Please U^9%^1^ J.U.: 1 3 1153 D1D^73^7 D GAYLORD RG A SON OF THE FOREST. i A XATP/E :\fISSIO>:^ARY OF THE PEQUOT TiUBE ■ OF INDIAKS. A SON OP THE FOREST, ^^"^ ■9.C \ THE EXPERIENCE OF WILLIAM APES, NATIVE OF THE FOREST. WRITTEN BY HIMSELF. Second Edition, Revised and Corrected. NEW-YORK : PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR. G. F. Bunce, Printer. 1831. iSoUTHERN DiSTlftcT OF NeW»Y6rK, SS T S "R^ ^'^ REMEMBERED, That on the twen» ' J> ty-fifth day of Jury, A. D. 1829, in the fifty- third year of the Independence of the United States of America, William Apes of the said District, hath depo- sited in this oifice the title of a book, the right whereof he claims as author, in the words following, to wit : "A Son of the Forest. The experience of William Apes, a Native of the Forest. Written by himself. In conformity to the Act of Congress of the United States, entitled "An Act for the encouragement of Learning, by securing the copies of Maps, Charts and Books, to the authors and proprietors of such copies, during the time therein mentioned.'' And also to an Act, entitled " An Ac4, supplementary to an Act, enti- tled an A6t for the encouragementiof Learning, by se- curing the copies of Maps, Charts and Books, to the authors and proprietors of such copies, during the times therein mentioned, and extending the benefits thereof to the arts of designing, engraving, andetching historical and other prints.'' FRED. J. BETTS, Clerk of the Southern Du>trkt of New- Yoxk^ PREFACE. In offering to the public, a second edition of this work, the Author cannot but testify his gratitude for the hberal patronage bestow- ed upon the first edition — notwithstanding the many disadvantages under which it ap- peared. The present edition is greatly im- proved; as well in the printing, as in the arrangement of the work, and the style in which it is written. The first edition, was hurried through the press, in consequence of which, many inaccuracies occurred. It has been carefully revised, those parts which some persons deemed objectionable, have been stricken out ; and in its improved form, it is now submitted to the public, with the earnest prayer of the author, that it may be rendered a lasting blessing to every one who may give it even a cursory perusal. A SON OF THE FOREST. CHAPTER L William Apes, the author of the follow- ing narrative, was born in the town of Cole- reign, Massachusetts, on the thirty-first of January, in the year of our Lord seventeen hundred and ninety-eight. My grandfather was a white man, and married a female at- tached to the royal family of Philip, king of the Pequod tribe of Indians, so well known in that part of American history, which relates to the wars between the whites and the na- tives. My grandmother was, if I am not misinformed, the king's granddaughter, and a fair and beautiful woman. This statement is given not with a view of appearing great, in the estimation of others — what I would ask, is royal blood — the blood of a king is no better than that of the subject— we are in fact but one family ; we are all the descend- ants of one great progenitor — Adam. I would not boast of my extraction, as I con- sider myself nothing more than a worm of the earth. I have given the above account of my origin^ 8 A SON OF THE FOREST. with the simple view of narrating the truth as I have received it ; and under the settled con- viction that I must render an account at the last day, to the sovereign Judge of all men, for every word contained in this little book. As the story of King Philip, is perhaps generally known, and consequently the histo- ry of the Pequod tribe, over whom he reigned ; it will suffice to say, that he was overcome by treachery, and the goodly heritage occupied by this once happy, powerful, yet peaceful people, was possessed in the process of time, by their avowed enemies the whites, vrho had been welcomed to their land in that spirit of kindness, so peculiar to the red-men of the woods. But the violation of their inherent rights, by those to whom they had extended the hand of friendship, was not the only act of injustice which this oppressed and afflicted nation, was called to suffer at the hands of their white neighbours — alas ! they were sub- ject to a more intense and heart-corroding affliction, that of having their daughters clai- med by the conquerers, and however much subsequent efforts were made to sooth their sorrows, in this particular, they considered the glory of their nation as having departed. (See Appendix.) From what I have already stated, it will appear that my father was of mixed blood ; his father being a white man, and his mother A SON OF THE FOREST. . t? a native, or in other words, a red wOman. — On attaining a sufficient age to act for himself, be joined the Pequod tribe, to which he was maternally connected. He was well received, and in a short time afterwai'ds, married a fe- male of the tribe, in whose veins a single drop of the white man's blood never flowed. Not long after his marriage, he removed to what was then called the back settlements, direct- ing his course first to the west, and after- wards to the north-east, where he pitched his tent in the woods of a town called Col- reign, near the Connecticut river, in the state of Massachusetts. In this, the place of my birth, he continued some time, and afterwards removed to Colchester, New-London county, Connecticut. At the latter place, our little family lived for nearly three years in compa- rative comfort. Circumstances however changed with us, as with many other people, in consequence of which, I was taken together with my two brothers and sisters into my grandfather's family. — One of my uncles dwelt in the same hut. Now my grand parents, were not the best people in the world — like all others, who are wedded to the beastly vice ofintemperance, they would drink to excess whenever they could procure rum, and as usual in such cases, when under the influence of liquor, tl>ey would not only quarrel and fight with each other, but would at times, turn upon their |0 A SON OP THE FOREST. unofTending grand children, and beat them in a most cruel manner. It makes me shudder even at this this time, to think how frequent, and how great have been our sufferings in consequence of tlie introduction of this "cur- sed stuff" into our family — and I could wish, in the sincerity of my soul, that it were ban- ished from our land. Our fare was of the poorest kind, and even of this we had not enough — our clothing also was of the worst description : literally speaking, we were clothed with rags, so far only as rags would suffice to cover our naked- ness. We were always contented and happy to get a cold potatoe for our dinner — of this at times we were denied, and many a night have we gone supperless to rest, if stretching our limbs on a bundle of straw, without any covering against the weather, may be called rest. Truly we were in a most deplorable condition. Too young to obtain subsistence for ourselves, by the labour of our hands, and our wants almost totally disregarded by those who should have made every exertion to supply them. Some of our white neighbours however took pity on us, and measurably ad- ministered to our wants, by bringing us fro- zen milk, with which we were glad to satisfy the calls of hunger. We lived in this way for some time, suffering both from cold and hunger. Once in particular, I remember A SON OF Tiate FOREST. ll tliat when it rained very hard, my grandmo- ther put us all down cellar, and when we complained of cold and hunger, she unfeel- ingly bid us dance and thereby warm our- selves — ^butwe had no food of any kind; and one of my sisters, almost died of hunger. — Poor dear girl she was quite overcome. — Young as I was, my very heart bled for her. I merely relate this circumstance, without any embellishment or exaggeration, to show the reader how we were treated. The intensity of our sufferings I cannot tell. Happily we did not continue in this very deplorable condition for a great length of time. Pro- vidence smiled on us, but in a particular manner. Our parents quarrelled, parted and went off to a great distance, leaving their helpless children to the care of their grand parents. We lived at this time in an old house, divi- ded into two apartments — one of which was occupied by my uncle. Shortly after my fa- ther left us, my grandmother, who had been out among the whites, returned in a state of intoxication, and without any provocation whatever on my part, began to belabour me most unmercifully with a club ; she asked me if I hated her, and I very innocently an- swered in the affirmative as I did not then know what the word meant, and thought all the while that I was answering aright; and so she continued asking me the same ques- 1^ A SON OF THE FOKEST. tiDii, and I as often answered her in the same way, whereupon she continued beating me, by which means one of my arms was broken in three different places. I was then only four years of age, and consequently could not take care of, or defend myself — and I was equally unable to seek safety in flight. But my uncle who lived in the other part of the house, being alarmed for my safety, came down to take me away, when my grandfather made towards him with a fire-brand, but very fortunately he succeeded in rescuing me, and thus saved my life, for had he not come at the time he did, I would most certainly have been killed. My grand parents who acted in this unfeeling and cruel manner, were by my mo- ther's side — those by my father's side, were christians, lived and died happy in the love of God ; and if I continue faithful in impro- ving that measure of grace, with which God hath blessed me, I expect to meet them in a world of unmingled and ceaseless joys. But to return '. — The next morning when it was discovered that I had been most dangerously injured, my uncle determined to make the whites ac- quainted with my condition. He accord- ingly went to a Mr. Furman, the person who had occasionally furnished us with milk, and tlie good man came immediately to see me. He found me dreadfully beaten, and A SON OF THE FOREST. 13 the Other children in a state of absolute suf- fering; and as he was extremely anxious thai something should be done for our relief, he applied to the selectmen of the town in our behalf, who after duly considering the ap- plication, adjudged that we should be sev- erally taken and bound out. Being en- tirely disabled in consequence of the wounds I had received, I was supported at the ex- pense of the town for about twelve months. When the selectmen were called in, they ordered me to be carried to Mr. Furman's — where I received the attention of two sur- geons. Some considerable time elapsed be- fore my arm w as set, which was consequent-? ly very sore, and during this painful operas tion I scarcely murmured. Now this dear man and family were sad on my account. Mrs. Furman was a kind, benevolent and tender hearted lady — from her I received the best possible care : had it been other- wise I believe that I could not have lived. It pleased God however to support me. The great patience that I manifested I at- tribute mainly to my improved situation. Before, I was almost always naked, or cold, or hungry — now, I was comfortable with the exception of my wounds. In view of this treatment, I presume that the reader will exclaim, '' what savages your grand parents were to treat unoffend- 2 14 A SON OF THE FOREST. ing, helpkis children in this cruel manner.'* But this cruel and unnatural conduct was the effect of some cause. I attribute it in a great measure to the whites, inasmuch as they introduced among my coutrymen, that bane of comfort and happiness, ardent spir- its — seduced them into a love of it, and when under its unhappy influence, wronged them out of their lawful possessions — that land, where reposed the ashes of their sires; and not only so, but they committed violence of the most revolting kind upon the persons of the female portion of the tribe, who pre- vious to the introduction among them of the arts, and vices, and debaucheries of the whites, were as unoffending and happy as they roamed over their goodly possessions, as any people on whom the sun of heaven ever shown. The consequence was, that they were scattered abroad. Now many of them were seen reeling about intoxicated with liquor, neglecting to provide for themselves and families, who before were assiduously engaged in supplying the necessities of those depending on them for support. I do not make this statement in order to justify those who had treated me so unkindly, but simply to shew, that inasmuch as I was thus treated only when they were under the influence of spiritous liquor, that the whites were justly chargeable with at least some portion of my sufferings. A SON OF THE FOREST. 15 After I had been nursed for about twelve months, I had so far recovered that it was deemed expedient to bind me out, until I should attain the age of twenty^one years. Mr. Furman the person with whom the se- lectmen had placed me was a poor man, a cooper by trade, and obtained his living by the labour of his hands. As I was only five years old, he at first thought that his cir- cumstances would not justify him in keeping me, as it would be some considerable time before I could render him much service. But such was the attachment of the family towards me, that he came to the conclusion to keep me until I was of age, and he fur- ther agreed to give me so much instruction as would enable me to read and write. Ac- cordingly, when I attained my sixth year, I was sent to school, and continued for six successive winters — during this time I learn- ed to read and write, though not so well as I could have wished. This was all the instruction of the kind I ever received — Small and imperfect as was the amount of the knowledge I obtained, yet in view of the advantages I have thus derived, I bless God for it. i6 A SON 0%' THE POKEST* CHAPTER II. I believe that it is assumed as a fact among divines, that the Spirit of divine truth, in the boundless diversity of its operations, visits the mind of every intelligent being, born into the world — but the time when, is only fully known to the Almighty and the soul which is the object of the Holy Spirit's en- lightening influence. It is also conceded on all hands, that the Spirit of Truth operates on different minds, in a variety of ways — but always with the design of convincing man of sin and of a judgment to come. And oh ! that men would regard their real interests and yield to the illuminating influ- ences of the Spirit of God — then wretched- Hess and misery would abound no longer, but every thing of the kind give place, to the pure principles of peace, godliness, brotherly kindness, meekness, charity and love. These graces are spontaneously pro- duced in the human heart, and are exempli- fied in the christian deportment of every soul under the mellowing and sanctifying influ- ences of the Spirit of God. They are the peaceable fruits of a meek and quiet spirit. The perverseness of maji in this respect, is one of the great and conclusive proofs of his apostacy, and of the rebellious inclination A SON OP THE FOEEST. 17 of his unsanctified heart to the will and wis- dom of his Creator and his judge. I have heard a great deal said respecting infants feeling as it were the operations of the Holy Spirit on their minds, impressing them with a sense of their wickedness and the ne- cessity of a preparation for a future state. Children at a very early age manifest in a strong degree two of the evil passions of our nature — anger and jpride. We need not won- der, therefore, that persons in early life, feel good impressions ; indeed, it is a fact too well established to admit of doubt or contro- versy, that many children have manifested a strength of intellect far above their years, and have given ample evidence of a good work of grace manifest by the influence of the Spirit of God in their young and tender minds. But this is perhaps attributable to the care and attention bestowed upon them. If constant and judicious means are used to impress upon their young and suscepti- ble minds, sentiments of truth, virtue, mo- rality, and religion, and these efforts are sus- tained by a corresponding practice on the part of parents or those who strive to make these early impressions, we may rationally trust that as their young minds expand, they will be led to act upon the wholesome prin- ciples they have received — and that at a very early period these good impressions will be 2* is A SON OF THE FOREST. moi'e indelibly engraved on their hearts by the co-operating influences of that Spirit, who in the days of his glorious incarnation, said, " suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them notj for of sUch is the kingdom of heaven." But to my experience, and the reader knows full well that experience is the best schoolmaster : for, what we have expe- rienced, that we know, and all the world cannot possibly beat it out of us. I well re- member the conversation that took place between Mrs. Furman and myself when I was about six years of age, she was attached to the Baptist church, and was esteemed as a Very pious woman. Of this I have not the shadow of a doubt, as her whole course of conduct was upright and exemplary. On this occasion, she spoke to"^ me respecting a future state of existence, and told me that I might die, and enter upon it, to which I replied that I was too young — that old people only died. But she assured me that I was not too young, and in order to convince me of the truth of the observation, she referred me to the grave yard, where many younger and smaller persons than myself were laid to moulder in the earth. I had of course nothing to say — but, notwithstanding, I could not fully comprehend the nature of death, and the meaning of a future state, yet I (eli A SON OF THE FOREST. 19 ah indescribable sensation pass through my frame, I trembled and was sore afraid, and for some time endeavoured to hide myself from the destroying monster, but I could find no place of refuge. The conversation and pious admonitions of this good lady made a lasting impression upon my mind. At times, however, this impression appeared to be wearing away — then again I would become thoughtful, make serious inquiries, and seem anxious to know something more certain re- specting myself, and that state of existence beyond the grave, in which I was instructed to believe. About this time I was taken to meeting in order to hear the word of God, and receive instruction in divine thinsrs. This was the first time I had ever entered a house of worship, and instead of attending to what the minister said, I was employed in gazing about the house, or playing with the unruly boys, with whom I was seated in the gallery. On my return home, Mr. Furman, who had been apprised of my conduct, told me that I had acted very wrong. He did not however stop here. He went on to tell me how I ought to behave in church, and to this very day I bless God for such wholesome and timely instruction. In this particular I was not slow to learn, as 1 do not remember that I have from that day to this, misbehaved in the house of God. 20 A SON OF THE FOREST. It may not be improper to remark in this place, that a vast proportion of the miscon- duct of yomig people in church, is chargea- ble to their parents and guardians. It is to be feared that there are too many professing christians who feel satisfied if their children or those under their care enter on a sabbath day within the walls of the sanctuary, without reference to their conduct while there. I would have such persons seriously ask them- selves whether they think they discharge the duties obligatory on them by the relation in which they stand to their Maker, as well as those committed to their care, by so much negligence on their part. The christian feels it a duty imposed on him to conduct his children to the house of God. But he rests not here. He must have an eye over them, and if they act well, approve and encourage them ; if otherwise, point out to them their error, and persuade them to observe a dis- creet and exemplary course of conduct while in church. After a while I became very fond of at- tending on the word of God — then again I would meet the enemy of my soul, who would strive to lead me away, and in many instances he was but too successful, and to this day I remember that nothing scarcely grieved me so much, when my mind had been thus petted, than to be called by a A SON OF THE FOREST. ^ nick name. If I was spoken to in the spirit of kindness, I would be instantly disarmed of my stubborness, and ready to perform any thing required of me. I know of nothing so trying to a child as to be repeatedly called by an improper name. I thought it disgraceful to be called an Indian ; it was considered as a slur upon an oppressed and scattered nation, and I have often been led to inquire where the whites received this word, which they so often threw as an op- probrious epithet at the sons of the for- est. I could not find it in the bible, and therefore concluded, that it was a word im- ported for the special purpose of degrading us. At other times I thought it was derived from the term in-gen-uity. But the proper term which ought to be applied to our nation, to distinguish it from the rest of the human family, is that of " Natives^^ — and I humbly conceive that the natives of this country are the only people under heaven who have a just title to the name, inasmuch as we are the only people who retain the original com- plexion of our father Adam* Notwith- standing my thoughts on this matter, so completely was I weaned from the interests and affections of my brethren, that a mere threat of being sent away among the Indians into the dreary woods, had a much better effect in making me obedient to the com- mands of my superiors, than any corporea! 32 A SON OF THE FOREST. punishment that they ever inflicted. I had received a lesson in the unnatural treatment of my own relations, which could not be effaced; and I thought that if those who should have loved and protected me, treated me with such unkindness, surely I had no reason to expect mercy or favour at the hands of those who knew me in no other re- lation than that of a cast-off member of the tribe. A threat, of the kind alluded to, invariably produced obedience on my part, so far as I understood the nature of the command. I cannot perhaps give a better idea of the dread which prevaded my mind on seeing -v' any of my brethren of the forest, than by re- lating the following occurence. One day several of the family went into the woods to ga- ther berries, taking me with them. We had not been out long before we fell in with a com- pany of white females, on the same errand — their complexion was, to say the least, as darlc as that of the natives. This circum- stance filled my mind with terror, and I broke from the party with my utmost speed, and I could not muster courage enough to look behind until I had reg^ched home. By this time my imagination had pictured out a tale of blood, and as soon as I regained breath suflicient to answer the questions which my master asked, I informed him that we had met a body of the natives in the A SON OF THE FOREST^. 23 woods, but what had become of the party I couid not tell. Notwithstanding the manifest incredibility of my tale of terror, Mr. Fur- man was agitated ; my very appearance was sufficient to convince him that I had been terrified by something, and summoning the remainder of the family, he sallied out in quest of the absent party, whom he found searching for me among the bushes. The whole mystery was soon unravelled. It may be proper for me here to remark, that the great fear I entertained of my brethren, was occasioned by the many stories I had heard of their cruelty towards the whites — how they were in the habit of killing and scalping men, women and children. But the whites did not tell me that they were in a great majority of instances the aggressors — that they had imbrued their hands in the life blood of my brethren, driven them from their once peaceful and happy homes — that they introduced among them the fatal and exter- minating diseases of civilized life. If the whites had told me how cruel they had been to the " poor Indian," I should have appre- hended as much harm from them. Shortly after this occurrence I relapsed into my former bad habits — was fond of the company of the boys, and in a short time lost in a great measure that spirit of obedi- ence which had made me the favourite of 24 A SON OF THE FOREST. my mistress. I was easily led astray, and, once in particular, I was induced by a boy, ^my senior by five or six years) to assist him in his depredations on a water melon patch belonging to one of the neighbours. But we were found out, and my companion in wickedness led me deeper in sin, by per- suading me to deny the crime laid to our charge. I obeyed liim to the very letter, and when accused, flatly denied knowing any thing of the matter. The boasted cour^ age of the boy, however, began to fail as soon as he saw danger thicken, and he con- fessed it as strongly as he had denied it. The man from whom we had pillaged the melons threatened to send us to Newgate, but he relented. The story shortly after- ward reached the ears of the good Mrs. Furman, who talked seriously to me about it. She told me that I could be sent to prison for it — that I had done wrong, and gave me a great deal of wholesome advice. This had a much better effect than forty floggings — it sunk so deep into my mind that the impression can never be effaced. 1 now went on without difficulty for a few months, when I was assailed by fresh and un- expected troubles. One of the girls belong- ing to the house had taken some ofience at me, and declared she would be revenged. The better to effect this end, she told Mr. A SON OF THE FOEEST. 25 Furman that I had not only threatened to kill her, but had actually pursued her with a knife, whereupon he came to the place where I was working and began to whip me severely. I could not tell for what. I told him I had done no harm, to which he re- plied, "I will learn you, you Indian dog, how to chase people with a knife.*' I told hira I had not, but he would not believe me, and continued to whip me for a long while. But the poor man soon found out his error, as after he had flogged me, he un- dertook to investigate the matter, when to his amazement he discovered it was nothing but fiction, as all the children assured him that I did no such thing. He regretted be- ing so hasty — but I saw wherein the great difficulty consisted, if I had not denied the melon aflair, he would have believed me, but as I had uttered an untruth about that, it was natural for him to think that the person who will tell one lie, will not scruple at two. For a lone: while after this circumstance transpired, I did not associate with my com- panions. 96 A SON OF THE FOREST. CHAPTER III. About the time that I had attained my eighth year a sect called the Christians visited our neighbourhood. Their hearts were warm in the cause of God — they were earnest and fervent in prayer, and I took great delight in hearing them sing the songs of Zion. Whenever I attended their meetings, which I did as often as possible, I listened to the word of God with the greatest degree of at- tention. It was not long before I resolved io mend my ways and become a better boy. By my strict attendance on divine worship and my orderly behaviour, I attracted the notice of some of the people, who, when they discovered that I was seriously impressed, took me by the hand, and strove by every possible means to cheer and encourage me. The notice thus taken of me had a very hap- py influence on my mind. I now determin- ed to set about the work of repentance. On one occasion the minister addressed the peo- ple from a text touching the future state of mankind. <* He spoke much on the eternal happiness of the righteous, and the everlasting misery of the ungodly, and his observations sunk with awful weight upon my mind, and I was led to make many serious inquiries about the A SON OF THE FOREST. 27 way of salvation. In these days of young desires and youthful aspirations, I found Mrs. Furman ever ready to give me good advice. My mind was intent upon learning the lesson of righteousness, in order that I might walk in the good way, and cease to do evil. My mind for one so young was greatly drawn out to seek the Lord. This spirit was manifested in my daily walk ; and the friends of Christ noticed my afflictions ; they knew that I was sincere because my spirits were depressed. When I was in church I could not at times avoid giving vent to my feelings, and often have I wept sorely before the Lord and his people. They of course, observed this change in my conduct — they knew I had been a rude child, and that ef- forts were made to bring me up in a proper manner, but the change in my deportment they did not ascribe to the influence of divine grace, inasmuch as they all considered me too young to be impressed with a sense of divine things. They were filled with unbelief. I need not describe the peculiar feelings of my soul. I became very fond of attending meetings ; so much so that Mr. Furman forbid me. He supposed that I only went for the purpose of seeing the boys and playing with them. This thing caused me a great deal of grief; I went for many days with my head and heart 28 A SON OP THE FOREST. bowed down. No one had any idea of the mental agony I suffered, and perhaps the mind of no untutored child of my age was ever more seriously exercised. Sometimes I was tried and tempted— then I would be overcome by the fear of death. By day and by night I was in a continual ferment. To add to my fears about this time, death entered the family of Mr. Furman and re^ moved his mother-in-law. I was much af- fected, as the old lady was the first corpse I hiad ever seen. She had always been so kind :to me that I missed her quite as much as her children, and I had been allowed to call her mother. Shortly after this occurrence 1 was taken \W I then thought that I should surely die. The distress of body and the anxiety of mind wore me down. Now 1 think that the disease with which I was afflicted was a very curious one* The physician could not actount for it, and how should I be able to do it ; neither had those who were about me ever witnessed any disorder of the kind. 1 felt continually as if I was about being suffocated, and was consequently a great deal of trouble to the family, as some one had to be with me* One day Mr. Furman thought he would frighten the disease out of me. Accordingly he told me that all that ailed me was this — that the devil had taken A SON OF THE FOREST. 