Pastoral Romance -4V x-f\ *^-^Z> r-fY 304- CHANTICLEER A PASTORAL ROMANCE By ILLUSTRATED BY W. GRANVILLE SMITH LOTHROP PUBLISHING COMPANY BOSTON COPYRIGHT, i go 2, B T L O r H R O P PUBLISHING C O M P A N T. ALL RIGHTS R E S E R V E D Published July, 1902 No r TO o o d P r t j l B triui c k <5j Sm it A Norwood, Mass. STACK ANNEX 35/5 TO THE JADED IN SPIRIT " ^^T^ ^ e a philosopher is not merely to a have subtle thoughts, nor even to found *- a school, but so to love wisdom as to live according to its dictates, a life of simplicity, independence, magnanimity and truth. It is to solve some of the problems of life, not only theo retically, but practically." HENRT DAVID THOREAU. *8 ILL USTRA TIONS m PAGE "Just then he opened the door" Frontispiece " There was half of one of the game platters" 17 " That tangle of woodland glory" . . 44 " Where one catches fascinating glimpses of the valley" 63 " It was one of the most romantic spots " 117 " She was here jnst a moment ago, Margaret said" 240 " The wonderful atmospheric effects of autumn " 270 " The sparkles dance through the frosty air " 291 33 CHANTICLEER THE train was not due until six o clock, but I was so impatient for Roger s coming that I started out to meet him at two. It was one of those transcendently beautiful days in May which in retrospect seem too lovely to have touched this humdrum ex istence. Jerry brought my trap to the door at, as I have said, two o clock, and I drove off with the full intention of rounding Robin Hood s barn. This included calling on some farmer neighbours at the Forge, six miles to the south of our country place, which we called Agawam. Frosty started up the turnpike with a gait that dissimulated respectable [9] S8 CHANTICLEER % speed, and I gorged myself on the peaceful aspect of the humble farm homes we passed. Rambling old houses that had once been, white, but which time and weather had worn to a soft grey, stood well back from the road at the end of long, straight paths, bor dered with gay tulips and sweet hyacinths. The little dooryards w r ere tangles of bridal- wreath and blossoming almond shrubs. Great lilac bushes tossed their long plumes of purple and white bloom against the parlour windows arrogantly or stood as screens to protect the calm content of some especially unpretentious spot. Occasionally a sleek cat came out on a sunny porch to strike a note of life. The poor, mean homes, crowned with the extravagance of May beauty, moved me painfully. I was glad to turn off into the narrow roadway that winds between the larger and richer fruit farms. Nature had her own way here with no un gracious comparisons. For long miles there [10] 333 CHANTICLEER m were no houses in sight, only rolling meadows of dazzlingly green verdure and fragrant acres of apple blossoms, level stretches when the eye could see on either hand nothing but these garlanded trees. Their heavily laden boughs met over my head as I drove on. The undulating fields sank back from high knolls, deeply rosy, into delicate hollows of soft waxen glory only pink-flushed. The aesthetic intemperance made my soul reel. Whether I was drunken or mad it would be hard to say. Oh, to be a poet, my spirit cried as if a poet has ever touched mid-May ! Oh, to be a painter as if May day, more than music, could penetrate can vas ! In this state of delirium I arrived at the old Clinchbeck farm. These people were our nearest acquain tances, though they were six miles away. Here, too, the house was sunning itself with the windows of its being open to the odours of lilac and blossoms and new grass. [11] &S CHANTICLEER * I found the women of the family busy very busy. It was " house-cleaning time " they told me, and all through my curtailed visit, there in those Elysian fields, I could hear the sharp click of hammers and the swish swash of beating carpets. Mrs. Decker and one of her daughters, she has four, both with their hair freshly brushed, came into the musty parlour to see me and to offer apologies for the others who " must be excused." My spirit rose in rebellion at their stolidity. But, after I had bidden the mother farewell on the porch, Miss Amanda came down to the roadside to watch my going. As I w r as untying Frosty she caught my arm with an impulsive, hard-handed grasp. She was looking off into the fragrant orchards with tears in her eyes. " Ain t it nice ? " she said dreamily. " It hurts, though. Sometimes I think I can t live through May. It s so so nice." In my bewildered surprise I wondered [12] CHANTICLEER how much of the eternal splendours we all of us tack down under our carpets. When she had spoken Amanda Decker shrank back, as if afraid of a touch upon that bit of her soul inadvertently laid bare. I ached to say something, but I was dazed and altogether inadequate. After I hastily scrambled into my trap I leaned over and whispered, " !N"ow we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face." I wonder what made me ! Amanda nodded her head gravely and went back to her house-cleaning. Frosty dashed off into the floral glory, I throbbing to appreciate it, my twin soul sor didly washing paint. My way lay around by the old covered bridge, and the still older stone arches that span the creek at Lisle. I had made a circuit of twelve miles when I drove up to the little mountain railway station. Presently the narrow-gauge train, pert and independent, tooted into sight. Frosty was too scornful of its size even to [13] CHANTICLEER prick up his ears. In a minute more recog nition disentangled Roger from a group of restless travellers. I waved my whip at him, and he rushed toward me with a look of earnestness that three days in the city had stamped about his country-loving eyes. The apple blossoms had opened while he had been away, and as we drove over the high road, through much the same scenes as I had passed at its other end, I told him as well as I could something of my drive through the great orchards to Clinch- beck. I felt that I could only be puerile and inadequate with such a theme, but it did not matter, for my husband was not lis tening. He was looking looking greedily with misty eyes. Presently I said : " It was so wonderful, Roger. A little more and I should have been a poet. As it was, I did think some thing rather fine about putting down carpets." [14] CHANTICLEER Roger made no answer. It was clear that lie could not be interested in the thoughts appropriate to the place and the hour that I had come so near to thinking, when he knew he was actually in their grasp him self. We were both too absorbed in the charm of outside conditions for much artic ulate speech. We drove along, mile after mile, almost dumbly. Suddenly I startled Roger by saying, " Where is our house ? " " On the Old King s Road. Why do you ask ? " he returned indifferently. " But where, Roger ? " I persisted. " We have passed the sentinel pine and the willow copse. There is the second pine. But where is Agawam ? " Roger looked about him with keener in terest : " That must be the first pine. It looks like the sentinel to me." " No," I reiterated. " It is the second. Where is our house ? " Roger was still peering from one side of [15] CHANTICLEER the road to the other. " There is Jerry watching for us," he said. Our man came out from a clump of cedars by the roadside. " Jerry," I called, " where is our house ? " " Burnt up," he said. " Nonsense ! " I cried. " It was not burned when I left there at two o clock." " No, but it busted out right afterward. When I took the coal up to the study grate the hull chimbley was blazin . Must a been what they call a detective fluke." We knew that when one has a flue to blame for a fire it is like heart failure as a cause of death ; it is just as well to think more than is said. " When you discovered it was it too far gone for the garden hose ? " Roger asked, as something seemed to be expected of him. His answer was a contemptuous sniff. Then he inquired, " Did you save any thing ? " [16] (Os?$&^?&8fr&&^^^9?!&^ \ oG^ t Cit G* **C* *(,* **C* 1 C* O* **O* Ok *C.**C.*i*t.* *O***C. t C* *t"C.* *C** " "r/IKKE If AS 1/ALF Ol- O.VF. OF TI1F. CAME I LA TTKKS." CHANTICLEER " Yes, yes," said Jerry. " Wait till you see." We drove hurriedly up the little distance to where, by the side of what had once been our home, was a motley pile of broken bits presided over by our cook and the house maids. While Roger gave Frosty into Jerry s hands I ran up to examine the first large bundle. It was full of fragments of china. Evidently a tablecloth had been packed with my new dinner service and thrown out oi a window. There was half of one of the game platters, but almost everything else was powder. " We saved the curtains," Jane proclaimed, pointing to a torn heap at her feet. " You pulled them down ? " I said. " You didn t expect us to get out a step- ladder an take em down careful, with the house burnin over our heads, I s pose," the cook interposed savagely. [17] CHANTICLEER I took Roger s arm and walked him toward the barn whither Jerry had already disappeared with Frosty. " We have not a whole thing left in the world," I said, " except a barn." " Where shall we stay the night ? " he asked. " I should not like to lodge in any of the houses about here, except in the very places where they would not take pay." " The Deckers are cleaning house," I hesitated. " And they are six miles away. Roger, we must occupy the carriage-house side of the barn to-night. It is large and airy. We can have plenty of hay for beds, and there are the lap robes for blankets." " We can t eat hay," Roger returned gloomily. " But we can make tea of it," I replied. " The very best calves are fed with hay tea." My husband s answer was a scornful look. Presently he remarked, " We might go and see if any food has been saved." [18] 833 CHANTICLEER && We went back to the ruins. The maids had gone off and seated themselves by the roadside with the air of complete repudia tion. We began rather listlessly handling over battered tin basins and disabled iron mongery until Roger suddenly found a can ister of tea. " Look ! " he shouted triumphantly. And I, at that very instant, picked out of a broken tureen a can of potted quail and a box of sardines. " I think that is the lower part of the re frigerator back there by the grape trellis," my usband called out. " There ought to be something in that." We ran up to it together. It was the most exciting marketing we had ever done. The knob of the door was gone, but Roger pried it open by inserting a stick in the hole. Sure enough, there was plenty not appetising plenty, I will confess, for the refrigerator had evidently had rough han- [10] $33 CHANTICLEER 85* dling and its contents were much shaken. But there were some cold vegetables that could be heated, and part of a battered pie which Roger declared was still possible. " If we could only find the bread-box iii- tact we need not complain," I said. And, before my husband had time to answer, he held it up to me above a heap of chairbacks and screen frames. " Is it filled ? " I called. " One whole loaf, one half, three rolls, and two biscuits," he chanted. " Suppose we have a meal," I said. " I am starved, and you certainly must be. There is plenty of wood to burn, but where shall we build a fire ? " " Over where the chimney stood," Roger answered, nodding toward that mangled piece of masonry. We sent the maids to the carriage-house to prepare our beds. Then we made ready the meal. I think we were both conscious [20] :S3 CHANTICLEER E& that we ought to be depressed; but, rather, we chatted like magpies while, with their cunning cupidity, we groped through our shattered possessions for usable remnants of dishes. Finally we found among the kitchen crockery two parts of plates and as many cups that would hold a few thimble- fuls while lying on their sides. There were some battered tin pans for cooking purposes and a pail, too, for the tea. Then we im provised a table from a trunk that had been carefully saved, although it was the only empty one n our attic. This we carried to the chimney-place and laid our meal upon it as fast as it was ready. We drew up to the fire, which was more cheerful than one might have expected, made up as it was of the odds and ends of our house hold goods. After we had partaken heartily of potted quail, bread and sardines, tea and pie, Roger ate the pie, we called the servants [21] CHANTICLEER for their share. Meanwhile we strolled down to inspect our sleeping arrangements. The carriage-house door, which could Le swung back to unwall the entire end of the main lower room, was opened now to face our fragrant, dewy orchard and great, mys terious spaces of star-specked heaven. Jerry had been down to the grove and cut piles of balmy boughs to make delightfully odorous foundations for our hay-couches. There was a lighted lantern above the door; everything was as ready for us as the suddenness of the situation allowed. " How inviting those beds seem," I said, and then we sat down together on the low step and looked off into the wonders of sky and orchard. We remained there for a long time, perfectly hushed. " I feel so free," Roger said at last, " absolutely irresponsible and free." " So do I," I whispered back. We were quiet again for a long time. [22] 833 CHANTICLEER 68 Filially Roger said:/ "The house wasn t insured. We should feel very poor." I looked steadily before me at the beauties of the night. " Poor ? " I repeated. Roger corrected himself. " What the world would call poor. Our next venture must be more modest, Molly. We may have to rent, for a time. If they had managed to save a little furniture it would have been useful. Think what it means to begin stocking a home again, from a corkscrew to a piano." " But how sordid details jar upon this night ! " I exclaimed. " You realise it as thoroughly as I. Laboriously stock a home again ! Why taint the solemn mystery of life with flatirons and canned tomatoes ? " " Think of dashing the hopes of a morn ing with a cup of warm coffee, or of an evening with a dish of tea, " he quoted. " That sort of thing was all very well for Thoreau, but for us why, we have [23] CHANTICLEER friends, with claims. I am afraid, my dear, his precepts cannot shape our lives. How much did that glorious freedom of Walden cost him, anyway, in dollars and cents ? But then, you know, I could not raise beans for market." " Twenty-seven cents a week," I said, ig noring the beans. " And he was able to swear that he enjoyed his life to the very core. Think of uninterrupted weeks to draw inspiration from nature s heart." I thought that rather a disgusting figure, so I talked pretty fast just then. " Think of how we have to entertain distracting house- parties at Agawam, to pay for equally irri tating entertainments at our friends . Think of our winters in the city, with those loathsome cups of lukewarm five o clock tea, and dinners in roasting hot dining- rooms. Thoreau said, and we know he spoke sincerely : l The true harvest of my daily life is somewhat as intangible and indescrib- [24] CHANTICLEER able as the tints of morning or evening. It is a little star-dust caught, a segment of the rainbow which I have clutched. There was another long silence. Then Roger said : " I could finish my novel in two weeks, undisturbed. Shall we fly to the wild woods, Molly ? " " Oh, that I had the wings of a dove," I cried, " for then would I flee away and be at rest." " We will," Roger said, and his head dropped forward in a sort of ecstasy. " We will," he repeated with intense tragedy as if he were playing a part on the dramatic stage. I had accused him of jarring detail, but I am sorry to say I struck in here with, " We will build our shanty at once in the primeval forest. When one thinks of it, how little is absolutely necessary to supply simple creature comforts food, lodging, and raiment with no margin beyond the re- [25] CHANTICLEER quirements of health. The great panorama of nature will supply our aesthetic joys un paid. Do you remember how our master says : Men will go farther and pay more to see a tawdry picture on canvas, a poor painted scene, than to behold the fairest or grandest scene that nature ever displays, in their immediate vicinity, although they may never have seen it in their lives ? If we have a few of our choicest books with us, we shall need nothing else but ourselves and a fire on the hearth. Thoreau used molasses for sweetening instead of sugar." My voice had arisen to the question pitch. Roger only looked his answer. " He had a tailoress make his trousers," I went on. " His entire wardrobe cost him only twelve dollars a year. You wouldn t want me to make your clothes, would you, dear ? " Roger looked again. So then I left the conversation to him. He amused himself by quoting such sayings as seemed to bolster [26] 883 CHANTICLEER g& his hesitancy, from our long-time mentor and our fast-evolving model, as : " It is not necessary that a man should earn his living by the sweat of his brow, unless he sweats easier than I do. If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is be cause he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, how ever measured, or far away. It was so mysteriously beautiful, there in the starlight and the bloom, that we talked spasmodically on until very late. I saw that Roger s mood was for nothing practi cal, so I emancipated myself, too, from every thought of molasses and home-made trousers. When at last we went to rest upon our sweet spicy beds, our fancies had taken root in a far tangled woodland that we knew. When we fell asleep we had each caught a generous slice of rainbow in our eager hands, [27] CHAPTEK II THE illusion was not dispelled when our eyes unclosed with the first stirring of the new day. We had left the great door of our shelter thrown back, and we returned to consciousness in the soft flutter of a glori ous May-day s birth. \ 7 ision wandered buoy antly through the pink and grey mysteries of a wide skyscape where a gentle cloud-play enthralled us ; shifting, massing, dividing again, then piling high in delicate tones of soft grey and pink, from rose to mother-of- pearl, all magically outlined with that subtle glory that is to colour what odour is to flowers. It is the liquid aureoles of saints, I think. This mystic brilliancy dashed about the frail cloud-wonders until that unutter- [28] able moment when the sun burst forth. I covered my eyes with my hands. Roger groaned. Already we were strung to the highest pitch of strained sestheticism. That mad May-day carnival of bird song had awakened us when the first streak of light touched to life the song sparrow in the maple copse. lie gave the key and then the orchard awoke. Hours of liquid melody came to us, sweet as honey, clear as crystal, high and low, a wild tangle of delicious trills. The sun touched the flower-crowned or chard, the fragrance arose in gusts that made me cry out rapturously. Then my eyes looked off upon the brilliantly green meadows sparkling with dew. I w r as giddy and faint. We both staggered when wo tried to dress. Roger said it was from our cramping beds. I declared it was May. For one instant, as I gazed down into those sloping orchards [29] CHANTICLEER and pastures, a great thought began pain fully to unfold, and, lo, Roger moved across the floor for his shoes. " O Roger ! " I cried. " I was just about to say something wonderful marvellous, like that down there! And then you creaked the floor." " I was only getting my shoes," he said. Then he pinched my cheek. "It is always so," he mocked, but half seriously, too, " in this repressed life. We must wait for the great words, I am afraid, until we move with our thoughts on pinions. We cannot lop off the feet of clay. Don t you remember Sainte-Beuve s saying, Every one contains a dead poet in his soul ? " Roger s most serious vice is that he has no belief in my unborn wisdom. He de clares I say enough to gratify him, as it is. Now he changed the subject indulgently. " Do you still feel free, dear, or have you begun to regret our lost fleshpots ? " [30] CHANTICLEER "Regret?" I echoed. "Why, do you know, this would have been sweeping-day if if our house had lived." We laughed derisively in memory of those mornings of clotted dust. " No more watching of maids in that evil hour," I cried. " Royal Worcester and Sevres, wil low ware and Favrile glass, I am your slave no longer." " The bearskin rug and the royal tiger will harbour no moths now," Roger shouted buoyantly. He whistled a few jubilant bars, I following as well as I could for laughing. I had been looking out of the side win dow, and I now called my husband to me. " Look there," I said, pointing to a small, one-storied storehouse, " the very thing for our Walden." " Why, my dear," he expostulated, " don t you know how I tried to use that for a study ? It is too small." [31] 88 CHANTICLEER 86$ " I remember," I answered rather stiffly, " that you went to the expense of having a chimney built to make a fireplace, and then abandoned it, not because it was too small, but because you found more inspiration in the tower-room of Agawam. This is as large as the great man s Walden. It would do amply for us if we built a little wing for sleeping-space." " As you like," my husband returned. " All I ask is liberty, and cover sufficient to keep the rain out of my ink-bottle." Our maids had been cared for, the night before, at Jerry s tiny home in the neigh bourhood. The first thing that we attended to, the next morning, was to despatch them back to the city whence they had come, and then, as our groom was fortunately taking a vacation at the time, we were soon set free from plans to go to town ourselves. I wanted to buy a new copy of " Walden " for a guide aS to just what would be abso- [32] CHANTICLEER lutely necessary articles for our experiment. Roger had considerable business to attend to, and then there was the disagreeable task before us of giving an account of ourselves, our loss, and our schemes to our only near relative, Roger s brother Maurice. " I hate to stand and deliver to that boy," Roger said, as we left the train and the time for it drew near. " He is so practical and so prosperous, and so young. I know he thinks me a visionary destined to failure." " And, unhappily, tied to an equally de luded wife," I laughed. " I am as nervous, too, as if he had some right to be our cen sor. Do you not think it would be wise if we bought our effects before we see him? We should feel more as if we were irrevoca bly committed then." Roger followed me into the first house- furnishing shop we came to, after we had procured a copy of " Walden," although he [33] CHANTICLEER protested, " I should not have been dis suaded, anyway." I do not accuse my husband of cowardice, nor any man in like predicament, but I do know that delicate matters generally shape themselves so that some woman is the sole actor in the scene. Roger had tiresome busi ness to call him to the far end of town, and after our shopping was concluded there seemed really no other place so convenient for me in which to wait for him as at Mau rice s office. Our brother is a young physician with a large and important practice. His consult ing and waiting rooms were crowded when I arrived with my conciliatory smile, but Maurice had me shown into his little pri vate reception room, where he said he would soon come to me, as his office hours were nearly over. I hoped against hope that he would not be disengaged before Roger arrived. As I sat there in hushed silence, [34] CHANTICLEER framing our confession to my brother-in- law, logically, sensibly, as I could do so then, my hands grew icily cold, my heart fluttered painfully. Stern disapproval and emotional enthusiasm are unequal foes to meet. I said to myself over and over that we were not a pair of naughty children to be snubbed by this chit. It did me so much good to think of Maurice as a boy that I wonder it had no more tonic effect upon me. But when I heard his autocratic step crossing the hall to me, it made no differ ence that it was elastic with youth. It was that of a man of the world, and my artistic soul trembled before it. He shook hands with me again, saying cordially, " I am very glad to see you, Mary." Then he seated himself on the padded leather divan beside me, with his usual elegant ceremony, no trace of surprise in his manner that I should have interrupted him in a busy morning. [35] CHANTICLEER I turned about to face him. " We have had an accident," I began. " Oh," he asked with eager interest, evi dently thinking his medical aid was sought, " is it you or Roger ? " " Our house," I answered, smiling at his gravity; " our house was burned last night." " ISTot much burned, I imagine, from your face," he laughed. " Burned down," I replied stoutly. There was something indefinable of re proof in his handsome young face, as he said solemnly, " This must be a real blow to Roger." I shook my head. Where were that sense and that logic that I had conned like a les son not a half -hour before ? " Roger does not care either," I said. I think it must have been a little hysterical, but I was aware that I was smiling broadly, so pleased did I seem at our misfortune. Maurice was silent. He simply gazed [36] CHANTICLEER at me wonderingly. Finally I stammered, " A house like that is a great care. We had so many valuable things, don t you know?" " So I supposed," he returned coldly. " Our wedding-gifts alone, silver and glass and china, were enough to drive one demented. And then that rich bachelor uncle of mine in Chicago is always sending us care-laden gifts rare canvases, or tap estries, or bronzes. We are going to build a hut on Koger s camping property, to get away from it all," I cried in one crazy out burst. Maurice smiled. " Is there no way to stay this reprehensible uncle, short of hid ing from him in the woods ? " " But you don t understand. It is the woods that we want; a wild, free life un der natural conditions." " Yes, Mary. You might enjoy, a little later in the season, a few weeks of camping. [3Y] CHANTICLEER But, for the present, you must come to me." This provident youth had a whole estab lishment of his own. " Consider this your home until Agawam is rebuilt." " Agawam rebuilt ! " I echoed. Were we going to be routed, at the eleventh hour, after all, by this determined business spirit? " We will never build again even as near civilisation as that. We both believe domes tic conditions are growing too complex for any sort of comfortable living. This is due wholly to unreasonable pride," I declaimed, in platform earnestness. " The vice urges us to live beyond our means, with conse quent mental agony. It puts thumbscrews on fireside happiness, in the servant ques tion. It has degraded labour. Competency looks higher now than the kitchen. Our experiment will prove to the world how little of this nervous strain to make both ends meet is really necessary to insure happy and healthful living for a congenial [38] 833 CHANTICLEER S& couple of wide interests. We wish, too, to elevate honest toil." " I believe you are in earnest, Mary," he replied with patient indulgence. " But when the first snow flurry comes, I will see that my pleasantest spare rooms are in order for you." " Maurice," I answered, " you vex me. Do you suppose if I could not stand the woods in winter, I could the life in a vil lage ? For years we have sought, in the fall, the largest city we could find New York, when it was not Paris, or London. I know the hideous monotony of a suburban town, and I pity you, shut up here, when the whole country outside is blossoming and bird-thrilled." Maurice crossed the room and sat down by a table laden with the alluring volumes he has no time to read. " Won t you, at least, Mary, accept my hospitality until Roger has your your camp ready for you ? " [39] CHANTICLEER " Thank you," I said, " you are very kind, but we go to-morrow to the woods." " You. will be lonely," he answered. " I shall run out for a Sunday now and then, during the summer, if I can pull away. And probably others will come too." I am afraid I winced. Then I mur mured, " You will be welcome, but we shall not be lonely." " Last night, you said, Mary ? " Maurice ejaculated presently. " Why did you not come right here ? " I hesitated. I did not like to say we preferred our barn. And just then Roger bustled in upon the conversation. He was so elated that, for a moment, he forgot his brother s inconvenient sense. " What do you think ? " he cried ; " the luckiest thing ! I got down there in Water Street just as they were wrecking the disabled steamer you remember, Maurice, the excursion steamer Caroline, that a drunken pilot ran [40] CHANTICLEER on the rocks last summer. Well, Molly, I bought two of those old state-rooms, a pair of bunks in each. Won t they be just the thing to complete our shanty ? One put on each end of the corn-house, like wings." " Splendid," I returned, eyeing Maurice. " Don t you think, Roger, we would better go now 2 " [41] CHAPTER III THE camping-ground which we were to make our future home was a bit of wild woodland lying along the creek Jan Vosen- kill, about ten miles nearer the rugged mountains that had outlined our horizon at Agawam. A few years previously Roger had been one of a party of five artist friends to pur chase fifteen acres of this prospective sports man s paradise. There was very little hunt ing there mostly squirrels and rabbits and there had been still less fishing origi nally, but the cold, clear stream was an ex cellent one for trout, and the new land owners had been stocking it for the past season or two generously, so that now the [42] CHANTICLEER fascinating fish lured by their size and num bers as well as by their captivating coyness. Although each of the sportsmen owned his own three acres of land with defined boun daries, each year they had camped for a few weeks in a body. Roger s intention now was to preempt his own acres for our home. Two men went with Jerry to transport the corn-house, and to assist Roger in erecting it after I had selected a desirable location. My husband and I arrived at the Vosen- kill several hours before the men came, so that we had plenty of time to consider where the house should stand. After changing our minds many times, for there was an embarrassing choice, - we finally selected a tall, rugged pine to keep guard over us and to send its spicy, invigorating odours in at our windows. We stood on the great, lichen-covered rock under the rustling pine to listen to the noisy flow of the Vosenkill, [43], CHANTICLEER sparkling lustrously here and there where there was a break in