MDYhOffATER', *— — i*— ' iMMM— w iiiiiii i I 1 1 r iii i i i ij Miiii a i ai i ii i iiwiriiwn' COMPANIOK AUTHOR OF ST. OMffiS LADY LOWATER'S COMPANION. VOL. I. NEW AND POPULAR NOVELS AT ALL THE LIBRAEIES. GAYTHORNE HALL. By John M. Fothergill. 3 vols. VENUS' DOVES. By Ida Ashworth Taylor. 3 vols. KEEP TROTH. By Walter L. Bicknell, M.A. 3 vols. THE MASTER OF ABERFELDIE. By James Grant, author of ' The Romance of War,' &c. 3 vols. THE MAN SHE CARED FOR. By F. W. Robinson, author of ' Grandmothers Money,' 'No Church,' &c. 3 vols. HURST & BLACKETT, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. LADY LOWATER'S COMPANION BY THE AUTHOR OF ST. OLAVE'S," "JANITA'S CROSS," "ANNETTE, " THE SENIOR SONGMAN," &c., &c. ' This is the condition of the battle, which man that is born upon the earth shall fight ; that if he be overcome, he shall suffer.' — Esdras. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1884. All rights reserved. Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/ladylowaterscomp01tabo ? $Jt:^'^l 1 i LADY LOWATER'S COMPANIOK T y — CHAPTER I. ■ LowATEK Court stood on rising ground, a mile or two away from the coast ; massive, broad-shouldered, low-browed, firmly ^ planted to hold its own against the storms ^^ which in autumn-time came driving up . from seaAvard. Whoever built that house "^ had built it for use, only for use. Neither "^ pillar, pediment, nor gable broke the out- ^ line of its solid front, which had now stood .the chance and chano^e of five centuries. ^Not a fragment of sculptured leaf or VOL. I. B ^ LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. flower adorned the miiUions and transoms of its Avindows. Not so much as a bit of cornice could be seen upon the square stacks of chimneys along its roof ridge, nor did the smallest hint of battlemented parapet make an outlet for the winds to scream through, when in winter their rough music roused all the country round. Lowater Court was builded too:ether like the frames of some of the olden knights, who in days gone by had stood at its gates and battled for its safety, to be a sure guard and a strong resting-place, but not to be admired either for its beauty or its grace. Nature, however, had given it what man's hand had fors-otten, touchino^ it Avith lichens of softest grey and gold where the land Avind from the great barren moors to the north blew upon it, making, it green with ivy and vine where the summer sun LADY LOWATEr's COIMPAXIOX. 3 kissed it at noon-time. Out of tlie cre- vices of its rougli stone walls grew tiny ferns, as dainty and delicate as tliougli a lady's hand had planted and a lady's love had tended them. Where they could not find room, the greener mosses grew, bloom- ing out into myriad little crimson cups, which, catching the sunlight, held it there for the cheering of the else so desolate place. For it seemed as though these things loved it the more, the more it was forsaken of man's loving kindness. Around it stood its guardian elm-trees, ready for shadow or shelter, as sun or storm might come. In ^^dnter the low red morning sunlight struck through their leafless branches, and glowed upon the deep-set windows of the east front, and turned to diamond and rubv the hoar frost upon the mosses. Later on one saw the rooks stirring busily amongst those B 2 4 LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. same leafless branches, their every croak heard in the dead stillness which seemed to belong to the place. And so still it was, so little vexed by human interrup- tion, that the rabbits nibbled the grass under the terrace windows, and birds built their nests in the balustrades of that terrace, and wood-pigeons, those flyers from the haunts of men, came night by night to tell their story in the yew-trees by the terrace steps, well knowing that none would disturb them there. For in- deed, their love-talk was the only talk of that kind which the yew-trees ever heard noAv. Lady Lowater and her companion Miss Pentwistle lived at Lowater Court, and they lived as dull a life there as their worst enemy need have Avished. Li the morning Miss Pentwistle gave her lady- ship's orders to the housekeeper, and LADY LOWATER S COMPA^^IOX. O looked at tlie accounts, and dusted the rare old china in the faded dra^^dng-^ooln, and made \dsits, accompanied by tracts, to the poor people of the neighbourhood. After luncheon she and Lady Lowater slept, at least Miss Pentmstle slept, and my lady seemed to do so. When the nap was over, both ladies took a stroll in the grounds, came in for afternoon tea, dressed for dinner, partook of that meal solemnly in presence of the old family butler, and the equally old fomily footman, returned to the dra^dng-room, respectively took and appeared to take another nap, roused up for coffee, trifled with some fancy work, had prayers, all the servants sitting in a row at the end of the room, and then went to bed. AVith this scheme of living Miss Pentmstle was quite content. If my lady was not, she never said anything about being other Avise. iy LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. In former years this routine had been broken in npon from time to time by a raid from Lady Lowater's only child, Sir Merrion, then knocking abont the countr}^ Avith his regiment, the — th. When he came of a^e and mio;ht have settled down on the propert}', he still preferred remain- ing in the arni}^, finding life at Lowater Court a somcAvhat tedious affair, and not meeting in any of the dull little country towns where the — th was quartered, any young lady who moved him to thoughts of matrimony. So long as the Lowater game was well preserved, and so long as his regiment was in a good hunting district, and so Ions: as he could o;et his fill of athletic sports in the barrack-grounds, Merrion Lowater was as really content with his roving life as his mother onl}' appeared to be with her stagnant one. But now he was with his regiment on LADY LOAVATER S COMPANION. 7 foreign service and had been so for a couple of years, during which time no festivities worthy of the name had taken place at Lowater Court. Of course there were in the neighbourhood people of the upi)er-middle class who had to be called upon from time to time, and entertained once a year or so at a garden-party ; and there Avere also people of more exalted station, belonging in a not remote degree to dukes and earls, and the carriages of these people cut up the terrace gravel now and then when a state dinner-party Avas given at LoAA^ater Court, or the duty call consequent upon such dinner-party had to be made. For, spite of her recluse habits, my lady AA'as a lady of rank, and Avhoever married that only son of hers Avould be a lady of rank too, AA^th a good position in the county and a tidy income. Indeed, 8 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. the income would be all the better for the strict economy which was practised upon the estate during the young baronet's absence. And then, if report said true, he was not a man who made away with his patrimony by any illegitimate means. Hunting, shooting, cricketing, all sorts of athletic sports were his delight. He was a good officer, a brave soldier, an honest English gentleman ; just the sort a vigilant mother might wish her daughter to settle down with, even though his abilities were not of the kind which would ever leave a mark upon his country's history. There- fore the county j)eople kept on being polite to my Lady Lowater, feeble as was the encouragement which she gave to their attention. ' Miss Pentwistle, the world is hollow as a drum.' That was what her ladyship said one LADY LOWATER S COMPANIOX. V evening after the Lady Belleray and ^Ir. and Ladv Maud Dollino-broke had been dinino' at the Court. Ladv Bellerav had three grown-up daughters, and Mr. Dol- lingbroke, of Lupus Court, five miles awa}', even more. And Lady Belleray had heard that the — th was under orders for home. Or was it only that Sir Merrion was think- in or of takino' furlouo^h ? ' Miss Pent^\dstle, the world is as hollow as a drum.' ' The world is as Providence made it, Lady LoAvater. AVe must not complain.' My lady laughed a little, hitter laugh, just enough to set the diamonds in her ]iecklace alight. ' It is nothing of the sort, Miss Pent- Avistle. It is what mcked people have made it. Don't tell me that Providence has anj^thing to do with the sin and misery, the picking and stealing, and 10 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. liao-alino' and contrivino' that are sroiiis: on all around us. One had better not have a Providence, then, if that is all it can do for us.' ' Oh, dear, I beg your pardon,' replied Miss Pentwistle, anxious to keep in both with Providence and Lady Lowater. ' I did not understand you to refer to sin and miser}' or anything of that sort. I thought you were only referring to society at large.' ' And pray what is society at large but sin and misery ?' said my lady, with another flicker of the diamonds. ' My dear Lady Lowater, try to cultivate a more resigned spirit. Li this state of probation we must have our trials.' ' I don't know anything about probation. Miss Pentwistle. I only know that society is hollow, and we are hollow along with it, you and I and all of us, as hollow as ever we can be. If we do speak the truth some- LADY LOWATER S C0:MPAXI0N. 11 times, it is by accident, and as often as not we have to suifer for speaking it.' Miss PentAvistle did not rebel. My lady was evidently getting ready for a bilious attack, and at such times society did natu- rally appear hollow. She had known clergymen, under similar circumstances, reflect in the pulpit, with a sort of sub- dued satisfoction, upon the very small pro- portion of hiunan beings who coidd be ex- pected to escape eternal perdition ; though, Avhen the attack had worked off, these same clero'Mnen were aniono;st the most benevo- lent of men. One had to make allowances for physical conditions. ^Yas the dande- lion coffee running short ? AVas there a good supply of taraxacum pills in the medicine chest ? Had the cook been send- ing up dishes less carefully prepared than usual ? These questions, rather than others of a more stricth' ethical nature, were to 12 LADY LO water's COMPANION. be taken into consideration when people began to talk too gloomily about sin and misery and that sort of thing. At the same time, one must admit the existence of evil, and be in a sort of cheerful, exter- nal way sorry for it. All religious people had to be that. Lady Lowater looked round for the white cJmddah which usually lay over the back of her chair. Miss Pentwistle was up in a moment, folded it comfortably round her, so that the diamonds could not assert their sympathy with liiy lady's opinions. ' I don't wonder you shiver. It is really very chilly to-night.' ' Chilly ? It is enough to freeze the crickets on the hearth. And Lady Maud and the girls not half through that live miles' ]"ide ! Poor things ! If she did but know that Merrion does not mean to marry for this ten years ! But, you see, as I said LADY LOWATEr's COMPAXIOX. 13 before, one does not speak the trntli, or only by accident.' ' But lie does talk about coming home on furlough, Lady Lowater.' ' That is quite a different thing from marrying. I think I will not stay up for prayers to-night. Miss Pentwistle.' ' Certainly. It is, as you say, very cold.' Lady Lowater shivered again. She was a tall, thin, haggard woman, a convenient object for the frost to penetrate. ^ I should think the very polecats in the plantation must feel it. And perhaps I shall not come down for prayers to-morrow morning either, Miss Pentwistle. Somehow I am not in tune for the General Thanks- o:ivin2:.' Truly one might have desired a better illustration of gratitude than the mistress of Lowater Court, as she stood there, cold, hard, bitter, but so handsome still in her 14 LADY LO water's COMPANION. middle-aged stateliness, gathering up her bits of fripperies, laced handkerchief, smell- ing-bottle, feather-screen, before going to her own room at the far end of the long- corridor, where the frost, spite of l)lazing fire and furred dressing-gown, would bite her just as keenly, no warmth being in the withered heart to keep it out. But Miss Pentwistle only replied, briskly and cheer- fully as ever, ' You are quite right. Lady Lowater. If I were you I should remain in bed for breakfast, until the weather takes a turn. These downstairs rooms are very chilly in the early morning.' 'They are always chilly to me, Miss Pentwistle,' said my lady, mth a frosty sigh. ' Good-night.' 15 CHAPTER IL There was no village, strictly speaking, of Lowater, only a cluster or two of cottages, occupied for tlie most part by labourers employed upon the estate. There had once been a village, and a good sized one too, but it had gradually shpped down to the coast a couple of miles away, Avhere the little river Scar, if river it could be called which was scarcely more than a brook at its widest part, ran out into the sea. Here for many a year there had been a colony of fishermen, who had sup- ported themselves and their families by 1() LADY LO WATERS COMPANION. selling herrings and crabs in Byborough, the nearest large town to Lowater, content if they conlcl scrape together an honest living and clothe themselves decently enough to present a respectable appear- ance in Lowater Church, towards which Sunday by Sunday, along the narrow high-banked lanes, thick fringed mth fern and ivy, one might see them labouring Avith the uneasy gait of men to whom land of any kind is only a temporary accommo- dation. But a traveller chanced to find out the quiet little cove, and told others of its beauty, and how the north wind was tem- pered there, and how in early spring, when the high lands were nipped and frozen, there was comfort to be found under the red cliffs at Scarmouth. And after that stray invahds found their way to the fisher- men's cottages, and the good report of the c LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. 17 place spread, and enterprising contractors ran up lodging houses, and retired people from Byborough built ^dllas there ; and the end of it was that, just fifty years from the time when the traveller found out the place, Scarmouth was a regular sea-side resort, much to the detriment of Lowater, to whose gaunt stone-built cottages, moss- crusted ^dth damp and worn \A\\i the bit- ing of the north wind, none of the neigh- bouring townspeople now cared to come. Scarmouth did not belong to the Low- ater estate, but to the Countess Much- march, who held it in her own right, and who lived at a j^i'etty place called the Cliffs, bordering on Lady Lowater's prop- erty. The countess was a wise woman, or at any rate her agent was wise for her ; and, when she saw that her little fishing village was getting up in the world, she VOL. I. c 18 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. laid out a promenade on the beach, and built a bijou hotel and a bijou church, and a row of pretty lodging houses facing the sea, and in various other ways popularised the place, with this good result to herself, that her rent-roll was doubling itself every ten years, whilst Lady Lowater's was mov- ing in quite an opposite direction ; so opposite indeed that the shooting had to be let now, a thing which had not been done on the Lowater moors since guns were invented. But as Mr. Antony, the Lowater man of business, said, her lady- ship's income must be kept up somehow. And during the young baronet's absence, her ladyship, though the most indepen- dent of women, had to give up everything to Mr. Antony. But though, for all practical and profit- able purposes, the village of Lowater had betaken itself to the seaside, and was there LADY LOWATEk's COMPAXIOX. 19 carrying on lousiness under the name of Scarnioutli. the ancient cluster of cottages still held together on the high land, and the httle old church, the mother-church of the parish, stood in their midst as afore- time, grey, weather-beaten, keeping guard over the mouldering dust of the Lowaters ■\\ithin its chancel, and the lonely graves of those who had served the great people, ^s in olden times great people were served, silently, faithfully, and now lay under their headstones, meek, uncomplaining in death as they had been in life. Those who had done the service lay out in the cold. Those who had taken it slept amongst painted windows and sculptured marble, their good deeds all well set forth over them, to be praised in this world if not otherwhere. For indeed it seemed as if that little church on the hill-top had been dedicated c2 20 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. less to the worship of God than to the honour and glory of the Lowaters, with such multiphcation of sentences in Latin and Enghsh, beneath stained glass and on monumental brass, and round marble ef^gj, was their memorial set forth. Lady Lowater, going to church on Sunday mornings, might well be proud of the noble family into which she had married. The Court pew itself was a chantry built for the repose of .the soul of a long ago dead Lowater knight. It was on the north side of the chancel, well away from the humbler worshippers. On one side an open archway gave its occupants a sight of the choir and altar. From the second they could, if they liked, look down the north aisle of the church, where in high oaken pews the Court servants, men and maidens, were ranged. Old Sir Guy, the late baronet, had always sat where he could LADY LOWATEr's COMPANIOX. 21 liave a full prospect of that aisle, in order, some people said, that he might keep the serving-men in better order, they being given to slumber, except for fear of awful glances from beneath their master's shaggy eyebrows. Others said, though they only said it amongst themselves, that the wood- man's daughter Libbie was the prettiest 2:irl in the villao'e, and Libbie had o-one to be kitchenmaid at the Court, and Sir Guy knew a pretty face when he saw it as well as anvone, even thouoii it mio-ht be a different style of beauty from my lady's. My lady used to sit there too, by his side. But, when he removed to the rest of the Lowaters under the chancel stones, she too removed, and sat, with her back to the people, in a niche quite up in the cor- ner of the pew, where she could see no- body but one or two of the choristers. Over the niche was a fio-ure of St. Peter 22 LADY LOAVATER's COMPANION. mtli liis keys, looking fierce and inexor- able as though he had just locked some evil-doer out of the kingdom of heaven. My lady liked that seat because no one could see how much or hoAv little she was attending to the service. By turning her head a mere inch or two on one side, so that it rested comfortably against the pillar which supported the niche canopy, she completely lost sight of the pulpit, and the pulpit's occupant as completely lost sight of her. Only Ben Dyson her woodman, and the best bass in the choir, commanded a prospect of her from his seat by the little vestry door, and Ben generally slept dur- ing the sermon, so that his observation, she thought, did not count for much. So she would sit with closed eyes, not at all slumbering eyes, though, sometimes listening to the Reverend Stephen Rock's ,sermon, sometimes not listening to it. Or, LADY LOWATEr\s COMPAXIOX. 23 rousino; herself from some lono; train of thought, she woukl watch the rich mantles of purple and crimson which the sun, slow- ly mounting to its meridian, flung through the stained windows upon the stony Lowater knights in the chancel, from Sir Peveril of the third Edward's time, a headless trunk now kneeling at his inelFec- tual prayers under an emblazoned canopy, onward past many a dame and damsel, to the latest baronet, whose deathbed she, his wife, had watched, and whose effigy in marble reposed under the south ^^dndow of the chancel, a brass just beneath it set- ting forth his styles and titles, and how well he had fulfilled his duties as magis- trate, high sheriff, and lieutenant of his native county. But not setting forth at all, which indeed was prudent, how he had fulfilled his duties as a husband. Xext to Sir Guy's effigy was another 24 LADY LO WATER S COMPANION. window, a small double lancet, mtli a carved stone mullion between the lights. One of tliese lancets was filled in with diaper work of rich stained glass, brought by some Lowater connoisseur from Munich. The other light was of thirteenth century English work, and represented the angel with drawn sword guarding the gate of Eden. This figure chanced to be so placed that at noon-time, when Mr. Rock was dramng to the close of his always short homilies, the sunhght flashing through its eyes smote upon Lady Lowater's face as she sat under St. Peter's niche in the chan- try pew, herself moveless and stony as any statue. And at the same time the light from the drawn sword which the angel held, streamed across upon St. Peter with his keys, bringing out into stronger relief the expression of stern rebuke and autho- rity upon his face. Indeed, as Miss Pent- ^\dstle said, lie seemed to be perpetually passing judgment upon whoever sat be- neath bim, and turning tliem out of lieaven with bis frown, just as tbe angel was warning tbem from Eden witb its sword. And sbe wondered Lady Lowater did not change her seat, especially as the sun must be so very dazzbng when it glanced directly upon her face. But my lady would not move so much as an inch. ' One does not get too much sunlight in this world,' she said, carelessly, and that was all she said to Miss Pentmstle. But to herself she said diiferently. ' Keeping the gate of the garden of Eden,' was her thought, as the day-beam, flashino; throuo'h the anQ-el's eves, smote upon her worn flice. ' Let him smite me so. I have done evil. There is no garden of Eden for me henceforth.' 26 CHAPTER III. Since the building of Lady Muclimarcli's prett\' little ecclesiastical edifice at Scar- iiioutli, and the establishment of an equally pretty Httle incumbent there, the few people Avho gathered in the old parish church at Lowater Avere scarcely worth the name of a congregation. That might be the fault of the clergyman, who had not what is called popular pulpit talent. And again that deficiency might be the fault of the stipend, for what pulpit talent of an}' kind, to say nothing of the fashionable popular kind, could be expected for ninety- LADY lowatek's co:mpaxiox, 27 seven pounds ten a }'ear, with a cottage to live in ? And that was the Hniit fixed by the Ecclesiastical Connnissioners to the income of Mr. Rock, perpetual curate of St. An- drew's Church, Lowater, and a man already well on to fifty years of age. A quiet, inoffensive n:ian, as, indeed, any man of fifty with ninety-seven pounds ten a year had good cause to be. Miss Pent- ^^^[stle herself, though not so old ^^ithin a year or two, and not a scholar of Clare either, was making a better living for her- self ; for besides the round hundred which she received annually for spending her life at Lowater Court, she had board and lodging, and freedom to do prett}' much as she pleased, Lady Lowater being a per- son who never interfered with anyone so long as she herself was let alone. A man, too, who would never get on in the Church, come what might, for he had no ' views ' — 28 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. none, at least, that you could take hold of as locating him definitely in the basement, or middle floors, or attic of the Establish- ment. As Miss Pentwistle, who had a fine scent for doctrine, observed, to hear a bit of one sermon you might think him an Evangelical pure and simple ; to hear an- other bit, you might swear, if such a thing were proper, that he belonged to the most advanced corps of the Ritualists ; and to hear the mnding up of a third, you would be justified in describing him as a mis- chievous latitudinarian. What could such a man expect then, other than empty pews and a perpetual curacy at ninety-seven pounds a year? Ko bishop would have anything to do with him. No patron would ever care to put him into a vicaraofe. Miss Pentwistle her- self would have gone to Scarmouth church long ago, where the service, though a trifle LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 29 high, was more lively, had it not been that at St. Asaph's under Mr. Moberly she must have taken a hard, high-backed chair any- w^here amongst lodging-house keepers and fishermen, and in her own parish church she was free of the Lowater pew with its amplitude of space, and its wealth of mustv velvet cushions, and its conveni- ences for repose when the sermon was too uninteresting, to say nothing of a certain social dignity which one could not help feehng when in the occupation of it. That was really, and she confessed it, the chief reason which kept her at St. Andrew's. And therefore when the lady gossips of Scarmouth ventured upon a few little hints as to the advisability of a coalition be- tween the curate and the companion. Miss Pentwistle only gave a shrug of disdain, as different as possible from the becoming 30 LADY LOWATEr's COIMPANION. consciousness which overspread her coun- tenance when the possibility of anything of the kind with regard to Mr. Antony was suggested. In fact Mr. Antony, when he was a very poor man, had dared to cherish hopes in the direction of Lady Lowater's companion, then a fair-haired, self-possessed person of four-and-twenty ; but the hopes had not found sufficient encouragement to warrant any steps on his part towards turning them into realities. Now, had he cherished them. Miss Pentwistle would not have discourag- ed them so much. The question was, did he cherish them ? Not that Miss Pentwistle troubled her- self about the matter. She was far too matter-of-fact for that. With a comfort- able home and a clear income of a hun- dred a year, out of which. Lady Lowater being generous in the matter of presents, LADY LOWATEr's COMPANIOX. 