--^' r^ **-*' §L, / v^^ ^' '^^ i J ^* //./.. lA. //./'/// r^rre^. LI E) RARY OF THE U N I VLR5ITY or ILLINOIS ^J Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. University of Illinois Library m 1 Dr^ }m L161— O-1096 CONTRAST. IN THREE VOLUMES BY REGINA MARIA ROCHE, AUTHOR OP THE Children of the Abbey; Discarded Son; Vicar of Lansdown Bridal ofDunamore ; Tradition of the Castle ; Castle Chapel, ^c. ^c. There is nothing on earth excellent on all sides : there must be something wanting in the best of creatures, to shew how far they are from perfection. db. watts. VOL. I. LONDON: A. K. NEWMAN i CO. LEADENHALL-STREET. 1828. ^^3 'J. / TO HER ROYAL HIGHNESS THE PRINCESS AUGUSTA. MADAM, In the chequered page of my eventful life, the honour of being permitted to in- scribe to your Royal Highness the present Work, will ever inspire me with heartfelt gratitude. While engaged in composing the " Chil- ^ dren of the Abbey," it pleased Providence to favour me with many friends, and to open to my view, a prospect bright and encouraging. Under these auspices, I brought out that Work ; when, to com- plete my happiness, I was honoured by the signal notice of her late Majesty, VI DEDICATION. your Royal Mother, whose condescending goodness left me no wish ungratified. Bereft since of these supports, by the same hand that gave them, it has been the will of Heaven to change my destiny, and to allow the horizon, once so bright, to be clouded with sorrow and disappoint- ment. From this sad reverse, however, I now feel, as it were, emerging : the Almighty, in tender compassion to my sufferings, has sent succour to his afflicted. " He has smote the stony rock indeed, that the water gushed out, and the streams of comfort flowed withal." By his Divine permission, new friends have stept forward, and ministered re- lief to wounds of long endurance. To the gracious kindness of your Royal Highness, and of other branches of your illustrious family^ I am become a per- DEDICATION. Vll petual debtor; and were it possible to lay open the recesses of my heart, there would be found no other sentiments than those of the liveliest gratitude, and the most profound respect. Deign, Madam, to accept, for the pa- tronage with which you have honoured me, my humble tribute of sincere thanks — " Evermore thanks, the Exchequer of the Poor." While I thus obey the dictates of my heart, I cannot suppress my apprehension of the defects that may be found pervad- ing the Work now humbly presented to your Royal Highness, for which reason I must implore your indulgence ; and that your Royal Highness will make some al- lowance for the anguish of mind under which I laboured, while engaged in the task. This severe trial has been too well VIU DEDICATION. attested by those who witnessed it, and who have been pleased to express their approbation of the manner in which I bore it : but I must have been forgetful of the precepts of early youth, had I wanted fortitude on the occasion. Religion, that inward principle of action, that stay and sanctuary of sorrow and of suffering, cheer- ed and supported me through the dreary path, until the long night was over, and the dawn of comfort broke in upon the bed of sickness. How welcome to the forlorn pilgrim, in this vale of tears, is that religion which, during the splendour of pagan worship, under imperial sway, was ushered into the world in a distant province, under the mildest and most benevolent aspect ! Connected with this sublime theme, I may venture briefly to advert to the be- nign source whence pure religion has in DEDICATION. ix this country derived so much of its strength and prosperity. The Great Disposer of all things, in bestowing the crown of this realm on his late Majesty, your Royal Highness's re- vered Father, rendered it as famous for defending and supporting the Protestant Church, as it is conspicuous for its glory and splendour. Such a return of Divine Providence may justly be attributed to the exalted virtue of the INIonarch, who, in the great scenes of his reign, had evinced a sacred regard for religion, and thus realized the assurance in Holy Writ, that " God honours those who honour him." It is worthy of observation, that in the Dedication of a pious work to his late Majesty, at the commencement of his reign, the Author justly affirmed, that b3 "X DEDICATION. " True piety has in all ages been ac- counted the truest honour; for religion diffuses the greatest glory around the hu- man character, and sweetens and embalms the memory of princes." This happy presage has been eminently fulfilled in the illustrious instance just referred to, and " the memory of the j ust is blessed." Dur- ing a reign of unexampled date in the English annals, that virtuous Sovereign shewed an earnest concern for the eternal happiness of his people, as well for their earthly protection. It may be truly remarked, that under no former sovereign have the subjects of this realm displayed so great zeal, la- bour, and care to enlighten mankind with divine knowledge. The wide dissemina- tion of the Scriptures in all languages, and in all quarters of the habitable globe, confirms this interesting truth, and justi- DEDICATION. XI fies the happy simile drawn by a reverend divine, " That while the sacred writings afford matter of meditation to the highest intellect of man, they also resemble that celestial manna which fell, not for the pa- lates of a favoured few, but for the nurture of all Israel." Before I take leave of the interesting subject, may I be permitted in this place to record the tribute of my sincere ho- mage and loyalty, towards his present Majesty, your Royal Brother, who has signally advanced the glory of this coun- try, by every means in his power, and who, by his humane and liberal patronage, has encouraged and called into action the va- rious energies and talents of a free people. If the sincere prayer of an humble in- dividual can be heard with effect, I would prefer it to the Throne of Mercy, and be- seech the Giver of all Good to vouchsafe XU DEDICATION. a continuance of his blessings upon the King, and upon every branch of the Royal Family. I remain, With profound respect, MADAM, Your Royal Highness's most obedient and devoted humble servant, REGINA MARIA ROCHE. London, lOth April 1828. PREFACE. The afflictive causes which have im- pelled the Author to publish a work by subscription, may seem to require some explanation. The engraved letter which has been circulated, conveyed a faint idea of those causes, and of the steps taken to mitigate or remove them. Disappointed in this just expectation, the Author has been compelled, as a last resource, to ap- peal to the Public, who have accordingly vouchsafed their generous sympathy, and ministered kind relief To express, now, in suitable terms, thanks towards those in- dulgent friends who have patronized her labours, is indeed an arduous task, to XIV PREFACE. which she feels utterly unequal. Their ge- nerous sympathy has restored the author to comparative happiness. Those who can ima- gine the effect produced on the mind, when a long night of sickness and privation has given place to the dawn of health and com- fort, and where gloom and despair have been succeeded by hope and sunshine, may form some faint notion of this auspicious change. For the strength that enabled her to struggle through her trials, and the good- ness she has experienced, she feels she can never be too grateful. The next consideration that weighs upon the Author's mind, is the reception which awaits her performance before the tribunal of the public. She cherishes the hope, that the peculiar circumstances un- der which it was composed, may obtain PREFACE. XV for her the indulgence of which it may be found she stands in need. From her be- nevolent Subscribers, and from those who have perused her Circular, she anticipates a favourable judgment ; but with the ma- jority of her readers, who may be strangers to her history, she cannot expect the same allowance : — to such readers she can only offer the assurance, that at no period of her life did she take up the pen under difficulties and afflictions so overwhelm- ing, and must therefore trust to their generous candour, to overlook or excuse the defects they may meet with in the Work now submitted to them. In conclusion, may the Author be per- mitted to add, that it has been her anxi- ous wish and aim, to inculcate, under a pleasing form, pure morality ; and under the garb of fiction, to express only such XVI PREFACE. sentiments as may be conformable to the precepts of religion. How far she may have been successful, it is not for her to decide. SUBSCRIBERS. Her Royal Highnf.ss the Duchess of Clarence Her Royal Highness the Duchess of Gloucester His Royal Highness the Duke o? Sussex His Royal Highness the Duke of Gloucester His Royal Highness Prince Leopold A. Adair Alexander, Esq St. James's-square Alton John T. Esq Windsor Alexander Henry, Esq. M. P 37, Upper Harley-street Arden Lord 26, St. James's-place Argles Captain, R. N Southampton Astell William, Esq. M. P 4, Portland-place Auckland Lord 30, Grosvenor-street B. Bailey Colonel J. 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Thomhill - 8, Cornwall-terrace Tyson S. Esq Ulswater — 2 copies Travers George Coram-street, Russell-square Travers Peter Pare, Esq Fairfield Lodge, Eieter V. Verulam the Earl of .42, Grosvenor-square W. Wallis John, Esq Bodmin Warden of Wadham Oxford Webb Major, N. S. E. I. C Wellington the Duke of Apsley-House, Piccadilly Wells C. H. Esq. E. I. C Wells W. Esq Mitcham Wellstead Captain G 2,1. Albany Wild , Esq St. Martin's-lane Wildebore Mrs Circus, Trinity-square Willis John, Esq Mortlake Wingfield, Mrs Shrewsbury Wood Mrs Nonsuch Park, Surrey Wordsworth Wra. Esq Rydel Mount Wylie Mrs Winchester Bishop of Farnham Castle Yorke Vice Admiral Sir J. K.C.B. M.P. 14, New Burlington-st. Young Sir William Bart 24, Upper Wimpole-street CONTRAST CHAP. I. The beings of the mind are not of clay : Essentially immortal, they create And multiply in us a brighter ray. And more beloved existence : that which fate Prohibits to dull life in this our state Of mortal bondage, by these spirits supplied. First exiles, then replaces what we hate ; Watering the heart whose early flowers have died, And with a fresher growth replenishing the void. Childe HaroUe. " Nothing unpleasant, I hope, in that letter, De Montville?" said his friend Melcombe, seeing him poring over one just received from England. *' Unpleasant !" repeated the other, as if unconsciously, and with something of bitterness in his tone ; " oh, no ; only that I must give up enjoying the pleasures of the carnival here this season." VOL. I. B 2 CONTRAST. " The deuce ! Why, at this rate, what with your going and Trelawney's, it will hardly be worth my remaining for, unat- tached as I shall then be to any particular party. But pray, may I ask the occasion of your sudden departure hence ?" " There, let that answer you," said De Montville, pushing to him the letter, which, on being roused from the reverie into which it had plunged him, he had rather petulantly thrown aside, and at the same moment starting up from the breakfast-table, at which they had been loitering, to pace the apartment. Melcombe impatiently took it up, and read as follows : — " Hon, Horatio De Montville, Ashfield, 7th February 18—. " Letter after letter, and still no period fixed for your departure from Sici- ly, which you gave us all to understand was to be the finish of your travels for the present. Were I in a different humour, I should be tempted to say, your linger- CONTRAST. 3 ing there is enough to create a suspicion of the sirens of Ulysses being still in ex- istence, without any of his wise precau- tions being had recourse to, to guard a- gainst them. Seriously, such a protracted absence is a circumstance calculated to give uneasiness to your friends, and the suspicion, I am candid in acknowledging it has excited, will not be lessened by your disregarding this intimation. I did not wish before to be peremptory on the sub- ject, lest of being accused of usurping an unjust authority over you; but finding your mother's expressed washes for your return passed over in silence, I cannot for- bear observing, I shall expect this to be answered in person. If, after an absence of so many years abroad, your curiosity is not by this time completely satisfied, you must indeed have devoted yourself to very unprofitable pursuits. Be that as it may, however, your return can no longer be dispensed with, from certain arrange- ments that have been made. I am now on the very point of setting off for Ireland, b2 4 CONTRAST. where, as soon as you have paid your du- tiful devoirs at home, I shall expect to be joined by you. Words are nothing, and of course professions, until put to the test: the sincerity of yours will be evinced, or, in other words, your regard for your friends, by your letting them find, that their anxiety for your welfare has not been useless. In the pleasing hope of a happy and speedy meeting, I remain, your affec- tionate kinsman, Le Poer." " So," cried Melcombe, " a mandate in- deed ! but is there no way of evading it ?" " Yes, certainly, of resisting it, but at a risk that " '' T comprehend : the old gentleman is a godpapa, who has held out a hope of your yet touching some of his thousands, pro- vided you continue a good boy." '* Exactly. My mother is his niece, but was portioned as a daughter. While yet a mere child, I had, I don't know which to call it, the good or bad fortune, that yet remaining to be proved, to particu- CONTRAST. 5 larly attract his regard ; and in conse- quence of the expectations created by this partiahty, my father died without making any addition to the provision previously secured to me by settlement. Hitherto I have had no reason to regret the circum- stance, from the liberality I have expe- rienced from his lordship ; but now comes the tug of war, when I shall know whether I have cause or not to lament the want of a certain independence." " Then it is as I conceived ; from his lordship's letter, you are summoned home on some matrimonial project, not alto- gether agreeable to your imagination ?" " Agreeable !" exclaimed the other, his cheek flushing, and starting up again from the chair on which he had thrown himself; " any thing but that! The fact is, it was the hope of this strange whim, that occasions my return home be- ing now so peremptorily insisted on, being relinquished, if I kept out of the way, that induced me to prolong my stay abroad to this period." " Strange whim ! I don't understand 6 CONTRAST. you. Is there any circumstance that ren- ders the lady an unsuitable alliance for you ?" " In a worldly point of view, assuredly ; and that it is which justifies the expression that appears to have puzzled you. She is a destitute. orphan, related, I understand, to the Le Poer family, but of whom I never by any chance heard, until taken under the protection of his lordship and my mother, for the avowed purpose of bringing about an alliance between us." " Well, faith, odd enough ! but it may yet be satisfactorily accounted for. But have you seen her ?" "No." ** But you have received some descrip- tion of her, I presume ?" " Yes." " Well, and " " Why, as you so sagaciously inferred one thing, I think you might also this, that had the account been pleasing, my unwillingness to return would not have been quite so great." " True ; but perhaps the lady, though CONTRAST. 7 not actually a divinity, may still be at- tractive ; that is, gifted with those mental charms that more than compensate for the want of personal ones : and what, after all, is beauty ? a flower that fades in the course of a few revolving suns! Is not the poet's observation, that " it soon grows familiar to the lover, fades on his eye, and palls upon the sense," verified by . the number of beautiful wives we see forsaken, for rivals not in any way to be put in competition with them ? Therefore, my dear fellow, af " " Ay, this is all very fine reasoning," said De Montville, impatiently; " but I never knew a man who could not be a philosopher, when merely interested about the affairs of others ; but touch the spring of selfishness, and see hov/ very differently he will then argue and appear to feel. However, even in those graces on which you lay such stress, I am told my intended is deficient ; that, in short, she is nothing better than an untrained, unschooled girl, without any one charm but that which is constituted by youth, and as such " 8 CONTRAST. " You will none of her ; but, in that case, what becomes of godpapa's thou- sands?" " Ay, there's the rub, for he is a man inexorable in his resentments, and circum- stanced as I am, through my father's re- lying so much on his fondness for me, I candidly confess, it would be a most un- pleasant circumstance to forfeit his favour." " Doubtless : therefore, for Heaven's sake, don't run the risk. It is astonishing with what tenacity old people adhere to any favourite plan ; their adhesion to it, if I may use such a comparison, is just like that of a barnacle to a rock." " But to sacrifice every feeling ! — to be compelled to associate with a person I cannot like !" " Pooh ! — stuff ! Was a man under an obligation never to move without his wife ; but the very usages of polished life exempt him from so dreadful a necessity : take my advice, therefore, since go you must, make a virtue of necessity, by not delaying your return ; secure the indepen- dence you require, by taking the lady. CONTRAST. 9 and be yourself again. And there is one consolation in your ease, you know, your heart being disengaged: were the case otherwise indeed," and he paused, and looked very much inclined to laugh. Again the countenance of De Montville underwent a transient suffusion, as ab- ruptly turning away, he told Melcombe he should be engaged the whole of the morning, and left the room. Not, however, in the way that the other might naturally have concluded, from what had just occurred, was it passed by him. The moment he quitted the apart- ment, he ordered his horse, and, unattend- ed, rode out in the direction of the moun- tains that form the romantic back-ground of Palermo. A fear of being encountered by any one he knew, prevented any lin- gering until he began to ascend amongst them, when he was necessarily obliged to alter the pace at which he had previ- ously rode, and with a deep sigh began to reflect on his situation — the cruel predica- ment in which he was placed ; compelled b3 10 CONTRAST. to give up hopes he had flattered himself were on the very eve of accompHshmentj or else run the hazard of forfeiting the in- dependence he had so long contemplated as a certainty. De Montville was of an ardent tempe- rament — lively, brilliant, easily affected, and prone to follow the bent of his feel- ings. While none had a keener relish for the pleasures of fashionable life, there was a degree of romance in his nature, that led him, like the minstrel of Beattie, to de- light in lonely musings, in all that affect- ed the imagination, or excited enthusiasm. The magnificence of nature, the records of departed greatness, unaspiring worth, and genius struggling with the obstacles of adverse fortune, feelings too deep for words to utter, were then touched and awakened, and, for the time, he became lost to external objects, in a world of his own creating. In one of his solitary and exploring rides, one day in the neighbourhood of Palermo, on turning to regain the road from which he had diverged into a by CONTRAST, 11 one, he found himself completely bewil- dered : in vain he sought to catch a glimpse of some object that might serve as a land- mark. The city, with its intervening plain, was completely hidden from his view, by the wild, luxuriant thickets of aloes and Indian fig, that overran the un- equal surface of the ground, intermingled with oleander and palmetto, surmounted by lofty beech and chesnut, again clad in spring's green livery, while as yet hardly a tender bud in colder climates marked the glad return of the genial season. He went on, looking about him for some place at which he might inquire his way, when he suddenly found himself on the edge of a deep rift, or glen, in the very heart of the mountain, at the opposite extremity of which stood a very ancient, solitary-looking building, with the green summit of the steep acclivity on which it was erected, appearing above it, casting a soft shadow on the nether scene. Here De Montville thought he might obtain the direction he required; and accordingly, throwing the bridle of his horse over the arm of a tree. 121 CONTRAST. he descended into the glen ; but did not ad- vance, without frequently pausing to ad- mire the profusion of glowing flowers with which it was enamelled, sending forth a cloud of fragrance, as his foot carelessly- pressed them, and the sunbeams playing in the wild eddies of a beautiful stream that meandered through the verdant turf, uni- ting its soft murmurs to the still softer ones of the Sicilian dove. As he drew near the building, he perceived it was in a very ruin- ous state, and altogether had such an aspect of decay and desolation, as inclined him to fear he had incurred his present trouble to no purpose. Determined however to ascer- tain whether it was untenanted, as he had such reason to imagine from its appearance and the profound stillness that reigned around, he knocked loudly at the old portal ; but no answer was returned, and after repeating the knock several times, he became confirmed in his surmise of its de- sertion. By this time there was a curi- osity awakened to view the interior, and he went reconnoitring about, to try if he could discover any way of entering, con- CONTRAST. IS ceiving there could be no great impro- priety in intruding into a place that was abandoned. At length his diligent scru- tiny discovered to him, within a deep niche or recess, in one of the old towers that flanked the portal, a small door, that with very little difficulty yielded to his hand, and admitted him into a spacious court, surrounded by the building. Here all was silent as the grave — all evinced the melancholy omnipotence of Time ; the fine entablatures of the marble colonnade that ran round it, were mutilated and defaced — the fountain, that had once diffused an agree- able freshness through the place, no longer played; its basin was covered with slime and weeds; and the waving of some tall cypresses added, if possible, to the mournful aspect of the place. De Montville looked and lis- tened, to try if he could see or hear any indication of an inhabitant ; but nothing of the kind met either eye or ear ; and he ventured to advance into another cloistered court, thickly planted with orange, lemon, and citron, and containing in the centre a capacious marble basin of limpid water. 14 CONTRAST. The heat was by this time intense, and to obtain a temporary refuge from it, he sat down upon the step of the colonnade, re- freshed by the cool look of the water, and the diversified tints and balmy fragrance of the agrumi : as his eye wandered, he every where beheld evidences of decay and desertion, in shattered windows and moul- dering turrets, hung with streaming grass. A sensation of melancholy was impressed upon his mind, and he gradually sunk into a fit of musing, from which he was sud- denly roused by the low creaking of a door, at the end of the colonnade under which he had taken shelter ; but whether through the influence of the air, or the movement of a hand, he could not of course decide ; keeping his eye fixed, he saw it in the course of a few minutes gradually open, and a female, of an elegant form, issue from it, her head shrouded in the antique veil of the Sicilian women. She advanced with not merely a cautious, but fearful air, and, with her looks directed to the other side of the court, was within a few paces of De Montville, when his CONTRAST^ 15 sudden, perhaps involuntarily, rising at her approach betrayed him to her: she started back, her veil at the same instant escaped from her hand, and her face re* vealed to his view, he beheld one of sur- passing beauty. He was on the point of expressing his regret at the alarm it was evident to him he had occasioned her, when, with a faint scream, she retreated within the door from whence she had just issued. De Montville, hardly conscious of what he was about, was rushing after her, when he was prevented by the start- ing forward of another female, but of a very different description, from a still nearer door under the colonnade ; and at the same instant, ere she had time to ad- dress him, as she appeared about doing, a gruff, masculine voice was heard behind him, demanding what was the matter? " By our Lady if I know !" cned the female. " Allow me to explain," said De Mont- ville ; and turning as he spoke, he encoun^ tered the keen, sly-looking visage of an elderly man ; and he proceeded to state the 16 CONTRAST. mistake to which his intrusion was owing. " Humph!" exclaimed the man, in a surly tone, and one of doubt ; " it may be as you have stated, signor ; but now that you know the place is not unoccupied, the next time you choose to pay it a visit, I hope you will honour me by letting me be the person to give you admission." " Assuredly," replied De Montville; '* I should hardly think of admitting my- self to a place I did not think deserted ; and I have to regret what has occurred, from the fright it has been the occasion of to the lady of the place." " Lady ! what lady does he mean, Ise- nella ?" demanded the man. " By St. Rosalia, that's more than I know !" she replied, '* except it be, that," smoothing her skirt, and drawing herself up, " he takes me for one." " No, pardon me," said De Montville, " that is it was a very young lady, I am apprehensive I alarmed by my intru- sion here." " Lady !" again repeated the man; " why your eyes must have deceived you, signor, CONTRAST. 17 or else you were napping, for there's no lady here." " No, that there is not, nor has for many along year," followed up the woman; "and 'tis not to visit such an old ruinated place as this, stuck in a mountain, like a bird's nest in a tree, that the gay signoras of Pa- lermo would be coming ; no, no, they pre- fer the Ottangolo and tTie Marino, and going from one fine palazzo to another, and " " Did any one ever hear such a clapper, but a sexton?" cried the man. "Why what signifies who does, or who does not, come here ?" " And do you really say that no one lives here ?" demanded De Montville. " No, signor, I assert no such thing : I thought I gave you to understand it was inhabited : my wife and I live here ; but we are its sole occupants." " Except the rats in the cellars, and the owls in the turrets," cried the wife. " And so now, signor," in an ironical tone, added the husband, " having answer- 18 CONTRAST. ed your questions, if you permit, I'll have the honour of shewing you out." De JNIontville hesitated ; their positive denial of the lady served to heighten his curiosity respecting her ; a thousand roman- tic stories of tyranny and oppression re- curred to his recollection, inclining him to believe she was suffering through some act of injustice, else why their solicitude to make him discredit the evidence of his senses ? her cautious look, her fearful step, strengthened the surmise; but if it was their policy to deceive him about her, it was his to allow them to think they had succeeded, else any further efforts to ascer- tain the fact he wished might be disap- pointed : accordingly, without further de- lay, but not without casting a longing, lingering look at the door by which the lovely vision had disappeared, he suffered himself to be conducted to the one by wrhich he was to leave the building. Here however pausing, he took out his purse, with a hope that he should not offend, by wishing to make some recompence for the trouble he had given. CONTRAST. 19 " Oh, not in the least, signer," was the reply ; " I am never offended with what pleases me." " And may I ask," resumed De Mont- ville, still loitering, and with assumed care- lessness, " who the owner of this villa is ?" The man surveyed him for a moment, with a sly, malicious look, then with a forced, or rather jeering laugh — " To be sure, signor, you may ask what you please ; but asking and answering are distinct things ; and so," opening still wider, as he spoke, the door by which the stranger was to depart, and which De Montville per- ceiving it was useless to expect the grati- fication of his curiosity from him, did without further delay. Curiosity ! it was more than curiosity was excited ; a feeling of intense interest, such as determined him on not resting until he had endeavoured to ascertain something more concerning the fair stranger, whe- ther, as he had surmised, she was a sufferer through any tyrannical influence. Why had she so abruptly started away on see- ing him? But how ridiculous to suppose 20 CONTRAST. that had she remained, any claim would have been made on the services or sym- pathy of a total stranger ! but then some- thing might have been elicited, that might have instructed him as to the method of serving her, if indeed any services were required. In short, all that was romantic in his nature was awakened by the belief she had given rise to ; and on recrossing the glen, instead of looking about him for the spires of Palermo, he looked about him for some one, or some habitation at which to inquire the name of the villa he had just left. At length, on descending a little further into the woods, bearing upon the bay, he came to a cottage front- ing the sea, at the door of which sat a wo- man, twisting silk, with some children playing about her. Having accosted her, by inquiring the nearest way back to the city, De Montville, after throwing some money amongst the children, who came running to gaze at him, proceeded to ask whether she knew the name of such a villa, describing the one he had just come from. COXTKAST. 21 " What, the villa high up in the moun- tains here at the head of the glen ? oh yes, signor, that is the villa Zerbino." " And the owner, does he reside in it ?" impatiently demanded De Montville. *' What, the count Zerbino ? — no, sig- nor, no ; it's many a long year since it has been the abode of the family ; he has far finer residences elsewhere — a fine palazzo at Naples, and a beautiful villa on the banks of the Brenta ; and one can't won- der, I am sure, that he should prefer these to this old out-of-the-way place, that, they say, is as ancient as the Saracens or Nor- mans, and that, what with time and wars, and being given up entirely for so many years to the occupation of servants, would take a mint of money to have it put in proper order for the reception of a noble family again." " Entirely to servants!" repeated De Montville, with an eagerness he could not repress ; " what, are there none but servants now occupying it?" The woman looked earnestly in his face for a minute, then — " Why I can't exactly 22 CONTRAST. answer that question, signor," she said. " They do say but here if I have not got my silk tangled — well to be sure, if this is not a plague : but as I was going to tell you but look at that urchin Marco risking his neck, climbing up that chesnut; beshrew me if I don't think all young boys are a kind of imps, for ever in mischief — mischief." De INIontville, not without a strong in- clination to give the young rogue a flog- ging for his attempted escalade, quickly dragged him down ; then with an air of impatience that could not be misunder- stood, again turning to the mother — " Why yes, signor," she resumed, " they do say, but I am sure I can't take upon myself to vouch for the truth of the re- port, that a young sister of the count Zer- bino is now confined in the villa." " Now !" cried De JVIontville with emo- tion — " on what account pray ?" " Why, signor, in order to compel her to enter a convent, that he may keep to himself a very large dower he must other- wise give her." CONTRAST. 0,3 " Good Heavens," exclaimed De Mont- ville, " what cruelty ! But is there no one to interfere about her — no one to res- cue her from him ?" " No, signor ; the old count and coun- tess, her parents, are both dead, rest their souls, and she has no near relation but her brother, who accordingly treats her as he likes ; but by our Lady, if she have but the spirit of a mouse, she'll never be fright- ened out of her liberty, to give him up her dower. Marry come up indeed ! I wish any one had thought of serving me so, for you must know, signor, I had a good share left me, with my brothers, of the olive plantations our father had." " But supposing any one were suffi- ciently interested about her, to endeavour to rescue her from this unjust brother, think you," anxiously inquired De Mont- ville, " any way could be found for ten- dering their services ?" " Why, signor, I do think it would be a difficult matter ; for except the imme- diate intimates, or favourites of Ugo and 24 CONTRAST. his wife Isenella, few, if any, are admitted to the villa." " But to such a ruinous, rambling build- ing, I conceive there could be no great dif- ficulty in obtaining secret access," said De Montville ; " and I know a person who would well recompense an effort for the purpose." " Well, signor, you are really such a plea- sant-spoken cavalier, I should like to oblige you myself; for, as my husband, Stefano, says, ' a smooth tongue, like soft running water, gains upon us before we are aware." " Then, as an earnest of my gratitude, you must accept this," said De Montville, putting some gold into her hand. " Oh, signor, this is really being too ge- nerous, after what you have already thrown to the young rogues." " By no means. But when do you imagine you could make the attempt you have indirectly promised me?" " Why, signor, I cannot positively say when, but you may be sure as soon as ever I can ; and whenever you come this way, you know you can call ; and should I CONTRAST. 25 be absent at the moment, don't fear I shall be long away ; for what with this thing and that thing, minding my silk-worms, and helping to repair Stefano's nets, for he's a fisherman you must know, signor, and minding the young ones, and going daily to mass, and now and then to con- fession, the saints can witness, if I have a moment alaiost to bless myself withal, much less for gadding." As De Montville pursued his way back to Palermo, he could hardly help smiling at the idea of the adventure in which he had so suddenly engaged ; yet after all, if all were explained, surely even by those inclined to ridicule, it could not excite laughter, so natural was the impulse that occasioned it : but he had no intention of ascertaining this, by determining to make no confidant on the occasion ; for silence on the subject there were many reasons; it might be found impossible to apprise the lady of the champion she had acquired, and it was also doubtful whether the cir- cumstance was one she would be inclined VOL. I. c 26 CONTRAST. to profit by ; but supposing she were, there was no knowing the motives she might have for wishing to have the whole affair remain a secret ; and would he be satisfied with her acceptance of his services, without any claim being allowed him to her further notice? Assuredly; for what interest could he feel for her but as an in- jured person ? True, she was young and fair ; but headlong love he had always ri- diculed ; and he felt convinced that had she been the very reverse of what she was, he would still have experienced the same readiness to serve her. Certainly she was a creature that might well excuse an in- stantaneous passion, so lovely with her dejected mien! her locks of raven hue, clustering over a brow of marble white- ness ! and then her dark eyes, so beautiful in the wild terror they had expressed at his sight ! surely she could never have been seen, or it would not have remained for him to offer his services. CONTRAST. 27 CHAP. II. " Such is the refuge of our youth and age, The first from hope, the last from vacancy." He allowed but a day or two to elapse, ere he paid another visit to his new ac- quaintance Bianca. He found her at the door, looking anxiously in the direction in which he might be expected. On seeing him, she retreated into the cottage, beck- oning him to follow. — " Well, signor," she said, " you shall hear what I have been doing since. As I was puzzling my brains to think how I should set about trying to oblige you, who should come to pay me a visit but Enrico, my son — my eldest son, you must know, signor, whom an old uncle, a shepherd, has brought up, and, amongst other things, taught him to play upon the pipe, as all the shepherds in these parts do ; and to be sure so sweetly c 2 28 CONTRAST. he does play on it, that no wonder the silly sheep come flocking about him, when at sunset he takes it up to call them toge- ther : well, hardly had he been with me a minute, when it struck me his music might be the means of enabling me to discover the part of the villa the signora occupied, without which I knew it would be useless my attempting to do what you wished : so pretending to him I wanted to gather some herbs about the mountains, and that I should like to have him to divert me with his pipe whilst collecting them, I set off for the villa; but in vain I kept wan- dering before it — no one appeared : so at last I clambered up to it, and kept loiter- ing about, making Enrico still continue his playing ; till at length the upper lattice of an old tower, that juts far into the woods, opened, and at it appeared the loveliest creature — why he would be worse than the Saracens, of whom they tell such tales, who could think of shutting up such an angel in a nunnery ; but, as I was going to say, she didn't immediately perceive me, she was so engrossed by the music of CONTRAST. 29 Enrico, who, the sun being setting, had just commenced the evening service to the Virgin ; but when she did, and just as I was on the point of making her compre- hend by a sign that I was a friend, she started back, and instantly closed the lat- tice with a look of terror." " And is this all you have to commu- nicate?" asked De Montville, evidently disappointed. " All ! and is not this something, signor ?" " I can't perceive it is — that is, if thus alarmed at the sight of any stranger, I can't see how there will be a possibility of obtaining an opportunity of letting her know what is wished." " Ah, signor, as my old grandfather used to say, ' it is not always at the first glance that one can discover or ascertain the depth of a well.' 'N'^^ithout getting to speak to her, how could I deliver a mes- sage? and to obtain an opportunity for this, it was necessary to learn the exact part of the villa occupied by her, else, in such a rambling wild place, one would run the chance, supposing they could enter it 30 CONTRAST. secretly, of losing themselves, or worse, popping into the jaws of that tiger, Ugo." " Ah, now I begin to understand you," said De Montville, in an altered tone. " Yes, I thought you would !" cried Bianca, bridling up with pleasure. " Well, and you have discovered a way of obtaining access to the signora ?" " Not yet, signor; but all in good time. I have an old neighbour, who was brought up in the villa, and knows all the inlets and outlets of it, as he himself boasts, even better than its owner, and of him I mean to learn how I may enter it secretly ; and then to be sure when I get to the signora, I sha'n't tell her of the young, and the handsome, and the most illustrissimo ca- valier that is ready to carry her off." " Hold ! hold ! nothing of that kind, if you please, my good Bianca ; all you must say is, that the services of a stranger, not unworthy from rank of tendering them, are at her absolute command, if she will but honour him by their acceptance ; or I will address a letter to her for you to de- liver, for that I believe, upon considera- CONTRAST. 31 tion, will be the best, or most correct, mode of tendering them." " Well, signor, that's as you please ; but I fear me I shan't be able to deliver your letter immediately, for old Thomaso is very bad, and confined to his bed, and till he gets better, there's no asking him any question; poor soul, his last clamber up Monte Pellegrino, to pray at the shrii:ie of the blessed saint Rosalia, was too much for his old bones." " Does he stand in need of any assist- ance?" demanded De Montville. " Why truly, signor, I don't believe he's much better off than other folk, more's the pity, for when well, he's much given to kindness and hospitality." De Montville's ready purse was im- mediately in his hand. He departed, with an intimation that he should call again in a day or two : but not so readily, as might have been expected, was his intended let- ter written ; for the first time perhaps, as he collected himself to write it, he began to consider seriously of what he was about, and the result were such doubts of the ultimate 32 CONTRAST. success of his project, as almost tempted him to relinquish it. Supposing it drew upon him no imputation of presumption, yet might not the innate delicacy of her sex, the natural timidity of youth, the cloistered seclusion in which she had pro- bably been kept from the world, all oppose obstacles to the lady's acceptance of the ser- vices of a stranger ? but then, should the reverse chance to be the case — and finally he decided on persevering in an effort for ascertaining, satisfied that, end as the mat- ter might, he should still have the consola- tion of thinking he had acted from the purest motives. His letter was simply a repetition of what he had commissioned Bianca to say ; and he had at length the gratification of learning that she obtained the information requisite to enable her to deliver it. What were not the feelings of De Mont- ville at this information, at seeing that at length there was a chance of his introduc- tion to the lovely being who had awaken- ed so lively an interest in his feelings! Divided between hope and fear, he had CONTRAST. 33 solely given himself up to one idea or con- templation, when the letter of lord Le Poer arrived, to recall him to other thoughts. Overwhelmed with despair, he hastened to Bianca, determined that, let him ulti- mately decide as he might in obedience to this mandate, nothing should induce him to leave Sicily, until he had ascertained the result of his letter to the fair Zerbino. Bi- anca was, as usual, on the watch for him, his visits being always productive of something agreeable to her; but notwithstanding which consideration, her brow, on this occasion, was nearly as dejected as his own : and — " Ah, signor !" she exclaimed, the in- stant she beheld him, applying, as she spoke, the end of her veil to her eyes. De Montville turned pale — " You have failed then in your attempt to enter the villa?" he said, " or the signora has reject- ed the letter?" " No, signor, neither is the case. Di- rected by old Thomaso, I made my way into the old tower, and admitted myself to her chamber by means of a sliding pa- nel ; but hardly had I given her your let- c3 34 CONTRAST. ter, and intimated that I should be under her lattice the next morning for an an- swer, ere I was fain to retreat, in conse- quence of hearing some one approaching. Well, as I had said, ere the sun was well up, I was at the tower ; but oh ! the saints, what should I see, but, instead of finding her watching for me, as I fully expected, her driving off with that cruel brother of hers, the count Zerbino !" De Montville almost staggered under the shock this information gave him — " Forced away then at last !" he exclaimed. " No doubt, signor; indeed it was evi- dent, from the emotion I saw the angel in." " Why was I not on the spot at the moment!" cried De Montville; " they should not have found it so easy a matter then to have carried her off. But which way did the carriage go?" he demanded, wdth a look of wildness. "It inclined towards the bay, and I am therefore induced, from this circumstance, to imagine she w^as put on board a vessel, as the safest and readiest way of sending CONTRAST. 35 her to the convent where she is to be se- cluded. De Montville waited to hear no more ; be rushed up to the woods about the villa, where so often he had lingered since his first visit to it. Several hours elapsed ere he could at all compose himself, so deep was his regret — so severe his disappoint- ment at what had happened. A thou- sand wild projects floated through his brain, but which were finally relinquished, as the suggestions of rashness and despair ; and all hope of ever seeing or hearing more of the fair Zerbino over, he returned to the city, to prepare for his departure to England, anxious, one way or other, to be out of the state of agitating suspense he was now in as to his future prospects. 86 CONTRAST. CHAP. III. " I know not why — but standing thus by thee, It seems as if I had thine inmate known." Immediately on landing, he set off for the seat of his mother in Berkshire. He found the old lady well, and, what was an almost equally agreeable circumstance, by herself, or in other words, his intended bride not with her, as he had rather feared and imagined would have been the case ; for though he certainly wished to see her, in order that he might judge himself what she was, yet he certainly by no means de- sired an introduction to her, until he had positively ascertained what he might ex- pect, should he find it impossible to acqui- esce in lord Le Poer's project respecting her. All that he desired to learn, he made no doubt of now hearing from his mother, she was so easy, and so artless, and more- over so fond of him ; he was indeed her CONTRAST. 37 favourite, being the only one of the family that had been allowed to remain under her influence, her lord, the late earl of New- bury, and his mother, not conceiving her by any means sufficiently fashionable in her notions to have the management of young persons, destined to move in the rank her children were. After the first joy of meeting had a little subsided, De Montville commenced the inquiries so interesting to him. Lord Le Poer was gone to Ireland, and expect- ed him to speedily follow — " And then I shall see her ?" said De Montville, finish- ing the sentence for his mother. " Yes, you will then see Ady." " Ady !" repeated De Montville. Lady Newbury laughed — " Ah, I re- collect you don't like names abridged, and really her name is so pretty, it is a pity to shorten it — yes, you will then see Ade- laide." " And what kind of creature shall I ac- tually find her?*' said De Montville. " You know Louisa drew a most unfa- vourable portrait of her." 38 CONTRAST. " Yes, I know ; but then you must re- collect Louisa wished you to marry an- other person." " True, in hopes, if I took the sister, she might obtain the brother." " Oh well, we mustn't say that of your sister; but I assure you Adelaide is pretty, at least in my eyes." « Ah !" sighed De Montville, " if I could but hear any one else say the same : but, my dear mother, you are so kind- hearted, you wish to have every one thought so favourably of, and make them feel so pleased with themselves, that you really often deck them with charms they do not possess. There were the three Miss Gubbins's — what a description did you give me of them, and when I came to see them " Again she laughed — " Well, to be sure they were not very beautiful ; but then, poor dear things, they were not quite so ugly as some people said." " Well, if I can't be exactly satisfied as to what this Adelaide is, let me at least be satisfied as to who she is," said De CONTEAST. 