the trees and the tall underbrush. Before us spread out that tan gle of woodland glory that nature lovers crave to keep them healthy; squawberry vines running their red riot through moss and fern, tall brakes scenting the air subtly, vitally, alder bushes rustling softly, spruces and hickory with, now and then, a chestnut in majestic outline, seemed to give out a reticent welcome to us who loved them with all the abandon of childhood. " I have often waited in our house for you, Roger," I said finally, after it had grown painful to care so much for these woods, " but it is a new sensation to wait for the house." " All our sensations will be new now," my husband replied. " We have never be gun life before in full maturity. What shall we make of it, Mary? Failure or success ? " [44] f^^^^^^it^^^g^g^^^? CHANTICLEER " Success," I answered. And then Roger turned his head and said, " Here comes our house." Crashing through low, overhanging hem locks, banging against fern-covered rocks, now slipping down a bank of moss, then. thrusting two wheels in mid-air to clear some projecting coil of roots, came the long lumber wagon that held our home and also the three w r orkmen. The state-rooms we had left in town to be entirely renovated with fresh paint and paper. The men would have to come out to us once more to complete the building, but we could not wait in the vil lage until all this was done. When the four men were setting up our house, I heard Jerry say to my husband, " I do know what it means, sir, your comin here, when you re used to that nice house, an the bosses an all, sir." Roger looked perplexed for a moment. It seemed a difficult task to attempt to ex- [45] CHANTICLEER pand that narrow ignorance to encompass our point of view. " I do regret selling the horses/ he answered, " but that is all. That fine house meant a great deal of care as well as expense to us, Jerry. Don t you remember how hard it was to keep the place looking as nice as we w r anted it ? Shrubbery would not grow well in that soil, nor grass under the trees. And have you forgotten how the cook and one of the maids left my wife last summer when she had a houseful of guests ? And the time when sneak-thieves broke in and carried off a chest of silver be fore they went to the barn and took Frosty s best harness ? " Jerry felt somewhat responsible for the harness, so he answered glibly, " O yes, sir. There s bad luck in this world for ev ry- body." " Have you never thought," Roger went on, " that some day, by working hard now and denying yourself a great deal, you will [46] CHANTICLEER have laid by enough to rest and take life easily ? " " I guess ev rybody builds them kind o air-castles/ Jerry grinned rather sheep ishly. Roger nodded. " Of course they do. It is human nature. But are they very often realised ? Don t you find that your friends usually work themselves into their graves before the happy time of ease comes? Well, we are not going to wait for that some day. It is here now. We have laid aside every unnecessary care. Now I am sure that you really do not enjoy for your self that Brussels carpet you bought last week, but you thought you must get it to be as respectable as the Ryans." " That s true, sir. I mean, my girl she wanted it, account o th Ryanses." " Exactly. We shall not even know here what the Ryans have. We love the woods, my wife and I, more than anything in the [47] m CHANTICLEER ggg world, and we mean to enjoy them, free from every useless worry. There will be no anxiety about making both ends meet here. We shall keep easily in advance of our income, not be always panting to catch up with it." Jerry s eyes were becoming a little dazed, and Roger said quickly: "Do you ever realise how few of the things you strain so hard to buy are really indispensable? We believe that an unreasonable pride brings much useless misery into the world. You won t let your boys run barefooted in sum mer, as you did yourself though their toes ache with the heat, and their shoes are a tax upon your wages simply because labourers sons no longer do that. The same spirit has governed us. We have lived up to our friends, but we have come to our senses at last." I had been regretting ever since my con versation with Maurice, that I did not quote [48] CHANTICLEER to him what Marcus Aurelius said so aptly upon this point : " I have often wondered how it comes to pass that everybody should love themselves best, and yet value their neighbours opinion about themselves more than their own." Men of our brother s stamp are much more impressed by the word of a great man, especially if it is an old great man, than by their contempora neous relatives opinion. In fact, with our selves, I know the farther we go back for our own mental props the surer does the foundation of our beliefs seem to be. But that is clearly not so with Jerry, and I al ways say my sage things to the wrong per son. When I quoted the ancient wise man who persecuted Christians to the ignorant modern who is good to horses, there seemed no understanding between them. Our ex-coachman merely said ambigu ously, " Some folks are built that way," be fore he excluded me pointedly by tacking [49] his next remark on to Roger s last one: " Excuse me, sir, but I m thinkin bout this time next year. Can I ast ye then which way is best ? " " Indeed you may, Jerry. That is a just demand," Roger answered, turning ab ruptly to look down into a field below us. " I mean to have that ploughed up and set out in early vegetables," he said. " We shall enjoy tending them, as well as eating them. Whom could I get to do it ? " Each of the three listeners had a farmer to suggest. One was settled upon, and his special advocate delegated to engage his ser vices. Still smarting as we were from the do mestic discomforts that even sweeping-day insured in our late complicated system of housekeeping, we were amazed at the ease with which we slipped into our new environ ment. We were determined to begin with only such encumbrances of domestic living [50] CHANTICLEER as were absolutely indispensable for most primitive comfort, then, from time to time, to add to our store anything of this sort that extended experience seemed to demand. There was to be not one superfluity to re quire care. The poorest immigrant could hardly begin housekeeping on a more lim ited scale. We had no pictures. There could be no need of canvases to collect dust and to be mocked by the great gallery of ever- changing masterpieces nature had hung about us. Neither did we require recepta cles in which to watch the dropping and de cay of the floral splendours which \ve had the possibility of seeing in the first, fresh beauty of the woods and pastures. We expected to collect a few good books in time, but even here it was curious to note how little printed lore such omnivorous readers as we were craved when we had so much mental food furnished at first hand. Our living-room was of this simple ar- [51] CHANTICLEER rangement: dazzlingly fresh white walls and ceilings, a bare pine floor scoured to its whitest possibilities, a table of the same wood and the same cleanliness. On the lat ter we placed a student s lamp and some books, when it was not in use as a dining- table ; when it was I spread it with a square of heavy white crash and the few indispen sable dishes of substantial ware that were needed to serve most simply our meal of one course and, usually, of one dish some thing appetising and nutritious, nothing more. We had not come to Eden to waste one precious moment with unnecessary cook ing and dish-washing. When Roger first saw me undertaking this last imperative bit of sordid detail he said, " I hate to see you do that, Molly. Would it not seem less ignominious if we called it cleansing instead of washing ? " " I heard you lecture Jerry, only this morning, upon the subject of foolish pride," [52] CHANTICLEER I answered, diving with my novice s hand after the soap. " I call it dish-washing." " So do I," said Roger. To go back to the matter of our furnish ing. Besides the table, our living-room held four large easy-chairs of wicker with com fortable cushions, one for each of us and two others for possible guests, intermixed with a few smaller seats; and upon the narrow mantel, over the open fireplace where our simple cookery was done, a clock and a pair of bedroom candlesticks. Not another thing to be kept clean and to distract the eye from the marvels of sight that our broad windows and our open door disclosed. The two bedrooms adjoining the chief room, one on each side, had, besides their upper and lower berths luxuriously fitted with the best of springs and hair mat tresses, good linen and soft blankets, merely a chair in each, a washstand with neces sary toilet articles, a small mirror and a [53] CHANTICLEER hanging shelf, besides a set of drawers and a row of hooks. Nothing could be simpler, and still no avenue to cleanliness or com fortable sleeping was closed. Our first purchase was decidedly utilita rian. It was a cow. We had a little shed built for her down in a hollow where it might not be seen from the house, and learn ing to milk furnished both the comedy and the tragedy of several of our earliest days. I have never seen Roger so boyishly boastful as when he had mastered that homely art. He acquired it before I did in fact, I did not acquire it at all, when I saw how willing he was to pay the price of his su periority. Then we bought some chickens, and, with our own hands, built a home for them ad joining the cow-shed. Did ever the last touch of architectural splendour on some stately palace shed such awesome satisfaction upon its promoters as did this work of ours when, [54] CHANTICLEER at last, we had made it sufficiently secure to really hold our feathered possessions ? I shall never forget the face of calm con tent with which Roger came to me one morn ing to announce : " Molly, they are all there. Not one missing." I sat down on the doorstep. The news seemed almost prostrating. " To think of that ! " I cried. " Why, once I could not drive a nail straight or draw a screw. And now " Yes," Roger said, walking away, " you helped me considerably, Mary." Those were Elysian days, when even the homely details were touched with the glory of Eden. We almost forgot that man had fallen, and the whole world was ashamed. We arose with the opening notes of the woodland anthem, whether into pink dawn, or soft summer rain. We touched a match to the fire laid upon the hearth, and pre pared hastily a cereal and some coffee, both [55] CHANTICLEER made fit for the gods by the rich, yellow cream from our Alderney cow. After our simple meal, we waited for nothing. To gether we wandered into wonderland, aim lessly, whither the spirit led us. The smell of the earth and of moss, the spiciness of young ferns whose prodigality our feet un wittingly crushed, the fainter sweetness of the gay azaleas, with the whole riot of the smaller undergrowths, all fresh and radiant, lifted us to dizzy heights of sublimity. " Our violets alone are worth living for," I said one morning, when we had passed through a marshy bit where they clustered densely in fragrant clumps, " with their variety of colour, and size, and delicate vein- ing, and the surprises in odour, from the first May awakening to the large deep-lined blue beauties of early June." Roger interrupted me to wave his hand toward an old pasture bottom upon which we were just emerging. I gave a little cry, [56] CHANTICLEER and we both ran down into it, faintly blue with the fairy snow of bluets. As far as our wondering eyes could reach that tender colour stretched out before us. Behind us arose the rich morning song of that stranger bird, the hermit thrush. " O my God," I cried, clasping my hands reverently, " I am glad to be alive ! " Roger s hat came off. After a brief silence, I said weakly : " Take me home. I can stand no more to-day." We turned about dumbly, and went back, I to my few household duties, and Roger to his writing. Later I took cushions and my sewing, and went out to sit on the great rock under the pine tree that guards our house. I always felt it was only fair that, while Roger was working, I should do something practical, and then I knew I should want some cool print gowns for July and August. I intended to make them very simple, but even so, those long seams [57] $33 CHANTICLEER % were as endless as if some malignant fairy- stretched them as I sewed. With so much to distract the attention it was difficult to keep from losing my needle. If I raised my head to listen to an unfamiliar bird note, it was gone. If a bright splash of colour called me down the path only a very little way, azalea hunting, or if I stopped to climb up to maidenhair fern growing where I had never expected to find it, I came back to a missing needle and a seam not so nearly done by far as when I had left it. I con cluded to try photography for my serious work. That made a new interest for Roger, too. I took beautiful bits of our favourite spots, making up my compositions while my hus band wrote. At night we fashioned a dark room out of one of the bedrooms, and de veloped the plates. It was another and a substantial joy. Every hour seemed more completely abandoned to happiness. [58] CHANTICLEER " We are, indeed, in a new world. It is Genesis," I said once, after a glorious after noon of bird study was followed by a moonlight walk up the Vosenkill. " The evening and the morning were the first day. " " Don t," said Roger. " The serpent en tered so soon." He did not enter then, to us, but June did. Heavily fragrant wild grape blossoms hung from vine-draped trees and clambered over fallen stumps. Ferns grew more luxu riantly. The elderberry bushes were massed with their green-white prodigality; and the wild roses, waxen blossoms set in waxen foliage, were the chief glory of our more open spaces. And then the wealth of laurel bloom was upon us. A half -hour s walk brought us to the foot hills of the mountains, where this June splendour spread like a carpet before us in acres of rosy colour. We had, to be sure, [59] CHANTICLEER a more temperate display nearer home, but, for the floral carnival, we must make some exertion, which we were only too glad to do, every day while they were in their supremacy. Once we went to them in the moonlight; a soft June night, flooded with tender ro mance. We wandered through the rough ways of the blooming acres, conscious only of the moon and the flowers, until soul-wea riness dragged us dowTi upon a great boul der, our feet among the laurel. A stem of the lovely flowers lay against my cheek. I gathered it with a sudden impulse, and turned to fasten it in my husband s button hole. He looked down at me smiling. I thought how handsome he was in the moon light, My hands trembled with the rapture of the maid Molly in the long ago, and I drew shyly away from him. He put out his arm as if to draw me to him, and then stopped, as if he, too, were afraid. We sat [60] CHANTICLEER in embarrassed silence until with an effort Roger wheeled toward me to lift my face to his. Gazing steadily down into my eyes he whispered, " Mary, I love you." " So do I," I whispered back. " I mean you, Roger ! " Then he pressed me against his heart, for such a declaration of what I had been to him, and would be to him, as only my most secret soul can phrase. " When I first loved you," he added, " I thought I understood what it meant. But that was only a young man s a stranger s fancy. Now, dearest, it is a husband of seven years your other self that woos you." He paused as if his life s happiness depended upon my answer. " And wins me, Roger," I said, looking up shyly, to be kissed. [61] CHAPTER IV FOR the first weeks of that era of peace we had purposely cut ourselves off from postal communication with the outside world. But there came a time when Roger must begin reading proof of the book he had in press; and so, one evil morning, he was obliged to slip a prosaic leaf into the poetic calendar of halcyon days of which we had enjoyed more than one month. He went to town the town of trolley cars and Mau rice, of bargain counters and the odours of yesterday s dinner. I felt so sorry for him when he set off, as conventionally dressed and as commonplace as a bank president, that I promised recklessly to be as miserable as I could while he was gone. " I dare you to be [62] 1J/HRKK O.Vf . CATCHES t- A SCf.VA TfNC Cl.fMl SKS <>/ ///A I ALLEY" CHANTICLEER miserable here," he called back, in wistful gaiety, as he hurried away, an absurd creature with money in his pockets. Before he was barely out of sight it seemed foolish for me to be any more wretched than his absence made obligatory. So I took my camera up to what we call our observatory: the summit of a fern-covered cliff where one catches fascinating glimpses of the valley. Before I knew it I was composing alluring bits of pictorial peace, and singing like a lark. Suddenly I realised from the position of the sun that it must be noon. Roger had started away so early that it was almost time for him to return, and I had forgotten to be lonely. Guiltily I ran to the edge of the rocks to look down our avenue of trees. There the dear fellow was, winding his way through tangled undergrowths at an eager pace that smote my conscience. " Who is that handsome stranger ? " I sang out jauntily. [63] CHANTICLEER He lifted a radiant face of surprise to me. " The fairy prince, come for his beautiful bride," he called back. He held out his arms, and I tried to run down into them, with a naiad s grace, but, someway, I slipped on the pine needles, and slid down to his feet, a dishevelled heap. He picked me up tenderly, hunting for a clean place on my face to kiss, I paying no heed to the anxious inquiries in my nervous dread of what he might have encountered. " I am afraid you found letters, as well as proofs, Roger ? " I began, with questioning inflection. " Tell me, are the Philistines at our heels ? " He slipped my hand through his arm, and we moved toward the house as he said with solemn gravity, that had very little of mock ery in it : " The serpent has entered Paradise." " O Roger," I cried tragically, " in what form ? " [64] CHANTICLEER He shook his head. " Not one lithe, grace ful tempter, coiling about our hearthstone, but, my dear girl, our innocent feet have stepped into a whole nest of adders. I will show you what I mean when we get to the house." When we reached there my husband walked over to the table and laid a letter upon it. " Oh, Mr. Lyman s writing," I said. " Is he coming here ? " Mr. Lyman was one of the camping co terie. " Yes, my dear," Roger answered. " He seems to have a notion that we have some sort of spacious cottage." He proceeded to read : " I am just getting about after pneu monia. My physician has advised the Adi- rondacks, but I believe the Vosenkill would be more beneficial. I am wondering if you would oblige a sick old chap with a bed in your house, while his camp is being set up. [65] CHANTICLEER Of course my wife will come to look after me. Unless we hear to the contrary we will be with you next week on Tuesday." " Poor fellow ! " we said together ; and then my soul shrieked audibly, " But Mr. Lyman s wife ! " Roger laid down another envelope. " Mr. Enderson ? " I asked. " Is he coming, too ? " " Yes. Hearing of the Lymans , and our venture, he says he will set up camp with his wife and his brother here for the entire sea son, this year. They come on Monday." " Ah," I whispered. " I went to see Judge Elliott about buying the land below us. He thought he would not dispose of it after all. But, rather Roger s voice grew strained, " he should build there for himself." I groaned. " Re serve your lamentations till I finish the quo tation, my dear," Roger said. " What will he build ? " I asked then. My husband s teeth set. The words came [66] CHANTICLEER hard. They were these, " A rustic cot tage" I clapped my hands to my ears, and stag gered to a seat. Roger laughed sardonically. " Do you think, if I make some strong coffee to brace us, we can live until morning ? " I inquired. His answer was, " Maurice is coming the following week." " We will make him milk the cow," was my hysterical exclamation of unsisterly ven geance. Each answer of my husband s was worse than the last. He now spread out three plump envelopes before me. " For you," he murmured, still between set teeth. " All from migratory songsters, I presume." One was from a young woman whom I had invited to Agawam, and to whom, when writing to explain why the invitation there must be cancelled, I had felt it only civil to tell something of our new plans. Her mis- [67] CHANTICLEER sive was a delicately worded hint to the effect that the wild woods seemed even more allur ing to one of her tastes than Agawam. The other two were from commonplace acquain tances in the village to tell me that they, too, inspired by our successful experiment, were to begin at once rustic cottages similar to Judge Elliott s upon land purchased from him, the very ground we so much coveted. " It is a hideous joke of some sort," I cried at length. " No one ever gets so many let ters in one post." " When they have had no mail for more than a month they do," Roger said with dis couraging brutality, diving into another pocket, and pulling out a half-dozen or so more. " Don t be alarmed, Mary. These are all harmless business letters and circu lars. There was a pile of papers and maga zines that I could not bother to bring. As nearly as I can make out, that old fool means to encourage every one who will listen to [68] CHANTICLEER come here with him; the more the merrier principle." " Which old fool ? " I asked. " The Judge," Roger answered, looking before him stolidly. " He is just ass enough to start a Park." I gave a stage shriek. If I had known how those things are managed, I should have fainted. [69] CHAPTER V WHEN we heard the voices of our ap proaching guests, and the banging of their luggage, Roger and I rushed out to greet them. " I wonder if I can remember the correct, hypocritical twang of the naughty world ? " I had asked my Mentor. " Act in reverse ratio to your feelings," he had adjured. So I threw myself upon Mrs. Lyman s am ple figure, aggressively modish in a new travelling toilette. She returned my clasp in that familiar scene I had always loathed. A great fat robin friend, on a bough above us, looked down in blank disgust. I disentan gled myself as best I might; and Mrs. Ly- man, with her eyes fixed on our home, asked, " Where is your house, dear ? " [TO] CHANTICLEER " If you are not careful you will fall over it," I laughed. " Oh," she returned. " You are camp ing. I thought you were living here." " We are living, in the truest sense," Roger said sententiously. The reproof aroused Mrs. Lyman s extrav agance. She is always what my husband calls gushing, and now that she had amends to make, she set our common-sense flesh to creeping. " Oh ! Oh ! Oh ! how charming ! " she cried, following us inside our house. " How sweetly simple ! Tell the men where to put the luggage, George. What an ex pansive view ! They would better unstrap them. No, not there. The little bag on top. Yes, an exquisite outlook. Unstrap the others, too." Then, looking toward me, " Shall I put my hat here, dear ? " We would gladly have given them the free dom of the place, but they preempted it, un bidden. An invalid is always personality [71] CHANTICLEER italicised, as we all know, and Mrs. Lyman herself was an entity in capital letters. The double presence seemed to fill our house to bursting at the seams. The sick man en sconced in the largest chair, with his medi cines and appurtenances, the wife s fashion able litter, the necessary luggage, were so many blotches upon the serenity of our home. In such times of domestic strain the over wrought mind usually finds some triviality to settle upon as a grievance. It seemed to me then that Mrs. Lyman s smart hat found a dozen new resting-places for itself in as many minutes. I sought no spot that it was not already at home there. When I had gone to the spring-house for cream, I looked up suddenly, from a bending posture, to see Roger standing over me. His first words were, " I would feed that hat to the cow if I thought she would eat it." [72] CHANTICLEER " Thank you, Roger," I answered. " I shall not mind so much, now I know half the burden of those bows is on your soul. I thought mine bore it all." The spring-house was an excavation we had made near the larger house, in a mound above a flow of deliciously cold water, in which to keep our few perishable stores. Roger took the pitcher of cream from me, and we walked back under the majestic trees to the clutter and the garrulity our guests had brought. After the simple meal, of which the Ly- mans ate voraciously, we broached the sub ject of, not our usual long evening tramp, but a short ramble. They were politely aghast at the notion. Mr. Lyman was not strong enough, Mrs. Lyman was too tired from trav elling that lusty woman who shook our house with the strength of her deep chest tones. So we made talk to them, punctuated by their smothered yawns, and we watched [73] CHANTICLEER Mrs. Lyman carry her hat into her bed room. She was to occupy my quarters with me. I know she broke none even of the minor laws of the most approved ethical code. But her large figure, with its multitudinous trap pings, and her intemperate vocabulary, seemed to crowd me out of my very bed. I lifted into the upper berth my attenuated figure that felt as if it were shrinking as fast as Alice when she drank of the bottle on the little glass table. Mrs. Lyman spread her self out in the lower bunk broadly, and pro ceeded to refresh her rich vital existence. I cannot accuse her of anything so vulgar as snoring, but she was soon very much asleep in her elaborate nightgown. It was too dark a night for me distinctly to see the disorder her finery had wrought in my spotless room, but I was so conscious of it all, and of her personality beneath me, that I was stifled. I thought the feeling would CHANTICLEER pass, but it did not. With increased longing the thought of out-of-doors lured me. I struggled with the temptation long and val iantly, then, just at the point where Lymanism seemed to have smothered my consciousness, I was briefly resuscitated by a soft swishing sound. It was my guest s hat falling from its hook behind the cur tains. That trifle decided me. I swung myself guiltily down from my perch over her somnolent body, stealthily I threw on a few garments, and, for fear of arousing some member of the household by the creaking of a door, I climbed softly out of the open window. It was a long, laborious process, for one not used to housebreaking. But once my feet touched the soft earth, they seemed winged. Oh, the ecstasy of that initial moment of freedom. It is comparable to nothing but the first kiss of love, though that, too, is puer ile when this thought lies next it. Every star [75] CHANTICLEER in the black vault above gave me a dis tinct benediction. It was quite still, except for the furtive movement now and then of some soft-footed creature of the night, and the gay tinkle of the Vosenkill. There was no moon, and despite the stars it was very dark under the trees and the tall shrubbery. But healing abounded. That potent touch wiped from my Soul the scars of Mrs. Ly- man s bouffant petticoats and her squirming wire bustle. My beating pulses led me on, on whither I knew not, and neither did I care. We were merely plunging into space, my hot temples and I, until the first impatience was cooled, and then I began to move more slowly ; almost like floating, it seemed, it was so en tirely without conscious volition, until a long-time dawning terror burst positively upon me. I had been hearing behind me footsteps which I, at first, set down to some forest friend. I knew no evil creature lurked [76] CHANTICLEER there, and the regularly occurring pitapat had lessened my sense of isolation before it had corne near enough to seem heavy and human. I began to realise that I was a long distance from my home when I turned toward a more open space among the dog woods and hurried away from the Vosenkill. The footsteps turned too, stumbling, as I had done, over one spot of tangled under growth. Definite fear smote me suddenly. I had never known it there before. We were altogether too remote for tramp progresses; the red man is not of the east, nor have I faith in ghosts. Still It was gaining upon me. Rapidly, with steady paces, something was coming toward me at midnight, in the black woods. I was a trembling, nursery child .again, frozen in white horror to the spot where I stood. Unwise thoughts scudded through my brain of an escaped lunatic, a criminal fleeing from justice. In that place it must be something altogether unusual. [77] CHANTICLEER The awful eeriness of mystery touched the fact. I think I could have stood the cer tainty of any number of simple highwaymen but this ! The footsteps veered a little to the right. I had time to slip off sidewise, but I could not stir. There was no need to hold my breath. There was none to hold. Then my alert ears registered a more easterly course. But suddenly there was a dead stop. It turned and crept toward me with outstretched arms. I could begin to see an indistinct out line of what was unmistakably a man. He was feeling his way cautiously, for he had inadvertently stepped down into a matted thicket of bushes. I might have moved off easily now on the other side of a great rock if my feet had not been dead. But I was far past lifting a member. I waited. It came on. Then one of the exploring hands struck against me. The man shrieked not I. I waited. The [78] CHANTICLEER hand moved about wildly, aimlessly, before it could catch hold of me again. There was another exclamation from the man. An eager touch ran over my person. A match was struck. By the instant flash we looked into each other s faces Roger and I. " Why, Mary," he cried. " What are you doing ? " " Nothing," I wailed, falling against him limply. " The house was so full of those people I could not bear it." " Nor I ! " he returned fervently. We exchanged our motives, which were identical, for actions which were identical, except that one had been pursuer and the other pursued. Then we sat down on a neighbouring rock, and talked over our position, which at that hour seemed quite desperate. " There is not room in the house," I sighed, " for us and Mrs. Lyman s hat." [79] CHANTICLEER " I know it/ he said. " But what can we do ? I do not want to kill Lyman. He is too weak." " Don t make grim