VERNON GROVE; OR, HEARTS AS THEY ARE NEW YORK: RUDD & CARLETON, 310 BROADWAY. M DCCCLIX. Entered according to Act of Congress, In the year 1858, by EUDD & CABLETON, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York. E. OEAIGHBAD, Printer, Stereotype!-, and Electrol Carton Duilbing, 81, 83, and 85 Centre Street. J. R. THOMPSON, THE ATTRACTIVE POET AND ADMIRED PROSE WRITER, Who, from his own GARDEN OF BEAUTIFUL CREATIONS, Looked kindly upon VERNON GROVE, A SIMPLE WAY-SIDE FLOWER, THIS BOOK Is gratefully Dedicated. VERNON GROVE: OR, HEARTS AS THEY ARE. CHAPTER I. "Gold! Gold! Gold! Gold! Bright and yellow, and hard, and cold, Molten, graven, hammered, and roll'd, Heavy to get and light to hold ; Hoarded, bartered, bought, and sold, Stolen, borrowed, squandered, doled To the very verge of the church-yard mould 1 Price of many a crime untold; Gold! Gold! Gold! Gold!" HOOD. " Is she not passing fair ?" SHAKSPEARE. ROBERT CLAYTON had but two passions in existence, two all engrossing impulses, love of money and love for his wife : into these all minor feelings merged ; tliey were the broad vast ocean, the hungry, absorbing reser- voir, while friendship, religion, joy, despair, hope, all that commonly affect mortals, were simply streams running towards that ocean in which they were lost ; thus, to 8 Vernon Grove. glance from his gold into the bright and beautiful eyes of his wife, to seem to others but a hard, gain-loving man, and yet to her a fond and passionately attached husband, was aim and end enough for him while he ran the race for wealth and won it. Let us look at him. He has closed his door and his head is bent, while with pen in hand he draws mystic numbers, which to you or me are simply numbers, but to him a calculation involving the gain of many dollars, and he is alone. There is no need to reiterate his command that while in that room, in no way resembling the others in his mansion, that cheerless, uncurtained room, in which are only papers, and maps, and a few books of reference upon the table, he may remain undisturbed, for the ser- vants are too well trained to disobey an order once given, and in that lordly homestead there are no patter- ing feet of children to break the stillness, no fond child- ish cry of " father," no silvery tinkling laughter. All is hushed ! the man bending there over his fast- increasing black hieroglyphics, need fear no such intru- sion and the calculation goes on bravely and well, while the look of interest becomes deeper and deeper ; but at last, even while the calculator has unclosed his nervous fingers and grasped the empty air as though he were clutching a golden prize, some one has dared with sacri- legious tread to cross the threshold, to open the door of that sacred retreat boldly, and to stand unawed before the absorbed inmate, with smiling face, all careless of the mysteries within. As the door swung open, a frown betokening anger passed over the brow of the slave of business, and he Vernon Grove. 9 laid down his pen with a gesture of impatience, but soon a smile, like the play of lightning over a gloomy sky, lit up his heavy face as he turned it towards the intruder. How dazzling she was in the pride of her radiant love- liness ! Nature had given her beauty, and art had brightened it, as a setting adorns a gem ! He drew her fondly towards him, baptising her, as it were, with a multitude of new and tender names, laid her little gloved hand in his own and looked almost incredulously upon it, as though it was the hand of a fairy, and not one which was his, his only ; smoothed into place a truant wave of hair, praised her lips, her eyes, nay even with almost womanly interest her dress, from the fuschias which hung upon their trembling stems about her face, on through all the minutiae of her taste- ful toilet, and then telling her playfully that he knew why she had ventured into his den, pressed upon her a handful of glittering gold. But no, she came not for that, nor did she need it ; she came only to bid good bye, good bye for a few hours; he might have missed her otherwise, she said smiling, as she looked up into his eyes as a star looks down upon an avid desert. The hard face brightened ; a face which had often turned coldly away from pleading poverty or the sick man's prayer. The good bye was fondly, lingeringly said, the bright beautiful form passed from the room and left it in comparative darkness, the heavy, absorbed look returned to the face of the calculator, while she, for whom it had brightened, passed on with light step through the winding passages, out into the noble corri- dor, along the line of pictures which graced her luxuri- 1* io Vernon Grove. ous home, then into the sunlight without, which played about her as over some bright-feathered bird, and to the carriage which awaited her at the door. "Drive quickly," she said in a tone which seemed accustomed to command, " or we shall be too late for the Exhibition, but first to my brother's." The coachman obeyed, and the elegant equipage rolled noiselessly along the streets, attracting the atten- tion of many a pedestrian by the perfect keeping of the whole; the silver mountings shone brilliantly in the sunshine, the dark green panels reflected the lights and shadows on their polished surfaces, and the steeds had that proud, almost conscious air, which betokens blood, and though spirited, were managed by their skilful driver with no unpractised hand. " Happy lady," laughed a child of poverty, who with bare feet was pattering along the dusty highway, as she caught a glimpse of the coach and its occupant. "Happy lady," echoed a weary toil-worn man, "what prevents her from being contented ? God knows that to me riches would bring happiness." " Happier child and laborer," said the invisible spirits of the air, "for you life has some object; your sleep is sweet ; ye labor lor an end ; for her the only end is pleasure, and pleasure brings not peace." The carriage stopped before a fine mansion, which in spite of its grandeur and perfect proportions was a gloomy one, for the closed windows almost betokened that it was uninhabited ; but Isabel Clayton seemed at home there, as opening the door and shutting it again noiselessly, and then ascending the stairs, she knocked gently at the door of a chamber. Vernon Grove. 1 1 It was carefully unfastened from within, and a phy- sician stood before her, who bowed and raised his finger warningly, as if commanding silence, and pointed towards the room which he had just left. " Is the crisis passed ?" she whispered somewhat anxiously, " is my brother out of danger ?" " Yes," was the answer, " I am happy to say that the crisis is past, and that I can pronounce my patient cured at least of his fever, but" The lady's little foot tapped the floor impatiently. " Your pardon, Dr. Bailey ; let me beseech you to onat for once that ominous but ; I really believe that that word is as necessary now to a physician as a gold-headed cane was in the olden time ; it betokens all things, that your patient may live or die, that you mean to cure or kill him." The doctor knit his brow as if doubting whether to endure so rude a speech, even from such rich rosy lips, but his time was so valuable that he simply vented his indignation in a quick impatient growl, and forthwith informed the visitor of her brother's condition. " I was about to say, madam," he continued, " that Mr. Vernon no longer nacded my services, but that the fever has left him totally blind." ''Blind! Merciful heaven!" said the lady, with a shudder ; " that, indeed, is a misfortune ; w r hat will he do, think you, with his beautiful pictures, his statuary, his library, now that he can no longer enjoy them ? But I am trespassing upon your time when I can learn all from his own lips. I can see him, may I not ?" " I suppose so, yes, of course," said the physician rather doubtfully, hesitating as to the expediency of 12 Vernon Grove. admitting even a sister to his patient's room, " but as you value his well-being, do not broach any agitating subjects, and above all, do not make a long stay." This last warning was not needed; he might have spared himself the trouble of adding it. The door opened once more and admitted Isabel Clayton to her brother's chamber, shaded almost to entire darkness by the heavy curtains and closed blinds. " You are better at last, Richard," she said, taking one of his hands which was white and thin from long confinement, " the doctor has just told me so ; need I tell you how rejoiced I am to hear it ?" " Thank you, Isabel ; I hope that you have enjoyed your little pleasure trip ; I am glad to see you here ; no, I forget ; I mean that I am glad to hear the sound of your voice ; I suppose that Dr. Bailey has told you all, and that it is as superfluous as it would be painful for me to repeat it." " Yes, it is very, very dreadful !" " Only dreadful, Isabel?" he exclaimed, starting up and then sinking back upon the pillow with a sigh of exhaustion, " that is a calm, old, meaningless word to express such an affliction as mine ; why, a stormy day is simply dreadful, a headache dreadful, why not have said the truth at once, that my life will be utterly use- less, really not worth the having !" " Hush, Richard," said his sister, half frightened at his despairing mood and fierce reckless words, "you must look upon the other side of the picture ; there is always a bright side you know" (it was a new thing for Isabel Clayton to moralize) ; " let me see ; friends will Vernon Grove. 13 flock around you, of course, and the same hand that has closed your eyes to the beauties of life, has closed them likewise, you must remember, to all that is repulsive. If I had only time to think, I might enumerate many comforts which are still left you ; but I have an engage- ment this morning which I must go to fulfil." " What, so soon ?" " Now, Richard, any one hearing your querulous tone would think that I had been at your bed-side but one minute, when I can assure you that thirty minutes have elapsed since I entered; take care of yourself ; I will come again soon, daily, until you are better, and now good bye until to-morrow." The sick man groaned aloud as she left the room. " This is the beginning," he said, " always and to every one a burden ; if she, my sister, of whom I might have expected at least a semblance of interest, leaves me here desolate in a solitude which is almost madness, what am I to hope from others ? Great heaven ! this is indeed a trial beyond endurance! It would be a mercy to take my worthless life, and I would yield it up cheer- fully since the light in it is darkened for ever." It was well that the prayer of that despairing heart was not regarded. God was merciful in another Avay, and spared his life, perhaps for greater suffering and trial to prepare him better for the mysterious change which he coveted, perhaps for some more than com- pensating joy. CHAPTER II. "Blind to the bright blue sky, the glorious sun, The mild pale moon, the vesper star's sweet blaze ; Blind to the soft green fields where brooklets run, The hills where linger sunset's parting rays. Blind to the bright eye's most exprassive beam, The cheek's rich dyes of beauty, and the form Whose symmetry might gild the sculptor's dream Of young Apollo, and his fancy warm." IT was but too true. Richard Vernon was hopelessly, irrevocably blind. Weary of the world too he became, for his was not a spirit to sit with folded arms under its affliction, but like a caged lion to chafe against the bars which held it prisoner. Born in a luxurious city, proud, passionate, wealthy, his misfortune, when it came to him after a terrible illness, in which he hovered for days between life and death, made him suspicious, cold, and reserved. It was a double misfortune to him, who had educated his whole nature to the worship of beauty, seeking it in the minutest shell or flower, in the eyes of an unconscious infant as well as on the brow of a sculp- tured Titan, to feel himself stranded on a shore of dark- ness, where an eternal gloom took the place of the midnight stars, and a boundless blank replaced the smiling sunshine of the morn with only the memory of the beautiful to cheer him. His very wealth became at times a source of annoyance to him, for, from his Vernon Grove. 15 gloomy brooding heart came thoughts of mistrust against those who had loved him when he could be of and among them, to pamper their tastes, and, who now sought from others the entertainment which he could not give. The gay crowd, indeed, among whom he had lived, wondered for a season, condoled and pitied, and even occasionally spared an hour from their pursuit of pleasure to cheer the lonely man in his solitary, darkened room ; but Vernon felt, with the apathy of a man of the world, that the beauty, interest, and glory of life had departed, and that his dim apartment was no place for the butterflies of Fashion to fold their gaudy wings, and he soon wearied of visits which he knew were mere out- ward forms of conventional ceremony. His sister, his only relative, gave him, it is true, what sympathy she could spare, and with her soft jewelled hand in his, told him of the outer life which he had been compelled to relinquish, sometimes of a new ball-room melody, to which, while she sang, she kept time with her restless feet, or of some new work of art in vogue, but even in her softly modulated voice he could detect a scarcely disguised desire to be in the sunshine once more, and freed from his querulous repinings. He re- membered, too, what she was to that outer world, and how unconsciously to her the adulation that she met with there, together with the blind devotion of an indulgent husband, helped to foster her faults of cha- racter, the chief of which were thoughtlessness and selfishness. But Vernon had one link still bright and untarnished, which kept him from total despair. It is a truth that cannot be doubted, because so often 16 Vernon Grove. proved, that more powerful, more self-abnegating friend- ships exist between men than between women j indeed, among the latter there is often a frivolous semblance of friendship which the faintest breath of the world may dissolve, but when man grasps the hand of his brother man, either with open words and promises of truth, or a silent vow, almost the more powerful because unheard, unuttered, the bond cannot be broken, no strength can overcome the faithful grasp, no shock can sever the union. Voices around may whisper of unworthiness, the stronger is the tie ; misfortunes may come, poverty, sickness, desolation, and the clasp is still firm and sure unto death. Happily for Vernon, though so isolated, he had found such a friend in Albert Lin wood, a young artist of great promise, who, though several years his junior, would steal away from an unfinished picture in his studio, to converse with or read to him from the books which lie loved best ; and many an hour, which spent otherwise, might have helped him on to fame, found him with Vernon, whose rebellious spirit was always calmer for his coming. It was in one of these visits that Albert remonstrated with him upon the objectless life he was leading. " Are you not weary," he said, " of these everlasting city surroundings ? Would you not be happier, better, where the sounds are less harsh, and where you can feel that there are broader glimpses of the blue sky ?" "That w T ord happiness," replied Vernon moodily, " has long since been blotted out of my vocabulary." " And yet, if you will listen for a moment," replied Albert, " perhaps you would feel a sensation akin to it ; for I might arouse you into something like action. Vernon Grove. iy Leave the city for a while and take up your abode in some pretty rural place ; the change would benefit you, I know, and you would soon realize the truism that God especially made the country; you will stagnate body and soul here." Vernon interrupted his friend with a gesture of im- patience. " You seem to be leagued with the rest, Linwood, in trying to deprive me of even the few remaining plea- sures which I have left ; do you not see that I need some excitement to bear me up? Just consider my lonely position in such a place; I would scarcely ask you to relinquish your advantages here to come and cheer me, Isabel would pine away and die in such a solitude, and other friends I care not to have. No, let me remain where I can at least hear an echo from the world which I used to enjoy so much; even in a reflected rainbow there are some gleams of beauty you know." "And yet, here you are wretched," answered Lin- wood, earnestly, " all your fine qualities are beclouded, you are growing misanthropic and dreamy, and need a change. Trust me, Yernon, and listen to me ; rouse yourself from this apathy, take a pleasant house in the country with extensive grounds, hire laborers, cultivate your fields, sow your gardens, and reap their fruit ; do something ; be anything but a mere clod ; bring health back again to your frame by constant exercise and out- of-door life, and in the evening employ your servant, who has proved himself, in his capacity of attendant, trusty and intelligent, in reading good practical books, which will keep your mind awake and your knowledge of current events as thorough as before your blindness." i8 Vernon Grove. Linwood stopped for breath, for his zeal for his friend had quickened his usual measured tone, and the artist thought generally more than he spoke. " Tell me when your Utopian sketch is quite finished," said Vernon, mockingly, and leaning back, apparently without interest, into a more comfortable position ; but Linwood, not heeding the interruption, continued his exhortations. " Then for me, you can fit up an artist's room, and I will paint your grounds, your hill-tops, and meadows, in pictures which might make me immortal, perchance, and though the city must claim me sometimes, Vernon, my country studio will be my real home. And now my story is done, as they say in the nursery books; this simple, rustic life may -not exactly suit you, but I pro- mise you one thing, that the result will be peace of mind." " I own that you paint a picture with words as grace- fully as you do with your pencil ;" replied Vernon, " but still you must excuse me from being the principal figure in it, even though it have meadows and hills in the fore- ground, and peace of mind in the perspective. Excuse me, I shall do very well where I am." " No," said Linwood, rising and speaking with grow- ing earnestness, " you will not, and you know it ; you know that each day finds you more restless than the last, and I sometimes think that even my favorite country plan will not benefit you ; you need the tender- est devotion and care, you need a sister's sympathy and love, or finally, if I incur your displeasure for it, I must be frank and speak my mind, you need the watchful tenderness of a wife." Vernon Grove. 19 A look of intense scorn and incredulity passed over Vernon's face as Lin wood thus spoke, and then breaking forth impetuously in a torrent of words, he effectually silenced Linwood's well-meant conversation. " That would be something beyond the miraculous, the moment, I mean, when any fair, refined, delicate woman placed her hand in mine to follow a blind man's fortunes. Ah, Linwood, you have something yet to learn of human nature ; where have you been that you have not heard that my misfortune has been the theme of conversation for a month, and how one fair lady has said that she pitied me because I could no longer use my glorious eyes in a flirtation ; another, that she would, because of my affliction, lose the best time-keeper in the fashionable dances ; while a third," and here Vernon's voice trembled and faltered, " while a third, who might have spared me such words and have been at least silent, whispered to a friend that though the light of my eyes had departed, I had not lost my fortune ! If you can convert these, Linwood, into watchful and tender wives, women to love and cherish, you hold a magician's wand. But it may not be, my path in life is clear to me ; blind, almost forsaken, poor amid much wealth, because not able to enjoy it, I must walk the hard, stony, rough road of life alone." " And yet not quite alone," said Linwood, quickly, as he grasped his friend's hand. " No, by heaven, there I was wrong," said Vernon, his voice filled with emotion, " forgive me, my friend, not entirely alone, thank God, under the light of your watchful eyes and guided by your faithful arm." CHAPTER IE. "I know a house, its open doora "Wide set to catch the scented breeze, "While, dimpling all the oaken floors, Faint shadows of the swaying trees Pass in and out like spectral things, Dim creatures born of summer light, 'Till through the deepening twilight springs A paler radiance of the night. Across the broad unbroken glade, Which girds this house on either hand, The beach-clumps sprinkle showers of shade; These out-posts of the forest stand And guard the kingdom of the deer, The stillness of their charmed domain, Where Spring chimes matin every year, And Autumn leaves fall down like rain." Miss PARKES. ALBERT LINWOOD departed from his friend's presence, disappointed that he had not succeeded in his endeavors to exchange his monotonous city life for a more varied existence, but a spirit so earnest as his had its reward, and Vernon, left to himself, pondered upon their late conversation. Each time that he reconsidered the matter, it appeared more practicable to him, and sometimes almost inviting ; and in this world of changes, where some one has said that we are so different at different times that we could Vernon Grove. 21 write a letter, without any inconsistency, to " our dear yesterday's selves," it is not surprising that it all ended in Vernon's giving to Linwood full power to purchase a desirable residence. This task the latter gladly undertook, and succeeded so well that after they had been established in the new home a few days, and Vernon seemed to feel as his friend had predicted, better and happier, he acknow- ledged that Linwood had indeed done all things for the best. All his pictures and works of art were sent to orna- ' ment his new home, and every thing that had any claim to beauty in his town residence was removed to the country-seat, while many additions were made suitable to the style of the rural but elegant mansion. It was pleasant, and yet touching, to see the interest that the blind man took in all that appertained to his present abode and the surrounding grounds ; the pic- tures were all hung under his express directions, the furniture arranged with a view to his peculiar tastes, and even the little articles of vertu, which were beautiful, and numerous curiosities from all climes under the sun, were placed to suit his fancy ; and then the outward details, which the last occupant had left uncared for, were minutely described to Vernon, who with a buoyant step and heightened color, would be seen directing the workmen, and the result was ever a happy one, for his taste, by practice and long experience, was never at fault. Thus, if the change brought not happiness, it at least brought occupation, and Vernon, as he sat at evening thinking of his plans for the morrow, or what he had achieved each day, almost fancied that he had lost his 22 Vernon Grove. identity, so different was he from the Vernon who, in times past, had looked with contempt upon anything which savored of the retirement of the country. Nor was Linwood's pencil idle, for the beautiful land- scape around afforded him an incessant study, and he never wearied of gazing at the light and shade of the fine panorama. In the front of the house there lay a well-kept lawn, almost English in its smoothness and verdure, which curved downward gradually until it was lost in the valley below. Trees of every variety decked this velvet carpet, sometimes in clusters, but oftener in solitary beauty, while in the vale below grew smaller shrubs, which disappeared as the depression swelled into an imposing hill covered thickly with forest trees, present- ing from the mansion an ever-varied picture during each succeeding season of the year. Spring brought forth the tender budding green, summer the darker- polished foliage of the maturer leaves, while the autumn and winter phase each claimed admiration the one, for the myriad shades and colors painted against the sky, the other, for the pure snowy drapery of the boughs, which rose mysterious and weird-like, like an assemblage of white-robed spirits watching silently over the earth. On the right stretched a silver river, not so distant but that a passing sail might be seen occasionally upon its placid bosom, until lost in the shading woods ; while on the left, and in the far distance, rose a mountain with its cragged blue peaks in full relief against the sky. Nor must the rear of the house be left undescribecl, for it was here that Vernon was most constantly occu- pied, and here a garden was laid out around an artificial Vernon Grove. 23 lake, whose waters ever kept the foliage green. Indeed, Linwood had chosen well for his friend, and Vernon would sit for hours listening to his praises of the location, at morning when the sun first tinged the waters of the quiet river, at mid-day, when the artist's eyes would kin- dle at the flickered light and shade upon the mountain scene, or in the coming hour of night, when in the still- ness they' could hear the forest trees, touched by the evening breeze, whisper a farewell to the day. But Vernon soon had another cause for anxiety beside his own life-affliction, for not many months had passed before he discovered that while he became each day more reconciled to his own changed situation, Linwood gradually seemed to grow weary of the contracted sphere. lie had transferred to canvas all the striking views in the neighborhood with exemplary patience, considering that his forte lay rather in portraying the human face divine ; but though he felt a weariness pressing upon his spirits, he made an effort, and partially succeeded, to con- ceal all appearance of ennui ; but Vernon, whose percep- tions seemed more acute since he had been deprived of sight, soon discovered the fact. It seemed to display itself more after Linwood's return from visits to the city where he often went, and though Vernon deplored the change, after a severe struggle with himself, he determined no longer to keep his beloved friend and companion in a solitude which agreed not with his ardent and ambitious temperament, and it was then that he decided to offer him means to go abroad and to improve himself in the art which was the daily worship of his life. When Vernon calmly told Linwood of his proposition, 24 Vernon Grove. little did he imagine that under that passionless exterior there was a struggle that it seemed almost impossible for the speaker to conceal ; but Linwood's own heart was filled with such a glow of joy that it colored everything around with its own rosy hue, and he forgot for a mo- ment the lonely hours that his absence would bring. He seemed floating in the atmosphere of a delicious dream ; his life-long wish had ever been to go abroad, but the purse of a young artist who had yet fame to win was too scantily filled for him to entertain any such Utopian idea. For a moment only, however, did he forget his friend in the brilliant vision which arose before him, for glanc- ing at him to express his thanks, he saw, with dismay, what a contrast his face presented to the feelings which pervaded his own breast ; and his refusal to leave him, his thanks for his generous offer, and the hope that he would forgive his momentary forgetfulness of Vernon's lonely position came in eloquent words from his lips. But Richard would take no refusal ; calmly they sat down to talk the matter over as he told him of his plans and portrayed the advantages which a study of the old masters would afford, until at last Linwood felt that to refuse his friend's generous offer would be unwise and ungrateful, and so, with a heart divided between joyful and sorrowful emotions, the hope of his life was realized ; he was on his way to the land of his many prayers, the birth-place, the home, and the grave of the immortal painters of the past. After the departure of his friend, Vernon turned himself more resolutely than ever to his plans for the improve- ment of his country-seat, and with his ever-watchful ser- Vernon Grove. 25 vant, made more extended excursions across the woods, which bounded his lands, into the more open country be- yond. It was in one of these excursions, and almost be- fore they were aware of it, that they suddenly found themselves upon the little domain which was occupied by the cottage of Mrs. Gordon, an aged lady, whose slender means, and whose inclination, perhaps, kept her a resident of the country, and it was here she lived in complete retirement during the whole year, with only her little grandchild Sybil for companionship, and an old domestic who daily became more incapacitated for labor. A cup of cold water, asked for and bestowed, is often a prelude to a more extended acquaintance, and before many moments Vernon had gained several particulars of the history of his hostess, which was a very sad one, inasmuch as it included loss of property and the death of loved ones ; but Vernon's sympathy was still more en- listed by her telling him, after she had learned his name that his mother and herself had been friends in early life, that they had shared the same apartment at school, and many an act of kindness on each side w r as narrated by her with an earnestness which interested Vernon, and ac- quainted him with several traits of his mother's early years. Vernon would have lingered for hours by the cottage door, but as twilight was approaching, he de- parted with his guide, after having promised a repetition of his visit. Almost daily, after this incident, many comforts found their way to Mrs. Gordon's home, and the early friend of his mother became another object of interest to Ver- non. The chance acquaintance ended, at last, with an 2 26 Vernon Grove. invitation from Vernon to Mrs. Gordon and the child to remove from the cottage to his own home, and for fear that the former might feel the obligation too great to accept, Vernon added, that she, in return, could be the superior of his household, and even extend her motherly care over him in his helpless blindness. After much doubting and earnest thought on Mrs. Gordon's part, the change was made ; but though she clearly saw the advantages of it, a hard struggle it be- came for her to decide in its favor, as she had long been attached to the humble roof under which she had lived peacefully for so many years. But to the little child, particularly, who had grown at the side of her grandmother like the untrained wood- bine over the casement, the prospect of a grand home, studied behavior, and the thought of the solemn aspect of the blind man, brought only tears. Each tree was dear to her, each flower peculiarly hers, for craving knowledge without having any instruction beyond the mere rudiments of book-learning, intelligent without the means of satisfying her thirst for information, her thoughts had been directed to the wonders of nature, and by patient investigation she had solved many a prob- lem for herself, which a scientific naturalist would only have arrived at by long study and numerous books of reference. With the birds her day began, and the rising sun found her guiding the tendrils of a pet vine, or singing among her own songsters of the wood; at mid-day, obedient to her grandmother's call, she learned her daily lesson, and the conscientious teacher imparted all that she could from her own slender store of knowledge. Vernon Grove. 27 The father and mother of the child had both been re- markable, the one for his bright, quick intelligence, the other for her beauty, which was exquisite, though she resembled the flower which blooms in the morning only to wither in the noon-day sun. Both lived for a brief season for each other, but soon found an early grave, passing to a better inheritance than brilliant intellect and beauty in another world. Thus the poetry of Sybil's life was a legacy from those united spirits, and the prose a daily gift from the hands of her worthy grandmother, whose practical lessons of duty helped to give a balance to the child's character. The last adieus were said, the grand equipage of their wealthy neighbor took them away from their vine-co- vered cottage, and all the world was bright and beautiful, while the woods were vocal with songs, but still Mrs. Gordon found herself checking a rising sigh, and Sybil, as she turned back to gaze once more with tearful eyes upon the beloved scene, felt that she had left her whole heart there among the pet birds and flowers of her fast disappearing cottage home. Richard Vernon met them at the door of his beautiful mansion with a winning smile of welcome, which was brilliant enough without the light of his eyes, which in other days had beamed so brightly. The presence of the child, indeed, he scarcely noticed, except by telling Mrs. Gordon that she must have all her wants supplied ; and Sybil, after arranging her little wardrobe and gazing from the window in her pretty apartment at the view of trees and the silver stream, hill, and glowing skies, felt bewildered and home-sick, and wished herself once more in her own low-ceiled room. 28 Vernon Grove. Nor were things brighter or better in the little maid- en's troubled heart when her grandmother desired her presence below ; with step, all unlike the bounding step of the cottage girl, she descended the stairs and sat demurely down, awed by the stillness of the great rooms, feeling very awkward, and scarcely allowing herself to gaze upon the beautiful pictures which adorned the walls, though in after years those very pictures became to her as household gods, and she knew each curve, and light, and shadow of their exquisite proportions. And again at evening it was not more cheerful for the little stranger, as she sat in the damask-cushioned chair longing for her own uncushioned rustic seat, for Mrs. Gordon and her host monopolized all the conversation with their plans for the future, and so it came to pass that long before her cottage bedtime, Sybil fell fast asleep in one of the great armchairs, sighing deeply as the drooping lids at last closed tightly over her eyes. Poor, little, lonely child, she was glad to find forget- fulness in sleep, for the feeling of home-sickness, when it comes to youth is a positive pain, dragging down the young spirit to unutterable misery, for which tears are sometimes a relief, but which is often too deep to be healed except by the comforting hand of Time. Many prayers are sent daily, hourly, from suffering, or pitying, or sympathising hearts upward to God's mercy -seat, but no prayer should be more fervent than this, no prayer is more needed than this "God pity the home-sick child ! " Had Vernon's artist friend been seated with the trio around the evening lamp, he might have kept those sleepy eyes unclosed, and have hushed that despairing Vernon Grove. 29 sigh, for a cheerful spirit was his, loving childhood and seeking ever with gentle kindness to win its love by many legitimate arts of fascination, to which Vernon, either through ignorance or want of interest, was a stranger, and so, Sybil, her face flushed, her position uncomfort- able, and left to herself, slept on, starting and sighing in her dreams as they were colored with the gloomy hues of unwelcome visions. But at last the conversation came to an end ; some- thing like a plan was decided upon for the future, and Mrs. Gordon, with an apology to Vernon for Sybil's unseasonable slumbers, roused the unconscious child, and told her it was time for her to retire. Her good- night was mechanically said in a drowsy tone, and Sybil was hurried off to bed, not, however, before Vernon had expressed his sorrow at having so little to entertain her, and his wonder that she took no interest in the books and pictures by which she was surrounded. Then as they passed from the room, Sybil and her grandmo- ther, he sat down and pondered long and deeply, and one would have imagined from his contracted brow that his musings were not of the most pleasant nature. Nor were they ; he came to the conclusion that Mrs. Gordon was not half so interesting by his fireside as she was in her humble home, her sphere evidently being the cottage, and that children were the most uninteresting ci'eatures in the world ; then he asked himself if he had done wisely in thus adding to his household an aged woman and an ignorant child, the one scarcely a fitting companion for him with his refined, over-fastidious tastes, the other a useless appendage. To be sure, he reasoned, a generous impulse had led him away, the 30 Vernon Grove. wish to befriend his mother's friend, but could he not have shown his generosity in another Avay ? And then what would Linwood think of his chosen companions ? Still it was too late for reflections such as these too late to undo what he had done, and these not very salutary self-communings left him in a bitter mood. But a few days altered the state of things, at least with one of the parties concerned, and this was Sybil, who, while her grandmother quietly found out her sphere of duty and usefulness, discovered pleasures inexhaustible for herself, as varied as they were new. What cared she in her life of freedom what that grand, cold, sightless man thought of her ? She was at liberty to come and go, and she used that liberty to its full extent, roaming where she would, over hill and dale, through brake and forest, and making new friends at every step among the birds and blossoms of Vernon Grove. Not but there was some method in her life, for her grandmother had taught her in a measure to be methodical, and she had not forgotten, nor did she neglect, the reading, spelling, and writing lessons, which she knew, if faithfully performed, were a sure and solid foundation upon which to build a more ornamental structure. Her mornings, therefore, were generally spent in the well-stored library, into which she ventured with caution, until she found that she was unmolested ; and as she had been told that her father's favorite occupation had been study, close unvaried application to books, she had a romantic idea that his spirit, which her grand- mother had taught her to believe was ever present with her, would smile upon her efforts to imitate him, Vernon Grove. 31 and thus early were open to her those volumes which other children would have avoided as unprofitable and uninteresting. To any one occupied in noting the progress of Sybil's mind, it would have been a source of interest and wonder to watch its development, for in a short time she had read through most of the poets, and then with an intuition which was almost incredible, did we not know that there have been parallel cases, thinking that something solid and true was required to balance her mind, she had recourse to histories, and even works of a scientific character. At first, as she daily took refuge there, it was timidly, and as though she was an intruder, but after two years had passed, she felt strangely at home in that sacred apartment, into which the master of the house seldom entered, and had appro- priated a nook there for her own special resort, where she could close her books at will and gaze dreamily out upon the smiling fields, or farther on into the deep mysterious woods with their vai-ied green, until the study of Nature led her back again to the thoughts of others in the precious volumes beside her. Thus while Mrs. Gordon saw that her charge was busied in the mornings with her so-called studies, and that her afternoons were spent in wholesome exercise, she was quite assured that she was making progress in learning, and that she need give herself no trouble about her physical education, for her cheek was still flushed with health, and her form developing as gracefully and as systematically as the bud matures into the attractive beauties of the rose. CHAPTER IV. " Unfolding slow their ivory fringe, The lilies lie upon the pond ; The firs have caught the sunset tinge And murmur elfin-like beyond ; I think whoever sought that grove, To dream an hour of love or heaven, Might, wrapt in some strange mystery, rove And find this year had grown to seven." MlSS PARKEa " Give me music, sad and strong Drawn from deeper founts than song ; More impassioned, full, and free, Than the Poet's numbers be : Music which can master thee, Stern enchantress, Memory." BAYARD TAYLOR. ANOTHER great resource of Sybil was to listen to Mr. Vernon's music. Linwood had said the truth when he told him that he possessed a fine musical taste, and it was one of the few pleasures which he enjoyed alone and independent of any one else, and he now did not regret that he had studied it in former years as a science, and bestowed upon it so much time and attention, which his friends thought might be much better employed in a way more congenial to their own frivolous pursuits. Unconscious of listeners in the music-room at the Grove, he would recall the inspired passages of the finest com- posers, or with intense feeling, and with a deep true voice, Vernon Grove. 33 sing the songs which, had been his favorities in happier hours ; and as each twilight saw him seated at his piano with his soul in the melody or the words, so that hour beheld Sybil, half reclining upon the threshold of the door which led out upon the lawn, with her dreamy eyes fixed upon the coming stars, wrapt, silent, motionless, with but one thought in her heart, the cadence of sweet sounds. To her such music was a new existence, or rather some part of her being which she seemed to have lost or found, for how unlike it was to her wild untaught carol, more bird-like than human, how strange, and yet how exquisite, that scientific combination of sounds, and she enjoyed intuitively those intricate passages of tangled harmony, which can be scarcely understood except by the favored few whom genius has crowned, or by those patient students who make music a part of their education. With what longing did she anticipate that twilight hour, with what pleasure did she look for that daily privilege. Motionless as a statue would she sit until the parting strains sounded, and then as they died away and the instrument was closed, softly would she rise and murmur inaudible thanks for the pleasure which she had received, while Vernon in his blindness was all unconscious of her presence, and then in some woodland haunt, believ- ing that she had no listeners but the birds of the air, she repeated the melody that she had learned from Vernon with the same trills and passionate intonations, giving his own emphasis to every word of her child-voice. His favorite haunt in the woods was a secluded and natural grove, and it w r as from this spot that the name of his country-seat, Vernon Grove, had been derived. It was, indeed, in 2* 34 Vernon Grove. " The very inmost heart Of an old wood, where the green shadows closed Into a rich, clear, summer darkness round, A luxury of gloom." Even in the brightest sunlight there would be shade and retirement, and the whispers of the wind in the top- most branches, that mysterious voice of the trees, brought to his spirit, if not peace, something akin to it, and like a cradled child listening to a beloved voice, he was calmed beneath the tranquillizing influence. To this spot he was often led by his attendant, who understood enough of Vernon's habits to know that he desired to be left there alone. It was at such a time as this, that Sybil one day uncon- sciously intruded upon his solitude. The tempter, who had led her to the grove, was a bird whose flight she was pursuing playfully, and she was seduced into those quiet precincts before she was aware of it, by its hopping from branch to branch, and gracefully arching its little neck as the distance increased between them, as if it enjoyed and understood the pursuit but felt itself safe in its liberty. Just at the entrance of the grove, the pretty creature perched itself upon a tall bending twig that rocked to and fro even with its slight weight, and then with a sort of mocking triumph, as if it were sure that Sybil could not reach it there, sent forth such a gush of melody, such a thrilling song, that she stood entranced while she listened. When the song was ended, Sybil's joy found utterance in the ringing laugh of a careless hnppy girl. "Beautiful creature!" she exclaimed, "was that song Vernon Grove. 35 meant for me for me alone ? It must have been ; and what can I do for you in return, as you sit up there on your regal throne? Shall I call you the King of the Wildwood, and will an answering song be tribute fit for a subject to her sovereign ?" The bird carolled a note as if in return to her question, a soft, gentle, tremulous note ; and then her voice rose in the forest in one of Vernon's favorite songs, at first faint and trembling as though " a tear were in it," then thrilling high in clear bell-like notes ; and at last gushing out in an alto so rich and peculiar, so tender and impassioned, that Vernon forgot his wonder in his pleasure, and simply enjoyed with his whole being. The intensity of the expression was derived from him, but the trills and variations and the thousand nameless graces, Sybil's alone. "It seemed a sea-born music, floating The blue waves o'er, Like that which charms the mermaids, boating By moonlit shore, In every dying fall denoting The strains in store." As her song was finished, from the interior of the grove she heard a voice calling her name, and frightened and half abashed she entered with blushing cheeks, as though she had been guilty of a crime. She knew that it was Mr. Vernon's voice, and like a culprit she awaited what he had to say. " Sybil," said he again, in a voice which had no dis- pleasure in it, " come nearer ; I have been listening to your song ; tell me how and where you learned it, and 36 Vernon Grove. who taught you to give such expression to your words ? Has some prima donna privately given you lessons that you thus seem to have imbibed the very spirit of Italian song ?" " No, never," she said quite solemnly to his playful question. " I would tell you, but I am afraid that you might be angry." "Not more than the bird to whom you sang it," was the reply, " but why do you think that I might be angry ?" Sybil was candor itself, not so much from principle, for that had not yet been developed, but simply because deceit was not in her nature. " I do not know exactly why," she answered, " but that yon frown at times as though something vexed you, and are so grand and solemn, that I thought you would frown upon me if you knew " Sybil stopped. " If I knew what, child ?" " If you knew," she said softly, and watching every line in his face, " that every evening when you sing and think that you are alone, I sit on the door-sill watching the coming stars and listening to you, and it seems such a calm happy close to a busy day, that I am always sorry when the music stops." Vernon smiled rather than frowned, and this gave Sybil encouragement to go on. "And then," she continued, "I try to remember what I have heard, and sometimes sing as you heard me just now, out here in the woods, but only for myself." "And the birds," said Vernon, smiling still more kindly. Then he assured her that it would always give him pleasure to have her for a listener ; and wishing to Vernon Grove. 37 prolong the conversation, because he was beginning to feel an interest in his young companion, he asked her if she loved music, and if it would give her pleasure to hear those wonderfully gifted artists who have moved a whole world to admiration. " Oh, yes," she answered quickly, " the poets love it, and so do I." " And are you a poet as well as a songstress, Erato as well as Euterpe ?" " Oh ! no, no, not a poet," said she, blushing, " but they all write so much and so feelingly about music, that it was they who first taught me to love it, and then lis- tening to you made me realize what a glorious art it was." " And pray, what do you know about the poets ?" he asked with growing curiosity, " are you a spirit or a fairy that you read their brains, and fashion their thoughts with words before they give them a form themselves ? Do you meet them at midnight under the stars, and do they sing for you their unpublished songs ?" " No, sir," she answered, half puzzled at his bantering tone, and half fearful that the dreaded frown would fol- low the words, " those in the library, I mean ; grand- mother said that I might go there if I were careful with the books, and that you would not object, and, oh, Mr. Vernon, if you could only " " Only what, Sybil, do not fear to offend me, I am not the monster you imagine me, eating little boys and girls like an ogre, or killing them with a look ; teU me what yo were going to say ?" " This was all," she answered in a voice whose tone now was softened by pity, " if you could only see to read what I read there." 