31 slie had, since her residence at the Court, saved a thousand pounds, she did not feel that, taking into account her own httle independency of about iive-and-twenty pounds a year, she need bring herself into bondage to any man. If anything did happen to Lady Lowater, she had good reason to think that her name would not be omitted in the will amongst other hand- some annuities. Or if Sir Merrion mar- ried and his mother had to live in the dower-house on tlie confines of the estate, now occupied by Mrs. Tallington, the doAvager Lady LoAvater would still require a companion, so that her position, if not quite so exalted, would be comfortable enough. About marriage, therefore, unless it brought her much gain, she need not trouble herself. At the same time she had now and then occupied such imagination as was ])ossible 32 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. to lier, in building castles in the air wliich took tlie shape of Mr. Antony's elegant villa on the Byborough Road, with herself as its mistress, Mr. Antony being a neces- sary adjunct to the possession of the property. And it was the pleasantness of such a prospect, joined mth the value of the settlements which would of course be be made upon her in the event of such a union, which caused almost a blush to overspread Miss Pentmstle's cheek, when Mrs. Petipase, the doctor's mfe of Scar- mouth, ventured upon her little pleasan- tries in a matrimonial direction. But Avhen they had reference to the Reverend Stephen Rock, with that starvation-point income of his — pshaw ! Lady Lowater, too, cared but little foi* the perpetual curate. But that little was not because she despised him, as Miss Pentwistle did. On the contrary, she was LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 33 a clever enougli woman to know that, if he chose to put out his strength, he could master them both. About his views on church matters, or whether he had any at all, she in no ^^ise troubled herself. But she was obliged to trouble herself sometimes about the discernment with which he could penetrate the crust of appearances, both social and religious. She kept up none of the latter, except so far as custom had made them neces- sary for a lady in her position, and there- fore she could listen ^yith more than comfort, with interest and amusement, whilst Miss Pentwistle's little theological outAvorks were one by one swept away, and the very citadel of her spiritual pride and prejudice was made to tremble before the battering-ram of his common-sense. She would have done as much herself, if it had only been worth the trouble. Miss VOL. I. D 34 L.VDY lowater's companion. Pentmstle's religion Avas an entirely nie- chanical one. Take out a peg or tAvo here and there, and the whole thing came to pieces, mth the result that in half-an- hour it was built up again in exactly the same form, and as entirely as ever to its owner's satisfaction. Indeed, that Avas Avhy she ncA^er cared to meddle A\dth it. If it had been a liAdng plant, Avhich one could haA^e cut doAvn to its roots, and salted AAdth salt, there Avould have been more satisfaction in the destroying process. But Mr. Rock could look through other things than religious appearances. She felt, Avith a consciousness often more viA^id than comfortino' that he could look through the folds of social courtesy to the rottenness, nay, foulness, AA^hich the}^ covered. Could he also look through to the pain, to the yearning, to the repent- ance ? His eyes, as he stood in the old, „s^ LADY LO water's COMPANION. 35 black-oak pulpit of Lowater Churcli, darting with quiet scorn his arrows against the hypocrisies of modern life, lowly and lofty, had often appeared to her as searching as those of the angel with the drawn sword who kept the gate of the Garden of Eden. Xay more, for fling your own weak imaginations away, and it was only a passing gleam of sunlight which smote upon her from the robed figure always standing between herself and her hus- band's grave, whereas it was a living soul looking into hers when Mr. Rock talked on in that fearless way. Popular pulpit talent ! Would he had had it, and plenty of it too ; for one could hsten to that comfortably enough. It was the un- popular talent, the talent which could rive off all cloaks and wrappings of couA'cni- ence, and show the sinful human heart for what it really Avas, that Mr. Rock d2 36 LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. possessed, and that kept him there, to bring her sins to her remembrance, whe- ther or not he knew them for what they were. So from time to time she would go to St. Asaph's, where the ministrations were not of such a searching kind. Mr. Mo- berly did the service SAveetly, in a voice which was the envy of the clergymen far and near ; and then he read a neat little religious essay, and the congregation dispersed, pleased both with its incumbent and itself. And always, within a day or two of her attendance at the fashionable new church, Mr. Moberly himself would call upon her, such an attention being the least he could show to a lady of rank who had left her own parish for the sake of listening to his superior eloquence. And he would chat pleasantly about the latest new book, or the new rules for LADY lowater's companiox. 37 croquet, or tlie amateur theatricals which were being got up to provide new vest- ments for the choristers ; and my lady never felt that he was observing her too •closely, that her customary wrappings of good-breeding and courtesy had any thin place through which he could look to the misery underneath. That was the best way. And Mr. Rock never seemed vexed, either, never by hint or question or remark of any kind let her see that her absence was noticed. What he had to say was the important thing, ]iot the number nor quality of the people to whom he said it. And if next day, driving with ^liss Pent^^dstle in the hand- somely appointed old family carriage, she met the curate on his round amongst the labourers' cottages, his greeting was as kindly and simple as though my lady liad never been absent from her place. It was 38 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. not such as she who had power to vex him. And Lady Lowater had nobility enough to be glad that it was so. 39 CHAPTER lY. Miss Pextwistle often did Lady Lowater's calls for lier, amongst those who did not strictly belong to the connty people. To the mansions of these latter her ladyship always tried to go npon exceptionally fine afternoons coming after long spells of rain, or when a flower-show was going on at Byborongh, or when the bishop's mfe Avas having one of her great garden-parties. There was hope then that the people would be out, and to receive a ' not-at-home ' from as many footmen as might be, was all Ladv Lowater desired. 40 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. Not SO Miss Pentwistle when the second class of calls had to be made. Life at the Court was comfortable enough, and for herself very independent ; but there was no denying its tediousness. To vary it by a breeze of gossip from without was sometimes necessary. And there were pleasant people down at Scarmouth who knew all about what was going on, what engagements had been made, what others broken, who was the last young lady that report had set down as Mr. Moberly's future mfe, the matrimonial prospects of the new curate, the shortcomings of Mrs. Pontifex, the extravao-ant and fascinatino' little wife of the colonel of the regiment then stationed at Byborough, the flirta- tions that were in process at the spa pro- menade concerts, the amount of debt into which Lady Belleray's married daughter had contrived to plunge her husband, and LADY LO water's co:MrANiox. 41 various other topics interesting to people like Miss Pentwistle, scant of internal resources. Then, too, she generally picked up some- thing which helped to keep conversation <>:oino; durino' the lono- winter evenino-s. As a rule, her ladyship did not care for being read to, — at any rate not when the reading was of Miss Pentwistle's faA'ourite sort. And she was a most unsatisfactory sleeper after dinner ; in fact ^liss Pent- wistle had her doubts whether it was sleep at all, or only the pretence of it, which allowed the jewelled hands to tidget so, and the breath to come in long-drawn sighs, almost groans sometimes, during that hfteen minutes before the coffee came in. Indigestion, most likely, producing loAvness of spirits and flightiness of tem- per, too ; and in that case a little cheerful conversation about other people's affairs 42 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. Avas the best possible corrective. Miss PentAvistle, therefore, was always provided Avith something of the kind, just as, when the attack became sharper still, she had recourse to the supply of taraxacum in her medicine-chest. 'The usual beat, I suppose,' said Lady Lowater, wearily, one February afternoon, when Miss Pentwistle, after forao^ino^ for crossip in vScarmouth, had returned in time to accompany her ladyship on her little stroll through the grounds before tea. ' The usual beat, I suppose, through the plantations and up to the rock seat, and liome by the game-coops.' ' I don't think we can go a better way,' said Miss Pentwistle. She did not tire of routine, any more than the snuff-box which does its round of tunes when it is properly wound up. In- LADY lowater's compaxiox. 43 deed, routine was her native aii\ in it she breathed most freely. My hidy gave a little sigh, but said nothing. She looked very stateh' as she stood there in the hall doorway, her rich furs and ^^Tappings sweeping al:)out her, stateh' as any of the Lowater ladies who had moved amongst their old family poi'traits in generations past. Only there was such a hunted, restless look in her eves, the look of a creature which is alwavs Avatching for its life amongst enemies. Miss Pentwistle set it down to ill-health, as she did also the general want of cheer- fulness in Lady Lowater's demeanour. It might, too, result from want of religious feeling. When people were able to trust in Providence it made a great difference. ' Let us start then, and the sooner we get it over the better, v^tav, though, Miss 44 LADY lowater's compaxiox. Pentwistle, I must have Tiny and Trip.' And Lady Lowater lifted from the chain at her girdle a little silver pencil case, which had a whistle at the end of it, and "with this she Avas going to call up the dogs when her companion stopped her. 'The traps, Lady Lowater.' ' Oh ! no, there are no traps now. Jeff- erson had my orders to take them all up last week. I told him I would not suffer them about the place, after Ave saw that Avretched cat in one of them Avith its paAV half eaten off.' 'Horrible!' said Miss PentAvistle. 'I remember it perfectly aa'cII. But all I can say is, that the traps AAxn*e there yesterday Avhen I AA^ent through the north spinney on my Avay to the Adllage. I think Jeffer- son told me it Avas Mr. Antony Avho had ordered him to put them doAvn again, as the vermin interfered Avitli the a'ame.' LADY lowater's compaxiox. 45 Lady Lo^vater said nothing, but when she dropped the little pencil-case there were the marks of her teeth upon it, far into the silver. And ^\'itli cA'en a prouder step than usual she went across the terrace towards the plantation. 'Temper/ thought Miss Pent^^-istle. Indeed, she knew ver}' well, when she mentioned Mr. Antony's name in that way, that it would rouse her ladyship's temper. A da^' or two ago she would not so have mentioned it, but that afternoon she had heard something at Scarmouth which made her not quite so anxious to keep Mr. Antony in favour at the Court. Indeed, if Miss Pent^dstle had been in a position to do just as she liked, she would have shown her own temper a little, as Lady Lowater was sho^dng hers just now ; but she was far too ^dse a woman to show temper at all, unless she stood upon inde- AC) LADY LO water's COMPANION. 2:>endent ground, and could accompany the temper with something definitely authori- tative in the way of disagreeableness. Thank goodness, if anything vexed her she could keep it to herself. At the same time, if Lady Lowater did not want to talk, she could l)e silent. It made no difference. And so they walked on side by side, neither speaking a Avord, past the deserted looking croquet-ground and archery courts, and the clumps of sentinel elm-trees just beginning to thicken now, for it was a warm season, where by-and-by the little leaf-shoots would unfold, to the mossy path which led into the nearest plantation. Lady Lowater was the first to sj^eak. ' Miss Pentwistle, I was very much annoyed about those traps. I am afraid I was almost rude to you. I am very sorry.' ' Oh, my dear Lady Lowater, don't men- tion it. It was nothing, nothing at all, I LADY LOWATEr's COMPANIOX. 47 assure you. I can quite understand how excessively annopng it must have been to you to have your orders countermanded.' 'Xot countermanded, Miss Pentmstle,' said her ladyship, ^Yith a scornful flash in the faded grey eyes. ' Not countermanded. We have not come to that yet. Misun- derstood, ^ye will say.' Miss Pentwistle knew pretty well that it was a case of countermanding, and not the first by any means, that had chanced. But it was no use putting my lady into a bad temper again, now that she had so generously come to herself. At the same time one might as well give Mr. Antonv, under the circumstances, another ])ush into the mire. • I quite understood Jefferson to say he had been ordered to put them down ; but at any rate there they are, and doing Mr. Antony's work too. Look.' 48 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. And Miss Pent^\dstle, stopping, pointed to where amongst the thick green moss, in Avhich JeiFerson had set the trap, a little Avhite kitten, caught by the throat in the cruel steel, was bleeding helplessly to death. ' Such shocking cruelty, is it not. Lady Lowater ?' she said, dramng her dress aside as they both went towards the trap. ' And the poor thing is not dead yet. I really wonder how the keepers can be so heartless, even if Mr. Antony does give them orders.' Lad}^ Lowater, mth a light in her eyes that was not all of pity, pushed away the moss and bent down over the blood-dab- bled mass of white fur. ' It is Margaret Dyson's poor little kit- ten,' she said. 'I had rather the best horse in the stables had died. I know hoAV she cared for it. And all to keep the L^VDY LOWATEPv's COMPAXION. 49 weasels from a few wretched eggs. I am afraid it is no use doing anything for it now." ' Oh ! do not touch it/ said Miss Pent- mstle, as Lady Lowater was going to loos- en the springs. ' You might hurt yourself, you know. Those things are so danger- ous. We shall be sure to meet Jefferson, and we can send him on to look after it. I cannot bear to see suffering.' 'Neither can I,' said her ladyship, quiet- ly. ' Walk on to the rock-seat, and I will come to you.' Then she released the poor little crea- ture, and seeing that its wound was past help or heahng, she put it out of its mis- ery with a sharp blow of the steel upon its head. As she did so, Jefferson himself came in sight. ' Jefferson, how is this ?' she said, point- ing to the little white fluffy mass, which VOL. I. E 50 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. lay quietly enough noAv upon tlie dead last year's leaves. ' It was Mr. Antony's orders, my lady,' he said, turning the victim carelessly over Avith his boot toe. ' The pole-cats, and weasels, and things is very destructive to the game, and if you happen to catch any- thing as isn't, Avhy, it can't be helped.' ' It can, Jefferson, especially when you have my distinct orders that these traps are not to be set.' 'Very sorry, my lady. I'm sure it wasn't no disobedience of mine. Least- ways, Mr. Antony told me I'd got it to do, and when I said I'd your orders against it he told me there couldn't be two masters where the game was concerned.' ' There are not to be two masters any- where here, Jefferson, in future. Will you remember that ?' ' I will, my lady. I'm sure I didn't J LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 51 mean no offence. I thought, by the way- Mr. Antony told me, it was your ladyship's ^vishes he was a-carrying out, and I'm not one as o^oes aofainst them that's set over me. It haven't had a deal to put up with anyways, for it isn't a matter of three- quarters of an hour since I was past Ben Dyson's and seed his daughter a-playing ^\ith. it, and it's as dead as a stone now.' ' Yes, iDecause I took it out myself and killed it.' The man looked at her admiringly. ' You've a good nerve, my lady. There isn't a-many Avould have done it ; and there's some says it's better to leave 'em, 'cause of being a warning to the rest of the vermin. It Avas only last week Mr. Antony and me come along here, and one of Bulstrode's terrier pups was caught in it, and might have been there while it was e2 UBRARY UNlVEKSiTf OF IIUNOIS 52 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. starved to death, being as it wasn't a mor- tal hurt. Mr. Antony he loosed it for Bulstrode to do the best he could with it, but he said, if it had been a vermin, he would have let it be, for them creatures takes a deal of notice, and when they see a thing caught they know as well as a Christian their own turn may come next.' ' You mean you actually leave them to die in the traps.' ' Yes, my lady, or for the other creatures to pick 'em to pieces. That's how it is mostways. There's a deal o' cruelty goes on, my lady, where the game has to be preserved strict, but a man like me can onl}' do what he's told.' 'Exactly. Then A\dll you do as I tell you, JeiFerson, and see to it that not one of these traps is put down again ? And this time my orders are not to be counter- manded.' LADY LOWATEr's COMPAXIOX. ' They shan't, my hicly, any more, kt Mr. Antony say as much as he likes. There is a sort that catches 'em alive, and vou can finish 'em merciful ; and there's another sort that's bound to kill 'em in a jiffey.' ' Get that sort, then,' said Lady Lowater, sharply. ' Let the creatures be put out of their misery at once.' 'Yes, my lady. And maybe Ld best bury this here,' said Jefferson, giving the little bit of white flufl:' another toss mth his foot. • Xo, you may leave it. I shall take it myself to Margaret Dyson, and tell her how sorry I am for what has happened. Go now.' And as the man shouldered his gun and went away, Lady Lowater murmured to herself, ' He said he had seen them caught in a 54 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. trap and die as slow as slow could be, un- less somebody found tliem and killed tbem, God ! if only some one would find me and do as mercifully !' 55 CHAPTER V. The rock-seat, to wliich Miss Pent^^dstle had been bidden to betake herself when the sight of the poor little wounded kitten proved too much for her sensibilities, was situated in an open space at the top of a knoll just on the borders of the Lowater property. Lad}' Lowater had had the , ground cleared and a seat made amongst some fragments of rock, because from that point, and from that point only, she could get in winter-time a glimpse of the sea. At all other seasons of the year Lady Belleray's chestnut-trees, forming the 56 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. boundary of that part of her estate, made a leafy screen just thick enough to keep out the little bit of distant prospect. But, as late autumn stripped them, there gleam- ed through the gold of their decay a widen- ing ^streak of azure, and, when the croAMi had been quite dashed away from their heads, one could look over and beyond them to a great stretch of blue, A\dth here and there a white-sailed vessel upon its calm. And there, when the north-wind blcAv so strongly that she could scarcely hold her footing. Lady Lowater would stand gazing upon that bit of distance, Avidening day by day as the chestnuts lost their glory; heaven looking-in through earth's decay, Mr. Rock had once said, but my lady knew nothing about that sort of thing. She only knew that, girt in as she was there by bands which her oavu long- LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 57 ago past folly had made, it was a relief to have one opening through which she could look out into infinite distance — distance of air and ocean and sunset glow — distance which gave her a passing sense of freedom, though its reality could never more be given. And, though my lady would never ask a favour of anyone, she had sometimes given her neighbour to understand that it Avould be an improvement to the Lowater property if just one of those chestnut- trees could be cut down, so that not only in dreary winter time, but all through the long sunshiny summer days, that 1)it of blue sea might send its peaceful message over to the rock-seat. But Lad}' Belleray did not understand. At least she did not act. And Lady Lowater had long since given up saying anything about it. Thither Miss PentA\dstlc Avent, not sorry 58 LADY LO water's COMPANION. to be alone for a little while. She, too, had her reasons for discontent that after- noon. In the course of her round of calls upon the gossips of Scarmouth, she had heard, and from no meaner an authority than Mrs. Petipase, that Mr. Antony was about to be married to a lady living at Hurchester, up in the north, and that the wedding was to take place within a month. Of course Mr. Antony was at liberty to do as he liked, and it was her own fault. Miss Pentwistle was bound to remember that, that he was in circumstances to ask any lady at all to be his wife. If she had not been quite so anxious, some fifteen years ago, for what is called a good estab- lishment, if she had been mlling to take him as he was then, trusting to his own native sharpness and prudence for advance- ment in his profession, she might now LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 5^ have been mistress in that ten-roomed vilhi on the Bj'borongli Road, with its pony-carriage and its manservant and all the rest of its desirabilities, Mr. Antony himself included. But there were difficulties. Even in the days of her youth. Miss Pentwistle looked beforehand. Mr. Antony had a brother, a scapegrace brother, handsomer, braver, taller, altogether a more manh- looking fellow than himself — which indeed might well be — but a scapegrace still, so nuich a scapegrace that, instead of sharing with his elder brother the profession which the}' inherited from their father, he had had to leave the neighbourhood in disgrace, and, after prowling about in Lon- don and elsewhere for a fcAv }'ears, had finally betaken himself to the Continent, where he might be at this present, for all she knew to the contrary. 