jokes/ I groaned. " I am very serious." Roger laid his hand on mine. " It is se rious/ he said. " I have been thinking, Molly, would it be too pointed if we camped for the rest of their stay, in the cow-shed ? " I could only shake my head. [80] CHAPTER VI THE Lymans remained with us for nearly a week, so complicated were their plans for camp building. First and last, a score of workmen must have been necessary to their arrangements. There were numerous delays in the arrival of the various helps to com fort. We seemed to do nothing during those days but to walk back and forth from our home to their camping ground, to watch the lack of progress. A large waterproof tent with a solid wood floor was set up for general purposes, a smaller one for sleeping, and a remote shanty built for cooking. Huge boxes filled with ranges, oil- and alcohol- and charcoal-, elab orately furnished cots, wicker chairs, rugs, [81] CHANTICLEER crockery, bath tubs, canned edibles, sacks of coffee, chests of tea, chafing dishes, arrived daily. Then the Endersons came with equal in tricacies, and, while our senses were still buzzing from all this hurly-burly, hammers began upon the rustic cottages of the Elliott settlement. Henceforth eager solicitations called us in an opposite direction. What had we done to fate to deserve all this ? Before our eyes " cabins " arose, fashioned of pine logs with the bark left on, encircled by piazzas balustraded with laced boughs. And we were made to enter these evil tilings, to confront rustic grills and gnarled knots that we were told resembled buffalo heads, and decorative effects in which figured the grey squirrels whose little lives we valued, stuffed to bursting in their dead stiffness, and similar owls, with now and then a deer s head or antlers to lend a supposed touch of nature to a spot where no deer are [82] CHANTICLEER to be found. When the coloured posters, and the birch-bark ornaments, the Japanese lan terns, pine cone and rope tassel touches were added, we should have smitten our breasts if we had had spirit left. Then people to match the houses came to the settlement, and down in the Lymans camp a sister, more garrulous, more gush ing, than the lady already established there. One of the mysteries of my day and gen eration is the modern young girl. I find her in two distinct types: the athletic, self- reliant, unsentimental college graduate, and the advanced kindergarten species, roman tic, soft, ingenuously timid. Mrs. Lyman s sister belonged to this latter family. This was perhaps not an auspicious mo ment for Maurice to choose for his visit to us. But it is the one he did select. I do not want, however, to think that outside conditions had anything to do with the sit uation, nor the fact that we had some old [83] CHANTICLEER scores to settle. It was perhaps merely that we were in our element, now. Suffice it to say, he came to us one lovely summer evening, looking and appearing almost as foreign as the Lymans had done. An epitome of our position lay in Roger s remark, " If we had not had this recent intercourse with the cottagers, I think I should have to talk to Maurice upon my fingers." " He would not have come, if he had dreamed it was all so primitive," I laughed. " Did you notice that, after one wearing, the duck trousers went back, like a bear when he sees his shadow ? " Roger looked reflective. " We dress de cently, do we not, Mary ? I thought so, but why do these outsiders look so different ? " We both wore plain, convenient, well- made pedestrian suits, but they were those of all time, and had nothing to do with any late mode which, after only a few months isola- [84] CHANTICLEER tion, looked as oddly to us as if we were pre historic creatures. If our life was written in a foreign tongue for Maurice, I will say this for him that he tried desperately to translate it. It was almost pathetic to note the earnest way in which he watched Roger, and his boyish imitation of whatever he could master. When he had been with us two days but first I must explain that Judge Elliott had just left me after gaining my advice upon the finishing of the side walls in his cottage s chief room, " Should he use Japa nese matting or denim ? " And I had stained my soul with the suggestion of crimson burlaps. When he had gone away, I said to Maurice : " Will you take this pail and milk for us ? Roger is hoeing beans." There are single moments that make rich amends for years of suffering. This youth had coldly criticised me in the past. [85] CHANTICLEER "I beg your pardon, Mary?" " That pail take it, please, and do the milking," I answered as lightly as if asking him to bring me a chair. " I don t think I quite understand you," he hesitated. I repeated my request. There was a long pause. Then : " I can t, Mary," in low tones of despera tion. " I do not know how." But I was fetching my hat. " I can quickly show you," I persisted. He dumbly followed me out into the foot path, the pail grasped lightly. It was out rageous desecration. I felt as guilty as if I had thrust a coal-scuttle into the hand of the Apollo Belvedere. But I tripped along by his side with an appearance of gay un consciousness. When we reached the stable Maurice quickly set down the pail, and I as quickly brought him the little stool. [86] CHANTICLEER " What is this for ? " he asked, allowing it to hang heavily in his hand. " For you to sit on," I answered. " Sit on ? " he said. " Sit where ? " " By the cow," I returned. He brought to bear upon me eyes of stern reproof. " Mary, wliy should I sit by a cow?" " My dear boy," I expostulated, " how else could you milk ? " I saw Daisy had not come up from the pasture yet, but I was not ready to let him off. So we stood looking polite defiance at each other until Roger s cheerful whistle broke in upon us. " Why," he cried, " what are you doing here ? " as he made way for Daisy to pass in. " Maurice has come to milk for you, dear," I answered demurely. He grasped the situation instantly. " Good ! " he exclaimed ; " you are working into the life admirably. It is a pleasure to [87] 8 CHANTICLEER 88$ find you so adaptable." Then something in the wretched fellow s face he was such a boy, after all must have smote iny hus band s kindly heart, for he added: "But I cannot be cheated of this pleasure, even by my brother, and a guest. You can watch me milk, though, if you want to, Maurice." " Very well," that young man said weakly. " Did you ever see such satin sides ? " Roger went on, seating himself with easy grace on the little stool. The streams of white milk playing from his finely modelled hands are a charming sight, but Maurice was staring about the shed as if that were the last place to find satin. " Where are you looking ? " Roger laughed. " I mean the cow s back." Maurice glanced in that direction. " Oh, the cow," he said, drawing away ever so little. " Remove that princely scion of a royal house," Roger burlesqued. " Come, Maurice," I interposed, in pal- [88] CHANTICLEER liation. " I want to show you the sunset from the observatory." He gave me his arm with alacrity, and we bounded northward. I do not think Maurice cares much for any phase of nature, and we had not more than established ourselves upon the hardly reached elevation when his restless eyes looked off down the evergreen avenue rap turously. " Look," he cried ; " what a lovely girl ! Who is she ? " Mrs. Lyman and her sister were saunter ing into our range of vision. The feminine relatives of good-looking, eligible young fel lows always think, despite denials, that they have but to pick and choose among woman kind. This was Maurice s moment of speedy revenge for the milking episode, if he had but known it. I looked with painful fore boding from his handsome, flushed face down upon the lackadaisical figure of Agnes Birdsell. [89] CHANTICLEER She was the conventional poetic, rustic maiden, in white muslin and blue ribbons. In her hand she held a nosegay of blossoms, just beginning to close. The first words I heard her say were : " I did not know, sister, that these dear little flowers went to sleep at night with the birds." A privilege of our condition was the ease with which one could be not at home to un welcome visitors. Given a back door and acres of dense woodland, what need of a pre varicating servant? However, I realised now that Maurice was very much at home. He assisted me with perilous haste in our descent from the observatory. Mrs. Lyman and Miss Bird- sell fluttered forward to meet us, or me, rather. They acted as much surprised at seeing Maurice as if they had not been told the exact hour when he was expected. Mrs. Lyman and I fell into step, the young people following us. My companion [90] CHANTICLEER asked me in her lowest chest tones, if I did not think Agnes looked like a moonbeam in her white drapery. " Very much," I an swered with beating heart. The fib startled me, I had grown so used to honesty in those few weeks. Agnes was asking Maurice if he did not like the poetical life of the woods, and he was answering as I had done, and with equal truth, " Very much." Then she told him of a little bird with a broken leg she had found that day, and of how she was tending it. Her voice was tremulous, her gestures tragic. " Which do you love best, birds or squirrels ? " she asked. Maurice had no notion. He had " never thought upon the subject." " Stop and consider," she cooed with honeyed imperativeness. " The gay, chat tering squirrels amuse us with their antics, to be sure, when we see them. But it is [91] CHANTICLEER the songsters that cheer from far and near. Who would give for all the squirrels one of our dear sweet-voiced nightingales ? " Maurice believed, on the whole, he did care most for birds. I longed to ex pose her about the nightingales, but I was saving to myself that the remark would do its own restorative work. Maurice must be safe. Then that pretty girl slipped on a patch of dead leaves, and would have fallen had not my brother caught her. We older ones turned at the liquid cry of alarm upon a tableau of youthful loveliness. " Beauti ful, beautiful, beautiful," anxiety chanted in my ears. Miss Birdsell s usual boast of sure-footed- ness was void, that evening, for she slipped again before we reached the house. I cannot say that I saw Roger s retreat ing figure, or even its shadow, but there was some sort of stir that told me he had guessed our approach, and was escaping. Maurice [92] &% CHANTICLEER 86 brought easy-chairs and a pile of cushions, and we made ourselves comfortable on the boulder before our house that Mrs. Lyman prefers to call our piazza. And then we talked, or, rather, our guests talked of art: books and music and pictures. May the god of genius, in remembrance of my suf ferings, forgive the black falsehoods I told in polite acquiescence ! It is strange that weak conventionality should like so well to ape individuality, but the roles of these two were strongly reminiscent of other and un- happier days. " I suppose my taste is rather odd," Mrs. Lyman reiterated, while she commended all the novels that had sold in hundreds of thousands, and the poetic crazes of the last decade Kipling s " Recessional " and " The Man with the Hoe." " I love all the works of Omar Khayyam," Agnes threw in for good measure. I glanced involuntarily at Maurice, but he reads little [93] CHANTICLEER except medical literature. lie was smiling approval of the graceful figure leaning back against the old pine in a charming atti tude. It fairly made my teeth chatter to see her so bewitching. I had a wild feeling as if I should take my brother by the hand and plunge off with him into the forest, not to return until the last remnant of insidi ous temptation was gone. Presently Mrs. Lyman said, " Well, little moonbeam, we shall be afraid of those dark woods if we linger too long." Whereat Maurice adjured them to forget that such things were; he should enjoy nothing so much as the walk to their camp on that lovely evening. Our guests settled back, with that air of finality some women have, that mocked me with utter hopeless ness. Here Agnes turned to me suddenly with ravishing earnestness to ask : " Which do you care for most, Plato or Petrarch ? " [94] &J3 CHANTICLEER 88 I stared aghast for a moment before I murmured desperately, " They are so very different ! " She smiled indulgently, and so did Maurice, as if, as he would phrase it, she had me. Roger saved the situation. He emerged just then, all surprise and satisfaction, but the dear fellow was so out of practice that it was not ten minutes before he showed that he had known of the arrival. I was startled. However, such women see nothing but compliments. Mrs. Lyman said to him with accented intensity : " I want to thank you for sending those delicious squabs to Mr. Lyman." When he disclaimed the favour, she insisted, " Oh, I don t mean the birds. It was the affection that I value. I have always felt that there was a peculiarly strong bond between you two." Roger winced. There could hardly be a less congenial pair than himself and George [95] CHANTICLEER Lyman. He did not know what to say, apparently, but nothing was necessary. Mrs. Lyman kept up the incessant refrain. " It was so very sweet of you ; so very sweet ! " It is darkest before dawn. After this our guests bade us good-bye. Roger thought Maurice could hardly find his way back from our neighbours camp at night, so we joined the party of escort. Naturally the young people started off to gether, Agnes at a coy distance from Mau rice, except in the very frequent intervals of dangerous walking. Then with what sweet appealing timidity she clung to his hand or his arm. I felt grim and worldly-wise, stalking along, trying to give cordial acqui escence to Mrs. Lyman s prattle. When we reached the camp, Mr. Lyman on one side, Mrs. Lyman on the other, squeezed my poor husband in a vise of gratitude. Agnes slipped into the tent and ostentatiously [96] CHANTICLEER nursed her wounded bird in the glare of a great lantern. She did make a lovely pic ture of the sentimental type, one which Maurice and I, standing a little apart, watched with quite different emotions. " Look there, Mary," he said with boyish ardour; " did you ever see a more exquisite tableau ? " He lingered drinking in the scene to the very last moment, not even noticing Roger hurrying breathlessly toward us. My poor husband looked old and battered. " What is it, dear ? " I asked. " Those blasted squabs," he groaned. [97] CHAPTEK VII OF course Miss Birdsell left something for Maurice to return to her. It was a fan, and our brother proposed transporting it to its owner early the next morning after the visit. " There is no haste," I urged weakly, in full consciousness of the futility of protest. " She probably has dozens of them down there. They have everything in that camp." " Electric fans, I imagine," Roger added. But Maurice was quite determined. If Miss Birdsell had been somewhat plainer, I should have set his obduracy down to the account of an idle young man craving variety. As it was, each glance at his watch magnified my foreboding. We breakfast so [98] CHANTICLEER early that he was obliged to restrain his impa tience for some time, which he spent pacing about out-of-doors, smoking. Whenever I looked out to see if he had gone, he had his watch in his hand. I only did so twice, but I naturally supposed that I had not inter cepted every glance at that hateful timepiece. When he really started away I asked of my husband : " Do you think he will marry her ? Or, it is foolish to phrase it in that form he will marry her." " My wife used always to bid me say, Will she marry him ? in speaking of other people s brothers," Roger answered. I patted his dear bronzed cheek. " But who wouldn t marry Maurice ? " I said, " unless she were the wife of Roger." My husband took the hand that caressed him into his strong clasp. " He is good- looking, and he is an infant phenomenon in his profession. I fear I fear, Molly, darling! The boy is certainly done for." [99] CHANTICLEER " Oh, yes," I said. " He stated this morn ing that there is not a flaw in her beauty, which is unfortunately true. By to-morrow he will not be able to speak of her so defi nitely." " Don t I know the ambiguity of that second stage ? " Roger laughed. " But she is a sweet, pretty girl. It might be much worse." " Folly is the very worst fault," I per sisted, " of her sort sentimental mawkish- ness." " But think what a child she is. She may outgrow all that." I shook my head. " If she were not Mrs. Lyman s sister. But it is in the blood. No. We must make up our minds to living in a cold perspiration for the rest of our days." He called me pessimistic. Still, I noticed that he was too disturbed to settle down to his writing. At such moments he goes out to work in the garden. I took a basket, and, [100] CHANTICLEER putting on a large shade hat, followed him. My destination was the patch of peas, and my intention to pick some of them for luncheon. As I passed Roger, weeding the beet bed, I stopped to exclaim, " Dear, golden-hearted fellow! What strong, muscular arms, and yet how perfectly modelled! A very god among men." He jumped up and caught me in his arms. " Oh, you malicious woman," he cried, " to imitate your neighbours ! " " You malicious man," I returned, " to see an imitation. Where are the quotation marks, pray ? " He looked at me gravely for a moment. " It is better than if she wanted to vote, isn t it, Molly?" " It is not better than if she wanted to do anything," I returned, walking away. " And that is rather comprehensive, too." Picking peas somewhat restored my men- [101] CHANTICLEER tal balance. I love to feel the cool pods in my hands, and to watch the fresh green of the growing pile. With every handful of smooth plumpness there arose in me a de lightful sense of ownership. We had planted and tended, and now I was gath ering these graceful, hanging bits of God s bounty. I liked almost as much to shell them, sit ting under the pine tree. It is a simple joy to dive into the long pods for the tiny toothsome green balls. The odour is deli cious, too, when they are cooking, just be fore the rich cream is thrown over them. We were to enjoy them on this day with fricasseed chicken. A frugal meal though it was in variety, it was epicurean in quality, and still that brother-in-law did not return for it. I waited until there was danger of overcooking, and then I went to call Roger. When he is near enough for the voice to carry, I say from the door of our home, [102] $93 CHANTICLEER %& Roger standing, hat in hand : " The earth is God s, and the fulness thereof. It is our only grace before meat, and it is very impressive. But what does it matter that the feast is fit for the gods, when one s eyes are upon the clock ? Every pea I ate seemed like an egg in my throat, and, after we had quite finished the meal, there was still no Maurice. I took a book to our favourite rock that af ternoon, but it was not to read. Roger, who had protested that he must write for three hours and a half, come what would, slipped i out to me in ten minutes to ask if I thought anything could have happened to Maurice. " Yes," I said sadly, " but he does not care for your aid." Every half-hour after that he appeared, with like inquiries, until Maurice s whistle was heard in the distance. The tune was a sentimental melody that was an old favourite of his, but to-day it sounded like a knell in [103] $33 CHANTICLEER 8& my ears. Roger, someway, got into the house and was busily writing when his brother arrived. But I was not so bored as I had expected. Perhaps I was a little dis appointed. At any rate Maurice had only come home to dress. He was invited, with the Lyman contingent, to the Endersons camp for tea. When he had gone again I went in to Roger, little as he deserved information. " See here," I said, laying on the desk before him a pencil sketch of the lower Vosenkill, so out of drawing as to make him scream out, as if I had inflicted a blow. " Maurice wants me to preserve it very carefully for him," I explained. " Who did it ? " Roger asked. " Is there more than one person who would gravely execute that, and afterward present it to a young man with two sound eyes in his head ? " " You are too severe, Molly," my hus- [104] CHANTICLEER band returned. " Maurice must have done it himself in jest." " Eoger," I declaimed, " this is the first time I have ever felt like getting a divorce. But then you did not see the nauseating expression of his face. So clasp me to your bosom, as if the fat hills and the lean creek were not." " Did he did he was he garrulous ? " Eoger asked. I shook my head. "Another evil mile stone is passed. The ambiguous point is reached. He told me the sketch l was given to him. " Eoger groaned. [ 105 ] CHAPTER VIII ON the very night of Maurice s meeting with Miss Birdsell, I had despatched an urgent note of invitation to Margaret Robert son. What more effectual antidote could possibly be thought of than her gay clever ness ? I waited, and so did Roger, in fever ish impatience, for her reply. In the meantime our neighbours again vis ited us, and Miss Birdsell left a gossamer handkerchief behind her. I was the finder of this hostage of fortune, and I wantonly turned it into a hostage to misfortune, send ing Roger home with it the next day. How ever, no shrewdness can outwit that type of our fellow-man. My husband s report was that Mrs. Lyman had called her sister " a [106] CHANTICLEER careless little thing," then she boldly told him to ask Maurice to join them that evening at whist. " Whist at the Vosenkill ! Poker in Para dise ! " I sneered. It was my only revenge. But what did it avail, except to make me feel ashamed, while the Lymans captured Maurice ? As speedily as an answer could arrive from Miss Robertson, one did so. The farmer s son, who was to bring in our mail to us, once a day, through the remainder of the proof reading season, handed me a note in her strong, firm chirography, just as we were sitting down to our supper. I read the mes sage aloud. After I had finished it, Roger exclaimed, w r ith his eyes on Maurice : " Coming to-morrow ? How opportune ! She will be here to help us wash the floor." There was a little pause. I was putting the letter back into its envelope. Maurice was staring at his brother. Presently he [107] CHANTICLEER broke into a gay peal of boyish laughter. " What do you suppose I thought you said, Roger ? That Miss Robertson could help you wash the floor." " I did/ Roger answered. The two men looked into each other s faces for a long minute silently. Then Maurice, very red, whispered, " Oh ! " " My dear brother," I interposed, " Roger has just come to that state of grace when he can scrub without cringing. He used to trample down his pride, before every at tempt, with the spirited account in Walden of the floor-scouring. He read it over and over, as if it were a recipe for humility. Then he would shake his head and say, 1 Thoreau could do it. But we are not great enough to make it anything but squalid. " You have an excellent memory for de tails, Mary," my victim answered. " I re member nothing of all that, except the reading of Thoreau, which is not strange, [108] CHANTICLEER either, as his collective work is the hand book of our lives." Then he laughed good- naturedly. " That began to sound rather like a platform speech. We do it athletically, finely, Maurice. We don t sozzle about." Our brother looked unconvinced, and I broke in with : " We have on thick boots, and short skirts or I do, and Roger wears his usual knickerbockers, so there is nothing to drag in the wet. We throw pail after pail of clear sparkling water from the Vosenkill over the floor, and each takes a broom, and, with fine, long strokes, like rowing a racing shell, we scour it to a beautiful whiteness. It is gloriously healthful, chest-expanding exercise. You can t think into what a glow it puts one. Then we go off on a long tramp while it dries." " And when we come back to it, we have," Roger went on, " the sweetest, cleanest, most wholesome abiding-place poet can dream of." " Oh," Maurice said again. [109] CHANTICLEER I took pity on his pride. " But Miss Rob ertson is not to be initiated so strenuously," I announced. " We will do all that in the cool of dawn. She does not arrive until nearly night." Maurice gave me his bewitching smile, which, said all the gratitude for which he had no words. That angel-youth was astir with the first hint of light the next morning, to lend a helping patrician hand. At first he stood about aw r kwardly, and then, either because he was tired of being stepped upon, or because he had caught the infection of our enthusi asm, he suddenly took command of the sit uation. It was a cup-race indeed, and Maurice stroke oarsman. Above the long swish, swishing sweeps of his broom his voice rang out in eager commands to Roger and me, after each inundation of fresh water: " !NTow. All together. There. Once more. Good. Again. Once more. There ! " [110] $33 CHANTICLEER 8& He was so excited that we thought we should not be able to check his mad dashes to the Vosenkill for more water. It was pretty to see him with the fresh carnation in his cheeks, and his eyes glowing. He is an Adonis, and I cannot wonder that he turns the heads of silly girls. " I don t think that corner over there at the right is quite so white as the rest," he said, eyeing the result critically. Roger held him back when he would make at the mooted point with a new spurt of energy. " It is the most immaculate of the lot. I am off now. Follow your leader." We did. After a light luncheon we walked through the glorious morning until we were ready for a more substantial meal, and the floor had had time to dry. Roger is so peculiarly optimistic that he expected Maurice to become as much enam oured, upon closer acquaintance, with Miss Robertson as he had evidently been at first [111] CHANTICLEER sight with Miss Birdsell. When I would try to temper his credulity he always checkmated me with, " I should think that proved his susceptibility." " Oh, yes," I finally answered, rather wearily. " I hope he ll propose to her be fore they get to the house. But I do not know that w T e ought to really expect it." We had concluded, since some one ought to go down to the train to meet Miss Robert son, it might be serving our hopes to intrust this office to Maurice. He already knew her somewhat from an occasional brief meet ing at Agawam. They would have the five- mile drive from the station to the edge of the woods together, and then the long walk in where the farmer s democrat wagon we en gaged for such expeditions dare not venture its shaky old springs. We sat outside our house watching for them, upon that soft, romantic, most auspi cious evening. When I say we sat near our [112] *33 CHANTICLEER m house I always mean on the rock under the sentinel pine. Roger had built a seat against the tree to which we brought cushions of com fort at these times of waiting. That one spot deserves a whole lexicon of adulatory adjec tives: wild, rugged, majestic, odorous, pic turesque, peaceful. The calm beneficence of the evening made us hopeful. Roger said for the fifty-first time, " Maurice is susceptible, isn t he ? " " I think he must be. Margaret Robertson is a very clever girl. She graduated with the highest honours her college could give." " You don t mean pedantic, I hope. I al ways have considered her pretty." " She is. Not so sickishly sweet as some girls, but thoroughly chic and charming." My husband encouraged me with his broadest smile of optimism. " I think Maurice is susceptible ; don t you ? " he said. And then we saw them coming away off in the distance. They were a goodly pair in the [113] CHANTICLEER glimpses we could catch of them down the winding wood road between the trees and the spreading shrubs. In the first distinct impression of Marga ret s face she was thrown out against a back ground of dank green boughs. I was cer tainly justified in calling her lovely. Roger was nearer than I as they ap proached us. There had been an exchange of waved greetings, but now we had come to that last moment tinged with the embarrass ment of proximity that is not close enough for words. The young people s voices, in low, earnest conversation, were growing at each instant more audible. The expression of our faces was, I am afraid, transparently strained and expectant. Then Roger made a little gesture of disgust. " What is it ? " I said, leaning toward him eagerly. " What are they talking about ? " " Cocaine," he answered fiercely. [114] CHAPTER IX I DID not think the cocaine conversation quite so discouraging a matter as Roger did. Margaret had been reading a magazine article lately upon its effects, and she had questioned Maurice, as a physician, upon the verity of her information. She has many and wide in terests, and nothing is more gratifying, surely, to any man than to have clever fem ininity learning at his knee. Incited by Margaret s eager questions, Maurice reeled off numerous scientific facts, clothed in dic tion that must have made him proud of him self. I wondered a little, before I began to realise that we were getting, in not disas trously condensed form either, all the papers he had read to medical societies. [115] CHANTICLEER For the first day or two I was exhilarated with hope. Roger was not. He said First Aid to the Injured might be a profitable work, but one could not reasonably expect it to end with a wedding. " Love has many and intricate ways/ " I quoted. " An un dertaker marries as early as a poet. " Perhaps so. Let me know, please, when broken hearts have displaced broken bones. I confess to discouragement." In truth, after the very first, I was rather whistling to keep my own courage from sag ging. I do not believe, with Thackeray, that a woman may marry whomever she will, but I do think that the keynote of sentimentality is usually struck by the weaker hand. Mar garet was cordial with Maurice, and even deferential in the direction in which she thought he knew best. But unfortunately there were too many other directions. I could see not a particle of difference in her manner with any of the three of us ; friendly, inter- [116] rr u O.VK oi-~ THE MOST ROMA.VTJC srors." 