"^ .V./^-.i' ... ■ ^/U*^^ / irv^ LIKE LOST SHEEP: LIKE LOST SHEEP: BY ARNOLD GRAY AUTHOR OF " THE WIL1> WARRINGTONS," &C. " Though the mills of God grind slowly, yet they grind exceeding small ; Though ivith patience He stands waiting, with exactness grinds He all. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. ILontion : WARD AND DOWNEY, 12 YORK STREET, COVENT GARDEN. 1885. [All Rights Resei'ved.} LEWES S PRINTED BY H. W, WOLFF. I/- 1 MliS. SIMPSON-CARSON, K.,^^ AS A SLIGHT ]?UT SINCERE ACKNOAYLEDG EMENT OK HEU KINDNESS AND UEIl SYMPATHY, THIS STORY IS INSCRIBED ^ BY THE CO o AUTHOR. I I CONTENTS. PRELUDE- CHAPTER I CHAPTER II CHAPTER III PAGE 25 51 CHAPTER I • . 62 CHAPTER 11 • . 80 CHAPTER III • • 93 CHAPTER IV • . 106 CHAPTER V • . 120 CHAPTER VI • • 144 CHAPTER VII • • '56 CHAPTER VIII . . 186 CHAPTER IX • . 202 CHAPTER X . 216 CHAPTER XI « . 238 LIKE LOST SHEEP. PEELIJDE. CHAPTER I. *' And this, you say, must be the end of it all?" " What would you have ? All things, like men and women themselves, must come to an end in some way or other — sooner or later, you know." A pause. Then the woman — in reality she was little more than a girl — said : "Well, the end of — of all this has come round terribly soon, I think, looking back to the beginning of it, remembering how it began ! " VOL. I. B LIKE LOST SHEEP. She spoke with self-control — indeed, with a curiously quiet mien — though her heart was full of gall, and her bosom heaved visibly. A keen sense of her bitter wrongs was changing love to hate; changing it slowly, perhaps, but surely and absolutely neverthe- less. Already a vague desire, a desire that would grow and grow, for revenge of some kind, had begun to stir in her breast. It could not be that she was powerless in every direction ? Assuredly by some means, legi- timate or otherwise, an adequate revenge was possible to her; would come, with time, within her reach ? Else was there no kind- ness, no pity, no justice in the clear heavens above them ! The man, as he answered her, laughed ; not unkindly, but in an easy and a matter- of-fact style which had something of cynicism in it too. " My dear Minna," he said, " that ' looking back ' is always an unsatisfactory business, and can do one no earthly good ; at any rate, that is my own experience. It is all pure humbug, believe me, about the chief happiness of life consisting in anticipation and retrospection. The present is everything. Make the best of it while you've got it — the LIKE LOST SHEEP. rest is mere folly and waste of time. My child, like hundreds of others before us, we have made a blunder; what remains for us to do now is — well, you may perhaps have heard what Shakespeare says about ' what's gone and what's past help ' — " He finished the sentence with a shrug. His coolness, his sophistry, the absence of all humanity in his dealings with her, goaded her to momentary passion. Her self-repres- sion gave way, and she smote her hands together with a despair that was very real. " Faugh ! " she cried, almost as if her wretchedness were choking her, " I cannot stand it — I will not listen to you ! Who would have believed, a few months back, that it would all come to this ! Ah me ! not I — not my dear father, had he known — indeed not anyone who knew me. Kind Heaven ! what fiends men are, and what fools, what poor fond fools, are women to trust them for a single hour — " " Come, Minna, Minna," he interrupted quite gently, as if he were admonishing an angry child, " did we not agree only yesterday that we have had about enough of these scenes ? They are not nice ; they fatigue one. You bore one to death, you know, my dear, with your tragedy fits — you do, indeed. 4 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Besides, if you excite yourself you will suffer for it, recollect. That horrid pain will return, and — " " Let it ! " she burst out. " Let it, and put an end to me. The sooner the better. Garth!" " Come, be rational," said he, '' and let us talk the matter over sensibly ; not only sensibly, but finally. It is," drawing out his watch and holding it close to his eyes in the fading evening light — '' getting late. It is close upon eight o'clock, Minna." With an effort which cost her not a little she checked herself, and regained the strained composure she had lost. As she swallowed or dashed aside the tears which seemed to be burning away her sight, she was vowing inwardly, again and again, that, once she could see the path to it clearly before her, she would take her revenge upon him for what he had done. There could be for him no punishment cruel enough on earth, she felt, as a proportionate reward for his black- hearted perfidy. Thouofh the storm in her breast had for a moment got the upper-hand, she well knew that the time for tears and supplications wa& gone by ; that tears and pleadings for mercy could avail her nothing now. The man was LIKE LOST SHEEP. as granite; his love for her — if real love had ever existed — vras dead. Being weary of her, he was chafing to be rid of her. That was the naked truth. She felt like a bird in a fowler's net, the means of escape from which could come only through death itself. With a shuddering sigh she pressed her hands upon her forehead ; then looked at him with a mixture of love and scorn which struggled for the mastery in her despairing eyes. " If I were not sure," she said, '' if I were not as certain of it as I am that we — you and I, Garth — shall one day, in another world, have to answer for the sins we have committed in this — were I not convinced, I say, that you are lying to me, lying even now as we stand here together, in your cowardly knowledge of my pitiable inability to help myself, it would not be so hard to bear. But I know that I am your wife, Sir Garth Gilroy — that I am guiltless of any wrong-doing ; that our marriage of four months ago was a legal marriage ; that we are husband and wife in the sight of Heaven and man alike ! You did not lie to me then. No ! I feel it, am convinced of it — though you lie to me now ! You 6 LIKE LOST SHEEP. showed to me then what jou called our marriage -certificate ; you say now that the paper was false, and that you have destroyed it as being utterly worthless. What can I do ? How am I to disprove these wicked statements ? You took me away to London, where I had never before been in my life, and where I have never since been ; you took me, half-dazed, to a place where you said we could be lawfully married — I loved you, I believed you. I know no more than the simplest child what to do in order to dis- cover — " Gilroy ever so slightly shrugged his shoulders a second time. " Yes, yes, so you have often reminded me," he threw in. " If you will not believe me, I cannot make you do so. After all, you will have little reason to complain ; you are amply provided for" — taking out a cigar-case and lighting a cigar. " I have explained all that to you, and I don't — I really don't, upon my word — see that you have much to complain about. You might be in a far worse plight than you are, Minna ; you might, indeed." She made a gesture of passionate weari- ness, almost of disgust. Homeless, fatherless, friendless, money- cc LIKE LOST SHEEP. less— for I would die in a ditch. Garth, rather than I would touch a penny of your money after this night ! Yes, I might be, as you remark, in a worse plight than I am already in," she cried bitterly; ''but it is beyond me to divine in what way that could happen. Can I go back to my father with- out you ? No, a thousand times no ! Can I earn my living in the manner in which so many women earn theirs, when I have had no education of any service, and when to be cooped up in a house from morning till night, after my life of perfect freedom and un- restraint, would be simply another name for dying a slow death ? Have I a friend in the whole world to whom I can go and tell the story I should have to tell, or who would believe it when it was told ? Grarth, you know that I have not. Oh, you are cruel— you are cruel ! " Here she broke down again— this time broke down completely — and, in spite of her proud spirit, sobbed as if her heart would break. " It will be wholly your own fault, Minna, you know, if you die in a ditch — and dying in a ditch, by-the-bye, must be deucedly unpleasant, I should fancy," he coldly observed, not looking at his com- 8 LIKE LOST SHEEP. panion, but scrutinising the ash of the cigar he was smoking. " I wish you would be reasonable. Since this is to be our last evening together, we may as well spend it amicably as not." She paid no heed to him ; but, leaning heavily against a tree, wept with her face covered. As they stood there, in the long sweet grass, in the cool August twilight, the old gray country-house, known in that part of Warwickshire as Lonefield Grange, hidden from view, the rich foliage all about them just shivering now and then, their figures were reflected in the water of the mere close by. Over the smooth surface of that broad expanse of water the gnats were dancing in gay gray flocks, and the swallows swept low and with bewildering rapidity, wheeling hither and thither in their flight. There was a smell of late clover in the air, and voices of harvest people working at some distance off were borne now and again across the quiet leas. Moored to the willow-trunk against which the girl still leant, a boat lay idle in a sheltered creek. It was a steady-looking old boat of the light-punt pattern, its green paint blistered by the summer sun. At the LIKE LOST SHEEP. 9 bottom of it were lying a discarded fishing- rod and bait-can, together with a pair of sculls somewhat the worse for wear. The young man, softly whistling, stooped and unfastened the chain ; then stepping into the punt, he held out his hand to Minna. " Come," he said, in a light yet authorita- tive tone. " I shall be miles from the Grange by this hour to-morrow night, and I should like to carry away with me, if possible, a not entirely disagreeable recollection of my last English summer evening. Because, you know, if I never return — and life's full of mishaps — this is the last I shall ever see in the old country. We can talk just as well sitting in the boat as we can standing here in this confoundedly dewy grass ; besides, it will be like old times, and the moon will be rising directly. The dog-cart isn't ordered until ten." With a repetition of the old impetuous movement she once more brushed from her eyes the tears which blinded them. She stood erect, yet irresolute, looking at him curiously. When she was calmer, she said : " Do you want to kill me ? Do you mean to take me out and drown me ? It would be one way certainly — perhaps the best — of getting rid of me, Garth. I have heard that 10 " LIKE LOST SHEEP. the mere is horribly deep out yonder there in the middle." He laughed pleasantly. ** My dear child, nothing was farther from my thoughts. In reality, I was thinking that we should be more private, more alone, out there on the water than here in the park. One of the servants might be strolling about and passing this way. Servants, whatever they may pretend, are spies at the best of times." " You are cruel enough for a murderer," she said, shivering. " Don't be absurd, Minna." " Murderers are always cruel — they must be so," she said, obstinately; "else they couldn't be murderers." "You reason without thinking, and think without reasoning," answered he, with some display of irritation. Then he added care- lessly — " My dear, you are wrong ; my nature is essentially a passive one. In a tragedy of any kind I shouldj I fancy, be the slain — never the slayer. Bah ! what nonsense we are drifting into. Jump in, Minnehaha ! " A man can always jest about the unknown, because the unknown is never real; just as he, being full of health and ignorant of what the future may have in store for him, can LIKE LOST SHEEP. 11 laugh at death and its terrors when standing perhaps upon the identical spot where his grave is shortly to be dug. It was a truly merciful wisdom that ordained that the morrow should be veiled. Notwithstanding, in a way, the present is the future, as surely as " conduct is fate." Without another word the girl sprang into the boat, disdaining the proffered aid of her companion's hand. " I will take the sculls," she said. " A pull at them will do me good perhaps — will exorcise the fiend in me. I feel to-night like— like— " " A murderer," he suggested calmly. " Eh, Minna?" She gave him no reply ; but grasped the sculls with the air of an adept, settling her- self firmly upon her seat as one thoroughly accustomed to the work. "As you will," said he; and sat down, facing her, upon the well of the punt. Half-a-dozen vigorous strokes carried them well out from the bank, the swallows skim- ming around them with their incessant '' tweet, tweet," and dipping their long wings into the smooth dark water. Here and there, where the belting trees would admit of it, the fading light from the 12 LIKE LOST SHEEP. rainbow west came slanting in tremulously upon the beautiful gloom of the place. This lonely mere in the park of Lonefield Grange was several acres in extent ; was as lonely indeed as a wilderness, as silent as the Dead Sea itself. Nothing there smote the stillness at this hour, save the restless twit- tering of the swallows and the splash of Minna's sculls. Near the margin of the mere, in the solemn shade of the great cool boughs, the pike were evidently on the feed. The girl and her com- panion could see the consternation which pre- vailed amongst the helpless little fishes at the sudden appearance in their midst of the hungry monster they dreaded. " The roach and gudgeon are in for a bad quarter of an hour this evening," observed the young man, indolently. " Look, my Minnehaha ! " She rowed on in silence ; her head slightly turned towards her right shoulder, her proud brown eyes full of thought and sadness. Her present occupation displayed to advan- tage her handsome figure — the full bust, the firm shoulders, the rounded waist, and the somewhat large white arms revealed by the short open sleeves of her gown : a gown fashioned from some delicate pink material, LIKE LOST SHEEP. 13 which, finished off as it was with lace and ribbon, suited her warm beauty admirably. Her chestnut hair was soft and luxuriant, and grew low about her wide white forehead. In age she was two-and-twenty ; but a stranger, looking at her that night, would have said that her years were more. She seemed to have aged perceptibly within the past few hours. The man opposite to her on the well of the punt was barely as tall as the girl ; was slight in build, good-looking, as the phrase goes, though decidedly somewhat effeminate in appearance at this period of his life. His hands and feet were small, his clothes faultless in cut, his raven-black moustache was perfumed and carefully curled. He had crossed the threshold of his thirtieth year ; but, unlike the firm-limbed young Hebe before him, he did not look his age by a good half-dozen years. " I hope," he said presently, breaking the deep quiet which reigned about them, *' that you are resolving to come round to a sensible frame of mind with regard to the arrange- ment I propose — " '' I was resolving nothing. I was think- ing," she struck in curtly, turning her gaze slowly upon him, but not resting as she spoke 14 LIKE LOST SHEEP. in the measured working of her sculls, " of what I have more than once heard my dear lost father say of you and yours : that the Gilroys — and, Garth, he knows them well, for he has lived with them — were ever a bad, heartless lot ; that the women of their family were seldom good or happy, the men always selfish and hard — nay, more, that they were profligates, liars, spendthrifts; worse even — for they were invariably brutal to their wives. So how can one wonder if the wives themselves were bad and unhappy, Garth ? " " Humph ! The old man said that of the Gilroys, did he ? Exceedingly uncompli- mentary and ungrateful of him, I must say, when he owes to them the bread he eats, and has done so all his life ! " laughed Sir Garth. " I would to Heaven I had believed him, or had given . a moment's reflection to his words, when I first met you ! " said Minna, with energy. And the boat moved faster over the dusky mere. " Unfortunately, one is always wise too late in this world," observed Gilroy, with a smile. '' I wonder what the old ingrate would say if he knew everything, Minnehaha ? " " If you mean my father, I know what he would do," she rejoined. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 15 « Yes ? " " Why, kill you — or try to." " My dear girl, you are morbid this even- ing ! You can talk of nothing but murder.'* " Perhaps," she answered briefly. The last streak of rose and primrose died out in the lilac sky ; a mist was gathering over the water, more noticeably so near the bank where the alders grew. Behind the trees which hid the hushed old Grange, a yellow light foretold that the moon was now on the rise. The swallows had disappeared; the bats had taken their place ; the voices of the distant harvest-folk had ceased, and the creaking waggon-wheels were still. The narrow punt and its two occupants facing each other might have been a ghostly boat and crew upon a ghostly lake in a dream. They were some distance from land^ — the dim moon waxing stronger and stronger — when Minna suddenly uttered a low cry. It escaped her involuntarily. Was it of anguish, of joy, of triumph, of what ? She had bowed herself over the oars as she sat ; her face was hidden ; she remained thus, quite motionless, for seconds. " What is the matter ? " asked Gilroy, startled from the reverie into which he had 16 ^LIKE LOST SHEEP. fallen. He stared, not without concern, at the girl whom he had called Minnehaha. '' Are you ill ? Is it the pain again ? " She lifted her head from her arms and pushed back the hair from her brow. A strange light shone in her beautiful eyes, from which all trace of tears had vanished ; a mocking smile seemed to play about her lips. "No, no," she quickly answered; "I am quite well. I — I did not mean to cry out. I was very nearly thinking my thoughts aloud. Odd, was it not ? Garth," she went on feverishly, before he could speak, " I perceive now how foolish I am to talk of refusing to touch that allowance which you propose. Of course, since — since I dare not go home to the Lock, I cannot live on nothing. One must live somehow, I suppose — must not one ? So if you will forgive my obstinacy in the matter, let it be as you at first suggested. Write to the lawyers and tell them what you said you would, and — and that I agree to everything. Garth.*' " Ah, now you are wise," returned the young man, throwing away the stump of his cigar and lighting another, with a visible air of relief. " Listen, Minna ! Time is short. I want to get you to comprehend things LIKE LOST SHEEP. thoroughly, so that in the future there may be no mistake." Ah ! if he could but have guessed what was brewing in her passionate heart and in her busy brain ! " I am listening," she answered, meekly ; " though I think it is scarcely necessary to repeat all that you have said before." Nevertheless, it was some time later on when Minna shipped her sculls and the punt touched the bank again. As it did so the clock on the cupola in the stable-yard of the Grange struck the half-hour after nine. They landed upon the other side of the mere, now chaining the boat to a half-sunken post at the base of a flight of wooden steps which led down from the garden to the water's edge. Hard by was an ivy-crowned boathouse, very ancient of aspect, sheltering a dainty skiff and a larger punt. The skiff, which had been a gift to Minna from Sir Garth when she first came to Lonefield Grange, was shrouded in white tarpaulin ; and its outline in the moonlight was clearly defined as it lay upon the black water in the cavern- like boathouse. Some weird bird of nio^ht, at their approach, flew blindly out from the VOL. I. C 18 LIKE LOST SHEEP. boathouse rafters and went screeching in its alarm over the sleeping lake. As Minna somewhat tiredly ascended the wooden steps, to which dank green water- weeds clung in slimy masses, and beneath which the water-rats loved to gambol, she glanced at the little skiff tied up in its tarpaulin shroud and shuddered in spite of herself. " Are you cold ? " asked Gilroy. They were crossing the lawn, where a sun- dial stood ghostlike, on their way to the Grange — a mansion of Elizabethan build, which confronted them upon the slightly rising ground. " Cold ? N^ot in the least," she replied. " I was thinking of — " " Thinking again, Minna ! Something unpleasant, of course," he interjected. '' Yes. I was thinking of the astonishing difference between the man you are, Garth, and the man you can be ; between the man that you are to me now and the man that you were, for instance, when you gave me my little boat." " Ah, the subject of ' lost illusions ' is a curious one for contemplation," said he, carelessly. " Life is swamped by them." "I suppose we loved each other once," she said, dreamily, speaking as if to herself. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 19 " Well, I suppose so," lie answered, wondering whether the dogcart he had ordered was ready. They entered the old house by the library window, which was partly of stained glass, and which opened to the ground. The room was handsomely furnished with dull red hangings and cumbersome furniture. There were many valuable books upon the walls; the oai^ floor was bare. Above the grotesque " dogs " on the hearth and the tall mantel- piece which overhung them, the arms of the Oilroys figured in oak : three doves and a bloody hand. Beneath the device was the strange motto — ^^ Je fais mourirr The first Gilroy of any importance had been a traitor and a renegade, having won his spurs and his fortune under the banner of the English Henry upon the field of Agin- court. Upon a table stood decanters of wine, an old Venetian flask of cognac, some glasses and a dish of fruit. Gilroy poured out a small tumbler of cognac and tossed off the draught standing. He was beginning to feel for the first time in this hour of parting that his nerves were somewhat shaken and needed pulling together. 20 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " EverytMng is all right — traps and so forth went on this afternoon, I believe ; and — and you understand all that we have been discussing, Minna, I hope?" he said, not without some awkwardness of mien. " Yes. Everything that you ordered has been done for you, 1 know," she answered, as steadily as she could. "And I — and I perfectly comprehend everything." She was resting on a sofa by the open window, looking rather pale now in her pretty pink gown with the lamplight falling upon it. She stood up with difficulty, and added then : *' Garth, I hear wheels ! It is the dog-cart. Let us say good-bye and get it over." She extended her cold hand, and he took it at once. He would have held it within his own, but she drew it away resolutely. "You leave Liverpool some time to- morrow, I think you told me ? " said Minna, growing paler and paler every second. Her very lips were turning white with a bluish hue about them. " Yes ; I shall just manage to catch the 10.40 from Leamington to-night, and shall breakfast in Liverpool, if all's well, to-morrow morning. The City of Borne leaves towards evening." J> LIKE LOST SHEEP. 21 She could not answer jusfe then; words would not come. '' I will write to you from New York, Minna," he said, with assumed cheeriness. " I would rather that — that you did not, she managed to reply. " And from New York you go — " " To the Far West — to Texas, California perhaps; then on to Japan, Egypt, Syria — Heaven knows whither, and I care not ! After all, a man's life — Minna, you are really ill now ; it is useless to deny it. Here, sip this" — making a dash for the table and pouring out more of the cognac. However, he was too late. With a chok- ing and shuddering sound, her hands pressed upon her heart, she staggered forward, marble-white, and would have fallen if he had not caught her in his arms. A knock at the door. A servant entered the room, bringing with him his master's hat and a travelling-coat for summer wear. '' Sir G-arth," said the man, " the dog-cart is waiting." *' Here 1 " cried Gilroy. " Look sharp — fetch Mrs. Oliver ! Your mistress is unwell — one of her fainting-fits ! " The man disappeared in haste, whilst Gilroy laid the unconscious girl upon the 22 LIKE LOST SHEEP. couch near the window and moistened her lips with brandy. Mrs. Oliver, the house-keeper, a motherly soul well on in middle- age — she had lived for many years at Lonefield Grange — bustled in, all alarm and concern on her mistress's account ; at least, on account of the young girl whom she and her fellow do- mestics had regarded as their lawful mistress during the past summer months of that year. Minna's advent at the lonely old house had been a great event. For years Mrs. Oliver and one or two servants had had the Grange to themselves. But the days after her arrival in their midst had gone by, and nobody called on Lady Gilroy; and the housekeeper and her ser- vants — as servants will do — like other people, formed opinions of their own, and expressed amongst themselves those opinions pretty freely. There was something " queer " about Sir Garth and Lady Gilroy. And the odd separation on this August night confirmed the dark suspicion. Presently the colour crept back to Minna's cheeks and lips ; and she slowly opened her eyes to find that her head was pillowed upon Mrs. Oliver's shoulder. >> J> LIKE LOST SHEEP. 23 " Where am I ? What is the time ? " she whispered, struggling into a sitting posture and looking helplessly aronnd her. " The time, my lady ? " said the house- keeper, soothingly. " It is past ten o'clock ; and you are here at Lonefield Grange." "And Sir Garth — where is he?" she asked, her wits still abroad. "He — he is gone, my lady.' " Gone ! " " Yes, my lady.' "Ah," she groaned, "I remember!" Then lifting her eyes mechanically to the carved shield above the mantelpiece, with its yi- human motto and bloody hand — the inter- pretation of which she had learned from her lover in days gone by, when she had noticed one evening the same crest and words en- graved upon the stone of his signet-ring-^ her lips moved again. "Your cruelty has not slain me — you have not yet broken my heart. No, not yet, Garth ! " she muttered. " Did you speak, my lady ? '' " No. Thank you, I am better now, Mrs. Oliver, and want to be alone." The housekeeper rose ; and having placed the wine within reach of Minna's sofa, she reluctantly left the library. Alone, Minna stood up. With one hand pressed for 24 LIKE LOST SHEEP. support upon the couch-head, she raised her eyes and the other hand, with an im- passioned gesture. Heavenward. " Time will show," she cried, " which is the stronger — E-ight or Wrong ! ' Je fats mourirl Ah, no ! you have not killed me yet. I will live — so Heaven help me — for justice and revenge ! '' CHAPTER II. l^EABLY four years had elapsed since that August night when, in the library of the lonely old Warwickshire mansion, Minna and Sir Garth Gilroy had parted from each other for ever. Now it was the month of June, and the early morning was brilliant with sunshine and roses. The sunshine flashed and sparkled upon the dancing waters of the Dane ; the roses — red, white, and yellow — clustered in profu- sion around the porch and windows of the four- roomed cottage at the Lock. Adam Ford, the lock-keeper, the picture of human grief, sat upon the bench in the creeper-covered porch, a newspaper spread upon his knee. There had been a time when Adam was hale and robust, strong of mind, and stout of limb. He had been a great traveller, too, Bud had seen many foreign sights and cities ; 26 LIKE LOST SHEEP. but a crushing sorrow of recent years had fallen upon him, and he had grown old before his time. He heeded neither the sweet scents which abounded in the garden of the Lock cottage nor the splendid sunlight which turned the river to molten silver and the meadows to fields of gold. "Hullo! Mr. Ford; ain't you well?" called out a young voice, clear and lusty. " What's the matter ? " On the other side of the Lock, having crossed the first part of the long, straggling and somewhat rickety wooden bridge which connected the Borough meadows with the meadows which lay around Woldney Moat, stood a manly and healthy-looking youngster of ten or thereabout, armed with rod and line. With the boy was a sunburnt little maid, three or four years his junior, who carried a small gallipot which contained worms for bait. She echoed her brother's question — " What's the matter with you, Mr. Ford?" Adam looked up, and shook his gray head hopelessly ; but made no reply. So the boy, thinking more of his own delightful errand just then than of the lock- keeper's trouble, said : LIKE LOST SHEEP. 27 " We're going to liave a long day's fishing in Woldney park, Mr. Ford ; for father says that Sir Garth will be soon coming home, and then it will be all up with it, father says, and we shan't be able to fish there any more. And Dan'l's going to bring us our dinner out there." "Yes, Dan'l is going to bring us our dinner," said the little girl. " Master Roger," then said Adam, " I have had terrible news this morning — though perhaps," he added, more to himself than to the children, " it's about the best news I could have had of her, after all ! — and. I want you to ask your father if he'll be good enough to let me have the cart to drive to Redtown in. I want to catch a train, for I've got to go a journey to London, tell him. And will you ask him, too. Master Roger, if Dan'l can come and mind the Lock while I'm gone — Naomi, I daresay, will bring your dinners over into the park — for Coverley is very full of stranger folk, with the Races close here and all ; and there's safe to be a sight o' boats coming through, the day being so fine. Tell him. Master Roger, will you ? that Mr. Pringle sent round the paper to me, and that — and that I read my bad news in the first column on the front page. Say that. 28 LIKE LOST SHEEP. and he'll understand. In tlie first column on the front page — don't forget." " All right," was the boy's willing answer. " Here, Kate, hold my rod whilst I go ! " And he ran back along the wooden bridge to his home — Little Borough Mills, commonly called the Little Mills — which was situated just where the bridge began, and took Adam Ford's message to his father. " Come over, Miss Katie, and pick a few raspberries till Master Roger comes back," said Adam. And the little lass, nothing loath, and fearless of the sparkling water about the cool dark mouth of the Lock, trotted across the narrow plank above the great gates to pick raspberries in Adam Ford's garden. In the rear of the Lock cottage, near to the Margrave high road, were situated the larger mills — Borough Mills proper — where dwelt Mr. and Mrs. Solomon Pringle and their family. These Pringles were more prosperous and well-to-do in every sense than the Harlands at Little Borough Mills ; the mills upon the other side of the water. This being the case, the Pringles, in a measure, " looked down'' upon the Harlands — although Mrs. Pringle would sometimes call her husband "par" and her eldest daughter " Juleyer." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 29' Between nine and ten o'clock on that sum- mer morning Adam Ford found himself in the mill-yard of Little Borough Mills; seated in Mr. Harland's spring-cart, with the reins gathered in his hand and his carpet-bag at his feet— the good-natured miller and his wife, both full of sympathy and kind intent, standing by in the hot sunshine. "If you can't get back to-night — and I dare* say you won't — why, don't worry," said the miller; ''the mare and cart '11 be quite safe at ' The Roebuck' in Redtown. And Dan'l shall mind the Lock — I'll see to that. He is not wanted in the mill to-day, nor to-morrow either, as far as I know at present.'' " You're very good to me, sir," murmured Adam. " Don't hinder him, Roger," here gently put in Mrs. Harland ; '' time's precious, you know." " If I can only get a last look at her poor- dead face," said the lock-keeper, heart- brokenly, " and drop a kiss of forgiveness — though the Lord knows I forgave her long ago — on her lips, I'll try and be satisfied. Well, good-day, sir — good-day, ma'am — and thank you both for your kindness, I'm sure."' " Good-bye," said the miller and his wife together ; and the lock-keeper drove out of the yard and into the lane which, cutting 30 LIKE LOST SHEEP. througli tlie meadows, led to the Redtown road. There was no branch line of railroad in those days, as in these, from the main line to Coverley-on-Dane. If Coverley folk were desirous of visiting London they drove to Twycross or to Redtown and caught the train thus. But it was always the better plan, though the longer way, to go direct to Redtown; because Twycross being little better than a village, the fast trains never stopped there. Redtown, on the other hand, was the principal town of its county, and boasted a jail, a factory, and other places of renown. On his way thither Adam more than once took from his pocket the newspaper which Mr. Pringle, seeing what it contained, had thought fit — or rather which Mrs. Pringle, after marking the notice with ink, had seen fit — to send round after breakfast to the Lock cottage. With dim eyes Adam read over for the twentieth time the sorrowful news on the first sheet. And his tears dropped as he read. " The poor man will be glad to know that the creature is gone," had said Mrs. Pringle. *' Let him have the paper, par, when you've done with it.'' LIKE LOST SHEEP. 31 "He shall," said Mr. Pringle, with his mouth full of ham. " It's a real mercy she is dead and gone, Solomon," continued Mrs. Pringle, with a virtuous air ; " or as time went on she would have been for coming back to the Lock — the bare-faced thing ! — and with the gurls growing up and that, why, it would have been dreadful, Solomon — simply dreadful I '' " So it would, mar ; you're right," said Mr. Pringle. " Another cup o' coffee, my dear." Mrs. Pringle replenished her husband's coffee-cup, and then said to their eldest daughter : " Pass the toast to your par, Juleyer, my dear ; and don't drop your crumbs on the new carpet." " Theirs is awful shabby at the Little Mills," put in the second girl Louisa. " Isn't it, Jill ? " Julia, commonly called *' Jill " by her sisters, answered promptly : "Lor', yes ! Not a scrap of colour in it anywhere; nor in the drawing-room one •either, ma ! " Mrs. Pringle reproved her " gurls " — she had no son — in her own wise maternal fashion. " It is not polite or nice, Jill and Louisa, 32 LIKE LOST SHEEP. to talk in that style about your neighbours'^ belongings, even if they are shabby, and are not so good as our own. It is not every- body, recollect, my dears, that has things so nice as us. And besides, little ladies should be seen and not heard; shouldn't they, par ? " . "Of course," said papa; "seen and not heard, of course ! " *'And when are we to ride in our own carriage ? " cried little Hester, the youngest. " You said, pa, not long ago, that one day we should ride in our own carriage ! " " Hush ! " whispered Mrs. Pringle, hold- ing up her finger, a delighted smile beaming over her fat face nevertheless. " What did I say just now about little ladies, Hetty ? " Mr. Pringle got up — he was a stout, self- satisfied man, with a very red, whiskerless face and short thick legs — and looked out from the breakfast-room window into his mill-yard, where his own flourishing mills were undergoing repairs and being improved and added-to in a very extensive manner. He whistled softly to himself for some seconds ; then he said : " Yes, Hetty, my child, some day — and before not so very long neither — mar and all of you shall ride in your own kerridge.'' LIKE LOST SHEEP. 33 Jill and Louisa clapped their hands in glee. " How grand we shall be, pa, then,'' they cried out ; "as grand as Sir Garth Gilroj, shan't we, pa ? " Before noon Adam Ford was in a railway train, being hurried along towards the great city of which the lock-keeper knew hardly anything. He and his grief had a third- class compartment to themselves, and the much-crumpled newspaper was still in his hand, though every word of the message it contained for him was already stamped upon his brain. " FoED. — June 9th, at 30, Prince's Street, Brompton, Minnehaha, only daughter of Adam Ford, of Borough Lock, near Coverley- on-Dane ; aged 26 years." That was how it ran ; and the same announcement, on that 12th day of June, was in every daily newspaper in the king- dom. A stranger to London and the London streets, it was some time before the lock- keeper arrived at the place he sought. In his heart-sickness and desolate state of mind, bewildered by the noise and traffic and ceaseless press of life around him, after the sweet and breezy solitude of his country home by the woods and river, meadows, and the sparkling weir, he got into wrong omni- VOL. I. D 34 LIKE LOST SHEEP. buses and took wrong turnings at every other step. At lengtL, through the kindness of a passer-by, who directed him aright, late in the afternoon he arrived at Prince's Street, Brompton. He found No. 30 a quiet, respectable lodging-house, roomy but very dull, which was kept by a widow of uncertain age, care- worn and somewhat crafty-looking. She looked indeed as if she and life were daily wrestlers in a hard old world. Minutes elapsed however before the door was opened to Adam and his shabby carpet-bag ; for there had been sounds of scuffling and hurry- ing along the passage and on the stairs, as of a person or persons getting out of the way, after the stranger's first knock. When all was quiet again, the careworn widow appeared. Adam explained to her at once who he was, and then inquired eagerly whether he was too late. "No," the widow told him, hardly above a whisper — the dingy house was horribly silent now — "he was not too late. The funeral would not take place until the next day. The weather had been very warm, she knew ; but they couldn't manage it before." The lock-keeper thanked Heaven for it, and then asked whether he might be allowed to see his daughter at once. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 35 But the landlady explained, with a melan- choly shake of her frowzy cap, that he could not see the body — only the coffin containing it ; for the undertaker's man had been to the house on that very afternoon and had fastened the coffin down. The weather, she again re- minded Adam, had been very warm; he must remember that. What they had done was absolutely necessary, said the doctor — the famous Doctor Dexter, of Cumberland Square — who had attended the poor soul in her last illness. " She's in there," said the widow, opening the first door they came to in the entranoe- place. " That was her room." Adam entered it reverently, and gazed dully around. It was a good sized room, looking on the street, but poorly furnished — a bedroom and parlour in one. The sun, in spite of the lowered blinds behind which a blue-bottle was bumping himself drowsily on the glass, poured in and showed up the mean- ness of the place. There was a bed in a sort of niche by the chimney-piece ; there were a small side-board — very dusty — a table and a few horse-hair chairs. In the centre of the room, upon tressels, stood the coffin, fastened down. It was quite a plain coffin, with a plain metal plate, whereon were inscribed, simply 36 LIKE LOST SHEEP. enough, her fantastic name and the number of her years — MINNEHAHA FOKD, Aged 26. " Will you leave me for a bit, please ? " said Adam ; for the widow had followed him in. She went out, snffing gently, with her cotton apron pressed to her mouth ; and the lock-keeper was left alone with the hidden corpse. He knelt down upon the square of faded carpet, flung his arms over the coffin-lid, and laid his gray head upon the metal plate — kissing again and again the letters which spelt her name. '' Oh, my poor darling — my poor darling! " he sobbed, " why didn't you come back to your old father ? Your home was with him, my dear, whatever had happened; with all the world against you, your home was with him ! " When he came forth from that close and darkened chamber the sun was setting: and twilight was stealing over the city. He was going out, with the intention of procuring at some public-house the refreshment of which he stood so much in need, when on the door- LIKE LOST SHEEP. 37 step he met tlie landlady herself. She was coming in, with a jug of beer ^nd a plate of cold meat from a neighbouring cookshop ; the latter being covered with a scrap of greasy paper. Hearing from Adam what his errand was, she begged him to remain in the house. For a wonder, she said, she had both meat and drink to offer him — that in her hand was for one of her top-floor lodgers — and if he did not mind sitting down in her kitchen, she would do her poor best to make him com- fortable. Adam was weary, and gratefully consented. It would be all the same in the end, he said, for he would pay her on the morrow tor anything he might cost her. At supper, the lock-keeper asked many questions concerning his dead daughter ; and the widow — whose name he then learnt was Mrs. Knibb — told him, apparently truthfully enough, all that it was in her power to tell. Mrs. Ford — yes, she was always called " Mrs. Ford " — (Adam groaned) — had lived now in Prince's Street for nearly four years, and had always appeared to be utterly alone in the world. Had she, since her coming to Prince's Street, always lived a good and steady life? Adam inquired, trembling — wondering how much, if anything, the land- 38 , LIKE LOST SHEEP. lady knew of his girl's past history. Oh yes, indeed ! Nobody ever entered Mrs. Knibb's doors, said the widow with queer dignity, that was not quiet and respectable. Adam might rest satisfied on that point. How did Mrs. Ford manage to live ? Well, she was remarkably clever with her needle — " She never was very clever with it at home," put in Adam, mournfully. " She was too fond of her freedom and of being out o' doors. She never was much of a one for that sort of thing ; better for her perhaps if she had been, poor dear ! " Well, she was certainly very industrious in Prince's Street, flatly declared Mrs. KnibK and it was with her needle that Mrs. Ford had earned her living until she fell ill of the rapid consumption which had just carried her off. No ; she had no friends whatever — nobody ever came in to see her — nobody, that was^ except a lady upstairs on the drawing-room floor, named Mrs. Randal, who was a lodger of Mrs. Knibb's when Mrs. Ford first came to Prince's Street. The two women, according to the widow's somewhat mixed and rambling narrative, had become close friends; and Mrs. Eandal on the following day would attend the coffin to LIKE LOST SHEEP. 39 the grave. Indeed, if Adam had not come up from the country, Mrs. Kandal would have been the only mourner at the funeral. A few months after her arrival in Prince's Street, Mrs. Randal had been — had been — well, taken seriously ill ; they thought she would have died. But Mrs. Ford had nursed her friend so devotedly through it all, that she had, in fact, saved the life of Mrs. E-andal. Naturally, after that, the two became greater friends than ever; and so when Mrs. Ford herself fell ill, and could not get any better, Mrs. Eandal never left her bedside either by night or by day. . It was quite wonderful how the two clung to each other. At this part of her story the landlady's statements had grown more confused and contradictory than they had been hitherto. Of the fact she was uneasily conscious her- self ; but perceived with relief that it was utterly lost upon the grief-stricken Adam. And was there anything owing from Mrs. Ford to Mrs. Knibb, the lock-keeper asked ; and — and how about the funeral expenses? No. Nothing was owing — not a penny, the widow assured him ; Mrs. Ford having always managed to " pay up regular." And as for the funeral, Mrs. Randal — who was 40 LIKE LOST SHEEP. not at all badly off — had expressed her intention of paying for everything herself. " Ah, that I can't allow," said the lock- keeper. *' I must see this Mrs. Randal myself, and tell her so. Besides, I want to thank her for her goodness to my poor girl." Here the widow looked scared, and said hastily — " No, no ! " Then she checked herself. *' I mean," she said, with some embar- rassment, ''that Mrs. Randal never sees strangers. She — she is very careful of her health, suffering badly at times from a weak heart. But I will tell her what you say, if you like ? " " I shall see her, shan't I," said the lock- keeper, quietly — '* to-morrow ? " The frowzy landlady still looked embar- rassed and doubtful, muttering something about " she didn't know — she wasn't sure ; " and the expression upon her features by no means disappeared when the wail of a peevish child broke forth in a room above the kitchen. «« Why, what's that ? " said Adam, looking up at the ceiling. " Have you children in the house then ? " " It is Mrs. Randal's," replied the widow. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 41 rising hurriedly. ''She has two; and the little boy is sickly. 'Sense me a minute; I must go and see if she wants anything. I've no servant." Mrs. Knibb went off and shut the kitchen door; and Adam, left to himself, stared sadly into the grate, wherein for summer ornament the widow had placed a jar of water full of flowery branches of lilac and laburnum. It was poor town stuff, Adam was thinking insensibly, and not like his lilac and laburnum which grew by the river- side at the Lock. That night he slept in the room wheue the closed coffin was ; lying down in his clothes upon the bed in which his own dear child had breathed her last. Mrs. Knibb was horrified at the idea, or professed to be so, and offered to make up a bed for him in an attic ; it was all she could do for him, she was sorry to say. But, at any rate, it would be better than sleeping in the parlour with the corpse. Adam, how- ever, was not to be dissuaded. " The dead can't hurt a man,'' he said, in his quiet, broken fashion. '' I shall stay with my girl as long as I can — thank you, ma'am, all the same." He was very tired and slept heavily, 42 LIKE LOST SHEEP. notwithstanding the presence of that grue- some thing supported upon tressels in the centre of the room. In his deep sleep he dreamed that Minna, in a long black gown, with clasped hands and streaming eyes, came and stood by the bedside. After gazing at him for some moments in tearful silence, she bent over the pillow and kissed him on the forehead. So vivid, in fact, was this dream of Adam's that he awoke and started up with out- stretched arms, crying — " Minna, Minna ! " But his voice fell on the horrible stillness of the room; and only the coffin upon the tressels met his sight in the gray dawn. And yet, in his heated fancy, he thought that the door of the parlour — nay, he could have sworn to it — had slowly closed, as if cautiously shut by someone that had just crept out. It was Mrs. Knibb, he decided, if it was anybody in the flesh — perhaps the landlady had peeped round the door to ascertain if he was comfortable in his strange quarters. With a groan Adam sank back and slept once more. It was late — broad, bright daylight — when he again awoke ; and Mrs. Knibb was really in the room this time. She had come to tell LIKE LOST SHEEP. 43 him that his breakfast was ready, and to in- quire whether she should step out and buy him a hat-band ? As he had not one on his hat, Adam said " Yes '* gratefully ; and then he rose and dressed himself in the suit of black clothes which he had brought with him to London in his carpet bag, and which he had put on for the first time when he had mourned for Minna's mother — who slept her last sleep in a far-off land, in a grave upon the banks of the Missouri. These ancient black clothes were very creased and rusty, but what cared Adam Ford? When the hearse and coach rolled up to No. 30, Prince's Street, Adam was ready. Mrs. Knibb wept audibly in the passage when the undertaker's men came in; but the lock-keeper himself was dry-eyed and very quiet — his sorrow had spent itself, and outwardly was dumb. He was scarcely conscious of the fact, perhaps ; but in reality he was thankful that Minna was dead. Better so, he told himself now — yes, better so ! For in a better world she would be out of harm's way. A tall figure, heavily robed in black, and with a veil so thick in texture that it was im- possible to see behind it the features of the 44 LIKE LOST SBEEP. wearer, glided ghost-like downstairs ; and, without a word to anyone, passed out of the street-door and got into the stuffy mourning- coach. "It is Mrs. Randal," whispered the land- lady, sniffing more loudly than ever. Adam followed her, with uncovered head, and took the seat opposite to Mrs. Randal. She shrank into her corner of the coach, and appeared to be crying very bitterly. The sad, short procession moved on down the street, and dispersed the miscellaneous crowd which a funeral, no matter how humble a one, invariably serves to call to- gether. Adam, leaning towards Mrs. Randal, spoke : "You have been uncommon kind to my poor daughter, I hear, ma'am, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart," he said. The veiled black figure tried to answer, but apparently could not. " But now that I have found her," went on the lock-keeper, earnestly, " I can't let other folk be for paying what may be owing, you know, ma'am, on her account ; and the person of the house tells me — " Here Mrs. Randal managed to make her voice audible. It was so low and hard of con- trol, however, that Adam could barely hear it. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 45 He wished that she would lift her veil ; but he was too shy to ask her to do so. "You need not — must not think of troubling," she said. "Everything is paid for — settled — there is nothing more to be done." " You are very good — I cannot thank you, ma'am," murmured Adam. " Still — still, I should like to put up a headstone or some- thing, you see, over my poor girl, just to mark the place — " '* Leave that to me," Mrs. Randal hastened to say. " I promise you that her grave shall be always cared for. It shall never be neg- lected — never ! " " I can't find the words to thank you — I really can't," said Adam, brokenly. " Your beautiful kindness is too — " *' Oh, do not thank me ! " interrupted Mrs. Randal ; " you will pain me unendurably else. Mrs. — Mrs. Ford was a dear friend to me — dearer by far than I can tell you. The little 1 can do for her now I do out of deepest gratitude. Please say no more ! " She shrank back if possible still farther into her corner, and gathered her gloomy robes more closely around her. " Heaven bless you and reward you, Mrs. Randal," said Adam Ford, simply. " I am 46 LIKE LOST SHEEP. a poor man, and I am grateful to you beyond words for all that you have done." " Oh, hush — oh, hush, please ! " sobbed Mrs. Eandal. That unostentatious burying in the Bromp- ton Cemetery was soon over. With neither pomp nor show, nor crowd of sombre mourners, Minna Ford was laid to rest. After Life's fitful fever, within sound of the throbbing of London's mighty heart, and far from the river-meadows and the laughing waters of the weir, far from the pleasant old Lock, with its shady river-girt garden and clustering roses, she slept well. Yes, Life's fitful fever for the poor tired heart was ended, and Minna Ford slept well ! The hearse from the cemetery gates jogged off at a brisk pace, as though glad once more to be rid of its familiar burthen, and the rusty coach followed jauntily in its wake. Back again in Prince's Street, Adam re- spectfully assisted Mrs. Randal to alight, and the door being open, they entered the house together. "I'm going back to Coverley directly," said the lock-keeper to her, as they stood there alone with each other in the dusk of the entrance-place ; *' but there — but there is one question, ma'am, if I may be so bold, that I should very much like to ask you before I go." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 47 Mrs. Eandal was silent. " It is this," continued Adam, more firmly. " You say that you knew my dear daughter well — that you and she were close friends. Did she — did she, may I ask, ma'am, ever tell you aught about — about the man — the name of him who — " He stopped ; and his sad face grew fierce. Mrs. Eandal tottered back a step, and leant heavily against the passage wall ; the thick veil which she had never once raised still hiding her face from the light. "I know what you would say," she inter- rupted, in her low, strange voice. '* No ! she never mentioned — would never mention the name of the man who deserted her." A pause. Mrs. Randal's face, could Adam have seen it, was white and agonised ; her very lips were growing pale. " She— she called herself Mrs. ' Ford,' I'm told," said the lock-keeper, huskily. *' But do you not think that — that — Heaven knows why I venture to ask you, ma'am! — do you not think that it might be likely there was a marriage of some kind ? She may have had reasons that we know nothing about for going by her maiden name ? " " She called herself Mrs. ' Ford,' and I am very certain that she did have strong 48 LIKE LOST SHEEP. reasons for going by her maiden name," replied Mrs. Randal, with emotion. " That I know, if I know nothing else. She was lawfully married — was a lawful wife. I — I knew her well ; I am sure of it. Her husband — who — whoever he was — treated her with cruel cowardice. He took advantage of her ignorance — being weary of her — and cast her off ; in fact, disowned her. I — I can tell you no more. Yet, take comfort ; whatever the world may say or think, there is One above who knows the truth ! " " It does my heart good to hear you, ma'am," said Adam, humbly. " I will try to think like you. My poor Minna ! — my poor Minna ! But oh ! if you could have told me his name," cried the lock-keeper, involun- tarily clenching his hands and throwing them upward, " I would not rest — so hear me Heaven ! — until I had found him out and punished him for what he has done. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a life for a life — that is just. If I could find the man I would kill him ! " " He will meet his punishment, never fear ! " said Mrs. Randal, in the same pas- sionate tone, pressing as she spoke her hands upon her bosom. " I do not believe that such deeds as his ever do go unpunished. It is only a question of time.' j> LIKE LOST SHEEP. 49 *' If you could but tell me his name ! " said Adam, hoarsely. " If — if I could, I would do so," was her diflScult answer. The little sick boy upstairs was crying. His sister was standing at the stair-head. "Mamma, mamma," lisped the little thing, " will you come up ? Mrs. Knibb wants you. Roy is - " " Yes, yes, my darhng," said the mother, hurriedly, " I am coming." Then she added, '* Stay where you are, Minna, or you will fall." " Is your little girl, ma'am, called Minna?" inquired Adam, wistfully. '* Yes," replied Mrs. Randal, not without confusion ; " she was christened after Mrs. Ford." She seized Adam's hands within both her own, held them thus closely for seconds with her head turned aside, then went quickly up the stairs and upon the landing disappeared. She entered a room where a young child — a little boy — lay fretting upon a couch, and there fell fainting by the couch-side. The little girl called Minna, distressed at the sight — though it was by no means for the first time that she now beheld it — flung herself down by her mother and tore off the ugly black veil. VOL. 1. E 60 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " Poor mamma ! poor mamma ! " cried the little creature piteously. Adam meanwhile had gone into the parlour, from which the coffin had been borne out, to pack his carpet-bag. " I wish," he lamented to himself, " that I could have seen her without her veil. I should like to have carried back with me, in my memory, the face of the woman who was so good to my poor girl ! " CHAPTER III. It was the evening of the next day, the day following that one on which the funeral had taken place at 30, Prince's Street, Brompton, and Mrs. Randal sat alone in her sitting- room upstairs, which looked out upon the street. She was dressed quite simply in a neat- fitting black gown, with white cuffs and collar; and her heavy brown hair was wound into a knot low at the back of her head. Her face was very handsome ; she was still young ; but the lines about her eyes and her mouth told of the trials of life which had already fallen to her lot. Surely her share of them must have been more than an ordinary one ? Mrs. Randal, in these days, rarely smiled. She heard wheels, started, and looked out of the window. A private brougham had stopped at No. 30, and presently Mrs. Knibb, UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY 52 LIKE LOST SHEEP. throwing open the sitting-room door, an- nounced, '' Doctor Dexter ! " He was a tall and powerful-looking man, past the prime of life ; of somewhat rugged appearance; of a somewhat stern cast of feature ; yet with a pair of blue-gray eyes, kindly enough, beneath their bushy pent- house brows. His forehead was ample ; his jaw was square ; there was something about the whole man, his patients said sometimes, which was wont to inspire one at first sight with feelings of trust and confidence. He was dressed for the evening ; and was evidently due elsewhere than in Prince's Street, Brompton. They shook hands like two old friends. " Sit down," she said, gently. " Do not be in a hurry." " But I am in a hurry. I am dining at Fulham this evening," he answered. " How- ever, I could not pass through this neigh- bourhood, you know, without looking in to see how you were feeling after the ordeal of yesterday. I was coming here last night, bu1> was urgently called in another direction." "Yes," she said, sighing; "it was a hard day — a very hard day." " How did you bear it, my dear ? " he inquired kindly, as a father might speak to his daughter. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 53 " On the whole, pretty well. I was ill after it was over," she said. And she told him how she had been tried. *' No wonder ! " was the Doctor's brief comment. "This?" said he, tapping his shirt-front on his left side. "Yes," she answered, quietly; "nothing more." " Ah,'' he rejoined ; " nothing more ! You must be careful; indeed you must. Oh, my child, my child," he added abruptly, with something like a frown knitting his shaggy brows — " what are you going to do now ? You will ruin your health utterly, will wreck yourself bodily and mentally, with this restless longing, this ceaseless plotting and scheming, this unholy thirst for vengeance. Forget it, child, forget it ! and shape your life to a different course. How often must I remind you that my home is waiting for you ? Come to it, and find peace." " I cannot," she answered, gloomily ; " you know that I cannot, so long as there remains a shadow of that horrible doubt ! I am con- vinced of the truth myself. I want to prove the truth to the world. Dear Doctor Dexter, you remember our compact — we must abide by it." A light seemed to kindle upon the man's earnest face. 54 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " Kemember it ! " lie echoed. " Do I not ? Why, remembering it, I am sometimes almost tempted to pray that you may be wrong ; that there may be no truth to prove to the world beyond that it already believes." " Then would my revenge be impossible,'' said Mrs. Randal, wearily. " So much the better for you," was the Doctor's answer. '^If you would forget it — if you would bury every shred of re- collection of the past and accept the new chance of happiness I am now holding out to you — a good home, comfort, money, luxury, position — you would be a different, a happier woman, believe me; you would make me the happiest of men. My step- sister Helen — Mrs. De Lisle — the simplest and sweetest-natured soul alive, is waiting to know you ; she has heard from me your history ; she is not much older than your- self, and she is ready to abdicate in your favour. She is devoted to me — regards me, in fact, as a father; for I am the only parent she ever has known — and con- sequently for my sake she will do any- thing for you. Say the word — forget the past — and come ! " " You are the noblest of men," she said, with bowed head. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 55 " Nonsense ! Do what I want you to do, and then — " " Oh, I cannot, I dare not ! " she moaned ; " it is ungenerous to tempt me. For my children's sake I must find out the truth. Moreover, I have gone too far on a perilous road ; I have done too much ; I cannot now turn back if I would." " You must turn back — or stop," said he, gravely, " if the truth prove contrary to what you hold it to be." She shook her head and smiled — a bitter smile. She knew that she was right; that right, if not might, was on her side. " Well, the work of ferreting is still going forward," said the stalwart physician, check- ing a sigh. " I may bring you news at any moment, my dear — so cheer up ! " He drifted then into talking of the children, and mentioned that he was about to change the prescription for the little boy's tonic. Shortly after he took his leave; driv- ing off in his brougham to his dinner en- gagement at Fulham. At parting, Mrs. Randal had kissed the Doctor's hand, assuring him again and again, with tears choking her voice, that he was the best and noblest of men. " You must not tell me that so often — it 56 LIKE LOST SHEEP. isn't true," he had returned bluntly, with his own kind, peculiar smile. " Besides, in the first place, I shall become vain ; secondly, my motives are purely selfish ones, as you are aware. Don't lose sight of that." A few days later, at about the same hour of the evening, the brougham of Doctor Dexter, of Cumberland Square, again stopped at the door of 30, Prince's Street, Brompton. It was a sultry evening, with a dull red sunset, and coppery streaks athwart the hazy blue of the sky. The gaieties of the London season, though drawing to a close, were still well to the fore. It was the hour when Park and Row were deserted — or rather were given up to the common crowd — and all the gay, rich world was flocking to dinner, ball, or theatre. The distant roar of wheels was incessant; now and then a hansom, the occupant or occu- pants thereof in evening garb, would come rattling even along Prince's Street on its way to the Putney or the Fulham neighbour- hood. The windows of Mrs. Randal's sitting-room were open to the air ; and she sat near them, with a book on her knee. But she was not reading. She looked pale and listless ; there were dark shadows beneath her beautiful eyes. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 57 The children were playing on the floor at Tier feet, with handsome picture books and other expensive toys — principally the gifts of Doctor Dexter. The little boy was better; it was one of his good days; and consequently lie was not so fretful and hard to amuse. The instant the Doctor entered, the children — Minna and Roy — scrambled up and ran to him ; whilst Mrs. Eandal per- ceived immediately that he had tidings of moment to impart. Her languor vanished. She rose excitedly to her feet. She met her friend in the centre of the room ; saying, before he could open his lips — " You have found something — I can read it in your eyes. Speak! Pity my suspense!" "You must be calm. I will tell you nothing if you are not calm," he said. He spoke very kindly, very gravely, and put his arm round her to give her support. Yet he knew that his dream-castles had collapsed, were utterly destroyed, and that the sweet hopes he had cherished for so many months past had melted like ghosts into thin air. He had brought with him, as it were, the warrant for his own destruction ; and the woman he loved so nobly and so well could .never now be more to him than she was 58 LIKE LOST SHEEP. already. No ! never now. The dream was over ! Until death they must remain friends — friends and nothing more. " I am calm," she panted. " See ! here is my pulse — I do not tremble. Speak ! " He got her wine and compelled her to drink a glassful. Then without further delay, perceiving that delay was perilous, he pulled out a pocket-book and placed it upon the table. In the after days he confessed to her how fiercely he had been assailed by the tempta- tion to keep his discovery secret, or to swear to her before his Maker that the contents of the pocket-book were valueless. He would have done anything, ventured anything, no matter how hazardous, for her sake ; but he loved her too well to play her false. He loved her; he could not deceive her ; albeit by deception he might ultimately, if unlawfully, win her. " Yes, my dear, it is found," he said, quietly. '' A copy of it is in there." " Let me see it ! " she cried, wildly. And snatching up the Doctor's pocket-book, she, with quivering hands, began to unfasten the clasp. "You will make mamma ill, Doctor Dexter, said the little girl, in her serious, unchildlike fashion, looking up with her soft dark eyes »» LIKE LOST SHEEP. 59 into tlie Doctor's rugged face, and plucking at his coat as she spoke. " Dear Httle soul ! " he murmured tenderly, patting her pretty head. Meanwhile the little boy, seeing that some- thing was amiss, began to cry as fretfully as was his wont. Minna pacified her brother in her wee, unchildish way. In trembling haste the mother extracted the single document which the pocket-book contained, and with hungry, fevered eyes she read it quickly through from the first word to the last. " I thank Heaven ! — I thank Heaven ! " sh.e was trying to say in her joy, but the old pallor overspread her face, she gasped, she closed her eyes. With a stifled shriek her hands went upward to her heart, and the next moment her head, like the head of a dead woman, was resting upon the Doctor's breast. ***** Late on one evening, towards the end of that same month of June, it happened that Sir Garth Grilroy sat alone in his library at Woldney Moat. He was looking idly through a pile of old magazines, reviews, and newspapers, which represented the accumulation of many weeks. He had just returned from one of his desul- 60 LIKE LOST SHEEP. tory wanderings in foreign lands — he was rarely at Woldney Moat — during whicli lie had seldom taken the pains, even when at hotels he did chance to come across them, to glance at English newspapers. He was no politician ; his interest in the politics of the day was of the languidest description, he always declared. The reading-lamps were lit. The great mullioned window was open. The broad waters of the Dane beyond the park flowed tranquilly along in the purple hush of the summer gloaming. The pollards by the river-edge whispered in the breeze ; the stars were dimly strewing themselves over heaven's vast land. Sir Garth Gilroy took up a recent Times and ran his eye leisurely down the first column of the first sheet. Presently he leapt from his chair, and stood with the paper crushed in his hand, dumb- founded for the moment at what he had just read. It was the notice of the death of Minna Ford. '' Ford. — June 9th, at 30, Prince's Street, Brompton, Minnehaha, only daughter of Adam Ford, of Borough Lock, near Coverley- on-Dane, aged 26 years." '' By Jove ! how fortunate," he muttered LIKE LOST SHEEP. 61 at last. " This is rare luck indeed. I shall hear, I suppose, from Yates and Dodgson now the poor little lass is gone — wonder they haven't written before. Bj-the-bye, the poor child was not so very jpetite either, now I come to think of it ; though I fancy, in spite of her healthy looks and apparent strength, she was always a trifle delicate," he mused aloud. " I wonder whether she kept the affair a secret till the last ? — and I wonder, too, whether the old chap at the Lock up yonder ever got an iukling of the real facts of the case ? I must sound him ; must try to find out to-morrow. By Jove ! it's a real mercy — nothing better could have happened — deucedly hard-up as I am just now ! " On the next morning Sir Garth Gilroy, as he expected he should, heard from his solicitors in Holborn. They wrote to apprise him that they had, from a certain quarter, received information to the effect that the four hundred a-year would no longer be drawn as usual; for the person who had hitherto withdrawn, in quarterly instalments, the money from the custody of Messrs. Yates and Dodgson, was dead. END OF PRELUDE. CHAPTER I. »1 » " A EOUGH night, Dan'l.' " Ay, roughish, Mas'er Roger." " Like old times, Dan'l," said Roger, cheerily; "having the mills going all night again — eh ? " "Ay, like your grandfather's time come agen," agreed Dan'l. " Bad luck, sir, as I often says to Naomi, can't last for ever. 'Taint in the natur' o' things, Mas'er Roger." " Well, let's hope not, old chap," said Roger Harland. " Hope is as good as a fortune sometimes." And he forthwith, though he had changed his, miller's dress, began to lend a vigorous hand in the work of stacking up sacks of meal. Master and man were in one of the upper store-rooms of the mill; and the former, having just finished supper, had come to give an order which had been forgotten to the men, and to have a last look round the place before going indoors for the night. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 63 Dan'l Drake was foreman to the Harlands, and had, in Roger's earliest days, carried the youngster about the mill and to and fro over the mill-tail ; to show him the great stones crushing the wheat, or to let him listen to the roar of the water as it turned the ponderous wheel. Naomi, Dan'Fs wife, with a girl — a relation of her husband's — under her, was indoors servant at the Little Mills. The couple had been brought up in the mill-yard together, and had served in their youth with Roger's grandfather. Roger's own father had now been dead for some few years past, and the mother, a good and faithful wife, had not been slow to follow him. Somehow or other things, during the latter part of his lifetime, had not prospered with Roger Harland's father. He speculated ill ; lost money ; custom fell away. Things had gone from bad to worse, until at last the miller had fallen sick with worry, and liter- ally died of his troubles. Whilst Roger Harland senior was growing poorer and poorer at the Little Mills, his neighbour, Solomon Pringle, across the water, had grown rich, had prospered ex- ceedingly; in fact, had become a "big 64 LIKE LOST SHEEP. man " in the estimation of Himself and His family. There were some people who said that Mr. Harland was too good-Datured, too indolent, by far too easy-going in every respect ever to get on and make much of a show in life. He would have lent his last sovereign to a friend in need, or his name, for the matter of that, or his roof, oi" anything that was his to lend. He forgave bad debts to struggling bakers ; had even advanced small sums to some of them at a time when he could ill afford to be generous to anybody. It does not now-a-days do to be too good-natured, for gratitude is a very old-fashioned virtue indeed — if it is not gone altogether out of date. Soon, in all likelihood, it will cease to appear in the dictionaries. There were other people who opined that the two mills were too near to each other for both millers to get on and thrive ; that one of them must always go to the wall so long as the two mills stood where they did. But those wise folk were wrong, as young Roger Harland was gradually proving; for the two buildings were situated in different counties, the beautiful Dane, at this spot well-nigh at its widest, flowing between them, and thus dividing the two. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 65 When a man grows poor his friends fall away. " Prosperity " — one knows alas ! too well who knows the world — " is the very bond of love." There came a day when Eoger Harland, of Little Borough Mills, was sorely pressed for the loan of a few hundred pounds. His account at his bankers', in Redtown, was already over-drawn ; the bankers themselves were inclined to be disagreeable. Although the two families had never been very intimate — the Pringles holding such a' curiously high opinion of themselves and their belongings — Roger Harland went across the water and asked his neighbour Solomon Pringle to lend him the money he wanted. It would have been a trifling sum— a mere " flea-bite," he said afterwards, with a wink, to his better-half, as he called her — out of Solomon's pocket. But Miller Pringle was the wrong man in the matter. He refused. This refusal caused much bitterness of feeling between the two households ; and for some time afterwards the respective members thereof saw little of one another. Attending, as they did, different churches, and going by different roads into the town of Coverley, unless they met on the river or upon the long, straggling wooden bridge which led to VOL. I. F 66 LIKE LOST SHEEP. tLe Lock, crossed the river, and connected the Borough meadows with those of Woldney Moat, a whole twelvemonth might easily have elapsed without the Harlands and the Pringles coming together. Of course they saw one another in Coverley occasionally, and the two millers met on common ground at the markets and else- where. But, in a social sense, there was little or no intercourse, in these days, between them. And the coldness lasted until Roger Harland died. The money somehow was procured, and immediate ruin stayed ; but Eoger Harland's heart was breaking, and he was not sorry to give up the struggle of life. When Eoger junior, at the age of three- and-twenty, found himself master at the Little Mills, he determined — if it were in a man's power to make them — that things should mend on their side of the water. He stuck to business ; worked early and late; worked as hard, in fact, as any of his own men — taking his turn at the night- work too, and never missing a market where busi- ness was to be done. Thereward of real and conscientious labo ur was slow, perhaps, in coming, but sure ; and things at length did actually begin to brighten for the master of the Little Mills. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 67 Unhappily, just as the clouds were clearing, Mrs. Harland fell ill and died ; and her loss to young Roger was a sad blow — for he loved his mother dearly. • But he rallied, and worked on ; worked indeed harder than ever. There were still debts of his father's to be paid off, and his sister Kate was wholly dependent upon his energies. At last however the day came round when Roger Harland stood up amongst his fellows a free man. He held his head high then ; for he felt proud, and honourably so, of what he had achieved. His father's name was cleared of all re- proach, and brighter days were assured for their home at the Little Mills. Ah^ if only the dear mother had lived to see it ! With the dawn of easier circumstances for the house across the water, the Pringles — although at this time they drove in a carriage and pair, with coachman and footman in dazzling livery — saw fit to thaw consider- ably towards their neighbours the Harlands ; indeed, as time went on, they condescended to call pretty frequently at Little Borough Mills. The girls, Julia and Hester — still com- monly called Jill and Hetty — would row 68 LIKE LOST SHEEP. themselves across the river, attired in smart boating-costumes of the latest fashion, to know whether Kate would come over for tennis and dinner, or drive with them in the carriage — the "kerridge," as papa Pringle would call it, to the great disgust of his daughters whom he had sent to a Paris " finishing " school — on a shopping expedi- tion into Coverley. Sometimes, if Kate Harland had really nothing better to do, or if Roger was at market and she was at home by herself, she would go with Jill and Hetty ; for they amused her when they did not bore her. If Roger was at home and wanted her, or if she was busy in the house, she would say perhaps in her bright frank fashion — " Thanks ; you are very good, both of you ;. but I cannot come to-day. I have a pile of Roger's shirts to button and innumerable other little jobs to attend to. As for dinner, I couldn't eat a mouthful, because, you see,, we have dined already." Albeit Roger and Kate were perfectly willing to forgive and forget, and to let bygones be bygones, they never hesitated, all the same, to let the Pringles perceive that their friendship was estimated at exactly its- right value. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 69 If they chose to come across, the two girls and their fat, florid mamma, to chat for an hour, to suggest going home with them to dinner — the Pringles dined late, at seven o'clock, and a man-servant waited at table — and perhaps to hint mysteriously at the grand acquaintances they were making here and there in the neighbourhood, they were at perfect liberty to do so ; and Kate, and Eoger would be civil to them, and laugh at them good-naturedly after they were gone. If they did not want to come, having other and finer friends to call upon, why, they were at perfect liberty to stop away. Kate and Roger did not value the Pringles' so-called friendship one brass farthing ; and occasionally, just to do them good, said Roger, they allowed them to see what they thought of them. When Roger had first stepped into his father's shoes, old Pringle had taken upon himself to lecture the young man, to give him what he considered a bit of wholesome advice from the pinnacle of his own success- ful experience. But the master of Borough Mills unexpectedly met his match in the young master of the Little Mills, and he did not repeat a discomfiting experiment. He went back to his grand new house, which 70 LIKE LOST SHEEP. every year he contrived to make grander and newer-looking, feeling decidedly *' sat upon " — fully comprehending that Roger Harland was about the last man in the world who would suffer himself to be patronised by Solomon Pringle, or Solomon anybody else if it came to that. Roger, at this time, was seven-and-twenty, tall, tanned, strong, and well set-up. If he was not a remarkably handsome man, he was at any rate one of the finest-grown young fel- lows to be found in his native county. He did his duty, and was not ashamed of his trade ; he was moderately well educated, and fond enough of reading when he could make the time for it. He lived temperately and cleanly, and hoped — though he was as yet quite heart- whole — to be sufficiently well off to marry at no very distant day; when his children, should he have any, he resolved, should be brought up as kindly and as carefully as he and Kate themselves had been brought up — that is, to fear God, but no man ; to con- sider home as the first and best place in the universe; and, as good subjects should, to honour their Queen and their country. Such was Roger Harland with his simple creed. Kate, who had all her wits about her, had LIKE LOST SHEEP. 71 soon perceived in whicli direction at tlie Little Mills lay the attraction for the Pringle girls. Roger was so strong and so manly- looking, it was no wonder, thought Kate, that they should be fond of rowing across the river in the hope of seeing and having a chat with her brother. They had the repu- tation in Coverley for running after all the good-looking and eligible young men they could get hold of, and even after those who were neither eligible nor good-looking into the bargain. Julia Pringle was " getting on." She was about Roger's age; but Hetty, the youngest of the three, was by a few months Kate Har- land's junior. Louisa, the middle one, had married well soon after her return from the Paris school, and was now abroad again with her husband, on account of her delicate health. Their two joung children meanwhile — little daughters — were being taken care of by their aunts and grandparents at Borough Mills. The wind on that murky November night rushed and howled around the Little Mills, the place standing upon a less sheltered spot than that upon which was built its wealthier neighbour over the water, and did its best with its clamour to drown the humming and the jarring going on within the building. 72 LIKE LOST SHEEP. The tallow lights guttered in the draught ; the river outside flowed blackly onward, lapping and gurgling in the darkness about the slimy timber of the bridge. When the wind was lulled for a moment the ever- tumbling splash of the mill-tail plainly made itself heard. E-oger Harland, pausing in his labour, looked out from a little window high up in the wooden walls — and from which he could have dropped sheer down into the un- ruffled ebon depths of the silent yet swift- gliding water of the mill-pond — and found that the wind blew rain. " Rain, Mas'er Eoger ? " inquired the foreman presently. " Yes," replied the young man, still lean- ing out. " I quite expect that we are in for another wet winter, Dan'l, with floods again — such as we had last year." " Oh, darn the floods ! " said Dan'l Drake, always ready for a gossip. " There's no getting about nohow hereabout with the water up to your middle in the lane and the meadows out o' sight altogether. It was bad enough last year, going up to Coverley in boats in the thick o' the winter o' Satur- day nights. I've lived here boy and man for — well, you knows for how long, Mas'er Eoger, as well as anybody do, and I never LIKE LOST SHEEP. 73 remember 'em wuss 'an 'era was last year. The water touclied the Eedtown road on our side a'most, and on t'other side the Margrave road was like the river hisself." Roger made no reply ; perhaps did not hear Dan'l's wordy observation. Once set talking, Dan'l was apt to wax tedious. The young master was whistling softly to himself and listening to something out in the night at the same time. He fancied that he had caught the sound of wheels coming along the Redtown road. He stopped whistling and listened intently. Surely those wheels now were rattling down the lane which led direct to the Little Mills ? " Who can it be at this time o' night ? " wondered Harland — " if they are coming here." His watch was indoors ; he had forgotten to wind it up. " Dan'l, what's the time ? " he called out over his shoulder. The foreman clutched his white breeches with one hand, and with the other dived into some out-of-the-way corner of them, dragging out therefrom, by a black ribbon, a silver watch of the modest size of a cricket- ball. "It's nigh upon half -past nine, Mas'er Roger," said he. '' Thanks," said Roger. 74 LIKE LOST SHEEP. The wheels along the lane were certainly coming nearer. E^oger decided that it must be the doctor's gig. For Mrs. Wickie, the wife of one of his men, who, on account of her ever-increasing family, occupied the largest cottage in the mill-yard, was daily expecting to be ill. Yes, doubtless Mrs. Wickie had sent off in a hurry for Mr. Headstone Payne. " Is Mrs. "Wickie ill yet, Dan'l, do you know ? " inquired Roger, quite simply. "I thought I heard Mr. Payne's gig coming down the lane." ''No-o," replied Dan'l, dubiously — "I don't think she is, sir. She was all right, I know, at tea-time, for I see her standing at the door a-talking wi' Adam Ford." " Ah," said Roger, absently. " And Adam tells me, Mas'er Eoger, continued Dan'l, " that Sir Garth is expected at Woldney Moat for Christmas. They say he's short o' money agen, and is going to live quiet here for a bit. Lor', sir, there can't be nothing to do at Woldney now-a- days; and that young gent there — Mr. Chance — must have an easy time of it ! " " Shouldn't wonder," said Roger. " The place is like a howlin' wilderness, as the say in' is," said Dan'l Drake. '' I crossed the park only t'other day. It's a >> LIKE LOST SHEEP. 75 thousand pities, sir, that *tis, a fine old pro- perty like that all a-going to the dooce — " " If it hasn't gone already," muttered Harland. " Jest for the want of the money handy to keep it up like ! " said Dan'l. " They do say as Sir Garth owes a mint o' coin to the big man across the water," — nodding with a leer in the direction of Borough Mills. " Dunno how true it is." " Who told you that ? " asked Roger, carelessly. " Adam Ford, sir." " Ah, it won't do to listen to all that Adam may talk about, you see, Dan'l. He doesn't always know what he's saying, I fancy — he gets lost occasionally and can't remember things properly. His troubles, my father used to say, made an old man of him before his time," answered Roger; '* and my father was about right." ** Ay, he's breaking fast, is poor old Adam — he can't bide at the Lock much longer, Mas'er Roger, I should say; he's got too slow, and people haven't patience with his doddery ways," said Dan'l, with the air of a man who has still the best of his own years ahead of him. " Lor' ! how well do I re- member that gal of his with the heathenish 76 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Bame ; and wbat a beauty she was, too, years ago, when she lived with the old man at the Lock ! It was seventeen years ago last summer that she died — how time slips away to be sure ! Yes — -jest seventeen years ago it is since old Adam went up to London town to see the last o' her, poor soul. Ah ! she was a bonny one to look at, Mas'er Eoger, she was, and no mistake ! " " So IVe heard,'* said Roger. " I can't say I recollect her; though I haven't for- gotten Adam's going to London." '* 0' course not, sir. But as to what I was saying, sir, about Sir Garth Grilroy and Mr. Pringle — why, I heard a good deal o' talk about it," said the foreman, mysteri- ously, " only t'other day in Coverley." '* We all know, Dan'l, what a hot-bed of lies and scandal Coverley is," laughed Har- land. As he spoke, a fresh blast of mingled wind and rain swept over the meadows and the turbulent river and shook the Little Mills to their very base. For some moments nothing then, in that upper store-room, could be heard save the roar of the wind. Roger drew in his head and broad shoulders, closed the dusty little casement, and snuffed the tallow lights. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 77 "Right you are there, sir," called out Dan'l, heartily, from the bottom of a bin as large as a small room, in which he was now engaged in folding sacks. " Why, o' Satur- day nights, at ' The Red-Hot Poker,' you can hear anything you've a mind to, jest for the trouble o' keeping your ears open, sir — " '' Truth, or the other thing, I suppose P '* said the master, drily. " That is as maybe, o' course, Mas'er Roger," replied the man — "jest as it happens. Why, sir, when Miss Topps goes into Coverley, Naomi says, she scrapes together every tit-bit and mossel o' tattle she can to take back with her to the Miss Pringles. They likes it. They don't care how long she's gone, pervided she brings 'em home plenty o' talk — the spicier the better, J^aomi says — and it ain't hard to do, for the place is always full of it." ** I daresay," laughed Harland, yawning. " I went over this morning," continued the garrulous Dan'l, " with a message from Miss Kate to Miss Jooly, and I see that there Miss Topps at the kitchen-door. She says, sir, as they've got a governess, or summat o' the sort, coming there to look after the little gals, 'cause Miss Jooly and Miss Hetty have 78" LIKE LOST SHEEP. had about enough of them, and wants to shunt 'em on to somebody else — " " Ah, yes," Eoger cut in, with another yawn, " I did hear something of the kind some time ago, I believe." He and Kate had seen little of the Pringle girls lately, owing to the blusterous weather which had prevailed. '' Mind and send in for your beer, Dan'l ; it's getting late." " Thenky, Mas'er Roger. Good-night," returned Dan'l. Unmistakably now there was a sound of wheels ; wheels that were crushing the wet stones outside. A voice called up from a lower ladder — " Is the master aloft, there ? If so, he's wanted." " All right," Harland shouted down through the opening in the floor. " Coming ! " With the ease and dexterity which spring from long habit, he disappeared rapidly down the steep ladders that led to the roomier caverns at the basement of the mill. " What the dickens can they want, who- ever they are, at this hour ? " muttered the young man. " It can't be Mrs. Wickie, then, after all ! " So saying, and taking a lantern from one LIKE LOST SHEEP. 79 of his men whom lie met ascending to the store-room he had just left, he went out alone into the mill-yard. How little on that night guessed Eoger Harland that the story of his life was about to begin ! CHAPTER II. '' That is not you, Mr. Payne, is it ? " called out Roger, in order to be sure upon the point. The night being so wild, the dim lamps on either side of the vehicle gave him but scanty aid to distinguish the pattern of its make. ISTeither could he discern the form of its driver. So, holding the lantern above his head, Harland went towards the trap, which had halted a few yards from the mill door, and he then perceived that it was one of the ram- shackle old flies and broken-kneed quadrupeds from " The Gig Hotel " in Coverley. " She tol' me to bring her to Lit'le Borough Mills, an' I ha' brought her, ain't I, to Lit'le Borough Mills ? " said a thick voice from the box-seat — a voice which Roger instantly recognised ; *' an' Mr. Roger Harland he live at the Lit'le Mills, don't he ? Alius thought so, 'm sure." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 81 " Oh, it's you, is it, Bocky Oakum — drunk as usual ? " cried Harland, sharply. " What mischief have you been up to to-night ? " " She shaid Lit'le Borough Mills — take 'm oath she shaid Lit'le Borough Mills," the dissipated Bocky, who was a well-known character at " The Gig " in Coverley, was beginning again ; '' an' I ha' brought her to—" Hereupon a lady put her head out of the fly-window, and said, in a clear, sweet-toned voice, which, nevertheless, at that moment had the ring of just indignation in it : " There is evidently some mistake, and* the man is intoxicated. Harland certainly was not the name I told him ; it was Pringle — and the people live at Borough Mills. Where am I ? To what place has he brought me ? " she added, with evident anxiety. " Ah, it must be — I remember — " She checked herself abruptly. Roger had presented himself bare-headed at the window of the fly, and hastened to explain to the strange lady, who, he could just make out, was young and warmly cloaked and hooded, that there was indeed a grave mistake, owing to the tipsy stupidity of the wretched Bocky ; but that the blunder could be rectified in a very short time, the VOL. I. G 82 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Pringles' house being situated only just across the river. " I can reach it, then, I suppose, by means of the bridge, cannot I ? " asked the stranger, quickly. And Roger replied — " Yes ; over the bridge and round by the Lock-garden, which adjoins the Pringles' shrubberies. There is no other way at this time of year. If it were summer-time you might cross by water." By the flickering light of the lantern he was regarding the pale hooded face within the carriage with so much interest and curiosity that he failed to notice a singular circumstance : that the girl — she looked about one or two-and-twenty — had mentioned their picturesque old wooden bridge quite of her own accord; there had been no suggestion about a bridge from Roger. This, surely, in an absolute stranger to the neighbourhood, was odd, to say the least of it. However, the fact was lost on Roger, And perhaps she was no stranger after all. Speak- ing, he had opened the fly door ; then held out his hand to assist the lady to alight. " You must allow me to be your guide,'* said he ; " and I will see that your luggage follows us directly." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 83 The slight, hooded figure stepped forth into the darkness, purse in hand to pay her fare. She murmured as her arm just touched Harland's — ''It is very good of you." *' Pray do not say so," replied the young man eagerly, with a vague wonder, perhaps, at his own gallantry. Roger Harland was by no means what is termed a " ladies' man." In the society of women with whom he was intimately acquainted — the Pringle girls, for instance — he was natural and easy enough. In the company of strangers of the gentler sex, the strong young fellow was inclined to wax shy. On that tempestuous November night, however, when Bocky Oakum drove his feeble old fly into the yard of the Little Mills instead of up to the smart stuccoed entrance- gates of Borough Mills proper, Roger some- what forgot to be awkward in his desire to be of service to his unexpected visitor. " But stay a moment," he continued. " Do let me beg you to come into our house ; it is close by. My sister is indoors, and will be only too pleased to get you any refreshment jou might like. Tea, you know, or any- thing. I can answer for her. You are both cold and tired, perhaps, and : " 84 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " Thank you very much," she interrupted quietly, *' but I cannot do as you suggest. I must hasten," with a glance across the moaning river to where the lighted windows of Borough Mills shone out upon the windy gloom, '' at once to my destination." So Harland called out lustily : " Bocky, just rouse yourself — look sharp and haul down those trunks, will you ?" Bocky, with a horse-cloth tucked about his legs, had fallen asleep upon the box. He started violently, and almost rolled off. " Comin', sir, comin' 1" he shouted, imagin- ing for a second or two that he was in the stable-yard at ** The Gig," and that some- body in the hotel wanted him. Eoger meanwhile gave instructions to one of his men with regard to the bringing over of the luggage, telling him first of all to run to the house and explain to Miss Kate what had happened, and whither he, her brother, was gone. And then he said : " As for you, Bocky, be off with you now immediately. Do you hear ? " The incorrigible Bocky mumbled some- thing in reply — an inarticulate speech in which the words " beer," " Mr. Harland's health," and " a nasty night," were audibly enough insinuated. But it met with no friendly response from Roger. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 85 " Not a drop more of anytliing do you get here," said he. " You have had more than's good for you already at ' The Poker.' " '' Ain't been at ' The Poker ' —been at ' The Wild 'Oss ' for a change," hiccuped Bocky, sullenly. " No matter," was Eoger's stern rejoinder; " be off with you at once, you rascal ! The next time I see you in Coverley I hope you'll be sober — if not for your own sake, at least for your poor old grandmother's. Good-night." Bocky Oakum made use of some very bad, but happily unintelligible language, seized his whip to lash viciously at his poor lean beast, and finally rattled out of the mill-yard, swear- ing all the way on his homeward journey to Coverley. Not without shyness now Harland offered his arm to the quiet figure at his side. She took it without demur; indeed, accepted it with the self-possessed mien which was evidently natural to her. Also, without hesitation, she handed over to Roger's care her travelling-bag and umbrella. It was folly to think of putting up the latter ; the wind would have turned it inside out, made it it's own. and driven it like a leaf through the wild air. " You are not afraid of the river on such a night ? " said Harland. 86 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " Not in the least," she replied. As they made their difficult way along the rough planks of the bridge — which jarred and trembled beneath their steps, and through which, by the lantern's yellow light, they could see the troubled water, with its masses of eddying foam, heaving and rolling about the slimy wooden posts — Roger inquired of his companion how it had happened that the Pringles had not sent their carriage to meet her ? She had come on a visit to Borough Mills, the young man vaguely supposed. In reply she explained to him that she had missed the train at Twycross — between which place and Coverley- on-Dane a branch from the main line of late years had been opened — and in consequence had been compelled to wait nearly a couple of hours at that dreary little wayside station. When the last train of all ran down to Coverley, she found nobody there to meet her. As it had been arranged that she should arrive at Coverley at seven o'clock, and had failed to appear, the Pringles, the girl imagined, had con- cluded that she would not come until the following day. " Too bad of them ! " commented Har- land, frowning. " They might have met the last train.'' LIKE LOST SHEEP. 87 " And so saved me from the tender mercies of your friend — Bocky Oakum ? That is his queer name, is it not?" she said, demurely. And the horror of the future was so near, so close upon her, and she knew it not ! *' Do — do you know," said the young man, with some embarrassment, " that I am more than half inclined to forgive Mr. Bocky his blunder of to-night ? If he had been sober — which he seldom is — and had driven you by way of the Margrave road instead of coming our Redtown way, I should have been deprived, you know, of — of — the pleasure of—" Not by any means were compliments Roger Harland's strong point. He floundered hopelessly, stopped, and blushed to the very roots of his hair. Fortunately there was neither moon nor star ; the only light near them was that about their feet, which was shed from the lantern he carried. After a few seconds of silence the strange girl said in her peculiarly sweet and clear voice — and Harland was wonderinof now whether it was pride or scorn, or both, which he could detect in its refined inflection — " I should tell you at once that I am only the governess they are expecting. Had I been a friend, they would have waited for 88 LIKE LOST SHEEP. me in all probability — I do not know ; I do not think I care. The ways of these people are wholly unknown to me." Ah ! " exclaimed Roger, indignantly ; that is like them." Then more quietly: *' Yes, we did hear — my sister and I — a little while ago, that a lady was coming to Borough Mills as governess to the children — Mr. Pringle's grand-children. We had no idea, though, that the lady was expected so soon," said Roger, simply. '' Miss — Miss — I do not know your name, you see," stam- mered he. Another pause. Then — *' I am Miss Dexter," she said, with un- mistakable pride. " Miss Dexter," continued Eoger, linger- ing on the name as if it were very pleasant to utter, and, even in that early hour of their acquaintance, unconsciously longing to know what the name or names might be that went before it, "Miss Dexter, you will not, I'm afraid, thank me for enlightening you — but — but I should not be surprised if you do not like the Pringles." "Nor I either," she replied, calmly. " Of course you may find that they improve upon examination," said Roger, dubiously. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 89 " I assure you that it does not signify in the least degree to me, Mr. Harland, what these people are like," said Miss Dexter, quickly. " They cannot interfere with me or with the work that I have to do." It was a curious answer; but it did not strike Roger as being so — perhaps at the time he dimly thought that she alluded to her work of tuition. Afterwards, however, he remembered her words and pondered them. They were approaching the Lock. E;Oger became suddenly aware that the small hand resting upon his coat-sleeve had grown nervous — in fact, was trembling per- ceptibly. A solitary light shone in an upper casement of the cottage — the window of Adam Ford's room, wherein, it might be, the weary and aged lock-keeper was tossing sleepless upon his bed or dreaming of his dead daughter whom he had lost years ago. " You find the wind from the river chilly, I fear — it comes sweeping up just here over the Woldney meadows yonder," suggested Roger, seized with a wild desire to then and there pull off his coat, to make an additional wrap for the Pringles' governess. " No, no ! Is this — is this the Lock ? " asked Miss Dexter, abruptly. 90 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Harland said that it was ; remarking care- lessly, witli an upward glance at the lighted lattice : " The poor old fellow has already gone to bed, I suppose. Let us hope, for his sake, that no barge or anything will be coming through to-night." *' Of — of whom are you speaking ? " she said. " Of Adam Ford, the lock-keeper," replied Eoger. " You mean that he would have to get up and let it through the Lock, if a boat were to come along?" Miss Dexter said, shuddering as she put the question. " Yes. He would have to come down, certainly, and open the gates," answered Eoger, cheerily. "No wonder you shiver at the idea. Miss Dexter — it is not a pleasant one, especially on a winter night ! Adam now-a-days is not young and tough enough for the work ; he's past it really ; but he won't be persuaded to give it up — the place has been his home for so many years." " Poor, poor old man," said the girl, slowly and tremulously, '' You've a very gentle heart," ventured Roger, shyly. " I do not know — perhaps. It can be as hard as granite notwithstanding." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 91 In the shadow of her hood her eyes flashed; her teeth were set. Beneath her bodice her bosom throbbed to aching. " I cannot believe it," returned Roger, stoutly, unconscious of her pain and emotion. She made no rejoinder to his disbelief; but, halting, said hurriedly — ''And yonder, you say, Mr. Harland, is Woldney Moat ? " Roger had said nothing of the kind. He had mentioned the Woldney meadows; but not Woldney Moat. But, unaware of this fact, he made answer — mechanically hoisting his lantern as if the poor light it gave could fling its beams athwart the dark meadows and show up the ancient ruin amidst its low- lying pastures, where dwelt, when he visited the neighbourhood. Sir Garth Gilroy, with grim care in his breast and wan ghosts about his hearth — " Yes, yonder is Woldney Moat. You must go there one day with my sister, and explore the old place — " " Yes, I intend to do so,'* said the girl, hurrying onward. '' A great friend of ours — of Kate's and of mine — lives at the Moat," Harland was con- tinuing. " We could go over the old house any day you pleased. Miss Dexter. By-the- bye, I hope you will like my sister Kate, and 92 JilKE LOST SHEEP. that you and she will become friends in time. If you are not happy and comfortable with the Pringles, you must make our house your — " Roger was talking to space. His lantern dropped with a jerk when he found himself alone. The sudden movement of his arm — either that or a gust of wind — extinguished the bit of candle within the horn cage. Cursing the mishap, he ran forward, sick with apprehension. " Miss Dexter — Miss Dexter ! " he shouted, " for Heaven's sake, take care what you're about ! Don't go another step until I am with you ! You don't know the ground — " He was too late. The shrill cry of a woman's voice rang out upon the blusterous night. The wind, as it swept by the river, caught up the shriek and carried it afar over the woods and meadows. " Help — help me — I am sinking ! " The strange governess, having quitted Roger's side, had walked sheer into the black, cold abyss of the Lock. CHAPTER III. The dwelling-house appertaining to Little Borough Mills was old-fashioned, solid and comfortable. On either side of the entrance-hall was a good-sized sitting-room, with a third and smaller parlour opening out of the dining- room from an alcove by the fireplace. This small parlour was Eoger Harland's own den, " snuggery " and counting-house together. It was lighted by one long narrow window which looked towards his mill, and from which, on Saturday evenings, Harland paid the men who worked for him. This inner room, in its turn, opened on a lobby which communicated with the kitchen offices. In front of the house lay a neat flower- garden, which in the summer-time was sweet and gay with every variety of colour and perfume, with a fine view therefrom of the 94 LIKE LOST SHEEP. silvery Dane flowing broadly between its woods and pastures. In oblique view tbe Harlands could obtain a glimpse of the pretty town of Coverley, its fine old cburcli — the parish church of St. Eve's — and its noble bridge. Immediately facing them were Borough Mills proper. At the back of the Harlands' house were kitchen-garden and orchard, stretching up towards the railroad and the clover fields of Woldney. Roger Harland's prediction with regard to the coming winter being a wet one seemed likely to be verified. A week had elapsed since the arrival of the Pringles' governess, and during that entire week, the wind having dropped, it had rained steadily and incessantly. The river was turbid and troubled, and lapped the banks noisily as it rolled between them ; carrying with it upon its swollen tide all sorts of booty that it had snatched to itself on its way — masses of dried reeds, garden shrubs, spars of wood, and other objects which were not distinguishable in the swift eddies and dirty yellow foam. Sometimes the bloated carcase of a dog sailed past ; sometimes an empty bottle went jauntily by; sometimes an old hat or shoe. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 95 And every day, witli December drawing near, the sad and dismal rain fell regularly, and smote the angry bosom of the river like shot or hail. Kate Harland sat by their dining-room window, busy with needle and thread. A big cheery fire burned in the grate, and Kate had partly turned her back upon the dreary scene without. The large room was cosily furnished. The furniture, it was true, was of rather ancient date ; but the mahogany everywhere shone like glass. The fender and door-ornaments were of brass ; a few good oil-paintings, dingy with age, adorned the walls ; and if the carpet in places was somewhat worn, it had been a substantial one in its day, and looked in complete harmony with the rest of the room. Kate herself was by no means the least pleasing feature in it. She was a well-grown young woman, with an attractive and a sen- sible face, bright and pleasant with health, but a face which had never yefc been con- sidered a " pretty " one in her part of the world. Perhaps she was more popular with men than with members of her own sex — a man who had once seen Kate Harland was always glad to meet her again. 96 LIKE LOST SHEEP. She was not so dark in complexion as Eoger, though a decided likeness existed be- tween the two. In Kate's estimation Roger stood high— to her he was the finest, the handsomest, the dearest brother in the world. He was a man, said Kate Harland, proudly. Her head was bent over the work on her lap; the dull afternoon was growing gray; so that she failed to perceive two female figures, attired in masculine-looking mackin- toshes, that were making their way over the wooden bridge towards the Little Mills. Presently Jill and Hetty Pringle passed the garden-railings ; and, their forms darkening the window, Kate looked up and saw them. "With her needlework on her arm, she went herself to the front door. " How do you do, both of you ?" she said, heartily. " I admire your courage in coming over. Come in — I am all alone." The two girls entered, and proceeded with the freedom of old friends to divest them- selves of their dripping mackintoshes and to place their umbrellas in the ball-stand. *' Oh, isn't it simply beastly ! " observed Jill; who in person was large and square and loud, and with a strong likeness to her father. '' Beastly is far too mild a word ! *' cried LIKE LOST SHEEP. 97 Hetty, energetically ; who in appearance was small and plump and florid, and with a de- cided likeness to her mother. " It might be better, I admit," laughed Kate. " However, it is very comfortable indoors ; so come along." Relieved of their waterproofs, the Pringle girls were seen to be clad in dark, ex- pensive gowns, handsome sealskin jackets, with brilliant crimson toques upon their heads. Each wore her knot of hair twisted low on her jacket-collar ; and each had a wondrous thick " fringe " reaching quite down to her brows. They always tried to look their best when- ever they came over to the Little Mills; be- cause of course there was the possibility of a chat with Eoger, and not infrequently with his friend — Barton Chance — as well. A young man was a young man with the Pringle girls; they would trudge any distance, in any weather, to talk to a young man. On this particular afternoon, poor Hetty's "fringe" had suffered obviously from the wind and the dampness of the atmosphere ; but Jill's, which was of coarser growth, was marvellous to behold in its wiry bushiness. Jill, too, before starting, had given hers an extra touch-up with the curling-irons. VOL. I. H 98 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " How is Miss Dexter ? '' was Kate's first question, as soon as they were seated round the dining-room fire; her next, before she had received an answer to the first — " Has she to-day left the Lock ? She told me this morning that she should do so." Julia Pringle shrugged her large shoulders and said — "Oh, I believe she's all right ! She came to us after luncheon looking well enough — and I, for one, was not sorry to see her. Those brats of Louisa's are simply a nuis- ance in the house, and the sooner she fetches them away the sooner shall I bless her ! " Hetty began to giggle. " It is my fixed belief that she tumbled in . on purpose," said she ; and, as she spoke, she slid from her chair to the hearthrug and spread her plump hands — upon which sparkled numerous costly rings — to the fire. " Jill thinks so too." "I said so, in the first place, if you please," snapped Jill. " Well, if you did, I thought so all along," retorted Hetty, looking round reproachfully at her sister. " You needn't catch one up so sharp, you cross old thing ! " The younger was ever ready to stab the elder with the fact of her seven-and-twenty years. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 99 "Whom — what — on earth are you talking about ? " asked Kate, pausing in her sewing, which she had not suffered the arrival of th© Pringle girls to interrupt, and staring with a questioning look from one to the other. *' Miss Dexter," they answered together ; Jill hastening to add : " Yes — we quite believe that she pitched into the Lock and made all that fuss on purpose." Kate Harland, indignant as she felt at the foolish accusation against the strange gover- ness, laughed in spite of herself. " Why in the world should she take 'the trouble to do so mad a thing?" said she. " She might easily have been drowned on such a dark night — to say nothing of the un- pleasantness of the cold plunge." " Oh, it was a romantic adventure, she thought, with Mr. Harland close at hand to rescue her from a watery grave ! " giggled the younger Miss Pringle. " It would have been a bad look-out for her, though, if Rog — if Mr. Harland had been unable to swim," grimly observed the burly Jill. . " Just wouldn't it ! " cried Hetty, viva- ciously. " What a sell ! " ** Well, of one thing I am very sure," said Kate, not without asperity, laying aside her 100 LIKE LOST SHEEP. work, whicli was now finisTied, and pulling the bell-cord near to which she sat. '' If that of which you accuse Miss Dexter were true — which, however, it could not be, she being, I can plainly see, a gentlewoman in every respect, and, therefore, incapable of such folly — Eoger would have left her, I almost believe, to shift for herself. He is about the last fellow in the world to countenance that kind of nonsense. He hates it too much." The Pringle girls shook their bushy toque- crowned locks, and smiled incredulously. They judged others of their own sex and age — as the like of them are apt to do — by their own peculiar standard of action. They themselves were constantly on the look-out for an adventure, and would have upset their boat in mid-stream, or pitched head-foremost into the lock or mill-tail with amazing alacrity, could they be but assured beforehand that there was a young man ready to rush and dive to the rescue. In answer to Kate's ring, a gaunt, hard- featured woman, in close-fitting white cap and clean apron, entered the room, bear- ing some tea-things and a china dish of thin bread-and-butter. The Miss Pringles always declared that they positively could not exist without afternoon tea, and it LIKE LOST SHEEP. 