29 complete possession of me, and that he was determined to flog him out. This threat had not the desired effect. One night, however, I got up, and went out, although I was afraid to be alone, and continued out by the door until after the family had retired to bed. After a while Mr. F. got up and gave me a dreadful whipping. He really thought, I believe that the devil was in me, and sup- posed that the birch was the best mode of ejecting him. But the flogging was as fruit- less as the preceeding threat in the accom- plishment of his object, and he, poor man, found out his mistake, like many others who act without discretion. One morning after this I went out in the yard to assist Mrs. Furman milk the cows. We had not been out long before I felt very singular, and began to make a strange noise. I believed that I was going to die, and ran up to the house; she followed me iramedi- diately, expecting me to breathe my last. Every effort to breathe was accompanied by this strange noise, which was so loud as to be heard a considerable distance. However, contrary to all expectation I began to re- vive, and from that very day my disorder began to abate, and I gradually regained my former health. Soon after I recovered from my sickness, I went astray, associating again with my old 3* 30 A SON OF THE FOREST. school fellows, and on some occasions pro- faning the sabbath day. I did not do thus without warning, as conscience would speak to me when I did wrong. Nothing very ex- traordinary occurred until I had attained my eleventh year. At this time it was fashionable for boys to run away, and the wicked one put it into the head of the oldest boy on the farm to persuade me to follow the fashion. He told me that I could take care of myself, and get my own living. I thought it was a very pretty notion to be a man — to do business for myself and become rich* Like a fool I concluded to make the experi- ment, and accordingly began to pack up my clothes as deliberately as could be, and in which my adviser assisted. I had been once or twice at New London, where I saw, as I thought, every thing wonderful: thither I determined to bend my course, as I expect- ed, that on reaching the town I should be metamorphosed into a person of conse- quence ; I had the world and every thing my little heart could desire in a string, when behold, my companion who had persuaded me to act thus, informed my master that I was going to run ofi'. At first he would not believe the boy, but my clothing already packed up was ample evidence of my inten- tion. On being questioned I acknowledged the fact. I did not wish to leave them — told Mv Furnian so ; he believed me, but thought A SON OF THE FOREST. 31 best that for a while I should have another master. He accordingly agreed to transfer my indentures to Judge Hillhouse for the sum of twenty dollars. Of course after the bargain was made, my consent was to be o"b- tained, but I was as unwilling to go now, as I had been anxious to run away before. Af- ter some persuasion, I agreed to try it for a fortnight, on condition that I should take my dog with me, and my request being granted, I was soon under the old man's roof, as he only lived about six miles off. Here every thing was done to make me contented, be- cause they thought to promote their own in- terests by securing my services. They fed me with nicknacks, and soon after I went among them, I had a jack knife presented to me, which was the first one I had ever seen. Like other boys, I spent my time either in whittling or playing with my dog, and was withal very happy. But I was home sick at heart, and as soon as my fortnight had expiried, I went home without ceremony. Mr. Furman's family w^re surprized to see me, but that surprise was mutual satisfac- tion in which my faithful dog appeared to participate. The joy I felt on returning home as 1 hoped, was turned to sorrow on being in- formed that I had been sold to the judge, and must instantly return. This I v, as com- 82 A SON OF THE FOREST. pelled to do. And reader, all this sorrow was in consequence of being led away by a bad boy : if I had not listened to him I should not have lost my home. Such treatment I conceive to be the best means to accomplish the ruin of a child, as the reader will see in the sequel. I was sold to the judge at a time when age had rendered him totally unfit to manage an unruly lad. If he undertook to correct me, which he did at times, I did not regard it as I knew that I could run off from him if he was too severe, and besides I could do what I pleased in defiance of his authority. Now the old gentleman was a member of the Presbyterian church, and withal a very strict one. He never neglected family prayer, and he always insisted on my being present. I did not believe, or rather had no faith in his prayer, because it was the same thing from day to day, and I had heard it repeated so often, that I knew it as well as he. Al- though I was so young, I did not think that Christians ought to learn their prayers, and knowing that he repeated the same thing from day to day, is I have no doubt, the very reason why his petitions did me no good. I could fix no value on his prayers. After a little while the conduct of my new guardians was changed towards me. Once secured I was no longer the favourite. The few clothes I had were not taken care of, by A SON OP THE FOREST. 33 which I mean, no pains were taken to keep them clean and whole, and the consequence was that in a little time they were all "tat- tered and torn," and I was not fit to be seen in decent company. I had not the opportu- nity of attending meeting as before. Yet as the divine and reclaiming impression had not been entirely defaced, I would frequent- ly i^tire behind the barn, and attempt to pray in my weak manner. I now became quite anxious to attend evening meetings a few miles off: I asked the judge if I should go and take one of the horses, to which he consented* This promise greatly delighted me — -but when it was time for me to go, all my hopes were dashed at once, as the judge had changed his mind. 1 tvas not to be foil- ed so easily ; I watched the first opportunity and slipped off with one of the horses, reached the meeting, and returned in safety. Here 1 was to blame ; if he acted wrong, it did not justify me in doing so ; but being suc- cessful in one grand act of disobedience, I w^as encouraged to make another similar at- tempt, whenever my unsanctified disposi- tions prompted ; for the very next time I wished to go to meeting, I thought I would take the horse again, and in the same manner too, without the knowledge of my master. As he was by some means apprized of my intention, he prevented my doing so, and had 34 A SON OF THE FOREST. the horses locked up in the stable. He then commanded me to give him the bridle ; I was obstinate for a time, then threw it at the old gentleman, and run off. I did not return until the next day, when I received a flogging for my bad conduct, which de- termined me to run away. Now the judge was partly to blame for all this. He had in the first place treated me with the utmost kindness until he had made sure of me. Then the whole course of his conduct changed, and I believed he fulfilled only one item of the transferred indentures, and that was work. Of this there was no lack. To be sure I had enough to eat, such as it was, but he did not send me to fchobl as he had. promised. A few days found me on my was to New- London, where I staid awhile. I then pushed on to Waterford, and as my father lived about twenty miles ofl*, J concluded to go and see him. I got there safely, and told him I had come on a visit, and that I should stay one week. At the expiration of the week he bid me go home, and I obeyed him. On my return I was treated rather coolly, and this not suiting my disposition, I run off ^gain, but returned in a few days\. Now, as the judge found he could not control me, he got heartily tired of me, and wished to hand me over to some one else, so he ob" A SON OF THE FOREST. 35 talned a place for me in New London. I knew nothing of it, and I was greatly mor- tified to think that I was sold in this way. If my consent had been solicited as a matter of form, I should not have felt so bad. But to be sold to, and treated unkindly, by those who had got our father's lands for nothing, was too much to bear. When all things were ready, the judge told me that he wanted me to go to New London with a neighbour, to purchase salt. I was delighted, and went with the man, expecting to return that night. When I reached the place I found my mis- take. The name of the person to whom I was transferred this time, was Gen. William Williams, and as my treatment at the Judge's was none of the best, I went home with him contentedly. Indeed I felt glad that I had changed masters, and more especially that I was to reside in the city. The finery and show caught my eye, and captivated my heart. I can truly say that my situation was better now than it had been previously to my residence in New London. In a little time I was furnished with good new clothes. 1 had enough to eat, both as it respects quality and quantity, and my work was light. The whole family treated me kindly, and the only difficulty of moment was that they all wished to be masters. But I would not obey all of them. There was a French boy 36 A SON or THE FOREST. in the family, who one day told Mr. Williams a wilful lie about me, which he believed, and gave me a horse-whipping, without ask- ing me a single question about it. Now I da not suppose that he whipped so much on account of what the boy told him, as he did from the influence of the Judge's directions. He used the falsehood as a pretext for flogging me as from what he said he was determined to make a good boy of me at once — as if stripes were calculated to efiect that which love, kindness and instruction can only succesfully accomplish. He told me that if lever run away from him he would follow me to the uttermost parts of the earth. I knew from this observation that the Judge had told him that I was a runaway. However cruel this treatment appeared, for the accusation was false, yet it did me much good, as I was ready to obey the general and his lady at all times. But I could not and would not obey any but my supe- riors. In short, I got on very smoothly for a season. The general attended the Presbyterian church, and was exact in having all his family with him in the house of God. I of course formed one of the number. Though I did not profess religion, I observed and felt that their ways were not like the ways of the Christians. It appeared inconsistent to me A SON OF THE FOREST. 37 for a minister to read his sermon — to turn over leaf after leaf, and at the conclusion say *'amen," seemed to me like an "empty sound and a tinkling cymbal." I was not benefitted by his reading. It did not arouse me to a sense of my danger — and I am of the opinion that it had no better eflect on the people of his charge. I liked to attend church, as I had been taught in my younger years to venerate the Sabbath day; and although young I could plainly perceive the difference between the preachers I had formerly heard and the minister at whose church I attended. I thought, as near as I can remember, that the Christian depended on the Holy Spirit's influence entirely, while this minister de- pended as much upon his learning. I would not be understood as saying any thing against knowledge ; in its place it is good, and highly necessary to a faithful preacher of righteous- ness. What I object to is, placing too much reliance in it, making a god of it, he. Every thing went on smoothly for two or three years. About this time the Methodists began to hold meetings in the neighbour- hood, and consequently a storm of persecu- tion gathered ; the pharisee and the worldling united heartily in abusing them. The gall and wormwood of sectarian malice wei'e emitted, and every evil report prejudicial to this pious people was freely circulated. And 4 38 A SOTM or* THE I'OKEST. it was openly said that the character of a respecable man would receive a stain, and a deep one too, by attending one of their meetings. Indeed the stories circulated about them were bad enough to deter people of "character!" from attending the Methodist ministry. But it had no effect on me. I thought I had no character to lose in the es- timation of those who were accounted great. For what cared they for me? They had possession of the red man's inheritance, and had deprived me of liberty; with this they were satisfied, and could do as they pleased ; therefore, I thought I could do as I pleased, measurably. I therefore went to hear the noisy MetliocKsts. When I reached the house I found a clever company. They did not appear to differ much from " respectable" people. They were neatly and decently clothed, and I could not see that they dif- fered from other people except in their be- haviour, which was more kind and gentle- manly. Their countenance was heavenly, their songs were like sweetest music — in their manners they were plain. Their lan- guage was not fashioned aftei' the wisdom of men. When the minister preached he spoke as one having authority. The exercises were accompanied by the power of God. His people shouted for joy — while sinners wept. This being the first time I had evey A SON OP THE FOREST. 39 attended a meeting of this kind, all things of course appeared new to me. I was very far from forming the opinion that most of the neighbom-hood entertained about them. From this time I became more serious, and soon went to hear the Methodists again, and 1 was constrained to believe that they were the true people of God. One person asked me how I knew it? I replied that I was convinced in my own mind that they pos- sessed something more than the power of the devil. I now attended these meetings constantly, and although I was a sinner before God, yet I felt no disposition to laugh or scoff. I make this observation because so many people went to these meetings to make fun. This was a common thing, and I often won- dered how persons who professed to be con- sidered great, i. e. "ladies and gentlemen," would so far disgrace themselves as to scoff in the house of God, and at his holy services. Such persons let themselves dow^i below the heathen, in point of moral conduct — below the heathen, yes, and below the level of the brute creation, who answer the end for which they were made. But notwithstanding the people were so wicked, the Lord had respect unto the la- bours of his servants; his ear was open to their daily supplications, and in answer to 40 A SON OF THE FOREST. prayer he was pleased to revive his work. The power of the Holy Ghost moved forth among the people — the spirit's influence was felt at every meeting — the people of God were built up in their faith — their confidence in the Lord of hosts gathered strength, while many sinners were alarmed, and began to cry aloud for mercy. In a little time the work rolled onward like an overwhelming flood. Now the Methodists and all who attended their meetings were greatly per- secuted. All denominations were up in arms against them, because the Lord was blessing their labours and making them (a poor despised people) his instruments in the conversion of sinners. But all oppo- sition had no other effect than of cementing the brethren more closely together ; the work went on, as the Lord was with them of a truth, and signally owned and blessed their labours. At one of these meetings I was induced to laugh, I believe it must have been to smother my conviction, as it did not come from ray heart. My heart was troubled on account of sin, and when con- viction pressed upon me, I endeavoured not **Qnly to be cheerful, but to laugh ; and thus drive away all appearance of being wrought upon. Shortly after this I was affected even unto tears. This the people of the world A SON OF THE FOREST. 41 ol3served and immediately inquired if I was one of the Lamb's children. Brother Hill wa'S then speaking from this passage of scripture — Behold the Lamb of God, that t-aJceth nvjay the sins of the world. He spoke feelingly of his sufferings upon the cross — of the precious blood that flowed like a puri- fying river from his side — of his sustaining tlie accumulated weight of the sins of the whole world, and dying to satisfy the de- mands of that justice which could only be appeased by an infinite atonement. I felt convinced that Christ died for all mankind — that age, sect, colour, countr}^, or situation, made no difference. I felt an assurance that I was included in the plan of redemp- tion with all my brethren. No one can con- ceive with what ]oy I hailed this neiv doc- trine as it was called — It removed every ex- cuse, and I freely believed that all I had to do was to look in faith upon the Lamb of God that made himself a free-will oflering for my unregenerate and wicked soul upon the cross. My spirits were depressed — my crimes were arrayed before me, and no tongue can tell the anguish I felt. After meeting I returned home with a heavy heart, determined to seek the salva- tion of my soul. This night I slept but little -—at times I would be melted down to ten- derness and tears, and then again my heart 4* 42 A SON OP THE FOREST. would seem as bard as adamant. I was greatly tempted. The evil one would try to persuade me that I was not in the pale of mercy. I fancied that evil spirits stood around my bed — my condition was deplora- bly awful — and I longed for the day to break, as much as the tempest tost mariner who ex- pects every moment to be washed from the wreck to which he fondly clings. So it was with me upon the wreck of the world — buffetted by temptations — assailed by the devil — sometimes in despair — then believing against hope. My heart seemed at times almost ready to break, while the tears of contrition coursed rapidly down my cheeks. But sin was the cause of this, and no won- der I groaned and wept. I had often sinned, and my accumulated transgressions had piled themselves as a rocky mountain on my heart, and how could I endure it? The weight thereof seemed to crush me down. In the night season I had frightful visions, and would often start from my sleep and gaze round the room, as I was ever in dread of see- ing the evil one ready to carry me off. I continued in this frame of mind lormore than seven weeks. My distress finally became so acute that the family took notice of it. Some of them persecuted me because I was serious and fond of attending meeting. Now, persecu- A SON OF THE FOREST. 43 tion raged on every hand, within and with- out, and I had none to take me by the hand and say, " go with us and we will do thee good." But in the midst of difficulties so great to one only fifteen years of age, I ceased not to pray for the salvation of my soul. Very often my exercises were so great that sleep departed from me — I was fearful that I should wake up in hell. And one night when I was in bed, mourning like the dove for her absent mate, I fell into a dose. I thought I saw the world of fire — it resembled a large solid bed of coals — red and glowing with heat. I shall never forget the impression it made upon my mind. No tongue can possibly describe the agony of my soul, for now I was greatly in fear of dropping into that awful place, the smoke of the torment of which ascendeth up for ever and ever. I cried earnestly for mercy. Then I was carried to another place, where perfect happiness appeared to pervade every part, and the inhabitants thereof. O how I longed to be among that happy company. I sighed to be free from misery and pain. I knew that nothing but the attenuated thread of life kept me from falling into the awful lake I beheld. I cannot think that it is in the power of human language to describe the feelings that rushed upon my mind, or thrilled through my veins. Every thing 44 A SON OP THE FOREST. appeared to bear tlie signet of reality ; when I awoke, I heartily rejoiced to find it nothing but a dream. I went on from day to day with my head and heart bowed down, seeking the Saviour of sinners, but without success. The hea- vens appeared to be brass ; my prayers wanted the wings of faith to waft them to the skies ; the disease of my heart increased : the heavenly physician had not stretched forth his hand and poured upon my soul the panacea of the gospel ; the scales had not fallen from my eyes, and no ray of celestial light had dispelled the darkness that gath- ered around my soul. The cheering sound of sincere friendship fell not upon my ear. It seemed as if I were friendless, unpitied, and unknown, and at times I wished to be- come a dweller in the wilderness. No won- der then, that I was almost desponding. Surrounded by difficulties and apparent dan- gers, I was resolved to seek the salvation of my soul with all my heart — to trust entirely to the Lord, and if I failed, to perish plead- ing for mercy at the foot of the throne. I now hung all my hope on the Redeemer, and clung with indescribable tenacity to the cross on which he purchased salvation for the ^^ vilest of the vile.'''' The result was such as is always to be expected, when a lost and ruined sinner throws himself entirely A SON OP THE FOREST. 45 on the Lord — perfect freedom. On the fif- teenth day of March, in the year of our Lord, eighteen hundred and thirteen, I heard a voice in soft and soothing accents, saying unto me, — Arise, thy sins which were many are all forgiven thee, go in peace and sin no more ! There was nothing very singular, (save the fact that the Lord stooped to hft me up,) in my conversion. I had been sent into the garden to work, and while there I lifted up my heart to God, when all at once my bur- den and fears left me — my heart melted into tenderness— my soul was filled with love — love to God, and love to all mankind. Oh how my poor heart swelled with joy — and I could cry from my very soul. Glory to God in the highest ! ! ! There was not only a change in my heart but in every thing around me. The scene was entirely altered. The works of God praised Him, and I saw him in every thing that he had made. My love now embraced the whole human family. The children of God I loved most afiectionately. Oh how I longed to be with them, and when any of them passed by me, I Avould gaze at them until they were lost in the distance. I could have pressed them to my bosom, as they were more precious to me than gold, and I was always loth to part with them when- ever we met together. The change, too, was visible in my very countenance. 46 A SON OF THE FOREST. I enjoyed great peace of mind, and that peace was like a river full, deep, and wide, and flowing continually; my mind was em- ployed in contemplating the.wonderful works of God, and in praising his holy name, dwelt so continually upon his mercy and goodness that I could praise him aloud even in my sleep. I continued in this happy frame of mind for some months. It was very pleasant to live in the enjoyment of pure and undefiled religion. CHAPTER IV. The calm and sunshine did not however continue uninterrupted for any length of time ; my peace of mind, which flowed as a river, was disturbed. While the adversary tempted me, the fire of persecution was rekindled. It was considered by some members of the family, that I was too young to be religiously inclined, and consequently that I was under a strong delusion. After a time, Mr. Wil- liams came to the conclusion, that it was ad- visable for me to absent myself entirely from the Methodist meetings. This restriction was the more galling, as I had joined the class, and was extremely fond A SOlS^ OF THE FOREST. 47 of this means of grace. I generally attended once in each week, so when the time came round, I went off to the meeting, without per- mission. When I returned, Mrs. Williams prepared to correct me for acting contrary to my orders; in the first place, however, she asked me where I had been, I frankly told her that I had been to meeting to worship God. This reply completely disarmed her, and saved me a flogging for the time. But this was not the end of my persecution or my troubles. The chamber-maid was in truth a treach- erous woman ; her heart appeared to me to be filled with deceit and guile, and she perse- cuted me with as much bitterness as Paul did the disciples of old. She had a great dislike towards me, and would not hesitate to tell a falsehood in order to have me whipped. But my mind was stayed upon God, and I had much comfort in reading the holy Scriptures. One day after she had procured me a flogging, and no very mild one either, she pushed me down a long flight of stairs. In the fall I was greatly injured, especially my head : in con- sequence of this I was disabled, and laid up for a long time. When I told Mr. Williams that the maid had pushed me down stairs, she denied it, but I succeeded in making them believe it. In all this trouble the Lord was with me of a truth. I was happy in the en- joyment of his love. The abuse heaped on me was in consequence of my beirig a Methodist, 48 A SON OF THE FOREST. Sometimes I would get permission to attend meetings in the evening, and once or twice on the Sabbath. And oh, how thankful I felt for these opportunities for hearing the word of God. But the waves of persecution, and af- fliction, and sorrow, rolled on, and gathered strength in their progress, and for a season overwhelmed my dispirited soul. I was flog- ged several times very unjustly for what the maid said respecting me. My treatment in this respect was so bad that I could not brook it, and in an evil hour I listened to the sug- gestions of the devil, who was not slow in prompting me to pursue a course directly at variance with the Gospel. He put it into my head to abscond from my master, and I made arrangements with a boy of my acquaintance to accompany me. So one day Mr. Williams had gone to Stonington, I left his house, not- withstanding he had previously threatened if I did so, to follow me to the ends of the earth. While my companion was getting ready I hid my clothes in a barn, and went to buy some bread and cheese, and while at the store, although I had about four dollars in my pocket, I so far forgot myself, a^.fo'buy a pair of shoes on my master's account. Then it was that I began to lose sight of religion and of God. We now set out ; it being a rainy night, we bought a bottle of rum, of which poisonous stuff I drank heartily. Now the A SON OF THE FOREST. 49 shadows of spiritual death began to gather around my soul. It was half past nine o'clock at night when we started, and to keep up our courage we took another drink of the liquor. As soon as we left the city, that is, as we de- scended the hill, it became very dark, and my companion, who was always fierce enough by daylight, began to hang back. I saw that his courage was failing, and endeavoured to cheer him up. Sometimes I would take a drink of rum to drown my sorrows — but in vain, it appears to me now as if my sorrows neutralized the effects of the liquor. This night we travelled about seven miles, and being weary and wet with the rain, we crept into a barn by the way side, and for fear of being detected in the morning, if we should happen to sleep too long, we burrowed into the hay a considerable depth. We were aroused in the morning by the people feeding their cattle ; we laid still and they did not discover us. After they had left the barn we crawled out, made our breakfast on rum, bread, and cheese, and set off for Colchester, about fourteen miles distant, which we reach- ed that nighi. Here we ventured to put up at a tayeni. The next morning we started for my father's, about four miles off. I told him that we had come to stay only one week, and when that week had expired he vyished me to redeem my promise and return home. 5 50 A SON OF TltE rOKEST. So I had seemingly to comply, and when we had packed up our clothes, he said he would accompany us part of the way ; and when we parted I thought he had some suspicions of my intention to take another direction, as he begged me to go straight home. He then sat down on the way side and looked after us as long as we were to be seen. At last we descended a hill, and as soon as we lost sight of him, we struck into the woods. I did not see my father again for eight years. At this time, I felt very much disturbed. I was just going to step out on the broad thea- tre of the world, as it were, without father, mother, or friends. After travelling some distance in the woods, we shaped our course towards Hartford. We were fearful of being taken up, and my com- panion coined a story, which he thought would answer very well. It was to repre- sent ourselves, whenever questioned, as hav- ing belonged to a privateer, which was cap- tured by the British, who kindly sent us on shore near New-London; that our parents lived in the city of New- York, and that we were travelling thither to see them. Now John was a great liar. He was brought up by dissipated parents, and accustomed in the way of the world to all kinds of company. He had a good memory, and having been A SCN OF THE FOBEST. 61 where he heard war songs and tales of blood and carnage, he treasured them up. He therefore agreed to be spokesman, and I assure my dear reader that I was perfectly willing, for abandoned as I was I could not lie without feeling my conscience smite me. This part of the business being arranged, it was agreed that I should sell part of my clothing to defray our expenses. Our beads were full of schemes, and we journeyed on until night overtook us. We then went into a farm-house to test our plan. The people soon began to ask us questions, and John as readily answered them. He gave them a great account of our having been captured by the enemy, and so straight, that they be- lieved the whole of it. After supper we went to bed, and in the morning they gave us a good breakfast, and some bread and cheese, and we went on our way, satisfied with our exploits, John . now studied to make his story appear as correct as possible. The people jjitied us, and sometimes we had a few shilhngs put into our hands. We did not suffer for the want of food. At Hartford we stayed some time, and we here agreed to work our passage down to New-York on boat'd of a brig — but learning that the British fleet was on the coast, the captain declined going. We then set out to reach New- York by land. We thought it a good way to 52 A SON OF THE FOKEST. walk. We went by way of New-Haven, ex- pecting to reach the city from that place by water. Again we were disappointed. We fell in company with some sailors who had been exchanged, and we listened to their story — it was an affecting one, and John concluded to incorporate a part of it with his own. So shortly afterwards he told some people that while we were prisoners, we had to eat bread mixed with pounded glass. The people were foolish enough to believe us. At Kingsbridge an old lady gave us several articles of clothing. Here we agreed with the captain of a vessel to work our way to New- York. When we got under weigh, John undertook to relate our sufferings to the crew. They appeared to believe it all, until he came to the incredible story of the '* glass bread." This convinced the captain that all he said was false. He told us that he knew that we were runaways, and pressed us to tell him, but we declined. At length he told us that we were very ntar to Hell- gate, (Hurl-gate,) — that when we reached it the devil would come on board in a stone canoe, with an iron paddle, and make a ter- rible noise, and that he intended to give us to him. I thought all he said was so. I there- fore confessed that we were runaways — where, and with whom we had lived. He said he would take me back to New-London, A SON OF THE FOREST. 