60 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. Xow Miss Pentwistle Avas not minded to cast in her lot mth a man who was working his way up, and who had a scapegrace for his younger brother. Because who coukl tell hoAv much of the professional profits might be di^ained away in that direction ? People said that Mr. Clayton Antony had paid Theodore the scapegrace to retire from the practice on not very honourable or remunerative terms, and that for that reason he Avould constantly be liable to demands upon him from a brother who, if he ever reasoned at all, might soon reason himself into the belief that he had been unfairly dealt with. Xot that Theodore had been dealt with otherwise than he deserved. If a man will not work, neither shall he eat. Miss Pent- wistle could easily have convinced herself from the beginning that for the younger brother to proAvl in the slums of London LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 61 or elsewhere, and for tlie elder to appro- priate the profits of the profession, wa& only even-handed justice. But it was the possibihty of the scapegrace making his appearance at an}' time, with demands for money or board and lodging, which gave her pause when Clavton Antonv, the Lowater family lawyer, asked her to be his wife. And, doubting not that better chances would be hers, she declined the honour. Xow well on to twenty }'ears of steady work, joined with a little of what some people were wont to call under their breath sharp practice, had made him a man of substance, and poor Theodore had never turned up, either to drain the legal funds, or disgi'ace the legal profession ; and Miss Pentmstle, though very comfortable in her position at Lowater Court, would not have required a very strong pressure to 62 LADY lowater's C O:\rPANI0N. induce lier to reconsider her decision. Bnt Mr. Antony showed no signs of wishino' her to do so, thonoh their fre- qnent intercourse ever since she became Lady Lowater's companion had given him opportunity enough for it. Xay, he had now taken this way of showing her that the past was quite past. Miss Pentwistle was annoyed. Most women are, when a suitor whom they have dismissed comforts himself, even after ever so long an interval, in matri- mon3\ And that very circumscribed plot of ground which she Avas wont to call her emotional nature had seldom been so scratched up by the rake of circum- stances, not to speak of the severer process of ploughing, as when she returned from the house of Mrs. Petipase that afternoon, in time to accompany Lady Lowater on her accustomed stroll through the grounds. LADY LOWATEr's COMrANIOX. 63 Lady Lowater's touch of temper pre- cluded conversation at first. Then came the episode of the unfortunate Kttle kit- ten, and she had been sent on to the rock-seat in advance. There, she had had time enough to think over matters ; and there she had waited and waited, until, thinking that Lady Lowater must have forgotten all about her, she got up and walked away, intending to return to the Court by the path leading past Ben Dyson's cottage. Entering that path, she saw Lady Lowater coming to meet her, the little dead kitten, wrapped up in moss, lying- in her arms. My lady looked sad and worried, but she had evidently parted with her ill-temper, for she entered into conversation at once. ' I have nothing but apologies for you this afternoon, Miss Pentwistle,' she said. 64 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. ^ First of all, I was rude to you, and tlien I quite forgot you were waiting for me at tlie rock-seat. I bes^an talkino- to JeiFerson about those traps. I don't think he will misunderstand me any more now.' ' I don't think he misunderstood you before, Lady Lowater. It was Mr. An- tony's doing, depend upon it ; and Mr. Anton\' knows as well as can be that you do not A\dsh to have them ^Dut down. Whatever else happens, he has made up his mind that the game is to be taken care of on this particular corner of the estate.' ' I don't see that it makes any difference to him,' said Lady Lowater, carelessly. ' The shooting is let. He has nothing to do with it.' Miss Pentmstle thought she might as well say it now. She had known it ever since the hrst shot of the season was LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 65 fired, but there was not so much cause to do Mr. Antony an ill-turn then. ' Oh ! dear Lady Lo water, how little notice you do take of things. Is it possible you don't know that Mr. Antony reserved a hundred acres of the shootino* o for your requirements, or, to sj^eak more correctly, for his own? Mr. TaUington has nothing to do mth the preserves on this side, as Mr. Antony's gentlemen friends know very well. I thought you knew all about it, or I would have men- tioned it to you before. Why, the fish and game people at Byborough, if you asked them — — ' ' Oh ! well, never mind,' said Lady Lowater, with a gesture of angry im- patience. ' I don't want to hear anything about it. The traps are done away with, once for all ; and, as for the game, I ^\dsh there was not a head of it upon VOL. I. F 66 LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. the estate. It is one of the things a lady cannot worry about. One must let men have their way. Did you hear any news down at Scarmouth ? You gener- ally pick up something when you go there.' ' Yes ; and I picked up something this time ; two or three somethings, indeed. Shall I begin with the smallest first ?' ' Yes ; though, I daresay, it is all pretty much small alike. However, one may as well have the heavy artillery at the last. Has Mrs. Pontifex succeeded in getting the bailiffs into her husband's house yet ? We Avill call that grape-shot.' ' I don't know, I am sure,' said Miss Pentwistle, with the careless ease of a person who, having plenty of sixpences in her purse, can afford to fling about a few coppers at first. ' Mrs. Petipase did tell me something about her, but I quite for- LADY LO water's COMP^VXIOX. 67 get what it was. Old Mrs. Lumleigli said she had heard that the — th was ordered home. You know she has a nephew in it.' ' Yes, but the regiment is not going to be ordered home on that account. Poor old Mrs. Lumleiffh is always hearino; that her pet is coming home. I do vd^h he would sell out and marry a wife, and have done T^dth it, just to give his aunt a chance of being at rest. Anything else ?' ^Yes; they say that Mr. Moberly goes oftener than ever to Lady Belleray's, and that black-eyed little Julia is the attrac- tion.' ^ Oh ! I daresay her ladyship vdH make him very welcome to her. Evelyn, you know, is intended for Sir Merrion. At any rate, Lady Belleray wants him for her. She never fails to ask me when he is comin 132 LADY LOWATERS COMPANION. but the most scrupulous politeness in his tones as he answered. ' One values a marriao^e-o^ift as the sriver has put something of herself into it, Lady Lo water.' * Exactly,' said Miss Pentwistle, who had made up her mind to give him a cigar-case, with a forget-me-not embroi- dered upon it. ' And one cannot put oneself into a Bible.' * Xo,' said the lawyer. ' The only thing is to put the Bible into oneself Miss Pentwistle drew herself up. This was trifling with sacred subjects. Lady Lowater flung aside a bad walnut, and said, impatiently, ' Is the lady handsome, Mr. Antony ? That is the most imjDortant thing.' ' Very handsome indeed. Lady Lowater. It was necessary that she should supple- ment my deficiencies in that direction.' LADY LOWATEE S COMPANION. 133 ' That was my own idea ; but of course I w^oulcl not express it. And fascinating, too?' ' That goes without saying. Otherwise, the results could not have been what they are.' ' Oh ! yes, they could, if there had been plenty of money. However, we will not go into that question. Beauty and wit are enough. It is well to believe oneself worthy of so choice a combina- tion. And of course you have asked yourself whether the lady is equally for- tunate in her selection ? It is not always that a man weighs well with himself whether the giving balances the gift.' There was scorn and bitterness in Lady Lowater's voice as she said this ; more than Miss Pentwistle, bent upon finding- out additional particulars about the lady, could discern. Mr. Antony detected both, 134 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. and smiled. He felt himself in the posi- tion of a keeper who is teasing a caged leopard. The creature may flash its beau- tiful eyes, and show its claws as much as it likes ; the bars are there, and the keeper is safe. Besides, he has the key. ' You are severe. Lady Lowater. You might have discovered before this that I am not a man to take unfair advantage of my opportunities. However, the event will j^rove, and I hope to your satisfaction, that my future wife has not made a mis- take in committing her happiness to ni}' keeping.' Lady Lowater dipped her slender finger- tips in the water beside her, and then she took the lemon-leaf which floated on the top, and crushed it through and through, crushed it until there Avas no shape left in it, then flung it back again. ' Shall we go ?' she said, turning to Miss LADY LOWATEe's COMPANION. 135 Pentwistle, and rising. ' Mr. Antony, do you care to come with us now, or will you stay longer over your wine ?' Mr. Antony was on his feet in a mo- ment, and at the door, to hold it open for the ladies. 'If you will permit me, I will join you at once.' ' Certainly,' said my lady, with courteous indifference. ' I can quite imagine you have much to tell us.' ' I have much to tell you^'' replied Mr. Anton}', laying the slightest possible stress on that last pronoun. And there was still that indefinable something in his manner, of the keeper teasing the leopard, quite lost, however, upon the unperceptive Miss Pentwistle, who rephed briskly, as she followed Lady Lowater into the hall, ' I was sure of that, Mr. Antony, from the very first, and we are so anxious to 136 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. hear all about it. In fact, we have scarce- ly talked of anything else since we first heard about it, have we, Lady Lowater?' ' Scarcely. But then we only heard just before dinner. At the same time there is nothing which interests idle vfomen like ourselves so much as hearing of a new engagement. One has a sort of cruel plea- sure in welcoming another victim into the fatal circle. One knows so well what is to come of it. Don't look so shocked, Miss Pentwistle.' 'Not in the least, dear Lady Lowater,' said Miss Pentwistle, with a louch of pro- priety nevertheless. ' I quite understand it is only your way of putting things. You always do express yourself with force and originality. I am very sorry if I appeared not to understand you. Mr. Antony, may we ask when the happy event is to take place ?' LADY LO water's COMPANION. 137 ' You may ask whatever you like,' re- plied that gentleman, following the ladies into the drawing-room, and drawing Lady Lowater's easy chair to the fire He stood by until she was comfortably seated, with her fan and her little oddments on a side-table within reach. Then with a shade less of solicitude he waited upon Miss Pentwistle, who appeared rather flurried with the attention. And then he strolled about the room, looking at the pictures. You may ask whatever you like, Miss Pentwistle, and I will tell you just as much as I think proper. My present in- tention is to marry Mrs. Dormer, of Hur- chester, on the seventeenth of March, exactly one month from the present time.' ' Then you must make a tolerably long wedding-tour, Mr. Antony,' said my lady, ' for I am quite sure the house will not be 138 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. ready for lier by that time. You have no idea how much a lady requires.' ' Not more, I hope, than I shall be will- ing to do for her. But Ave expect to be away for at least six weeks. I have not had a real holiday for a long time.' ' Oh ! then it is to be Italy, and all that sort of thing, I suppose. Very charming for Mrs. Dormer, if she has never been there before. Does she know the Contin- ent ? Perhaps not.' Lady Lowater said this spitefully on purpose. Mr. Antony might understand, if he chose, that she did not consider any possible wife of his likely to have been blessed with the liberal education which includes foreign travel in its scope. And Mr. Antony understood, but he only re- plied, with great calmness, ' Mrs. Dormer has resided for many years in India. You may not know, perhaps. LADY LO water's COMPANION. 139 that Captain Dormer was in the — th. Sir Merrion's regiment.' ' I did not. But it woukl be so very long before Merrion's time that I should not be likely to have heard the name.' That was another fling, not at Mrs. Dormer's education, but at her middle- agedness. The leopard was getting into a charming state of irritation ; but there were the bars, and there was the keeper, and there was the ke}-. Mr. Antony strolled back to the hearth- rug, glanced sHghtly at Miss Pentwistle, to whom he said, ' I beg your pardon,' and then, taking some papers out of his pocket, turned to Lady Lowater and remarked, ' You will be glad to know how well those telegraph shares are paying just now. I have been thinkino- that for further sums at present unappropriated ' 140 LADY LO water's COMPANION. Miss Pentwistle was a person of discern- ment, where the duties of her own position were concerned. Upon seeing the papers she rose, quietly laid aside her little bit of fancy-work, and began to look for some- thing amongst her odds and ends of silk. ' I have forgotten my rose-colour. I must have left it in the morning-room.' For she knew that Mr. Antony objected, even if Lady Lowater did not, to the presence of a third party when business matters were being discussed. He had made her feel that once or twice very unmistakably. And with a sense of dis- appointment that for the present, at any rate, they were to hear no more of Mrs. Dormer, she left the room. 141 CHAPTER XL Mr. Antony, watching Miss Pentwistle down the long drawing-room, kept on talking about the telegraph shares until he had heard the door close behind her. Then he seated himself in the chair she had just left, stretched himself out at full length, put his feet on the fender, and looked about for a cushion on which to rest his head. There was one just out of reach. * Perhaps you would like me to bring it for 3'ou,' said Lady Lowater. ^No, thank you. I will help myself But I should like to tell you that it is 142 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. no use being so rude to me as you have been this evening. When people stand in the position that you and I do to each other, it is better to keep the peace. At any rate, it is better for the weaker party to keep it.' Lady Lowater did not reply. She took up the peacock-feather fan from the little table beside her and turned it about, watching its changeful green and gold. Sometimes she looked steadily into the hre. Sometimes she leaned back and closed her eyes. But toAvards Mr. An- tony she never turned. And yet she was his prisoner. Bound there hand and foot, she must listen to what he chose to tell her. Now that they were alone together, a certain thin film of deference fell off from him. He assumed the air of a man who can do what he pleases. No more was said about the telegraph shares. LADY LO water's COMPANION. 143 ' So she has picked it up from Mrs. Petipase,' he began. ' What a keen scent women have in these things ! They find out everything.' ' Yes,' said my lady, bitterly. ' One may as well try to hide one's sins.' ' One's sins, indeed !' and Mr. Antony shrugged his shoulders. ' One can hide them. At least, some people contrive to do it for a tolerably long time.' ' Xot from themselves. And not from those who have the power to punish the sins. You have made me feel that miser- ably enough. But I offer you my con- gratulations.' 'What, upon being able to make you feel your sins ?' ' Just as you please. I was thinking of your approaching marriage. I suppose you will vrish me to pay some attention to Mrs. Antony?' 144 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 'Just as you please. It will probably be a matter of more importance to your- self than to me how you behave to her. She is, however, a lady.' ' Poor thing, then !' Mr. Antony only stretched himself out a little more easily. 'Yes, you have often given me to under- stand that I am no gentleman ; but I always admired good-breeding in other people, and I have always determined that, when I married, my mfe should be a woman of family. She must better me in that respect.' ' I hope she will better you in other more important ones, Mr. Antony.' ' Thank you. As you imply, I am not perfect. At the same time, it is scarcely yourself who should say so.' Lady Lowater just turned in the direc- tion of Mr. Antony, but she did not so LADY LO water's COISrPAXIOX. 145 much as lift her eyelids. What she had to express was told in a slight curl of the fine upper lip. And then slowly she turned her head away again. 'Well, madam,' said Mr. Antony, losing his own temper at last, ' I think we have had enough of this. I came to tell you that I have heard of Theodore, and he is not dead. What have you to say to that ?' ' Xothing at all, Mr. Antony.' He looked at her for awhile in silence. ' You women are curious creatures. One never knows where to find you. Well, instead of being dead, Theodore is pros- pering in San Francisco, and he sends me word he is about to be married.' 'Really.' This was said with perfect calmness. 'He says it is the first time he has known what it is to be fascinated by a VOL. I. L 146 LADY LO water's COMPANION. woman since — since five-and-twenty years ago; Mr. Antony fixed his eyes upon as much as Lady Lowater would let him see of her face. She swept the peacock's feathers to and fro upon her fingers, saying, quietly, ' I wish it was the first time he had ever been fascinated at all.' 'I daresay you do, now. But things that have been done cannot be undone. However, I have no wish to injure you.' ' Thank you. You have told me that before.' ^Yes, but the time may come when I shall give over telling you it, if you be- have to me in that cool, contemptuous way. It is not quite the thing to do for a woman in your position.' Lady Lowater now turned and looked him full in the face. LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 147 'Mr. Antony, the soul that sinneth it shall die. I have been findino; that out for the last five-and-twenty years. Is not that enough for you ? Perhaps there are some souls that sin and die and never know anything about it. Whether theirs is a better case than mine, I cannot tell. This I do know, that nothing you can tell me now, can put a blacker blackness into my life.' ' What, not if I tell your brave boy Merrion all that I know ?' A cramp of terror passed through the icy contempt of Lady Lowater's face, and she said, with a half tone of pleading in her voice, ' You could not do that. No, you could not do that. Merrion is all I have in the whole world to love me now.' And she shut her eyes over the tears, just a moment, no more. For this man to L 2 148 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. see that his thrusts could reach her heart, was ahnost the worst of alL Mr. Anton}^ 2:ave himself another stretch. ' I could do anything that I liked, but that does not imply that I mean to do it. Those haughty Abington people have not been so particularly pleasant to me that I should put the estate into their hands, for the sake of revenging myself upon you. I have no wish to damage either Merrion or yourself. Only as he is coming home so soon, you may as well give him a cau- tion. If he does not mend his manners to me this time, I shall have some difficulty to keep from telling him who and what he is. ' I have always told him to pay proper respect to you, Mr. Antony.' ' Proper respect, indeed ! What sort of respect do you call it when a young fellow puts you on the same level as his bailiff? — LADY LOAYATEr's COMPANION. 149 eitlier tries not to see you in the street at all, or passes you with such a nod as he would sfive to a confidential servant. I suppose by-and-by when he brings home a wife, I shall be told to keep myself at a respectful distance. A respectful distance from my own nephew, ha ! ha ! very fine indeed ! Merrion has not a particle of the LoAvater blood in his veins, but he has considerably more than his share of the Lowater pride. And he very strongly tempts me sometimes to pull it down for him.' ' I will speak to him, Mr. Antony, when he comes home. I assure you that, as far as I can prevent it, there shall be nothing ofi*ensive in his • conduct to you. Only have pity upon him — and upon me.' ' Yes, it's all very well to talk about having pity. You first of all flout a man for not being independent, and then, when 150 LADY LO water's COMPANION. he does assert himself, you go into hyster- ics about that too. So long as Merrion treats me like a gentleman, he is safe. When he begins to be insolent, let him look out. And I understand you will call upon Mrs. Antony.' ' I intend to call upon her.' ' And if you think that I am going to make her acquainted with anything that may be dangerous to your own position here, you are quite mistaken. I am not one of those simpletons who go and tell their wives everything. I keep my own affairs to myself, and I shall keep yours and Merrion's too, so long as proper con- sideration is shown to me. But if you get on to your scornful tack, especially in the presence of other people, you must take the consequences. A man can bear a good many things, but when it comes to being scoffed at and flouted, why, then he had better show his power.' LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 151 Lady Lowater looked wearily towards the door. If only Miss Pentwistle would come back. Mr. Antony did not under- stand. To do him credit, he was ignorant of the sufFerino^ he was inflictino-. His only idea of humiliation was that which affected one's position in society. To do wrong, so long as people did not find it out, was a trifle. As for the self-respect whose loss is the sorest calamity which can come upon a human soul, he knew nothing of it, and was content in his ignor- ance. To get on in life and be well thought of was what he had set before himself. ' The room is rather chill,' he said, ' but it isn't because Miss Pentwistle has left the door open. Somehow, this house never does seem to get properly warmed through. It is arranged, then, that you caU upon Mrs. Antony. As I said before, she is quite a lady.' 152 LADY lowater's compaxiox. This time Lady Lowater did not allow herself to be bitter. Instead, she was silent. ' Quite a lady,' he continued. ' I assured myself of that before I committed myself to any final arrangements. My chief object in marrying at all, is to secure that position which a man can only attain when a lady of birth and breeding is at the head of his establishment. Mrs. Dormer is, as I daresay Miss Pentwistle has found out from Mrs. Petipase, the Avidow of an officer in the army.' ' Yes, I think Miss Pentwistle told me as much as that. At the same time, I shall not call upon her for any reason but that you have married her, and that you wish me to get her introduced into the upper-class society about here.' ' Very well. If you choose to put it in that way, I have no objection. And I L.u)Y lowater's companion. 153 wish you to understand that, so long as I am iDehaved to by yourself and Merrion with courtesy, I shall not say anything that would in any way affect your position. And, as I was saying to you before, as regards that small amount of unappropri- ated capital ' For at this moment Miss Pentwistle, thinkino' that time enouo;h had been given for the business interview, made her ap- pearance, after a little preliminary rustHng and fido-ettino; at the door. ' As reo^ards that small amount of un- appropriated capital, there could be no more ehodble investment for it than those telegi^aph shares which, as my London agent tells me, are rising so steadily in the market. So we may consider everything as satisfactorily settled.' ' I hope so.' Her ladyship said it very quietly. And 154 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. as Miss Pentwistle returned to the chair which Mr. Antony, as soon as he heard her step at the door, had vacated for her, she never so much as suspected that any- thing touching the mistress of Lowater Court more nearly than the yearly gain or loss of a few pounds had been discussed that eveninof. 155 CHAPTER XIL Just one montli later, the Byhoroiigh Chronicle informed its readers that Mr. Antony, of the Ehns, was married to Bet- tina, widow of Captain Dormer of the — th. And, after a further interval of six weeks, the newly-married couple made their appearance at the parish church of Lowater. Lady Lowater always sat with her back to the congregation, and, as Ben Dyson often remarked to his daughter Margaret, sat as still as any of the stone statues in the chancel. Let a careless Sunday scholar drop his prayer-book, or a sleepy one tum- ble off the bench with a thump loud 156 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. enougli to waken the seven sleepers, or a gust of wind bang the casement windows down the north aisle, or Mr. Guaritch's resonant bass strike upon a wrong note and put the whole choir out of tune, my lady never took the least notice. It was her duty to go to church, and sit still ; and she went to church, and sat still, nobody stiller, and there was an end. So none of the stone Lowaters in the chancel were quieter than was the flesh and blood one in the chantry pew, when a waft of subtle perfume, and a rustle of raiment, and a general turning of feminine heads, proclaimed the arrival of the bridal party from the Elms. But Miss Pent- wistle sat where she could see everything, the solicitor's pew best of all ; and not a thread of Mrs. Antony's wedding raiment, or a touch of Mrs. Antony's wedding behaviour escaped her notice. LADY lowater's compaxiox. 