\ r\ 7 TWELVE TALES BY THE SAME AUTHOR AN AFRICAN MILLIONAIRE. "With Illustrations by Gordon Browne, Or. 8vo, 2s. LINNET. Cr. 8vo, 6s. MISS CAYLEY'S ADVENTURES. "With Illustrations by Gordon Browne. Imp. IGrao, 6s. HISTORICAL GUIDES: PARIS FLORENCE CITIES or BELGIUM VENICE. Fcap. 8vo, Limp Cloth. 3s. 6d. net each. EUROPEAN TOUR. Cr. 8vo, 6s. THE EVOLUTION OF THE IDEA OF GOD. 8vo, 20s. net. GRANT RICHARDS, LONDON, W.C. TWELVE TALES WITH A HEADPIECE, A TAILPIECE, AND AN INTERMEZZO: BEING SELECT STORIES BY GRANT ALLEN Chosen and Arranged by the Author LONDON GRANT RICHARDS HENRIETTA STREET 1900 First Edition printed October 1899 Second Edition printed January 1900 Edinburgh : T. and A. CONSTABLE, Printers to Her Majesty Az AL* i ^oo AV) f\ I INTRODUCTION THE existence of this volume is due, not to my own initiative, but to that of my enterprising kinsman and publisher, Mr. Grant Richards. He it was who first suggested to me the idea that it might be worth while to collect in one volume such of my scattered short stories as I judged to possess most permanent value. In order for us to carry out his plan, however, it became necessary to obtain the friendly co-operation of Messrs. Chatto and Windus, to whom belong the copyrights of my three previous volumes of Collected Tales, published respectively under the titles of Strange Stories, The Beckoning Hand, and Ivan Greet's Masterpiece, some pieces from each of which series I desired to include in the present selection. Fortunately, Messrs. Chatto and Windus fell in with our scheme with that kindness which I have learned to expect from them in all their dealings ; and an arrangement was thus effected by which I am enabled to present here certain stories from their three volumes. Together with these I have arranged an equal number of tales from other sources most of which have hitherto appeared in periodicals only, while one is entirely new, never having been before printed. I may perhaps be permitted, without blame, to seize the occasion of this selected edition in order to offer a few biblio- graphical remarks on the origin and inception of my short stories. For many years after I took to the trade of author, I coiifined my writings to scientific or quasi-scientific subjects, having indeed little or no idea that I possessed in the germ the faculty of story- telling. But on one occasion, about the year 1880 (if I recollect a% v S28r>:jo INTRODUCTION aright), wishing to contribute an article to Belgravia on the im- probability of a mans being able to recognise a ghost as such, even if he saw one, and the impossibility of his being able to apply any test of credibility to an apparitions statements, I ventured for the better development of my subject to throw the argument into the form of a narrative. I did not regard this narrative as a story : I looked upon it merely as a convenient method of dis- playing a scientific truth. However, the gods and Mr. Chatto thought otherwise. For, a month or two later, Mr. Chatto wrote to ask me if I could supply Belgravia with ' another story.' Not a little surprised at this request, I sat down, like an obedient workman, and tried to write one at my employer s bidding. I dis- trusted my own ability to do so, it is true : but Mr. Chatto., / thought, being a dealer in the article, must know better than I ; and I was far too poor a craftsman at that time to refuse any reasonable offer of employment. So I did my best, crassa Minerva. To my great astonishment, my second story was accepted and printed like my first ; the curious in such matters (if there be any) will Jtnd them both in the volume entitled Strange Stories (published by Messrs. Chatto and Windus) under the headings of f Our Scientific Observations on a Ghost,' and ' My New Year's Eve among the Mummies.' From that day forward for some years I continued at Mr. Chatto' s request to supply short stories from time to time to Belgravia^ a magazine which he then edited. But I did not regard these my tentative tales in any serious light : and, fearing that they might stand in the way of such little scientific reputation as I possessed, I published them all under the prudent pseudonym of J. Arbuthnot Wilson. / do not know that I should have got much further on the downward path which leads to Jiction, had it not been for the intervention of my good friend the late Mr. James Payn. When he undertook the editorship of the Cornhill, he determined at first to turn it into a magazine of stories only, and began to look about him for fresh blood to press into the service. Among the writers he then secured (I seem vi INTRODUCTION to recollect) were Dr. Conan Doyle and Mr. Stanley Weyman. Now, under Mr. Leslie Stephen's editorship, I had been accustomed to contribute to the Cornhill occasional papers on scientific subjects : and one morning, by an odd coincidence, I received two notes simultaneously from the new editor. The first of them was addressed to me by my real name ; in it, Mr. Payn courteously but briefly informed me that he returned one such scientific article which I had sent for his consideration, as he had determined in future to exclude everything but fiction from the magazine a decision which he afterwards saw reason to rescind. The second letter, forwarded through Messrs. Chatto and Windus, was addressed to me under my assumed name of J. Arbuthnot Wilson, and begged that unknown person to submit to Mr. Payn a few stories 'like your admirable Mr. Chung/ Now, this Mr. Chung was a tale of a Chinese attache in England, who fell in love with an English girl: I had first printed it, like the others of that date, in the pages of Belgravia. (Later on, it was included in the volume of Strange Stories, where any hypothetical explorer may still find it.) Till that moment, I had never regarded my excursions into fiction in any serious light, setting down Mr. Chatto' s liking for them to that gentleman's amiability, or else to his well-known scientific penchant. But when a novelist like Mr. James Payn spoke well of my work nay, more ; desired to secure it for his practi- cally new magazine / began to think there might really be some- thing in my stories worth following up by a more serious effort. Thus encouraged, 1 launched out upon what I venture to think was the first voyage ever made in our time into the Romance of < the Clash of Races since so much exploited. I wrote two short stories, ' The Reverend John Creedy ' and ' The Curate of Churnside,' both of which I sent to Mr. Payn, in response to his invitation. He was kind enough to like them, and they were duly published in the Cornhill. At the time, their reception was disappointing : but gradually, since then, I have learned from incidental remarks that many people read them and remembered vii INTRODUCTION them ; indeed, I have reason to think that these first serious efforts of mine at telling a story were among my most successful attempts at the art of fiction. Once launched as a professional story-teller by this fortuitous combination of circumstances, I continued at the trade, and wrote a number of tales for the Cornhill and other magazines, up till the year 1884, when I collected a few of them into a volume of Strange Stories, under my own name, for the first time casting off the veil of anonymity or the cloak of a pseudonym. In the same year 1 also began my career as a novelist properly so called, by producing my Jirst long novel, Philistia. From that date forward, I have gone on writing a great many stories, long and short, whose name is Legion. Out of the whole number of shorter ones, I now select the present set, as illustrating best in different keys the various types of tale to which I have devoted myself. Four of these pieces have already appeared as reprints in the volume entitled Strange Stories namely, ( The Reverend John Greedy,' from the Cornhill ; < The Child of the Phalanstery,' from Belgravia / and ' The Curate of Chumside ' and ' The Back- slider,' both from the Cornhill. One, f John Cann's Treasure,' also from the Cornhill, has been reprinted in the volume called The Beckoning Hand. Two more have been included in the collection entitled Ivan Greet's Masterpiece : namely, ' Ivan Greet' s Masterpiece ' itself, originally issued as a Christmas number of the Graphic ; and ' The Abbes Repentance,' which first saw the light in the Contemporary Review. The remainder have never appeared before, except in periodicals. The Head- piece, ' A Confidential Communication,' came out in the Sketch. So did ' Frasine's First Communion' ' Wolverden Tower ' formed a Christmas number of the Illustrated London News. f Janet's Nemesis ' was contributed to the Pall Mall Magazine. The Intermezzo, ( Langalula,' is from the Speaker, as is also the Tailpiece, ( A Matter of Standpoint.' ( Cecca's Lover' made his original bow in Longman's Magazine. Finally, ' The viii INTRODUCTION Churchwarden s Brother ' is entirely new, never having appeared in public before on this or any other stage. I have to thank the editors and proprietors of the various periodicals above enu- merated for their courteous permission to present afresh the contributions to their respective pages. I set forth this little Collection of Tales in all humility, and with no small diffidence. In an age so prolific in high genius as our own, I know how hard it is for mere modest industry to catch the ear of a too pampered public. I shall be amply content if our masters permit me to pick up the crumbs that fall from the table of the Hardy s, the Kiplings, the Merediths, and the Wellses. G. A. ix CONTENTS PAGE INTRODUCTION, v HEADPIECE : A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION, . . 3 I. THE REVEREND JOHN CREED Y, 11 ii. FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION, ..... 33 III. THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY, .... 45 iv. THE ABBE"S REPENTANCE, ...... 67 V. WOLVERDEN TOWER, 91 vi. JANET'S NEMESIS, 129 INTERMEZZO : LANGALULA, 153 VII. THE CURATE OF CHURNSIDE, 161 viii. CECCA'S LOVER, 197 IX. THE BACKSLIDER, 215 x. JOHN CANN'S TREASURE, ...... 245 xi. IVAN GREET'S MASTERPIECE, ..... 285 * xn. THE CHURCHWARDEN'S BROTHER, ..... 327 TAILPIECE : A MATTER OF STANDPOINT, . . . .347 HEADPIECE A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION AH, he was a mean-spirited beggar, that fellow Sibthorpe ! As mean-spirited a beggar as ever I come across. Yes, that's who I mean ; that 's him ; the fellow as was murdered. I s'pose you 'd call it murdered, now I come to think of it. But, Lord, he was such a mean-spirited chap, he wouldn't be enough to 'ang a dog for ! ' Charitable,' eh ? ' A distinguished philanthropist ! ' Well, I can't say as / ever thought much of his philanthropy. He was always down on them as tries to earn a honest livin' tramping about the country. Know how he was murdered ? Well, yes, I should think I did! I'm just about the fust livin' authority in England on that there subjeck. Well, come to that, I don't mind if I do tell you. You 're a straight sort of chap, you are. You 're one of these 'ere politicals. I ain't afraid o' trustih' you. You 're not one of them as 'ud peach on a pal to 'andle a reward o' fifty guineas. And it 's a rum story too. But mind, I tell you what I tell you in confidence. There's not another chap in all this prison I 'd tell as much to. I'd always knowed 'im, since I was no bigger nor that. Old fool he was too ; down on public-'ouses an' races an' such, an' always ready to subscribe to anything for the elevation of the people. People don't want to be elevated, says I ; silly pack o' modern new-fangled rubbish. I sticks to the public-'ouses. 3 \V A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION Well, we was dead-beat that day. Liz an* me had tramped along all the way from Aldershot. Last we come to the black lane by the pine-trees after you 've crossed the heath. Loneliest spot just there that I know in England. The Gibbet 'Ill's to the right, where the men was hung in chains ; and the copse is to the left, where we 'ad that little brush one time with the keepers. Liz sat down on the heather she was dead-beat, she was behind a clump o' fuzz. An' I lay down beside 'er. She was a good 'un, Liz. She followed me down through thick and thin like a good 'un. No bloomin' nonsense about Liz, I can tell you. I always liked 'er. And though I did get into a row with her that mornin' afore she died, and kick 'er about the ribs a bit but, there, I 'm a-digressin', as the parson put it ; and the jury brought it in ' Death by misadventure.' That was a narrow squeak that time. I didn't think I 'd swing for 'er, 'cause she 'it me fust ; but I did think they 'd 'a' brought it in somethin' like manslaughter. However, as I say, I 'm a-digressin' from the story. It was like this with old Sibthorpe. We was a-lyin' under the gorse bushes, wonderin' to ourselves 'ow we 'd raise the wind for a drink for we was both of us just about as dry as they make 'em when suddenly round the corner, with his 'at in his 'and, and his white 'air a-blowin' round his 'ead, like an old fool as he was, who should come but the doctor. Liz looks at me, and I looks at Liz. 'It's that bloomin' old idjit, Dr. Sibthorpe/ says she. ' He give me a week once.' I 'ad my knife in my 'and. I looks at it, like this : then I looks up at Liz. She laughs and nods at me. 'E couldn't see neither of us behind the bush of fuzz. ' Arst 'im fust,' says Liz, low; f an' then, if he don't fork out She d rawed her finger so, right across her throat, an' smiles. Oh, the was a good 'un ! 4 A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION Well, up I goes an' begins, reglar asker's style. 'You ain't got a copper about you, sir/ says I, whinin' like, ' as you could give a pore man as has tramped, without a bit or a sup, all the way from Aldershot ? ' 'E looks at me an' smiles the mean old hypocrite ! ' I never give to tramps,' says 'e. Then 'e looks at me agin. ' I know you,' says 'e. ( You've been up afore me often.' ' An' I knows you,' says I, drawin' the knife ; ' an' I knows where you keeps your money. An' I ain't a-goin' to be up afore you agin, not if / knows it.' An', with that, I rushes up, an' just goes at him blind with it. Well, he fought like a good 'un for his life, that he did. You wouldn't 'a' thought the old fool had so much fight left in him. But Liz stuck to me like a brick, an' we got him down at last, an' I gave him one or two about the 'ead as quieted him. It was mostly kickin' no blood to speak of. Then we dragged him aside among the heather, and covered him up a little bit, an' made all tidy on the road where we 'd stuck him. ' Take his watch, Liz/ says I. Well, would you believe it ? He was a magistrate for the county, and lived in the 'All, an' was 'eld the richest gentle- man for ten mile about ; but when Liz fished out his watch, what sort do you think it was ? I give you my word for it, a common Waterbury ! ' You put that back, Liz/ says I. ' Put that back in the old fool's pocket. Don't go carryin' it about to incriminate yourself, free, gratis, for nothin'/ says I ; ' it ain't worth sixpence.' ( ' Ave you his purse ? ' says she. 'Yes, I 'ave/ says I. 'An' when we gets round the corner, we'll see what's in it.' Well, so we did ; an', would you believe it, agin, when we come to look, there was two ha'penny stamps and a lock of a child's 'air ; and, s'elp me taters, that 's all that was in it ! 5 A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION ' It ain't right/ says I, ' for people to go about takin' in other people with regard to their wealth/ says I. f 'Ere's this bloomin' old fool 'as misled us into s'posing he was the richest man in all the county, and not a penny in his purse ! It's downright dishonest.' Liz snatches it from me, an' turns it inside out. But it worn't no good. Not another thing in it ! Well, she looks at me, an' I looks at her. ' You fool/ says she, * to get us both into a blindfold scrape like this, without knowin' whether or not he 'd got the money about him ! I guess we '11 both swing for it.' ' You told me to/ says I. ( That 's a lie/ says she. Liz was always free-spoken. I took her by the throat. ( Young woman/ says I, ' you keep a civil tongue in your 'ead/ says I, 'or, by George, you '11 follow him ! ' Then we looks at one another agin ; and the humour of it comes over us I was always one as 'ad a sense of humour an' we busts out laughin'. 1 Sold ! ' says I. ' Sold ! ' says Liz, half cryin'. An' we both sat down, an' looked agin at one another like a pair of born idjits. Then it come over us gradjally what a pack o' fools that there man had made of us. The longer I thought of it, the angrier it made me. The mean-spirited old blackguard! To be walking around the roads without a penny upon him! ' You go back, Liz/ says I, f an' put that purse where we found it, in his weskit pocket.' Liz looked at me an' crouched. ' I daren't/ says she, cowerin'. She was beginning to get frightened. I took her by the 'air. ' By George ! ' says I, ' if you don't ' An' she saw I meant it. Well, back she crawled, rather than walked, all shiverin' ; 6 A CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION an', as for me, I set there on the heather an' watched her. By an' by, she crawled round again. 'Done it?' says I. An' Liz, lookin' white as a sheet, says, ' Yes, I done it.' e I wasn't goin' to carry that about with me/ says I, ' for the coppers to cop me. Now they '11 put it in the papers : " Deceased's watch and purse were found on him untouched, so that robbery was clearly not the motive of the crime." Git up, Liz, you fool, an' come along on with me.* Up she got, an' come along. We crept down the valley, all tired as we was, without a sup to drink ; an' we reached the high-road, all in among the bracken, an' we walked together as far as Godalming. That was all. The p'lice set it down to revenge, an' suspected the farmers. But, ever since then, every time I remember it, it makes me 'ot with rage to think a man o' property like him should go walking the roads, takin' other people in, without a farden in his pocket. It was the biggest disappointment ever / had in my life. To think I might 'a' swung for an old fool like that ! A great philanthropist, indeed ! Why, he 'd ought to 'a' been ashamed o' himself. Not one blessed farden ! I tell you, it always makes me 'ot to think o' it. I THE REVEREND JOHN CREEDY THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY ' ON Sunday next, the 14th inst., the Reverend John Greedy, B.A., of Magdalen College, Oxford, will preach in Walton Magna Church on behalf of the Gold Coast Mission.' Not a very startling announcement that ; and yet, simple as it looks, it stirred Ethel Berry's soul to its inmost depths. For Ethel had been brought up by her Aunt Emily to look upon foreign missions as the one thing on earth worth living for and thinking about ; and the Reverend John Greedy, B.A., had a missionary history of his own, strange enough even in these strange days of queer juxtapositions between utter savagery and advanced civilisation. ' Only think,' she said to her aunt, as they read the placard on the schoolhouse board, e he 's a real African negro, the vicar says, taken from a slaver on the Gold Coast when he was a child, and brought to England to be educated. He 's been to Oxford and got a degree ; and now he's going out again to Africa to convert his own people. And he 's coming down to the vicar's to stay on Wednesday/ 'It's my belief,' said old Uncle James, Aunt Emily's brother, the superannuated skipper, ' that he 'd much better stop in England for ever. I've been a good bit on the Coast myself in my time, after palm oil and such, and my opinion is that a nigger's a nigger anywhere, but he 's a sight 11 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY less of a nigger in England than out yonder in Africa. Take him to England, and you make a gentleman of him : send him home again, and the nigger comes out at once in spite of you/ 'Oh, James/ Aunt Emily put in, ' how can you talk such unchristianlike talk, setting yourself up against missions, when we know that all the nations of the earth are made of one blood ? ' ' I 've always lived a Christian life myself, Emily/ answered Uncle James, e though I have cruised a good bit on the Coast, too, which is against it, certainly; but I take it a nigger 's a nigger whatever you do with him. The Ethiopian cannot change his skin, the Scripture says, nor the leopard his spots, and a nigger he '11 be to the end of his days ; you mark my words, Emily.' On Wednesday, in due course, the Reverend John Greedy arrived at the vicarage, and much curiosity there was throughout the village of Walton Magna that week to see this curious new thing a coal-black parson. Next day, Thursday, an almost equally unusual event occurred to Ethel Berry ; for, to her great surprise, she got a little note in the morning inviting her up to a tennis-party at the vicarage the same afternoon. Now, though the vicar called on Aunt Emily often enough, and accepted her help readily for school feasts and other village festivities of the milder sort, the Berrys were hardly up to that level of society which is commonly invited to the parson's lawn tennis parties. And the reason why Ethel was asked on this particular Thursday must be traced to a certain pious conspiracy between the vicar and the secretary of the Gold Coast Evangelistic Society. When those two eminent missionary advocates had met a fortnight before at Exeter Hall, the secretary had represented to the vicar the desirability of young John Creedy's taking to himself an English wife before his de- parture. ' It will steady him, and keep him right on the 12 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY Coast/ he said, 'and it will give him importance in the eyes of the natives as well/ Whereto the vicar responded that he knew exactly the right girl to suit the place in his own parish, and that by a providential conjunction she already took a deep interest in foreign missions. So these two good men conspired in all innocence of heart to sell poor Ethel into African slavery ; and the vicar had asked John Greedy down to Walton Magna on purpose to meet her. That afternoon Ethel put on her pretty sateen and her witching little white hat, with two natural dog-roses pinned on one side, and went pleased and proud up to the vicarage. The Reverend John Greedy was there, not in full clerical costume, but arrayed in tennis flannels, with only a loose white tie beneath his flap collar to mark his newly acquired spiritual dignity. He was a comely-looking negro enough, full-blooded, but not too broad-faced nor painfully African in type ; and when he was playing tennis his athletic quick limbs and his really handsome build took aWay greatly from the general impression of an inferior race. His voice was of the ordinary Oxford type, open, pleasant, and refined, with a certain easy-going air of natural gentility, hardly marred by just the faintest tinge of the thick negro blur in the broad vowels. When he talked to Ethel and the vicar's wife took good care that they should talk together a great deal his conversation was of a sort that she seldom heard at Wal- ton Magna. It was full of London and Oxford ; of boat-races at Iffley and cricket matches at Lord's ; of people and books whose very names Ethel had never heard one of them was a Mr. Mill, she thought, and another a Mr. Aristotle, but which she felt vaguely to be one step higher in the intel- lectual scale than her own level. Then his friends, to whom he alluded casually, not like one who airs his grand acquaint- ances, were such very distinguished people. There was a real live lord, apparently, at the same college with him, and he spoke of a young baronet whose estate lay close by as 13 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY plain ' Harrington of Christchurch/ without any ' Sir Arthur ' a thing which even the vicar himself would hardly have ventured to do. She knew that he was learned too ; as a matter of fact, he had taken a fair second class in Greats at Oxford ; and he could talk delightfully of poetry and novels. To say the truth, John Greedy, in spite of his black face, dazzled poor Ethel, for he was more of a scholar and a gentle- man than anybody with whom she had ever before had the chance of conversing on equal terms. When Ethel turned the course of talk to Africa, the young parson was equally eloquent and fascinating. He didn't care about leaving England for many reasons, but he would be glad to do something for his poor brethren. He was enthusiastic about missions ; that was a common interest ; and he was so anxious to raise and improve the condition of his fellow-negroes, that Ethel couldn't help feeling what a noble thing it was of him thus to sacrifice himself, cultivated gentleman as he was, in an African jungle, for his heathen countrymen. Altogether, she went home from the tennis- court that afternoon thoroughly overcome by John Greedy 's personality. She didn't for a moment think of falling in love with him a certain indescribable race-instinct set up an impassable barrier against that but she admired him and was interested in him in a way that she had never yet felt with any other man. As for John Greedy, he was naturally charmed with Ethel. In the first place, he would have been charmed with any English girl who took so much interest in himself and his plans ; for, like all negroes, he was frankly egotistical, and delighted to find a white lady who seemed to treat him as a superior being. But, in the second place, Ethel was really a charming, simple English village lassie, with sweet little manners and a delicious blush, who might have impressed a far less susceptible man than the young negro parson. So, whatever Ethel felt, John Greedy felt himself truly in love. 14 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY And, after all, John Greedy was in all essentials an educated English gentleman, with the same chivalrous feelings towards a pretty and attractive girl that every English gentleman ought to have. On Sunday morning Aunt Emily and Ethel went to the parish church, and the Reverend John Greedy preached the expected sermon. It was almost his first sounded like a trial trip, Uncle James muttered, but it was undoubtedly what connoisseurs describe as an admirable discourse. John Greedy was free from any tinge of nervousness negroes never know what that word means, and he spoke fervently, eloquently, and with much power of manner about the necessity for a Gold Coast Mission. Perhaps there was really nothing very original or striking in what he said, but his way of saying it was impressive and vigorous. The negro, like many other lower races, has the faculty of speech largely developed, and John Greedy had been noted as one of the readiest and most fluent talkers at the Oxford Union debates. When he enlarged upon the need for workers, the need for help, the need for succour and sympathy in the great task of evangelisation, Aunt Emily and Ethel forgot his black hands, stretched out open-palmed towards the people, and felt only their hearts stirred within them by the eloquence and enthusiasm of that appealing gesture. The end of it all was, that instead of a week John Greedy stopped for two months at Walton Magna, and during all that time he saw a great deal of Ethel. Before the end of the first fortnight he walked out one afternoon along the river-bank with her, and talked earnestly of his expected mission. ' Miss Berry,' he said, as they sat to rest awhile on the parapet of the little bridge by the weeping willows, ' I don't mind going to Africa, but I can't bear going all alone. I am to have a station entirely by myself up the Ancobra river, where I shall see no other Christian face from year's 15 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY end to year's end. I wish I could have had some one to accompany me/ 1 You will be very lonely/ Ethel answered. ' I wish indeed you could have some companionship/ ' Do you really ? ' John Greedy went on. ' It is not good for man to live alone ; he wants a helpmate. Oh, Miss Ethel, may I venture to hope that perhaps, if I can try to deserve you, you will be mine ? ' Ethel started in dismay. Mr. Greedy had been very attentive, very kind, and she had liked to hear him talk, and had encouraged his coming, but she was hardly prepared for this. The nameless something in our blood recoiled at it. The proposal stunned her, and she said nothing but e Oh, Mr. Greedy, how can you say such a thing ? ' John Greedy saw the shadow on her face, the uninten- tional dilatation of her delicate nostrils, the faint puckering at the corner of her lips, and knew with a negro's quick instinct of face-reading what it all meant. 