53 as my master was rich and would pay him a good price. Here the devil prompted me to tell a lie, and I replied that the General had advertized me one cent reward. He then said that he would do nothing with me further than to keep my clothes until we paid him. When the vessel reached the dock, John slipped off, and I was not slow to fol- low. In a few days we got money to redeem our clothing; we took board in Cherry- street, at two dollars per week ; we soon obtained work and received sixty-two and a half cents per day. While this continued, we had no difficulty in paying our board. My mind now became tolerably calm, but in the midst of this I was greatly alarmed ; as I was informed that my master had offered fifteen dollars reward for me, and that the captain of one of the packets was looking for me. I dared not go back, and therefore determined to go to Philadelphia ; to this John objected, and advised me to go to sea, but I could find no vessel. He entered on board a privateer, and I was thus left entirely alone in a strange city. Wandering about, I fell in company with a sergeant and a file of men who were enlisting soldiers for the United States army. They thought I would answer their purpose, but how to get me was the thing. Now they began to talk to me, then treated me to some spirits and when that began to ope- 5* 54 A SON OF THE EOREST. rate they told me all about the war, and what a fine thing it was to be a soldier. I was pleased with the idea of being a soldier, took some more liquor and some money, had a cockade fastened on my hat, and was ofFin high spirits for my uniform. Now my enlistment was against tlie law, but I did not know it ; I could not think why I should risk my life and limbs in fighting for the white man, who had cheated my forefathers out of their land. By this time I had ac- quired many bad practices. I was sent over to Governor's Island, opposite the city, and here I remained some time. Too much liquor was dealt out to the soldiers, who got drunk very often. Indeed the island was like a hell upon earth, in consequence of the wickedness of the soldiers. I have known sober men to enlist, who afterwards became confirmed drunkards, and appear like fools upon the earth. So it was among the soldiers, and what should a child do, who was entangled in their net. Now, although I made no profession of religion, yet I could not bear to hear sacred things spoken of lightly, or the sacred name of God blas- phemed ; and I often spoke to the soldiers about it, and in general they listened atten- tively to what I had to say. I did not tell them that I had ever made a profession of ^ SON OF THE FOREST. 55 religion. In a little time I became almost as bad as any of them ; could drink rum play cards, and act as wickedly as any. I was at times tormented with the thoughts of death, but God had mercy on me, and spared my life, and for this I feel thankful to the present day. Some people are of opinion that if a person is once born of the Spirit of God he can never fall away entire- ly, and because I acted thus, they may pre- tend to say that I had not been converted to the faith. I believe firmly, that if ever Paul was born again, I was ; if not, from whence did I derive all the light and happi- ness I had heretofore experienced ? To be sure it was not to be compared to Paul's — but the change I felt in my very soul. I felt anxious to obtain forgiveness from every person I had injured in any manner whatever. Sometimes I thought I would write to my old friends and request forgive- ness — then I thought I had done right. I could not bear to hear any order of Chris- tians ridiculed, especially the Methodists — it grieved me to the heart. 66 A SON OF THE FOREST. CHAPTER V. It appeared that I had been enlisted for a musician, as I was instructed while on the Island in beating a drum. In this I took much delight. While on the Island I wit- nessed the execution of a soldier who w as shot according to the decision of a court martial. Two men had been condemned for munity or desertion ; It is impossible for me to describe the feelings of my heart w hen I saw the soldiers parade and the condemned clothed in white, with bibles in their hands, come forward. The band then struck up the dead march, and the procession moved with a mournful and measured tread to the place of execution, where the poor creatures were compelled to kneel on the coffins, which were along side two newly dug graves. While in this position the chaplain went for- ward and conversed with them — after he had retired a soldier went up and drew the caps over their faces ; thus blindfolded he led one of them some distance from the other. An officer then advanced, and raised his hand- herchief as a signal to the platoon to prepare to fire — he then made another for them to aim at the wretch who had been left kneeling on his coffin, and at a third signal the pla- toon fired and the immortal essence of the offender in an instant was in the spirit-land- A SON OF THE FOEEST. 57 To me this was an awful day — my heart seem- ed to leap into my throat. Death never ap- peared so awful. But what must have been the feelings of the unhappy man, who had so narrowly escaped the grave ? He was com- pletely overcome, and wept hke a child, and it was found necessary to help him back to his quarters. This spectacle made me seri- ous ; but it wore off in a few days Shortly after this we were ordered to Staten Island, where we remained about two months. Then we were ordered to join the army destined to conquer Canada. As the soldiers were tired of the island, this news animated them very much. They thought it a great thing to march through the country and assist in taking the enemy's land. As soon as our things were ready we embarked on board a sloop for Albany, and then went on to Greenbush, where we were quartered. In the meantime I had been transferred to the ranks. This I did not hke ; to carry a musket was too fatiguing, and I had a posi- tive objection to being placed on the guard, especially at night. As I had only enlisted for a drummer, I thought that this change by the officer was contrary to law, and as the bond was broken, lilDerty was granted me ; therefore being heartily tired of a sol- dier's life, and having a desire to see my fa- ther once more, I went off very deliberately; 58 A SON OF THE FOREST. I had no idea that they had a lawful claim on me, and was greatly surprised as well as alarmed, when arrested as a deserter from the army. Well, I was taken up and carried back to the camp, where the officers put me under guard. We shortly after marched for Canada, and during this dreary march the officers tormented me by telling me that it was their intention to make a fire in the woods, stick my skin full of pine splinters, and after having an Indian pow-wow over me burn me to death. Thus th6y torment- ed me day after day. We halted for some time at Burlington ; but resumed our march and went into win- ter quarters at Plattsburgh, All this time God was very good to me, as I had not a sick day. I had by this time become very bad. I had previously learned to drink rum, play cards and commit other acts of wick- edness, but it was here that I first took the name of the Lord in vain, and oh, what a sting it left behind, We continued here until the ensuing fall, when we received or- ders to join the main army under Gen. Hampton. Another change now took place, 1-^we had several pieces of heavy artillery with us, and of course horses were necessa- ry to drag them, and I was taken from the ranks and ordered to take charge of one t€fim, This made my situation rather bet- A ^ON OF The FOIlESt. 50 ter. 1 now had the privilege of riding. The soldiers were badly off, as the officers were Very cruel to them, and for every little offence they would have them flogged. One day the officer of our company got angry at me, and pricked my ear with the point of his sword. We soon joined the main army, and pitch- ed our tents with them. It was now very cold, and we had nothing but straw to lay on. There was also a scarcity of provisions, and we were not allowed to draw our full rations. Money would not procure food— ^ and when any thing was to be obtained the officers had always the preference, and they, poor souls, always wanted the whole for themselves. The people generally, have no idea of the extreme sufferings of the soldiers on the frontiers during the last war ; they were indescribable, the soldiers eat with the utmost greediness raw corn and every thing eatable that fell in their way. In the midst of our afflictions, our valiant general ordered us to march forward to subdue the country in a trice. The pioneers had great difficul- ty in clearing the way — the enemy retreated burning every thing as they fled. They de- stroyed every thing, so that we could not find forage for the horses. We were now cutting our way through a wilderness, and were very often benumbed with the cold. 60 A SON OF THE FOREST. Our sufferings now for the want of food were extreme — the officers too began to feel it. and one of them offered me two dollars for a little flour, but I did not take this money, and he did not get my flour; I would not have given it to him for fifty dollars. The soldiers united their flower and baked unleav- ened bread, of this we made a delicious re- past. After we had proceeded about thirty miles, we fell in with a body of Canadians and In- diahs--^the woods" fairly resounded with their yells. Our "brave and chivalrous" general ordered a picked troop to disperse them ; we fired but one cannon and a retreat •.was sounded to the great mortification of the soldiers who were ready and willing to fight. But as our general did not fancy the smell of gunpower, he thought it best to close the campaign, by retreating with seven thousand men, before a "host" of seven hundred. Thus were many a poor fellow's hopes of conquest and glory blasted by the timidity of one man. This little brush with an enemy that we could have crushed in a single mo- ment cost us several men in killed and wounded. The army now fell back on Plattsburgh, where we remained during the winter ; we suffered greatly for the want of barracks, having to encamp in the open fields a good part of the time. My health, I. ]ge ampme A SON OF THE FOEEST. 61 through the goodness of God, was preserved, notwidistanding many of the poor soldiers sickened and died. So fast did they go off, that it appeared to me as if the plague was raging among them. When the spring opened, we were em- ployed in building forts. We erected three in a very short time. We soon received orders to march, and joined the army under Gen. Wilkinson, to reduce Montreal marched to Odletown in great sple *' Heads up and eyes right," with a' commander at our head, and the splendid city of Montreal in dur view. The city no doubt presented a scene of the wildest uproar and confusion ; the people were greatly alarmed as we moved on with all the pomp and glory of an army flushed with many victories. But when we reached Odletown, John Bull met us with a picked troop. They soon retreated, and some took refuge in an old fortified mill, which we pelted with a goodlynumber of cannon balls. It appeared as if we were determined to sweep every thing before us. It was really amusing to see our feminine general with his night-cap on his head, and a dishcloth tied round his precious body, crying out to his men "Come on, my brave boys, we will give John Bull a bloody nose." We did not succeed in taking the mill, and the 6 G2 A SON OP THIS FOREST. British kept up an incessant cannonade frolil the fort. Some of the balls cut down the trees, so that we had frequently to spring- out of their way when falling. I thought it was a hard time, and I had reason too, as I was in the front of the battle, assisting in working a twelve pounder, and the British aimed directly at us. Their balls whistled around us, and hurried a good many of the soldiers ii^fi the eternal woHd, while others were ]^^^i(5rribly mangled. Indeed they were s^CV upon us, that we had not time to re- move the dead as they fell. The horribly disfigured bodies of the dead — the piercing groans of the wounded and the dying — the cries for help and succour from those whp could not help themselves — were mo»t ap- palling. I can never forget it. We con- tinued fighting tiW near sundown, when a retreat was sounded along our hne, and instead of marching forward to Montreal, we wheeled about, and having once set our faces towards Plattsburgh, and turned our backs ingloriously on the enemy, we hurried off with all possible speed. We carried our dead and wounded with us. Oh, it was a dreadful sight to behold so many brave men sacrificed in this manner. In this way our campaign closed. During the whole of this time the Lord was merciful to me, as I was not suffered to be hurt. We once mor-e A SON OP THE FOEEST. 63 reached Plattsburgh, and pitched our tents in the neighbourhood. While here, intelli- gence of the capture of Washington was re- ceived. Now, says the orderly sergeant, the British have burnt up all the papers at Wash- ington, and our enlistment for the war among them, we had better give in our names as having enhsted for five years. We were again under marching orders, as the enemy it was thotight contemplated^n attack on Plattsburgh. Thither we^ without delay, and were posted in the forts. By the time we were ready for them, the enemy made his appearance on Lake Champlain, with his vessels of war. It was a fine thing to see their noble vessels movifig like things of life upon this mimic sea, with their streamers floating in the wind. This armament was intended to co-operate with the army, which numbered fourteen thousand men, under the command of the captain general of Canada, and at that v^y lime in view of our troops. They pre- sented a very imposing aspect. Their red uniform, and the instruments of death which they bore in their hands, glittered in the sun beams of heaven, like so many sparkling diamonds. Very fortunately for us and for the country, a brave and noble commander was placed at the head of the army. It was. Idot an easy task to frighten him. For noX^ 64 A SON OF THE FOREST. withstanding his men were inferior in point of number to those of the enemy, say as one to seven, yet relying on the bravery of his men, he determined to fight to the last ex- tremity. The enemy in all the pomp and pride of war, had sat down before the town and its slender fortifications, and commenced a cannonade, which we returned without much ceremony. Congreve rockets, bomb slidls, and cannon balls, poured upon us IjflB^hail storm. There was scarcely any ilUJJPKssion, and for six days and nights we did not leave our guns, and during that time the work of death paused not, as every day some shot took eftect. During the en- gagememt, I had charge of a small magazine. All this time our fleet, under the command of the gallant M'Donough, was lying on the peaceful waters of Champlain. But this little fleet was to be taken, or destroyed : it was necessary, in the accomplishment Of their plans. Accordingly the British commander bore down on our vessels in gallant style. As soon as the enemy showed fight, our men flew to their guns. Then the work of death and carnage commenced. The adjacent shores resounded with the alternate shouts of the sons of libert}^ and the groans of their parting spirits. A cloud of smoke mantled the heavens, shutting out the light of day — while the continual roar ^f artillery, added A SON OF THE FOREST. 65 to tli€ sublime horrors of the scene. At length the boasted valour of the haughty Britons failed them — they quailed before the incessant and well directed fire of our brave and hardy tars, and after a hard fought battle, surrendered to that foe they had been sent to crush. On land the battle raged pretty fiercely. On our side the Green Mountain boys behaved with the greatest bravery. As soon as the British commander had seen the fleet fall into the hands of the Americansfliis boasted courage forsook him, and he ordered his army of heroes, fourteen thousand strong, to retreat before a handful of militia. This was indeed a proud day for our coun- try. We had met a superior force on the Lake, and " they were ours." On land we had compelled the enemy to seek safety in flight. Our army did not lose many men, but on the laivc-many a brave man fell — fell in the defence of his country's rights. The British moved ofl' about sundown. ^ We remained in Plattsburgh until the peace. As soon as it wns known that the war had terminated, and the army disbanded, the soldiers were clamorous for their dis- charge, but it was concluded to retain our company in the service — I, however, ob- tained my release. Now, according to the act of enlistment, I was entitled to forty dollars bounty money, and One hundred and 6* 6G A SON OF THE FOREST. sixty acres of land. The government also owed me for fifteen months pay. I have not seen any thing of bounty money, land, or arrearages, from that day to this. I am not, however, alone in this — hundreds were served in the same manner. But I could never think that the government acted right towards the " Natives,^'' not merely in refusing to pay us, but in claiming our services in cases of perilous emergency, and still deny us the right of Citizenship ; and as long as our nation is debarred the privilege of voting for civil of- ficers, I shall believe that the government has no claim on our services. CHAPTER VI. No DOUBT there are many good people in the United States, who would not trample upon the rights of the poor, but there are many others who are wiUing to roll in their coaches upon the tears and blood of the poor and unoffending natives — those who are ready at all times to speculate on the Indians, and defraud them out of their rightful posses- sions. Let the poor Indian attempt to resist the encroachments of his white neighbours, what a hue and cry is instantly raised against A SON OP THE FOREST. 67 him* It has been considered as a trifling thing for the whites to make war on the In- dians for the purpose of driving them from their country, and taking possession thereof. This was, in their estimation, all right, as it helped to extend the territory, and enriched some individuals. But let the thing be changed. Suppose an overwhelming army should march into the United States, for the purpose of subduing it, and enslaving the citizens ; how quick would they fly to arms, gather in multitudes around the tree of liberty, and contend for their rights with the last drop of their blood. And should the enemy succeed, would they not eventually rise and endeavour to regain liberty ? And who would blame them for it? When I left the army, I had not a shilling in my pocket. I depended upon the pre- carious bounty of the inhabitants, until I reached the place where some of my breth- ren dwelt. I tarried with them but a short time, and then set ofi' for Montreal. I was anxious, in some degree, to become steady, and went to learn the business of a baker. My bad habits now overcome my good in- tentions. I was addicted to drinking rum, and would sometimes get quite intoxicated. As it was my place to carry out the bread, I frequently fell in company, and one day, being in liquor, I met one of the king's sol- 68 A SON OF THE FOUEST. diers, and after abusing him with my tongue, I gave him a sound flogging. In the course of the affair I broke a pitcher which the soldier had, and as I had to pay for it, I was wicked enough to take my master's money, without his knowledge, for that purpose. My master liked me, but he thought if I acted so once, I would a second time, and he very properly discharged me. I was now placed in a bad situation — by my miscon- duct, I had lost a good home ! I went and hired myself to a farmer, for four dollars per month. After serving him two months, he paid me, and with the money I bought some decent clothes. By spells, I was hired as a servant, but this kind of a life did not suit me, and I wished to return to my brethren. My mind changed, and I went up the St. Lawrence to Kingston, where I obtained a situation on board of a sloop, in the capacity of a cook, at twelve dollars per month. I was on board the vessel some time, and when we settled, the captain cheated me out of twelve dollars. My next move was in the country; I agreed to serve a merchant faith- fully, and he promised to give me twelve dollars a month. Every thing went on smooth for a season ; at last I became negli- gent and careless, in consequence of his giving me a pint of rum every day, which A SON OF THE FOREST. 69 was the allowance he made for each person in his employment. While at this place, I attended a Metho- dist meeting — at the time I felt very much aflected, as it brought up before my mind the great and indescribable enjoyments I had found in the house of prayer, when I was endeavouring to serve the Lord. It soon wore off, and I relapsed into my former bad habits. I now went again into the country, and staid with a farmer, for one month, he paid me five dollars. Then I shifted my quar- ters to another place and agreed with a Dutch farmer to stay with him all winter at five dollars a month. With this situation I was much pleased. My work was light — I had very little to do except procuring fire- wood. I often went with them on hunting excursions, besides, my brethren were all around me, and it therefore seemed like home. I was now in the bay of Quinty, the scenery was diversified. There were also some natural curiosities. On the very top of a high mountain in the neighbourhood there was a large pond of water, to which there was no visible outlet ; — this pond was unfathomable. It was ver}^ surprising to mc that so great a body of water should be found so far above the common level of the earth. There was also in the neighbour- 70 A SOX OF THE FOREST. hood a rock, that had the appearance of being hollowed out by the hand of a skilfal artificer ; through this rock wound a narrow stream of water : it had a most beatiful and romantic appearance, and I could not but admire the wisdom of God in the order, re- gularity and beauty of creation ; 1 then turned my eyes to the forest and it seemed alive with its sons and daughters. There appeared to be the utmost order and regula- rity in their encampment. Oh what a pity that this state of things should change. How much better would it be if the whites would act like a civilized people, and instead of giving my brethren of the woods " rum !" in exchange for their furs, give them food and clothing for them- selves and children. If this course were , pursued, 1 believe that God would bless both the whites and natives three fold*. I am bold to aver that the minds of the natives were turned against the gospel and soured to- wards the whites because some of the pis*- sionaries have joined the unholy brethren in speculations to the advantage of themselves, regardless of the rights, feelings and interests. "«^f the untutored sons of the forest. If a good missionary goes among them, and' preaches the pure doctrine cf the gospel, he must necessarily tell them that they must A SON or THE FOREST. If! ** love God and their neighbour as themselves — to love men, deal justly, and walk hum- bly." They would naturally reply, your doctrine is very good, but the whole course of your conduct is decidedly at variance with your profession — we think the whites need fully as much religious instruction as we do. In this way many a good man's path is hedged up, and he is prevented from being useful among the natives, in conse- quence of the bad conduct of those who are properly speaking only " wolves in sheep's clothing." However, the natives are on the whole willing to receive the gospel, and of late, through the instrumentality of pious jnis&ionaries, much good has been done — many of them have been reclaimed from the most abandoned and degrading practices, and brought to a knowledge of the truth as it is in Jesus! CHAPTER Vn. By many persons great objections have been raised against efforts to civilize the na-^* lives — they, alledge that they have tried the experiment and failed. But how did they make the experiment, and why did they fail.'* 72 A SON or THE FOREST. We may with perfect safety say that these persons were prompted to the eflbrts they made by shiistcr motives, and they failed, because they undertook that in their own strength, which nothing short of the power of God could effect. A most sweeping charge has been brought against the natives — a charge which has no foundation in truth. It is this, that they are not susceptible of im- provement ; now subsequent facts have proved that this assertion is false. Let us look around us and what do we behold ? The forests of Canada and the west are vo- cal with the praises of God, as they ascend from the happy wigwams of the natives. — We see them flocking to the standard of Emmanuel. Many of them have been con- verted to God, and have died in the triumphs of faith. Our religious papers have, from time to time, recorded the blessed efljects of the divine spirit — of the strong faith of the expiring Indian. The hopes of the Chris- tian have been elevated, and there is every thing to cheer and encourage the followers of the Lamb in so good and noble a cause. Some people make this charge against the natives, who never knew any thing about religion, and I fancy that it would be as diffi- cult for any man who lives in a state of voluptuousness, to get to heaven by his own strength as it would be for a native. The A SON OF THE FORESt. 73 Methodists haVe perhaps done more towards enlightening the poor Indians and bringing them to a knowledge of the truth than all t)ther societies together. I do not say that they did it of their own strength ; but, that they were the happy instruments in the hands of the Lord Jesus, in accomplishing that which others have failed in performing, as they (the Methodists) relyed altogether on the blessing of God. They preached not themselves, but Christ Jesus,— and him crucified: And while they were doing this, they sought not their own advancement. And no wonder that they succeeded — the natives were melted down into tenderness and love, and they became as kind and obli- ging as any people could be. It is my opinion that our nation retains the original complexion of our common fa- ther, Adam. This is strongly impressed on my mind, I think it is very reasonable, and in this opinion I am not singular, as some of the best writers of the age, among whom we find a Clinton, a Boudinot, a West, and a Hinds, have expressed their sentiments in its favour. But to return. In the spring the old gentleman set us to making maple sugar. This took us into the woods, which were vocal with the songs of the birds ; all nature seemed to smile and re- joice in the freshness and beauty of spring. 7 74 A SO?f OF THE FOBEST. My brethren appeared very cheerful on ac- count of its return, and enjoyed themselves in hunting, fishing, basket making, he. After we had done making sugar, I told the old gentleman I wished to go and see my friends in the east, as I had been absent about three years : he consented though he wished me to tarry longer with him. I then went to Kingston, where I fell into bad com- pany, with drunkards— they were friends as long as my money held out. But vdien that failed, their friendship turned to enmity. Thus all my money was gone and I was alone and destitute in a strange place. I went to live with a man for a while, but had not been with him but a few days before I found much trouble in the wigwam. The lady of the house was a lady indeed ; when she went to bed she could not get up without assistance, and very often her husband would mourn over her and say what a wretoli he had been ever since he had married her. She was very intemperate, and here I saw the evil of ardent spirits. They soon after broke up housekeeping, and I of course lost my place. I had not refrained from my evil practices, and some of my wicked compa- nions advised me to steal for a living, but as I had no inclination to rob any one, I had prudence and firmness to resist the tempta- tion. Those who advised me to do so were A SON or THE FOREST. /6 not my brethren, but whites. My eyes were now opened to see my pretended friends in their true light, I concluded that such friends were not useful to me, and I was awakened to reflection, and determined to leave their society. One sabbath as I was passing by a chapel, I heard a good man of God giving good ad- vice to his people. He earnestly exhorted them to faithfulness and prayer. I went in, and while listening to his fervent discourse, all my promises of reformation rose up be- fore me. I was very much affected — my spirit was troubled, and I began to think seriously about my situation. The next day I sat down in the sun to sun myself, and to consider as to my future course, as I found I was friendless, without money, and without work, The desire of my heart was to get home ; while reflecting on this, to me important subject, it appeared as if God was working for me, as four boatmen about go- ing on a hunting and fishing excursion, came to purchase stores. I asked them if I should go with them — they wished to know where I was going, and I told them I was willing to go any where. One of them hired me to fish, and I went with them ; the time passed rapidly on and I felt as happy as a king. We had very little rum, and that lit- tle we found abundantly sufiicient. By de- 76 A SON OF THE FOREST. grees I recovered my appetite. I was with these good men upwards of a month, part of which time we spent in fishing, and part in hunting deer. They then returned to see their families, taking me with them. The one who had hired me to fish, when I told him that I wished to go home, acted like a gentleman, and paid me my wages. After purchasing a pair of shoes, I had only one- shilhng left. I now started for home a dis-. tance of more than three hundred miles. This- was a long journey to perform alone,' and on foot. But thank God I found friends—, many who were willing to supply me with food, and render me assistance. I had no difficulty until I reached Utica, where I lost my shilling. — I was now peniiyless. Fortu- nately I agreed with the captain of a boat to work my passage down the Mohawk river. In this way I got along some distance. When I left the boat I had to beg or work, as answer- ed my purpose best, as I was extremely anxious to get home, therefore I preferred the shortest method. But nevertheless I refused not to work : but unfortunately the people in this part of the country seeing I was an Indian took but little notice of me. I was also exposed to some temptations, as I met often in the road the veriest wretches that defile the earth — such as would forget the dignity of human nature so far as to black- A SON OF THE FOREST. 