38 Vernon Grove. Vernon sighed ; it needed not little Sybil's confirma- tion to tell him how much he lost by his blindness. " But I must go now," she said, turning away as she saw the sudden quivering of his lip, " for grandmother must be expecting me," and so independent were they of each other that she was hurrying off without another thought of his solitude and blindness. " Is it so late, then ?" he asked, " your song has shortened, wonderfully, my afternoon musings." " I am very sorry," she said frankly, as though he implied that she had done something wrong, " can I call John for you ? It is indeed getting late, for yonder is my star, my summer timepiece I cull it, looking down upon the grove, and see, now a light cloud is passing over it, not quite hiding its beauty, and now it shines out again in a solemn steady light." Sybil was talking to herself, scarcely to her blind com- panion. Alas ! there was no star for him, no cloud ex- cept that over his blinded eyes, nor was there for him that pretty picture of the child, pointing with upraised finger to the heavens, yet it gladdened him to think that her unstudied words told of a love of the beautiful in nature, and it drew him nearer to his newly found friend. " We can go together, can we not, Sybil ?" he asked. " Oh, yes," she answered gladly, and was tripping off before him with a child's thoughtlessness, but he called her back, and told her that she had forgotten that he required a guide, and hand in hand they wended their way homeward through the fragrant woods, conversing with the freedom of old acquaintances. " After all, Sybil," he said, " you are not such a child Vernon Grove. 39 as I thought ; you are almost as tall as my shoulder, though you must still be very young." " I am just thirteen," she answered, "but I am so ignorant, so very ignorant, of what my grandmother tells me every girl of my age should be acquainted with, geography, grammer, and arithmetic, that I suppose that is the reason why you thought I was a very little child. As I know so little of what I ought to under- stand well, she tries hard to instruct me, but she is get- ting old and feeble now, and cannot teach me much." Vernon mused awhile ; he felt that something was to be done ; he felt that he had neglected her during those past two years. That she had indeed done what she could for herself, he doubted not, but what a wild un- tutored mind was the result ; and then her wondrous voice, and her love of the poets, what genius might not they portend, and how much a systematic education might achieve for her ! He was not a man to argue, and think, and ponder upon any fancy that he might have ; his resolution was taken in a moment, and he told her of it. " Just thirteen, Sybil?" he said, "then you must be as one of your poets has said 1 As a rose at fairest, Neither a bud nor blown.' And it is full time for you to have masters to instruct you, and you shall have* them, if you desire it, and you shall take lessons upon what instruments, and learn what languages you choose. Would you like to be brilliant and accomplished ?" If Richard could not see her, he knew by the fervent 40 Vernon Grove. clasping of her hands, and her heart-felt exclamation of delight, that she appreciated fully his kind offer. " And are you to do all this for me, and I nothing for you ?" she asked timidly, after a pause. " Oh, yes," he answered, with a laugh as careless as in other days, " you must read to me from your friends, the poets ; you must write for me, sing for me, and lead me to the woodlands sometimes; you will have work enough to do, Sybil." " But not too much, I know," said Sybil, who was de- lighted at the idea of being of importance to any one. Then they were silent, each busily musing upon the new page of life that they had turned, and nought was heard save the twittering note of a bird seeking its nightly shelter, or their foot-falls on the dead leaves, as they passed homewards through the woods. The setting sun crimsoned the western sky, and the early stars peeped in and out in the twilight, but thaman and the child walked on unconscious, thinking only of the star- light and the sunlight that had so strangely and sud- denly shone upon their hearts. And soon they reached their home, from which they had departed almost strangers ; but after she had led him to his accustomed seat, and again thanked him for his interest in her, after he had told her smilingly to re- member that the obligation was to be mutual, they part- ed, fast friends. A day, an hour, a minute, fjijfa make the joy or sor- row of a life ; we can even date back from a look, a sin- gle glance of the eye, to the misery of years, or a clasp of the hand has been the earnest of an existence of un- alloyed happiness. And that day at the grove necessa- Vernon Grove. ^n rily made the one or the other, the joy or the sorrow of Sybil's life. But who can foretell the future of happy joyous girlhood? We must accompany her step by step to the end. Sybil, I would have thy frank brow unclouded ever, thy step as bounding, thine eye as tearless as now. But can it be, where change is written on earth's fairest scenes? The sunny morning merges into the stormy night, the blooming field of summer becomes the wintry moor, and thou must change, but how, and why ? Happy Sybil ! With a glad step she hastened to tell her grandmother of her good fortune and to talk of her future accomplishments. She bewildered the simple old lady with her eloquence, and overwhelmed her with her recapitulation of what she would do and be. First she meant to learn about the stars, know their names, and trace the constellations in their rising and setting ; she would seek the w T oods for botanical specimens, and class each flower and shrub with minutest care ; she would study geology, and the formation of the earth would be as familiar to her as the formation of a simple bird's nest, while French, German, Italian, and music, would be her daily friends. Nothing seemed too difficult for Sybil's excited ima- gination, and if ever an air castle was built, itwa s then and there by the breathless child, as she recapitulated her future triumphs in learning to her grandmother, who listened almost sadly, for those whom she had loved and lost had been what Sybil called accomplished, and had passed silently away from her sight. She did not, however, chill the young enthusiast's hopes, but kissing her warmly, in her own simple way 42 Vernon Grove. told her that she might live to know many more things than her grandmother did, but that she must never for- get that it was she who first taught her the names of those very characters which were the foundation of all book knowledge. Then looking down into the yov*ig face which was turned upwards to hers, she continued solemnly : " And Sybil, dear, one thing more I must add ; re- member, among many books there is still but one one which came from heaven while all the rest are con- ceived and fashioned by men ; you will never forget in the new languages, in the brilliant thoughts, in the bewil- dering romances which will be opened to you, the Bible, my child? Promise me that." " Never, oh, never," was the answer. Wlien Sybil promised she kept her word. CHAPTER V. " Imagine, then, some pupil nymph consigned To you, the guardian of her opening mind, In all the bloom and sweetness of eleven, Health, spirits, grace, intelligence, and heaven ; While still from each exuberant motion darts A winning multitude of artless arts. Withal such softness to such smartness joined, So pure a heart to such a knowing mind, So very docile in her wildest mood, Bad by mistake, and without effort good, So humbly thankful when you please to praise, So broken-hearted when your frown dismays, So circumspect, so fearful to offend, And at your look so eager to attend, With memory strong, and with perception bright, Her words, her deeds, so uniformly right, That scarce one foible disconcerts your aims, And care and trouble never name their names ! Yes, I forget you have one anxious care, You have one ceaseless burden of your prayer : It is, great God, assist me to be just To this dear charge committed to my trust." DR. OILMAN'S Contributions to Literature. RICHARD VERNON faithfully put all his plans for Sybil's education into execution. He sent to a neighboring town for masters, who gave daily lessons to his young charge, and it must be confessed that he felt less absorbed in his own immediate troubles and happier 44 Vernon Grove. than he had been for years, for now his life had added to it a new object of interest, and he gave himself up to the work before him with an energy which surprised even himself. Training up a child to womanhood ! Alas, how unfit was he for the responsibility he had assumed. It was an easy thing to guide her mind in acquiring knowledge, to teach her the varied expres- sions in music, or to give the right accent to a foreign tongue, but the heart, how could he think as he did, of moulding that? In his isolated position he had lost sight of the fact of his unfitness for such an office. None dared to tell him of his faults, he had not even Linwood to remonstrate when he became overbearing, but still the faults were there. Rebellious, unreconciled to the great sorrow of his life, proud, obstinate even to his own hurt, subject to fits of despondency and worse paroxysms of uncontrollable anger, which would obey no law, with no religious sense to temper a disposition not naturally gentle, how could he, how could he say as he did to himself, "I will be the guardian to this child ?" The outward graces of Sybil he might, indeed, culti- vate, but never could he lift the veil which covered her heart and say with unfaltering tongue, "I am worthy to be the keeper of the treasure there." As Sybil's studies confined her to the house more than formerly, she learned something of the impulsive charac- ter of Vernon, although she had never seen his temper in its full deformity. Gratitude for the generous part he had acted, pity for his blindness and the knowledge of the interest which he took in her progress, ah 1 united Vernon Grove. 4.5 in fostering a feeling of affection for him and an intense interest in his character, but it was not long before she beheld it in its darkest shade, beheld that stubborn will inflexible to the last, that cruel nature seemingly delight- ing in its power to wound. A boy, the child of a poor, but pious neighbor, had been convicted of stealing fruit from Vernon's orchard, and he ordered the culprit to be severely punished. In vain the boy, who was a fine manly youth, con- fessed his crime and besought Vernon's forgiveness, promising on his knees repentance ; Vernon forgave not. The boy reiterated in broken sobs that he knew his fault was a flagrant one and deserved punishment, represent- ing to him whom he had offended, the distress of his mother when the account of his conduct and penalty should be heard by her, that mother who had taught him so differently ; he dwelt on the grief of his sisters, who had ever been proud of his manliness and honesty, but fruitlessly did the poor boy plead. In Vernon's mind there seemed to be no recognition of the divine precept of acting toward others as he would have others act towards him, and his heart seemed hardened against mercy. When Sybil, who was a witness of the scene, beheld that the boy's agonized pleading fell unregarded upon his ears, she took up the offender's cause herself, and besought him in pitying tones for a reprieve. Sybil, whose voice had scarcely dared raise itself hitherto in that grand homestead, was now almost eloquent in another's behalf. She tirged Vernon to give him one more trial, she appealed in every possible way to his cle- mency, even describing the culprit's whole appearance, 46 Vernon Grove. his white innocent brow and the clustering curls that lay above it, his intelligent eyes, and the firm, compres- sed lips which bespoke resolve and character. " Can these," she pleaded with tearful eyes, " belong to a thief, a hardened determined thief? Oh, no, Mr. Vernon, no ; it was his first fault, and may never again be repeated, will never again be repeated, only forgive him and let him go." She might as well have spoken to the cold midnight stars and have asked their sympathy, or have tried to stay the onward rushing wind. Her interference, her passionate appeal for mercy only exasperated Vernon the more, and with a voice thick with passion, he angrily repeated his order for the boy to be punished, and the lad, with a crushed and broken spirit, was led out to his disgrace. Sybil turned away from the scene with a shudder; interest in Vernon had been followed by fear; she looked back once ere she departed, and drew a picture mentally of his outward form and inner nature the one brave and beautiful, with the nobility of manliness about it, the other so black and hideous. Life grew suddenly dark to her, she could not be quite happy in such com- panionship, it would seem to her like holding the hand of a demon who was dwelling in an angelic form. Slowly she retired to her chamber to weep for the plead- ing suifering boy, and yet more bitter tears were given to the man who was a stranger to forgiveness. Then she knelt and prayed for both, and felt comforted that at the higher Mercy-Seat forgiveness would be found for the penitent. Then the morrow came and passed, and other mor- Vernon Grove. 47 rows went calmly by, and as nothing occurred in all those happy days of study to ruffle that seemingly gen- tle nature of Vernon, Sybil remembered what had passed only as a frightful dream, or if it ever did come to her as a reality, she had but to look at his composed mien and placid face to assure herself that such an event could not, would not occur again. Such a fiendish state of mind might overtake a man once. So likewise say they, who dwelling at the foot of a volcano, have seen the melted lava rush once in destruc- tive torrents down the mountain's side and yet they have lived to see it again. As might have been expected from Sybil's quick intel- ligence, she improved daily in all that she undertook. Vernon personally attended to her English studies, as far as he was able ; directing her tasks, giving her sub- jects for compositions, and teaching her, almost selfishly, inasmuch as it concerned him so nearly, to read well. As for music it was almost a plaything for her, and soon the voices of the blind man and his young charge mingled in song, and no sweeter melody could be imagined than the united harmony. Mrs. Gordon, when she saw Sybil's progress, forgot her terror of learning in her delight at her grandchild's improvement, and as her cheek still glowed with health, and her form lost none of its roundness, she looked smi- lingly on when she was appealed to for sympathy or counsel, and left all unreservedly to Vernon's judgment. She was not wrong apparently in so doing, for he was ever watchful of his charge and judicious in his require- ments, dividing the hours so faithfully between study and recreation, that it left her no cause for complaint. 48 Vernon Grove. Mrs. Gordon saw, too, with pleasure, that Mr. Ver- non's manner had changed towards Sybil, and although he still regarded her as a child, he looked upon her as a companion, and though she knew his faults of character and condemned them, she trusted that Sybil's gentleness would exercise a salutary and refining influence over him, while she would be the gainer, too, by the daily intercourse with a mind so cultivated as his, and in listening to his conversation which was at once choice and instructive. Perhaps the thought which reconciled her most to the existing state of things, was, that Sybil would find a friend in Vernon after the grave had closed over her, as she felt before many years must be the case. There was, at the time of which we are speaking, a great contrast in their evenings to those of the past once Sybil closed her young eyes in sleep, but now while she read to Vernon in a soft voice, which was modulated in obedience to his fastidious ear, Mrs. Gordon's knitting fell from her fingers, and lulled by Sybil's tone, she, in her turn, wandered in the land of dreams. " To-morrow you are to have a holiday," said Vernon one evening to Sybil, " Donalzi has asked me for the day to attend a religious ceremony. Let us make it a gala day, Sybil." He paused, but Sybil was silent, while on his too ex- pressive face a shade of disappointment displayed itself. " You are not half so delighted as I expected you to be," he continued, " only think of a day without any tasks ; why at your age my heart would have throbbed wildly at the idea." " But you know, Mr. Vernon," said Sybil, a little re- Vernon Grove. 49 proachfully, " that I shall not be as free as you say, al- though I must confess that a real holiday would be a great pleasure to me. In the first place, there is that grand overture to practise, then that mystic German tale to translate, and besides, I have my composition to read to you, and then" but Vernon interrupted her in any further enumeration of her stupendous duties. " All these, except the composition, must be for ano- ther day, dear Sybil," he said, " for I have disposed of your time myself for to-morrow in a way which I trust will be acceptable to you. I wish you to go on an ex- cursion with me, a real old-fashioned pic-nic, when we shall spend the day near a ruined church some miles distant. It is so picturesque in its decay that I am told it is well worth the little journey ; you must be as thought- ful as Red Riding Hood, and take a basket of good things with you ; I will order out the large coach, so as to be as comfortable as possible, and John shall be our coach- man and attendant." His voice was so kind, his manner so encouraging, that Sybil, forgetting for a moment how cold and harsh he could be, bounded to his side, and clasping one of his hands in her own, told him how she thanked him, and what pleasure the drive would give her, not forgetting the dinner in the woods, where she fancied herself spreading a rural table and presiding over it ; then sud- denly remembering who and what he was, to whom she was unfolding every nook and corner of her young heart, and how perhaps he was inwardly ridiculing her for her burst of childish feeling, she blushed scarlet, and drew back covered with confusion. " Give me your hand again," he said kindly, as he felt 3 50 Vernon Grove. by her abrupt pause something of the truth ; then his voice took almost a tone of solemn tenderness as he spoke : " It is a soft hand, a true, good hand, and belongs to a true good heart ; my sister has just such a hand, but the world has spoiled her heart, has taken it piece by piece for its own, and a hand without a heart's truth in it is meaningless ; she has forgotten her brother, quite forgotten him, I fear. Until the world has spoiled your heart, will you be my sister, little Sybil ?" He bent forward earnestly, with that strong yearning for aifection in his breast, as if even with his blind eyes he might read her face. Sybil was silent, she knew not what to answer ; she glanced at his strong, powerful frame ; his broad, intel- ligent brow ; and then down, as it were, upon her own diminutive self, standing by his side ; then she hastily compared their mental difference, where the one knew so much, the other so little ; and lastly, she remembered his stern unbending will as opposed to hers, and she was silent still. " Then you will not promise," said Vernon, moodily, " it is so hard a thing to do and be ? Do you forget, Sybil, that years ago, by the cottage porch, you gave me a whole garland which you had woven with infinite care, will you refuse me now the simple flower of sisterly af- fection ?" We have said that Sybil's was a frank nature ; not a shadow of deception appeared in her earnest eyes, but there was trouble in their depth^as she glanced at Ver- non and tried to frame a reply which would not wound him. Xo slight excuse would satisfy her, no glossing over of the truth; she could never have forgiven herself Vernon Grove. 51 for trifling with another, and even her own failings were regarded by her with impartial judgment. Her motto was, " To thine own self be true, And it must follow as the night the day, Thou, can'st not theii be false to any man." Then after a moment's thought she spoke out slowly and distinctly, and Vernon found himself listening with strange eagerness to her words. " No, Mr. Vernon, I cannot be what you require, for a sister must be in a measure, as I understand it, a friend, an adviser whom a brother respects; a sister's wishes and inclinations should be consulted, and I have no right to these requirements at your hands ; and then I am too young, too thoughtless, to be anything of a guide to one so experienced, so worldly-wise as you are ; your nature is too unyielding arid imperious to be guided by me." " And suppose that I should subscribe to these all-im- portant requirements," he asked, " what then ?" " You never could" was the serious answer. " Tell me why, Sybil ?" he said, with growing interest and curiosity. "Because, to engage to be a sister to any one is no light thing," she answered, sitting down as to an impor- tant consultation; "if I had a sister she should tell me all my faults, and reprove me when she thought needful ; we would pray together, weep and smile together ; her sorrows should be mine, /md mine hers ; in fine, we would be all in all to each other ; now, you know that we, you and I, could never be this." " And why ?" was the pertinacious question. 52 Vernon Grove. "Oh, because," she still truthfully answered, " you are a great deal older than I am, and are too grand, and tall, and cold, for such intimate companionship. It seems to me if I had a brother, we would be flying together over the lawn and roaming in the fields for flowers, and these you could not do ; then he would always smile sweetly on me, but your smile has something scornful in it at times, truly a cruel smile ; and you walk upon the earth, not as if you could not see God's beautiful world, but as proudly as if it were made for you, and you had a right to every inch of it. Then there is another reason, and it is this, that I am afraid of you, or have been so un- til to-day, and perfect love, the love of a brother and sister, casteth out fear." Sybil stopped for breath. " Thank you," said Vemon, half amused, half angry, with her portrait of him ; " I really did not know until this moment how formidable I was. Is there no oasis in the desert, no redeeming point that you could mention, to take the sting from your utter condemnation of my- self, to soothe my self-love ?" " Oh yes," answered Sybil, truth still her guiding star, " with all this there is a nobleness about you that seems to belong to no other ; a word of praise from you is worth more than a hundred from my teachers, and then though your lips are often 'Curved like an archer's bow to let the bitter arrows out,' their smile, sometimes, as if in contrast to that cruel sar- castic smile of yours, is like sunshine. And besides this, when I am reading romances, all the heroes seem to re- semble you when you are happiest ; they have the same Vernon Grove. 53 soft wavy hair, the same perfect features ;" and Sybil was going on to describe some one who was almost ideally perfect in face and form, when Vernon stopped her. No wonder that her mind was full of romantic no- tions, when Vernon's library had been daily open to her ; no wonder that in her intercourse with a matter- of-fact old lady, and a morose disappointed man, she had almost lost the language' and ideas of childhood, and like a forced hot-house plant, had expanded before her time. Shut out from the world of children, their sports and simple pleasures, her mind took its coloring only from the company it had kept, and yet the playfulness of childhood had not deserted her, though her judgment belonged to maturer years. "I did not mean that you should particularize so minutely," said Vernon, somewhat embarrassed by her candor, " but let us return to the old subject. Listen to me, Sybil: after all that you have said I am not dis- couraged yet ; promise to be my sister, and I will act in all things as you desire, because, moreover, I know that you will not abuse your power." Sybil sighed, for, from his earnest tone she knew that there could be no escape. It was a stupendous under- taking to her young heart ; half her liberty would be lost watching over him; but then she owed him so much and he was so lonely, so doubly lonely because of his blindness and the hard-heartedness of the sister who had forsaken him ; what could she do but promise to try at least, and putting her hand in his again, she spoke in a firm voice, but with a beating faltering heart, the words which had cost her such a struggle. 54 Vernon Grove. " I can but try, and I will ; but it must not all be on my side, Mr. Vernon ; an orphan, brotherless, sisterless, I, too, have need of a brother's care ; what I am to be to you, will you in the same spirit be to me ?" " I will, so help me God," he said impulsively but fer- vently, " guard you, guide you, and sacrifice my own happiness, if by so doing it would benefit you in any way." And yet Why do I write that word of doubt, that ominous yet ? She trusted him, tears starting to her eyes as she felt the force of his solemn words and realized that she had gained a friend for life. Was not the firm pressure of those clasped hands a seal on the compact ? There was nothing chilling in that. She might have been painted as a picture of Faith, as she stood there in her innocent youth with scarcely the knowledge in her heart that there was such a thing in the wide world as a trust betrayed^ a confiding heart deceived. CHAPTER VI. " Better trust all, and be deceived, And weep that trust and that deceiving, Than doubt one heart, that if believed, Had blest one's life with true believing. Oh, in this mocking world, too fast The doubting fiend o'ertakes our youth ; Better be cheated to the last, Than lose the blessed hope of truth." MRS. BUTLER. " He who can take advice is sometimes superior to him who can give it." VON KNEBEL. SHE trusted him and the morrow's sun rose like any other brilliant morning sun from his golden bed in the east, peeping daintily through his embroidered curtains to see if th earth were the same as when he left it yesterday ; if the flowers blushed at his coming, and the diamond dew glittered on the long bending speargrass; if the laborer blessed him as he wended his way over the smiling fields, and the birds greeted him with a morning carol. Then he glanced at Sybil's window, flushing the curtain with a rosy glow, to see if a white- robed maiden stood there watching for his rising. In truth he saw her there with the glory of the early morn- ing around her : then boldly gazed his majesty from his gorgeous couch, parting the drapery with his jewelled 56 Vernon Grove. fingers; right royal were the robes he donned, right glittering his regal crown : then higher and higher he rose in his azure-paved path, more brilliant each instant he shone, until all the visible earth acknowledged his presence, while he smiled at his reception, and the smile was reflected on hill and plain, on rill and river, on the tall tree tops and the blue-eyed violet, and a busy murmur of life joined the silent welcome, while Sybil, shading her eyes, watched his triumphant passage in the heavens. Yes, she stood there, watching, but alas, she was scarcely the free-hearted happy Sybil of yesterday, and the sun saw no welcoming smile upon her gentle face. She felt that she had undertaken something gigantic, and as though a little bird of the woodland had promised protection to the eagle; but what she had promised, now that her word was passed, that she determined faith- fully to perform. It was a new experience for Sybil to be gloomy and thoughtful, for her disposition was one of those bright and happy ones " which mourners even approve." And yet that placid temperament by no means betokened a perfect character, for there can scarcely be perfection of character without trial, and Sybil had had no trials. She had received none of that chastening which is necessary to the formation of a proper religious spirit ; she was what she appears to us rather from circumstance, from native disposition, than from any effort of hers ; she had seldom known what self-denial was, had never been thwarted, and having had no young companions, was a stranger to those little differences which are so apt, while they tarnish the fair heart of childhood Vernon Grove. 57 in some instances, to cause others to rise superior to them. But then, on the other hand, had these early trials indeed come, Sybil Avas well fortified to meet them by the watchful training of her good grandmother, who had passed through many a furnace of affliction, and who had but one abiding thought, a future world, and how to prepare herself for it. She took every opportunity to teach to Sybil the simple duties of life, and had made the Bible a part of her daily instruction, arid Sybil knew that it spoke of a wrong path and a right one, of evil and good, pride and lowliness, lip service and heart service, worldly love and Christian love, and she chose from its mingled elements the better way. Then with a practical piety which linked itself with the minutest cir- cumstance in life, Mrs. Gordon had interested her young charge in every-day stories drawn from the chambers of fiction in her own fertile brain, the burden of which was, that life was a battle that had to be fought, that even in that battle we should be as much concerned about small things and trifles as about more important considerations, that a hasty word, a petulant spirit, an unforgiving heart, were the commencement of crimes of a deeper dye, and that the murderer was once an inno- cent child sleeping upon its mother's breast. " Stop the first thought of evil," she would say to Sybil, who stood by, listening attentively, more for the sake of the story than the moral, " ' an angel could do no more,' and there will be nothing left of which to repent ; and above all be careful of those household sins, impatience, fault-finding, petulance, and coldness, which do not so much affect your own happiness as that of 3* 58 Vernon Grove. those around you ; at first they may be but a cloud no bigger than a man's hand, but those clouds very often grow and cover the Avhole heavens." It was by thus being daily fortified that Sybil early learned the lessons of truth and goodness. As she stood by the window musing upon her first real trial, and watching the upward progress of the sun, it did not occur to her, occupied as she was with other thoughts, that the plan determined upon the night before, was to have their morning meal an hour earlier than usual on account of their projected excursion, and it was not until she heard Vernon's voice busied in giv- ing orders for their pleasure trip, that she hastened down to meet him. "You are late," he said coldly, as she bade him good morning, " and I have been waiting some time for you ; before one learns anything else in life, he should learn by heart the lesson, ' be punctual.' 1 Mrs. Gordon does not feel well enough to come down to-day, and you must take her place as something of a housekeeper and general overseer, which, by-the-by, will be quite in accordance with your promise of last night. Come, we will wait no longer, and after breakfast you can inquire if she needs any thing before we go." Sybil's face grew as white as her morning robe, first because Vernon's tone was abrupt and impatient, and it reminded her that she was a slave to the bond of the night previous, and next, because this hinted surveil- lance over the household was an unexpected duty and not at all to her taste; then to be absent from her place at meal-time was an unusual thing for her grandmother, and though her first impulse was to fly to her and ascer- Vernon Grove. 59 tain her exact state of health, feeling that Vernon expected her to remain where she was, mechanically she obeyed what she thought was his wish, and yet the restraint annoyed her, and she felt angry with herself for yielding so quietly to what she knew was wrong, nevertheless she led him to the breakfast-room and offi- ciated with grace and sweetness in her novel position. It was a great effort to her, too, to control her varied emotions, but that which affected her most, was the ill- ness of her grandmother, because it always distressed her to see her suffering ; and disappointment, also, was added to her other little troubles, for she felt that her proper place was at her bedside, and that the excur- sion must be given up ; and this last subject she broached to Vernon. " By no means," he answered hastily, to her propo- sition, " to postpone the pic-nic ;" " our arrangements are all made, the carriage is at the door, and one of the servants can remain with your grandmother until we return." Sybil's eyes filled with tears ; " I never leave my grandmother while she is suffering," she said, " and can- not think of going to-day ; some other morning will be just as bright and lovely." " I have already said," he retorted in a tone so stern that Sybil started, " that to-day we go, and on no other ; I shall expect you to accompany me ;" and calling his servant, he left the room before Sybil could frame words to answer. "Trifles do, indeed, make up the sum of life," she said to herself, as he left her alone, " what unhappiness a single selfish imperious will can create !" She wondered 60 Vernon Grove. where her courage had fled, her determination to cor- rect his faults when in opposition to her ideas of right. A very breath of air they were, it would seem, gone, all gone at the sound of those emphatic words "to-day ice go." But no, Sybil's moment of self communion gave her strength, and she arose with a stolid look of rebellion on her face. " I will not go," she said, firmly planting her foot on the ground as if defying a whole legion of foes, " I will not leave one who loves me, lonely and suffering, for an insignificant ruined church, no, not even for the ruins of Rome, and I shall tell him so." Sybil might have spared herself her childish passion- ate exclamations of indignation, and the scornful con- traction of her haughty brow, for her tragic attitude, worthy of theatrical boards, was suddenly altered to one of joy as the door opened, and Mrs. Gordon entered, who in answer to Sybil's numerous questions, told her that she had been seriously indisposed, but that she was now quite restored again. Sybil offered to remain at home with her for fear of a return of her ill- ness, but Mrs. Gordon positively declined her company, telling her that she must, on no account relinquish her anticipated drive, especially since she had promised Vernon her sisterly guidance, and before many minutes elapsed, she found herself seated by Vernon and on their way to the ruined church. Sybil entered upon her pleasure excursion in silence ; Vernon was silent, too, but from a different cause ; he was enjoying the dewy freshness of the morning, the singing of the myriad birds, and the exhilarating swift- Vernon Grove. 61 ness of their course through the fragrant woods; she was wondering how best she might tell him that she thought his .conduct had been selfish and unfeeling, and that spite of his angry tone she had determined not to come, had her grandmother's indisposition continued. But, alas, she knew not how to begin ; the woodland bird was indeed no match for the proud eagle. She had a vague idea that something in the form of a sermon might touch that hardened heart, and she had already selected her text from a sentence which she had met the day before, and which had dwelt forcibly on her mind : " The worst education which teaches self-denial, is better than the best which teaches everything else, and not that," when Vernon unconsciously broke the silence, and for ever scattered the text, argument, and conclusion of Sybil's anticipated discourse. " What a divine morning it is, Sybil. God gives us an earnest of Heaven sometimes in a day such as this; is it not perfect, and to your favored eyes, does not the sun shine with a peculiar brilliancy ?" " Yes," she answered, vacantly, scarcely knowing that even that unsatisfactory monosyllable had escaped from her lip's. " And the birds," continued Vernon, " they seem full- choired this morning ; are there not many around us enjoying the bi'cath of Spring? But what a busy kind of enjoyment ! I trust that the time may never come, if the transmigration of souls be not a fable, for mine to dwell in the body of a bird. What an impatient, twit- tering, restless existence ; what a building and pulling down, what energies wasted, what a round of food- seeking, food-devouring engagements they have. N"o, 62 Vernon Grove. give me the stupid calm of the snail rather ; but you have not answered my question, Sybil ; do you disdain simple prose and require poetry on such a day as this as a medium of conversation? Well, then, are not the little songsters, to quote something quoted by every- body ' Thick as autumnal leaves that strow the brooks In Vallambrosa?' " But all in vain was Vernon's earnest call for sym- pathy, and his enthusiastic mood was only replied to by a faint, " I believe so." " But do you not know it ? Of what are you think- ing this morning, Sybil ?" Sybil roused herself at last to answer in a grave and thoughtful tone. " I was not thinking, I confess," she said, " either of sun or birds, but I was thinking, Mr. Vernon, of your heartless conduct this morning, and in what language to couch it, and how I could tell you, that if I had not left my grandmother well and cheerful, I would have braved your displeasure and would have remained at home with her." Vernon smiled in derision, then frowned. It was a new thing to be found fault with, quite new for any one to dictate to him what he should or should not do or be, and he spoke bitter words of sarcasm, forgetting quite the bond of the night before. " You display a wonderful dignity," he said, bowing low to Sybil, " an extraordinary propriety ; why not have displayed this unparalleled and heroic devotion before we started, and I could easily have dispensed with Vernon Grove. 63 your reluctant presence ; but stay, we are not harmoni- ous, I perceive, with these elements ; they betoken any- thing but a, pleasure trip, I will order John to return." " Stop, Mr. Vernon," said Sybil with a trembling voice, " I have a few words to say to you before you give your order. I do think that you were wrong this morning, and I determined to tell you so, because you bestowed upon me the right to criticise your faults in our new relation of last evening ; and besides, let the question come home to yourself; do you think that I would have left you had you been lonely and in pain, for any Heeting party of pleasure? No, upon my word I would not /" The soft accents of the truthful voice fell like dew upon his angry heart. Ah, then, he had a claim upon some one who would remain by his couch were he suf- fering ; some one other than a paid menial to attend to his wants. There was positive comfort in the thought. Lonely, deserted, afflicted, he still had one friend, a bright, companionable being, who would not forsake him even for her own pleasure. The idea had a wonder- fully soothing effect, while common-place thanks seemed wretchedly out of place after her earnest tone, and " God bless you, Sybil," came struggling through his quivering lips. But that was not enough for Sybil. Was she infatu- ated that she could not be satisfied with his softened mood ? She wanted the whole letter of the law fulfilled ; she wanted him to confess his fault like a little child, to say that he was sorry and would do so no more, to do anything that evinced repentance. " Then do you not think that you were wrong this 64 Vernon Grove. morning? Oh, Mr. Vernon, only say it, and feel it too." Vernon was silent, Sybil half frightened for fear that she had ventured too far, but it was not that which annoyed him. The words refused to come to his lips because he could not understand the new sensation ; he could not realize how he, a man of the world, an inde- pendent actor and thinker, sat there swayed and influ- enced by the remarks of a simple country girl. " Then you will not say it," she said mournfully, " I can answer your question now. The sun does not shine brightly to-day, nor are there myriads of birds who .sing joyfully in our path. The earth is a very gloomy place ; come let us return, since we both wish it." But the order was not given, and in its stead four little words were spoken by a manly voice, which brightened wood, and blossom, and sky, and birds, and more than each and all, Sybil's downcast face. "I was wrong, Sybil" four little words, but quite enough for her who heard them, for buoyant with lite and happiness, laughing, talking, singing, she now showed to Vernon a new and fascinating phase of her ever-varying character. As the carriage left the beaten road and entered the shaded wood, Sybil's tone became more subdued. "Do you not perceive," she said to her companion, " by the cold dampness of the air, that we are close upon a deli- ciously sheltered spot, where the boughs almost meet and mingle overhead ? It puts me in miiid of some lines that I met with the other day ' Scarce doth one ray Even when a soft wind parts the foliage, steal Vernon Grove. 65 O'er the bronzed pillars of the deep arcade; Or if it doth, 'tis with a mellowed hue Of glow-worm colored light. 1 How beautiful is that description of such a place as this, and then add to it, but alas in my own cold prose, that a stream gleams at intervals through the trees, and that the rippling murmur that you hear, is the flowing of its waters over crystal-looking pebbles, and you have a rural picture unsurpassed for quiet beauty. You have lived in the city, Mr. Vernon, and I sometimes think seem to prefer its crowded streets to this hush of nature, but to me it appears as if no art could equal the delight, the peace, that the country brings." " In days past," returned Vernon, " when the world was to me what it is to you, it is true that I preferred a more active busy life, a life among men ; now I would not make the exchange, but let me have my sight again, and I would gladly return once more to the domain of art. Think of the luxuries of a city life, its amusements, its resources, its pictures, its architecture ! You do not know my friend Linwood, Albert Lin wood, but were he here he would convince you, with his eloquent words, of your mistaken choice, for he, too, loves a city life and its advantages, and only visits the country occasionally for inspiration, returning with renewed zest to his pictures, and that artificial life which you are so ready to condemn." " You betray both him and yourself," said Sybil quietly, " when you say that he must needs come to the country for inspiration, for from whence do poets and painters obtain their ideas and images except from the study of nature ?" 66 Vernon Grove. " I am afraid that I have given you a false idea of Limvood's predilections; he is scarcely a devotee to nature, unless it be human nature when he studies it to give a life-like reality to an expression in the face of a portrait. Although he occasionally transfers a landscape view to canvass (for instance, that exquisite picture of Evening, which hangs in your chamber, and which yon admire so much for its peculiar coloring), what most engrosses him is portrait painting, or sketching ideal faces of angelic loveliness, for he is a perfect worshipper of beauty in woman." Vernon stopped, bent his head down ward for a moment, as though he was ashamed of trying to hide the flush that covered his face, then raised it, while Sybil noticed that when he spoke again, it was no longer with his clear measured utterance, but with a quick out pouring of word after word, as though he must say, and that in a given time, a certain number of sentences. " He painted a face once for me, Sybil," he resumed, " not an ideal, but a living, breathing reality, a face so exquisitely lovely, so queen-like in its majestic grace, that to see it was to love it, and I loved it, fearfully, madly, until I discovered that what was so fair, so innocently fair, could be false too. You have heard that the pious monks of La Trappe have ever before them the painted form of a beautiful woman, and that on the other side of the portrait, a hideous skeleton is depicted ; this is fixed by machinery so as to revolve continually in a way that makes the figures blend in disgusting proximity, a type of the rottenness and insecurity of all earthly beauty, a warning that even thus most surely mingles life's divinest creations with death's unsightly carcass ; so I Vernon Grove. 67 would have had some monster, some fiend of the shades of darkness, painted on the reverse of Linwood's picture and have called it by its fitting name, Deceit." Vernon's breath came quick, and he gasped out rather than spoke his closing words, Avhile Sybil watched him in mute wonder. She would have been glad to hear more of that mysterious picture which had moved Vernon so, and the description of which had given him a death-like pallor, and brought out cold drops of dew upon his brow, but he appeared indisposed to reveal any more than he had done, and sinking back within the carriage, covered his face with his hands and seemed to give himself up to thought. Sybil sat statue-like, fearing to annoy him even by a movement, and thus he dreamed, perchance of some ter- rible hour of the past, perhaps of an uncertain future, until they found that they had reached their destination, the ruined church. CHAPTER VII. " Thus solemnized and softened, death is mild And terrorless as the serencst night : Here could I hope, like some inquiring child Sporting on graves, that death did hide from human sight Sweet secrets, or beside its breathless sleep That loveliest dreams perpetual watch did keep." SHELLEY. " Wasting storms Have striven to drag it down : yet still it stands, Enduring like a truth from age to age." BARRY CORNWALL. SYBIL and her companion alighted in silence, words seeming superfluous to convey to each other the impress which their minds had received from the solemn stillness that reigned around them. They both felt that they were treading on sacred ground, and that besides being the home of prayer, the place where, in time past, songs of praise had mingled with the carol of the birds, the graves of the dead were around them and in their very path. She led Vernon at once to the shaded church- yard, and there, seated on a half-defaced slab, thick with the mould of years, they listened awhile with a deep sense of tranquil enjoyment to that unceasing forest requiem, the rustling of the shivering leaves, now full like a chorus of mournful voices, and then dying away as if echoed from spirit-land. Vernon Grove. 