy to be your obedient servant in such a mission." MKS. GILES' SICKNESS. 181 " "Well, do not forget to inquire for Mrs. Giles, if Winnie cannot come. I fear the dear child is confining herself too much to her aunt. She hasn't been to school a day yet." " No," said Hester ; " I was afraid it would be so. I wish you would send for her to spend the night." " By all means," was the reply. " Children, try to persuade her to come prepared." They found Winnie shut up in the nursery, singing baby to sleep. " Let's listen a moment," said Lucy ; " isn't it sweet ? Why, it is a hymn ! I thought it must be some new song." "Yes, it is a hymn," said Howard "one of the sweetest and best : I know it. * Praise ye the Lord ! My heart shall join In work so pleasant, so divine ; My days of praise shall ne'er be past While life, and thought, and being last.' If Winnie can praise God, surely we, who are older and so much more highly favored, ought to," he said. By this time a cold, hard, stern-looking face appeared at the door. " Is Mrs. Giles at home ? " said Howard. " Yes," was the blunt reply, " and like to be for the present." " Is she very sick ? " said Lucy. " Yes, I s'pose so ; she thinks she is, an' the doctor says so. 'He's her brother, you see." "I am sorry she is sick," said Susie ; "we wanted Winnie to go to our house to spend the day and 182 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. night. Aunt Hester, and the baby, and Elida are there, and we want her ever so much." " You can't have her, I s'pose ; I've got my hands full, doin' the work, without lookin' arter young ones." Winnie sang on, unconscious of the great pleasure which was being denied her. " Can't I see her ? " said Lucy. " S'pose so ; go into that room over there, if ye've a mind to. Who be ye, at any rate ? " said she, looking at the carriage. " We are Mr. Trueman's children," said Howard, as the girls stepped into the nursery. " 0, I know ; you're a stuck-up family. Yer father's wiser'n Holy Writ ; that says, ' Take a little wine for yer stomach's sake ; ' he thinks it's wrong to use it, sick or well, rain or shine. I'd like to have 'im driv to work, out in the 'ot sun, hayin' or suthin'. Tell 'im so. Better men 'an he is use it, an' are likely to, for all 'im. You're the fust wife's boy, I s'pose. Wai, I pity ye, or any other young one that's got a step-mother, or father either ; that's a fact." " You needn't pity me," said Howard ; " nobody ever had a better mother than ours. I never should think of her being a step-mother if people were not so fond of telling me of it." " That shows yer depravity," was the insulting reply. " Ye think it is smart, do ye, to forgit the mother that bore ye ? Ye'll see the day that ye'll feel yer loss ; an' ye orter." " I won't detain you," said Howard. " If you please, I will sit on the piazza until my sisters return." " One on um ain't yer sister ; she's yer half-sister ; better call things by their name." MISS ANN TIIROPEE. 18,3 * Howard walked away, instead of sitting down, won- dering who their new acquaintance was, arid how she could spend time to say such disagreeable things, if her hands were so full. It occurred to him that Winnie might, perhaps, take her little charge, and ride a while with them. He walked up to the nursery door, and tapped lightly. Susie opened it. "Ask the little girl," he was about to say ; but as his eye fell on Winnie, her occupation, position, and the expression of her face -caused him to recall the words. "She doesn't look like a child," he thought; " what a sweet face ! Walter was right when he called her ' lit- tle lady.' " Lucy introduced her brother with evident satisfaction. " I thought," he said, looking at his sister, "that per- haps Miss Lcntell could take her little charge and ride with us for an hour." Winnie blushed ; she had never been called " Miss " Lentell before. " Call me ' Winnie/ please," she stammered ; " I want Lucy's and Susie's brother to call me ' Win- nie.' " " That I will do," said Howard, laughing ; " we ought to be well acquainted, I hear so much of you at home, and my letters have been so full of you of late." " I feel acquainted," said Winnie " don't I ? " look- ing at the girls. " They speak of you so often, I knew just how you looked." "Can't you go?" said Lucy. "I can take Unie in my lap." " I will ask auntie," said Winnie. She came back, in a few moments, with baby's wrappings and a beaming face. " She says I can go, and she thanks you very much 184 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. for calling for me. She wants me to go home with you." " 0, I am so glad ! " said Susie ; " won't we have a nice time ? " "But I can't go," said Winnie, cheerfully ; " auntie is so sick I couldn't leave her for anything. She can't sit up a moment. I wish I could ; I would like to. I want to sec all the folks. But if I could only see aunt Hester just a moment," she said, looking timidly at Howard. " You can," said he ; " we can drive there and back twice in an hour. Yes, you shall go and stay half an hour. But who was that woman that let us in ? I should think you would want to go somewhere, and stay there, if she treats you as she did us." " 0, that was uncle Giles' half-sister, Miss Ann Tlu-opee." "Miss Ann Thropec," said Howard; "it sounds familiar ; but I can't think I ever knew any one by that name. How can you live with her ? Does your aunt like her?" " 0, we just submit to it ! " said Winnie. " I want to see auntie Hester about some things. I am ready." Baby Unie was delighted with the ride. " Let us take the whole care of her," said Lucy, " and you sit on the front seat with Howard ; it will rest you." Winnie had a keen relish for the beautiful in nature. She was drinking in fresh draughts of happiness vrith every breath. " The world never looked so pretty to me as it does this summer," she said. " I seem to see Godwin every- thing. I am not afraid of him now, Susie. You remem- ber I used to be." MISS ANN THROPEE. 185 " Why are you not afraid of him ? " inquired Howard. " 0, because I love him. He is my Father and my Friend now. Why, have we got here so soon ? " " Yes, and now you run in," said Lucy. " I will keep baby out here. Don't let them eat you up, Winnie." " 0, no danger ! " said Winnie, as she went hastily in, and spent several precious moments answering questions as to why the rest did not come in, and why she herself could not stay longer. At the earliest moment when it would be proper to do so, Winnie said, " I want to see you alone, auntie, a little while." " Mrs. Trueman will excuse us," said Hester, " and we will step into the parlor." "Yes," said Mrs. Trueman, "lam sorry we cannot keep you, Winnie, but glad to see you give up so cheer- fully, what I think would be a great pleasure to you, for the comfort of your aunt." " She calls me her comfort," said Winnie ; " and that makes me happy, because mother used to call me so." Winnie hesitated when they were alone. " What is it, dear ? " said Hester ; " speak right out ; you know time is passing." " I know it," said Winnie ; " that is the reason I can't think what to say." " Who is taking care of your aunt ? " said Hester. " Miss Ann," said Winnie, " that is one thing I wanted tto tell you. Auntie will die if somebody don't do some- ' thing." " Do tell me, Winnie, if she is there," said Hester, thoughtfully " Well, I am sorry. Is your uncle kind to auntie, now she is sick ? " " I don't call him so. He dor.'t go near her, and Miss 186 HESTER STROJJG'S LIFE WORK. Ann don't, cither, only when she wants to say something ugly. I make her bed when Unie is asleep, comb her hair, and carry her a piece of bread and cup of tea, when there are any. Auntie cries often, and says nobody cares .for her but me, now. She wanted uncle Giles to send for you, just for one day ; but he wouldn't." " What did he say ? " " Why, he said he wouldn't have you there with your pauper young 1 ones. His sisters were enough sight better than you. But, auntie, you must come right off. I am afraid to stay there." " Afraid of whom, Winnie ? Afraid of what, child ? " " Well," said Winnie, " I don't really know. I feel so, that is all. Uncle Mason is real good to me now ; buys me candy and nuts." Hester was silent for a moment, and then said, " I suppose you must go now, dear ; take this note to auntie." " I thank you for taking me here," said Winnie. " I feel rested; now I shall be able to cheer auntic - ; and I have got a note for her from aunt Hester : that will make her feel better." She went immediately to her aunt's room, gave her Hester's note, and told her about her ride. Let us peep over her shoulder. "Darling," wrote Hester, "cheer up; it is always darkest just before day. I shall sec your father before I sleep, or write to him. You must go home. Be quiet. We will manage it all. Aunt Hester." The sick one smiled languidly, and hid th letter in her bosom. " Winnie, how came you to think of going to Hester ? " MISS ANN THEOrEE. she said. " You could not have done better, indeed, my comforter, my good angel." " 0, no, not that," said Winnie ; " angels are holy ; am sinful." " Well," said Elevia, " couldn't you leave baby wi me, and make me a cup of tea ? I feel like eating now ; things don't look so dark to me." " I guess so," said Winnie. " Couldn't I boil you an egg ? Grandma Manlie almost lived on them. I know how ; let them boil three minutes and a half. It will make you strong. And shan't I toast you a piece of bread on a fork ? Aunt Hester says that is the best way," said Winnie, with great animation. " Why, yes," said Elevia ; " I think I should like to have you. I want to get strong." W T inuie met with various rebuffs while getting her aunt's tea. " I would like an egg," she said to Miss Ann. " Well, what of it ? What do ye want of an egg ? " " I want it for my aunt ; it will strengthen her." " Strengthen a fiddlestick," was the ungracious reply. " Well," said Winnie, " shall I take the key and get one ? " " No, not for her. She's as well able to come out and eat as I am." " She isn't," said Winnie, her indignation getting the better of her discretion. " I want an egg." Winnie dropped her head, put her middle finger in her mouth a moment, and thought. " ! " said she, and started for the barn. Uncle Mason was at work there. She hurried past him to the nest on the hay, caught up two eggs, and was returning, when he met her in the path, saying, 188 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " What's your hurry, Winnie ? I want to see you. Should you like a hat like Susie Trueman's ? " " No/' said Winnie ; " it would cost too much. Mine will do for me." She tried to pass him. " Don't be in such a hurry, puss. I want you to have one. You are far the prettier girl. Come, give me a kiss ; you know you are our little girl now. Your aunt wants me to treat you like a child." " Please let me go," said Winnie, as she slipped past him, and ran swiftly to the house. " I shall have to be cautious," mused Mr. Giles, as he looked after her. " She is a pretty little thing ; looks as her aunt used to. Wasn't I proud of her ? She was so brilliant and spicy, as well as handsome ! La ! a man don't know what he's getting when he marries. She is as wilted and faded now as a flower nipped by the frost ; moves about like a ghost. I thought she loved me, and would keep her place. She will find out who is master. lEeigh-ho ! I wish Lev would get well, or " WINNIE'S THOUGIITFULNESS. 189 CHAPTER XXI. WINNIE'S THOUGHTFULNESS. SUNSHINE AND HER FREAK. WINNIE found her aunt quite weary and faint from the care of Unie. The desire to eat had ceased. " I have been gone too long/ 7 said Winnie. " I had to go to the barn for eggs, and the water wouldn't boil ; now I'm afraid you can't eat." "I will try in a moment," said Elevia. "It looks nice." " I will set it here, and take baby out," said Winnie. Elevia read Hester's note again, took courage, ate a little, and then lay back wearily, closing her cyfcs. " I shall never, never be happy again in this world," she thought. " It cannot be. These bitter memories will follow me to the grave. This terrible disappoint- ment has cast a gloom upon my spirits which religion, I think, cannot wholly dissipate. My God, lead me in the way everlasting, so that death may bring the relief I seek in vain on earth." A new thought took possession of her. " Will he let me keep the baby ? He don't love it ; thinks it more plague than profit. But won't he take it away to tantalize me ? 0, if he should take it, Miss Ann or Mrs. Wiley would have it." She covered her face, and wept. " There," said she, " I forget what Hester wrote." She read again, "'Keep quiet. We will in:iii;i''-e it all.' Of COttTSe Hester will think of 190 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. that the first thing. I wonder what Mrs. Payson will think of me, and of my coming home. They say she is a kind-hearted woman. If mother, my dear, lost mother, were there, what a difference it would make ! There, I must stop thinking, and try to sleep. for a place to rest ! Little Winnie, I wish I could learn to submit and trust, as you have," she said, as the thoughtful child came in to see if she was sleeping. " 0, you will," said she, " when you are better. Aunt Hester says folks can't be hopeful in some kinds of sick- ness. Unie is asleep, and I want to comb your hair, as I did mamma's when she was sick ; it used to get her her to sleep in a minute, sometimes." Winnie combed gently for a while, here and there, until the invalid slept. Then she crept back to the cradle to keep baby sleeping. Thus several days passed. Miss Ann fretted, scolded, and mourned in turn. Hester had a long, confidential talk with Mrs. True- man while the children were absent, which resulted in another drive for Iloward, in company with aunt Hester and Sunshine. " 0, dear me, hum ! " said the little thing. " I hasn't rided a bit on a carriage wis a cloth over it this long time ago " (meaning a covered carriage). " Don't you 'member the sligh, and the bills, and the horse we rided on when wo went to Kistmas ? 0, funny, funny ! Don't you 'member the plums, and old Santa Dicolas, that brought the candy ? I some naughty ; I spects he won't gis me any more." Iloward laughed, and aunt Hester smiled. " Who used to say ' Hum,' darling ? " she inquired. "Why, don't you 'member?" said the child with SUNSHINE AND HER FKEAK. 191 evident surprise. " It was my other grandmother, up to where I used to live. She weaved and spun, and said ' Hum.' " Hester smiled. " Yes, I remember her ; what was her name ? " " I guess I don't know," said the child. " What is your father's name ? " said Howard. " 0, his name be Morgan," said she ; but no amount of coaxing could induce her to repeat her grandmother's name. " Well, what is your name ? " asked Howard. " I's Mary Elida, I is." " Well, haven't you another name ? " said Howard. " I dess not, only I's auntie's 'ittle Sunshine." Hester was at a loss what to think. It was possible the volatile child had forgotten, having heard the name so seldom, and perhaps not at all for a year ; so she resolved to wait for further developments. "She took Mrs. Payson aside, and gave her a fair, condensed state- ment of facts concerning Mason Giles' character, of Elevia's state of health, and who was housekeeper. " Don't tell me any more," said Mrs. Payson ; " I know that woman. She hates the very ground she walks on. Why don't Mr. Levering bring her home ijn- mediately ? I hope I don't stand in the way. I want the children and grandchildren to feel just as much at home here as ever. If I am not suited, why, I can leave that's all. I dislike to see a man neglect his children, just because his wife is dead." " Well," said Hester, " it hasn't been so bad long. The right lime hadn't come. Elcvia wished to try in every |M>ssilile \v.i\- f<> please him, and win back the love she imagined she had lost." 192 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Love ! I don't believe he ever loved a living soul, except himself, in his life," said the ardent Mrs. Payson. She could submit to injury, ay, insult and wrong- herself, but had no patience when others were oppressed and abused. " Mr. Lovering isn't the man," said Hester, "to neg- lect one of his children. I call him a pattern father, and a pattern man. I wish there were more like him." " So do I," said the widow, enthusiastically ; " I know him ; there isn't a. better man. He's down in the field. Just you let me blow this horn, and he'll be up in no time. I'm so indignant at what you've told me that I can't wait for him to go after her." " How does Judith get along since things were straightened out ? " inquired Hester. " 0, nicely. She takes every convenient opportunity to tell me what a fine woman Mrs. Lovering was ; how prudent, &c. ; how much they thought of each other, and so on ; intimating that I am rather extravagant." Mr. Lovering listened to Hester's story, Mrs. Payson putting in a word now and then, until Hester mentioned that Mr. Giles' half sister, Miss Ann Thropee, was house- keeper, and Winnie nurse both for baby and its sick mother. " Zounds ! " said the good man, starting up and plunging the strong right hand into the gray locks. " If that don't beat the horned mice and the leather- billed chickens ! There, I shall make a fool of myself," said he, calming down. " But candidly, I had rather have a bear, robbed of her whelps, round, than her ; and Mason isn't much better behind the scenes. Mrs. Pay- son, can you make room for her here ? " SUNSHINE AND HER FKEAK. 193 " Make room for her ? If I can't," was the reply, "it is time for me to leave that's all." " Well, Hester," said he, " the thing must be done, but not hastily or shabbily ; it will take some time to manage it. The poor child may die first. Can't you go over and spend the day to-morrow ? Carry her some oranges, and what she needs, and put some of your hopefulness into her, and relieve Winnie, while I call a council of war, and see what can be done." "Yes," said Hester, "I'll do it. I'll leave Mary Fostina with Martha and grandpa. Did you know we had changed her name ? " " No," was the reply ; " but I am glad of it. I never liked the name. But what will you do with Elida ? Won't you stay with grandpa ? " said he. " No, dcss not," was the reply. " I spects auntie wants me all along." " I will leave her at Mr. Trueman's," said Hester. On their way back, Hester spoke purposely of Mrs. Lentell, of Morgan Lentell. " And this is my little Elida Lentell," she said, speak- ing to Howard. " 0, is that your name ? " said he, looking at the child. " No, dess not," was the reply. " I's 'ittlo Sunshine Strong, I is. Auntie's 'ittle girl. Santa Dicolas, he brought me a pony and a dolly. When I come again I'll show it to you." " But what is your grandmother's name the one that weaves ? " " I dcss it is Hum," said the child, again changing the subject. " No," said Hester, " that isn't it. Now tell me what 13 194 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. it is, dear, or I can't allow you to be my Sunshine, or my darling ; and perhaps I shall have to send you to live with Mrs. Lentcll." " Hers name isn't like mine, I spects ; hers is a bad, naughty name isn't it ? " " 0, well, if little Elida doesn't love auntie, I must send her back to grandma Lentell's to live," said Hester. " 0, I don't want to go to grandmother Lentell's," she said, flinging her arms lovingly around Hester. " I can say it Miss Kittybill Hum Lentell. There, auntie, isn't I your 'ittle Sunshine now ? I spects I is." Hester was silent. "Auntie, isn't I your darling?" pleaded the child. " I is dood, I is," tears starting into her eyes. "Yes," said Hester, "you shall be my darling Sun- shine if you will tell auntie why you were unwilling to speak the name ' Lentell ' when I hear your prayers to- night. But you have found several new words lately ' dess ' and ' spect ' : where did you learn them ? " " 0, my Walter say so," said the child. HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 195 CHAPTER XXII. HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. LITTLE JOHNNIE'S DEATH. REMOVAL OF MRS. GILES TO HER FATHER'S HOUSE. HESTER took an early start next morning. Martha and grandpa were delighted to receive their Mary again. "Father is very uneasy without her," said Martha. " I shan't consent to her going away again. The little precious birdie girl ! You see I am learning to talk ' babified.' I used to think it was silly." Baby seemed pleased to get home. She toddled up to grandpa's door, and pounded with her tiny fist, saying, " Ope e do ope-e-do." Grandpa started with joyful alacrity. " Birdie bird," he murmured, " did you fly to grandpa did you ? Well, well, truly glad am I." " Su, su ! " said baby, holding up her dress, and pointing at the red slippers which Susie Trueman had given her. Hester and Martha looked on, and laughed. " I am glad," said Martha, " that father's sight and hearing are so much better he enjoys seeing and hearing baby so well ! " " 0, prett}', pretty ! " said grandpa. " Come in, lit- tle Mary my Mary, come and sit on grandpa's knee, and tell him where away ye went, little Mary." "'Ide-e-'ide," said the child 'ide-'ide away," as she pointed at the cradle, and smiled one of those 196 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. wondrous smiles. She smoothed the thin white locks, stroked the wrinkled cheek, and manifested her joy and affection in every possible way. " That is truly an interesting sight," said Hester. " 0, if we could get their pictures just as they sit now ! the two extremes of life meeting and blending in such trusting love : it is beautiful ! Why, Martha, these children are a blessing to us all." " Indeed they are," was the reply. " When is Mr. Trueman going to call for you ? " " 0, as soon as he has seen to the opening of the store ! He is a noble, generous man I " " Yes," said Martha ; " but I think he is a little too fast about temperance. Because some people abuse a good thing, it does not prove it to be bad, you know. Now father couldn't get along without his eleven-o'clock dram, I am sure." "Perhaps not," said Hester; "habit has become second nature. But I don't think Adam took a dram daily : I never have. I was born a teetotaler. I am just as well off better, I think. The apostle says, ' If meat cause my brother to offend, I will eat no meat while the world standeth.' I say Amen to that, and apply it to all kinds of liquors." " Don't you think it is good for a medicine ? " said Martha. " It may have been," said Hester, "when it was pure and unadulterated ; so is meat good ; but if it cause my brother to offend, it must be sacrificed : that is all. 0, Martha, it pains me to see so much stubborn resist- ance, I call it, to the cause of temperance and humanity, among good, well-meaning people. It is owing to igno- HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 191 ranee of the tremendous evils of drinking. I have been situated so that I could see the sin, misery, poverty, and cruelty it brings in its train. You have not seen much of it. I tell you it is the curse of the age. Think of Morgan, of Mrs. Gray, and a host of others. 0, there he comes ; success to the prohibitory law. If I were a man I'd fight to extinguish the evil by burning every still-house in the land. 0, haven't you a loaf of your light, sweet bread, that I can take to Elevia ? " " Yes, indeed, and a glass of jelly, too. Isn't there something else I can send her ? " " No, I can't think of anything. Mr. Trueman has some oranges for her. But suppose I should want to stay all night ? " "You could, and longer, if needed; we can get along nicely. Mary isn't a bit of trouble." " Good by ; send for me, if you need me." " I have been having a terrible dressing down," said Mr. Trueman, as they rode along. " Mr. Wiley thinks I am ' meaner than dirt,' to use his expression." " No bones broken, I hope," said Hester, smiling. " Dirt isn't mean, unless it comes in contact with some- thing mean. What is the matter with him ? Can't he get rum enough at Stillman's ? " " Yes, but he don't want to go there ! He says it is too bad to compel respectable people to go there for it." " Let them go without it, then ; there is no compulsion about it, I suppose," said Hester, indignantly. " That is what I tried to make him believe ; but he thinks it is one of the essentials of life ; said he would us soon go without bread as spirits of some kind. He 198 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. says he will have some for haying, by fair means or foul. He wished me anything but success, threatened to in- jure my trade all he could, &c. I confess my business has diminished since I stopped selling it, and commenced agitating this question, and that, too, in a quarter where I least expected it. There are not a .half dozen real temperance men in the village, A great many call them- selves so, but they are not. I don't understand it. Why, I thought the Loverings would stand by me." " Haven't they ? " said Hester. " Well, there is no accounting for the inconsistencies of good people. But they will come out right ; all such folks need is more light. Habit is strong. There has never been a drunk- ard in the family until Harmony's husband. They don't realize what a common curse it is. But you won't lose anything, Mr. Trueman, in the long run ; there must be pioneers in every good cause. God is on your side. Soon every house will have its drunkard, every home its broken hearts ; for drunkenness is increasing fear- fully. Then the evils of drinking will be appreciated." " When shall I come for you ? " Mr. Trueman in- quired, as he left her at the door. " 0, I won't trouble you to do that ! " was the reply. " Mr. Giles will be perfectly willing to carry me home, I think." Winnie was feeling discouraged and sad when Hester opened the door and stepped in. " Why, aunt Hester ! Where did you come from ? I do believe God sent you. Auntie is worse, and baby is sick. 0, dear ! I haven't slept all night." " Of course he did," said Hester, cheerfully. " Now you shall rest a little. I will go in and see Elevia, and then you must go to bed." When Hester opened the HESTEH'S VISIT TO MES. GILES. 