77 guard me because I was an Indian. A son of the forest would never stoop so low as to offer such an insult to a stranger who happen- ed to be amongst them. I was much mortified, and believing that they ought to be corrected for so flagrant a breach of good manners and " civilization," I thought seriously in one or two instances of inflicting summary pun- ishment; but this feeling gave way to that of pity. It appeared to me as if they had not the sense and wisdom of the brute creation. When I reached Albany, the bells were tolling. The solemn sound entered into the deepest recesses of my soul, pressed down as it were with a multitude of sorrows. It appeared to be a very solemn time. They were engaged in depositing the mortal re- mains of a man in the narrow and darksome grave, who had been killed the day before by a stroke of lightning. O, how thankful I felt that I had not been taken off instead of that man. I immediately went to Hoosack, passing through the pleasant town of Troy. I was now about one hundred miles from home, and not having clothes suitable for the season, I concluded to go to work in order to get such as would answer to make my appearance in at home. So I began to make enquiries for work, and come across one Esquire Haviland, who engaged me to 78 A SON OF THE FOREST. help him the remainder of the seasonj at eight dollars per month. He treated me with the utmost kindness ; he took me to church to hear tlie word of God, dressed me up in good clothes, and took the best care of me while I remained with them. When I left them, instead of going home, as I in- tended, I steered my course for Old Hart- ford, where 1 fell in with some of the rough people of the world, and made a halt. I again listened to the advice of the wicked, and turned aside from the path of virtue. I soon agreed to go to sea with one of my ncAV comrades, but we could not ship ourselves* I now got to drinking too much of the ac- cursed liquor again. As we failed in our project at Hartford, we started for New* Haven, where I abandoned the notion of going to sea, and Avent to work, and all I got for two months labour was a pair of pan- taloons. I thought surely, that these were hard times. Winter was now coming on apace, and as I had very little clothing, I had to do the best I could. I saw the im- propriety of keeping bad compan}', and I must in this respect acknowledge that I was a very fool, and only a half-witted Indian — the Lord had often warned me of my danger, and I was advised of the evil consequences by those who I believe were concerned for my welfare here and hereafter. A 30N OP THE FOREST. 7^ In the spring 1 had good clothes, and with- al looked very decent, so I thought that I would make another efibrt to reach my home. In my journey, being in the land of steady habits, 1 found the people very benevolent and kind. I experienced but very little difficulty on the way, and at last I arrived in safety at the home of my childhood. At first my people looked upon me as one risen from the dead. Not having heard from me since I left home, being more than four years, they thought I must certainly have died, and the days of mourning had almost passed. They were rejoiced to see me once more in the land of the living, and I was equally re- joiced to find all my folks alive. The whites with whom I had been acquainted w^ere alsa very glad to see me. After I had spent some time with my relations in Groton, and visited all my old friends, I concluded to go to work and be steady. Accordingly i hired myself to a Mr. Geers, for a month or two. I served him faithfully, but when I wanted ray pay, he undertook to treat me as he would a de- graded African slave, he took a cart-stake in order to pay me ; but he soon found out his mistake, as 1 made him put it down as quick as he had taken it up. I had been cheated so often that I determined to have my rights this time, and forever after. 80 A SON OF THE FOREST. CHAPTER VIIL I was now about nineteen years of age, and had become quite steady. I attended meetings again quite often, and my mind was powerfully wrought upon. At this time my heart was susceptible of good impres- sions. I would think upon the varied scenes of my life — how often the Lord had called me, and how for a season I attended to that call — of the blessed and happy times I had experienced in the house of God, and in secret devotion ; and the days of darkness and nights of sorrowful anguish, since those days when the spirit of God breathed upon my soul. Then, I enjoyed happiness in a pre-eminent degree ! Now, I was miserable, I had ofiended God — violated his laws — abused his goodness — trampled his mercy under foot, and disregarded his admonitions. But still he called me back to the path of duty and of peace. I was pressed down bv a load of shame, and a weight of guilt too intolerable to be borne. Hour after hour, and day after day, did I endeavour to lift my heart to God, to implore forgiveness of my sins, and grace to enable me to lay hold of the promise to the vilest of the vile, through Jesus Christ our Lord. But the Holy Spirit A SON OF THE FOUEST. 81 flew not to my relief. I then thought that 1 must die and go to hell. My convictions were so powerful that I could scarcely eat. I had no relish for food. The anguish of my soul afflicted my body to such a degree that L was almost too weak to perform my labour. Sleep seldom visited my eyelids* My employ er found out that the Lord was teaching me, but he made light of it, and said he was going to heaven across the lots., I thought he might go that way, but for my part, I must take another course. May the Lord forgive him, and teach him the good and the right way. By this time my employer had become good to me, and as I wished to engage elsewhere for six months, my time being out with him, he gave me a recommendation. One of the neighbours wished me to join with him six months, so we agreed. They treated me as a brother. But my sins troubled me so much that I had no comfort., My soul was weighed down on account, of my many transgressions, and I was tempted by the enemy of souls to believe that I had committed the unpardonable sin— but he was a liar, as the sequel proved, for after many pra5^ers, and groans, and tears, and sighs, I found some relief. This, at the time,, astonished me, as I was one of the vilest sinn ncrs on the face of the earth. Now I think 82 A SON OP THE FOREST. the devil took advantage of me in this man- ner. I have heretofore stated that I asso- ciated with bad company, with such persons as often profaned the holy name of God. I always disliked to hear any one swear, but one day when I was angry, I swore a horrid oath, and the very instant that it passed my hps, my heart beat like the pendulum of a clock, my conscience roared despair and horror like thunder, and I thought I was going to be damned right off. I gave utter- ance to the word without thinking what I was doing; it could not be recalled, and afterwards I thought I would not have said it for all the world. This was the Jifst and the last time that I ever used 'so awful an expression, and I thought this of itself suffi- cient to sink«my soul to the shades of ever- lastmg night. Now the way in which the devil took the advantage of me was this. Whenever I became fervent in my siipplica- tion.s at the throne of mercy for pardon on my guilty soul, he would try to persuade me that I had in uttering the oath referred to forever closed the doot of hope. I still continued to pray and attend meet- ings, notwithstanding the work was very hard, and the meeting seven miles off; but I did not neglect attending it a single sab- bath during the summer. I generally re- A SON OP THE FOREST. 83 turned as I went, with a heavy heart. I now went to a camp meeting,, but did not experience that depth of enjoyment which I desired. Being determined to persevere in tlie way of well doing, I united with the Methodist Society, that is, on trial, for six months. I had never been at a camp-meet- ing, and of course, knew nothing about it. It far exceeded my expectations. I never witnessed so great a body of christians as- sembled together before — I was also aston- ished with their proceedings — was affected by their pra3'ers — charmed by their songs of praise, and stood gazing at them like a brain- less clown. However, I soon solicited the prayers of this body of christians, for my poor soiil was greatly troubled. But behold, one of the brethren called on me to pray. I began to make excuse, but nothing would do ; he said, pray, and I thought I must. I trembled through fear, and began to wish myself at home; I soon got on my knees, and of all the prayers that man ever heard, this attempt must have exceeded — ^I feared man more than my crelitor God. While en- deavouring to pray, it appeared as if my wprds would choak me — the cold chills run over my body — my feelings were indescri- bably awful. This, however, had a very good effect upon me, as it learned me not "84 A SON OF THE FOREST. to please man so much as God. The camfi meeting was a veiy happy one, I found some comfort, and enjoyed myself tolerably welK The parting scene was very affecting — serious thoughts passed through my mind, as I gazed on this large number of respec- table and happy people^ who were about to separate, and meet not together again till th^ blast of the archangel's trump shall bring them in a twinkling to the judgment seat of Christ. And so it was, for we have never met altogether again — some have taken their everlasting flight. When I returned home, I began to tell the family all about the camp meeting, what a blessed time we had, he, but they ridiculed me, saying, we were only deluded. I at- tempted to exhort them to seek an interest in the sinner's friend, but to no purpose, as they only laughed at. me. When the* time for which I engaged had expired, I went among my tribe at Groton* I lived this winter with my aunt, who was comfortably situated. She was the hand* maid of the Loru, and being a widow, she rented her lands to the whites, and it brought her in enough to live on. While here we had some very good times. Once in four weeks we had meeting, which was attended by people from Rhode Island, Stonington, A BO'S OP THE FOREST. 85 and other places, and generally lasted three days. These seasons were glorious. We observed particular forms, although we knew nothing about the dead languages, except that the knowledge thereof was not neces- sary for us to serve God. We had no house of divine worship, and believing " That tJie groves were God's first temples," thither we would repair when the weather permitted. The Lord often met with us, and we were happy in spite of the devil. Whenever we separated it was in perfect love and friendship. My aunt could not read, but she could almost preach, and in her feeble manner, endeavour to give me much instruction. Poor dear woman, her body slumbers in the grave, but her soul is in the paradise of God — she has escaped from a world of trouble. The whites w^ere anxious to have the honour of burying her; she was interred very decently, the whites being as numerous as the natives. Indeed, all who knew her w'ished to show the veneration in which they held her, by following her remains to their last earthly resting place. Her name was Sally George, and she was deservedly es- teemed for her piety. In her sphere she 8 86 A SON OF THE FOREST. was a very useful woman, and greatly be- loved by all who knew her. She was very attentive to the sick, kind to the unfortunate, good and benevolent to the poor and the fatherless. She would often pour into the ear of the sin-sick soul, the graciously reviv- ing promises of the gospel. While she lay sick, she expresed a desire to go and see her brethren, who lived about eight miles off; she said the Lord would give her strength, and so he did. She then visited her friends, and after enjoying some religi- ous conversation, she returned home to die. The fear of death was now taken away, and she exhorted all around her to be faithful, and serve the Lord. She died in the full triumphs of the faith, on the 6th of May, 1824, aged 45 years. In her death, happy as it was, the church had sustained an almost irreparable loss. But " She bathes her weary soul, In seas of heavenly rest, Where not a wave of trouble rollt;, Across her peaceful breast." The next season I engaged with a Mr, Wright in the same neighbourhood, and con- tinued with him some time. While there I did wrong, as I got angry at the mistress of the house, who by the by, was an extremely passionate woman, and uttered some un- A SON OF THE FOREST. 87 guarded expressions. I found I had done wrong, and instantly made my humble con- fession to Almighty God, and also to my brethren, and obtained forgiveness. I con- tinued to attend meeting, and had many blessed times. The spirit of the Lord moved upon my heart, and I thought it to be my duty to call sinners to repentance. It was determined to have another camp meeting this season, and brother Hyde preached a preparatory sermon from this portion of di- vine truth — ^'' By night, on my bed, 1 sought him whom my soul loveth : I sought him but I found him not. I will rise now, and go about the city ; in the streets, and in the broad ways, I ivill seeJc him whom my soul loveth : I sought him but I found him not. The ivatch- men that go about the city found me : to whom I said, savjye him whom my soul loveth^ It was but a little that I passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth : I held him and would not let him go, until I had brought him to my mother'' s house, and unto the chamber of her that had conceived me. I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes and by the hinds of the f eld, that ye stir not up, nor awake my love till he please.'*'' — Solomon's Songs, iii, 1. 5. After brother Hyde had concluded his sermon, I felt moved to rise and speak. I trembled at the thought ; but believing it a 88 A SON OF THE POKEST. duty required of me by my heavenly father, I could not disobey, and in rising to dis- charge this sacred obligation, I found all im- pediment of speech removed ; my heart was enlarged ; my soul glowed with holy fervour, and the blessing of the Almighty sanctified this my first public attempt to warn sinners of their danger and invite them to the marriage supper of the Lamb. I was now in my pro- per element, just harnessed for the work, with the fire of divine love burning on my heart. In this frame of mind I went to camp meet- ing, and here the presence of the Lord was- made manifest — his gracious spirit was pour- ed out upon the people, and while he was pre- sent to cheer and bless his followers, his awakening power sought out the sinner and nailed conviction on his heart. Oh, it was a joyful scene. Here were the followers of the Lord praising him in strains of the liveliest joy — there the broken hearted mourner shed- ding tears of penitential sorrow over the long black catalogue of his offences. Many a gra- cious shower of divine mercy fell on the en- campment — many a hitherto drooping plant revived, and many a desolate and ruined heart, was made the home of new, and happy, and heavenly feelings. I have reason to believe that at least one hundred sinners were re- claimed at this meeting, while many went away with their heads bowed down under a A SON OF THE FOREST. S9 Sense of their numerous transgressions. Shortly after this meeting, I felt it my duty to observe the ordinance of baptism by immersion, believing it as a scriptural doc- trine. There were three other candidates for this ordinance ; which was administered by Rev. Mr. Barnes, at a place called Bozra, in the month of December, 1818. It was a very solemn, affecting and profitable time ; the Lord in truth was present to bless. Shortly after this I felt a desire to see my family connexions again, and therefore left this part of the country, after obtaining a certificate of my standing in society, Sic, as i s generally done by Methodists when they remove from one place to another. Nothing worthy of special notice occurred during my journey, except losing my way one night. It happened in this manner ; — having reached the neighbourhood of my father's residence about sun down, and being extremely- anxious to complete myjourney, I concluded to continue on, as I expected to reach his house by two o'clock in the morning. Un- fortunately I took the wrong road and was led into a swamp. I thought I was not far from the main road as I fancied that I heard teams passing on the other side of the swamp ; and not being aware of the dangerous situation in which I was placed, I penetrated into the labyrinth of darkness with the hope of gain- 8* 00 A SON OF THE FOREST. ing the main road. At every step I became more and more entangled — the thickness of the branches above me shut out the little light afforded b}^ the stars, and to my horror 1 found that the further I went the deeper the mire ; at last I was brought to a dead stand. I had found it necessary to feel my way with a stick — now it failed in striking on solid ground ; fortunately in groping about I found a pole, which I suppose must have been twelve or fifteen feet long, and thrust- ing it in, met with no better success. I was now amazed ; what to do I knew not ; shut out from the light of heaven — surround- ed by appalling darkness — standing on un- certain ground — and having proceeded so far, that to return, if, possible were as " dan- gerous as to go over." This was the hour of peril — I could not call for assistance on my fellow creatures ; there was no mortal ear to listen to my cr}^ I was shut out from the world, and did not know but that I should perish there, and my fate forever remain a mystery to my friends. I raised my heart in humble prayer and supplication to the fa- ther of mercies, and behold he stretched forth his hand and delivered me from this place of danger. Shortly after I had prayed the Lord to set me free, I found a small piece of solid earth, and then another, so that after much difficidtf% I succeeded in A SON OF THE FOREST. 91 once more placing my feet upon dry ground. I then fell upon my knees and thanked my blessed master for this singular interposition of his providence and mercy. As this cir- cumstance occasioned so much delay, and withal fatigued me so much I did not reach home until daylight. I found my father well, and all the family rejoiced to see me. On this occasion I had an opportunity of making some remarks to the friends who came to see me. My father who was a member of the Baptist church, was much pleased, and what was far better, we had a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. I now agreed with my father to tar- ry with him all winter, and he agreed to learn me how to make shoes. — In this new business I made some progress. CHAPTER IX. I was now very constant in attending meetings — in the neighbourhood there was a small class of Methodists, firmly united to each other ; I cast in my lot with this little band, and had many precious seasons. They agreed in all points of doctrine but one, and that related to perfect love — some said it was inconsistent, and another said it was not. I 95 A SON OP THE FOREST. could not see wherein this inconsistency manifested itself, as we were commanded to love God with all our hearts, and contend for that faith once delivered to the saints. While in Colreign the Lord moved upon my heart in a peculiarly powerful manner, and by it I was led to believe that I was cal- led to preach the gospel of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Li the present day, a great variety of opinion prevails respecting the holy work. We read in the bible that in former days, holy men spoke as they were moved by the Holy Ghost. I think this is right, and believe more in the validity of such a call than in all the calls that ever is- sued from any body of men united. My ex- ercises were great — my soul was pained when the Lord placed before me the depra- vity of human nature. — I commenced search- ing the scriptures more diligently, and the more I read, the more they opened to my understanding ; and something said to me, " go now and warn the people to flee from the wrath to come !" and I began immedi- ately to confer with flesh and blood, excusing myself, saying, Lord I cannot. I was nothing but a poor ignorant Indian, and thought the people would not hear me. But my mind was the more distressed, and I be- gan to pray more frequently to God to let this ''cup pass from me." In this manner A SOH OP THE FOREST. 93 was I exercised day by day; but in the eve- ning I would find myself in our little meetings exhorting sinners to repentance, and striving to comfort the saints. On these occasions I had the greatest liberty. Now I did not ac- quaint my brethren with my feelings or exer- cises, for the devil tempted me to believe that they would take no notice of it. At length the spell that bound me was broken. I dreamt one night that I was about taking a journey, that my road lay through a miry place, in a dark and dreary way. It was with no little difficulty that I descended the steep. Then I beheld at some distance be- fore me a large plain, on which the sun shone with perfect brightness, and when I succeeded in reaching this plain, all at once an angel of the blessed Lord stood in my way. After having addressed me, he read some extracts from St. John's gospel, res- pecting the preaching of the word of life. This dream was the means of troubling me still more. I now requested if the Lord had called me to this holy work, that he would make it manifest by a sign. So one day, after prayer, I went to a friend, and told him if he was willing to give out an appointment for meet- ing at his house, I would try and exhort. He assented, and in giving out the appoint- ment he made a mistake as he informed the 94 A SON OP THE FOREST. people that there would be a sermon instead of an exhortation, and when I attended, in place of finding a few persons at my friend's house, I found a large congregation assem- bled at the school-house. I now thought I was in a sad predicament — I had never preached; but I called mightily upon God for assistance. When 1 went in, every eye was fixed on me, and when I was commencing the meeting, it appeared as if my confidence in God was gone, my lips quivered, my voice, trembled, my knees smote together, and in short I quaked as it were with fear. But the Lord blessed me. Some of the people were pleased, and a few displeased. Soon after this, I received an invitation to hold a meeting in the same place again. I accord- ingly went, and I found a great concourse of people who had come out to hear the Indian preach, and as soon as I had commen- ced, the sons of the devil began to show their front — and I was treated not with the greatest loving kindness, as one of them threw an old hat in my face, and this exam- ple was followed by others, who threw sticks at me. But in the midst I went on with my sermon, and spoke from 2 Pet. ii. 9. The Lord Jcnoweth how to deliver the godly out of temptations, and to reserve the unjust until the day of judgment, to be punished. The Lord laid too his helping hand ; the sons of night A SON OF THE FOKEST. 95 were confused. Now I can truly say that a native of the forest cannot be found in all our country, who would not blush at the bad conduct of many who enjoy in a pre-emi- nent degree the light of the gospel* But so it is, that in the very centre of gospel light and influence, thousands of immortal souls are sitting in darkness, or walking in the valley of the shadow of death ! It is the truth, and a melancholy truth indeed ! I had an invitation to speak at another place about nine miles distant. Still, I was not satisfied ; and I made it a subject of con- stant and serious prayer — I implored the Lord all the way, that if I w^as truly called to preach the everlasting gospel, I might have some token of his favour. I found the congregation large and respectful, and I spoke from Jeremiah, vi. 14. We had a good time, but nothing special occurred. The congregation in the afternoon was much larger than in the morning, and it was im- pressed upon my mind to speak from this portion of the holy scriptures — The Lord Jcnoweth hovj to deliver the godly out of temp- tation^ and reserve the unjust to the day of judgment to be punished. The Lord gave me strength, and we had a most gracious and glorious exhibition of his presiding presence, as many wept bitterly on account of their sins, while the saints of the most 96 A SON OF THE FOREST. high rejoiced in the prospect of a complete and triumphant dehverance from the power of their sworn and cruel foe. Nor\v I was assured that my call was of God, and I re- turned home praising Him.. Shortly after this, my father began to oppose me — perhaps he thought with some of the whites, that there were enough preach- ers in the land already. Be this as it may, I continued to exercise my gift, and preach- ed wherever a door w as opened, and I trust with some success. It was now nearly time for the Conference to commence its session, and one of our circuit preachers very kindly told me that I had better desist until I should have ob- tained a licence, if I did not I would break the rules of the church — but I had already violated these. Considering my youth and good intentions, he Qverlooked this con- ceived error, and informed me that if I waited patiently, I should have a license to exercise my gift by way of exhortation, and that the preacher who Avas to succeed him would think it wrong if he found me holding meetings without authority from my brethren, and I partly consented. But the time was so long before the matter could be finally regulated, that I could not sheath my sword, and having on the armor, I took the field, A SON OP THE FOREST. 97 and preached till the new elder come among us ; and when he found me preaching, what do you think he did? why, he placed me under censure. Now he wanted me to con- fess that I was in error ; but I was such a blind Indian that I could not see how I was in error in preaching Christ Jesus, and Him crucijiedf and of course could not conscienci- ously confess as erroneous that which I believed to be right. He told me that if I luas right, not to confess, but as I did not confess he cast me out of the church, showing plainly that he believed that no person is called of God to preach his word unless ordained of man ! No comment is necessary on this fact. This unkind treatment as I regarded it, had nearly proved the ruin of my soul. The waters of affliction had well nigh overwhel- med me — my hopes were drowned, and having been excluded from the pales of the church, I viewed myself as an outcast from society* Now the enemy sought to prevail against me, and for a season overcome me, I gave way for a little while, but soon re- turned to my first love, I went then to nay native tribe where meetings were still kept up — I tarried here but a short time, and then went to Old Saybrook ; here I found a few Methodists, but they were too feeble to form a society, as persecution was at its heighth. There were also a few coloured people who 9 98 A SON OP THfl FOREST. met regularly for reli||ous worship ; with these I sometimes assernhled. About this time I met with a woman of nearly the same colour as myself — she bore a pious and exemplary chavacter. After a short acquaintance, we were united in the sacred bonds of" marriage ; and now I was going on prosperously ; but at last a calamity fell upon me, which nearly crushed me to the dust. A man exacted work of me, for a debt that I did not honestly owe, and while making his shoes, I concluded to pay myself, which I did — immediately my conscience smote me, but I could not replace it in time, so I made ampie restitution, and a frank con- fession before all my brethren — and the Lord was good, for he wiped out the blot, and re- stored me to his favour. I then went to Mid- dletown, and remained a short tirhe, where I got out of business, crossed over the river, and agreed to serve a tavern-keeper for one month. I now sought every opportunity to be alone, and when my month was up, I re- ceived my wages and sent it to my wife. I had now to seek another place, and as I went along, I prayed that my family might not suffer, as I knew that they were innocent, and my little ones too small to help them- selves. After a little while, the Lord opened the way, and I obtained a situation with a Mr. Hail, in Gloucester, for two months, at A SON OF THE FOREST. 99 twelve dollars a month. It being harvest time, my employer allowed each of his hands a half pint of spirits every day. I told him I did not want my portion, so he agreed to pay me a little more. I abstained entirely, and found that 1 could ngt only stand labour as ivell, but perform more than those who drank the spirits. All the hands exclaimed against me, and said that I would soon give out; but I was determined that touch not taste not, handle not, should be my motto ; God supported me, and I can truly say, that my health was better, my appetite improved, and my mind was calm. My general drink was molasses or milk and water. Some persons say, that they cannot do without spirituous liquors, but I say it is. a curse to individuals, to families, to communities, to the nation and to the world at large. 1 could enlarge on this momentuous subject — I could speak from experience, as I have too often felt its baneful effects, but as I intend, if the Lord spares me, to publish an essay on Intemperance, I leave it for the present. When my time was out, Mr Hail paid me like a gentleman, and also gave me three dollars and twenty-five cents, in lieu of the spirits — a sum sufficient to buy my poor dear children some clothes. The family were loth to part with me, as I had endea- 100 A SON OP THE FOUEST. voured to live a godly life — I held a prayer meeting with them, and departed with tears in my eyes. I now bent my course for Hartford, and engaged labour work at twenty dollars a month — then I went home, and spent one week with my dear family, and according to my engagements, returned to Hartford, but my place was taken up, and I did not know what to do. While in this extremity, a thought struck me — I remembered that I had a sister living in Providence. Thither I went, and soon found my sister, who was very kind to me. I had no difficulty in pro- curing work. The spirit of the Lord now fell afresh upon me, and I at once entered into the work without conferring wdth flesh and blood. I appointed meeting for ex- hortation, and pra3^er — the Lord blessed my feeble efforts, and souls were converted and added to the church. I continued here five months, and then taking a letter of recom- mendation, returned to my family; and when I had concluded to remove to Provi- dence, as the place of my future residence, the society gave me a certificate to the church in Providence — I there joined, and I was shortly appointed to the office of class- leader, which office I filled for two years. I now obtained a verbal permission to ap- point meetings, from Brother Webb, the A SON OF THE FOREST. 