157 Those were tlie days when newly-mar- ried people came to church according to their position. Orange blossoms and white satin ribbons had indeed disappeared into the free seats, where brides of the working classes exhibited themselves in such array, but a certain deference to custom in the matter of paler shades than usual, and a veil not raised during service, and a general manifestation of downcast con- sciousness, was expected from even the upper classes ; and, as a rule, was paid. Accordingly, though the time was only towards the end of April, and people had scarcely cast their ^^inter garments, Mrs. Antony made her appearance as a mid- dle-aged bride, in lavender silk, and a bonnet to match, becomingly clouded over ^Yith. tulle. And Mr. Antony carried upon his arm the dainty little ermine tippet which had been dispensed with at the 158 LADY lowater's companiox. cliurcli-cloor, etiquette requiring that, under sucli circumstances, no outward wraps should mar the general effect of the toilette. Indeed, as a rule, newly- married people of a less exalted position came to church in a fly, in order that nothino' mio:ht <>:et out of order on the road, and that they might be able to walk up the aisle with no disagreeable con- sciousness of bonnet-strings awry, or veils on one side, or scarves out of perpen- dicular. But, at the time of Mr. Antony's marriage, the upper classes had begun to make a point of walking to church on the first Sunday of their ajDpearance, Lady Belleray's daughter having set the example only a year before. * About forty-two or three, I should say,' said Miss Pentwistle, as, during the Sunday mid-day dinner, she gave Lady Lowater the benefit of her observations. LADY LOAYATER S COMPANION. 159 ' Perhaps a touch more ; with those fair, small people you can never tell exactly.' ' Mrs. Antony is fair, then ?' said my lady, glancing down to^vards the mirror which was framed in the sideboard at the end of the room. It told her that she had been fair once, very fair ; but that was long ago. To see the deep lines now, and the colourless cheeks, and the mist of silver-grey brooding upon the hair, and the story of hopeless weariness which those unlighted eyes had to tell, one could scarcely have thought that youth and fairness had ever belonged to the face at all. Mrs. Antony most likely had pleasanter memories to support her good looks upon. ' Fair, did you say, and small?' ' Yes. Not particularly small, but just a little under-sized, enough to make her match Mr. Antony nicely. I do so dishke 160 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. to see a tall man towing along a great, strapping woman. And slie has very pretty, fluffy hair, and tolerably good features, not exactly what I should call distinguished-looking ; but then, one does not always find an aristocratic contour, even amongst quite the upper classes.' ' I suppose you Avould say she is pretty, then, rather than handsome ?' ' Yes, that is just what I should say. But as for her dress, it was simply perfect.' 'That is interesting,' said her ladyship, with another weary look into the mirror. ' Now, Miss Pentwistle, let us have your description of a perfect toilette.' 'Well.' And Miss Pentwistle's face began to assume an expression of internal recollectedness, as when she was setting forth the heads of an interesting sermon, not one of Mr. Rock's. 'The very love- liest shade of lavender cashmere. Oh ! LADY LOWATER's COMPANIOX. 161 Lady Lowater, it ivas a pity you did not so much as turn round to look at it, trimmed with little frillino;s and flutino^s of satin the same colour ; made with tio^ht sleeves, and a puff at the top — you see, being slight, she can carry off a puff well ; the bodice round, with a band and buckle ; a soft white China crape shawl draped prettily about her shoulders — quite a little one, you know, really not much more than a kerchief — fastened on one side with easy negligence, instead of being drawn down into tight lines ; no expensive lace about her, I took particular notice of that, but any quantity of tulle frilling about her neck and wrists ; gloves exactly the same shade as the dress, with two buttons.' ' Miss Pentwistle ! What a memory ! And there is all the bonnet to come yet.' ^ The bonnet was lovely, perfectly lovely, dear Lady Lo water,' said Miss Pentwistle, VOL. I. M 162 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. too much interested in her subject to note this passing tribute to her powers of recol- lection. ' French felt to match the dress, bound with satin, and marabout tips on one side, and rather a deep curtain, and a bit of white lilac in the border ; no orange- blossom, of course, being a second mar- riage. And a delicate tulle veil, hem- stitched with floss silk. I do assure you nothino; could have been more becoming and at the same time simple.' ' Then I am to understand that you have fallen in love mth Mrs. Antony.' ' Oh, dear, no, nothing of the sort. In- deed, I can see quite plainly that she is just the woman to make a man marry her, whether he will or not ; most beguiling and persuasive in her manners.' ' My dear Miss Pent"wistle, how could you find out anything about that in church ?' LADY LOWATEr's CO:\rPAXION. 163 'Quite well. I could tell it from the way she took her books from Mr. Antony, when he had found the places for her, and how she edged Miss Dormer a little way to one side, when she wanted to get out of the sun. All elegance and softness, and, you may depend upon it, will never sit on the draughty side of a room when there is anyone else to occupy the place. And she waited for her husband to pick up everything that she dropped. Indeed, I believe she let things fall on purpose, for they seemed to be always going. A wo- man that means to live up to her privi- leges in every respect. Oh ! no, thank you. I shall not fall in love with her. At the same time, I consider her a most fascinating person.' ' You will fall in love with her, then, if she makes up her mind that you shall do so.' M 2 164 LADY LO water's COMPANION. ^ I miglit, perhaps, if she were not Mr. Antony's mfe,' said Miss Pentwistle, with a far-oiF — a very far-off — reminder of co- quettishness ; just a hint of the charming constancy which retains, for every man who has made it an offer, enough prefer- ence to he vexed when he marries some one else. Lady Lowater coukl not help smihng. The whole thing sat so badly upon the precise, mathematical woman of well over forty, ^^ith her equi-distant ringlets and her severity of hue and angle and perpen- dicular. But Miss Pentwistle would never forget that she might once upon a time, according to common parlance, have ' had ' Mr. Antony. ' Oh ! Miss Pentwistle, you will soon foro-ive her for marryino- him. I would make him welcome to any woman who will tyrannise over him as this soft, per- LADY LO water's COMPANION. 165 suasive little wife seems likely to do. But, if she has no good lace, I don't feel a bit interested in her. ^^'^ly did Mr. An- tony tell us she was a woman of family ? I expected Venetian point at the very least. And on the first Sunday of her ap- pearance at church, too. You say it was nothing' but tulle. Does he suppose we are going to accept a distinguished pedi- gree on the foundation of tulle frilling ? Xo, no. I may perhaps stretch a point and give up the old Venetian, but if she has aristocratic blood in her veins we must have Mechhn. Are you sure, Miss Pent- wistle, that she had not a bit of Mechlin about her, somewhere or other T 'Not a vestige,' gravely replied Miss Pentwistle, who did not easily take-in a joke, and for whom old lace or old family butlers, or indeed anything that indicated ancient descent, was as sacred as a point 166 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. of doctrine. ^ I assure you it was nothing but tulle. But tlien, you see, it was al- most obliged to 'be that, to match the veil. Mrs. Antony is evidently a woman who understands dress thoroughly. She knows it would not do to put lace in one place and tulle in another.' ' No, Miss Pentwistle, especially when providence has settled the matter for her by disposing of the lace in another direction. I am inclined to think that her pedigree only dates back to the days of tulle.' ' The days of Thule ?' asked Miss Pent- wistle, mth a serious air. ^ Who was he ? I never heard of him. Was he a Scottish king ?' Lady Lowater only laughed. 'No. I think they manufacture him somcAvhere in France, but I am not sure. At any rate, people who depend upon him LADY LO water's COMPANION. 167 for their respectability have not much to boast of.' 'AYell, then, my dear Lady Lowater, she cannot be descended from him, because you know Mr. Antony said she was of superior birth.' ' And would you not call anyone of superior birth, Miss Pentwistle, who was descended from a king, even if he was only the king of Tulle.' ' Well, yes. Royal blood is a great thing. Perhaps we might become intim- ate enough with, her some day to ask her about it.' ' Speak for yourself about the intimacy,' said Lady Lowater, ^\ith a sort of careless pride in her tone. ' I don't feel that it is a matter which concerns me. You had better take it for granted that Mr. Antony could marry none but a lady of royal descent. I propose we go into 168 LADY lowater's compaxion. the drawing-room and discuss the subject there. ' Certainly/ said Miss Pentwistle. ' I do feel very much interested in it.' And they went. 169 CHAPTER XIII. ' XoAV, my clear Lady Lo^vater,' she said, when they were comfortably seated by the lire, ' do not go to sleep till I have told you a little more. You know we do not ^have a wedding-party every Sunday. You said 3'ou should expect me to take notice of everything for you, and what is the use of doing so if you do not care to hear about it.' ' My dear Miss Pentwistle, I never said I did not care to hear. But I don't think Argus himself with his hundred or thou- sand eyes, or however many he has, could have seen more of her dress than you have 170 LADY LOWATEE's COMPANION. described, and we have already come to the conclusion that she is descended from that French or Scottish monarch, and what more is there to talk about ?' ' A great deal. My own mind is not clear about the pedigree being so dis- tinguished as you seem to think, though at the same time she is no doubt quite a lady. Mrs. Petipase knows some one who visits at Hurchester, where she comes from, and this some one happened to call once, the lady whom she visits knoAving Mrs. Antony when she was Mrs. Dormer. And she says everything was in the most simple style, but still, you know, quite proper. Captain Dormer seems to have left her not very well provided for, but she is one of those women who will keep up her position whatever else she has to drop.' 'I see. It does not sHp out of her fingers so easily as the fans and pocket- LADY LOWATErwS COZMPAXIOX. 171 handkerchiefs and things that keep going down in church. Well — I like a woman to remember what she once was, even if it has to be nothing hut remembrance.' ' So do I. Mrs. Petipase's friend said she believed Mrs. Dormer would rather live on bread-and-cheese for a week than open the front door herself if anyone called, or be seen carrying a brown paper parcel in the street. Xow I admire that spirit.' ' I don't. I thought you were going to say she remembered in quite a different way. I can't understand how it affects a lady's position for her to be seen carrying a brown paper parcel.' ' I daresay not, because it would not affect yours at all. Why, you might carry your own tea-kettle to the blacksmith's to be mended, and, if anybody happened to see you, they would only say it was your 172 LADY LO WATER S COMPANION. ladyship's eccentricity. But, if I were to do such a thing, they would say it was my poverty, and I would much rather be thought eccentric than poor.' ' Well, whoever I was, and wherever I happened to be, I would carry my own tea-kettle to the blacksmith's if I had a mind to do so, and people might say what they liked about it. That is my way of thinking, Miss Pentwistle.' ' That is because you do not know what it is to be anybody else but what you are. You are Lady Lowater, and you can do what you like. Everybody knows all about you.' Her ladyship smiled a very weary smile. The ignorance of people was a great bless- ing. One must be thankful for it, as well as for the knowledge which, stopping where it did, allowed her to carry her own tea-kettle, if she were so minded. LADY lowater's compaxiox. 173 ' AYell,' she said, ' I was always told when I was a child that poverty was no disgrace.' ' Xo disgrace, but one of the worst things a woman can own to, if she wishes to keep up a position. However, j\fa. Dormer will not have to beat her six- pences out to the size of half-crowns, now that she is Mrs. Antony. It is the daugh- ter who will have to do that. She is as different as can be from her mother. One would never think that they belonged to each other.' 'Was Miss Dormer at church, too?' ' Lady Lowater, to think of your never seeing so much as that !' ' Why should I look, when you see enough for us both? And I never turn round to look at people. That shows worse breeding than poverty. Now, of course, where you sit, you cannot look at 174 LADY LO\YATER's COMPANION. anything but the people. What about Miss Dormer, then ? Is she going to live at the Elms, too ?' ' Oh ! dear, no. Mr. Antony told me that himself. I met him yesterday, as I was going through the village, and, you know, when a man is really married, you can ask him questions more comfortably. He says she has just come for a month or so, to help her mamma to receive callers, and then she is o-oino; back to Hurchester, where she intends to live.' 'Oh! then she has an independence?' ' No, nothing of the sort. Mrs. Peti- pase told me that. She earns her living, you know, as a trained nurse. She used to live with her mother, and go to the hospital every day ; but now she is to be one of the regular staff of indoor nurses. Mr. Antony says he did propose her stay- ing with them for an indefinite time, but LADY LOWATEr's COMPA>s'ION. 175 she preferred being somewhere on her own account.' 'And very rightly too. I admire her for it. And now tell me what she is like — I don't mean as regards dress, but herself ' Well, really, Lady Lowater, herself is all that there is to say anything about. I could not describe her dress, except that it was something dark, which seemed to bring out the elegance of the other. She is perhaps as good-looking as her mother, only in a diiferent way — good, clear com- plexion, brown eyes, neat, straight brown hair, but not a bit of grace nor persuasive- ness about her ; goes right in at the pew- door, and right out again, you know, mthout any sort of undulation or swaying about, just a little too straightforward.' ' I understand. Does not look as if she was perpetually walking through a quad- 176 LADY lowater's companiox. rille. Mrs. Antony does, I suppose. Well, I rather like people to walk as if tliey were o'oing somewhere, especially in church.' 'Lady Lowater, you are laughing at me, but you know perfectly well what I mean. There is a sort of ease and grace in mov- ing about, which is especially becoming in a woman, and Mrs. Antony has it to per- fection. Just a sway which never catches itself on corners, nor runs up against any- thing. Now if Miss Dormer had not measured the size of the pew doorway, she must have cauo'ht somewhere, she went so straio'ht throuo-h.' ' I don't like her any the worse for that, es- pecially as you say she went into an un- comfortable seat in order that her mother might have a comfortable one. I think it was Mr. Antony who ought to have done that. And it is quite decided that she is not to live at the Elms.' LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 177 ^ Quite. One could hardly expect a gentleman to marry both ladies.' ^ Certainly not, Miss Pentwistle, I am surprised at your suggesting such a thing. A lady of your well-known propriety.' ' Well, then, making a home for both. That was what I meant. I almost think if I had been Miss Dormer, I Avould not have come at all, under the circumstances. It looks as if she were coming to see what sort of a home it is, before she decides whether to stay or not.' " I thought you said it was decided that she should not stay. Mr. Antony told you so himself.' ' Oh ! dear, yes, so he did. Well, then, it looks like that, but it cannot be that. We shall see how thinors turn out. I know if I were Miss Dormer, I would much rather live at a pretty place like the Elms, and make myself generally useful, than VOL. I. N 178 LADY lowater's companiox. slave away at tlie Hurchester hospital un- der a lady superintendent. But she is evidently a girl not cut out for society. One can see that from her manner.' 'Too straightforward, I suppose. Not enough deportment.' ' You have expressed it exactly, Lady Lowater. Not enough deportment.' ' Well, then, I have made up my mind to like her. I almost 'wish I had turned round in church. To see a girl without anything that deserves the name of de- portment, would be so refreshing. One gets tired of always seeing people walk through quadrilles. Have you heard her name ?' ' Yes. A rather uncommon one. Val- ence.' ' Valence. It is rather pretty, only it reminds one too much of window draper- ies, and those things that go round the LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. 179 tops of beds. And Valenciennes lace too. I suppose slie did not wear any, to supple- ment her motlier's deficiencies.' ' Oil ! dear no. Miss Dormer is a per- son you could scarcely tliink of in con- nection with such a thing as lace. No- thing but linen, linen collar, linen cuffs ; where her mother had heaps of ruffles and frillings, she had nothing but a plain ])and, and where Mrs. Antony was tousled and waved and curled, her daughter was just smoothed back and twisted round in a knot. I should think where it takes one three-quarters-of-an-hour to dress, it takes the other about five minutes.' 'Then I think I shall Hke the other best; Then there was a pause. Miss Pent- wistle thought Lady Lo water was going to sleep, but after a little silence she roused up. N 2 180 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. ' Curious, that Merriou should have come across this girl at Hurchester. I wonder will he remember when I tell him about it.' ' Of course. A man does not forget a sprained ankle and a flesh rent which keeps^ him in hospital for a week. I have heard him speak of it myself, over and over again. It was just at the time of the athletic sports, and that vexed him so.' ' Yes, but I don't mean the accident. 1 mean will he remember Miss Dormer.' ' Oh ! that is a different thing alto- gether,' said Miss Pentwistle, with a new expression upon her face. And then there was another pause, and Lady Lowater leaned back. Surely she was going to sleep this time. Perhaj^s she might be. She sat there with her eyes shut for at least a quarter of an hour. And then she said. LADY LO water's C0]MPANI0X. 181 ^ Did not some one say Captain Dormer was in the — tli ?' ' I believe so,' said Miss Pent wis tie, this time with just a touch of iU-temper. ' Merrion's regiment. Things do get jumbled together curiously. But, as I said, that must be a long time ago — many years.' And then she added, ' Mr. Antony seems to think that Mer- rion will be sure to look for a wife when he comes home.' 182 CHAPTER XIV. Miss Pentwistle was a righteous woman^ and prided herself upon doing her duty according to the directions of the cate- chism. She taught that catechism every Sunday in her class for an hour, before morning service ; and she could hear the whole of it, from beginning to end, with- out feeling that one point of its fine, clear, wholesome moral precept penetrated any of the points of her armour. She honestly l)elieved that she loved her neighbour as herself. She also believed that her duty to that neighbour was duly practised, and, in support of that belief, she could point to the fact that during the fifteen years or LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 183 more that she had been under Lady Lo- water's roof, she had never so much as picked up a pin. or taken a lump of sugar that did not belong to her, without duly notifying the fact to the mistress of the house. Therefore if she could not speak about keeping one's hands from picking and steaHno'. who could ? As for Ivino- and e^-il speaking, none could accuse her of either. She never said anything which she did not believe to be true. Of course, if a thing was true it ought to be spoken, and she spoke it accordingly. Then as for learning and labouring truly to earn her own living in that state of life to which Providence had called her, she had done it, and with the respect of her employers, too, ever since, lea\dng school at the age of sixteen, she had gone into a clergyman's family as nursery-governess on twelve pounds a year. 184 LADY LO water's COMPxVNIOX. If anybody could teacli tlie Churcli Catechism tliat person was herself, and she felt comfortable accordingly. And yet, with those last words spoken l)y Lady Lowater, there fell just the small- est drop of acid into the double-distilled purity of her motives. She sat there thinking, thinking. And her thoughts were not thoughts of peace. Sir Merrion Lowater niiofht come home now almost at any time. Miss Dormer was staying with her mother at the Elms, Avithin a quarter of an hour's walk of Lowater Court. She and Sir Merrion had met not so very long ago, under circum- stances which place a girl in the most attractive light. He had been brought into her ward at the hospital A\dth a smash- ed ankle which kept him there for a week, before he could be safely removed to the barracks. That was a better way for two LADY LOWATER's COMPAXIOX. 18o young people to become acquainted than meeting at any number of balls, picnics, ov private theatricals. He was evidently impressed by her, by the way in which he had mentioned her skill and kindness. She herself, also, had most unwittingh' happened to describe Miss Dormer in a manner which had awakened Lady Lo- water's interest. Xo words of hers could now alter that first impression. She read the yet unspoken thought in the mother's heart. The names of Valence Dormer and Sir Merrion had oiided too;ether there. Could it be possible ? Could the proud Lady Lowater indeed desire such a match for her only child? Valence Dormer, the hospital nurse, the l)rown-eyed, independ- ent-looking, straightforward young girl, who had never in all her life known what luxury was, whose dress told of stinted means, whose bearing and manner had 186 LADY lowater's compaxiox. that practical, unadorned common-sense which only comes of necessary daily work, was she to be the future Lady Lowater, while others, who had for years gone on in their quiet, patient round of service, were left in an entirely subordinate posi- tion ? It was too much. One might believe the catechism as faithfully as CA'cr, and not be able to sit down meekly under such a condition of things. Then, if Sir IMerrion married, and his mother remained at the Court, as she had said he wished her to remain, would she need a companion any longer ? Especially if the new mfe l^ecame a fa- vourite. That threw another light, or rather shadow, upon the matter. One could not always command a hundred a year, together with such absolute free- dom as Lady Lowater's companion en- joyed. Contrasted with the position of LADY lowater's companiox. 187 Sir Merrion's wife — a j^osition which Miss Pentwistle beheld in imagination occupied by Valence Dormer — the companionship was a very poor thing, a very poor thing indeed. But, contrasted with most other situations which a not very highly-edu- cated woman could hope for, it showed with great advantage ; in fact, it was not likely to be bettered. Miss Pentwistle, sitting there by the dra^^dng-room fire that Sunday afternoon. thinkino^ such thouo-hts as these, was naturally anxious to know what Lad}- Lowater would say next. The last two remarks she had made, coming as they did after intervals of thoughtful silence, had been very suggestive. She was evi- dently quite serious in what she said. Miss Pentwistle knew as well as could be the difference between Lady Lowater's l)itter, sneering, satirical manner when 188 LADY L(3 water's COMPANION. she had a bilious attack, or an attack of some other kind, and her quiet way of discussing possibilities when she was in a pleasant mood, at least, an earnest mood. She was earnest now. Such being the case, much depended upon her next remark. It was not such as to remove the Aveight which lay upon Miss Pentwistle's mind. Lady Lowater opened her eyes. They were full, not of slumber, but of wakeful purpose ; and she said, ' Miss Pentwistle, I have made up my mind to call upon Mrs. Antony.' The very last thing in the world she ought to have made up her mind to do. But one must not oppose it too violently. 