39 Montville — " what lord Le Peer's mo- tive can possibly be for desiring an alliance between us, destitute as she is either of that rank or fortune, to which, I under- stand, he has hitherto attached so much importance ?" " You shall learn all you are anxious about concerning her. It never was his lordship's intention that an introduction should take place between you, without your previously knowing who she really is." " Then I am to understand he has em- powered you to satisfy my anxiety on this head?" " Yes ; and this was his chief reason for desiring you to see me ere you followed him to Ireland." " Then, my dear mother " " Oh, you are all impatience-^well, that is very natural indeed ; and so to begin But how Frisk keeps jumping about you ! dear fellow, to be sure the attachment of these animals is astonishing. I was reading in an old magazine lately an ac- count ** 40 CONTRAST. " Yes, there are a great many wonder- ful anecdotes told of them. But really now I am so anxious to hear " " Oh ! what I have promised ; well — But how sunburnt you are ! however it's no injury ; no, really I do think you are handsomer than ever;" and she fondly kissed his cheek. " Well, I shan't try to doubt that," said De Montville, laughing. " But come, my dear mother," and he drew his chair still nearer to hers. " You have heard, I believe," she said, " that my uncle was married to a lady he did not like ?" " Yes, with commiseration for what she must have endured, since unconciliating as he is even to those he likes, what must he have been to any one he disliked ?" " A natural conclusion indeed. He certainly never was a very gracious per- sonage ; so much the contrary indeed, that in my youthful days he was known amongst the young folks by the title of baron Grim : but I really think, poor dear man, that he would not have been half so CONTRAST. 41 bad, but for the harsh and unyielding father he had. But before I proceed fur- ther, I want to ask you a question. You have heard, you say, of his being married to a lady he disliked ; but did you ever hear of his being married to one he liked ?" " No, never." " So it was however. But to resume. This terrible father of his forced him into a marriage entirely contrary to his incli- nation, a circumstance, I am persuaded, that added not a little to the natural seve- rity of his temper : the lady was not only some years older than himself, but very unamiable in every respect, destitute of all those graces that win esteem, as it has been observed, even where admiration cannot be obtained : while his father lived, his real feelings with regard to her were, in some degree, concealed; but no sooner was he relieved from the restraint he had imposed upon him, than she began to be made fully sensible of the cause of their alhance ; upbraidings were the consequence of the discovery, and their mutual dissatis- faction, heightened by the want of off- 42 CONTRAST. spring, they by degrees came to have hardly any intercourse with each other, though they still continued to reside un- der the same roof, for the sake of keeping up * the dignity of appearances,' as his half-sister, lady Dorothy Dubois, a most awful-looking personage in my eyes, used to observe. My poor dear papa, as diffe- rent from his brother as day from night, died about this time, and disappointed in his hopes of a family, lord Le Poer began to turn his attention upon me, and, as his presumptive heiress, I was taken from my dear, artless, unsophisticated mother, to be given up to the control of lady Doro- thy. The change from perfect freedom to the severest restrictions, was too pain- ful to be endured without murmurs; here- tofore allowed the free use of the faculties with which Heaven had blessed me, to dash forth into the fresh fields, ere yet the speckled lark had w^ell risen from his tufted bed, and hail the glories of the rising sun, amidst the sweets of opening day, I could not very well bear to be the absolutely manacled inmate of a dull apartment, com- CONTRAST. 43 pelled to do every thing by rule; but there was no help for it. My poor dear mother was too timid, and stood too much in awe besides of my titled relatives, to dream of interfering about me ; and so, for two years, I continued paying for my ex- pectations of being an heiress, by the loss of every enjoyment. " You have heard of Rockcliffe Castle, the family seat on the Irish coast. A vessel was driven on shore near it one stormy night, and some of the terrified and exhausted passengers, amongst whom was a gentleman of the name of Hartland, and his daughter, sought refuge there. Lord Le Poer was by no mean^ pleased at the disturbance this occasioned : he liked no freedom or liberty whatever to be taken with him ; and in a very bad mood was repairing to the breakfast-par- lour the next morning, when, in crossing the hall, his eye encountered a beautiful girl of seventeen at a window, in earnest contemplation of the element that had so nearly proved fatal to her the preceding night. He directly rang for an attendant. 44 CONTEAST. of whom he inquired who she was. The servant mistaking the cause of the inquiry, informed him that he had given her father to understand there was an inn a little way farther off, and that they were about departing for it, — ' And who ordered you to be so officious, sir ?' demanded his lordship, with one of his black frowns; and he immediately sallied forth in quest of Mr. Hartland ; and as he ushered him and his daughter into the parlour, ex- pressed his regret at not being up the pre- ceding night, to see that every attention was paid to them their situation required ; and also his hope, that, until perfectly re- covered from their recent fatigue and fright, they would not think of removing. He now learned who they were. Mr. Hartland was a widower, and resident in Devonshire ; and had come over to pay a visit, or rather for the purpose of intro- ducing his daughter to her mother's con- nexions, the Mountflorence family, whose beautiful and romantic seat, in the neigh- bourhood of RockclifFe Castle, you have heard me describe. There had been CONTRAST. 45 a coolness between Mr. iNIountflorence, Mr. Hartland's brother-in-law, and his lordship, for a considerable time ; but it now appeared to be suddenly forgotten; and an intimacy, greater than had ever before existed between the families, took place. In about a year after this, lady Le Poer, who had previously been in a lingering state, paid her debt to nature. Hardly were the last duties paid to her remains, ere his lordship departed for England, whence, in the course of a few revolving months, he returned wdth Miss Hartland as his bride. It was whispered that the young lady was by no means as ready to accept his proposals as her father, owing to an attachment to another ; and there was a pale dejection in her looks, a seem- ing disregard of the pomp and splendour by which she was surrounded, that con- firmed the report. She was immediately taken in hand by lady Dorothy, to be schooled into the proper observance of all the ceremonies of her exalted rank. Poor thing ! I, who had had such experience of this schooling, felt for her : but what was 46 CONTRAST. her punishment was my release. Lord Le Poer, again indulging hopes of a family, it was deemed expedient I should be re- turned to my mother. Oh, the joy, the rapture of that moment, in which I found myself again in her maternal arms ! again under the thatch of our dear woodbine- covered cottage, free once more to range the verdant fields, and enjoy, unrestricted, the beauties and the blessings of creation ! " Years rolled on. Again lord Le Poer was disappointed in his hope of a family, and once more he began to regard me as his future heiress : in consequence, I was again taken from my mother, who did not long survive our separation. Shortly after, in Dublin, I was introduced to your father, w^ho with his mother had come over to pay a visit to the viceroy and his lady. Every where announced as the certain inheritress of the fortune of the Le Poer family, the introduction was soon followed by an overture for my hand. Well for me was it that I had no inclina- tion to reject it, since assuredly I should not have been permitted, so pleasing was CONTRAST. 47 the alliance to my uncle ; but I was not fashionable enough in my notions for your father or his mother, as he would have seen, had he given himself a little more time than he did to study my character: however, that's all passed." Her voice faltered a little. — " I believe he did at length begin to perceive that there are qualities that may compensate for the want of more dazzling ones." " Assuredly," said De Montville, touch- ed by the emotion she evinced ; " there can be no doubt he did ample justice at last to your worth ; and that which is late accorded must be the most flattering, as the result of experience." " Shortly after my marriage," resumed lady Newbury, " I removed to England : I had been married about five years, when I was shocked by accounts from Ireland. Lady Le Poer, who certainly, between the jealousy of her lord, a jealousy origi- nating in his consciousness of not posses- sing her heart, and the authority lady Do- rothy usurped over her, led a very wretch- ed life, had formed an intimacy with a 48 CONTRAST. very charming family in the neighbour- hood of RockclifFe, the head of which was a young man of the most pleasing, or, to use more romantic language, fascinating exterior; one of those sentimental-look- ing beings that appear all soul, all feel- ing, and, of course, are particularly cal- culated to awaken and interest sensi- bility. Lady Le Poer, so gentle and so unhappy, could not but be pleased with him, and he, in return, became so enamoured of her, as to determine, if possible, to win her to be his; trying to persuade himself, that to allure her from a husband, so every way unworthy of her, could not possibly be considered a crime. But whatever were the real feelings or sentiments of lady Le Poer towards him, in this opinion, not all his specious rea- sonings or insidious attentions could in- duce her to coincide. She was a victim to paternal authority, but that could not excuse her to herself for acting con- trary to the principles in which she was brought up, or forgetting the precepts of him by whom the sufferings of afflicted CONTRAST. 49 virtue are never disregarded. Maddened by passion and disappointment, De Vesci conceived a project that you will hardly credit; namely, of criminating the object of his adoration, by means of suborned witnesses, so as, in some way or other, to effect a separation between her and her lord — all that he presumptuously allowed himself to believe was wanting to effect the accomplishment of his wishes. I know, if you read of such a thing, you would say it was too monstrous even for fiction. Still, what out-of-the-way occurrences are daily taking place in life ! such as even the extravagant imagination of a novelist would fear to lay hold of, lest of exciting censure for forced incidents, as a judicious artist is obliged to select, instead of copy- ing indiscriminately from nature : as for instance, sometimes there is a sky — but you smile — ah! I understand; you think I had better not go farther, lest I get out of my depth : and so, to pro- ceed — the plot succeeded but too well — the unhappy lady's asseverations of in- VOL. I. D 50 CONTRAST. nocence were useless, unsupported as they were by those on whose testimony she had relied for their confirmation ; she was driven with ignominy from her hus- band's house ; and, in the course of a short time, a divorce was obtained : but the base contriver of her ruin did not profit, as he expected, by his scheme : not all the per- suasions he had recourse to — the miseries to which she saw herself exposed, could induce her to forfeit the reality of that in- nocence, which, in the eyes of the world, she had already lost : but there was ano- ther reason for rejecting his overtures — she had now, for the first time, a prospect of becoming a mother, and what new and absorbing feelings were not excited by the idea ! Convinced, however, that were the circumstance known, the child would be torn from her by its cruel and vindictive father, she decided on keeping it a pro- found secret ; and accordingly, in sorrow and obscurity, your Adelaide was born." De Montville started. — " Ah ! now I begin to conceive the motive of lord Le CONTRAST. 51 Peer's anxiety for our marriage !" he ex- claimed. Lady Newbury nodded, and thus went on. — " Lady Le Poer's father was by this time dead, and the little stipend she pos- sessed in right of him being her only pro- vision, she would have suffered the bit- terest distress, but for Mr. Courtney, the gentleman to whom she was originally engaged, and his wife, seeking her out. The stigma attached to her name would not permit their receiving her under their roof; but all else that Christian charity and tender benevolence could do for the alleviation of her sorrows, they did. Two years she lived the object of their private bounty and compassion, when the cruel author of her misfortunes died, an early victim to intemperate passions. In his last moments, touched by remorse for the wrongs he had done her, he sent for her generous friend Courtney, and to him made a full and solemn confession of the contrivance he had formed against her, re- ferring him, for the truth of his statement, D 21 uBRAinr — ^ UNIVERSnYOFlUINOtt 52 CONTRAST. to the persons who had aided him in hfs scheme. Courtney lost no time in having it estabhshed ; and having succeeded to the fullest extent of his wishes on the subjectj he proceeded to enter upon it with lord Le Poer ; but in vain was all he urged ; implacable resentment had decided him on never permitting his injured lady's re- storation to society, if he could prevent it ; for, as afterwards appeared, confessions had previous to this been made him, that had considerably tended to her secret vindication. She must, he argued, have given some kind of encouragement to De Vesci, or he never could have thought of acting as he had done; and accordingly, even for this, jealous as he was of every look, and word, and thought, of hers, he determined to punish her with the bitter- est malignity." " A very Christian-like determination !" said De Montville; "and I much fear, that the temper that dictated it remains the same." His mother shook her head. — " But though," she proceeded, " this zealous CONTRAST. 53 friend could not obtain her vindication to the world, he was so satisfied with her meriting it, that he no longer hesitated to associate her under the same roof with his wife: but notwithstanding his kindness, she did not trust him with the secret of the child, passing it upon him as a little destitute orphan belonging to her mother's family, and by whose name it was called : convinced, if apprized of the truth, he would conceive it his duty to make known the circumstance to lord Le Poer, she shrunk from the communication. Her Adelaide was now the only tie that con- nected her with life : if deprived of her, she should indeed be an isolated being ; and there is a cold desolation in the thought the heart cannot bear. " Years passed on without her friends having the slightest suspicion of the de- ception practised on them, when she was seized with an illness that proved fatal. Finding her last moments approaching, Mr. Courtney was summoned to her bed- side, for the purpose of having that secret Imparted which she had so long concealed. 54 CONTRAST. You may well believe what his surprise was at her confession, and that a man of his just principles would hardly have been able to avoid some little reproach for her conduct in this instance, but for the me- lancholy state in which she then was. He immediately acquainted lord Le Poer with her communication, and his having in his possession documents to prove the validity of the young lady's claim upon him ; with an intimation, that should it be disputed, he should certainly, both from his regard for her and his deceased friend, her mother, take the necessary steps for establishing it. " But there was no occasion for this threat being carried into effect. Though his vin- dictive temper would not permit of any gra- tifying acknowledgment from him, lord Le Poer, long before this, had become fully convinced of the innocence of his lady, and, of course, could not doubt what he now heard ; more especially from the astonish- ing likeness of Adelaide to a favourite sister of his, the only being, I believe, he ever really loved, and whose death, owing to some accident in which he was concern- CONTRAST. 55 ed, he cannot, even at this moment, speak of without being moved. By some chance, in a journey through Devonshire, a year or two before this, he encountered Adelaide, and actually thought, at the moment, he saw this deceased sister before him. But not to weary you with unnecessary par- ticulars, he repaired to Mr. Courtney's, for the purpose of satisfying all parties of his intentions : but while his admis- sion of her mothers innocence prevent- ed his disputing the right of Adelaide to his name and fortune, he had still many powerful reasons for not wishing openly to acknowledge her. In fact, he shrunk from the thought of reviving a story, that was by this time partly for- gotten — of making himself again, perhaps, a theme for ridicule and malignity ; be- sides, he reflected, from the moment al- most of your birth, he had adopted you, and he knew not how to disappoint the expectations he had so long encouraged. At length, the idea of a marriage between the rival claimants on his justice suggested itself to him, as the only means of adjust- 56 CONTRAST. ing all difficulties, and extricating him- self from the dilemma in which he found himself so unexpectedly placed ; for while the nearer tie that connected them gave Adelaide an undisputed right to his first consideration, he could not but re- flect that his promises, with regard to you, had been the means of preventing any additional provision being made for you. But this was not all — by uniting you and Adelaide, a thousand morti- fying explanations would be avoided, that could not be the case in a union with any other person. In a word, he decided on the measure: and having informed me of all that had occurred, and his consequent determination, the young lady was intro- duced here as Miss Mountflorence, with a strict injunction, that to no one, save you, should the secret respecting her be imparted, until, at least, after her mar- riage." CONTRAST. 57 CHAP. IV. ** Enamour'd more, as more remembrance swells." " Well, my dear mother," on finding she paused, said De Montville, " I thank you for the trouble you have taken in narrat- ing these particulars I was so interested in learning ; but do you not think his lord- ship a little too arbitrary, in thus deciding as he has done, without any consultation with the parties most interested in the matter?" " Oh, he never dreamt of such a thing ; he has always been too much accustomed to exact unqualified obedience now to doubt it." " Yet he may be disappointed : you surely cannot suppose or expect that I shall surrender my inclination or judg- ment to him ; or, in other words, force my- D 3 58 CONTRAST. self to act contrary to either? Should the union proposed for me be one that my feelings and principles will allow me to form, I, of course, shall not object to it" " Oh, don't frighten me," interrupted his mother, " by allowing me to think there is a chance of your declining it ; for think what the consequences might be, of disobeying or ofifending his lordship ; un- able as I am to do any thing essential for you, from the very heavy expence Louisa has been to me." " But supposing, my dear mother, it should so prove, that I could make no ob- jection to it, there are the feelings of ano- ther person also to be consulted." " Oh, but I know Adelaide cannot, will not make any objection to her father's plan. I know it is next to impossible, but that — that," she hesitated a little, " she must admire, love you, when she knows you ; and indeed, as a proof, she acknow- ledged to me that your picture, which I showed her, was very handsome." " Flattering !" said De Montville, laugh- ing : " pray, have you one of hers, that I CONTRAST. 59 may see if it be possible to return the com- pliment?" " No, but at Rockclifife there is the pic- ture of the person she so much resembles: and now do give me the consolation of saying that, if it be possible, you will acquiesce in your uncle's wishes; for I have quite set my heart on your mar- riage with Adelaide, from knowing there would then be no obstacle to my residing with you for the remainder of my days, after I get Louisa off my hands; and oh, the delight of thinking I should be a re- sident again in dear Ireland, after my long estrangement from it ! What would I not give that I could accompany you at once, there to have the gratification of judging by your looks, as you visited the various places I have so often described to you — the fine remains of St. Finan's Abbey, on the grounds of Mr. Mountflorence, and the fine old seat of my mother's kinsman, sir Maurice Rossglen, whether I gave you a good idea of them." " Well, my dearest mother, I need not say I am sure," said De Montville, fondly 60 CONTRAST. kissing her cheek, " that I hope, on many- accounts, all may be as you wish. Though I do like straying amidst woods, and wilds, and melancholy glooms, yet I assure you, I am not sufficiently romantic to wish to take up my abode amongst them, and shall certainly therefore not do any thing to irritate, or in any degree offend, his lordship, if I can possibly avoid it : but tell me, is Miss Mountflorence, as I am to call her, now with him ?" " Your introduction to her will not be delayed after your joining him," she rather evasively replied. " I fully expected to have found her with you," resumed De Montville : " is it long since she left you ?" " Yes, some months." " Months !" in an accent of surprise : " why, you gave me to understand she was to remain with you until we met." " Yes, but some circumstances occurred to — to but it is not material to explain them : and so, whilst I think of it, let me entreat vou to be particular in your atten- tions to lady Dorothy, for she is by na CONTRAST. 6l^ means a person that will excuse any kind of slight" " What ! is she still in existence ?" " Yes, and likely, from what I have heard, to continue so for many years to come; but she now resides at her own seat, a few miles from Rockcliffe, instead of at her brother's." " Well, depend upon it, my dear mo- ther, I shall pay all due observance to your wishes and commands, in every in- stance ; and to convince you how fully it is my intention to do this, will not delay joining his lordship." The next morning, accordingly, he posted off for Milford, whence he crossed over to the opposite shore. This was his first visit to the emerald isle, and one he, probably, would not have been in a hurry, to pay, could he have avoided it, owing to a slight degree of prejudice, that, in spite of his fond attachment to his mother, he had imbibed against the country, through the representations of his father and grand- mother. He landed on the beautiful quay of — , with a feeling of fastidiousness, i G^ CONTRAST. the result of this prejudice, that made him not only expect, in every object he saw, to meet with one of ridicule, but even anxiously look about for such. He was therefore not only surprised, but per- haps disappointed— for when inclined to be malicious, we are apt to be disappointed at not meeting with opportunities to gra- tify the humour— at finding that they were not in a positive state of wildness, at the hotel to which he was conducted, and that the chaise in which he proceeded to Rock- clifFe did not absolutely endanger his neck. " But wait a bit," as they say themselves ; it was not exactly in such a place that pecuharities were to be expect- ed. As he advanced into the interior, he should there find cause for laughter, and ridicule, and sarcastic observation. Forced, by coming over, to act contrary to his real inclination, and to which he had quite as great an objection as any of his fellow mortals, he had not recovered a sufficient degree of complacency, from this circumstance, to allow him to regret finding a letter, instead of lord Le Poer, CONTRAST. 63 awaiting him, at the castle; written to ex- cuse his lordship not being there to receive him in person, through unforeseen busi- ness, that had detained, and might detain him for a few weeks longer in Dublin, where he had landed ; and which conclud- ed with a hope, that he would not feel himself uncomfortable from their meeting being a little longer delayed. " Quite au contraire,'' was the internal exclamation of De Montville. It was in- deed an absolute relief to him, to have a little further time to collect himself, ere the introduction he almost dreaded took place. Where he now was, afforded him, from its loneliness, all the leisure and quietude requisite for this. On the first moment of his arrival, this had a somewhat chilUng effect upon his imagination ; but he was suffici- ently an enthusiast soon to find pleasure in the contemplation of the wildness by which he was here surrounded. Rockcliffe Castle, remote from any other building of consequence, was a very ancient pile of cold grey stone ; but its cold and dreary aspect was in perfect keeping with the bleakness and sterility of the scenery about 64 CONTRAST. it. The ocean spread in front, and at either side an immense tract of bog and heath stretched away to a range of distant hills, now blue as the cerulean vault, to- wards which they aspired — now shrouded in mists, the certain precursors of unfa- vourable weather. No wonder that, in such an habitation, De Montville thought, where there was nothing to sooth, or charm the imagination, the temper of lord Le Poer should have lost nothing of its natu- ral severity ; yet such was the force of early impressions, that, even to this repelling abode, his mother was delighted at the idea of returning. De Montville, as already intimated, quite congratulated himself, on his first arrival, at the idea of being left to his own thoughts and reflections for some time ; but he was not accustomed to such profound solitude, and soon becoming wearied by it, it struck him that he would pay a visit to the house of sir Maurice Rossglen, even the relief of paying one to lady Dorothy being denied him, by the indisposition of her ladyship, to whom, in due form, he had sent to an- CONTRAST. 65 hounce his arrival, and bestow his tedious- ness there, until joined by lord LePoer; but on mentioning this intention to Michael, the old butler, he informed him that sir JNIaurice was not then at Woodston, but at the residence he also had in , to which but a few days preceding his, De Mont- ville's, arrival he had gone with his family — ** But where, to be sure, your honour, he would be quite as glad to see you as at his place here ; and why not ? and if I might be so bold as to give an opinion, I*d be after advising you to go, because I know it was on account of some fine par- ties about being given there, that himself and the ladies went." " What, parties in a country town, and that town an Irish one ! put himself in the way of being dragged into such horrors — forced to the necessity of making the agreeable to simpering misses — trying to look amiable ! — oh no, any thing but that ;" and where he was, he accordingly decided on remaining, until the return of the baro- net from his temporary sojourn at . But this decision did not oblige him to 66 CONTRAST. confine himself entirely to the vicinity of the castle ; so one evening, soon after din- ner, he set off for a long ramble, and in a different direction to any he had previous- ly strolled. The rugged and wild-looking road gradually improved as he proceeded ; the sea murmured at one side, and at the other the green banks were surmounted by daisied fields, where the cattle were now softly lowing in the warmth of the declin- ing sun. An air of tranquillity pervaded every thing that was soothing to the feel- ings, and De Montville, as is often the case when sauntering by ourselves, became by degrees so lost in thought, as almost to start at finding himself, on suddenly uplifting his eyes, before an old-fashioned mansion, with a garden, laid out in the formal taste of other days, in front, and a hanging wood apparently pressing upon it in the rear, the country stretching away at one side in well- cultivated fields or farms, intersected with pleasant roads, and interspersed with habi- tations, sufficiently clustered near the house to form a small village; and at the other, the sea fenced off by a range of towering CONTRAST. 67 cliffs, wrought into a variety of fantastic forms, by the incessant action of the winds and waves ; here indeed, when the angry spirit of the deep was roused, the bat- tling of the conflicting elements against the natural ramparts of the land was ter- rible, causing an absolutely gasping sensa- tion ; but at the other times, it was de- lightful to watch the waves throwing up, as if in play, their spray in the face of the rocks that frowned upon them, and listen to them in summer stillness, pouring their drowsy murmurs upon the shore. Hardly had De Montville cast his eyes upon the building, upon which he had come thus unexpectedly, ere he exclaim- ed to himself — " This is Woodston," at once recognising it by his mother's oft- repeated description of it, of the loved scenes of her early youth, " when every charm could please." " Dear soul ! merely from yielding to the feelings of nature, how graphically, in her artless, unstudied way, she has depicted it ! why, if brought by enchantment to the spot, I should have at once known it by her description — the 6s CONTRAST. sunny gable end, covered with the spread- ing fruit-tree, the productions of which she never found equalled — the romantic cliffs, rising in towering grandeur along the coast — the green wood, in which the first flowers of spring were wont to be gathered by her infant hands ;" and he stood gazing at it with a sensation of ineffable delight, from the tender associations connected with it. At length, turning up a winding path, he soon found himself in the centre of the wood, extending far and wide around him — nothing could be more delightful. Here were primrose banks, winding and sequestered alleys, mossy seats for rest or meditation, and fairy rills, musically tink- ling through pebbly channels. While here, you were at one moment lost in the gloom of tangled trees and thickets ; anon, you w^ere gazing on the broad refulgent sea, with the barrier cliffs, topped by the green sloping fields that extended to their very edge. De Montville threw himself upon a seat to enjoy the scene : but this enjoyment did not long remain uninter- rupted ; reflections recurred, that tinctured CONTRAST. 69 his feelings with sadness — his thoughts involuntarily reverted to Sicily, and the idea of the fair Zerbino, indissolubly con- nected with it, recalled to his imagination, he could not help again giving way to that acute feeling of regret her fate had occa- sioned. Luxuriating as he was himself at the moment in the charms of nature, how could he chuse but to deplore the fate of her who was torn from the experience of such a gratification, like a tender flower from the influence of vernal suns and showers, to wither prematurely in the cold solitude of monastic gloom ! Oh that he could have saved her from such a cheerless doom, even though the next moment as- sured that he had effected her restoration to liberty to make another happy ! but vain was the wish; she was now as com- pletely lost to him and to the world, as if already enskyed and sainted in her native sphere. He quitted his seat to descend to the house ; an old-fashioned folding door open- ed immediately from the hill upon the first landing-place ; he found it ajar, and open- 70 CONTRAST. ing it a little wider, looked down a spa- cious staircase of polished oak upon a wide hall, with high-backed antique chairs, and a range of doors at either side belonging to the parlours. Almost he could have persuaded himself he was in the place be- fore, so familiar did every object appear, from the minute manner in which it had been described by his mother. As he stood here, a young lady crossed from one of the parlours to another ; in doing so she happened to look up the staircase, down which, through the half-open door, the radiance of the setting sun was streaming at the moment, and presented to the view of the astonished De Montville, the exact resemblance of her on whom he had just been musing. The emotion and curiosity excited by this circumstance would not permit of his departing, without endea- vouring to ascertain who she was; accord- ingly hastening to the front of the house, he knocked for admission. He was an- swered by the old housekeeper; but ere she could inform him the family were ab- sent, he acquainted her with his know- CONTRAST, 71 ledge of the circumstance himself; and an- nouncing his name, desired to be allowed to rest for a few minutes after a long walk. He was shewn into a parlour, the very one into which he saw the fair stranger pass ; but she was not now there. — " Did she say all the family were absent ?" he asked of his attendant. " Yes, all." He mused. Who then could this fe- male be ? she did not seem as if she were a stranger in the place, and her air and style of dress forbade the idea of her being a domestic. Suppose he said he saw her ? and he accordingly did ; but the acknow- ledgment obtained him no satisfaction. The woman declared she knew not whom he meant ; but in declaring so, he thought she coloured, and appeared confused. Without ceremony he took the range of the apartments at each side of the hall ; but he encountered no one in them ; and in no little commotion of spirits, at length de- parted. So extraordinary a likeness be- tween two persons, he had never before seen, and until he had discovered who it 72 CONTRAST. was that bore this astonishing resemblance to the fair Zerbino, he felt he could not rest. He could not divest himself of the idea of the housekeeper having deceived him, and he determined, as he proceeded in his walk back, to try and ascertain v^hether he was correct in this suspicion. He liad advanced some little way, with- out meeting any one to address his intended inquiry to, when suddenly — ** Why then may I be after axing your honour what o'clock it is ?" cried a voice, from the other side of a mud bank : and De Montville turning, beheld a man, with hard weather- beaten features, leaning against it, earnestly regarding him. " With great pleasure," was the reply — " that is, if I could ; but unfortunately my watch is down, having forgot to wind it up this morning." " Och! sorrow matter of consequence that is, on my account I mane, your ho- nour ; 'tis not because I so much wanted to know what o'clock it is I asked your honour, as because it is so natural to do so." " Well, I am glad it's of no consequence to you to know the hour, since I can't in- CONTRAST. 73 form you. But you belong to this place?" " To this place ! troth and you may say that ; there's not a mother's sowl belonging to me, dead or alive, that don't belong to it." " Then, of <;ourse, 'tis needless to ask if you know that house," pointing to sir Maurice's. " Is it the master's, long life to him, and his, and may they never be worse than I wish them !" " I know he is not there at present," said De Montville ; " but are all the family absent ?" " Musha, and myself can't be certain of that." " But do you think it's likely ?" " Likely ! idad and I can't say that ; and now that I think on't, I shouldn't be sur- prised if they weren't all gone ; for it was only last week that one of the young ladies was mighty bad with a murthering sore throat, and I heard oul Nell, her nurse, telling a neighbour, that she was quite fretting the heart out of her body, lest her VOL. I. E- 74 CONTRAST. mamma wouldn't be after letting her go with her sisters to , where they were going to have some iligent plays and balls." " Was this the eldest young lady ?" " What, the English young lady ? — No, your honour; it was one of our own young ladies, as we call the master's daughters, by his second lady." " Ah, it was then as I conjectured," thought De Montville, " one of sir Mau- rice's daughters I saw, denied during the absence of the rest of the family, to pre- vent her being intruded on by visitors." He had walked much further than he had intended, and he thought he should not now dislike to throw himself into a chaise; and he accordingly proceeded to inquire whether there was any place here where he could procure one. " A chaise !" in an accent of surprise ; " no, your honour ; but Ned Rooney keeps an iligent jingle here, and I'd be after get- ting it for you, only I know that oul Moll is turned out by this time upon the cliffs, to see what she can pick up for herself till the potatoes are boiled." CONTRAST. 75 " Why, what has she to say to the boiled potatoes ?" " Ah then, it is she that has, the creat- shure ! by the time they are done, she comes back sniffing for her share of them, just as if she was a Christian." " A sagacious animal truly ; but ^" " No offence, your honour, but may I be so bould as just for to ask how far you have to go ?" De Montville informed him. " Ah, then I was thinking as much," he cried, " that you were the oul lord's hare, long life to your honour ! and 'tis yourself one may see will be the poor man's friend, when you come to his fortune." " Oh, we mustn't be speaking of that, my friend," said De JNIontville. " But I wont detain you longer, for I dare say you have not been so idle to day as not to wish now for a little rest;" and putting some money in his hand, he bade him good- by. Impatient to ascertain whether indeed it was one of the daughters of sir Maurice E 2 76 CONTRAST. he had seen, he was considering whether, contrary to his first intention, he would not join the family the ensuing day at , when in crossing a waste churchyard, that, near the end of the road, lay between him and Rockcliffe, he fancied he saw a female gliding amidst the ruins of the ancient building to which it belonged. He invo- luntarily paused to be certain, inclined to think, from the gloom and dreariness of the place, he must be deceived by some shadow; but no— as he stood earnestly gaz- ing within the dismal obscurity of the di- lapidated pile, the person he imagined he had seen, emerging from another part of it, suddenly flitted by him, and in passing, discovered to him the features of the fe- male he had seen at Woodston. An ex- clamation of surprise escaped him, and he was involuntarily rushing after her, when he stumbled over a broken tombstone; and on recovering himself, looked about in vain for her. Bewildered, he returned home, for from what had now occurred, he could hardly allow himself to persist in thinking her CONTRAST. 77 the person he had previously conceived; yet at Woodston, sauntering about, as she seemed to be, w^ith an air of carelessness, she certainly had not the appearance of being a stranger: and from this circum- stance he still could not bring himself al- together to relinquish the idea of her be- ing, if not one of the family, at least some person in some way or other connected with it : but the next day should termi- nate his perplexity on the subject; he would join the family at , and thus be enabled to ascertain at once what he w'ished. Yet w^ould it not be wiser to give himself no further trouble on the sub- ject ? — it might ; but what is wisest is not always what we are readiest to decide on ; and this was the case with him ; yet at such a juncture, when it so behoved him to be calm and collected, to have an idea thus revived, that could not be dwelt on without agitation, how cruel — how tormenting ! As he sat lost in deep thought, he chanced to cast his eyes upon an immense old-fashioned chimney -glass, exactly oppo- site the seat he had thrown himself on ; as 78 CONTRAST. he did, his surprise may easily be imagined, at beholding, reflected in it, the figure of an elegant female standinor at a little distance behind his chair, apparently in earnest con- templation of him ; keeping his eye steadily fixed, the features gradually became defined, and he again saw those of the fair stranger he had twice encountered that evening. He started up ; but ere he turned, she was gone, and amazement for a moment rooted him to the spot. He then rang the bell ; Michael's look of alarm, on entering the apartment, recalled him to himself He inquired whether any visitor was in the castle ? and was decidedly answered in the negative. What was he then to think ? that he was either dreaming or delirious; but no — neither of these conclusions could be admitted ; and he accordingly rushed from the apartment, in eager quest of the person he was convinced he had seen : but his search, his inquiries were unavailing; and infinitely more flurried than before, he returned to it. But he must not go on in this manner ; the time he had been so happy to obtain for collecting and nerving his mind for what might ensue, must not CONTRAST. 79 be wasted in this idle, this ridiculous man- ner. He was dependant : what bitterness in the thought ! how many generous im- pulses — how many fond wishes does the reflection often check and restrain, fetter- ing the soul, as it were, with a chain of iron ! In a few days and he should pro- bably be called upon to decide his own fate: from what he knew of the temper of lord Le Poer, had heard of the inveteracy of his resentments, and his anxiety for the marriage in question, he had many reasons to apprehend the loss of his favour if he declined it ; and the probability of the con- sequences that were likely to follow this, was certainly very painful to his imagina- tion : yet to unite himself for life to a per- son he might not be able to regard — but he would not be rash — he would not suiBfer him- self to be hastily influenced by first impres- sions, and perhaps, by acting in this man- ner, what he dreaded might be averted : but his spirits got low, and the intention of repairing to was abandoned. He had not yet had courage to visit the pic- so CONTRAST. ture-gallery, where, he was given to un- derstand, he should see a likeness that would give him a perfect idea of his in- tended bride ; but on this morning, attend- ed by the butler, to point out the family portraits to him, he entered it, and the re- sult was almost absolute despair. In a melancholy mood, he was wander- ing about the cliffs, when the arrival of sir Maurice Rossglen, to pay his compli- ments, was announced ; De Montville hast- ened back to the castle, and met with a most cordial greeting from the baronet, whose frank and easy manner, and manly open countenance, excited an immediate prepossession in his favour. The family were returned from , and the visit ended by De Montville accompanying him back to Woodston, there to take up his sojourn, until the arrival of lord Le Poer. In the apartment into which he was ushered, he was received by lady Kossglen, a very elegant woman, and the two eldest young ladies ; but neither of whom bore the slightest resemblance to the fair stranger; but there was still CONTRAST. 81 another daughter to make her appearance, and in her he might recognise the person he was so anxious to discover ; but no — she almost instantly joined the party, and in her, like her sisters, De Montville also beheld a very beautiful girl, but one bear- ing no likeness whatever to the person who resembled the fair Zerbino. CHAP. V. " Can gold grow worthless that has stood the touch ? No : gold they seera'd ; but they were never such." Sir Maurice Rossglen, as already inti- mated, was a pleasant, good-natured man, ardent in his attachments, sincere in his professions, and of truly gentlemanly man- ners. In early life he became the re- presentative of his ancient family ; but the property, that with the title devolved to him, was, through various causes, so em- barrassed, as to be then little more than a e3 82 CONTRAST. nominal one. Sir Maurice however nei- ther gave way to complaints nor dejec- tion at the circumstance; he knew his advantages both of figure and family, and could scarcely doubt their obtaining him such an alliance as would free him from his embarrassments. In a visit to one of the fashionable bathing-places in England, an introduction took place to a young city heiress, still under the care of her mother. He soon perceived his attentions were not unpleasing, and encouraged by the hint, persevered in them until he had succeeded in gaining her hand ; but not without the most violent opposition on the part of her mother, who had a most decided aversion to every one and every thing Irish — the effect of a narrow education, ever sure of creating vulgar prejudices. Holding each wild and savage tale of them devoutly true, her horror at the idea of the alliance her daughter had formed, was indescrib- able: but notwithstanding her displeasure at it, she could not decide on abandoning her to her fate ; and accordingly, by way of affording her some protection against the CONTRAST. 