.IN %% r^ ^■•^ OAK S:.fIDSF LIBRA RY OF THE U N IVLRSITY or I LLl NOIS 823 H552ui V. I AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. THE NEW NOVELS. COSETTK. By Mbs. Macquoid. 2 vols. RUNNING DOUBLE : A Story of the Stable and the Sta^e. By Fbaitk Hudsow. 2 vols. 'MIDST SURREY HILLS. By A. C. Bickley. 3 vols. FOR ONE AND THE WORLD. By Miss Betham-Edwards. 2 vols. BROWNIE'S PLOT. By Thomas Cobb. 2 vols. OF HIGH DESCENT, By G. M. Fbwk. 3 vols. WARD & DOWNEY, PUBLISHERS, LONDON. AJSr UlSTFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. BY JOHN HILL. IN TWO VOLUMES. YOL. I. LONDON : WARD AND DOWNEY, 12, YORK STREET, COYENT GARDEN, W,C. 1890. [^All rights reserved.^ CHABLB3 DICKBNS A^ND ETINS, CRT8TAL PILACK PBESS. 8£5 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, CHAPTER I. I WAS sitting one fine June morning in the window of my room where I had been breakfasting, and looking out over the Thames at the tall shot towers, the brewery lion, and the Waterloo Road chimney- ~ pots which were unusually distinct against the blue sky and sunlight, while the water was all dazzling ripples, and the Waterloo Bridge looked large, ^ strong, hard, and white. ^ I had a bow-window with a seat round it, so ;J^that I could sit and look out front, right, and left, , which is a pleasant thing to do after breakfast, with ■ . the window open, just when all the busy people are ^ becoming especially busy, just when the "principals" Vy VOL. I. B 2 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. are speeding in first-class carriages to tlie places of business which have been occupied for an hour or so by their clerks. All the hurry and worry and driving and din of every-day money-hunters intensify in my mind the enjoyment of sitting com- fortably in my own room, with a Standard upon my knees which has been properly cut, and of feeling myself absolutely free to do what I like at my own time. I suppose there are few things more repulsive to me, and perhaps more noxious to the nation on the whole, than the common run of business, except perhaps its complement and correlative in London life, the common run of pleasure. Another thing which annoys me, and irritates my " flawless serenity,'' is the persistence with which men, who are not drawn by necessity or inclination to money- hunting, must nevertheless " go in " for something. And the man who " goes in '' for something in- variably goes in for making that something his sole and chronic subject of discourse. I have a great many acquaintances, and I think they all go in for things. One goes in for bicycling, another for what he calls '' shootin'/' and lowers the fauna- AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 3 population of Asia, Africa, America, and Europe in a way whicli would be really laudable if applied to some of the mammalia facetiously termed Higher which teem in this city. I know one awful man who goes in for chess and fly-fishing_, and turns the conversation to chess and fish by force, however remote from them the original topic may be. Then there is a poor fellow who rescues the friendless and fallen as he calls them, who comes and laments to me about the way the friendless and fallen disappoint him and become friendly and elevated. In vain I tell them I take no interest in any of these things; I do tell them that with all the force and iteration which politeness allows, sometimes even more, but it has no effect. It is written that les fdcheux should alway chasten me. I had been over-driven lately by a number of people who go in for the Season, and all the dreary abominations it involves, from the Private View to Henley, and talk to me about Derby sweepstakes and tips. I might as well talk to them about Snake-worship, and Haiko and the Shiuten Dogi. They all want so many expensive artificial appliances to make them — well, I nearly said B 2 4 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. happy. Now I can be quite happy without going •tG a race in patent leather boots, and a gray frock- -coatj and betting, and eating, and drinking beastly things out of hampers. I can be quite happy without going to entertainments where nobody ^an move, and where nobody wants to see any of the people who invite them or whom they invite. If I want to stay up half the night amusing my- self, I do it; but not society's way. No balls for me, and certainly no baccarat with semi-intoxicated young men of fashion, and ornate iniquitous civet- smelling Semites. I stay here and read, or have some one in with brains, or beauty, or both, to talk to me and have pleasant, yea, joyous suppers in this open bow-window, with the breezes and sounds of the] river coming in, and the lights glimmering through the after-glow towards Lambeth and Westminster. All I want is good books, good food, good wine, amusing company, good tobacco, and good health ; and I simply wish to lead a pleasant life, and I generally do it. Good conscience, I hear some reproachful one remind me. Well, plainly, con- science is a fraud and faclieux. I have been annoyed AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 5^ very mucli by conscience at times. It is so im- pervious to reasoning. There are tilings whicli it used to keep me from doing, the not doing of. which I shall never cease to repent and lament. There have been splendid unique chances which I have let go into eternity, which were worth snatch- ing at then, though death followed after, which I now might not desire any more, even could they come again, for I am not the same. For this- conscience, and none other, is to blame. My own desire was not wanting, God knoweth. Such other: obstacles as might be, were trivial. It is of no use to argue with conscience. The way is to simply ignore it, when plain reason convinces that it is abjectly wrong, short-sighted, and silly, as it generally is. Being entirely a matter of feeling,, like faith, and love, and reverence, it is quite independent of fact, and scorns mere conclusions- from mere premisses, and is generally like faith,, love, and reverence, ill-directed and productive of annoyance and disappointment. I do not *^go in^^ for any special kind of thing myself, except comfort. I like books, but am not at all a marvel of erudition ; I like out-door exercise. % AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. but am not an athlete, nor an enthusiastic field- sportsman. I am interested in art of all kindsj but do not worship it, or feel it taking the place of religion, or of anything at all, and I think it is a thins: which has been rather over-talked about, and many of its producers people who have been rather more applauded and exalted than their con- tribution to the sum of human pleasure really warrants. I like religion — there are several very good kinds still in use, and I think the genuine Christianity, when you happen to come across it, ranks among the most interesting. I feel inclined to put it above the Mohammedan religion in point of attractiveness, though I am aware I am in a minority in so doing, as far more persons prefer the system of Mohammed. But what puzzles me is what the British public is going to do for a system of morals in the future, and how it will keep itself in order when it begins to candidly and openly appreciate what it is inwardly doing, namely, letting its religion lapse slowly and surely into oblivion and empty ceremony. It is all very well when scepticism is confined to those who are learned, for tliey have minds which AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 7 inform them that it is equally necessary for a com- munity to observe and enforce such rules of social order as the place, time, and circumstances require for general security, comfort, and justice, whether it be true, or whether it be not true, that the word Jahveh denotes the same idea as the word Elohim. But there is an immense quantity of uncultivated persons to whom religion is a fear of punishment if they are naughty, and if the fear of punishment is removed, there remains to them no restraint from following their natural bent, and if they follow their natural bent, they will be most unpleasant, and give a great deal of trouble. The scattered bands of anarchists are but the petrels before the storm, the advanced guard of the coming army of ignorant, hungry,^ unfit survivors and impossibi- lists who will dash their heads against the social ramparts. But it will be a very long time before people in general in England will bring themselves to candidly admit what they really think, and be logical and consistent. They are so used to deem it respectable to think and act one way, and talk another, to do one thing and call it by the name of 8 AN UXFOBTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. another thing, and are so shocked if one shapes their thoughts into words, that I cannot imagine them ever being candid and consistent'at all. Why I met a man the other day "who, after telling about eight laughable but obscene stories, complained that a word in a novel he had read was " indecent." Now I may have various defects, but I am con- sistent. In the first place, I am absolutely selfish, though I do not call that a defect. I do not mean the kind of selfishness called " seeking your own happiness in that of others," or any sophistical way of putting unselfishness, I mean that I seek (and usually find) my own happiness totally irrespective of any other person or thing. I have no scruple whatever of any kind, nor do I see why one should shackle oneself with such things. Of course there are strong reasons why I should not do many things, but they are not scruples. I do not inveigle young girls into my chambers, and slowly torture them to death, as I fancy Nero did, because the police would interfere and make it unpleasant for me ; but I should think it might be interesting. I do not indulge freely in what is popularly called vice, because it is mostly so stupid — at least, its ex- AN UNFORTUNATE AEUANGEMENT. 9" ponents are. But I do not abstain on any special principle, simply from a lack of attraction whicli is probably of a temporary character. The seduction of the virtuous and the corruption of the innocent is much more entertaining than any quantity of technical '^ vice." Horrible sentiments ! Perhaps. A matter of opinion. I do not object to your calliog them by any epithet you like. But let me ask first, of one class of objectors, am I not better off than you who " fall into temptation/^ struggle, yield, and then bitterly repent, and become very uncomfortable over it ? I work up a temptation to as keen an edge as it will take, with the thorough intention of yielding to it, and then do not repent. To another class I say, what have you, who do not believe in a future life where people are classified according to conduct, to say against my sentiments ? Why am I not to " do wrong " (let us call it) if I like ? What is to hinder me except occasional inconvenience or impossibility ? You may say my taste is bad, that my view of happiness is degraded — by all means; but this is a mere question of adjectives — I may consider probably that some of your tastes are low, and 10 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. your ideas of happiness sordid and incomplete ; but I do not see what is to prevent you from wishing to pursue them. In fine, your avenging future state having gone away into a further Ewiglieit than the lager beer of the poet, and being, perhaps, more missed, for one can get more lager beer if one likes it, there is no binding force whatever except at one's free choice. If you say that you prefer what is popularly called " right," I have nothing to say. You are at liberty to do so. I will not even fling back your arbitrary epithets about degraded views and low tastes. Your ideas may be totally opposed to mine, but I do not think that a reason, as you seem to, for abusing them. But I think you will miss a great deal. And as what anybody chooses to think about me and my views is quite unim- portant to me, I will not pursue the matter further. The really religious-minded people of course are on another footing altogether. Their objection to me is quite consistent and reasonable from their point of view, and I have no fault to find with it. I merely wish to make my position clear. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, 11 Well, I was sitting, as I said, in the window, when my man announced '' Mr. McEwan," and Mr. McEwan came in and stood looking out of the window. Alan McEwan is a creature I do not entirely understand. I know on most im- portant points we differ and do not sympathise, and yet we seem to take a sort of interest in each other. Alan McEwan is a tallish, frail-looking person, with a sad, reproachful, sallow, tired face^ in which the eyes are rather dark and flashy in large cavernous orbits with black brows. A lanterned - jawed person, with a long streak of wandering moustache, one end up and one down. He would make an ideal Puritan soldier, with his long, sombre, thin face, and grave, well -shaped mouth, were his body and limbs a little heavier in their build. His head was covered with straight, Eed-Indian-like hair, between long and short, and getting streaked with white here and there near the ears. I think Holbein would have enjoyed painting his portrait, and so might also Velasquez. He had enough severe gravity for the one, and enough wild majesty for the other if he chose. I think he was in some respects mad, and sub- 12 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. sequent events will show wiiy I think so. He was a barrister by nominal calling, and he practised poetry and other curious things by choice. "Well/' I asked him, '^ what have you to say?^^ '^ Not much you would care to listen to." " Why, have you struck a new vein of romance ? Got some more quartz and think it diamond ? " " Oh, you are a blind man and a deaf adder. You do not know or understand the best things even of this world. You think you do, goodness knows that. If a man were to tell you of the things that make his heart dance and his eyes fill with fierce, triumphant tears, you would only try to find material for a smart remark. If you were on the coach carrying the news of Trafalgar, you would think it bad form to wave your hat, and ridiculous to put laurels in it. If a beautiful girl told you what she had never told man before, in the evening time in autumn, when the red and orange leaves fell in the waterpools, and the mist began to make you shiver, and the sky was pale and cold, and a big planet gazed calmly at AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 13 you from above tlie purple cloud-streaks — you — you would give her a false name and address to write to which would not compromise you. If you saw the universe developing out of fiery nebulous chaos and the morning stars dancing together, you would say it would be done better at Drury Lane, and not because you really thought so, but because it would be the thing to say. Stanton, you are . a debased incarnation, you are like the nineteenth century, which is the prodigal feeding on the husks of all the others." ^' What is the matter now, McEwan ? '' ''I was walking about last night, trying to find something real, and beautiful, and joyous, and pure in this meaningless and paltry aggre- gation of dirty bricks and mortar, and greed, and money, and squalor, and humbug which the news- papers call Our G-reat Metropolis. I saw all the daily filth of train, and 'bus, and tram, all the shouting, and advertising, and lying, which make day hideous ; all the vanity and the hunting after gold and pleasure, which make night infernal; all the defiling pitch which is the only mirror for the stars, and I found ono serene, happy, beau- 14 AN UNFORTUNATE ABItANGEMENT. tiful girl's face, full of loveliness and innocence ; andj perchance, I shall never see it again. Stanton, I am going away from London/' • '^So am I." '^I am going away to wliere men and women lead simpler, pleasanter, and more honest and friendly lives ; where there is not yet the hurry of competition and the fever of money-hunting ; where art is not a question of money and popu- larity and advertisement; where a man takes for granted that the stranger in his gates is an honest fellow because experience has not yet taught him otherwise. I am sick of London. It is deadly, dreary, and abominable, and desolate. I go to- night. That face has saved me, or I might have become one of the million routing swine in the dark woods of Don't Care." " Where did you see her, and who was it ? " "No matter." "Well, I'm away to-night." " Where are you going then ? " " Oh, to Paris. And then, I don't know. It depends." " You know I am what is called a dissi- AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. 15 pated fellow; I am not what would be selected to adorn At Homes. I do not dress properly, aid I do not take pains to say the thing I do not mean, and am, therefore, never likely to be a social success, nor do I want to be. I am wonderfully lonely, for nobody really cares one snap what becomes of me. I don^t want fame particularly, and if I did, I would not get it. I have no relations whom I want to see, or who want to see me, and I have no future to hope for, and no past to be proud of, and London makes me feel like a lost child — and that face came like an angel who cared for the unknown, lost children, who have no one to help them, or lift them out of their sorrow and abasement. And I went home, or to the place I call home now, and lay down on my bed and cried on the pillow, and wished I had a father, and a. mother, and a God to take compassion on me. And I lay awake all night thinking of that face, and of the time when I was a child with a dead mother, and my poor old father walked miles away to the country town to buy a birthday toy for me, and I broke it. It was not temper, or wilfulness, it was an accident, 16 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. and lie knew I was very sorry, and did not do it on purpose; but I could torture myself now for doing it. I know lie was sorrier than I was. And ho has no child now to play with him in the summer evenings. I£ he knows, where he is, he knows that he has a foolish failure of a rdan for a son, who staggers through the valley of the shadow of death, stringing sad rhymes, and is not always sober." " Have a brandy and soda, McEwan ? '^ " No ; but I'll have a whisky. Your Glenlivat is trustworthy." McEwan began to cheer up in a minute or two when he had had his whisky, which was just like him. I asked him why he, not being a millionaire, or even a peasant proprietor with a compulsory allotment of anything except a morbid brain, did not do something. "You are supposed to be a genius, and to be able to write poetry. Very well, why don't you write it? I see lots of verse in various forms of publication. Probably you could write as good, or better, and they are paid for mostly, I believe ? " " I do write verses. I do not mind even selling AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 17 them. Bat you must understand that there is a perverse unanimity displayed by everybody in disliking them. I have published a few. The critics are invariably offended, at which I am not surprised. I sent these two things yesterday, by way of a joke, one to the Evangel Herald, and the other to a Society paper. Listen/' and McEwan took some rather crumpled bits of blue paper out of his pocket and read : "THE GKANDMOTHER," A PASTORAL SKETCH. ('' This is the one I sent to the Evangel Herald.''} So you're just seventeen to-day ; Dear me, how fast time goes ! Our winter's turning into May, Our rosebud to a rose. Ko better time in Hfe I ween — I think I ought to know, For I was only seventeen Some sixty years ago. ^ Since then, my spring rose, I have seen Some gladness and much woe; Since then, when I was seventeen, Some sixty years ago. I've seen great changes everywhere, I've seen my hair turn gray, I've seen the meat get plaguey dear, I've seen my last birthday. VOL. I. Cf 18 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. I've seen my lover's lips grow cold, Seek other, younger lips, I've seen my rivals growing old, I've seen the Great Eclipse. I had a lover once, and I Did just what you will do, Went out to meet hira on the slv, And stayed out latish too. I disremember most we said, I don't recall his name ; I've had a lot of chaps, since dead, Who went on just the same. Love-making is a pleasant game At first, when you begin ; At my age 'taint at all the same, And not a patch on gin. But howsomever, you go on, Catch all the chaps you can. From Noah down to Solomon, There's no fool like a man. If they should ask me to be Queen, I don't think I should go, I'd rather have back seventeen, Arid sixty years ago. " Now this," he continued, placidly, " is what I Bent to a Society paper full of prurient paragraphs, and railing accusations against Royal persons.^ )i They stand, and arc ringing the whole world round With the chain of their stainless hands, Their infinite heart-beat one great, sad sound. The kinsmen of countless of lands AIT UNFORTUNATE ABRANGEMEl^T. 19 Who thunder the truth to a world of lies, Where creed still massacres creed, Who plant the lilies of Paradise In the mud of the mobs and their greed. They stand as the lighthouses, beaten about With breakers, and girt with light ; They are lonely, and wearying, wearying out To shed on a dark world light. Till the tempest that darkens the starlight cease, Till the roar of the storm be stayed, Till the dawn of the morning of infinite peace, They shall stand and shall not be afraid. "TLey sent botH back, of course/^ "I should tbink they would. It would be interesting to know, McEwan, wbich is tbe one you meanj and wbicb is tbe affectation one ? Of course, I know it's a perfect lie tbat you sent eitber of tbem to anytbing. You only wanted an excuse for reading tbem. But wbicb is tbe real one ? " "Both. Eacb represents a perfectly real and natural frame of mind of my own.^^ "You are a curious creature. Now please let me lower you down from your ideal star-gazing to my basement of aspbalte prose. Let us examine tbat ]ast, tbe one you mean to be serious, in tbe cold ligbt of reason." C 2 20 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " I wish you wouldn't/^ said McEwan, plain- tively, " you won^t do it any good. I think the cold light of reason is a useful paraplirase for the muddy darkness of spiritual myopy, commonplace cataract, and beastly blindness. The pig rooting in a trough selects the nice, juicy, expedient carrion, and shoves the jewel out of the way — cold light of reason. The people who own the premises where a ghastly crime has been committed, charge the public a penny a head to come in and find, if possible, a bloodstain. That is the true business instinct, which I suppose is the result of viewing life in the cold light of reason. You deny the utility of anything good or beautiful, you poison trees with factory reek, you send iron girders across a firth, you regulate a workman's pay by an obligatory minimum. Cold light of reason again. Well, speak on." ** Of course, I know your view of life would not feel flattered if I called it rational, and I don't. But as for your people who spend their time preaching to a deaf world, and hoping and wait- ing for a very dubious future, they are wasting their time and that of the public. You had AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. 21 mucli better study how to be comfortable and happy." '^ I do not resist comfort and happiness. " I only want to find them, and to find a way to understand and justify existence and things in general/' *^ You have intellect enough to know that any idea of existence which involves a general ad- herence to what men call justice is incapable of comprehension. People do what they like, and get what they can, at each other^s expense if necessary, and I don't see why not; but good and bad systems of ethics are either generalisations of expediency, or mere words, and sentiments, and formless echoes." *^ I don't think I have intellect enough to grasp all that, Stanton ; I know those mere sentiments, those formless echoes, and men's devotion to them and fulfilment of them make and have made the poor world better and happier, and life less of a dark struggle in a weary place. They make the difference between the fog and the starlight. They make the difference between the Cordeliers of Catalonia and the Augustinian friar of Wittenberg. 22 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. Do yoa suppose a generalisation oE expediency impelled Sir Richard Grenville to fight fifty-three Spanish line-of-battle ships all day and all night even to death off Flores ? Or mere words and formless echoes which kept General Gordon stead- fast in the place where General expediency had left him ? " '^Bat sadly, now, my dear Maker, don't yon think those people so eccentric and exceptional, and so blind to their own advantage as to be almost mad ? " " Then God help the sane people ! Look you, Stanton, I don't know how much of what you say is true, and how much is assumed for purposes of dialectics, devil's advocacy, and swagger; but I strongly suspect that you really mean something quite different." " I don't think I have ever given any one reason to say that I did not act up to my ideas as I express them." '^ Perhaps not; but you have probably never been put in a really great dilemma of choosing between what is noble and what is not." " I have often had to choose between what is AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 23 pleasant and what is unpleasant, and have in- variably found myself in a compact working majority for the former/' *' Perhaps you'll find it the other way some day, and then Somebody will have to resign, don't you know. When are you going abroad ? " *' I leave for Flushing to-night. You are oS somewhere, too, I think you said ? " " Yes, I'm going to-morrow. I'm going to look at the Salon, and see how Paris is getting on." And, in fact, I went. And I got into what I call a really great dilemma, with McEwan's as- sistance, in a way neither he nor I suspected. CHAPTER II. Nellie Potter was in tlie garden picking a few roses and fern-leaves to put in the glass stand with three twisted lily-shaped branches, which was in the middle of the drawing-room table. The garden was a delightful place, hidden from the north wind by the long facade of the parsonage, which was of gray limestone, covered with myrtle, pierced by small latticed windows opening and shutting on hinges, with wide sills inside them covered with books and baskets and miscellaneous small homely things, so thick was the ancient wall. The myrtle round these windows had often to be trimmed back, or the dining-room, and study, and drawing - room would be totally dark inside those little square embrasures, the floor being about two feet lower in the rooms than the level of the garden outside. AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 25 Then there was a sunlit lawn over whicli in places fell the dark shadows of a cedar-tree, and a few oaks. Between and among these trees grew laurel, deodar, and laurustinus, shutting away the road which led round to the front door from the public road. This barricade of trees and shrubs was on the east of the garden, so that it was only open on two sides, and those were the best and pleasantest sides, for on the south, beyond a sloping haylield or two, was the sea, and you could see the distant ships go by from the parsonage garden by simply looking, while if you went to one of the bedrooms on the first storey (where the windows were shaded at the top by about a foot of projecting thatch), you could see a great deal more of it, and the sand at low water too. On the west were barley and wheat fields, and then green ground rose gently till it reached a little patch of fir-wood, in the dark middle of which rose a gray stone spire, a thick, short, sharp octagonal spire. Past that, the ground rose again till it came to a gray stone quarry, where such stone was yet dug as that from which church and 26 AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. parsonage, yea, and most of the village were built. Honeysuckle and clematis depended beauti- fully on the more stalwart and virile shrubs in the parsonage garden, -while standard roses grew about the lawn, and climbing roses clustered round the windows, and were splendidly mingled with the ivy and myrtle which covered the walls. Near the study window, at the western extremity of the garden front, stood a yew, and over the yew, clambered, and clung, and twined, and hung a white convolvulus. All along the length of the, house ran a narrow border, in which all sorts of flowers grew, lilies, violets, poppies, iris, evening primroses, foxgloves and such-like. Between the border and the lawn was a wide gravel walk, and on the gravel walk was a garden bench, a wooden bench painted dark green, of vast antiquity, and doubtful strength. On that bench lay the basket in which were the flowers already gathered. . There were to be some for the dining-room table, and a few for the spare room, for a visitor was coming. It was a day in the latter part of June, warm AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 27 and sunlit, with a blue sky and an atmosphere flavoured with rose, sjringa, violet, honeysuckle, and the sea. Nellie Potter was the daughter, the only daughter of the parson. She had been born in this place nineteen years ago, and had never left it except for a fortnight's holiday sometimes to some other sea-side village where her father might take a temporary duty. She had never even been away to school, for her education, such as it was, had been the combined work of her , father, mother, and a daily governess. Her father had contributed desultory Latin and fragmentary Euclid, and an uncertain amount of philosophic theology, of a dreamy, kindly, clever kind, and a good deal of the art of gardening. Her mother had very thoroughly instructed her in the duties of house-keeping, tidiness, economy, and good behaviour, and all the thousand and one little recipes and dodges of an old-fashioned country home for making fires burn, killing moths, folding sheets, cleaning china, making jam, feeding fowls, preserving eggs and goodness knows how much 28 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. besides, to say nothing of good_, decided, clean- cut, dogmatic religion, with nothing the least dreamy about it at all. Her governess had taught her some arithmetic, including fractions ; some French, including several of the irregular verbs, and the reading of a very, very moral, not to say affected and priggish, tale bound in pink paper ; some German, including the declension and subsequent hideous confusion of der, die, das, in all their inflexions, and the breaking down despairingly at the dative and genitive plurals of die gute alte Frau, and der gute alte Wein ; some history, including King Alfred in the neatherd's cottage, and the spotless virtue of King Charles the Martyr, and Queen Mary his beautiful and blameless grandmother, and an immense quantity of industrious practising at the piano. Nellie Potter was usually clad in all the dis- figuring dowdincss with which a village dress- maker, a village draper, and a village bootmaker could invest her. At this moment she wore a broad-brimmed garden hat of straw, which was certainly more becoming than the "best" one AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 29 whicli sho wore to go to cliurcli in, and shaded a very pretty face, and a sunburnt little neck, with, black hair straying here and there from its pins at the back. Her dress was an old blue serge, useful for domestic duties, with no pretence to style, and a large brown holland apron with a bib, but even these failed to disguise the fact that nature had endowed her with a most comely and desirable body, and a " good figure " as the ladies call it. Her hands were encased in a large pair of gardening gloves, which were picked up and used by anybody who wanted them from the hall table, and fitted nobody in particular ; but when she took them off it might be seen that her hands were small, and sinewy, and brown, and of an excellent shape, while her feet were libelled by durable, but formless and roomy shoes of the description known as Oxfords. And she was happy in a placid kind of way, and quite satisfied with things in general, and looked forward with some excitement to the arrival of the expected visitor, her cousin Ida, whom she had not seen since they were both children. Nellie had a really lovely face, with large, dark- 30 AX UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. bluo eyes, with black lashes and brows — eyes which looked full of serious contemplation — calm, deep eyes^ with, as yet, no self-consciousness, nor paltry archness, nor man-seeking glance. She had a slightly aquiline nose, a beautiful, rather sad mouth — such as may be seen in one or two pictures by Sandro Botticelli — and a healthy, tawny skin — not like cream, or satin, or olives, or alabaster at all ; not like anything except the skin of a well- born, well-bred, well-fed, dark-haired English girl, who lived in a good atmosphere, and took a bath every morning. There was the faintest trace of down on her upper lip, and rather more visible traces on her arms and on the nape of her neck. Although healthy and strong, she was not at all stout, but rather slender and wiry, and looked a little taller than she was. The life she led was a very calm, and placid, almost a monotonous life, which had not called for the exercise of any important or exceptional quali- ties in her ; and one wondered, when looking at her, what possibilities might or might not be latent in that young beauty, all unawakened to the ways and the woes of the world. