Ex Libris C. K. OGDEN THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES LADY DE ROTHSCHILD , ^/s/r/y //' ■ //<>///■>' //f/s/ ,y '!>/th. Begun second part of William George (known as 1 Ideal ') Ward's Life. Interesting, as he was such an original and strong personality. It seems extraordinary that he should have gone over to the Faith which requires such com- plete submission of intellect and will. What an ex- traordinary and logical intellect he had ! How much humour and fun in his daily life. Aston Clinton, Sunday, °Z%nd. Have finished ' Ward ' and am reading with great pleasure Lowell's Letters. They are full of poetry and the love of nature, delight- fully expressed ; he has much fun too, but I do not think his humour equal to his serious moods and poetic instinct ; he had also a kind and loving heart. November 1st. I have been reading some of Bacon's Essays and his 'Life.' I delight in his grand Elizabethan style, which pre- sents so well his stately poetic thoughts. Alas ! why were his acts not always as fine and noble as his writings ! December 1st. 73 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 'To My Old Yew Tree*. (By L. de R.) t 4 Welcome, far-branching, sturdy old Yew Tree, Through many years an unchanged friend to me In summer days from blinding glare and heat, Beneath your shade I find a sheltered seat. In winter's gloom, when others"' stems are bare, Your green boughs whispering, wave their banners fair, On which can happ'ly feast dim eyes like mine, Reading unwritten tales of " Auld Lang Syne." December 4>th. 1894. I am reading two volumes of hitherto unpublished Letters of Walter Scott. Full of interest — making one still more intimately acquainted with the fine character and affectionate, lively nature of the great author. Aston Clinton, January 1th. I have begun Stanley's 'Life.' and am delighted with it. What a beautiful charac- ter ! so truthful, tolerant, devoted, affectionate, simple and modest ; he reminds me, in many respects, of my nephew, Claude Montefiore. January 25th. Just finished Lady Granville's Letters. Very amusing, chatty writing and pleasant reading. March %$.nd. * The old yew tree standing in the grounds at Aston Clinton, facing the windows of the drawing-room where my mother always sat. 74 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Reading the Duke of Marlborough's 'Life.' By Lord Wolseley. Lord Clive. By Sir Charles Wilson. I do not know about personal morality, but certainly political morality and conduct in general are very different in the nineteenth to what they were in the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries. 4 Un petit malheur, c'est presque un bonheur ; les petits malheurs vainquent les grands."' — Victor Hugo. Yesterday I went with Constance to pay Mr. Glad- stone a visit on Dollis Hill. It was a strange, fine, some- what sad picture to see the old venerable statesman lying on a seat shaded by trees on the picturesque lawn, looking well and cheerful, with the hope of soon being able to see to write again. In the meantime talking with his extraordinary enthusiasm and vigour of Homer's genius, of Japanese talents, and of the hundred thousand uses which can be made of paper. Was there ever such a versatile mind ? July %nd. Reading ' The Message of Israel.' Extremely interesting and clever, but also rather dis- turbing and upsetting. In these pages the Bible assumes a new position and explanations which strike out quite a novel view of its various authors. Compari- son between Spartans and Israelites — Lycurgus and Moses. September. 75 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Rhoda Broughton* left us this morning after spend- ing two days here : I find her no less bright and amusing than when last I saw her. The Pleasaunce, Overstrand, September 14th. Reading with much pleasure a little book : Rus- kin's 'Letters to a College Friend.' ' The object of all art is not to inform, but to suggest, not to add to the knowledge, but to kindle the imagina- tion. To put plain text into rhyme and make it easy ; not so to write a passage which every time it is remem- bered shall suggest a new train of thought, a new subject of delighted dream. It is the mystic secrecy of beauty which is the seal of the highest art, which only opens itself to close observation and long study. -1 October. Wrinkles are the frontlets that Time puts between our e} 7 es to remind us of fleeting years and coming death. L. de R. — October. Reading Froude's ' Erasmus.' October With. The poor Tsarf died yesterday. How well I remem- ber his stalwart form and good-natured face, when he was shooting here more than twenty years ago. Finished James Payn's amusing pages of auto- biography or rather ' Memories ' as he calls thorn. November 2nd. * Author of 'Cometh up as a Flower,' 'Nancy,' and other novels. t The Tsar, Alexander III., when Czarevitch, accompanied by the Duke of Edinburgh, visited my parents at Aston Clinton n 1874. 76 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Beading Mrs. Augustus Craven's 'Life.' A brilliant, clever, excellent, truly religious, though per- haps rather a narrow-minded woman in matters of Faith. Her thoughts, letters, and friends, extremely interesting. ' Cest par Pesprit que Ton s'amuse, c'est par le coeur iju'on ne s'ennuie pas.' — Madame Swetchine. December. ' That sweetest music — the praises of a friend. 1 Maria Edgeworth. ' She did not keep me in the ante-chamber of her mind, but let me go into the boudoir at once. 1 Maria Edgeworth. 'Tring, Wing, and Ivinghoe, Old Hampden did forego, For striking the Black Prince a blow. 1 4 Called on Mrs. Humphry Ward to-day. Found her, as ever, very pleasant and sympathetic. Talked over Mrs. Augustus Craven and Miss Edgeworth, &c, &c/ December Tiih. 'The one or two immortal lights Rise slowly up into the sky To shine there everlastingly. 1 Matthew Arnold. 1895. ' Les bons intentions ne sont pour rien dans les ouvrages de TEsprit. 1 — Madame de Stael. January. ' On ne se detache jamais sans douleur. 