V. H W.^ h ^' ■ t^- // ■^'^■< / K /.J^//" //"/// LI E) RAR.Y OF THL UN IVERSITY Of ILLINOIS \ THE LOVE-MATCH. A NOVEL. BY THE AUTHOR OF " EMILY." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON : HENRY COLBURN, PUBLISHER, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. M.DCCC.XLI. ?X3 nrt\\3t V '\ '^ TO ^ THE HONOURABLE MRS. PRITTIE \jj ®i^is aaorfe is BcBicatcti HER AFFECTIONATE DAUGHTER, ^ ^ KATE CHARLOTTE MA BE ELY. jONDON, April 1841. THE LOVE-MATCH. CHAPTER I. *^ I WISH, Lady Brandon, you would take an early opportunity of speaking to Florence about Lord Saville. He has been here quite lonsf enouo-h for her to know whether she likes him or not, and it will not do for her to go on day after day, avoiding every thing like an explanation with him, as I see she does." *^ I will speak to her, if you wish it. Sir William ; but indeed I think it will be much better to leave her to herself: it will only agitate the poor girl to talk to her upon the VOL. I. B 2 THE LOVE-MATCH, subject. And besides, would it not be as well to wait until Lord Saville proposes to her?" *■ I fancy you will have to wait a long time for that, unless Florence alters her conduct.'' " Why, what would you have her do, Sir William? I cannot imagine any thing more gentle or more charming than Florence's manner is to him and to every one," said Lady Brandon, looking very much hurt at Bny imputation being cast upon her favourite daughter. " My dear Lady Brandon, you quite mis- take my meaning. I merely intended to say, that as long as Florence shews such a marked disinclination for Lord Saville's society, we can- not expect him to propose to her ; and you will allow, that even with her beauty, and the right she has to expect to marry well, such a match as Lord Saville is not to be met with every day. His rank and fortune are the least of his ad- vantages; the high character he bears, and THE LOVE-MATCH. O his noble lineage, are, in my eyes, far beyond wealth or title. It would be a marriage after my own heart/' continued Sir WiUiam, with a look of pride ; '^ to see the houses of Saville and Brandon united is my dearest wish.'* " It certainly would be, in every way, a splendid marriage for her, I own ; and I should be much disappointed if any thing should occur to prevent its taking place. Still I do not see why there need be any hurry about the matter. It is quite evident Lord Saville thinks of nothing but her. What else could make him remain here so long? We only invited him for a few days to meet Mr. De Grey, and yet here they have both stayed for weeks, and every day or two find some fresh excuse for prolonging their visit. Of course, it is all Lord Saville's doino^; and that Florence is the cause of it, I have not the least " " From what, dear Florence ? " inquired Lady Brandon, looking inexpressibly relieved. Florence did not answer, and Lady Brandon continued in a calmer tone, — *' You know that if I did not think well of Lord Saville, nothing would tempt me to speak to you in his favour. But besides his high rank and fine fortune, be is, though very THE LOVE-MATCH. 41 young, looked up to and respected by all who know him." "I dare say he is very good — and he is very rich, I believe," replied Florence, who felt she ought to say something in his favour. *' Yes. His family is one of the oldest, and his fortune one of the largest, in England ; and, believe me, Florence, that is not to be disregarded. You have been brought up in luxury — you have no idea of privation, or of the trial it is to a woman." ^' I do not think I should mind it in the least, dear mamma," said Florence, with sudden animation. " That is because you have never tried it, my love. You would not make a good wife for a poor man," said Lady Brandon, fondly caressing the beautiful head of Florence as she bent it towards her, and looked up again with a smile of such excessive sweetness, that it gleamed brighter than the tears that still hung upon her long, dark eyelashes. 42 THE LOVE-MATCFT. '' I assure you, dear mamma," persisted Florence, " you are quite mistaken. I could do without so many things — almost every thing — if it was to please a person that I loved — hked, I mean;" and Florence blushed deeply as she corrected herself. " I have no doubt you would do all you could. But there are some people less fitted to struggle with poverty than others ; and I think you are one of those. But vve will not debate the point now. You will promise me, then, to be more civil to Lord Saville, since you do not dislike him?" '• Oh, yes ! I will take pains to be very civil to him ; but oh, mamma, do not ask me to think about marrying him !" said Florence, with a shudder. '' It will be time enough to talk about that when he proposes to you, my child. I am satisfied with your promise ; for, indeed, your constantly avoiding him is but an ungracious return for his attentions." THE LOVE-MATCH. 43 "I do not want his attentions; and, be- sides, mamma, I do think you mistake a little about him, for he is just as attentive to Julia — he likes just as well to talk to her as to me." This was the most unlucky remark Florence could have made. All Lady Brandon's mater- nal pride was roused in a moment. She could not bear the thought of Lady Julia's ma- noeuvres being crowned with such resplendent success. " My dear Florence, you must be very blind if you do not see that the whole time he is talking to Lady Julia he is looking at you. I am quite sure you are his only object.'* Lady Brandon had fixed her eyes upon her daughter as she spoke, but no smile of gratified vanity — no look of triumph at the thought of eclipsing her cousin, was visible upon the beau- tiful countenance of Florence. She looked harassed and irresolute, as if several times on 44 THE LOVE-MATCH. the point of saying something to her mother, but still she did not speak. At last, Lady Brandon, fearing to sny too much, bid her good night, and contented herself with re- peating, as she kissed her forehead, — '* Well then, Florence, remember you will promise to be in time for dinner to-morrow. I am sure I wish Gerald De Grey would go to his father's or somewhere. Your father says that his being here occupies all your attention." Lady Brandon had turned to the dressing- table, and was lighting her candle as she said these words. She therefore did not remark the crimson blush that overspread the coun- tenance of Florence : cheek, forehead, and bosom, were alike suffused by its burning hue ; and it was not for several minutes after Lady Brandon had quitted the room, that it faded away ; when, as Florence mentally re- peated her mother's words, ^' I wish Gerald THE LOVE-MATCH. 45 De Grey would go away," a shudder seemed to creep over her, that blanclied even her hps with its deadly chill. " If he icas to go away !" said Florence, half aloud, and she clasped her hands with an expression of passionate earnestness that would have left little doubt on the mind of the be- holder what the state of her feelings would be should such an event occur. For some time Florence was absorbed in reflection. Her mind wandered back to the many years of her acquaintance with Gerald. She remembered him from the days of her childhood ; for though several years younger than he wa.s, from the circumstance of their parents having been always on terms of in- timacy, WandesfoM had been considered by Gerald almost as his home. Whenever he had been in the country, his time had been pretty equally divided between his father's house and Sir William Brandon's; and dur- ing the last few months in particular, he 46 THE LOA'E-MATCH. had been almost a constant resident at Wandesford. Florence passed slightly over the early day& of their friendship. It was on the last few weeks that her thoughts finally settled, and more especially on the last few days. What a multitude of hitherto unknown, undreamt of feelings had they not discovered to her ? She could recollect the day when his arrival had been comparatively a matter of indiffer- ence to her ; but now, it was so no longer ; now, if she only heard his voice — even his coming step — it was with a sensation almost amountino; to faintness, so intense was the delight it created ; and Florence felt her cheek glow, and her heart throb wildly beneath the little hand that was pressed upon it as if to still its beatings, at the certainty that his feelings partook very much of the nature cf her own. *' He will not go — he cannot go away!" she exclaimed. THE LOVE-MATCH. 47 And yet, why should he not go ? He had said nothing — not a word — not a syllable — that could bind him to remain where he was • — not a word that could have been questioned had it been spoken by a mere casual acquaint- ance. Day after day, she had had full opportunities of seeing him, alone as well as in the society of others ; he had never said that he loved her — that he regarded her with feelings different from those excited by her sisters, who were almost children. And yet Florence thought that she was beloved. Hitherto the bliss of that conviction had been sufficient for her ; but now she had been sud- denly awakened from the happy dream in which her senses had been wrapped for so long a time, and was recalled to the realities of life by her mother's conversation. The character of Florence Brandon was by no means a perfect one. Her faults were few, and of a nature that might have been corrected by the constant vigilance 48 THE LOVE-MATCH. of an acute observer, and the lofty steadiness of a superior mind. Unfortunately these ad- vantages had been denied to Florence. Lady Brandon, though full of excellence, was not a person of quick perception ; and though at her age experience might have been expected to supply the place of information, she was almost as ignorant of the ways of the world as when at seventeen she had left the school- room to marry Sir William Brandon, the only young; man with whom she had ever been acquainted. Simple and contented, Lady Brandon never imagined that the same feelings might not per- vade the bosom of every other woman of her acquaintance. She herself required nothing beyond her usual circle, with its ease and affluence, and never imagined tlie possibility of a similar fate presenting itself to any woman, without its being gratefully accepted. In the full measure of her own contentment, she forgot that others might not have been en- THE LOVE-MATCH. 49 dowed with the same placid feelings and unambitious mind. Florence was essentially different in dispo- sition from either of her sisters, yet Lady Brandon treated them all alike, managed them all by the same rules, and expected that, through the medium of the excessive tenderness towards herself which they all equally evinced, she should, whenever it waS" requisite to exact it, receive the same passive obedience from the ardent and somewhat im- petuous Florence as from the shy and dove- like Louisa and Mary, who were the exact counterparts of herself. Sir William Brandon was not more suc- cessful in his management of his daughter^ though infinitely superior to his wife in worldly knowledge, as well as in the appre- ciation of character. He did not at all confound Florence with her more retiring sisters. He saw at once the superiority of her character and talents ; but, alas ! he saw VOL. I. D 50 THE LOVE-MATCH. it chiefly through the prism of that pride, which was more than ever aroused by the admiration his daughter excited. The excessive pride with which Sir William Brandon was afflicted had almost constantly the effect of neutralizing his other good quali- ties. This feeling acquired tenfold strength where his own family was concerned. The honour of the Brandons, — their unsullied name, — their vast possessions and ancient lineage, were the constant theme of his conversation, and still more of his thoughts. He looked upon his beautiful daughter as one thing more of which to be proud ; and though his affec- tion for his children was unbounded, yet how much might that affection have been increased, had he regarded them with a more humble feeling of gratitude to heaven for the blessing which in them had been bestowed upon him, and thought a little less of their worldly posi- tion and grandeur! Pride carried to this excess becomes a little- THE LOVE-MATCH. 51 ness ; and the intelligence of Florence soon detected the existence of this weakness in her father's character, and prevented her from re- posing that unlimited confidence in his opinion which she might otherwise have felt ; for in other respects Sir William Brandon was a sensible man. To a disposition like that of Florence, unrestrained interchange of thought with a man of fair understanding would have been more congenial, and the effects more beneficial, than the most implicit confidence reposed in any woman whose intellect was of an inferior cast to her own. Lady Brandon merely sought to govern her daughter through her affections, instead of endeavouring to impress her with an innate sense of the beauty of goodness springing from a higher motive and more sound principle. She herself was constitutionally good. She had no disposition to be otherwise. She had never been tempted, never been tried, and never imagined the possibility of Florence 52 THE LOVE-MATCH. being differently situated, or the necessity of strengthening her mind, or implanting a fixed principle of religious conduct in her heart that might be a sure and sufficient guide in the hour of temptation. Like many other excellent people, Lady Brandon was good by nature — by accident — by temperament ; she could scarcely help being good. Florence (though, perhaps, she had never actually thought of defining them) was per- fectly aware of the main points of character in both her parents ; and this, though it was no excuse for her first departure from the im- perative duty of a daughter, was the cause that, from the moment in which she became, as it were, instinctively aware that some guidance besides that of her own feelings was particu- larly necessary to her, she grew more and more reserved in her communications upon every subject which might have led to the discovery of those feelings. From the moment in which she first knew that she had any thing to tell^ THE LOVE-MATCH. 53 she had shut up her secret in her own heart. She was afraid^ of her father's implacable pride and love of station, and she equally dreaded her mother's passive obedience to his will and pleasure ; and thus Florence, who was idol- ized by both parents, and who in return bestowed upon them the full warmth of her young affections, would not confide in either of them. She would not tell them that while they were anxious for what they believed to be for her happiness, and were fondly antici- pating the moment when they should see her make an alliance in every way desirable, she was irrevocably attached to another, — to one, who (though ignorant of his exact position) she was perfectly aware would not be con- sidered by them as a suitable husband for her. Florence knew that Gerald De Grey was not rich ; she had often heard him say so ; but her heart misgave her that this was not 54 THE LOVE-MATCH. all. She had never been accustomed, as many- girls are, to discuss the various merits of gen- tlemen, their habits, and their mode of life. Of Gerald's character in the world she knew nothing. She had always seen him in her father's house -as a friend — as a neighbour. His manners were charming, and his talent and accomplishments made him a most de- lightful acquisition any where. Until lately, this was all that Florence had thought about him. But, latterly, she recollected, on several occasions, a sort of nervous oppression which had seized her after listening to the conver- sation between him and her father, or his friend Lord Saville. There had sometimes been *a sort of difference of opinion, more im- plied than expressed, which startled her. She could not tell vvhat it meant, but the impres- sion which remained upon her mind was harassing and distressing, for with it came the intuitive conviction that her father would THE LOVE-MATCH. 55 never sanction her affection for a man of whom he seemed, for some reason unknown to her, inwardly to disapprove. Florence at one time thought of consulting her cousin, Lady Julia, as to what line of con- duct she should pursue with regard to the attentions of Lord Saville, which she began to feel she could not always avoid with the dex- terity she had hitherto displayed. For some days this idea had been uppermost in her mind, and it is possible that, hurried away by her feelings, she might have opened her heart to the artful Lady Julia, had not the conver- sation between Lady Brandon and herself given a totally different current to her thoughts. One little word from her mother might have extracted a full confession from Florence, but Lady Brandon had not spoken that word. She had appeared so secure in the idea that the affections of her daughter were unfettered, that Florence, at the moment, had not courage to court any further inquiry with regard to 56 . THE LOVE-MATCH. them ; and it was only her mother's words at parting that had awakened her to the unhappy and difficult position in which her want of candour and confidence in her parents had already placed her. CHAPTER IV. The next morning Florence awoke from a troubled sleep with an indistinct recollection of the events of the preceding evening. At first she was merely oppressed by that most disagreeable of all sensations, the conviction that the last feeling of her mind had been that of pain and perplexity. It is misery to awake thus ; and Florence laid her head down again upon her pillow, and felt only the desire to remain where she was, as if by so doing she could escape from her own thoughts, as well as from all communi- cation with others which was likely to revive the recollection she vainly endeavoured to shut out. But all her efforts were unsuccessful, d2 58 THE LOVE-MATCH. and, one by one, every word of her mother's conversation seemed to fall again upon her ear ; and her own duplicity in having con- cealed the state of her feelings, and listened, as it must have appeared, with an intention of obedience to that excellent mother's advice and entreaty, struck upon her heart, and aroused her to the full consciousness of the sin she had already committed, and the still greater one she was about to commit if she persisted in her silence. Florence shuddered at the thougth of the vexation and disappointment it would occa- sion to her parents should she refuse to marry Lord Saville ; but her heart sunk, and a dark blank seemed rapidly to overspread the future, as she pictured to herself her own misery, if, as her mother had said, *' Gerald should go away." She could not bear to dwell upon the thought, and she rose and began slowly to dress, while thousands of contending emotions were struggling for mastery in her bosom. THE LOVE-MATCH. 59 At last she was dressed, and she went down stairs to the breakfast-room without having in the least decided what she was to do or to say. On entering she found, to her great relief, that Gerald was not present. Lady Brandon, Lady Julia Manvers, and Lord Saville, were seated at the breakfast-table. Florence stood for one moment irresolute, but the soft voice of her mother, and the gentle look of entreaty which beamed in her eyes, as she addressed her daughter, touched the heart of the latter, and with a bitter pang of remorse she went round to the opposite side of the table to that at which she usually sat, and timidly took the chair next to Lord Saville. Somewhat surprised at this sudden conde- scension on the part of Florence, Lord Saville ceased to give his attention to a long story with which Lady Julia had been entertaining him, and looked delightedly at her cousin. By degrees Florence recovered some degree of composure, and encouraged by her gracious- 60 THE LOVE-MATCH. ness, which, though small, was more than he ever yet had managed to obtain. Lord Saville ventured to entreat that she would that morn- ing try one of his horses which he was very- anxious she should ride ; a request with which she had several times promised to comply, but the performance of which she had hitherto contrived to elude. Florence, who shrunk from doing any thing of which Lord Saville seemed to make a point, was just going to refuse, but she looked at her mother, and the same soft, entreating glance met hers, she had not courage to speak the word which she knew would be the cause of vexation to her she so dearly loved, and, turning to Lord Saville, she gave a brief and hurried consent to his proposal. His exclamation of delight was not more fervent than that of Lady Julia, who instantly bestowed a panegyric upon the skill of Flo- rence in riding, and it was soon arranged that they were to make an expedition to a beautiful THE LOVE-MATCH. 61 old ruin, which was one of the most pictu- resque spots in the country. Scarcely had this arrangement been con- cluded, when Mr. De Grey made his appear- ance. As with one rapid glance he surveyed the arrangements of the breakfast- table, he looked (or Florence fancied he looked) dis- pleased and disappointed, and her heart smote her for having, as she imagined, given him pain. "We have just settled a delightful excur- sion for to-day, — will you join us, De Grey ?" exclaimed Lord Saville, with eyes sparkling with such unusual joy, that Gerald instantly saw that his hopes had suddenly revived. " I shall be dehghted," replied he ; '' but as it is all settled, it is clear that you did not particularly want me ! " Florence bent her head lower over her plate, but Gerald saw that he was understood. " That is always your way,'' interposed Lady- Julia, " because you know that we always want you. Though we settled our ride with- 62 THE LOVE-MATCH. out you, we took it for granted that you would come." *' That makes the matter a great deal worse, Lady Julia. One does not like to be thought of as a matter of course," replied Gerald,, laughing ; *' it makes one feel quite old, — quite passe,'* *' Florence is going to try Lord Saviile's Arab, Saracen : I think he will carry her beautifully/' observed Lady Julia, who did not quite like the tone of Mr. De Grey's last remark. '' Oh, indeed ! I did not know you were going to ride ? '^ said he, turning to Florence, who sat with her face half- averted. '' I have promised so often — " she began, as if feeling the necessity of saying something ; but as she spoke she raised her eyes and en- countered those of Gerald, which were fixed upon her with an expression that instantly deprived her of all further power of speech. Lady Julia, however, upon whom nothing was lost, instantly came to her relief. THE LOVE-MATCH. ' 63 " Yes, indeed, Florence, you have promised so often, and always disappointed us of a ride, which I am sure will be deli2;htful. You must not be lazy to-day, but put on your best looka to do honour to Saracen." ** I feel dreadfully nervous about riding a strange horse," said Florence, literally gasp- ing for breath. She could not recover from that one look of Gerald's. " Oh ! it will go off when once you have quite made up your mind to it," replied Mr. De Grey. *^And Saracen is so gentle, Miss Brandon, I am sure you will not be long afraid of him," observed Lord Saville. Florence made a great effort, and replied gaily to Lord Saville ; and the conversation soon taking a different turn, she was enabled to escape further observation, and to leave the breakfast-room on the first opportunity that presented itself. She did not do so, however, before Lady Julia, 64 THE LOVE-MATCH. too deeply interested to be a passive spectator, had made herself acquainted with the real state of affairs. Of the exact cause of the change in the manner of Florence, she could not of course be aware ; but that there was a change was but too evident ; and to coun- teract the effect it might produce upon Lord Saville was her first object. She instantly determined that the projected excursion should not take place. She knew that Floi'ence never rode without the company of another lady, cr of her father. She, therefore, waited quietly until Sir William Brandon had left the house on some business at the neighbour- ing town, and then, retiring to her room, despatched a note to Florence, announcing her sudden indisposition, and her deep regret at not being able to join the party. Such an escape was too pleasant not to be seized upon with avidity by Florence ; and the disappointed Lord Saville was obliged to submit .with the best grace he might to see THE LOVE-MATCH. 65 Saracen led back again to his stable without ever having had one look bestowed upon him by her whom his owner was so desirous of pleasing. Very much out of humour he and Mr. De Grey went out to take a long ride, and Florence was freed from all further impor- tunity for the moment. The day passed heavily to Florence. In vain she attempted to rouse herself; she could not shake off the consciousness of duplicity which oppressed her. More than once she was upon the point of throwing herself upon her mother's breast, and laying before her every inmost thought of her own ; but then the pleading look of that dear mother's coun- tenance rose again to her view, and she could not endure the idea of giving her pain. Still more dreadful was the conviction that the disclosure of her own feelings might be the signal for the banishment of one who was already dearer to her than life ; for, away from 66 THE LOVE-MATCH. him, she trembled to think what her future ]ot must be. Florence resolved to endure any thing — every thing, rather than hasten, by any act of her own, the moment when the dreaded explanation must take place. Once she thought of appealing to Lord Saville himself, or at least of entreatiug Lady Julia's inter- vention, to persuade him that his attentions would never be crowned with success ; but then she recollected the double indelicacy there must be, in refusing beforehand the affection of a man who had never made any positive declaration of it, merely upon the sup- position that she was beloved by another, who, though so long upon terms of the greatest inti- macy with her, had always been equally guarded. Florence now felt, for the first time, that it was possible she might have been mistaken — that Gerald did not care for her; and though, had this been the true state of the THE LOVE-MATCH. 67 case, it would have freed her at once from all difficulties, yet she felt her heart sink at the mere supposition of his indifference. She remembered his manner at breakfast, when he found she had not, as she usually did, waited to consult him on the subject of their daily ride. Certainly he had not appeared pleased ; and, as she recollected the expres- sion of disappointment and reproach which had filled his beautiful eyes as he turned them towards her, Florence felt her heart beat wildly at the conviction that such a look, if it did not bespeak approval, certainly did not con- vey the idea of indifference. The whole day was thus passed in fruitless endeavours to bring her mind to a state of tranquillity. She wandered about, alone and unhappy, and it was not till the sound of the dressing-bell awakened her from the state of agitation in which she had passed the day, that she recollected her promise to her mother ; and she hastened to dress and make her ap- 68 THE LOVE-MATCH. pearance in the drawing-room, which she soon did ; and this time all went right, when they placed themselves at dinner. Lady Julia, as usual, was on one side of Lord Saville, and on the other sat poor Florence, looking more like a culprit than an admired and blattered beauty. But in the kind voice of her father, and the gentle tones of her beloved mother, as she addressed her, Florence too plainly felt that her ready obedience was appreciated, and a thrill of agony shot through her heart as she raised her eyes to Gerald, who sat exactly opposite to her. It met with no answering" glance, though his look was turned upon her, and in the slight smile that lit up for a moment his handsome countenance, a calm observer might have detected more of gratified vanity than tenderness for the beautiful being whose every thought was read by him as ac- curately as if her own hand had traced it upon paper. THE LOVE-MATCH. 69-. It was a relief to Florence when, at last, slie could escape from her harassing position, and she took refuge in the evening as near as possible to her mother's side ; for it was there alone that she could gather sufficient courage to endure the torture that such a course of dissimulation inflicted upon her. Lady Bran- don said nothing, but as she tenderly pressed her daughter's hand, Florence, who was ever inclined to act upon the impulse of the moment, felt that she was capable of almost any sacrifice that could ensure the happiness of her dearly loved mother. But, in a few minutes after- wards, Gerald was at her side, and again she listened to his voice, and her newly acquired resolution gave way beneath the charm that it exercised over her. " I thought you had promised to try that, new duet this evening," observed Mr. De Grey, in answer to the repeated refusal of Florence to sing. But she was determined not to move from her place during the evening. 