iS Spatent BOER LA HES = eaeysti * de ae Hilts i i ih ill —S Se THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS - LIBRARY Gis WT7d Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. A charge is made on all overdue POOF Sey. of 1. Library 17625-S paeienepe ses enosenge gee Bik sen 2y Usesetesen res nyses ap cREB Gigs oaknes® lowes one aoe® emer se? asoee awe eqeeenee dewenege qpeeery aa De ham ean Or Uae sea enone ue eiatere ae) = fis Doctor BEN AN EPISODE IN THE LIFE OF A FORTUNATE UNFORTUNATE BY ORLANDO WITHERSPOON BOSTON TICKNOR AND COMPANY 24) Gremont Dtreet Tc LIBRARY IMIVERSITY OF ELL image CopyRIGHT, 1882, By JAMES R. OSGOOD AND COMPANY. All rights reserved. ae PRrEss OF S. J. PARKHILL & COL Boston. F as CONTENTS. CHAPTER PAGE PROLOGUE—Docror BEN TO THE READER . ili I. A Farr BEGINNING 4 a . : : I II. Dies JucuNDUS ~. .« .« oo e« -« 17 III. DrEs HORRENDUS . ° e ° ° —et IV. A RE-ADJUSTMENT . +© «© © -» 36 V. SuBTILTIES, GooD, BAD, AND INDIFFERENT, 47 Mis THOMASEMACKAR® (son). =. 57 VII. ‘TEMPTATIONS . . ° . : : Age h 52. VIII. THe TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER . . 82 IX. Sr KIMBER’s PLACE ° ° ° ‘ ec LOE X. AN UNHOLY COMPACT . = ‘ : 104 XI. a. INTO DarKNEss. 8. INTO LIGHT 118 Dereon. BUSHWICK =. se e. - 2 «+. ESE XIII. Hickory HALL . y ° : 5 : 141 XIV. New PaTIENTs AND OLD . «Oe esCS'S2 XV. BETHLEHEM—BEDLAM . ‘ - . 164 XVI. Docror BEN . ° ° e ° ° 175 XVII. Carney DuGAN. «© © «© « - 185 moViIL AT ELMSWOODS . « .o « el XIX. THE ALDERNEY . ° ° e ° ‘ 210 . CHANGES. . Hit godine: (ice doaette. Mehraee 701498 aoe > 7 190 ser I ms “a vi CHAPTER XXI. XXII. XXIII. XXIV. XXV. XXVI. XXVII. XXVIII. XXIX. XXX. XXXI. XXXII. XXXII. XXXIV. CONTENTS. BROUGHT TO Bay . 7 . 5 ALMOST . é A . . ° . * SYMPOSIA . A MERE PEEP AT DR. PETERSON’S PHILOS- OPHY 2 : “ : * 5 BLy FOo.Ltiss’s PARLORS . . . ° SEVERAL STORIES IN ONE Z : ° A CLASHING OF CONTRARY WILLS . . CONFESSIONS H : ‘ ° ° ° ANOTHER Day, THOMAS! . : : 3 A RACE ° . ° THE FIRST ARRIVAL . ° ° > : THE GORGE ‘ ‘ 5 ‘ Fy . THE BREAK . ; a . “ ; > CoMFORT LODGE AT LAST. : : 4 EPILOGUE— THE AUTHOR TO THE READER . a “ DOCTOR BEN” TO THE READER. Hy ENTLE reader, I presume thou wilt be very in- quisitive to know what antic or personate actor this is, that so insolently intrudes upon this common theatre, . . . arrogating another man’s name; whence he is, why he doth it, and what he hath to say.... If I be urged, I will as readily reply as that Egyptian in Plutarch, when a curious fellow would needs know what he had in his basket: ‘Quem vides velatam, quid inquiris in rem absconditam ?’ Seek not after that which is hid; ... suppose the Man in the Moon, or whom thou wilt... .” DEMOCRITUS JUNIOR. DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER I. A FAIR BEGINNING. V HEN you have reached the western end of Barony Street, in the town of Millington, Province of Ontario, take the road to the right, fol- low it a little less than a mile up the hill, and, the moment you reach the table-land above, you will find spread out before you an extensive enclosure of min- gled lawn, woodland, and farm. From the unoffen- sively architectural entrance to this enclosure, 2 long winding avenue will bring you, first, to a great circle of greensward ; then, by one of its now two branches, to an imposing but not over-large dwelling, known far and wide as Elmswoods House. The other fork of this avenue leads you to the upper, or northern, por- tion of the enclosure, narrowing gradually, and at last, just before taking a final sweep around a bed of flow- ers and returning to itself, passes at a carriage-breadth the steps of a less elaborate structure, equally well known as Comfort Lodge. In Elmswoods House dwell two aged persons, man I 2 : DOCTOR BEN. and wife, with a widowed friend whose blood is not akin to theirs, but with whom, in all that goes to make up perfect unity, they maintain a brotherly and sisterly relation. In Comfort Lodge live a couple whose two chil- dren bear witness to some years of wedded life. But the dew of youth is still upon this couple, —a grave, sobered youth. Something in their carriage, their manner, their speech, gives you to understand that these two have not had the ordinary and common experience of men and women. They laugh as gayly, chat as earnestly, entertain as handsomely, as other people. You have no constraint in their presence, no fear. No uneasy apprehensions make you regret your coming to Comfort Lodge. You will take away with you many pleasant impressions, chiefest of all a sweet and inspiring memory of the never-flickering love of this man and wife. What is it, then, that spreads around Comfort Lodge such a strange perfume? What is it that makes Com- fort. Lodge so different from other young people’s homes ? Of one thing you may be sure. Bring Ephraim Hollins and his wife and Mrs. Hartley over from the great House to dine, or to pass an evening, with the Lodge family, and you might search the whole earth without finding a happier company. And of this, also. Go down into Millington, and make inquiry about Mr. and Mrs. Ben Hollins of Comfort Lodge, and you will see your listener’s eye — be he rich or poor — brighten as he opens his lips to A FAIR BEGINNING. 3 utter praises which have fallen from those lips a hun- dred times before. Perhaps at last you will manage to condense the indefinite feeling and the unshaped thought, to catch a drop of the strange perfume; and you hold these up to view, and ask, What is it, then? And some one —almost any one in Millington — will answer, There was something in their young life, up there, sir, that was worse than death, — harder to bear than any trial you or I have ever had; an episode, sir, of four years’ duration, with sorrow enough for a lifetime crowded into that small space. There have been visitors at Millington whose curi- osity was so aroused by such replies that they set out at once to seek for more information; and we all know how, in the lapse of time, a true tale becomes literally covered with barnacles, — not necessarily of falsehood, for no one in Millington would willingly tell a falsehood about Ben Hollins, but barnacles of imagination. Already there have come into the pop- ular accounts of Ben’s troubles a half-dozen inter- loping stories, all greatly to Ben’s credit, to be sure, but none of them exactly true. The growing propensity of well-meaning people tu unconsciously enlarge Ben Hollins’s history eventually led to the gathering of several manuscripts, cover- ing various periods of his life. These are preserved with great care, and are duly labelled and numbered, thus : — I. Ephraim Hollins’s Account. II. Mr. Bly Folliss’s Recollections. 4 DOCTOR BEN. III. Dr. Peterson’s Record. IV. Betty Hartley’s Diary. V. Ben’s own Papers. This narrative of ours will be largely made up of selections from all these. The first one in order is the one written by Ben’s father. It is voluminous; and, if Ben should ever become a great man, it would be of inestimable value to his biographer. For our purpose it is better to condense its many pages con- cerning Ben’s childhood and early youth into as small a space as shall suffice to convey some idea of the man with whom we are dealing. Having married rather late in life, Ephraim Hollins found himself, at the age of forty, the father of a son, and, as if some good angel’was appointed to provide for the child, the custodian of a rapidly increasing fortune. For a number of years Ephraim Hollins had been proprietor of the mills which gave a name to the town. He had seen days of prosperity and days of tribulation. At times he was thought to be sufficiently well off; again, he was known to be struggling against adverse influences. But about the time of Ben’s birth he entered upon an unruffled career of success. New ambitions and projects came into his view, all having reference to Ben. The snug little nest by the river- bank began to look small and paltry; and the Elms- woods property was bought, and the house planned and built. Here Ben grew up, a boy in whom sturdiness and refinement mingled together in such a fashion as to 4A FAIR BEGINNING. 5 finally produce a notable youth. I say finally, for Ben did not become president of the boy-republic in Millington until after a lengthy canvass. There were other rich men and rich men’s sons in and about Mill- ington ; there were poor men’s sons, too, whose mus- cle was as good as Ben’s, and whose brains were not to be sneered at; and the Hon. Simon Budger’s boys plumed themselves greatly on the almost baronial style which their father maintained in his grand home out on the Clare road, and upon the fact that he had been in Parliament, and even in the ministry. But eventually Ben outstripped the Budger boys, and achieved first place. For manliness, for diligence in all he undertook, above all for his uniform courtesy and helpfulness to rich and poor alike, Ben became something more than Jopfular. The people loved him, not less in Dublin Lane than in Victoria Square and Barony Street. Of course there were prophets in Millington, — what small town was ever without them?—and they mapped out Ben’s future as only prophets can. Old Sandy Dart, who had been at the mills ever since the first spade was put into the ground, worked his vati- cinations up from point:to point, as Ben’s excellences increased ; and at last, one evening at the “ Falmouth Castle,” bringing his fist down upon the table in a way to make the other men’s teeth chatter, exclaimed, with a stammer, “ Ah-h-ll b’b’bat ye, anny o’ ye or all o’ ye, thut that b’b’b’y’ll be goovnor gin’l o’ Can’da; now J wud/,—ah’ll I’'l’lay a t’t’tan-pun noat on it.” At seventeen Ben was ready for college, but to col- 6 - DOCTOR BEN. lege he was not destined to go; for of a sudden his father awoke to the knowledge that Ben was not far off from manhood, and he, too, took to prophesying, —not to betting ten-pound notes on glaring impossi- bilities, not to feeding his imagination with pictures of his beloved son in the character of a modern Alad-— din, but to the more practical work of building up an intelligent prophasis based upon facts. | Mr. Hollins had sometimes thought of Ben as a lawyer, a clergyman, a physician ; but the little courts and churches and hospitals wherein he placed his son all fell to pieces, and it was Ben himself who knocked them over. “Father,” he said, “‘ why can’t I go into the mills?” “You shall,” replied the elder one. “You shall if you wish to. But, if business is to be your career, then I say let the colleges alone.”’ “So do I,” said Ben. “The office will be the best college for me.” “Not so fast, not so fast, my son,” interposed Mr. Hollins. ‘There is a college, after all, where a three- years course will give you the best education for a business man.” “Where is that?’’ asked Ben. “All over the civilized world,” was the reply. “Go to every great commercial city in England and through- out Europe ; visit the States, see the great cities there, the manufacturing towns of New England and New York especially. Ben, there is study enough before you for years; and for the first one we will travel to- gether.” A FAIR BEGINNING. fe Instantly the whole household at Elmswoods felt that a crisis had been arrived at; and the word was passed from tongue to tongue that “ Master Ben is going abroad!” “Ben Hollins is to travel for three years !” It was, on the whole, a grand college —rather an uni- versity — that Ben spent his three years in. Whether he graduated “primus,” “cum honore,” or not, the records are silent; but at all events he returned to Millington quite a bachelor of arts, and was received by his old friends and fellow-citizens as enthusiasti- cally as if he had brought off all the prizes. And now, at the age of twenty, Ben’s only thought was to settle down to business. He not only did his portion of work in the office, but he ferreted out the secrets of the engine-room, he established himself on a familiar footing with every loom, he knew the con- tents of the storerooms and the methods pursued in the packing room, —in a word, he mastered all the details of a great business. Not a thought came to Ben, as yet, of elbowing his father out; not a suspicion that the older man was ever to retire, and leave him to be the head of all this industrial hive. But the elder one had this very end in view, and deliberately planned it all. The sixties tell upon a man who has been long engaged in active and widely extended business ; and as Ephraim Hollins compared his own gray hairs and wrinkled hands with Ben’s young, stalwart form, and with his fresh, bright face, he smiled, and said with satisfaction, “The business of ‘ Hollins’ will go on.” 8 DOCTOR BEN. Lightly we pass over this year of Ben’s final prepa- ration for the grave duties of business. As we are speaking of facts, however, there remaips one which it is necessary to mention. Among Ben’s playmates in childhood was one with whom he had always maintained a relation which indeed neither he nor his mate had ever defined in language, but which nevertheless bound them together very closely. In his travelling days, also, Ben had considered it as natural a proceeding to run over from the Isle of Wight to Southampton, and thence to Chis- tow, to see Betty Hartley and her mother, as to enter Mrs. Hartley’s door in Millington: for you must know that the death of Col. Hartley, shortly after Ben set out upon his travels, rendered it necessary that his widow should visit England for a time ; and, when she determined to give Betty the benefit of a tour upon the Continent, Ben went with them as far as Munich. Now, there was not a word of love between these two. The elders looked on and smiled sometimes, being conscious, no doubt, of a great superiority over their fledglings, but there was no utterance on the subject even by them; for there were other comely bees flying about the flower in Mrs. Hartley’s cottage, humming their sweetest songs, looking their best, — yes, and one of them stung at the last 3 stung Ben, stung Betty, stung the elder people, and was himself crushed to death. ": At last came the greatest day ever seen in Milling- ton, — Ben’s twenty-first birthday. If you should ever go to Millington (you can easily do so by taking the A FAIR BEGINNING. 9 nine-ten train v/a Patton Junction), you will hear the people talking of it yet. All Millington was out on that day. By eleven _o’clock the north road swarmed with carriages and _ foot-passengers. At the house and in the grounds all ordinary rules of dress were set at defiance. Black dress-coats mingled with gray coats and brown, silks and satins with plain stuff gowns, white gloves and lavenders with bare brown hands. The social law of uniformity was, however, fully sat- isfied ; for every one was brim-full of enjoyment and good humor, and that was uniformity enough for such a day. Hard work some of these laboring people found it to get on through life, but now all that was overlooked. Some who had almost forgotten how to smile laughed outright to-day at every little sally of wit or good humor. “Thou’s gotten more tail t’ thy coat as th’ law allows of, Potreek,” cried a son of “merrie Eng- . Jand.” “ An’ isn’t this the long-tailed day ?” replied Pat. Perhaps there was some hidden wit in this; may- hap it was only the cut of Pat’s coat, or the fun that shone in his face: whatever the cause was, the com- pany roared. So do denizens of drawing-rooms laugh immoderately over sayings whose wit is utterly blotted out with a little printer’s ink; and so did even the dignified Mr. Dives of Hamilton, who happened to be passing when Pat stood in the path arrayed in a coat which possibly Goliath of Gath might have worn with grace. Io DOCTOR BEN Sandy Dart was present in all his glory, going hither and yon, stammering out the compliments of the day with as much importance of manner and speech as if the firm had been Hollins and Dart, and offering to lay “t’t’tan-pun noats” on the “goovnor gin’Iship ”’ with a profusion which would have been seriously felt in the Bank of England had there been takers. In the house, where “the quality” gathered, the good feeling and merriment were quite as great as outside ; and what Sandy Dart was to the work-people, Mr. Alexander McKechnie, Q. C., of Montreal, was to the guests within. Mr. McKechnie has never been . known to pass two minutes without rubbing his hands together ; and when he speaks, his words seem to rub together. His sentences have neither beginning nor ending, save such as the imagination of his hearers can supply. In his jerky way Mr. McKechnie darted about the rooms, exclaiming, with infinite rubbing, “Madam —ah— most remarkable traits — quite singu- lar — ah — suaviter in modo — Sortiter in re—ah— strongly combined — astonishing !” In all that great company there was but one per- son who failed to dwell upon Ben’s excellences, and who saw, or pretended to see, any cloud in his future. Poor old Mother Ballam! she had given up all her dear ones — husband, daughters, sons —to that other and greater mother, whose nurses we are, — Mother Earth. She had seen her little stock of earthly goods waste away. She had been too proud to ask for help ; and yet, if he had known her necessity, Ben Hollins would have compelled her to be comfortable, pride A FAIR BEGINNING. Il or no pride. In brief, Mother Ballam was sick and weary ; and, like some stronger and better-equipped people, she rather enjoyed her woes. She even de- rived a sad sort of comfort out of the last cackle of her hens as a crusty sheriff’s officer drove those only relics of her better days around the corner to sell them for payment of a little debt. The hilarity at Elmswoods Mother Ballam endured as long as her infirmities would permit; but, at last, joining a company by whom Ben’s praises were being both sweetly and vigorously sung, she was moved to speak her mind. “Fine doin’s, does onybody doubt?” she cried. “Yes, a fine thing to be corrosin’ a young mon’s soul wi’ flottery! But wait — wait till the han’ 0’ God lays heavy on yon Jad! It’s the han’ o’ man that thinks to do these great an’ joyous things. So me an’ my Dannel thought, twenty-five an’ thirty year agone, afore the fever come, an’ the money went. I don’t say but he’s a fine young man, is Mister Benjamin. So was _ my Enoch, an’ my Tummas, an’ my David. W’ere be they now?” — The listeners were silenced for the moment, some of them inclined even to weep with Mother Ballam. But the presage of sorrow was quickly swept away and drowned in a blast of music from a military band; and now the air rang with the familiar strains of “Britons, strike home,” “ Jock o’ Hazeldean,” “Togie o’ Buchan,” and “Tight little island,” and Mother Ballam was left alone. All this time, too, pleasant sounds and odors gave 12 DOCTOR BEN. warning of that without which such occasions would be dull indeed, —the feast. May this never cease to be the custom, a part of the morals, of mankind ! How pleasant it is to see even the philosophers forget- ting their ‘‘ eadtmus vivere” theories for the moment, and showing that there is something to be said on the other side as well! But the feast and all its glories we must pass in silence. It was three o’clock when the strongest appetite was appeased ; and, exactly as the hour sounded, the band struck up “Hail to the chief.” Mr. Hollins made his appearance upon the wide veranda, with Ben leaning upon his arm. The visitors followed in an irregular fashion, and the crowds outside surged up towards the house. Mr. Alexander McKechnie, Q.C., was in a terrible state of fluster. He held a roll of papers in one hand, and a pen in the other. Twice he bolted suddenly: from his post at a small table near Mr. Hollins, and made a rush for the house-door, as if he had forgotten something. Both times, stopping as suddenly, he felt. in several of his pockets, said, ‘““ Ah —bless me! to be sure !”’ and sat down again. Finally, all this pantomimic preparation ceased, and Mr. Hollins advanced to the balcony rail. It was plain to be seen that he intended to make a speech; and any remaining doubt upon the subject was dis- pelled by his opening his mouth, looking quite help- less, and putting both hands into his pantaloons-pock- ets, — unfailing signs, throughout the Province, that all the water in the Atlantic Ocean cannot extinguish 4 FAIR BEGINNING. 13 the celebrated “yearning of the British heart to ex- press itself without fear or favor.” Mr. Hollins’s speech was a good one, but too long to be reported here. It was affectionate in its allu- sions to the many years the speaker had spent in building up the business of Millington; and many were the cries of “ Brayvoo!” and “ H’yar, h’yar!” which went up from hundreds of workingmen’s throats as Mr. Hollins made his points. When he spoke of his own decline in strength and vigor, there was a mighty hush, and tears stole out from many an eye. This was wholly unpremeditated on Mr. Hollins’s part, but it lent a peculiar solemnity to his finishing words. “T am about to take my son, therefore, into part- _ nership,” said Ephraim Hollins ; “and I have invited you all here to-day to witness this new step in my business life, and that I might bespeak your interest in my son’s well-being, as I have educated him to care for yours.” | There was a brief ceremony of reading and sign- ing papers; and now Mr. McKechnie, Q. C., alter- nate:y taking off and putting on his gold-rimmed eye- glasses, fidgeted along to the place lately occupied by Mr. Hollins. “ Gentlemen and ladies,” said he in a very finicky voice, “at least, if the ladies will excuse me: I should have put them first —ah—TI have the honor —ah— to introduce you, that is — ah — to — ah — introduce to you Messieurs Hollins and” — “Ah!” said irreverent Carlyle Budger, quite au- dibly. I4 DOCTOR BEN. ““T’xactly —to be sure,” added Mr. McKechnie, half turning upon Carlyle. Collecting himself quickly, as a Q.C. ought always to have the ability to do, Mr. McKechnie lifted his right hand, and waved it vigorously in the direction of the town. ‘Thither all eyes were dirécted at once. The afternoon sun was shining warmly down upon the town, which lay some distance below them; and from the cupola of the central mill floated a banner of white, with the legend “ Hollins & Son.” ‘““Wot be you a-booin’ at, Missus Ballam?” asked Sandy Dart of that poor old dame. “My Dannel an’ my Tummas.”’ And of all that assemblage none but Mrs. Ballam refused to join in the shouts, and waving of kerchiefs, shawls, and bonnets, with which the popular joy of the moment was attested. Cheer upon cheer now rent the air; while in one little lull there came from the town a subdued, dis- tant murmur. “The railroad-men are cheering,” said some one; and there went back a roar as of a triumphant army. For an hour after this the rich and poor mingled together in the grounds. What a sight it was to see the good old bishop moving about among “all sorts and conditions of men,” his black silk stockings cover- ing legs so slight and thin that you could not help thinking that it was a mercy his body was cut upon so small a pattern also! and how a little knot of “the quality ” enjoyed it when he told them of his first visit to “the: States!” A FAIR BEGINNING. 15 “And how did the ’Mericans treat you, me Lord?” asked one. “Treatment! Oh! the visiting was gude eneuch, and the eating. But they tritted us like harses: they gev us naething but wather to drink.” And the venerable archdeacon, too, how he towered up by the side of the little bishop, his face one vast smile, his tongue supplied with pleasant words, and one for every comer! At four o’clock carriages began to rattle down the avenue with guests from abroad, who desired to catch the afternoon-express westward ; and, with that pro- pensity to ‘follow the leader” which is characteristic of humanity, a tide of men and women set in toward -the gates. By five the grounds were cleared, Ben and his father free from the squeezing and shaking by which well-intending people half kill those whom they congratulate ; and Elmswoods resumed its wonted quiet, save for the more subdued clamor of the thirty especial guests, who had been invited to celebrate Ben’s majority over a grand dinner. It was a notable company that was gathered at this dinner, — some of the foremost men of the day from both provinces, an ex-president of the United States, several officers, lawyers, physicians, merchants, gentle- men of leisure, and a refit of ladies, including some of the brightest girls and the most dignified dames known in alkthat country. The manuscript from which these facts are drawn is silent respecting the details of this dinner, — its menu, its conversations, its toasts, — and the thread 16 DOCTOR BEN. of narrative takes up Ben on the stroke of eight, just as he is taking advantage of the hum of conversation in the drawing-room to steal away for a little respite and reflection. DIES JUCUNDUS. 17 CHAPTER II. DIES JUCUNDUS. EAVING the house by one of its more private exits, Ben went deliberately down a winding path towards a clump of Norway pines, where he thought to find seclusion in a rustic summer-house. Arriving there in the semi-darkness, and occupied as he was with his own thoughts, Ben did not at once perceive a figure which arose from one of the benches in a quick, startled way; but a sound, which might have been either a sigh, a sob, or merely an exclamation, aroused him. He peered into the gloom doubtfully, made a quick movement towards the figure, and cried, “Why, Betty! you here?— and alone?”’ “Yes, sir,” replied a trembling voice. “What’s the matter, Betty? and why do you say ‘sir? to me? What has happened to drive you away off here? Has any one disturbed you up at the house ?”’ “Ves,—no, I mean. I don’t know what is the matter; and you need not have come here after me; Ben had this sentence all framed for a reply, — “T did not come here after you,’’ — but thought bet- ter of it, threw the sentence away, and substituted, — 18 DOCTOR BEN. “TI am very glad I did come, Betty ; and now shall | go to the house and send your mother to you?” “Mercy on us!” thought Betty Hartley. “If mamma comes, what shall I do then?’ But she only said, “No, please, Mr. Benjamin. I don’t want mamma, Or—or any one else. I shall go up to the house now.” Poor Ben began to feel very miserable, as we all do at times when we have not philosophy enough to fathom the cause of our misery. “Let me go and get you some cologne,” he said, “or some salts, or something.” The possibility of a fainting scene dawned upon Ben, but his ideas of restoratives were very limited, “Mayn’t I get you a cup of tea?” he asked, in a burst of inspiration. “There’s some splendid coffee too; and you took none after dinner, —I know you didn’t, for I was watching. How would you like a glass of sherry, or port, or some muscatel ? Oh, good gracious !” This exclamation, being translated from thought- language into full grammatical form, meant, “ What am I going to do now?” for Betty had given way under Ben’s profuse hospitality, and had burst into tears. And the simple truth was, that the girl was wrought up to a high pitch of nervousness, and had come out of doors to overcome it. By one of those accidents which the most modest of maidens cannot foresee or avoid, Ben had pounced upon her at her weakest, and she was “as a bird in the hands of the fowler.” DIES JUCUNDTUS. ge) Could she help it? Could she help acknowledging to herself, all this happy day, that Ben Hollins was more to her than all the world beside? No,—and would not try to; would have scorned her best friend if that friend had uttered one word against Ben Hollins. She was proud of Ben, and dared not man- ifest her pride. She recalled a thousand tendernesses of Ben’s, and they all went to substantiate a claim on her own part to some share in the glories of the day ; but how people would laugh if they should hear her say so! Ben himself would turn against her for it! This young and tender creature, therefore, was rent and torn. Her nerve-centres were all disordered, and strings of those sensitive feelers which run hither and yon through our bodies were hanging and fluttering in her flesh like a mass of tangled telegraph-wires after a storm. Tea! coffee! sherry! sal-ammonia! Fiddlesticks ! what Betty needed was the very strongest drink man ever takes, — nectar, made of heart’s blood, mingled with tears and sweet protestations, brewed for weeks and weeks, and at last, as the recipes say, brought to a boil for just one instant, and then quaffed at once, before one atom or sparkle of its ethereal zs is gone. That is the elixir of love. Between these two the brewing had been going on _longenough. Let us see how they managed the boiling. The first thing was, of course, to put fuel on the fire, which Ben did very happily. “T shall go for Mary Armstrong, then, Betty, and some of the other girls,” he said. 20 DOCTOR BEN. “Of all things under the sun!” thought Betty. Why, those girls would read her inmost soul in one second. ‘They would delight in taking hold of those poor dangling nerves, and pulling and twisting upon them. Mary Armstrong, indeed! with her way of jumping at conclusions! And Betty knew, moreover, that Mary Armstrong herself was looking Ben’s way, and was already evil-disposed towards all rivals; and therefore a series of dissolving views passed before her, representing all sorts of explosions, feminine tan- trums, jealousies, gossipings, and all the other impish things which follow in the wake of true love discoy- ered. She cried out eagerly, therefore, “No, Mr. Hol- lins, please let me go away. I can go around by the garden-gate, and go home.” _ “Can you, indeed?” said Ben. “Not at this time of night.” Perhaps Ben was predestined to be a lunatic; for by this time the moon was up, high in the sky, and _ very near the full. Luna happened to have been hid- den behind a great cloud which stretched along the eastern sky ; but now, just as they were speaking, out she popped into clear space, flooding these two babes with light. And what a picture they presented ! — Betty Hartley, with her face all bedaubed with tears, and Ben Hollins, stricken dumb, to all appearance. Of a sudden he chose to be angry with this poor, trembling girl. “I won't be called Mr. Hollins, —at least not by | you, Betty,’”’ he blurted out. “Please, Mr. Benjamin”? — DIES JUCUNDUS. 21 “No, nor Mr. Benjamin either. Why can’t you call me Ben, as you always have? I wish they had let me alone, with all their gimcracks about my being a man.” Then came an awful silence,—the man in the moon grinning at them from ear to ear; and that flood of light set Ben to thinking, — thinking of moon- light walks, moonlight rides, moonlight sails upon the river, all with Betty ; of many a romp and play, when they were children ; of day-thoughts and night-dreams in which she was his queen; of the many times he had asked himself, in amusement and in work, whether his occupation would stand the test of Betty Hartley’s judgment. He had often taken a peep at a remote future, and wondered if he and Betty would ever be like his father and mother, sitting together of an evening just as if they had always lived under the same roof. He had laughed aloud once at the thought of a house in which he should be master, and a certain lady with a fair, bright face should come to him wreathed in smiles, and — oh, reddening impossibility !—kiss him as he came in at the door, as he had seen his mother kiss Ephraim Hollins; but he had never come to the framing of all this in words. Once, indeed, he had risen in the night with a great purpose in his mind, and was half-inclined to sit up until daylight should give him the opportunity to carry it out. It was, to go down to Mrs. Hartley’s, and say, “TY have come for Betty, Mrs. Hartley. We will step up to Golder’s to buy a ring, and stop at Gant’s for some new gloves ; and, if you could meet us at the 22 DOCTOR BEN. church at half-past ten, Dr. Dick will get through the ceremony in no time.” But Ben grew sleepy in a few minutes, and went back to bed and to dreamless slum- bers. ‘ All these things, the earnest and the absurd alike, he conned over again now; and at the very end of his reflections the man in the moon, or some zolian aid, separating two vine-branches, let in upon Betty’s face another covering of light, as if to say, “Now look at her! See what you have done to the pret- tiest face in all the world!” Selfish boy-man! Much he cared for Betty’s facial disorder! If any thing, he rather gloried in it; and, much as she needed comforting, he deliberately pro- posed that she should comfort him. “Why, Betty,” said he piteously, “you are not going to be the first to desert me, are you? Just as I have attained my majority, and mean to try to make every one happy, you are not going to make me mis- erable, ave you ?” Too much for Betty. She stood irresolute, picking at her handkerchief, eyes and chest swelling with the on-coming flood. Ben, too, had mounted a whirl- wind, thinking, possibly, that it was only an innocent hobby-horse, and he was in a region of romance and glory before he knew it ; and, as he felt himself going, he reached out for Betty’s hand, seized it firmly, and dragged her up with him. There ! it was all over. Neither of them had said a word about love, or any silly stuff of that sort; but here they were, loving each other, —what extrava- DIES JUCUNDUS. 23 gant phrase can be employed to tell how deeply, how earnestly, how solemnly? Blessed be woman! How easy it is for her, with a wave of the hand, with the shedding of a tear, with a smile or a word, to solve the perplexities of stupid, clumsy man! An unfortunate at my side exclaims, “Cursed be woman! How easy it is for woman, with a wave of the hand and all the rest of it, to drive per- plexed man into deeper perplexity and to utter ruin!” Perhaps so, friend. And practically, now that you have overthrown my enthusiasm, very likely the truth does lie somewhere between the blessing and the curse; but in Betty Hartley’s case it was solely a blessing that Ben Hollins fell into her hands. “Listen, Ben,” said Betty. Strains of music were floating indistinctly down to them from the most distant part of the house. Ben de- clared that it was “The Wedding March,” and clapped his hands gently at the good omen. But Betty upset this little piece of superstition very speedily, insisting that the band was only playing “The Blue Bells of Scotland.” And yet Ben was not altogether to blame. The chord-notes were strongest to his ear, and re- minded him of “The Wedding March,” while Betty’s hearing took in the melody from cornet and piccolo. Oh that these two might go through life something after this same fashion! Ben grasping and holding the chords, the strong foundations upon which life’s harmonies are built up, Betty making them tuneful and precious with wifely melody ! | God bless these two! God pity these two! 24 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER III. DIES HORRENDUS. i Pe very night the elders were taken into Ben’s and Betty’s confidence ; and before another sun- set, the terms of a life-long alliance were settled. But there were beatings of heart in some other quarters. Poor Rosie Montrose! Her widow’s weeds seemed to be blacker than ever. Poor Mary Arm- strong! Poor Joe Craughton! Poor Cleve Maitland ! Poor —all the rest of the disappointed ones ! There is but one of all that company of aspirants who needs particular mention here. He was the in- strument of so much evil, —and of some good too, as it happened, — that a bit of his history must here be given, and more hereafter. Thomas Macrae was a young law- student of brilliant parts, with something of a fortune, thoroughly well-educated, of polished manners, a gen- ial companion, and withal Ben’s most intimate friend. But he had been utterly blind to the possibility of such an event as Betty Hartley’s becoming Mrs. Hollins, — blind with that cupidic cataract which is no uncom- mon disease. He had been patiently waiting for his own time to say the one sweet thing to Betty, and dreamed and thought of her answer as an ultimate “yes.” He could feel, and see, that the day had not DIES HORRENDUS. 