1 — Pascal. 77 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Beading ' Life and Letters ' of Dean Church. Very interesting. * All passes with the passing of the days, All but great Death. Death, the one thing that is Which passes not with passings of the day. 1 Finished ' Dean Church.' Reading ' History of the English Novel,' by Walter Raleigh. Reading ' Grote.' Vol. 4. Chapter 31. Vol. 5. Chapter 45. Vol. 8. Chapters 67, 68. January 20th. ' For manners are not idle, but the fruit Of loyal nature and of noble mind.'' Guinevere. April lOtk. ' His honour rooted in dishonour stood, And faith unfaithful kept him falsely true/ Elaine. Reading Tennyson's ' Idylls of the King,' which I had half forgotten. How beautiful they are in their purity, passion, and pathos ! Much interested in Jusserand's 'Literary History of the English People.' . .. Reading Coleridge's Letters. M fi , 78 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Reading Dean Church's Letters. Sensible, affectionate, tolerant ! Warmed by his intense love of Nature ; but after Coleridge's extraordinary effusions, they seem rather cold and commonplace. Reading ' Degeneration.' A great deal of truth in the author's severe and some- times amusing criticisms ; but is he not occasionally wanting so much in sympathy with views, ideas and aspirations foreign to his own disposition and character, that he becomes unfair and unjust ? ' So for the Mother's sake the child was dear, And dearer for the mother was the child.' (Much admired by Lamb.) Coleridge. Reading 'The Life of E. A. Freeman,' by Stephens. The Rise of Wellington. By Lord Roberts. May. Continuing 'Freeman.' He is too one-sided and intolerant. June. Read Queen Victoria's 'Life,' by Mrs. Fawcett. A difficult task, extremely well executed. July. ' The scythe of Time has a blunt as well as a keen edge, and has as much power to heal as to wound.' September 16th. ' Alas ! what a city of the dead is the human heart ; why go to the cemeteries ? let us open our reminiscences, how many tombs ! ' — Flaubert. ' On se tire del'avenir comme des mauvais chemins— on ne voit personne demeurer au milieu.' Madame de Sevigne. 79 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' Tous les details sont admirables quand l'amitie est a un certain point. 1 4 Dare a great thing : the thing thou triest Lifts thy straining mind ; Though thou mayst not reach the highest, Something high thoult find. 1 From the German by John Stuart Blackie. * Angels holy, high or lowly, Sing the praises of the Lord. Earth and sky, all living nature, Man, the stamp of thy Creator, Praise ye, praise ye God the Lord. 1 J. S. Blackie. * On the deep sea's brim, In beauty quite excelling, White and tight and trim, Stands my lady's dwelling. Stainless is the door With shiny polish glowing: A little plot before With pinks and sweet peas growing. When a widow weeps, She with her is weeping; When a sorrow sleeps She doth watch its sleeping ; When the sky is bright With one sole taint of sadness, Let her heave in sight, And all is turned to gladness.' Miss Henrietta Bird. 80 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' The sun gives light and heat ; light for knowledge, heat for love. 1 ' There is truth as well as beauty in that old con- ception which finds the Divine rather in gentleness than in violence. 1 — Walker. 'In all primitive languages and cosmogonies the moon takes its name from a root which signifies the "measurer, 11 while the sun is the "bright or shining one. 11 Lang. In primitive languages the moon appears as male and the sun as female in the older mythologies, which is still maintained in modern German. ' God's in His Heaven, All's right with the world. 1 Pippa Passes : Browning. ' Love thou thy land with love far brought, From out the storied past and used, Within the present, but transferred Thro 1 future time by power of thought. 1 Tennyson. ' Creeds pass, rites change, no altar standeth whole, Yet we her memory, as she prayed will keep, Keep by this life in God and union there. 1 * Matthew Arnold. * The two last lines are on my dear mother's last resting-place. 81 G LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Aubrey de Vere asked Tennyson whether he were a Conservative. ' I believe in progress,' said Tennyson, ' and I would conserve the hopes of man. 1 ' Falling with the weight of cares Upon the great worlds altar stairs, That slope through darkness up to God/ Tennyson. ' Le bruit est pour le fat, la plainte pour le sot. L'honnete hounne trompe, s'eloigne et ne dit mot." 'To have known him, to have loved him, to have had a place in his regard is a part of our life's unalter- able good." 1 — G. R.* on Matthew Arnold. Reading ' Life of Blackie.' What a clever, original, energetic individual, always hard at work on serious subjects, yet full of fun, song, and humanity ! Just commenced ' Human Origins,' by Laing. Not only interesting, but till now it seems to me that it emphasises one's ignorance upon the origin of man. Aston Clinton, October 20th. Reading dear Matthew Arnold's Letters. Thev are delightful to me, and must give great pleasure to all who knew him well, recalling so vividly the affectionate, modest, simple nature of the man ; but the poet and the charming prose-writer is not so vividly portrayed in these pages. Sunday, October 2,4th. The Right Honourable George Russell. 82 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Reading passages from Tennyson and Browning, I am also getting slowly through the somewhat painful pages of Haydon's Life. December 18th. Reading Macaulay's 'Life.' What an extraordinary memory and what a wonderful untiring industry ! How terribly idle these delightful passages make one feel ! December \§th. Finished this morning Macaulay's 'Life.' What a happy life and death ! What a contrast to that of poor Haydon's ! December 9.2nd. Reading three volumes of Haydon's ' Life.' Becoming more interested in it. Christmas Day. 1896. Reading with great pleasure and admiration my nephew Claude's* ' Bible for Home Reading.' Full of beautiful thoughts ; a real picture of his truth- ful, kind, and religious spirit, but doubtless he will shock the very orthodox. May 30th. ' Dieu a donne le Pretre au monde, la charge du pretre est de donner le monde a Dieu. 1 — Bourget. Read with pleasure and interest ' The Life and Letters of Oliver Wendell Holmes ' ; and also with interest and amusement 'Travel and Talk,' by the Rev. H. R. Haweis. London, January 96th. * Mr. C. G. Montefiore. 