70 THE LOVE-MATCH. '^ I believe I did ; but I really am not well. I cannot sing this evening." '* Lady Julia appears to have quite recovered her illness of this morning," said Mr. De Grey. " This seems to have been a day of broken promises. You are determined that at all events I shall not be more lucky than Saville." Florence turned away from the meaning ^mile With, which these words were accom- panied. '^ Perhaps you have no great regard for a promise/' continued he. " I assure you, you are quite mistaken if you suppose so," replied Florence, rather gravely. "Then, why will you not keep yours, and let me hear you sing that song? I have been looking forward to it all the day." '' I did not know that I had quite promised it." " And is no promise binding but that which is made in words?" THE LOVE-MATCH. 71 ' Not exactly, I think," replied Florence, not knowing what to say ; for she felt rather than saw the searching look that was bent upon her. " For my part," continued Gerald, '* I should trust as implicitly when I had been given to understand a thing by looks or actions, as if I had been told it in plain words. But some people are so very matter- of-fact," he added, in a gayer tone ; for the speaking countenance of Florence betrayed rather more of emotion than he particularly wished should be displayed before the as- sembled party. " If you wish it very much, — if you are really anxious to hear the song, I will try and sing it," said Florence, after a short pause. " Well, that is very kind of you. I should like to hear it, as I think it will suit your voice particularly well ; and, perhaps, I may not have another opportunity of hearing it." 72 THE LOYE-MATCH. " You are not going away ? " involuntarily- exclaimed Florence. Gerald paused before he replied. Though Florence had bent her head very low over the work she held in her hand, it could not hide the quivering of her lip, or the sudden heave of that beautiful bosom which seemed ready to burst the white muslin robe vv'hich veiled it. For one instant a shade of sorrow might have been observed on the countenance of Gerald, but it quickly vanished, and was succeeded by that same half smile of gratification it had worn in the morning, and which had some- thing too cold and cutting in its expression to be of a wholly pleasing nature. '' I must go to my father's for a day or two ; but I shall not be long away." Florence did not answ^er ; but the deep sigh that reached the ear of Gerald told him what a relief to her feelings these few words had been ; and, fearful of her not being able THE LOVE-MATCH. 73 to control the emotion under which she was h\bouring, sufficiently to escape observation, he left the place he had hitherto occupied near her, and entering into conversation witli Sir William Brandon, carelessly adverted to the necessity he was under of going home for a few days before he w^ent abroad. The look of satisfaction with w^hich this communication was involuntarily received by Sir William Brandon confirmed Gerald in his opinion. He saw that he had read the family -history perfectly aright. He con- tinued for some time talking to Sir William, and having thoroughly satisfied himself that no idea of any attachment on his part towards Florence existed in the mind of her father, he turned his attention towards Lady Brandon. Though sitting very near her daughter. Lady Brandon had not heard a word of. her conversation with Mr. De Grey : and she received the announcement of his sudden dc- VOL. I. E 74 THE LOVE-MATCH, parture with no little surprise. Lady Bran- don, being quite incapable of seeing through the intricacies of his character, was excessively attached to Gerald. She could see nothing n him but what was amiable, and having no son, was very nearly as fond of him as of her own children. She had been accustomed to see him in her house from the first year of her marriage, when he used to spend more than half of his holydays at Wandesford, and she looked upon him as one of the family. The idea of there being any danger for her daughter, in the constant society of the ac- complished man of the world who had nearly reached his thirtieth year, more than there would have been in the wild schoolboy of thirteen, never occurred to Lady Brandon. She was really sorry when she found he still persevered in his intention of going abroad for some time, though at the moment she would not have regretted a temporary absence, THE LOVE-MATCH. 75 as Sir William had so strongly expressed his opinion of his presence being the cause of Lord Saville's silence. Lady Brandon continued for some time talking of Gerald's tour, and giving him advice with the most maternal solicitude. Gerald had taken the chair which Florence had just quitted^ and while appearing submissively to listen to Lady Brandon's numerous fears and anxieties concerning the danger of travelling abroad, was attentively examining the countenance of Flo- rence, who had been at last prevailed upon to sing, by the importunities of Lady Julia and Lord Saville. The latter, wrapped in attention, was standing close to the piano-forte ; but though even the least note of the voice of Florence was beautiful, yet now, that voice was weak and tremulous, and more than once she cast an anxious glance towards the place she had j ust left. She would^ in fact, have given worlds to have known what Gerald and her mother were talking about. 76 THE LOVE-MATCH. But of this she was destined to remain in ignorance, for Gemld stayed quietly where he was, until the moment when the whole party was about to separate for the night. He then approached the piano-forte, where Florence was apparently engaged in arranging some music. '' After all, you have not sung that song." '* I did not think you would have heard it," replied Florence, endeavouring to look very in- different. ^' I have been watching for it the whole evening. There is another promise broken I This has been an unlucky day. I hope to-mor- row you will be more disposed to recollect your promises, Florence." ''To-morrow! why to-morrow?" said Flo- rence, with a look of alarm. *' You know it is my last day ! Will you let me see you for a few minutes before I go ?" '* Then you are really going away," replied Florence, unable to repress the utterance of the THE LOVE-MATCH. 77 idea that, ever since her mother's conversation with her, had haunted her imagination. '* Yes, I believe I must go to-monow ; but it will not be for long/' added he, anxiously. Florence looked up with a sweet, sad smile,, and said, — *' We shall miss you very much. I had no idea you were going home so soon." " I am obliged to go, but promise me you will take a little walk with me. Any hour after breakfast, shall I find you in the garden — your own httle garden? — it will be the most quiet. I cannot endure Lady Julia's incessant chat- tering so early in the day. Will you promise me?" added he, seeing that Florence looked irresolute. ** Yes, if I can," answered she, hurriedly. *' If you can, Florence !" said Gerald, ten- derly. " I will then, certainly." ** Thank you very much," replied Gerald, and with a look of the deepest affection, he 78 THE LOVE-MATCH. gently pressed the beautiful hand of Florence, who turned from him to hide the emotion by which she was agitated, but not before a deep sigh from Gerald had reached the very inmost recesses of her heart. CHAPTER V. The first moment that Florence could manage to do so without being observed, she hastened to leave the drawing-room. The sudden depar- ture of Mr. De Grey, it appeared, had now be- come known to each individual of the party, and during the few minutes she had been forced to remain in the room after her conversation with him, Florence heard nothing but the remarks that it naturally called forth. The departure of one person, where a small family circle has been for some time assembled in the country, becomes necessarily an object of great ^inportance. At the same hour on the previous evening, tlie certainty that the hours were numbered 80 THE LOVE-MATCH. during which Gerald was to remain an inmate of her father's house, would have been one of intolerable sorrow to Florence ; but now her ideas had undergone a total change. She could listen calmly to the words that before would have pierced her heart. She longed to be alone, and at last made her escape to her room, there to hold unrestrained communion with her own thoughts. Amidst the mazes of their tortuous chain, there was one which seemed as if instantaneously to disentangle itself from tlie others, and fill the whole mind and being of Florence with such overpowering ecstasy, that for some time she made no effort to put it aside, even for a moment, but yielded blindly to the happiness it inspired, which was almost too great to allow her to dwell upon the consequences that might arise from it. She felt assured of Gerald's affection. ISo doubt now existed in her mind upon the sub- ject. She would not have admitted it, even had the slightest of the trembling fears which had so THE LOVE -MATCH. 81 long agitated her now attempted to obtrude itself. But he had told her that he loved her, though not in words ; yet had he not himself taught her to hold as sacred a promise, merely implied ? She could not now be mistaken ; and the sensation of happiness, and relief from the uncertainty in which she had so long existed^ was so overpowering, that Florence wept, with tears of love and gratitude towards him who was the cause of that delicious change of feel- ing which she now enjoyed. By degrees, as she grew calmer, she began to consider her actual position, and then, it did not appear quite so free from difficulty as in the first tumult of feeling she had imagined. The certainty of Gerald's love might be all in all to her, but would it go far to reconcile her pa- rents towards abandoning the idea of a marriage which she knew their anxiety to promote? Flo- rence felt that it would not ; but still she looked forward with delight to the moment when they should become at last possessed of her secret. e2 82 THE LOVE-MATCH. The nature of Florence revolted from dupli- city. Open and generous, upon no other sub- ject could she have concealed a thought; but upon this one, she had from the first been cul- pably silent toward those who ought to have possessed her confidence; and, by degrees, as the feelino^ gained in strength, so did Florence, day by day, find it more difHcult to struggle with it, and the sin of concealment, if not less torturing, grew at last more habitual to her. Still it was with a feeling of deep joy, that she now contemplated the near approach of the mo- ment when there should no longer be a secret between her and her parents. With the support of Gerald's love, she felt she could endure any thing, and she did not entertain the slight- est doubt that he would be the first to advise — nay, even to insist upon their sanction to his addresses being obtained. She knew that there would be difficulties — probably very serious objections raised, as to her becoming his wife. But this was a point upon which Florence THE LOVE-MATCH. 83 could not bear to dwell, and she therefore determined to leave nothing undone to overcome every obstacle that might be raised between her and the object of her devoted attachment. What joy it was to Florence, to think that by her constancy and fixedness of purpose all diffi- culties would at length give way. Even if years should intervene, she felt in the deep devotion of her soul, that the reward of Gerald's love could sustain her through the most lengthened or the severest trial. Relieved from the misery which she had occasionally suffered, as a suspi- cion of indifference on his part had crossed her mind, Florence knew that she was capable of any sacrifice or any privation that his circum- stances might require, and that to devote herself entirely to his happiness would be but to secure her own. Full of these happy thoughts of love and con^ fidence, Florence arose the next morning. The weight of concealment, which had so long op- pressed her mind, now seemed upon the point 84 THE LOVE-MATCH. of being removed ; and, though upon this point the reflections of Florence were not less self-ac- cusing than before, yet, like many others, she fancied that a full confession of her fault would in a great measure efface the recollection of it. Florence was not particularly accustomed to sound reasoning. This was not so much the fault of intellect, as the consequence of the education she had received. The deeper powers of her mind had never been brought into action. Full of natural talent, which had been cultivated to the utmost, she was brilHantly accomplished, but she was more prone to feel than to think. Impulse, and not reflection, was the general spring of her actions. That these had always been, hitherto, of the best and most noble nature, she was indebted to the happy accident of having been gifted with qualities of a lofty and superior order, added to the most affection- ate heart and endearing disposition. But in the very warmth and ardour of her nature lay the greatest danger for Florence. THE LOVE-MATCH. 85 Religion had been taught her more as an acquirement than as a guiding principle; yet Florence was, what the world calls, very reli- gious ; but it was a religion of outward forms, blindly acceded to by a guileless heart and un- thinking mind ; and not the strong and endur- ing faith, founded upon mature reflection, and a heartfelt conviction that, without its support^ as the rule and guide of our lives, and the innate consciousness, that of ourselves we can do nothing, when the hour of temptation comes we must surely fall. The hour of temptation Jiad come for Flo- rence, and how had she supported it? — how resisted it ? It was the first temptation that, in her girl's life, she had been exposed to ; and had she paused, and turned to her own heart, to ask, " Is this right ?" She had not done so — she had yielded, not perhaps without many a severe struo-o-le with herself and her better feelings ; but she had yielded to the infatuation of her senses, until remorse became deadened, •S6 THE LOVE-MATCH. in some degree, by the absorbing nature of her passion. And now, hurried on by the same feeling, she stood upon the brink of an abyss, ready to rush blindly upon a fate, of which she knew nothing — to trust herself to one, who was to her, only what he chose to appear — one so deeply skilled in the world's ways and its vices, that she was in her simplicity but as a puppet in his hands. She had asked no coun- sel but from her own heart — implored no sup- port from above, and no sanction from a parent's love. In secret, had the warm affec- tions of her young heart been bestowed — in secret, had the feeling been nourished, until reason and duty alike became powerless when opposed to its violence ; and now in secret, was she about to receive the assurance of that love, for which she had already made so great a moral sacrifice. Florence had, however, felt too deeply her deviation from the path of rectitude, not to have suffered considerably in mind, before the event- THE LOVE-MATCH. 87 ful day arrived, which was to bring a termina- tion to her sorrows. Now that it was come, she would not allow herself to dwell upon them, but looked forward to her interview with Gerald with the trustfulness of true affection. She longed for the moment, when she should feel that she had a right to ask his advice, and had gradually persuaded herself into the belief that, after a little time, her parents would not regret her determination, when they found how deeply it involved her happiness, as well as that of Gerald . The recollection of Lord Saville was very painful to Florence ; but that, too, faded away, as she considered the support and countenance that the open declaration of Gerald's affection would be to her; and she would not hesitate then, to entreat the kind services of Lady Julia, who could easily (as she thought) find some means of softening the disappointment which she knew too well Lord Saville would experi- ence on hearing of her engagement. CHAPTER VI. With a trembling and uncertain step Florence left the house immediately after breakfast, to seek the retirement of her own little garden, where it had been arranged that the all-im- portant interview with Gerald was to take place. During the whole of the sleepless night she had passed, slie had vainly en- deavoured to stifle the voice of conscience. Her heart told her that she w^as wrong, even while its own weakness urged a continuance in the path of error. A thousand times had she repeated to herself, that she was *' only going to take a w^alk Vv'ith Gerald;" she could not at once reconcile herself to the THE LOVE-MATCH. 89 idea of a clandestine meeting with him ; and it was with a bitter sense of degradation that she left the house to keep her appointment. Florence had hurried over her breakfast so quickly, that Mr. De Grey had only just entered the room before she contrived to escape from it; but one brief look had assured her that the anxiety under which she laboured was not confined to her own breast. She was sure that he must understand, and enter into her sufferings; that he must know how foreign to her nature was concealment and duplicity. *' He will love me more when he knows all that I have undergone for his sake/' was her mental exclamation ; and her heart felt lightened of its sorrow. The space that had been allotted to Flo- rence and her sisters for their own garden was at the end of a beautiful pleasure-ground, extending for some distance from the house. It was bounded by a shrubbery, which, open- ing here and there, gave to view the fine "00 THE LOVE-MATCH. wild hills of the park beyond, while a shallow, hut rapid mountain-stream ran almost round the garden, and gave it the appearance of an •enchanted island, being only connected with the walk from the shrubbery, by a light rustic bridge, that was nearly concealed by the woodbine with which it was covered. There could not be a more beautiful spot than the one selected by the tenderness of their mother, for the particular enjoyment of her three darling children. Every thing that good taste or ingenuity could devise had been done to contribute to its ornament. The choicest iQowers bloomed around, the most beautiful evergreens had been judiciously planted, so that even in winter it should never have a desolate appearance, and the dark ivy- leaf shewed itself, more than once, through the veil of creepers and summer flowers that had been thrown around it. There was a fairy bower for each fair girl. A mother's love had reared them — a mother's THE LOVE-MATCH. 91 hand had twined the woodbine and sweet clematis, which now reached the very highest branches of some beautiful old thorns which grew around. It had been her happy task while yet they were almost children ; and as they grew up each seemed to vie with the other, as to whose portion of this precious spot should appear to have been most care- fully tended. Florence particularly loved that garden. To her imaginative mind there was an inex- pressible charm in the seclusion of the spot and the wildness of the surrounding scenery. Often had she spent whole hours alone in that her bright and fairy land ; sometimes engaged in reading, sometimes in watching the timid deer as they raised their stately heads among the fern, or bounded away through the glades, which were only divided from the place where she sat by the old park-palings. And some- times, w^hen the sun came too brightly near her bower, she would leave it, and seat herself 92 THE LOVE-MATCH. by the water's edge, and ask no other music than the soft ripple of the stream — no other study than to watch the bright summer flies, as they chased each other through the sun- beams, or danced upon the mimic waves beneath her feet. And in those days was not Florence happy? The same recollections now rushed upon her mind, — the same question suggested itself, as she paused for a moment on the bridge, before entering her garden. It seemed as if one more step w^ould separate for ever the present from the past ; and she acknowledged with a deep sigh, how very, very happy she had been. Florence moved onwards, and as she sat alone in her bower, and looked around upon all that she had once considered so dear, a vague sense of regret, mingled with the con- sciousness that such pure and simple joys had now lost their charms for her. From the hour that the tumult of love had entered THE LOVE-MATCH. 93 into her breast, all other feehngs had faded, till even the recollection of them, at times, seemed dim and shadowy, so absorbed was every faculty in the one deep passion of her soul ! Florence sat for some minutes apparently lost in reflection ; but soon a coming step roused her to consciousness, and in another moment Gerald stood before her. She half rose to meet him, but she dared not lift her eyes to his face. Had she been collected enough to have examined his countenance, she might have found some little difficulty in defining its expression ; but she was not left long in suspense, with regard to his inten- tions J for, seating himself coolly by her side, be said, — *' I have not kept you waiting, I hope V " Oh, no !" replied Florence, hurriedly; " I am only just come." " It was very good of you to be so exact. 94 THE LOVE-MATCH. But, can you not guess what I was so anxious to speak to you about ? " '' Yes — no — not exactly ! " said Florence, with a burning blush. "You must know it, dear Florence. — You must know the|deep anxiety I must ever feel for you;" and Gerald took the hand which rested on the table, and pressed it tenderly within his ow^n. Florence made an effort to speak, but she could not, for the loud beatings of her heart deprived her of the pov>er^of utterance. *' You know," continued he, " how w^e have lived together from the days of your infancy. You cannot doubt my affection for you, Fio- rence." Gerald thought that he ^^\i the sudden pressure of the trembling hand which he still held. He paused for a moment, for Florence did not answer, and her face was- turned from him. THE LOVE-MATCH. 95 '• Florence, will you not sjoeak to me ? Can you think I should advise you to do any thing that would not be for your own advantage and happiness?" ''Oh, no! I am sure you would not, Gerald," said Florence, turning suddenly- round, and the look of happy confidence with which she raised her beautiful eyes seemed somewhat to annoy him to whom it was addressed ; yet still his voice was calm as he proceeded, though there was a shade more of seriousness in his manner than at first. '* It is the conviction of this that now urges me to speak to you in the manner that I do. You will listen to me upon a subject, to address you upon which no other man would venture. Tell me, Florence, is it not so?" " Yes, Gerald, you know you are my only friend, except my parents. You know I will listen to any thing you say;" and Florence^ 96 THE LOVE-MATCH. overcome with sliame and emotion, at having spoken so boldly, turned lier face away to conceal the blushes with which it \vas covered. ** Thank you, dear Florence! Then I was not wrong in thinking that my opinion has some weight with you. You know how I have always loved you, and you have confi- dence in me — have you not, Florence T' ''Yes! the greatest confidence," said Flo- rence, timidly. A flash of triumph passed rapidly across the countenance of Gerald, and he drew the trembling^ form of Florence nearer to his side. Agitated and half alarmed, she could no longer endeavour to conceal her emotion ; and the deep affection which beamed from her beau- tiful eyes, as she raised them to Gerald, with a look of supplicating tenderness, appeared as though it would have wrought some change in the fixedness of purpose he had hitiierto displayed. He paused for a moment; and. THE LOVE-MATCH. 97 as he gazed upon the lovely face before him, a half sigh escaped him, and then, suddenly- collecting himself, he exclaimed, — *' Florence ! will you do what I ask you ?" ''Any thing that I can do," said Florence, hurriedly. " Promise me — say you will not refuse." "I will promise you," replied Florence; and, as she spoke, she involuntarily clasped the hand of Gerald in both of hers. ^'' Then you will marry Lord Saville ! " '•Gerald!" exclaimed Florence, as with a look of terror she suddenly started from his side. '' Yes," repeated he, deliberately, '^ Flo- rence, you ought, and you must marry him !" Florence did not answer. For an instant there was a struggle, as if she still hoped for mastery over herself, but the effort was beyond her power, and, with a sharp cry of agony, she fell senseless at Gerald's h^i. Few men were more experienced in the VOL. I. F 98 THE LOVE-MATCH. various ways and character of women than was Gerald De Grey ; few could have known better how to distinguish the true from the false — the affectation of sentiment from the reality of feeling, and yet this practised reader of woman's heart was totally unpre- pared for the electrifying effect his own words, and his own insidious conduct, had now pro- duced. He expected to have been met with tears, remonstrances, perhaps even with re- proach j but he did not expect to find that the love which he knew to be his own — the affections which he knew he had, by a long course of cautious and systematic attack^ tlioroughly undermined, were of so violent and overpowering a nature. Accustomed to associate with women of his own stamp — the Lady Julias of society — he knew but little of the innocence and entire purity of heart and purpose of such a being as Florence. And he now gazed upon the inanimate form be- fore him, almost with a look of fear. THE LOVE-MATCH. 99 And yet, at this moment — a moment in ■which even the sternest, who would have condemned, must also have pitied — the chief thought, the chief fear of Gerald — the man of the world, was for himself. But a man or woman of the world, in the sense in which it is here applied, is a being totally devoid of pity, or remorse, or any one of the kinder or better feelings of our nature. Their whole thought is self. The whole object of theif existence, the gratification of selfish pursuits or desires; and to the attainment of these, whether their inclination leads them to seek for the advancement of t])eir position or for- tune, or the unbridled indulgence of other passions, all is alike unscrupulously sacrificed. Of this school was Gerald De Grey; and as he beheld the consequences of his artful and unmanly conduct, the pang of regret which shot through his heart, instead of having its source in the suggestions of his conscience, simply arose from the fear that 100 THE LOVE-MATCH. it might be the means of placing him in a very awkward and dangerous position. He trembled lest the shock might have been too great for the physical strength of the poor girl, whose mental sufferings he had never deemed it necessary to consider, and which, to his cold and bad heart, were a matter of perfect in- difference. But he felt it would be most dis- agreeable to himself, should tlie sufferings of Florence betray the real state of her affections to her family; and, with a smothered impre- cation therefore on his own unskilfulness, he hastily raised her insensible form in his arms. Though at some distance from the house, that part of the grounds was constantly frequented: and Gerald's heart, which could remain unmoved by the bitterness of sorrow which could banish all sign of life from the trusting creature who lay upon his breast, beat quicker than even he could have believed it possible, from the cowardly fear of detection. At one instant he actually thought of abandon- THE LOVE-MATCH. 101 ing her to her fate, and of leaving Wandes- ford before the possibility of her recovery; but, on reflection, he decided that it was far better to ascertain exactly the state of mind in which his victim might awake from her insensibility,, and to be guided accordingly. Where his interest was concerned, no one could be more zealous than Gerald De Grey ; and no mother watching over her child could display more gentleness, more affectionate solicitude, than did now this dark -minded man towards the unhappy Florence. He hung over her with the deepest anxiety painted on his countenance, chafed her hands and her temples, and endeavoured, by the most soothing words and endearing caresses, to warm back the life which, at one time, seemed flown for ever. By degrees, returning animation appeared. The colour came back to her lips and cheek, and, with a struggling sigh, Florence half opened her eyes. 102 THE LOVE MATCH. *' Florence — dear Florence ! — Look up — tell me you are better," said Gerald, in a voice sweeter than the softest music. But, low as it was, it seemed to reach the heart of Florence, and she instantly raised her head, and with a languid look, turned her eyes towards his face. But in another instant, the full recollection of all that had passed seemed to rush back to her mind, and, with a thrill of horror, she suddenly started from Gerald's side, and totterino; a few steps from him, pressed her hands upon her brow as if to still the beatings of her brain. '^ My dear Florence, I entreat of you to be more calm — try and compose yourself." A sigh, so deep that it almost amounted to a groan, was the only answer he re- ceived. '^ Indeed, you have taken too seriously what I said. I did not — could not mean to hurt your feelings : you know I would rather die THE LOVE-MATCH. 