'Oh, Miss Ethel/ he said, with a touch of genuine bitterness in his tone, ' don't you, too, despise us. I won't ask you for any answer now ; I don't want an answer. But I want you to think it over. Do think it over, and consider whether you can ever love me. I won't press the matter on you ; I won't insult you by importunity ; but I will tell you just this once, and once for all, what I feel. I love you, and I shall always love you, whatever you answer me now. I know it would cost you a wrench to take me, a greater wrench than to take the least and the unworthiest of your own people. But if you can only get over that first wrench, I can promise earnestly and faithfully to love you as well as ever woman yet was loved. Don't say anything now/ he went on, as he saw she was going to open her mouth again : t wait and think it over; pray it over ; and if you can't see your way straight before you when I ask you this day fort- night " Yes or No," answer me " No," and I give you my word 16 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY of honour as a gentleman I will never speak to you of the matter again. But I shall carry your picture written on my heart to my grave.' And Ethel knew that he was speaking from his very soul. When she went home, she took Aunt Emily up into her little bedroom, over the porch where the dog-roses grew, and told her all about it. Aunt Emily cried and sobbed as if her heart would break, but she saw only one answer from the first. ' It is a gate opened to you, my darling/ she said : 'I shall break my heart over it, Ethel, but it is a gate opened.' And though she felt that all the light would be gone out of her life if Ethel went, she worked with her might from that moment forth to induce Ethel to marry John Greedy and go to Africa. Poor soul ! she acted faith- fully up to her lights. As for Uncle James, he looked at the matter very differ- ently. ' Her instinct is against it/ he said stoutly, ' and our instincts wasn't put in our hearts for nothing. They 're meant to be a guide and a light to us in these dark ques- tions. No white girl ought to marry a black man, even if he is a parson. It ain't natural : our instinct is again it. A white man may marry a black woman if he likes : I don't say anything again him, though I don't say I 'd do it myself, not for any money. But a white woman to marry a black man, why, it makes our blood rise, you know, 'specially if you 've happened to have cruised worth speaking of along the Coast.' But the vicar and the vicar's wife were charmed with the prospect of success, and spoke seriously to Ethel about it. It was a call, they thought, and Ethel oughtn't to disregard it. They had argued themselves out of those wholesome race instincts that Uncle James so rightly valued, and they were eager to argue Ethel out of them too. What could the poor girl do ? Her aunt and the vicar on the one hand, * 17 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY and John Greedy on the other, were too much between them for her native feelings. At the end of the fortnight John Greedy asked her his simple question 'Yes or No/ and half against her will she answered c Yes.' John Greedy took her hand delicately in his and fervidly kissed the very tips of her fingers ; something within him told him he must not kiss her lips. She started at the kiss, but she said nothing. John Greedy noticed the start, and said within himself, ' I shall so love and cherish her that I will make her love me in spite of my black skin.' For with all the faults of his negro nature, John Greedy was at heart an earnest and affectionate man after his kind. And Ethel really did, to some extent, love him already. It was such a strange mixture of feeling. From one point of view he was a gentleman by position, a clergyman, a man of learning and of piety ; and from this point of view Ethel was not only satisfied, but even proud of him. For the rest, she took him as some good Catholics take the veil from a sense of the call. And so, before the two months were out, Ethel Berry had married John Greedy, and both started together at once for Southampton, on their way to Axim. Aunt Emily cried, and hoped they might be blessed in their new work, but Uncle James never lost his misgivings about the effect of Africa upon a born African. ' Instincts is a great thing,' he said, with a shake of his head, as he saw the West Coast mail steam slowly down Southampton Water, ' and when he gets among his own people his instincts will surely get the better of him, as safe as my name is James Berry.' II The little mission bungalow at Butabue, a wooden shed neatly thatched with fan palms, had been built and gar- 18 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY nished by the native catechist from Axim and his wife before the arrival of the missionaries, so that Ethel found a habitable dwelling ready for her at the end of her long boat journey up the rapid stream of the Ancobra. There the strangely matched pair settled down quietly enough to their work of teaching and catechising, for the mission had already been started by the native evangelist, and many of the people were fairly ready to hear and accept the new religion. For the first ten or twelve months Ethel's letters home were full of praise and love for dear John. Now that she had come to know him well, she wondered she had ever feared to marry him. No husband was ever so tender, so gentle, so considerate. He nursed her in all her little ailments like a woman ; she leaned on him as a wife leans on the strong arm of her husband. And then he was so clever, so wise, so learned. Her only grief was that she feared she was not and would never be good enough for him. Yet it was well for her that they were living so entirely away from all white society at Butabue, for there she had nobody with whom to contrast John but the half- clad savages around them. Judged by the light of that startling contrast, good John Greedy, with his cultivated ways and gentle manners, seemed like an Englishman indeed. John Greedy, for his part, thought no less well of his Ethel. He was tenderly respectful to her; more distant, perhaps, than is usual between husband and wife, even in the first months of marriage, but that was due to his innate delicacy of feeling, which made him half unconsciously recognise the depth of the gulf that still divided them. He cherished her like some saintly thing, too sacred for the common world. Yet Ethel was his helper in all his work, so cheerful under the necessary privations of their life, so ready to put up with bananas and cassava balls, so apt at kneading plantain paste, so willing to learn from the negro 19 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY women all the mysteries of mixing agadey, cankey, and koko pudding. No tropical heat seemed to put her out of temper ; even the horrible country fever itself she bore with such gentle resignation, John Greedy felt in his heart of hearts that he would willingly give up his life for her, and that it would be but a small sacrifice for so sweet a creature. One day, shortly after their arrival at Butabue, John Greedy began talking in English to the catechist about the best way of setting to work to learn the native language. He had left the country when he was nine years old, he said, and had forgotten all about it. The catechist an- swered him quickly in a Fantee phrase. John Greedy looked amazed and started. ' What does he say ? ' asked Ethel. ' He says that I shall soon learn if only I listen ; but the carious thing is, Ethie, that I understand him.' ' It has come back to you, John, that 's all. You are so quick at languages, and now you hear it again you remember it/ ' Perhaps so,' said the missionary slowly, 'but I have never recalled a word of it for all these years. I wonder if it will all come back to me/ ' Of course it will, dear,' said Ethel ; ' you know, things come to you so easily in that way. You almost learned Portuguese while we were coming out from hearing those Benguela people/ And so it did come back, sure enough. Before John Greedy had been six weeks at Butabue, he could talk Fantee as fluently as any of the natives around him. After all, he was nine years old when he was taken to England, and it was no great wonder that he should recollect the language he had heard in his childhood till that age. Still, he himself noticed rather uneasily that every phrase and word, down to the very heathen charms and prayers of his THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY infancy, came back to him now with startling vividness and without an effort. Four months after their arrival John saw one day a tall and ugly negro woman, in the scanty native dress, standing near the rude market-place, where the Butabue butchers killed and sold their reeking goat-meat. Ethel saw him start again ; and with a terrible foreboding in her heart, she could not help asking him why he started. ' I can't tell you, Ethie/ he said piteously ; ' for heaven's sake, don't press me. I want to spare you.' But Ethel would hear. ' Is it your mother, John ? ' she asked hoarsely. f No, thank Heaven, not my mother, Ethie/ he answered her, with something like pallor on his dark cheek, ' not my mother ; but I remember the woman/ ' A relative ? ' 'Oh, Ethie, don't press me. Yes, my mother's sister. I remember her years ago. Let us say no more about it.' And Ethel, looking at that gaunt and squalid savage woman, shuddered in her heart and said no more. Slowly, as time went on, however, Ethel began to notice a strange shade of change coming over John's ideas and remarks about the negroes. At first he had been shocked and distressed at their heathendom and savagery ; but the more he saw of it, the more he seemed to find it natural enough in their position, and even in a sort of way to sympathise with it or apologise for it. One morning, a month or two later, he spoke to her voluntarily of his father. He had never done so in England. ' I can re- member/ he said, * he was a chief, a great chief. He had many wives, and my mother was one. He was beaten in war by Kola, and I was taken prisoner. But he had a fine palace at Kwantah, and many fan-bearers.' Ethel observed with a faint terror that he seemed to speak with pride and complacency of his father's chieftaincy. She shuddered again and wondered. Was the West African 21 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY instinct getting the upper hand in him over the Christian gentleman ? When the dries were over, and the koko-harvest gathered, the negroes held a grand feast. John had preached in the open air to some of the market-people in the morning, and in the evening he was sitting in the hut with Ethel, waiting till the catechist and his wife should come in to prayers, for they carried out their accustomed ceremony decorously, even there, every night and morning. Suddenly they heard the din of savage music out of doors, and the noise of a great crowd laughing and shouting down the street. John listened, and listened with deepening attention. ' Don't you hear it, Ethie ? ' he cried. ' It 's the tom-toms. I know what it means. It's the harvest battle-feast !' ' How hideous ! ' said Ethel, shrinking back. 'Don't be afraid, dearest,' John said, smiling at her. f It means no harm. It 's only the people amusing them- selves.' And he began to keep time to the tom-toms rapidly with the palms of his hands. The din drew nearer, and John grew more evidently excited at every step. ' Don't you hear, Ethie ? ' he said again. ' It 's the Salonga. What inspiriting music ! It 's like a drum and fife band ; it 's like the bagpipes ; it's like a military march. By Jove, it compels one to dance ! ' And he got up as he spoke, in English clerical dress (for he wore clerical dress even at Butabue), and began capering in a sort of hornpipe round the tiny room. ' Oh, John, don't ! ' cried Ethel. ' Suppose the catechist were to come in ! ' But John's blood was up. 'Look here/ he said ex- citedly, ' it goes like this. Here you hold your matchlock out ; here you fire ; here you charge with cutlasses ; here you hack them down before you; here you hold up your enemy's head in your hands, and here you kick it off among the women. Oh, it 's grand ! ' There was a terrible 22 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY light in his black eyes as he spoke, and a terrible trem- bling in his clenched black hands. 'John/ cried Ethel, in an agony of horror, 'it isn't Christian, it isn't human, it isn't worthy of you. I can never, never love you if you do such a thing again.' In a moment John's face changed and his hand fell as if she had stabbed him. ' Ethie,' he said in a low voice, creeping back to her like a whipped spaniel, ' Ethie, my darling, my own soul, my beloved ; what have I done ? Oh, heavens, I will never listen to the accursed thing again ! Oh, Ethie, for heaven's sake, for mercy's sake, forgive me Ethel laid her hand, trembling, on his head. John sank upon his knees before her, and bowed himself down with his head between his arms, like one staggered and penitent. Ethel lifted him gently, and at that moment the catechist and his wife came in. John stood up firmly, took down his Bible and Prayer Book, and read through evening prayer at once in his usual impressive tone. In one moment he had changed back again from the Fantee savage to the decorous Oxford clergyman. It was only a week later that Ethel, hunting about in the little storeroom, happened to notice a stout wooden box carefully covered up. She opened the lid with some diffi- culty, for it was fastened down with a native lock, and to her horror she found inside it a surreptitious keg of raw negro rum. She took the keg out, put it conspicuously in the midst of the storeroom, and said nothing. That night she heard John in the jungle behind the yard, and looking out, she saw dimly that he was hacking the keg to pieces vehemently with an axe. After that he was even kinder and tenderer to her than usual for the next week ; but Ethel vaguely remembered that once or twice before he had seemed a little odd in his manner, and that it was on those days that she had seen gleams of the savage nature peeping 23 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY through. Perhaps, she thought, with a shiver, his civilisation was only a veneer, and a glass of raw rum or so was enough to wash it off. Twelve months after their first arrival, Ethel came home very feverish one evening from her girls' school, and found John gone from the hut. Searching about in the room for the quinine bottle, she came once more upon a rum-keg, and this time it was empty. A nameless terror drove her into the little bedroom. There, on the bed, torn into a hundred shreds, lay John Creedy's black coat and European clothing. The room whirled around her ; and though she had never heard of such a thing before, the terrible truth flashed across her bewildered mind like a hideous dream. She went out, alone, at night, as she had never done before since she came to Africa, into the broad lane between the huts which constituted the chief street of Butabue. So far away from home, so utterly solitary among all those black faces, so sick at heart with that burning and devouring horror ! She reeled and staggered down the street, not knowing how or where she went, till at the end, beneath the two tall date-palms, she saw lights flashing and heard the noise of shouts and laughter. A group of natives, men and women together, were dancing and howling round a dancing and howling negro. The central figure was dressed in the native fashion, with arms and legs bare, and he was shouting a loud song at the top of his voice in the Fantee language, while he shook a tom-tom. There was a huskiness as of drink in his throat, and his steps were unsteady and doubtful. Great heavens ! could that reeling, shrieking black savage be John Greedy ? Yes, instinct had gained the day over civilisation; the savage in John Greedy had broken out ; he had torn up his English clothes and, in West African parlance, f had gone Fantee.' Ethel gazed at him, white with horror stood still and gazed, and never cried nor fainted, nor said a word. THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY The crowd of negroes divided to right and left, and John Greedy saw his wife standing there like a marble figure. With one awful cry he came to himself again, and rushed to her side. She did not repel him, as he expected ; she did not speak ; she was mute and cold like a corpse, not like a living woman. He took her up in his strong arms, laid her head on his shoulder, and carried her home through the long line of thatched huts, erect and steady as when he first walked up the aisle of Walton Magna church. Then he laid her down gently on the bed, and called the wife of the catechist. ' She has the fever,' he said in Fantee. ' Sit by her/ The catechist's wife looked at her, and said, ' Yes ; the yellow fever.' And so she had. Even before she saw John the fever had been upon her, and that awful revelation had brought it out suddenly in full force. She lay unconscious upon the bed, her eyes open, staring ghastlily, but not a trace of colour in her cheek nor a sign of life upon her face. John Greedy wrote a few words upon a piece of paper, which he folded in his hand, gave a few directions in Fantee to the woman at the bedside, and then hurried out like one on fire into the darkness outside. Ill It was thirty miles through the jungle by a native track- way to the nearest mission station at Effuenta. There were two Methodist missionaries stationed there, John Greedy knew, for he had gone round by boat more than once to see them. When he first came to Africa he could no more have found his way across the neck of the river fork by that tangled 25 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY jungle track than he could have flown bodily over the top of the cocoa palms; but now,, half naked, barefooted, and inspired with an overpowering emotion, he threaded his path through the darkness among the creepers and lianas of the forest in true African fashion. Stooping here, creeping on all fours there, running in the open at full speed anon, he never once stopped to draw breath till he had covered the whole thirty miles, and knocked in the early dawn at the door of the mission hut at EfFuenta. One of the missionaries opened the barred door cautiously. ' What do you want ? ' he asked in Fantee of the bare-legged savage, who stood crouching by the threshold. ' I bring a message from Missionary John Greedy/ the bare-legged savage answered, also in Fantee. ' He wants European clothes/ * Has he sent a letter ? ' asked the missionary. John Greedy took the folded piece of paper from his palm. The missionary read it. It told him in a few words how the Butabue people had pillaged John's hut at night and stolen his clothing, and how he could not go outside his door till he got some European dress again. ' This is strange/ said the missionary. ' Brother Felton died three days ago of the fever. You can take his clothes to Brother Greedy, if you will/ The bare-limbed savage nodded acquiescence. The missionary looked hard at him, and fancied he had seen his face before, but he never even for a moment suspected that he was speaking to John Greedy himself. A bundle was soon made of dead Brother Felton's clothes, and the bare-limbed man took it in his arms and prepared to run back again the whole way to Butabue. ' You have had nothing to eat/ said the lonely missionary. ' Won't you take something to help you on your way ? ' ' Give me some plantain paste/ answered John Greedy. ' I can eat it as I go.' And when they gave it him he forgot 26 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY himself for the moment, and answered ' Thank you' in English. The missionary stared, but thought it was only a single phrase that he had picked up at Butabue, and that he was anxious, negro-fashion, to air his know- ledge. Back through the jungle, with the bundle in his arms, John Creedy wormed his way once more, like a snake or a tiger, never pausing or halting on the road till he found himself again in the open space outside the village of Buta- bue. There he stayed a while, and behind a clump of wild ginger he opened the bundle and arrayed himself once more from head to foot in English clerical dress. That done, too proud to slink, he walked bold and erect down the main alley, and quietly entered his own hut. It was high noon, the baking high noon of Africa, as he did so. Ethel lay unconscious still upon the bed. The negro woman crouched, half asleep after her night's watching, at the foot. John Creedy looked at his watch, which stood hard by on the little wooden table. ' Sixty miles in fourteen hours/ he said aloud. ' Better time by a great deal than when we walked from Oxford to the White Horse eighteen months since/ And then he sat down silently by Ethel's bedside. ' Has she moved her eyes ? ' he asked the negress. ' Never, John Creedy,' answered the woman. Till last night she had always called him ' Master.' He watched the lifeless face for an hour or two. There was no change in it till about four o'clock ; then Ethel's eyes began to alter their expression. He saw the dilated pupils contract a little, and knew that consciousness was gradually returning. In a moment more she looked round at him and gave a little cry. ' John,' she exclaimed, with a sort of awakening hopefulness in her voice, * where on earth did you get those clothes ? ' 27 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY ' These clothes ? ' he answered softly. e Why, you must be wandering in your mind, Ethie dearest, to ask such a ques- tion now. At Standen's, in the High at Oxford, my darling/ And he passed his black hand gently across her loose hair. Ethel gave a great cry of joy. 'Then it was a dream, a horrid dream, John, or a terrible mistake ? Oh, John, say it was a dream ! ' John drew his hand across his forehead slowly. f Ethie darling/ he said, ' you are wandering, I 'm afraid. You have a bad fever. I don't know what you mean/ ' Then you didn't tear them up, and wear a Fantee dress, and dance with a tom-tom down the street ? Oh, John ! ' ( Oh, Ethel ! No. What a terrible delirium you must have had ! ' ( It is all well/ she said. 1 1 don't mind if I die now/ And she sank back exhausted into a sort of feverish sleep. ' John Greedy/ said the black catechist's wife solemnly, in Fantee, e you will have to answer for that lie to a dying woman with your soul ! ' 1 My soul ! ' cried John Greedy passionately, smiting both breasts with his clenched fists. 'My soul ! Do you think, you negro wench, I wouldn't give my poor, miserable, black soul to eternal torments a thousand times over, if only I could give her little white heart one moment's forgetfulness before she dies ? ' For five days longer Ethel lingered in the burning fever, sometimes conscious for a minute or two, but for the most part delirious or drowsy all the time. She never said another word to John about her terrible dream, and John never said another word to her. But he sat by her side and tended her like a woman, doing everything that was possible for her in the bare little hut, and devouring his full heart with a horrible gnawing remorse too deep for pen or tongue to probe and fathom. For civilisation with John Greedy was really at bottom far more than a mere veneer ; though the 28 THE REVEREND JfOHN CREEDY savage instincts might break out with him now and again, such outbursts no more affected his adult and acquired nature than a single bump-supper or wine-party at college affects the nature of many a gentle-minded English lad. The truest John Greedy of all was the gentle, tender, English clergyman. As he sat by her bedside sleepless and agonised, night and day, for five days together, one prayer only rose to his lips time after time, ' Heaven grant she may die ! ' He had depth enough in the civilised side of his soul to feel that that was the only way to save her from a lifelong shame. ' If she gets well/ he said to himself, trembling, ' I will leave this accursed Africa at once. I will work my way back to England as a common sailor, and send her home by the mail with my remaining money. I will never inflict my presence upon her again, for she cannot be persuaded, if once she recovers, that she did not see me, as she did see me, a bare- limbed heathen Fantee brandishing a devilish tom-tom. But I shall get work in England not a parson's ; that I can never be again but clerk's work, labourer's work, navvy's work, anything ! Look at my arms : I rowed five in the Magdalen eight : I could hold a spade as well as any man. I will toil, and slave, and save, and keep her still like a lady, if I starve for it myself: but she shall never see my face again if once she recovers. Even then it will be a living death for her, poor angel ! There is only one hope Heaven grant she may die ! ' On the fifth day she opened her eyes once. John saw that his prayer was about to be fulfilled. ' John,' she said feebly ' John, tell me, on your honour, it was only my delirium.' And John, raising his hand to heaven, splendide tnendax, answered in a firm voice, ' I swear it.' Ethel smiled and shut her eyes. It was for the last time. Next morning, John Greedy tearless, but parched and dry 29 THE REVEREND JOHN GREEDY in the mouth, like one stunned and unmanned took a pick- axe and hewed out a rude grave in the loose soil near the river. Then he fashioned a rough coffin from twisted canes with his own hands, and in it he reverently placed the sacred body. He allowed no one to help him or come near him not even his fellow-Christians, the catechist and his wife : Ethel was too holy a thing for their African hands to touch. Next he put on his white surplice, and for the first and only time in his life he read, without a quaver in his voice, the Church of England Burial Service over the open grave. And when he had finished he went back to his desolate hut, and cried with a loud voice of utter despair, ( The one thing that bound me to civilisation is gone. Henceforth I shall never speak another word of English. I go to my own people/ So saying, he solemnly tore up his European clothes once more, bound a cotton loin-cloth round his waist, covered his head with dirt, and sat fasting and wailing piteously, like a broken-hearted child, in his cabin. Nowadays, the old half-caste Portuguese rum-dealer at Butabue can point out to any English pioneer who comes up the river which one, among a crowd of dilapidated negroes who lie basking in the soft dust outside his hut was once the Reverend John Creedy, B.A., of Magdalen College, Oxford. 30 II FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION ZELIE was our cook. She came back to us each winter when we returned to the Riviera, and went away again in spring to Aix-les-Bains, where she always made her summer season with a German family. A thorough-going Proven9ale was Zelie, olive-skinned, black-haired, thick-lipped, pleasant- featured,, with flashing dark eyes and a merry mouth, well shaped to make a mock at you. Nobody would have called Zelie exactly pretty : but she was comely and buxom, and good-humoured withal ; while, as for pot-au-feu, she had not her equal in the whole Department. She said qoux for choux, and gapeau for chapeau ; but her smile was infectious, and her kindness of heart was as undoubted as her omelettes. One April afternoon, Ruth went out into the kitchen. She didn't often penetrate into such regions at the villa; for Zelie, on that point, was strictly conservative. ' If Madame desires to see me/ she used to say, ' I receive at half-past nine in the morning, when I come home from marketing. At all other hours, I am happy to return Madame's call in the salon.' Zelie was too good a servant to make it worth while for us to risk her displeasure ; and the consequence was that Ruth seldom ventured into Zelie's keep except at the hour of her cook's reception. On this particular day, however, Ruth was surprised to c 33 FRASINFS FIRST COMMUNION see Zelie seated at the table, stitching away at what appeared to be a bridal garment. Such white muslin and white tulle gave her a turn for a moment. ' Why, Zelie ! ' she cried, putting one hand to her heart, ' you 're not going to be married?' For cooks like Zelie are rare on the Littoral. ' Ma foil no, Madame,' Zelie answered, laughing. e l confection a robe for Frasine, who makes her first Com- munion.' ' Frasine ! ' Ruth exclaimed. ' And who may Frasine be ? Your sister, I suppose, Zelie ? ' Zelie smoothed out a flounce with one capable brown hand. ' No, Madame,' she said demurely ; * Frasine is my daughter/ ' Your daughter ! ' Ruth cried, staring at her. ' But, Zelie, I never even knew you were married ! ' Zelie smoothed still more vigorously at the edge of the flounce. 'Mais non, Madame,' she continued, in her most matter-of-fact voice. 'It arrived so, you see. Hector's family were against it, and thus it never happened.' Ruth gazed at her, much shaken. 'But, Zelie,' she murmured, seizing her hand in dismay, 'do you mean to tell me ?' Zelie nodded her head sagely. ' Yes, yes, Madame,' she answered. ' These things come so to us other poor people. It is not like that, I know, chez vous. But here in France, let us allow, the law is so difficult.' ' Tell me all about it,' Ruth cried, sinking down on to one of the kitchen chairs, and looking up at her appealingly. ' What age has your daughter ? ' ' Frasine is twelve years old,' Zelie answered, still going on with her work, f and a pretty girl, too, though 'tis the word of a mother. You see, Madame, it came about like this. The good Hector was in love with me ; but he was in a better position than my parents for his part, for his father 34, FRASINFS FIRST COMMUNION was proprietor, while mine was workman. They owned a beautiful property up in our hills near Vence oh, a beauti- ful property ! They harvested I could not tell you how many hectolitres of olives. Their little blue wine was renowned in the country. Well, Hector loved me, and I loved Hector. Que voulez-vous? We were thrown, in our work, very much together.' She paused, and glanced shyly askance at Ruth with those expressive eyes of hers. ' And he didn't marry you ? ' Ruth asked, faltering. ' He meant to, Madame : I assure you, he meant to/ Zelie answered hastily. 'He was a kind soul, Hector; he began it all at first for the good motive. But, meanwhile, you understand, in waiting for the priest ' Zelie lifted her flounce close up to her face and stitched away at it nervously. ' And that was all ? ' Ruth put in, with her scared white face I could hear and see it all through the door from my study. e That was all, Madame/ Zelie answered, very low. ' I m'a dit, "Veux-tu?" Je lui ai dit, "Je veux bien." Et tout d'un coup, nous voila pere et mere presque sans le savoir. ' There was a pause for a moment, during which you could hear Zelie's needle go stitch, stitch, stitch, through the stiff starched muslin. Then Ruth spoke again : ' And, after that, he left you ? ' Zelie's stoicism began to give way a little. There were tears in her eyes, but still she stitched on, to hide her con- fusion. ' He never meant any harm, my poor boy ! ' she answered, bending over. ' He really loved me, and he always hoped, in the end, to marry me. So, when he knew Frasine was beginning to be, he said to me, one fine day, " Zelie, I will go up to Vence, and arrange your affair with my father and the cure." And he went up to Vence, and asked his father's consent to our marriage; for, chez nous, you 35 FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION know, one is not permitted to marry without the consent of one's family. But Hector's father was very angry at the news, and refused his consent, because he was proprietor, and I was but a servant. And about that time it was Hector's year to serve, and they put him into a regiment that was stationed a long way off oh ! a very long way off quite far from my country, in the direction of Orleans. And without his father's consent, of course, he could never marry me, for that 's our law here in France, to us others. So he served his time, and at the end of it all well, he married another woman, and settled in Paris/ ' He married another woman,' Ruth repeated slowly, ' and left you with Frasine.' ' Parfaitement, Madame/ Zelie answered with a gulp. Then, all at once, her stoicism broke down completely ; she laid aside her sewing, and burst into tears with perfect frankness. Ruth bent over her tenderly and stroked her brown hand. ' Dear Zelie ! ' she said ; ' he treated you cruelly/ 'No, no, Madame !' Zelie answered through her tears, still loyal to her lover. ' You do not understand. He could not help it. He was a brave boy, Hector. He meant to do well, it was all for the good motive ; but his family opposed ; and with us, when your family oppose, mon Dieu! it is finished. But still, he was good ; he did what he could for me. He acknowledged his child, and entered it at the Mairie as his own and mine, which alters, of course, its etat civil Frasine has right, at his death, to a share of his pro- perty. My poor, good Hector ! it was all he could do for me/ Ruth burst away at once, and came in to me, crying. This was all so new to her, and we were both of us so genuinely attached to Zelie. ' Oh, Hugh ! ' she began, ' Zelie's been telling me such a dreadful, dreadful story. Do you know she has ' 36 FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION f My child/ I said, ' you may save yourself the trouble of repeating it all to me ; I 've heard through the door every blessed word you two have been saying/ Ruth stood by my side, all tearful. ' But isn't it sad, Hugh ? ' she said ; ' and she seemed so resigned to it.' ' Very sad, dear,' I answered. e But, do you know, little Ruthie, I 'm afraid such stories are by no means uncommon abroad, I mean, dear.' 