833 CHANTICLEER % ested, generous, she was to each alike. Polite indifference does not tie into love-knots. I was not so much surprised as I was alarmed when I saw Maurice walking rapidly toward the Lymans camp day after day. Margaret had a trick of arranging some plan, immediately after breakfast, that included merely herself and myself. Roger had his writing to occupy him, and our brother knew where a siren would look unutterable sweet ness with eyes that ^ r enus might have envied. I think young men really bore a girl of Margaret s type. Unless there is some pe culiar bond of ambition between them, she would rather not bother with their vagaries. But I was not to be balked by any modern notion. I planned a picnic for our family party. A neighbouring stream, called Farrell Creek, was purple pink, just then, about the mouth with loosestrife. It is one of the wild est, most romantic spots, anyway, that nature [117] CHANTICLEER ever provided for her favourites delight: banks lined with overhanging low-boughed trees, cool shadows for heated days, sunny midstream pools for cool ones, constant sur prises in growths, here a reedy spot where tall cat-tails reared their sombre rockets, and there long, irregular outlines of loosestrife, the tender colour flung back against the deep green of birch trees and alder bushes. Al ready there were budding hints of the day when these banks should flame with the gor geous cardinal-flower. We kept a flat-bottomed rowboat in this idyllic spot for languid days when we liked to drift about there in the deep shadows, to read, or to write. Here the scene of my proposed picnic was to be laid. Margaret reads aloud excellently I do not mean with grimaces, but in a clear, sympathetic v.oice that, at times, thrills one. I selected a volume of TCossetti, for even the most practical professional man will [118] CHANTICLEER listen to " Sister Helen/ and I meant to make her amuse Maurice, against their united wills though it might be. I had taken the bit between my teeth, as it were, and ar ranged the day s programme to suit myself. We were to start soon after noon, that Roger might have the morning clear for work. We would have a walk of more than a mile to reach Farrell Creek. There we were to float about in the boat, to enjoy the loosestrife most and the other charms less. Margaret would read aloud, Roger and Mau rice would fish until they were tired of drawing in empty hooks. We would land for our luncheon and to exhibit the main land to Margaret. Then we would take a swim, and, after that, walk home in the cool of the afternoon, when we women, at any rate, would be ready for a good, long, soul- refreshing slumber. Such was the original plan. But, alas, we were no longer independent beings. An [119] 833 CHANTICLEER E& invitation to dinner to dinner, forsooth ! from the Lymans for our whole coterie, displaced all anticipations of sleep. I thought the rest of the programme could pro ceed, and we go directly to our hosts from the creek, as their camp lay on our way, and save the long walk to our home and back again. Margaret exclaimed : " But our dress, dear! Surely picnic attire would never do for dinner." I gave her that sage smile of one behind the scenes. " You have no idea of the primi tive living here. If we take some fresh waists and collars, to put on when we come, all transformed, from our baths, nothing more could possibly be expected of us." " Is the early hour six o clock a con cession to the woods ? " she asked, yielding a little her fear of the formal meal. " I might do your hair, and you mine, I suppose. Of course the mirror at the creek is like that in all bath-houses ? " [120] CHANTICLEER " Yes, I am afraid so. Do not be uneasy, though, about dress. Take my word for it, neatness is the one mode here." Roger had made, at Farrell Creek, two large bath-houses of boughs and awning- cloth, and it is there we go, nearly always, for our daily baths; there are so many ex posed shallow places to catch and hold the sun, in cool spring days, and deep sheltered spots where hot rays never penetrate, for sultry hours, that it is ideal for the purpose. I had no doubt of emerging directly from our bathing-suits into satisfactory toilets for a camp dinner. The fascinating spot soon cast the spell of its witchery over Margaret, too, and her scepticism faded with her com plete submersion in the charms of the pres ent. As we glided along the edge of the pink mist Maurice reached out and gathered sev eral long stems of loosestrife. With a grace ful touch of gallantry that made my heart [121] CHANTICLEER seize hope to dance, he gave them to Mar garet. She was looking in abstracted transport along the winding course of bloom. Her eyes came back slowly to take note of the act. " Why did you give me these ? To analyse ? " she asked. " To wear," said Maurice, rather red. " Oh, thank you," she returned with more spirit. " They are very lovely. Would it be too girly, Mary, if I stuck them in my belt ? " " JSTo, indeed/ I said. The bright flowers gave just the touch of youthful bloom to Margaret that she lacked. Later, when we were wandering along the creek-side together, I slipped my arm about her to whisper : " You ought always to wear posies, dear. They subdue the academic look." " Do I look academic ? " she asked, a cun ning pucker between her eyes. " I would [122] CHANTICLEER wear a blue sash and a rose in my hair, if I thought that." " Oh, no," I laughed. " It is not quite so bad; every woman student must be granted a few years to get the erudition rustle out of her petticoats. I should not be sorry, though, if you should begin collecting friendship bangles, and a very few actors portraits." " I suppose I might do that," she said meekly, though her expression was still in tolerant and making clearly for Greek verbs. " Those little girlish things erase the hall mark of college honours," I went on. She lifted her eyebrows. " Is it so dire a disgrace to be graduated well ? " " By no means. But it is one of those triumphs that must be kept under, like pre cocious children, for fear of spoiling." " I know," she said. " You mean my quoting that Greek oration yesterday." " Yes," I answered, " and the Latin epi- [123] CHANTICLEER grams the day before; and again this morn- ing." " O dear," she sighed. " I must be a goose." " Not if you think so," I exclaimed hope fully. " We are only geese when we think we are swans." Margaret pressed my arm affectionately, and we moved apart, she, poor girl, to try to be untrue to her nature, and I to regret my advice. A ghastly little drama followed. We spread our luncheon in a rocky fastness among a savoury clump of evergreens. I had never before realised of what a fine quality was my friend s youthful dignity until now, when I saw her distinctly frisky. Her body, no more than her spirit, could lend itself, in its tall, strong, well-knit members, to co quetry. I know it was altogether un conscious, but she threw herself into the role of a burlesque imitation of Miss Birdsell. [124] CHANTICLEER The childish, excited movements, the in cessant chatter and laughter, moved me to un easiness, and when she accepted some inane jest with Maurice by a swift, languishing look, she and I exchanged startled glances. We both blushed hotly. Then Margaret shrank behind a lichen-hung rock, as if she had been struck back by fate. When her dauntless spirit emerged, a few moments later, there was no more acting. And I was glad. Very soon Margaret and Maurice had their heads together over an ant-hill, busily dis cussing the marvellous acuteness of red ants. " Let each man step to the music which he hears/ " I said to the disappointment in Roger s eyes. " Yes, yes, I know," he smiled. And then, significantly : " We can t change Margaret. We must try to make Maurice appreciate her." The young people were calling out their [125] CHANTICLEER remarks in strong, clear tones ; we older ones subduing ours to the sentimental pitch, which, alas, is also that of slyness. But match-makers cannot demand gracious phraseology for their deeds. Sly we were, and sly we shall be called. We spent the ante-bath hour, after lunch eon, in furtive visits to the nests of feathered friends. This interesting investigation that I cannot forego is always tinged with sad ness, so many are the foes of bird-life. A few patient mothers were still at home, some of them more wary even than usual, as do mestic happiness had already been postponed many times by dire mischance. We stole cautiously up to the sapling from which had hung, a few days before, the finished birch bark nest of a red-eyed vireo where fledgelings had clanked their empty beaks at us until we saw the mother returning from market, and hastily withdrew our indelicate stare from the family board. [ 126 ] CHANTICLEER I stood upon tiptoe now to reach my gaze up to the dainty nest, Roger holding the branches back for me. "Oh!" I wailed. Roger knew. He always knows. " Come away, dear," he said. We turned heavily. On the low limb of a convenient oak a sleek owl blinked her hateful eyes at us as we hurried past. On the ground about were strewn the tell-tale pellets of compressed feathers that we tried not to see. When we came to the spot where a robin s humble home had been in a maple on the bank above Sylvester s Pool I was afraid to look. Roger s eyes said, " Shall I go first ? " I nodded my head. Then I waited. Men are slow at caution. Minutes beat about me, with batlike wings. I waited, and still I waited. Then a cheerful voice rang out, " Six bells, and all is well." I rushed headlong up the little knoll where my husband stood looking down at a flutter ing family. His voice had startled them into [127] *33 CHANTICLEER %& nervous tremor. Our sympathy could but turn away. " Dear, patient sufferers," I sighed, " mo notonously cheerful when only one is gone." Roger started. " Why, yes ! " he ex claimed. " There were three." I drew my hand through his arm. " And we must dine with the Lymans as if nothing had happened," I said. [128] CHAPTER X IT took many submersions in the crystal- clear depths of Farrell Creek to subdue the fever in my heart. I had always thought my bathing-suit made cork of my spirits, and floated them with my body as carelessly as a water-lily. But my left side was hope lessly heavy, until I became engrossed in the task we all undertook of teaching Marga ret to swim. She had learned to take a few strokes in sustaining salt water, but she stood, trembling and transfixed, at the amaz ing nature of our fresh-water feats. The vanity that comes to the surface in us all at times arose now in me, not a rich cream of endeavour, but a miserable scum of baser qualities. I tried distinctly to show off. I dove from the overhanging boulders, [129] CHANTICLEER splashing down into Margaret s screams. I swam under water, I floated, I made long dis tance records, I rescued imaginary victims in the form of arrested debris. My exhibition moved buoyantly to the sweet music of my friend s surprise. Suddenly I realised that I was winning all the applause, while my poor husband was left to assist our guest. I swam hastily up to them to make what be lated amends I could by taking Margaret s lessons into my own hands, but a conscious ness of selfishness was not an auspicious preparation for what lay before us. I was dissatisfied with myself, and, when w e hurried into our fresh waists and neat walking skirts, it was difficult to be patient with Margaret s evident disapproval of her appearance. Clothes seemed so paltry. If there were no tragedy upon my heart, and no thoughtlessness upon my conscience, I should have been willing to go barefoot or, at least, I thought so. [130] CHANTICLEER Margaret further exasperated me by ask ing if we were not starting too early for a six o clock dinner. " My dear," I said, with studied gentleness, " compliments are meas ured here by the eagerness to arrive. We do not even know where the tree of knowl edge grows." " Pardon my persistency, Mary, won t you ? " she smiled ; " I am so green in Paradise." Then she launched an animated conversa tion with Roger that brought them in step and thrust Maurice upon me for escort. That sort of girl always begins a long story with the wrong man at the exact moment of pairing off. I tried not to make Maurice responsible, as a young woman would, though it was hard to listen to his animated discussion of the opinions of " a friend of his," feeling so sure, as I did, who the friend was, and that there was an unconscious re dressing of the statements for which he [131] 893 CHANTICLEER E& seemed to be giving Agnes Birdsell full credit. If we all have, as has been said, a sub ject upon which we are monomaniacs, mine is perhaps woodland vandalism. I have no tolerance to spare for the itching fingers that tear flourishing ferns from their natu ral environment to moult in tame dooryards ; which cannot touch wild nature anywhere, in fact, without breaking, or bruising, de spoiling its home, and polluting their own with stale odours of fresh fields. The Lymans camp was flanked by droop ing, transplanted growths that always stirred my blood to wrath as I approached it. This day the instinctive rush of feeling was intensified by an indefinable, incongruous atmosphere of festivity about the place. For some reason a Japanese gong had seemed to the head of the house an appropri ate instrument for arriving guests to use for their warning note. Roger struck it with [132] SB CHANTICLEER 868 rather unnecessary fierceness, and a waiting- maid appeared in full uniform. If a liver ied footman had emerged suddenly from the shades to wait upon Robinson Crusoe and his man Friday, I do not believe Defoe could have been more startled than we were now. I am afraid we gaped at this ghost of civilisation, Roger and I, in our robust innocence, remembering as I do my brother s high colour as we were ushered in. The right-hand corner of the main tent was parti tioned off with muffling drapery into a be- cushioned apartment where our united eyes fell upon a clock that indelicately registered half-past five, as our ears were becoming acquainted with muttered excuses from the vanishing maid and hints of the ladies speedy presence. In that hour I learned what a generous woman, what a fine-grained lady, Margaret Robertson is. There was not one reproach ful glance, not the most fleeting change of [133] CHANTICLEER colour. She was the same confident, grace ful girl I had always found her, apparently unaware now of the shirt waist that seared my remorse as if each of its tiny stripes were so many hot irons torturing my con sciousness. Our experiment had already done this much for me that I had no regret for myself, or for my husband, because of my blundering misreading of the invita tion. But I was truly sorry to have sub mitted our guests to embarrassment. Presently Mr. Lyman came in, red and breathless. And, in a few minutes more, the ladies appeared in diaphanous gowns of pale shades and lace-trimmed ruffles that lifted, for the first moment, eyes grown un accustomed to a transport of admiration. The elder sister wore a delicate green dim ity, while Agnes was transcendently lovely in a dainty pink lawn with fluttering ribbons, bewitching bows, and graceful falls of lace. The taste was negative, but the beauty was [134] CHANTICLEER positive. Margaret looked to me suddenly as if she might have had on a dozen shirt waists, one above another, so conspicuous had contrast made her costume. But no one could have been less awkward under the trial. She was no more conscious than a disembodied spirit, and if Maurice had not watched us so narrowly I might have thought less of ourselves and more of the great jars of ferns everywhere about us; there were as ruthless displays of maidenhair as if it were a common garden weed. My imagi nation would strike inflexibly against the bare brown spots from which all this wealth of savoury green had been uprooted, but I could not be half angry enough to satisfy discontent, my brother s furtive glances kept me so disturbed for Margaret. Finally the Enderson neighbours arrived, the lady of the party festive in pale blue muslin, and the male contingent too in half- formal finery. These women must all have [135] $33 CHANTICLEER m argued from a premise that the inexpensive- ness of their gowns made them appropriate, and the men had, of course, been merely told what course to pursue. Dinner was served by the trim maid we had already seen, and by Mr. Lyman s gen eral utility man, who, I suppose, must also have been the cook. No one could say that, no matter how many offices he had had to perform, he did not fully appreciate the dignity of this one. When he reappeared for each course he had added some new touch of pomp to his toilet. The seersucker coat of the canned soup era had evolved into dress tails by the canned plum pudding stage. There was no necktie when the canned sal mon abused our nostrils, but, by the time we were pretending to eat potted quail, a snowy band encircled his proud throat. I was sorry when dinner was over, for I was really curious to see how many more clothes Herrickson had back in those mysterious re- [136] &8 CHANTICLEER 858 gions where only culinary products are sup posed to flourish, and to produce their own kind. My emancipated stomach recoiled from the tinned stuffs, and I longed to be turned out in the fields to nibble sorrel and clover- tops, when the curtain had literally fallen upon the nauseating display. But, rather, we fled from the hot glaring lanterns outside the tent to drink our coffee. The camp is low and close to the water, and, in a damp, still night, such as this was proving, mos quitoes are an active torment. They are unknown in our situation, and I had forgot ten their existence until our fiery introduc tion at this moment. I know I could have endured it if they had merely taken a sip of my blood now and then. But they filled generous bumpers of that rich fluid, quaff ing it with a gay, ringing buzz of defiance that was infuriating. Miss Birdsell told me at dinner that Percy [137] CHANTICLEER Enderson had written a lovely pastoral which was to be given soon at Judge Elliott s, and that she was to assume one of the principal roles. " I did not know he wrote at all," I had said. " He has published a lovely book of poems about Sleep, and Pan, and Unrest. Don t you know his name ? " she returned in mild reproof. I was forced to admit that I did not read quite so much upon those topics as I had done when they first became the imperative themes of popular versifiers. This conversation could not improve my humour. If Judge Elliott, was to give a pas toral, written by one of the rhyming biog raphers of poor Pan, I knew too well that my sad eyes should behold that pastoral. Consequently the young interpreter of Sleep and Unrest was henceforth my enemy. Then I could not help hearing Miss Birdsell telling Maurice in an undertone [138] CHANTICLEER that she had made Sister have some sort of particularly disgusting dressing because she knew it was his favourite. Maurice had exclaimed at her remembering his predilec tion all that time, which turned out to be exactly four days. I did not think that nearly so wonderful as that Maurice should like the dressing. It recalled Heine s graphic description, " The still wretcheder sauce, which has neither a Grecian nor a Persian flavour, but which tastes like tea and soft soap." As these tender blandishments were go ing on, I looked to see Margaret talking animatedly with one of the married men. While we drank our coffee, or I think it would be more realistic to say while the mos quitoes drank us, Margaret came to me to whisper : " Roger and I have had such an interesting talk about those cliffs over there. I had no idea they were of that forma tion." [139] CHANTICLEER " Margaret Robertson," I said, " you did not come here to talk geology to Roger." She laughed a little uneasily. " ifo one seems to have come here to talk to me about anything else. But I will try." The unconscious girl seated herself by the young author, and, with deliberate forti tude, invited a synopsis of a forthcoming romance. Meanwhile Maurice was fanning Agnes Birdsell, smiling arch winsomeness into his eyes, in the charm of her gauzy pink allurement. When the monotonous ticking of Mr. Enderson s voice ceased, it was time to go home. As our party was starting away, Agnes discovered a splinter in her finger, which, of course, meant an appeal to the physician s aid. The earnest practitioner led her very gravely to the light of a glaring reflector for examination. " It is nothing serious," he called out to us. " You may go on. I will overtake you." [140] CHANTICLEER Of course we would go on. I could not look at him holding Agnes Birdsell s hand. Good nights rang all about us. The Ender- sons went their way, we ours. I wondered if the evening had been needed discipline. If I were discontented with my lot, I might have thought that dark blot of conventionality was wafered upon the crys tal fairness of my existence to teach by con trast. If I had been luring Maurice to Agnes Birdsell s side, the event might have been the scene of my discovery that she would not make a wise sister-in-law. Per haps it had occurred to show me what I would not have believed that I could sneer at the hospitality of those with whom I had broken bread. Nothing had pleased me but that fine bit of comedy of Herrickson s. The ladies betrimmed finery seemed less odious than the greasy salmon and the wilted ferns, though I loathed it all in retrospect, and I was not even repentant. SS CHANTICLEER 88$ When Maurice joined us Margaret was discussing a new comet with Roger, and mounting rocks for a better view of it. So my brother helped me over the rough places. " Don t you think Mrs. Lyman has remark able executive ability to conjure up so much convention in the woods ? " he asked. " Granted one wants convention in the woods, it is remarkable," I answered. Dis cussing anything with Roger is merely turn ing it over to the other side of my mind, but I was not so despicable as to criticise our entertainment to Maurice, if my thoughts had been base. I changed the subject ab ruptly, and he did not recur to it. When Margaret and I were undressing, I watched her take off her shirt waist with a strange sinking of my heart. " Reproach me," I said. " You are too big-minded for this polluted world." " Why, what do you mean ? " she asked, turning puzzled eyes toward me. [142] CHANTICLEER " My judging the Lymans by our stand ards, and misleading you about their din ner," I said. " The most scathing thing Junius wrote to the Duke of Grafton applies to me." " What was it ? There were so many of those most scathing things." I gave her a penitent hug. She returned it fervently. Then she asked, " What did Junius say ? " " It is not, I declaimed tragically, " that you do wrong by design, but that you never do right by mistake. [143] CHAPTER XI I WAS low in my mind the next day, very low. I had not been so unhappy since I had gained my freedom. I loathed myself as much now as I had loathed the salmon salad the night before. Pride of opinion, contempt of every stand ard but our own, these evils of the day, had not been purged from my soul by its fuller existence. I was ashamed, like the other Eve in her Paradise, though with a difference. Poor Eve ! I should have been sorry for her, if I had not been so busy thinking of that blessed Moses. How much easier to be Daniel, how much easier to be anybody or anything than meek. I have known much good in the course of my [144] CHANTICLEER years, but only three human beings that were really meek. Two of these were men, but there was one woman, from which fact I dare hope that some random seed of that rarest virtue may yet mature in my own spirit. I marvel often that we think so little of him who was greater than the greatest hero of us all the supreme attainer of the well-nigh unattainable. Venerable Moses, my soul is low in the dust before you. From contemplation of my own future crop of humility, my thoughts swung back to consideration of that potent factor in even the most humble living respect for appearances. What other force, which in volves no intrinsic value, is comparable with it? I was as sorry for Margaret and Mau rice as if I had induced them to break some rule of godliness, and, too, when I knew I was right. I was unworthy of my master who said : " I sometimes try my acquaintances CHANTICLEER by such tests as these: Who could wear a patch, or two extra seams only, over the knee ? It would be easier for them to hobble to town with a broken leg than with a broken pantaloon." Not so grim, but almost as forcible, were Lowell s words on the subject that possessed me : " The code of society is stronger with most persons than that of Sinai, and many a man, who would not scruple to thrust his fingers in his neighbour s pocket, would forego green peas rather than use his knife as a shovel." So lowly was I that I even looked unper turbed upon Maurice escorting Miss Bird- sell, while Margaret was paired with Mr. Enderson, when our young people started off for the Park where they had been invited for golf. Even that word of convention ality did not disturb my emulation of the patriarch. I deserved it, and, as for my brother s fate, if he had not been already [146] CHANTICLEER hopelessly in love with Miss Birdsell, his pride could not sustain the comparison my obduracy had thrust the rival into. The thought of Margaret s heightened value, since she had been tried in that hot test crucible, and not once, even after twelve hours reflection, hinted by word or gesture, " I thought as much," would have made the position more desperate for one less penitent, and less like Moses. I suffered for a long time, and then I stood in the doorway and was happy. It was that early afternoon hour when the lush growths of summer seem to bear the soul upward. The flight was hushed and almost oppressively glorious. I had not the spiritual strength to bear it alone. I thought of Roger, and of how necessary he was to every exalted mood, and then the fancy seized me to dash off and tell him so. I came, a little breathlessly, down to him working in his beloved garden. He was not [147] CHANTICLEER greatly surprised to see me; for my visits are frequent when he is really engaged there, though I do not so often break in upon this between-chapters exercise. He likes to get into the soil, when he is compos ing ahead; digging up the ground seems to unearth his thoughts, at the same time that it relaxes the muscles of his body. After a brief greeting, he was silent. He knew that I realised he was mentally en gaged. I stood, for a moment, wondering how he could pull up weeds so deftly with the tips of his fingers, and still keep those busy members white and clean. I kicked my foot against a stone, and dropped my eyes. The sun glared down upon the homely scene. What I had to say seemed suddenly strangely out of place. I was much embarrassed, but the spirit that had led me thither made me speak, if it were but awk wardly. " Roger," I broke out, " it seems foolish, [148] CHANTICLEER now I have come. But I have been thinking - 1 must tell you : there is no happiness in the world without you. I am glad I am your wife." My husband raised his head to look in my eyes. There are no seasons and places for love. It is beautiful even in a turnip patch. [149] CHAPTER XII MAKGAKET and Maurice were of necessity thrown more upon each other for amusement during the next week or two. The prospec tive entertainment at Judge Elliott s was be ing pushed toward success with a persistency of rehearsal that engrossed, not only Agnes Birdsell, but Mr. Enderson too, in the ca pacity of manager. Mrs. Lyman s aid in ar rangement was likewise levied upon, and from the placid shade of our environment we would see this warm and harassed trio hurry by to their task daily and sometimes twice daily. " What a fatiguing thing a pastoral must be," I said to my family the afternoon of the dress rehearsal. We had formed ourselves [150] 833 CHANTICLEER S& into a relief society, and had called in the fevered sufferers, on their homeward way, to a resuscitation of cold spring water and lem onade and fruit punch. We each one had some remedy to offer, and their necessity ac cepted them all. It was not the spring water nor the fruit punch that went to their poor heads, but the heat and harassment. It was after they had staggered away that I made my remark about pastorals. We had been spending the day with the pond lilies, in the cool shadows of Crystal Lake. Gathering water lilies is one of the few forms of acquisitiveness that I cultivate; but those pure things are doomed to so short a life where their lots are cast that I enjoy sometimes snatching them from the untimely fate of the inevitable destroying insect. We brought home a basketful on this day and laid them in a cool pool in the Vo- senkill in front of our home. We enclosed [151] CHANTICLEER the little inlet with stones that the flowers might not float away, for we wanted to watch them unclose with the morrow s sun; and then we seated ourselves on moss-grown rocks close by to gloat over their waxen, sleeping beauty at short range. I believe we all tried that evening to lift our conversation to the level of their inspiration. Margaret and Roger succeeded, and I do not think Maurice and I were as commonplace as if we had been gazing at a potato patch or a pastoral. That fateful word brings my narrative back to the invitations that had come to us for a garden fete to be held at Elliottiana. Each message was written upon a roll of birch bark and tied up with dried grass. The man who brought them, in a fascinating box, with those for the Lymans and Endersons, gave at the first glimpse the impression of a vender of some sort of edible delicacy. Roger had rushed up to him with kindled appetite. [152] CHANTICLEER My poor husband expected a delicious ta- male, and was handed a bark invitation. " Roger, you are looking murderously after that poor fellow," I said as the retreat ing footsteps crackled more faintly over the dead leaves of the distance. " Why will you harm him ? He is only an accessory to the crime." I know it was simply because he was tried beyond human endurance that my husband said the most malicious thing he could think of. It was, " Mary, I believe you want to go." However, that bit of connubial theatrics is as dead now as the lost tragedies of Sopho cles. I forgave him freely, and borrowed some cuff buttons of him to wear to the fes tivities. Neither Margaret nor I had deemed it fitting to bring any more elaborate costume to the woods than one of white pique. After we were dressed in these toilets of crackling freshness and our two handsome men had [ 153 ] CHANTICLEER donned duck trousers and jaunty jackets, our vanity swaggered a little. I wondered if our neighbours would wear French gowns. They did not do that, but when