83 barbarity to which she made no doubt she had subjected herself, she resolved on ac- companying her to her new habitation. Her first glance at this wrought a revolu- tion in her feelings ; and when, contrary to the expectations she had given way to, she actually found herself seated in a noble mansion, amidst all the comforts and ele- gancies to which she had heretofore been accustomed, with a train of respectful do- mestics, in waiting, and neither yelling savages in hearing, nor dismal bogs in sight, she began to think it might be possible to become reconciled to the event she had so much regretted ; and within a short space, through the influence of the comforts around her, really became so. But the domestic happiness of Woodston was of short duration. Shortly after giv- ing birth to a daughter, lady Rossglen died. A little before her death, sir Mau- rice was summoned to her bedside; and after thanking him for his uniform kind- ness and attention, and recommending her afflicted parent to his consoling care, she earnestly besought him, in the event 84 CONTRAST. of his marrying again, of which she could hardly entertain a doubt, to pro- mise he would give up her child to her care. In such a moment, hardly any request could have been made that he w^ould not have complied with, and accord- ingly the promise demanded was unhesi- tatingly given. The old lady was now installed in the place of her deceased daughter, and from the additional consequence derived from becoming mistress at Woodston, drew no little consolation for the afflicting loss she had sustained. For two succeeding years things went on again tranquilly at Wood- ston, when sir Maurice's announcement of being about changing his condition, roused all that was acrimonious in her nature. She could not think with calm- ness of resigning to another the distinc- tion that had been so flattering to her, neither of her granddaughter losing her chance of being sole inheritress of the es- tate, which her mother's fortune had clear- ed, although the splendid fortune, se- cured to her by marriage settlement, ren- dered any accession of wealth utterly un- CONTRAST. S5 necessary ; but neither remonstrance nor reproach could induce sir Maurice to re- linquish the intention he had avowed; and accordingly Mrs. Brydges decided on an immediate return to England, and tak- ing her granddaughter with her, not with- out exultation at the promise that al- lowed her doing so. Sir Maurice could not regret her de- parture, but he regretted the thought of the estrangement that might be effected, through her means, between him and his little Helena; however, with his usual sanguineness, he hoped the best, and that in time she might sufficiently relent to allow of his child being occasionally the inmate of the paternal roof. In his second choice he was alone influenced by attachment: Mrs. Mountflorence was a woman of the most amiable and accomplished manners ; but though the widow of a gentleman of considerable consequence in the county, was left with an only son, in such circum- stances as totally to preclude the idea of her hand being sought from any other mo- tive than that of affection. Such indeed 80 CONTRAST. was her embarrassed situation, that there were people invidious enough to declare, that without some artifice on her part, sir Maurice could never have possibly thought of forming so imprudent a con- nexion. These insinuations reached her ear, and had the effect, notwithstanding her maternal fondness for him, of making her oppose her son's taking up his fixed re- dence at Woodston. This conduct, from the paternal interest he felt for the boy, chagrined sir Maurice not a little. Serve him, however, he determined he would ; and he accordingly early planned in his own mind a marriage between him and Helena, whose ample fortune would settle all matters, without doing her an injury. The plan was too agreeable to his imagina- tion to be concealed. The result of its disclosure was still more wounding in- sinuations against lady Rossglen : to her artful influence over him, it was assert- ed the scheme could alone be owing; and so much were her feelings of pride and probity wounded by these calum- nies, as to make her resolve to pre- CONTRAST. 87 vent, if possible, an introduction ever taking place between Sigismund and Miss Rossglen, until one or other of them were engaged. IMountflorence's early entrance into the army favoured her wish for keeping them unacquainted. He remained abroad until the termination of the war by the battle of Waterloo, when he was put on half- pay ; but on which he only meant to con- tinue till he had investigated his affairs at home, and ascertained whether any thing could be saved out of the shattered fortune that had devolved to him. Amongst those who gave credit to the invidious calumnies against lady Ross- glen, none did so more readily than Mrs. Brydges : in consequence, nothing could induce her to allow of even a transient visit from Helena to Ireland, when old enough to be invited over, persuaded that the only object in view was to draw her into some engagement with young Mount- florence. In vain sir Maurice importuned her on the subject. At length, either wearied by his importunities, or else glad 88 CONTRAST. to have an opportunity for giving utter- ance to her malevolent feelings against lady Rossglen, she addressed a very in- sulting letter to her ladyship, in which she assured her she might spare herself the exertion of any further artifice to obtain a visit from her granddaughter ; since, aware of the motives that occasioned so much anxiety on the subject, she was, as in duty bound, determined to prevent it; the sacrifice of one fortune in the family being, in her opinion, quite sufficient. The more her real character or dispo- sition became developed to sir Maurice, the more he regretted the circumstance that had been the means of placing his daughter under her care ; more especially, when he contrasted the advantages she must have derived from being brought up under the control of such a woman as lady Rossglen. His promise, however, he could not think himself justified in re- scinding, except, indeed, convinced that his adherence to it would be attended with positive injury to his child. To be satisfied on this point, he from time to CONTRAST. 89 time paid a visit to London, and obtained from lady Anstruther, lady Rossglen's sister, a promise of keeping a watch over Helena. Those occasional meetings pre- vented that total estrancrement that would otherwise have been the natural conse- quence of the separation between the father and child. Helena could not per- ceive her parent's anxiety about her, or re- ceive his fond caresses, without being moved ; but beyond him, her regard did not extend to any of the family. In in- fancy, she had been taught to regard lady Rossglen with terror, and as she grew up, with distrust ; and the children of such a woman, as she was taught to consider her, she could not imagine deserving of her af- fection. Surrounded as she was by those whose interest it was to strengthen and confirm the prejudices early implanted by her grandmother, no wonder that Helena retained them, or, retaining them, con- gratulated herself on her removal from a home where there could have been so little enjoyment. On her abrupt return to London, Mrs. 90 CONTRAST. Brydges had repaired to the house of a relative in Rathbone-place, but with an intention of immediately forming an esta- blishment of her own again. This was an intention, however, she was gradually in- duced to abandon. Mr. Bridgemore, a solicitor of some little note, with a wife, and one daughter some years older than Helena, was a man of the deepest art and cunning. Without an earthly object in view but his own advantage, he quickly perceived how much it might redound to his interest retaining Mrs. Brydges under his roof; and once struck by the idea, ceas- ed not, until by his artful representations, aided and seconded by his wife, and affect- ed shew of regard, he prevailed on her to consent to be his inmate, until the young heiress was of an age to require a more splendid residence. It w^as so pleasant for Mrs. Brydges to have all the comforts of a domestic establishment, without any of the trouble or anxiety, that, situated as she was, might be attendant on the cir- cumstance, that really she could not help being thoroughly delighted at the arrange- CONTRAST. 91 ment that had been made. But though all regard for sir Maurice had ceased from the moment of his making another choice, yet to gratify her fond pride about her granddaughter, as well as occasion, as she hoped, invidious comparisons between his other daughters and her, of whose having similar advantages she never once dreamt, she kept up a regular correspondence with him, through the medium of which Hele- na was represented in a manner calculated to make her be regarded as a very supe- rior being. She was about nineteen when her grandmother, very unexpectedly, paid her debt to nature. Immediately on intelli- gence of the event, sir JNlaurice proceeded to London, to bring her over to Wood- ston ; but such was her reluctance to ac- company him to a home she had early been made to conceive a dislike to, that partly through this, and partly the art- ful influence of those about her, she so earnestly implored to be allowed to re- main a little longer where she was, that sir Maurice at last unwillingly consented: 92 CONTRAST. but that nothing could have induced him to grant the permission thus sohcited, had he really known the kiwd of characters the Bridgemores were, may easily be inferred ; but through the most artful management, nothing had ever transpired to their prejudice; and though they cer- tainly were not the kind of persons he would himself have chosen for intimates, from their want of that polish to which he had always been accustomed, yet still he knew nothing to render them altogether unwor- thy of his daughter's longer association with them ; more especially as he had al- ready taken care to have her introduced, through some connexions of his own and lady Rossglen's, into those circles of ele- gance and fashion, both birth and fortune entitled her to move in. The motive they had for wishing to detain her with them, rendered them not a little overjoyed when they actually saw him departing with- out her. They had, in short, succeeded in entangling her with a person, to the acceptance of whose addresses they well knew^ her father never would consent, but her rejection of which would to them be CONTRAST. 9S a source of the bitterest disappointment. Sir Osbert Henley, one of the most worthless and dissipated young men about town, had long been one of Bridge- more's clients, and determined on reap- ing all the possible advantage he could, from her being thrown in some degree within his grasp, Bridgemore proposed trying to procure the hand of Helena for him, provided he was assured of a certain recompence. The conditions were not merely readily, but eagerly subscribed to : a formal introduction followed; his ad- dresses were paid and accepted, for his manners and appearance were specious and prepossessing ; and recourse was had to every art to try and induce Helena to consent to an immediate marriage: but though these arts were seconded by her grandmother, through the false represen- tations of Bridgemore, respecting the real fortune and character of sir Osbert, who had indeed been long a bankrupt in both, Helena firmly resisted them, from an un- willingness to fetter herself so early. But that this unwillingness would have been experienced, had she really felt any very 94 CONTRAST. ardent attachment for sir Osbert, Bridge- more could not believe ; and, in conse- quence of the readiness with which it was but natural to conclude from this, she would break her engagement to him, if thrown under any influence hostile to it, he became so alarmed at the idea of her returning with her father to Woodston, as to make his wife and daughter implore her, even with tears, to remain longer with them. Thrown more than ever, by the death of her grandmother, into their power, and exposed still more constantly to the insidious attentions and blandish- ments of sir Osbert, they would probably have finally succeeded in drawing her into the fulfilment of her unadvised en- gagement, had not the watchful, per- haps jealous vigilance of lady Anstruther, detected the scheme, which, of course, was immediately communicated to sir Mau- rice. He directly posted off to London, where he had no hesitation in giving ut- terance to the indignation it excited : but while he inveighed against Bridgemore, for the part he had in the transaction, he CONTRAST. 95 tried to find some excuse for the conduct of his daughter, in the supposition of her being ignorant of the real character of her unprincipled lover. Helena would not acknowledge whether this were the case or not : the language in which she was now addressed, was such as she was not accustomed to ; and not even the reflection of its proceeding from a father, could accordingly prevent her re- senting it. This feeling did not by any means tend to incline her to ready acqui- escence in his determination, of now tak- ing her back with him. To be dragged away in this abrupt manner, from the friends she had been so long accustomed to, for the purpose of being lectured and controlled — no, it was what she could not submit to. — " Return with you immedi- ately, sir," she repeated after him, " with- out being allowed a little time for prepa- ration ! really I cannot avoid considering this rather harsh, and must beg to be ex- cused saying no on the occasion." " Indeed ! but upon my life, young lady, I say yes, and shall therefore, if you will not 96 CONTRAST. yourself issue them, give the necessary in- structions to your soubrette, to prepare for your departure. A father's house is the pro- perest home for a young unmarried woman ; more especially one who has fortune to tempt cupidity, without sufficient discre- tion to repose confidence in those who must have her interest most at heart." Helena retreated to her dressing-room, still more agitated. She had all the incli- nation in the world to resist the authority that, for the first time, was now beginning to be exercised over her, could she have flattered herself that the attempt would have been of any avail. " It is as I judged — just as I thought it w^ould be,"cried the cruelly-alarmed Bridge- more, obtruding himself upon her, along with his wife and daughter; " I guessed you would not be allowed to remain long here after the death of my dear friend ; or that, at the first intimation of your be- ing likely to give your hand to another than the person for w^hom it has been so long intended, you would not be hurried away : but, were I you, I would not sub- CONTRAST. 97 mit to such injustice; I would at once assert my rights, and by consenting to be- come sir Osbert's immediately, rescue my- self from the persecutions you will other- wise undergo on account of major Mount- florence, who, I can inform you, is now arrived in Ireland." Helena hesitated. — " No," she said, " I cannot bring myself to acquiesce in any measure so precipitate ; besides, should it prove that sir Osbert is the character my father has represented " " Then, if for a moment you can allow yourself to imagine this, what must your opinion of me be ?" demanded Bridgemore, with an angry flush upon his cheek ; " me, the old and approved friend of your grandmother ! But no, you cannot so cruelly wrong my principles or regard, as to suppose m.e capable of introducing, to your particular notice, a person I did not know worthy of it. He has been tradu- ced, I must say it, however unwillingly, from my respect for sir Maurice, through the most selfish motives : but to argue the VOL. I. F 98 CONTRAST. matter, allowing it were as he has repre- sented, what then ?" " What then I" repeated Helena, in an accent of surprise, and with a recoiling sen- sation. " Yes, what then ? I repeat. Suppos- ing him the character described by your father, which, however, I by no means allow, how is he more censurable than other young men of rank and fashion ? There is the duke of T , and lord L , and the marquis of G , and half a hundred more; and what have we not heard of their follies ? and yet most of them are now married, not merely into noble, but domestic families; their alli- ance not merely desired, but absolutely courted, and that by parents, it is but na- tural to suppose, quite as anxious about the happiness of their daughters as sir Maurice affects to be about yours ! Yes, I cannot express myself differently, for were his regard what he would wish it to be thought, he surely, ere this, would have evinced some solicitude for your forming a suitable alliance." CONTRAST. 99 The arguments were plausible, but they failed of accomplishing the end in view. Sir Osbert was privately introduced to second them ; but he knelt, and prayed, and exerted all the eloquence of feigned passion, and all the rhetoric of art and craftiness, in vain. The only concession he could obtain, was a positive assurance of her hand being his on her coming of age, provided nothing occurred in the in- terim to deprive him of her esteem ; and a promise of keeping up a regular corre- spondence with him. Finally, her father succeeded in carrying her off, without any further open opposition; but the feehngs his peremptory conduct had awakened were not immediately subdued, as her clouded brow, and the reserve of her manner evinced. Sir Maurice did not permit himself to notice this, and the maintenance of his own cheerfulness had gradually an effect upon her. The happy influence of this was se- conded by that of the season, for again all was vernal delight and joy. The orchards F 2 100 CONTRAST. stood thick with blossoms, the fields were strewed with wild flowers, and every bush and tree was prodigal of harmony. But what very different scenes awaited her at the other side ! Helena more than once thought, or rather, how little there would the influence of this delightful season be felt, amidst gloomy swamps, frightful rocks, and screaming seagulls ; for in every way that could create dislike to it, had the place of her nativity been described by her grandmother ; and to those who would and could have undeceived her, as to the correctness of the representations, she could not be induced to give the re- quisite credit. Prepared to find fault, and meet with a subject for ridicule in every thing she saw, she was disappointed nei- ther in this hope or expectation, when on landing she heard the carmen, in all the richness of the native brogue, pressing their iligent jingles upon the passengers, while a waiter from a neighbouring hotel kept running about with an air of dis- traction, to proclaim the good accommo- dation to be obtained at the house where CONTRAST. 101 he served. But as the carriage, into which she almost immediately stepped, drove on, her feeUngs and sentiments be- gan gradually to undergo a change: she saw nothing to justify the prejudices she had cherished, or warrant the ill-natured conclusions she had allowed herself to give utterance to, and for which she now began to experience something like remorse. Where were the hideous bogs, and the menacing rocks, and the deforming aspect of misery in every direction ? She beheld nothing but pleasant fields and ridges of blue hills, and little villages, that, if not remarkably neat, were at least picturesque; and she began to perceive she had been imposed upon. Had this been previously doubted, her first glance at Woodston would have been sufficient to have con- vinced her of the fact. That detested home, so often described to her as the very abode of desolation and dreariness, that now, presented as it was to her view, under the influence of a lovely evening, with its old-fashioned windows burnished with the radiance of the setting sun, its green wood. 102 CONTRAST. rich in leafy honours, overshadowing its antique roof, and every thing around pro- claiming affluence and tranquillity, seem- ed little less to her than an earthly paradise. Oh, should she find herself equally de- ceived, in every other respect? but no, she could not admit the probability of this ; and even, in this instance, she might not, after all, have been intentionally im- posed on ; for the place might have un- dergone many alterations since her grand- mother's residence in it. In short, she could not bear to think that a person whom she was bound by so many ties to love and reverence, should have been so wanting in liberality as wilfully to have misled her. CONTRAST. 103 CHAP. VI. " But not to understand a treasure's worth, 'Till time has stol'n away the slighted good, Is cause of half the poverty we feel." Lady Rossglen was rather inclined to fear, that Helena's becoming the inmate of Woodston, would not add to the hap- piness of the domestic circle there ; for if her grandmother, with fond partiality, ex- tolled her as possessed of every virtue and accomplishment that could win esteem and admiration, there were others who represented her as proud, capricious, and satirical : but she was not a person to be sw^ayed by selfish considerations ; as a proof of which, she was the first, on the receipt of her sister lady Anstruther's letter, to urge the necessity of sir ^Maurice's imme- diate departure for London ; yet she could not help wishing, that the return of He- 104 CONTRAST. lena to Woodston had been a little longer deferred, that a little longer she might have had the uninterrupted enjoyment of her dear Sigismund's company, who, after many a hard-fought field, had just return- ed home; banished as the circumstance would occasion him to be, in a great de- gree, from Woodston, from her persever- ing in her determination of encouraging no intimacy between them ; more espe- cially novv% when the enforced return of Miss Rossglen, just at the very period of his, was so calculated to revive those rumours that had already proved so woundint>: to her feelings. " When this sister of ours arrives," said Caroline, the youngest of the grown-up girls, one day, " we must hide our dimi- nished heads." " Vanity !" exclaimed lord Glena, a dark-complexioned, sentimental -looking young man, who owned a fine seat in the neighbourhood, and loitered away much of his time at Woodston, as any one that had nothing else to do, than gratify a taste for pleasant society, might have been CONTRAST. 105 tempted ; " if you thought so, you would not own it." " Complimentary, upon my word ; but I assure you I have not been so insincere in the declaration as you would insinuate. With the advantages of a London educa- tion, united to such beauty, how could you possibly imagine we could hope to stand any competition with her?" " London education, indeed !" repeated lord Glena, with a curved lip ; " yes, she has given a specimen of that, but such a one as not to render her, in my estima- tion, a formidable rival to others." " What, you have not then forgiven her affront to Walter?" a young relative of his lordship, who on going over to Lon- don to study for the bar, had received a letter of introduction from sir Maurice to Helena; but notwithstanding which, the respect due to such an introduction, his unfortunate accent, united to other pecu- liarities, caused her to make him such a subject of ridicule, as seriously to offend him, and occasion a mo5t unfavourable impression at the other side. F 3 106 CONTRAST. " I have not forgotten it — the cruelty of making a diffident young stranger, new to the world, feel his deficiencies through the force of ridicule !" " Ah, well, no matter — when once you see her, you will forget and forgive." " Don't be sure ; the charms must be very resistless indeed, that can tempt me to forgive a want of due regard for the feelings of others." " Well, and hers are such." " Yes, I know she has been cried up as a prodigy by her grandmother ; but " " I do assure you she said nothing more of her than she merits, as I could prove, could I shew you her likeness, and which he asserts to be a most striking one, that papa brought over the last time he was in London ; but he has got it locked up in his cabinet; but, as it is, I can give you some faint idea of what she is, for Dorinda has taken a copy of it ;" and as she spoke, she looked about for the port- folio in which it was deposited, and not perceiving which, she asked Dorinda where it was. CONTRAST. 107 Dorinda, with a glance to see whether there was any chance of its discovery where she had placed it, rather evasively replied, she could not tell. " Oh, well, no matter," said Caroline, carelessly, and resuming her work ; " some other time will do to satisfy his lordship's curiosity." " Assuredly. I feel no kind of impa- tience, I assure you, on the subject." Caroline laughed incredulously. — " You will hardly persuade me of that," she said ; " else why so many questions lately of this sister of ours? I would venture to lay any wager, that from the moment her arrival is expected, you will be on the watch to see her." " Well, I shall not argue the point with you ; but, nous verrons. But why so grave, Dorinda?" he said, suddenly seating him- self beside her. " I don't know," was the reply, with something very like a sigh ; " that is, I mean I don't know that I am particular- ly grave ; but you know, when you and Caroline commence this keen encounter of your wits, you seldom allow or afford 108 CONTRAST. any one else an opportunity of speaking." " True, she is a very flippant girl, and likes to engross all the conversation to her- self; but she will never be able to engross every thing from my sweet Dorinda," and he kissed one of her fair hands, as he rested one arm on the back of her chair, and began amusing himself by disarrang- ing her workbox. Dorinda was no longer silent, and the trio were very merrily laughing and chat- ting, when visitors were announced. Lord Glena vacated his seat, and went sauntering about the room ; in doing so, he discovered the portfolio, and immedi- ately opened it. The eyes of Dorinda were upon him, and she saw him take something from it. Her heart fluttered, for the copy she had taken of Helena's picture was not the only likeness it con- tained. There was also one of herself ta- ken by Caroline, and which she knew on opening the portfolio he could not miss seeing. With his prize his lordship al- most instantly departed, and as instantly Dorinda proceeded to ascertain which of the drawings he had possessed himself of. CONTRAST. 109 It was more than a feeling of vanity that sustained a shock, when she discovered it was the likeness of Helena, that happy and now for the first time envied sister. It was true then what, in her giddy way, Caroline had said of his solicitude to know something about her. Well, it was fortu- nate to learn this in time, else she might be more misled by the tenderness of his manner, or rendered more unhappy ; and she determined on immediate exertions to support, with composure, what she con- ceived now so likely to ensue. Sir Maurice had given no notice of the exact time at which he might be expected, consequently there was no one on the look-out for him. Just as the carriage stopped at Woodston, he saw a gentle- man approaching, whom he wished most particularly to speak to ; and accordingly desiring Helena not to delay for him to introduce her, she proceeded by herself into the house. The family, that is, lady Rossglen and the two eldest girls, toge- ther with a gentleman who happened to be with them at the moment, were in one of the back rooms, so knew nothing of her 110 CONTRAST. arrival until announced by the servant. The emotion occasioned by her sudden announcement did not however take from the ladies the immediate power of saluting her. Helena could hardly credit her senses — could hardly believe that, in the elegant woman who came forward to welcome her with a maternal embrace — in the lovely girls that next folded her in their arms, she actually beheld the beings whom she had been so long taught to regard with sentiments of distrust and dislike. Feel- ings and reflections of the most painful nature pressed upon her heart ; she burst into tears, and sinking upon a seat, invo- luntarily covered her face wdth her hands. Lady Rossglen was at no loss to com- prehend the cause of this emotion; but aware that to notice might only serve to augment it, instead of attempting to sooth, she merely motioned for a glass of water : she made an effort to take it from the per- son who procured it ; but he would pre- sent it himself Helena felt one of her hands gently drawn away from her face, and saw a glass of water tendered to her ; CONTRAST. Ill she looked to see who offered it, and en- countered a pair of the finest dark eyes she had yet seen, intently rivetted on her coun- tenance ; she felt herself colour as she took the water, with a faint smile of acknow- ledgment. Her father's voice was heard at this instant, and she made an effort to reco- ver herself Fond greetings exchanged with those from whom he had been so unwil- lingly, though for so short a period, se- parated, he turned to embrace Helena, and bid her welcome to her native and her na- tural home. Refreshments were brought in, and the party collected round the table with every appearance of restored compo- sure; but Helena missed one of the per- sons she had seen on entering — the gen- tleman was gone, but probably to return, for it seemed to her, from what she had observed, as if he were no chance visitor — indeed it struck her that it was Sigismund Mountflorence she saw: but she was not long allowed to retain this idea. " Where is Sigismund ?" suddenly asked her father. " That is more than at this precise mi- 112 CONTRAST. nute I can take upon myself to say," an- swered lady Rossglen. " I fully expected to have found him here," resumed sir Maurice. " You forget how much he is occupied," observed lady Rossglen. " Pooh, nonsense ! has he not his soli- citor to look over his musty parchments ? Really were I Helena, I should be quite offended at the want of curiosity and inte- rest about her, which his not being here evinces." " For Miss Rossglen to feel offended at the circumstance, \vould be to do him too much honour," said lady Rossglen gravely ; " but you cannot doubt his availing him- self of the first leisure moment he can command to pay his respects to her." " How cold, how studied !" thought He- lena; " how much does this manner of ex- pressing herself appear like the language of pique ! and probably it is so, at the failure that has hitherto attended her plans re- specting us." As the thought occurred, she chanced to uplift her eyes, and caught lady Ross- CONTRAST. 11^ glen's fixed upon her ; she coloured, as if certain of her heart having been read at the moment, and felt lessened, at the instant, in her own estimation, by the consciousness of having given way to an unworthy idea of another. But was it an unjust one? she had been taken by surprise — betrayed into admiration, without a moment's time for thought or reflection ; but as the first tumult of her feelings subsided, soberer ones began to prevail, or in other words, her sensations of delight to be qualified by revivinof recollections : she could not in- deed avoid believing the girls to be all they appeared, amiable and innocent ; but the mother, beneath that fair- exterior of urbanity and sweetness, what artifice might not be concealed ! but she would not judge hastily, or rather suspect wrongfully ; she would allow herself time for endeavouring to discover what she really was, ere she permitted herself to form a decided opi- nion respecting her. Visitors dropped in to tea. The arrival of Helena was soon known throughout the neighbourhood, and, from different 114 CONTRAST. motives, there was a very general curiosity to ascertain what she was. JNIrs. Cosgrove was anxious to be satisfied, from the dread she entertained of any competition with her daughters ; and Mrs. Harman, who fol- lowed close upon her steps to Woodston, from the wish she felt to be beforehand with any one else in describing her. Mrs. Cosgrove's first glance made her tremble for the expectations she had long indulged of obtaining lord Glena for her eldest daughter, and the result was any thing but a feeling of good will towards the young stranger; besides w^iich, she would persuade herself there was an air of proud superiority about her, that her pride would not permit her to brook ; and accordingly, ere the first compliments of introduction were well over, she began to assume to- wards her a distant, or rather supercilious air, and by gradually directing all her con- versation to others, appear as if she had forgotten there was such a person in the room. Mrs. Harman, on the contrary, tried to court her notice, and for the pur- pose of engaging her in conversation, be- CONTRAST. 115 gan speaking of a visit she had made a year or two before to London ; but in the course of expatiating on which, she be- trayed such downright laughable ignorance respecting the various noble individuals she pretended to have associated with, and the places she had seen, that Helena, little in the habit of concealing either what she felt or thought, could not avoid laughing at her in some instances, and contradict- ing her in others. Mrs. Cosgrove per- ceiving this, immediately took her part ; but not by any means from the pure mo- tive of good nature, but merely for the purpose of gratifying her spleen, by trying to have retorted upon Helena the ridicule to which she certainly had exposed Mrs. Harman, by her corrections of her state- ments. This was more than Helena could tolerate, and with her usual quickness of feeling, she directly took a decided aver- sion to Mrs. Cosgrove, and unjustly ex- tended it to her daughters : but to be con- nected with any one she disliked, was, in every instance, almost sufficient to create a prejudice against the person; for impulse 116 CONTRAST. was her guide, and error, of course, was often the result. To evince her sentiments for the party, she suddenly started up, and seizing the arm of Caroline, hurried out upon the lawn. Without, all was calcu- lated to allay the little feeling of petulance that had just been excited, to still and calm each angry emotion. A full-orbed moon, risen high in a cloudless sky, and throwing its long level beams of light across the trembling waters of the romantic little bay of Woodston, gave a softened view of the wild scenery of the coast, while the total cessation of the busy sounds of labour permitted the mur- muring of the surge to have its full effect upon the listening ear. As Helena looked and listened, with feelings too lively for des- cription — " From what a home," she could not avoid internally exclaiming with a sigh, " had she been estranged !" yet how imperfect would her enjoyment of it be, if she continued haunted by distrust : almost she wished, from this reflection, that how- ever lady Rossglen might merit the cha- racter given of her, she had yet never CONTRAST. 117 heard any thing to her prejudice; but from what snares might not the intima- tions she had received be the means of preserving her! yet safety was almost too dearly purchased, by the pain attend- ant on suspicion, a feeling so utterly un- congenial to her nature. She was indeed all generosity and openness, and it was those very feelings of warmth and sincerity that so often led to the appearance of her being under the influence of others, of a very contrary description, the slightest in- dication of insincerity, or ill nature, or any thing contrary to what she would have been capable of herself, never failing to elicit an answering one of indignation and contempt from her. The necessity of having a command over our feelings, and the policy of sometimes concealing what we think, were lessons to which she was utterly unaccustomed ; hence she often gave offence, without actually intending it ; but she was careless about this, except convicted of having done injustice, and then she was all compunction and peni- tence. 118 CONTRAST. The epithet beautiful, might, without impropriety, have been applied to her ; yet it was intellectual feeling, more than regu- larity of features, that constituted her pe- culiar charm. The quick versatility of her feelings was visible in her countenance — all those fugitive graces that belong to sen- sibility were hers; while an innate con- sciousness of superiority rendering her dis- dainful of adventitious aids, gave to every thing she said or did, her whole appearance and manner, that unstudied air that is so resistless. CHAP. VII. " How readily we wish time spent revok'd, That we might try the ground again, where once (Through inexperience, as we now perceive) We miss'd that happiness we noight have found !" Such as we have described her, it may naturally be concluded she was incapable of the meanness, the illiberality of envy ; but she certainly liked distinction, or in other CONTRAST. 119 words, not to be eclipsed. She was per- fectly aware of the manner in which she had been represented at Woodston, and she rather shrunk from the idea of falling short of that standard, to which she made no doubt she was, in consequence of the representations of her grandmother, eleva- ted in the opinion of all there: but she had not been above a day or two arrived, when she began to have some very embar- rassing misgivings, that this was likely to be the case. Left almost wholly to her own guidance, and brought up amongst persons by no means competent to point out the course of study requisite to be pursued for the completion of education, with the natural levity of youth, she grasped at what was most aaiusing, in- stead of most useful ; and while, in all the light and elegant accomplishments of the day, she had no cause to fear competition, she was by no means as well read in vari- ous parts of history or science as her sis- ters, educated as they were, under the im- mediate eye of a watchful and accomplish- ed mother. This certainly mortifying 120 CONTRAST. discovery took off a good deal from her enjoyment in the domestic circle, from the frequent appeals, or references, that in the course of conversation were made to what was presumed her superior judgment and knowledge, such as would have occa- sioned her a oood deal of awkward embar- rassment, but for, she knew not how, the interference of lady Rossglen ; but whe- ther through a suspicion of the fact, or an apprehension of a display that might throw her daughters into the shade, remained to be ascertained. But since pedantry was the order of the day at Woodston, she must qualify herself for it ; and she accord- ingly began to possess herself of the requi- site volumes for the purpose ; to profit by them, it was necessary she should have a few hours every day to herself, and she accordingly began to form pretexts for ab- senting herself, for a little while, every morning from the girls ; but her new pur- suit interfered not with her evening en- gagements ; parties were constantly making, both at home and abroad, in compliment to her; and in the enjoyment of these, CONTRAST. 121 every thing that was unpleasant ceased for the time to be remembered. The dark eyes which she had encoun- tered, in the agitating moment of her first arrival, were not forgotten ; but she looked in vain wherever she went, for the person to whom they belonged : a kind of restless curiosity to know who he was, induced at length an indirect inquiry on the sub- ject ; but in some way it was evaded. She could not refrain also from one concerning Mountflorence ; but neither did this obtain her any satisfaction. After being a few days at Woodston, she could not help thinking it odd that he had not been to pay his compliments to her : the circum- stance almost confirmed her in the belief of there being something of disappoint- ment and pique rankling in the heart both of mother and son with regard to her : yet to yield to this persuasion — and was it not to give credit to all that had been said to the prejudice of the former? and how could she do so, and behold her, by the uniform and unostentatious dis- VOL. I. G 122 CONTRAST. charge of all her duties, her sweetness of temper, her polish, her tenderness, and refinement, rendering home, what home should ever be, the resort of peace, and love, and joy, and yet harbour a thought to her prejudice? she could have hated herself at times for doing so, and at others have wept to think it still behoved her to be doubtful. The girls, little dreaming of the senti- ments she was harbouring of the mother they so loved, were enchanted with her, and lady Rossglen herself w^as much pleas- ed. She soon penetrated into her charac- ter—that indeed was no very difficult mat- ter—and saw that what there w^as to con- demn, was more the fault of education than of nature. Had her feelings been less liberal, she would not have contempla- ted Helena with such pleasure, considering her, as she was obliged to do, as the cause of depriving her of her dear Sigismund's company ; for, participating in the proud feelings of his mother, he had early deter- mined on avoiding, if not an absolute in- troduction to her, at least her society, as CONTRAST. 123 much as possible ; and of what did not the resolve deprive him, since harassed as he was with anxieties, what a solace would he have found for them in the domestic hap- piness at Woodston ! He had returned to find that not a wreck of his paternal inhe- ritance could be saved, and that hei of course, had no prospect before him, but that of reimbarking in life, literally a sol- dier of fortune. He loved his profession ; but he also loved domestic happiness, " that only bliss below;" and of this he now entertained very little hope; but while he could, it was his intention to con- ceal what he deemed inevitable, both to spare, his mother's feelings as long as pos- sible, and to avoid those offers of service from sir jNIaurice, which he was determin- ed to reject. His feelings of mortification and disappointment were heightened, by the conviction, that had his affairs been differently managed, such ruin would not have been the result: but the person to whom they were confided was unworthy of the trust. Mr. Wetherall was the hus- g2 124 CONTRAST. band of the half-sister of sir Maurice, and in his hands, by the advice of the baronet, from the natural supposition that the con- nexion between the families would induce him to pay particular attention to his inte- rests, the affairs of Mountflorence were placed ; but Mr. Wetherall somewhat re- sembled Serjeant Eitherside in the play; and tempted by the bribes of a nobleman in the neighbourhood, whose political views rendered an accession of property necessary, acted in such a manner, as to render the sale of Mountflorence's family estate indispensable. Sir Maurice loved Helena ; but still he could not avoid regarding her with some little feeling of displeasure ; not merely on account of her reluctance to accompany him to Woodston, and the encouragement she had given to sir Osbert without his pri- vity, but also from the consideration of her being the cause of banishing Sigismund from Woodston, for whom he entertained all the affection of a father. In vain he Vv^rote — in vain he rode over, to try and procure his company there; and more than once, in CONTRAST. 125 the anger excited by his disappointment, was tempted to inveigh with bitterness against the promulgators of those invidious reports, that occasioned so much obstinacy : but surely persons of such good sense as Sigismund and his mother, should despise such idle tattle ; but no — and so, after at length getting Helena over, all chance of profiting by the circumstance would be lost: well, really it was enough to pro- voke the patience of a Job ; and for the first time he began to display a humour not natural to him. But not always were the hours passed within, that Helena now chose sometimes of a morning to devote to other purposes than those of visiting, or amusing herself with the girls. There were some distant places in the wood favourable to study, and to these she often watched opportuni- ties for repairing. A picturesque hut, erected on the edge of a small lake, seques- tered in the very bosom of the wood, be- came her favourite resort, both from its remoteness from the house, precluding all fear of any unpleasant interruption, and 126 CONTRAST. the pleasing effect which its romantic and retired situation had upon her feelings. The willow and the birch drooped over its conical roof of thatch, backed by trees of other size and characters gradually deepen- ing into gloom ; while every prospect, save that of the lake, was obscured by the wild rugged banks that hemmed it in — hung with pendant shrubs, and black with ivy and other creeping plants, forming altoge- ther a retreat, well adapted for study or contemplation. Here the taste of Helena, for the beauties of nature, was gradually elicited, and the purpose for which she chiefly repaired to the place was frequently suspended, to have the pleasure of gazing on the lake, and watching the light clouds that varied its undulating surface, and list- ening to the soft flow of its rippling water. She was sitting one day near the entrance of the hut, unconsciously lost in thought, v/hen chancing to uplift her eyes, she caught a glimpse of a gentleman, retreat- ing out of sight behind some thickets that overran part of the adjacent bank. While yet watching him, a paper came wafted CONTRAST. 127 towards her ; she was rising to secure it, when the stranger, springing down the bank, which he had half ascended, caught it up, and again retreated, but not with such quickness as to prevent her seeing he was the person whom she had found with the family on the evening of her arrival at Woodston, and whose never appearing there since, had been more than once a subject of surprise and curious conjecture to her, intimate, as it was evident to her, he was there, and led as she was, she did not know how, to consider him a resident in the neighbourhood. That he had now seen her, she could not doubt ; and, consi- dering that he had seen her before, and where and what had then occurred, it seemed strange to her his not having made any sign of recognition. There was not merely a strangeness, but an ungracious- ness in such conduct, such as she could not have supposed him capable of, from the expression of those beautiful dark eyes, that had made such an impression on her fancy; but it was no matter — and she tried to resume her reading; but it was 128 CONTRAST. not one of her collected days, so the effort was vain ; and after loitering away another hour in the hut, thinking she knew not of what, she returned to the house, half inclined to mention who she had seen, under the idea that it might betray the girls into the mention of his name ; but then, if she disclosed the circumstance, her visits to the hut would be revealed, and an end put to them, from the interruptions and intrusions she should then be liable to; so she thought, upon reflection, she would say nothing about it. For two or three successive mornings, engagements she could not decline kept her away ; but at length she again found herself at liberty to do as she pleased, and profited by the cir- cumstance to repair to her favourite retreat. In passing round to the entrance, she hap- pened to glance in at a small window at the side, and, with rather a sensation of sur- prise, or some other emotion, perceived the stranger, as she was still compelled to call him, seated at the rustic table that formed part of the furniture of the place, intently occupied by a drawing that lay before him* CONTRAST. 129 Helena involuntarily bent forward to try and catch a view of this. The slight rust- ling this occasioned amidst the clustering shrubs, instantly disturbed the person within ; he started up in manifest confu- sion, and making a snatch at the paper on which he had been so intent, rushed from the building; but in his eagerness to escape, he missed securing what he intended, and Helena only waited until he was out of sight to enter the hut, for the purpose of possessing herself of it: but what her surprise was on taking it up, to find it a striking likeness of herself, may be ima- gined ; but surprise was not the only feel- ing excited by the circumstance — her bo- som heaved — her cheek glowed with a sensation of delight, altogether new to her, and for a few moments she stood lost in a whirl of strange ideas. Other thoughts and reflections then began to occur — cer- tain vows and promises began to be re- membered, and the impropriety of either giving encouragement to any indication of admiration from another, or experiencing pleasure at it. q3 130 CONTRAST. " Yet, had I calculated on this," she said, " I should not have fettered myself so early. Why did I allow myself to be drawn into so hasty an engagement ? Yet, what has sir Osbert done, that I should now begin to repent it ? — has he done any thing to forfeit those sentiments, that so short a time since instigated me to brave a father's authority for his sake? And have I done so ?" she demanded of herself, with a feeling of sudden terror, as if only now awakened to a just perception of her error; " and can I hope — can I expect, to escape punishment for this ?" she cried. " Oh no, already I feel a sad presentiment of its awaiting me. And this is the result of my estrangement from my natural home : had I been allowed to continue in it, from what griefs, what evils, might not the circumstance probably have been the means of saving me ! but the past cannot be re- called, and let me not therefore give way to regrets, that are a tacit reproach to the beloved dead." But whatever were her further thoughts or reflections, she could not prevent her- CONTRAST. 