199 door, Elovia reached out her arms, much as little Unie was in the habit of doing', to her, and began to cry. She could not speak. " There," said Hester, cheerfully, "you may cry just five minutes by the clock, and then wipe up, for I have a bundle of news for you as big as Bunyan's pack." Hester went on talking, quietly stroking Elevia's hair, and before the five minutes expired she was listening attentively, only sobbing now and then. " I am so thankful you have come," she said ; "poor baby is sick, and Winnie is worn out. They don't help the child a mite." " We can always find something to be thankful for if we look sharp," said Hester. " Here is cause number two," taking out the oranges ; "number three," holding up the jelly ; " number four," displaying the bread. " That looks like aunt Martha," said Elevia, smiling. " Give the largest orange to Winnie, right off; and can't you bring the cradle in here, and let the child go to bed ? " " Yes, indeed," said Hester ; " I am glad your trouble doesn't make you selfish." " I am selfish enough," s|io sighed, " and wicked as need be ; but Winnie isso self-sacrificing I She never thinks of self." Hester cut up one of the best-looking- oranges, quietly gave it to Elevia, and took one to Win- nie, who was suffering sadly for sleep. " There, Winnie, now go to bed, darling, and sleep ; that is a good girl." " Kiss me, auntie," said Winnie ; " I feel more like my other self to-day, I miss mother so. Do Christians ever feel sad, auntie ? " 200 HESTEK STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " 0, yes, dear ; you know we are only pilgrims and strangers here. The spirit may be willing when the flesh is weak. You are very tired ; but remember this, dear God is the same yesterday, to-day, and forever ; and Jesus is always watching over his disciples, in sunshine and in shade. Believe this, Winnie, and you will have a calm, restful feeling even when under a cloud." Hester told Elevia of her visit to her father's, and its results. " Mrs. Payson is all eagerness to get you away. You will have to get used to her bustling ways. She is good and kind, but not so quiet as I should like." " Then she will not think me a burden ? " " No, not in the least. I am more afraid she will kill you with kindness than any other way." " 0, if mother were there," whispered Elevia, "this would not be such a terrible cross. I long to go, but I tremble when I think what the result may be. Will he see his fault and do better ? or will he hate me worse than ever ? These questions have caused me many sleepless nights. If I should never return here, will he take my baby from me ? lie neglects it sadly now I am sick ; and Miss Ann hates young ones, she says." " I know it is a trying case," said Hester, "and no one can advise you. Ask counsel of God. He will help you decide. If you 'think you can endure the yoke, be a benefit to your husband, and bring up your child right, here you ought to stay. But if your health and spirits utterly fail, as they now have, then you can do no good by staying, and self-preservation demands that you go. But let us leave this subject ; wait and see what your father and brothers think. Mr. Gray is going to be mar- HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 201 ried," said Hester ; " there is quite a romance about it. lie marries a lady he was partial to when young, but was too late ; she was engaged to a man at the West. She married, and went out there. They had not heard from each other since until last April, when they met in the stage ; she returning a rich widow, with one son, to her friends in this region ; he going to the same town to offer his hand to a maiden lady, a distant connection. They recognized each other, and a spark of the old flame seemed to have lingered in one corner of Mr. G ray's heart. He told the sad story of his life, and then listened to hers, which had been bright until the death of her husband. And then and there, in the stage, amid the whirl and rattle, he offered his hand a second time, and was accepted. 'When you offered yourself before/ said the widow, ' you were well off, I was poor. Things have been reversed. You are poor, you say ; but I have enough for comfort.' ; " That was a strange coincidence wasn't it ?" said Elevia, forgetting her trouble. " How are they getting along ? Has Lottie kept house all this time ? " " No," said Hester ; " the oldest girl, who worked in a factory in the city, learned a dress-maker's trade, and came home to keep house, so that Lottie could go to school ; and Lucy Trueman is giving her lessons in music. Lottie has a splendid voice. Ilattio isn't more than eighteen ; has been in the factory a long time. Poor child ! she has had a hard time ; but her prospects brighten. I believe they buried two little ones between her and Lottie." " Jack Stillrnan is at the Reform School, I suppose," said Elevia. " I pity his mother. How docs she ap- pear ? As proud as ever ? " 202 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " No ; she is a changed woman. She has not professed religion, but we all think she is a Christian. She has done nobly in Mr. Gray's case ; bought back, by personal sacrifice, nearly all the furniture that poor, deluded Helen mortgaged, and by kindness quite won the hearts of the whole family. The girls go to her as they would to a mother. She has joined our new Temperance Society, and is very active, doing all she can to induce her hus- band to stop selling liquor. But she will never succeed never ; at least, I think so. He isn't far from a drunkard now." " I should think intemperance was on the increase," said Elevia; " we didn't use to hear much said about it. Mr. Giles and Mr. Wiley lay it all to the temperance folks. They think it is impossible to get along without it in haying time, raisings, &c." " It is on the increase," said Hester ; " evil is self- propagating, as well as good, only more so. Let them lay it to the temperance folks, if they will. They know better, as well as I do. It is the increase of intemperance that has stirred up thinking temperance people to do something. Our young men are falling victims to it, their families to them. What a long nap Unie is hav- ing ! and you must rest now." " She didn't sleep much last night," said Elevia ; " you always carry rest wherever you go." " Don't flatter me," said Hester, smiling ; " give all the praise to God. I want you to try Martha's bread when you have rested a little. I suppose I must beard the lion, and make you a cup of tea." "She won't do anything but growl," said Elevia; " she tries to make herself appear worse than she really HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 203 is. It is unpleasant to have her here. She and Mason don't agree about anything. She seems to be afraid that she shall do a kind act. I verily believe she would be as much ashamed to speak a kind word, or do a lov- ing- deed, as you would not to." "Quite likely," said Hester; "I have seen such folks." " Good morning, Miss Thropee." " Mornin'," was the gruff reply. " How is your health ? " said Hester. " Good 'nuff, I s'posc ; it ought to be in this 'ouse." " There is a good deal to do, I know," said Hester. " Elevia is all worn out doing the work and being broken of her rest with the babe." " Fudge ! She didn't 'ave anybody in bed to wait on." " No," said Hester ; "it is a good deal of care and labor to look after sick persons as they should be. I thought you must be all tired out, and so I came over to take care of baby and Elevia a day or two, and relieve you of that trouble." Miss Ann was cornered. She grumbled over some- thing which Hester did not stop to understand. " I'll trouble you to show me where the tea and sugar are," said Hester. " Elevia must take a good deal of nourishment." " In there, I s'pose ; find it, an' ye will. When I lay in bed I don't eat." "Well," said Hester, "doctor says she has a low nervous fever, and that baby must be weaned, and she have great care, or she will go in a decline. Where did vou say the sugar was ? " " I didn't say," laughed Miss Ann. " I had to hunt for it, an' you kin." 204 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " 0, well, I'll find it ; never mind." Hester went to a closet, found a very little in a bowl, made her tea, and hurried from the room. " Bread in there somewhere," said Miss Ann. " I don't wish any," said ITester. " I brought some." She did not stop to hear the reply. " 0, yes, ye thought mine warn't good 'nuff, I s'pose. I kin make as good bread as you kin." Mr. Giles said, " Whew I " when he found Hester there, but was as polite as ever when they met ; "was glad she could come," &c. " She loves good living," said he. " Ann, starve her out." " Fll fix 'er," was the reply. " I can stand it a day or two," thought Hester, as she saw the starved-looking table. Dr. Edward took Mr. Giles aside, told him that his wife was in danger (which was really true), and that she must have the best of care, or she would die. " She will be sick a long time at best," said he ; " perhaps you had better call in another physician ; I should prefer to have you." " 0, I don't wish to do that ; but it seems to me, if Elevia would arouse herself, she might get up sooner." " But, my dear man," said the doctor, " that is im- possible ; we must get her up. This nervous prostra- tion is the worst disease in the world : there is nothing to build upon. By the way, sometimes change of scene will work wonders rouse up the dormant energies, and set things right. If they would take her home a few weeks, she might rally. Don't you think they would ? " he inquired. HESTEIl'S VISIT TO SIRS. GILES. 205 " I don't know, I am sure," said Mr. Giles. He was thinking what a saving it would be what a fuss it was to have a sick wife. " I think father would like to have her come ; she would be welcome there. I'll speak to him, and let you know in a day or two. She is growing weaker, and will not be able to ride there soon." " Well," said Mr. Giles, " I'd like to have you ask him. As you say, change may do her good. Ann will have to stay, at all events, for the present, and Winnie can go to school." " 0," said the doctor, indifferently, " Winnie will kave to go with her, until Unie gets acquainted with the rest of them." " Yes, I suppose she will have to go," said Mr. Giles. " Perhaps," said the doctor, " I had better see father to-night : time is precious. If she goes, Hes- ter must stay and fix her off, and perhaps she could take Elevia in her strong arms. I'll see." He went in. " Now keep quiet, sister," he said. " You mustn't even think. Leave the future in the hands of God ; now you have enough to do to get well. Hester, pack her trunk ; you know sick folks need a good many things." " I understand," was the arch reply. Hester found it difficult to keep her patient quiet. " 0, auntie," she said, " death would be preferable to life under such circumstances. I should not be afraid to die. I believe my sins are forgiven, and yet I hardly dare to live. I hope in Christ, but I cannot rejoice. What is the reason ? Perhaps I ought to be willing to stay with Mason, and bear it all patiently. If I could know my duty, I would try to do it." 206 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " I remember the dying words of dear Harmony," said Hester, " after receiving her husband's penitent let- ter. ' One cannot die just when they please, or live either. I have longed to die.' But then she was will- ing that God's will should be done. She was calmly, serenely hpapy, resting like a weary infant in its moth- er's bosom. 0, it was a blessed privilege to be with her! She was a perfect illustration of the power of faith. I want you, my dear Elevia, to find rest in trusting God. Go home, recover your health, and wait. God, in his providence, will lead you in the path of duty. ' Cast your care upon him, for he careth for you.' I will go out for a walk with Unie. Winnie is having a line sleep." " I am glad," said Elevia. " Poor child, she has had a hard experience here ! I hope something better will turn up for her." " I hope so," was the reply ; " now you try to sleep, dear." Hester stooped, kissed the pale check, held Unie down for a kiss, and left her. " I wonder what makes Hester know just what peo- ple want," thought the invalid, " and just what to say I was feeling worried with baby's noise. Hester is a living epistle, known and read of all men. I never heard the most sceptical doubt her sincerity. Mr. Giles thinks she is a Christian, if there is such a tiling." Hester reflected upon Elcvia's remarks concerning Winnie's hard experience, and thought sadly of the experience of her whole life. " Who has a better right to her than I have ? " she mused. " Her dying mother confided her to me ; and when Elevia is able to take care of the baby, she shall come home, and go to school." HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 207 "0, 0, ! " cried En vena Wiley, as she ran towards Mr. Giles' " 0, dear!" " What is the matter? " said Hester, going hastily to overtake her, and prevent her entering the house in such excitement. " What has happened ? " "0, ! " was all Envena could say, 'mid the wild- est kind of weeping. Hester hurried on, and over- took her, laid her hand on her shoulder, and said, kindly, "What is the matter, dear? Don't go in. Elevia is very sick : tell me what it is." " Dead, doad," sobbed Envena ; " Johnnie is dead : they found him by the jug, dead." Ann was as much terrified and as wild as Envena, when informed. " I can't bring 'im to," she cried. " What did you come to me for ? Lordy, Lordy ! if there is a decent child, it dies, or something." " You had better go over, Miss Ann," said Hester, " and try to comfort the poor mother. Perhaps he is in a fainting fit, and may be brought to life." Envena caught at that idea, said, " Come," and she herself started for home. Hester awoke Winnie, left baby in her care, and went to see if she could assist in any way. She found the little one, not quite four years old, still lying on the ground beside the jug, the hot, scorching rays of the sun fulling on the cold, dead face ; the mowers standing around in silent bewilderment, too much intoxicated to fully realize the meaning of what they saw ; the dis- tracted parents weeping bitterly. 0, what a sight I Hester understood it all at a glance. There stood the destroyer, with the sugar, glasses, HESTEE STKONG'S LIFE WORK. and all, on a waiter ; and there stood the human accom- plices, mute with amazement and consternation. Her first impulse was to raise the dear remains in her arms, and remove it from the beastly, brutalizing scene to a place of security ; but it occurred to her that it was customary to hold an inquest in such cases ; so she knelt there by the dead, and, holding her apron so as to pro- tect the face, begged one of the men to go to the house for *au umbrella. She inquired if the doctor and a jus- tice had been sent for. " No," was the reply. " Then go for them immediately/' she said ; " life may not be entirely extinct." Ah, it might not have been had the proper efforts been made when the child was first discovered. It was deep, deep intoxication then ; the hot, scorching sun, falling directly upon him, had finished the work ; and now he sleeps in death. The demon of the still has received another victim offered at midday. " God of justice ! " murmured Hester, as, kneeling on the green, fresh grass, she chafed the little soft baby hand, and removed the flaxen curls from the smooth, white forehead, " will the accursed fire never, never be extinguished, except by the blood and tears of little chil- dren ? How long, Lord, "how long ? When wilt thou arise in thy might to avenge the wrongs of the inno- cent, and punish the guilty ? " And the answer came back slowly and distinctly to her inner consciousness, " When my servants do my bidding, when my soldiers are brave, courageous, and self-sacrificing, then shall my kingdom be established, and the kingdom of Satan, with all its terrible engines of destruction, shall fall with a HESTER'S VISIT TO MRS. GILES. 209 mighty crash ; and I, Jehovah, will reign, and send peace on earth ! " They buried him ; and the evening dews fell, like tear- drops wrung from Nature, over the untimely dead, slain by her own munificent gift to man, converted by his cupidity and ingenuity into a consuming fire. Let all who oppose the Temperance Reform go look at the little grave ! Ay, at thousands of little graves, scattered all around them, made by the accursed influence of intox- icating drinks ! Let them look into the homes desecrated and desolated by intemperance. Let them look into the helpless, hopeless face of the drunkard's wife, and her prematurely old children, and oppose the passage of any law that may send relief, if they dare, while God is look- ing on. The love of gain, the pleadings of a vitiated appe- tite, may impel them to oppose any and every effort of the friends of humanity. But there will be a day of reckoning which they cannot evade. God, the Judge, will hold them to a strict account. Little Johnnie's death caused quite an excitement in the village ; all thought the liquor had been drugged. Mr. Stillman was accused of the sin. Mrs. Stillman was distressed beyond measure, while he still persisted that it was a lawful calling. " I feel very thankful," said Mr. Trueman to his family, " that I have been brought to see the evil of rum-selling, and left it off. I once thought it was right. Did you know, Linnie, that my father used to sell a hogs- head per week, out in this store ? Why, our minister used to buy ten gallons at a time." 14 210 IIESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Is it possible ? " was the reply. " Why, people talk as if there was more drunkenness now than ever." "Yes, I know it," said Mr. Trueman ; "they talk so, and sometimes I speak so ; but is it true, considering tho increase of population ? I think a little reflection will show it to be false ; at. least, as far as the quantity is concerned, I think the quality is poorer and more poi- sonous. I don't think a clergyman can be found, now, who would use ardent spirits for a beverage. Why, it isn't a great while since the bells were rung in one of our cities, at eleven and four o'clock, for the workmen to take a drink of liquor, while no bells called them to their meals. I admit that there may be more real drunken- ness and crime ; mind, I say there may be ; but it is owing to the drugging of liquors. Population is increas- ing, and people come in contact with each other more frequently. We know more of each other's affairs. Once a man got drunk, beat his wife and children, and went to bed : that was the end of it. Now, if a man beats his wife in a drunken fit, it is known and talked of. Opportunities for crime arc greater, the denser the pop- ulation. At all events, the cause has begun to be agi- tated ; drinkers and rum-sellers are distressed ; that is encouraging. Mr. Wiley talked very hard to mo tlie morning before Johnnie died, because I had taken the course I have ; threatened to ruin my trade, and make a poor man of me yet." " He can't can Ire ? " said Susie. "I don't know," said Mr. Trueman; "I must leave the result of my actions with our heavenly Father. I have done what I thought was right. If nominally tem- perance people would come to a knowledge of the truth, ail would be well." HESTER'S VISIT TO MKS. GILES. 211 " Never fear, husband," said Mrs. Trueraan ; " I had rather be poor than bo made rich at such a sacrifice of principle. We are all well ; and, with a clear conscience on that point, we shall never want for the necessaries of life." Elevia cast a long 1 , lingering glance at the fine new house, with its capacious barn, its neat flower-garden, as she left, and, lying back in Hester's loving arms, thought of the bright hopes that had been blasted, of the sorrow, dis- appointment, and pain, which came to her, instead of the peace and happiness she had anticipated. All was dark, dark in the future of this life. Mr. Giles was very happy and talkative. Dr. Edward rode beside them with Win- nie and the baby. To him, to Hester, and to the whole family, this was a more trying event even than Harmony's death. Now they realized the truth of the old saying, " Living trouble is worse than dead trouble." Several times the little company stopped to rest the invalid, who seemed more feeble than they supposed. The doctor was shocked at the absence of all affection or tender solicitude on the part of Mr. Giles. He was in haste to get back and attend to his hay. " Come, Elevia," he said, briskly, " hurry up and get rested." " Tell him to drive on," whispered Elevia ; " I can bear it." And so on they went, and deposited the almost fainting daughter in her father's arms a wreck of her former self. " She don't look so fresh, and fair, and happy as she did when I gave her to you, Mr. Giles," said Mr. Lover- ing. "Hut" and ho emphasized the word "but we will try to bring back the smiles and roses, and sec 212 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. to it that the frost don't kill them a second time won't we, Mr. Giles ? " " Why, yes, che has faded amazingly since she was married. I've noticed it, but I can't understand it : every wish has been gratified. We men don't fade so." " That depends upon circumstances," said Mr. Lover- ing, thoughtfully. " But all women do not fade and become sickly as soon as they go to housekeeping. My Mary didn't, the doctor's wife hasn't, and many others I could mention. I think it was not intended that it should be so. Women are sensitive plants ; they need kind, tender treatment, Mr. Giles ; but it pays ; I tell you nothing pays better." Mr. Giles stepped just in- side the door, where lEester and Mrs. Payson were engaged in reviving Elevia, who had fainted from fatigue and the mental suffering she had endured, and said, in a careless manner, " Hurry up, Elevia, and get well ; for Ann isn't a very good housekeeper. Good by." Mr. Lovering plunged his hand into his hair, when he was gone, and said, '' Zounds, Edward, he hasn't the least bit of affection for her. She is the same as a slave ; I see that. She shan't trouble him in the future." " She will trouble no one long," said the doctor, eadly, " unless she rallies soon." THE STRUGGLE AND THE TRIUMPH. 213 CHAPTER XXIII. THE STRUGGLE AND THE TRIUMPH. THE COUNCIL. MR. GILES' VISIT. " 0, IT is hard ! " sighed Elevia, as the united efforts of Mrs. Payson and Hester restored her to consciousness again. " I am just a burden to you all ; he does not care for me ; no, no ! And I thought I was going so easily ; it is hard to come back just to suffer and be a burden to you all." " Now don't feel so," said the widow, bustling about with her eyes full of tears ; " you are just no burden at all to me. Why, I really think I shall be better content- ed, now that I have you to wait upon ; so don't worry." " But baby will be such a care I She is teething, and you can't think how worrisome she is." " I guess I know all about that ; my youngest child had a hard time getting its teeth ; she cried day and night. Don't let that trouble you don't. Come, the front chamber is all ready ; you will be away from the noise. I'll do the best I can for you. It won't be like having mother, I know ; but I've been a mother, and I've lost a mother ; so I know something how you feel. There, don't try to walk ; you haven't come to yet," she said, as Elevia made the attempt, and sank back in an almost helpless condition. " Hester and I can make a chair, school-girl fashion, and carry you. There, now ! 214 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. isn't the bed soft ? I stirred and shook it with all my might, for I knew you would be tired after your ride. Now you stay with her, Hester, you understand her ways best, and I will see to the baby." " Winnie will tell you just how to prepare her food," whispered the invalid. " 0, yes," was the reply ; " I will let Winnie fix her food ; so rest easy about that. And if you want any namable thing in this house, you can have it, I know, just the same as ever. I hope you will get a nap and feel better soon." Elevia lay quite still for some time after Mrs. Payson left the room. Hester took a seat by the bedside, and waited ; now and then she stroked the soft but somewhat faded hair. " I think I shall like her," said Elevia, suddenly, "and her quick, bustling way won't trouble me ; it will divert my mind." " You are right, my child," said Hester, relieved from anxiety on that account ; " she is the very soul of sin- cerity and kindness. She and your mother were firm friends, but as different as could be in many respects. Now try to rest, dear." Another pause. Hester hoped she was sleeping. " It is hard, 0, so hard ! " moaned Elevja. " Life was so bright ! I thought he loved me ; our home was pleas- ant ; we had everything I could wish. That makes the cup more bitter, auntie, and yet I must drink it all." " Remember, dear," said Hester very softly, for her heart was full, " remember it is a Father's hand that holds the cup. Remember the words of the dear elder Brother, in his untold agony in the garden ' Not my will, but thine, be done.' Dear Elevia, can you say thus ? " THE STRUGGLE AND THE TRIUMPH. 