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IO5 CHAPTER IX COUNSELS OF THE NIGHT . . . . • 13^ CHAPTER X DAY DREAMS . . . . . • . I4O CHAPTER XI five-o'clock tea ...... 147 CHAPTER XII A CASE OF CONSCIENCE . . . , . 163 CHAPTER XIII THE COMMUNION OF SOULS .... lj<^ CHAPTER XIV l'homme serieux . . . . . .190 CHAPTER XV A QUARREL ....... 20J CHAPTER XVI A BAD story's END . . . . . 2l6 CHAPTER I BETROTHED The world, when men and women meet, Is full of sage remark, nor stints to strew With roses and with myrtle fields of death. ' And you are sure ? ' said Lord Belmont. ' I am sure,' said Sibylla. ' There is no room for doubt. My only doubt has been whether I could give up my life with the dearest of fathers.' ' But you know that it was my earnest wish,' her father answered. ' It is my earnest wish whatever it cost me. Your marriage with Montcalm will cost me as small a sacrifice as any marriage could. He is such a busy man that you will still have some spare hours to give me.' ' Always ! ' said Sibylla, taking his hand VOL. I B Sibylla CHAP. fondly. ' I would enter on no life that was to rob me of that ! but I mean to be a busy woman, too, to share my husband's business — to aid him in politics, in society : a woman who works hard can do so much.' * Some women can,' said Lord Belmont. * You, Sibylla, more than most ; I have often told you, efficiency is your strong point. I have always imagined you a leading figure in a political circle. That is your role. It is your natural domain : you will rule your world, and your world, with Montcalm to share your throne, will be worth ruling. But the great thing is that you are happy — thoroughly happy. He is all you wish .^ ' ' He is all I wish ; I am thoroughly happy,' said Sibylla, with a rapt look, and a tone of determination ; for her father's enquiry seemed to throw a shade of doubt on a point which she wished to be, for the future, outside the possibility of doubt. ' He loves me in a way that must make any woman happy — in a way worthy of him- self, worthy of a noble nature. I have told him what 1 feel.' I Betrothed 3 ' Then he must be happy too/ said her father. ' Well, Sibylla, I wish you joy — much joy and peace — the happiness, greatest that life can give, of happy and congenial married life. To me, too, it means happi- ness. Charles Montcalm is everything that I could wish, though I cannot share his political enthusiasm ; but then I have been too long outside politics to be an enthusiast. But he fills a great place ; he will rise higher still. He is ambitious ; his ambition will be gratified — one great part of it is already gratified. He has succeeded ; he will succeed. A charming wife is the great success of life ; she makes other suc- cesses inevitable.' Charles Montcalm was not a man whom it would be easy to despise as a son-in-law. His character, his position, his achievements made him remarkable. He belonged to a distinguished set, and enhanced its distinc- tion. By years of steady devotion, by regular attendance in Parliament, by ex- ceptional mastery of several important sub- jects, by an occasional speech of special merit, he had achieved a first-rate parlia- 4 Sibylla chap. mentary reputation. Everybody who knew anything, knew that when his friends came into power Montcalm would have the offer of office, and that he was not in office only because no good enough place was available for him. He was entitled to a seat in the Cabinet, and it was certain that, when the time came, he would have one. Meantime he was influential in debate. His attacks, weighty, well conducted, well reasoned, carried consternation into the enemy's ranks. His passionless, deliberate de- meanour did not mar the effect of his speeches ; for a secret vein of passion some- times broke to light in phrases which glowed with volcanic fire, and burnt them- selves deep in the popular recollection. His youth had been passed, as a younger son, in laborious preparation for a diplo- matic career ; but his elder brother had disappeared in painful circumstances, and his death, a year or two before his father's, had made Charles Montcalm the heir to a considerable fortune. He was ambitious, and his wealth and position commanded all that society could contribute to the grati- I Betrothed 5 fication of ambition. They justified him in aspiring to a brilhant match. And his engagement to Sibylla Belmont was brilliant. Her father was a great man, in the best sense of the word — greater than the common multitude supposed, who never read his name among the active leaders of the day. In his youth he had been for some years in the House of Commons, and had once been in a Cabinet. But an in- superable modesty, perhaps some constitu- tional indolence, had tended to keep him in the background. He shrank from active participation in public life. He was pro- foundly interested in it, but it was the interest of the philosopher, who looks on and watches the game. He had no wish to play it. Since his wife's death, ten years before, he had lived in retirement, in the society of a few choice friends, who appreciated his rare gifts, and with the companionship of his daughter. His judgment was greatly prized. The leaders of his party, politicians, hot from the bustle of the fray, came frequently to consult an adviser whose insight was profound, and Sihyllc CHAP. who, removed from actual combat, took a cooler, more discriminating view than was possible for themselves. His appearances in society had been fitful and rare. Some winters he had passed in Rome, some on the Riviera. In London he had slowly and with difficulty forced himself from the quietude in which the earlier years of his sorrow had been passed. They lived much in the country. Sibylla had been well content with the occasional gaieties which accident threw in her way, and with a circle of chosen friends, who frequented her father's house and table, whenever opportunity offered. Lord Bel- mont was not a man whom his friends found it easy to forget. Her father, meanwhile, devoted himself to Sibylla's education — that higher education which is not concerned with information or accomplishments, and which transcends the domain of masters and professors. Under his guidance Sibylla had become a most cultivated woman ; she had read, she had learnt to think. Nature, without any external assistance, had taught her how to I Betrothed 7 feel. She was now, as her father made no secret of thinking, a delightful companion. ' I hope to help him,' she said, as father and daughter discussed the husband's prospects ; ' that way ambition lies. It is a joy to me that we feel alike about my engagement. We do, do we not, father ^ ' ' I am not in love with him,' said Lord Belmont ; ' but I am well content that you should be. Since you are happy, Sibylla, I am happy too, though he robs me of one great source of happiness. But I will not be selfish ; I believe that I can forgive him more easily than I could any of his compeers. I esteem him sincerely ; I admire his ability, his character, his tone. I shall welcome him as a son-in-law. Ah, there he is ! ' ' Then I will escape,' said Sibylla. ' When you have finished your talk you will send for me.' She embraced her father tenderly and quitted the library by one door as Montcalm entered by another, — a man of high breeding and noble presence, a classic brow, fine blue eye, a self-possessed manner, as of one who was accustomed to feel himself master of 8 Sibylla chap. the situation, who has learnt to confront opposition with coolness and to deal composedly with great consequences. He was now feeling extremely shy, but even Lord Belmont's eye could detect no symptom of shyness. Nor did he himself betray it. They were both too accomplished in social diplomacy to let a hint escape ; only they greeted each other with a marked cordiality that bespoke a special occa- sion. ' Sibylla has just been telling me,' said Lord Belmont, ' that all is well between you. I cordially wish you both joy. It is a pleasure to me, my dear Montcalm, to welcome as a son-in-law the son of so old and dear a friend as your father was to me ; you, too, are an old friend.' ' Your son for the future, Lord Belmont,' Montcalm said with fervour ; ' I began my apprenticeship in public life under your guidance. You have helped and advised me a thousand times. I am delighted to owe a fresh allegiance to the man I honour most in the world. You know how sincerely I speak.' I Betrothed 9 * I know it,' said Lord Belmont ; ' I will return the compliment by saying that I cordially rejoice in Sibylla's happiness. 1 resign her to you cheerfully. I can say no more. There are things one cannot talk about. She has been my constant companion of late years, a delightful, a most delightful one, the great solace of existence. May she be as much to you.' * I am confident/ said Montcalm, in measured tones, ' that she will be all that I could wish. I know of what I am robbing you, — how much, how dear. You must forgive me ; I will try to deserve it.' There was something in Montcalm's reply that jarred on Lord Belmont's nerves, and did not encourage him to proceed with his panegyric. Montcalm had touched a wrong note. He was unable to respond in Lord Belmont's key. He was sincerely in love ; but companionship as the one solace of existence was not the form of bliss to which he looked forward in marriage. 'Public business,' he continued, 'involves so much solitude — many matters that one must deal with alone. It is one of its many lo Sibylla CHAP. misfortunes. One charm of your position must be that agreeable companionship is more achievable. By the way, you have heard about the Dissolution.' ' No/ said Lord Belmont, ' I am out of the way of hearing anything except such crumbs of gossip as good friends, like you, are charitable enough to bring me. Is it settled ? ' Montcalm assumed a serious, almost an impassioned air. ' I speak/ he said, sinking his voice a little, ' in the most absolute confidence, and for your ear alone, but it is settled. I have leave to tell you. It is not, unless anything unexpected occurs, to be this autumn. It may possibly be next spring. It was decided at the Cabinet yesterday — a momentous decision, in my opinion, for I believe, when the next election comes, we shall be beaten ; and if we are beaten, we shall have chaos.' ' Let us hope not,' said the other. ' I have seen many dissolutions, and some bad defeats. Chaos has frequently been pre- dicted. It has never come off. Perhaps we may be as useful out of office as in, — I Betrothed 1 1 sometimes, I have thought, even more useful.' 'Surely not,' cried Montcalm ; 'I confess I look with absolute horror at the men, whose influence would be paramount, who would govern the country and ruin it — for it would be ruin, the ruin of all one cares about. No effort must be spared. I go to Scotland the day after to-morrow for a fortnight's canvassing. It is an old engage- ment, which does not, however, in existing circumstances make it any the pleasanter. I have a big meeting on Wednesday.' ' Then,' said Lord Belmont, you have no time to waste, meanwhile, in discussing politics, and I have no right to monopolise you. We will let Sibylla know that you are here.' Having despatched Montcalm to his tete-a-tete. Lord Belmont sat alone and reviewed the situation. The prospect was not altogether exhilarating. His daughter's engagement, — always contemplated as a disagreeable probability, had come at last as a shock. It meant the end of many pleasant things — of things which had grown dearer 12 Sibylla chap. to Lord Belmont as years went on. It meant the loss of congenial companionship ; it meant something that he dreaded — a life of domestic solitude. Nor was Lord Belmont wholly without solicitude as to his daughter's happiness. It was impossible to object ; the match was one to which no reasonable exception could be taken. Mont- calm's position was all that could be wished ; his private character above reproach ; his social standing excellent ; his parliamentary reputation of the highest ; yet Lord Belmont was surprised that his daughter should have come to care for him, could now feel certain that she loved him. For one thing Montcalm was, Lord Belmont felt, too complete for human love. The ninety-nine just men who need no repent- ance, stir no such joy, we know, in angelic breasts as the single repenting sinner. The same thing is true, no doubt, with mortals. Montcalm had nothing to repent. He produced on Lord Belmont's nerves a sense of uninteresting perfection. He had no weak points, no pleasant shortcomings, no amiable infirmities such as incline one to I Betrothed 1 3 unbend, to show one's weak side, to claim the fellowship of human frailty. Such men may be esteemed ; but loved ? are they compounded of the stuff which produces delightful, effortless companionship ? are they fit for the humble, familiar incidents of everyday life ? its hours of depression, its disappointments, its failures ? Can one really make friends of them ? Can they be really lovers? So Lord Belmont, — a man of quick sensibilities and a lively sense of humour, — had to confess to himself, that, — say what he might to his daughter, — he regarded her engagement, if not with uneasiness, certainly without enthusiasm. Her newborn devo- tion to Montcalm was to him unintelligible. Lord Belmont, however, was reckoning without due allowance for the forces by which the female heart is swayed. Woman's faculty for falling in love is incomprehen- sible to the perceptions of the duller sex. Montcalm had made a deep impression on his future wife, an impression of power, of strength — strength of character, of will, of feeling. He had, on one or two 14 Sibylla chap, i occasions, thrown off his habitual veil of composure and reticence, and shown the secrets of a profound nature, stirred to its inmost depths by strong emotion. He had spoken with passion, which seemed strug- gling for mastery, which all but overpowered him. He had convinced Sibylla of his sincerity. An instant's wavering of fidelity, — a disloyal sentiment was inconceivable. He could be tender, too, on occasion — the tenderness of a powerful nature in its gentle mood. He could be wounded, and the wound would cut deep and be mortal. Disappointment would be a death-blow. Sibylla had not felt the wish, nor, if the wish had existed, the power to strike it. She had given him her heart. CHAPTER II AN ELECTION CAMPAIGN Tell me not, sweet, I am unkind, That from the nunnery Of thy chaste breast and quiet mind To war and arms I fly. Sibylla was not able to repress a movement of surprise, when, in the course of their conversation, her lover announced that he was to start two days later on an election campaign in Scotland. It was the wise and right thing, no doubt, since Charles Mont- calm had decided to do it ; but a deflection from wisdom and rightness would, it oc- curred to her, have been excusable in a man whose plighted troth was only a few hours old. ' Must you really go so soon.^* * she asked ; * surely the election is a long way off.' 1 6 Sibylla chap. * Do you think so ? ' said Montcalm ; * who knows ? Anyhow, my agent tells me that there is not a moment to be lost. It is everything to be first in the field, and to have one's constituency well in hand. Mine is a very exacting one. I have been neglecting it of late. I received a pressing letter this morning. I am to make fourteen speeches in the next six days, sometimes three a day. You pity me, do you not } ' ' Pity you .^ ' cried Sibylla, to whose imagination an election depicted itself in glowing colours : ' no. How I wish I could come with you ! I should like nothing better. I am a splendid canvasser. If we were married I would come with you ! ' * Indeed,' said Montcalm, * I am thankful that you cannot. You little know, Sibylla — happily you can know nothing of the — well — the brutalities, there is no other word — of an election. A canvass is the very nadir of civilised existence — the blackest, most degraded quarter of an hour known to modern man — everything that is most horrid in life brought into prominence. II An Election Campaign 17 horrible things to be done and said, horrible people to be consorted with, conciliated, courted, caressed ! horrible shakings of dirty hands ! horrible meetings ! I never see a great mob yelling and cheering — often at something one has had, oneself, the mis- fortune to say — without feeling tempted to turn away in scorn and disgust from such an exhibition of human folly ! It makes one wish to have been born a peer ! ' ' Indeed ! ' said Sibylla ; ' that is a new view of it to me ! I have often been to meetings with my father, and we have both of us enjoyed them extremely. I have sometimes regretted that he became a peer so early and had no more inspiriting audience than the House of Lords to address. It has made him a dilettante ; it is a loss to a man not to be confronted with his fellow-creatures. To be able to move them — to guide, to influence, to teach them the way they ought to go — to instruct, to inspire. Surely that is no mean power, no ignoble task ! ' ' A noble, generous theory ! ' said her companion, * and like yourself, Sibylla ; but VOL. I c 1 8 Sibyllc CHAP. Still theory. The practice is dismally different. To play upon human nature, you must know the stops and know the sort of tune it will respond to. Un- fortunately it is not often a nice one. And then when numbers of people get together and are excited they become hysterical. The public speaker's business is to stimulate their hysterics.' ' Well,' said Sibylla, with a sigh, ' it is fortunate, perhaps, that my going is out of the question. But are politics a for- bidden field .^ That would be a disappoint- ment to me. I am a great politician. My dream has been to have a political salon ! I feel as if I could do it ! ' ' No one could do it better, more charm- ingly,' said her companion, ' but the less political the better. There is no one in society more qualified to shine in it — to be a force, to charm, to impress, to influence. It would be degrading such powers to employ them in anything so commonplace as politics. We can have some political At Homes, of course ; that is a duty to one's party.' II An Election Campaign 19 ' But that is not at all the sort of thing I mean,' said Sibylla ; ^ I do not think much of At Homes. They are character- less, uninteresting, and unprofitable. May not a woman do something more than fill her drawing-room two or three times a season with a crowd ' ' and be herself the most fascinat- ing person in it,' said Montcalm ; ' for that will be your role, Sibylla. Is it not role enough — to reign queen of a coterie which finds in you its greatest charm, with your husband as your warmest, most fervent admirer, and with all the world of your husband's opinion.^ It is a tremendous power ; is it not enough P ' ' I am a happy woman, at any rate,' said Sibylla, laying her hand on Montcalm's, as if deprecating his praise, ' a fortunate woman. I have the best of lovers. Politics or no politics, I shall be well content.' Two days later Montcalm went away for his fortnight of speech-making, and Sibylla entered upon that serious epoch of an engagement, a correspondence. She was 20 Sibylla chap. herself a profuse letter-writer. Montcalm was anything rather than profuse. His letters were something of a disappointment. They were necessarily, in the circumstances, brief — written often in intervals of pressing business ; but they need not, an inward voice whispered to Sibylla, have been so matter-of-fact and so business-like. They were too political. They told her little of her lover's self, his actual feeling, except that the meetings were good, the tone favourable and state of constituency sound. ' After all,' he wrote, ' the good sense of these Scotch artizans is, despite the agitators who would lead them to folly, remarkable. They have a wise partiality for existing traditions over dreams of imaginary perfection. They show real insight in the resolution with which they stick to a man, whom they believe honest and rational, however little he courts them. I feel confidence in my countrymen.' Sibylla felt as if Montcalm were making a political speech to her — one of the four- teen which he had to deliver. She used to read parts of her letters aloud to her father. II An Election Campaign 21 She was mortified to discover how rare were the occasions when there was anything to skip, how little there was which did not admit of becoming public property, how seldom the writer allowed himself to unbend — how few were the lover's secrets which it would be sacrilege to reveal even to a father's eye. Charles Montcalm did not, it must be confessed, shine as a correspondent. What was the cause of such unnatural, inopportune reserve ? Was it the shyness of a man unaccustomed to give his feelings outward expression, and who more than ever shrank from such expression when it assumed the form of a letter } Was it merely the Englishman's affected stolidity } It was not, Sibylla assured herself, that the passion was not there. It flashed out every now and then in chance phrases which betrayed the speaker's feeling, almost, as it were, in spite of himself. There were some of his letters which Sibylla read with a beating heart, treasured as priceless possessions, and studied, again and again, with tears of thankfulness and joy. ' There is great excitement in speaking,' 22 Sibylla CHAP. II he had written in one of these, — ' a pleasurable excitement of nerve and brain. One is never so conscious of power over others, never so unreserved. I wish it could have come at another time. Canvassing, always a horrid process, is doubly hateful now, that it takes me from the one com- panion with whom I want to be. What a joy those last days were to me ! Every hour that I pass away from you is a mis- fortune. I did right to come, I suppose ; I long for the hour of release — to be with you once again. Meanwhile my Committee is in excellent spirits. All, the agents tell us, is going well.' CHAPTER III TWO BROTHERS Our acts our angels are, or good or ill — Our fatal shadows that walk by us still. Charles Montcalm and his brother Frank had started life with all the advan- tages which an Englishman of wealth and position can secure for his sons. Old Mr. Montcalm had a good estate and a country- house, which, under his administration, had grown out of solid comfort into some magnificence. He had been for many- years in Parliament, took a leading part in county business and had a wide and influential circle of friends. He had become a widower early in life. The two boys had never known their mother. They were sent to Eton at the same time ; for 24 Si by lie CHAP. Charles, the younger by a year, had already more than overtaken his elder brother, and, their father fondly hoped, might now help to keep him straight. Charles readily responded to the good traditions of his family. While still a boy, he was fired with ambition of public life. At Eton he lived in a set of companions who, however gay and extravagant, never forgot that their real business was to equip themselves as brilliant politicians and accomplished members of society. They read the debates; they chose their sides; they harangued each other in debating clubs on the interests of the Empire and the policy of the Government. Amidst the seduc- tions of pleasure Charles Montcalm kept his head. His abilities made him the centre of a brilliant clique, catholic enough in its tastes to take a wide sweep of enjoy- ment, but whose main inspiration was a sense of what the path of future statesmen ought to be. They worked hard ; their boyish follies were tempered with the self- restraint which arises from a settled purpose and definite aim. They preferred wasting Ill Two Brothers 25 money to wasting time. If they were sometimes profuse, it was because profusion was a failing of which no gentleman need be ashamed. If they gave champagne luncheons and sometimes played whist when they ought to have been in bed, they remembered that Mr. Pitt was devoted to port, and that Charles Fox redeemed a night at faroe by a morning of Greek odes and Platonic philosophy. Frank's course was different. He was one of the natures to whom the want of a mother's care means ruin. As a child he was more attractive than his younger brother — gay, facile, insinuating, unre- served, disposed to be friends with every one, and to induce every one to spoil him. His father had succumbed to the temptation. Frank was his pet ; it was difficult not to pet him. Governesses, however, when they tried to do anything but pet, found him beyond control. When the epoch of private tutors arrived, there were complaints of invincible inattention, thoughts