103 than do so !" And Gerald sighed, as if he was very wretched. ** You know, Florence, that I could have no object but your own advantage. You are fool- ishly throwing away an opportunity of forming an alliance that, even for you, would be one of great splendour. Lord Saville is my friend ; and you, dear Florence — you know that I have ever regarded you with the affection of — a brother" (Florence burst into tears) ; *^ and you will forgive me if I have spoken to you more abruptly than I might have done, but my anxiety for you both must plead my ex- cuse. I never can forgive myself for having caused you so much agitation. Forgive me, Florence — before I go, say that you forgive me I " said Gerald, in a tone of earnest entreaty.. During the course of this speech, Florence appeared to have partially recovered her senses ; and at its conclusion a slight ex- pression of contempt passed over her coun- 104 THE LOVE-MATCH. tenance. She turned towards Gerald, and though the large tears fell fast over her pale cheeks, her manner was more composed, and her voice more firm than might have been expected from the violence of the emotion from which she had suffered. ''Gerald, I do forgive you! I am grateful — very grateful for the interest you express for my future fate. What may be that fate I cannot at this moment bear to dwell upon ; but promise me that, under any circumstances, you never will allude to what has passed this day. Not only towards me must you pre- serve silence, but my mother — my father — they must never know of it. Will you pro- mise this ? " " Can you doubt it for a moment ?" exclaimed Gerald, relieved from his worst fears by these unexpected words. ''.Dear — dear Florence! — what is there you could ask that I would not promise ? " And Gerald advanced towards her, and attempted to take her hand ; but THE LOVE-MATCH. 105 Florence, with a somewhat stately air, hastily withdrew it, and turning from him, she drew her veil closely over her face, and with one hurried *' Farewell," which was scarcely audible to Gerald, left the bower, and was out of sight before he could recover from the astonishment with which the sudden change in her manner, and the decision of her words, had filled him. f2 CHAPTER VII. When Florence left her bower, she did not, as Gerald imagined, return home. With rapid step, she had disappeared from his sight, and urged on by the terrible excitement of feeling under which she was suffering, she rather flew than walked until she had reached a more , sequestered part of the grounds. Then, for the first time, she paused, and endeavoured to compose her mind. But every efTort was useless. The torture under which she actually writhed was so intense that the power of intellect seemed paralyzed by it. Shame, remorse, and despair, by turns took possession of her mind, and it was long THE LOVE-MATCH. 107 before she could overcome the grief with which she was filled sufficiently to look back upon the events which had reduced her to this state of misery. One burning thought alone seemed to sear her very brain. She loved Gerald — loved him with all the fervour of her passionate heart. She had been hurried almost into an avowal of that love, and he — he had rejected it — scorned it — he had met her almost declaration of that affection with an assurance, *' that he loved her as a brother," with an earnest entreaty that she would give herself to another ! Florence wept till she could no longer weep, from the bitter sense of degradation which, keen as it must ever be to the heart of a well-thinking woman, comes with tenfold increase of anguish when inflicted by the hand of those we love. The coolness and deliberate manner of Gerald in speaking to her drove Florence almost to madness as she reflected upon it. 108 THE LOVE-MATCH. Inexperienced as she was, she could not but be aware that, for some time, his manner had not been to her what formerly it was ; and a feeling of consciousness told her that, with regard to herself, he was probably under the same impression. And yet, until this day, had he not sought, by every indirect means in his power, to intimate that love which he never openly expressed ? And for what pur- pose ? This was a point upon which Florence could not come to any decision ; but as she reflected upon the endless trifles which made up the sum of her belief in the existence of a corresponding affection in the heart of Gerald, so many things, so many acts and words of his occurred to her recollection, which her usually clear sense pointed out to her as at least having been intended to convey and sustain that im- pression upon her mind, that at last her grief began in some measure to give way to the sense of ill-usage that forced itself upon her. But did this bring comfort to the wounded THE LOVE-MATCH. " 109 spirit of Florence t Alas, no ! If there is one idea more maddening than another, it is the feeling of being obliged to despise one who has hitherto appeared little short of perfection to a trusting heart. The conviction that Gerald was in some degree unworthy of the love with which she had regarded him — the bare suspicion that he had acted with baseness towards her, drove Florence to desperation ; and, excited beyond all power of self-control, she hastily left the place of her retreat, and paused not for an instant until she came within sight of the house. Before the door stood Gerald's horses. He had then kept to his determination of leaving Wandesford that day. The sight seemed but to add swiftness to her movements, and hurry- ing on, in another moment slie reached her mother's room, and threw herself, breathless and almost exhausted, into her arms. "What has happened?" exclaimed Lady Brandon, seriously alarmed by the agitation 110 THE LOVE-MATCH. of Florence. " My child, speak to me ! What means this hurry, and these disordered looks ? Surely something has happened." " No, nothing !" at last replied Florence. '* You are in a fever — your poor cheek is burning," said Lady Brandon, fondly caressing the head which still rested on her bosom. " I have been walking. The sun was very powerful, and I have walked fast," said Flo- rence evasively, as she concealed the still deeper crimson with which this want of truth had dyed her cheek. " I am come to you, mamma," slie continued hurriedly, as if to prevent further question or remark, — " I am come to tell you, that I have quite changed my mind about Lord Saville. I will certainly accept his proposals the moment he chooses to make them. I aui ready to marry him." Nothing could equal the delight of Lady Brandon at these words ; and she clasped her daughter still closer to her breast. "My own Florence — my darling! I knew THE LOVE-MATCH. Ill you would not refuse me. Oh ! you have made me so happy, and it will give such true pleasure to your father. Dear — dear Florence, what an angel of goodness and obedience you are !'* Lady Brandon did not hear the sigh of agony which seemed to rend the bosom of Florence. She could not see the look of utter despair which filled the beautiful eyes of her beloved child as she made this declara- tion, for Florence had turned away her head. *'When do you think he will propose?" she suddenly asked, with a gesture of impa- tience. '^ I cannot tell, my love. But I am quite sure he has long been waiting for an opportu- nity of speaking to you ; but it would have been difficult to find one between your cold- ness and Lady Julia's attentions." '' But I will not be cold any longer, mamma. I will go to the drawing-room, and ask him to 112 THE LOVE-MATCH. ride with me. I will offer to ride Saracen, that I am sure will please him." *' What a sudden change !" exclaimed Lady Brandon, smiling. *' I think you have taken a lesson from Julia. She certainly will not be much delighted at the progress you have made, if it is the cause of her being obliged to give up her persecution of Lord Saville. I never saw any thing more indelicate than her con- duct — forcing herself upon a man who does not care for her. It must, however, disgust him with her in the end." " Oh ! do you think it must?" said Florence, in a tone of such sadness that even Lady Bran- don was struck by it, and she paused in the midst of the elation with which the idea of Lady Julia's discomfiture filled her in spite of her natural kind feelings. She dreaded v/hat she called *' the romance" of the nature of Florence. If she was once impressed with the idea that she was the cause of sorrow or THE LOVE-MATCH. 113 disappointment to her cousin, all her late good resolutions stood but little chance of being carried into effect. Lady Brandon hastened to efface tlie recollection of what she had said. "Oh! of course, I do not mean that she seriously imagines that Lord Saville would marry her, she is so many years older than he is. But she always finds some man to persecute. I hear she did just the same at Naples with Gerald De Grey, and of course no one ever thought of marrying him." What would not Florence have given at this moment to have been able to articulate the smallest question, as to why she should never have contemplated marrying him ? But it was impossible. Her tongue seemed to cleave to her mouth, and her heart died within her as she recollected that, but a few hours before^ that thought had been her dearest — her only one — the thread of her life — the mainspring of all her actions ; and that now it was gone for ] 14 THE LOVE-MATCH. ever — broken — snapped asunder, and by his own band. Tlie hand to which she had looked with the fullest confidence of support had rudely cast her from him, and the fairy wreath which her trusting love had twined, he had torn and trampled upon, till nothing but the withered fragments lay beneath her feet. Its brightness had faded — its fragrance was gone. The blooming flowers of hope had drooped as the chill blast of indifference reached them, they had shrunk from its blighting touch, and, trembUng, had perished. CHAPTER VIII. •*' Where did you leave Florence?" asked Lady Julia, as Mr. De Grey passed hastily through the hall where she was standino. *' She is walking still, I believe," replied Gerald, with a searching look at the counte- nance of his interrogator. *^ Your interview with her does not appear to have had the effect that at least one of the party could have wished. I see by your horses being ordered so early you persist in going away this morning." " I do not see what there is particularly well worth staying for, unless, indeed, to watch the IIG THE LOVE-MATCH. progress of your tuition of Lord Saville : a propos, as you did not seem to be getting on, I have been advising Florence to marry him." '' You have not dared to do so ! " exclaimed Lady Julia, in a fury. '' Yes, certainly I have," answered Gerald, with a most insulting smile. *' Pray why is she not to have a chance?" *' She shall not succeed, I am fully deter- mined she never shall : and even you, Gerald, — you dare not recommend her to marry another !'* *' It is much the wisest thing she can do," replied he, without appearing to notice the warning her last words conveyed. '^ It may be according to your ideas," said Lady Julia contemptuously, " but you might remember that it v/ould not be very beneficial to my interests." " As to that I dare say your present under- taking will end in nothing. It is all very well, while you have got him safely down here all to yourself, but Saville is a mere boy, and your THE LOVE-MATCH. 117 being a relation of Florence's is quite enough for him at this moment." *' You are certainly very complimentary this morning," said Lady Julia, with a look of mor- tification she vainly endeavoured to conceal. " Oh ! you know we are old friends, Julia. I have witnessed the rise and fall of too many of these sentiments of yours not to be pretty well au fait as to what chance there is of any success. So if you cannot manage him, for Heaven's sake why stand in Florence's way?" *' Because I would rather die than that she should succeed — because I hate and detest her!" *' I know you do," said Gerald, coolly. '^ And you think that I would stand by and see her bear off the prize? — a mere child !" " You certainly have the advantage of her there," observed Gerald, with just sufficient of sarcasm infused into his voice and smile to call up a blush on Lady Julia's cheek, deep enough 118 THE LOVE-MATCH. to be distinctly visible throngh the rouge with which it was covered. " She never shall be Lady Saville ! I will never live to be trampled upon by her ! I hate all these Brandons with their insufferable pride !" " You might forgive them a family failing, being lucky enough to have escaped its infec- tion." Lady Julia's eyes flashed fire as she replied, *' Perhaps their pride is more endurable than their excessive stupidity, for that is a very con- venient quality sometimes in a family!" *' You have found it so, probably," observed Gerald, whose temper not being of the calmest nature, was becoming somewhat irritable from the manner of Lady Julia: " I have great re- spect for an observation founded on experience." ^' Then it is a pity you do not profit by it, my dear Gerald," said Lady Julia, endeavour- ing to moderate her tone. THE LOVE-MATCH. \19 Perfectly aware that she did not dare to affront Gerald — a conviction he never scrupled to impress upon her by either words or manner — Lady Julia's wisest plan, she knew, would be to conciliate him. His friendship (or rather connivance) she trembled to lose, for without it she would often have found a great deal of difficulty in carrying on the various schemes and manoeuvres in which she was always more or less involved. Affecting suddenly a tone of kindness and confidence, she proceeded, — *' You must be aware, Gerald, it is a posi- tive miracle that all that has been going on so long should have totally escaped the observation of Sir William and Lady Brandon.'* '* You think, then, positively, that they have no suspicion?" asked Gerald, who knowing he could not deceive the penetration of Lady Julia, thought it better to accept the friendly terms she seemed inclined to propose to him. *' I am quite sure they have not. A few days ago, I imagined »Sir William looked un- 120 THE LOVE-MATCH. » easily towards the piano-forte in the evenings ; but I think last night they were quite satisfied when you announced your departure." '' Ah ! I thought so — a day later, and it might not have been so easy — you women never can keep your own secrets." Something like a sigh escaped from Lady Julia as she replied, " Your censure is very sweeping, but I know your horror of getting into a scrape. You have had a very narrow escape here I can tell you." *' Few women are so clever as you, Julia. But tell me, how does Saville go on? Have you really any hopes of him ? If not, why should you lose any more time ? it would be much better to give it up at once." *' And leave the way open to Florence ? No, Gerald, if you want my friendship or assistance in this matter, do not interfere on this point. You know if I can be a firm friend, T can also be a bitter enemy." No one knew this better than Mr. De Grey, THE LOVE-MATCH. 121 and after a few words more, in which each contrived to shew the other how completely a good understanding was necessary between them, these worthy accomplices parted, and Gerald mounted his horse and rode slowly homewards. Cleaveden Abbey, the home of Gerald De Grey, was one of those favoured spots upon which, not only the eye delights to dwell, but where the mind seems to repose with a hal- lowed feeling of content and thankfulness. It had that air of independent comfort of being sufficient to itself, which is so peculiarly Eng- lish. The fortune of the De Greys had never been on that scale of splendour, which some- times, in the necessity for show and ostentation which it entails, serves in some degree to banish the feeling of quiet and simplicity, which is inseparable from the full enjoyment of domestic retirement in the country. Still it was sufficiently ample to afford to its owners the means of supporting with dignity a position VOL. I. G 122 THE LOVE-MATCH. which, in the minds of many, is often to be preferred to the gaudy trappings of rank and wealth, — that of an old country gentleman's family. The house took its name from a beautiful old tibbey, the ruins of which, seen at a little dis- tance from the windows of the drawing-room, added much to the effect of the rich view of the adjacent scenery. It was a fine house, but only sufficiently large to insure the comforts of its inmates ; and if Cleaveden was not mag- nificent enough to attract the notice of passing strangers, at all events every thing that presented itself to the eye, confirmed the assurance that the first glance had given, of its being a hand- some and independent property. If there were no public days, which are a source of perpetual annoyance ; no open house kept, which is a material injury to any fortune; and no state rooms, which always have a cold and comfort- less feeling, at least Cleaveden Abbey could boast of its handsome and well-filled library, its THE LOVE-MATCH. 123 cheerful breakfast - room and study, which opened into two lofty and well-furnished draw- ing-rooms, not too fine to be useful. And then, if its owners did not delight in filling every corner of their house with company, until they had not a spare bed, yet they were always glad to enter into all the best society the neigh- bouring country afforded, and no one was more famed for hospitality or cordiality of reception at his own house than was Mr. De Grey. The present owner of Cleaveden was Gerald's father, and was not only a true specimen of a country gentleman, but also a man of very con- siderable attainments. A good deal of his time was now devoted to study, with which and the important cares of his estate, added to the delight he took in closely inspecting the culti- vation of a very well-managed farm, Mr. De Grey found very little leisure to regret the want of the excitement of society, and except for the purpose of paying visits to his friends, scarcely 124 THE LOVE-MATCH. ever left his home. He had married early m life the daughter of a neighbouring baronet — • a lady whose tastes and habits of life perfectly coincided with his own, and whose amiable and affectionate temper promised ample security for the enjoyment of that first of Heaven's bless- ings — domestic happiness. Gerald was their only child, and at first the delight of gazing upon his beauty, and watch- ing the developement of a somewhat precocious intellect, left no wish or hope ungratified to the fond parents. But as years advanced, more than once had they been taught by the very source from which their chief joy had sprung, that few of the greatest blessings which we here enjoy, are totally unmixed with grief. The temper and disposition of their darling child, while it filled them with present sorrow^ oppressed their hearts with serious alarm as to its future consequences. Wayward and petu- lant when unrestrained ; if once annoyed or thwarted in his wishes, the boy would betray a THE LOVE-MATCH. 125 sullenness of disposition over which no kindness or entreaty could exercise the least control ; wasteful and reckless of expenditure where his own pleasure was concerned, there was little inclination to generosity towards others ever displayed by him. As he grew up, these faults did not in reality decrease, though a naturally quick insight into character, and a worldly tact which very early shewed itself, had con- vinced him, that even to appear good and amiable was a good thing ; and he therefore studiously endeavoured to conceal from the eye of the world what he knew would mihtate against his success in it. Perhaps it was this habit, from being adopted so early, that gave to Gerald De Grey that systematic caution and habit of always keep- ing back his real sentiments and opinions upon every subject, which became inseparable from his character in after life. It must not be supposed, because Mr. De Grey himself had always found his chief happi- 126 THE LOVE-MATCH. ness ill retirement and a country life, that either he or Mrs. De Grey ever contemplated for a moment the possibility of their son's in- heriting their love of quiet and seclusion. Though, perhaps, the fond mother in secret shed many tears over the anticipated moment of her only child's 'departure from his home, vet she never by any ill-judged tenderness sought to alter or control the will of a husband whose judgment she so fully respected, with regard to the management of their son. Gerald had, therefore, the full advantage of the very best education. No trouble or expense was spared to cultivate to the utmost his great natural talents, and in due time he was sent to finish this hitherto carefully conducted system of education at Oxford. It was during his residence there, that for the first time any very serious altercation had arisen between him and his doating parents* No sooner did he find himself free from even that slight control which their affectionate soli- THE LOVE-MATCH. 127 citude had latterly exercised over him, than he plunged at once into the midst of riot and ex- travagance, and many a weary hour did he cause to those who had so fondly watched over his childhood. Having quitted the University without any other benefit than a thorough initiation into all the arts of vice, he set out upon his travels abroad, in the vain hope, as his weeping mother expressed it, " that seeing more of the world would make him a better man, and that he would be satis- fied, when he came back, to live quietly at home." But alas! never was that hope destined to be realized. Gerald went abroad, and returned home again, but only to drain his father of more and more money, in order to extricate him- self from the endless difficulties in which his reckless course of life continually involved him. By degrees, this continued perseverance in evil ways created a breach between him and the affections of his parents. It was impossible to 128 THE LOVE-MATCH. feel the same love for one, who, however the world may gloss over such practices with con- ventional names and disguises, always appeared to their right-seeing and religious minds, as steeped to the Ups in disgrace and infamy. Still from his mother's lips no word of re- proach ever reached the ear of Gerald. Though sinking unxier the weight of grief which his conduct continually caused her, a word of soft and piteous entreaty, while the burning tears coursed each other down her cheeks, had been the all of reproof or bitterness with which this gentle and excellent mother had ever striven to reclaim her thoughtless and profligate son. It is hardly in the nature of woman to enter- tain a harsh thought or feeling against the child she has brought into the world — the precious one she has nourished at her breast, and who has been for so many years of his guileless infancy, the sunlight of all her joy, the soother of all her sorrows. Recollections of his childhood will force themselves upon her THE LOVE-MATCH. 129 even when youth's first freshness has ripened into manhood, or when manhood has faded into age. To a mother's heart the remem- brance of the happy day when the smile of that now perhaps guilty being was as light to her eyes; when the sound of his voice went through her heart with a thrill of gladness ; when to see him, hear him, know that he was there, that he was her own — her child — is ever cherished and dwelt upon with delight. Come what may in after life, the ecstasy of bliss which the first innocence of his childish days imparted to her, is unforgotten by a mother's heart, and in spite of the dictates of reason and conviction of mature judgment, will rise up, and, as it were, plead for the offender, at the very moment when that heart is wrung, even to breaking, by the deep sorrow some fresh fault, or oft -repeated transgression has inflicted upon her. What is there on earth so holy as the love of a mother for her child ? Contrasted with it, all g2 130 THE LOVE-MATCH. other feelings appear weak, and all that bears the name of love, of a selfishness nearly ap- proaching to sin. The affection of a child towards a parent is the only one that can bear a comparison with its entire purity, and yet even that is tinged by the existence of an almost unconscious sense of dependence, of gratitude, of imperative duty, which, from the first mo- ment, is impressed upon us. As soon as reason dawns upon its infant mind, a child is taught to obey. But a mother's heart asks not to be taught to love, to foster, to watch over the most precious gift of God. It is the spontaneous effusion of her whole soul. Her nature is elevated and ennobled by it. Sacrifice and self-denial are but visionary evils if their prac- tice can conduce to the happiness of her child, and in the exercise of this most heavenly and unselfish feeling, all other cares seem light, and all worldly anxieties full of vanity and hollow- ness. Such a love as this was the love of Mrs. De THE LOVE-MATCH. 131 Grey for her only child. And yet the anguish his erring course of life had inflicted upon this excellent parent, had caused little or no change in the habits of Gerald. He imagined that he loved his mother, and often her bleeding heart was soothed by the assurance of it ; but Gerald did not, and could not love any one but him- self. Endowed with great personal beauty, and a manner full of grace and sweetness, be did but use these precious gifts as a veil to cover the hollowness of his heart. He was a man without affection ; given up to the gratification of his passions, and as in the pursuit of the means of such gratification, any scruples of conscience, honour, or virtue would have been; extremely inconvenient, he had from the mo- ment he commenced his career of profligacy and self-indulgence, utterly discarded even the appearance of submission to any other dictates beside those of his own vicious inclinations. Once removed from his parent's eye, Gerald imagined himself free from all vigilance, and 132 THE LOVE-MATCH. forgot, or chose not to remember that All- seeing One, to whom even his inmost thoughts were clearly discernible. It was a fearful and melancholy study to his parents, to mark the progress of their son in iniquity ; but year after year rolled on, and, to the sorrow of their hearts, brought no amendment. For some time past it ap- peared as if a sort of tacit agreement existed between them and Gerald, that other days and other scenes should be as little referred to as possible. How sad were the hours then, how comfortless the evenings, which ought to have been passed in the delights of social and open-hearted confidence! A tone of sorrow and reproof seemed ever to pervade the conversation of Mr. De Grey, while his poor mother appeared almost afraid to talk to Gerald, lest some of her strict and religious notions should jar against the more modern and convenient creed of the man of the world. But Gerald, however he might spurn, and THE LOVE-MATCH. 133 scoff at the pious and upright sentiments of his parents, at least never indulged in any open defiance of them by words. If he had any higher motive in this, the effect might have beeen perceivable in an altered course of life. But Gerald was merely too well-bred to contradict others, or to advance opinions, in their presence, which he knew would be distasteful to them. He contented himself, whenever he was displeased, by infusing into his usually fascinating manner a certain por- tion of biting sarcasm, which generally had the effect of preventing any further remarks being addressed to him, and it cost him but little to look with unmoved eye upon the sor- rowful expression which had now become habi- tual to a mother whose whole life had been one long thought of love for him. Corrupted by the world, he could look calmly on, and feel no remorse at seeing that mother, in her old age, deprived of many luxuries and comforts which, from constant custom, had become as neces- 134 THE LOVE-MATCH. saries to her. He could know that such was the case, and yet never pause one moment in his career of vice ; and at each return to his home could bring with him fresh demands, which he knew must entail still greater sacrifices and privations upon those whose declining- days he should have brightened and watched over with tenderness. Yet, notwithstanding all this, his poor mother, while she feared, loved him with unfading love, and never, during the long long years of trial he had brought upon her, did she breathe to mortal ear the cause of that sorrow which had changed to coldest winter the summer of her days, or utter his name, save in tones of love, or unaccompanied by the expression of that deep-seated affection which still glowed in her sorrowing heart. CHAPTER IX. Having satisfied herself that Mr. De Grey had really quitted Wandesford, Lady Julia Manvers bent her stejDS -towards the drawing- room. It was deserted, and she seated herself by a window which overlooked the terrace, and determined to arrange her plan of pro- ceeding at once. The departure of Gerald was a source of the greatest annoyance to her. She could now no longer hope to find an occupation for her beautiful cousin, which would effectually keep her at a distance, while she herself monopolized Lord Saville, and maintained almost a tete-a-tete conver- sation with him durino- the whole evening. 