25 yet come; but he would wait. A chance word here and there, a misinterpreted look, an exaggerated ex- pression, gave him courage, just so surely as Betty’s coldness daunted him. For a whole year and more he had kept up this quiet pursuit of his one great ob- ject. And now that object was gone! But this was no boy, —no simpleton, no weeping, sentimental youth. He shouldered his load of vexa- tion like a man, and tried to live it down. Ben and Betty now settled into a quiet, orderly course of loving and waiting, — waiting for the lapse of a year, which had been agreed upon by all con- cerned as a sufficient and necessary time for Ben to _ become thoroughly habituated to his responsibilities in the business of “ Hollins and Son,” and for Betty to make preparations for her wifehood. And, as matters were to be in the near future, it was well for these two that they had so much in common, similar tastes, similar ideas of life. For a time was rapidly approach- ing when it would have been an awful retrospect for Betty, if she had been compelled to dwell upon a ghastly procession of quarrels and disagreements. In- stead of such torment, she had the sweet recollection of a year of perfect peace. On Ben’s part, it was a year of simple fidelity to the trusts reposed in him, a year during which he and his father were gradually changing places. In the early autumn, the sound of axes and hare- mers began to be heard at Elmswoods. Wagon-loads of earth were removed, and other wagon-loads of 29 DOCTOR BEN. stone and bricks and timber and other paraphernalia of building were brought in. Foot upon foot there arose to view the walls of a new dwelling. It was not to be so imposing as the great house, but took to itself, from the start, an air of comfort, and seemed to bear on every one of its four walls the announcement, “Good living here, for two young married people — and friends.” Thither Ben and Betty would go to- gether towards evening, Bé& always carrying a tape-line long enough to measure the Vatican. No end of feet and inches were marked off and noted down by Ben ; while Betty, sitting demurely upon a saw-horse, smiled in a satisfied way, or said, ‘‘ Now, Ben, if this were to be my house, you know, I should do so and so.” Drawing-room, dining, breakfast, and sleeping rooms, and even kitchen and store-rooms, were all measured and re-measured, with never-ending satisfaction. Oc- casionally there was just a suspicion of disagreement, a difference of opinion, to the extent perhaps of an eighth of an inch, as to whether it would be “the thing” to drape this or that window in blue or white, or whether the buffet would really go into such a space comfortably or not. On such occasions, the war was a brief and gentle one, and the guns were hardly loaded before the two-mouthed trumpet sounded the declaration of peace. (Ben had a way of provoking these little disturb- ances merely, it is supposed, for the sake of hearing peace declared, until one day a carpenter, looking for his hammer, came suddenly upon them; whereupon Betty bridled up and said, — DIES HORRENDUS. af “There, Ben, you were just caught making a goose of yourself, and I’m glad of it.” Of course she was.) Thus they went on, saying and doing any number of these childish things, as any other young couple would, — except, indeed, your hard-fisted people, who marry for commercial reasons ; and those excessively “cultivated”’ ones, who regard marriage as merely one of the “ convenances.” Winter, spring, summer, —one by one the seasons took their several places, to do their several works in the grand round of life. The spring-time set many minds to thinking, and many tongues to talking, of the coming event. It was not to be an affair for Ben’s and Betty’s interest only, but all Millington was con- ~ cerned. | In a few weeks, thought the two B’s, we shall be man and wife. We are sailing out of the barely ruffled bay of youth into the broad, open sea of life, as we sailed out of the placid river of childhood. The im- mensity of it caused Betty to tremble sometimes; but she remembered that Ben was to be captain of the ship, and took courage. In the town also, both in Victoria Square and in Dublin Lane, the wedding-day grew to be the chief topic of conversation. Many were the prophesyings, many the anticipations, many the jokes cracked, more and more intense the eagerness of one and all to hear the church-bell ring, the organ peal out its wedding harmonies. And no ear was acute enough to hear the nearing rumble of the wheelS of the car of fate. Rolling on 28 DOCTOR BEN. and on it came, in its relentless progress. Wounded, crushed, and dying men were named, from distant places, and Ben and Betty pitied them,— but never dreamed of the hideous wheels flying from those far- off places to strike shem. They had come to look upon their little castle in the woods as impregnable. Was it not guarded by lock and bolt, by any number of devices for comfort and security? Was not Love to be their warder? Was it possible for any enemy to come in and extinguish the bright new fires in “ Com- fort Lodge,” as they had playfully, and then seriously, named the new home ? It was the first day of June. Comfort Lodge was all in readiness. ‘The last carpet was laid, the last article of furniture, Betty’s old writing-desk with “ B. H.” in monogram stamped upon the cover, had been moved in, and “B.” was lovingly saying to “ H.,” “Good! you and I have become inseparable. We will admire the good taste of these young people in not disturbing our harmonious relations.” The ven- erable archdeacon had promised to come over to perform the ceremony, and had even written out the ‘marriage - lines,” all but signing his own name. Betty’s dresses, jewels, and a hundred little flim-flams of feminine taste, every one of them “ ab-so-lute-ly ne- cessary, you know,” had passed judgment. Good wishes of friends were pouring in, youths and maidens anticipating the round of dinners, receptions, garden- parties, and what not, which were to make the sum- mer memorable. The mill-hands were full of the DIES HORRENDUS. 29 subject too, and many a sly rub was administered to « Muster Bunjamun,” as he made the rounds. “Two days more !” “ Day after to-morrow !” “To-morrow !” This last word was uttered, no one can tell how many times, on the morning of that first day of June. In remote corners, where the news was slow in coming, you might have heard it up to one o’clock; but for the most part it was said no more after noon. The town was hushed ; its eager, joyous anticipations dead and buried. “They that go down to the sea in ships ”’ may seek their rest at night only to be awaked by the sum- mons to eternity as the iron giant of the ocean, wielded by careless hands or by men shamefully ignorant of seacraft, comes crashing into the sides of the frailer wooden bark. The Switzer saéger may taste of bitter sorrow as he returns from the hunt to find that wife, children, house, and all his worldly wealth have been swallowed up by the resistless avalanche. Sorrow may come in any of her myriad shapes, enticing in her gentleness, horrifying in her malignity. But in what one of them is she so strong and awful as when she touches her victim with the finger which distorts and confuses the brain, and makes of him either a mad- man or an imbecile ?. Then does she call Violence her brother, and Fear her sister. Then does she make a horrid feast upon living victims, gorging herself with life-blood, drinking it cup by cup, or even drop by drop, waxing fat upon helpless misery. 30. DOCTOR BEN. There ! that is written as an old Roman or Greek, to whom Dolor or Algos has become an impersonation, might have written. But it is a straining exercise to write of such griefs as Ben’s and Betty’s, and it re- quires deliberation to come back to the calmer Chris- tian standpoint. We make the effort: we reach that standpoint. We ask why it is that the sweetness of human love should thus turn to sorrow? How grand the answer that comes back to us from Calvary! Was ever love sweeter than that of the Man of Nazareth? And yet he was emphatically “a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief.” We are in the presence of a great mystery. These were the considerations which prevailed at Elmswoods and all over Millington on that lamentable day. But for them, that day would have been not only a des horrendus, but a day so deeply, desper- ately horrible as to uproot more minds than one, and to change the course of more lives than one forever. An irreligious father—one of your gentry who talk glibly of liberality, and in the same breath fling sneers at the faith which underlies all that is glorious in this age and country — would have thrown himself into an impotent, silly rage, and blasphemed. Not so, how- ever, that stalwart man, Ben Hollins’s father. One of your fine ladies, who laugh so enchantingly at all that is serious and heavenly here on earth, and who stand with such graceful zaive/é on the very edge of danger and death, would have wrung her hands in selfish terror, shed a little torrent of selfish tears, and —fled from the man to whom she had promised her € DIES HORRENDUS. 31 hand and life. Not so dear Betty Hartley, wno had been at a Queen’s drawing-room, mind you, and had been spoken to most kindly by that gracious lady, and whosé mother ranked with right honorable ladies of England, and who yet was not ashamed to bear her share in Ben’s calamity as a Christian woman ought. The mill-bells had rung out the noon signal, when a messenger was seen running up the avenue at Elmswoods. Ephraim Hollins was overlooking some garden-work near the house, and saw such urgency stamped upon the messenger’s whole figure that he hastened to meet him. ‘‘ Muster Ban’s broat down in storehouse wi’ a knock on’s had ; dawcter says as you’s to coom straightfor’a’d, Muster ’Ollins.”’- One instant of reflection, and they set off together for Millington. On their way the messenger told all that was known. Ben had been making some experi- ments in the dye-house, and had gone in person to one of the storerooms to procure a certain chemical. The men who were assisting him at the dye-house waited a full half-hour, and then made inquiry fo1 him. No one had seen him. The storerooms were visited, and Ben was found lying upon the floor sense- less, with a great heap of iron weights, and odds and ends, such as will accumulate in these places, scat tered around him. One of the porters testified that, not more than an hour before, he had seen these weights lying upon an upper shelf. A package which Ben had evidently a2 DOCTOR BEN intended to carry away with him was found a: his side ; and its fellows were ranged in order on the sec- ond shelf from the top, immediately underneath the one upon which the porter had seen the weights. Doubtless, in reaching up to take this package, Ben had in some way loosened the unstable pile above, — how, no one would ever know, — and the weights had fallen upon him. ‘That was all there was of the mat- ter, and very little good it did to know it. The news spread, as such news always does, and a score of men were on the spot at once. One was despatched for a surgeon, another for Mr. Hollins. By the time the latter arrived, the former had made a close examination. Not a bone was broken, not a drop of blood shed. Restoratives had been admin- istered, but without effect. A proposal from some of the men to carry Ben home was vetoed by the sur- geon emphatically. A bed was quickly brought over from “the Royal,” therefore, and Ben placed upon it: the room was cleared of all but four or five quiet, sensible fellows, and surgeon Braddock sat down to wait and watch. Again and again he arose to follow up the leading of some suggestion which came from his medical knowledge and experience; again and again he retreated, baffled and anxious. Messages went from time to time to Elmswoods and to Mrs. Hartley’s, such as, “Two o’clock,—no change.” “Three o’clock,—just the same.” “No, you need not come: nothing can be done.” Four — five — and six o’clock came, and melted into the past. Surgeon Braddock’s face remained DIES HORRENDUS. 33 sphinx-like: his tongue uttered now and then an encouraging word to the suffering father ; but his mind was shaping more and more clearly an apprehension of evil which had, in fact, inspired all his experi- ments and efforts. As evening drew on, that appre- hension settled into something so like certainty, that he dreaded putting it into words; and being neither a butcher nor a quack, and loving Ben as the apple of his eye, he went out upon the landing, and shed tears of manly sorrow. A little after six, slight muscular action set in: Ben’s fingers clutched at the wrappings which had been spread over him; soon the flexors responded ; the movement went on up the arm, gradually near- _ ing the centres of life. At last Ben began to mutter: Sin ns s!." Te: rt” SP Sh 1 This was all that could be made of what he at- tempted to say; and the closed eyes, the limp form, —motionless save for the occasional half-convulsive movements we have already noted, — gave these mut- terings an unhappy significance to the surgeon, while the unskilled, on the contrary, derived hope from them. The medical man must sometimes assume the un- welcome office of announcing evil tidings, and he is generally the better medical man who has the cour- age to do this at exactly the proper time. Dr. Brad- dock perceived early in the evening that the time had come. It was only a question of words. But he was 34 DOCTOR BEN. no believer in the infallibility of the faculty, — that fatal rock upon which so many young doctors, by the way, split and go to pieces. He knew that Nature sometimes laughs the schools in the face by perform- ing one of her stupendous miracles. So he reasoned, rightly enough, that it would be wiser, just now, to lay Mr. Hollins gently in the dust, and let him rise after- wards, than to set him up on a lofty pinnacle of hope, at the risk of being finally dashed to pieces. With almost womanly gentleness, therefore, he took his old friend aside, and said, “ My dear friend, I think you must prepare yourself and others for the worst. You know how to be strong.” Mr. Hollins thought that the surgeon was speak- ing of death; and as they carried Ben up to Elms- woods, shortly after, he imagined, in his grief, that they were actually following him to his grave. It was an unspeakable relief to him, therefore, to look upon the calm, dignified face of the mother, and to see that his son still breathed. Together Ephraim Hollins and his wife watched over Ben that night, with all the ardor of parental love ; and this and medical skill labored as one, to bring back from the land of silence the object of their mutual solicitude. In the morning, telegrams went abroad, calling in the aid of Dr. McCaller of Toronto, and the great Dr. Brown of “the States,” and half a score of medical men within easier reach. It was now the wedding- day,—June 2; and Friday, the 3d, was appointed for the momentous consultation. At eleven o’clock DIES HORRENDUS. 35 the conclave assembled. Its deliberations are of no particular consequence to us. Its conclusion is; and yet it was conveyed to Mr. Hollins in a few platitudes, which threw little light upon the darkness which he could feel, so thick and close was it. Well! the doctors ate and drank at Mrs. Hollins’s bountiful lunch-table, talked before her with a deal of very impassable Latin, a trifle of unrecognizable Greek, and enough of English to reduce the rest to something like shape and intelligibility, dispersed, and sent in their bills. And that was the last of the greatest medi- cal consultation ever held in Millington. 36 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER IV. A RE-ADJUSTMENT,. N Sunday morning, the 5th of June, there came a change in Ben’s condition. The functions of muscular life, released from the temporary lethargy induced by shock, resumed something of their former state. Ben lifted his head from the pillow, and gazed about the room with an air of one looking for familiar faces in a foreign land. One long stare he gave, be- ginning with his mother’s portrait opposite the foot of his bed, then to the left, across the window that looked out over the rose-house roof, then along the wall to the fireplace ; and there the angle of vision came to an end. What a look! In it not a sign of recognition of any one in the room, not a smile, not a token that Ben was passing the crisis safely and coming back to the world awaiting him. Dr. Braddock came in shortly after, and was told every minute particular, down to the shuddering sigh with which Ben sank back upon his pillow. The shad- ing off of possibility into probability, and at last into certainty, was completed in this good surgeon’s mind ; and he firmly took Mr. Hollins away to the library, and said, — A RE-ADJUSTMENT. a “My dear friend, it is just as I feared it might be. I was willing to let you remain in suspense for a time, hoping, almost against hope to be sure, that Nature would step in to our aid,’and do what we doctors may as well confess we cannot do.” “This is fatal, then, Braddock ?”’ asked the sufferer. “No: Ben is not going to die. In fact, I wish he was a little nearer to that; for then a struggle would take place within him, out of which I should have infi- nitely more hopes of his restoration. Ben will not die, but there is very little left of that bright intellect from which we all hoped such great and good achievements. What the future may do, all the doctors in creation cannot foretell; but for the present you must be con- - tent to care for Ben, much as you did in his child- hood.” Dr. Braddock left it to Ephraim Hollins to break this bitter bread to his wife, and, as he left the house, said, “And, by the way, Hollins, that little girl down at Mrs. Hartley’s must not feed herself upon false hopes. Will you tell her, or shall I?” False hopes! that is what we men always say, when we are angry, or crushed with certainties. As if hope could ever be false! The very quintessence of hope is truth. Founded upon facts, it looks forward to other facts. And such hope as Betty Hartley had schooled herself in since Wednesday is so firm that all the wise saws of all the wise men cannot turn it or shake it. When they came to tell her, — Mr. Hollins and her mother, — of the awful catastrophe of darkness which 38 DLcCTOR BEN. had enveloped her lover's life, they were surprised to see her even smile. Evidently she was holding her- self with a firm hand, and was aware of her feminine weakness. But there was feminine strength in her too, —-a soldierly discipline such as Col. Hartley’s daughter ought to have, seeing that he left no son to inherit it : and, long before they ceased saying the little nothings of such occasions, Betty was looking far away into the future. Calmly, quietly, but with irresistible firmness, she took her stand. Every one wondered, —those who loved her, at her courage ; those who are ever ready to hiss and cast venom at their neighbors, at her “ fool- ishness.”” “Two days more,” said Betty to her elders, “and I - should have sworn at the altar to take Ben ‘for better * for worse, for richer for poorer, to keep him in sick- ness and in health.’ If this had occurred two days after marriage, would not the world have scorned me, had I turned my back upon my stricken husband, and left him in his darkness? Let me be his nurse, his guide, his companion, so much as I may. And if our sorrow should be removed, and Ben recover from this sickness” (she merely happened to say “ sickness,” this girl, ignorant of all Aisculapian definitions of words), “what joy will it be to see him growing day by day nearer to that end! What happiness to hear his first inquiry forme! But what misery to know of his awaking, and calling for me, only to learn that I had weakly and heartlessly deserted him !” Thus reasoned this devoted girl, grown now in the A RE-ADJUSTMENT. 39 space of five days to a robust womanhood. And the old man listened, and took her to his breast with grati- tude which was speechless for a time; until at last he said, — ‘Dear daughter, you had our love without reserva- tion: now you have something more. - You shall help us to care. for Ben. Perhaps he will hear your voice, and be brought back by it to life. Who knows but that his love for you may be the keynote to his recov- ery? If so, you are certainly the one to strike it.” On his return to Elmswoods that evening, a purpose, born of this interview with Betty, came to full being in Mr. Hollins’s mind ; and he lost no time in unfolding it to his wife. Nothing less than that Betty and her mother should give up the house down by the river- bank, and migrate to Elmswoods. ‘“‘For Ben’s comfort?” asked the mother tearfully. “‘T think it will be to the comfort of us all.” By what process of argument and persuasion this project was brought to an issue, and Mrs. Hartley and Betty installed, not in Comfort Lodge indeed, but at Elmswoods house, it is unnecessary to inquire. But there were people in Millington who were not half so modest as we propose to be. Notably Miss Blandly, gossip-queen of the town. Having no occupation, Miss Blandly was always ready to interfere with those of other persgns. Having no matrimonial prospects, it was her delight to mar and scarify those of younger and more attractive ladies. And in one word, and that a charitable one, having poor health, bad diges- tion, and many megrims, poor Miss Blandly “ gave it” 4O DOCTOR BEN. to any and all who were healthier, stronger, and hap pier than herself. She and Mrs. Capt. Thurston, the wife of a resigned ex-artillerist who kept his rations in a gin-bottle, and his ammunition in a clay-pipe, rang the changes upon Betty’s foolishness, day after day. And the best of it was, that Betty never heard one word of it. Not a syllable of criticism came to this dear girl’s ears, for the reason that she had already quite with- drawn herself from the every-day Millington life. She had entered upon a new and busy existence. The care of Ben Hollins had become her one thought. For a limited time each day, she was Ben’s guide and companion, his instructress. The task was indeed no easy one. It required all her strength, but love stripped it of many of its diffi- culties. At first it was a tearful business, and the overcharged heart sometimes sought vent for its ful- ness in bitter wailings. Then a ray of sunshine would fall upon it. The memory of better days, the recol- lection of hours which she and Ben had passed to- gether reading or singing, the remembrance of subjects they had discussed, of conclusions reached, of mutual delights, —all came crowding in upon her ; and out of them Betty built up a sort of pharmacopeia, from which she undertook to draw prescriptions for Ben’s benefit, she to do the compounding and the adminis- tering. For Betty had, without knowing, quite drifted into a professional attitude. She happened, as has been said, to say “sickness,” in speaking of Ben’s trouble. A RE-ADJUSTMENT. 41 Now, when a woman says a thing, she generally means it; and, if not before, then certainly after she has said it. Andso Betty thought and thought of that word, “sickness ;’’ and, the more she dwelt upon it, the more persistently she looked upon Ben as only szcz. Poor little girl! she had discovered, or almost dis- covered, what it has taken the whole human race six thousand years ¢o define. Yes, the whole known period of man’s life upon the earth may be covered advisedly. For it is easily proved, that, if Adam and Eve were not absolutely insane, they at least behaved very queerly. Now, if any philosopher or theologian is in want of a new theory of that much-vexed subject, “the origin of evil,’’ let him follow this out. Possibly the Dar- winians could make a strong philosophical point upon this theory, in the nervous agitation which must have been suffered by the first human beings in consequence of the sudden, or even gradual, loss of those append- ages which distinguished their ancestors before the metamorphosis. Whatever ground there may be for such a. theory, man is at last waking up to study and know himself ; and the wise ones, doctors, psychologists, specialists, pliysicians, and metaphysicians, are going full tilt to- wards a land of paradise unveiled by the doctrine that insanity ts sickness. The efforts of our own specialist, Miss Betty Hart- ley, are now notably in our sight; and we may ask, Were they successful? Frankly, they were not. Ben grew fond of his doctress, but even that was not suffi- 42 DOCTOR BEN. cient to cure him of his malady. Nor was the docility he manifested in her company much like the old love. Alas! at times he was even irreverent. As, for in- stance, on one occasion when Betty and Ben were sitting together in the garden; she thinking and sew- ing, he trifling with blades of grass. Of a sudden a tear fell, glided down Betty’s needle, and was lost in the stitch. She must needs save herself from giving way ; and her voice broke out in subdued tones, and in a melody of her own making. It was Heine’s “Und wussten’s die Blumen” that she sang; Theodore Martin’s translation of which is so full of the native beauty of the verses, that it may serve here, instead of the German : — “Tf the little flowers knew how deep Is the wound that is in my heart, Their tears with mine they’d weep, For a balm to ease its smart. “Tf the nightingales knew how ill And worn with woe I be, They would cheerily carol and trill, And all to bring joy to me. “Tf they knew, every golden star, The anguish that racks me here, They would come from their heights afar, To speak to me words of cheer.” Would you believe it? At the finishing of the song, Ben stood up before Betty, made a half-turn upon one heel, and, with one of those displacements of thought which are so painfully common in such cases, ex- A RE-ADJUSTMENT. . 43 claimed, “Oh, yes! ha, ha! good cheer — Blue Bells of Scotland, I should say.” A very few words will suffice to define Ben’s general condition at this period. Not many hours after his first awaking on the Sunday of which mention has been made, he arose from his bed, not voluntarily, but because he was bidden to do so by surgeon Braddock. And as he stood in the midst of the room, purposeless and vacant, the good surgeon applied test after test to ascertain what he might concerning his patient. Every sense, sight, hearing, smell, touch, and taste, was per- fect. Speech was as clear as ever ; but it was distress- ing to listen to Ben, because the glory of speech, its logical naturalness, that invisible chord which binds it to reason, was gone, shattered. His movements, at first, were never voluntary. Direction was necessary in even the minutest detail of daily life. To sum it all up, in words which still are inadequate, but which must serve the purpose here, Ben’s will was crushed, reduced to a dormant condition. One or two physicians who visited Elmswoods dur- ing the first half-year of Ben’s trouble talked a deal _ about “unconscious cerebration.” Perhaps they ex- pected this wise dictum to set Ben right again; but, if so, they failed. Said Betty Hartley, “I don’t believe in all that, nor in any theory which makes a living man no better than a dead one.” Said surgeon Braddock, “It makes little difference whether the cerebration may be conscious or uncon- scious: the life is suspended. Our Ben is wrecked. 44 DOCTOR BEN. Nothing but some hidden force of Nature can ever pull him off the rocks.” Now, surgeon Braddock was an admirable family physician. He was a learned man, after his fashion. He had the one misfortune, idiosyncrasy, or whatever it is best to call it,—that he was a pessimist. He looked upon Ben’s case always and undeviatingly with no hope, but such as might be contained in the two words, “If— Nature.” Living as he had for many years, in a steady round of family practice, Dr. Brad- dock was not wide awake to all that was going on in the outer world. He knew the asylums, but for such cases as Ben’s he had a wholesome dread of them. He believed Ben to be better off at Elms- woods than in any asylum he had ever seen or heard of. And now when Ben began to develop, to show little signs of returning will, what wonder that the good sur- geon smiled, and said again. and again, “If— Na- eure 77 And, in very truth, Nature was doing her best. And so were the anxious watchers at Elmswoods. The. house at this time wore the appearance of a school, and Ben that of a prince royal who was re- ceiving the exclusive attention of a staff of four pro- fessors. Betty Hartley was particularly assiduous in her efforts to educate Ben, to strengthen his will, to set his thoughts in reasonable channels. It was hard work, discouraging work for the most. And sometimes there were notable changes, glim- merings of the past, sudden inspirations of purpose, A RE-ADJUSTMEN?7. 45 which lighted up Ben’s face, and brought momentary manliness into his carriage,—but only to die out again. ‘The sight of Comfort Lodge, all locked and barred as it was, caused him even to speak of some detail of carpentering or furnishing ; but the next hour he had forgotten the matter. Again he would recall some old affair of business, or some detail of the jour- ney he and Betty were to have made. And in the midst of a sentence, as a sequence to this serious talk, Ben would break out in some fancy so distorted, so absurd and even ludicrous, that with the heart-ache sorely pressing them his friends would be compelled to laugh. To a psychological student, Ben would have pre- sented at this period an interesting study. But there were no psychological students at Elmswoods, — only four loving friends who longed and waited for some- thing which was too distant to come at their beck. It would serve no purpose to lengthen the record of this portion of Ben’s life; and the reader must be _ left, therefore, to picture to himself a couple of years passed in the merest flickering of lights and shadows, — the lights growing a little brighter, but the shadows somehow deepening at the same time. Ben was gentle under all circumstances, never manifesting any tendency to those outbreaks of violent passion which _ sometimes turn the loveliest child into a demon; full of playful humor at times, at others silent and ab- stracted. Of only one thing did he seem to have any fear. No inducement was strong enough, during these two 46 DOCTOR BEN. years, to lead him beyond the gates of Elmswoods grounds. Time and again, with the sudden flash of purpose which has been spoken of, did he take hat and stick after breakfast, and, with a cheery “ good- by,” set off briskly as if to go down to the mills, to the daily round of business. Arrived at the gates, however, he would stop, gaze about in a dazed fash- ion, turn back again, and be lost in a maze of silent, never-uttered thoughts. At first, on these and others of his rambles, they followed him, fearing. But re- peated security relaxes vigilance, and for a long time Ben went and came as he listed. SUBLILTIES. 4? CHAPTER V. SUBTILTIES. T was not until Ben had passed two years in a state sufficiently indicated in the last chapter that there entered into his life the elements of romance, —nay, of stern fact, which have made this tale of ours possible. Of a sudden Ben was plunged into a very whirlpool of events. As in a drama, charac- ters ranged themselves around him for good and ill. There was a stirring of the elements. Nature and Ben’s fellow-men began to move; and a fierce battle was waged, of which Ben — poor, half-conscious crea- ture that he was !— was the centre. The attack was a mighty one, a subtle one: the defence silent, deter- mined, holy. Now let us remark, by way of introducing what is to come, that the brain of man never remains abso- lutely stationary. It thinks, it grows in scope, even when sleep is holding the body in silence. Under all circumstances save one —that is, death — there is motion in the brain,— development of some sort. And, if the Church is right, even in this excepted case the soul — that living mystery which only employs the brain here as it employs the tongue, the stomach, the eye, and all our members —still keeps up some sim- 48 DOCTOR BEN. ilar process of action. Even in that long sleep which we are told by some endures between the setting ot this life’s sun and the rising of the one which is to usher in the glorious day of eternity, there is still mental action, a vivification of sleep with dreams of bliss, or a horror of thick darkness made more awful by visions and forebodings born of a guilty conscience. Always the mind of man is a panorama of wonders. All discussion of it is more or less superficial. It may be viewed from a multitude of points, and always it presents itself in a new aspect. From our present point of view, we look out upon a strange procession. In the line are minds strong and minds weak; minds that grasp wide ranges of thought, and grasp them clearly, others which seize only to lose hold of the idea or the purpose conceived ; minds that sweep the whole horizon of human deeds, others which must be content to concentrate upon some one little duty or purpose. | And in that procession are some whom we denomi- nate zdiotic, melancholy, mad, insane. But even these are in motion: even the idiotic are thinking. Accord- ing to their thoughts, at least their limbs move, their eyes roll, their tongues speak. So, in intercourse with any of these, we must always be prepared for —at least, not be taken by surprise at — any sudden, subtle change. It would be something grand—a great step in science — to find out the causes of all such changes. But, alas! science has not progressed so far, as yet. No one, then, can explain why, on an unhappy day SUBTILTIES. 49 in September, early in the third year of Ben’s lunacy, he should suddenly overcome or lose his fear of pass- ing the gates of Elmswoods. Lose it he did, how- ever, and with momentous consequences to himself and others. At luncheon that day, when the three ladies at Elmswoods came together, the question was asked by all, simultaneously, ‘Where is Ben?” The inquiry was quickly extended to servants, gar- deners, stable-men, and even the more distant farmers on the place ; but Ben was not to be found. Betty Hartley had been walking with him at eleven o’clock, and at that hour was summoned to the house to see Thomas Macrae, who had come, as he often did, .to make a familiar, welcome morning call. Familiar, because Macrae was on a very good footing at Elms- woods ; welcome, because of his uniform kindness to the one object of solicitude. Betty had left Ben with the gardeners: he had strolled away from them tow- ards the house, a quarter of an hour after, and there intelligible facts ceased. All that followed was a jar- gon of theory, and this culminated in alarm. Word was sent to Mr. Hollins, who was down at the mills. Then the news went abroad, “ Ben Hollins is lost!” “Poor Ben has wandered off!” Twenty men were sent from the offices and looms to scour the town and the surrounding country. Every train that had passed Millington since noon was tele- graphed : station-masters within fifty miles were asked to keep a lookout for the wanderer. ‘The open fields, the woods, the roads, the river-banks, where was many 50 DOCTOR BEN. a nook in which Ben might have sat unseen within a few feet of passers-by, all were searched. The after- noon hours passed ; and not a sign or sound of Ben’s return came with them, with one exception. A boy came to the office at six with a well-known cuff-button, an onyx with Ben’s initials cut in its face. With the logic which generally prevails among men, it seemed to be taken for granted that finding Ben’s cuff-button was the same as finding Ben himself; and the men were actually called in by the ringing of the mill-bell, and the search languished, — languished for a whole hour, while Thomas Harper, superintendent of a department at the mills, went with the boy to Bridge Hill, simply to look at a stick of timber upon which the cuff-button had been found. Bridge Hill was an abrupt rise of ground directly west of Millington, upon one side of which lay the river, sixty feet below; on the other side, a sloping road ran down to Millington, while other roads led off to the north and west over a country which lay level with the top of the hill, Elmswoods crowning the top of another hill two miles to the north-east. Bridge Hill was partially covered with timbers and irons, prepara- tions having been made to throw a structure across the stream to the low land on the opposite bank. Stand- ing upon its summit, you could look over an extended landscape, the river flowing eastwardly in quiet fulness for two miles or more, and finally disappearing as it rounded the base of a bluff, whence it kept its course south-eastwardly until it reached the great Ontario ; in the valley below and on your left, Millington ; north- SOUBTILTIES. 51 ward and westward, a rich expanse of farming- lands. Along the river-front, in the town, the eye lights first upon several rows of cottages, some bright and tidy in new paint and with well-kept premises, others dingy and dull, probably like their occupants. Then come the mills, and the docks with a few schoon- ers lazily rocking in the stream. ‘Two squares away, Barony Street, the main business street, stretches its devious way along, with here and there an odd twist in it. One square more, and amid dwellings and trees three church-spires lift themselves into the air, while the square stone tower of St. Peter’s seems to stand out as the presiding, harmonizing, patriarchal princeps of the place. To Bridge Hill, Harper and two or three mill-men followed the rather garrulous and imaginative boy. Anent the cuff-button, Matthew Bryan finally asked, “Were it wet, Will?” “Yes: it were a-layin’ in this hole, in a puddle.” “Then,” said Matthew, “’tain’t no use a-stayin’ here. He put that there button into the hole afore four o’clock, when it begun to rain; an’ my opinion is, some one below has took him in for shelter. They be queer folk, some on ’em, down there. They mought take him in an’ leave him stay all night, an’ never sig- nify.”” To the cottages the party went, and lost another hour, — an hour in which some of tne principal char- acters in the coming drama were dressing and other- wise preparing for a second act. 52 DOCTOR BEN. The hour passed, and Harper returned to the miil- offices, baffled and disconcerted. Here he found an anxious consultation going on between Mr. Hollins and some of his personal friends. “News, Harper?” asked the feverish father. ‘None, sir,’”’ replied Harper; “and I don’t know what to make of it.” Harper walked up and down the room for a minute or two, and said, “I’m almost ashamed to mention it, Mr. Hollins ; but Mr. Benjamin had some trouble once with that old woman who hangs around here with bag and hook. She is always to be seen hereabouts in the afternoon, but no one has laid eyes on her to-day. I’m going to find her.” It was certainly a slender thread upon which to hang hopes which were growing so leaden as Ephraim Hollins’s. But what will we not build upon, ia an exigency? So Mr. Hollins said, “Go, Harper, and probe that matter to the bottom.” And the words were hardly out of his mouth before he dropped Har- per’s suspicion as unworthy of another thought. Harper and his companions made but a three- minute walk of it to a hut which had been originally used as a shelter for the laborers and a lock-up for their tools, when the mills were built, and which Car- ney Dugan, the old woman of bag and hook, had con- verted with her own hands, and by the application of bits of old mortar and bricks and handfuls of mud into a half-savage semblance of home. Knocking at the rickety collection of boards which served for a door, Harper was greeted with the shrill, SUBTILTIES. 53 quavering cry, “Hev ye come? I knowed ye would. Push yerself in, Thomas.” Harper “ pushed himself in ;”’ and Carney, looking at him in the dim light of a greasy candle, took her elbows from her knees, lifted herself up in a startled way, and exclaimed, “Oh, murther ! what is dhis?”’ Harper was alert to every movement and every word. Without giving the woman a moment to col- lect herself, he asked, “What did you expect, Car- ney? Were you expecting to see mer” “Sure, I was not, Misther Hairper.”’ “Didn’t you say, ‘Come in, Thomas’?” An’ isn’t yure name Thomas? an’ didn’t I see you t’rough dhim holes?” A little frame-work of suspicion which had hardly taken shape in Harper’s mind fell to pieces at this ; but he rallied, and threw another shot at Carney. “Carney, have you seen Mr. Benjamin?” “Will, an’ shposin’ I hev,—what dhin?” “Tf you have, Carney, you ought to tell us. Come,’ old woman, be good now, and tell us all about it.” Was Harper conning over the tales he had read of dark deeds of revenge, which such creatures as this woman had been known to commit? Was he think- ing that he stood upon the verge of a discovery which would make Millington tremble with horror? He never could be brought to acknowledge it, but he was under the influence of just such thoughts ; and he determined to be crafty, and to drag the secret out of this defence- less and solitary cld woman, and — met his match. “Don’t be in sich haste, Misther Hairper,” said 54 DOCTOR BEN. Camey. “It’s not for dhe likes 0’ you to say ‘ole woman’ to me, whin ye’re axin’ favors.” “No offence, Carney.” “Offince or no offince, Misther Hairper, carry civil wurruds in yer mouth whin ye’re visitin’ dhe ladies, an’ don’t be so familiar wid me Christen name, aither,” “Well, then, Mrs. Dugan’? — “‘Dhat’s dhe crame o’ politeness.” “Come, Mrs. Dugan, tell us where you saw Mr. Benjamin: that’s a good girl.” “How polite ye’re growin’, Misther Hairper! I seen him on dhe Bridge Hill.” “When?” “Qh-h-h-h, — sich a power of axin’ questions! They should make a cinsus-taker uv ye, or an ixcise- man: ye’re as glib as e’er a lawyer in Dublin. It’s first, ‘Did ye see Misther Benjamin?’ an’ dhin it’s ‘Where did ye see him?’ an’ now it’s ‘Whin did ye see him?’ Maybe ye’d like to know wAy I seen him, and how I seen him. So I tells ye, wanc’t for all, Misther Hairper, I seen him on dhe Bridge Hill, be- yant, at t'ree o’clock, an’ I was on me ways to Widdy Cormick’s, she that aftherwards married my Con Cor- mick, an’ me a-takin’ up wid Barney Dugan, an’ dhey drugged me, dhey did, an’ dhe praste he niver knowed it, an’ now dhey’re all gone dhe ways uv dhis wicked wurruld, — ohoo! ohoo !—yis-sir, an’ I was on me ways, I was, to Widdy Cormick’s, to hilp her count her pinnies, — she couldn’t rise ’em higher nor twilve makes a shillin’, an’? — “ “Never mind that now, Carney,” broke in Harper ; SUBTILTIES. es “but tell us about Mr. Benjamin. What was he do- ing?” ‘‘ A sittin’ dhere, to be sure, on wan o’ dhim shticks. An’ what else would he be doin’, wid dhe sinses all druv out uv his poor head — dhe poor craythur?”’ “Did you not have trouble with Mr. Benjamin once?” asked Harper. As foolish a question this as Harper could possibly have asked. Nevertheless, it brought matters to a focus. Carney Durgan did know much more about Ben than she had yet revealed, and more than she meant to reveal, more than the prover- bial wild horse could have dragged out of her just then. But she scented danger in Harper’s question, and proceeded to fortify herself. So she blurted out, with perfect ease and naturalness, — “Upon me hopes of glory, Misther Hairper, I seen him twice’t— an’ I was coming to it, but ye stopped me wid yer quistions. Wanc’t on dhe Bridge Hill, at t’ree o’clock ; an’ afther, down be Thompson’s, at half- past sivin,—only half an hour ago,” said Carney, throwing into her last phrase an emphasis which she intended to produce an effect. “Only half an hour ago!” repeated Harper, in- stantly making a movement towards the door ; while a gleam of cunning triumph barely touched the woman’s face, darting then into the darker corners of her soul to revel there. They took their departure, Harper and his followers ; and, not a hundred yards away, the figure of a man crouched unseen in the black shadows while they passed. 56 DOCTOR BEN. As Carney closed her battered, creaking door, she flung her hands wildly over her head, and presently sat down by her empty fireplace, and rocked herself to and fro, wailing and muttering by turns. She rose at last, and paced the shaking floor, exclaiming, “Oh, will it niver lave me! Is dhe blood of murdhered men to be always flowin’ by me, an’ me niver guilty uv wan single dhrop? O Mother uv Hiven, it’s haird to be dhe victim uv other men’s sins. O Mary, an’ Pether, an’ James, an’ John, purtict me wid yer wings uv glory! O Barney, Barney, ’twas you did the foul deed, an’ me dhat suffered all dhese years by it! An’ now, maybe, innocent blood’ll flow again, an’ I’m in it. Oh, let me lave dhis murdherin’ country, an’ go over dhe say to me own land and me own payple!” Such powers of mind and body as are brought into full and passionate play, on such an occasion, are soon exhausted, particularly in the aged and volatile. Sug- gestion, too, is a powerful lever in the changes that come to men’s thoughts ; and the mention of her wish to go over the sea led this woman to cease her wail- ings at once. Going to a corner of her cabin, candle in hand, she ‘urust her fingers into a hole in the floor- ing, and drew out two old pocket-books, whose con- tents she -pioceeded to pour into her lap. THOMAS MACRAE. 57 CHAPTER VI. THOMAS MACRAE. OR the completeness of the story, it is now requi- site that the history of Thomas Macrae should be unfolded more at length. Place upon the easel the portrait of a tall, well-made man of five and twenty, dark almost to swarthiness, of fine figure, with an edu- cated air, in scrupulously careful but not dandified toilet, quite the Lomme des affaires, — and you have a tolerable eye-likeness of Thomas Macrae. The mind- likeness, that mental image which is, like the photo- graphic busts taken at Paris, made up of many pictures taken at all angles, you will have to build up from the pages which follow. As you looked at Mac- rae for the first time, he would make so vivid an im- pression upon you, that you would say almost at once, “YT like this man intensely,” or, “I hate this fellow without thinking twice of him.” Precisely his way of judging you too. If he was vivid in giving, he was equally so in receiving, personal impressions. He would look at you just once, and his mind was made up. If you attracted his good-will at first sight, you might count upon him as a friend, and a warm one, unless in after-times your course ran too strongly counter to his. If he neglected you on first acquaint- 58 DOCTOR BEN. ance, the chances were, that he would never take the trouble to fish you up out of the pool of indifference. Macrae’s father was one of those Scotch-Irishmen who are to b@ found in the northern counties of Ire- land, especially in Londonderry ; the descendants of Scotch Presbyterians, who left their homes and crossed the Channel in persecuting times. His mother was one of those Srscayinas whom travellers from other countries sometimes marry because of the glamour which their dark beauty casts over the stranger. To the family-seat at Briartop in Derry, Thomas Macrae the elder brought this foreign wife. She en- dured a short, fierce fight with new and strange cus- toms and manners, — of both men and nature, —and finally succumbed, and died of hemorrhage. But the Biscayan woman was kept in memory by the likeness to herself of a six-year-old son whom she left behind her, a boy whose physical being was a mixture of Northern sturdiness and Southern fire, and whose speech was a jargon of English, Gaelic, Irish, and Labortan. At the age of ten the boy had become the terror and the pride, at once, of all that country. His rest- less and not over-thoughtful father awoke then to the fact that his son needed an education ; and, on one of his periodical flights to the more congenial atmos- phere of the South, took the lad away from Briar- top, and deposited him at Mons. Dideron’s school, in Geneva. For two years the father wandered, and the son studied. The summer heat suggested a flight north- THOMAS MACRAE. 50 ward then, and the two Thomases again joined old Adam Macrae at Briartop. All the way homeward the elder traveller coughed and sighed. The old home stretched out its welcoming arms to him, drew him gently to its embrace, and, without a murmur, the exhausted man closed”all his earthly accounts, said “ Farewell’ to his son, and in one short month was gone forever. Old Adam seemed not to know of the existence, even, of the young nephew thus left upon his hands. For four years the boy roamed the country or staid at home, at his own will, working with hands or brain as the fancy took him, familiarizing himself with every trade and occupation known to the men of that re- gion. He was every one’s admiration, and in some respects everybody’s bane. At last an exploit on Neagh—the saving of an almost drowned woman’s life—made him a hero. His uncle actually heard of him, and for. the first time took notice of him. He set to work to exam- ine the lad, — “ metapheesically,”’ as he expressed it ; and within a week sent for his lawyer, and informed ‘Thomas outright that he had adopted him, and made him heir to Briartop. In the same breath he added, “ Didymus,” — the old man loved Scriptural names, and looked upon his nephew as fairly entitled to any appellation borne by the scriptural Thomas, — “ Didy- mus, ye maun gae to bukes !”’ “Where?’’ asked young Macrae. “ Onywheer ye like,” was the old man’s reply. Thomas decided upon Geneva. Mons. Dideron’s 60 DOCTOR BEN. was the only school he knew. ‘To Mons. Dideron he went, therefore ; and in one year and eight months he suddenly finished his studies in a violent fit of wrath at poor old Monsieur, delivered a startling val- edictory from the walk in front of the “Gymnase,” and went to register himself at the Hotel Anglais. That very day he telegraphed to his uncle to ad- dress him at Paris, Brussels, Amsterdam, ef ce‘era, with dates ; and the day following, with two hundred francs in his pocket, set out upon his travels, as self- possessed at eighteen as most men at thirty. The news of this proceeding was received by old Adam Macrae at first with indifference ; but on sec-- ond thought, and after receiving a little “ metaphees- ical” light upon the subject, he found his nephew’s conduct to be quite business-like and admirable. With new-born respect for the young man, therefore, Adam wrote him a letter full of worldly advice, with an occasional bit of spiritual as well; and, doubtless for the purpose of securing attention to his counsels, added a letter of credit for four thousand francs. Strange to say, Thomas Macrae was not ruined by this affair: on the contrary, it was the making of him. A very unusual occurrence, certainly, and not to be taken as a model by other youths ; for not all youths have Scotch fathers and Basque mothers, nor have many such uncles as Adam Macrae. The great trouble with the lad was that he was burning to do something. He was on fire, and could not brook the slow process of learning a language verb by verb, or a science fact by fact. ~No school- THOMAS MACRAE. , 61 building was large enough to hold him; so he took the whole world for his school, and almost every man he met for his temporary schoolmaster. He had the instinct of a bee: he sucked nectar from every thing he touched,—not mere nectar of pleasure, but of knowledge. He went to Paris, and in two weeks knew that city thoroughly. Its art-treasures pleased him for a day, its shops for another ; its myriad labors on behalf of the palates and stomachs of men set him to laughing outright; and lastly he took a look at the dissipations of the capital, its painted women, its costly amusements, its vile debaucheries, pronounced the whole thing Jéé#se, and flew away over the rails to Brussels. He followed up his original itinerary, receiving everywhere kind letters from his uncle, always advising him to be a gentleman. “Be a gen- tleman, be a gentleman,” — always this, and little else. Apparently his uncle cared nothing whether he ever . learned to conjugate a Latin verb or to even name the sciences. : | Macrae made short work of those Northern cities. The fit seized him, and he turned southward. Across country he travelled to Nice, to Marseilles, to the Pyrenees ; then westwards till he drove into Fonta- rabia one evening, and asked for the name of Labo- zique. “Labozique, my lord?” and the inn-keeper of whom Macrae was making inquiry at once became obsequious. ‘The Laboziques are all nobles, my lord, grand people. The Laboziques are Euskald- ‘nac. Monsieur—is he a Labozique?” 62 DOCTOR BEN. No, but his mother was. “Ah! signor, my lord, monsieur, he has the Labo- zique eye, very true.” Out upon one of the mountain-roads Macrae found next morning a whole colony of his mother’s relatives, all Laboziques, all “nobles,” and all driving mules, mending ploughs, cutting poles for new pruning-hooks, two of the women doing a week’s washing. Away went Macrae again to the northward, and suddenly knocked at the library-door at Briartop, and went into his uncle’s arms amid a polyglottal roaring of Adam Macrae and half a dozen servants of divers dialects. Here Macrae staid for a fortnight, drank. hot Scotch whiskey with his uncle, smoked a pipe, awoke one morning with a sensation as of death grip- ping him here and there, went down stairs, and quietly said “ Good-by ” to Adam, and was off again. The whole secret of all this restlessness was that this young man simply needed something to do, something which would engross him. But what did he know of professions or occupations? About this time he took to reading. He would pick up any thing, —a grammar, a history, a biography, a geometry, — devour it in a few days on the railway or in his room, and toss it out of window. It was a strange way to get an education, but he was getting it. He went to Monaco, and thinking that where men and women looked so fiercely in earnest there must be something to do, sat down to rouge e¢ noir. “ Fa’ vo’ jeu, m’sieurs,” cried the croupier; and, just to see what it was like, Macrae put some silver-pieces THOMAS MACRAE. 63 on the table. The croupier presently raked a corre- sponding number of napoleons dexterously in front of him. Macrae was struck with the absurdity of the whole proceeding, arose, and left his napoleons lying there, twenty tongues calling after him, “ Monsieur ! monsieur ! ” “ Aux pauvres,” he replied, and went out, ignorant that those pieces went to the poor — ruler of Monaco. Again he went up to Geneva, possibly with half a mind to go to M. Dideron, pay for the windows he had broken, and ask M. Dideron to help him digest the great mass of knowledge he had literally been gulp- ing down, and become a schoolboy again at twenty, But M. Dideron was dead, and M. Fideron reigned in his stead. Macrae did not know M. Fideron, and retired from the door of the “ Gymnase’”’ disappointed. Something drove him now to the mountains. He had always hitherto clung to humanity. This time he would try Nature. He went into the forest, took up a wood-cutter’s axe, and worked till his arms ached. He was dull and tired for three days: the solitude terrified him, and he flew back to the cities. Some- thing to do ! was the cry of his soul; something use- ful and practical to expend all this burning energy upon. . Until he was twenty-one this undisciplined youth travelled, keeping up his vain, unworded search. One day, in Nuremberg, he stood looking up at the Frauen Church, almost laughing at the strange architectural industry displayed in the two-storied porch, the rows of odd little windows in the gable, and the funny 64 DOCTOR BEN. belfry. Why this church should have attracted his attention that day, when he had passed and re-passed it fifty times before with hardly a look, he could not tell. But the Fates were in it. They had given Thomas “Macrae time enough for school-going: they had work for him to do now. As he looked, a voice at his side startled him. Of late he had begun to be critical in the matter of femi- nine beauty. He had an ideal of face and figure and voice. This voice, which only said to a half-elderly lady in black, “ How beautiful!” was the very voice. He was so startled that he looked its possessor squarely in the face, and behold! it was the very face. He scanned the figure unobtrusively, and it was the very figure. “Something to do now!” he said almost aloud He began by following the two ladies, at a respect- ful distance, to their lodging. It took him but a few minutes to ascertain that they were Mrs. and Miss Hartley, on their way from Italy to Liverpool, and that their luggage had already gone on, marked, “e# Steward ‘Princess Adelaide,’ steamer.” In another hour a telegram was on its way to cer- tain London bankers, — “ Engage passage for me by steamer ‘Princess Adelaide,’ this trip. THOMAS MACRAE.” An English newspaper was easily obtained; and Macrae learned from it that he had yet nearly two weeks to spend in Europe, and, further, that “The THOMAS MACRAE. 65 Princess Adelaide” was one of the steamers of the Royal Family Line, and was destined to Quebec. The next morning the ladies had left Nuremberg, their host said, intending to make several short stops, and then post on to England. Thither went Thomas Macrae, not once thinking of any nonsensical follow- ing of these two ladies. The fires within him had suddenly been banked. His energies were solidifying for a mighty effort; his impatience was quelled. He stopped in London long enough to ascertain that his passage was secured, and went on to Briartop. The days flew by, and in due time Macrae went down to Queenstown and boarded the steamer. In his pocket were letters to John Macrae, the third of the Macrae brothers, from Adam. Thomas knew this John Macrae to be a lawyer practising in Canada, but had never seen him. When he learned, therefore, by adroit inquiry, that Mrs. and Miss Hartley were on board, and were booked through, by Grand Trunk Railway, to Millington, Ontario, his heart stood still for a moment, then bounded back to a settled, steady beating. “Grand!” said Macrae. “I will study law with my uncle. The Fates have arranged it all beautifully. I can read my future as well as if it were printed in a book.” Had you known Thomas Macrae during the year preceding Ben Hollins’s engagement to Betty Hart- ley, you would have seen in him one of the most dili- gent of students, one of the most exemplary of young men. ‘The blow finally came, and his great will stood 66 DOCTOR BEN. out against it. The fire in him seemed to be wholly directed now to the one purpose of achieving a manly, honorable station, like that of his uncle. Who could tell when or how that fire might again spring up into fierce burning, devouring and licking up all that was good in Thomas Macrae ? When Ben’s misfortune came, Macrae drifted into a more frequent and intimate intercourse with the family at Elmswoods. It was at the solicitation of Mr. Hollins, too, who was honestly fond of him. He was kind to Ben, and spent hours in diverting him. Was not that enough to earn any father’s gratitude ? But as the year went on, Macrae grew uneasy. The old passion was rising in him again. It almost mad- dened him, at times, to think that Betty should bind herself to a man who was probably hopelessly insane. Step by step he drifted into a fury of love, —that fury in which men mount skywards in probity and honor, or sink hellwards. But if he offered Betty Hartley a graceful courtesy, and she blushed, how was he to know that her reddening proceeded not from love, but from very fear of his love? Then, again, he took note of her tender devotion to Ben; and, in proportion to the intensity of that tenderness, she was cold, distant, formal, common- place with himself. At such times his honor, his pride, his self-respect, rose to a towering height; and he went out into the fields, or paced his room until his whole being was filled with a determination to be content. It is one thing to be a man,—a manly man, — THOMAS MACRAE. 67 quite another to be always fighting and laboring to try to be a man; and this was the key to Thomas Macrae’s difficulty. He found it out on a certain day in September; turned the key carelessly, or des- perately: the bolt shot out of its place, and pande- monium was let loose in Millington for a time. 68 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER VII. TEMPTATIONS. E return now to the morning of Ben Hollins’s disappearance from Elmswoods. It will be remembered that Macrae had spent an hour at the house, in Betty Hartley’s company. Poor Betty! she needed contact with the brightness and cheerfulness of the unafflicted. They all thought at Elmswoods that Thomas Macrae’s visits were a blessing. But Macrae, on his part, left the house that morn- ing in great agitation. He had come to the verge of casting his burning love at Betty’s feet, and chai- lenging her; but he was afraid. He locked up his great trouble again in his breast, therefore, and went out into the open air for relief. On his way down the avenue he met Ben, and they walked together as far as the gates. The sight of Ben just at that moment filled him with loathing. He was barely civil to the poor fellow for once, and left him standing in the avenue with hardly so much as a word of farewell. And now Macrae was in no mood for books and law-papers. He would walk, run, traverse the woods, any thing to get rid of this heart-beating, and the pressure of his rapid blood upon the brain. Not by the direct road to Millington, therefore, but across TEMPTATIONS. 69 country he went, towards the river. He never looked behind once: if he had, he would have seen a new and strange sight. On and on he walked, gloomy, hopeless, building up anon some new castle of desire, arranging innocent- looking snares wherewith to trap a certain beautiful bird. At length he turned off towards Bridge Hill. Walking rapidly, and wholly occupied with what was passing in his own mind, he was unaware that Ben had followed him, until he stopped to seat himself for a rest on some of the timbers that lay upon the hill. To his amazement, Ben was within forty paces of him. “ What have you followed me for, Ben?’’ he asked. “Oh, yes, folly !— ha, ha ! — great folly !” A flush came over Thomas Macrae. ‘“ What a shame!’ he thought, “that a girl like Betty Hart- ley should have to bear this sort of thing all her life!” The river plashed against the lofty wall of rock be- low ; and the hissing wash of each succeeding wavelet seemed to bring suggestions more and more distinctly to his half-horrified, half-willng ear. He hated to look that way, lest he should see shapes of unholy aspect. He shuddered when there came to his ear, as distinctly as if Ben himself had uttered them, the words, “Come on, Thomas Macrae! Grand times down here. Marry the girl you love; do just as you please ; defy the silly laws of heaven and earth. Oh, what a merry life we devils lead !”’ Macrae was startled, and, leaping up, seized Ben’s arm, and almost dragged him into the road and hur- ried with him towards Elmswoods; and as he went, 70 DOCTOR BEN. faster and faster, there came to him on every breeze and from the rustle of every leaf a demon voice, a demoniac suggestion. What if Ben should wander alone to Bridge Hill, and fall over into the river below? What if he should be standing near the edge of that precipice : how much of a push, how much fury, would it require to send him over? Was Thomas Macrae prepared to yield to such suggestions? Not at all. He was too wise a man for that, held himself still too close in hand; and, with every step which lengthened the distance be- tween him and the scene of temptation, Macrae was becoming stronger and calmer, —so calm finally that he dared to look at Ben. And what a sight presented itself to him ! This rapid walking was a new experience to Ben. He was in a glow of something like excitement. Half his coat was stripped off and hung dangling ; his waistcoat was open, necktie fluttering, sleeves hanging loose. “Ben, what have you been déiné to yourself?” Macrae asked. “Where is your hat? And your cuff- buttons — what have you done with them?” “Ha, ha!” answered Ben. “I’ve done for them this time sure enough.” “Did you take them out on the hill?” “Well, I couldn’t rightly say as to that,” answered Ben; and in a helpless way he half-turned towards * the hill. There was a suggestion in the motion, and a per- TEMPTATIONS. 71 fectly innocent one. Macrae followed it, and they turned back to re-traverse the mile they had just cov- ered. Arrived at the place, Macrae speedily recovered one of the buttons, but the other was not to be found. The time consumed was long enough for a new attack from without, and Macrae’s blood began to boil again. The loudness of the voices from below was gone: they came in whispers this time. “Come, Macrae, don’t be a coward. Marry the girl you love, and come down here and dwell with us. Oh, what a merry set we are! And, Macrae, send zm down first!” Macrae laughed at this now,—scorned it; tossed stones over the bank, as if to say, “There! feed on those! Stones are good enough food for such mur- derous devils as you.” | Nevertheless, awful thoughts were passing in Mac- rae’s soul; and as one after another came into being, was examined, rejected, and passed away, still others trooped in. Rain-drops began to patter upon the timbers; and Macrae arose, saying, ‘“‘Come, Ben: it is going to rain. We must go home.” As he stood he gave that sweeping look towards the road which is almost always our first operation when setting out upon a walk. His blood almost went cold as he encountered the gaze of an old woman stand- ing motionless on the crown of the hill. It was Car- ney Dugan. She had been standing there full fifteen minutes, Macrae all unconscious of it. She lifted her finger, and shook it at him. He was maddened by this, — disgusted, terrified, — and then provoked with 72 DOCTOR BEN. himself for attaching any importance to the imperti- nences of such a forlorn creature. Faster and faster came the rain. A two-mile walk was not quite as desirable as shelter. At the foot of the hill, five minutes away, there were houses ; better yet, here was an old roadside shop, unused. The windows were long ago battered out, but it was good enough for an hour’s waiting. Harder and harder the September flood poured down from the water- laden sky. The hour passed into two; and, finally, at four minutes before six, the sun went down, the twilight spread abroad and oe a into darker and darker shades. Macrae saw Harper and his followers go up the hill, Had he known that they were in search of Ben, he might still have saved himself by simply crying out, “Here is Ben! He is all right and safe!” But he did not know, and did not think. He was on fire ° with phosphoric thought. He had resolved, — that is to say, half-resolved,—in his enforced silence, to make a bold push for success. A plan had come into his mind, —one so bloodless, so comparatively inno- cent, that he began to wonder how he could have let a whole year glide by without trying it. In the deepening darkness, and in a lengthy lull in the storm, Macrae and Ben left the old shop. “Come on, Ben,” was enough to secure docile following, and Macrae successfully threaded lanes and streets without exposure ; for the search after Ben was at this time temporarily suspended, and the town lay for that hour in its accustomed early-evening quiet. With a bound- TEMPTATIONS. 73 ing heart, Macrae turned the key in his’ own door, clinching his hands, as if to hold firmly the triumph he had achieved. “Ben, you are half-wet,’’ said Macrae. “Ha! a little moist, I should say.” *T must give you something dry. Here, let’s put this on, Ben, — and this, — and this.” The clothing which Ben was speedily covered with made quite a different-looking man of him. More- over, not one piece of it had ever been seen on the streets of Millington. There was a coat from Bar- ton’s, Ludgate Hill; a waistcoat from Palisser’s, Grand Rue, Paris. Ben’s own apparel was all dark: these articles were. of lighter shades. “Come, Ben!” Oh that fatal docility of obe- dience! ‘Come, Ben!” Together they went out into the night. We shall find them again, but most quickly by following Car- ney Dugan. Carney had gone on up the Bridge Hill road, west- wards, to the widow Cormick’s, to help her count her pennies. As she went she muttered, “The lad is spir- ited enough; an’ I niver knowed a Macrae dishonest in all me life. But what a look was dhat in his face! an’ what was he thinking of, wid his head down in his han’s, an’ he a-lookin’ up at Misther Ben, wid his teeth set an’ his eyes on fire? O Barney Dugan! wasn’t it dhat same look I seen in yure face wanc’t, the night Con Cormick was killed? Whin murdher’s in dhe wish, it’s dhe same like in dhe face. Is it me fate to be privy to sich things all me days? O Bar- 74 DOCTOR BEN. ney, an’ yer ghost can come down an’ warn him away, . do it! Maybe it’s dhe dade o’ charity as’ll cover yer own multitude uv sins.” Carney’s mind was not upon her work as she slowly looked over the pennies, and half-dimes, and occa- sional English sixpences, which her sister-widow spread out before her. She finished her counting as speedily as possible, therefore, and set out to return to Milling- ton, in greater haste than she had ever travelled that road before. Had it been Ben Hollins only that was concerned in the matter which was now weighing so heavily upon Carney’s mind, it is doubtful whether she would have thought twice of it; but she had reasons for an intense interest in Macrae. She saw, or thought she saw, danger in the occurrence of the afternoon ; and a resolve to avert it took possession of her. She had seen Macrae and Ben go down the hill, so she made her way to the town. The tidings of Ben’s disappearance greeted her at every turn; but not a word did she say of meeting him, for fear of compromising Macrae. She made an excuse for going into the mill-offices; she looked in at many of the shops ; she passed Macrae’s lodging, and could see no sign of life there. At last came the rumor that Ben had been found, and Carney saw the mill-men going home in that satis- fied, unconcerned way which confirms us in the belief that anxiety has ceased. She went to her cabin, there- fore, satisfied that all had come right again. But bitter recollections had come into her mind, and Carney sat and wailed until darkness enveloped TEMPTATIONS. 75 her. As the clock in St. Peter’s tower struck seven, Carney rose, and saying aloud, “ Betune dhis an’ dhe widdy, I’ve lost me day intirely, an’ niver a stick in dhe house,” took up her basket, and set off down the river-bank, below the mills, where firewood could be had for the taking. She threw over her head a small three-cornered shawl, so ragged and soiled as to have little resemblance to the gay affair it was when it first left the loom, and was presently threading her way among the lofty piles of tanbark and scattered heaps of refuse which constituted the holdings of what were known as Thompson’s yards. Let me explain briefly that the firm of Thompson Brothers used these yards for storage of schooner- _ loads of bark which was brought from the upper coun- try, and here shipped by rail to the tanneries, forty miles away. A special track had been laid into these yards from the main line of the railway; and every evening one or more cars were loaded here, and taken off about eight o’clock by an eastward-bound goods- Pan As Carney reached this track her keen eyes de- tected two figures moving slowly near one of the loaded cars, a matter of forty feet distant. It was im- possible to recognize either of them in the darkness, but hearing supplied Carney with startling information. As she stood watching, the words came down to her, “Come, Ben, climb up here !” Carney saw one of the figures mount the car, and crouch into a narrow space by the side of a stake. The other person, leaving him then, turned away, and 76 DOCTOR BEN. walked slowly towards Carney. Crossing the track, he stumbled, and almost fell into Carney’s arms. He was flushed with success, this stumbler,—by name ‘Thomas Macrae,—and had lost his watchfulness ; but, in spite of the surprise which overtook him, he managed to say, almost coolly, “This is the second time I have met you to-day.” “Yis, sir,” replied Carney, “jist that; an’ maybe it wud ha’ been betther for all uv us if I had made it wanc’t, an’ wanc’t only, as I was minded out on dhe Bridge Hill.” ‘“What are you talking about?” “What are you doin’ wid Misther Binjamin?” “Sending him up on Thompson’s car to the sta- tion, of course. Didn’t you know he was lost? He wandered away from me this afternoon, and we have been looking all over the town for him.” Macrae was for moving on, but Carney detained him. “Thomas Macrae,” said she solemnly, “beware uv dhe evil wan!” “Stop your infernal tongue, you meddling beggar !”” was his reply. “Softly, gintly, Misther Macrae,” said Carney; “av ye want anny thing uv me, ye must be civil.” “Who wants any thing of you, woman?” asked Macrae ; then, with a sneering laugh, “No one wants your help in this matter, I am sure; for Mr. Benja- min will soon be at the station, and I shall take him home.” _“An’ shposin’ you shouldn’t, Misther Macrae, what TEMPTATIONS. 77 dhin? Carney Dugan’s old, but not blind. Now lis- ten me, Misther Thomas. Dhe Macraes o’ Briartop was used to spake softly to dhe likes o’ me, an’ not knock us down wid haird wurruds. I knowed ’em long before iver you seen dhe light o’ day. "Iwas but an hour’s journey from dhe Scotch fairms in lower Derry to Arboe, in county Tyrone, where me an’ my Barney lived. Oh! could ye but see Barney Dugan the day, Misther Thomas, perhaps ye’d need no help uv mine! Manny’s dhe day’s fishin’ an’ sailin’ yure father had wid my Barney an’ Con Cormick on Lough Neagh to Killead an’ Glanevy in Antrim ; an’ more times dhan twinty dhey crossed dhe Shebli Gallan to- gether. Dhe Macraes was uv gintle blood an’ makin’. It’s no time to be bringin’ evil ways intle it.” ‘Thomas Macrae was stricken dumb, for the mo- ment. Here was a ragged, miserable woman claiming a sort of connection with him, professing an interest in him, and yet seemingly menacing him. Rapidly he surveyed the field which was darkly spread before him. Here was untold danger in this woman’s little knowledge of his purpose and his acts. Should he retrieve every thing by the one capital stroke of giving up Ben to Carney, and asking her to take him to Mr. Hollins’s office? Something whispered in his ear, “No: one turn more, and all is accomplished !” On the rack for seven hours, Macrae was becoming blind: a great confusion was coming over him. ‘The door to a good ending of all this trial had been opened to him several times; and each time, what he after- wards called accident, but what was really nothing 78 DOCTOR BEN. but a momentaly infirmity of will, intervened, and he drifted back towards evil. His first approach to crime, he “bungled”? at it, as men say. His question, Shall I retrieve all? he answered in the affirmative. But when it came to giving Ben up to Carney Dugan,—the woman was repulsive to him, she had meddled with him, he was angry with her: he would restore Ben, but not through her. He would submit to no such degradation as that, and have her holding the whip over him ever after- wards. He would take Ben up to Elmswoods him- self. It was a great relief to Macrae to have so decided ; and now advancing a step, he said with the boldness of conscious superiority, “Stand aside, Mrs. Dugan. Don’t you see that they are pushing those cars up to the station? They will be there in five minutes, and I must hasten or I shall lose Mr. Benjamin.” But the woman clung persistently to him. “TI goes wid you,” she said firmly and quietly. To break away from Carney, and run towards the station, was Macrae’s first thought; but what dangers might not spring out of this? Perhaps it would be bet- ter to lose one minute more in parley. So he turned to Carney, saying, “I am perfectly competent to take care of Mr. Ben without any help, Mrs. Dugan ;” and then with a burst of angry chagrin, revealing his in- most soul to her and exciting Carney’s doubts still more, he added, “And, mind you, don’t you cross my path again! If you do, it will be the worse for you.” é TEMPTATIONS. 79 “ You can take care of him, can you?” asked Car- ney. ‘An’ maybe it’ll be dhe same kin’ o’ care you took uv him on dhe Bridge Hill, an’ as you’ve been carin’ for him iver since! ‘Thomas Macrae, go to dhe rail-house as fast as iver yer legs can carry you; an’ I goes wid you on mine. Do ye hear to dhat?” There was no help for it. Time was becoming precious. The goods-train was already rattling down from the west; and Macrae was now as anxious to prevent Ben from being carried away as he had been, in his temporary passion, to get rid of him. He strode on, therefore, as much in advance of his un- welcome companion as possible ; but it required more than five minutes to reach the station. And what was the use of their going to that spot at all? The train made no stop there, but drove past almost at full speed.’ It was not there, but an eighth of a mile below, that the cars from Thomp- son’s were taken up; and Macrae and Carney either did not know this, or in their excitement forgot it. They stood, therefore, bewildered, doubting ; and, as they waited, the rattle of the train ceased for a mo- ment, there was a pushing and pulling of cars in the distance, a few shoutings of men and blowings of the .. whistle, a “ Let go!” sounded shrilly upon the air, and the train was off again, its manifold sounds growing fainter and fainter, until Carney and Macrae were left alone in the stillness of the undisturbed night. Mac- rae was shaking, as a mill-wheel shakes when its round of steady duty is brought to a stop by an overwhelm- ing flood, the great rush of waters enveloping it and 80 DOCTOR BEN. refusing to let it turn. His face was literally livid, its dark lines growing darker, and its lighter ones like new-moonlight — ghastly. “Fine worruk you’ve made of it dhis night, Thomas Macrae!” said Carney ; “fine worruk for dhe people at Elmswoods, an’ for yersilf, an’ for me too! who knows ?” To have faced all the risks in this affair alone would have been comparatively easy for Macrae ; but the in- stant he comprehended that now he must share every thing with this miserable woman he grew sick at soul. The only relief possible came in hideous shape. “Misther Thomas!” said Carney, “now hear to me again. Before dhis night is over dhere may be innocent blood on yure han’s; but Carney Dugan’ll niver forget dhat it was a Macrae washed blood aff her own han’s wanc’t, whin Con Cormick was a-lyin’ in dhe upper field at Briartop wid his head crushed be my Barney! ’TIwas Con Cormick I loved, an’ dhey drugged me to marry Barney Dugan 3 an’ whin Barney Dugan lay dhat night snatchin’ dhe bit sleep till he’d run over till Belfast in dhe early morning to set sail to Loverpool, an’ me a-standin’ over him wid dhe axe in me han’s, to do vengeance on him, in comes yure father, Misther Thomas, an’ says, ‘ Get him off, Carney ; get him off. They’ve found Con’s body an’ Barney’s cudgel.’ —‘ Oh!’ says I, ‘dhe Holy Vargin an’ all dhe saints be praised!’ Misther Mac- rae niver seen it, but he saved me from murther dhat night ; an’ I’d do it for you, Misther T homas, av I could.” . TEMPTATIONS. 81 “Don’t make such a racket, Mrs. Dugan! pray don’t!” said Macrae almost piteously. “ What’s to be done? I—I thought we should have found Ben here.” “Toots wid yer findin’ Ben! What did ye put him on dhat cair for, but not to fin’ him? Misther Thom- as!— wan quistion! —is it for love uv the Hairtley lass ye done this?” Of what use was it for Macrae to set himself against this woman? Maddened, aghast at the first conse- quences of his evil deed, he lost all control of himself. He turned away from Carney, and fled. 82 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER VIII. THE TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER. HEN Harper left Carney Dugan’s hovel, spurred to eager action by the information that Ben had been at Thompson’s, he went thither as one who felt sure that he was near the object of his pursuit. Lanterns were procured, and the yards thor- oughly searched. But not a sign of Ben was to be found, save a handkerchief marked “B. H.” Said Matthew Bryan, “Mr. Harper, this be almost dead certain. Here be the very spot where they loaded Thompson’s car. He be gone on that car.” The same conclusion had already been reached by Harper ; and the party hastily returned to the offices, where Harper unfolded a project whose practicability impressed itself at once upon Mr. Hollins and his friendly advisers. . To put it in Harper’s own words, his proposal was as follows : — “If Mr. Benjamin has gone off on the goods-train, it is easy enough to find him. That train is a slow one, and makes many stops. An engine always comes to Millington station about nine o’clock, and waits here until midnight to help the westward goods-train up the Winbrook grade. I know Sandys, the engin- THE TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER. 83 eer ; and, if you gentlemen will take the responsibility, we can overhaul the train in an hour, and return in advance of the westward train. We must be quick about it. It is nearly nine now.” They were quick about it, indeed, as in such an exigency they had need to be. A few words of expla- nation enlisted Sandys’s interest. He asked a backing from Mr. Hollins if the irregularity of “running his engine wild” should be inquired into at headquarters ; and, being assured of it, made a rapid calculation as to how far away the goods-train might be, how long it would “take her’ to shift cars at Wormley and Par- don, and how much time “she ” would lose at Tarnton switch waiting for the express. _ The stoker “fired up,” and away they went, Harper having two of the mill-men with him. Cautiously they proceeded at first, until all the Millington switches and sidings were passed ; then Sandys pulled upon the throttle, and the engine breathed harder and faster. The cab shook and swayed. The track-joints gave out a sound like the rattle of a snare-drum. Five anxious faces peered out of the little cab-windows from time to time, looking among the dense shadows and out into the deeper blackness beyond, as if Ben might happen to be wandering there. “Five miles*in five minutes,” said the engine- driver. “Now we’re coming to the eight-mile straight. When I lift my hand, begin to count, and when [I sing out stop.” Sandys’s hand went up suddenly, and Harper 84 DOCTOR BEN. watched the second-hand of his timepiece as it leaped along—oh, how s!owly! Now for a race against time, nay, against faults in engineering, against carelessness and want of skill in the making of iron rails and spikes and in the shaping and fastening of ties, against a thousand unforeseen accidents of quick- sand, heat, cold, storm and fire, or mistakes by sleepy or overworked telegraphers, of the devilishness of creatures in human form who scruple not to plunge a whole train into wreck and death, that they may pillage. On and on the “Stamford” flew. Islay, Pangborn, Wales, were passed. A mile beyond, Sandys called out, “Stop!” The eight miles were finished. “Six minutes and fourteen seconds,” said Harper. The seconds did not seem so slow then. “And, Sandys,” added Harper, “we must be getting somewhere near that train.’ The driver’s only reply was, “What’s that bright light?” And in another minute he answered his own ques- tion and the inquiring looks of the others. “That’s a fire, and not a forest-fire, nor yet a farmer’s house. ‘That’s oil. The road curves below here a little, and shoots off in that direction. That goods-train had eleven cars of oil from Petrolia. Something has happened down there. Stoke her, Billy !” In a minute or two more the curve was rounded, and the hearts of these five men leaped as they saw a burning train a mile ahead. “Now, Billy, look sharp,” said Sandys, as he pre THE TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER. 85 pared to bring the engine to a stop as close to the train as possible. ‘What’s the matter, Parl.er?’”? he asked of the conductor of the goods-train, who was looking rue- fully on, in an interval of hard labor at pushing the rear cars up the track out of reach of the blazing oil. There was little or nothing to tell, not evena theory. Harper and the two mill-men looked at once for Thompson’s cars. Nota sign of Ben Hollins could they discover. They looked for a living Ben, they looked for a dead Ben; but there was nothing. Only one solitary clew was obtained. A hat was | picked up, smeared and bloody, one of those East Indian affairs of straw and white muslin, affected by the Canadian youth in summer. They took this back to Millington. Ben had had just such a hat, and it ~ could not be found. So they mourned and mourned at Elmswoods, with an indescribable horror at Ben’s probable fate, —a horror which even a telegram from the scene of the accident the next morning could not allay. The telegram described a body found in the ditch. “ Dark hair streaked with gray ; mustache ; poorly clad ; general appearance of tramp.” ‘This was not Ben. The newspapers took it up, and within a week asserted that it was beyond doubt that “young Mr. Hollins of Millington”? had perished ; and even Har- per adopted this view of the matter, returning to his regular round of work as if this episode in the affairs of the world had come to an end. 86 DOCTOR BEN. Almost at the very hour when Harper returned to Millington, Ben’s case was under consideration by others, and these had no thought of giving up Ben for lost. One especially Thomas Macrae by name —was nerving himself to the point of beginning a search for Ben just as those who most sincerely loved him gave it up. _ When he fled from Carney Dugan at the station, the old woman looked at his retreating figure as long as the darkness permitted, and then set out for her miserable home, muttering as she went, “He'll be comin’ again. He’s wild-like now; an’ if he doesn’t seek me, I’ll seek him.” And true enough, before many minutes there was a knock at her door. Her thoughts were dwelling upon the expected visitor ; and she called out, “Come in, Thomas!” finding herself, to her surprise, face to face with Harper, not Macrae. Again a few minutes, and the dark figure which crouched out of sight as Harper and his men left Carney’s cabin arose to the stature of a man and cautiously approached. As he opened Carney’s door, he stood for a moment perplexed at the woman’s attitude of despair. She sat staring at the old pocket-books and the little heap of silver coins in her lap. Seeing Macrae at last, she burst into lamentation. “Qh-h-h! Woe an’ woe, Misther Thomas! dhe swate life is goin’ out uv me intirely! Me a-workin’ dhe very bones out uv me fingers, an’ me little store all gone! O Misther Thomas! whativer will I do now q i | | : THE TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER. 87 or next? O Misther Thomas! you’re a lawyer, — can _ you see dhe way out uv dhis?” “What is it all about, Mrs. Dugan?” asked Macrae. “OQ Misther Thomas! dhis is a life of throuble an’ sorry! ‘T’irty yares ago I kem to dhis land, in hopes of rist and pace. But dhey wuddent lave me rist wan day nor hour in it. It’s a place for wild beasts an’ fowels uv dhe air. An’ me a-savin’ an’ savin’, dhese manny yares back, wid buyin’ an’ sellin’ an’ beggin’, an’ scrapin’ up dhe price of a ticket back to Arboe, — it’s t’irty dollars for me passage, — an’ I’ve dhe tin cup an’ plate by me, an’ tin dollars for dhe ixpadiencies, an’ that makes forty ; an’ ’twas like rollin’ up mountains, it was, to get it. An’ here I was wid four poun’-notes on dhe Bank uv Monthreal in dhis book, an’ dhe rist uv it in silver in dhis wan, an’ here’s me paper money all gone! Ohoo! ohoo!” Macrae would have screamed almost, had not Car- ney’s talk come to an end. He was very nearly hyster- ical already. His Scotch sturdiness and his Biscayan fire had rubbed against each other so long, now, that he was all but torn in pieces. But none of his quick- ness was gone: his thoughts came as sparks of elec- tric light yet. Carney’s lament was like the turning of a generating-plate, and his fiery brain received the scintillation almost instantly. It was difficult for him to restrain himself from pouring out at once the words that flew.together on his tongue ; but he made a mighty _ effort, and went out into the cool night-air to think, to reflect. He had come here vaguely purposing to struggle 83 DOCTOR BEN. with Carney, to plead, to threaten, to argue, to per- | suade, to bribe, perhaps to do even worse; and now, was there in Carney’s words an opening of escape, — | something which he might turn to account? He went in again, half-calmed ; shaking, it is trae, as if in an ague, but hopeful. With an inward gasp, he grasped Carney’s arm, and said, “ Mrs. Dugan, do you really wish to go to Ireland?” “Wish, is it? Wouldn’t I begin dhe journey afut, dhis very night, av it wasn’t for dhe murdherin’ say _ dhat lies betuxt?” “Stop your noise, then, and let us talk it over. Perhaps I can comfort you.” “ An’ it wouldn’t be dhe first time I was comforted be a Macrae, aither. Sure I said it was dhe Macrae blood was in you, Misther Thomas.” “Never mind the blood. Now, see here: if you want to go to Ireland, you shall go. Do you hear?” An’ how am I goin’? on a broomshtick ?”’ “Nonsense! In a steamer of course.” ““O Misther Thomas ’’ — “Hold on, now; wait till I say all I have to say. Mrs. Dugan, you want something, and I want some- | thing. Will you go to Ireland, and [he whispered in her ear now] take with you?” The name of Ben Hollins was not even whispered. Carney arose in unfeigned alarm. The eager eye was fastened upon hers, however; and at the end of that trying time, in which these two gazed at each other, the power of the man and the selfish cupidity of the woman conquered. Suppose she said No, Car- THE TEMPTED TURNED TEMPTER. 89 ney reasoned, what fate still awaited Ben? and sup- pose she consented, and went, could she not restore Ben at some future time? And what of herself also? This began to trouble her. She had been assuming a mighty deal of authority over Macrae ; but now, of a sudden, the tables were turned, and this fierce young man was making her afraid. They talked till midnight. They schemed, and plotted, and planned. ‘They discussed the chances of Ben’s escape from the train, of his being discovered by the train-hands and ordered off. And the conclu- sion was, that Macrae determined that it would be an easy matter to trace Ben and find him. If it became necessary, he knew professionally just the man to employ for that business. But he knew another man whom he would intrust with it first, and that man was — himself. “To-morrow morning, then, I will go in search of him, Mrs. Dugan. este / I wish you had said you wished to go to Ireland when we were down at Thompson’s.”’ “ And so does I, Misther Thomas.” And so do we all. For, in all probability, these two would then have entrapped each other in far less time than it required under the new arrangement. Macrae had now a purpose once more, and almost felt as if he were about to do something virtuous. The very first thing he did in the morning was to go to Elmswoods boldly enough. He fairly rushed up to Mr. Hollins, and was voluble with his regrets at having been “absent” yesterday during the alarm. He had 90 DOCTOR BEN. heard all about the railway-accident, and felt that Ben must be alive and within reach. He was going in person to the spot where the accident occurred, and should push his inquiries into every hamlet and farm- house. And he fairly laughed as he bade them be of good cheer. But they mourned and wept at Elmswoods over the hat which they had carefully laid away. And Thomas Macrae, knowing that this was not the hat which Ben wore, said not a word to that effect. He let them go on mourning, and even wrote down in his note-book, “Do not forget B.’s h.” Oh, how grateful they were at Elmswoods! Mrs. Hollins was filled with confidence in this ardent young man. : “And you may be sure, Mr. Hollins, that I shall not leave a stone unturned,” said Macrae, as he went down the steps. And he did not. SI KIMBER'S PLACE. Ol CHAPTER IX. SI KIMBER’S PLACE. N this chapter we shall allow Ben Hollins to speak for himself; that is to say, we shall use a portion of his manuscript verdatim. Before writing the quo- tation-marks, however, let it be briefly explained that we are on the threshold of one of the great mysteries of the most mysterious of sicknesses. Ben’s manuscript is made up of his recollections in after-days of impressions made upon his mind during the period of his aberration. Now, it is not every im- pression thus made which is retained and held in the memory. But shall this cast discredit upon what is professedly remembered and told? If so, then the narrations of the sane must be discarded also. For do we not all forget much more than we remember? The singular feature of this matter is, that an insane man forgets from day to day, from moment to moment almost, what he is saying and doing; and yet years afterward, when restored to health and soundness, a panorama of the facts, the feelings, and the fancies even, of his dark days will come vividly before him. Nevertheless Ben Hollins’s paper would not be quoted here, were it not for the fact that so many, even minute, details and particulars written therein 92 DOCTOR BEN. have been corroborated by testimony of others that the whole narrative is stamped with truthfulness. There are blanks in the story, indeed, which must be filled from information obtained elsewhere, the record of hours when tired human nature became oblivious to what was passing. FROM “NARRATIVE BY B. HOLLINS.” “My first recollection of the day on which I left Elmswoods,” writes Ben, “dates from the hour when Macrae and I sat together on the timbers at Bridge Hill. I remember placing one of my cuff-buttons in a mortise-hole in one of the timbers. When Macrae and I left the hill, an old woman, whom I looked upon with great apprehension, met us, and either said or did something which excited my fears. I pointed secretly to the stick whereon I had laid the onyx button, think- ing, as I clearly recollect, to appease her anger or to divert her attention. Unobserved by Macrae, as I think, and guided by my dread of the woman, I turned more than once to look at her. I saw her go to the timbers, lift up the button, and look at it care- fully, then lay it back again in the same place. “Presently we reached the old blacksmith shop, two-thirds of the way down the hill; and Macrae led mein. Oh, how often have I thought of that woman since that unhappy day! She became the one ele- ment of misery in my life. She lifted her warning finger at me by day; she intruded upon my dreams at night, and threatened me. ; Sl KIMBER’S PLACE. 93 “Pleased as a child with the fresh suit of clothes which Macrae gave me at his rooms, I went out with him, with a feeling that now I was to do real business in the world. No question arose in my mind as to Macrae’s intentions. I followed him with eagerness, —I almost outwalked him. I mounted the car at his bidding, still under the impression that it was all for business, that I was going somewhere to meet some one on urgent affairs. “The moving of the train gave me the keenest of pleasures. The pushing and pulling of the locomo- tive, the bumping of the cars, the ringing of the bell, the shrieking of the whistle, —- all kept me alert. The train was only a goods-train, but to me it seemed to fly. Faster and faster we went. Millington lights faded away in the distance ; trees and fences came in sight, and were gone again before I could count them. - Then I looked upward to the now cleared sky, studded with sparkling stars, and I trembled as a great multi- _tude of them seemed to fall around me. Again I laughed at myself for so mistaking the sparks thrown out by the locomotive when the stoker put on fresh fuel. “ After we had traversed some distance, —I cannot tell how much, —the car upon which I was began to lurch and twist, the piles of bark pressed more and more heavily upon me, and I could barely maintain my place. A broad glare of light shot suddenly out into the fields, and moved as we moved. It was only the stoker opening the furnace-door, but to me it seemed some awful sign of disaster. I no more 94 DOCTOR BEN. thought of business, or of the pleasure of travelling, Fear was my one feeling, my one thought. ‘Suddenly the bark upon the car on which I was stationed gave way with a horrifying sound, and I heard a great mass of it falling upon the track. I cannot accurately describe what followed. All that I can recall is a crash, a whirl, a wrench, a plunge into the ditch. I fell into an abyss, apparently of mud and water. I came out of this almost as quickly as I went in, and remember the poignant regret with which I surveyed my ruined clothing. “Loud voices shouting, calling, asking, replying, re-awakened my terrors. I looked up, and saw a great flame shoot skywards, and fall back again to the earth, covered with a pall of the very blackest dark- ness. Horrible fumes began to stifle me, tongues of flame reached out towards me, tongues that seemed to have old women’s faces over and around them. They roared to me, ‘Away! away !’ “JT recall most clearly the agony in which I climbed up into the field and fled. How far I went I know ot; but I did not stop, certainly, until those voices were no longer audible, that dreadful flame out of sight. “Those who have never suffered as I have can hardly understand how easily and quickly, even to suddenness, the most engrossing emotions pass away from the afflicted. For instance, I was only out of sight and hearing of what had so terrified me but a short time before, when I lay down under the trees and went sound asleep. Sl KIMBER’S PLACE. 95 “Very early in the morning I awoke. The stillness around me was death-like ; not the quiet merely which comes from the absence of man, but that deeper, utter silence which is to be known and felt only in the woods, and only at those hours which have been fitly called ‘the gloaming,’ especially the hour of morning twilight, when it seems as if the very spirits of the air were sleeping, the insects, birds, and every tree and bush wrapped in slumber. “YT remember feeling uneasy. I looked in vain for familiar things. I washed my hands and face in a cool stream near by, and, spying a road at a little dis- tance, betook myself thither, and set out upon a jour- ney which may be called aimless, or not, according to the intensity with which those who read my story shall be able to enter into my feelings and thoughts. “My journey, I know, was northward; for I can distinctly remember having the sun at my back all through the middle of the day. It was a very lonely road upon which I travelled. There were fields, not covered with signs of the grain-harvest, but with black- ened stumps of trees; long stretches of dark, dismal- looking forest ; here and there cross-roads with few or no fresh ruts in them; and, as I went on and on, the way grew more and more gloomy. ‘Twice — perhaps oftener—I came near habitations of men. Once I saw a small village in the distance. But I had grown fearful of human beings now, and made long detours to avoid those whom I had so nearly met. “Late in the afternoon I came to the end of the road. It stopped in a great bank of turf as abruptly 96 DOCTOR BEN. as if it had come to the very end of the world ; but in the turf were marks of wagon-wheels, and I fol- lowed them up a knoll to a broad, flat space, whereon a number of logs lay scattered about. I sat down upon one of these logs, wearied out. I was not troubled in mind. I had no sense of being utterly out of the world, lost and forsaken. Indeed, if I had had such a feeling it would have disappeared very quickly ; for almost immediately upon my arrival I made an ac- quaintance. “A large, handsome dog came bounding down the turf, came close to me, barked once or twice, sniffed at me, wagged a comely tail, and deliberately stretched himself at full length at my feet. Now, I have always loved dogs ; and I caressed this one, and felt grateful to him for his company. This put us upon a good footing with each other, and presently my canine friend put his nose between his paws, and closed his eyes. “But I knew that he was not asleep. I had seen that same performance on the part of intelligent dogs before. He was meditating, that was all. Again and again he lifted his head, took a long look at me, — how thoroughly I recollect all this pantomime ! — and went to thinking again. ‘A sane man would have wondered, doubtless, how this thoroughbred animal, a very aristocrat of his spe- cies, came to be in such an outlandish corner of the world ; but my thoughts were not of the questioning kind. “At length my friend arose, retreated from me a few paces, barked, ran off a dozen yards, and turned SI KIMBER’S PLACE. 97 to look at me. I am ashamed to say it, but I did not comprehend him. If he could only have said, in human speech, ‘Come, Ben!’ I would have fol- lowed him doubtless; but I failed to grasp the mean- ing of the bark, the run, the turn, the furious tail- wagging, the eager open mouth. Three times the invitation was given me, but I silently declined as often. “The dog now returned, and resumed his attitude of meditation. He was the better reasoner of the two, I. imagine ; for while I was powerless to move even, the animal invented a method of moving me. He arose and barked loudly, not in a ‘ bow-wow’ as be- fore, but with a ‘boo-woo-woo!’ Instantly three of his fellows came tearing down into the open. Round and round they circled, nose to nose, head to head, foot against foot. As a finale, the three new-comers lay down on as many sides of me, watching me with open mouth, while the Prince scampered off and dis- appeared.” There is a hiatus here in Ben’s narrative, a lapse of memory; but the facts are known. Prince, the prince of dogs, had undertaken a deed of charity; and his method of performing the same was much sharper and quicker than those pursued by boards of directors and general agents. Now, at a little distance from Ben, but as yet unseen by him, was a habitation, the only one in many miles of wild country. Evidently this was no farmer’s house nor laborer’s cottage. Built of rough boards heavily @ 98 DOCTOR BEN. battened, with an unusually small number of lights for so large a building, surrounded with a heterogeneous collection of articles;—an old boat, a smartish city wagon, a half-dozen dog-kennels, frames with nets drying upon them, — decorated here and there with skins of eels and squirrels, this edifice would have been, to any stranger happening that way, an archi- tectural problem. The ownership, however, was clear enough; for a rough signboard nailed crookedly upon a corner of the house declared this to be SI KIMBER’S PLACE. To this came Prince, eager and shaking with that nervous tremor which is part of a good and chari- table dog’s normal condition. He made his pres- ence known at the kitchen-door by furiously barking, whining, and scratching, — so furiously that Debby, Si Kimber’s daughter, opened the door at once to ascer- tain the cause of all this commotion. Prince greeted her with a sharp “ bow-wow,” and again exhibited the canine tactics of short runs and turnings about, as if eager to secure a following. Debby was accustomed to the ways of the animal creation, and understood Prince as quickly as if he had said, “Come out here immediately: you are wanted !” Speaking to some other person within, Debby fol- lowed the dog down the stubbly patch which served as yard, lawn, and road, all in one, and out on the knoll came upon poor, tired Ben. Here was a strange SI KIMBER’S PLACE. 99 sight, —a figure all splashed and begrimed, a tramp, an escaped convict, some one surely that belonged to the “used-up” class. But what of the face, the clean hands, which Ben had laved in many a brook that day? What of the whole air of the man, the some- thing which cast Debby’s tramp-or-convict theory to the winds? “No tramp ’bout him,” thought Debby. “Ain’t drunk, either.” Then, aloud, she asked Ben, “Say, you, who are you?” “Oh, yes!” replied Ben: “what’s your news?” And on the instant he made a motion as if to rise and walk on. “Stop, you man!” cried Debby. ‘“ Why, you look a’most as tired as death.” “Oh, yes, to be sure! tired to death. Very hard work, I’m sure. I had better sit down, perhaps,” Ben said, smiling gently. There was something in the speech and in the smile that smote upon Debby’s soul. It was the most painful sight she had ever witnessed. She stood there looking at Ben, feeling the uselessness of asking ques- tions; and finally lifted up her voice, and sent out into the air a shrill, penetrating call. “Mar! mar!’ she cried. “Mar ”’ — that is to say, Mrs. Kimber — responded to her daughter’s summons with alacrity. She came down the patch on a run, putting strands of hair over this ear and over that as she came, and calling out, “What’s the matter, Deb?” “Come along ’n’ see, can’t you?” answered the 100 DOCTOR BEN. daughter. “You never seen sich a critter in all your life, mar!” Mrs. Kimber came close to Ben, and, probably associating any thing unusual in humanity with deaf- ness, shouted, “What ye doin’ here, mister?” Ben recoiled, and looked troubled. “Why, he’s deef ’n’ dumb, Deb!” “No, he ain’t nuther, mar. He’s ben a-talkin’ to me. Don’t you yell at him so!” Tugging at his coat, muttering, “ Missed her, — oh, yes, I must have missed her somehow: I couldn’t exactly say as to that,” Ben sufficiently defined him- self to Mrs. Kimber, and she met the revelation with womanly pity. Turning to her daughter, she said, “Why, Deb, the feller’s crazy. He talks jest as Sol Mather used to, down to Eas’port, ’fore I was married. He kep’ a-talkin’ nonsense, an’ sayin’ right over agin any thing anybody else said, jest like this one.” For a while they stood there, questioning Ben, to little purpose, and finally led him to the house. A good and bounteous supper was spread for him, and hunger and digestion were valorous thereat. A certain young man, Algie Burnson by name, stood in the doorway, and sneered now and then at “the crazy fellow.”” What has Algie Burnson come home for, so much in advance of the rest of his party? Look out, Debby! A youngster who has the suc- cession to an earldom is no match for you. And why, among all the mysteries, should such a sturdy young woman as you feel the softer, gentler feminine emo- SI KIMBER’S PLACE. IOI tions at sight of such a lollipop as this young aris- tocrat? Look out, Debby! go carefully! That boy is only playing with you. And the play is disappointing to him this evening, for Deb happens to be so much taken up with Ben, And now it must end altogether; for here come the troop of holiday Nimrods for whom and their frater- nity Si Kimber’s Place exists. With this party returning from the hunt was Si Kimber himself. A bluff, hearty fellow was Si,—a Nova-Scotian, who had floated, all through his earlier years, on Fundy waters and in St. Mary’s; floated, in his early manhood, to the Grand Menan, to Calais, up the St. John’s to the lumber district, and thence to _Eastport. ® Picking up a wife here in the person of Miss Bathepha Hutchins, Si went to floating again, pene- trating the regions of the unknown as far as Rhode Island. Providence River and the contrary waters of Narragansett presented little attraction to Si Kimber ; and again he floated off, — floated westward, north- ward, eastward, ever uneasy, ever looking out for sheets of water, never content to sleep twice in the same bed. How Baffy, his wife, liked this business, — this fashion of sailing round the world,—is not re- corded. It is written that when Si finally settled down at Little Bear Lake, built the hostelry, and nailed the signboard in its place, she expressed her- self briefly in these words: “ Wall, Si, looks ’s if we was anchored now, don’t it? I’m glad on it.” And so were many gay gentlemen who had been 102 DOCTUR BEN. at the mercy of a variety of hosts in the northern wilds, but remembered none of them with such re- spect, and even affection, as Si Kimber. “Hellaw, Bawffy!” exclaimed Si, as he looked upon Ben for the first time. ‘“Who’s thus?” “7 dn know,” responded Baffy. “Me ’n’ Deb foun’ him a-settin’ by the gate [?], an’ he looked so awful tired ’n’ hungry we fetched him in.” In lower voice she added, “You let him be, Si: he’s kin’ o’ flutterin’ in the head. You rec’lec’ Sol Mather, down to Eas’port, don’t ye?” “'Thot ben’t Sol Mather, Bawily, no more as I be a—a hoss!” “Who said you was a hoss? No more he ain't, nuther.” Si went off to his work, aru a little. But when did a really big-hearted man ever succeed in an attempt to make a little-hearted man of himself ? Si gave it up, laid down his axe, and returned to the kitchen, merely to look in at the door, and call out, “ Hellaw, Bawffy ! what you goin’ to do wi’ yon?” “Keep ’im, of course,’’ was the short but decisive answer. This nettled Si somewhat, and he closed the door, —only for a moment, however; for he quickly re- turned, and, going boldly up to Ben, asked, “ Now, who be ye, mister? an’ whar’ d’ye coom fro’?” “Oh, yes! to be sure,” said Ben; “ what’s your news?” “Wull, Bawffy, I be dashed! This be the queer- est, h’oddest thing 7 ever see!” said Si. ST KIMBER’S PLACE. 103 A great pity had been growing in Si’s heart. Small pity has an enormous vocabulary, great pity a small one. Si’s expressed itself thus : — “Say, Bawffy, take good care of yon, will ’ee?” “That I will, Si,” replied Baffy. ‘You go ’long.” And thus Ben found a refuge among as kind- hearted and hospitable a family as ever made the hunting months the crown of the year for jolly hunt- ers. 104 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER X. AN UNHOLY COMPACT. FULL week Ben Hollins passed at Si Kimber’s, the days gliding by full of that simple content- ment with which persons in his condition are blessed. He took little note of the goings and comings of the sporting party ; and, indeed, Bly Folliss, Germaine Par- son, and the others took little note of him. To Macrae it was a week of trouble. Bolstered by his own determination, and by an accession of courage which he derived from meditations upon the prosperity of his past, he flitted from town to town, and from hamlet to hamlet, in a vain search. Towards the close of the week, he began to believe that Ben had really perished in the railway-accident ; and the horror of it all but turned him back to Millington. Neverthe- less, he telegraphed to Mr. Hollins, sending messages of hope, and inquiring whether news of Ben had been received at Millington. Again and again he pretended to have heard of Ben, or of some wanderer who might be Ben. And at last, on the: seventh day, he arrived at Pat- ton Junction, wearied out, half sick, almost despairing. Alighting from the wagon which had brought him, he stood upon the platform at the station irresolute. AN UNHOLY COMPACT. 105 Which way should he go? Back to Millington to sit there in fear and uncertainty, or eastwards to search and search? The rumbling premonition of an answer to this question was already audible. It was coming by train from Little Bear Lake. The train was due at 3.15, and the station clock already marked that time within two minutes. Macrae heard the whistle, and walked to the upper end of the station, where the tracks of the Ontario, Saskatchewan, and Athabasca Railway are switched into those of the main line. He walked close up to this incoming train, merely to watch: he had fallen into a habit of watching every thing, on the mere chance of discovering Ben Hollins. “Confound the luck!” he suddenly exclaimed. “ Here is Bly Folliss.” That gentleman spied Macrae instantly, and cried out, “Is this you, Tom Macrae? Where have you kept yourself of late? Ever been up to Little Bear Lake, Tom? Parsy and I always— _ By the way, you never met Germaine Parson.— Hi! Parsy, see here ! Mr. Macrae, Mr. Parson— Mr. Parson, Mr. Macrae. Mac was my old chum at Dideron’s, Parsy.” And he rattled on with a multitude of those detached, tele- graphic sentences which enter so largely into the use of this ungrammatical age. “See that fellow over there, Tom? ‘That one with the cigar? That is the next Earl of Blankdom, as likely as not. Used to be a capital fellow, over on the Continent, but this climate seems to be bad for him. He’s a cad, between you and me. Falls in love with 106 DOCTOR BEN. ‘the landlady’s little daughter,’ and all that sort of thing. You would have enjoyed it, Tom, I know you would, to see him turn green because our little daugh- ter up at the lake chose to be attentive to a lunatic fel- low, with a blazing red head, who strayed up that way.” Macrae had almost asked, in the excitement of the moment, when the lunatic appeared at Little Bear Lake, and what his whole personal appearance might be. But he checked himself, and only said, —' “A lunatic!” “Yes,” replied Bly, “a poor crazy fellow, completely gone ; didn’t utter an original remark from morning to night.” There was a sudden hurrying to and fro of porters with rattling luggage-trucks, with gun-cases and bas- kets; there followed a deafening whistle or two, a scraping, grating grind of wheels, and the afternoon express on the main line came to a stop, discharged a few passengers, took on the party of sportsmen and was off again. As Bly Folliss placed his foot upon the car-step, he called out, — “Which way, Tom?’ “Up the Ontario, Saskatchewan, and Athabasca — ah-—a few miles, on business for my uncle,” replied Macrae ; wishing, a moment after, that he had pre- tended not to hear. Five miles down the road, Folliss said, — “Wonder what brought Tom Macrae down here !” “Couldn’t tell you, Bly,” replied Germaine Parson. “T never saw your friend before, and didn’t much like the look of him, to tell you the truth.” AN UNHOLY COMPACT. 107 Bly smiled, as he rejoined, “You are candid, at all events, Parsy. How dare you attack my friends?” “Oh! beg pardon, Bly. Is he really a friend?” asked Parson. . “You are right, Parsy, — always right. Tom was not the old Macrae of Dideron days. He acted queerly — wasn’t cordial. Country law business is bad for him. And, now that I think of it, I wonder what he is practising law for over here! They say he has more money than he knows what to do with, and is heir to an estate in Ireland.” “Toronto papers! Morning papers!’’ shouted the train-boy ; and, before he had reached the farther end of the car, Germaine Parson’s eye lighted upon an article in “The Globe,” which he had purchased, and he exclaimed, “Listen, Bly! ‘It is no longer to be _ doubted, that young Mr. Hollins of Millington met his death in the railway accident near Windham. His intimate friend, T. Macrae, Esq., who is almost inconsolable, still persists in keeping up the search for him, but we fear it will be in vain.’ What is it all about, Bly?” A moment after, Parson read aloud again. ‘Here is a despatch from Millington, Bly. ‘Mr. Hollins, who wandered off last week, while insane, has been heard from.’”” The despatch was all wrong, of course ; de- spatches are sometimes, and not seldom they disagree with editorials and items. But this one opened Ger- maine Parson’s eyes somewhat; and he repeated the words “insane,” “wandered off,” “last week,” “T. Macrae,” over and over; and at last cried out, — 108 DOCTOR BEN. “Come, Bly, wake up. Who is this Mr. Hol- lins?” “T have heard of him often, and met him once,” answered Bly. ‘“‘ He went insane some time ago, I think.” “Bly, what if our lunatic at Si Kimber’s was the very man? He certainly had the air of a gentleman.” These two hereupon plunged into a serious discus- sion of the subject, weighing all the facts known to them. The net result was, that, when the train reached Oxley, Germaine Parson alighted, and made inquiry for the next train westward ; being fully determined to go back to Little Bear Lake, and rescue Ben Hollins, if indeed the lunatic should prove to be Ben Hollins. At eleven o’clock the following morning, he was driven up to Si Kimber’s door. “Woy, Muster Pairson, wot on earth ’as brote you back?” exclaimed the proprietor. ‘’ Ave you forgot something mebbe?”’ “No, Si, I came back to see you about that young man, that crazy young man.” “Wull, now — Bawffy, do ’ee ’ear Muster Pairson? Las’ night, Muster Pairson, comes a young gent, an’ says as how he’s ’eard we ’ad a crazy young man ’ere, an’ as ’e was ‘is h’own brother. So I makes Bawffy keep the pore feller out o’ sight, and says I, ‘Draw "im, draw ’is picter for me, now come!’ So the young gent, ’e h’ups an’ tells the very colors of ’is ’air an’ h’eyes, an’ the make of ’is clo’es, an’ h’every think about ’im, down to a sleeve-button.” ** And what then, Si?” ee AN CNHOLY, COMPACT. I09 “Wull, we brings ’im h’out then; an’ blest if the | pore feller didn’t walk right h’up to ’is brother an’ calls 47m Tom, an’ seems h’awful glad to see ’im like! Sol says to Bawffy as we ’adn’t no rights fur to keep ’im, an’ the young gent, ’e treated us ’an’some.” “ Have they gone?” : “Bless ye, Muster Pairson, went right off las’ night. The gent says as they lived ’cross country. Now, where was this, Bawffy?”’ “Millington ?”’ suggested Parson. “No—o—o! ’Twa’n’tno Mill’ngton. Said they was farmers, but they was mighty genteel farmers ; wasn’t they, Bawffy?”’ “Ves,” replied Baffy Kimber. “But, Si, I guess he didn’t tell nothin’ but truth. He was too glib to do any thing else.” With which piece of reasoning all the Kimbers were satisfied, but not so Germaine Parson. For the life of him, he could not describe Tom Macrae. The one prominent characteristic, his swarthiness, was all he could safely dwell upon. Asking if the stranger was a dark man, the Kimbers were equally at sea ; and, while Debby thought the stranger was dark, Mrs. Kimber was doubtful, and Si pronounced him “no darker as you or h’I be, Muster Pairson.” There was nothing left to Germaine Parson, but to take up his journey again. At Patton, next day, he determined to telegraph to Millington, and did so in these words. ‘A young man, who may be your son, was at Little Bear Lake up to last night.” This mes- sage he sent to Mr. Hollins, giving also his own [IO DOCTOR BEN. address in Toronto. To his amazement, he received a despatch soon after his arrival there, to this effect: “Thanks. Have traced man at Little Bear. Not the right person. (Signed) T. Macrae.” “That settles one thing,” said Germaine to Bly » Folliss. “If Macrae is in Millington to-day, it is not very likely that he was driving across country last night from Little Bear Lake.” Another of those pe- culiar conclusions which almost all men are fain to satisfy themselves with, on the principle, that, where there is no corn, husks must be taken with satisfaction. It is needless to say that it was really Thomas Macrae who took Ben from Si Kimber’s. They were driven to.the station, a distance of four or five miles; and there Macrae found, to his chagrin, that there was no train until early in the morning. All night he sat there with Ben, chafing and fretting. He tried to reason with himself, but the shadows of the darker hours crowded around him in illogical shapes. He slept and waked, until it seemed as if all the days had turned to nights. As morning approached, new energy, new calmness, new determination, came to him. He made out a little programme on a page of his note-book, read it over many times, committed it thoroughly to memory, and tore the paper into flakes What he wrote was this : — “1. Find a safe place to keep Ben in. JZem.: the widow’s. “2. Go to Millington. “3. Arrange with C. D. AN UNHOLY COMPACT. Ii! “4, The finish.” As he threw the fragments of paper out into the night air, a morning gust of wind swept by, carrying the dead and dying leaves in showers. Macrae shiv- ered; for he thought a voice came out of the trees, saying, “ Beware! for, as these leaves die, so die and fall the schemes of men; and, as [I still live, so lives on the world, careless of the dead and fallen.” Another voice sounded in his ear, saying, “ Be not fearful, Thomas Macrae. It will be only a journey or two: a little forethought and care, a bold, free course. Then marry the girl you love, and” — At last the early train started. It was still dark, but to Macrae the car-lamp was as full of joy as the sun himself. It was a grand enjoyment to be moving once more. Now for victory,—victories, in fact! Now for the greatest piece of work he had ever done! Now for the first great trial of his strength ! And as Macrae thought of this he braced himself against the side of the car, and heard the wood-work crack, with intense satisfaction. | It is but a step from strength to goodness, and Macrae took that step in his rapidly varying thoughts. He began to pose as an instrument of Providence. He had not thought of this before ; but really, after all, he was not doing such a wicked action. Look at the good that was likely to flow out of this. Betty Hartley would be relieved from a drudging, hope- less life; Mr. and Mrs. Hollins would be dwelling no longer in a horrible uncertainty as to their son’s future. Ben would be just as well off. Poor fellow ! what dif 112 DOCTOR BEN. ference could it make to him whether he lived his void existence in Millington or in Arboe? Carney Dugan would have her hopes fulfilled. Bless the woman! curse her! And as the vile association came vividly to mind Macrae arose, and paced the length of the car, flushed and tumultuous. The fever was fitful: it passed, and Macrae sat again to contemplate the crowning-point, the climax of all this false reason- ing, — himself, himself, — his hopes, his pleasures. Five miles north of Patton Junction is an insig- nificant hamlet, which has the singular fortune of possessing almost as many names as houses. Here Macrae left the train, and made his way at once to a small, neat dwelling, at whose door he greeted a plain middle-aged widow-woman familiarly, with the words, “ Good-morning. I have found him.” The dame was honestly pleased, and all because this dark young man had only yesterday made in- quiry of her concerning his lost “brother.” In fact, it was from this very hamlet, Polynomia, that Macrae had driven over to Patton Junction. “And now,” said Macrae, “I have a favor to ask. Would you be willing to take care of my brother over night? He is perfectly harmless, and will obey you implicitly.” To be left with an insane person on your hands is not the most pleasant outlook. But what will not a good woman do for very love of doing good? It re- quired but a moment's reflection, therefore, to bring this good, simple creature to the point; and having said “Yes,” it followed that arrangements were quickly AN UNHOLY COMPACT. 113 made for Ben’s stay, and for Macrae’s departure for Windham, the next station west of Patton, where he could catch the afternoon express west. And now the stimulus of more rapid motion came upon him. His fiery nature sprang into accord with its new surroundings ; he glowed with energy ; he felt free. Arrived at Millington, his rooms were re-opened, the rejuvenating influence of the bath and the toilet invoked ; and presently Macrae stepped forth into the streets as blithe as any man who walked there. And whither should he go first of all? To Elms- woods, with the easily told lie upon his lips, that he had not found Ben. “A despatch has just come from a Mr. Parson,” said Mr. Hollins. ‘Please read it, Thomas.” “Yes,” said Macrae: “I heard of this yesterday, and made inquiry. It turned out to be a young man from one of the northern towns in Grey County, — Glenelg I think.” Thus ruthlessly was a slender, tender thread. of hope which was winding around Ephraim Hollins’s heart torn away, and the suffering man sent back into the darkness to think of his son as dead and graveless. Why need we listen to the talk of these two, with its dismal fruitage of sorrow for the one, and reckless deceit in the other? It would be harrowing to wit- ness the grief, the despair, the almost fiendish cold- ness and hotness, the groping down into deeper and deeper depths of falsehood; hardly less so to write of thern. 114 DOCTOR BEN. Macrae finally arose. He had business to-night, — yes, foul business. As he went, Mr. Hollins remem- ‘bered Germaine Parson’s despatch, and spoke of it again to Macrae. Quite readily Macrae said, “I am going past the station, Mr. Hollins. Shall I answer it for you?” - “Tf you please, Thomas.” | And Germaine Parson was not the only man who was thus deceived by specious appearances of lan- guage. At Elmswoods four sorrowing ones were con- tent to accept falsehood for truth. The garb of virtue in which the teller was clad was only a garb of gauzy texture ; but it would, manifestly, have deceived the very elect. There remained one other upon whom Macrae must cast this same glamour. The night came, offering to every evil impulse of man opportunity and scope. And among the troop of evil-minded ones, seeking — place to murder, to rob, to soil virtue, to debauch body and soul, this novice in crime went forth tempt- ing and tempted. Down among the silent mills, through the deserted yards, picking his way among all the accumulations of by-paths, went Macrae, until he reached the dimly lighted hovel where a human being, and that a woman, kept up a rough semblance of living. Carney was waiting. She knew the hour would — come. For a whole week she had waited for it. She was certain that Macrae would open the door, and call ‘her forth. And what should she do then? Go out into the streets, and cry aloud? Betray this evil-doer? AN UNHOLY COMPACT. T15 That would be to call suspicion upon herself, to pro- yoke her own destruction. And now, even while she was debating with herself, considering innumerable ill-assorted sequences of self- questioning and answering, there was a creak, a Jar, a rustle, a gentle closing and even barring of the door ; and Macrae stood before Carney with a smile upon his face. “ Well, old woman,” he said, “I am here again.” “ An’ where is Misther Ben?” asked Carney. “That is my affair. The question is,—are you ready?” “© Misther Thomas! for the love of’? — “ Never mind that now,” said Macrae. ‘“ We can attend to love some other time. Business first.” “ But, Misther Thomas ” — “Now, see here, Mrs. Dugan,” said Macrae: “I have not one minute to waste in arguing this matter all over again. Are you ready, or not?” “Ves, Misther Thomas, I’m dhat; but stop a bit. Dhis wi!l ind in misery an’ distraction for you an’ me. I see it comin’ fast. I dhramed it last night, an’ dhe night before. Dhe ghost uv my Barney ’”’ — “Stuff, nonsense !”” Macrae exclaimed impatiently. “There are no ghosts that I am afraid of, Mrs. Dugan. | But, upon my word, if you keep up this sort of thing, there may be ghosts in the play yet.” Now followed a round of threatenings, expostula- tions, coaxings, entreaties, dark hints of betrayal and clear notifications of revenge, compromises, yieldings, promises, and all the details of an unholy compact. 116 DOCTOR BEN In the end the woman had to all appearance yielded herself, body and soul, to the man. Macrae’s instructions to Carney were brief and clear, as he considered it needful they should be; but they might as well have been as intricate as the scrawls upon an obelisk. For they came to nothing, not because Carney’s intentions were other than Mac- rae’s, but because a higher power than either of them interfered. | “Here, Carney,” he said, “is a ticket for Toronto. And here, money to buy a ticket there for Montreal. Now mind what I tell you! Take the night-mail at 3-45, — to-night, you understand. When you arrive at Montreal, go directly to Quebec. Here is money. Wait at Quebec until I come. Hold on: where shall I find you?” “At Patsy Doniphan’s, to be sure, in T’ree Pistol Street. Where else?” “Where is that? In Lower Town, or in St. Roch?” 7 “In nayther: it’s in Quebec.” “ Peste / you know nothing about Quebec, then.” “Little enough, thrue for you, Misther Thomas, seein’ I was dhere for t’ree weeks, an’ niver wanc’t out of Patsy’s house, be rayson of dhe say-sickness.” “And that was thirty years ago? Patsy Doniphan may be dead or in Texas by this time. And, now that I think of it, you may as well let this Doniphan alone, and any other friends you may have in Quebec. Go to some quiet place near the river ; and now — mark ! you can find the post-office, can’t you? Be there AN UNHOLY COMPACT. 117 every morning at eight, and every evening at six. I will meet you there.” Left now to herself, Carney elaborated a long fare- well to Millington, and to the roof which had sheltered her these many years. And, in the darkness of the hours which bound night and morning, she closed her door for the last time, saying to it, “It’s not much I’m takin’, an’ it’s little I’m lavin’. I’ve all me parly furnichy on me back, an’ it’s a light load. Sure, I’ve as good a right as any of dhem to go to me own funeral, which I’m goin’ to it now, wid dhat murdher- in’ say a-rollin’ an’ a-pitchin’ dhe head almost aff me.” Carney must be left now to make her way to Que- bec alone, which she did without let or hinderance. For ourselves, it will be better to go first-class with Thomas Macrae and Ben Hollins. 118 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER XI. @. INTO DARKNESS. 6. INTO LIGHT. EAVING Carney, Macrae returned to his own quarters in Barony Street. Here he quickly wrote a note to Ephraim Hollins, to the effect that his interest in Ben was such that he could not rest. “I have laid out, therefore,” he wrote, “a new route, and shall make as diligent inquiry in that direction as I have already made towards the north and east. I feel that we ought not to give up yet. I am sorry not to see you again. I leave on the night-mail, for no time should be lost.” A similar note to his uncle, a few brief regrets to friends who had left invitations in his absence, and three or four letters to more distant correspondents, occupied the remaining time ; and at quarter to four in the morning Macrae boarded the train, leaving behind him the tearful gratitude of a family of mourners, and a vast respect of the men and women of Millington at large. What friendly devotion! what self-sacrifice ! A dozen young men were half-inspired to go forth — upon the quest; but somehow, on second thought, a great reliance upon Thomas Macrae sprang up, and the town settled down to a belief that he, and he alone, had been commissioned to bring this affair to a a. INTO DARKNESS. 6. INTO LIGHT. 119 happy termination — if, indeed, Ben Hollins were not already dead. Macrae did not travel far that night. He made sure that Carney took the train, and at half-past four alighted at Windham. A lonely hour at the station stood between his arrival and the waking of the people of that sleepy village ; but Macrae endured it, and by six he had found a conveyance, had hired it for the day, and was well on his way to Polynomia. The smoke was curling around the chimneys when Macrae arrived at the widow’s house. She was up, and busy in multiform little household duties. But Ben was lying in bed, wide awake: he had not been told to get up. Macrae remedied this very quickly ; for he was hungry, and the widow had evidently been postponing some of the more savory of her prepara- tions for breakfast, out of mistaken politeness to Ben. Breakfast despatched, this gentleman seemed in no hurry to go, whereat the widow wondered. She had not had such company as this, however, for many a year, and was content to have him stay as long as he would. So the morning hours passed, the long roll of noon sounded, and still her guests sat in her little parlor, the one busy with papers and letters and note- books ; the other, with pebbles and any trifle, making occasional rushes towards the door, as if on business suddenly intent, and returning in a melancholy fash- ion to Macrae’s side. Towards evening, however, there was a sudden change. The horses were ordered up ; Ben was brought out; the widow was pressed to receive a 120 DOCTOR BEN. parting douceur, and this strange party left sh: nomia. “Drive to Patton Junction,” was Macrae’s brief order ; and it was executed as well and as quickly as good horseflesh is able. It was dark, very dark, when they drove up to the station. No trains were expected, and but one light was hung out as yet. Macrae dismissed his farmer-coachman, and looked cautiously about. “That Parson might happen to be here,” he said to himself. But Germaine was sitting, that very mo- ment, in Bly Folliss’s snuggery in Toronto, discussing this same Thomas Macrae. Connected with the Patton Junction station — over the railway-rooms, in fact —are.to be found quite sufferable accommodations for a few travellers, in the shape of clean beds and a plain breakfast or supper. Macrae had bespoken a room, and hustled Ben into it before the station-master and inn-keeper had time to notice any of Ben’s peculiarities ; and out of that room Ben was not seen until, at a quarter before five next morning, Macrae brought him hurriedly forth, with barely time enough to board the eastward train. On the way, at last! and whither? whither, thou son of affliction? Verily, if those who named thee had been prophets, they would not have called thee Ben-yamin, which is Felix, the Happy One, Son of good fortune ; but rather Ben-oni, Son of my sorrow. And whither art thou tending, also, dark-eyed, tempted, overcome, and desperate one? It was broad daylight when they reached Toronto, 1 S4VTO DARKNESS: b& INTO LIGHT. 121 and Macrae was ready with expedients. In one minute after alighting from the train he was seated in a public carriage with Ben, and holding colloquy with the driver. “Take me to some very quiet house, will you? Not the Rossin, or the Queen’s, or any of those large houses, — some place near by.” And what better could a man with such a roving commission do than to drive a respectable length of time, and finally deliver his passengers at the “ Prince of Cumberland’”’ hotel, just one square away? Not the kind of house for Thomas Macrae to stay at, but to-day it suited him admirably. There would be no Bly Folliss or Germaine Parson here to spy him out and ask questions. And here, as yesterday, it suited him to remain within the whole day; for it was the night he preferred to travel in just now, and there was no occasion for haste. Macrae had learned his lesson well. It was now Friday, Sept. 14. That night’s jour- ney would carry him to Montreal; Saturday he would go on to Quebec. ‘The Breton,” steamship, was to sail on Wednesday. Carney and Ben could be put on board on Monday if necessary. The intervening time would pass. . Nearly an hour after sunset Macrae walked down to the station. Once seated in the car, the first thing he did was to tell Ben to go to sleep; which Ben proceeded dutifully to do, so wrapped and covered that his own father, passing through the dimly-lighted coach, would never have known him. Nor would he 322 DOCTOR BEN. have known Macrae either; for that, gentleman took — good care to cover his face, and to look at no man or woman, lest he should be observed in turn, and pos- sibly recognized. No sleeping-car for these two: the people who might know Macrae or Ben were sure to be there. It was uncomfortable, sitting up all night; but it was safer. At Napanee there was a long and ominous silence. Passengers grew uneasy, and one by one went out, returning to yawn, and say uncomplimentary things of the management, the road, and the equipment. Macrae heard them talking about “half an hour,” then “an hour.” His watch indieated two o’clock, at last three, and four. Then came a shrieking of whistles and blowing of steam, and they moved again. Manifestly Montreal would not be reached on Satur- day morning. And what — thought Macrae — will the day bring forth? And what, if this, and this, and that, and something else? What if Carney Dugan should have died on the way? The sluice-gates of imagination and anxiety opened upon this man, and let in upon him a veritable flood of self-torment. And ever, in the lulls of that mighty rush, came the still small voice, whispering, “‘ Not too late, Thomas Macrae: go back to Millington, and deliver this unfortunate to peace and safety again!” Of avail, was this? No, not with those other voices, loud and fierce, drowning out the gentler one, and fairly shouting in his ear, “ Don’t you do it, Macrae } Don’t be a coward. Send him over the sea, and then go back to Millington to marry the girl you love!” Eee lO DARKNESS. 6. INTO LIGHT. - 123 Day came, full day, and the train had only reached Brockville. Macrae bade Ben sit still, and boldly went through the entire train. Not a man or woman was there in it whom he knew. This gave him some relief, but he lost its value in the vexatious delays which beset that particular train. All day long alter- nations of perfect confidence, of tormenting doubt, heated and chilled him. A score of new points, which he had entirely overlooked, came into view, and assumed huge proportions. He called himself a fool, one minute, for embarking in such an undertaking ; the next, for having any doubt of ultimate success. Thoughts of Betty Hartley crowded into his mind, at once condemning and urging him on. Once he awoke from a day-doze in terror; for he dreamed that his own father was standing over him, with a scornful look upon his face, and ready to fell him to the ground. And there sat Ben, smiling, and greeting him, as he started violently, with, “I say, Tom, what’s your news?” News, indeed! more than he would have liked to tell. The ghosts had begun to come. The wearying day was passed at length, and Macrae found temporary diversion in the excitement of the arrival and transfer at Montreal. ‘Two hours of wait- ing ensued, during which Macrae was thankful that there were such occupations for humanity as eating and drinking; and they were off once more, Ben so thoroughly tired out with all this jolting and bustle that he was soon asleep, but Macrae alive to every sound and sight. If he attempted to sleep, he 124 DOCTOR BEN. erxcamed of horrid conflicts: waking, he was in a tumult of thought. Suppose Carney should play him false. Suppose his uncle should die, and he should have to go to Briartop to take charge, and should take Betty with him, —oh, delicious thought !— what could be done with Ben? “Fool!” cried Macrae aloud. And the travellers in the next seat looked around at him, one even saying, — * Beg pre sir ! = pyeuse me,” was Macrae’s ready apology. “I must have been dreaming.” In the later hours of the night, as he approached the intended end of his journey, Macrae entered upon a prolonged and terrific battle with his conscience. The enormity of his crime —a crime so far from the thoughts of the law-makers, that, had Macrae been arrested at any stage of his proceedings thus far, it would have been no easy matter to name it — pressed sorely upon him. Again and again his good angel came with sweet suggestions and promise of future peace. But the evil had the nine points now, against the one point. From the sickening, depressing, terri- fying influence of his agitation, Macrae rose to strength again. Anon he was plunged into a raging sea of self-accusation. At Becancour he looked at his time-table, and exclaimed, “Only forty miles more! curse it, an hour and three-quarters to cover that! Why don’t they put on steam and fly?” The station-lights were out as they came lazily up to Lyster platform. At ee a INTO DARKNESS. 6. INTO LIGHT. 125 Methot’s Mills passengers came aboard, three or four rough men ; and Macrae found himself scanning their faces as if to discover whether they had ever com- mitted crimes, and whether the recollection was galling to them. But they roared and laughed, chattering in a broken tongue, to that degree that Macrae laughed with them; and having concluded, with the absurd, distorted logic of such a man at such a time, that these men had at least been robbers and murderers, he was cheered for the moment, and thought within him- self, “Oh! I shall forget too, and be happy and jovial.” “Chaudiére !”’ cried the guard, and Macrae counted nine a score of times. “Only nine miles more?” he asked of the now awakened traveller in front of him. “Wake up, Ben,” he shouted. ‘We are almost there.” . “T am sure I am very glad,” said Ben. “I thought we should be there some time or other —ha, ha! I was never kicked by a goose yet.” The traveller looked round at Ben, and then, more searchingly than Macrae liked, at his companion, finally putting his finger to his forehead, and nodding toward Ben. “ Da’g’reux ?” asked the traveller, in that awful patois, neither French nor English nor Hottentot. “ Out,” replied Macrae in more accurate French, “ terriblement.” The traveller instantly arose, and stood at the door for the remainder of the journey. An arrival at a railway terminus on Sunday morning 126 DOCTOR BEN. has its peculiarities. ‘The men are working, but evi- dently under protest. - Trunks are handled more gently on Sunday morning than on any other ; conductors, : office-men, are more polite ; travellers less hurried, less disposed to elbow you out of the way, to poke umbrel- las into you at hap-hazard, to squeeze past you. It was a quiet entry, therefore, that Macrae and Ben made into Point Levi; and still more quietly they stepped upon the wharf on the Quebec side. The question, where to quarter himself, was easily settled by Macrae. No more of these bad-smelling ‘“ Prince of Cumberland” inns would he endure. He would play his game more boldly now. In twenty minutes, therefore, the register at the “St. Louis ” showed the names of Thomas Macrae and —at Macrae’s dicta- tion — of Adolphus Janes; this last being written by Ben himself in a queer, cramped hand, utterly unlike the signature of Benjamin Hollins in the Millington letter-book. At half-past seven Macrae was at the post-office, not to ask for letters, — for, even if he had expected any, Sunday morning was a poor time to look for them, — but to find Carney Dugan. Till eight o’clock he waited, but no sign of his accomplice was vouch- safed. ‘The same experiment at the evening hour came to the same result ; and again on Monday morning. ‘There was mischief in it,—trouble, dis- aster. Macrae bethought himself of Doniphan, of whom Carney had spoken. To Trois Pistoles Street he went, therefore, in the suburb St. Roch; and, sure enough, a INTO DARKNESS. 6. INTO LIGHT. 127 there was the establishment of Patrick Doniphan, a prosperous look spreading out upon a comparatively new stone building of that mongrel appearance which at once perplexes you. It might be only a drinking- place; it might be an inn in full character: at all events, the drinking accommodations stood out very prominently. Macrae entered, and, to obtain the good- will of a soured young Ganymede, gave an order and paid for it. “T am looking,” he then said in confidential direct- ness, “for Mr. Patrick Doniphan. He must be an older man than yourself.” ! “An’ why shouldn’t he be?” answers Ganymede. “A man’s faither is ginerally older nor his own son, pisnt he?” “Oh! this is the younger Mr. Doniphan, then? Might I see your father?” Surlily young Doniphan opened a door in the rear of the apartment, and called out in loud tones, “Faither, dhere’s a gintleman ” — A not unpleasant voice, with a queer savor of con- sequence and grand pretension in it, sounded back, in reply, “A gintleman? Well, dhere’s more gintle- min dhan wan. I’m wan; an’ I wish yourself was another, Tim, an’ dhat makes two of us.” Old “ Patsy” was a late-riser, and in truth was not out of bed when Macrae called. Surly Tim had the visitor all to himself, therefore ; and without waiting long, he inquired, “Is it ship business?” “Yes, — no,” answered Macrae; “not exactly: connected with the sailing of “The Breton,” how- 128 DOCTOR BEN. ever. The fact is, I’m looking for an old servant of ours, who is going home, — Mrs. Carney Dugan. She spoke of your father as an old friend, and I thought I might find her here.” Not a word would Tim give back in reply. In- stead, he sauntered off, slowly opened the door already mentioned, and disappeared. In time — his own time — he returned, and his aged father with him. “Wud ye be plazed to take a sate, sir?” asked this consequential personage ; “and ve-late your busi- ness, sir, ouch, but dhe informities of age, sir, is havocin’ che free circumlocution of me joints, sir, to _ dhat zx-tint dhat I wish meself deaf an’ dumb some- times to dhe pains an’ pangs dhat’s in me!” Macrae expressed his sympathy, and Doniphan quietly made mental notes. “Your name is not McGovern, now, I’d bet a keg?” asked Doniphan. ““No, my name is Macrae.” “And did you say you was from Guelph, sir?” “No: I am from Derry, Ireland,” was Macrae’s reply. This questioning perplexed Macrae; but he an- swered honestly the first query, the second one cau- tiously, and then instantly took up the interrogation himself. “T am inquiring for Mrs. Carney Dugan, whom I half-expected to find here, Mr. Doniphan. Do you happen to know any thing of her?” “Do we know ary Dooger, Tim?” asked old “ Patsy.” a. INTO DARKNESS. 6 INTO LIGHT. 129 “No, an’ niver did,” replied the surly one. “Dhe name is familiar to me hearin’, Tim; but I’ve a difficklety in locatin’ it,’ continued the old man. And that was the difficulty all round. Macrae would have rewarded the Doniphans handsomely if they could have located Carney for him; but that was past their powers as well as his. Not many hours earlier they might have done him service. Macrae could only conclude that he was deserted by Carney, — a wrong conclusion, but tenable in the lack of any ground for a truer and better one. Yet he made inquiries at the shipping-offices, at a score or more of emigrants’ stopping-places, of every one who was likely to know absolutely nothing about the lost woman ; but not a question did he put to those ‘who could have informed him,—the police. Being ~ something of a lawyer, he had his reasons for that. He knew that your true policeman is a sceptic, and would be quite likely to follow up a fine young man like Thomas Macrae inquiring for such a creature as Carney Dugan ; and particularly if he happened to be the policeman on that beat, and to know just where Carney was. Till Wednesday Macrae kept up the chase, — until the very hour when “The Breton” sailed. Early that day he made inquiry at the steamer’s office, and was brusquely told that half the people in the steerage went over under assumed or misunderstood names, and he might go on board and find out for himself. “The Breton” was in mid-stream: so Macrae took 130 DOCTOR BEN. boat, and presented himself to the officer of the deck. Through and through the steerage he went, looking into the remotest corners and most unlikely places. And why should he look here at all? He knew the woman had not money enough to pay her passage. But he was pursuing absurdities now, and for the mo- ment, in his confusion, had lost his clear judgment, and was mingling fictions and facts together. DR. BUSHWICK. 131 CHAPTER XII. DR. BUSHWICK. HERE were, doubtless, many desperate men in Quebec on Wednesday afternoon, Sept. 19, 18—; but certainly not one more utterly bewildered than a dark young man, who stood watching the steamer “Breton,” as she swung loose and took the water on her outward course towards the Atlantic and the eastern world. He had intended to freight that very ship with all his cares and perplexities, with instructions to the invisible agents in the air—those underwriters who land or sink cargoes in a fashion wholly unexpected by worldly shippers and consignees—to deliver these anywhere, somewhere out of. sight and reach forever. And here they were, all thrust back upon him, — not a care, not a perplexity, missing. “What am I to do next?” said Macrae to himself. The good angel whispered; and the evil ones roared to him as from some deep pit, cajoling, mock- ing, enticing, taunting him, until he was almost mad. Mechanically he went out upon the river again, towards Point Levi. He crossed, and went into the railway-station. The aééris of the last incoming train had been swept into a little heap in the street. A white paper attracted his attention, and Macrae picked 132 DOCTOR BEN. it up. On the reverse he read words which he had assisted to put together. It was a bill offering a round reward for “information concerning a young man, out of his mind, but not violent, who left his home at Millington, Ont.,” on such a day. Macrae was aghast. With the paper still in his hand, he stood gazing purposelessly about, finally staring hard at a great band of blue and yellow, green and black, which came before his eyes, piece by piece, shaping itself in large block letters. PoRTLAND, Bosron, SPRINGFIELD, NEW York, and a multitude of other names of cities in the States stood staring at Macrae from the walls, and each one seemed to be struggling to speak to him. — “By Jove! an idea!” he exclaimed, and the de- spairing, now eager man flew away to his hotel. It ‘was verging upon five o’clock, and at half-past seven a train would leave for the South. That fertile brain revived, and roused itself into activity again with a new purpose, quickly compassing all immediate require- ments. ‘The reward-bill warned Macrae that discovery might not be so very far behind. ‘He must have his wits about him now. More yet, he would stoop, must stoop, to arts which hitherto he had despised. For he was going straight into the jaws of danger. Macrae had travelled extensively, and knew full well that on the route he now mapped out for himself and Ben, he must meet at Richmond Junction a tide of Canadian travel setting Portland- and Boston-wards. He must of necessity travel with that tide for a few hours at least. DR. BUSHWICK. £33 When Ben and he, therefore, left “The St. Louis ” that evening, Ben was no longer what the reward-bill declared he was, “of sandy hair and complexion.” Ben thought this immensely funny. He laughed, and volunteered the remark that he was “quite a rainbow now ;” and even Macrae laughed with him, as the sense of fear and hopelessness was exchanged for the exhilaration of new adventure. Macrae took tickets for Richmond, then for New- port, then for White River Junction. Glad enough he was, at midnight of Thursday, to hear the last of the echoes aroused by the multitude of engines at this latter place dying away behind him; glad enough to feel that he was clear of the main stream of Canadian travel, that he was breathing air of pure republican consistency unmixed with any border oxygen. He would hardly have cared now if Ben’s hair had turned red again. It persistently remained black. Macrae had tickets now for Springfield, a city which he had never seen. So much the better. Arrived there, and turned out in the early morning into that great breezy place called, in local parlance, “the deepo,” he felt, for the first time since leaving Que- bec, that he had reached a stopping-place, —a stop- ping-place, not merely in travel, but in purpose. What to do next, however, was the question. From his window in ‘‘The Massasoit,”” he looked out into the air for an answer, for a suggestion. Trains were going and coming, crowds of people hurrying hither and thither. Macrae was as ingenious as most men, but this morning he could see no farther 134 DOCTOR BEN. than he had at Millington. To place Ben upon one of these trains, — any one, —ticket him to some out- of-the-way place, and let him go, was his poor impotent thought; and time and time again he rejected it. Fagged as he was, he was not so duil as to be blind to the fact, that these “‘ Yankees ” were an inquiring peo- ple, that Ben would become an object of interest in Becket or Brookfield, or any other town at which he might be landed. ‘The case would get into the papers ; and it was a certainty, that, sooner or later, Ben would be brought back to Millington. Macrae felt himself failing. Many years of honest living were telling upon this novice in dishonesty. Feeling secure from hazardous observation, Macrae took Ben out for a walk, studying how he should make it the last one. He looked at the river, and a fall from the railway-bridge occurred to him, — keen pursuit by the police also. And his own heart shrank from vio- lence still, Helpless man !—too virtuous yet to be- come a murderer,—too wicked, too much involved, to do the good which still beckoned him back to peace ! They: stood at last upon a street corner, Macrae lost for a moment in abstraction, Ben by his side looking vacantly down upon the ground. At the very moment two other abstracted creatures came in their way, and solved Macrae’s case for him in a. twinkling. It was eccentric Dr. Bushwick, and the doctor’s eccentric horse, that brought matters to this issue. The doctor was sitting in his gig, lost to every thing on this earth, except a mental speculation, in which he DR. BUSHWICK. 135 was completely enveloped and befogged. ‘The horse was jogging along as one who did his own driving, covering little or much ground just as he chose, going to the house of this patient or that as he thought best (for this notable animal really did a deal of Dr. Bush- wick’s thinking), taking a wide sweep around street- ‘corners, or hugging the gutter-stones if he was so minded. That horses, as well as human beings, are subject to spiritual influence requires no proof. The good and evil they have done in this world are testimony enough. This particular horse, taking it into his head to turn that particular corner at that particular moment, is an instance in point. Why should he not have followed _ .the ruts, and swept the doctor’s gig gracefully through the centre of the road? Instead, he clung so per- sistently to the very edge, that the outer wheel took Ben Hollins squarely in the back, and sent him flying. The shock awakened all four of these abstracted ones thoroughly. The doctor alighted from his gig, and insisted upon carrying Ben forthwith to his office, Macrae to follow. An examination showed that Ben’s back was proof against gig-wheels drawn by lazy horses, also that Dr. Bushwick had providentially run over an insane man. Then followed a running fire of questions, which need not be repeated: the gist of Macrae’s replies will suf- nee... According to these, Macrae and his brother (Ben) were two Englishmen travelling in this country. Ben had shown symptoms of insanity during a late trip in 136 DOCTUR BEN. the White Mountains; and Macrae was terribly dis- tressed about it. Dr. Bushwick was in ecstasies. To this good and gentle man let us give the credit of being a physician per amore. Fees were nothing to him; the giving of medicines, and above all the giving of advice, the very delight of his soul. Mental cases were his hobby: he had, in fact, written treatises upon the subject, mostly unintelligible, and in shockingly bad grammar. Occasionally startling truths were to be found in his printed pages, —as, for instance, this: ‘The Supreme Creator, by this fine mechanism, has caused human actions to be concatenated to the organization.” As a partisan, Dr. Bushwick had been from early times a “ brain man ;” that is to say, he believed that the brain was the seat of the intellectual and moral faculties. He never excited himself except when in the field against disciples of Bichat. “The born idiot of a Frenchman!” he used to exclaim: “ who, but a member of a nation of gastronomes would ever think of maintaining that the seat of the moral and intellectual organism is the bowels and the great sympathetic?’’ What battering he administered to Bichat’s bowel theory! How his blows rained down thick and fast upon Bichat’s logic! And no amount of evidence could ever draw him one step nearer to that eminent but mistaken Frenchman, except that in his last printed work he made this cautious admission: that we are “conscious of. sensations of a peculiar kind, having either a pleasurable or a painful charac- ter, in the epigastrium.” DR. BUSHWICK. 