131 self from making another effort to discover who the person was, that kept thus haunt- ing her fancy, and haunting her haunts, by mentioning, in the course of the even- ing, the incident that had occurred — that is, mentioning her having found a like- ness of herself in the hut, left behind by some person who, on her approach, had fled. Dorinda changed colour ; and Caroline began to laugh. — " Ah, just as I thought it would be," she said ; " he has secretly been taking that peep, which a fear of ri- dicule, after all his violent resolves, would not allow of his yet doing openly." " I don't understand you," said Helena, " Who are you speaking of?" " Why, oflordGlena." " Who is lord Glena ?" " Why, a strange, odd kind of eccen- tric neighbour of ours, but still not very much amiss — that is, a kind of being that one would not absolutely disdain, to have make a sonnet on their eyebrow." " Well, but what is it you alluded to, in speaking of his violent resolves ?" 132 CONTRAST. " Why, I laid a wager, that he would be quite restless until he had fully grati- fied his curiosity respecting you ; he pro- tested to the contrary; and, in order to make me think myself mistaken in the assertion, has, as it now appears, instead of paying his respects openly, been watching you in secret, and comparing you with the likeness he stole of you, out of Dorinda's portfolio." " And is it merely for the pleasure of disappointing you, that he has so suddenly desisted from calling here?" asked He- lena, with rather anxious curiosity. *' Oh no ; there is another reason — your having so greatly offended him." " I !" exclaimed Helena. " Why how could that be ? How can I possibly have offended a person I hardly knew any thing of?" " In the person of his kinsman, young De Burgh, to whom you cannot have for- got your cruel conduct," said Caroline, laughing. " What, is that creature, that one could render neither useful nor ornamental. CONTRAST. 133 a relation of his? But you jest — lord Glena cannot think seriously of such a matter. But really it was a most barba- rous act of my father, to introduce such a being, with so much of the country cousin about him, to one, in London — elsewhere it would have been of no consequence; but there, where first impressions are every thing, and one has no opportunity for ex- planations !" " Terrible indeed ! But I assure you, lord Glena does not laugh at what occurred there ; on the contrary, he thinks very gravely of it. But come, I shan't say more, lest of making you despair of yet having him added to your train of admirers." *' Despair!" repeated Helena; " ere I can experience that, I must be first ambi- tious of having such an addition to them. If he be what you have led me to imagine, he must be a stiff, cold, out-of-the-way being ; and as such are my aversion, I shall think or speak no more about him." She had hardly announced this resolve, ere preparations were made for a visit to , where a succession of parties were 134 CONTRAST. about taking place. Helena was rather surprised at the style of these ; she hardly- expected any of the kind, in a country town, but more especially a country town in Ireland. Every day, however, tended to prove that facts had been completely misrepresented to her ; all could not have been changed since the time of her grand- mother ; and she sighed to think, that a person whom she so truly loved, and whose memory she wished to hold in ve- neration, should have been capable of giv- ing way to feelings inimical to real justice and liberality. A few evenings after the arrival of the family at , there was an assembly at the rooms. On the morning of the day, the girls went out to their milliners, to give some orders for the occasion ; but Helena declined accompanying them. She had just received a letter from sir Osbert, and through some sudden change of feeling, one never now arrived, without occasioning a lowness and agitation of spi- rits, that rendered her, for some time after, unable to collect herself; but she was now CONTRAST. 135 forced to make an effort for the purpose, by the arrival of several visitors, soon after the girls went out. In the course of the chit-chat that ensued, lord Glena was men- tioned ; a lady inquired of lady Rossglen what had become of him ? She protested her ignorance, not having seen him for some time; but he was in the habit of taking sudden flights from home, she add- ed, more especially whenever, as was now the case, the countess and his sister were absent. " Well, if any one is particularly anxi- ous about him," said another of the visi- tors, " I am happy to say I can satisfy their anxiety; for I met him a few mi- nutes ago on the quay, and he announced his intention of being at our ball this even- ing." Helena, who had been listlessly listen- ing all this while to what was going on, felt, at this instant, a sudden renovation of spirits, from the effect produced upon her mind by the letter of sir Osbert ; she had felt half-inclined to refuse going to the ball ; but now she could not help be- 136 CONTRAST. ing pleased she had resisted the inclination. There was an impression made upon her fancy, that did make her wish to ascertain what kind of being lord Glena was, and the light in which he really regarded her. The girls soon returned — they also had met lord Glena ; the rencontre was attend- ed with mutual surprise, he not having heard of their arrival in , and they not expecting to meet him there. " And " said Helena, but she re- collected herself in time to check the ques- tion she was about asking. " He inquired whether we w^ere going to the ball," proceeded Caroline ; " I ex- pressed my surprise at his having any doubt on the subject; and in return asked for which set he wished I should keep my- self disengaged for him : he hesitated ; told me then not to lose any one of them on his account, as he was beginning to think he should not go, and very abruptly took leave." " Capricious, upon my word !" said Mrs. Wilson, the lady w^ho had announced his previous intention ; " I cannot avoid think- CONTRAST. 137 ing these whims of his lordship savour a little of affectation." " Well, be that as it may," observed another of the party, " his not being there will be a terrible disappointment to some of the company ;" and coughing significantly, added — " You know Mrs. Cosgrove and her daughters will be there." Lady Rossglen, who had no kind of pleasure in these inuendoes, prevented the reply that was about being made, by some observation calculated to give a turn to the conversation ; and the visitors shortly after dispersed. " Could it be that it was knowing she was to be at the ball, that occasioned lord Glena to change his mind ?" Helena wondered ; but no, the idea was too ridicu- lous to be admitted; for assuredly, after all, what she had heard from Caroline of his pique and resentment must be mere bagatelle: but whether he were present or not, she now began to feel she cared very little, beginning to conceive him a very disagreeable kind of person, full of the affectation of eccentricity, which of all 138 CONTRAST. things, in her opinion, was the most con- temptible. But this persuasion did not prevent her looking diligently about the room for him on her entrance, nor perhaps from the ex- perience of a slight sensation of disap- pointment at not perceiving him. The ball commenced ; two sets were danced — still he did not make his appearance ; and Helena began to relinquish all idea of seeing him that night: well, no matter; to her, at least, the circumstance would be no source of vexation. At the conclusion of the second set, she found herself occupying the same seat with Mrs. Wilson. — " So lord Glena is not come ?" observed the latter. " So I perceive," replied Helena. " Well, I should not like to have set my heart so much upon seeing him here this evening, as some persons that shall be nameless," added Mrs. Wilson, with a cer- tain turn of her eye, as she spoke, on Mrs. Cosgrove. " We are instructed not to set our hearts very much upon any thing in this CONTRAST. 139 life," said Helena, laughing ; " liable as we are to disappointment." " Especially," resumed the other, " if depending for any thing upon such a whimsical, ridiculous, good-for-nothing being as lord Glena." " What an enchanting character you give him !" said Helena. " I have heard so many delightful traits of him since my arrival, that really 'tis enough to make one fall in love with him from report." " Oh that he could believe this !" sighed a voice behind her. The ladies turned with quickness, and " Lord Glena !" exclaimed Caroline ; and " Lord Glena !" echoed Mrs. Wilson ; " is it possible?" and "Lord Glena!" softly repeated Helena to herself; " is this he in- deed ?" for in him she beheld not the per- son she expected to have seen. " To prove it possible," said his lord- ship, repeating Mrs. Wilson's words, " I have to request the honour of an introduc- tion to this lady," bowing to Helena and then glancing at Caroline,. Caroline came forward to present him ; 140 CONTRAST. and placing himself by the side of Helena, a lively conversation ensued, in the course of which his lordship expressed his obli- gations to Mrs. Wilson, for the character she had given him. " Well, you know the proverb," said Mrs. Wilson ; " but, after all, what did I say to your prejudice? I did not describe you as stupid, or old-fashioned, or quizzi- cal; I merely said you were whimsical, and affected, and good-for-nothing; and what more alluring character could a man of fashion wish for?" " If others could be induced to think so," glancing at Helena, " he would not uncharitably refuse forgiveness for the un- gracious portraiture she had drawn of him," was the reply. Helena, au fait in playful coquetry, laughed, and rallied, and affected incre- dulity to the indirect compliments his lordship began paying. Though disap- pointed, still she was pleased; she saw she had caught his fancy; and his rank, his fashion, above all, the difficulty she by this time understood there was in his CONTRAST. 141 being pleased, or in other words, the fas- tidiousness of his taste, rendered the idea one of gratification to her. There was still another reason ; from in- timations received, she knew there were certain personages then present, to whom his singling her out would occasion morti- fication, and whom she certainly sufficient- ly disliked to wish to mortify ; and on this account, even perhaps more than on any other, she suffered herself to give an encou- ragement to his attentions, that she might not otherwise perhaps have done, thought- less as she was, and fond of admiration. Dancing with him was prevented by her being already engaged for every set that could possibly be danced that night ; but she did not permit this to be any great interruption to their conversation ; and between each set kept promenading about the room, leaning on his arm. At length, missing Dorinda, she repaired to the card- room to look for her. She found her seat- ed rather behind her mother's chair, who was at cards. — " What's the matter that I find you here?" asked Helena. 142 CONTRAST. " Nothing," was the reply ; " but that I felt rather fatigued by the heat and noise of the next room." " Why, I think I have heard you say, that to render it delightful, a bail-room could not be too crowded ?" " Perhaps so ; but we are not always in the same humour." " So it seems : but come, I shan't allow you to be whimsical ; you must return with me, for we have hardly been together the whole evening." " Excuse me — I don't mean to dance any more." " But I won't excuse you," said lord Glena ; " for I expect to be made amends by you, for my disappointment in not be- ing able to obtain JNIiss Rossglen's hand for any of the sets this evening." " You flatter me !" replied Dorinda, with such a smile as Helena had never before observed her assume, while a sud- den flush gave a keen sparkling to her eyes, altogether new to them : " but 1 am so convinced of my incompetency to this, CONTRAST. 143 that I certainly shall not allow myself to be persuaded to make the attempt." Helena looked steadily at her ; her eyes began to open to the truth, or, in other words, a suspicion to suggest itself, that Mrs. Cosgrove was not the only person in the room to whom the attentions of lord Glena to her, that evening, had probably caused a sore sensation. She mused — " And is it so," she said to herself; " but the stricken deer shall not weep, if I can prevent it ; I could not, if I would, accept her fa- vourite, and I would not, if I could ; but for the present, this shall remain a secret to myself, until the game I am determi- ned to play for her shall have succeeded ;" and she immediately decided on giving every possible encouragement to lord Gle- na, for the double purpose of foiling the plans of Mrs. Cosgrove, and forwarding the secret wishes of Dorinda, by the pro- bability there was of this conduct being the means of drawing him more constantly than ever into the domestic circle at Wood- ston: but in forming such a plan, she quite overlooked, with her usual inconsi- 144 CONTRAST. derateness, what it might be the occasion of to herself; that as delicacy for the feel- ings of Dorinda must ever prevent her re- vealing her real motive for encouraging lord Glena, the circumstance could hardly fail of her incurring the imputation of co- quetry and levity, whenever it came to be known, as known it must, that at the precise time of giving this, she was under a positive engagement to another; but con- sequences were what she never suffered herself to dwell on, and, of course, she was continually laying up cause for repentance. Lord Glena was certainly much pleased with her; but there was a certain con- sciousness about him, that made him al- most draw back, from paying those atten- tions this feeling of admiration naturally suggested ; her smiles, however, were not to be resisted, and in the course of a day or two, he was every where considered as her lover. But who, all this time, was the person she had taken for him ? his name still re- mained a provoking mystery ; but neither her curiosity on this subject, nor the af- CONTRAST. 145 fair in which she had engaged, prevented her spending a good deal of time in ram- bling about the ancient city of , and examining its remains of town walls, and old castles, and Danish towers, and con- trasting the quietude of its old-fashioned streets, ascending from the fine navi- gable river, on which it was built, to the hills that, in wild and rocky bleakness, rose above it, with the eternal noise and confusion of those to which she had been accustomed ; but with the pleasure these rambles afforded, a feeling of melancholy was often mingled, such as pensive reflec- tions naturally excite. In the great world, where she had been brought up, every art is used to banish thought, and the multitudes that throng it favour the effort; but in a small coun- try town, the reverse is the case; there what we lose is immediately pressed upon the observation — there every death in- deed creates a chasm — " And I should hardly like," observed Helena, one day, " to live in a country town, where one VOL. I. H 146 CONTRAST. cannot avoid hearing the knell of their friends, and seeing, perhaps, continually the cold sod that presses the bosom, so lately alive to all the social feelings of hu- manity !" CHAP. VIII. " He is the freeman whom the truth makes free, And all are slaves beside." Before the return of the family to Wood- ston, some one suggested a party to view an ancient castle in the neighbourhood, belonging to the marquis of Ravensdale, a resident in England ; but on its being mentioned to lady Rossglen, she declined it ; and it was in consequence given up. Helena was rather vexed, for it was on her account the visit was proposed. Speak- ing of the circumstance in the course of the evening — " Do you know the reason of your disappointment?" asked Mrs. We- tl^rall, sir Maurice's half sister. CONTRAST. 147 ** No," Helena replied, " she could no otherwise account for it, than by suppos- ing lady Rossglen did not like to take the trouble of repeating her visit to a place she had seen before." " No, that's not the reason ; but," with a significant hen], " secrets, I perceive, in all families ; but you know that the illus- trious family of Ravensdale have a son ?" " Yes — I have heard so." " Why, I concluded you must have seen him in London ?" " No — London is a great wilderness, where it is next to impossible to see every one." " Well, no matter ; but you have heard, perhaps, that he is very handsome ? Well, this really charming young man came over here last summer ; it was his first visit to the family seat, and nothing could exceed the rejoicings that took place on the occa- sion ; of course your father was amongst the gentlemen who paid their compliments to him, and your sisters soon had him for their beau : but some daughters are fortu- H 2 148 CONTRAST. nate in having very clever mothers ; my poor girls But I have long perceived, that in some matters I am a mere simple- ton." " Oh, well, be that as it may," said Helena, " I think it could require no ma- nagement, to induce a young man of taste and fashion to pay attention to such girls as Dorinda and Caroline." " You think so !" with a little short hys- teric laugh, and violently fanning herself; " however, that's no matter ; there are others who think But I might be deemed envious, perhaps, if I said what ; and so it was soon perceived that his lord- ship's attentions were not equally divided between the young ladies ; in short, that JMiss Caroline was the magnet of attrac- tion." " Indeed ! Well, I really don't know which I think, her or Dorinda the pret- tiest." "Really!" with again a little kind of laugh. " Well, I must acknowledge I don't exactly see them with your eyes : but to come to the point ; she might per- CONTRAST. 149 haps by this time have been his bride, but that some officious person" — Mrs. We- therall could, if she had thought proper, have mentioned who this person was — " took upon themselves to give notice to the marquis of what was going on ; and the consequence was, his coming over, and a terrible work ensuing from his hav- ing fixed on an alliance for lord Selwyn in another quarter ; and so, after this, no one belonging to your father could, with any propriety, think of visiting a place be- longing to the family." " Assuredly not ; and I really conceive my father has every reason to feel himself offended ; since an alliance with a family, ancient as his, I think none, however il- lustrious, need disdain." " Certainly; but fortune is an object as well as family, with the marquis; how- ever, spite of his precautions, what he has objected to may yet take place ; for it is said," she looked cautiously around her, to see that no one was listening — ** that, unknown to your father, lady Rossglen has continued to carry on a correspondence 150 CONTRAST. with lord Selwyn ; that, in short, during sir ^laiirice's recent absence in England, he came over, and still continues here, for the express purpose of making, in meet- ings with her at Woodston, and elsewhere, as opportunities offer, arrangements for a secret marriage with ^liss Caroline." Helena started. She was on the point of interrupting the invidious detail of Mrs. Wetherall, by a vehement protesta- tion of her disbelief of what lady Rossglen was accused of, when the mention of lord Selwyn's secret arrival, and clandestine meetings with her, gave a sudden check to the impulse, by rendering her uncertain what to think. Could it be that he was the person she had surprised with her ladyship and the girls, on the evening of her arrival at Woodston, and whose retreat, ere the entrance of her father, had even, in that moment of agitation, occasioned her some surprise ? The more she reflected on the circumstance, the more she was tempted t?o conceive it even so. The mystery made about his name — the way in which he loiter- ed about the grounds, tended to confirm the CONTRAST. 151 supposition ; and finally, she gave in to the belief; and of course, that lady Rossglen was by no means the character she was credulously beginning to think, or fondly hoping to find her. The idea was produc- tive of pain ; for she wished to be allowed to love her: but this was not the only sensation of regret she experienced at the moment ; she was conscious of having given way to a fancy, that if known, would subject her to ridicule, and the reflection put her out of humour, both with herself and others. Her grandmother then, poor woman ! had not been so misled by preju- dice, as she was beginning to allow herself to imagine. Lady Rossglen was, after all, the artful, deceptions character she had represented, and but for her prudent precautions, in keeping her from Wood- ston, she might by this time perhaps have had to deplore the sacrifice of her interests to those of her ladyship's. The next day was Sunday : the last ser- vice in the old cathedral was late. On quitting it in the evening, lady Rossglen desired Helena to hasten after the girls, 152 CONTRAST. who had gone on with some young friends, as she wished to speak to an old lady, who was coming out of a distant pew. Helena obeyed her ; but the girls had dis- appeared ere she reached the door ; and she paused near the steps, for the purpose of being joined by lady Rossglen, and listen- ing to the last chant of the organ, as it swelled with solemn grandeur through the vaulted roof Whilst standing here, amidst some other loiterers, engaged in examining some old monuments, in the shadowy light, cast on them by a few flickering lamps, lady Rossglen, leaning on the arm of a gentleman, brushed patet her. The eyes of Helena became rivetted on her companion j and just as they were descending the steps, she caught a suffi- cient view of his features to ascertain his being the supposed lord Selwyn. So it was for the purpose of meeting him, that her ladyship had remained behind; and this was her truth, her sincerity, and with a feeling of indignation she could not have disguised at the moment. So irritating was the idea of any imposition being at- CONTRAST. 153 tempted on her, Helena hurried home, and was repairing to her chamber, in an agitation of spirits that rendered her un- willing to be seen by any one at the mo- ment, when she encountered her father, and was, of necessity, obliged to enter the drawing-room with him. Here she found her sisters, with the young friends with whom they had left the church. All inquired what was become of lady Ross- glen. Helena laconically replied she could not tell. Visitors dropped in to tea, but a considerable time elapsed before lady Ross- glen made her appearance. On being ral- lied as to what she had been doing with herself, she gravely replied — " When once poor Mrs. Dobson gets hold of any one, it is hardly possible for them to break away from her." Helena could hardly command herself, at what she considered so flagrant a breach of truth. Ere tea was well over, she re- treated to her chamber, and snatching up a pen, in the irritation of the moment, sat h3 154 CONTRAST. down to address a letter to sir Osbert, in which she made no scruple of inveighing against her ladyship, as a most accomplish- ed dissembler: but hardly was this letter dispatched, ere she would have given worlds, if at her command, to have regain- ed it, so suddenly conscious did she be- come of the impropriety she had been guilty of, in expressing herself of a person so nearly connected with her father, in the manner she had allowed herself of lady Rossglen ; forgetting this was not the first time she had offended in the same way ; for just as her humour varied, she spoke of her — it was so pleasant, such a relief, when vexed, to have some one to whom she could give utterance to her angry feelings. The ensuing day the party returned to Woodston. Lord Glena followed, and be- came more regular than ever in his visits ; but he did not know how it was, he did not by any means feel as much at his ease in them, as he was wont to be : there was a consciousness about him, that at times rendered him awkward and embarrassed CONTRAST. 155 in paying those attentions, to obtain op- portunities for which was his chief allure- ment to the house ; besides which, he fan- cied that there was an air of shyness in the manner of sir Maurice, never noticed before, and a want of that graciousness in the smile of lady Rossglen, with which he was wont to be regarded ; while Dorinda, the frank, the innocent, and heretofore af- fectionate, Dorinda, evidently shunned him. Sir Maurice did not indeed feel as much pleasure at seeing him as used to be the case, both because he considered, through his means, all chance of now obtaining He- lena for Mountflorence lost, and that, as matters now turned out, he had been too particular in another quarter ; while lady Rossglen, of a similar opinion, vainly strove to prevent any alteration being per- ceived in her looks or deportment towards him. What they thought on this subject, however, they did not communicate to each other, determined as each was, though from different motives and feelings, to do nothing that could occasion either to be 156 CONTRAST. accused of preventing so eligible an alliance as his lordship's must certainly be consi- dered for Helena. But though, while in company, Helena gave him all the encouragement he could desire, the moment they were either alone, or detached from others, her tone and manner altered — she became distant and reserved; his compliments were checked, his attentions repelled, and every art and effort was had recourse to, to revive the interest which, from various circumstances, she was aware he had once both felt and displayed for Dorinda. But the attempt was vain ; the more she dwelt upon the excellencies of another, the more apparent her own became ; and the very petulance that she could not help at times betraying, at the ill success of her plan, only served to give a piquancy to her manner, that ren- dered her still more attractive. His mother, a very stately old lady, who was absent at the time of Helena's first arrival at Woodston, about this pe- riod returned to her seat in the neighbour- hood, with his sister. The rumour that CONTRAST. 157 awaited her, of his having conceived a partiality for Helena, by no means tended to please her; on the contrary, nothing could possibly have more discomposed her, from a strong prejudice she had conceived against the young heiress, through thereport of her kinsman Walter, and her disliking her connexions at the maternal side; be- sides which, she had long set her heart on seeing her son united to a daughter of lady Rossglen's, from the esteem and ad- miration in which she held her ladyship. She was not a person by any means scru- pulous or backward in revealing her sen- timents, and she determined, on this oc- casion, by not attempting to disguise them, to do all in her power to prevent a marriage she utterly disliked the idea of. With this determination, she repaired to Woodston, ere lady Rossglen was apprized of her return. Helena, though fond of distinction, was not equally flattered by it from all; her acute feelings prevented this ; and at any time she would readily have given up the homage of the crowd, for the notice of a 158 CONTRAST. person of assured worth. The high re- spect which she had been taught to feel for the countess and her daughter, ren- dered her solicitous to be known to them ; and accordingly, with pleased readiness, she obeyed the summons which she re- ceived to the drawing-room on their ar- rival, not without being inclined to think this unexpected visit might, in some de- gree, be placed to her account, as, even with their intimate friends, she understood they kept up a good deal of ceremony. Yielding, in some degree, to this flattering belief, that to impatience to know her it was at least in some degree owing, what was her surprise, her disappointment, at the recep- tion she met with! ice itself could not have been more chilling, more freezing, than the cold, the distant, the almost su- percilious manner in which they regarded her ; and without once bidding her wel- come, or paying her any of those little compliments usual on first introductions, turned away, after a slight survey, to resume the conversation with lady Ross- glen, which her entrance had interrupted. CONTRAST. 159 Helena was deeply wounded; but it was not her pride alone that was hurt on the occasion ; for as the daughter of sir Maurice Rossglen, she was satisfied that the mortification now sustained could not possibly proceed from any feeling injurious to that ; it was her vanity — her self-love. She had allowed herself to believe that she must be represented in a light to cause a general prepossession in her favour, and, as already mentioned, was ambitious of the notice of lady Glena and her daughter, both from the respect she paid to real worth, and the additional distinction she was aware the circumstance would confer upon her, from the manner in which they were looked up to by every one. The humiliation of such a disappointment as the present was altogether new to her, and certainly not more bearable on that account. Pride, however, made her struggle to conceal the feelings it occa- sioned, while, at the same time, with her usual hastiness, she was almost tempted to betray them, by abruptly withdrawing. While struggling to resist the impulse 160 CONTRAST. of indignation, too completely disconcert- ed, however, to be able to allow the ef- forts to succeed which lady Rossglen, ex- tremely vexed by what had occurred, was making to draw her into conversation, the girls, hastily summoned home from a walk, entered. Their appearance seemed to have the effect of magic upon both ladies ; in a moment they became metamorphosed from cold, stiff, formal-looking beings, into kind, gracious, warm-hearted ones. — " And, ah, my own sweet girls," said the countess, " it was you," as she affectionately em- braced them — " you indeed I wanted to see," and Helena thought she glanced at her at the moment. — " Laura and I have come for the express purpose of carrying you off with us ; our friends, the Danbys, with whom we have been spending some time on their way to the metropolis, are to stop a day or two with us ; and they made us promise that they should have the pleasure of seeing their little favour- ites, and we are to have quite a select, snug party." " You do the girls honour, by wishing COKTRAST. 161 to include them in such a party," said lady Rossglen ; " but I cannot now," and she glanced at Helena, " permit them both to be absent from home at the same time." " Oh ! I comprehend you," said the countess ; " but if I can induce Miss Rossglen " " To accompany them," said lady Ross- glen, with quickness. " No, not exactly that," resumed her ladyship, after a sHght hesitation ; '* Miss Rossglen might not, I apprehend, exactly like a party of entire strangers ; what I meant, therefore, was, that if I could in- duce her to solicit, that, on this one oc- casion, her sisters should not be kept at home on her account." Helena, seeing she was expected to say something, gravely answered — " That on her account, she hoped her sisters would not be debarred from any thing agreeable to them ;" and her father entering at the moment, to pay his compliments to the ladies, took the opportunity of with- drawing. But with what soreness of feeling did she retire ! she was made to ♦ 162 CONTRAST. see, by the most intimate friends of the family, that there was a wide distinction made between her and the other members of it ; and that from the total want of any lively interest about her, her being consi- dered more in the light of a stranger, than any thing else, to all parties, she could well be spared from the domestic and social circles of Woods ton. Ardent and affectionate in her nature, hitherto accustomed to be an object of the first consideration, to find herself now where she conceived she was merely tolerated, not wished for, the thought was one of bitter- ness. " But might I not have foreseen all this ? might I not have anticipated all these wounds to my feelings ?" she cried, with tears she could not suppress ; and had she not, prior to this day, been made to feel, in some degree, what now so affected her? The domestics and dependants made no scruple of letting her understand they re- garded her but in a secondary light; was any service required by her and her sisters at the same moment, they were always sure of being the first attended to. " And I CONTRAST. 163 can't help thinking," she said one day to the old Scotch gardener, who had been for years in the family, on being at length struck with the difference he made in the bouquets he prepared for her and the girls, " that I am not quite so great a favourite with you as my sisters." Dugald thrust his sun-burnt hand un- der his bonny blue bonnet, and after rub- bing his grey locks for some time — " Why, I'll not gang to deny that. Miss," he said ; " but then, you ken, these bonny bairns are the laird's ain daughters." " Well, and what am I then ?" de- manded Helena ; " am not I the laird's ain daughter also, as you call him ?" " Why, yes, to be sure," cried Dugald, recollecting himself; " no one is ganging to deny that ; any one, with but half an e'e in their head, might see that with these bonny black een of your ain ; but then ye maun ken, ye were not brought up amongst us, like these young lassies, and the plants we have tended and cherished oursels, we maun always like and love better than these brought from a distance to us." 164 CONTRAST. This honest acknowledgment was pro- ductive at the moment of agitating reflec- tions. What it intimated, seemed now confirmed, and in the bitterness of her feelings, Helena deplored her return to her natural home, since so great an estrange- ment had, as she thought, been effected there from her. On quitting her chamber, she found the visitors gone, carrying off the girls with them, and Mrs. Wetherall just arrived on her jaunting car with her daughters. She observed that Helena looked pale, and said that a drive back with them to , would be of service to her. Helena, too much discomposed to ap- pear as usual, immediately caught at the indirect invitation ; and it was agreed that she should pass a day or two with Mrs. Wetherall. Her father did not look pleased at the arrangement ; he reminded her, that Sigismund Mountflorence was coming that evening to Woodston; and that as it was his first visit there since h^r arrival, he wished her to be in the way to CONTRAST. 165 receive him : but Helena objected to giving lip her intention of accompanying INIrs. Wetherall ; there could be but little anx- iety, she conceived, for an introduction, that was not earlier sought, considering the opportunities there were for it ; and finally she persevered in what she had previously decided on. Mrs. Wetherall was quite delighted at carrying her off, not from any parti- cular affection formed for her, but the idea that having her now and then to herself, might enable her to get more into her confidence, and thus better enable her to put her liberality and wish to oblige to the test. Mrs. Wetherall had, in short, a great deal of worldliness about her ; with very inadequate means, she aimed at great dis- play, the fortune of the family being but small, and the head of the house by no means inundated with business; the con- sequence was, her being often placed in very embarrassing little dilemmas ; she had long looked, with an envious or covetous 166 CONTRAST. eye, on the unlimited command of wealth Helena appeared to possess, and now re- solved on trying whether she could not derive any advantage from the circum- stance. Accordingly, the next morning, while yet at breakfast, she abruptly ex- claimed, as if from sudden recollection — " There, after all," addressing herself to one of the young ladies, " I beheve your papa has gone out, without leaving me the money I told him I should require so early this morning ; but, poor man, 'tis ex- cusable; he can't possibly think of every thing, overwhelmed as he is with affairs of consequence ; yet what is to be done — but perhaps," in a hesitating tone, and turn- ing to Helena, " you could " " Accommodate you," said Helena ; " certainly, with pleasure ; how much do you want ?" unclasping, as she spoke, her reticule. " How much have you about you ?" asked ]Mrs. Wetherall. Helena mentioned. " Oh ! well, that will nearly do ; but I CONTRAST. 167 hope I don't put you to any inconveni- ence by taking it," eagerly extending her hand at the same time ; " however, if I do, it will be but for a short time, as I ex- pect INIr. Wetherall in every moment; and indeed I should not have troubled you, but that the person whose bill I want to settle, comes a great distance;" then hastily rising, with a request that she would excuse her for a few minutes, hav- ing some domestic matters to arrange, she retired, with a look to the girls to follow. " Well, I think I managed this matter dexterously," she exclaimed in a trium- phant tone, on their joining her ; " there you see, you'll have, after all, those exqui- site dresses of gros de Naples, that you set your hearts on." " Yes, now that that wretch Fangle's bill can be paid ; but after her insolence, in refusing to let us have them till that was settled, 'tis provoking to be obliged to get them from her." " Oh ! well, that can't be helped ; she's not only the most stylish dress-maker here. 168 CONTRAST. you know, but the one that has the richest assortment of things ; so don't delay, lest the Cosgroves should have the start of you." " But should that affected thing above — remember your promise." " Oh ! leave me to manage that — and again, I say, don't delay." The command was too agreeable to the young ladies not to be obeyed ; and their mamma, who knew they would be some time absent, in order to try and divert Helena from inquiring about them, pro- posed, on rejoining her, that as soon as Mr. Wetherall returned, they should pro- ceed to view an old castle on some land of his, at a little distance from the city, which he was repairing, as a place not altogether unworthy of the notice of the tourist or elegant traveller; and it was, indeed, some such hope, working upon her ro- mantic or speculative imagination, that had induced her, not merely to persuade him to take it in hand, but also to rack her brain to invent a suitable legend or tradi- CONTRAST. 169 tion for it, in order to heighten the interest she flattered herself it was calculated to excite; since if luentioned, so of course, she concluded, would the charming family to which it belonged, and thus be intro- duced to the notice of an admiring public. All the way to it, Helena was amuSed with an account of a lady Eva, who, during some siege it sustained — Mrs. We- therall had not yet exactly fixed at what period, whether in the time of the Danes, or immediately after the English inva- sion, or during the wars of Cromwell — was killed by an arrow in sight of her lover, and whose ghost was supposed ever since to haunt the building, making night hideous. " Ah ! that's a part of your story I wish you could make out," said the soli- citor; "but from the depredations com- mitted on Ballyshandra by the devils about it, 'tis evident they neither feared ghost or hobgoblin. Why, if I hadn't taken it in hand just as I have done, there would soon have not one stone of it been left standing." " Wretches !" exclaimed Mrs. Wether- VOL. I. I 170 CONTRAST. all. " But we have interposed in time to save the noble pile ;" and as she spoke they came in sight of the four bleak black walls that composed it, with a thin sprinkling of grass on their summits, and a wide ex- tent of sterile land stretching around, in- tersected with dykes, creating a strong suspicion of there being a good deal of bog in the vicinity. Helena could hardly for- bear laughing as her eyes rested on it, and thought of the exclamation of Mrs. We- therall. However, she endeavoured to look grave, and gaze with all due earnestness at the loophole through which the " venge- ful arrow" was shot into the fair bosom of the lady Eva, to the utter disconsolation of the valiant knight her lover. While listening to a detailed account of all that was intended to be done for Ballyshandra, a gentleman on horseback approached. " Do you see who is coming ?" asked Mrs. Wetherall, with sudden abruptness, of He- lena. " Yes, I see it is — " lord Selwyn, she would have added, but she felt a difficulty or unwillingness to give utterance to his name that prevented her. CONTRAST. 171 " So you know him ?'* said Mrs. We- therall, with something of surprise in her accent. " Till now, 1 thought you were not personally acquainted." " I have seen him before," said Helena, " but by mere chance, and we have never spoken." " Well, curious enough this, that you should have met without being introduced. But, of course, I shall now have the plea- sure of presenting you to each other." " By no means," said Helena, reddening and drawing back. " I see no necessity for any thing of the kind, and shall there- fore walk away till the gentleman leaves you." " Well, my dear creature," rather op- posing this intention, ** don't you think this will appear rather odd? that your thus seeming purposely to avoid him may give offence — may make him think — " " No matter what," said Helena, break- ing away from her. " No, 'tis of no pos- sible consequence to me what he thinks," she repeated to herself j " after what occur- red at Woodston, lest otherwise it might i2 172 CONTRAST. appear that I put a misconstruction on the incident there, as well as from hearing him represented as a clandestine suitor to my sister : I conceive myself perfectly right in shunning an introduction to him." And she was walking on with unconscious quickness, when her aunt overtook her. " Why, my dear, you are positively flying," she said. " I am half breathless trying to come up with you. What in the name of wonder were you hurrying on so for? But you see the gentleman did not remain a minute, though he had some very urgent matters to talk over with Mr. Wetherall, on perceiving he had frightened you away." " Did he say so ?" asked Helena. " Why not exactly; but it is evident he thought so, or he would not have been in such a hurry to depart." " I am sorry I was the occasion of hur- rying him away," said Helena ; but sud- denly, " does he know who I am ?" " Who you are !" repHed Mrs. Wether- all, staring; " to be sure — I suppose so. Eut how is it, or where is it that you have met, that it has so happened that you were not before this introduced? But perhaps CONTRAST. 173 it has been all contrived as a means of doing away the belief so long entertained of there being a project to unite you." Helena now in her turn stared — "A pro- ject to unite us !" she exclaimed. " Why, yes, my dear; surely you can't be ignorant of what was so well known to your poor grandmamma, and one of her reasons for never letting you come over ?" " You really puzzle me, my dear ma'am." " Indeed ! yet I think I speak very in- telligible." " Not in this instance. I don't think my grandmother ever heard the name of lord Selwyn." " Perhaps not — but it is not of lord Selwyn I am speaking." " No ; of whom then ?" " Of whom ! — why I thought you said you knew him? Of major Mountflorence, the gentleman who has just left us." " What he — major Mountflorence?' exclaimed Helena, in the most violent per- turbation. " Oh, no ! I hope, I trust not ; for not for the world would I, on — on his mother's account, have major Mountflo- 174 CONTRAST. rence imagine that I would intentionally shun him ; as, from what has occurred, both to-day and yesterday, he must now conceive " '' Well, be that as it may," said Mrs. Wetherall, very composedly, " 'tis major Mountflorence you have just seen." " Why did you not tell me it was him ?" demanded Helena, with increased emo- tion. " How could I deem it necessary, when you told me you knew who he was ?" " True ; but it was all through an un- fortunate mistake, an but I can explain this to him myself, and thus make some excuse for conduct, that must otherwise cause me to be regarded by him in the most unfavourable light. Yet, no, no, I cannot, without running the risk of in- volving others in a still more distressing predicament ;" and, spite of her efforts to suppress them, tears of vexation burst from her at the thought. — " And is this he !" in bitterness of spirit she sighed to herself — " this accomplished, this interesting-look- ing being — he whom I was early taught CONTRAST. 175 to fear being drawn into an alliance with ? Is this he, whose meeting with his mother made me pronounce that mother an ac- complished dissembler ? Good Heavens ! of what injustice have I not been guilty to both ! and how can I endure the feelings that occur from the reflection ! Ah, how little did I know either mother or son, when I entertained such fears of their de- signs ! Oh, were I but free, what would not my pride now be, to think they enter- tained any such views respecting me, as have long been ascribed to them ! for who, who is there that might not think them- selves happy and honoured in a union with Sigismund Mountflorence ! Of noble con- nexions, handsome, brave, accomplished, distinguished for all that is captivating to the imagination, that is seducing to the heart, that is gratifying to pride — who, who," she repeated, " but might be proud of his regard? — and he, this gifted being, it might perhaps have been my happy fate to have attached, had I remained under the paternal roof, or, rather, returned to it when urged. But self-will ruled the hour, 176 CONTRAST. and already I pay the penalty of yielding to it." She determined on an immediate return to Woodston, conceiving it not impro- bable that Mountflorence might have gone back there ; and could any thing do away the impression made by her conduct, it must be some immediate explanation or apology for it. Mrs. Wetherall was greatly disappoint- ed on learning this determination, from some further designs she meditated on the generosity of Helena; but vainly she strove to have it relinquished; Helena was not to be dissuaded from any thing her feelings suggested ; and finally she set off for Wood- ston on her return. Hardly ever had she felt a greater hea- viness of heart, and more than once she wept as she proceeded. The pleasantness of the hour, the vernal beauty of the coun- try, in general such sources of delight, now failed of imparting a charm to sooth her mind, so greatly was it agitated — oh, no, for soon she should be removed from the contemplation of w hat was so pleasing ; CONTRAST. 