136 THE LOVE-MATCH. She knew too well that Florence would not continue to sing, from the moment that the gentlemen appeared in the drawing-room, now that Gerald was no longer there to take his part in a duet, or turn over the leaves of her music-book while she sung. There was an «nd, therefore, of diverting her attention in that manner, and of all the comfort of their quiet evenings. Lady Julia certainly could not reproach herself with having thrown away a single moment of her time. Upon that point no conscience could be more clear than hers generally was. She could not recollect, during her long experience, ever having lost an op- portunity of at least endeavouring to ingratiate herself with every man who could possibly have been converted into a husband. No pains had ever been spared by her to bring about an acquaintance with such as either she did not know, or who were in the habit of standing rather aloof from her advances. She THE LOVE-MATCH. 137 had hitherto been very unlucky. She was decidedly more clever than most people, and yet had never had the address to succeed in catching any one of the many gilded simple- tons who infest society. Her Ufe was like the doom of Sisyphus, always rolling the stone to the top of the hill, merely to see it roll down again ; and as, assuredly, this was neither an agreeable nor a profitable way of passing her days, an increased irritability of temper was always the consequence of each new disappointment. jS^othing can equal the weariness and dis- gust with which an impartial observer is filled, while studying the life of one of these inde- fatigable young ladies. The tact they some- times display, and the patience with which they almost always attend upon the move- ments of the objects of their pursuit, would be worthy of a better cause. There are few women who do not wish, or, at some period of their life, have not wished, to be married. 138 THE LOVE-MATCH. It is the natural aim of a woman ; an idea im- planted in her mind, as well by education as by nature. To study to improve herself — to learn what is useful, as well as what is orna- mental, *' that she may make a good and sensible wifej'' is frequently held out to a woman as an incentive to application and good conduct. Nor can such advice be deemed injudicious. The person who is intended for the future head of a family for the guide and guardianship of children, cannot be too strongly impressed with the importance of the trust committed to her charge, and of the sacred nature of the varied duties she ought to fulfil whenever she shall be placed in that position. No blame can be attached to women for wish- ing to marry well, provided the means they employ to effect their purpose are such as they ought to be, and that they neither seek to interfere with, or destroy the happiness of others, or compromise at once their own, and the dignity of the whole sex to which they THE LOVE-MATCH. 139 belong, by overstepping the bounds of modesty and decorum. Few men are so devoid of judgment and penetration, as not to see through the cha- racter of the advances that are made to them. The undisguised admiration of a well-practised coquette, bent on securing what she supposes to be an advantageous alliance, is as different from the sentiments of approval expressed or exhibited by a modest and retiring woman, as light is from darkness. In their anxiety to attain their object, women often forget how unlikely it is that they should be the first who have had an opportunity of making a similar attack ; and if it should not happen to have been directed against the parties themselves, that the intended victims may have silently wit- nessed the same sort of siege going on against some of their friends. There are many more observers than actors in society ; and if any thing can fill up the measure of disgust in a high-minded and well-judging person, it is^ 140 THE LOVE-MATCH. to see, day after day, and year after year, the same expedients resorted to, the same old tricks played off, to attract and engage the attention of one, that have been so often tried, and been found wanting when applied to others. Who could believe that any word, look, or feeling of such as resort to means like this can be genuine or true? It certainly does happen that sometimes after a long and tedious succession of hopes and fears, such ma- noeuvres are crowned with success. Whether happiness is the result of success, the world seldom troubles itself to inquire, though the means by which it has been attained are never forgotten, and the woman who has what is called *• taken in a man" will be accompanied by the stigma of it to her dying day. None will ever dwell upon her history without quoting the circumstances which led to her marriage, and to the last it will ever be more or less a slight upon her name. THE LOVE-MATCH. 141 No such ideas, however, interposed them- selves between Lady Julia Manvers and her constant endeavours at success. That there was a possibihty of it was quite enough for her. Upon the whole, she was very well satisfied with the progress she had made with Lord Saville. He certainly appeared as if he could not do without her, and generally, when he entered the room where she was, he im- mediately took the place by her side. She forgot to calculate how much oftener she had unhesitatingly, upon every possible oppor- tunity, seated herself by him. At this moment, however, Lady Julia had not time to burden her mind with many recol- lections of days gone by. The present was of much more importance. The sudden de- parture of Mr. De Grey had deranged all her plans, and entirely broken up that sort of quiet family-party which had been so favour- able to her views. Whatever was to be done must be decided upon at once. Nothing but 142 THE LOVE-MATCH. some very clever coup-de-main could now have the effect of keeping the party nearly in the same state. Not one of the underhand manoeuvres of Gerald had escaped her notice. From the moment of her arrival at Wandes- ford she had seen exactly the situation of all parties, and, with the delight of a fiend, had she watched the progress of an attachment which, on the part of Florence, she knew was sincere ; and which, she was well aware, could never be productive of aught but misery to the unhappy girl. But upon this idea she dwelt with delight. Her hatred to her cousin was a feeling so intense in its nature that she scarcely would have paused in the execution of any scheme which might involve her in sorrow or disgrace, even should a part of it have been her own portion, so consoling would have been the delight of what she called '^ humbling her." For this violence of ill-will and hatred she had no grounds. It was one of those feelings THE LOVE-MATCH. 143 which grow out of innate badness of heart — • conceived by spite, born of envy, and nou- rished by the gnawing consciousness of infe- riority. The real foundation of jealousy lies in this galling sense of another's superiority. Little-minded people are always the most jea- lous. It is not so much that they are in- capable of appreciating the more brilHant endowments of others, as that they are unable, from the narrov/ness of their ignoble nature, to endure the discovery of their own deficiencies should a comparison be instituted between themselves and the objects of their dislike. But when the superiority is so prominent that its existence cannot possibly be denied, whether the distinction consists in talent, beauty, acquirement, or in loftiness of intel- lect, which lifts the fortunate possessor above the commonplace characters of the world ; then is every shaft which malice can feather, and jealousy envenom, hurled with unsparing hand against the unhappy mortal who, from 144 THE LOVE-MATCH. the height of his greatness, unconsciously points out to the grovelhng natures beneath, the distance between themselves and him. Then is slander busy with his name. Then comes detraction, with her thousand tongues, eager to pull down the edifice reared by the towering mind, and supported by. public opi- nion ; and, worst of all, clothed in the garb of professed approval, comes the vile and das- tardly insinuated doubt, creeping and winding with stealthy step and cautious turn, in the hope of secretly undermining the strength it dares not openly to attack. All this has its source in the meanest and most abasing feelings of the human breast, mortified vanity and self-love, of so virulent a nature, that the wound continues to rankle from the moment of its infliction, and only obtains rehef in expressions of revengeful bitterness. Such was the case with Lady Julia Manvers. Her bitter hatred of her cousin arose entirely THE LOVE-MATCH. 145 from her own envious feelings. She could not forgive the superiority which she was much too intelligent not to perceive. She could not en- dure the contrast to herself that the presence of Florence continually offered. Florence, in the first bloom of youth and surpassing beauty, was just entering upon life with every advan- tage that position and fortune could bestow; while Lady Julia could not help acknowledg- ing to herself, that every day placed her chance of success in effecting some brilliant alliance farther back in the perspective of her picture of delight, and that if something fortunate did not soon occur, it would be altogether lost. Day after day she marked with dismay and trembling the ravages which so many years of the exciting life which she had led had made upon the little freshness of which she had ever been able to boast. Rouj^e became every day more necessary, and the careful adjusting of a figure which had always been too thin, more indispensable. Lady Julia VOL. I. H 146 THE LOVE-MATCH. in her peignoir in the morning, before she was made up for the day, was a very different per- son from the sparkling and piquante brunette she contrived to appear in the evening. The hollow eye, sallow cheek, and occasionally red nose, were well concealed by cand-lelight. Aware of her deficiency in point of complex- ion. Lady JuHa most heartily disliked all morn- ing expeditions, and seldom appeared out of doors without her veil of Brussels lace care- fully drawn over her face, and it would have been difficult for any one to say that they ever remembered to have seen it thrown back. Lady Julia had the misfortune of looking older than she really was ; and the fresh and delicate tint upon the cheek of Flo- rence was a source of perpetual misery to her. No two people ever offered a more complete contrast than did the two cousins as they sat together in the breakfast-room in the full blaze of the morning light. The appearance of Flo- THE LOVE-MATCH. 147 rence was like that of a moss-rosebud newly gathered. The most lovely hue of health bloomed upon her cheek, and looks of love and happiness beamed from her large, dark, hazel eyes, while the rich hair of a sunny brown fell round her face in a profusion of na- tural ringlets. She was tall, but so beautifully formed and proportioned, that her step was like the noble tread of the deer, at once light and stately. Lady Julia was undersized, but from being extremely well dressed, contrived to give some effect to a very moderate figure ; while the studied graces and the mannerism in which she always indulged, hoping it might throw an air of childish glee over her coun- tenance, differed widely from the natural and easy gaiety of Florence, which won its way irresistibly to every heart. When Florence was in high spirits, it was like the gladsome note of some sweet singing bird. It was im- possible not to rejoice when she rejoiced ; and none could feel a care when that beautiful 148 THE LOVE-MATCH. creature, with her bounding step and beaming eye, came lightly across the path that before, perhaps, they were treading in weariness or in sorrow. For some time past, the countenance of Florence might have been observed to vary from its usual expression of contented happi- ness. The fluctuations of hope, the timidity of love, came mingling there, with a shade of sorrow, and sometimes even with one of fear, in a manner that shewed too plainly that the spirit within no longer slept the calm sleep of untroubled peace. No one was better skilled than was Lady Julia in reading the mind of this artless and unsuspecting girl. Every emotion of he fluttering heart was portrayed upon her face, and hailed with delight by the wicked Lady JuHa as a proof of the existence of that passion which, she rightly guessed, would be a feeling of no little strength or duration in such a character as that of Florence Brandon. CHAPTER X. For some time Lady Julia remained alone in the drawing-room. Lady Marwood was writing letters in her own room, and Lady Brandon almost always sat in the library. Lady Julia, therefore, calculated upon having a good op- portunity of carrying into effect the determina- tion she had come to with regard to Lord Saville. To lose any more time might be dangerous ; and she resolved at once to excite a suspicion in his mind that might put an end to his attentions to Florence, which were be- coming every hour more and more odious to her. Full of impatience, she continued to watch for every sound in hope it might be the ap- 150 THE LOVE-MATCH. proach of the person she so much longed to see ; but Lord Saville did not appear ; and after a tedious hour had at length elapsed, Florence entered the room, and advancino^ towards her, exclaimed, — *' Dear Julia, you will do me the greatest favour if you will tell Lord Saville I want to ride Saracen to-day!" '^ Certainly, if you wish it. But I thought you were afraid of him. What has given you more courage than usual?" said Lady JuHa, with a scrutinizing look that brought the deepest blush to the cheek of Florence. ** I am not much afraid. At all events, I wish particularly to ride him. Will you ask him for me ?" *' I think you might as well ask it yourself," replied Julia, who was excessively annoyed at the proposal. '' Well, perhaps it would be better," replied Florence, with a look of determination that positively alarmed her hearer, though the THE LOVE-MATCH. 151 bright-red spot which seemed burning upon each cheek, told the agitation she was sufFering. *' My dear Florence," said Lady Julia, kindly taking her hand, *' you do not seem well to-day. What is the matter?" *' Nothing," sighed Florence, with a look of intense suffering. *' I hope not ; but indeed I am very un- happy about you. Your poor hand is burn- ing. Tell me what is the matter ? You cannot imagine how it grieves me to think you are unhappy.'^ The look and tone of kindness with which these artful words were spoken, were more than poor Florence could bear. Miserable and excited at the same moment, the voice of sympathy found its way instantly to her heart, and, overcome by her feelings, she burst into tears. With the most malicious delight, Lady Julia gazed upon her sorrow ; but the moment was 152 THE LOVE-MATCH. not yet come when she wished to possess her whole confidence. On the contrary, had Flo- rence trusted her with her secret, it would have been very embarrassing, as she still had appearances to preserve. She therefore con- tinued to soothe and comfort the poor girl by every endearment in her power, and by degrees Florence regained her self-possession. ** You are so nervous to-day, dear Florence, that I think a ride will do you good. Suppose we join Lord Saville on the terrace and pro- pose it." Florence eagerly assented ; and they pro- ceeded to the terrace. Lady Julia had for some time perceived that Lord Saville con- tinued to walk up and down before the windows, his arms folded, and to all appear- ance wrapped in deep meditation. The least appearance of change in his manner filled her with uneasiness, and she hastened to make the proposal for their ride as she had promised. It was soon arrano;ed ; and in due course of THE LOVE-MATCH. 153 time, they set out upon the long -projected excursion to visit the old ruin. Lady Julia exerted herself to the utmost. The day was beautiful, and Saracen acquitted himself to the full satisfaction of his master ; and yet nothing could impart the slightest appearance of gaiety to the little party. Lady Julia's lively nonsense remained frequently un- answered ; and when Florence did try to talk, her words were incoherent, and her manner so wild, that Lady Julia was in an agony of fear lest she should not be able to control her feelings sufficiently to escape observation. Every instant she trembled for the prize she fancied was within her grasp could she but manage to prevent any explanation be- tween Lord Saville and Florence. As it was almost impossible to calculate upon the effect which her state of excited feeling might produce. Lady Julia determined not to lose sight of her cousin for a moment ; and during the ride she kept close to her side, h2 154 THE LOVE-MATCH. and carefully noted down every word that was spoken. She saw the effort it was to her even to attempt any thing like conversation, and more than once, with consummate tact, con- trived to engage the whole of Lord Saville's attention, when distracted by the apprehension that the tears which gathered fast in the eyes of Florence could no longer be repressed. But in thus bestowing so much attention upon one point, Lady Julia committed a fault which is very common to those whose own minds are made up of design and cunning, — that of thinking every one but themselves deficient in the power of observation. Anxious as she was to ingratiate herself with Lord Saville, and, if possible, to gain possession of his affections, she had but a poor opinion of his intellectual qualities. She did not give him credit for one-half of the sense or discrimination which he in reality possessed. Lord Saville was one of those persons whose THE LOVE-MATCH. 155 real character it is not very easy to discover upon a short acquaintance. His manner was cold, even to haughtiness, with strangers; hut this was less from pride than from a reserve which was natural to him. Though very young, he was not quite so unskilled in reading the human heart as Lady Julia ima- gined. From the moment in which he had first beheld Florence Brandon, his sole wish and object had been to make her his wife. But to obtain her hand alone was not suffi- cient ; and though dazzled by her excessive beauty, and charmed by the many fine qua- lities and accomplishments she possessed, Lord Saville still retained sufficient control over his inclinations to make them subservient to the decision of his better judgment. He had been long enougrh in the world to have been made fully sensible of his own advantages. He had mixed much in society abroad ; and already more than one scheming mother and ambitious daughter had been disappointed in their en- 156 THE LOVE-MATCH. deavours to ensnare the young heir, who, upon attaining his majority, would be the possessor of immense wealth. Fortunately for himself, Lord Saville was gifted with a very considerable share of plain good sense. He knew himself to be an object of speculation, and without falling into the usual error of those so situated, and imagining that every woman who sought his acquaintance was actuated by some designing motive, he was perfectly able to distinguish whether such was the case or not. His vanity was not flattered by attentions or professions whose depth he could so easily fathom ; and his habits and pursuits were not of a nature to reduce him to the necessity of seeking society which did not particularly interest him merely for the purpose of passing his time. His own mind was too full of resource to allow of his aban- doning himself to idleness. Though fond of society, he could amuse himself very well without it ; and being independent of it, was THE LOVE-MATCH. 157 enabled to take a much more calm and clear view of the variety of character which consti- tute its component parts. Courted and ca- ressed on all sides, he estimated the attention he received at its proper value — his intellect was not deceived by professions, nor his senses intoxicated by flattery. On the subject of matrimony, Lord Saville's perceptions were equally lucid ; and vain were all the attempts to entrap him. Many a well- devised moonlight walk or midday excursion, when some fair being had rashly deemed her- self almost secure of having created an interest in his heart, had begun in hope and ended in disappointment. Lord Saville willingly joined the endless parties of this sort to which he was invited, and scrambled up rocks to look at views, and down precipices to listen to tor- rents ; and explored ruins, and lingered in picture-galleries, and, in short, entered into all the plans of his various tormentors with 158 THE LOVE-MATCH. graceful readiness and civility, but it went no farther ; and when, after several years residence abroad, he at length returned to England to take possession of his property, it was reserved for him to meet with the only woman he had ever seen for whom he felt that he could experience a very decided preference. It was through his friendship with Mr. De Grey that Lord Saville had made the acquaint- ance of Sir William Brandon. Gerald had been his intimate friend for some time ; and though, in many respects, their opinions and habits diflfered widely, yet sufficient pursuits remained common to both to prevent their feeling that disunion upon some points was an insuperable bar to their friendship. Though Lord Saville very much disapproved of Mr. De Grey's habits of life, yet he found his society agreeable ; and even at the moment that he deplored the misuse of so much talent, he could not but admire the THE LOVE-MATCH. 169 high cultivation of his intellect, his brilliant conversational powers, and intimate knowledge of the world. Lord Saville felt conscious that his friend far excelled him in the qualities that enable men to shine in society. That easy lightness of conversation which flows on without an effort — that happy sparkling of wit which never wounds or degenerates into flippancy — and that ready perception which enables the mas- ter mind to dive into the recesses of others' thoughts, and seize and bring to light what- ever may be best and brightest there, and which otherwise might have lain dormant, entangled in a web of confused ideas, or crushed by the weight of a natural timidity — all this belonged as it were exclusively to Gerald De Grey. It was a peculiar subject of admiration to Lord Saville, whose own endowments were more of the solid than the brilliant order. Strange to say, no jealousy ever mingled 160 THE LOVE-MATCH. with the feeling of his friend's superiority in this respect. Upon all such points he looked up to him as to a master in the art ; and partly from this reason, and perhaps a little from the difference in their age, there was a certain degree of deference in his manner towards Mr. De Grey which impressed the latter with an idea of having much more control over him than he really possessed. The undisguised admiration of Lord Saville for Florence had been a plausible excuse for his unusually protracted visit to Wandesford. Every day Gerald De Grey assured him he need not be in any hurry to go away, and directly or indirectly encouraged the continu- ance of his attentions to her, and yet daily and hourly did Gerald himself contrive to occupy her attention almost exclusively. For some time this had not forcibly attracted any suspicion ; but, latterly, Lord Saville had not been so inattentive an observer. The sud- den change in the manner of Florence towards THE LOVE-MATCH. 161 himself, if at the moment it had filled him with delight, had ever since been a subject of painful and deep meditation. Notwithstand- ing the happiness that the bare idea of her preference conveyed, he felt that this sudden display of it was not only unnatural, but par- ticularly foreign to the ways and habits of Florence. Of Lady Julia Lord Saville had never thought at all. The idea of proposing to her would have appeared to him preposterous ; but her incessant talking afforded him a convenient shelter, from beneath which he could safely listen to, afid gaze upon, the object which filled his whole mind. Added to this. Lady Julia's artifices had so far succeeded as to make him believe her to be a firm and devoted friend to her cousin ; and for these reasons alone, had he endured with so much patience the perse- cution which, from not being abruptly re- pulsed (as had sometimes been the case), led Lady Julia to hope that, by time and perse- 162 THE LOVE-MATCH. verance, her efforts might at last be crowned with success. But upon the intentions and movements of Gerald, Lord Saville could come t# no positive decision. He had too frequently heard him declare his aversion to marriage, to suppose that he could contemplate taking a step so directly in opposition to his avowed tenets ; and yet, what other motive could prompt his attentions to one so situated as Florence ? Every thing appeared so contradictory, that the more he dwelt upon it, the less could he understand it. But the result of his observa- tions was any thing but favourable towards his growing passion for Florence. Lord Saville's ideas on the subject of female purity were of the nicest and most rigid order. He could not endure the thought that she whom he would gladly have chosen as the companion of his life should have ever been tainted by the intimate society of such a man as Gerald De Grey. He knew too well the THE LOVE-MATCH. 163 total want of principle, either moral or reli- gious, with which the character of his friend was imbued, — to imagine that one with whom he was evidently on terms of friendship, more than brotherly, should have totally escaped contamination. Simplicity of thought, and ignorance of evil, were to him inexpressible charms. It was an essential point with him that his wife should be pure in mind as well as in person ; and he well knew that no woman could long preserve that guileless innocence which he so highly valued who was the inti- mate companion of a libertine, — of one who held in utter disregard every law, whether human or divine, which might possibly operate as a bar to his inclinations, or a check to his passions. Long before Lord Saville had entertained any suspicion of the affections of Florence not being free, he had determined never to make her his wife while the slightest doubt remained upon his mind as to the unsullied purity of 164 THE LOVE-MATCH. her opinions. Deeply interested as he had from the first moment of his acquaintance felt for her, he resolved not to be led away by his admiration of her beauty, but to obtain if possible a clearer insight into her character. It required no little determination on his part to adhere to the resolution he had formed ; but Lord Saville possessed no ordinary degree of self-control, and more than once had it been tried to the uttermost when he had ima- gined that Florence spoke more kindly than usual, or seemed more disposed to appreciate his attentions. Lady Brandon's idea that he did not propose to Florence because there was no opportunity of doing so, was as erroneous as might have been expected from one who was as deficient in the commonest knowledge of the world as she was blind to the variety of shades in the character of those by whom she was every day surrounded. There are always abundance of opportunities. Where people wish to understand each other a long THE LOVE-MATCH. 165 formal declaration is unnecessary. A look that may be unseen by all others is sufficient for the one whose heart silently responds, while it garners up the remembrance of that precious glance as its best-loved treasure. A word that may seem careless or unmeaning to the indifferent, will fill the longing ear with rapture, and bind the soul of the listener more firmly than a thousand formal professions of love. All this may occur in the midst of a crowd, — among the busy, or the idle, the anxious, or those who are merely impelled by curiosity to watch the movements of others ; and yet all may remain in utter ignorance that any thing particular has happened, nor dream that one heart in the midst of them has silently given up its Hberty for ever. A man is never deterred from proposing to a woman he likes by any such foolish reason as the mere want of opportunity ; and if, after having excited hopes that such is his inten- tion, he takes his leave without any further 166 THE LOVE-MATCH. communication upon the subject, the lady- may be quite certain that some other more rational cause existed for his silence. Lady Brandon, however, was not of this opinion, and she hailed with delight the de- parture of Mr. De Grey, simply because it would give Lord Saville more opportunity of being alone with Florence. But the opinions of Lord Saville had taken, within the last few hours, a very different turn from what even Florence herself imagined. He alone, of all the party (always excepting Lady Julia), had read aright the contending eviiotions of Florence. He was now ,convinced that she was not indifferent to Gerald. His mind was too full of thoughts of her, his heart was too anxious to allow him to be deceived. Bitter and distressing as the discovery had been to Lord Saville, with regard to his own wishes, his honest and upright mind trembled for the fate of the poor girl around whom the deadly coils of the serpent were, he feared, THE LOVE-MATCH. 