83 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' Truth in closest words will fail, While truth embodied in a tale Will enter in at open doors. 1 Tennyson. ' Truth for ever on the scaffold, wrong for ever on the throne, Yet that scaffold sways the future, and behind the door unknown Standeth God within the shadow, keeping watch above His own. 1 Lowell. ' For acuteness and valour the Greek, For excessive pride the Roman, For dulness the creeping Saxon, For beauty and amorousness the Gaidhill. 1 Old Irish Poem. ' L'illusion et la sagesse reunies sont le charme de la vie et de Tart. 1 — Joubert. ' Yes, I am proud, I must be proud to see Men not afraid of God, afraid of me ; Safe from the bar, the pulpit and the throne, But touched and scared by ridicule alone. 1 PorE. ' When the wine goes in the man, Then the wit goes in the can. 1 4 Whosoever is not actively kind is cruel. 1 — Ruskin. ' A righteous man studies his beast. 1 Saying of a Rabbi. ' Shake an ass and go — Chacun a son gout. 1 84 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Youth cannot return : there are no birds, says the Spanish proverb, in last year's nest. ' Love or friendship is only Fegoisme a deux.' ' II n'y a dans la vie que deux ou trois realites, et Pamitie en est une. 1 — Victor Hugo. Charles Lamb used to call himself 'a matter of fiction man.' ' Oh, the little more, and how much it is, And the little less, and what worlds away. 1 * Home : word so full of tenderness, a sound that is so often sad because it hath been sweet. 1 — John Nichol. ' But my soul from out that shadow which lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted nevermore. 1 i Memory, the only fountain of perpetual youth. 1 Lord Bowen. 'The Hebrews were right in having no present tense in their grammar ; the present is so fugitive, only the past and the future seem permanent. 1 Longfellow, in a letter to Nichol. 4 We are such stuff as dreams are made of, and our little life Is rounded with a sleep. 1 — The Tempest. i That time of life thou mayst in me behold When yellow leaves or few or none do hang Upon those boughs that shake against the cold Bare ruined choirs where late the sweet birds sang. Shakespeare. 85 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 'The word advice changed from the French avis. The French avis was the Latin advisum — from ad, to, and visum, seen. Mon avis, my at sight or my view. L'avenir, the future, that which is to come, ce qui est a venir. 1 — Max Muller. ' Painting and sculpture being forbidden for Israel, those who vividly realised the unseen harmonies of things, and felt within themselves a power coercing them to give their thoughts vivid expression, were forced to throw all their passion into psalms or pro- phecies. The literature of the Psalms and the Prophets represents the arts as well as the religion of Israel. 1 — Abbott, The Spirit on the Waters. 1897. Almond-tree, called the wakeful tree in Hebrew, because it is the first to wake from the sleep of winter. 4 Never let a day pass without making some one happy." 1 — Sydney Smith. 4 True poetry is the remembrance of youth, of love, the embodiment in words of the happiest and holiest moments of life, of the noblest thoughts of man, of the greatest deeds of the past. Neither is the element of pleasure to be excluded. For when we substitute a higher pleasure for a lower one, we raise men in the scale of existence. 1 — Jowett. ' Utilitarianism is condemned by Jowett mainly because it destroys the ideal meaning of such words as truth, justice, honesty, &c. — words which have a LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. simple meaning and have become sacred to us, the words of God written in the human heart. ' In the future all things like the stars in heaven will shed their light on one another.'' — Jowett. ' Le malheur est fait d'envie, quiconque admire de tout son cceur n'envie pas. Le malheur est fait de regrets, en admirant on oublie ; de rancunes, en admi- rant on pardonne ; de doutes, en admirant on croft. 1 Article on Ruskin by Robert de la Sizeranne. Philosophy has been denned as the home-coming of the soul. ' Our sensibilities are so acute, The fear of being silent makes us mute.' Poets Laureate. Davenant, Dryden, under Charles II. and James II. Shadwell under William III. Tate under Queen Anne. Colley Cibber under George II., called by Pope the King of Dunces. Johnson wrote of him : ' Great George's acts let tuneful Cibber sing, For nature formed the poet for the King. 1 Whitehead, Warton, George II. Pye, Southey, Words- worth, George III. Queen Victoria : Tennyson, Alfred Austen ! ! Both Wordsworth and Tennyson borrowed their court dress from Rogers. ' Religion does not consist in the knowledge and belief even of fundamental truths ; no, education and religion consist mainly in our being brought by them to a certain temper and behaviour. 1 — Butler. 87 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 'Now if we are to be brought to a temper and behaviour, our affections must be engaged and a force of beauty or of sentiment is requisite for engaging them. 1 Matthew Arnold. ' Les sauvages sont Fantiquite moderne, La vie est un devoir. 1 — Joubert. ' Things are what they are, and the consequences of them will be what they will be ; why then should we desire to be deceived ? 1 — Butler. ' The maker of bows was termed a bowyer, of arrows a fietcher (fleche) frequently met as surnames. Yew in ancient British signifies existent and enduring, having the same root as Jehovah. 