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, 31 She did all her little duties cheerfully enough, was kind to children at school-feasts, went to see poor — very comfortably poor — people in the village, and was pleasant, civil, and intelligent to her neisrhbours, but sometimes felt that some of the things she heard said — some of the curators ser- mons even — were a little stupid, and sometimes had a passing yearning for a really well-made, fashionable dress, nice long, wrinkling gloves, and a becoming black hat, large, with something red in it — poppies, or the like. And she read poetry and novels, such as she could get, which were certainly of a most blameless character; for nothing likely to bring the blush to the cheek of modesty was likely to come to the parsonage from the circu- lating library. That library, by the way, had rather a languid circulation, and was kept at a chemist's shop. While she was still selecting roses and fern- leaves, her father came round the corner of the house from the front door, whence one arrived at the garden through a dark and narrow pas- sage in the shrubs — almost a secret passage — with his hat in one hand and his stick in the other. 32 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. The Rev. Arthur Potter, M.A., Oxon., was a middle-aged man, with a thin, long face, an aqui- line nose, and a mouth and forehead which always looked mildly surprised and a little puzzled. He had iron-gray hair and closely-clipped side whis- kers, belonging to the era preceding the beard movement among the Anglican priesthood. He wore the usual long, black, single-breasted coat, and carried the usual black, broad felt hat in his hand, and now put it on his head, having come out of the house rather in a hurry, from suddenly re- membering he had to go to the station, and that it was getting late. He was about five feet ten in apparent height, and was not very robustly built, and had the indescribable but easily - recognised voice which the clergy so often acquire in the course of their professional career. I do not mean that his voice was affected ; it was an acquired vocal manner, of which he was quite unconscious. *' Oh, are you going to the station?" said Nellie. " Yes. I'm going to meet this young lady. I suppose she will be grown out of all recollection now. It must be ten years since we saw her and poor Charles. '^ AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 33 ''Yes_, I should think so. If you will wait a minute, while I take off this apron and these gloves^ and put on my hat, I will come down to the station with you." " Well_, but don't be long, because it is getting on/' ^' No, papa." And she snatched up the basket of roses and the snippers and ran away. It should be said that *'poor Charles'' was Mr. Potter's brother, who in early life set his mind on being an artist, and became one, and was con- sequently regarded by his family as one of the lost — a kind of blameless outcast, who devised works of gigantic genius in a fireless garret, with a starving family round him ; a picturesque Bohe- mian, with a velvet coat, and a beard, and a large, broad-brimmed hat, who lived on a little bread and cheese, and married some poor girl who shared his poverty and sat for his figures. Mind you, they did not blame " poor Charles ; " they only pitied him, and respected him in a vague kind of way — that is, they pitied a creature of the imagination which did not in any way resemble their relative in distant London. For the real Charles Potter was VOL. I. D 34 AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. not poor at all, but had, on the average, a much better income than the Rev. Arthur, and lived in a fine large house in Kensington, with a garden, and electric lights, and a carriage, and man cook. Moreover, he was not Bohemian in the very least, but went out in a tall hat, and frock coat, and primrose gloves; belonged to an expensive and very dull club ; had married, and buried, the daughter of a man who was in a large way in Argentine wheat, hides, and copper ; while his son, Charlie Potter, was in something good, which required attendance at an office in Throgmorton Street. And his Art consisted in painting por- traits (mostly of Mayors for new Town Halls), and working up '^subjects" of a supposed historic character for the Royal Academy, of which he was a distinguished member. And his daughter was Nellie's cousin Ida. Moreover, he sometimes spoke in intimate circles of " my poor brother the parson,^' having in his mind the starving curate with a large family of the conventional story-book. So that distance and tradition contributed to the concep- tion each had of his kinsman more than fact. Nellie Potter had not seen Ida since both were AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 35 children, as has been intimated, and did not know the least what to expect, as she and her father paced up and down on the hot, soft asphalte of the little country station, in the afternoon sun- shine. I think Nellie rather expected her cousin to be very shabbily dressed in mourning, and to step out of a third-class carriage, and she meant to be ^Wery kind^^ to her on that account. " I should think this place would be a great relief to her,^^ said the Eev. Arthur, *^^ after the heat and noise and stifling streets of London." '^ Yes. We must try and make her bathe in the sea, and I will take her walks up the downs. And then she ought to be able to help us in the village with the decorations for the Jubilee. Fm sure they^ll make a mess of it the way they are going on. All the tradesmen " (e That's about six people — yes, my dear ? '^ "They are jealous of each other, and don't want one to have something the others haven't got. And they want to have a triumphal arch with their names on it. They donH seem a bit loyal, really, but only think about their wretched shops. There goes the signal. The train will be in in a minute. It is seven minutes late." D 2 36 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. A spasmodic activity began to set in on tlie platform. The solitary porter began to wheel an empty trolly from one end to the other, the driver of the old omnibus from the " Sun '' came on the platform, ready to take down the young lady^s luggage to the parsonage, and the station-master stood in the door of the waiting-room in all the glory of a new tall hat. And then the train came grinding and rattling in, and noisy, empty milk- cans were rolled along the asphalte from the luggage-van, and a solitary passenger emerged from a first-class carriage and handed a dressing- bag and a bundle, consisting of a rolled ulster with an umbrella and a walking-stick with a gold head stuck through it, to the porter, who had suddenly become active and servile. This passenger was Miss Ida Potter, who was clad in a beautifully-made tawny homespun, a neat little hat with a white bird's wing on it, long Swedish gloves the exact colour of her dress, and marvellous brown russia-leather boots such as Nellie^s eyes had never dwelt on. She carried a dull red sunshade with a large, ring-shaped handle. Before the good parson and Nellie had quite 4iV UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 37 recovered their presence of mind, this portent had quietly walked up to them, greeted them both dutifully, and said, " Isn't it awfully hot ? '^ And they set off to walk down to the par- sonage, Ida declining with decision the offer of the omnibus. '^ I don^t want you to think, because I come from town, that I have not got the use of my legs/' she said, with a pleasant laugh. '^ Besides, I have been sitting still for the last three or four hours ; the Great Southern is such a horribly slow line." Nellie was surprised again. In the circle in which she had been brought up, young ladies did not have legs ; at any rate, they ignored their exist- ence, and did not mention them before even elderly and clerical uncles. Here the porter came running after them, and said : " The young lady 'ave left these yer in the train.'' And he handed Ida The Worldj Modern Society J and The Sporting Times, She laughed, and rolled them quickly up. " Thanks very much.'' When the porter had gone, she said to Nellie ; S8 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. "I meant to leave them in the train, of course. But perhaps you would like to look at them/' On the way home they met Mr. Simson, the curate, a tall, limp, fair young man, with a long neck and an eye-glass, who had secret determi- nations to make what he called " Divane Savice '' warmer, by gradual and judicious suggestions to Mr. Potter. He was at once overcome at the sight of Ida, dropped his eye-glass, took off his hat, bowed, grew hopelessly shy, and said : '< Er " After a long course of fishermen's wives, and bathing women, and farmers, it was a shock to see a real young lady, who, as the phrase goes, might have stepped out of a fashion-plate. How- ever, he had something to say, and he said it. " I met Dow just now, and he tells me their minister is dead — the Congregationalist, you know — and Dow wants to know if they can have * Reverend ' on the stone. I told him it was coming it rather strong, in fact, preposterous ; but he asked me to speak to you about it." *' Oh dear, yes ; * Right Reverend,' if they like,' replied Mr. Potter. Mr. Simson sighed, aud "was silent. AK UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 39 their laps on to their edges. '^ I say,'' said Ida with her mouth full, *^ isn't this better than a paper of sandwiches out of one's pocket, eh ? ^' '^ Eather. What a silly you must think me to be so surprised at things you must look at as quite every-day ! But really you must remember that I've lived out of the world all my life." "My dear girl, I'm not forgetting it. When you drink don't fill the glass more than half full, and turn your head towards the window, then the jolt doesn't catch you in the front teeth — that's better — go on, sip the goblet, don't be afraid of it. We've got to finish it between us." 78 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. }} " What, that great bottle ? " Yes, that great bottle. It's only an imperial pint "with a big heel - tap, or whatever you call the thing at the bottom. Hand over the goblet. Isn't it curious how hungry one gets travelling ? '' After lunch the things were all put away in the basket^ and the girls shook off all the crumbs, and settled down into their corners again, and, after a little brisk chatter, both went to sleep, " exactly like dogs,^' as Nellie said, until voices were heard calling " All tickets ready, please ! '' and Nellie A found the world had become pervaded with small brick houses and intersecting railway lines. ^' Where are we ? " said she. ^'We are getting into London. Pretty, isn't it?^' " I never saw anything so hideous in my life. Which side of London is this ? " " The outside. It is where all the clerks and shopmen live, I believe, who come into town every morning, on buses and in trains from all directions, as it were from the rim of a big wheel down the spokes to the axle. They all live in little brick houses, with little drying grounds at the back AK UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 79 « with a view of a railway ; and the smaller their wages are, the smaller the brick house and drying ground get, and the nearer they are to an ashy embankment/' ^' What a dreadful life. Then the rich and splendid part of London is in the inside, of course ? " '^Of course." ^^I think I should like to come into London quite suddenly, to come out of fields, and find big streets and tall houses, all compact inside a big wall with towers and gates, and the train ought to go in through an archway, with a flag floating over the top, then a few yards' darkness, as you went through the wall — oh, of course there would be a moat full of silvery water, with lilies and fish, outside — then you would be there. All these rails and bridges and smoke and horrid dirty little houses have such a dreadful effect on one's imagination." " We had better get our things together, as we shall come to a final stop directly. I am afraid your moat would not be quite as silvery as we could wish. But it is a pleasant picture.' J} 80 AN UNFORTUNATE ABItANGEMENT. Perhaps one may be permitted, without going as far in futile idealism as Miss Potter, to wish that the builders and contractors of Outer London might display a greater tendency : Im Ganzen, Guten, Schonen Eesolut zu leben, than they do. On arriving at the terminus, the girls found a good-looking young gentleman waiting for them, very carefully dressed, with a flower in his coat, and a silver-headed cane, who was Ida's brother Charles, whom Nellie had not seen since he was almost a baby, though that was not so very long ago. He was a year younger than Ida, but very grave and grown up. He approved of his cousin's face and general appearance, but thought her costume rather lacked style, which, he reflected, was natural enough under the circumstances. They all got into a large, and comfortable, and open carriage, while a footman in a four-wheeler took charge of the trunks, and Nellie shortly had the unparalleled pleasure and excitement of driving through some of the principal streets of London on a brilliant July afternoon, when all AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 81 the people were out to shop, or sight-see, or show themselves. Moreover, there were more people than usual still in London, owing to the peculiar and historic character of the summer of 1887, and Kings and Princes were to be seen in un- exampled quantities, to say nothing of picturesque dusky potentates and warriors, in addition to the common run of mere " season " people. They drove by a slightly circuitous route to Ida^s home, in order that Nellie might see Regent Street and Oxford Street, and portions of the Park, and she felt that a new life had indeed begun. It was not only the crowding, swarming men and women, apparently all in their " best " clothes, and the astonishing and delightful wares in the shop windows, which were new, but also the colour, the sounds, and the atmosphere. There was at each end of each perspective a thickening of the air, a brown, and gray, and reddish haze between the narrowing rows of houses, or over some roofs and steeples beyond the trees in the Park, belonging quite to London, and not deserting it even though the sky was blue and cloudless. VOL. I. G 82 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. There were great patches of unusual red, and green, and white, and yellow, and brown, and blue, continually breaking the dusky drab mono- tony of the streets with rattlings, and shout- ings, and vivid moving colour. These are only omnibuses to the habitual beater of pavements, but are a fine relief to eyes which are as yet unaccustomed to the dull, gloomy tones, and paltry form and substance of London street building. Of course every passer-by was not well-dressed ; but in Regent Street, Western Oxford Street, and the Park, shabby people did not obtrude, and Nellie did not know what frowsy, filthy things lurked and blinked at the badly-filtered daylight just behind that gorgeous east side of Regent Street, or how they all came out and prowled about London as soon as the lamps were lit, even as maggots in a carcase; nor, not knowing, need she be told. London was to her a place where people were rich, and happy, and well-dressed, who perhaps, at times, went to theatres and balls, and such wild delights. In due course they went to Kensington and AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 83 rested, and had dinner. Uncle Charles seemed good-natured and affable, and promised Nellie she should see how pictures were done on the morrow. He was a little like her father, but wore a beard which disguised the resemblance, and, of course, dressed very differently ; but the rather high nose was there, and the voice, and the long, thin hands. Nellie had rather expected a velvet coat and a scarlet necktie, relics of the nearly vanished ideal of an earlier day; but Uncle Charles wore a black swallow-tailed coat, and a white waistcoat, and had a red carnation in his button-hole, and might have been a prosperous merchant or Member of Parliament for aught of external indication. But he looked kind, easy-going, and satisfied with life, if perhaps not given to high ambition or artistic dogmatising. Indeed, I greatly fear that he would mix three or four centuries together in the costumes, armour, and architecture of a picture without the slightest compunction if they *' composed " well, and would then call the totality of all this " composing ^^ historic, and be quite happy, especially when some awful Philister had given a good big cheque for it. G 2 84 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. He belonged to a simple-minded school in art, which is rather analogous with that in literature represented by the class of novel in which the young man is called Cyril and the girl Lilias, the one having sweeping, golden moustaches, and the other, heavy masses of glorious auburn hair, and starry, violet, lustrous eyes, while there is a disappointed lover with sombre eyes, chiselled features, and half Italian parentage on the mother's side, who commits some indiscretion, and dies gloriously in defence of his country, or in attack of somebody else's. It was also akin to the school of song of the kind which is set to pretty music, and sung at ballad concerts, full of twilight, and old castles, and the after- years, where " no more,'' and " sea shore " are likely to en- counter "of yore" as rhymes. It was a quite innocent, quite pretty, skilful kind of art, which was popular and was not ashamed ; and demanded no great strain on the imagination or mind, either to produce or to appreciate, and neither conveyed any particular truth, nor taught any particular lesson. Charles Potter never " sent in " abstruse archa30- AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 85 logical subjects^ witli nasty Latin or Greek names which husbands and fathers looked blankly at in the catalogues when asked by their womankind to explain; or mystic mythologies and allegories in illustration of poems and legends which nobody knew ; or little studies of nothing particular, with fuzzy gray '^ atmosphere " rubbed all over the edges of everything. Consequently his works were quite popular, and sold weJJ> and were sure to be described by the papers as striking some kind of '^ key-note" or other. In the evening, after dinner, the world began, to unfold new delights to Nellie's wondering gaze, for they went to a theatre. Now you who still feel a flash of the old joy and excitement return when the orchestra first strikes up, and the green curtain rolls up to dis- play a fanciful drop-scene, despite your familiarity now with '^ slips,'' and *' floats," and " Pros," and "in front," and " behind," and " runs," and ''sets," perhaps you remember how you felt when you first went to a theatre. It is indescribable, is it not ? It matters not, though the play were ordinary and the players had not yet attained 86 AN nNFORTUNATE ABHANGEMENT. celebrity. You were in Paradise. Well, at the theatre Nellie went to the play was Faust, and the players Henry Irving, Ellen Terry, and Mrs. Stirling. We may entertain private opinions about the merits of this adaptation from the German as a literary production, but they have nothing to do with Nellie Potter's sensations, derived from the acting and the scgjpery, and have no place here. Nellie had never read the version by Johann Wolfgang, and, in the present stage of her der, die, das, was not likely to ; wherefore her romantic imagination and sensitive sympathies met with no critical stumbling-blocks, and she was in a series of dreams of beauty and terror and sorrow, and awed admiration and tender pity, such as no three volume romance had succeeded in producing. When they came to the scene which portrayed the house-tops of Niirnberg, as seen from the city wall, Ida said : " We shall see the original of that when we go on our travels." Charlie, who, though well-meaning and amiable, ■was rather a prosaic youth, made only two obser- AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 87 vations which caught Nellie's enraptured ears. The first, during the Walpurgis Nacht, was : " Good old fireworks ! '' The second, at the end, was : " I say, girls, aren't you thirsty ? '^ Mr. Potter was not of the party, and Charlie was the chaperon and protector. As they were making the slow descent towards the turbulent outer barbarism of Wellington Street, Charlie said : " Will there' be anything to eat when we get home, Ida ? " '^ I suppose there will be something cold. But we'll have to find it, I expect, and wait on our- selves ; and as father's out there will be no wine. He has the keys generally in his pocket." Thus she said, well knowing what would follow. " If there is one thing more ghastly than another after a theatre, it is to hack about an old fowl with the wrong knives and plates on the table, and no servants and table-beer. I should have to go down and draw it among the beetles by the light of a wax match. No, thank you. You corae with me, and I'll stand a nice little spread 88 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. at a good, quiet place." And he hitched on his cloak in a knowing way, and prepared to be stern with the "glimmers '' and " bucks," who are the camp-followers and hangers-on of the cab- driving army. Nellie was still thinking of that prison-cell and that red figure in the dusk outside it, and trusted herself blindly to Ida's guidance. Ida was, in her secret heart, as glad to go to supper at a restaurant as Charlie, and consented without an indecent show of eagerness, knowing that it was mainly owing to the presence of " another girl " that Charlie was so hospitable, and that such chances did not so very often occur. When they reached the street, which was in the condition of hideous turmoil usual at such moments, Nellie turned to Ida, and said : "What on earth is the matter? Is it a fire or a revolution, or what ? I feel quite ' deaved,' as mamma says.'' " Oh, it's only competition," said Ida. " They want everybody to have cabs and carriages fetched, and to ride in 'buses to places no one wants to go to, I should think. Charlie, you are a business AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 89 man, wliat do people want to go to the Bank for in the middle of the night ? '' ^^ Oh, they can change there for London Bridge, or go on to Broad Street." Charlie was prosaic, it cannot be denied. Prosaic or not, Charlie Potter knew a pretty girl when he saw her, and when they got into the inevitable hansom (Nellie's first venture in such a machine), he directed Ida to get in first, being, as he asserted, the heaviest, then got in himself and vainly endeavoured to manipulate Nellie on to his knee, assuring her that you had to do that when there were three in a hansom. But Nellie sat on Ida's knee, and was much alarmed and excited by the perilous and chaotic state of the traffic, as was very natural, and had not the wildest idea where she was bound, but felt that the world was indeed opening. When they reached the end of the journey Nellie noticed that they went in at a large door- way, across marble and mosaic floors, up shallow and thickly-carpeted stairs, and into a room full of small, square tables, covered with glistening clean linen, shining glasses and silver, and napkins f 90 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. worked into fantastic designs. A few people of both sexes were already at such tables, and she observed that the men were in evening dress, and looked rich, and sunburnt, with close-cut hair, thin at the top, and dark moustaches, while the ladies were in elaborate toilettes, and looked cheerful, and had rather powdery faces, and seemed at least thirty. I may remark that there was not any person or thing in this particular place to cause any lady shame or offence. It was onlv the difference of complexion and habits which seemed strange to Nellie. You or I would have noticed nothing special. The electric light prevailed everywhere, and was not among the least of the things which charmed and amazed the country girl. These three seated themselves at one of the square table?, and at Charlie^s suggestion took off their wraps, while he gave orders in an undertone to an attentive young waiter with a pale, grave face and a foreign accent. Nellie sat, and waited, and wondered. Soon a young assistant waiter brought them plates of clear soup with a curious and excel- lent flavour, and Nellie, who thought she knew AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 91 sometliing of cookery, wondered how it was made. In the meantime the senior waiter solemnly brought an ice-pail, containing a large bottle with a gilt head and neck, and proceeded to open the same with a bang, and to distribute wine in shallow, wide glasses, wine which looked golden in the electric light, and sparkled and foamed with a delicate little crackling noise of bursting bubbles. Now Nellie was a girl who had never drunk cham- pagne in her life, believe it who will, and this was Clicquot ! After the soup came small cutlets with strange and pleasant accompaniments, composed of sliced macaroni, and truffles, and tongue, and mushrooms, and artful gravy. After these, and the correspond- ing quantity of the good widow's wine, they all chattered freely and gaily, and Nellie felt that the great world she had just entered, and often been solemnly warned against, was not so bad after all. They talked about the play, and about the coming tour, and about each other, and were very happy. They then had ices, which shows they must have been young and healthy, and lingered over. the last glass of champagne. Such a jolly evening ! Nellie 92 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. could remember none in her short life equal to it. Finally, Charlie ordered a glass of Benedictine for himself and one for Ida. He asked Nellie, of course, and she said : "I don^t know what it is, but I am in your hands. Is it nice?" " I shouldn't have it, if I were you,'' said Ida. " It's quite an acquired taste." And she winked fiercely at Charlie behind Nellie's back, so Nellie declined. At last all was paid for, and they went. On the way downstairs a man bowed to Ida, a tall, shabby man. " Who is that ? " said Charlie. " I know his face." "That is Mr. McEwan." " Oh, yes. Writes, or something ? " " Yes ; poetry, I believe. He comes to our evenings sometimes. I like him." Outside the gilded and glittering portals they got into another hansom, and this time Charlie really did get his country cousin partially on his knee. And they went home. '^ I've been so happy," said Nellie. •' My ! Isn't she green ? " thought Charlie. CHAPTER Y. After my interview witli McEwan, I had a few necessary things packed, dined at an eating-house in Piccadilly Circus, and went to Victoria for the eight o'clock train for the Continent. As the season in London was approaching what is known as its height, more especially as the customary crowded foolishness of that time of year was particularly accentuated by the ceremonies con- nected with the fact that the sovereign had been a sovereign for fifty years, which made London a kind of mixture of circus, cattle show, and fair, with all their concomitants, and kept the travel- ling portion of the public in England to gloat at Life-guards, transparencies, kings, and cream- coloured ponies, it was an excellent opportunity 94 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. for escaping to a capital where comfort and sanity were not for the time subordinated to a childish delight in shows, sentimentally surnamed loyalty by one section of public opinion, and equally foolishly made an opportunity to abuse the aris- tocracy and enviously denounce the possessors of wealth by another. "What I have said already concerning McEwan will give to the perceptive mind a lucid hint as to the mental peculiarities of that curious creature. That which is not of an alcoholic and purely temporary character in him is, I suppose, a form of the enthusiasm of humanity. If he had not a good education and much natural intellectual ability he would long ago have led dismal pro- cessions of seedy-looking lads through Oxford Street with a red flag and a brass band on damp Sunday afternoons, and bored Bow Street sti- pendiaries with oratory ; or would have taken to saving souls, in a red jersey with gilt letters on it, also in Oxford Street, with a red flag and brass band. But his sense of humour saves him from such depths. Nevertheless, he is pervaded by an uncomfortable passion to sacrifice himself AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 9^ for something or somebody, and is disappointed that nobody seems to demand any such step on his part. He lets it out a good deal in poetry and talk no doubt. He also abuses me, which we both find a pleasing stimulant. We were pretty intimate some years ago at college, where I had the privilege of being largely instrumental in driving out of him the intense piety which he brought from Scotland in those early days. But though his mental qualities, under the influence of contact with knowledge and rational conversa- tion, were unable to retain the letter, his constitu- tion by heredity, I suppose, refused to disgorge the spirit, and he is even now a kind of creedless priest and stakeless martyr lamenting that- no one will fire his faggots. He has a kind of perpetual grievance against the world in general, as far as I understand, though he seems to make himself pretty comfortable after his fashion ; but the burden of his philosophy, as expressed in his ^written works, seems to be compounded of Eccle- siastes and Lamentations, flavoured, perhaps, with Solomon's Song. Well, as I remarked, I drove to Victoria Station 96 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, with the purpose of going to Paris. Having got a ticket and weighed in my portmanteau, I was walking slowly along the platform smoking a cigarette and looking for a carriage of roomy and conafortabl^ aspect, when I encountered a lady in stylish attire, with an aggressively costly crocodile-skin hand-bag, full, no doubt, of per- fectly useless bottles of cut - gla"ss with gold stoppers and monograms, and containing space, perhaps, for a pair of gloves, a handkerchief, and a powder-puff as well. She greeted me with an amicable nod, and at once asked me to find her a seat, and handed me the crocodile-skin abomination. •" I shall want sixpence for this, Mrs. Carter," I said, as I put the bag and my own overcoat into an unoccupied first - class compartment. Mrs. Carter was a woman I had met several times before, and always found amusing. Like many ladies I know nowadays, she dated everything from '^ when I got ray decree," *^ while I was waiting for my decree to be made absolute," and so on, that event being one of her topics with intimates — intimates were any men who could AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 97 amuse her, and did not mind spending a pound or two occasionally on refreshments. I do not mean to breathe an implication of scandal — she had them all properly introduced to her, of course. For instance, I was introduced to her by a young man called Lionel Hirschfeld, who was a clerk at one of those institutions known familiarly as ^' bucket-sh(tps," otherwise offices of " outside brokers," places largely patronised by Mrs. Carter, who had a very fine notion of gambling, and prattled familiarly of Amys, Doras, Options, and Settlement. It was she who made the celebrated witticism about old Hart, young Hirschfeld's '*" governor," as to her doubt of the rocks affording sufficient cover to old Hart when the Great Settlement Day came. She was always either " stone broke '' or in a state of temporary and lavish affluence. The latter appeared to be the case at present. I presumed she had won some money at Mr. Hart's establishment, and was now going to Monte Carlo to lose it by means of her celebrated system which usually ensured that result. We entered the train, and when the guard arrived, displaying the usual servility noticeable VOL. I. H 98 AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. on sucli occasions, and hinting at tlie acceptability to us of privacy, he received from me a coin, and locked the door. I thought Mrs. Carter would be an amusing companion, and I was given to understand by her that she thought the same of me. Ada Carter was, I should say, about eight or nine-and-twenty, rather tall, well-shaped, and probably muscular, but not presenting at all a stout, or even robust appearance. She was not the least what vulgar elderly men call "a fine woman/' Her waist was slender, and hands and feet beautifully formed, and small in proportion to her height. I remarked the prominence of rings under her brown peau de suede gloves, and surmised that they had been recently taken out of pawn, which she afterwards candidly admitted to be the case. Her face was pale, with dark hair, and regular features of the kind generally called pretty, with much laughter in the eyes. She had great play of expression, and could say the most risky things with the most demure and virginal of faces, as if she really did not know there was such a thing as a latent allusion in her phrase. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 99 " I suppose the guard thinks we are on a bridal tour/' she observed. " You look the part. The crocodile bag con- firms it/^ '^You don't catch me being a bride again, now Vyo once got fairly free. One trial of wedded domesticity will last me all my life. Now Fve got my decree and costs and alimony Fm going to be my own mistress and — er — nobody else's for the future. But the alimony is nothing very grand, to say nothing of the irregularity with which it turns up, so I have to supplement it the best way I can.'' '' Meaning that you are going to a microscopic principality in the neighbourhood of Nice ? " '^Well, what do you think? Where are you going ? " " Paris.'' *' All right. I should like, to knock about there first. Have you got any special mission ? " " No. I'm going to knock about, as you sweetly put it, also." Here the train moved off. " Had your dinner ? " asked Mrs. Carter. '' Yes.'' H 2 100 AN UNFORTUNATE AERANGEMENT. f( Ah, well, if you will get down that bag you mock at, Pll give you some dessert/' " Very well. I hope you don't carry oranges in it, or gingerbread-nuts/' "Not much. Not with a channel to cross/' I gave her the bag, which she opened, and first took out one of the fitted cut-glass toilet bottles which I knew would be inside, and a small glass. " There, you unscrew that, my friend." I did. It was full of Benedictine, and I poured some into the glass, which she emptied with a rapid gulp, and gave to me, saying : *' Help yourself if you don't mind the same glass. I've nothing catching/' While I obeyed, she further brought out a two- ounce packet of '^ May Blossom," and made two or three largish cigarettes. When I had given her back the flask again and glass, with thanks, she said : ''Have another? No? Perhaps better not. We'll have some on the other side, after supper. There, put the bag up again. Smoke away if you want to, and give me a light." And she put her feet up on the seat opposite her, and made herself AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 101 thoroughly comfortable, disposing of four cigarettes between Victoria and Chatham. ^^ Now you are what I call a reasonable travel- ling companion," I said, with perfect sincerity. "I should think so. Funny our meeting here. Fm glad. It's stupid travelling alone. Besides, there might have been a British mother and daughters here instead of you, and I should have had to behave, and hold my tongue, under pain of being glared at." ^^ You might have gone in the smoking-carriage." '^No. Not proper. Men always think that's a try on. I mean, they consider it an intrusion. Do we stop anywhere ? '' " No. Not before Dover." "That's all right. Then I need not bother about appearances." By which the artless creature meant that she need not leave off smoking, and put her feet in a less conspicuous situation. When we had passed Chatham, she said : *' I say, when we go on board the boat, I wish you would ignore me for a little while, and take a good look round, and see if there is anybody who 102 AN UNFOHTUNATE AEItANGEMENT. knows you. I will do the same. And do be sure to look if there is any seedy-looking person, probably in the second class, who looks as if he were watching me. You can always tell, because most people rush on board as quick as they can squash over the gangway, and I shan't hurry at all, so he will have to look out for me to the last moment, and that will about place him I think, if you have your eyes about you.'' "Very well. This gets quite Gaboriau. But who would take the trouble and expense to do this ? " *' A man with whom I was on terms of authorised intimacy, called Carter. He hopes to get an excuse to cut off that wretched old alimony, I know, and will try and catch me in some way or other where my conduct will bear an appearance of lightness ; I don't know the law on the subject exactly, but I rather fancy if he could prove that my pathway was at all primrosy, don't you know " " I am not so well up in that branch of the law as you, in all probability ; but I will act as you suggest." " Not ever been a co - respondent with a AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 103 formal denial ? Dear me ! I believe it's getting ratlier the swagger thing. There are so few op- portunities for distinction in these commonplace times." "1 don't yearn for distinction at all. By the way, how did you ever come to unite your career with the apparently objectionable person called Carter — if it is not too curious a ques- tion, that is ? " " Oh, no. I don't mind telling you all about it. Mind, I don't tell everybody, Mr. Stanton, though I do chatter pretty freely about most of my affairs to most people, I know ; so I hope you will not make up funny stories out of it for your friends at clubs." " I don't have friends, especially at clubs ; and I never tell anybody anything of any con- sequence without some strong reason. Fire away with confidence. By the way, wouldn't it be both legal and useful if you ceased to be Mrs. Carter, and became Mrs. Somebody else ? I always understood that was part of the plot to drop the ex-partner's name ? " " There's a good deal of sense in that. I'll 104 AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. try. We'll think of a nice name. The name I bore in early days is not a particularly pretty one, and I have stuck to Carter more from habit and not caring, perhaps, than any real reason. My trunk has a big C on it. I might work that into anything, though — Campbell, or Castle- reagh, or Cecil. Well, it was this way." And the fair speaker smoked a few seconds silently, nestled her shoulders well into the padded corner, and shifted her feet to a better angle, apparently thinking how much candour was ad- visable in the meantime. " My people kept an hotel in — well, a big town, not London. My father was a wine merchant as well, and fond of sport — I mean that bookmakers drank champagne at the hotel, and he betted with them. I am the only daughter, but there were brothers, so that I had no special prospects. My brothers drank champagne, backed gee-gees, dressed, and spent much money in various ways — especially on the sex which I grace, I gathered. I was very young, of course — we will be vague about dates, if you please — but I was a tolerable sharp infant ; and one hears and sees a lot if one has ears AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 105 and eyes. I need hardly say that these two beau- ties — I refer to my brothers — did not earn a six- pence between them while I knew anything of them, but spent my father's money. They did not even win their bets as a rule. I have not seen them for years now, and I don't want to. The only labour they will ever undertake is of the kind called 'hard,' usually performed in fixed periods, and I dare say they are doing it. Well, when I was a biggish girl I was sent to a boarding - school, which was considered a good place of its kind, and there I picked up some accomplishments, and any amount of deportment. I was always fond of reading — not instructive, but miscellaneous — and liked music and dancing, and had a natural apti- tude for dressing well " " You have it still.'' " Thanks ! Well, I was pretty idle and pretty happy at school, and not at all anxious to go back to the hotel when holidays came round, to be sneered at by my brothers, who called me ' my lady,' or taken out for drives in a trap by my poor father, who was boisterous, dropped his h's, and always met sporting friends, who tried to be 106 AN VNFOUTUNATE AURANGEMENT. agreeable in the intervals of their serious occupa- tion of winning money and drinking champagne. My father believed in them, and thought them fine fellows, and of course they rushed him all they knew. Moreover, he was unfortunately indiscreet in his own drink allowance. By this time my mother was dead. I remember how the book- makers ate pork and drank sherry at the funeral. Sherry is more funereal than champagne. All this, of course, led to an inevitable climax — bills of sale, mortgage, foreclosing, execution, and a place in ' provincial adjudications,' ' first meetings of creditors,' and so forth, at which period the jovial boon companions, many of whom were pretty rich, were of course not forthcoming, or were hard up themselves. Anyway, a more disastrous and rotten set of friends no man ever had. So the school- mistress where I had been got me, by what was considered a stroke of luck, a place as nursery governess in an archdeacon's family, where I re- mained some months. There I took my ' young charges' for walks, went to church perpetually, and imparted to them various special branches of my own general ignorance." AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 107 (C And there acquired, I suppose, that modesty of demeanour and chastity of appearance which are your distinguishing charm. '^ '^ You may think so. I say they are natural. Well, that lasted all right enough for some time, until — well, there was a son home from the university, an awful fool you know, but the apple of their eyes of course — and — well you can imagine. There was a row. I left, with imploring ill-spelt notes shoved under my door while I was packing to give an address. I did no such thing, but went off to London with my savings and a quarter's salary, and answered advertisements, a weary business, I can tell you. I had one stock testimonial which I always used, but it was a good one, being from an old clergyman who lived near my old school, who used to spoon me in twilight bye-paths, and wrote a certificate of my possessing every known virtue. At last I got taken on by a theatrical agent, as musical secretary. When people came to try their voices, I played for them. He was an awful old swine, "but he got me an engagement to go on tour with a comic opera company. You may think that was romantic and amusing. So did I at first, but it 108 AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. got very deadly after a time. Take a provincial town, a theatrical lodging recommended by a card in the stage-door keeper's den, a lot of silly, noisy girls as ignorant as dirt, and all beastly jealous of eacli other, a Jewy man with a black moustache who damned at you all the morning on a dirty, draughty, stinking stage, till you felt worse than a cavalry recruit at the riding school, a low comedian who got drunk daily towards the last scene, and a fat prima donna with a mouth all over her face and a figure like a sack of flour in an ironclad corset, a big third-class carriage every Sunday w4th whisky being handed round by the low comedian, and you've got it all." " But surely there were a lot of admirers. You must have left them out?" " Very few of the slightest use or interest. You must remember Fm not speaking of London. There wasn't much chance of sinful luxury for us I can assure you. You see the young men in those places are not numerous or wealthy. There are the sons of the ' local magnates,' the clerks in solicitors' offices, and the young men who can ' do you this at two-eleven-and-a-half ; ' moreover, they are all in a AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 109 deadly fank to be seen with a girl from the theatre, because everybody will know it to-morrow and every one knows who every one else is. In addition to that, the pubs were all closed by the time we Lad got our make-up off and our clothes on. There was no chance." "I see; well?'' " Well, at last promotion came, in the form of a London engagement, which was the chorus with two lines, which ran for months. That was a great improvement, naturally. No more of those awful baskets and train journeys and frowsy lodgings, where six girls throw their hats and boots and tights and curling tongs all about the place, and take their supper of Irish stew and draught porter in one small sitting-room. But I didn't in the least like the profession as they call it. Although not exactly a Girton Wrangler, I have picked up a pretty decent all-round education, and I couldn't help seeing what a pack of idiots my companions were, and what a contemptible position they hold in the social economy. Still it was bread and butter, to say nothing of occasional stewed kidneys and mushrooms and lager beer, and, in later days, 110 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, champagne. I am a very good judge of champagne and burgundy. Here Mr. Carter comes in. He made my acquaintance in the boarding-house where I lodgedj where he was staying for a little while, during the settlement of affairs owing to some- body's death, by which he came into what was a fortune in my eyes then. I suppose I married him because I could see no better way out of my slavery, and he was very anxious for it. I never had any very great affection for him. He took a house at Norwood and we lived there pretty peace- ably for a while, I gradually finding out that he was an exasperating duffer, nervous, unhealthy, ill- tempered, and very Jealous. Then I found he was after some other sweet creature, and there was a row. He accused me of a lot of dreadful things, and I smacked his head and nearly knocked him silly. Then it was a race who should serve a citation first. I won and got decree, costs, and alimony. That is the story, as far as it goes." " Very pretty story. Thanks." The train began to whistle and slacken, and Mrs. Carter threw away her cigarette and assumed a decorous attitude. ''There, don't I look good? Get the bag down i AK UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. Ill again like a good fellow." Soon we ran on to the pier, and I looked out for persons of the kind alluded to, till after some time we met on the deck and agreed that there was no one watching and no acquaintances of either of us on board. It was a fine and smooth moonlit sea_, and we decided to stay on deck. Though a summer night it was cool, and Mrs. Carter put on an ulster with a dark fur lining to the collar, which, when turned up, made a very good setting for her face. She had on a small hat with two high white wings in front of it with converging tips, which caught the moonlight. Her eyes assumed that sad, far-seeking expression com- mon to pretty women's eyes on fine moonlight nights, and her mouth looked wistful and solemn. Her hands were in the ulster pockets. After one of those pauses which are usual preludes to senti- mental conversation, she said : " I say, I'm awfully hungry, aren^t you ? " " Getting that way. There will be time at the buffet." '^ What time do we get to Paris ? " " Oh, somewhere about six. Where shall we go in Paris ? " 112 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. She looked at me with a knowing flash crossing the wistful expression for a moment, and replied : " You've got cheek. Where are you going ? ^' I mentioned my usual hotel. She said : '' Well, I'm not going there. It would be highly in- decorous." This with the chaste, sad expression, followed by : " Why, my dear boy, just think of the risk ! You do not know who will be there/' With a flash of laughter in the eyes : " I don't know where to go. Look here, you can settle it. You know more about Paris than I do, most likely, and ril go wherever you tell me. Mind, although I've got some money, I don't want to be rooked, so tell me somewhere quiet and comfortable, and not expensive ; and oh ! let it be proper ! '' " Very well. You go to the * Hotel de Pologne ' in the Cite d' An tin. Can you speak French ? " *^ Well, yes ; in a way that is. I can read easily, and I do." Satanic mirth flitting in brown irides here. " I can speak and understand the ordinary necessary things. Why ? " '' Because they don't speak English there." ^' Oh, I'll manage. And will you come and see me?" AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 113 " Eather/' " And take me out to see things, provided they are not unseemly ? '^ "Certainly. You shall go to the National Library, the Arghives, the Catacombs_, and a classic at the Fran9ais." "That's just the sort of thing I mean/' We remained on deck all the way, walking up and down in the moonlight and occasionally standing still to admire the reflection on the surface of the sea. McEwan would have made something striking out of it^ I have no doubt. We two poor children of to-day "of materialism and mud,'' accordiog to McEwan, chattered about restaurants, sounded each other's knowledge of the latest curious French books, and rejoiced at the smoothness of the passage. It is interesting to know what books a woman reads, if you can find out if she reads any, or get her to speak the truth, it helps you to mentally place her in the exact position she should occupy in the animal kingdom. I found that Mrs. Carter had been trying to get up her French lately, and had, with that laudable aim, read "Bel-ami," and "Chair Molle," and other VOL. I. I 114 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. works, in all whicli the idiom is modern to the last degree, and the diction wilfully original. " How did you get hold of these works ? Who recommended them ? " ''You want to know too much. The man at the shop. I told him I wanted something tres moderne, ires serieux" "Did you say it with that Paul and Virginia face ? '' " Very likely. Oh, I'm getting hungry ! I say, look at the shadows of those ropes on the white deck ; it is pretty, this moonlight, isn't it ? " ''You'll be getting romantic directly if you are not careful. Let us make a bee-line for the buffet on arrival. There is no better opportunity than a journey for practising the selfishness whicli the struggle for existence demands. Evolution is very conservative after all. Given a sufl&cient comTDctition, tlie latent selfishnesses of the most amiable of people are trotted out directly, and the strongest and wisest wins and takes the roast fowl and Bordeaux ordinaire while the others are hurrying about, bag-laden, asking the way." "You are a delightful guide for an unprotected AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 115 female. You throw all tlie morals in . for nothing, in addition to making yourself useful. Very nice, thougli a little prosy. Next time I'm hard up, which won't be long I dare say, I think I shall be a moral companion, and chaperon young girls at a fixed price on foreign tours and moralise at refreshment buffets. Commission demanded on every husband landed. Moral advice to brides extra. There, I am silly, aren^t I ? " " Very, hunger going to the brain. Why don't you smoke ? '' " Some one will see." " They are all below, except a few ulstered figures who are not looking." I've left my bag downstairs." I have only cigars left now, or I'd offer you a cigarette." " What sort of cigars ? " "Intimidad of Antonio Caruncho." " Come to the side here and look at the moon- light 'glitterin' on the wyves.' Now light yours. Now pass me one and keep close to "feie, and the smoke will be attributed to you." ^'You'll be sick." cc (C I 2 116 AN UNFORTUNATE ARTIANGEMENT. ''Not me.'' And that young woman finished that Intimidad, and the glowing stump went '' fizz " in the water, as we drew near the high pier- heads of Calais, and passengers came crowding on deck. In a few minutes, we were devouring roast fowl with the avidity of primitive man, and moistening the repast with a bottle of what Calais flatters by the name of wine. "This wine is ordinary,'' said Mrs. Carter, '' extra - ordinary don't you think ? Still it's better than nothing at all. Never mind, have some Benedictine by- and-by in the puff-puff. Have you done?" " Very nearly." "Well, make haste. Now go and square the guard, and then come back to me. Never mind the waiter, I'll pay for these things.' ' There were but few first - class passengers, so I had no great difiiculty in securing a com- partment. I had never had such a favourable op- portunity before this day, of studying this woman, and found her really amusing. Her occasional relapses into vulgarity, and her good-tempered depravity, were a great relief after young ladies AN UNFORTUNATE AUFx^ANGEMENT. 117 who talk about the Academy^ and the Jubilee, and say " like I," because they have been taught " it's me ^^ is wrong. When I came back she was getting some silver translated by the waiter, and was quite ready. I conducted her to our compartment, while the tourists fussed and struggled and carried refreshments in paper bags, and nasal voices shouted *' Paris en voiture ! " The conductor examined our tickets, and said : '^ Bon soir, dormez bien, Monsieur et Madame ! " and slammed and locked the door, and disappeared into the night. " He^s very polite," I observed. '' He needn^t grin so fiendishly, even if we have a bridal aspect.'' And Mrs. Carter proceeded to make herself comfortable on the one side of the carriage, by turning up the hinged elbow rests between, and reclining on the seat with her back in the corner, while I did the same in the opposite corner. The crocodile bag was on the floor, and we had our glass or two of Benedictine, as the train softly crawled round Calais town. " There, this is cosy, isn't it ? I am happy now." " You look like a pleased cat on a rug.'' " Don't. I don't like cats." 118 AN UNFORTUNATE AIIBANGEMENT. " Why not ? They aro very pretty." " ^M. P'raps. I say, isn't it curious that though I evade if I can the ordinary little rules of worldly propriety, and laugh at the people who keep 'em, I am in a deadly funk of being caught ignoring them." *' Rather a nasty conundrum to raise in the middle of the night, isn't it ? I think it is capable of explanation without much subtle analysis. You break through the more trivial fetters because you find life more enjoyable without them, and wish to keep them^ because you don't want to lose the good opinion even of foolish people, which good opinion you, perhaps rashly, take for granted exists. Another and nastier way of putting it, is that small defiances of convention are attractive to some men, while strict adherence is demanded by most women from their instinctive reverence for all established customs, however silly such customs may be, and you like to have the admiration of both." " Thanks. I don't think I'll ask another." After a pause, during which the train accelerated its pace towards Boulogne, she observed : AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 119 '^ I'm sleepy. There, I'll take my hat off, or ife ^ will get squashed in this corner. Will you put it up in the rack like a good fellow ? '' I obeyed,, and the lady put up the fur-lined collar of her ulster, and composed herself to sleep, an example which I soon followed, and we reposed silently with partial awakenings at Amiens and Creil. Soon after passing the latter, it being broad daylight and close to Paris, we woke up entirely, and Mrs. Carter patted her hair, and pushed in hair-pins, with the aid of a small mirror out of the crocodile bag. " Well, I do look a boiled owl ! " she remarked. '^ I shall go to bed at the hotel, and have a proper toilette afterwards. Will you come round for me about half-past eleven, and then we'll go and have a good breakfast somewhere ? " " I will with great pleasure." ''We've had a very pleasant journey, haven't we?'' *' I have." '' So have I. So that's all right. Much obliged for taking care of me. My hat, please. Thanks. Now for the last mouthful of Benedictine. There, 120 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. just two glasses left. Here you are. What is your Christian name ? '' " Harold/' ** How romantic. Mine is Ada." " Thank vou.'' " Well, Harold, will you extend your kindness by seeing me through the Custom House, and putting me into a carriage, and telling it where to go?" " Of course I will, Ada." And I did. Shortly I arrived at my hotel, in the Rue de Rivoli, along with a few specimens of the British family, and had a bath and a cup of coffee, and a long rest with some newspapers to doze over. I thought Ada Carter was certainly entertaining and undoubtedly good-looking and well-dressed, in good taste and in the latest fashion. I am not very good at describing dresses, so I will not say it was *' soft, white, fleecy material," as novelists in- variably do when gravelled for technical terms, because it was nothing of the sort. It was amiable of her to pay for our supper at Calais, certainly, though it was probably a sprat to catch a herring. However, she being evidently in funds, it would be AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 121 far better for her to waste them on me than on that ^diotic roulette, which would be sure to skin her. She was undoubtedly clever, but rather silly. It was silly to trust me, hitherto only an acquaintance to exchange conversational small coin with, with her confidences to the extent she did, knowing, as she ought to know, what a story most men would be glad to make out of our agreeable but harmless adventure. Perhaps there is something about me which inspires trust, in which case I had better cultivate it. It is not stretching a point, in one's private convictions, to suppose that she took a fancy to me. So I had better cultivate that, too. The great secret of enjoying life is never to miss opportunities. And if this be an opportunity it is a pretty safe one, for she herself proclaimed a very sensible intention to shun marriage for the future, and with her reputation she ought to know no man in his senses would think of inviting her to it. Besides, she seemed quite old enough to take care of herself. With these wholesome reflections, I got ready to encounter the fair Ada again, and put as much money in my pocket as I thought the occasion 122 AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. demanded. It was rather a doubtful point who was goiug to pay for the coming breakfast. O^ course, I assumed that I was to do it, and with that idea decided to go to a resort more remarkable for economy and comfort than for gilded mag- nificence. I found Mrs. Carter waiting for me, refreshed, delighted with her quarters, and beautifully dressed. So we started down the high, narrow, and sunless " Cite d'Antin,'' and soon came into the blazing sunshine of a summer morning on the Place de P Op era. "Better than good old Piccadilly Circus in a fog, and voices calling ' ^Igher up ! ' isn't it, Harold ? Where shall we go ? " " Oh, we'll go along the Boulevards. I know a place." " I am awfully hungry.'' "Well, don't spend too long looking at shop windows, then." We arrived in process of time at a restaurant ia the Boulevard Moutmartre, aud had a really handsome repast, beginning with oysters, ending with ices, aud irrigated freely with champagne, to AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 123 all of wlaich Mrs. Carter did justice, particularly to tlie wine. She became more and more loquacious as the feast progressed, and told interesting ex- periences of the variegated life she had been leading, and made curious comments on human affairs. Most of her adventures seemed marked by that happy recklessness which is usually be- friended by good luck. "My dear boy/^ she said, towards the con- clusion of the meal, *^the girls that get into real trouble are the good, innocent ones, with no experience outside tea and tennis. They are shy, with strong feelings under the shyness ; when they fix their little affections secretly on some very ordinary chappie, there is some day an explosion, the feelings break through the shyness and pro- priety, a"nd they put both their feet in it Horribly, and there is a row and a scandal. They have got a lot of what they call principles, which are only a set of parrot-phrases which they don't really know the meaning of, and when they go wrong all the principles break down and are very little con- solation. I never was anything but a naughty girl, with wits enough to keep out of any very serious 12^ AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. mess, and the luck is generally witli me, except in money matters. It is not often I'm lucky there; but I don't mind telling you I've j ust landed five hundred pounds by a judicious series of pools and options at old Hart's/' ' "How long do you expect it to last?" " Oh, two or three weeks, I dare say, if I'm prudent. I shall save a hundred to perform with at Monte Carlo, where, if the gods are good, I ought to make some more. Are you at all hard- up ? Excuse the question, but now is the time to mention it. It is not often I have a fifty-pound note to lend anybody. Generally want some one to lend a fiver to me. Don't think me ungrateful, Harold, because you've stood me a dinner more than once, when, I can tell you, I wanted it badly, and I'd like to be able to help you if I can, because you're — oh — something complimentary." " I am very much obliged, but I don't need it just now. Very amiable of you, Ada. I wouldn't make these offers often if I were you, or I may be tempted to accept." " Won't be a chance often. Well, I stand this breakfast any way." AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 125 " I propose to pay for this," I said, with really •v^ell-assumed courteous decision. "I'll be d d if you do," replied Ada in a gentle undertone, with a saintly expression. Then passing me a hundred-franc note, rdlled up, across the table, she said : '^ You ask for the bill, and pay it, and give the man a dr — donation I mean. It looks more proper and husbandy, don't you know, for you to pay. At least if it doesn't look quite husbandy it looks ^ awful near it.^ I think we look a little too festive for a British bridal pair. The waiter doesn't know English, I suppose ; but he can tell by instinct, if he's got any, that I have been taking advantage of his ignorance to talk all sorts of improprieties." " ' Veiled, to him, in the decent obscurity of a foreign tongue,' as has been elsewhere observed." '^ I don't remember half of what I have said. Never mind. Where shall we go ? We are in love's land to-day. "Where shall we go ? I suppose now these museums and libraries we propose visiting won't be open till the evening ? " 126 AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. '' I am afraid not. Would you like to go to the Jardin des Plantes — Zoo, you know ? " " I love apes ; they are so like people — some people. Is it far ? " '^ A goodish way.^' '^ Oh, all the better. That will give us a good view of the town. G-et one of those open cabs." And we got an open cab, and went away over the Seine through crowded streets and hot sun- shine, to interview the apes and bears and ele- phants, in which pursuit Ada took quite a boyish delight. And so on. It is all over now — at least I hope so — but it was very amusing, that week in Paris with Ada Carter. She went under my guidance to all kinds of pleasure resorts, was always pleased, always good-tempered, always ready for her food and drink, always dressed in good style, quiet, of course, with nothing of the cocotte about it, and paid all expenses, eventually forcing me to accept a loan of fifty pounds before she started off by the Paris-Lyons-Mediterrauee to tempt fortune. Still, I was not altogether sorry to lose her. I was beginning to find her perpetual chatter and AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. 