which no contrivance could arrest, diligence which was always flagging, and which, at the first 2 6 Sibylla CHAP. appearance of difficulty, capitulated. The impossibility of teaching Frank anything became a standing family joke ; but the fun died out when, in course of time, he had to be sent to school, and at once sank, lead-like, to the bottom of every aggregate of which he formed a part. Then came news of a scrape, the first of a long series with which Mr. Montcalm, in after years, became horribly familiar, each one graver than its predecessor. Frank's Eton career came to a premature and ignominious close. Oxford fared no better. By the time he was twenty-one, Frank had made it clear to his father's reluctant eyes that he was on the high-road to a catastrophe, with every qualification for speedily arriving at his journey's end. The truth could no longer be ignored. The darling of his father had now become his scourge. It was natural that, with such widely different tastes and aspirations, the two brothers should see but little of each other. They had nothing in common. They lived in different sets, and on the rare occasions when they met at their father's Ill Two Brothers 27 house the estrangement became painfully apparent. There was the restraint of mutual uncongeniality and mutual dis- approval. There was an under-current of insolence in Frank's manner to his brother. As a boy he had always regarded him as a paragon of dull correctness, a prig. He now despised his devotion to politics, his indiiference to all the common enjoyments of life. Charles, on the other hand, though resenting his brother's line of reckless pleasure as ignoble in itself and disgraceful to his family, followed his father in cherish- ing a lurking fondness for the prodigal, a lurking hope for his reclamation. Frank, however, showed no symptoms of wishing to be reclaimed. With unvarying bent he passed through the stages of spoilt child, idle and refractory school-boy, the fast Oxonian. He was now a wild pleasure- hunter, with pronounced weakness for bad company, gambling and drink. His father had repeatedly paid his debts and rescued him from the hands of the sharpers who gather, vulture-like, around the moneyed 28 Si by lie CHAP. profligate. But the rescue was invariably bootless. There would be a few months' respite, during which nothing was heard of him ; then would come news of some new entanglement. At last it became obvious that a scandal was inevitable. Before long the scandal came — a desperate card scandal at a gambling club, in which mutual charges of dishonourable behaviour were bandied about by all concerned. Men of high standing were involved ; they demanded a formal investigation. A committee was appointed. The result was deplorable for Frank Montcalm. He was found to have been systematically cheating ; he was shown to be hopelessly involved. He had been gambling in a desperate mood, on an enormous scale, in utter recklessness. His so-called debts of honour were enormous. Other debts on a huge scale were brought to light. To put the finishing touch to the edifice of shame, he forged his brother's name to a heavy acceptance, and suddenly disappeared. Mr. Montcalm, who hitherto had said no word, now wrote to the chairman of the Ill Two Brothers 29 committee to ask for a list of Frank's debts of every kind. Next day he sent a cheque for the amount with a request that all might be forthwith discharged. The forged ac- ceptance was duly honoured. A few weeks later it was known that Mr. Montcalm's town house — a fine old London mansion, where he had been accustomed to live in considerable splendour — was for sale. Mr. Montcalm never again appeared in London society, but lived, in complete seclusion, at his country place, Frampton. Nobody, except one or two intimate friends, had ever seen him. Those who did see him found a broken-hearted man — shattered alike in body and mind. Charles was his only confidant. When the news of the disaster first arrived he had consulted with him as to the course to be pursued. ' The debts must be paid,' he had said. * We must take up the forged note. But the sacrifice will be more yours than mine, Charles. For me life is over ; money — everything indeed — is a matter of absolute indifference. I shall not be here for long. But for you the cost is serious. It will 30 Sibylla chap. greatly cripple your future fortune. I will do nothing without your full concurrence. Some men might consider it quixotic to pay a brother's debts — and such a brother's. I will tell you plainly how matters stand. I intend to make you my heir. The estate is practically yours ; so is this house, on which we have spent so much thought and money, as a family centre. I can meet these claims only by selling my town-house and the most valuable of the pictures, and raising the rest by mortgage on Frampton. That seems to me the proper course ; but it is for you to decide. Take your time to consider it.' ' No, father,' said Charles ; ' it needs no consideration. Your view is mine. What- ever dirt is thrown about, let our own hands be clean. We must save our family honour. No one need know about all this horrid business — not about the forgery at any rate — but ourselves.' * It would have killed me if you had decided otherwise,' said his father with a great sigh of relief. ' You have my warmest thanks, Charles. You will still have a Ill Two Brothers 31 competence. You will be able to live here, and need not give up Parliament. And you will never tell the story to any one, will you ? ' So the cheque had been sent, and the Montcalm scandal, after being a three days' topic of fashionable gossip, sank under the whirling eddies of London life, and was forgotten — everywhere but in one or two hearts, where it remained a rooted sorrow, blotting out all the pleasure of existence and clouding the serene heaven of an hon- ourable life. Nothing was known of Frank's move- ments ; but two years later a police report, copied from a far -west American news- paper, mentioned that an Englishman of the name of Montcalm had been shot in a drunken brawl at the Eldorado Mines, the most recent of the great gold-fields of Columbia. Charles, at his father's request, had in- stituted enquiries about the murdered man. Mr. Strutt, the family solicitor, had been set to work, and had despatched a special agent to the spot. His investigation left 32 Sibylla CHAP. no doubt that the murdered man was no other than Frank. There had been, the agent wrote, a formal police enquiry into the circumstances of the murder, a copy of the proceedings at which he forwarded with his letter. Montcalm had been familiarly known among a gang of adven- turers, who had come together to the mine, and whose unruly behaviour had given much trouble to the authorities. He was known to be an Englishman and a gentle- man by birth. There had been much drinking and gambling, and constant quarrels in which life and limb were en- dangered. The corpse had been discovered, several days after death, in an almost in- accessible locality, where the fight had, apparently, taken place. It had not been thought necessary to bring it into head- quarters, as the finder had identified it, and other circumstances sufficiently established the identity. The murdered man's coat was recognised by several of his acquaintance, and in it was found his ticket of location, corresponding with the register in which Frank Montcalm had been duly Ill Two Brothers 33 entered. There was found upon his person a clasp knife, and a pipe, on both of which his name was engraved. These were now for- warded to his father. Charles knew the knife only too well. It was one which his brother had possessed since boyhood — his father's gift. Frank had a boyish fondness for it. Absolutely careless in everything else, he had stuck to this, and piqued him- self on his successful care of it. It was one of the small signs of grace with which Mr. Montcalm had endeavoured to console himself Putting all the evidence together, there seemed no reasonable ground for doubt, Mr. Strutt wrote, that Frank was the murdered man. If any of Mr. Montcalm's arrangements depended on the occurrence of Frank's death, that event might and ought now to be assumed. ' No arrangement depends on his death, poor fellow,' Mr. Montcalm said to Charles. ' The only thing is this : At the time of his trouble, when you joined with me in paying off the debts, I exercised a power of appointment, which I had under my VOL. I D 34 Sibylla CHAP. marriage settlement, of giving Frampton and the bulk of the estate to whichever of my children I chose. The settlement pro- vided that, in default of such an appoint- ment, the place was to go to the eldest son of the marriage, living at my death, or to his son, with remainder over to my other sons. Provision was made for the other children — and handsome provision ; for I was a rich man then. Still you would have had only a younger son's portion. Frank's trouble made it necessary to make a change. Practically I disinherited him and left everything to you. It was only just ; but I never felt happy about it. That appoint- ment weighed on my spirits. It was a record of our family disgrace. Strutt in- sisted that I must set out all the circum- stances — the payments I had made, and which you had made, on Frank's behalf. Strutt made me do it so, in justice to you. But I hated doing it. Now that poor Frank is gone, it is unnecessary. I shall be happier when I know that it is destroyed. I mean to destroy it. News- paper men nowadays go to Doctor's Ill Two Brothers 35 Commons and pry into people's wills, and so they get into the newspapers. I cannot bear the idea of that. The settlement now does all that I wish. It will give every- thing to you.' ' Poor Frank,' Mr. Montcalm continued. ' I was weak about him, Charles, was I not.? He was my weak point. I doted on him. He was the great sorrow of my life. He died unforgiven, because he would never come home to give me a chance of forgiving him. He was ashamed, I suppose, to tax my powers of forgiveness again, to take any more of my money and yours. Well, that was a good trait, was it not.? He had good in him, poor boy — much good. I suppose I had spoilt him. I could have borne anything if only I had been allowed to see him once more before he died, and to speak my forgiveness and to part in peace. Now, at any rate, I need not record his disgrace, and disinherit him. His death has spared me that.' Mr. Strutt, when consulted on the sub- ject, urged strongly that the appointment should be left in force until, at any rate, 2^ Sibylla chap. the subject had received careful considera- tion. There was not, *primd facie^ he admitted, any necessity for preserving it, except as a safeguard against possible mis- hap and litigation hereafter ; but why destroy a safeguard ? He proposed to come down and stay at Frampton and talk the matter over with his two clients. The question of destroying the appoint- ment greatly excited Mr. Montcalm. He could talk of nothing else. Charles observed with anxiety its effect on his father's nerves. He was unnaturally over-wrought. The document was his bete noire. Its destruc- tion seemed to him like the sweeping away of the evidence of a family disaster, the clearing of the family record of a shameful story. He read Mr. Strutt's letter as im- pliedly admitting that there was now no practical necessity for its preservation. His visit, and the further consideration which he represented as essential, were merely the superabundant precautions which a solicitor is professionally bound to recommend. Charles, on coming into the library, one morning, found his father standing, poker Ill Tzvo Brothers 37 in hand, before the fireplace, holding down a blazing piece of paper. ' I have destroyed it,' Mr. Montcalm said excitedly ; ' I feel a comfort in having done so ; my heart is lighter. I feel better. If anything further is necessary, Strutt can draw it up when he comes. That wretched appointment has plagued me. I have had my revenge upon it.' Mr. Strutt's services, however, were presently needed for another phase of the Montcalm family affairs. Mr. Montcalm's health had been for some time failing. He had been nervous, excitable ; greatly de- pressed at one time, elated at another ; always increasingly feeble. His doctor had often spoke to Charles of his father's en- feebled vitality and weak heart — of the absolute necessity of avoiding any shock. Mr. Montcalm had now manufactured a cause of excitement out of nothing. He had worked himself into an agitation which was too much for his shattered frame. It soon became apparent that he was extremely ill. He began to wander. His thoughts were busy with the far past. He spoke of his 38 Sibylla chap. wife ; he confused Charles with Frank. He kept talking of one of Frank's boyish scrapes. Charles, greatly alarmed, des- patched a message to summon the doctor, and to hurry Mr. Strutt. But before doctor or solicitor could come, Mr. Mont- calm's troubles were at an end. Mr. Strutt, on his arrival, found the household in the first bewilderment of a domestic tragedy. His client had died the previous night. Mr. Strutt looked very grave indeed when Charles Montcalm told him of the destruction of the appointment, — unneces- sarily grave, Charles thought. ' I cannot see what harm can come of it,' he said, as he concluded the narrative. ' Can you not } ' cried Mr. Strutt ; ' I wish that I could not. I trust that nothing may come of it. We must hope for the best ; but, with people like your brother Frank and his associates, you can never tell what mischief may turn up. You are, I suppose, certain that your father was quite master of himself, and was fully conscious of what he was doing, when he destroyed the appointment } ' Ill Two Brothers 39 ' It never occurred to me that he was not,' said the other ; ' he was growing feebler day by day ; but he was quite himself.' ' Well,' said Mr. Strutt, with a shrug of his shoulders, which often served him for the close of an inconvenient conversation, ' we can only hope for the best.' Charles Montcalm, as eldest, indeed as only, son of the deceased, and his executor, wound up his father's affairs, and took possession of the estate. There was little to be done ; everything was in perfect order. There was practically no change of master, for Charles had of late undertaken the chief part of the management. Frampton was, except for occasional visits, shut up. Charles had a lodging in St. James's Street, and was busy with his Parliame-ntary work. The first important break in the even current of his life was his engagement to Sibylla. CHAPTER IV LOVE S ANXIETIES Ah ! the man Is worthy, but so given to entertain Impossible dreams of superhuman life, He sets his virtues on so high a shelf. To keep them at the grand millennial height, He has to mount a stool to get at them ; And, meantime, lives on quite the common way With everybody's morals. The writers of romance are accustomed to take leave of lovers at the moment of their engagement, as if everything were over, and the vessel were safely brought to a haven of safety. On the contrary, the voyage is just beginning. Into what perilous seas the youthful pair are steering, with their precious freight of human happiness ! What difficulties and perils beset it ! What grave anxieties, what risks of tragic, CHAP. IV Love s Anxieties 41 disastrous shipwreck ! For the people most immediately concerned the hour is critical. It calls for all the tact, the deli- cacy, the refinement of soul, the skilful handling, that their resources, mental and moral, can furnish for the accomplishment of a difficult task. The man is, necessarily, almost always a disappointment. He cannot live up to the romantic ideal of the woman, who believed him perfect. Fortunate if he can temper the disappoint- ment, can lighten the shock — show some solid merits to compensate for vanishing illusions, and lay a firm hold on affection and esteem, as the rose-tinted clouds of imagination dissolve and disappear. It is, accordingly, in the nature of things that the course, even of true love, should not run smooth, and that the happiness of lovers — of thoughtful lovers, at any rate — should be largely tempered by anxiety. It can hardly be otherwise. To both parties the period of courtship is a voyage of discovery — a delightful voyage, no doubt — interesting, entrancing, but not without the excitements and vicissitudes incidental 42 Sibylla chap. to sailing in unmapped seas. The woman, in most cases, has everything to learn. She is making real acquaintance, for the first time, with the race of man — that strange combination of conflicting impulses and desires, of waywardness, of inconsist- encies, of unintelligible idiosyncrasies. What innumerable strains are mixed in each man's blood ; what a host of inherited tendencies of taste and habit and impulse, driving him this way and that, and making him often a mystery to himself, still more mysterious to the woman whose business it is to understand him. Till now he has shown her nothing but his most charming phase — the phase of the adoring lover. The slight intercourse which precedes an engagement makes it difficult for him to show her any other. His future wife has to take many things on trust — things which are vital to her happiness. Happily she is generally in the mood to do so. She is happy ; she is hopeful, and hope makes her deafen her ear to the jarring note which might breathe of disillusion. Thus, though Sibylla was happy in her IV Loves Anxieties 43 engagement, she was occasionally beset with shadowy misgivings. Charles Mont- calm was a noble creature, she was sure of that ; but he sometimes surprised, sometimes perplexed her. A rational woman, thoroughly in love, is ready to make generous allowance for her lover's idiosyncrasies. They interest, they amuse her. They are the shadows necessary for an effective portrait. They are the out- come of originality — the accompaniment, sometimes the symptom, of genius. Sibylla fortified herself with the reflection that her future husband would not, at any rate, be commonplace. In her weaker moments she caught herself wishing that he could be more expansive, less self- disciplined and self- suppressed, more prompt in the confidential utterances which Nature sets flowing from a lover's lips. Reserve is of all habits the most unintelligible, the most depressing to the unreserved. Sibylla's spirits, too, were sometimes damped by the consciousness of something in her father's feeling about Charles Montcalm, which fell short of what she would have liked. 44 Sibylla CHAP. Lord Belmont was elaborately cordial in his behaviour to his future son-in-law, and always spoke of him with warm esteem ; but it was due to the circumstances of the position that he should do so. Sibylla seemed to herself to detect an absence of heartiness, of spontaneity in her father's eulogium. There was something in Montcalm's character, she felt, which jarred, — something with which her father could not sympathise. She puzzled her- self with conjectures as to what it was. She more than once essayed to get him to talk about her lover ; never, however, with great success. ' Charles is tremendously political, is he not ^ ' Lord Belmont said on one of these occasions : ' some men are born like that. His father was just the same. It is bred in the bone. Their families, 1 suppose, have been at the business for generations. It is part of their existence ; they feel it to be of supreme importance. They are the loyalest of partizans. Charles would sacrifice himself for his party, just as he would die for his country.' IV hove s Anxieties 45 ' Of course,' cried Sibylla. * Noblesse oblige. We should all do that, I suppose.' * Should we '^. ' said her father, ' let us hope so ; but not, I fear, with Charles's enthusiasm. He is a political enthusiast. I am not sure that such enthusiasm is as common as you think, Sibylla. Anyhow, in the guise in which Charles shows it, it is an admirable quality. He will do something heroic in politics before he has done with them.' ' I am glad that you feel that,' said Sibylla, taking her father's hand, as she was apt to do when he especially pleased her ; ' you always feel the right thing — the dear thing. I feel that strongly myself; I know it. There is something heroic in Charles. Some day, when the occasion offers, he will show it. But there is some- thing more in him than heroism ; when you come to know him better you will feel it as I do.' * I feel all that I could wish about my dear daughter's lover,' said Lord Belmont. ' No one could ever, in my thoughts, have been good enough for her. But I like 46 Sibylla CHAP. Montcalm extremely. The difference between him and me — if there is one — lies in our attitude towards public affairs. I have not for a long while been enough in the thick of politics to feel as vivid an interest in them as he does. Much about them does not interest me at all. The party-fight part of the business is intolerable, if you look at it in cold blood and without having, yourself, a share in the fight.' ' But that is part of the game,' said Sibylla, ' a necessary part. And the game is the best sort of thing for a man to take up, is it not ? — the only thing for a rich man with no profession. By the way, father, tell me what you know about Charles's boyhood. You remember him as a boy, do you not ? ' ' Perfectly,' said Lord Belmont. * His father was one of the friends of my youth. He was so charming ; I quite loved him ; a delightful companion ! His eldest son gave him trouble ; Charles was his comfort ; he behaved admirably about his brother.' ' And what became of the brother ? ' asked Sibylla. IV Love's Anxieties 47 ' He disappeared from London in dis- grace — some desperate money scandal — and died, I believe, in America. But nothing was ever known for certain. It was not a subject that I could mention to Montcalm. The Montcalms, father and son, joined in paying the prodigal's debts. They had to dip pretty deep into the family revenues to do it. They said that it cost them half the estate. Charles never mentions it ; it is like him not to do so, since it redounds to his credit.' ' But it sounds interesting,' said Sibylla ; ' one ought to know one's husband's virtues, his virtuous acts, — ought not one ? I feel inquisitive.' ' Then,' said her father, laughing, ' you must ask him. I have told you all I know.' Charles Montcalm showed no inclination to relieve Sibylla's inquisitiveness. He could not be brought within a hundred miles of the subject. Any allusion to it — any approach to it — seemed to plunge him in impenetrable reserve. His lips were sealed. Sibylla 48 Sibylla CHAP. had to recognise the unwelcome fact that, when her lover chose, he could be reticence itself, and that there were some topics which were forbidden in their intercourse. Such a discovery is unfortunate at a moment when mutual confidence is the great desideratum. A future husband must, above everything, be frank. This view of the matter had not occurred to Charles Montcalm. He considered it due to his father, his brother, his family, himself, that absolute silence should be observed on a subject in which their common honour was involved. His father had bound him to silence. It had been his passionate desire to bury the subject in oblivion, to shroud it from publicity. There seemed a sort of piety in concealing it even from her who had most right to read his secret thoughts. The subject disgusted him ; it seemed all the more disgusting when he thought of it in con- nection with the new life opening upon him, and the unsullied purity and nobility which had charmed him in his future wife. She was the last person to whom it would be IV Love s Anxieties 49 endurable to make a revelation of family dishonour. Meantime there were circles in which Charles Montcalm's qualifications as Sibylla's accepted suitor were canvassed with more freedom than indulgence. Her relations generally disapproved. Mrs. Ormesby, Lord Belmont's sister, was a shrewd old lady, with a keen faculty of perception, a turn for satire and a vigorous tongue. In a family conclave, in her drawing-room, Sibylla's engagement was discussed with considerable animation. Mrs. Ormesby herself was not partial to Montcalm, and was not too well pleased at her niece's decision. It struck her as uninteresting. Her views on the subject were warmly seconded by her daughter, Lady Holte, wife of a sporting baronet — an extremely smart and not specially sensible young woman, who piqued herself on being clever, modern, frivolous, and in awe of nobody except, perhaps, her uncle Belmont, whose penetrating eye and occasional sarcasm struck terror into a soul which few things could abash. Olivia VOL. I E 50 Sibylla chap. Holte particularly disliked Charles Mont- calm, to whose grave soul her frivolity was anti-pathetic. He was one of the men whom she condemned as * impossible.' It was impossible, at any rate, to betray him into the merest semblance of a flirtation. She had received the news of her cousin's engagement with outbursts of irreverent laughter. * I was always certain that Sibylla would marry a stick. She is so sublime, and she likes a prig. But Mr. Montcalm ! Well, it is Sibylla's foible to be original. She has achieved it now with a vengeance ! ' * I see nothing original about it,' said Montague, Mrs. Ormesby's favourite nephew, and an assiduous frequenter of her drawing-room at tea time ; ' such matches are common and commonplace. Society is overrun with dull mediocrities bent on improving themselves into a reputation.' ' No, Fred ! ' said his aunt, * that is not fair. Charles Montcalm is no mediocrity. He is too good for worldlings like you and Olivia to appreciate. But he lacks the fairy kiss in his cradle that would have given IV Loves Anxieties 51 him gaiety and charm. He is essentially stiff — not on comfortable terms with any- body or anything — not even an abstract idea. How he got through his proposal I can't imagine. He must have done it with a protocol.' * He is an abstract idea himself,' cried Lady Holte, * a political abstraction. For my part, when it comes to men, I prefer the concrete.' ' He is swamped in politics and in him- self,' said Montague : ' a man so self- absorbed is a standing hardship on his un- abstracted fellows — especially his wife. His body is present, but his spirit is hover- ing about the Speaker's chair, toying with a blue book, or wrapt in the contemplation of a parliamentary manoeuvre. When men's souls go a star-gazing, they ought to take their bodies with them.' * The complaint is an old one,' said Mrs. Ormesby. ^ I was reading the other day about some old philosopher or other — Hermotimus or some one ; he possessed this objectionable faculty of severing body and soul, and wandering in spirit about the LIBRARY 52 Sibylla chap, iv earth, leaving the corporeal part of him in charge of his wife, with many injunctions to preserve it from molestation. His wife grew tired of this sort of conjugal infidelity, burnt his body, and so put an end to the arrangement. She was a sensible woman.' ' Bravo ! Mrs. Hermotimus ! ' cried Lady Holte ; ' but Sibylla will never burn her lord, will she .