137 The gentle doctor ! — he has gone to his rest now. May no painful sensation ever trouble his spiritual epigastrium, and may he clap his spiritual hands daily over the victory of the brain-school ! Now to make out a certificate consigning a patient to an asylum was one of the dearest joys of Dr. Bush- wick’s life. If he had had his way, he would ultimately have consigned all the world to the asylums, shrewdly retaining for the last, one of his fellow-physicians, and engaging with him that they should commit each other. Macrae shook with eagerness, as this good man went more and more deeply into Ben’s case. And when the inevitable fale was reached, and the opin- _ion pronounced that an asylum was the place for Ben, this strong man gave way and shed tears, broke down utterly, yielded to the nervous pressure of ten days’ alternating fears and hopes. What could Dr. Bushwick do but soothe and com- fort him? “Much better, my dear sir, much better every way,” he said kindly. ‘Think of your brother’s comfort, sir, and of your own; for I must be candid with you. I fear that the patient is approaching the paroxysmal state, and that he will soon become violent. I dis- cover signs of plica Polonica. Look!” and the deep fésculapian lifted up a section of Ben’s hair. “To you observe the redness — sandiness — of the new hair? Intense mental action is going on, sir, — like a volcano. Every hair on your brother’s head will turn, and of course the explosion must come some 138 DOCTOR BEN. day. I beg you to remember that the dram of pre- vention is worth more than the ton of cure.” “Would it be a long confinement, doctor?” asked Macrae. “Looks to me, sir, like a case for life. True, pa- tients do recover nowadays in the most extraordinary manner. I sometimes think that insanity is spending itself, like the plague and the cholera, and may finally disappear. But I have my doubts in this young man’s case.” It was with no little difficulty that Macrae could keep out of sight—even out of unsuspicious Dr. Bushwick’s sight — his eagerness to get to the end of this matter. Together they discussed public asy- lums and private, near and distant, large and small. At six o’clock that evening, lighter-hearted Thomas Macrae was on his way towards Elysium. Virtue sat by his side, —that is to say, one of Macrae’s attend- ant imps clad in Virtue’s robes, and masking for the occasion with immense success ; for Macrae had ctom- promised with his conscience. He had said to him- self, “I am going to put Ben into a private asylum, — at least, just the same thing as a private asylum. I have counted the cost, and shall pay it. Lucky fel- low! to have that much done for him! And, now that I think of it, this is vastly better than sending him over the ocean. What a stupid I was! Much obliged to you, Mrs. Dugan, for running away!” Macrae mentally noted down a memorandum, “to hunt up that woman, and send her out of the way,” and went on with his self-gratulations ; — . Dk. BUSHWICK. 139 “And, as for the good people of Millington, I am doing them a service. What folly to go on wasting their lives in the care of a lunatic!” In due time, or rather in time, not an hour too early, —two whole years, in fact, behind time, — Ben Hollins was placed in the custody of men whose busi- ness it is, not simply to keep and watch and guard the insane, but to cure them. Like many other people, and intelligent ones too, Macrae looked upon the asylum as a prison, and upon its inmates as prisoners serving out a life-sentence. Its atmosphere, to his uninstructed imagination, was that of the grave; and he had heard and read of the “living death” which is supposed to reign in the asy- lum, until he believed in that insane contradiction. You may be sure he was not anxious to remain long at the asylum where he gave Ben up. The north wind was blowing, or the “ Duke of Wellington” was unable to find his sword, or some other disturbing element was at work, —at all events, Macrae did not relish the noises he heard. He was nervous and half- exhausted ; and it was not re-assuring, while walking through one of the wards with Dr. Peterson, to be touched upon the elbow, and find a weird old face turned towards him, and to hear a squeaking voice saying, “I’m going to pray to cure that man; head man pay the bill; don’t tell.” Skilfully avoiding any dependence upon public benefit, because public benefit might lead to public inquiry, Macrae left with the proper officer a sum sufficient to cover Ben’s expenses for three months, 140. DOCTOR BEN. told his tale of being an English traveller, gave the doctor a card bearing the address, — E. P. HALLOWELL, TORONTO, ONT. Post OFFICE. and took his departure. Walking down the avenue of hickories, Macrae sang softly to himself, — “ There’s joy in the mountains ; There’s life in the fountains ; Small clouds are sailing, Blue sky prevailing, — The rain is over and gone.” i oO” HICKORY HALL. IAI CHAPTER XIII. HICKORY HALL. ATURE has made the locality of Ben Hollins’s final refuge a charming one, —just the place to quiet overtasked nerves and soothe distracted minds. Leaving the railway-station, you pass into a street where business-places and homes are in near neigh- borhood. Ten minutes’ walk will bring you to a gentle ascent, down which the western breeze comes to meet you, laden with the fragrance of the season if it be summer, or with icy chill in winter. At the top of this ascent you stop, attracted by the wide-spread pros- pect. Down below in the town looms up the court- house, high above every other building. Dwarfish houses, churches, stables, and stores are grouped about it, as if the whole town wished it to be understood that here justice, and nothing but justice, was the sole want and reliance. To the right, to the left, behind you, hills roll upon one another far away into the blue distance, with a glimpse of water filling in a gap or two. The most noticeable feature of all this landscape is, perhaps, the row of hills confronting you as you look over beyond the town. One hour these hills are dazzling green, another misty blue, and again a golden tinge comes over them,—a glorious fagade, 142 DOCTOR BEN. by the way, for the sun-burst, at the edge of even- ing. We pass on through a triple gateway, and find our- selves in a broad avenue lined with giant hickory- trees, whence the name “ Hickory Hall.” It is seven hundred feet, by measurement, from the gate to a triangle of greensward enlivened by a basket of rustic- work standing high and filled with geraniums and petu- nias. Behind this is a clump of evergreens, around which the road circles, and farther on a row of Gothic buildings. | You know at a glance that this is neither private dwelling, hotel, educational establishment, factory, nor prison. “What are those iron bars in the windows for?” asks the stranger. And some one will answer, “To keep out mosqui- toes.” ““ Nonsense !”’ Yes, nonsense: you have hit it exactly. There is a good deal of nonsense in and about Hickory Hall, — harmless nonsense, funny nonsense, ridiculous non- sense, fierce nonsense, murderous nonsense, pompous nonsense. There are nonsensical lawyers here, non- sensical merchants, farmers, clergymen, students, wives, mothers, and daughters, —and even doctors ; and yet, mayhap, we shall also find some good sense within these walls, behind those bars, —lcarning, affection, correct reasoning, the refinements of daily life. Here is young Gager, the doctor’s pupil and assist- ant in the office. And, by the way, “ze doctor,” HICKORY HALL. 143 now to be often spoken-of, is the chief of the medi- cal staff of Hickory Hall. Gager has visitors to-day ; and one of them, a bright little lady of twenty, he has just taken out for a stroll in the avenue. “Charley,” she asks, “who are those men over there, under the trees? Visitors?” “Visitors! No, they are patients, out for an air- ing.” “They don’t let that horrid-looking one out, do they, —that one in the light suit?” “Ha, ha!” laughs Gager. “That one? Why, Georgie, that is one of the attendants! He isn’t in- sane !” And Miss Georgie is not the only one who has been thus deceived by appearances. Floating over towards us, across the lawn, and through the trees, come the tones of a soft musical yoice, a man’s, but with tenderness in it. Gager invites us to go a little nearer to the party of patients, for “Doctor Ben is going to entertain the company with a song.” There he stands, his hands hanging down, or nerv- ously jerking upwards as he reaches a high note, his vest all unbuttoned, his black necktie streaming down his bosom, his coat half off, and his hair restored to its original color. Listen! “T dreamt but last night, Oh, bad luck to my dreaming! I’d die if I thought *T would come truly to pass ; 144 , DOCTOR BEN. I dreamt, as the tears Down my pillow were streaming, That Teddy was courting Another fair lass. “ Oh, didn’t I wake With a weeping and wailing! The thought of the grief Was too deep to conceal. My mother cried, Norah, Child, what is your ailing? But all I could utter- Was, Tiddy O’Nale!” Ben sang with little art, but with such pathos that the woes of poor Norah seemed to have fallen upon him ; and the little knot of patients — nay, the listen- ers among the evergreens as well— might have shed a tear for him, if Ben had not upset the whole thing by drawing up his left arm with a flourish as he rap- idly flung off the closing “Tiddy O’Nale,” instantly exclaiming, “ Now you get out of this, I tell you!” and scampering off to the remotest corner he could find. | “Who is he?” asks Miss Georgie. “That is more than I can tell,” Gager replies. “He was brought here some time ago by his brother, an Englishman. He is registered as George Hal- lowell; but the poor fellow says his name is Ben Hartley, and Ben Macrae, and half a dozen other things. We have all fallen into a way of calling him ‘Ben,’ or, for that matter, ‘Doctor,’ also; for he has been persuaded by the other patients that he is a doctor.” HICKORY HALL. 145 “Toes he ever make any trouble?” she continues. “Trouble? I only wish they were all as good as Ben. He is as gentle as a lamb. Once in a while he gets a little wild. He imagines that there is a woman who torments him, but the fit is only mo- mentary.” “Here he comes now, Charley. Mercy! take me somewhere, quick!” cries Miss Georgie. Gager calms her fears; and Ben comes sweeping by, his face aglow, his nostrils expanded, his hands clutching at the coat-collar in an endeavor to pull it over his head. As he passes close to us, he cries, “Don’t you do that again, now!” and within twenty paces more he stoops quietly to pick up a pebble or to pluck a blade of grass, the gentle look almost instantly overspreading his face again. Bang! clatter! smash! What on earth is this? Only this: that an up-stairs patient is out of tem- per to-day, and has thrown his washbowl through the window. In twenty minutes the carpenter will have a new sash fitted, and d certain Albany gentleman will order his imaginary cashier to pay damages. Being a man of culture and refinement, it will mortify him to have to wash his hands and face in a tin dish this evening, and he will be downcast, and wonder how he could have behaved so foolishly. Day after to-morrow, as likely as not, he will send another washbowl after the one that went out of window to-day. And here comes “ Merry,” one of the most ferocious in talk, one of the most harmless in deed. Observe his peculiar gait. What extraordinarily long, broad, 146 DOCTOR BEN. flat feet! and yet he has the greatest difficulty to bal- ance himself upon them. And how he throws his head back as he walks! It is his disease. As he comes towards us “ Merry” begins to bow, and touch his hat with elaborate ceremony. Shake hands with him, by all means, and hold him hard; otherwise he will topple over, and sit unwillingly upon the ground. Hear his deep bronchial tones, as he greets you ! “Ah, gentlemen! glad to see you. Smith, did you say? Oh! Isee. Yes; new patients, Isuppose. Wel- come, gentlemen! Jolly good place this for a sum- mer residence, if it wasn’t for those infernal — cribs. Say’? — And here “Merry” takes you off by yourself to confide to you that last night the doctor put him into a crib for two hours, and it made his teeth ache. He then resumes his welcome. “Yes, gentlemen, I am glad to see you here. I was marshal of the city of New York when I was only nine years old; and if the doctor would only let me go down town, and get my teeth fixed, I could do it over again. Just look at my arms! Did you ever see such muscle? Pshah! [Here “Merry” brightens up, pitches his voice on a higher key,. and speaks with immense energy.| I could pick up that—-that— mis- erable Wickson, over there, and throw him six feet, if it wasn’t for my spine and my limbs!” “Merry”? comes to a stop, not because he has nothing more to say, but because he has espied three or four ladies walking far down the avenue. He HICKORY HALL. 147 looks at them with a sad smile, shakes his head with solemnity, and takes up his discourse once more, in even deeper voice than before. “TZ too [with great emphasis] I too had a wife! Ha! did I say had? It were better to say have / for she is me wife, and yet she is not me wife! Pshah! such a woman as that! [This last with hasty indig- nation.| I’ve asked her more than fifty times to come and take me away, and she won’t. Ah, well! [sigh- ing] she was the wife of me boo-zum, and B. Violet, me daughter, is me own flesh and blood! Oh, what a girl that is!” And “Merry” bursts into laughter. “You ought to see that girl do sums by the rule of circles,” he continues. “ By the rule of what?” you ask. “The rule of circles. Why, sir, her teacher had a sum one day that she couldn’t do herself. It was to find five-elevenths of sixteen. What do you suppose daughty did? Why, she just applied the rule of cir- cles, multiplied by five, and divided by the difference between sixteen and eleven. It was like lightning.” We say go®d-by to “ Merry,” and enter one of the buildings. From the upper hall comes a voice, calling out in loud tones, — “Hey! if you want any money down there, send up a basket. I’ve got more than a hundred bushels of greenbacks up here, hidden in my shoes and stock- ings. I’m going to buy New Jersey to-morrow. The rascals are trying to boost me up to a hundred and eight and a half, but I’ll circumvent them.” This is from one of the most notable men at Hickory 148 DOCTOR BEN. Hall. When he is in a social mood we call him “ Uncle Babbage ; ” if religiously inclined, “ der Babbage ;” if disagreeable, “ Old Babbage.” Let us now go into the billiard-room. “ Billiard-room?’’ you ask. Yes, billiard-room. Here is a handsomely dressed gentleman, evidently well-to-do, playing. “Not insane?” is the question I see in your eye as you glance from him to me. And Mr. Robbins of Boston sees it too, and laughs, as he shakes hands with you, and says, “ No, gentlemen, you need not be afraid of me. I’m not one of these insane fellows: I am just a little off my balance now and then, that’s all. All owing to a difficulty I have about maintaining the proper relations between the positive and negative currents. Now, to-day has been a very positive day ; but to-night the negative will predominate. I can feel it already creeping up my left arm. About eleven o’clock there will be a perfect balance. What do you say to a game of billiards, gentlemen? I made a run of a coi aie points here yo in ten min- utes.’ Robbins would talk forever on subjects of his own choosing. Let us choose one for him. “‘ How about business, Robbins? ” ‘Business? Well, that’s rather a plump question. But I am in a position to answer it now. None of these gentlemen are reporters, are they? Then I'll tell you, —I have purchased Garden City. The judge was pretty hard on me, harder than A. T.; but I’ve got it, and to-morrow this establishment, bag, bag- HICKORY HALL. 149 gage, men, women, and children, go there. We'll all get well then.” You say you would like to go next to the ladies’ department? We are sorry, but that is against the rules. You do not roam about at pleasure in the ladies’ corridors at the Fifth Avenue or the Brunswick, do you? We must observe the same courtesy here. But come this way, — let us take a look at the flower and vegetable gardens, the orchards, the farm. Did you ever see an estate more neatly kept? Here is healthful out-door labor for such as are capable of it. Here are diversions for female hands, which touch the flowering plant as tenderly and lov- ingly as in better days. Here are shady nooks for conversation and reading, seats of rustic shape, over- looking the water, walks through lanes of maple and chestnut. One of these latter passes the end of the south wing. Let us walk that way. Gager and Miss Georgie are sauntering through it, just ahead of us, building castles in the air as likely as not. And, as they go, Miss Georgie shrieks, — simply because a feminine voice calls out, ““Oh! how I do love to see little girls! And I should say, now, that is Mr. White of Pittsburgh. Te-ruddle—dee-buddle, Te-ruddle-tie-ray ” — The rest of the song dies away in the distance, as an attendant leads noisy “ Mrs. Te-ruddle” away from the window. But the song has awakened echoes in other unfortunate hearts; and a hand beckons to us 150 DOCTOR BEN. from another window, while a sorrowful voice cries, ““T never stole Charlie Ross. I never did, never, never. And I never took any one’s papers. I never did. I never saw Charlie Ross in all my life, never, never, nev’? — Oh! what hidden record of wrongful accusation, of harsh dealing, of bitter shame and grief, of the unloos- ing of reason’s cords, is here! Thank God for the gentle, womanly voice that we hear, saying, — “There, Mrs. Ransom, never mind it now! Come to my room: we must finish that collar, you know, if we are going to the doctor’s party this evening.” | No fiction this. Mrs. Ransom did go to the party, and danced, and played a rubber of whist. Some one is coming across the lawn, and beckoning. It is Robbins, out on parole. “You were speaking about business, gentlemen. Now, if you really mean business, I can put something where you can find it. That Garden City matter is all bosh. Just come down here into this arbor: I can’t bear to have that prying Wickson near me, nor that pompous old marshal of New York. “Now, see here, I have an invention just perfected. I am going to call it the chevaloscope. You don’t know what that means, eh? Look! cheval, horse — scope, sight, or seer. A little bit mixed, maybe; French and Greek, but so much the better. My invention is founded upon a principle of science, which is neither positive nor negative, but an exact balance. I can feel it in my left wrist: now —-a— ah ! what was I talking about, gentlemen? ” HICKORY HALL. 151 “ Chev” — “Oh, yes, chevaloscope! No: principle of science, that’s the subject. Science, gentlemen, is at the bot- tom of all our— our — social—h’m! I know per- fectly well what I want to say !— anomalies: that’s the word. I’ll convince you. Lovers of horse-flesh, gen- tlemen? Youare. Well, are—you— aware — of the —fact —that a horse steps, to a hair, just as far as he can see? No more, no less. If, then, a horse could see sixty feet, he would step sixty feet, wouldn’t he?” We assent. “The chevaloscope is triumphant, gentlemen. My invention consists of a simple rubber hood, with pow- ful lenses for the horse’s eyes. I have made my cal- culations upon a basis of sixty feet, I may get it up to eighty. Now, divide five thousand two hundred and eighty by sixty: eight — y—eight times exactly. My old Jim takes four steps ina second. That makes a mile in twenty-two seconds. Think of the astonish- ment of Dexter, the Maid, and all that class of horses, after grinding themselves to powder to get around a two-mile course, finding my old Jim in front of the judge’s stand eating oats !” 152 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER XIV. NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. HE last chapter was not intended to occupy any definite place in the historical sequence of Ben Hollins’s life. Its sole purpose was to familiarize the reader somewhat with Ben’s surroundings at Hickory Hall. Coming back now to the more strictly historical or biographical line, we take up the thread of our narra- tive on the day of Ben’s entry into his new life. And while following this thread, occasion will be taken still further to correct an impression, if such an impression has been received, that the dweller at Hickory Hall necessarily and always dwells in the midst of appalling or heart-rending scenes. Ben’s separation from his injidus Achates took place without. demonstration on either side. An attendant asked him, politely and pleasantly, to come and see his room. “Go, Ben!” whispered Macrae, and the end was accomplished. If you ask what would have taken place if Ben had shown any unwillingness to go to his quarters, or, in a more general way, if you would like to know what does take place when a new patient shows fight, does not wish to go to his room, or won’t go, and would like NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 153 to see the man who can make him go, it only needs to be said, that after due consideration, and with a plentiful allowance of time for evaporation, such a patient finds himself sitting in the hall or in his own future apartment, the most astonished man in the establishment. If he looks upon his person for scratches and bruises, he will find none. But the fight is not yet out of him; and the excitable patient mani- fests his disapproval of the new order of things by stamping up and down, and making a hideous noise. Boots or shoes then melt away from his feet ; and in their place are soft, warm slippers. Next he seizes a chair, and bangs upon the floor with all his might, or rattles his bed. Noise is his one refuge. And ina twinkling he finds himself alone in an unfurnished room. Still he has a tongue; and he can sing and scream, if he cannot stamp and pound. He can open the window and call to the small boy passing on the public road, four hundred feet distant, and offer him five thousand dollars to send up a carriage to convey him to the railway. It is not necessary to make fun of this poor man. He is in misery, and calls for your pity. But close to him are those who are waiting patiently to relieve him. And not very far off is still another agent of alleviation, —the craziest man in the buildings. This is “the Giant,” otherwise variously known as the “ Duke of Wellington,” “Gen. Scott,” “ Julius Ceesar,” “ Napo- leon Bonaparte.”” ‘The moment the new patient begins to call to the small boy, “the Giant ” smells the battle afar. Up goes his window, loud are his calls for bat- 154 DOCTOR BEN. talions of cavalry, infantry, and artillery. He flourishes his sword, — that is to say, an old newspaper or towel, —and gives military orders with the rapidity of a practised general; and yet “the Giant” never saw a battle or wore a uniform. Back and forth fly the sounds of war, the new patient personating the enemy. The culmination comes in one long yell from the patient, and the cry of, “ Murder, murder, murder!” “The Giant” takes it up, and bellows forth such a rending response of “‘ Murder—r—r—r—r!” witha whirr and a rattle at the end, and bangs his casement to with such a crash that the patient is diverted. It occurs to him, that there is some one in this little world worse off than himself, and he quiets himself to study the matter. They could hardly get on at all with some new patients, were it not for “the Giant.” Now is the time for a little soothing. It seldom requires any great amount of artfulness to secure this poor man’s confidence. He becomes grateful for attentions, even for an invitation to visit an attendant or a stronger fellow-patient. He loses sight of his terrors in the charity of “helping the doctor,” in the room of some sick patient. His pulse comes down to the standard, the eye becomes more gentle, and in an hour he is walking about the ward, making acquaint- ances, and entertaining them with accounts of his very peculiar life and works. Our Ben began his asylum life without any of these violent demonstrations, or any necessity for coaxing. With a double shuffle and a laugh he accepted the invitation to go to his room ; averring that he thought — NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 155 he had travelled about far enough, and was glad to get home again. It required but little time to set Ben’s wardrobe to rights, for it was decidedly insignificant ; but Macrae very decently remedied that by sending a trunk full of new clothing a few days after. Now followed the first visit to the hall, the reading- room, the billiard-room, — in a word, the grand round. The attendant introduced Ben to this patient and that. There was a great shaking of hands, and giving of welcome, on the part of most of the old patients ; while a few, a very few, were frightened almost to death by poor, simple, gentle Ben, and shrank away to their rooms or behind any convenient table or door. Some greeted him patronizingly ; others examined his clothing, pronouncing it to be of pretty good material, and very decently made, but not at all to be com- pared with theirs. Robbins took a great fancy to Ben, and pronounced him a perfect gentleman, at sight; and expressed his great delight, that at last there was a patient with whom he could be in perfect sympathy. Ben replied quite cordially, “Oh, yes, to be sure! — ha, ha, yes, yes,” which pleased Robbins immensely. And forth- with this doughty inventor of the chevaloscope brought from his room a great mass of towels, sponges, soaps, brushes, flannels, books, bottles of cologne, gold, steel, and quill pens, and what not, to exhibit to Ben as the most remarkable productions, in their several kinds, known to the human race. Of course we never see such a trait manifested out- side of the insane asylum. 156 DOCTOR BEN. - The outer door now opens, and there come into the hall three persons, who may be said to be the princes of this little principality. They have pass-keys, and go in and out on parole, as they please. All three are on the downward turn of life: gray is mixing with black and brown on their heads. ‘Ten, sixteen, and twenty years have they been at Hickory Hall. ‘They live in peace, and, for the most part, in happy contentment. Out in the world, life would be one continual misery to them. Spying Ben, these three magnates, Dikstouted Fisher, and Biddle, hold a consultation. The attendant waits for the ending of this ceremony, and then introduces Ben.. They neither welcome nor comment upon him in his own hearing, but of the attendant make the following formal inquiries : — 1. Who is he? . Where did he come from? . By which train? . Ina carriage, or on foot? Who brought him? . Married, or single? . Was he noisy? . How much of a wardrobe has he?” feck noted these data mentally, the trio separate : Delorme, as secretary, going to his own room, and jotting down the attendant’s answers upon paper. Presently the dinner-bell rings, and Ben is regaled with as good eating as he requires. The most impor- tant feature of the occasion is the studious observa- tion, of which Ben is the unconscious object. The com Aw & Wd NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 157 magnates are taking notes, and the glances they confer upon one another are most significant. But these three say not a word to each other con- cerning Ben all the afternoon. Each one goes his several way, — each one cogitating. At evening a con- clave is held in Delorme’s room. Fisher, as the elder, diagnoses Ben’s case, with astonishing fulness and perspicacity. Surreptitiously he has felt Ben’s pulse, and looked at his tongue, taken his height and girth, observed his gait and breathing. He is a wise man, this Fisher, and a good man it should be said. He has built railroads in his day. He has been at the head of some gigantic engineering operations whose results you, Mr. Mens-sana-in-corpore-sano, admire greatly. He has been an adept with all known chemi- cals and minerals. He is still full of lore, and can talk a whole college down on professional subjects. Solemnly the trio look over Delorme’s notes: Fisher writing first, at the head of the page, “ Wotite ad @grotum novum.” A free discussion now ensues, any disagreements being invariably settled by some wise dictum from Fisher ; and at the end this leader asks, “ Have you any thing further to say, gentlemen?” “ Nothing.” “ Then I will offer my opinion. T’ll give that man just one week on this hall. After that, good-by. These quiet ones always end up with a ruction. I’m sorry for him ; but there’s nothing for it but the crib, the muffs, and the blind-room.” More than five hundred times has Fisher pronounced 158 DOCTOR BEN. these same words after the same ceremonial, and in the cases of an equal number of new patients. And just as many times has Delorme followed them up with the question, — ‘What do you think is the matter with him, Fisher?” And every time Fisher has replied, — “ Mania, — undeveloped mania. I can see it in his eye, on his tongue, in the cut of his coat.” And every time Biddle has piped in, “It’s g’my opingiong that he’s g’pretty near n’gen’ral p’resis too.” It is impossible to put the ludicrousness of this scene into print; and it becomes especially lawful and proper to laugh at it, when we reflect that the dire prophecies of the magnates come true only in one case in hundreds ; and most laughable of all when the knowledge is ours that Ben Hollins never saw a crib, a muff, or a blind-room, never was stricken with mania, never had a symptom of paresis or paralysis, and is living to-day in Comfort Lodge, well and happy. A night of restful sleep brought Ben to an awaking which interested the medical staff and the intelligent attendants. Experienced as they were, the trait of implicit obedience in Ben was discovered at once. He did not get up until he was told to; he did not dress, come out of his room, or heed the breakfast- bell, until he was bidden. Knowledge of this trait became of great service ere long. After breakfast at Hickory Hall comes the morning outing for the milder and convalescent patients. Ben joins the group on the lawn in some bewilderment. NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 159 Presently “‘ Merry” walks up to him, spreading his feet widely, and in his deepest voice asks, ‘‘ Did you hear me yell last night?” Says Ben, “I’m sure I don’t exactly recollect just now.” “You bet, I just Zollered / That doctor wouldn’t let me go to sleep, poured a quart of medicine down my throat, rubbed my spine with something that smarted like kerosene-oil and red pepper. Of course I made a noise! and /’ve got a voice, now, if I am a sick man!” And “Merry” laughed and tittered at the thought of it. *Pshah!” he continued. “You ought to have heard me when I took my slipper, and slapped on the window-slats !— rat, tat, rat, tat, tat! rat, tat, rat, tat, tat! And, when I got tired of that, I turned over, and rapped on the floor. I'll bet you they heard me ten miles off! Pshah! when I was mayor of Albany, —I was only eight years old, —I made a speech on the opening of the Atlantic cable, and a ‘Troy Times’ reporter took down my remarks verbatim while he was attending a funeral up at Cohoes.”’ From a window in the north wing come strains which draw Ben away from “Merry.” It is the well- known air, “Il balen del sorriso,” and it is “the Giant’ who is singing in a grand baritone. Ben lis- tens, standing stock-still, entranced. He is as a man upon whom some gentle flood of memory is begin- ning to pour; and what shall be the end of it? Shall “the Giant,” perhaps, touch the very chord which Betty Hartley longed to sound, and failed? Shall the 160 DOCTOR BEN. “ Ah! l’amor, l’amore ond’ ardo Le favelli in mio favore, Sperda il sole d’un suo sguardo La tempesta del mio cor!” warm up the dead love in Ben’s chilled heart? Shall he come again to think of Betty as of “The loved for whom my heart is burning With a love beyond control”? Shall he break forth here in Hickory Hall some day, and sing, — “ She alone, that love returning, Can quell the tempest of my soul ”? These questions were for the future to answer, but Dr. Peterson took note of the effect of the song upon Ben at once. The day passes, and early evening finds Ben one of a company of patients and attendants in the billiard- room. Some are playing, with varying degrees of skill, with much good-humor and zest. These are not trying to make “a run of a thousand points in ten minutes :”’ it is genuine playing. All the finesse of the game—the cushion-shots, the draws, the parlor- ing — they understand as well as men outside. Look at Barclay, now, — how he manceuvres those balls in the corner! What a run he will get out of them! Acuteness, reflection, manual delicacy in the avoid- ance of a “freeze,” are parts of Barclay’s training. At tables in other parts of the room are groups play- ing checkers, backgammon, euchre, and even chess, — NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 161 not crazy games of mere tossing men and cards about, but genuine play, and some of it uncommonly skilful play. | “‘ Here comes the new one,” says some older patient. *‘ Ask him to play checkers, Merry.” “Oh, yes! certainly,” says Ben. A smile goes from face to face as the electric spark from lamp to lamp. The truth is, the patients look upon Ben as foolish: they are disposed to class him among idiots. But he takes the proffered chair, and sets the blacks. ‘ Merry” cannot possibly play with any but the whites. “Move first,” says “Merry,” out of pity for the “poor fellow.” Ben moves; “Merry” moves; Ben follows up; they gather their forces in serried array; ‘ Merry” gets first blood; Ben sweeps off one, two, three; “Merry” looks surprised, but renews the attack. Back and forth they surge, the group of patients gathering round in silence. “ Merry” bluffs his opponent with a little of that braggadocio which might be allowed to a man who was marshal of the city of New York at the age of nine; but Ben is deaf to it. “Jumping” is uppermost in his thoughts; and he jumps finally into the king-row,—then off go the whites, pell- mell. Another black monarch, —and another! and, as ‘ Merry’s” last man is cornered, Ben clears the room at two bounds, puts on his hat, and walks rap- idly to the hall-door as one who has business to do. The games are over, the players tired of them. 162 DOCTOR BEN. Now comes a ripple of conversation, and what do we hear? Talk about cities far away, of European travel, of art-galleries, of politics, of business, of famous sing- ers and painters, and preachers and kings, — sayings as rational as you would hear in any drawing-room or club.° And down at the farther end of the hall is Fisher. He has opened a cabinet, and is arranging upon its shelves a score of new mineral specimens, every one of which he will label with its name in science. And Ben is helping him. How? Fisher, too, has discov- ered the obedience upon which hinges so much of Ben’s present character, and is making good use of it. He is delighted with Ben’s readiness at spelling the hard names he gives him to write upon the small cards, and Ben is appointed and confirmed assistant mineralogist at Hickory Hall. The groups begin to break up at eight o’clock ; and now scattered about the hall are men reading, — one a New-York daily, another a Boston paper, or one of Philadelphia, Baltimore, Chicago, Montreal. There are illustrated papers also, and a dozen books from the library. Occasionally Ben will take up a paper or book. It is doubtful, however, whether he reads. He dwells in a region of abstraction for the most part. He is evi- dently thinking, thinking always. He holds imaginary conversations with unseen beings. He has fitful periods of purpose, just as he had at home, — of pur- pose which evaporates at the outset of accomplish- ment. NEW PATIENTS AND OLD. 163 For one thing, Ephraim Hollins, dnd Ben’s mother, and Betty Hartley, could they but have seen him in these days, would have been thankful, — that their Ben was content and happy, and greatly loved. 164 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER XV. BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. HE history of the enlargement of human knowl- edge is much the same, in whatever line of thought we look at it. In astronomy, in music, in — food products, in mechanical forces, we witness a development, for which this century, in particular, is notable. How is it in medical science? Precisely the same. ‘Time was when the sick, with whatever disease, were carried to some secluded spot ‘and left to recover or die, as unassisted Nature might deter- mine. ‘There are nations still which know no better. With increased intelligence, however, the wondrous provisions of Nature for the cure of the sick are dis- covered. A materia medica of one or two herbs or roots is enlarged by hundreds; minerals are experi- mented upon, and added to the growing list of reme- dies. A profession becomes necessary, and learns to arm itself with lancet and knife, discovers the secrets of the ligature and bandage, builds hospitals, trains nurses, —in a word, brings forth to the world a full- fledged science. Now, why this science, for hundreds and hundreds of years, should concern itself solely with the care of men’s livers and hearts and spleen and limbs, and BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. 165 stand utterly powerless the moment the brain is touched, let them explain who can. Thank God, medical art is no longer satisfied with half-knowledge. It is determined to look into this affair of brain-dis- turbance. And its first formula is thus written, — Axiom. — Insanity is sickness. LTypothesis.