1 ' The whole scene of man's visible life, no longer the mere vestibule of an invisible futurity, has a worth and dignity of its own which philosophy delights to honour and only fanaticism can despise.' — J. Martineau. ' By fits the Lady Ash With twinkling fingers swept her yellow keys. 1 Tennyson. ' In 1716, two women were hanged for witchcraft : in 1736, penal statutes against witchcraft were repealed.' Matthew Arnold. ' In this vale of Time, the hills of Time often shut out the mountains of Eternity.' ' Till each man find his own in all men's good And all men work in noble brotherhood.' Tennyson. 88 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' Le coeur a ses saisons que la raison ne connait pas.' Ren an. ' Memories of books, memories of places, they should be our jewels, our garden of delight.' — Miss Clough. ' Take the little pleasures of life, watch the sunsets and the clouds, the shadows in the streets, and the misty light over our great cities, these bring jov by the way and thankfulness to our heavenly Father.' Miss Clough. 1897. Reading Jowett's 'Life.' Very interesting ; full of interesting thoughts. April 16th. Reading Countess Potocki's • Memoirs.' Gossipy, but amusing notes. Napoleon figures among them with many well-known characters. Aston Clinton, June 16th. Sixty years ago, about this time of day, I was waiting with my dear sister, Charlotte, at a window in St. James's Street to see the young Queen drive in her State Glass Coach down to Westminster Abbey to be crowned, and to-day here I am alone, with Elfie,* look- ing out of my window at Grosvenor Place, to see the crowds coming down to see the aged Queen. The guns are firing, and soon the thrilling scene will commence. I wish I could have witnessed it, but I do not feel * Elfie, a tiny Yorkshire terrier, my mother's constant com- panion. 89 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. equal to the fatigue of the ceremony Every- thing passed off brilliantly, and not a hitch or a contretemps ; of course the elements were propitious till the Queen had left London So ends the great London Jubilee, and to-morrow I hope the sun will shine on Portsmouth for the great Naval Review. June 22nd. Yesterday, the Prince of Wales* drove here from Tring, with Emmy (Lady Rothschild), Lady Randolph Churchill, and Lord Peel, f It was a sort of Rip Van Winkle visit. I felt very stupid and half inclined to cry. H.R.H. was extremely amiable, simple, and good- natured, often alluding to his pleasing visit here 24* years ago. Of course I find him much changed, grown from a young man to a middle-aged one, but in expres- sion rather improved than otherwise. Aston Clinton, October 9,5th. Reading Tennyson's ' Life,' with great interest and pleasure. October 21th. Much regret having come to the end of Tennyson's Life ; have read few books that interested and en- grossed me so much ; and now I am reading In Memoriam. November 8th. Reading Renan's 'Life' and 'The House of Blackwood.' * King Edward VII. t Viscount Peel, well known for many years as Speaker in the House of Commons. 90 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 1898. 4 La douleur lui echappe comme son plaisir. 1 Joubert. * II est impossible que Voltaire contente, et im- possible qu'il ne plaise pas. 1 — Joubert. 'Il faut faire du bien lorsqu'on le peut et faire plaisir a toute heure, car a toute heure on le peut. 1 Joubert. ' Il serait difficile de vivre meprise et vertueux, nous avons besoin de support. 1 — Joubert. ' Qui n'a pas Tesprit de son age De son age a tout le malheur. 1 Voltaire. ' Toujours occupe des devoirs des autres, jamais des siens, helas ! — Joubert. 1 * I sometimes do believe and sometimes do not, As those that fear they hope, and hope they fear." As You Like It. Timocracy — first stage in the downward progress when reason sinks to a lower level. Oligarchy — when appetite becomes dominant love of wealth. Democracy — a war of appetites. Tyranny — despotism of the lowest appetites, the least compatible with the common life of society. The tyrant is the exact counterpart of the philosopher The philosophic king is at one with everybody and everything around him. The tyrant, his personality 91 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. concentrated in one single dominant passion, is abso- lutely alone — he is the enemy of his own better self, of the human kind, of God. Lectures on Plato's ' Republic ' by Nettleship. ' Certainly it is heaven upon earth to have a man's mind move in charity, rest in Providence, and turn upon the poles of truth. 1 — Bacon. Giordano Bruno died at the stake in Rome in 1600. ' O give no waye to griefe But let beliefe Of mutual love This wonder to the vulgar prove That bodies not we move. 1 Pembroke. ' Qu'est ce qifune grande vie ? Une pensee de la jeunesse executee par Page mur. 1 — Alfred de Vigny. The Universal Register became The Times in 1788. Walter remained editor and proprietor till 1810, when Stoddart became editor, succeeded bv Barnes, 1817, succeeded by Delane in 1841. The Annals of Agriculture set up in 1788 by Arthur Young, received contributions from Ralph Robinson, Farmer of Windsor, and who was George III. ' Der Augenblick ist Ewigkeit 1 (Goethe), so let us make the best use of der Augenblick, and not be always thinking of the past or the future. Wanhope — old English for despair. 92 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' Passing through a valley of weeping they make it a place of springs ' (eighty-ninth Psalm) ; that is what kind hearts do. ' He prayeth best who loveth best All things both great and small. ' Coleridge. ' Never to blend our pleasures to our pride With sorrow to the meanest thing that lives." 1 Wordsworth. The Prussian royal family were the Burgraves of Nuremberg, and the Emperor gave them Brandenburg, the province where Berlin now stands, in the year of the battle of Agincourt. 'Tis a great point in a gallery how you hang pictures, and no less in society how you seat your party. -1 — Emerson. ' Quand mes amis sont borgnes je les regarde le profil.