127 chaff, and veiled but obvious attacbment to me a little monotonous, and wanted something less ex- perienced, more virginal, something that had not such a terrible supply of worldly wisdom and experience. And I found it at my hotel, the very day after I had seen Ada Carter off. CHAPTER YI. On the morrow Nellie was sound asleep when the maid came with hot water at nine o'clock, which she attributed to the London atmosphere, as half- past seven was the time at which she habitually rose at home. " Perhaps,, too," she added, '' it is because we were awfully late last night." And she got up in a great hurry and was the first in the breakfast -room, even after taking a brief walk in the garden. Ida was down next, and Mr. Potter, Charlie last of all. Nellie made an excellent breakfast, and Ida envied her. Ida was rather pale, and had a reddish look about the eyelids, and did not display a prodigious appetite, but drank a good deal of tea. Charlie ate kidneys and steak as if he had been a AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 129 starved and shipwrecked mariner, then pulled out a cigarette-case and disappeared for the day. Mr. Potter was affable as usual. Later on, the two girls visited his studio, and Nellie was much impressed by a great work approaching completion, representing a young lady in vaguely mediseval costume standing at a large muUioned and elaborately-latticed window, with an open letter in her hand. She was looking out of the window with the kind of expression known as '' wistful,^* and the title of the picture was " Parted " " Or, perhaps," said Mr. Potter, " I might call it ' Waiting.' " In the course of the day they went out in the carriage, and did the much-looked-for shopping, and Nellie found herself the owner, immediate or prospective, of many delightful things. In the afternoon, she wrote to her mother a long letter, in which she said how kind her relatives were, but somehow omitted to mention the theatre or the supper. At dinner in the evening Mr. Potter said : " Can you two girls be ready, do you think, to start the day after to-morrow ? " VOL. I. K 130 AX UNFORTUNATE AERANGE^fENT. "Yes," said Ida. "If the things come home in time. And I think they "will, as I said we wanted them at once, and there is not much to do to them." "All right. If not that, the next day. Just let me know overnight." Nellie found the time pass with marvellous rapidity, with one amusement and another, in- cluding the Eoyal Academy, which gave her great pleasure. The " things " came home in due course, and she had the novel sensation of seeing them all packed by a dexterous maid, and having no trouble whatever herself. And then the great morning arrived, full of sunshine and joy, on which they were to begin their journey. This time it was Nellie who had not a great appetite for breakfast, through excitement. At ten o'clock the carriage took them, Mr. Potter and the two girls, to Victoria. Charlie was there to see them off, but was not going himself. Mr. Potter had all the luggage registered to Paris, and they were at length seated in a com- modious saloon car, waitincf to start for Dover. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 131 "So long!" said Charlie. '^Be good girls!" And they were off. As the train wandered out among gas-works, and oblong ponds^ and bridges, and house-tops, Ida said ; " In another two hours you will be no longer in England, so you had better have a good look at it, in case we never come back." " You are a cheerful person. What part of England do we go through, Uncle Charles ? " " Principally Kent, which is the beer garden of England. We go through Rochester, where there is an old castle and a fine view of the Medway. Dickens was very fond of Rochester," Mr. Potter replied. " Oh yes, I remember it was Rochester Mr. Pickwick and party were going to when they met Jingle at the coach ofiice." '' So you know your Dickens, young lady, do you ? Well, Tm glad of that." •' Yes. We have his books — most of them, I think — at home. They are very much out of repair, I am afraid, being old and read so much, ^ Nicholas Nickleby ' is quite out of its binding." *'You have them with all the old illustrations K 2 132 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. I suppose ? You're lucky. I have to content myself witli a bright scarlet edition with some one's fancy illustrations. Give me Phiz, they are so life-like." "I think they are simply grotesque/' said Ida. " But then I am not a frantic admirer of Dickens, and don't like Hablot K. Browne a bit. I have some perverse kink in my taste^ I dare say. Upon my word, I don't see that ' Pickwick ' is very amusing.'' After a short silence, Nellie said : " You can have no idea how impossible and dreamy all this seems to me. I mean that I shall be in another country this afternoon. All I know about Calais is about the burgesses with ropes about their necks, and Queen Philippa of Hainault. I don't exactly know what burgesses are, or exactly where Hainault is, but they have a nice old historic sound." "By Jove, that wouldn't be a bad subject for a picture," observed Mr. Potter, " Queen Philippa pleading for the burgesses of Calais. Might make Nellie sit — or rather kneel — for Queen Philippa. I'm afraid it has been done." AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 133 '^ Much better take Ida, she looks more queenly than me/' " Oh, if it comes to that, I don't know," replied Mr. Potter. " It isn't mere size that makes a queen, but dignity. We English ought to know that of all people." Soon the noise of the train speeding on its course to Dover, made them drop conversation, and Mr. Potter read the morning paper, Ida some society weekly, while Nellie gazed at the scenery of the London, Chatham, and Dover route, and shuddered at the pace and swing of the train as it crossed the Rochester and Chatham bridge, and wondered at the conical chimneys of the cement- works. At last the train moderated its speed and came to a stand-still. " Dover Town ! Keep your seats for the boat ! " And they slowly rolled on to the Admiralty Pier, and saw the wide waters of the Channel. " Seems a nice fresh breeze," remarked Mr. Potter." " Don't say that ! " said Ida, " especially in that aggravatingly cheerful tone, when you know we want the deadest of calms." 134 AX UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. Porters took their hand-luggage, and Nellie found herself down steps and on board a steamer T^hich, in her inexperience, she thought very large. She and Ida walked about the deck, and admired the mighty white cliffs and gray castle of Dover, all in a hazy sunlight, which made the sea a pale glittering blue. " It really is good-bye to England now," said Nellie, '' and they will all be different over there, and talk French ! I think those great cliffs and castle look so English.^' " I wonder how you will like having your trunk routed out for contraband," said Mr. Potter. It was not difficult to see whence Charlie derived the prosaic side of his character. " Oh, the Custom House, I had forgotten that. Oh, I don't mind. I think it will be rather fun.^* And Nellie walked away to see the mail-bags shot on board, labelled for Bombay and Suez, and all kinds of outlandish places. She was interested in all these details. Ida said to her father: "Her delight in everything is beautiful. I do enjoy seeinir it all throucrh the medium of her sensations. But she is a dear girl, isn't she ? " AN" UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. 135 ''Yerj nice girl, certainly. And you liave made her look quite stylish in the few days you have had her in hand. Poor Arthur would hardly know her." The steamer began to move, and soon the cliffs « were hazier than ever. Suspicious-looking white caps were on the waves in the distance, and there was a gentle north-easterly breeze. Ida stated that she was going to lie down at once. Nellie ex- pressed a determination to stay and walk about on deck, sayiug it was all too beautiful to lose sight of. " Besides,'^ she added, *' I want to see the very first glimpse of France. Do they shoufe ^ Land ho ! ' from the masthead ? ^' " I dare say. I never was on deck when it happened.^^ And Ida disappeared. Nellie walked about with Uncle Charles, and soon found herself staggering violently in the arms of a total stranger of foreign and bilious aspect, in a pulpy black alpaca cap with a peak. Then she took Uncle Charles's arm, and things were a little steadier, and they made remarks on their fellow-travellers, who were of the usual description, English people, some with alpenstocks (but the English were fewer than 136 AN UNFORTUNATE ARBANGEMENT. usual that year), Americans with dark yellow com- plexions, and that awful accent which pervades a chastened and tourist-ridden world, foreigners with curiously-cut overcoats, and the inevitable alpaca travelling cap, and bag slung over the shoulder. The ladies and children were mostly sitting or lying in huddled rug-covered, sadly- expectant heaps along the seats, and officious sailor-boys walked up and down with an exas- perating facility of gait, distributing white — well, we know all these painful details. After a time Nellie found that walking about on a series of inclined planes made her giddy, and that she would take the first glimpse of France sitting. Mr. Potter continued to walk about, and made a cheerful remark occasionally, as he passed. After a short while Nellie ceased to reply to these, and gave up the coast of France and shut her eyes. "Curious," she thought, "how giddy one gets. It seems to get worse every minute. It is very rough certainly." (It was subsequently chronicled in the Meteorological Reports as, " Dover. Wind E.N.E., light. Smooth passage across Channel," with malignant irony.) And Nellie thought it AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 137 might be better to lie down. On her remaining experience a charitable veil may be cast; but the services of one o£ those officious sailor-boys was part of the programme, and a limp, humiliated_, and pallid young lady with her fringe out of curl (as much as Nellie's hair could uncurl) and a weak smile, was left to contemplate the high wooden piers of Calais in paralytic movelessness as the boat drew alongside. While the ropes were being made fast, and passengers were collecting hand- bags, and putting pages out of ticket-books ready (in their mouths) to give up on landing, Ida appeared, bright yellow with red eyelids, and said : " Well, how did you enjoy yourself ? ^' " Oh, wasn^t it awful ? But I'm quite well now. How are you ? '' " Oh, I'm all right now. I was in my usual form though, all the way. Where's father ? " " Here ! Adsum," said Mr. Potter with aggressive cheerfulness. ^' You two poor things must want some lunch, don't you ? '' The two poor things looked at each other and laughed. '^ I am hungry — now,'' said Nellie. " Horrid, callous old man ? " said Ida, '^ you 138 AN UKFOUTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, never came near us all the way. What have you been doing ? " ''Doing? Oh, having a cigar and a brandy- and-soda, and a chat with the first officer. Capital passage. He says we nearly beat the record time. Yery intelligent fellow that, knew who I was, too. Come along, we shan^t have time for those roast fowls and vin ordinaire at the station.^* A gangway, steps, porters running about shouting and chattering (and using no doubt highly irregular verbs), small caps with peaks, rat-like little official faces with small scrubby moustaches, blue trousers with red stripes, and cloaks with little hoods, priests with long black cassocks and large hats, loafers in dull, blue, shapeless clothes and wooden shoes. These chro- nicled Nellie's eager and confused first impressions of France, as I suppose they do nearly everybody else's who has eyes and ears. Then a restaurant full of noise and running about and loud talking. Nellie found her roast wing of fowl and glass oE wine very acceptable. Ida was not " in form " AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. IS9 yet for a solid repast, but had a little bread and a glass of wine. Good Uncle Charles ate like a schoolboy, and no one shall grudge him his innocent pleasure and healthy appetite, though he did want to paint Queen Philippa pleading for the burgesses of Calais. " Do they always make such a noise ? '' asked Nellie. *"' Oh, they like a noise I think. They always have harness that jingles if possible, and pavements that rattle, and trumpets and bells and electric gongs to start trains with/' replied Ida, "it makes things more cheerful.^' "I suppose that man in the shiny flat cap is the guard of the Oh, goodness ! " The man in the shiny cap intoned a list of names in a robust voice and solemn manner, in- creasing in loudness at the finish, and ending in a sonorous explosion of *'En voiture ! '' " Ah, well, you had better get into the train," said Mr. Potter. In the train, after the passing excitement of having their tickets examined by a French guard who hung on to the outside of the train as it moved 140 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. along, Nellie fixed her eyes on France, anxious not to lose a detail. And she found the old town of Calais very interesting and picturesque, and quite unlike anything in England, during the slow circuitous excursion made by the train before arriving in Calais-Ville station. After Boulogne, and several miles of level country and poplar-trees, she grew rather sleepy, and was in a kind of confused dream, until Ida said : " Wake up, Nellie ! We shall be in Paris directly ! '^ And she saw lights and black outlines of buildings against the pale evening sky as they rolled along, lights near, and lights far ofi^, and faint •white walls, and tall, isolated clumps of houses, and a confusion of engines, signal lamps, and noisy swervings of the train, all in the same horizontal light of a fine July evening, until it suddenly seemed to become dark, and tall banks of houses, whose tops she could not see, closed them in. Then an electric light glared, and they were in a great, hollow, desolate, resounding, asphalte- paved terminus. " Here is Paris,^' said Ida. Soon Nellie had the pleasure of seeing a small AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 141 and sullen-looking authority in a kepi doing a kind of aimless displacement of all the contents of lier trunk, and breathing garlic into her new dress. Having satisfied conscience by this useful per- formance, he made ferocious chalk-marks (which were afterwards found to be absolutely indelible) on all the other things, and let them go with an expression of rankling and malignant hate. Then followed that long drive which all know so well, down the Rue Lafayette into the part of Paris known and appreciated by the English traveller. The atmosphere was beautifully clear, and the sky showed yellow between the tall, pale houses at the ends of those streets where all the houses are tall. It is true that the rattle and jingle of the traffic, the perpetual cafe or brasserie, the wide tree-shaded electric-lit asphalte boulevard, the glitter and meretricious splendour of its restaurants, with their crowded terrasses, and the clear air, are all things which help to make a marked difEerence between the aspect and character of Paris and that of London to the most superficial observer; but perhaps the greatest difference, and the most permanent, is the general uniformity and tallness of 142 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. the streets in the former capital. The house may be rich and imposing, with great doors to let in carriages to the courtyard, where plants grow in green pots, and a fountain sprinkles and tinkles, and liveried servants come and go ; or it may be mangy, and frowsy, with dark and gloomy passages leading by damp staircases to brick-floored apart- ments, with the eternal yellow square bill of Ajp'partement a loner, or the faded inscription of Hotel garni over a suspicious-looking lantern up a court covered with chopped firewood, in a narrow street pervaded with composite stinks, but the house is invariably tall with garrets in the roof. This is a state of things which marks the difference between the two cities in- delibly, and there is, perhaps, in the minds, and lives, and inherited traditions of the inhabitants of both, some reason for the difference, which would be interesting to trace. But the tracing must be done by an imagination familiar with both. It cannot be set down and demonstrated like the origin of an organ from epiblast or mesoblast. Go and look at Gower Street, and then go and look at all that is left of the Eue St. Jacques, and you will AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 143 see what I mean. Botli are more or less academic in their neighbourhood and traditions, and are inhabited by classes of people roughly analogous in their social position, and are good enough for com- parison. Then look at Eegent Street about ten in the evening, and go along the Boulevards from the Madeleine to the Rue de Faubourg Montmartre about the same time, and you will see again. I am not condemning anything. Gower Street may be much more beautiful than the Rue St. Jacques ; Regent Street may be far better without trees, and almost without light, and of course is much more morally beautiful than the Boulevard Mont- martre, though its houses are a little paltry. Meanwhile my pilgrims were installed in com- fortable apartments (from Nellie's point of view, luxurious and palatial) with a view of the gardens of the Tuileries. Nellie and Ida sat together at the open window of their room — they shared a bed-room — and looked at the sunset away to the right, and listened to the noise of Paris, which is so dear to some, at the time when every one is free of work and going out into the summer evening in search of some sort of pleasure. 144 AN VNFOUTUNATE ARBANGEMEXT, "Isn't it jolly ? ^' said Ida, putting her arm round the other's waist. " It is wonderful. My mind is so full of all sorts of thoughts that I can't express them." " We will go out soon and have a walk about. A summer evening like this is just the opportunity to see the Parisians. And perhaps a little dinner will loosen your thoughts out.^^ ** I don't understand one bit what they say, though I am supposed to have learned French in immense quantities. I tried to understand the maid here, who made an amiable remark when she brought in the hot water, but I didn't entirely grasp it." " Oh, these languages work into one in time, after you've heard them a good deal. C^est qa ! is always a safe thing to say when in doubt, likewise ahsolument.'^ Uncle Charles knocked and came in, large, clean, and cheery, having undergone that very thorough cleansing, grooming, and clean-shirting, which are so indispensable to Englishmen after a longish journey. He had on an unobtrusive suit of dark brown tweed, and a soft brown hat Ida AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 145 liad selected for him to travel in, and looked rather picturesque, and very nearly handsome — a rather stout, good-humoured bandit, with a crimson neck- tie of Japanese silk flashing through his beard. ^' Well, girls, will you dine in the hotel or somewhere outside ? I don't myself care which, provided it be soon." It was agreed that it would be more novel and adventurous to ^^go some- where." " All right. Get your hats on as quick as you can. I will wait down below in the courtyard.'' When they came down into the oblong courtyard they found Uncle Charles sitting on one of the ironwork seats conversing with a gentleman. On their appearance both rose, Ida said : " Oh, how do you do ? " And Uncle Charles introduced, " My niece — Mr. Stanton." " Have you dined ? " said Uncle Charles ; ^^ because if not you might join us and help me to amuse these girls. We are just going in search of what we may devour." " I shall be delighted. Have you decided where to go ? " " Not exactly, I want somewhere handy and tolerably respectable. The places I used to know VOL. I. L 146 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. in tlie good old days when I studied painting here will hardly do. By Jove, how late we used to sit up in some rowdy shabby old gargotte discussing Art ! " And Uncle Charles smiled at the remem- brance of the very harmless days of his vanity, when he used to indulge in a reckless way in long hair, cigarettes, bocks, and billiards, and sometimes sit up on a summer night at a little table on the Boulevard St. Michel till two o'clock, arguing about some such '^ advanced '' subject as the morality of the " Dame aux Camelias,'' or the morbidity of Alfred de Musset, and fancying himself the wildest of Bohemians. " If you will take my advice, you will go to one of the places along by the Opera ; you will see plenty of the passing population, which I suppose is what these young ladies will like, and you will get a good dinner, which I take it is what you and I like." " Very true — let's have a couple of cabs. You and I in one, and the girls to follow in the other." And so they started. When Nellie had recovered from admiring the glazed white hat of AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 147 the driver of the little victoria, the crowded pavements of the Avenue de I'Opera, and the general brilliancy of the prospect, and paid attention to the red-legged soldiers, the hatless shop-girls, and the electric lights over-mastering the sinking daylight, she asked who Mr. Stanton was. '^ Well, he is more or less in society, he is related to several swells, he seems pretty well off, considered clever, we have known him some time, and that is about all there is to say. He is not married, he lives generally in London, and what he is like you can see for yourself/' ''Do you like him?'' *' Can't say that I am particularly struck with him. Some girls admire him awfully, I'm told. Father is rather fond of him, I think. How do you like the Opera ? " Nellie of course thought that highly-decorated structure very fine indeed ; then she added, after a little thought : '' But it looks as though it ought to be taken indoors in bad weather." Under the guidance of Mr. Stanton, they L 2 148 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. entered one of the many boulevard restaurants — a dazzling combination of gas, gilt, and looking- glasses, full of the hum and rattle of conversation, and the odour of wine and coffee, savoury cates and cigarettes — and installed themselves in a choice corner, where they could see the people sitting or passing outside, and were ministered to by an extremely polite waiter, who had great ideas of British wealth, generosity, and helpless ignorance of coinage, prices, and bills of fare. Here Mr. Stanton was useful, for he knew exactly the right things to recommend, and the right prices to give for them, and rapidly convinced the waiter that his ambitions would have to suffer modifi- cation. And while they slaked their healthy traveller's hunger on lio7's d'ceuvres, Nellie had an opportunity of taking one or two good looks at Mr. Stanton. In the first place, he had short-cut, dark hair, and was clean shaved. Now there are some four roughly distinguishable classes of clean-shaved faces. There is that of the sailor, with steady, keen eyes, a cheerful, boyish expression, and a colour which the wind, and sun, and water of many climes have 4 AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 149 helped to produce. There is that of the barrister in practice, with contracted eyes, a keen nose and mouth, and a complexion of indoors, gaslight, and late hours, except when he has just come back from his Long Vacation tour. Again, there is that of the priest, grave and suave, varying from bland to severe, often keen, too, in a subdued way. Lastly there is the face of the actor, varying from lean to pulpy, mostly grave, sometimes stately, seldom keen, expression none in particular, complexion none in particular, eyebrows richly developed, lips tense. Stanton had rather the barrister kind of face, with the sailor colouring, but did not look tired, as the barrister generally does. His face was more square than long, and his eyebrows were as nearly horizontal as eyebrows ever are, while the eyes were in large orbits, retiring rather than prominent, but were large, steady, cold-gray eyes which could see a long way. His nose was straight, and his mouth regularly shaped and handsome, but the lips did not show much. His face in repose was rather stately, and he looked over thirty. His height was about five feet eight, and he had well-made, slender hands 150 J2V UNFOBTUNATE ABBAXGFMENT. with carefully tended finger-nails, and a ring on eacli, one opal and one cat's-eye. He was dressed just as if he were in St. James's Street, with a black coat, gloves, a tall hat, and a gold-headed cane, but had so far adapted himself to Parisian practices as to wear a French collar and a necktie in a bow falling outside his coat. He spoke French with apparent ease. The result of her investigation was that Nellie could not make him out in the least, and did not make up her mind whether she thought him '^nice" or not. But she found herself eating a very good dinner and washing it down with Pommard, and, after all her fatigues and sufferings, that was very satisfactory, and made her at peace with the world and amiably-disposed towards everybody. She examined with pleased curiosity a couple of dapper little officers in smart uniforms who were sitting at a neighbouring table, and was informed that officers nearly always wore uniform abroad. '''I don't see why they shouldn't in England," said Ida, ''it would look much nicer." " It would certainly take a little from the gloom of the streets — I speak as a cockney — but no doubt AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. 151 YOU know/' said Mr. Stanton^ " that the general practice of wearing mufti in England is com- paratively recent. If you remember, the officers of Thackeray are always in uniform. Sir Derby Oaks is depicted going to call on Miss Fotheringay in a tight shell- jacket and a sword. Dobbin, too, is always in uniform, with strapped white trousers. Lever's dragoons go in uniform to dine with O'Malley in Hall at Trinity, Dublin.^' " Oh yes,'' said Uncle Charles, ^' I dare say they would take to it again, and be glad of it, if it were only the fashion or the form, or the general order, or whatever it is." " Oh, it is simply that we have become • an industrial and democratic instead of a militant and despotic State like Germany or Russia, or a militant and passionately ambitious nation like France. We don't want to be a military people, and there are few things our City men and politicians would loathe more than to become what the Germans are, for example, a 'Folk in Weapons,' though they don't mind a little athletics in uniform called Manoeuvres at Easter." " Oh, I don't know," said Uncle Charles, wiping 152 AN UNFOIITUXATE ABRANGEMENT. the burgundy out of his beard ; *^they used to call us a nation of shopkeepers in the old days, but we managed to keep the shop pretty safe. We always had absurdly inferior forces, but we seemed to work 'em pretty well/' " Quite so. But don't you think the immense change in the conditions will make thaV, form of argument less trustworthy than it used to be ? I don't know anything about the matter technically at all, I may as well say at once. No one could be a more peaceful man than I am, and dying gloriously for my country is a temptation I could resist easily." '' Oh yes, you young fellows think it clever to talk like that, but you would be in your place right enough when the time came, I dare say." " It is very kind of you to call me a young fellow, at any rate, and if you will ascribe hypothe- tical heroic qualities to me I suppose I had better not repudiate them ; " then turning to the girls, he asked if they had formed any plans for the following day. Nellie looked at Ida and evidently left the reply to her. Ida said : " Well, really, we have* hardly thought about AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 153 it yet. You see we have only just come, and fatigue and hunger drove everything out of our heads." What she meant, as subsequently ex- plained to Nellie, was that she knew quite well what she intended to propose, but did not wish to have Mr. Stanton attached to the permanent staff, so to speak, and knowing that Mr. Potter was good-natured and not always ready at taking a hint, thought he would recklessly throw out general invitations to join them to their present guest. " You see,'^ said Ida, that evening, as they went to bed, *' I don't want him to tell us where to go, and hang about explaining everything, and being obliging and all that, nor do I want him to make sneering remarks at my own choice of amusements, and saying he ' supposes the young ladies will like to go to the Bon Marche,' or he ' takes it the young ladies would like some ices.' I want us to enjoy our- selves in our own way, and by ourselves — including father in ' ourselves ' of course." '' Don't you like Mr. Stanton ? " said Nellie. " To put it plainly, I don't. What is your idea of him?" " I am not sure. I shall wait and see. But perhaps we shan't set? him again." 154 AN' UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. '^ Perhaps not. Well, it doesn't mucli matter." This parenthetically. After dinner, they all four strolled out along the Boulevard des Italiens and mixed with the usual crowd to be found there on a summer evening. It being difficult to walk four abreast, Mr. Stanton and Nellie fell behind, she out of a natural tendency to give way, he because she did, and he began to talk to her. '^ Are you fond of Paris ? " " I can hardly say yet. It may seem curious to you, but IVe never been here before. I have never been anywhere.^' " Then you have all the more pleasure before you, instead of behind you.^' "I suppose you have travelled a good deal?" " Depends upon what j-ou call a good deal. The world is said to be small ; but I've been round it, and found it 9, good size ; a good, useful, medium planet, with no immense exaggerations, such as you find in Saturn, where it would take you about forty years to be eighteen, and things of that kind." "Have you really been round the whole world? " AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. 