215 " Xot yet, not yet, auntie ; my heart is hard. I can't be willing to have all my beautiful dreams of happiness fade out in such terrible darkness. I can't say it. 0, I am not a Christian, after all ! Pray, auntie, pray ; I can't say it ; I can't feel it. I am not a Christian all my beautiful things are laid waste I am so unhappy ! I must die ; I feel sure of it ; I must die and after death is the judgment and I have no Advocate with the Father no hope ! I shall go from misery to misery more awful than tongue can tell, and I deserve it all. When in health and prosperity, I scorned the message of mercy, and now I am dying without repentance, without pardon, without peace." Hester laid her hand soothingly upon the hot, throbbing head, and begged her to be quiet, while she should com- mend her case to God. " 0, yes, pray, auntie," she said ; " pray that, if it be possible, this cu'p pass from me." " If it may not," said Hester, " what then ? " " That I may be willing to drink it, even to the very dregs." Hester was no stranger at the mercy-seat ; the lan- guage of prayer was familiar and pleasant to her. Her armor was always bright. Every want, every fear, every desire of the poor suffering one was spread out before the Lord and his Anointed, fervently and effectually. Word by word the sick one followed her, slowly and painfully, as if the words sprang from her own burdened soul; and when Hester said, "Amen," she added rever- ently, " Not my will, Lord, not my will, but thine, be done." All was silent again for a few moments, and then Elevia remarked, 216 HESTER STEONG'S LIFE WORK. " That was a terrible struggle, auntie, but it is over for the present, at least, thank God. I thought I loved Jesus before, and that my sins were forgiven for his sake ; but while coming here, I realized how entirely my husband was alienated from me, and also that my days were num- bered ; and my heart rebelled. 0, the bitterness of that hour, auntie ! may it never, never return ! " " I think it will not, dear ; I trust your faith will grow brighter and brighter, until it overcomes the world. Per- haps, if I sing to you some of the beautiful hymns your mother and Harmony loved so well, you will drop asleep." " Do, auntie, for I am so very tired ; take my hand in yours, please." Hester sang, " My faith looks up to Thee," &c., till the weary sufferer fell into a quiet sleep. She was startled as she noticed the change that had taken place in the last few hours. All their efforts to save her would be in vain, she feared. About her soul she felt quite easy. She had noticed a change in her for some time past. Her great darkness she attributed to bodily weakness, and the mental suffering through which she had just passed. " If it is God's will to take her," she said to Mr. Lovering, " we must not hold her back. Under the cir- cumstances, we ought to be willing, and more than willing, for only a life of sorrow and bitter disappointment is before her, if she lives. Mason Giles will never change much, I fear. Elcvia was right when she said he did not care for her ; she is only a slave to him. Some women would have sunk down to the position quietly, uncom- plainingly, and died, scarcely knowing what was the mat- ter with them. But Elevia could not ; she has struggled ineffectually to keep her true position, simply because she THE STRUGGLE AN& THE TRIUMPH. 21 7 had a cold, calculating, selfish being to deal with. It must be servitude and slavish submission, or open war- fare. I think Elevia never fully realized, until yesterday, how utterly hopeless is the task of gaining and retaining her husband's love, and occupying the place of a wife. My feelings were never so outraged in my life as they were by his unfeeling conduct yesterday. I feared she would die in my arms, she was so pale : and yet he never showed the least concern, to say nothing of affection. When I begged him to stop and let her rest, his manner was as brisk as if he were going on a pleasure excursion." " Yes, I noticed that," said Mr. Lovering ; " it pained me severely, and I resolved that she should never return to his house, unless she greatly desired it. For if he had the least bit of affection for her, surely her suffering look yesterday would have called it forth." " Yes, that is so," said Hester. " I think that was a bitter, bitter disappointment to the poor child. 0, how many times the dear girl has said to me in the last few months, ' If he only loved me, I could put up with his faults. I wouldn't mind his locking up everything and doling it out to me as he would to a wasteful, thieving domestic, too mean to be trusted : that might be a fool- ish whim. I wouldn't mind his fretting, if he fretted at others as well as me,' she says often." " Hester," said Mr. Lovering, sternly, " do you pre- tend to say that Mason has treated his wife in that way ? What ! locked up the provisions, sugar and tea, and all, and doled them out to her in driblets ? Zounds ! I never heard the beat of that ! Why didn't you tell mo before ? " he said, plunging the right hand into the inno- cent gray locks. 218 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Simply because she requested me not to," was the calm reply. " She wished to keep it a secret, hoping that he might sec his mistakes, and rectify them." " Niggardly man ! " he groaned ; " and at the same time spending so much for outside show. Now I under- stand why Elevia seemed to fail in cooking, and why she always looked so distressed and vexed when Mason ral- lied her about the scantiness of her provision for the table." After a short pause he continued, sadly, " Hes- ter, I need Mary at such times as this. I need the ten- der, mournful glance of her eye, when passion, my old enemy, begins to rise. I was a terribly passionate man once ; quick as a flash. I thought I had conquered a peace. You know the reason why I used to pull my own hair," he said, smiling sadly ; " it was to keep my tongue still. But lately my tongue runs first, and the pulling comes afterwards, as a punishment. Heigh-ho ! I fear I shall get to be as ungovernable as ever, if some loving hand don't hold me in a little." " Your Christian hope, Mr. Lovering, ought to be as an anchor to you, both sure and steadfast. You have been sadly tried recently." " That is no excuse," was the quick reply. " I know where to look for strength and help ; I'll go there. I am ashamed of myself." A consultation was held over Elcvia's case, soon after she reached her father's house, and nearly all hope of her recovery was relinquished. Hester and Martha went back and forth, like ministering angels. Judith, even, lent a willing hand, arid made herself very useful, and won the gratitude of the whole family by her skilful kindness. Hester proposed to take Unie home, saying, THE COIL.VCTL. 219 " Martha and I can take care of her as well as not, and Winnie can stay to sit with you, she is such a quiet little thing." Elevia found it difficult to express her satisfaction. " Auntie," she said, "tell me the secret. "How is it that you always know what I want without asking ? I can do nothing more for my precious babe ; I have given her entirely up. 0, ii was hard to do it ! Her noise disturbs me. I want to be very quiet while I live ; and with you and Martha I know baby will be faithfully tended. Yes, I should like that ; but," she continued, with a saddened look, " what a labor, what a task for you 1 Do hire some one to help you." " Rest easy, dear," said Hester ; " I will do so if necessary." '" When I am gone," said the sick one, "father will be her guardian ; that is a comfort. And he says, if Mrs. Payson consents, he shall adopt her, and give her my name. And Winnie, dear little Winnie, you will keep her, Hester. Father has promised to pay for educating her out of Unie's property. What a mercy that father was so firm about securing my property to me ! I was vexed and annoyed at the time, but now I see the wis- dom of it." Mr. Giles was informed of Elcvia's danger, but seemed almost angry. "I expected it," was his reply. "Ann said she would die if she went there. I'll have her brought home, and see if we can't get her up. Exertion, Mr. ring, is what she needs. If she had more energy," ho mused, "I think she might get well. She gave up too soon." 220 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Mr. Levering remained silent till quite composed, and then said, " Mr. Giles, I think my daughter will never leave my house while she lives." " Won't she, though ? " said Mr. Giles, thrown off his guard. " We'll see, we'll see. My wife won't do as I say will she ? Who will hinder ? " " I will," was the firm reply; "I will, or the strong arm of the law will. She is unable to be moved for any cause now, and you cannot touch her. Come over and look at her ; perhaps you will be sorry for treating her so cruelly when you see her." Mr. Giles started nervously. " I tell you, Mr. Levering, I have always treated her well ; I have nothing to be sorry for, only that " He hesitated. " Only what, Mr. Giles ? " " She always said she was well," he said, evasively. " That is the way a man gets cheated. I wish I never had consented to her going home. How is the child ? " " Better," said Mr. Lovering, holding on to the gray locks firmly " better." " Well, I can't say I am glad to hear that. If the mother dies, it would be better if the child could follow her. She would be better off, you see." He was thinking of money. "Perhaps so; but I am selfish enough to want it to live. Come over and look at your injured, suffering wife." " I don't understand you ; you speak in riddles," was the sharp reply. " If my wife suffers, it isn't my fault, but her own. I tell you, Mr. Lovering, she has a good MR. GILES' VISIT. 221 stock of the old family pride and stubbornness. A wife shouldn't set up to have her own way, as she has. The Scriptures say, ' Wives, submit yourselves " " I must go/ 7 said Mr. Lovering, in a low, tremulous voice. " Some other time we will talk about this." Mr. Giles came over Sabbath eve, and seemed some- what surprised at the change in his wife, and sobered by her deathly look. " Mason," said Elevia, holding up her pale, attenuated arm, "you see that I am going. I may have been a poor wife to you, but my heart was yours ; and now, as I stand so near the portals of death, I can say that I have always tried to please you. If I have failed, for- give me ; it was not intentional." She turned her large/lustrous eyes full on his face, and waited for a reply. Mr. Giles was not expecting this ; he was somewhat softened. " Perhaps you have," he said, hurriedly ; "we all make mistakes. I think you have resisted my will rather too much ; but I will forgive you. I hope I have a for- giving spirit. You are willing to be moved home, I dare say ; it is more proper for you to die in your own house. Of course you will make me the guardian of our child's property ; no one can do better for it than I can, I am sure. Ann and I have been missing her, and you, too, Levie. We want you both at home." The pale face flushed deeply, and she glanced hurried- ly from her father^to Mrs. Payson, who started up arid stood between Mr. Giles and the bed. "Why, Mr. Giles," she stammered, "you arc why, I don't know exactly what I am going to say. You see phc only just lived to get here that was all; Hester 222 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. thought she wouldn't but she couldn't live to get back, noways at all. She is weaker, a great deal weaker, now. And about the baby it is real troublesome. Miss Ann would get tired to death of it, it worries so. Why, it takes Hester and Martha half their time to keep it quiet." " 0, as to that," said Mr. Giles, " it is good for chil dren to cry. But, if you please, Mrs. Payson, Levie can speak for herself. What do you say, Levie ? " he said, cheerfully. " Shall I come for you the first fair day ? Your being here is making a good deal of talk, sister Wiley tells me." "0, Mason," she said, pleadingly, "look at me, and tell me if you think I am able. I am almost through. Let me die here, please." Mr. Lovering saw that she was becoming very much distressed, and he could endure it no longer. " Mr. Giles," he said, striving to speak calmly, " I wish to see you alone." He motioned Mrs. Payson to stay and comfort Elevia. "You shall do just as you have a mind to, and that child shan't be carried to Miss Ann never ; so rest easy, dear. It was too bad for him to talk in that way. How I wish Hester was here this blessed moment ! She would know just what to say to you, and one of her prayers would make you as quiet as a lamb. There, let me read some of them hymns, or something out of the Bible shall I?" Elevia made no reply. " If you just want me to keep still, tell me so. 0, I know ; I'll call your little comforter." Elevia nodded. " I won't be gone a second," she said, darting out of MR. GILES' VISIT. 223 \ the room, saying to herself, " I wish I was her mother this blessed night, I do. Poor child ! I could say some things then that I can't now. If he ever asks me to marry him again, I will, if it's the day after the funeral. I should like to see them get that child then. Why, why ! who would a thought it of him ! the old brute, he hasn't a mite of feeling. Winnie/ 7 she said, " Mr. Giles has worried your aunt's life almost out of her. She's got one of them terrible nervous turns. Kun, child, and see if you can quiet her. I can't." Winnie saw at a glance that silent sympathy was the best medicine. She kissed her tenderly, and passed her small, soft hand gently over the throbbing temples. " That is nice," whispered the sufferer, closing her eyes wearily ; " it rests me." An hour passed, and still sleep came not. Patiently Winnie kept her post. " Can't you sing, Winnie ? Perhaps that will stop my thinking ; I feel terribly. I can't keep still," she said, tossing her arms. " Uncle .Edward is in the parlor ; let me call him," said Winnie. " He will give you something to take." 11 Not while Mason stays here," was the reply. " I know what they are talking about, and it distresses me." Winnie came back in a moment, saying, " He is going now, auntie, and uncle is coming to re- lieve you." All that passed in the parlor we may not tell ; but Mr. Giles threw off all disguise, and said many hard, unfeel- ing things ; declared ho had been cheated and deceived about the property. He wouldn't have married her if he h;i.(l known. " Didn't you tell mo, Mr. Giles," said Mr. Levering, 224 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " when you asked me for my daughter, that you didn't want the property ? that you had enough to support her, and wished she was poor, that you might prove your devotion to her ? You can't deny it. Is that a speci- men of your sincerity, Mr. Giles ? " " 0, well, I didn't care for that paltry thousand or two ; if she had been poor it would have been all the same. But then a man wants his just rights that's all I've had the trouble of her, and it's just that I should have the control of the child, and what little property there is. Who has a better right to control a child than a father, I should like to know ? I'll see what the law says about this thing. You've rather got the whip-row of me ; but we'll see." And he strode away. " Unmasked," said Dr. Edward. Mr. Giles called at Mr. Manlie's to inquire after Unie ; was very pleasant and sympathetic ; spoke of " poor Elevia " with much apparent feeling, and said nothing of what had been transpiring. Unie was shy of him at first ; but he showed her his watch, gave her his knife, &c., until by and by she sat composedly on his knee, when his manner changed. " Miss Marilie," he said, in a commanding tone, "bring the child's cloak; I am going to give her an airing. And you may as well pick up her clothes gener- ally ; she will remain at my house for the present." The family were astonished ; Hester remonstrated ; Martha pleaded ; but all in vain. " It will kill the baby," said Hester. " She is a stranger to you, and Ann hates her, and you know it. Come, let us keep her ; it won't cost you anything. Elevia will be distressed beyond measure." MR. GILES' VISIT. 225 " I can't help that," was the cold reply. " I have a rig-lit to my child. She has got to die, at any rate ; it won't make much difference ; and the baby would be better off if it should die too." " I think so," said Hester ; " but I don't want her to cry herself to death. Come to auntie, darling." The child reached out her arms. " No, no," said Mr. Giles ; " little girl, you must go with me whether they get 3 r our things or not." lie started for the carriage ; baby commenced crying piteous- ly. " 0, that won't frighten me," he remarked, looking from one to another ; " I've heard that before." " If you wish to prove to the world that you are a monster, wh} r , take her," said Hester. " Wait, and I will get her things." By this time all the family were in tears. Little Mary opened her large eyes in utter amazement. " Ganpa kie, artic kie, Mamie kie," she kept saying. Little Elida stamped her tiny foot, saying, " Naught} 7 man to carry off my little baby-dirl. Gis her to auntie, naughty man." " God reward you," said Hester, as she fastened the little cloak and unclasped the tiny hands that clung to her. " God punitsh you," said the gentle Martha, " for this and the other " She broke down and wept aloud. When Elida saw him drive off, she exclaimed, " Now, I'll tell God 'bout him ; " and she too com- menced crying. II ester hastened to her own room. Grandpa and baby tried to comfort Martha. " Don't kie, urtie, don't kie. Mamie kie." lu a bhort time Hester appeared all ready for a walk. 15 lijij 1JKSTKU STKONG'S LIFE Wo::iv. " Martha,," said she, " I shall follow her. Mind that Elovia don't know anything of this. If she wishes to see baby, why, make some excuse till I bring 1 her back. iKiu't tell it to anybody. If Mr. Lovering comes, charge hiia to keep it from Winnie and Elcvia. I'll bring her back," she said in a husky voice. Mrs. Pay son was very uneasy after Mr. Giles left. " Mr. Levering," said she, " it is my humble opinion that he will go straight to Mr. Manlie's and take the child, and I wish you would take the doctor's horse and head him off. Now, come, do ; it will be awful if they get her." " 0, 110 danger of that," was the reply ; " it would be too much trouble. What would he do that for ? lie can't get the property." " Perhaps not," was the quick reply; "but couldn't he torment your life out of you ? and couldn't he let that child cry its eyes out of its head ? What would he care ? And if the child worries itself to death, wouldn't the property go to him ? " " It would if steps were not taken to prevent it," was the reply. "Well, then," said the earnest little woman, "take all the steps that are necessary do ; but don't let him lay his hands on that child. Didn't he say it was good for the blessed little things to cry, and die, too ? You heard him." Mr. Lovering looked thoughtful. " If he is going to take her to-night, I am too late ; his horse is a fast one. I can't get there in season ; but 1 will go over early iu the morning, and put them on their ^uard." ABOUT THE BABY. 227 CHAPTER XXIV. ABOUT THE BABY. TROUBLE UPON TROUBLE. THE PROPOSAL. EARLY the next morning, Mr. Lovering rode up to Mr. Manlie's door. Somehow, his heart misgave him. He dreaded to inquire for baby, who had learned to reach out its little arms, as it had never done to its father. Martha burst into tears as soon as she saw him. " What is it ? " said he, dropping into the nearest chair. " Where are Hester and baby ? " Tlje old emphatic " Zounds ! " sprang to his lips when Martha informed him ; but he resolutely held it back, thinking how the word had troubled Mary. He simply said, " Ileigh-ho I This will be a terrible blow to Elevia. Martha, that man is a villain. I'll ride over and see if I can't bring them back." " You had better not," said Martha ; " Hester will get along best alone. Does Elevia know you were Com- ing here ? " " No, Mrs. Pay son knows it. She wanted mo to come last night ; she thought he would take it ; I didn't. I promised her I'd ride over and see." " Well, don't let Elevia know a word about it ; don't tell her you have been here: and if she wants t<> 228 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. her, make one excuse after another, and put her off. Just the moment she gets back with her, we will let you know." " I'll do as you say about that," said Mr. Levering ; " but I'll see Mr. Leonard to-day, and know what the law says about these things." He returned home disheartened and anxious. " Then he has taken her," said Mrs. Payson, as soon as he rode up to the door. " Yes," was the reply, " and that isn't the worst of it ; I don't know how in the world we shall get her again. Hester followed her ; what she intends doing I don't know. But Elevia and Winnie must know nothing of this ; so you had better not speak of it to any one. If he loved the child, or had almost anybody to take care of her, except Ann, it would be different." He leaned his head on the table in a desponding mood. Mrs. Payson fluttered about like a wounded bird. " Now, if I had only married him," she thought, " I should know what to say to comfort him. Well, I won't refuse again if he ever asks me." Tears came into her eyes ; she couldn't bear to see him feel so. She sat down at the other end of the table, leaned her elbow on it, her head on her hand, instead of going to his side, as her heart prompted her. " You have had trouble upon trouble, Mr. Lovering," Baid she, " and you bear it as a Christian should. I could not bear it half so well." " I don't know about that," was the reply. " I am sure your life has been full of self-denying, Christian love ever since I knew you. My esteem for you has been greatly strengthened recently, and my children are learn- THE PROPOSAL. 229 ing to respect and love you ; so your objections to be- coming my wife are growing less and less. Perhaps, when Elevia took your hand and placed it in mine last night, you did not fully understand her meaning. I did. She had expressed a wish to me that you might become my wife, and be a mother to her child before she leaves me. They have gone one at a time Mary and Har- mony ; and Elevia is almost through, poor child," he groaned. " It will be a comfort to her to know that you will help me train her child. You can do so as my house- keeper, but better, much better, as my wife. I know I am asking a great deal of you," he said, sadly ; " per- haps I am selfish ; but I need you, Mrs. Payson ; yes, I need you as much as the baby. I believe I am getting to be a child myself, or I should have waited until it was all over before speaking to you again on this subject." He bowed his head, and wept. " No wonder if you are weak and childish," said Mrs. Payson, herself weeping, "after all you have suffered; and then to think how you have been kept awake nights ; it is enough to kill you. On some accounts I would rather wait until it is all over ; but if it will be any com- fort to you or her, why, it is no matter. I have been sorry ever since she came home that I didn't marry you before ; and if I could have seen all the trouble that was coming upon you, why, I would in a moment. But I was afraid I wasn't just the one to please the children, and then I shouldn't have been happy. But now, if I can be any help to you, take me ; I am a poor creature at best. I hope you won't be sorry, and I feel sure I shan't." " I thank you a thousand times, Mrs. Payson," he 230 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. said, rising and taking her hand. " Come, lot us cheer up, and go and tell Levie about it. The dear child is feeling anxious lest the additional care may drive you away from me." " 0, she needn't, poor darling. I shall stay all the sooner. I shouldn't be fit to live if I could leave you with the care of a little, helpless babe. I was only afraid they wouldn't like me that's all ; I am so different from Mary. I never can fill her place. I feel almost afraid now." She hesitated, and turned pale. " You need not fear, my dear Mrs. Pay son." "Call me 'Lizzie;' William always did," said the widow. " I know of no one that will please me or my children but yourself," said Mr. Lovering. " We have proved you, and you were Mary's friend, you know. Life has been robbed of its romance ; we have learned to live amid its sober realities, to enjoy its blessings and bear its sorrows have we not, Lizzie ? " " I should think we might have learned," was the reply. "I, at least, am a dull scholar. But we have both seen affliction, and can understand each other, I think. I am not afraid on my Own account." " Then you need not fear," was the prompt reply. " My poor, wounded affections are yours, and you have quite won the hearts of my children. Olive, even, the most obstinate of them all, had no objections. Come, let us make Elcvia glad for a moment." He led her in, and with a calm, peaceful look on his face, said, " Bless us, my child ; she has consented to take me for better or for worse little Unie, sick Elevia, and all. Can't you thank her ? " THE PROPOSAL. 