^ She is too consci- entious.' * I wish you had half her conscientious- ness, Olivia,' said her mother, ' or half her common-sense. She is worth a dozen of you.' ' But there are not a dozen women like Olivia in all London,' said her cousin ; ' she is the epitome of smartness — and what a lovely dress she wears this afternoon. It is a pleasure to look at her.' ' And you are the epitome of chaff,' said Lady Holte, getting up and embracing her mother. ' I will not stay to be chaffed. I must go and spread the news.' CHAPTER V HONEYMOON Linger, I cried, O radiant Time ! thy power Has nothing more to give ; life is complete : Let but the perfect present, hour by hour, Itself remember and itself repeat. The Stage, the wisest of mankind has observed, is more beholden to love than is the life of man. It serves the stage, ' for love is ever matter of comedies, and, now and then, of tragedies ; but in life it does much mischief, sometimes like a Siren, sometimes like a Fury.' It was the siren that now guided the newly-wedded hus- band and wife by enchanted shores, fairy- haunted bays, and islands of the blest. The air was resonant with siren songs — the songs of joy, of hope, of affectionate exhilaration. 54 Sibylla CHAP. They travelled slowly and luxuriously across Italy ; and at each hahing-place Montcalm's research, artistic culture and refined appreciativeness gave his wife a new and higher sense of the enjoyment of travel than she had ever experienced on previous occasions. The grand old cities of Lom- bardy, with their long historic pedigree and far-reaching associations, fired him with an enthusiasm which Sibylla was not slow to catch. Charles Montcalm's father had been a picture-lover. His taste as a connoisseur was attested by the choice collection of paintings which adorned Sibylla's future home. It had been sadly despoiled at the time of Frank's disgrace. Still, in its diminished glory, Charles took pride in the collection, and enriched it occasionally by some costly addition. It was his one extravagance. He was delighted now to have his judgment reinforced by Sibylla's. His fancy now was, he told his bride, that they should jointly choose some picture, whose loveliness should be associated in the minds of them both with the pleasures of their wedding tour. ' It shall be my V Honeymoon ^^ honeymoon present,' he said, 'to the dear mistress of Frampton. It must hang in your boudoir.' But it was not in matters of art alone that the two happy lovers found a delight- ful conformity of taste. These weeks in Italy were to both of them a time of ideal perfection — the perfection of happiness. Sibylla recognised the realisation of her girl- ish dreams of a companionship of absolute sympathy and understanding of her every feeling. Charles forgot politics in the entrancement of a more thrilling interest. For once he could unbend. *This is a revelation,' he broke out, as they sat, one blazing day, pretending to read, in a refuge of shade on the mountain side — a cool stream, turgid from its glacier, rushing by, and Monte Rosa, faintly pencilled on the horizon, peeping through the chestnuts — ^ a revelation of happiness. I have never lived till now. I have grovelled, like a slave in a mine, in darkness and toil. But I have never known the joy of life — its exquisite pleasure — till now. I can scarcely believe my good fortune. 5 6 Sibylla chap. What right has a hard-working English- man among these scenes of romance ? This is a good description, is it not, that I have just come upon ? — In cities should we English lie. Where cries are rising ever new, And men's incessant stream goes by — We who pursue Our business with unslackening stride. Traverse in troops, with care-filled breast. The soft Mediterranean side. The Nile, the East, And see all sights from pole to pole. And glance, and nod, and bustle by. And never once possess our soul Before we die.' ' Well,' said Sibylla, ' we will possess our souls to-day, at any rate. Besides, I deny the imputation. We are not so prosy as Matthew Arnold loved to paint us. There is a great deal of poetry in cities.' * Don't mention them,' said her husband, by this time in the full swing of excitement at his new-found mood ; ' at any rate, not the famous city of Westminster, with its poetry of a long debate. I am delighted V Honeymoon 57 with Matthew Arnold. Why have I never read him before, Sibylla ? You must take my education in hand.' * But you must choose the nice ones,' said Sibylla, taking the volume out of her husband's hand. ' Is this your vein ? — Some girl, who here from castle-bower, With furtive step and cheek of flame, 'Twixt myrtle-hedges all in flower By moonlight came To meet her pirate-lover's ship ; And from the wave-kissed marble stair Beckoned him on, with quivering lip And floating hair ; And lived some moons in happy trance ' * That is the life to lead,' cried Mont- calm, ' a happy trance ! Mine is a happy trance just now. I dread the awakening to the dull business of existence.' ' Enjoy it,' said Sibylla, putting her hand on his ; ' why trouble about the awakening '^. ' I have before me a volume of Sibylla's journal, faded now almost into indistinct- ness, but written in her beautiful, firm 58 Sibylla chap. hand-writing, unmarred by blot or erasure — a type of her clear-cut mind and steady resolution. ' Let me record these hours as best I can,' she writes in one place ; ' something tells me that they are the happiest of my life. I have an adoring husband ; I am, I know, an adoring wife. Is mutual adora- tion a folly, a delusion ? Possibly — but a delightful and enchanting one. *' Egoisme a deux," as I was reading just now — but how sweet a selfishness ! Every day reveals to us new fields of sympathy, new plains in which our minds move at the same level and are tuned to the same key — new topics that are common property. I am under a spell, I know, — incapable of anything but enjoyment. I am in no hurry to be disenchanted. The air is full of delicious sounds. I am happy, happy ! Dear life, that brings one such happiness ! ' Their days were busily employed. At Rome they found kind friends at the Embassy, and an agreeable cardinal, who was a scholar and antiquarian, told them of the last new excavations, and arranged for V Honeymoon 59 them a private interview with the Holy Father. At Venice a friend's yacht had been placed at their disposal, and when they had drunk their fill of palaces, picture-galleries, churches and studios, they embarked for a cruise among lovely Greek islands, bathed in the exquisite atmosphere, which makes chff and headland, wave-kissed islet and mountain towering in the background, seem like a dream of fairyland. The Medi- terranean was in its sweetest mood, and seemed but to caress the shores on which its ripples broke — the very type of loving gentleness. ' We live in an enchanted world,' Sibylla writes of one of these days ; ' I was reading this morning : " We mortals have our divine moments, when love is satisfied in the completeness of the beloved object." These divine moments are mine just now. I am more than satisfied. Charles realises the best of all I ever dreamed about him.' Into this summer tranquillity a mandate from England fell like a bolt from the blue. Things had been going badly with the 6o Sibylla chap. Government, one of the whips wrote to Montcalm. It looked as if the dissolution could not be much longer delayed. It might even be an affair of weeks. There was a letter, too, from Charles Montcalm's election agent, giving a still gloomier view of the position, and announcing that his opponent's party were busily at work, and were gaining ground with dangerous rapidity. The local leaders were strongly of his opinion that Montcalm's presence was essential. His success at the impending election depended on an immediate personal canvass. ' That is the worst of Fellows,' said Montcalm in a tone of annoyance, as he tossed the letter across the table to Sibylla ; ' he is invaluable as an agent, — energetic, assiduous, and loyal to the core ; but he is always in a fuss. I do not believe matters are as serious as he makes out ; but I cannot be sure that they are not. I must go at once. There is the curse of Parlia- mentary life ! It is a form of slavery — a bad form ; some philanthropist should preach a crusade against it ! ' V Honeymoon 6 1 ' We have had a delightful month,' said Sibylla; ' we are fortunate to have been left so long.' * We are unfortunate to be cut so short,' her husband grumbled ; ' I never felt less inclined to obey an unwelcome call. Un- fortunately in life the unpleasanter of two courses is generally the right one. 1 suppose I ought to go.' * Then let us go at once,' said Sibylla. ' Nothing is a misfortune that we do together.' The spell was broken. Montcalm pre- sently became another man — busy, reserved, preoccupied. He was no longer the delightful lover. His head now was full of political speculations, political anxieties — political plots. Sibylla was impressed by the suddenness and the completeness of the change in her husband's mood. It had been settled that they should go to her father's London house on their return for the season. ' I must stipulate,' Lord Belmont had said, ' that you come to me in Portman Square for your first season in London. 62 Sibylla CHAP. That will give you time to look about you and make up your minds at leisure about your future abode. Then you must ask me to come and stay with you at Frampton in the autumn, when I come back from Homburg. I shall make no other engage- ment. I shall enjoy having you to myself while Charles is away at his election, should you not be with him. When he comes back he shall have the library, where no one ever goes, and which will be as quiet as the grave. He can see his constituents there, and be as independent as he pleases, and as undisturbed.' The prospect was highly attractive to Sibylla. She was suffering a reaction from her recent exalted mood. Home thoughts had begun to assert their sway. She was conscious of finding the prospect of her father's society delightful. His note of cordial, unconscious fondness touched her. She was longing to see him again. The thought of being with him once more lifted a load from her spirits, and restored her natural gaiety. It needed restoration, for, since her husband's plunge back into V Honeymoon 63 politics, she had felt half-deserted. The isolation depressed her. ' You will like to pay your father a visit, Sibylla, while I am in the north,' Montcalm had said, * will you not ^ He will be so delighted to have you.' * But,' objected Sibylla, ' he would be delighted to think of me being at your election. He would think it my natural place. If it is possible, Charles, I should like to go with you. It is my strong wish. I know that you do not understand it ; but you must indulge me. Our tour is broken off. I am well content that it should be, for such a cause ; but let me share in the fight. Perhaps I could help you ; at any rate, no one could wish so ardently for your success.' Montcalm was touched by the sort of imploring tone and ardent affection of his wife's appeal, — touched but not convinced. He was immovable. * My dear Sibylla,' he answered, ' you must believe my experience, unfortunately a prolonged one. You do not know what you ask when you wish to plunge into the mire of an election. It is all that is detestable ; 64 Sibylla chap. its detestableness would be enhanced if I felt, all the time, that you were exposed to it — were in the thick of it. An election is the last place where a refined woman ought to peril her refinement. Be guided by me. Do me the great favour of not renewing a request which I should feel it dishonourable to comply with. Ask me anything but that.' ' There is an end of it, of course,' said Sibylla, in a tone of deep disappointment ; ' but do you not hate elections overmuch ? Peril one's refinement ! How many of my friends are doing it ^ ' Her husband had pronounced his ulti- matum, and was not inclined to prolong the conversation. He had carried his way, but as despots carry it, by sheer assertion of personal will. Sibylla was un- convinced. He had not seriously at- tempted to convince her. Her submission was simply powerlessness to resist. She felt wounded and aggrieved, almost in- clined to a rebellious mood. Lord Belmont was delighted to welcome his daughter and her husband. He was V Honeymoon 6^ evidently surprised at their sudden return, and did not perceive its necessity. ' I did not expect you/ he said ; 'political zeal is all very well ; but on a wedding tour! was it really necessary?' ' Unluckily,' said Montcalm, with some irritation in his tone, and turning pale, as he did whenever he spoke under excitement or the influence of strong feeling, ' politics will not wait for wedding tours or anything else. You may be sure, Lord Belmont, that I should not have cut short our tour without sufficient cause. It was an intense disappointment to both of us.' ' I am admiring your virtue, my dear Montcalm,' said Lord Belmont ; 'it is admirable ; may fortune crown it — as it deserves to be crowned — with success.' ' But there really was no doubt about its being necessary,' said Sibylla with eager- ness ; ' the enemy is already in force, and almost in possession of the field.' It turned out that the agent was right. A few days later the Government encoun- tered an unexpected defeat, more pronounced than any of its predecessors ; the cry for a VOL. I F 66 Sibylla CHAP. dissolution gathered sudden strength. The Times^ in a solemn leader, whose gravity wore the air of inspiration, pronounced that the moment had arrived when an appeal to the country could no longer be honour- ably delayed. The evening Opposition papers howled a responsive chorus. Even the Government organs hinted that the position was becoming untenable. Every hour fresh rumours filled the air. The clubs were crowded with men seeking gossip or retailing it. Before the week was out Ministers were again in a minority. A dissolution was announced. Montcalm brought his Address for his father-in-law's criticism and advice. He was proceeding to read it. ' Stop ! ' said Lord Belmont, getting up and ringing the bell ; ' let us send for Sibylla. She has a fine ear for style. I always get her opinion on anything that 1 write of importance.' ' It is no question of style,' said Mont- calm ; ' the good people of Belhaven do not know what it means, happily for me. I only wanted your opinion as to V Honeymoon 67 how to deal with one or two awkward points.' * Well,' said Lord Belmont, ' you shall have my opinion, reinforced by Sibylla's — which is more than twice as good : but perhaps you have consulted her already.' ' It had not occurred to me,' Montcalm answered, ' that she would care to be consulted, or would have an opinion on the subject. It is more a question of an election agent's judgment than a woman's taste.' ' My dear Charles,' said his father-in-law, * a wise woman's judgment is the wise man's best touchstone : and here comes the wise woman ! ' * I was not prepared for an audience,' said Charles, as his wife came and sat down by him. ' Now, Sibylla, please imagine yourself an enlightened and independent Belhavenite, and say how this strikes you.' ' Business-like, at any rate,' said Lord Belmont, as Montcalm's dry, well-balanced phrases closed ; ^ and safe, I suppose ; but inspiring .? Does it do justice to the occasion — the gravity of the occasion ^ It 68 Sibylla chap. is a crisis, remember. Is it not a little tame ? ' * Oh ! ' said Montcalm, a little taken aback by his father-in-law*s criticism, ' you cannot make that sort of thing too tame. It is what the British voter likes. I have reduced my addresses to the perfection of tameness. The thing to do with a crisis is to say as little as possible about it. Then you are committed to nothing.' ' But you will have a fight .^ ' asked Sibylla. * A fight } ' cried Lord Belmont ; ' I should rather think he will — a good stand- up, hard -fought battle. The Belhaven elections are notorious. I wish I could be there. My blood warms to it already.' * And mine,' cried Sibylla, catching her father's mood, which was several degrees more mercurial than that of her husband ; ' but there is no doubt about victory } ' * Then it would not be a battle,' said Montcalm, laughing ; * the point of a fight — a political fight most of all — is its uncertainty. The only certain thing is that the improbable generally comes off. V Honeymoon 69 This time, however, I mean to succeed. I shall wear your badge. I will carry it to victory ! ' * To victory ! ' cried Lord Belmont, the ashes of old election fights springing suddenly into a blaze. * To victory ! ' echoed Sibylla ; * my dear and gallant knight ! my song last night was prophetic ! — Cock up your beaver, and cock it fu' sprush ! We'll over the Border and give them a brush ! There's somebody coming '11 teach better behaviour ; Heh ! Charlie, lad, cock up your beaver ! ' There was inspiration in Sibylla's tones, a charming brightness in her eye, anima- tion in her gesture, as she declaimed the verse — animation, pathos, infectious enthusiasm. She had never seemed so beautiful. Charles Montcalm's cool tem- perament warmed with an unaccustomed glow. The scene touched him — the fine, old, courtly statesman, the lovely woman, stirred by zeal for his success — for him. A sudden pang of delight throbbed through recesses of a nature where such genial influences had hitherto been but seldom felt. 70 Sibylla CHAP, V Life had given him nothing so good as this. It was a supreme moment — a revelation ! He seized Sibylla's hand, he carried it to his lips. He kissed it with fervour. There was a profound tenderness — rapture — in his look. ' You are adorable,' he breathed, too low for any ear but hers : ' I am a dull dog — you must inspire me ! ' Sibylla knew that with her husband such a demonstration meant much. He was profoundly moved. She rewarded him with a look of love. Two days later he was in the thick of his election. He had made no further allusion to Sibylla's wish to share its fortunes with him, nor had she chosen to allude to it. Once more she found herself alone with her father, her only special share in the election — which had now become the one absorbing topic of attention — the daily bulletin from her husband, telling her, in hurried but cheerful language, of the progress of his canvass. ' Everything,' he wrote, ' is going well.' CHAPTER VI AN ELECTION EPISODE A vulgar comment will be made of it, And that supposed by the common rout, Against your yet ungalled estimation. That may with foul intrusion enter in And dwell upon your grave when you are dead. An incident which occurred at one of Mont- calm's meetings, and to which his letters had made no allusion, was hardly consistent with his cheerful account of his expedition. There was a crowded, noisy gathering in a suburb of Belhaven, where Radicalism was rampant, and Montcalm's opponents were entrenched in strength. His organising committee had, all along, regarded the place with anxiety. The question of the management of the occasion had been discussed. Nervous advisers had suggested the ignominious 72 Sibylla CHAP. precaution of a * ticket ' meeting. If it were ' open ' there was the likelihood, they said, of serious disturbance. * By all means,' exclaimed Montcalm, on whom the possibility of danger always had an exhilarating effect, * let us have an open meeting ! I don't care for a packed audience ; I hate preaching to the converted. I would rather risk a row.' The appearance of the Hall on the even- ing of the meeting justified the anticipations of the prudent party. A densely packed audience filled it — floor, gallery, and passage — and rendered impossible all extraneous attempts to maintain orderly behaviour. There were numerous knots of roughs, who were acting, apparently, on a pre- concerted plan, and abetted each other's efforts to disturb the harmony of the even- ing. The Police Superintendent came into the Committee-room with a grave face to say that all things pointed to a stormy meeting. It was obvious to any one, who could read the signs, that a large portion of the multitude was ready for a row, and that there were not a few present who VI An Election Episode 73 intended to produce one. Montcalm^s appearance on the platform was greeted with shouts in which the yells of the oppos- ing faction were not completely drowned. But the appearance of the candidate was impressive : it bespoke calmness, deter- mination, undaunted courage. Montcalm's first few sentences — nervous^ resolute, and unflinching — caught the ear of the multi- tude. His speech, though continually in- terrupted, was listened to with attention. At its close the candidate invited interroga- tion. Numerous questions had been asked and answered, as satisfactorily as such an occasion allows. These interrogations were always intensely distasteful to Montcalm. They brought into painful distinctness the unreality, the superficiality, the vulgarity of the whole concern. They emphasised the essential misfortune of an extended suffrage — that it places upon the political stage thousands of ignorant individuals who have no qualification for serious politi- cal thought, and no real aspiration to it. How to reason seriously with such an audience } It was a sort of dishonesty to ^4 Sibylla chap. pretend to reason. The old-fashioned bribery and corruption were less immoral. Their questions were so irrelevant, irra- tional, so irritatingly narrow in scope, so wide of the real issues. Montcalm's com- posure of mind and demeanour stood him in good stead under the ordeal. Experience gave him confidence. Odious as it all was, he had borne it before : he could bear it again. If nothing else could be done, he was conscious of the faculty of looking absolutely unmoved, and saying something, the coolness of which disconcerted his assailant. The evening was drawing onward to its close. The crowd had become interested and excited. The shyness which checked some would-be interpellators at the outset, had worn off, and had given place to a half- impudent familiarity. Presently it became obvious that something unusual was going on at the further end of the Hall. There