167 but too surely entwined. He dared not think of what her future fate might be ; but his heart was wrung as he looked upon the sur- passing loveliness of the creature over whom a man of Gerald's character seemed to exer- cise unlimited control. In the change of her manner towards him- self Lord Saville merely saw an artifice, the motive of which, at the moment, he could not accurately determine. Florence was too ingenuous, too noble to act a part which Lady Julia would have managed to perfection ; whether it was from pique, or from obedience to her parents, or from a false idea of being able to subdue one passion by trying to force another in its place, he could not decide, but the result was the same, even though the cause might remain hidden. He saw that Florence could never be to him what he had once hoped that she might be, and he instantly determined to fly from a presence so fascinat- iijg, that in spite of his reason he felt it might 168 THE LOVE-MATCH. be impossible to resist the temptation. The sudden departure of Gerald, the subsequent agitation of Florence, were so many more con- vincing proofs to him, that he had not been mistaken, and he determined to leave Wan- desford with as little delay as possible. CHAPTER XI. When Florence returned from her ride, she found Lady Brandon ready to receive her in lier dressing-room. Gladly would poor Flo- rence have dispensed with even her fond mother's attendance : she longed to be alone. The agony of mind she endured was so violent that she scarcely knew what was passing be- fore her. Of one thing only she was too deeply conscious : the part she was playing with regard to Lord Saville, was odious to her. Urged on, in the first moment of irritation, against Gerald, for the cruelty with which he had treated her, she had declared herself willing and anxious to marry another ; but VOL. 1. I 170 THE LOVE-MATCH. now, that some hours had elapsed, that other thoughts and other feehngs had taken the place of anger and wounded pride, the natural goodness of her heart, and her lofty sentiments of honour and justice, resumed their accus- tomed sway. She loathed herself for the arti- fice of which she had been guilty, in appear- ing to wish for the ride from which she had just returned. In the excitement of feeling she had determined upon it, but long before its completion, how bitterly had she repented of the meanness with which she was acting ! Florence was too much engrossed with the sorrow that weighed down her own heart to observe minutely whether the manner of Lord Saville was exactly what it had hitherto been. Had she been more calm she might have seen that in addressing her, and bestowing those attentions which the circumstance of the mo- ment called for, it was more that of a respect- ful acquaintance than of an anxious and de- voted lover. But Florence saw nothing of THE LOVE-MATCH. 171 all this. She only saw in him the man she was endeavouring, in the most perfidious and cruel manner, to deceive; and, as she rode by his side, and listened to the justness of his remarks, the quiet gentlemanlike tone of his conversation, and the goodness which seemed to pervade all his thoughts and direct his actions, her heart smote her still more deeply than before. Because she herself was suffer- ing, why was she deliberately to endeavour to involve another in her misfortune ? What alleviation of her own sorrow could it be to cause the unhappiness of a man who had never injured her; who, on the contrary, was ready to sacrifice all he was possessed of to ensure her happiness? And what a return was she about to make ! The heart of Florence recoiled from such a step as she silently put these questions to herself. At one moment so impressed was she by the unworthiness of her conduct that she felt tempted to avow the whole truth to 172 THE LOVE-MATCH. Lord Saville. Too ready to act upon the im- pulse of the moment, especially when im- pelled by a noble or generous motive, it is more than probable that had Florence been alone with him she would have thrown her- self at his feet, and confessed all. But the ever-watchful Lady Julia was at hand to pre- vent any such indiscretion, and Florence was restrained from making a declaration which might have had a most material influence upon her after life. Lady Julia, who knew more of the real disposition of her cousin than any other per- son, suffered no little alarm from being aware of the possibility of such an event occurring, and during the ride she never for a moment relaxed in her vigilant observation of Florence ; but no feeling of security entered into her mind, until, having accompanied her to the door of her room, she found, to her delight, that Lady Brandon was waiting for her. Lady Juha then hastened to change her dress THE LOVE-MATCH. 173 SO as to be able to resume her post of obser- vation in the drawing-room, before Florence should have returned to it. But Florence was in no hurry to do so. Dis- tracted by her grief, she could scarcely reply to the questions addressed to her by her mother. Lady Brandon perceived her agitation, but no thought of questioning her as to its cause occurred to her. She believed herself to be thoroughly informed upon that point, and forbore to add to the discomfort of her child by alluding to it. She, therefore, made no observation upon the altered looks of Flo- rence, but talked of the ride, of the horse, of the ruin, and of every thing which would naturally have induced the mention of Lord Saville's name. But Florence replied only by monosyllables, and at length Lady Brandon desisted from her inquiries, satisfied that if any thing decisive had been said, Florence was not able at that moment to communicate it. She, therefore, busied herself in perform- 174 THE LOVE-MATCH. ing all the otBces of a waiting-maid to her beloved child. She took off her riding-habit, and wrapping her in her peignoir placed her on the sofa, and prepared to disentangle the beautiful ringlets which the ride had dis- ordered. With the fondest care she smoothed down the glossy hair of her child, and looked with pride upon the excessive beauty that was more than ever displayed by this simple and negligent attire. There could not be a more lovely creature than Florence Brandon ; and more than once on this very evening did the happy mother repeat this to herself. After she had bestowed endless little attentions which none but an anxious mother would think of, she poured out a cup of tea which she had prepared for her darling, and brought it to the sofa where she sat. Florence, who had passively submitted to all her mother's acts of fond care, now raised her head as Lady Brandon stood before her. THE LOVE-MATCH. 175 She took the cup from lier hand, and endea- voured to swallow some of its contents, but she could not; she felt a choking sensation in her throat, and she hastily replaced the cup in her mother's hand, and buried her face in the cushions of the sofa. Lady Brandon, alarmed, sat down by her daughter, and endeavoured, by every endear- ing expression, to restore her to calmness. Florence did not weep, but heavy sighs burst from her bosom as she listened to her mother's words. She pressed the dear hand that so fondly clasped hers ; but any other answer was beyond her strength ; until Lady Brandon, touched by her evident suffering, exclaimed, — ** Dear Florence, if the idea of this marriage is so painful to you, it shall not proceed further — at least not at present. My darling child, I cannot bear to see you suffer. I will speak to your father about it." ''Thank you, dear mamma," was all that Florence could say. 176 THE LOVE-MATCH. ** It will be a great disappointment to him," said Lady Brandon, with a sigh. "Was he, then, so very anxious for it?" asked Florence, in a low voice. *'Yes, indeed, he was. I never remember to have seen him so anxious about any thing. He thinks very highly of Lord Saville in e^i.ery way. It is a great pity that you do not like him, Florence." *' I do not dislike him — no one could dis- like him. Oh ! he is much — much too good for me !" exclaimed Florence, wildly. '* Too good ! Oh, no, my child ! — there is nothing too good, or good enough, for you in the world ;" and, as she spoke. Lady Brandon pressed her daughter's head upon her breast, and covered it with kisses. " Mamma, do not talk so if you love me !" said Florence, clasping her mother's hand con- vulsively between her own. " Why should I not say so? Have you not always been the dearest, best, most angel THE LOVE-MATCH. 177 child that ever woman was blessed with ? I am too grateful to Heaven for having given you to me, ray Florence, not to own it with delight." Lady Brandon's eyes filled with tears as she spoke. She did not hear the stifled groan which was the only answer of her unhappy child. *'Tell me honestly, Florence — is it your wish that this marriage should go on ?" "Oh, yes! — no — I do not know, mamma, what to do. " "But has Lord Saville proposed to you?" at last Lady Brandon ventured to ask. "No," replied Florence; "and I fervently hope he never may ! " " And yet you own you do not dislike him. Why this contradiction, Florence? If it is only sorrow for leaving your home," said Lady Brandon, in a trembling voice, "recollect, my child, we cannot live as long as I hope i2 178 THE LOVE-MATCH. and trust you may — you will not always have a father's house to live in, and you ought to marry and have a home of your own." "Oh, mamma, I know it! but not yet! — oh, not yet! — do not force me to marry yet; perhaps the time may come, — but not so soon," said Florence, with a shudder. *' My own Florence," said Lady Brandon, satisfied with this half admission, as she fan- cied it, ''it shall be as you like. You know we could not wish to hurry you. Thank you, darling, for telling me exactly what you wished. You are so good — so honest always with me — you would not hide a thought from your poor mother, who doats so upon you." Whatever may have been the guilt into which a person has been, by the weakness of human nature, betrayed ; while a keen sense of the hideousness of sin remains, the heart still retains much of its original purity, and no pang is more terribly bitter than that which THE LOVE-MATCH. 179 pierces it at the least word of unmerited praise. A smile of approval, a word of com- mendation, where conscience tells us it is not deserved, is the most cruel punishment such a heart can receive. Poor Florence felt this to the uttermost. Her mother's words pierced her soul with anguish, and almost with a shriek she threw herself upon her bosom, and clasping her hands round her neck, entreated of her to spare her, for that she was undeserving of her kindness. Lady Brandon hesitated. Alarmed by her daughter's manner, which was so unusual to her, she longed to question her still further, but fear of giving her unnecessary pain pre- vailed, and she returned no more to the sub- ject which filled her mind. One other prayer — one word more — and, perhaps, Florence could no longer have con- tained herself, and the secret of her sorrow would have been confided, as it ought to have 180 THE LOVE-MATCH. been at the first moment, to her mother*s breast. But Lady Brandon, gentle and unsus- pecting, did not speak that word, and only entreatinor of her daughter to lie down and try to take some repose before dinner-time, she carefully drew the curtains so as to shut out the still remaining daylight, and left the room with a quick and noiseless step. CHAPTER XII. In the meantime Lady Julia had not been idle. She had, in an incredibly short space of time, disencumbered herself of her riding-dress, and taken her place by the fireside in the drawing- room, when, to her great delight, a moment afterwards. Lord Saville entered, and seated himself near her. Their conversation naturally turned, at first, upon the circumstances of their ride ; but Lord Saville, who, though his mind was fully made up as to what his future course should be, could not divest himself immediately of the mournful interest he took in the fate of Flo- rence, inquired of Lady Julia whether she 182 THE LOVE-MATCH. was acquainted with the real reason of Gerald De Grey's abrupt departure on that morning. " Mr. De Grey did not think proper to in- form me of all that has happened, but there cannot be much difficulty in discovering the reason, I fancy," replied Lady Julia. ''Poor Gerald! I hope he is not in any fresh difficulty as to money," observed Lord Saville, in a tone of kindness. *' I am afraid there is not much chance of his ever being free from difficulties on that score. There is a spirit of extravagance in his nature that will always prevent his being rich or even comfortable. That is the prin- cipal reason why Sir William Brandon is so averse to the marriage. His pride could never bear to see his daughter the wife of a poor man." " His daughter ! What can you mean, Lady Julia?" " Is it possible that you should not have perceived what is going on?" exclaimed Lady THE LOVE-MATCH. 183 Julia, in a well -feigned tone of amazement. " But," added she, assuming an air of mystery, '' I depend, dear Lord Saville, on your not mentioning that I ever spoke to you upon the subject. I always cautiously avoid family quarrels." " Certainly ; I shall feel bound in honour never to mention your name. — But do you speak of Miss Brandon ? '* asked Lord Saville, with some agitation ; for the idea of having been duped and deceived is never very agreeable. ^' Of course it is Florence that I allude to. I thought you must have been aware of the attachment between her and Gerald De Grey, as you are his intimate friend." Lord Saville actually writhed under these cutting words ; but Lady Julia having now entered upon her long projected scheme, con- tinued without seeming to observe his dis- composure, — ** It has been an attachment on her side 184 THE LOVE-MATCH. ever since she was a child. I do not think it is quite so devoted on his part, which makes me very unhappy, for she is such a sweet creature, I cannot bear the thoughts of her not being appreciated as she deserves to be. It makes me quite wretched when I think of it." Here Julia put her handkerchief to her eyes ; but Lord Saville, without appearing to remark it, said, — '' I am surprised, if such is the case, that Sir William Brandon does not put an end to the engagement at once, that is, if he is aware of it." *' Oh, he must be aware of it. But Sir William is one of those persons who think themselves, and every thing belonging to them, as of a distinct species. The same laws or rules never could have been intended for the Brandons that were destined to control the rest of the universe ; they are a people by themselves ; and, therefore, Sir William never THE LOVE-MATCH. 185 could imagine that any evil could befal a daughter guarded by his name." *' And Lady Brandon ? in what light does she view this long engagement ? " *^ Lady Brandon is a fool !" replied Julia, with more asperity in her manner than was prudent ; but she was instantly recalled to her usual watchfulness by the sudden look of sur- prise with which Lord Saville regarded her. •' Lady Brandon, I should rather say, was one of those persons who only see through their affections. So devoted is she to Florence, that the will of her daughter is her law. She can see no fault, no imperfection in her favourite child, and would not hear of contra- dicting her in any wish she might form." ^' She is, indeed, a most perfect creature," continued Lord Saville, with a deep sigh, which made the spirit of hatred burn with a fiercer flame in the breast of Lady Julia. " Florence is very charming," she replied, in a calm tone ; '* and, for so young a person, has 186 THE LOVE-MATCH. a great deal of decision in her character ; she will not easily give up any point upon which she has once come to a determination." " There is nothing I admire more than that sort of character," said Lord Saville, to the consternation of his hearer. " Women are not famed for stability of purpose, which I have always thought was a libel on your sex. I believe you are much more constant than we are, and certainly much more persevering." Lady Julia did not quite like this remark ; but Lord Saville was not thinking of her, and without waiting for an answer he continued, — *^ A woman who really loves is such an en- dearing creature : how beautiful is her patience, her trustingness, her silent sacrifice of self! It is hard that this should be so often under- valued, — that such a treasure as woman's love should be sought but to be cast away as worth- less, after the first bloom of novelty is past. What must the sufferings of a high-minded sensitive woman be who has been thus treated ? THE LOVE-MATCH. 187 How dreadful must be her feelings, when she finds their very warmth and fervour turned back to feed upon the heart which, full of devotion, only sought to form the happiness of the beloved one, — when she finds that the love, which she fancied was as her own, has fleeted away like the brightness of a summer's day, and that all now is dark and cheerless ! There can be no misery like that. Tell me if you think Florence would feel all this. Would she be able to endure it? " The stroncr emotion with which Lord Saville had rapidly uttered these words, proved very plainly to Lady Julia u[)on whom his thoughts rested. The true character of Gerald De Grey was no secret to either of them ; but Lady Julia did not deem it prudent to enter into any dis- cussion upon it. The bitterest jealousy rankled in her heart at this new proof of the deep inter- est Lord Saville seemed to take in the welfare of the hated Florence. She knew the doom that must certainly be her portion who leaned her 188 THE LOVE-MATCH. faith upon such a broken reed as the affection of Gerald ; and could a word have saved the innocent and lovely Florence from it, Lady Julia would have died before she would have uttered it. " Oh ! I do not think," she replied, with a laugh, ** that Florence's devotion would go quite as far as that. Perhaps she may be cured of her foolish fancy in time ; but, at present, any opposition would only make her more determined. She is to go out in Town next spring, as Sir William fancies she will soon change her mind when she has seen more of the world." " I devoutly hope she may,'' replied Lord Saville, with an air of solemnity, which would have been very amusing to Lady Julia at any other time; but just at that moment she was particularly out of temper. Expert as Lady Julia fancied herself at reading the thoughts of others, she could not come to any satisfactory conclusion as to what THE LOVE-MATCH. 189 impression her intelligence had made upon Lord Saville. He had expressed but little surprise, and had not shewn any resentment. She expected he would have been overwhelmed with both. Her sagacity was completely at fault for the moment ; but the dressing-bell having summoned her to other cares, after a few words of unimportant conversation, she retired to her own room with feelings of ex- treme dissatisfaction. Lord Saville, though he had been sufficiently guarded in his manner to leave Lady Julia in a complete state of mystification, was actually stunned by the sudden communication thus made to him. His only feeling towards Lady Julia was one of extreme disgust at the open manner in which she had divulged the secret of an unsuspecting girl. He thought it coarse and unfeeling thus to place her in the power of one who was almost a stranger to her ; and though all thought of a dearer tie between himself and Florence was forbidden by the 190 THE LOVE-MATCH. certainty of what he had before suspected ; yet he was too deeply touched by all that con- cerned her, not to grieve over the idea that in the path she had chosen for herself, sorrow probably awaited her ; and he quite hated Lady Julia for the careless way in which she had talked of her attachment, and of the foibles of her family. The bitterness, too, with which she had spoken of an aunt and uncle, who appeared to treat her with the greatest kindness, did not increase his feelings in her favour; and never since her first acquaintance with him had Lady Julia appeared in so un- attractive a light as she did at this moment. With what altered feelings did the whole party meet at dinner on that day ! Florence, who the evening before had been comparatively happy, now sat the picture of woe, the bright flush of fever now and then lighting up her fine eyes, as she forced herself to attempt to take a part in the conversation ; while her poor mother, with her heart filled with sorrow, THE LOVE-MATCH. 191 looked first at her, and then at Lord Saville, and sighed to think, that without the sacrifice of her child's happiness, those hopes could not be realised, which she knew were uppermost in the mind of a husband she tenderly loved. Lady Brandon grieved more for the disap- pointment which she knew the decision of Florence would cause to her father, than for her own vexation. As yet. Sir William knew nothing that could make him anxious. He had more than once expressed his delight at Gerald's well-timed departure, and fondly ima- gined that now all would go on rightly. The agitation of Florence had not escaped his obser- vation ; but he merely ascribed it to a very natural feeling of shyness, and had rather a malicious pleasure in observing that Lady Julia was not quite in her accustomed spirits ; though as usual, she had contrived to place herself close to Lord Saville. The latter was seated exactly opposite to Florence, and though suffering deeply, contrived 192 THE LOVE-MATCH. to apj3ear calm. His kind and pitying heart ached as he contemplated the lovely being be- fore him, and he would at that moment have risked his life, could he have snatched her from the impending danger ; but the means were not in his power. Once he thought of speaking to her, of endeavouring to warn her of the precipice upon which she stood. But it was impossible — how could he tell the timid, shrinking crea- ture, who blushed at every word her young lips uttered, that he was in possession of her secret? How could he, a man so little older than herself, presume to give advice to one, whose father and mother only appeared to disapproveof her wishes in a worldly point of view ? It could not be, and he must bear the agony of seeing her whom he could have loved with his whole heart and soul, drawn in among the eddies of the whirl- pool, and perish miserably before his eyes, and yet know that, had he but stretched forth his hand in time, she might have been saved from destruction. The customs of the world, the con- THE LOVE-MATCH. 193 ventions of society, forbade his interference, and crushed, as they often do, the noble use that might have been made of the purest and most generous impulses of the human heart. Deeply did Lord Saville feel this, and though from education, from habit, from deference to the opinion of others, he felt himself bound to submit in silence ; yet much of that bitter scorn of the world, which afterwards formed a leading feature in his character, took its rise from this incident; and a deep-rooted hatred seated itself in his heart against the artificial tone of that society which seems studiously to repel and deride every effusion of noble and lofty feeling, while it pampers and applauds the open display and dexterous use of the most contemptible vices of our nature, and listens, with an approving smile, to the tale of scandal and the by- word of defamation. Young, generous, and enthusiastic, Lord Saville was, as yet, untainted by the world ; and his was a character that was never YOL. I. K 194 THE LOVE-MATCH. likely to be much deteriorated by intercourse with it. As he sat before Florence, his heart was filled with sorrow, and the thought of his own disap- pointment was but light when compared to his anxiety for her. For one moment a gleam of hope seemed 'to brighten up Lord Saville's whole being. It might not be true. The story of Lady Julia might have been a fabrication to serve some purpose of her ow n ; for he now hated her so much, that he was ready to believe every thing against her. This supposition, though in exact contradiction to the result of his own observ- ations, was so consoling to the anxious heart of Lord Saville, that he could not help for some little time indulging in it. But even this last hope, which, though reason declared it to be un- founded, was still something to cling to, was soon swept away by the conversation which ensued. Lady Marwood, whose whole soul was wrap- ped up in her rubber of whist, and the thoughts THE LOVE-MATCH. 195 of how and where she could obtain money, or devise means by which she could make her three thousand a-year answer the purposes of six, had never been informed of the event which had been of such importance to more than one of the as- sembled party — the unexpected departure of Mr. De Grey from Wandesford. But, on looking round the table, she suddenly perceived that he was not in his usual place. " What has become of Mr. De Grey ? " she inquired. The question was addressed to a very tall, thin man, who sat next to Florence, with a long nose, and inquisitive grey eyes. He was a Mr, Dickson, a near neighbour of Sir William Bran- don's, and the greatest gossip in the country. " I do not know where he may be at this moment," Mr. Dickson replied, " but I fancy he must be near town, if he travels at the same rate he did this morning." " Town ! why I had no idea he was going to town. I wish I had known it, I had a parcel 196 THE LOVE-MATCH. to send. Pray, Mr. Dickson, are you sure he was going to town ? " ** I cannot say for certain," replied the thin man ; ''but I am pretty sure I was not mistaken in the person I took for Mr. De Grey." " Sir William, did you know Gerald De Grey was going to London?" inquired Lady Marwood, who could not yet get over the annoy- ance of having missed an opportunity of saving a few pence, by sending her parcel privately ; — *' If so, I wish you had mentioned it.*' *' I did not ask him any questions," said Sir WilHam : ** he merely told me that he had some business at Cleaveden Abbey, which must be settled before he went abroad." " Well, it's very strange!" said Mr. Dickson, and he turned his inquisitive eyes from Sir Wil- liam to Lady Marwood, and then glanced to- wards Lord Saville. " I certainly think it was his britzska that passed me on the road. I fan- cied Mrs. De Grey might be going to town, when I saw the De Grey crest and a lady in THE LOVE-MATCH. 197 the carriage, but her head was turned the other side, so I could not see her face." " I dare say it was his mother," hastily ob- served Lord Saville, shocked at the ghastly paleness that overspread the countenance of Florence. *' Well, I should have thought so ; but then I did not see Mrs. Humphreys behind. I looked to see if she was there, for you know Mrs. De Grey never travelled in her life without Mrs. Humphreys." " Mr. Dickson, will you do me the honour to drink a glass of wine ? " exclaimed Lord Saville, in so loud a tone, that it made the inquisitive man sit bolt upright upon his chair, before he could answer the question. " With pleasure, my lord," obsequiously re- plied the gossip, who was particularly fond of great people. '' Perhaps your lordship can tell us where Mr. De Grey is gone? I know you were once fellow-travellers, for I remember once when Mr. De Grey got into that scrape at *' 198 THE LOVE-MATCH. " I beg your pardon, Mr. Dickson," inter- rupted Lord Saville, *' but I have got cham- pagne instead of sherry. I think you said sherry, I am afraid you have not got vi^hat you like!" '* Thank you — thank you, my lord ; this will do very well. But as I was going to observe " But Lord Saville had turned away his head, and, by a well-timed observation to Sir William Brandon, contrived to divert the attention of the company towards a new subject, and in a few moments Gerald and his movements were forgotten — forgotten by all but one; but Lord Saville, without seeming to observe, beheld the anguish which these careless words had added to the already wounded spirit of the un- happy Florence. In stating what he had done, Mr. Dickson, the collector of country gossip for miles around, had stated nothing but the truth, and what, in his coarse vulgarity, he imagined to be a very good joke. But the suffering which his words THE LOVE-MATCH. 19^ had inflicted fell not upon the heart of Florence alone; it filled the kind and feeling breast of Lord Saville with the most poignant sorrow, and he resolved that he would not remain another day exposed to the temptation which so fiercely assailed him, in the hope of warding off the blow which he knew must sooner or later fall upon the head of poor Florence. He determined, however, that, strange as it might appear, he would not mention his departure to any one except Sir William Brandon. Immediately after the ladies had quitted the dining-room, Lord Saville sent for his servant, and ordered every thing to be ready so as to start by daylight on the following morning. He then determined to yield himself up to the sad pleasure of beholding for the last time the woman who, while he could not but disapprove of the feelings which she entertained for an object unworthy of her, still had the power to interest him so deeply, that all other cares 200 THE LOVE-MATCH. seemed light when compared to his anxiety for her fate. The evening passed heavily. Lady Julia, as usual, talked enough for the whole party, but still nothing could dispel the gloom which appeared to hangover most of those assembled. There was no music, for Florence had peremp- torily refused her cousin's entreaty that she would sing ; and it was only when Lord Saville perceived that she meditated retiring sooner than the rest of the party, that he had courage to seat himself beside her. But his heart was too full for the commonplace phrases that he would have forced himself to utter, and after a few words to which Florence replied kindly, though in a subdued tone, both relapsed into total silence. And yet at no moment of her acquaintance with him, had Florence felt so well disposed towards Lord Saville as she did at the instant when she sat beside him for the last time. THE LOVE-MATCH. 