69 " Here the weary rest," at last said Vernon, breaking the long silence, "yes, there remaineth a rest ; the Bible says that, does it not, Sybil ?" " Yes," she answered softly, and with an audible sigh, " but only for the people of God." " Does Sybil sigh for herself, or others ?" asked her companion. "For myself, myself," she answered eagerly. " Oh, Mr. Vernon, in such a place, in such an hour as this, does not the earth and all its scenes seem a dream, and only what follows after, the reality ? And yet how, how much we care for the fevered dream, how little for the solemn reality ! It is only when some experience like this overtakes me, and presses upon me a solemn admonition, that I feel the true significance of discipline, and that 1 This life of mine Must be lived out, and a grave thoroughly won. 1 " " If you in your purity are not fit for the rest of the grave and the peace of another world, then who on this wide earth is ?" said Vernon. " Hush, hush," answered Sybil earnestly, to what she thought Vernon's almost impious remark, "you know not what you say ; ah, no ; good enough for those pure skies ! One could scarcely be good enough without some severe trial like yours, Mr. Vernon, if you would only view it aright, or the death of some beloved friend bringing anguish and desolation with it. Sometimes I am rash enough to wish that some great trial would over- take me, or that a fearful temptation might assail me, so that I might indeed be like those to whom the Scriptures 70 Vernon Grove. declare, and to him that overcometh I will give a crown of life." Sybil's whole soul shone in her face as she uttered these words, not her every-day soul of cheerful gladness, but her Sabbath soul with a halo of holiness around it. This would-be martyr spirit gave to her countenance a lustre that it had never worn before, and had even Lin- wood's critical eyes beheld her, she would have been to him a picture, an inspiration ! " You are an eloquent preacher," returned Vernon, "but you must remember that we are not within the church, you as pulpit orator and I as audience ; besides, you forget that I hold my own peculiar tenets, and that like Faust I would say, 'that I know enough of this life, and of the world to come we have no near prospect ; what need is there for man to sweep eternity ; all he can know lies within his grasp.' Your preaching therefore will not reach my case ; moreover, you must remember that I am ignorant of the beauties around, .which, no doubt, you are enjoying, and that I brought you here for the very selfish reason that you might describe them to me." Sybil sighed again ; she could have spoken longer, more eloquently still upon the forbidden subject, but she felt that Vernon neither understood nor appreciated what she said. " Sighing again, Sybil," said Vernon in a half-banter- ing tone, and speaking recklessly, as if he cared not whether she applied what he said to himself or her, "he who sighs because he has no misfortunes, will soon find that they will come to him unbidden; let one be ever so happy in life, his paths all sunshine, his existence Vernon Grove. 71 so joyous that he will be ready to exclaim 'let me be earth's denizen for ever,' and in a night, in a single hour, a hand will come and smite him to the ground, perhaps closing his eyes to the beauty of life, and so closing his heart to holier influences for ever. No, let him enjoy while he may ; why fight the never ending battle of existence to be what the world calls ' good ?' Why even try, when daily as he tries he fails ?" " I have read somewhere," said Sybil sadly, pained by Vernon's levity and indifference, " that what we ear- nestly and truly aspire to be, that, in some sense, we are, and the mere aspiration, by changing the frame of mind, for the moment realizes itself! Oh, let us never give up trying even to the end." Sybil spoke earnestly, and Vernon seemed to listen with interest, then as if desiring to dismiss the subject altogether, he renewed his request for his companion to describe the scene. " It is wild enough," she began, " to be the very haunt and home of the Dryads, and old Pan himself might take shelter beneath these enormous trees, which are fit ' to be the mast Of some great admiral,' and which shoot up from the knarled exposed roots into a straight tall growth, interlacing their boughs overhead. This is their appearance near, but as I look through the wood, myriad gothic arches meet the eye, until their line of beauty is lost in the distance. Here and there, long vines, some of them almost as thick as a sapling, hang from the trees, trailing their shaggy barks in varied fes- 72 Vernon Grove. toons, or creeping like dark serpents on the ground. Around us are many slabs, some broken, some preserved entire, but all worn with age and covered with damp green moss. Then by the inscriptions it would seem that husbands and wives .lie side by side, and soldiers rest here peacefuUy from war and bloodshed. Here, too, at our very feet, are little children sleeping, and tender words show that some home was darkened by their early flight. To the right stands the church, which is indeed a ruin, but very picturesque, as you said, in its decay. Scarcely an arch is preserved entire, and the sunshine glances down into the unsheltered aisles below. Here and there, the young, fresh, green, and the weather-stained leaves of the ivy mix their shades in charming contrast, and entwine around the crumbling and broken pillars." " Fit types of my fresh young Sybil and her weather- beaten friend," interrupted Vernon playfully. Sybil looked at him fixedly for a moment. One pecu- liarity of hers was, that though she appreciated wit and brilliant repartee, her mind could not take in the equi- vocal meaning of badinage. Her own nature was so transparent, that she looked for the same transparency in others. The soft breeze lifted Vernon's brown hair from his brow, and his face wore such a calm happy look, so free from any aspect of care, that Sybil said gently, " you are not so very old, Mr. Vernon ; at least you do not look so to-day." "No incredible amount of years has passed over my head, certainly," he answered, " but the last of them, ah, the last of them have been weary, Aveary years, little Sybil. If one does indeed live in feelings and heart- Vernon Grove. 73 throbs, and not in years, mine should be reckoned at nearly a century, while the young tender ivy upon which not even a rude breath has blown, is in the very spring of life, and I must persist in comparing you to it and myself to the old sere leaves." Sybil smiled at that adjective "little" which Yernon almost always prefixed to her name, for though not yet arrived at the medium height of woman, in the last three years she had developed wonderfully, and she felt that to any one save Yernon, she would be little SyMl no longer. She liked to hear it come unconsciously from his lips, assuming as it did to her ears a character of endearment. " And yet," she answered thoughtfully, looking up to the ruin, " they twine together in perfect harmony, and one would lose half its fitness and beauty without the other." She thought only of the ivy, while Yernon thought but of her, of her gentleness and goodness, and her ever-watchful care of him, and he wondered mentally, how long the tender green would be content to dwell side by side with the weather-stained leaves, and what rude shock would come at last to tear them asunder. But the subject was too painful for him to dwell upon long, and he hastened to direct his thoughts into another channel. First they had their rural feast, where Sybil's ingenu- ity was called upon in many ways to supply the place of home comfort, and then Yernon, after praising her for her usefulness and activity, suggested that upon their programme her composition should be next placed. "What more fitting time could we have," he said, 74 Vernon Grove. " than when the Spring herself breathes over us, to read an essay upon her charms ? I suppose that it will be as good as all your compositions are," he continued, " but I think that I must excuse you from saying any- thing original upon the subject." "I knew it, I felt it," said Sybil eagerly, "I knew that I could only say what others have said, and so, though perhaps you may not quite like it, I put my thoughts into rhyme as a sort of change from my old beaten track of prose, but you have taught me to keep my ideal of poetry so high, that I am half ashamed of them, and if you do not like my ambitious attempt, I can only promise never more to soar in a region so much beyond my powers." Vernon was neither pleased nor displeased, he was simply curious about Sybil's verses, and for the first time for months, he had a passionate yearning for sight, so that he might see her expression, Avhich he felt if it were not one of beauty, must be one of perfect confidence in him and trust in his judgment, but a darkness like the night only answered his impracticable wish. The group was a striking one; the ruined church and broken arches, the shaded spot and giant trees, and the grave-yard, upon one of the tombs of which Vernon reclined^ his head resting upon his hand ; then at his feet on a mound, which might have been a grave, sat his companion, trembling, looking up for sympathy, even from those sightless eyes, ere she began the reading of her verses. " Stop," said Vernon, as she unfolded the paper, while his old sarcastic mood, almost unbidden, rose to his lips in chilling words ; " the verses must have a name, of Vernon Grove. 75 course ; surely something original might have been aimed at there. Have you not called the piece by some such cognomen as this ' The Jubilee of the Year ' or * The Birth of the Verdant Leaves ?' " "No," said Sybil, falteringly, while the hot blood dyed her face crimson, and the paper rustled in her trembling hands, " it is simply Spring-time." "Read on," he said, and obediently she read what she had written : "God of the hours, God of these golden hours! My heart o'erflows with love To Thee, who giv'st with liberal hand these flowers; To Thee, who sendest cool, delicious showers Fresh from the founts above. "God of the hours, the fleeting, checkered time, When nature smiles and weeps, Thou paintest sunset clouds with hues sublime, Thou tunest bird-notes to the joyous chime That all creation keeps. "Pale emerald trees, how gracefully ye twine Around your boughs a wreath ; Or does some angel hand, with touch divine, Bring from celestial bowers your verdure fine To deck the bowers beneath ? "How silently your leaflets, old and brown, On undulating wings, In autumn months, came floating, floating down, To form a carpet as they formed a crown For you, ye forest kings ! "Well may ye bend with proud and haughty sweep, For sunbeams love to lie Upon your boughs ; the breeze ye captive keep, And even the dew-drops, which the night-clouds weep, Upon your leaflets die. 76 Vernon Grove. 11 Last eve the moon on modest twilight beamed, And told the stars 'twas Spring I She swept the wave, deliciously it gleamed, She touched the birds, and woke them as they dreamed A lew soft notes to sing. ; 'God of the April flowers, how large thy gift The rainbow of the skies That spans the changing clouds with footsteps swift, And ' rainbows of the earth,' that meekly lift To Thee, their glorious eyes. 1( And not content with flowers rich and fair Thou givest perfume, too, That loads with burden sweet the tender air, And comes to fill the heart with rapture rare, Each blushing morn anew. 1 God of the Spring-time hours, what give we Thee While thus Thou bounteous art ? Thou owest us nought, we owe Thee all we see Enjoyments, hope, thought, health, eternity, The life-beat of each heart. 1 This morn came birds, on pinions bright and fleet, /Y lullaby to sing To Winter as he slept, but other voices sweet The low dirge drowned, and warbled carol, meet To greet the waking Spring. ' Thus trees, and birds, and buds, and skies conspire To speak unto the heart, 1 Renew thy strength ; be fresh ; be pure ; desire To be new-touched with purifying lire, That Evil's growth depart.' Vernon Grove. 77 " God of the heavens ! from our bosoms blow The sin-leaves, and plant flowers Bedewed by gentlest rains, that they may show, How tended by thy love alone they grow, God of these golden hours !" Gradually Vernon's face was turned away from Sybil's view, for he did not care that she should see what was impressed thereon. Interest, and wonder at the correct collocation of words, had given place to a softened mood, which moistened his eves and busied his mind in retro- spection, and the words, " Renew thy strength ; be fresh ; be pure ; desire To be new-touched with purifying fire, That Evil's growth depart," woke a strange chord of yearning in his breast, to be pure, and fresh, and strong. Words were not at his command just yet, and after a minute's pause he turned to speak, to criticise the verses, as Sybil seemed to be waiting for praise or blame, but his intention was interrupted by the words, "hush, hush," and Sybil's moving nearer to him and checking him with a cautious whisper. "Oh, Mr. Vernon," she said in the same guarded voice, " if you could only see it, only see the bird that lias alighted on one of the arches! It cannot belong to our woods at all, for I have never beheld another like it. So bright and gorgeous is it, as the sun glances upon it while it peacefully folds its wings, that one can scarcely help fancying that it is the guardian angel of this spot, or some spirit in disguise watching over the dead." " Oh !" whispered Vernon, in return, the excitement 78 Vernon Grove. of a sportsman shining on his face, "a bird, did you say, not common to these woods ! Oh, for one moment's sight to these blind eyes ! Sybil, child, run noiselessly to John and bid him bring hither his loaded gun ; I had forgotten for an instant what a good marksman he is, and that he never misses aim." Sybil's face flushed for shame, and she stood rooted to the spot. What ! kill that bird that .like an angel of peace stood poised above them ; never, while she could prevent it. Kill it for a mere sportsman's love of game or an idle curiosity ! the thought was desecration, and her spirit grew bold in the exigency. " You would not, you could not kill that bird," she said with passionate pleading, " it seems as if it were never made to die, at least by hand of man ; never did a king wear such a jewelled crown as its glittering crest. To kill it would be wanton cruelty, and would, in my estimation, gratify no feeling but a base and unworthy one." " You speak as if you were the special protectress of the bird," said Vernon in low smothered tones, and in his turn excited ; " because it is so beautiful and pecu- liar, is the very reason why I must and will have it." Must and will! Sybil trembled for the unconscious creature. "Think of the holy place," she whispered again) glancing around, " of that solemn church, of these graves, of the little children sleeping around ; think of this home of Death desecrated by an unholy sound, pol- luted by a senseless act! Oh, Mr. Veraon, call it romance if you will, ridicule it, pour upon me your anger and indignation, but for this time grant me my Vernon Grove. 79 wish and spare that feeble life. There, thank heaven, it lifts its wings as if about to fly, and will soon be safe from your cruelty ; but no, it only turns its beautiful arched neck to the sunlight, and pleads for life and liberty with a song." Truly Vernon's evil spirit was in the ascendant, and a demon seemed to urge him on. Thrusting Sybil has- tily but gently away, he arose, and in a subdued but audible voice, called to his servant, who was at some distance, to load his gun and hasten thither. Then a storm of anger shook Sybil's slight frame. Her will, " full statured," showed itself in her lightning glance. Fiercely the fire of scorn flashed from her eyes, and her words dropped like hot lava upon a plain. " Mr. Vernon," she said, imperatively, taking a strange sort of pleasure in uttering the scorn that welled in such an endless stream to her lips, " Mr. Vernon, it has come to this ; you have taken your resolution, 7", mine. That bird shall not die, shall not be wantonly destroyed, and the moment that sees John approach with loaded gun one step this way, sees also the bird frightened away from his resting place by me, floating far out of the reach of the best marksman's aim." " How dare you thwart my will ?" returned he pas- sionately, " how dare you put your weak child-nature in opposition to mine ?" " I dare," she said, her heart beating wildly and her voice trembling with the storm that had shaken her, " because I think that I am in the right ; because the bird is happy, and the place holy ; and again I dare," said she, in softened accents, "because what a sister could say to a brother, that alone have I said to you." 80 Vernon Grove. Then she put her slight hand kindly in between Ver- non's clenched fingers in a caressing way, not knowing whether he would let it remain or rudely cast it away, but her silent prayer was heard, and it lay not rejected, but safe under that broad strong palm, like a nestling under the parent-bird's wing. But ah, who could turn away from Sybil's offered hand ! Vernon did not, but crushing it softly in his, he said gently, " You have conquered ; my little sister has conquered a proud, rough, unfeeling man, who came well nigh forgetting in his madness a promise which he called upon heaven to witness. Let the bird live !" Sybil looked up as he spoke, but it was no longer upon the broken arch. Soaring far, far away, she beheld it till it was lost to sight in the cloudless sky, its mission over that ruined church, whatever it might have been, being accomplished. CHAPTER VIII. " Like an enfranchised bird, who wildly springs, "With a keen sparkle in his glancing eye, And a strong effort in his quivering wings, Up to the blue vault of the happy sky So my enamored heart so long thine own, At length from Love's imprisonment set free, Goes forth into the open world alone, Glad and exulting in its liberty." MRS. NORTON. " Hopes and fears. Start up alarmed, and o'er life's narrow verge, Look down on what ? a fathomless abyss." YOUNG. SYBIL bought her triumph of will at a dear price, it would seem, for Vernon was moody and silent during the homeward ride, and for a week scarcely noticed her music or the progress she was making in her studies. She tried two or three times to break the gloomy spell around him by uttering some playful remark, or trilling a bird-like song, but all was to no purpose. She felt that they were widely severed in disposition, purpose, and thought, and that he had asked her an impossible thing when he desired she might be his sister, for to a sister a brother's heart was open, but against her he had closed his with an impenetrable barrier of reserve and coldness. As for Vernon, he scarcely knew himself the cause of 4* 82 Vernon Grove. liis gloomy or rather thoughtful mood, but rested upon the idea that it was a phase which would pass away with a change of weather. If any one had told him that he was thoughtful, because a child had stirred the stag- nant waters of his soul by speaking truths to him which he had never dwelt upon, or thought of at all, except vaguely, had any one told him that the self-examination with which he was probing his spirit originated in the conversation of Sybil and the religious tenor of her verses, he would have been startled at the idea. He, the selfish man, tried in vain to shake off the master spirit of thought that merged at length into severe self- investigation, but heaven has many ways of sowing the good seed ; the wind may blow it, or it may drop by chance upon the ground, not that Vernon's soul was ready for the planting, for hardened by frost and ice, it opened not yet to the sower. It was this unsatisfactory state of things, and the knowledge of it in part, that kept him cold towards others and discontented with himself. A letter from Linwood at last broke the spell, and as Vernon handed it to Sybil to read to him, one of his old rare smiles overspread his countenance, for his love for his absent friend was one of the bright spots in his character. Sybil drew back as he pressed the letter upon her and hesitated. "Should I, ought I, to read it?" she asked, "Mr. Linwood is a stranger to me, and there may be some- thing in his letter which I ought not to see." " You misjudge Linwood," answered Vernon warmly, "he has a mind as pure as a child's, and you will find nothing unworthy in what he has written." Vernon Grove. 83 " I did not mean that? replied Sybil blushing, " I only imagined that he might deem me prying or officious, for a letter from friend to friend is a sacred thing." " In that case," answered Vernon, " I promise to be peacemaker, but pray do not keep me in suspense any longer, I am anxious to hear what he has written." Thus urged, Sybil demurred no longer, fearing a return of Vemon's displeasure and consequent coldness, and opening the letter, which was post-marked Florence, she thus began : "DEAR VERNON: " As you i'eared never to become accustomed to the necessary third person, you made me promise to write to you only in extreme cases that is, if I ever found myself supremely happy or supremely miser- able ; as the former sensation is pre-eminently in the ascendant now, I can refrain no longer from imparting to you some of my experiences, and from telling you how, each day, a prayer ascends from my heart to heaven for the welfare of my generous friend. " You have opened to me a new field of beauty, such as I never dreamed of, both in the province of art and nature. My eyes feast on loveliness, my heart beats with fuller pulsations than in my own land. I feel that I am treading on enchanted ground, and associations from the past come thronging in endless procession from the chambers of my brain. Oh, Vernon, to have seen the Lake of Como, the Cathedrals, the Laocoon, St. Peter's, and the paintings and statuary in the old world, is to have lived no ordinary life. " I might go on enumerating the beauties which arise on every side, but I know that with you it would be familiar ground, and might weary you, still I could not help feeling that you ought to have a realizing sense of my deep thankfulness, and it is for this merely that I write to you. " When I think of your sympathy, which will meet me on my return when we can talk over my experiences, I am doubly grateful to God that you were permitted to see this world-wide panorama of wonders, and that you have travelled from snow-crowned Russia to 84 Vernon Grove. the vineyards of beautiful Spain. Even in your blindness you could never be entirely lonely, for after a visit to Europe memory would ever be a busy companion. " To me this living in the past is enchanting, and of course to the artist-mind the enjoyment is double. It seems to me, too, that I would never have cared to journey abroad, unless I had received a refined education, so that I might appreciate every classical allusion, and feel at home in history. There are men around me now, ignorant, soulless men, in whom the curves of an exquisite piece of sculpture rouse no feeling of admiration, whose eyes see no glory in an Italian sunset, who travel merely because it is fashionable, and in whom no grateful religious thought is awakened. False men are they, Vernon ; and, oh, if I could only sit by you for an hour, I could tell you how the sight of all this beauty, natural and artistic, appeals to my religious nature, and how my heart beats more fervently to God and man, and my whole soul is bared to receive divine influences from heaven. No, I have not come here, even as regards my spiritual welfare, in vain. " I have painted one work since my arrival in Florence, which the critics honor me by praising very much. It is an ideal, my ideal of a perfectly beautiful woman, and I call it my Inspiration. Need I tell you, my friend, that I mean it to be yours when I return ? Would that you could see it, and criticise it, for upon your judgment I have ever depended ; but I will not murmur, for I believe that all of God's dispensations are for the best. " Send me a line through your amanuensis, if you do not incline to forward a longer communication, and tell me something of your welfare, if you are still in the country, and whether you have any compa- nions. " Yours, in ah 1 sincerity, "ALBERT LlXWOOD." " I should like to know him," said Sybil quietly, as she refolded the letter. " And why ? asked Vernon. As a man of the world Vernon had used that little monosyllable with great effect ; it had been more pow- erful than many words, and joined with a sympathizing Vernon Grove. 85 look of interest in his fine eyes, had extracted many a confession which would otherwise have remained unre- vealcd, and now the force of habit led him to use it still. There is often magic in one word, calling out many in answer. "Because," was the reply, "it seems to me that I would like to talk to him, and tell him of my faults ; still better, too, would I love to hear him speak of that religion which he prizes so much. Ah, if he had sisters, how happy they must be." What an incentive was this to any one who loved Sybil, to be worthy in her eyes. " It is worth the trying," thought Vernon ; but think- ing on his part, in the present instance, was far from acting. Not many days after this, Vernon summoned Sybil to his side, and told her that the time had arrived when she could be really useful to him, and that he had some work for her to do ; he wanted her to answer Linwood's letter. Such an appeal she could not escape from, and she sat down and wrote under his direction the following words : "You are astonished, dear Albert, at this ladylike hand- writing, instead of John's bold chirography, but 'tis only little Sybil Gray's, who writes at my dictation, therefore be mystified no longer. Now, Sybil is the granddaughter of my mother's early friend, Mrs. Gordon, both of whom have, at my invitation, made my house their home. Mrs. Gordon, when her health allows her, is an admirable manager in my bachelor establishment, and Sybil has masters, gathers flowers, dresses the vases, and, as you see, writes for the dismal blind gentleman. " I cannot express to you how much pleasure your letter gave me, and now that I have Sybil as writer and reader of our correspondence, lot me hear frcm you often, and do not be particular about the 86 Vernon Grove. number of your sheets, for the dear child's good nature will bear her through them all, even if their name were legion. " You ask me about myself; I think, I know that I am happier than when you were here. I can trace this change to no particular cause, yet on the whole I enjoy life more, human nature seems better, and I am not quite the worldling that you left me. I begin to be reconciled in some slight degree to my misfortune, and sometimes, remember, Linwood, only sometimes, I even bring myself to regard it as a blessing for, had I still retained my sight after that terrible fever, I might have remained in the city, constantly in the presence of her whom I have by this means avoided ; and so weak is the human heart, that even knowing what she is even having seen her unmasked her wonderful beauty and fascination might have bound me to her prisoner for life, whereas there is now no danger in absence, and, oh, Linwood, reflect upon the almost hell upon earth that I should have endured had I passed my life" Sybil made a movement that arrested Vernon's words she rose from the table and laid down her pen. She was embarrassed beyond measure; she thought that Vernon had lost sight of the fact that she was writing, and not he himself; and she was an unwilling listener to the secrets of that proud heart, and interrupted him by reminding him that his letter was too much of a personal nature for her to continue writing it. " You forget, that I know nothing," she began, but she was not allowed to proceed, for Vernon silenced her with words which rendered her mute. '' Xo, Sybil, I do not forget anything; an irresistible impulse leads me to tell you that part of my life's history, which I have more than once alluded to in your presence, and to which you are a stranger. I know not why it is that I thus make you the confidant of my mosfr sacred experiences ; I know not if your eyes are gentle and Vernon Grove. 87 compassionate, and yet they must be, Sybil ; I know not why I am led to unfold my inner nature to the scrutiny of a young girl who knows nothing of the world and its passions, but it would seem that a kind of fate, from which there is no escape, drives me on, and it is your destiny to listen." " Florence Percy," he continued, after a slight pause, " is my sister's dearest friend ; it was natural then, that with such a tie between them, I should be constantly thrown into her society. She was an orphan with no one to guide her but an aunt, whose life was one tissue of fashionable folly. When I say that Florence Avas a fit scholar for so apt a teacher, I exaggerate nothing ; but unaware of her faults at the time when I first made her acquaintance, her beauty which is fitting for a queen and her winning manners, captivated me, and made me her willing slave. The old proverb says, that ' Love is blind,' but more blind than I am now bodily was I to her defects; mad and blind until, but I will not anticipate, Sybil, you shall hear the story from beginning to end. " Florence was poor and yet she loved wealth better than life itself; ' rather die,' I doivbt not was her motto, ' than be deprived of certain luxuries and comforts.' To struggle to keep up appearances was her one great object, and she was determined that her impoverished and aristocratic race should yet flourish through her means among the wealthy of the land. " She chose me, then, as her instrument, her victim, and threw her wiles around my unsuspecting nature. I need not tell you that I am rich, you must see it by the style in which I live, by my retinue of servants, and my 88 Vernoh Grove. lavish expenditure of money, and she knew it knew my income, and laid her plans. " We met almost daily in my sister's house, and as it was her great ambition that Florence and I should even- tually be married, we had many opportunities of becoming conversant with each other's tastes and opinions. Isabel loved and loves Florence Avith a blind infatuation which is second only to Avhat mine was, although I must do her the justice to say, that she never knew the extent of the plot laid by her fascinating friend. " When I look back upon that eventful period of my life, it seems to me that I must have been living in a dream not to have discovered the base motives which actuated the conduct of Florence. Affection for me she had not ; 'cold, passionless, calculating, I scarcely think that any one could inspire her with love, and yet what a masterpiece of acting was her feigned joy in my presence, while she had but one passion ; to that she bowed as a heathen to his idol, and that passion was to lift the fallen fortunes of the Percy family. " I have sometimes in my earlier years dreamed that I might be loved dreamed of a home where a gentle wife, with loving children at her feet, would greet me at my fireside ; that that home would be little short of a heaven, while Florence Percy would be the angel of my Paradise ; but, alas ! how was I mistaken ! Sybil, look at me, is there anything chilling or repulsive about me ? Now, indeed, there may be with these closed sightless eyes, but fancy me in the prime of youth and health, with a happy buoyant temperament, think you not that then I might have inspired love ?" He waited not for Sybil's answer, but hurried on. Vernon Grove. 89 " I remember the time when the truth first came to me, not with the crash of a storm, crushing me with its suddenness, but with only a certain foreshadowing of evil. We were not publicly engaged, the word had not been quite spoken, for we were waiting for her aunt's return from Europe to sanction our love, but she expected the question to be asked which would make her my betrothed, and I intended it. I had told her, however, that I loved hei-, and I had heard the blessed words that I was in return beloved by her ; I had pictured our future home, where, not the least among the changes that were to happen to me, I was to become, under her guidance, a useful pious man. She had received many presents from my hands of great value, and had worn dia- monds which were my gift. In the meantime our mornings were spent together, and our evenings in the round of amusements that a crowded city always affords. " One day we were seated in Isabel's luxurious parlor, with the light of the room softened to that mellow shade which is so becoming to a complexion like hers, and I had never seen the beauty of Florence displayed to such advantage ; I even mutely thanked God for the creation of such wondrous perfection, and that I was permitted to behold it. I have not told you that she was a clear brunette, and that the crowning grace to her fair face was a rich glowing color on her cheeks, which gave additional lustre to her superb eyes. On the morning of which I am speaking, she was dressed simply, yet carefully, while her glossy dark hair, unadorned, was to me more beautiful than if encircled with a diadem of brilliants. In passing I must mention that her dress usually was anything but 90 Vernon Grove. simple, for her love of display showed itself forcible in her toilet arrangements. "Her quiet morning robe, with its loose hanging sleeves, disclosed an arm which was faultless in its pro- portions, and as she held it towards me that I might clasp around it a ruby bracelet of curious workmanship, her eyes, ah, those glorious eyes beamed with the light of what I thought was love deep, unchangeable, grateful love to the donor, but which circumstances have showed to be only the love of gems and of display. " Lovers are proverbially eloquent, and I was pictur- ing to her how her aifection brightened my life, and how I wished that all our days might be as tranquil and happy as that which was passing, when she whispered in return that it would be the study of her existence to make me happy, and that she had no wish in life which was not breathed in reference to me ! Emboldened by this delicious confession, I told her playfully that I would put her upon trial, and then altering my tone to a serious one, I remarked that she had it in her power to grant me a favor, a speck in comparison with the sacrifices of a lifetime. It was only this, that, instead of attend- ing a famous ball which was to be given in the evening, she would spend the hours at home quietly with me. "An almost imperceptible frown passed over her brow as I said these simple and not very exacting words ; but the smile that succeeded was more brilliant for the sudden shadow that had preceeded it, and with all the apparent love of a loving heart gathered in her earnest eyes, which looked straight into mine, as I knelt before her, with her lips all rosy in their freshness, and her voice tender with affectionate words, she bent towards Vernon Grove. 91 me, and laying her perfect hand upon mine, promised what I had asked. " Just then Isabel entered from a walk, glowing with health and excitement, and full of some important intel- ligence. I can scarcely think that she meant to pain me by what followed, and I can attribute her words only to that fearful proclivity which women have to making con- quests, and in having those in whom they are interested count their triumphs in numbers. " ' I have glorious news for you, Florence,' she said, * you have gained another conquest by that queenly beauty of yours ; you have made Lord Cummings your slave for life. He could talk of nothing else this mom- ing but your superb air, your divine eyes, and the mid- night gleaming of your ebon locks. To be sure, it is in rather a vulgar way that he swears you are an angel, but that we must excuse in a titled man; by-the-by, with a little French expletive, he made me promise to take you to Mrs. Maitland's to-night, and you must go,' then turning to me as I made a gesture of impatience, she continued : ' Now, Richard, for shame, I verily believe you are jealous ; my lord is awkward, you are refined and graceful ; my lord is a fright, and you, you know, are a beauty;' then \varbling a lively air, she threw herself at the feet of Florence in a beseeching atti- tude. "I was jealous, maddened, but I kept silence and waited for the result, incensed against the presumptuous stranger, but secure in the constancy of my peerless Florence, upon whom I gazed, almost sure of her reply. What had transformed her so ? Her cheeks glowed with a crimson which I had never yet seen kindled 92 Vernon Grove. there ; her eyes sparkled with delight, and she uttered a joyous exclamation ; then, as if remembering herself, she said to Isabel, ' But it is not so easy to meet him at Mrs. Haitian d's, for I have just promised Richard to stay at home with him, Darby and Joan fashion !' " ' Should you indeed like to go ?' I said calmly, though with a volcano raging within my heart. ' If you would, pray do not consider yourself bound to me, and do not let a whim of mine keep you at home.' " ' Oh, if it is only a whim,' she returned, twisting my bracelet-gift upon her arm with her long slender fingers that she might examine it more minutely, ' then I would like to go.' " ' As you please,' said I coldly, and she went ! and so the first link was broken, and so, at length, were all. Yes, she went to the ball and met my Lord Cummiiigs. His fortune, the world said, doubled mine; he wore finer diamonds ; he sported carriages and horses unequal- led in the land ; he paid his court to the queenly beauty, and was accepted. It was then, that with a constitution predisposed, by the excitement under which I labored, to fever, I was taken ill with an epidemic which was raging, and which, though it affected many only slightly, prostrated me almost to the grave, and left me blind, with no hope of restoration to sight. " After my recovery from this illness, many friends came kindly to break the monotony of my darkened chamber, and among others a young man, who had been sported with awhile by Miss Percy, and then rejected. This man I know to be true, and partly in bitterness of spirit but chiefly in revenge for the treatment he had received, for men are affected differently by a rejection, Vernon Grove. 93 some turning to melancholy, some maddened and reck- less, and others careless and light-hearted still he, in revenge, and ignorant of my attachment to Florence, told me, wantonly and only to show her off in the worst possible light, of a speech that he had heard her make ; it w r as this, mark it, Sybil, and it will be a key to the character of the woman who might have been my wife : ' Well, what matters it ? Though he has lost his sight, he has not lost his fortune !' " From that moment my love turned into scorn, my scorn to indifference. You may like to hear the sequel ; my Lord Cummings proved to be an adventurer, a fortune- hunter, and he had mistaken Florence for a cousin of hers who was an heiress. When he found out his mis- take, he disappeared no one knows whither, and Florence was left to her own wholesome reflections. Since then she has not been much sought in society ; but still her glorious beauty remains to dazzle a few lingering wor- shippers, who, however, have the misfortune to be too poor to be rewarded by her hand. " I have not met her since her engagement to Gumming, but strange to say, Isabel is devoted to her, and even dreams of her being my wife and her sister ; and she in her turn repays Isabel by her admiration and flattery. " I have suffered, you see, Sybil, almost more than my share, and you must bear with my mood when you think that I am morose and gloomy ; sometimes, indeed, I may be both naturally, but oftener that selfish depres- sion of spirits under which you see me laboring, is the memory of the past, rising up in wave after wave of bitter feeling, which will not be stilled by any endeavor 94 Vernon Grove. on my part. You wished the other clay for some mis- fortune, some temptation to ripple the calm current of your days. Oh, Sybil, you know not what you asked. But I am sure that you need no experience in suffering in order to make you feel for others, and sympathise with them in their sorrows, and the thought of this is why I disclose mine to you." Sybil drew a long breath, and the tears came into her eyes; she had wept over romances often, but here, before her, was a man who had loved and suffered ; here w r as something real, something that she knew was true, and she looked pityingly upon one who had now in her eyes assumed the dignity of a hero. She longed to show him in some way how truly she felt for him in his double bereavement, but knew not how. "Sybil, tell me," asked Vernon anxiously, "is not mine a tale of many sorrows ? Come near me, and say to me that you think that I am not to be disappointed in you, too. I w r ant no maledictions showered upon the head of Florence Percy ; I care not even to bring to mind the thought of her terrible retribution, or that Dante has placed in the ' lowest deep of the lowest deep ' those who have betrayed trust : only speak to me, say one word of comfort, one earnest word. Sybil, friend, sister, fail me not now, but give me what I need more than parched traveller a cooling draught, give me your sympathy." Sybil rose and approached him where he sat, and then with no syllable of comfort but with a heavy sob and shower of tears upon his outstretched hands, she wept because he had suffered so ; and Vernon was grateful for those tears, and understood their meaning almost better Vernon Grove. 95 than if they had been words. He had never seen Flo- rence weep, her artificial nature had never been thus moved, and he knew that the fount of feeling which was the source of tears must be deep indeed. " Poor child !" he said, as Sybil knelt before him, her hands clasped in his ; " I did not mean to move you so, you must weep no more, at least not for me, but you must spare your tears for your future self; for suffering is the condition under which we live and breathe, and you know not what the coming years may have in store for you." But Sybil still wept on ; the sight of that disappointed, blind, forsaken man, was a deeper tragedy than what the books ever told her of a story whose last page ended very sadly. Then Vernon smoothed back her long luxuriant hair tenderly, and drew her nearer to him until he felt her breath upon his bowed face, and a passionate prayer for her welfare escaped from his lips. " Oh, God," he said, " spare her, shield her ; let not my fate be hers ; pour upon me any amount of suffering, but let misfortune pass her by, and, above all, guard her against a sorrow such as mine." Vernon prayed it was something unusual ; not indeed for himself did he pray, but for Sybil, kneeling before him, her bright face uplifted to his, and her hands fast locked in his strong grasp ; then her voice broke the silence which followed that earnest appeal to a higher power, and it came to his ears like the voice of an angel answering his prayer. " I would talce your sorrow from you, if I could" she said, " and bear it for you." 96 Vernon Grove. "What could mortal ask more than this, what need had he of closer sympathy ? Life could record no instance of greater sacrifice than such as she had offered. " God, I thank thee," he exclaimed, while his frame trembled at those simple words from the kneeling girl, " thou hast at last sent to me what my soul has most needed through three long dreary years, the gift of per- fect sympathy." But even as Vernon spoke, a bright crimson flushed his face, and a terrible revelation came to him ; he loved her loved her kneeling and weeping there. The truth came like a knife, cleaving heart and brain ; no doubt no shadow of suspicion of the nature of his feelings came to question him as to their sincerity. Florence he had loved for her beauty, and what she might have been to him when the gloss of fashion had given place to domestic ties, but Sybil he loved for her- self, for what she was. She might be as beautiful as an angel, or almost repulsive in appearance ; these considera- tions did not affect him ; he only saw the purity of her heart and loved her, ah, how fondly, how truely, she must never know. He would never, he said to himself, be so ungenerous as to throw himself with his blindness and blighted life, his soured temper and uncongenial disposition, upon her mercy ; no, he would not sacrifice upon the shrine of his selfishness that young budding life, that pure lovely heart ; to keep his affection all untold, to educate her, to bestow upon her every grace that wealth could bring, and then to yield her calmly in after years to another with the outward quietness of a brother, even when there would be a mad worship burn- ing on the altar of his heart within, would be the crown- ing suffering of his life, his last terrible sacrifice. Vernon Grove. 97 But love, love, man is impotent when entering the lists against thee, and what a tyrant thou art ! Vernon struggled bravely and well, but there came hours in that long and intimate intercourse when his secret would rush from his heart to his very lips, and only by strong per- severing will be kept prisoner there, and each day and month grew with a mighty strength that pure devoted passion for one who, he had determined, should be to him for ever, as far as word or act of his was concerned, only his well-beloved sister, his little Sybil Gray. But to return to the systematic development of our story. The sheet lay unfinished on the table ; with one strong effort of self-control, he put her, whom he longed to clasp to his beating, lonely, yearning heart, away from him, and requested her calmly to finish it. Sybil obeyed, and wrote again at his dictation, folded, sealed, and directed the letter half mechanically, wondered in her young and innocent heart at the baseness of Florence, wiped her tear-stained face, and then left Vernon to attend to the wants of her grandmother. 5 CHAPTER IX. in Italy ? Is this the Mincius ? Are those the distant turrets of Verona ? And shall I sup where Juliet at the masque Saw her loved Montague, and now sleeps by him ? Such questions hourly do I ask myself; And not a stone, in a cross-way, inscribed ' To Mantua' ' To Ferrara' but excites Surprise and doubt, and self-congratulation. Italy, how beautiful thou artl" ROGERS. SYBIL saw with heart-felt anguish that Mrs. Gordon drooped daily more and more ; she was, of course, under the care of a physician who paid her regular visits, but hers was a decay of nature which no physician could heal. Her seat by the fireside, or by the open window in the more genial days of summer, had been exchanged for her own apartment, and Sybil noticed with regret, that her mind, which had been for so long a time firm and energetic, was showing unmistakable signs of decay and imbecility. Her memory, too, which had been so well stored with dates and anecdotes of the past, failed from day to day, and she scarcely seemed to be conscious of those around her who ministered to her hourly wants. The most cheering view of her decline was, that she suffered no pain, but Sybil would often retire to the retreat of her Vernon Grove. 99 own room with tearful eyes when she saw that her grand- mother failed to recognise her, or called her by her mother's name, or by that of some friend of her childhood. Although Mrs. Gordon had ceased to recognise her grandchild, and knew no difference between her kind attentions and those of the domestic, Sybil's constant ministrations ceased not ; she always dedicated to her the larger part of her mornings, and reserved her after- noons for her daily walks with Vernon, while her evenings alone were devoted to study. Faithful to each avocation she proved, and Vernon looked forward with scarcely restrained impatience through his long solitary mornings to those sweet hours of converse, which were character- ized by subjects always earnest and instructive, as the happy period of his long and weary day. A singular state of things had arisen from the part which Sybil had played as amanuensis, for Linwood, in reply to Sybil's letter dictated by Vernon, had addressed his answer to her. This arrangement was agreeable to him in many respects ; first, because he knew that she had never been in Europe, and therefore would not be wearied when what he saw there was his theme, and moreover, because his warm genial heart longed for sympathy, and to the so-called child whom Vernon had described as quick and intelligent, he thought that he might write without reserve, and by that means please Vernon by imparting to her some of his experiences in the world of art. As far as Vernon was concerned, he was quite satisfied with the correspondence between his friend and Sybil, and this state of things seemed quite natural to him ; he thought of Linwood only as engrossed in his love of the loo Vernon Grove. occupation he had chosen, without any other of the emo- tions incident to human nature, and contrary to Lin wood's expectations, he heard with pleasure the letters read, although it was all to him beaten ground. Besides it was a positive pleasure to him to recall the scenes which he had visited and enlarge upon them to Sybil, who, with ever- ready attention, listened with increasing interest to the descriptions of that land which is the day-dream of aspiring girlhood. At first these letters were simple and formal, and then when Sybil's answers, which were no longer dictated by Vernon, came, showing such a just appreciation of what he had written, and such an interest in all that he saw, such a knowledge of the details of art, and above all so pure a religious faith, Linwood's day was not happily ended unless he had written in his journal to his " little friend;" and soon the words "little friend" were changed to " Sybil," and " dear Sybil," and theories, opinions, and faiths, were discussed, and had they seen and been well acquainted with each other, there could not have been more perfect confidence between two friends of different sexes. The change came on so gradually that to the corres- pondents it appeared perfectly natural, while Vernon, deceived like those most concerned, regarded the letters as being merely intended for him, a very agreeable jour- nal of passing events mingled with other subjects of interest, and did not perceive that each " white-winged messenger," sent across the Atlantic, carried a chain with it that linked the young artist and Sybil, with her gentle and loving nature, nearer and yet nearer together. " Another letter from Mr. Linwood !" said Sybil one Vernon Grove. 