they joined us en route they were clad in the debatable finery of dinner-party fame, with the effect height ened by elaborate opera capes. We started off in a heterogeneous group, but I soon saw that Maurice was walking by Agnes Birdsell s side. In the excitement of her histrionic anticipations she was one of the loveliest bits of girlhood I have ever seen, a certain arch vivacity lending a touch of spu rious brightness. Margaret s solid worth was striding in approved gymnasium gait with Mrs. Enderson. Ah, well, I had deter mined to struggle no longer with fate. Mau rice might always find beauty so rare the most desirable wifely endowment. For my self I knew that I undoubtedly needed as well as deserved such discipline, but Roger did not. Fortunately there is always some [154] CHANTICLEER reason why we should continue to hope that Providence may yet be kind. Judge and Mrs. Elliott and the Misses El liott were standing to receive arriving guests upon their wide veranda, which was hung about thickly with Japanese curtains, for what reason I could not discover, unless it was to shut out the air and run up the family thermometer. The Judge is one of those natural braggarts who deal exclusively in superlatives. The last time he visited us he was declaiming about how much money his brother had lost in a western mine. This af ternoon he said after the first greeting: "I don t suppose there is a hotter place any where than this. My thermometer didn t go below eighty-seven any day last week. There wasn t another one in the Park above eighty." I expressed my polite surprise and moved on. Mrs. Elliott had been fanning my other cheek with the remark : " One day it was [155] *33 CHANTICLEER m ninety-three. I think it was. Judge, wasn t it ninety-three here the day before the thun der-shower ? " " Of course it was, but it s been worse than that," the fever-producing voice persisted, its owner following me on to my greeting of other friends, although none of the men of our party had yet been welcomed. " I tell Mrs. Elliott she will smother you all in that little tent to-night." I turned my eyes after his to the lawn where a tent of gay awning cloth was stretching its empty sides in greedy anticipa tion of coming victims. " If you are determined to kill us," I laughed with feeble jocoseness, " I think I will petition for freezing to-night." He gave me what Sydney Smith called " a ready-money smile," and proceeded to clasp Roger s sensitive fingers in his embracing patronage. I asked Mrs. Elliott, merely by way of [156] &% CHANTICLEER 5$ making talk, who a fine-looking old gentle man was who had attracted my attention by his isolated position in a remote pagoda on the very outskirts of our host s grounds. " That person ? Let me see," she hesi tated. " I will ask the Judge." " No, no," I interposed. " It is not of consequence." But protests were futile. Our party was stayed in impatient congestion until the Judge could be disentangled from his duties suffi ciently for this ominous message : " I will tell her all about him as soon as I can get away from here." He did give me a biography, mostly specu lative, of the nice-faced old dear who de served a better fate. I was carried to a rus tic seat for the purpose. The Judge is gen erous of words. I listened to him for a full half-hour while I saw my party hopelessly scattered, sauntering about in pairs or in large groups hither and thither, in a real at- [157] CHANTICLEER tempt, I think, to evade the sun, for there had been a ruthless levelling of trees at El- liottiana, though promenading to music was the ostensible moving-spring of action. The programme was conversation and music and strolling until the rustic supper was served, and then the feature of the day the pasto ral play. After leading me with pompous ceremony to the remote seat our host spread himself out beside me with his most judgified expression. " Now let me hear/ he said, " just what it is you want to know." And he proceeded to question and cross-question me until my poor, innocent make-talk speech loomed up before me a condemnatory utterance of state importance. " I think you have misunderstood me," I urged, when I could wedge that many words into his earnestness. " My remark was the merest bit of idle curiosity." The Judge nodded his head. " That is all [158] CHANTICLEER very well. I haven t misunderstood you. The case stands thus: You asked Mrs. El liott, did you not, who old Mr. Estabrook was ? Now the fact is," here he lowered his voice to a mysterious whisper, " I really do not know. But I think I can find out for you." "Judge Elliott," I protested, "I do not care. It makes no difference whatever." " I beg your pardon. It makes a difference to me. I want to oblige you." " It is such a trifle." He nodded sagely. " I believe I could learn just what you want to know from the Rev. Mr. Graham. Estabrook goes to his church. I will write to him to night." " I cannot allow you to go to that trouble for a mere whim of mine," I began a little stiffly, for I was really worn by his persist ency. The Judge pouted out his lips, as he does [159] CHANTICLEER in his most impressive moments. " I want to find out for myself too/ he admitted. " I had a voucher of respectability, signed by the Reverend Graham and some others in Newtown, where he has always lived, when I sold him the land for his cottage. All I know besides is that he was in the paint and oil business for a good many years. He seems to have saved a fair competency and retired. I can easily find out more, and I will. I didn t want to slight him, to-night, when all the rest of the Park would be here. He s all right anyway. You needn t be afraid." " I am not afraid," I cried hotly. " His fine, gentle old face speaks for itself." My indignant gaze turned away, and at once it was softened by the dignified approach of the subject of our conversation. " Here he is now," the Judge exclaimed, stepping forward with portly patronage. " Let me introduce Mr. Estabrook." [160] CHANTICLEER The coarse-grained Judge, rubbing the pa trician soul of the ex-paint-and-oil merchant with what Thoreau called " the greasy cheek of his kindness/ set my blood to tingling. I looked up into the soft brown eyes under a thick thatch of grey hair. Our spirits touched, as our hands clasped. There were no stiff bows of convention s ordering. We met like returned kindred. The Judge rolled his condescension heavily away over the gravel walk, and I made room for my friend on the bench beside me. We held no very definite converse. It was more that I opened the windows of my soul to flood consciousness with the radiance of his love for wood and pasture, for sky and mountain top. Where that radiance finds a home, celestial reciprocity maintains. I loved old Mr. Estabrook and he loved me. "Come," I said presently. "You must see my husband now." He imitated me in rising, his kindly [161] CHANTICLEER smile encouraging me to say : " My hus band s name is Koger. He s the loveliest man " I guessed as much," my friend an swered. "Which?" I laughed. " Roger, or lovely ? " " Both," he said. " You look as if your husband s name was Roger, and as if he were lovely, too." " Good," I cried, taking the arm he of fered me. " Our spirits can have no secrets. You know it already ; but you make me think of the Psalmist David in his grandest moods." " Oh, my dear," he said, fluttering a little with pleasure. " Is not that your hus band ? " " Of course it is. Roger, Roger, come here ! " He obeyed me. The men clasped hands. Roger, too, had another friend. [162] CHANTICLEER I was in a delirium of impatience to show Mr. Estabrook to Margaret. He seemed the touchstone of spirituality now. Roger had not disappointed me and neither would Mar garet, I knew, though I was almost afraid to put her to the test. There was some little difficulty in finding her, but at length we came upon a pavilion in which was a group of some half-dozen pretty girls with one very young man penned in by their gauzy skirts. Their occupation was appropriately light banter, nothing but that. Margaret s ex pression was what might have been expected had I been a relief expedition arrived at the exact moment when the last drop of water had been apportioned. She excused herself quickly and came out to me. I presented Mr. Estabrook. She looked up into his dear old eyes. Their hands, too, met. We were a party of four friends. Presently we were asked to select, for the rustic supper which was about to be served, [163] $33 CHANTICLEER 88$ one of the little tables strewn over the lawn. Maurice came to urge Margaret to join a group of girls who had wound their gossamer web about him, hand and foot, as only such frail young innocence can bind and tie. She begged to be allowed to stay with us, and I added my protestations to hers. Our party was so complete, so exactly what it should be, that I was willing to brook, for its sake, Mau rice s veiled impatience. The rustic supper was served by maids dressed like dairymaids. Bright tin plates and cups were used, but their simplicity was marred somewhat by ornately heavy silver in the form of knives and forks and spoons. The menu was fried chicken with brown- bread sandwiches; watercress salad with pickled artichokes, wafers and cheese ; baked apples and cream with gingerbread nuts and sugar jumbles; iced coffee and tea in tin cups. The small tables were spread with coarse crash squares, with centre [164] CHANTICLEER decorations of brown ginger- jars filled with buttercups and daisies, or with pink and white clover. We were a very merry party; and if we did not eat greedily of the substantial bounty, it was merely that we were too busily talking. It was not be cause we were reserving our appetites for what the Judge had promised me in whis pered confidence, as we were taking our seats. " The women folks would have this," he said. " They read about it somewhere. It s all rustic, you know. But, after the pastoral, you will have my supper." " You are very hospitable," I murmured to his back, for he had already begun his apology to the next tableful. I do not know whether it was Roger or I we were all so united in our conversation - who told Mr. Estabrook about our new life. But one of us said that, when our sim ple little home was completed, it looked, with its extended wings, like a contented cockerel [165] CHANTICLEER about to shrill his happy bragging, so we named it Chanticleer on the spot, and gave it a motto from Thoreau, " I do not propose to write an ode to Dejection, but to brag as lustily as Chanticleer in the morning, stand ing on his roost, if only to wake my neigh bours up." " Then you too love Thoreau ? " our lis tener smiled. I said, " Yes. I was sure you did. Of course one wishes sometimes he was not so wilfully pagan ; but I care more for him than for many writers that I never disagree with, and beneath the skin of acerbity there is always mellow sweetness." My answer was the beaming glance of ap proval. That was the end. Our happy meal was over. Maurice joined us and we went to the tent where camp-chairs were arranged in long, close rows facing a verdant rostrum. This was fashioned by enclosing a square of lawn with tubs of tall shrubbery and great [166] CHANTICLEER boughs of evergreens hung with gay Japanese lanterns. There was a little subdued music from mandolins behind the oleander trees, and then Pan himself emerged from the cedar shades, looking very conscious, whether be cause of having been so much in print of late, or because of the conspicuous bearskin robe covering his nether limbs, I cannot say. At any rate he played tremulously ; and, behold, twelve young girls, Agnes and the Misses Elliott among them, I was about to say trooped forth. But they must have flown. They were butterflies, with gauzy wings and long antennae shooting out from caps that matched their diaphanous gowns. Agnes was a yellow butterfly, as she is brunette. The blondest girls were blue, or green. Guided by the soft notes of Pan s flute, they flew to some gigantic red paper roses which drooped their stems upon the grass, evidently for that purpose. Here the butterflies performed [167] CHANTICLEER gyrations and things, half dancing, half gymnastic, and all calculated to heighten the colour of the audience s cheeks. My mind is rather hazy as to what it was all about, but I know it lasted a long time, and that there was a second scene into which a lamb garlanded with daisies was led by a golden-haired child in a white frock, and that the lamb was de termined to play the leading role and was al ways getting itself in the way of the butter flies, which, after the first act, changed to roses with long green leaves at their sides, and thin gowns in the colours of the queen of flowers Jacqueminot, Marechal Niel, Bon Silene, and white. As they were even larger and bolder than the paper roses growing amid rustling foliage in long rows of glazed jardinieres, they plucked these and tossed them contemptuously about, while they danced, and danced, and danced more. As well as I could see over my blushes it was still Pan who discoursed the wailing notes [ 168 ] CHANTICLEER that incited them to their revelry. Pres ently Maurice put Margaret s wrap about her. " You are tired," he said, " and the air is too close here for Mary." We all arose quietly, and withdrew, except patient Mr. Estabrook. Outside the tent we found our host and hostess hurriedly superintending some later arrangements. There was to be a platform dance, and fireworks, besides the spread that the Judge could hardly bear to hear of our missing. " My sister is feeling a little ill," Maurice explained. " I cannot allow her to remain." " You see what it is to go out in your physician s company," I smiled, hastily with drawing my hand from the determined ju dicial grasp. " Have some ice-cream now," our host said. " Here, Simmons, get some ice " " No, no, no," we laughed back. " Thank you so much." I think it was all we could [169] 33 CHANTICLEER m any of us do to keep from breaking into a run. After we bad gained the first slope of the forest, I said to Roger : " What is that banging noise behind us ? ISTot an ice-cream freezer in pursuit, I hope. O dear ! There ! I am not at all like Moses." " Why, Molly," he laughed. " Who ever supposed you were ? " I tossed up my head rather haughtily. " I am a great deal meeker than I once was, re ceiving other people s opinions and standards in a really lowly spirit sometimes." Then we both laughed, and I caught his arm to skip him over the pine needle path, in spirited imitation of the flower-girls. It was a lovely night. A beneficent full moon flooded the winding, tree-lined walk with its mystic glory. A soft breeze flut tered the alder bushes and sprayed us with the faint scent of clematis. Roger and I had started on in advance of the others. After [170] CHANTICLEER my one gay outburst, I strolled leisurely along upon his arm, cooing happy, low- voiced prophecies to him. Maurice s stand had been wine in the blood of us both. " This night, this moon, this romantic walk will do the rest," I gurgled. " Go as slowly as possible, Roger. Sauntering is the only pace for sentiment." " How glorious it all is," my husband said, drawing in a deep breath of satisfac tion. " I wish every fellow had time to make love to his wife. Do you know, dearest, you were the prettiest woman there to-night ? " " Why, Roger," I murmured, transported with delight. " I was wondering, all the evening, how such a handsome man could care for a black little creature like me." " Oh, my dear," he cried in pained pro test. " But, Roger," I went on, drawing closer to him. " It is not so much looks that I mean. You are so so noble." The CHANTICLEER word came hard. It is always difficult to ex tol those we love best. " In all the seven years I have lived with you, I have never known you to even think a really petty thing." He pressed the hand on his arm with a rev erence that awed me. " No man could be bad with such a wife," he whispered. We were very quiet after that. But the more familiar landmarks became, the more slowly we walked. Each moment was a ce lestial era. We could not bear the thought of a finale. I lifted my head to look and to listen to the night, poignantly conscious not only of my own heart-throbs, but of my hus band s too. " If it might be always so," I sighed. " And we cast anchor here through the eternities," Roger answered fervently. " How tired you must be to-night, Mary," Margaret s voice called to us. " Would you care if we went first ? " [172] $33 CHANTICLEER %& We stepped aside, and they passed us, darting off through the moonlight like a pair of belated wheelmen. Roger and I stood for a moment looking blankly into each other s faces. Then my husband bent over and kissed my trembling lips. [173] CHAPTEK XIII WE had asked Mr. Estabrook to come to us very soon. He did so. It was not more than eight o clock on the morning after the fete champetre when his kind eyes looked in at our door. We were glad. I saw him first, and after I had welcomed him warmly I called to Margaret and to Roger to come quickly. They were as surprised and as delighted as I had been. Our guest beamed with tran quil pleasure through all our eager greet ings. Then he told us he had found a deserted humming-bird s nest as he came thither. " Would we care to go to see it ? It was not very far away, and so much pret tier where it hung than if he should bring it to us." [174] CHANTICLEER Of course we wished to go. Humming birds nests are nature s crown jewels ; some of us had never seen one except in collec tions. As \ve started off I noticed Maurice wandering toward the observatory, looking rather disconsolate. I told the others to go on, and went back where I could call an in vitation to him to join us. I knew he would not care for the nest, but he might like the walk. Almost the first words he said when he reached me were, " Mary, I must leave you to-morrow." " Why, Maurice," I gasped, " you take away my breath." He smiled somewhat wanly. " There is but one week left of my vacation. I think I will spend that at the Bay." I knew he had been receiving invitations for yachting expeditions and house-parties to every point of the compass all during his CHANTICLEER stay with us. He is exceedingly popular and engrossingly preempted. We had won dered considerably that we could keep him as long as we had. " You will leave an ugly gap behind, Maurice," I said. " You seem part of our life now." He wheeled about to look in my face. " Mary," he began passionately, " I cannot tell you what all this has been to me. But I really can stand it no longer." " It must be lonely for you," I murmured, trying to keep the hurt out of my voice. " I do not mean that," he said. " It is your happiness together, Roger and you. I cannot endure to watch it one day more." He was looking down the path where Margaret walked between the two men, her broad shoulders rising above the sumach branches. My eyes followed his. " Mau rice ! " I said, starting toward him. He nodded his head. [176] CHANTICLEER I caught his hand for a sympathetic in stant. " Have you have you told her ? " I asked. " No, thank fate," he said bitterly. " I have not been quite such a fool." " Then you do not know. That sort of woman can never be reckoned upon." " Why, Mary," he exclaimed fiercely, " she cares more for that old codger down there than she does for me." I appreciated his suffering too keenly to note the aspersion of my friend. I merely repeated that he could not be sure, without the test of question. He stopped quite still to stare at me with deliberate savageness. " Would any living woman have walked at that pace last night with a man she cared for ? " " No, Maurice, candidly she would not. You are quite right," I answered. " There is no balm for this hurt. I can only pack your trunk and wish you Godspeed." [177] CHANTIOLEER I was very anxious to ask what it all meant, but of course I could not tlien. Presently my brother said faintly, " I would stay the week if I thought it would do any good." " No," I answered. " Your first plan is best. We shall miss you sorely; that may be the awakener of more serious emotions." I felt that if he had only been in love since the night before he could hardly have ex hausted his powers of endurance. Perhaps my face registered this thought, for he flung out the ejaculation: " I am sure I have been patient ! " "Patient?" I cried. "Why, Maurice, what is twelve hours of patience ? " He turned, and I followed to walk back over the ground we had come. " You said twelve hours, Mary. I suppose you meant twelve months. But it is more than that. Ever since I first saw her, two years ago, I have suffered this torture." [178] CHANTICLEER He was so good-looking and well-groomed, so capable of enjoyment, and his successful life so crowded with pleasures, that he seemed an absurd victim of torture. I al most smiled. But pain in young eyes is too incongruous to be unmoving. When I looked at him narrowly every thought but pity died. " This is all an enigma to me, Maurice," I said presently. " I suppose you are still talking of Margaret." " Whom else he began, then stopped and changed colour. " She could not pos sibly think herself but as if she cared ! She would dance at my wedding to-morrow. The Lymans have been kind and invited me to their camp. The sister is phenomenally beautiful. I always enjoy Avatching her. But I do hope you and everybody (that is, if she cares) understand that I only went as the most casual acquaintance. Young En- derson was nearly always there, too." [179] *S CHANTICLEER 8% " But I should not think you would have wanted to do it, Maurice, if you cared for her," I argued weakly. " I did not especially, even at first, but I had no excuse to off er. And after Mar garet came, I hoped she might be a little sorry. It sounds asinine in connection with her, but most women would have been a bit piqued perhaps." Sometimes I am very dense, and then I am tiresome. " Maurice," I said, " you know I believe you, but you certainly treas ured that pencil drawing." " Of course I did and I do," he answered gallantly. " It is a charming little sketch." There was an afterglow of mawkishness that stirred my blood jealously for Mar garet " It looks no more like the Vosenkill than it looks like "Willow Creek," I cried. He stared blankly. "It is Willow Creek," he said. [180] CHANTICLEER " When did Agnes Birdsell ever see Wil low Creek ? " I demanded. " I have no notion what Miss Birdsell has seen or left unseen," he answered with ris ing dignity. " Margaret made me that drawing. It shows a great deal of artistic talent." " Maurice," I said, " this explains much. I do not doubt your affection now." And indeed I did not. " Margaret is not the sort of girl to be won by any of the old weapons of love s warfare, jealousy or even devotion. You must make her proud of you. Successful surgical operations will work wonders. A little ridicule won t hurt your cause, and it must be braced at every point by dogged determination." " Thank you for everything, Mary," he said ; " your advice and your sympathy and all. I shall always be obliged to Roger and you for letting me see how happy a husband and wife may be." He changed colour at the [181] CHANTICLEER sacred words, and I smiled gratitude and encouragement to him through tears. " Don t you think we would better join the others now ? " I asked. " Yes," he answered. And then, when we had nearly reached that busy group of investigators, he said, " I am glad you liked the little drawing." [182] CHAPTEK XIV MAUEICE was too serious in his love to ridicule Margaret as I had suggested, though he tried with fervent exactitude to carry out the other hints. I had not meant, by determination, sticking to her like a hurr, but so he interpreted the advice. I was feverishly nervous at seeing him con stantly in her way for the next few hours. The poor girl was scarcely granted space in which to breathe, so completely was she hedged about by his broad shoulders. I sent him with some word of message to the farmer who brings our necessary stores, and then I slipped out to join him when Margaret was engaged indoors with her vo luminous correspondence. I could not let [183] SB CHANTICLEER W her guess that she was the central figure in a plot. " Do you still think I would better go away to-morrow, Mary ? " my brother asked wistfully. " By all means," I answered firmly. " And, Maurice dear, do not believe me in delicate, but I did not exactly mean by per sistency, standing about always close enough for her to touch. That might get to be a little a little I could not think of a gentler word, so I was obliged to say " nauseating." Maurice turned his starlike eyes, pathetic with tender misery, full upon me. " I hope you are not giving me wrong advice, Mary," he said. " I certainly am growing confused. Remember my whole life is ruined if I make a mistake now." My head swam giddily. But every woman is officious. To interfere in affairs of the heart is the breath of her delicate nos- [184] 333 CHANTICLEER E& trils. Frightened as I was, I stood my ground. " You must ask her to marry you before you go," I said stoutly. " Why, Mary," he cried, " I might as well think of asking you." " One cannot foresee what such a girl will do. And then, at the worst, you will know just where you stand." " I know only too well now," he struck in desperately. " Possibly," I agreed, " but it will be best, in any event, to have her getting accus tomed to the idea. Our more intellectual young women are not like the old-fashioned sort that Dr. Holmes spoke of as always hav ing an answer trembling on their lips for every unmarried man they meet. I do not really suppose Margaret has ever seriously considered marriage for herself, and I think there is a tacit agreement between her and her sister Claire not to marry. They are per fectly contented in their family life the [185] m CHANTICLEER S& daughters and a sympathetic mother. I have heard all their plans for a congenial independent future together. The sooner some attractive suitor presents another view of happiness the better. She must not become irrevocably confirmed in her opinion." " I am sure I am willing to do anything that has hope in it; but I confess this does seem utter folly." " It will be/ I answered, " if you go about it in that hopeless spirit. You must assume a manner of command. As if the thing were altogether feasible; if not now, why, in the end, there would be no escaping it. Not a vain man s point of view, but a fatalist s. Give her worth its full due, of course. I know of a case where a man pro posed futilely to the lady of his heart on five different occasions. On the sixth he remarked, This is the last time I shall ask you. Will you marry me ? She said Yes. [186] CHANTICLEER My dear, that waiting affection had grown to be so vital a part of her existence she could not have lived without it." Maurice shook his handsome head. " It does not seem to me that I would ask even Margaret six times. But maybe I would. I should not have expected, once, to become this meek ass that I am now. When I begin to bray, pen me up with the cow. I sha n t care." " Your fate does not lie that way," I said, patting his arm caressingly. " It con verges with Margaret s. You just see. There! I think I won t go any farther. Whatever we do, we must not let her guess collusion." He took off his hat gravely, and I slipped away. There was no time to lose, if I was to get Maurice off the next day. So when Marga ret started down the path to meet the man who brings the mails late in the afternoon, I motioned my brother to go with her. It [1ST] CHANTICLEER was a bold move. My heart pounded like a horse s hoofs on a hard road. I could think of nothing else, so I inter rupted Roger. He laid down his pen, for I was drawing the long breath of garrulity as I came. " Roger," I whispered, " Maurice is in love with Margaret. And so he is going away to-morrow." " Well, he ought to go away," was his an swer, " if he has fallen in love with two women in three weeks. There are no more here, so he must seek new quarters for next week, must he ? " " I suppose you are cross because I dis turbed you," I pouted. " But it is more than three weeks, and he has not been in love with two women. It has been Margaret all along. Two whole years and she made the sketch and it was not the Vosenkill at all. It was Willow Creek, and Maurice thinks it is charming. You need not look so [188] JUS CHANTICLEER BBS contemptuous. They are good, honourable people, if they don t know very much about art," Roger laughed. " I don t suppose they would steal our spoons. But I should think Maurice might know something about per spective, if he is a specialist." " He has enough else to think of," I an swered coldly. " He has cared for Margaret all this time. He knows she doesn t love him, and now he has gone to ask her to marry him. 7 am sorry for Maurice." Roger stared at me. I suppose I was a little wild. " Why should he ask her to marry him if he knows she doesn t love him ? " he demanded. "I told him to," I said. " Mary," Roger burst out, " explain ra tionally what this is all about." I tried to do so. But there were so many " this afternoons," and " the day before yes terdays," and " last summers/ as there al- [189] CHANTICLEER ways are when one is not quite sure one has been very wise, that I think Roger was con fused, and I know I was. Before my re cital had closed Maurice came to look for me. One glance at his face was sufficient to make my footsteps toward him, drag heavily. " Well, Mary," he said, as soon as we were alone on the hig rock, " it is over." " Not over," I answered stoutly, though with trembling lips, " just begun, Maurice." He shook his head. " Though perhaps I ought not to have submitted you to this, for some possible future good - He stopped me generously. " You are an angel, whether a mistaken one or not. Don t worry about me. Margaret is not dis posed to, and I sha n t let you." "What did she say?" Maurice straightened himself against the old pine. " Oh, all those things you said she [190] CHANTICLEER might; about an independent existence be ing necessary to her nature, and the unlike lihood of finding any other relations so congenial as her home life; and everything that a practical man could not make head nor tail of. I suppose she meant she was too happy as it is. But her first look of surprise was enough for me. I saw she did not want me, and I did not seem to care why." " What has become of her ? " I asked. "We fell in with Miss Birdsell and Mr. Enderson, looking for the letter-carrier