177 and that reflection was sufficient to em- poison present enjoyment. Yes, the pe- riod was fast approaching for tearing her away from those scenes, to which she had become so attached — from that happy, that well-ordered home, where first she had been taught to justly appreciate do- mestic bliss ; and again she demanded of herself, why she had so hastily, so rashly, allowed herself to give up her freedom ? But the past could not be recalled ; it were idle to suppose that sir Osbert would per- mit her drawinoj back from her eno^acre- ment to him, without some better reason being assigned for her wish to break it, than any she had the power to adduce ; and accordingly, to what she believed in- evitable, she saw the necessity of endea- vouring to reconcile herself She found all the family dispersed. Sir Maurice had rode out with De Montville, who, as already stated, had, just about this time, become an inmate at Woodston ; and lady Rossglen was gone to lady Glena's, for the express purpose of bringing back the I 3 178 CONTRAST. girls : she wished to have asked some question about Mountflorence, but she had not the courage, or rather feared she could not make the inquiry, without betraying some little agitation; and forced herself therefore to remain in ignorance whether he was come back, or expected again that day at Woods ton. While awaiting in one of the parlours the return of some of the family, the door abruptly opened, and Mountflorence en- tered ; but on seeing who was in the apart- ment, started back. Helena, dropping the book she had ta- ken up, called after him — " Major Mount- florence, I entreat, I beg " Mountflorence, with a slight bow, again advanced into the apartment. " That I may not be the cause of dri- ving you, a second time, away to-day,** she resumed ; " but I fear you must be too much offended by what occurred this morning, to attend to any thing I wish to say, or have to offer, in apology for it." " You do me injustice by the supposi- tion," said Mountflorence, but in a cold CONTRAST. 179 constrained tone ; " and I am concerned you should have allowed yourself to feel any uneasiness on the subject." " Oh, no ; for what should I be, if I did not feel uneasiness at the thought of hav- ing offended — a — a person so nearly allied to lady Rossglen ; but I do assure you, that the circumstance, so calculated to do so, was entirely owing to a mistake with regard " but suddenly recollecting her- self—" I can say no more than that it was entirely unintentional, and that I shall be miserable till you tell me that you think no more about it." " Then let me assure you of that this moment," said Mountflorence ; the cold and distant manner he had just assumed giving place to his wonted animation; such as those dark eyes, that had made such an impression upon the imagination of Helena, evinced being natural to him ; and as he spoke, taking her hand and kiss- ing it, " What is there, indeed, that such condescension would not atone for ?" " Then I have your promise," said He- lena, in her turn beginning to recover 180 CONTRAST. her usual manner, " that from this instant you forget and forgive ?" Mountflorence smiled. " And that as a proof its sincerity," she resumed, " you will not estrange yourself as much from Woodston as you have re- cently done." Mountflorence looked confused. — '* I thought," he said, " you must have heard how very much I am occupied, by " " Oh, I have heard nothing that can excuse such conduct ; for do I not know, that Woodston is quite as much your home as your own immediate one? so, except you give the promise I require, I shall doubt your previous assurance ; and rather than have to think I am still the means of continuing to deprive lady Ross- glen of the company of her son — for I have found out that you were not by any means so great a stranger at Woodston before, as since my arrival — run off to some wild cave, or nook, though at the risk of en- countering some fierce Caliban, and being carried off by him, in some terrible fit of ill humour or capriciousness." CONTRAST. 181 " No, no," said Mountflorence, " we pray against being led into temptation : how then can I voluntarily put myself in the way of it, by the promise you re- quire ?" " Oh, words of course !" said Helena. " However, I dare say you would find yourself fully adequate to resist any temp- tation you might encounter here ; but at all events, it is only by being put to the test we can know our own strength." " True ; but in bringing it to trial, what may we not meet with, to cause us ever- lasting pain ?" and they were proceeding in this way, the gentleman indirectly com- plimenting, and the lady certainly not discouraging him, when lady Rossglen and the girls entered. She looked sur- prised, not having expected the return of Helena so immediately. Helena, relieved from her recent unhap- piness, was again all herself; but she had a wonderful facility in recovering her spi- rits, and spite of retrospects or anticipa- tions, rendering the present moment one of enjoyment. — " Well, you see, my dear 182 CONTRAST. ma'am," she said, laughingly addressing lady Rossglen, " I could not bring myself to deprive you long of my company ; and to add to the obligation, what do you think 1 have been doing ?" " I really cannot guess." " Why, insisting that this whimsical son of yours should not persist in render- ing himself so invisible at Woodston, as he has done ever since my coming to it." " Oh, well," replied lady Rossglen, but with her cheek slightly flushing, " I hope we shall have a little more of his company Tiow,'' the word now emphatically uttered. She spoke as she wished. The light in which lord Glena was considered, put an end to any further objection to an intro- duction between Mountflorence and He- lena ; and yielding to her maternal feel- ings, she accordingly wrote to him on the subject, concluding her explanatory letter, by desiring that she might see him as usual at Woodston. But with all his affection for her — all his love for the other dear inmates of this second home, there were feelings that CONTRAST. 183 rendered Mountflorence reluctant to ac- cede to this request ; but the temptations to yield to it were too powerful to be even- tually resisted : and, finally, he promised that she should again see him there as often as possible. There was to be a large dinner-party this day at Woodston ; and after a little further chat, the ladies separated to dress. Helena, as we have elsewhere hinted, did not often study her dress, from a cer- tain consciousness that it was not requi- site ; but on this occasion, she could not help considering what would be most becoming; for it might almost be said, that this was the first day of Mount- florence seeing her, and she knew that first impressions are almost every thing ; and she certainly could not resist wishing to make such a one on him, as might in- sure to her his tender esteem, or, she did not know what term to make use of, create that interest that leads to lasting regard ; and in desiring which, the friendly regard of such a mind, she did not think there was any thing incompatible with 184 CONTRAST. the circumstances in which she stood. — " Come, Flower," she said, as she rushed into her dressing-room, *' I want to look exquisitely to-day ; so, as you have some taste, tell me which of my dresses you think the most becoming ?" " Lauk, ma'am," replied Mrs. Flower, " they are all so beautiful and helegant, it would be hard to say ; but since you have thought proper to hask me — to my mind, the pink, with the border of wine leaves." " Pshaw ! its not a ball dress, but a din- ner one, I mean." " Oh, now, ma'am, I hunderstand you. Then really, ma'am, the gauze one, of French white, with the blond trimming ; that, with a rose in your hair, will look quite beautiful." " That is, make me look quite beauti- ful !" said her mistress. *' Oh, as to that, ma'am, you always look so; you always, as the gentlemen say, look hangelic in every thing." « Then come, let me see," taking the comb out of her hair, and shaking her re- CONTRAST. 185 dundant tresses about her shoulders, " that you make me look so to-day, or I'll posi- tively have you locked up for a month in some one of the dismal old churches or castles here, along with all their screech- ing ghosts and hobgoblins." "Oh, ma'am! you make me quake at the very thought, for they do, to be sure, tell such stories of these here hirish ghosts; which to be sure is natural enough, seeing they are the spirits of such wild folks." " Well, don't let yourself be too much alarmed by these tales; for what would you say, Flower," and a gentle sigh heaved her fair bosom as she asked the question, at the little probabihty there appeared of her having the power to do so, " were I to settle here?" " You, ma'am ?" almost screamed the abigail. " Oh ! the saints forbid ! But to be sure, ma'am, you have no ideer of such a thing? You could never think of giv- ing up the hoperay and Almack's, and the theatres, and all the fine sights and shows of London, to settle in such an out-of-the- way, wild, heathenish place as this. Be- 186 CONTRAST. sides, if you had, sir Osbert, I am sure — " " Now don't be impertinent, Flower," said her lady angrily. " So far, and no far- ther, you know, I allow you to proceed. Finish my hair, without saying another word, for I am in a hurry to be dressed." Mrs. Flower obeyed ; but in the alarm excited by what her lady had just said, no sooner found herself alone, than she placed herself at her writing-desk, which, with her usual carelessness, Helena had left open, and addressed the following letter to sir Os- bert, to whose interest she was bound, both by fees received and fees expected, and for whom she literally acted as a spy. " Onered sir, " As in dooty bound, i sit down to tel you that things are not going on here, in a way that i thinks you would like, i am sure, i am the last creeter in the world, that would spake amis of any lady I lived with; but you made me take my book oath, as to be sure, sir, you well knows, leaving Lunnon, to tell you all the truth ; CONTRAST. 187 and so i must needs say, for a person hen- gaged to another, my lady is going on in a hodd way, flirting with this person, and flirting with that person, as if she still was at liberty to choose, or had her choice to make; to be sure she's young and flat- tered, as to be certain she would, even if not the beauty she is ; for as my grandmo- ther used to say, "vvhere there's honey, the bees will be buzzing; and those who have a long purse at their command, will always be sure to have some one asking their hand. The other day it was nothing but ray lord Glena, and now I can see, without using my high-g\siss, that it will be no- thing but major Muntflorence, who is com at last to take up his quarters here, not for nothing it may be sworn — and who, to be sure, will have the haid of his mo- ther, lady Rossglen, who, as the old lady, my lady's grandmamma, used to say, is one of the hartfellest women in the world — so mild and sweet spoken. But as the old proverb goes, * smooth water runs deep,' and ' all is not gold that glisters:' it's not for nothing the major is come here, or my 188 CONTRAST. lady was dragged hover, just as he came from the wars — but it's an ould scheme to try and get her for him; marry com up, without a sous, as one may say, to bless himself with, to look up to a person of her fortin ; for they do say as how he's a ruinated man, and that an ould auncient place he has in the neebourhood must go to pot, if he doesn't get money somewhere ; and in my mind, so much the better, at least I knows if mine, I'd pull it down, seeing it such an harburd^s they say for ghosiesses, that peaceful folk can't rest in their beds o' night for them : but this is the case, as i finds, with all the ould places here; and then as if this weren't eniffio scare one, there's their good people the fairies, as they calls them, though i am sure seeing the tricks they play, stealing people's children, and leading one into bogs and quagmires, and popping through the keyhole, to pinch the maids and spoil the churning, i should call them the bad people ; but that's neither here nor there, has i was a going to say ; let things turn out as they will, i have done my dooty, in CONTRAST. 189 putting you on your guard; but i does hope, that you will come hover without more ado, and tak us both back to Lunnon, for it would grieve my art, hafter all your generosity, and w^iat you have promised, you should be disappointed of my lady ; but i trusts when you have made up your mind, you'll let me com to no arm, for riting this here letter, seeing a poor servant has nothing but their karacter to depend on ; which to be sure they must lose, if it was ever known they blabbed ; having nothing more to say at this here riting, than hop- ing you are well, which i am appy to say both i and my lady am, i shall now finish, and, as in dooty bound, am, onered sir, " Your umbel servent to command. " J. Flower." " P. S. If i might make so bold, i would just trouble you, sir, to tel Mr. George, that i think it wouldn't have broke his art, to have ritten me more that one letter since i came hover to hireland; but I sup- poses 'tis with him as with other folk, out of sight, out of mind ; 'tis no matter how- ever, for if i could make up my mind to 190 CONTRAST. give up dear Lunnon and all its kattrac- tions, as my lady says, I believe I need not fear having no kopportunity to change my name here." CHAP. IX. " Our remedies oft in ourselves do lie. Which we ascribe to Heav'n." Could any thing have discomposed He- lena, it would have been the circumstance of finding lord Glena in the drawing-room, lest it should prevent the conversation she wished for with Mountflorence. Mountflorence was the first of the gen- tlemen who quitted the table after dinner. Helena was standing at a window as he entered; she kept her position, but her eye was upon him. She saw him look towards her, hesitate, turn to speak to some one else ; but finally he joined her, and the conversation of the morning was resumed. The longer Helena conversed CONTRAST. 191 with him, and the more she contemplated the fine expression of his countenance, the more firmly she was persuaded, that it was well for the tranquillity of her poor grand- mother, that an introduction had not ear- lier occurred between them ; but for her- self, was it equally so? she sighed at the thought ; but reflection was in this in- stance an enemy to present enjoyment, and she endeavoured to banish it as speedi- ly as possible. While thus engaged, lord Glena made his appearance, and imme- diately approached her. Mountflorence instantly rose from the seat he occupied by her on the same sofa. — " Don't let me disturb you," said his lordship; but at the same time with a look that seemed to say, he should be extremely disappointed if he did not dispossess him of the place. "Excuse me," said Mountflorence, " but I should conceive myself presumptuous indeed, if I attempted to dispute your right to this seat." Then, in a lower tone to Helena, " I see," he added, " there's no happiness that is not liable to interrup- 192 CONTRAST. tion," and with a slight bow, moved to another part of the room. Helena was not merely vexed, but alarmed. She now, for the first time, be- came sensible of the very serious light in which her conduct towards lord Glena was considered, and the consequent necessity there was for an immediate effort to pre- vent any further particularity from him, if she wished to avoid being placed in the most awkward, the most distressing pre- dicament, through the imprudence she had been guilty of with regard to him. She was previously beginning to be aware of this; but through her natural careless- ness, might not perhaps so soon, or so se- riously, have reflected on the subject, but for the vexation it had now occasioned her, the hinderance it was likely to be, she saw, to those attentions from Mountflo- rence, which w^ould afford her the oppor- tunity she coveted for cultivating his re- gard, and enabling her, perhaps in him, to secure to herself an amiable and tender friend. But how was the effort to be made, so essential, on many accounts, to COXTRAST. 19s have no longer delayed ? Act as she would, assume what airs of capriciousness she might, still to her extreme surprise, from what she understood of his fastidiousness, lord Glena regarded her with evidently unaltered sentiments, as if, like the en- amoured Florizel, he thought there was nothing she said or did but what became her. In short, she found herself involved in a dilemma, from which she hardly knew how to extricate herself, and in which, now that she was beginning to see the conse- quences likely to result from, she could not avoid wondering at herself for ever having incurred the risk of placing herself in. What folly, what preposterous folly, to allow herself to imagine that it was only requisite to entangle lord Glena in her toils, to be able to direct his inclination as she pleased, to make, in short, an absolute transfer of him ! Surely, if she had given herself time for a moment's thought, she never could have suffered herself to yield to so absurd a suggestion; but this was not the first time she had suffered through a hasty giving way to impulse. VOL. I. K 194 CONTRAST. Lost in the reflections that would now force themselves upon her, she was sitting after tea rather apart by herself, hardly heeding what was passing around her, when she was suddenly roused from her abstraction, by a ramble being proposed by the young people. The party proceeded just as whim or chance directed ; and Helena having at length succeeded in shuffling off lord Glena, and attaching Mountflorence to her side, began to regain the vivacity which had been so suddenly depressed. — " How delicious," she observed, " these evening walks in the country, when, as the poet says, * all the air is balm !' I really think, after the enjoyment of them, I shall never be able to endure again being pent up in a city at such a season." " They are pleasant indeed," said Mount- florence, " from the soothing effect they are calculated to produce upon the feel- ings. At such an hour as this, in the country, there is a pervading air of soft- ness and repose, that, as some one has ob- served, I forget who, makes its way at CONTRAST. 195 once to the heart, disposing it to greater tenderness, by its influence over the mind and imagination." Helena, with rather an arch glance, felt that she should not dislike to have an ex- emplification of this observation at the moment ; but any little coquetry in which she might have been inclined to indulge, was checked by Caroline, at her other side, aflPecting to scold Mountflorence for his awkwardness in extricating their light drapery from the briars, and brambles, and jagged rocks, amidst which they rambled, — " This comes," she said, " of your not having had a Mrs. Mountflorence; had you been so happy, you would have been taught before this how to have been ser- viceable to a lady, without injury to her drapery." " Well," said Mountflorence, laughing, " as I rather fear it will yet be a long time before I have such a person to instruct me, perhaps you would have the kindness to take me in hand." " Me ! oh dear no ! for perhaps I shall E 2 196 CONTRAST, soon have some one to instruct on my own account. But seriously, Sigismund, you are not going in downright earnest to turn hermit, or monk, and reconvert St. Finian's abbey to its original destination ?" " No, I have no such intention ; but as I am about to recommence soldier, I don't think it would be exactly the thing to try and obtain for myself such an appendage as you allude to." " The very reason ; for an agreeable companion is never so much wanted as when we are leading an unsettled, desul-r tory life : but the fact is, you are so fasti- dious — so difficult to please." " Don't accuse me of affectation," ex- claimed Mountflorence. " Well then, so indolent, that you wont take the trouble of looking out for a lady that might please you. — Is it not so?" " If you choose to have it." " Pshaw ! but I know it is ; and so as you will not take the trouble yourself, suppose you depute me ? But you must describe; or, as I know you are au fait in making sketches, have you never made CONTBAST. 197 one of such a being as you could like to offer your heart to, that I might have it as a guide to direct me ?" Helena could not forbear, from the in- cident in the hut, looking at him at this instant. Their eyes encountered ; he co- loured, and appeared not only confused, but agitated ; but what answer he would have returned she was prevented ascertain- ing, by some of their companions turning at the moment to speak to them. De Montville was of the party ; but he rather kept sauntering on by himself. Nothing had occurred to relieve his mind from the anxiety occasioned by the inten- tion of lord Le Poer ; and there were times when, from its agitating and depres- sing effect upon his spirits, he felt hardly able to appear as he wished amidst the gaiety and happiness of Woodston. By this time he had pretty well relinquished all expectation of ever discovering who the person was that had excited so much cu- riosity on his first arrival, and for yielding to which, more than once since, he was in- clined to think he had been very ridiculous. 198 CONTRAST. As he kept loitering on in musing mood, he almost unconsciously ascended a cliff, and was leaning over, apparently watching the waves, alternately advancing and receding, when he suddenly heard a female singing beneath : the voice was sweet, and he involuntarily bent still far- ther over the cliff, to see who it was. While endeavouring to discover — " Who are you listening to ?" asked Caro- line, who had clambered, or rather bound- ed up to him. " That's what I want to ascertain my- self." " Some mermaid perhaps," she said, " for it is reported by old fishermen, that more than once such creatures have been seen on our wild coast; but I'll soon know ;" and under the idea of its being some country girl, she called out — " Who are you ?" Instantly the voice, which had ceased for a moment, replied — " On ihe mermaid's rock I rest. Gazing on the glorious west ; Where the wild waves break in spray. There I dance, and there I play.*' CONTRAST. 199 ' " Some enchantress," cried Caroline ; " or, who knows ? perhaps a second Un- dine !'* and turning, she called to the rest of the party to come up. At the instant of her doing so, the per- son who had excited this curiosity ad- vanced from beneath the projection of the cliff, and glancing upward, with seeming carelessness, again presented to the view of De Montville the resemblance of the fair Sicilian — her on whom his enamoured fancy so pertinaciously dwelt. His previous emotion, at the first sight of her features, revived with an impa- tience that precluded reflection. He de- sired to be shewn a path to the beach, at the same time attempting to climb over the rampart of rock against which he had been leaning. Mountflorence seized him by the arm. " Why, my dear fellow," he said, " this is no lover's leap. A little way off, you will find a safe descent to the strand, ex- cept you wish to make a headlong plunge." De Montville, extricating himself from him, quickly made his way down ; but 200 CONTRAST. ere he reached the bottom of the cliffs, the person he was so anxious to encounter was gone, and thus the opportunity lost he hoped he had obtained, of discovering who she was by tracing her home ; but if an- other occurred, he flattered himself he should not miss it, if indeed there was any positive wish for concealment. That she dwelt in the neighbourhood, he could not avoid imagining, although the denial of the family at Woodston of all know- ledge of such a person, rather argued a- gainst such a conclusion. He had men- tioned her to them, but without explaining the reason ; but they knew no one answer- ing the description given of her, and gave themselves no trouble on the subject, ow- ing to strangers being often in the habit of seeking to view the house and grounds. Every day rendered Helena still more anxious to be relieved from the embarras- sing situation in which her rash, her fool- ish conduct, her ridiculous project with regard to lord Glena, had placed her. His attentions were now absolutely disagree- able, interfering, as they did, with these CONTRAST. 201 of another person, preventing those de- lightful conversations in which she might otherwise have indulged with Mountflo- rence: however previously assiduous or engrossed by her, the moment lord Glena appeared, there was an end of all farther attention, though not notice, for frequent- ly she surprised him intently regarding her, sometimes, she could not avoid imagining, with an expression of melan- choly, that made its way at once to her heart, exciting there a mingled sensation of pleasure, pain, and regret. But how provoking, that this abominable man would still continue to admire her, spite of all she could do to vex and teaze him ! she wondered, if his wife, whether he would so have resisted the influence of her whims and affected caprices : but since he would not secede of his own accord, some- thing must be done to make him; but what this something was, she could not decide. She could not tell him, that all this time she had only been trifling with him ; yet it seemed to her, as if nothing e3 202 CONTRAST. short of this would answer the desired end, and she was almost in despair. About this time a ball was announced at Sandville, a bathing-place of some fash- ion, a few miles distant from Woodston ; and thither, on the appointed evening, the family, with the exception of sir Mau- rice, repaired ; and after taking tea at the hotel, where apartments had been engaged for them, and the ball was to take place, separated to dress. Amongst the company expected to be present on this occasion, was general Lati- mer, the heir presumptive to a peer in the neighbourhood, and a personage of no little notoriety in the fashionable world. Through some means or other, he had ren- dered himself particularly unpopular with lord Glena; so that he never mentioned him but in terms of absolute severity and dislike : from this, it struck Helena, that could she but attract his notice, her busi- ness with his lordship would probably be done, without any further trouble ; and she accordingly decided on laying herself out for the purpose, not without sanguine CONTRAST. 203 hopes of success, from the passion she un- derstood he had for beauty, especially when aided by the charm of novelty ; and under the hope of being immediately sin- gled out by him, refused engaging herself to any one before entering the ball-room, even though asked for the first set by Mountflorence. De Montville having finished his toilet, was returning to the sitting-room belong- ing to his party, when a door in the gal- lery through which he was passing open- ed, and a lady in a ball costume ap- peared at it. De Montville involuntarily- turned, curious to have a perfect view of her, and again encountered the likeness of the young Sicilian. With difficulty he suppressed an exclamation of pleasure, for now beyond a doubt he should discover who she was: now there would be no means of evading the curiosity which her extraordinary resemblance to a person that had so strongly interested him had excit- ed. After looking up and down the gal- lery, as if for some one she wanted to see, she closed the door, without appearing to 204 CONTRAST. have noticed him : but he remained rivet- ted to the spot, as if afraid, if he left it, she would again vanish without his ob- taining the gratification he sought; be- sides, by lingering there, he might per- haps chance to immediately learn who she was ; or in her way to the ball-room, obtain some opportunity of introducing himself to her immediate notice ; and he now congratulated himself that none of the fair sisters of Woodston had been at liberty to accept him for the first set. While thus engaged watching the door, Mountflorence also issuing from the hands of his valet, surprised him, and naturally inquired what he was doing there. A little confused, he replied he was trying to get some air. " What ! in this close place ? You for- get that the sitting-room is open to the •sea." De Montville was reluctant to quit the spot, but he could make no excuse for tarrying behind. In a few minutes they were joined by the ladies, and the CONTRAST. 205 party then repaired to the ball-room, by this time nearly full. Here De Montville availed himself of his being at liberty to do as he pleased, to station himself at the door ; but the person he watched for, appeared not ; and after remaining there some time, it struck him that she might have already entered the room; and wondering at his stupidity for not sooner reflecting this might be the case, he proceeded without further delay to take a general survey of the com- pany ; but she was not amongst them ; and he resumed his station, not without a shght feeling of petulant wonder, at her so long delaying to make her appearance, apprized as she must be of dancing hav- ing commenced. 206 CONTRAST. CHAP. X. " Hard lot t4 man \ to toil for the reward Of virtue, and yet lose it ; wherefore hard ? He tliat would win the race, must guide his horse. Obedient to the customs of the course." While De Montville was thus employ- ed, Helena was exulting in the accom- plishment of her plan with regard to the general. Hardly had she entered the room, ere she caught his eye; and an im- mediate application was made to one of the stewards for an introduction to her, of course for the purpose of asking her hand, which was immediately granted, to the equal surprise and indignation of lord Glena, who, from her positive refusal to engage herself either to him or Mount- florence, concluded she did not meditate dancing that evening, or at least so im- mediately. His anger at the slight thus offered, in standing up to dance after re- fusing him, and that with a person whom CONTRAST. 207 she well knew he disliked, would instant- ly have prompted him to make her re- sume her seat, but for the general distur- bance such a circumstance must create, or rather his respect for the feelings of the party she belonged to. But he would not tamely pass over the affront he had received ; and either she must apologize for it, and evince the sincerity of her re- gret, by checking any further advances to intimacy from general Latimer, or he must beg leave to make his parting bow. He tried to conceal his agitation, but it could not escape the quick eye of He- lena ; and her exultation was in proportion, from the hope it afforded of the final suc- cess of her plan. The first quadrille over, the general con- ducted her to a seat, and then begged she would excuse him for a few minutes, while he paid his compliments to a lady he had just seen. Hardly had he left her, ere she was joined by lord Glena, leaning on the arm of Mountflorence, which in his agitation he had taken. — " So, Miss Rossglen^*' he 208 CONTRAST. said, " I have to thank you for the flatter- ing proof of preference afforded by your conduct this evening. I naturally inferred, from what occurred at Woodston, that prior to coming here, you either did not intend dancing the first set, or were en- gaged for it ; but I now find I was wrong in the conclusion." " Did I tell you I was engaged ?" ask- ed Helena, with affected carelessless, well calculated to provoke him still more, as indeed it was intended to do, and adjust- ing her necklace as she spoke — " Oh ! well, perhaps so ; but if I did, I intimated what was not correct ; for in general, I make it a rule to keep myself disengaged until I enter a ball-room, that I may not altoge- ther want the power of making a choice, perfectly agreeable to myself" Lord Glena's cheek flushed — " You are pleased to be complimentary, madam," he said, with a bitter smile. " I am happy you think so, for I al- ways like to say what is agreeable : but seriously, you are not vexed at what has occurred ? intimate friends should not ex- CONTRAST. 209 pect to be treated with the scrupulous ceremony used towards strangers ; I treat- ed major Mountflorence just as I treated you, yet you see he thinks nothing about it." " Perhaps," a little reproachfully, " he could contradict that assertion," said Mountflorence. " His choosing to pass over such an affront, is no rule to me ; and you must give me leave, madam, to tell you, that I cannot avoid construing your conduct of this evening, into a premeditated design to offend, and consequently such as I have a right to complain of." " Complain ! oh dear, no, it is I who have a right to complain of the attempt made to restrict me from the pleasure of dancing with general Latimer, one of the most delightful partners in the world ; his style of dancing being so inimitable, as to give one all the opportunity they could desire for display ; and then his waltzing is positively divine." " His waltzing !" " Yes," with an affected stare, at the 210 CONTRAST. accent in which the expression was re- peated. " Why, you are not one of the declaimers against waltzing, I hope." " You hope then, madam, what is not the case," he replied, still more indig- nantly. " What am 1 to understand then, that you would not permit any female, over whom you had control, to indulge her- self in waltzing?" " Assuredly." " Oh ! shocking," cried Helena, affect- ing to wave him from her ; ** I shall have nothing more to do with you ; you have quite settled yourself with me." " This may be all very amusing to you, madam, but allow me to say, it is very much the reverse of being so to me; this light way of treating what I have so just a right to complain of, only makes me feel more hurt by it ; but," relapsing into something of his recent manner, " you can make me think no more of it, by assuring me it was not intended to offend, and that any further dancing with general Latimer will be declined." CONTRAST. 211 " Excuse me — I have given him a pro- mise to dance all the alternate sets with him ; and I feel no inclination to break it." " Then you'll not be surprised, madam, at my considering this declaration as an intimation that my attentions are no longer agreeable." Helena bowed with a smile. " Very well, ma'am," said his lordship, with evident emotion; " I now clearly perceive that you have all along been tri* fling with me — that all along I have been the dupe of coquetry ; but beware, madam, how you attempt a similar game with an- other, lest you should not have the good fortune to find another influenced by the considerations that induce me to let you quietly off — respect for the feelings of the family to which you belong." " You are not going, lord Glena ?" said Mountflorence, hardly less agitated, and catching his arm. " Miss Rossglen, yt)u will not suffer his lordship to leave you in this manner ?" ** Pardon me, I should be sorry to be any restraint upon him," she replied, cool- 212 CONTRAST; ly, and turning away her head, as if to look at some other person. Lord Glena, who had allowed himself to pause, now impatiently extricated his arm from Mountflorence, and quitted the room. Mountflorence hastened to the card- room, where he found his mother engaged in conversation. He briefly communi- cated what had occurred, and seeking lord Glena, left her with him. — " I am really pained, lord Glena, she said " by what Sigismund has just been telling me; but I must hope, that what you have taken amiss, is merely the effect of some little mistake, that only needs explaining to set all matters right again." " Pardon me, madam, I have the lady's own authority for a contrary persuasion — her own acknowledgement to induce me to believe that what has occurred is the result of deliberate design to offend, and as such, you cannot be surprised that I should thus resent it, and decide on troub* ling her no further, with those attentions CONTRAST. 213 that I now feel convinced were only en- couraged for her amusement." " I can hardly imagine this," said lady Rossglen, " hardly believe it possible Miss Rossglen could be capable of trifling in such a manner with the feelings of any one, more especially of a person so esteem- ed by her family. You know she has great vivacity, and this may sometimes betray her into a little thoughtlessness of expression and conduct. So do allow me to have a little conversation with her, ere you finally decide on departing, as Sigis- mund has intimated your intending." " It grieves me to refuse any request of lady Rossglen's, but in this instance I am compelled; after the total want of re- gard manifested for my feelings by Miss Rossglen, on this occasion, I should con- ceive I merited all the pain, so unjustly inflicted on me, were I to desire to be re- ceived again into what she may term her favour. Yet, at the same time, let me assure you, that whatever reason of com- plaint I accuse her of having given me, respect for the name she bears will ever 214. CONTRAST. impose silence on me concerning it Be- sides, I can make allowances for the way in which she has been brought up, such as must soften the severity of censure. Well and happy for her would it have been, had she, by remaining under your care, been allowed to indeed profit by the nearness of her connexion to you; we should then have found some of those graces that are so captivating, more immediately applied to the thoughts and counsels of her heart, than now appears to be the case." He paused, for at the instant a look escaped lady Rossglen, that overwhelmed him with confusion, by the recollections it revived. She could not help it — " Why," it seemed to say, " if he attached so much importance to the circumstance, had he so suddenly veered about from a being equally lovely, who had been fashioned by her precepts, and instructed by her counsels?" But no, he thought not of it, till his feelings received a wound; and the compliment extorted by re- CONTRAST. 215 sentment she could not appreciate as such. Lord Glena could speak no more on any subject ; reflections were excited by the recollections thus recalled, that made him wonder how he could have given utterance to what he had said to lady Rossglen ; or, in other words, have ad- dressed any complaint to her. In utter confusion at the thought, he indistinctly apologized for the vehemence with which he had expressed himself; and saying he would no longer detain her, took an abrupt leave, not without secretly rejoicing, in the midst of all his discomposure, that he had not yielded to her persuasions respecting Helena, comparisons, as well as recollec- tions, being occasioned, that made him suddenly feel his disappointment, with re- gard to her, a source of pleasure. Lady Rossglen, however, not exactly understanding this, and wishing, on many accounts, to have the affair amicably ad- justed, especially from the uneasiness and displeasure she was aware it was other- wise likely to occasion sir Maurice, now proceeded to seek Helena, conceiving, if 216 CONTRAST. she could obtain any concession from her, the lover would not hold out ; but Helena had taken refuge in bed, from the remon- strances she expected on the subject, and on lady Rossglen entering her chamber, pretended to be asleep, in the enjoyment of that rest, which she was conscious a per- turbed mind would prevent for that night. She quickly saw that her contrivance to free herself from lord Glena was likely to succeed ; but hardly had she congratulated herself on its probable success, ere the re- flection occurred, at what a probable ex- pence she was likely to be extricated from the dilemma, in which folly and incon- siderateness had involved her — the esteem she so coveted to possess, and the regard of her father. Yet, in what other way than by this assumed levity, could she completely perhaps have accomplished what she wished, forbidden as she was to come to any calm and serious explanation with lord Glena, by the dread of its at- taching a still more positive imputation to her, of having all along only intended to trifle with his feelings ? Yet she could not CONTRAST. 217 avoid wishing she had tried to devise some other method for relieving herself from her embarrassment concerning him, than the one she had adopted ; as usual, only- beginning to reflect on probable conse- quences, after she had incurred them : in meditating on these she now apprehended, all her recent exultation suddenly vanish- ed; the animation, the smiles, that had been so alluring, so attractive to the ge- neral, were gone; his compliments were no longer replied to, and more than once he thought they were not heard. His surprise at so sudden a change would have been still greater than it was, but for a cer- tain suspicion — he knew the light in which he was estimated by the party to which she belonged ; and he was not without an idea that there had been some officious whisper, to make her repentant of the ho- nour she had done him. Ere, however, he could make an effort for ascertaining the correctness of this, Helena suddenly affecting to be overcome by the heat of the room, declared she VOL. I. L 218 CONTRAST. must quit it; and begging him not to keep himself disengaged on her account, as she certainly should not return, abruptly- retired : but in vain, as she had hoped she should be enabled to do by withdrawing, she tried to collect herself; she saw, she felt, that, prevented as she was, by deli- cacy and consideration for the feelings of another, from confessing the truth, she could offer no excuse, no extenuation for her conduct towards lord Glena; and fi- nally, could only decide on endeavouring to summon courage to meet what would, she feared, ensue from it. Her restless mind precluding repose, she soon abandoned her couch in the morning, and repairing to the sitting-room, found Mountflorence there by himself, looking over a newspaper. — " Well, I suppose," she said, hastily advancing to him, " I am in terrible disgrace with every one, for having made lord Glena so angry ?" Mountflorence replied not. "What! you won't answer me? But don't you know the construction your si- lence is liable to ? But, after all, do you CONTRAST. 219 not think he was too easily offended?" " If I speak, I must speak the truth," said Mountflorence ; " and that sometimes offends." " Not when desired, surely." " Well, then, I conceive lord Glena had a positive right to be offended last night ; and I was vexed — I was grieved, to see Miss Rossglen, by the provocation she gave him, doing herself the injustice of creating a doubt of her wanting that real generosity, that none who thoroughly know her, but must be satisfied forms part of her nature." " You sooth while you wound," said Helena, with great emotion ; " but gentle admonition is that which most affects. I will not attempt to vindicate what I per- ceive condemned by those who I know judge impartially. I feel I have been to blame; yet perhaps not altogether so much as may now seem to be the case ; that is, I do think, if the real facts But, no ; I can enter into no explanations : want of thought — of due reflection, has involved l2 220 CONTRAST. me in a labyrinth I vainly try to extricate myself completely from ; and in incurring censure, where I would most deprecate it, I pay the penalty of my rashness." " I have hurt you," said Mountflorence, much agitated, perceiving tears starting to her eyes : " if it is in my power, by any interference In short, since you have condescended to speak to me on the subject, if you will allow me to act the part of a friend, by intimating to lord Glena, that " ** I anticipate what you would say," cried Helena, interrupting him ; " but you would not act the part of a friend to either of us, by attempting to bring about the renewal of those attentions I too long permitted. I respect lord Glena, for the many amiable qualities I understand he possesses; but " She paused, unable to proceed, from the intentness with which she saw Mountflo- rence regarding her, the overwhelming idea of the hght in which she was about making herself appear, by her confession respecting lord Glena — the light of a heart- CONTRAST. 221 less trifler with the feelings of an honour- able and sensitive mind ; and in despair at the thought — despair at finding it impos- sible, turn which way she would, to avoid what she dreaded, she burst into tears, and covering her face with her handkerchief, gave unrestrained vent to the long-labour- ing emotions of her agitated spirit. At this instant, lady Rossglen entered the apartment ; she paused for a moment, then advancing — " Well," she said, " let the acknowledgment be taken as it may, I do not grieve to see these tears ; hoping, as I do," she added, taking the trembling hand of Helena as she spoke, and kissing her cheek with a benignant smile, " that I may consider them as signs of sweet re- morse." " No, my dear ma'am, not in the way to which you allude," replied Helena, with involuntary quickness; " I have just ac- knowledged what my real sentiments for lord Glena are — they are those of friendly esteem ; and being only such, no earthly consideration can ever induce me to per- mit his attentions again. That they had 222 CONTRAST. been terminated in a less abrupt manner, I cannot avoid wishing ; but the past can- not be recalled ; and having said what I have said, it must be evident to you, my dear ma'am, that any further arguments on the subject must only be a needless ha- rassing of your spirits and mine." This positive declaration had the effect of confirming, in the minds of both her auditors, what she most dreaded — the be- lief of her never havinty encouraged lord Glena, but from coquetry; they sighed at the thought, for she was a being that could not be known without exciting a lively interest. Lady Rossglen was doubly pained, from the manner in which she feared sir Maurice would resent this conduct; but she suppressed this appre- hension, and set about endeavouring to calm the agitation that was so distressing. This however was not immediately to be done, and, in consequence, hearing some one approaching, Helena started up, and retreated from the room, by a door that led down to the beach, followed by Mountflorence. CONTRAST. 223 They walked on, towards a solitary part of the coast ; the freshness of the air, the quietude of every thing, had gradual- ly a reviving and soothing effect upon Helena; but as agitation decreased, me- lancholy deepened : ere long, and she could not but reflect she should be removed from all that had so pleasing an influence on the senses, tossed again upon a wide and tumultuous ocean, without the certainty of any friend to guard her inexperience from its rocks and quicksands ; and what positive hope could there be then, of ever reaching any peaceful haven ? At length, after proceeding some way, she withdrew her arm from Mountflo- rence, and almost unconsciously seating herself on a weather-bleached stone, seem- ed, for some minutes, lost in the contem- plation of the scene around her ; the sea, glittering in the morning sun, the rocks rifted into a thousand fantastic forms, hung with pendant shrubs, and thronged with aquatic birds, now joining their que- rulous notes, in plaintive chorus to the murmurs of the waves, the sky " blue 224 CONTRAST. without a cloud." As she gazed around her, she thought of the poet's observation, that God made the country, man the town — " And what heart of feeling but what is reminded of this," she sighed to herself, " by the very different effect produced upon the feelings by the respective places? Amidst the busy haunts of life, perpe- tually excited by the feverish anxieties of others, the fatigued spirit in vain seeks for that repose so essential to it ; but in the country, ere we have well time to ap- preciate its advantages, we feel its tran- quil influence stealing over our perturbed minds, like dewy sleep over the eyelids of exhaustion, stilling the wild waves of passion and emotion to peace. Who," she added to herself — " who could look around them here — contemplate this shore- less horizon, the rude grandeur of these rocky barriers to the incursions of the whelming waters, and not feel themselves at once soothed and elevated ? and to all these," with increased emotion, she pro- ceeded — " to all these perceptions of what is truly delightful, have I only awoke to CONTRAST. 