was an angry altercation, something of a scuffle, the eager cries of onlookers, hostile or sympathetic. At last an excited, miserable-looking man — his haggard face VI An Election Episode y^ alight with the fire of fanaticism — got him- self hoisted on to his companions' shoulders. He said something which produced a sudden silence around him, the silence of suspense, interest, inquisitiveness. The silence spread in an instant through the whole assembly. His voice rang out now clear and piercing, with the distinctness of a practised speaker. It reached the listeners on the platform. * I want to know,' he said, ' a piece of family history — our member's family and mine. What has become of Lizzie Marsh ? ' A chorus of cries of ' Shame ! ' ' Order ! ' attested the general sense of disapproval of a question that was, on the face of it, out- rageous. Montcalm rose to the occasion. His marble features, always pale, now deadly white, bespoke a lofty indignation. His mien was intrepid. He drew himself up, and stood erect and undaunted. His eye flashed. A fine scorn curved his lip. He looked the type of courage. There was complete silence as he began to speak. Thousands were holding their breath in 76 Sibylla CHAP. expectation, anxious to lose no syllable of his reply. ' We are here,' he said, * for politics. I am here to explain my political views ; you are here to learn them, and to ask such questions as will help you to do so. Such questions I am answering to the best of my power. You are in your rights. But I refuse to be insulted. I refuse to answer questions whose one object is to insult — questions which have no sort of bearing on public affairs — which it is base to ask, and which it would be infamy to answer.' A shout of applause drowned the con- cluding phrases of Montcalm's answer. It was taken up through the assembly. It pealed and crashed — a solid mass of sound — through the great Hall. It died away : it broke out afresh and rolled on in a suc- cession of diminuendos, crescendos, fortis- simos, till fatigue necessitated a respite. Montcalm's bold, defiant reply had pro- duced a great effect. Britons hate a foul blow. This was felt to be one. Montcalm had received it with fortitude : he had re- pelled it effectively. His sentences had sent VI An Election Episode 77 a thrill through the huge assembly to its utmost confines. For once he had aroused personal enthusiasm — an achievement which, as a rule, his proud temperament and reserved dignity of manner rendered impossible. He had been the object of a gross insult, an outrage on the accepted rules of the game in political warfare. He had comported himself in a manner that even his enemies admired, and which his friends regarded as heroic. He was no longer a mere political abstraction — the representative of a party, the exponent of a creed. He had shown himself a man. It is easier to feel warmly about a man than about an abstraction. So far Montcalm had profited by the occurrence. He had achieved popularity. But there was another, less agreeable aspect. When the first momentary effect of Montcalm's answer had died away^ there remained in the minds of all but the most thoughtless a reflection that there was something within the member's knowledge which, for some reason or other, he did not care to disclose, and that he resented the 78 Sibylla CHAP. demand for disclosure. It was a disagree- able reflection. The question had been improper, of course, unjustifiable. None the less, the fact remained that it had been unanswered. A sense of mystery was engendered in some, a suspicion in others. The unruly portion of the audience had discovered a congenial instrument of unruliness — if needs be, of persecution — the apt material for mischief. They were loath to abandon a phrase which had a delicious flavour of ribaldry. Again and again some mis- chievous spirit yelled out the query, * What has become of Lizzie Marsh ? ' and the fact that he was speedily suppressed in no degree diminished the force of the inquiry. More than once the name rang in Mont- calm's ears as he drove homeward through the crowded streets to his committee-room. The committee had already assembled. There was a sudden pause in the conversa- tion as Montcalm entered. He took his place with perfect composure. But for the slight additional pallor of his face, there was no symptom of disturbance or distress. VI An Election Episode 79 He spoke of the meeting as encouraging. The tone was less hostile than it had been, a week before, at similar gatherings. The audience was a rough one, but it had listened with interest, and had been, on the whole, friendly. Montcalm completely ignored the episode which was uppermost in the thoughts of all — the unexpected interruption. It might, for any notice that he vouchsafed to it, have been a mere piece of boisterous nonsense, bawled out by some half- tipsy onlooker, and no sooner uttered than forgotten. More than one member of the committee would have given much to know the truth, if only he had dared to ask. But there was no man present who was courageous enough for that. There was something in Montcalm's air and look, which discouraged familiarity — which made familiarity, which he might regard as impertinent, impossible. Each one felt that, if Montcalm intended to say anything on the subject, he would do it without invitation, and that an unwelcome inquiry might provoke a disagreeable retort. All things, accordingly, went on in their 8o Sibylla CHAP. accustomed course. The reports of the day were read ; the arrangements for the morrow were discussed and settled. The committee broke up. Montcalm walked back to his hotel with one of his committee- men. They parted at the entrance. Mont- calm mounted to his room, set his servant at liberty, and locked the door. At last he was alone. Alone : but no peaceful solitude ! Now that the necessity for outward calm had ceased, Montcalm felt incapable any longer of self-repression. The event of the evening had stirred his nature to its profoundest depths. A rude hand had been laid on nerves where a feather's touch meant agony. He had endured that torture with a stoical show of indifference ; but his whole system was quivering with its effect. His heart was thumping loud and quick. He was brought face to face with the one thing in life he really feared, the feeling of disgrace. His hand shook, his powers of self-control were exhausted. For once he had ceased to be master of himself. * What has become of Lizzie Marsh ^ ' The horrid query was ringing in his ear. VI An Election Episode 8 r ' What a question to be asked of me, and how many more such are hereafter to be asked? Do evil things never die — not even when those who did them are dead and gone ? Am I to be persecuted to the end about poor Frank's misdeeds, by every scoundrel who chooses to fling a piece of dirt at me — at me ? at us ? ' The thought flashed through his brain that he was now a hundred times more assailable than heretofore ; that disgrace meant something new and more terrible ; that a new and infinitely more delicate sense of shame had been developed in his mind. In old days a scandal could have been confronted, like any other disagreeable thing, with a sturdy stoicism, not quite remote from indifl'erence. But Sibylla's husband could not be stoical. He could not be indifferent to a family dishonour, which should, in however remote a degree, involve her in its contamination. Montcalm's daily letter to Sibylla had still to be written to catch the midnight mail. He sat down to write it : but it was in vain. Brain and hand declined their accustomed offices. The very idea of VOL. I G Sibylla CHAP. bringing Sibylla into contact with the hateful scene was intolerable. It seemed a sort of profanation to think of her in such a connection. Charles at last forced himself to write : but how jejune and barren a performance ! How impossible that there should be nature, spontaneity, real outpour- ing of sentiment with this detested secret lurking in the background, stifling the genial outflow of love. Sibylla gave a sigh, next day, as she per- used, only too quickly, the few poor lines which contained all that her husband had to tell her about himself. A secret is be- numbing, and Montcalm's better self was half benumbed. He could not bring him- self to say anything on this hateful topic to his wife. She need never know of it. She must not. The letter written and directed, Mont- calm sat on — the victim of a tumultuous rush of thought. It was in vain to think of sleep, in vain to read or write. His reverie was presently broken by a knock at the door, and an enquiry by one of the inn servants, whether he would receive a con- VI An Election Episode 83 stituent. Montcalm had always encouraged his constituents to consult him in private on any point on which they desired enlight- enment as to his views : he had announced that, when not publicly engaged, he would always be glad to receive any of them who wished for an interview. Some had come and been received in the evenings, and there were strict orders that no one should be denied. The servant who announced this visitor evidently thought him something exceptional. The man, he said, seemed very much excited — was, he should say, under the effects of liquor. He looked as if he might easily become violent. On the whole he doubted whether Montcalm would do well to admit him. It might be well to send for the police. ' Nonsense,' said Montcalm, with a slight tone of contempt, 'show him up at once.' In another moment a forlorn, weird being, in the dress of the better sort of artisan, stood before him. Montcalm recognised his visitor at once. It was the disturber of the evening meeting. His features were haggard, careworn, sorrow- 84 Sibylla chap. stricken. His dilated, eager eye bespoke the fanatic. His mobile lips were quivering ; his gesture was restless, impassioned. He looked like a melancholy madman. Every- thing about him told of intense excitement. Montcalm's face wore the aspect of pro- found calm, which was his instinctive method of confronting danger. The in- truder seemed cowed by his immovable demeanour ; he found it impossible, apparently, to speak. The two men looked at each other in silence, as though measuring their strength for the encounter. ' You want to see me,' Montcalm said at last. ' There is a chair — sit down, and tell me what it is you want.' The man took no notice of the invitation to sit down. He still could hardly trust himself to speak : his voice trembled. ' My name is Jennings,' he said. ' I will tell you what I want, Mr. Montcalm. I want to know what I asked you to-night at the meeting — what I will ask you where- ever I get the chance, till you are forced to tell me. Where is your brother and the girl he ruined — my Lizzie.^ She was VI An Election Episode 85 betrothed to me — mine in God's sight. He seduced her ; he stole her from parents and home. He befooled her into loving him. He was a gentleman by birth : that helped him to do it. He spared nothing — he spared no one. It killed her father. Her mother, broken down by shame, sorrow, and misery, still lives with me — if life it can be called. That home — and mine — was broken up : we are dishonoured, ruined ; and all to please a rich man's whim, his wicked, cruel whim. And then you wonder we working men are socialists and hate the rich ! I hate him — I have sworn revenge. Why could he not leave us alone .^ We did no harm to any one. We were quiet folk and God-fearing — we are Methodists. I used to preach ; I was a good preacher, but I shall never preach again ! How could I preach, or pray, or tell men to trust a merciful God, with this foul wrong burning at my soul. I can think but of one thing. I have sworn to find her, if she is to be found on earth. I have sworn to find him too ! Where are they now } ' Jennings' face by this time was livid with fury. The fire of the 86 Sibylla chap. fanatic was consuming him. His un- conscious rhetoric was telHng on himself, was overpowering him. He advanced now close to the table in front of Montcalm and repeated his question with a solemn vehemence : * Where are they r ' Montcalm met him with an air of supreme coolness. His nerve served him well in such scenes. His attitude was un- changed. He betrayed nothing but the busy man's impatience at a bootless interruption. ' I gave you my answer this evening/ he said, ' the only answer that I will give to a question so asked — not for the purpose of information, but, as you confess, for revenge, malice, and hatred. If any of the accusa- tions you bring against my brother be true, I would do anything in my power to alleviate the sorrow, to atone, if possible, for the wrong. But I will aid no scheme of revenge — and I will yield to no menace. No one shall force me to speak, supposing I were able to tell you what you want. You may do your worst. If this is all you have to say, you had better go.' VI An Election Episode 87 Montcalm moved his hand to ring the bell which stood on the table before him. * Stop,' cried the other, suddenly chang- ing tone ; ' do not send me away like that ! Have mercy. I threaten you with nothing. I am half mad with sorrow and shame. I was a happy man, none happier — a prosperous man. Lizzie was a good girl, good as the best. I loved her — I know that she loved me. We were happy lovers — most happy ; we had no thought but thoughts of honest love. There was no shade of difference between us. Then came your brother — and then our troubles began. She knew that they were beginning ; she felt it, as did I. She could not resist him — he was too strong ; his flattery too sweet. He lavished presents on her. Then I grew angry, like a fool, and was rough to her. He dazzled her. At last she yielded. She went off : she wrote her father a letter. I have it here. We have heard nothing of her since, nothing but a rumour — a rumour that she was married to your brother, and that she died in America. You know, surely, if it is true. It would cure her mother's 88 Sibylla chap. sorrow to know she died an honest woman, or, if she lives, to help her back to honest life. I am trying to find out : for God's sake, help me.' ' You go a curious way to get my help,' said Montcalm ; ' a curious way — the wrong way. You begin by doing all you can — such as it is — to hurt me. You thought you could injure me at the meeting — perhaps you think so still. If so, you can do your worst. I shall meet you always as I did to-night. Then you talk about revenge. Is it likely that I should help you to that, against my own brother, if he were still alive .^ As to his alleged marriage, now that you talk like a reason- able being I will answer you. No word concerning it has ever reached me till you spoke. I know no more about it than you do, and have as little means of finding anything out. I know nothing but that my brother was killed in America. I can give you no help.' The man gave a groan, the groan of a baffled, helpless animal, raging in impotent fury and suffering. VI An Election Episode 89 ' You could help me if you wished,' he said as he turned to go ; * I knew that you would not. It is like your cursed, cursed race. Our time is coming — to us, as to the Frenchmen a hundred years ago. They had their turn ; we shall have ours. It is near, near ! Without you, despite you, I shall learn the truth. My Lizzie, I am certain, died an honest woman. I shall find it out. I'll prove it. You do not want it proved, because you would scorn her for a kinswoman. Your pride would re- volt. To suit you she must remain a ' By this time Montcalm's hand was on the bell. The servant speedily appeared. ' Show this man the door/ he said, as he bent again over his writing. ' Remember that I have some letters to go by the mid- night post.' Montcalm's unwelcome visitant showed no symptom of the violence which his first appearance had suggested. He had, appar- ently, no wish to stay. Sobbing and de- claiming, he followed the servant down- stairs, and went out into the street. Montcalm was once more alone. He 90 Sibylla CHAP. sat on far into the night. Silence reigned : the noisy, excited world around him was sunk in sleep. He sat and reviewed the events of the evening. They had been a tremendous shock. Jennings' revelation had brought home to him with dreadful distinctness the conviction that there were unfathomed depths into which his brother might have plunged. The man's story had every appearance of truth. There was a clue. Was he not, Charles Montcalm asked himself, bound to follow it — to help on the discovery- : to rescue the woman if she were capable of restoration — to atone if atonement were still possible } He would write at once to Mr. Strutt — bid him communicate with Jennings, and get hold of any scrap of information which might help to the desired discovery. But was it desired .^ It was a revolting task : it would drag some horror to life — some dreadful, degraded, aggrieved woman, who would trade on her wrong and Frank's guilt, — some wretched child of sin and shame whose birth would make him head of the Montcalms. Horrible, horrible idea ! VI An Election Episode 91 It must be faced, however painful. It could be borne. But one thing Montcalm could not face, the necessity of telling his wife. He resented the thought of any obli- gation to let another person into the secret of his father's and his own misfortune. He would never have married, if he had had to reckon with this horrible necessity. He would never have exposed his pride to the risk of such a humiliation. Life would not be worth having if he were obliged to humble himself before Sibylla by such a revelation. No one — not even one's wife — has a right to secrets which concern oneself alone. Why, too, need Sibylla share the misery which he was now enduring ^ Why need this deplorable episode cast its shade over the brightness of her life ^ Charles Montcalm resolved on conceal- ment. CHAPTER VII THE LITTLE RIFT RosENCRANTZ. You do surcly bar the door upon your own liberty, when you deny your griefs to a friend. The reporters who despatched a telegraphic summary of the meeting for the next morn- ing's London papers, made no reference to the concluding episode except by a paren- thetical remark that there had been con- siderable disturbance on the part of a gang of roughs ; that the speakers had some difficulty in making themselves heard ; and that, for a time, it seemed likely that the meeting would break up in confusion. Such systematic rowdyism was, the Govern- ment organs observed, a disgrace to a respectable community, and, however con- venient as a reply to Mr. Montcalm's un- CHAP. VII The Little Rift 93 answerable arguments, could not, in the long-run, fail to react unfavourably against the party in whose interest it was resorted to. A little local print, however, of the extremest Socialist order, was less reticent on the subject. The Anarchist was largely read by the working men of Belhaven, and identified itself with their interests. It took up Jennings' supposed wrongs as a congenial topic — an admirable illustration of the vices and cruelties of the upper classes. An accusation had impliedly been made : it had not been denied. It was safe — it was reasonable to assume the worst. The flavour of scandal was appetising. Local gossip added zest to the report. It was notorious, the Anarchist observed, that the girl, who was betrothed to Jennings, had disappeared from her home in a manner which her family recognised as disgraceful. The name of Montcalm had been popularly connected with her flight and her disgrace. There were, everybody knew, substantial grounds for such a popular belief. Mr. Montcalm had refused publicly to throw any light on a painful mystery. What was 94 Sibylla chap. the obvious inference from such a refusal ? And was it likely that a community, out- raged by such a breach of morality, would confide its political interests to the keeping of a candidate who came before them under such conditions ? The days were, happily, past when the excesses of each petty local despot were condoned by society and sub- mitted to by classes too wretched, too degraded to know the barest rights of humanity. Such excesses could now be regarded only as survivals from the cruel, feudal times when nothing was sacred from aristocratic greed. Mr. Charles Montcalm might be assured that the English demo- cracy would tolerate no such barbarous survivals. The people would, assuredly, reject the parliamentary candidate who sought their suffrages, tainted by so dis- honourable an association. A copy of the Anarchist^ as ill luck would have it, found its way into Lord Belmont's letter-bag, and was duly opened, cut, aired, and laid out for perusal, with a host of others, on his library table. Sibylla usually devoted the hour after breakfast to VII The Little Rift 95 reading the morning's news to her father. Her eye was caught by an unusual name. She began the article and came suddenly upon the passage which dealt with the topic of the interruption before she was aware of its import. She stopped short in confusion, and made a bold skip to another paragraph which she could see was dealing with another subject. Lord Belmont merely thought that she had lost her place. He was giving no special heed to the article, and the abrupt break in Sibylla's reading did not rouse his attention. Afterwards, Sibylla took the paper to her room and read it with a beating heart. She was impressed by her husband's speech, by the coolness, the dignity, the courage of his reply. She loved and admired him for it. The tears sprang to her eyes as she pictured him to herself, standing calm, impressive, and unfaltering in the midst of the huge concourse — many of them his bitter foes, — boldly meeting his assailants in open fight. He was a husband of whom any woman might be proud. But there was evidently a mystery. Why was it that g6 Sibylla CHAP. Frank Montcalm's name was never men- tioned either by her husband or her father? Why had all her attempts to induce either of them to enlighten her on the subject been met with decisive refusal ? Why had Charles's letter, written immediately after the disturbance at the meeting, made no reference to it? W^hat was his connection with the story on which his interrogator had touched ? Why this sec- retiveness ? Agitating questions for an affectionate wife ! Try as she would, Sibylla could not put them from her thoughts. The first discovery of concealment is an epoch in married life : it is a shock to confidence. Sibylla now experienced it. She consoled herself with the reflection that her husband's return would not be much longer delayed. The election would presently be over, and he would, doubtless, take the first opportunity of talking to her openly on a subject which must have been occupying so large a space in his thoughts. It was not difficult to imagine reasons why he should refrain from doing so by letter, VII The Little Rift 97 and prefer to postpone a painful communi- cation till he could make it in personal intercourse. A week later came the news of Mont- calm's election, and, two days afterwards, the successful candidate himself arrived in Portman Square. Sibylla was conscious of watching for the hour of her husband's arrival with strange impatience, a new-born excitement. Her heart beat painfully as she watched the carriage drive up which was bringing him from the station. She ran downstairs to greet him in the hall. He was entering as she descended. His appearance and demeanour im- pressed her — resolute, self-confident, self- contained — the personification of strength, fortitude, and success. No trace of a humi- liating contretemps had written itself on that fine, clear brow. Sibylla watched him coming toward her. His approach chilled her, even in the midst of her excitement. She instinctively shrank from any demon- stration of feeling. She dared not be effusive. Charles Montcalm, she was cer- tain, would of all things dislike a scene. VOL. I H 98 Sibylla CHAP. A display of sentiment — with footmen looking on, and an impassive butler silently observant in the background — would fill him with horror. Sibylla, however, found it difficult to restrain her feelings. She was more moved than she had expected to be — than the occasion justified. The tears stood in her eyes. It had been their first separa- tion — a short one, but it had cost her some pangs. It was a relief to have her husband again. She took his arm and led him to the library, which of late she had made her principal abode. They were alone. Montcalm took her with tenderness in his arms : he embraced her with a real devotion. He watched her face with the solicitude of love. ' Tears, Sibylla P ' he said, with the tone of petting a child, and giving her another kiss. ' Foolish tears, I know,' said Sibylla ; ' tears of joy. I am thankful that our separation is over. I rejoice to have you again, Charles. I have a weak horror of separations. Let us have as few as possible.' VII The Little Rift 99 ' I say Amen to that,' said her husband. ' These electioneering expeditions have now a new ingredient of horror. They rob me of my wife — the worst sort of robbery.' ' And all things went well ? ' said Sibylla. ' All things went well,' said her husband, resolutely ; ' the majority was a splendid one, was it not ? It is perfectly satisfactory; but the most satisfactory thing about the election is that it is over.' ' How you dislike it,' said his wife. ' It is unfortunate.' ' It is all detestable,' said Montcalm, ' detestable and degrading — but inevitable, I suppose. One sees mankind at its worst and vulgarest — not an ennobling sight.' ' And contact with it, in this phase, is naturally disagreeable .