101 preacher in charge. Brother Kent suc- ceeded him. After this change I apphed for a licence to exhort — but I was opposed by two or three persons on account of not having Hved long enough in the place. The rest of the class, about thirty in number, were anxious that I should have a licence, and a division had like to have been the consequence of withholding it from me. In a month or two after, the affair was settled to mutual satisfaction, and it was agreed that I should have licence to exhort. I went from place to place, improving my gift, and the Lord blessed my labours. I now felt it more strongly my duty, and an inward satis- faction in preaching the "word." Some- times, however, the evil one would tempt me to give it up, but instantly my conscience would reprove me. Many a severe combat have I had with the enemy repecting my competency, and I come to the conclusion that if I could not give ^^ refined P^ instruc- tion, and neglected to discharge my duty to God and my fellow men on that account, I could not enjoy his smiles. So I was de- termined in the strength of the Lord to go on in the way wherein I was called. My mind was now exercised about en- tering the work as a missionary. I prayed to the Lord, if it was his will to open the way, as I was poor, and had a family to 9* J 03 A SON OP THE POnEST. maintain, and did not wish to depend upon public charity. My desire was to do some- thing at the same time that would enable me to keep my family. Now a gentleman wished me to take out some religious books, and sell them. I did so, and went praying to God all the way to bless me — and so he did, and his blessing attended my labours wherever I went. I had also some success in selling my books, and made enough to support my little family and defray my necessary travelling expenses. So I con- cluded to travel, and the Lord went with me. In one of these excursions, I went over on Long Island, and from thence to New- York, where my bodily strength was re- duced by a fever. Here in the hour of sick- ness the Lord was with me — I experienced his comforting presence, the kindness of friends, and the quiet of a peaceful conscience. It was a sore trial for me to be absent, in such a situation, from my family, but it "was good to be afllicted" — and how beautiful was this passage of scripture fulfilled which says, Seek first the kingdom of heaveuy and all things else shall he added. How beautiful and numerous are his promises, and how strikingly fulfilled. I have seen all these promises verified. Blessings unnumbered and undeserved showered upon me. A SON OP THE FOREST. 105 From New-York I went to Albany, stop- ping at the different villages, and exhorting the people to repentance, and the Lord seconded my efforts. I was very sick for about one month, and my friends thought I would not recover ; but although I was very much reduced, I did not think my sands had yet run their course — I believed that God would spare me to preach his Gospel; and according to my faith it was, for I speedily recovered, and commenced again my labour of love. On Arbour Hill the Lord poured out his spirit in a powerful manner. Here a class of about thirty members was organized, and at a number of places where I laboured several were added, but how many in the whole I cannot say precisely; let it suffice that through my instrumentality some souls were brought from a state of sin and dark- ness to the light and favour of God — to whom be all the glory ascribed. After having been absent six montlis I re- turned home and found my dear family and friends in the enjoyment of their usual health. After remaining about a fortnight, I went to Boston. Here the Lord blessed my labours among the friends of the cross. While in Boston I met with a professed infidel, who wished to draw me into an argument, by hooting at me for believing in Jesus Christ, the Saviour of fallen men. I spoke to him 104 A SON OF THE FOREST. about being a good gentleman, and he re- plied that I in common with my brethren be- lieved that no man was a gentleman unless he was under the influence of priestcraft ; and 1 told him, that I considered every man a gen- tleman who acted in a becoming manner. He then asked by what authority I believed in Jesus Christ as my Saviour; I answered, by an internal witness in my soul, and the enjoy- ment of that peace emanating from this Sa- viour, which the "world can neither give or take away." This stirred his passions, and he said, 1 suppose you think 1 am an Atheist, to which I replied in the negative, and as- sured him that he was an infidel. I then spoke to him of Jesus Christ and his Apos- tles; and he replied, that they w-ere all fools together, and I was as great a one as ^cay. He turned pale, and looked as if he would have swallowed me up alive — and I gave him an exhortation, and went on my way. After spending about two months in Boston, I returned home ; then I visited New-Bedford Martha's Vineyard, and Nantucket, preach- ing the word wherever a door was opened — stnd the Lord was not unmindful of me, his presence accompanied me, and I believe that much good was done. Again I visited my family, and then went to Salem, and I bund many precious souls. We held several A SON OF THE FOREST. 106 meetings, and the Lord came forth in the galleries of grace, and my labour of love proved very profitable to the. dear people, and when I left them the parting scene was ver}^ affecting. I now visited the different towns, preaching as 1 went along, until I reached Nevvbur3^port, and having taken letters of recommendation from the various preachers, I was kindly received, and re- porting m3'self to Brother Bartholomew Otheman the preacher in charge, he pro- vided lodgings for me. It so happened that Brother John Foster, his colleague, was sick, and they needed some help, and I thought the brethren were glad that I had come among them. At night I preached for Brother Otheman, and the next evening in the church where Brother Foster officiated, and an appointment was given out for me to preach in the course of the next Sunday at the same church, but having an intercourse in the mean time with Brother Foster, and finding him highly tinctured with Calvinism, I thought I would converse freely with him on the subject. This course soured his mind against me, and he gave out my future appointments in such a way that I thought best to preach the word in the dwelling houses of the inhabitants ; and I had as many hearers as I could have wished, and I blesf the Lord that much good was done in his 106 A SON OF THE FOREST. name. I made several attempts towards a reconciliation — he could hear no proposals — I could make no concessions, as I had not injured or given him any cause of offence, and he went on to persecute me, notwith- standing the remonstrances of his brethren. My motives were pure, and I bless the Lord that a day will come when the secrets of all hearts shall be revealed. I forgive the poor man for all the injury he attempted to do me, and I hope the righteous judge of all men, will also forgive him. From Newburyport I went to Portland, Maine, where I had some gracious times, and laboured with success, and then return- ed to my abiding place at Providence, R. I. with a recommendation. I reported myself to the preacher in charge, and asked for a certificate he said that my recommenda- dation was "genuine," but he had heard evil reports respecting me, and preferred inquiring into the matter before he granted my request. I felt glad that the brother had promised to make inquiry, as I knew that I should come out well. As this would take some time I crossed over to Long Island, preached at Sag Harbour and other places with success, and then went to New York, where I remained but a short time and then proceeded to Albany. Here I was known, and was received in a friendly A SON OF THE FOREST. 107 way, and continued to preach wherever an opportunity ofiered ; while here a certificate of my membership was received from the church in Providence, and on the force of it I entered the church. I now appHed for license to preach, and was recommended to the quarterly conference as a suitable candi- date, but the conference thought differently ; so after improving my gift three months I made another application. I had been advised by the preachers to improve on Watervliet circuit in order that they might have an opportunity to form an estimate of my talents and usefulness, and this was right. I accordingly went forward with fear and trembling, but the Lord ena- bled me to take up the cross, and stood by me at this time. Several, I trust, through my instrumentality, passed from death unto life. I held meetings in Albany, and crowds flocked out, some to hear the truth, and others to 5ee the "Indian." The worth of souls lay near my heart, and the Lord was pleased to own the labours of his feeble servant. From Albany I went to Bath, where the power of the Almighty was felt in a wonderful manner, it appeared as though all the inhabitants were engaged in seeking the salvation of their souls — many wept bit- terly and cried aloud for mercy, and seven or eight in the judgment of charity passed from lOS A SON OF THE FOREST. dtath unto life. I then went on to my ap- pointment at Watervliet, and here the Lord was present to awaken sinners and reclaim backsliders. At Troy I found a number of good Chris- tian friends, with whom I had several very good meetings, and the power of the Lord was made manifest. One evening as I was preaching to some coloured people, in a school house, the power of the Lord moved on the congregation, both white and colour- ed — hard hearts began to melt, and inquire what they must do to be saved. We had a very refreshing scasori from the ])resence of the Lord. I now went into all surrounding villa- ges preaching the word of eternal life and exhorting sinners to repentance. Be- fore the quarterly meeting, I took a tour to the west, as far as Utica, holding meetings by the way and I found God as precious as ever, and being absent three weeks, I return- ed in order to attend the conference, which was to be held on the 11th of April. I can truly say that the spirit of prejudice is no longer an inmate of my bosom ; the sun of consolation has warmed my heart, and by the grace of God assisting me, I am determined to sound the trump of the gospel — to call upon men to turn and live. Look brethren, at the natives of the forest — they A SON OF THE FORESf. 109 come, notwithstanding you call ibem " savage j^' from the '' east and from the west, the north, and the south," and will oc- cupy seats in the kingdom of heaven before you. Let us one and all " contend" va- liently " for that faith once delivered to the saints"; and if we are contented, and love God with all our hearts, and desire the en- joyment of his peaceful presence, we shall be able to say with the poet, " Let others stretch their arms like seas, And grasp in all the shore ; Grant me the visit?; of his grace, And I desire no more. Now, my dear reader, I have endeavoured tq give you a short but correct statement of the leading features of my life. When I think of what I am, and how wonderfully the Lord has led me, I am dumb before him. When I contrast my situation with that of the rest of my family, and many of my tribe, I am led to adore the goodness of Gt3d. When I reflect upon my many mis- deeds and wanderings, and the dangers to which I was consequently exposed, I am lost in astonishment at the long forbearance, and the unmerited mercy of God. I stand be- fore you as a monument of his unfailing goodness — may that same mercy which has upheld me. still be my portion — and may 10 110 A SON OF THE FOREST. author and reader be preserved until the perfect day, and dwell forever in the para- dise of God. WILLIAM APES. MpvtnXdv. INTRODUCTIOX. Believing that some general observations on the origin' and character of the Indians, as a nation, would be acceptable to the nu- merous and highly respectable persons who have lent their patronage to his work, the subscriber has somewhat abridged " his life" to make room for this Appendix. In the following pages the reader will find some "general observations" touching his breth- ren. He is conscious that they are thrown together without that order that an accom- plished scholar would observe — and he takes this means of saying, that he is indebted in a great measure to the works of the vene- rated BoUDiNOT, late president of the Ame- rican Bible Society, Brainard, Golden, and several other gentlemen, as well as to the newspaper press and missionary journals, for many of the interesting facts, he. which will be found in this department of his work. WM. APES. 10* APPENDIX. Ever since the discovery of America by that celebrated navigator, Columbus, the " civilized" or enlightened natives of the old world regarded its inhabitants as an exten- sive race of "savages!" — of course they were treated as barbarians, and for nearly two centuries they suffered widiout inter- mission, as the Europeans acted on die prin- cipal that might makes right — and if they could succeed in defrauding the natives out of their lands, and drive them from the sea- board, they were satisfied for a time. With this end in view, they sought to " engage them in war, destroy them by thousands with ardent spirits, and fatal disorders un- known to them before." Every European vice that had a tendency to debase and ruin both body and soul was introduced among them. Their avowed object was to obtain possession of the goodly inheritance of the Indian, and in their " enlightened" estima- tion, the *' end justified the means." When I reflect upon the complicated ills to which my brethren have been subject, ever since history has recorded their exis- tence — their wanderings, their perils, their privations, and their many sorrows- and the 116 APPENDIX. fierceness of that persecution which marked their dwellings and their persons for de- struction — When I take into consideration the many ancient usages and customs ob- served religiously by them, and which have so near and close resemblance to the man- ners, &LC. of the ancient Israelites, I am led to believe that they are none other than the descendants of Jacob, and the long lost tribes of Israel. In view of this subject, the late Mr. Boudinot says, that there is a possibi- lity that these unhappy children of misfor- tune may yet be proved to be the descend- ants of Jacob; and if so, that though cast off for their henious transgressions, they have not been altogether forsaken, and will here- after appear to have been in all their disper- sions and wanderings, the subjects of God's divine protection and gracious care. The writer above referred to is of the opinion that if the natives had been favoured with early instruction, and their cause had been faithfully and full}^ represented to pos- terity, " their character would have been considered in a very different point of light from what it now is." It is often said of the •* savages^^ that their mode of carrying on war, and the method of treating their pris- oners, is cruel and barbarous in the ex- treme — but did not the whites set them the brutal eiajuple.'* Wljeu they first visited APPENDIX. 117 tliese siioros, they found the wiltleniess, as they called it, teeming- with a healthy and happy population ; here they found, after the first natural impulses of fear had subsided, fast and firm friends in the sons of the forest. And what return did they receive for all their friendship ? The following extracts from the Bishop of Chapia, De LAS Cases, who came over from Spain for the purpose of teaching the natives, is directly in point : — " I was one of the first who went to Ame- rica.. Neither curiosit}^ nor interest promp- ted me to undertake so long and dangerous a voyage. The saving the souls of the hea- then was my sole object. Why was I not permitted, even at the expense of my blood, to ransom so many thousands of souls, who fell unhappy victims to avarice and lust. It was said that barbarous executions were ne- cessary to punish or check the rebellion of the Americans. But to whom was this owing ? Did not this people receive the Spaniards w^ho first came among them with gentleness and humanit}'? Did they not show more joy in proportion, in lavishing treasure upon them, than the Spaniards did greediness in receiving it ? But our avarice was not yet satisfied. Though they gave up to us their lands and their riches, we would take from them their wives, their children, and their 1 18 APPENDIX. liberty. To blacken the characters of these unhappy people, their enemies assert that they are scarce human creatures. But it is we who ought to blush for having been less men, and more barbarous than they. They are represented as a stupid people, and ad- dicted to vice. But have they not con- tracted most of their vices from the exam- ple of christians. But it must be granted that the Indians still remain untainted with many vices usual among Europeans. Such as ambition, blasphemy, swearing, treachery, and many such monsters, which have not yet taken place among them. They have scarce an idea of them. All nations are equally free. One nation has no right to infringe on the freedom of another. Let us do to these people, as we would have them have done to us, on a change of circum- stances. What a strange method is this of propagating the gospel ; that h jl^ law of grace, which, from being slaves to Satan, initiates us into the freedom of the children of God." The Abbe Clavigero, another Spanish writer, confirms this idea of the South Ame- ricans. " We have had intimate converse, says he, with the Americans ; have lived some years in a seminary destined for their instruction — attentively observed their cha- racter — their genius — their disposition and APPENDIX. 1 19 manner of thinking ; and have besides, ex- amined with the utmost diligence their an- cient histoi'y — their religion-^iheir govern- ment — their laws and their customs. After such long experi^ce and study of them, we declare, that the mental quahties of tiie Ame- icans are not in the least inferior to those of the Europeans." Who were the first agressors, and who first imhrued their hands in blood? Not the Indian. No : he treated the stranger as a brother and a friend, until that stranger whom he had received upon his fertile soil, endeavoured to enslave him, and resorted lo brutal violence to accomplish his designs. And if they committed excesses, they only followed in the footsteps of the whites, who must blame themselves for provoking their independent and unyielding spirits, and by a long series of cruelty and bloodshed, drove them to arms. This was the case in the colony of Virginia, where the natives rose upon the whites, who in their turn " waged a destructive w^ar against the Indians, and murdered men women and children." Dr. Robertson, in his History of America, says, that the Enghsh, like the Spaniards, regardless of those principles of faith, honour and humanity, which regulate hostilities among civilized nations and set bounds to their rage, seemed to regard every thing 120 APPENDIX. iallowable, that tended to accomplish their designs. They hunted the Indians hke wild beasts, rather than enemies ; and as the pur- suit of them to their places of retreat in the woods was both difficult and dangerous, they endeavoured to allure them from their inac- cessible fastnesses, by offers of peace and promises of oblivion, made with such an art- ful appearance of sincerity, as deceived the crafty Indian chief, and induced the Indians to return in the year 1623, to their for- mer settlements, and resume their usual peaceful occupations. The behaviour of the two people seemed now to be perfectly re- versed. The Indians, like men acquainted with the principles of integrity and good faith, on which the intercourse between na- tion^ is founded, confided in the reconcilia- tion, and lived in absolute security, without suspicion of danger ; while the English, with perfidious craft, were preparing to imitate savages in their revenge and cruelty. " On the approach of harvest, when a hostile attack would be most formidable and fatal, the English fell suddenly on all the Indian plantations, and murdered every person on whom they could lay hold, and drove the rest to the woods, where so many perished with hunger, that some of the tribes nearest to the English were totally extirpa- ted." ArrENDix. 121 Rdberston, again speaking of the war in New-England, between Connecticut and Providence, in their first attempt against the Pequod Indians, says, " that the Indians had secured their town, which was on a rising ground in a swamp, with pallisades. The New-England troops, unperceived. reached the palhsades. The barking of a dog alar- med the Indians, In a moment, however, they started to their arms, and raising the war-cry, prepared to repel the assailants. The English forced their way through into the fort, or town, and setting fire to the huts, which were covered with reeds, the Confusion and terror quickly became general^ Many of the women and children perished in the flames, and the warriors, endeavour- ing to escape, were either slain by the Ep- glish, or falling into the hands of the Indian allies, who surrounded the fort at a distance, Were reserved for a more cruel fate. The English resolved to pursue their victory, and hunting the Indians from one place of retreat to another, some subsequent encoun- ters were hardly less fatal than the first action. In less than three months, the tribe of the Pequods was nearly extirpated. " Thus the English stained their laurels by the use they made of victory. Instead of treating the Pequods as an independant people, who made a gallant effort to defend U 122 APPENDIX. the property ; the rights and freedom of their nation, they retaliated upon them all the barbarities of American war. Some they massacred in cold blood, others they gave up to be tortured by their Indian allies, a considerable number they sold as slaves in Bermuda, the rest were reduced to servitude among themselves." Dr. Boudinot says, that this tribe, (the Pequods referred to above) " were a princi- pal nation of the east, and very forcibly re- minds one of the similarity of the same name in Jeremiah, 1. 21. where the inhabitants of Pekod are particularly mentioned ; and also in Ezekiel, xxiii. 2. 3. The difference in spelling one with a Ic and the other with a q, is no uncommon thing, the Indian langua- ges being very gutteral, k is generally used where an Englishman would use the q. Columbus was as competent to form a proper estimate of the character of the na- tives as any other man. In his account to his patrons, he says : — ^' I swear to your majesties, that there is not a better people in the world than these; more affectionate, affable, or mild. They love their neigh- bours as themselves. Their language is the sweetest, softest, and most cheerful, for they always speak smiling." That the whites were treated by the na- tives ofNew-England, with the utmost kind- APPENDIX. 123 ness, there is no doubt. The Rev. Mr. Cushman, in a sermon preached at PI3— mouth, in 1620 thus speaks of the treatment of the Indian to the whites: ^^The Indians are said to be the most cru^l and treache- rous people is all these parts, even like lions, J)iii fQ Kg they have been like lambs, so kind, so submissive and trusty, as a man "^^y truly say, many christians are not so kind or sincere. Though when we came first into this country, we were few, and many of us very sick, a"d many died, by reason of the 'cold and wet, it being the depth of winter, and we having no houses or shelter, yet when there were not six able persons among ns, and th© Indians came daily to us by^hundreds, with their sachems or kings, and might in one hour have made despatch of us; yet such ^ar was upon them, as that they never offered ^s the least injury in word or deed. A^^ by rea- son of one Tisguanto, that lives amoug us, and can speak English, we have daily com- merce with their kings, and can know what is done or intended towards us among the savages." Governor Hutchinson bore unqualified testimony to the kindness and courtesy of the natives. The celebrated Wm. Penn, represented them as being a *'kind and be- nevolent people." Mr. Smith, in his ])istory 124 APPENDIX. of New-Jersey, says, they manifested the greatest cordiality and friendship for the inhabitants. Tiie real character of the aborigines is thus noticed by Father Charlevoix, who had by extensive travel among the tribes scattered from Quebec to New-Orleans, a great opportunity of forming a proper esti- mate of Indian customs, manners, &£C. In speaking of the real character of the nations, he says, " that with a mien and appearance altogether savage ; and with manners and ciistoms which favour the greatest barbarity, they enjoy all the advantages of society. At first view one would imagine them without form of government, laws or subordination, and subject to the wildest caprice. Never- theless, they rarely deviate from certain maxims and usages, founded on good sense alone, which holds the place of law, and supplies in short the want of legal authority. They manifest much stability in their en- gagements they have solemnly entered upon; patience and affliction, as well as submission to what they apprehend to be the appoint^ ment of Providence ; in all this they man^. ifest a nobleness of soul and constancy of mind, at which we rarely arrive with all our philosophy and religion. They are neither slaves to ambition nor interest, the two pas- fijons that have so much weakened in us the ArPENDIX. 125 sentiments of humanity, (which the kind au- thor of nature has engraven on the human heart) and kindled those of covetousness, which are yet generally unknown among them." " The nearer view we take of our savages, tlie more we discover in them some valuable qualities. The chief part of the principles by which they regulate their conduct ; the general maxims by which they govern them- selves ; and the bottom of their characters, have nothing which appear barbarous. The ideas, though now quite confused, which they have retained of a first Being ; the tra- ces, though almost efiaced, of a religious worship, which they appear formerly to have rendered to the Supreme Deity, and the faint marks which we obsei've, even in their most indifferent actions, of the ancient belief, and the primitive religion, may bring them more easily than we think of, into the way of truth, and make their conversion to Chris- tianity more easily to be effected, than that of more civilized nations." Mr. Boudinot after speaking more particu- larly of the general character of the Indian nations — of their kindness to women and children who are taken prisoners, and of their great delicacy towards the former — of their h?aightv tempers. Sec, proceeds to 11* 126 APPENDIX. the following extract from Wynne's His- of America, he says : — "But let us come nearer home. Who set them the example of barbarity, even to those whom they invaded and plundered of their propert}' — deprived of their lands and ren- dered their whole country a scene of horror, confusion and distress. Wynne, in his histo- ry of America, tells us, Hhatthe New-Eng- land people, in an early day, as we have al- ready seen, made an attack upon the Pequod Indians, and drove eight hundred of them, with about two hundred of their woman and children, into a swamp — a fog arising, the men escaped, except a few, who were either killed or wounded. But the helpless wo- men and children surrendered at discretion. The Sachem's wife, who some time before, had rescued the Weathersfield maidens, and returned them home, was among them. She made two requests, which arose from a ten- derness and virtue not common among sava- ges. 1st. That her chastity might remain unviolated. 2d. That her children might not be taken from her. The amiable sweet- ness of her countenance, and the modest dignity of her deportment, \vere worthy of the character she supported for innocence and justice, and were sufficient to show the Europeans, that even barbarous nations, sometimes produce instances of heroic virtue. APPENDIX. 1*27 It is not said by the historian, whether her requests were granted or not, but that the women and children were dispersed through the neighbouring colonies, the male infants excepted, who were sent to the Bermudas,' — 1 vol. 66. Indeed, had the Indians, on their part, been able to answer in writing, they might have formed a contrast between themselves and their mortal enemies, the civilized subjects of Great Britain. They might have recapitulated their conduct in the persecution of Indians, witches and qua- Icei's in New-England. — Indians and Negroes in New-York, and the cruelty with which the aborigines were treated in Virginia. "These invaders of a country, (in the peaceable possession of a free and happy people, entirely independent, as the deer of the forests) made war upon them with all the advantage of fire arms and the military knowledge of Europe, in the most barbarous manner — not observing any rules of nations, or the principles of modern vrarfare, much less the benign injunctions of the gospel. They soon taught the Indians b}^ their fatal examples, to retaliate with the most invete- rate malice and diabolical cruelty. The civilized Europeans, though flying from the persecution of the old world, did not hesitate to deny their professed religion of peace and good will to men, by murdering, men, wo- 128 APPENDIX. men and cliildren — selling captives as slaves — cutting off the heads, and quartering the bodies of those who were killed, nobly fight- ing for their liberty and their country, in self-defence, and seting them up in various places, in ignoble triumph at their success. Philip, an independant sovereign of the Pe- quods, who disdained to submit, but died fighting at the head of his men, had his head cut off and carried on a pole with great re- joicings, to New Plymouth, where, Wynne says, his skull is to be seen to this day. — Vide vol. 1.106 to 108. " This conduct produced greater violence and barbarity on the part of the other na- tions of Indians in the neighbourhood, often joined by French Europeans who acted, at times, worse than the native Indians, and by this means, a total disregard of promises and pledged faith on both sides, became common. — Ibid. 124-6." After reading the above, I presume that no person will doubt that great injustice has been done to the Indians, and I also think that no liberal mind will say that they are the only savages. It is a matter of sober fact, that the natives, on their first acquaintance with the Europeans, manifested themselves generous, highminded, kind and hospitable, and these feelings marked all their inter- course with the whites, while they were APPENDIX. 