225 find, that they cannot be to me the source of enjoyment they were beneficently in- tended, thrown, as I may say I have done, my destiny out of my own hands. Would sir Osbert let me hang upon his arm, in quest of the wild and the romantic — would he enjoy, with me, the stillness, the re- pose of nature, amidst her own impressive scenery ? Oh no — I know he would not ! the world is his scene of enjoyment ; and, in binding myself to him, I fear — I fear I have bound myself to a life that, to me, indeed will be destitute of any." " I fear you are ill," exclaimed Mount- florence, suddenly starting from the re- verie into which he seemed plunged, on perceiving a tear again straying down her cheek. " No," she would have said ; but theve was a fullness in her heart at the moment that checked her utterance. " What am I to infer from this emo- tion then," cried Mountflorence, " except that, to repeat my mother's expression, these tears are, at length, signs of sweet remorse ? If so, how quickly will sym- l3 226 CONTRAST. pathy for lord Glena be changed into a contrary feeling!" " No, no," cried Helena, impatiently, and rising from her seat, " in giving way to those tears, I thought not of lord Glena ; but the solitariness of this wild spot, these murmuring sounds, affect me. And now, after all," she said, as she resumed his arm, " since you will be forcing lord Glena upon my attention, do you really and truly think he has sustained a very irre- parable loss in losing me, whimsical, self- willed, capricious, as I have been repre- sented to you ?" " But enchantress as you have appear- ed," cried ISIountflorence. " Gallant, upon my word !" said He- lena, beginning to recover herself; " but there are some speeches from ladies that appear soHciting a compliment, and I ra- ther conceive mine was one of them." " Then you think there was no feeling to suggest " But the conversation, that seemed in- clining to become a little particular, was suddenly interrupted at this instant, by CONTRAST. 227 the girls coming to seek her. She return- ed with them to breakfast, at which they were joined by some of the company that had remained for the night at the hotel ; with them they remained the morning at Sandville, and dined ; after which they departed for the residence of Mountflo- rence, at no great distance from Sand- ville, there to pass the night, as had been settled prior to their leaving Woodston, for the purpose of affording Helena an op- portunity of viewing the place. This was a fine old seat, taking its name from a very ancient abbey, the re- mains of w^hich still embellished the grounds, forming, with its decorating ivy, and receding arches, a grand and interest- ing object to the lovers of the picturesque. An air of repose pervaded the place, in character with its original destination, and in perfect unison with the aspect of solita- riness and melancholy that mountains, shutting out all prospect beyond, and woods, breathing a brown horror over the whole, gave to it. Helena was delighted; but with what 228 CONTRAST. connected with Mountflorence, would she not have been delighted? little dreaming of the pang her unqualified admiration inflicted upon the heart of lady Rossglen, who, by this time, spite of the precautions of her son, to keep her as long as possible from knowing the truth, had begun to suspect, that, ere long, this ve- nerable seat of his ancestors would be wrested from him, and that, literally homeless, he would have to seek^ probably in scenes uncongenial to his nature, for that independence which thoughtless pro- digality had deprived him of Some of the neighbouring families were invited to meet the party from Sandville; and whatever were the secret feelings of some of this party, all appeared happy and contented. The girls were impatient to shew Helena the mansion. In ranging through the apartments, Caroline suddenly snatched up a rich silk shawl she found on the back of a chair, and holding it up to general view — " What, have you been playing the part of a knight, Sigismund ?" she demanded : " and is this the reward of CONTRAST. 229 your valour from some fair lady ? or is it, as I hope, a present for me? for blue, celestial blue, is my favourite colour ;" and she was about taking possession of it, by throwing it over her shoulders, when Mountflorence, with rather a peevish " Pish !" snatched it from her, and flung it into another room. " Suspicious, upon my word !'* she cried ; " for if it was not what I first surmised, you could not be so churlish as to deprive me of it — and see, does he not blush ?" " Yes, I can bear witness to that," said De Montville, laughing. So could Helena too ; and the circum- stance occasioned an unpleasant sensation, which was not lessened by a look full of meaning she caught, exchanged at the moment between him and his mother. What, was he deceptive then? and she turned to a window, to conceal her emo- tion at the thought. But what a ques- tion ! had he professed — had she allowed him to profess, any thing that could en- title him to be so termed by her ? Oh no, neither was the case ; and she felt shock- 230 CONTRAST. ed at the expression — still more shock- ed at the feeling that had suggested it. What, had she wished to inspire a ten- derer interest than circumstances could justify, in a heart she could not requite with her own? no, no, impossible! and she endeavoured to chase away the agita- ting idea, by immediately making an effort to resume conversation. Caroline was continuing her badinage about the scarf, till a look from her mo- ther checked her; the party adjourned to tea, and then proceeded to attend Helena to view the grounds. The residence of lady Dorothy Dubois adjoined St. Finian's Abbey. De Mont- ville expressed a wish to see it ; and they walked on in this direction. The man- sion was an old, formal-looking building, seated amidst grounds of a similar descrip- tion ; and De Montville expressed a dis- like to the appearance of the place alto- gether. " Yet that mansion has attractions," said a gentleman of the party. CONTRAST. 231 " Not visible ones then," replied De Montville. " No, not always, or rather to every one but " " Oh, now I comprehend you," said De Montville — " you mean living ones." The other coughed significantly, rubbed his face, and cast a glance at Mountflo- rence. Every eye followed the direction of his; and again that sudden glow that Caroline had declared to be so suspicious, was seen upon the cheek of Mountflorence. De Montville mused, and Helena felt something like a recurrence of the sensa- tion she had just been at such pains to subdue. Could there be any meaning in what had just been hinted, the former won- dered; and he would have been inclined to think no more of it, but for the unfor- tunate blush of Mountflorence. Who could it be that had attracted his regard ? He did not conceive him a character likely to form, or at least give way to any attach- ment he would be unwilling to acknow- ledge ; and yet he had heard of no one of a rank similar to his own, residing with 222 CONTRAST. lady Dorothy. But of course it no way concerned him to ascertain ; it struck him, however, at the instant, that he would make some inquiries of him concerning his own intended, nearly equally allied to both, and whom he understood from lady Rossglen, he had often seen. It so happened, that in the course of the extended ramble, Helena and Mount- florence became separated from their com- panions. The discovery was made just as they reached a seat of turf, oversha- dowed by an ancient elm, enwreathed with ivy. Helena sat down, to enjoy more leisure- ly the pleasantness of the hour — an hour so replete with all that is soothing and sof- tening to the heart, in its dubious sha- dows, its fading scenery, its dying sounds, and balmy dews. It was twilight — that hour so delicious to the pensive and reflecting mind ; the clouds were passing away, leaving the sky a region of azure ; the star of evening had just come forth, with tremulous eye, as an angel to herald the night ; not a zephyr CONTRAST. 233 curled the breast of the stream that flowed near, nor stirred a leaf on the trees ; nought disturbed the tranquil hour, save, the wailing of the owlet in the ivy-man- tled tower of St. Finian's full in front; and a kind of drowsy sound, which stole over the vale, produced by the waves of the ocean, at no great distance, as they softly broke and murmured upon the silvery strand. All was tranquil and still ; but was equally so the mind of Mountflorence and his fair companion — were their feelings in perfect harmony, in perfect sympathy, with the hour — were there no regrets, no retrospects, no misgivings, no anxious cares, to check the influence it was so cal- culated to have upon the spirit? But whatever were the internal feelings of each, each tried to appear as usual. — " What a delightful place!" said Helena; " who could ever wish to leave it !" " But to wish is not always to obtain the power of acting as we please," replied Mountflorence. " How often are we com- pelled to act in direct opposition to our 234. CONTRAST. real inclination ? 'tis this necessity that constitutes the bitterest trials of life." " Assuredly," said Helena, with a sud- denly recurring recollection of having heard something of a whisper concerning the probability of St. Finian's soon passing into other hands — " but I hope," she ra- ther hesitatingly added, " they are amongst those you may not be destined to expe- rience." " I thank you for the wish," said Mount- florence; " but I see very little chance of its fulfilment : but have not you heard — hais no rumour reached you, that it was prob- able — but I see by your averted eye it has — the period for the sacrifice hinted to you is fast approaching ; the distressing fact can no longer be concealed from the friends that will deplore it, and my own regrets on the subject are considerably heightened by the idea of theirs." Helena could scarcely control the emo- tions caused by this communication. — " Since you have, by thinking fit," she said, " to mention it to me, given me a kind of indirect permission to speak on CONTRAST. 235 the subject, let me ask, is there no way — can no method be devised for prevent- ing such a sacrifice? You know the nature of my father — you know his strong affec- tion, his ardent regard " " Yes," interrupted Mountflorence; " but unworthy should I deem myself of that regard, if I suffered it to occasion any sa- crifice of the interests of those still dearer and nearer to him, to mine. Whatever I may be destined to endure in this state of probation — this vale of the tear and the sigh, as it has been not inaptly termed," he proceeded, with a melancholy smile, " never may I have to accuse myself as the voluntary cause of injury to others ! St. Finian's must pass into other hands ; and should I ever revisit them again, it will be indeed to find myself as a stranger in the ancient halls of my forefathers. The thought, I confess, is one replete with bitterness; but exclusive of other consi- derations, there are associations connected with the place, that could not but render the contemplation of its loss one of deep re- gret. Involuntarily dwelling on this, I can- 236 CONTRAST. no longer experience any sensation of enjoy- ment in it, such as I once felt, when hope, enchanting, but to me delusive hope, bade the distant prospect smile. But how is it," seeing Helena suddenly veil her eyes with her hand, " how is it that I have suffered myself to speak in this manner? how to be betrayed into this obtrusion of my af- fairs upon you? but what selfishness in human nature, so consoling is sympathy to the wounded heart, that for the sake of obtaining it, we too often forget or dis- regard that it must be at the expence of another's feelings." " You have, indeed, deeply affected me," said Helena ; " but what should I be, if I did not feel an interest in the con- cerns of a person so nearly connected with my family, and so truly beloved by them ? But with the pain you have caused me, is mingled something of pleasure ; for, from the confidence you have reposed in me, may I not flatter myself that you, at least, do not estimate me in the light that I fear too many do — that, in short, the prejudices o^ others have not prejudiced you against CONTRAST. 237 me; and that in your eyes, I have some little credit for reflection and feeling." " In my eyes ! oh ! if you knew," and he caught her hand — but as if through some sudden recollection, almost as in- stantly relinquished it. " But if," resumed Helena, after a slight pause, " no wish or power of my father's to prevent what must be so deplored is to be of avail, surely, with regard to others, the same fastidiousness, the same scruples, would not be allowed to influence you ? There must be — there are, I know, friends" — she paused through being sud- denly recalled to recollection by the in tense- ness of Mountflorence's regard. What had she been about saying — what offer about making? an offer, that, without accom- plishing the desired end — for with his loftiness of soul, his delicacy of feehng, could she, after all, allow herself to ima- gine he ever would permit himself to be benefited by her means, would probably have betrayed her feeling a deeper, ten- derer interest for him than circumstances justified. Yet oh ! to be prevented urging 238 CONTRAST. what she wished, to know she had the means, without being allowed to use them, for the relief, the restoration of happiness to him who would have made his own happiness so subservient to that of others ; to think, by her unadvised engagement, her obstinacy, the ultimate cause of this repented engagement, in refusing to ac- company her father, when he first desired, to Woodston, she had precluded all chance of the only circumstance she did feel con- vinced that could have allowed Mount- florence to profit by her wealth — what were her regrets, her self-upbraidings ! In the bitter anguish of the reflection, she could no longer command herself, and, bursting into a passion of tears, she buried her face in her handkerchief jMountflo- rence, accusing himself as the occasion of all this emotion, became agitated in the extreme. He started up — he struck his forehead, and evinced an impatience not apparently natural to him. Helena, alarm- ed, made an instant effort to recover her- self, and by subduing her own agitation, at length succeeded in calming his. But he CONTRAST. 239 still continued to implore her forgiveness for the pain he had given her — still con- tinued to press the hand he had suddenly- grasped, to a heart evidently palpitating with the most tumultuous feelings, and by the vehemence of his regrets on the subject, might perhaps have occasioned a renewal of the scene that had just occur- red, but for the approach of the party they had strayed from. All now returned to the house, where music and conversa- tion passed away the evening. Helena, in consideration for the feelings of Mountflo- rence, whose eye she perceived continually bent upon her, forced herself to appear to take an interest in what was going for- ward; but on retiring to her chamber, there was an end of any further restraint, and tears of a bitterer description than any she had ever before shed again burst from her. She now began seriously to consider whether, from the alteration her feelings with regard to sir Osbert had undergone, not but that she still considered him as she had done on the acceptance of his addresses. 240 CONTRAST. namely, as good-humoured, fashionable, and generous, she should not make an effort to withdraw from her engagement to him — but no, from the ardour with which he had pursued her, from the nu- merous advantages she was aware that would accrue to him from their union, how could she flatter herself that he would quietly resign her, and without his ac- quiescing in the wish, what might not be the consequences of the attempt — the ex- posure of her name, and the endangering of her father's life perhaps in resentment of the circumstance. No, no, she had passively permitted a chain to be wound round her, that she could not burst with safety ; and with all that is supposed es- sential to enjoyment at her command, she looked forward to nothing but a joyless existence. De Montville, on repairing to his cham- ber, was attracted to a window by the shadowy scene presented from without. A full-orbed moon, rising in clouded ma- jesty, tipped with its silvery hght the mountain tops, and threw athwart the isky CONTRAST. 241 the ever-shifting hues of softness and sub- limity. Beneath her chaste and tender beam, how mournfully impressive appear- ed St. Finian's ancient pile, where still the owl held on its strains of melancholy! while the long dank ivy rustled in the breeze of night, that, with a kind of shud- der, made the old woods ever and anon wave their shadowy and, in many places, skeleton-like arms. Here, as he stood contemplating a scene well calculated to awaken all the romance of his nature, he could not help reflecting on the strange disappointment of the preceding night ; the fair unknown, contrary to all rational ex- pectation, did not make her appearance in the ball-room. He at first was inclined to conclude it owing either to some sudden indisposition on her part, or some one of her party, for that she belonged to a party he presumed ; but, on inquiring, he could not learn of any one being suddenly taken ill, or suddenly departing from the hotel ; and in consequence remained utterly at a loss to account for what was really a greater source of vexation to him than he would VOL. I. M 242 CONTRAST. have chosen to acknowledge. He felt very much inclined to quarrel with INIountflo- rence, for his officiousness in dragging him from the gallery, since, if quietly allowed to remain there, he thought it next to im- possible but he must in some way or other have succeeded in discovering who she was; but if ever he encountered her again, he was prevented deciding what his determi- nation w^ould be, by seeing Mountflorence issue at the instant from a door contiguous to the window at which he was standing, and strike into the avenue leading towards lady Dorothy's, So this was confirmation strong indeed of the suspicion or idea that had recently been excited. Well, who was it — who could it be in lady Dorothy's mansion, that had given rise to this appa- rently clandestine attachment? but he should soon have his curiosity satisfied on this head, even before perhaps he was ad- mitted to the honour of visiting at her ladyship's ; for Montflorence, at the hotel, had signified his intention of not returning with the party to Woodston, and he, De Montville, had intimated his of passing CONTRAST. 243 a few days with him at St. Finian's ; and in the course of this sojourn, he thought it would be strange, with all the slyness and caution of Mountflorence, if he did not make the discovery he wished ; little of course aware that it was for the express purpose of preventing the risk of this, that he now saw Mountflorence sally out. Near the end of the old gloomy avenue into which he struck, he was met by a female, closely muffled up in a long man- tle. The instant she beheld him, she quickened her pace; and — " I was just despairing of seeing you to-night," she said, " when I saw the signal light in the turret." " You know," replied Mountflorence, " I desired you never to retire to rest, without first looking for it, as 'tis the only way in which I can, with safety, let you know when I have any thing to com- municate. He is here; it will therefore be expedient for you for some days to be on your guard." " De Montville, indeed ! — owing to any idea — any suspicion ?" M 2 244 CONTRAST. " Oh no — merely for the sake of a little variation of scene : nevertheless, I should not be surprised, if through some imperti- nence this evening, a curiosity was excited that might lead to something unpleasant, but for this caution." ** That would be terrible. But any news of lord Le Poer?" " No ; but he may now soon be ex- pected." " The thought agitates ; for then com- mences my trial." " But remember " " Yes — my promise to meet it with firmness : depend upon it, 'tis one I shall do all in my power to adhere to." After a little further conversation they separated, with an agreement not to meet again, until De Montville had returned to Woodston. There were none but the immediate party from Woodston at breakfast the next morning — profiting by the circum- stance — " I wish, Mountflorence," said De Montville, abruptly, " that you would tell me what kind of being this cousin of CONTRAST. 245 ours, Miss Adelaide Mountflorence, as I am given to understand I must call her, is — for you know she is pretty equally al- lied to both — having, as I have been told, often seen her?" " Yes, a few times ; but notwithstand- ing, I really " " Pshaw ! — don't be teasing ; you know there is a reason that must render me anxious you should oblige me in this in- stance." " Still you must excuse me : I have a par- ticular dislike to describing any one — at least to those interested in the description, lest, as Shakespeare says, I should be ac- cused of * too short a praise, or too high a one." " Well, if you wont gratify me in one instance, you will perhaps in another, by letting me know when last you saw her ? for I really wish to know something of her movements." " Last saw her !" exclaimed Mountflo- rence, evidently confused — " last saw her !" he repeated, as if unconsciously. Caroline laughed. — " What a trick," 246 CONTRAST. she said, " Sigismund has lately got of blushing ! Why, I shouldn't wonder," she giddily added, " if the blue scarf was a present from this new cousin of yours ; for you know it is only lately we have heard of her." A look, such as perhaps she had never before received from her mother, made her almost instantly sensible of having said something that was wrong: she co- loured, and immediately became silent; the look was not lost upon the rest of the party; but w^hatever was its effect upon them, it was not of course as instanta- neously known. Almost immediately after breakfast, the ladies departed for Woodston. On their way there, lady Rossglen pointed out to Caroline the impropriety of speaking at random, not only from the kind of levity it evinced, but the mischief that might be the result ; and as a proof, proceeded to explain the indirect engagement existing between De Montville and Miss Mount- florence, together with the story connect- ed with her ; with which she had herself CONTRAST. 247 been long acquainted, and was now au- thorized to disclose to her own immediate family, by an express communication from lord Le Poer on the subject, in consequence of the approaching introduction of the young lady to them. Much surprise was expressed at what they heard ; and Helena knew not how it was, but she felt her spirits suddenly lightened, by learning that this said Adelaide was intended for De Montville. But she was not destined to enjoy this relief long; the manner in which her father received her, on alight- ing, convinced her that he was already in possession of all that had occurred at Sand- ville, and seriously displeased at it. Lord Glena had indeed lost no time in making a communication to him on the subject. Having entreated his interest with Helena, both from that, and the pub- licity of his attentions to her, he conceived himself bound, in justice to himself, to account for their sudden relinquishment ; and accordingly addressed a letter to him, almost immediately after his return from Sandville, expressive of his regret at 248 CONTRAST. being compelled to resign the hope so re- cently entertained of an alliance with his family, by the conviction of his addresses being no longer agreeable to Miss Ross- glen. Sir Maurice, in much surprise, desired in reply, to know what cause he had for this conviction. Lord Glena, unwilling to be the occa- sion of any thing unpleasant to Helena, tried to avoid a direct explanation. His evasive answer led to an immediate inter- view, sir Maurice, in justice to his daugh- ter, deeming it but right to insist on what he required; and reluctantly his lordship was obliged to satisfy him. Sir Maurice was greatly hurt; such le- vity as Helena had been guilty of, he deemed utterly inexcusable; and when, in addition to the injury her conduct, with respect to lord Glena, might do her in ge- neral estimation, it had probably been the means of preventing his thinking seriously of her sister, with whom an union was most ardently desired by his CONTRAST. 249 own family, he could scarcely control his indignation. " Hold, madam !" he cried, on seeing her about following lady Rossglen from the apartment, whence her ladyship, on a glance from him, withdrew, taking the girls along with her ; " stop, madam !" he cried ; " before you withdraw, you must allow me to speak my sense of what I have just heard. Grieved I am to think, that I should be obliged to use the language of censure and reproach to any daughter of mine ; but I should be lost, both to what I owe to her and myself, could I refrain from it on this occasion : caprice, vanity, even a little affectation, I could excuse, as the natural consequences of the education you received ; but I cannot excuse a want of sensibility — your heartless trifling with the feelings of an honourable admirer, and your total disregard of the respect due to your family, by selecting one of their most particular friends, as the object of your shameful coquetry. You know not the mischief that may yet be the result of this M ^ 250 CONTRAST. conduct," and involuntarily he thought of the altered mien of his sweet Dorinda ; " to you, however, the consideration of it may be of no importance ; but those who must feel it, must resent it ; and I now candidly tell you, from what you have been the means of making me apprehend, I sincerely wish, that since so long a stran- ger here, you had remained one." Oh, what a speech, for a nature so fond, so sensitive, so clinging for affection to all she loved, as Helena's! this was indeed speaking daggers, though using none ; and in the intense anguish it occasioned, the anguish of being forced to think she was an undesired inmate in her paternal home, of having no one truly interested about her, in convulsive agitation she threw herself upon a seat. Sir Maurice in a moment became sen- sible of the cruelty of the speech he had uttered, and could bitterly have reproach- ed himself for suffering resentment to hur- ry him into expressions so contrary to his real feelings, for he had all the affection for Helena that her claims upon him entitled CONTRAST. 261 her to. He implored her forgiveness for having so affected her ; he assured her of his love, and made every effort in his power to try and sooth the feelings he had so wounded. But it was some time ere he succeeded in these. Helena's confidence in his re- gard was shaken by what he had so unad- visedly uttered, and it was not immedi- ately she could get over the pang occasion- ed by the circumstance. At length, persuaded to believe that what he had said was indeed owing to the cause assigned for it, she suffered herself to make an effort for recovering composure — an effort which the truly maternal atten- tions of lady Rossglen, and fond caresses of the girls, when joined by them, tended not a little to aid. But hardly happier than the person to whom he had caused so much unhappi- ness, was lord Glena. Nearly as attached to the Rossglen family as to his own, he knew not how to give up his intimacy with them, without the deepest regret ; yet to think of continuing his visits at Wood- 252 CONTRAST. ston as usual, at least for the present, after what had occurred, was out of the question; there would be an awkwardness, an em- barrassment in the attempt, not endurable; and, finally, after some little consideration, he decided on going abroad for a few months; but when he thought what might occur in that period, to disappoint the hope and wish that had revived, he was almost tempted to relinquish this design ; and would probably, but for the reflection of leaving his cause in the hands of those who were hardly less interested than himself about it, namely, his mother and sister, the fond and zealous admirers of his sweet Dorinda. Helena was now completely extricated from the distressing dilemma in which her foolish project with regard to him had plunged her ; but the circumstance seem- ed to afford very little relief to her mind ; reflections were continually recurring to harass and afflict her. If her father thought so severely of her recent conduct, when he did not but know she might at first have been serious in the encourage- CONTRAST. 253 ment given to his lordship, what would he say — in what Hght would he, must he view it, when he came to learn, that at the very moment she was appearing to favour his addresses, she was under an engage- ment to another ! but then, might it not be so managed with sir Osbert, as to have this concealed ? perhaps so — but in that case, of what contumacy would not her fa- ther have reason to accuse her, in appear- ing to have formed it, after his advice and admonition to the contrary. Look which way she would, therefore, she saw nothing but what was unpleasant before her ; and if for a moment she escaped from the thoughts of her own situation, how pain- fully did the affecting confidence of Mountflorence recur to her recollection! The dejection evinced by her counten- ance, ever true to the varying feelings of her mind, imputed by sir Maurice to the impression made upon her by his unguard- ed speech, induced him to redouble all his fond attentions to her ; and at length, to make, if not the amende honourable, at least the amende grateful, as he conceived. 254 CONTRAST. for what had occurred, he used his influ- ence with lady Rossglen, to prevail on her to let an entertainment, on a grand scale, she was about giving at Woodston, be a masquerade, as wished by the fair sisters. CHAP. XI. " Fate steals along with silver tread. Found oft'nesl in what least we dread. Frowns in the storm with angry brow, But in the sunshine strikes the blow." All was now preparation, and excite- ment, and apparent delight there. The house and its contiguous wood were parti- cularly adapted for such an entertainment, the former abounding in long suites of rooms and spacious galleries, and the other in fine alleys and grouped trees, easily con- vertible into all that was magical ; music was stationed at proper places, to heighten the general effect ; and nothing, in short, was omitted that could possibly please. CONTRAST. 255 De Montville, accustomed to these kind of entertainments abroad, did not, on this occasion, feel all the interest that many of the company at least appeared to do. He was, besides, sometimes inclined to be a little affectedly indolent, and on this night happening to be in a humour of this description, kept sauntering about, without attaching himself to any party, till he was suddenly attacked by a lively little flower-girl, urging him to purchase her flowers, as so many means of re- minding him of the charms of his mis- tress. " The roses of her blushes, the violets of her eyes, and the lillies of her teeth, and all of her constancy," observed De Mont- ville, sarcastically. " And equally so perhaps of her lover's," cried an elegant nun, who, unperceived, had joined them ; " if man has to rail at wo- man's levity, woman has to weep for man's inconstancy." " And pray, fair saint," said De Mont- ville, turning his full regard upon her, 25^ CONTRAST. ** speak you from the experience of others, or your own ?" " Of others; early caution made me wise." " And in trying to escape the thorns, you gave up the sweets of life ? Oh ! terrible perversion of what nature intend- ed ! But it is not too late to repent. Allow me but an opportunity, and per- haps I shall be able to inspire a better opinion of my sex's constancy." " My vows forbid." " Rash vows ought never to be binding, and surely such must those be considered, that would bind youth and beauty to se- clusion." " But if I could, for what should I break them ?" " For what ! why to learn the delicious bliss attendant on the power of blessing another." " Oh no, but to find the peace of se- curity exchanged for doubt and incerti- tude. But I'll none of your flatteries ; you compliment me without knowing me ; and how am I to estimate the sincerity that will permit this ?" CONTRAST. 257 " But though 1 have not seen that fair face," said De Montville, " does not this finished air, this faultless form, these ac- cents, at once so soft and harmonious, con- vince me you are all the heart would vo- luntarily worship? and as such therefore receive " But the conclusion of this gallant speech was prevented by a sudden rush at the moment, that separated them ; and his being unable, on finding himself again at liberty to look about to see her, a cir- cumstance of no slight vexation, it may be imagined, from his having, just at the mo- ment of their separation, obtained, through some slight derangement of her mask, a sufficient glimpse of her face, to almost convince him she was the person he was so solicitous to discover. In every direc- tion he instantly proceeded to seek her, almost tempted to think there was some- thing like premeditation in the manner in w^hich he was thus continually teazed about her. The crowd that seemed to have borne her away from him had nearly whirled Helena too in a direction contraiy 258 CONTRAST. to that she wished ; for after reconnoiter- ing for Mountflorence in one direction, she was proceeding to try if she could dis- cover him in another, when she was pre- vented by the rush from the other apart- ments; she was vainly struggling to free herself, when a mask, in the habic of a minstrel, came to her aid, and seizing her by the arm, forced a passage for her into an anti-room opening to the w^ood. For a moment she could hardly breathe, then, a little recovering herself — " Thanks, kind minstrel," she said, " for your timely aid ; this cool air is indeed delicious, after the fatigue just experienced. But, may I ask, from what stately bower you come? or whose the charms? or whose the prowess you have lately sung ?" The minstrel sighed. — " Press not to know," he said, in a low tone. " And why ?" demanded Helena. " Because I wish to forget." " What, the charms you've sung ! — oh ! inconstant !" " No, no— not so; but " He slightly touched his harp, and rather murmured than sung the following words to it : — CONTRAST. 259 " Mark'd you her speaking eye's dark glance— Mark'd you the strains that thrill entrance — Mark'd you the blush that wavVing plays, Dk« sunshine o'er the somraer seas ? " Too well I raark'd her eye's dark glance — Too well the strains that thrill entrance — Too well the heart's warm flushing glow, Quick mantling o'er a brow uf snow. " For well 1 know the same it were, And hope to win it from its sphere. To love some bright partic'lar star, Bright gleaming in the realms afar." Helena listened with attention ; and ere he had concluded, almost persuaded her- self it was Mountflorence she heard ; the air, the figure of the minstrel, were his ; yet avoiding all particularity, as he had hitherto ever studiously done, what rea- son had she to imagine this? but then, was there no meaning to be attached to the incident in the hut — and had he not, on his first introduction to her, been under the mistake of believing her engaged to lord Glena — and from these arguments, what was there then so improbable in the present suspicion ? She became agitated; if any thing were wanting to her present unhappiness, it was the thought of having 260 CONTRAST. inspired a sentiment that might give pain, and that to a breast for the tranquillity of which she felt so deep an interest. She hesitated how to act — whether to make an immediate effort to retreat, or by re- maining, try to ascertain what she wished. Yet should it be Mountflorence, and should she, by continuing, occasion him to disco- ver himself, might not an explanation be forced, from what had previously occurred, calculated to put an end to all those atten- tions, those conversations, she found so soothing ? the idea terminated her hesita- tion on the subject of returning directly to the company. But on making a move- ment towards the door, the minstrel sud- denly starting from the listening attitude in which he had been standing for a mo- ment, caught her by the arm. — " No, no," he said, " we do not part in this manner ! — it was not to do so that I so anxiously sought you. We have much to converse about — much to explain ; but this is no place ; we are liable here to interruption, to intrusion." " Intrusion !" involuntarily repeated the CONTRAST. 261 greatly astonished Helena, resisting the effort that was made to draw her towards the door leading out into the grounds. " I have a right to the attention I de- mand," he cried ; " to remove all doubt on the subject, see " He tore away his mask as he spoke, and the features of sir Osbert were revealed. Helena recoiled. — " Sir Osbert!" she faintly articulated. — " Good Heavens !" " Yes, the ill-treated, the undesired, the unwelcome sir Osbert !" *' Assuredly," cried Helena, through an- ger; instantly recovering her self-posses- sion — •* 'Tis as you have said — undesired, and of course therefore unwelcome." " And you acknowledge this ?" " Yes, because it was on the express condition of not attempting to see me, without my permission, that I agreed to correspond with you." " I recollect ; but when I subscribed to that condition, it was in the fond hope and expectation of finding that promised correspondence a source of consolation for your absence, instead of which, vague. 262 CONTRAST. unsatisfactory, evidently forced as your letters latterly have been, what is not the apprehension, the anxiety, it has occa- sioned !" " I will hear no more," said Helena ; " if you had that respect for my feelings you ought, or a proper sense of delicacy, this, above all places, is not the one in which you would have thought of intru- ding on me. Except by letter, I will not hold any further converse with you for the present; if you remain, therefore, it must be without my company ;" and again she made a movement towards the ball- room. " By Heaven ! we part not till the anxi- ety that brought me here be relieved ; yet, as I understand your allusion, and would not," he added, in a softened tone, " needlessly give you pain, I will willing- ly converse with you elsewhere ; and in- deed you know I wished to guard against what you apprehend, by leading you to some other place." As the wily deceiver guessed, her dread of being surprised conversing with him, CONTRAST. 263 induced Helena, though most reluctantly, to pass out into the wood with him. After proceeding a little distance from the house — " Well," now said Helena, pausing, " whatever you have to say " " No, no," exclaimed sir Osbert, in a hurried accent, ** we are still too much in the way of the gay revellers; a little fur- ther, and there will be no danger of being encountered by any of them." They accordingly walked on, till He- lena suddenly found herself at the extre- mity of the wood, where a lonely bye road, fenced in by high rugged banks, ran rambling, literally through bog, through brake, into a wild tract of country. Here she again stopped, much displeased at finding she had been drawn away so far from the house ; and again, in a still more peremptory manner, demanded of sir Os- bert what he had to say, as she could not allow herself to remain above another mi- nute with him. " And this is regard — this is love !" ex- claimed sir Osbert, reproachfully — " to wish to shorten this chance meeting. 264 CONTRAST. Cruel, unfeeling Helena ! what have I done to merit this alteration of sentiment ?'* " Of what do you complain, sir Osbert?" demanded Helena. " Of what ! — Insulting inquiry, con- scious as you must be, of the cause for complaint you have given me, in your cold, brief letters ; but I might have anti- cipated that your residence here, amongst those who have selfish views of their own to accomplish, would be any thing but the cause of happiness to me." " This is a mode of expressing yourself I cannot tolerate," said Helena ; " and I must tell you, that in consequence of it, I feel so thoroughly satisfied, so still more sensible than I previously was, of the en- gagement I suffered myself to be drawn into with you, being a rash, unadvised one, such as regard both for my own feel- ings, and those of others, requires I should consider about, that, from this moment, I am resolved it never shall be renewed, without the concurrence of my father." Sir Osbert laughed derisively. — " Ere it can be renewed, it must first be broken," CONTRAST. 265 he said, with a sneer; " and of permitting that, I shall take good heed. No, fair lady, I am not quite so great a simpleton as to allow myself to be used like your glove — pulled off or on at pleasure : you accepted my addresses — you promised to be mine, and mine you shall be, spite of threats, or whims, or natural inconstan- cy ;" and as he spoke, he caught her up in his arms ; and Helena now, for the first time, perceived that there was a chaise in waiting. His plan was indeed well ar- ranged. In alarm at the receipt of Mrs. Flower's letter, he came over, for the ex- press purpose of securing a prize that could alone save him from all the horrors of ruin, being by this time, in every sense of the word, a bankrupt. An interview with his confidant, on his arrival, suggested the idea of rendering the masquerade subser- vient to his scheme of carrying off He- lena, with an intention of taking her off immediately to Scotland She shrieked. " Your cries are useless,'* said sir Os- bert ; yet at the same time attempting to VOL. J. N 266 CONTRAST. press his hand against her mouth : but re- sisting, she repeated them. — " No," she ex- claimed, " they have brought some one to my assistance," and at the instant a rust- ling was heard in the thickets above them. Sir Osbert listened ; but the sound not being repeated, he fancied she was de- ceived, and was calling to the carriage to draw up, when there was a spring from the wood : he instantly dropped his prize, and fled, followed by the chaise. Helena knew nothing more of what passed ; on regaining her senses, she found herself alone, reposed upon a couch, in one of the temporary buildings erected for the occasion : it represented a temple; the draperies were of pale purple silk, and the only light it had was diffused from an alabaster vase, placed on a small altar, before a niche, containing a statue of some fabled nymph. But who was her deliverer soon became the sole engrossing thought of Helena, to whose interposition was she indebted for her rescue, from worse than death — from becoming the victim of a being, she was now thoroughly convinced. CONTRAST. 267 from the recent attempt, and the ruffian- like violence had recourse to, for carrying it into effect, was indeed utterly unworthy of the rash promise that had been made him ; she could fix on no one but Mount- florence, and him, chiefly from the deli- cacy evinced on the occasion, in not want- ing to receive her thanks, or witness the confusion it was but natural to suppose she must experience from the discovery that had taken place. But oh ! if indeed to him she was indebted, with the delight he must have felt in rescuing her, as the daughter of sir Maurice alone, what cen- sure might not be mingled ! Yet her re- pentance, her regret, for the imprudence she had been led into, the consciousness they evinced of the impropriety she was guilty of, in forming so hasty and un- sanctioned an engagement, would they not be considered, in his eyes, as some ex- tenuation of it ? she felt she should not know peace until she had ascertained ; but to do this might, she reflected, be a matter of greater difficulty than she even allowed N 2 268 CONTRAST. herself to imagine. In dwelling on the thought, she forgot every thing else, until roused from her abstraction, by some per- sons approaching the temple, when, un- wiUing to be seen in such a state of con- fusion, she hastily retreated. While all this was passing, De Mont- ville was every where seeking for the fair nun: he was just despairing of encounter- ing her again, when he discovered her in the very room from which Helena had been decoyed : she started on perceiving him, and was retreating, when he prevent- ed her, by darting forward — " Why, you cannot have the cruelty," he said, " to think of serving me in this manner, after my being in search of you ever since we were parted ?'' " You flatter me by the assertion ; but I must go — my hour is come." " Your hour !" repeated De Montville, laughing, and affecting to retreat a few steps from her. " Why, you are not a ghost, bound to a particular hour to re- turn to your sepulchre?" " Yes, decidedly." CONTRAST. 269 " This excites still greater curiosity !" cried De Montville. " You will not be so barbarous, surely, as to depart, without in some degree gratifying it, by at least letting me know where and when I may hope to have a chance of seeing you again ?" *' Well, and suppose I did, of what avail would that be, unacquainted as you are, even with my features — how, I ask, would you be able to recognise me?" " By having seen you before. I am not altogether so ignorant of these lovely fea- tures as you seem to imagine." " Indeed !" with some slight indication of emotion ; " and pray, may I inquire where it is you fancy you have before seen me?" " Were I to yield to a romantic imagi- nation, I should say, far distant from this I first saw you ; but here assuredly I have," and he mentioned the different places. She mused a little — " Well, 1 cannot contradict you," she said ; " but if you wish to have me acknowledge any recog- nition, should we chance to meet again. 270 CONTRAST. you will not now attempt to detain me long- er, as the consequences of a longer deten- tion here may to me be most unpleasant." " Then, however I may regret the ne- cessity of so immediate a departure, I should be inexcusable to oppose it ; but may 1 not attend you to your party ?" " No ; I depart alone : but if you'll have the goodness to inquire for my carriage, I shall be obliged." " Instantly," cried De Montville, elated at the thought of no further concealment or mystery, with regard to her name, be- ing intended; but in an eager tone, indi- cative of this expectation — " Whose shall I say is wanting?" She laughed, he thought a little mali- ciously — ** Oh, it is not requisite to men- tion names : I ordered my carriage to be in waiting for me in a particular spot," describing it ; " should you not find it there, I shall accompany you, to seek it myself, when you return." De Montville flew off; but no carriage was in waiting where expected. He has- tily returned; but the lady was gone. CONTRAST. 