too, and I left her with them. You think I ought to go to-rnorrow, Mary ? " " Certainly. The earlier the better." " Very well. I suppose you are right." " Maurice," I said, " I am sure I have not made a mistake, but I am frightened now." He took my hand in his. " Dear little sister," he said, " whatever happens you [191] CHANTICLEER have nothing to regret. You have given me your whole sympathy, and that is not done every day." Men have even more of the nobler traits than women, I believe, but unselfishness is not one of them. I had always supposed Roger had a monopoly of this virtue; but, now that I saw Maurice s face full only of concern for me, I felt that even Margaret was unworthy of hirn, but that, if he wanted her, he should have her, if only strength were left me to fight with fate. " You are just like Roger, Maurice," I said with a sob in my voice. " Hardly that, I am afraid," he answered, pressing my hand with fraternal kindness. " But, Mary don t worry about this. It is not of the least importance. I shall prob-- ably forget all about it in a day or so." [192] MAUEICE went away the next morning, with a face that did not look as if he were in a fair way to forget his troubles. Eoger s own taste is so nicely balanced that he is altogether intolerant of errors in appreciation. I accused him afterward of snubbing his brother because he chanced to value a rather faulty drawing. Of course my accusation was denied. Roger said he did not suppose Maurice would care to be coddled by him as if he were some lovesick swain, implying that one was enough to play that part. " I believe, Mary," he declared, " that you fed him with a spoon and put sugar on his bread." It was my turn to deny now, but I [193] CHANTICLEER knew it was best for the cause to have Mau rice s place empty, though the maternal in me did cry aloud when his large-eyed misery marched off alone. It was difficult to keep a sharp note out of my voice now and then in talking to Marga ret. I may have misjudged her, but I felt that, instead of missing our brother, she was relieved by his absence. I have often heard her say: "I do not find men so congenial, some way, as women. Of course Roger is not meant. He is always not at all like a woman, but fully as charming." I was sure her unconcern at this momen tous time was not assumed. I missed my brother with pronounced tragedy, until Roger gave ine a hint that I was rather playing to the galleries, and then, some way, I could not do it at all. It is so hard to be anvthinsr K O but hopeful in this Eden. My prayer for Maurice s happiness became the contented chirp of a trustful robin. [194] CHANTICLEER Margaret went upon a tour of solitary ob servation one morning while I was briefly en gaged. We found that she did not call our flower intimates quite so much by their for mal botanical names as she had done. Some of the poetry of nature was beginning to glow in her blood. We might yet instil an other form of sentiment, I thought, when she came back from what we call the Clematis Jungle, vowing she had no other love but that. She gave me also then this short human record : " Mr. Estabrook was sitting on the knoll that looks past the creek over the south side pastures. He was startled and exceedingly perturbed when I called out to him. And, Molly, this is spotless truth: he certainly hid something behind the bushes there before he came down to join me. For a long time after he seemed nervous and shaken." " The place is now complete," I mocked, " if we have a mystery too. He has probably [195] CHANTICLEER been burying a dead kitten. Run back and ask him to dinner." It was a day of domestic excitement. We were to try for the first time our own sweet corn that had been raised by our hands with patient care and exultant joy. Then Margaret and I had made, very early in the cool morning, rival loaves of brown bread. She had had the benefit of more cooking-school lessons than I, but I was older than she. It remained to be seen which of those light, crusty squares would prove more toothsome. I had a presentiment, some way, that mine would be better, but I noticed that Margaret went oftenest to look at hers when they were set out to cool. To cap these inspiriting events, was not this the day in which the little churn for which we had sent to town elected to appear ? It held about a gallon of our rich Alderney cream. It turned with a crank and was alto gether the most fascinating of small imple- [196] CHANTICLEER ments. It entertained us out under the sweet hemlocks back of our house, Margaret and Mr. Estabrook and me. And while we were rhythmically turning we could look up into the clematis-crowned knoll. My fat robin censor perched on a neighbouring bough to nod encouragement. I was glad he was pleased, for he had grown critical since he first followed us from his old haunts on the edge of the woods in that unfriendly atti tude of robins amid a wilder environment. ISTow he had brought a mate and set up housekeeping near us he had assumed the privileges of confidential neighbour, and I was growing fearful of his blinking, critical eye. So I was glad, as I say, to find it glit tering approval of our occupation. I inaugurated the proceeding. The others were company, to be sure, but then it was my churn. Margaret gave up her place to Mr. Estabrook sooner than I felt that even he de served. A serious fault of men is that they [ 197 ] CHANTICLEER never know when to stop, once they begin anything like that. Beaming complacently through his eyeglasses, Mr. Estabrook churned and churned. Finally in response to my wistful glances he did say, " I am afraid, my dear, I may be keeping you from this." I did not even whisper ISTo. I slid into his place with honest alacrity, but, just as my eager grasp was laid upon the handle of that alluring crank, Roger hurried out to us. " Let me do that, Mary," he said. " You must be tired." ^ That husband of mine churned until all the delightful yellow mass had come was there. The butter was made. It was Roger who had felt the thrill of the golden arrival through his pulses. Four eager heads bent over the open churn. It was tremendously exciting. Then I brought the wooden bowl, and, with much verbal assistance from the men, transferred the butter to that for the [ 198 ] CHANTICLEER making, which none of the others seemed to covet. It was charming occupation, though, working and moulding that soft, rich, yellow stuff, pressing out the buttermilk and finally sculping it into an orthodox roll. We were so impatient to try it that we concluded to have our meal at once. This was to consist of the young, tender, deliciously sweet corn, the fresh brown bread wdth the new butter, and glasses of cold, rich milk. Just as the corn began its savoury boiling there was a stir outside of our home, and, behold ! Miss Amanda Decker evolved. % > I had written her, early in the summer, begging that she would come to us whenever she was moved to do so. Her inclination had shaped itself at dawn that very day, and so, by two different farm-wagon routes, she had wound her way to us. The last stage of the journey had been under the escort of our letter-carrier the boy who lives in the homestead standing at the edge of the forest [199] CHANTICLEER as if it might be our lodge. I was glad she acknowledged our freedom sufficiently to send no warning. The surprise was delight ful. All through this fine morning the shadow of commonplaces lurked. Duty was calling us to the Lyman camp. Those neighbours had surprised us by appearing, the evening before, to pay a farewell visit. The ladies of the party were hungering for some sort of excitement, while the head of the family was depressed into active melancholy by his pres ent environment. They could endure it no longer, they announced rather resentfully, as if we were responsible for their sufferings. The example of our happy condition, which had misled them, was, we could see, a griev ance which they were making heroic efforts to conceal. Under such circumstances I had no voice to refuse the vague offer of many things that would hardly " be worth moving," but that [200] CHANTICLEER might serve our purpose. I knew the sugges tion was a covert stab at the clean, bare room spaces we valu,e, and my taste rose up in re bellion at the thought of poor Chanticleer becoming a beast of burden to a motley col lection of useless traps. Roger was impervious to alarm. His whole mind was given to following up Mr. Lyman s intention of never returning to the Vosenkill, by the purchase of his land here. George Lyman is a promising painter, a fine draughtsman and a sympathetic colourist, but the Central Park in early spring is much more to his taste than the bosky glen where he had settled for inspiration. I need not have been alarmed. Mrs. Ly man is not inordinately generous. We found that the most her prudence could collect was a pile of paper-covered novels. " They are not worth much," she said shamelessly, " but they serve to kill time." I started. We were so remote from that [201] CHANTICLEER point of view. The words of him who knew so well how to live rang in my ears, " As if any one could kill time without injuring eternity." While Roger and Mr. Lyman were com pleting business arrangements, Mrs. Lyman called me aside elaborately for " a little can did remonstrance." She was disturbed, she said, by the thought of our remaining in that isolation through the autumn. She knew, of course, we could not endure it during the winter, as we now expected to do; but she thought it was wrong to shut oneself away thus for even six months from one s fellow- man. We were placed in this world, each with his special duties toward the race. She had an odd little trick always of pressing her hand to her side in talking, and it seemed now that from there she grasped whole hand- fuls of these platitudes. They certainly had not been filtered through the brain. I was thoroughly exasperated at the impli- [202] CHANTICLEER cation. How much good would this party do their fellow-man in the selfish routine of an extravagantly fashionable hotel, I thought. Our simple mode of living was enabling us to carry on charities on a much more extensive scale than we had ever before attempted. We had definite plans arranged for en tertaining several instalments of fresh-air children, and a number of the objects of Roger s special sympathy, boy clerks who would get no vacation otherwise. He had proposed to give a dozen active young fel lows opportunity to stretch their cramped legs in our free world. Roger unmindful of his fellow-man ! We had been expecting to buy a large tent for the purpose, but it suddenly occurred to me that the one we were in would be ex cellent for our use, and, as Mrs. Lyman was desirous of helping humanity, she would be delighted to lend it. I broached the subject buoyantly. My lis- [203] CHANTICLEER tener s face fell. " Well," she said, " really, my dear, we are very nice about that sort of thing, George and I. And I do not think we could- ever bear to use the tent again, if any body we did not know " " Pardon me," I interrupted, " and think no more about the request. It would be wiser for us to buy one outright We will wish to do this every year." My indignation braced me to decline the offered novels. I said we had very little time to read. Mrs. Lyman and Miss Birdsell, and even Mr. Ly- man, opened their eyes at this, but they saw that I meant it, so they said nothing, though they each had that expression of " giving us up," which is condescension s superlative de gree. We were surprised to learn that the Ender- sons, too, were about to abandon the w r oods. " They declare, if we go, they go ; that one night down here alone with the whippoor- wills would mean a madhouse," George Ly- [ 204 ], CHANTICLEER man explained. " When shall we look for you in town ? " " Almost any time as a visitor. Never, I hope, as a resident," Roger answered, and we turned away toward our other neighbours. Mr. Enderson had repeatedly invited us to a private view of the studies he had been mak ing of the Vosenkill, and we hurried off now with an unconscious feeling that every min ute counted in polite show of interest. Miss Birdsell volunteered to accompany us, and, as we trooped along in garrulous pairs, she kept me back to tell me of her en gagement to Percy Enderson. I looked into her happy, smiling face to wonder if she had ever cared at all for Maurice. The result of my study was that it makes very little differ ence to that type of girl to whom she is en gaged. It is the fact itself, not the object, that interests her. I think very probably Maurice s superior attractions would have in sured his success, if he had not dropped out [205] $33 CHANTICLEER 86$ of the race. As it was, this pretty Agnes found her fiance s gifts all satisfying. " He writes such sweet things, don t you know ? " she whispered. " Everybody at the Park is determined that he shall get that beautiful pastoral copyrighted. They think it would be a real success brought out in book form, fully illustrated." " Why, yes," I answered faintly, " that might be done." And, before I had need to say more, we had arrived and the author came out to greet us all and to match with his sweetheart s his blissful blushes. The studies were well worth visiting. Faulkney Enderson is one of our most poet ical landscapists. He had breathed the ten- derest sentiment over the reedy banks of Earrell Creek. There was the sun sparkling on the Vosenkill, and the stream again in its deep, serious shadows; the masterpiece was early morning rising from the shores in a soft summer mist. They were very beautiful [206] CHANTICLEER in a contracted sense, but all the great out-of- doors was calling us away. Mr. Estabrook alone lingered as if he could not bear to part from them. When he did so there were tears in his eyes. The next day Miss Decker asked me ear nestly if I did not think Mr. Estabrook a " queer old gentleman. One of those pic tures, now, of the creek," she explained, " he said was a beautiful transparent fog. I told him it looked to me like a great mess o* mildew." [207] CHAPTEK XVI Miss DECKER had such a refreshing way of being ignorant. In a latent state she possessed a nature thoroughly balanced for appreciation, but it had been developed only upon a very few sides. To see her mental gambols, her sensitised soul catching impres sions, was like watching the ecstatic discov eries of a bright child. Anything new in the way of culture was not adopted until it could be assimilated. There was no pre tence. She was frankly a student in the niceties of refinement. She knew nature and loved it. The arts were a sealed book to her. I wondered if Mr. Estabrook would be troubled by the candour of her art criticism. [208] CHANTICLEER He certainly was not; for some mysterious reason it seemed to draw them more closely together and they soon developed into firm friends. Margaret was engaged to her sister for a season at the seashore, but Miss Decker offered to remain to help me through the period of the children s visit, a plan we were putting vigorously into execution. Although Margaret promised to return to us as soon as possible, swearing fealty to us, our home, and our principles, we felt that the glamour of the outside world might prove alluring. She was very young. After we had said good-bye to her, Miss Decker and I tried to brush depression from our spirits by a scramble through the most impenetrable part of our thicket. We made many interesting discoveries and came out, by chance, warm and tired, into the more open space before Mr. Estabrook s cottage. We saw him, at a little distance from the [209] SS CHANTICLEER S& window, looking toward us. We waited openly in ingenuous expectation of an in vitation to rest and refreshment. But, after a somewhat awkward delay, we were turning away when he appeared at his door. He was a trifle disturbed, but cordially hospita ble. We followed him into a lone;, tasteful o/ living-room, where we were seated in com fortable chairs, and an order given to Per kins, the man of all work, to bring us some iced tea. We had a great deal to report of our tramp, to which our host listened with kind sympathy, although he was rather silent himself. When Perkins came in with the cold, sparkling glasses he said something in a low voice to his master. Mr. Estabrook changed colour. Then, calling our attention most transparently to a passing object upon the road outside, he moved softly to the back of the room, where he pushed some thing farther back behind the draperies be- [210] CHANTICLEER fore he nervously drew them more closely together. His face was anxious when he returned to us, but he spoke coherently, intelligently upon the topic under discussion. I could not doubt his sanity, but I was sorely per plexed. When we had started upon our way home I burst out : " I suppose he could not have been burying a kitten again to-day. Oh, it was Margaret who saw Mr. Estabrook hiding something in the bushes not you." " No," Miss Decker said, " I was the one, yesterday." I stopped where I stood, my feet tangled in a coil of matted tree roots, to stare at her. " Again yesterday," I cried, " what does it mean ? " We hurried forward to consult Roger. He made light of the matter, though he did add that it might be just as well, when the [211] CHANTICLEER children came, to leave none of them alone with Mr. Estabrook. " When the children came " was the re frain of our days, after the date was settled upon until their arrival was an actual expe rience. Our happiness took an altogether new turn in those weeks of infant carnival. Gurgles of laughter mingled with the bird-trills at daybreak, small radiant faces were framed in the shrubbery, tiny feet waded the Vosenkill. Our path seethed with scurrying figures in that unmeaning restlessness of childhood that comes under the one generic title of " play." We all watched over their bliss, the two teachers who made up the regular escort, Miss Decker, Roger, Mr. Estabrook, and myself, as eager volunteers. That was Roger s vaca tion. He did nothing in those memorable weeks, but feed his senses with the irrespon sible ecstasy, the wild tumultuous joy, of our appreciative visitors. They buzzed per- [212] CHANTICLEER sistently about perilous positions, in spite of our warning cries ; but, by some mystic pro vision of nature, the tiny mite standing on one foot upon some dizzy height was no more doomed to dismemberment than the unwilling creature clasped by a detaining hand. The day before the curtain went down upon our pastoral, to the ringing applause of actors and audience alike, one small vis itor said to me : " That old man put some thing behind the rocks down there this mornin . I asked him what it was." " What did he say ? " I questioned. She puckered her smooth brow and thought for a long time. Then she answered slowly, " A great sorrow. [213] CHAPTER XVII OUR pleasure when the young men filled the camp was more sedate but no less en grossing. The drama of human interest was intense. Our lives expanded so rapidly that it was comparable to nothing so much as that sudden bursting of the sumach buds at spring s warm touch. The boys ingenu ous confidences of themselves and their families opened up long vistas of possible good. Appeal to the sympathies of the man who is living quite up to his income, if not beyond it, is a fatal blight to peace of mind. To us it was merely a glorious exhibition of newly acquired strength. We listened, with our hearts glowing, to hopes and regrets that we had power to pro- [214] CHANTICLEER mote or to annul. There was no appearance of wealth in our mode of living. The artless speakers had not the least thought of address ing their fairy godparents. The sensation of becoming suddenly such was a unique expe rience. It thrilled us through and through. We held frequent breathless conversations as to expedients. We planned as cautiously as if we were only moderately capable of doing. But, in reality, our riches were inordinate. We had found that health and happiness cost us almost nothing, and we had an ample income. Even after prudent tithes for the future were set aside, our hands were full of benefits. There was something we could do, with wisdom, to buy each boy s peace of mind, and we did it. The impress- iveness of the scenes when we gave our prom ise of this relief, or that joy, was unspeakably stirring. I wanted to make converts to that sacred happiness. I had a burning desire to com- [215] CHANTICLEER pile sociologic works, but the difficulty is that such a treatise, to be convincing, should be in at least two volumes, whereas my theory can be expounded in two words: simplicity and sympathy. Roger calls it compressed tablets of sociology. By the time the boys had gone back to their mechanical duties poor dears ! - September was well reached. Miss Decker had stayed with us all that time, with every pore open to aBsthetic influence. Her re pressed spiritual nature expanded in those few weeks with a determined force that was all healthy growth and no strain. Shortly before her leave-taking she said to me : " If every one had his chance and failed, that would be all right. But it s the being kept back that hurts. I feel as if I was all dwarfed and shrunk up before I came here. I ve thought so much, lately, about my cousin Lina, what her husband he was an ignorant fellow said, when he [216] CHANTICLEER saw her lying in her coffin : I m afraid she ll bu st singin Halleluiahs up there. She couldn t never ketch the tune here be low. There ! I knew you wouldn t laugh." " Laugh ? " I said. " See ! I am crying. Poor Lina ! " We went, for cheering, across the lush September pastures, skirting the long, lazy highway lined with goldenrod and wild asters mingling their rich purples with the more delicate Michaelmas daisies. Banks rose above us white with the frail lacework of wild carrot bloom, branches of brilliant sumach laid their gorgeous colour in sophis ticated premeditation against the sombre grey of rough stone walls and decaying rails, struggling for space with riotous vines purple and fragrant with their clustering harvest of tiny frost grapes. The dulness of the day invited our gaze upward to the tall elms where woodbine hung in scarlet festoons. [217] Through rough, stubbly meadows, as through an iridescent haze of mauve and gold, the magic of aster and goldenrod, we looked off to slopes crowned with the har vest of cultivation: luxuriant rows of stacked corn with golden pumpkins glinting here and there amongst the sombre patches. Our steps lay toward a neighbouring vine yard where choicest specimens were ours for the proverbial song. We found no excuse to go abroad for the grape cure. With appe tite, time, and fruit at our disposal, we spent September feasting. Miss Decker promised to come to us again later in the autumn or in the early winter. Margaret had begun to write feelingly of Chanticleer s exultation when ripe red Octo ber should come, but her friends and her family were engrossing, and there was " glorious, ice-spangled winter " still before us. Roger shook his head. He said such florid [218] CHANTICLEER expression would not materialise a Marga ret. I knew better, and I sent a long letter of encouragement and entreaty to Lenox, whither she had gone with a party of friends. About this time I heard from Maurice that his colleague, young Dr. Duryea, had proposed his running over to Lenox with him to spend Sunday. Ah, the whirligig of time ! I wrote back to my haughty brother-in-law : " Lenox in deed ! Not one step shall you go." After Miss Decker was quite ready to take her leave of us, in that formal half- hour that precedes a departure, Mr. Esta- brook came in as if in acknowledgment of some sudden determination to speak with her. I did not hear what was said by way of invitation, but, after some vague apology to us, they went off together down through the mid-day shadows of the wood road that leads to the Park. They were gone so long that I feared our [219] CHANTICLEER party Miss Decker with Roger and my self as escort would arrive too late at the forest s edge to keep our tryst with young Mr. Jenkins and his transporting vehicle. I think Mr. Estabrook brought her back to Chanticleer, but he did not come in to us again. Miss Decker was flushed and ex cited. Through the long walk to the ren dezvous she scarcely spoke. Roger and I kept up a continuous stream of desultory, awkward talk. Finally we said together, with some relief in our voices, " Oh, there is Silas Jenkins now ! " Her larger luggage had been taken over to the farmhouse in a wheelbarrow that morning by the letter-carrier. While Roger was stowing away her smaller traps in the wagon, Miss Decker put out her arms to draw me to her for one tremulous moment. Her eyes were strangely bright. " I ve most a mind to tell you," she whispered; "but, oh, I can t; not now. Wait! " [ 220 ] CHANTICLEER I returned the pressure of her clinging arms with a small measure of the affection I felt. Roger came toward her with his hand outstretched. The Jenkins boy called, " Hurry up, can t you, Miss Decker ? " She said, " Yes." She was gone, rattling off down the dusty turnpike with her secret and her feverish eyes. [221] CHAPTER XVIII ROGER had bought in the Jenkins s apple orchard a tree just as it stood its fruit, that is with the understanding that we should have the joy of gathering it our selves. They were gay, red things hanging so thickly among the green foliage as to make delay desperate. Many of our walks, during the last days before the harvesting, lay close to this fragrant possession. We would stop to gaze long and lovingly into the alluring branches of our tree, before we sat down in the grass and feasted our eyes upon the beautiful picture of a richly loaded orchard ; waiting fruit, red and green and golden, stiffly pendent among the broad sweep of limb. An apple tree, from the first pink hint of blossom, until the last [222] CHANTICLEER belated red and russet leaves have suc cumbed to winter, is a friendly interest. In its naked outline, the rugged majesty appeals, too, to its partisans. The chicken-house had proved so subtle a flatterer of Roger s ability that his pre sumption along architectural lines, thus quickened, matured robustly with cool weather. lie conceived the bold plan of erecting an extension to our mansion for winter use a coal bin on one side, on the other a storeroom; for now that we had bought our apples we must build a home for them. At first Roger was to erect this structure entirely unassisted. " Why not ? " I said rashly, " you like to fuss." He raised a stern face from the elaborate plans he was drawing to repeat coldly: "Fuss? Who built that chicken-house?" " I did. Some of it," I remarked firmly. " And the model was entirely mine." [223] CHANTICLEER " Yes," said Roger, tearing up the plan he had been making. " The model was poor, Mary. You remember it would not hold chickens at first." " This house won t hold apples, either," I ventured, "if it is so loosely built. It was not my fault. The plan was nice, and I drove nails enough." " Was it my fault, Mary ? " Roger asked coldly. Roger is a mild man, but I dared not say yes. " It was the chickens fault," I an swered. " They were always pushing against it." Roger had some boards brought. He worked one day upon the storeroom, and then he announced that he should get a car penter to assist him. After one day more he spoke of assisting the carpenter; and upon the third day I heard him tell some one that he was having a small addition built. He lingered about and looked lovingly at [224] CHANTICLEER the progress, but I think he found that " fussing " was the wound of a f aithf ul friend. When the storeroom was built and a sup ply of coal heaped on one side of the parti tion, the other side gaped to be filled. So we harvested our produce. We dug po tatoes. We had almost three bushels of these, which was a good many, considering how long we had been eating them. They were sound and orthodox in appearance. It pro duces a strange sensation to uncover a mound of ordinary dirt and to find be neath it a nest of potatoes as real as any thing one may buy at the largest market, and to realise that they are yours the product of your own husbandry. I never felt so practical and of so much use upon the earth as I did the day we gathered our po tatoes. We found harvesting sufficiently fas cinating to determine to make it linger as [ 225 ] CHANTICLEER long as possible, allowing ourselves just such hours of it each day. The potatoes were the first day s work. Roger drew a line through the middle of the patch and we be gan, with apparent fairness. Later on it occurred to me that, although I had as much ground-room in my allotment as my hus band, I had not quite so many hills as he, for we had used more from the right side where I worked. Roger is too fine a man to be allowed to grow selfish. So I said to him : " How many hills have you dug ? " " I have not really kept count," he an swered evasively. " But you knew, did you not, that you had more than I ? " " Not at first, Mary ; upon my honour. Afterward, when I recollected, I thought it might be best so for fear of your getting tired." I laid down my hoe and addressed Roger [226] CHANTICLEER with wifely thoroughness upon the fallacy of my fatigue in pleasurable matters. I enlightened him as to that dead but not yet buried day when he had made the butter, led on by his stale excuse. " To-morrow," I said, " when we gather the chickens corn we will start free and equal." " We will. We will, Molly," that blessed angel cried repentantly. " And shall you care at all, do you suppose, to pick the beans ? " I looked at him. " Why, of course," he said. " I will let you milk the cow to-night, too, dear." This was more than I had expected. I do not share Roger s ardour for that one branch of domesticity. I thought very hard while I was resuming the hoe. Then I said : " ~No. I do not consider milking fit work for a woman." I hoped that was so, for I did not want to tell a falsehood, but neither did I want to milk the cow. Roger [227] CHANTICLEER was glad to be convinced. The matter was not pressed. After we had finished our farm labours, we dressed ourselves freshly and went down to the Park to pay a round of neglected visits. The first cottage we came to the Mor rises - - was deserted. There was no sign of more active life anywhere than that of the poor stuffed squirrel over the front door. What need was there of Roger s sharp ringing ? but he thought, as one always does, that he " might as well try it," with that un