155 "Yes, really. Would you like to know tiie way ? " " Yes/^ " Of course this is not the only way, but the way I happened to go was perhaps a little off the beaten track. I started from Newcastle, and went to Norway, and then by Sweden to Finland, through Russia and Siberia to the other side of Asia, see ? So to Japan. Thence via Yokohama to San Francisco ; the rest becomes rather beaten tracks — Pacific Railway, Omaha, Council Bluffs, New York and all that, then steamer, pool on the run, record passage, deck-chairs, rope quoits, flirtations with young millionairesses, and that sort of thing.'' ^'You must have seen a great deal. An im- mense quantity of nice places and interesting people and things." "Yes. One sees a good deal of society of one kind and another. The most wonderful number of fashions, for example, in clothes and conduct." ^' Do you always travel alone ? '' " Always. It is so much jollier, I find. You are absolutely independent, and you can be 156 A^ UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. picking up interesting acquaintances everywliere. If you have a companion you have to consider him. If he has a head on — headache I mean, or a cold, or a fever, or anything of that sort, you have to stay in some deadly, dull, half-way house somewhere to wait for him, and give him his soda-water, or his chloral, or bromide, or antipyrin, or whatever it is. Then either you know more about the places than he does, and have to keep explaining and tutoring, or he knows more than you do, and brandishes his superior knowledge of the language aggressively in your face. And unless one of you is a miraculously forbearing or unselfish person, there is sure to be • something approaching a row sooner or later. Oh, I know. IVe tried it once, and with one of the most original and in some ways the cleverest men I know ; but it did not succeed well. AVe were like two dogs chained together, pulling opposite ways, such as you sometimes see tangling themselves round a lamp-post at a railway station." " Yes, I suppose one would have to be for- bearing and unselfish; but why shouldn't both be?" AN VNFOBTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 157 Nellie was thinking of Ida and herself. Stanton was speaking generally. " Because it is rarely you find those qualities in anybody. But you mustn't encourage me to prose about the moral qualities of mankind. Let us talk about Paris, now we are here. There is the Yarietes Theatre, there behind us, on the other side. I suppose you will go to some of the theatres ? '' " I don't know. It depends upon Ida and uncle. They will decide, and I shall be glad to do anything they like. How brilliantly lit up everything is ! It is like a fairy town." "Not all good fairies I fancy. But it is a pleasant place.'' " What numbers of people ! " '^ Yes, there is a large population." Uncle Charles turned round, and said : " I say, it's awfully hot. I'm going to sit down and have one of those creaming bocks. I dare say some of us might manage some ices as well." And they sat down round one of those little tables under an awning, and made critical remarks 158 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. on the personal appearance of the passers -by, who were in great numbers, as is usual on fine evenings, while the omnibuses jingled by, and rows of cabs waited by the pavement, and the lights gleamed through the lace curtains of the cabinets jparticuliers on the entresols, and the calm, warm air was fall of the pleasant sound and odour of a Parisian summer evening. When the Potters at last rose to go home, and to go to bed early in expectation of a hard and hot day of sight-seeing on the morrow, Mr. Stanton preferred to remain, and said to Nellie : " How do you like your first evening in Paris ? " '^ Oh, very much indeed, thank you/' And when she" and Ida had their confidential bedtime conversation (including what has already been reported), Nellie kissed her cousin, and said : " Pm so grateful to you for bringing me, you can't think/' CHAPTER VII. In the morniDg after breakfast they decided to walk down fiie Champs Ely sees as far as the Salon. Nellie was greatly taken with the spacious symmetry and white dazzling sunlight of the Place de la Concorde, and paid attention to every- thing she saw, from the men who dragged water- hose about on little wheels and countless red-legged soldiers in all directions, to the elaborately, au- dacious, and skilfully perverse dresses and hats of the more fashionable females. Moreover, she noticed among the lower class that every woman knew how to do her hair. It was a fine, hot morning, and the long colonnade of the Rue de Rivoli looked very white and clear as it stretched off in its rigid way to be lost in the maze of housetops and atmospheric thickness out some- 160 AX UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. where towards the crowded and precipitous-looking quarters near the Hotel de Yille. It need hardly be described how these two girls stopped at all the shops under that colonnade and looked at photographs through large monocles, and thought the oriental pipe, amber, pastille, and rubbish booths very interesting and original, and how the sunlight, and the general smart, cleanly appearance of the people (due to colouring and air rather than habits), and the eter,nal trot trot, ring jingle of the traffic entered into their senses and made them feel the feverish joy which all sensitive persons acquire on first learning to know Paris. It is in the air, somehow, especially in spring and summer-time. There is something feminine and febrile in the feeling no doubt, but in Paris ideas get feminine and febrile. The very street-cries are musical, and the poor people are civil to one another. Nellie had not spoken of Mr. Stanton that morning, nor had they seen him. Ida thought it just as well, as it seemed to her he was an entirely unnecessary person, who had come between her and Nellie and turned a possibly jolly evening into a dull exchange of polite con- AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 161 versation. She thouglit that if Nellie, in her inexperience, were to take a fancy to him it would be a great pity, as it would spoil some possible and desirable future young man's chances, and she knew pretty well that Harold Stanton was not likely to really want to marry anybody, certainly not a young lady from a country par- sonage whose face was her fortune. Nellie of course had not "taken a fancy/' as Ida's premature forebodings put it ; but he had struck her as interesting, just as the first person one meets who can talk and knows things always does strike one. They preferred walking all the way, because they felt active and reckless, and because walking meant frequent stopping to examine everything in general, and shop-windows in particular. Uncle Charles smoked his cigar and strode along, halt- ing with exemplary patience whenever required even before jewellery and umbrella shops of the most commonplace description, interesting because Parisian, though in quality and design about fit to compare with the Tottenham Court Road. Soon he was relieved from this martyrdom when VOL. I. H 162 AN UNFORTUNATE ABUANGEMENT. they passed into the Champs Elysees, the freshness and shade of which soothed and delighted them this hot July morning, and they were shortly climbing the long staircases of the Salon. It being both early and hot, and the exhibition having been already open some months, the rooms were far from crowded, and they made their way about with ease. Before they had gone far they found themselves being greeted by Mr. Stanton, who was there already, and at once attached himself to the party. Uncle Charles had naturally plenty to say about the pictures, to which Mr. Stanton listened with apparent respect, though he made an occasional suggestion of his own, beginning " Don't you think " and then allowed himself to be convinced by Uncle Charles's explanations, which, to tell the truth, were mostly foolish and futile, though kindly. The good man's art con- sisted of manual dexterity and a correct eye, but he was destitute of ideas, and the feverish origin- ality, eccentricity, and occasional absolute perversity of some of the French pictures puzzled and annoyed him. He would complain that the grouping was bad, for example, in a work in which the painter AK UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 163 liad prided liimself precisely on the entire absence of grouping*. Then again he thought that the predominance of naked females in so many works was undesirable and bad taste : " Not that I mind studies from the classic nude ; but there is some- thing different, not the least classic, and much too actual about some of these. It is not nudity, it is nakedness.^^ ''I am afraid if the painters heard you," said Mr. Stanton, *' they would say that actuality is exactly what they aim at. You see their tempera- ment is so different from ours." '' Yes. Ah well, I think we may congratulate ourselves on our temperament. Though a lot of rubbish gets into the Academy, you hardly ever see anything offensive." " But don't you think — I speak as a fool — that there is something just as offensive, in a different way, in a picture characterised by bad drawing, or incorrect colour, or general artistic incompetency, as in a well-executed work the subject of which you disapprove ? " Uncle Charles made a puzzled kind of face, and replied : " Well, I don^t know so much about that. It M 2 164 AN UNFORTUNATE AURANGEMENT. seems to me that while a bad picture can hurt nobody — I mean a badly done picture — a morbid or too suggestive subject can hurt a lot of people, and perhaps the better it is done, the more harm it can doj especially to young persons. Virginihus jpuerisqiie, maxima reverentia, you know, and all that sort of thing." ''There seems something in that, certainly. But if you approach the matter and contemplate it from a merely artistic standpoint, does that not dis- place, or rather put for the moment in abeyance the merely moral standpoint, which is concerned with the impression a portrait of a young woman, who has sat with no clothes on for so many shillings for so many hours, may make on the uncultivated gazer ? What you see from the artistic standpoint is, I suppose, a picture, more or less well done, of something more or less cleverly chosen. A portion of life, or nature, seen by an individual of a certain skill and a certain turn of mind. It is to him, most likely, neither moral nor immoral, it is simply a product, one among many of his art, and is to be esteemed according to its value as such. Per- sonally, you know, I have no particular standpoint AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 165. at all. I like a picture or I don't like it, maybe ; but I don't concern myself with, the serious re- sponsibilities of art criticism." '' Ah, by Jove, now ! That's good ! " exclaimed Uncle Charles, rather glad to escape from the uncertain depths of artistic heterodoxy into which he was being tempted by going into raptures before an Egyptian or Algerian picture, all blue sky and dazzling and distinct white and yellow architecture, with one or two fantastically-attired black persons in the foreground. " Look at that colouring now ! And it's all so jolly clear, you can pick out those minarets like filigree. I must really go to Egypt some of these days and pick up some good bits." While Mr. Stanton and Uncle Charles were thus discoursing, Ida and Nellie were straying about the same room, looking at pictures and talking together. Ida liked the pictures in which the frivolous motive prevailed, the young men rowing young women in elaborate aquatic costumes in boats, the same class of people picnicking on the green shores of some island, a dancer in a muslin skirt like a catherine-wheel, seated on a rush- 166 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. bottomed cliair leaning against a gray plasterj wallj the flashy military scenes, and any other picture in which the most modern of people of both sexes were engaged in modern amusements and occupations in modern dresses. The Salon to her was to be used and looked at as a kind of illustrated paper with comic tendencies, the leaves to be turned over and skipped if serious or instructive. Nellie naturally preferred the quiet country landscapes, the girls driving cattle along straight roads flanked with poplars, and the brown-sailed fishing-boats; but the other matters to which Ida called her attention, and the to her surprising impropriety, which forced itself momentarily on her notice in different directions, put her into an entirely new, partly pleasant, and partly ashamed state of mind. She felt the charm of the forbidden, the unknown, the fast, and the frivolous, and was glad her mother was not there to witness her education in art ; but she was a little ashamed of what Mr. Stanton would think of her, and would rather [she and Ida had been there alone, or only with entire strangers present. She felt also ashamed of being ashamed. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, 167 In due course Mr. Stanton joined her, and said: " There is a refreshing absence of dogs and babies here, as compared to the Academy, is there not. Miss Potter ? '' '^No; there are not many. But I rather like dogs." " So do I ; in moderation, and as associates ; but hardly as a main subject for pictures every year. I think we have the late Edwin Landseer's pretty wit to thank for that. He is responsible for the invention of the picture- dog; the creature with a human expression and profound philosophic insight, or angelic sympathy and benevolence such as dogs don't have.'' '' Don't you like Landseer ? " Landseer was known to Nellie through prints and chromo-lithographs, and his name ranked vaguely in her mind with Michael Angelo, and Milton, and Macaulay, and was in the established catalogue of beings called in her educational hand- books " great men.'' " I think he was a clever painter, and I believe he was an agreeable man ; but his pictures seem to me exaggerated sentimentalities with a tendency 168 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, to photographic posing. That, no doubt, is what made him so popular." Nellie was houleversee again. Every hour of her new life seemed to bring something to violently shock or completely contradict all her more or less rooted or grafted convictions and unquestioned traditions, and she found herself without a word to say in their defence. She began to get into an excitedly vacuous expectant state, with no particularly definite opinions about anything, ex- cept that it was a fine, hot day, that she was enjoying herself, and that Mr. Stanton provoked her curiosity. He continued to talk in a quiet, soothing way about everything the changing sug- gestions of the pictures and surroundings might bring to mind; and Nellie listened, feeling young and very ignorant, but interested and surprised. She thought it was very kind of Mr. Stanton, who was evidently well-informed and clever, to take the trouble to try to amuse her at all, and to find her a seat just when she felt tired of standing about, but did not like to say so. Ida did not tolerate this state of things long, but told her father that it "\ivas time for dejeuner d la AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 169 fourcliette, wliicli was exactly what good Uncle Charles was yearning for ; so she joined Nellie^ and told her that such was the next step con- templated, to the exclusion of Mr. Stanton, who thereat took his leave ; and the Potters all went away together to the restaurant, and sat down at a table in an out-of-the-way corner. " Tiring work, isn't it ? '' said Mr. Potter. " I think we have all had about enough of it/' and he spread his napkin on his lap and looked at the bill of fare with a far keener enthusiasm than he could at that moment have got up for any picture. Then when the meal had been ordered, and the girls were laughingly breaking up the immense length of bread laid across the table, Mr. Potter observed : '^ Clever young fellow, that Stanton, eh ! '' " Yes/' said Nellie. Ida said, with quiet precision : " He is a conceited beast. What business has he to force himself on to our party, and lecture father about pictures, and explain everything to us about everything ? We don't want him. If father had been weak enough to ask him to join us, there would be some excuse for him, but I call it 170 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. simple impertinence. We hardly know him at home, and we want to be jolly by ourselves, and if we have got debased and popular ideas of art, we mean to go on having them all the more, rather than be improved by Mr. Stanton. Don't we, father ? " " Well, I don't know but what you are right, Ida; but, after all, the fellow is well-connected, agreeable and well off, and hasn't done us any harm, don't you know. A fellow must be civil." " Then a fellow can begin by not gluing him- self on to a private family party, who want to enjoy themselves in their own way. Perhaps it's a foolish way, but that's our business, and not his.'' Nellie was sorry to listen to this argument, for she liked Mr. Stanton as far as she could judge — that is to say, she thought him " nice." Ida became more cheerful very soon under the influence of lunch and white wine. She had been hungry and tired, and that had perhaps aggravated her grievances. After lunch she was quite happy, and seemed to have forgotten all about Mr. Stanton. " How do you like Paris, as far as it goes, Nell ? " asked Ida, as she leaned back and fanned herself. AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGE3IENT. 17 L " I think it is great fun. I never tliouglit I should be able to eat lunch at twelve, though, and enjoy it. But one walks about more than one thinks, especially looking at pictures, and that gets up an appetite." With this they fell into a long discourse on the fashions, and the differences between the styles they saV in Paris and those they had seen in London. In tjie meantime Mr. Potter smoked a cigar, and drank black coffee. He was great on adapting himself to the customs of the country. He always called his lunch " breakfast " when in Paris, and took the lethal composition of Italian vinegar, rosin, and anilinfe dyes, necnon the deuce-knows-what, known as " Bordeaux ordinaire," with a simulated preference to the good pale Allsopp of his native land, saying, rather triumphantly : " I always take the rough wine of the country ; '^ on the same admirable principle he took coffee after " break- fast," and disordered his liver further with North German potato spirit, saying that a little good old cognac aided digestion. Having a very good constitution. Uncle Charles did not get the bilious 172 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. attack he deserved during the few days they were in Paris ; perhaps, too, because he took an immense deal of walking exercise, going about sight-seeing with the two girls. Their practice soon arranged itself into a system, which involved a good deal of walking, and was of this kind : in the morning an argument over breakfast with G-alignani, Baedeker, and a map, as to what they should " do '' that day ; later on a start, with sunshades, and fresh, clean faces, and neat dresses from the hotel, amid bowing porters and waiters; then a long walk in blazing sun- shine, over smelling asphalte, to the place to be " seen," say the Invalides, or Hotel de Cluny, or Notre Dame, with stoppings or turnkigs round every few minutes, to look at something in a shop ; about eleven or thereabouts, arrival at the object of the pilgrimage, and study of the same, explication by officials, followed by largesse from Uncle Charles ; close on twelve, search in the neighbour- hood fora tolerable restaurant, and lunch at a venture, usually at a fixed price, sometimes good and some- times indifferent, washed down by the "rough wine of the country ; " after lunch, desultory walk, end- AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 173 ing in a ride in an omnibus, probably to an entirely unknown terminus, more desultory walking, and shop-window halting ; fatigue and dust, culminat- ing in ices at the first decent-looking cafe for the girls, " bock '' for Uncle Charles, and a cab to the hotel ; this brought the party to about three o'clock, and they would then go to their rooms to '*^rest,^' which meant general siesta till about half-past four, then '^ wash and brush up," and cups of tea, chairs and novels, or newspapers, in the courtyard, sub- dued chatter between the two girls, with occasional suppressed fizzing laughter which betokened personal remarks about somebody — Ida was always invent- ing nicknames for the people at the table d^hote — and at six the event, the function of the day, dinner ; at dinner, more " rough wine of the country " with siphons ; after dinner, a stroll out of doors, most likely in Mr. Stanton's company, ending in ices for the girls, " bock " for Uncle Charles, and mysterious messes in glasses for Mr. Stanton, of which they could not quite make out the names. One evening they went to the play, to a play Mr. Stanton had recommended, for which the hotel porter procured them tickets. But the seats 174 AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. were narrow and hard, the temperature stifling, there was no orchestra, the '^ waits " were half an hour long, and no one of the three understood three consecutive words of the piece, so they renounced theatres. The circus was a much greater success. Then in one of their evening strolls they strolled into the Amhassadeurs in the Champs filysees, and were much entertained, though puzzled, and Uncle Charles wondered '^now why can't they have this sort of thing in London out of doors ? Plenty of room along the Victoria Embankment." Mr. Stanton, who was of the party, was inclined to sniff and sneer rather at cafes - concerts, and said that the Alhambra and Royal were twice as amusing, and three times as enterprising, though in deference to Mr. Potter he quite admitted it would be more wholesome to have the entertainments out of doors, and more pleasant, though the fogs would be awkward to tackle. At last the time came when the Potters decided that they had had enough of Paris, and took their last table d'hote one fine evening in the presence of the now famihar faces to which Ida had privately AN UNFORTUNATE AliBANGEMENT. 175 appended grotesque names_, and washed down their slices of underdone beef, legs of chicken and scraps of salad for the last time with siphons and the '^ rough wine of the country/' of this country at all events. Mr. Stanton knew they were going to leave and yet was not present at dinner, which iN^ellie was rather surprised and resentful at, thinking that though he might have other engage- ments or get better dinners elsewhere (though she thought it a good enough dinner for anybody), he might as well have been there that once at any rate — for Nellie was thinking that she would miss Mr. Stanton j Ida, who had begun a few days ago to " chaff " her cousin about Mr. Stanton, to Nellie's great confusion and abasement, was delighted, and hoped they never would see him again. ** Well, we are going to take a new step on our pilgrimage now,'' said Uncle Charles jovially, as he tucked in his soup (it is really the only word), with his napkin arranged like a pinafore. The latter feature was part of the general process of " adaption to the customs of the country," as he never did it when at home, and was mocked at by Ida the first time he did it in Paris. That young lady now said : 176 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, ''You^ll have to adapt yourself to a new lot of customs in a different country now, father, and I hope and believe you don't know anything about them.'' *'No, I don't know much about Germany, but I'll soon make myself at home. I quite grasp the spirit of the people, I think, already. Capital fellows, philosophers, don't you know, deep thinkers and all that." ^'That will just suit us, won't it, Nell? Well, all I hope is that Corney Grain won't catch sight of us somewhere, adapting ourselves to the spirit and practice of the deep thinkers." " Deep something else rhyming to thinkers, too ; 'gin a' tales be true," retorted Uncle Charles, laughing. Dear old man, he didn't mind being made fun of in the least ; and was as happy as a boy in the idea that strangers took him for a '^ foreigner " of some sort. Shortly after dinner, trunks, umbrellas, and wrappings were " descended," had the hotel label conspicuously pasted on them, and were hoisted on the roof of an omnibus. Uncle Charles gave a generous pourboire to the hotel porter, facetiously asked if he had any message for the Prussians, and AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 177 they were driven away under a bright, golden sky^ to the station at the top of the Boulevard de Sebastopol, where a great and prolonged delay and "botheration/' as Uncle Charles most justifiably put it, took place over the luggage, endless pro- cession of trucks going in queue to be weighed, labelled, and wrangled over, while sonorous nasal* voices shouted immense numbers of kilograms into pigeon-holes, and unhappy tourists stood fearing they would never get their tickets back,, or catch the train, and seeing a pickpocket ini every bystander. At last it was all over, and they were allowed on the platform, and got on board the " Orient Express." Here Nellie met with a pleasant surprise which her cousin had carefully concealed from her till this moment. She found that she and Ida were to have a little cabin with two beds in it to themselves, which struck her as the acme of cosiness and the perfection of comfort- able travelling; also that the car was permeable from end to end, and had a washing place, and a polite attendant in brown livery who spoke all languages, and that there was a restaurant car attached, with a nice smoking-room for Uncle Charles. VOL. I. N 178 AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. " What a perfectly delightful train/' said !N ellie. ''Are we to be here till to-morrow ? " '' Yes ; it is jolly, isn't it ? I thought you would be impressed — I am, too. I never went this way before. You see, they will make up the beds out of these seats and things, somehow, later on." " Oh, it's splendid." And the two girls roamed excitedly up and down the passage of the car, and got in everybody's way. Uncle Charles, who was to share a cabin with a large and hairy foreigner of oriental aspect, remarked : *' This train goes all the way to Bucharest, I believe, through Austria and Hungary. I rather think my neighbour is a Bulgarian atrocity, or a Bashi-Bazouk, or something of that sort. Hope he doesn't snore, anyway." Just five minutes before the train started, Nellie received another surprise. This was the arrival of Mr. Stanton with a large bouquet of flowers, who came to say good-bye. Nellie was much flattered, and even Ida relented a little, and was quite civil. Mr. Stanton expressed a hope that they might meet later on, having received already copious information AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, 179 as to the general plan of tlie Potters' tour. Then he shook hands all round and said good-bye, and took his hat off on the platform as the " Orient Express " slowly moved off, while a little crowd ot '^ seeing off " people flapped handkerchiefs and hands to their friends in the train. Ida thought the whole conduct of Mr. Stanton unintelligible. " Of course he is perfectly correct," she reflected, ^^and has said or done nothing extraordinary — but I don't like him. I must look after this dear little silly, it is very plain. I'll get her some other young men, that'll be the way," N -2 CHAPTER YIII. Mr. Potter and his daughter and his niece settled down in the little compartment, which was after- wards to become a bedroom for the two girls, and Uncle Charles took out his cigar "etui'' (a present from the girls, bought in the Rue de Rivoli at a vast expense) and the latest number of The Standard, and was soon absorbed in it, and the effort to keep a Parisian cigar alight. '^We cross the frontier, you know, some time,'' said Ida to Nellie. Adding, gravely : " You must mind and look out for the bump." ^^ Will it wake us up ? " asked Nellie, in perfect innocence, while Uncle Charles chuckled behind his Standard at the innocent jape ; and Nellie said : " Oh, you're laughing at me ! " after a pause, and a careful scrutiny of Ida's expression, "it AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 181 doesn^t really, I don't believe ; but how do they mark the place where one country leaves off and the other begins ? Of course in our case it is very easy." " Yes, you know when you feel sick that you are crossing the frontier between England and France, so that's easy. I don't know how they mark it exactly. I think there ought to be a well- defined, coloured stripe, like what you get on the map." " I tell you what, girls," said Uncle Charles, '^before bedtime we shall get to Epernay." " And what PunU, as the Germans would say, does that indicate ? " asked his daughter. " Well, when I mention that it is more or less the capital of the champagne district " " You have said enough. We can get some, can we, at the station — the genuine article, the, so to speak, unsophizzticated fizz ? " " Don't be an idiot. Yes ; at least, I suppose so. I will interview that fellow in brown livery ; he's sure to know all the little dodges, if any, and will get it for us for a consideration." And the train rolled along, and the girls chat- 182 AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. tered and laughed, and Uncle Charles smoked and read his paper, and the twilight arose, and pale lights began to gleam here and there across the country. "We shan't see much more of France now," remarked Mr. Potter, laying down his no longer legible paper, and glancing out of window. " By the way, when we get to Strasbourg, Ida, what hotel are we going to ? I rely upon you, you know, for all the Baedeker business.^' " Oh, you bet I've looked that up. Hotel Rothes Haus. I think you ought to sketch some- thing in Germany, father. You had better begin in Strasbourg. There are sure to be whole port- folios full of picturesque houses and things, to say nothing of the Cathedral.'' " Strasbourg was taken by the Prussians in the war, wasn't it ? " asked Nellie. "Yes," replied Uncle Charles, "and pretty severely handled, I believe. But I suppose it is pretty much rebuilt by tlii^ time." At Epernay, the brown conductor affably fell in with their views, and presently appeared with a bottle of champagne from some place near the AX UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 1S3 station, at a very moderate price; and tlie party- had to share round in a small travelling- turn bier of the nickel - plated, collapsible description, which made it more amusing, and in no way prevented them from finishing the bottle. Then the man came (the steward, Ida called him), and made the beds, and Uncle Charles de- parted to the den where the oriental traveller was already rolled up and snoring. Ere long Ida had clambered into the upper berth, while Nellie occupied the lower, and both talked excitedly until they sank into a sleep of ratlier a wobbly nature. By the time Nellie was dreaming a delightful confusion of nonsense, to which ber early and recent experiences and the motion of the train all vaguely contributed, and the dawn-light was whitening the bedewed window, she was awaked by a knock at the door, to which instinct made her reply : '' Come in ! ^^ • The knocker, however, did not come in, but went on knocking, and said in an imperative but polite masculine totie : 184 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " Aufstehen ! "* By this time Ida had come to a dim con- sciousness also, and said : '' Oh, go away ! '* Nellie said : *' Oh, Ida, what is it ? An accident, or what ? I can't understand what he says." Then the two girls got up, put on ulsters and slippers, opened the door, and beheld a tall young man, with very square shoulders, in a green uniform, with a flat cap and a sword, who gravely saluted the two dishevelled beauties, and ob- served : ^^ Bedaure sehr. Haben Sie was steuer-bares ? Gepack-revision. Deutsch-Avricourt ! " " Oh ! '' exclaimed Ida, smiling, " it's only the Custom House. I forget that. Nein ! " And she shook her head solemnly several times, and *' courted inquiry" of the open travelling-bags, in pantomime. The tall young man was not to be diverted by beauty from duty, and he did examine those bags with great minuteness. "Then we have crossed the frontier?" said Nellie. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 185 '' Yes. And you see it has woke you up after all." The tall youDg man made chalk marks, saluted with white gloves^ and withdrew. The two girls got into bed again. " Funny, wasn't it ? '^ said Ida. " I don't know that it is quite proper to let such superior young men come and examine our things in this domestic sort of way. He was rather good-looking, too, wasn^t he ? '^ ''Well, I thought so, but I was too startled to take much notice.'^ "Ah, I wasn't." '' How funnily things are happening, aren't they ? So we are in Germany now ! " The train began to roll out of Deutsch-Avricourt station. " Yes. And it is nearly broad daylight. Hardly worth while to go to bed again. Let's do our toilet and then have a look at the country." And they dressed and put on their ulsters, and went along the passage, and staggered over the joining bridge between the sleeping car and the saloon, and Nellie caught her first glimpse of the fir- covered hillsides of Alsace, mist-clad, still, and beautiful, with wide brown streams wandering 18t> ^A" UNFOBTUNATE ABBANGEMEXT. along the valleys, and little villages witti their blue smoke- streaks rising in the calm air, in which was yet the shivering chill of dawn. They sat in the little saloon which adjoined the restaurant, put up the collars of their ulsters, and looked out of the window. " Do I look as dishevelled as you do, I wonder ? *' said Ida. " Oh, I expect so. You can't do your hair when it shakes so. But that doesn't matter. There's no one to look at us.'' '^ No ; that's a mercy, for I do not show to advantage at dawn under any circumstances, much less after sleeping in a train. I wonder if we made a very comic impression on the young man in the green coat with long skirts. Did you notice how well his trousers were made ? " '*' They fitted very well. Have you got a button-hook ? " "No, not here. Why?" '' Oh, I was in such a state of bewilderment and hurry to see a new country, that I did not do up my boots ; I thought there would be plenty of time before any one was up." AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 187 tc Oh yes, of course. Here, take one of these hair-pins. They're extra strong.^ ^ " Thanks so much. I suppose no one is likely to come in here ? " " Oh no, not now. It's all right." '' Well, I'll complete the operation then. Tell me if there is anything particular to look at.^' And Nellie stooped and struggled with the hair-pin. " All right. Here^s a village, exactly like a toy village. Let us call it Dollhausen or Toyberg. I say, Nell." '' Yes ? " '^ How far did things really go with Mr. Stanton ? " Nellie looked about as foolish as a very charm- ing but rather shy girl can look, and said : " I don't know what you mean. They didn't go far at all. I wish people didnH jump at conclusions so easily. Why, he only talked to me once or twice. It's all nonsense.'^ " I am glad of it. You remove a weight from my mind.'' '^ Do I ? What weight ? " " Well, when I have so many attractive young 188 AN VNFOUTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. men, for all you know of, waiting an opportunity to appreciate you in different parts of the world, I don't want you to waste any serious sentiments on such a conceited beast as Mr. Harold Ellis Stanton.'* ^' Oh, how can you call him a beast ? He's very nice indeed.