271 Could it be, that the inquiry he was sent on was a mere pretext to obtain an op- portunity of departing, without any risk of being followed, or traced to her abode by him. A fruitless search for her through- out the rooms, and another useless one after the carriage, almost persuaded him this was the case ; but whether her serving him this suspected trick was through coquetry, or a real wish to remain unknown, he could not, of course, possibly determine. Who- ever she was, however, the impression made upon his fancy by her extraordinary resemblance to a person who had excited a deep interest in his feelings, w^as not les- sened by the short conversation that had passed between them ; and altogether he felt more anxious, more impatient, than ever to learn her name. On quitting the temple, Helena was making her way through the labyrinthian alleys, intervening between it and the house, with an intention of taking refuge in her chamber from any further notice that night, when suddenly a group, re- presenting Comus and his crew, beset her, 27^ CONTRAST. and bore her ofif in triumph to his hall : she was forced into the enchanted chair ; groups of Bacchanals danced round her; Euphrosyne tried to allure her with her smiles, and Comus with his flattery. Helena had not intended to play any part in the revels of the evening, but thus excited, and, perforce, brought forward, she rallied her spirits, in order not to appear stupid ; and in the language of the character thus forced upon her, an- swered or repelled the assailments of flat- tery, not without giving full effect to it, by the keen sparkling of her eyes and the sudden glow upon her cheek. At length a grey-headed shepherd appeared, to de- clare the means of releasing her from the spell of the enchanter. As he spoke, the side of the hall opened, and a fountain, begirt with sedge, was seen. Caroline advanced to the edge, and in a mellifluous strain invoked the aid of its goddess. The invocation was answered by Dorinda, as Sabrina; with a glittering vase, she ap- proached the enthralled maid, and seemed to sprinkle her from it. Thunder, accom- CONTRAST. 273 panied by darkness, was heard at the in- stant; and when objects were again dis- tinctly visible, the company found the den of the enchanter transformed into a hall of baronial splendour, at the upper end of which, in suitable costume, under a ca- nopy of state, sat the lord and lady of the mansion. While Helena was looking on, with something of a bewildered feeling, from the unexpectedness of all that had occur- red, an elegant mask, in the habit of a red- cross knight, gently seized her hand, and led her to them. Having congratulated her on her escape from the enchanter, sir Maurice put into her hand a rich scarf, with a glance at the knight, that convinced her he was Mountflorence. As intimated, she flung the scarf over his shoulder ; the harp was touched in the gallery above, and, as if only waiting for this signal, characters of various descriptions issued from amidst the pillars of the hall ; and the knight conducting her to the centre of the hall, dancing commenced. The knight was all that could be wished n3 274 CONTRAST. in attention ; but his lips were sealed : was this from affecting mystery ? or was it the result of reflection on what had occur- red? At the more probable idea of the latter being the case, the forced compo- sure of Helena forsook her; the spirits she had tried to rally, from a wish to gratify others, vanished, and with difficulty she maintained her place amongst the dancers ; but from the painful exertion requisite for this she was soon relieved ; sir Maurice suddenly exhibited the wand of the en- chanter, dropped in the hurry of escape, and waving it round his head, soft music was immediately heard from beneath, and the floor opening, a table, magnificently laid out with costly viands, and baskets of golden network, filled with the choicest fruits and flowers, gradually ascended, while, at the same moment, partitions flying up at the sides of the hall, disco- vered a range of other tables of a similar description. All was so well managed, as to give to the whole an air of enchantment. The knight conducted Helena to a seat ; but CONTRAST. 275 at the very moment that, with a beating heart, she conceived he was on the point of following the general example, by un- masking, he drew back, took off the scarf she had flung round him, and throwing it over her, instantly disappeared. The act spoke volumes to the heart of Helena ; it was an intimated renunciation of her — of all those feelings, that growing sentiment of regard and esteem, that cir- cumstances might have induced her to conceive he entertained for her. At the thought, the seeming confirmation it was of the fear that a mind like his could not pass over the imprudence she had been be- trayed into, or rather her conduct with lord Glena, now that it was ascertained how she had been circumstanced at the very time of giving encouragement to him, she could no longer command herself; all around her literally became a swimming scene, uncertain if beheld ; and gradually receding from the table, she vanished from the room. But in the solitude of her chamber, with leisure and quiet to enable her to better collect herself, she suddenly 276 CONTRAST. reflected she might, after all, be unneces^ sarily tormenting herself: she was not ac- tually certain that the knight was Mount- florence, or that INIountflorence was her rescuer from sir Osbert; and why then, unsatisfied on these two points, did she allow herself to be disturbed in the man- ner she was? The ensuing day, she could hardly doubt, would afford her an oppor- tunity of ascertaining what she wished, and till then she determined to try and prevent herself from dwelling on the sub- ject. But how vain the effort ! hopes and fears were excited, that rendered it impos- sible to subdue the agitation they occa- sioned. With what eager impatience, from the expectation she indulged, did she await a summons to breakfast the next morning ! but to her disappointment, on joining the party, she found it only con- sisted of lady Rossglen, the girls, and De Montville, conceiving as she did, that the first glance at Mountflorence would ter- minate the incertitude she was in ; but she was mistaken ; for just as she was on the point of inquiring of one of the girls whe- CONTRAST. 277 ther he had returned to St. Finian's, he made his appearance, and by addressing her in his usual manner, without any par- ticularity of look, left her still as much in doubt as before as to what she should think. The entertainment of the preceding night of course furnished the topic of conversa- tion. De Montville mentioned his nun, and the evident trick she had played him, describing her as the person whom he had already expressed a little curiosity about, in consequence of his having seen her at Woodston, in his chance visit to it during the absence of the family. His detail ex- cited a good deal of interest, since while, from her suddenly appearing and disap- pearing in the manner she did, it seemed as if she resided in the neighbourhood; still no one of the family knew any one be longing to it at all answering the descrip- tion he gave of her. The girls puzzled themselves in trying to recollect — but no, and — " It therefore strikes me," said Caroline, " that since we certainly are acquainted with every one in our immediate vicinity, in the rank to 278 CONTRAST. which you say this astonishing beauty ap- pears to belong, that she must be some Cinderella ; and under this persuasion, I shall not forget, at any other party in the neighbourhood, to look about me when the clock strikes twelve, as I have a most particular aversion to rats and mice ; but that's true, as you say," still addressing her- self to De Montville, " that you a little opposed her withdrawing, I shall certainly immediately have a search made for a glass slipper ; but not for the purpose of giving it to you," she added, " since who it might be found to fit, could be no manner of consequence to you, fitted as you already are " with a partner, she was about observing, forgetful of the recent lecture she had received, about speaking at ran- dom, " by your wise uncle, lord Le Poer," when a look from her mother checked her. After loitering some time over the breakfast-table, for the excitement given to the feelings by such an entertainment as that of the preceding night, does not immediately allow of a return to the usual avocations, those of the quiet and domes- CONTRAST. 279 tic, the fair sisters strolled out into the wood, accompanied by the gentlemen. They had not proceeded far, when Helena found Mountflorence, who had given her his arm, gradually drawing her away from her companions. This was the first time he had ever made any direct attempt to engross her particular attention, and the conjecture to which the circumstance gave rise, made her heart flutter ; but after pro- ceeding some way, without any allusion being made that could possibly agitate, she was beginning to think herself mistaken in it, and in consequence to recover a little from the emotion it occasioned, when again she was thrown into a state of agitation, by suddenly finding herself on the very spot where she had experienced such alarm the preceding night. Was it purposely, or by design, that they had strayed thither ? She looked anxiously at Mountflorence, to try if she could ascertain by the expression of his countenance ; but his eyes did not meet hers at the moment. — " What a wild- looking spot !" she said, involuntarily. " Yes," replied Mountflorence; " but 280 CONTRAST. still one I shall never be able to view with- out a feeling of interest, from the reflec- tion " He paused ; how agitating was the pause to his companion! — " I have often thought," he resumed, raising his eyes from the ground, towards which they had been for a minute declined, " that from the misconstructions, the misconcep- tions, we are sometimes liable to, it would be a happiness could the human heart at times be read." " Perhaps so," said Helena, with forced composure, for this exordium did not tend to calm her emotions ; " but as that is im- possible, should not the consciousness of our actuating motives being pure, make us rest satisfied, let our actions be judged as they may ?" " It were certainly wise to do so ; but there are cases in which our own perfect self-acquittal is not quite sufficient for our consolation: where we highly esteem, where we greatly regard, the good opinion of the person so valued, is nearly, if not as entirely, essential to our repose as our own. In the predicament to which I have CONTRAST. 281 just alluded, by my observation, that there are times in which it would be for our tranquillity to have our hearts laid open to inspection, I now stand ; for in what I now meditate, I am aware I am liable to be misunderstood." " Not by me," cried Helena, losing, in the impulse of the moment, the feelings that, but the minute before, would have hindered her utterance ; " think not that I can misjudge you, if indeed I am any way concerned in what you meditate or intend." " Could I hope this, that when I explain myself, no suspicion will attach to the pu- rity of my motives — but why should I fear the contrary ? the generous mind is not distrustful. Yet, why did I not at once confront the villain ? — why not at once before her, of whose unguarded con- fidence so base an advantage was attempt- ed to be taken, declare what he was ? Un- worthy of alliance with virtue or feeling, what painful explanations and agitation it would have saved ! but then, at the pro- bable expence of others. The committal 282 CONTRAST. of names I wish to hold sacred ; yes, that was the restraining consideration, else eagerly would I have availed myself of the opportunity to tell him what I thought : but I see, by your change of colour, that I have shocked you ; would that I could have maintained a greater command over myself" " You have indeed shocked me ; I can- not deny it." said Helena, " by your in- direct disclosure of being acquainted with my imprudence ; for it is, as I conceived, to you, I see, I am indebted for the frus- tration of the insidious attempt of last night. Yes, I cannot but feel shocked at the idea of the Hght in which I may pro- bably now be considered by you : but while you feel compelled to censure, still let me hope," and she looked and spoke imploringly, " that you will not utterly forget the guideless creature I have been ; how totally, through an erring fondness, left to my own control, my own judg- ment, at the very moment that a dazzling world, just opening to my view, rendered caution and restraint most necessary." CONTRAST. 283 "How needless to urge all this !" said Mountflorence, in the most animated tone, and taking her hand ; " youth and inex- perience are in themselves alone an excuse for error. The specious manners of sir Osbert Henley might have deceived a more matured judgment than yours. Vil- lain ! villain ! when I think of his motive for imposing on you, when I consider the sacrifice he meditated making you to his ruined fortunes, how can I control my indignation ? but again you turn pale : am I then to regret being the occasion of pain to you, by being thus compelled to express myself of him ?" "No," repUed Helena, with firmness; " not at least through any such feeling as you have intimated your fearing; but," she added, suddenly recollecting herself, and slightly blushing, " that I may not appear in a still more reprehensible light than I at present do, by avowing indifference to a person with whom I suffered myself to enter into such an engagement, let me ex- plain the unadvised manner in which it was formed ; that is " she here got a 284 CONTRAST. little embarrassed, and her eyes began to decline towards the ground, to avoid the keenly- penetrating ones of Mountflorence fixed, perhaps unconsciously, on her at the moment, " that it was without allowing myself due time to consider what I actu- ally felt for sir Osbert, as leisure and op- portunity for reflection soon convinced me, I promised him my hand !" " Thank Heaven !" exclaimed Mount- florence, with fervour, " since even if the case had been otherwise, I should still have conceived it an imperative duty to have shewn him in his proper light to you ; but with what bitter regret, from the reflec- tion of the pain that must then have been inflicted on your feelings by the circum- stance ! Yes, never would I have allowed the cruel betrayer of confiding innocence, the unprincipled contemner of his own so- lemn vows, to have gone on uninterrupt- ed in his course of deception. The ho- nour, the peace of a family, in the wel- fare of which, on account of one indivi- dual at least belonging to it, I take a very deep interest, are now at stake, through CONTRAST. 285 his means ; and when you consider this, can you wonder at the vehemence with which I express myself concerning him ?" " And all this I may credit ?" said He- lena. Mountflorence drew back a few paces, w^ith a sudden contraction of brow that made her instantly recollect herself. — " Forgive me," she cried ; " I spoke not as I meant ; but how shall I make myself understood ? it was from a fear of not de- serving the happiness to which your state- ment restores me, and not to any doubt of the most unqualified credit being due to any assertion of yours, that led me to express myself in such a manner. Oh, if you knew from what a weight of misery my faith in your truth relieves me, you would not wonder that my very soul should shrink within itself, at the bare possibihty of being unintentionally as I know if by you it must be, misled ! Rash and thoughtless as my engagement to sir Osbert must ever be considered, still it was not formed without expressly inti- mating, that should any thing occur ere 286 CONTRAST. the period fixed for its fulfilment to his prejudice, it must be regarded as at an end. Unpardonable as I deemed his attempt of last night, still I had my apprehensions that it might not be allowed as a sufficient excuse for breaking with him, considering the motives he might have to urge in vindication of it; but what I have now heard leaves me without any such fear; and never, in the overflowing delight of my soul, at my relief from the misery the reflection of it occasioned, will a prayer of gratitude be off'ered up to Heaven, without an accompanying one for the happiness of him to whom I owe so much." " Do not express yourself in this man- ner," said Mountflorence, evidently strug- gling with his feelings : " what must he be, who could see another tottering on the brink of a precipice, without stretching out a hand to save them ? and that one too, a being in whose fate he was bound, by the most powerful considerations, to take the deepest interest ! Exclusive of every other consideration, as the daughter CONTRAST. 287 of sir Maurice Rossglen, my best and most zealous services will ever be at your command ; and now that I mentioned your father, let me express my hope, that you comprehend — you do justice to the motive that influenced me, rather to give you this warning myself, than let it be conveyed through the medium of those better authorized to caution and advise." " Oh ! well," said Helena, with emo- tion — " well do I understand the feeling that induced you to be my sole adviser; and my gratitude for your kind solicitude about me is heightened by the anxiety thus manifested to keep my imprudence from the knowledge of my family." " From this moment be it forgotten," said Mountflorence, again taking her hand ; " or, if not, only remembered as a warn- ing or caution for the future. All that aspire to happiness are not deserving of it, and amidst the many competitors for her favour, which the various attractions of Miss Rossglen cannot fail of drawing round her, some may again be found not worthy of the prize they aim at. And now, if you please, I'll conduct you to the 288 CONTRAST. girls, lest otherwise they should raise an alarm, under an apprehension of my hav- ing ran away with you." Helena could not refuse. But why was he in such haste to lead her where there must be an end of any further particular conversation? was it, that he really felt no solicitude for this ? or was it, that he feared, if they remained much longer con- versing together, feelings might be be- trayed, calculated to excite a doubt of his being quite as disinterested, in washing to have her released from her rash engage- ment, as it was evident he desired to be thought. But a short time must now de- cide this — that is, what his sentiments for her really were ; for now at full liberty — oh, transporting thought ! — to give indul- gence to those he had inspired, she con- ceived it next to impossible that she could fail in eliciting his. They had not proceeded far, when they were met by the girls and De Montville. They shortly after returned to the house, where the party separated. Helena, as usual, impetuous and impa- CONTRAST. 289 tient, lost not a moment, on re-entering her dressing-room, in writing her letter of renunciation to sir Osbert: but impa- tience, in this instance, was excusable. She reminded him of the condition on which she had promised her hand, and in consequence of which, she now conceived herself at full liberty to break with him ; not merely through his conduct of the preceding night — though that, in her opi- nion, was quite sufficient to justify such a determination — but also a circumstance that it had been the means of bringing to her knowledge ; and concluded by declar- ing, that that letter was the close of their correspondence. On joining the family at dinner, she felt a slight sensation of disappointment, on learning that Mountflorence had returned to Woodston ; she soon, however, got the better of it, from the consideration of the happiness to which she was so unexpect- edly restored. In the evening, she accom- panied the girls and De Montville to a large party in the neighbourhood, where VOL. I. o 290 CONTRAST. most of the company of the preceding evening were assembled, similarly attired; but the amusement on this occasion chiefly consisted in a secret exchange of charac- ters, occasioning, as the circumstance did, a variety of diverting mistakes. De Montville was not without a hope of here encountering his nun again ; but after indulging the expectation for some time, he was on the point of relinquishing it, when he suddenly beheld her, he was convinced, entering, a splendid rosary dis- tinguishing her from others habited in the same way. He was darting forward to join her, and renew the short conversation of the preceding night, when he found himself prevented, by one of the sleeves of his domino having got entangled, he knew not how, in the drapery of a lady in a fancy dress. Apparently confused by the circumstance, she set about extricating it in a very awkward manner, and one that so little tallied with the impatience of De Montville, as at length to occasion him to tear it away ; but while thus enga- ged, the nun had disappeared, and in CONTRAST. 291 vain he looked about for her. Well, this was really provoking; piqued perhaps by his not having immediately joined her, for he would persuade himself there was an intimation to do so, she had taken this method of signifying the same, and this after intending, it might be, to explain why she had served him in such a manner the preceding evening. He really wished the awkward being to whom his detention was owing had been any where but at his elbow at the moment. But was it likely that this provoking creature had really so immediately departed ? and under the hope that she might not yet be gone, he kept wandering about in every direction. At length, just as he was beginning to despair of again seeing her that night, he suddenly found her beside him. — " This is indeed almost an unexpected happiness," he said, and as he spoke, he attempted to take her hand ; but drawing back with an air of surprise, she withheld it. De Mont- ville's mask was off; he looked reproach- fully — " Am I to understand then, from o 2 292^ CONTRAST. this," he said, ** that you feel no com- punction for the way in which you served me last night ?" " I do not comprehend you, sir." " No ! why surely you cannot but be sensible that you gave me some cause for complaint and reproach ?" " Assuredly not : I know not how I could have contrived to give cause for ei- ther, to a person who is a total stranger to me, to whom I never spoke until this instant." " Nay, this is attempting to impose upon me in a way I cannot allow," said De IMontville ; " what, after allowing me to converse with you last night, to tell you where and when I before saw you, and being permitted to hope, that when next we met, I should not be entirely regarded as a stranger, now to intimate that you do not, that you will not know me ?" " And you will try to persuade me of all this ?" she said, but laughingly ; and De Montville, encouraged by her manner, w^as resuming the reproaches he had com- menced, when he felt some one twitching CONTRAST. 293 him by the sleeve. He turned to see who, and beheld the awkward dowdy, as he, a little petulantly, designated the lady in the fancy dress, from the vexation she had caused him, again at his elbow. — " With me, ma'am, did you wish to speak ?" he asked, gravely. " Yes, sir; you left some of the trim- mings of your sleeve behind you." " Ridiculous !" exclaimed De JNIont- ville. " I am sorry, ma'am, you gave yourself so much trouble, about a matter of no consequence," turning as he spoke to address the nun again, but she was gone. " Provoking !" was again his exclama- tion, as he looked round him to try if he could discover her amidst the crowd, when — " If 'tis for your companion, the nun, you are looking for," said the troublesome lady in the fancy dress, " I can show you where to find her." " Then if you will, you will oblige me beyond description," said De Montville. " Here, by this door," she said, leading 294 CONTRAST. him on, as she spoke, to a door opening to the grounds. " This way do you say ?" said De Mont- ville, eagerly pressing forward. " You tread upon my dress," she said, passing out of the door. Apologizing, De Montville drew back. As he did so, the lady's mask fell off; and their eyes encountering, to his utter vexa- tion, he discovered that, in shunning her as he had done, he had actually been shun- ning the person he was so anxiously seek- ing. — " Well, really," he cried, " this is one of the most malicious tricks that could possibly have been played." But with- out appearing to heed him, she rushed forward, and though he followed close upon her steps, contrived to evade him. From all this, De Montville was more than ever at a loss what conjecture to form concerning her, whether her conduct was really the result of a coquettish desire to teaze, or an unwillingness to be known. After fatiguing himself in seeking her, he returned to the house ; and on rejoining the fair sisters, could not refrain from telling CONTRAST. 295 them what had occurred; and they were not a little diverted by the trick that had evi- dently been played upon him. They were by this time really curious themselves to dis- cover who she was; but in vain they per- plexed themselves with conjectures ; they could not fix upon any one in the neigh- bourhood as likely to be her. But a letter from lord Le Poer, the next morning, in- timating that on the ensuing day he might be expected at the castle, suspended, for the present, all further anxiety on the subject, in the mind of De Montville. The crisis of his fate was at hand, and he could not contemplate it without emotion. From the idea he had been led to form of Miss Mountflorence, he could not indulge a hope of her being calculated to inspire an attachment; and the thought of being allied to a person incapable of creating any interest, was to him one of such mi- sery, from the intenseness of his feelings, as to make him think it impossible he could ever accede to such a measure ; his prospects, therefore, were very uncertain, aware as he was of the manner in which 296 CONTRAST. lord Le Poer was likely to resent the dis- appointment of his plan, and the reflection did not of course tend to render his mind tranquil. Too much agitated by the receipt of this letter to be able to command himself, he took a hasty leave of his friends at Woodston, and set off for Rockcliffe, where, at the time expected, he was joined by lord Le Poer. His lordship tried to be gracious ; but it was not natural to him ; besides, he did not forget, that there had not been all that promptness in De Montville's return from the Continent, that might have been expected. Time had not by any means rendered him more amiable or prepossessing; its deep traces added not a little to the natural harshness of his countenance; while his tall gaunt figure, still retaining its commanding alti- tude, through the supporting aid of pride and haughtiness, he had all the imperative air of a person that would be obeyed. De Montville thought he had never looked more forbidding; he studied his counte- nance, in a manner he had never done be- CONTRAST. 297 fore, to try if he could discover any indi- cation of feeling that might be worked upon; but no, all was fixed sternness there. Lord Le Poer did not allow any great time to elapse, before entering on the sub- ject interesting to him. By a letter from lady Newbury, he was given to under- stand, he said, that she had, as instructed by him, given to him, De Montville, all the particulars requisite for him to be ac- quainted with, ere his introduction to Miss Mountflorence; so that there was nothing now to retard, or delay, after its taking place, their marriage, his stay in Dublin being for the express purpose of having all matters relative to it arranged. De Montville could have wished he had not heard this, since, of course, the more assured his lordship was of the accomplish- ment of his project, the more enraged he would be at its disappointment, if indeed destined to experience one. But where was Miss Mountflorence all this time, that their introduction was so near at hand, a& o3 298 CONTRAST. he conceived might be inferred, from the way in which his lordship had expressed himself? " You have not, I think you said," re- sumed his lordship, " been to lady Doro- thy's?" " No, my lord, not yet ; her ladyship's indisposition prevented me." " Well, on that account, there is no further hinderance to your visiting there, as she is now perfectly recovered. But I must now be candid with you, by ac- knowledging that her illness was not the only reason why you were not sooner re- ceived as a visiter there. The fact is. Miss Mountflorence has all this time been with her. I brought her over with me from England, and left her under the care of her ladyship, but with a positive injunc- tion, that no one should be acquainted with the circumstance, until my arrival here, having very particular reasons — 'twere needless to explain — for wishing her not to be generally known, or introduced into society, until her present name be merged in yours." CONTRAST. 299 De Montville would have been at a loss to exactly define the feeling he experienced at this moment ; it was that uneasy sensa- tion, that a vague idea of being in some way or other imposed upon or deceived, occasions. Mountflorence could have ac- quainted him what had just been com- municated, he was convinced, yet he was silent on the subject. Could it be that Mountflorence had an interest in the concealment of the circum- stance ? and he thought of the hint that had been given of his attachment to some one under the roof of lady Dorothy, and the corroboration it had received, in the confusion it had evidently occasioned him ; nor was the incident of the scarf, neither his midnight sally from the house, for- gotten. But no, even allowing him at- tached to any one at lady Dorothy's, he felt almost a certainty, that it was not to Miss Mountflorence, both because, from all he had heard, he could not by any means fancy her the kind of creature likely to captivate such an imagination as Mount- 300 CONTRAST. florence's, and because, from the peculiar manner in which she was circumstanced, he conceived Mountflorence would not voluntarily encourage any thing of the kind for her. There was, however, a good deal of per- plexity on the subject ; and he was sitting rather lost in thought, when he was roused by lord Le Poer signifying his intention of immediately introducing him to Miss Mountflorence; "for though we cannot dine at lady Dorothy's to-day," he said, " owing to some business I have to trans- act in the evening, there is nothing now to prevent our calling there ;" and accord- ingly the carriage was ordered. They were within a short distance of her lady- ship's, when in approaching a house by the road-side, lord Le Poer suddenly re- collecting some business he had with the owner, got out, and, uncertain how long he might be detained, desired De Mont- ville to proceed without him, and then let the carriage be sent back for him. On reaching lady Dorothy's, De Montville was ushered into a vacant apartment. In a CONTRAST. 301 few minutes, the servant who had shewn him into it, returned to say that his lady was not yet ready to receive him, but that Miss Mountflorence would be with him directly. " So," thought De JNIontville, on the door closing again, " I shall soon be out of suspense, soon know now what I have to hope or fear, for 'tis vain to argue with myself If my intended bride be a creature that I cannot fancy, I will not have her, even though my rejec- tion of her hand be attended with the cer- tain loss of her tyrannical father's favour — arbitrary being ! who but a tyrant could have thought of making positive arrange- ments for the marriage of two persons who had never set eyes upon one another? a pretty eastern despot he would have made; but, thank Heaven, though he may plan, he cannot force — though, alas! I know he can punish ; but no matter, if turned adrift, I shall still have liberty to console and — but hark, she comes" — and the door gently opening at the moment, a lady en- tered. Tall, straight, perpendicular, in short, towering above her sex, though not exactly 30^ CONTRAST. in the way the poet meant the lovely Mer- cia's doing, neither, like her, was she divine- ly fair ; nor yet had she the attraction of extreme youth : it seemed to De Montville, indeed, as if she was some years older than himself. And this was his mother's pretty Ady ! — had he placed faith in her descrip- tion, what a disappointment would now have been sustained! but he knew too well the flattering manner in which her benevolence of heart was wont to make her represent those she regarded, to allow him to depend exactly on it, more especi- ally contradicted as her statement was by the very different account given of the lady, by those who, from not being under the influence of such feelings, were less prone to judge inaccurately. Advancing to him, with what she might have considered a smile, but he designated a simper, she ex- pressed her hope she saw him well. De Montville could only reply by a bow, and appearing to move a chair for her. " You can't think, sir," she said, as she seated her- self, " how sorry I have been all this time, 9X your not being allowed to come here CONTRAST. 303 sooner, from the terribly stupid way in which I was certain you must be passing your time, in that old castle of lord Le Poer's by yourself" " You are very good, ma'am, for having thought so much about me ; doubtless I should have found it stupid and solitary enough, had I been left to myself; but al- most ever since my arrival, I have been an inmate in the house of a delightful family in the neighbourhood." " Well, that really was fortunate; for 'tis terrible to be moping about by one's self, or shut up without seeing any one, as I know from experience, through the long illness of lady Dorothy. Yet in such a season as this, one might, I conceive, in the country, find a little amusement for themselves, independent of the aid of others." '' By walking, I presume you mean ? Why, to be sure, that may be pleasant enough to some; but I confess I am not over fond of rambling about in th« country, one gets so tattered and torn, ^n making their way through briars and 304 CONTRAST. brambles, and over hedges and ditches.'* " There are few pleasures that are not attended with some little drawback ; but if not fond of walking, I must presume you are of reading and music, in a taste for which we assuredly have an inexhausti- ble resource against the tedium of time, and the ennui it occasions." " Why, as to that, I must confess, a little reading goes a great way with me ; one has so much of it when they are young ; and as to music, there was so much trouble in learning it, that somehow I could never bring myself to like it." "Accomplished creature! Pray, then, may I ask, ma'am, what you have a taste for?" " Why," and she laughed at the ques- tion, " I don't altogether dislike taking up a book, when assured it is a merry one, not one that will put one in the dismals, which of all things I hate; then I like vi- siting, and hearing the chat of the day, and reading the newspapers, when there's no politics in them, and — but there is lady Dorothy's bell, to give notice that she is CONTRAST. 305 ready to receive you ; so I'll now run off, to finish a little job I was about at the time you were announced;" and without further ceremony, she left him. " So, all is over!" cried De Montville, " suspense and hope; and, like poor Wolsey, I may bid adieu to all my greatness ; or, in other words, my long-indulged expecta- tions of independence. Yet is it possible that lord Le Poer could ever seriously suppose this scheme of marrying me to this half-acknowledged daughter of his could meet my ready acquiescence, desti- tute as she is, not merely of personal at- tractions, but those mental ones that com- pensate for the want of them, or that for declining it, he should punish me by the loss of that independence he so long per- mitted me to hope for ? Well, should he allow his resentment to carry him to such lengths, I shall at least have the consola- tion of knowing that all the world will take my part." A servant now appeared to conduct him to lady Dorothy. She received him with great stateliness ; and De Montville, as he 306 CONTRAST. looked at her, did not wonder that in the early days of his mother, she should have been regarded as a very awful personage by her. After some inquiries as to how he had been engaged since his arrival in the neighbourhood, she asked whether he had yet seen Miss Mountflorence ? De Montville slightly bowed. " Yes, as soon as you were announced, I sent to let her know you were come, con- ceiving, from the indirect manner you had already been introduced, there was no ne- cessity for your delaying to meet, until I was ready to present you more formally to one another. Well, having seen the young lady, I suppose I may presume that you feel no great dissatisfaction at his lordship's plan ? She certainly bears a very strong resemblance to the family." " Yes," assented De Montville, still re- garding her ladyship. — " In particular, I think she resembles," resumed her lady- ship, " that favourite sister of lord Le Poer's, whose but you seem attracted by something without." CONTRAST. 307 " Attracted indeed !" for while yet speak- ing, slowly emerging from the dark close avenue leading to St. Finian's, and which indeed, on crossing the dell that divided the grounds, was continued there, appear- ed the bewitching resemblance of the fair Sicilian, or, in other words, the provoking unknown, she who had occasioned him so much restless curiosity since his arrival at RockclifFe— " Who, or what is it you see ?" " A — a — lady, ma'am," stammered out De Montville. " A lady by herself, and coming to the house? Yes — oh, Miss Ferns — a young person who has been residing with me this some time, as companion. Your mother knew her father, a very worthy man, but a little thoughtless, so left a large family unprovided for; and as I wanted a com- panion just at the time, I thought I might as well be charitable, and take one of the daughters, with a promise of a little dower if she behaved well. This I shall soon be called upon to give, in consequence of a match I have determined on for her." ' 308 CONTRAST. ** Determined !" involuntarily repeated De Montville. " Yes, I am most particularly anxious to retain the medical person who attends me in the neighbourhood, from the know- ledge he has acquired of my constitution ; but find no bribe sufficiently powerful to induce him to acquiesce in this wish, but Miss Ferns and her little portion, and have therefore decided on their marriage." De Montville could not help smiling at the generosity and charity of lady Doro- thy, having, as they evidently had, her own convenience for their basis. — " And is the young lady satisfied with this ar- rangement?" sarcastically he asked. •* Satisfied !" and her ladyship drew herself up. " I should conceive it vastly odd, a most extraordinary circumstance indeed, if she were otherwise ; or rather, should attempt to object to any arrange- ment, which either I, or any other person, whose protection she might have the ho- nour of being under, might think proper to make for her. Persons in her circum- stances are not to pretend to have feelings CONTRAST. 309 or inclinations, like those of a superior rank ; their duty is profound submission." " But is it not rather unkind to exact this?" said De Montville, with a slight hesitation in his voice, and flush on his cheek — " is it not rather taking an unge- nerous advantage of their situation ?" Her ladyship threw back her head. — " By those who are too romantic or self- willed, to allow of the proper subordina- tions in society, it may be so deemed per- haps, but not by those who " " Should Miss Ferns," demanded De Montville, involuntarily interrupting her, '* be amongst the number of those inclined to argue on it, what is likely to be the result ?" " That 1 think might easily be inferred from the manner in which I have express- ed myself — of course the immediate loss of my protection." ** But assuredly, not without knowing that she is secure of some other ?" " That is no concern of mine ; however, I know of no one she has to receive her SIO CONTRAST. for by this time all her connexions are either dead, or scattered about the world ; but her being turned adrift will be but a proper punishment for her contumacy." " Adrift ! such a creature adrift ! be- cause she could not make herself a sacri- fice to worldly policy ! but no, should such a thing occur, I shall take care to prevent her suffering through it. In that case, ex- clusive of every other consideration, there will be a sympathy in our fates, that must interest me for her ; both suffering, as we shall then probably be, through a similar cause. Yes, I will take care that she be not a homeless, houseless wanderer, tempt- ing danger at every step she advances in this wide wilderness, the world. Over one benignant heart at least I know I have control, and that the kindest charities of that heart will be extended towards her, on my representation." " Why, Mr. De Montville, I believe you are in a reverie," cried lady Dorothy, a little exalting her voice. " You don't seem to me as if you had heard the door open, or any one enter." CONTRAST. 311 De Montville hastily turned from the window at which he had been standing, and encountered the eyes of the lovely creature who had been the cause of his ab- straction. He started, not expecting to have seen her so immediately, and at a loss to know how he was to conduct himself to- wards her, whether as a total stranger, or a person that had seen her before, stood looking at her without speaking, while she remained equally silent and motion- less, as if waiting for him to address her. Lady Dorothy alternately regarded each. — " Why this is really very extraordinary — extremely odd !" she said. " You look, young lady and gentleman, as if you had never met before ; and yet, but a minute ago, I have been given to understand you were conversing." " No, ma'am," mildly said the lady. " No, ma'am," not quite so calmly per- haps, said the gentleman. " No !" repeated lady Dorothy, her small black eyes beginning to glisten a little ; " then how is it, sir, that you told me you had seen this lady ?" 312 CONTRAST. " Pardon me, I did not tell your lady- ship any such thing." " No !" again exclaimed lady Dorothy ; " really this is the most incomprehensible, the strangest thing !" and she fanned her- self with no slight indication of emotion. " If I could bring myself to say an un- gracious or an unpolite thing, I should certainly say, sir, that these contradictions of yours, argue a wandering of thought, not by any means consistent with the re- spect and attention due in certain places." " 1 am not aware, ma'am, that I have contradicted myself" " No, sir ! what, after telling me, al- most in the same breath, that you have and you have not been speaking with this lady?" " Excuse me, ma'am, I never said I had been speaking with this lady; I merely said I had seen Miss Mountflorence, but I did not mention having seen any one else ; she is the only person I have had any conversation with, since my entering the house, except your ladyship." " Miss Mountflorence !" shrilly exclaim- CONTRAST. 313 ed her ladyship ; " why, then, who do you take this lady for?" " Who?" and the emotion excited by the transporting idea this question sug- gested nearly deprived him of the power of distinctly articulating—" why, I thought — I imagined — I inferred from your lady- ship that she was Miss Ferns." " Bless me! why we have been all at cross purposes I see here. No — sir, for I see it has fallen to my lot, after all, to in- troduce you — this is Miss Adelaide Mount- florence." " Oh, the rapture of this moment !" said De Montville, as he took the hand of the fair Adelaide, and sought to read in her eyes whether her feelings were in unison with his, whether she, in any degree, participated in his happiness ; " for what painful linger- ing anxiety does it compensate ! But then the cruelty," in a lowered tone, " of put- ting my patience to the test, to the last possible moment, for I now clearly com- prehend the mistake I was led into was all the effect of a wicked contrivance ; but VOL. I. p 314 CONTRAST. what if, through the despair it occasioned, I had suddenly disappeared in one of your neighbouring waterfalls ?" " Despair, indeed !" repeated Adelaide ; " you little knew the worth or varied at- tainments of her to whom you allude, when you speak of being thrown into de- spair by taking her for me." " Really ! well, I must confess — but I see how it was — that laugh betrays it — for the purpose of heightening the feelings of the moment, she put on a semblance not natural to her." Lady Dorothy, with all her stiffness and stateliness, was all this time laugh- ing, in her little affected way, at the puz- zle, as she called it, they had all been in ; it reminded her so much of the plays she had seen in the days of her youth, and she began trying to recollect them. Adelaide appeared to attend, but De Montville could put on no seeming atten- tion ; he was too much occupied, too much engrossed, by the sudden change in his feelings, the happiness he now contem- plated ; for from what had occurred, he had CONTRAST. 315 no very terrible misgivings of any very violent objection being started by Ade- laide to her father's plan, now the only circumstance that could prevent its accom- plishment. But how many questions remained to be answered — how much curiosity still to be satisfied ! and when should he have an opportunity for what he required? He began to grow impatient for the arrival of his lordship, from the hope that it would cause a diversion in his favour. At length he made his appearance, and by his looks, testified his surprise at beholding lady Dorothy so much amused : the cause of this was soon explained; but either he was too saturnine, or else thought it too ridiculous for a smile, and rather abruptly turned from her, to regard the other par- ties in the room. Adelaide now approach- ed to pay her dutiful respects ; but they were coldly received. He could not for- get her being the daughter of a woman who had given him cause of offence he deemed unpardonable; and though he p2 316 CONTRAST. had acknowledged her, it was more from necessity than inclination ; or, in short, to avoid the risk of again becoming a theme of public conversation, than from any- awakened feeling of tenderness, or natural affection. Accustomed to kindness, Adelaide seem- ed to experience a sudden chill, at the icy manner in which her demonstrations of pleasure at seeing him were received. There was evidently however nothing of resentment mingled with the feelings this occasioned. " The big tear filled her eye ;" but the quickness with which she turned away as it started, proved it was rather her wish to conceal, than obtrude it on his notice as a reproach. What she did not allow herself to evince, De Montville could with difficulty prevent some ex- pression of; but he consoled himself for the pain she experienced, by the reflec- tion that she would not be much longer depending for care or kindness on this arbitrary and cold-hearted being. Her emotion having passed away, he availed himself of lord Le Peer's being engaged CONTRAST. 