101 amused Kate Harland to humour their absur- dities. Naomi, the wife of Dan'l the fore- man — who, from an attic window, had seen the arrival of Hetty and Jill, and who, like the thorough old servant she was, fully under- stood her mistress's ring — was ready, at the sound of the bell, with the necessary tea equipage. '' Oh, you shouldn't bother on our ac- count,'* protested Julia, languidly. " "Why do you?" " No, you really shouldn't," echoed Hetty. " It's awfully good of you, nevertheless," said Jill. *' Awfully," said Hetty. ** My dear girls," replied Kate, laughing, *' our kettle is always boiling at this hour — if you want a cup of tea, why not have it ? Besides, it is a fashionable institution — why not be fashionable ? Eoger and I shall be having our own homely meal by-and-by; but we like meat with our tea — at least Roger does." Jill and Hetty looked up suspiciously. Was Kate Harland really daring to laugh at them? " Is he in the mill to-day ? " inquired Hetty, after a few thoughtful sips. ** Who ? Hoger ? Yes ; in the mill and 102 LIKE LOST SHEEP. very busy. Hetty, I don't believe I Have given you enough cream, have I ? " " Loads, thanks," replied Hetty, non- chalantly. As the girls sat round the fire, with tea- cups on their knees, their talk drifted back to the subject of Miss Dexter and the singu- larity of her mishap on the night that she arrived. "As for that old Ford," said Miss Pringle, contemptuously, taking her tea in audible spoonfuls, " he grows more idiotic every day of his life. It's time, everybody says, that he was turned out and an able-bodied man put in his place. Sir Garth Gilroy, or pa, or somebody, ought to speak to the Dane Con- servancy authorities. I'm sure, last summer people used to scream themselves hoarse at the Lock in their attempts to make the old stupid hear ; and, even when he did appear, he was frequently too feeble to wind back the gates. His rambling chatter about Miss Dexter is really quite too sickening — it is simply babyish. As we came past to-day he was sitting in the porch, all in the rain, cry- ing, and holding his head in his hands, and moaning out — " " ' Oh, Minnehaha ! Minnehaha ! She was like my Minna in life again ! '" suddenly sobbed out Hetty, with mock emotion, setting down LIKE LOST SHEEP. 103 her cup and dropping her forehead and fringe into the palms of her pink plump hands " — Just like that." " Am I telling the story or are you ? '* demanded Miss Pringle, angrily. " You, you old crosspatch," replied Hetty, pertly. '' But I will, if you like." "You know," continued Jill, with a very red face, yet ignoring the rudeness of her junior, and pointedly addressing Kate as if there was no such person as Hetty in the room, " when Rog — when Mr. Harland rescued her on that night, old Adam, hear- ing, for a wonder, the commotion beneath his window, came out with a light to see what had happened, and Miss Dexter was taken at once into the cottage, it being so close at hand. She was insensible from fright and exhaustion — " ''Or shamming insensibility,*' threw in Hetty, nodding. " We know." " Insensible from fright and exhaustion," repeated Jill, stonily, " and they — Mr. Har- land and old Adam — carried her upstairs and laid her upon a bed — " "I remember," Kate interrupted, quietly. " Did not I go to her the instant I heard what had occurred ? " "Oh, of course — I am forgetting," said Jill, with a careless laugh. "We have seen CHAPTER IV. Kate Haeland, alone, went back to tlie dining-room, and sat there quite quiet and idle for some time, staring into the fire. Her thoughts had returned almost insensibly to the night of the coming of Miss Dexter, and she caught herself pondering the probable result of the governess's advent in their midst. That Roger — and somehow at this reflec- tion a cold, strange feeling seemed to settle about Kate's heart — was deeply interested in Miss Dexter was plain ; though, a naturally reserved and self-reliant young man, he had mentioned her name scarcely at all since the night when he had saved her from drowning. At least, of his own will he had not spoken of Miss Dexter. The fact of his having rendered her so great a service would, of course, serve to increase his interest in the stranger, de- cided Kate, between whom and the new^ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 107 governess a strong mutual liking had already sprung into existence. This was but natural. As soon as Kate — as she herself had re- minded the Pringle girls — had been made aware of the catastrophe, she had flown to the assistance of Miss Dexter. She and Naomi, with tenderest handling, had put her to bed in the Lock cottage, and had done their utmost to restore animation to the unconscious girl ; whilst Eoger, hastily changing his wet clothes for dry ones, had himself saddled his horse and galloped off to Coverley for doctor's aid. Happily, half-way thither, he met Mr. Headstone Payne — a young and remarkably energetic country surgeon, very popular with ladies — who, in his gig, was on his road to the Little Mills^ having just been summoned to the relief of Mrs. Wickie, the matron in the mill-yard. Throughout that anxious night had Kate and her gaunt handmaiden watched by the bedside of Miss Dexter; Roger sitting in the kitchen below and listening, or pretending to do so, to the wild talk of the childish old lock-keeper. As for the Pringles, they all, having learnt what had happened, went comfortably to bed, and declared amongst themselves that it CHAPTER IV. Kate Haeland, alone, went back to the dining-room, and sat there quite quiet and idle for some time, staring into the fire. Her thoughts had returned almost insensibly to the night of the coming of Miss Dexter, and she caught herself pondering the probable result of the governess's advent in their midst. That Eoger — and somehow at this reflec- tion a cold, strange feeling seemed to settle about Kate's heart — was deeply interested in Miss Dexter was plain ; though, a naturally reserved and self-reliant young man, he had mentioned her name scarcely at all since the night when he had saved her from drowning. At least, of his own will he had not spoken of Miss Dexter. The fact of his having rendered her so great a service would, of course, serve to increase his interest in the stranger, de- cided Kate, between whom and the new^ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 107 governess a strong mutual liking had already- sprung into existence. This was but natural. As soon as Kate — as she herself had re- minded the Pringle girls — had been made aware of the catastrophe, she had flown to the assistance of Miss Dexter. She and Naomi, with tenderest handling, had put her to bed in the Lock cottage, and had done their utmost to restore animation to the unconscious girl ; whilst Roger, hastily changing his wet clothes for dry ones, had himself saddled his horse and galloped off to Coverley for doctor's aid. Happily, half-way thither, he met Mr. Headstone Payne — a young and remarkably energetic country surgeon, very popular with ladies — who, in his gig, was on his road to the Little Mills^ having just been summoned to the relief of Mrs. Wickie, the matron in the mill-yard. Throughout that anxious night had Kate and her gaunt handmaiden watched by the bedside of Miss Dexter; Roger sitting in the kitchen below and listening, or pretending to do so, to the wild talk of the childish old lock-keeper. As for the Pringles, they all, having learnt what had happened, went comfortably to bed, and declared amongst themselves that it 108 LIKE LOST SHEEP. served the governess right — her tumbling into the Lock — for having had the audacity to arrive at such an unearthly hour and in such a preposterous fashion. However, they sent one of their smart maids round in the morning to inquire how the patient was, and the smart maid tripped back and reported that — according to Mr. Payne — Miss Dexter was at present too ill to be removed from the cottage, and that she had sunk into a sound sleep and still slept. So then Miss Topps, the Pringle damsels' own special domestic, minced round to the Lock, and left word at the door that her mistress and the young "leddies" would look in with inquiries as soon as they could find time to do so ; which somehow did not occur until the second day, when Miss Dexter was well enough to be dressed and to sit up by the fire in the little whitewashed bed- room which had been the bed-room of the lock-keeper's daughter. But a severe cold had followed on the effects of the immersion, and the shock and excitement of it all had weakened her con- siderably ; so that for the next few days, at any rate, said Mr. Headstone Payne, the patient must remain where she was. When she awoke for the first time to con- LIKE LOST SHEEP. 109 sciousness of her strange surroundings — when she had reahzed the event of the past night, and had discovered who it was that sat watching by her bedside — the governess said feverishly : " I must write a letter, please, immediately — onlv a few words, Miss Harland — and then — and then I will try to thank you for all that you have done for me.*' " Thanking me is nonsense," said Kate, smiling. '' And I think it would be better for you to remain quiet — " " But my letter — indeed it must be written at once," had pleaded the governess. " It is of real importance." " Frankly, I do not believe that you are yet strong enough to write," said Kate kindly. *' Let me be penwoman ? " " I assure you that I am quite strong enough," earnestly replied Miss Dexter — " if you will help me." So Kate, without further parley, obtained the necessary articles, and put her firm arm round her new friend, who, thus supported, sat up in bed and scratched hastily, without date or address, the following words : " Deaeest Rot, " I arrived here late, but am quite safe. Will write you a long, long letter — 110 LIKE LOST SHEEP. also to Aunt Helen — in a few days' time. Yours, dearest, with a world of love to both, With deft delicate fingers she folded and closed the note, and directed the envelope to — ''Roy Dexter, Esq., "17, Cumberland Square, '^ London, WJ' Her hand trembled visibly when she gave the letter into Kate Harland's custody. *' Please let it go as soon as possible," said Miss Dexter, eagerly; "it is to my brother, who will be very anxious to hear from me. It tells him nothing to make him uneasy, for he is extremely delicate, and the slightest cause will sometimes bring on an illness,'' sbe added, with a faint smile. " It shall go at once," Kate promised, and left the room with the letter in her hand. On that day when the governess was dressed and sitting by the fire in a roomy old chintz-covered chair, Eoger and Adam Ford were allowed to come upstairs to see her. Kate noticed that she became much agitated at sight of the men ; that Hoger LIKE LOST SHEEP. HI himself looked awkward and shy ; and Eoger's sister ascribed the nervousness of both to an embarrassing consciousness of their peculiar relations towards each other. Roger, in the character of preserver, was dreading to be thanked for what he had done ; and Miss Dexter, in that of preserved, was of course struggling to find language good enough in which to express her grati- tude. So Kate was settling it in her own mind, when the lock-keeper, suddenly breaking forth in a cry, turned the attention of all to himself. " Forgive me, ma'am ! " cried he, falling upon his knees by Miss Dexter's chair — " you are like my dear dead girl, sitting there ! That chair was her arm-chair — her very chair. Oh, my Minna — my dear lost Minna!" He clasped the girl's delicate hand within both his own, and wept over it in the childish fashion, the weak abandonment, which was at all events no revelation to Kate and E-oger Harland. But Miss Dexter was a stranger to Adam and his ways. She was trying hard to speak. The next instant they perceived that she had fainted. 112 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Then Koger immediately found his tongue* and burst out angrily : " Go down, you old fool, do ! Why the dickens cannot you be rational now and again ? Can't you see that the lady is too ill to understand your non- sensical vagaries • — *' He checked himself, remembering Adam's years and affliction ; and gently taking him by the arm, Harland led the old man away, leaving Miss Dexter to Kate's solicitude. And so long as the governess remained at the Lock-cottage Kate Harland watched over her, attended to her comforts, as her especial charge. When her presence was required at home,. Kate sent Naomi Drake — an excellent nurse — to take her place. And Miss Topps called every day with inquiries from the Pringle family; and sometimes Miss Topps would bring with her a small rice-pudding, and sometimes some stale blancmange. But Miss Dexter preferred those delicacies which came from the Little Mills. Roger, after that first interview, was for sternly forbidding Adam ever again to visit Miss Dexter's room during the few days which would end her enforced stay at the Lock. The girl, however, surprised Harland by LIKE LOST SHEEP. 113 declaring that she was glad to converse with the old man; he interested her, she said; and that she was stronger now, a great deal stronger, than she had been on that first occasion of their meeting upstairs. So Adam, as pleased as a child, used, whenever he could, to steal up and talk to the strange young lady who sat in his dead girl's room ; and sometimes, without knowing that he did so, he would call her Minnehaha. Once, after the lock-keeper had been sitting with Miss Dexter and speaking of his lost Minna, Kate coming briskly in h touched me, saddened me inexpressibly." " He is a very tiresome old man ! " said Kate, impatiently. '' If I were you, my dear, I would not have him up here at all. He is but doleful company at the best of times." " On the contrary, I like him to come," Miss Dexter replied, more calmly. " Besides,*** VOL. I. I 114 LIKE LOST SHEEP. with a little smile, "is not he in his own house ? " *'He does not know half his time what he is chattering about," said Kate, with decision. " My brother always says that he is as mad as a March hare." To this Miss Dexter made no response ; only bowed her head, as if in token that she understood. And so the week slipped by, and the governess grew well enough to enter upon her duties. When she quitted the Lock-cottage for the Pringles' house she pressed some gold pieces into the hand of Adam Ford — gold pieces which represented a sum that is seldom — at least for fanciful charity — at the command of governesses engaged at a salary of forty pounds a year. And he, on receiving them, looked earnestly, with his vacant, troubled eyes, first at the donor and then at the money, and said, with grateful simplicity, that he should never spend it — never — he should keep it always for her sake — yes, always for her sake — because she was so beautiful and so like his dear dead Minna ! And then, when the strange lady was fairly gone from the cottage, Adam sat LIKE LOST SHEEP. 115 down in tlie porch, regardless of the weather, his arms flung over his bent gray head, and sobbed aloud in the weak and broken manner which the Pringle girls had described to Kate when they called at the Little Mills. Yet they had told her nothing that she did not know before ; she, during the past week, having been constantly with the young stranger, and they having got their infor- mation second-hand from the mincing abigail Topps. By-and-by Naomi came into the dining- room, but Kate stirred not from her thought- ful attitude. The tall old servant lit the lamp, drew down the blinds, and then the warm curtains over them. She heaped on more firing, and swept the hearth clean ; and then, having removed the kettledrum equipage, with a snort of open disdain, Naomi spread the cloth for regular tea and brought in a home-cured ham. The master, whom she had hugged as a baby, had, Naomi was well aware, the wholesome appetite of a strong and an industrious man; and Kate herself never neglected to ascertain that there was something good in the house for Roger's tea. Presently, with a start, the mistress looked up. 116 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " Why, is it you again, Naomi ! Where is Hannah this afternoon ? " " That gal Hanner is as ockard as any mule," grumbled ]^[aomi. '' She's gone to Coverley." " She might have waited for a better day," said Kate — " though I believe I gave her permission to go." " Jest what I said, Miss Kate. But there, it ain't a mossel o' use to waste breath on Hanner ; especially when she's got finery in her hi," returned Naomi, with indigna- tion. " She'd trapse through muck and mire above her middle, that gal would, to buy a hartificial for her Sunday bonnet. She says she shall have a yaller rose — a yaller rose indeed ! " Naomi stalked out, muttering wrathfully " A yaller rose ! " and the mistress of the Little Mills once more fell into a brown study, seeing odd things and familiar faces in the heart of the fire before her. Again she started, for a solid hand was laid upon her shoulder. Koger, in his dusty clothes, was standing beside her on the hearthrug. *' Kate, old woman, you were snoring ! " She laughed, jumped up, and pressed her hands tight upon her eyes to banish the visions they had seen. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 117 "I was deep in though fc, my dear," she said. " I did not even hear you come in." " What, pray, were you thinking about ? '* "I was thinking of Miss Dexter," was Kate's quiet reply. " Oh ! " said Roger, blushing suddenly through his flour. " She is really gone to the Pringles to- day," said Kate. " She went to them after luncheon. Jill and Hetty have been here ; and — and, Roger," added his sister, with a sigh, '* I greatly fear that Miss Dexter will not be very happy with those girls at Borough Mills." " Ah ! " was all that Roger said this time. And forthwith, with much care in the opera- tion, he seated himself at the table and began to carve the ham. * ^ * ^ * When Hannah, towards seven o'clock, re- turned to the Little Mills, laden with paper- bags — herself and her parcels alike sopped through and through, according to Naomi — she brought with her the news that Sir Garth Gilroy had come back to the Moat ; for the Woldney carriage had met him, de- clared Hannah, at the Coverley Station. " It passed me on the Redtown road," said she, as she unlaced her thick wet boots before 118 LIKE LOST SHEEP. the kitchen fire ; " and I see his white face in the carriage Hghts. Mr. Chance was with him, for I see him too." And when Roger came into supper, Kate said to him as she brought him his slippers : " Roger, Sir Garth Gilroy has returned this evening to the Moat. Did you know it?" "Nonsense !" replied he. "I saw Barton only this morning, and he said nothing about it. Sir Garth is not expected until Christ- mas." " Barton was with him in the carriage," rejoined Kate. And she repeated Hannah's story. " Can't be," said Harland, thoughtfully. " Unless — " He stopped, and looked up at his sister with a queer, questioning expression in his eyes. He kicked off his boots in silence. " Ah, my dear ; that's just it," nodded Kate, drily enigmatical. Then she added : " He has come home all in a hurry, as he has come home all in a hurry before to-day — for the simple reason that he was compelled to do so. He telegraphed to Barton, depend upon it, Roger." " Phew ! " whistled Roger. " I suspect you're right, old girl." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 119 "Women are, always" laughed she — " only they so seldom get their due ! " So saying, Kate Harland quitted the room for a moment to speak to Naomi in the kitchen ; and Roger, left to himself, heard the restless moan of the swollen river and the familiar throb of his busy mill — the black night brooding over all. CHAPTER Y. " Oh — — — o ! " cried Hetty Pringle, with desperate clutches at her companion's arm. '' I shall fall, Mr. Chance ; I — I — I am certain I shall fall ! " Then she gasped, reeled, and clung to her cavalier even more tenaciously, if possible, than she had clung before. He supported her, laughing ; and said — " Try again. Miss Hetty. Ce n'est que le 'premier pas qui coute, vous savez.'^ " That's — all — very — well — in theory, vous savez^^ panted Hetty, recovering her balance with difficulty, and venturing very gingerly to move onward again ; " but the 'premier pas with skates on one's feet, Mr. Chance, is likely to cost one a good deal, I — I — I am afraid. Ah ! " Here Hetty staggered ludicrously ; grabbed at the young man this time in vain ; and sat down suddenly upon the ice before him. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 121 " What a spectacle you're making of your- self ! " called out Jill, scornfully, as, hand- in-hand with some Coverley youth consider- ably smaller than herself, she totfcered past her sister ; who, with Barton Chance bending over her and good-temperedly assisting her in the task, was now endeavouring to stand erect once more. " You're not cutting an over-brilliant — oh ! — figure, is she, Mr. Chance ? " observed Hetty, with great caution, " as far as I am any judge in the matter. She goes along — oh ! — very much after the fashion of a cat in walnut-shells, doesn't she, Mr. Chance ? " '' That, at any rate, is better than not going along at all," Jill was looking over her shoulder to retort ; when, with scarce a second's warning, her heels slid outward, and Miss Pringle lay in a heap with her unfortu- nate youth upon the top of her. Hetty could afford to crow in spite of her mishaps ; for had not she managed to secure Barton Chance to herself, whilst Jill — up to the present — had been compelled to rest satisfied with the unwilling aid oE a school- boy ? ^ " Retribution ! " shrieked Hetty,, delight- edly — '' isn't it, Mr. Chance ? Serve you right, old lady, for laughing at me ! " 122 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Poor Jill was too smothered and shaken to reply ; and Hetty and her handsome cavalier went delicately on their way. As for Barton, he pitied himself intensely, seeing that Hetty Pringle had " nabbed '* him, as he called it, early in the afternoon ; and as yet he could discern not the faintest probability of ridding himself of her un- welcome preference. He was not this after- noon exactly in the humour to talk and " chaff " with Hetty, for there was in the distance a figure upon the ice — a figure neatly and darkly clad, and innocent alike of costly furs and bushy red-toque-crowned locks, that skated quietly and well, with an erect and a business-like air — whom Barton Chance was impatient to join. Still, he was too sweet-tempered to allow the girl at his side to perceive that to him, in his present frame of mind, her society wa& little better than a nuisance. To aggravate affairs. Barton himself was an accomplished skater, and could perform all kinds of fantastic movements ; and, natur- ally, Hetty's pitiable incapability irritated the young man exceedingly. All the same. Barton chatted and smiled in an encouraging manner, and swore that ere long Miss Hetty would be able to " go LIKE LOST SHEEP. 123 backwards," naj, to execute the " outside edge " with the most consummate ease. Although Hetty herself did not believe a word of this prediction, she said : " Do you really think so, Mr. Chance — really and truly ? " — and audaciously squeezed his arm, her hold on which was already like that of a vice — " How nice ! " " Yes, upon my word," answered Barton, " you will at this rate. Why, you're getting along like a house a-fire ! " And all the while his eyes were roving after that distant figure moving easily hither and thither amongst the crowd of skaters in the figld. Hetty's aim, perhaps, on that afternoon was not so much to learn to skate as to keep Mr. Barton Chance by her side as long as possible, and so to triumph over Jill and her hobbledehoy. She knew that Barton was not what her mother considered '' an eligible young man ; " nor was he, perhaps, a very steady young man. But he was pleasant to be seen with, being so good-looking ; plea- sant to talk to ; was to be met at most of the houses whither the Pringles themselves went ; and, above all, as agent and steward to Sir Garth Gilroy, he lived at Woldney Moat. This counted for not a little in the estima- tion of the Pringles, who certainly, in a 124 LIKE LOST SHEEP, fashion, knew a good deal of Sir Gartli him- self. At least, the head of the Pringle household knew a good deal of the affairs of Sir Garth Gilroy. But it was at the Little Mills that the Pringle girls most frequently met Barton Chance. He was a young man of good descent, his family, the earlier members of which had once owned a considerable estate in the county of Suffolk, having come down, through extrava- gance, with a rush, in the world. Indeed, his father and Sir Garth Gilroy had been young men together in days gone by; so that when, some three years back, affairs at the Moat had got into such a plight that they were fast drifting beyond the control of its negli- gent master, he remembered the existence of the son of his old friend, and wrote and offered Barton the post he now occupied in the old ruin at "Woldney. Chance, at that date, had left Cheltenham, where he had been educated, and was then living in easy idleness at the house of his guardian in London. But that gentleman had recently made known to him that there were no funds available for an University course, and that it therefore behoved him to look out for something to do in the world with all possible despatch. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 125 Sir Garth's offer was a timely one, and Barton at once accepted it. The young fellow was almost alone in life, bis parents being dead and his only sister married and settled in Canada. And though, it may be, he would have preferred to remain in town, since nothing in the way of employment there presented itself to him, he perforce bowed to circumstances and resi2:ned himself to life in the country. He came to Woldney, and Sir Garth, per- ceiving that the young man seemed equal to the work required of him, took himself off to foreign soil again, saying, as usual, that it was uncertain when he should return, and leaving Barton to do the best he could with the mass of muddled business which he found at the Moat. Sir Garth Gilroy, Chance very soon dis- covered, was for ever coming and going without ceremony or warning. Sometimes he would stop at Woldney for a night or two only; at other times he would remain for a month. And the home-coming of the master of the dreary old mansion was generally a matter of compulsion. This, too, Barton had discovered as time went on. The young man soon made himself happy enough in his new quarters ; he was a natu- rally contented and easy-going fellow. He 126 LIKE LOST SHEEP. had his own rooms in the old house ; there was a horse and dog-cart always at his com- mand ; he was entirely, for the greater part of the year, his own master. If he felt inclined to run up to town for a day or so's change, he had the leisure and the moderate means wherewith to indulge the inclination. Barton, ere long, began to con- sider himself as not being so badly placed after all ; for he was very fond of an easy life, of pleasure and of pleasant things. Fishing, one summer evening, from the banks of the Woldney meadows, Sir Garth's young agent met Roger Harland, engaged upon the same occupation as himself. The two men got into conversation, as anglers will, and Eoger, shy and reserved as he knew himself to be, felt vaguely astonished at the manner in which he thawed towards Barton Chance. Perhaps, however, the secret lay in Barton's own singularly winning and attractive personality. Later on they strolled together, with their fishing-tackle, over the bridge in Harland' s homeward direction — Barton saying that he was in no hurry to get back to the Moat — and so to the garden- gate of the Little Mills. Eoger, in his quiet way, suggested that his new acquaintance should come in for a LIKE LOST SHEEP. 127 glass of beer or a little cold whiskej-and- water — it was yet early. Barton, nothing loath, acquiesced immediately; and, with Boger entering the cool pleasant house, he was introduced to his friend's sister Kate. From that evening thenceforward he be- came a frequent visitor at the Little Mills ; and the acquaintance thus begun by degrees ripened into a treasured friendship. Barton conceived a great respect for Harland ; and Eoger, on his part, was often the means, by brotherly talk and sensible advice, of saving Chance from many a folly and the conse- quences attendant on it. He was continually looking in with a new song for Kate to try over, a new magazine, some flowers from the wild old gardens at Woldney, a new pipe for Roger to examine — Barton had always a laughing excuse for these frequent visits of his. At the Little Mills Chance first met the Pringle girls, who made a " dead set " at him with their fascinating powers the instant the introduction was an accomplished fact be- tween them. " He was so awfully good-looking ! " they whispered to each other on going away. And it was true. Barton Chance was blessed with beauty of no common order — 128 LIKE LOST SHEEP. a " perfect face and perfect form." He was neither so tall nor so strong-looking as Roger Harland, said the Pringle girls, but he was a million times handsomer — oh yes ! His eyes were sweetest, darkest blue, pro- nounced Hetty rapturously ; in fact they were the true, rare violet colour. Barton, indeed, was very fair — with the warm, downy fairness of a rich ripe peach. His hair was crisp and golden ; his thick eyebrows and eyelashes, in reality of a light tan colour, looked sometimes a quite dark brown, when a deeper flush than usual was glowing upon his handsome face. His features were strikingly clean-cut; his teeth were beautifully white — continual smoking apparently failing to spoil them ; whilst the long tawny moustache which drooped from his red upper-lip hid a mouth which was as sweet and smiling as that of a pretty woman. Such was Barton Chance, sunny-tempered and weak of will; nay, with many faults which needed but opportunity, perhaps, to broaden into actual vices. But Julia Pringle — in the phraseology of Agatha Groldraore in Fundi — had declared to her sister Hetty thp.t Barton was "like a young Greek god." As for his careless, impulsive nature — which, in all probability, would prove his greatest LIKE LOST SHEEP. 129 drawback in life — that, without doubt, he had, with his good looks, inherited from his mother, who had been a charming Irish- woman; but whose improvident light-hearted ways, upon her introduction into the Chance family, had certainly wrought that family no especial good. Christmas was approaching ; hard and frosty weather had followed upon the heels of gale and flood. The riverside meadows in the neighbourhood of Coverley were sheeted with water ; and business now at the Borough Mills, both the greater and the less, was at a standstill, owing to the blocks of ice which, floating down stream, had made their way into the mill-ponds and clogged the mill-wheels. The afternoon was dim and bitterly cold; the sun, already westering and showing like a globe of smouldering fire through the haze overhead, promised a continuance of the present hard weather. All the idler members of Coverley society were, on that December afternoon, disporting themselves upon the ice — in a meadow about a quarter of a mile removed from Roger Harland's mill — and were airing their ac- complishments, or their lack of them, in a fashion not unamusing to observe. VOL. I, "^ K 130 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Those wlio really could skate swept and curved and sailed about and turned hither and thither on one leg, backward or for- ward, as the humour of the moment seized them, and cut hieroglyphics upon the glassy surface; those that could not, tripped up and rolled over one another, or sat down un- expectedly at every turn. Some, with the aid of a chair, crept fear- fully along, trembling for what might be coming in their rear ; others, striking boldly out, with a "look at me " sort of air, either triumphed, as they deserved to do, or failed disastrously in their attempt to shine. There were tiresome scared little curs that would get in the way of everyone ; there were equally tiresome louts and hobblede- hoys who would play " hocky '' when they were not engaged in earning pence for fastening on the skates of the public ; there were the usual groups of on-lookers in the field who criticised the performers and gossiped as they watched. " Do you see," said Hetty Pringle to Barton Chance — '' oh ! do let's rest a moment — do you see those two old cats on the bank — " " Two old cats ? " repeated Barton, me- chanically; looking, however, in a quite wrong direction. " Where ? '' LIKE LOST SHEEP. • 131 "Not there — but yonder, on the towing- path by the gate," answered Hetty, with a slight nod of her brilUant toque in the line of vision indicated. " I'll be bound they're saying something nasty about everybody — about us, perhaps, Mr. Chance ! " " Oh, I see ! — Miss Bishop and Miss Eager," said Barton. " Ah, very likely ! I have met them once or twice at the Little Mills. They are a pleasant couple, are they not ? " " I can't think why Kate Harland will have anything to do with them," Hetty remarked. " Why, there is Kate 1" she broke off, " talking to Miss Dexter and the brats. It's the first time I've caught sight of her. Do you see her, Mr. Chance — Kate Harland, I mean ? " " I've seen her for some time," said Barton, restlessly. " And I declare there's Hoger — I mean Mr. Harland — come into the field, and putting on his skates too. Poor Jill, she's hobbling over to him, or trying to. Do look at her, Mr. Chance ! Isn't she droll ? Oh, dear ! down again she goes, full sprawl in the very path of Tim Maltover. That, I verily believe, was a ruse of Jill's ; I know her so well. See ! the guileless Tim has fallen into the trap, and is helping her to 132 LIKE LOST SHEEP. get up. And, yes ! I thought so ! He is now going to give her a turn. Bravo, Jill ! very nicely done." " I should imagine that your sister, by this time, must be pretty well black and blue," observed Barton, with a laughing ligbt in his bright, beautiful eyes, '' judging from the style in which she goes to work." " Oh, the bruises, Jill considers, are gained in a good cause," Hetty returned, flippantly. " She'll lay in a larger stock yet, you'll see,. Mr. Chance,' before we leave the ice." '' How do you mean ? " ''Why, having wearied out Tim Malt- over, with her conversation for a certainty — perhaps with her weight — she will next contrive to enlist the help and sympathy of his brother Phil. Phil, in his turn, having been bored out of his five senses, she will proceed to lay siege to Mr. Headstone Payne — he is in the meadow ; I saw him with the Miss Bilfils not a minute ago. If Headstone Payne is too sharp for her, she'll catch hold of Roger Harland — and so on throughout the afternoon." " And all this manoeuvring on your sister's part will necessitate, you say, a good deal of — what shall we call it ? " laughed Barton — w^ell, of self-abasement, bruises, and what ({ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 133 not. 'Pon my word, Miss Hetty, I think you're rather rough on Miss Pringle." " Not a bit of it ! " answered the girl, lightly. " She's a regular fiend to me sometimes, and so I always put a spoke in her wheel whenever I get an oppor- tunity." *' Ah, I see. May I light a pipe ? " Chance inquired. " Why do you ask ? — you know you may. Yes ; and that as well. Go on ; I'm not a bit shocked ; besides you want it, of course, to keep out the cold. And then when you're refreshed I think we'll be moving again — my feet are getting quite numbed." Barton groaned inwardly. " I do wish," continued the sprightly Hetty, " that we had learnt to skate earlier. I feel downright ashamed of myself this afternoon ; but somehow we never before cared to try, or it was a mild winter and there was no ice, or we were from home and near no water if it did happen to freeze, and all like that, don't you know — Oh, gracious ! " giggled the damsel, as Chance, before putting the spirit to his own lips, gravely, yet with a roguish downward glance at her, tendered the flask to his companion — " do you really mean it ? Will it not make me cough and choke, 134 LIKE LOST SHEEP. and — and perhaps tipsy? Oli, Mr. Chance, it would be dreadful if it got into my head, and I were to tumble down and couldn't get up again ! Well, only a leetle tiny sip, then, Mr. Chance. Goodness me, it's whiskey ! " cried Hetty, with an expression of mock horror in eyes and tone, but swallowed what she had taken nevertheless. "Finest old Scotch in the world. Miss Hetty — wouldn't hurt a baby," answered the young man. " A fellow I know in town gets it direct from Edinburgh, and I have it from him. Feel better?" Warmer, decidedly," replied Hetty, archly. Never did such a thing before," she added, confidentially. " Please, don't split, Mr. Chance ! " " Not I. Are you ready ? " " Quite." She strangled a grimace in its infancy, and once more gave him her hand. Her feet, with their new skates and leather strapping, were aching to positive agony ; but Hetty had no intention of giving up the sport so long as she could manage to keep Barton as her partner. So he, having lit his meerschaum and drained the silver flask, gallantly — making the best of a bad job — sallied forth again into the moving throng, with the heroic Hetty tottering by his side. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 135 " Well, if ever I did ! " exclaimed Miss Bishop. Miss Bishop was massive and cor- pulent, with a double chin and eye-glasses, and a false auburn front with a black velvet band across it to prevent it from slipping over her nose, with which, by the way, the keen north breeze was dealing far from kindly. Her voice was loud and rasping, and was apt to set one's teeth on edge. '' Well, if ever I did ! " said Miss Bishop. " A pretty scene truly ! Those Pringle girls take one's breath away ! " " Nobody, Maria, is ever astonished at what they do — you know that," said* Miss Eager. Miss Eager was wiry and dried-up looking; her features were brown and pinched ; her hair, which was her own, was growing very white. In appearance, at least, she was a contrast in every respect to the other spinster lady, with whom she had lived for the past twenty years. The two had been school-girls together, friends all their lives ; and, at this date, they rented conjointly a very clean and comfort- able house in the High Street of Coverley- on-Dane. Their incomes separately were small ones; but, put together, made a re- spectable sum. They dressed alike in a fashion which they fondly believed to be the prevailing one, and they had earned for them- 136 LIKE LOST SHEEP. selves the not perhaps unjust reputation for possessing the bitterest tongues in Coverley. Kindly Mrs. Harland, however, had always counted Miss Bishop and Miss Eager amongst her Coverley acquaintances ; and Kate, for her mother's sake, never failed in civility towards the two maiden ladies. Standing there upon the frozen towing- path by the meadow gate — of course, not for kingdoms would they have ventured upon the ice — their hands in their muffs, and each with an umbrella tucked under her arm, the two spinster ladies had been watching Hetty Pringle and Barton Chance, and had seen the girl refreshing herself from Barton's silver flask. " The manner in which those girls run after young men in the town is — is — simply appalling," said Miss Eager, sourly. " Julia Pringle, you observe, Rachel," said Miss Bishop, " has got hold of one of the Maltover young men. They are getting to know all sorts of folk — the Pringles, I mean — what with their money, and the carriage, and the ladies' maid, and dickens knows what besides I I haven't common patience with such airs and graces — that I haven't ! " " Well, the Maltovers are nobody," said Miss Eager, with fine contempt; "though, LIKE LOST SHEEP. 137 for second-rate country brewers, I must say, they have a pretty high opinion of them- selves ! My own father was a Staffordshire brewer, you know, Maria, and as good as any other brewer, as brewers go, as far as I can tell." " There's more than one pack in Coverley whom I should be very happy to tell 'em what I thought of 'em,'* said Miss Bishop, importantly. " The Singletons, for instance — coming into the place and sticking them- selves up for quite big people in a little way. I've not common patience with such tom- foolery ! My cousin, Lavinia Simpson,* at Highgate — did I tell you, Kachel ? — knows all about them. They had, it seems, a hosiery and haberdashery business some- where or other Islington way ; and they come down here and give out that their father was a surgeon in the Indian Army, and has seen active service in the Punjaub ! — just because the old man has a cork arm in the place of the one which, Lavinia says, he lost by amputation after an accident in the Underground Railway ! Well, the old man has three of them — and no beauties either — to find husbands for ; and I only wish they .may catch 'em in Coverley ! " " The place is overrun with girls of all 138 LIKE LOST SHEEP. sorts — good, bad, and indifferent," observed Miss Eager. " And worthless young men," snarled Miss Bishop, '' who won't marry." " Tiiey don't, or they won't, or they can't," said Miss Eager. " I don't know which it is." " They want whipping to church," said Miss Bishop. " The girls — oldish girls some of 'em are — are ready enough to go." " It's no good their going alone, of course," observed Miss Eager, drily. " Now there are seven Miss Bilfiis, as you know, Eachel," said Miss Bishop — " Lawyer Bilfil's daughters. What's to become of them, pray — " " Lovely as they are ! " interjected Miss Eager, chuckling. *' I've seen three of the brood in the meadow this afternoon — curate- hunting. Poor parsons ! " "What's to become of them, I repeat, Rachel ? " Miss Bishop continued. " I'm glad I'm not their father ! Regularly as August comes round, they let their house and troop off to the seaside ; each one of the seven takes it in turn to stay with some fine relatives they've got in London ; and what is the result ? Back they come every year to Coverley — still the Miss Bilfiis. It must be weary work ! " " There are always the curates to hope LIKE LOST SHEEP. 139 something from,'* said Miss Eager, in her thin, asthmatic voice. " Dear, dear ! What, I wonder, would the Coverley young women do without their St. Eve's and their after- noon and early ' masses,' and the flighty fledglings in clerical clothes who don't care a button for the Reverend Septimus Haze ? Give 'em plenty of lawn-tennis and flirta- tion, and the Coverley curates ask no more." " That Reverend Felix Scamper is a nice specimen," said Miss Bishop, " from all that I can hear, Rachel — married man though he is. Did Susan tell you about Miss Sn^e, the Lady Principal, as she calls herself, of the Cottage Hospital, and the hot sausages for supper? The poor creatures upstairs tearing away at their bells to deaf ears, the Vicar himself calling unexpectedly in South Street on his way home from a dinner at Major Long worth's, and the Reverend Felix being bundled ignominiously by the nurses and Miss Snaffle into the flour-bin — " " Hush — hush ! Here come the Vicar and his better-half." " His better-half, with a vengeance, if report speaks truly," said Miss Bishop. " She must be fifty if she is a day ; though she pulls herself in at the waist as if she were a chit of sixteen ! " " I've sat behind her at ^ mass,' " said Miss 140 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Eager, ironically, "and heard tHe stitches crack." This in an undertone, whilst the speaker stared straight before her as if gazing at some object in a distant part of the field; for at that moment the Eeverend Septimus Haze and his wife, the Yicaress, as vulgar Coverley scoffers jocosely called her, passed €lose along the towing-path by the two maiden ladies ; to whom the pair vouch- safed a condescending bow and shadowy smile as a token of favour sufficient for members of their flock who were not within the magic circle of the " Yicarage set." " What a plump and dreamy little man it is," remarked Miss Bishop, with scant re- spect, looking after her pastor and master with quizzical jpince-nez^ the instant he and his spouse were out of earshot. " Gracious ! Actually the couple of 'em are stopping to speak to the Pringles; and the Pringles don't belong to the parish at all — they go to Margrave." *' The Pringles have money," said Miss Eager, sarcastically. " The Pringles are intimate with Sir G-arth Gilroy." " A curious sort of intimacy, that, I fancy," replied Miss Bishop, grimly. " We ;shall see, Rachel, what it leads to." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 141 "All the same, the Gilroys are an old county family, and — " " And highly reputable some of its mem- bers have been, too," sneered Miss Bishop ; " to say nothing of the present representative of the family ! " *' I daresay old Pringle knows what he is about," said Miss Eager. " I'll be bound he does," Miss Bishop re- plied. " I'm told that the little big folk — as we call 'em, Maria — the Bilfils and the Malt- overs and the Singletons — are frightfully jealous of the Pringles' intimacy with Sir Garth Gilroy." "Yery likely, Rachel," answered Miss Bishop, in her hardest tone ; " but it will be some time hence, I venture to predict, before the Maltovers and their lot find themselves taken up by the county." " Pigs may fly, of course," said Miss Eager. ISo wagged the tongues of these two famous Coverley spinsters, in the identical style in which they had wagged over their neigh- bours and their neighbours' affairs and doings for a good many years past now. They belonged to that class of common- place people who apparently never grow 142 LIKE LOST SHEEP. weary of talking of tlie same tMng. Gossip to them is the salt of life. Suddenly Kate Harland, in her plain yet well-fitting dark clothes, stood before the two maiden ladies upon the ice which bor- dered the meadow-path. She was still alone ; her face, flushed with the cold air and exercise, betrayed nothing. She smiled very pleasantly as she said to the two elderly spinsters — who started at seeing Kate so near, they not having noticed her swift approach — " JSTaomi has sent us out some beautiful hot tea, and some hot seed-cake as well. It must be cold work standing about and look- ing on. Will not you come and join us ? You needn't cross the ice, for we have spread the rugs by the hedge near the next gate. Don't say no," said Kate, with another smile. " I don't think we mean to, my dear Kate," spoke up Miss Bishop. " Do we, Eachel ? " " No. I was really, not a moment ago, wishing it were possible to get a cup of tea," fibbed Miss Eager, politely. " Then come along," returned Kate, gaily; " or we shall find it all drunk, or cold." She skated on ahead. Miss Bishop and Miss Eager following, with careful steps, in her wake. ♦ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 143 " That new governess of the Pringles has joined them, too, I can see," whispered Miss Eager to her companion. Miss Eager was lynx-sighted and needed no pmce-nezto assist her vision. " This will be a capital oppor- tunity to ascertain what she is like, Maria. I wonder where they got her from ? " " We must find out, Eachel," said Miss Bishop, with determination. " Yes. But we won't stay long, Maria," answered Miss Eager, glancing round un- easily. " Eemember my asthma — the fog's rising." CHAPTER YI. Somewhat apart from the group gathered- round Naomi's urn of fragrant souchong and smoking-hot seed-cake stood Roger Har- land, cup-and-saucer in hand, talking to Miss Dexter ; who was quietly enjoying her tea with the rest. The girl Hannah had followed Naomi with rugs and shawls, and Kate and her party had settled themselves well in the shelter of the wintry hedge. Clinging shyly to Miss Dexter's gown, and contentedly munching hot cake meanwhile — for they had already learned to love and to obey the reserved yet tender- voiced girl whom they called their governess — were her two small pupils, Joey and Tommy, as their grandfather at the Mills had facetiously nick-named them ; they having received in baptism the names of Josephine and Thomasina respectively. Josephine was five and a half; Thomasina LIKE LOST SHEEP. 145 GYer four. They were very good and quiet little maids, indeed remarkably so if com- pared with ordinary children of a similar age. They were always obedient and never quarrelsome; but, as is not unusual with very good and obedient children, they were keenly observant of their elders — of their speech, manners, and peculiarities if any were prominent. So that when these little people did open their lips their innocent re- marks were apt to savour of the observations of the worst enfant terrible. " You have had three glasses of port-wine^ grandmamma, and your face is- so red," had said Joey, with the utmost gravity, on the last Sunday at dessert. ^ " Nose too," lisped little Tommy, with equal solemnity ; '* all over, grandmamma.'* Grandpapa at this had laughed out loud and long, but grandmamma said sharply that i^ Joey and Tommy did not behave better than they were then doing they should never, never come down from the schoolroom to dessert again. In fact, said grandmamma, she had half a mind to send them home that very minute to their own papa and mamma — right across the great deep sea, in which, in all probability, they would both be drowned ; and then they would never come back any VOL. I. L 146 LIKE LOST SHEEP. more to see dear grandpapa and grand- mamma at Borough Mills. This outburst awed the little creatures into utter silence, and they spoke no more that day in the presence of their seniors; presently slipping unnoticed from their high chairs and creeping out of the room, wonder- ing in their guileless young souls why grand- mamma should be angry and grandpapa should laugh ? " Do you not skate ? " Eoger was inquir- ing of his companion ; adding wistfully, " I have just now plenty of time — the mills can't work in such weather as this — and I should like to teach you. I should be so happy — " " It is very kind of you," the governess interrupted, with a smile ; " but I assure you I am tolerably proficient in the art. I learnt two or three winters ago in London, when the Serpentine was frozen. We get capital skating in town sometimes." " Then why won't you try now ? " said Eoger, eagerly. " Will you, Miss Dexter ? Take a turn with me — " He stopped again, and grew very hot. " No," she answered, firmly ; '' I would rather not. You seem to forget, Mr. Har- land, that I am merely the governess with LIKE LOST SHEEP. 147 these people here. I could not leave my little charges. What, pray, would the Pringles say ? And both the Miss Pringles are here. Besides, you likewise forget that I have no skates ; I did not bring mine with me." *' Why study the Pringle girls ? " said Roger, brusquely. " And as for skates, why, I will go up to Coverley this very evening and get you a pair, if you will but promise — " " I can promise you nothing," interrupted Miss Dexter, gently. " I am not my own mistress in this place. Surely you can understand that, Mr. Harland ? " For a moment she looked at him pleadingly with her lovely dark eyes, and the sweet, proud lips seemed touched with pathos. " So you must not be vexed," she added, " nor think that I am ungrateful. You know," smiling a little, " that I look upon you as my best friend amongst all these strange people. How lonely should I feel here if it were not for you and your sister, Mr. Harland ! " " I hope so," stammered Roger. " I — I mean, you know, that — that it makes me very happy to think that you regard us as your friends." " Have not I good reason to do so ?" said 148 LIKE LOST SHEEP. the governess earnestly, lier eyes shining, lier voice tremulous. " Believe me, I am not one to forget a noble act — " " Ah, don't ! " said Roger, truly uncom- fortable. He saw that tears were glistening upon her heavy eyelashes ; he was wretched ; he looked over the field helplessly. It was with intense relief that he heard Miss Dexter saying: " Will you take my cup, Mr. Harland ? Joey and Tommy are getting frozen, and we are going to run about for a short while in order to get ourselves warm again before we go indoors. Thank you. Come, dears ! — this will never do. I don't know what grandmamma would say to us if we were all to go home with bad coughs and sore throats ! " " She would put us to bed and make us have mustard-plasters on our stomicks," said Joey, looking up seriously. " And gregory-powder," added Tommy, in her small, slow, sing-song treble. " Do you like gregory-powder. Miss Dexter ? " " Yery much," said the young governess, soberly, "when I know that it will do me good to take it." So saying, she grasped a tiny hand in each LIKE LOST SHEEP. 149 of her own, and briskly trotted the youngsters off the ice. As they passed Kate Harland's group— the urn was almost empty now — Joey said, shrilly : " Who are those funny old ladies with Auntie Hetty and Auntie Jill ? Miss Harland is giving them some tea. What big muffs they have ! " "And their noses are as red as grand- mamma's," said Tommy. " Hush ! — oh, hush, children 1 " said the governess, hurrying them on to the meadow- path, and hoping that Miss Bishop and Miss Eager were occasionally a trifle deaf. " Now, we will run twice from this gate to that one yonder, and then we must go in. See, dears, how the mist is stealing over the river ! " Fortunately, the two maiden ladies were engaged in asking the Miss Pringles a variety of questions concerning Miss Dexter herself, and so had not caught the uncomplimentary prattle of Miss Dexter' s infantine charges. " She does not look much like a gover- ness," by-and-by remarked Miss Eager. " She is so slight — such a girl — so altogether — so altogether superior-looking, don't you think, Miss Pringle ? " turning to Jill. Jill shrugged her shoulders, and did not 150 ' LIKE LOST SHEEP. answer. The two maiden ladies from Coverley were Kate Harland's friends — not hers; mere nobodies, in fact, whom it was not worth while to be gracious to. " She dresses, in my opinion, a great deal too extravagantly fpr a person in her posi- tion," said Miss Bishop, "Look at that jacket i " " Oh, yes," threw in Miss Pringle, lan- guidly — *'I know. That seal she has on to-day is every jot as good as mine. Can't understand it." " All her things are simply beautiful,'* cried Hetty, vivaciously ; " and all of them are brand-new into the bargain — marked * M. Dexter,' if you please ! I wonder what her name is ? — Mary Anne, I shouldn't wonder. She looks like a Mary Anne." " I presume. Miss Pringle, that you had proper references with the — the young person ? " said Miss Bishop, pursing up her lips virtuously. " One can't be too careful." " No, indeed," chimed in Miss Eager. "One can't be too careful in these days, when all sorts of odd and startling tales appear in the newspapers." . " I believe it's all right," replied Jill, in her careless and uncivil way. "She has been living for* several years with a Mrs. De LIKE LOST SHEEP. 151 Something in Cumberland Square, who is a kind of rich relative, I should imagine, and who has given her a home for her services. Anyway, mamma managed what little cor- respondence there was in the matter ; and she was perfectly satisfied, for aught I know to the contrary. We didn't care, so long as somebody was found from somewhere to take the responsibility of those little plagues off our hands." " Cumberland Square ?" cried Miss Bishop. " Is not that a very aristocratic neighbour- hood ? I am sure I have heard so." " I really neither know nor care," said Jill, rudely. "Miss Dexter's brother also lives at 17, Cumberland Square," cried Hetty ; " for I have seen the letters she writes to him — and she is always writing to him — with that address on the envelope." " Did Miss Dexter herself tell you that it was her brother ? " inquired Kate Harland, coolly. " Yes, she did. I asked her only yester- day, and she said that it was — shortly enough, I grant you. I think she's frightfully stuck- up for a governess, and wants taking down a peg. I don't believe she has a brother living in Cumberland Square — 'tisn't likely," said 152 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Hetty, disdainfully. " There's sometliiiig shady about the young woman — that's my conviction. Kate Harland here says she — Miss Dexter — is lovely ! A joke, that, isn't it? Ha, ha, ha!" Here Barton Chance, who, with eyes shining with suppressed merriment, had been silently listening to the feminine chatter, scrambled up from the rug upon which he had been lying, and said in a quick, low tone — " Kate, you haven't been near me the whole afternoon ! " " Whose fault was that ? " said Kate. *' Not mine. Kate, you saw very well how it was ! " pleaded Barton. " Won't you take just one turn with me before it gets too dark ? " A queer, thin, croaking noise which issued from the throat of Miss Eager made them all start. " Gracious, my dear Eachel, your asthma !" almost screamed Miss Bishop. " I shall have you laid up ; we must go home at once ! " Whereupon, without ceremony, each lady whipped out from her pocket a soft knitted scarf of coloured wool, and dexterously wound the article not only around her neck and chin, but smothered up nose and all LIKE LOST SHEEP. 153 until their eyes alone were visible. Each waved her umbrella and nodded her bonnet in a sort of general farewell ; and then, Miss Bishop hurriedly drawing her house-mate's arm under her own, the two made what haste they could upon the slippery ground in the direction of the town of Coverley. " Thank Heaven for her asthma ! " ejacu- lated Barton Chance, as he and Kate together, hand-in-hand, went flying over the surface of the darkening ice. They were alone with each other at last. The field had thinned considerably ; people were fast going home; for the sun had set and darkness was coming on with the misty twilight of a winter afternoon. The nipping breeze brought over to the skaters that yet remained the sound of the bells of St. Eve's chiming in their sweet, melancholy fashion for afternoon " mass." It was a quarter to five. The curates, remembering their duties — admonished perhaps by the Beverend Sep- timus Haze, or, what was more likely, by the Eeverend Septimus Haze's omnipotent spouse — had wrenched off their skates and gone rushing, with flying coat-tails, homeward to the parish church. In a twinkling, the Miss Bilfilsj the Miss Maltovers, the Miss Single- 154 LIKE LOST SHEEP. tons, and half-a-dozen more like them, had likewise slipped off their skates, and had vanished precipitately in the wake of the curates. Away went the chase through the wintry gloaming. Jill and Hetty Pringle, looking blankly around them, discovered with chagrin that they were deserted by everybody. Even by Eoger Harland. Where, then, was he ? He had disappeared quietly ten minutes before. The Pringle girls saw him now in the dis- tance, by the gate nearest to the mills, hold- ing it open for Miss Dexter and the children to pass through. Without difficulty they recognised his tall figure, as he stood there, bareheaded, in the gathering mist, his hand extended to the governess. " I cannot allow you to come a step farther," she was saying to him, gravely and firmly. " Please go back." " Go back ? '' he repeated slowly. '' Why ?" " The Miss Pringles are alone. You must go back to them." " I have taken off my skates," said Roger^ " They are * acme,' " said the governess with a smile. " You can easily put them on again." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 155 " I have no wish to put them on again," replied Harlan d, quietly. " You will make it pleasanter for me, Mr. Harland," remarked the governess, with a kind of proud simplicity, " if you go back. Do not you comprehend ? " " Ah ! " said Eoger quickly. He did com- prehend. "Goodbye," then said Miss Dexter. "I shall come to see your sister soon — perhaps very soon." " Thank you — do," replied the young man, earnestly. " You are always welcome — no one on earth more so with Kate and me.'*" " I must say ' Thank you ' now ; for I know that I can believe what you say." She hurried on with her wee friends, and left him standing by the gate alone. Eoger gazed after her for a minute or so ; and, without knowing it, drew a deep sigh. Then he went slowly back to Jill and Hetty Pringle. CHAPTER VII. It wanted but three days to Christmas Day. The promise of a long-lasting frost had, after all, not held out, and dull and cloudy weather, with a south-westerly wind, having once more set in, the ice all over the country was rapidly disappearing, and any business of life with which Jack Frost may have temporarily interfered was again in a fair way to proceed as usual. The floods in the neighbourhood of Cover- ley-on-Dane were sinking ; the grass of the surrounding meadows, pinched and sodden from frost and immersion, was showing itself more distinctly with each passing day. The skaters grumbled ; hunting men rejoiced ; the poor were especially thankful for the kindly change, for the poor ones of the earth are the world's keenest sufferers at all times and seasons of the year. Everybody, at any rate, was of course agreed on one point — namely, that he were LIKE L03T SHEEP. 167 a shrewd and a wise man wlio should satisfac- torily account for the vagaries of the English climate. The evening was still and mild. A pallid moon on her back was just visible in the rainy gray of the sky. The wide river, mirroring the dark woods, the tambling weir, the rushing mill-tails — all gleamed with a ghostly fitfulness beneath the feeble moon's wan smile. Sir G-arth Gilroy on that evening was dining alone with the Pringles. Indeed, it was always en famille^ and never with other company, that Sir Garth had ever dined with the Pringle family. He preferred such an arrangement, he coolly informed the master of the house — which, said the wealthy Solomon, was for- tunate, since as yet they knew nobody in their miscellaneous assortment of friends and acquaintances that was " good enough " to be asked to meet Sir Garth. No insulting observation from the illus- trious guest had ever yet given offence to Solomon Pringle ; simply because Solomon would not be offended. So Sir Garth Gilroy being absent from the Moat, and there being no hindrance in the way of accounts to go over, Barton Chance 158 LIKE LOST SHEEP. — ascertaining that the towing-path of the Woldney meadows was tolerably high and dry — put on his cloth-hat and light cover- coat, and set out for the Harlands' house. He had got a new song and the new Christmas number of a popular magazine for Kate to look at ; so off went Barton to the Little Mills. The song and the magazine would amuse her — Kate— said Chance to himself, whilst he and Harland strolled up to Coverley for a pipe and a game of billiards at " The Gig." As Barton Chance passed the lock-keeper's cottage, he saw a light in a lower window falling ruddily out on the garden gloom. The curtain was drawn only partly across the lattice; the small, lit interior was dis- tinctly visible. Old Adam sat by the fire, a large book — it looked like a Bible — spread upon his knee ; whilst kneeling there by his side, her hand upon the open page as if reading aloud, was the beautiful young governess from Borough Mills. " Miss Dexter, by Jove!" muttered Barton. The candlelight flickered upon the old man's shaggy white hair, and played round the bent dark head of the kneeling girl. Barton, astonished, stared for a few LIKE LOST SHEEP. 159 seconds at the picture; then resumed his leisurely walk across the bridge. As he turned his back on the Lock cottage he heard Adam's cuckoo-clock strike seven. Barton quickened his pace. " Queer," he said aloud. '' Almost as queer as what I saw the other night — if I did see it/' he added, a smile, half thought- ful, half careless, stealing over his handsome fair face. He tapped at the dining-room win- dow of the Harlands' house ; and Roger, knowing the familiar signal, threw aside his newspaper and, pipe in mouth, went to let Barton in. He sat down by the clean-swept hearth, and Kate offering him a spill, the young fellow followed his friend Roger s example and fell a-puffing at his pipe. He told them presently, having duly pre- sented his song and Christmas number, what he had seen at the Lock cottage, and asked Roger whether he did not consider the cir- cumstance a rather singular one. '' She seems to make a strange fuss with that old chap,*' said Barton. " As Hetty Pringle says, I am half inclined to believe that there is something ' shady ' about Miss — " " What foliy you talk occasionally. Bar- ton," Kate interrupted, with some asperity. 160 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Eoger was silent, frowning; and stared into the fire. He hated the idea of there being any shred of mystery in connection with the life of this girl whom he had known so short a time, concerning whose ante- cedents, in fact, he knew absolutely nothing ; and yet who, notwithstanding, in those few short weeks, had gone near to robbing him of his entire peace of mind. He had got to think of her both by night and by day ; he could not help himself in his bondage ; her sweet, proud face, with its pathetic eyes, haunted him both in his busi- ness and out of it. Somehow he felt angry with Barton for his outspokenness ; and Kate, perceiving that Roger was annoyed, persuaded herself that she was angry with Barton too. "Do not you see how ifc is?*' continued she, her slipper tapping her footstool, her darning-needle glancing fast about the heel of a coarse gray worsted sock of Roger's. " The Pringle people are at dinner ; and Miss Dexter— " " Not being esteemed, perhaps, worthy to meet Sir Garth Gilroy," threw in Barton, nodding — " Yes ? " Roger growled; and with a rough hand seized the tobacco-jar at his elbow to refill his favourite briar. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 161 " Yes ; not being, as you put it, Barton, esteemed worthy to meet Sir Garth — if the man is there," said Kate, laughing now, " Miss Dexter has charitably, knowing that at this hour she will be neither missed nor wanted, gone to old Adam's cottage to read to him for a little while. What more natural ? — remembering all that happened on the night of her arrival here ; recollecting, too, how interested Miss Dexter has become in the old man and what a strong fancy he has taken to her. I see nothing odd in it. Barton." " She was kneeling by his chair," rumi- nated Chance. " That, surely, was an extraordinary familiarity on her part. Wo ; they wouldn't believe me if I were to tell them what I saw — what I am almost positive that I did see — the other night at Woldney Moat. So ril keep it to myself — perhaps it will happen again. 'No; I won't tell them. Better not." Aloud : '' The old chap declares — doesn't he ? — that this Miss Dexter resembles a daughter he lost years ago ; a daughter who ran away from home and never came back to him ? Mrs. James at the Moat once told me something of the tale — or tried to, and got frightfully mixed — but I have forgotten her rigmarole. It was VOL. I. M 162 LIKE LOST SHEEP. a very gin-and-watery one," laughed Barton ; '* I do remember that." " Ah, yes ; but Adam is not to be trusted. When mind and memory fail them, old people sometimes take uncommonly queer notions into their heads," answered Kate, darning away industriously. " Miss Dexter, at any rate, doesn't seem to much mind the old fellow's flights of fancy," remarked Barton. " On the contrary, she appears to take a Christian delight in humouring them." " I really believe she does," said Kate. *' She goes away, you know, to-morrow for a short Christmas holiday ; but will return, so says Hetty Pringle, early in January, so as to be able to help them in their preparations for their New Year ball." " You will go as usual, I suppose ? " inquired Barton, lazily. '* Oh, I suppose so ! " replied Kate, with a little impatient sigh. Presently Chance said — " By-the-bye, what was the name of Adam's runaway child ? That slipshod old soul at the Moat did tell me, Kate ; but, as I say, I have forgotten. Wasn't it something fantastic — not to say smacking of paganism? " " I don't know about paganism," replied LIKE LOST SHEEP. 163 Kate Harland, slowly. " It certainly was Dot an ordinary name. But then, you see. Barton — thereby hangs a tale." Bump, bump, bump at the dining-room door ; and enter Naomi. " Mr. Roger, my Dan'l wants a word with you. It's about that last load of Packhouse corn that came in this afternoon, he said I was to tell you." " All right," said Roger, rising and clapping on his millers cap which, on coming into tea, he had tossed on to a bracket in the alcove by the fireplace ; '' I'll come out to him." Exit Naomi by the door at which she had appeared, and Roger through that smaller and inner room — his own particular den— which communicated with the lobby that led to the kitchen regions. " Was it Minerva — Morgiana — or what ?** said Barton Chance, helping himself to Rogers brown jar of " Virginia " and taking up the conversational thread which Naomi and her message had momentarily broken. " It was something outlandish, I know, Kate." " What ? " said she. " Oh, you mean the name of Adam Eord's daughter ! Let me see. I dare say you are aware, are you not ? '* 164 LIKE LOST SHEEP. contiimed Kate, narratively, " tbat years ago tlie present owner of Woldney Moat — your precious Sir Garth, Barton — or, perhaps, I ought to say his branch of the family, no more dreamed that one of its members would eventually succeed to the Woldney estate, than — than — " said she, casting about for an aj)ro]oos idea, " than — " "Than I am dreaming at the present moment of one day becoming Lord Mayor of London," supplied the ready Barton. "Yes; that much I have heard." '* Ah, thanks," said Kate, looking up at him with a quick smile — " that will do exactly." "But this has nothing to do with old Adam Ford and his daughter," Barton said. " I'm coming to it. I am a woman, sir, remember, and you must allow me to tell my little story in my own way, else I can't tell it at all." "So!'' said the young man. And he let his yellow pate sink back upon the cushion of his arm-chair, and slowly puffed out gossamer rings from the cherished meers- chaum between his lips. " Kate, I'm all attention.'* " No," she repeated, emphatically ; " the Garth Gilroy branch — in days gone by — I LIKE LOST SHEEP. 165 have heard my parents say, no more dreamed that one of them would one day become Sir Garth Gilroy, of Woldney Moat and Lone- field Grange, than you, Barton, according to your own suggestion, are dreaming at this moment of Mansion House honours and turtle -soup." " Ah, but the dream may come in time ! " murmured the young man, partly closing his eyes. '' Who knows ? " " You will have to rouse yourself some- what, Barton, and work a trifle harder than you are now doing if the dream is to meet with a substantial ending," observed prac- tical Kate, drily. " Kate — spare me ! I know I am mon- strously idle. But the truth . is not always palatable — and — and how about Morgiana ?" " Morgiana ? Nonsense ! If you inter- rupt me again, I declare I won't tell you another word." , Barton looked pathetic. " I am dumb," said he. So Kate, threading her big needle afresh, continued : *' Well, you must know, it was in this wise. Sir Garth's predecessor was Sir Jasper Gilroy, there being, at one time, between the former and his chance of succession 166 LIKE LOST SHEEP. as many as three or four vigorous lives ; and yet within the space of a few years these same healthy lives, either in one fatal direc- tion or another, were swept from his path, so that Garth Gilroy became heir to the Moat and the Grange. Lonefield Grange, I believe, is somewhere in Warwickshire. '' Sir Jasper and his wife were a notoriously unhappy couple — a childless couple; were badly matched, I suspect, in every sense of the term. I am not certain that he actually ill- treated her ; he simply killed her with unkind- ness and neglect. He used to leave her for months at a stretch — nay, years sometimes — pining in solitude at Woldney Moat, whilst he would be roaming all over the globe in search of the excitement and adventure which were, he said, necessary to his exis- tence. " Rumour whispered that Lady Gilroy was not a good woman ; if she was not good, I maintain that the fault was her husband's — not hers.'' " Of course," said Barton, meekly. '' Adam Ford, as a young man," went on Kate, smiling a little at the interpolation, " filled the post of valet to Sir Jasper Gilroy, and more than once had accompanied his master in his wanderings in distant lands. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 167 "It was in the wild territory of the Far West that master and man quarrelled and parted company. It came about in this fashion. '' Sir Jasper and one or two more like him — for I never will believe that good men herd with bad — were bear-shooting in the neighbourhood of the Rockies. Adam, as Sir Jasper s servant, was travelling with them. Lady Gilroy, at home as usual, was shut up at Woldney Moat. " It happened that, whilst sojourning in these wild western regions of North America, the wanderers from Woldney found them- selves ' in the land of the Dacotahs, in the land of handsome women,' as Longfellow has it in 'Hiawatha.' You remember. Barton; you are fond of poetry ? " '' Yes, I remember," said Barton. '' Go on, Kate ; you don't tell a story badly when once you have warmed to your work." '' Thank you. Well, Adam Ford, it would chance sometimes, had not much to occupy his time out there ; Sir Jasper and his friends not infrequently going off into the mountains or the forests upon their sporting expeditions and remaining away for a fortnight or more. Adam, left to himself, and with nothing par- ticular to do, naturally got into mischief." 