'Hugh/ Ruth cried, seizing my arm, 'we must see this little girl of hers.' She rushed out into the kitchen again. ' Zelie/ she said, ' where is Frasine ? ' Zelie had taken up her sewing once more by this time, and answered with a little sob, ' In our mountains, Madame, near Vence ; in effect, she lives with my parents.' f And do you see her often ? ' Ruth asked. 'Once in fifteen days she comes to Mass in the town/ Zelie answered with a sigh ; ' and then, when Madame's convenience permits, I usually see her. And when I have made my winter season, I go up for eight days with her, to stop with my people, before I leave for Aix-les-Bains ; and when I return again in autumn, before Madame arrives, I have eight days more. Ce sont Id mes vacances' ' And where will she make her first Communion ? ' Ruth asked. 'Why, naturally, in the town,' Zelie answered, 'with the other young people. The Bishop of Frejus comes over, from here a fortnight.' 4 Bring her down here/ Ruth said in her imperious little way. ' Let her stop with us till the time. Monsieur and I desire to see her.' So Frasine came down, and very proud indeed Zelie was of her daughter. Barring the irregularity of her first appearance in this wicked world, Zelie had cause to be proud of her. She was tall and well grown and as modest as a rosiere. She had dove-like eyes and peach bloom on 37 FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION her cheeks ; and when Ruth and Zelie had arranged her, all blushing, in her pretty white dress and her long tulle veil, she looked a perfect model for Jules Breton's young Christians. Zelie kissed her as she stood there with a mother's fervour; and Ruth kissed her, I declare, just as fervently as Zelie. They couldn't have made more fuss about that slip of a girl if Frasine's father had kept his promise and the child had been born in lawful wedlock. After a day or two Ruth began to talk about something that was troubling her. It was a very serious thing, she said, this first Communion. It was an epoch in a girl's life, a family occasion. Every member of the family ought to be apprised of it beforehand. Hector might be married to another horrid woman in Paris, but, after all, Frasine was his daughter, acknowledged as such in due form at the Mairie. I 'm bound to say that, though Ruth is a stickler for the strictest morality on our side of the Channel, she didn't take much account of that woman in Paris. I ven- tured to suggest that to invite the good Hector to the first Communion might be to endanger the peace of a deserving family. Madame Hector de jure might be unaware of the existence of her predecessor de facto, and might regard little Frasine, as an unauthorised interloper, with no friendly feel- ing. But Ruth was inexorable. You know her imperious, delicious little way when she once gets a fixed idea into that dear glossy head of hers. She insisted on maintaining the untenable position that a man is somehow really and truly related to his own children, no matter who may be their mother. As an English barrister, I humbly endeavoured to point out to her the fact that recognition of this pernicious principle would involve the downfall of law and order. Still, Ruth was impervious to my sound argument on the subject, and refused to listen to the voice of Blackstone. So the end of it all was that she persuaded Zelie to write to Hector, 38 FRASINFS FIRST COMMUNION informing him of this important forthcoming epoch in their daughter's history. Of course, I had a week of it. To search for Hector in Paris, after nine years' silence, would be to search for a needle in a bottle of hay, as I pointed out at once to those two fatuous women. My own opinion was that Hector was to be found (as we say facetiously) in the twenty-first arrondissement the point of which is that there are but twenty. But I rushed up to Vence all the same, to pro- secute inquiries as to what had become of the former owner of that belle propriete which loomed so large in Zelie' s imagination. With infinite difficulty, and after many trials, I had reason to believe, at last, that the nomme Hector Canivet, ancient proprietor, was to be found at a certain number in a certain street in the Montmartre Quartier. Hither, therefore, we despatched our letter of invitation, dexterously concocted in our very best French by Ruth, Zelie, and myself in council assembled. It informed Monsieur Hector Canivet, without note or comment, that Mdlle. Euphrasyne Canivet, now aged twelve years, would make her first Communion in our parish church on Wednes- day the 22nd, and that Mdlle. Zelie Duhamel invited his presence on this auspicious occasion. As an English barrister, I insisted upon the point that consideration for the feelings of Madame Canivet in Paris should make us leave it open for M. Hector Canivet to treat Mdlle. Euphra- syne, if he were so minded, as a distant cousin. So much of masculine guile have I still left in me. Ruth was disposed to protest ; but Zelie, more French, acquiesced in my view of the case, and over-persuaded her. Three days later I was sitting in my study, intent on the twenty-fourth chapter of my ' History of the Rise of the Republic of San Marino/ when suddenly the door opened, and Ruth burst in upon me with the most radiant expression of perfect happiness I ever saw even on that dimpled face 39 FRASINFS FIRST COMMUNION of hers. She held a letter in her hand, which she thrust forward to me eagerly. 'What's up?' I asked. 'Has that brute of a husband of Amelia's been kind enough to drink himself to death at last ? ' ' No ; read it, read it ! ' Ruth exclaimed, brimming over. ' Zelie and Frasine are dissolved in tears in the kitchen over the news. I knew I was doing right ! I was sure we ought to tell him ! ' I took the letter up in a maze. It was involved and long- winded, full of the usual inflated rhetoric of the Proven9al peasant. But there was no doubt at all about the human feeling of it. Monsieur Hector Canivet wrote with the pro- foundest emotion. He had always loved and remembered his dear Zelie. She was still his dream to him. He had married and settled because his parents wished it ; but now, his parents were dead, and he had sold his property, and was doing very well at his metier in Paris. The late Madame Canivet on whose soul might the blessed saints have mercy ! had died two years ago. Ever since that event he had had it in his mind to return to his country, and look up Zelie and his dear daughter ; but pride, and uncertainty as to her feelings, had prevented him. It was so long ago, and he knew not her feelings. He took this intimation, however, as a proof that Zelie had not yet entirely forgotten him ; and if the devotion of a lifetime, and a comfortable fortune (for a bourgeois) in Paris, would atone to Zelie for his neglect in the past, he proposed not only to be present at Frasine's first Communion, but also to superadd to it another Sacra- ment of the Church which he was only too conscious should have preceded her baptism. In short, if Zelie was still of the same mind as of old, he desired to return, in order to marry her. ' That 's well,' I said. ' He will legitimatise his daughter/ 'You don't mean to say/ Ruth cried, f he can make it 40 FRASINE'S FIRST COMMUNION just the same as if he 'd married Zelie all right to begin with ? ' e Why, certainly ! ' I answered ; ' in France, the law is sometimes quite human.' Ruth rushed into my arms. And the brave Hector was as good as his word. But we shall never get another cook like Zelie ! 41 Ill THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY ' Poor little thing,' said my strong-minded friend compassion- ately. ' Just look at her ! Clubfooted. What a misery to her- self and others ! In a well-organised state of society, you know, such poor wee cripples as that would be quietly put out of their misery while they were still babies.' ' Let me think,' said I, ' how that would work out in actual practice. I'm not so sure, after all, that we should be altogether the better or the happier for it.' THEY sat together in a corner of the beautiful phalanstery garden,, Olive and Clarence, on the marble seat that overhung the mossy dell where the streamlet danced and bickered among its pebbly stickles ; they sat there, hand in hand, in lovers' guise, and felt their two bosoms beating and thrilling in some strange, sweet fashion, j ust like two foolish unregen- erate young people of the old antisocial prephalansteric days. Perhaps it was the leaven of their unenlightened ancestors still leavening by heredity the whole lump ; perhaps it was the inspiration of the calm soft August evening and the deli- cate afterglow of the setting sun ; perhaps it was the deep heart of man and woman vibrating still as of yore in human sympathy, and stirred to its innermost recesses by the un- 45 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY utterable breath of human emotion. But at any rate there they sat, the beautiful strong man in his shapely chiton, and the dainty fair girl in her long white robe with the dark green embroidered border, looking far into the fathomless depths of one another's eyes, in silence sweeter and more eloquent than many words. It was Olive's tenth day holiday from her share in the maidens' household duty of the com- munity ; and Clarence, by arrangement with his friend Germain, had made exchange from his own decade (which fell on Plato) to this quiet Milton evening, that he might wander through the park and gardens with his chosen love, and speak his full mind to her now without reserve. ' If only the phalanstery will give its consent, Clarence/ Olive said at last with a little sigh, releasing her hand from his, and gathering up the folds of her stole from the marble flooring of the seat ; ' if only the phalanstery will give its consent ! but I have my doubts about it. Is it quite right ? Have we chosen quite wisely ? Will the hierarch and the elder brothers think I am strong enough and fit enough for the duties of the task ? It is no light matter, we know, to enter into bonds with one another for the responsibilities of fatherhood and motherhood. I sometimes feel forgive me, Clarence but I sometimes feel as if I were allowing my own heart and my own wishes to guide me too exclusively in this solemn question : thinking too much about you and me, about ourselves (which is only an enlarged form of selfish- ness, after all), and too little about the future good of the community and and ' blushing a little, for women will be women even in a phalanstery ' and of the precious lives we r may be the means of adding to it. You remember, Clarence, what the hierarch said, that we ought to think least and last of our own feelings, first and foremost of the progressive evolution of universal humanity.' ' I remember, darling,' Clarence answered, leaning over towards her tenderly ; ' I remember well, and in my own 46 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY way, so far as a man can (for we men haven't the moral earnestness of you women, I 'm afraid, Olive), I try to act up to it. But, dearest, I think your fears are greater than they need be : you must recollect that humanity requires for its higher development tenderness, and truth, and love, and all the softer qualities, as well as strength and manliness ; and if you are a trifle less strong than most of our sisters here, you seem to me at least (and I really believe to the hierarch and to the elder brothers too) to make up for it, and more than make up for it, in your sweet and lovable inner nature. The men of the future mustn't all be cast in one unvarying stereotyped mould ; we must have a little of all good types combined, in order to make a perfect phalanstery/ Olive sighed again. 'I don't know/ she said pensively. ' I don't feel sure. I hope I am doing right. In my aspira- tions every evening I have desired light on this matter, and have earnestly hoped that I was not being misled by my own feelings ; for, oh, Clarence, I do love you so dearly, so truly, so absorbingly, that I half fear my love may be taking me unwittingly astray. I try to curb it ; I try to think of it all as the hierarch tells us we ought to ; but in my own heart I sometimes almost fear that I may be lapsing into the idola- trous love of the old days, when people married and were given in marriage, and thought only of the gratification of their own personal emotions and affections, and nothing of the ultimate good of humanity. Oh, Clarence, don't hate me and despise me for it ; don't turn upon me and scold me ; but I love you, I love you, I love you ; oh, I 'm afraid I love you almost idolatrously ! ' Clarence lifted her small white hand slowly to his lips, with that natural air of chivalrous respect which came so easily to the young men of the phalanstery, and kissed it twice over fervidly with quiet reverence. ' Let us go into the music-room, Olive dearest/ he said as he rose ; { you are too sad to-night. You shall play me that sweet piece of 47 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY Marian's that you love so much ; and that will quiet you, darling, from thinking too earnestly about this serious matter/ II Next day, when Clarence had finished his daily spell of work in the fruit-garden (he was third under-gardener to the community), he went up to his own study, and wrote out a little notice in due form to be posted at dinner-time on the refectory door : ' Clarence and Olive ask leave of the phal- anstery to enter with one another into free contract of holy matrimony.' His pen trembled a little in his hand as he framed that familiar set form of words (strange that he had read it so often with so little emotion, and wrote it now with so much : we men are so selfish !) ; but he fixed it boldly with four small brass nails on the regulation notice-board, and waited, not without a certain quiet confidence, for the final result of the communal council. 4 Aha ! ' said the hierarch to himself with a kindly smile, as he passed into the refectory at dinner-time that day, ' has it come to that, then ? Well, well, I thought as much ; I felt sure it would. A good girl, Olive : a true, earnest, lovable girl : and she has chosen wisely, too ; for Clarence is the very man to balance her own character as man's and wife's should do. Whether Clarence has done well in selecting her is another matter. For my own part, I had rather hoped she would have joined the celibate sisters, and have taken nurse-duty for the sick and the children. It's her natural function in life, the work she 's best fitted for ; and I should have liked to see her take to it. But, after all, the business of the phalanstery is not to decide vicariously for its individual members not to thwart their natural harmless inclinations 48 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY and wishes ; on the contrary, we ought to allow every man and girl the fullest liberty to follow their own personal taste and judgment in every possible matter. Our power of inter- ference as a community, I've always felt and said, should only extend to the prevention of obviously wrong and im- moral acts, such as marriage with a person in ill-health, or of inferior mental power, or with a distinctly bad or insubor- dinate temper. Things of that sort, of course, are as clearly wicked as idling in work-hours, or marriage with a first cousin. Olive's health, however, isn't really bad, nothing more than a very slight feebleness of constitution, as con- stitutions go with us ; and Eustace, who has attended her medically from her babyhood (what a dear crowing little thing she used to be in the nursery, to be sure !), tells me she's perfectly fitted for the duties of her proposed situation. Ah well, ah well ; I've no doubt they '11 be perfectly happy ; and the wishes of the whole phalanstery will go with them in any case, that 's certain.' Everybody knew that whatever the hierarch said or thought was pretty sure to be approved by the unanimous voice of the entire community. Not that he was at all a dictatorial or dogmatic old man ; quite the contrary ; but his gentle kindly way had its full weight with the brothers; and his intimate acquaintance, through the exercise of his spiritual functions, with the inmost thoughts and ideas of every individual member, man or woman, made him a safe guide in all difficult or delicate questions, as to what the decision of the council ought to be. So when, on the first Cosmos, the elder brothers assembled to transact phalan- steric business, and the hierarch put in Clarence's request with the simple phrase, ' In my opinion, there is no reason- able objection/ the community at once gave in its adhesion, and formal notice was posted an hour later on the refectory door, ' The phalanstery approves the proposition of Clarence and Olive, and wishes all happiness to them and to humanity D 49 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY from the sacred union they now contemplate/ ' You see,, dearest/ Clarence said, kissing her lips for the first time (as unwritten law demanded),, now that the seal of the com- munity had been placed upon their choice, f you see, there can't be any harm in our contract, for the elder brothers all approve it.' Olive smiled and sighed from the very bottom of her full heart, and clung to her lover as the ivy clings to a strong supporting oak-tree. ' Darling,' she murmured in his ear, ' if I have you to comfort me, I shall not be afraid, and we will try our best to work together for the advancement and the good of divine humanity/ Four decades later, on a bright Cosmos morning in Sep- tember, those two stood up beside one another before the altar of humanity, and heard with a thrill the voice of the hierarch uttering that solemn declaration, ' In the name of the Past, and of the Present, and of the Future, I hereby admit you, Clarence and Olive, into the holy society of Fathers and Mothers, of the United Avondale Phalanstery, in trust for humanity, whose stewards you are. May you so use and enhance the good gifts you have received from your ancestors that you may hand them on, untarnished and increased, to the bodies and minds of your furthest de- scendants/ And Clarence and Olive answered humbly and reverently, ' If grace be given us, we will/ III Brother Eustace, physiologist to the phalanstery, looked very grave and sad indeed as he passed from the Mothers' Room into the Conversazione in search of the hierarch. ' A child is born into the phalanstery,' he said gloomily ; but 50 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY his face conveyed at once a far deeper and more pregnant meaning than his mere words could carry to the ear. The hierarch rose hastily and glanced into his dark keen eyes with an inquiring look. 'Not something amiss?' he said eagerly, with an infinite tenderness in his fatherly voice. ' Don't tell me that, Eustace. Not. . . oh, not a child that the phalanstery must not for its own sake permit to live ! Oh, Eustace, not, I hope, idiotic ! And I gave my consent too ; I gave my consent for pretty gentle little Olive's sake ! Heaven grant I was not too much moved by her prettiness and her delicacy; for I love her, Eustace, I love her like a daughter.' ' So we all love the children of the phalanstery, Cyriac, we who are elder brothers,' said the physiologist gravely, half smiling to himself nevertheless at this quaint expression of old-world feeling on the part even of the very hierarch, whose bounden duty it was to advise and persuade a higher rule of conduct and thought than such antique phraseology implied. ' No, not idiotic ; not quite so bad as that, Cyriac ; not absolutely a hopeless case, but still, very serious and distressing for all that. The dear little baby has its feet turned inward. She '11 be a cripple for life, I fear, and no help for it.' Tears rose unchecked into the hierarch's soft grey eyes. ' Its feet turned inward,' he muttered sadly, half to himself. ' Feet turned inward ! Oh, how terrible ! This will be a frightful blow to Clarence and to Olive. Poor young things ! their first-born, too. Oh, Eustace, what an awful thought that, with all the care and precaution we take to keep all causes of misery away from the precincts of the phalanstery, such trials as this must needs come upon us by the blind workings of the unconscious Cosmos ! It is terrible, too terrible ! ' 'Arid yet it isn't all loss,' the physiologist answered earnestly. f lt isn't all loss, Cyriac, heart-rending as the 51 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY necessity seems to us. I sometimes think that if we hadn't these occasional distressful objects on which to expend our sympathy and our sorrow, we in our happy little communities might grow too smug, and comfortable, and material, and earthly. But things like this bring tears into our eyes, and we are the better for them in the end, depend upon it, we are the better for them. They try our fortitude, our devo- tion to principle, our obedience to the highest and the f hardest law. Every time some poor little waif like this is born into our midst, we feel the strain of old prephalansteric emotions and fallacies of feeling dragging us steadily and - cruelly down. Our first impulse is to pity the poor mother, to pity the poor child, and in our mistaken kindness to let an unhappy life go on indefinitely to its own misery and the preventible distress of all around it. We have to make an effort, a struggle, before the higher and more abstract pity conquers the lower and more concrete one. But in the end we are all the better for it : and each such struggle and each such victory, Cyriac, paves the way for that final and truest morality when we shall do right instinctively and naturally, without any impulse on any side to do wrong in any way at all/ ' You speak wisely, Eustace/ the hierarch answered with a sad shake of his head, ( and I wish I could feel like you. I ought to, but I can't. Your functions make you able to look more dispassionately upon these things than I can. I'm afraid there's a great deal of the old Adam lingering wrongfully in me yet. And I 'm still more afraid there 's a great deal of the old Eve lingering even more strongly in all our mothers. It'll be a long time, I doubt me, before they'll ever consent without a struggle to the painless extinction of necessarily unhappy and imperfect lives. A long time : a very long time. Does Clarence know of this yet ? ' 'Yes, I have told him. His grief is terrible. You had better go and console him as best you can.' 52 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY 1 1 will, I will. And poor Olive ! Poor Olive ! It wrings ray heart to think of her. Of course she won't be told of it, if you can help, for the probationary four decades ? ' ' No, not if we can help it : but I don't know how it can ever be kept from her. She will see Clarence, and Clarence will certainly tell her/ The hierarch whistled gently to himself. 'It's a sad case/ he said ruefully, ' a very sad case ; and yet I don't see how we can possibly prevent it/ He walked slowly and deliberately into the anteroom where Clarence was seated on a sofa, his head between his hands, rocking himself to and fro in his mute misery, or stopping to groan now and then in a faint feeble inarticulate fashion. Rhoda, one of the elder sisters, held the uncon- scious baby sleeping in her arms, and the hierarch took it from her like a man accustomed to infants, and looked ruefully at the poor distorted little feet. Yes, Eustace was evidently quite right. There could be no hope of ever putting those wee twisted ankles back straight and firm into their proper place again like other people's. He sat down beside Clarence on the sofa, and with a commiserating gesture removed the young man's hands from his pale white face. ' My dear, dear friend,' he said softly, ' what comfort or consolation can we try to give you that is not a cruel mockery ? None, none, none. We can only sympathise with you and Olive : and perhaps, after all, the truest sympathy is silence/ Clarence answered nothing for a moment, but buried his face once more in his hands and burst into tears. The men of the phalanstery were less careful to conceal their emotions than we old-time folks in these early centuries. ' Oh, dear hierarch,' he said, after a long sob, ' it is too hard a sacrifice, too hard, too terrible ! I don't feel it for the baby's sake : for her 'tis better so : she will be freed from a life of misery and dependence ; but for my own sake, and oh, above all, THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY for dear Olive's ! It will kill her, hierarch ; I feel sure it will kill her ! ' The elder brother passed his hand with a troubled gesture across his forehead. f But what else can we do, dear Clarence ? ' he asked pathetically. ' What else can we do ? Would you have us bring up the dear child to lead a lingering life of misfortune, to distress the eyes of all around her, to feel herself a useless incumbrance in the midst of so many mutually helpful and serviceable and happy people ? How keenly she would realise her own isolation in the joyous, busy, labouring community of our phalansteries ! How terribly she would brood over her own misfortune when surrounded by such a world of hearty, healthy, sound-limbed, useful persons ! Would it not be a wicked and a cruel act to bring her up to an old age of un- happiness and imperfection ? You have been in Australia, my boy, when we sent you on that plant-hunting expedition, and you have seen cripples with your own eyes, no doubt, which I have never done thank Heaven ! I who have never gone beyond the limits of the most highly civilised Euramerican countries. You have seen cripples, in those semi-civilised old colonial societies, which have lagged after us so slowly in the path of progress; and would you like your own daughter to grow up to such a life as that, Clarence ? would you like her, I ask you, to grow up to such a life as that ? ' Clarence clenched his right hand tightly over his left arm, and answered with a groan, ' No, hierarch ; not even for Olive's sake could I wish for such an act of irrational in- justice. You have trained us up to know the good from the evil, and for no personal gratification of our deepest emotions, I hope and trust, shall we ever betray your teach- ing or depart from your principles. I know what it is : I saw just such a cripple once, at a great town in the heart of Central Australia a child of eight years old, limping along 54 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY lamely on her heels by her mother's side ; a sickening sight : to think of it even now turns the blood in one's arteries ; and I could never wish Olive's baby to live and grow up to be a thing like that. But, oh,, I wish to heaven it might have been otherwise : I wish to heaven this trial might have been spared us both. Oh, hierarch, dear hierarch, the sacrifice is one that no good man or woman would wish selfishly to forgo ; yet for all that, our hearts, our hearts are human still ; and though we may reason and may act up to our reasoning, the human feeling in us relic of the idol- atrous days, or whatever you like to call it it will not choose to be so put down and stifled : it will out, hierarch, it will out for all that, in real hot, human tears. Oh, dear, dear kind father and brother, it will kill Olive : I know it will kill her ! ' ' Olive is a good girl/ the hierarch answered slowly. ' A good girl, well brought up, and with sound principles. She will not flinch from doing her duty, I know, Clarence ; but her emotional nature is a very delicate one, and we have reason indeed to fear the shock to her nervous system. That she will do right bravely, I don't doubt : the only danger is lest the effort to do right should cost her too dear. What- ever can be done to spare her shall be done, Clarence. It is a sad misfortune for the whole phalanstery, such a child being born to us as this : and we all sympathise with you : we sympathise with you more deeply than words can say.' The young man only rocked up and down drearily as before, and murmured to himself, ' It will kill her, it will kill her ! My Olive, my Olive, I know it will kill her/ THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY IV They didn't keep the secret of the baby's crippled con- dition from Olive till the four decades were over, nor any- thing like it. The moment she saw Clarence, she guessed at once with a woman's instinct that something serious had happened ; and she didn't rest till she had found out from him all about it. Rhoda brought her the poor wee mite, carefully wrapped, after the phalansteric fashion, in a long strip of fine flannel, and Olive unrolled the piece until she came at last upon the small crippled feet, that looked so soft and tender and dainty and waxen in their very deformity. The young mother leant over the child a moment in speechless misery. 