conscious belief that if one gives an unusual peal there must be some response even in a deserted house. There was no response. We walked on to the Tryons cottage. There the outlook was even less hospitable. The windows were boarded up, and the doorbell had been re moved. We hurried to the next one on our line of march. That, too, was closed. Then [228] 33 CHANTICLEER %& we turned our blank faces toward Elliott- iana. The family was strewn along the wide piazza there, behind large jars of golden- rod and asters that gave out that faint dis agreeable odour of the first stage of staleness. Everybody s hands were lying in every body s laps with fixed idleness. A row of bored faces arose to greet us. The Judge was distinctly peevish. For some occult reason his ennui and his family s ennui was the fault of the smiling, happy pair who now stood before him. We had set a certain example. What had worked so charmingly with us had failed with them. The question to be faced was, Why had we done it ? " Will you take these ? " the Judge began in a querulous tone, indicating some empty piazza chairs. " It is getting most too cool for sitting out-of-doors, but there is no pleasant place inside." We settled ourselves silently. Then [229] *8 CHANTICLEER 8SS Roger said : " There seems to have been quite an exodus from the Park," a remark that infuriated our host. He glared at my husband before he roared : " I should think there had been an exodus. It s the pleasantest thing that ever was for us to sit here alone and twiddle our thumbs." Mrs. Elliott whined, " The families in the cottages the Judge built to rent all went by the first of September." " But they only came for the summer, mother/ Miss Elliott struck in. The Judge turned upon his daughter in a sort of fury. " Does that alter the fact that they have gone ? " " No," she said faintly, sinking farther back in her chair. " I built those cottages at considerable ex pense I might say, great expense, to in sure neighbours. But what good did it do ? " I stated, not very opportunely, that we [230] CHANTICLEER had been to the Morris and Try on and Luther cottages to find those, too, de serted. The Judge groaned. " Of course you found them deserted. Those people wouldn t stay in this forsaken hole. One day last week Miss Tryon s fiance here he looked at one of his daughters for en couragement which he must have found, for he made no change in pronunciation " drove up here ; I say up here ; I mean, he left his horses down on the turnpike, and walked up through the pastures. No one can drive decent springs over that beastly road. The very worst one in the country anywhere, I suppose." Here he waved his hand in outraged de nunciation of the primitive highway that we had found a priceless barrier against the incursions of civilisation. " Mrs. and Miss Tryon both were so glad to see some one from the outside that they just cried. So he [231] CHANTICLEER got them to drive right back to town that same day with him. They left the servants to pack up and come when they could. Of course the Morrises wouldn t stay without the Tryons. And the Luthers were called to Boston suddenly by the sickness of some body; or so they say, but I imagine that was all made up. So here we are, left high and dry, with just the Gillettes Miss Gil lette s an ornithologist and wants to study the winter birds and that old fellow on the south side, old Estabrook. Pleasant for us, isn t it ? Probably there is not such another lonely place in the whole United States." Roger and I made that little gurgling sound that may mean anything, before the Judge continued with the suspicion of his profession. " So those people up to the camp have gone too ? I believe there was some sort of collusion in all this." Roger tried to explain our neighbours movements, but to no purpose. The Judge [232] 383 CHANTICLEER 85* clearly preferred to think there was, as he said, " something back of it." Presently he demanded savagely : " What do you do with yourselves all day ? " " Not half what we would if there was more time," my husband answered. " Time ? " he shouted, " there isn t a thing here but time. I tell the girls there are ten days in every week. That woman there," nodding at the partner of his joys, " asks me all day long what time it is." I wondered fleetingly if Mrs. Elliott had not mastered the intricacies of a clock be fore I began to fully realise what a com plete biography of her the confidence was. We attempted to give them a brief inven tory of our simple pleasures, but their hard faces seemed to extract the fragrance from everything. They could not understand. It was, as Lowell said, like presenting them with the bones of a fowl we had picked. I should have suppressed our prospective [233] CHANTICLEER apple harvesting, but Roger entered into a spirited recital of our anticipation in that quarter. He seemed to think one more trial "Would be generous. I had given them up after they treated the history of our potatoes with silent disrespect. " There is one thing/ I said cheerfully, as we were taking our leave ; " you all keep well in this bracing air, don t you ? " " Oh, yes ; well enough," the Judge pouted. " If we didn t we would get right back to town." His tone implied that under the circum stances, health, too, was something of a grievance. We made no further effort to console them, and bowed ourselves away. As soon as we were at a safe distance I said, " But we are not keeping that man here." Roger laughed with a boy s relish. " The poor, obstinate old fellow said he should live here, probably, most of the year, as we did. [234] CHANTICLEER His health demanded the quiet. Then you remember his clinching the determination by telling every one that his daughters de clared they must stay till after the holi days, anyway, and have a house-party for Christmas. His dignity is committed. He has made a public avowal of his plans." " They hold us even more responsible than the Lymans and the Endersons do/ I sighed. The encounter had been a disturber of peace. We laughed a good deal, but it was more or less hysterical. Our souls seemed to have undergone a complete jolting. Mr. Estabrook came out of his cottage as we drew near. His head was down and he Walked by us without immediate recogni tion. " You are tired," I said, looking up into his weary face when we had gained his attention. " No, my dear," he answered, " only very sad." [235] 383 CHANTICLEER S$ He joined us and we walked on silently until he broke out : " But I ought not to be sad now, either. You know of my one bit of good fortune, I suppose ? " I shook my head, and Roger said, " !N"o." " No ? " Mr. Estabrook repeated. " Well then, some other time, my dears." He clasped my hand warmly, and then Roger s, slipping away as softly as he had come. [236] CHAPTER XIX ROGEK said finally that I was emulating Mrs. Elliott s inquiries into the time of day, I asked so very often if our apples were not ready for harvesting. At last the word was given. Mr. Jenkins told us to come, and we were going on the day after to-morrow with our baskets and step-ladders to that sacred spot of our an ticipations. It had been agreed that we should complete our gathering before the regular work of the orchard began. At this crucial moment Margaret appeared. Her fine phraseology had not covered deser tion, as I at once reminded Roger. Step- ladders were set up under the lower branches for her and me, and a longer ladder provided [237] CHANTICLEER for Roger. We had baskets to fill which we emptied from time to time into the barrels that stood conveniently near. It was a large tree and heavily loaded, and yet, for the first exciting moment I wished silently that Mar garet had postponed her visit for a day or two. But when, as I hurried back from the first emptying of my basket, I stopped to look for an instant at the childlike play of her en joyment I no longer regretted. She was very lovely in a pretty tourist s suit of becoming dark blue. Her hair flung out soft brown ten drils over her flaming cheeks and her white neck. " Isn t it exhilarating ? " she called to me as I passed. " How fragrant they are ; and so gay. One must stop every few moments, to gloat over their beauty, first in the basket and then on the tree." " I think they are prettiest among the green leaves," I called back. " Sometimes I have hardly the heart to disturb a special beauty." [238] CHANTICLEER " How many have you eaten ? " Roger shouted from some embowered height. "Not one," we both protested. "We had not thought of such sacrilege." " That proves the superiority of the sex," came back. " I have devoured a clean bushel." The branches above where I worked, somewhat later, forked together in the most accessible way. It occurred to me that there would be real advantage in slipping up the tree trunk a little distance to look down upon the glory of the full ripe orchard. So I slipped, very softly. The outlook was charming. I crept furtively on, farther than I had intended. Roger had gone down to the barrel to empty his basket. When I had almost gained the highest point a new voice reached my ears, followed by exclamations of surprise. Then my brother-in-law, in his most conventional tone, asked, " Where is Mary ? " [239] CHANTICLEER " Where is she ? " Margaret and Roger repeated together. " She was here just a moment ago," Margaret said, and Roger re iterated her statement before he set up an anxious hallooing. Maurice came forward to help Margaret s anxiety to the ground, looking upward as he did so. " There is some one in that tree," he answered. My doom had come. " Here I am," I called in a shrill little voice. The young people took that moment to inspect the hoards in the barrel. Roger ran up the long ladder to my aid. " I would not do that again, dear," he whispered when my feet touched the ground. Then he straightened my hat and tidied me up a bit. When I looked fit I stepped forward to greet Maurice. He was very forgiving with his hoydenish sister-in-law. " You can t pick apples in those clothes," Roger said. I do not suppose Maurice had [240] CHANTICLEER a burning desire to pick apples in any clothes. He sent, I thought, a rather con gratulatory glance over his fine raiment be fore he said : " Well, you go on with your work. I will just stand about and talk with Miss Robertson." " But Miss Robertson wants to do it, her self," I cried. " Oh, do you ? " Maurice interjected. " Why, of course," she smiled. " It is the loveliest thing there ever was." " Then I will run back to the house and slip into some other clothes," he said eagerly. " Jenkins drove me up from the station. He told me you were here, so I came over across lots, and sent the boy on with my luggage." It was not until he was gone that I be gan to guess how he had learned of Marga ret s coming, and to laugh at his not giving me an opportunity to tell him to stay away. We worked rather silently for a time. I [241] CHANTICLEER felt a good deal like a child in disgrace I cannot tell, yet, what made me climb that tree. Presently Margaret began singing some popular melody, and Roger joined in. They have clear, pleasant voices, though one of them cannot carry a tune very well. But it was cheerful, and the conservatory author ities tell us that even the feathered songsters are not correct; which may mean, however, that they do not make the accepted faces. At last Maurice came swinging toward us, very handsome in knickerbockers and a modish hunting- jacket of dark green cor duroy. A ravishingly becoming Tarn o Shanter was pushed a little back from his radiant face, and he was singing, in his true, sweet, tenor voice. Margaret was evidently where she could not see him, for she asked eagerly, " Who is that?" " Maurice," I called back jubilantly. [242] 383 CHANTICLEER S& " Oh ! " she mocked. " Our tongues are tied now, Roger. Listen to De Reszke." My poor brother. Must even his gifts militate against him? I think Maurice was really more inclined to sing than he was to gather apples. He gave us, first and last, a rather full concert programme. I know it was merely a youth ful overflow of good spirits, and not at all a wish to exploit his accomplishment, though I was sorry to have his choice fall upon so many of the selections Margaret had just ren dered faultily. When we had stretched our apple har vesting to its farthest limit, Roger concluded to go through the pastures to Mr. Jenkins s to negotiate for another tree. His appetite had been so whetted by his aerial feast for this fruit that the imperfect digestion of civilisation had, for years, tabooed in an uncooked form, that he decided to engage a barrel of every old-time favourite. [243] CHANTICLEER " We must have some great golden Pound Sweets," I said, " and those subtly flavoured, deliciously fragrant Northern Spies." " But those are for fall. We must have Seek-no-furthers and Spitzenbergs for win ter use," Roger answered slowly, for he was busily calculating the probability of our storeroom holding five barrels of apples with those other supplies we had concluded to lay in for fear of midwinter blockades. The wife of one of Mr. Jenkins s farm hands does our laundry work. Margaret had some excuse to go to her when Roger set off through the meadows. I knew the errand was genuine, but Maurice was scep tical. As we were walking along alone toward our home he broke out : " This must be about equal to a second rejection. It was clearly just to shake me off." " O egotistical youth," I cried, " and enigmatic. I understand, though. You [244] $33 CHANTICLEER 8% need not explain. Yes. The plea was honest." " It could have waited," he answered coldly. " I suppose you are surprised to see me to-day, Mary. But you told me to be persistent. Keeping away from her isn t persistency." " I only meant taking things rather for granted when you were with her, not being omnipresent. You must not stay about all this long autumn evening. You and Roger should go away somewhere." " I did not come here to go away, Mary." " Very well," I said in a tone that evi dently startled him, for he added quickly, " I do most things that you tell me. How many times did that man offer himself? Four?" "Six," I said. There is this curious kink in men s na ture; no woman can ever tell when a tran quil leading may end in sudden bolting. " I [245] CHANTICLEER should not offer myself six times to any woman," Maurice announced. " I do not think I should do so half that many." We looked at each other defiantly. Pres ently he asked more humbly, " What is the outlook, Mary ? " " Black," I answered. " Her mother and sister are coming here to live. They are to O v rent the Tryon cottage. Margaret will be supremely happy with them there after she has fumigated the Park for rusticity. She would have to be very deeply in love to listen to any suggestion of marriage now." " Well," Maurice said, turning a whim sical face to mine. " What am I to do about it ? I am certainly here, all prepared to be fallen deeply in love with." I knew the situation must be wholesome for one who had been so courted as Maurice. But it was growing a little wearing to his relatives. Something seemed expected of [246] CHANTICLEER me, so I suggested : " You are too good- looking, for one thing. If you were maimed, some way, she would be sorry for you." He laughed grimly. " I might mar my charms, perhaps, but it would be rather painful to slash oneself up and find that even. then one was not appreciated. But, seri ously, what difference can the mother and sister make ? Doesn t every girl have a mother and sister ? " " Not such congenial ones as these. The family is altogether complete as it is. Where there are a number of women of like tastes together there is a growing convic tion that the introduction of the male ele ment spoils the cosiness and the peace." " I can t see," my companion muttered, " what harm a poor fellow would do in a cosey home. I should think your married felicity would be an object lesson to Mar Miss Robertson." [247] CHANTICLEER " Oh, but we are different. You see, Roger is such a dear." " Now, Mary," he broke in, " you have no right to make Margaret think that Roger is the only man in the world who behaves himself." " I do not, Maurice," I protested. " I believe you have ever so many of the family virtues. And you are growing more like him all the time. Of course you are just a tiny bit more conceited, and haughty, and overbearing than Roger. But then he has been married for seven years." " Umph," said Maurice. " Unfortunately," I went on, " two of Margaret s friends have married rather re cently, and she declares that they have to entertain their husbands every evening. Laura has been a wife for the past year, and, Margaret says, she has had to play backgammon with her matrimonial venture every night except Sundays. And Nathalie [248] CHANTICLEER spends hers reading aloud to Horace. This is a quotation, from the latter s own confes sion : i He likes it, and it certainly is in nocent. " Well," Maurice interjected, " isn t it ? " " Yes. But Margaret says that if that is wedded bliss, she prefers to spend her evenings amusing herself. If she must keep six feet of masculinity innocent it will be in the slums, among the poor fellows that have not had so many opportunities as she has." " But listen, Mary," Maurice said ; " I haven t asked her to keep me innocent. I am not even sure I want to be innocent." " Of course not," I answered ; " but to make her understand ! I hardly know what to advise. You might mention, if there is an opportunity, that you do not care for backgammon. You hate it, don t you ? " " Actively. And what else, Mary ? " " Well then I think, if I were you, I [ 249 ] should sing a little to-night, and not carry the tune very well." " What ? " " Confuse the air you are humming with something else. Margaret does." " Does she ? God bless her ! I am glad she is that human. She draws so well I was afraid she did everything superlatively." "Not quite," I said. "How short the walk over here has seemed ! Could you de tach your thoughts from the tender passion for a moment to fasten them to our store room? I want you to tell me whether you think it will hold five barrels of apples, be sides the potatoes and the bacon ? " [ 250 ] CHAPTEK XX WHEN the other two came back to Chan ticleer Roger had concluded not to have quite so many apples, and Margaret was full of a plan she had formed of sending our laundress s daughter away to school, such a prodigy did we believe her to be. My friend was interesting in her flushed en thusiasm, and I eager for particulars of her interview with the parents to whom she had gone to unfold her project. We had merely stopped the flow of our question-and- answer recital to breathe, when Maurice struck into the conversation with : " I am glad we will not play backgam mon to-night, Mary. I dislike that almost as much as being read aloud to." [251] CHANTICLEER Margaret looked back toward me, shud dering. " Has there been any thought of playing games ? " " ISTo," I answered. " How did you hap pen to think of that, Maurice ? " He gave me an appealing glance. " Why, Mary ! " he protested, in blushing reproach. Margaret was waiting judicially for an answer, so I muttered something about our having spoken of backgammon that after noon. " Oh, so you wanted to play it ? " she said, turning mercilessly to Maurice. " No, no," he protested. But Margaret returned, " I am very sure Mary did not. ISTow let me tell you, dear leaving my brother fairly convicted of a taste for back gammon, she resumed our conversation. " Let me tell you what little Sarah said after that." I was quite beside myself until I could get Maurice alone. " You are working [252] CHANTICLEER awkwardly," I whispered. " Do not, I beg of you, attempt the singing. She might think you were mimicking her, and you would not want that." He turned pale. " I should think not ! I believe I will just look on after this, Mary. She thinks I like backgammon now. I tried to tell her, but you saw how she wouldn t lis ten. She was so busy talking about that silly girl." There was no consoling him, so I sent him off, after our evening meal, with Roger, to return one of Judge Elliott s numerous visits of complaint. It was a soft moonlight night, and when we thought it was about time for them to re turn I took Margaret with me, and we went out to pace up and down the silver path be fore our door. It was an hour for silence, and we talked little until we saw shadowy figures away off in the distance slowly mov ing near us. " Those are two handsome [253] men," Margaret said, as they came close enough for recognition. " Yes," I answered hurriedly. " They are indeed that, though of course Maurice is the only Adonis." " I think Roger is much the finer look ing," she returned carelessly, darting off to meet him. There was a funny tale to tell of Elliott- iana which was given in instalments as memory served. " You can rent the Gil lette cottage now, Margaret," Roger said as a preface. " The ornithologist is gone." "What?" I cried. "I thought she would make a study of non-migratory birds." " Ah, but she has sprained her ankle. Observation was stopped, and, presto, she has migrated herself. Judge Elliott sup poses she had about the worst ankle any one ever suffered from." " Sprained in two places, " the doctor added. [254] $33 CHANTICLEER ES$ " I believe we would like that cottage best," Margaret said eagerly. " Suppose we go to-morrow to look at it." This was agreed upon for the afternoon. In the morning after an early breakfast, we went to church, a little building made of rough stones gathered from the mountain at whose foot it stands, and to which the road leads one a distance of six miles. We lop off two of these by a charming walk across meadows, through copses and deeper forest bits, through turnstiles and pasture bars, over a fallen tree foot-bridge across the upper Vosenkill, through the hollows and up the heights of the sloping hills. In a clear, fresh autumn day, such as this proved, no introduction could be more fitting to the soul-lifting English service. I had considerable hope of this walk for Maurice s suit, experienced though I was in Margaret s vagaries. But she kept close upon our heels when she was not openly [255] CHANTICLEER walking with either Roger or me. I caught my husband s hand, long before we came to the tree bridge, to make sure of his be ing out of Maurice s way. But Margaret insisted she could get over it most surefoot- edly unaided. Which she did. I was so worn with the mental strain of scheming that I gave up the effort on the return walk, and deliberately set the men to arguing, Margaret and I strolling along together in silence and in peace. Mr. Estabrook came in the afternoon be fore we had started for the Park, and so he went with us for the inspection. Margaret attached herself to him, from the first mo ment, and as Maurice was to go away early in the morning he had literally not one mo ment in which to wedge a private word. I found occasion, just before his departure, to rub his wounds with the balm of hopeful smiles. I had nothing more directly medi cinal to offer. [256] CHANTICLEER " Mary," he said gravely. We had sought the seclusion of the spring house on the os tensible errand of getting butter. " Mary, you have been the kindest sister in the world. You have given excellent advice for the sort of man it fits the kind, I mean, that offer themselves six times. But it does not suit me. You see what a bungle I have made of it. I have been a fool. ISTow I shall do my own way." " You tried jealousy, of your own wis dom, and did that work any better ? " I said, fearful of some crazy, man plan. " That was extreme, and foolish, too," he answered. " In future I shall merely act on the principle, if she wants me she can have me. And if she does not want me she can leave me alone. I believe it is the only treat ment for such cases." " But suppose some other man "I sug gested incoherently. " If it is only determination not to marry [257] CHANTICLEER there will be no other man," he answered. "If it is dislike of me there might as well be another first as last. I shall not be always available, after this," he added sagely. " I believe, upon the whole, that you are right," I said, sighing a little, for I was thinking more of the danger to him from the partiality for their favourite physician of pretty girls of the Agnes Birdsell stamp. Maurice was gone. I found it difficult again, for a time, to be forgiving with Margaret. After the paramount matter had settled sufficiently for anything else to rise to the surface, I asked Roger if he had noticed Mr. Estabrook s inquiring of me, the day before, just when Miss Decker was com ing ? He did remember, and we were at once involved in speculation. I did not know she was coming at all. She had, to be sure, a standing invitation to visit us, [258] CHANTICLEER but no word had as yet passed between us upon the matter. On Wednesday I was delighted to receive a note from her stating that she would be with us on the following Saturday. It was a week of events. Margaret en gaged the furnished Gillette cottage for their experiment, and her family arrived to occupy it after the delay of but a day or two. There was hospitality back and forth, and a dark hour of inspection of the orni thologist s cabinet. Margaret threw its doors open to me with a hard face. Mine was even sterner as I cried : " The monster ! She did not care enough about her spoils of many seasons to carry them away." There were nests filled with the eggs of the rarer songsters, in sets of twos and threes, and of the common warblers almost by the score. We faced each other, pale and speechless, Margaret and I, before the [259] CHANTICLEER former found voice to say, " The men she has hired to assist in this pursuit won t stop there," motioning up into the ghastly array of blasted hopes. We concluded that she must be sent a let ter of burning protest. It was obvious that we each had more confidence in our own elo quence, for we both insisted that it was too harassing a matter for the other to under take. After a great deal of talking, and no conclusion arrived at, I finally said : " You think, Margaret, that you can write it bet ter, and I think I can. Suppose we send two letters ? " " Very well," my friend answered. " She deserves fifty." My communication pointed out the use- lessness of the collector s practice, and the selfishness of risking extermination of the precious songsters in the name of a science that has already noted every variation in nest and egg. My words were, I thought, so [260] CHANTICLEER vital that, as Emerson says of Montaigne s, " If you cut them they will bleed." Mar garet said the same thing in different phrases, and we were each as partial to our own as we were that day when we made the bread. When we read the scathing communica tions to Mrs. Robertson she said, with the timidity of age, " I am afraid she will be angry." " We want her to be," I answered. " If she is only hurt, she will be the martyr per secuted by ignorance, and she will go on. If she is angry enough she may think the in struction not worth the odium." We waited eagerly to learn whether our officiousness would reach an angry or a hurt correspondent. It did both. When the two polite replies arrived we found that Margaret s youth had made her seem presumptuous. Miss Gillette was dis tinctly angry with her. My remonstrance [ 261 ] CHANTICLEER had merely wounded. She was hurt by me. The complication left us just as much in the dark about her future course, but we had done our duty. Margaret told me she was glad, at any rate, that she had said " barba rous/ and it seemed so to the point I was sorry I had not used it instead of some of my queerer words. I was glad to turn from this gloomy up roar to a pleasant surprise. We expected Miss Decker to arrive on Saturday evening; however, some time before noon she came smiling in with Mr. Estabrook. Roger had gone down to the orchard, but I was pleased enough for us both. After she was well ensconced her escort took his leave, saying we would like, he was sure, the first hour alone. As he was starting away he walked up to Miss Decker and deliber ately kissed her. She gave a little cry of protest, turning her rosy cheeks apologeti cally to me. [262] m CHANTICLEER S& " You know, don t you ? " he said, also looking at me. " Why of course I stammered, " I know Miss Decker ! " thinking sadly, " The poor dear is crazy." " I mean," he said, with a fine dignity, " that she has promised to be my wife." [263] CHAPTER XXI I KNEW that whatever the mystery con nected with Mr. Estabrook was, it must have been satisfactorily explained to Miss Decker. She was a shrewd, sensible woman, and old enough to understand what she wanted to do. There was clearly no need of our being anxious, and therefore we con cluded to be delighted. Roger was as surprised as I at the turn of affairs, for, as we said, they were so used to not being married it seemed strange so complete a change should have occurred to them. After Mr. Estabrook had left us, on the day of her coming, while we were still alone, my friend turned to me with a face full of [264] CHANTICLEER unutterable things. "It "seemed silly to me, at first, too," she said. " But, someway, I don t know, I do like him." She was very sweet in her shy tenderness, and pretty enough to make me realise that she was not old at all in years. A life of hard work and suppression once supplanted by congenial ease, a different woman would evolve. " Of course you like him. He is very lovable," I answered. " I am so glad." " Are you ? " she asked eagerly. " That is such a relief. I was almost afraid you d think I was silly." "As if I could think that of you," I protested, kissing her flushed cheek. " I wanted to come to tell you. I thought I could explain better than I could write. So here I am," she went on nervously. " We thought we would be married next week. That isn t too soon, is it ? " " K"ot a day too soon. At your home, I suppose ? " [265] CHANTICLEER " Because it would make them feel foolish." " But they do feel foolish already." " Then you have told them ? " "They have told me." Roger stopped perfectly still. He drew my hand from his arm, pressing it reassur ingly in his warm clasp. " Wife, explain yourself," he said. " Mr. Estabrook is going to marry Miss Decker next week," I answered very slowly. " Miss Decker just said so." " Oh," he exclaimed, catching my face in both his hands and kissing it over and over. " Pardon me, you dear, sweet child. You are always churning my brain into a froth." I forgave him because of