41 T5, B69 1 m 1 ^1 MmiBEEBnEmncK Browhe. THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES A Spray of Lilac Printed by BaLLANTYNE, HANSON AND Co. Londofi and Edinbursh A Spray of Lilac ^nd Other Voems and Songs BY MARIE HEDDERWICK BROWNE LONDON ISBISTER AND COMPANY Limited 15 & 16 TAVISTOCK STREET COVENT GARDEN 1892 Oh, lilac bloom ! strange that so slight a thing As thou is strong to roll away the stone From memory's grave, and set the dead past free To claim again brief kinship with its own. PREFATORY NOTE Most of the Poems contained in this volume have appeared during the past ten years, in '^Atalanta," "Chambers's Journal,'' "London Society," "Little Folks," "The Girl's Own Paper," and other serials. If an apology for venturing to offer them to the public in collected form be deemed necessary, I can only urge the plea of the poor but hospitable Dervish, " He is a generous host who freely giveth his best, be his best but clear water and a crust:' M. H. B. London, December 1892 Oif^^^,^P--i^ •> -.S'.- CONTENTS PAGE A SPRAY OF LILAC I IN AN OLD GARDEN 3 A mother's grief 5 A SUMMER MEMORY 8 UNSATISFIED H MY SONG 12 IN AN OLD CHURCHYARD I3 SECRETS 15 REVEALED — NOT SPOKEN 16 BURIED TREASURES I9 AFFINITY 20 "MY HOUSE IS LEFT UNTO ME DESOLATE" ... 21 AN OLD MAN'S DREAM 22 A SUMMER WOOING 24 WEE ELSIE 26 BIDE Wl' MITHER 28 CHILD ANGELS 30 MY LOVE OF LONG AGO 32 IN SUMMER TIME 34 TWIN-SISTERS 36 AT LAST . - 38 TRYSTING-TIME 4O BESIDE THE DEAD 4! HER FIRST SEASON 43 ANTICIPATED 46 WHEN THOU ART NEAR 47 A PORTRAIT 48 DOROTHY 49 DAFFODILS 5I THE BLACKBIRD 52 "WHOM THE GODS LOVE DIE YOUNG" .... 53 grannie's bairn 54 love's power 56 Vlll Contents A JUNE MEMORY . A MESSAGE . HER WINDOW SHATTERED HOPES HAND IN HAND . "AND FOR THE WEARY IN AN OLD ORCHARD BY THE SEA REGRET wae's me , the reason why down by the sea a venture water lilies the sentinel a love song AUTUMN A QUAKER MAID THE TIME, THE PLACE DAY DREAMS SONG OF THE SEASONS ONE SUMMER DAY THE INSCRUTABLE DELILAH A baby's grave . A child's FAVOURITE RICH OR POOR ? . dolly's GARDEN IN A DREAM-SHIP THE FLOWER-QUEEN'S A VETERAN . TO A BUTTERFLY WHEN AND WHERE WHEN LOVE IS YOUNG A CHARACTER SKETCH FRIENDS BED-TIME REST THE FALL BELOVED I'AGE 57 59 6i 62 64 65 67 68 69 70 71 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 93 95 96 96 100 lOI 102 104 V4 A SPRAY OF LILAC Pale cluster, thy faint perfume comes to me Laden with memories of long ago, And all the present dims as o'er my soul The waves of tender recollection flow. With Spring's young blood again my veins are thrilled, My hands are stretched to meet the comingjears, The world holds all the glory that it held Ere yet mine eyes had looked on it thro' tears. With deftest fingers fancy weaves once more Her fairy fabrics ; vast horizons glow With fires of promise, for behind their veils They hid rich treasures in that long-ago. A c/f spray of Lilac The subtle sweetness of the vanished days, The rapture of the old ecstatic bliss, All, all are mine, as once again I cling To ripe warm lips in love's first passion-kiss. The long delicious Summer slowly weaves For Autumn's brows a crown of living gold ; Sad Winter follows with his winding-sheet, For all the glory has grown grey and old. Oh, lilac bloom, strange that so slight a thing As thou, is strong to roll away the stone From memory's grave, and set the dead past free To claim yet once brief kinship with its own. IN AN OLD GARDEN Yellow roses, purple pansies, Tufts of heavy-headed stocks ; Either side the quaint old gateway Blazing, torch- like hollyhocks. Sweet peas tossing airy banners, Saintly lilies bending low. Daisies, powdering all the green sward With a shower of summer snow. Boxwood borders — yews fantastic — Wallflowers that with every sigh Spill such scent that e'en the brown bees, Reel with rapture wandering by. In an Old Qarden And the pear trees, long arms stretching O'er the sunny gable wall, Scarce can hold their ruddy nurslings Ripening where the warm beams fall. Oh, the ecstasy of living ! How it thrills my life to-day ! I can almost hear the flower-bells Tinkle where my footsteps stray ! In a garden God first placed man, There first woke Love's magic thrill ; And methinks a breath of Eden Clings to earth's old gardens still A MOTHER'S GRIEF To a great wide city all alone, Long, long ago went our baby queen — No name but hers on the white headstone, That gleams to the moon from its mound of green ! None of her own did welcome her there — Not a grain of kindred dust doth wave In the flowers that out of the tears of despair Have arched a rainbow over her grave. Out from the shelter of loving arms, Out from the warmth of a mother's breast, Heedless of darkness and night's alarms. On to the silent city she pressed To take her place 'mong the mighty throng That people its myriad streets. Ah, me ! I felt my God had done me a >vrong, When He loosened love's cords and set her free ! \7 lace That hangs, like a bridal veil, over the face Of a shy wee window, whose panes glint through A network of creepers, like eyes of blue. I needs must stand below, below, And see them high and higher go Till their lips are kissing the lattice sill, And their tendrils toy at their own sweet will With the casement, so full of tender charms Since her shadow has lain within its arms. SHATTERED HOPES This morn upon the birken tree The mavis carolled blithe and free ; But — ah, his song was not for me ! Each wild note of his glad refrain Pierced like an arrow thro' my brain ; I could have cursed him for his strain. I saw the sunshine and the flowers, Each proof of a Creator's powers ; Yet dull and hateful were the hours. I cannot weep — the fever dries The tears within my burning eyes — The past before my vision flies. Shattered Hops 63 Once more I feel his deep-drawn kiss ; Once more my being thrills with bliss ; Once more I melt with tenderness. I hear the trembling words that hung Deep fraught with passion on his tongue, Till heart and soul with pain are wrung. All nature smiles— and yet to-day In memory's grave I've laid away My idol that has turned to clay. HAND IN HAND Hand in hand through the flow'ry ways Went Dora and I in the bygone days ; A wee girl she, her boy lover I, Ready to fight for her and die. Hand in hand through this vale of tears Went Dora and I in the after-years ; She was my wife and her husband I Ready to fight for her and die. Hand in hand to the very last As her dear eyes dimmed, and her spirit passed ; An angel is she,— alone am I Ready, O, God ! and I cannot die. ''AND FOR THE WEARY, REST" Of all God's precious promises The sweetest and the best Is, that to weary laden ones Who come, He giveth resf. 'Tis not of glad Hosannas And streets of shining gold We think so much when we are sick And sorrowful and old. Ah ! there are times we feel too sad To contemplate the joy, The great and glorious themes of heaven That angel-minds employ. E 66 "