129 treated with liumanity ; and it was not till after repeated aggressions on the part of the whites, not until they were overreached, and their friends and relatives carried into hope- less captivity, that they exhibited that deep and settled hatred to the whites, which may very properly be termed an hereditary ani- mosity. The social kindness of the Indians has been referred to by many writers. Le Page Du Pratz, says, that they behaved towards each other with a kindness and regard not to be found among civilized nations. In his history of Lousianna, he says, " We are equally charmed with that natural and unaf- fected gravity, which reigns in all their beha- viour, in all their actions, and in the greatest part of their diversions. Also with the civility and deference they show to their equals, and the respect of young people to the aged. And lastly, never to see them quarrel among themselves, with those inde- cent expressions, oaths and curses, so com- mon among us; all which are proofs of good sense and a great command of temper.* In short to make a brief portrait of these peo- ple, with a savage appearance, manners and * " I have studied these Indians a considerable num- ber of years, and I never could learn that there eve^- were any disputes or boxing matches nmong eitl>ey the boys ox men." 3 vp^, \oG,^ 130 A^PE^'tnx. customs, which are entirely barbarous there is observable ainoDg: them, a social kindness, free from almost all imperfections which so often disturb the peace of society among us, They appear to be without passion ; but they do that in cold blood, and sometimes through principle, which the most violent and unbridled passion produces in those who * give no ear to reason. They seem to lead the most wretched life in the world ; and yet they were, perhaps the only happy people on earth, before the knowledge of the objects wh'ch so work upon and seduce us, had ex- cited in them, desires which ignorance kept in supineness ; but which have not as yet (in 1730) made any great ravages among them. We discover in them a mixture of the fiercest and most gentle manners. The imperfections of wild beasts, and the virtues and qualities of the heart and mind which do the greatest honour to human nature." He further observes, " that upon an ac- quaintance with the Indians, he was convin- ced that it was wrong to denominate them savages, as they are capable of making good use of their reason and their sentiments are just. That they have a degree of prudence, faithfulness and generosity, exceeding that of nations who would be offended at being com- pared with them. No people, says he, are more hospitable and free than the Indians. .;j.'. ArPEKDIX. 131 Hence they may be esteemed a happy peo- ple, if that happiness was not impeded by their passionate fondness for spiritous li- quors, and the foolish notion they hold in common with many professing Christians, of gaining- reputation and esteem by their pow- ess in war." But to whom do they owe their uncommon attachment to both these evils ? Is it not the white people who came to them with destruction in each hand, while we did but deceive ourselves with the vain notion, that we were bringing the glad ti- dings of salvation to them. Instead of this, we have possessed these unoflending people with so horrid an idea of our principles, that among themselves they call us the accursed people; and their great numbers, when first discovered, shew that they had, comparatively, but ie\Y wars before we came among them." The Indian character, I have observed before has been greatly misrepresented. Justice has not, and 1 may add. Justice can- not be fully done to them by the historian. My people have had no press to record their sufferings, or to make known their grievan- ces ; on this account many a tale of blood and wo, has never been known to the public. And during the wars betw^een the natives and the whites, the latter could, through the medium of the newspaper press, circulate 132 APPENDIX. extensively every exaggerated accotint of *' Indian cruelty," while the poor natives had no means of gaining the public ear. It therefore affords me much gratification to bear testin'iony of the philanthropy of some of the white men, and that his brethren had found compassion in the breasts of those who sought to do justice to the poor despised tribes of the wilderness ; and I cannot refrain from presenting to my readers the following article which originally ap- peared in the Analectic Magazine, during the time that the United States was engaged in a war with the Creek Indians. TRAITS OF INDIAN CHARACTER. ''The rights of the savage have seldom been deeply appreciated by the white man- in peace he is the dupe of mercenary ra- pacity ; in war he is regarded as a ferocious animal, whose death is a question of mere precaution and convenience. Man is cruelly wasteful of life when his own safety is en- dangered, and he is sheltered by impunity — and little mercy is to be expected from him who feels the sting of the reptile, and is con- scious of the power to destroy. " It has been the lot of the unforunate aborigines of this country, to be doubly wronged by the white man — first, driven from their native soil by the sword of the APPENDIX. 133 invader, and then darkly slandered by the pen of the historian. The former has treated them like beasts of the fore^ ; the latter has written volumes to justify him in his out- rages. The former found it easier to ex- terminate than to civilize ; the latter to abuse than to discriminate. The hideous appel- lations of savage and pagan, were sufficient to sanction the deadly hostilities of both j and the poor wanderers of the forest were persecuted and dishonoured, not because they were guilty, but because they were ignorant. "The same prejudices seem to exist, and are in common circulation, at the present day. We form our opinions of the Indian character from the miserable hordes that infest our frontiers. These, however, are degenerate beings, enfeebled by the vices of society, without being benefitted by its arts of living. The independence of thought and action, that formed the main pillar of their charac- ter, has been completely prostrated, and the whole moral fabric lies in ruins. Their spirits are debased by conscious inferiority, and their native courage completely daunted by the superior knowledge and power of their enlightened neighbours^ Society has advanced upon them like a many-headed monster, breathing every variety of misery. Before it, went forth pestilence, famine and the sword J and in its train came the slow, 12 % 134 APPENDIX. but exterminating curse of trade. What the former did not sweep away, the latter has gradually blighted. It has increased their wants, without increasing the means of gra- tification. It has enervated their strength, multiplied their diseases, blasted the powers of their minds, and superinduced on their original barbarity the low vices of civiliza- tion. Poverty, repining and hopeless pov- erty — a canker of the mind unknown to syl- van life — corrodes their very hearts. — They loiter like vagrants through the settlements, among spacious habitations replete with artificial comforts, which only render them sensible of the comparative WTCtchedness of their own condition. Luxury spreads its ample board before their eyes, but they are expelled from the banquet. The forest, which once furnished ihem with ample means of subsistence, has been levelled to the ground — waving fields of grain have sprung up in its place ; but they have no participation in the harvest; plenty revels around them, but they are starving amidst its stores ; the whole wilderness blossoms like a garden, but they feel like the reptiles that infest it. " How different was their case while yet the undisputed lord of the soil. Their wants were few, and the means of gratifying tliem within their reach. They saw every one APPEIVDIX. 135 around them sharing the same lot, endm-mg- the same hardships, hving in the same cabins, feeding on the same aliments, arrayed in the same rude garments. No roof then rose but what was open to the houseless stranger; no smoke curled among the trees, but he was welcome to sit down by its fire, and join the hunter in his repast. " For," says an old historian of New-England, "their life is so void of care, and they are so loving also, that they make use of those things they enjoy as common goods, and are therein so com- passionate that rather than one should starve through want, they would all starve : thus do they pass their time merrily, not regard- ing our pomp, but are better content with their own, which some men esteem so meanly of." Such were the Indians while in the pride and energy of primitive simplicity : they resemble those wild plants that thrive best in the shades of the forest, but which shrink from the hand of cultivation, and perish beneath the influence of the sun. "In the general mode of estimating the savage character, we may perceive a vast degree of vulgar prejudice, and passionate exaggeration, without any of the temperate discussion of true philosophy. No allow- ance is made for the difference of circum- stances, and the operations of principles under which they have been educated. 136 APPENDIX. Virtue and vice, though radically the same, yet differ widely in their influence on human ■conduct, according to the habits and maxims of the society in which the individual is reared. No being acts more rigidly from rule than the Indian. His whole conduct is regulated according to some general maxims «arly implanted in his mind. The moral laws that govern him, to be sure, are but few, but then he conforms to them all. The white man abounds in laws of religion, morals, and manners; but how many does he violate ? " A common cause of accusation against the Indians is, the faithlessness of their friendships, and their sudden provocations to hostility. But we do not make allowance for their peculiar modes of thinking and feeling, and the principles by which they are governed. Besides, the friendship of the whites towards the poor Indians was ever cold, distrustful, oppressive, and insulting. In the intercourse with our frontiers they are seldom treated with confidence, and are fre- quently subject to injury and encroachment. The solitary savage feels silently but acutely; his sensibilities are not diffused over so wide a surface as those of the white man, but they run in steadier and deeper channels. His pride, his affections, his superstitions, are all directed towards fewer objects, but the APPENDIX. 137 wounds inflicted on them are proportionably severe^ and furnish motives of hostility which we cannot sufficiently appreciate. Where a community is also limited in number, and forms, as in an Indian tribe, one great pat- riarchal family, the injury of the individual, is the injury of the whole ; and as their body politic, is small, the sentiment of vengeance is almost instantaneously diffused. One council fire is sufficient to decide the mea- sure. Eloquence and superstition combine to inflame their minds. The orator awa- kens all their martial ardour, and they are wrought up to a kind of religious desperation by the visions of the prophet and the drea- mer. "An instance of one of these sudden exas- perations, arising from a motive peculiar to the Indian character, is extant in an old re- cord of the early settlement of Massachusetts. The planters of Pl3aTiouth had defaced the monuments of the dead at Passonagessit, and had plundered the grave of the sachem's mother, of some skins with which it had been piously decorated. Every one knows the hallowed reverence which the Indians en- tertain for the sepulchres of their kindred. Even now, tribes that have passed genera- tions, exiled from the abode of their ances- tors, when by chance they have been travel- ling, on some mission to our seat of govern- *12 138 APPENDIX. ment, have been known to turn aside from the highway for many miles distance, and guided by wonderful accurate tradition, have sought some tumulus, buried perhaps in the woods, where the bones of their tribe were anciently deposited; and there have passed some time in silent lamentation over tlie ashes of their forefathers. Influenced by this sublime and holy feeling, the sachem, whose mother's tomb had been violated, in the moment of indignation, gathered his men together, and addressed them in the follow- ing beautifully simple and pathetic harangue ' — an harangue which has remianed unquoted for nearly two hundred years — a pure speci- men of Indian eloquence, and an affecting monument of filial piety in a savage. "When last the glorious light of all the sky was underneath this globe, and birds grew silent, I began to settle as my custom is, to take repose. Before mine eyes w'ere fast closed, methought I saw a vision, at which my spirit was much troubled; and, trembling at that doleful sight, a spirit cried aloud — behold, my son whom I have cher- ished, see the breasts that gave thee suck, the hands that lapped thee warm and fed thee oft ! canst thou forget to take revenge of those wild people, who have defaced my monument in a despiteful manner, disdain- ing our antiquities and honourable customs. appeindix. 139 See now, the sachem's grave lies like the common people, defaced by an ignoble race. Thy mother doth complain, and implores thy aid against this thievish people, who have newly intruded in our land. If this be suffered I shall not rest quiet in my ever- lasting habitation.- — This said, the spirit vanished, and I, all in a sweat, not able scarce to speak, began to get some strength and recollect ray spirits that were fled, and determined to demand your counsel, and so- licit your assistance." Another cause of violent outcry against the Indians, is their inhumanity to the van- quished. This originally arose partly from political and partly from superstitious mo- tives. Where hostile tribes are scanty in their numbers, the death of several warriors completely paralyses their power ; and ma- ny an instance occurs in Indian history, where a hostile tribe, that had long been for- midable to its neighbour, has been broken up and driven away, by the capture of its principal fighting men. This is a strong temptation to the victor to be merciless, not so much as to gratify any cruelty of revenge, as to provide for future security. But they had other motives, originating in a supersti- tious idea, common to barbarous notions, and even prevalent among the Greeks and Romans — that the manes of their deceased 140 APPENDIX. friends slain in battle, were soothed by the blood of the captives. But those that are not thus sacrificd are adopted into their families, and treated with the confidence, and affection of relatives and friends ; nay, so hospitable and tender is their entertain- ment, that they will often prefer to remain with their adopted brethren, rather than return to the home and the friends of their youth. *'The inhumanity of the Indians towards their prisoners has been heightened since the intrusion of the whites. We have exas- perated what was formerly a compliance with policy and superstition into a gratifica- tion of vengeance. They cannot but be sensible that we are the usurpers of their ancient dominion, the cause of their degra- dation, and the gradual destroyers of their race. They go forth to battle smarting with injuries and indignities which they have individually suffered from the injustice and the arrogance of white men, and they are driven to madness and despair, by the wide spreading desolation and the overwhelming ruin of our warfare. We set them an ex- ample of violence, by burning their villages, and laying waste their slender means of subsistence; and then wonder that savages will not show moderation and magnanimity APPENDIX. 141 towards men, who have left them nothing but mere existence and wretchedness. " It is a common thing to exclaim against new forms of cruelty, while reconciled by custom, we wink at long established atroci- ties. What right does the generosity of our conduct give us to rail exclusively at Indian warfare. With all the doctrines of Christi- anity, and the advantages of cultivated mo- rals, to govern and direct us, what horrid crimes disgrace the victories of Christian armies. Towns laid in ashes; cities given up to the sword; enormities perpetrated, at which manhood blushes, and history drops the pen. Well may we exclaim at the out- rages of the scalping knife; but where, in the records of Indian barbarity, can we point to a violated female ? " We stigmatize the Indians also as cow- ardly and treacherous, because they use stratagem in warfare, in preference to open force ; but in this they are fully authorized by their rude code of honour. They are early taught that stratagem is praiseworthy; the bravest warrior thinks it no disgrace to lurk in silence and take every advantage of his foe. He triumphs in the superior craft and sagacity by which he has been enabled to surprise and massacre an enemy. Indeed, man is naturally more prone to subtlety than open valor, owing to his physical weakness 142 APPENDIX. in comparison Vvdth other animals. They are endowed with natural weapons of de- fence ; with horns, with tusks, with hoofs and talons; but man has to depend on his superior sagacity. In all his encounters, therefore, with these, his proper enemies, he has to resort to stratagem ; and when he perversely turns his hostility against his fellow man, he continues the same subtle mode of warfare. " The natural principle of war is to do the most harm to our enemy, with the least harm to ourselves ; and this of course is to be effected by cunning. That chivalric kind of courage which teaches us to despise the suggestions of prudence, and to rush in the face of certain danger, is the offspring of so- ciety, and produced by education. It is honourable, because in fact it is the triumph of lofty sentiment over an instinctive repug- nance to pain, and over those selfish yearn- ings after personal ease and security which society has condemned as ignoble. It is an emotion kept up by pride, and the fear of shame ; and thus the dread of real evils is overcome by the superior dread of an evil that exists but in the mind. This may be instanced in the case of a young British officer of great pride, but delicate nerves, who was going for the first time into battle. Being agitated by the novelty and awful APPENDIX 143 peril of the scene, he was accosted by another officer, of -a rough and boisterous character — "What, sir," cried he, "do you trem- ble?" "Yes sir," replied the other, "and if you were half as much afraid as I am, you would run away." This young officer sig- nalized himself on many occasions by his gallantry, though had he been brought up in savage life, or even in a humbler and less responsible situation, it is more than proba- ble he could never have ventured into open action. " Besides, we must consider how much the quality of open and desperate courage, is cherished and stimulated by society. It has been the theme of many a spirit-stirring song, and chivalric story. The minstrel has sunfj- of it in the loftiest strain of his Ivre — the poet has delighted to shed around it all the splendours of fiction — and even the his- torian has forgotton the sober gravity of narration, and burst forth into enthusiasm and rhapsody in its praise. Triumphs and gorgeous pageants have been its reward — monuments, where art has exhausted its skill, and opulence its treasures have been erected to perpetuate a nation's gratitude and admiration. Thus artificially excited, courage has arisen to an extraordinary and factitious degree of heroism ; and arrayed in all the glorious " pomp and circumstance'* 144 APpENDrx. of war, this turbulent qualify has ever bee» able to eclipse many of those quiet, but in- valuable virtues, which silently enoble the human character, and swell the tide of human happiness. " But if courage intrinsically consist in the defiance of hunger and pain, the life of the Indian is a continual exhibition of it. He lives in a perpetual state of hostility and risk. — Peril and adventure are congenial to his nature; or rather, seem necessary to existence. Surrounded by hostile tribes, he is always equipped for fight, with his wea- pons in his hands. He traverses vast wilder- nesses, exposed to the hazards of lonely sick- ness, or lurking enemies, or pining famine.^ Stormy lakes present no obstacle to his wan- derings ; in his light canoe of bark, he sports like a feather on their waves, and darts with the swiftness of an arrow down the roaring rapids of the river. — Trackless wastes of snow, rugged mountains, the glooms of swamps and morasses, where poisonous rep- tiles curl among the rank vegetation, are fearlessly encountered by this wanderer of the wilderness. He gains his food by the hardships and dangers of the chase ; he wraps himself in the spoils of the bear, the pan- ther, and the buffalo, and sleeps among the thunders of the cataracts Ai>i'Eismx. 145 *' No hero of ancient or modern days can surpass the Indian in his lofty contempt of death, and the fortitude with which he sus- tains all the varied torments with which it is frequently inflicted. Indeed we here behold him rising superior to the white man, merely in consequence of his peculiar education. The latter rushes to glorious death at the cannon's mouth ; the former cooly con- templates its approach, and triumphantly endures it, amid the torments of the knife and the protracted agonies of fire. He even takes a savage delight in taunting his perse- cutors, and provoking their ingenuity of torture ; and as the devouring flames prey on his very vitals, and the flesh shrinks from the sinews, he raises his last song of triumph, breathing the defiance of an unconquered heart, and invoking the spirits of his fathers to witness that he dies without a groan. " Notwithstanding all the obloquy with which the early historians of the colonies have overshadowed the characters of the unfortunate natives, some bright gleams will occasionally breakthrough, that throw a de- gree of melancholy lustre on their memo- ries. Facts are occasionally to be met with, in their rude annals, which, though recorded with all the colouring of prejudice and bigo- try, yet speak for themselves ; and will be 13 146 APPENDIX. dwelt on with applause and sympathy, when prejudice shall have passed away. " In one of the homely naratives of the Indian wars in New-England, there is a touching account of the desolation carried into the tribe of the Pequod Indians. Hu- manity shudders at the cold-blooded accounts given, of indiscriminate butchery on the part of the settlers. In one place we read of the surprisal of an Indian fort in the night, when the wigwams were wrapped in flames, and the miserable inhabitants were shot down and slain, in attempting to escape, " all being dispatched and ended in the course of an hour." After a series of similar transac- tions, " Our soldiers," as the historian piously observes, " being resolved by God's assistance to make a final destruction of them." The unhappy savages being hunted from their homes and fortresses, and pursued with fire and sword, a scanty but gallant band, the sad remnant of the Pequod war- riors, with their wives and children, took refuge in a swamp. " Burning with indignation, and rendered sullen by despair — with hearts bursting wdth grief at the destruction of their tribe, and spirits galled and sore at the fancied igno- miny of their defeat, they refused to ask their lives at the hands of an insulting foe, and preferred death to submission. APPENDIX. 147 " As the night drew on they were sur- rounded in their dismal retreat, in such manner as to render escape impracticable. Thus situated, their enemy ''plied them with shot all the time, by which means many were killed and buried in the mire. In the darkness and fog that precedes the dawn of day, some few broke through the besiegers and escaped into the woods ; " the rest were left to the conquerers, of which many were killed in the swamp, like sullen dogs who would rather, in their self-willedness and madness, sit still and be shot through, or cut to pieces," than implore for mercy. When the day broke upon this handful of forlorn, but dauntless spirits, the soldiers we are told, entered the swamp, "saw several heaps of them sitting close together, upon whom they discharged their peices, laden with ten or twelve pistol bullets at a time ; putting the muzzles of their peices under the boughs, within a few yards of them ; so as, besides those that were found dead, many more were killed and sunk into the mire, and never were minded more by friend or foe." "Can any one read this plain unvarnished tale, without admiring the stern resolution, the unbending pride, and loftiness of spirit, that seemed to nerve the hearts of these self taught heroes, and raise them above the 148 AITENDIX. instinctive feelings of human nature ? When the Gauls laid waste the city of Rome, they found the nobles clothed in their robes, and seated with stern tranquility in their curule chairs ; in this manner they suffered deaths without an attempt at supplication or resis- tance. Such conduct in them was applau- ded as noble and magnanimous ; in the hapless Indian it was reviled as obstinate and sullen. How much are we the dupes \^rrior is to be under command, or punctually to obey orders-— to learn to march a-breast in scattered order, so as to be in readiness to surround the enemy, or to pre- vent being surrounded — to be a good marks- man, and active in the use of their musket or rifle — to practice running — to learn to endure hunger or hardships with patience and fortitude — to tell the truth at all times to their officers, more especially when sent out to spy the enemy. " Concerning Officers. — They say that it would be absurd to appoint a man to an office, whose skill and courage had never been tried — that all officers should be advanced only according to merit^ — that no single man should have the absolute command of an ioG APPEKDtX. "army — that the counsel of officers sliould de- termine when and how an attack is made — that it is the duty of officers to lay plans, and take every advantage of the enemy — to ambush and surprise them, and to prevent the like to themselves. It is the duty of officers to prepare and deliver speeches to the men, in order to animate and encour- age them, and on a march to prevent the men, at any time, getting into a huddle, be- cause if the enemy should surround them in that position, they would be greatly exposed to the enemy's fire. It is likewise their bu- siness, at all times, to endeavour to annoy the enemy, and save their own men; and therefore ought never to bring on an attack without considerable advantage, or without what appeared to them to insure victory, and that with a loss of but few men. And if at any time they should be mistaken in this, and are likely to lose many men in gaining the victory, it is their duty to retreat, and wait for a better opportunity of defeat- ing their enemy, without the danger of losing so many men.' Their conduct proves that they act on these principles. " This is the statement given by those who are experimentally acquainted with them, and as long as the British officers despised both Indians and Americans, who studied their art of war, and formed themselves on APytKDIX. lot ihe same plan, they were caristantly beaten by those soldiers of nature, though seldorii one fourth of the numlxir of the British. But the British officers had one advantage of them. This was the art of drawing up and reporting to their superiors, plans of their battles, and exaggerated accounts of their great success, and the immense loss of the Indians, which were never thought of till long after the battle was over, and often while they were smarting under their severe defeat or surprise. When the Indians determine on war or hunting, they have stated preparatory, re- ligious ceremonies, for purification, particu- larly by fasting, as the Israelites had. "Father Charlevoix gives an account of this custom in his time. In case of an in- tention of going to war, he who is to com- mand does not commence the raising of soldiers, till he has fasted several days, during which he is smeared with black — ■ has no conversation with any one—- invokes by day and night, his tutelar spirit, and above all, is very careful to observe his dreams. The fast being over, he assembles his friends, and with a string of wampum in his hands, he speaks to them after this manner. Breth- ren! the great spirit authorizes my senti- ments,, and inspires me with what I ought to dg* The blood of is not wiped away — 14 158 APPENDIX. his body is not covered, and 1 will acquit myself of this duty towards him." he, Mr. M'Kenzie in some measure confirms this account though among diii'erent nations. " If the tribes feel themselves called upon to go to war the elders convene the people in order to obtain the general opinion. If it be for war, the chief publishes his inten- tion to smoke in the sacred stem (a pipe) at a certain time. To this solemnity, medita- tion and fasting are required as preparatory ceremonials. When the people are thus as- sembled, and the meeting sanctified by the custom of smoking (this may be in imitation of the smoke of the incense ofiered on the altar of the Jews) the chief enlarges on the causes which have called them together, and the necessity of the measures proposed on the occasion. He then invites them who are willing to follow him, to smoke out of the sacred stem, which is considered as a token of enrolment." A sacred feast then takes place, and after much ceremony, usual on such occasions, "the chief turning to the east, makes a speech to explain more fully the design of their meeting, then concludes with an acknowledgement for past mercies received, and a prayer for the continuance of them, from the master of life. He then sits down, and the whole company declare their approbation and thanks by uttering the APPENDIX. 