^ ' said Sibylla. ' Most disagreeable,' said her husband, emphatically ; ' so disagreeable that it seems a profanation to mar the delight of our meeting by recalling it. Let us choose a pleasanter topic. Tell me, how is your father ? ' ' Thank you,' said his wife, ' father is as well as possible, and in the best spirits 1 00 Sibylla chap. about the election. We do not think it profanation to talk and think about it when we are toofether. We followed the news anxiously from day to day, and I read father all the speeches. He admires yours so much. They read well. I wish I could hear one. Ah ! here he comes ! ' * A thousand congratulations, my dear Charles,' Lord Belmont said, as he came forward with an air of cordiality which pronounced him to be in the highest spirits. ' Your victory was really magni- ficent. In these days one can never tell how matters will go. We were getting thoroughly nervous. It was so good of you to order us so ample a supply of telegrams. They were a great comfort. You had some rough meetings, too, I saw.' Sibylla saw her husband turn pale as Lord Belmont approached the unwelcome topic. ' The Belhaven suburbs are rough,' Montcalm said with composure, ' and mass meetings are meant to be noisy. They are a bore, but not the worst form of boredom VII The Little Rift loi in which an election involves one. Thank heaven, we shall now have a respite ! ' Later in the afternoon, Mrs. Ormesby came in to have tea with Sibylla, and to offer her congratulations. She was a keen politician, and entered heartily into the en- joyment of the triumph. ' Charles has done well,' she said, ' and the party has done well. What a comfort ! The Government will be as strong as they need to be — strong enough for all practical purposes. It is a mistake to have too large a majority. The rank and file get careless and the waverers think they are at liberty to indulge their own fancies. Talking of waverers, I see that brilliant young gentle- man, Mr. Amersham, has got in again. I am half sorry for it, though he is a protege of mine. I discovered him and made him the fashion. But politically he is dangerous — too independent and fond of airing his independence. Our people ought to catch him. He should be turned to good account, or else be given something or other, and so be silenced for ever. He is too good to leave alone.' I02 Sibylla chap. * We hardly ever see him,' said Lord Belmont ; ' he is a difficult person to catch. When he is not at the House he is always too much engaged for such quiet people as we are to have a chance.' * Oh,' said Mrs. Ormesby, ' he is in im- mense request, especially among the women. He is a flirt, like every man who is worth anything, except your Charles, Sibylla ; and he is the saintly exception that proves the rule. Not but what he, probably, has a flirtation on hand somewhere or other, if we only knew it. But Mr. Amersham is an insatiable, indefatigable flirt. He adores every charming creature he comes across. The only trouble is that there are so many of them. He can never make up his mind, any more than they can, which of them it is that he adores the most.' * The worst of it is,' said Lord Belmont, * that his butterfly propensities are not confined to women. That might be for- given him. But he is a political flirt — he likes a new opinion almost as well as a new love. It is time that he settled down respectably. As it is, I have a conviction VII The Little Rift 103 that he is slipping from us ; we shall lose him. It will be a blow to the party, and we do not want any more blows. The Opposition know his value. They are working hard to catch him. All sorts of influences, male and female, are being rained upon him — all in the wrong direction. Lady Egeria is having him to her little dinners ; and Lady Egeria's little dinners, to a young politician, mean destruction. Something must be done. Sibylla, you must try your hand upon him.' ' I ! ' cried Sibylla ; * what an idea ! I am a bad hand at that sort of work. I scarcely know Mr. Amersham ; and if I did, it would be no easy task to convince or to influence him. Besides, Charles disap- proves, I believe, of female propaganda.' ' And who, pray,' said Mrs. Ormesby, ' are to be the propagandists if women decline the task .^ What are women for, I should like to know, in this world of silly men, each craving guidance from a sensible woman .? My dear Sibylla, propagandism is our specialite. To disapprove it is just one of Charles's silly fads. He has so I04 Sibylla CHAP. VII many. The kindest thing to do is to ignore them.' * Ignore one's husband's fads ^. ' cried Sibylla with a laugh that was not without a tinge of bitterness ; ' Aunt Constance, what a prescription for matrimonial bliss ! ' * That, my dear,' said Mrs. Ormesby, * is a sort of bliss that has quite gone out. Anyhow, it cannot be any one's duty to encourage a husband in what is absurd on the face of it. As for Mr. Amersham, ask him to dinner, at any rate. Let your father give him a lecture, and you give him another. See how you get on. It would be a real achievement to secure him. And ask us the same night. He is delightful, and, what is most delightful — devoted to me,' ' There can be no harm in being civil, at any rate,' said Lord Belmont ; * Sibylla is an accomplished controversialist. She must do her best.' CHAPTER VIII THE CAMPAIGN OPENS Sir Nathaniel. I praise God for you, Sir. Your reasons at dinner have been sharp and senten- tious, witty without affection, audacious without impudency, learned without opinion, and strange without heresy. — Love's Labour* s Lost. Lord Belmont's dinner-parties were of the amusing, interesting, and informal order. His tastes were catholic, and his habit of giving oral invitations, which were apt to slip from his own memory or his intended guests', produced occasional mishaps. These, however, signified the less as host and guests alike were bent on enjoyment, and versed in the arts and habits which tend to produce it. Lord Belmont's hospitable instincts shrank from the contact of a bore. io6 Sibylla chap. A goodly party had already assem- bled in the drawing-room when Amer- sham made his appearance. As he glanced round the room he recognised many familiar faces. Several members, from whom he had just parted at the House, were grouped round Lord Belmont. Montague, amongst them, was standing next to his uncle. ' Ah ! ' he said, as Amersham, after a word or two with his host, passed on into the crowd, ' there goes the rising man, his honours thick upon him. How good he was last night ! He has been speaking better and better all the session. Last night he was at his best — quite brilliant.' ' More brilliant than useful,' said Lord Belmont ; ' his cleverness is alarming. It sounds a dubious note. It breathes of treachery, desertion. He is making up his mind as to which side he means to join. Who will it be?' ' That's telling,' said Edenbridge, a young author, whose last volume of essays had established his reputation for cleverness VIII The Campaign opens 107 and won him admission, by the royal road, to membership of the Athenaeum — ' ^vheLh7)v ovK av ay 'Dreams 143 cussed him in midnight session, had sur- prised her. It was harsh, cynical, altogether unlike herself. Was there an explanation } They had been intimate, evidently. What had their intimacy meant } To what hopes, wishes, disappointments, might it not have given rise.^ Amersham, it was certain, had admired her, and he was not a man whom, when he was bent on pleasing, it would be easy to resist. His advance would be bold, rapid, not to be denied. What had he been — what, Sibylla asked herself, was he — what might he be to Lady Cynthia .^ She had often in past times in- dulged in those vague questionings of the future which, it may be surmised, fill some space in most women's thoughts about each other. One of the things that we wish for delightfial friends is to see them happily married. Sibylla had frequently revolved in her mind the question of Lady Cynthia's marriage. She would marry, surely. She had every charm which dominates the heart of man. She was born for love. Who was the fortunate mortal to whom this choice prize was destined to fall } Interest- 144 Sibylla chap. ing, exciting speculation ! It was im- possible, even for a woman, to think about Lady Cynthia without interest and anxiety. She was so rare, so choice, so unlike and so much above the common crowd. She fascinated her friends. Many men, it was certain, would worship ; but it would require the courage of conscious merit to claim this delightful being for one's own particular adoration. Few would dare, and those few might have reason to regret their temerity. Sibylla had, in mental survey, satisfied herself that there was no one in the circle of her own acquaintance to whom that achievement was attainable. Lady Cynthia was exquisite, critical, fastidious. She was an ardent friend ; on the other hand, not too easy to please. Her aversions were prompt, hearty, and sincere. Her judgment was nice, and did not always err on the side of indulgence. Her standard of taste was high. She felt a genuine contempt for many of the foibles of man- kind ; she possessed the dangerous faculty of expressing her contempt in speeches, whose irony was the more cutting for being X T^ay Dreams 145 unconscious. She kept the world at a distance. She had some pronounced enemies. She was not an easy person for whom, even in imagination, to find a fitting husband. The idea now dawned on Sibylla that Amersham was, of all the men whom London Society had hitherto revealed to her, the one whose disqualifications for the post of aspirant to Lady Cynthia's hand were least conspicuous. He was clever enough to cope with her wit. He was romantic enough for her most soaring mood. His cynicism would touch a kindred point in her melancholy. He had a vein of feel- ing which would appeal to hers. Could it be that he was the destined man } The more Sibylla played in thought with this pleasing project, the more she liked it — liked it for both parties concerned. She had for years past been feeling an affectionate anxiety for Lady Cynthia's happiness. She was conscious now of liking Amersham sufficiently well to be interested in his future, to indulge in projects for him — projects of success. Lady Cynthia, VOL. I L 146 Sibylla chap, x Sibylla had now convinced herself, was the very woman to make such success achiev- able. She would, of course, be a delightful companion — a choice ornament of existence. But she would be more than that. She would not only adorn her husband's life, but ennoble it. She would be an antidote against a thousand baleful influences which beset the youthful politician, the brilliant member of society. Such influences, Sibylla knew^ were actively at work around Amersham. They threatened his soul's health. They exposed him to dreadful risks, — risks of failure, of deterioration. She felt a longing to save him. Such a man was worth saving. It would be a real achieve- ment so to fortify him against the seductions of a world where dangers abound and the strongest and best are liable to fall. So ran Sibylla's dreams for her two friends. Would this piece of good fortune befall them } What had destiny decreed } Was this a case in which the light touch of a dexterous, friendly hand might, in ever so slight a degree, aid destiny in accom- plishing its decrees } CHAPTER XI five-o'clock tea From women's eyes this doctrine I derive ; They sparkle still the right Promethean fire : They are the books, the arts, the academes. That show, contain, and nourish all the world : Else none at all in aught proves excellent. Many women failed to understand Amer- sham ; but all considered him delightful. A portion of his delightfulness was, it may be conjectured, due to an impress- ible nature, quickly -varying mood, and eloquently tell-tale looks. His features in repose suggested power, seriousness, a pathetic, almost a tragic melancholy. Then, as he spoke, the melancholy was dissipated by the gayest, sweetest smile. The dark, unfathomable eyes sparkled with mirth, or melted with tenderness. The 148 Sibylla chap. woman who witnessed this agreeable meta- morphosis took credit for having produced it, and was charmed with him and with herself. No one could be more agreeably- confidential. Each favoured woman had her especial confidence, and believed, in spite of appearances to the contrary, that she was the one with whom Amersham found entire communion of sentiment, the one person who thoroughly understood her, and by whom he was fully understood. His natural versatility rendered this compre- hensive sympathy an easy task, involving neither effort nor hypocrisy. His courtesy was deep ingrained. A chivalrous homage for women was his natural mood ; the particular woman whom, for the moment, he admired, found an ample supply of that homage at her command. He would say anything, he would do anything for the delightful being whose ascendency he avowed. Be the cause what it might, Amersham was the centre of much social interest, the moving spirit of a clever clique, who found in him their true raison d'etre and their most redoubtable XI Five-o'clock Tea 149 champion. He had begun public Yi^q, fresh from college honours, as a great Minister's private secretary. His academic companions had prophesied a brilliant career. Amersham had lost no time in making their prophecies come truer than such prophecies generally prove. He took to politics as to a natural element. His first public speech — trenchant, audacious, amusing — showed the true oratorical touch. Such gems are not allowed to blush unseen in the ocean solitudes of modern politics. Discriminating wire-pullers discerned the coming man. He was soon provided with a seat. Taking the tide of fortune at the turn, he had carried society and Parliament by storm, and established his position as the rising politician of the day — risen, indeed, and, though still not far from the horizon, bound for the zenith. Good judges admitted him — after one or two successes — to the select list of impressive speakers — fluent, ready, resourceful — capable, at the right moment, of real elo- quence. Where do some favoured mortals learn — as by instinct — this precious art, 150 Sibylla CHAP. which others — well qualified, one might have thought — court sedulously and vainly for a life-time ? Amersham, at any rate, possessed it. His method was audacious, but he justified his audacity. Old parlia- mentary onlookers held their breath when this modern David came cheerfully out, with sling and smooth stones from the brook, and essayed battle with Goliaths, tall in stature and formidable with the prestige of a hundred victories. But David's smooth stones were aimed with no faltering hand, and the Goliaths grew uneasy when he invited them to single combat. Naturally he defied convention. Why should such men be conventional } They lead the way in thought and be- haviour. Amersham's line in the House showed an independence which baffled the calculations of the managers of rival parties. While he was posing as a Tory, he could calmly propound doctrines at which staunch Radicals winced, as revolutionary. His was, he explained gravely, the modern, the progressive, the democratic Conserva- tism, the most truly Conservative of all. XI Five-o'clock Tea 151 Then, when Radicals had begun to deem him their own, the reaction came and the budding Revolutionist talked about change, as Lord Eldon would have wished to talk. Amersham was never heard to greater advantage than when he was dashing the hopes of silly enthusiasts, or exposing the fallacies of a too sanguine reformer. The improvement of humanity, he pointed out, was not a topic about which wise men could be either hopeful, confident or enthusiastic. Its natural tendency was to deteriorate. The attempt to check a natural tendency might easily inten- sify it. Such a speaker naturally excited the hopes and fears of either side. He need not be despaired of : on the other hand, he could not be relied on, except to essay ever newer and bolder flights into the realm of the unexpected. * I hope,' Amersham had said, as he wished Mrs. Montcalm good - bye, the night of Lord Belmont's dinner, ' that I may come some day and complete my conversion. You must give me some 152 Sibylla CHAP. more good advice. You know how much I need it.' * I will give you some tea, at anyrate,' said Sibylla, * any evening after six.' ' Tempting offer ! ' cried Amersham. * It is the hour for conversions. I shall certainly come.' Sibylla was conscious of hoping that he would do so. She felt that he would be more discoverable, more manageable when she had him tete-a-tete. In society he was practically unapproachable, safeguarded by a rampart of bantering wordliness. His talk at her father's dinner and afterwards had been obviously, almost ostentatiously, superficial. Was his manner a blind to his real feelings and character.? As he chose to show himself, no one could seem less amenable to management or conviction. How to convince a man who protests that he has no convictions, whose nearest ap- proach to principle is political expediency, whose deepest feeling lurks beneath a sneer .? The undertaking seemed unpromising. Sibylla's spirit of enterprise was piqued by the difficulty of her task — by the XI Five-o'clock Tea 153 opposition with which she felt that her approaches would be met. When she had him to herself, she would have a better chance of seeing the real man, and so be one step on the road towards influencing him. She felt an increasing desire to exercise this influence. She was pleased, therefore, when, a few evenings later, Amersham was announced, especially pleased that she happened, at the moment, to have no other visitor. The sort of talk she wanted would not admit of an uncongenial third — of any third. It was to be interesting, serious, perhaps confidential. Sibylla was not accustomed to fail in her social enterprises. She now meant business. But if Sibylla meant business, Amersham meant pleasure, and speedily made his hostess aware of his intention. He had come to tea with her as the pleasantest thing at the moment within his reach. He was in an idle mood — in the best possible spirits. He had been all the morning at a dull Committee. An afternoon sitting was dragging its dreary length along i^^ Sibylla chap. — the very personification of profitless bewilderment. He was exulting in the sense of escape. The whips would be angry ; in fact he had just escaped from one who was extremely angry. Amersham had received notice that he might be wanted to speak. ' On the Serbonian Bog Reclama- tion Scheme ! ' he cried, as he described the scene to Mrs. Montcalm, ' if the member in charge happened not to be at hand, and none of the other leaders were inclined to speak ! And when I had a chance of having tea with you ! A man who could bear that would be a slave, and deserve his fate. The great thing in political life,' he went on, ' is not to be submerged, or rather, though you are submerged — for we are all that — to get your head now and then above water. One must come up sometimes out of the mud to breathe and look about one. The effect of party government is to keep every one but the leaders deep in the mud, and repress every effort to escape suffocation as disloyalty.' ' But you do not look in the least suffocated,' said Sibylla, * or likely to XI Five-o'clock Tea 155 become so. And the Serbonian Bog Project is a tremendous affair. The Government are to stand or fall by it, are they not ? Mr. Egremont will be displeased. How did you dare to come away .^ My husband would not.' * Ah ! ' said Amersham ; ' but then he has convictions and a character to lose, which I have not — and do not wish to have, if it would prevent my coming to tea with you whenever you will let me.' ' But my business is to help you to earn a character,' said Sibylla, ' a character for political consistency on the right side — on our side — not to abet you in playing truant, as you are to-day. I believe I ought to send you off to the House forthwith.' ' Be merciful,' said Amersham. * The first principle of education is indulgence at the outset. Indulge me to-day. I will do better next time. But you have no concep- tion, Mrs. Montcalm, what a bore it all is. But for a little occasional rebellion one would perish of ennui — a bad way of dying, is it not ? ' ' A bad way ! ' cried Sibylla, with some 156 Sibylla CHAP. impatience in her tone — ' a dull way ! What have men like you to do with ennui ? You, who have ambition, opportunity, success achieved, the prospect of success to come — everything that makes life interest- ing?' ' Yes, but,' answered Amersham, ' is one sure that it is interesting — even with all these good things thrown in ? That is the horrid doubt/ ' Who can seriously doubt it ? ' cried Sibylla. ' It is only too interesting.' * There have been several great author- ities for the contrary opinion,' rejoined her companion ; ' from Job downwards. Even the great Achilles had to confess to Priam that existence was a misfortune, and con- queror and conquered alike the victims of their doom — the doom of unhappiness. The futility of existence was one of man's earliest discoveries. Each generation has made the discovery afresh.' ' No,' cried Sibylla, * each generation has found profounder interests, a higher purpose, a sublimer hope. As for Achilles and his melancholy, he was — what no XI Frje-o' clock Tea 157 reasonable being should be — in the sulks. But you talk like a heathen, or that bad order of heathen, a Frenchman of the decadence. What do you believe in : ' ' In the best of all possible worlds,' said her companion, ' so long as Mrs. Montcalm is its champion. By the bye, I was at Oxford the other day, and saw in the Sheldonian Theatre the oldest writing known to man — some indefinitely pre- historical old Egyptian king or other, several dynasties before the flood — our flood, you know. It is a lament over his dead son, and its burthen is the complaint that the world has grown dreadfully old, that mankind is in its dotage, and the sorrows and pleasures of existence alike a passing phantasm. So it is an old storv — old and bad.' ' The worse it is, the more need for good people to mend it,' said Sibylla. ' That is what we coming politicians try to do,' said her companion gailv. ' And what is your programme — vours and your set's .- ' * Our programme ? Wilkes' programme 158 Sibylla chap. for the young M.P. — "Be as merry as you can, as independent as you can, and say the first thing that comes upper- most." It is an excellent recipe. I have tried it. No one can guess what line we shall take. That is what makes us so interesting.' * And your theory of life } ' asked Sibylla, * of the world } ' ' A hotel — a bad hotel, crowded, bust- ling, expensive. If you pay handsomely, and make sufficient fuss, and insist perempt- orily on good attendance, you will fare moderately well. You get your dinner and make the best of it. In a few hours you pay your bill, inscribe your name in the guest book, and are gone. Your rooms are already filled with the next traveller's luggage ! ' ' What a simile ! ' cried Sibylla. * A tourist's simile, a Cook's Tourist's. Sup- pose, by way of a change, you were to begin to talk rationally } I will bring you to book. People say that you are a butter- fly, and take friendship as lightly as everything else.' XI Five-o'clock Tea 159 * The friendships of society/ said the other, ' cannot be taken too lightly. They are delightful : they solace the tedium of life : they give it zest, excitement, some- times a touch of romance. But they are essentially fugitive. They bind us to nothing — to constancy least of all.' ' What a horrible way to talk,' cried Sibylla, ' even in joke. For my part, inconstancy in friendship is the unforgiv- able sin.' ' Why call it inconstancy ^ ' asked Amersham. ' Circumstances decree that certain people are to meet in certain drawing-rooms, at certain balls, in a series of country houses, every day for a few weeks or months. Two of them find each other out — blissful discovery — as congenial companions. They are never bored with each other — never at a loss for talk ; they set each other's tongues loose, and each other's ideas — they sharpen each other's wits. A half-hour, otherwise the acme of tedium, flies briskly away. They naturally haunt each other. Human nature struggles against boredom. They are pledged to 1 60 Sibylla chap. nothing ; they mean nothing except to be amused. Nothing is more amusing than variety. Then idiotic Society denounces the woman as a flirt, and the man as a trifler. How monstrously unjust ! ' ' Unjust if you please/ said Sibylla ; ' but is there not a risk sometimes of treat- ing real friendships in this cavalier fashion, and so being guilty of a sort of sacrilege .