168 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " GJiercJiez lafemme ! " laughed Barton. " Exactly," said Kate, nodding sagely. *' Cest V amour ^ V amour ^ V amour qui fait le monde go round ! " " Do be quiet. So it came to pass that he — Adam — during a longer spell of absence than usual on the part of Sir Jasper, managed to get acquainted with a party of English emigrants who had moved up from Wyoming to settle in Dacotah. Of this party there was a pretty orphan girl, very young and very delicate, with whom Adam Ford thought fit to fall desperately in love. The long and the short of it was, he persuaded her to marry him off-hand, then and there — they would risk the consequences together. " The result of their folly was that Sir Jasper, coming back to make preparations for an immediate return to England, learned what had happened, and dismissed poor Adam on the spot. " The master accordingly returned to Eng- land ; the man remained behind with his wife. " It was the best thing that Adam could do, the emigrants assured him — to throw in his lot with theirs, and to take his chance with them, now that his imprudent marriage had made him one of themselves. " At the end of a twelvemonth Adam Ford's LIKE LOST SHEEP. 169 little daughter was born, and the child's coming into the world cost the hapless young wife her life. Her melancholy story, by some means or other, reached the ears of a cer- tain intrepid Englishwoman and celebrated authoress — I can't at this instant remember her name ; I dare say both herself and her books are forgotten by this time — who just then chanced to be passing through the valley which the Wyoming emigrants had made their own. This brave lady came immediately to the bedside of her countrywoman, but per- ceived at once that there was no hope for the poor young thing. She died at sunset on t?he day of her illness, and the infant being ex- tremely weakly, they baptised it without delay by the bedside of its dead mother. " ' Call it " Minnehaha," said the authoress, who assumed the office of godmother. ' It's mother, poor soul, was very sweet and fair, I can see, and it has come into the world in the *' land of handsome women." Call it Minne- haha.' "So the authoress had her way in the matter — Adam himself was too dazed and grief- stricken to care or to interfere — her whim of the hour was gratified, and Adam's baby, which lived and thrived after all, wa& christened Minnehaha. 170 LIKE LOST SHEEP. " The story was afterwards given to the world in her new book of travels, upon the compilation of which this female explorer was then engaged : entitled, On a Mule through Dacotah, Wyoming, and Utah, and the Regions beyond the Rockies ; and the volumes are to be found, I believe, with, of course, the writer's name upon the title-page, in the library at Woldney Moat." Kate paused, threw aside her sock, and folded her hands in her lap. Barton Chance sat upright in his chair. " There," said she to him, " that is the tale as I. heard it from my own mother's lips." "But afterwards," said Barton — '' after- wards ! Surely there's more to come ? I am impatient for the sequel." " Are you so interested ? Well, there's not much more to relate. About three years after- wards, I think it was, broken in health and spirits, gaunt, travel-stained, and carrying a little child upon his shoulder and a bundle upon his arm, Adam Ford one day appeared at Woldney Moat. " He had had enough of a hard life and toil in the 'free Far West,' and had come home, bringing his little daughter with him, to beg forgiveness and help of the master who had turned him adrift. Sir Jasper's LIKE LOST SHEEP. 171 anger had had time to cool ; and, as lie could not very well take both Adam and the child into the house, for the sake of his servant's faithful service in the past he managed to procure for him employment elsewhere. Sir Jasper Gilroy, you see, if he was a bad husband, was a not altogether bad master. The post of Borough Lock-keeper had lately fallen vacant, and Sir Jasper did the best in his power to obtain the Lock cottage for Adam Ford. Having considerable influence with the Dane Conservancy authorities, Sir Jasper Gilroy succeeded in his aim. And so at the Lock cottage Adam, with his little girl, took up his abode. He loved the child devotedly ; she was simply all the world to the lonely man. Nothing, I have heard, was too good, if he could afford it, for this child of his — his little Minna. '' With assistance, I believe, from Sir Jasper, he placed her at a respectable school in C overlay ; so that the girl received, in many ways, a better education than falls to the lot of most children of her position in life. " She grew up to be a tall, fine, healthy young woman — though my father used to say, when he told the story to anyone, that she was not so strong as she looked — and 172 LIKE LOST SHEEP. the handsomest, too, many people thought, to be met with for miles round here. " She used frequently herself to let the boats through the Lock in the summer-time, winding back the great gates as easily as her own father could do, when strangers never failed to remark upon the beauty of Minna Ford. " Then, too, she had a skiff of her own in which, alone, she used to scull herself for any distance upon the river, either up or down stream as the fancy seized her. Some- times she would be from home the whole day long. Adam denied her nothing. He was absolutely wrapped up in Minna. It is diffi- cult to convey to you, Barton, an idea of how dearly he loved his girl. " Thus father and daughter together lived contentedly at the Lock, until — until — Barton, I do not think I need try your patience any longer," Kate here quietly broke off ; " you must know the sequel as well as L" " Yes," replied he slowly, tapping out his tobacco-ash, as he spoke, upon the trivet of the grate — " it is not difficult to guess. But did old Adam never discover the name and condition of the man who robbed him of his daughter and broke his heart ? It is strange/' mused Barton — " very strange." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 173 " It is," agreed Kate. " It is both strange and true that Adam has never discovered the name of the man. Minna Ford, you see, left her home in the spring of the year; and people have always thought — as indeed did her own father at the date of her disappear- ance — that she joined someone, some stranger, some artist perhaps, whom she had met about the river during the previous summer. Coverley had been very full of visitors in that past season — unusually so; the Eaces, as you know. Barton, bring crowds to the place from all parts, and of all sorts and conditions as well; and Minna Ford's good looks, her curious name, and, above all, her romantic history, had made her quite a local celebrity. " After her flight, her father recollected that for some months past she had been in the habit of receiving letters addressed to her at the Lock in a handwriting wholly unknown to him. But I suppose he loved her too well eitlier to doubt her or to interfere with her whims in any way, as a wise mother — had she been blest with one — would in all probability have sometimes done. " Adam Ford, you know. Barton," con- cluded Kate Harland, not without a shudder, "has always sworn — then, when the blow fell upon him, as indeed ever since that day 174 LIKE LOST SHEEP. — that, if ever in this world he should find the man who wronged him, he would kill him as he would kill a dog that had bitten him." " Quite right ! " said Barton, lightly. '^ Bravo, Adam ! " '' No, no, no ! " answered Kate, emphati- cally. "You are wrong, Barton. Ven- geance is not for man. Rest assured that the — that the person, whoever he was, that wrought such misery upon that happy. little home across the water yonder, will — if, that is, he has not already met with it — some day meet with his just reward. Still, Minna Ford is dead, and perhaps he is too." " And what did Sir Jasper and Lady Gilroy say to it all?" Barton inquired. " You forget. Sir Garth in those days was in possession of the Woldney property. Sir Jasper and his unhappy wife had died some years before." " Ah, so ! " said Chance — *' I see. And Sir Garth— " " Oh, Sir Garth, for a wonder," replied Kate, as she rose and got from the sideboard a stone bottle of water and a decanter of whiskey of the kind with which, when they were together, her brother and Barton Chance were accustomed to mingle their evening tobacco — "Sir Garth, I say, was LIKE LOST SHEEP. 175 remarkably kind. He actually wrote to Adam Ford, from his other place in War- wickshire — Lonefield Grange — where, it ap- peared, he was passing that summer, and expressed his sympathy with his family's old servant in the sad domestic trouble which had befallen him ; the affair having come to his knowledge quite by accident, added Sir Garth in a postscript. My father used grimly to say that it was about the only kind action Sir Garth Gilroy ever performed in his life." " Don't doubt it," was Barton's airy com- ment, as he leisurely mixed his cold grog and again refilled that everlasting meerschaum of his. *' Lonefield Grange doesn't see much of him now-a-days, does it ?" " One never hears that it does," said Kate. " The place, I've been told, is a dreadful old barrack, given up pretty much to the bats and the owls — and ghosts perhaps — and is looked after by some purblind old creature who was its housekeeper in happier times. I daresay the house is something like the ' Moated Grange,' with ' blackest moss ' thickly crusting the roof and walls, and with strange, uncanny noises at midnight sounding through the empty rooms." *' It can't very well be worse than Woldney 176 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Moat," observed Chance, in a lugubrious tone. " Why, the other night, Kate, I woke up to hear the wind crying and moaning round and rattling my windows, and to find the rain splashing down in great drops upon my face from an inch-wide crack in the ceiling ; and old Mrs. James, when she's half-seas over, says Hullo, Roger ! " cried Barton, as Harland entered through the inner room from his confabulation with Dan'l Drake touching the last load of the Packhouse corn — ** done for to-night ? If so," springing up from his seat, "we'll stroll Coverley-ward, old fellow, and see how the world wags there." '' I've no objection," said Hoger, who enjoyed a walk and a chat with his friend when the work of the day was over. Be- sides, when that friend went o' nights to Coverley, alone, he invariably got into trouble — " I've no objection if Kate doesn't mind." The colour had deepened in Kate Harland's face ; then, fading out, had left her rather pale. " Is it not too late to go ? " said she, quietly, perhaps a little wistfully. " Let us light the candles in the drawing-room, Barton, and try over the song you brought LIKE LOST SHEEP. 177 this evening. I don't think we shall find the room too chilly ? " " Oh, the song can wait, like the girl in the song, don't you know ! " cried Chance, in his gay, light-hearted fashion, pulling out his watch. " It is only just upon the stroke of eight. We shall be back by ten o'clock, and can try over the song then, Kate. Sir Garth, you may be sure, won't be at "Woldney this side of midnight ; old Pringie will take good care of that." " Hang old Pringie and the whole brood !" muttered Roger from the interior of his own domain, whither he had withdrawn to put on his hat and coat and to brush the flour from his trousers. " Roger," called out Chance, " Kate has been telling me the story of Minnehaha, the lock-keeper's daughter — never rightly heard it before — and somehow it recalls, not alto- gether agreeably perhaps, the memory of my earliest school-days, when a certain good old dame, with blear eyes and spectacles on nose, used to hear me recite,, on every Saturday morning, a page of Hiawatha, ' Should you ask me, whence these stories ? Whence these legends and traditions,' etcsetera, etcsetera, don't you know ? The only lines that I can distinctly VOL. I. N 178 LIKE LOST SHEEP. remember now, after the lapse of many years — ah, me ! Kate, it seems, on looking back from to-day, centuries instead of years — are : ' Once a warrior, very angry Seized his grandmother, and threw her Up into the sky at midnight ; Eight against the moon he threw her ; 'Tis her body that you see there.' I never forgot those lines; chiefly, I suspect, on account of that good old woman being a trifle too free with an ebony ruler which, if occasion warranted it, she kept up her sleeve. In impotent fits of childish rage, I simply panted sometimes to serve her as the Indian warrior served his grandmother." So chatting on, and laughing as he talked, Barton tossed off the grog that remained in his glass ; and Roger, reappearing at that moment, brewed, in response to a smile half pleading, half comically-inquiring from the younger man, a fresh supply of the good liquor he perchance loved too well. A strange gravity had settled upon the features of Kate Harland ; though, in spite of herself, she had laughed with Barton himself at the ridiculous picture he had called up of his early and ''petticoat days." " Come — come, old chap, aren't you ready ? " presently exclaimed Roger — " that is, if you mean coming at all ! " LIKE LOST SHEEP. 179 So the two youDg men bade " good-night " to Kate "for the present," as they told her — Chance, his beautiful dark-blue eyes full of gaiety and tenderness, as he looked into her own and folded his two hands caressingly over the one she gave him when he said au revoiT — and left her to spend her evening alone. Well, she was not altogether un- accustomed to the situation, and she was not the kind of girl to feel dull when cast upon her own resources. Perhaps she was thinking insensibly that all men were alike ^ — masterful and selfish in their lives and pleasures. A sigh escaped her. She stirred up the fire; then put back whence she had taken them the spirit- decanter and the homely old earthenware pitcher of water. Then coming back to the fireside, she took up from the table the new song which Barton that evening had brought over from the Moat. For the first time she saw that it was called " Love and Life." Opening it, she read — " Though T may breathe no word, dear love, Yet do I love thee more dearly than life ; Through storm and calm, through shower and shine, Through life's unrest and through life's long strife, I am thine, dear love, I am thine ! Trust me, dear one, in Love, Trust me, dear heart, in Life ! " The song slipped from her lap to the 180 LIKE LOST SHEEP. heartli-rug, and Kate's head drooped until it rested upon her clasped hands. " Barton — dear love — Barton," she mur- mured, " if you only knew ! If you only really cared for me ! But you cannot, you do not or you would be more willing to — ah, kind Heaven!" she broke off reverently, ''be merciful. Deliver him from the curse of — '* Hark ! Was that the click of the garden- gate ? Unmistakably. Then a swift light footstep sounded upon the gravel path, followed, as the footsteps halted, by a gentle knock at the front door. Kate Harland flung off in an instant, as it were, the sentimental mood to which she had been more than half inclined to give free in- dulgence in her solitude, and, divining who her late visitor was, went directly to the hall door. " You needn't trouble," she said to the girl Hannah, whom she met coming from the kitchen — " I will go. jj On the doorstep stood Miss Dexter, wrapped in her long fur cloak, the silken hood of which was drawn close over her hair. Her face, in its dark setting, looked white, proud, lovely as ever. Her manner was almost nervous, agitated, "I cannot indeed come in," she said. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 181 hastily, in response to Kate's pressing re- quest that she should do so. ''I merely came to say good-bye ; I guessed that I should find you alone. You know I am going home to-morrow for a few days, and-^ and I have been to see and to say good-bye to my — my old friend at the Lock." Kate did not remark that she already knew this. " And I thought," said Miss Dexter, " that it would not take a moment to run across the bridge and speak to you. You have been so very kind to me during my short stay here." " I do not understand you, and I do not mean to try," answered Kate, lightly. *' Come in — do come in. I have told you that I am all alone. My brother and his friend Mr. Chance are gone to Coverley." " I cannot — believe me," the other re- turned, speaking as if with difficulty. " I have promised to — to be in the drawing- room at the Mills to-night by nine o'clock. Sir Garth Gilroy— " Miss Dexter stopped. She leant as if weary against a pillar of the door ; and her hands beneath her cloak, could Kate have seen, were locked convulsively together. " You have hurried too much, walked too fast," cried Kate, all sympathy and solicitude. *' Let me get you — '' 182 LIKE LOST SHEEP. *' No, no," interrupted the governess, with a forced, faint smile. " I assure you I am quite well. I was about to explain to you,'* she continued, the words coming rapidly enough now, " that I have told the Pringles I will present myself without fail in the drawing-room at nine o'clock this evening, because — because Mrs. Pringle has promised to introduce me to Sir Garth Gilroy, who is dining there to-night. It is an honour, they give me to understand," cried the governess, with a sudden scornful light in her soft, proud eyes, " that one should not lose, Miss Har- land, for the world ! I don't suppose that you or anybody in my place would be insen- sible to so magnificent a favour. You per- ceive why I must hasten back.'' "I never have in my life exchanged a word with Sir Grarth, and I do not know, I am not at all sure, that I should care to either," re- plied Kate Harland, simply ; vaguely bewil- dered perhaps at the disdain perceptible in Miss Dexter' s mode of speech over so trivial a matter as an impending introduction to Sir Garth Gilroy. " Good-night — good-bye! " said the gover- ness, abruptly, gathering the folds of her cloak more closely around her. " Please — please remember me to Mr. Harland ; LIKE LOST SHEEP. 183 thougli I hope to meet you again very shortly. I imagine that both you and he will be present at the Pringles' ball?" " Yes ; if nothing prevents us. We generally go; though I do not think that we either of us particularly care about the affair. Roger, however, says it is neigh- bourly to go, and consequently, as a rule, we accept the invitation." " It is then, I suppose, an annual event ? " " Oh, yes ! — at least of recent years it has been so ; ever since the girls left school, you know." " They are rejoicing," said Miss Dexter, her hand upon the garden-gate, " because this year Sir Garth Gilroy has consented to grace the festival. What trifling ambitions will satisfy some people in this queer old world of ours. Miss Harland ! '' "I am inclined to think that you are right," replied Kate, with a short laugh. Then with. a few quick steps she quitted the lamp-lit doorway and joined the governess at the garden-gate. The night was still mild and fretful-look- ing ; the sick moon still lay on her back in the fleecy gray of the sky. The river, broad and flood-swollen, its cold black bosom catch- ing now and then the quivering white beams 184 LIKE LOST SHEEP. from heaven's wan lantern overhead, rolled heavily, moaninglj onward ; suggestive of horrible depths, weedy and unfathomable, beneath the darkling ripples of its shimmer- ing tide. The cool splash of the mill-tail outside, the dulled throb and jar of the grinding within the mill, smote refreshingly upon the silence of the warm gray night. Kate laid her hand upon the governess's arm. ''Am I always to be ' Miss Harland ' r " she gently said. " Will you not try to call me 'Kate'?" Miss Dexter clasped the hand which lay upon her arm, and, carrying it impetuously to her lips, kissed it. " If I may I will call you Kate," she murmured ; " I believe I have often longed to call you Kate. You are so sweet and kind." " Please, do then," replied Kate, heartily. And she kissed Miss Dexter's forehead ; feel- ing somehow, on the strength of her few years' seniority, altogether a great deal older and wiser than the young girl before her. " And you," she added, playfully — " may I call you — ah, what ? " But the governess was gone; her slender shape in its long dark cloak and hood was LIKE LOST SHEEP. 185 dimly visible as she hastened across the bridge ; the wan white moonlight touching her fitfully as she went. Kate Harland, standing thoughtfully alone there at the gate, strained her eyes in follow- ing that swift- flitting form, until thick shadows from the Lock cottage and garden closed round it and it disappeared. CHAPTER YIII. " Heee, Barton, take my arm — look out, old man ! " said Roger Harland, grimly. " If I had guessed how the case was going with you, my friend, you should have come out of this an hour ago. I had not the ghost of a notion it was half as late as it is." The truth of the matter being that Roger, discussing certain business affairs with young Penfold of Packhouse, whom they had found in the smoking-room at '' The Grig," had forgotten Barton and the flight of time. And Chance, left to his own devices — Har- land' s back being turned — and meeting in the place with more than one kindred spirit with whom he acknowledged a chatting ac- quaintance, had amused himself after his own humour, which had certainly not been in the wisest direction, as Roger, when he joined him, in a moment perceived. "I'm all right, Roger, 'pon my soul I am — don't jaw, there's a good fellow ! " said LIKE LOST SHEEP. 187 Barton, bearing rather heavily, notwithstand- ing, upon Har land's proffered arm. '' I say, though, aren't we a bit late ? There's that song you know, to try over to-night, and — and — and Kate, you know — you know, will be waiting, won't she ? Awfully pretty song ' Love and Life ' — has a haunting kind of refrain that you can't forget, you know — • awfully pretty. Have you heard it, Roger ? " ''No, and don't mean to to-night," an- swered Roger, brusquely. " There goes eleven. Kate '11 be gone to bed, bless you I " Oh, hang it all ! — it must be ten, riX)t eleven. What' 11 she think of us ? We pro- mised, don't you know — " " I don't know about myself, old man. You did, I fancy." " Did I ? I say, Roger, it must be ten. Listen ! " The chimes from the clock in the fine old gray tower of the parish church of St. Eve's, with the moonlight peeping through the belfry bars and just touching the pictured windows in the hoary southern walls of the building, had ceased ; then eleven slow and solemn strokes smote the tranquil atmos- phere which brooded over the town. The town-hall and corn-exchange in the market- 188 LIKE LOST SHEEP. place stood white, square, and still ; lights in the upper windows of the surrounding houses, where dwelt the chief shopkeepers in Cover- ley-on-Dane, proclaimed that their occupants were retiring for the night. The doors and gates of '' The Gig " were being banged and bolted; the gas, both in bar and parlour, was being turned out. Taverns of less repute, amongst which might be ranked " The Wild Horse " and its oppo- site rival " The Red-hot Poker," were like- wise shutting up for the night, and ejecting such lingering customers as were disposed to ignore the legitimate closing-hour. " Good - night — good - night ! " shouted several friendly voices as Harland and Barton Chance turned their backs upon St. Eve's and the High Street and took a short cut through an unsavoury locality known in Coverley as Trinder's Yard, in order to get to the Redtown road. Although the Woldney meadows were fairly high and dry, portions of those of Borough yet remained under water ; so that the two young men, for the greater part of their homeward way, must tramp the Red- town road. " Good-night ! " cheerily sang out Chance, looking backward ; and, taking his pipe from LTKE LOST SHEEP. 189 his mouth, lie waved an adieu witli it in the moonlight — " good-night ; and I say, jou fellows, if you — " " Come along," interrupted Roger, gruffly, dragging at Barton's arm. Harland himself had neither turned his head nor responded in any fashion to their evening-companions' farewell. For one thing, he was feeling vexed with Barton for his lack of self-government, his deplorable weakness of will ; for another, he was annoyed with himself and his own carelessness in manaofino: SO ill in his looking after Chance. Roger knew well enough that Barton would drink with any man that asked him ; and in consequence of this foible of his, was apt overnight to get himself into all kinds of scrapes, for which, when morning came, nobody indeed could be sorrier than Barton. Roger knew this ; and yet, after entering '' The Gig " and meeting with young Penfold from Packhouse, he had suffered himself to lose sight of Chance — who, in fact, had gone straightway to the billiard-room — until within five minutes or so of their quitting the hotel. Then it was too late. Roger saw at a glance that the mischief was done. Harland himself was by nature no tavern- haunter. When he did spend an evening at 190 LIKE LOST SHEEP. *' The Gig " or elsewhere, it was generally some business object with a neighbouring farmer like young Penfold which had led to his being present at places of the kind. If business had nothing to do with his going, he went solely on account of, and to please. Barton Chance. He loved the man, and would save him if he could. And Roger strongly suspected that there was someone else to whom Barton Chance was very dear. *' Roger — where the deuce — I say, old chap, where are you taking a fellow ? " Barton suddenly cried, stumbling over a broken curb-stone and well-nigh staggering into the evil-smelling gutter. '' Trinder's Yard — near cut, don't you see," replied Roger, laconically. And so saying, he halted and lit a fresh pipe, and drew at it vigorously in the polluted air. The foul darkness of the allev was all around them now. A patch of dim light at the farther end of it told where the alley ended. In the fairest and most innocent-looking of country towns there are usually to be found, in one part or another of them, certain plague-spots like Trinder's Yard; narrow nooks of crime, misery, and im- LIKE LOST SHEEP. 191 morality, of the existence of whicTi respect- able inhabitants are perhaps really unaware, or else deem it easiest to ignore the fact entirely. What can they do, reputable folk like themselves, with such horrible places ? they perchance ask themselves feebly. They would do something if they could, but — well they don't. Nobody appears to know who is the land- lord of the wretched tenements, in which ghoulish poverty and fearful language are rampant from the end of one year to that of another ; and it is not unlikely that nobody cares either. The school-board man, in these sad cran- nies of the world, is hooted and defied ; a solitary policeman knows better than to show himself. Pious district- visitors, passing by, turn their faces in another direction ; and the Rector of the parish and his smug satellites are alike deaf and blind to the hideous sin which is born and lives and thrives there. Anyway, the Eeverend Septimus Haze and the omnipotent dame who governed him had never been known within the memory of anybody to put their noses an inch down the entrance of the den called Trinder's Yard. 192 LIKE LOST SHEEP. After all, the Yard, it may be, was not nearly of such ill-repute as many a spot of a similar character ; yet, taken altogether, it was a very bad corner of the earth indeed, because within very narrow limits there was packed enough of wickedness to have stamped as infamous an alley four times its size. A stranger to Coverley-on-Dane would scarcely have believed that, in the heart of the pretty old town, there should be hidden away so foul and unlovely a nook as Trinder's Yard. "Murder! Help — Murder!" Blood-chilling shrieks, blows, curses, fol- lowed. The two young men stopped short ; and Barton's bright colour faded. The dull sound of the blows turned him sick. " Roger, what is it ? " he whispered. There were no lamps in the alley. Here and there the light of a tallow dip shone palely out from a broken casement ; here and there upon a blind or curtain the lean shadow of some starved window-plant was dimly figured. Farther down the Yard, where the unwholesome gloom was thickest, an assemblage of cats were celebrating their orgies ; and unscared — doubtless being ac- customed to them — by the ghastly shrieks of murder and for deliverance, were wailing LIKE LOST SHEEP. 193 in dismal chorus as only cats can wail when daylight has fled and darkness fallen. " Hark ! " said Roger ; " there it is again. Which, 1 wonder, is the house — where does it come from ? Great Heaven ! I can't stand this. We must do something." '' It's horrible ! " The words dropped from Barton. Clinging to Roger's stout arm, he looked helplessly around him ; then, shivering, drew his hand across his eyes. The alcoholic fumes were passing from his brain ; the shock wrought upon his nerves by those despairing screams from a woman's lips had doue something, nay much, towards sobering the young man. His temperament was of an affectionate and excitable order — an impulsive nature which hurled him into follies; his fibres were highly strung ; and, as is frequently the case with an organization like Barton's^ he was easily vanquished by strong liquors and as easily brought to himself again. " Murder ! Murder ! " Once more the voice, in accents of terror and appeal, rang out upon the gloomy silence which reigned in Trinder's Yard. A door not far from Roger and Barton opened cautiously just then; and two girls> VOL. I. 194 LIKE LOST SHEEP. wLo were known in the Yard as Eackety Nell and Surly Sal — dressed alike in black and red plaid shawls of an enormous pattern, large white aprons, and battered hats laden with dirty artificial wreaths — looked out to- gether and laughed. The squalid interior behind them was lit up with fire and candle; a heavy shutter haying darkened the lattice from curious and prying eyes. E/Ound a common deal table in the centre of the room were grouped some three or four stalwart youths of the navvy or bargee type; thick of throat, bloated of feature, foul and blasphemous in their every other word. Before them lay scattered the greasy cards they were playing with ; whilst within con- venient reach stood black bottles and stone jars and divers mugs and glasses from the rickety dresser-shelves. One of the girls was obviously tipsy. It was Eackety Nell. " That's our dear Bocky, I'll bet three pen'o'th," said she, in a thick sing-song voice, steadying herself as she spoke by the aid of the door-post, " a-punishin' o' that old Granny o' his 'n. The old gal's squeaking louder than common to-night. Why can't LIKE LOST SHEEP. 195 she take it quietly — dam her ! — and hold her row ; we has to ; she'll bring the bobbies round directly, and then — " Eoger Harland strode up to the two girls. " Which house is it ? " he demanded. " I know Bocky Oakum lives somewhere in this court, bub I have forgotten where it is." Eackety Nell and Surly Sal started at sight of him; and the latter — the less in- toxicated of the two — clutching the gathers of her companion's gown, tugged her vio- lently backward into the room, slamming the door almost on Roger's nose and draw- ing the bolts which secured the door within. " Ah, we knows ye ! " yelled the girl called Nell through the keyhole. " You're peelers in plain clothes ! We ain't done nothing — we ain't. Go on with ye. What do you want — " " Which is the house where that woman's screaming ? " shouted back Harland. " It's on'y Granny Oakum," laughed out the girl, hoarsely ; " three numbers further down t'other side. She won't hurt, old Granny won't. She's used to — " In another minute Eoger was at Granny Oakum's dwelling ; had with all his force flung his body against the door of it. It, yielding to his strength, flew clattering back 196 LIKE LOST SHEEP. upon the inner wall ; and Eoger then entered, followed by Barton Chance. The sole illumination in that ghastly and filthy hovel was that which came weirdly from a lean rushlight stuck slantwise in a bottle upon the mantelshelf. No fire burned upon the cold brick hearth; no strip of carpet, matting, or sack even, hid the grim ruggedness of the cold brick floor. A damaged rocking-chair, a three-legged stool, a bench under the window which served as table — these things were all the furniture the miserable place contained. Before the black hearth a fagot was cast down ; a fagot which with much labour had been gleaned that day from the lone, damp woods, and with much labour borne homeward through the wintry twilight over the dim fields. Lying huddled there across the loose bundle of wood was the form of an aged woman. Her cap was off ; her thin gray hair dishevelled and wet with blood ; there were splashes of blood still wet upon the walls. Over her stood a devil in human shape, now brutally — having felled her with blows — kicking her helpless body. But she was past crying " Murder ! " now; consciousness LIKE LOST SHEEP. 197 was almost gone ; ber tears were well-nigh spent. With every kick she moaned piteously — that was all ; she had no strength for more. Koger rushed upon the drunken Bocky; gripped him by the collar; and flung him headlong over the three-legged stool. Where the brute fell, there like a log he lay, cursing and swearing hideously at the treatment and interference he dared not resent. Then Roger, as gently as he could, raised the woman against his knee ; whilst Chance — quite sobered now — fetched water from a pump to wash the red smears from the unhappy old creature's face. She opened her eyes and recognised the young miller; her "old man" — long since dead and gone — having once worked for the Harland family at the Little Mills. "Ah, sir, is it you ?" said she, the tears flowing again. " If you hadn't ha' come along, he'd about done for me to-night, Bocky would ; he's safe to do for me some day, as it is." She put her skinny old hand, so knotted and thickly veined, to her forehead, and presently tried to lift herself from the bundle of wood. But she groaned with pain, and could not stand yet ; so Eoger and Barton 198 LIKE LOST SHEEP. between them assisted her to her feet, and gradually placed the old woman in the rocking-chair by the hearth ; upon the ashes of which Barton then began — with a serious look in his dark- blue eyes — to kindle, awkwardly enough, a little fire. '' We'll make the kettle boil before we go," observed the young fellow, kindly, " so that you may have a cup of tea, you know, Granny, before you go to bed. I'm afraid it's too late to-night to get you anything else." Granny dried her tears in her red-stained apron, and tremblingly glanced round at the shadowy corner where her grandson still lay as he had fallen from Roger's grasp. A deep snore, however, with other guttural sounds, revealed that he was locked in a drunken sleep. " He's safe there until to-morrow," said Eoger, looking darkly at the unconscious Bocky: " If you take my advice. Granny, you'll leave him for the future to his fate, and pitch your tent somewhere or other beyond Trinder's Yard.'' '' Ah, sir, it's easy to talk o' leaving Bocky, but where's a poor widder woman like me to go that has only her three-and- sixpence a-week from the parish, and a LIKE LOST SHEEP. 199 gallon o' bread on every Zaddurdaj," said Granny Oakum — *' unless it's the 'Ouse. True, sir, there's the 'Ouse for poor folk like me ; but I'd rather be beat and bam- mocked to death in the Yard than have to go and die in the 'Ouse — I would, sir. Bocky don't alius beat me — only when he's in liquor and been spending his money at ' The Poker.' He've been on the drink, sir," rambled on the poor old soul, forlornly, " all this blessed week ; and on'y t'other day at ' The Gig ' they threatened to give him the sack if he didn't meud, and afore long I expect they'll do it too, and then — and then, sir, there'll be no help for 't, and into the 'Ouse both on us'll go together." *'Why did he ill-treat you to-night?'* Barton inquired compassionately, wonder- ing, as he surreptitiously explored his pockets, whether he had any loose silver left about him. " What was the row, then. Granny ? ' ' " Well, perhaps arter all it was my fault, whimpered the old woman. " I'd been out in the 'oods — 'coding, and got home dead tired; had been out, gentlemen, nearly all day long, and I am seventy-eight years o* age come next Michaelmas, seventy-eight years o' age. When I got back I fell jj 200 LIKE LOST SHEEP. asleep in this 'ere chair ; the fire went out ; and Bocky he come in and wanted his supper. He'd been a-drinking at ' The Poker ' all the evening, and began a-knock- ing me about as soon as ever he come in- doors — because there was nothing ready. If you, sir," looking at Roger, "and this other kind gentleman here, hadn't ha' been passing through the Yard, I believe he'd ha' done for me to-night. He've threatened to do it often and often, and do it he' nil afore he've done." The tea by this time was made and waiting in a small brown crockery pot with a broken spout ; and the two young men prepared to depart. Before turning their backs, however, upon Granny Oakum and the slumbering sot in the corner, they squeezed a few shillings into her poor horny old hand in token of their joint sympathy ; Barton, with a smile, signi- ficantly advising the old woman to look well after her treasure, and Granny call- ing down many a tearful benediction upon the heads of her generous preservers. At the beginning of the Redtown road they met a Coverley policeman. Roger knew the man, and briefly related to him what had occurred in Trinder's Yard. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 201 *' You had better keep an eye on the place," said he, " if any of you happen to be in that neighbourhood between now and morning. It is not at all unlikely, I should say, that there may be another row on down there before long." " Drat 'em ! There's always a row on down there,'' grumbled the burly custodian of the peace. '' I can't help it ; I'm off duty in a few minutes." And the man continued his solitary tramp, to end his beat at the granite obelisk in the market-place of Coverley-on-Dane. CHAPTEE IX. Barton Chance was strangely quiet during tliat homeward walk with his friend Roger Harland. As a rule, Barton's tongue was seldom idle ; his careless laugh was frequent and pleasant to hear. Once he had said — '' By-the-bye, isn't that Bocky Oakum the rascal that brought Miss Dexter by mistake down to the Little Mills on the night she should have arrived at the Pringles' ? " " The same," was Harland's short reply. "He'll end on the gallows some day." "A very respectable place for such a gentleman to end upon," replied Barton. And silence again fell between them until, quitting the Redtown road, they turned into the mill lane. Here trees were scarce and hedges low. The fleecy, fretful-looking clouds were gone; the white moon in a star- sprinkled sky now LIKE LOST SHEEP. 203 rode high on her course. A cold breeze, with a breath of frost in it, blew up from the riverside ; the roar of the mills, which were working all night, was borne distinctly across the sleeping land. In the lane it was nearly as light as day. An exclamation of horror broke all at once from the lips of Barton Chance. Quickly withdrawing his arm from Roger's, he held it out in the moonlight. Dark red stains — crimson marks that were barely dry — were visible upon his wristband and upon the sleeve of the light cover-coat he wore. " Blood ! " he gasped. " It's bloody Roger ! That old hag's blood upon my clothes ! " He staggered to a gate on the side of the lane — a gate which led into one of the Wold- ney clover-fields — and, flinging out his arms upon the top bar of it, dropped his head upon them and so hid his face. In an instant Roger's hand rested on Barton's shoulder. " Barton, old chap, don't be a fool ! " said he,, with rough kindness. " What if it is blood ? It'll wash out fast enough. Come, come, Barton, be a man ; don't let a trifle like a spot of blood upset you ! I say, there 204 LIKE LOST SHEEP. goes twelve o'clock; and I want to have a look round the mill before I turn in." As Eoger spoke, midnight was tolled out upon the still air ; from a cranky old stable- clock at Woldney Moat, and from the brand- new stable-yard at Borough Mills proper. Then in the distance St. Eve's melancholy chimes were faintly heard, beginning to ring out as the others finished. Barton, checking something like a sob, lifted his fair head from the gate. He was very pale. Those beautiful eyes of his were troubled, piteous, almost wild. " What a horrible thing this drink is ! " he said, huskily, as if pondering the truism aloud. " What a horrible, what an accursed thing — " " Has the fact come home to you only just now ? " threw in Harland, drily. '' I never until to-night felt so keenly the horror of its complete dominion over a man," said Barton — " never before realized the ex- tent of its devilish power; never, on my honour, Roger ! I don't know why it is — I suppose it is this.'' He glanced again at his blood-stained cuff, and shuddered. " The recollection of — of what we saw a little while ago in that foul alley at Coverley makes me sick even now. Ah ! " cried the LIKE LOST SHEEP. 205 youDg fellow, passionately, " Cassio was right, Roger. Why should men ' put an enemy in their mouths to steal away their brains ? ' Roger, I swear that I will never more — never after this night — touch another drop of strong liquor. Heaven help me, I won't ! " Harland answered quietly again : " Barton, don't be a fool, I say. You know perfectly well that your present mood and brave intentions will have undergone a remarkable change before daybreak. Do try to bear in mind, old man, that it is excess, not moderation, which does the mischief. -If you would but endeavour to keep that im- pulsive and excitable nature of yours a bit in check, you wouldn't come to grief half as often as you do. I never knew such a fellow. Try to have a will of your own, man ; try to have a will of your own ! '' Barton sighed. " I wish I were more like you, Roger, he said, with an all too-transient humility. *' I'd give much to be a steady, plodding, business-fellow like you — 'pon my word, I really would. As it is, I don't fancy that I shall ever cut much of a figure in the worlds unless — " " Pooh ! " was Roger's interruption. "A iy 206 LIKE LOST SHEEP. man is either Tvhat lie makes himself or what he allows his friends — his enemies perhaps — to make him. Come, Barton ! Unless you mean to pass the night leaning dejectedly upon that old gate, I think we'll be moving on. When they reached the Little Mills the Harlands' house was as quiet as a church. There was a light in the narrow window of Eoger's sanctum — that was all. " Kate, you see, is gone to bed," observed Harland, glancing upward. " However, I have my key, so will come with you as far as the Moat garden. ?» Chance made no comment on the first part of his friend's observation, though he thought penitently enough of his broken promise and the new song ; but to the latter he an- swered — " Don't trouble, dear old fellow, I shan't be five minutes getting there." " I tell you I am going into the mill for an hour or so before turning in. I am in no hurry for bed — five hours at most are always ample for me ; and I am coming with you as far as the Moat grounds," replied Koger, in that- quiet, determined way of his own. The broad dark stream gleamed and heaved beneath the quivering planks of the LIKE LOST SHEEP. 207 straggling old bridge; the Woldnej meadows, mistj and lonely in the frowning shadow of the opposite woods, lay bathed in white moonlight and silver-gray dew. A wicket in a thick plantation which bordered the wilderness of pleasure-grounds at the Moat, opened on a secluded part of the Woldney meadows — a narrow walk winding from this gate in the copse to the sloping southern garden of the great dreary house. Before this wicket, which at night was lost in densest shadow, the two young men stood still together. *' Then you'll eat your Christmas dinner with us. Barton — it's understood ? " Har- land was saying, apropos of a subject that Roger had started during their few minutes' walk along the meadows. " I may tell Kate so?" " Thanks, do. As I said, I shall be only too happy," replied Chance, gratefully. " My * guardian ' being in Paris — I heard from him yesterday — if you won't have me at the Little Mills, you see, I must perforce remain shut up in this lonely old barn with Sir Garth for sole company; which will be an exceedingly lively festival for both of us. I can't very well go up to town, now that — 208 ' LIKE LOST SHEEP. Hark ! " whispered Barton, suddenly. *' Qui Vive I The figure of a man, not tall, and slight in build, with a light coat covering his even- in of clothes and a cio^arette between the wax- white fingers of his jewelled left hand, was, with slow steps, approaching the little wicket. Wax-white, too, looked his features in the moonlight. He walked almost like a man in a dream — or like a man with senses sleep- bound. "It's Sir Garth himself, by Jove!" breathed Barton. " I'm in for it — there'll be a row, as sure as fate, if he catches me out here at this hour. He drove to the Pringles' in the brougham, I know, but I suppose a fine night has tempted him to stroll home. Look sharp — so ! " Quick as thought Chance dragged Roger Harland into the long wet grass which fringed the copse on the field side, and interposed between themselves and the approaching figure a sheltering screen of bare hazel boughs. Blackest shadows enveloped them as they stood there ; no soul now could discover tbem in that impenetrable gloom. Sir Garth, on the contrary, was as yet in the full light of the moon. They could dis- tinguish plainly his neatly-trimmed short LIKE LOST SHEEP. 209 beard and moustache, whicTi, together with his eyebrows, had retained their dusky hue of twenty years or more before ; whilst his close-cropped hair, cropped in London style, was in these days as gray-white as a patri- arch's. The contrast in hair and beard was not altogether, perhaps, a pleasing one; any more than was the expression which just now shone in his haggard eyes — eyes fixed as are eyes in a waxen figure. An extreme pallor, at this period of his life, marked the features of Sir Garth Grilroy. He opened the wicket and passed through it, muttering audibly to himself as his whife hand rested on the latch. The diamond he wore flashed and caught the moonbeams ; the exquisite fragrance of his Egyptian cigarette was wafted to Barton and Roger through the network of hazel-boughs. Barton, as the master of the Moat closed the little gate, could have tapped Sir Garth's shoulder with his walking-stick. " So like ! " he said aloud. " So like— and yet so unlike. Good God ! if there are ghosts, or their messengers who look like them perhaps, from another world — Faugh ! A stranger — it's impossible ! What am 1 dreaming of? And yet how oddly tha girl looked at me; I can't forget her — " VOL. I. p 210 LIKE LOST SHEEP. He was gone ; his footsteps died slowly into silence along tlie plantation path. Eoger and Barton, stepping out from the wet grass, in muteness stared at each other. Barton spoke first; and laughed. " What or whom the deuce was he talking about ? " said he. " Any idea, E-oger ? " " No more than the dead," replied Har- land, carelessly. " Have you ? " " Not I. I believe the man s mad — stark, staring mad," said Chance. " In fact, I've caught myself fancying so more than once lately ; and to-night he looked like it, didn't he?" " He certainly looked queerish," admitted Eoger. "But, there, it is no business of ours, Bart. Perhaps he really had met a ghost," added he, with a grim smile — " shouldn't wonder." "He seemed to fancy that he had seen something unpleasant," laughed Barton. " I have no doubt that he has more than one skeleton locked away in the family-cup- board — he is just the man to have half-a- dozen. Perhaps they trot out sometimes, one after another, and he ran against one of 'em just now." Barton's spirits had risen in the momen- tary excitement of the incident, small though LIKE LOST SHEEP. 211 it was. His dejection, that sense of sorrow and humiliation for follies committed and past undoing, had quitted him, passed off — • evaporated as it were with the fever and confusion from his brain. He was once more himself, his thoughtless, volatile self; oblivious alike of the blood- stains upon his sleeve and the ghastly sight his eyes had so lately looked upon in that hovel in Trinder s Yard. Utterly did Barton Chance forget just then his determination of an earlier part of the evening, the resolution which he had formed some four or five hours back. " Do you know," said he, " I believe some- thing is going to happen here at the Moat — something dreadful in all probability — for there's a ghost, or a banshee, or something of the kind that flits about the place occasionally. And that, you may depend upon it, is what Sir Garth had met by the river, or wherever it was that he saw it. Wo wonder he looked scared ! Did ever you hear that Woldney Moat was haunted, Roger? " "Never. And now, Bart, good-night. I'm going back." " Stay, half a second ! and I'll tell you," rattled on Chance. " It was one night last week — I really forget which night, though, ^ 212 LIKE LOST SHEEP. at this moment — but the moon had risen I do recollect, because by the light of it I caught a glimpse of her face." " Whose face ? '* said Roger, wonderingly. " You won t give me time. I was upstairs, smoking and writing in my own quarters, which, as you are aware, are above the library and look out upon the south lawn, which, as you equally well know, is bordered by the moat wall, when something, I can hardly say what — I believe now I must have heard a footfall, a ghostly sigh perhaps, or the rustling of a woman's garment, for, the night being mild, I had got the windows partly open — prompted me to rise from my seat to look out on the garden below. It was between nine and ten ; there wasn't a shadow on the lawn ; Sir Garth himself was- shut up in the library — the house was as still as a vault." " Well ? " " Well, as I tell you, I looked out ; and, gliding along there by the moat, and muffled in what appeared to me to be a long black hooded cloak, I saw a female figure. I did. You needn't look so confoundedly incredu- lous, Roger — " *' I dare say. I am not in the least in- credulous about it, Bart," said Harland,. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 213 yawiing, '* for I have no doubt that what you saw was one of the women-servants out for a breath of air. What more likely ? '* " You won't give a fellow time," said the other. " The figure paused ; looked towards the library window ; and raised its hand, it seemed to me, in a threatening kind of manner. In another instant the moonlight, falling upon its face, revealed to me the features of — '* " Of Mary Jane the housemaid. Sleep well. Barton. In all probability, I shall see you some time to-morrow — " "No! Of Miss Dexter, the Pringles governess, or I'm a Dutchman!" said Barton Chance, triumphantly. Harland started; started as a man will sometimes start in spite of himself when taken unawares and astonished painfully. An angry flush dyed his brown cheek. He looked at Barton in cold displeasure. " I thought you were sober, old man," he said. " I find I'm mistaken. Good-night." " Eoger, don't say that ! " pleaded Barton, really wounded, catching Harland's hand and holding it affectionately between both his own, and so detaining him. "I'm all right now — indeed, indeed I am. There ! Con- found my stupid tongue. I wish I'd never »» 214 LIKE LOST SHEEP. told you. I vowed I wouldn't — vowed I wouldn't only this very night — and now I've gone and — Roger, dear old chap, I didn't mean to vex you ; I — I — I didn't know — I — I expect I was deceived, drunk at the time if you like, after all — " " Of course you were deceived — very likely drunk at the time. Only it is a pity that you do not try a little more to learn to think before you speak — " " And act, too, perhaps you would in- sinuate. Haven't you jawed me enough for one evening, Eoger ? " put in Barton, rue- fully. " As you will. Look here, old fellow," said Eoger, in his turn feeling, after an in- stant's reflection, annoyed with himself at having allowed Barton to perceive that his absurd tale had caused him — Roger — both vexation and surprise, '' I didn't mean to be bearish and unkind. Believe me, and for- give me. Look ! there's a cloud over the woods yonder no bigger than a man's hand. Shouldn't wonder if we have rain again to- morrow." He wrung Barton's hand; looked back and nodded; and strode off into the silent meadow; his gigantic shadow thrown yards ahead of him along the silvered grass. LIKB LOST SHEEP. 215 Barton stared after him ; the contrite and rueful look — almost comic now in its rueful- ness — still in his dark-blue eyes. " What an ass I am ! " sighed he ; " what a confounded, babbling ass ! And yet — and yet — Yes, I am certain I was right enough on that night. I couldn't have been mis- taken — deceived — I had touched nothing to speak of all day. It was that girl from the Pringles', or her double. I can't make her out. What the deuce can she want pranking about here — " He stopped. He still gazed half sadlj after Roger's broad and rapidly retreatitig back and the long grotesque shadow stridingT along ahead of him in the moonlight. "Dear, grave, steady old friend," ruminated Barton aloud—" dear old Roger ! Fancy, though, the wind's blowing in that quarter ! Whew ! Who'd have thoughtit ? Well, it's always the way in this world and always will be so, I suppose. Griven two men that get to be really fond of each other, and a woman, sooner or later, is bound to come between them ! " CHAPTER X. It was known in tlie bousehold at 17, Cum- berland Square, as '' Mr. Roy's room." It was a luxurious room in every respect, sumptuously and artistically furnished, if not exactly in strict accordance with the severely aasthetic taste of the period. It was a room in which there was a good deal of colour of various kinds; but the tints and shades were all of so subdued a character that they blended harmoniously one with another like the tints and shades of some grand old cathedral window when seen by the dimming light of a glorious summer evening. The drapery about the windows and door- ways was of darkest claret- coloured velvet; a Persian rug and two or three wild-beast skins covering the centre of the shining oak floor. Here and there upon the walls, which, above the wainscot, were painted dove-gray, LIKE LOST SHEEP. 217 there were bits of battered armour from ancient battlefields, a rare old oil-painting, small and dingy, of which perhaps there was more of gilt frame than of coloured canvas ; a bracket supporting a terra-cotta bust ; a china bowl containing dried rose-leaves and lavender. There were cabinets through the glass doors of which one caught a glimpse of more old china, a cedar tray of coins, a bandit's dagger ; treasures, curiosities of many lands, collected both at home and abroad. There were Queen Anne couches, and Louis Quatorze screens, and a massive oak table, black with age, and carved in a manner marvellous to behold. Above the brass " dogs " and fine old mantelshelf gleamed out a great mirror, its frame also of oak ; there were peacock- feathers too upon the mantelpiece, a sandal- wood casket, a tall antique gold candlestick, .and a couple of quaintly-painted jars which had been brought direct from Japan. In a shadowy corner, standing well out from the wall, was Roy's grand piano. Flowers, books, and magazine literature abounded everywhere ; the room being lighted with Oriental lamps delightfully .softened with rose-tinted shades. 218 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Eoy Dexter himself had furnished the room in obedience to his own caprices of the hour ; and was continually — that is to say, when he was strong enough to bear the fatigue of driving hither and thither among the famous *' curiosity streets " of London — adding to his hoard of whimsical treasures. Like many extremely delicate people, he was fanciful to a degree that bordered on eccentricity. At times he suffered much for days together ; but, for a fragile, sensitive young fellow such as was Roy Dexter, he bore his sufferings with an amount of forti- tude that was almost stoical in its silent heroism. Fortunately for him, his tastes were re- fined, and he possessed ample means where- with to gratify them. Books formed his chief delight; and of these companions, when he could read without pain, he never wearied in the day or the night. Perhaps, however, the brightest hours of his lonely and dreaming life were those in which his strength — as it did occasionally — permitted him to spend an evening either at a concert or a play ; where for a time, in the rapture of a rare intellectual joy, he could forget that his fate, in this life at least, was to be cut off from the society of his fellow men. LTKE LOST SHEEP. 219 He lay as usual upon a coucli drawn near to tlie hearth, in that charming old room of his at the house in Cumberland Square ; the soft rose-light falling upon his fine and deli- cate features and upon the head of the beau- tiful girl who, on a foot-stool, sat by the couchside. The two were alike and yet not alike ; but the merest stranger at first glance must have guessed them to be brother and sister. Both had the same soft dark hair with a natural wave upon it ; the same delicate mould of feature; the same dark, proud yet gentle eyes. The expression of the two faces, nevertheless, was totally dissimilar; his being that of habitual thought and melancholy, whilst upon hers, notwithstanding its perfect grace, firmness and resolution were stamped in characters that were not to be denied. Had the lovely dark eyes been masked, or in any wise concealed, one would have at once pronounced that about those sweet lips there was something more than a suspicion of wilfulness and pride. Her evening-gown, in which a few minutes before she had been dining with her brother and Mrs. De Lisle, was of soft black lace, clinging and diaphanous; with, for sole orna- ment in the way of flowers, a knot of crimson blossoms which she had got from the con- 220 LIKE LOST SHEEP. servatory and fastened with their leaves at her bosom. Facing them, upon the opposite side of the hearth, and occupying one of Roy's carved high-backed chairs, sat a handsomely-attired and wholesome-looking lady, in age between forty and fifty — close, perhaps, upon the latter figure. She wore upon her person a quantity of lace, for which she had a genuine weakness ; and a good deal of costly jewellery as well. This was Mrs. De Lisle — the late Doctor Dexter's step-sister ; a childless widow, and very rich, and with few near kindred in the world now that her brother was gone ; a widow who, had it not been for the fact that she loved too well her freedom and her ease, might have taken to herself another mate a score of times over since the death of her first, which had happened indeed many years back. But one trial in that direction had satis- fied Mrs. De Lisle ; and she was perfectly content with her widowhood. In disposition she was sweet-tempered and indolent, aud was devoted to the two young people whom she called nephew and niece ; they, in their turn, calling her " Aunt Helen. In fact they did precisely whatever they »» LIKE LOST SHEEP. 221 pleased with wealthy and easj-going Mrs. De Lisle ; poor Roy sometimes boasting that, fragile as he was, he could twist with ease substantial Aunt Helen round his little finger. She never in the least thwarted them ; never interfered with their wishes or plans ; was always generous and always good- humoured. They deferred to her, of course, in matters of importance ; but her answer was invariably the same in affairs both great and little. " Pray do as you like, my dears," she would say equably ; "if you please your- selves you will please me." Or : " Don't study me. Decide for your- selves. I'm agreeable, I assure you, to whichever way you decide lo arrange it." Therefore Miss Dexter, some weeks before,, had experienced no difficulty at all in obtain- ing the consent and the assistance of Mrs. De Lisle in the furtherance, in the carrying out successfully of a certain pet scheme of her own and Roy's, which had ultimately Ian ded her — • Miss Dexter herself — as governess in the Pringle family, who lived near Woldney Moat. " It seems a mad idea, I must say, my dear Minna," had observed Mrs. De Lisle, with her accustomed placidity of manner. 222 LIKE LOST SHEEP. but in a tone of no remonstrance. She spoke as if Minna were only proposing to attempt the accomplishment of the most simple task in the world. '' But I have no doubt that it can be done if you, dear, and Eoy are bent upon it — as you appear to be. And, as you rightly say, the opportunity — the chance offered you by this advertisement — is a golden one ; and such another, in all likeli- hood, will never occur again. It is very extraordinary. Yes ; we'll put our heads together and see what can be done. I don't feel at all certain that our proceedings are strictly fair and above board ; however, the object in view is a just and praiseworthy one, and that is surely something to be said on our side, Minna.'' " Justice, Aunt Helen, is everything ! had replied Minna Dexter, firmly. " Cun- ning must cope with cowardice and cunning. It has for a long while been my first desire in life to act for Roy, since Hoy has been denied the power to act for himself. I do not want revenge — as did our dear dead mother — either for Eoy or for myself ; but, at any cost, I will have justice for Eoy if justice is to be obtained by any deed or sacrifice of mine. I am old enough to act now ; and act I will. One cannot fail — I >> LIKE LOST SHEEP. 223 remember hearing our mother often say so — if one has right in one's favour. Might may triumph for a time ; but right will conquer in the end. It is for Roy, my darling brother, that I do this thing — for myself I care not a straw. If it rested with myself alone, I would rather die, Aunt Helen, than I would touch the hand or look upon the face of this Sir Garth Gilroy." Between the brother and sister a great and boundless love existed. In their lives, in their love for each other, they were truly lovely, if in death, in a time to come, they should be divided ! This evening, which found them all three sitting together in Roy Dexter s room, was the last of Minna's brief Christmas " holiday." On the morrow she would leave their great house in the Square and start once more for Borough Mills. Throughout dinner they had talked of little save Minna's proposed tactics in the future campaign ; and now that they had left the dinner-table to drink their coffee in Roy's picturesque study, their thoughts still ran, as was natural on this last evening, upon the plans and intentions which Minna had in hand. For would not to-morrow, said Minna, with a bitter little smile, to Roy, see her 224 LIKE LOST SHEEP. back again in tlie neighbourliood. of their natural enemy ? " I have done little enough as yet, Heaven knows," said she, looking fondly up into Roy's pathetic eyes; and he, putting aside the open book which he had but that moment taken half-mechanically from a table near his couch, stroked with his long white hand his sister's dark soft hair. " I have been only once, Roy, to Woldney Moat ; and that was a visit paid by stealth, as you are aware* And, dear, there are times when the terrible misgiving steals over me that I never shall do anything at all worth speaking of. I lose heart ; my courage fails me ; and — and, now and again, I catch myself wondering whether the game is worth the candle, Roy?" " I do not believe that it is worth the candle," said the young man in his gentle voice. '' Let it — let him — go, Minna. Give up the whole thing and come back to us." " Never ! Now that I have made a beginning, I will go on to the end, Roy — bitter though it be. For your sake, Roy dearest, I will not give in. Then, too — you forget ! There is the poor old grandfather. Now that we have found him, something by-and-by must be done for him. It wrings my heart to see him, at his age, living so LIKE LOST SHEEP. 225 hard and so lonely a life. But he clings to it and won't give it up. I think it would kill him if he were taken from the Lock." " And during all these many years, you say, Minna, he has remained in total ignor- ance of the truth ? " remarked Mrs. De Lisle, cosily. "Dear me! how very odd; and living, too, as he does — does he not ? — within sight of Woldney Moat. How very curious, to be sure ! " Ah ! Aunt Helen," threw in Roy cynic- ally, " have not you yet discovered that the world is merely a vast museum of contrasts of all kinds, of grim facts, of curious things of all sorts ; that one should never be sur- prised at anything that one may hear or see in it. I am not very old — but I have already learned that much. It is a very hard old world to understand, Aunt Helen." " I don't think that I have ever thought anything at all about it, Roy. I have always found it a very nice, comfortable old world ; and I should be very sorry to leave it — that I do know," cheerfully replied the good, simple lady. " However," continued she, " we were speaking of that poor dear childish old man at the Lock. Couldn't we give him a sum of money at once, and put him into a nice little home of his own ? How really VOL. I. Q 226 LIKE LOST SHEEP. wonderful it is that lie should have taken so strong a fancy to you, my dear child ! that he should sometimes, without knowing it, call you by your real name ! It must be a kind of instinct, I suppose, or — or Providence or something. Now cannot we do what I suggest, my dears ? I think myself it is an excellent notion." " Not yet," was Minna's firm reply. *' People, I know, already comment upon my so often going to the Lock cottage. Your suggestion, kind as it is, dear Aunt Helen, cannot yet be carried out. Doing so would immediately rouse suspicion. One must be cautious, I can well perceive, in dealing with Sir Garth Gilroy. Do you know, the other evening when I first spoke to the man, I trembled lest I should faint — brave as I fancy myself to be — and drop like a dead thing on the carpet at his feet. My heart seemed to stand still — my blood to turn cold. And he — oh, Roy ! — he looked at me in such a strange, scrutinizing manner, that I thought for an instant that he assuredly must divine who I was — had discovered the truth ! But that, of course, would be utterly impossible ; he be- lieving all that he does believe." " Curse him, my Minnehaha ! " said the young man, in his tender low voice, just for LIKE LOST SHEEP. 227 all the world as if lie had said " Bless him ! " instead. "He is a scoundrel if ever one lived on earth. If I were a strong man, Minna, dearest and pluckiest of sisters, and not the sickly and useless being that I am, I would go down to Woldney with you to-morrow and would horsewhip the villain within an inch of his life. I would, Minna — and Heaven forgive me for it if I am wrong ! " " Do you know, Hoy," she said, looking long and earnestly at her beloved brother, as he lay there so weak and frail on his sofa, " you are in truth very like him ! Where the likeness is I cannot quite determine. But it would never do for you to go to Woldney — at least, not yet. All the same — " " Perdition seize him ! " murmured Roy, as softly and dispassionately as before. " I am sorry for it." Here Mrs. De Lisle struck in with her cosy laugh. " How funny it is, children," said she, " to hear you speaking of your own father in that disrespectful fashion — " *' Father ! " interjected Minna, scornfully. " He is father to us only in name ! Heaven is too just to demand of any child honour and respect for such a father as he." "Hear, hear ! " said Roy, iutertwining his 228 LIKE LOST SHEEP. delicate fingers amongst tlie waves of liis dusky hair. "After all," continued Mrs. De Lisle, letting the strip of lace-work over which she was professing to be very industrious, drop with her smooth jewelled hands idly into her lap, and looking across with mild perplexity in her countenance at the weakly, handsome lad upon the couch and the devoted girl upon the footstool at his side — " after all, since you cannot wreak upon this bad man the ven- geance for which your mother in her lifetime yearned, it really seems to me, dear Minna, that not much remains for you to do. He has not married again, therefore the revenge — I repeat, it seems to me — ^for which your mother schemed and lived, has become — well, impracticable. You tell us that the estate is in a wretched condition, and that Sir Garth himself is little better than a ruined man. Surely, there is not much to be gained ? No, Minna ; looking at the whole business from more points of view than one, I am inclined to echo the observation you made just now : that the game does not appear to be worth the candle. Of course, you and Roy know best," said Mrs. De Lisle, serenely taking up again her dingy strip of lace-work. " Still, it is not, my dears, as if he were a parent LIKE LOST SHEEP. 229 worth claiming — is it ? And it is not as if either you or 'Roj wanted money from him ; for, on the contrary, you want nothing of the kind; both of you, as it happens, having plenty of your own." Minna's lips tightened ; her bosom heaved ; in that rose-red light from the pretty lamps a passionate fire seemed to smoulder and glow in the velvet depths of her soft eyes. " Money ? No ! Thank Heaven, we do not want money! " she said at last. ''But our claims upon him, the claims of our dead mother as well, he shall acknowledge. Wold- ney Moat and Lonefield Grange, both of thetn are Eoy's by inheritance, and I shall claim an acknowledgement of his birthright from Sir Garth Gilroy. He may have mortgaged every available acre of land not strictly appertaining to those two old houses; but those two old houses themselves, so ruined and desolate now, and the few acres which have belonged to them for generations and generations of dead and gone Gilroy s. Sir Garth cannot meddle with in any manner whatsoever. This was one day explained to me by Mr. Pringle, who, horrid and vulgar as he may be, is nevertheless a shrewd man of business, and well understands these things. Our money, by-and-bye — Eoy's and mine — 230 LIKE LOST SHEEP. can restore, shall do wonders, both for Wold- ney Moat and the Grange." " But Sir Garth, you know, may not believe, may boldly deny the truth of your tale, when the time comes for the telling of it," said Mrs. De Lisle. " I fancy we shall have some difiB.- culty, my dear Minna, in proving all that we want to prove. But I daresay you know best." " He must and he shall believe ! " cried Minna Dexter, impetuously. " He cannot help believing when he shall come to hear everything." Unconsciously she touched her breast as if caressing a treasure concealed in it. E-oy's arm stole round her neck, but he said nothing ; he was looking tired. She continued : " There is a rumour in the neighbourhood of Coverley that Sir Garth is trying to find for himself a rich wife, whose dower shall mend his own fallen fortunes. But no woman, I vow to Heaven, Aunt Helen, shall ever become a second wife of his until he has done justice to the memory of his first. I am on the watch ; I will be in no haste ; I can bide my time — but justice for our dead mother, for Roy, and for me, I will have sooner or later at the hands of Sir Garth Gilroy." LIKE LOST SHEEP. 231 " Dearest and bravest of sisters," mur- mured E,oy, wearily — '' my Minnehaha, my lovely Laughing ^ater, how hard, how very hard it is for me that you should do all and I nothing!" She pressed her cheek against the thin white hand upon her shoulder, a world of love for Roy expressed in the simple deed. " There is nothing upon earth, you know that, Hoy, that I would not attempt for your dear sake," she said. " Tell us," put in Mrs. De Lisle, throwing aside, with a poorly-disguised yawn, her tiny needle and scrap of work, and, leaning back against the tapestry padding of her tall carved chair — " tell us, dear, something more of those Harland people who seem so good and kind. From the little you say about them in your letters, they do seem really very kind and nice. The young man especially rendered you a great service, a very great service, Minna — you must admit that." '' Ah, I hope some day to shake his hand for that piece of work," threw in Roy, with a flicker of real energy in his tired voice. Again the girl pressed her cheek caressingly to her brother's hand, but she did not speak. " You manage to find plenty to write about the Pringle people and their funny, silent little 232 LIKE LOST SHEEP. grandchildren, wliom you say tliat you have got quite to like," went on placid Aunt Helen — " the Pringle vulgarity and ostentation, and so forth ; but of their neighbours, these Har- lands, who seem so very much nicer in every respect, we seldom hear in your letters, Minna, beyond a few lines — do we, Eoy ? And there are only a brother and a sister in family, too, I think you said ; like E-oy and yourself, dear. How odd ! " " How well I recollect, mere child though I was at the time," observed Koy Dexter, dreamily, " hearing our mother speak both of the Pringles and of the Harlands, and of her own free life at the Lock by the beautiful Dane, in those long sad talks which she, dear soul, and the Doctor — God bless him ! — used to have together at that quiet old Brompton house in Prince's Street, when the evenings were long and we played round the fire at his knee. Do you remember, Minna ? " " I remember, dear. It is not likely that I ever can forget." " And how strange it is, my Minnehaha, that you should now be living near Woldnej Moat I And as a governess too ! You a governess, Minna ! " '* Strange indeed, dear," she smiled. A hansom went rattling past in the raw LIKE LOST SHEEP. 