231 The sick one reached out her pale, thin hand, and said, with a smile, " Yes, dear father, I can ; and you, too, for coining so soon to tell me. And 0, Father in heaven," she said, fervently clasping her hands, " I thank thee, too, for raising up one so kind and worthy to be a comfort to my father and a mother to my babe." Mrs.. Payson was much affected ; she stooped over the sick one, saying, " Can you love me, dear, and trust me with your child? Are you willing I should occupy your mother's place ? Then I am happy. God helping me, I will try to do right by little tuie, and help your father bear the burdens of life." Sealing her promise with a kiss, she busied herself in making the invalid comfortable. " What does Winnie say to all this ? " said Mr. Lov- ering. " Do you think you will like to have a new grandmother ? " " Why, I have been saying, ' Bless the Lord, my soul/ ever since you came in," was the joyful reply. " I had a great deal rather have Mrs. Payson for grand- mother than housekeeper, for now she is ours, you see ; she belongs to us ; she is all our own, and we can have her always, unless " Winnie's voice faltered " un- less God takes her." " You precious, darling child," said Mrs. Payson, folding her in her arms, " it won't be very hard to be- long to you ; that is a fact. I loved you the moment I hii 1 my eyes on your blessed face. And you arc such a patient little nurse, it almost kills me to see you so confined. I can't have it so much longer. There, clear, 232 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. now we are good friends for life I hope ; so go and play out in the open air for an hour. I will stay with auntie." " I should like to read my new book uncle Edward bought me," was the reply, "if you are willing." " Why, child, haven't you had time to read that yet ?" said Mrs. Payson. " Well, I never 1 You are the patient- est little thing I ever saw. Read it ? Yes, indeed, only go and find some good, cool, shady place out of doors. And don't stir till it is finished, unless you wish to." " I thank you," said Winnie. " I wanted to read it very much, but the leaves rattled and made auntie start. Can I bring you anything, auntie," she inquired, " be- fore I go?" "No, darling," was the reply; "go and enjoy your book now. You are auntie's comforter in every sense of the word." HESTER RESCUES THE BABY. 233 CHAPTER XXV. HESTER RESCUES THE BABY FROM ITS UNNATURAL FATHER. DR. EDWARD'S TIMELY ARRIVAL. IT was quite dark when Hester arrived at Mr. Giles'. The nervous sobbing of little Unie smote her ear pain- fully. She listened a moment. " Wat did you bring that young un 'ere for, I wonder ? I won't touch 'er, more'n I would a snake." " Corne, Ann, don't be so mean ; I thought you'd do that much to help me. Undress her ; she is most used up. I've conquered her ; I don't believe she'll raise the neighbors again to-night, screaming. It's the real Lover- ing temper isn't it ? " " Do'no ; guess she got some on't t'other side," was the glum retort. " Young uns are a plague, any way. Come 'ere, then." A quick, sharp cry followed this speech. Hester raised the latch and entered. " Good evening, Miss Ann," said she. " I thought you would have trouble, and came over to help you take care of her, till she gets acquainted. Poor little thing ; she is as timid as can be." Mr. Giles arose, and strode towards the baby ; but Hester was before him ; she had little Unie folded tightly in her strong arms. " Mr. Giles," said she, " this child is almost dead. If it should go into a fit and die to-night, it would go hard 234 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. with you. She was perfectly well when you took her. There ! look I see what you have done," as the nervous sobbing 1 ceased, and the little form writhed in strong con- vulsions ; " see ! " " I see ! " was the startled reply. " I didn't think of that. Why ! I never ! What shall I do ? " The little face was black and distorted ; the frail form shook and quivered. Hester wiped the froth from -the blue lips, and said, " Promise me, Mr. Giles, that in two or three days you will carry her back with me, unless she seems per- fectly willing' to stay, and I will try to save her. Will you promise ? " Another struggle. " Yes, yes, save her, and do what you please with her. Don't let her die on my hands so suddenly." Ho had never seen any one in a fit before ; it was truly appalliug. Hester saw that he trembled. " It is strange," said she ; " it acts something like poison. What have you given her, Mr. Giles ? " " 0, nothing ! nothing ! Have I, Ann ? " " Do'no ; good nuff for ye ; needn't bring 'er 'ere/' was the reply. Hester applied herself diligently to re- lieving the little sufferer ; and after a while, the muscles relaxed, the eyes opened. " Birdie, bird," said Hester, " 'tis auntie." The frightened look passed awa}', the little stiff hand was raised painfully to Hester's face, a smile parted the yet blue lips. " She looks very deathly," said Hester. " Yes," said Mr. Giles ; " I never saw anything like it. Do you think she is going to die ? " " I can't tell ; you had better leave me alone with her. HESTER RESCUES THE BABY. 235 If she should have another, as bad as that, right off, I think she would die. It seems to me she must have taken something. Haven't you given her some laudanum, or something, Ann ? You had her when I came." " 0, Lordy, no ! I hain't gin 'er nothin'. He licked 'er; I didn't," she said, as Hester, in removing the child's clothing, pointed at some large red marks. Mr. Giles looked. " Why, I didn't think I struck so hard," he said. Baby shrank away from him, and moved her head from side to side. " Hush ! " said Hester ; " leave her alone with me, or she will have another fit." She was obeyed instantly. They were both thoroughly frightened by this time. " Die, or not die," said Ann, " I ain't done nothin' ; ye needn't a' brought 'er 'ere." Hester slept but little that night. Unie was very rest- less, starting in her sleep, and crying out every now and then. She was glad when the rays of morning peeped in at the window, for she had passed a dreary, lonesome night, and longed to take baby in her arms and make her escape before the inmates of the house arose, but felt that she must wait. " Once well done is twice done," was her motto. If Mr. Giles consented to give up the child, that would end the matter. Three days passed. They were full of trouble and weariness to Hester, full of doubt and anxiety to the friends at home. Little Unie was very sick. The fright, the length of time she had cried, the cruel blows she had received, and change of food, had been too much for her. 236 ITESTEtt STRONG'S LIFE WOEK. Hester really feared that she should never be able to carry her home. Mr. Giles felt mortified and somewhat frightened ; Miss Ann, angry. " Pretty fuss you've got us into ain't ye ? " she said to Hester, when called upon to render some little ser- vice. Hester made no reply, because Ann's voice caused Unie to start, every time she heard it. " Mr. Giles," said Hester, " I think you had better carry us home ; the child will never be any better here. Every time she opens her eyes, it seems as if she would go into fits. It is lucky for you that I came, for I cer- tainly think the child would not have lived through the first night. Had she come out of that fit in your arms, or Ann's, she would have gone into another, and so on till she died. It would have been hard for you to con- vince people that you were not guilty of a horrid crime. Yes," she said, "I am glad I came, for your sake as well as other reasons." " It would have been awkward, to be sure," said Mr. Giles, thoughtfully. " And there are those marks, too," said Hester. " I never saw such a sight on so young a child." " I had no idea," said Mr. Giles, " that I should leave a mark ; but she was a stubborn little thing ; she wouldn't stop her screaming till I had whipped her several times." " For shame ! " said Hester ; " the little thing wasn't stubborn ; she was frightened and grieved, that was all. I never saw her show a bit of temper. Come, Mr. Giles, promise me yes, promise me in black and white that you will carry us back, and never take her ag.ii.j without the consent of her guardian, or her own ; and I promise HITTER RESCUES THE BABY. 237 that those marks shall never be seen out of the family, and this whole affair shall be hushed up. I promise never to reveal what I heard through the open window." Mr. Giles started, " Eavesdropping ! " he said, fiercely. " Woman, what did you hear ? " Hester saw the frightened look, and concluded that after all she had not heard the worst. " 0, I heard some things/' Mr. Giles, " that had better never have been heard by mortal ear, to say nothing of the ever-present God." "Eavesdropper! tell me, I say, tell me what you heard." He came close up to her, his whole countenance expressing rage. " Stand farther off," said Hester, sternly ; " you will frighten Uriic to death." " I wish to God she was " He stopped. " I know it, Mr. Giles, I know it ; but you shall not kill her." Hester laid her on the bed, and turned towards him with a calm, resolute look. He seemed to be measuring her from head to foot, while every muscle of his face ex- pressed passion, hatred, ay, malignity. " Devil," he said, hoarsely, " tell me what you heard." " I shall not," said Hester, resolutely. " Mason Giles, I am not an ' eavesdropper.' I came here that night under peculiar circumstances, as you very well know. I kucu- you would need me, and you did. I didn't expect | to hear what I heard," she said, bending towards him and '"g low, "nor see just what I saw, either. I cx- Ui.io crying, nothing more. I hesitated t the door. Am I to bkuue fur hearing what 1 huavd ? 238 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. It was lucky for you that it was I who heard it, and not another," she said, impressively. " But I promise in the presence of God, that I will never repeat all I heard, if you will give me the writing I require." " I'll trust you," said he, the muscles of his face re- laxing ; " I'll trust you ; but if you break your oath, be- ware. But first give me a writing that I shall never be called upon to pay the child's board, or other expenses, and also that you will forever keep a secret those terrible, thoughtless words you heard. I didn't mean it ; I was vexed." " That I will do," said Hester. " Bring me pen and paper." The two papers were exchanged, and Hester made a bundle of the few garments belonging to baby, and wait- ed for Mr. Giles. " I shan't trust 'er, if you do, till she's gin suthin better 'n that ; 'er tongue is allers a runnin'," she heard Miss Ann say, as she stepped out to hasten preparations. A strange feeling came over her as she returned and waited another hour. Unie was in a deep sleep, and everything was still. She felt timid ; it was a new feel- ing to her. " My nerves are getting weak," she thought ; " I haven't slept much for three nights. Mr. Giles," she called, " are you almost ready ? Unie is sleeping, and it is getting late. I should like to go now." " I have concluded not to go till morning, it is so late," was the reply; "and Ann will help you take care of Unie to-night." " I am sorry," said Hester ; " the longer you keep her, the more stir it will make. But Ann can't help me ; it DR. EDWARD'S TIMELY ARRIVAL. 239 would only worry the child, and keep me awake. If you are not going, I will lock the door, and lie down, while baby sleeps. Good night." Hester knelt in prayer, first of all, and then threw herself wearily on the bed. She could not think she was in danger, and yet she could not feel that she was safe. She knew not what to expect. She arose and looked from the window. The darkness, as it gathered over hill and valley, made her feel more lonely. Unie awoke, and partook more heartily of nourishment than she had done before. When she slept again, all was still in the house and on the street. It was eleven. Hester raised the window which opened on the piazza, put on her shawl and bonnet, took the bundle on her arm, folded baby to her bosom, and stepped forth. " Only a mile and a half," she thought ; " I can walk it." The night air felt damp. Little Unie lay like a dead weight on her arms. " I am not so strong as I once was," sighed Hester. " Perhaps I had better have staid till morning ; but I am getting nervous ; that is plain. There is something about that house that is terribly de- pressing ; and I feel as if I must see Elevia. I am afraid this affair will reach her. No, I am glad I started ; I am half way home now." She paused in her walk for a mo- ment, and sat upon a stone. The moon was shining brightly. A carriage came slowly up the hill, and Hester watched it eagerly on its winding way. She arose and stepped out into the light. The doctor drew his rein, and looked at the strange apparition, but recognized her in a moment, saying, " Aunt Hester, is that you ? How came you here ? " " Don't you know ?" said bhe. "I've got the baby, 210 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. and, what is more, a writing from the father. ITere, help me into the carriage, and drive fast, for I do believe the dear child is either dying or having another fit." " It is a fit," said the doctor, springing into the car- riage. " I shall drive -to my own house ; it is about as near, and I can attend to her better there." " I do believe God sent you along just at this critical moment," said Hester. " I can't explain now," she said, in answer to a question from the doctor, as she held the little sufferer so she could feel the air. " This is pretty fast getting along," said Hester ; " I am glad we are here, doctor," she continued, as she stepped slowly from the carriage to the ground, " Hester Strong is growing weak, I do believe." " There is a good reason for it," said the doctor ; " worn out in our service. Hester, this must not be any- longer ; you must rest." The doctor spoke to his wife, and for the first time in her life, Hester found herself un- able to render necessary assistance. She was obliged to leave baby in their care and retire. Fortunately, baby did not miss her ; she remained in a partial stupor all night. The doctor retired, and his wife was left alone with the care of Unie. While attending to her wants, she made a discovery which agitated her greatly ; namely, the large, ugly marks mentioned. They were dark now, and looked worse than ever. " Edward," she called, quickly, " come here, do." He was there in a moment. " Look at that," she said, pointing at the marks ; "what is that?" They looked at each other in per- plexity. " Hester has passed through more than we know," said the doctor. DK. EDWARD'S TIMELY ARRIVAL. 241 " Tes, and baby too," was the reply. " What can it mean ? You don't think Mason did it do you ? " " Yes ; who would, if he didn't ? Poor little thing ! I should really like to know what this means, and how Hester came on that hill, at that time of night, with an almost dying child. But we must wait." "Yes," said his wife: "now go to bed again ; you need rest. I shouldn't have called you, but I was fairly frightened. I can take care of her. I am to give her this every hour, you say ? " " Yes." Little Unie seemed better in the morning, but Hester felt quite unwell. " I shall be better in a day or two," she said to the doctor. " I have been over-anxious and over-worked. I was so afraid Martha would worry herself sick, or that Elevia would hear about it. And there is my little Fossie ; I can't bear to leave her. Besides, your father is all broken down. I wish he was nicely married ; don't you, doctor ? " " Yes," said the doctor, promptly, " I do. Do you think Mrs. Payson will marry him ? " " Yes, if I understand such matters," said Hester, smiling. " But they must not be kept in suspense any longer. If you are determined to keep us, you must ride over and tell them we are here, safe and sound. But don't tell them how you found me. Tell them baby is sick from crying so long, with fright, and change of food, &c. That is about the truth isn't it ? And you think she will get over it soon don't you ? " " Xes, 1 hope she may, with good care ; but it will be 16 242 HESTEll STRONG'S LIFE WORK. some time first. That man ought to suffer ; but we must leave him in the hands of God." " I am willing to," said Ilester. " I am glad I haven't got to judge him." " My father never invested any money so well in his life as he did that which he spent on Hester," said Mr. Levering, when the doctor showed him the papers which she had procured from Mr. Giles. " She has been the greatest possible blessing to my family. God bless her." " lie will," said Mrs. Payson ; " hasn't he blessed her, and doesn't he bless every living soul that she staj's with ? Only think how she got that baby ! There isn't another person that could have done it. Her poor mother is expecting Ilester to bring it over to-day. You had better tell her Ilester isn't well ; that will satisfy her." Grandpa Manlie and Martha were rejoiced to hear the news. " Bring them home as soon as it is safe," said Martha. Elida capered about, when told that auntie and Unie were over to uncle Edward's, and coming home soon. " Dare," said she, " I told God 'bout that naughty man, and he said " She paused. " What did he say, pet ? " asked the doctor, greatly amused. " Well, he said 'he'd sec 'bout it.' He did didn't he, auntie ? " MIDNIGHT MUSINGS. 243 CHAPTER XXVI. MIDNIGHT MUSINGS. THE DISCOVERY. CONSCIENCE DIS- TURBED. MASON GILES slept but little that night. For the first time in his life he was angry with himself. " I was a fool to touch the young one, in the first place," he mused "yes, a d d fool! But if Ann had kept still, I shouldn't have whipped her so hard. Of course I didn't mean to kill her." He shuddered. " What if I had ? Hester saved the little creature, I do believe, and my neck, perhaps." He moved restlessly from side to side. " Likely enough I haven't treated Levie just right. I believe she has tried to please me. 0, well, women are always fussing about some- thing ! She needn't have cared whether I loved her or not. What should I care about that if I had a good home ? What if I did fret ? I had a right to, in my own house. I worked hard ; women don't consider that. They have an easy time sitting round in the house ; and when a man comes in, all tired out, why, it must be, ' My dear,' or ' My love,' like Dr. Levering. " Fudge ! that don't get a living, nor pay taxes. A man is a fool to get married. 1 wish I hadn't locked everything up, though, for I don't think Lcvie was waste- ful. Nonsense! Whose business is it? Isn't a man's house his castle ? I thought all men did so father 244 HESTER STROXG'3 LIFE WORK. did. I wonder if brother Wiley lets his wife manage those things ? I'll ask her. Dear me, I wish I could go to sleep ! hard work coming to-morrow. Lev did look pitiful when she asked me to forgive her. I wish I could forget it." lie moved to the other side of the bed as he thought, " Why, I am lying in her place. She was very pretty when I married her. How the fel- lows all envied me ! And, after all, I can't think of anything very bad that she ever did. I wish she hadn't asked me to forgive her, for I'm the most to blame. But I wouldn't tell her so, to save her. No ; I'll be hanged if I do : 'twould please tliem too much. And, after all, wasn't I the head of the family ? She should have sub- mitted to me. It is a wife's place to submit. I wish Ann wouldn't make my tea so strong ! I shan't sleep a wink to-night. She's as stubborn again as Levie that's a fact ; and not half as good a housekeeper. She is a miserable cook, and it costs more to live, too. I mean to get along alone. I suppose I can't, though, till after harvesting ; so I will try to keep still. There is one thing I'm determined to do : I'll get that paper back, or Hester shan't leave. Unic will be big enough to keep house some time, if she lives ; then I'll want her. If Ann could have got in there and stolen the writings, why, they wouldn't have got any more that's certain. If the child should die after Hester has had the care of her three or four days, I'm safe enough. And then, if Lev should happen to die suddenly, I don't believe they'd think to secure the property. I don't know but what things are working well enough. Why in the world can't I go to sleep ? Ilere it is past mid- night. 0, dear ! " He tried to sleep, but his mind was MIDNIGHT MUSINGS. 245 thoroughly waked up. " There now, I think of it," he said aloud, sitting up in bed, " it isn't at all likely that Hester heard me swear I would ' kill the young one, if it didn't stop, and its grandfather, too/ or any of that foolish, passionate talk, for that was before I whipped her the last time. I paid on as if I meant to; she never could have stood that never ; she would have rushed in arid pounced upon me, thinking, sure enough, I meant to kill the child. Why, I had no idea of doing it, or of whipping her half so hard as I did. It was provoking to have Ann say, ' Kill 'er, and done with it ; you'd better. I shan't bury 'er, nor lie nuther, to save yer neck.' She might have kept still. I could have wrung her neck, I was so angry. I declare I be- lieve I should have killed the baby if Hester hadn't come. But she didn't hear that part, I know. What a fool I was to get so frightened I I'll make her tell what she did hear before I carry her home." The night wore away at last ; breakfast was ready. " I'll skim the milk while yer eatin'," said Ann, " and slip round when I carry out a panful, an' see if I can't find that are writin'. Good 'nuff for ye, if ye don't get it ; ye'd no business to gi'n it to 'er." " Perhaps not," said Mr. Giles. " That is a bright thought, Ann ; get it if you can, for I don't want an- other fuss with her, and the sooner they're off, why, the better, you know." They called Hester ; but there was no answer. They tried the door ; it was locked. They called again, but could get no reply. " Both dead, likely as not," muttered Ann ; " a pretty fuss you've got us into." Mr. Giles stood aghast. " Sure enough," he muttered ; " but I should have 246 HESTEll STKOXG'S LIFE WORK. carried them off last night only for your interference. A pretty fuss/' he muttered, " sure enough. Come, let's go round and look in at the window. Gone ! as sure as ," said Mason, " papers and all. Well, that is better than to have them found dead on my hands. That old fox was too much for us, Ann." " Pretty fuss you've got into," was the reply. " Make a nice talk won't it ? Hey ? Gittin' out of the winder at the dead o' night, sick young un, an' all. Good 'nuff for ye ; ye needn't 'ave got married." " It was your fault, Ann," was the angry reply ; " if you had minded your own business, I should have car- ried them off last night, and you know it. Now, there is no telling what will come." " Why, she'll say ye insulted 'er, or threatened to kill 'er, or suthin', pretty likely. I would if ye'd used me so." Mr. Giles raised his hand as if about to strike ; he dropped it again, and strode off, saying, " That woman will be the ruin of me yet." " Strike an' ye dare," was the mocking reply. " I ain't 'fraid on ye, if Lev was." He turned in a terri- ble rage, and shook his fist defiantly at her. " Ann Thropee, if you were a man," he shouted, " I'd beat you to death if you didn't stop ! Curse you, and the laws too ! " The breakfast was eaten in silence. Mason scowled at Ann. Ann scowled back. When it was over, he said, " Well, I've got her promise to keep still, and if she don't, why, she is a liar, like the rest of her sex." " 'Elp yerself if ye can," said Ann. "Wat will ye do 'bout it, if she tells on't- hey ? " "Ann, hold your tongue will you? I'll " He THE DISCOVERT. 247 hurried from the room. Ann laughed mockingly, and screamed after him. "Git another 'ousekeeper, an' ye will. I shan't stay 'ere." " Why, Mason," said Mrs. Wiley, on being consulted, " I should have thought you would have known better. What a talk this will make ! Ilester is on good terms with all the first families in the village. I am sure I don't know why, but she is, though she has got her living nursing, and pretty likely sprang from some low family. The Lowells, and Leonards, and Trueman's think everything of her. I am mortified. Envena is just getting acquainted with the Truemans. How could you be so thoughtless ? " " They ain't no better 'n other folks," said Ann, " if you do creep arter urn." " About locking up things," continued Mrs. Wiley, " why, that depends upon circumstances. My husband never thought of such a thing. Why should he ? He knows I am capable of taking care of them. About Levie, I ain't sure that you were wrong there. She hadn't much judgment, I suppose ; she was brought up at school." " Mind ye don't bring Veene up in the same way. She don't git a cent o' mine, if ye do. Leve's good as you are, fur 'z I know." " Don't worry, Ann : Envena isn't going to school always ; I mean she shall learn to work by and by. If she makes as good a housekeeper as you are, that will do won't it ? Did you say she got out of the win- dow in the night, and walked home with that sick child in her arms ? Don't you suppose she called at Mr. Trueman's on her way home ? " 248 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " 'Ow do I know 'ow she got there ? " " Mason," said Mrs. Wiley, " I tell you what I would do. I would disinherit that child; and never let her have a cent of my property, unless they would let me manage hers. Why, it is monstrous to treat you so ; but I wouldn't lay it to heart. Venie will be a daughter to you won't you, Venie ? " " Yes, mother," was the reply, as the girl arose, and put her arms around her uncle's neck. "It is too bad, uncle Mason ; but I will come and keep house for you, when I am old enough can't I, mother? And aunt Ann can live with us ; then I shall be an heiress shan't I, uncle ? " Mrs. Wiley was chagrined at the last remark. " I see you are thinking of self, as usual," said Mason, who had been a silent listener. " You are like all the rest of them." "You mean the Gileses, I s'posc," said Ann, laugh- ing. " It's my 'pinion the Loverings and Gileses are 'bout alike." " Come, don't, Ann ; you know better," said Mrs. Wiley. " Why, daughter, you shouldn't have said a word about the property," she said, sorrowfully, when they were alone. " I guess I shan't go for anything else," was the reply, " and Ann is a tedious old thing. If I thought I shouldn't get hers, I'd just leave off trying to please her; that's all." " 0, you will get it, no doubt, if you are only cautious, and uncle's too, unless he marries again. So be wise, my dear." Mr. Giles didn't feel very comfortable for several CONSCIENCE DISTURBED. 