— If insanity is sickness, it can be cured. Problem. — How? By what means? There is a key to every problem. This one can be solved,—and must. In fact, every particular case of insanity, or each class of cases, is an independent problem, and the key exists. Will it ever be found? It is not too much to say, that faithful students have _ solved some of the problems already : towards others, they are progressing, inch by inch. Patience! The day and the hour will come. Dr. Peterson, of Hickory Hall, is a student. He recognizes, in the suspension or partial suspension of the mental faculties, in mental distortion or weakness, a grand scope for research. A new patient is to him anew study. He admits, being utterly without quack- ery, that the case may baffle him, that he cannot handle it as a mason would set a stone. J/ay baffle him! there are infinite chances that it w/ laugh all his knowledge to scorn. But, patience, good people! It will not always be thus. A few generations of students, a stronger concentration of the light which is pouring in upon the world, and the new science will come forth in full panoply. It has taken six thousand years to bring Dr. Peterson to the birth. He ought to da _ good work for Mother Earth and her other children. 66 DOCTOR BEN. But even body-treatment is not yet perfected. It ss still possible for a “noted” physician to declare that a kidney trouble is heart disease, and not to dis- cover his mistake until the post-mortem. Indeed, it is only a few years ago that D’Alembert told us of one of the leading medical lights of France, who retired after a practice of thirty years, giving as his reason for so doing, that he was “weary of guessing.” Good physicians, honest ones, men who are determined to make medicine a science and not a bugaboo, will go on guessing, conjecturing, experimenting, investigat- | ing, — and we know with what grand results. And if body-treatment, with its thousands of years of study, is thus imperfect, it would be folly to expect mind-treat- ment to be perfected in only two hundred, — it would be within bounds to say even fifty. For let us compare what now is with what has been. — Not many years ago, no one cared to know whether such a man as Ben Hollins had any semblance of humanity, except the bodily, left in him. The divine spark was considered to be totally extinguished. Even the Reformation, much vaunted for its grand achieve- ments, somehow failed to touch this large class of Christ’s sheep effectively. True, it may be said in one sense to have inaugurated, or to have paved the way for, the steps which have since been taken in mental science. But of itself, it did nothing but in a moment of pity drive the monks out of the priory of St. Mary of Bethlem, and convert the premises into an asylum. Where were the physicians, and where the intelligent keepers? Not yet known. On the BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. 167 contrary, pity was satisfied when it had placed over the unhappy inmates of St. Mary’s as barbarous a set of men as were ever bred in Rome, or for that matter in Africa or in the Society Islands. The poor crea- tures confined there were lashed and beaten, starved and murdered. The keepers were allowed, by special enactment, to exhibit the “crazy folk” to a gaping public. In one year, it is recorded, eight thousand people came to see this spectacle, to look upon men and women literally caged, some snarling and biting, some shrinking in half-conscious fear and shame into darkest corners. All this (and much more that can- not be written) at a charge, set by the law, of one penny a head. From the mouths of these eight thousand came a new word, — “‘ Bedlam,’’— formed out of a barbarous twisting of that name of no other than tender memo- ries, Bethlem, Bethlehem; for water out of whose well David longed; the town where Ruth the Mo- abitess found sweet welcome, the town where Jesus was born. Bethlehem,—house of bread! Bedlam, —house of starvation and grief ! “ Bedlam” seems to have been, for many years, the model upon which all English institutions for the insane were built and conducted. In them thousands were consigned to darkness and filth, maltreated and murdered on slightest provocation. Not an effort seems to have been made for their curve. Their keep was the sole consideration. And England has written of herself, that, in the brief space of eighty years, no less than forty-five thousand insane people were hung, 168 DOCTOR BEN. shot, drowned, or otherwise violently disposed of, with- in her borders. Such is not the England of to-day. The ignorance and superstitions of that former England came over the ocean to this new land, as well as many good and noble ideas. Bedlam was set up here also, at an early period. The law took upon itself the whole charge of the insane. If harmless, the law allowed the unfortunate to roam about in the — character of “a fool;’’ but if he broke a dish, or mischievously unbuckled the harness of a standing horse, much more if he flung stones or shook a stick at teasing children, or struck an exasperating man, the law put forth its long arms, and sent him to Bedlam. And where was that? In the cellar, the garret, of the poorhouse or the jail. Twelve good men and true, that is to say, zo¢ tnsane, gathered together with an array of big-wigs and little-wigs, and a charge was framed against the offender, — the charge that he was insane. Pro forma, he was tried, convicted, sen- tenced, like a criminal, and duly incarcerated among criminals, only to be treated with ten times as much rigor as the meanest of thieves or the most villainous of murderers. . Whence was the logic of all this? You will find it based upon the fears and the cupidity of the people. It was to be feared, the law claimed, and the people who made the law, that this man might commit crimes, — ergo, it would be better to put him away defore the crimes were committed. Why not try the working of such a principle in the slums of all our cities? And, again, there is no denying that, in early days, thrift and BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. 169 economy were among the loftiest cardinal virtues in this land. Give a man an insane son or daughter, _ one who could not dig and delve, and bring in some- thing for the household treasury, and he would go to the authorities, perhaps with tears in his eyes, and foist off the encumbrance upon the public expense. But the shocks borne by a more enlightened pa- rental, marital, and filial affection have awakened us somewhat to the study of this subject. We are begin- ning to see that our own flesh and blood, sick with mental trouble, are objects of pity and affection, as much as when:stricken with physical disease. There is still enough to be remedied, however, in our method of caring for these unfortunates. Let us - take a look at the county poorhouse for instance. Here is a veritable lordling who meets us at the door, and in manner, if not in word, resents our intrusion. Who is he? Some small political henchman, almost sure to be one of the meanest of his class. He has done an amount of most unclean work for “ the party,” and must be rewarded with a place. The poorhouse is thought to be a fitting niche for this man, and he is installed without pomp or ceremony. He surveys his field with an eye to the profits. For the aged he cares little enough, for the sick no more, — the in- sane are his especial aversion. ‘These he endeavors to keep out of sight} out of his own sight, mind you, quite as much as of other people’s. Without exercise, air, proper food, or any medical care worth speaking of, they are shut up, tied, nay, chained. What won: der that they decome madmen? 170 DOCTOR BEN. And while the process of converting them into maniacs is going on, this heartless administrator of what is intended to be a public charity actually spends occasional moments of his valuable time in reasoning with the unfortunate lunatic. He threatens generally, coaxes rarely. A cry of distress is followed by new punishment, a protest by abuse or a blow. Such things are a blot upon any social system, a shame to any people. But this world is waking to what the Lord Christ : sought to teach. Did not he give the grandest im- petus to medical art? Did he not point out that blindness and deafness might be cured? the speech- less tongue, the paralyzed limb, be restored? the very dead be raised to life again? And yet men read of his mighty works, and speak of them only as miracles. This is drivelling superstition and weakness. Hear his majestic words! “Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also ; and greater works than these shall he do.” Your average ecclesiastic, even, disposes of this text, and of the glorious heritage which it announces, in quite a remarkable fashion. He takes down a cer- tain history of the Church, and reads therein of the death of Ignatius and some of his contemporaries, and apparently derives solid comfort from this closing sentence, “About this time miracles ceased in the Church.” Yes, they did cease, because the condition upon which they were given to men ceased. Men ceased to believe in Christ, and began to put faith in wooden images and pictures of him. Then came BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. 171 a furious battle against these, with much pretentiously pious iconoclasm, and a substitution of mental images. The real Christ was just as much forgotten as before, and this man’s Christ and that man’s Christ substi- tuted. Are the preachers telling us to-day exactly and precisely the words of Jesus of Nazareth? Not at all; but they are hurling firstlies and secondlies at us, clinched with the unconvincing logic of “J be- lieve this,” and “It is my opinion that.” And these generations of image-worshippers, whether wooden or mental, have been swallowed up in the ardor of Pope- service and Reformer-service, with very little substan- tial difference between them when you come to sift the matter ; and trooping in among them, a free-lance in the fight, comes the sceptic, cutting and slashing right and left, knocking over Cavalier and Roundhead indiscriminately. Has he any quarrel against the real Christ? None whatever. His ire is really against the false ones, — the images ; and it makes little difference to him whether they be visible or invisible. No wonder, then, that miracles ceased. But what is this that is coming to the world? Has faith begun to revive? Certainly the miracles are coming round again. The sick are better cared for, the insane are no longer stoned to death by an ignorant, brutal mob, who the next hour will be counting beads, or piously repeating the Book of Leviticus backwards. To the clergy it may be left to tell whether “to the poor the gospel is preached.” It is not intended here to set up any barrier of com- parison between the two charitable professions. It is 172 DOCTOR BEN. always a pity that these two professions cannot more intimately go hand in hand. The time is coming when they will. Short-sighted and opinionated sceptics in one, and raving anti-materialists in the other, will be swept out of sight and hearing, some day. Meantime there is much to be’ done in the particular field which we are surveying, — a public sentiment to be built up which shall insist upon the final retirement of the barbarism which has hung upon our skirts too long, a private intelligence to be communicated which shall make each individual man and woman look upon in- sanity in a clearer light. And here, as well as anywhere else, a certain phase of insanity may be touched upon. Boileau hit upon it in a satirical strain, which is not so very far from doctrinal truth : — “ Tous les hommes sont fous, Et, malgré tous les soins, Ne different entre eux Que du plus ou des moins.” (Having no translation at hand, the writer begs pardon of the whole fraternity of poets for the fol- lowing :) All men, no doubt, are mad, Though some take pains to hide it. The exposure, true, is sad, But we may as well abide it: The truth is infinitely sadder, — We all are mad, and some are madder. There is a grain of truth in Boileau’s satire. What mean these accusations which are heard in all quar- > BETHLEHEM — BEDLAM. 173 ters, — men. charging one another with want of rea- son? Look carefully, my splendid man, my elegant woman, straining every nerve, pulling hard upon every muscle, daring sickness and death ! There are questions of positively moral import for you to consider in this connection. Look at the. names of a few of them, and consider ! | Overwork, whether mental or physical. Undue absorption in one particular pursuit. The use of alcohol and opium. | Physical habits of degeneracy, of whatever sort. Do not flinch. If you are sane, face these ques- tions. . One further reflection. There is “an old saw” — “Once insane, always insane’”?— which may as well be laid aside, as a rusty, toothless affair. It is but another relic of the old barbarism. It has caused the shedding of oceans of tears. We do not mean that every case will or can be cured. No one dares, as yet, to say that. The miracle-time has not fully come yet. There are some who go down into the darkest part of this “valley of the shadow of death,” never to emerge till Jesus of Nazareth shall come and lead them to the new light of God’s great day. For these summon all your patience and pity, and wait for the hour of “restitution of all things.” So far as this world is concerned, death .is the only known release. But for the many keep a warm place at your fire- side and in your hearts. Coldness and dread, con- tempt and neglect, have sent many a man back again to mental agony. Be like “the Giant’s” noble wife. 174 DOCTOR BEN. For here it may be disclosed to you that “the Giant” has ceased his military operations. His campaign is over: he has gone home. And how do you think he found matters there? His slippers on the fender, the table set for supper, and his old favorite dishes steam- ing for him, his wife in the dress he loved best to see her in, his dog ready to bounce upon him, the even- ing paper laid ready to his hand. You would have supposed “the Giant” had but returned from a jour- ney. DOCTOR BEN. 175 CHAPTER XVI. DOCTOR. BEN. O illustrate the preceding chapter, and to com- plete our comparison of what has been with what is, in the treatment of the insane, we return to Ben Hollins and Hickory Hall. Not so many years ago there would have been no Hickory Hall for Ben to go to. No one would have thought of finding a key to his troubles, or of there being any possible remedy for his disorder. The loving ones at Elmswoods would have cared for him | just as tenderly, no doubt; beyond that, all they would or could have done would be to sit helplessly by him, waiting, perhaps, for some accident of nature. Not even would there have been any Pool of Siloam, upon whose banks to place Ben for a weary waiting for the moving of the waters. But at Hickory Hall there were men of intelligence, with note-books in their pockets, walking with Ben, . sitting with him in-doors and out-of-doors, talking with him, noting slightest changes in him, observing his habits of speech, of action, of physegue. Thank thee, Gaul, for more words than one! Moreover, these note-books passed into the doctor’s hands, their contents to be verified or rejected by his larger expe- 176 DOCTOR BEN. rience and knowledge. It was an almost shapeless mass of metal upon which Ben’s custodians began to work ; but one day Dr. Peterson made a definite mark upon the mass; another day, another mark; and yet another and another, until the lines he had drawn upon its surface indicated that a discovery was not far off. Line one was as if the letter JZ had been drawn upon the metal. What next? An e, an m, an 0, an v,—and Dr. Peterson quietly said to him- self, “Memory / Yes, this man has the beginnings of memory. ‘Through that eae he must be led back to sanity.” Dr.. Peterson proceeded to compose a new cate- chism, designed for Ben’s sole instruction. But he was entirely in the dark. He supposed Ben to be a bona fide Englishman, and puzzled the poor fellow with a hundred and one questions concerning Lon- don, and Durham, and Bristol, and Manchester; Ben passing a very poor examination, therefore, in the new catechism. The doctor was also in the dark as to Ben’s family and connections ; and the little surprises he laid for his patient, in order to reach the thin little speck of thread whereby to get at this machinery of memory, went for nought. - Dr. Peterson finally went to thinking in another direction, saying to one of his coadjutors, “ Laidlaw, this Ben is no Englishman. He is a Canadian. There is some hocus-pocus in this.” Gager thereupon was directed to write letters to various banks whose checks had come to Hickory Hall, to the post-office authorities at Toronto, and even to “Ephraim Hollins and Son, Millington, Ont.,” DOCTOR BEN. — 177 one of their drafts having actually been tendered in payment of Ben’s charges. But from all the same reply came: “ No knowledge of Mr. E. P. Hallowell.” “Ephraim Hollins and Son” added that “in all prob- ability their check had passed into Mr. Hallowell’s hand in some business process.’”” How Mr. Hollins would have leaped if he had seen that letter! But he did not see it. It came, in due course of busi- ness, into Thomas Macrae’s hands, —how, will be seen in a subsequent chapter of this narrative; and Macrae smiled as he calmly dictated a reply, which one of the bookkeepers at the office wrote. Dr. Peterson is not a man to be baffled by a few obstacles. In lieu of information from others, he determined to procure what he could from Ben him- self. He gathered up the names of “ Ben, Macrae, Hartley, Thomas, Betty,” and the words, “ mills, car, fisherman, you get out of this,” and innumerable others. It was a laborious way to go to work, — something as if a man should undertake to build a house with his own hands, and should have to. go to the quarry for each particular stone; but the edi- fice assumed proportions in time. During the second autumn and winter of Ben’s stay at Hickory Hall, his happy disposition left him for a time, and he became very cross, sometimes ugly. People of the imagination plagued him. His tor- mentress assumed great sway over him, and disturbed his serenest moments. Sometimes even in the night Ben could be heard crying out, “Now, don’t you do that again, I tell you!” and flying dowz the hall. 178 DOCTOR BEN. Or, if the like occurred in the daytime, some one would call out, “Look out for Ben!” and before “Merry” could get his feet shaped for retreat, bang would come Ben’s pillow, and down would go the marshal of the city of New York. Generally it ended in a laugh all around, “Merry” no less pleased than the rest. Ben had great jousts, also, with the beds, bureaus, and doors. In his anger, he would shake their wits out almost. He rasped his own knuckles until they bled. And Dr. Peterson stood by and smiled (the heart- less man), and, turning to an attendant, gave directions which would have sounded very oddly in a sick-room. Dr. Peterson seemed to glory in making Ben more and more active. He even laughed when Ben’s _ water-pitcher went where all good pitchers go (in the insane-asylum): he expressed satisfaction even in a heap of kindling-wood and splinters found in Ben’s room one morning, manufactured by the patient out of two respectable chairs. The three magnates, in a body, went over to the office more than once during this period, to suggest “the crib, or at least the muffs;” but Dr. Peterson only said, “You may be right, gentlemen —and, by the way, Fisher, much obliged to you for those fine mushrooms you sent in yesterday.” To this period of activity, however, succeeded one of semi-stupefaction. It looked hard for Ben, for a month or two. But, lo! with returning spring, Ben woke up again. DOCTOR BEN. 179 He came out in new colors. About this time John Wickson — “ that miserable Wickson ’”’ — had returned to Hickory Hall, after one of his periodical absences ; and his appearance on the lawn was the signal for something of an excitement. ‘ Merry,” with an ex- clamation of disgust, vexation, or despair, picked up his camp-chair, newspapers, books, spectacles, cane, and shoes, and retreated. The other patients civilly shook hands with Wickson, and prepared for a siege of endless talk, innumerable questions, and a recitation of the histories of Rome, Greece, Assyria, Egypt, and the Revolutionary War. For some time Ben stood listening, and looking abstractedly into Wickson’s face, — listening and looking, that is, to all appearance: in reality, he was looking into another world, and listening to inaudible voices. One of the patients, however, suddenly called out, “Well, Ben, what sort of man is he?” Ben answered, “Ha, ha! Well, I couldn’t say, — exactly, —at least, not without an examination.” A flash of memory, this ; not an important one, but bear- ing yet some relation to the greater work that was going on in Ben. “Examine him then, Ben!’ was the cry from all sides. In an instant Ben was behind Wickson, and his fingers were moving about the patient’s head. Wickson flinched just once, then took in the humor of the proceeding, and submitted. And now rolled off from Ben’s lips a phrenological rigmarole, in as scientific shape as any professor could have invented. 180 DOCTOR BEN. “ Secretiveness — small ; caution — small; benevo- lence —large ; self-esteem — tremendous ; approbation —large ; veneration — doubtful ; conscientiousness — hardly perceptible ; locality — good ; tune —large, very large, ha, ha! quite a musical gentleman, I should say ; comparison — small ; combativeness — large ; destruc- tiveness — very large.” After a fashion of his own, Ben had made a tolerable selection from the thirty-three “ bumps ;”’ and now in turn every patient on the lawn had a fancy for a phrenological examination. Ben was in demand, and went through his prescribed labors in a dignified way, every examination being in much the same terms, and in the main complimentary, as a genuine phrenological statement should be. The patients took the cue from this affair ; and poor little Schmidt, once a Broad-street man of great finan- cial operations, now an unhappy victim of melancholia, took Ben aside to consult him upon his many ailments. Robbins claimed next attention, then another and another; and that day Ben graduated in medicine, took out his diploma, and went into a large if not lucrative practice. His own mind —this word may be used advisedly — absorbed the notion of his fellow-patients, and he as- sumed the 7d/e which has given a title to this book. And from this time on, if Ben had ever been in danger of forgetting his new office, the patients would have restored him to his medical position. For not an evening was allowed to pass without a summons at least from Schmidt and Robbins. Until, at last, Ben DOCTOR BEN. 18I _ fell into a regular habit of making a round of medical calls. With hat and gloves on, and a cane under his arm, Ben would knock at Schmidt’s door. “ How are you to-night, sir?’”’ Ben would ask, in that doctor’s voice which we have all heard with glad- ness or dread. “Oh! I am very meeserabble,” was the invariable reply. ‘“‘I am more meeserabble efery day. I am eaten alife, doctor, wit my sorrows. I shall nefare, nefare see my wife again? Do you think I shall efare see my wife again? Do you think I shall efare go home, doctor?” “Oh! well—go home?” Ben would ask, poor Schmidt’s tears softening his heart, — “go home? Why, yes, I dare say you’ll go home again, —let me see, now !— well, just as soon as the street-lamps are lighted, now. Will that do?” Then would come a long pause. ‘These two would stand looking at each other; Schmidt, a foot shorter than Ben, gazing up at him over his eye-glasses, and Ben dangling his hands in bewildered helplessness. It was a scene to make a stone weep. And, in the midst of your tears, Ben would whirl about, and take Schmidt’s pulse, look at his tongue, ask him a few questions, so like your family physician, with the same air, the same cautious, soothing, authori- tative tone, and, patting Schmidt on the shoulder, exclaim, — “A little feverish, I should say, to-night. A cooling draught will set you all right. Suppose you try now a small dose, —say two gallons of whiskey, and four ~\ 182 DOCTOR BEN. ounces of quinine. Take it to-morrow morning be- fore breakfast.” Next door Ben would find Delorme, one of the magnates, laid up with a sprained ankle. A man of sixty, who climbs trees, may expect such accidents. Ben has assisted the attendants to dress this ankle so many times that he is fairly acquainted with the case, and on this official visit he is prepared to administer to Delorme pretty vigorously. ‘I want you to try next,” he says, “a plaster of goose-oil and tar,—say fourteen or fifteen pounds, —tie it around your back, you know ; and after that, a tonic, I should think about two gallons of whiskey and four ounces of qui- nine,—to be taken just before breakfast. Good night.” “Hold on, doctor,” Delorme said one evening. “Are you very busy now?” “Very, very. Great many sick just now, —regular epidemic.” ‘What is it?” “Well — we call it the diamorphous hypogene, you know. Ha, ha! Latin and Greek! To tell you the truth,” Ben whispers, “we used to call it colic, in — ah! what’s the name of that place, now?” Speak it, Ben, speak it! One syllable of it! It is the clew to your past history, the very word of all for- gotten words which is most desired at the office. Memory pulls and pushes, but the wheels of her chariot will not move out of the deep rut into which they are fallen. ‘They can be made to move, however, Dr. Peterson says ; and, if ingenuity can accomplish it, 5 DOCTOR BEN. 183 they will stand again on level ground, whole and round and workable. During the spring-time Dr. Peterson was studying two especial cases with intense care,— Ben’s and the “Giant’s.” Both are putting forth new energies. Ben’s are gentle manifestations, for the most part. But the “Giant” is tearing every thing to pieces. When he mounts the wall, and brandishes his news- paper threateningly at Gager, calling, — fairly yelling at him, — “It was you who shot Lady Jane Grey in the leg,— I saw you, — you're a spy, sir ;”’ or when he interrupts Wickson’s melodious warbling of ‘ Wash all my guilty stains away,” at four o’clock in the morning, with the assurance that if he did not immediately “shut up,” he would come over and wash out his “countless guilty stains” in his own blood, — “ your blood, sir, do you hear?” the “Giant’s”’ energy was unmistakable, and the whole north wing was painfully aware of it. The paramount facts were, that Ben was developing, _ day by day, in accord with his own natural character, while the “Giant” had assumed a character: in real sane life, he was just as gentle a man as Ben Hollins. And yet Dr. Peterson said, ‘“ Both these men are going to get well.” What depths must be sounded, then, if men of the same natural characteristics are to be treated differently! Give the doctors time, there- fore, good people! They are solving a multitude of problems. The equations are long ones: four, five, twenty unknown quantities are in them. “Home” was a word which came into frequent 184 DOCTOR BEN. use, in the interviews of physicians and attendants with Ben and the “ Giant,”’ at this time. The one flew into illogical frenzy at the word. Faintest recollec- tions of home-life mingled with images of ancient and modern warriors. ‘“‘Home!” he would cry. “Yes, home! My name is Farragut —lash me to the mast -—load those howitzers to the muzzle, and give it to em. Now—bang !—there she goes, right into Canal Street. Where’s Gen. Hubby? Send him here to black my boots instantly. I’m going home!” _ The other smiled at the word, stirred to some faint impression and feeling, which yet he had no power to grasp and mould into a distinct idea. But the very smile was something, in Dr. Peterson’s mind. Behind it, he knew, lay a wide realm of fact and reason. Woe to you, Thomas Macrae, if Ben Hollins should some day find that realm all open and clear! If the remembrance of father and mother, and bride, of Comfort Lodge, and even of that night journey, and the refuge at Si Kimber’s, shall come to him all fresh and untrammelled! You were not dealing with a dead man, Thomas Macrae, but with an insane man. “Dead men tell no tales,” it is said. Insane men remember. | CARNEY DUGAN. 185 CHAPTER XVII. CARNEY DUGAN. E must needs take a flight now to the north; for other characters than Ben and his new- found companions demand some notice at our hands. And, first of all, what had become of that blundering creature with whose fortunes Macrae’s had become so _ unhappily.involved ? - Carney’s uneventful journey to Quebec ended in her standing on the wharf at the early hour of half- past six in the morning of Friday, Sept. 14. Whither should she go? In-which one of all these houses, great and small, should she look for shelter? Thomas Macrae’s command that she should avoid her old acquaintance came vaguely to her mind; and Carney made short work of reconciling disobedience to that injunction with the ardent desire which had ~ been growing in her all through her journey, to see Patsy Doniphan, the friend of her younger days. “T’ll find the pos’offy steps as well from Doniphan’s as from elsewhere,” she thought. So all day long the half-bewildered woman wandered through the streets. Here and there she made inquiry, fruitless for the most part; and the chilling premoni- tions of night were gathering rapidly around her before 186 DOCTOR BEN. she received any satisfaction from the replies made to her questions by impatient or indifferent wayfarers. At length, however, she wandered into St. Roch, and men began to tell her more confidently of Patsy Doni- phan’s whereabouts. There were plenty now, who knew at least where “T’ree Pistol’? Street was, and who directed Carney’s footsteps thither. | But Carney found herself in a new world. A strag- gling byway of thirty years ago had become a crowded row of buildings. One only familiar object came within Carney’s view,—an old stone shop on the corner of Trois Pistoles and Secours. And where was Patsy Doniphan’s house, which used to stand next? Opportunely a Aadifan came that way; and Carney laid hold of him boldly, saying, “ Av ye plaize, sir, is Patsy Doniphan alive? An’ does he live near by?” The Aaditan lifted both hands, as if these were the most surprising questions he had ever listened to, and in a shrieking, quavering voice, cried out, — “Passtee Doanphan! Iss Passtee Doanphan avif? L’vieux bo’ Passtee ?”’ “‘What-and-iver is dhe man sayin’ an’ doin’?”’ mut- tered Carney. M. Papatou loved a bit of gossip, and a bit of drink, better than any thing else in this world ; and he scented here a rare opportunity. Taking Carney’s hand, therefore, without ceremony, he dragged her along, pointing and gesticulating violently with his free hand, and pouring forth a volley of words. “Come! Passtee Doanphan lif! Pastee ver’ olt! CARNEY DUGAN. 187 Bo’ man, Passtee Doanphan! Coam wis moi, voyez! Ici Passtee ’ouse, v’la!”’ Saying which, M. Papatou ushered Carney into the commodious public room of Doniphan’s establish- ment. A crowd of Irish and provincial French were gathered here, filling all the space except one wide clearing, in the midst of which, seated in a large easy-_ chair which no one else ever dared to occupy, was the proprietor himself. With utter lack of that decorum which the great Mr. Doniphan expected of all visitors, M. Papatou drew Carney to the foot of the throne, calling aloud as he approached, “Hi! Passtee Doanphan! v’la ta mére, ta tante! I haf her deescofer pa’ d’hors!” Then lowering his voice almost to a whisper, he added, “‘ Prappa she like a somesing —somesing to dhrrink! Hi! me too? Iss colt!” “‘ Misther Poppytoes !”’ said Doniphan, “ would you do me the favor to explain dhis most extr’or’nery per- ceeding? If it’s a joke, it’s a very poor one!” “ Ah! Passtee, now, — bo’ Passtee, voyez ”’ — To what extent the rising storm might have risen we shall never know; for Carney had not come to Doniphan’s to play a silent part, and at this point addressed royalty after the following fashion : — “ An’ is dhis you, Misther Doniphan? I’d niver expec’ the han’ o’ age to lay so light on you! It’s dhe look uv dhe lad of twinty dhat lingers in yure pace |” Old Doniphan was duly impressed with this compli- ment, and endeavored to rise. His rheumatic limbs, 188 DOCTOR BEN. however, straightened but slowly; and, half upright, half bent over, — looking something like a comma, — he replied to Carney, — “Dhere’s something in dhe toans uv yure v’ice, madam, dhat strikes famillerly on me hear’n, but I’m entirely astray wid dhe face.” “‘An’ what’s dhe matther wid me face?” asked Carney in indignation. “Well,” replied Doniphan, as if to give her back as good as she sent, “I can’t say as it’s a purty one, mem, agin me conscience and me own eyesight too.”’ A wailing cry broke upon the ears of the assem- blage, attracting the attention of all. ‘“Oh-h-h! to be spoke to dhat away be ole frinds! O Pat Doni- phan ! it’s a heart dhat beat warm an’ thrue for you an’ yours dhat you’ve broke dhis day! An’ times was whin you’d ’a’ fought all Anthrim, if anny other man had said dhe like o’ dhat!” . Drawing himself up a trifle nearer to the perpen- dicular, Doniphan gazed at Carney earnestly. In a more respectful tone he addressed her at last, but with an overwhelming care not to lose one jot of his own dignity. “Plaize to zx-cuse me imponderousness, mem,” he said; “but re’ly, dhe illusions you make to dhe toimes an’ places dhat’s past and gone is not very prespicuous. If I iver had dhe felicity uv knowin’ you in dhim times, why don’t ye promulga¢e it, an’ be done wid it?” Carney’s bony index-finger was in the air in an instant ; and it bent this way and crooked that way, — CARNEY DUGAN. 189 as Carney asked, with ludicrous solemnity, “Was it you, Pat Doniphan, dhat fought wid Con Cormick wanc’t for a lass in Arboe?” The old man gave an extra tug at his obstinate knees in order to lift his face more nearly to a level with Carney’s. He peered into the mass of shrivelled skin and dry wrinkles, then, with a wild “ Hurroo!” flung dignity to the winds, and his arms around Car- ney’s neck. “Tt’s Carney Roak that was! it’s Carney Roak!” he cried. “Is it you, Carney? More be token, I dhramed a dhrame uv you, two nights agone! An’ why, Carney dear, didn’t you come a year ago? Sure, there’d ’a’ be’n a weddin’ as sure’s my name’s Path- rick Doniphan ; for I was lonesome widout Mary !” M. Papatou danced about the couple in ecstasies, rubbing his thin hands together, grinning, and firing off volley after volley of that awful Aadztan speech. “V’la —sa mere —sa tante —ou sceur— voyez — bo’ — quel grande — charma’ — Papatou find — me, Papatou — dans Il’rue — oh — heureux Doanphan — happee man!” Finally, touching Doniphan’s arm, he whispered, “Hi! Doanphan, gret times ziss ! — wiskee !” “ To be sure!’ exclaimed the potentate, recalled to all his self-importance. ‘Such occasions as dhis calls for dhe most onlimited hostility! Tim, be lively now! Bring dhe lady a sate, some of you! Dhere, Carney ! next me own, dear! And, Tim, something for Mrs. Dugan,—out uv dhe little Killarney bar’l. Have it shtamin’, Tim, and an ixtry gratin’ uv nut- I9O DOCTOR BEN. mig! Ah! Carney dear!” he said, with a fond sinile, “don’t I remimber dhat ye war always fonder uv dhe nutmig dhan uv dhe spirit ?”’ Long and earnestly the two talked together, the rest of the company turning again to their own affairs, and respecting the exclusiveness in which Doniphan and Carney wrapped themselves. ‘The clock sounded nine at length, and Carney protested that she must seek a lodging. Then hospitality (or “ hostility,’”” — they were all one to Doniphan) mterposed, and Carney was informed that no other lodging need be looked for than could be furnished in that very house. Carney was hereupon carried off to the inner apart- ments, and introduced to the female members of the household, Mrs. Tim and Mrs. Pat junior. More punch was brought in, and Carney’s tongue outran the tongues of all the Doniphans. Her whole story was told to these eager listeners, — her intended jour- ney, her expectation of Macrae (only she spoke of him as Mr. McGovern), her long residence at Guelph (as she put it romantically), and, finally, a revelation that she was penniless. At this last the current of conversation suddenly changed. Doniphan’s hotel, the ‘ Pride of Neagh,” had not been built up out of hospitalities to penniless women. Many a poor immigrant and emigrant could tell a different story from that. Many a one had come into that house with pounds, and been glad to get away again with shillings. Old Doniphan’s joy came to an end, therefore, the very moment Carney pronounced herself destitute of - CARNEY DUGAN. 19I money ; and the old hypocrite hobbled out of Tim’s private parlor, without even saying “ good-night” to his dear Carney Roak. Left to the tender mercies of surly Tim, Carney plunged into difficulties at once. A hot dispute — through which we need not follow them —raged be- tween the two for a brief time, at the end of which Tim escorted Carney to the door, and bade her take herself out of sight. For a parting salute, Carney drew out of her bosom her bag of coins, and shook them in Tim’s face, saying, ‘“‘Mayhap, now, ye’d like what’s in dhat. Dhe poun’s an’ shillin’s of dhis wurruld isn’t all in Pat Doniphan’s till, an’ isn’t goin’ dhere aither.” Out into the night the forlorn old woman went, but only to encounter a more rapacious specimen of St. Roch hospitality than Patsy Doniphan’s. She had hardly gone a dozen paces, when a touch arrested her aimless steps. “Ts this Mrs. Dugan?” asked an unfamiliar voice. “Mrs. Dugan dhat was Carney Roak? Me uncle, Misther Blannerty, saw you at ‘The Pride,’ and sez he, ‘Dhim murtherin Doniphans’ll do her an injury.’ An’ sure, I’ve been watchin’ iver sence, Mrs. Roak, for fear dhey’d be vi’lent wid you. An’ me uncle says you're to come to his house an’ sleep the night. Dhis way, plaise.”’ “T niver knowed a Blannerty in all me days,” replied Carney ; “but a roof’s a roof in dhis weather.” Ushered by this stranger into an upper room, through labyrinthine passages which she could never have 192 DOCTOR BEN. threaded alone, Carney waited for some time with- out so much as one glimpse of the hospitable Mr. Blannerty. Her street-friend came in presently, how- ever, with a steaming glass; and assuring her that his uncle sent it with his compliments, and that it had an extra grating of nutmeg on it, as his uncle remembered that all the Roaks were extravagantly fond ofthat article, and begging Carney to excuse Mr. Blannerty until he could find his Sunday clothes, he departed and left her to herself, —left her to drink the punch, and almost instantly to sink down to the floor in the most profound slumber that ever came over her. Long after midnight Carney awoke, feeling chilled and weary. Moreover, she found herself in the open air. Voices of men in uniform were about her. One was saying, “Come, old woman, paving-stones are poor bedding for such old bones as yours.” Carney arose weakly, and spoke of Mr. Blannerty. The officers laughed at this, and brought upon them- selves a storm of indignation. They laughed again, and offered to see Carney home. She had no home, and they marched her off. At the police-station she was searched, and not a sow could be found upon her. Next morning the docket at the court where such cases are disposed of showed the following entry of committal: “ Bridget Blannerty, vagrancy; one month,” etc. Carney’s power of fibbing was not filched from her, at all events. But the post-office steps were hence- forth as impossible to her as the deck of “The Breton,” or the shores of Neagh. CARNEY DUGAN. 