233 winter night; a postman, with his last de- livery, was dealing his "rat-tat" at one of the great pillared doors in the Square. Minna, rising from her low seat, took from the mantel- piece a screen of peacock-feathers, which she held as she stood between her face and the fire. " Well, Minna," suggested Mrs. De Lisle, who had not forgotten her unanswered ques- tion, aimless in intent though it was. The girl started slightly. '' Yes ? Oh, I beg your pardon, Aunt Helen ; about — about the Harlands, you mean. If I do not, when I write, find mu.ch to say about them, it is — it is, I suppose, because, in reality, I see so little of them. "When — when I do see them, however, they are, as I have told you, very, very kind. With the Pringles it is different. Am I not " — with a shrug — " always with the Pringles ? " " Oh, yes, of course — that is it, I sup- pose," said Mrs. De Lisle, vaguely. '' Where," inquired Minna, abruptly turn- ing this point of the conversation, " where. Aunt Helen, do our friends in town think that I am now living ? " " They think you are somewhere in the country, on a long round of visits. That J> 234 LIKE LOST SHEEP. is what I tell everybody, dear cliild," laughed Mrs. De Lisle, cheerfully. " Ah me ! a terrible fib. Aunt Helen, said Minna, wistfully. " And yet — and yet what else can one say ? " " I'm sure I don't know, my dear," replied Mrs. De Lisle, in her cosy way. " I think myself it is a very good explanation. It satisfies the most inquisitive — and that is everything." " Heigh-ho ! " said Minna ; " I fear that we are weaving a very tangled web. Roy, dear," she went on, hastily checking a sigh as she turned from Aunt Helen to bend over her brother, "what are you reading — a new novel ? Yes, I see it is," taking up the open book and glancing through its pages. It was the third volume of a story called Madeline — written by a well-known hand, and a favourite author of Roy's. " Yes ; it's Madeline^' said the young fellow, listlessly ; " the same tale, don't you know, upon which the new play now running at the St. James's is founded. The heroine is lovely, brave, and devoted, and sticks at nothing to gain a righteous end. I really believe she reminds me somewhat of you, Minnehaha." " Does she, Roy ? Well, it is time, I LIKE LOST SHEEP. 235 think, that you were going to bed. You are looking fagged, my dearest — and that must not be. I will bring your wine up to you, and will sit with you, if you like, while you try to sleep, and read Madeline aloud— shall I, Roy?" " I should like nothing better, my Laugh- ing Water," replied the young fellow, look- ing up at Minnehaha with his sad sweet smile. Lovingly she assisted him to rise from the couch ; Mrs. De Lisle going before them to light the candles in the hall. Aunt Helen was yawning prodigiously now. " Well, Minna, I hope you will enjoy this dance on the 7th," said she. "It will not concern me, Aunt Helen," answered the girl, quietly. " I shall not dance." " My Minnehaha, my beautiful sister, not dance at a ball ! " whispered Roy, incredu- lously. " Oh, nonsense — nonsense — " She stopped his lips with a kiss. So, with his arm resting on Minna's, Roy went laboriously up to his bed ; Mrs. De Lisle parting with them at her dressing- room door. An hour later Roy's melancholy eyes were closed in uneasy slumber; the long 2S6 LIKE LOST SHEEP. and wearisome dav for him was once more ended. He slept witli Minna's kisses still warm upon his lips, and Minna's loving, passionate prayers still hovering perhaps around his pillow. At the head of the fine staircase, upon the first landing, she met Mrs. De Lisle' s maid. *' Do you require my services to-night, Miss Minna ? " asked the woman, who had known Minna Dexter for many years. '' Not to-night, Hobson, thank you," she answered. "I am not going to bed just yet." At the foot of the wide stairs in the hall she encountered Bing the footman. " I am locking up for the night. Miss Dexter," said the man. '' Shall I extinguish the lights in Mr. Eoy's room ? " "No, thank you," replied Minna. ** I will put them out myself." She passed into her brother's study, shut the door, and drew the velvet curtain across it. The beautiful artistic room, with its subdued tints and coloured shadows, seemed at this hour very sombre and still. The dying wood embers were dropping upon the hearth ; the heads of the wild-beast skins lying about looked half ferocious in the tinted gloom. Minna could hear the step LIKE LOST SHEEP. 237 of a policeman upon the broad damp pave- ment of Cumberland Square. She reseated herself upon the footstool by her brother's couch and laid her head where he had lain. Upon her knee she held the third volume of the story called Madeline; but never a page of it did she turn now. Indeed she scarcely knew that the book was under her hand, havinsf all unconsciouslv brouo:ht it down with her from Roy's bedside. So she sat there, quite alone, her eyes fixed on the dying wood ashes, falling — falling — like tlie leaves in autumn. Though awake, she sat there dreaming far into the night — " the dead unhappy night " — of Roy's future and of her own. CHAPTER XL *' Topps, how do I look ? Come, tell me the truth now ! " " Lovely, miss — jest lovel-ly," said Topps, stepping backward a couple of yards or so and clasping her lean hands ecstatically. "You're a real vishin of beauty to-night, Miss Jooly ; you are indeed ! " " Really and truly, Topps ? " said Julia Pringle, advancing, retreating, smiling, en- deavouring to glanced own her bare shoulder- blades, and sweeping from side to side before the long cheval-glass in her room, on the night of the New Year ball at Borough Mills. "Really, miss. Your dress is perfect," said Topps. " There ain't a hatom o' fault to be found with it anywhere. Anybody with heyes in their 'ead can see it's a London gownd ; the fit of itself would tell 'em that." " I think I like the pink better than the blue — don't you, Topps ? — the blue is so in- LIKE LOST SHEEP. 239 sipid, isn't it ? " said Julia, gingerly putting witli a tiny powder-puff certain finishing touches to her already palpable complexion. Then she took up a pencil from the toilet- table and carefully finished off her eyebrows as well. *' Better than the blue ? Oh, a million thousand times ! " gushed Topps. " Pink satin, miss, always do show up so beautiful by candlelight. I should have chose the pink myself." Here Hetty tripped into Julia's room, attired in a ball-gown of a similar style to that of her sister ; but whilst Hetty had de- cided on pale-blue satin, Jill had fixed upon pink. Both gowns in the bodies of them were brazenly low-cut ; with just about as much sleeve or *' shoulder-strap " as was perhaps demanded by common decency. Both were laced up behind, and fitted close to the figure ; indeed, Jill's ample outline looked almost matronly, so tightly had Topps, in obedience to the damsel's desire, tied back in the approved line of fashion the hidden strings of that pink satin train. And then their heads! If their ''frinofes" were marvellous to behold on every day of the week, is it not likely that they would be 240 LIKE LOST SHEEP. doubly amazing on the nigbt of their New Year ball ? " I would not be too liberal, if I were you, in the manipulation of that little fluffy thing," observed Hetty, briskly. " My poor old dear ! you look positively ^o^^r?/ already, and people may be inclined to crack ill-natured jokes, don't you know. We know quite well what fellows are behind our backs. ' By Jove, Miss Julia, how quite too awfully charming you look — quite fetching, by Jove I' I can hear Tim Maltover saying unblush- ingly to your face ; afterwards — having shunted you — to some other fellow : ' By Jove, that girl ! Did you see the powder ? — laid on with a trowel, don't you know. It flew off in clouds just now, by Jove, and I've done nothing but sneeze ever since. Look at my coat, old man ! ' " And the vivacious Hetty made a feint of brushing something from her plump bare arm, which she presently proceeded to cover from public view in the longest and most fashionable of many-buttoned gloves. " Any idiot can see that you are smothered," retorted Julia, unamiably — " especially your nose." " That's soon remedied, Jill," coolly re- marked Hetty, who, having recently imbibed LIKE LOST SHEEP. 241 a cup of strong coffee witli a dasli of cognac in it, was in excellent spirits and entirely satisfied with her own dazzling appearance in the Cambridge-blue satin from Madame Theodore's in Eegent Street. She skipped over to Topps and held up her face. '' Blow on it, Topps dear, please," said she — " gently ; not too hard. You know exactly how to do it, for you've done it before." Topps sniggered, and did as she was bidden. " La ! Miss Hetty, how you do go on," she said. If it be true that no man is a hero to his own valet, it must be equally impossible that any woman should be respected by her own abigail. " Gurls ! gurls ! " cried a loud voice on the landing; '' aren't you ready ? What a time you do take to be sure ! Your par says he can hear a carriage on the Margrave road ; so I'm just going down. It's the Carraway- Joneses, I expect ; they are always early." And a mighty frou-frou in the corridor outside proclaimed that Mrs. Pringle was sail- ing downstairs to welcome the Carra- way-Joneses. The '* gurls," thus admonished, caught up VOL. I. K 242 LIKE LOST SHEEP. in haste gloves and bouquets, handkerchiefs and fans, and prepared to follow their mother to the drawing-room below; which at Borough Mills was a really fine and spacious apartment, and which on this memorable annual occasion was always gorgeously de- corated and brilliantly illuminated to serve the purpose of ball-room. *'Topps," Hetty took an opportunity to whisper to the tiring-maid, as the sisters left the elder's dressing-room, Jill marching on ahead, buttoning her glove, and with thoughts intent upon the conquests she meant to achieve by-and-by, " candidly now, Topps, which do you like best — the pink or the blue?" Thus again appealed to, the worthy Topps called up an expression of feature which demanded as plainly as speech itself how any young lady in her senses could possibly ask such a question ; and whispered in reply — " The blew, of course, miss, a hundred million times. Why, there ain't no compari- son whatever ! " Adding, hurriedly : " Don't tell Miss Jooly I said so, though, Miss Hetty; she mightn't like it — and — and might be jealous, you see." " No, no, no ! And do I look nice ? " " Lovel-ly, Miss Hetty ! " replied Topps. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 243 ** You'll be the belle o' tlie ball." And once more she clasped her hands ecstatically and rolled up her artful eyes. " I'll give you my purple cashmere to- morrow," said Hetty, glancing over her nude and powdered shoulder and nodding familiarly to the smirking maid. " And, Topps, you duck, if I run up here and ring the bell, it is for — well, Topps, you know what." Topps returned the nod in a very knowing fashion indeed ; and then the two girls, in the sheen of their satin and the flash of the jewels they wore, trailed down the wide staircase together — Miss Topps now, with scorn on her pale lip and in her faded eye, leaning over the balustrade upon the landing and watching their descent to the hall. " I wonder they ain't ashamed o' their- selves — I do ! " she muttered. '' If I was dressed out like that — I — I should pray that the earth might open and swallow me out o' sight ! I shouldn't know where to 'ide my 'ead for shame," said Topps, shivering virtu- ously. The Pringles' smart roomy house was a blaze of light on this the night of the 7th of January ; and the head-gardener had robbed his winter-houses of their choicest treasures 244 LIKE LOST SHEEP. in order to furnisli flowers for the lavisli decorations. Flowers and light were indeed everywhere. Mrs. Pringle herself was resplendent in sage-green moire antiqiie^ which had also come down from Madame Theodore's estab- lishment — being stout and florid, she was fond of green of all shades,. believing that no other colour became her half so well — with real rubies round her fat neck and real rubies in her ears. People were arriving fast; it was half- past nine o'clock. Along the Margrave road, from Coverley way, there came a heterogeneous stream of vehicles — private carriages of all sorts, together with hired flies from " The Gig Hotel " ; one after another they rattled up to the door of the Pringles' house. In the wake of the Carraway- Joneses from Margrave — the Carraway-Joneses were re- tired bone-manure manufacturers — had come a crowd of folks from Twycross; then more arrivals from Coverley; and then a batch from distant Redtown. All the world, of a sort, it would appear, had been invited to the Pringles' ball. When the Harlands from across the water, accompanied by Barton Chance, put in an LIKE LOST SHEEP. 245 appearance the rooms were nearly full, and the first two dances on the list for the even- ing were over. Roger and Kate — the latter being simply arrayed in a white silk gown, trim of fit, as were all Kate's garments, with a soft lace ruff worn high about her throat, whilst she carried a magnificent bouquet of tea-roses and lilies-o£-the-valley which Barton had caused to be sent to the Little Mills direct from Covent Garden — sat down by each other near one of the doors, and began — though neither admitted the fact to the other — narrowly to observe the moving figures in the crowd. Barton, who had just been chatting with Mrs. Pringle and telling her seriously how well the green moire became " her style," at that instant appeared and stood before Kate. He looked, as good-looking fair men always do, exceedingly handsome in his evening clothes; his face flushed, his eyes alight with pleasure. He stretched out his hand. " Kate, where is your card ? You pro- mised your first dance to me — you know you did. There goes the band, so come along ! " Baid he. " I promised you the first I danced — yes, )» 246 LIKE LOST SHEEP. she answered. " But I am not yet quite ready. I will dance with no one until I have danced with you. Barton." So telling him, she pressed to her lips the sweet flowers he had given her, and over the leaves and blossoms of them looked up at him plead- ingly. " And — and, in return, you must promise me something. Barton. Will you ? " she said. " My dar — " he began, impulsively. '' Hush ! " said she, gently, with almost a look of pain. *' Anything, Kate," he said then, more gravely. " What is it ? " '' That — that you will be careful to-night, ''* she murmured — " Barton, for my sake ! " He bent his fair curly head as he an- swered : " For your sake, Kate, I would — " But Chance just then was permitted to register no brittle vow. An enormous pale- blue satin fan with feather- edging was tap- ping his sleeve ; and, turning, he beheld Hetty Pringle standing there beside him. She held out coquettishly a filigree-silver basket containing programmes, and was still panting from her exertions in the dance lately ended. " Thanks," said Barton, stammering and JJ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 247 smiling, " I — I have one — see ! Mrs. Pringle kindly gave it to me a minute ago. How very pretty they are ! " " Yes ; aren't they ? Have you a partner for the next waltz?" said Hetty, with an upward, sidewise glance which was meant to be extremely bewitching. Poor Barton — anticipating his fate — longed to be able to reply in the affirmative ; but as he could not honourably do that, he said lamely : ''No. Have you? " Well, I have," said she, with coy hesita- tion, fingering the dainty cards in the siker basket ; " but — but — The truth of the matter is, Mr. Chance — " " Yes ? " " Well, I wish I hadn't, then ; for he is a perfect little horror of a dervish. He dances anyhow and anywhere — if you can call it dancing — in fact, flings one all over the place." " Who is it ? " inquired Chance, peering slyly round at Kate Harland, with a queer smile brimming in his joyous eyes ; a smile to which she, thoroughly comprehending the situation, promptly responded with one of her own. " Why, it's young Carraway-Jones, don't 248 LIKE LOST SHEEP. you know? " sighed Hettj. *' The last time I danced with him, at a ball in Redtown, we both of us got giddy together and fell plump into the lap of the man who was playing the violin." "The barbarian ! " cried Barton. " If I were a girl and a fellow served me like that, catch me ever dancing with him a second time. Miss Hetty — unless, of course, there was nobody else to be had." " I'm sure I don't want to," replied Hetty, with a little grimace. " And — and look here, Mr. Chance " — very shyly — '' don't think me quite too awfully bold, and — and all that, but if you like to ask me for this waltz now, why, I'll throw over Mr. Carraway-Jones before I'm a minute older. There ! It is such a shame to be obliged to put up with vile partners when one has Coote and Thingumy's music to dance to, don't you know," pouted Hetty. " With all my heart," said Barton, with apparent heartiness. " I am indeed favoured. Poor Carraway-Jones ! " " I can easily say that I waited ever so long for him and he never turned up, don't you see," cried Hetty, with animation. " Simple as ABC!" " I must steer clear of him for the rest of LIKE LOST SHEEP. 249 the evening," smiled Barton, " or who knows what may happen, Miss Hetty ! " " You needn't be anxious, Mr. Chance," returned she, archly. '' I think, if you tried, you could knock Mr. Jones into a cocked hat. Don't be shocked — that is what pa says sometimes. Here, ma dear, you look after this " — popping down her programme- basket upon Mrs. Pringle's knee ; that lady having taken a vacant seat by Kate Harland's side. And the next minute Hetty had slipped her arm under Barton Chance's and had led him triumphantly off to join the waltz which the band had just struck up. "And so you walked here across the bridge, Kate, Mr. Chance tells me ? " said Mrs. Pringle. " How did you manage that ? " " Oh, the night was tolerably fine and dry, and we changed our boots when we got here," replied practical Kate, smiling. " We are ' so far and yet so near,' ain't we?" said Mrs. Pringle, with a fat chuckle at her own pleasantry. The passing years had dealt genially enough with Mrs. Pringle and her prosper- ous spouse. They looked, and behaved and spoke, the pair of them, at this date of their 250 LIKE LOST SHEEP. lives, pretty mucli tbe same as they had looked and behaved and spoken some seven- teen or eighteen years gone by. Prosperity is an excellent fattening recipe, and for keep- ing, too, the wrinkles and crow's-feet at bay. " I do not see Miss Dexter anywhere," said Kate, raising her voice a tone or two, for the waltz which the musicians were play- ing was in parts a rather noisy one. " Has she returned ? She told me before she went to London that she would be back in time for the dance, Mrs. Pringle." Eoger, on the other side of Kate, pricked up his ears. " Eeturned ? Lor', yes ! She's returned fast enough — come back the day before yesterday. She knows where she's well off, bless you ! " bawled Mrs. Pringle. " To tell you the truth, though, Kate, neither me nor the gurls, nor their par, for the matter of that, would have fretted much if she hadn't have come back at all. She gives herself too many hairs and graces, and has too many fine notions by half to please us ; and paupers and governesses and such rubbish- ing folk have no business to give themselves such hairs beyond their station, I say. Sho was dressing ever so long ago, I know for a fact ; and so I suppose she'll come down-^ LIKE LOST SHEEP. 251 we invited her — when she has a mind to do so. She pleases herself pretty much. How- ever, there's one great point in her favour, Kate ; she manages those children admirably, and they are very fond of her, too. But once let Louisa's complaint get well enough to allow her to come back to England, and off I pack Miss Stuck-up to — to — to wherever she come from ; I shall have had quite enough of her by then, I'll warrant. A holiday indeed ! What did she want a holiday at all for ? She only come in November," shouted Mrs. Pringle, who had talked her florid counten- ance into a flame, and whose bosom, rubies and all, was heaving with the elocutionary effort she had made. Mrs. Pringle' s English, it was clear, was not strictly that known in polite circles as the Queen's when she became a trifle excited and gave free rein to her tongue. Eoger Harlan d, before his hostess had ceased to speak, had got up and dis- appeared. A cloud since his arrival at the dance had been brooding upon the features of Eoger. But that cloud was now dispelled ; and he, catching sight, through the revolving shapes of the waltzers, of young Penfold of Pack- house standing solitarily by the glass-doors 252 LIKE LOST SHEEP. of the conservatory, made "his way round to him, tapped him on the back, and with him had gone off to get some coffee. '' What I am sitting here by this door for," Mrs. Pringle presently went on to expound to Kate, when she had in a measure recovered her breath, vigorously fanning herself as she spoke, ''is to receive Sir Garth Gilroy. He is very late ; everybody has come but him ; and — and I am almost beginning to despair — Hi, Solomon ! " Mr. Pringle was in sight, and his wife beckoned him with her glove. Personally, Mr. and Mrs. Pringle were curi- ously alike — some husbands and wives are so, and with increasing years the resemblance between them not infrequently grows more and more striking. Mr. Pringle's red, whiskerless face, however, was marked by a purplish hue about the cheeks and gills. The bulk of him was encased in a snow- white dress-waistcoat, in the armholes of which, as he advanced towards his wife, he thrust his short flat thumbs ; so that a rope- like gold chain and an immense glittering locket were displayed to fine advantage. " Well, mar, what is it ? " said^ he. " We make a capital show here to-night, don't we ? " — throwing a portly, self-satisfied glance around the large and brilliant room. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 25B " Yes, yes — but, Solomon, I am very anxious ; how about Sir Grarth — do you think he'll come ? I have done nothing but stick about this door and the inner hall for the last hour or more, and he hasn't arrived yet. Do you think he'll keep his word ? Oh, Solomon, if he shouldn't after all! — " Mrs. Pringle actually trembled with sup- pressed anxiety and apprehensiou. If Sir Garth Gilroy of Woldney Moat failed in his promise to honour with his company their New Year dance, then — gay and hopeful as was the aspect of everything at present — nothing, in Mrs. Pringle' s opinion, could save her ball from failure. She had told everybody whom she could tell that Sir Garth Gilroy was coming ; and consequently everybody would expect to meet him there. Should he fail to keep that promise of his given weeks before the event- ful night — oh, how everybody then would laugh at her behind her back ! thought Mrs. Pringle, growing cold all over at the bare thought. '' Oh, Solomon," said she, in a piteous undertone, " do you really think he means to keep his word ? " Mr. Pringle, standing with his short legs somewhat ungracefully wide apart, winked at his wife before he answered. 254 LIKE LOST SHEEP. '' He'll come, mar, never fear," lie chuckled. " Don't fret yourself, my dear ; he'll be here presently, as sure as eggs is eggs ! It may be latish — I shouldn't wonder ; perhaps not till supper. Strolling in late is fashionable among the nobs. Still, some time or other before cock-crow, you'll see, we shall have my fine gentleman here. Oh, yes, mar, it's all serene," said Mr. Pringle, actually putting his finger to his nose as if he would intimate that he knew somewhat more than he felt at present justified in revealing. Mrs. Pringle was reassured. Her husband's confident tone and knowing air were comforting to her in the extreme. Sir Garth of late had been a good deal at Borough Mills ; and Solomon Pringle, in his turn, had been seen a great many times at Woldney Moat. Evidently, then. Sir Garth Gilroy and the wealthy Solomon thoroughly understood each other. " Mr. Chance could tell us nothing about Sir Garth's movements," said Mrs. Pringle, more blithely ; " for he tea'd and dressed at the Little Mills, it seems, and came over with the Harlands afterwards — didn't I understand him to say so, Kate ? " laying a beef -red hand scintillating with brilliants upon Kate's white silk sleeve. LIKE LOST SHEEP. 255 " Quite right," answered Kate, quietly ; and resumed tlie chat she was engaged in at the moment with the person who sat upon her left ; who had taken the seat lately vacated by her brother. " I was talking to Master Roger not a second ago, Miss Kate," observed Mr. Pringle, in a loud and would-be patronising voice. " Him and young Penfold were having some coffee and a cigar together. I offered to find them both pardners, but neither of 'em, it appears, cares for 'ops ; though there's more 'an one young leddy as I can see a-setting about and tapping her foot cyi the floor to the tune o' rum-tum-tiddy as would be glad if they'd come aud ask her. Ha, ha, ha ! " laughed Mr. Pringle, rolling his full bull-eyes on Kate in a highly facetious manner. " My brother never cared much for dan- cing, Mr. Pringle — balls always bore him," replied Kate, coldly. She turned again to the guest on her left and put her dance-card into his hand. " Though I cannot comply with your request to give you one immediately, Mr. Payne," said she, " you may take whichever you please after the next two or three — " " Give me the one before thupper. Miss 256 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Harland — do ! " interrupted Mr. Payne in a pleading tone. " That will be real kindness.'* Mr. Headstone Payne, the active young Coverley surgeon, was a genial young man witli a bald head, a remarkably clear com- plexion, and a handsome brown moustache under a large Roman nose ; altogether a dapper bachelor doctor, worsbipped by bis lady-patients of all " sets " and " cliques." For he was ever cheery, ever ready to gossip, and, best of all, was always sure to be in possession of the latest local on dits and choicest bits of scandal which might happen to be common property in Coverley-on-Dane. Indeed, apart from his little weaknesses — amongst which must be reckoned a slightly affected occasional lisp — he was said to be a very clever young man ; not only socially, but also in the mysteries of his profession. But Kate Harland liked him chiefly on account of his well-known kindness to the poor. He would always physic them " for nothing." . " I am sorry that T cannot give you the one before supper," answered Kate, gravely ; " it is already promised. But take the seventh if you will — it is a quadrille. And now," added she, in a hurried whisper — •' be good enough to gratify a whim of mine. I LIKE LOST SHEEP. 257 want to examine those pretty Chinese lanterns in the conservatory. Will you be my escort, Mr. Payne ? The waltz is finished and we can now cross the room." '' With all the pleasure in life," cried he. And he sprang up and offered her his arm. They were soon seated in the conservatory, which was nearly opposite that doorway of the ball-room close to which Mrs. Prinerle still lingered and through which the chief guest of the evening was momentarily expected to enter. " Confeth now," said Mr. Payne, con- fidentially, " that you are not in the least desirous to examine these trumpery lamps and silly little fountains that only trickle and won't play — because, you know, they were all exactly the thame this time last year when we were here. Confeth now. Miss Harland, that you wanted to get away from that insuf- ferable old — " " I shall confess nothing of the kind," in- terrupted Kate ; but she buried her lips in Barton's flowers. " I am not going to hear you abuse our host and entertainer, Mr. Payne." *' Believe me. Miss Harland, I have no wish to—" " Yery well, then wo won't speak of him ; VOL. 1. s 258 LIKE LOST SHEEP. we will talk of something else. Tell me the truth. Am I keeping you from the side of any lady who perhaps at this instant is anxiously watching for your approach? If so, do your duty like a man, Mr. Payne, and go to her ! " *' On the contrary — there is no one. Like your brother, I am not remarkable for my skill in a ball-room ; at a pinch, though, I can manage a polka or a quadrille. I in- finitely prefer looking on, I do assure you — for instance, sitting here with you. Miss Harland, and quizzing, from this jolly nook amongst the flowers, the odd assemblage of — " " I am not quizzing," protested Kate, in- dignantly. '* Please speak for yourself, Mr. Payne ! If you are going to be ill-natured I won't listen to you." " I ill-natured ? Never ! " returned the chatty young surgeon, laughing. " I am merely observant ; it's my nature so to be. Now do have the justice to admit, Miss Har- land, that it is a curiously assorted company that is capering in that room yonder. There's the jovial Coverley parson, the Eeverend Felix Scamper, but — mark you — not Mrs. Scamper. There're Tim and Phil Maltover, but not the Miss Maltovers. There is Lawyer Bilfil's son, but you will look in vain for the LIKE LOST SHEEP. 259 Lawyer's daughters. There are the Reverend Felix Scamper's fellow-curates of St. Eve's — but then curates go everywhere — " "Like doctors," interjected Kate, coolly. "Do you know, Mr. Payne," she frankly added, " that your remarks, to me, savour of extreme impertinence ? " " Do they really ? " replied he, as if the sug- gestion struck him in the most novel light conceivable. " I am very thorry. I do not mean to be impertinent. Miss Harland, 'pon my word I do not. But candidly," said Mr. Headstone Payne, with unruffled good- humour, " does it not amuse you to see represented here to-night so many of the cliques of the Coverley folk ? " " And, pray, Mr. Payne, to which clique do you flatter yourself that you belong ? " in- quired Kate, eyeing with a queer smile her companion of the hour. He shrugged his shoulders, with eyebrows raised. " I ? Oh, I go everywhere and anywhere, as you justly remarked just now," said he, laughing again. " A bachelor doctor in a small country town where, in point of popu- lation, there are about a score or more of women to every man, is at all times and seasons in great request, I find." " A conceited, well-to-do young man like 260 LIKE LOST SHEEP. yon, Mr. Payne, should make haste to find a wife. A married doctor's position, in a place like Coverley, is at once an assured thing. If you were married, now, you could attach yourself and your wife to just whichever particular ' set ' you pleased — and stick to it," said Kate with the utmost gravity. " If I could only meet with a lady in every respect as charming as yourself, Miss Har- land, I would not remain a bachelor doctor another — " " If you are going to make yourself ridicu- lous, Mr. Payne, I leave you this instant. I can't stand compliments — particularly foolish ones — from anybody." " Well, it is rather rough on me, I must say, to call me conceited," smiled Headstone Payne, more imperturbably good-tempered than ever. '' Pirst, I am told that I am im- pertinent ; and then — Stay ! is that Mrs. Porkbury from Redtown ? Surely, yes — yonder there, speaking now to Mr. Pringle. That enormously stout person with a large high nose ; with sunflowers, I think, on her head ? " "Yes; that is certainly Mrs. Porkbury," said Kate, following the direction which Mr. Payne's quick eyes had taken. " And yes — great heaven ! There are the tlKE LOST SHEEt>. 261 Carraway-Joneses, the bone-maaure people from Margrave," cried Headstone, excitedly — *' of all people in the world ! " '' And why, pray, should they not be here ? " " Fanthy, though ! " said Headstone vaguely, with another shrug. " For my part," said Kate, equably, '' I consider the Porkburys and th^ Carraway- Joneses every whit as presentable as the Maltovers, or the Bilfils, or the Singletons, or, for the matter of that, as any of your Coverley little big folk, as my friends Miss Bishop and Miss Eager so playfully designate that especial Coverley ' set.' Do you know Miss Bishop and Miss Eager, Mr. Payne ? " inquired Kate, slily. "Ah, do I not!" answered Headstone, with a gay sly glance in return. " Some- times, of an afternoon, they give me a cup of tea, and tell me all the news that's afloat — " " And what they don't happen to know, I suppose, you tell them," said Kate. *' Is that it?" *' Exchange is no robbery, you know, Miss Harland," replied Mr. Headstone Payne, with a roguish twinkle in his bright shrewd eyes. " Oh, by-the-bye, have you heard the latest joke about Miss Snaffle and the Reverend 262 LIKE LOST SHEEP. Felix Scamper? It beats that one about the sausage supper and the hot grog and the Vicar popping in unexpectedly at the Cottage Hospital, and the bellth upstairs ringing like mad — " " Stop — do ! " whispered Kate, peremp- torily. At that instant the Reverend Felix Scamper himself, laughing and joking in most unclerical fashion with the girl on his arm — who was, in fact, none other than Hetty Pringle — entered the conservatory by the garden-door. Quickly following them came Julia Pringle and Barton Chance, this latter pair strolling up to Kate and her cavalier. Hapless Barton ! He had escaped from the clutches of one sister, it seemed, only to drift helplessly into the toils of the other. " What, Kate, not dancing ! " exclaimed Jill, in her loud harsh way — " nor you either, Mr. Payne ! My word ! you are a couple of lazy ones." '' We are perfectly cool and comfortable, at any rate," smiled Headstone Payne with audacious serenity. '' It's deliciously pleasant in thith corner here. Miss Pringle." " Well, I am rather hot, I own," said Jill, LIKE LOST SHEEP. 263 unfurling her big pink fan. " Don't I look so ? " — a trifle anxiously. " You do indeed," was Headstone's candid reply. '' Still, I hope that you are enjoying yourself, Miss Pringle ? " " Awfully, thanks," replied Jill, emphati- cally ; and she wiped the perspiration from her matted " fringe." Her face was beet-root colour ; so were her arms, neck, and back — in short, all that her decollete gown so unblushingly revealed. Every atom of powder had disappeared from her person ; and she was wondering as she talked whether it would take her more than a few minutes to rush upstairs and make good all deficiencies — for Jill was instinctively conscious that the delicate end of her left eyebrow had gone somewhat astray with the rest of her borrowed charms. " I can recommend the claret-cup," she went on. " It is one of the drinks, you know, that pa prides himself upon brewing. You must come and try it, Mr. Payne " — with a broadly enticing downward glance at the young surgeon. Julia had still more than one unappropriated dance going a-begging on her programme, and Headstone Payne had not as yet requested the honour of Miss Pringle's hand. Hetty's card, Jill knew, was 264 LIKE LOST SHEEP. already full — even her sister's " extra after- supper ones," should there be time for any, were all promised, and promised very likely half-a-dozen times over. Indeed, there was nothing Hetty enjoyed at a party so much as creating ill-blood and confusion amongst the numerous candidates for her favour. If they quarrelled about her — perhaps came to blows afterwards — why so much the more delight- ful, of course. " Claret-cup ! " echoed Headstone, with smiling immobility. " The mere idea ith divinely refreshing. I won't forget it, Miss Pringle.'' Barton Chance was bending over Kate. '' Kate, how much longer is this purgatory to last ? When are you going to take com- passion on me ? " said he, in a pathetic sotto voce. She looked straight upward into those god- like " wet- violet " eyes of his ; and per- ceiving that, so far, he had given her cause neither for displeasure nor for pain, answered with a bright and trustful smile : '' Have patience ! Yery shortly I hope to gratify you." Just then there arose, together with the sound of music which was about to strike up again, a buzz of voices, murmurs of curiosity, LIKE LOST SHEEP. 265 accents of interest and astonishment, travel- ling hither and thither amongst the crowd. Two late arrivals, it would seem, had appeared simultaneously in the principal entrance of the Pringles' ball-room. A slight, middle-aged man, in faultless evening attire, with pale, clean-cut features, close- cropped gray hair and trim black beard and eyebrows ; and with him a woman, young, very beautiful, and exquisitely dressed, and with an air of perfect breeding about her which at once caught the notice of all. Her gown was a lovely mixture of palest canary silk, canary tulle, and costly lace, gar- landed most delicately with sprays of crimson Virginia-creeper. A twisted necklace of small pearls closely encircled her cream- white throat. Pearl bracelets matched the necklace. These were her sole ornaments, save the blood-red leaves of the delicate plant with which she had crowned the ripples of her soft dark hair. ^" ' " What a distinguished-looking couple ! " " Wbo on earth are they ? " . " Surely not husband and wife — she's too young?" " Migbt be father and daughter." '' Look more like that than anything else." " Never saw a lovelier face in all my life ! '* VOL. I. T 266 LIKE LOST SHEEP. So from one to another ran the muttering and the whispering amongst the stranger guests who knew them not; whilst those who did recognise these late arrivals were staring their hardest and their widest at them — almost, indeed, as if they had lost suddenly the gift of speech and could not believe what their eyes beheld. Foremost in this division of astonished ones were Mr. and Mrs. Pringle themselves and their daughter Julia — Jill, in fact, stand- ing there transfixed in the conservatory, speechless and wroth, as she watched that little comedy going forward upon the polished floor opposite her. At last the strapping Julia broke into a harsh laugh. "Upon my word I like her cheek — don't you?" said she, coarsely, turning sharply to Kate Harland, Barton Chance, and Mr. Head- stone Payne. " That is Sir Garth Gilroy of Woldney Moat, as you can see ; and the lady " — sarcastically — " if you please, is a lady from the schoolroom upstairs — -our gover- ness, Miss Dexter 1 " END or VOL. I. 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