^ We have to ask our hearts.' ' I should not like to ask my heart any such home-questions,' said the other, gaily : ' they might be embarrassing ! But no ; I have a clear conscience. I am the most faithful of friends. Let me become your friend and prove it.' ' You talk,' said Sibylla, ' as if friend- ship were an affair of will — a boon to be conferred. It has to grow, surely, apart from, sometimes in spite of, anything we will. But it is nice that you should wish ours to grow. I hope that it will.' The Serbonian Bog Reclamation Project was, as Sibylla said, a tremendous affair — the biggest, fiercest, most inveterate of modern controversies. By this time it lay XI Five-o'clock Tea i6i buried under a superincumbent mass of blue-books, debates, commissions, and en- quiries, before which the average diligence of humanity shrank abashed. The only- thing known for certain about it was that it was practically inexhaustible. Many reputations had been lost in it ; several Governments had come to grief in abortive schemes of improvement. More than one great Minister had had reason to regret the day when he admitted it to a place in his programme. Great Ministers, however, cannot afford to pick and choose. The Serbonians, a quick-witted race, appreciated the advantages of their position and turned them to the best account. Amersham*s speech in the last Serbonian Bog Debate had not been as serious as the occasion demanded. He supported the Bill indeed, but his support was of the flimsiest order. Several passages in his speech conveyed to Ministerial breasts the horrid suspicion that they were being chaffed. Its indifference was ostentatious, almost insolent. The speech, none the less, was a success. A crowd of charming women heard it with VOL. I M 1 62 Sibylla chap, xi admiration behind the grille. It was gossiped about that evening in a hundred drawing-rooms as the one amusing incident of a portentously dull debate. Amersham was congratulated on his adroitness in com- mitting himself to nothing beyond the general principle of the desirability of draining bogs. Naturally enough, he pre- ferred drinking tea with Mrs. Montcalm to the wearisome processes of a committee, whose final goal had not come within the scope of political vision. CHAPTER XII A CASE OF CONSCIENCE This something-settled matter in his heart, Whereon his brains still beating, puts him thus From fashion of himself. While Sibylla was experiencing the interest and excitement of a new intimacy, her husband's thoughts were less agreeably occupied. Ignore it as he might in his communica- tions with his wife, belittle it as he tried to do in his own private reflections, Charles Montcalm found that Jennings' story was likely to become a dominant factor in his life. The topic which it suggested, once admitted, presently became disagreeably self-assertive. It obtruded itself with obstinate, persistent recurrence. It mono- polised attention. Till now the one thing 1 64 Sibylla chap. that Charles Montcalm had known about his brother, since his flight from England, had been the fact of his violent death at the Eldorado Mine. There had seemed an end of him. No clue to his previous life in America presented itself. There was nothing more to do or say, nothing but silence, and, if possible, oblivion. Now for the first time there had come a hint of something more. There was a starting- point for enquiry. Jennings' story that Frank Montcalm had landed in New York in company with a woman, whom he had subsequently married, if it could be substantiated, gave a hint, a vague hint indeed, but still enough to serve as nucleus for more solid information. It rested on rumour. What obligation, Charles asked himself, does such a rumour impose.^ It was, after all, nothing but bare conjecture. Is an honourable man bound to act on conjectures.^ Is he, as a rational being, with duties and responsibilities in other directions, justified in so acting .? Mr. Strutt, with whom Montcalm discussed the subject at length, was vehement against XII A Case of Conscience 165 any action being taken. Great expenditure had, he said, been already incurred in remedying — in obliterating the conse- quences of Frank's misbehaviour. That expenditure had been, in one sense, wasted. Nothing had come of it. Why throw good money after bad.^ Why waste any more .^ It was mere romance, the solicitor urged, and Mr. Montcalm was not rich enough to be romantic. There was a limit to everything. He had more than reached that limit when he honoured his brother's forged bill. Old Mr. Montcalm had shown his deliberate intention by his will. He had destroyed it, as they both knew, only because he believed it to be un- necessary. He had died before his ill-con- sidered act could be repaired. Why should Charles start an enquiry, which his father had not considered necessary — which was certain to be costly — which would probably be abortive, and which, if not abortive, could produce nothing but disaster. This, if ever there was one, was a case in which it was well to leave well alone, and to let sleep- ing dogs lie. Why stir a dirty business ^ 1 66 Sibylla chap. ' Because,' said Charles, ' my brother may be at the bottom of it — my brother, or those whose interests, for his sake, my father's, and my own, I am bound to protect.' ' The matter is dead,' persisted Mr. Strutt. ' It will not come to life unless you revive it. Surely no rule of conscience obliges you to do so ? ' ' Well,' said Montcalm, ' my conscience does oblige me, and that settles the question. It is a matter of duty. No misconduct on my brother's part could relieve me of it. If Frank married, as this man asserts, there may be those who have rights under my father's will. If there was a son, that son is entitled to the estate. It would be robbery on my part to keep him out of it ; it is robbery, just as much, not to help him to his rights. I will never be guilty of it. Who can say how my father would have acted, had he known of such a son's existence, or sus- pected it } The last thing that he ever said to me was, that if Frank had come back and asked for forgiveness, he would have XII A Case of Coitscience 167 forgiven him. In fact he did forgive him. Surely it is clear that, as my father's executor, I am bound to my own con- science to take sedulous care that my brother's child, if there be one, gets what- ever my father's settlement has given him.' * Your brother's child ! ' cried Mr. Strutt, in consternation ; * you will have plenty of them about you if once it is known that you are on the search. Pray, Mr. Montcalm, hold your hand while you can. There is another thing, too,' added the solicitor, with the embarrassed air of a man whose conscience obliges him to say some- thing which he would rather leave unsaid ; * you must forgive me for saying it. I am bound to speak out to you. The decision which you are now forming does not concern yourself alone. It may revolu- tionise your life. It may involve you in troubles of which no one can guess the end. It may ruin a career of honour and public usefulness. It is a tremendous, as I regard it, unnecessary, if not unjustifiable, step, even as regards yourself. But you do not stand alone. Ought you not, at any rate, 1 68 Sibylla chap. before you take it, to consult those whose interests are involved just as much as your own ? ' ' I regard it as a mere matter of honesty/ said Montcalm, with a decisive air that put an end to further talk ; ' there is no room for doubt, and none, therefore, for con- sultation. We will discuss it no longer, if you please, Mr. Strutt ; you are right to say whatever you think that I ought to hear. But it does not alter my opinion. I must act on my own responsibility, and by my own lights. I have decided to follow up every obtainable clue to the utmost possible length. I do not care what it costs. I should like you to see Jennings and find out all he knows, and get what help he can give you : and I wish some one to be sent to America, to the Eldorado Mine, to see if, by chance, any sort of hint may be gathered there.* Mr. Strutt took his instructions and went, himself, to Scotland. In the course of the following week he wrote Charles an account of his proceedings. He had had a XII A Case of Conscience 169 long interview with Jennings, and found that all he knew was the merest rumour, the gossip of some returned Irish emigrant, who, in passing through Liverpool, had happened to see a member of Lizzie Marsh's family, by whom the news had been brought to Belhaven. It was all third- hand hearsay. No one had the faintest idea of what had become of the Irish emigrant, or how to get upon his track. Jennings, Mr. Strutt reported, seemed a mere fanatic, without a single qualification for sifting truth from falsehood. Having been deserted by his sweetheart, he had constructed a conjectural grievance against some supposed wrongdoer. There was no grain of solid fact in Jennings' rhapsodies, except that Frank Montcalm was said to have known the girl. Nor could anything be discovered in other directions. Mr. Strutt had made diligent enquiries at the offices of mail companies and emigration agencies, but without result. Frank Montcalm, it was certain, would have travelled under an assumed name. There was nothing which sug- lyo Sibylla chap. gested a trace of the fugitives. There was no clue to follow. The enquiry, Mr. Strutt presumed, must now be allowed to close. Charles Montcalm was not to be so easily discouraged. There was the chance of something being discovered at the Eldorado Mine, and Mr. Strutt's emissary was accordingly despatched with orders to search diligently for anything which might throw light on Frank's previous life, and help to clear up the question of his marriage. It was in vain that Mr. Strutt protested against the futility of the enquiry. * If there had been a wife, we should have heard of her before this,' he said ; *the wives and widows of men like your brother are not so slow to make themselves felt. I shudder to think what the wife, in this instance, would be likely to be, if we were unlucky enough to discover her.' ' My great wish is that she should be discovered if she is in existence,' said Charles, with more show of temper than was usual with him ; ' and I look to you to further it. It will be time enough to XII A Case of Conscience 171 shudder when you have found her. Mean- while, pray instruct your agent to spare no effort in the search. I will not do the thing by halves.' The enquiry at the Eldorado Mine, however, promised as little success as that in Scotland. Mr. Strutt's confidential agent wrote that he could discover nothing. He had seen the police commissioner, by whom the inquest on Frank Montcalm had been conducted. This gentleman, a busy, hard-worked official, on being supplied with the date, and referring to his books, was able to remember the inquest. Frank Montcalm was recorded as a troublesome, dangerous character, a hard drinker, an inveterate gambler, a leading spirit in a bad set, known to the police by frequent outbreaks of lawlessness. He was generally near the confines of trouble and frequently over the line. Beyond this the commis- sioner could give no information. The witnesses in the case had disappeared. There had been few; for the evidence clearly showed that the dead man had fallen by violence, and that the murderer had 172 Sibylla chap. fled. * Our criminal administration up here,' the commissioner told the agent, ' was, at that time, of the roughest. It was all that we could do to hold our own. Murderous assaults were of daily occurrence. The affair attracted little attention. Such things were too common.' The agent wrote that he was at a loss to suggest any further clue. He was completely baffled, and proposed — unless otherwise instructed — to return home at once. Meanwhile the revival of a hateful topic and the anxieties of the enquiry began to tell on Montcalm's nerves. He was doing the right thing, he told himself. Life would be unendurable if he had failed to do it ; but, even now, it was almost unendur- able. The pleasant things of existence had ceased to please. Politics had lost their flavour. His wife only reminded him of a subject which she served to make more full of horror. It was on her account that he disliked it so intensely. It was in vain that he buried it deep in the secret places of his heart. Its effect was discernible in XII A Case of Conscience 173 increased coldness of manner, in reserve which, more than ever, defied every attempt to penetrate it. When a man has a secret locked up in one chamber of his heart, he can give but a cold welcome to visitors to the rest of the house. One topic so easily leads to another. He never knows at what point embarrassment may arise. He is uneasy, suspicious, on his guard. He entrenches himself in silence. Then only he feels secure. So Charles Montcalm un- consciously repelled his wife's endeavour to woo him to a confidential mood. Sibylla was chilled by the sense of failure. Her husband was becoming daily more hope- lessly remote, more unapproachable. Each failure on Sibylla's part put them further apart. There was another cause, if Sibylla could but have known it, which was be- ginning now to intensify her husband's reserve. He was the last man to be jealous. It was an infirmity to which he felt no leaning, and for which, in others, he felt little indulgence. It was a low, degrading feeling, and, in the case of 174 Sibylla chap. such a wife as Sibylla — a wife of whose loyalty he felt as assured as of his own existence — it became fatuous — an indignity, almost an outrage. Short of jealousy, how- ever, it was possible for Charles Montcalm to be haunted by a certain aching sensation that there was a space in his wife's thoughts which he failed to fill, and where another was more congenial than himself. With- out the- barest approach to watching, he could scarcely shut his eyes to the fact that Amersham and his wife had become ex- tremely intimate. He had come home, more than once, from the House and found Amersham at his wife's tea table, engaged, apparently, in familiar, interesting, con- fidential talk. Sibylla had greeted him with affection, Amersham with perfect unrestraint and cordiality. It was evident that they had nothing to conceal. Yet Montcalm felt a horrid consciousness of being de trop. The conversation, suddenly interrupted, refused to resume its course, despite the obvious efforts of Sibylla to welcome her husband with kindness and conjugal devotion. When two friends XII A Case of Conscience 175 have been talking in a certain vein of thought and feehng, it is impossible, on the arrival of a third person, to pass into another key without the momentary discord, which covers the transition. So all parties felt a pang of discomfort ; all were vexed to feel it, for the consciences of all were clear. No one harboured a dishonourable thought. Why should there be discomfort.^ Montcalm had gone back to the House sometimes, oppressed by the reflection that Amersham — a younger man than him- self, more brilliant, more companionable, more gay, more attractive — was becoming an influence in his wife's existence, and, possibly, in his own — a force that had to be reckoned with — an anxiety, a possible danger for himself — for Sibylla. Amer- sham had gifts in which Charles Montcalm felt himself greatly defective, — brightness, versatility, sentiment, and fun. Montcalm appreciated the force of fun in other men ; he admired his wife's gaiety ; but he could as easily have flown as himself been gay. Amersham had splendid spirits. Mont- calm's stood at a steady \tyt\^ seldom 176 Sibylla chap. sinking to melancholy, never rising far above it. A danger now loomed on the horizon. Sibylla was, in a hundred ways, a perfectly delightful woman, transcend- ently delightful. Montcalm had frequently, since his marriage, felt a new access of admiration and devotion. He could recall scenes in which she had acted or spoken or looked in a manner that he at the moment, and now in retrospect, felt to be simply adorable. Other people, no doubt, would feel the same charm — would be prompted, too, to offer adoration. What would be the effect of such adoration upon her.'' What if ever it came to pass that his own ascendency in her affections should be endangered.^ Life had brought him already some unexpectedly bitter things. Suppose that it should bring him this crowning calamity ! Was it already within the range of possibility that this misfortune should befall him .^ This was the thought which, deep in the recesses of his soul, was beginning to torture Charles Montcalm. It blotted out the day, it turned all things to night and chaos. He despised himself XII A Case of Conscience 177 for harbouring it. He knew that it was baseless, irrational. Yet the idea persistently presented itself. His fancy kept playing with it. He w^as indignant at his own infirmity, an unworthy weakness. He would, at any rate, conceal it. He would be kinder, politer, more courteous than ever to the man whom he was allowing himself to suspect as a possible rival. Such a suspicion was degrading. It would be ignominious to betray it, or to do or say anything which could be construed as betraying it. He would show an unshaken equanimity. It was easy enough to do this with Amersham : but with one's wife ! How, when one is harbouring such a suspicion, can one behave, so that the delicate sense of love should perceive no difference, should be unconscious of constraint, of effort, of intercourse less free, less unstudied than of old, of a subtle something which has grown up between husband and wife, an imper- ceptible barrier, but none the less real, none the less effective .^ So it came about that talk between Montcalm and his wife some- times languished. There were distressing VOL. I N 178 Sibylla CHAP. XI] pauses in the conversation, which used to flow so free and strong. Each had some- thing to conceal. Montcalm harboured the germ of a suspicion ; Sibylla's soul was withering under a sense of isolation. CHAPTER XIII THE COMMUNION OF SOULS This is such a creature, Would she begin a sect, might quench the zeal Of all professors else, make proselytes Of who she but bid follow. There are occasions in the history of every friendship, when, without conscious inten- tion or wish on either side — sometimes despite them — intimacy takes a sudden leap forward. A new vantage-ground is gained. Some barrier is passed ; some dividing, ob- scuring cloud is swept away. Two natures — they know not how or why — have drawn sensibly closer to each other — are more to each other than they were yesterday. Delightful sensation ! not without its questionings, its scruples, its anxieties — but still delightful ! i8o Sibylla chap. Amersham had now an agreeable con- sciousness of having passed through such a stage in his friendship with Sibylla. He could not trace the process ; certain it was that he had advanced in intimacy. The truth was that he presented the attraction which at this moment Sibylla felt to be especially powerful — the offer of cordial and sympa- thetic companionship. He wished to be her friend. He valued her opinion ; he desired her esteem. Such an approach is irresistible to a heart that is aching for want of sym- pathy at home. Charles Montcalm was any- thing rather than sympathetic. He was engrossed in his work to a degree that his wife felt to be distinctly selfish. He wanted no one to share it ; he resented intrusion into the mental world in which he lived alone. He guarded his family secret — whatever it might be — with jealous care. No one — not his wife, certainly — might hope to share it. Such a man's wife is likely to be oppressed by a sense of the solitariness of existence. Into this void Amersham's sociability poured like a refreshing flood upon a XIII The Communion of Souls i8i thirsty soil. It refreshed, revived, brought new life with it. Here, at any rate, was a companion, who found pleasure in exchange of thought, in comparison of ideas, in frank expression of feeling. Sibylla was weary of isolation. She longed for companionship, geniality, enlivenment, kindness. Every healthy nature feels such a want. Amer- sham brought all these good things in opportune abundance. Nothing surprised Sibylla more than the contrast between the Amersham of society — the brilliant creature of drawing-rooms and little dinners — and the man who was now rapidly becoming her confidential friend. His air with her was as far re- moved as possible from the audacious flippancy with which he confronted the world at large. The cup of tea which he drank in her drawing-room might have been a magic potion, administered by an enchantress, so altered a being did Amer- sham appear. The fact was that he had been from the first moment of their meet- ing delighted with his companion. He had been thinking about her ever since. 