101 morning, dropping a bouquet of choice flowers to the ground in her eagerness to receive it, "just what we were wishing for ! There is no small pleasure so great in life as the breaking of a seal, which secures from all other eyes words meant alone for'one's very self.". Vernon smiled at her delight, and fully as anxious as herself to hear the contents, besought her to lose no time in reading them. " What a fine correspondent he has after all proved," said he ; " you know that I told him never to write except when he was very happy or very wretched, but this I think is his fifth letter." Yes, five letters had passed between Linwood and Sybil ; a dangerous number for hearts so young, so sym- pathising as theirs ! Sybil read " You do not write like a child, dear Sybil, though Vernon calls you one, and I shall persist in taking you with me in imagination to places into which a child would not care to enter, for you appreciate my descriptions so fully, that I feel encouraged to unfold to you more of my wanderings than I would alone to that hard cynical guardian of yours, but I hope that he will condescend to listen to them some- times, and you must assure him, that whether ho desires it or not, ho is always included in what I say and feel. "What would I not give to have you both here with me to-day, that we might journey through this thrice beautiful Italy together! I would lead you to its lakes, and lingering around their magic shoiv.s, we would build an air-castle of life there, amid their beautiful scenery, their villas and terraces, their varied trees and picturesque people. Then I would take you by the hand and stand with you in the cathe- dral of Milan, which some traveller from our own country has declared he would rather bring to his native land than anything else in Europe, and we would feel together that it is a temple of God whatever faith it symbolizes, and from your child-heart a prayer would arise, finding JO2 Vernon Grove. its way through its gold and silver, its niches and statuary, to the Christian's home of prayer. " I would have you pause before Da Vinci's Last Supper, and sigh witli me over its defaced condition, and then upon Raphael's Spolali- zio, that exquisite gem of highest art. These we certainly would not omit in our pleasure tour. " Then we would haste to Venice (no, we would not haste in Italy), and under its skies, in its mysterious streets, to the dipping of oars, you should sing for Vernon and me, with your best accent, some of Italia's own songs. (Are your eyes dark, Sybil, like those of her children?) Then as you see the church of St. Mark's, your voice would be hushed, yourself bewildered by its peculiar beauty, in which the architect has seemed to defy all criticism. " From thence I would guide you to the feet of the master-painters of Venice, Titian and Paul Veronese, and many another saint of art, to drink in the beauty of their undying creations. Then we would stand in Verona at Juliet's tomb, and Vernon, with his deep exquisite voice, would bring Shakspeare to our memory, and under the influence of the almost inspired words we would give a sigh to buried love and constancy, and pass on. "Then, Sybil, you would forgivje me, if with an artist's worship of such things, I lead you to Parma and Correggio's creations, to his Holy Family and tender Magdalen, and forward to the galleries of Bologna to follow the flights of the immortal Guido in his Sampson and his Crucifixion, and on to the Saint Agnes of Domenichino, and the Saint Cecilia of Raphael, and lastly, over the Appenines to beauti- ful Florence. " Were you weary, dear Sybil, with your long and eventful journey, we would pause to rest upon the hill of Fiesole and mark the beauties of the city as it lies stretching out before us like a panorama ; then entering near the Palazzo, we would gaze upon the Fountain of Nep- tune, and in the Tribune pause before the Venus, the Knife-Grinder, and the Wrestlers. " Arrived at last at the Gallery, where La Fornarina holds her undisputed sway, I should depend upon your fresh unbiassed impres- sions to recall to Vernon's memory the beauties of Raphael and Titian by your descriptions. " But, Sybil, you must not expect me to conduct you in one letter Vernon Grove. 103 over the whole of Italy, or even Florence alone ; the path that I have marked out to you in this single epistle, if faithfully trodden, would consume a year, and in Florence itself one could spend years with perfect satisfaction. What mad devotion to science did I think it once, when I heard a naturalist declare that he could remain, with profit to himself, on a desolate island for months, examining the habits of a single fish ; perhaps you would say that I am as thorough a fanatic, were I to tell you that in the study of a single picture by one of the great masters, I could consume a much longer time in Florence. "Yernon is more cheerful, then? Who could refrain from being cheerful were he living in the sunny atmosphere which seems to sur- round a certain Sybil Gray ? A heavy trust is yours, my little friend ; guard and guide him well. God, for some wise purpose has afflicted him ; let us not dare to try to lift the curtain which conceals the pur- poses of a higher power, but bend humbly to his will. " I forgot to mention that you must not be surprised, if at some time during the latter part of this year I drop down upon you as from the skies, for at times the Switzer's own longing for his native land comes heavily upon me. and I feel that there is no cure but to see my own home once more. " Think of me sometimes, dear child, as striving to be and to do good, or I should not be worthy of a place in your pure heart." It would be almost superfluous to say that Sybil read these letters of Linwood's with intense pleasure, but it must be understood that they were not ahvays of the character of that which has been transcribed above. Sometimes a single epistle was filled with a description of only one work of art, and then again one would scarcely have imagined, from the entire absence of all allusions to such things, that Albert was a stranger in a strange land, fbr books criticised, people commented upon, and theories discussed, formed the prominent part of his correspondence, and Linwood's written communi- cations really educated Sybil as much as the verbal teachings of Vernon and her masters. CHAPTER X. "I will a way And gather balm from a sweet forest walk 1 There, as the breezes through the branches sweep, Is heard aerial minstrelsy, like harps Untouched, unseen, that on the spirit's ear Pour out their numbers 'till they lull in peace The tumult of the bosom." HANNAH GOULD. " On the road the lonely road, Under the cold white moon, Under the ragged trees he strode ; There was a step, timed with his own, A figure that stooped and bowed ; A broad white knife, that gleamed and shone Like a splinter of daylight downward thrown, And the moon went under a cloud." As Vcrnon became more accustomed to the loss of his sight, and the night in which he groped the footpaths more familiar, and the strange horror of entire darkness less painful, he relinquished occasionally the companion- ship of an attendant, and learned to love the deep solitude of the woods, taking a kind of pride in being able to dispense with the surveillance which always seemed to him to be inseparable from the guidance of his servant. But just as he congratulated himself upon his freedom, an event occurred which made him realize to the full extent his helplessness, and that though of almost Vernon Grove. 105 Herculean proportions, his strength now availed him nothing. This lesson he learned, and also with it another, of infinitely more importance ; he learned that he had advanced one step towards self-government, and that his pride of character, wMch was one of his besetting sins, was, in a measure, subdued by the incident which is about to be related. On the outskirts of Yernon's land, near the open road, there lay a spring, surrounded by a rustic construction in a most romantic dell, over which hung large, drooping, forest trees, shutting- out the sunlight and making it a quiet and secluded place. The lulling sound of the tinkling water, as it coursed over the pebbles in a succession of endless rivulets, was music to Vernon's ear, and feeling quite at home there, he would dismiss his servant until some stated hour, when either he, or Sybil, freed from her attendance upon her grandmother, sought him and conducted him home. The early stars or twilight moon often found him dreaming there, and his calmest hours of contemplation were spent in this favorite spot. One evening as "William Banks, the boy whom Vernon so unfeelingly had caused to be punished, was returning to his home, rather later than usual from his work, he noticed a man of suspicious appearance lingering around the precincts of the spring, and as he was evidently a stranger, he concluded that he could be there for no good purpose, and cautiously following his footsteps, he soon thought that he had discovered the object which had brought him to the place. The man, with noiseless tread, parted the thick branches which grew interlaced around the spring, and peering in, seemed, by the 5* 106 Vernon Grove. expression of his countenance, satisfied with what he saw therein, and soon disappeared closely followed by William, who, the instant that he had command of the scene unfolded to him, stopped for farther enlightenment as to the intruder's intention. He saw that Vernon lay on the soft moss-crowned bank in a deep sleep, the moon lighting up his whole figure, and that the man, stepping forward, approached hnii softly, bending at length over him, as if to ascertain if he were really quite unconscious of his presence. Then William saw farther that he drew a knife from his belt and laid it upon the mound beside him, ready it would appear, to use in an emergency ; next the watcher beheld him deliberately kneel by Vernon, and with some sharp instrument sever his watch from the chain, at last pro- ceeding to rifle his pockets. The spectator of this strange bold proceeding, stood for a moment passionless and unmoved there was a memory in his heart which had been burnt there, he feared never to be effaced, it was simply a disgrace, which he, the helpless one, at the mercy of a robber and an assassin, had brought upon him who was a witness of the scene before him, and he felt that he was at last avenged, but it was only for a moment ; his better nature returned to him and he acted accordingly. Watching his opportunity, and he had to be circum- spect, feeling that though he was a strong tall lad, he w r as no match for an experienced ruifian, with a knife at his command, he leapt suddenly down into the ravine, and snatching up the knife, w r hich he threw some distance away, caught hold of the kneeling robber's arms, and pinioning them from behind, forcibly held him down. Vernon Grove. 107 With a terrible oath the man tried to extricate himself, and Vernon awoke only to grope about bewildered and alarmed. In a voice almost inaudible from the effort, very nearly beyond his strength, which he was making to keep the struggling man in his grasp, William made him understand the state of things, and Vernon, grateful to his rescuer, but unable to be of any service to him, had no other alternative than to call loudly to his servant, whom he expected momently. It would be impossible to describe the tumult of the feeling raging in Vernon's breast as he stood there in his helplessness. Once, it would not have been thus ; trained to feats of strength, surpassing all his companions in agility and skill, and in all that called forth muscular power, stalwart, tall, and commanding, with a breadth of chest that seemed as if it would defy the blows that most men might be able to give it, he chafed like a caged lion, a very Sampson, in an angry inward struggle, but this agony of endurance availed him nothing. Happily, John was at no great distance, and hastened promptly to the spot, where, with the assistance of William, whose strength was now nearly overspent, he succeeded in securing the man. He was a hardened-looking ruffian, this intruder upon that peaceful glen, and Vernon discovered that he had but lately been dismissed from the county jail, and becoming acquainted with his secluded habits, had determined to replenish his purse from Vernon's before venturing into the world again. The man, in his confession, owned his intention of killing his victim had he made any resistance, but William's sudden appearance had defeated all his plans. It was thus that the boy, so persecuted once, found himself suddenly raised to a position of importance, 108 Vernon Grove. but he looked for no reward or favor from him, who had so cruelly denied all favors at a time when he needed them much more than in the present instance. When Sybil heard of Vernon's providential escape, her whole soul lifted itself hi thankful prayer to God for his preservation, but when she learned to whom he had been indebted for his safety, and life perhaps, a glow of triumph lit up her face, for she had long felt a security in the boy's rectitude of character, and she was curious to know how Vernon would act towards his deliverer. Her interest hi William Banks had been of no negative sort, for ever since his disgrace she had been a constant visitor at his mother's cottage, and hi her own gentle way, she had soothed the inmates there by telling them that a first step towards evil was often the last, and that she had not lost confidence in the offender if he felt con- trition for what he had done, and by timely counsel and gifts of books and needful clothing she won the love and respect of the household, and the right to speak encouragingly to the boy. Now she felt that her trust had not been misplaced, for it was this apparent, entire forgetfulness of Vernon's punishment in defending him with so much bravery, which convinced her that the lad was not utterly depraved, and that she had not sown the good seed of advice and sympathy in vain. With a strange eager interest she waited for some demonstration of gratitude upon Vernon's part, but that reserve which he knew so well how to assume, was an effectual barrier to everything like confidence, and thus a week passed, a miserable week to Sybil, who feared that, among other faults of character which beset her adopted brother, foremost would be ranked that of in- Vernon Grove. 1 Q9 gratitude ; but at the end of the week rather a formal summons from Vernou for her to come to him in the library, made her anticipate that it would lead to some course of action on his part, which would clear him from this new charge. " Something is to be done about this lad, this William Banks," he said as she entered his presence, " you know it and I know it, Sybil, what must it be ?" Sybil spoke out boldly for the boy. " Do what the noble part of your nature bids you," she said. " What ! send for this cottager, this boy who but two years ago" " Stop, Mr. Vernon," said Sybil, arresting his words with her hand laid upon his arm, " leave that unsaid ; do not speak about what he has been, but what he is." Vernon trembled under that light touch, and that gentle rebuke. " Well, then," he continued, " you would have me send for this cottager, I know it, though you have not said one word to influence me, but I feel it here in my heart, Sybil, and tell him that I owe him my life, that his bravery was unparalleled, his presence of mind extra- ordinary, and besides this, you would have me reward him by some post of trust and honor is it not so, Sy- bil ?" His voice softened as he spoke, and Sybil caught his hand gratefully since eye could not reply to eye, it was but another way of showing her approval of what he had said. " You refer this ah 1 to me, Mr. Vernon," she said, " but you know it emanated from what is honorable in your- no Vernon Grove. self, and if you do it, it will be just what is right and just what is noble." Vernon smiled, but his lip quivered too, as if some new and blessed experience were stirring the very depths of his soul. " Send for the lad, Sybil," he said at last, " here and at once!" A second time was William the cottager sent for to the house of Vernon Grove, but under what different circumstances ! The boy advanced with a modest, though not downcast look into the hall, where Vernon and Sybil stood to meet him, the former holding out his hand to welcome him, but he scarcely understood the action in that cold proud man, and Sybil taking the hand of each, placed them one within the other. " I owe my life to you, William," said Vernon in gen- tle tones "a young man of your age, and just entering manhood, needs sometimes a helping hand to lead him on to success ; you must look upon me as your friend, and tell me your wants. Would you like to go to the city and earn a livelihood there, or would you rather he- advanced to some station of trust here in the country y Only let me know your wishes and they shall be gratified by one who, when in a passionate mood, was not gene- rous enough to make an allowance for a first youthful fault." A thrill swept through the chords of Sybil's heart ; surely this was not the Vernon she had known, once so unforgiving and tyrannical, nor did she wonder at the glow of pride that lit the upturned face of the lad as he listened to Vernon's noble words. " You thought that you were acting right," returned Vernon Grove. ill he, and so did your duty, sometimes I think, for the best, too ; for it was my punishment after all that led Miss Gray to our cottage, and we have all been better and happier since she came. I would thank you, sir, not to allude to a reward for an act which any one with cou- rage would have done ; there is only one thing that I desire, and that is, that you would forget that I ever lost sight of my duty so far as to stoop to the wicked ways of a thief." " I will forget it," said Vernon warmly, " only to re- member that you are a noble and worthy being, and that you may count upon me as your friend for life." Sybil lay down to rest that night with a grateful happy heart, for besides the conquest which she felt that Vernon had made over himself, he had empowered her to have the widow and her family removed to a comfort- able cottage upon his own land, and William, besides overseeing his employer's affairs, was to be presented with a little farm which would yield him a certain in- come. And Sybil, Sybil, was to be the Lady Bountiful, through whom the grand changes were to come to pass. No wonder that golden visions floated about her in her dreams, and that her day thoughts were sur- rounded with a rosy halo, for she was tasting a new pleasure, and that through Vernon's kindness, the luxury of practically doiag good. CHAPTER XI. " Oh ! watch me, watch me still Thro' the long night's dreary hours ; Uphold, by thy firm will, Worn Nature's sinking powers. While yet thy face is there (The loose locks round it flying), So young, and fresh, and fair, I feel not I am dying. But while those pitying eyes Are bending thus above me, In vain the death-dews rise, Thou dost regret and love me 1 Thy fond and pitying smile Shall soothe my painful waking, Thy voice shah 1 cheer me while The slow grey dawn is breaking." MRS. NORTON. THE shock that Vernon had sustained, together with his sleep in the damp neighborhood of the spring, were more disastrous in their consequences than could at first have been imagined ; for one afternjon shortly after, when Sybil came into the parlor equipped for a walk, she found him lying upon a couch with a flush like that of fever upon his face. He was seldom ill, and his pow- erful frame and strong athletic limbs looked as if they could not be bound by the cords of sickness ; but while Vernon Grove. 113 Sybil looked at him and heard his heavy irregular breathing as he lay with contracted brow, she intuitively felt that he was suffering, and questioned him. Vernon acknowledged a dull pain in his head and a burning thirst, treating the matter lightly, and making his usual prepa- rations for his evening stroll, but a sudden faintness over- took him, and towards night his ill feelings so continued to increase, that he himself at last proposed to send for medical aid. The physician at once declared that he was very sick, and that he required the most attentive care, and thus a new office devolved upon Sybil, who placed herself under the teaching of the housekeeper who was an ex- cellent nurse and had attended Vernon in his former ill- ness. With untiring footsteps she passed from her grandmother's room to his, and with her gentle ministra- tions relieved them both, winning many a word of appro- val from the more experienced nurse, who was glad of the young eyes and hopeful nature of Sybil to bear her company. The responsibility increased each moment, for Vernon grew rapidly ill, the fever raging with una- bating violence, until at last he sank into utter uncon- sciousness. To such anxiety of mind as Sybil now felt, she was a stranger, and the new experience bewildered her, and though she did not at first know the extent of the dan- ger of her friend and guardian, she felt that such an ill- ness was a terrible thing, and her heart was sorely trou- bled for the strong proud man who lay bereft of strength and pride, and with unfailing patience she watched and waited upon him. Sometimes she thought that if ever there could be a return for all the benefits which she had 1 1 4 Vernon Grove. received from him, the hour had come to give it, and that devotion on her part would be but a proper offer- ing in exchange ; but her motive at other times for thus expending her energies in watching day and night at his bedside, was only what any sick and suffering fellow- creature might expect, namely, Christian kindness and sympathy. Up to the time of his unconsciousness he was only content when she was in his presence, and was restless and complaining when she left the room to attend to her grandmother's wants, but now that restlessness was over, the stupor which had succeeded was oblivion to all that was passing around, and at this stage of his illness Sybil had a new and unexpected trial. The physician, who was a kind and fatherly man, called her to him one day when she thought that Ver- non, from some new symptoms which had appeared, more than ever required her watchful vigils, and gently laying his hand upon her fair young head, told her that it was early hi life for such trials to fall to her lot, but that he must prepare her for the worst by informing her that in ah 1 human probability Vernon would die. The disease had baffled his skill, and although he tried every endeavor to save his patient's life, still, unless some almost miraculous intervention, which he could not fore- see then, interposed in the natural order of events, he said, that his patient must shortly breathe his last. He then dictated a letter to her which he toid her she must send at once to Isabel, acquainting her with the sad in- telligence, but informing her at the same time that it would be useless in her to attempt to see her brother, as should the worst happen, it would be before she could Vernon Grove. 115 arrive at Vernon Grove. The physician knew some- thing of Isabel's character, and felt, even had there been time, how out of place she would be by the sick man's couch, with her restlessness and worldly thoughts and manners. Poor Sybil, she received the dreadful intelligence with a cold chill which made her speechless, but the convic- tion that if she were not calm, and did she not put on a courage which she was far from feeling, there would be none to act, gave to her appearance a quiet dignity which even deceived the kind-hearted physician, who called her a heroine, and praised her self-possession ; but could he have seen her a moment after he left her, with a death-like pallor on her countenance, and have heard the simple ejaculation, " God help me," Avhich burst from her white and quivering lips, he would scarcely have called her a heroine then. Still he might live, hope whispered, and if human care and attention can avail, he must live, she said to herself, even if her own strength and life were to ebb away by the side of Vernon's couch. What mattered it if he woke from that death-like stupor to find her dead ; ay, what mattered it ? Had he not made the world beauti- ful to her by his teachings, his sympathy ; what would it be without him ? Thus Sybil reasoned in behalf of her teacher, her benefactor, her brother, her friend. The physician had told her that there was a crisis in his disease, on the other side of which lay either life or death ; scarcely the former, however, and almost cer- tainly the latter. Should he die, he would pass away quietly and gently into another state of being, like a child going into a slumber, for there was no strength 1 1 6 Vernon Grove. within him to do battle with the grim tyrant; but should he live, as quietly would he wake again to earth, and its many trials, and as long as there was a ray of hope, Sybil's hope was strong. She could not, would not, believe that Vernon was about to pass away from her sight for ever; she shuddered, too, at the thought of how ill prepared he was for such a change, and fervent prayers for his recovery were unceasingly upon her lips. On the morning after her conversation with the phy- sician, death indeed seemed to have the mastery over life upon the body of the unconscious invalid, for his high white brow was whiter than before, and his hands seemed like ice within her own; but even then, when almost hoping against hope, a prayer burst from her lips in the fullness of her heart, and with a passion and energy which were almost foreign to her calm equable temperament, she interceded for the life of her guar- dian. " Oh, my God," she said, in the simple language of her guileless heart, " spare him, spare him who has been to me a friend, guide, teacher, who has work upon earth yet to do^ and who, though shut out from thy blessed light, still sympathises with those who enjoy what is denied to him. If thou dost take him he is in thy hands, thou art forgiving, oh God ; but if in thy mercy thou dost see fit to keep him here on earth, may this new trial and suffering have brought him nearer to thee to do thy will, for with thee is life, without thee and Christ, spiritual death. Amen." As Sybil knelt by the bedside of Vernon, her face buried in her hands, and her sobs breaking out unrc- Vernon Grove. 117 strained from her over-burthened heart, she heard that soul-felt " Amen " echoed so softly, yet distinctly, that she started to her feet, wondering if the word had come from a spirit or from the pale lips before her. He had said it, he lived ! He had passed from the shadow of the grave into life once more, and had heard that earnest prayer. A smile was on his face, but tears were silently coursing each other down his pallid cheeks. Softly Sybil wiped them away, and leaning over him, while trying not to show any emotion, she asked him if he needed anything, and told him calmly how great a dan- ger he had passed, and how necessary it was to his recovery that he should not exert himself at all. " Oh, that I had passed away," he murmured, " in that deep unconsciousness it is so fearful to awake again to life, its disappointments and trials, and its blind- ness." " Hush," said Sybil softly, laying her hand, with its velvet softness, caressingly upon his brow, " murmur not against what God has done. He may have brought you low to raise you again for some good purpose, some great joy." Joy for him! Ah, that might be, he thought, if she loved him, if the voice that had called him back to life had called him back to love too, if he had youth and sight to win her for his own, but these were not the days of miracles. Remembering his vow of old, he put a check upon his thoughts and tongue, and answered her not, but his brow contracted with the effort as though spasmed with pain. " We must not talk any more," she said, lifting the waves of bright soft hair that lay tangled upon his 1 1 8 Vernon Grove. brow ; " our good doctor will be here directly, and he will ask me if I have been faithful to my precious charge." Then he lay still and hushed under the hea- venly spell of her gentle words and soft touch, as she smoothed into something like order the rebellious locks of his hair until she thought that he slept, and then sat down quietly, afraid to leave him and yet watching anxiously for the entrance of some one to whom *he might impart the joyful tidings. " Oh, Sybil," he said at last, with a voice of anguish and tenderness which almost betrayed his secret, " your watchfulness, your devotion, have cured me of this almost fatal fevei*, but there remains a pain incurable, which you know not of, here, deep, deep in my heart, which is beating for ever with the same throb of anguish ; God cannot still that and bid it be calm, though He can give life and take it." "Poor, tried, weary heart," she answered softly, as though she were soothing a grieved child ; then dash- ing away the tears that would come to her eyes for very pity of his weakness, she continued earnestly, " God can do all things, Mr. Vernon, for those who love him ; do you not remember those beautiful words, ' Tenderly his finger touches the stains of our hearts and demies the misery of our lives.' But to be loved and cared for by Him, we must love Him too. Will you not try to do this ?" " Yes, if you will teach me how, Sybil," he answered. Sybil pressed his hand, but did not answer. She felt a new joy in her heart ; she might be the means of train- ing a soul for a purer life ; she was weak, truly, for the task, but God was on her side, and her reply to his Vernon Grove. 1 19 question was simply that gentle pressure which the blind man understood, and a scarcely audible prayer breathed for him, for her, for both. The entrance of the physician put an end to further conversation, and it was well that he came, for the unusual excitement was anything but beneficial to Ver- non. " By almost a miracle you are raised from a very cri- tical state to one of comparative security," he said seriously, "but your little nurse must keep you very quiet, noting the slightest change, for a relapse would be fatal in your present weak state ; and any conversa- tion long continued, or any excitement, would be apt to throw you back again." Thus warned, Sybil did her duty to the utmost ; she would neither converse herself, nor allow Vernon to en- gage in any conversation on his part, and a busy and im- portant person she became, flitting like a spirit of peace from room to room, the servants looking up to her with respect, and even the old housekeeper praising her for her untiring industry and devotion. This self-abnegation had its reward, for Vernon gradually recovered his strength, and though not able to leave his room for some time, each day added fresh vigor to his wasted frame ; and as gradually she felt that she was gaining a recog- nised influence even over that stern unbending will. " Is Sybil here ?" asked Vernon one afternoon after waking from a refreshing sleep, " yes, I know that she is, for the air is softer for her presence, there is a balmier breath floating above and around me. Yes, Sybil must be here ; where is she, and what is she doing ?" " You have guessed aright," she answered playfully, 12O Vernon Grove. " but because you are feeling better and stronger with coming health, you must not be led away by your imaginings to pay such far-fetched compliments. I am seated by a window, sometimes looking at the last foot- prints of Winter, and sometimes reading passages from a good book." " It is a long time since my pupil has read to me, will she read to me now ? Along with this fine elastic air around me, let her voice come to me like the tuneful reed of woodland shepherd, as it did in days of yore." Sybil half smiled at his persistent complimentary tone, then looked serious enough as her eye rested upon the book that she was holding ; history, poetry, novels, science, all these had she read aloud to Vernon, but never that. Would he listen patiently, or would he ask for something lighter, and to his ken, better? She would try him it was worth the trial his displeasure was nothing compared with what she thought seemed clearly to her her duty, and unfalteringly and feelingly she read from the page which lay open upon her lap. " The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. " He maketh me to lie down in green pastures : He leadeth me beside the still waters. " He restoreth my soul, He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name's sake. " Yea, though I walk through the valley of the sha- dow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. " Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies ; thou anointest my head with oil, my cup runneth over. " Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the Vernon Grove. 121 days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever." Sybil made no comment upon what she had read, nor did she allow Vernon to do so, for she arose and left the apartment, imagining that he had food enough for thought in the beautiful words he had heard. The next afternoon as she was seated in the same spot with the same book before her, great was her delight at hearing Vernon request her to read aloud again, leaving her to the choice of what it should be. She chose, as she had done the day before, feeling that one step was gained, and when he bade her pause so that he might speak of the beauty of some particular passage, she knew that the ice of indifference was broken ; and it came to pass that after Vernon's recovery the Bible still continued to form a part of their daily reading. Vernon listened to it, but too often as a critic, though Sybil reasoned rightly when she said to herself that even then it was a great gain, and that, perhaps, when he came " to scoff" he would " remain to pray." As the Winter passed away and the Spring came in with joyous step, a very maiden in the first flush of youth, brightening everything she looked upon and smiling upon earth and sky, Vernon's recovery seemed esta- blished, and each day added somewhat of his old vigor to his step, each day his proud look came back more strongly marked upon his face; not the defiant look which made Sybil liken him to a tree struck by lightning, and though blasted, towering upwards to the sky, but a softened pride, as though the tree was scathed only, and struggled, erect still, for life. He was happier, far hap- pier, too, than he had been for years, for he had a tran- 122 Vernon Grove. quil security in the present which soothed and satisfied him. First he felt how exclusively Sybil was his own, at least until some one more fortunate than himself came to claim her, and again he knew that he was a better man. Gone were those quick flashes of temper which so often interfered with his peace of mind ; gone was that miserable depression of spirits, which not only affected his own well-being but that of those around him, and those querulous repinings against fate had given place, if not to submission, to a quiet acquiescence in his condition, and though he was far from his ideal of a good man, and farther yet from Sybil's, still the pro- gress was upward not downward. It has been said that " the heart in waking wakes the mind," and perhaps all of Vernon's happy change of character could be traced to Sybil's influence and the strong love which had budded awhile ago, and had now burst into full flower, which he wore, truly enough, con- cealed ; not on his breast but in it. Even granting this, Sybil might have been the instrument, the means which led on to such a desirable end. So that the change had really come, it mattered little whether Sybil's hand first touched the troubled waters, or whether an angel had looked within their depths with eyes that had power to calm. God has many ways to bring a wanderer home. At this period of our story Mrs. Gordon remained in the same state, neither better nor worse, and Sybil was truly thankful to know that in her slow decay, though the mind was no longer active, the body of her dear relative was free from suffering, and with renewed ardor she laid plans to pursue her studies and to devote as much time Vernon Grove. 123 as she conscientiously could to her improvement in every branch of education, but an event occurred that entirely interrupted the even tenor of her life. About this time a letter arrived from Isabel, full of regrets that she had been unable to leave her home at the period of Vernon's illness, congratulating him upon his recovery, and adding that as he was proof against all invitations to the city, she had determined to spend a month with him ; but dreading the loneliness of the drive, as Mr. Clayton was unable to accompany her, he must be prepared to have a friend of hers for an inmate, who had been selected by her for agreeable conversation, brilliant qualities, and in fact for all that would render a tiresome journey agreeable. " And this friend ?" asked Sybil as she finished reading Isabel's letter. " Only some artist or poet, I suppose," answered Ver- non in his turn, though concealing his fears and anxious about any addition to their happy home of one who might interest Sybil, " Isabel is always surrounded by such, who are painting her beauty or making verses about her expressive eyes, that ' underneath th.it calm white forehead are ever burning torrid.' " " You have so often spoken of your sister's beauty that I have a longing to see it, just as one longs to go abroad to gaze at one particular Madonna. I wonder if the sense of her loveliness will flash upon me like sun- light, or if it will grow upon me like the coming dawn. I cannot tell yet what my ideal of beauty is, only it seems to me now that I could scarcely be said to have one. As in pictures, so in living and breathing creations of beauty, I should think that one ought to be educated to 124 Vernon Grove. enjoy it and to say at last, ' this or that face or form delights me.' " " And yet, Sybil," answered Yernon, " I would not have you think that Isabel, with her surpassing loveli- ness, is my criterion. I admired but did not enjoy her face when I could see it. Hers is a restless butterfly brilliancy, a very opal is she among the gems ; her friend, Miss Percy (I can talk of her without emotion now), was once my type of the highest perfection of beauty, calm, statuesque, still, ruby-lipped, not so fair as clear and regally majestic ; a rose, to the looker-on showing nothing but most gorgeous coloring, most perfect pro- portions, but to any one who was fortunate enough to gather and wear it, giving out the most delicious per- fumes. I had my dream, you know how it was dissolved, how I did not win the rose nor wear it." "Yes, I know, I know," said Sybil hastily, fearing that the fresh opening of the old wounds might give him pain. " I did not win nor wear it," repeated Vernon, " nor am I the least regretful that I did not ; the possession of such a regal beauty would have made me proud but not happy, and what would it have availed me now? No, Sybil, even if I could see God's daylight again, and were I seeking a wife, a companion, I would search through the world not so much for a lovely face, but a truthful one, not so much for a Juno-like form to gaze upon admiringly, as for one pliant and yielding that I could nestle in my heai't of hearts, and that would feel at home there. But we have forgotten our first topic, these city guests who are accustomed to be amused all the day and half of the night ; all that we can do is to Vernon Grove. 125 make them welcome in our quiet way, and take their visit as a dispensation by no means agreeable, and do our best under the circumstances ; then you must tell the housekeeper to do hers, too, and let it be generally known among the household, and I doubt not with their memory of city habits, and your observant eyes, that everything will go on smoothly and well. And Sybil" " Mr. Vernon " " About yourself; send to the city for any addition to your wardrobe that you may need ; I would have my young protege looking her best in my sister's eyes." Vernon seemed lost for a moment in deep thought, a new emotion stirred the heart of each, and Sybil was silent too. " Was she fair and bright-eyed, and would that sister look approvingly upon her, or was she other- wise ?" he said to himself. " Do I approach any of the types of beauty which he has mentioned, Mrs. Clayton's or Miss Percy's, or that other, the beauty of Truth, or am I far removed from each and all ?" she thought. " You will look your best ?" at last he said again. " As a moth flying around a star," she answered some- what sadly, as she thought of what she had heard of Isa- bel and her loveliness. " Ah ! is it so then ?" he asked somewhat disappointed, though scarcely daring to confess it to himself, but it was only for a moment; he loved her soul, not her perishable body. " You said that you liked the truthful face best," she said timidly ; " Mrs. Clayton, I trust, will find truth and sincerity in her brother's adopted sister." 126 Vernon Grove. " Yes, dear child, I know it as though I could see it, and it is God's most precious seal imprinted on what He has created; keep on the garments of truth, dear Sybil, be what you are, and the moth will not be overpowered by the lustre of the star ;" and with these kind comfort- ing words he left her. Many a moment of longing had Sybil before the guests arrived to flee away to her old cottage home, but she gradually overcame her timidity when she saw that no responsibility whatever would fall upon her, for the well-trained servants and excellent housekeeper soon had everything in readiness, and even seemed to apply themselves with additional alacrity to their preparations at the prospect of the monotony of their quiet life being broken by Mrs. Clayton and her attendants, and at last she not only became reconciled herself to the looked-for innovation, but anxious for it too. CHAPTER XII. " With silken coats and caps, and golden rings, With ruffs and cuffs, and farthingales and things." " Oh, to see or hear her singing ! scarce I know which is divinest For her looks sing too she modulates her gestures to the tune ; And her mouth stirs with the song, like song ; and when the notes are finest, 'Tia the eyes that shoot out vocal light, and seem to swell them on." MRS. BROWNING. ON the day appointed, the party from the city arrived, but an hour sooner than was expected. Sybil had taken a walk, and Vernon alone remained to receive them. Isabel loved her brother as much as such a heart as hers could love, with its evil impulses unchecked, and its good ones not encouraged, and rushing into his arms, she covered his face with kisses. Hers was a changeful nature, flickering with lights and shadows ; not, perhaps, wilfully sinful, but too faulty to inspire much respect ; she would do a grievous wrong to a friend, who, dis- gusted at once with her levity and inconsistency, deter- mined to avoid her ever after ; but in another instant some kind act of Isabel's, and her lovely winning smile, effaced aU remembrance of her folly. Such a character is not an uncommon one, and it is impossible to harbor resentment long against these April-like beings, who have tears as well as sunshine at command. It was no 1 28 Vernon Grove. wonder, then, that Vernon, remembering that she was his sister, the only tie of blood that he had upon earth, and that they had been parted for years, returned her affectionate caresses with an almost equal warmth. " And now," said Isabel, gracefully disengaging her- self from his arms, " you must not neglect your other guest give me your hand, Richard, and let your heart go with it in a welcome." He gave it, and felt it placed by her in another hand, a beautiful hand, but not like Sybil's. A shudder crept over him as he felt its clasp. It was one that he had pressed before, and cared never to press again. No, it was not like Sybil's any more that the heart was like Sybil's. The hand of the one was perfect in its propor- tions, like that of a statue, and artists had moulded their finest creations from its form ; the fingers were tapered to a point, the well-shaped nail polished to glossiness, but a certain hardness like the marble which it copied, a coldness, met your touch; but Sybil's hand was soft, tremulous, yielding, and warm, with a palm like the faint blush of a rose leaf; one felt truth there, but in that other hand, lying in Vernon's, there was none. " Florence Percy," said Isabel, but she might have left the words unuttered, for Vernon knew it before they were said, and he stammered out something which he hoped sounded like a polite welcome, but was it ? Scarcely. "Yes, I knew that you would be glad to see us, Richard, I told Florence so, and assured her that you had not forgotten those happy hours of the past," said Isabel. " I did my very best to bring Clayton with us, but he resisted all my fascinations ; I even tried to charm Vernon Grove. 129 back his romance, and talked touchingly of the woods and streams, but all in vain, and so I concluded to yield myself gracefully to the inevitable fate of coming with- out him. He is just as good, Richard, just as indulgent as ever, and has such a pleasant way of being obstinate that one cannot get angry with him. The day before we came I actually forced some tears into my eyes, by way of additional inducement, to show him how I longed for his company, but he either did not or would not notice them, and dried them most effectually by saying in a tone, entirely divested of all romance, that he could not come because he had some grand speculation on hand which would yield him, if attended to, several thousands ; and then by way of comfort for my disap- pointment, he said that he supposed I wanted a new robe de chambre for the country, some unostentatious jewelry which would not dazzle the dwellers of Arcadia, and before I could answer no, he poured a handful of gold into my lap and departed. That is always the way he treats me, and often when I know that I deserve a scolding, for some giddy act of mine, he blesses me instead ; but I must end with what I began, and tell you how it comes to pass that Florence is here. I did not want to bring with me any of the lords of creation, for the effort to entertain them with no externals but the skies and fields would have annihilated me. Nothing remained then but to bring some one with me who is so agreeable, and so chimes in with all that is beautiful in art and nature, that she would but seem as a part of the fine landscapes, while I might enjoy her society as such ; so I looked around, and, lo, Florence appeared and came." 130 Vernon Grove. " She forgot to say, however," said Florence in return, "that she herself is the sun which brightens the land- scapes, and everything around." Isabel thanked her friend with a gratified smile, for flattery was the food that she loved, and Florence knew it. " We have been talking so busily," she resumed "that I had quite forgotten I meant to look about upon the beauties and conveniences of your house before we went to our rooms. Really, you are no anchorite after all, living in a hut on bread and water, but have a most charming habitation here, which breathes unmistakably of civilization. There is one thing, however, in your manage which astonishes me, and that is that you are content to live here year after year with no one but ser- vants and that superannuated sickly dame and her rustic grandchild. It is bad taste, to say the least of it, but you are not utterly lost to taste and refinement, Richard, as one can see by your pictures. "What an exquisite Raphael that is ; did you ever behold anything so soul touching as that Madonna's eyes, Florence ? and that," she exclaimed with clasped hands, " I suppose is the Vandyck that with good reason you gave such a sum for last year ; I must look at it to-morrow, and the next day, and the next." Isabel had at last made the circuit of the room in her tour of curiosity, and stopped at length quite breathless at a window, which looked out upon the extensive green lawn, which it was Vernon's pride ever to have in excel- lent order, and no one could fail to be delighted with its velvet smoothness, as it stretched in gradual slope to Vernon Grove. 