'Spirit of Humanity,' she whispered at length feebly, ' oh, give me strength to bear this terrible, unutterable trial ! It will break my heart. But I will try to bear it.' There was something so touching in her attempted resig- nation that Rhoda, for the first time in her life, felt almost tempted to wish she had been born in the old wicked pre- phalansteric days, when they would have let the poor baby grow up to womanhood as a matter of course, and bear its own burden through life as best it might. Presently, Olive raised her head again from the crimson silken pillow. ' Clarence,' she said, in a trembling voice, pressing the sleeping baby hard against her breast, ' when will it be ? How long ? Is there no hope, no chance of respite ? ' 'Not for a long time yet, dearest Olive,' Clarence answered through his tears. ' The phalanstery will be very gentle and patient with us, we know ; and brother Eustace will do everything that lies in his power, though he's afraid he can give us very little hope indeed. In any case, Olive darling, the community waits for four decades before deciding anything : it waits to see whether there is any chance for physiological or surgical relief: it decides 56 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY nothing hastily or thoughtlessly : it waits for every possible improvement, hoping against hope till hope itself is hope- less. And then, if at the end of the quartet, as I fear will be the case for we must face the worst, darling, we must face the worst if at the end of the quartet it seems clear to brother Eustace, and the three assessor physiologists from the neighbouring phalansteries, that the clear child would be a cripple for life, we 're still allowed four decades more to prepare ourselves in : four whole decades more, Olive, to take our leave of the darling baby. You'll have your baby with you for eighty days. And we must wean ourselves from her in that time, darling. We must try to wean our- selves. But oh Olive, oh Rhoda, it 's very hard : very, very, very hard.' Olive answered not a word, but lay silently weeping and pressing the baby against her breast, with her large brown eyes fixed vacantly upon the fretted woodwork of the panelled ceiling. 'You mustn't do like that, Olive dear,' sister Rhoda said in a half-frightened voice. ' You must cry right out, and sob, and not restrain yourself, darling, or else you '11 break your heart with silence and repression. Do cry aloud, there 's a dear girl : do cry aloud and relieve yourself. A good cry would be the best thing on earth for you. And think, dear, how much happier it will really be for the sweet baby to sink asleep so peacefully than to live a long life of conscious inferiority and felt imperfection ! What a blessing it is to think you were born in a phalansteric land, where the dear child will be happily and painlessly rid of its poor little un- conscious existence, before it has reached -the age when it might begin to know its own incurable and inevitable mis- fortune ! Oh, Olive, what a blessing that is, and how thank- ful we ought all to be that we live in a world where the sweet pet will be saved so much humiliation, and mortifica- tion, and misery ! ' 57 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY At that moment, Olive, looking within into her own wicked, rebellious heart, was conscious, with a mingled glow, half shame, half indignation, that so far from appreciat- ing the priceless blessings of her own situation, she would gladly have changed places then and there with any bar- baric woman of the old semi-civilised prephalansteric days. We can so little appreciate our own mercies. It was very wrong and anti-cosmic, she knew ; very wrong indeed, and the hierarch would have told her so at once ; but in her own woman's soul she felt she would rather be a miserable naked savage in a wattled hut, like those one saw in old books about Africa before the illumination, if only she could keep that one little angel of a crippled baby, than dwell among all the enlightenment, and knowledge, and art, and perfected social arrangements of phalansteric England with- out her child her dear, helpless, beautiful baby. How truly the Founder himself had said, ' Think you there will be no more tragedies and dramas in the world when we have reformed it, nothing but one dreary dead level of mono- tonous content ? Ay, indeed, there will ; for that, fear not ; while the heart of man remains, there will be tragedy enough on earth and to spare for a hundred poets to take for their saddest epics.' Olive looked up at Rhoda wistfully. ' Sister Rhoda/ she said in a timid tone, ' it may be very wicked I feel sure it is but do you know, I've read somewhere in old stories of the unenlightened days that a mother always loved the most afflicted of her children the best. And I can under- stand it now, sister Rhoda ; I can feel it here,' and she put her hand upon her poor still heart. ' If only I could keep this one dear crippled baby, I could give up all the world beside except you, Clarence/ 'Oh, hush, darling!' Rhoda cried in an awed voice, stooping down half alarmed to kiss her pale forehead. 'You mustn't talk like that, Olive dearest. It's wicked; 58 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY it 's undutiful. I know how hard it is not to repine and to rebel ; but you mustn't, Olive, you mustn't. We must each strive to bear our own burdens (with the help of the com- munity), and not to put any of them off upon a poor, help- less, crippled little baby.' ' But our natures,' Clarence said, wiping his eyes dreamily ; ' our natures are only half attuned as yet to the necessities of the higher social existence. Of course it 's very wrong and very sad, but we can't help feeling it, sister Rhoda, though we try our hardest. Remember, it's not so many generations since our fathers would have reared the child without a thought that they were doing anything wicked nay, rather, would even have held (so powerful is custom) that it was positively wrong to save it by preventive means from a certain life of predestined misery. Our conscience in this matter isn't yet fully formed. We feel that it's right, of course ; oh yes, we know the phalanstery has ordered everything for the best ; but we can't help grieving over it ; the human heart within us is too unregenerate still to acquiesce without a struggle in the dictates of right and reason.' Olive again said nothing, but fixed her eyes silently upon the grave, earnest portrait of the Founder over the carved oak mantelpiece, and let the hot tears stream their own way over her cold, white, pallid, bloodless cheek without reproof for many minutes. Her heart was too full for either speech or comfort. Eight decades passed away slowly in the Avondale Phal- anstery ; and day after day seemed more and more terrible to poor, weak, disconsolate Olive. The quiet refinement and delicate surroundings of their placid life seemed to 59 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY make her poignant misery and long anxious term of waiting only the more intense in its sorrow and its awesomeness. Every day the younger sisters turned as of old to their allotted round of pleasant housework ; every day the elder sisters, who had earned their leisure, brought in their dainty embroidery, or their drawing materials, or their other occu- pations, and tried to console her, or rather to condole with her, in her great sorrow. She couldn't complain of any unkind- ness; on the contrary, all the brothers and sisters were sympathy itself; while Clarence, though he tried hard not to be too idolatrous to her (which is wrong and antisocial, of course), was still overflowing with tenderness and considera- tion for her in their common grief. But all that seemed merely to make things worse. If only somebody would have been cruel to her; if only the hierarch would have scolded her, or the elder sisters have shown any distant coldness, or the other girls have been wanting in sisterly sympathy, she might have got angry or brooded over her wrongs ; whereas, now, she could do nothing save cry passively with a vain attempt at resignation. It was nobody' s fault ; there was nobody to be angry with, there was nothing to blame except the great impersonal laws and circumstances of the Cosmos, which it would be rank im- piety and wickedness to question or to gainsay. So she endured in silence, loving only to sit with Clarence's hand in hers, and the dear doomed baby lying peacefully upon the stole in her lap. It was inevitable, and there was no use repining; for so profoundly had the phalanstery schooled the minds and natures of those two unhappy young parents (and all their compeers), that grieve as they might, they never for one moment dreamt of attempting to relax or set aside the fundamental principles of phalansteric society in these matters. By the kindly rule of the phalanstery, every mother had complete freedom from household duties for two years after 60 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY the birth of her child; and Clarence, though he would not willingly have given up his own particular work in the grounds and garden, spent all the time he could spare from his short daily task (every one worked five hours every lawful day, and few worked longer, save on special emer- gencies) by Olive's side. At last, the eight decades passed slowly away, and the fatal day for the removal of little Rosebud arrived. Olive called her Rosebud because, she said, she was a sweet bud that could never be opened into a full-blown rose. All the community felt the solemnity of the painful occasion ; and by common consent the day (Darwin, December 20) was held as an intra-phalansteric fast by the whole body of brothers and sisters. On that terrible morning Olive rose early, and dressed herself carefully in a long white stole with a broad black border of Greek key pattern. But she had not the heart to put any black upon dear little Rosebud ; and so she put on her fine flannel wrapper, and decorated it instead with the pretty coloured things that Veronica and Philomela had worked for her, to make her baby as beautiful as possible on this its last day in a world of happiness. The other girls helped her and tried to sustain her, crying all together at the sad event. e She 's a sweet little thing/ they said to one another as they held her up to see how she looked. ' If only it could have been her reception to-day instead of her removal ! ' But Olive moved through them all with stoical resignation dry-eyed and parched in the throat, yet saying not a word save for necessary instructions and directions to the nursing sisters. The iron of her creed had entered into her very soul. After breakfast, brother Eustace and the hierarch came sadly in their official robes into the lesser infirmary. Olive was there already, pale and trembling, with little Rosebud sleeping peacefully in the hollow of her lap. What a picture she looked, the wee dear thing, with the hothouse 61 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY flowers from the conservatory that Clarence had brought to adorn her fastened neatly on to her fine flannel robe ! The physiologist took out a little phial from his pocket, and began to open a sort of inhaler of white muslin. At the same moment, the grave, kind old hierarch stretched out his hands to take the sleeping baby from its mother's arms. Olive shrank back in terror, and clasped the child softly to her heart. ' No, no, let me hold her myself, dear hierarch,' she said, without flinching. ' Grant me this one last favour. Let me hold her myself/ It was contrary to all fixed rules ; but neither the hierarch nor any one else there present had the heart to refuse that beseeching voice on so supreme and spirit-rending an occasion. Brother Eustace poured the chloroform solemnly and quietly on to the muslin inhaler. ' By resolution of the phalanstery,' he said, in a voice husky with emotion, ' I release you, Rosebud, from a life for which you are naturally unfitted. In pity for your hard fate, we save you from the misfortune you have never known, and will never now experience.' As he spoke he held the inhaler to the baby's face, and watched its breathing grow fainter and fainter, till at last, after a few minutes, it faded gradually and entirely away. The little one had slept from life into death, pain- lessly and happily, even as they looked. Clarence, tearful but silent, felt the baby's pulse for a moment, and then, with a burst of tears, shook his head bitterly. ' It is all over,' he cried with a loud cry. ' It is all over ; and we hope and trust it is better so.' But Olive still said nothing. The physiologist turned to her with an anxious gaze. Her eyes were open, but they looked blank and staring into vacant space. He took her hand, and it felt limp and powerless. ( Great heaven ! ' he cried, in evident alarm, ' what is this ? Olive, Olive, our dear Olive, why don't you speak ? ' 62 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY Clarence sprang up from the ground, where he had knelt to try the dead baby's pulse, and took her unresisting wrist anxiously in his. ' Oh, brother Eustace/ he cried passion- ately, 'help us, save us; what's the matter with Olive? she 's fainting, she 's fainting ! I can't feel her heart beat, no, not ever so little.' Brother Eustace let the pale white hand drop listlessly from his grasp upon the pale white stole beneath, and answered slowly and distinctly : ' She isn't fainting, Clarence; not fainting, my dear brother. The shock and the fumes of chloroform together have been too much for the action of the heart. She 's dead too, Clarence ; our dear, dear sister; she 's dead too.' Clarence flung his arms wildly round Olive's neck, and listened eagerly with his ear against her bosom to hear her heart beat. But no sound came from the folds of the simple black-bordered stole ; no sound from anywhere save the suppressed sobs of the frightened women who huddled closely together in the corner, and gazed horror-stricken upon the two warm fresh corpses. ' She was a brave girl,' brother Eustace said at last, wiping his eyes and composing her hands reverently. ' Olive was a brave girl, and she died doing her duty, without one murmur against the sad necessity that fate had unhappily placed upon her. No sister on earth could wish to die more nobly than by thus sacrificing her own life and her own weak human affections on the altar of humanity for the sake of her child and of the world at large/ 'And yet, I sometimes almost fancy,' the hierarch mur- mured, with a violent effort to control his emotions, ' when I see a scene like this, that even the unenlightened practices of the old era may not have been quite so bad as we usually think them, for all that. Surely an end such as Olive's is a sad and a terrible end to have forced upon us as the final 63 THE CHILD OF THE PHALANSTERY outcome and natural close of all our modern phalansteric civilisation.' ' The ways of the Cosmos are wonderful/ said brother Eustace solemnly ; ' and we, who are no more than atoms and mites upon the surface of its meanest satellite,, cannot hope so to order all things after our own fashion that all its minutest turns and chances may approve themselves to us as right in our own eyes.' The sisters all made instinctively the reverential genu- flexion. ' The Cosmos is infinite/ they said together, in the fixed formula of their cherished religion. 'The Cosmos is infinite, and man is but a parasite upon the face of the least among its satellite members. May we so act as to further all that is best within us, and to fulfil our own small place in the system of the Cosmos with all becoming rever- ence and humility! In the name of universal Humanity. So be it.' IV THE ABBE'S REPENTANCE THE ABBE'S REPENTANCE IVY STANBURY had never been in the South before. So everything burst full upon her with all the charm of novelty. As they reached Antibes Station, the sun was setting. A pink glow from his blood-red orb lit up the snowy ridge of the Maritime Alps with fairy splendour. It was a dream of delight to those eager young eyes, fresh from the fog and frost and brooding gloom of London. In front, the deep blue port, the long white mole, the picturesque lighthouse, the arcaded breakwater, the sea just flecked with russet lateen sails, the coasting craft that lay idle by the quays in the harbour. Further on, the mouldering grey town, en- closed in its mediaeval walls, and topped by its two tall towers: the square bastions and angles of Vauban's great fort : the laughing coast towards Nice, dotted over with white villages perched high among dark hills : and beyond all, soaring up into the cloudless sky, the phantom peaks of those sun-smitten mountains. No lovelier sight can eye behold round the enchanted Mediterranean : what wonder Ivy Stanbury gazed at it that first night of her sojourn in the South with unfeigned admiration ? ' It's beautiful/ she broke forth, drawing a deep breath as she spoke, and gazing up at the clear-cut outlines of the Cime de Mercantourn. ' More beautiful than anything I could have imagined, almost/ But Aunt Emma was busy looking after the luggage, registered through from London. ' Quatre colis, all told, and 67 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE then the rugs and the hold-all ! Maria should have fastened those straps more securely. And where 's the black bag? And the thing with the etna ? And mind you take care of my canary, Ivy.' Ivy stood still and gazed. So like a vision did those dainty pink summits, all pencilled with dark glens, hang mystic in the air. To think about luggage at such a moment as this was, to her, sheer desecration. And how wine- coloured was the dark sea in the eveningHight : and how antique the grey Greek town : and how delicious the sun- set ! The snowiest peaks of all stood out now in the very hue of the pinky nacre that lines a shell : the shadows of the gorges that scored their smooth sides showed up in delicate tints of pale green and dark purple. Ivy drew a deep breath again, and clutched the bird-cage silently. The long drive to the hotel across the olive-clad promon- tory, between bay and bay, was one continuous joy to her. Here and there rocky inlets opened out for a moment to right or left, hemmed in by tiny crags, where the blue sea broke in milky foam upon weather-beaten skerries. Coquettish white villas gleamed rosy in the setting sun among tangled gardens of strange shrubs, whose very names Ivy knew not date-palms, and fan-palms, and eucalyptus, and mimosa, and green Mediterranean pine, and tall flowering agave. At last, the tired horses broke into a final canter, and drew up before the broad stairs of the hotel on the headland. A vista through the avenue revealed to Ivy's eyes a wide strip of sea, and beyond it again the jagged outline of the Esterel, most exquisitely shaped of earthly mountains, silhouetted in deep blue against the fiery red of a sky just fading from the afterglow into profound dark- ness. She could hardly dress for dinner, for looking out of the window. Even in that dim evening light, the view across the bay was too exquisite to be neglected, 68 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE However, by dint of frequent admonitions from Aunt Emma, through the partition door, she managed at last to rummage out her little white evening dress a soft nun's- cloth, made full in the bodice and scrambled through in the nick of time, as the dinner-bell was ringing. Table d'hote was fairly full. Most of the guests were ladies. But to Ivy's surprise, and perhaps even dismay, she found herself seated next a tall young man in the long black cassock o a Catholic priest, with a delicate pale face, very austere and clear-cut. This was disconcerting to Ivy, for, in the English way, she had a vague feeling in her mind that priests, after all, were not quite human. The tall young man, however, turned to her after a minute's pause with a frank and pleasant smile, which seemed all at once to bespeak her sympathy. He had an even row of white teeth, Ivy observed, and thin, thoughtful lips, and a cultivated air, and the mien of a gentleman. Cardinal Manning must surely have looked like that when he was an Anglican curate. So austere was the young man's face, yet so gentle, so engaging. ' Mademoiselle has just arrived to-day ? ' he said interrogatively, in the pure, sweet French of the Fau- bourg Saint-Germain. Ivy could see at a glance he felt she was shy of him, and was trying to reassure her. ' What a beautiful sunset we 've had ! What light ! What colour ! ' His voice rang so soft that Ivy plucked up heart of grace to answer him boldly in her own pretty variation of the Ollendorffian dialect, 'Yes, it was splendid, splendid. This is the first time I visit the Mediterranean, and coming from the cold North, its beauty takes my breath away.' ' Mademoiselle is French, then ? ' the young priest asked, with the courtly flattery that sits so naturally on his countrymen. ' No, English ? Really ! And nevertheless 69 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE you speak with a charming accent. But all English ladies speak French to-day. Yes, this place is lovely: nothing lovelier on the coast. I went up this evening to the hill that forms the centre of our little promontory ' 'The hill with the lighthouse that we passed on our way ? ' Ivy asked, proud at heart that she could remember the word phare off-hand, without reference to the dictionary. The Abbe bowed. 'Yes, the hill with the lighthouse/ he answered, hardly venturing to correct her by making phare masculine. ' There is there a sanctuary of Our Lady Notre-Dame de la Garoupe, and I mounted up to it by the Chemin de la Croix, to make my devotions. And after spending a little half-hour all alone in the oratory, I went out upon the platform, and sat at the foot of the cross, and looked before me upon the view. Oh, mademoiselle, how shall I say ? it was divine ! it was beautiful ! The light from the setting sun touched up those spotless temples of the eternal snow with the rosy radiance of an angel's wing. It was a prayer in marble. One would think the white and common daylight, streaming through some dim cathedral window, made rich with figures, was falling in crimson palpitations on the clasped hands of some alabaster saint so glorious was it, so beautiful ! ' Ivy smiled at his enthusiasm : it was so like her own and yet, oh, so different ! But she admired the young Abbe, all the same, for not being ashamed of his faith. What English curate would have dared to board a stranger like that with such a winning confidence that the stranger would share his own point of view of things ? And then the touch of poetry that he threw into it all was so deli- cately mediaeval. Ivy looked at him and smiled again. The priest had certainly begun by creating a favourable impression. All through dinner, her new acquaintance talked to her uninterruptedly. Ivy was quite charmed to see how far her 70 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE meagre French would carry her. And her neighbour was so polite, so grave, so attentive. He never seemed to notice her mistakes of gender, her little errors of tense or mood or syntax; he caught rapidly at what she meant when she paused for a word : he finished her sentences for her better than she could have done them herself: he never suggested, he never corrected, he never faltered, but he helped her out, as it were, unconsciously, without ever seeming to help her. In a word, he had the manners of a born gentleman, with the polish and the grace of good French society. And then, whatever he said was so interesting and so well put. A tinge of Celtic imagination lighted up all his talk. He was well read in his own literature, and in English and German too. Nothing could have been more unlike Ivy's pre- conceived idea of the French Catholic priest the rotund and rubicund village cure. The man was tall, slim, pathetic, poetical-looking, with piercing black eyes, and features of striking and statuesque beauty. But above all, Ivy felt now that he was earnest, and human intensely human. Once only, when conversation rose loud across the table, the Abbe ventured to ask, with bated breath, in a candid tone of inquiry, ' Mademoiselle is Catholic ? ' Ivy looked down at her plate as she answered in a timid voice, 'No, monsieur, Anglican/ Then she added, half apologetically, with a deprecating smile, ' 'Tis the religion of my country, you know.' For she feared she shocked him. f Perfectly/ the Abbe answered, with a sweet smile of resigned regret ; and he murmured something half to himself in the Latin tongue, which Ivy didn't understand. It was a verse from the Vulgate, ' Other sheep have I which are not of this fold : them also will I bring in/ For he was a tolerant man, though devout, that Abbe, and Mademoiselle was charming. Had not even the Church 71 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE itself held that Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, I know not how many more and then, Mademoiselle no doubt erred through ignorance of the Faith, and the teaching of her parents ! After dinner they strolled out into the great entrance- hall. The Abbe, with a courtly bow, went off, half reluctant, in another direction. On a table close by, the letters that came by the evening post lay displayed in long rows for visitors to claim their own. With true feminine curiosity, Ivy glanced over the names of her fellow-guests. One struck her at once ' M. 1'Abbe de Kermadec.' 'That must be our priest, Aunt Emma,' she said, looking close at it. And the English barrister with the loud voice, who sat opposite her at table, made answer, somewhat bluffly, ( Yes, that 's the priest, M. Guy de Kermadec. You can see with half an eye he 's above the common ruck of 'em. Be- longs to a very distinguished Breton family, so I 'm told. Of late years, you know, there 's been a reaction in France in favour of piety. It 's the mode to be devot. The Royalists think religion goes hand in hand with legitimacy. So several noble families send a younger son into the Church now again, as before the Revolution make a decorative Abbe of him. It 's quite the thing, as times go. The eldest son of the Kermadecs is a marquis, I believe one of their trumpery marquee's has a chateau in Morbihan the second son 's in a cavalry regiment, and serves La France ; the third 's in the Church, and saves the souls of the family. That 's the way they do now. Division of labour, don't you see ! Number one plays, number two fights, number three prays. Land, army, piety/ ' Oh, indeed/ Ivy answered, shrinking into her shell at once. She didn't know why, but it jarred upon her some- how to hear the English barrister with the loud bluff voice speak like that about her neighbour. M. Guy de Kermadec was of gentler mould, she felt sure, than the barrister's coarse red hands should handle. 72 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE They stayed there some weeks. Aunt Emma's lungs were endowed with a cavity. So Aunt Emma did little but sun herself on the terrace, and chirp to the canary, and look across at the Esterel. But Ivy was strong, her limbs were a tomboy's, and she wandered about by herself to her heart's content over that rocky peninsula. On her first morning at the Cape, indeed, she strolled out alone, following a footpath that led through a green strip of pine-wood, fragrant on either side with lentisk scrub and rosemary. It brought her out upon the sea, near the very end of the promontory, at a spot where white rocks, deeply honeycombed by the ceaseless spray of centuries, lay tossed in wild confusion, stack upon stack, rent and fissured. Low bushes, planed level by the wind, sloped gradually upward. A douaniers trail threaded the rugged maze. Ivy turned to the left and followed it on, well pleased, past huge tors and deep gullies. Here and there, taking advantage of the tilt of the strata, the sea had worn itself great caves and blow-holes. A slight breeze was rolling breakers up these miniature gorges. Ivy stood and watched them tumble in, the deep peacock blue of the outer sea changing at once into white foam as they curled over and shattered themselves on the green slimy reefs that blocked their progress. By and by she reached a spot where a clump of tall aloes, with prickly points, grew close to the edge of the rocks in true African luxuriance. Just beyond them, on the brink, a man sat bareheaded, his legs dangling over a steep under- mined cliff. The limestone was tilted up there at such an acute angle that the crag overhung the sea by a yard or two, and waves dashed themselves below into a thick rain of spray without wetting the top. Ivy had clambered half out to the edge before she saw who the man was. Then he turned his head at the sound of her footfall, and sprang to his feet hastily. 73 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE ' Take care, mademoiselle,' he said, holding his round hat in his left hand, and stretching out his right to steady her. ' Such spots as these are hardly meant for skirts like yours or mine. One false step, and over you go. I 'm a pretty strong swimmer myself our Breton sea did so much for me ; but no swimmer on earth could live against the force of those crushing breakers. They 'd catch a man on their crests, and pound him to a jelly on the jagged needles of rock. They 'd hurl him on to the crumbling pinnacles, and then drag him back with their undertow, and crush him at last, as in a gigantic mortar, till every trait, every feature, was indistinguishable/ ' Thank you,' Ivy answered, taking his proffered hand as innocently as she would have taken her father's curate's. e It's just beautiful out here, isn't it?' She seated herself on the ledge near the spot where he had been sitting. e How grandly the waves roll in ! ' she cried, eyeing them with girlish delight. ' Do you come here often, M. 1'Abbe ? ' The Abbe gazed at her, astonished. How strange are the ways of these English ! He was a priest, to be sure, a celibate by profession ; but he was young, he was handsome he knew he was good-looking ; and mademoiselle was unmarried ! This chance meeting embarrassed him, to say the truth, far more than it did Ivy though Ivy too was shy, and a little conscious blush that just tinged her soft cheek, made her look, the Abbe noted, even prettier than ever. But still, if he was a priest, he was also a gentleman. So, after a moment's demur, he sat down, a little way off further off, indeed, than the curate would have thought it necessary to sit from her and answered very gravely in that soft low voice of his, ' Yes, I come here often, very often. It 's my favourite seat. On these rocks one seems to lose sight of the world and the work of man's hand, and to stand face to face with the eternal and the infinite/ He waved his arm, as he spoke, towards the horizon, vaguely. 