the kisses. After that we hurried on. " Don t look at her much to-night," I advised. " She is very shy." Roger promised, but Mr. Esta- [268] CHANTICLEER brook appeared early in the evening and he was not shy at all. He was openly admiring and sincerely loving in a courtly, old school manner. An event somewhat more commonplace occurred soon after this. Judge Elliott came to spend an evening with us, and to invite us to tea at Elliottiana on the follow ing afternoon. After stating his errand, he gave himself up to continuous complaint. " I suppose you can write your little yarns here as well as anywhere," he said to Roger. " But even you must find time hang pretty heavy, now the leaves have fallen and it s so doleful out side." " Not a bit of it," we both declared stoutly. We enjoyed the country more than ever in its wider outlook. The delicate tracery of the grey boughs is as lovely to us as luxuriant foliage. Our vast sweep of skyscape was only rivalled now by the broad, [269] CHANTICLEER unimpeded view we caught of the rolling foothills and the cleanly chiselled outline of each mountain peak. " And then/ I cried enthusiastically, " the wonderful at mospheric effects of autumn ! One may stand for an entranced hour to watch the clouds piling up over the mountains, or a haze lifting there." " Yes. And get a good stiff cold in his head to pay for it," he returned. " We have neither of us had a cold since we have been here and are constantly in the open air," Roger said. " We had not real ised that blessing. We walk more than ever now the air is so crisp and invigorating." " Biting cold, I call it," our guest an swered. " I m no poet, and I say, it eats to the bone. But then a man might stand it if he had, by good luck, a bone to gnaw him self. We are all but starved; next to no variety! When the Park was fuller a ven der went around every morning to take [270] ;&j;TO^^^ gS^^g8K58^S^ CHANTICLEER orders for meat and vegetables. He won t come out there just for me. My man s gone. Simmons couldn t stand it here. I can t send one of the maids over that horrible road, and I certainly can t walk it myself, to get to where one could be driven to the station. I never saw such a performance. Last week I paid their weight in gold to get a lot of things brought out, but that doesn t mean fresh meat. We have had potted stuff and bacon till it s positively out rageous. I ve tried shooting, but there isn t a partridge in these forsaken woods." Roger refrained from saying that he had better luck with partridges and that he had bagged a number of wild ducks on Farrell Creek. I did begin a spirited account of the pleasure we had found during the fall in gathering meadow mushrooms, but our guest seemed to have little credulity to spare for our fairy tales. By way of entertainment we showed him [271] CHANTICLEER our new storeroom, and then took him to inspect the spring-house which was soon to be abandoned for winter. Nothing any where aroused his interest so keenly as a tender beefsteak stored there. He asked eager, greedy questions as to its genesis. Roger explained that Mr. Jenkins had been killing a beef, and had brought that much to us in response to a standing order for any tid bits of his handling, such as sweetbreads, or a roast when an occasional calf was sacri ficed for family use, and now and then a turkey. It is seldom that he has anything of the kind to offer, but it is just often enough to aid in the variety We aim at for that one substantial, nutritious dish which continues to compose each meal s menu. " This mound," I said, as we turned away from it, " is covered with a thicket of shrub bery as you could see in daylight." Roger elevated the lantern. " It is a mass of blos soms when the clematis is out." [272] CHANTICLEER " Yes/ murmured the Judge. " Highly probable." And then, animatedly, " I don t suppose that man Jenkins would come away over from his place to the Park ? " Roger thought not, as his transactions with us were something of a favour. The Judge listened dolefully. " I m getting quite ravenous for fresh meat," he confessed. We would have urged him to take ours, but we knew, of course, he could not allow the sacrifice. We went back into the house and talked of many things, all of which, by some fatality, led back to our visitor s pri vations. At last he groaned himself away, and we could not be sorry when his footsteps plodded with heavy portliness across our door-sill. The next morning when we Miss Decker and I had begun our slight break fast preparations, Roger rushed in from the spring-house, shouting, " That old robber has stolen our beefsteak ! " [273] CHANTICLEER " What old robber ? " we women asked. My husband leaned against the door-post to support his statement. " Judge Elliott," he said. " Why, Roger," I cried, " did you ever hear of a judge stealing beefsteak? " " I never heard a judge declare before that he was starving." " But, Roger, he could not have done it ! " " My dear, we have no very great choice of possibilities. It must have been the Judge or Mr. Estabrook. Do you think the latter would have been likely, when he came to see Miss Decker, to make off with her break fast?" The alternative was so absurd that we were obliged to accept the first hypothesis. Roger looked pretty grave until I assured him that we could have one of our delicious omelets instead. Then he laughed till tears streamed down his cheeks. [274] CHAPTEE XXII IT was strange to think of breaking bread with the man we suspected of stealing our breakfast or that Roger suspected him of it, rather, for I still maintained against conclusive evidence that the deed was done by " some animal " that vague zob logic term that covers such a multitude of domestic peccadilloes. The Judge s conduct, from the first mo ment of greeting when we arrived at Elliott- iana to tea, betrayed high nervous tension. We had never found him more voluble, but his speech kept markedly remote from Park discomforts. However, when the tea tray was brought in, Mrs. Elliott bemoaned the meagreness of the hospitality. " I do not [275] CHANTICLEER see how one can offer more, though," she said in a voice that was like nasal intoning, " where there are no markets." " Why," Miss Elliott laughed, " life here is getting to be just like a polar expedition." The younger daughter struck in : " Yes. Father got some beefsteak somewhere for breakfast this morning, and we ate it like wolves." Mrs. Elliott looked across the room to ask, " Frederick, where did you say you got that beefsteak ? " There was a short silence. Then " From a man," came hollowly from the inside of a teacup. We did not lift our eyes, Roger and I. We sat very still. Mrs. Elliott parted her lips for further inquiry. Her husband cried, " Wait a minute, my dear. Who is that on the lawn ? " He shot out of the room like a convict fleeing his judicial decree. " How could the Judge have seen the [ 2T6 I CHANTICLEER lawn from where he sat ? " his literal wife asked. She turned to Roger, who was close to the front window. " Is there any one out there ? " " Only the Judge," he answered. He is very tactful, that husband of mine. He di verted all those women with a thrilling an ecdotal recital, so that our poor host slipped into the room some ten minutes later alto gether unnoticed. We came away as soon as we decently could. When we had cleared Elliottiana s grounds Roger s dancing eyes looked into mine. " Will you believe me the next time ? " he asked. " I will never again question even what you say in your sleep," I replied. " We have the full play of human emo tions upon this tiny stage," he went on mus ingly. " Every variation. Kothing is lack- ing." " Even to ripe romance," I said. Miss [277] CHANTICLEER Decker had gone away on that day for her wedding. Something of note transpired in the in terim before she returned to us as a bride. One of my friends in town had been left, a twelvemonth before, a very wealthy widow. Many had been her letters to me of the burden of her riches after her elderly husband s over sight had been withdrawn. " Oh, the free dom of your life," her last communication had wailed. " If I could, I would throw my every penny to the mob of beggars that dog my steps, and come to your Eden a happy, poor woman." " Come," I wrote back to her. " I will," she replied. And there she was, upon the next day after Miss Decker had left us lonely. My friend, Marion Dalrymple, had not, as I at first feared, thrown her fortune recklessly to the winds; everything was in safe, legal hands, but she had shaken off pompous cares for herself [278] CHANTICLEER and come to worship at the shrine of sim plicity. With Roger s advice she should, she said, have really little difficulty in dis posing of her annual income upon worthy objects. After Mr. Estabrook returned with his wife we counted ourselves four congenial permanent families in the realm of peace. The Elliotts were still fluttering, and we never knew what excuse would unfurl their wings. The coming of a bride entailed some hos pitality upon even our primitive neighbour hood, as did also Marion s advent. We paid visits and inspected new quarters, drank chocolate together, and were a little too commonplace for idealism for a few days. But matters soon settled themselves natu rally, and our hours again were all Elysian. One lovely morning I went first to see Marion s clever annihilation of the Tryon s " effects " in the cottage which, probably [279] SB CHANTICLEER % influenced by the sympathetic fiance, they had eagerly sold to her. Then social debt drew me on to Elliottiana. An ominous hush enveloped the place as I approached. The piazza was empty. Every chair and Japanese curtain, every gay cushion and ginger-jar of flowers, had vanished. The window blinds were tightly closed, but I rang the bell, smiling at the futility of the act while I did so. As I walked away I remembered how often the Judge had said of late : " I sha n t keep my family forever here to starve. My first duty is to them." I was not likely to forget, either, that I had remarked to Roger, " When a man begins to talk of duty, he acts." The thought uppermost in my mind was, what explanation the magisterial speech would frame for my husband. I need not have wasted time in that speculation. He ig nored the subject forever afterward in any chance meeting with Roger. It was as if [280] CHANTICLEER Elliottiana had never been, nor the Park, nor the beefsteak. After this adventure I ran in to see Mrs. Estabrook. She was standing in the door as I came over the grass-grown path. " Drinking in the glories of the day ? " I called out. " Yes," she said, " feasting on this air and light. We seem to be always having Indian summer." She opened the door, as she spoke, into the long living room. Her husband, seated by the farther side window, jumped to his feet with a sharp cry of pain when he saw me. I stopped where I stood, petrified by the misery in the gentle face turned toward me. " Oh, I did not know you were here, Charles, really," his wife explained. " I am so sorry, so sorry." He bowed his head for a moment silently. And then, as if he had gained courage, he [281] CHANTICLEER stepped forward, and, taking my hand, led me up to the easel he had left. A half-fin ished canvas stood upon it. " There," he said. " You are my friend. You will only have pity. Look at that ! " I stared at the poor effort, and then at Mr. Estabrook s excited face. I could think of nothing to say. His wife explained gently : " He slaved through all his youth to buy time to paint. And now " I cannot do it," he groaned. " Look at that. I call it cruel, cruel ! The soul is here, burning to speak, and see how the clumsy fingers obey ! " The wild words in his gentle voice stirred me strangely. We gazed silently upon the record of failure. Finally I said, " But do you not think every sensitive being has some dumb spirit within ? " I told him of the " dead poet " fancy, although I felt what his manhood could not say: the long years of uncongenial occupation, fed on [282] CHANTICLEER this false hope, that were smiting him now. The study before us was the Vosenkill in the bit of valley where Margaret had seen him working. It was spotty and hard. My heart pounded loud rhythmic sympathy. " I suffer less from this crying in the wilderness since I have been here where every sense is open to sublimity. The sort of physical pulsation that comes with our most refined living, subtle but mighty, does away more and more, I find, with the need of outward expression. We are catching and holding the aroma of life. In the eter nities somewhere we will give it out. Can t you feel the complete engrossment of it all, this this and then, looking from my heart into his, that poor burying- ground of ambition, every shred of expres sion left me. Oh, the tragic inadequacy of mental clothing! I began and stopped and began again : " Can you not feel all this this thingamy ? " I wailed. [ 283 ] CHANTICLEER He felt the word-travail, and was sorry for that cry of verbal anguish. But I was hot and cold with shame. " See," I said desperately, " I can express my thoughts no better in language than you can in paint. But I enjoy resignedly almost always now. Won t you try, too ? " He smiled down at me with trembling lips. " I hope you will not think me a coward. But it is sad to bury the hopes of a lifetime. The poor ghosts will not stay in their graves. It is all cruel tragedy now. Some day there may be quiet tears, and wreaths upon the mounds. My dear wife is helping me to bear it with fortitude. So soon as may be we will lay aside our mourn ing." Then the pathetic wildness flickered up once more in a last speech of rebellion. " But these are the first bitter months of unutterable agony. Forgive me, my dears, but I must be alone for a little." He [284] CHANTICLEER walked, with averted eyes, out of the room, and presently we saw him striding rapidly past the window toward the deepest thicket. " He has suffered so," his wife sighed. " Yes," I said again of my inadequacy. " He believed, through all those years, that, with time and congenial surroundings, he could paint. He has lived for that. And when he came to try and found it all like this, he could hardly bear it." " Was it his studies he was so afraid of some one s seeing ? " I asked gently. " Yes," she answered. " Only his man knew about them. Perkins always warned him when any one was coming. Charles was so ashamed of them. But I I think some of them are very natural: rocks and trees and water. He says the sentiment is not there ; that they are just as if he did not feel. Think, Charles not feel ! " I nodded, since words had proved so hateful. " I believe," the speaker went on in a low [285] CHANTICLEER voice, " it was because I could not express myself, even as much as he did, when I felt, too, that made him first care for me. He pitied me so much because of what I said about Mr. Enderson s pictures you know, that about the mildew that he just began to love me on the spot. I am so sorry I ex posed him to-day. But, maybe don t you suppose he will feel better now it is done ? " " Yes, surely," I answered. " The un spoken sorrows gnaw most deeply." " Do they ? " she said. " Oh, here comes Charles back again. And he is smiling." [ 286 ] CHAPTER XXIII ALL this time there had been nothing heard of Maurice except the merest notes of com monplace occasionally arriving for Roger. Margaret s family were completely domesti cated, and so was Marion Dalrymple; four congenial households form a delightful circle for winter to envelop. We increased our store of books and made arrangements to do much serious studying together, Roger and I, during the weeks when we should be most often storm-bound. We had cast out the heavy anchor of larger ownership; to the purchase of the Lyman acres we promptly added those of Mr. Enderson. The other two painters of the old coterie had not come to their own at all last season, and we found, upon application, that they [287] CHANTICLEER had settled by the sea for marine work; their land, lying between our old allotment and our new, was willingly transferred to us. The three families at what had been " the Park " bought up all the available ground there, so that our position was thoroughly fortified. Space was our draw bridge. It could be crossed, but not with out our permission. The little snow flurries of early Decem ber invited us out-of-doors like eager children to feel the soft flakes in our faces and to watch them dashing our clothing with the marvellous workmanship of their tiny crys tals. A longer letter came from Maurice in mid-December. He had undertaken suc cessfully an almost miraculous operation. Of this he wrote me full particulars. At first I was surprised. Then I smiled. When I read it to Margaret, Claire was also present. Details that had seemed to me rather unnecessarily realistic filled them [288] CHANTICLEER both with eager interest and awe. Marga ret had never shown so much respect for Maurice as that professional letter evoked. I noticed a slight girlish assumption of superiority with her sister. It was her friend who had done this marvellous thing. " I am sorry you have never met him, Claire," she said. " You might find him interesting." But Claire had no opportunity to meet my brother. As Christmas drew near she asked me if he were not coming to Chanti cleer for the holidays; that Margaret had said he would probably do so. " Oh, no," I answered gravely. " We shall not be likely to see Maurice for a very long time. He is slavishly engrossed with his profes sion. And then," I added with premedi tated malice, " he is too much sought after socially to be allowed to get so far away now; winter has set in. Ah, no, we cannot expect him before summer if ever again." [289] CHANTICLEER Claire s face fell. She had made quite a hero of the young man who could cut human tissue with such delicate precision. I sup pose she wasted no time in repeating my words to Margaret, for that ingenuous girl lost none in assuring me that she did hope our circle would have to admit no one from outside for the holidays. We were complete as we were. It was during the Christmas season that Mr. Estabrook told me he was growing re signed. "It is so beautiful here, and my wife I love my wife. We have made a bonfire of the canvases. I may yet be as happy as you, only not so young." We were all happy at Christmas. The day before a drizzling rain followed briefly a rather heavy fall of light snow. At night this froze, and we awoke to enjoy the sunrise touching with frosty splendour a crystal world. The air was invigoratingly sharp and [290] CHANTICLEER cold. We muffled ourselves in fur and walked briskly to the Robertsons cottage, where the settlement was to gather for a holiday dinner. Roger sang gaily: " The cold wind sweeps the branches bare, And the icicles hang from the eaves," as we mounted our friends steps. Marga ret opened the door to us, with the answer ing lines : " The sparkles dance through the frosty air, And the spirit its carol weaves." They had no Maurice to envy then. Poor Maurice ! I always felt sorry for him when Margaret was gay. The same party saw the old year out at our cottage, the first sunset of the New Year at Mr. Estabrook s, and cut a Twelfth-night cake with Marion; all memorable occa sions. Although Roger valued our winter seclu sion for a large piece of writing he had un dertaken, he tried to make me believe that [291] *33 CHANTICLEER % perhaps, for my good, we ought to go to town for a month or so, to enjoy some music, the art exhibits, and the sight of cer tain valued friends. I was dismayed at the notion. We had had no heavy snows yet, and I wanted to see the w r oods snow bound, the Vosenkill s falls and ripples ice- encased. We must wait through January for the chief winter glories. In February there would be the enchantment of watching the longer days creep in through the radi ance of spring s first stir, " when the very grain of the air is ready to split into a blue bird s warble." All this I suggested to Roger before I said : " We surely would not go in March, when the birds begin to come back to us. And then - the great train of interests marches in." The first green fuzz in the tree-tops, the ar butus carpet a glimpse of its waxen, pink beauty beneath the sodden brown leaves is one of the forest s chief fascinations. Not [292] m CHANTICLEER 868 that I would harm a petal of its dainty life by ruthless vandalism, but to bend over it, to look, and smell, and wonder, day by day, had been a winter s anticipation. We surely would not go to town when the arbutus was blooming here. Then there were the blue and white hepaticas, the frail pink wind- flowers, and the white stars of the bloodroot yet to come, the marshes yellow with marsh marigolds, and the pastures yellow with ad der s tongue; all those sweet mysteries that we had come too late for last spring. We could not miss the things that we had missed, and surely we could not forego those we already knew. " Think of the gay red columbine, drooping its bells among the fresh green ferns, and say that you would set foot in New York City in May," I cried. Roger said, " I am glad you agree with me, Mary." I am not sorry he has a few of those mannish traits to keep him human. When he added that next year he must in- [ 293 I CHANTICLEER sist on six weeks of town for me, I affected not to hear. I thought his disgust was rather hopeful when Mrs. Robertson and Claire found some excuse to call them to Boston for February and half of March. Margaret remained stanch to liberty. We invited her to spend the weeks with us, and she gladly accepted our hospitality. Mrs. Estabrook defied all hygienic prin ciples by daring to develop a slight indispo sition in the late winter. It seemed purely nervous, and was undoubtedly due to the strain of her husband s troubles. I was sure she would improve when his happiness was established, but he was rightfully anxious about her, and so he wrote to Maurice, to ask whether he was expecting to come to Chanticleer soon, and, if not, when it would be best to bring Mrs. Estabrook to him for consultation. The doctor answered that the patient s condition could best be judged in her own [294] CHANTICLEER surroundings. He would come to us for Wednesday and Thursday of the first week in March. I watched Margaret narrowly when these arrangements were discussed, but I could not discover that she manifested anything more than polite interest. Maurice arrived in the early afternoon on Wednesday. Snow had been falling all the morning, and it then lay deeply where it was allowed to remain, a boisterous wind had arisen. He was eager to set off to the Cliff as soon as he was warmed and re freshed ; for the walk in from the main road to Chanticleer had already been considerable effort. It was difficult to detain him, and he had gone before I was half convinced that it was wise. We had divided our long room off with curtains for winter use. These we drew more often when we had guests in the house. Roger was absorbingly writing now on one [295] CHANTICLEER side of the closed portieres, Margaret and I, talking in the soft voices that could not break his train of thought, on the other. Before I felt that he could have had time thoroughly to examine Mrs. Estabrook in addition to the walk back and forth, Marga ret began wondering that the doctor did not return. Then she went to the window to introduce that nervous watching that al ways arouses those who had not before been anxious. Presently she whispered : " It is growing quite dark. I should think Roger would go to look for his brother. He should remember that a comparative stranger might miss our landmarks in this trackless waste of snow." " Trackless waste " stirred my fright. It sounded so like some hideous tale of arctic adventure. I tiptoed to the curtains and pushed them a little aside to say, " Roger." " Yes, dear," came back to me. " In just a few minutes. I am very busy now." [296] $93 CHANTICLEER % " But, Maurice," I persisted. " He has gone to the Cliff." " Yes," he returned again, crossing a t as he spoke. " He came here to go to the Cliff." Margaret appeared beside me to add: " Your brother does not know the way about here as we do. It is snowing furiously, and just hear the wind howl ! " Roger deliberately began a new para graph. " Maurice," he said, " is old enough to take care of himself. Do not let your affection run away with your common sense." Of course he meant this for me, but Mar garet popped away from the curtain in ex plosive haste. She sat down and took up a book from the table with an elaborate show of indifference, though almost imme diately she was leaning forward to look at the clock. Then she remarked how much earlier it grew dark on a stormy day; and should [297] CHANTICLEER she light the lamp ? She did so, and I no ticed that she pulled it ever so far along the table where it could shine out, a lead ing star, through the window. Presently she peeped between the curtains to watch Roger lighting his student s lamp. " He is sitting down to write again," she said. After a pregnant silence she opened the outside door and we peered out together into a blackness that showed faint streaks of whirling white. The wind nearly blew us from the sill. " What is Roger made of ? " Margaret panted. "Made of?" I repeated. " Adamant, I should think," she an swered. " A woman would go to look for Tier brother." "Roger," I called. "You ought to be worried about Maurice. We are. It is per fectly dark, and a driving storm." My husband laid down his pen and [ 298 ] CHANTICLEER came out to us. " What time is it ? " he asked. " Ten minutes after seven," Margaret an swered, " as black as pitch, the wind is a hurricane, and your brother does not know one step of the way." Roger smiled. " Oh, yes. I think he knows every step of the way. However, it is a wild night. I suppose I might take a lantern and walk toward the Cliff, though I dare say a great hearty fel low like that, used to being out at all hours and in all weather, will not thank me." His voice was hesitating, but Margaret said, " Shall I light the lantern, while you get your fur coat on ? " In three minutes she had him marching off into the whirling black and white. Then I began to be alarmed for him too. We did not sit down again. We waited, stand ing. Anxiety is lonely. When I was at [299] SB CHANTICLEER 8& the window Margaret was before the clock. Suddenly she cried : "There! What is that?" " Only another false hope," I groaned. " I cannot look again." But when the stir grew into something more certain, it was I that sprang to the door. Margaret stepped back, her hands pressed over her eyes. " Are there two ? " she asked. " One," I said, shading my face and leaning forward to stare more desperately. " It is it is Roger." Margaret gave a piercing scream and dashed past me into the night. Then the approaching mass swung into light, and I could see that there were two figures, and that Margaret was beating one of them with her soft palms, and demanding hysterically, " Where is your brother ? Where is your brother ? " " There ! Don t you see him ? " Maurice s voice gasped. [300] CHANTICLEER Margaret started back. " Oh, it is you ! I thought But the sentence was swal lowed up in the great hubbub. Maurice had lost his way. White and panting he staggered into the house, we all flying about in panic haste for restoratives. Margaret worked frantically, guided by her First Aid to the Injured lectures. I did what I could, but my friend was worth a dozen of me. It did not take long to resus citate Maurice. In a quarter of an hour he was beyond even my anxiety, though Mar garet s efforts did not in the least abate. After it occurred to me that he was rather prolonging his alarming symptoms, I pro posed leaving him in the others care while I went to prepare the food I felt he must need. Very soon Roger slipped out to me to whisper, " If Margaret works over Maurice for twenty minutes or so longer, I think he will live till morning." [301] CHANTICLEER I flashed a gratified smile at him over the chafing dish. " Her methods are most sal utary," he went on gravely, " especially the rubbing of the wrists and temples." I had always found, myself, that bathing those parts with alcohol was revivifying, but it seemed to have very little effect upon Maurice. When Margaret would lay one hand down to inquire if he felt strength re turning, he would silently raise the other to her. I wished rapturously that he could see the expression of her eyes through his closed lids. Then I believed that he had seen, for a brilliant colour suddenly rushed over his face and neck. He said he was decidedly improved, and I called them to tea. Our quarters are so circumscribed that the poor dears had no time alone until the next morning when Roger went to take his exercise. I was sorry the snow was too drifted for me to go with him as I usually [302 ] CHANTICLEER did. However, I soon slipped into my room and left the young people the study bare of eyes. When I went out to them again they were standing quite close together by the farther window. The poses were conscious. I sus pected one of Maurice s arms, it dropped so stiffly by his side. We looked at each other silently. It was difficult to think of a pref ace. Finally I said, " Oh ! " The young man turned his eyes toward the maiden, as if he hoped she might have something to say. But she had not. The situation began to seem very stupid and foolish. It was so obvious that they were engaged that I took everything for granted, and broke out : " I am sure you will be happy, Margaret. Maurice is growing more like Roger every day." " Yes," she said. " I think Eoger is quite a little like him," looking up at Mau- [303] 833 CHANTICLEER 868 rice with a face which said he was a million times better than Roger. That was too much for me. " As if any man in this world could be as good as Roger," I cried, and just then he opened the door. " Who pretends to my virtues ? " he laughed, with a glance of understanding at the young people. I was so glad Maurice was safe, and that they loved each other at last, that I fell into Roger s arms, crying the first tears I had shed in this enchanted land. There was no more salt in them, though, than in the drops of dew on the grass. I am sorry to end with tears ; for we were happy then, and we are happy now. And neither do I " propose to write an ode to Dejection, but to brag as lustily as Chanti cleer in the morning, standing on his roost, if only to wake my neighbours up." [304] UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A 000138722 4