131 the woods beyond. Here Isabel paused for a moment, but her silence was not of long continuance, being broken once more with an exclamation of delight. "Pictures within and pictures without," she ex- claimed : " Ah, what a vision of loveliness ! Who is that exquisite creature approaching the house, Richard ? Her hair is of that pale golden color, so beautiful and so rare, her eyes the most heavenly blue, her cheek just flushed enough for refinement, and her complexion that creamy healthy white which the painters love so much." " I know not," said Vernon, amused in spite of him- self with Isabel's interest in all around her, "unless you have made a vow to see only what is beautiful in the world, and color everything from within, or perhaps you have improvised some maid of honor to attend you as lovely as yourself; or stay, will you have one more sug- gestion, it may be that a naiad, fresh from her sylvan toilet, has come to ask your orders." " You do but jest, Mr. Vernon," said Florence, "while Isabel is in earnest, and this apparition is as lovely as she has described there, stand back a little, Isabel, and let her still be unconscious that we are here ; see what a pretty pantomiu.-j she is acting as she approaches ; now she weaves her flowers into a garland, and like a ballet dancer has thrown them over her head with a graceful movement ; now she twines them into a wreath, and apes the graces of a crowned queen, and, ah see again, how naturally she arranges -them into an artistic bouquet, and offers them with a coquettish air to some imaginary swain." "All that she does seems well done," whispered 132 Vernon Grove. Isabel in return ; " and, oh, what beauty, what perfect beauty is hers ! For the first time in my life you must forgive me for raving about perfections which are not yours, Florence. Hush, she is seating herself at the foot of that huge leafy tree ; let us listen, our naiad is beginning to sing." The truth was gradually dawning upon Vernon, and it came upon him with a glare almost too dazzling, as that beloved voice rose upon his ear. His strong frame trembled, he grew pale, then flushed. Every emotion of the human heart seemed to gather in his breast. Sybil, beautiful ! she was his, his own. Sybil, beautiful ! ah, fatal gift, the fairest flowers were plucked the soon- est, and he would, lose this flower he prized so much. Love, jealousy, anger, fear, tenderness, all were felt by him in their full intensity, but gradually as that perfect voice, singing the impassioned Italian music which he had taught it, came wafted in at the window together with the perfume of the flowers, every emotion was calmed save love, complete undying love, a part of him then, and for ever, and as the last note died away in the hush that followed, he found voice to say softly, " It is my little Sybil Gray." Then the curtains of an opposite window parted, making a frame for the strangely beautiful face that looked in, and which blushed scarlet at finding strangers there, and at feeling that they had heard her unbidden song; but Vernon, who had heard her light footstep, re-assured her by the kind tone of his voice, and she entered, offering her hand gracefully, but timidly, to the new-comers. A regular introduction, all intuitive- ly felt, would have been awkward and out of place. Vernon Grove. 133 Sybil herself felt it, and broke the ice by offering her flowers. " How beautiful," said Isabel, glancing more at the fair girl who proffered them, than at the flowers themselves. " Yes," she answered, " they are, indeed. I tried to gather the prettiest I could find to arrange in your rooms before you came, and as is the fashion in some countries, to crown your pillows with a cluster of sweet roses, but I fear that I lingered too long on the way." " You are very kind," returned Isabel, " you must, however, not lay the defeat of your plans at your own door, but upon our horses, who were fresher than we imagined, and so we came the last few miles more rapidly, arriving here an hour before the specified time." " I hope, Sybil," said Vernon, " that in your zeal for others you have not forgotten your daily tribute to me." " That I never forget," she answered gravely, " it would be ungrateful indeed ; here they are, your own favorites, and a cluster of more beautiful violets I have never seen." " How wonderful," said Isabel quickly, " the violet is your favorite, too, is it not, Florence ?" Sybil was just extending her hand to place them hi Yemen's, when both started, and the fragrant cluster fell to the ground. He remembered that it was her favorite flower, and she she was startled at the name spoken by Isabel. Florence ! it seemed familiar, it seemed linked with a host of cruel memories, a broken trust, desertion, pain inflicted by one whom Vernon had loved. Then the memories took a more definite form, and Vernon's pqst 134 Vernon Grove. rose clearly before her, and lifting her glance to the face of that stately beauty before her, whose cold searching eyes looked her through and through, her heart told her that there she stood, the destroyer of his happiness, the original of the glorious picture upon whose reverse might have been written the word deceit. As Sybil stooped to raise the fallen flowers, she mechanically looked up once more ; still that piercing glance was upon her, those hawk-like eyes watching the crouching dove, but she turned away from their strange spell, and again offered the flowers to Vernon. " Take them away, Sybil," he said in a low tone of voice, " I had forgotten that she cared for them, take them far away." Sybil left the room in obedience to that whisper, the guests thought for some domestic order from Vernon, but in reality to be alone. She knew not why, but her heart seemed bursting with some strange new feeling, which she could not analyze. Florence Percy here, she thought, under this very roof! Florence loving the same flowers that Vemon loved ! And then how superb she was in her majestic beauty. Isabel was lovely, win- ning, fascinating, but Florence was regal. Besides, what right had she to look so tenderly upon Vernon, so curiously upon herself? How imposing she was, how rich the dress that enveloped her magnificent form ; how visibly a certain sort of power seemed to hang about her, a kind of " I dare and I will," which awed and frightened. Dared and willed what f A stronger emotion swept over Sybil's heart than she had ever before experienced, an emotion, which she thought, if continued for many days, might kill her. There was no Vernon Grove. 135 good angel near to tell her that it was the fiend of jealousy, and its fearful fire burnt strong and clear. She sought a retired part of the garden near the artifi- cial lake, which flowed as clear as crystal at her feet, and a thought something akin to revenge came to her, and she looked around with a guilty glance before it gave birth to a deed, to see that she was unobserved. "He shall not love what she loves," she said pas- sionately, and with an impulsiveness new to her gentle nature, she tore the flowers one by one apart, and threw them into the stream. But even as the breeze wafted them away, her mood changed, the reaction, which could not be delayed long, came to her in a flow of bitter tears, and holding up the picture of herself to herself, she prayed for pardon, prayed that the hour might pass quickly away, pleaded for strength against temptation, and for more effectual piety, despising herself for her weakness, and most sor- rowful for her forgetfulness of her duty ; then fearing that her absence would be marked, entered the house once more, apparently as calm as the stream upon which the rejected flowers were floating. Afterwards when she beheld Florence seeking Ver- non's society, and offering him the aid which he was too polite to refuse, and which Sybil felt her right, she ex- amined her heart carefully, probing as she thought, its most secret depths, and came to the following conclu- sion : " He has been to me as a brother ; I have led him in his blindness, I have read to him, talked to him, sung to him ; we two have been alone in joy and sorrow, and now another comes and takes my place ; it is natural, 136 Vernon Grove. then, that I should feel my rights infringed upon ; but she is not to blame, she knows not what I have been to him, how I have watched him in sickness and health ; no, she is not to blame and to him there may be a fas- cination in being once more in the presence of one who has been so dearly loved as she has been, he may like to hear the tones of her voice, and feel the pressure of her hand ; it may bring back to him the happy hours of his youth, when it was almost his religion to worship at her shrine ; but, oh, how could she, how could she after all that has passed, after she has scorned him and been scorned alike in return, come into his presence, to his very hearthstone again ?" After Florence had, as she thought, defined Sybil's position in the household, that is, after she had come to the conclusion that Vernou simply regarded her as an interesting child, whom he had trained according to his ideas, to womanhood ; after she had considered the wide difference in their ages, which seemed to forbid any- thing like the perfect sympathy which she thought she herself could feel for him, and he for her; and when she saw that the retiring girl in no way interfered with her own plans, she, as well as Isabel, looked with wonder upon her singular loveliness and varied gifts, and as- sumed a patronizing air to Vernon's young charge. But though Isabel was most fascinating, and Florence kind- ness itself, Sybil did not feel quite at ease with them, and spent even more of her time than formerly with her grandmother, or in the quiet of her own apartment, while Vernon, who kept his secret so well, longed for the visit to be at an end. He was weary of the rustle of silks and satins, the, to Vernon Grove. 137 him, unmeaning city gossip, and for the jewels and gew- gaws which they discussed with an interest worthy of a better theme, he cared not. Those busy fashionists seemed to him too much like a mirror of his former self, and while rejoicing that he had outlived their tastes, he sighed for a return of his quiet evenings with Sybil. After a moment's reflection, Florence's course of con- duct and singular intrusion ceased to astonish him, as he recalled what she had done in the past, but he shrank from the daily contact of her proffered hand, and avoided' her whenever he could do so without marked rudeness. It was with difficulty, however, that he could suppress his old irritation of manner, as he seldom had an oppor- tunity of being alone with her who, by a word, could calm him ; for in all his walks and drives, his morning and evening pursuits, Florence and Isabel were his constant companions. "Here we have entered upon the Sabbath," said Isabel one bright morning in a languid tone, " is there no church in the neighborhood, Richard, to which we can go ? Of all things, what most wearies me is a Sun- day in the country ; the world is even more still here than it is in town, and nature seems to put her finger on her lip and whisper, 'hush.' Even a sermon from a poor drawling minister would serve to relieve the mono- tony of the day." Vernon believed that there was a church somewhere. "But do you never go?" asked Isabel, "you did so when you lived in the city, and therefore have gone backward instead of forward as regards the culture of the soul, though, indeed, Richard, youx fields there are patterns for agriculturists." 138 Vernon Grove. "With somewhat of yom % dread of drawling ministers, Isabel," returned her brother, "I confess that I have never gone, but Sybil can give you all needed informa- tion, for though the church is several miles distant, my ponderous family coach is ordered through rain and sun- shine, and she makes a weekly pilgrimage in it there." "But you will go with us to-day, since we desire it?" pleaded Isabel ; though we are distinguished strangers, lions, we need some one to show us off. It will be so awkward to sail up the aisle unattended by an escort. I am sure that Florence will guide you carefully if we go." " No, I cannot, will not," said Vernon decidedly, " if I have one aversion above another, it is to hear a cant- ing mediocre preacher, and I suppose that they have one of the worst kind here." " You are mistaken," replied Sybil, quickly, and with more warmth than was usual in her manner, " he is elo- quent sometimes, and always solemn, and being young and ambitious, he is in a fair way to improve ; besides, he told me one day after service, when we were speaking about a sermon which he had just preached, and which came home especially to my heart, that it was his aim and endeavor to excel, and he thought that much more good could be achieved by an intelligent pastor who kept up with the age, than by a man who trod for ever the beaten ground of conservatism and hackneyed cus- tom. His theme had been upon the parable of the wise and foolish virgins, which he treated in a new and pow- erful manner, at least," she added flushing at the notice that she had drawn upon herself, " as far as I can judge from my small experience and the sermons I have read in books." Vernon Grove. 139 Isabel and Florence exchanged significant glances. " Your defence of the young manf said the latter pointedly, " is most eloquent, Sybil, and you appear to be very good friends." " Yes, very," she replied quietly, quite unconscious of the weight put upon what she had said. The words struck a hai*sh chord in Vernon's breast. lie had often heard her mention the preacher whom she had listened to weekly, and sometimes as an exercise she gave him a synopsis of his sermons, but instead of being a young and attractive man, he had always fan- cied him a grey-haired individual, with a monotonous drawl and a puritanical air, but this revelation of Sybil's inspired him with a sudden fancy to hear him preach and to judge for himself. " I think that I will go to church to-day," he said suddenly. " I have a great desire to know if Sybil has not exaggerated the wonderful talents of her spiritual guide ;" and he rang and ordered the carriage. "I did not say that his talents were wonderful," returned Sybil gravely, " and I think that no one should go to church from curiosity, even to hear a celebrated preacher, for the most inferior preachers can impart to us some good if we choose to receive it. There may be something about a man's circumstances and character which impresses us favorably, and this is singularly the case with Mr. Clarke. He has been the support of an aged mother for years, and his sister likewise has been dependent on him. His support was very scanty until he came here, but now his salary is not only sufficient to maintain himself and them, but not long ago he went to the city to be married, and was expected to return last 140 Vernon Grove. week with his bride, to whom he has been attached a long time, a beautiful girl, they say, who leaves the luxuries of her father's house to share with him his humble home." Vernon breathed freely again. He had now no fear that the shepherd would steal his little lamb to nestle her in his own bosom, and his desire to go to church suddenly abated, while Isabel and Florence went to prepare their elaborate toilets, and he and Sybil for the first time for many days were left alone. " How delightful it is to think that you are going to church, Mr. Vernon," said Sybil joyfully, " it will be so pleasant to have you with us." " And why, Sybil ? your paragon of a preacher will discourse no more eloquently for my presence. I have just altered my mind, and am determined not to go." Sybil's countenance fell. " And will you not reconsider it and change again ?" she said sadly, " one can afford to be fickle where a good cause is concerned." " Wherefore should I change ?" said Vernon seating himself more comfortably in the luxurious arm-chair into which he had thrown himself. " It seems to me that any change from this most easy posture would be for the worse." " Think how objectless your Sabbath life is," she said, taking a chair near him. " I have long desired to con- verse with you upon this subject, but have never had the courage to broach it ; but now, to-day, the sister-spirit is strong within me, and I must speak. Dear Mr. Vernon, those words, ' Remember the Sabbath,' were meant to be observed, and not passed over lightly ; and how can we better recall them than in a house dedicated to the Vernon Grove. 141 worship of Him who commanded the observance of a day set apart ?" " I can carry on my religious services at home, Sybil ; nay, I would be willing to compare my thoughts with those of certain church-worshippers to-day after the service, very much, I think, to the advantage of mine." "I doubt it not," said Sybil, still more earnestly, because pained by Richard's manner, " but think of the example you set. Suppose that all remained at home as you do, what would be the use of the solemn bells calling us to worship ? All the charm and vitality of the Sabbath would be gone. Only go to-day just to-day, Mr. Vernon, and I trust that what you hear and feel will take you there again." Vernon silently mused awhile. He had not been an inattentive listener to her pleading words spoken so truly and in so good a cause, and at length he replied to her. "You are a sweet preacher, and a most persuasive one," he said, " and to answer your appeal candidly, I must tell you that awhile ago when I ordered the carriage, I had determined to go for a far different motive than any reason that you have given ; but now I verily believe that you have convinced me that it is my duty, and more- over, because you would like to have me accompany you I will go but with one proviso, that you will promise to lead me in. I trust that I have not so far forgotten my early training as to enter a house dedicated to God with unholy thoughts, and only with your pure, devout spirit near me could I feel as I ought. If that hand all covered with jewels which has led me lately should guide me, I think that I should rebel, and I want to feel humble to-day, Sybil." 142 Vernon Grove. How good and gentle he seemed to her to be growing ; how that one wish for humility raised him in her eyes. Xo louder sound of triumph rang from the silvery tongue of the humble church, no higher pointed the tapering spire up to the blue heavens, no greener waved the churchyard trees as the quartette from Vernon Grove alighted at the lowly portal ; the only change that could be noticed was in the eyes of the simple villagers under Mr. Clarke's care, as the unusual rustling of silken garments attracted their attention, and for a moment made them forgetful of their prayers; but could the hearts of the new-comers have been examined as faith- fully, they would have had fresh cause for wonder. First came Vernon leaning upon the arm of the beauti- ful girl, whom they have been accustomed to see treading the aisle with downcast eyes alone ; then Isabel, arrayed in all the mysteries of fashionable attire; and lastly Florence, with a cloud upon her fair brow, all unfit for that holy place. And their hearts ? Vernon was conscious of being in a strange situation glad, yet confused ; satisfied, inasmuch as he thought that he had done his duty, yet awkward'and nervous because it was all so new, not having entered among an vtliing like an assemblage of persons since the visitation of his blindness, and knowing that many eyes were curiously watching him. Isabel was looking with a mixture of amusement and pity upon those " unfortunate people," as she called them in a whisper to Florence, whose bonnets were so many years behind the fashion, and whose scant dresses excited her sympathy as she swept imperially by, while Florence, alike indifferent Vernon Grove. 143 to place and people, only felt a bitter pang in her breast that her proffered hand had been rejected by Vernon, and his words, "I thank you, but Sybil will lead me to-day," continued to sound in her ears far above the peal of the Sabbath bells. Even our pure Sybil's heart beat with a feeling that was not all religion ; a joy scarcely dedicated to God shone in her eyes, for Vernon was with her, and it was a triumph, Vernon would soon be praying for peace and pardon at her side. The minister, under the influence of his new found joy, preached solemnly and feelingly ; his life was so full now of earthly happiness with his mother and sister well provided for at last, looking witli pride upon their young son and brother, and his bride with downcast eyes listening to his words and rejoicing that she had chosen so well, that he felt the need of some solemn self-admoni- tion as a counterpoise to his intense happiness, lest he should forget in his temporal felicity the heaven for which he was striving. It was, then, with a deep sense of his need of a reminder to keep him humble, that he chose for his text, the words Keep thy heart with all diligence, as especially required by him at this time, not involving that part of his nature which was perishable, bufc the spiritual heart and affections which belonged exclusively to a higher state of being. Life is full of contradictions, and Vernon, who a few short hours. before had scoffingly spoken of religion as a thing to be put on and off at pleasure, now acknowledged to himself that it was the only one thing needful in life, and as the words of the young minister seemed to him directly addressed to him, laying bare his secret sins to his view, 144 Vernon Grove. wounding sometimes but oftener healing with their gentleness and pity, he felt a glad joy within him that he had come with Sybil a new light dawned upon him, a new hope that even he might win the pardon which was so freely offered ; and as they departed with the lingering tone of the solemn benediction in their ears, he whispered to his companion as he pressd her arm, "Thank you, Sybil, for this day's experience." " Thank God, rather," she said softly. "And will you guide me here again, even one so unworthy as I ?" " The wish proves you not unworthy," she said. " And can I come with you always ?" " Always^ whispered Sybil joyfully. Then they issued from the porch out beneath the brilliant concave of the radiant heavens, and the sun lit up Isabel's jewels with more dazzling light, and the gold- tipped plume of Florence waved glancing in its rays, but to the angel at the portal there was a brighter glory all unseen by mortal eye around the blind man and his gentle guide. CHAPTER XIII. " The glittering dome, the arch, the towering column, Are sights that greet us now on every hand, And all so wild, so strange, so sweetly solemn So like one's fancies formed of fairy land ! And these then are your works, mysterious powers I Tour spells are o'er, around us, and beneath, These opening aisles, these crystal fruits and flowers, And glittering grots, and high-arched beauteous bowers As still as death!" POEMS BY AMELIA. IT cannot be wondered at that the fair ladies from the city soon grew weary of their monotonous country life. To be sure Isabel confessed that the roses had deepened on her cheeks, and that Florence's complexion, owing to early hours, had a peculiar richness about it which it never displayed in the crowded saloons of fashion ; but a month seemed to stretch out interminably before them, and Vernon was at a loss to find entertainment for his guests. In him they were evidently disappointed ; not that he lacked any of the attentions due from a host, but a certain reserve towards Florence, who tried in vain to dissipate it, threw a deep shadow over the whole party. No word had been spoken about their former position, except that chance illusion of Isabel's to other happy times. No one would ever have imagined that a tie as 7 146 Vernon Grove. strong as an engagement had existed between Vernon and Florence, and there appeared to be a tacit under- standing that they were to act as if their footing had only been a friendly one ; but behind this policy on the part of the two friends, there was a bold design which they hoped in time to put into execution, while Vernon, on his side, merely cared to be on terms of politeness with the woman who had once been so near and dear to him, and not to reveal to her one secret emotion of his heart. His aim was to be indifferent ; he wished not even to let her see the whole extent of his scorn, and dreaded still more to lift to her curious gaze the curtain which shut out from her knowledge his deep love for Sybil, but in this latter calculation he over-calcu- lated his self-possession, for an event occurred which matured the plans of Florence, and showed her how Sybil was not only his household angel, but that she guarded every avenue of the heart which she had once called her own. Reader, have you ever visited one of those curiosities of the world of wonders, a natural cave ? If you have, your reminiscences will be revived by the experiences of the inmates of Veraon Grove ; if you have not, you must enter with them for the first time on a dark and mysterious scene. Several miles from Vernon's residence there was one of those freaks of nature long famed for its extent and peculiarities, to which many a long and weary pilgri- mage had been made by curious travellers from all climes and countries. Vernon, remembering what he had heard of its famed statuary, its Solomon's Temple, its Pantheon, bethought him that a visit there might please Vernon Grove. 147 Sybil, and serve to vary somewhat the visit of his sister and her friend, who, though too well bred openly to confess their ennui, showed it consciously by many a word and act. Vernon congratulated himself upon the happy thought, and a party was formed, consisting of the guests from the city, Vernon and Sybil, the young minister and his wife, together with John, who, besides being indispensable to Vernon, was to act as ya/e^-general to the whole company. After a long but not tedious drive to their place of destination, for their spirits were high in contemplation of the experiences which awaited them, they engaged the services of a guide, and at once proceeded to explore the cave. Each one was provided with a lantern, and the first step seemed that which was most to be dreaded, as the aperture was too small to admit them standing upright, and the darkness, in contrast with the light of day which they were leaving behind them, quite appalling. Isabel and Florence at first shrank from the undertaking as something impossible to be achieved, but their curiosity prevailed over their fears, and, moreover, i-eflecting that they would be looked upon as heroines on their return to the city when they described the wonders of their visit to the cave, they entered, trembling at first, with the rest, but soon lost all sense of terror hi enjoy- ment, for no account which they had ever received of the wonders there was equal to the strange, weird, mysterious scene before them. In the first chamber they entered, their guide assem- bling the party all around him, warned them of the perils which surrounded them, the more dangerous 148 Vernon Grove. often for being unseen. Sometimes, he told them, they would walk on the brink of a towering precipice on the margin of a river, flowing so noiselessly as to be unheard. Then he informed them that but few comparatively of the chambers in that wilderness of apartments had been explored, and that hundreds of passages were all around into which not even he had ever ventured ; and then, in order to enforce upon them the necessity of their keeping together, and above all, keeping him in view, he related to them the sad story of a guide, who, like himself, had been in the habit of taking parties through the cave, but one day being alone, and having before expressed a determination to explore some untrodden ground, had never been seen again, being in all probability lost in some of those myriad chambers, or drowned in a silent and undiscovered stream. Then passing on to a still more fearful story, he informed the breathless listeners of the sad fate of a party of students, who, rejecting his aid, and being determined to penetrate into the myste- ries of the cavern themselves, had disappeared never to return. At the end of the period when he thought that they would require food and rest, and feeling somewhat alarmed regarding their protracted absence, he had gone in search of them, and after much laborious investiga- tion, had discovered only their dead bodies in a part of the cave which had never been explored before. "These things I tell you," he continued, "not to frighten or discourage you," as he looked around upon our party, and saw by the light of the lanterns that their faces were blanched with fear, " but merely to warn you, repeating that there is no peril whatever if you keep me in sight and attend closely to my direc- Vernon Grove. i4g tions; and I promise you, on these conditions, only pleasure, and something new under the sun to talk about when you return to your homes." Thus re-assured, the party entered cheerfully upon their strange pilgrimage. " Do I lose a great deal, Sybil ?" were Yernon's first words when they emerged from the contracted passage through which they had passed, and stood upright in a fine chamber filled with figures that seemed by the lamp light to resemble groups of statuary. " That you do not see, is God's will," she said softly, while a feeling of awe crept over her at the magnitude and beauty of the scene before her. " You do lose a great deal, and it is beyond description wonderful ; all around us stand upright stalagmites in forms as varied as the carvings and devices of art, and so correct is the deception, that one could almost fancy different expres- sions upon the carved faces of the figures. For instance, not far from us is a Hebe, pouring out wine from a glit- tering goblet, and yonder is a Neptune, with hoary beard hanging down to his waist ; and now the guide beckons us onward, and we are entering another chamber, at the end of which is a throne, just as one might conceive a real throne looks, all spangling with jewels and crowned with a grand imposing seat, fit for a king." Vernon listened to his companion with a mixture of pain and delight it was so tantalizing not to behold what she did, and sympathise Avith her ; so sweet to feel that lie was the special object of her care, and leaning upon her arm to listen to her unstudied words, which came with glad accents from her lips, and to think that 150 Vernon Grove. even though powerless himself, Sybil moved nearer to his side, as though for protection, when the scenes through which they passed assumed a gloomy or forbidding cha- racter. " Xow," she continued, in a lower tone, made audible to Vernon alone, so that her voice might not interrupt the descriptions or explanations of the guide, " we are entering upon a scene of great beauty. This chamber seems to be ceiled with shells, all starry and brilliant with glistening stalactites ; the very heavens seem to be overhead, and one feels as though he were in the open air when looking upward. Did I not know to the con- trary, I should think that I saw my favorite constella- tions shining there, and I am sure that I can trace those three gorgeous stars in Orion's belt ; after all it must be the natural heavens seen through a gap in the walls of this mystic cave." " No," replied Vernon, " in that you are mistaken, for I have often heard of this celebrated chamber and the perfect deception of its star-paved ceiling." A call from the guide now made them quicken their lingering footsteps. " Tread securely here," continued Sybil, as she guided her companion carefully, "we are entering a passage from which we shall have to ascend several steps ; and now that we have left them, I think that we seem to be emerging upon a remarkable scene. Oh ! that you could see for yourself its marked peculiarities. Yonder in the distance is a castle in ruins, huge pillars lie clustered together, and broken arches appear, which one could almost fancy to be crumbling to dust, so perfect is the illusion. We might, without a great stretch of the imagi- Vernon Grove. 151 nation, fancy ourselves walking amid some celebrated ruin of the old world. I would like to know if Mr. Liuwood, with his varied experiences, has ever visited a cave like this. Scenes far more grand I know that he has beheld, but scarcely could this be equalled in the peculiarity of its style." " I think not," replied Yernon ; " I think that Lin- wood has never been here or he would have mentioned it to me; the catacombs of Rome awe one with the same mysterious sensations, but then the associations and whole aspect there are so different that I doubt whether they should in any particular be compared. When Linwood returns we must pay another visit here on his especial account. Some people are so conscien- tious about having seen the wonders of this new world, as to refuse to travel abroad until they have been visited, and indeed there is often an awkwardness about confes- sing ignorance concerning scenes which are comparatively so near to us, for almost the first question one hears who goes sight-seeing abroad is, ' Well, I suppose that you behold nothing here that surpasses your far-famed Niagara,' taking it for granted that all Americans have seen it, and that it lies at our very doors." Their conversation was suddenly interrupted by an exclamation from Isabel, which betokened a sudden sense of delight, as they entered a large apartment which the guide called the Ball Room. Enormous stalactites hung pendant from the ceiling in the shape of chandeliers, while a gallery at the head of the room, supported by symmetrical pillars, seemed a fitting station for an orchestra. The simple light of the lanterns of the visi- tors was not enough to illuminate this large hall, the 152 Vernon Grove. guide therefore lit a multitude of candles, and as he placed them in different points, the effect was curiously perfect. Festoons of garlands seemed to droop from the pillars, and candelabra to start from the walls. "We only want music now," exclaimed Isabel to Florence, "and a few choice spirits, to enjoy a dance; how charming it would be !" But Florence was in no mood to enjoy ; she could not feel at ease while Vernon so exclusively appropriated Sybil to himself, and she was tantalized too, by the low tone in which they conversed, apparently upon subjects of interest, and only waited for a fitting opportunity to place herself in Sybil's stead at his side. After passing through the Ball-Room, the party pro- ceeded down a wide flight of steps, on through a narrow passage, and from thence to a room called the Steeple Room, from its containing a perfectly formed steeple constructed of stalagmites rising to a considerable height from the ground ; and then on, to perhaps the most beautiful scene in the whole cave, a stalagmite mass of white incrustations, which had the appearance of a grand fall suddenly arrested in its downward course. The timid bride, on beholding it, started back and clung closer to her husband's arm as she approached it, for its overhanging masses were so like a sheet of water that it seemed as if it would momently inundate the whole chamber. In the next apartment, which was named the Ghost Room, from the peculiar appearance the light cast upon the walls, which were cragged and irregular, the guide, taking away all the lanterns of the party, told them to remain quietly in their places until he returned ; at least Vernon Grove. 153 by no means to move to any distance on account of the dangers of Avhich he had warned them before, and leav- ing them all in darkness, he withdrew into an adjoining chamber. It was certainly the blackness of darkness in which they now found themselves ; not a ray of light pene- trated the vaulted roof, and a sense of loneliness and ter- ror pervaded each heart. The guide did not remain away many minutes, but during that time an incident occurred which lent a deeper gloom to the spirits of one of the party than even that which reigned about her ; and could Florence have believed in earthly suffering as a retribution for the pains she had inflicted on others, she must have thought herself amply repaid then and there. She was standing near Vernon on one side, while upon the other was Sybil, ever faithful to her trust, whose arm was twined within his own. A few words were uttered by Isabel, a few jesting careless words, followed by her own silvery laugh, but no one joined it, the darkness seemed too solemn a thing to jest about an incubus, a heavy hand, laid upon each, commanding a serious mood, and as the last echo of that ill-timed mirth died away, Florence bent forward to catch the whispered tones of Sybil, who was speaking to her companion. " It was a thing to feel," she said, " this terrible gloom, darker than night, dark as fabled Erebus ; to see it, to see this blackness is nothing, but to feel it, oh, it is ter- rible !" " There is no difference to me, dear Sybil," was the low answer heard by Florence, as well as by her to whom 1^4 Vernon Grove. it was addressed, "it is all alike night, chaotic night; but I am not sorry to have brought you here, for you can know in this intense gloom which you have described, better how to feel for me." "It did not require this experience," she returned, " to call forth my entire sympathy ; you had that from the first moment that I saw you, when, as a child, I gave you my garland of flowers, but I confess that now I realize what I never did before, the almost agony of your eternal night, no beauty, no sky and stars, no glad, cheering, cheerful light." " Yes, there is one ray," he answered tenderly, " bright as the torch of an angel, a gift from God's own treasury of light, a ray as fresh and pure as that which first broke the primeval gloom." " I thought that it was all darkness," said Sybil, with a glad tremor in her tone ; " then there may be hope that one day in the future, science and skill combined may give you sight again." "You mistake my meaning, sweet enthusiast," he answered, "that can never, never be. It was, as you say, all darkness," he continued, turning his face towards her until she felt his breath stirring the soft circlets of her hair, " until one day when you came, Sybil, and that blessed ray of light is simply what you brought with you. I would rather be blind with it, than in the full possession of my sight without it, God himself knows that I would, Sybil." Where were Richard Yernon's resolves ? What was there in his words and his breath upon Sybil's brow, what charm unfelt before, that brought that deep bright blush, though all unseen to her face? Why did her Vernon Grove. 1 55 hand tremble as it lay confidingly upon his arm ; why the quicker beating of that neighboring heart of hers ? Did he not promise to gtiard his very tones, and yet his lips were framing themselves to utter tender words, which following upon that oath made so solemnly to himself to regard her outwardly ever as a sister, would have made him guilty of perjury. He was saved, however, from that sin by an interruption unforeseen, unexpected. Another had heard those strong passionate words, another who stood near, and it brought to her memory his love-tones of the past ; her soul burned with jealousy and the madness of a disappointed hope. If ever, now was the time, she thought, to win him back to her sway, and to free him from those invisible charms which Sybil all unconsciously was throwing around him, and while he waited for a word, a single word, or movement, or sigh from Sybil in answer, he felt his hand, which was near Florence, caught and held firmly by another cold, untrembling hand, which he knew too well, and whispered words of tenderness sounded close to his ear. " Richard, Richard," said the voice brokenly, "forgive and forget the past. I can explain it all. She does not understand you ; she, that child, could never fathom the depths of your soul as I have done, as I could do again. I was weak, was wicked to wander from you as I did ; forgive me and I will prove that I was false to you only in appearance, not in truth ! They never loved who say that they loved once, and oh, Richard, I have never ceased loving you. Leave her, give her to some one more congenial in years, in feelings, in experience ; she is no mate for a world-tried, a world- worn man ; return 156 Vernon Grove. to one who has always loved you, and calls heaven to witness her sincerity." Sybil did not hear her, and if she had, not well could she have connected those half-murmured, half-whispered ejaculations, wrung from a maddened heart, which had staked its happiness or misery upon that moment, nor did she see that he had dashed that intruding hand away from him with disgust, although she knew that he shud- dered as though suffering some bodily pain, and his answering words, emphatically spoken^he bent towards Florence, reached her ear alone for whom they were intended and dropped like melted lead upon her quiver- ing heart. " Florence Percy, the time has passed for such words as you have just uttered ; they are meaningless to my ears. Listen and judge for yourself what we might have been is a dream, what we are a reality ; believe me when I say to you that I feel each day more and more this truth the affection, which I thought I had for you once, was merely a passing fancy, unworthy even the name of love. Stand aside, there is no ground upon which you and I can meet ; stand aside." lie had almost cursed her, and yet in his heart of hearts he blessed her for one thing ; she had reminded him of his duty. Thank God, he thought, those burn- ing words to Sybil had remained unspoken ; thank God, she was standing calmly by him still all unconscious of his struggle, all unconscious of the bitter words, " she is no mate for a world-worn, world-tried man," which had brought him back to reason and the memory of his vow. The guide returned with the light and found a lady Vernon Grove. 157 faint, but it was a common occurrence, he said, in that fearful darkness, where the coming lanterns made such unearthly light on the walls of the Ghost Chamber, and taking a cup of water from a neighboring spring, he presented it to Florence, whose dry quivering lips it moistened and refreshed. From this point, the Ghost Room, our party retraced their steps, and examined with new delight the varied beauties of the cave, finding many which they had before passed unnoticed. In one of the chambers, Sybil became quite interested in noting the formation of some pieces of rock crystal which she saw of singular beauty, and desiring a specimen, she left Vernon's arm for a moment, giving him in charge of John, in order to examine it more attentively, and to try to break off a tempting cluster which met her view. Bending down apart from the others, whose attention was attracted by something else, and absorbed in looking at the glittering crystal as it seemed momently to take new forms of beauty, she did not hear the call from the guide, nor see that her companions had left the chamber in which she was, and had tui-ned an abrupt angle, and proceeding quickly through an apartment which had nothing curious about it to attract their attention, had passed on still farther to one of more spacious proportions and extra- ordinary beauty. Here the guide, as was his custom, began to call the attention of the visitors to the curiosities around, when he suddenly paused, and with a troubled expression on his face, counted the party as he had often done during the day, to see that none were missing ; then in a tone which thrilled like a death-knell upon his listeners, he 158 Vernon Grove. said words which they never forgot. They were these. One of our party is not here ! Then came back to them his remembered words of warning, his terrible stories of death by starvation or dro wning, and the question, Who is it f rang like a clarion from every lip, and when each inquired for those who were dearest and missed them not, and Vernon for her who was his nearest and dearest, and heard no answering voice, his anguish escaped from him in one mad fearful cry, that rang through the vaulted rooms like the voice of one calling the beloved dead back again to life. It was a cry of agony seldom heard by mortal ear, that one piercing, echoing, and re-echoing word, "Sybil." But no answer came. Then all felt and knew that it was she ; the guide, that it was the fair-haired girl, whose face and floating form seemed to him like an angel's ; the bride and her young husband, that it was she whose voice rose on each Sabbath into praise and prayer, and from Avhoae gentle eyes beamed the holy joy of some saint-like Madonna ; Isabel, that it was the child-woman who had presided so gracefully in her brother's house, and who had tried in every way to make their visit to the Grove a happy one, and who had read and talked to them, or sang tune after tune to their craving ears, wearied never, so that they Avere entertained ; and Florence, that it was that Sybil Gray, who had dared to step in between her and her ambition, and had plucked the only flower in her path ; and Yernon, that it was she who was his very life. " Sybil, Sybil !" that mad despairing cry, louder and louder now upon every lip, gave to Vernon a still more Vernon Grove. 159 realizing sense of her danger, and he was about to go himself in pursuit of the lost one, when the guide, in a voice of authority, besought him and all, on the peril of their lives, to remain where they were. It would avail nothing, he said, for the whole party to go in search of her, even in company with him, for they necessarily would retard his progress, and departing alone in differ- ent directions would be madness, for to all who attempted it would come the same fate as that of the unfortunate students whom he had before mentioned. For his part, he concluded, in his little address as they stood anxiously around him, he supposed that she was waiting patiently for them in the Lime Crystal Chamber, where they had last seen her, and he thought it the best and most practi- cal plan for all to accompany him there, where no doubt they would find her smiling at their alarm ; but if that room were deserted and no traces could be discovered of her, he would take the servant John, and at once proceed to a systematic search, while the party remained awaiting his return. This advice was so plausible, and any other course of conduct seemed so wild and impracticable, that all acquiesced in his views, and Vernon, pale and anxious beyond all the others, could not but express his satisfac- tion in what he had proposed. At every two or three steps, the guide, as he led the party back, sounded the peculiar hallo ! which is heard furthest in that dreary cavern, and the name of the missing one was shouted from time to time by the dif- ferent members of the party ; but alas, the only answer was a dreary silence, or a still more dreary echo, until at last they reached the Lime Crystal Chamber. 