NOW AND THEN I SPOKEN AT THE JUNIOR EXHIBITION OF TRIN- ' ITY COLLEGE, ON WEDNESDAY, AUG. 1, 1849. e <'*> By Gf T/ RIDER \iv Published for the Author* f^r *5b-n, «r> :■ 6 \ 3 \ V u NOW 10 ¥ AND THEN.” A POEM, DELIVERED AT THE JUNIOR EXHIBITION OF TRINITY COU- LEGE, ON WEDNESDAY EVENING, AUG. 1, 1849. BY GEORGE T. RIDER. I stood beside a poet’s lonely grave In the deep mazes of the solemn woods, Far from the haunts of worldly care and toil. A stranger’s hand had reared a simple cross Of stone above the dead, wherever the moss And trailing vines had wrought a living vest Of beauty ; ’till the wealth of leaf and bud Had well nigh hid the marble’s mournful tale. This was its its record : “ Of a broken heart i_p “ He died — -just in the Spring-tide of his days 4 “ The wondrous promise of maturer years j “ Was crushed, and as he prayed that he might rest 4 “ Away from men in solitude like this, rj “ A stranger’s heart hath listened to his prayer.” £ Above my head the rugged ancient trees Had joined their brawny limbs in many an arch, And as the light came struggling through the roof ^Of leaves and gorgeous fret-work, far adown ^ The long-drawn aisles, till all was lost in gloom. 2 I seemed within a Minster holier far Than aught that man had ever reared a shrine Not made with hands. The flowers around me breathed Their praise of incense, while the cheerful lark With the full throng of warbling choristers Joined in the Matin and the Even’ song. Me thought the cold indifference of men Had been a blessing ; — they had spurned his name When living, and condemned his dust, they thought , To sleep unwept, uncared for, and unknown ; No patron’s pride had reared a storied tomb Above him — the reward of flatteries Thus cheaply bought — his name almost unwrit ; Yet could those lips that once gave life to song Again take up their strains of 4 long ago,’ Me thinks a psalm of sweet thanksgiving would Be heard throughout that holy Fane of God For such a resting place. Can lifeless stone, Although beneath the artist’s skill it gains Some glimpse of meaning tortured into life Add to the glory of the noble dead % Time grapples with this thoughtless pride, and gives Its tinsel gewgaws to the bats and owls, And sends dark Ruin with her Vandal hordes To riot in its loveliness and strength. And yet this humble mound — fit monument For one 44 to fortune and to fame unknown,” Shall more than serve to keep his memory — The guerdon of an Immortality Is his ; for as each spoken word they say Thrills through the vast infinity of air, 3 And so shall thrill in cadence tremulous ’Till air and earth and flood shall be consumed ; So he who wakes one holy, blissful thought Within the heart, that harp of many strings, Hath called a joy to life for earth and Heaven ! And then the impulse hastens to its home In sweet reunion with the angel world, And there shall mingle with its own forever. It is a holy trust, this gift of song, And bringeth to the heart where it abides A mingled company of smiles and tears ; It opens to the vision of the soul The spirit life around us — through create, It sees the increate — the mystic realms Of pure intelligence there deeply traced : The world is peopled all anew, — beings Of beauty cheer its solitude — around Its noonday walks they meet when throngs Of plodding men are selling joy and youth, The sunshine of their little span, for gold And things that perish. In the open fields, Yea, in each blade and petal, truths as vast As human destiny are writ ; it scans Each meaning page of this great volume — reads Pourtrayed therein the fearful mysteries That gather round the soul, its life, its home, Its journeying through Time, — but more — it sees The beatific impress of its God ! As far as sense can penetrate the same Mysterious blazonry of truth — the same Eternal witness of Almighty power 4 Drapes the stern, rugged frame-work of the world In robes of holy beauty ! — Go beyond The luxury of boundless forests, fields, Flowers, babbling brooks — a wilderness of joys, Where beauty vainly seeking here below Her full embodiment, leaves grosser forms, And robes the skies with splendors manifold, The imaged pomp of Heaven’s all-glorious homes — Strive with the Ocean in its calm and rage, When terror sits enthroned on stillness — or Its waters meet in revelry sublime ; With wary step within that frozen world Advance, where one dread night of silence reigns — Mark with thy wondering eye its gorgeous domes And crystal palaces upreared to Heaven, Decked with the Rainbow’s captive tints, and ask Thyself, “ Who placed them there V — in this cold waste Of desolation, beauty reigns supreme — For God is every where. — And yet the world Lives on in all this loveliness of form, In all this sweet companionship of beauty, Blind to its high estate, like one content To sit and slumber at the gates of Heaven ; For Heaven with all its splendors lies around, Above the sightless, dormant soul, and spreads Its beauties forth on every side ; the world Blindfolded gropes among them, and perchance When one more lucky than his fellows meets A struggling sunbeam from this nobler sphere, He chuckles o’er his wealth and fondly deems That he alone is wise — his brothers, fools ! 