'My dear Lady Lowater, hoAv kind of you ! I am sure Mrs. Antony could not expect anything of the sort. She would have great reason to feel herself fortunate, LADY LOWATEPv's COMPAXIOX. 189 if YOU allo^'ecl me to take your card and a courteous message ; but to call in person !' 'Oh, no, I shall take it myself. I promised — at least, as I said before, I haYC made up my mind. If I pay her a little attention, the rest of the people a1)out here will do the same.' Miss PentT\dstle thought she under- stood. Getting the family into a good position before Sir Merrion inarried into it. If her ladyship made up her mind to a thing, she would carr}' it through. ' T\"ell, I can ouIy saY you are YerY kind. I am sure she could not expect anything of the sort from you.' Lady Lowater's lip curled slightly. 'It is not a matter of expecting. I don't suppose for a moment Mr. Antony would exaofo-erate matters so far as to ^ixe her to understand that the county people would call upon his ^^'ife.' 190 LADY LOWATER S COINIPANION. That was better. ^liss Pentwistle cauglit that up eagerly. It was only going to be condescension, then. ' Of course not. If she is received kindly by the middle-class families, it is all she can look for. She will no doubt be very proud to have your card lying upon the top of the rest, but it Avould be folly to think of anything more.' ' As to that Miss Pentwistle, it may be as it likes. I shall call in person, and, having called, I shall invite her to the house. Then I shall have done my duty.' ' And a very great deal more than your duty, my dear Lady Lowater, in my hum- ble opinion. For anything you know, she may be a person who will presume upon that sort of thing. There are women who, if once they get a footing, will never let you shake them off again. Now it strikes me ' LADY LOWATER's COMPANIOX. 191 •Xever niind. I shall call upon Mrs. Antony some day this week/ And, when Lady Lowater said a thing in that way, it had to be left. 192 CHAPTER XV. Miss Pextwistle turned the matter over again in her own mind. The more she thought of it, the more unpleasant it seemed. Truly this was an unquiet Sunday afternoon. Then she asked a question. ' Shall you leave a card, too, for Miss Dormer?' ' Certainly. I am very glad to have it in my power to pay her that attention. I shall do it out of consideration for my sou. I look upon him as under an obligation to Miss Dormer.' ' Oh ! Lady Lowater, now that is too LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 193 ridiculous. Why, she only did her duty. You know a nurse is expected to do her best for all the patients who come into her ward.' ' Yes, and in doing it she places each one of them under an oblio-ation which cannot easily be repaid. I don't think people can ever be too thankful for the care and skill which give them back to their daily work. It is not money which settles a matter of that kind.' ' To my mind it would, Lady Lowater. And the consciousness that I had done my duty in my own proper sphere would always be sufficient for me.' Miss Pent^^istle said this ^nth dignity, as from a lofty moral platform. ' I have no doubt it is sufficient for Miss Dormer too,' replied her ladyship. ' At the same time, I also must have the suffi- ciency of doing my duty. And you say VOL. L 194 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. there is something very frank and pleasant and straightforward about her. We may perhaps find that we have done well for ourselves by cultivating her acquaintance, even if we only look at it as a matter of giving and taking.' ' Did I say she was frank and pleasant ? I am really not quite sure. There was certainly a straightforwardness in her manners. But then I naturally took more notice of Mrs. Antony. And one must not hastily pronounce a judgment upon character.' ' No, but one may upon characteristics. And what you said of Miss Dormer aroused my interest. I certainly do like frank, unaffected people.' Miss Pent-vvistle fidgeted a little. What a pity she had said anything at all about Miss Dormer ! And then she replied, dubiously. LADY LO water's COMPANIOX. 195 ' Did I say frank and unaffected ? AVell, I really forget. Now I come to think about it, perhaps, if one wished to be com- plimentary, one would speak of her man- ner as frank and unaffected. And then, again, if one wanted to convey a different impression, one might say, with just as much truth, that she was brusque and awkward. You see, it all depends upon the way of putting things.' ■ Exactly. I understand. Probably a oirl who would walk as straiorht throuo^h any of your pet prejudices as she did through the pew doorway. Well, I am not quite sure that I don't like even that better than the undulating gracefubiess which never honestly touches anything. At any rate, you thought she would be pleasanter to deal with than her mother, did you not ?' ' Oh ! well, you know,' said poor Miss o 2 196 LADY LO water's COMPANION. Pentmstle, finding the road difficult be- tween her desire not to praise the young lady too much and her equally strong desire to preserve her own reputation for discernment of character, ^ one must not pronounce decidedly upon such slender opportunities of observation. The mother and daughter are perfect opposites ; but they may be that, and yet neither exactly what we could msh her to be.' ' You are a discreet person. Miss Pent- wistle. I see you ^\'ill not commit your- self to an opinion. For my own part, I am prepared to like this Valence Dormer very much ; but we will make our call, and then say more about it. You say she still follows the occupation of a trained nurse ?' ' Yes — under the lady superintendent of the Hurchester Hospital.' ^ Then I shall get her to go and see LADY lowater's compaxiox. 197 Margaret Dyson. I believe a good, in- telligent nurse can be of more use to a consumptive patient than the doctor him- self. I am sure Miss Dormer could give her many useful hints, or, at any rate, she could oive them to Mrs. Shorrocks. I have told Mrs. Shorrocks she is to go in for a couple of hours every morning, and do what she can in the cottas^e. Maro;aret is not fit now for any sort of household work.' ' Mrs. Shorrocks ? Oh ! yes, the w^oman who keeps house for Mr. Rock. Dear Lady Lowater, how kind you are ! What a boon to the poor thing !' ' Beautifully kind,' said Lady Lowater, quietly. ' As if, when a w^oman had caught her death by standing on your own damp stone passages, it was not your duty to see that she died as comfortably as might be, under the circumstances. Mr. Rock 198 LADY LO water's COMPANION. says Mrs. Shorrocks is very good-hearted, and will do faithfully anything that she undertakes.' ^ I hope she vnll. And I hope she will not make too much noise about it. Have you heard her scold and bang when her husband is at home ?' 'Yes, and I think I should scold and bang, too, if I had a husband of that sort. A brisk, active, industrious woman who earns a living for two cannot help being rather ao- OTavated with an able-bodied man who does nothing from morning to night but stand about and say what sort of weather he thinks it is going to be.' 'At the same time. Lady Lowater, he has no vices, and goes to church regu- larly.' ' Oh ! dear, no, no vices, except the one of not being energetic enough to earn his own living, which, when you come to LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 199 think about it, is rather a serious one. Mr. Rock says, if Shorrocks had married a Avorse woman, he would have been a better man.' ' What a fooHsh remark, Lady Lowater ; but just like Mr. Rock.' 'Not at all. It only shows that Mr. Rock has noticed what is a very difficult problem in human life. An idle man marries an active woman, and he makes her activity do for them both. Xow, if he had married a woman like himself, or only a little superior, he must have striven. And so, having some one to crutch him up on every side, he loses the little use he had of his limbs, and becomes a crea- ture scarcely worth despising. One sees it over and over again in all sorts of ways. Unselfish people marry selfish ones, and the selfish one, by being given way to, becomes more grasping than ever ; where- 200 LADY LOWATEPv's COMPANION. as, if she had had a husband who woukl have made her give up her own will oc- casionally, she might have had a chance of improving herself. ' ' You take for granted it is the wife who does the selfishness. Lady Lowater, that is too bad.' ' Oh ! I just used the pronoun as it hap- pened. Most likely it would be the other way. And yet I am not sure. I shall be rather interested, for instance, in seeing how it goes with Mr. and Mrs. Antony. From wdiat you say, they are more equal- ly balanced than most couples.' ' Mrs. Antony will carry the day. I dare venture anything upon that,' said Miss PentAvistle. ' In less than three months Mr. Antony will be as meek and submis- sive a husband as — oh dear, who can I say, for I don't know any of them about here?' LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 201 ' Suppose a case then.' ' Well, then, as ^Ir. Rock would be if he were married. I cannot go further than that. What a model husband that little man would make, if to have some one to do as one liked with was all !' ' Xay then, Miss Pentwistle, you have hit upon the very last person to suit your purpose.' Miss Pentwistle looked up from the little book of meditations which she always carried about with her on Sundays. ' Do you mean to say. Lady Lowater, that Mr. Rock's wife will not be able to knock him about as much as ever she likes, iiguratively speaking, of course.' ' I mean to say there is not a woman Avithin ten miles of Lowater, whom Mr. Rock would find the least difficulty in crumpling up like a piece of old blotting- paper ; that is to say, if he took the trouble 202 LADY LOAYATEr's COMPANION. to do it. And if you don't know how hard he is, it is only because you have never knocked up against him in the right direction.' 'You do astonish me, Lady Lowater, and I could almost say I am sure you are mistaken. At any rate, I know he has not pulpit power. He has never appealed to me in the least during all these years that I have sat under him. Now, that dear Mr. Crudenay, at St. Anne's, you know, of Perry Point, is a complete master of the sensibilities.' Lady Lowater laughed scornfully. ' Yes, and that is why his mfe's eyes are so red. He is always making her cry.' ' Indeed, Lady Lowater, about the inter- ests of her soul?' ' Oh ! dear, no, about the interests of his own stomach. Why, he sulks for a whole LADY LUWATEk's COMPANION. 203 afternoon if slie forgets to put nutmeg into the minced veal, and hurls a storm of ill-temper upon her if she does not have lemons at any price for his boiled fowls ; and she finds it safer to keep out of his way for a couple of hours if there has been a drop too much essence of almonds in the pudding. And, being a meek, quiet, gentle little woman, that sort of thing tells upon her. I grant you that he is indeed a master of the sensibiHties.* ' Lady Lowater, you speak of him in that way because you do not sympathise with his manner of placing the truth be- fore his congregation. It is irritating if a man, especially a man who has to appear much in public, and has a weak digestion, cannot have ' ' If a man has a A\'eak digestion, he had better keep clear of nutmeg, and lemons, and essence of almonds. He should live 204 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. upon simple food which should profit both his digestion and his temper, besides being pleasanter for his wife, and more econom- ical for the housekeeping. I despise a man who speaks of himself as a pilgrim in a vale of tears, a wayfarer through a waste howling wilderness, but who must have the vale of tears garnished with sliced lemons at any price, and who causes his own part of the wilderness to rejoice Avith fancy puddings and sweets Avhich have cost his wife whole mornings of tribulation in the kitchen. Talk of self-sacrifice, indeed !' ' We were not talkino; of it ' said Miss Pentwistle, ' we were talking of Mr. Cru- denay's power of stirring the human heart to its depths. But if he is a little particu- lar about his food, you will not deny him the possession of sincere devotion to his duty. Always at the early services.' LADY lowater"s compaxiox. 205 ' Oh, yes, ahvays,' replied Lady Lowater, who seemed to have fallen into a sarcastic mood this Sundav afternoon, ' and draofs the servants out of bed at untimely hours, to ^qX cups of tea ready for him, that he may start comfortabh'. You may call that devotion if you like, but I know who it is that does the devotion, ^liy, it was only the other day that I saw Mrs. Cru- denay, Avith a perfect virago of a head- ache, toiling away amongst the people in her district, and she said she had been obliged to get up so early, for her husband must have hot coffee before he went to the seven o'clock service, and the maid-of-all- work would not stand it, so the wife had to ; must struggle all day ^nth pain and weariness and very likely ill-temper too. because it is hard to unite pretty behaviour with a headache, in order that her hus- band may do his devotion comfortably. 206 LADY LO WATER S COMPANION. Miss Pentwistle, what sort of religion do you call that ?' ' Do you mean Mrs. Crudenay's religion ? I call it a very faulty one. She always appeared to me to lack the root of the matter. 'No, I don't mean Mrs. Crudenay's religion. I mean her husband's. And if you want roots, I think it is in him that you will iind the most plentiful lack of them. But oh, Miss Pentwistle, don't let us talk ! We are fools, all of us. Get your prayer-book and go to church. The bells have been ringing this quarter of an hour past.' Miss Pentwistle rose and put aside her book of meditations. ' I am so sorry for you, Lady Lowater. I do wish you could see things in a differ- ent light.' ' So do I. I assure you, when there is a LADY LO water's COMPANION. 207 different light to see them in, I shall rejoice as much as anyone. At present it is all one can do to be patient.' And you A\dll not go with me to the afternoon service ?' • No, thank you. I will sit still and think my ovm thoughts.' And Lady Lowater looked away past the greening elm-trees in the park to the plantation, all bright in its spring beauty now, the plantation Avhere the cruel traps had been set. And, once caught there, it was pain and misery until death. 208 CHAPTER XYL Towards the close of that same Aveek Ladv Lowater ordered the carriage for a round of calls. 'The basket as usual, my lady?' said Simmons. ' No, I shall not drive myself this after- noon. Tell Humphreys the landau, and he is to put the pair in.' ' People of that kind always like you to call u]3on them with plenty of pomp and appearance,' said her ladyship to Miss PentA\dstle, when Simmons had taken his orders. ' Now, if it had been the Much- marches or the Bellerays, the basket would LADY lowater's compaxiox. 209 have done quite well ; but, being ]\Irs. An- tony, it must be tlie landau and a pair of horses and a coachman and a footman. You see, ^vhen one is going to do a kind- ness, one may as well do it thoroughly.' ' I am sure it is very good of you,' said Miss Pentmstle, who enjoyed going about in the landau herself, especially when it was a case of the pole, instead of only shafts. After all there was somethino- in a carriage and pair, which lifted one into a higher elevation than a basket. ' You do always seem to know how to do the right thing at the right time. As you say, peo- ple like to see a handsome equipage at their gates. It is only a pity there are so few houses T\ithin sight of the Elms. I have no doubt Mr. Antony would like the whole parish, to say nothing of By- borough, to see you are calling upon his wife.' VOL. I. P 210 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. ' We Avill arrange that,' said Lady Lo- water. Accordingly, before going to the Elms at all, she called upon four of the most upper-class people of the neighbourhood, each of whom she informed, in the course of conversation, that she was on her way to Mrs. Antony. And she also informed them that she felt a certain interest in that lady, from the fact of her late hus- band having been, at the time of his death, a captain in Sir Merrion Lowater's present regiment. Finally, she ordered Humphreys to drive to the newly-iitted house on the Byborough Road, where the solicitor's bride was, as the wedding-cards intimated, at home to receive the con- gratulations of thQ neighbourhood, friendly or otherwise. The smell of paint was still hanging about the place. The sheen of scarcely- LADY LOWATEr's COMPAXIOX. 211 dried varnish asserted itself from every lintel and door-post. All things had an air of ne"Nvness, especially the feminine fripperies ^\ith which the blue-satin draw- ing-room was plentifully furnished forth, Mrs. Antony herself, in dove-coloured cashmere, to harmonize with the fur- niture, being the most elegant of the fripperies. The solicitor's bride was a well-rounded, lovely complexioned woman of an un- certain age, decidedly pretty, though ^dth nothing about her face or manner to in- dicate good-breeding. But then, Lady Lowater had not expected good-breeding. She was simply calling upon Mr. Antony's wife, and she would have called upon her all the same if Mr. Antony had married her out of a servants' hall, because only by calling upon her, and so keeping friendly with the man who knew the p2 212 LADY LO water's COMPANION. secrets of lier own life, could she keep tliat brave, handsome son of hers from ruin and disgrace. She could have taken both for herself, and death too ; but not for him. And so she shook hands A\dth the piece of plump prettiness which the lawyer had chosen for his portion in life, and never showed by any coldness in touch or manner that the doing so was other than a pleasure. But, if Mrs. Antony lacked high breed- ing, she had plenty of the tact and elegance and self-possession which some- times go for more than good descent. And she had that ready power of adapt- ing herself to circumstances, which, if not so noble, is more useful to a woman in her position than the power of con- trolHno; them. She was also one who could make a little go a long way, in matters social as well as domestic, one LADY LO water's COMPANION. 213 who knew at a glance wliat was the marketable value of any commodity, from a saddle of mutton to a call from a baronet's widow, and would treat it ac- cordingly. Outwardly, she had an air of leisurely, self-satisfied content, but be- neath it there might be discerned the sharp running to and fro of a vigilance which was always on the alert, both to keep what she had ab'eady gained, and to conquer fresh ground. And now Lady Lowater had called upon her, and that meant being received into the best society of the place. Called too, as she had seen by a rapid glance from the upper windows before the bell rang, in the family carriage, with coachman and foot- man in full force ; and that meant honour, with intention aforethought. This last marriaoe was S'oino; to be a successful one. 214 LADY LO water's COMPANION. ' I hope you will not find Lowater very dull after Hurchester/ said my lady, with a sort of careless kindliness, as she de- scended into an easy-chair, whose brand- new satin crackled and rustled with pride over the unwonted burden it was now for the first time sustaining. 'You know, I think one always misses the amusement of a large town, especially when a regiment is quartered there. You must prej^are yourself to find us all excessively dull here.' Mrs. Antony smiled. And, what was more, the smile brought no crow's-feet to the corners of her eyes, hers being the fair, soft skin which does not take on wrinkles. ' I have certainly been accustomed to plenty of society,' she said, with a cosy, caressing voice, ' but I don't think I shall at all miss it here.' LADY LO water's COMPANION. 215 That might imply either that Mrs. An- tony's husband was all-in-all to her, or that to be upon calling terms with Lady Lowater was more profitable than the other advantages, of a miscellaneous and military sort, which Hurchester could afi'ord. Something in the pretty shyness of the manner made both my lady and Miss Pentwistle think it was the charms of Mr. Antony. And Miss Pentwistle felt sharp accordingly. To think that all this blue-satin luxury and devotion might have belonged to herself, had she only been ^vide enough awake some twenty years before ! ' It was very good of you to come and see me,* the new Avife continued ; ' but I suppose you know that I am entirely a stranger here. And one does feel lonely, especially in the country.* ' Of course,' said my lady. ' and the 216 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. place lias not got into its summer clothing yet, which makes all the difference. You clo not know the neighbourhood much, then ?' ' Not at all. Since we left Malta, I have lived all the time at Hurchester, except for one year, when my daughter. Valence Dormer, was training in one of the Bel- gian hospitals. Yon know she developed a perfect passion for nursing, and people told me I had better let her follow it.' ' People told you quite right. Anything is better than for a girl to have nothing to do. I remember, years ago, hearing my son speak of Miss Dormer's great skill in her profession. You know he had a nasty accident when his regiment Avas down at Hurchester, and they took him into Miss Dormer's ward at the hospital there.' ' Oh, yes. Curious, was it not ? And to think that I should meet you now ! LADY lowater's compaxiox. 217 Valence is devoted to nursing and all that sort of thing. I believe she is perfectly at sea here, because there are no sick people to take care of. I tell her she is never happy unless she is amongst lint and ban- dages, or propping people up in bed, and helping them to die comfortably.' ' That is a good way of finding one's happiness,' said my lady, with a look of longing in her eyes. ' I don't know whether there is anyone about here now in need of lint and bandages, but there is one who sorely needs helping to die comfortably, and I was very glad when I heard Miss Dormer was with you, because I felt sure she would be glad to do something. It is a poor girl wdio is dying in consumption. Do you care for visiting sick people ?' Mrs. Antony was not quite certain what to say. One could not walk too warily on unfamiliar ground. Everything depended 218 LADY LO water's COMPANION. upon Lady Lowater's own likes and dis- likes in such matters. There were people of rank upon whom you could not work more effectually than by telling them you delighted in Dorcas societies and sick- visiting. But then there were others who despised such things as being ' goody,' and would prefer keeping you out of their set if they knew you cared about them. Now, to which party did Lady Lowater belong? Miss Pentmstle spoke for her- self. She carried about mth her an atmo- sphere of tracts and flannel petticoats. One could see that she was cut out for a female curate, a gatherer-in of the poorer classes who were lax about public worship ; and perhaps the fact that for the last fifteen years she had been companion to Lady Lowater, might imply that that lady had a leaning towards the same sort of thing. But one could not go upon such LADY lowatek's companiox. 219 a slender foundation. People of rank were by virtue of that rank committed to a certain amount of benevolence, and it was just possible Lady Lowatcr might hand hers over to Miss Pentwistle, more for the sake of getting rid of trouble than for any leaning towards Miss Pentmstle's way of transacting it. So she replied, with a fine reserve of her forces for either emergency, 'Well, you know, it depends entirely upon circumstances. Of course I am de- lighted to be of any use. At the same time, I think it is always safer to feel one's way at first. It is so uncomfortable to find you have done the wrong thing.' ' Exactly. But you don't often do the wrong thing, at least the poor people don't think you do, in shomng them that you feel a kindly interest in them.' ' Oh, dear, no, of course not,' replied Mrs. Antony at once, feeling that the ice would 220 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. bear in that direction now. ' I always long so for poor people to understand me, and to feel tliat I really want to do them good. In fact, I am never com- fortable unless I have some one of that sort to be kind to. I am hoping that Mr. Rock will give me something to do before long. It would be so charming to go and sit down and have a chat with an old woman in one of those ivy-covered cottages. You know in Hurchester the poor people lived in such filthy dens, posi- tively repulsive.' ' I daresay,' said my lady, with a curious smile, as she leaned back amongst the puffed and rustling satin, ' and it is natural, under such circumstances, to think that they had better take care of themselves. But the cottages here are all that ivy and abundance of moss can make them. Of course one knows that the moss means LADY lowater's compaxiox. 