159 word iJo/-'(in a very hoarse, guttural sound, being the third syllable of the beloved name,) '* with an emphatic promulgation of the last letter. The chief then takes up the pipe, and holds it to the mouth of the offi- ciating person," (like a priest of the jews, with the incense) " who after smoking three whiffs, utters a short prayer, and then goes round with it from east to west, to every person present." The ceremony then being ended, " he returns the company thanks for their attendance, and wishes them, as well as the whole tribe, health and long life." Do not these practices remind the reader of the many directions in the Jewish ritual, commanding the strict purification or sanc- tifying individuals about to undertake great business, or enter on important offices. " The Indians, by oppression, diseases, wars and ardent spirits, have greatly dimin- ished in numbers, degenerated in their moral character, and lost their high standing as warriors, especially those contigous to our settlements. " The very ancient men who have wit- nessed the former glory and prosperity of their country, or who have heard from the mouths of their ancestors, and particularly from their beloved men, (whose office it is to repeat their traditions and laws to the rising generations, with the heroic achieve- iGO APPENDIX. nients of their forefathers) the former slate of their country with the great prowess and success of tlieir warriors of old times, the}' weep like infants, when they speak of the fallen condition of their nations. They de- rive however some consolation from a pro- phecy of ancient origin and universal cur- rency among them, that the men of America will, at some future period, regain their an- cient ascendency and expel the man of Eu- rope from this western hemisphere. This flattering and consolatory persuasion has enabled the Seneca and Shawnese prophets to arrest, in some tribes, the use of iiitoxi- cating liquors, and has given birth, at diffe- rent periods, to attempts for a general con- federacy of the Indians of North America." Clinton, The compiler of the Star in the West was present at a dinner given by general Knox to a number of Indians, in the year 1789, at New-York ; they had come to the president on a mission from their nations, The house was in Broadway. A little before dinner, two or three of the Sachems, with their chief or principle man, went into the balcony at the front of the house, the drawing room being up-stairs. From this they had a view of the city, the harbour, Long-Island, &lc. After remaining there a short time, they re- turned into the room, apparently dejected ; APPENDIX. lOl but the chief more than the rest. General Knox took notice of it, and said to him, brother ! what has happened to you ? — You look sorry ! — Is there any thing to distress you ? He answered — I'll tell you, brother. I have been looking at your beautiful city — the great water — your fine country — and see how happy you all are. But then, I could not help thinking, that this fine country and this great water was once ours. Our an- cestors lived here — they enjoyed it as their own in peace — it was the gift of the great spirit to them and their children. At last the white people came here in a great canoe. They asked only to let them tie it to a tree, lest the waters should carry it away — we consented. They then said some of their people were sick, and they asked permission to land them and put them under the shade of the trees. The ice then came, and they could not go away. They then begged a piece of land to build wigwams for the win- ter — we granted it to them. They then asked for some corn to keep them from starving — we kindly furnished it to them, they promising to go away when the ice was gone. When this happened, we told them they must now go away with their big canoe ; but they pointed to their big guns round their wigwams, and said they would stay there, and we could not make them go away. 14* lG-2 APPENDIX. Afterwards, more come. Tliey brought spirituous and intoxicatintr; liquors with them, of which the Indians became very fond. They persuaded us to sell them some land. Finally they drove us back, from time to time, into the wilderness, far from the water, and the fish, and the oysters — they have de- stroyed the game — our people have wasted away, and now we live miserabie and wretched, while you are enjoying our fine and beautiful country. This makes me sorr}^, brother ! and I cannot help it !" From the great similarity of the manners and customs of the Indian natives and those recorded of the jews, many learned men have come to the conclusion that the Indian tribes are none other than the descendants of the ten lost tribes of Judah. If not, in what manner can w^e account for this simila- rity .f* Their religious emblems are nearly of the same import — tlieir rites and cere- monies in many respects do not difler essen- tially — there is an evident approach' in many instances between the two languages,* and withal there is Vijtersonal resemblance. The late Wm. Penn, who was acquainted * There are but two mother tonguof^, it is said, among the Northen Indians, including those tribes that inhabit the Mississippi, the Huron and Algon- quin. There is not more diflerence between these, than between the Norman and French. APPENDIX. 163^ witli the natives before they became cor- rupted by the whites, was exceedingly struck with their appearance, and in one of his let- ters to a friend in England, he says, *' I found them with like countenance with the Jev/ish race ; and their children of so lively a re- semblance to them, that a man w^ould think himself in Duke's-place or Berry-street, in London, when he seeth them." (Penn's Works, 2d vol. 80p. year 1682.) They wore ear-rings and nose jewels ; bracelets on their arms and legs; rings on their fingers ; necklaces made of highly polished shells found in their rivers and on their coasts. Their females tied up their hair behind, worked bands round their heads, and orna- mented them with shells and feathers, and are fond of strings of beads round several parts of their bodies. They use shells and turkey spurs round the tops of their mocasins, to tinkle like little bells, as they walk." Isaiah proves this to have been the custom of the Jewish women, or something much like it. " In that day, says the prophet, the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon. The chains and the bracelets and the mufllers. The bonnets and the orna- ments of the legs, and the head-bands, and the tablets, and the ear-rings ; the rings and 164 APPENDIX. the nose jewels." Isaiah, iii. 18. Th&y religiously observed certain feasts, and feasts very similar to those enjoined on the He- brews, by Moses, as will hereinafter more particularly be shown. In short, many, and indeed, it may be said, most of the learned men, who did pay any particular attention to these natives of the wilderness at their first coming among them, both English and Spaniards, were struck with their general likeness to the Jews. The Indians in New- Jersey, about 1681, are described, as persons straight in their limbs, beyond the usual proportion in most nations ; very seldom crooked or deformed ; their features regular ; their countenances somewhat fierce, in com- mon rather resembling a Jew than a Chris- tian. — Smith's History of New Jersey. In general the indian languages are verj' " copious and expressive," considering the narrow sphere in which they move. In comparison with civilized nations, their ideas are few. In their language, we find neither cases or declensions, a few or no prepositions. This has been remarked more particularly, as there is no language known in Europe, except the Hebrew, without prepositions. The public speeches of the Indians are short but bold, nervous, and abounding with metaphor. For instance, the speech made by Logan, a famous Indian APPENPIX. I65i chief, about the year 1775, was never ex- ceeded by Demosthenes or Cicero. In revenge for a murder committed by some unknown Indians, aparty of our people fired on a canoe loaded with women and children, and one man, all of whom happened to be- long to the family of Logan, who had been long the staunch friend of the Americans, and then at perfect peace with them. A war immediately ensued, and after much blood-shed on both sides, the Indians were beat and sued for peace. A treaty was held, but Logan disdainfully refused to be reckoned among the suppliants ; but to pre- vent any disadvantage from his absence, to his nation, he sent the following talk, to be delivered to Lord Dunmore at the treaty :— ** I appeal to any white man to say, if he ever entered Logan's cabin hungry, and he gave him no meat — if ever he came cold and naked, and Logan clothed him not. During the course of the last long and bloody war, Logan remained idle in his cabin, an advocate for peace. Such was his love for the white men, that my coun- trymen pointed as they passed, and said, Logan is the friend of white men. I had thought to have lived with you, but for the injuries of one man. Colonel the last spring, in cold blood, and unprovoked, mur- dered all tlie relations of Logan, not sparing 166 APPENDIX. even my women and children. There runs not a drop of his blood in the veins of any living creature. This calls on me for re- venge. I have sought it. I have killed many. I have fully glutted my vengeance. For my country, I rejoice at the beams of peace. But do not harbour a thought that mine is the joy of fear. Logan never felt fear. He will not turn on his heel to save his life. Who is there to mourn for Logan .^^ No, not one." *' Great allowance must be made for trans- lations into another language, especially by illiterate and ignorant interpreters. This destroys the force as well as beauty of the original. " A writer (Adair) who has had the best opportunities to know the true idiom of their language, by a residence among them for forty years, has taken great pains to show the similarity of the Hebrew with the Indian languages, both in their roots and general construction ; and insists that many of the indian words to this day, are purely Hebrew, notwithstanding their exposure to the loss of it to such a degree, as to make the preservation of it so far, little less than miraculous." Mr. Boudinot in his able work states, *' as a matter of curiosity, that the Mohawks, in confederacv with the Five Nations, as sub- APPENDIX. 167 sisting at the first arrival of the Europeans in America, were considered as the lawgiv- ers, or the interpreters of duty to the other tribes. Nay, this was so great, that all paid obedience to their advice. They consider- ed themselves as supreme, or first among the rest. Mr. Colden says, that he had been told by old men in New England, that when their Indians were at war, formerly with the Mohawks, as soon as one appeared, their Indians raised a cry from hill to hill, a Mo- hawk ! a Mohawk ! upon which all fled like sheep before a wolf, without attempting to make the least resistance. And that all the nations around them, have for many years, entirely submitted to their advice, and pay them a yearly tribute of wampum. The tributary nations dare not make war orpeace, without the consent of the Mohawks. Mr. Colden has given a speech of the Mohawks, in answer to one from the governor of Vir- ginia, complaining of the confederate nations, which shows the Mohawks' superiority over them, and the mode in which they corrected their misdoings. Now it seems very remark • able that the Hebrew word Mhhokek, spel- led so much like the Indian word, means a law-giver, (or leges interpres) or a superior. " Blind chance could not have directed so great a number of remote and warring savage nations to tix on, and unite in so nice 168 APPENDIX. a religious standard of speech, and evert grammatical construction of language, where there was no knowledge of letters or syntax. For instance, A^ oo, EA, is a strong religi- ous Indian emblem, signifying, I cliinb^ as- taid or remove to another place of residence. It points to A-no-Wah, the first person singu- lar, and O E Aj or Yah, Pie, Wah, and im- plies putting themselves under the divine patronage. The beginning of that most sacred symbal, is by studious skill and thorough knowledge of the power of letters, placed twice, to prevent them from being applied to the sacred name, for vain purpo- ses, or created things. " Though they lost the true meaning of their religious emblems, except what a^Very few of the more intelligent traders revive in their retentive memories of the old inqui- sitive magi, or beloved man ; yet tradition directs them to apply them properly. They tise many plain religious emblems of the divine name, as Y, O, he wah — Yah and Ale, and these are the roots of the prodigi- ous number of words, through their various dialects. It Is worthy of remembrance, that two Indians, who belong to far distant na- tions, without the knowledge of each other's language, except from the gtjneral idiom, will inteUigibly converge together, and con- tract tngagem(.^ntc without any iat^rpr^tti. APPENDIX. 169 in such a surprising manner, as is scarcely credible. In like manner we read of Abra- ham, Isaac and Jacob, travelling from coun- try to country, from Chaldea into Palestine, when inhabited by various differing nations — thence into Egypt and back again, making engagements, and treating with citizens wherever they went. But we never read of any difficulty of being understood, or their using an interpreter. *' The Indians generally express them- selves with great vehemence and short pauses, in their set public speeches. Their periods are well turned, and very sonorous and harmonious. Their words are specially chosen, and well disposed, with great care and knowledge of their subject and language, to show the being, power, and agency of the great spirit in all that concerns them. "To speak in general terms, their lan- guage in their roots, idiom, and particular construction, appears to ha^e the whole genus of the Hebrew, and what is very re- markable, and well worthy of serious obser- vation, has most of the peculiarities of that language, especially those in which it differs from most other languages ; and " often both in letters and signification, synonimous with the Hebrew language." They call the lightning and thunder, Eloha, audits rumb- ling noise Rt?wuh, which may not, impro- 15 170 APPENDIX. perly be deduced from the Hebrew word Riiach, a name of the third person in the holy Trinity, originally signifying "the air in motion or a rushing wind." — Faber. The Indian compounded words are gene- rally pretty long, but those that are radical or simple, are mostly short ; very few, if any of them, exceed three or four syllables. And as their dialects are guttural, every word contains some consonants, and these are the essential characteristics of language. Where they deviate from this rule, it is by religious emblems, which obviously proceeds from the great regard they pay to the names of the Deity, especially to the great four lettered divine, essential name, by using the letters it contains, and the vowels it was originally pronounced with, to convey a vir- tuous idea ; or by doubling or transposing them, to signify the contrary. In this, all the Indian nations agree. And as this general custom must'* proceed from one primary cause, it seems to assure us, that the people was not in a savage state when they first separated, and varied their dialects with so much religious care and exact art." Mr. Boudinot, speaking of the Indian tra- ditions as received by their nations, says, not having the assistance afibrded by the means of writing and reading, they are obliged to have recourse to tradition, as Du APPENDIX. 171 Pratz, 2 vol. 169, has justly observed, " to preserve the remembrance of remarkable transactions or historical facts ; and this tra- dition cannot be preserved, but by frequent repetitions ; consequently many of their young men are often employed in hearken- ing to the old beloved men, narrating the history of their ancestors, which is thus transmitted from generation to generation." *' In order to preserve them pure and incor- rupt, they are careful not to deliver them indifferently to all their young people, but only to those young men of whom they have the best opinion. They hold it as a certain fact, as delivered down from their ancestors, that their forefathers, in very remote ages, came from a far distant country, by the way of the west, where all the people were of one colour, and that in process of time they moved eastward to their present settle- ments." This tradition is corroborated by a current report among them, related by the old Chickkasah Indians to our traders, that now about 100 years ago, there came from Mex- ico, some of the old Chickkasah nation, or as the Spaniards call them, Chichemicas, in quest of their brethren, as far north as the Aquahpah nation, above one hundred and thirty miles above the Natchez, on the south east side of the Mississippi river ; but 17^ APPENDIX. through French policy, they were either killed or sent back, so as to prevent their opening a brotherly intercourse with them, as they had proposed. It is also said, that the Nauatalcas believe that they dwelt in another region before they settled in Mexico. That their forefathers wandered eighty years in search of it, through a strict obedience to the commands of the great spirit, who or- dered them to go in quest of new lands, that had such particular marks as were made known to them, and they punctually obeyed the divine mandate, and by that means found out and settled that fertile country of Mexico. Our southern Indians have also a tradition among them which they firmly believe, that of old time, their ancestors lived beyond a great river. That nine parts of their nation, out of ten, passed over the river, but the re- mainder refused, and staid behind. That they had a king when they lived far to the west, who left two sons. That one of them, with a number of his people, travelled a great way for many years, till they came to Delaware river, and settled there. That some years ago, the king of the country from wliich they had emigrated, sent a party in search of them. This was at the time the French were in possession of the country on ihe riv^er Alleghany. That after seeking six years, they found an Indian who led them APPENDIX. 173 to the Delaware towns, where they staid one year. That the French sent a white man with them on their return, to bring back an account of their country, but they have never been heard of since. It is said among their principal, or beloved men, that they have it handed down from their ancestors, that the book which the white people have was once theirs. That while they had it they prospered exceed- ingly ; but that the pale people bought it of them, and learnt many things from it ; while the Indians lost their credit, offended the great spirit, and suffered excedingly from the neighbouring nations. That the great spirit took pity on them and directed them to this country. That on their way they came to a great river, which they could not pass, when God dried up the waters and they passed over dry shod. They also say that their forefathers were possessed of an extraordinary divine spirit, by which they foretold future events, and controled the common course of nature, and this they transmitted to their offspring, on condition of their obeying the sacred laws. That they did by these means bring down showers of plenty on the beloved people. But that this power for a long time past, had entirely ceased. The rie verend gentlemen mentioned before, 15* 174 APPENDIX. who had taken so much pains in the year 1764 or 5, to travel far westward, to find Indians who had never seen a white man, informed the writer of these memoirs, that far to the nortliwest of the Ohio, he attended a party of Indians to a treaty, with Indians from the west of the Mississippi. Here he found the people he was in search of — he conversed with their beloved man who had never seen a white man before, by the as- sistance of three grades of interpreters. The Indian informed him, " that one of their ancient traditions was, that a great while ago, they had a common father, who lived towards the rising of the sun, and governed the whole world. That all the white people's heads were under his feet. That he had twelve sons, by whom he administered his government. That his authority was derived from the great spirit, by virtue of some special gift from him. That ihe twelve sons behaved very bad and tyrannized over the people, abusing their power to a great de- gree, so as to oflend the great spirit exceed- ingly. That he being thus angry with them, suffered the white people to introduce spirituous liquors among them, made them drunk, stole the special gift of the great spirit from them, and by this means usurped the power over them, and ever since the Indians' heads where under the white people's APPENDIX. 1 75 feet. But that they also had a tradition, that the time would come, when the Indians would regain the gift of the great spirit from the white people, and with it their ancient power, wdien the white people's heads would be again under the Indian's feeU Mr. M'Kenzie in his History of the Fur Trade, and his journey through North Ame- rica, by the lakes, to the South Sea, in the 5^ear -, says, "that the Indians informed him, that they had a tradition among them, that they originally came from another coun- try, inliabited by wicked people, and had traversed a great lake, which was narrow, shallow and full of islands, where they had suffered great hardships and mucli misery, it being always winter, with ice and deep snows — at a place they called the Copper- mine River, where they made the first land, the ground was covered with copper, over which a body of earth had since been col- lected to the depth of a man's heighth, They believe also that in ancient times their ancestors had lived till their feet were worn out with walking, and their throats with mating. They described a deluge, when the waters spread over the whole earth, ex- Capt. Cook and others, in and about the peninsula of Kamschatka and the northeast coast of Asia and the opposite shores of America, of which little was before known by any civilized nation, without at least drawing strong presumptive inferences, in favour of these wandering nations being de- scended from some oriental nation of the old world, and most probably, all things con- sidered, being the lost tribes of Israel. Let us look into the late discoveries, and compare them with the Indian traditions. Kamschatka is a large peninsula, on the north eastern part of Asia — It is a moun- tainous country, lying between fifty-one and sixty two degrees of north latitude, and of course a very cold and frozen climate. No grain can be raised there, though some vegetables are. Skins and furs are there chief exports. The natives are wild as the country itself, and live on fish and sea ani- mals, with their rein-deer. The islands in this sea, which separate it from the north- west coast of America, are so numerous that the existence of an almost continued chain of them between the two continents is now rendered extremely probable. The principal of them are the Kurile Islands, those called Bherings and Copper Islands, the Aleutian Islcinds, and Fox Islands. Copper Island, APPENDIX. 183 which llf s in fifty-four degrees north, and in full sight of Bhering's Island, has its name from the great quantities of copper with which the northeast coast of it abounds. Mr. Grieve's history. It is washed up by the sea, and covers the shores in such abundance, that many ships might be loaded with it very easil}^ These Islands are subject to con- tinual earthquakes, and abound in sulpher. Alaska is one of the most eastwardly islands, and probably is not far from the American coast. The snow lies on these Islands till March, and the sea is filled with ice in win- ter. There is little or no wood grewing in any part of the country, and the inhabitants live in holes dug in the earth. Their greatest delicacies are wild lily and other roots and berries, with fish and other sea animals. The distance between the most northeast- wardly part of Asia and the northwest coast of America, is determined by the famous navigator Capt. Cook, not to exceed thirty- nine miles. These straits are often filled with ice, even in summer, and frozen in winter, and by that means might become a safe passage for the most numerous host to pass over in safety, though these continents had never been once joined, or at a much less distance than at present. The sea from the south of Bhering's Straits to the islands, bettt'ecn the two continents, is very shallow. 184 APPENDIX. From the frequent volcanoes that are con- tinually happening, it is probable, not only that there has been a separation of the con- tinent at Bherings Straits, but that the whole space from the island to that small opening was once filled up with land ; but that it had by the force and fury of the waters, perhaps actuated by fire, been totally sunk and de- stroyed, and the islands left in its room. Neither is it improbable that the first passage of the sea was much smaller than at present, and that it is widening yearly, and perhaps many small islands that existed at the first separation of the continents, have sunk or otherwise have been destroyed. These changes are manifest in almost every country. Monsieur Le Page du Pratz, in his 2d vol, of his History of Louisiana, page 120, informs us, that being exceedingly desirous to be informed of the origin of the Indian natives, made every inquiry in his power> especially of the nation of the Natchez, one of the most intelligent among them. All he could learn from them was, that they came from between the north and the sun setting- being no way satisfied with this, he sought for one who bore the character of one of their wisest men. He was happy enough to discover one named Moneachtape, among the Yazons, a nation about forty leagues AprnNDix. 15S from ibe Natchez. This man was remarka- ble for his solid understanding and elevation of sentiment, and his name was given to him by his nation as expressive of the man — meaning ^'''killer of pain and fatigue.''^ His eager desire was to see the country from whence his forefathers came — he obtained directions and set ofi'. He went up the Mis- souri, where he staid a long time, to learn the different languages of the nations he was to pass through. After long travelling he came to the nation of the Otters, and hy them was directed on his way, till he reached the southern ocean. After being some time with the nations on the shores of the great sea, he proposed to proceed on his journey, and joined himself to some people who in- habited more westwardly on the coast. They travelled a great way between the north and the sun setting, when they arrived at the village of his fellow travellers, where he found the days long and the nights short. He was here advised to give over all thoughts of continuing his journey. They told hira "thatihe land extended still a long way in the direction aforesaid, after which it ran directly west, and at length was cut by the great water from north to south. One of them added, that when he was young he knew a very old man, who had seen that distant land before it was eat away by the 16* 186 APPENDIX. great water ; and when the great water was low, many rocks still appeared in those parts." Moneachtape took their advice, and returning home after an absence of five years. This account given to Du Pratz, in the year 1720, confirms the idea of the narrow passage at Kamschatka^ and the probability that the continents once joined. It is remarkable that the people, especially the Kamschatkians, in their marches, never go but in Indian file, following one another in the same track. Some of the nations in this quarter, prick their flesh with small punctures with a needle in various shapes,^ then rub into them charcoal, blue liquid or some other colour, so as to make the marks become indelible, after the manner of the more eastern nations. Bishop Lowth, in his notes on the t6th verse of the xli:^th chapter of Isaiah, says, ♦'this is certainly an allusion to some prac- tice common among the Jews at that time, of making marks on their hands and arms by punctures on the skin, with some sort of sign or representation of the city or temple, to shew their affection and zeal: for it. They had a method of making such punctures in- delible by fire or staining— -ajjd this art is practised by travelling Jews all over the APPENDIX. 187 World at this day — vid. also his note on chap. xlv. 5th verse. Thus it is with our northern Indians ; they always go in Indian file, and mark their flesh just as above represented. The writer of this has seen an aged christian Indian Sachem, of good character, who sat for his portrait. On stripping his neck to the lower part of his breast, it ap- peared that the whole was marked with a deep blueish colour in various figures, very discernable. On being asked the reason of it, he answered, with a heavy sigh, that it was one of the follies of his youth, when he was a great warrior, before his conversion to Christianity; and now, says he, I must bear it, as a punishment for my folly, and carry the marks of it to my grave. The people of Siberia made canoes of birch bark, distended over ribs of wood, nicely sewed together. The writer has seen this exactly imitated by the Indians on the river St. Lawrence, and it is universally the case on the lakes. Col. John Smith says, "at length we all embarked in a large birch bark canoe. This vessel was about four feet wide and three feet deep and about thirty-five feet long; aud though it could carry a heavy burden, it was so artfully and curiously constructed, that four men could carry it several miles, from one landing 188 APPENDIX. place to another ; or from the waters of the lakes to the waters of the Ohio. At night they carry it on the land, and invert it, or turn it bottom up, and convert it into a dwelling liouse." It also appears from the history of Kam- schatka, written by James Grieve, that in the late discoveries, the islands which extend from the south point of Kamschatka, amount to thirty-one or thirty-two. That on these islands are high mountains, and many of them smoking volcanoes. That the pas- sages between them, except fti one or two instances were but one or two days row, at the time of the author's writing that history. They are liable to terrible inundations and earthquakes. The following is collected from Mr. Stel- ler's journal, as recorded in the above his- tory; — "The main land of America lies parallel with the coast of Kamschatka, inso- much that it may reasonably be concluded that these lands once joined, especially at the Techukotskoi Noss, or Cape. He offers reasons to prove it: 1st. The appearance of both coasts, which appear to be torn asunder. 2d. Many capes project into the sea from thirty to sixty versts. 3d. Many islands are in the sea which divides Kam- schatka from America. 4th. The situation of the islands and the breadth of that ?ea. APPENDIX. 