5 Among the petty strife /of nations, he who gains A field on battle — wrests a crown, Or writes his valor in a people’s blood Men love to laud, they deck him in the pomp Of dignity and gorgeous circumstance — ^ Pay to the Despot homage due to God : And when he dies, preserve his hateful name In splendid characters upon a tomb Above the story of his victories ; As men record a year of pestilence And plague in marble by the deaths it wrought ! Three thousand years ago ! and can it be So many ages well renowned in arms, In art, in science, and in song, have gone From hence to be no more since thou sublime Old man of Chios’ sea-girt isle — gave forth Thy wondrous lays — to wondering Theban throngs, For the mean pittance of thy daily bread ! Poor, blind, despised beggar ! yet thy name Flath never ceased to grow in brightness — Fame Hath made thy memory her own, and men * Have garnered up thy musings in their hearts, As misers hoard up gold and gems. — Princes, The mighty men of earth, who sleep in tombs Of regal splendor, are but worthless dust Compared with thee, who hast a resting place Within the deathless soul — most trusty monument ! A strain sublimer yet than thine the world Hath heard — kingdoms and thrones, the pomp of war, Conquest and victory — a nation’s life — These are the meaner theme that cluster round The soul of truth, their central sun — like moons 6 In borrowed robes of beauty ; when this germ Shall wax to fruitful ripeness, He who gave It being from His fulness shall destroy The crumbling, worn out universe, and purge With fire, Perfection, prisoned in such gross And sensual habiliments. There is An Everlasting world above of pure Intelligence, where change, corruption, death, The moth of Time, can work no ravages ; The mountains lifting from the meaner earth Their barren peaks — the dream-like mists that fiee The cold embrace of ocean, and mount up On high and spread their thousand colored sails Out on the shoreless ocean of the sky, In concert with all voices of the world, Tell of a higher and a holier life. ’Twas thine mysterious bard, whose muse on Faith’s Strong pinions sought and found the courts of Heaven And gazed upon the new Jerusalem, And heard the harmonies of Seraphs — felt The mingling of all hallowed souls with thine, To touch such themes as angels well might love. With thy poor dust this atom globe shall fade And melt away even as a torch just spent ; Yet from the wreck, Eternal Truth within Thy song embodied shall spread wide her wings, On the dark night of Time’s oblivion, And gather brightness as it nears the throne Of God. Angels have lost their crowns of light, And used the glories of their heavenly birth In impious contest with the majesty Of Him who gave them — thus one gifted son « 7 Of song, bright in his soul’s investiture Of loveliness — who sung as few have sung, Flung from his brow the Coronal of Truth $ With renowned -scorn reviled the holy book Of God, and o’er the warm and heart-born life Of Christian faith, the foul pollution cast Of God defying, reckless unbelief. The splendid ravings of his frenzied brain Give melancholy proof how Shelley once Knelt at the shrine of Nature and of God. We wonder not — the very sky above Nurtures the evening dew, the light of noon In strange companionship with sweeping storm And lightnings gleam— and yet the wildest rage Of the fierce elemnets arrayed in battle, Together with the sweetest woodland notes, Proclaim of God ; the one of majesty, Supreme, the other, blest beatitude And love. And thus a tuneful brotherhood Have served the sacred mysteries of Truth, And in secret numbers sung to every age * The burning visions of their raptured souls — Reflected light that God vouchsafes to send Through the dark veil of this old dying world, Of the superior glories that shall be. And as this song has throbbed with holy life, Forshown what Reason trembles, to deny Of its Eternity, the faithful heart Of the whole world has known its mighty sway, And felt as did the Patriarch of old, Who held communion once with An^el quests And knew it not ! 8 The scarlet robe of wealth, The jeweled sceptre, and the crown of state, Would ill become the poet. Luxury Might sully with its earthiness the themes That claim the homage of his soulful lyre ; God gave the gift, and with it gave content. Pile, then, the marble o’er the great that die, And keep the record of each brilliant act In the mean coffers such base coin deserves : Give dust to dust ! hang drapery as frail As the poor spider’s gossamer on all That needs such trappings — Death will claim its own. The Son of song hath built a monument Stronger than brass — above the wreck of Time ; Majestic made with emblems fashioned From deathless spirit, crowned with wreaths well wrought Of beauties that shall last forever. Earth May oft forget that he hath lived or died, And yet it matters not ; this April day Of the immortal soul below, though dark Or bright, is but a pulse-stroke of its being. Chaunting his dirge-like triumph he shall pass The darkling shadows of the vale of Death ; With nobler powers his purer songs employ At Heaven’s high gate, and join the tuneful throng In lays long loved, though faintly heard before. FINIS.