249 days. He expected every one he met to speak of those events about which he could not help thinking. He started at the sound of every carriage, looked for something unpleasant to take place, wished he could know where Hester was, and what she was saying about him, what she really did hear, and why she left as she did. AVas she afraid of foul play ? " Well, I don't wonder at it," he thought, " for I did show off, and no mistake ; and Ann is a real old Hot- tentot. If I could get Elevia back, I'd treat her better ; I declare I would. She wasn't so selfish as other wo- men, I do believe. I'd give a dollar to know if she has heard about Unie ; but I dare not go there. So men generally don't lock up provisions. I wish I'd known that before. It is all a sham about men being the head of the family, and I might as well come under petticoat government as other men. Elevia could manage as well as sister Wiley. Why not ? She knows as much as two of her. Well, I guess I've gone the length of my cord, and got brought up without bettering myself. But if Hester Strong keeps her promise, I'll believe in reli- gion, I declare I will." He concluded to drive over to Mr. Trueman's store, and see how he appeared. " If he has heard anything, why, I shall know it. He is none of your hypocrites, if Wiley does cull him so. And Hester would tell him before any one else out of the fam- ily, I am sure." Mr. Trueman appeared just the same as ever; he was en- tirely ignorant of the unhappy affair. Mr. Giles felt better. " I hear your wife is failing," he said. " I am sorry. She will never be able to go home again, Mr. Lovering tells me. It is sad." 250 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " I fear not," was the reply, spoken in a subdued manner. " And your child is very sick, too did you know it? It was taken sick while on a visit to the doctor's with Hester. She is sick, too." "Is she? I hadn't heard of it." Mr. Giles was very much agitated. Mr. Trueman noticed it, and re- marked, " The baby, I hear, is better, and Hester, I hope, will be soon. I don't know what we should, any of us, do without her. I have had great reason to honor and respect her, Mr. Giles, as well as yourself." Mr. True- man was called another way, much to Mr. Giles' relief. He felt satisfied that Ilester had kept her secret so far. "But it will get out/' he mused. "There are those marks. I wish they were in If the family keep still, why, I'll believe in religion. I want to see Levie ; but I won't go there unless she sends for me. If she should send, why, I will tell her I am sorry for some things. But she needn't have felt so bad about it ; most women wouldn't' But Mr. Giles did not know much about women j had not had the best models to study. PASSING EVENTS. 251 CHAPTER XXVII. PASSING EVENTS. SCENES AND INCIDENTS. " WE live among the dying, Jennie," said the doctor, as he seated himself wearily at the breakfast table. " Who is dead, my dear ? " said his wife, as she ceased pouring his coffee, and looked anxiously in his face. ' ' Mr. Pearsons and Patty Stearns ; she died at four this morning." "Is it possible?" was the reply. "How did she seem in her last moments ? " " Calmly and serenely happy. Poor old lady ! she tried to doubt her acceptance with God, feared that her peace was insensibility, &c. ' I am such a sinner,' she said often, ' have been so ungrateful, so fault-finding, that it don't seem right for me to be so calm.' You know she was very familiar with the Scriptures. Well, formerly she delighted to repeat those passages which speak of God as a judge, as offended with the wicked, &c. ; but recently she has repeated those which reveal the other side of the Divine nature, his mercy, his pity, and compassion. Her last moments were spent in repeating that beautiful psalm, 'The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want,' word for word, slowly and emphatically, as was her custom when in health ; particularly when she 252 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. came to the verse, ' Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil ; fur thou art with me ; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Won- derful, wonderful ! ' were her last words, as she passed from a world of suffering to her rest on high." After a few moments' silence, Hester, who was still something of an invalid, remarked, " Doctor, I am more and more impressed, the longer I live, with the responsibility of training children. Miss Patty's faults were very much the result of early train- ing. It is a fearful responsibility to take in our own strength.' " 0, if parents could realize their unfitness for such a work without religion," said Jennie, " how earnestly they would seek the Lord ! " " Wallace was a great favorite with Miss Patty," said the doctor; "she has, willed him fifty dollars." " Why, has she ? " said Hester. " The dear child will be so pleased." " Yes," said the doctor, smiling, " he talks of going to college with it, and says it is all owing to your Chris- tian talk about the sugar, vinegar, &c. He concluded the poor old lady had received a very large portion of vinegar in her life, and thought he would use sugar pro- fusely, I suppose ; for I never saw a little fellow so intent on pleasing another as he was her, and he suc- ceeded, I think. She wanted him near her all the time." Tears came into Hester's eyes as she remarked, " He is a noble, geuereus child, but rather impulsive. I hope he will get an education and do well ; and I be- lieve he will. Your sister's faith will be rewarded. I PASSING EVENTS. 253 feel sure of it. Those children will, every one of them, be a blessing and an honor to us.' 7 " I forgot to tell you that Mr. Gray brought his bride home last night," said the doctor. " That is quite a pleasant affair ; she was an old acquaintance of many of the neighbors ; they had a reception. Mr. Gray was regretting that you couldn't be there, Hester. He says you were a friend in need to him, and he is anxious that you should renew your acquaintance with Mrs. Gray." " I wasn't much acquainted," said Hester. " I knew her. I am really glad for Mr. Gray arid his family. Have you called there since the house was repaired and furnished ? " " No, I have not ; I have noticed the improvement outside." " Well, it is greater inside," was the reply ; " and I heartily wish them much joy." "How arc the children pleased?" inquired Jennie. I should think they would be delighted." " I should," said Hester; "and they are, all but Hattie. '" Poor child ! she has imbibed that unreason- able prejadice against step-mothers, and insists upon going to the factory again. My creed is just this," said Hester, earnestly " that if a woman is fit to be a mother, if she is a true, noble woman, she will make a good step- mother ; otherwise she will not. It is a difficult place to occupy, one which needs judgment and tact ; for if a woman has any faults, they will show off in that position like fireworks in a dark night. It is like putting a black patch on white groundwork." " Sometimes it is the reverse," said the doctor, laugh- ing ; "it is like putting a white patch on a dark back- 254 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. ground isn't it so ? For instance, when the little widow marries my father, which I see by a notice on the church door will happen before long." " Is that so ? " said both women. " Isn't it queer, when Elevia is so low ? " " I believe it was her wish that it should be so. She wants them married in her room, in the presence of all the children. It is an odd notion, but she must be grati- fied that is, if she lives till the time arrives ; and I rather think she may linger some time longer : she may not live till then we can't tell. She is anxious to see you and baby, Hester. I told her I thought she could in a day or two. I fear the change in little Unie will distress her. I am glad there are some more teeth to lay it to ; I can't help pitying Mason, after all. I met him to-day ; he seemed changed. He avoided rne. Hes- ter, I wish you would tell rne just what happened while you were there, and why you left in such a way." " Well, I can't," said Hester; "there isn't much to it any way, only I got sick and nervous, and felt as if I couldn't stay ; and I am glad I didn't. What should I have done without some one to help take care of Unie for the last few days ? " " Well, one thing is certain," said Jennie : " he whipped that infant shamefully, for there arc the marks." " I don't deny that," said Hester ; " but it was before I arrived there. Men have no judgment about children, and never ought to whip a baby. But I pity Mason, myself. You know his father is the prince of tyrants, and his mother was the queen of martyrs. The children never knew that wives had ;uiy rights, only the right to minister to the wants of their families. The sisters were SCENES AND INCIDENTS. 255 all older, and left home when Mason was young, all ex- cept Ann, his half-sister." " Such boys are to be pitied," said the doctor. " Such men always get wives when they want them," said Jennie. " I don't understand it." " Did 3'ou ever hear about his striking one of the chil- dren with his first wife's coffin lid ? " said Hester. " No," was the reply. "Well, he did you needn't look so incredulous. The child remarked to another, ' I'd rather see mother there than to see father abusing her,' just as he entered the room. He seized the lid and struck the child, and would have injured it had not a neighbor come in. lie was a man of most ungovernable passion." " I should think so," was the reply ; " and yet he has had three wives. Perhaps Ann is to be pitied, too." " I suppose she is," said Hester. " How do Charles and Judith like the new arrangement ? " " 0, pretty well, I should think. Judith is doing nicely now ; she is very kind to Elevia. Charles talks reasonably about it ; he has a kind heart ; and Winnie can scarcely contain herself, she is so pleased. I have one more item of news for you, and then I must go. Morgan has been to father's and grandfather's." "Why, you don't say so?" said Jennie. "And what did he want ? " " He was there yesterday, and wanted money. He says father has cheated him out of three thousand dol- lars, or so." Hester groaned aloud. " Don't let it trouble you, aunt Hester." " I can't help it," was the reply. " I am getting 256 HESTEE STRONG'S LIFE WORK. weak. 0, dear, dear ! what a mortification he is going to be to the children ! He was ragged and dirty, I presume ? " " Yes, and saucy, too. Father got rid of him easily enough ; but Martha made a great mistake." " What did she do ? " said Hester, eagerly. " 0, nothing, only hired him to go home ; gave him three dollars, and he stumbled into Mr. Trueman's store, and called for rum. Mr. Truernan talked to him faith- fully for drinking ; and when he found out that he was Winnie's father, he tried to get him to his house, that he might labor with him. He couldn't, of course. He hurried over to Stillman's, and got some, without doubt, in some form or other. That is the last I know of him. That store is a nuisance." " That is what we get for putting such a man in as agent to sell liquor," said Hester. " Our new law won't amount to much. It is a shame ; any toper can get it of him. He likes it so well himself that he won't deny others. Mr. Crafty is the man of his counsel. Edward, now I think of it ; how can you consistently give certifi- cates to such men as Crafty and others, when you know they use it as a beverage, and abuse their families ?" " I don't," was the emphatic reply. " I have given but two or three certificates since the law was passed. I have had numerous applications, made so dolefully many times, that I couM scarcely help laughing outright. It has been exceedingly awkward, and really I think I shall lose some practice in that way, but not much that is pay- ing-. Who started that story ? I should like to have Stillman show me one of the certificates with my name on it. I shall look into that matter. My name shan't be used for a cloak in such dirty business." SCENES AND INCIDENTS. 257 " I am glad to hear you say so," was the reply. " I have been feeling grieved that you did not stand by Mr. Trueman. He felt it, too." " Why, I never thought of doing anything else. The law would have passed all the same ; but if he felt it his duty to advocate it, and sacrifice custom by doing it, why, I respect him for it. He will be the greatest loser in town for the present ; but eventually he will be the gainer. Next year he shall be agent, or I am mistaken. People will sec by that time that we want a man we can trust. Wife, patronize him all you can." Hester bowed her head, and remained silent. " What did Winnie say to her father ? " said Jennie. " I don't know ; but Mrs. Payson said she had a long cry after he left. But Sunshine went into a tempest right off when he called her his little girl. " ' I isn't your ; ittle did ; I spects I's auntie's Sun- shine, I is. Go away, naughty man ; I isn't your 'ittle dirl.' He didn't seem to realize that Fostina was his child at all." " I am thankful for that," said Hester. " I sec that I must gird myself for another conflict. I thought, when I brought Unie home, that the last foe had been con- quered ; but I was mistaken, you see, for I am deter- mined that he shan't torment those children. I must pi home to-morrow ; perhaps I shall gain faster with the harness on. Martha, the dear girl, did a foolish thing when she gave him money. I shall have to fight all the harder. 0, well ! ' As thy day, so shall thy strength be.' " 11 258 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XXVIII. ABOUT HESTER'S CALL. WINNIE'S TALK, AND GRANDPA'S WEDDING. HESTER called to see Elevia on her way home. She had not changed much, and seemed very happy. Provi- dentially, little Unie brightened up during their call. " She will be better soon," said Hester ; " she has two new teeth, the darling ! " " But the care of her is wearing you out, auntie," said the mother. " Can't you get some one to help you ? You said you would. Lay her beside mamma. Darling, precious one ! mamma's birdie ! 0, how much your poor father is losing in not loving you better, little one ! I want to save him. I wish his eyes could be opened. Hester, I think if I had been a Christian, trusting in Christ, I might have shown him his errors. Won't you try when I am gone ? I regret that he can- not have Unie. If Ann were like you, I should want her to go there, but he wouldn't be willing she should have the care of her, if I was. And I, 0, I couldn't leave the little thing with her, she is so soured ! Ma- son didn't have much to improve him at home did he, auntie?. lie has a very low estimate of female char- acter. He respects you, though, and you might do him good." Hester remained quiet, thinking of what had passed during the last week or two, and rejoicing that Ll'-via was in blis.si'ul ignorance of it. ABOUT HESTER'S CALL. 259 " The Lord helping me, I will try," was the low response. " The dear Lord and Master reward you, Hester," she said, taking her broad palm in her own, so pale and thin. " The dear Lord reward and bless you for all your kind- ness to me and those dear to me. Come and see me as often as you can. Only for Unie, I should be selfish, and want you all the time I stay here." Winnie fol- lowed her aunt from the room, and, as soon as they were alone, she said, " lie has been here, auntie ; my father has been here. 0, it is awful ! He don't look as he did. He wanted rum. He asked me to get him some ; said he was sick. I can never, never be happy any more ! " she cried. " lie will come again, some time, I am afraid." "I guess not, dear," said Hester ; " and if he does, will that destroy all your comfort ? Won't Jesus re- main the same, dear ? Can't you rejoice in him ? " " I could, if I didn't rebel so. But when I don't feel willing to have things as they are, and want my own way, I think Jesus is displeased and grieved, for he seems farther off, and I arn so unhappy." " My dear child," said Hester, " ought you to be un- happy all the time because God has taken away one tenth of. your earthly good ? He has left you nine tenths ought you not to enjoy that?" " Yes, auntie, I know I should, and I will try," sobbed the child. " But isn't my father a pretty large tenth, auntie ? It seems to me that a little girl with a good, kind father ought to be very happy all the time. Only think! He came with his old, every-day clothes on, and I gness aunt Abigail and grandmother don't 260 HESTEE STRONG'S LIFE WORK. mend them, as mother did. And he talked so, right be- fore Mrs. Payson ! and he says I am to go to the factory, and earn something for him, instead of working here for nothing. Mrs. Payson told him, ' For shame ! ' to talk about a frail child like me supporting a great, stout man like him. She told him he ought to work and sup- port his children. He said he was sick, and looked ter- rible angry. But, auntie, I haven't told you the worst/' said Winnie, going close to Hester. " Uncle Charles gave him a glass of bitters, and there is a good lot of rum in them. He used to give him some when mamma was alive, and make her cry. And when she would ask father not to drink, he used to say he was no worse than the parson, and. her father and brothers. That always made mamma cry, and she used to say she was sorry they drank, for it was bad to drink ever so little, for fear they might drink more some time ; and grandpa don't now." " Uncle Frank and uncle Edward don't drink a drop," said Hester; "and I hope uncle Charles will leave off soon. It was wrong for him to give it to your father. Winnie, if I were you, I would ask him not to drink it, nor give your poor father any. Tell him what you have just told me about it. Perhaps you can help along the glorious cause of Temperance. You ought to be grate- ful to God for sending Wallace where he will not be tempted in that direction. He has signed the pledge did you know it ? " "No, auntie has he? Can't I sign? I want to. Then I can have a better chance to talk to others." " Why, yes, dear, you can sign the pledge. - But auntie must go now. Don't trouble your little head, darling, GRANDPA'S WEDDING. 261 about the factory. You arc my little girl. I have got you all in black and white now. You are to go to school, if nothing prevents, and prepare yourself to teach, or be useful in some other way." Mr. Lovering's wedding took place in Elevia's sick room, very quietly. It was a solemn occasion. Broth- ers and sisters stepped softly, ay, reverently, into the presence of one apparently so near the eternal gate. The ceremony was performed by the aged pastor, whose white locks fell gracefully back from his noble brow. ILis voice faltered as he said, " What God hath joined together let not man put asunder," for he remembered the past. It had been his privilege to unite both bride and bridegroom in their former marriages. He had also married several members of the family. He thought of Elevia's joyous wedding festival. Only a few short years had passed, and what a change ! When it was all over, Mr. Lovering stepped to his daughter's bed- side, and said, " Are you tired, dear ? " " Not much," was the reply. " May God bless you, my dear parents, and make you a blessing to each other and the world." Mrs. Lovering stooped and kissed the cheek of the sufferer. " Raise me up, dear mother. I have something which I wish to say to you, while you are all together. ' I am going home to heaven above : Will you go ? will you go ? ' " She said, earnestly, looking from one to the other, " 0, will you go?" She seemed to be waiting for a reply. 262 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " I will try, I will try," passed from one to the other, until all had promised. She smiled contentedly. " That promise is registered in the book on high," said the aged pastor. "0, keep it, my dear friends ; keep it." " Yes," said Elevia, " I expect you to keep it, and God expects it. But those of you who are out of Christ, don't wait until death calls you, or until earthly pleasures fade, and life grows dark ; but come to Jesus. Now is the accepted time. Don't do as I did, you know it all, but come while in health and strength. Little Winnie, tell them what Jesus is to you." "He is precious," said the child, folding her hands, " and very lovely." " Is he always near you ? " said the aged pastor, placing his hand on her head. " He never leaves me," was the reply. " Sometimes I wander away from him, and get lost ; but he never leaves me. He has said he wouldn't ; don't you re- member it ? 'I will never leave nor forsake thee.' ; " How do you feel when you get lost, little pilgrim ? " said the pastor, patting her tenderly on the head. " 0, sorry and frightened ; and I just run back as fast as I can, saying, ' Jesus, Lover of my soul, Let me to thy bosom fly.' " " I trust you are, indeed, a lamb of his flock," was the reply. "Should you like to confess Christ before the world ? " " Yes, sir, I should, when I am good enough. I should like to tell the whole world how good he is, and what he has done for me." GRANDPA'S WEDDING. 263 " I think we had better retire," said Mr. Lovcring. " I fear Levie is overdoing." " One thing more, father, and then you may go. I want you all, every one of you, to forgive Mason. He does riot know how he has wronged me. Forgive him, and try to bring him to Christ. 0, treat him kindly, and teach him the living way. To-morrow, when I am rested, I want to see him. You will riot deny me ? " she said, as she saw them look from one to another. This was a hard thing to ask of them ; bat they could deny her nothing. " Thank you," she said, as they promised. ' Blessed are the merciful, for they shall ob- tain mercy.' If God can forgive us, for Christ's sake, ought we not to forgive each other ? I have but one other duty to do, and then I am ready to go, if it be God's will. Pray for me, dear brothers and sisters, that I may prevail, that my faith fail not. Dear pastor, pray for me and him. Good by." 264 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CHAPTER XXIX. SELF-COMMUNINGS. THE STILL SHALL VOICE. LIGHT IN DARKNESS. "How cheerless and dreary this house has become," sighed Mr. Giles, " since Elevia left it 1 Why, it seems like a tomb. I wonder that I could ever have com- plained of her housekeeping. It was perfect, compared with Ann's, and her food delicious better than sister Wiley's. I never thought of it till lately. If she had only submitted without arguing, as a woman ought, why, we should have been happy. Heigh-ho ! I wonder if I have been exacting. Mr. Levering and the doctor said 1 had, and that no mortal man, in bis senses, ought to expect a woman to put up with such tyranny and miserly meanness. Yes, those were their very words. They said I was a chip of the old block. . How that cut me 1 For I confess father is a tyrant of the deepest dye to wife, children, and all. Poor Ann was his special aver- sion. Heigh-ho ! I wonder if I haven't copied him, after all ? Pshaw ! I never struck Elevia. I'm not sure I shouldn't, though, but for fear of the family. I have wanted to ; but Elevia always seemed so superior to other women, I mean Lucy, and Jane, and Ann. I know but little about females at large ; I never thought them worth much notice." Thus thought Mason Giles as he walked his room late SELF-COMMUNINGS. 2G5 at night. His nights had been nearly sleepless since the one he remembered as " the terrible night." lie was striving to solve a serious problem he was searching for the truth. The pale, beautiful face of his wife haunted him day and night, as she looked when she said, " I may have been a poor wife to you, Mason ; for- give me. I tried to please you." Conscience echoed, " She did try to please you, with a devotion few wives could command." He seemed struggling to throw off these unpleasant convictions ; but in vain. He trembled when he thought how nearly he had added the crime of murder to his other sins. Strangely enough, as he thought of little Unie, struggling in his arms, shrinking away, and screaming as if in great pain, his feelings softened towards her. 0, was it fear and grief, and not stubbornness ? as he had thought. " Poor little thing ! " he murmured, walking rapidly up and down the room. " Such a baby ! How could I handle her so roughly ! I was mad with them, and spent my wrath on a helpless baby my baby bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh. Cowardly man ! I hate myself for it. 0, if I had killed her ! I felt as if I should like to do it. I thank God I was kept from dashing the little head on the floor. I fear I should if Hester hadn't rescued her. I thought she was defying me, resisting my will. For the- first time in my life, I do feel truly thankful to God. When Elevia spoke in that way, how angry I used to feel ! I thought I was my own keeper ; I gloried in my own strength. ' What had I that I did not get ? ' I often inquired of her. ' Mason,' she would say, ' God gives you the ability, the strength, and the opportunity to do everything. Without him you could do nothing.' 266 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. I think now she was right. God," ho groaned, " what a miserable sinner I am, when I thought I was about right ! Self-deceived and ruined for time and eternity ! 