* 1 JOUBERT. ' I am afraid of trusting myself far from home at this season of the year, as one can be sick and cross nowhere so comfortably as at home.' — Dr. Burney, 1791. I quite agree. — 1898, L. R ' For there was never yet fair woman but she made mouths in a glass. 1 — The Fool in ' King Lear.' Yesterday morning at five o'clock, the great states- man passed away. All England is grieving for our Gladstone.* Aston Clinton, May 20th. * The Right Honourable W. E. Gladstone, four times Premier, born 1809, died 1898. 93 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Gladstone's Funeral. — I came up on the 26th, and found London dark and sad, as befitted the City mourning her great Statesman. May %8th. Paid Watts a visit. Delighted with the great artist, his noble works, and his gentle wife. Claude's* portrait a marvellous likeness and magni- ficent painting! How delightful for Watts and for England that age should have no chilling, hurtful effect upon the brain, hand, or eye of the aged artist. Jtme 9&th. ' So obsequious is the vain woman to fashion, that she would be ready to be reconciled even to virtue with all its faults if she had her dancing-master's word that it was practised at Court. 1 — Letters of Lord Halifax to his daughter. Lord Halifax born 1633. ' A light wind blew from the gates of the sun, And waves of shadow went over the wheat.' Tennyson. ' The river is green and runneth slow ; We cannot tell what it saith, It keepeth its secrets down below, And so doth death.' — Faber. * O Lord ! where shall I find Thee ? All hidden and exalted in Thy place ; And where shall I not find Thee ? Full of Thy glory is the infinite space. 1 Halevy. * Mr. C. G. Montefiore. 94 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' Glory, 1 says Robertson, ' to intellect and genius, but glory to gentleness and patience. 1 4 Truth is perilous in proportion as it is not spoken in love. 1 — Manning. ' Arguments are the pillars of sermons, illustrations are the stained-glass windows. 1 — Fuller. ' Flowers laugh before Thee on their beds, And fragrance in Thy footing treads; Thou dost preserve the stars from wrong And the most ancient heavens through Thee are fresh and strong. 1 — Wordsworth. ' What good is like to this ? To do worthy the writing, and to write worthy the reading and the world's delight. 1 Daniels' dedication to Sidney's ' Angel Spirit.'' 1899. * Our foster-nurse of nature is repose. 1 — King Lear. ' Her voice was very soft, Gentle and low, an excellent thing in woman. 1 k Age cannot wither her nor custom stale Her infinite variety.' — Antony and Cleopatra. ' For his bounty There was no winter in it, and autumn 'twas That grew the more by reaping.' Antony and Cleopatra. 4 One touch of nature makes the whole world kin. 1 Troilus and Cressida. 95 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' We have made peace With no less honour to me.' Coriolanus. ' The green leaves quiver with the cooling wind, And make a chequer'd shadow on the ground.' Titus Andronicus. There was a Roman inland road from Clausentum, a small shipping-place on Southampton Waters, now called Bitterne, to Winchester. ' What a mania you have for improving everything about you ; could you not spare a little of this reform- ing energy upon yourself ? ' Companions of my Solitude, Arthur Helps. ' La force des choses 1 is only another word for ' La faiblesse des homines."' — Quoted btj Mallet. Ameer — the origin of admiral. ' Labour, so far as it is true and sanctionable by the Supreme Worker and World-founder, may claim brotherhood with labour ; the great work and the little are alike definable as an extricating of the true from its imprisonment amid the false. 1 Carlyle, Letter to Sir Robert Peel, 1846. ' Horace says, "Where words abound sense is thinly spread, as trees over-charged with leaves bear little fruit." * — Letter of Lady Mary Wortley Montagu. ' The past is always secure. 1 — Horace Greeley. ' So use present pleasures that thou spoilest not future ones. 1 — Sexeca. 96 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' As when a painter poring on a face Divinely, through all hindrancies finds the man Behind it, and so paints him that his face, The shape and colour of a mind and life, Lives for his children, even at its Best.' Watts' 1 ideal put into verse by Tennyson. ' A little grave is mine beneath the Yew, And in the Heavens a soul that God doth save ; To me is given sweet rosemary and rue, A little grave. Yet, not to sorrow is my heart a slave, For Love and Death keep a soft wee face in view, And one hope makes my broken spirit brave, For it is not here the life that is most true, The life that breaks not like an ocean wave ; And yet I love, as God's earth loves the dew, A little grave.' Reading Stevenson's Letters, with great interest. Aston Clinton, February 25th. Boer War. — Spent a pleasant couple of hours collect- ing money for the wives and children of our fighting soldiers and sailors ; I was received most amiably by all the inmates of the cottages in Halton village,* who seemed pleased to see me and to respond to my request. Finished Stevenson's delightful Letters, and read- ing 'The Newcomes,' by Thackeray. * A very picturesque village in Buckinghamshire, belonging to my cousin Alfred de Rothschild. 97 H LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Also finished reading Sir A. West's* ' Recollec- tions.' Pleasantly written — some parts very interesting. December 11th. A pleasant little visit last week from the two Miss Cholmondeleys,+ Mr. Asquith,J and Mr. Haldane. § Christmas Day. 1900. Thk first piece of really good news from the war — Kimberley relieved by French. February. Cronje capitulated with all his force on the 25th. This morning came the welcome, happy news of the relief of Ladysmith. London, March 1st. ' It is almost a definition of a gentleman to say, he is one who never inflicts pain."' — Cardinal Newman. 'Leave out the adjectives and let the nouns do the fighting.' 