201 There is a magic power in sympathy that re- quires no earthly aid to reveal. Florence knew that she was understood ; that she was pitied ; and her generous heart turned with gratitude towards the kind and unselfish being who, even if he condemned, could also feel for her suffer- ings. There was a seriousness in his manner that deeply affected her, and every moment she more and more reproached herself for having, even at the persuasion of others, trifled with feelings which she knew to be worthy of respect. She felt that his affections once given would be deep and lasting, for she mea- sured them by her own, and the idea of having attempted to deceive one of whom she thought so highly increased the measure of her regret and self-reproach. As she rose to leave the room she held out her hand to him, and the low and humble words " Forgive me" fell upon his ear. " God bless and protect you!" he fervently k2 202 THE LOVE-MATCH. exclaimed. *' If you should ever want one, think of me as your firmest and best friend." " I will, — indeed I will," replied Florence, almost suffocated by emotion, and she warmly pressed the hand which held hers. She turned from him, and as she passed away from his sight, his boding heart foretold, that never again should he and Florence Brandon meet on earth, even with what little degree of hap- piness they had parted that night. CHAPTER XIII. " What do you think has happened, mamma T* exclaimed Lady Julia Manvers, as with every feature distorted with rage she burst into Lady Marwood's dressing-room at an unusually early hour the following morning. *' How can I tell, dear Julia? you are so sudden in your movements, you really distract my nerves," replied Lady Marwood, who, having been startled exactly when engaged in the operation of putting on her rouge, had pressed the cotton she held with a jerk against her face, and now sat with one cheek like the side of a very ripe apple, while the other dis- played only its usual cadaverous hue. '* Why only that Lord Saville has gone off 204 THE LOVE-MATCH. this morning no one knows where, without taking leave of a soul in the house." " Well, that is extraordinary, and yesterday Gerald De Grey. I think they are all in a great hurry to get away. Thank goodness I did not depend on any of them for my rubber ! I am always sure of Mr. Dickson and Mrs. Lin- wood, and there is Doctor Martin too if we were in distress, — but he only plays half-crowns." " How can you think of that vile whist at such a moment? What is to be done?" *' I am sure I do not see what we can do," observed Lady Marwood. " If he is gone, it is a clear proof he 3id not want to stay." " Yes, that is very clear," said Lady Julia, pertly. " Well, my dear, I cannot help his going away. It is impossible to account for the fancies of young gentlemen," observed Lady Marwood as she industriously applied herself to the task of endeavouring to transplant the rouge from one cheek to the other. THE LOVE-MATCH. 205 *' Really, mamma, you speak so unfeelingly about the matter, just as if you had no interest in it, when you know such a match as Lord Saville would be, is not to be picked up every day." *' Why to tell you the honest truth, JuUa, I never thought you had much chance of it, but to please you 1 came here, and it seems to very little purpose, if he has taken flight in this sudden manner. However, I have got my rubber pretty regularly, which is more than one can manage in all country places. I had a very good night last night. I left off a winner of five-and- twenty points, and considering that Mrs. Linwood and I cut together almost every time, that was a great deal ; as it was, she trumped my best card three times." " Oh, that odious whist!" exclaimed Lady Julia contemptuously ; '' you really think of nothing else." " Why it is the best thing I can think of. I have made several hundreds a year of it for a 206 THE LOVE-MATCH. good many years. I assure you it is no con- temptible thing if you manage well ; but few people know how to manage the game really well. Recollect, Julia, if ever you play, leave off a winner, if it is only a pound. Remember a pound a night is three hundred a year even if you do not include Sundays, and allowing a few days for being ill, or not being able to make up a rubber. Another invariable rule you should attend to is, never to be over-anxious to pay when you have lost — wait till you are asked, or else let the score run up till the end of the evening, then after fifteen or sixteen rubbers, very often people forget how the first went — you have no idea how much may be saved in this way." *' Mamma, you will positively drive me mad if you go on with your detestable lectures about cards. You know I do not mean to have any thing to say to them till every other hope has failed. Then, I flatter myself I shall be able to take my part without your directions; but THE LOVE-MATCH. 207 when once you begin about them you never will stop till you have worried me nearly out of my senses." ** Well, well, Julia, I did not mean to annoy you ; but what can I do about Lord Saville ? I was going to ask him to Marwood Castle, but you desired me to wait. I never know what to do." *' Of course I intended to have asked him," said Lady Julia ; " but I thought it would be better to wait till the last moment, and then to have settled the time. Who could have thought of his going off in this abrupt manner? I never heard of any thing so impertinent, but I suppose that detestable Florence has had something to do with it — she is always in the way. *' Julia, take care," said Lady Marwood, softly. " For Heaven's sake do not let any one hear you say such a thing. Recollect that it would be most impolitic to quarrel with the Brandons just now — remember that without 208 THE LOVE-MATCH. Sir William's assistance I never can manage next season in town, and there will be a year lost." '* I should not care for any thing if I could once get that odious girl out of my way. I never will rest until I have done so, you may depend upon it," replied Julia, whose ill temper and hatred of her cousin were fast getting the better of her reason. '^ Julia, I insist that you do nothing violent. You know what a favourite Florence is at home. If you are uncivil or unkind to her, it will be the surest way of offending her father and mother, and that is exactly what I wish to avoid." " Dear mamma, you quite mistake me if you suppose that I should condescend to appear annoyed at any thing she could do." ** I always told you Lord Saville admirecl her, but you would insist upon it that you could take him away from her. Dear me, what shall I do with this cheek? I never shall THE LOVE-MATCH. 209 get the rouge off, just give me that box of white powder." " Oh! wash it off at once/* exclaimed Lady Julia, pettishly. " I want you to come down with me to breakfast, as you can ask Sir Wil- liam so many more questions than I can about all this business." "Wash my face!" answered Lady Mar- wood, with a look of consternation ; *' my dear, I have not washed my face these forty years ! Thank Heaven I know better how to take care of my complexion than you young ladies, who wash and scrub your faces just like all the housemaids and dairymaids in the country. No," continued the dowager, with a look of satisfaction, " I shall certainly keep to the good old ways of my own time." *' Mamma," said Lady Julia, after a silence of some minutes, " we cannot stay here. I shall be moped to death in this abominable place now there is nothing to be done here." " It is very easy to say we cannot stay, but 210 THE LOVE-MATCH. pray where are we to go ? I have made up my mind on one point, I will not live at my own expense as long as I possibly can do otherwise." " What can expense signify when one has an object to gain?" replied Lady Julia, with a look of ineffable contempt. '* It signifies so much, that if we do not economise this winter, it will be quite impos- sible for us to live in our usual way next year in town, and I tell you fairly, Julia, that I will not give up my opera box or my guinea whist for any of your mad schemes and speculations, which always end in nothing. I wonder you are not tired of them. You had much better learn to play at cards. Then you would really have a permanent interest in life, and not undergo half the disappointments you now do ; except, to be sure, if you had a run of bad luck such as I had this year, but that does not often happen. Six hundred points, and with- out a bet, it really seems incredible, but thank Heaven I have nearly pulled up now, and with THE LOVE-MATCH. 211 care and my system I expect a good winter, especially if we stay in the country — people are not half so sharp here. As to Mrs. Linwood she never counts the points. She is a perfect treasure for an adversary." Lady Julia did not condescend to take the slightest notice of all that her mother had been saying. Once aware that she had got upon the subject of whist, she knew it would be some time before her thoughts returned to their usual course; she therefore had leisure to reflect upon the very disagreeable position in which her affairs then stood. Even her in- genuity was baffled for the moment, and she could not devise any scheme whereby she might regain what she feared was lost to her for ever. So unexpected had been the departure of Lord Saville, that she had never invited him to visit them at Marwood. She intended to have reserved this especial mark of favour until more assured as to his future intentions ; but the bird had flown while she was too carefully pre- 212 THE LOVE-MATCH. paring her snare, and now it would be more difficult than ever to effect his re-capture. At the moment it was scarcely any compen- sation to Lady Julia to remember the disap- pointment that this event would entail upon Sir William and Lady Brandon. To Florence she well knew it would be a relief, but Lady Julia's chief thought was for herself. All her hopes of splendour had vanished in a moment, or at least had retreated to a most discourag- ing distance. It was but a weary prospect to look forward to beginning the same thing over again, particularly as at that moment she had no victim in view ; and the approaching winter with its dark days and long evenings — how could she get through it? Her mother's deter- mination, she knew, was not easily shaken where her interest was concerned, and it would require a good deal of management to be able to persuade her to move from where she was. Still of that Lady Julia did not despair; and in other points Lady Marwood was very manage- THE LOVE-MATCH. 213 able, as from not caring in the least about any- thing but herself, she generally said and did exactly what her daughter desired when it did not interfere with her own interests. But though Lady Marwood constantly lent herself to her daughter's schemes, she did not in the least indulge in any sanguine expecta- tion of their success. For a great many years it had been no little consolation to observe their repeated failure. The last thing that she wished was, that her daughter should marry. Perhaps if it had taken place upon her first coming out, she might have rejoiced at it, but now it was exactly the reverse. She could not bear the idea of being left alone. Lady Julia was admired, sought for, and made a most agreeable addition to society, which Lady Mar- wood knew was a certain degree of attraction to her house, and she piqued herself on having her parties reckoned lively and entertaining. Her daughter's presence, to a certain degree, enabled her to escape from the reception of 214 THE LOVE-MATCH. company, and thereby to devote more of her attention to her cards. All this would not have been so well arranged had Lady Julia married, and for these weighty reasons her mother fervently hoped that she might never do so. Lady Marwood had beheld with great indif- ference her daughter's violent attack upon Lord Saville ; for she was quite shrewd enough to per- ceive that Lord Saville's thoughts were fully occupied by Florence ; and it certainly required the courage and perseverance of a Lady Julia to attempt the conquest of a man at the very moment when his heart appeared devoted to another. But Lady Julia, if she wanted attrac- tion, certainly did not want assurance, to enable Jier to carry her point. She had heard of such things having been effected by others, and always hoped it might come to her turn. She now sat in her mother's dressingr-room the very picture of discontent and ill-temper. The contracted lip and sullen brow did not THE LOVE-MATCH. 215 enhance the charms of a countenance whose only attraction lay in the ready smile and look of vivacity with which it was continually lighted up when she had an object in view. ^* Julia, my dear, how cross you look!" observed Lady Marwood, who was never very tender in the treatment of her daughter's feel- ings. *' It is not very becoming I can tell you. I insist on your not looking out of spirits at breakfast." *' Of course I shall not : I know very well how I ought to look. But, mamma," she con- tinued, brightening up, '* mind you find out exactly where Lord Saville is gone, and why he went in such a hurry. You must leave no- thing undone to find it all out exactly." " I will do all I can, my dear; but you know Sir William is not particularly communicative, and I am not going to annoy him about such nonsense when I intend to stay here for the next two months, and then ask him for some money." ** I am sure T would give you a good deal if 216 THE LOVE-MATCH. I had it to get away from this abominable place. I do hate all their grandeur and parade, and their state rooms and nonsense. They seem to consider no one but themselves worth thinking about." *' The Brandons were always rather proud," replied Lady Marwood, drawing herself up, " and the house is certainly splendid." '' Oh! it would do very well if it was full of company, but by oneself it is wretched. Those great galleries and staircases I am afraid to walk through them at night." . " Well, I own it is not very lively, and now Mr. De Grey is gone I suppose there will be no music. I do not dislike music when I am at whist, if it is not too near. It does to talk about between the deals, and people constantly forget to mark the game while it is going on. Mrs. Linwood regularly does." " Mind, mamma, that on no account you mention any thing about Mr. De Grey's travel- lino; vvith that vile Frenchwoman.'* THE LOVE-MATCH. 217 « ** What Frenchwoman, my dear ? I never heard of any." " Oh! only some opera-dancer he brought over ; but I do not want them to know any thing about it here." •* Of course not; but how do you know any thing of such a person, Juha? It is very dis- gusting: really young ladies nowadays know so many things they ought to be ignorant of! In my day they were not quite so well in- formed;" and Lady Marvvood, who conceived herself to have been always a pattern of pro- priety, drew herself up with a very dignified air. ** Nonsense ! " exclaimed Lady Julia ; *' why every one must have heard it yesterday at din- ner. Did you not hear Mr. Dickson saying that he met them on the road, — only Sir William and Lady Brandon never hear or see any thing; ?" " I do not want to know any thing more about it," said Lady Marwood, giving the final touch to her cheeks: '* how do you think this VOL. I. L 218 THE LOVE-MATCH. cap sits ? I am not quite sure that red lilac is becoming in ribands, though it is the only shade that looks well at night." '* Oh ! it will do very well," said Julia, in the most disrespectful tone ; '' do finish dress- ing and come down, — I have been waiting this hour for you." Lady Marwood most obediently hastened to conclude her toilet, and the two ladies de- scended to the breakfast-room. CHAPTER XIV. " I FORGOT to tell you, mamma, to be sure to find out whether Lord Saville said any thing to Florence in the shape of a proposal," whispered Lady Julia to her mother as she paused with her hand on the lock of the breakfast-room door. " Dear me! how tiresome you are Julia with your directions, at least do let me get some breakfast;" and Lady Marwood,in no very placid mood, made her way into the room. But to their great surprise it was empty, and the table bore no traces of any one's presence that morn- ing. Breakfast was not at Wandesford the happy, independent proceeding it now is. 220 THE LOVE-MATCH. People did not breakfast by accident at any moment from ten till two, but exactly as the first-mentioned hour struck, Sir William Bran- don, who was exceedingly tenacious upon such points, made his appearance, and expected that all his family should do the same. In vain had Lady Julia, who hated every thing that her uncle liked, endeavoured to upset this long-established rule. In vain had she come down late day after day, and at other times insisted upon breakfasting in her own room, the only result she obtained, was being secure of a solitary or a half-cold breakfast, for Sir William did not deign to take the least notice of her airs, much less to alter any of his arrangements to suit her taste. This day, from the protracted conversation in Lady Marwood's dressing-room, the two ladies did not appear till much beyond the usual time, and their astonishment knew no bounds when they perceived the wonderful THE LOVE-MATCH. 221 innovation that appeared to have taken place in Sir William's favourite arrangement. ** Why, it looks as if Lord Saville had taken away the whole of the family with him!*' ex- claimed Lady Marwood. *' Julia, pray ring the bell, and let us find out the cause of this wonder !" But before Lady Julia could obey, Lady Brandon entered the room, and even Lady Marwood was shocked at the visible suffering portrayed upon her countenance. *^ Good heavens! what is the matter?" she exclaimed. " My child 1 — my poor child ! " was the only answer poor Lady Brandon could make ; and it was not till after a violent burst of tears had somewhat relieved her, that she could gain sufficient strength to inform Lady Marwood of the sudden and dangerous illness with which Florence had been seized. She had been attacked, shortly after retiring for the night, 222 THE LOVE-MATCH. with violent shivering fits, and the physician who was called in pronounced her in a most alarming state of fever. The word " fever" had no sooner escaped the lips of the unhappy mother, than Lady Marwood, who, though very indifferent to the sufferings of others, was peculiarly sensitive at the approach even of imaginary danger to her- self, exclaimed, — " Good heavens ! Fever ! what sort of fever? — Typhus — scarlet fever? Oh! what shall I do? I shall certainly catch it!" '* It may not be catching, mamma," observed Lady Julia, who was ashamed, less of her mother's want of feeling than of so glaring a display of it. " Oh, yes it is! all fevers are catching — there is nothing I am so afraid of. What shall I do ? we must go away directly ! " Lady Brandon made no answer — over- whelmed by her sorrow, she scarcely heard THE LOVE-MATCH, 223 what the cruel woman of the world imagined to be most important at the moment ; and it was not until Lady Julia, whose alarm was more moderate on the score of infection, recollected the necessity of saying something proper on the occasion, that Lady Brandon was enabled to give the particulars of the illness of Florence, and she hastened to entreat they would dis- pense with her presence at the breakfast- table. '* Oh ! certainly, my dear : but you are not going back into the sick room, are you?" ex- * claimed Lady Marwood. *' Yes, I cannot bear to be away from her for a moment." ** Then for heaven's sake do not come near me again, my dear Mary. I declare I feel quite cold and shivering myself. I hope it is not in the air of the house. Send me down some camphor directly, but do not touch it yourself, or let any one touch it that has been in the room. Julia, my dear, ring the bell, I have 224 THE LOVE-MATCH. some pastilles in my dressing-room ! Good heavens, if I should catch the fever!" '* I declare, mamma, you are quite ridicu- lous," exclaimed Lady Julia, as poor Lady Brandon glided from the room ; " people do not catch fevers so easily." ** I shall certainly not run the risk of it. One would be such a figure : it completely took off Lady Malcolm's eye-brows last year, and as to complexion that never recovers from a long fever; only look at Mrs. Oakley, who had the finest complexion in the world, — just see what a colour her face is now !" " Then where do you intend to go, mamma?" asked Lady Julia, not sorry that any thing should afford a pretext for escape from the dulness which she foresaw would be her por- tion if she remained at Wandesford. ** I am sure I don't know. There never was such an unlucky time for that girl to be ill. I wish she had chosen to wait another month or THE LOVE-MATCH. 225 two. I had settled to stay here, and now at the moment we have no invitations that would suit us. The Scotts don't expect us till Christmas ; the Wyndhams are not at home." *' Why should we not go to Brighton or to Paris?'* asked Lady Julia. " Quite impossible, my dear; I will neither live at my own expense, nor go where I am not sure of my whist. Now if there v/as any place in this neighbourhood that I could manage to get into for a fortnight or three weeks, when the infection was over we could come back here. If she don't die in a week or ten days, most likely she will get well, and infection is all over in about three weeks." *' There is no house in this country fit to go to/' said Lady Julia, sullenly. " No house, my dear, I dare say that you would find agreeable, but if it suits me, that is the chief thing. People must not be so selfish. In my days young ladies did not think so much l2 226 THE LOVE-MATCH. of themselves and their amusement as they do now. Let me see, there are the Watts, and Groves, and Barnards, all within an hour's drive of each other : but they are on the wrong side of the country. I must be near Mr. Dickson and Mrs. Linwood, or I never should be sure of my rubber. Who else is there, Julia? — can't you speak?" " No one that I know of," rephed Julia, coldly. She was determined not to give any assistance towards Lady Marwood's plan of migration to some neighbour's place. "Oh! Pembury, the Perkins's! — the very people that will suit me. How could I pass them over ? really my poor head is bewildered !" " What, Lady Perkins? the woman to whom you were so abominably rude last year ? I wonder you could think of such a thing, mamma." '* That does not signify in the least. I will be very civil to her now, which will make up THE LOVE-MATCH. 227 for it. Order the carriage directly, Julia, that I may be sure of finding her at home." '' Surely you do not seriously think of in- viting yourself there ?" said, Julia, with a look of alarm. '* Certainly I mean to do so. It will exactly suit me in every way. Mrs. Linwood's place is quite close to Pembury, and so is Mr. Dick- son's, — at least not more than two miles I should think. He can ride over to tea every evening, even if they don't ask him to dinner. And then we shall be near enough to hear every day how Florence goes on, and even if she does die I can still come back here. My own brother's house is quite a different thing from a stranger's." " Oh ! I dare say she will not die," said Lady Julia, spitefully. ** I hope not, for I have just finished all my mourning. I gave away even my old black satin. I wish I had kept it in case of acci- dents, for trimmed up with crape it would have 228 THE LOVE-MATCH. done very well for a niece, and really I have not a farthing to spare. People always con- trive to die at some inconvenient time." While these affectionate relations were thus coolly occupied in discussions in which the life or death of the beautiful creature who, had either of them been ill, would have tended the sufferer with the most devoted affection, ap- peared the least important point, — the uncon- scious cause of their discomposure lay but a few steps distant in all the agony of delirium. Though hitherto she had been blessed with uninterrupted good health, Florence had not naturally a very strong constitution, and the extreme sensitivenessof her nature rendered her liable to suffer deeply from any violent excite- ment of feeling. The events of the preceding days had been too much for h-er, and the effort she had made to conceal the misery occasioned by her interview with Mr. De Grey had only rendered her sufferings doubly acute. From the moment that Lady Brandon had THE LOVE-MATCH. 229 been hastily summoned to her daughter's bed- side, she had hung over her in an agony of grief. Every thing that kindness or the skill of the medical attendants who were within rea,ch in the country could devise, was done to alleviate the sufferings of this idolized being, but every hour seemed only to increase the violence of the illness; and when the physician who had been sent for from town arrived, he pronounced the symptoms to be decidedly those of a brain-fever. Night closed, and another day arose; and another and another followed, and yet no hope of amendment was given ; but, at length, the youth of the poor sufferer triumphed, and the afflicted and almost despairing parents were told that their child was spared to them, they knelt, with grateful hearts, by the bedside of that dearly loved one, and poured forth their fervent thanks to Him who, in his mercy, had looked down upon their sorrow, and made it 230 THE LOVE-MATCH. light enough for them to bear, at the moment that they were ready to sink beneath its weight. And now, as they gazed upon the wan and haggard, though still lovely features of their precious child, though neither of those doating parents spoke a word, how deeply each felt that all their late anxiety for the temporal advantage of her who lay before them was but vanity, and the fear that the knowledge of it might have preyed upon her mind, filled their hearts with the bitter torment of self-reproach. Each mu- tually resolved that the subject should never again be mentioned, and if a pang of regret did sometimes remind them that all feeling-s of this world were not yet dead within their breasts, they soon looked with horror on what was but a selfish feeling, and in the ecstasy of bliss with which they wept over the lovely being who seemed restored to them, they acknow- ledged, in meekness and humility, that their happiness was far beyond their deserts. THE LOVE-MATCH. 231 It was, indeed, a happy day when the word of hope was spoken. For several hours no one of the many who wept in silence in that chamber of grief dared even to question their own hearts. The afflicted parents, with their hands clasped in each other's, bowed their h#ads, as if awaiting the blow which was impending over them ; while Louisa and Mary Brandon sat on each side of their sister's bed, looking, in their beau- tiful freshness, like two young spirits from above, watching the moment when the fleeting breath should exhale its last soft sigh, to bear it gently up to realms of peace and joy. Deep had be#n the anguish of the mourners; but deeper still was the fervour of their gratitude to Heaven, when, once more, the parent's heart was gladdened, and the sister's love rejoiced in the feeble sound of that beloved voice which for some time had seemed as if hushed for ever. The ravings of fever were past : the shriek of delirium no more echoed through the breaking 232 THE LOVE-MATCH. hearts of the listeners : the solemn silence, and the stillness, as of death, which follows when exhausted nature sinks beneath the fierceness of her own imaginings, — all had passed away: the heavy wing of the destroying Angel no longer hovered above ; and the first words of the gentle sufferer were those of thanksgiving to Heaven ; the next of affection and gratitude to those dear ones, whose sweet looks of love hailed the return of the nearly lost to their arms, with tears of joy and gladness. CHAPTER XV. Meantime, firm to her deteraiination, Lady Marwood, turning a deaf ear to all her daugh- ter's objections, set off to negotiate an arrange- ment by which she could manage to escape from the danger with which fancy threatened her at Wandesford ; and still remain near enough to resume her place in her brother's house, whenever it should be convenient. The family of the persons she was about to invade consisted of four individuals, — Sir Jo- seph and Lady Perkins, and their two daugh- ters, Mary and Priscilla. Sir Joseph had once attained to the dignity of being mayor of a neigh- bouring town, and, on being appointed to pre- sent some address at court, had been knighted. 234 THE LOVE-MATCH. Certainly, this distinction could scarcely have been conferred upon him, had grace of manner or comeliness of appearance been requisite qua- lifications for the honour ; for no human being ever presented a much less engaging exterior to the eye of royalty than did Joseph Perkins. He was a very diminutive thin man, with a small pale face and a red nose, he stooped slightly, and the sound of his voice suited well with the delicacy of his appearance. Lady Perkins bore one of those striking resemblances to her husband that sometimes fill the mind of the beholder with astonishment : as if, from constantly living in his society, Lady Perkins seemed every year to grow more and more like Sir Joseph. There was the same spare, dried-up look, the same little red end to her nose, that looked as if the blood confined its circulation to that favoured spot ; the same habit of stooping, and almost inaudible tone of voice ; and when these two little people ap- THE LOVE-MATCH. 