0, I dare not think of meeting God ! And yet Elevia is as peaceful as a lamb, and really looks more cheerful than she has for a long time. Strange, strange ! I should be in an agony if I thought death was near." He threw himself heedlessly on the unopened bed, and wept for the first time since a child. Then said he, resolutely, " What a fool I am ! I am no worse than many others, I suppose. I wonder what there is in the chapter about ' Wives, submit yourselves.' Hester wanted me to read it. She is a Christian, I declare, or she would have told of me. And what else but religion could induce her to spend her life taking care of other people's children mine, for instance and for nothing? How that child loves her ! How safe she felt in her arms ! Why should she follow it, and walk, too ? That is the mystery. Yes, I do believe in religion. It is that which sustains Elevia now, that which makes Winnie so different from Envena. Yes, yes," he said, impatiently, '/ it is that which makes them so different from me, wretch that I am. I might have been happy with my wife but for this hateful disposition of mine. But I have driven my wife and child away from me, if not killed them both ; and now my house is a tomb, and my soul a whited sepulchre. I am a ' hissing arid a by-word.' God, have mercy, have mercy ! I can't bear this misery ; my sins have found me out, and they are enough to sink me down to hell." SELF-COMMUNINGS. 26t lie shuddered, and, pressing his open palms close to his face, remained silent a moment. He then opened Elevia's Bible, which he had never looked into before, and read, " To my dear daughter Elevia, on her wed- ding day." He then read the chapter named before, and found, to his great mortification, how far short he had come of doing his part in the marriage relation, lie read on, turning from place to place, like a weary, discontented child. ITis eye fell upon the parable of the returning prodigal. " That I can't do," he mused ; " I can't go to her. Haven't I said I wouldn't ? Haven't I said it ? No, I won't go near them ; I'll fight it out alone. I have been a wicked, foolish man ; but I won't own it to them. If Elevia's mother were alive, I could confess it all to her. She was a saint, if there ever was one this side of heaven. I must sleep. Ann never will learn to make my tea weaker." Thus this night also wore away ; but little sleep came to refresh Mr. Giles. It was the night after tho wedding. Never had he known a more cheerless one. He arose looking so pale and haggard that Ann was moved to say, " Sick ? " as he arose from a scarcely tasted break- fast. " Why don't ye eat suthin', or fret, as ye did to Lev ? 'Fraid to ain't ye ? Ye needn't be," she con- tinued ; "I'd rather ye'd fret than die." "Ann, let me alone won't you? I ain't sick," 'was his only reply. " Yes, I'll let yc alone, an' yer work too, an' ye like. I shan't keep 'ouse for a ghost much longer," muttered Ann. 268 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Well, Ann, you keep still ; I'll bo all right soon. You make my tea too strong; I can't sleep that's all." He left the room without further delay. " Misera- ble man !" he thought, as he tried to busy himself about the place. " I can't set myself to work. Why, I miss her. How neat she always looked, and the table, and the house ! But I didn't know it. Well, the Scripture is true ' His house shall be left desolate : ' that is something like it, and it is true. I almost wish it was burned down. It reminds me so much of what I might have enjoyed. God ! it is gone, all gone ; hence- forth there is nothing but sorrow and darkness for me, and I deserve it all all, and more, too," he groaned. " 0, I wish I could see Elevia once more." That was indeed a prayer, and it was heard arid an- swered almost as soon as it was uttered. Let us return to grandpa Lovering's, and see what has been transpiring there on this eventful night. When the company reached the parlor, Mrs. Lovering said, " Mr. Lovejoy, stop and pray for her here. If the dear child could see her husband converted, why, it would almost save her life. I can't bear to see her so distressed about him. That is the only thing which troubles her." " I will," was the reply ; " and as she is wishing to see him to-morrow, I will make it a subject of special pleading that the desire of her heart may be granted." Earnestly and tenderly the case was presented at the throne of grace, with an importunity which seemed to admit of no denial. Tears came to every eye. " I hope you will not depend upon my poor prayers," said the pastor ; " but pray, as did the Master, all night. TUE STILL SMALL VOICE. 269 If no answer of peace and promise come, pray till the morning. I feel the inspiration of prayer as I seldom do when no favorable answer is to be given. Lay hold on the mighty arm of God, my friends, wrestle as did Jacob of old, and God will bring it to pass. " The joy of his salvation" might save your daughter. If I sec aright, it is hope deferred, or wounded affection that has prostrated her. Am I right ? Could she see her husband clothed in Christ's righteousness, a new creature in him, with affections purified and elevated, it would, perhaps, prove an elixir of life more potent than all your efforts to save her ; better for her than any remedy prepared by the most skilful practitioner, for ' a wounded spirit who can bear ? ' " " She cannot recover," was the united voice of father, brothers, and sisters ; but Winnie caught at the idea with the utmost tenacity. " It won't do her any harm," said Mrs. Levering ; " let us pray all of us. If the blessed child can only see him converted, she will die easier ; that will be a comfort." Winnie crept away to her little closet, and kneeling, said, tearfully, " Dearest Lord, I shall stay here until you tell rno what you will do about uncle Mason, unless they call me. Blessed Spirit, help me, for I don't know how to wrestle, nor 'lay hold by faith.' Help me, for I want my uncle Mason converted. I want you to make him sorry, 0, so sorry, that he can't help asking to be for- given, and then, dear God, forgive him. 0, do, do, Lord. Please to save him, and make auntie so happy that nhe will want to live ; and then make her well, BO 270 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. that little Unre can have her mother to love, for that is better, 0, so ranch better, than anything. 0, make her well, so that she can live in her nice new house, and be happy with uncle and all of us. Dear Lord, I don't know how to tell you what I want, but the blessed Holy Spirit knows all about it. lie sees that I want my uncle Ma- son to come to Jesus and see, as that other blind man did. Auntie said, ' that he could see ! ' Make him see, Lord ; don't let him go, but make him see and be- lieve in Jesus." Thus the child prayed on, weeping, and asking over and over again, until, weary, she paused in her prayer, saying, " I can't say any more about it now, dear Jesus : won't you see to him ? " and dropped asleep. Mrs. Lovering looked into the child's room, and found her there, still upon her knees her head resting on the hard stool her cheek still wet with tears. " The spirit was willing," she said to Mr. Lovering, " but the flesh was weak. Just you come and see a sight you may never in your life see again." " The dear child has been wrestling," said grandpa, as he raised her carefully in his arms and laid her on the bed. She roused a little, and murmured, " Dear Jesus, don't let him go." " What if she has prevailed ! " said grandpa, looking at his wife. " What if she has ? " was the reply " why, we will thank the Lord, to be sure. But it can't be ; it seems impossible that he should be converted." "Nothing is impossible with God; otherwise I should think him given over," said Mr. Lovering. " But that THE STILL SMALL VOICE. 271 child's zeal for God shames me, Lizzie. She will far outstrip us in the Christian race, if we don't wake up." " I know it," was the reply ; "it is high time we were up and doing. And now, my dear, I want to tell you that I think one stumbling-block is taken out of the way, and we can run the race more swiftly. I mean the ban- ishment of all kinds of spirits as a beverage. Now, I think the blessed Holy Spirit don't want to live in the same place with one of Satan's engines of swift destruc- tion don't you think so ? I think the church ought to arise, and shake herself clear of that sin ; and she will have to before the gospel will run and be glorified." " Yes, I think we have been blind in that regard wilfully so, I fear, 1 am determined to clear my skirts of that sin ; but I am afraid I have waked up too late to save Charles. He thinks he can't work without it." " I should think he saw a living epistle of the effects of it when Morgan was here," said Mrs. Loveriug ; " how he has changed ! " " Yes, he was a noble fellow. It pains me to think how often he has taken a social glass with me," said her husband. " He has fallen low enough, while I am saved. By .the blessing of God I am what I am ; and by the same power I mean to be more consistent." " I am glad you feel so," was the reply. " I feel just so, too. But you must go to sleep, or you will be sick, as sure as can be." " Why, how came I in bed with my clothes on ? " thought Winnie. " I must have got up in my sleep, and put tlicm on. I am glad I went to bed again, and didn't get out of the window, or ixiiything. I wonder if grand- 272 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. pa will let me go with him to tell uncle Mason. I almost love him now. I guess it won't bo so hard to love him as I thought it would. For her sake," she said, " I must love him, and for Christ's sake, forgive him ; that is it. Mrs. Payson 0, no ! I forgot grandmother, can I go with grandpa ? I want to tell uncle Mason something." " Yes, dear, I guess so. I'll ask him. You look pale : are you well ? " " 0, yes, indeed ; I feel nicely : my heart is as light as can be. I guess lie is going to save him, uncle Mason I mean, and perhaps auntie will live, after all. Do people ever get well when the doctor says they can't, grandma ? I shall speak to you pretty often, now I can call you that," she said, smiling brightly. " Do ; I like to have you. I never had a grandchild of my own." " Well, you have got some own children, and grand- children too, now haven't you, grandmother ? " " Well, I hope they will. own me. And I am pretty sure folks get well, sometimes, when the doctors say they can't, and die, too, when they say they won't. 0, I know that too well," she said, sadly. " They said my Lizzie was in no danger, and my Lydia might get well ; but they died, both of them. And there was my Samuel; he lay in a d} r ing condition three days, with the fever ; but he got well, and is married, you know : so we can't tell." Winnie was allowed to accompany her grandfather, and found her uncle just as he had uttered the wish that was a prayer wrung from an awakened heart. " Uncle Mason," she said, running eagerly to his side, " Cume ; auntie wants you. Grandpa and I have come THE STILL SMALL VOICE. 273 for you. He was married last night ; and we are all going to love you now : auntie made us promise. She said you didn't mean to make her sick ; you didn't know how she felt. 0, you are feeling badly ; well I am glad no, I mean I hope you will be better." He had stood half bewildered while Winnie was talking. " She wants me she wants them to forgive me," he mused. A little while since, and he would have been angry ; but now he is humbled. " Winnie," he said, as he sat upon a log, " I do feel badly. I am a wretched man. Your aunt is going to die," he shuddered, " and I know, now, that I killed her ; yes, killed her slowly. You know how hard and unfeeling I was ; and when she felt badly, I thought she was foolish, and I was angry. I believe I was possessed. What do I care for that pile of fine buildings, now, child ? " he said, fiercely. " They were my gods. I thought your aunt ought to be happy in such a place. Now I have learned their value. I live here, but I am not happy, and never can be again." He covered his face and groaned. Winnie felt fright- ened. " 0, I didn't want him to feel so dreadfully," she thought. " Dear Lord, help him to see the other side. 0, do ! " . Tears came into her eyes. " I wish aunt Hes- ter was here," she said. " She would tell you about the goodness of God, and how you must go to him and con- fess your sins, and he would forgive you for Christ's sake. I asked him, and he forgave my sins." " You, Winnie," he said, " you have sins ? What were they '{ It wasn't much to forgive your sins ; they were nothing compared with mine." " 0, well, that don't make a bit of difference ; we 18 214 HESTKH STRONG'S LIFE WORK. can't go to heaven without a new heart, and God can forgive a great sinner just as well as he can a little one. But I was a dreadful sinner, uncle. I didn't love God, and I didn't want to stay where he put me. 0, 1 was as bad as you. But my verse says, ' Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow.' I repented, and he forgave me all. He gave me peace when I be- lieved on his Son Jesus Christ ; and now I feel happy, almost always." Mr. Giles had raised his head and listened. " Winnie," he said, " do you think that I could be happy even if rny sins were forgiven after I had killed my wife, and done so wickedly ? No, never ! You hadn't much to forgive," he said, almost savagely. " I tell you my sins can't be blotted out in a lifetime, no, nor through all eternity. Lost ! lost ! " he cried, bitterly ; " sold unto sin." Winnie went close up to the unhappy man, her fear all gone, and laying her hand on his, she said, " Dear uncle Mason, ' whosoever believeth on the Lord Jesus Christ shall be saved.' Why can't you believe on him, when he is so very lovely, and he loves you so ? I will say that pretty hymn, 'Just as I am, without one pica, Save tbat thy blood was shed for me, And that thou bidd'st me come to thee, O Lamb of God I I come ! I come ! ' Can't you say that, uncle Mason ? 0, it is so easy ! I want you to come to Jesus first, and then go to auntie. Perhaps she will live when she knows you love her ; and if you love Jesus, you will love everybody." LIGHT IN DARKLESS. 275 " Where is he, child ? " said the distressed man ; " where is he ? I can't find him. He isn't for such as I." " He is here," said Winnie, reverently. " He is here. Do you want him ? Come, say it after me in your heart, ' Just as I am, without one pica, Dear Lord, I give myself to thee. Amen.' Now, if you have said that truly, he will take you, and give you a new heart. But grandpa will think I am gone too long. AVill you go to auntie now ? she wants you/' " 1 will come soon. Did you say she might live, if I loved her ? Tell her I am not fit to love her, but I do. 0, if she can only be spared, I will love the Lord as long as I live, and trust him even until death." '' Well," said Winnie, " I knew he would take you if you went to him. You are almost a Christian, so soon ; only you must love the Lord, and let him do just as he pleases. Aunt Hester says he knows what is best for us. The Psalm says, ' Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him.' Mother nsed to say that when she was sick. He did slay her, for it was best," sobbed Winnie ; " but she is in heaven, and don't want to come back. Now try, uncle Mason say the hymn, all of it and pray and wrestle, just as the minister told us to for you, last night. And we did. The Holy Spirit will tell you what to ask for, and perhaps before you go to auntie you can come- to Christ." Grandpa, as he sat in his carriage, heard enough of the conversation to satisfy him that the Spirit had begun its work, lie prayed mentally that it might be perfected. When Winnie returned, he asked no questions. 270 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " He is coming pretty soon," she said ; " but I do hope he will go to Jesus first, for he is feeling dreadfully, and he looks sick, too. Grandpa, I think he will be a Chris- tian." " Then they were praying for me last night," mused Mr. Giles. " That is religion is it ? Well, it is a good thing. I wish I was a Christian I do, I do. ' Just as I am ' 0, that is vile enough ; but there is all the more need of my going. ' Just as I am ' well, that is all the way I can go. I can't forgive myself, nor cleanse my soul from guilt. ' Just as I am ' 0, I want to go, and I will, so help me God. ' I can but perish if I go ; I am resolved to try ; For if I stay away, I know I must forever die.' Yes, ' I'll go to Jesus, though my sins Have like a mountain rose ; I know his courts, I'll enter in Whatever may oppose.' " He sang almost unconsciously as he entered the house to change his dress. Ann looked up in amazement, but said nothing. He had sometimes sung in the choir, but never before in the house ; and a psalm tune, too ! what could it mean ? " Prostrate I'll lie before his throne, And there my guilt confess ; I'll tell him I'm a wretch undone, Without his sovereign grace." " Crazy, I s'pose," said Ann. " Where are you goin' ? " " No," said he, "I guess not ; I hav.e been all my life. LIGHT IX DAKKNESS. 277 Ann, I am going to be different. I want you to forgive me all my unkindness to you. Elevia has sent for me. Don't look for me back till you see me." " Dyin' ain't she? Is that w'at makes ye look so 'appy all to once ? " " No, she isn't dying, and I have a hope that she is going to live ; and if she does, why, I am a happy man ; for if she dies, I have killed her," he said, in a low, solemn voice. " You know it, Ann, just as my father killed another good woman I mean your mother and mine, Ann. And that isn't the worst thing that he did, for she was a Christian, and has gone to heaven ; but, Ann, I see it now ; he killed all the tenderness out of your soul, or soured it, and made a petty tyrant of me. You know it, Ann ; you were abused, but you fought it out and lived you wouldn't bend. But, after all, if he had been your husband, it would have been harder wouldn't it ? " Ann sat down as if overcome with sudden faintness. " Don't bring it all up agin," she said, with a little quiver in her voice, "don't;" and she reached out her hand as if to put far away some dread object. " I know it ; he killed 'er ; an' I swore I would never forgive 'im, an' I 'oped God wouldn't. I never loved anything agin, an' I won't." " That is it, Ann ; I see it now. I have been seeing it more and more, ever since that terrible night. Why, it seems to me I have been blind all my life. What a mercy that I didn't kill that child ! " "I thought ye'd do it," was the reply ; " but she'd been "better off. I wish 'at somebody'd killed me when I was born I do. I hain't seen nothin' but trouble, 278 HESTER STRONG'S LIKE WORK. nor done nothin' but grow wuss and wuss an' shan't. Don't say nothin' to me 'bout forgiveness I shan't usk for it. I shan't forgive yer father ; an' I shan't ask for nothin' I won't give," she said, as Mason spoke of the goodness of God, and his willingness to forgive sins. He looked at her pityingly, as he said, " I don't wonder you can't forgive him. I ought to .have known better, and taken her part. She was a kind mother wasn't she, Ann? I can't forgive myself for not treating her more respectfully. I was young when she died wasn't I ? But I must go ; Elevia will be looking for me. Get Envena to come and stay with you, if I don't get home. I want to watch with Elevia if they will let me." BITTER MEMORIES. 279 CHAPTER XXX. BITTER MEMORIES. WELCOME NEWS. LOVE REWARDED. ELEVIA SAVED. ANN looked after Mason, in blank amazement, as he rode away, shading her eyes with her hand, and peering around the corner of the house, to make sure that he was really going to Mr. Lovering's. " Sunthin's got into 'im,' ; she muttered ; " goin' to die, likely as not. He was a pooty little feller, and mother sot 'er eyes by 'im. 0, Lordy, Lordy ! I never meant to think on 'er agin never." She swayed her body back and forth like a reed shaken in the wind, and moaned aloud, " Lordy, she wanted me to promise to meet 'er in 'eaven ! Well, I didn't ; I was cryin' : she thought I couldn't speak. I ain't cried since, 'ardly, an' never meant to agin. There, I'm a fool ! " she said, brushing a tear from her eye, spitefully. " Ketch me cryin' agin ; 'twon't bring 'er back, nor make me young an' 'appy agin, nor take away this millstone out o' my 'cart. I 'ate 'im, an' I mean to 'ate him so there ! " She arose and busied herself about the house, struggling to over- come the feelings which Mason's words and his altered manner had aroused; "I've fit it out so fur," she thought; "I'll fight it all out. I never knuckled, an' 1 won't, to to She was about to say "to God nor man ; " but the impious thought startled her. She 280 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. cowered and trembled before the unseen awful presence for a moment, and then continued, " I'll 'ave to knuckle before 'ira, any 'ow ; but I'll wait till I 'ave to." "What has come over me?" said Mason Giles, as he rode along. " I feel easy and calm. My sins don't feel so heavy. Did I really go to Christ did I ? And did he receive me me, such an incorrigible sinner, so hateful in my own eyes and in the eyes of God and man ? Why, it can't be possible ! Why, I only waited a moment at the door of mercy. I did go, I believe, with all my heart, and I cried one long, bitter cry, for I thought I should die. My sins seemed weighing me down, down to despair. Can it be that I had only to go to him and be healed? Then blessed, thrice blessed, be the name of the Lord. I will praise him while I live, and trust him when I die. I didn't deserve it no, no ; it is all of grace all of grace. Hester must know this, for she saved me from an awful crime. Dear little Unie, those cruel blows I gave you in my madness sank into my soul! The image of Elcvia, stretching out her little pale arms to me, saying, ' Forgive me, Mason ! ' I tremble to think how hardened I was. It is nothing but grace, free grace, that has removed the burden of guilt." He put the reins over his arm, took out his pocket-book, and removed the writing Hester had given him, and read it over and over again. " It was Mason Giles that extorted that writing was it ? I am ashamed and humiliated. What was I thinking of? Why, how much that sounds like a miserly heathen, as I was ! God, break once and forever this chain of selfish avarice, which has bound me, hand and foot ! " " There is Mason Giles driving up to the door," said \VELCOME NEWS. 281 Martha, as she caught up the cradle in which little Unie was sleeping, and bustled into grandpa's room, and locked the door. "What can he want?" said Hester to little Fostina " what can he want, darling? You and auntie will go and see won't we, darling ? " " Um," said the little one, smiling. "Artie Fossie, go see." Hester did not wait for him to knock at the door, but met him at the gate. She was calm exter- nally ; but her heart beat, and her limbs trembled. She nodded ; but he reached out his hand cordially. Hester looked into his face, and felt more puzzled than ever as she reached out her reluctant hand. " You feel suspicious of me," he said, in a broken voice. " I should blame you if you did not. You ought not to trust me. How is little Unie ? I won't ask to see her. But, Hester, I called to thank you for saving me from the crime of murder, and snatching my child from death. Here is that shameful paper I extorted from you. I don't ask for the one I gave you. If you ever see the time when you can forgive and trust me, why, give it to me not till then." Hester sank down on a large stone by the gate, greatly agitated. As she did so, Martha, who was looking from the window, exclaimed, " What now, father? What do you suppose he is saying ? Hester is all overcome. I wonder if Elevia is dead. Mason looks changed. I wish I knew what it all means." " Wait, child," was his reply as he tottled to see for himself. Hester sat there, still bewildered. "I can't understand it," said she. "Mason, am I dreaming ? What is it ? What does all this mean ? " 282 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " It moans that the Lord has been dealing with me ; it just seemed as if the Almighty hand had been placed firmly upon me : I could not shake it off. 0, Ilester, it v.-as a terrible conflict ; no one but God will ever know how awful ! " "What gave you relief?" said Hester, as she arose and went close up to him. " What changed you so, Mason ? ;; " Grace, free grace," was the joyful reply. " Little Winnie came with Mr. Levering to tell me Elevia wished to see me. She found me distressed beyond measure, and insisted upon my going to Christ. I can't tell you what I felt or suffered in the few moments she was there. It seemed a long time to me. I know not how long it was. She seemed to compel me to go to the door of mercy just as I was. ' Lord, have mercy on me ! ' I cried ' on me, who am worse than the chief of sin- ners.' He heard me, I hope, and saved me from despair. But I must go to Elevia. Forgive me, if you can. I don't ask you to trust me." He held out his hand. Hester took it, and said, " Truly, goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, for mino eyes have seen the salvation of one who was lost. Welcome to my Father's house welcome. No longer feed on husks which the swine do eat, but feed on the bread of life. Mason, I have prayed for this, because I promised her I would ; but my prayers were faithless. I could not feel that they reached the throne. But God is good ; give all the glory to him. Break the news carefully to Elevia : great joy might kill her." " Is that so, Hester ? How ignorant I am ! What shall I do ? " He looked thoughtful and perplexed. LOVE REWARDED. ' 283 " I don't know how you will manage," was the reply. " You must ask God to guide you : that you will have to do in all things." " J will ask him," was the reverent reply. " I will trust him. Pray for me while I am gone. I feel as if she were going to be spared." "Poor man!" sighed Hester; "he will be disap- pointed in that. This has come too late to save her life. Poor man ! " "Is Saul also among the prophets?" said Martha, when Hester had relieved her mind by telling her what the reader already knows. " Yes," said Hester, with tears of gratitude in her eyes, " and the scales have fallen from the eyes of Saul the persecutor. Martha, I thank God that Paul left his experience for our encouragement. It helps me to be- lieve in Mason's conversion. I feel rebuked for my want of faith. Why, I didn't believe the grace of God. even, could change that man so 1 I want you to see him, he looks so different. 