74 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE f I like it for its wildness,' Ivy said simply. ' These crags are so beautiful.' ' Yes/ the young priest answered, looking across at them pensively, ' I like to think, for my part, that for thousands of years the waves have been dashing against them,, day and night, night and day, in a ceaseless rhythm,, since the morning of the creation. I like to think that before ever a Phocaean galley steered its virgin trip into the harbour of Antipolis, this honeycombing had begun ; that when the Holy Maries of the Sea passed by our Cape on their miraculous voyage to the mouths of the Rhone, they saw this headland, precisely as we see it to-day, on their starboard bow, all weather-eaten and weather-beaten.' Ivy lounged with her feet dangling over the edge, as the Abbe had done before. The Abbe sat and looked at her in fear and trembling. If mademoiselle were to slip, now. His heart came up in his mouth at the thought. He was a priest, to be sure ; but at seven-and-twenty, mark you well, even priests are human. They, too, have hearts. Anatomically they resemble the rest of their kind ; it is only the cassock that makes the outer difference. But Ivy sat talking in her imperfect French, with very little sense of how much trouble she was causing him. She didn't know that the Abbe, too, trembled on the very brink of a precipice. But his was a moral one. By and by she rose. The Abbe stretched out his hand, and lent it to her politely. He could do no less; yet the touch of her ungloved fingers thrilled him. What a pity so fair a lamb should stray so far from the true fold ! Had Our Lady brought him this chance ? Was it his duty to lead her, to guide her, to save her ? ' Which is the way to the lighthouse hill?' Ivy asked him carelessly. The words seemed to his full heart like a sacred omen. For on the lighthouse hill, as on all high places in Provence, 75 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE stood also a lighthouse of the soul, a sanctuary of Our Lady, that Notre-Dame de la Garoupe whereof he had told her yesterday. And of her own accord she had asked the way now to Our Lady's shrine. He would guide her like a beacon. This was the finger of Providence. Sure, Our Lady herself had put the thought into the heart of her. 'I go that way myself,' he said, rejoicing. f lf made- moiselle will allow me, I will show her the path. Every day I go up there to make my devotions.' As they walked by the seaward trail, and climbed the craggy little hill, the Abbe discoursed very pleasantly about many things. Not religion alone ; he was a priest, but no bigot. An enthusiast for the sea, as becomes a Morbihan man, he loved it from every point of view, as swimmer, yachtsman, rower, landscape artist. His talk was of dangers confronted on stormy nights along the Ligurian coast ; of voyages to Corsica, to the Channel Islands, to Bilbao ; of great swims about Sark ; of climbs among the bare summits over yonder by Turbia. And he was wide-minded too ; for he spoke with real affection of a certain neighbour of theirs in Morbihan ; he was proud of the great writer's pure Breton blood, though he deprecated his opinions 'But he's so kind and good after all, that dear big Renan ! ' Ivy started with surprise ; not so had she heard the noblest living master of French prose discussed and described in their Warwick- shire rectory, But every moment she saw yet clearer that anything more unlike her preconceived idea of a Catholic priest than this ardent young Celt could hardly be imagined. Fervent and fervid, he led the conversation like one who spoke with tongues. For herself she said little by the way ; her French halted sadly; but she listened with real pleasure to the full flowing stream of the young man's discourse. After all, she knew now, he was a young man at least not human alone, but vivid and virile as well, in spite of his petticoats. 76 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE People forget too often that putting on a soutane doesn't necessarily make a strong nature feminine. At the top of the lighthouse hill Ivy paused, delighted Worlds opened before her. To right and left, in rival beauty, spread a glorious panorama. She stood and gazed at it entranced. She had plenty of time indeed to drink in to the full those two blue bays, with their contrasted mountain barriers snowy Alps to the east, purple Esterel to westward for the Abbe had gone into the rustic chapel to make his devotions. When he came out again, curiosity tempted Ivy for a moment into that bare little whitewashed barn. It was a Proven9al fisher shrine of the rudest antique type ; its gaudy Madonna, tricked out with paper flowers, stood under a crude blue canopy, set with tinsel-gilt stars ; the rough walls hung thick with ex-voto's of coarse and naive execu- tion. Here, sailors in peril emerged from a watery grave by the visible appearance of Our Lady issuing in palpable wood from a very solid cloud of golden glory ; there, a gig going down hill was stopped forcibly from above with hands laid on the reins by Our Lady in person; and yonder, again, a bursting gun did nobody any harm, for had not Our Lady caught the fragments in her own stiff fingers ? Ivy gazed with a certain hushed awe at these nascent efforts of art ; such a gulf seemed to yawn between that tawdry little oratory and the Abbe's own rich and cultivated nature. Yet he went to pray there ! For the next three weeks Ivy saw much of M. Guy de Kermadec. She taught him lawn-tennis, which he learned, indeed, with ease. At first, to be sure, the English in the hotel rather derided the idea of lawn-tennis in a cassock. But the Abbe was an adept at the jeu de paume, which had already educated his hand and eye, and he dropped into the new game so quickly, in spite of the soutane, which sadly im- peded his running, that even the Cambridge undergraduate with the budding moustache was forced to acknowledge ' the 77 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE Frenchy ' a formidable competitor. And then Ivy met him often in his strolls round the coast. He used to sit and sketch among the rocks, perched high on the most inacces- sible pinnacles ; and Ivy, it must be admitted, though she hardly knew why herself so innocent is youth, so too dan- gerously innocent went oftenest by the paths where she was likeliest to meet him. There she would watch the pro- gress of his sketch, and criticise and admire ; and in the end, when she rose to go, native politeness made it impossible for the Abbe to let her walk home unprotected, so he accom- panied her back by the coast path to the hotel garden. Ivy hardly noticed that as he reached it he almost invariably lifted his round hat at once and dismissed her, unofficially as it were, to the society of her compatriots. But the Abbe, more used to the ways of the world and of France, knew well how unwise it was of him a man of the Church to walk with a young girl alone so often in the country. A priest should be circumspect. Day after day, slowly, very slowly, the truth began to dawn by degrees upon the Abbe de Kermadec that he was in love with Ivy. At first, he fought the idea tooth and nail, like an evil vision. He belonged to the Church, the Bride of Heaven : what had such as he to do with mere carnal desires and earthly longings ? But day by day, as Ivy met him, and talked with him more confidingly, her French growing more fluent by leaps and bounds under that able tutor Love, whose face as yet she recognised not nature began to prove too strong for the Abbe's resolution. He found her company sweet. The position was so strange, and to him so incomprehensible. If Ivy had been a French girl, of course he could never have seen so much of her : her mother or her maid would have mounted guard over her night and day. Only with a married woman could he have involved himself so deeply in France : and then, the sinful- ness of their intercourse would have been clear from the 78 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE very outset to both alike of them. But what charmed and attracted him most in Ivy was just her English innocence. She was so gentle, so guileless. This pure creature of God's never seemed to be aware she was doing grievously wrong. The man who had voluntarily resigned all hope or chance of chaste love was now irresistibly led on by the very force of the spell he had renounced for ever. And yet how hard it is for us to throw ourselves com- pletely into somebody else's attitude ! So French was he, so Catholic, that he couldn't quite understand the full depth of Ivy's innocence. This girl who could walk and talk so freely with a priest surely she must be aware of what thing she was doing. She must know she was leading him and her- self into a dangerous love, a love that could end in none but a guilty conclusion. So thinking, and praying, and fighting against it, and despising himself, the young Abbe yet persisted half un- awares on the path of destruction. His hot Celtic imagina- tion proved too much for his self-control. All night long he lay awake, tossing and turning on his bed, alternately muttering fervent prayers to Our Lady, and building up for himself warm visions of his next meeting with Ivy. In the morning, he would rise up early, and go afoot to the shrine of Notre-Dame de la Garoupe, and cry aloud with fiery zeal for help, that he might be delivered from temptation : and then he would turn along the coast, towards his accustomed seat, looking out eagerly for the rustle of Ivy's dress among the cistus-bushes. When at last he met her, a great wave passed over him like a blush. He thrilled from head to foot. He grew cold. He trembled inwardly. Not for nothing had he lived near the monastery of St. Gildas de Rhuys. For such a Heloise as that, what priest would not gladly become a second Abelard ? One morning, he met her by his overhanging ledge. The sea was rough. The waves broke grandly. 79 THE ABBE'S REPENTANCE Ivy came up to him, with that conscious blush of hers just mantling her fair cheek. She liked him very much. But she was only eighteen. At eighteen a girl hardly knows when she 's in love. But she vaguely suspects it. The Abbe held out his hand. Ivy took it with a frank smile. ' Bonjour, M. de Kermadec ! ' she said lightly. She always addressed him so not as M. I'Abbe, now. Was that intentional, he wondered ? He took it to mean that she tried to forget his ecclesiastical position. f La tante Emma ' should guard her treasure in an earthen vessel more carefully. Why do these Protestants tempt us priests with their innocent girls ? He led her to a seat, and gazed at her like a lover, his heart beating hard, and his knees trembling violently. He must speak to her to-day. Though what, he knew not. He meant her no harm. He was too passionate, too pure, too earnest for that. But he meant her no good either. He meant nothing, nothing. Before her face he was a bark driven rudderless by the breeze. He only knew he loved her : she must be his. His passion hallowed his act. And she too, she loved him. Leaning one hand on the rock, he talked to her for a while, he hardly knew what. He saw she was tremulous. She looked down and blushed often. That intangible, incom- prehensible, invisible something that makes lovers subtly conscious of one another's mood had told her how he felt towards her. She tingled to the finger-tips. It was sweet to be there oh, how sweet, yet how hopeless ! Romance to her : to him, sin, death, infamy. At last he leaned across to her. She had answered him back once more about some trifle, ' Mais, oui, M. de Kerma- dec/ ( Why this " monsieur " ? ' the priest asked boldly, gazing deep into her startled eyes. ' Je m'appelle Guy, mademoiselle. Why not Guy then Ivy ? ' At the word her heart gave a bound. He had said it ! 80 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE He had said it ! He loved her ; oh, how delicious ! She could have cried for joy at that implied avowal. But she drew herself up for all that, like a pure-minded English girl that she was, and answered with a red flush, ' Because it would be wrong, monsieur. You know very well, as things are, I cannot/ What a flush ! what a halo ! Madonna and vows were all forgotten now. The Abbe flung himself forward in one wild burst of passion. He gazed in her eyes, and all was lost. His hot Celtic soul poured itself forth in full flood. He loved her : he adored her : she should be his and his only. He had fought against it. But love love had conquered. ' Oh, Ivy/ he cried passionately, ' you will not refuse me ! You will be mine and mine only. You will love me as I love you ! ' Ivy's heart broke forth too. She looked at him and melted. 'Guy/ she answered, first framing the truth to herself in that frank confession, ' I love you in return. I have loved you since the very first moment I saw you.' The Abbe seized her hand, and raised it rapturously to his lips. ' My beloved/ he cried, rosy red, ' you are mine, you are mine and I am yours for ever.' Ivy drew back a little, somewhat abashed and alarmed by his evident ardour. ' I wonder if I 'm doing wrong ? ' she cried, with the piteous uncertainty of early youth. ' Your vows, you know ! your vows ! How will you ever get rid of them ? ' The Abbe gazed at her astonished. What could this angel mean ? She wondered if she was doing wrong ! Get rid of his vows ! He, a priest, to make love ! What naivete ! What innocence ! But he was too hot to repent. ' My vows ! ' he cried, fling- ing them from him with both hands into the sea. ' Ivy, let them go ! Let the waves bear them off ! What are they to me now ? I renounce them ! I have done with them ! ' F 81 THE ABB&S REPENTANCE Ivy looked at him, breathing deep. Why, he loved her indeed. For she knew how devoted he was, how earnest, how Catholic. 'Then you'll join our Church/ she said simply, ' and give up your orders and marry me ! ' If a thunderbolt had fallen at the young priest's feet, its effect could not have been more crushing, more instan- taneous, more extraordinary. In a moment, he had come to himself again, cooled, astonished, horrified. Oh, what had he said ? What had he done ? What vile sin had he committed ? Not against Heaven, now, or the saints, for of that and his own soul he thought just then but little : but against that pure young girl whom he loved, that sweet creature of innocence ! And how could he ever explain to her? How retract? How excuse himself? Even to at- tempt an explanation would be sheer treason to her purity. The thought in his mind was too unholy for her to hear. To tell her what he meant would be a crime, a sin, a bassesse \ He saw it in an instant, how the matter would envisage itself to her un-Catholic mind. She could never understand that to him, a single fall, a temporary backsliding, was but a subject for repentance, confession, absolution, pardon: while to renounce his orders, renounce his Church, contract a marriage that in his eyes would be no marriage at all, but a living lie, was to continue in open sin, to degrade and dis- honour her. For her own sake, even, if saints and Madonna were not, Guy de Kermadec could never consent so to taint and to sully her. That pure soul was too dear to him. He had dreamed for a moment, indeed, of foul wrong, in the white heat of passion : all men may be misled for a moment of impulse by the strong demon within them : but to per- severe in such wrong, to go on sinning openly, flagrantly, shamelessly Guy de Kermadec drew back from the bare idea with disdain. As priest and as gentleman alike, he looked down upon it and contemned it. 82 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE The reaction was profound. For a minute or two he gazed into Ivy's face like one spellbound. He paused and hesitated. What way out of this maze ? How on earth could he undeceive her ? Then suddenly, with a loud cry, he sprang to his feet like one shot, and stood up by the edge of the rocks in his long black soutane. He held out his hands to raise her. ' Mademoiselle/ he groaned aloud from his heart, in a very broken tone, ' I have done wrong grievous wrong : I have sinned against Heaven and against you, and am no more worthy to be called a priest.' He raised his voice solemnly. It was the voice of a bruised and wounded creature. ' Go back ! ' he cried once more, waving her away from him as from one polluted. 'You can never forgive me. But at least, go back. I should have cut out my tongue rather than have spoken so to you. I am a leper a wild beast. Ten thousand times over, I crave your pardon/ Ivy gazed at him, thunderstruck. In her innocence, she hardly knew what the man even meant. But she saw her romance had toppled over to its base, and shattered itself to nothing. Slowly she rose, and took his hand across the rocks to steady her. They reached the track in silence. As they gained it, the Abbe raised his hat for the last time, and turned away bitterly. He took the path to the right. Obedient to his gesture, Ivy went to the left. Back to the hotel she went, lingering, with a heart like a stone, locked herself up in her own room, and cried long and silently. But as for Guy de Kermadec, all on fire with his remorse, he walked fast along the sea-shore, over the jagged rock path, toward the town of Antibes. Through the narrow streets of the old city he made his way, like a blind man, to the house of a priest whom he knew. His heart was seething now with regret and shame and horror. What vile thing was this wherewith he, a priest of God, had ventured to affront the pure innocence of a 83 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE maiden ? What unchastity had he forced on the chaste eyes of girlhood ? Ivy had struck him dumb by her very freedom from all guile. And it was she, the heretic, for whose soul he had wrestled in prayer with Our Lady, who had brought him back with a bound to the consciousness of sin, and the knowledge of purity, from the very brink of a precipice. He knocked at the door of his friend's house like a moral leper. His brother-priest received him kindly. Guy de Kerma- dec was pale, but his manner was wild, like one mad with frenzy. ' Mon pere/ he said straight out, ' I have come to confess, in articulo mortis. I feel I shall die to-night. I have a warning from Our Lady. I ask you for absolution, a bless- ing, the holy sacrament, extreme unction. If you refuse them, I die. Give me God at your peril.' The elder priest hesitated. How could he give the host otherwise than to a person fasting? How administer ex- treme unction save to a dying man ? But Guy de Kermadec, in his fiery haste, overbore all scrupulous ecclesiastical objec- tions. He was a dying man, he cried : Our Lady's own warning was surely more certain than the guess or conjecture of a mere earthly doctor. The viaticum he demanded, and the viaticum he must have. He was to die that night. He knew it. He was sure of it. He knelt down and confessed. He would brook no re- fusal. The country priest, all amazed, sat and listened to him, breathless. Once or twice he drew his sleek hand over his full fat face doubtfully. The strange things this hot Breton said to him were beyond his comprehension. They spoke different languages. How could he, good easy soul, with his cut-and-dried theology, fathom the fiery depths of that volcanic bosom ? He nursed his chin in suspense, and marvelled. Other priests had gone astray. Why this wild fever of repentance ? Other women had been tempted. Why this passionate tenderness for the sensibilities of a mere 84 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE English heretic? Other girls had sinned outright. Why this horror at the harm done to her in intention only ? But to Guy de Kermadec himself it was a crime of lese- majeste against a young girl's purity. A crime whose very nature it would be criminal to explain to her. A crime that he could only atone with his life. Apology was impossible. Explanation was treason. Nothing remained for it now but the one resource of silence. In an orgy of penitence, the young priest confessed, and received absolution : he took the viaticum, trembling ; he obtained extreme unction. Then, with a terrible light in his eyes, he went into a stationer's shop, and in tremulous lines wrote a note, which he posted to Ivy. ( Tres chere dame,' it said simply, ' you will see me no more. This morning, I offered, half unawares, a very great wrong to you. Your own words, and Our Lady's interven- tion, brought me back to myself. Thank Heaven, it was in time. I might have wronged you more. My last prayers are for your pure soul. Pray for mine and forgive me. Adieu ! GUY DE KERMADEC,' After that, he strode out to the Cape once more. It was growing dark by that time, for he was long at Antibes. He walked with fiery eagerness to the edge of the cliff, where he had sat with joy that morning where he had sat before so often. The brink of the rocks was wet with salt spray, very smooth and slippery. The Abbe stood up, and looked over at the black water. The Church makes suicide a sin, and he would obey the Church. But no canon prevents one from leaning over the edge of a cliff, to admire the dark waves. They rolled in with a thud, and broke in sheets of white spray against the honeycombed base of the rock, in- visible beneath him. * Si dextra tua tibi offenderit/ they said, in their long slow 85 THE ABBA'S REPENTANCE chant 'si dextra tua tibi offenderit.' If thy right hand offend thee, cut it off. And Ivy was dearer to him than his own right hand. Yet not for that, oh Mary, Star of the Sea, not for that ; nor yet for his own salvation ; let him burn, if need were, in nethermost hell, to atone this error but for that pure maid's sake, and for the cruel wrong he had put upon her. ' Oh, Our Lady of the Seven Sorrows/ he cried, wringing his hands in his agony, f who wert a Virgin thyself, help and succour this virgin in her own great sorrow. Thou knowest her innocence, her guilelessness, her simplicity, and the harm beyond healing that I wrought her unawares. Oh, blot it out of her pure white soul and bless her. Thou knowest that for her sake alone, and to undo this sin to her, I stand here to-night, on the brink of the precipice. Queen of the Waves, Our Lady of the Look-out, if the sacrifice please thee, take me thus to thine own bosom. Let thy billows rise up and blot out my black sin. Oh, Mary, hear me ! Stella marts adesto ! ' He stood there for hours, growing colder and stiffer. It was quite dark now, and the sea was rising. Yet still he prayed on, and still the spray dashed upward. At last, as he prayed in the dim night, erect, with bare head, a great wave broke higher than ever over the rocks below him. With a fierce joy, Guy de Kermadec felt it thrill through the thickness of the cliff: then it rose in a head, and burst upon him with a roar like the noise of thunder. He lost his footing, and fell, clutching at the jagged pinnacles for sup- port, into the deep trough below. There, the billows caught him up, and pounded him on the sharp crags. Thank Heaven for that mercy ! Our Lady had heard his last prayer. Mary, full of grace, had been pleased to succour him. With a penance of blood, from torn hands and feet, was he expiating his sin against Heaven and against Ivy. Next morning, the douanier, pacing the shore alone, saw a dead body entangled among the sharp rocks by the precipice. 86 THE ABB^S REPENTANCE Climbing down on hands and knees, he fished it out with difficulty, and ran to fetch a gendarme. The face was beaten to a jelly, past all recognition, and the body was mangled in a hideous fashion. But it wore a rent soutane, all in ribbons on the rocks ; and the left third finger bore a signet-ring with a coat of arms and the motto, ' Foy d'un Kermadec/ Ivy is still unwed. No eye but hers has ever seen Guy de Kermadec's last letter. 87 V WOLVERDEN TOWER WOLVERDEN TOWER I MAISIE LLEWELYN had never been asked to Wolverden before ; therefore, she was not a little elated at Mrs. West's invitation. For Wolverden Hall, one of the loveliest Elizabethan manor-houses in the Weald of Kent, had been bought and fitted up in appropriate style (the phrase is the upholsterer's) by Colonel West, the famous millionaire from South Australia. The Colonel had lavished upon it untold wealth, fleeced from the backs of ten thousand sheep and an equal number of his fellow-countrymen ; and Wolverden was now, if not the most beautiful, at least the most opulent country-house within easy reach of London. Mrs. West was waiting at the station to meet Maisie. The house was full of Christmas guests already, it is true ; but Mrs. West was a model of stately, old-fashioned courtesy : she would not have omitted meeting one among the number on any less excuse than a royal command to appear at Windsor. She kissed Maisie on both cheeks she had always been fond of Maisie and, leaving tw r o haughty young aristocrats (in powdered hair and blue-and-gold livery) to hunt up her luggage by the light of nature, sailed forth with her through the door to the obsequious carriage. The drive up the avenue to W r olverden Hall Maisie found quite delicious. Even in their leafless winter condition the 91 WOLVERDEN TOWER great limes looked so noble; and the ivy-covered hall at the end, with its mullioned windows, its Inigo Jones porch, and its creeper-clad gables, was as picturesque a building as the ideals one sees in Mr. Abbey's sketches. If only Arthur Hume had been one of the party now, Maisie's joy would have been complete. But what was the use of thinking so much about Arthur Hume, when she didn't even know whether Arthur Hume cared for her? A tall, slim girl, Maisie Llewelyn, with rich black hair, and ethereal features, as became a descendant of Llewelyn ap lorwerth the sort of girl we none of us would have called anything more than 'interesting' till Rossetti and Burne-Jones found eyes for us to see that the type is beautiful with a deeper beauty than that of your obvious pink-and-white prettiness. Her eyes, in particular, had a lustrous depth that was almost superhuman, and her fingers and nails were strangely transparent in their waxen softness. 'You won't mind my having put you in a ground-floor room in the new wing, my dear, will you ? ' Mrs West inquired, as she led Maisie personally to the quarters chosen for her. ' You see, we 're so unusually full, because of these tableaux ! ' Maisie gazed round the ground-floor room in the new wing with eyes of mute wonder. If this was the kind of lodging for which Mrs. West thought it necessary to apologise, Maisie wondered of what sort were those better rooms which she gave to the guests she delighted to honour. It was a large and exquisitely decorated chamber, with the softest and deepest Oriental carpet Maisie's feet had ever felt, and the daintiest curtains her eyes had ever lighted upon. True, it opened by French windows on to what was nominally the ground in front ; but as the Italian terrace, with its formal balustrade and its great stone balls, was raised several feet above the level of the sloping garden 92 WOLVERDEN TOWER below, the room was really on the first floor for all practical purposes. Indeed, Maisie rather liked the unwonted sense of space and freedom which was given by this easy access to the world without; and, as the windows were secured by great shutters and fasteners, she had no counterbalancing fear lest a nightly burglar should attempt to carry off her little pearl necklet or her amethyst brooch, instead of directing his whole attention to Mrs. West's famous dia- mond tiara. She moved naturally to the window. She was fond of nature. The view it disclosed over the Weald at her feet was wide and varied. Misty range lay behind misty range, in a faint December haze, receding and receding, till away to the south, half hidden by vapour, the Sussex downs loomed vague in the distance. The village church, as happens so often in the case of old lordly manors, stood within the grounds of the Hall, and close by the house. It had been built, her hostess said, in the days of the Edwards, but had portions of an older Saxon edifice still enclosed in the chancel. The one eyesore in the view was its new white tower, recently restored (or rather, rebuilt), which contrasted most painfully with the mellow grey stone and mouldering corbels of the nave and transept. ' What a pity it 's been so spoiled ! ' Maisie exclaimed, looking across at the tower. Coming straight as she did from a Merioneth rectory, she took an ancestral interest in all that concerned churches. ' Oh, my dear!' Mrs. West cried, 'please don't say that, I beg of you, to the Colonel. If you were to murmur " spoiled " to him you 'd wreck his digestion. He 's spent ever so much money over securing the foundations and reproducing the sculpture on the old tower we took down, and it breaks his dear heart when anybody disapproves of it. For some people, you know, are so absurdly opposed to reasonable restoration.' 93 WOLVERDEN TOWER f Oh, but this isn't even restoration, you know/ Maisie said, with the frankness of twenty, and the specialist interest of an antiquary's daughter. 'This is pure recon- struction/ ' Perhaps so,' Mrs. West answered. ' But if you think so, my dear, don't breathe it at Wolverden.' A fire, of ostentatiously wealthy dimensions, and of the best glowing coal, burned bright on the hearth ; but the day was' mild, and hardly more than autumnal. Maisie found the room quite unpleasantly hot. She opened the windows and stepped out on the terrace. Mrs. West followed her. They paced up and down the broad gravelled platform for a while Maisie had not yet taken off her travelling-cloak and hat and then strolled half uncon- sciously towards the gate of the church. The churchyard, to hide the tombstones of which the parapet had been erected, was full of quaint old monuments, with broken- nosed cherubs, some of them dating from a comparatively early period. The porch, with its sculptured niches deprived of their saints by puritan hands, was still rich and beautiful in its carved detail. On the seat inside an old woman was sitting. She did not rise as the lady of the manor ap- proached, but went on mumbling and muttering inarticu- lately to herself in a sulky undertone. Still, Maisie was aware, none the less, that the moment she came near a strange light gleamed suddenly in the old woman's eyes, and that her glance was fixed upon her. A faint thrill of recognition seemed to pass like a flash through her palsied body. Maisie knew not why, but she was dimly afraid of the old woman's gaze upon her. ' It 's a lovely old church ! ' Maisie said, looking up at the trefoil finials on the porch ' all, except the tower.' ' We had to reconstruct it,' Mrs. West answered apologeti- cally Mrs. West's general attitude in life was apologetic, as though she felt she had no right to so much more money WOLVERDEN TOWER than her fellow-creatures. 'It would have fallen if we hadn't done something to buttress it up. It was really in a most dangerous and critical condition.' 'Lies! lies! lies!' the old woman burst out suddenly, though in a strange, low tone, as if speaking to herself. ' It would not have fallen they knew it would not. It could not have fallen. It would never have fallen if they had not destroyed it. And even then I was there when they pulled it down each stone clung to each, with arms and legs and hands and claws, till they burst them asunder by main force with their new-fangled stuff I don't know what they call it dynamite, or something. It was all of it done for one man's vainglory ! ' 'Come away, dear/ Mrs. West whispered. But Maisie loitered. 