1 — Emerson. Reading Rosebery's 'Napoleon: The Last Phase.' How sad and dull must those last years have been after such an eventful, dashing, brilliant life, to the prisoner watching the fall of the Empire he had raised ! The two last chapters particularly well written and interesting. * The Right Honourable Sir Algernon West, G.C.B., late Chairman of Board of Inland Revenue, and formerly Secretary to Mr. Gladstone. f Mary and Victoria Cholmondeley. Mary Cholmondeley. author of Red Pottage, and other novels. X The Prime Minister. § Viscount Haldane, Secretary of State for War, President of the Army Council. 98 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Commenced John Morley's* ' Oliver Cromwell.' Enjoying the pleasant, inspiriting company of John Morley's Oliver CromweU. I admire his [John Morley's] large-minded toleration towards all sides of party and of politics and all shades of religion and theology. Just read a most interesting article in the Nineteenth Century, by Max Miiller, on 4 Religion in China. 1 How sad to think that we shall hear no more words from that distinguished author ! November \Qth. 1901. A pleasant little party stayed here during the last days of the year and century : dear Annie Ritchie, t reminding us of old days ; Mary and Victoria Cholmondeley, Dr. \ and Mrs. Woods, Augustus Hare, § Colonel Collins, || Sir Algernon West, and Mr. Benson. !i Aston Clinton, January 1st. What a terrible change has taken place sinee I last wrote, after our pleasant little party had just broken up. The dear Queen departed, the reign of Victoria ended, that of Edward VII. commenced. * Viscount Morley of Blackburn, Lord President of the Council. t Lady Ritchie, daughter of Mr. Thackeray. t The present Master of the Temple. § Author of many books : Walks in Rome, Walks in London and Two Noble Lives. || The late Lieut.-Col. Collins, for many years equerry to- H.R.H. Princess Louise, Duchess of Argyll. IT E. F. Benson, author of many amusing novels. 99 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Several notabilities have also departed : Brooke Lambert,* Mr. Haweis,f our friend Frederick MyersJ — a melancholy commencement of the year and century. February 3rd. Reading nothing very interesting, though some good articles in the magazines, and rather amused with Gray's ' Letters."' March 6th. Just finished an amusing volume containing the Correspondence of: Madame, The Princess Palatine, Madame Adelaide de Savoie, Duchesse de Bourgogne, Madame de Maintenon. They give one a curious idea of the customs that prevailed at the French Court during the latter part of the reign of Louis XIV. March 18th. Commenced ' Life and Letters of Phillips Brooks.' Too long, but very interesting. He died at the early age of 57. Religious, broad-minded and gifted, with a kindly nature and happy sparkling humour. March 20th. Heading • The Letters and Life of the Countess Granville.' Composed of extracts from books, letters and Bible texts, chiefly from the Old Testament. May 8th. * The Rev. Brooke Lambert, well known for his philanthropic work, a Broad Churchman, Rector of South Lambeth. t The Rev. H. R. Haweis, a most original preacher, also author. J Frederick W. H. Myers, a distinguished writer in prose and poetry ; deeply interested in Psychical Research. 100 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Beading with much pleasure Herbert Paul's* ' Men and Letters.' Much instruction given in a vigorous, racy and amusing style. May Mth. 1902. Peace declared 1st June.f June 3rd. 1903. ' The hour of need Shows the friend indeed.'' — Ennius. Finished reading 'Isabella D'Este.' Very interesting, though in parts rather exhaustive. ' Dickens taught us the duty of gaiety, and the religion of mirth. 1 — Lord Dufferix. June. Finished reading John Morley's 'Life of Glad- stone.' A great biography, and how great a man ! ' . . . . Nature hath assigned Two sovereign remedies for human grief : Religion, surest, firmest, first and best, Strength to the weak and to the wounded balm ; And strenuous action next. 1 November 26th. * Now one of the Civil Service Commissioners, author of A History of Modern England, Life of J. A. Fronde, Stray Leaves, §;c. t End of the Boer War. 101 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 1904. The soul's dark cottage, battered and decayed, Lets in new light through chinks that Time has made.' 1 ' O ! never Star Was lost here but It rose afar." But beauty in Nature is not ultimate ; it is a herald of inward and eternal beauty : it must stand as a part and not as yet the last or highest expression of the final course of Nature/ — Emerson. 'Great talents are the finest peacemakers.' — Goethe. July 12th. 4 Wanted, or forgot, The last and greatest art, The art to blot.' — Pope on Dry den. ( )x preaching : — ' As never sure of preaching again, And as a dying man to dying men. 1 Baxter. ' Learn to write slow, and other graces will follow in their proper places/ October. 1905. ' Not Heaven itself upon the past has power ; That which has been, has been, and I have had my hour.'' Dryden. Reading Lord Granville's 'Life,' and Lucas's ' Life of Charles Lamb.' November. ' Dessiner, c'est parler aux yeux, et parler c'est peindre a foreiHe. 1 — Joubert 102 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. 