1 82 Sibylla chap. He was bent on conciliating her, on cultivat- ing her friendship, on finding and touching a sympathetic chord. Under such fostering conditions intimacy grew apace. Sibylla began to discover that they were nearer to each other in thought and feeling than she had at first supposed. Despite superficial differences, there was a fellow-feeling between them. Stripped of its cynical garb, Amersham's view of life was not far removed from her own — as of something sad, unsatisfying, and disap- pointing, even to those best supplied with its blessings — full of horrors to the less fortunate. Some things which Amersham said seemed shocking ; but, when their meaning was understood, Sibylla was fain to confess to herself that there was little real occasion to be shocked. He, like her- self, cherished dreams of the ideal revolu- tion, so many ages waited for, which is to bring bliss and refreshment to a weary world. Both of them were convinced that, if life is to be worth living, it must be stirred with better ingredients than from the average constituents of society. So XIII The Communion of Souls 183 much in it is dull and petty, so much is commonplace, so much sordid, base and bad. Short of the criminal classes, there are the semi-criminal — the odious people, the heartless, the mean, the cruel, the treacherous. The great thing is not to come across them, or, if needs be, to fight them courageously on behalf of the op- pressed, the weak. In the great world around one, there is such dire need of help on every side, if any one can but give it rightly, and such delight in giving — the true enthusiasm of humanity. Sibylla drank largely of this delight; she was an enthusiast. Amersham shared her discontent with the world, if not her enthusiasm for its im- provement, or her belief in its improva- bility. In any case he was delighted to let Sibylla try her hand at improving him. Sibylla had, one day, been hearing his political confession — his apology and ex- planation of a recent vote, to which she had, at first, vehemently objected. Amersham defended himself with earnestness, and took the greatest pains to win his companion to his view. 184 Sibylla chap. ' No,' said Sibylla, ' I am not convinced ; but I see that you are — seriously convinced — that your advocacy is honest. That is what one really cares about in one's friends.' * Ah ! ' said Amersham. ' You care. That is so charming. You take an interest in one's career. I shall be eternally grate- ful. No woman has ever been interested in me before, except as a matrimonial specula- tion ; but you are so delightfully dis- interested.' ^ No ! ' said Sibylla, laughingly, ' I am anything but disinterested : I want you for our party. My special mission is to secure you ; I have always told you so. But, apart from that^ I feel an interest in your conversion. It is in the right order of things that you should belong to us.' ' I know that you are perfectly dis- interested and perfectly sincere,' said Amersham with an air of enthusiasm ; ' that is why I prize your friendship as a precious possession. You are such a help to me.' * Ah, but,' said Sibylla, ' I do not feel so XIII The Communion of Souls 185 sure of that. Sometimes I feel as if I could give you least help where I should most wish to give it.' ' Indeed,' said Amersham ; ' you help me immensely. I am ten times better whenever I have been with you — better, happier, more interested, more everything that one ought to be and is not. You have my salvation on your hands.' ^ The first step towards salvation,' said Sibylla, ' is to hope for the best — to wish to hope ; not to preach the dismal lesson of despair.' ' Yes, I know,' said her companion ; * dismal and degrading, is it not ^ I feel ashamed of it when I am with you and catch your delightful hopefulness. But the world, after all, is not a brilliant success. Despite all its clever discoveries, humanity has had a bad time of it, and may be going to have a worse. Some agreeable Frenchman or other described man as the cleverest and worst-behaved of the animals.' ' Treason ! ' cried Sibylla. ' Think of him as Hamlet did — as the paragon of the 1 86 Sibylla chap. Universe, noble in reason, in action like an angel, in apprehension like a God.' ' That is not the sort of man whom one meets at the House,' said Amersham ; ' our apprehension is not God -like, nor our behaviour like any angels except the fallen ones. As for reason, it is such a poor affair, that all sensible people have, long ago, abandoned argument as a method. One sees men struggling against their fate, constantly led astray, falling this way or that. They cannot help it. They are so constructed that they can no more argue straight than a ball with a bias can run straight on the lawn. One has a bias one- self, and cannot roll straight any more than the rest, if one only knew it. Happily one does not.' * Yes,' said Sibylla ; ' I know mine, and allow for it. I am on the side of the angels.' * Then,' cried Amersham, * I will be on the side of the angels too, — on their side and yours.' * Poor angels ! ' said the other, * what will they think of the alliance ^ But you must discard your pessimism. That is an XIII The Communion of Souls 187 essentially unangelic mood. The use of great men is to make the world better, and the greatest have been those who have loved their species the best. You seem to dis- like it.' ' There is much to dislike,' said Amer- sham, * and much to pity. Man made a bad start of it at the outset and has been doing badly ever since. The gods must pity him surely — his ghastly blunders, his savage moodsj his odious superstitions, his fanatic delusions — what a story it has been and is! ' * You forget its sublime side,' said Sibylla, * the saints, the martyrs, the heroes — the good people who ennoble their generation and make life worth living.' ' Is it worth living .? ' said Amersham, a sudden melancholy in his tone. ' Look at its catastrophes, its fragile tenure of happi- ness, most fragile to the happiest — a thread, which any of a thousand accidents may snap in a moment ! And it is of such accidents that life consists. Given its conditions, it may be a mistake to cultivate our feelings as we do — to have any deep feelings at all. They involve so much suffering ' 1 88 Sibylla CHAP. * On the other hand,' said Sibylla, ' so much pleasure, such rapture. Surely you would not give up these ? ' ' One does not give them up,' said Amersham, ' and so the world goes on. But it might be sensible to do so. The Stoic's idea has much to say for itself. Suffering is the fate of all, and to cultivate endurance the aim of the wise man. The first step towards endurance is indiffer- ence.' ' A horrible doctrine ! ' cried Sibylla, * What has thrown you into such a gloomy mood.f^ For my part I dislike Stoics and disbelieve in Stoicism. It is too stagey. The Roman Statesman opening his veins, gracefully despatching himself, on a man- date from the Emperor, and making a polite and appropriate observation ! I was reading of Seneca's death this morning. He could not achieve suicide, in proper stoical fashion, for the excellent reason that he had not got a drop of blood in his veins. It was so characteristic. Philosophy had dried him up — fine sentences and all.' ' Perhaps we are drying up ! ' cried XIII The Communion of Souls 189 Amersham with a laugh ; ' but one thing, happily, does not dry up — the devotion which a noble woman inspires in her friends — the best sort of inspiration for feeble hearts and a decadent century. Who could despair when Mrs. Montcalm is hopeful, or falter when she preaches enthusiasm.? So far, at any rate, I am an enthusiast.' CHAPTER XIV l'homme serieux He loves no plays, As thou dost, Antony ; he hears no music ; Seldom he smiles, and smiles in such a sort As if he mocked himself and scorned his spirit That could be moved to smile at any thing. One of the unwholesome fallacies which endanger married life, is the flattering unction, laid to a misguided husband's soul, that it is, in the nature of things, possible for him to be equally well loved when he has ceased to be lovable — that a man may be morose, secretive, despotic, in fact detestable, and yet reign undisturbed in his wife's affections. Woman's inex- haustible long-suffering, her power of bearing in submission every species of ill- treatment, and of smiling serenely through CHAP. XIV U Homme Serieux 191 endless vexations and humiliations, is largely responsible for this delusion. But a delusion it is. Every unlovely act and word is a stab to love, for love is the harmony of two well-attuned hearts. When the har- mony is jarred, love itself has no charm to shield the sensitive ear from the discord which ensues. One of Sibylla's sorrows, just now, was the growing consciousness of such discords — a terrified sense that there were moments when she loved her husband less than before — moments of disappointment, vex- ation, annoyance, distress, when she could hardly, in a strict sense, be said to love him at all. The shrine where she had so devoutly worshipped was growing dark and cold : the flame was sinking low. Where all had once been brightness and a genial warmth, there was a growing heap of dust and ashes. Charles, by cold act and word, by reserve, by careless neglect of love's observances, by a denial of love's rights, was constantly adding to the heap. Sibylla's heart grew cold at the thought of approaching disaster and her powerlessness 192 Sibylla chap. to arrest it. It was the march of doom — quiet, merciless, irresistible. When matters have reached such a stage, shortcomings, which in happier times could be ignored or made light of, force themselves into importance, and aggravate the embarrassment of the situ- ation. Charles's matter-of-fact, prosaic view of things had been a recognised joke between them all. Lady Holte, who particularly resented his lack of mirth, and his incapacity for the sort of mild flirtation for which she found the general- ity of mankind prepared, had been accus- tomed to air her pleasantries on the subject with a freedom which sometimes taxed her cousin's good nature, and Charles's polite- ness. * Here, Charles,' she had said, one morning, when caught, curled up on a sofa by the drawing-room fire, immersed in a Review, ' here is just the sort of Shakespearian critic you would like — Von Hartman. Juliet, he says, was a naughty, forward girl, of whom German maidens would do well to beware ; and Romeo a XIV U Homme Serieux 193 misdemeanant and trespasser, who, under the German Police Act, would have got a fine of twenty -five thalers and three weeks' imprisonment/ ' Excellent criticism ! ' said Montcalm, looking down at his assailant with un- perturbed solemnity ; ' yes, I approve it. Romeo was a philanderer. There is a practical side, even to Shakespeare. There was an old woman who summarised the impressions made on her by the Prince of Denmark by observing, with tears in her eyes, " Them Hamlets had a deal of trouble." ' ' Come and sit down and tell me another story like that,' said the temptress ; ' you might for once.' ' Impossible ! ' said her companion. ' I have a heap of letters to write. By the way, when you have finished your studies, will you send me the Edinburgh into the library } I am in the middle of an article on bi-metallism.' ' You would not care to explain bi- metallism to me ? ' asked Lady Holte, some impudent flashes of merriment play- VOL. I o I04 Sibylla chap. ing round eyes and lips ; ' you can tell me all about it.' 'That I shall do better when I have finished the article,' said Montcalm, with a stately bow. ' Meanwhile, pray take your leisure with Von Hartman.' Nor was it in the family circle alone that Montcalm's increasing gravity began to be observed. ' Why does the great Duke Humphrey knit his brows, As frowning at the pleasures of the world ?' Miss Everard, with her habitual sauci- ness, had asked her companion, as Charles, who was to meet his wife on his way home from the House, stood in the door- way of a crowded drawing-room — pale, self-centred, unconscious, his thoughts, apparently, a hundred miles away from his surroundings. ' The Government are in a bad way, we all know, but why look so sad about it .^ ' ' The cares of State,' said Edenbridge, who was standing, fast blocked, behind her, ' the business of a rising politician. You XIV L' Homme Serieux 195 must take it seriously. The first qualifi- cation of a successful augur is not to smile when he meets another augur. And there are a great many augurs here to-night.' ' Yes, indeed ; you amongst them. It is tremendously official. We must take care. Well, if political success is as solemn a business as that, I am not sorry to be a woman. Mr. Montcalm knows his business, I suppose.' 'He does,' said Edenbridge, senten- tiously. ' The paths of glory lead but from the grave.' But the gravity which the outer world could afford to joke about, was no jok- ing matter in Charles Montcalm's home. Sibylla felt it increasingly oppressive. She had not till now fully appreciated how bright, in comparison, how gay, how light in hand her father was, how enlivening a tonic his companionship. Life looks portentous when you take it point-blank, with no alleviating touch of humour. No man, and certainly no woman, can live on bread alone — not even on the honest, home-baked loaf of good sense, high prin- 196 Sibylla CHAP. ciples and laudable intentions. Charles Montcalm was designed for a patriot. He was public-spirited to the core. He loved his country ; he meant to serve it. No amount of trouble, of sacrifice, was too great that would enable him to do so. But the business of patriotism is a grave one for the looker-on. It needs relief. The patriot should now and then unbend. It is a comfort to think of Mr. Pitt, in a holiday moment, digging Wilberforce's hat into the flower-beds. It would not have occurred to any one to take such a liberty with one of Charles Montcalm's hats. And now, as so often happens, when the relations of husband and wife have ceased to be perfectly comfortable, the malignity of circumstance lent its aid to enhance the difficulty and precipitate a crisis. Charles Montcalm was not what Dr. Johnson would have called a clubbable man. He had no small talk, none of the easy sociability which renders club-life congenial, and makes a man popular among his fellows. His shyness took the form of a reserve, XIV U Homme Serieux 197 which even his intimates felt to be chilling, and which the world at large recognised as 'stand off.' He shrank from familiarity. Those whom he thus repelled accused him of standing on his dignity. So Montcalm, when he went to his club, often found it a solitude. He generally went, however, on his way to the House, looked at the Papers and Reviews, and exchanged a few sentences with some of his Parliamentary companions. One afternoon as he sat reading, deep sunk in the luxury of a large arm-chair, he became aware of a conversation behind him, which suddenly arrested his attention. ' There goes Amersham ! ' cried one of a group of idlers, who stood in the bay- window, overlooking St. James's Street, and welcomed any topic from without which was likely to aid a halting, desultory talk. 'What the deuce becomes of him all the afternoon .? He is never to be found in the House. He never comes here. He is not a whist player. There must be a mystery.' ' As mystery is one word for woman, there probably is,' said a bystander ; ' but it is not a difficult mystery to solve. He is 198 Sibylla CHAP. going to consult his Egeria. He is so affectionate.' * Of course,' cried a profane young diplomatist, who at this moment joined the circle, * nowadays every smart young gentleman has some kind friend whose mission it is to give him five-o'clock tea and help and guidance.' ' Help and guidance ! ' said another of the group. ' Is that what they call it } That sounds extremely smart.' * Yes,' said the diplomat, ' Amersham is above everything a smart young gentleman. He likes to be in the fashion, and he adores five-o'clock tea. It is the only meal, he says, that a civilised being can enjoy. But the virtue of tea, we all know, depends entirely on who makes it. It is so easy to make it badly. Who is the fascinating tea-maker } ' Montcalm got up and walked away before the question could be answered. He would not acknowledge to himself that he dreaded to hear the answer. What mattered to him the random, ribald talk of a chance group of gossips in a club window.^ Still, the horrid possibility kept XIV UHomme Serieux 199 recurring to his imagination that the explanation of Amersham's daily dis- appearance from his accustomed haunts was the true one, and that the woman was Sibylla. He had more than once found Amersham by his wife's tea-table, chatting on, it seemed, in pleasant unconsciousness of the flight of time. Could it be that it was with her that his afternoons were spent ^ that his habit of doing so was known in society, and that men dared to breathe her name as the heroine of a vulgar flirtation — her name — Sibylla, the very embodiment of all that was high-minded, refined and scrupulously, exquisitely pure .^ Life would indeed have ceased to be worth living if this were so. All intrusion into domestic privacy — the sacred privacy of married life — was an abomination. But intrusion of this kind — the intrusion of the frivolous searcher for scandal or amusement, of the careless gossip - monger, of the amused onlooker, who see nothing but fun in the ruin of happy homes and honourable lives ! It was horrible even in imagination. Montcalm sat stubbornly through the 200 Sibylla chap. debate that night, his hat over his brow, his arms crossed, biting his nether Hp, lost to all around him. There are horrors in married life — possible horrors — of which he had never dreamed. They were becoming more than possible. They were close at hand. A deep gloom was settling on his soul. There was a great entertainment that evening, a quasi-political function which it was desirable to make as brilliant as might be. Sibylla, it was settled, should attend it. Her husband was to meet her there ; and thither, when the House rose, Charles Montcalm took his way. The crowd was enormous, the heat oppressive, Sibylla was not in force or spirits, and, but that she was to wait for her hus- band, would have been glad to get away. The heat, the noise, the crush distressed her. ' Surely the most barbarous of all forms of entertainment ! ' she had said to Amersham as they met in the tide-way of a well -blocked staircase. 'Why do people give them.f* And how is one to breathe ^ ' XIV U Homme Serieux 201 ' I know this house of old,' said Amersham, ' let me take you to a cool retreat. There is a verandah at the end of the passage where we can breathe in peace. The night air will refresh you, and when talk fails, we can look out for Jupiter's fifth moon.' * I shall be thankflil,' said Sibylla ; ' but we shall miss Charles. He is to come here from the House : the long gallery is our rendezvous.' ' I will leave a message for him at the door,' said Amersham. * The porter is a particular friend of mine. I can trust him implicitly.' ' I have left a message,' he said, re-emerg- ing, a few minutes later, from the crowd through which he had made his way. * The porter is watching at the door. We can go and enjoy ourselves with an easy conscience. You must follow me.' The verandah was half empty. Only the initiated were aware of it ; and of the initiated, only a wise few preferred the night, the stars and the silent heaven, to the blaze of satin, diamonds, and electric 202 Sibylla chap. lights and the roar of talk indoors. Sibylla sank wearily into an easy chair. * The pleasures of life,' she said, ' are the least pleasant thing about it. I feel dreadfully oppressed.' ' We belong to an oppressed class,' cried Amersham, bringing a comfortable chair near to Sibylla's ; ' the other classes op- press us. They talk of their grievances ; but think of ours ! It is we who are the martyrs.' ' Martyrs } ' said Sibylla ; * I am haunted by the consciousness of wanting a little martyrdom and deserving it. We have too much enjoyment.' * Too much enjoyment ! ' cried Amer- sham ; * we have all the worst of it. Everybody else fares better than we. Who can doubt, for instance, that servants are far happier than their masters ? It is natural that they should be. One is tempted to re- pine at the inequality of human lots. Just compare our footmen and ourselves, such a night as this. You have been half an hour getting here — two streets at the rate of a slow funeral. You were confronted by a XIV n Homme Serieux 203 human avalanche on the stairs. But for my happy thought, you would now be engaged in a veritable struggle for life in a be- diamonded mob — across which Mr. Mont- calm, when he arrives, would look at you in mute despair. It will take you three- quarters of an hour to get away. You will presently enact the same scene at the rival great party of the evening on the other side of the square. You did the same yesterday. You will do the same to-morrow — every to-morrow till July.' ' Heaven forbid ! ' cried Sibylla. ' Now think of that privileged being, your footman. Having disposed of you at your host's door, he goes away without a care. He sits at ease outside in the cool, delicious night. He watches the procession of the stars, the setting moon, Aurora's first faint blush as she smiles upon the world. He feels the wholesome dews. He need not talk unless he likes, or rack his brains for an appropriate remark. He speaks when he pleases and says what he means. While you are being hustled in the quest of a cup of tea or an ice, he quaffs 204 Si by lie CHAP. a pot of beer — cool, frothy, ambrosial, much nicer than tea or champagne — and smokes a friendly pipe. He has no care, no anxiety, no duty but to go where the policeman tells him and wait till he is called. He stands serene and unmoved while the link- man bawls out your name and shocks the shuddering ear of night with the announce- ment that Mrs. Montcalm's carriage stops the way ! Which of you has the best of it .^ and who, with such an instance before him, would dare to assert that the favours of Heaven are equally bestowed ^ ' Amersham defended his paradox with the mock earnestness that its silliness deserved. He was talking nonsense ; the theme and the argument were equally non- sensical. It was pleasant to him to talk and watch Sibylla half-resting, half-amused. Now, however, a look which spoke neither of rest nor amusement, portrayed itself on Sibylla s features. Amersham turned round and saw Mont- calm standing behind him with an angry expression in his eyes, his lips tightly drawn, his air as imperative as politeness would XIV L! Homme Serieux 205 allow — altogether an uncongenial intruder. He gave Amersham the coldest possible recognition. ' I have been looking everywhere for you, Sibylla,' he said ; ' we agreed to meet in the long gallery.' ' Yes,' said Sibylla, ' but I was suffering from the heat. Mr. Amersham was kind enough to get me out of the crowd. He left word for you at the door to come and find us here.' ' That faithless porter ! ' cried Amer- sham. ' How came he to miss you ^ But sit down now, Montcalm, and cool yourself, or go to the buffet and reward your labours by a glass of Lord Hunstanton's excellent champagne.' ' Thank you,' said Montcalm with his coldest and most dignified air, ' I believe that my wife will be glad to get home. Come, Sibylla. Good-night, Amersham.' Amersham, thus summarily dismissed, looked after the departing couple in blank amazement. He had read the same amaze- ment in Mrs. Montcalm's eyes as he wished her good-night. Montcalm was evidently 2o6 Sibylla CHAP. XIV in a rage — too great a rage to be polite. His wife would have a disagreeable drive home ; and what a home, if this was the way in which Montcalm was accustomed to behave ! Sibylla's occasional melancholy looks were easily explained ! It was amus- ing, at any rate, to have seen the just man made perfect for once off his balance, and in a common, human passion. But poor Mrs. Montcalm ! CHAPTER XV A QUARREL Unkindness may do much ; And his unkindness may defeat my life. But never taint my love. * I AM SO sorry that we missed each other,' Sibylla said, as the brougham door closed upon her husband and herself ; * I am sure you had a horrid hunt for us — and what a crowd ! I was thankful to get out of it. The heat distressed me. It was so unlucky that the porter should have let you go by.' Sibylla stopped short, for something in her husband's movements bespoke an angry man. ' You are not vexed ^ ' she said, laying her hand on his. Woe to the husband who rejects the wife's offer of conciliation — the proffered 2o8 Sibylla CHAP. forgiveness of his ill-temper. A word of affection at this moment — a gesture — a tone of kindness, would have sealed the desired peace-making. But Montcalm was in no mood for peace. His heart was aching. Life seemed very bitter. If he was to answer truthfully, he zvas vexed, sorely vexed. Worst of all, he knew that he had shown his vexation. He had been guilty of an undignified display of ill-temper. He was out of sorts with life, with himself, his wife, his fellow-men. Sibylla's sweet- ness took him by surprise — embarrassed him. He was not prepared for an inter- change of affectionate speeches. His Englishman's awkwardness beset him. In an evil moment for his own happiness, for Sibylla's, he showed himself cold, uncordial, unresponsive. The sight of his wife sitting, listening with evident interest to Amersham — Amersham talking to her with ease and freedom, had sunk into his soul, exasper- ated him. Why would not his own talk flow with equal ease .^ Why did their con- versation halt.'^ Whose was the fault .