160 Vernon Grove. But Sybil was not there ! Then the guide, more anxious than he dared acknow- ledge, hurriedly bade them be of good cheer, and taking John with him, disappeared through one of the dark entrances, though perplexed to know which one of the many that led out of the apartment she could have taken. Even Isabel's gay mood was softened, and with a transition common to such natures as hers, felt from one extreme to another, and burst into a passion of tears. The young minister and his wife, clinging more closely together, as though fearful that some fate might come to tear them apart from each other, retired to a distant part of the room, and their religious natures found vent in an earnest prayer for Sybil's welfare. Florence alone seemed calm and self-possessed ; yes, she who awhile ago stood with colorless face and faint limbs in the dark chamber, now appeared mistress of a wonderful self-command ; her cold searching eye looking around upon the excited group with a heartless curiosity. But upon Vernon she gazed most frequently, as he sat with his head bowed upon his knees in mute despair, lifting his pale face at intervals if the slightest noise reached his ears, or clenching his hands as if his blindness were a curse and the guide a cruel jailor to keep him passive there, while Florence, from these mingled emo- tions, read with a smile of triumphant scorn upon her beautiful face, only the tale of a love that would give its life for the beloved one, and she read aright. CHAPTER XIV. " Hark ! hear ye not those echoes ringing after, Our gliding step my spirit faints with fear, Those mocking tones, like subterranean laughter Or does the brain grow wild with wondering here I There may be spectres wild and forms appalling Our wandering eyes, where'er we rove, to greet Methinks I hear their low sad voices calling Upon us now, and far away the falling Of phantom feet." POEMS BY AMELIA. " A new life, like a young sunrise, breaks On the strange unrest of the night." BROWNING. WHEN Sybil turned from her examination of the crystals she found that the party had gone, but feeling no difficulty about following them, turned into the nearest chamber which she observed, supposing it to be the only one besides that by which she had entered, and pursued its winding course for some distance. At length, being a little anxious about not having overtaken them, she called several times but with no response, until a thought of terror came to her, blanching her face and causing her limbs to tremble, the thought of being lost, and she quickened her pace, not knowing that each step led her farther from her friends. At last the truth burst upon her that she was indeed alone and forsaken in that terrible place, so full of unseen 162 Vernon Grove. perils. The moment was a fearful one in which she realized her situation ; she shouted in agony for help, she called upon Vernon until her voice grew hoarse and only whispered vainly his name; her eyes peered into the darkness until they were blood-shot with the straining ; a cold chill crept over her ; her voice grew fainter in its hoarse whispers and perfectly unmanageable ; her limbs were faint. Pausing awhile to reflect upon her situation, a vision of the poor lost guide, of whom she had heard, came to her memory, and she determined that she would remain stationary, hoping that some one would compas- sionately follow her to the apartment where she was; it was better to do that, she thought, than to rush on into some unseen peril. Still the remembrance of the lost guide would not depart from her ; perhaps even now she might be treading upon his bones, and with that sickening thought she raised her lantern to see if the place were at all familiar to her, and to assure herself that at least no unsightly skeleton kept her company; but moving one step farther on, her foot struck upon some unseen obstacle, throwing her down upon the ground, while her lantern was rudely forced from her hand by the shock ; the light flickered more brightly for a moment and then was entirely extinguished, leaving her upon the cold slimy ground in utter darkness. Groping about she raised herself from her prostrate attitude, and leaning against a broken stalagmite forma- tion, gave herself up to retrospection and prayer. As in the case of a person who is about to be drowned, a panorama of his whole life is presented in an instant of time, so did Sybil Gray conjure up all the past scenes of her life, and all whom in her short career she had ever Vernon Grove. 163 known. First she thought of her grandmother, who had been alike father and mother to her, lying at home lonely and ill, with no tender hands of grandchild or relation to arrange her pillows or smooth down her scant grey locks ; then of Isabel, so kind and yet so changeable, sometimes treating her as a companion and then as a child or plaything ; of Vernon and his helpless blindness, of his devotion to her through the long years of the past what could he, what would he do without her ? Then Florence's superb eyes flashed upon her in the darkness, and she thought of her ; would she guide and guard him when they had relinquished all hope of finding her, and would he call her his ray of light in the darkness, and would they become reconciled and love each other as they once did ? Then the perfect happiness of the young bride and bridegroom came to her mind, and she mur- mured to herself how sweet it must be to love and to be loved, and to have one in the wide world who would be glad to hear every thought as it came unstudied from the mind, and to sit with clasped hands, as they did, feeling sure that they were dear to each other. Then at length her vivid imagination wandered to Europe, that world of wonders, where Albert Lin wood painted those beautiful angel-like heads. She wondered what he would say when he heard that little Sybil Gray's bones were mouldering in the silence of that fearful cave. The humblest person, the minutest thing in her event- ful life, were all remembered, until at last the memory turned upon herself, and her soul melted in pity for that poor, beating, fluttering heart of hers, and tears chased each other silently down her cheeks, while her hands 164 Vernon Grove. clasped her throat, as if to repress the choking sensation which seemed to deprive her of breath. " They will search for me and will not find me," she sobbed ; " I shall grow faint, and hungry, and tired here, and like others, shall wander about and never be heard of more ; some treacherous stream will engulf me, or I shall starve, day by day, until I die a horrible death." Then pity, self pity, turned to madness, and she clasped her delicate hands together wildly, and beat her head against the senseless rock ; then extending her hands as if to ward off some demon, which in her madness she had conjured up, thinking that with hungry eyes it approached her, she uttered a despairing shriek and struck them against a hard substance near, when a roll, like the heavy tone of a deep bass drum, a sort of knell, to departing hope, sounded, and sent new terror into her soul. She did not know then that there was a room within the cave called the Drum Room, which was so named from a thin stalactite partition extending from the ceiling to the floor, and which emits, by even a gentle tap, a tone like distant thunder. Had she known this she might have kept her consciousness, and even through her madness have had returning gleams of reason ; but the poor girl only read in its sepulchral unearthly tone, a confirmation of her terrible fate, a sort of "Amen" to the shriek with which she filled the cavern, and she rose to fly, anywhere, anywhere, on, on, even if it proved to her certain death, which would be preferable to that cruel, prolonged, suffering life. But she was not equal to the effort ; her strength suddenly forsook her, and she fell with a pitiful moan upon the ground, insensible, with Vernon Grove. 165 scarcely a sign of life about her save in the faint fluttering of her heart. At peace at last, because unconscious ! Unconscious of the darkness, the horror, the damp cold rock which pil- lowed her head ; oblivious to memory, to cheating hope, to life itself. It was a peace like that one sometimes hopes to find in the silent grave when weary of the jar, the tears, the trials, the sorrows of existence. The storm had done its worst ; sail, and mast, and pennon, had been torn away from the graceful bark in the struggle with the elements, till at last it had sunk fathoms deep, out of reach of storm or wind, resting peacefully at length amid the coral shores. Poor driven bark, poor crazed, helpless, unconscious Sybil ! And it was thus that the kind guide found her, but no effort of his could rouse her from her death-like stupor. He was a powerful man, used to fatigue and exertion of every kind, and though his outward bearing was rough, he had the heart of a woman, and he gazed upon the poor child somewhat as a mother would look upon a helpless infant, blessing her sweet white face, and feeling a joy, in rescuing her, that he had not known in his monotonous life for years. Then he stooped, and lifting her in his arms, carried her tenderly back to her friends, talking to her all the while in comforting words as though she heard and understood him, bidding her to be patient, for she would soon be with them again, asking her if her drooping form lay easily upon his strong muscular arm, and changing her position several times for fear that she might be wearied. It was well that Vernon's eyes were closed to the touching sight as they entered ; it would have been too sad a spectacle for one who loved her so tenderly. 166 Vernon Grove. Long before they entered, the word " Found !" uttered by tlie guide in a voice which could be heard at some distance, sent a thrill to his heart that he never forgot, and had it not been for the persuasions of the rest ot the party, he would have rushed forward to meet her, but they reminded him of the guide's express injunc- tions and the danger of intricate passages, and he con- sented at last to Avait, though each succeeding moment seemed to swell to an hour's duration. At length they entered, her slight form borne on the stalwart arm of the guide, while with his free hand he held his lantern aloft so that the light struck immedi- ately upon her pallid face. Her position was so helpless that it was hard to distinguish it from death, for her head Avas inclined backward and her long fair hair had escaped from its fastening and was trailing on the ground, while her arms fell in that drooping position which the limbs of the lifeless always have before they become stiffened with cold. It was to the bystanders indeed death, though without its ungraceful rigidity. " Is she dead ?" asked Isabel inadvertently, as they entered, and the group gathered round the guide anxious to know every particular from his lips. " Oh, my God, not dead !" was all that Vernon could say, " she cannot, she must not die ;" while he pressed his hands tightly over his blinded eyes as if to invoke sight therefrom, that he might assure himself of her real condition. " Oh, no, not dead ; at least not just yet," said the guide compassionately, and yet fearing to raise Vernon's hopes too much, " but she is in a swoon so deep that we cannot hope for her recovery (if she ever wakes) for Vernon Grove. 167 some hours. In the meantime, we must hurry onward, and as you, Mr. Vernon, require no lantern and have both arms free, strong arms upon which to cradle the poor child, you must carry her as carefully as you can, while John will guide you, but remember it is a long way and a weary one, and if you find that your burden becomes too heavy for you, I will take her awhile again until you get rested." She was transferred to Vernon's arms in silence, as though they were watching a corpse. All looked upon that beautiful still face with sympathetic pity, and many of the eyes there were filled with tears ; some over- flowed, but Florence's were tearless, and a fire flashed from them as she saw that gentle head pillowed on Vernon's breast, and the procession, so full of enjoy- ment in the morning, passed in solemn silence along, while all unheeded were the varied forms of beauty that lined their path. And what were Vernon's emotions as his arms enfolded that beloved form ? Grow weary of her f Ask assist- ance from any one though the way were twice, ay, thrice as long? Ah, no, it was too sweet a burden that he bore. She seemed but a feather in his arms as he held her there heart to heart, with her unbound hair waving at times upon his very lips, and as thus he walked from the darkness into the light of day without, a vision seemed to come to him as he held her there, false perchance, but still blessed because it included her. The cave appeared to him as earth, and its devious perplexed ways, and the sunlight without, the opening heaven, then a wild blissful thought entered his heart, 168 Vernon Grove. cheating him with its brilliant coloring, that even thus one day might he hope to enter heaven. Often in tenderest accents he whispered her name, but the still lips gave no answer; then imagining that her swoon was truly death, he placed his hand upon her heart re-assured by its feeble fluttering that life was yet there. Often, too, his soul was torn with cruel fancies, and he feared that from that corpse-like repose she might suddenly wake to madness, and his footsteps quickened to reach the outer world and to know the worst. At last they gained the entrance of the cave, and the fresh breezes of heaven brought something like con- sciousness to the insensible girl. Opening her eyes for a moment she looked vacantly around and sighed, then a faint smile played around her lips and she nestled more closely to Vernon's breast. "Thank God," said Vernon, fervently, as he heard that life-like sigh. His voice seemed to arrest her attention, though she appeared to try in vain to unclose her eyes again, and her lips moved as though she were dreaming, while a few whispered words which Vernon's quick ear heard, made his heart throb wildly while she spoke. "Oh, it was a terrible dream," the Avhite lips mur- mured, " but it is over now ; the longed-for peace has come at last." " Sybil, dearest, my own beloved," whispered Vernon, forgetting all his noble plans of concealment, " God is good ; He did not, will not take you from me ;" but the impassioned words were all unheard, she only, like a Vernon Grove. 169 tired child, drew closer to his bosom, not even knowing where her head was pillowed, and soon Vernon heard her breathing in the calm sleep which betokens life and health. At this a new joy and strength rose in his soul, and he felt there was still something bright in life Sybil would live then he yielded to the guide's remon- strances and gave her up to the care of his wife, who laid her upon her own pleasant couch, and used restora- tives which completely aroused her to consciousness. Then Sybil begged to be taken home, and when told that she was too much exhausted for the drive, with almost childish petulance she prayed to be carried to her own room, knowing in its familiar precincts, with her books around her, the soft landscape without, and Lin- wood's calm picture of Evening within, that she would soon be restored. So they yielded to her entreaties, and entering their carriages with the blessing of the kind guide and his wife, who had reason, from the tan- gible reward which Vernon left them, to remember the day, they were soon on their way to Vernon Grove. Sybil and Vernon were alone ; he could not yield her to the care of another while she was still so weak and helpless, and when lie found that she was unable to sit up, he drew her head upon his bosom and she rested gratefully there. She smiled her thanks, too prostrated in mind and body to utter many words, but remem- bering that he could not see such an acknowledgment, said with earnest simplicity, " JSTow I know your worth, my kind brother; what should I do without your friendly support ?" Vernon shuddered, but it was thus that he had taught 8 lyo Vernon Grove. her to address him. Words of passionate affection qui- vered on his lips, but even had he dared break his vow, that was no time or place, when lying there still trem- bling and frightened, to tell her that the heart, near which she nestled, was beating, wildly beating, with any- thing but a brother's love for her who rested there. Home being reached, Sybil insisted upon visiting her grandmother's room, but finding her well cared for and still in that imbecile childish state in which she had left her, gave herself up into the kind housekeeper's care, who brought her some simple nourishment and insisted upon her retiring at once to her own room. There, after a fervent prayer to God for her deliverance, and an upward look at her favorite picture, which she had remembered so faithfully and well, together with a thought if he who painted it had ever dreamed while he was executing it of the calming power it would possess, she fell into a slumber like an infant's, as profound and as innocent. Vernon's inward struggle was too strong for sleep. " She calls me only what I taught her," said he bitterly, in the loneliness of the night, " but that word brother, though so tenderly uttered, chilled me through and through. Ah, never can I be to her anything but that, for have I not vowed it ? And besides, she regards me only as such, and any knowledge of my love for her might annoy and disgust her, bereaving me even of a sister's affection." Then he made renewed vows of concealment, praying fervently that God would make him content that she should be the guardian angel of his life. It is a mad thing for a man to enter the lists against Vernon Grove. 171 such a mighty power as Love, who even with folded or clipped wings can scale the heavens, or break through walls of adamant ; and it was a new discipline for Ver- non to guard himself against the thousand ways in which his heart was assailed by the tempter, where inclination invited its approach, and principle forbade it. It was a life struggle in which strength was opposed to an almost equal strength, but w r ith Sybil's welfare on his side Vernon hoped eventually for victory. CHAPTER XV. " Alas ! the love of women ! it is known To be a lovely and a fearful thing; For all of theirs upon that die is thrown, And if 'tis lost, life has no more to bring To them but mockeries of the past alone." BYRON. " And underneath that lace, like summer's oceans, Its lip as moveless, and its cheek as clear, Slumbers a whirlwind of the heart's emotions Love, hatred, pride, hope, sorrow all save fear." HALLECK. IT has been said by some writer that, in every room of an inhabited house, either a tragedy or a comedy is being enacted, and could we follow the footsteps of a Faust, it would be easy to lift the curtains which hide them from view, but a privilege accorded to him is also given to the writer, who would weave into his story somewhat of the inner life of those whom he portrays. In one of the rooms of the mansion at Vernon Grove, on her return from the excursion to the cave, sat Isabel Clayton, far other than the gay careless woman of the world that it was her ambition to be. She had dismissed her attendant abruptly, and seating herself at the win- dow, was looking out with sad eyes into the prospect beyond. She seemed for once indifferent to appearances, for a thin shawl only covered her undraped shoulders, Vernon Grove. 173 and a simple white robe falling around her, had nothing in it of the effect which she daily studied in her fashion- able attire. Her face had all the requisites of beauty, and yet upon close examination, one might have detected there, per- haps in the lines about the mouth, weakness lurking amid the strength which was the characteristic of her other features. She was restless, unhappy it would seem on this night, for with a quick impatient movement she closed the window, and taking a book in her hand tried to read, actually making an effort to prevent her eyes wandering from the page which she had opened, but with another hasty exclamation, she shut it again, and extinguishing her lamp, returned to the window, and throwing back the blind to its full extent, let a flood of silvery moon- light into the room. That wistful gaze, those hands pressed convulsively upon her heart, told that she, too, shared the doom entailed upon those of mortal birth, for she, in common with all, had her secret sorrow, her unsatisfied want, and her broken soliloquy revealed at once the character of her unfulfilled desire. " Could it only be ;" she murmured, "this one passion- ate wish of my heart, how my whole life would change; how with such a gift bestowed upon me, would this craving, which the world knows not of, be satisfied. I would love her as they tell me only mothers can love, my existence would be merged in her little life ; popu- larity, the approval of the frivolous and fashionable, would be nought to me then, except as far as it admini- stered to the wellbeing of my child, and when years had passed I should have a companion to cheer me when 174 Vernon Grove. the time comes, as come it must to all, when the shadows lengthen in the way. Her little feet would exchange the bounding steps of childhood for the more stately pace of womanhood, and like Sybil, she would shed the sunshine of her loveliness all around ; but God wills it not to be," she continued more moodily, and with a sudden flow of scalding tears ; " and to-morrow, and the next day, and for ever, I must appear to be happy still ; play my part and be applauded ; still cheat Clay- ton into the belief, though a child would be to him an idol, that our happiness is too complete to be in- creased." Scarcely had the deep sigh which followed these words escaped her, when a gentle knock at her door made her hastily dry her tears, and almost before she had forced back the habitual smile to her lips, Florence entered her friend's presence. Isabel started at her appearance. She was as pale as death and almost as cold; her magnificent black hair was thrust back from her brow, and her lips were quivering with unspoken words of passion, while her eyes, those glittering oriental eyes, had a glare in them that was almost madness. Over her undress was thrown, like drapery over a statue, a white cashmere robe, which gave to the outline of her figure the almost stolid appearance of some antique marble form. Walking noiselessly up to Isabel as she sat at the window, she paused, while the pure moonlight clothed her magnificent figure in a sheen of silver light, then raising her arm slowly as if to give more emphasis to her words, she looked down into Isabel's upraised and won- dering eyes, and said with a mixture of passion and Vernon Grove. 175 despair, " Isabel, you saw it, as did I ; he loves her and he is lost to me for ever." The impressive action, the slow, emphatic utterance of the words, the dreamy moonlight, the mysterious figure of Florence, all combined to make an exquisite picture, and Isabel, with perceptions always alive to the beautiful, in a playful tone, told Florence her impressions, but the latter stopped her at once by a gesture of im- patience. Sinking down at her friend's feet, she clasped her hands, and looking earnestly into her face, spoke again, though in a softer tone. " Isabel, do you love me ?" she asked. " You know that I do," said Isabel tenderly ; " have we not been children together, have not our heads pressed the same pillow, and our hearts been open to each other for years ; and to sum up all my affection for you in a little sentence, do I not wish you to be my sister and Richard's wife ?" Those last words brought a flush to Florence's cheek so radiant, that even in the moonlight, Isabel saw it crimson her upturned face. " Isabel," she answered, as she rose once more to her feet and stood there again like a statue, but a statue endowed with quick life, " you say that you love me, and I trust you ; but your idea of affection and mine may be different. I will tell you what it is to love ; it is to be all, endure all for a beloved object ; it is to lose sight of self entirely, to merge yourself in another's welfare ; can you be all, endure all for me, and thus prove your love ?" f Isabel grew frightened at Florence's voice and man- ner " What is it," she asked, " that you want me to 176 Vernon Grove. do ; perhaps it is more than one human being ought to promise to another." " I will lay my whole soul bare before you, and then you can judge," was the answer. " Isabel, when I entered this house, it was my ambition, mark me, my ambition, to second your wish and be Richard's wife. I respect him, he is rich and noble, and therefore no mean mark for one of my aspiring character, and my ambition could have desired nothing farther ; but a change has come over the spirit of my dream, and but one feeling reigns in my breast, but one emotion stirs my pulses, one thought actuates me now. Ask me not how it came, or what provoked it ; if it was his dependent position on others which calls for tenderness, if the almost forgotten past, with the cruel part I played then, returns and up- braids me, I know not, care not, but that one feeling is love for your brother, so intense, so absorbing, that I would willingly give up all my dreams of distinction and wealth, and even were he reduced to poverty, these hands would gladly guide him, toil for him, this body suffer and die for him. Now do you understand. I must win him, and you alone can help me to do it." " And what stands in the way ?" said Isabel, " never did a task appear to me easier ; you have all that even a most fastidious man would require for his happiness, beauty, genius, and all the fine qualities of the heart ; win him and be happy." " I see that you do not understand me," said Florence with fretful impatience, " there is an obstacle in the way which is not so easy to set aside." " What a coward you are," said Isabel, taking her hand affectionately, "for such a queen-like, grand- Vernon Grove. 177 looking Avoman. Never yield to an obstacle, never let it frighten you into inaction ; discard it, throw it away, scatter it to the winds, crush it under foot. Is it so mighty that it can neither be displaced by time nor energy ?" " Discard it, throw it away, crush it under foot !" was the response, " he guards her with too jealous a love ; that obstacle, Isabel, is Sybil Gray /" Isabel's silvery laugh rang through the room, a strange contrast to the deep earnest tone of Florence. " Sybil Gray, little Sybil Gray ! she laughed. " She, then, is your formidable rival. Would you put the half- hidden violet in competition with the rose, shone upon and brightened by heaven's own coloring? Why, Florence, your obstacle has diminished into nothingness. She is a mere child compared with Richard, and besides, do you not see that she often calls him ' brother,' and treats him like one ? Do not let her for a moment come between him and your wishes and plans. But stay ; if you fear her influence at ah 1 , leave the matter entirely to me. I will tell Richard that she requires a change, first, in consequence of her long devotion to him in his sick- room, and second, because of the events of to-day, which will necessarily have an effect upon her bodily health. Convince him of this, and it will be an easy task for us to persuade him to allow her to go with us to the city. Once there, her wonderful beauty and gift of song wall attract many admirers, and soon, surrounded by men enraptured with her loveliness, the child will discover that she requires something more than Richard's quiet approval of all that she does, and then we can make a match for her to our liking. But mark me, 8* ) 78 Vernon Grove. Florence," continued Isabel in a more serious tone, " it must be what the world calls a god match in all points, for I love the artless innocent creature almost as much as I love you. The difference between you is, that you appeal to me with your noble gorgeous beauty and your devotion to myself, while she binds me with her more quiet and nameless graces and fascinations." " With these she has w y on your brother's love," said Florence scornfully. " I will take care to have her debtit a brilliant one," said Isabel, not minding the interruption, " and she must and will create a sensation. Richard will soon forget her, and then we can pay him a second visit when she has left him for another's home and love, and there will no longer be a Sybil Gray to stand between you and your happiness." Two beautiful creations they were, Florence clasping Isabel's hand, Isabel's face wearing a pleased satisfied expression at having arranged such a feasible plan for her friend, whose countenance was the very picture of Hope, and the bright moonlight flooding both with its silvery glory. " How kind you are, dearest," whispered Florence. " Should I not be kind to my sister ?" returned Isabel. "Hush," said Florence, in a playful tone of warning, "be not too sure, for nothing in life is certain ;" but even while she spoke, her heart fluttered wildly, her eyes glistened, and she pressed a kiss upon Isabel's lips as a seal to her welcome words ; then with a more buoyant step than that with which she had entered, she departed to her own room. The light, the loveliness of extreme youth seemed to have returned to her once more ; her Vernon Grove. 179 eyes shone through a dewy moisture, her voice broke unconsciously into song, whose burden was passionate affection ; then she looked out upon the glorious night as she had never looked before, with a new interest, a new life, while her lips whispered a few words, an index to the bewildering sensation which made her so buoy- antly happy : " This, they say, is love, this feeling which makes the air softer, the heart lighter, the whole world more glorious;" then their rich com I curled as though in scorn, her hands closed tightly, and a fiercer light burned in her eyes as a vision of a fair-haired girl, with a floating step, passed before her; and she paced the floor with the air of a conquering queen, swept back the waving hair from her shoulders, and again the lips whispered or rather hissed other words, all unfit to have issued from her clenched teeth, the ivory portal through which they passed ; " and this is hate and triumph /" And Sybil slept on, her white hands crossed meekly upon her breast, her golden tresses shading her seraphic brow, upon her lips a smile, and in her breast the quiet of a heart at peace with herself and all the world, little dreaming that over her hovered those angels of destruc- tion, marking out her future, and plotting for her very life. CHAPTER XVI. "What shall I do with all the days and hours That must be counted ere I see thy face ? How shall I charm the interval that lowers Between this time and that sweet tune of grace ? Oh, how, or by what means, may I contrive To bring the hour that brings thee back more near ? How may I teach my drooping hope to live Until that blessed tune, and thou art here?" MRS. BUTLER. "Her voice is soft ; not shrill and like the lark's, But tenderer graver." IT was no hard task for Isabel and Florence to alarm Vernon about Sybil's health, and as if nature were plotting with them, she certainly seemed weak, and her cheeks grew colorless after her adventure in the cave. She seldom laughed that rich ringing laugh of heart merriment, but smiled instead, while her voice, which had burst into song as naturally as the voice of a bird in the woodlands, each day grew more mute, and the effort which she made to conceal what was passing within, only rendered her more unlike the bright and happy creature of the past. In fact a deep shadow had passed over the young girl's life, as is generally the case with all thinking beings after some great peril ; she felt, with awe, what she had escaped, and the reflection made her Vernon Grove. 181 subdued and serious, so that Vernon, missing her accus- tomed playflilncss, was easily persuaded that she needed a change. None but he, however, could tell at what a sacrifice he yielded to her going away from his own pro- tecting care ; none but he or one who loves and who feels willing to make any sacrifice for the welfare of the beloved one. But Isabel, in her zeal for her friend Florence, not only wrought upon her brother's feelings, but upon Sybil's, telling her that it was Vernon's desire that she should visit the city, as it would, besides "restoring her to perfect health, add to her advantages, improve her touch in drawing, and acquaint her with new styles of singing, while mixing in the most polished society would give to her manners a tone which one who had always lived in the country needed in order to be perfectly refined. As a desire of Vernon's was fast getting to be something of sacred importance in Sybil's mind, she consented to listen to her new prospects, but at the same time pleaded as an excuse for not readily assenting to Isabel's kind wish, her grandmother's precarious state of health. Isabel soon overruled that objection by saying that it mattered little to Mrs. Gordon what attendant she had in the present phase of her decay, arid if the smallest change occurred, Sybil should be sent for at once. Finding that this last argument nearly caused Sybil to yield to the proposed change, with artful eloquence which was worthy of a better cause, she drew a picture of all that the young novice would enjoy, the genius of the stage, music, society, painting; the com- panionship of intellectual men and women, perhaps some of those very authors whose works were to her as 182 Vernon Grove. household gods, until Sybil, not proof against these new fascinations and Isabel's sisterly kindness, looked forward herself with intense pleasure to the hour of departure for such a bright and beautiful world of happiness. The evening before the day fixed upon for the party to leave Vernon Grove brought with it varied feelings to all concerned. Vernon was unmistakably sad and gloomy, Isabel glad almost to child-like gaiety to escape once more to her old life of constant excitement, and Florence content to leave even the object of her passion- ate attachment because she would thereby arrive one step nearer the execution of her plans. Now that the hour of departure was so near, there was a severe struggle going on in Sybil's heart, and she was gay, restless, sad, tearful, and joyful by turns. She now felt the significance of that dirge-like word " Fare- well." Not only to Vernon would she be obliged to utter it, but to the faithful though unconscious guardian of her earlier years ; to the kind domestics who had ever looked upon her with respect ; and even the inanimate objects which had been her companions so long must be included in the parting ; the landscape seen from her window, the trees which had sheltered her, the very humblest flowers which had sprung up in her daily path. Yes, even though the brightest future awaited her, Sybil felt that a parting was a serious thing. " I must speak to you a few minutes alone," said Ver- non to her, as Isabel and Florence bade them good-night earlier than usual, to make arrangements for the morrow ; " but you seem so particularly happy that perhaps a sober quiet talk would not suit your mood." Vernon had heard the laughing " good-night " from Vernon Grove. 183 Sybil which followed Isabel's injunctions to be ready early on the morrow, but did not see the bright tear which dimmed her eyes a moment afterwards when she turned towards his downcast face, and had judged her only by the first ; but she made no answer to his ques- tion, so reproachful in its tone, except by twining her arm within his and leading him to his favorite seat, and then sitting, as was her custom before the arrival of their guests, on a footstool at his feet. " Yes, I must talk to you before you go," said Vernon, " somewhat as we conversed before this hateful visit ; I mean in the same familiar way ; I must tell you with what a sense of unrest this coming absence of yours oppresses me, how I wish that the visit were over, and that this night, this hour, you had come back to me and Vernon Grove again. Ah, I shall miss you sadly, sadly, Sybil." Her youthful hopeful heart could prognosticate no evil in that brief absence, and she tried to laugh away his fears. " Turn to the bright side of the picture," she said smilingly, "and think of only that. Remember how many things I shall have to tell you of when I return, how many new songs to sing you ; and then call to mind Mrs. Clayton's fine promises. This visit, she says, is to transform me into a being of almost ideal perfections ; just think how graceful, charming, and accomplished the country girl will become under the new experiences which await her." " I know all, can imagine all," said he, unmoved by her pleasantry, " but no bright anticipations are to me like a real presence. A blind man's world is narrowed 184 Vernon Grove. down, as far as relates to externals, to a mere point. What Sybil Gray z, satisfies me, I care not to look for- ward to what she will be" Ah ! how his soul longed to say a few words of love to bind her to him for ever, but he did not, would not ; his sense of right guided him perhaps ; or perchance the thought that he might so interfere with some brighter destiny which awaited her, checked him, and he only uttered the first word of his intended appeal ; one word, she had often heard it from his lips, but never in such a way ; one word, but whether the tone in which it was spoken was that of love or hate, unutterable tenderness or reproach, she could not determine in her own mind, but that it came like a meteor, as unexpectedly and as sudden, that it sent the hot blood tingling to her brow, that whatever it meant it filled her with a strange power this she knew and felt, and the word was simply her own familiar name, " Sybil." There was a pause for a moment, but her voice at last broke it, " I am listening, Mr. Vernon," she said. " Better be silent," he answered impetuously, " than give utterance to that cold measured ' Mr. Vernon.'' I hate it, Sybil ; it chills me through and through." " I should have said brother," said she in a softer tone, and anxious to conciliate him, "but I am so thoughtless, so forgetful, that I do not always remember the word you wish me to say, and which is so pleasant to me to utter." "No, nor that either," he exclaimed, writhing as though some nerve had sustained an injury, " let it be llichard, Sybil, and though it were earth's harshest sound, it will turn to music if you utter it." Vernon Grove. 185 Sybil tried and tried in vain to frame the word aloud, the distance was too immeasurably great between them, and it died away unuttered on her lips. " I cannot, cannot," she said frankly at last, " it seems almost disrespectful in me to think of such a thing, you have seen so many more years than I have, Mr. Vernon ; and perhaps you do not know," she continued playfully, as she saw a threatening frown on Vernon's brow, and hoped by her pleasantry to drive it away, " that you even look older than you are, for since your illness a host of silver hairs have appeared shining out from among the darker ones on your brow, like a sort of cloak to mark the hour of your life, or perhaps to warn me about the difference of our years." No sooner had Sybil uttered these words than she became conscious that she had done wrong, for a shade of intense sadness passed over Vernon's face, and mourn- fully was his answer spoken. " You are severe, but just, Sybil ; meaning kindness, but inflicting wounds upon the very eve of your departure from the home where we have been so happy together." " Forgive me," she answered quickly, " you see there is another lesson which you must teach me, and that is not to say anything impolite or unacceptable ; I am sure that I did not mean to wound you just now by my remark, and after all I should not be surprised to see the grey hairs in clusters upon my own head, following that terrible experience in the cave. There have been those, you know, whose hair has turned white in a single night ; I wonder that mine did not then." Vernon passed his hand caressingly over her bright luxuriant locks. i86 Vernon Grove. "Ah," he said tenderly, "that was indeed a terrible hour ; I scarcely could have lived had I lost my little Sybil then." There was a trembling earnestness in his tone that went straight to Sybil's heart, and she longed to make entire reparation for the remark which she thought had pained him. " I will tell you what I will do," she said half playfully, half seriously ; " you know that I am going away to-mor- row, and you will miss me so at Vernon Grove that it will seem a very long time before I return, particularly if I pay a visit to aunt Mary before I come back ; this prelude is to make you sensible that the time of my being absent, and my large experience, will have added almost a cycle to my years, while you, remaining here, will be stationary for a while, and so I promise you freely and fully with this addition of years on my part, which will make us equal, that when I see Vernon Grove again, I will have courage to address you, if you still desire it, even by the name of the lion-hearted king." A flood of joy swept through Vernon's heart ; that promise brought her one step nearer to him, and it was a blessed thought that the word Richard would be con- verted into music by her lips ; but no future pleasure could take away the present pang of parting, and he recurred to it again. " How silent will the Grove be when you leave it, dear child ; what shall I do without your voice, Sybil ? I do not mean simply in singing, but in reading and con- versing. The blind miss a voice almost as much as a bodily presence, and I have always pretended to read character by the voice. My blindness has thus taught Vernon Grove. 187 me to depend more on my instincts than ever, and my love and hatred for people ai % e determined by their voices." " Yon depend almost as much on a peculiar tone of voice," answered Sybil, " as the author of some lines I read the other day. I committed them to memory, and some day when I return and you are in want of entertain- ment and lonely, I will repeat them to you." " And why not now ?" he asked ; " is it so late that you can not spare me a few more minutes? Ah, Sybil, by- and-by you will give to others in the dance far more time than that which you deny me ; by-and-by you will forget me quite, or remember me only as the blind man who was so dependent upon you, and who wished for your com- panionship when you could be far better employed than by entertaining him." Sybil had heard many a storm of anger burst from Vernon's lips, but quite unused to the querulous tone of reproach which was now in the ascendant, and sorry to have provoked it, she tried by her good nature to make amends for what had passed. " I did not think that you would care very much to hear them now," she said, " and as for its being too late to recite them, that certainly was not my excuse, for I really feel as if I could not sleep to-night. I do not know after all, if you would like the lines as much as I do, for perhaps it is only their earnestness which recom- mends them ; they are simply words from a very loving heart, linked together by a rhyme ; by a loving heart, I mean one which loves as the heroes and heroines in novels love." " What you have said of them does not take from me the desire to hear them," returned Yernon, "though i88 Vernon Grove. such love seems to be denied me, and though my whole life as regards the affections must be one long disappoint- ment. But even if this be the case, I can still sympathize with the loving and beloved." Sybil imagined that he alluded to his experience in regard to Florence, and her voice grew tenderer in its pity as she repeated the lines addressed " TO A BELOVED VOICE. " Speak it once more, once more, in accents soft, Let the delicious music reach mine ear, Tell me in murmured accents oft and oft, That I am dear. " Teach me the spell that clings around a word, Teach to my lips the melody of thine, And let the spoken name most often heard Be mine, be mine. 44 Why in the still and dreamy twilight hour, "When lone and tender musings fill the breast, Why does thy voice with its peculiar power Still my unrest ? " Why does the memory of thy faintest tone In the deep midnight come upon my soul, And cheer the parting hours, so sad and lone. As on they roll ? " Oh, if iny passions overflow their bound, Or pride, or hate, or anger call for blame, Do thou, with earnest, mild, rebuking sound, But breathe my name : " But show the better way by thee approved, Bid me control my erring wayward will, And at the chiding of thy voice beloved, All shall be still." Vernon Grove. 189 Burning words were upon Yernon's lips, even an echo to the burden of the lines, " Thus, Sybil, my beloved, is thy voice unto me," but by a strong effort he forced them back, and thanked her calmly for her kindness." And then the parting came. " Good-night, Mr. Vernon, almost good-by." " And are you going to leave me with a cold shake of the hand, Sybil ? Are we, brother and sister, companions from the far past, from the years of your childhood, are we to part thus ? Has not a prayer followed you if you but strayed from my presence ? Have I not watched you, taught you, cared for you, loved you, and can you think of no way to leave me to my loneliness but this ? Can you give me no memory but what a stranger gives to a stranger, the common every-day clasp of a hand ?" It scarcely needed these words to overcome Sybil, who had been in a state of excitement for the past few days, and suddenly a shower of tears rained from her eyes. Though it was too late to retract, it seemed to her now that the time was really approaching, ungrateful in her to leave her benefactor, her friend, her teacher, particularly since he now appeared somewhat reluctant to have her go. " I owe you all that I am," sobbed she, like a poor penitent child; "you have taught me everything, teach me now. How should we part, tell me, and now as ever, I would obey my teacher's most trivial wish." The strong man trembled for a moment, half unclosed his arms, yearning to enfold her in his embrace and to keep her there for ever, resisted the impulse, and crushed some rebellious thought which had nearly overmastered him, then folding them tightly over his breast, a shield 190 Vernon Grove. against the strong temptation which beset him, bent down, pressed a fervent kiss upon her brow, blessed and then released her. Sybil departed to her own room, but twice paused on her way thither as she thought that she heard her name borne to her by the wind as it rushed through the long corridor, but hearing it not repeated again, concluded that it was only her imagination. She was the more ready to admit this conclusion as she had just left Vernon ; he had said his last words, and the rest of the household were hushed in slumber, and she soon lost all memory of it in the little preparations which still remained for her to make for the morrow's journey. Had she traced the source of that mysterious cry, had she -returned and beheld Vernon wildly entreating her to have mercy upon him and to leave him not ; had she heard his passionate words of affection and the touching appeal addressed to her in his despair, perhaps her destiny would have been decided then and there ; but it was otherwise decreed, the morning's sun saw Sybil's departure from Vernon Grove and its master, to behold them, if ever again, how and when ? * CHAPTER XVII. " 'Tis a proud chamber and a rich, . Filled with the world's most costly things Of precious stones and gold ; Of laces, silks and jewelry, And all that's bought and sold." " And her face is lily-clear, Lily-shaped, and drooped in duty To the law of its own beauty. And a forehead fair and saintly, Which two blue eyes undershine, Like meek prayers before a shrine. And her smile it seems most holy, As if drawn from thoughts more far Then our common jestiugs are. And if any painter drew her, He would paint her unaware With a halo round her hair." MRS. BROWNING. " So, your toilette is finished, Sybil ; it is well, for our guests will arrive presently. Like a patient audience I hav '. been awaiting the rising of the curtain, and now I am ready to applaud or condemn. Are you sure that art and nature leagued together have done their very best ? Before I judge for myself I must have that lamp s-o the left shaded somewhat, and the other raised, so that 192 Vernon Grove. I may see the effect of that new coiffure upon your style of face. People, like paintings, should only be criticised in certain lights. Incline that wave of hair a little more upon your brow, there, that is more artistic, and now, Sybil, I cannot help it if those Madonna-like eyes of yours are raised in pious remonstrance, for I must say what I think, you are beautiful, positively the most beautiful" Sybil's beseeching look at Isabel, and her white-gloved hand laid upon her arm, arrested her words. " Well, I will stop, since you wish me not to be per- sonal, and will generalize and modify what I was about to say. After all, fashion is the thing ; take even an ugly woman from the dairy, Frenchify her a little, and she will become quite handsome under refined and refining hands, while you, Sybil, ah, I dare not tell you what you have become." Isabel might have been pardoned for gazing in admi- ration upon the lovely face and form before her. It was the night of Sybil's debtit, and she had yielded herself to her friend's hands to be attired as she wished ; and Isabel, guided by her perfect taste, had chosen what was most appropriate in its simplicity, pure white, gauzy and floating, and almost like gossamer in its fine texture. Let others wear what they choose, she said, let Sybil load herself ever after with gems and finery, that night she belonged exclusively to her, and she should have no ornament save her own faultless beauty, and she was satisfied with the result, even the fastidious Isabel. Sybil had been one week the inmate of Mrs. Clayton's city home ; she was used to luxury, but not such as this ; she had dreamed of enjoyment, and was more than Vernon Grove. 