'Wolverden Tower was fasted thrice/ the old woman continued, in a sing-song quaver. 'It was fasted thrice with souls of maids against every assault of man or devil. It was fasted at the foundation against earthquake and ruin. It was fasted at the top against thunder and lightning. It was fasted in the middle against storm and battle. And there it would have stood for a thousand years if a wicked man had not raised a vainglorious hand against it. For that 's what the rhyme says ' Fasted thrice with souls of men, Stands the tower of Wolverden ; Fasted thrice with maidens' blood, A thousand years of fire and flood Shall see it stand as erst it stood.' She paused a moment, then, raising one skinny hand towards the brand-new stone, she went on in the same voice, but with malignant fervour e A thousand years the tower shall stand Till ill assailed by evil hand ; 95 WOLVERDEN TOWER By evil hand in evil hour, Fasted thrice with warlock's power, Shall fall the stanes of Wulfhere's tower. ' She tottered off as she ended, and took her seat on the edge of a depressed vault in the churchyard close by, still eyeing Maisie Llewelyn with a weird and curious glance, almost like the look which a famishing man casts upon the food in a shop-window. ' Who is she ? ' Maisie asked, shrinking away in undefined terror. ' Oh, old Bessie/ Mrs. West answered, looking more apologetic (for the parish) than ever. ' She 's always hanging about here. She has nothing else to do, and she 's an outdoor pauper. You see, that 's the worst of having the church in one's grounds, which is otherwise picturesque and romantic and baronial ; the road to it 's public ; you must admit all the world ; and old Bessie will come here. The servants are afraid of her. They say she 's a witch. She has the evil eye, and she drives girls to suicide. But they cross her hand with silver all the same, and she tells them their fortunes gives them each a butler. She's full of dreadful stories about Wolverden Church stories to make your blood run cold, my dear, compact with old supersti- tions and murders, and so forth. And they're true, too, that's the worst of them. She's quite a character. Mr. Blaydes, the antiquary, is really attached to her; he says she 's now the sole living repository of the traditional folk- lore and history of the parish. But I don't care for it myself. It " gars one greet," as we say in Scotland. Too much burying alive in it, don't you know, my dear, to quite suit my fancy.' They turned back as she spoke towards the carved wooden lych-gate, one of the oldest and most exquisite of its class in England. When they reached the vault by WOLVERDEN TOWER whose doors old Bessie was seated, Maisie turned once more to gaze at the pointed lancet windows of the Early English choir, and the still more ancient dog-tooth ornament of the ruined Norman Lady Chapel. ' How solidly it 's built ! ' she exclaimed, looking up at the arches which alone survived the fury of the Puritan. f It really looks as if it would last for ever.' Old Bessie had bent her head, and seemed to be whisper- ing something at the door of the vault. But at the sound she raised her eyes, and, turning her wizened face towards the lady of the manor, mumbled through her few remaining fang-like teeth an old local saying, 'Bradbury for length, Wolverden for strength, and Church Hatton for beauty ! f Three brothers builded churches three ; And fasted thrice each church shall be : Fasted thrice with maidens' blood, To make them safe from fire and flood ; Fasted thrice with souls of men, Hatton, Bradbury, Wolverden ! ' ' Come away/ Maisie said, shuddering. f I 'm afraid of that woman. Why was she whispering at the doors of the vault down there ? I don't like the look of her/ 4 My dear/ Mrs. West answered, in no less terrified a tone, ' I will confess I don't like the look of her myself. I wish she'd leave the place. I've tried to make her. The Colonel offered her fifty pounds down and a nice cottage in Surrey if only she'd go she frightens me so much; but she wouldn't hear of it. She said she must stop by the bodies of her dead that 's her style, don't you see : a sort of modern ghoul, a degenerate vampire and from the bodies of her dead in Wolverden Church no living soul should ever move her/ 97 WOLVERDEN TOWER II For dinner Maisie wore her white satin Empire dress, high- waisted, low-necked, and cut in the bodice with a certain baby-like simplicity of style which exactly suited her strange and uncanny type of beauty. She was very much admired. She felt it, and it pleased her. The young man who took her in, a subaltern of engineers, had no eyes for any one else ; while old Admiral Wade, who sat opposite her with a plain and skinny dowager, made her positively uncomfort- able by the persistent way in which he stared at her simple pearl necklet. After dinner, the tableaux. They had been designed and managed by a famous Royal Academician, and were mostly got up by the members of the house-party. But two or three actresses from London had been specially invited to help in a few of the more mythological scenes ; for, indeed, Mrs. West had prepared the entire entertainment with that topsy-turvy conscientiousness and scrupulous sense of re- sponsibility to society which pervaded her view of million- aire morality. Having once decided to offer the county a set of tableaux, she felt that millionaire morality absolutely demanded of her the sacrifice of three weeks' time and several hundred pounds money in order to discharge her obligations to the county with becoming magnificence. The first tableau, Maisie learned from the gorgeous programme, was 'Jephthah's Daughter.' The subject was represented at the pathetic moment when the doomed virgin goes forth from her father's house with her attendant maidens to bewail her virginity for two months upon the mountains, before the fulfilment of the awful vow which bound her father to offer her up for a burnt offering. Maisie thought it too solemn and tragic a scene for a festive occa- 98 WOLVERDEN TOWER sion. But the famous R.A. had a taste for such themes, and his grouping was certainly most effectively dramatic. ' A perfect symphony in white and grey,' said Mr. Wills, the art critic. ' How awfully affecting ! ' said most of the young girls. ' Reminds me a little too much, my dear, of old Bessie's stories,' Mrs. West whispered low, leaning from her seat across two rows to Maisie. A piano stood a little on one side of the platform, just in front of the curtain. The intervals between the pieces were filled up with songs, which, however, had been evidently arranged in keeping with the solemn and half- mystical tone of the tableaux. It is the habit of amateurs to take a long time in getting their scenes in order, so the interposition of the music was a happy thought as far as its prime intention went. But Maisie wondered they could not have chosen some livelier song for Christmas Eve than 1 Oh, Mary, go and call the cattle home, and call the cattle home, and call the cattle home, across the sands of Dee.' Her own name was Mary when she signed it officially, and the sad lilt of the last line, ' But never home came she,' rang unpleasantly in her ear through the rest of the evening. The second tableau was the ' Sacrifice of Iphigenia.' It was admirably rendered. The cold and dignified father, standing, apparently unmoved, by the pyre ; the cruel faces of the attendant priests ; the shrinking form of the immo- lated princess ; the mere blank curiosity and inquiring interest of the helmeted heroes looking on, to whom this slaughter of a virgin victim was but an ordinary incident of the Achaean religion all these had been arranged by the Academical director with consummate skill and pictorial cleverness. But the group that attracted Maisie most among the components of the scene was that of the attendant maidens, more conspicuous here in their flowing 99 WOLVERDEN TOWER white chitons than even they had been when posed as companions of the beautiful and ill-fated Hebrew victim. Two in particular excited her close attention two very graceful and spiritual-looking girls, in long white robes of no particular age or country, who stood at the very end near the right edge of the picture. ' How lovely they are, the two last on the right ! ' Maisie whispered to her neigh- bour an Oxford undergraduate with a budding moustache. ' I do so admire them ! ' ' Do you ? ' he answered, fondling the moustache with one dubious finger. 'Well, now, do you know, I don't think I do. They're rather coarse-looking. And besides, I don't quite like the way they 've got their hair done up in bunches ; too fashionable, isn't it ? too much of the present day ? I don't care to see a girl in a Greek costume, with her coiffure so evidently turned out by Truefitt's ! ' ' Oh, I don't mean those two/ Maisie answered, a little shocked he should think she had picked out such mere- tricious faces ; ( I mean the two beyond them again the two with their hair so simply and sweetly done the ethereal-looking dark girls.' The undergraduate opened his mouth, and stared at her in blank amazement for a moment. ' Well, I don't see ' he began, and broke off suddenly. Something in Maisie's eye seemed to give him pause. He fondled his moustache, hesitated, and was silent. ' How nice to have read the Greek and know what it all means ! ' Maisie went on, after a minute. e It 's a human sacrifice, of course ; but, please, what is the story ? ' The undergraduate hummed and hawed. ' Well, it 's in Euripides, you know/ he said, trying to look impressive, 'and er and I haven't taken up Euripides for my next examination. But I think it's like this. Iphigenia was a daughter of Agamemnon's, don't you know, and he had offended Artemis or somebody some other goddess ; and 100 WOLVERDEN he vowed to offer up to her the most beautiful thing that should be born that year, by way of reparation just like Jephthah. Well, Iphigenia was considered the most beauti- ful product of the particular twelvemonth don't look at me like that, please ! you you make me nervous and so, when the young woman grew up well, I don't quite recollect the ins and outs of the details, but it 's a human sacrifice business, don't you see ; and they 're just going to kill her, though I believe a hind was finally substituted for the girl, like the ram for Isaac ; but I must confess I 've a very vague recollection of it.' He rose from his seat uneasily. ' I 'm afraid,' he went on, shuffling about for an excuse to move, 'these chairs are too close. I seem to be incommoding you.' He moved away with a furtive air. At the end of the tableau one or two of the characters who were not needed in succeeding pieces came down from the stage and joined the body of spectators, as they often do, in their character- dresses a good opportunity, in point of fact, for retaining through the evening the advantages conferred by theatrical costume, rouge, and pearl-powder. Among them the two girls Maisie had admired so much glided quietly toward her and took the two vacant seats on either side, one of which had just been quitted by the awkward undergraduate. They were not only beautiful in face and figure, on a closer view, but Maisie found them from the first extremely sympathetic. They burst into talk with her, frankly and at once, with charming ease and grace of manner. They were ladies in the grain, in instinct and breeding. The taller of the two, whom the other addressed as Yolande, seemed particularly pleasing. The verv name charmed Maisie. She was friends with them at once. They both possessed a certain nameless attraction that constitutes in itself the best possible intro- duction. Maisie hesitated to ask them whence they came, but it was clear from their talk they knew Wolverden intimately. 101 WOLVERDEN TOWER After a minute the piano struck up once more. A famous Scotch vocalist, in a diamond necklet and a dress to match, took her place on the stage, just in front of the footlights. As chance would have it, she began singing the song Maisie most of all hated. It was Scott's ballad of ' Proud Maisie,' set to music by Carlo Ludovici ' Proud Maisie is in the wood, Walking so early ; Sweet Robin sits on the bush, Singing so rarely. ' ' Tell me, thou bonny bird, When shall I marry me? J> ' ' When six braw gentlemen Kirk ward shall carry ye." "Who makes the bridal bed, Birdie, say truly?" "The grey-headed sexton That delves the grave duly. "The glow-worm o'er grave and stone Shall light thee steady ; The owl from the steeple sing, ' Welcome, proud lady.' " Maisie listened to the song with grave discomfort. She had never liked it, and to-night it appalled her. She did not know that just at that moment Mrs. West was whisper- ing in a perfect fever of apology to a lady by her side, ' Oh dear ! oh dear ! what a dreadful thing of me ever to have permitted that song to be sung here to-night ! It was horribly thoughtless ! Why, now I remember, Miss Llewelyn's name, you know, is Maisie ! and there she is listening to it with a face like a sheet! I shall never forgive myself ! ' The tall, dark girl by Maisie' s side, whom the other called Yolande, leaned across to her sympathetically. ' You 102 WOLVERDEN TOWER don't like that song ? ' she said, with just a tinge of reproach in her voice as she said it. ' I hate it ! ' Maisie answered, trying hard to compose herself. 1 Why so ? ' the tall, dark girl asked, in a tone of calm and singular sweetness. ' It is sad, perhaps; but it's lovely and natural ! ' ' My own name is Maisie/ her new friend replied, with an ill-repressed shudder. ' And somehow that song pursues me through life. I seem always to hear the horrid ring of the words, "When six braw gentlemen kirkward shall carry ye." I wish to Heaven my people had never called me Maisie ! ' ' And yet why ? ' the tall, dark girl asked again, with a sad, mysterious air. ' Why this clinging to life this terror of death this inexplicable attachment to a world of misery ? And with such eyes as yours, too ! Your eyes are like mine* which was a compliment, certainly, for the dark girl's own pair were strangely deep and lustrous. ' People with eyes such as those, that can look into futurity, ought not surely to shrink from a mere gate like death ! For death is but a gate the gate of life in its fullest beauty. It is written over the door, ft Mors janua vitae." ' ' What door ? ' Maisie asked for she remembered having read those selfsame words, and tried in vain to translate them, that very day, though the meaning was now clear to her. The answer electrified her: 'The gate of the vault in Wolverden churchyard.' She said it very low, but with pregnant expression. ' Oh, how dreadful ! ' Maisie exclaimed, drawing back. The tall, dark girl half frightened her. ' Not at all/ the girl answered. ' This life is so short, so vain, so transitory ! And beyond it is peace eternal peace the calm of rest the joy of the spirit.' 103 WOLVERDEN TOWER e You come to anchor at last/ her companion added. * But if one has somebody one would not wish to leave behind ? ' Maisie suggested timidly. ' He will follow before long/ the dark girl replied with quiet decision, interpreting rightly the sex of the indefinite substantive. 'Time passes so quickly. And if time passes quickly in time, how much more, then, in eternity ! ' ' Hush, Yolande/ the other dark girl put in, with a warning glance; 'there's a new tableau coming. Let me see, is this "The Death of Ophelia"? No, that's number four; this is number three, "The Martyrdom of St. Agnes." ' III ' My dear/ Mrs. West said, positively oozing apology, when she met Maisie in the supper-room, ' I 'm afraid you've been left in a corner by yourself almost all the evening ! ' { Oh dear, no/ Maisie answered with a quiet smile. ' I had that Oxford undergraduate at my elbow at first; and afterwards those two nice girls, with the flowing white dresses and the beautiful eyes, came and sat beside me. What's their name, I wonder?' c Which girls ? ' Mrs. West asked, with a little surprise in her tone, for her impression was rather that Maisie had been sitting between two empty chairs for the greater part of the evening, muttering at times to herself in the most uncanny way, but not talking to anybody. Maisie glanced round the room in search of her new friends, and for some time could not see them. At last, she observed them in a remote alcove, drinking red wine by themselves out of Venetian-glass beakers. ' Those two,' she said, pointing towards them. ' They 're such charming 104 WOLVERDEN TOWER girls ! Can you tell me who they are ? I 've quite taken a fancy to them.' Mrs. West gazed at them for a second or rather, at the recess towards which Maisie pointed and then turned to Maisie with much the same oddly embarrassed look and manner as the undergraduate's. ' Oh, those ! ' she said slowly, peering through and through her, Maisie thought. ' Those must be some of the professionals from London. At any rate I 'm not sure which you mean over there by the curtain, in the Moorish nook, you say well, I can't tell you their names ! So they must be professionals.' She went off with a singularly frightened manner. Maisie noticed it and wondered at it. But it made no great or lasting impression. When the party broke up, about midnight or a little later, Maisie went along the corridor to her own bedroom. At the end, by the door, the two other girls happened to be standing, apparently gossiping. ' Oh, you 've not gone home yet ? ' Maisie said, as she passed, to Yolande. ' No, we 're stopping here,' the dark girl with the speak- ing eyes answered. Maisie paused for a second. Then an impulse burst over her. ' Will you come and see my room ? ' she asked, a little timidly. e Shall we go, Hedda ? ' Yolande said, with an inquiring glance at her companion. Her friend nodded assent. Maisie opened the door, and ushered them into her bedroom. The ostentatiously opulent fire was still burning brightly, the electric light flooded the room with its brilliancy, the curtains were drawn, and the shutters fastened. For a while the three girls sat together by the hearth and gossiped quietly, Maisie liked her new friends their voices were so gentle, soft, and sympathetic, while for face and figure 105 WOLVERDEN TOWER they might have sat as models to Burne-Jones or Botticelli. Their dresses, too, took her delicate Welsh fancy; they were so dainty, yet so simple. The soft silk fell in natural folds and dimples. The only ornaments they wore were two curious brooches of very antique workmanship as Maisie supposed somewhat Celtic in design, and enamelled in blood-red on a gold background. Each carried a flower laid loosely in her bosom. Yolande's was an orchid with long, floating streamers, in colour and shape recalling some Southern lizard; dark purple spots dappled its lip and petals. Hedda's was a flower of a sort Maisie had never before seen the stem spotted like a viper's skin, green flecked with russet-brown, and uncanny to look upon ; on either side, great twisted spirals of red-and-blue blossoms, each curled after the fashion of a scorpion's tail, very strange and lurid. Something weird and witch-like about flowers and dresses rather attracted Maisie ; they affected her with the half-repellent fascination of a snake for a bird ; she felt such blossoms were fit for incantations and sorceries. But a lily-of-the- valley in Yolande's dark hair gave a sense of purity which assorted better with the girl's exquisitely calm and nun-like beauty. After a while Hedda rose. ' This air is close/ she said. ' It ought to be warm outside to-night, if one may judge by the sunset. May I open the window ? ' f Oh, certainly, if you like,' Maisie answered, a vague foreboding now struggling within her against innate politeness. Hedda drew back the curtains and unfastened the shutters. It was a moonlit evening. The breeze hardly stirred the bare boughs of the silver birches. A sprinkling of soft snow on the terrace and the hills just whitened the ground. The moon lighted it up, falling full upon the Hall ; the church and tower below stood silhouetted in dark against a cloudless expanse of starry sky in the back- 106 WOLVERDEN TOWER ground. Hedda opened the window. Cool, fresh air blew in, very soft and genial, in spite of the snow and the late- ness of the season. ' What a glorious night ! ' she said, looking up at Orion overhead. ' Shall we stroll out for a while in it ? ' If the suggestion had not thus been thrust upon her from outside, it would never have occurred to Maisie to walk abroad in a strange place, in evening dress, on a winter's night, with snow whitening the ground ; but Hedda's voice sounded so sweetly persuasive, and the idea itself seemed so natural now she had once proposed it, that Maisie followed her two new friends on to the moonlit terrace without a moment's hesitation. They paced once or twice up and down the gravelled walks. Strange to say, though a sprinkling of dry snow powdered the ground under foot, the air itself was soft and balmy. Stranger still, Maisie noticed, almost without noticing it, that though they walked three abreast, only one pair of footprints her own lay impressed on the snow in a long trail when they turned at either end and re-paced the platform. Yolande and Hedda must step lightly indeed ; or perhaps her own feet might be warmer or thinner shod, so as to melt the light layer of snow more readily. The girls slipped their arms through hers. A little thrill coursed through her. Then, after three or four turns up and down the terrace, Yolande led the way quietly down the broad flight of steps in the direction of the church on the lower level. In that bright, broad moonlight Maisie went with them undeterred ; the Hall was still alive with the glare of electric lights in bedroom windows; and the presence of the other girls, both wholly free from any signs of fear, took off all sense of terror or loneliness. They strolled on into the churchyard. Maisie's eyes were now fixed on the new white tower, which merged in the silhouette against the starry sky into much the same grey and indefinite 107 WOLVERDEN TOWER hue as the older parts of the building. Before she quite knew where she was, she found herself at the head of the worn stone steps which led into the vault by whose doors she had seen old Bessie sitting. In the pallid moonlight, with the aid of the greenish reflection from the snow, she could just read the words inscribed over the portal, the words that Yolande had repeated in the drawing-room, ' Mors janua vitae.' Yolande moved down one step. Maisie drew back for the first time with a faint access of alarm. 'You're you 're not going down there ! ' she exclaimed, catching her breath for a second. ' Yes, I am,' her new friend answered in a calmly quiet voice. e Why not ? We live here.' ' You live here ? ' Maisie echoed, freeing her arms by a sudden movement and standing away from her mysterious friends with a tremulous shudder. f Yes, we live here,' Hedda broke in, without the slightest emotion. She said it in a voice of perfect calm, as one might say it of any house in a street in London. Maisie was far less terrified than she might have imagined beforehand would be the case under such unexpected condi- tions. The two girls were so simple, so natural, so strangely like herself, that she could not say she was really afraid of them. She shrank, it is true, from the nature of the door at which they stood, but she received the unearthly announce- ment that they lived there with scarcely more than a slight tremor of surprise and astonishment. 'You will come in with us?' Hedda said in a gently enticing tone. ' We went into your bedroom.' Maisie hardly liked to say no. They seemed so anxious to show her their home. With trembling feet she moved down the first step, and then the second. Yolande kept ever one pace in front of her. As Maisie reached the third step, the two girls, as if moved by one design, took her 108 WOLVERDEN TOWER wrists in their hands, not unkindly, but coaxingly. They reached the actual doors of the vault itself two heavy bronze valves,, meeting in the centre. Each bore a ring for a handle, pierced through a Gorgon's head embossed upon the surface. Yolaiide pushed them with her hand. They yielded instantly to her light touch, and opened inward. Yolande, still in front, passed from the glow of the moon to the gloom of the vault, which a ray of moonlight just de- scended obliquely. As she passed, for a second, a weird sight met Maisie's eyes. Her face and hands and dress became momentarily self-luminous; but through them, as they glowed, she could descry within every bone and joint of her living skeleton, dimly shadowed in dark through the luminous haze that marked her body. Maisie drew back once more, terrified. Yet her terror was not quite what one could describe as fear : it was rather a vague sense of the profoundly mystical. ' I can't ! I can't ! ' she cried, with an appealing glance. ' Hedda ! Yolande ! I cannot go with you.' Hedda held her hand tight, and almost seemed to force her. But Yolande, in front, like a mother with her child, turned round with a grave smile. ( No, no,' she said reprov- ingly. f Let her come if she will, Hedda, of her own accord, not otherwise. The tower demands a willing victim.' Her hand on Maisie's wrist was strong but persuasive. It drew her without exercising the faintest compulsion. ' Will you come with us, dear ? ' she said, in that winning silvery tone which had captivated Maisie's fancy from the very first moment they spoke together. Maisie gazed into her eyes. They were deep and tender. A strange resolution seemed to nerve her for the effort. ' Yes, yes I will come with you,' she answered slowly. Hedda on one side, Yolande on the other, now went before her, holding her wrists in their grasp, but rather 109 WOLVERDEN TOWER enticing than drawing her. As each reached the gloom, the same luminous appearance which Maisie had noticed before spread over their bodies, and the same weird skeleton shape showed faintly through their limbs in darker shadow. Maisie crossed the threshold with a convulsive gasp. As she crossed it she looked down at her own dress and body. They were semi-transparent, like the others', though not quite so self-luminous ; the framework of her limbs appeared within in less certain outline, yet quite dark and distinguish- able. The doors swung to of themselves behind her. Those three stood alone in the vault of Wolverden. Alone, for a minute or two ; and then, as her eyes grew accustomed to the grey dusk of the interior, Maisie began to perceive that the vault opened out into a large and beautiful hall or crypt, dimly lighted at first, but becoming each moment more vaguely clear and more dreamily definite. Gradually she could make out great rock-hewn pillars, Romanesque in their outline or dimly Oriental, like the sculptured columns in the caves of Ellora, supporting a roof of vague and uncertain dimensions, more or less strangely dome-shaped. The effect on the whole was like that of the second impression produced by some dim cathedral, such as Chartres or Milan, after the eyes have grown accustomed to the mellow light from the stained-glass windows, and have recovered from the blinding glare of the outer sunlight. But the architecture, if one may call it so, was more mosque- like and magical. She turned to her companions. Yolande and Hedda stood still by her side ; their bodies were now self-luminous to a greater degree than even at the threshold; but the terrible transparency had disappeared altogether ; they were once more but beautiful though strangely trans- figured and more than mortal women. Then Maisie understood in her own soul, dimly, the mean- ing of those mystic words written over the portal f Mors HO WOLVERDEN TOWER janua vitae ' Death is the gate of life ; and also the interpre- tation of that awful vision of death dwelling within them as they crossed the threshold ; for through that gate they had passed to this underground palace. Her two guides still held her hands, one on either side. But they seemed rather to lead her on now, seductively and resistlessly, than to draw or compel her. As she moved in through the hall, with its endless vistas of shadowy pillars, seen now behind, now in dim perspective, she was gradually aware that many other people crowded its aisles and corridors. Slowly they took shape as forms more or less clad, mysterious, varied, and of many ages. Some of them wore flowing robes, half mediaeval in shape, like the two friends who had brought her there. They looked like the saints on a stained-glass window. Others were girt merely with a light and floating Coan sash; while some stood dimly nude in the darker recesses of the temple or palace. All leaned eagerly forward with one mind as she approached, and regarded her with deep and sympathetic interest. A few of them murmured words mere cabalistic sounds which at first she could not understand ; but as she moved further into the hall, and saw at each step more clearly into the gloom, they began to have a meaning for her. Before long, she was aware that she understood the mute tumult of voices at once by some internal instinct. The Shades addressed her ; she answered them. She knew by intuition what tongue they spoke ; it was the Language of the Dead ; and, by passing that portal with her two companions, she had herself become enabled both to speak and understand it. A soft and flowing tongue, this speech of the Nether World all vowels it seemed, without distinguishable con- sonants ; yet dimly recalling every other tongue, and com- pounded, as it were, of what was common to all of them. It flowed from those shadowy lips as clouds issue inchoate from a mountain valley ; it was formless, uncertain, vague, 111 WOLVERDEN TOWER but yet beautiful. She hardly knew, indeed, as it fell upon her senses,, if it were sound or perfume. Through this tenuous world Maisie moved as in a dream, her two companions still cheering and guiding her. When they reached an inner shrine or chantry of the temple she was dimly conscious of more terrible forms pervading the background than any of those that had yet appeared to her. This was a more austere and antique apartment than the rest ; a shadowy cloister, prehistoric in its severity ; it recalled to her mind something indefinitely intermediate between the huge unwrought trilithons of Stonehenge and the massive granite pillars of Philae and Luxor. At the further end of the sanctuary a sort of Sphinx looked down on her, smiling mysteriously. At its base, on a rude megalithic throne, in solitary state, a High Priest was seated. He bore in his hand a wand or sceptre. All round, a strange court of half-unseen acolytes and shadowy hierophants stood attentive. They were girt, as she fancied, in what looked like leopards' skins, or in the fells of some earlier prehistoric lion. These wore sabre-shaped teeth suspended by a string round their dusky necks ; others had ornaments of uncut amber, or hatchets of jade threaded as collars on a cord of sinew. A few, more barbaric than savage in type, flaunted torques of gold as armlets and necklets. The High Priest rose slowly and held out his two hands, just level with his head, the palms turned outward. ' You have brought a willing victim as Guardian of the Tower ? ' he asked, in that mystic tongue, of Yolande and Hedda. ' We have brought a willing victim/ the two girls answered. The High Priest gazed at her. His glance was piercing. Maisie trembled less with fear than with a sense of strange- ness, such as a neophyte might feel on being first presented at some courtly pageant. ' You come of your own accord ? ' the Priest inquired of her in solemn accents. ' I come of my own accord/ Maisie answered, with an 112 WOLVERDEN TOWER inner consciousness that she was bearing her part in some immemorial ritual. Ancestral memories seemed to stir within her. ' It is well/ the Priest murmured. Then he turned to her guides. ' She is of royal lineage ? ' he inquired,, taking his wand in his hand again. 