1906. Yesterday, Thursday, 11th, I had a terrible shock. My darling Elfie,* loved for her own sake as well as for dear Ferdie's, met her tragic fate — cruelly, though of course accidentally. I shall miss my dear little pet constantly, for she was generally my constant, sweet companion ; never a bore, but always ready to respond to a word or caress. O ! my darling ! how lonely many of my days and evenings will be with- out you ! January 12th. Monday. — My darling Elfie is to be put in her last resting-place under the big yew-tree to-day. How I do and shall miss her — that constant little friend. Alas ! alas ! to know that I shall never see her again ! January 15th. This morning polling for Mid-Bucks — great excite- ment. I shall be very sorry if Walterf is not re-elected, but my feelings are quite personal on this occasion, my political views being just the contrary. January 25th. This morning Walter was elected M.P. for Mid- Bucks, by a majority of 1212 votes. January 26th. * The little Yorkshire terrier, given to my mother by a very favourite nephew— B'erdinand de Rothschild, M.P. for Mid-Bucks., a man of great intellectual distinction. Died December, 1 898. His sister Alice was devotedly attached to my mother, who warmly reciprocated her affection. t The Hon. Walter Rothschild, eldest son of my mother's nephew, Lord Rothschild, well known for his great knowledge of Natural History and for the beautiful museum that he built in the town of Tring, Herts., on his father's property. 103 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' He who studies the Law without spreading it, 1 says the Talmud, ' is like unto the myrtle in the desert. 1 Nearly nineteen centuries ago Joseph us wrote : ' Our principal care of all is this, to educate our children well.' ' By the breath from the mouth of school-children the world is sustained.' — Rabbi Eleazer Ben Shamna. ' The quest of knowledge in old age is like drawing on sand ; in youth, like engraving on stone. 1 ' Je comprends le rire, j'ai horreur de la grimace. 1 Doudan. Reading with great pleasure the interesting ' Life and Letters of Canon Ainger.' ' A life of mere laughter is like music without a bass, or a picture conceived of vague unmitigated light, whereas the occasional melancholy, like those grand rich colour- ings of old Rembrandt, produce an incomparable effect and a very great relief. 1 Reading now 'Essays and Lectures.' By Canon Ainger. ' To Him my spirit I consign, Asleep, awake, I will not fear ; My body, too, I will resign, And dread no evil — God is near." Adox Olam. — An old Hebrew Hymn. 1907. 'The true wealth of a nation is finally and ulti- mately the number of happy human beings which com- pose it. 1 — Oliver Lodge. January. 104 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. ' But Babylonia had almost nothing to teach Israel ethically, and it was from ethical sources within herself that her Monotheism immediately arose. 1 — Old Testa- ment Criticism, from the ' Jewish Quarterly Review? February. Burns's Lines about resisting Temptation. ' Then gently scan your brother, Man, Still gentlier sister, Woman ; Tho' they may gang a kennin wrang, To step aside is human : One point must still be greatly dark : The moving, why they do it, And just as lamely can you mark How far perhaps they rue it. * * *- * Who made the heart, 'tis He alone Decidedly can try us : He knows each chord, its various tone, Each spring, its various bias : Then at the balance let's be mute, We never can adjust it ; What's done we partly may compute, But know not what's resisted. December. 105 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. A DREAM.* 1884. I had been reading old letters from old friends ; some of those whose words were written in half-obliterated characters on time-soiled paper, were still alive ; others, alas ! had passed away. One letter, full of kindness masked in funny jokes, made my heart more heavy than the others, for that laughter-loving friend had gone but a few short years ago to the distant unseen shore, and had left the world a darker, sadder, duller place to me. And though I knew the contents of that letter so well I read it over and over again till my eyes ached, perhaps from poring over the crabbed writing, perhaps from other causes ; however, I put the letters carefully back into the box in which I kept them, a sort of holy of holies to me, and looked out upon the quiet landscape, at that moment tenderly lighted by the last rays of the setting sun. Before me stretched cornfields and pasture-lands, whilst here and there a group of trees told darkly against the pale rose and orange tints of the summer sky. At a little distance, from the midst of a cluster of red-roof cottages, rose the grey square tower of the * This beautiful little Phantasy was written by ray mother to commemorate the opening of a village Hall built by her in Aston Clinton to the memory of my dear father, Sir Anthony de Roths- child, who died, January 1876, and called The Anthony Hall. 106 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. village church. It was a scene I had looked on for many a year, that I knew as it were by heart, and yet it always presented itself in some new aspect. On that evening the picture was gentle, soft, and sad, and, as I gazed upon it, I mused upon that dear friend's words whose letter I had last been reading. By degrees, almost imperceptibly, the scene changed ; figures appeared, I heard familiar voices, and — I had fallen asleep and was dreaming. What a strange dream it was ! though, like most dreams, it seemed to me quite natural. I was sitting in my own room, with many of my village neighbours around me. They all looked grave, and spoke in hushed tones of the death of the very friend I had been mourning. Rather to my disgust, they began discussing his will. ' Listen, 1 said one of the company and he then read aloud, ' To my dear friends and neighbours I bequeath a legacy, which I trust will be a boon to you all — men and women, boys and girls, and little children of this village — a boon, however, only so far as you make it one for yourselves. You must decide whether it will prove a useful, or a vain — nay, even a hurtful gift. Look, and you will find it in the Fir-grove Dell. 1 ' What can it be ? 1 exclaimed the whole party. ' Maybe a round sum of money, 1 said old Martin, ' which will bring a blessing or a curse, according as we spend it. ' Na, na ; I fancy it's an organ for the church, 1 cried Barnes, our village musician: ( he was mighty fond of music, and often said 'twas wanted. 1 ' Perhaps it's a swimming-bath, 1 ejaculated young 107 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Jack Forster ; ' that would answer the description, too, for it might do us a world of good, or take us out of the world altogether." 