193 satisfied, for here she met with kindness on every side, and everything seemed ta minister to her taste for the beautiful. Isabel was delighted with her fresh unspoiled heart, and had taken her protegee under her peculiar care, first because she felt somewhat the sacredness of the charge, and again because the young girl, whom she had brought from her retired home suddenly into the glare of the great world, was a curiosity to her, something new under the sun, and her very straight-forward simplicity of character, so in opposition to her own worldly training, interested her as a study ; while Clayton, fancying what she fancied, took Sybil at once to his heart and home, rejoicing that his wife found something to amuse and interest her. Of Florence, that regal woman who always appeared to Sybil as if newly stepped from her throne, she saw comparatively little, nor did she regret it, for the old feeling of the dove in the presence of the hawk, fluttered her too much for her sensations to be those of perfect peace. As a reason for her sudden withdrawal from the world of fashion, Florence had declared herself weary of society, expressing a contempt for its forms and institutions sadly at variance with her former tastes, while she expatiated largely upon the delights of a country residence, and thus, though Sybil knew that she was frequently closetted w T ith Isabel, discussing some matter seemingly of importance, seldom did she meet her in the never-ending round of engagements into which she had been drawn by Isabel. On the night of Sybil's deMt Mr. Clayton's house was to be opened to a large circle of Isabel's friends, and Sybil's heart beat tumultuously as she descended to the gorgeously lighted rooms, and thought of the contrast 9 194 Vernon Grove. which that evening would present to her past secluded life ; it was a new and not perfectly agreeable ordeal to her because of her embarrassment, and she half shrank back from the blaze of light Avhich she encountered. A friendly glance, however, met her, and a friendly hand took her own, and she felt relieved to find that as yet Mr. Clayton was the only occupant of the room, while a few pleasant words of approval of her simple dress tended still more to reassure her. " It argues well for her future obedience to my com- mands," said Isabel fondly " to be so entirely guided by my wishes; her dress wants nothing in its airy grace except perhaps a set of pearl ornaments. They might indeed add to the purity of her appearance, for there is something in their unostentatious beauty that softens without gilding, and one can fancy the holy women of old, if wearing jewelry at all, preferring only pearls." Mr. Clayton smiled and looked tenderly at his lovely wife, who seemed for once to forget herself in her interest for another, and then with an air of mystery placed a casket in her hands. " You always said, Isabel, that I was your good fairy, and lo, here are what you have just wished for, a set of pearls for Sybil. I heard you say that her dress was to be of white, and knowing that there could be such a thing as painting the rose and gilding the lily, I trust that she will accept them, and I shall be amply repaid by your approval and her wearing them to-night." Isabel impulsively threw her arms around Clayton's neck, much to the detriment of her elaborate toilette, while Sybil thanked him with eloquent words, and certainly when they were clasped around her snowy Vernon Grove. 195 neck and ai'ms, one might have wondered how she had seemed so fair without them. "I wish that Vernon could see Sybil now," said Clayton, who was, not included in the secret shared between Isabel and Florence, " he would think that she was some spirit draped in earthly robes; he must be lonely enough at the Grove, with no joyful tongue to give him welcome home ; why did you not bring him. with you, Isabel ?" " The truth is," said Isabel, frowning a little at the unwelcome introduction of his name, " that I did ask Richard to accompany us, but without any hope of success, for he said that he should not feel at home anywhere away from his every-day haunts, and so refused my invitation ; and now remember, Clayton, I want his to be a forbidden name while Sybil is here, for fear that it will bring back old memories of birds and flowers, and make her want to fly away to the woods once more." Tears came into Sybil's eyes, pearls brighter than those which clasped her fair neck, for she thought of Vernon and her grandmother alone in their solitude, but she brushed them away hastily as the bell from the hall sounded. It was not indeed the quick energetic ring of an aris- tocrat's footman, but so near the time for the assembling of his guests as to lead Mr. Clayton to expect them and to advance forward a step, while the white-gloved waiter threw open the doors with a grand air of importance. No perfumed and jewelled lady entered, however; no dainty gentleman with unimpeachable toilet, but a woman coarsely attired, with a hollow-eyed child in her arms, advanced with shrinking step into the room, shading her eyes with her rough hand from the sudden blaze of light. 196 Vernon Grove. ""What does the woman want?" asked Clayton of the astonished waiter, "and how dare you admit such a person at this hour, at this time, into my house?" The woman answered for herself in a sad voice, and in hurried words told a pitiful tale of misfortune and affliction, looking down anxiously at intervals upon the child as though to assure herself that each quick convul- sive breath that it drew was not its last. Her husband, she said, together with herself and child, had taken passage in a vessel bound for other shores, and while on their way a storm had overtaken them and their vessel became a wreck. Many on board had perished, and among the rest her husband, whose dying struggle she had witnessed without being able to give him any assistance, and she and her child might have shared his fate if another vessel, in passing at some distance, had not seen their signal of distress and rendered assistance to the few miserable survivors who were clinging to the wreck, their strength almost spent by their exertions. Her child and herself, it was true, were saved from drowning, but a worse fate might await them through poverty and hunger, which must soon bring them to the grave, for upon landing, the captain of the ship which had rescued them, told her that she must seek at once for employment, as he could no longer afford to add to his expenses by maintaining those whom he had saved ; and so without food or clothing, with a sick child and a heavy heart, a stranger in a strange land, she had gone forth to seek her fortunes. Seeing bright lights in .Mr. Clayton's house, she had stopped there, hoping that the noble exterior might betoken wealth, and plenty, and benevolence she but asked a shelter for the night, or Vernon Grove. 197 the wherewithal to obtain one elsewhere, a shawl to wrap her shivering child in, and a word of advice from the kind gentleman and lady of the house, she added. Piteously were her eyes turned upon the group, who were interested in spite of themselves in the narrative, but another peal of the bell at last determined Clay- ton's plan of action. " My advice is," said he frowningly, " that you de- part from these doors at once. The city provides a refuge for such as you, and if you choose, you can go to the authorities and there palm upon them your impro- bable story ; these rooms were lighted for guests and not for importunate beggars; depart at once, and let them have entrance." "So much to me," thought Sybil, glancing at her costly pearls, "so much to pleasure and pomp, and nothing to her /" She could have torn the rich orna- ments from her arms and neck if she had dared, and trampled them under foot, while Isabel seeing her emo- tion, hummed a lively air and tried to draw her away, saying that Clayton had done what was but right, as he was constantly assailed by impostors who tried, under false pretences, to extract money from him. But Sybil stood rooted to the spot. The woman's pale face flushed at Clayton's cruel words, and she looked straight into his eyes as if to be assured of his meaning, then shud- dering perhaps from cold, perhaps from some uncontrol- lable impulse of despair or weariness, she drew the moaning child more closely to her shrunken breast and walked slowly from the room, while her miserable robes brushed the silken garments of the gay party who ascended the stairs. ig8 Vernon Grove. Sybil would have followed her and have rendered her the aid which Clayton had denied, for she felt and knew that the strange sad tale was true, but Isabel held her back, and in a passive dream-like mood, she heard her name in an introduction, and then came fresh arrivals, and the incident was for that night forgotten, but ever after Sybil's conscience reproached her for not being more prompt and acting with more independence ; nor did she plead as others might for her, her inexperience and the peculiar circumstances under which she was placed. Often did she think of Clayton's avarice, which led him, though spending thousands for his own plea- sures, to refuse needful aid to that wretched beggar, and of Isabel's apathy as she besought a shelter ; and as the besetting sin of their characters unfolded itself to her, she felt that at God's bar of justice she would rather have the heart of that poor woman beating beneath its scanty rags, than those of the proud owners of that costly palace home. CHAPTER XVIII. " Never 'till now never 'till now, Queen And wonder of the enchanted world of sound, Never 'till now was such bright creature seen, Startling to transport all the region round ! Whence com'st thou with those eyes and that fine mien, Thou sweet, sweet singer ? Like an angel found Mourning alone, thou seem'st, thy mates all fled, A star 'mong clouds a spirit 'midst the dead." BARRY CORNWALL. ISABEL had not miscalculated ; Sybil's praises were upon every tongue ; her grace, her peculiar style of beauty, her dignity, and the inborn refinement which showed itself in every movement were commented upon, and had Isabel staked her success or failure in society upon the issue of that evening's impression, she must have been completely satisfied. Sybil herself was quite unconscious of the position which she had attained ; she simply felt intense enjoyment in the fine music and the companion- ship of beautiful women and intellectual men, and dreamed not that she had gained in a few hours a sum- mit which had been often toiled for in vain by the society seeker and fashionist. Isabel, who watched her young charge with Argus- eyes, soon perceived that there was one among the crowd who, spell-bound by Sybil's loveliness, seemed unable or unwilling to resist her fascinations, engaging 2oo Vernon Grove. Tier in conversation whenever he could, or when not con- versing with her, standing apart and gazing upon her every movement. With the quick intuition of a woman of the world, she, in her own mind, wove Sybil's destiny, and linked it with his who was so evidently interested in her protege, quite satisfied with him as one whom even Vernon himself must welcome as every way worthy of his beloved charge. Arthur Leslie, the person in question, was a man of a calm, steady temperament, far-seeing and cautiously judging; seldom impressed by externals, and almost cold in manner. Eschew T ing all the vices of society, he nevertheless entered largely into its pleasures, and was a favorite with both sexes, as much for his independence of character as for his uniform good nature. A disposi- tion so well balanced is seldom to be met with, and Les- lie, but little past that period when the law determines a man to be of age, had the judgment of riper years, and men much older than himself looked up to him for advice. He had passed unscathed, heart free, through two sea- sons in society, and as much for his weight of character as for his wealth, was still the anxious solicitude of manoeuvring mothers who almost despaired of the attrac- tions of their daughters. When such a man loves, he loves with his whole soul, and if there is such a thing, if the whole loving power springs into being in one instant, as a flower bursts into bloom in a single night if in an instant one's happiness or misery is decided by the smile or frown of another, then Leslie loved Sybil Gray. Her look of purity first attracted him, then her face at rest enchained him as being that of an angel, but when she smiled, all that was Vernon Grove. 201 beautiful of earth seemed to glow in the mirth which shone in her eyes or in the curved arch of her coral lips. He first thought how it would brighten life with such a ministering spirit hovering near to warn him of evils and temptations, and then the vague thought took the more definite form of a wish, carrying him back to his lonely home, where, instead of the solitude, he longed to have her seated as his own household treasure ; or meeting him with her welcoming smile. But Leslie was not a man to be beguiled by a fair face or form, and he was determined before he yielded to the bewildering emotions of happiness, Avhich were already giving to his life a joy unknown to him before, to find out what the casket, which was so attractive without, contained within, and when, after seeking an introduction, he found Sybil's mind bright and cultivated, he gave himself up to the new-born feeling as though to one hope, thought, aim in life, and rested under the charmed spell with an aban- donment which he dared not and cared not to resist. He felt, too, after conversing with Sybil, that she under- stood him ; that his passionate longing for sympathy was all revealed to her ; that she admired the books which he admired, and even the same passages of poetry had fascinated them both. Then they had trodden over the same ground in science, except that where she had only ventured to skim the surface, he had plunged boldly, and her weaker nature seemed to lean in confidence upon his stronger judgment and more extended experience. Theirs was no fleeting, ball-room conversation, but an earnest finding of each other out, a continual glad surprise to discover that their tastes and pursuits were so much in accordance, and Leslie would have moiiopo- 9* 2O2 Vernon Grove. lizcd her for the entire evening, if Isabel had not had other views for the young novice. She wished Sybil to feel her own power, to taste the intoxication of general admiration, to be the queen of the many as well as of the single worshipper who had fallen almost without a struggle a captive to her charms ; she wished her to be so impressed with the pleasures of society as to desire to forsake the country and its tamer attractions for ever. Watching, therefore, for a favorable opportunity, she sent Leslie away upon some trivial errand, and, as if in contrast to her late companion, introduced to Sybil an old and valued friend of hers, a venerable minister who occasionally came from the solitude of his studio to lend countenance to what lie thought were the harmless amusements of the gay outer world. As Sybil looked up with a smile of greeting to the benevolent face before her, she thought that in his very air there seemed to be benediction, a sort of "bless you, my child !" which words were indeed in the old man's heart, although unspoken, and by an involuntary impulse she extended her hand which he clasped in his with fatherly kindness. Then when Isabel left them, he drew from her a recital of the principal events of her almost uneventful life, and promised to be a friend to her upon the perilous path into which she had entered, and while she thanked him with eloquent words and moistened eyes for his kindness, he gazed wondcringly upon her glorious beauty, and remembering what a dangerous gift it was, he warned her of the poison in the cup, and told her to beware while she was drinking the intoxicating draught, not to drain it to the very drcus. Sybil was so pleased with her new companion, his Vernon Grove. 203 interest in her simple country life, her rural church, and her schemes for her poor dependants, whom, by Ver- non's generosity, she was enabled to relieve, that she gladly accepted his invitation to walk into the grounds where the music would not be a drawback to their con- versation, and which a genial day of lingering summer had made pleasant even in the early autumn. There they found numerous guests who preferred the quiet pervading the moonlit gardens to the more enlivening dances of the ball room. The grounds were laid out under Isabel's and Clay- ton's direct supervision, and the result- was a combina- tion of beauty and order which always accompanied the exercise of their united taste. There was no lack of ornamental shrubbery, and fountains, and figures of clas- sical meaning, where the mythology of the ancients was woven into a thousand exquisite creations by the hands of modern artists. Now a marble Cupid would be seen lurking almost hidden among the foliage with bow strung and arrow ready for flight in his chiselled hand, or an Aurora would meet the gaze, the very embodi- ment of beauty and the type of the light and loveliness of day. Sybil's new friend was well acquainted with the mystic meaning of each symbol, and it was no slight enjoyment to her to have him reveal them to her, or to find him. drawing from her own book knowledge the explanation which he desired to convey to her. The thousand fan- cies which she had formed of the wild and exquisite creations of pagan idolatry now assumed a definite shape, and her delight was almost child-like when she discovered without any prompting from her companion, from some 204 Vernon Grove. symbol which was attached to the numerous sculptured forms around her, the name and office of the carved images ; thus a light and airy figure in a little grove of trees, holding in her hand a vase of exquisite workman- ship, drew from her the exclamation, " Ah, that must be the Hebe of the Greeks!" and she knew at once by her quiver and arrows and the crescent on her brow, that Diana stood before her in the radiant moonlight. It was appropriate and unique too, both her compa- nion and herself thought, to find Bacchus reclining at his ease among the arbor of grape vines which hung around him, and Pomona guarding the province where the orchard began. All this was intense enjoyment to her, resembling somewhat the fresh feeling of pleasure which one has on an island coast in gathering valuable shells of varied forms and colors, and as great was her delight when her companion explained to her the more obscure meaning of the figures, for Vernon's aim in Sybil's education had been for her to take pleasure in constant acquirement, rather than in display of what she knew. Thus she felt that she had gained something when he pointed out to her a marble Silence, with its symbol rose, a chained Prometheus, or a Galataa standing in her chariot shell. But the crowning beauty of the garden was a kind of Grecian temple which 31r. Clayton had erected for a summer resort, and to this Sybil's new friend now led her, as much for the view which was to be obtained from it, as to see its exquisite proportions. It belonged to no peculiar style of architecture, though claiming something of the simplicity of the Ionic order, together with the inverted bells and acanthus leaves of the more ornamen- Vernon Grove. 205 tal Corintliian type. A flight of marble steps led up to a mosaic floor, white fluted pillars sustained a dome of white marble, so light and graceful, that Sybil, deceived in the softened moonlight, thought that it was transpa- rent, and traced with her eye the delicate veins which crossed and recrossed each other over its polished sur- face. Pausing on the last step as she ascended, she dis- engaged her arm from her companion's, and paused to view the scene beneath her so exquisite, so like a sudden vision of fairy land. It was more like a dream to her than a reality as she stood there gazing upon the gleaming statues, cold and motionless amid the living groups around ; the full calm moon unveiled to the burning glances of some worshipping Endymion, and her own mysterious self suddenly trans- ferred from the companionship of Nature only, to that of a world of highest Art. Then her glance rested upon the silvery hair and noble brow of him who had guided her through that labyrinth of beauty, and whose eyes were directed upward as though he were communing with the inner heaven, and she thought how the soul there on that uplifted and expressive face made it more glorious than aught else ; and from him her thoughts wandered to Linwood, and she wondered if he ever por- trayed what was noble and beautiful in man as well as in woman, in his pictures, and if he did, how that rapt, almost God-like countenance would make for him a grand study. And from Linwood her thoughts winged them- selves far away from Italy, across the ocean, beyond the tree tops, through the murmuring woods, past the shin- ing river, over the tree-crowned hill, to Vernon and her country home. 206 Vernon Grove. "And would you return to it and him?" said the voice of her conscience; "would you leave this fairy land of enjoyment for one moment there ?" And she answered almost audibly to the questioning voice, with a heart all unspoiled by the fascinations which surrounded her " I would leave it all for one moment there." "Sybil," said Isabel, suddenly springing up the steps and interrupting most effectually her reverie, "this is just where I wished to find you, for this, you must know is my cage, and you are the bird whom I would most like to hear sing in it. I did not bring you into the gar- den before, because I desired the full beauty of the scene to break upon you to-night, and you must be satisfied, for earth, air, and sky, smile upon us and lay their tributes at your feet. Every life, dear Sybil, has some stand-points in memory, some bright or gloomy points to date from, and if you forget all other nights in your life, you must promise me to remember this." Isabel's words were strangely earnest, but she meant nothing beyond the mere impression which the hour pro- duced upon Sybil's mind ; but often after did the latter recur to them as prophetic, for truly above all the nights or days in her life, had Sybil cause to remember that eventful night, the stand-point in her memory, looming up above other points of time. "There are not many listeners," continued Isabel, " and here just where you stand, just how you stand, against that marble pillar, I must hear you sing." Leslie now joined them, and added his entreaties to those of Isabel, and the old companion of her walk, although silent, looked expectantly at her, as though to Vernon Grove. 207 grant their request would delight him too. Sybil re- plied to his glance with a kind look of interest ; she longed to do something in return for what she thought was his kindness, in teaching her so much which was new and interesting, and to repay him for his good nature in taking the trouble to amuse one so far his inferior in age and attainments. "And would you like to hear me sing too ?" she ask- ed, "would not music such as I could give you only break the charmed spell which is around us? If you think not, tell me what kind you most admire, or if you like music at all ?" " To be candid," he replied, " I fear that I must say that I do not, for the intricate melody of the present day bewilders me, and I do not profess to understand or appreciate it. In my youth there were some songs that went deeper than the mere organs of hearing, sinking into the very soul, but they have passed out of vogue, and you would laugh at me were I even to name them." " You are mistaken," said Sybil with emotion, while a sweet smile of sympathy broke upon her lips and rip- pled up to her eyes, " and to prove that I love those al- most by-gone melodies with their tender pathos as much as you do, I will sing one fbr you, which I am sure will seem to you like an old friend." Then before an objection could be raised by the frown- ing Isabel, her voice rose upon the air like a part of the exquisite night as the stars were of the sky, thrilling all hearts Avith delicious cadence in one of those old-fashioned songs, those ballads of eld, which seem made for any time and place, and each sound was hushed under the blue 208 Vernon Grove. dome of the heavens save the tinkling of the murmuring fountains and the voice rising in melody over all. It was a song which brought back the old man's youth when life and hope were fresh, and the memory of a beloved voice which had sung it in those happy days, and he bent his head, calling back the by-gone hours, while he silently wiped away the tears that flowed un- bidden from his eyes. As the last thrilling words were uttered, he pressed Sybil's hand and uttered a fervent " God bless you, dear child ; " then quietly passing through the crowd who stood breathlessly waiting for another utterance in song from that marvellous voice, he bent his way homeward with the happy memory still stirring in his heart. " Now, Sybil," said Isabel softly, " I forgive you for that breach of taste, because the old song was so beau- tiful and sad that my own careless heart was touched and my eyes moistened, but as you have paid your tri- bute to the aged part of your audience, you must sing us one song brimful of love and life, exclusively belong- ing to youth. A song for love and youth ! "What should it be ? Sybil remembered one which she had found among Ver- non's music, a song to The Winds. It was unlike any other combination of sounds that she had ever heard, a wild, weird-like tangled harmony, seemingly as reck- less as the winds themselves, now soft as a murmuring zephyr, and then mad and sweeping as a winter blast. She felt in a mood to sing it, though she knew that most of her listeners could but little appreciate or understand, unless they had received a musical education, the per- fect adaptation of the music to the words, but the feel- Vernon Grove. 209 ing could not be resisted ; some would understand it and to these she would address herself, and again the tinkling fountains joined the song of youth and love. " Some love the stars that peer like angel eyes Through the blue veil of curtained paradise ; Some love the flowers upspringing in their way, And some tho wood-bird's sweet and plaintive lay, I love the Winds. " Not with a nature calm, that brooks control, Love I the changeful Winds ; but with the whole Wild and impassioned fervor of my heart, That of my inmost being forms a part, I love the Winds. " Why do the Winds for others bring alarms, For me a thousand never-ending charms? While poets sing the flowers, the sun, the trees, Why do I sing the wild ^Eolian breeze ? Why love the Winds? " I love them for they come on pinions strong, Fresh from thy presence ; morn and night I long That on their swift wings I might fly to thee, And round thy form for ever lingering be Where'er thou art." As the murmur of applause, which could not be sup- pressed in listening to the wonderful compass of her voice, met her ear, Sybil drew back with no feeling of self-gratulation in her heart, but with a sad weight of sorrow, for the song recalled to her Vernon in his blind solitude and the pains which he had taken to perfect her in it, bidding her sometimes sing it when she was alone for his sake. 2io Vernon Grove. " There, not another to-night, clear Mrs. Clayton," she said, " some other time, but not here, not now." But Isabel pleaded still " Only that Italian air which you sung the first day of our arrival at Vernon Grove. I shall ever remember Richard's expression," continued she unguardedly, forgetting her own resolves to have his a forbidden name, " as Florence and I described you to him when you approached the house with your gar- land of flowers ; he either had not been curious before, or was afraid to ask any one what your pei'sonal appear- ance was, for fear of being disenchanted as regarded some preconceived notion of his, and so when your voice came to him, and he recognised your identity by that, the play of his features was perfectly beautiful ; he look- ed at first almost sorry, I do not exactly know why, and then a glad smile covered his whole face at find- ing out, I suppose, that you were pleasant to behold as wt-11 as good and amiable." Sybil smiled too, a rare and beautiful smile it was, and to Leslie it was like the red flush of the western sky over some beauteous lake. " Help me to plead, too, Mr. Leslie," said Isabel, turn- ing to him as he w r as gazing at Sybil, who was looking upward in happy reverie. " Oh, I could not, could not sing that now," she said earnestly, " it is too soulless, too meaningless for such a night as this ; the words are mere words without a spark of feeling, and some gay, sunshiny day I will remember your wish and sing it to yon ; I am sure that Mr. Leslie will agree with me now that he has heard what good reasons I have for refusing." Sybil raised her eyes to his for an instant, those eyes Vernon Grove. 211 whose common, every-day expression was one of tender- ness, with a beseeching glance, and from that moment he gave to her his heart, liis whole loving heart. Isabel's presence did not restrain him; he saw nothing, knew nothing, felt nothing, but that Sybil was bending towards him awaiting his answer. " Life could give me no higher happiness," he said in a low tone of intense emotion, " than that of yielding to your slightest wish." Sybil blushed at his earnest gaze and still more earnest words, but attributing them to the common gallantry of society, was soon at her ease conversing upon other subjects, while Isabel, quite satisfied with what she saw, turned away to her other guests. On the outer circle of the crowd which had surrounded Sybil, and which was now beginning to disperse, stood two men unknown to each other, and who, meeting as guests of Mr. Clayton's, entered without an introduction into conversation. " Can you tell me the name of the lady who has just finished singing ?" said the younger. " You will pardon my question, asked so informally, but I have just entered, and am almost a stranger here, and though fresh from the land of song, and the very cradle of music, where art is cultivated to the utmost to give a higher inspiration to nature, I have never heard her voice surpassed." " I am as ignorant as you are," replied the other, " of the lady's name, but I agree with you in thinking that her voice is an extraordinary one, and I never heard notes which so 'touched my inner nature through ;' " then with a courteous bow he passed on to learn something more of the sweet songstress. 212 Vernon Grove. The younger stranger waited until the crowd dispersed, and then coming in search of Mr. or Mrs. Clayton, his steps were arrested suddenly by a vision which his eyes beheld. He stood for a moment in deep thought, then passing his hand dreamily over his eyes, exerted every faculty to assure himself that it was not a phantasy of the imagina- tion that he saw, but a living breathing reality. He was an artist, and had just returned from his studies in Europe. While there, he had painted a picture, the head and bust of a female, an Ideal, which had at once placed him in a position of eminence in his art, and she who stood before him, white robed, her fair hair just stirred by the night breezes, her blue eyes upraised, and her lips closed though smiling, in the light of the full orbed moon, was, strangely enough, his picture's second self. He could have gazed there for ever until the living ideal melted into air, or taking wings soared upward into its native heaven, but fearing to attract attention, and not yet having made his arrival known to the mistress of the house, he with- drew from the moonlight, and behind the shelter of a trellised vine still kept his gaze fixed upon the marble temple and the fair form which so filled him with admi- ration and wonder. Suddenly he felt a hand grasp his, and Isabel's low well-trained voice, with a shade of surprise in its tone, addressed him. " Albert Linwood ! this is indeed a pleasure ; I am glad to welcome you; glad, too, that your appreciating artist- eyes should have seen our grounds to-night ; when did you return, and why have you not been here before ?" Albert returned that friendly grasp with a pressure as sincere, for Isabel Clayton's doors were always open to Vernon Grove. 213 her brother's friend, and a long course of undeviating kindness on her part and her husband's had endeared them both to him. "I came only this very afternoon," he said, "and after attending to some necessary business transactions, hastened to see my old friends. There is no change, at least in one," he added smiling, "except that perhaps the years have turned back in her case ; but I long to hear of Vernon, how is he, where is he ?" Linwood's words were addressed most certainly to his companion, yet even while he was speaking of him who was so dear to him, and to whom he owed so much, his eyes wandered to his living ideal, and Isabel read his admiration in his fascinated gaze. "Vernon is well, and in the country still," she answered, " and ah, I see that you are attracted, as every one else is, by my sweet Euterpe in her shrine. Of course you heard her singing ; and did you ever enjoy anything more than that contrast of songs, the one so sad and tearful, the other scientifically brilliant and playful? One might have thought that she had studied effect and looked for admiration in the selection, if one did not know the exquisite purity of her character. Come, Albert, and see my goddess in a nearer view, let me introduce you ; I would like to have you know more of Sybil Gray." " What a strange coincidence," said Linwood in return, " the name is a very familiar one to me, 'tis the same as that of Vernon's little amanuensis ; are they related ?" Isabel's merry laugh rang out bell-like and clear "Why should it be strange?" she said, "that is she herself, Richard's little Sybil Gray." 21 4 Vernon Grove. Linwood drew back "I cannot have the hardihood to approach her," he said ; " I dare not, must not, until I have in some degree restored my self-possession and reconciled what she is with what I imagined her to be. For years I have been corresponding with her, and foolishly lost sight of the fact that the little Sybil must grow into a woman, the bud expand into the flower ; moreover, I have not confined my expressions to the simple name by which Vemon designates her, but ' dear Sybil,' 'dearest Sybil,' 'precious and beloved child,' have often begun and ended my letters. What apology can I make to the exquisite woman so far above me there, so almost angelic in loveliness ?" Isabel only laughed merrily again, and linking her arm in his, drew him forward. " Sybil," she exclaimed, hurrying him up the marble step before he could escape from her gentle force, "here is a knight who has wofully offended you : his life is in your hands, but I recommend him to your mercy, because he has come humbly to ask pardon for all his sins against you, past, present, and to come. Let his penalty be as light as your gentle nature can make it." Before Sybil could answer her mysterious address, or ask for an explanation, she beckoned Leslie away, and passing on toward the house with him, left Sybil and the stranger alone. She raised her eyes for an instant to his face t and met a deep searching gaze of curiosity and admiration ; something, such a look, she thought, as one might bestow upon a picture when seeing it for the first time. " I know not how you have offended me," she began, dropping her eyes again, and feeling that the pause was Vernon Grove. 215 very awkward, " since Mrs. Clayton has left us, will you please to explain ?" " If to have thought of you always as a child, as Vernon's little Sybil, is to have offended you," he said, "then assuredly I am guilty, most guilty." " There is no offence," answered Sybil gently, " in thinking of me thus ; nay, it is rather flattering than otherwise, inasmuch as we know that as we mount higher and higher towards the meridian of life, we lose the freshness and innocence of childhood, and so I would be ever, if I could, little Sybil, in heart at least. But you must explain yourself more fully still, for I only know of one other besides Mr. Vernon himself who could think of me as you have, and he is far away from us now, an artist in Europe." " A friend of yours ?" asked the stranger. " Why yes, no ; after all, yes," replied Sybil ; " Mr. Vernon, with whom my grandmother and I have lived ever since my childhood, is blind, and for this reason I have written almost all his letters for him, those to Mr. Lin wood especially, and from the formality of a beginning our correspondence has continued and extended into a very long one, and although I have never seen him, I feel as if I had known him all of my life. " That is indeed a novel position," returned the stranger, apparently much interested in what Sybil had said, " and have you any curiosity to see your unknown correspondent ?" "Oh, yes," said Sybil joyfully, "his name, daily men- tioned, is almost a part of our life, and his return a bright promise of the future ; he may come, perhaps, the last of this very year. Mr. Vernon prizes his friendship so 216 Vernon Grove. much, and so entirely depends upon his sympathy and judgment, that I think his feelings are reflected back upon me, and I look forward to his coming as a sort of jubilee." Sybil felt curiously at her ease with this stranger whose name even she did not know, but the whole of her visit had been so dream-like, so many experiences had she encountered that were far different from her sober country routine, that this, she felt, was after all but a part of the dream through which she was passing. " Have you ever imagined what kind of character this Mr. Linwood is ?" continued her companion " in mind and person, I mean." " Of course," said Sybil, warming in the cause of her absent correspondent and friend, " it is a pleasure to me often to dwell with Mr. Yernon upon that never wearying theme. First, I know that he is as gentle almost as a woman, because Mr. Vemon has told me so, and likewise I have heard what a devoted attendant he proved when his friend was ill ; and I know, too, that he is noble and pure minded, and filled with enthusiasm for his art, which he follows with untiring devotion. He is a worshipper of beauty in every form, but more especially the beauty of woman. As for his personal appearance, it seems to me from what I can gather from Mr. Vernon's memory of it, that it must be just w r hat an artist's appearance should be; he is not very tall, but still enough so for symmetry ; then he has a high white forehead, with eyes like the Lady Geraldine of Mrs. Browning, 1 Shining eyes, like antique jewels set in Parian statue-stone.' And his voice, Mr. Vernon tells me, who lays great stress Vernon Grove. 217 upon the intonations of a voice, has a manly tenderness in it that wins one at once to like him. And now that I have been able to paint his picture so faithfully in words, I am sure that I should know him if I were to meet him unexpectedly." " Would you?" said the stranger in a tone that startled her with its depth and earnestness, " would you know this Albert Lin wood of whom you speak so flatteringly, so much above the estimation in which he should be held?" Again she raised her eyes and they met his, and a sudden thought came to her which brought the blood to her face and then left it again as pale as the marble against which she was leaning. No maidenly shame caused her to veil her eyes now with down-dropped lids ; there was a deeper feeling in her mind overcoming that and making it only secondary. Coldly she scrutinised him, taking in his face and figure in that one searching glance, and she needed no other assurance to tell that there before her stood the person whom she had just so minutely described. She wondered why she had been so obtuse, she hated him and herself for the ruse which he had practised upon her, and looking once more straight into his eyes with a gaze from which there was no escape, while a smile of scorn curled her lip, she said with an indignant gesture which was a near approach to anger " You are Albert Linwood !" " Forgive me," said Linwood, reading her indignation too well, "forgive the temptation which led me to do what I now feel was wrong." "Unfair, unjust," were the only words which she condescended to say in return. Albert took her band, but she drew it away in disdain 10 21 8 Vernon Grove. and turned impatiently away, preparing to descend the steps in order to avoid his further companionship. " You are offended," he said, making one more effort at a reconciliation, " and justly so ; but I cannot bear your displeasure; forgive me, I pray you; forgive my mad and thoughtless experiment." " What you have done," she answered unrelenting, " is unworthy of the Albert Linwood whom I have known so long. You cannot be, you are not he." " And so this is your promised jubilee, Sybil ?" he said sorrowfully. " What can I do more than confess that it was not right ; nay, let me give my conduct its proper name, it was ungentlemanly, and as you say, unworthy of the Albert Linwood whom you have called your friend, and I would not repeat it for any consideration that could be offered to me, no, not for one of your smiles, Sybil. I will make one more appeal to you which may rend your heart of steel, not pleading in my own name, but in the name of another who deserves your favor more than I do for Richard's, Vernon's sake, will you not let his friend be yours ? for his sake forgive and forget my thoughtlessness." Her forgiveness was gained at once Sybil held out her hand and smiled. " For Mr. Vernon's sake only," she said. And thus peace was bought, and as few could resist Linwood's fascination of manner and conversation, before many minutes elapsed they were conversing with the freedom of old friends. " And so you could not prevail upon Vernon to take the journey," said Linwood, after a reconciliation was entirely established, "and to let me be your cicerone Vernon Grove. 219 among the fair scenes with which I became so familiar." "No," answered Sybil, "it was in vain that I read your appeals to him; he shrinks more and more from the bustle of travel and society, and besides, my grand- mother's health is so precarious that it would have been neither convenient to taken or to leave her ; and moreover, we were quite satisfied with our own land for the present, for beautiful and attractive as must be the scenes which you have visited, there are some things here which would favorably compare with any in any other country. For instance, what could surpass or compete with the love- liness of this night ?" " It is indeed a glorious night," replied her companion, " everything is beautiful that I look upon now ; but sotting aside the world of art, and granting that we see the same moon through the same atmosphere, and that the nights are equal in beauty, there is one thing which I should like you as an admirer of Nature to see, and that is one of Italia's own sunsets then you might indeed say, 'my soul has a memory of beauty which Avill last me for ever.' " " And yet," replied Sybil, "I have been so well pleased with our own, that day after day, from a hill near Vernon Grove, I never wearied of gazing upon our evening skies, each afternoon presenting something new in character, sometimes gorgeous and golden, or grotesque and wild, and then calm and uniform as a tranquil sea. It was a quaint conceit of mine, belonging rather to fairy land than to the domains of my own quiet imagination, that the spirits of the landscape painters of the past were permitted in turn to try their skill and to leave an impress of their peculiar style upon the heavens on each succeed- 22O Vernon Grove. ing evening ; so at one time I would have before me on the great panorama around me Wilson's sublime life-like limning ; Bui-net's rainbow-touched pencilling ; Claude's inimitable and delicate coloring, or Berchem's superb blending of light and shadow looming over magnificent sky-cloud scenery ; and once, Mr. Linwood, I trembled, for one balmy evening not long ago, the whole heavens were clothed in a sheet of glowing sapphire, exactly resembling the skies in your picture of evening, and I thought that your spirit might have flown upward too, without a warning to your friends, with nothing but that sunset painted by your invisible hand to tell them of your departure." And as thus they conversed, almost better friends, if possible, for their brief estrangement, the hours fled swiftly until they were reminded by the departure of the guests from the garden of the lateness of the hour, then conducting Sybil to the house, he bade her and the Claytons adieu, promising to call upon them the next morning, a promise which he was only too happy to make and fulfil. The night had merged almost into the dawn when Isabel, who had prevailed upon Florence to play a quiet part in the pageant of the evening, sought her just before her departure to exchange a few words with her. They were entirely encouraged in the success of their plans, for to them Sybil had seemed to fall an easy prey into the |chemes which they had laid for her, and to enjoy the homage offered to her with such zest, that they .considered their victory already complete. This, to- gether with the openly expressed admiration of Leslie, who united in himself all that Isabel had classed under Vernon Grove. 