235 peared, which they almost always did, together, they looked like two field-mice, creeping side by side, for protection. But their peculiarity of appearance was the only fault of Sir Joseph and Lady Perkins, or rather all that could throw a shade of ridicule over them ; for there did not exist two more well-meaning, innocent-minded creatures on the earth. The circumstance which had led to Sir Joseph's elevation to the honours of knight- hood, was almost the only one which had ever compelled him to emerge from the retirement of his own house ; and once released from the ar- duous cares of office, he had hastened to seek repose in the obscurity of his own home. In that home had his tranquil and happy life been spent. He had bought the little property on which the house stood on their marriage ; and ever since, it had been his delight and that of his wife to improve and embellish it by every means in their power. There, had their children 236 THE LOVE-MATCH. been born ; and there, they had lived in peace and contentment, till the moment when, unfor- tunately for them, Lady Marwood found it convenient to recollect their existence. Neither Sir Joseph nor Lady Perkins cared the least about great people. Simple and un- pretending, if their society was sought for by others, they were perfectly ready to take in good part the overtures that were made to them, and their old friends were always received at Pembury with the most true and honest cor- diality ; but they never toiled after new ac- quaintances, or attempted to vie with their neighbours in point of establishment or equi- page. Contented and unassuming, they kept the even tenor of their way ; and being totally free from pretension, never could be accused of vulgarity. It may be imagined with what astonishment these quiet little people beheld the showy equi- page of Lady Marwood approaching the door of THE LOVE-MATCH. 237 their house ; and when, without waiting to ask any questions, the lady whom it contained bus- tled into the drawing-room, followed by Lady Julia, whose countenance exhibited unequivocal signs of ill-temper. ** My dear Lady Perkins, how very happy I am to have found you at home ! I am so glad to see you again — and Sir Joseph, how well he is looking!" was the first exclamation of Lady Marwood, as she seized a hand of each of the small people, and stood looking from one to the other, not the least abashed by observing that there were certainly no very visible signs of pleasure on the countenance of either. The only acquaintance which Lady Marwood could boast of with the lady of whose house she thus unceremoniously intended taking pos- session, was, having met them the year before at Wandesford Park, at dinner, when having ascertained that they could be no acquisition to her whist- party (the only redeeming quality 238 THE LOVE-MATCH. she could see in country people), she had not failed to be as rude as she possibly could manage to be in the course of one evening, and even openly quizzed the singularity of their ap- pearance to her daughter. Of this, however, they were not in the least aware. It would have taken some time to initiate them into the mysteries of that art which enables a proficient in it to be as unladylike, unkind, and uncivil as possible, without speaking a word which can afford any tangible ground of offence. But when the kind and formal Lady Perkins thought it necessary to explain to Lady Mar- wood, that she would make it a point to drive over to Wandesford the next morning to call upon her; and when, heedless of her ladyship's uncourteous reply '' that she never visited in the country," Lady Perkins really did make her ap- pearance, only to be denied the pleasure of seeing Lady Marwood, after sitting a quarter of an hour waiting for her, a visit which she THE LOVE-MATCH. 239 took care never to return ; then certainly, the spirit of Lady Perkins awoke, and she did express to her husband and daughters her sense of the rudeness which had been offered to her. And this was the person of whom Lady Marwood intended asking the small favour of being taken into her house, herself, her daugh- ter, and servants, for a period which was to be regulated entirely by her own caprice. The selfishness and meanness of a fine lady knows no bounds. It was a strange contrast the meeting of these people. The showy, bustling, weli-dressed Lady Marwood, talking excessively loud, as if to bear down all opposition to her will, and the timid, shrinking, Quakerlike-looking pair, whom she continued to overwhelm by her pro- fession of interest. * ' I am come to you, dear Lady Perkins, with a little petition. The most shocking thing has happened. My poor niece, Florence, has been 240 THE LOVE-MATCH. attacked with a terribly infectious fever. I am very subject to fever, and Sir William has in- sisted on my not staying in the house ; but as I cannot tear myself from the neighbourhood wbile the dear girl continues so ill, I have fol- lowed my brother's advice, and come to throw myself at your feet, and entreat a night's lodg- ing for myself and Julia. Will you take pity on two poor outcasts ?" The well-timed mention of Sir William Bran- don's name operated like a charm upon Sir Jo- seph and Lady Perkins, and the news of the illness of their favourite Florence was of too distressing a nature to allow of their dwelling at that moment upon any unpleasant reflections which the abrupt appearance of Lady Marwood had undoubtedly revived. With much kind- ness of manner they hastened to assure their visitor that their house was at her disposal ; and in a very short time, Lady Marwood took care that their words should be verified. Having THE LOVE-MATCH. 241 despatched her servants to inform Sir William Brandon of her movements, and to return in- stantly with every thing belonging to her, she then proceeded to examine the local arrange- ments, so as best to ensure the ease and com- fort which were always her principal study. " My dear Lady Perkins, do not let me put you out of your way, I beg. I want so little ; — no one requires so little attendance as I do, fortunately. The only thing I request particu- larly, is, that you will put me on this floor, if possible. I cannot bear going up and down stairs." ^' I am afraid,'' said Lady Perkins, hesi^ tatingly, " you will not find this floor very comfortable." '' Oh yes, I am quite sure I shall. I want so little. But perhaps I can see the rooms," and without waiting for an answer. Lady Mar- wood proceeded to the inspection of the apart- ments, exactly as if she was in an hotel. TOL. I. M 242 THE LOVE-MATCH. '' Oh, this will do beautifully !" she exclaimed, having penetrated into a very pretty little room, which, from its well-arranged book-shelves, ap- peared as if modestly intending to represent a library. Lady Perkins, who glided after her stately visitor in timid silence, looked aghast at the idea of sacrificing what happened to be her favourite morning room; but it appeared she was not to have a voice upon the subject, for Lady Marwood, who saw her advantage, and was determined to have all the arrangements made exactly to suit herself, continued : — '' Yes, this will do very w^ell. It is rather small to be sure, and there is no dressing-room ; but I can manage to do without that, I think. Perhaps, you will have the goodness to desire that the bed may be put up on this side of the window. I dare say there is a draught; there is always a draught from every window, but I can move that screen. Morison, my maid, will THE LOVE-MATCH. 243 see that it is all comfortable, and save you any trouble : so pray, dear Lady Perkins, do not worry yourself with directions. Come, we will go back to the drawing-room." So saying, Lady Marwood returned to the room which she had just quitted, and taking off her shawl, established herself very comfort- ably in the best arm-chair in the room. So far, every thing had succeeded according to the wishes of Lady Marwood ; and for the first day, she was contented to remain quietly in the position she had forcibly taken up. But the next morning, having ascertained that the accounts of Florence were of a still more unfa- vourable nature than the last, she began to meditate how she could possibly manage her indispensable evening amusement, a rubber of whist. As she had effected her entrance by storm, she thought it would have a better ap- pearance to obtain the next object by stratagem. She, therefore, immediately set about the task 244 THE LOVE-MATCH. of talking over Lady Perkins; and had the important matter been entirely in that lady's power, probably Lady Marwood would have carried that point as easily as she had done the others. But, unfortunately, Lady Perkins had never considered it an addition to her own dig- nity to make her husband a cipher in his house, by not appearing to deem it necessary that he should be made acquainted with any of her arrangements. Lady Perkins, being an old-fashioned person, was considerate and sub- missive; two qualities now unknown. She al- ways consulted Sir Joseph as to whom he wished to see in his own house; and, unfortu- nately, when at Lady Marwood's suggestion, she mentioned Mr. Dickson and Mrs. Lin wood, she was met (as regarded the former) with a positive refusal. If there was any one upon earth whom Sir Joseph detested, it was Mr. Dickson : they had not been on visiting, or even on speaking terms, for many years; and THE LOVE-MATCH. 245 nothing could induce him to renew the ac- quaintance. Lady Perkins knew that when Sir Joseph spoke so positively, there was not any chance of his changing his determination; and with a degree of timidity, therefore, which she would not have acknowledged to herself, she ventured to inform Lady Marwood of the ill-success of her undertaking. The anger of this selfish, calculating woman, knew no bounds, and it was with difficulty she could refrain from expressing her sensations in words which might have compelled her to with- draw herself from the roof of the kind and hos- pitable people who had received her. Lady Perkins perceived her annoyance, and, scaicely understanding its cause, ventured to remark — '' that she fancied, perhaps. Lady Marwood would be as well pleased not to have any com- pany just at that moment, as her niece was in such imminent danger." A flush of disdain actually gave a deeper shade to the rouge on Lady Marwood's cheek, 246 THE LOVE-MATCH. as she listened to this antediluvian idea. To imagine that she ought to seclude herself be- cause her brother's child happened to be dy- ing! — It was too ridiculous. But the wither- ing look of contempt she cast upon poor Lady Perkins failed to make any impression upon her. She was not aware of having said any thing extraordinary. Lady Marwood could not recover from her disappointment. ' It was so unexpected. It never had occurred to her to think of the possi- biUty of such an event. ^' Those sort of people always know each other," had been her an- swer to Lady Julia, when, in despair of finding a chance of escape from the visit to Pembury, she had suggested that it might be as well just to ascertain whether Lady Marwood's whist friends were on terms of intimacy with the Perkinses. Now, however, it had proved but too possible, and Lady Marwood found herself quite at a loss how to proceed. The prospect was dreadful, if the first evening THE LOVE-MATCH. 247 might be taken as a sample of what she was to expect. They had dined at six, and drunk tea at nine ; after which, nothing more lively had occurred than what might have been expected from Sir Joseph and Lady Perkins, sitting very erect upon their chairs, at a formal distance from Lady Marwood. Lady Julia leaned back upon a sofa, looking wretchedly out of humour, while the two Misses Perkins scarcely raised their eyes from the work they intently pursued. The only other individual of the party was Mr. Whitmore, the curate of the parish ; a tall, shy young man, with straight light hair and a hectic complexion, who now and then ventured to pick up Miss Priscilla's scissors, but very seldom made a remark. The following day was still more trying, the rain fell incessantly, and the patience of Lady Marwood was tried to the utmost by the simple, well-meaning endeavours of poor Lady Perkins to render herself agreeable. The accounts of S48 THE LOVE-MATCH. Florence did not improve, and the indefinite term of penance to which Lady Marwood appeared to have condemned herself and her daughter, irritated the latter beyond all degree of forbearance. She could not endure the so- ciety of those with whom she found herself im- mured, and still less could her own vacancy of mind allow her to pass the day alone, or endea- vour to employ herself in any rational pursuit. There are few situations in which we may be placed, which to a sensible and inquiring mind are totally devoid of interest, or unproductive of improvement; and there are very few people among the many with whom the chances of life bring us unexpectedly into contact, from whom we may not learn something; or in whose cha- racters, however commonplace or repulsive they may have at first appeared, may not be found some one redeeming quality, some trait of goodness, some spark of talent, some touch- ing resignation under trials we knew not of at THE LOVE-MATCH. 249 first, which often makes us feel how utterly in- ferior we are, with all our boasted superiority, to those we had so hastily condemned. Before she had been half an hour at Pem- bury, Lady Julia Manvers had declared '* the whole thing detestable;" including all its in- mates in the sweeping censure. And yet, had she paused to examine, or been endowed with sufficient goodness of feeling to appreciate it, there was much beneath that roof to love and to admire. But Sir Joseph and Lady Perkins were pronounced most intolerable bores; and their daughters, one a saint, and the other a blue. The only amusement which Lady Julia could possibly devise for herself was the hope of quizz- ing these inoffensive people, and as she lounged upon the sofa after dinner, and beheld both sisters sitting exactly in the same places, and occupied with the same pieces of work as on the preceding evening, with the meek, con- sumptive-looking curate in attendance, she M 2 250 THE LOVE-MATCH. could, with' difficulty, restrain the expression of the supreme contempt with which her bosom was filled towards them and their occupations. " May I ask, Miss Perkins, what you are making all those children's caps for? I could almost fancy myself in a lying-in hospital, in- stead of the fairy bower of two spinsters." " They are for a poor woman who is in very great distress," replied Mary, without appearing disturbed by the manner in which the question had been put. " Then I am sure she can't do better than employ herself. I dare say it is all idleness. If you gave her one for a pattern, it would be quite enough." " I do not think so, Lady Julia. She is a very great invalid ; and those to whom God has given health and strength should be thankful for the blessing, and endeavour to assist the less fortunate.'' *' Dear me, I am sure one never was intended THE LOVE-MATCH. 251 to make caps for all the dirty beggar children. But, thank God, I am not such a saint as you are. I like to enjoy my life.'' " I do not know what you mean by a saint, Lady Julia ; and as for enjoyment, I do not believe there is any one who more thoroughly enjoys life than I do." ** Then you must be very easily pleased if all that preaching and praying satisfies you.'* '* I never preach, and I pray no more than what I trust every Christian wishes to do." *' Oh ! I know exactly what that means. — You spend all the mornings at meetings, and in the evening call together the elect, to have an opportunity of proving to them all your anxiety for * the saving of souls.*" A deep sigh was the only answer Lady Julia received to this speech ; but, in nowise daunted, she continued : — " And as for us, poor sinners, all we like is most inexorably condemned. All our balls, 252 THE LOVE-MATCH. parties, operas, are ' temptings of the evil one ;* * Satan's devices to catch souls/ and so on : — you would not be seen in one of them for the world." " You quite mistake me, Lady Julia," said Mary. '' If I do not myself enter into those amusements, it is because I do not think they would afford me any pleasure. My age, my habits of life, unfit me for that style of society ; but I do not condemn others whose taste may be different from mine. It can be no offence if I wish to be allowed to be happy my own way ; '* and as she looked up, the pale, gentle face of Mary beamed with a deprecating smile, which even moderated the flippant ill temper of Lady Julia's tone. " Well, you are very different from any saint that I ever heard of. There is the famous Lady Arkwright, who turned devout because her lover, the Count de Reale, had fallen in love with a nun ; and then there was that THE LOVE-MATCH. 253 beautiful Mrs. Cornwallis, who caught the small-pox and lost one eye — she was the most violent saint I ever knew ; and neither of them would hear of ever going out. We knew them abroad, and they would not even come with us into the galleries. I wonder if you think there's any harm in looking at pictures and statues?" *' Not in the least, Lady Julia," exclaimed Priscilla. " Mary is excessively fond of them, nearly as much so as I am, though we have never had an opportunity of seeing any of the finest.*' " Well, you surprise me," said Lady Julia, with a pretended look of astonishment. '^ A taste for the beautiful is natural to every pure and well-directed mind," exclaimed Mr. Whitmore, catching a spark from Priscilla's enthusiasm. Lady Julia was silent from amazement. That Priscilla should venture to have an opin- ion of her own, appeared to her the very 254 THE LOVE-MATCH. climax of audacity. But that the shy and awkward Mr. Whitmore, a country curate, should dare to applaud or confirm Priscilla's words, was still more extraordinary. She instantly decided that an attachment existed between him and the ^' blue Priscilla," and as instantly determined to thwart and under- mine it. '* I do not know — I am sure, I cannot pre- tend to enter into any disquisitions on the subject," she rephed, languidly, leaning her head upon her hand ; " you are so very learned, I hear." *' I wish I was," said Priscilla, humbly. " Oh, I am quite afraid of you," replied Lady Julia, affectedly. " There is nothing I am so much afraid of as a learned lady. I don't mind a man, but a woman who is always poring over books is so tremendous. I wonder if you ever condescend to think of the same things we ignorant people do ? Is it pleasant THE LOVE-MATCH. 255 to be so very clever? What does it feel like r '* I have no pretensions to any thing of the kind," said Priscilla, coldly. " Oh ! that is only affectation of modesty, — I know you are so very blue. When you write a book, pray don't put any thing about me in it, — remember I acknowledge my utter igno- rance of any one single subject under heaven." *' There is no chance of my writing a book : I wish I could do so ; but you would be in no danger, Lady Julia," continued Priscilla, with a good-humoured smile : " for if I did, I should not pay my friends so bad a compliment, or bestow so much attention on my enemies, as to give either one or the other a place in it.** '* But Mr. Whitmore told me you wrote so beautifully," observed Lady Julia. ''What did he mean?'* " Did he say so?" asked Priscilla, bending her head over her work. 256 THE LOVE-MATCH. " Oh, yes, indeed she does," exclaimed Mr. Whitmore ; *' shq has written some beautiful little poems.*' "Indeed!" said Lady Julia, with a super- cilious air. '' Poetry and moonlight — how very sentimental! One must be in love to write poetry I should think. I never tried myself. — I should die of the horror of seeing my own name in print, still more my own words, exposed to the comments of all sorts of vulgar people." *' If all people thought so, then there would be no books; and what a loss, what an irrepar- able loss, would they not be to us ! " " Oh ! most of them could very well be spared," said Lady Julia. '' O Lady Julia, do not say so; if you cannot create, surely you can admire the creations of others' genius; surely you can feel what a Heaven-born gift it is to be able to soar above the common, paltry, every-day concerns of this THE LOVE-MATCH. 257 life, and dwell in a world, peopled by Imagina- tion, and decked and endowed by the bright hues of Fancy." '* Dear me, I cannot understand all that," said Lady Julia, with a sneer and a look of spite, as she beheld Mr. Whitmore gazing with delight on the glowing countenance of Pris- cilla. '* It is much too deep for me ; I told you I was not the least clever." There is nothing more disheartening, nothing that fills the mind with more disgust towards the world, than the chill which enthusiasm, however indifferently it may have been ex- pressed, is sure to meet from those who are incapable of the same feeling. It seems, at the moment, that it really is not worth while to in- habit a world where such unimpassioned, soul- less beings vegetate. It would be absurd to expect that all should excel : but, though all may not have been equally gifted by nature, most people are supposed to have a certain de- 258 THE LOVE-MATCH. gree of sense and feeling ; and yet, how many are there who do not, or will not, admire ; who withhold their homage from that to which they should bow, who scoff where they should re- vere ; and, not satisfied with endeavouring to ridicule what is beyond their comprehension, use all their influence to lead others in the same course, and smarting under the consciousness of their ignorance, would gladly see the world reduced to their own level ! Their anxiety to deprecate what they cannot attain is evident, •even when veiled beneath an attempt at ridi- cule, or the insidious underminings of faint and qualified praise. An extremely clever person is seldom a popu- lar one ; especially, if he happens to unite the rare combination of superior excellence in any one particular acquirement with general worldly cleverness and a deep insight into human na- ture. In proportion as his scrutiny is dreaded, so are his accomplishments decried. The THE LOVE-MATCH. 259 littleness of the shallow and common-minded people who form so large a proportion of the world might forgive the possession of some one talent tb others, but such persons cannot endure that superiority of intellect which gives the possessor power as it were over them and their inmost thoughts. They do not like to be found out ; they shrink from the mind which can penetrate the motive of their actions. It is a common expression with them *' that they are afraid of very clever people." It would be much nearer the truth if they said '' that they were ashamed of themselves." CHAPTER XV'I. *' Mamma, would you believe it?" exclaimed Lady Julia Manvers. *' Miss Perkins has just been at Wandesford, and she has seen Florence every day since we came here!" '' Good Heavens ! Miss Perkins, how could you think of doing such a thing? Julia, my dear, where is my scent bottle? I declare I have forgotten my camphor-bag. My dear Lady Perkins, perhaps you have some aromatic vinegar in the house ? Pray let me have some." And Lady Marwood hastily left the spot where the gentle Mary Perkins sat, pursuing her charitable occupation of making caps for the poor woman's child, and retreated to the farthest corner of the room. '•You need not be the least alarmed/ Lady THE LOVE-MATCH. 261 Marvvood : there never was any infection in the fever," rephed Mary. '* Miss Perkins, there is always infection. I think it extremely wicked to go into it, for my part. Sick people should be left to themselves ; quiet is good for them, and people have no bu- siness to spread infection all over the world by going near them." *' INIy dear Lady Marwood, if you could only know to how much you are daily exposed, without ever going into a sick room, you would never go out at all. Only consider ; in every shop, in every theatre or exhibition, even at church, there are many who probably have either friends or relations suffering from illness." *' Ah, church ! that is the most unwholesome place in the whole world," said Lady Marwood ; " that is the reason I go so seldom. It is al- ways too hot or too cold ; one is sure to catch cold in church : and where there are church- yards, it is horribly dangerous." '^ One might say the same of any place 262 THE LOVE-MATCH. where a large body of persons is assembled ; and if there really is so much danger daily and hourly hovering round our steps, I think the moment when one who is dear to us is lying in pain, and those who are watching around are perhaps too much overcome by their sorrow to be as useful as they might otherwise have been, is the least fitting to be chosen for any extra display of carefulness to avoid infection. Sym- pathy with the unfortunate is very often all that is in our power to give." '* I hate unfortunate people," replied Lady Marvvood, holding her smelling bottle to her nose ; '* and I must say, Miss Perkins, I think it quite unjustifiable your going to Wandesford every day. Florence has plenty of people to take care of her." " Yes, fortunately she has," said Mary ; ^' and I fervently hope and trust that to-day there is some hope. Her sufferin^gs and those of her family have been dreadful." *' I dare say the other girls will catch the THE LOVE-MATCH. 263 fever, and keep up the infection for months!" observed Lady Marvvood. " I do not think there is any danger of that. — A brain fever is not catching." *' How can you possibly tell v\^hat sort of fever it really is, Mjss Perkins? Doctors call every thing brain fever, in hopes people may stay in the house and catch it, just that they may make something by it." '' Oh, Lady Marwood!" said Mary, looking much shocked ; " is this a charitable conclu- sion ? I am sure if you knew the kindness and anxiety that physicians shew not only to patients themselves, but to their families, you would not say so. I wish you could see Dr. Mason, who is attending Florence. He has never left her bedside for an hour, since she was taken ill. If she was his own child, he could not have suf- fered more than he has done upon her account." ** Then why does he not cure her ? " said Lady Marwood, peevishly. 264 THE LOVE-MATCH. " The gift of life belongs to a far higher power," replied Mary, gravely ; " but all that human skill and kindness can effect has been done for poor Florence, and until to-day with- out avail." ** These long fevers are very tiresome,'* said Lady Marwood. ** They are indeed dreadful. Most trying to the sufferer and the anxious ones who watch around.*' The voice of the good and gentle Mary trembled as she spoke, for she recalled to her mind the scene of anguish she had daily or nightly witnessed in the sick room of poor Florence. Miss Perkins was deeply attached to Lady Brandon, as well as to the lovely girl over whom they had for so many days mourned as lost to them for ever. Aware that her presence would be a source of com- fort to the distracted family, Mary had spent the greatest part of every night at Wandesford ; THE LOVE-MATCH. 265 and the approach of her gentle step was hailed by the unhappy mother as a messenger of peace and hope. But where was the spot where this excellent and amiable girl was not welcome ? It is true that, perhaps, in those haunts of worldliness and frivolity which are the usual resort of such persons as Lady Marwood and her daughter, the plain and unpretending appearance of Mary Perkins might have provoked ridicule. She would probably have been denominated a bore or a quiz, and each of the noble-minded individuals of which such society is composed, would have hastened to declare their utter ignorance as to who such a person could be, fearful even of incurring a suspicion of being her friend. There are few things more amusing to be- hold, though, at the same time, there is nothing which so effectually debases society in the eyes of the well-judging and right- minded, as the excessive fear that is con- VOL. I. N 266 THE LOVE-MATCH. tinually betrayed of being mixed up with any one who is unknown or undistinguished. A quiet, unpresuming person appears in society to which he may have every right in point of birth and education, but unless he happens to be surrounded by the glare and tinsel of the world, he is deemed of no importance. In vain he looks around for sympathy or for kindness. There is no answering spirit to his own. His acquaintances keep aloof until they have ascertained '' what is thought of him." Their own consciousness of his good qualities is nothing until he obtain the fiat of approbation from their frivolous associates. His exterior is unfashionable, his name has been hitherto unknown in their world, and they cannot commit themselves by appear- ing to take his part. Should he afterwards succeed, notwithstanding his primitive ap- pearance, then, when no longer in need of comfort or cordiality of reception, people be- THE LOVE-MATCff. 