221 damp, but that goes for nothing. I hope Miss Dormer likes this part of the country.' ^ Likes it ? Oh, she is charmed ^\dth it ! She says she has never seen anything so beautiful. Indeed, my la ' Mrs. Antony caught herself up, as one who hears the ice cracking and feels the cold water through the soles of her boots. But it was only for a moment. Before Lady Lowater could note a pause in the syllables, she had made all right. ' Valence says it is exactly like one of Millais' landscapes ; you know that sweet thing of his in the Academy last year?' And then, seeing that Lady Lowater looked doubtful, she continued, mth a pretty air of doubt, too. ' Was it last year ? I should think ver}' likely it was not. Perhaps ever so long ago. But, at any rate, it was something of his.' 222 LADY lowater's companion. ' Indeed ! I never understood that Millais went in for landscape. I always fancied figures and historical things were more in his line. But I don't know. I see the Academy so seldom that he might have dozens of landscapes there, all of them like Lo water, and T should know nothing about it. I will ask Lady Belleray some time.' ' Oh ! no, no ; do not trouble. Most likely it is only a mistake of mine. I do blunder over names most ridiculously. As likely as not, it is quite another artist.' ' At the same time,' said Miss Pent- wistle, with just a touch of spitefulness, for there was no harm in catching Mr. Antony's wife tripping, ** ' it would be a satisfaction to know if Mr. Millais has ever done Lowater the honour of putting it upon canvas. We must try to find out. And here is Miss Dormer herself She will tell us all about it.' 22; CHAPTER XVII. Valence came forward; a bright, sensi- ble, intelligent girl, concerning whom one thought less of how she looked than of a certain healthful freshness which surround- ed her, and which produced, amongst the elegant marriage gifts and the varnish and or-molu of Mr. Antony's di'awing-room, the feeling that a good, honest bush of sweet- briar might give rise to in the midst of half an acre of carpet-gardening. She had walked up from the Cove, gathering ferns by the clifF-sidc as she came, and the climb had given a glow to her cheeks and a brightness to her eyes which made her even pleasanter than usual to look upon. 224 LADY LO WATER S COMPAXIOX. She was certainly a contrast, and Lady Lowater felt it, botli to tlie artificial ele- gance of her mother and the absence of that quality, artificial or otherwise, in Miss Pentwistle. 'We were just talking,' said her lady- ship, when the introductions and a few general remarks had been disposed of — ' we were just talking about the beauty of the neighbourhood, and Mrs. Antony tells me it reminds you so much of some of Millais' paintings. I should so like to know which. I have never thought of him as a landscape-painter ; but of course one would feel very proud if he really had taken our little village as a subject.' Miss Dormer looked puzzled. 'Lowater like a landscape by Millais? I really don't remember.' Mrs. Antony darted a look of something like annoyance at her daughter. LADY Lo water's compaxiox. 225 ^ Well, I was just telling Lacly Lowater that perhaps it might not be Millais at all. I have such a wretched memory for names. I get quite confused about my own sometimes. At any rate, it was a landscape of somebody's that you said it reminded you of 'Did I? WeU, I forget. But, at any rate, the country about here is very pretty, whether it is like a landscape by Millais or not.* 'Pretty?' said Mrs. Antony. 'It is perfectly charming; and to anyone like myself, who has never lived in a real vil- lage before, it is so full of interest. Now I think those dear old labourers in their smock-frocks are delicious. Mr. Antony and I met one last night, somewhere near the park-gates. The very delightfullest old creature, vdih a grisly beard, and suck a rough, honest face. He had a little VOL. I. Q 226 LADY LO water's COMPANION. black dog with liim, as characteristic as himself. A perfect picture the two of them made.' ^ Oh ! I know,' said Lady Lowater. ' It was old Ben Dyson, the woodman. He is one of the best men about the place, as well as the most picturesque. Poor fel- low ! he has seen a good deal of trouble. Indeed, it is his daughter in whose behalf I should like to interest Miss Dormer.' And here Lady Lowater turned towards Valence, and Mrs. Antony entered into conversation with Miss Pentwistle, who was admiring a quaint little silver ink- stand on the table. ' Pretty, is it not ?' said the solicitor's wife ; ' and one of my very choicest treasures, because it has been in our family since Queen Anne's time. Indeed, I should not feel like myself if I had not that httle inkstand about me. You LADY lowatek's compaxiox. 227 know, one does get so attached to trifles, when they have a family history.' ^ Oh ! dear^ yes,' responded Miss Pent- mstle, A\ith a certain feeling of relief that she had not, after all, been quite ' out ' as regarded the antiquity of Mrs. An- tony's descent. A silver inkstand of Queen Anne's time was as satisfactory as an old family butler, viewed in its relation to respectability, and might be accepted as an atonement for the absence of real lace upon the person of its possessor. There was also a pride in knowing that the position Avhich she might have occupied herself was now filled by a lady who, at any rate, had a pedigree to boast of Mr. Antony had not socially descended in choosing a successor to his affections. ' I dote upon these little matters myself,' Miss Pentwistle continued. ' I saw at once that the inkstand was an old famil}^ q2 228 LADY lowater's companion. piece. One does not see that kind of work now-a-days. So full of dear associa- tions, is it not ; and forms such a delight- ful link with the past? And you really do wish to make acquaintance mth some of our poor people ?' Mrs. Antony felt that she might with safety be enthusiastic now. 'I should be charmed^ Miss Pentwistle, perfectly charmed. In fact, I feel that I ought to go amongst the poor, and try to do them good. I tell Mr. Antony he must find out some nice people for me to be kind to, respectable, aged old couples, you know, who would be thankful for a pudding now and then, or a little sou^^, or anything to show that one had a friendly feehng. It is such a mistake to neglect one's inferiors. But I daresay you can tell me a great deal better than Mr. Antony can where there are some nice LADY Lo water's compaxiox. 229 poor people. I am sure you must s^Dend your time in going about doing good.' Miss Pentwistle allowed that there was some truth in the statement. ' Ah ! yes,' continued Mrs. Antony. ' It is wonderful how one finds out. I knew from the very first that you must be one of those who devote their lives to charity. So delightful ! I only wish I had the same talent. Of course it is a talent, you know ; and we ought not to murmur if we don't all possess it. But I do feel so reproached sometimes, when I see the labours of women like yourself. However, you will take me, will you not ? to some of your dear old people, and you will let me hear you talk to them, and then perhaps ' ' Oh ! with the greatest pleasure,' said Miss Pentwistle, promptly, beginning to think there was really a great amount 230 LADY lowater's compaxion. of good in Mrs. Antony. To have one's own strong points discovered is a fine help towards the aj)preciation of one who dis- covers them. ' Indeed, it wdll be a great help to me to have some one upon whom I can devolve a few of my cases. You see, in a secluded neighbourhood like this, at a distance from wealth and commerce, anyone who feels an interest in the poor need never be ^^dthout occupation. Per- haps, if I were to take you first to see poor Margaret Dyson, the daughter of that old labourer whom you met. She is in a very sufi*ering condition just uoav.' Mrs. Antony put out her hand in a gentle, protesting manner. ' IS^ot if she is very suiFering, dear Miss Pent^istle — not if she is very suffering. I could not bear it. It does hurt me so to see people in pain, and know I cannot relieve them. Anvthimr but that. And LADY LOWATEe's COMPAyiOX. 231 then, you see, I cannot help letting my feelings overcome me.' ' Ah ! that does not do at all.' said Miss Pent^dstle, with the air of an expert. ' There is no o:ood to be effected unless YOU can keep your feelings completely under control.' ' Of course not, and that is why I feel I am so useless in a very suifering case. Do take me, please, to some aged people, as I said before, to whom I can supply a few little comforts, and it will be such a plea- sure. Xothino' reallY oiyes me such de- light as to be kind to people of that sort. Hopeless distress unnerYCS me at once. Oh ! Lady Lowater, must you really go?" .^ And Mrs. Antony turned towards my lady, who had been holding a close and ap- parently interesting couYcrsation with Va- lence Dormer about what could be done for the dYino' woman at the woodman's cottage. 232 LADY lowater's compa^^ion. ' Must you really go, Lady Lowater ? It was so kind of you to come and see me. I have been asking Miss Pentwistle about the poor people here, and she has promised to try to make me of some use amongst them. I tell her I never feel really happy in a place unless I am trying to make people comfortable.' ^ It is a very admirable state of mind,' said her ladyship. ' I am sure you mil never lack occupation, if you can manage to carry out your wishes. Miss Dormer has promised to see Margaret Dyson to- morrow, and try what can be done for her in the way of nursing. We hope to see you at the Court some day, Mrs. Antony.' ' So kind, so very kind. You are really too good. It will be such a pleasure. My husband tells me the paintings are so beautiful.' ' I don't know. But there are lovely LADY Lo water's compaxiox. 233 walks in the plantations, and Miss Pent- wistle shall show you them. And from one part of the grounds we can see the ocean — that is, when Lady Belleray's chestnut-trees are not in leaf ' Oh, how delightful! I think a sea- view is such an advantage. I had no idea you commanded it. A thousand thanks. It will be such a pleasure to me to come.' And with many other like words, and with many a sweet smile, Mrs. Antony allowed the first of her bridal callers to depart. 234 CHAPTER XVIIL ' Well, that is done,' said Lady Lowater, speaking as if to herself, when the horses' heads were turned in the direction of home. Miss Pentwistle gave the buffalo robe a tuck on her own side. The weather was cold for the end of April, and the bridal drawing-room, even with a good fire, had been chilly. 'Yes, it is as you sa}^, done. But I think we have had a tolerably pleasant call. Upon the whole, we may look upon Mrs. Antony as an acquisition to general society.' LADY LOWATEPv's COMPANIOX. 235 ^ We will wait and see,' said Lady Lo- Avater, quietly. ' I am never able to feel sure about new people. I have a most curious feeling of having seen her before somewhere, or, at least, some one very much like her, and the feeling grows upon me. But of course I am mistaken, for did she not say she was quite a stranger in this neighbourhood ?' 'Yes, at least Mrs. Petipase said so. And then you remember Mrs. Antony said she had never lived in a village before, so she must be a stranwr here. She is verv fascinating, is she not ?' ' Oh, by all means. But it is the sort of fascination that never fascinates me. I am always on the defensive when I am expected to be charmed. However, we mil give her the credit of having pretty manners.' 'Well, you know, Lady Lowater, I call 236 LADY loavater's companiox. it a great deal more than pretty manners. It is a sort of style Avhicli always en- sures a woman success in tlie world. Do you know, I found out only yesterday that Mrs. Antony has already been a widow twice.' Lady Lowater positively laughed ; a rare thing for her to do. ' My dear Miss Pentwistle, I did not know that was the sort of success a woman liked to ensure. Pray let her go on and prosper. But what will Mr. Antony say to it ?' ' Well, you know, I don't mean that it is pleasant for her to have her husbands die, one after the other, but she secures an- other establishment without much delay. I am perfectly sure if Mr. Antony died too she would marry a fourth time.' ' And so am I. I quite agree with you there. Mrs. Antony is a person who might LADY lowater's compaxiox. 237 be expected to liave as many husbands as the woman of Samaria, the only difference beino' that she would marrv them one at a time, and have the property settled upon herself. Which is of course a much more creditable way of arranging matters.' Miss Pent^dstle looked shocked. ' Lady Lowater ! You do put the Scrip- tures to such curious uses. Do you think it is quite reverent ?' ' I don't know. I always thought one of the best uses of the Bible was to apply it to the conduct of everyday life. At any rate that is what Mr. Rock says about it, and he has a great amount of common- sense out of the pulpit, whatever you may think he has in it.' '■ In my opinion he has not very much in it, and that is an unfortunate thing for a clergyman.' ^ Of course it is. I am inclined to think, 238 LADY lowater's companion. however, that Mr. Rock has it both ways. And, even if not, common-sense is as use- ful outside the church as inside. Mr. Rock's best sermon is his daily life. But we will let him alone. You and I cannot agree about our spiritual pastors and masters. Xow you like Mr. Crudenay, with his mastery over the emotions, and his partiality for lemons at any price.' ' Oh, Lady Lowater, please don't. It is so painful to me. To speak so of an earnest man.' ^ Well, then, I won't. But to say of one man that he has no common-sense is almost as bad as to say of another that he has a weakness for lemon-juice, both Avith veal and mth his domestic relations. Let us talk about Miss Dormer. She is refreshing, is she not ? I had a really interesting conversation with her while you and Mrs. LADY lowatek's comp.vxiox. 239 Antony were going into raptures over that old inkstand.' Just a tinge of sharpness crept into Miss Pentwistle's manner. ' Yes. I thought the young lady seem- ed disposed entirely to appropriate you. Rather unbecoming in her position. When I was her age we were taught to keep our- selves in the backgTound. But times are changed now.' ' And I am glad they are, for I should have been sorry to miss what Valence Dormer had to say. I do enjoy talking to a sensible girl, who has something to do in the world, and who knows how to do it.' ' It is well she has a vocation,' said Miss Pentwistle, with more meanings than one in her voice. ' It makes her independent of marrying, and that is such a good thing for a young woman now-a-days. I sup- 240 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. pose slie mil soon be returning to Hur- chester. I believe nurses on the regular staff in a great public institution are not allowed very long holidays.' ' Is she on the regular staff just now T ^I am not sure. But, at any rate, a feeling of what is becoming under the circumstances will probably induce her to leave Mr. and Mrs. Antony alone together as soon as the reception of wedding callers has ceased.' ^ You talk like a book, Miss Pentwistle. Now, does that mean that you are not satisfied mth Miss Dormer ?' ^ Not in the least. Lady Lowater. I only mean that it is so much better for husband and wife to be left to themselves at first, in order that they may become acquainted with each other's character and peculiar- ities. There must always be a certain amount of friction in the commencement LADY lowatee's compaxiox. 241 of a new life, and it is so miicli better for it to be got over quietly.' ' Of course. Friction of all sorts is best kept in the background. But I have no doubt Mrs. Antony "will give ]\Iiss Dormer to understand, in some way or otlier, wlien she ^\dslies to be left alone. We will arrano^e an eveninor before lono; for asking; c o o o them to dine quietly.' ^ Lady Lowater ! How kind of you I But why should you give yourself the trouble ? Mr. Antony could hardly have expected that you should have done his wife the honour of calling upon her, but to ask her to dine is a oTcat condescension on your part. However, there is no hurry.' For Miss Pentwistle had her o^v^i reasons for Avishing that the condescension should be deferred until Miss Dormer had returned to her duties at the Hurchester hospital, especially as Sir Merrion might be expected VOL. I. R 242 LADY lowater's companion. home now, almost at any time. But Lady Lowater's reply Avas not assuring. ' When a thing has to be done, I like it to be done quickly. As soon as Mrs. Antony has returned my call, I shall make arrangements. Besides, I msh Miss Dor- mer to come with her mother.' That was enough. Miss Pentwistle knew when to speak and when to be silent. One must go so far with Lady Lowater and no further. Arrived at the park gates, my lady checked the coachman. 'I shall get out here, Miss Pentwistle. I want a brisk walk. Calling always makes me so stiff. And you need not trouble to come vdth me, for I know you like to have a quiet time before dinner. Humphreys, drive Miss Pentwistle on to the house.' ' Thank you, Lady Lowater. I do like to have a little quiet time for reflection. Then we meet again by-and-by.' LADY LOAYATEr's COMPANION. 243 And, ^^ith a wave of the hand, her lady- ship went in the direction of the planta- tions. Passing the lines of carefully fenced and guarded coops, where farm-yard hens were brooding the pheasants' eggs, that being the surest means of securing a good supply of birds for the next season, she met Mr. Antony. The game was a part of the property over Avhich he exercised a rigor- ous supervision, because the profit of it went, for the most part, into his own pocket. Lady LoY^ater stopped ^vhen she Y^as a few paces from him. • I have done as you Ydshed me, Mr. Antony. I have just returned from a call upon your mfe.' ' That is quite right,' said Mr. Antony, and said no more, only Y^alked about from coop to coop, to see that the foYds Y^er^ r2 244 LADY lowater's compaxiox. kept in proper order. Lad}' Lowater's courtesy was evidently no more than lie had expected. 'I did even more than make the call/ she continued. ' I went to the Bellerays, and Dolhno;brokes, and Crumberlevs, and Murray-Mortimers first, and told them I was going to make it. And I had out the bio' carriag^e, and the coachman, and the footman, and all the rest of the things. I hope you are satisfied that I have done my best.' She looked very disdainful as she said it, and did not try to hide her disdain. 'AH right,' Mr. Antony replied, throwing a handful of grain to one of the hens. ' People go very much by what their bet- ters do. I have no doubt Bettina will have plenty of callers of the right sort now. I am much obliged to you. It was an attention on your part which did LADY lowater's companiox. 245 not cost much trouble ; and, as I have said before, one good turn deserves another.' ' May I ask which is the good turn that is so deserving ?' said my lady, scornfully. ' My silence, Lady Lowater.' And another handful of corn went to the fowls. Lady Lowater just set her lips a little more firmly together, but she made no reply. ' You say you told the other people you were going to call?' Mr. Antony continued, after a pause. ' That was a very good stroke. I wish to occupy a different position in the neighbourhood now. Indeed, that was my chief object in bringing Mrs. Antony to the Elms. A man at my time of life is not so much led by other considerations.' ' Poor thing !' said my lady. '' I hope you have told her so.' 246 LADY lowater's companion. ' You need not be sarcastic, Lady Lo- water. I have as niucli right to my pride as you have to yours. By her marriage with me, Mrs. Antony gains comfort, luxury, freedom from pecuniary care, together with many other advantages ; and in return she makes for me an elegant home, to \Yhich I am now able to invite the visits of gentlewomen. Though Mrs. Antony has no property, she is quite a lady. I have satisfied myself of that, and therefore she is entitled to the posi- tion which I hope she will now enjoy. I suppose we must begin to think about lettino' the shootino; for next season. It ought to bring in a good two hundred this year, as game is likely to be so scarce. I will make a note of it to-morroAv at the office.' ' I don't think you need do anything of the sort,' said my lady. ' I expect Merrion LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 247 home in a week or two, and he will want the shooting himself.' Mr. Antony shrugged his shoulders. ' Merrion coming home ! I thought that piece of foohshness had blown over. And, l^ray, what brings him T ' His own inchnation, I presume,' said her ladyship, loftily. ' It is within the limits of reasonableness that a son should wish to see his mother, occasionally.' ' Perhaps. And also that he should wish to see the estate of which he sup- poses himself to be the master. Well, we will let that go. But, Lady Lowater, I must tell you this. If that son of yours puts on any more of his airs A\dth me, neither his pride nor yours shall keep me from telhng him who and what he is.' And Mr. Antony turned from the coops to watch the effect of his words. Lady Lowater looked away to the l:)ud- 248 LADY lowater's companion. dins: oTeen of the larcli trees. There was but one spot of brightness now in all her life —the love she bore to this son, who, knowing nothing as yet, gave her a mo- ther's due of chivalry and affection. As yet she was to him his queen, but a word from this man could sweep her queendom away. Still Mr. Antony should not see that she was afraid. ' I don't think it would serve your pur- pose,' she said, carelessly, ' to have a quar- rel mth Merrion.' ' Would it serve yours, madam ?' Lady Lowater ground the gravel under her feet, but said, as quietly as before, ' Suj)pose you do your worst. Tell him all you please. Put the place into Chancery, and what better will you be ? You make a fair income out of it now — you will make nothing then.' ' Nothing except my revenge,' Mr. An- LADY lowater's compaxiox. 249 tony replied, ' and tliey say that is sweet. I don't deny that, as things are now, I get my pickings, but a man will do for hate sometimes what he will not do for gain. Merrion has driven me to the very edge of my patience more than once with his lofty airs. He had better not do it too often. And you had better not either.' ' One can but die once,' Lady Lowater said, half to herself, ' but it takes all one's life to do it ;' and, turning away, she made for the path which led to the house. He watched her with a coldly speculative look on his face. ' There is one person, at any rate, who would not go into mourning if she heard of my death. As she says, I do get my pickings, and, if the place went where it belongs, I should lose them. One may as well keep still. But they shall both of them be afraid of me all the same.' 250 CHAPTER XIX. Lady Lowater's call was returned in due course, and tlien arrangements were made for the quiet little dinner. ' It shall be as quiet as possible, Miss Pentwistle. I shall not even go to the extent of providing a gentleman each.' ' Why should you, Lady Lowater ? We can get on very well without. The only difficulty is that there will be an odd num- ber, and Mr. Antony will be left alone with his wine.' ' I have thought of that, and so I shall ask Mr. Rock. You really must beam upon him a little, Miss Pentwistle, and make him comfortable, poor man.' LADY lowatee's co:\ipaxiox. 251 ' I Adll do anything that is necessary,' said that lady, fetching a sheet of paper upon which to note down the order of the o^uests at the dinner-table, toirether with a suitable bill of fare ; '■ Init I am in hopes that Miss Dormer ^dll take that duty off mv hands. AVhv should she not ?' And Miss Pent^^'istle looked keenly at Ladv Lowater. %/ Yes, just a little shadow passed over the faded face — enough to show that my lad}- did not care for things to go in that direc- tion. Xow, it was the very direction that Miss Pentwistle did want them to go in. And, if Lady Lowater had not mentioned Mr. Rock as the remedy for the odd num- ber, she intended to have mentioned him herself. Xot so much that she thought anything would really come of it as that she should perhaps, by suggesting it, g^t a better sight of whatever plans might be '252 LADY lowater's companion. in course of construction for Sir Merrion's benefit. A most curious wliim for Lady Lowater to take up ; but then she never did things like other people. Now, after Miss Pentwistle's adroit remark, she could see there was something of the sort in her ladyship's mind. 