^' " I thought you didn't care about him at all, and it was all nonsense." "Well, so it is. At least, not the way you mean, and here's the hair-pin, thanks.'' " My dearest child, if you use many sentences as lucid as that at this hour of the morning and on an empty stomach, you'll get softening of the brain. You see you are young and inexperienced, and it's my business to take care of you, and not let you flirt with wrong 'uns, as Charlie says. You may go in for just as much romance as ever you like, and I'll back you up, and be useful in diverting attention and so on ; but do please let it be somebody better than that wretched creature." '^^ Oh, Ida! 1' never flirted in all my life — I don't even know how. I should think it wroncf." AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 189 ^'Bat you innocent creatures, who don^t even know when you are doing it, are just the ones. Ah, well, never mind, I'll find a tall lieutenant or two to give you the information on the proper use of der, die, das.'' ''But what is the matter with Mr. Stanton? You seem to dislike him very much/^ " Oh, he annoys me. He is so superior and selfish, and always seems to think one a fool, and doesn't take much trouble to disguise his opinion. Besides, he's got just enough to keep himself in luxury, and is not the least likely to want to divide it by two." " Perhaps you are a little prejudiced." "Perhaps I am. Never mind, let's think no more about it. I won't tease you any more if I can help it. I'm very hungry." '' So am I. When do we arrive ? Soon I hope. It's pretty about here, isn't it ? " "Yes, awfully." " When we get to Strasbourg I must write a long letter to mamma. I shall have a lot of new things to describe then. I wrote last when we were in Paris. Oh, there's a station and 190 AlSf UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, a man in a spiked helmet^ just like tlie pictures in the bound volumes of The Graphic we have about the war. I was only about two or three years old when the war was going on ; but I have a recollection of hearing people talking about it, and I have often gone through those (rrap/izcs, especially on rainy Saturday afternoons in the study, while papa was making up a sermon." " Oh, well, you'll see lots more spiked helmets. The German officers are very tine - looking, and beautifully dressed." " The French were smart, but they didn*t quite give me the idea of being gentlemen somehow. '^ '' It's very different here, as you will find. Oh, Nell, I'd give anything for some bread and butter, and a pint of that champagne we had last night. Wouldn't you?" " Can't we get something ? Let's look." '' Clever girl ! Come along." And they found a sleepy waiter in the restaurant, and when Uncle Charles came yawning in to say that Strasbourg was half an hour off, and you could see the spire, he found two girls in ulsters, with untidy hair, and merry faces, on which the morning shone, chattering AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGE MJS NT. 191 and laughing over rolls and butter* and a pint of cliampagne. " Well ! I am surprised/^ said he, '^ any left ? Barely a glass. Thanks. I say, Nellie, your father wouldn't believe me if I gave him a sketch of your get-up and occupation just now, would he ? Ida will make you as frivolous as herself soon/' And Uncle Charles laughed, and patted Nellie on the back. " Poor girl," he thought, ^^ what a holiday this must be to her ! Cold mutton and rice pudding_, table beer and visiting the poor. Oh, Lord ! " Afterwards he took occasion to say privily to Ida : " I'm jolly glad you had the sense to suggest taking that poor girl. She's a good, quiet, pretty creature, and. deserves a good lark. Deuced little fun at poor Arthur's place I expect." *^It's funny to see the way she keenly enjoys things of a frivolous and earthly kind, and is at the same time afraid it's awfully wrong and that some one is going to tell her she's naughty. You know Auntie Potter is dreadfully pious, although she's good and kind as far as she knows how. I think Nellie will surprise the domestic circle when she gets back to it." 192 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, A few hours later all three were wandering about Strasbourg, admiring street corners, and riverside houses, and, above all, that wonderful, slender, openwork red spire on which once a, white flag hung forth. And when Nellie wrote her letter, she gave an enthusiastic description of the clock striking. CHAPTER IX. Alan McEwan was sitting at tlie end of a wooden table under the trees in tlie garden of tlie Castle at Heidelberg, with a tall glass of Heidelberg beer before liim. It was a hot Sunday afternoon, and every one was there under the trees ; ladies with their knitting, and gossip, and coffee, children with their cakes, corps-students with their dogs, at their reserved tables whereon stood little wooden badges with their colours — Sachsen - horussen in white Stiirmer caps, Schwaheii in canary - yellow flat caps, Westphalen in green caps and so forth — young, stalwart, polite to excess to rivals, jovial and familiar in their own special circles. Two or three lieutenants iu square - shouldered, tight - waisted undress frocks discussed Deidesheimer and Affenthaler at a round VOL. I. o 194 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. table by the glass-fronted restaurant, the fountain sprinkled pleasantly, various people in twos and threes came and went in the neighbouring shaded pathways, and every one looked healthy and placidly happy, while the band, under the leader- ship of good Herr Direktor Eosenkranz, played Kilnstler - Lehen right well and merrily. And McEwan scribbled verses on the back of his music programme. He, too, looked healthier and happier than when we saw him in Harold Stanton's chambers, struggling scornfully against the ethical philosophy of that gentleman. He looked at the people who sat round him, pulled a little at a German cigar in a wooden holder, sipped at his Halbe, seemed to derive inspiration from the scene and the music, and wrote something of this sort, with an old soft deer-stalker hat on the back of his head, and his feet stretched out and crossed at leg's length under the table : There stands a city by the rushing Neckar Where youth and joy and love make speed the wild- winged hours, Five hundred years of well-won honours deck her, And fragrant memories of wine and bygone summer's flowers. , AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 195 There stands upon the green hillside above her, A warworn outpost watching ever toward the west And north, whose wounds still speak to hearts that love her Through all the summer splendour of the fertile Pfalz at rest. At last the long and weary watch is ended, And jealous hands no more shall come from over Rhine, And set revengeful torches to the splendid Red palace of the Pfalz-graf where Perkeo guards the wine. '^ There, I don't know^ but I should think I might work that on to a tune of some sort. Pity if there isn't one in the Kommershuch to suit every conceivable metre. I should like to make a song about that girl I saw in London on those stairs, but it is difficult to find any particular point to hang it on to. I don't know anything in the very least about her, and she may be a perfect fool — probably is. Might write a song to show the con- nection between absolute justice and evolution, on the non-intervention system. Or on beer, and call it the ' Not-Oarselves making for biliousness.* Ah well, it's a jolly day, I'll do nothing, and listen to the band, and then I'll bathe." And he put his hat down on the table, put his pencil in his pocket, turned the programme the other way up, and o 2 196 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. leaned back in his chair. Shortly there came and sat at the same table another person, a middle-aged gentleman with a clerical blackness and whiteness about his costume, a soft black hat and a long iron-gray beard. He had brilliant dark eyes and prominent arched eyebrows of shaggy iron-gray hair^ rather high cheekbones and a long aquiline nose. His face was thin and his body seemed bony and lank, and he was not unlike the pictures one sees of Don Quixote. He said to the waiter with a calm disregard of language : " Oh aye — would you bring me a glass of beer ? ^' The last words were sufficiently like the waiter's native tongue to get what was wanted, and when it came he said '^ Thank ye '' in the same matter of course tone, and studied his programme. In the course of time he produced a blackened wooden pipe with a large bowl and proceeded to load and smoke it, and tasted his beer and seemed content with his situation. When the time arrived for paying the waiter, a difficulty arose, for not being conversant with the German language as spoken in the Pfalz, only as written by the philosophers, he could not be got to understand AN UNFORTUNATE AERANGEMENT. 197 what the exact change out of a thaler would be for a Halbe of beer costing eighteen pfennigs or some- thing of that sort. So Alan McEwan interfered, and explained both to the guest and to the waiter, in their several tongues. The stranger said_, *^ Thank you. I'm much obliged. It seems a pleasant place this ! '^ '^ Oh very. I like it myself wonderfully. Is this your first v^isit to Heidelberg ? " " Yes. I arrived here from Mainz yesterday night. It's not often I have a chance of a holiday abroad, and I am enjoying myself just for a while, d'ye see ? '' ^' Oh yes. Do you know, I think we are countrymen." "Oh, indeed! Are you from Scotland?'' " Yes. I was born and brought up there. I live in London now, for my sins, and for the reason that brings so many Scotsmen to London, according to the English view. My name's McEvvan." "Dear me, now ! Do you know Edinburgh ?" " Do I not, sir ? I have supped on spuds in a Canongate cellar many a time. I was a student in Edinburgh ten or more sorrowful years ago." 198 AN UNFORTUNATE AliRANGEMENT. "Now, that^s odd that I should meet you here, Mr. McEwan. I'm a minister in Leith, and my name is Struthers. I'm just taking my holiday, as I was telling you. Now, you'd be studying philosophy here, maybe, or the like of that ? " " I am, after a fashion, but in an unofficial way. I was a student here, too, some time ago ; and I go and get cheered up by Kuno-Fischer now and then still ; but I am really idling, and, I fear, enjoying it. I got a sad bee in my bonnet once that I was a poet, and I have it still at times, in spite of some years of London ; and what I wanted to come back to Heidelberg for was to find the rest of mind and health of body that exists not in a place where every one is hurrying and struggling after gold and pleasure. After the ugly, monotonous, roaring streets, and the swarm of frowsy people in smoke-coloured raiment, and the Underground Railway, and the yell of the 'busman and newsboy, and the fog, and dirt, and din, and sin in that four-mile radius, you feel that this valley, and river, and town, and Schloss are very Paradise." " I can suppose that. London is a great AN UNFORTUNATE ABIiANGEMENT. 199 city ; but I fear, with all its progress, and enter- prise, and wealth, and fashion, it is ruled by a very old triumvirate which it is my business to fight against in my poor way, and that is the World, the Flesh, and the Devil." '' I am in that war, too, Mr. Struthers, if you will recognise an irregular of a totally different regiment. But I think I am on your side, if I judge you right.^^ ^^Fm very glad to hear it. We cannot be all alike, and it would be but a dreary and un- desirable world if we were. Maybe you'll be Free, or Episcopalian ? " " My dear sir, it is many years ago since I darkened the doors of any kirk whatever. I may have thoughts that you might think profane. I have led a life that has not been very wis© or very useful, and it has given me experience, and sorrow, and much food for thought. But I fancy we have common sympathies on certain topics, though cast in different formulas." Dr. Struthers gazed eagerly into the sad, sallow face of Alan McEwan, and said, tapping the table emphatically with one hand and grasping his beer- 200 AN UNFORTUNATE AREANGEMENT. mug with the other : " ' Seek first the KiDgdom of God and His righteousness/ Do you sympathise with that ? " ^' I want to. I have done much seeking of that sort; but it is the finding that is the hard matter/' *^ Maybe you trust too much in your own strength ? " ^' On the contrary ; I have endeavoured to utilise all the advice and all the works bearing on the subject^ and find I am driven to make out mostly for myself after all. I have been wandering lately in the wilds of philosophy as understood (occasionally at least), in this country. I have been trying to get a justification for the notion that the universe, and life, and thiugs at large are the concrete realisation of a Divine idea.'' " Is that not just a German philosopher's way of saying that God made the world ? " " It does sound rather like it at first. It seems to be the kind of thiug we are all hunting after, by one route or another. No doubt it would be an immense satisfaction to be able to AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 201 suppose that tlie world had some sort of responsi- bility at the back of it, were it only that our grumblings about the weather might not be so entirely thrown away on a wretched set of senseless anticyclones and circular depressions. But, to come back to the point, my philosopher's Divine idea, co-existing with and enlivening the world, is not quite the same as your External Power in this respect. You say things are, therefore they once were not ; therefore some one made them, or words to that effect, don't you ? " *' I do say that, by our experience, we expect an effect to have a cause ; and experience is a form of testimony you philosophers are fond of relying on. That is not all I say, but I do say that.'' " Ay, you would ? Now, don't you think that in using the word ^ effect ' as a name for things at large, you are pre-asserting the question ? Because effect means just something produced by a cause, and nothing else. Therefore your pro- position takes this form, on substituting the equivalent terms : ' By our experience, we expect that which is produced by a cause to be pro- 202 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. duced by a cause/ wLich is not quite what you meant, is it? Again, we have only experience of cause and effect as changes in the place or condition of matter ; not of the bringing of some- thing into existence for which there were no raw materials previously to hand. So the German philosopher is going to try and be of use to you in his way, if you will let him, by trying to find an idea he can justify." ''My lad, ye've got a head, I see, and ye've got a tongue. Let's hear now further, before I kittle up my own notions." Alan McEwan and Dr. Struthers were both in high spirits now, and drank their beer, and shifted and tightened their sword-belts, so to speak, previous to setting to a good, hard, long argument, with plenty of long words in it, such as each in his own way revelled in. And the band played the JJlanen-'Ritt. " Observe," said McEwan, ^' I am not desirous to be a destroyer, but rather a builder up. As I said, I am on your side in my own guerilla way. Now what are the points about existence which strike us most, as we look at the whole universe. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 203 from the double nebulae to stock-brokers ? I should say, symmetry, unity, and intelligibility in the first place, to wbicli I may add beauty. When I say unity, I mean identity of nature and substance amid diversity of form. The same law reigns in the orbital eccentricities of the planets as in the infant's multiplication table, or the falling autumn lea^f. There is no Home Kule anywhere in the physical universe. The same chemical elements are to be seen in fixed stars as in terrestrial wash-tubs. As for symmetry, you know that many of the exactitudes of nature are beyond the reach of the most delicate instrument we have — except one, the mathematical imagination. Good, then things at large are symmetrical, intelligible, and on the whole, beautiful. Now let us come to the more directly human part of the matter. It is the possession of a mind which is the distinguishing peculiarity of man, or sup- posed to be. That mind is the name we give to certain qualities we have, certain perceptions, which are quite correlative to the not-human world outside and its qualities. For example, nature is intelligible, man is intelligent. Nature 204 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. is symmetrical and exacts man is mathematical and curious after knowledge. Nature is beautiful and amazing. Man has senses and imagination. Think how awful life would be to us if the physical processes of gravitation and motion were inexact, unpunctual, and capricious, like, say, certain railway systems_, and how maddening it would be to a reasonable mind to contemplate an unreason- able world ! Such a reductio ad insanum will show in a moment the immense rightness of things as they are, and the awful wrongness of things as they might be supposed to be in a world where suns stuck suddenly still like skidded wheels, and mahogany tables prophesied of things to come in shaky English translated from raps ! '^ '^^ Well, admitting your qualification of man and the world he lives in, what is your deduction ? " " First of all that these omnipresent character- istics of actual matter, all desirable and beautiful in themselves, are conceivable to our reason, as the characteristics of mind as well — of our minds in a partial and variable degree, of a perfect mind in the same complete way as they are of the universe. To the objector who would say that AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 205 we do not know anything of mind at all except as existing in connection with matter, or in correlation with it^ I reply that that is just what I want, just what I am trying to get at, mind in correlation with matter. I want to show that mind is not a mere casual by-product of chemistry, any more than a mere ghost condescending to inhabit a natural envelope for a probationary period ; but a thing eternally necessary, as matter itself is, to the existence of a universe at all. Now you will be asking how all this is to bear on human notions of righteousness. We have at present only got as far as intelligibility and symmetry. Let us consider the justice of things now. What we have to do is to reconcile the righteousness of God with a scientifically conceived non-miraculous world." " That is a large undertaking. But before ye go on to that part of the subject, let me just put in a plain wurrd. Have ye not forgotten one thing, in your qualifications of the world external to man, its immense adaptability, or adaptation rather, to the requirements of man ? The light for his eyes, the bread for his stomach. 206 AN UNFORTUNATE AEEANGEMENT. tlie flax and wool for his garments, tlie coal to warm Lim and to drive his engines, the electricity to carry his messages, the horse for him to ride, which Professor Owen admits seems absolutely constructed for no other purpose ? '^ "Ah yes. I might have thought of that. But now we are at it, let me tell you a little parable. Once upon a time there lived a com- munity of beetles in a nice large kitchen, and they agreed that it was very benevolent and far- seeing of the master and builder of the house to have the fire banked up with ashes at night to keep them warm (for, said they, there is no other pur- pose "Conceivable for keeping it burning at night except for our benefit), also to have pots of jam on accessible shelves for them to eat, and basins of brown sugar for the same purpose; so they came to the conclusion that it was their duty to increase, and multiply, and replenish the kitchen, and subdue it, and they did ; and then the master of the house became aware of it, and set beetle- traps, which upset their theories for a time, until they decided that they were a moral discipline, and a trial of their faith, and existed in reality AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 207 for their welfare in the highest and truest sense, as well as for the greater glory of the master. And they applied the same theory to beetle-poison. Now there are certain conditions in nature, the non-conformity to which leads to misfortune, or what is generally called evil, and the question naturally arises, where is the justice in suffering, and how can its presence be defended at all ? " " I'd be glad to hear your answer to that. My own experience is that people mostly deserve it richly, and that it does Ihem good." "Very likely. But there is an inexactitude about that * mostly.' Justice can't afford to be unjust occasionally, by way of a relaxation. If suffering is to be a moral retribution of conduct, it must in the first place be so invariably and in due proportion to the acts a person does of his own accord, and in the second place it must be still a consequence of those natural processes of cause and effect which we are not, I understand, supposing any irregular and occasional interference with. That involves the assumption that physical occurrences and human conduct must have been all pre-arranged to suit one another, in a moral ratio." 208 AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. "Well, and why would they not ? " " Perhaps they were. But in that case the human actions must have been pre-ordained just as much as the earthquakes, snake-bites, railway accidents, and murders ; and it is hardly our notion of justice to punish a person for what you have already made it inevitable (by hypothesis) that he should do. And if our notion of justice is not consistent with universal justice, it is no use our trying to form any idea of the latter at all, for we have no standard to go by. Just think for a moment, in detail, what is involved. A train goes off the line, and the passengers are injured. It is subsequently found that an axle broke, owing to a flaw in the metal. That metal was in the ore underground once, and had not the flaw in it then. It came by the carelessness of a work- man, or by accident. But that flaw was never- theless to travel to and fro in the axle of that waggon until the right set of people got in, and then give way, and that in perfect consistence with the mathematical laws of strains, and pressures, and friction, and the lave. But leaving all that on one side, it is a matter of common experience that AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 209 people's good and bad fortunes bear scarce any pro- portion whatever to their moral deserts ; that the rain falls impartially, as did the tower of Siloam, and moral excellence itself is a thing which there is no general consensus about. The same thing or person is called right by some and wrong by others ; and half our virtues are simply canonised customs, originally dictated by necessity, in the great competitive exam. Nature is perpetually holding/^ '^ But this justice of yours : as you reject it in so much, where do you propose to get it in at all? " '^ Well, I find it difiicult to put my thought in words ; but I imagine it to consist in the impar- tial carrying out of those laws which we both agree in admiring, while injustice would consist in the occasional interference with them in or against any given private, local, or temporary interest. If this be not so, as Euclid says, it must be other- wise. Let it be otherwise — that is to say ^' "Man, man, hold on a minute. Let us think. Do you realise what is logically implied in that proposition ? Do you not see that it attacks the groundwork of all religions and all revelations ? '' VOL. I. P 210 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " The main point is, is it a reasonable theory ? The only religions it interferes with are those which require their adherents to think occasional interference with the natural course of things essen- tial. And that, observe_, is no compliment to the natural order of things. See what a poor thing you would make of the law of nature, if it has to be suspended or contradicted every now and then, in order that justice may be carried out ! '* "I fear there is little in this calculated to comfort sorrowful men or to turn sinners from their courses." '' I think we might find even that provided for. Be a man ever such a believer, be he even the founder himself of a religion, sorrow will not fail to find him ; and as for sin — well, I would be glad to talk with you further on these matters, but I have talked over-much already, and it is getting near time for 'Abendbrod.' Are you staying here long, Mr. Struthers ? " *' Well, I'm not very sure. I'm waiting for a niece of mine who is coming with some relatives from Paris, by w\ay of Strassburg. As you live in London, Mr. McEwan, you may have heard of one Potter — Charles Potter — a Royal Academician ? '* AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 211 " Oh, ay ; I have been at his house. Lives out Kensington way, near Earl's Court ? " " Just there. Now he is also the uncle of this young leddy, and he has a daughter, as you know, no doubt, and they are all three doing a grand tour, and I am expecting to meet them here, though when they come will depend upon the time they stay at Strassburg, which, I believe, is a very grand town for seein'." Alan's thoughts reverted suddenly to a London restaurant, with glowing electric lamps and glittering marble stairs, and he wondered if this should be the very girl. And the idea made his heart warm towards the kindly minister who had borne so patiently a defence of religion which so very much resembled other people's attacks on it. And he said : '' Mr. Struthers, it may be that I have spoken on certain matters with a freedom which was unintentionally offensive, and I regret it ; but I am so much accustomed lately to people who discuss or treat sublimest ideas with the same frosty but not un- kindly impartiality with which others treat the higher aldehydes or the * Differeuzirung ' of epi- thelium cells, that it seemed natural to treat the matter in an unemotional way. But I would be p 2 212 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. ill content that you should suppose that I have no feeling in the question except a yearning for arid fact-hunting, and I fear I am rather verbose." " My dear sir, you are an honest man, who mean what you say, I doubt not ; and you have gifts of knowledge and perception, which, I pre- sume, are meant to be made use of. If, as you say, you are really seeking the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, I make no doubt that you will find it." '' Though at present the sojourn in the Wilder- ness of Sin precedes the entry to the premised land ? " '^ Just that. I will take an opportunity of talking to you again about all this, but I must think things over a bit. You have given me food for thought, especially in your justification of evil." " On the non-intervention principle ? " "Ay. In the meantime, as you say, it is getting time to take some supper." " Would you like a bit of a walk first ? For, if so, I can take you to a pleasant place, though humble, where I generally sup, and you will have AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 213 a very pretty outlook on the river. That is, if I may thrust my company on you to that extent." "Fll be dehghted. It's refreshing to hear a good Scots tongue among these unknown ones." And they set forth from among the little crowd seated in the Garten-wirtlischaftj past the old gateway to the castle, where the water trickled gently through the ivy-leaves far below as you looked over the bridge, under the tall trees with botanical labels on them, and out at the old pink stone gateway, where a green - capped guide lounged apparently in very easy circumstances, and not over-anxious to give his services to any one ; while Herr Eosenkranz's band was still faintly audible through the trees behind, and the evening sun shone on the town roofs in front and below, and on the dim, wide, distant plain, where an occasional piece of the winding Neckar glinted among the level fields and clustering dark red villages, and a thin white streak of smoke moved slowly along from the direction of the barely- visible mountains on the western horizon, betokening a train bringing Nellie and Ida and their uncle to '* Alt Heidelberg, die feine." 214 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. As Alan McEvvan and Dr. Strutliers stood for a moment looking at all this, the latter said, glancing at the great wall which supports the western garden (where the Elizabethsthor is) : " It's a grand castle, yon ! " *' And a beautiful town and valley. Don't you think it is as beautiful as Auld Reekie ? That's the only place I can compare it to." Alan led the way down the steep steps known as the Kurzer Buckel, and he and Dr. Struthers went through the town and crossed the old bridge, where they paused and stood, as many have |tood, to watch the evening sunshine colouring the Neckar where the valley widened and became a plain, and to look at the dear, cosy, old brown-roofed town still quivering with heat, while the breeze began to be felt from the river valley eastward behind them, and the river rushed through the arches below them. The red stone parapet was worn with the many arms that have leaned to look over it, and found solace in lingering to bathe their senses in the beauty of Heidelberg, in the stately grandeur of the sunlit daytime, in the tender and mysterious afterglow when the lights are springing up, and AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 215 music is vague in tlie air, and the vineyards are growing gray and purple on the slope o£ the Heiligenberg, while the pines of the opposite hills are sharply black against the pale glow of a moon- light yet to be, in the clear white glitter of frozen February, or in the deep July night in the solitude of blazing planets. Poets have stood on that quaint old high-backed bridge; and, above all, Heidelberg's own poet who loved her and sang of her so well, and of her gallant and gentle scholar who sold his corpus juris and bought a trumpet, and disturbed the peace of the " Pfalzgrafin schonste den Frauen," and then wandered away with the trumpet to his lips, and love in his heart, and bewitched the knight's daughter, the poet who died before he could hear his last swan-song sung by five thousand old and young sons of the Muses assembled to do honour to the fifth secular birth- day of the old university where they had spent their most joyous days, generation pledging generation in the great Festhalle. Lovers have stayed there, and the beautiful valley has become a sweet and sacred dream to each of them in later, busier, baser days, when they have parted 216 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. for ever in the drift and division of life ; and if, perchance, one of them comes back some day for old times' sake, as come back he surely will, who has once felt the witchery of love in the Neckarthal, he goes again to stand on that old stone bridge, and his struggling ambitions and busy pursuits of to-day vanish and go very far off, and an in- describable sweet sorrow takes their place, and his heart is that of a young lover again, and the old worshipful chivalrous admiration displaces the faithless frivolity or sneering mistrust and con- tempt with which he has become encrusted in the wilderness of worldliness where men deceive women, and women ensnare men, and both sell their souls and bodies for money. "It's a good place, isn't it?'' said Alan, as they walked on. '^ It is very beautiful." And neither of them spoke very much as they walked along the river- side, under the high sloping walls over which creepers from gardens above trailed down. They passed occasionally a group of white- headed little boys who reminded them both of Scotland, and a carriage taking people for au AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 217 eveniDg drive to Ziegelhausen, drawn by a pair or lazy, fat horses, and jovial, brown-faced Heidel- berg Kutscher cracking a loud whip and saying " b-r-r-r ! ^' with great majesty. The walk ended at the ** Schiff " in Neuenheim, where they took their seats at a table in a green arbour over- hanging the. riverside, and commanding a view across. The lamps were already alight in the garden, and a few people, " just burgher bodies,^^ as Dr. Struthers observed, were scattered about. A table near them was surrounded by some dozen students, amid whose lively chatter the frequent "Pros't!'' '^Nach!" and ^'Auf Spezielle ! " might be heard. *' Now good Herr Hess, the landlord here, is an old friend of mine, and I can depend on him to do his best, after his fashion, to give us a good supper. Moreover, I can assure you that the best beer in the place is to be found here. There is none better in the Neckarthal. Are you pretty hungry ? '' "Indeed I am." p " Good. I will go and forage." And Alan went into the tavern, and soon came out, followed 218 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. by a damsel bearing two huge glass jugs, cask- sliaped_, of an amber-coloured ale which glittered and sparkled in the light, and several very thick white plates, and thicker lumps of black bread. Alan sat down and poured his quantum of beer down a capacious and thirsty throat. '' Ha ! That does good. Here's t' ye ! " " Here's t' ye ! " said the Quixote-faced minister, and took a more modest draught. "It^s very good of you, Mr. McEwan, to take the compassion you have on a stranger in a strange land, and I feel bound to say so.