0, it is wonderful ! I have faith in his conversion. God grant he may not be deceived, and deceiving us ! " " Well, if Mason is really a Christian, and holds out to the end, I will never be so faithless again," said Martha. " I thought he, at least, was given over. I never could pray for his conversion." " Child," said grandpa, "hasn't he promised to save all that come unto him, even to the uttermost? Don't be so faithless, Martha. Nothing is too hard for God." When Winnie, in her simple, child-like way, had told her grandmother all she knew about uncle Mason, the little woman was all astir with expectation. 284 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Why," said she, "I don't believe it no, I don't mean that, Winnie ; but it doesn't seem possible ! What will Elevia say ? Dear child, she isn't expecting it is she ? Won't it kill her if it comes all at once ? What shall I do ? I wish Hester was here." " God is here, and Jesus is here," said Winnie, tim- idly. " Why don't you ask him, grandma ? " " I will, this blessed moment. If his coming to life should kill her, it would be sad enough. You say he prayed that she might live ? " " Yes, I called it a prayer. He didn't kneel or say ' Amen ; ' but he folded his hands tight, so, and said, '0, if God will only spare her, I will love him as long as I live, and trust him when I die ! ' He said it like an earnest prayer, grandma." ' Well, child, I think it was : for prayer is desire, spoken or unexpressed." Mrs. Lovering came back soon, saying, " Why, child, he told me what to do al- most before I asked him. Run, child no, don't run ; but go quietly, and tell her he is feeling badly about his sins, and says he is going to do better. Tell it a little at a time, dear; be careful." - " Yes, I will," said Winnie, as she went with her little heart fluttering like a caged bird. " Grandpa and I have been for uncle Mason, auntie," said she ; " he is coming pretty soon." " Is he ? " said the sick one, languidly. " Winnie, did you know I had given him all up ? The distress is all gone. I heard you pray last night, dear, in your little closet, right at my head. 0, so earnestly ! My heart went out with every word I could hear at first. Then came a strange, sweet peace, as if your prayer was really answered." LOVE REWARDED. 285 " Did you hear me, auntie ? Why, I did not think yon could. Have you always heard ? I thought no one but God heard me in there.' 7 Winnie seemed dis- concerted. " It was all right, dear. I thank you for that prayer, although I could not hear it all. I knew that you were praj-ing for poor Mason, and it lifted the burden from my soul." Winnie remained silent a white, and then said, " Uncle is sorry he has been so wicked. He loves you, auntie, and wants you to get well. I think he is seeking Christ." Elcvia had raised her head from the pillow as if fearful that she should not hear every word. " Say it again, little comforter, say it again." " I think he is seeking Christ, and will find him. But you must lie down and be very quiet, or you can't see uncle when he comes." " Seeking Christ," said Elevia "wants me to live. Winnie, don't deceive me. I know you don't mean to ; but if it is true, can I can I bear to die?" She pressed her hands tightly over her face. " Lord, could I say it, then ? Could I say, ' Thy will be done ' ? " " Yes, auntie," said Winnie, hurriedly, " I think you could. He could help you say it, if he wanted you to go ; but perhaps he will let you live. Grandma says she has known people to get well when every one thought they were going' to die." " Well," said Elevia, " I will try to trust him. He doeth all things well. All is well. I will lie here and wait, and sec what the Lord will do for me and mine. And. Winnie, couldn't you just pray here, a little 236 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. prayer, that I might endure to the end ? 0, do ! Pray that I may have peace and strength." Winnie prayed ; the words were i'ew and broken, but they brought rest to the excited invalid. " I can bear it now," said she, looking up with a smile. " Shall I go out when uncle comes ? " said Winnie. ' " Yes, dear, I think you had better. But don't go farther than your closet, Winnie. If I want you, I will speak." Mrs. Lovering fluttered about like a bird in a plum tree, when Mr. Giles drove up to the door. She looked through the blinds, and tried to read his face. It was sad, very, and pale, and his step, she thought, faltered. She pitied him. "He must be thinking of all those wicked actions," she thought, as she met him at the door, and held out her hand. He shook it cordially, but seemed agitated. " I will show you right up to Elevia's room," she said, " if you can be culm. I guess you can. You won't have to say much, for Winnie has prepared her for it all. Mr. Giles, I am so glad you feel different ! it will be such a comfort ! We are all glad. Go in, and if she wants me, speak right at the head of the stairs." " Will she bear it? " said he, speaking low and fast. " 0, yes, I think so ; only be calm." They looked into each other's faces for a moment, when Elevia, again reaching out her arms, exclaimed, " Dear Mason, I am so glad, so glad ! " lie took the pale, cold hands in his, as he whispered, " Elevia, my wife, my poor, poor wife, forgive me. Can you forgive me ? I have seen rny sin and folly." lie folded his arms about her, and wept. " I shall kill you, after all," he said, raising his head, and looking at her, wondering that she was so very, very still. ELEVIA SAVED. 281 " No, Mason ; I am happy too happy to speak. Can it be, can it be, that you love me ? I thought I should bo willing to die if you would only love me ; but now it would be sweet to live," she said, clasping her arms about his neck. " God, help me to still say, ' Thy will be done ! ' " " Hush ! you are not to die. God will spare you. I feel it ; I have felt it ever since I cried for mercy and was heard. You will live to let me atone for the past, to win back the confidence I have forfeited. You will live to help me conquer the evil demon that has pos- sessed me, to bless your father, and take care of our baby." He used to call it hers. She looked up into his i'acc tearfully, and said, " Mason, I fear this cannot be. See how emaciated I am see." " Yes, I see," said he, taking the thin hand in his. " Elevia, I think these little emaciated arms helped to convict rnc, when you reached them out to me, and said, ' Mason, forgive me.' Ah, Elevia, I was lost ! but I trust, by the grace of God, I arn found ! I shall nurse you day and night ', you shall have everything that money can buy anything. For, since I really believed I must lose you, I have felt that life is nothing without you." "But, Mason," she said, "I shall be nothing but a baby, worse than ever, for a long time ; it will wear you all out." " I think not, Elevia. I know I shall be clumsy and awkward ; but I feel as if I just wanted you to be a bub}', and let mo tend you. I used to want to when wo were lirst married ; but I thought it would be weak and foolish. That was the way I felt about Uuie ; but I 288 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. thought it would be silly and womanish to love her, and I stifled it all, Lcvie. I stifled it all until I really thought I disliked her, and you, too. 0, but for your sickness I should have gone on from bad to worse ! But I am talking too much." " No, no," she said ; " go on. It makes me feel stronger to see you. Can't you just take me in your arms a moment ? Call mother." Mr. Giles started. " Why, you don't call her that do you ? " " Yes, I call her mother. She likes to have me, and I like to. It pleases father. lie has been a good father to me. Mason, can't you love him for my sake ? If you would only call him father, it would help to unite you." " I will," was the reply. Mrs. Levering came at the first call. She looked eagerly at the sick one. She was no worse that was plain; and something in her face made her think, ' She is saved.' Together they raised the invalid, and placed her in the arms of the husband. She lay there contentedly, as a weary child in its mother's bosom. Winnie slept that night grandpa, grandma, aiint Judith all slept, leaving the sick one with the re- pentant husband, who, if awkward, was very tender, and quite acceptable to the invalid. THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 289 CHAPTER XXXI. THE DAY OP MIRACLES, OR MR. GILES AND MR. LOVER- ING MADE FRIENDS. NOT " llcrod and Pilate," but Mr. Lovering and Mr. Giles, " were made friends that day," as Mr. Giles con- fessed his faults, and told him of his new hopes, and of his determination to lead a different life. " I shall stumble often," he said, humbly ; " but with Christ for my Saviour, and Levie for my helper, I think I shall be able to overcome at last. Father, if you will let me call you so, I have enjoyed more in these few days, which have been spent in my wife's sick room, than ever before in my life. But I have some terribly stubborn enemies to overcome I mean selfishness and avarice. These are a part of myself. Other sins have sprung from these false, deceitful roots. Shall I ever overcome them ? " he said, sadly. " The grace of God is sufficient for all our necessities, my son," said Mr. Lovering, taking him warmly by the hand. " I thank my God that you are hoping in his mercy, and, as I hope and believe, are a regenerated, changed man. But regeneration is not sanctification. You have a conflict before you, a race to run, a victory to obtain. Look to Jesus, my son. He is the Author and l'iuis!i:'i- of our faith. Look to Jesus, and go fin-wan! ; seek, ami yon shall obtain help in every time of trouble. 19 " 290 HKSTEB STRONG'S LIFE WOIUv. But there is one thing- I wish to caution you against. Don't spend your time in vain regrets for the past. Im- prove and enjoy the present ; so shall you be prepared for the futui'e in this life and that which is to come. God bless you, and help us both to be wiser and better men. I scarcely realize that Elevia, the dear child, is to be given back to us. Let us not be too sanguine ; it may not be, after all." " Why," said Mr. Giles, " brother Edward (it was the first time he had called him 'brother') thinks she may. Don't you see, she is stronger, takes more nourishment, and sleeps better ? " " That is favorable," said the father " all favorable. But consumption is so deceptive, and I have so entirely given her up ! " " That is it," said Mr. Giles, earnestly ; " you saw how low she was, and gave her up, long before I thought she was much sick ; that makes the difference. To be sure, she does look poorer and paler lor a day or two ; but Edward says that is not bad. Cornc, you must not be as loath to believe her better as I was to believe her sick. How you must have despised me ! " " And you must not so constantly refer to the past," said Mr. Levering. " Forget it as much as possible. I believe you have seen your mistakes, and are trying to rectify them ; so don't dwell upon them." " That is what Elevia tells me," was the reply. " But you must let me look into the old volume a little, until I am confirmed in the faith, and established in the new life." Mrs. Levering smiled as Mr. (Jiles returned from a foraging expedition, with raisins, figs, dates, and wine, and dolefully exclaimed, THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 291 " The very things I wanted most for her are not to be had grapes and peaches. I told Mr. Trueman to got them for her at any price. Edward says there is noth- ing so good for her. It is too bad ! " " 0, well," was the reply, " he will get them for her in a day or two. But why don't you ride over to T , and get some of my son ? He has a hot-house. He wrote me some time ago that he should have grapes from then until Christmas ; and as likely as not he has early peaches." " Why, I never thought of it! I'll ride over ; I can get back before night." He went into the sick room, noisily, to be sure ; he was not used to it ; but he went lovingly, and it was no matter. His step was like music to the sick one, and his love was the very elixir needed to send the life-blood coursing through the veins, slowly, at first, but surely, until the wasted energies were re- stored sufficiently to take a firmer stand. " I make you a sight of trouble," she said, as he took leave of her ; " but I shall be better by and by. I think the grapes will help me." " Don't think of the trouble," he said ; " if I can get you well, it is enough ; " and he kissed her good by. " I wonder if I am really the same man," he thought as ho rode along, mind and heart full of gratitude. " I wonder if I am Mason Giles, who always thought these little attentions and affectionate ways foolish and child- ish, especially to wives. 0, father, would that I could show you your sin and folly ! But I cannot ; nothing but the power of God can show you how much you art; losing, how much suffering you are bringing upon others, how much injury you are doing. I can pniy for you ; 292 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. that is all ; for I verily believe you would knock me down, or throw the first thing you could lay your hand on at me, if I should speak to you about it ever so kind- ly. Well, I wouldn't go back to the old life for the whole world ; for I have never been happy in it, and I think that very unhappiness, that dissatisfied feeling, which I have always had, has caused most of my fretting at Elevia. Dear child, I wonder she can confide in me so soon. How I have made her suffer ! I can't help thinking it over, unpleasant as it is. I suppose these sad reflections are the legitimate fruits of my sin, just as much as peace and joy are the fruits of righteousness. How the old burden comes back again ! Father Lover- ing is right. I must ' pray without ceasing.' But I sup- pose I had better not look back too much, but ' press forward.' ' " Is this the day of miracles ? " said Hester, as she called to see for herself, " or am I dreaming ? Elevia is certainly better a little better. How satisfied she looks ! " " Yes," said Mrs. Lovering, " I see it. I think she will live. But she will be months getting up, blessed lamb ! But that don't puzzle me half so much as the change in Mason. Just you look here now. See all these figs, and raisins, and things. What shall I do with them ? " " That is just like a man not used to sickness," said Hester, laughing. " And then we poor mortals always go from one extreme to the other. We swing back and forth like a pendulum when you strike it a smart rap, until, after a while, it swings about right. But I don't know what to think." She was silent a short time. TIIE DAY OF MIRACLES. 293 " Lizzie, love is a powerful agent. It kills sometimes," she said, with a strange smile ; " it kills. And now we see that it makes alive ; that is, if Elovia lives, it will. Nothing else could have saved her. 0, what a wonder- ful gift it is, but dangerous, if used carelessly or thought- lessly. Lizzie, you remember Horace." She waited for no reply, but went on. " If I could have known of Mehitable Sharp's perfidy in season " She buried her face in her hands for a moment, while her whole frame shook with emotion. Mrs. Lovering sat motionless, wondering if Hester's affection had been so strong as to outlive all these years. " Why, I supposed she had got over it, she is always so cheerful," she thought. Hes- ter raised her head soon, saying, with another of those strange, sad smiles, "Lizzie, if I had known, I might have saved him. Religion saved me. There, don't speak of this. I came to rejoice with you all, and not to weep for myself; that is the best medicine for a wounded spirit. I must not stop to weep or repine, but do with my might what my hands find to do, that I may be all ready when the Master calls." " That woman deserves to be hung," said Mrs. Lover- ing, impulsively, " to make you suffer all this time I Why, I well, I know I am not as good as you are, I couldn't forgive her, nor do as you have done." " By the grace of God, I am what I am," was the low rojply. " I do not 'hate her ; but as, day by day, I draw nearer to eternity, nearer to God and Horace, I pity her. May God have mercy on her. How can she dare to meet the judgment, with her sins like a millstone about her neck ? " Winnie was delighted to see aunt 294: HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. Hester, she was so happy ! Uncle Mason and annt Elevia were saved ; she felt sure of it. " And now/'' she said, "there is but one great burden left my /a'.Vv," she whispered. " But I don't try to carry it alone ; it is too heavy. I have given it to Jesus, and lie carries it most. all the time now." " That is right, dear," said Hester ; " I am glad for you. But you are looking pale, and must come home and play and romp with the children, or you will get sick." "But, auntie," was the quick reply, "do Christians play ? I am a Christian, I hope." " I hope so, dear ; but you are a child also. Play, amusement, recreation of the right kind, is not sinful. Children should play, and run, and rejoice in their youth. You know there is a time for all things, Winnie, and whatsoever we do we should do for the glory of God." " How can I glorify him playing ? " said the child, with a puzzled look. " 0, you can strengthen your body, which is his, pre- serve your health, and make those about you happy. The little lambs and kittens play, and praise God in that way as well as they can. Do you understand ? " " Yes, I think I do ; but I don't feel much like play- ing now. I had rather praise him by praying." " Well, dear, pray till you feel like playing, then." Hester saw that the child was suffering from her con- finement to the sick room, and was sadly needing rest. She was becoming morbidly sensitive. Her childhood had been crushed, cruelly crushed. " I must find some way to take her home," she said to Martha, "or- she will be sick." THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 295 " I know it," said Martha, thoughtfully. " Suppose I go over and stay to help them, and let Winnie come home a while. Playing with the children will be just the thing for her." "That will do," said Hester; " but we must let her stay a day or two longer, until Elevia takes a fair start in the way to health. It will be a long road, poor child ! " " How funny it seems to have you feeding me ! " said Elevia, as she looked up in her husband's face with a smile. * " Those grapes are very nice, but it does seem to me they taste better from your hand. It is so strange and pleasant ! 0, how glad I am I can live some longer ! How happy we shall be, now that we know how to live ! " A tear came into the husband's eye as he looked into the pale, thin, but happy face, and thought of the past. " I hope you will not be sorry that I live," said Elevia, as she saw the sad expression. " Don't speak in that way don't, if you love me. What would life be without you ? I was thinking of the change in you since I took you from your home, so full of life and joy, and how I brought you back broken- hearted, suffering, almost dying, and left you so coldly, without dreaming I " " 0, Mason," was the tearful reply, as she laid her hand pleadingly over his mouth, " dear Mason, don't look back look forward. It is all over now. You didn't understand me how could you ? I was to blame, too." " I don't know how or when you were to blame though I blamed you then. But this subject pains you ; 296 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. we will drop it. Take another grape, while I say, once for all time, I thauk you, Elcvia, for not submitting to ray unreasonableness. I should have been as great a tyrant as father, if you had. I should never have been happy, nor let my family be happy. Under God you have saved me. I shudder to think of the yoke I have escaped ; so let us thank God and take courage. But don't expect me to be perfect will you ? I am so dif- ferent from you and your family ! That was why I didn't like them did you know it ? They were a standing rebuke to me ; but now they shall be my example." " Let Christ be our Example, our Leader, the Captain of our salvation, my dear husband," was the fervent reply. " I long to be well and strong again, so that I can realize the dream of my girlhood, in my own house, with my own dear husband. I long to show you what a good little wife I shall be, now that I have you to love and lean upon. How happy we shall be with little Unie ! 0, you will love her so, now that you don't shut your heart against her ! You will have a family altar won't you, Mason ? How pleasant our home will be ! Our friends will love to visit us. Won't it be delightful ? " " It will," was the abstracted reply. He was wonder- ing how such a sinner as he had been should ever erect an altar of praise in his house. What would father say ? What would brother Wiley and Ann say ? His heart failed him. There was a cross. Should he be able to take it up ? He noticed the sad eyes of his wife upon him, and told her of what he had been thinking. " It will be a cross," was the reply ; " but Hester says we must never go round a cross, or step over it, but stoop to take it up, and we shall find it easy, blessed work to carry it. So cheer up." THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 297 He thought a moment, and then said, hesitatingly, " There will be a cross for you, Levie, when you get home. Can you bear it, think ? " " Perhaps so : what is it ? I can't bear much now. I see every little thing depresses me, even a sober look on your face. I am so childish, I wonder you all bear with me so patiently." "I wonder," said Mason, "that you are not more childish. About the cross : I have been thinking over Ann's past life, and I pity her. She was only a little thing when she came to father's. What a place for a fatherless child to come to ! She was looked upon as an intruder. I was taught to think so. No one loved her but mother ; and she loved mother with a passion you would not think her capable of feeling. I remember how she wept and sobbed when mother died. Father sternly sent her from the room, saying, she was ' enough to raise the dead.' I shall never forget her look as she turned and said, ' Only that you would abuse her so, I would cry until I did wake her up.' He sprang after her with his hand upraised. She darted like a bewildered spirit from the room, exclaiming, ' I'm glad, I'm glad she is dead now you can't beat her any more.' Father muttered a low curse, and left the room." " It was a terrible scene over the dead," said Elevia " wasn't it ? Why didn't she leave the family ? " " Strangely enough," was the reply, " all the prop- erty belonging to her own father was entirely in my father's hands during his life. How it came so I n-. \er knew. He would never come to any settlement, nor give her anything. Said she might slay there as she had done, if she would behave, which meant that she must be a slave." 298 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " Poor Ann ! " murmured Elevia ; " what a life to lead." " Yes ; you may well say that. From that day a war- fare has been waging between them. Both have fought with a zeal worthy of a better cause ; neither is con- quered. Father can't send her off empty, and she won't go without what belongs to her. And now, as I remem- ber my mother's dying words to me, boy that I was, I want to do something for her, if you consent." " What were they ? " said Elevia, eagerly. " ' Mason, take care of Ann when you are old enough. You will see how it is,' she whispered ; ' take care of her. You are all she will have left, and she loves you. She is a good girl.' My father entered ; I heard her saying something to him about Ann and the property. lie grew angry, and I left the room. Yes, Elevia, I left the room, bewildered, to be sure, for I loved my mother, but, strangely enough, with the feeling that she had said something wrong to father ; for I thought no one ought to gainsay or withstand him, and this my poor mother had taught me. But I shall tire you all out. I will tell you the rest some other time." " No, no ; tell me all now. What can you do for Ann ? I can't rest till I know." " Why, I want her to have rooms in our house, and 'live in peace the rest of her life, if you consent. ] know how unpleasant it will be for you, and you must count the cost." " Mason, Mason," was the quick, nervous call, " do you know what you ask of me ? Could we be happy with her there ? Wouldn't Unie be like her ? 0, 1 wish I knew 1 " THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 299 " There, there," said Mr. Giles, alarmed at the excite- ment he had caused ; " be quiet, Elevia. You shan't have her around unless you are willing". I ought not to have spoken of it now." " Willing ? 