'Dear me! of course. Iliad forgotten we were providing some one else to beam upon him. Then, Miss Pentwistle, you will have to beam upon Mr. Antony, be- cause you see I must devote myself to the bride. I shall have the table made as small as possible, so that we can talk across it, because you see, under the cir- cumstances, there is nothing for it but for Mr. Antony to take me in, and I cannot, no, I really cannot^ endure an hour and a half of him. Therefore I shall put you within conversation distance of him, and, whilst you relieve me, I shall do my best LADY lowater's compaxiox. 253 to convince 'Mrs. Antony that she is the object of my attentions. Xow, you cjuite understand.' ' Quite. And then Mr. Rock and Miss Dormer will look after themselves.' Again that slight shadow flitting across Lady Lowater's face, noted as clearly as before by the watchful Miss Pent^^dstle, into whose eyes there came a shrewd light as her ladyship replied, after a little silence, ' I wonder now, if it would be better to make just a trifle more of a regular dinner party of it. I could ask the Belleray girls and I know they would come. Xot of course that it would be anything short of a nuisance to them to meet the Antonys, but they never refuse an invitation here, because if they don't come when I am alone they cannot expect to be asked when Merrion is at home. The drum again. Miss Pentwistle, you see.' 254 LADY lowater's companion. ' Exactly. But I would not ask them for next week. You are already embarras- sed with riches in the shape of woman- kind, and to ask the two Belleray young- ladies would so increase the weight that you would be obliged to have a detach- ment of men from Byborough. You see one can put up with four and two upon a pinch, especially Avhere it is an aifair of condescension after all, but six and tAvo would be really an infliction. If I were you, I would let matters stand as they are. I have no doubt amongst us we can make the evening pass off tolerably. At any rate we will try.' 'Very well,' said Lady Lowater. But she said it doubtfully. ' Mr. and Mrs. An- tony and Miss Dormer and Mr. Rock. The small square dining-table. I at one end, with Mr. Antony at my elbow, Mr. Rock at the other end ^yith. Mrs. Antony LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 255 on his right. On his left you will sit, and Miss Dormer on the other side of you.' ' Then you will have Mr. and Mrs. An- tony together on the other side, which will never do.' ' Dear me ! of course not. I should say put Miss Dormer to the left of Mr. Rock, and Mrs Antony on his right.' Again that shrewd light in Miss Pent- wistle's eyes, again the flitting cloud over Lady Lo water's face. ' No, I ^nll not do it that way. I want Miss Dormer beside me. The problem is really becoming as difficult as that about the man with a fox and three geese, which had to be brought over the river two at a time, so that the fox was never left alone mth the geese or something of that sort. Now, I beo'in a^'ain. Mr. Rock at one end, I at the other, Mr. Antony on my right. Miss Dormer on my left, Mrs. An- 256 LADY lowater's companion. tony on Mr. Rock's right, you on his left. That is as I msh it to be. Make a plan of it, Miss Pentmstle, on your piece of paper, that we may not get into trouble again, for my brain feels as weary already as if I had demonstrated a proposition in geometr}\ Have you put it down safely?' ' I have,' said Miss Pentwistle. ' And you ought to be satisfied, because you have a gentleman on each side of you, which is more than anyone else has. And you will have to beam upon Mr. Rock, after all, because Mrs. Antony will not like you to beam upon her husband. Never- theless, you understand that mthout beam- ing upon him to any unjustifiable ex- tent, you are yet to engage him in such an interesting conversation that I may be free of the responsibility of him by at least the space of two separate half-hours. LADY LO water's COMPANION. 257 during which intervals I shall devote my- self to the guest of the evening.' And Lady Lo water's lip curled. 'I will see that it is all made right for you,' said Miss Pent^^dstle. ^ I am sure it is very kind of you to ask them, and, if they look at it in the right light, they ^^ill see that it shows far more attention to have them in this quiet way than if you had invited half-a-dozen people to meet them. Because in that case it would only have looked like clearing oiF a few of your outstanding debts.' ' Oh, yes, I had not thought of that. Well, then, after dinner, if the evening is fine, I shall propose a walk through the plantations, and you distinctly understand, Miss Pentwistle, that you are not to say anything to the contrary when I propose it. That horrible little bit of purgatory before the gentlemen come in, is simply VOL. I. s 258 LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. more than I can undertake. And I anx not at all sure that matters will be better when they do make their appearance. Outside one does at least get fresh air, and the different prospects give one something to talk about, and if one is silent it does not count for so much. Noav, my dear Miss Pentwistle, do you understand your role f '• I think I do. Lady Lowater.' And as Miss Pentwistle finished her plan of the dinner-table, Avith the names of the guests in their several places, she thought she understood Lady LoAvater's too. But of course she said nothing about that. 259 CHAPTER XX. The evening was more perfect than could have been expected, even for the middle of May. Lady Lo water had purposely fixed an earlier hour than usual for din- ner, in order that the relief of a garden- stroll after it might he more admissible. But had Miss Pentwistle so far for- gotten her instructions as to venture a protest against leaving the dramng-room, the golden sunshine glancing through the blossoming hlacs and laburnums, and the gleams of light and shadow flecking the distant plantation, Avhere the thrushes and blackbirds were telling their tuneful story, s 2 260 LADY lowater's compaxion. would have conquered, especially as it was necessary for Mrs. Antony to keep up her character as a lover of simple, outdoor country life. ' You know, after being shut up in a big town like Hurchester, I feel like a child let loose from school,' she said. ' I tell Mr. Antonv he does not know what a treat he is giving me every time he takes me down what he calls the most uninter- esting lanes. Only let me have your green leaves around me and blue sky overhead, and you may do anything you like with me. I am j)erfectly content.' This was said to Miss Pentmstle, as the two ladies sauntered across the terrace to the plantation-path, Lady Lowater and Miss Dormer having turned aside into another part of the grounds. Mrs. An- tony had a way of speaking of herself in the j)assive mood, as though she were LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 261 something to be petted, and managed, and plftyed upon, and paid attention to, but Miss Pent^dstle bad not had enough of it yet to become tired of it. And then she was certainly a fascinating woman, with the social tact which finds out other people's likes and dislikes, and ministers to or avoids them as occasion may require. Men or women whom she cared to please nearly always found themselves pleased by her, whether they made up their minds to it or not. ' I think we will go to the rock-seat,' said Miss Pentwistle. ' Lady Lowater likes me to take strangers there, because you get such a lovely view^ of the sea. It is such a pretty winding path, too, which leads to it. Or Avould you prefer keeping to the open lawn? It is very pretty there, now that the trees are in blossom.' 262 LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. ' Oh ! no, thank you. Please take nie to the sea-view. I do love the sea. And I think a gentle little climb does me good, when it is not too steep, you know. I hope it is not very steep. And nothing to make you dizzy ^^ith looking down. I am such a foolish creature about looking down from a height.' 'There is nothing to be afraid of, I assure you,' said Miss Pentmstle. ' It is reall}' nothing of a climb at all. We only get the prospect because there hap- pens to be a little break through Lady Belleray's chestnuts, when they are not in full leaf I come nearly every day myself, because I think a little gentle ascent is better than being always on the level. It will be ' Miss Pentwistle Avas going to say that the most direct road to the rock-seat lay through a little narrow path to the left. LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 263 but, before slie could express herself to that effect, Mrs. Antony had taken the turning, slightly to her companion's sur- prise ; for visitors did not usually find their way into it. ' I was going to tell you the path ; but hoAV curious that you should find it out l)y yourself! I suppose it is an instinct which some people have. Now, I always want telling exactly where to go.' Mrs. Antony stooped to gather some wood-anemones which were growing by a mossy stump. ^ Is this the path V I was only just turning aside to look at these dear little wild flowers. They are so perfectly sweet. Flowers of any kind are a treat to me, ])ut wild flowers most of all. Have you not a weakness for wild flowers yourself?' ' Well, I don't know. You see, I am so much in the habit of seeino' them that 264 LADY lowater's compaxiox. I really forget to ask myself whether I have a weakness for them or not. I sup- pose, as you have not lived in the country much, they have cjuite a different effect upon you. I think you said you did not know much about the country ?' For Miss Pent^\dstle had a certain amount of curiosity, perhaps justifiable under the circumstances, as to the ante- cedents of this pleasant and pretty stranger, whom her own old lover had placed at the head of his establishment. Mrs. Antony was not communicative, but what she did say was definite enough. ^ I don't know anything at all about it, my dear Miss PentAvistle. I believe my people had a place originally, near some village or other ; but that was when I was almost a baby, and I have been living abroad, or in big towns, ever since, so that the country has all the charm LADY LOWxVTER's compaxiox. 265 of novelty to me now. I rejoice in it. What a happy life you must live here !' And Mrs. Antony laid her hand upon Miss Pentwistle's arm with a dainty little invitation of confidence. ' I have no wish to change it, Mrs. An- tony. It suits me very well. I daresay some people might consider it dull, as Lady Lowater goes out so seldom ; but, you see, having been here so long, I have become accustomed to it, and she is really very kind.' ' Yes, I should think so. It is too bad for people to talk about her so ill-natur- edly as they do. You know, the Belle- rays were calling upon me the other day, and they did talk so disagreeably about Lady Lowater being Ijitter and ill-tem- pered, and they pitied you so, and won- dered how you could put up with her. I do think it is so mean of people to talk 266 LADY lowater's companion. ill that way. And the Crumberleys were ahnost as bad.' This was a convenient way of intimat- ing that the Bellerays and Crumberleys had called at the Elms, and Miss Pent^\'istle understood it accordingly. She was very sharp in finding out any little social shifts of this nature, perhaps because she would not have been above making use of them herself, if necessary. But she would not minister to Mrs. Antony's vanity by tak- ing any notice. Not that she disliked Mrs. Antony, either on her own account or because she was Mr. Antony's wife, but still there was a something which made her want to put the solicitor's bride just a step lower on the ladder. She seemed a little too much at ease amongst her aristocratic surroundings, just a little too unconscious of the fact that her re- ception at Lo water Court was a conde- LADY LOWATEP/s COMPANIOX. 267 scensioii, after all. ]\Iiss Peiitwistle -would have enjo}X'd telling her a little of the conversation which had accompanied the arrangement of that dinner-party. And then for her to take upon herself to dis- cuss Lady Lowater's temper. ' Lady Lowater and I quite understand each other,' she replied, with a touch of stiffness, ' so that my home here is a very comfortable one. I forget Avhether you attend oiu^ church or not. Have you met Mr. Rock before ?' This was intended as a delicate snub, Ijut it had no more effect than a shot on a down pillow. ^ Oh ! yes, poor little man ! A most Avretched living, is it not? Xo wonder he does not marry. You kno^^^ I always feel so sorry for clergymen on anything less than three hundred a year. How can they be comfortable ? The Bellerays sa}' they 268 LADY LOWATEll's COMPANION. tliink Lady Lowater ouglit to supplement his income. She must be well able to aiFord it. Or rather Sir Merrion. Is he really coming home soon ? How very de- lightful for his mother ! But, if he should retire and marry, it would be awkward, would it not? I suppose Lady Lowater would have to leave the Court then.' 'What an impertinent woman you are!' thought Miss Pentwistle, who was now quite ready to give Mrs. Antony credit for any amount of matrimonial scheming. And, from what had already been said, Mr. Rock's position was entirely under- stood. Miss Dormer's mamma would not take any steps in that direction. But she only replied, ' Lady Lowater and myself never discuss these matters. I find it better to avoid personal subjects. I hope the ascent is not too trying foi* you ; we are very near the top now.' LADY lowater's cdmpaxiox. 2G9 ^ Not iit all, thank you. You have taken me up so gently that I have not felt it in the least. And then the path is so lovely that one forgets all about br-ing tired. Ah ! noAv I begin to get a glimpse of the Ijeautiful blue sea. Oh ! ]\Iiss Pent- wistle, how delightful ! Xo wonder you eome here so often. Dear me, how those chestnut-trees have grown ! I am sure they used ' And then Mrs. Antony paused, but not before Miss Pent^vistle had heard the words. ' T am sure,' she continued, ' they used to tell me — or, perhaps, it was Mr. Antony himself. You see I get things mixed up a little. Everything is so new and strange.' * Yes, of course. Or, perhaps, you have been here before, a long time ago, long enough to have almost forgotten it, and now things are coming back to you a 270 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. little. Do you know, when you turned so naturally into that path I felt sure that you must have known the place.' Mrs. Antony glanced into Miss Pent- wistle's hard, matter-of-fact face, ])ut onh' read there a j ustiiiable expression of curi- osity, nothing malicious. Still it would 1)0 l3etter to make an explanation. She hent her head and laid her hand upon her lips with an appearance of absorption in some far-off memory. And then she said, hesitatingly, ' I am trying to remember.' ' You see,' said Miss Pentwistle, briskly, ' you might have been staying with some friends somewhere about, and they might have brought you for a walk through the grounds. Lady Lowater is very kind in letting people come.' But it would not do for Mrs. Antony to accept that solution of the problem, since LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 271 she had already assured Lady Lowater more than once that she had never been in the neighbourhood before. She drew a step or two nearer to Miss Pentwistle, and said, in a slightly mysterious voice, ' I have certainly seen this before. You know one does sometimes fancy one has seen things before, even though it may only have been in dreams. Don't you sometimes, when you are shown anything very beautiful, have a curious sensation of familiarity, as if you had seen it in a dream?' ' Oh, dear, no !' said Miss Pentwistle. ■ I never dream at all, except about things that have been happening during the day. And, when I awake, I know that it is a dream. I never get it mixed up with any- thing else.' This was not satisfoctory. Miss Pent- Avistle must be made to understand what 272 LADY Lo water's comp.vxion. a gulf existed between common-place peo- ple like herself, and those of exceptionally receptive temperament. ' Ah ! then, of course, you cannot un- derstand. People generally laugh at me when I talk about these fcicies of mine, l)ut I assure you they are quite real to me, far too real. It is a misfortune sometimes to have too vivid an imagina- tion. One cannot distinguish between the ideal and the actual. People who live on the safe level of every-day life ought to be very thankful.' Now, that might be true, but, at the same time, it was not flattering. Miss Pentwistle could see that Mrs. Antony was proud of her own imaginative faculty, and, by taking for granted that certain other people were destitute of it, was placing those people in an inferior position to herself. Miss PentA\dstle had no imaai- LADY lowater's co^ipaxiox. 273 nation, and knew that she had none, but still she liked to be credited with as much as might give her a comfortable foothold amono;st the sensitively oro'anised sister- hood, and so she replied, mth just a little touch of spitefulness against this elegant stranger who Avas coming out in quite a new character, ' I am not what is called a person of imagination, Mrs. Antony, I knoAv that quite well. I often wish that Providence had gifted me with a larger measure, be- cause I have no doubt it adds colourinof to life. I have never myself had any diffi- culty in remembering where I have been, and where I have not been, but I can quite sympathise vdth people of a different na- ture. At the same time, you know my tendency of mind is to search for rational causes. I like to find out the reasons of things. Now I should say Mr. Antony or VOL. I. T 274 LADY LO water's COMPANION. somebody else had brought you here for a walk some time. That would explain everything.' ' Except my having assured Lady Lo- water that I had never been in the place before,' thought Mrs. Antony to herself And then a bright idea suggested itself Coming still nearer to her companion, she said, in a low voice, ' Miss Pentwistle, you have made me half afraid of you. You have such a clear, penetrating mind.' That was better. Miss Pentwistle was brought round directly. To have such a mind was the very thing upon which she prided herself. ' I believe the reasoning faculty is more developed in me than the imaginative one, Mrs. Antony, but I should be very sorry for you to feel afraid of me on that ac- count. I very much dislike to assume an LADY LO water's c o:\rpAXiox. 275 attitude of superiority, however thankful I may be for the powers vouchsafed to me. I hope you mil try to feel yourself quite at home with me.' ' Oh ! thank you — that is so good of you. And A\'ill you promise not to be angry or laugh at me if I tell you something very curious about myself? I could not tell it to everyone, but I think I might trust you: ' By all means, Mrs. Antony. I assure you I shall sympathise if it is anything that distresses you.' ' No, it does not distress me. It is not anything of that sort, only ' And Mrs. Antony paused, and passed her hand over her forehead, and sighed, like a person who is compelled to live at perpetual high pressure. ' Only it seems to set me apart from other people so. They never understand T 2 27G LADY LOWATER S COMPANION. mo if I make the least reference to it. Clairvoyance^ Miss Pentwistle.' And Mrs. Antony drew back a little, to watch the effect of her words. That wonld explain everything, snrely. ' You are not shocked, are you, dear Miss Pentwistle?' ' Oh, no. Mesmerism and that sort of thing, I suppose. It is very curious. You go out of yourself and see things when you are in a certain state of mind, do you not?' ' Exactly. You have expressed it in the most perfect manner. And the strangest thing is that, when you come to yourself, you do not know anything about it. It is only when, perhaps years afterwards, yoTi actually come to the place which has been presented to you, you have such a curious feeling of familiarity. You know you have seen it before, and you cannot tell LADY LOWxVTER's compaxiox. 277 where. Are you ever acted upon in that manner yourself?' ' Not at all, Mrs. Antony, I assure you ; but it is very interesting to nie to hear about it. Can you remember any other instance ?' ' Well, not just now. Of course, you know, they must have happened very often ; but, unless I make a note of them at the time, they sHp out of my mind. But you see noAv how it is, don't you, that that bit of blue sea was so famihar to me ?' ' Yes, and it is very curious. You must tell me some time more about it. Xow I think we ought to look for Lady Lowater.'- 278 CHAPTER XXL They found her, coming mth Valence Dormer doAvn tlie path which led from Ben Dyson's cottage to the plantations. '• We have had a very pleasant little stroll,' said Miss Pentmstle, with the air of a person who has something more im- portant to tell. ' I took Mrs. Antony up to the rock-seat, to show her the view, but she has seen it before.' Mrs. Antony looked slightly uncomfort- able. Miss Dormer looked very much sur- prised. Lady Lowater only said, carelessly, ' Lideed, I thought you were quite a stranger in these parts.' And then she added, with a scarcely perceptible touch of disdainful annoyance. LADY lowater's compakiox. 279 ^ Or perhaps Mr. Antony has taken you through the grounds, some time.' For this of course would be one of the consequences of his marriage, that feeling he could do as he liked on the estate, and having but little backwardness in letting other people see his power, the plantation walks and the rock-seat, and the secluded paths in which Lady Lowater had hither- to been accustomed to think her own thoughts undisturbed, would now be placed at the disposal of the new wife, in case the public lanes and commons did not afford sufficient scope for her enthusiastic love of Nature. But Miss Pentmstle explained. ' Oh, no ! Mrs. Antony has never been in the grounds before. I thought at first Mr. Antony had most likely taken her, but she has seen the place in quite a different way. Do you know. Lady Low- ater, Mrs. Antony is a clairvoyante ?' 280 LADY lowater's coimpaxiox. ' Miss Pentwistle ! such nonsense !' said Lady Lowater, but with an air of relief. Clairvoyance was better than unwarrant- able intrusion upon the privacy of the grounds. ' Well, you may say it is nonsense, dear Lady Lowater, but all the same it is a fact. As soon as ever we reached the rock-seat, and ]\Irs. Antony saw those chestnuts on the Belleray side of the wall, she remarked how much they had grown. Did you not, now, Mrs. Antony? And hoAV could you have noticed any difference in them, unless ' ' Oh ! please^ Miss Pentwistle,' and the solicitor's wife looked appealingiy round, for it was inconvenient to have these new- ly created psychical peculiarities In-ought so prominently to the front, especially in the presence of Valence, who of course ought to have known all about them if they had really existed ; but who, instead LADY LO water's COMPAXIOX. 281 of knowing anything about them, was standing tliere Avitli an unmistakable ex- pression of wonder in her truthful eyes. ' Oh, please, Miss Pentwistle, it is so un- comfortable for me to have anything said about it in public. I had so much rather let the whole thing drop. You know I am really afraid of my own feelings, some- times. It is so stupid to lind out one is different from other people. Indeed, I so dislike bringing the subject forward, that I have never even mentioned it to my own daughter. Have I, Valence dear ?' ' Xo, mamma,' said Valence. ' This is the first time I have ever heard of it. Do you often see things in this way ?' ' My child, let it drop. I should so like to forget all about it. Some time. Miss Pentwistle, perhaps we AA'ill have a little quiet talk about it, when I have got back again into my usual state of mind. But, after an instance of this kind, I feel so un- 282 LADY lowater's companion. nerved. It is really all that I can do to keep from breaking down entirely.' ' Suppose we go back to the house,' said Lady Lowater, w^ho had a wholesome dread of hysterics. ' You look as if the excite- ment had been too much for you. Here is a smelling-bottle.' Mrs. Antony took it with the helpless air of a person who has been 'put upon.' And then a few subdued sobs and chokes called for such demonstrations of sym- pathy as precluded a return to the danger- ous topic. A few more steps brought them to the lawn, where the gentlemen were pacing up and down. ' Oh ! there is Mr. Antony. Take me to him, please. I shall be all right in a few minutes. I am so sorry to have broken down in this ridiculous way, but you can't think what an effect anything of this kind has upon me. Thank you, dear Lady Lowater, for the smelling-bottle. LADY LO water's compa:n'iox. 283 Valence, perhaps you ^\ill let me take your arm. I am trembling all over. So foolish of me !' Valence gave the help required, a curi- ous look of mingled surprise and in- credulity, not unnoticed by Lady Lowater, upon her face. And, within a quarter of an hour, the guests had departed, Mrs. Antony having found it impossible to regain her composure sufficiently to join in general conversation. Miss Pentwistle, however, had the mat- ter out with Lady Lowater as they sat in the drawino;-room, waitino; for the servants to come in for prayers. ' You know, my dear Lady Lowater, I have a particular interest in clairvoy- ance myself, because I firmly beheve it j)roceeds from satanic agency.' 