267 gin to be less afraid of appearing to know , something of him. But by that time, if not before, he has become perfectly aware of the cause of that treatment which at first had filled his mind with astonishment, and his heart with sorrow. He knows the false light through which every thing is viewed by such persons, and hurls back, with contempt, their proffered services. Now that his footing is secure, many a hand is stretched out, as if in kindness; but the remembrance of the day when, helpless and strange, he had stood as if upon trial, and seen every eye averted until it was known *' what would be thought of him,'' is not so easily effaced ; and being at once initiated into the secrets of the world in which he moves, he passes on his way, filled with a dark and bitter scorn for those who can stoop to so heartless and unworthy a meanness. It is difficult to think well of a world where genuine worth seems so little 268 THE LOVE-MATCH. . appreciated, and where all natural good feel- ing must be either veiled beneath a conven- tional disguise, or altogether kept out of sight. CHAPTER XVIL Nothing could, in Lady Marwood's opinion, exceed the tediousness of the days she was obliged to pass at Pembury. Restless and unoccupied, the chief pleasure of her existence lay between the eternal bustle of society and the excitement of the card-table. At Pembury both were denied her; and the consolation of reflecting that she was living at another per- son's expense scarcely made up for the ex- cessive etinui she endured during the long mornings. In the evening she generally went to sleep, but the mornings were dreadful. The simple mind of Lady Perkins could nei- ther be subdued nor dazzled. In vain did 270 THE LOVE-MATCH. Lady Marwood, at one moment, endeavour to irritate her by her numerous caprices, and by indulging in a variety of imaginary wants and wishes hitherto unheard of within the walls of quiet Pembury ; or, at another, at- tempt to overwhelm her by maliciously ex- patiating upon the grandeur of the circle in which she was accustomed to move, and con- trasting it with Lady Perkins's actual position in terms in which, if not expressed, the most cutting rudeness was implied. Lady Perkins remained unmoved. Her little formal ways were unchanged ; and the fretful words and manner of Lady Marwood had no effect, ex- cept that of exciting a certain degree of pity in her breast. She did not like Lady Mar- wood ; but for the sake of her brother she did all that was possible to make her com- fortable and happy, and she could not un- derstand why a person who was continually boasting of her peculiar advantages in life THE LOVE-MATCH. 271 should appear eternally dissatisfied with every- thing. Occupied with her own discomfort, Lady Marwood had not perceived that within the last few days Lady Julia appeared to have become suddenly reconciled to her position. At first she had loudly exclaimed against re- maining at Pembury, and the rudeness of her manner had been most marked. But now she was quite an altered creature. No one could have recognised in the sparkling, gracious, and entertaining Lady Julia, the discontented, flippant, and disagreeable person who had at first appeared amongst them. Her whole aim seemed directed to please, and to shew how much she was pleased with their simple efforts to afford her amuse- ment. Her time was patiently bestowed in the endeavour to teach the Miss Perkins's a variety of new works. She had left off her habit of endeavouring to deride every opinion they advanced, and her conversation, though 272 THE LOVE-MATCH. of the highest and most amusing kind, she took care should always harmonise with their ideas, instead of offending any prejudice they might happen to entertain. In the evening Lady Julia was always ready to sing ; and after having, with the most ex- emplary patience, repeated over and over the prettiest of her ballads and romances, Lady- Julia appeared quite satisfied to finish the evening by a quiet game of chess with the gawky, consumptive-looking curate, whom she had initiated into its mysteries. And as at her desire he arranged the little table at some distance from the rest of the party, and proceeded with his long, awkward, un- steady fingers, to place the chess-men upon the board, Lady Julia was amply rewarded for the penance she was forced to undergo, by observing the look of sorrow and mortification which overspread the usually placid coun- tenance of Priscilla Perkins. The delight of a wricked mind is to give THB LOVE-MATCH. 273 pain to others; and this science was one in which the vicious disposition of Lady Julia peculiarly fitted her to excel. She had early detected the growing affection between Mr. Whitmore and Priscilla, and burning with dislike towards every body who appeared nearer to the attainment of their wishes than she did herself, she had had recourse to every artifice within her power to estrange these humble, inoffensive persons from each other, and to fix the attentions of Mr. Whit- more upon herself. What at another time she would have scorned as totally beneath her notice, she now condescended, to invite, when conscious that it would be the means of inflicting sorrow upon another woman. She was enchanted to revenge upon the unhappy Priscilla, both the annoyance and fatigue her abode at Pembury had been to her, and every moment of her time was devoted to the ac- comphshment of her object. With a refine- n2 274 THE LOVE-MATCH. ment of cruelty, of which none but the bad- hearted are capable, she caressed her victim at the very instant she meditated its cruel sacrifice ; and while all her arts were em- ployed to wound the tender and susceptible heart of the poor girl, she professed the warm- est affection for her, and effectually silenced any remonstrance that might possibly have been made, by the endearing expressions of interest she continually addressed to her in pubhc. But though Priscilla was silenced, she was not deceived. The arts of Lady Julia were plainly discernible to one who was so deeply interested. For some time Priscilla had not endeavoured to conceal from herself her prefer- ence of Mr. Whitmore, and, until Lady Julia appeared, she had certainly believed that his sentiments corresponded with her own ; but, as he had never made any positive declaration of them, she felt it to be quite impossible to THE LOVE-MATCH. 275 Speak to any one upon the subject, and she was therefore doomed to sit by in silence, day after day, watching the effect which the allurements and artifices of Lady Julia pro- duced upon him whose affection she would have valued so highly. Poor Priscillal it was her first and only conquest. Though her countenance was full of intelligence, and her mind very superior to any of those with whom she was daily in the habit of associating, yet her attainments were few, and her powers of conversation limited and feeble. Partly from shyness, and partly from the se- cluded manner in which she had passed her life, her manner was reserved and unattractive ; and, though infinitely superior in every good quality and soundness of intellect, the poor country girl could not for a moment enter into competition with the lively, accomplished, though superficial. Lady Julia. She saw her- self eclipsed, and suffered the double mortifica- 276 THE LOVE-MATCH. tion of constantly being made painfully aware of the fact, and of observing that it was by one who was in every way thoroughly unworthy of respect or affection. As to the unfortunate object of Lady Julia's manoeuvres, he appeared in a state of perfect bewilderment. Until that moment, he never had beheld any woman at all approaching to the enchanting being Lady Julia seemed to be to him. He had scarcely ventured to raise his eyes to Priscilla Perkins, so inferior even to her had he deemed himself to be. Formerly he had looked upon her as perfection, and her accomplishments of working worsted work and making penwipers and twisted allumettes, he had fancied of the highest order. She was also a musician ; and in other days how his heart had beat as he listened to the soft tones of her voice in singing some plaintive old ballad ; but now he looked back upon all these things with disgust, and wondered, not only THE LOVE-MATCH. 277 how he could have admired, but actually how it had been possible to endure, them. He contrasted all this with Lady Julia's accom- plishments, and sickened at his former vul- garity of taste. Here was a woman who actually appeared as if she could do every thing : at one moment, talking or singing in several different languages, with the most perfect ease, playing on the guitar, the harp, or the piano-forte ; at another, gravely dis- coursing upon literature and cutting up the works of even the most celebrated authors, in a manner which proved to him she could have written the books so very much better herself. Then again her knowledge of other subjects even in his own line, schools, chari- ties, and even sermons, and all this from the lips of a most fascinating woman, with a figure like a sylph, always dressed in the most beautiful satin or velvet, while Priscilla's best gown was only a pale-blue English 278 THE LOVE-MATCH. merino, trimmed with imitation swanVdown. It could not be longer endured To see that this angel of perfection condescended to single him out from the whole creation, to lavish upon him the innumerable talents and charms with which she had been endowed, was more than the philosophy of poor Mr. Whitmore could enable him to endure. After many days, during which his head was in such a state of confusion that he could not positively come to any decision as to his future course, he was suddenly alarmed by a well-timed hint which the object of his adora- tion threw out, as to the probability of her speedy departure from Pembury ; and he immediately came to the magnanimous resolu- tion of offering himself and his seventy-five pounds a-year to her acceptance. The next question was the manner in which the proposal would be made. He was too well aware of his own deficiencies in conversational THB LOVE-MATCH. 279 powers to trust his cause to words, and as he had always flattered himself that whatever little talent he possessed consisted in writing, he was enchanted with the idea of at once effecting his purpose, and exhibiting himself in what he considered a most favourable point of view, by an elaborate composition. The whole day was spent in the arrange- ment of this epistle ; and, supported by the consciousness of having surpassed even his most sanguine expectations in the style and delicacy of the expressions, Mr. Whitmore dressed for dinner, and having carefully de- posited the important note in one pocket, while his thin shoes wrapped up in an old newspaper occupied the other, he left his two very small apartments over the second-best linendraper's shop in the village, and proceeded to pick his steps with more than usual care along the muddy lane which led to Sir Joseph Perkins's house. 280 THE LOVE-MATCH, Luckily for Mr. Whitmore, it did not occur to him during his walk, that the beautiful little satin shoes he had so often admired upon the feet of his future wife would not be exactly- suited to the sort of foot-paths with which the neighbourhood of Pembury abounded ; he thought only of the moment when he should be able to call that enchanting creature his own. Presently, however, he happened to recollect with dismay, that the next day would be Friday, and that he had not yet thought of preparing his sermon for the afternoon service of the following Sunday. How provoking ! for he doubted not he should be obliged to spend the whole of the following mornings at Pembury, so certain did he feel of the success of his suit. He determined to look out for some sermon of the year before, and having carefully changed his shoes in the hall, and seen that the note was safe in his pocket, he entered the drawing-room. THE LOVE-MATCH. 281 No opportunity occurred during the early part of the evening, of which Mr. Whitmore could avail himself to present his note secretly ; but, when at length the music ceased, and Lady Julia, as usual, proposed chess, he was released from the unhappy state of irri- tation to which so much anxious watching had reduced him, and took his accustomed place at the little table with even more alacrity than usual. Lady Julia was all smiles, and her honeyed words of flattery sunk deep into the too sen- sitive heart of the Pembury curate. He could not doubt that he was beloved : how was it possible? Even if he had felt nervous for a moment, could he imagine otherwise, when the fascinating creature who filled his very thought allowed her small and jewelled fingers to rest contentedly upon the clumsy trembling hand which had met hers in their mutual anxiety to restore a fallen bishop to 282 THE LOVE-MATCH. his place ? It was a fact of which he could not doubt : and as she raised her dark eyes to his, with a look which he might have called *' peculiarly French," only he never had happened to see a Frenchwoman, he could no longer restrain his impatience, and drawing the little hand closely within his own, he placed the note in it, and, in the softest accents, whispered, " Let me have your answer to-morrow/' Lady Julia, having- looked at the address, deposited the note in her bag, and feeling tolerably secure of its contents, perceived at once that her object was gained, and scarcely could she preserve the appearance of civility in her manner during the short time the game in which she was engaged must last. It was soon over, and hastily rising, she seated herself by the work-table and began very coolly to decipher the quantity of small writ- ing the note contained. THE LOVE-MATCH. 283 Agonized by this public manner of pro- ceeding, the susceptible curate could no longer bear his position, he rose hastily, and without saying a word, rushed from the house, and totally forgetting to change his shoes, never paused until he found himself safe in his lodging over the linendraper's shop. Lady Julia had no sooner finished the note, than, without the smallest scruple, she dis- closed the whole of its contents. Her triumph without this would have been incomplete. Every epithet that scorn could devise was hurled by her against the unhappy writer, and it was not until she proceeded in her usual unfeeling manner to criticize and pull to pieces the expressions of the note, that her volubility was checked by the stern manner of an observation from Priscilla upon the dishonour of such conduct. Lady Julia, humbled for a moment, de- 284 THE LOVE-MATCH. sisted from the indelicacy she was committing, but her wicked heart rejoiced as she perceived the anguish depicted upon the poor girl's face. She had taken from her her all; and yet she could not rest satisfied unless she publicly taunted her with the loss. She had come to their peaceful home, and, like the blast of the dread simoon, had brought desolation in her course. Her wicked spirit loved to pause and gloat upon the misery she had caused, and she continued in so loud a strain to inveigh against the imperti- nence which had been offered to her, and the impossibility of her remaining where a repetition of such a thing might occur, that at length Lady Marwood, who began to grow ashamed of the scene which her daughter was making, consented to return to Wandes- ford, should the physician who attended Florence give her a solemn assurance that all danger of infection was past. CHAPTER XVIII. The recovery of Florence was very slow. For many days after all real danger had passed away, she had continued in a most distressing state of weakness, and even when she was able to leave her room, while her bodily strength slowly returned, her spirits appeared to sink still more than when her sufferings had been greater. She would remain for hours in the same position, her eyes closed and her figure motionless. No entreaty could prevail upon her to enter the drawing-room. Every morn- ing she would creep, with feeble step, to her mother's dressing-room, and there, in silence and in sadness, did she spend the weary hours, 286 THE LOVE-MATCH. till night once more released her from the effort of assuming the appearance of tranquillity. Lady Brandon attended her daughter with the most unremitting care. She cautiously avoided any allusion to events which had taken place before the illness of Florence, and endeavoured by every means in her power to shew that neither she nor Sir William Brandon had any wish that Lord Saville should be remembered by her, in any other light than that of a mere acquaintance. All her mother's kindness was deeply felt by Florence, but the more affectionate was the mother's solicitude, the more painful were the recollections entertained by the daughter. And yet Florence never contemplated the pos- sibility of finding any relief from the sorrow which oppressed her by confiding the cause of it to her mother. Having erred in the first instance, she appeared determined to persevere in her fault ; and to stifle the voice of her own heart, which prompted a different line of pro- THE LOVE-MATCH. 287 ceeding, she had recourse to the usual false reasoning of those whose judgment condemns what their passions dictate. She endeavoured to persuade herself that it was better not to add to the unhappiness her parents experienced upon her account, by confessing her fault; while, in reality, a mingled sense of shame and mortification was the chief cause of her silence. Florence trembled too, lest the anger of her father should fall upon Gerald, and she had never ventured to pronounce his name, much as she longed to know if any tidings of him had been received during her illness. She re- collected, with anguish, the last time she had heard him mentioned, and though momentarily, she repeated to herself, that ''whom he tra- velled with or where he went could be nothing to her," yet she would have given worlds to have only known the place of his destination, and to have heard the report contradicted, which lay like a heavy weight upon her heart. 288 THE LOVE-MATCH. In vain Florence's pride was aroused by the recollection of Gerald's manner to her; in vain she struggled against the thoughts of other days. They crowded thick and fast upon her mind, and even at the moment when she knew such recollections to be culpable, she felt that to forget him she had loved was impossible. Thus it is with any one who has really loved. It is possible to forgive even the most cruel unkindness. The trusting heart that bleeds while it pardons, may live on in the hope that such harshness arose not from a desire to wound ; or resoltition may sever the tie which binds the loving to the faithless, and drag on a weary existence, supported by pride and indig- nant feeling. But to forget the loved one is utterly impossible. We cannot bury the recol- lection of all that once made our life bright as a summer's day, and bid it sleep as in a tomb. It will burst its bonds and stand before us unbidden. It will even haunt our path, and THE LOVE-MATCH. 289 the spectre of lost happiness in its shadowy form, will be dearer — far dearer than all that the brightness of the world's favour can after- wards give us. Even though unworthy, the truly loved one is ever unforgotten ; and the mournful consciousness of misplaced affection cannot efface the recollection of the idol which our hope and fancy have created. Florence had been for some time in this state of despondency before she would consent to receive any visits except from her parents or her sisters. Most of her time had been passed alone, until at last, yielding to the entreaties of her cousin, Lady Julia, she admitted her to her presence. From that moment she ap])eared to revive, and very soon, from a short daily visit, the interview of the two cousins increased to hours of quiet and uninterrupted conversation. The natural dislike of Lady Brandon to her niece had by no means abated. Lady Mar- VOL. I. o 290 THE LOVE-MATCH. wood's unfeeling desertion of her, at the mo- ment of the imminent danger of Florence, would, no doubt, have made a deep impression upon her mind, had she not been so much overwhelmed by grief as scarcely to be aware of her absence ; and the plausibility of her speeches since her return from Pembury had completely succeeded in dispelling any un- pleasant recollection there might have been in the mind of Sir William upon the subject. Lady Brandon, who had seen, with despair, the continued depression of Florence, was delighted at the improvement which had lately taken place, and her kind heart warmed to- wards Lady Julia, when she perceived that her unremitting attentions really appeared most acceptable to her daughter. And yet, during these long conversations of the cousins, the name that was ever upon the lips of Florence had never been uttered by her, and Lady Julia did not appear to recollect THE LOVE-MATCH. 291 that such a person as Gerald De Grey was in existence. It was not, therefore, for the pleasure of talking of him that Florence hailed with gladness the time that brought her cousin to her side ; it was the mystic power of an implied sympathy, upon which Lady Julia had safely calculated for bringing her victim more completely into her hands. Lady Julia did not venture to alarm Florence by indiscreetly forcing herself upon her confi- dence. As far as words went, Florence might safely have imagined that her secret was un- suspected by her cousin. But how unnecessary are words to convey the full force of a truth to a susceptible imagination ! Lady Julia, an adept in artifice and all the petty stratagems which can so effectually mislead a young and inexperienced mind, took care never to confine herself to any one particular point of attack, where the plain good sense of Florence might have met her, and at once pointed out the fallacy of 292 THE LOVE-MATCH. lier arguments. Her words were most carefully guarded, her advice clothed in the most plau- sible language, her consolations tendered with affectionate simplicity, as if the tranquillity and happiness of Florence were her only thought ; and yet she uttered not a word, however con- cealed by the minings and counterminings of deceit, that did not directly tend to the fur- therance of her object, the strengthening of every feeling which the heart and mind of Florence condemned, even while yielding to them, and a blind submission to the will and guidance of her who had marked her as her own. The hatred of Lady Julia towards her cousin had increased tenfold since the abrupt termi- nation of her hopes with regard to Lord Saville. Even her sanguine disposition could not but admit that every chance in that quarter was lost for ever. She had made herself acquainted with the manner of his departure from Wandes- THE LOVE-MATCH. 293 ford, and saw too plainly that the coldness of Florence had been the real cause of his sudden determination. Frantic from the certainty that Florence had been the means of overturning her long -che- rished scheme, Lady Julia resolved to devote herself solely to the luxury of revenge. Her hatred of the whole family was unbounded, and to humble and distress them was now her dearest hope. The means, if used with dexterity, she knew to be within her power; and she resolved that no time or patience should be wanting on her part to accomplish her object. Her mind revelled in the sorrow of others. Wickedness, and treachery in its blackest form, was her delight. An evil spirit seemed to walk upon the earth embodied in her form ; and the talent and quickness with which she had been gifted, only served as a disguise under wliich her vicious nature might effectually conceal itself. Without one redeeming qualit}^, she o2 294 THE LOVE-MATCH. appeared destined to cause the misery of all who came within her reach ; and as, even in this world, such a character could not remain unpunished, her own life seemed to have been marked out with retributive justice, from the constant succession it had always afforded of mortification and failure. The danger of allowing so great an intimacy to exist between a girl of the age of Florence and a woman of Lady Julia's character, must have been evident, even to the extreme sim- plicity of a mind like Lady Brandon's, had she been at all aware of the real nature of her niece's disposition : but of this she was totally ignorant. Lady Julia was too well practised in dissimulation to allow her motives to be dis- covered. Lady Brandon thought her vain, fri- volous, and discontented, but the darker shades of her nature remained concealed j and, as her faults were of a description which did not threaten any danger to Florence, Lady Brandon THE LOVE-MATCH. 295 continued to encourage a friendship which ap- peared to give pleasure to her child, little ima- gining that she was only hastening the moment when the deadly coils of the serpent should be entwined so firmly around her victim as to leave no chance of her escape. The mind of Florence, tortured by regret, and subdued by bodily weakness, had already undergone some little change from the assi- duous endeavours of Lady Julia to pervert in- directly the principles and opinions she did not dare openly to attack. Dissatisfied with her- self, Florence in the absence of her cousin never enjoyed a moment of tranquiUity. When in the society of her mother, the excessive fond- ness which Lady Brandon always testified for her, was an eternal reproach to the sensitive nature of Florence ; and when her sisters came with their sweet caressing ways, and innocent words of love, to cheer and comfort her, she would shudder and disengage herself from their 296 THE LOVE-MATCH. embrace, as though some secret thought re- vealed to her that she was no longer pure enough for a love like theirs. It was only when Lady Julia sat beside her, that she felt, as it were, justified in what she was doing, and, deceived by her specious reasoning, she persisted in cherishing in secret a remembrance which she did not dare to confess. Lady Julia was amply rewarded for the in- defatioable manner in which she had devoted herself to her purpose, by perceiving how com- pletely she had succeeded in obtaining an ascendancy over the very superior intellect of Florence. She knew well that at her age, when the affections have taken so strong a hold, it is a very difficult task to displace them, and the efforts of cold and calculatingr reason are little likely to be called into requisition. Some time had now elapsed since Florence had been sufficiently recovered to leave the house. Her daily rides and drives had been THE LOVE-MATCH. 297 resumed, and every thing went on as usual at Wandesford. Lady Marwood managed to have her whist every evening, and had quite re- covered from the penance of her visit to Pem- bury. She did not appear to have the least intention of quitting her brother's house ; and as Lady Julia seemed equally well satisfied to remain, she would probably have protracted her visit to a very unusual length, had she not, most unexpectedly, received a letter from Lord Marwood, her only son, announcing his imme- diate return to England. Lord Marwood had been travelling abroad for some time, but as he was to attain his majority the following month, he had, it ap- peared, determined to return home, and cele- brate the joyful event at Marwood Castle. He wrote to entreat that his mother and sister would be at the Castle to receive him, and that they would order all necessary preparations to 298 THE LOVE-MATCH. be made for a grand f^te to the tenantry, and all customary rejoicings in the good old Scottish style. Lady Marwood was enchanted. There was nothingin which she so much delighted as bustle and display; and as all was of course to be ordered in her son*s name, she was satisfied that no part of the expense could fall upon her, and she resolved that every thing should be as well done as possible. No time was to be lost ; the letter had been delayed upon the road, and there was little more than a fortnight before the birth-day of Lord Marwood, which left only just time enough for the necessary announcements and preparations. Marwood Castle was situated in Scotland and but a short distance from the English border, but as Lady Marwood disliked travelling fast, she determined to set off with- out any delay. . THE LOVE-MATCH. 299 The startling announcement of the sudden departure of her cousin was any thing but agreeable to Florence. She had become so accustomed to her society, that a feeling of loneliness came over her as she contemplated the future, and the many long days which she must spend alone. But a little time back, and Florence had not a thought, not a wish, beyond the happiness her own home contained for her. But now she was not so happy, and she expressed herself in such affectionate terms of regret to her cousin upon hearing of their intended journey, that Lady Julia suddenly conceived the idea of taking her with them to Marwood. Florence did not object, and Lady Marwood, who did not care much what happened when it did not in any way affect her personal comfort, made no opposition to their scheme. There was plenty of room in the coach, and Florence would look very handsome at the fete, so Lady 300 THE LOVE-MATCH. Marwood smilingly seconded her daughter's invitations; and it was agreed, that if Lady Brandon did not object, Florence should ac- company them next day ^o Marwood Castle. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. LONDON: PRINTED BY MOYES AND BARCLAY, CASTLE STREET, LEICESTER SQUARE. /" '& •■5^- , i UNIVERSrTY OF ILLINOIS-URBANA 3 0112 066035350