^' "Not at all. I am but too delighted to hear the bonnie Scots tongue, more especially when it talks of such high matters as yours has, though I fear the talking was mostly on my side. Besides, given two Scotchmen iu a strange land, gravita- tion's just a joke to the force that will bring them together. Shouther to shouther all the world over!" And Alan's sombre eyes gleamed and grew large, and his melancholy, " Puritan soldier's" face grew triumphant as he said it. In the course of time they finished a large dish of ham and poached eggs, and followed it with cold AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 219 beef and salad. Then tlie glass casks were re- plenished, and Alan said : '' I beg your pardon, Mr. Strutbers, for for- getting before, but will you say grace ? " Dr. Strutbers was touched at this, and looked kindly and sadly at the younger man, stood up, and said : " Lord, bless our meat to our use, and us to Thy service.'^ Then they lit their tobacco, and looked at the western sky, now crimson-streaked, with pale green between. At this moment Nellie and Ida were gazing at the same sky from their bedroom in the " Hotel de PEurope," after scattering bags, and wraps, and sponges, and brushes about the room, and changing their dusty dresses, and Nellie was saying : '^ I think this looks as if it would be the best place we've come to yet." " It is very pretty. I say, look down instead of up. Look at that officer going along under those trees. I've seen him pass twice ; don't you think he's awfully good-looking ? " "He's very tall, certainly. I can't see his face. I like these uniforms much better than the French." 220 AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. " Oh, there's no comparison. Look what splendid men these are ! And such fine, sunburnt skins, too. Oh ! he's coming back again. I believe he has noticed us/' At this Nellie promptly drew her head in. Ida did not. At this moment Harold Stanton was giving a Grenadine and the benefit of his conversation to a young woman in the fore-court of the Folies Bergeres because she resembled Nellie somewhat in feature. CHAPTER X. Alan McEwan lodged in an upper room at the *' Gasthaus und Altdeutsclie Weinstube zur Weisse Rose/* whicli is at a corner of the kind of square where the great Church of the Holy Ghost is^ with its market stalls round it like the Krames (which were a parasitic growth between the buttresses of St. Giles's in the days of the Luckenbooths), where also the stately front of the red-stone Ritter, with its gilt inscriptions, stands in solitary and monumental dignity ; from whose round-arched windows men of war have watched the burning town, wine-cup in hand, Splent on spaul and spur on heel, two hundred years ago. Alan chose the " Weisse Rose ^^ for an abode at Heidelberg, for old acquaintance' sake, from 222 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. economy, and because it was in the heart of the town, and near the above-named monuments, as well as the old bridge^ the bathing-place — and the Bremeneck. What the Bremeneck was, and its use, may appear further. In the morning, when the mist was slowly clearing, in the sunshine, from the castle; and the fruit, vegetable, flower, and dairy produce markets were nearly over; and the more industrious of the students had got to the Academische Yiertel of the second lecture of the day ; and the soldiers had been for some time away at their rifle-range, for the morning practice, and were busy popping at a flat, wooden man ; in common time, about eight o'clock, the amiable and smiling Anna brought Alan his coffee and roll, and placed them on a rush-bottomed chair by the bed-side, saying, '' Merge, Herr Doctor ! " as she spilt coffee freely from the cup into the saucer, and laughed merrily at her own clumsiness. McEwan's name being entirely beyond her pronunciation, she had decided that he was to be called Herr Doctor, as he seemed to associate to some extent with the students, to know their habits, and yet to AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 223 be older tlian they; so she thought Herr Doctor would be pretty safe. " Morgen, Anna. Wie spat ist^s ? '^ '^ Acht schon geschloage, Herr Doctor/' in the dear old Pfalzisch sing-song, which reminded Alan of the western accent of his native land. '^Gibt'sBriefe?" '^Doach! Ich bring sie gleich heruf, Herr Doctor." And Anna departed, and Alan sat up in bed and took his coffee and looked out at the open window, which faced his bed and showed him the dark red church walls, and the blue sky, and the hills of the Neckar valley far away in the morning- land over the housetops. Then he reached out a long, lean arm and hand to the table and took a cigar — not the heroic, priceless Manitoba of romance, but the mild and inexpensive variety obtaining in the Grand Duchy of Baden at, say, five shillings per cent. — to smoke while he looked at the not very interesting-looking letters Anna brought him, that damsel standing and smiling in a purposeless way, while he read them, unable to go away from sheer tactlessness. Anna was not exactly pretty, being of that robust, healthy type common among 224 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. Annas, Lenas, Bertas, and Rosas, which is nearly always a little too thick in the places which should be thin, and round where it ought to be straight ; but she thought herself very beautiful, and had no doubt the Herr Doctor thought so too. She was just like all the other Annas, just as the room was just like all the other German rooms in inns, with a brief wooden bedstead with high ends, sofa like a kind of bath, oval table weak in the leg, on which stood a china matchstaud, conical and ribbed, with brimstone matches, and a thiu, white candle bowing with fervent heat, tall and ornate tiled stove, polished wooden floor, and a spittoon with white sand and match-ends in it. " Soil ich Ihna Vas hole, Herr Doctor ? A Viertel Bier ? " ^^ Ich danke. And do go away, my dear," he added in English undertone. At last Anna went, and Alan turned his back to the light and went to sleep, and dreamed of the Scotch minister, and what was called in the dream the Elliptic Organisation of Fictions, which seemed a grand scientific discovery at the time, but was disappointingly idiotic when criticised from a wakeful standpoint, an hour or so later. AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 225 ^' Such, waste of time and energy, too," reflected Alan, ''when I might just as well have dreamt about that girl. No, not you," he added, as Anna came in again with a Krug of water she flattered by the epithet of hot. When she had gone, lie got up, dressed, and walked out to the bathing-place, and had a good, long, satisfactory immersion in the Neckar, on which the sun was now shining with much potency. It had been about ninety degrees Falir. in the shade at .midday for some time past, and clear blue sky and hot day succeeded clear blue sky and hot day, and witli suchi regularity that it was a mockery to talk about the weather — indeed, no one did. After bathing, Alan set off slowly, with a fresh cigar, to walk along the riverside, in the direction of the old bridge, with the further intention of turning across the market and up the Apothekergasse to the Bremeneck to liave a glass or two of beer, and meet, perhaps, a friend sitting under the friendly shade of its spreading chestnut-tree. Under the shade of the tall row of trees by the old stables which once belonged to the castle, and are now turned to a Custom House, and a riding school, and other not altogether bjise uses, ALin met Dr. VOL. I. Q 226 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT, Struthers walking witli a sunburnt, stalwart gentle- man, with a beard, a pipe, and a white umbrella with a blue lining, whom he recognised as Mr. Potter^ adapted for a tropical climate, and seeming to be in a cheerful frame of mind. Alan shook hands. " Hullo, McEwan, what are you doing here ? Spinning verses ? Capital place this, 'pen my word, grand ! I've made up my mind to spend some time here, and do sketches. ,It's jolly hot though. Is this the regular weather, or is it one sample out of many ? '' " This is climate, Mr. Potter, not weather." " Dr. Struthers here tells me you and he have made acquaintance already." " Yes," said Alan. "Mr. McEwan was of some service to me while struggling with an unknown tongue,'' said Dr. Struthers. '' Ah, of course ! I say, McEwan, you must show us about here like a good fellow. I hear you are quite at home in Germany, and know the language. I'm adapting myself as hard as I can, but I've got to get all the French polish off AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 227 first. The girls insisted on having a rest this morning, so they stayed at home. We'll all go out in the afternoon and see things. Come and lunch with us, McEwan ? Struthers is coming, too. We're staying at the * Europe.' " '' Very good place, I believe. They have capital Riidesheimer. I shall be happy to come," said Alan, '' and to be of any service to you I can." "^ That's right. Now look here, my young friend, you can begin now by taking us somewhere where a good glass of beer is to be had. Eh, Struthers ? I think this climate demands it. I like this German beer ; and if they generally have summers like this I'm not surprised at the awful statistics of gallons per head published annually." ''Would you like to go where the students largely go to take their morning draught, noon- meat, or nammet, under a chestnut-tree ? Several German celebrities have sat and taken their Halbe there before now." "With the greatest pleasure in life. The beer is sure to be good there I should think. I like these youngsters swaggering about in coloured Q 2 228 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. caps. It makes me feel young again and reminds me of good old Paris days. That's about thirty years ago now, my boy, I'm sorry to say." There was no doubt that Mr. Potter had a good deal of the boy still unforgotten in his temperament. It was evident from the eaofer deliofht and interest he displayed in novelties of all kinds, in manners and customs and scenery, from his jovial temper and active body, from his persistent hunger and thirst, and from the apparent invulnerability of his digestion to strange foreign meats and beverages. Paris bad tested that severely. They climbed perspiring the steep Apothehe- gasse, and passed in at the door of the Bremeneck, wliich was a huge old tavern of an L sliape, witb large rooms inside, and a large shady garden at the back, in tbe angle of the L, with glass verandahs along the walls. About the garden were scattered wooden tables, some plain and expressionless, some evidently old and covered with an intercrossing confusion of carved names of all sizes and letterings. Some again were extra long, fresh painted, and bore one large painted monogram. These were being garnished by stout liveried serviug-men with AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 229 cruet-stands_, match-liolders, and leather dice-boxes. On the great trunk of the chestnut-tree were fitted thin metal shields, bearing heraldic colours and monograms, such as were painted on the tables or worked in silver on the flat caps of the serving- men. Alan led his friends to one of the smaller tables next to one with multitudinous names cut on it, and they sat down, and were promptly waited on by a grinning Anna, a trifle smarter than the average bedmaking, slop-spilling Anna of private life, but of the same breed, who brought them quarter litres of beer, and a placid elderly female dwarf with a basket full of roses and a costume full of pins. Alan bought and distributed roses to the Royal Academician and the minister, who thanked him, but looked surprised and bashful, and the former said : " Now explain, McEwan, all about this place. Capital beer, by Jove ! '' he added, wiping the foam from his beard ; " these tables and shields and liveried menials, for example, have an air of aristocratic privacy." " Oh yes. They belong to the corps-students. 230 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. You will see them soon coming for their Fruh- scJioppen ; but it is a little early yet. The Corps, Burschenschaft, or Landsmannschaft, is practically a club, founded originally on a political, religious, or national basis, and requiring certain corresponding qualifications on the part of the members, as well as certain social rank and suchlike. Their principal modern occupation is to hold together and to organise amusement. A man never forgets his Verhindung, but comes back to it when he can in after years, when he is a prosaic lawyer or doctor with much to do and little to earn, and perhaps a good, affectionate, ugly Hausfrau to scold him when lie stays out too late playing Skat with the Refer- endar and the Bezirksarzt; and on some anniversary of the Verhindung, some fine May morning when this tree above is full of fresh flowers, he comes back here to meet all the old companions of the happy summer days and merry winter nights in old Heidelberg ; yet not all of them indeed, one is dead of consumption in the New World, another buried in a Swiss crevasse, and a third in a mad-house — but nearly all, no doubt, with whom he drank Bruder- schaft at the Bremeneck years ago, when he had AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 231 learnt no sorrow and but little responsibility, when they sang : Alt Heidelberg, du feine, Du Stadt an Ehren reich ! as they floated down the river from Neckargemiind in the May moonlight. And then the old room is wreathed in evergreens, fiddlers hired, and a great Function is held, a grave young fellow of twenty presiding in a great oak chair over men twice his age and young contemporaries mixed together; and, ah — well, you can understand. You remember some- thing of that sort too^ only the fable is related with a changed name. Here's t' ye. Dr. Struthers ! " And Alan drank. ^^ You speak feelingly," said Mr. Potter. " I suppose you've been through a lot of that sort of thing ? '' " Oh yes. I think I could find my name carved on one of those old tables even to-day .'' Here the corps-students began to arrive, the Guestfalia being in great force in green flat caps, while the Vandals formed a lordly Remnant of five stalwart, solemn-faced, truculently-gashed young men and four large leaden-gray hounds, one of which was a fidgety loose-skinned puppy with 232 AN UNFORTUNATE AEUANGEMENT. floppy legs and a swishing tail apparently made of india-rubber. Pretty to see the one corps " cap " the other. *^ Since the Jubilaiim of '86/^ said Alan, "the five corps have decided to recognise each other, and the official hostility is now only called into existence occasionally and for special purposes/' " I suppose these are the fellows Mark Twain wrote about ? '^ ''Yes. And I wish he had held his tongue. By the way, are you fond of bathing, Mr. Potter ? '' " Yes, rather ! Is there a place here ? I have not had a decent swim' for ages. I tried in Paris ; but the water is rather too much Otto of Sewercide, don't you know, and too crowded. You might as well bathe in a monkey-house." ''Well, there's a very nice place here, in a quiet way. Fll show you whenever you like. Did you enjoy Paris ? " " I have no doubt the girls did. I'm not sure that Paris is exactly the place for a father of a family of full habit aud increasing years, especially when the sun makes the asphalte boil and stink, and the general whiteness of things AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 233 puts your eyes out. I wonder how anybody in Paris can paint at all in that beastly dazzle. I'm getting quite Teutonic now, these last few days. It's a much healthier life over here, I think, and pleasanter really; and between you and me and the minister, there's not so many shops over here to tempt the girls into buying expensive trash." '^1 see," said Alan, rather absently. The aim- less, good-tempered gabble of the artist wearied him. A man not to be disliked, for he was uncursed by any absolute badness, and not to be despised, for he had abilities and virtues, and not to be endured, for he was triviality made concrete. Yet he was the father — no, the uncle^ Alan reflected, which is not so bad as the father, not demanding so much respect — of a girl to be admired and desired, in a wholly worshipful and chivalrous manner. Good Uncle Charles, quite happy with his beer and his rose, and his sunshine strained through chestnut leaves, quite unconscious of triviality, inclined to blandly patronise an apparently talented but wretchedly poor young litterateur^ and an outlandish connection by marriage with 234 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. no exalted social standing, at last regretfully said that it was time to find tlie way back to the hotel, as the table d'hote was at one, and added that he had no idea of the way home. Alan called the attendant Anna, interpreted to his companions the money values, advised as to the further gratuity, and led them away. Uncle Charles exclaiming : ''By Jove, IVe had a quart of excellent beer for a matter of twopence-halfpenny ! I can't get over the cheapness of things here. Why, in Paris we paid a franc and a half for a sixpenny ice." Alan led them away by the TJntere Faulen Peh, past the barrack and up the steps by the church, the red tracery and steeple of which Mr. Potter greatly admired, on to the Anlage. When they reached the Wrede-Platz, they met the two young ladies in cool, pale, summer skirts strolling along beneath the trees. It is needless to say that Uncle Charles said : *' Hullo ! Is that you ? " Ida greeted McEwan with apparent warmth, and said: ''This is my cousin, Nellie Potter, Mr. McEwan.*' AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 235 Nellie bowed indifferently and with complete self-possession. They turned homeward. ^' I think I have seen you before for an instant," said Alan. " Oh, yes, I remember now you speak of it. We had been to the Lyceum to see FaiistJ' ^'Mr. McEwan is a great friend of Mr. Stan- ton's," observed Ida, with malicious nonchalance. Nellie became less self-possessed. "Do you know Stanton?" asked Alan of Nellie. "We met him in Paris.'' " Ah, you would. He went from London the same evening as I did, though by a different route. How do you like him ? " " Oh, I thought he was very nice." And so they entered the hotel. It is a strange thing, but Alan McEwan, a man of keen mind and exalted, emotional nature, was constrained to look on Nellie Potter as the angel of his destiny, the •star of his dark sea, the Veilchen of his particular ■Wiese. Her ignorant wonder and innocent curiosity in unfamiliar circumstances, he felt himself in a transformed and poetic form. His eager intellect 236 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. and leaping imagination perceived and adopted her very ordinary little germs of opinion, clad them with an aureole of completeness and ori- ginality, and credited her "with the result. Feel- ing immense human kindness for innocent, gracious creatures, and being lonely, poor soul, with his tenderness of heart frozen into defensive silence among short-sighted egotists, and his natural gaiety soured into railing by babbling bores and super- ficial detractors, in the Wilderness of Sin, as he called London, his feelings had been accumulating, as it were, behind a dam. There was deepening, and there was swirling, and the vision of the un- known girl swirled too, amid much wreckage, and dead rose-petals, and mud, and ashes. And the Scotch minister, with the keen, honest eyes, and the ascetic, Quixote face, opened one side of the sluice-gate, and Nellie opened the other. And yet she possessed no particular qualities of mind or suggestive potentialities. She liked to wear pretty clothes, and eat and drink plea- sant things, and went about classifying fellow- creatures as " very nice,'' "very kind," and " rather funny " — Allan among the luckless latter. She AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 237 had hardly read a book worth mentioning except the Bible, and did not thoroughly appreciate that, but looked at it as a set of rather dijQficult but highly proper " rules " of moral arithmetic. Her perception of the humorous — in Alan a sixth sense — was dubious, certainly not so keen as her per- ception of, and shock at, the unusual or uncon- ventional. Her tolerance and charity extended to the particular and special, but excluded the general. Conduct is excusable for Smith which is unpardonable in Jones — when Smith is "very nice,^' but Jones is only *' rather funny." And yet Alan concentrated all ideals in her, and found her the sublime lyric made flesh. It was a very pretty piece of flesh, however, and that may have unconsciously biassed the poor, lonely Scotch poet with the Puritan soldier's face, the keen mind and tender heart, a splendid shrine of broken gods, a roofless temple of a ruined faith, open both to storm and starshine. Wherefore, amid the removing of plates by nimble waiters, the loud, parrot-house conversa- tion of Teutonic females, the soup - gobbling of Teutonic males, napkin-breasted, the exhibition of 238 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. stony glumness of an English family, of papa, mamma, one long - necked, knobby - headed, prim daughter, and two silent, high-collared sons, sup- posed to be "learning the language," Alan looked at Nellie, as at a viblet among potatoes, and said : " What did you think of Faust ? " . ^' Oh, 1 liked it very much. It was the first time I had ever been to a theatre." "Then I can imagine your sensations. You are most fortunate.^' " Why ? " " Never to have been to a theatre. Most of our generation are fastidious in playhouses before they are in their teens. And are you in Heidelberg for the first time ? ^' "Yes. I have never been abroad before." '' Ah ! We must try and give you the kind of first impression you ought to have." "We want to go up to the castle after lunch. I have not seen it yet." " Mr. McEwan is going to show us the best way," said Ida. They sat in the following order at table : Uncle Charles on the left, then Dr. Struthers, then Nellie, AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 239 tlien Alan, tlien Ida ; next to ter an empty place with the chair tilted forward to betoken that it was helegt. Just as the jSsh was being served, a metallic jingle and clank came in with a very tall lieutenant in a pale turquoise-coloured frock-coat, and very tight pantaloons of the same, very square shoul- ders, and a handsome South German face, with a sun-reddened skin, a tawny, upturned moustache, and agreeably smiling blue eyes, who greeted Alan with cheerful politeness, and bowed courteously to the company at large, and took off his sword. Alan introduced him to the Potters at once as Lieu- tenant Freiherr Ruprecht zu Weida. The lieu- tenant bowed again repeatedly, bringing his heels together with a jingle, and took the vacant seat, in which he rapidly disposed of the soup, ordered a bottle of sparkling Rhine wine, and started a laborious English conversation with Ida Potter. The two girls were both slightly agitated with a nervous desire to giggle, which reached a climax when the lieutenant observed to Ida ; '* I haf yet a time hat to see you, Fraiilein, yes ? '^ Ida replied, with becoming gravity : " I think we saw you out on the Anlage this morning.^' 240 AN UNFORTUNATE ABRANGEMENT. " Oh yes ! I wish a long time an opportunity to spik English. I will spik wit my frient te Mister always English, but it goes not/' And so forth. '' What is he ? " asked Nellie, in an undertone of Alan. " He is a Badenser, born, of a very good family, and is quartered at Carlsruhe. He was a fellow- student of mine long ago — very good fellow.'' After lunch a general agreement was arrived at to go to the castle. It became quite evident that the lieutenant had no intention of walking up a steep hill after a copious lunch and a whole bottle of Sekt, for he had already gone forth with a flat cap on, and a big cigar in a long meerschaum holder in his teeth, to command two carriages. Moreover, Uncle Charles had had what he thought exercise enough for a hot day, the girls were always ready to drive, and Alan and Dr. Struthers were in- different. So two sunburnt, smiling-eyed, obse- quious drivers brought two roomy, white-cushioned carriages to the door ; and Ida took prompt command of the party, and got her papa and Dr. Struthers into the first carriage with great skill, while she and Nellie, followed by Alan (in a vague AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 241 state of inchoate fooFs paradise) and the lieutenant, bowing and saluting muchly with white gloves, filled the second. And so, with much whip-crack- ing and " B-r-r-r ! '^ they drove along the Anlage, with great distinction, the lieutenant occasionally greeting an acquaintance blandly with the white- gloved hand, while Ida murmured to Nellie: " I think Heidelberg is going to be amusing, do you know/' And they climbed across the railway and slowly up the winding, dusty carriage road, the girls exclaiming as the unsurpassable landscape became more and more revealed, and they crossed the quaint, steep village street of the Schlossberg, finally rolling into the level green shade, over the bridge and under the square red gate- tower, and halting in the great courtyard of the castle. Here the bowing Kutschers were discharged, and they all walked out on to the Altan, that terrace with the splendid facade behind it, the Neckar valley before it, and the joyous town of Heidelberg below it. The shadow of the building slanted over part of the terrace, and included one of the square shelter- houses set diamond-wise at the corners, which VOL. I. R 242 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. stand forth from the terrace as it were on brackets. " There is no place like this in the world," said Alan_, ^'and if you have never stood here on a summer dav and looked out over the Neckarthal, no words could make you feel the almost aching joy and resistless beauty of it." " It is splendid," said Nellie, with her elbows on the worn parapet, her earnest eyes glancing from the dark-green firs and white-stemmed birches of the hill-sides across the rushing brown river, to the little precipice below her, all rich in green ivy, then, wandering westward, looked at the brown and yellow-specked house-tops of Heidelberg, with the long, narrow, serpentine Hauptstrasse streaking its way through the confusion of homely-tiled gables, the dark bulbous slate steeple of the Stifts- kirche, the pinkish, thick, dome - topped tower of the Jesuiten, and the dark-red Gothic lace-work steeple of the Peterskirche. Then she looked away beyond the town, beyond the arched and quaint old bridge, beyond the slender, precise, and level new bridge, beyond the green Gaisberg and Heiligeuberg across a wide plain, whose yellow and AN UNFORTUNATE AltRANGEMENT. 243 green fields, and purple patches of wood and red- roofed hamlets clustered round some bulbous spire, were all veiled in a shimmer of summer haze, and softened in a golden dust of light which blended the colours and took the sharp edges off everything, and even made the railway-station beautiful, until she came to something in the far west which was sometimes mountains and sometimes mere atmo- spheric shapes saturated with sunlight. Nellie was susceptible to natural beauty, and fell under the spell with which Heidelberg enthralls the beholder, and binds him with a golden thread which draws him back asfain however far he wander in the outer and darker world. " It's a great place, isn't it ? '' said Alan. ^' I always look on it as a sweet oasis from the nine- teenth swaggering, swarming century. You get away up here, and you can*t hear any more of the intolerable gabble and cackle and ape-gibber of the March of Progress, which generally goes along to the quick step of the Dance of Death. You look behind here, where we stand at this minute, and see the dear old place, outliving the shock and battery of many wars, and defying time ; and, R 2 244 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. althoucfh over-ridden bv tourists with Baedeker and cotton umbrellas and field-glasses, and chipped, and chalked, and pencilled by the shameless fools who are always with us, and whom I do not suffer gladly, it defies vulgarisation." " It is certainly the most beautiful thing I have ever seen/' " So say I, Miss Potter. It is not that I wish to depreciate other beautiful sights. Venice is beautiful no doubt. The Nile and the Alps — the Yosemite Valley, Niagara, and many other things, would all have some special effect on one, I have no doubt ; but the combination of natural beautv of situation with the dignity of human art, the sanctity of suffering, and the honour of secular endurance is not easily to be matched — except by Edinburgh." ^^ You are Scotch, of course, Mr. McEwan ? " " Well, rather. Fm a great admirer of Heidel- berg, too, and perhaps I gush a little too much over it. You are going through it all, I suppose, while you are about it ? I mean the Fass, the museum, the blown-up tower, and all that. Shall 1 get some tickets ? It is just handy." " I will ask Ida." And they walked to where AN UNFORTUNATE ABEANGEMENT. 245 Ida and Lieutenant za Weida were standing, just in the window of the aforesaid shelter-house at the corner. Uncle Charles and Dr. Struthers were sitting on the bench in the same. Ida was putting the lieutenant in a nervous perspiration by sitting on the sill of the look-out, and leaning over to look at the view in such wise that a sneeze would probably have sent her headfirst down a moderately deep precipice. He was protesting in obscure Angloid idioms, which of course only made her more obstinately venturous. Uncle Charles wiped his head, and exclaimed at the prospect. Dr. Struthers was silent and thoughtful. They all went through the prescribed round of sights in the Schloss, which took a long time, and made them hot and thirsty, while the rapid pro- fessional " patter " of the guide-woman made their heads ache. She ran off years and centuries, and gallons, and litres, and electors, and feet, and metres in hundreds and thousands, till their brains danced in delirious dividends and quotients, and she selected Uncle Charles (with the certainty born of long tourist experience) as the member of the party on whom the venerable fox- tail joke was to 246 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. be played down in the cellar, xlnd I regret to further aver that Uncle Charles thought it very funny, and laughed consumedly. The upshot was a visit to the Garten-Wirth- schaft, where rest, shade, ices, music, and beer solaced them. Mr. Potter and the two girls found great diversion in teaching the lieutenant English, while McEwan gently drifted via history to ethics and theology with Dr. Struthers, looking furtively now and then at Nellie's face. Nellie was very healthy and happy, and a little sunburnt, and looked, perhaps, better than she ever had in her life before. She was beginning to acquire ex- pression and animation, and to lose that negative submissiveness which characterised her on her first introduction to the, so to speak, extraparochial world. In the course of the afternoon they walked down the precipitous road through the Schlossberg, where Alan pointed out to Nellie the antiquity of the houses, and more especially the house of the executioner. Nellie was duly interested, but found Alan's conversation rather difficult at times to understand, owing to a way he had of saying quite AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 217 serious things and quite extravagant and facetious tilings in exactly the same matter-of-fact tone, and with no indication that he was not conveying his meaning in literal accordance with his words, except, perhaps, a momentary twinkle of his dark eyes, which would be gone before she was quite sure of its presence. The consequence, the in- evitable consequence, of this was that while he imagined he was doing his best to entertain her, she gradually acquired the notion that he was '^ making fun '' of her, and was proportionately ill-pleased. Lieutenant zu Weida was getting on capitally with Ida, in the meantime, and had arranged in his own mind that all his meals should, as much as possible, take place at the " Hotel de TBurope,'* during his stay in Heidelberg. He had already arranged that the party should go after dinner to the Stadt-Grarten, which was nearly opposite to their hotel, to hear the band of the local regiment; and visions floated before Ida of the appearance of many worshippers at her altar, all with square shoulders, confined waists, and long legs with tight pantaloons. 