'Li that case, then. Miss Pentwistle, you ought to let it alone.' 284 LADY LOWATEr's COMrANION. ' And so I do, as n general rule. That is to say, I should not think it proper to attend a lecture upon the subject ; but, when it is brought under one's personal notice, it makes a difference. Mrs. An- tony is a remarkable instance of the manifestation.' 'Nonsense, my dear Miss Pentwistle, Mrs. Antony is not a woman, I should think, Avho has any more communication with the spiritual world than she can help. She is no more a clairvoyante than you or I. I look upon her as a clever, wide-awake person, much more keenly alive to the promise of the life that now is than of that which is to come.' ' Very likely. But how could she know the chestnuts had grown, if she had never seen them before ?' ' She had heard them described, pro- bably. Merrion may have told Miss Dor- mer something about the place, and Miss LADY LOWATEPv's COMPAXTOX. 285 Dormer lins told \\cv luotlier ; and it lias got fixed upon her mind in that ^va^^' ' Ah ! hut thei'c was something else. I told her Ave would go to the roek-seat, and she assented, saying that eveiything was equally new to her. And, when we got to that little side-path which leads to it, she turned int(^ it as naturally as could be. Now, wh}' should that he?' ' Most likely because you turned first.' ' No. On the contrary, I was a few steps behind, for T had stopped to listen to what! thought might be the ni^te of a nightingale in the larch spinny. Mrs. Antony had not me to thank for leading in the I'ight direction.' 'Then she turned into the ])ath because it was a pretty one. You know, she is a lover of Nature.' ' Lady Lowater, you ai-e ver}- severe and very sceptical. I say she turned into it because she had seen it before, either in- the clairvoyant or in some other state.' 286 LADY lowater's companion. ' I sliould say it was some other state. But tlie matter is really of very little con- sequence. Now, I don't pretend to clairvoyance myself, but I liave a most distinct impression that I have seen Mrs. Antony's face before. Most likely I have and then have forgotten all about it. In the same way she has been about in these parts at some time or other, and has been taken through the grounds when we were away, and so she remembers the impression she received, without being able to attach it to any particular set of circumstances. One need not go further than that for an explanation.' ' You think you have seen her before. Well, then, I will tell her so, and perhaps it will set her mind at rest. I never like people to think they are under the influ- ence of anything which is not what it ought to be.' 'Not even when it is supposed to in- LADY lowatek's compaxiox. 287 vest them ^^itll a halo of interest in the eyes of the less gifted general public' ' I see you think she is imposing.' ' That is just what ^I do think. It is what we all of us try to do in one way or another, and I do not know why we should blame Mrs. Antony very much for doing it in her own particular fashion. Of course, she naturally wishes us to feel an interest in her, and, not having any special qualifications of her own to pro- duce it, she trades upon a happy accident of this kind. Most likely it was all got ready beforehand, as soon as she knew there was a prospect of any kind to be looked at, and we mil give her the credit of having carried it out very cleverly, even to the sobs and the shakes and the desperate attempts at regaining composure. But, Miss Pentwistle, do get the servants in to prayers. I don't know how you feel, but the days are always too long for me.' 288 CHAPTER XXII. Mrs. Antoxy was not to rest in peace. Xext morning Miss Pentwistle took a walk down to the Cove, and brought back, as she always did from that little hotbed of gossip, one or two choice morsels as an antepasto to the other^^ise flavourless mid- day meal. As soon as Simmons had taken his de- parture, she began. ' It is such a comfort one isn't obliged to have the servants at luncheon-time.' ' I have never heard you make that re- mark before. Miss Pentwistle. I thought you liked to have them about you always LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 289 and in full force too, just tlie same as you like grapes in May, and strawberries six months before their time, as a sort of help towards a feeling of superiority over your fellow- creatures. Now, neither fruit out of season, nor a couple of footmen in season, make me feel a bit better than other peo- ple. Indeed it rather works the other Avay, for I think people ought to be asham- ed of wanting so much making ready and doing for them. Now Mr. Rock, who rears his own potatoes, and gets through life honourably, with nobody but a poor woman to do for him, seems to me a much more wealthy person in the true sense of the word.' ' Never mind Mr. Rock, Lady Lowater. I have somebody much more interesting to talk about. I have been to call upon Mrs. Petipase.' ' Ah ! then it is Mrs. Antony. But, Miss VOL. I. U 290 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. Pentmstle, you are not to bring up clair- voyance. I have no wish for interesting psychical phenomena this morning, gen- uine or otherwise — chiefly otherwise, I should think.' ^ And so should I, now. Lady Lowater. I am quite disposed to consider that whole affair of the rock-seat as just a clever piece of pretence. A person who Avould deceive you in one way would do it in another.' ' So you have found out, have you, that Mrs. Antony's internal motives are not clear as crystal? Oh, penetrating Miss Pentwistle ! But tell us all about it. What has she been doing? I feel much more interest in her doings than her seeings.' ^ Well, then, you remember that Queen Anne inkstand, that sweet little thing which I admired so much when we were calling there — and Mrs. Antony said it LADY LO water's COMPAXION. 291 was an old family piece ? Now, what do you think?' ' I think it loas an old family piece, only most likely not Mrs. Antony's family. In fact, you have found out that she bought it at a sale.' ' Not quite. But somebody else did. Mrs. Petipase told me that her sister, Mrs. Cottman, who lives at a village near Hur- chester, and was rather intimate with Mrs. Dormer, bought the inkstand at an old curiosity-shop near the cathedral, and had it polished it up and gave it to her as a wedding present. Now, what do you think of that, Lady Lowater?' ' I think it proves Mrs. Antony to be a very prudent, managing woman.' ' But as to the untruthfulness. Lady Lowater — the untruthfulness.' ' Oh ! I daresay, if you attacked Mrs. Antony on the ground of the untruthful- u2 292 LADY LO water's COMPANION. ness of it, she would tell you slie liad kept to facts. The inkstand no doubt was a family piece — of somebod}^ else's. And as for feeling such an affection for it that she could not be comfortable out of its sight — well, people whose acquaintance with old silver is of a recent date are apt to want it always about them, less as a matter of love than display. I am afraid you would not be able to convince her that she has done anything naughty.' ' Nevertheless, it is the essence of a lie, Lady Lowater. I am sure you must admit that, and very dishonourable. And to think that you have invited her to dinner and treated her with such courtesy.' 'As to the dining, Miss Pentmstle, I am afraid, if we had no guests but those who adhered strictly to the truth, we should have to take all the leaves out of the table. Indeed, could we sit comfort- LADY lowater's compaxiox. 293 ably at it ourselves ? I would not be too sure.' • I sliould not be in the least afraid, my dear Lady Lowater. It has been my aim, ever since conscience developed in me, to speak the truth, and hurt no man by word or deed. I am sure you could say the same, only you ahvays try to make your- self out so much worse than you reall}^ are. Shall you keep on being attentive to Mrs. Antony ?' ' Yes, just the same. As I said before, if one is only to be courteous to the strict- ly truthful people, we shall soon have very little occasion for our good manners at all. Then there is Miss Dormer. It would be unjust to visit upon her the sins of her mother.' ' Ah ! Miss Dormer. I had almost for- gotten. You had a lono; talk ^\ith her last night. Are you as favourably im- 294 LADY lowater's companion. pressed with her now as you were at first?' Miss Pentwistle waited rather anxiously for the reply to this question. Mrs. An- tony's shortcomings had not been entirel}' unwelcome, because they pointed to a cessation of intercourse betAveen her ladyship and the solicitor's wife. There were occasions when even a good Church- woman might rejoice in iniquity, and one of them was when it jmt a stop to an in- convenient acquaintance. But Lady Lo- water's reply was by no means satisfactory. ' I like Valence Dormer very much. She has her mother's practical cleverness, to- gether with, an honesty of mind which has certainly not come to her from the mater- nal side. I intend to know more of her.' ' It would be rather difficult to do that, I am afraid, without at the same time en- couraging Mrs. Antony. And I am afraid you would find her an inconvenience. She LADY LO water's COMPANION. 295 is exceedingly free in her expressions of opinion alDout other people.' ' So are we ourselves, Miss Pent^^istle, otherwise I don't see how we could have kept up this conversation so long. Mrs. Antony and her daughter having so little in common, is perhaps an additional reason for kindness to the girl. But I have no doubt she will give much more than she receives, and so we need not talk about kindness.' ' Give ! What can she give to you. Lady Lowater?' ' Just what I want, help for Margaret Dyson. I took her to the cottage last evening, whilst you were having your clairvoyance experiences A^ith Mrs. Antony, and I have no doubt she has already done the poor girl more good than half-a-dozen doctor's visits. She seemed at once to see what was needed in the room. She 296 LADY lowater's companion. scarcely took a step without making some- thing brighter and pleasanter. It might be only to shake up a pillow, or to move the chair into a better position, or quietly to brush away some dust, or draw a cur- tain so that the light might come in more cheerfully. Anyhow, when we came away, Margaret's face was ever so much brighter. And yet there was no fuss, no professional self-consequence about her. You could not tell how or when the things were done, only there was the diiference.' ' They must miss her very much at the Hurchester hospital,' said Miss Pentwistle, tentatively. ' I wonder how long the lady superintendent will allow her to stay here ?' ' As for that, I wish she could settle per- manently in the village. I am sure we could find work enouoii for her.' o ' Very likely. Only it would be such a pity for talents like hers to be wasted in a LADY lowater's compaxiox. 297 place like this. I always think, when people have a gift, they ought to consider it a duty to go where it can have the fullest possible development. Xow, you see, at Hurchester, and in a crowded hos- pital ward -' ^ Oh, yes, I see all that. But just be- cause it id a crowded hospital ward, and because Valence Dormer has been working- hard there for a twelvemonth, without any rest, it might be a good thing to bring her here — at any rate, for long enough to train some one who could be of use after she is gone. It would 1)e as good as a holida}^ to her, and it Avould be a great boon to the village. If I thought such a proposal would fall-in A\ith her o^\ai wishes, I would ask her at once to come and stay ^^ith me.' Miss Pentwistle gave a httle start. And Sir Merrion Lowater expected home at al- most any time. Lady Lowater, certainly. 298 LADY LO water's COMPANION. must be taking leave of her senses. But one must not oppose her too violently. My lady was one of tliose who would carry out a scheme, simply because the unde- sirability or impossibility of it was flung in her face ; when, if she were let alone or gently directed into some other interest, the obnoxious plan might die a natural death. But in this case it must be made to die, if possible. And so she replied, in a tone which did not indicate too much interest, either of one sort or another, ' I am afraid that would scarcely be practicable. You see those hospital nurses are generally under rigid rules, and, if Miss Dormer is on the regular staff, she could only accept your kind invitation by giving up her appointment. It would be a thousand pities for her to do that. Think what opportunities of usefulness she would be relinquishing.' LADY LO water's COMPANION. 299 ' As to tliat, the hospital would be only too glad to have her back whenever she chose to go, that is, if it had an}' common- sense at all. And the committee ought also to be very glad to put a place like this into the way of training its own nurses. Only think how useful they might be down at the Cove, where invalids are always coming. But that idea of Miss Dormer settling here permanently has not shaped itself into anything yet. I was thinking more how very pleasant it would be to have her in the house for a few weeks. She carries about mth her an atmosphere which is more refreshing to me than I can describe.' Miss Pentwistle shifted her ground now. ' She does. There is, as }'ou say, a won- derful straightforwardness about her. It might just weary you a little by-and-by, but at present I can quite understand how 300 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. it carries all before it. But do you think it would be a real kindness to bring her here as a guest ?' ' Why not ?' ' Well, you see, everything would be so different from her usual surroundings, and the contrast would be so painful when the time came for taking up the old round of duty again. I have my dou1)ts whether it is ever well to introduce an entirely new element into a life which has become habit- uated to its own routine. You see, now, Miss Dormer is quite content. What she might be when she had once become ac- customed to the luxuries of Lowater Court is another matter.' Miss Pentwistle thought she had put that very nicely. Xo one could question cither the common-sense or the kindliness of it. And over all there was cast the mantle of solicitude for that particular LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 301 sphere of work to which Miss Dormer had devoted herself. Could even Lady Lowater wish such a work to be interrupted ? Apparently Lady Lowater could. ' I don't think Valence Dormer depends much upon surrounding circumstances/ she replied, rising as if to put an end to the conversation. ' She knows what she has to do, and she does it. She is not one Avho leans back upon cushions of au}^ sort, more than is necessary.' ' That is because she has such a good constitution,' said unperceptive Miss Pent- mstle. ' I always say a strong spine is such a blessing to a woman. But I did not mean that Miss Dormer would feel the absence of easy-chairs in going back to the hospital. I have no doubt they make the nurses comfortable, after a fashion. It is rather the being lifted out of her natural sphere. You see, the people with whom 302 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. she lias been accustomed to associate ' * Oh ! I understand. You think she is not quite good enough for us, that we are condescending a little. Well, I think just the contrary. I think that a girl who is of as much use in the world as Valence Dormer, confers a favour rather than otherA\dse upon the idle women, like our- selves, when she gives us the benefit of her clear-sighted activity and cheerful- ness. I shall ask it as a great favour of her that she will spend with me what little time she can before taking up her work again at Hurchester. I don't think Mrs. Antony will object.' ' Oh ! dear, no. Lady Lowater,' said Miss Pent^vistle, with just a touch of spiteful- ness. Things had gone very ' contrairily ' this morning. 'Mrs. Antony will be the very last person in the world to do any- thino: so foolish. She A\dll be fir more LADY lowater's co:mpaniox. 303 likely to manage things so that Miss Dor- mer shall give up her situation at Hur- chester altogether, and then she ^dll look to you to provide a permanent home for her ; that being the least that could be expected, when you have deprived her of her former means of maintenance. Mrs. Antony object ! No, indeed. I am onh^ afraid you may be committing yourself to an indefinitely long visit on the part of the young lady.' ' Never mind. I will do what I feel to be right for Margaret Dyson, and the rest may take care of itself Now I am going to my afternoon nap.' And Ladv Lowater went awav, leavino- Miss PentA\istle in a most uncomfortable state of mind. 304 CHAPTER XXIII. Foe of course Mrs. Antony avouIcI snatch at tlie invitation. A far less contriving woman would do that, and not be to blame, either. And, once established at the Court, there was no telling, as Miss Pentwistle had very wisely hinted to Lady Lowater, when Miss Dormer might leave it. Margaret Dyson might linger on in- definitelv. With careful nursing and the comforts supplied from the Court, she probably would do so. One might give her until next mnter at the very least. And Sir Merrion was to come home at the beginning of June, say in three weeks' LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. 305 time. Had Lady Lo water thought of that ; and was she prepared for every- thino' that mio-ht come of the meetino;? Apparently she had thought, and was prepared, judging from her openly ex- pressed admiration of Miss Dormer, and the equanimity, not to say satisfaction, with which she spoke of her possible permanent settlement in the neighbour- hood. Xow Miss Pentmstle, thouo^h not shifted with an intellect above the common lot, had yet a considerable amount of shrcAvd observation, quickened by having had to take care of herself in other people's houses for the last hve-and-twenty years. She was thankful to say that she was not a selfish woman, far from it ; but her own rights she knew, and her own rights she would have. There was nothing in the catechism contrary to that. Indeed, it VOL. I. X 306 LADY LOWATEk's COMPANION. was a state of things which naturally re- sulted upon correct and prudent conduct. And beyond these rights was a somewhat hazily defined margin of interests, some- times wandering, without any proper geo- graphical boundary, into the interests of other people. Her interests, also. Miss Pentmstle looked after in the same man- ner as she looked after her rights, believ- ing that they belonged to her just as righteously. And if they ran counter to those of other people, why, then the other people must look after themselves. It was a fair rule, so long as people allowed it to work both Avays. And Miss Pentwistle generally accomj)anied it in her own thoughts with, the common-sense proverb, Everyone for himself, and God for us aU. Also Miss Pentmstle knew that she by no means filled up the measure of Lady LADY LOWATEr's COMP ANION. 307 Lowater's requirements in the matter of (companionship. They 'got on,' as the phrase is, very comfortably together, but there was no more real affinity between them than between so much copper and steel dust which has been shaken up in a bottle together for fifteen years. Let the magnet come, and the steel-dust will straightway gather to it, with no sense of regret at the loss of the copper comjDanionship. Nor perhaps would the copper mourn, unless the change of relationship caused it to be emptied out of the l)ottle altogether. Now Miss Pentwistle could not help suspecting that Lady Lowater and Valence Dormer had too much of the nature of magnet and steel about them. Valence was a girl who gave off a certain amount of force and vitality to those who could receive it from her. There was, as Lady Lowater said, an atmosphere about her in X 2 308 LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. which some people breathed more freely^ and others found it very difficult to get on at all. For herself, she was obliged to confess she belonged to the latter class. In Miss Dormer's presence she could not ex- press herself with comfort. What she said did not seem to be received according to its value. She might almost say that the young lady seemed to shake it off just as one shakes off thistledown, either with indifference or impatience, according as the garment to which it attaches itself happens to be smooth or rough. Some- times Miss Dormer would listen quietly, that was when the garment was smooth. Sometimes she would coolly pick off and scatter the thistledown away, that was when the garment, or call it temper, if you like — for Miss Dormer had a temper — was rough. But either way it was disposed of, with no sort of respect in the disposition. LADY LOWATER's COMPANION. 301) NoAV, with Lady Lowatcr things were quite diiferent. She never seemed to be in the least degree ruffled or offended by Miss Dormer's independent manner of re- eeiving other people's opinions. Indeed, she rather seemed to like it. It was quite curious to see the interest witli which she would listen to the young girl's openly expressed contradiction in matters relating tc) her own department of Avork, and in- deed to any other, Miss Dormer being a person who had notions of her own about most things. Perhaps Lad}- LoAvater liked it by way of contrast. Possibly she her- self, anxious to do her duty, had been too yielding, too read}' to give up her own will. She had made it her business, ever since she came to the Court, to avoid dis- cussions and collisions of any kind, and so far she must say she had succeeded admir- ably, thinking all the while she was doing 310 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. both herself and her kclyship a service by ignoring topics uj)on which there might be a difference of opinion. Bnt now she began to think she might have been a better friend to herself at any rate, by a little whole- some contradiction, seeing how very plea- santly it Avas taken when administered by Miss Dormer. To see the influence, too, which that girl was beginning to have over a woman generally so cold and uninterested. How she seemed to be draAving out Lady Lo- water's affections, how a quite new expres- sion, an almost motherly tenderness, would come sometimes over the hard haughty face when Valence Dormer was near. Motherly. Ah, that was the point. That brouoht Miss Pentwis tie's thouo^hts back to a whole brood of unpleasant possi- bilities. Sir Merrion, a social, genial, impulsive LADY LOWATErx's COMPANION- 311 young man as everyone knew him to be, home in three weeks' time from a foreign station where }'oung ladies Avere as scarce as roses in the month of April, thrown into intimate companionship ^\ith. a piquant girl like A^alence Dormer, and not only so, but Anth a previous" acquaintance, made under the most promising conditions, to start from — why, an}' sensible person might tell what would come of it. A marriage, of course. And how about the companionship then? Equally of course it would be done awa}' with. For the doAvager Lad}' LoAvater Avould Avant no one else to keep her company Avhen there Avas a bright young girl in the house ; one, too, Avho could balance accounts and manage a Avhole regiment of servants. Miss PentAAristle folded up her serviette and AA^ent into the draAAing-room. 312 LADY LOWATEr's COMPANION. Lady Lowater was in the cliair asleep. Yes, really asleep, for her hands were still, and there Avas the quietest smile upon her face, as though pleasant thoughts had been the last to visit her. Could they have been thoughts of Valence Dormer and Merrion ? Miss Pentwistle did not go to sleep at idl that afternoon. END Ob' THE FIRST VOLUME. LONDON : PRINTED BY DUNCAN MACDONALD, BLENHEIM HOUbF. l^vX "v\ f.; ^\;^r^ ^ \~ 3 0112 042231149