221 the head of a " good match," led her to throw her arms around Florence at parting and to call her in tender tones her " beloved sister," bidding her to be of good cheer, for such a fair beginning must of necessity make a favorable ending. And for Sybil, too, that night of enchantment had passed away, and she stood at last in the solitude of her luxurious apartment, with cheeks glowing with excite- ment and a throbbing heart, thinking over the events of the past few hours. She scarcely, however, felt her- self to be alone, for her figure was reflected from head to foot in the spacious mirror which hung before her in its gilded frame, not as that Sybil Gray whose unassuming costume in her home at Vernon Grove had scarcely given her a thought, but as a Sybil Gray of the fashion- able world, around whose bare neck and arms were entwined costly pearls, and whose golden gossamer ringlets no longer hung naturally upon her shoulders, but were arranged in the more womanly style of a studied coiffure. For once in her life she looked at her- self attentively and curiously, and a deeper flush stole to her cheek as she beheld the radiant image there. Suddenly she awoke to a knowledge of her power, a dangerous knowledge, and one upon which the nice moral balance of character has often been wrecked. It was no simple trial which came to her then; herself bc'cnine the tempter, that fair strange image which smiled as she smiled, and toyed with the circling bracelet upon her arm. She had a right to be proud, it said, if she would but remember the homage that she had' received ; it bade her recall the minutest circumstance in that evening of triumphs ; Leslie's words, so dele- 222 . Vernon Grove. rential and tender; Linwood's look of admiration; the rapt attention with which all had listened to her songs ; those numberless introductions, and last but not least, Isabel's words at parting " good-night, my flower of the forest I am proud to have you transplanted here." " What was that monotonous country life, where each day was like another, in comparison with that varied, fascinating, joyous existence for which she seemed espe- cially made ?" asked the mirrored image. Not causelessly had Vernon trembled as he gave her his parting blessing; the world's breath was welcome already, nor did she turn away at once from its perfumed incense. "What shall arrest these bewildering wandering thoughts," said another voice which she knew was the clarion voice of conscience ; " what shall take thee un- spoiled back to Vernon Grove, ere selfishness, pride, and folly enter and obtain possession of thy heart ? Be true to thy better nature and seek a safeguard." Sybil made her choice, wavering but for an instant. Quickly unclapsing her pearls and divesting herself of her gauzy drapery, folding her luxuriant hair in less artistic bands around her head, she extinguished the blaze of light which had revealed to her that tempting- picture, and kneeling down penitently ere she slept, she sought and found that safeguard which she needed ; it was prayer. CHAPTER XIX. "In the song-voice, in the speech- voice, There is but one far off tone ; In the silence of my bosom, But one burning throb alone But one form of shade or brightness In the mazes of my sleep, One pearl of snowy whiteness In my memory's heaving deep ! How I glory, how I sorrow, How I love with deathless love How I weep before the chilling skies, And moan to God above 1 I am higher, I am prouder, Than if stars were round my head ; I am drooping, I am lonely, As a mourner o'er the deadl" ALBERT LINWOOD did not confine his visits to Mr. Clayton's house merely to the day after his return to his native land, but was a constant guest there ; a wel- come one, too, was he, and besides being an acquisition to the pleasant circle gathered there, Sybil was learning to look for his coming with pleasure and to call that a disappointment which kept him away. He was so genial, even-tempered, and frank, his conversation was such a fund of information and amusement ; he was moreover so handsome and refined, that when his bright face looked 224 Vernon Grove. in at the door it was always greeted with smiles. And besides these considerations there was really a great deal to be talked about by Sybil and himself, subjects that had only been touched upon in their letters; Vernon, her grandmother, the Grove, and paintings and works of art innumerable, so that Sybil, from looking forward to his presence simply with pleasant anticipations, in- sensibly came to regard it in the light of a necessity and right, and Linwood's place by her side was always reserved as a matter of course. Leslie's visits were almost daily also, and Florence and Isabel soon began to perceive, that although Sybil did not receive him with the warmth that she showed to Albert, her manner was not sufficiently forbidding to discourage him, and they felt that his devotion, his manly bearing, and his wealth must eventually impress her favorably and wake in her heart the slumbering passion of love. They were convinced, too, from her perfect unconsciousness, that this must be the work of time, and Sybil received him as she would any other visitor approved of by Mr. and Mrs. Clayton, until an hour arrived which awoke her from her dream of igno- rance and fully enlightened her as to Leslie's real senti- ments. Linwood came one morning, quite excited about a picture upon exhibition, to invite the Claytons and their guest to visit it. It was but just completed by a young artist of great promise, who was a friend of his, and as Leslie was present he included him also in the invitation. The picture was hung in a hall which contained several other fine paintings, all objects of interest, to Sybil especially, who, in consequence of occasional lessons Vernon Grove. 225 from Albert, was now beginning to detect a copy from an original, and readily to discover different schools of art. kSlie named with unerring judgment, from some peculiarity of coloring or execution, painters of different styles ; and Albert was never weary in instructing her upon these points or letting her into the secrets of the profession which was to him the one absorbing aim of his existence. But the chief present attraction in the hall lay in the picture which he had brought them to see, and which was entitled, A Happy Home. The lights and shadows in the painting were quite remarkable, and the grouping life-like and distinct, tell- ing its own story, as being just what it was intended to represent. The skies and scenery were purely Italian, portraying that out-of-door existence which is lived beneath Italy's genial skies. Before a cottage door sat a woman with that rich voluptuous charm of beauty, which is to be met with in no other clime, and upon her figure the eye rested as the prominent one in the group. But not long was admiration of her in the ascendant, for there were other details to claim the attention. There was none of the bustle of active English life in the pic- ture, but a dreamy indolence which breathed only of rest, tranquillity, and freedom from thought of what the morrow might bring forth. The hour was sunset, and at the feet of the woman reclined a stalwart man in his peasant's dress, who appeared to have thrown aside some implement of toil; and the half-satisfied, half- weary look of the husband was in excellent keeping with the other points in the picture. But the woman with her superb dark eyes, and the man in his luxurious attitude of rest, were not wholly engrossed with each other, for the 10* 226 Vernon Grove. glance of both was directed to the figure of a child in the distance, crowned with flowers, and hastening onward to her cottage home. The gaze of expectancy in the child's face was finely contrasted with the mother's look of pride and the father's aspect of quiet happiness, and the calm which breathed from the whole scene, together with the rich glowing coloring of the whole were un- mistakably full of merit, and bespoke for the young artist a certainty of future fame. Each one of the party, who was indebted to Linwood for a sight of the painting, admired it for its different points of interest, now for its gorgeous colors, now the loveliness of the woman, or the manly beauty of the father, while Isabel was particularly attracted by the unstudied grace of the child of southern skies. Leslie, on the other hand, simply looked to the whole effect, and in his own matter-of-fact truthful way, admired it for what it really was, the embodied idea of an artist's dream of a happy home. Isabel and Albert at last wandered off to the other pictures in the room, while Sybil and Leslie, satisfied with the one before them, remained still examining its beauties, which increased apparently the longer they inspected it and from whatever point of view. Assured that they were alone, Leslie ventured upon a topic which he felt that his happiness imperatively de- manded should be broached, and interrupting a passing criticism which Sybil was making, he asked her what her ideal of a happy home was, " I mean," he said, " if you had the power, how you would depict it on canvas.-;, how embody it so that others might see it and compare it with their own ?" Vernon Grove. 227 " I scarely know," replied Sybil, " I have never thought ; but it seems to me that it would be hard to put on canvass just what I conceive to be happiness. It lies not so much in scenic representation as in expression ; not so much in expression as in something which is internal and cannot be portrayed. To give happiness and to be happy is nothing tangible, but is simply a power emanating from one to do and be what would please others, although from the fact of one so acting an expression of divine beauty must emanate, and if I had the genius I might paint such a face, and every one would know exactly what to call it." " Your answer is a vague one, I think," answered Leslie, " though I understand you ; were you to ask me, I think that I could define my idea much more clearly than you have done yours. I could embody my dearest and best wish in a picture which would be to me even more attractive than the ideal of Mr. Linwood's friend." " I would like to hear you describe it," said Sybil inno- cently, turning upon him the full light of her eyes, while she met a glance which brought a radiant blush to her face. The blush brought a confession which had been trembling for days upon his lips. " A happy home," he said with a tremor in his voice, " I have never thought about until lately ; I have never even cared for enjoyment beyond the present hour, and have been content to play my part in society, to admire beauty, to appreciate wit, and to return to my books and home avocations often with a feeling of relief but now, lately, there is a new thought in my heart under- lying every other thought, and pervading my whole 228 Vernon Grove. being. The realization of it as I desire will make my life one long season of intense and satisfying joy ; to be disappointed in it must make my utter misery. You must have perceived, Miss Gray, that I am not like most men whom every fair face and form attracts, that I have no passing fancies, and that life and its every-day occur- rences are to me serious things. What I do and am, I do and am in earnest, and it is the aim of my existence to be true, and now that you know something of my dis- position, this prelude will prepare you for what I am about to say. With me to love once, is to love for ever, and to love at all is to give my heart, my hopes, my being into the keeping of her whom I feel that God has appointed, whether she return my aifection or not, as my life-angel. It is my joy and my pride to say that it is thus that I love you, and to ask you, with a heart trembling upon your decision, to be my wife, the guar- dian of my life, and to lend the light of your presence to my home to make it what it can never be without you, a happy one." All forgotten was the picture before which they sat, so engrossed were they with each other, Sybil regarding him with wonder and pity, tears glistening in her eyes which from the shade of sadness in them were now almost of a violet darkness, and Leslie leaning forward to catch her faintest whisper which would bid him hope or despair. It seemed to her as if he, on that eager greedy gaze, must read what was passing in her heart, and that she might be spared the answer; but no, he wanted words. "Speak, Miss Gray," he said almost imperatively, " this suspense is positive torture ; only say one word to Vernon Grove. 229 end it; say that there is hope for me and that those tearful eyes bespeak it." Thus appealed to, the blood flowed away from Sybil's face, a trembling seized her, and her hands became icy cold, for she knew what an utter death of hope her answer must bring. "I cannot," she began, but so unprepared had she been for his sudden avowal, that she knew not in what words to couch her answer, and how to be cruel and yet kind, and the accents died away upon her lips ; one more effort she tried to make, but seeing Isabel and Linwood approaching, she stopped confusedly. " Think of what I have said," said Leslie in a low tone, as he read anything but hope from her countenance ; " it is best to think it over, and then to tell me calmly of my fate ; but oh ! Miss Gray, Sybil, if it be possible, be merciful ; you hold my happiness or my misery in your hands." Sybil stepped into the coach, which was to convey her home, like one in a dream ; Isabel and herself were alone, while Albert and Leslie followed in the carriage of the latter. Isabel found her companion strangely silent, and when she asked her some trivial question about the pictures, or pressed her to give her opinion ot a distant view which they were passing of spires rising above a charming landscape, Sj^bil looked so distressed and asked her so beseechingly to let her be left to her own thoughts for awhile, that Isabel, fancying somewhat the state of the case, indulged her in her wish, not that she imagined such a preposterous finale to Leslie's devo- tion as a refusal from her young protegee, but she thought that he might have said some tender words which had 230 Vernon Grove. sunk deep enough into the quiet current of Sybil's soul to agitate its peaceful flow, something which she, in her usual silence, was dwelling on retrospectively with emo- tions of pleasure. When they reached home, Albert assisted Isabel to alight, and Leslie hurried forward to conduct Sybil up the steps which led into the hall. The shades of twi- light were deepening, and yet there was light enough in the heavens to reveal to his anxious gaze a smile upon Sybil's countenance, had there been one, or a glance of answering love, but he looked in vain, and she felt that the agonized inquiring expression of his face was a ques- tion which demanded a full answer, and it came from her lips in accents of deep sorrow. " I have thought it all over," she said softly, " and it can never be." Then with this cei'tainty of his fate hanging over him, the world reeled with him, and he seemed like one stun- ned by a sudden blow, and looking upward as if to ap- peal to a higher power, he exclaimed, " Teach her, O ! God, to be merciful !" but no star met his gaze, no ray of hope, only the blank skies and the coming twilight. One more appeal he ventured upon, and his voice was turned to unutterable tenderness as he uttered it. " Will not waiting," he said, " will not months, nor years, will no probation, no trial or constancy, bring me nearer to my only earthly happiness ?" Sybil shook her head, and her face must have indicated how much she herself was suffering in the protracted in- terview, for suddenly remembering that he was keeping her there on the threshold, perhaps against her will, like one who sees a door which shuts him out from happiness Vernon Grove. 231 closed against him and doggedly accepts his fate, he put out his hand and clasped Sybil's in his own, bidding her an eternal farewell. " If you cannot love me, pray for me, Sybil," he whis- pered hoarsely, " for I shall need your prayers in my solitary wretched home." With eyes filled with tears, Sybil watched him for an instant as he walked slowly down the steps like a man suddenly overtaken with blindness, then hastening past Isabel and Albert, who were awaiting her in the hall and wondering what delayed her so long, she paused not until she had reached her own room, and there in a passion of tears her heart overflowed because, though it could not have been otherwise, she had wounded a true and manly nature, whose only fault had been in loving her too well. Sybil pleaded a headache, and remained in her own room during the rest of the evening, and after Albert's departure, which was much earlier than was usual, Isabel, thinking that her services might be needed, went to offer to her any assistance she might require. It needed no assurance on her part to convince her kind hostess that she was suffering, for her eyes were heavy and swollen, and a bright red spot burned in either cheek. But she was tearless now, for the storm had passed over and had left her comparatively calm and satisfied. She felt that she had done right, for she had subjected herself to rigid self-examination and had decided that she could never have given him the love which he demanded, and to an all-absorbing passion like his, she felt that it would have been mockery to offer the substitute of friendship. She had concluded, too, as Leslie had signified to her that he 232 Vernon Grove. was about to depart from her presence for ever, that it would be but just to explain the cause of his absence to Mrs. Clayton and to keep nothing back from her know- ledge. " It was kind in you to leave your guests and come to me, my dear friend," she said as Isabel entered and in- quired if she felt any relief from her headache ; " the pain which I felt has nearly passed away, and was sim- ply an attendant upon a sad experience Avhich it has been my lot to encounter this evening, and which agi- tated me more than I can express. Your interest in my welfare, however, is but one among your many acts of kindness to me, and I would return it by a perfect con- fidence on my part. Mr. Leslie told me this evening that I had it in my power to decide his happiness or misery " "And of course you have decided to make him happy, dear Sybil," said Isabel embracing her; "I must congratulate you upon the conquest of such a noble and worthy man." " I told him, noble and worthy as he is," said Sybil gravely, "that I could never be his wife." A shade of disappointment and vexation passed over Isabel's face. " Foolish child !" she said, you will regret this ; you will repent of this mad folly. Mud and iboii>h I term your conduct, because there is not one within the whole circle of my acquaintance who would not deem an alliance with Mr. Leslie as an honor and an advantage, and so you should view it ; unless," she added, looking full in Sybil's downcast face, " the heart that lie asked for is given to another, the love that he would win be already another's prize." Vernon Grove. 2 33 Sybil raised her eyes frankly, nor shrunk from that long and scrutinizing gaze. " No," she said simply and without any confusion, " I do not love another. A mighty love must draw me to make me give my time, my affections, my life to one, as you have given yours to Mr. Clayton. Every recess in my heart I must probe before I could say to one who sought my love, ' with you I could pass a lifetime ;' some thoughts like these passed through my mind as Mr. Les- lie eloquently besought me to pause ere I gave him a final answer, and then I was certain that I could not could not love him as a wife should love a husband, nor could my life be the happy sunshiny life that yours is." " And you think that I am happy ?" said Isabel sadly, forgetting for a moment her young friend in herself. Sybil started at that unusually solemn tone, and for an instant looked anxiously at Isabel, for her question seemed to imply a doubt. " So have I always deemed you," she said with can- dor; "so have I always thought that a woman must be who has married a man whom she has chosen from all the world, and who has no wish ungratified. If happi- ness consist not in this, then what is it," she asked, " I mean the happiness which springs from married life ?" " Is there nothing more out of God's treasury that he can give ?" returned Isabel passionately, while hot tears coursed each other down her face ; would nothing help to fill up the tedious hours of these long lonely days ? Did it never occur to you, Sybil, that this grand house is too quiet, and that the prattle of a child, the silvery tones of a youthful voice, the loving clasp of a dimpled hand, the pattering of little feet, the trusting look in an 234 Vernon Grove. infant's eyes, might make me happier ? Oh, Sybil, you cannot realize the longing, you cannot fathom the inten- sity of that one wish of mine, breathed in vain to the earth, the air, ay, to Heaven itself, and denied." For a brief space of time Isabel's proud form was bent and her face buried in her hands in a momentary strug- gle with herself; when she looked up again it wore its accustomed calm careless beauty, and her light musical voice was no longer broken and sad. "How foolish I was to intrude my troubles upon you," she said, " when we were discussing yourself and not me ; Sybil, forget them ; think once more that I am just what you imagined me to be." " I cannot forget that you are not happy, dear Mrs. Clayton," replied Sybil. " But I am happy, child, forget my folly in revealing to you my one wild ungranted prayer ; and now let us turn back again to yourself. Answer me candidly, Sy- bil. Leslie, you say, is out of the question ; tell me, then, with those truthful eyes of yours looking full at me, if you are sure that you love no one else ?" " Whom should I love ?" said she. " Mr. Vernon, my grandmother, Mr. Clayton, and yourself, are my world ; beyond it, and the love which I meet there, I know of no other love ; believe me, for I would not de- ceive you, dear Mrs. Clayton." Isabel was satisfied, and yet as she stooped to kiss Sybil's brow, she could not resist another appeal to the foolish child who had thrown away such an amount of positive good as the rejected hand of Leslie. " You had better let me call him back," she said. " No, wo," said Svbil more emphatically than before ; Vernon Grove. 235 while Isabel bade her good night laughingly, and left her alone once more. Disappointed in the result of Les- lie's suit, but satisfied that Sybil was heart-free, she left the sequel to time, and waited to consult Florence upon the next step which it was advisable for them to take. The conclusion that the friends eventually arrived at was, that Sybil, without being aware of it, was interested in Albert ; and as her conduct to him each day made sur- mise conviction, they rejoiced once more together that, though not far-sighted enough to foretell the termina- tion of their former plans, they could not now be mis- taken in their newly-raised hopes. CHAPTER XX. "On a sudden, through the glistening Leaves around a little stirred, Came a sound, a sense of music, whicn was rather felt tnan heard. Softly, finely, it inwound me From the world it shut me in Like a fountain falling round me, "WTiich with silver waters thin Clips a little marble Naiad, sitting smilingly within, "Whence the music came, who knoweth?" MRS. BROWNING. ALBERT LTNWOOD, previous to his acquaintance with Sybil, had only been a worshipper of art ; the rose on a fair woman's cheek w r as not to him an index of health, or an eye bright with intelligence an earnest of the mind within, they were merely regarded by him as fit subjects for his pencil ; and so absorbed had he been in his studio among his paintings, that the thought of love for any of the fair forms, which often looked in upon the rapt artist as his pictures grew upon the canvass, or for the habituees whom he met in the fascinating whirl of society never entered into his imagination. Life contained for him but three objects, all centring in the first, and they ranked thus : improvement in his profession until it had reached a point where fame would be a certain Vernon Grove. 237 reward, next Vernon's approbation, and lastly a return to Ins native land, crowned with honors. Tims the first evening that he saw Sybil, and the moonlight discovered to him her radiant loveliness, he felt the true artist-emotion of admiration for what was so singularly exquisite, nay more, he regarded her as some- tiling which was of greater consequence to himself, a model. In her fair hair he saw a realization of Titian's dreams of beauty, in her blue eyes the very shade which he had so nearly portrayed in her own picture, his Ideal. Then her " coloring," in artist's phrase, was so much like that which had been handed down from early times of art, and which the painters of the modern schools tried but in vain to copy, that he longed for his easel to take a new and perhaps successful lesson from nature ; and her form, so lithe, yet so firm and full, was a study in itself. But though Linwood's admiration was excited, his heart was not touched ; if a stray wave of hair escaped from its fastening and glittered like gold in the sunlight, he thought how easily with brush in hand he might make the circling rings enduring ; did the shadow of her dark lashes rest for a moment upon her glowing cheek, and did her face assume a thoughtful expression, at once in imagination he encircled it with a halo like another Madonna. In this absence of all heart-worship lay Sybil's uncon- scious trust of him, for had his voice breathed love or his eyes looked it, she would have shrunk back into herself frightened at the perfect confidence which she had reposed in him ; but as Vernon's friend, as her correspondent, as the familiar guest of her friends, Sybil gave herself up to the charm of his society, which 238 Vernon Grove. contained a fascination that few could resist. Soon however there came a change unperceived at first by her and almost unfelt by him, so like was it to the gradual coming of twilight over the sea, so silent in its approach, nor did he realize it until he discovered that there was a higher object in life than even rivalling the great masters in painting, and that so he gained it, content was he to spend an existence inglorious and void of ambition, and Sybil's smile was this rival to his art. As a flower opening to the sun he gave one by one every leaf into her keeping, and then his whole heart lay bare, all her own ; she was the light, the warmth, the sun that had given life to the flower upon which they had rested, and to him this new experience, this developing growth, was a blessed dream, more enthralling and absorbing than any of his old dreams of distinction and power. A fear that he should offend her, a desire to make himself acceptable to her in every way, were now his ruling passions, and a wish of hers, however simple or extravagant, if possibly attainable, was always attended to and gratified by her ever-watchful admirer. Daily, rare and beautiful flowers, arranged with all the know- ledge of an artist's combination of colors, graced her table ; music he brought her when fresh from the composer's hand ; exquisite plants and books, and all those little gifts which are too simple to be returned or refused by the most fastidious, and which were dictated by a perfectly refined taste and a thorough knowledge of the forms of society. One evening, the conversation taking a general turn at Mrs. Clayton's, music was discussed, its soothing or exciting influence, from the first lullaby sung to the Vernon Grove. 239 almost unconscious infant, to the stirring strains of a martial band. It was a wide field for one who was at home upon the subject, and soon all were listening to Albert as he touched upon different styles of music and the softening power which it had exercised upon man- kind, not forgetting the rude drums of barbarous nations, the harp and timbrel of the Scriptures, the wandering minstrels, the organ with its solemn appeal to w r hat was religious in our nature, the piano with its varied powers, the viol and its lively measure, and lastly night music sounding in the serenade beneath the window of some listening lady fair. Sybil's eyes grew brighter as she listened, and hers was the next voice that spoke. She always regretted, she said, that the days of chivalry had passed, and that she had not lived in the olden times, when through the casements of their " ladye loves" the gallant knights told of their affection in song, or a band of instrumental music came softly borne on the night air mingling in a sleeper's dreams. " You talk as though the fashion were obsolete," said Isabel, " when, in truth, serenading is as customary as ever; it did not die out with Blondel, nor yet with Shakspeare's enamored heroes, and though I cannot boast of a plumed chevalier, with guitar strung by a blue ribbon on his shoulder, pouring out his admiration in a love ditty, yet I have often had a modern serenade so beautiful in its perfect harmony of varied instruments that I have felt glad to be able to say that I belong to the present age rather than those which are past." " How delightful," said Sybil, " a serenade must be. It must appear like going to sleep soberly in this every- 240 Vernon Grove. day world, and awakening in fairy land to hear midnight music." That night Sybil slumbered in the sweet sleep of youth, that deep unconsciousness, that dreamless state which seldom comes to us after we have had struggles and sorrows, but at midnight she started from her couch trembling with delight, for just beneath her window a melody uprose, so sweet and exquisite in its every note, that she thought it must be the music of a dream. A first serenade ! What moment in a young maiden's life can compare with it ! What a feeling of pride and importance it gives her ; with what a timid, trembling hand a taper is lit ; how hastily and yet gracefully a shawl is thrown around her white-robed form : how her cheek flushes as she draws near the window and screens herself behind the protecting blind. Then how all personal feeling is forgotten in the cadence of sweet sounds ; how the white feet keep time to the melody, the lips murmur- ing the while inaudible thanks to the mysterious visitants who unseen minister to her pleasure. Ah, it is an expe- rience never to be forgotten, at least so thought Sybil as she listened with her whole soul to the midnight music. As she thus stood with heightened color, more brilliant because of the crimson curtains which lent a still deeper glow to her flushed cheeks, Isabel softly entered with her finger on her lip enjoining silence, and they listened together to the delightful strains. They were a contrast too striking, too beautiful to be passed unnoticed ; the one so brilliant and changeful, yet so lovely withal, with her restless eyes, quiet for a moment, and a smile upon her parted lips, every faculty, as it were, wide awake, and listening with her whole beino:; the Vernon Grove. 241 other in the shadow, softer, gentler, her eyes half-closed, her head resting upon her hand, and every limb in an almost statue-like repose, every sense dreaming, every emotion lulled into quiet by the harmony. A sudden silence changed them both, to Isabel it gave a voice, to Sybil an awakening from her delicious trance, while the footsteps of the performers died away in the distance. " Do you know to whom you owe this pleasure ?" said Isabel, " do you know to whose thoughtful interest you can trace your first serenade . ? " " It could scarcely have been for me," said Sybil, " or if it was, it must have- been performed by some invisible spirits of the air who heard my wish to-night." " You owe it to Albert, Sybil ; how kind he is, how he is ever planning for the lady of his thoughts happy surprises, unexpected delights." " He is indeed good, and thoughtful, and kind," answered Sybil. " It is the way that he tells his love, dear child," returned Isabel. Sybil blushed crimson, a blush of pleasure, Isabel thought, but it was one rather of pain to her to whom this revelation came. " Yes," said Isabel in answer to the blush, " it is love which dictates all that he does ; a love, which, when you come to return it in its full depth and purity, will make your happiness ; and which Richard will sanction with his whole heart, for you are both very dear to him, his little Sybil and his friend Albert." Sybil sat down ; her limbs would not sustain her; she felt suddenly cold and trembling. 11 242 Vernon Grove. " Tell him, tell Mr. Linwood," she began, she was going to say, " not to love me," when Isabel interrupted her with a kiss and hastened from the room. Sybil did not sleep after Isabel had left her, but kept vigil until the dawn. " What if Albert really loved her," she asked herself " as Leslie had ; Albert, Ver- non's friend ? What if he were to say to her, ' you can make my happiness or misery,' and if her answer were to be as before, 'it can never, never be,' how would Vernon regard her after her rejection of one he loved so well ? Sybil was bewildered ; she longed for a friend to whom to turn for advice and counsel but whom had she ? She was alone there though surrounded by human beings. With Isabel she could scarcely sympathize ; Clayton was too much immersed in business to give her any but a passing notice, and Florence too cold and for- bidding. To Vernon himself she might have applied, but he was too far off for any communication of so deli- cate a nature, and her aunt Mary, whom she knew, rather by what had been told her than by personal ac- quaintance with her character, to be kind and tender- hearted, too much a stranger to her to ask for her ad- vice. And so, like many another inexperienced girl, pressed hard by circumstances, mistaking fancy for the delicious ennobling feeling of love, trusting to do right, yet almost knowing that it was wrong, fluctuating daily, hourly in purpose ; in a moment, when there seemed to be no other refuge, no escape, with her heart far away from her words, and her lips colorless and quiver- ing she promised to be Albert Linwood's wife. But we are anticipating. Vernon Grove. 243 The morning after Sybil's ever-memorable serenade, Albert Linwood made his appearance at Mr. Clayton's at an e:\rly hour, and Sybil, frightened by what Isabel had told her, and thinking that a manner as cordial as hers had been, might give him encouragement, was silent, almost coldly so, during his visit. She politely, though in measured words, thanked him for the plea- sure that she had enjoyed, and then relapsed into that calm indifferent state which almost maddened Albert, and discovered to him how fervently he loved her, and how much he prized her smiles. Then Sybil seeing the anguish depicted in his face, felt that she had been pre- mature in treating him as if he had already declared himself, and in the effort to regain her former state of playful confidence, raised Albert's hopes once more, until a few whispered words of tenderness from him chilled her again into coldness. And again when he had taken leave of Isabel and approached Sybil, holding out his hand as usual for a parting pressure, she drew herself up almost haughtily, and appearing not to notice his out- stretched hand, passed from the room. Poor Sybil was a mystery to herself, she knew that Linwood must feel that her manner was cruelly capri- cious, she longed to fly away from the problem which distracted her, which was to find out just how to conduct herself towards Albert but that was not possible, her visit to Isabel was not over, and she felt with a troubled heart that while endeavoring to act aright, she met with a signal failure. After a few days of this trying state of things, like a river which has gradually swollen and at last impetuously overflowed its banks, Albert Linwood rushed madly 244 Vernon Grove. upon liis fate. He felt that he must know his destiny, he felt that anything was better than those sudden reac- tions from joy to despair and from despair back again to joy ; the better part of his nature was wearing away under the suffering which he endured, and like one who has staked his all upon a single issue, he told her of his love. Sybil Gray was not surprised at his declaration, nor did she feign ignorance of his sentiment ; she had ex- pected it, and she thought that all that remained for her to do, was to place her hand calmly in his with sisterly kindness and tell him that she would be his friend, sim- ply his friend, until life's history was over ; but passion- ately he arrested those cold measured utterances and stormed the citadel of her heart with protestations of his eternal constancy. He would wait patiently until she had learned to love him, he would be content even to love her without a return if she would promise to be his, trusting to his devotion to win her affections at last ; he would do all, be all for her sake ; if she required it he would relinquish his favorite occupation and live only in her presence ready to come and go at her bidding, he simply desired her not to say that word which would sever them for ever. And to the utterance of this mighty love Sybil lis- tened sadly ; it was a love which would have satisfied many a lonely yearning heart, but not Sybil's. There Avas still something wanting after all eloquence had been exhausted in its cause. Some men, too proud for pleading, would have been satisfied that the averted and emphatic, " I must not, cannot listen to you, I can give you no hope," were what Vernon Grove. 245 they really expressed, explicit denial, but to Albert, pride, where the winning of Sybil was concerned, was a forgotten thing ; he loved madly, he pursued madly, he would hope on until death or her marriage with another came between him and his one object in life. Sometimes such love is rewarded, sometimes patience and prayer bring to pass our wildest, most unreasona- ble desires, and in the meantime Linwood lived on hope. Isabel was an unwearied watcher in all that apper- tained to Sybil, and certainly was not idle in acting. She played her part systematically and well, seeing with her quick intelligent eyes something of the real state of things, and at last winning from Albert by her inter- est and sympathy his entire confidence. After every conference with her, he left her more cheerful, for she always gave him the hope that all would eventually be as he desired, and that such constancy and love would win its reward at last. But there was another who looked with stronger in- terest than Isabel upon the result, and it was after a long interview with her that Isabel wrote and despatched the following note to her brother : "How forlorn and lonely you must be, dear Richard, in your now- deserted home, how in need of some cheering words ! My hand can be stayed no longer from writing to you and giving you some general intelligence as to how we progress in this gay, busy, bustling world of ours. First, I must write of Sybil. She is enjoying herself as you must have anticipated, for how could such a happy hopeful nature as hers be pining and unsatisfied when we have laid ourselves out to plan pleasures and inventions for her enjoyment. I am proud of being the guardian of one so beautiful and admired as she is, nor am I less proud of the impression that she has made in society, and \ve all. as well as herself, unite in pleading with you for another month of ab- 246 Vernon Grove. sence for her. You will not be astonished when you think of her attractions, that I have a little secret to tell you concerning the dear child. It is this, that she has discarded, though against my will and advice, the best match in the city, a man altogether worthy of her, and one whom you yourself would have approved. She will tell you her reasons, I suppose, herself, as it is rather a difficult matu-r to treat of here. "My next subject must be your friend Albert Linwood. Tie men- tioned to me that he had written to you the day he returned, advising you of his arrival, with a promise of a speedy visit to Vernon Grove. This, for the present, is indefinitely postponed why, you will learn farther on. I must premise by saying that Linwood has great attrac- tions, is independent, handsome, and agreeable, with his European graces still lingering about him, and the charm of Italy in his eyes. We always welcome him gladly, first for your sake, and next for his own intrinsic merit. Now here is the reason why he has not hastened to see you. No sooner did he land upon his native shores than he became enamored of a charming young girl here, who it is thought smiles upon him in return, and he is so much in love that he cannot spare one moment from her side to visit you ; that will come in time, however, when his fate is decided. All he wants from you now is the sanction of your friendship to his love, and God speed to his heart's first wish, which I have no doubt you will give, and some day not far in the future, he hopes to introduce his bride to you. "You may like to hear something of your old friend Florence Percy. It seems to me, and all, that her whole nature is changed ; she is very beautiful in her quiet demeanor, for you must know that she has taken a dislike to society and lives in a very retired manner, and I am sure by many expressions that fall from her lips that she is pining to be once more in the country. ""Write through your amanuensis a few words to your loving "ISABEL." Vernon received the above epistle just in time to save him from a very melancholy fit of reverie, for each .y the absence of Sybil was becoming less bearable. His dark sunless world seemed more gloomy than ever, and Vernon Grove. 247 his old impatient mood was fast gaining an ascendency over him. But now that he was assured that she was well and happy, now that he had heard of her, and the dead blank of silence was broken, he felt more resigned, even though he knew that another month was to be added to her stay: other feelings influenced him too, which will be touched upon hereafter. His reply to Isabel's letter was as follows: " I have received your letter, dear Isabel, and feel grateful to you for the kindness which dictated your sending it to me. Anything which tells me of your welfare and Sybil's is welcome; keep her another month by all means if she desires it, but do not let your fasci- nations, or those of any one else, steal her heart entirely away from Vernon Grove. " As for Albert, God be thanked that he is at home again in safety. And so he wants my sympathy in a new cause it is early to ask it, lie has but so recently returned ; he must literally have fallen, as a bird falls into a snare, into love. I really thought that he was proof to all charms and spells but those of his beloved art. Nevertheless, though I am a little jealous, ranking myself as I have always done second in his affections, tell him that I congratulate him with my whole heart on the happy life which has opened upon him I say happy, because J know that he could never choose one unworthy of him, and that I do indeed bid him God speed. Nay more, say to her whom he would win, that no truer heart beats under heaven than his, and that one who is a brother to him in all things save blood, would with his most earnest counsel, nay with his last breath, if it were required, entreat her to reject him not. "Say to Sybil, that in her grandmother there is no change; my daily visit is paid to her as a mere form, for she does not recognize me at all ; repeat to her if any change should occur it shall be immedi- ately made known to her." These, with a few added words relating to Sybil, asking Isabel to spare no expense to gratify her tastes, 248 Vernon Grove. and toTsee that her wants were all supplied, were what Vernon's letter contained. The reception of it threw Isabel into an ecstacy of delight, and long and earnest was the conference of the friends upon the day of its arrival ; it was read, and re-read, and commented upon, and finally they concluded that fate must be leagued to assist them, so admirably did their plot progress. Sybil had obtained a promise from Albert to be silent upon the subject of his love, as it seemed to her impos- sible that the time would ever come when she could respond to it, but though he resolutely kept his word, even the most indifferent spectator w r ould have detected his admiration of her in his looks and acts. Not that they were obtrusive or annoying to her, for never was love more delicately expressed than in his deferential manner, and even Sybil was touched w r ith his devotion. If such a thing could be, she almost loved him, and often wondered w T hat prevented her returning his generous affection, for she acknowledged to herself that he was one who was eminently calculated to win the heart of the most fastidious of her sex, as much by his intellect as by the gifts which nature had bestowed upon him in many ways ; still she felt in her heart of hearts that he was not the magician who with his wand could lead her by his will, and she trembled for fear that the pity which is "akin to love" might conquer at last, and that an encouraging word on her part giving him some thread of hope might lead him to expect, eventually, to gain more of her favor. The time allotted to her visit had expired, and she looked confidently to her departure as a deliverance from her embarrassing situation ; she had fixed upon a day of return, and was making all Vernon Grove. 249 her preparations relative to it when Vernon's letter came. Isabel watched her opportunity and took the most favorable time for acquainting Sybil with its contents. The occasion she chose was just after Lin wood had brought to Sybil an exquisite plant, which he had been at some pains to procure, bearing it away from numerous other applicants, and she knew by her voice, which at once chid his extravagance, and the gratified smile that played over her face, that her heart was touched and softened by this new act of devotion. Sybil had retired to her own room for the night, bear- ing in her hands the precious exotic, and had placed it upon a stand, and was seated before it inhaling its delicious perfume and examining anew the extraordinary richness of its coloring, when Isabel entered and told her that she had just received a letter from her brother. Sybil's hand was extended to receive it, but Isabel told her playfully that brothers and sisters were supposed to have some secrets, and that although she could not part with the letter, she would gratify Sybil's natural desire to hear from Yernon Grove by reading her some portions of it. Then she read the part about her grandmother's health, and gravely added, in language like Vernon's, a desire of his that she should remain a month longer, as it was best for several reasons, and at last turned to that part which concerned Albert; here she unfalteringly proceeded in Vernon's exact words, from the joy which his arrival had given, on to his commendation of his friend, and lastly the charge to her whom he loved, art- fully giving Sybil to understand that Vernon knew that 11* 250 Vernon Grove. it was she, knew that Albert had chosen her from all others, and that nothing would gratify her guardian so much as that she should be his wife. A long silence followed Isabel's words, which fell deeper into her auditor's heart than even the former was aware. " And so he wishes it, he advises it ?" she said at last sadly, " he is tired of his little Sybil and would give her away to another." "That it is the first wish of his heart you cannot doubt," said Isabel. " The first wish of Mr. Vernon's heart !" A sigh which was almost like a groan followed the echo of Isabel's words. "Yes," answered Isabel, taking her hand and encir- cling her with her arm, " I mean that your welfare is Rich- ard's chief aim in life, for he feels to you as a brother, nay, almost as a father who desires to secure the happiness of his child. Look back upon the past and consider what he has been to you ; you owe him almost everything, he has petted you, watched over you, and often sacri- ficed his pleasures for yours, and even your slightest wish has been as a command to him." "I need no reminder of his unvarying kindness," an- swered Sybil, suddenly overcome with tears. "Then," continued Isabel, seeing the impression that her words made, "remember that it is no sacrifice he wishes you to incur; no terrible self-abnegation; he simply wants you to accept a fate which would bring joy to his heart and happiness to that of his best friend, a man who has everything to recommend him, position, wealth, which he has gained by his OAvn talents and in- dustry, beauty of person, gentleness and manliness. Vernon Grove. 251 Oh, Sybil, pause before you say another word, which might condemn the one to disappointment, the other to a life-long misery and exile from home." " What do you mean ?" asked Sybil, suddenly raising her tearful eyes and flushed face to Isabel's. " I mean," she answered, " that Albert Lin wood is reduced almost to despair ; the love which he has for you is more intense, more deeply rooted in his nature than the love which is common among men. I have but a while ago left him, and he tells me that he cannot en- dure this continued struggle, and that it must end in his avoiding your presence, not that he complained that it was your fault that you were not able to love him, but he only in broken voice deplored his fate, and said that as soon as he had seen Vernon, he would go as quickly as possible back to Europe, never to return here again." " And of course I shall be the cause," answered Sy- bil bitterly, " of separating two friends whose affection for each other is almost fabulous in its intensity. I shall be the one to deprive Mr. Vernon of the almost only comfort of his darkened existence ; because it is my fiat, Mr. Linwood will desert his friend !" "Such will be the case," answered Isabel gravely, " but at the same time you must remember that you can- al not help it ; you will only be the innocent cause of the separation ; but oh, Sybil, if by any possible casuistry to yourself you could overcome this strange repugnance, if you could reason yourself into loving Albert Linwood, do it, or if you will, only promise t