1 ' And / think it is a library, 1 said our intellectual shoemaker, ' which it will depend upon ourselves to use or to neglect. 1 ' I should not be surprised if it were a clock for the tower yonder, 1 ci'ied John Evans, our silversmith and watchmaker. ' I trust it may be a drinking-fountain, 1 exclaimed a staunch teetotaler ; ' of course we might even spoil that gift, as the gentleman says, if we mixed the pure water with spirits. ' I hope it is a sugar-loaf! ' piped out a little treble voice, ' which would make us sick, you know, if we eat too much of it. 1 ' Why not go at once to the Fir-grove Dell, instead of staying here making stupid guesses? 1 said the matter-of-fact grocer, who had made no guesses at all ; and then I saw them all move on, and I followed to the dell. Ah, me ! it was his favourite haunt, and I foolishly wondered in my foolish dream what I should find there. Well, among the branches of the tall fir- trees appeared a bit of red here and a dark beam there, and when we got into the grove, instead of the empty grass sward, we found a rustic building with a high- pitched roof and gabled windows. The door, sheltered by a porch, stood open, and slowly and silently we entered a large, bright, airy room, with a platform at one end and some plain but not uncomfortable-looking benches, otherwise nothing. 108 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. Carefully we peered around, and then turned with faces blank as the walls to each other. ' What are we to do here ? 1 ' What is this for ? ' was exclaimed with a sigh of disappointment by the lover of music, the projector of the swimming-bath, the teetotaler, the bookworm, and the fond anticipator of gigantic sweets. * I don't see what use this empty room will be to us unless we turn it into a barn, 1 said Farmer Jones. ' Or a storehouse for goods, 1 said the grocer : ' it seems well built, and would keep the tea and sugar dry. 1 Murmurs of discontent followed those observations, and even in my dream I thought of the kind heart of the donor of the building and felt hurt and distressed. But suddenly my attention was diverted from the complaints of my companions to the change which had taken place on the pale grey walls. These were no longer of one monotonous tint, but adorned with large life-sized pictures : one picture represented long tables covered with fruit, flowers, and vegetables, evidently a village show of the good and beautiful things which care and industry may help to produce. In another, groups of children were playing at games, while through the windows one saw the snowflakes falling on the wintry ground. Another picture was composed of a crowd of people listening to some musical performers playing on various instruments, whilst in an adjoining painting men and women were singing themselves, and I was strangely thrilled by the harmonious voices, now loud and stirring, now gentle and pathetic, that rang through the hall. 109 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. In one of the painted scenes a man was earnestly discoursing to eager groups of listeners, and in another a party of women were busily plying their needles, whilst a lady, sitting at the head of their table, seemed to be presiding over their work, and raising happy smiles on many a careworn face. There were other pictures in this strange gallery, but I turned from them attracted by a scroll which was now slowly unfolding itself under one of the large win- dows, and from it I read aloud the following words : — ' Dear friends I have built this hall for you, but you must complete the work I have only begun. The stones and bricks have been skilfully placed together, but you must give it the vivifying breath of life. Into these walls you must bring kind, loving hearts, bright intellects, active and attentive brains. Then only, and thanks to you, will this hall be able to fulfil its aim, that of giving recreation to the weary toiler, instruction and amusement to the young, of offering music, poetry, and good words to all, to inspire you with good thoughts, and help you to lead good and useful lives. 'The followers of all creeds and parties will be equally free to enter here, but their bitterness and intolerance must be left at the door. Here the Non- conformist will occasionally lecture to the Churchman, who, in his turn, will be listened to with respectful attention by the Dissenter. The teetotaler will be allowed— nay, requested — to preach temperance here, but those who differ from him will not be refused a hearing, and friendly discussions will be invited. Freedom of speech, tempered by sympathy for the feelings of others 110 LADY DE ROTHSCHILD. and a spirit of devout reverence, must find their home and preside over all your gatherings in the hall of the Fir-grove DeW As I finished reading these words on the scroll, I turned to see what effect they had produced on my companions, but one and all had vanished. The pic- tures grew indistinct, the walls became transparent, showing the dark fir-trees behind them ; in another instant their branches encircled again the empty space where the strange building had stood, and I awoke. My dream had only lasted a few minutes, but it left a vivid impression on my mind. ' Yes, dear, departed spirit,' I murmured to myself, as I gazed wistfully towards the now dimly-lighted Fir-gi'ove Dell, ' the love and kindness that had such deep root in your warm heart and made you find your own pleasure in brighten- ing the lives of young and old shall, if God will, go on bearing fruit in this village you loved so well. 1 And I resolved on that very evening that my dream should one day become a reality, thus reversing the usual order of things, for how often do realities become dreams ? L. DE R. Ill London: strangeways, printers. University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. D Of Form L'A 5 65, K7'i 3 1158 00217 40( ^SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY AA 000 406 560