4 She is a Llewelyn/ Yolande answered, ' of royal lineage, and of the race that, after your own, earliest bore sway in this land of Britain. She has in her veins the blood of Arthur, of Ambrosius, and of Vortigern.' ' It is well/ the Priest said again. ' I know these princes.' Then he turned to Maisie. ' This is the ritual of those who build/ he said, in a very deep voice. ' It has been the ritual of those who build from the days of the builders of Lokmariaker and Avebury. Every building man makes shall have its human soul, the soul of a virgin to guard and protect it. Three souls it requires as a living talisman against chance and change. One soul is the soul of the human victim slain beneath the foundation-stone ; she is the guardian spirit against earthquake and ruin. One soul is the soul of the human victim slain when the building is half built up ; she is the guardian spirit against battle and tempest. One soul is the soul of the human victim who flings herself of her own free will off tower or gable when the building is complete ; she is the guardian spirit against thunder and lightning. Unless a building be duly fasted with these three, how can it hope to stand against the hostile powers of fire and flood and storm and earthquake ? ' An assessor at his side, unnoticed till then, took up the parable. He had a stern Roman face, and bore a shadowy suit of Roman armour. ( In times of old/ he said, with iron austerity, ' all men knew well these rules of building. They built in solid stone to endure for ever : the works they erected have lasted to this day, in this land and others. So built we the amphitheatres of Rome and Verona ; so built H 113 WOLVERDEN TOWER we the walls of Lincoln, York, and London. In the blood of a king's son laid we the foundation-stone : in the blood of a king's son laid we the coping-stone : in the blood of a maiden of royal line fasted we the bastions against fire and lightning. But in these latter days, since faith grows dim, men build with burnt brick and rubble of plaster ; no foundation spirit or guardian soul do they give to their bridges, their walls, or their towers : so bridges break, and walls fall in, and towers crumble, and the art and mystery of building aright have perished from among you.' He ceased. The High Priest held out his wand and spoke again. ' We are the Assembly of Dead Builders and Dead Victims/ he said, ' for this mark of Wolverden ; all of whom have built or been built upon in this holy site of immemorial sanctity. We are the stones of a living fabric. Before this place was a Christian church, it was a temple of Woden. And before it was a temple of Woden, it was a shrine of Hercules. And before it was a shrine of Hercules, it was a grove of Nodens. And before it was a grove of Nodens, it was a Stone Circle of the Host of Heaven. And before it was a Stone Circle of the Host of Heaven, it was the grave and tumulus and underground palace of Me, who am the earliest builder of all in this place ; and my name in my ancient tongue is Wolf, and I laid and hallowed it. And after me, Wolf, and my namesake Wulfhere, was this barrow called Ad Lupum and Wolverden. And all these that are here with me have built and been built upon in this holy site for all generations. And you are the last who come to join us.' Maisie felt a cold thrill course down her spine as he spoke these words ; but courage did not fail her. She was dimly aware that those who offer themselves as victims for service must offer themselves willingly; for the gods demand a voluntary victim ; no beast can be slain unless it nod assent ; and none can be made a guardian spirit who takes not the WOLVERDEN TOWER post upon him of his own free will. She turned meekly to Hedda. ' Who are you ? ' she asked, trembling. ' I am Hedda/ the girl answered, in the same soft sweet voice and winning tone as before ; ' Hedda, the daughter of Gorm, the chief of the Northmen who settled in East Anglia. And I was a worshipper of Thor and Odin. And when my father, Gorm, fought against Alfred, King of Wessex, was I taken prisoner. And Wulfhere, the Renting, was then building the first church and tower of Wolverden. And they baptized me, and shrived me, and I consented of my own free will to be built under the foundation-stone. And there my body lies built up to this day ; and / am the guardian spirit against earthquake and ruin.' e And who are you ? ' Maisie asked, turning again to Yolande. ' I am Yolande Fitz-Aylwin,' the tall dark girl answered ; ' a royal maiden too, sprung from the blood of Henry Plan- tagenet. And when Roland Fitz-Stephen was building anew the choir and chancel of Wulfhere's minster, I chose to be immured in the fabric of the wall, for love of the Church and all holy saints ; and there my body lies built up to this day; and / am the guardian against battle and tempest.' Maisie held her friend's hand tight. Her voice hardly trembled. 'And I ? ' she asked once more. ' What fate for me ? Tell me ! ' ' Your task is easier far/ Yolande answered gently. ' For you shall be the guardian of the new tower against thunder and lightning. Now, those who guard against earthquake and battle are buried alive under the foundation-stone or in the wall of the building ; there they die a slow death of starvation and choking. But those who guard against thunder and lightning cast themselves alive of their own free will from the battlements of the tower, and die in the air before they reach the ground ; so their fate is the easiest 115 WOLVERDEN TOWER and the lightest of all who would serve mankind ; and thenceforth they live with us here in our palace/ Maisie clung to her hand still tighter. ' Must I do it ? ' she asked, pleading. 'It is not must,' Yolande replied in the same caressing tone, yet with a calmness as of one in whom earthly desires and earthly passions are quenched for ever. ' It is as you choose yourself. None but a willing victim may be a guardian spirit. This glorious privilege comes but to the purest and best amongst us. Yet what better end can you ask for your soul than to dwell here in our midst as our comrade for ever, where all is peace, and to preserve the tower whose guardian you are from evil assaults of lightning and thunderbolt ? ' Maisie flung her arms round her friend's neck. /But I am afraid/ she murmured. Why she should even wish to consent she knew not, yet the strange serene peace in these strange girls' eyes made her mysteriously in love with them and with the fate they offered her. They seemed to move like the stars in their orbits. { How shall I leap from the top ? ' she cried. ' How shall I have courage to mount the stairs alone, and fling myself off from the lonely battlement ? ' Yolande unwound her arms with a gentle forbearance. She coaxed her as one coaxes an unwilling child. f You will not be alone/ she said, with a tender pressure. 'We will all go with you. We will help you and encourage you. We will sing our sweet songs of life-in-death to you. Why should you draw back ? All we have faced it in ten thousand ages, and we tell you with one voice, you need not fear it. 'Tis life you should fear life, with its dangers, its toils, its heartbreakings. Here we dwell for ever in unbroken peace. Come, come, and join us ! ' She held out her arms with an enticing gesture. Maisie sprang into them, sobbing. ' Yes, I will come/ she cried in 116 WOLVERDEN TOWER an access of hysterical fervour. ' These are the arms of Death I embrace them. These are the lips of Death I kiss them. Yolande, Yolande, I will do as you ask me ! ' The tall dark girl in the luminous white robe stooped down and kissed her twice on the forehead in return. Then she looked at the High Priest. f We are ready/ she murmured in a low,, grave voice. ' The Victim consents. The Virgin will die. Lead on to the tower. We are ready ! We are ready ! ' IV From the recesses of the temple if temple it were from the inmost shrines of the shrouded cavern, unearthly music began to sound of itself, with wild modulation, on strange reeds and tabors. It swept through the aisles like a rushing wind on an .ZEolian harp ; at times it wailed with a voice like a woman's ; at times it rose loud in an organ-note of triumph ; at times it sank low into a pensive and melancholy flute-like symphony. It waxed and waned ; it swelled and died away again ; but no man saw how or whence it pro- ceeded. Wizard echoes issued from the crannies and vents in the invisible walls ; they sighed from the ghostly inter- spaces of the pillars ; they keened and moaned from the vast overhanging dome of the palace. Gradually the song shaped itself by weird stages into a processional measure. At its sound the High Priest rose slowly from his immemo- rial seat on the mighty cromlech which formed his throne. The Shades in leopards' skins ranged themselves in bodiless rows on either hand ; the ghostly wearers of the sabre- toothed lions' fangs followed like ministrants in the foot- steps of their hierarch. Hedda and Yolande took their places in the procession. 117 WOLVERDEN TOWER Maisie stood between the two, with hair floating on the air ; she looked like a novice who goes up to take the veil, accompanied and cheered by two elder sisters. The ghostly pageant began to move. Unseen music followed it with fitful gusts of melody. They passed down the main corridor, between shadowy Doric or Ionic pillars whicli grew dimmer and ever dimmer again in the distance as they approached, with slow steps, the earthward portal. At the gate, the High Priest pushed against the valves with his hand. They opened outward. He passed into the moonlight. The attendants thronged after him. As each wild figure crossed the threshold the same strange sight as before met Maisie's eyes. For a second of time each ghostly body became self-luminous, as with some curious phosphorescence ; and through each, at the moment of passing the portal, the dim outline of a skeleton loomed briefly visible. Next instant it had clothed itself as with earthly members. Maisie reached the outer air. As she did so, she gasped. For a second, its chilliness and freshness almost choked her. She was conscious now that the atmosphere of the vault, though pleasant in its way, and warm and dry, had been loaded with fumes as of burning incense, and with somnolent vapours of poppy and mandragora. Its drowsy ether had cast her into a lethargy. But after the first minute in the outer world, the keen night air revived her. Snow lay still on the ground a little deeper than when she first came out, and the moon rode lower ; otherwise, all was as before, save that only one or two lights still burned here and there in the great house on the terrace. Among them she could recognise her own room, on the ground floor in the new wing, by its open window. The procession made its way across the churchyard towards the tower. As it wound among the graves an owl hooted. All at once Maisie remembered the lines 118 WOLVERDEN TOWER that had so chilled her a few short hours before in the drawing-room ( The glow-worm o'er grave and stone Shall light thee steady ; The owl from the steeple sing, "Welcome, proud lady !'" But, marvellous to relate, they no longer alarmed her. She felt rather that a friend was welcoming her home ; she clung to Yolande's hand with a gentle pressure. As they passed in front of the porch, with its ancient yew-tree, a stealthy figure glided out like a ghost from the darkling shadow. It was a woman, bent and bowed, with quivering limbs that shook half palsied. Maisie recognised old Bessie. ' I knew she would come ! ' the old hag muttered between her toothless jaws. ' I knew Wolverden Tower would yet be duly fasted ! ' She put herself, as of right, at the head of the procession. They moved on to the tower, rather gliding than walking. Old Bessie drew a rusty key from her pocket, and fitted it with a twist into the brand-new lock. f What turned the old will turn the new/ she murmured, looking round and grinning. Maisie shrank from her as she shrank from not one of the Dead ; but she followed on still into the ringers' room at the base of the tower. Thence a staircase in the corner led up to the summit. The High Priest mounted the stair, chanting a mystic refrain, whose runic sounds were no longer intelligible to Maisie. As she reached the outer air, the Tongue of the Dead seemed to have become a mere blank of mingled odours and murmurs to her. It was like a summer breeze, sighing through warm and resinous pinewoods. But Yolande and Hedda spoke to her yet, to cheer her, in the language of the living. She recognised that as revenants they were still in touch with the upper air and the world of the embodied. 119 WOLVERDEN TOWER They tempted her up the stair with encouraging fingers. Maisie followed them like a child, in implicit confidence. The steps wound round and round, spirally, and the stair- case was dim; but a supernatural light seemed to fill the tower, diffused from the bodies or souls of its occupants. At the head of all, the High Priest still chanted as he went his unearthly litany; magic sounds of chimes seemed to swim in unison with his tune as they mounted. Were those floating notes material or spiritual ? They passed the belfry; no tongue of metal wagged ; but the rims of the great bells resounded and reverberated to the ghostly symphony with sympathetic music. Still they passed on and on, upward and upward. They reached the ladder that alone gave access to the final story. Dust and cobwebs already clung to it. Once more Maisie drew back. It was dark overhead, and the luminous haze began to fail them. Her friends held her hands with the same kindly persuasive touch as ever. ' I cannot ! ' she cried, shrinking away from the tall, steep ladder. ' Oh, Yolande, I cannot ! ' ' Yes, dear,' Yolande whispered in a soothing voice. ' You can. It is but ten steps, and I will hold your hand tight. Be brave and mount them ! ' The sweet voice encouraged her. It was like heavenly music. She knew not why she should submit, or, rather, consent; but none the less she consented. Some spell seemed cast over her. With tremulous feet, scarcely realis- ing what she did, she mounted the ladder and went up four steps of it. Then she turned and looked down again. Old Bessie's wrinkled face met her frightened eyes. It was smiling horribly. She shrank back once more, terrified. ' I can't do it/ she cried, f if that woman comes up ! I 'm not afraid of you, dear' she pressed Yolande's hand 'but she, she is too terrible ! ' Hedda looked back and raised a warning finger. ' Let 120 WOLVERDEN TOWER the woman stop below/ she said ; ' she savours too much of the evil world. We must do nothing to frighten the willing victim/ The High Priest by this time, with his ghostly fingers, had opened the trap-door that gave access to the summit. A ray of moonlight slanted through the aperture. The breeze blew down with it. Once more Maisie felt the stimulating and reviving effect of the open air. Vivified by its freshness, she struggled up to the top, passed out through the trap, and found herself standing on the open platform at the summit of the tower. The moon had not yet quite set. The light on the snow shone pale green and mysterious. For miles and miles around she could just make out, by its aid, the dim contour of the downs, with their thin white mantle, in the solemn silence. Range behind range rose faintly shimmering. The chant had now ceased ; the High Priest and his acolytes were mingling strange herbs in a mazar-bowl or chalice. Stray perfumes of myrrh and of cardamoms were wafted towards her. The men in leopards' skins burnt smouldering sticks of spikenard. Then Yolande led the postulant forward again, and placed her close up to the new white parapet. Stone heads of virgins smiled on her from the angles. 'She must front the east/ Hedda said in a tone of authority : and Yolande turned her face towards the rising sun accordingly. Then she opened her lips and spoke in a very solemn voice. 'From this new-built tower you fling yourself,' she said, or rather intoned, f that you may serve mankind, and all the powers that be, as its guardian spirit against thunder and lightning. Judged a virgin, pure and unsullied in deed and word and thought, of royal race and ancient lineage a Cymry of the Cymry you are found worthy to be intrusted with this charge and this honour. Take care that never shall dart or thunderbolt assault this tower, as She that is below you 121 WOLVERDEN TOWER takes care to preserve it from earthquake and ruin, and She that is midway takes care to preserve it from battle and tempest. This is your charge. See well that you keep it/ She took her by both hands. ' Mary Llewelyn/ she said, ' you willing victim, step on to the battlement/ Maisie knew not why, but with very little shrinking she stepped as she was told, by the aid of a wooden footstool, on to the eastward-looking parapet. There, in her loose white robe, with her arms spread abroad, and her hair flying free, she poised herself for a second, as if about to shake out some unseen wings and throw herself on the air like a swift or a swallow. 'Mary Llewelyn/ Yolande said once more, in a still deeper tone, with ineffable earnestness, ' cast yourself down, a willing sacrifice, for the service of man, and the security of this tower against thunderbolt and lightning/ Maisie stretched her arms wider, and leaned forward in act to leap, from the edge of the parapet, on to the snow- clad churchyard. One second more and the sacrifice would have been com- plete. But before she could launch herself from the tower, she felt suddenly a hand laid upon her shoulder from behind to restrain her. Even in her existing state of nervous exalt- ation she was aware at once that it was the hand of a living and solid mortal, not that of a soul or guardian spirit. It lay heavier upon her than Hedda's or Yolande's. It seemed to clog and burden her. With a violent effort she strove to shake herself free, and carry out her now fixed intention of self-immolation, for the safety of the tower. But the hand was too strong for her. She could not shake it off. It gripped and held her. 122 WOLVERDEN TOWER She yielded, and, reeling, fell back with a gasp on to the platform of the tower. At the selfsame moment a strange terror and commotion seemed to seize all at once on the assembled spirits. A weird cry rang voiceless through the shadowy company. Maisie heard it as in a dream, very dim and distant. It was thin as a bat's note ; almost inaudible to the ear, yet perceived by the brain or at least by the spirit. It was a cry of alarm, of fright, of warning. With one accord, all the host of phantoms rushed hurriedly forward to the battlements and pinnacles. The ghostly High Priest went first, with his wand held downward ; the men in leopards' skins and other assistants followed in confusion. Theirs was a reckless rout. They flung them- selves from the top, like fugitives from a cliff, and floated fast through the air on invisible pinions. Hedda and Yolande, ambassadresses and intermediaries with the upper air, were the last to fly from the living presence. They clasped her hand silently, and looked deep into her eyes. There was something in that calm yet regretful look that seemed to say, ' Farewell ! We have tried in vain to save you, sister, from the terrors of living.' The horde of spirits floated away on the air, as in a witches' Sabbath, to the vault whence it issued. The doors swung on their rusty hinges, and closed behind them. Maisie stood alone with the hand that grasped her on the tower. The shock of the grasp, and the sudden departure of the ghostly band in such wild dismay, threw Maisie for a while into a state of semi-unconsciousness. Her head reeled round; her brain swam faintly. She clutched for support at the parapet of the tower. But the hand that held her sustained her still. She felt herself gently drawn down with quiet mastery, and laid on the stone floor close by the trap-door that led to the ladder. The next thing of which she could feel sure was the voice 123 WOLVERDEN TOWER of the Oxford undergraduate. He was distinctly frightened and not a little tremulous. ' I think/ he said very softly, laying her head on his lap, 'you had better rest a while, Miss Llewelyn, before you try to get down again. I hope I didn't catch you and disturb you too hastily. But one step more, and you would have been over the edge. I really couldn't help it.' e Let me go/ Maisie moaned, trying to raise herself again, but feeling too faint and ill to make the necessary effort to recover the power of motion. ' I want to go with them ! I want to join them ! ' ' Some of the others will be up before long/ the under- graduate said, supporting her head in his hands ; ' and they '11 help me to get you down again. Mr. Yates is in the belfry. Meanwhile, if I were you, I 'd lie quite still, and take a drop or two of this brandy.' He held it to her lips. Maisie drank a mouthful, hardly knowing what she did. Then she lay quiet where he placed her for some minutes. How they lifted her down and con- veyed her to her bed she scarcely knew. She was dazed and terrified. She could only remember afterward that three or four gentlemen in roughly huddled clothes had carried or handed her down the ladder between them. The spiral stair and all the rest were a blank to her. VI When she next awoke she was lying in her bed in the same room at the Hall, with Mrs. West by her side, leaning over her tenderly. Maisie looked up through her closed eyes and just saw the motherly face and grey hair bending above her. Then voices came to her from the mist, vaguely : ' Yesterday was 124 WOLVERDEN TOWER so hot for the time of year, you see ! ' ' Very unusual weather, of course, for Christmas/ ' But a thunderstorm ! So strange ! I put it down to that. The electrical dis- turbance must have affected the poor child's head.' Then it dawned upon her that the conversation she heard was passing between Mrs. West and a doctor. She raised herself suddenly and wildly on her arms. The bed faced the windows. She looked out and beheld the tower of Wolverden church, rent from top to bottom with a mighty rent, while half its height lay tossed in fragments on the ground in the churchyard. ' What is it? ' she cried wildly, with a flush as of shame. ' Hush, hush ! ' the doctor said. ' Don't trouble ! Don't look at it ! ' c Was it after I came down ? ' Maisie moaned in vague terror. The doctor nodded. ' An hour after you were brought down,' he said, ' a thunderstorm broke over it. The light- ning struck and shattered the tower. They had not yet put up the lightning-conductor. It was to have been done on Boxing Day.' A weird remorse possessed Maisie's soul. ' My fault ! ' she cried, starting up. ' My fault, my fault ! I have neglected my duty ! ' ' Don't talk,' the doctor answered, looking hard at her. 'It is always dangerous to be too suddenly aroused from these curious overwrought sleeps and trances.' ' And old Bessie ? ' Maisie exclaimed, trembling with an eerie presentiment. The doctor glanced at Mrs. West. ' How did she know ? ' he whispered. Then he turned to Maisie. f You may as well be told the truth as suspect it,' he said slowly. ' Old Bessie must have been watching there. She was crushed and half buried beneath the falling tower.' ' One more question, Mrs. West,' Maisie murmured, grow- 125 WOLVERDEN TOWER ing faint with an access of supernatural fear. ' Those two nice girls who sat on the chairs at each side of me through the tableaux are they hurt ? Were they in it ? ' Mrs. West soothed her hand. f My dear child/ she said gravely, with quiet emphasis, ' there were no other girls. This is mere hallucination. You sat alone by yourself through the whole of the evening.' 126 VI JANET'S NEMESIS JANET'S NEMESIS [ You will say at first, ' A very old story ! ' Nay, not so. A psychological study of what would really happen, if a familiar incident of early fiction were to occur in our century .] 1 UNDER no circumstances/ said the surgeon, in a very decided voice, ' will it be possible for Lady Remenham to take charge of her own infant.' ' In that case/ the Earl answered, somewhat downcast, ' I suppose we shall have to look out for a wet-nurse/ ' Of course/ the surgeon replied. ' You can't expect the baby to live upon nothing, can you ? ' Lord Remenham was annoyed. In the first place, he did not like to hear his son and heir then two hours old cavalierly described in quite ordinary language as ' the baby.' To be sure, the infant viscount exactly resembled most other babies of those tender years or rather minutes. He was red and mottled and extremely pulpy-looking; and his appearance in no way suggested his exalted station. On the contrary, his face was marked by that comparative absence of any particular nose and that unnecessary promin- ence of two watery big eyes, which suggest our consanguinity with the negro and the monkey. But more than that, Lord Remenham was annoyed at this failure, on Gwendoline's part, to perform the full duties of complete maternity which her husband expected of her. Remenham was only thirty, but he was austere and doctrinaire to a degree that would not have done dishonour to half a century. He had taken a I 129 JANETS NEMESIS first class in law and modern history. He was strong on the necessity for keeping up the physical standard of the race in general, and our old nobility in particular, through the medium of its mothers. With this laudable end in view, being a Balliol man himself, he had married a lawn-tennis- playing, cross-country-riding, good-looking young woman, Gwendoline Blake by name, the daughter of a neighbouring squire ; and he looked to her to raise him up a family of sons and daughters of fine and sturdy old English vigour. That Gwendoline should thus break down at the first demand made upon her annoyed and surprised him. The race must be going to the dogs indeed, if even girls like Gwendoline couldn't be relied upon for the performance of the simplest and most obvious maternal functions. ' Have you anybody you could suggest as a nurse for Lord Hurley ? ' Remenham inquired, in his chilliest voice. He wished to let the local doctor see he resented the imputation that the new viscount was a mere baby. 'Most fortunate coincidence!' the doctor answered. 'I had a case last night. The very thing. She didn't con- template it ; but I believe the poor girl would be glad of the extra money. Very destitute indeed, with nothing to depend upon.' ' Married, I hope ? ' Remenham observed, raising his eyebrows slightly. The doctor pursed his lips. ' We can't have everything in this world,' he answered, after a brief pause. ' Wet-nurses, as your unaided perspicacity must have observed, spring chiefly from the class who become mothers before they become wives/ Remenham gazed at him doubtfully. He had always a suspicion that the doctor was chaffing him. ' Can she come here at once ? ' he asked, with increased stiffness of manner. ' Come here at once ? ' the doctor echoed. ' Why, it was only last night she was confined, my lord. You don't expect 130 JANETS NEMESIS Englishwomen to rival North American squaws, do you ? No, no, she can't come. The baby must go to her/ ' For how long ? ' Remenham faltered. 