193 Carney’s month of incarceration passed ; and again she stood upon the streets of Quebec a free woman, —free to starve, free to drift about in an old woman’s helpless manner, free to hate the place which had offered her nothing but insult since she set her foot upon its pavements, free to hate the man through whose agency she had been led hither. As to the man, her ill-feeling towards him was only fitful. There was no ardor in it, no virulence. For the town she reserved the full power of her wrath, and her desire for vengeance could compass no more dire calamity than a formal and utter forsaking of the town and all that was in it. With one longing look at the river and the ocean-going craft, therefore, Carney took her departure. Not caring whither she went, she drifted westwards, always keeping near the river. At Batiscan, boatmen took pity on her, and brought her as far as Montreal. But there was no stopping here. City streets and city people were all hateful in Carney’s sight, and on she went. But the cold north- ers were blowing now, and locking up rivers and lakes with chains of ice. There were no more boatmen, therefore, to help Carney on her purposeless journey. She must trudge, push her way on foot as best she might. Here and there Carney found hospitality, — shelter and food, if nothing more. Again she fell into the hands of the law, was sent to poorhouses and jails, was passed on by rail to the next town. After a whole winter of such tribulation, Carney found herself in a northern county, absolutely without oS 194 DOCTOR BEN. resource. An official scanned the wretched figure, and inquired into her case. Carney bewildered him with a long line of fibs which left him no resource but to send her out of the place,—as he thought chari- tably. Personally he put her upon a cross-country rail- way, ticketed her to the terminus, away off up in the north somewhere, and went back to his own warm house in peace. At the end of this trip Carney felt indeed as if she had reached Ultima Thule. “And a mighty black place it is!” she said to herself. One solitary light twinkled within her range of vision, and thither Carney directed her way. And here she found at last a bit of genuine hospitality. Jim Bogle’s house would seem no whit better to an architectural eye than some of the tumble-down cot- tages which lie by the roadside below Windsor Castle, if placed in such unfortunate contrast. But up here in the wild lands, and in Carney’s eyes, it looked and was a haven of rest. Great was her grief, therefore, next morning, to hear that Bogle and all his family were to close the house that day, and make a journey of forty miles away. Every year, when the snows melted and the streams filled up, Bogle made this change in his household arrangements. It was his business to go into a certain lumber district, to superintend the float- ing of the winter’s cut of timber. Inventive and reckless, Carney had no sooner heard a name given to the destination of the Bogles than she declared it was the very place she was in search of. ¢ CARNEY DUGAN. 195 “ An’ did you iver hear a word uv a Misther Roak, —John Roak,—dhat lives dhere wid a wife an’ a wife’s sister, an’ siven childher? an’ good boys an’ girls, too, they are, as iver counted a bead.” John Roak, his wife, wife’s sister, and the seven children were productions of Carney’s genius, but they served her purpose as well as so many realities ; for Mrs. Bogle became at once intent upon taking Carney, and her liege good-humoredly consented. On the second day the party came to a sheet of water, of which Carney declared, that, “if Arboe was here, it would be as purty as Neagh itself.’ Here Bogle entered at- once upon the occupancy of a shanty, whose ins and outs every Bogle child, except the baby, was already familiar with; and here, the morning after their arrival, a shaggy head, a brown, good-featured face, looked in upon the party. “Flo, Jim!” cried a broad-speaking voice, “’ere you be agin, eh? Wull, who be the new one? That ben’t your mother, now?” “Naw,” replied Bogle. “’Who be it,-then?” “Do’n knaw.” “Tm blowed!” Then turning towards the outer regions, the voice called, in louder speech, “Say, Bawffy, coom a-here! ’Ere’s Jim, an’ Missus Bogle, an’ Missus Somebody-else !”’ Si Kimber was not only an inn-keeper: in winter his establishment had no attractions, and Si went to the farther end of Little Bear Lake, to cut timber, Baffy and Debby also making frequent trips to the 196 DOCTOR BEN. ~ camp. The last of these visits was now being made, and that very day Si was to turn over all responsibility as to the rafting to Bogle; he himself, scenting the coming summer, returning homewards, to furbish up fishing-tackle, to clean, calk, and paint boats. The women found in Carney an object of great in- terest. The tale of her weary journeyings, her many disasters and disappointments, her vain search after the aforesaid imaginary John Roak, was full of thrill- ing importance in their view. During the day Baffy Kimber set the wheels of change in motion again. It was clear enough to her mind that this old woman would be an incumbrance to the Bogles. “Why in natur’, then, can’t we take her?’ she asked Debby. “I’m awful lonesome when Joe’s out guidin’.” (Hereby hangs a tale, but Debby Kimber will not thank us for telling it.) The proposal was made; Carney accepted, and before bedtime had reached her home, —the only home she had known for many. months; and here she might have staid out all her days, had not events dragged her on yet one stage more, to play her part in the drama of “Ben Hollins.” . All the summer she was at peace, with hardly a thought of Ben Hollins or Thomas Macrae to ruffle the serenity of her little round of daily labor ;_ but, when the first autumn month came, it brought to Little Bear a gay party of sportsmen, — Bly Folliss, Germaine Parson, and Jack Brandon, —and to Car- hey a summons to unravel the threads of the half- forgotten past. CARNEY DUGAN. 197 A rainy afternoon at Little Bear Lake is sometimes taken by the sportsmen as a providential reminder that guns and fishing-tackle need occasional repair- ing and putting in order. All hands, even Baffy and Debby, turn to at this necessary labor. On one such occasion, and to break a temporary lull in the con- versation, Bly Folliss, holding a “tip” in one hand and a brass ferrule in the other, said, — “By the way, Debby, did you ever hear any thing more about that crazy man who was here last Sep- tember?” “Not a thing,” replied Debby. “I guess it was all right, or we should have been pretty sure to hear somethin’ or other.” “A crazy man?” asked Carney. “Parson thought it might be young Mr. Hollins of Millington,” added Bly. Carney’s eyes began to glisten, and her attitude betrayed an eagerness to hear more, but not a word would she say. “Yes,” chimed in Germaine Parson : “ I suspected it, to say the least ; and my suspicion cost mea journey.” Other subjects followed, and this one passed away ; but Carney Dugan’s memories were aroused, a long train of them stretching twice the length of the two Provinces, and leading into a darkness which Carney now began to desire to penetrate. In. the evening of that same day the flashing of a gold ornament at Debby’s throat attracted Carney’s eye. Again and again she went up close to the girl, to see the bauble more nearly. 198 DOCTOR BEN. “It’s dhe same as dhe other one,” she muttered. “ Dhe same as dhe one he left on the timber on Bridge Hill! Miss, might I see that ? “Where in dhe power uv mercy did ye git it, miss?’’ asked Carney, after turning the onyx cuff- button over and over. “That crazy man the gentlemen spoke of left it here when his brother took him away.” “Dhe crazy man? what crazy man?” asked Car- ney. Then Debby told the story of Ben’s arrival, his short stay at the Kimbers’, and his departure. “Oh, murther! murther! it’s him! it’s him!” groaned Carney, adding inconsistently enough, “ An’ what was dhe name uv him?” “The other man called him Ben,” answered Debby. “ An’ dhe other man’s name?” “Ben called him Tom.” Carney silenced herself now utterly. Not another word would she say upon the subject to any one at Little Bear Lake. Soon after this Bly Folliss and party left the hunt- ing-grounds, and returned to city life; and from the hour of their departure Carney Dugan grew restless and neglectful. The next party of sportsmen voted: her a nuisance. At length, some weeks after Folliss’s departure, Car- ney made her appearance in Baffy Kimber’s kitchen one morning, bundle in hand. Said she, — “Mrs. Kimber, it’s dhat kind you’ve been to me, dhat I’d like to work dhe last turn uv me fist for you. CARNEY DUGAN. 199 But I’d a dhrame las’ night. My Barney stud by me bed, he did; an’ sez he, ‘Carney, av ye don’t hunt him up, and restore him to life, ye’ll roast foriver and iver’ An’ it’s scorchin’ me, now, Mrs. Kimber; an’ I'll just be goin’. What’s dhe price of a rail-ticket to Taranty ?” Baffy and Debby set up a loud protest against her going out into the world again, at her age and alone, and with the winter coming on. But she was immova- ble. She had conceived a purpose, — an indefinite one, indeed, but even at that it was enough to rouse all the conscience that was left in her. She had heard just enough from Bly Folliss and his friend Parson to make her confident of their assistance ; and with this she would unearth Ben Hollins, dead or alive. Perhaps he might be living, and safe at home, for aught she knew ; but, if so, she must learn all the facts. Noth- ing less would serve her now, nothing less would keep that formidable ghost of her Barney from breaking in upon her slumbers. 200 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER XVIII. AT ELMSWOODS. E must turn now in the direction of Milling- ton, where Macrae arrived, after his visit at Hickory Hall, flushed with triumph and yet cautious. He was not foolish enough to suppose that his dangers were over: he knew that especially at Millington he must be constantly alert, that he must do no act, speak no word, upon which suspicion could hang. “ His rolling eyes did never rest in place, But walkte each where for fear of hid mischaunce, Holding a lattis still before his Face, Through which he still did peep as forward he did pace.” At Elmswoods, and to many of his personal friends, therefore, Macrae gave an account of his travels in search of Ben, which had so much of truth in it that no one dreamed of there being so much as one grain of falsehood. He told boldly of his visit to Montreal and Quebec, and even spoke of having gone into the States. And why should they not believe him? Not a sus- picion had as yet been directed towards him, save possibly one little momentary doubt in Harper’s mind, — a doubt which Harper himself was ashamed of, and dismissed. AT ELMSWOODS. 201 Macrae brought gloom enough to Elmswoods. The family there had accepted it as proven, that, if Macrae returned without Ben, then hope must be laid aside, at least for the present. ‘They drifted, therefore, into that state of uncertainty which is more distressing than a knowledge of the utmost evil. Poor Betty, silent, and sorrowful as Sisera’s mother, looked inquiringly into the future; and the future only turned its disk towards her, all uninscribed and comfortless. Throughout the town, also, men felt the same cloud of uncertainty. Many a citizen of Millington has said, since the new and better times came, that he never took a journey the first year after Ben’s disappearance, without scanning the faces of travellers and of passers- by on the streets of cities and towns in the hope of discovering Ben Hollins. But such hopes rapidly grew fainter, and faded away. An ever-shifting cloud of uncertainty gathered about Thomas Macrae also. He scented Harper’s suspi- cion, faint though it was, and diverted it; and, when Harper discovered Carney’s disappearance, no one was so eager to join in the search for her as ‘Thomas Macrae. For he had his own reasons for wishing to see that woman again. Indeed, he would have given half his fortune to find her. And at Elmswoods he was always wondering whether they were not ready to rise in rebellion against the heavy weight he had laden them with. He looked into one face there with espe- cial anxiety, eagerly watching for the first sign of indifference to the lost one, and as eagerly hoping that it might be followed by signs of better import to —— 202 DOCTOR BEN. himself. But no sign was vouchsafed to him, save one like Jonah’s,—a great, rank gourd-vine of self- conceit, of delusive hope, which grew up in the still- ness of the night, and withered away in the morning. The uncertainties of life, however, do not last for- ever. ‘The autumn and winter, fitting seasons for insecurity and dread, passed away; and Macrae had become partially dulled to the pain that gnawed so sorely at his heart. And, when the spring-time came, he felt a great access of elasticity. Gradually during the winter the ladies at Elms- woods had been changing the color of their garb. At first less bright, it became sombre, and more sombre, —and at last black. “Ben is dead!” This was a great comfort to Macrae. Almost daily now, there came into the family-circle at Elmswoods this dark young man, always gentle in his speech, manly in his bearing, calm and self-pos- sessed. To be near Betty Hartley, to be on such familiar terms with that household, to feel himself growing in favor day by day; to overhear old Sandy Dart prophesy, one day, that “she’ll marry ’im yit, now I'll bat ye a tan-pun noat;”’ to touch the most electric hand in all this world, now and then; to soothe her grief in words for which she thanked him, — were not these worth living for? The early autumn came again. The leaves fell from the trees, the crops came off the ground, warmth left the earth. And other changes followed, — one momentous change ! AT ELMSWOODS. 203 On a certain evening Macrae had dined with the family at Elmswoods. For half an hour after they sat together in the library. Of a sudden the three ladies, at a sign from Mr. Hollins, left the room ; and a great constraint, which had been painfully perceptible to Macrae, deepened and enveloped him with shadows of thick darkness. “Ts it possible,” he thought, “that Ben has been found? Am I to be charged at last with a crime which has so festered in my soul that I have all but charged myself with it openly, publicly, a score of times?” With a beating heart Macrae looked at the elder one, who was pacing the floor absorbed in thought. With all his strength he held down the terror within him, as Ephraim Hollins came and laid a firm hand upon his shoulder. Then Ephraim Hollins found voice, and its tone was re-assuring. “Thomas,” he said, ‘‘ my son is dead.” Macrae longed to ask how, and where, and when ; but he was ashamed to be so weak, and held. his peace. “My son is dead. And I have been thinking, Thomas, that it is wicked in us to go on in this way any longer. I have therefore resolved to make a -change in our affairs. A whole year now, we have mourned for Ben. We shall continue to mourn for as many years as we remain here. But we have also hoped: that must be no longer. And you, Thomas, have come to be a comfort to us.” What a sick, desperate feeling was that which came 204 DOCTOR BEN. over Macrae at these words! He could have gone upon his knees, and cried, “If Ben is dead, I murdered him.” But the old man himself prevented him. “Yes, Thomas: we shall not soon forget your self- sacrifice, and your energy in searching for our lost one. I took you to my heart the day you returned. I felt that you were given to me for a son, in place of n Lot ih ‘What is all this coming to?” said Macrae to that faithful listener, himself. ‘‘T have a proposal to make to you, therefore,” the old man continued. “It is my habit to speak plain- ly, and to do business in the clearest possible way. I am too old, and too much broken now, to carry the responsibilities which crowd upon me. I must have help : a younger man must take my place, and it must be done soon. Of all the young men in my acquaint- ance, you are the one I should select, first and last. With your quick, well-tutored intelligence, you can easily master all the details of our business ; and I lay the matter before you now, as one that has been much considered, and with the full approbation of my wife. I ask only one thing of you. Let the firm name remain ‘ Hollins and Son’ as long as I live. When I am gone, do what you please. Think it over, —my son, —and tell me, at your own convenience, your conclusion.” It was no time to remain at Elmswoods. Macrae’s heart was tugging at him: it all but spoke. The library air stifled him. Had he been charged by Mr. Hollins with all that his own conscience asserted of AT ELMSWOODS. 205 him, had he been dismissed with anger and contempt, he could not have been more eager to get away, to be alone. _ Once in the open air, and out upon the road, he "gave way to the pent-up storm within. He reproached himself, he congratulated himself, he cursed the hour he was born, he bade himself be strong and watchful. No man in Macrae’s position, and with his strength, would think of making a spring at such a proposition as Ephraim Hollins had laid before him. A weaker man might. Before he had reached Bridge Hill, therefore, — for he chose the longest way home that night, step number one in his progress was fully determined upon. It was, to take his uncle into con- sultation. 7 Next morning this was done. ‘The shrewd old uncle saw the matter in only one light. It was simply a choice of career for his nephew. The law muzght bring prizes: “ Hollins and Son” had actual prizes to offer. A Scotchman angles not where there may de fishes, but where there ave fishes. The result of the conference, therefore, was, that Macrae finished all his papers in hand and gave them over to his uncle com- plete, said farewell to law-books, and went to studying ledgers at the mills. The detail of the arrangement made by and be- tween “ Hollins and Son, parties of the first part,” and “Thomas Macrae, gentleman, party of the second part, in the year of her gracious Majesty, and in ac- cordance with the statute Geor. III. 34, e¢ a/,” and all the rest of it, would be dull reading. We pass it 206 | DOCTOR BEN. - iH | by, therefore ; summing it all up in this, that, any day in October of the year after Ben’s disappearance, you’ might have seen Thomas Macrae walking the mills, as Ben Hollins had before him. You might have wit- nessed Harper’s subservience to him, — always with a slight mental protest ; you might have heard many a sly joke at his expense among the older mill-hands in regard to his “marrying that girl.” In brief, it was a new Ben that had come into the business ; and more mill-men than one thought there ought to have been a feast at Elmswoods. Even Mother Ballam had her word to say. ‘“ Wait,” she said to Sandy and Mrs. Dart, “ wait till the han’ o’ God is laid on yon young man !” All that autumn and winter Macrae was again a student ; studying machinery, and textures, and raw materials, and all the intricacies of a great and pros- perous business, — studying at Elmswoods house, also, the labyrinth of an art deeper than any business. His sonship there grew every day into more appar- ent shapeliness. The old man and wife drew him closer and closer to them, each striving to outdo the other in efforts to make this man as much their son as might be. | At times he even seemed to have come very near to the real life and soul of that household, that is, to Betty Hartley. But it was as earth comes near to sun. The attraction drew him towards her to a certain point: there was a perceptible shudder, a movement | of the elements, and away he went into space again, towards the farther solstice of his orbit of love. AT ELMSWOODS. 207 It became his almost daily habit to dine at Elms- woods. The waiting-maid set his plate without direc- tion or question. In the December days, when the winds howled bleakly, and the thick, driving snows made night awful, he was even pressed to remain till morning. The lowest of the seven heavens was ten- dered to him, in the shape of a pair of slippers em- broidered by a hand he worshipped, and laid by the fireside, in the blue room,—the chamber directly over the dining-room. From the window he looked over towards Comfort Lodge many a morning, wish- ing that its doors would open and invite him in. “Patience! patience!” he exclaimed. “If this - devil within me hurries me on too fast, I shall make a fool of myself.” Business called Macrae away from Millington exactly once amonth. If Harper had had his wits about him, after Macrae came to the mills, he would certainly — have drawn conclusions. But Harper and many others did not know that Macrae went to Toronto on the evening express, and returned at noon next day. They did not know that in the evening, or early in the morning, he went to the Toronto post-office, and took out one or more letters addressed to ‘“‘E. P. Hallowell, Esq.” They did not know that he made little trips to the towns near Toronto, —to Hamilton, St. Catherine’s, and even, for a change, over the border to Niagara, Buffalo, and Lockport. They did not know that he always selected for these trips only such towns as pos- sessed banking facilities, and that he invariably pur- chased on these occasions a draft in some assumed 208 DOCTOR BEN. name, indorsing it, ‘ Pay to the order of E. P. Hallo- well,” and “ Pay to the order of Dr. Peterson.” Being in ignorance of all this, Harper was not re- sponsible, certainly, for the lapse of interest in Ben’s case, nor for the general acceptance of Thomas Macrae as Ben’s successor. In after times he blamed himself, accused himself, averred that he “ felt it” all the time, that “something. told him,” every day, “that Ben Hollins was not dead, and that Macrae knew more about it than any other living man.” This was all very well, but certainly Harper never took the trouble to say these things until all the good which might have been set in motion by them had been accomplished in another way. These excursions operated upon Macrae himself as a relief to the strain of his daily life at Millington. For a long time, too, the letters from Hickory Hall were monotonously unexciting. “Your brother remains about the same.” “Symptoms of improvement excited some hope in us last week, but I am sorry to say that they have dis- appeared.” “There is no change for the better, nor, I am glad to say, for the worse.” The word “improvement” gave Macrae an occa- sional shock, but he laughed at it. “Improvement! Not much improvement for such a case as Ben’s, I imagine. ‘Once insane, always insane,’ is a good enough adage for me.” Thus he blinded himself, and called it reasoning. Invariably Macrae came back to Millington in — AT ELMSWOODS. 209 better spirits. The dulness of his love-making was relieved. He felt that he might begin afresh. He knew the fierceness of his own ardor, and felt Betty’s total want of any such feeling as love for him; but when, out of very courtesy, she softened towards him now and then, he believed that she was opening the door of her heart a little, just enough to let the archer in. But one single step on Macrae’s part, to take advantage of what Betty intended as courtesy and nothing more, locked the door again and barred it. That heart was occupied, filled to overflowing with sweet remembrance of the dead,—of him, that is, whom Betty almost, and others altogether, believed to be dead. And, whether Betty Hartley’s words and deeds en- couraged or depressed him, Macrae took more and more courage out of the knowledge that in a few months, as per agreement with Ephraim Hollins, — as soon as he should have learned the business thor- oughly, and affixed his signature to that formal docu- ment in which he was named a “party,” —all that once was Ben’s would be his. All except Betty, — and why not Betty too? he asked himself. Was it really love that drew this man? Or was it that old spirit of gaining his end, of accomplishing a ‘purpose, of having his way? 210 DOCTOR BEN. CHAPTER XIX. THE ALDERNEY. LTHOUGH loath to let Carney go, the Kimber A family were thoroughly deceived by her John Roak fiction, and yielded to her. Many persons in their place and circumstances—and not necessarily evil-minded ones— would have given Carney some sort of verbal blessing, and packed her off; but the Kimbers had little knowledge of those “airy noth- ings” which so largely take the place of practical and substantial things among politer and less genuine people, and therefore gave Carney a paid ticket to Toronto, a snug little sum of money, and, for words, this sincere admonition, “And if you don’t find him, Carney, come straight back to us.” Carney reached Toronto just as the sun was send- ing his last rays of kisses to the crosses on church- steeples and towers. The numerous invitations hang- ing on the walls, for the behoof of the tired and hungry, she heeded not, for the very good reason that she could not read one word of them. The tide of incoming travellers was pushing its way rapidly into the busier parts of the city, and Carney could think of nothing better than to float along with ‘it. Soon it spread itself out more and more widely, (HE TALDERNEY. 21% and was forever lost in the great ocean of humanity, leaving Carney as a bit of wood or of weed is left upon the waters. She peered into people’s faces, she looked in at the shop-windows; but there was no greeting for her, no welcome, — not an intimation, even, that there was any place for her among these busy thousands. At last she found herself in front of the new post- office in Adelaide Street ; and, as she stood looking at its long frontage, she was suddenly inspired to enter. A man had just gone in, and Carney recognized that man. She followed him, therefore, at a little distance, saw him go to the “ General Delivery,” take out a let- ter in a dark blue envelope, look at the address, and put the letter in his pocket. She went deliberately towards this man, moving more and more rapidly as she saw him turning in an opposite direction. Presently he disappeared be- hind a light inside door. The door came to with the muffled bang of rubber listing, exactly in time to swing inwardly against Carney, and push her back a _ pace or two, bruising her outstretched fingers. Twice it swung in a decreasing arc, each time giving the inexperienced and persisting woman a knock, and eliciting from her remarks not at all complimentary to doors that swing both ways. At last she conquered this fiendish obstacle, and placed herself on the other side of it, receiving another reminder of its existence in the shape of a blow in the back, which made her heels tingle, and sent her half-way through the vestibule which it cov- 212 DOCTOR BEN. ered. In the midst of a fresh objurgation, she remem- bered that she was pursuing an object, and, looking about her, found that her game was gone. The man had disappeared altogether. She now opened the outer door, and passed into the street. There were men, numbers of them, hurry- ing in and out to receive their evening mail, or pass- ing to and fro; but the man whom Carney Dugan wanted, the only one she cared to speak to, was gone. Muttering, and shaking her fist, she resumed her wan- derings. At eight o’clock she was attracted by the open stairway of a fine new building in Princess Christina Street, West, and sat down upon the steps, wearied out. Presently a gentleman of forty years came down these steps, jingling a bunch of keys, and stopped to look at her. An impulse of charity happened to strike this man, all the more notable for that he had just been inquiring of himself where he should find a woman to rid his new building of its last accumu- lation of carpenters’ chips. “What are you doing here, my good woman?” he asked. “Tt’s lookin’ fur worruk, I am, sir, dhis blessed day;.an’”— “Can you sweep? and scrub?” interrupted Mr. Blossom. “Ts it sweep? Sure, I was born wid a broom in me mouth,—in me han’s, I mane, an’ it’s all the same. Yer anner’d ought to see dhe shweepin’ I done in me own pairlor, whin I was kapin’ house. THE ALDERNEY. 213 An’ for dhe dust, I’d niver abide a bit nor speck big- ger nor a tinp’ny nail.” The recitation of Carney’s virtues as a housekeeper, purely imaginary, would have stretched over whole pages if Mr. Blossom had not been in too great a hurry to listen. Breaking in upon her promising speech, therefore, he asked, ‘How far away do you live?” “Will, sir, I tell you dhe solemn throot. At prisint I’m stayin’ wid me son-in-law dhat kapes dhe big hotel down beyant, be dhe railroad bank. But sure, if yer anner wud hev a room in dhe house now, dhat a body cud slape in, I’d be right here airly, to go at dhe worruk.” “A good idea!” thought Mr. Blossom. “Only,” he said, “there isn’t such a thing as a bed in the house.” “ Niver mind dhat, sir! Ladies has ways dhat men niver thinks of.” “All right, then. Ill leave you to take care of your- self. Here are the keys of the south hall, third floor. You can sleep in any one of the rooms you like to- night, and in the morning go to work on those rooms first. Mr. Folliss wishes to move in on Wednesday next.” Carney almost burst out at sound of that name: her eyes twinkled, and her tongue trembled ; but reflection came, and she was silent. Good-naturedly taking the risk of leaving with Car- ney a small sum of money to procure the utensils of her new occupation on the morrow, Mr. Blossom went homeward. And while this excellent, but for once 214 DOCTOR BEN. not very business-like, man was being soundly rated by his wife for taking in a stranger in such a fashion, Carney, after a frugal supper of bread, was rolling up her shawl and bundle for a pillow, and stretching her- self upon the bare floor of a room which was soon to be transformed into the cosiest of bachelor’s quarters. Great was Mr. Blossom’s triumph over his critical and suspicious wife, next morning, when he found Carney hard at work, and doing her work, wwe will say, in an unexceptionable manner. At dinner, - - they dine at dinner-time in Toronto, not at supper-t me,— Mr. Blossom was profuse in his account of Carr ey. “Come and see for yourself, my dez:,” he ex- claimed: “she is really quite a character.’ Mrs. Blossom went down to “The Ald mey ” that afternoon, and changed her opinion. “On the whole, George,” she acknowl lged, “this may be the very best thing that could hav happened. So much better, at any rate, than one of - hese young trollops, or even a middle-aged woman, with their nahsty, prying ways. The gentlemen wi- really be pleased, I know.”” Mrs. Blossom underm* ‘od bach- elors to a nicety. It was a congenial bit of occupation fer ~ is good lady to fit out Carney Dugan with all tke ~e uisites for housekeeping in one of the attics of “The \lder- ney,” and also to deck her person in garm.nts suitable to her station. For Mrs. Blossom had fially ge1e a long distance farther than her husband in regar” to Carney’s connection with the new building. “he husband had only thought of her as a make-shift for THE ALDERNEY. 215 the cleaning-out of the rooms: the wife committed herself to Carney’s establishment as a permanent fix- ture. “The Alderney ” was an experiment. It was built for the accommodation of single gentlemen, for whom public hotel life had no attractions, and boarding- houses were not to be spoken of. Bly Folliss, Ger- maine Parson, and Jack Brandon had engaged three suites of rooms before a brick was laid, on condition that no other rooms should be rented without their consent, and, fer contra, that they should secure, or do their best to secure, suitable tenants for the rest of the premises. The stipulations were faithfully observed on both sides; and, within a month after the opening, twenty- five gentlemen were installed in quarters which were the envy of all bachelordom in Toronto, while Mr. Blossom congratulated himself daily on the return of an equal per cent on his investment. An experienced chef, whose office was upon the ground floor, revelled in the delight of figuring out just what and how much twenty-five gentlemen would eat and drink daily ; and counted his order-cards with a satisfaction equalled only on Saturdays, when he again and again looked over the entries in his bank-book. * Other servants were duly provided, — younger ones, for the most part; but Carney, without appointment, drifted into the position of Mother Superior. And it must be noted here, that a great change came over the woman. From head to foot she was clad as she never had been clad before. In one of Mrs. Blossom’s 216 DOCTOR BEN. cast-off hats re-built for Carney’s use, in a respectable woollen gown, with hands cleansed by frequent con- tact with hot water, and with a deal of attention paid by Mrs. Blossom herself to the smoothing of her rough white hair, and to its confinement beneath tidy white caps, you would hardly have recognized Carney Dugan, formerly of Millington. She had become Mrs. Dugan of Toronto, if you please. The day that Bly Folliss moved into “The Alderney,” he looked at this tidy Irishwoman twenty times, and was puzzled. She made no sign of recognizing Folliss ; and, in the vigor of his labor, Bly looked and forgot with rapidity. Towards evening, however, he flung himself into an arm-chair, and said, — | ‘“Parsy! that woman,—she’s a necromancer, a female Balsamo. She’ll be the Countess de Fenix to-morrow, Mrs. Pellegrini next Monday, and the Wandering Jewess by Christmas.” “ How sop” “Fave you noticed her, looked at her?” “Not particularly.” et “Then let me call her in. Observe her, and tell me what you think.” | Carney came, was duly reviewed by Germaine Par- son, and passed out after dusting a table-drawer which Folliss pretended to wish immediately attended to. “Well,” said Parson, “if I hadn’t my full senses, I should say it was the old woman at Si Kimber’s.” “Exactly,” chimed in Bly Folliss. “No, not exactly, at all. The name is the same, but the woman is not. There are myriads of these LHS AL DERIVE Y. 217 Dugans. A little resemblance, that is all. Heigho! [yawning] I sha’n’t distress myself much about it. Plenty to do before I get to bed.” Parson retired to his own apartments, and Folliss set himself to arranging books. Presently Mrs. Dugan came in again, and Folliss was tempted to question her. It did not occur to him that any tact was neces- sary, as may be seen from his first inquiry, which was, — “ How about the crazy man, Mrs. Dugan?” “Which?” asked Carney. “The crazy man, you know, up at Si Kimber’s. You knew something about him, didn’t you?” ““What’s dhe man sayin’?” said Carney. ‘ What crazy man? An’ who’s dhis— who’s Gimmer?”’ “Don’t you know Si Kimber? Aren’t you the woman whom I saw up there, only a few weeks ago?” asked Folliss. “Me!” exclaimed Carney, “Me at Gimmer’s! An’ where on dhe airth is dhat?”’ Carney’s replies were made with such perfect dis- simulation, that Folliss began to think, as Parson did, that it was only a resemblance, after all. Moreover, Carney was too old to turn pale or to turn red: her withered vellum-like skin had not a particle of emotion in it, and Folliss was completely deceived. As if, however, to give his suspicions one last chance for justification, he asked, — “Tsn’t your name Carney?”’ “Sure, sir,’ replied Carney, “I’m too old to be called be anny nickname, dhe likes o’ dhat. It wud | 218 DOCTOR BEN. be betther to say M/rs. Dugan to me, sir, wid all re- spect I say it. An’ besides, me name is Margaret.” “Oh!” said Folliss; and dismissed the subject, for the present,—for the present only; for Carney Dugan never came in his sight without somehow sug- gesting to Bly Folliss the crazy man, Si Kimber’s, Thomas Macrae, and — general mystification. All through the late autumn, the early winter, the holidays, and down to a certain day in February, Carney kept to a certain round of duties at “ The Alderney,” saying little. For a woman who had abso- lutely no correspondence, she made a remarkable number of visits to the post-office. The “General Delivery,” too, seemed to have especial attractions ; and Carney became quite adept in handling the door which swung both ways. Not once, however, in all these months did she have so much as a second fleet- ing glimpse of the man whom she had once almost laid hands upon, and whom she was looking for. On the February day before mentioned, Carney had occasion to go across the town to visit a recent ac- quaintance, a woman of her own nation, who dwelt in, and was in fact proprietress of, a hostelry dignified with the title of “The Prince of Cumberland House.” Mrs. Brannigan was a woman of much ability and of many sorrows. Left a widow long years ago, she had seen her property grow in value, and her two sons in vice. She held up her head, therefore, one minute, and cast it down with shame the next. She had fallen sy in with Carney somehow, and Carney comforted her; to that extent, that Carney’s visits at “The Prince THE ALDERNEY. 219 of Cumberland House” became very frequent. This house was near the upper railway-station ; and on the day in question Carney arrived just as the evening ex- press from the west made its brief stop before going on. The outcoming passengers jostled her, one with especial rudeness. She looked up at him, uttered a cry, —“ Misther Thom,” — looked at the rapidly retreating traveller, stood one minute collecting her thoughts, and then calling to a coachman standing at the curb ordered him to drive her to the post-office. * An’ mind,” said she, “ quick, do it in a jiffy!” The other coachmen laughed. “Room! room!” shouted one. “The royal carriage! 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