^ Why now did he find it difficult to speak } XV The duarrel 209 There was a few seconds' pause before he was ready with his reply — a few seconds : but for how many thoughts, fears, sugges- tions, influences will not a second's space suffice ? That momentary silence was eloquent, fatally eloquent. Sibylla's heart began to beat quicker. She longed for her husband to speak. A pang of resentment at his injustice, his obduracy, his unre- sponsiveness shot into her soul. She was doing all that love could prompt ; why was he silent ? At last the answer came. ' It is not worth talking about,' Mont- calm said in a tone of sullen displeasure ; ' I was bored, of course. You, at any rate, escaped boredom.' Sibylla withdrew her hand with a sort of horror. It was as though her husband had struck her. The cold, dry tone, the measured rudeness, was as bad as a blow. She tried to make light to herself of the rebuff — but how vain the attempt ! Each instant the pain grew more acute. In silence she sat, thankful for the darkness that hid her face from her companion. Equally vain was Montcalm's secret VOL. I p 2IO Sibylla chap. wish that he could recall his cross reply, recall or amend it. His angry mood held him tongue-tied. Sibylla's silence was the worst reproof. He could not bring himself to speak. He could not judge how his words had sounded to Sibylla's ear. Had it been a declaration of war? A few minutes later they arrived at home. Montcalm helped his wife out of the carriage. Sibylla passed hurriedly across the hall and went upstairs. She needed to be alone. She was dreadfully perturbed. Silent, reserved, undemonstrative as her husband had, of late, increasingly become, he had never before been guilty of overt unkindness. To-night he had been un- kind and unreasonable. He had put him- self wrong alike with his wife and his friend. His displeasure was irrational. Amersham could not be charged with any- thing to which the most exacting upholder of conjugal rights could take exception. He had been merely polite. He had taken some trouble to promote Sibylla's comfort. Their conversation, it so happened, had been of the kind that all the world would XV The Quarrel 211 have been welcome to hear. Montcalm, instead of being grateful for a small act of kindness shown to his wife, had behaved like a bear. Sibylla had felt it, had felt ashamed of it. She had now something more of which to feel ashamed — ashamed and aggrieved. She sat in her room, rest- less, miserable, with no thought of sleep, hoping that her husband would come and be reconciled, hesitating whether it would be well to go to him. She sat on in soli- tude. She heard his step on the stairs. He passed onward to his room. It was clear that he did not intend to come. Sibylla sat and reviewed her married life : the retrospect was painful. There had been some great disappointments : she had tried to ignore them, but now they were not to be ignored. She had dreamed of an ideal union of hearts — in which the most absolute confidence should reign. How far was this ideal from being attained ! Con- fidence, perfect and complete, was the last word which would fitly describe her hus- band's attitude towards her. She knew that he had some secret, safe locked in the 2 1 2 Sibylla chap. recesses of his heart, which his wife's eye was forbidden to read. He chose to live alone. He went his way, by himself, in no need of help from her, with no wish for friendly confidence, consultation, advice. Sibylla was pining for sociability. Such companionship was the thing which her husband seemed least able to give : he himself did not care about it ; he could not understand the need of it in another. The presence of a companion disturbed the true balance of his thoughts ; it agitated the still atmosphere in which a logical con- clusion could be worked out with mathe- matical precision. That was the way, Mont- calm felt positive, in which a sensible man should think. The intrusion of a woman's temperament — eager, sensitive, sentimental, nervous — was a fatal disturbance. The highest work, experience had taught him, must be done in solitude. So Sibylla's attempts to share her husband's thoughts and opinions had constantly been repelled. Husband and wife lived in separate worlds. Married life must, it had become clear to Sibylla, mean something very different XV The Qiuarrel 2 1 3 from, something very inferior to, her girl- hood's ideah She had borne the disappoint- ment with fortitude, good nature, even cheerfulness. Now it seemed as if even the outward semblance of affection was to disappear. Sibylla was pining for sympathetic com- panionship ! One danger which threatens the man who resolves to ignore such a craving on his wife's part, is that some sympathetic companion will, probably, be forthcoming, ready with the boon which he refuses to confer. This danger now threatened the Montcalms. Amersham was above everything companionable. His in- tellect was of the sociable order. It would not work in solitude. That which Mont- calm regarded as an intrusion was to him a help. He needed to test his views by comparison with other people's — by the concurrence or disagreement of a friendly critic. He liked to place an argument before Sibylla, to see how it struck her, to consult her on questions of expediency, justice, or taste. Would such-and-such a reply be the right one in the circumstances 214 Sibylla chap. of the case? Was this the wise line to take? What would be felt about it? What would the best minds feel about it ? Sibylla's view on such topics was to him an important guide. Such requests for advice are the choicest form of flattery, — the subt- lest, the pleasantest, the most persuasive. From such topics as these, how easy to pass to problems of a more personal interest — questions affecting life, its aims, its limitations, its reverses — the small philo- sophy of existence which each individual constructs for himself! Such interchange of thought leads naturally to great intimacy — intimacy which grows silently and quickly before one is aware of it. Sibylla found that she and Amersham had be- come very intimate. She valued the intimacy. It gave a new pleasure, a new charm to existence, a new interest. Nothing is so interesting as to come into real contact with another mind — to read another's character, to feel that one can influence another person's action, that one goes for something in his thoughts. This interest had become Sibylla's; and XV The Quarrel 215 now her husband not only declined to share any such interest with her, but was driving her by actual unkindness to find it in the society of the person most capable of arous- ing it. Charles's affection had sunk to so low an ebb that he could bear to be unkind, to find in the petty mishaps of daily life material for unkindness. To how critical a stage had love been brought ! Sibylla was in a despairing mood. Married life, with its privileges of love, confidence, and tenderness denied — the dismal, decent, conventional relation of two unsympathetic natures, hiding their mutual indifference from the eyes of man- kind under the cloak of cold civility — was this to be her doom ? Would such a life be endurable ? CHAPTER XVI A BAD story's END Till down upon the filthy ground I dropped, And tore the violets to get the worms : ' Worms ! worms ! ' was all my cry. There is something in Eastern life, it has been often said, which exercises a deteriorat- ing effect upon the European character. Nowhere is such deterioration more pain- fully conspicuous than in the Englishman whose crimes or misfortunes have sunk him to the level of what his countrymen in India denounce as a * loafer.' He is the lost spirit of the ruling race, deserted by all the wholesome influences which mem- bership of a ruling race exercises upon its members. He has lost prestige ; he has abandoned respectability ; his degradation has been exhibited to the humblest of a CHAP. XVI A Bad Story s End 217 community, which he regards as socially, morally, and physically far below himself. Henceforth no further humiliation is con- ceivable. Shame has emptied her vials upon his head. He is steeped in disgrace : he is clawed by fierce necessity. He has wrung whatever may be extorted from the compassionateness of his countrymen, the credulity of natives too ignorant to gauge the fraud of his pretensions. He has begged, bullied, and lied as opportunity gave a chance of the pittance which will stave ofF starvation for another day. If man spares him, the cruel climate is unsparing. The fierce, pitiless sun fills him with agony and drives him, panting and exhausted, to the first covert which presents itself. The tropical downpour drenches his aching bones : the night frosts pierce him to the very marrow, and send him out shivering and miserable into the chilly dawn, to begin another day of bootless struggle for life. Week by week his shattered frame be- comes less capable of resistance to baneful physical surroundings — surroundings which strong men, instinct with hope and purpose. 21 8 Sibylla chap. would scarcely dare to face. Malaria lays its deadly hand upon him, and the in- effectual struggle draws to its close. Fortunate if, at the last dread moment, some friendly compatriot's hand can be found to hold a cup to dying lips, and to breathe into ears, where already all things sound faintly, some pious thought of England and of home. Such was the plight of an Englishman who lay, one summer night, in a wretched native hostelry in the suburbs of Faustabad, one of the great military stations of Upper India. There was a crowd of natives around him ; for Faustabad is a busy place, a centre of a great industry in corn and seeds, the meeting-point of many official threads which the spider-like industry of the English administration has woven thick in every direction across the country. Hither, at the appointed seasons, come governors and generals, commissioners and judges, and with them the satellites, which orb in splendour, — only less im- pressive than their own, — around the greater luminaries of the official heaven. XVI A Bad Story's End 219 Below the satellites comes a vast array of humbler ministrants to the many necessities, in the way of pomp, business, or comfort, of the Anglo-Indian dignitary. Faustabad, accordingly, abounds in crowds. There is a famous shrine, too, where, beneath an immemorial peepul tree, the pious pilgrim loves to worship, and a sacred river, in which, when the moon moves into the proper quarter, and the solemn moment has come, it is bliss to bathe, and a multi- tudinous rabble plunge into the well- churned, turgid flood, happy in the hope of a propitiated deity and a blissful hereafter. So the Faustabad bazaars were lively with throngs of traders and customers, holiday- m^akers and devotees, and the Serai — the bequest of a charitable corn-merchant and money-lender to the scene of his prosperity — was in constant request. It was crowded just now with groups of travellers, cooking their evening meal, tending their bullocks, or pouring out the stream of talk that flows — unexhausted and inexhaustible, where natives congregate — through the livelong night. On one side were long rows of 220 Sibylla chap. bullock-carts, the cattle tethered in front of them, busily munching their forage. Further away a string of Cabul camels lay chewing the cud and contemplating sadly the burthens, under which they had groaned to-day and would groan again to-morrow. They might well groan, for the day had been one long sultry blaze, and the night had scarcely brought relief The air was heavy with foetid, sickening odours. Everything — walls, trees, and soil — was radiating the heat absorbed through the long burning hours. The moon, blazing in a cloudless sky, seemed actually to scorch : huge bats flapped lazily among the boughs of the peepul trees, which over- shadowed the scene. A thick cloud of dust and smoke — offspring of a sultry, bustling day — hung overhead, like a pall across some city of the doomed. Here and there, wherever a damp, cool spot was to be found, a dog lay panting, his hind legs stretched limply out as if in utter ex- haustion. The ground was thickly strewn with recumbent human forms — sleeping, or that seemed to sleep, save when, now and XVI A Bad Story's End 221 again, they tossed with weary gestures of unease, or sought, with little wooden fans, a momentary respite from the glowing air. The weary hours crept on, the groups of talkers, one by one, subsided into silence and rest. The embers of the cooking fires died out ; the moon was sinking in the heaven ; a new gloom settled over the scene ; darkness was gathering upon the earth. All slept — all but the Englishman, whom sleep refused to release, for a moment, from his horrid surroundings, — his pangs of body and soul. No sleep for him, but raging fever, raging heat, raging thirst, parched lips, aching limbs, and the dreadful prostra- tion of an exhausted frame. His senses were acutely awake ; he listened anxiously for the sound of a horse's feet — the horse that might bring him aid, comfort, and deliverance. He had managed, that evening, to send a message to the station surgeon — a message that an European was dying in the Serai and implored his help. There were a hundred chances that such a message would never reach its destination, would not be correctly delivered ; for it had 222 Sibylla chap. to pass through several native messengers, the barrier of venal underlings and servants, hard to surmount without the aid of gold. It might not be understood ; it might not be attended to. On the other hand, it might. There was the one chance that the surgeon would come, and on that chance the sick man's hopes were hanging. He listened, hour after hour, for the much- wished-for footfall. Night filled his ear with other sounds. Some pariah dogs in distant villages were howling, in hateful response, at the moon. A pack of jackals swept, like an escaped demon-troop, across the open side of the Serai. Their chorus sounded satanic, sad with the misery of suffer- ing souls. Is there another sound in nature of such unutterable, abysmal melancholy.^ The sounds fell upon Frank Montcalm's dying ears like the knell of doom. For he was dying. He had often been near to death, but never so close as now. Excess, misery, exposure, delirium tremens, and now fever, had at last done their work. He had made his way from Sydney to Madras as one of the grooms in attendance on a cargo of XVI A Bad Story s End 223 Australian horses — had eluded the local authorities, who would have enforced his reshipment to Australia, and had tramped across India, supporting a precarious exist- ence by such wretched expedients, in the way of swagger, cringing, beggary or imposture, as fortune threw in his way. Now the end was come. He could struggle no more. His one hope, his one desire was to find some countryman who would be- friend him in his last and sorest emergency — would see him through the last terrible hours which still remained to him, say a kindly word before he died, and carry a last farewell, a message of peace, a cry for forgiveness to his brother in England. Dawn began to break; hour by hour the fever gathered force, and burnt with fiercer heat. The native lad whom the sick man had sent with the message had delivered it, as best he could, to one of the ' Doctor Sahib's ' subordinates. No answer had come through the long, long night of weary watching, of baffled expectancy, the heart- sickening chill of hope deferred. And now Frank Montcalm's thoughts began to travel, 224 Sibylla chap. with dreadful rapidity, dreadful distinctness, over his past life — a horrid retrospect of failure, disgrace, dishonour, crime. He was at home again, and appeasing his father's wrath at some boyish misdoing by an excuse — the first that offered. How easy to find an excuse good enough for that indulgent tribunal ! He was with Lizzie Marsh again — poor Lizzie ! What had become of her.^ Dead, perhaps, and better so. It had been a bad business all along. How ill she was when the child was born, the little ailing baby, which died in her arms as she lay, half dead herself with sorrow, suffering, and the shame of dishonoured motherhood ! It was no bastard, however, on which her mother's tears were shed, for he had yielded to her entreaties — her terror of living on in sin — her passionate prayer to him to save her child from dis- honour. He had at the last moment married her ; and much good it had done her ! He had left her, like the brute he was. Nor was she the only woman he had deserted. What was the good of thinking of it ^ Yes ; but how not to think ! The sick man shut XVI A Bad Story's End 11 K^ his eyes, as if to shut out unwelcome sights ; but the objects which memory, cruelly acute, conjured up before his mind's eye, were not so easily shut out. A horde of accusing spirits flocked in upon him ; each with its burthen of shame, fraud, cruelty; each crying ' Guilty ! guilty I ' Conscience was roused at last, and roused into a mood that would not, as so often heretofore, be silenced or gainsaid. It was in vain to try to think of something else. What else was left to think of? He saw his life lyins; out behind him in dreadful distinctness — all selt- deceptions, illusions, palliations, convenient forgettings swept mercilessly away, like leaves that hide a ruin's outline. The ruined, wasted, dishonoured life stood, stark and clear, a loathsome sight to eyes already dim with death ! appalling record to a despairing soul I Then his thoughts travelled back to a re- moter region, a period, which had so long and so utterly passed away from his memory that its recurrence now seemed like an apparition from another world, from another person's VOL. I Q 226 Sibylla CHAP. existence — a period of innocence, happiness and sweet maternal pettings. A mother's eyes were looking down upon him, full of delight, tenderness, adoring love. A voice that breathed only benedictions — a gentle hand that caressed him as no other ever had — a bosom where he had nestled safe from the troubles of the world outside — dear hiding-place where his baby sorrows had been cried to rest. How often, as a boy, had he gone to that good mother for aid or consolation, and there forgotten his troubles. He could see himself again bury- ing his face in her lap in some paroxysm of childish grief : he felt her tender, caressing touch. If he could only go to her now and be nursed and petted and forgiven, and be a child again with life — innocent, un- soiled, unspoilt, the trailing brightness of Heaven still glorifying it — lying before him, instead of the ghastly wreck that lay behind ! What a contrast between now and the time when that dear form had passed away, and with it Frank's best chance of a happy and virtuous life ! The native lad sat by the sick man's XVI A Bad Story s End 227 side, and from time to time moistened his lips with water. He was getting frightened, for the Englishman was evidently mad : his wild ravings, his staring eyes, his cries and groans and oaths, his frantic gestures, were proofs of madness. It was dangerous to be near him ; it was dangerous to go away. The boy's eyes were heavy with fatigue, but the madman gave him no chance of sleep. By this time it was broad daylight, and the Serai was all astir. Frank Montcalm lay in the verandah, alive and only just alive — prostrate with exhaustion, too exhausted to have any but a faint consciousness, when the surgeon came driving in to the Serai and was presently kneeling over him, and feeling his pulse. His attention was arrested by the long, fine hand, which bore no marks of honest toil. It told of a tragic fall from better things. ' He is mad,* the boy said with un- emotional conciseness ; ' mad since the moon set this morning : he is dying. I gave him water. The fault is not mine.* ' He will be dead if he stays here 228 Sibylla chap. another hour,' said the surgeon : ' go and fetch a dhooHe. He must go to the Infirmary. Be quick, I will give you pice.' The boy ran off on his behest, and presently the dhoolie - bearers — nimble, fragile, and intended by nature, one would have guessed, for anything rather than beasts of burden — came staggering in, grunting rhythmically under the pole, which their bare shoulders supported. Frank Montcalm gave but slight signs of life as he was lifted up and borne away. * I will drive on and have all things ready,' the surgeon said, as they emerged from the Serai; * come quickly : there is no time to lose.' Some days later Frank Montcalm lay in a cool room in the Infirmary — bloodless, emaciated, without motion or power to move, but still alive. The surgeon had befriended him, and spared neither time nor trouble in helping him to recovery. It was long since the sick man had fared so well ; longer still since any one had regarded him with anything but fear, hatred or contempt. It was a new sensation — new and indescribably delightful. XVI A Bad Story s End 229 * You are the first man in India,' Montcalm said one morning, as the surgeon paid him his usual visit, * that has not treated me like a dog. It was thanks to you I did not die that morning in the Serai. You have been very good to me. You would not be if you knew all.' ' I know that you are very ill, — ill and destitute,' said the doctor ; ' that is all that concerns me. I want to know nothing more.' * But I want to tell you,' said the other ; * I have sunk low, but I was born a gentle- man. I am son of Mr. Montcalm of Frampton. Charles Montcalm, member for Belhaven, is my younger brother. I want you to take him a message. Say that he has heard the last of Frank. He will be glad to hear that. I shall trouble and dis- grace him no more. Have me decently buried, doctor, and ask Charles to pay for it, and to make a present to the Hospital. Thanks to it and you, these have been the pleasantest days I have spent since — I don't know when. I am dying, all the same ; I feel it.' VOL. I Q 2 230 Sibylla CHAr. ' Don't talk about dying, man,' said the other ; ' lie still and give yourself a chance. But whatever happens, I will do what you ask me : Charles Montcalm of Frampton, you said ? ' ' Yes,' said the sick man ; ' and give him this — this old ring; he will know it fast enough. Father gave us both rings when we were schoolboys. It is my mother's hair — I wore it round my neck for luck. Give it to Charles, and tell him it was all I had to leave him. Bid him forgive all the wrongs I did him.' After this the sick man grew very communicative. The doctor's visit was his thread of communication with the outside world after which he still hankered. He loved a chat, and the surgeon was good-natured in gratifying the invalid's whim. It was better for him to talk, to listen, than to lie all day in silence and solitude, busied with his own thoughts. Gradually he confided to his kind listener many passages of his life, narrow escapes, strange adventures, unedifying episodes of lawlessness and profligacy. Amongst the XVI A Bad Story's End 231 rest he told of his escape from the Eldorado Mine. ' That was a wild time,' he said ; ' no mistake about it — a wild time and bad. We were a bad lot, all of us ; each man had a black mark for something. I had run away from my wife. I left her at New Wigan. I had married her under a false name, — Fairfield, one of my father's farms. I am sorry now that I did it. I was sorry from the first ; but I fancied her, and I could get her in no other way. Anyhow she made me sorry before she had done with me. She was a fine girl, and very handsome, but a perfect devil in temper ; drink made her ten times more devilish. At last I could bear it no longer ; I heard of the mine and I went off. It was a low trick, for she was near being a mother ; but I was doing no good, and living with her was a hell on earth. On my way to the mine I had my usual luck, and fell in with a man who had known me in England and bawled out my real name before a room full of listeners. It was no good to try to conceal it, so I became Frank Montcalm again. I was doing 232 Sibylla chap. pretty well, and was meaning to send my wife something ; but I got into trouble and had to bolt. Since then I have been almost always nearly starving. I have heard no word of her, or her child, if she had one.' * And what was the trouble you had to bolt for ^ ' asked the surgeon, gently en- couraging his patient's flow of talk. Montcalm's face darkened. His voice dropped. * Did you ever kill a man ? ' he said. ' I did once. I don't mind telling you now. I am not worth hanging, and you will not betray me. It sounds nasty, doesn't it ^ and looks nasty, I can tell you, when you have to face the man you have killed, alone, and to handle him as I had. His eyes were open. I often see them now. There was some blood on his cheek. This was how it was. There was a row one night in an old store, two miles from the Mine, where a few of us used to go to drink and gamble. I was more than half drunk, and had lost every farthing I had earned. There was a man there who kept angering me. He had won most that night ; we XVI A Bad Story's End 233 came to fierce words, he drew his pistol and was covering me. I shot him in the face. He fell back with a groan and never moved again. When the others saw he was dead, they all scuttled. I don't blame them. It was putting your neck in the halter to stay. But I stayed. I had not a farthing to fly with. Then I remembered what a run of luck the dead man had been having. I took his coat and hat and his waistcoat. His pockets were full of money ; I took it. I left my own clothes. The jury found, I read in the papers, that it was Frank Montcalm who had been murdered. But Frank Montcalm was making his way across the mountains to Frisco. I was nearly starved ! But when I got to Frisco, the dead man's money served me to get a passage to Sydney. There I soon lost all I had in a gambling hell. I worked my way from Sydney to Madras with a cargo of horses. That was a rough job. There was a storm. We had to throw a hundred of them over- board. The police in Madras got hold of me ; they were going to send me back to Sydney ; but I slipped through their fingers, 234 Sibylla chap, xvi and tramped my way across India. It is a hell of a country, when you have to beg your way. Twice I had sunstroke. I got drunk on native spirits whenever I had the chance. At last I came to ground here ; and you have been the good Samaritan to me. Now you know my story.' 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