'A month, I suppose. We are most of us human. At the end of that time the young woman, no doubt, can take up her abode here.' ' What sort of cottage ? ' Remenham asked. He disliked this arrangement. ' Very clean and nice. The child could be brought round at frequent intervals to see Lady Remenham. There is no time to be lost. We had better see her and arrange with her immediately.' Remenham gave way. He gave way under protest ; but still he gave way. Thingumbob's food and Swiss milk seemed to him greater evils than this proposed arrangement. Gwendoline ought to have been able to take care of the child herself; but seeing she wasn't well, he must needs fall back upon an efficient substitute. He accompanied the doctor to the young woman's cottage. He was an honest man, who acted up to his convictions ; and where anybody so important as Viscount Hurley was concerned, he would not trust to the services of any inter- mediary. He saw the young woman himself Janet Wells by name; a very good-looking young person, strong, tall, and vigorous ; just the sort of girl whom, on any but moral grounds, one would desire to intrust with the keeping of one's children. He asked her a question or two, with doctrinaire stiffness, and was astonished to find she resented some of them. However, though she was at first most averse to giving up her own baby, to which she attached an enormous importance ' and very properly too/ Remenham thought, ' for the instinct of maternity lies at the root of race preservation ' she was at last bribed over by promises of money into accepting the charge of the infant viscount. It was further arranged that the noble baby should be 131 JANETS NEMESIS biought to her, well wrapped up, at once, and that her own plebeian infant, for better security of the high-born child, should be conveyed away forthwith, to be brought up by hand at a married sister's, lest the mother should be tempted to share with it the natural sustenance duly bought and paid for on account of Lord Hurley. As soon as they were gone, however, Janet turned to her mother. ' Mother,' she said firmly, c I wont send my baby away no, not for any one's/ ' What will you do, then ? ' her mother asked. ' They 're sure to ax what's become o' it.' Janet reflected a minute or two. Then she said in a tentative way, ' We could borrow Sarah Marlowe's baby, and keep it in the house till they fetch the lady's. Then we could send it away by their men to Lucy's, and tell them to watch, if they liked, whether any other baby ever came back again. Sarah Marlowe could fetch her own from Lucy's to-morrow. ' If I was you,' the mother said, ' I wouldn't cast no doubts upon it.' ( That's true/ Janet answered feebly. ' Just send Sarah's baby away to Lucy's without saying nothing about it.' And she dropped back on her pillow in a listless way, adding nothing further. So it came to pass that when little Lord Hurley arrived, squat nose, mottled arms, red face, and all, there were three babies in the cottage instead of two ; and when the third, which was Sarah Marlowe's, was sent away under charge of Lord Remenham himself to the married sister's, Janet's and the lordling remained in possession, to fight it out between themselves as best they might as to their natural sustenance. That evening, Janet submitted to have her own baby fed upon Somebody's food, while she nursed the interloper as if it were her own. But all the time she felt like a murderess. How dare she deprive that child she had borne of its divinely- 132 JANET'S NEMESIS sent nourishment ! Her heart a mother's heart turned sick within her. Come what might,, she would nurse her own baby, she vowed internally,, not the Countess's. She revolted against this unnatural and cruel diversion. In the dead of night, therefore, when all in the house were asleep, she arose tottering from her bed, and approached the two cradles. Babies are much alike ; her own and the lordling looked so precisely similar that even she herself, but for the clothes, could hardly have discriminated them. Hastily and with trembling fingers she tore off the sleeping young aristocrat's finery he wore a trifle less of it at night than by day and also undressed her own red little bantling. In two minutes' time the momentous transformation was fully complete. The Countess herself could not have told her own child, as it lay there and slept, from the cottager's infant. Once done, the substitution cost no trouble of any sort. Next morning Janet saw the baby her baby, in its borrowed finery washed and dressed and duly taken care of; while she took little heed of the lordly changeling in its poorer garb, as her mother fed it in a perfunctory way out of the bottle. Somewhat later in the day, indeed, she looked at her mother queerly. ' After all, mother/ she said, blinking, 'there 's something in blood. I think the little lord looks more of a baby nor mine does somehow.' And she smiled at her own child, in his stolen plumes, contentedly. ( He's a proper baby, that he is/ her mother admitted, not suspecting the substitution. ' I was thinking/ Janet put in, * that perhaps it isn't safe to keep my baby in the house now at all. They might make a fuss if they were to find it out. Since this one 's come, and I 've begun nursing him, he seems to belong to me, almost. Suppose we was to send my own to Lucy's, to be brought up by hand. It 'ud be kind of safer like.' The mother acquiesced, not sorry to see that unwelcome 133 JANET'S NEMESIS intruder, as she thought it, stowed safely out of the way. So that very night, the real little Lord Hurley was ignomi- niously despatched by private messenger to the married sister's; while the false Lord Hurley, just as red and as mottled, stopped on with his mother in his appropriated feathers. For ten months, at home and at the castle, Janet nursed her own baby honestly and sedulously. She wasted upon it the whole of a mother's affection. Gradually, when she began to realise what she had done, it occurred to her that perhaps she had not acted for herself with the supremest wisdom. At first, her one idea had been the purely instinc- tive and natural one that she wanted to nurse and tend her own baby not another woman's. But, joined with this prime instinct, there had also been present more or less to her mind another feeling the feeling that her baby had as good a right in the nature of things to wealth and honour, and uncomfortably belaced and beflounced baby-linen, as any other woman's baby. The pressure of these two ideas, acting unequally together, had led her in a moment of hysterical impulse to exchange the two children. Now the exchange was once made it satisfied her very well while she could keep her own baby. The question was, How would things stand when the time came for her to part with it? In due course it came about that the two infants were christened. Lord and Lady Remenham had Janet's child admitted into the fold of the Church with the aid of a bishop, and a considerable admixture of those pomps and vanities of this wicked world which they simultaneously and verbally abjured for it. Janet herself, as by office entitled, brought the baby to the font, where a Countess held it, while a Marchioness assisted her in promising on its behalf a large number of things, which nobody very seriously intended to perform for it. The child was enrolled as an infantile Chris- 134* JANET'S NEMESIS tian under the sonorous names of Hugh Seymour Planta- genet, which in themselves might be regarded as slight guarantees that the pomps and vanities aforesaid would be duly avoided. As to the Countess's son, he was baptized at the parish church of the village by the curate. Sister Lucy held him at the font, and abjured for him, with far greater sincerity and probability, all participation in the sins of the great world, from which Janet's action had effectually cut him off. As for a name, Plantagenets being out of the question, he was cheaply and economically baptized as William. Thus those two began their way through the world : the cottager's unwelcome baby as the heir of an Earl ; and the Countess's son as the illegitimate child of a discredited housemaid. While the ten months lasted Janet was happy enough. She had her child with her, and she had assured its future. But as the period of wet-nursing drew towards a close, and there was talk of weaning, a terrible longing began to come over her. Must she send away her baby, her own dear baby, now she was just getting to love it far better than ever? now it ' took notice ' so sweetly, and returned her smile, and looked up into her eyes with those big, black eyes, that recalled its father ? It was too, too cruel. The neighbours had noted that, while Janet was nursing the little lord, as they thought, she had taken small note of her own neglected baby, sent away to be brought up by hand at her sister Lucy's. f 'Tis that way always with love-children,' they said ; ' partic'larly when the mother hires herself out a-wetnursing. She don't want none of her own. Her heart is all set on the baby she 's suckling.' Janet heard them as in a dream, and smiled to herself with a strange, sad smile, half superior knowledge, half regret and remorse ; not indeed for her act, but for its coming consequence. ' She knows the baby 's a lord/ the neighbours said, { and she don't want none 135 JANET'S NEMESIS of her own love-child after it.' Not want none of her own, indeed ! It was because it was her own that she couldn't bear to part with it, though she knew it was for the child's best : she had secured its future. But what was its future to her if it must be taken away from her and made into a lord, never to know its own mother ? Nevertheless, fight against it and shrink from it as she might, the time came at last when her baby must needs be taken from her ; or rather, when she must leave it, for from the end of the first month she had lived at the castle, well cared for and waited upon, and treated in everything as such an important person as Lord Hurley's wet-nurse deserves to be treated. But now Lady Remenham's orders were absolute that woman who was stealing her baby from her, under pretence of its being her own : the child must be weaned within a fortnight, and Janet must leave the castle for ever. The dark day came. With a horrible sinking Janet pre- pared to go. The baby clung to her, as if it knew what was happening. She tore herself away, more dead than alive. Lady Remenham admitted she was very fond of the child. ' Fond of the child, Gwendoline ! ' Lord Remenham exclaimed, with greater truth : ( her conduct has been most exemplary. We owe her a debt of the deepest gratitude. My only feeling is that I 've sometimes had qualms of conscience, when I saw how completely we had perverted or shall I say diverted ? her natural instincts. I 've felt at moments she was centring upon Hugh affections which should have been centred upon her own poor wronged and neglected baby.' ' You're always so absurdly conscientious,' Lady Remenham replied, with her flippant air. ' We 've paid the girl well for it.' f Her? Yes, her. But not her child,' Remenham answered, with his deeper sense of equity. 'Her child, from whom we 've bribed her against her will by our offer of money. And the more she has grown to love our baby 136 JANET'S NEMESIS which she has undoubtedly done, Gwen the more have I felt my indebtedness to her infant. I shall provide for that child/ And Remenham, who was a man with a conscience, did provide for him decently. The Countess laughed at him. She did not know she was laughing at him for making due provision for their own kaby. Remenham had his way, however. He was a quiet, forc- ible man. He provided Janet with a lump sum down, in ready money, which he placed at a bank for her ; and he took a lodging-house for her in a Thames valley town, neither too near nor too remote near enough for her to keep touch with her parents (' Which is essential/ he said, ' to keeping straight with women of her class ') ; yet far enough away for her to call herself ' Mrs. Wells,' without much fear of contradiction by her neighbours. ' You have now a chance, my girl,' he said, with his superior and con- descending kindliness, ' of retrieving your position. Behave well, and some good young man of your own class may still make honourable love to you/ But Janet was so overwhelmed with distress at leaving her child the child for whose future she had provided so fatally that she cared little just at present for the good young man, or the honourable love he was still to offer her. Her whole being for the moment was summed up in wounded affection for the child of the worthless creature who had got her into this trouble, and then basely enlisted in order to desert her. And the sense that she had brought this second bereaval upon herself by her foolish action only made her grief more poignant. She felt no particular remorse for her betrayal of Lord Remenham and his countess most young women of her class are not built for such remorse, but she suffered agonies of distress at the loss of her baby. ''You'll have your own little one back again now,' her mother said to her, the first evening, while preparations for the move were being made in the cottage. 137 JANET'S NEMESIS Her own little one ! Janet's heart gave a start. She had hardly even thought of that other baby the Countess's baby the baby at Lucy's. She supposed she must have him back. ' Oh, I '11 get him in a day or two,' she answered listlessly. ' But he '11 never be the same to me as as the dear little thing I 've been nursing for my lady.' Her mother gazed hard at her. ' 'Tis strange/ she said ; ' 'tis always so with foster-mothers. It seems as if love went out of one with the mother's milk. If you nurse another woman's baby you get fonder of it, they say, nor you would of your own. 'Tis no use denying it. The good Lord has made us so.' Janet rose from her chair and took refuge in her own bed- room. There, sobbing low to herself, as one must do in a cottage, lest one's sobs should be heard through the thin partitions, she rolled and cried, hugging herself wildly at the deadly irony of it. Love any other child better than her own dear baby ! Why, she hated the very thought of having that other one back. How could she endure to bring it up ? And, then, to think of the long years through which she must go on pretending to love it ! However, for fear's sake and the neighbours', there was nothing for her to do but to take back the child that had been christened William, and to make believe to her mother that she took some care of it. So she brought it away from Lucy's, and carried it home to the cottage, while prepara- tions still went on for the move to the lodging-house. Her first thoughts of it were almost murderous. Bring up that brat that puling child of Lady Remenham's that boy that had dispossessed her of her own dear pet ! no, no, she could not do it. For a week or two she would pretend to take care of it, for form's sake ; ' but there 's plenty of ways/ she thought, ' you can get rid of babies a long way short of strangling them. There always comes turns when you can 138 JANET'S NEMESIS hardly nurse 'em through,, with the best care you can give 'em. Neglect 'em then, and you 're soon enough free from 'em.' However, the first night baby Willie came home, she undressed him and tended him as she had tended Hugh Seymour Plantagenet, her own lordly babe tended that Countess's brat who had hitherto been accustomed to the tender mercies of Lucy's bringing up by hand, in the pre- carious intervals of her dairy work and her charge of her own five half-starved little ones. Baby Willie took to the new nurse instantly. In her heart Janet despised the unclassed little lordling. Accustomed as she was to her own noble Hugh, with his exquisite baby-linen, his beautiful cradle, and his embroidered coronet, she thought small things in- deed of the poor wee changeling, who had been brought up by hand in a labourer's cottage and swathed in such clothes as she had provided beforehand for her own unwelcome, un- classed infant. Nevertheless, she had acquired at the castle a certain fastidious way of taking care of a baby ; and, mechanically at first, by the mere routine habits of the Eng- lish housemaid, she went on taking care of the Countess's brat with the same solicitude she had been accustomed to lavish upon Hugh Seymour Plantagenet. Little by little a curious feeling began to come over her. Every night and every morning she looked after baby Willie, and did for him all the things she had been accustomed to do in the night-nursery at the Earl's, for the reputed Lord Hurley. And even as she did them she was dimly aware that they afforded her a certain curious consolation and comfort in her bereavement. Having lost her own baby, for all practical purposes (by her own act, yet unwillingly), it pleased her at least to have some other child upon whom she might continue to expend those motherly cares which were at first an instinct, and had now come to be a habit with her. Even so, people who have lost a child of their 139 JANET'S NEMESIS own often wish to adopt one of corresponding age, not to break continuity in the current of their feelings. When Janet first had to give up her own baby, it is true, she hated the very thought of being compelled to tend that child of the Countess's. But after a week or two of the other woman's baby, she found the comfort of having still a child to think about so great and so consoling, that not for worlds would she have relinquished the pleasure of tending it. Meanwhile, the move to the neighbouring town had been made, and Janet had taken up her new position in life as mistress of a lodging-house. Before her baby was born she would have thought that position a very ' grand ' one, and would have felt afraid of actually ordering about a servant of her own ; but ten months at the castle had wrought a vast difference in her point of view : she was accustomed there to be petted and waited upon ; a footman in silk stockings had brought up her meals to the day-nursery, for she had received in every way the amount of consideration that should naturally be paid to Lord Hurley's foster-mother. So she found it ' rather a come-down in life,' as she said, than otherwise, to go straight from being waited upon by lordly flunkeys to receiving orders for dinner from casual lodgers. However, being a tall young woman of some grace and dignity, she gave a certain importance to her new posi- tion, and was treated as a rule with considerable respect by the better class of her visitors. Her plain black dress, her slight affectation of widowhood, and her undeniable care and attention for her baby, impressed them with the idea that Mrs. Wells, as they called her, was ' a most superior young woman for her station.' And in point of fact Janet had been well grounded in fundamentals at the village school, and made ' a lodging-house lady ' as good as the best of them. Her rooms, for the most part, were full in summer with waterside visitors, though half empty in winter, when the 140 JANETS NEMESIS season was dull ; but with what she made by them, and what Lord Remenham allowed her, she managed to live in a style which her new class considered extremely comfortable, Meanwhile Willie grew on, and, to her own great surprise at first, Janet found herself constantly more and more attached to him. The child was with her all day ; she taught it to walk, to talk, to dress itself; if it had been her very own, it could hardly have been much nearer to her. Gradually she felt it was filling the place in her heart that her own dear baby had once better filled ; and though she shrank from the recognition of that fact, far more than she had shrunk from the first sub- stitution, it forced itself upon her, whether she would or not, from month to month, with increasing distinctness. Three times a year ' Mrs. Wells ' returned by permission to the castle, to visit once more her own lost darling. Lord Remenham was touched by her constant attachment to ' Hughie/ and even the Countess admitted in her cold way that ' Wells had behaved throughout in the most exemplary manner ' ; there was no denying the reality of her attach- ment to her foster-son. But as little Lord Hurley reached seven and eight, Janet was aware of a painful element, which grew more and more marked in these occasional visits. It was clear each time that Hugh cared less and less to see her. To say the truth, these four-monthly outbursts of spasmodic affection on the part of a stranger distinctly bored the child. He didn't care twopence himself about Mrs. Wells, whom he was told by his father he ought to love ' because she was his foster-mother ' a phrase which conveyed to him about as much information as if he had been told that Janet was his residuary legatee or his feudal suzerain. At first he merely felt the stated visits a vague nuisance ; they interfered with his playing : but as time went on, he learned to hate them, and to shrink from being ' slobbered over/ as he expressed it, by a woman for whom he had not any feeling on earth save one of mild though growing aversion. At last, he 141 JANETS NEMESIS flatly refused to see Mrs. Wells at all ; and when Lord Remenham interfered, and insisted, in his honest., stiff- necked way, that Hugh must c show some gratitude to the woman who had saved his life/ the boy showed it by receiving her with marked ungraciousness, and audibly exclaiming, in a voice of relief, 'Well, thank goodness, that 's over ! ' as she left his presence. Had this happened when he was two years old, or even three, it would have broken Janet's heart by its cruel irony. But happening when he was ten, it affected her far less poignantly than she could herself have anticipated. She had grown meanwhile to be fonder and fonder of Willie f My own dear boy,' as she now called him to herself; she took less and less notice, thought less and less meanwhile, of the arrogant young aristocrat whom she had brought into the world to be the Countess's plaything. Willie was so sweet and good, and so deeply attached to her; while Hugh had rapidly developed what she could not but consider the haughtiness of his class, and seemed to think his real mother ' like the dirt beneath his feet,' as she said to herself bitterly. Moreover, she had another cause of grievance against the sturdy little viscount. He was strong and vigorous, with the robust constitution inherited from a peasant father and mother; while Willie, her own dear Willie, was weak and ailing, and often required her most tender nursing. When he was only two years old, indeed, he had a terrible attack of croup, which nearly carried him off; and as Janet sat up all night, with clasped hands and streaming eyes, watching by the couch of the other woman's son, it came home to her all at once that to lose Willie now would be ten thousand times worse for her than to lose her own boy, the false Lord Hurley. So things went on for several years : though after the little episode of ' Thank goodness, that 's over ! ' Janet went back no more on her formal visits to the castle. She wrote 142 JANETS NEMESIS Lord Remenham a most dignified and sensible letter upon the subject just a trifle marred by her housemaidenly handwriting. ' I could not help seeing, my lord/ she said, with simple eloquence, ' on my last visit to the castle, that my dear foster-child no longer regards me with any affection. As that is so, much as it grieves me, I think I had better discontinue my visits. I love him as deeply and as dearly as ever ; but I love him too well to desire to hurt him, by inflicting myself upon him when he doesn't want me.' Remenham read the letter aloud as a penance to Hugh ; who responded with effusion, ' Well, that 's one good thing, anyhow !' He was deaf to his father's expressions of regret that he should have so alienated the feelings of a good woman, who loved him. l What right had she to call me "my Hughie"?'he asked, with warmth. 'Why, Charlie says she's nothing at all but a common lodging-house woman.' Charlie was Hugh's friend, a boy-groom at the stables. Remenham felt this conduct on Hurley's part so bitterly, that he actually went across to the neighbouring town to call upon Janet, and apologise to her for his son's coldness. But he chanced on a day when Willie was ill and kept home from school. The boy's delicacy struck him. ' Is he often so ? ' he asked, with a heart-pang. 4 Well, he 's never been strong, my lord,' Janet answered truthfully ; ' having been brought up by hand, you know it never does suit them.' And as she spoke a sudden dagger went through her heart all at once, to think she should have starved that dear boy of the nourishment his father the Earl had bought and paid for in order to feed that strong and healthy and ungrateful young aristocrat, her boy, Hugh Seymour Plantagenet, Viscount Hurley. The Earl recounted it all at length to his wife that night. e Gwen,' he said seriously, ' we had no right to do it. I must provide better for that boy. I shall allow his mother 143 JANETS NEMESIS a hundred a year for his education. He 's a most intelligent child, with excellent faculties ; and I 'm sure he 'd do credit to any pains bestowed upon him/ * My dear/ the Countess answered, e you shall do nothing so quixotic/ The natural result of which was that the Earl did it, and said no more about it. This princely allowance for her boy's education stirred up in Janet's mind a fresh ambition. Like all dwellers in the Thames valley, she knew well the name and the fame of Oxford. It loomed large in her eyes, as the metropolis of the river. 'Twas not so much as a great university, however, that Oxford appealed to her, but as a place where men lived and learned to be gentlemen real waterside gentlemen, in white sweaters and red blazers and straw hats with banded ribbons. Oxford men came often to her lodgings in the summer with the cardinal's hat or the red cross embroidered on their jerseys, and she recognised the fact that there was a Something about them. Why should not her boy, her own dear Willie, be sent to Oxford, and there manufactured into a real gentleman? Manufactured? Why, he was a gentleman born and a nobleman too, if it came to that, and the real Lord Hurley ! If she sent him to Oxford, she might undo some part of the terrible wrong she had done him long since in depriving him of his birthright a wrong which, brought home to her now she loved him, was be- ginning to weigh upon her soul not a little ; for with our peasant class, incapable of any broad abstract ideas, you must have a personal substratum of emotional feeling to work upon in every case, before there can be any real recognition of right and wrong in their wider aspects. It was a wild ambition, perhaps, for a lodging-house keeper to entertain ; but there was a good grammar-school in the town, where the boys wore square college caps ; and with Lord Remen- ham's hundred a year, a great deal was possible. She would JANET'S NEMESIS begin saving it up, for it was to be paid to her quarterly at once ; and by the time her boy was of an age to go to Oxford, she would have enough to send him there and to live herself in such a way as not to disgrace him. Thenceforth she saved with the petty, penurious, argus- eyed saving of the lesser bourgeoisie. Not so far as Willie was concerned, however. For him, she spent all she could afford, to keep him neat and well dressed, and to let him associate with other boys who were fit companions for a destined Oxford man. Nay, more : hard as it was for her to refuse them, she took no more big schoolboys or Oxford men as lodgers in summer : no undergraduate henceforth should ever be able to say, 'I know that man I lodged with his mother a couple of years ago.' Year after year she saved up, and sent Willie to the grammar-school, and dressed him well., and took every fond care of him. And year after year she loved him more and more, with the ardent love one lavishes on those for whom one has worked and endured and suffered. Yet ever amidst it all came the gnawing thought, ' All I can do for him is as nothing now, compared to what I have taken from him. I deprived him of an earldom ; and I can educate him, perhaps, to be a curate or a schoolmaster/ As for Willie, he loved and admired his mother as he naturally called her. He was fond of her and proud of her for she was tall and handsome; she 'held her head up'; and he could see how hard she worked to keep the family ' respectable/ He honoured her for that wish ; for he had inherited the Earl's conscientious, conventional, honest, doctrinaire nature. He was prouder of her by far than he would have been of the Countess. When he was getting to be seventeen, it began to strike Janet that her occasional lapses in grammar, though more and more infrequent as she got on in the world, were a source of pain or humiliation to her boy ; and she said to him frankly, ' Correct me, Willie, and explain why to me/ He corrected and explained ; and K 145 JANET'S NEMESIS Janet, who was naturally clear-headed, sensible, and logical, understood and grasped the principles he expounded to her. She took pains with her English. As he got on at school he was head of his class always, and took all the prizes, especially in classics she felt still more of a desire not to shame her boy when he should go to Oxford ; and with this intent she made him read her books, and read them herself Tennyson, Dickens, Thackeray, the current novelists so that she might at least avoid putting her foot in it when she heard them talked of. And being a woman of remark- able mother-wit and quickness, she found very soon, to her immense surprise, that she could talk of many such things a great deal better than some silly ' real ladies/ It was a glorious day when, soon after Willie was nineteen, her boy returned from a week's visit to that marvellous Oxford one day, with the incredibly great news that he had won a junior studentship at Christ Church. (That is the name at f the House ' for what anywhere else would be called a scholarship.) It was worth eighty pounds a year, and, with Lord Remenham's allowance, it would enable him to live like a gentleman at Oxford. Janet made a rapid calculation in her own mind. Yes, yes; she could allow him seventy pounds more herself, which would give him an income of 250 ; and yet, by expending all her little savings in one wild burst, she would be able to live at Oxford herself, in quiet lodgings, for three years, like a lady, so as not to disgrace him ! One thing alone poisoned her happiness in this hour of triumph. Willie added at last, with a touch of not unnatural pleasure, ' And I beat some fellows from the biggest schools from Eton and Harrow ; amongst others, Lord Hurley.' A stab went straight through the mother's heart, or rather, the foster-mother's for it was not Hugh she was thinking of. 'Will he go to Christ Church with you?' she asked, trembling. 146 JANET'S NEMESIS * Yes, mother dear, but without a studentship.' Strange thoughts coursed quickly through Janet's head. That young aristocrat, her own son, might be rude to her dear boy. How much did he know ? How much did he remember ? It was fortunate she had left off going to see him at the castle when he was ten years old. Perhaps the whole episode might have faded from his memory. But the Earl would know. And the Earl might tell him. At that moment, if she didn't hate Hugh, at least she feared him. And such fear as hers was not far from hatred. October term came. It was the hour of freshmen. And when Lord Hurley set out from the castle, his father (or rather his reputed father) said to him as his last word, ' You know your foster-mother's boy, young Wells, gained that junior studentship that you missed, Hurley. Be sure, my boy, for our sake, that you are kind to him.' 'All right, father/ Hurley answered, as he jumped into the dogcart which was to take him to the station. But he added to himself, with a smile, ' Just like my father ! Wants to make me polite to every deserving young cad who happens to interest him.' Three days later Janet was walking down the High, with her boy in cap and gown, proud and delighted as she had never been before in that strange varied life of hers. It was a moment of pure triumph. All at once, from a window overhead, she heard a murmur of voices. They came from a first-floor window of a club of undergraduates, which was gay even then with flowers in boxes. 'Why, that's the woman we lodged with three or four years ago when we stopped by the river!' one voice exclaimed the voice of an Oriel commoner. c How awfully odd ! And she 's walking with a 'Varsity man ! ' ' Yes,' a second voice drawled. ' Devilish odd, isn't it ? That 's my old foster-mother, Mrs, Wells ; and she 's walking 147 JANETS NEMESIS with her son. He's a protege of my father's; and he's got a junior studentship at the House. Rum combination, ain't it ? ' Janet glanced at Willie. He had not a mother's ears, like hers ; and