189 The sea is full of islands, which extend from the northwest point of America to the chan- nel of Anianova. One follows another, as the Keruloski islands do at Japan. The American coast at sixty degrees of north latitude is covered with wood; but at Kam- schatka, which is only fifty-one degrees, there is none for near fifty versts from the sea, and at sixty- two, not one tree is to be found. It is known also, that the fish enter the rivers on the American coast, earlier than they do in the rivers of Kamschatka. There are also raspberries, of a large size and fine taste, besides honey suckles, cran- berries and black-berries in great plenty. In the sea there are seals, sea-beavers, whales and dog-fish. In the country and in the rivers on the American coast, red and black foxes, swans, ducks, quails, plover, and ten kinds of birds not known in Europe. These particulars may help to answer the question, whence was America peopled ; for though we should grant that the two conti- nents never were joined, yet they lie so near to each other, that the possibility of the inhabitants of Asia going over to America, especially considering the number of the islands, and the coldness of the climate, cannot be denied. From Bhering's Island, on its high mountains, you can see mountains covered with snow, that appear to be capes, l96 APPENDIX. of the main land of America. From all which it appears clearly, here was a proba- ble means of a people passing from Asia to America, either on the main land before a separation, or from island to island ; or on the ice after a separation, by which the con- tinent of America might have been peopled, by the tribes of Israel wandering north-east and directed by the unseen hand of Provi- dence, and thus they entered into a country wherein mankind never before dwelt. It is not presumed that the ten tribes of Israel alone did this. Many of the inhabi- tants might have gone with them from Tar- tary or Scythia; and particularly the old inhabitants of Damascus, who were carried away in the first place by Tiglah Pilnezer, before his conquest of the Israelites, and were their neighbours, and perhaps as much dissatisfied with their place of banishment,^ though for different reasons, as the Israelites, as well as from Kamschatka, on their way where they were stopped some time, as the Egyptions did with the Isrealites of old. And indeed it is not improbable, as has be- fore been hinted, that some few of other nations, who traded on the seas, might, in so long a course of time, have been driven by stress of weather, and reached the Atlantic shores at different places ; but the great body of people settling in North and South APPENDIX. I9i America, must have originated from the same source. Hence it would not be surprising to find among their descendants, a mixture of the Asiatic languages, manners, customs and peculiarities. Nay, it would appear rather extraordinary and unaccountable if this was not so. And if we should find this to be the case, it would greatly corroborate the fact of their having passed into America from the north-east point of Asia, according to the Indian tradition. We, at the present day^ can hardly conceive of the facility with which these wandering northen nations re- moved from one part of the country to the other. The Tarters at this time, who pos- sess that northern country, live in tents or covered carts, and wander from place to place in search of pasture, &i.c. The general character, manners, habits, and customs of the Indians have been very generally misrepresented. It is quite cer- tain, that at the time of the discovery of this continent by Columbus, it was peopled by some thousands of tribes, scattered from the coast opposite Kamschatka to Hudson's Bay. Their exact number has never been ascer- tained, and at this time it is impossible — generation after generation, and tribe after tribe have gone down to the grave, and of some great and powerful nations, there 19*2 APPEKDIX. is not a solitary survivor left. It seems as if the destroying angel had passed over the country, and that the numerous and happy natives had looked on him and died. Mr. Boudinot mentions one hundred and ninety different nations each having a Mng and sachem, " Du Pratz, in his History of Louisiana ( vol. 108 — 123) gives an account of the single nation of the Padoucas, lying west by north-west of tlie Missouri, in 1724, which may give a faint idea of the numbers origi- nally inhabiting this vast continent. He says, *' the nations of the PaduIX 193 natives of North- America derive their origin from the same country, since at bottom they all have the same manners and usages, as also the same manner of speaking and thinking." *' Mr. Jefferson late President of the United States, in his Notes on Virginia, has also given much useful information to the world on several important subjects relating to America, and among others, as to the numbers of the Indians in that then dominion. Speaking of the Indian confederacy of the warriors, or rather nations, in that state and its neighbourhood, called *' the Powhataii confederacy," says, it contained in point of territory, as he supposes, of their patrimonial country " about three hundred miles in length, and one hundred in breadth. That there was about one inhabitant for every square mile, and the proportion of warriors to the whole number of inhabitants, was as three to ten, making the number ofsouls about thirty thousand." /' Some writers state the number of their warriors at the first coming of the Europeans to Virginia, to be fifteen thousand, and their population fifty thousand. La Houtan says that each village contained about fourteen thousand souls, that is, fifteen hundred that bore arms, two thousand superannuated men four thousand women, two thousand maids^ 17 1'94 APPENDIX. and four thousand five hundred children. From all which, it is but a moderate esti- mate to suppose that there were six hundred thousand fighting men, or warriors, on this continent at its first discovery. " In 1677, Col. Coursey, an agent for Vir- ginia, had a conference with the Five Na- tions, at Albany. The number of warriors was estimated at that time in those nations at the following rate. Mohawks three hun- dred, Oneidas two hundred, Onondagoes three hundred and fifty, Cayugas three hun- dred, Senecas one thousand — total two thousand one hundred and fifty, which makes the population about seven thousand two hundred. Vide Chalmer's Pohtical Annals, 606. " Smith, in his History of Nev/-York, says that in 1756, the number of fighting men were about twelve hundred. " Douglas, in his History of Massachu- setts, says that they were about fifteen hun- dred in 1760. ^' In 1764, Col. Boquet states the whole number of the inhabitants (he must mean fighting men) at fifteen hundred and fifty. " Captain Hutchins, in 1768, states them at two thousand one hundred and twenty, and Dodge, an Indian trader, in 1779, at sixteen hundred, in the third year of the American revolutionary war. Many reasons APTENDIX. 195 may be assigned for the above diiierenccs — • some may have staid at home for the de- fence of their towns — some might be absent treating on disputes with their neighbours, or sickness, he. he. " During the above war, 1776 — 7, the British had in their service, according to the returns of their agent — Mohawks three hun- dred, Oneidas one hundred and fifty, Tus- caroras two hundred, Onondagoes three hundred, Cayugas two hundred and thirty, Senecas four hundred — In the whole fifteen hundred and eighty. The Americans had about two hundred and twenty, making up eighteen hundred warriors, equal to^ about six thousand souls. " In 1783, Mr. Kirkland, missionary to the Oneidas, estimated the number of the Seneca warriors at six hundred, and the total number of the Six Nations, at more than four thousand. *' 1790, he made the whole number of Indian inhabitants then remaining, including in addition, those who reside on Grand River, in Canada, and the Stockbridge and Brother- town Indians, to be six thousand three hun- dred and thirty. In 1794, the Six Nations numbered seven thousand one hundred and forty-eight souls,. But what are these to the Southern in- (lians, and especially those of Mexico ar«:4 1 96 APPENDIX. Peru. I will give one example. Mons. Le Page Du Pratz, in his History of Louisiana, written about the year 1730, assures us, '* that the nation of the Natchez, from whom the town of that name on the Mississippi is called, were the most powerful nation in North America — 2 vol. 146. They ex- tended from the river Manchas or Iberville, which is about fifty leagues from the sea, to the river Wabash, which is about four hun- dred and sixty leagues from the sea, and that they had five hundred Sachems in the nation." He further says, " that the Chat- kas or Flat-heads, near the river Pacha Ogulasj had twenty-five thousand warriors, but in which number, he supposes many were reckoned who had but a slight title to that name — Page 140. A distinguishing trait in the character of the aborigines, is that of unbounded hos- pitality. Mr. Bartram, who knew the Semi- nole Indians well, as he travelled among them considerably, says that they possess a vast territory, all East Florida,* and the greatest part of West Florida, which being naturally cut and divided into thousands of islets, knolls, and eminences, by the innume- rable rivers, lakes, swamps, savannas and ponds, form so many secure retreats and *The title of tho Indians to this and almost any otliev portion of our soqthren country is extinguished I APPENDIX, IS-T temporary dwelling places, that effectually guard them from any sudden invasion or uttacks from their enemies. And being such a swampy, hammoky country, furnishes such a plenty and variety of supplies for the nourishment of every sort of animal, that I can venture to assert, that no part of the globe so abounds with wild game or crea- ures fit for the food of man. Thus they enjoy a superabundance of the necessities and conveniences of life with the security of persori and property, the two great concerns of mankind. They seem to be free from want or desires. No cruel enemy to dread ; nothing to give them disquietude but the gradual encroachments of the white people, Thus contented and undisturbed, they ap- pear as blithe and free as the birds of the air, and like them as volatile and active, tuneful and vociferous. The visage, action and deportment of a Seminole, being the most striking picture of happiness in this life — -joy, contentment, love and friendship without guile or afiectation, seem inherent in them, or predominate in their vital prin- ciple, for it leaves them but with the last breath of life. To exemplify their kindness to strangers, he says, ^' that having lost his way in tra- velling through their tov/ns, he was at a stand how to proceed, when he observed an 17* 198 APPEKDIX. Indian man at the door of his habitation, beckoning to him, to come to him. Bar- tram accordingly rode up to him. He cheer- fully welcomed him to his house, took care of his horse, and with the most graceful air of respect led him into an airy, cool apart- ment, where being seated on cabins, his women brought in a refreshing repast, with a pleasant cool liquor to drink — then pipes and tobacco. After an hour's conversation, and Mr. Bartram informing him of his busi- ness, and where he was bound, but having lost his way, he did not know how to go on. The Indian cheerfuly replied, that he was pleased that Mr. B. was come in their country, where he should meet with friend- ship and protection ; and that he would him- self lead him into the right path. He turned out to be the prince or chief of Whatoga. How long would an Indian have rode through our country, before he would have received such kindness from a common farmer, much less a chief magistrate of a country ? Mr. Bartram adds to the testimony of Father Charlevoix, in favour of their good charac- ters among themselves. He says they are just, honest, hberal and hospitable to strangers; considerate, loving and affec- tionate to their wives and relations ; fond of their children ; frugal and persevering ; charitable and forbearing. He was weeks APPEiSDIX. 199 and nwnths among them in their towns, and never observed the least sign of contention or wrangling ; never saw an instance of an Indian beating his wife or even reproving her in anger." Col. John Smith says, "when we had plenty of green corn and roasting ears, the hunters became lazy, and spent their time in singing and dancing. They appeared to be fulfilling the scriptures, beyond many of those who profess to believe Hhem, in that of taking no thought for to morrow, but in living in love, peace and friendship, without disputes. In this last respect they are an example to those who profess Christianity — page 29. " As the Israelites were divided into tribes, and had a chief over them, and always marched under ensigns of some ani- mal peculiar to each tribe, so the Indian nations are universally divided into tribes, under a sachem or king, chosen by the peo- ple from the wisest and bravest among them. He has neither influence or distinction, but from his wisdom and prudence. He is as- sisted by a council of old, ivise and benevo- lent men, as they call their priests and coun- sellors. Nothing is determined (of a public nature) but in this council, where every one has an equal voice. The chief or sachem sits in the middle, and the council on each hand, forming a semi-circle, as the high 200 APPENDIX. priest of the Jews did in llic Sanhedrim of that nation." Mr. Penn, when he first arrived in Pen- sylvania, in the year 1683, and made a treaty with them, makes the following observations, in a letter he then wrote to his friends in England. Every king has his council, and that consists of all the old and wise men of his nation, which perhaps are two hundred people. Nothing of moment is undertaken, be it war, peace, selling of land, or traffic, without advising w^ith them. 'Tis admirable to consider how powerful the chiefs are, and yet how they move by the breath of the people. I have had occasion to be in coun- cil with them upon treaties for land, and to adjust the terms of trade. Their order is thus, the king sits in the middle of an half moon, and hath his council, the old and wise on each hand. Behind them, at a little dis- tance sits the young fry, in the same figure. Having consulted and resolved their busi- ness, the king ordered one of them to speak tome. He came to me, and in the name of his king, saluted me. Then took me by the hand, and told me that he was ordered by his king to speak to me; and that now it was not he, but the king that spoke, because what he should say was the king's mind. During the time this person was speaking, not a man of them was observed to whisper APPENDIX. 201 or smile. The old were grave — the young reverend in their deportment. They spoke little, but fervently and with eloquence. He will deserve the name of wise, who out-wits them in any treaty about a thing they under- stand. At every sentence they shout, and say amen, in their way." Mr. Smith, in his history of New-Jersey, confirms this general statement. " They are grave even to sadness, upon any com- mon, and more so upon serious occasions — observant of those in company, and respect- ful to the aged — of a temper cool and de- liberate — never in haste to speak, but wait, for a certainty, that the person who spake before them, had finished all he had to say. They seemed to hold European vivacity in contempt, because they found such as came among them, apt to interupt each other, and frequently speak altogether. Their behaviour in public councils was stricly decent and instructive. Every one, in his turn, according to rank of years or wisdom, or services to his country. Not a word, whisper, or murmer, was heard while any one spoke: no interruption to commend or condemn : the younger sort were totally silent. Those denominated kings, were sachems distinguished by their wisdom and good conduct. The respect paid them was voluntary, and not exacted or looked for. ':20'2 APPENDIX. nor the omission regarded. The sachems directed in tlieir councils, and had tlie chief disposition of their lands," — page 141, 144. Every nation of Indians have certain cus- toms, which they observe in their public transactions with other nations, and in their private affairs among themselves, which is scandalous for any one among them not to observe. And these always draw after them either public or private resentment, when ever they are broken. Although these cus- toms may, in their detail, differ in one nation, when compared with another ; yet it is easy to discern that they have all had one origin. This is also apparent from every nation un- derstanding them. Mr. Golden says, " their great men, both sachems and captains, are generally poorer than the common people ; for they affect to give away, and distribute all the presents or plunder they get in their treaties or in war, so as to leave nothing to themselves. There is not a man in the ministry of the Five Nations (of whom Mr. Golden was writing) who has gained his office otherwise than by merit. There is not the least salary, or any sort of profit, annexed to any office, to tempt the covetous or the sordid ; but on the contrary, every unworthy action is unavoidably attended with the forfeiture of their commission ; for their authority is only the esteem of the APPE^'DIX. SOS people^ and ceases the moment tliat esteem is lost. An old Mohawk sachem, in a poor blanket and a dirty shirt, may be seen issuing his orders, with as arbitrary an authority as a Roman dictator. " As every nation, as before observed, has its peculiar standard or symbol, as an eagle, a bear, a wolf, or an otter, so has each tribe the like badge, from which it is denominated. When they encamp, on a march, they always cut the representation of their ensign or symbol, on the trees, by which it may be known who have been there. The sachem of each tribe is a necessary party in all con- veyances and treaties, to which he affixes the mark of his tribe, as a corporation does that of the public seal. " If you go from nation to nation, you will not find one who does not lineally distinguish himself by his respective family. As the family or tribe of the eagle, panther, (which is their lion) tyger, bufialo, (their ox or bull,) and also the bear, deer, racoon, &c. &:c. So among the Jews, was the lion of the tribe of Judah — Dan was known by a serpent — Issachar by an ass, and Benjamin by a wolf. But the Indians, as the Jews, pay no re- ligious respect for any of these animals, or for any other whatever. " They reckon time after the manner of" the Hebrews. Thev divide the vcar into 204 APPENDIX. spring, summer, autumn, or the falling of the leaf, and winter. Korah is their word for winter with the Cherokee Indians, as it is with the Hebrews. They number the years by any of these four periods, for they have no name for the year. And they subdivide these, and count the year by lunar months, or moons, like the Israelites, who also counted by moons. They call the sun and moon by the same word, with the addition of day and night, as the day sun, or moon — the night sun, or moon. They count the day by three sensible differences of the sun like the Hebrews — as the sun coming out — mid-day, and the sun is dead, or sunset. Midnight is halfway between the^sun going in and coming out of the water — also by mid-night and cock-crowing. They begin their ecclesiastical year at the first appear- ance of the first new moon of the vernal equinox, according to the ecclesiastical year of Moses. They pay great regard to the first appearance of every new moon. They name the various seasons of the year from the planting and ripening of fruits. The green eared moon is the most beloved or sacred, when the first fruits become sanc- tified, by being anually offered up ; and from this period they count their beloved or holy things. The greatest act of hostility towards a A?PENDIX. 205- fiation is to profane the graves of theic dead. If one of their nation dies at a distance, they secure the body from birds and wild beasts } and when they " imagine the flesh is con- sumed, and the bones dried, they return t& the place, bring them home, and inter them in a very solemn manner. The Hebrews, in like manner, carefully buried theiir dead but on any accident, they gathered their bones, and laid then in the tombs of their forefathers. Thus Jacob " charged his sonSy and said unto them, I am to be gathered unto my people, bury me with my fathers, in the cave that is in the field of Ephron the Hittite." This was in Canaan. *' There they buried Abraham and Sarah his wife; there they buried Isaac and Rebeckah his wife; and there I buried Leah." ^' And Joseph took an oath of the children of Israel, saying,God will surely visit you, and ye shall carry my bones fron hence." "And Moses took the bones of Joseph with him."* "and the bones of Joseph, which the chil- dren of Israel brought up out of Egypt, buried they in Shechem," as above men- tioned. — Joshua xxiv. 32. The Jews buried near their cities, and sometimes opposite to their houses, implying a silent lesson of friendship, and a caution to live well. They * Gen. xlix. 29, 31—1. -ao—Exod. xiii.19. 18 206 APPENDIX. buried families together ; but strangers apart by themselves. When an old Indian finds that it is proba- ble that he must die, he sends for his friends, and with them collects his children and family around him ; and then, with the greatest composure, he addresses them in the most affectionate manner, giving them his last council, and advising them to such conduct as he thinks for their best interests. So did the patriarchs of old, and the Indians seem to follow their steps, and with as much coolness as Jacob did to his children, when he was about to die. A very worthy clergyman, with whom the writer was well acquainted, and who had long preached to the Indians, informed him, that many years ago, having preached in the morning to a considerable number of them, in the recess between the morning and after- noon services, news was suddenly brought, that the son of an Indian woman, one of the congregation then present, had fallen into a mill-dam, and was drowned. Immediately the disconsolate mother retired to some distance in deep distress, and sat down on the ground. Her female friends soon folr lowed her, and placed themselves in like manner around her, in a circle at a small distance. They continued a considerable time in profound and melancholy silence. APPENDIX. 207 except now and then uttering a deep groan. All at once the mother putting her hand on her mouth, fell with her face flat on the ground, her hand continuing on her mouth. This was followed, in like manner, by all the rest, when all cried out with the most melancholy and dismal yellings and groan- ings. Thus they continued, with their hands on their mouths, and their mouths in the dust a considerable time. The men also retired to a distance from them, and went through the same ceremony, making the most dismal groanings and yellings. Need any reader be reminded of the Jewish customs on occasions of deep humi- liation, as in Job 21 and 5 — Mark me and be astonished, and lay your hand on your mouth. 29 and 9 — The princes refrained talking, and laid their hands on their mouths. 49 and 4 — Behold ! I am vile, what shall I answer thee? I will lay my hand on my mouth. Micah 7 and 16 — The nations shall see and be confounded; they shall lay their hands on their mouth. Lament. 3 and 7 — He putteth his mouth in the dust, if so be, there may be hope. Prov. 30 and 32 — If thou hast thought evil, lay thine hand upon thine mouth. The Choktaw Indians hire mourners to magnify the merit and loss of the dead, and if their tears do not flow, their shrill voices ^08 APEENDIX. will be heard to cry, which answers the solemn chorus much better. However, some of them have the art of shedding tears abun- dantly. Jerem. ix. chap. 17, 19 — Thus saith the Lord of Hosts, consider ye, and call for the mourning women, that they may come, and send for cunning women, that they may come for a voice of wailing is heard, he. In Dobson's Encyclopedia, vol. 1. page 557. will be found some striking testimony in favour of the strict and rigid raorahty of the Indians. To that account I refer the reader, who will find an interesting sketch, entitled to credibility, of the advice given by a father (an Indian) to an only son. As far back as tradition reaches, it appears to have been the practice among the Indians to instruct their young men and women in their system of morality. For this purpose, teachers were appointed to instruct them in it. Many of them however, after becoming .[acquainted with the manners and customs of the whites, doubled its efficacy, and acted accordingly. The late venerated Boudinot, in one of his last literary productions, relates the following circumstances. A minister preaching to a congregation of christian Indians, west of the Delaware, pbserved a stranger Indian, listening with APPENDIX. 209 great attention. After the service, the min- ister inquired who he was ? It appeared on inquiry, that he lived three hundred miles to the westward — that he had just arrived and gave this account of himself. " That his elder hrother living in his house, had been many days and nights in great perplex- ity, wishing to learn to know the great spirit, till at length he resolved to retire into the woods, supposing that he should succeed better in a state of separation from all man- kind. Having spent many weeks alone in great affliction, he thought he saw man of majestic appearance, who informed him that there were Indians living to the southeast, who were acquainted with the great spirit and the way to everlasting life; adding that he should go home and tell his people, what he had seen and heard. For this reason, as soon as he had heard his brother speak, he determined to travel in search of the people he had described, till he found them ; and since he had heard what had been said that day, the words had been welcome to his heart." A missionary made a journey to the Shaw- anese country, the most savage of4he Indian nations. He stopped at the first village he came to, and lodged with one of the chief men. He informed the chief of his business, and opened some truths of the gospel to him 18* 210 APPENDIX. by means of 311 interpreter who accompani- ed him. The chief paid great attention, and after sometime told him, that he was con- vinced that the missionary's doctrines were true, pointing out the right road. That the Shavjanese had been long striving to find the way of life ; but that he must own, with regret, that all their labour and researches had been in vain. That they, therefore, had lost all courage, not knowing what they should do further, to obtain happiness. The chief accompanied the missionary to the next village and persuaded him to lodge with a heathen teacher. The missionary then preached to him, and told him that he had brought him the words of eternal life. This the Indian said was what they ivanted, and they would hear him with pleasure. After some days, the heathen teacher said, I have not been able to sleep all night, for I am continually meditating upon your words, and will now open to you my whole heart. I believe what you say is the truth. A year ago I became convinced, that we are altogether sinful creatures, and that none of our good works can save us ; but I did not know what to do to get relief. I have therefore always comforted my peo- ple, that some body would come and shew us the true way to happiness, for we are not in the right way. And even but the day be- APPENDIX. Sll Ibre you came, I desired my people to have a little patience, and that some teacher would certainly come. Now you are come, and I verily believe that the great spirit has sent you to make known his word to us. Monsieur De Lapoterie^ a French author, speaking of the Cherokees and other south- ern Indians, gives this account of them : *' These Indians look upon the end of life, to be living happily ; and for this purpose their whole customs are calculated to pre- vent avarice, which they think embitters life. Nothing is a more severe reflection among them than to say, that a wan loves his own. To prevent the use and propagation of such a vice, upon the death of an Indian, they burn all that belongs to the deceased, that there may be no temptation for the parent to hoard up a superfluity of arms or domes- tic conveniences for his children. They cultivate no more land than is necessary for their plentiful subsi stance and hospitality to strangers. At the feast of expiation, they also burn all the fruits of the earth and grain left of the past year's crops. Mr. Brainard informs us, that about one hundred and thirty miles from our settlements, he met with an Indian, who was said to be a devout and zealous reformer. He was dres- sed in a hideous and terrific manner. He had a house consecrated to religious purpo- 212 APPENDIX. ses. Mr. Brainard discoursed with him about Christianity, and some of the discourse h6 seemed to like, but some of it he wholly re- jected. He said that God had taught him his religion, and that he would never turn from it ; but wanted to find some who w^ould heartily join him in it, for the Indians had grown very degenerate and corrupt. He said he had thoughts of leaving all his friends and travelling abroad in order to find some who would join with him, for he believed that the great spirit had good people some where, who felt as he did. He said that he had not alwa3's felt as he then did, but had formerly been like the rest of the Indians, until about four or five years before that time. Then he said, that his heiart was very much distressed, so that he could not live among the Indians, but got away into the woods and lived for some months. At length he said the great spirit had comforted his heart and showed him what he should do ; and since that time he had known the great spirit and tried to serve him, and loved all men, be they who they may, so as he never did before. He treated Mr. Brainard with uncommon cour- tesy, and seemed to be hearty in it. The other Indians said, that he had oppo- sed their drinking strong liquor with all his power ; and if at any time he could not dis- stiade them from it, he would leave them and ^ crying into the woods. It was manifest that he had a set of reRgious notions of his own, that he had looked into for himself, and had not taken for granted upon bare tradi- tion ; and he relished or disrelished, whatever was spoken of a religious nature, according as it agreed or disagi-eed with his standard. He would sometimes say, now that I like, so the great spirit has taught me, &;c. Some of his sentiments seemed very just ; yet he utterly denied the existence of an evil spirit, and de- clared there was no such a being known among the Indians of old times, whose reli- gion he supposed he was attempting to revive. He also said that departed souls went south- ward, and that the difference between the good and bad was, that the former were ad- mitted into a beautiful town with spiritual walls, or walls agreeably to the nature of souls. The latter would forever hover round those walls, and in vain attempt to get in. He seemed to be sincere, honest and consci- entious in his own way, and according to his own religious notions, which was more than could be said of most other pagans Mr. Brai- nard had seen. He was considered and de- rided by the other Indians as a precise zealot, who made an unnecessary noise about religi- *3us matters, but in Mr Brainard's opinion, ^ere was something in his temper and dis- 114 -.APPENDIX. position that looked more like true religiony than any thing he had observed among other heathen Indians. JIntrian fj^^rtxri. " Many shall come from the East and the West, and sit " down with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, in the kingdom of " God, when the children of the kingdom shall be thrust " out." In da darke wood, no Indian nigh, Den me look heb'n, and send up cry Upon me knee so low — Dat God on high — in shiny place, See me in night wid teary face. Da priest did tell me so. God send his angel, take me care, He come himself and hear me pray'r, If inside heart do pray ; He see me now, he now me hear. He say, poor Indian neber fear, Me wid you night and day. Den me lub God wid inside heart, He figh fo me, he take me part, He safe me life afore : God lub poo Indian in da wood, So me lub God, and dat be good. Me praise him two time more. THE END. University of Connecticut Libraries ih:i;iii'i I i{i'''i!» i"i 'i'i'HM'I«a