248 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. Uncle Charles had made up his mind to go sketching the next day, and was going to look out the necessary apparatus when he got home. Dr. Struthers and Alan McEwan bade the party fare- well when they arrived on level ground, and started off together to find a place to combine Ahend-brod with "freedom, faith, foreknowledge absolute '^ in, later on. And there is no doubt that they found it, and talked without ceasing till about midnight, leaving each other ultimately with increased respect, but unaltered convictions. And when Dr. Struthers had gone home to rest, Alan walked alone on the old bridge and thought things over. He looked up the river and down. West- ward, the lights gleamed from the town, in irregular lines, while the village of Neuenheim was attached to the town of Heidelberg by a perfectly straight row of glittering points, of which the reflections wavered and fluctuated in the water below. Eastward, lights rose in a sloping series up the hillside, marking out the position of the Schloss; berg, down which he had walked with Nellie in the blazing sunlight six hours ago. The darkness almost hid the hills, but the AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 249 stars overhead were very bright, with a brilliance that was almost wintry. It was not quite so hot DOW, for the night breeze was coming down the Neckar. The aroma of fir-woods and fern- brakes from Neckarsteinach and Neckargemiind, the odour of roses from Ziegelhausen and the village rose-gardens of all the Neckarthal, the faint, sweet smell of distant farmyards, and the indefinite, intoxicating, fragrant freshness of wind blowing over grass and flowers and over running water, came with the breeze, and filled Alan^s already highly-excited mind with all that poetry which is the soul of such a summer night, which mastered him utterly, making his life seem a joyous thing, and earth a pleasant and beautiful place, full of lovable creatures, sanctifying and softening sorrow, and giving him strange, wordless messages from the infinite Divinity, whose angels are fragrant winds, whose servants the blazing constellations are. ^ '^ Yes. Die Sommernacht hat mich umgethan ! And I stand here on the old bridge and watch the stars, and listen to the river running away like time, and I say that honour, and joy, and 250 ^.Y UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. beauty have not left the world yet, that righteous- ness exalteth a nation, and that making fortunes does not. I say that doing ever so little is better than talking ever so much, that it is a happier thing to be kind to our brother than to poison and cheat him, that wisdom is better than rubies, and that I regret my lack of either. And oh 1 a little love is worth more than all the wisdom and all the money in the whole world. Hier stehe ich. Ich han7i nicht anders. Gott hiilfe mir ! '' Soon after Alan wandered off to the Bremeneck, where he found a room full of uproarious students, sending songs out by the open casements into the joyous July night, and he was received with acclamation, accepted a long pipe and a spherical seidel of beer, stayed to sing and drink till high dawn, and went home to the '^ Weisse Rose," chorusing with some dozen Academic youths : Audi mir stehst du geschrichen Ins Herz gleich cine Brant! Es Iclingt wie jnnges Lichen Dein^ Name mir so traiit ! 9 till the constable made them stop. CHAPTER XI. And tlie sun daily rose and blazed, the thermometer on the Anlage stood steady at eighty-nine degrees at ^ midday ; music played in Schloss-Garten and Stadt- Garten, and roses were bought and worn everywhere by everybody, till the air breathed roses, and pink, and white, and sulphur-yellow petals were carried away, on the brown Neckar to mingle with the Rhine at Mannheim, and perhaps even to travel further ; past mighty old episcopal Mainz, where the brown-red dome proudly over-peers the house- tops, and the soldiers tramp backwards and for- wards on the long bridges ; past the gray right angle of Coblenz, where the towers of the thousand- year-old gray palace flank the Mosel, and gray- green and blue streams flow together, where yet more soldiers tramp backwards and forwards over 252 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. the bridge of boats, to and from the minatory yellow shelves and ledges of steep Ehrenbreitstein ; past all the vine-clad mountains and out over the immense plain, where stands the holy and ancient city of the twin spires and the multitudinous time- worn churches, even to the white-walled, green- shuttered, scarlet-tiled toy-towns of Holland, where grave little girls in copper caps and boys with grown up clothes will call them " Roosenblader.'' Alan McEwan was letting himself drift pleasantly and helplessly through the summer days and nights, ^ very like the rose petals, and the resistless river which bore him was one of the four which water FooFs Paradise, find their way into the rosy sea of the Anadyomene, and finally cast themselves together torrentful over the fall of Wanhope and Derision. The first is called Opportunity, the second Vanity, the third Hope, and the fourth is called Love for part of its course, and Experience afterwards. During this process a curious thing came to pass. Mr. Charles Potter was considering his re- sponsibilities as uncle and temporary guardian of his niece, and it occurred to him that she seemed AN UNFORTUNATE AUEANGEMENT. 253 to be associated in the daily* walks and pleasurings a little too exclusively with McEwan. It always somehow happened that they met Lieutenant zu Weida, if, indeed, he did not start with them, and Uncle Charles would find himself in the company of Dr. Struthers, while the tall, light-blue form of the lieutenant paced before him with Ida under the trees of the Anlage or the Schloss gardens, while Alan McEwan (who usually " occurred '* along with the lieutenant) dallied behind with Nellie. Nellie had grown accustomed to Alan's peculiarities of conversation, understood a fair percentage of his meaning, as a rule, now, and rather liked him, after a fashion. At any rate she enjoyed his company, and would have been disappointed and resentful if he had not walked and talked with her and generally devoted him- self to her entertainment. If he had had sufficient cunning to neglect her occasionally and deal in a little sentimental and humorous small change with Ida, it is probable that Nellie would have become quite strongly attached to him. As it was, she grew to look upon his attendance as a kind of tributary right. 254 AK UNFORTUNATE AUEANGEMENT. Mr. Potter spoke on the matter to his daughter, saying: ''You know I like the fellow, very good kind of fellow, clever and all that, perhaps a trifle too fond of a spree — but there, what's that ? Still, a man in my responsible position must be a little particular — eh ? I don't know what course to adopt exactly." "Is his moral character all you find fault with ? " " Well, isn't that the great thing after all ? Still, you know, I don't believe the fellow has two hundred a year to bless himself with. I don't want to spoil sport, but duty is duty. Don't you think you could pump the girl a bit ? And then " " Then report to you ? Well, I can tell you all there is to tell without pumping. Nellie has a perfectly transparent expression. You always can read her feelings in her face. She is not dan- gerously infatuated with Mr.. McEwan, I don't think, but she likes him." '' Well, just warn her — straight tip, as Charlie says — that he's fa little — er — unsteady, you know, and — er " A2T UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. 255 Here Nellie came in witli an excited expression. The aboi{p conversation took place in the glass smoking-room of the " Hotel de I'Europe," before evening table d'hote, and Nellie had apparently just come in from out of doors. Her pale olive face and neck had got warmed by the summer of the Neckarthal to the delicate rosy tawny, and there was animation and decision in her manner, and as she stood steeped in sunlight, with a great bunch of roses in one hand, in her white dress and a large black straw hat, laughing and swing- ing a white lace sunshade, one would rather say a beauty from the febrile tropics, from some " land of sand and ruin and gold," than the only child of a country recto^ in the south of England, who visited the poor, and watered the garden, and decorated the font. Wbat now appeared was the real and formid- able Nellie, long latent, undeveloped, and unex- pected, drawn at last into complete life and blossom, like the red and yellow roses, by the sunshine, and beauty, and freedom of her new life. " Well, miss," said her uncle, " where have you been ? " 256 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " Oh, just along the Anlage, I went to get a glass of milk. Ida^ that Swiss old woman at the milk stall makes lovely lace; but we didn't manage to understand each other very well ; however, Mr. McEwan explained to her, and Vve got some, and here's a piece for you, Ida, and that's not all " Nellie stopped to breathe. Ida said : "Thanks, awfully. You are a sweet person to think of me ; but may I ask, was Mr. McEwan taking milk too ? Because it is not much in his usual line, I think." " Well, he was, any way. At least, I met him on the Anlage, and told him I was going to have some milk, and he said it had been at one time his frequent, favourite, and only beverage ; that he would like to renew his recollections — you know how he talks, Ida." " Well, I should say you were a better authority by this time. Continue." '^ He said he was puzzled, and amazed, and alarmed. And I said, what for ? And so he said a burden had come upon him which he had not expected, and which he imagined would be difficult to survive. He said that with such a gloomy and AN UNFORTUNATE AUTvANGEMENT. 257 tragic face that I fancied he was serious, and asked him if he had lost a relation. He said he had^ an uncle ; but he could bear that_, never having seen him, and having gathered the lowest opinion of him from hearsay. This uncle was something in the mercantile line, and was not much worse than relations generally are, and has left him a treacle- well and a white elephant '^ " Take a rest. I presume you are quoting Mr. McEwan?" " Yes. I understand the treacle-well to be some mine or other, and the white elephant, tram- ways, or gas-smelting works, or something of that sort. I don't think he has a clear idea himself; but the long and short of it is, that he has come in for about four thousand a year." " By Jove ! " said Uncle Charles, " I am glad to hear it ! He is a young fellow I have always liked. I was only saying to Ida just now what a capital fellow he was, such good spirits and all. Ask him to dinner, Nellie, next time you see him, and we'll go to the expense of champagne round, and drink his health." Ida looked at her father and smiled ironically. VOL. I. s 258 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. '^He said he was going to begin at once to get into tbe swing of it, and bought a cigar for ten instead of five pfennigs from the woman at the Trinkhalle, and he is going to give his student friends a cask of beer to-night." '^Did he give you all those roses ? " asked Ida. " He did. You shall have some if you like — only Mr. zu Weida is sure to bring you some." '^Well, you are getting on. You'd better go up and take your hat off, and put on some roses, because dinner will be ready directly." Nellie waltzed off over the polished floor of the dining- room, to the admiration of the grave young waiters who were setting out the long tables. So we arrive at these points : that Nellie has awakened to complete life, self-realisation the philosopher will say ; has found out that the earth- spirit has a voice for her the poet will say ; that music, and mirth, and fierce summer sunshine, such as she has not hitherto felt, are truly the en- vironment nature intended her to exist in ; that it is a joyful and a pleasant thing to be nineteen and as lovely as a new-blown rose, and rare sport to play with a man's heart. AN UNFORTUNATE AEBANGEMENT. 259 (C You quite cut me out/^ observed Ida, " I told you you would. The Rectory won't know you." Furthermore we observe that Alan McEwan has become, to his own and every one else^s surprise, a comparatively rich man. Meeting Dr. Struthers at their customary supper at eight o'clock in the riverside garden of the '^ Schiff," Alan said : ''^No doubt you have been told that I have come into a fortune." " I have heard it. God help ye to use it, for His glory and your own good." " Wei], I am going to begin. I want you to take back to Auld Reekie a hundred pounds from me, and use in the best way jou. can for those that want it most, the bairns that have not enough porridge, the old men and women that are past work, the lasses that go wrong for the lack of it, and all the stricken and ' sair hodden doun,' that in your opinion may be benefited by it. And you will keep this con- fidential please." The next day, in consequence of a plan some time made by Alan and the lieutenant, and agreed s 2 260 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. to by the Potters, an expedition was made to Neokarsteinacli, in a very warm compartment of a very deliberate train which wound its leisurely way up the curving valley of the Neckar^ by way of Schlierbach and Neckargemiind. "Even the railways have a touch of Arcadia left in them about here/' observed Alan to Xellie, as they alighted at Neckarsteinach, where the vine and clematis and rose climbed over the ends of the little station, built of course of the eternal pale red stone. "Yes. It was simply beautiful all the way here. What do we do now ? " replied, she, as the little group emerged on to the road. " Mr. Potter will be anxious to take some sketches, and there will be copious opportunities ; but I may hint that there will be a great deal of walking, and. that mainly uphill. I may add that I have just noticed by the station clock that it is hard, on one " " What is hard on who ? '' asked Nellie. " If I did ever descend to the desfradintr practice of playing on words, or punning, I would at least be grammatical. I was about to say, AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 261 when interrupted by a factious opposition^ that it is nearly one o'clock, and will quite be before we get to the ^Harp/^^ Uncle Charles brightened and said : ^ " Ah, yes, the *" Harp.' Let us have some lunch, eh ? I like the sound of the ' Harp.' Can you get a good feed there^ McEwan ? '^ "I took the liberty to foreordain a trifling foolish banquet by post yesterday, Mr. Potter. I wanted you all to taste Neckar trout, and to find things ready when we came. There is a nice garden at the ' Harp/ right down to the riverside, where we will, I trust, find our table spread, and the wine freezing in the shade in a zinc pail of ice.^' Mr. Potter smote McEwan on the back with stunning force, and said : '^My dear fellow, thank you, in the name of this company. It was most thoughtful. You are one of nature's noblemen. I say, is it far ? '^ '^Not very, but we had better start." And they walked along the white road with corn-fields on either side, where daisies, red poppies, white convolvuli, and blue corn-flowers grew, towards 262 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. the village of Neckansteinacli, admiring the grim brown towers on the dark green heights above. Alan and Nellie walked in front to show the way, while Mr. Potter, carrying sketching apparatus in one hand and the cotton umbrella in the other, formed with Dr. Struthers the main body, the lieutenant (in a marvellous suit of mufti supposed to be an exact imitation of the English mode, with tight blue trousers, a pleasing drab jacket w^ith very square shoulders, and a rather tall straw hat with a broad white ribbon and narrow brim) and Ida were the rear guard. The way was perfectly straight, an inch deep in white dust, with very sparse trees alongside, and the atmosphere quivered with heat as one looked forward at the lonsr white streak of road. The sky above was cloudlessly blue, and there was no wind, and the little party of pilgrims sighed for the shade, except indeed Nellie, who seemed really to enjoy the heat and spread her petals to it, so to speak.. "1 am afraid they will find me awfully changed when I get home again," said she to Alan, who walked hands in pockets, hat on nape, at her side. "In what way? Some kinds of change are AI^ UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 263 so mucli more desirable than others. For example, I knew a man once who turned blue through taking nitrate of silver and found it very ad- vantageous_, harmonising much better with his furniture/' '^ Ohj don't be silly ! I mean that I have got cheeky, and worldly, and all that sort of thing/' " Oh ? " '^ I have really. And I'm afraid it won't be easy to get rid of " "It will wear off with the sunburn." " It is about as unbecoming." "Yes. Just about/' replied Alan, glancing at the neck, coloured like ripening corn, with little escaping black spirals of hair hanging about. Nellie smiled. " There, I can't help it. It's the weather re- sponsible for it all, I dare say. When you have never been allowed any^ excitement all your life, and then suddenly get nothing else for about a fortnight, it must have some kind of effect, I should think." " No doubt. I wouldn't fash about it if I were you." 264 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " Oh, I don't. I'm too busy enjoying myself. It is very pretty about here, indeed. What is that old towery place among the trees, high up ? '* " Remains of a keep, known as tlie Swallow's Nest. You will be expected to go up that hill after lunch, I should think." " Oh, I want to ! I love exploring, and I'm quite used to going uphill." *^ Ah, yes. You are not a Londoner, I re- member, who wants a cab to take her half a mile, or would require ropes and ice-axes to get up Primrose Hill. Here we approach the village, picturesque, but a little smelly." " What a curious woman ! What's the matter with her ? " " Oh, she's all right. She's only a Dilsberger. Dilsberg is a walled village on the top of a hill across the river. You will see it directly — go up it if you like, but it's pretty steep work in this sun. It is inhabited by beings like that little person. They are not exactly idiots, but have less mind than even averacfe human beincs. and can only manage to tackle very simple forms of work. They make blocks of peat here, for AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 265 example, for fuel. They are about as clever witli their feet as with their hands, and sometimes give one the idea that their natural attitude would be on all fours. They live rather like pigs ; but they are a blameless folk, and, I understand, sound churchmen/^ Nellie's eyes got grave and pitiful. " How dreadful ! I never imagined there were such people in the world. It must be difficult almost to know whether they have souls at all, I should think." '* It would require a very quaint Abschlag of Paradise to accommodate them certainly. You may meet one or two more, I dare say, while you are about here, and they don't look nice : but don't be afraid of tbem, they mean no harm. If they burble a little gibberish at you, it means they would like a pfennig or two." *' I am not afraid, I am so sorry for them.^^ Then they walked on a little further without saying anything, examining th.e queer old houses and cottages of Neckarsteinach, and being freely stared at and admired by hale, old, leather-skinned peasants and white - headed, barefooted, little 266 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. boys and girls^ to say nothing of cocks and liens and cows. • At length Nellie said : '' I wonder how it feels to be rich ? Don't you feel awfully happy, know- ing that you can do almost whatever you like ? " '^I feel unspeakably uplifted^ of course. Still, I can imagine things in the world I should like which all the gold in the treasures of the Nibe- lungen could not buy. But men's desires generally outstrip their possessions, else, I suppose, competi- tion and progress would cease, which would be a pity/' ''^What is this wonderful thing you want, that money cannot buy?" "I said things. Wisdom, for example. A more useful career to look back on, and a happier one to look forward to." "Well, you can't change the past, so it's no use bothering about it; but I suppose there is nothing to prevent your enjoying the future now. What more do you want ? " *' That's a secret. Here's the ' Harp.' Let us touch upon it." " Won't you tell me ? Tell me afterwards, when AK UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 267 we all go exploring." This in an undertone, as the others came up. Alan looked at her, and smiled that sombre eye- smile of hisj and said : " Perhaps. Peradventure. In fact, aiblins.^' Ida arrived hot, but happy, and laughing as usual at Freiherr zu Weida, who was carrying on the most complex kind of ^' chaff '^ in fragments of three languages, and smoking a pale brown cigar in the long meerschaum holder which seldom left his mouth. Then they all lunched with great appetite, satisfaction, and merriment, down in the riverside garden, opposite to the strang'e village of Dilsberg on the hilltop. Outside, below the garden wall, , a ferry plied slowly backwards and forwards, and little boys and girls played about the piles of cub wood on shore. iTp the hill, in the fragrant shade of the fir- trees, Alan and Nellie diverged from their party gradually, and wandered, pausing to look out at the beautiful landscape and wide reaches of river when the foliage and the direction gave an 268 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. opportunity. At last they sat down on one of the frequent rustic benches, with the trees of the hill-top, and a tall, square, ruined tower close behind them. Nellie fanned herself with a paper Japanese fan she always carried hanging to her belt in these hot days, and leaned back to rest after the long climb. Alan stretched out his long legs before him, with the feet crossed, and pulled his hat (the same old, soft deer - stalker) downwards and forwards to shade his eyes. " Good, isn't it ? ^' he murmured, indicating the prospect. *' Perfectly lovely. I shall be hardly able to leave this part of the world at all. It's like fairy- land.'^ " Going soon ? " " I think we are going to Munich at the end of the week. I am almost sure that is the idea." " Couldn^t you suggest stopping longer ? I could easily find lots of things for them to do. Tell the E.A. what inexhaustible supplies of picture-stuff there are about here, whereas at Munich he will only be able to look at other fellows' pictures." AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 269 tc I can't say mucli^ because, you see, tHey are taking me, and if it wasn't for them I sliouldn't be here at all.'^ ^^ True. Let us thaok them for that limited privilege." Short silence. '^ How funny you should have seen me at that restaurant in London_, the first (and only) night I was there ! " " Extraordinary coincidence. I'm afraid they don't happen often.'' " What is so curious is that you should remem- ber it. Why, you had never seen me before, and it must have been only about a second." "That was enough, it seems." Short silence. Then Alan added : " Well, it's a pity you've got to leave Alt' Heidelberg so soon, isn't it ? However, you will have been here long enough to find out what a good place it is. There is none like her, none.' Nor shall be till our summers shall have ceased." "Are you obliged to stop at Heidelberg?" suggested Nellie, in a rather low voice, and looking diagonally away from him at the view. 270 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. iC] 'M ? No. No, I could haul up or drag my anchor, I suppose." "Well, why can't you drag it — to Munich ? " " I think, you know — to keep up this interest- ing nautical simile — one ought to wait to receive signals from the party commanding the — er — pro- posed convoy. No other difficulty presents itself to me. Cable can be slipped at a moment's notice." '' I am sure Uncle Charles would be glad if you came, because you're so useful, knowing the language, and the places, and the prices, and people, and wine, and beer, and all that. I don't mean that he doesn't like you for any other reason of course — I think he will ask you to join us.'' " Do you ? " " Yes, I'm almost sure." '' Ha. Let us hope so. So 5^0^ li^e Heidel- berg ? '' *' Yes, I do indeed. It is still a wonderful thing to me to be abroad at all, you know ; but in a beautiful part like this, it seems like a fairy tale." '*I think it is, and my sudden accession of wealth adds to the illusion. Perhaps it will all turn into dry leaves — or old counterfoils, which are, I take it, the modern commercial equivalent." AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 271 '^ And tliey lived happy ever after. That's how- it ought to end. At least, it generally does, doesn't it?^^ " In fairy tales, yes." Alan looked at the girl in her white dress, with red roses on her breast, as she sat lazily back in the corner of the rustic bench, swinging one foot with a gentle, circular motion, and gazing a great way off at the river, valley, and castle-crowned hills, and he said : ''^I wonder if they take boarders at Dilsberg — that community of harmless idiots, you know, up there over the way." " Why ? '' " Because I feel a conviction that I am slowly be- coming fit to pass my 'prelim.' for entrance there." " What ? I don't know what you mean.'' "No ? Oh, never mind. One must be a little silly now and then, I suppose, or life would be intolerable." " What have you done that is so particularly silly ? " '' Oh, a variety of things. But one, in par- ticular, I don't know that it would be specially interesting for you to hear." 272 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " Well, I want to hear." '' Give me the fan, then. I must have some- thing to fidget with, to hide my embarrassment while making degrading admissions." Nellie held out the fan, and Alan took it, their fingers coming into momentary contact, which was just appreciably protracted — no more, Nellie continuing to look intently at the scenery. Alan said nothing for a few moments, and Nellie said : " Well ? '' '^ How old are you, Nellie ? I beg your par- don; it was inadvertent — comes from hearing you constantly so addressed by your relations.''^ ''I don't mind your calling me Nellie, if you like. But I think I wouldn't do it — always, do you see ? Not before " " Not before crowded audiences ? I quite catch on.^^ " I am twenty next birthday." '^ Lucky person ! I was two-and-thirty last." "Yes, but that is hardly what you were going to tell me, is it ? " "Mere preliminary skirmishing, to put off the AN UNFORTUNATE ABBANGEMENT. 273 crisis. Well, in spite of tlie maturity whicii I have just admitted, I have become the victim of a strong affection for a young person of the opposite sex/^ " Oh ? But why is that foolish ? " '^ Because I don't think there is any strong probability of her taking a corresponding interest in me." " She doesn^t know it, then ? '' "Not from any telling of mine.^^ "Why don't you tell her?'' " Staving off the catastrophe. Want to play about in Fool's Paradise a little longer, per- chance." " What is she like ? Is she nice ? " " Well, I naturally think her beautiful and good in the highest degree, but may not be wholly impartial." "Do I know her?" " You probably think you do." " Is it— it isn't Ida, is it ? " " No, it isn't Ida." Then Nellie looked at Alan for a moment or two, and said : VOL. I. T 274 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. " How do you know slie doesn't like you ? " " I don't know. I spoke of probabilities. Do you think it likely ? '^ Nellie smiled a little, and went on gently swinging one foot and contemplating the Neckar. Then she said : " I wish you would give me back my fan. I want something to fidget with, too." Alan silently handed it back, and the contact again occurred, but was more prolonged. '^ How your fingers shake ! " observed Nellie, as Alan proceeded to pull his long, straggling wisp of a moustache about — a nervous habit of his. '^Perhaps they do. Do you think it likely?" "What?" And Nellie smiled at the land- scape again. '^'Oh, you know. Never mind. I will put it to you another way. Would you suggest in- forming her point - blank, or would you leave matters in the present condition of pleasing un- certainty ? " "You know I have no experience. And I should think you have — haven't you ? " AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 275 '^Very little. Tliat^s a part of my education wliicli has been neglected." '^Vm not so sure about that. What are you laughing at ? ^' " A scene in ' Pickwick * came into my head. Do you remember the fat boy saying : ' So's hers ! You're her ' ? I do not suggest that it has any particular connection with — er — the plot ; but it's extraordinary how these things leap inoppor- tunely into one's mind." Nellie looked at Alan this time, and said : " What a curious man you are ! '' '^ I am. What particular aspect of my abnor- mality is it just now which attracts your atten- tion ? " " I suppose it's being Scotch makes you use all those long words. Well, you say things in such an unusual way." " What is the usual way of saying — these things ? " "I don't know, except in books." '^I haven't got up the recognised text-books lately, so have to improvise a method. I hope I am approximately intelligible ? " 276 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. ""Well, yes — sometimes. Do you like her very much, Mr. McEwan ? " Here Nellie let the hanii nearest Alan fall upon the bench between them, from which it busied itself in picking minute splinters. "Very much indeed," replied Alan, bringing down a corresponding hand into the immediate proximity of hers. As she went on picking at the woodwork industriously, his hand proceeded to cover and enclose hers, as it were accidentally, while her eyes wandered into remote space. Then he took entire possession of the hand, and tremulously kissed it. Nellie, like the Tar-baby, " went on sayin' nuffin','' and did not remove it. Then Alan said : " Look here, Nellie, joking apart, you know who it is, don't you ? " Nellie, in a very low voice, with her head down, replied : " Yes— I think so." " Does she like him ? " Nellie clutched his hand with a sudden impulsive pressure which lasted but a second, and said : *' Yes." Then Alan came close to her, and whispered in her ear : " I love you.^' AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 277 Nellie continued to hold her head down, while the rose mingled with the sunlit corn-colour in her neck. She again gave his hand that impulsive clutch. Then they said nothing for a little while, the lark sang in the blue lift, and a little breeze moved the fir and birch twigs. Nellie looked up for a moment into his face, and he saw that her eyes were a little wet. Then they kissed one another, and time stood still for a while. " Come along,^^ said Nellie. " We onust go and look for the others. Let's be natural now, and behave properly.'' " I always thought the two conditions were incompatible.'^ " Oh, don't prose. Smoke a cigar. I know you want it now." '' I do. I will. My conversation will be strictly monosyllabic if you like. Come along." When they went back in the boat that evening down the Neckar, chattering and singing in the summer night, Alan thought what a jolly, kind old fellow Uncle Charles was ; what a manly, handsome, gay cavalier Ruprecht zu Weida was ; how much 273 AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. larger and brighter than usual the stars were ; and that if anything has a more overpowering and rapturous enchantment than a summer day, it is a summer night. Nellie, too, felt the tenderness and beauty of the time and place, as they floated down to Heidel- berg, and she was silent, her face looking rather pale, and her eyes large and melancholy. A kind of appointment was suggested rather than made between her and Alan, that they should go out early in the morning to meet in the flower market. When she went to bed that night, she said no word of what had taken place to Ida, and slept sound, with the nightingale's nocturne coming in at the open windows with the scent of the flowers and shrubs. As for Alan, he and the lieutenant went away, and had supper at Hiiberlein's, and talked over beer merrily till the place closed, when they went to the Griiner Baum, and had oysters, washing them down with Lichtenhainer in wooden hooped pots. At three the lieutenant went home to his lodgings, and Alan walked up the hillside among the woods in the dawn light to think over to him- AN UNFORTUNATE ARRANGEMENT. 279 self his new found almost miraculous ]0j_, until tlie height of the sun told him it was time to go down to the town to bathe in the river, and then go to meet Nellie among the roses. END, OF VOL. I. CHIKLES DICKKWa ASTD EVAXS, CBISTAL PA.LA.CB PRESS. UNIVERSrTY OF ILUNO«-URBANA I III Ml II 3 0112 076464780