0, I am willing that you should do right. I am ; yes, I hope I am. Poor Ann ! poor Mason ! I am so selfish ! " She wept hysterically. " 0, Mason, you must do right don't mind me." " 0, dear," thought Mr. Giles, " I have made a fool- ish blunder now. I wonder if I can ever understand women and children, and sick folks. Elevia," he whis- pered close to her ear, " Elevia, don't cry ; you shall have it all your own way. I am sorry I " " Well, you needn't be," was the gentle reply ; " you ought to speak about it. I am sorry I am so selfish. I shall get over it ; and when I am stronger, I shan't give way to my feelings so. I promise you that, if you will put up with it till then." She looked inquiringly into his face. " Will you ?" He stooped and kissed her, saying, " Yes, indeed ; and when you are stronger, perhaps you will stoop to take the cross, and find it lighter than you think. If not, I shall put it out of your way." " No, you shan't," she said, smiling through her tears ; " that won't do. If God don't remove it, I shall take it up. Ann shall stay if he wills it so. But I am wasting precious strength. Kiss me again, and then soothe my head so that I can sleep. I am very tired." Mrs. Lovering's predictions proved true about Elevia's recovery. She had relapses and break-downs ; but health at lust rewarded those who had so carefully watched over her. Mr. Giles, in his turn, went back and forth, spen ,- 300 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. ing all the time he could with liis wife. Ann muttered, sighed, and scolded in turn. " Ye'll go to the poor 'ouse, all on ye, yet, likely 'a not. I can't 'elp it. I work 'ard 'miff." " 0, no, we shan't, Ann," said Mr. Giles. " I am pretty well off yet ; and Elevia is getting well. She'll be home by and by, and then we want you to keep house in the west room. You'll be company for us, and can come and go when you please." " Do'no 'bout that ; w'ere's the money comin' from ? " " 0, it shan't cost you anything for rent, or wood, or milk, or vegetables ; and I'll fix things so that father will pay you so much yearly; at least I think I can. lie ought to, and shall, if " He stopped, for Ann was looking at him in astonishment. " Be ye crazy, Mason ? " she said, at length. " Lordy, Lordy ! 'ow much ye look like 'er. 0, Lordy ! " Ann covered her wrinkled face. " 'Ow it all comes back ! I wish ye'd fret and fuss as ye used to ; I can stan' that, but I can't stan' this 'ere ; I ain't used to 't. Nobody but 'er ever spoke a kind word to me after, after " Ann broke down. " You mean after your father died and mother married again. I know it, Ann ; it was a shame. I am going to be a different man from my father. But the Lord knows I came near killing my wife, as he did our mother. I remember it all now, and see it all. You won't go back there will you ? It is bad for you both." " Do'no ; Lcve won't want me when she gets well. Nobody wants me when they can 'elp it." " Yes, she will ; you see if she don't. She is a good THE DAY OF MIRACLES. 301 girl Elcvia is, Ann. She loves me, with all my faults. You will be the best of friends yet." " She's good 'nuff, I s'pose. Wen is she comiu' ? " " Pretty soon, if nothing happens. Ann, do you re- member how father pulled off mother's flowers, red and yellow, great and small, and put them in a gor- geous wreath, round her poor dead face ? " No answer. " Ann, I think you pulled them out and threw them to the hogs didn't you ? I am glad you did it. I didn't understand it then. What did he do it for ? " " 0, Lordy ! I do'no ; 'e said she liked such trash, an' 'e wanted the ground." After a little silence Mr. Giles said, " Ann, I think mother was a Christian." " Course she was ; w'ere'Il ye find one if she warn't ?" was the gruff reply. " 0, I think she was, and I hope I am one. She told me to take care of you when I was a man. I haven't done it you have taken care of me. I am going to do better. I shall pay you for keeping house ; and I hope you will be a Christian some time." She looked up at him bitterly as she said, " I tell yo I won't forgive 'im ; an' I won't be mean 'nuff to ask arter w'at I won't give." She left the room. " 0, Lordy ! " she mused ; " w'ats come over Mm ? I can't stan' it I can't I'd rather he'd beat me." She wrung her hard, toil-worn hands, as if to wring out the bitter thoughts that came creeping in at the door of her heart, so long closed to human sympathy, which, as she thought, had boon rudely pried open by the voice of Clirisiiiin love. " No, im ; 1 won't forgive 'im/' she muttered. " I ; I <-:i!i't. Didn't he kill Yr didn't he? If I 302 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. ever do forgive 'im, it'll be w'en I can't 'elp it there now. God may forgive 'im, but I can't ; no, no, I can't. She don't want me to I know it 0, I know it." " I can't let you carry your wife home till Thanksgiv- ing," was Mr. Lovering's reply to the importunities of Mr. Giles. " She will be stronger then. No ; I want to kill the fatted calf, and have the whole family together. What do you say to that ? " " Why, I shall have to submit," was the reply. " But when I do get her, I shan't give her up again so easily," he said, laughing. " But I can never thank you enough for what you have done for us. I insist upon paying our board since I have been here." " Well, I shan't refuse to take a moderate sum. You will feel better ; and besides, I arn not as rich as I might be, and Harmony's children must be looked after." " I know it," said Mr. Giles, " and I want you to carry out Elevia's wishes, and pay for Winnie's schooling out of her portion. I have engaged the best girl I could find to help Elevia, and think we shall be very happy after this." " If Ann troubles her, and renders her life miserable, I shall expect you to make different arrangements," was the reply. " You see I talk to you now just as I do to my own boys. I have always been an old patriarch among them," he said, laughing. " Frank and Edward consult me about as much as Charles, and then they all do as they please. That is about it, I believe. So you won't mind my taking liberties," he said, as Mr. Giles changed color. " No, I won't mind er I will try not to. I have IHTII out of the way, and I don't wonder you can't trust me." THE DAY OF MIUACLES. 303 " Yes, I do trust you ; I onty speak about these things. I believe you mean to do right, and I think you will." Perhaps my readers will think me a gjeat while telling my story. Please be patient while I tell you what be- came of the children who had been the objects of so much tender, unselfish love ; so unfortunate, and yet so richly blessed. The little, pale, sallow baby we introduced to you at the beginning has been maturing into a lovely, thought- ful child. The circumstances of her little life have pre- pared her to begin the work of self-denial, for which she seems to have been rescued from an untimely death. She had one of those confiding natures which steal into all hearts not barred against them by selfishness. That seems to be the mission of all babies. They are the golden keys that the All-Father sends to unlock the deep- est fountains of human affection, and draw out the hidden sympathies of the soul, which lie buried beneath the dust and ashes of selfishness and corroding cares. Theirs is a glorious mission. Rusty and crusty must that soul be, which resists the holy influence of the baby, and refuses to take in these little ones, who come to us like sweet odors from the source of love like bright, sparkling drops from the great Fountain of all good. But our baby had a wonderful smile, wonderful eyes, and a won- derful faculty for creeping into the snuggest, warmest corner of all hearts. Perhaps, as she was to be left a helpless infant, worse than fatherless, she came more richly freighted from the Infinite Source of love. Per- haps, as she had a dangerous, difficult road to travel, a mission to accomplish, she came armed for the conflict. \Vc shall see. 304 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. CIIAPTEK XXXII. FOSTINA'S MISSION. " WHERE is my fatlier ? " said a little girl of seven summers. " Where is he ? " she repeated, fixing her large, dark, beautiful eyes searchingly upon the yet fair, pleasant face of our old friend, Hester Strong. " Fossie, darling, why do you wish to know ? Are you not happy here with us ? Get your dollie, dear, and I will try to help you dress it." " No, no," was the impatient reply ; " I want to see my father I must. You say my sweet mamma loved him, and I must see him. Tell me where he is; please, auntie, do. Now grandpa Manlie has gone to Heaven, I want rny father I want him." She laid the little pale face wearily against the broad, loving bosom which had sheltered her so tenderly all those years. " You grieve me, darling," said Hester, putting her arm about the child, and stroking the rich, dark hair ; " darling, you grieve me. If I thought it would make you happy, I would carry you to see your father ; but " " But what, auntte what is it ? What has he done ? Is he blind, or lame, or crazy, like poor Mr. Davis ? I must know. The children at school whisper about him, and ask me where he is, and laugh because I don't know. And I must know. I am snvn venra o 1 7 FOSTINA'S MISSION. 305 now," she said, disengaging herself from those loving arms ; and, brushing the tears nervously away, she raised herself to her utmost height, saying, " Don't you see how tall I am ? Such a big girl, and don't know my father ! " " Yes, I see," said Hester, smiling at the attitude the child had taken ; " but you always loved to have grandpa call you ' Little Mary ; ' ' My Mary ' didn't you ? " " Yes, I did ; but he is dead now, and I want to see my father : you said I might when I was old enough." "Well, dear," said Hester, thoughtfully, "if you think you know what is best for you, I will tell you all about your father ; but I think you had better wait." " Auntie, I don't know what is best ; but I am very, very unhappy." She threw herself into those ever-open arms, and wept passionately. " Better tell her all about it now," said Martha Man- lie ; " she can't feel much worse." "Darling," said Hester, softly, "darling, do you remember the large, ragged man that used to come here when grandpa was alive, and how grandpa used to call you into his room, and tell you stories while he Ktai.l?" " Yes, auntie ; who was it ? He had an old hat, and walked crooked all round. And Elida used to scold at him, and call him ' naughty.' Who was it ? I used to look out of the window when he went off, and breathe just w," taking a long breath, " and grandpa used t" put his hand on my head, and say, 'Thank God ! thank God ! ' What rnudo him ? He isn't " She 1 herself, and started back so that she could fix 20 306 UESTEll STIiONG'S LIFE WOKK. those strange, beautiful eyes on Hester's face, and waited almost breathlessly " lie isn't " she re- peated. " If he were your father, could you love him, and should you still want to go and see him ? " was the reply. The child looked at one, then at the other, and then her eye rested on a little picture of her mother. She seemed bewildered and perplexed. At length, bursting into fresh tears, she exclaimed, vehemently, " I think you are naughty to talk that way. What would she say? She wouldn't love that man, auntie never!" After she became more quiet, Hester told her all about her father, and the circumstances of her moth- er's happy death, and her father's rapid fall into drunken- ness and ruin. " Do they ever get better ? " said the child, stifling her grief "do they, auntie?" " Yes, dear, sometimes." " Who cures them ? God ? " " Yes ; he sometimes blesses the efforts of good peo- ple, who labor for the temperance cause ; and drunkards sign the pledge, leave off drinking, and become good again." " What is the pledge ? Do any but drunkards sign it?" " Yes, dear ; Martha and I have signed it, Winnie and Wallace have, and a great many others." " Then why don't you get my father to sign it ? " she paid, reprovingly. " I want to sign the pledge, and then I shall get him to sign it, and he won't wear those ragged clothes any more. He shall walk like uncle Edward, and I will buy him a new hat, and then he shall come to the FOSTINA'S MISSION. 307 school-bouse, and they shall see that I have a father as well as they can't I, auntie ? " she inquired, eagerly. " Why, yes, dear ; you can sign the pledge, and labor, and pray, and be a nice little temperance girl," said Hester, cheerfully. " Now that is settled, get your dollie, and we will see what we can do for that.' 7 " 0, but I want to sign it now, auntie. What if he should die ? I must begin right off." Hester wrote what she called a pledge, and guided the little fingers to sign it. A sigh of relief escaped when it was accom- plished. " There," said Hester, " you must ask God to lead you now, and wait till he opens the way." " You pray about it, auntie. I shouldn't know any- thing but ' Our Father,' and ' Now I lay me,' and such prayers." Hester prayed, and then called the child's attention to her dollie again. " But, auntie, I shall want a prayer like that." " Well," said Hester, " after you have said, ' Our Father,' you can say, ' Dear Lord, please to help me reform my father ; please to save him from the power of sin, for Jesus' sake ; ' and then you must wait till , he opens the way." Eli da Lentell was a general favorite in school. No one attempted to tease her. They couldn't ; or, if they at- tempted it, they were obliged to escape ignobly from her keen, sharp wit. One boy, who knew something of her history, maliciously inquired, " Do you remember when you lived in the swamp ? " alluding to ' the small house near the swamp,' where we iir.st found Llida. " Why, no," was the prompt reply. " What was I 308 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. then ? a fish or a frog ? I don't remember a thing about it. You came there to 'drink didn't you, after chasing a squirrel ? I am glad dogs don't catch frogs nor fishes." This was said in her own inimitable man- ner, and caused a roar of laughter, which greatly dis- comfited the enemy, and caused the boys and girls, to gather more closely around her. She was the same fun- ny, joyous child that she had been seven years before the ' Sunshine ' of the school-house and the play-ground, as well as the home circle. Cheerfulness was her gift ; but underneath it was a firm, persistent will, which it had caused Hester much pain and effort to control. " She is the hardest one among them to manage," she used to say ; " for sometimes her wilf ulness is so covered up with apparent good nature, that I find it difficult to get along." Wallace was a fine scholar, the pride of the family. Howard Trueman had entered college, was half through, and Wallace had day-dreams of college life and a pro- fession. Albert Gray is attending school with Wallace ; they are firm friends. Lottie and Winnie are bosom companions. Mr. Stillman is keeping store yet. Seven years have changed him, but not for the better. He curses in his heart the Temperance Reform, and attributes his want of success in business to the Maine Law and Mr. True- man, who is now the liquor agent, and is complained of bitterly for "corking up the bottles so tight," and refus- ing to sell a drop without a manifest reason for it. Mrs. Stillman is leading a quiet, consistent life. Jack's term at the Reform School has expired ; but he is not reformed. He is still a wanderer, they know not FOSTINA'S MISSION. 309 where ; and the mother sighs as she thinks how different it might have been. Clara, now a fine-looking girl, is in the factory, boarding and intimately associating with Eegena Steele, who has also been forced to earn her own finery and gewgaws by " that miserable liquor law, 7 ' as she calls it. Hattie Gray has, at last, become convinced that step- mothers are not necessarily monsters. She is at home, enjoying life ; and rumor whispers that, somewhere in the future, she is looking for a happy home which shall be all her own. Elida, the sly rogue, enjoys inquiring after her brother Henry, often, and wonders if he is as bashful as ever. " It would be funny if he should take a fancy to me when I am old enough wouldn't it, IIa,ttie ? -How should you like me for a sister ? Let's see : you like 'im (as Ann would say) better than you did don't you ? How funny it sounds to hear her say, ' J 'ate 'im' (old Mr.. Giles). Rather tough eating, I imagine. It had the effect of making her cross. Why, how hand- some you look when your cheeks are red I " " You are a perfect little tease," said Ilattie ono day ; " but nobody can get angry with you. But if I should act so, folks wouldn't bear it." " Well, I know it ; I was born so, and you weren't that makes the difference. You shall come and live with Henry and me. Now, don't tell auntie I am talking about such things : she will look so " (drawing down her face). " I had rather she would whip me," she said, as Hester stepped in at the door to call her to finish some work she had left half done. " 0, I am going to do it ! I will have it done in a moment, auntie, darling. 310 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WO UK. You know Sunshine is always dancing around don't you ? " " Yes," said Hester, " and that is what makes so many shadows and clouds." Thus the merry girl moved on without the many cares and sorrows which constantly harassed Winnie and Mary F. There is a little Mason at Mr. Giles'. Unie is father's girl now, and Master Mason belongs to aunt Ann, while little speck of baby sleeps in mamma's bosom. Mr. Lovering patted Elevia on the cheek, as he peeped in at the wee thing, saying, " My daughter, I think the second crop of smiles and roses which came back to you, after we gave you up, look quite as pretty and interesting as the earlier crop. Mr. Giles, you haven't allowed the frost to nip them have you ? " " I have tried to preserve them," was the reply ; " but Elevia has a good deal to put up with now. Old habits stick to me, and always will." " I haven't complained have I ? " said Elevia, tak- ing his brown hand tenderly in hers, and smiling up into his face. " No, you haven't ; but you have had reason to, often." " I didn't know it," was the reply. " I wish no one had more reason to complnin than I." " 0, you are doing well, " said grandpa. " What shall you call this little lump here ? " " We call her Annie T. Isn't it a pretty name ? " said Elevia. " Why, yes, I suppose it is ; but how did you know I shouldn't want to name her after my Lizzie here ? " said grandpa, laughing. FOSTINA'S MISSION. 311 " Why, bless you, my dear," said the happy little 'woman, "I shouldn't want you to name her that. I won't have a rival, no ways at all, you see. But how does Ann like her namesake ? " she inquired. " 0, she is evidently pleased," said Elevia ; " but no one is equal to little Mason." " But, my dear," said grandma, "don't begin to call him ' little Mason.' Everybody in town will be calling him ' little Mason,' and then there will be ' big Mason/ you see ? " " I suppose they will, mother. How shall we man- age ? " " Call him by his middle name, or Mason Edward. If I were you, I should call him Eddie. 0, here is Miss Ann." "You needn't 'Miss' me," said Ann, with a dry laugh. " I'm 'ere, you see." " Yes, I see ; you have a pretty little namesake here, too; I am almost jealous of you." "Needn't be; do'n'o w'at they named 'er that for; 'omely name 'nuff: I didn't ask urn to." " It's a pretty name," said Mrs. Levering, decidedly. " Ann, you shan't slander the baby so. Did you have a good visit in ? " " I s'pose so ; I missed this youngster," said Ann, hugging him to her bosom. " Yes," said Elevia, " and he missed her so I didn't know what to do." Ann gave the little fellow another hug. " Did ye miss 'er, ducky did ye ? Well, aunt Ann shan't go agin, I promise ye, ducky." " Muson get the horse, and take aunt Ann to ride," aid I'M' li.iy. "Mason drive." 312 IIESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " That's a man," said Ann. " Did you see old Mrs. Lentell while there ?" inquired Mrs. Levering. " Yes, she's broke 'er leg ; good 'nuff for her, I s'pose." "Broken her leg!" said Elevia; "why, you didn't tell me of it." " Didn't mean to, nuther. I s'posed ye'd want to go an' nuss 'er, or suthin', the whole on ye." " Well, we must love our enemies, Ann ; the Bible says so," said Elevia, " and forgive them as we hope to be forgiven. But I don't think I am good enough to want to go and take care jof her. How did it hap- pen ? " " She was goin' acrost to git some fillin' for a web she's weaviu' for 'Errick's folks, an' fell a-crossin' the brook. Pity 'twarn't her neck, though ! She kep 'er old 'ead out o' water, an' 'ollered an' 'ollered ; but no- body- 'card 'er but 'Errick's wife." " How far was it from Mr. Herrick's ? " said Elevia. " Quarter 'v a mile, or so, I s'pose. She better put 'er 'ead under, an' done with it. I 'ate 'er, if the rest on ye don't." After she left the room, Mrs. Levering inquired, " Don't you feel afraid Eddie will imitate Ann's speech and character ? " " Yes," said Elevia, " I do. I shall try to guard against it. So far I have had no trouble. But I can see that the child is doing her good. Poor Ann, I never sup- posed she would ever love or be loved. She is very much changed. You see she uses three words where she for- merly used one. Truly, kindnesss is a powerful iustru- FOSTINA'S MISSION. 313 mcnt for good. But Ann's affections were so chilled and blighted when young, and her heart so sealed up, as it were, by cruel, unkind treatment, that she will never get over it. It seemed as if she grudged every word, and was afraid the old crust would be broken up. Last night I was affected to tears when Mason Eddie (you see I profit by your suggestion) went to her, and said, " ' Hear Mason pray, aunt Ann.' She don't allow him to say auntie. " ' Lordy ! ' said she, ' I guess I can't. There, lit- tle Mason mustn't say Lordy ; it's a bad word. Aunt Ann must be whipped if she says it again. Kneel down an' say it, little man. He knows don't he ? ' He folded his baby hands, and said it very reverently. Ann listened, and sighed deeply when it was over. ' She learned me to say that, too,' she almost whispered, bending over the child. " ' Did she ? ' said he ; ' it is a nice little prayer isn't it, aunt Ann ? ' Who was she ? "'0! (the Lordy didn't come that time), ' 0, it was my mother my mother, ducky ! I 'ad a mother like you, once, little man, an' I loved 'er, as you do.' " ' I am sorry,' said the child, supposing, by Ann's manner, it was a great trouble that she was talking about, ' I'm sorry ; don't feel bad, aunt Ann ; you shan't have another mother next time. My mother shall be your mother, aunt Ann ; and I am your little boy ain't I ? ' "'Yes yes; there now, run in, an' kiss 'er, as I used to. 1 wish them days was back agin I do. I wuru't such an old hackmatack, then.' 314 HESTER STRONG'S LIFE WORK. " ' ITatch-ma-tatch ! ' said the child ' what is that ? Hatch-ma-tatch how funny ! ' Ann laughed, and waited for him to kiss me good night. She didn't know I overheard her. ' A little child shall lead them/ you see. I hope Ann will be benefited, without injuring the child. Mr. Wiley's folks were not at all pleased with the idea of Ann's making her home with us. They lay it to mercenary motives. They give us a great deal of trouble ; but there, we must have trouble of some kind ; and it is so much better to have it out of the house than in it out of the heart than in it." " Yes, you may well say that," was the reply. " Isn't it pleasant to think that God understands our motives, if our fellow-men do not ? " " Yes, it is a comfort; yet how much of sin and im- perfection he sees in these hearts of ours ! " said Elevia. "I am glad," she continued, "that Winnie has finished going to school. Envena has been a constant trial to her." " I know it," said grandma. " Isn't -it strange that she will let her tease and fret her so ? Why don't she cut her acquaintance, and have nothing to say to her ? " " I don't know, I am sure. Strange to say, she loves her still, and thinks she doesn't mean anything. And yet that naughty girl has told every boy and girl in the vil- lage about her father's actions, and insinuated some things which were not true. She is the most deceitful child I ever saw, and yet she is the most innocent, sin- cere-appearing one in the world. For some reason, best known to herself, she admires, caresses, and flatters Winnie in her presence, and slanders her behind her back. She slights her shamefully in company, and then, FOSTINA'S MISSION. 315 by skilful management, convinces the child that she didn't mean to never thought of such a thing is grieved that Winnie should think so. I am vexed with her. She humors Arm, and thinks just as she does when in her sight, and makes all manner of fun of her at other times. 1 think she hates my children ; and yet she makes a great deal of Mason Eddie, to please Ann. I don't know what will become of her. She brings various stories to Ann about Winnie. I was pleased to hear Ann tell her the other day that ' Win was as good as she was, an' 'nuff sight better.' I have thought her envious of Winnie on account of her position in Mr. Trueman's family. I hope Winnie will sujcceed well in teaching." " I do hope she will," said Mrs. Levering ; " she will be faithful, I know. I am glad her prospects are so bright ; she deserves it, I am sure. And there isn't a person living who would make a more suitable compan- ion for her than Howard Trueman. Why, she is one of a thousand. No one can help seeing how superior she is to Erivena. Isn't that what makes her torment Win- nie so, think you ? " "Perhaps it is," said Elevia, with a troubled look. " She is very intimate at Mr. Trueman's. They received her at first as Winnie's friend ; but they think a great