317 With his sister, to seek the gratification of the curiosity excited by recent incidents. After diverting herself by a little further trifling with this, she confessed that all that had been perplexing to him, was the result of a regular contrivance between her and Miss Ferns, for the express pur- pose, suggested by the inquiries she over- heard his making concerning her, on the evening of a stolen ramble to Woodston with her friend, who, all good nature and gaiety, had availed herself of the freedom from restraint, afforded by the illness of lady Dorothy, to lay herself out to amuse her. " For which I must love her, though it was at my expence," interrupted De Mont- ville. " You'll soon love, or at least regard her, on her own account," said Adelaide. " To the best qualities of the heart, she unites intelligence, information, and, in short, all the treasures of a well-cultivated mind; still, notwithstanding all I have said, I dare say you would be surprised, w^ere I to tell you who she has for a serious admirer in the neighbourhood." 318^ CONTRAST. De Montville mused. He thought of Mountflorence : what had puzzled him appeared to be now explained — ^ I think I could guess," he said. " I should feel surprised if you could'; however, be that as it may, tliere's no use in guessing to me, for I am bound to si- lence on the subject." After a few more questions — ^ Well, you really," said De Montville, " have ac- counted very satisfactorily, in every in- stance save one, for the way in which you still contrived to evade and disappoint my curiosity, and that is the night in which I saw you in the castle." " What, at RockelifFe? No, I have never been there since your arrival." " Come, recollect yourself," said De Montville, seizing her hands, and looking laughingly in her face. " No, I cannot recollect what has never been." " Then you positively persist in saying' that you have never been to pay me a visit there?" " Yes." CONTRAST. 315 De Montville still looked incredulous. But no further time was now allowed for his attempting to obtain a different an- swer or acknowledgment, lord Le Poer rising at the instant to depart, but with a promise of dining the next day with her ladyship. CHAP. XII. -But through the heart Should jealousy its rancour once diflPuse, 'Tis then delightful misery no more ; But agony unmix'd, incessant gall, Corroding every thought, and blasting all Love's paradise. Thomson. Joy is ever communicative. Dinner was hardly over, when De Montville, mount- ing his horse, rode over to Woods ton. — " I have seen her !" he cried, as he rushed into the apartment where lady Rossglen, with the girls and Mountflo- rence, were sitting — " at length I have seen her. Miss Mountflorence !" he added, 320 CONTRAST. in reply to the look of interrogation ad- dressed to him. " Indeed ! well, and what kind of crea- ture is she ? for you know this cross being here," glancing at Mountflorence, " would never answer any inquiry concerning her." " What kind of creature is she ?" re- peated the transported lover — " how shall I tell you?" " Well, tell me," resumed Caroline; " does she rival your Cinderella ?" " No ; but she equals her ; for she and my Cinderella, since you choose to call her so, are the same." " What, Miss Mountflorence the per- son who has occasioned so much specula- tion ? Well, this was what could scarcely have been imagined !" De Montville, laughing, proceeded to detail all the contrivances, as confessed by Adelaide, she had had recourse to for per- plexing him. The girls were infinitely amused by the recital, Caroline in particular, who de- clared, from what she had heard, she was convinced Miss Mountflorence must be a CONTRAST. 321 most delightful creature — one quite after her own heart — all life and animation — " But were you the confidant of any of her tricks, Sigismund ?" The eyes of Mountflorence seemed al- most to flash fire at this question. He rose abruptly, and throwing aside a book he appeared to have been looking over, repaired to a window. " Why you seem vexed," said Caro- line : " sure you are not displeased at what you have heard ? It would be enough for you to be angry, if, instead of this pretty cousin, it had been the fair giver of the blue scarf who had been playing all these tricks." " You mistake — I am not angry or dis- pleased ;" but in a tone that rather contra- dicted the assertion—" why should I be so with any thing Miss Mountflorence does ?'* " That's more than I can tell ; but I ap- peal to every one present, if you do not appear discomposed ; and there — how an- grily at this very moment you are frown- ing!" p3 S2^ CONTSAST. " I am not surprised at his froivning at you," observed her mother ; " you really, at times, are so teazing ; but '' and she addressed some inquiry respecting lady Dorothy to De Montville. She was answered at random ; the eyes of De Montville were on Mountflorence, and his thoughts were rambling rather wildly. What if there should be some mistake in what Adelaide had asserted, or more correctly, for she had not asserted what he accused her of, if he should be mistaken in his conjecture of Miss Ferns being the person admired by Mountflo- rence, and that instead of her, Adelaide herself was the object of his secret re- gard ? But, no, no, he would not give way to so cruel an idea— so distressing an apprehension ; various circumstances com- bined to preclude such a fear — Adelaide's own manner — the perfect knowledge pos- sessed by Mountflorence of lord Le Poer's intention with regard to her — and the ho- nour and feeling that must in consequence have tended to oppose any sentiment be- yond that of disinterested regard for her. CONTRAST. 323 Yet he wished the thought had not oc- curred — it was as a cloud upon a happy dawn, checking the pleasure that had pre- viously been taken in its contemplation ; but if he believed it to be erroneous, how could he apprehend, or, rather, allow its being the occasion of any uneasiness to him? He accordingly made an effort to rally his spirits, and laugh and talk as usual ; but forced efforts are seldom successful ones ; his eye still turned upon Mountflo- rence, and what he was about saying, he more than once seemed to forget. But he was not the only person in the room whom the evident discomposure of Mountflorence, on the mention of Ade- laide, had disconcerted ; like him, however, Helena had recourse to reasonings and ar- guments with herself, to vanquish the un- easiness occasioned by the observation. Ere he took leave, lady Rossglen inti- mated her intention of being at lady Doro- thy's the next day, for the purpose of an in- troduction to Adelaide ; and De Montville promised to be there to meet her. 324 CONTRAST. He took care he should not be anticipa- ted, by the early hour he left Rockcliffe, Adelaide immediately joined him. — " I am glad you are come by yourself," she said, " for I wished very particularly to speak to you. I quite forgot to mention yesterday how very much I should regret having the silly contrivances, I confessed to you, known to any one else." De Montville was confused ; he wished he had not been so precipitate in his dis- closure at Woodston. He hesitated whe- ther or not he should acknowledge the truth. " I hope," resumed Adelaide, in an anx- ious tone, not receiving an immediate an- swer from him, " that the caution does not come too late." " Well, I will not deceive you," said De Montville ; " I did amuse them at Wood- ston by the mention of them." " Indeed ! — a very advantageous light, no doubt then, you have made me appear in their eyes." " I know not that I could make you ap- pear in any other. Surely you cannot CONTRAST. 325 imagine that the playful result of an inno- cent wish for a little amusement, could possibly injure you with any one?" " I hope not ; but every one does not argue in the same way ; and really I am very sorry I suffered myself to be tempted to act as I did, from the way in which I now view it. But was Mountflorence pre- sent when you mentioned this ridiculous matter at Woodston ?" " Yes." Adelaide turned pale with evident vex- ation, and for a moment averted her coun- tenance. " Yes, he was present," repeated De Montville, seeking her averted looks; " but why did you ask ? — was there any parti- cular objection to his hearing what the rest of the family did?" '' Oh no, certainly not ; but " " But what then ?" " Why he is so very particular — so ex- act in his notions." " Well, and is that of any material im- port to you ? — or, in other words, do you allow him any control over your actions. 326 CONTRAST. that you appear thus alarmed at the thought^ of incurring his disapprobation ?" " No", but then, where we esteem, or wish to retain esteem, 'tis natural to ex- perience uneasiness at the idea of being deemed deserving of censure." " And do you really so greatly esteem, so passionately regard him ?" asked De Montville, grasping her hand, and much agitated, " that you dread his censure more than that of any other person ?" " I did not say that I passionately re- garded him,** said Adelaide ; " but that I esteem, that I greatly regard him, I never shall deny ; and, indeed," recovering at once her self-possession, " it would be ex- traordinary if I did not, considering he is the only relative that, for a series of years, noticed me." " True," asserted De Montville to him- self, " that is a circumstance that lays claim to gratitude ; and, as she has obser- ved, where we regard, we naturally wish to be esteemed," and he tried to recover himself; but he had been too violently agitated to permit his efforts for the pur- CONTRAST. 327 pose to be immediately successful; and even after he had become a little more composed, there still remained a feeling of inquietude not to be subdued. In the course of the morning, as expected, lady Rossglen and the young ladies called. De Montville had for some time been anx- iously looking for them, under the idea that Mountflorence might accompany them, and thus an immediate opportunity be af- forded for ascertaining perhaps what the real feelings of Adelaide and him were for each other ; but he did not accompany the family. Had Adelaide retained any fear of being prejudiced in the opinion of lady Rossglen, by what De Montville had so thought- lessly, in the overflowing joy of his heart, disclosed, the kind manner in which she was regarded by her ladyship, as well as the fair sisters, must have dissipated it. They were invited to meet her and lady Dorothy the next day at Rockcliffe ; the succeeding day was fixed for dining at Woodston, and the one after at lady Do- rothy's; so that Adelaide saw by these engagements there were some little amends 328 CONTRAST. about being made, for the, at least ima- gined, seclusion in which she had been kept, since her arrival in the neighbour- hood. Soon after the departure of the Ross- glen party, she and De Montville were again left to themselves. They had not been long tete-a-ttte, when a hillet was brought in to Adelaide, which she was about dropping into her reticule, when De Montville, whose arm was resting on the back of her chair, arrested her hand, exclaiming, " From Mountflorence !" " What, you know his writing then ?" " Yes, perfectly." " So I perceive," she said coolly ; and disengaging her hand, she deposited the note in the reticule. " Why don't you read your note ?" de- manded De Montville, in a flurried accent. " Pray don't let me hinder you." "Oh! I am in no hurry; it is quite time enough to know the contents." " But how do you know how — can you surmise what it may be about, whether it may not require an immediate answer?" CONTRAST. 329 " Well, I shall see presently." " But now — now, I beg," and he at- tempted to take up the reticule, but which she prevented by laying her hand on it. " No, excuse me — I would rather not read it here." " Rather not read it here !" and he start- ed away from her, and took a stride across the room : " rather not read it here — what, because, I suppose, she fears it might ex- cite some feeling, some emotion she wishes to conceal ; but I will not be so foiled," and he resumed his seat beside her. " Do you know," said Adelaide, sud- denly interrupting him, " I am beginning to think you a very odd, out-of-the-way, whimsical kind of a person ? Take care I don't find you one of those people that don't improve on acquaintance." " Oh ! if we wish to find fault, we can readily find an excuse," said DeMontville. " But do now gratify me by reading Mountflorence's note; or, if you don't choose to take the trouble, let me do so for you." 330 CONTRAST. " And why so anxious, pray, for this?" " Why? why because I want to see what his style of writing is to you.'* " What, for the purpose of copying it ?" " Copying it !" exclaimed De Montville, again starting away, and with a flush of indignation on his cheek. " I should be sorry — surprised, indeed, if his style of ad- dressing you and mine were to resemble each other." " Then since not on that account, I know of no other motive you could possi- bly have for wishing to read it ; therefore excuse my gratifying you by shewing it." What De Montville might have said in reply, was prevented by lady Dorothy walking in at the instant. Hardly had she entered, ere Adelaide with her reticule vanished, to the utter discomfiture of De Montville ; so much so, indeed, that he scarcely knew what her ladyship began saying to him. Yes, she was impatient, after all, to peruse her billet " Why did I not force her to do so before me," he de- manded of himself? " Why did I not at once candidly reveal to her the cause of CONTRAST. SSI my anxiety on the subject? but then, with a doubt on my mind of there being any just grounds for this anxiety, to have betrayed what might have drawn upon me the imputation of a gloomy jealous dispo- sition. Oh ! no ; well is it for me, perhaps, that I did not act so rashly ;" and he tried to recover himself, and believe that he had acted very ridiculously. On her return to the room, a few mi- nutes previous to the summons to dinner, he tried if he could discover any trace of emotion in her countenance; but no, all was placidity and sweetness there; and he felt still more inclined, from this circum- stance, to consider that he had acted very foolishly. Still, however, he could not help wishing to know what was said in the billet, and accordingly, in hopes of in- ducing an inquiry where it must be an- swered, in the course of dinner, with seem- ing carelessness, proceeded to ask whether, in the note she had received from Mount- florence, he had intimated any intention of soon returning to Woodston, which he 332 CONTRAST. had quitted before him the preceding evening ? " From Mr. Mountflorence ?" said lord Le Poer; but the inquiry he was evi- dently on the point of making, was pre- vented by some provoking observation of lady Dorothy's. But the young lady shall not escape in this way, said De Montville to himself; so, in the course of a few more minutes, again addressing Adelaide, " I beg your pardon," he said, " but I am not sure whether or not you told me that Mountflorence said any thing in his note of to-day to you, about going back to Woodston ?'* " From Mr. Mountflorence, had you a note, child ? And what did he say to you ?" " Nothing of consequence, my lord." " That's a fine young man," said lady Dorothy ; " very decorous in his conduct and well behaved." " Yes," assented his lordship, and there was a pause, and no further question about the note from Mountflorence ; and this was the way in which his lordship passed over his daughter's receiving billets CONTRAST. 333 from young men ; but, to be sure, the one this day was from a relation; and again De Montville began to think himself very ridiculous, and under the persuasion, to really make a serious effort to regain his usual manner. Lady Dorothy's old chaplain dined with them ; he was not therefore, on account of his lordship, obliged to continue at table after the withdrawing of the ladies. On his re-entering the drawing-room, he found Adelaide there by herself. Pleased at the circumstance, he was eagerly approaching her, when turning from a window, against which she had been leaning, she expressed a hope that he would excuse her leaving him, owing to a severe headache ; and adding, that he would find books in the apartment to amuse himself with, till join- ed by lady Dorothy, or Miss Ferns, va- nished ere he could prevent her. De Montville was vexed at her leaving him, disappointing him as it did of an im- mediate opportunity for doing away the impression which he was not without an apprehension his conduct might have made upon her. Not knowing what to 334 CONTRAST. do with himself, he strolled out, and invo- luntarily perhaps bent his steps towards the old avenue already mentioned as leading to St. Finian's. The direction he took brought him to the edge of a steep glen, forming part of the ancient territory of the abbey. After a casual glance, by a precipitous de- scent, he plunged into the gloom of the place, so profound from the dark verdure of the banks, overgrown with moss and ivy, and the close interlacing of the thickly- planted trees, that, for a moment after, he could hardly see about him. He turned in the direction of an ancient hermitage, al- most buried beneath projecting hillocks, that terminated one extremity of the glen, and above which was seen the decaying abbey of St. Finians, now partially tinged with the crimson of the setting sun, but which, like a smile on the visage of despair, only served to render the desolation of the ve- nerable pile still more mournfully striking. While yet his eyes were fixed upon it, he suddenly beheld Mountflorence ascend- ing from the rear of the hermitage. He was about calling to him, when some sud- den feeling or idea checked the impulse, CONTRAST. 335 and made him hastily advance into the place he appeared to have just left. On stepping within, De Montville found him- self in a kind of grotto, so gloomy, and so still, as to be well adapted to the pur- poses of penitence and prayer, if ever in- deed devoted to such, as, according to tradition, was the case. The outside was coarsely constructed of jutting stones, over- spread with fern and ivy, which here and there finding admission to the interior, had, in some places, thickly mantled it. Steps of turf formed the descent from the low nar- row door, through which, and a scanty iron grate, the only light it had was ad- mitted. The roof had the aspect of an excavated rock, while the floor, composed of unpolished pebbles, was marked, and worn in many places, as if by the tread of solitary feet. All around w^as rudeness and solemnity. From the depth of the cell, only a glimpse could be caught of the old trees of the glen, to the rustling sound of which was added the bubbling moan of a little rill of pure water, that oozing out of one corner, crept towards a small bason. 336 CONTRAST. scooped for its reception, with an antique bowl of rusty iron chained to the edge. It was not, however, till after a hasty- glance round the place, or rather, a slight examination of it, to be assured there was no other apartment, that De Montville allowed himself to make any observations. He was then struck with its profound gloom, and the perfect adaptation of its furniture to it, consisting of a couch, com- posed of fibrous roots, and a wormeaten table affixed to the wall. While he stood lingering, ashamed of the feeling that he could not deny to himself had hurried him into it, he fancied he heard a low breath- ing. He turned in the direction whence it seemed to proceed, and there, within a niche formed by the irregular jutting of the stones, beheld a female form, but whe- ther one of earthly mould, or some wor- shipped image of other days, he had not sufficient light to distinguish, and was about ascertaining by the touch, when emerging completely to view as she spoke, " You did not expect to find me here, I believe ?" said the voice of Adelaide. De Montville recoiled, and with a feel- CONTRAST. 337 ing, resembling that of an electric shock, staggered back against the wall. — " They have had an appointment then !" he ex- claimed, " and all is deception and despair. No," he cried, springing up the steps after her, for she had hastily passed him to the door, ,*' I did not expect to find you here, because, with so much apparent candour, I did not expect to be so imposed upon." " As how ?" asked Adelaide, calmly. " As how !" he indignantly repeated ; " by your feigning a headache to leave me, when, in reality, it was for the pur- pose of coming here, to meet " " Whom ?" " Mountflorence ! 'tis not a minute a^o since I saw him ascending from the her- mitage." " Well, and does that positively argue that I must also have seen him ?" " Yes, assuredly ; and you cannot deny that it was to meet him you came ? Yet, say it was not — declare to me I am mis- taken in the thought, and, spite of appear- ances, I will believe you." VOL. I. Q 338 CONTRAST. " No," said Adelaide, " I will neither deny nor acknowledge any thing; there are some suspicions it would be a kind of degradation to think of vindicating ones- self from. But supposing I had met Mountflorence here ?" " There would have been nothing in the circumstance, certainly, if it had been by chance ; but by contrivance " " The expression is unpleasant," inter- rupted Adelaide, attempting to move for- ward as she spoke, but in which she was opposed by De Montville. " No," he said, " you must not — shall not leave me, till you relieve me from the suspense — the misery you have occasioned me." " Our acquaintance is but short," said Adelaide, " and if you think me capable of what you have indirectly intimated, it were advisable, for both our sakes, that it should not be prolonged." " Cruel ! But have I no reason for complaint, after what I witnessed ?" " You must allow me to proceed," said Adelaide. " You take advantage of my CONTRAST. 339 being compelled, as you think, to listen to you, to wound my feelings." " What an ungenerous idea ! Oh ! if you knew me thoroughly, how truly would you be convinced, that to compul- sion I would owe nothing ! But is asking you to be candid, to wound your feelings? But on this I must insist — you have given me a right to do so." ** But none that I have not the power of retracting." De jMontville turned of a deadly hue. — " Then you have deceived me !" he ex- claimed, " by allowing me to infer, from your manner, as well as other circum- stances, that the intention of lord Le Poer was not one of a repugnant nature to you? Why not at once acknowledge this? my disappointment would not then have been heightened by a short indul- gence of hope : but Mountflorence shall answer for his want of candour ;" and he was turning away. " Go," cried Adelaide, in a faltering voice ; " go, accuse, arraign me ! I am Q 2 340 CONTRAST. prepared for the result. Thrown for a se- ries of years, upon chance benevolence for support, I was early taught to under- stand, that sorrow, suffering, and anxiety, might be my destined lot." In a moment, every angry feeling fled the bosom of De Montville ; in a moment, every thought, every doubt, injurious to her fled. He had caused her to weep, and what was there he would not do to atone for the barbarity of such conduct ? At her feet he implored forgiveness, yet how could he obtain his own ? — " Sure some madness must have possessed me," he cried, " to act, to speak, in such a manner ! but only forget it, and if ever I offend again in this way " " No," said Adelaide, with her hand- kerchief still to her eyes, " impossible !" " You drive me to distraction — to de- spair !" " I cannot help it; to forget when I please is not in my power ; but " " Ah, now I understand you. To for- give ! Yes, that is in your power : pro- nounce the blessed word, and if " CONTRAST. 341 " Beware of rash vows !" said Adelaide, no longer struggling to free her hand ; " for those must surely be deemed rash, that we are not firmly convinced we have strength to keep ; yet, for your own sake, let me advise you against this tendency to suspicion ; a proneness to it must ever be a source of pain, since, with a prejudiced mind, or jaundiced eye, we naturally view every thing in a false light: and now let me ask, to what is owing all that has just occurred ?" De Montville coloured and stam.mered, and in short proved, by his hesitation, that it is sometimes much easier to recom- mend candour than to practise it. At length he acknowledged, that the uneasi- ness that occasioned him to act in a man- ner that he could not reflect on without pain, originated in an apprehension that the intimacy between her and Mountflo- rence might have on here he was again a little confused — on his side led to a tenderer attachment than that of mere friendship. 342 CONTRAST. "But without something to corrobo- rate this fear?" and she looked at him. " There was the note in the morning, and " " This walk by myself in the evening, almost within sight of the house ! So all this mighty piece of work has been owing to these two insignificant circumstances ! How true that ' trifles, light as air,' are sufficient to perplex and disturb us, if in., clined to attach importance to whatever happens! But come," and she laughed and gave him her hand of her own accord^ " I am not going to lecture any more." For an hour or two after their return to the house, in conversing without incer- ruption with Adelaide, De Montville was the happiest of the happy. His thoughts then suddenly began to revert to the little satisfaction he had obtained from Ade- laide; that, in short, by the dexterous manner in which she had evaded either denying or acknowledging any thing, he was still exactly in the same state of sus- pense and incertitude, as when he impor- tuned her on the subject. But perhaps CONTRAST. 343 she did suppose, that whatever was agree- able might be inferred from her way of expressing herself: positive explicitness, however, where the feelings were so con- cerned, was what ought to have been ex- pected, and he certainly felt, that he should regret not having been more ur- gent for it ; but how could he revert to the subject ? and yet, without knowing whether she and Mountflorence had met, he felt he could not be perfectly at rest. It has been advanced by certain authors, that our train of ideas, and the motions of the soul, proceed from habit, and which, though at first involuntary, we can after- wards repel and control as we please. The theory was a fine one, but with regard to himself, De Montville feared he should never find it a correct one. In vain he endeavoured to conquer his present feel- ings, and banish the ideas that tormented him ; neither could be subdued or repel- led ; and while he felt angry with himself on the account, he still thought it a cir- cumstance that admitted of excuse. But hardly did he find himself on his 344 CONTRAST. way back to Rockcliffe, ere his sentiments^ underwent a change, and he would almost have given the world, if at his command, that he had made a more vigorous resist- ance to the recurrence of his uneasiness, from the sudden alteration he was con- scious it had occasioned in his manner, and the injury that he but too probably had done him with Adelaide; but such are the torments — the sudden changes of jealousy, that — *' Yellow-tinging plague Internal vision taints, and in a night Of livid gloom, imagination wraps." CHAP. XIII. -Ye fairy prospects, tiien, Ye beds of roses, and ye bowers of joy. Farewell !" De Montville proceeded the next morn- ing to lady Dorothy's, to be the escort of the ladies to the castle, but in by no means an enviable state of mind, from his incer- CONTRAST. 345 titude as to the impression he might have left upon the mind of Adelaide the pre- ceding night: the smile of unaffected sweetness, however, with which she wel- comed him, dissipated all uneasiness on the subject, and restored him to complete hap- piness. Brought still more forward this day than before, De Montville was still more charmed with her, from the capti- vating gracefulness evinced in every ac- tion : the more too he contemplated her, the more he was struck w4th that astonish- ing resemblance that had first interested him for her. Mountflorence did not accompany the Woodston family ; but he was announced soon after. De Montville felt a slight emotion at his name ; but he forced him- self to go on with some observations he was making at the moment to Helena, though not perhaps in quite so cool, col- lected a manner as might otherwise have been the case; but this was not to be won- dered at, considering how much his atten- tion was diverted ; but he saw no height- q3 346 CONTRAST. ened colour on the cheek of Adelaide, no indication of emotion either in her looks, or those of Mountflorence on their meet- ing : and then she held out her hand to him, with an air so frank — so unembar- rassed. Would this have been the case, had there been any consciousness of con- cealed feelings ? — assuredly not ; and he advanced to Mountflorence, and, in his turn, shook hands with him with all his wonted cordiality. Soon after the withdrawing of the ladies, he found himself engaged in a long dis- cussion with sir Maurice : in the midst of this, chancing to turn about, he missed Mountflorence; he immediately got con- fused — the thread of his argument was lost ; and after a few ineffectual efforts to resume it, he suddenly started up, and re- treated to the drawing-room. He looked for Adelaide ; but she was not there — nei- ther Mountflorence — " Where is she ?" he demanded of Caroline, in rather an eager tone. " She !" " Yes, she ! — Adelaide I mean." CONTRAST. 347 " Oh ! now I understand — in the next room with Sigismund; so don't look so alarmed — nobody, you find, has carried her off." " In the next room with Sigismund ! — retired there to have some conversation with him !" and he made an involuntary movement towards the door ; but check- ing himself, drew back ; his eye however could not be diverted from it. At length Adelaide made her appearance. In pass- ing him to a seat, she addressed some observation to him, but without heeding what it was — " What have you done with Mountflo- rence," he asked with forced calmness — " is he in the next room ?" " No, he is gone." " Gone ! what, back to St. Finian's?" " Yes ; business obliged him to return early." " Business ! so it was merely to obtain an opportunity of speaking to her, that he probably came at all ;" and he walked away to a window, and seated himself at it. Caroline followed ; and looking out of it with him—" What's the matter?" she 348 CONTRAST. asked. " Has there been any little hrouil- lerie between you and Adelaide, that you look so disconcerted ?" " Pshaw ! nonsense ! Why do you ask?" " Have I not told you ? Come, con- fess, that I may see what I can do as a peace-maker." " Mischief-maker rather ; for I am per- suaded you are more inclined to be one than the other." " Complimentary ! but no one minds what an engaged being, a half benedict, like you says." " Engaged !" sighed De Montville; and his looks involuntarily reverted to Ade- laide, who, apparently unconscious of the agitation she had occasioned, was smiling, and talking, and looking as usual. De Montville fancied he had a right to be dis- pleased, so he tried to maintain his moody humour; but in vain, and he soon became again completely himself. The evening passed away delightfully. After tea, the younger part of the com- pany repaired to the music-room, where CONTRAST. 349 they amused themselves with dancing and playing. Adelaide now appeared to be quite in her element ; and as De Mont- ville still continued to watch every move- ment, and dwell on every word, he became still more enchanted than ever, by the na- tive gracefulness of her air and manner ; and, like the enamoured Florizel, could have said — -What you do, Still betters what is done. When you speak, sweet, I'd have you do it ever ; when you sing, I'd have you buy and sell so ; so give alms ; Pray so ; and for the ordering of your affairs, To sing them too. When you dance, I wish you A wave o' th' sea, that you might ever do Nothing but that ; more still, still so. And own no other function. Each your doing, So singular in each particular, Crowns what you're doing in the present deeds. That all your acts are queens." As he escorted her and lady Dorothy to the castle, so he saw them home. It was too late for him to expect to be ask- ed in ; but this did not prevent his linger- ing, after they had wished him good- night ; but he could not bring himself to return immediately ; there was something of enchantment, to his feelings, in the spot. 350 CONTRAST. that detained him there, even after the barricading up of the old mansion, sighing out his soul, like Troilus unto the Grecian camp, when it contained his Cressid. But in the loveliness of the night, there was an excuse for this romantic folly, as gently murmuring past, the west wind waved to and fro the old trees, with their broad ex- panse of melancholy leaves, adding their rustling to the bubbling sound of running water ; while in the balmy air there was a coolness, refreshing to the feelings, more than once agitated throughout the day. As he stood gazing on the house, wonder- ing whether Adelaide could think, on so delicious a night, of retiring immediately to repose, he heard a distant window softly opening, and hastening towards it, beheld her leaning over an old stone balcony that stretched before it. " Is that you?" she asked, in a low voice, on his stepping forward, just where an old tree cast a deep shadow athwart the ground. " Yes, my very self," replied De Mont- ville. CONTRAST. 351 Adelaide uttered a faint scream, and appeared to recoil. " What is the matter ?" demanded De Montville, with quickness. " You seem alarmed. If not to me, who is it you thought you spoke to ?" " How can you suppose I thought it was to any one but you ?" " Then why appear surprised ? or, as I already said, alarmed ?" " Oh, this pug of lady Dorothy's jump- ed upon me, without my knowing he was in the room. But what delays you here ? Really this is very ridiculous." " How can you be so unkind as to say so ? If you knew the pleasure there is in gazing on the roof that covers a beloved object, you would not express yourself so unkindly." " Yes, yes, 'tis really very foolish ; so pray go ; should we be overheard, we shall have the household tocsin sounded, and all the dogs in the place set barking." " Cruel !" cried De Montville. " This is not the way in which Juliet would have addressed her Romeo." 35^ CONTRAST. " Perhaps not ; but that's no rule to me. A fine subject for ridicule we should furnish, if this silly conduct of yours were discovered; so good night. If inclined to play the part of Romeo, you must seek elsewhere for a Juliet," and retiring within the chamber, she very deliberately closed the window. De Montville mused ; what had brought her to it ? — was it to enjoy the fineness of the night, or was it any particular expec- tation ? He glanced at the dark avenue, nearly opposite, leading to St. Finians : he was tempted to explore this ; but no, the suspicion that would have urged him to this, was revolting to his feelings, and he accordingly resolutely bent his steps homeward. Yet still, her question on seeing him, still her exclamation of surprise, on finding it was he who answer- ed it, dwelt upon his imagination. Yet what was it, he reflected, that might not be misconstrued, and misinterpreted, under the influence of distrust ? and he persisted in going on, spite of the suggestions that. CONTRAST. 353 more than once, inclined him to retrace his steps. Was he naturally of a jealous mistrust- ful temper? he now began to debate within himself. He did not imagine he was ; yet, assuredly, he had allowed himself to act as if the reverse were the case; but he would not be a self-tormentor, spite of the circumstances that had conspired to create uneasiness ; he would, taking confidence from the manner of Adelaide, try to be- lieve there were no real grounds for it; yet, much he wished he had never heard of the suspected attachment of Mount- florence to some one under the roof of lady Dorothy, since he could not discover who the object of it was. As on the preceding day, he was, at an early hour the ensuing morning, at lady Dorothy's ; and when he met Ade- laide, looking all unconsciousness of having given him any cause for alarm, he rejoiced at the conquest he had obtained over him- self the preceding night. The party at Woodston was select, from a previous understanding with lord Le 354 CONTRAST. Poer, that it was not his wish to have Adelaide generally introduced until after her marriage. On withdrawing from the dining-room, the young ladies quitted the house for a walk. Helena, Adelaide, and Caroline, strolled on together ; and separating from the rest of the party, diverged into a path leading down amongst the cliffs to the beach. In their descent, Caroline inquir- ed of Adelaide whether, in the course of her stolen rambles, she had ever paid a visit to a curious cavern close by, called the Lady's Cave, from some old tradition of a female having perished in it; and being answered in the negative, led the way to the place, as one well worth examin- ing. It was a very romantic excavation, the sides and roof beautifully decorated with marine plants, and the bottom cover- ed with a fine silvery sand, thickly inter- mixed with pebbles, that Caroline des- cribed as bearing a fine polish, and being often selected to form into ornaments. Adelaide saying she should like to have a necklace and bracelets composed of them. CONTRAST. 355 her companions began to assist her in col- lecting some for the purpose. While thus engaged, Caroline, suddenly raising her head, uttered a piercing shriek declaring, that if they did not fly, they were lost. They rushed to the entrance ; but shrunk back appalled, on seeing the sea almost close to it, Caroline having ne- glected to ascertain whether the tide was on the ebb or flow at the moment of lead- ing them thither. In vain she urged their venturing out ; their dread of being borne off by the recoil of the waves, made them regardless of her entreaties. For a mi- nute, the clamour of the seagulls, frighten- ed by their cries, was all that they heard in reply. They then distinguished voices from above, shouting out to them not to fear; and instantly after saw De iSIont- ville, Mountflorence, and some others of the party at Woodston, rapidly descend- ing the cliffs to their rescue. Adelaide was the nearest to the entrance, and Mount- florence the first to reach it. On behold- ing him she instinctively stretched out her arms; but passing her, as if not seen. 356 CONTRAST. he caught up Helena, and bore her off in safety. The other gentlemen were equally successful in their efforts for her com- panions; and in a few minutes, the party becoming tolerably collected, again return- ed to the house. Helena, escaping from the inquiries and congratulations that were the consequence of the incident, hastened to her chamber, impatient to think over all that had occur- red — to dwell on the delightful assurance, just received, of being an object of superior interest to him who had been long so to her. Had Adelaide been preferred, would he have acted as he had done ? No, im- possible ; and she now indeed began to feel herself happy, relieved from the fears, the anxieties, that had been such a source of torment to her. Even on the score of sir Osbert, she had nothing further to appre- hend, as the following letter, received that very morning, evinced : — CONTRAST. 257 To Miss Rossglen. " London, June 17, 18 — . " MADAM, " It has been observed, that when a pretext is wanting, we are generally in- genious enough to discover one : you ve- rify the truth of the remark ; but I disdain complaint, where I know it would be un- availing. Silence on our wrongs, how- ever, is no proof of their not being keenly felt. That you can possibly conceive yourself justified in your conduct towards me, is an idea I cannot admit, spite of the misrepresentations of my self-interested enemies. Be that as it may, however, I shall never cease to consider myself a much-injured and ill-treated man ; and am, " MADAM, " Your obedient servant, " OsBERT Henley." What a proof this letter, had one been wanting, of the correctness of the charge against him ! for could his conduct have borne the test of investigation, was it to 358 CONTRAST. be supposed he would so readily have ac- quiesced in her renunciation of him ? but no, his guilty conscience allowed a hint to be sufficient to alarm : but the subject was unpleasant to dwell on, and tearing the letter into a thousand atoms, now and for ever she dismissed him from her thoughts. CHAP. XIV. " These are the charming agonies of love, Where misery delights." With a heart fluttering with delight, a cheek suffused with the glow of pleasure, Helena rejoined the party in the drawing- room; relieved from her fear respecting Adelaide — a fear that a sudden reserve in the manner of Mountflorence had almost confirmed, she should now know how to regulate her conduct towards him. The recent alteration in his manner had natu- rally, from a feeling of pride, occasioned one in hers ; but now that she had such CONTRAST. 359 reason to come to a flattering conclusion, to believe herself indeed an object of inte- rest to him, she should have no scruple in letting him understand her real senti- ments. What the rapture of thinking there was nothing now to prevent this, that she was again at liberty to let her real sentiments be her guide ! In the course of the evening there was a good deal of laughing amongst the young ladies, at the woful appearance they made on being dragged out of the cave. — " How can you laugh" said Mountflo- rence, suddenly addressing himself to He- lena, with a little severity of look, " at what might have occasioned mourning to so many — what, were I to live for ages, I feel convinced I could never think of without a shudder?" " Nor I," said Helena, " without gra- titude to him to whom, under Providence, I owe my preservation : when I think of your risking your life for my sake !" " You over-rate the obligation," he in- teiTupted. " I would not have seen any one so circumstanced without doing the 360 CONTRAST. same;'* and addressing some one near him, suddenly vacated his seat. There was something in this reply not exactly in unison with the elegant softness that in general distinguished Mountflo- rence; and for a moment Helena felt con- fused. Had any thing occurred to dis- compose him, or had she, after all, deceiv- ed herself with regard to his sentiments? and had he, perceiving this, watched for an opportunity of undeceiving her? but no, she would not yield to so cruel a sur- mise; it was not chance, but impulse, that occasioned her rescue by him. In the midst of all her terror, she still had per- ception enough left to perceive the arms of Adelaide outstretched to him in vain, while his eyes eagerly darted forward in search of her. But of wliat avail all this ? of what avail the persuasion of being be- loved, if his own heart was to be the sole repository of the secret? but was it pro- bable that the cold distance of manner he had lately assumed, would be able to hold out against her smiles — the unreserved CONTRAST. 361 communication that was no longer for- bidden ? No, be the cause of this dis- tance what it might, she could not bring herself to think this likely ; and again she gave way to the indulgence of hope and pleasing expectation. The circumstance that permitted this was one equally calculated to have a happy effect on the mind of De JNIontville, had he noticed it ; but, in terror for Adelaide, he saw only her. On joining her, as usual, the next morning, at lady Doro- thy's — " Well, I am glad you are come so early," she said, " for I was quite long- ing for your arrival." " Thus let me thank you for the flat- tering acknowledgement," said the lover, seizing her hand, and imprinting it with kisses. " Come, come, a truce with this folly ; I want to speak seriously to you : you were telling me last night that the prepa- rations for our ' " Marriage were nearly completed," said De Montville, on finding she paused. VOL. I. a 362 CONTRAST. ^' Yes ; but still, notwithstanding, it can surely never be lord Le Poer's intention to have it immediately take place?" " And why not?" demanded De Mont- ville, eagerly. " The reason, I think, must be obvious : here we are hardly two days acquainted, and, in so short a time, what knowledge can we have obtained of each other ?" " Oh, if that be the only objection," said De INIontville, laughing, " I can obviate it at once. Half an hour is quite sufficient to let every one know you are the most en- chanting creature in the world ; and as to me, I assure you I am always the same : so that, if deemed endurable in the first instance, there is nothing further to be as- certained." " I am serious, however, in what I have said, whatever you may conceive to the contrary; and as a proof, now positively assure you, that I neither can nor will consent to so hasty a measure, as, to every rational and considerate mind, an imme- diate union must appear." " No, no !" exclaimed De Montville, CONTRAST. 363 passionately, " you have some other rea- son for the objection you have stated ; you wish, by it, to gain time, to prepare me for the final disappointment of the hopes you permitted me to indulge." " You wrong me by the supposition," said Adelaide, with earnestness ; " I have no deception in my thoughts." " And you solemnly deny," resumed De Montville, " that you have no other reason for objecting to an immediate union, than because you think it too precipitate?" Adelaide looked down, and appeared embarrassed for a few minutes; then rais- ing her head — " Well then," she said, " to deal sincerely with you, there is another "Ah ! so I guessed," said De Montville, changing colour. " There is a friend," she proceeded — " a most particular friend, from whom I must hear, before I can form any serious en- gagement." '* Must hear ! extraordinary indeed ! And pray, may I ask, who is this friend, whom you have allowed to usurp this R 2 364 CONTRAST. seeming control over you, or what the expected contents of this letter ?" " I can reply to neither question at pre- sent ; suffice it, that on obtaining the sa- tisfaction I require, there will be an end of all further mystery on the subject." " But why continue to make one of it till then ? why let me be tortured by the doubts and fears the circumstance must suggest? Give me your confidence at once, and thus entitle yourself to submis- sion to 5^our wish." ** Impossible ! I cannot be more candid with you at present than I have been; but be assured, should it be our fate to be united, you shall not solicit my confidence in vain ; for never will I be either your wife, or the wife of any other man, with a consciousness on my mind of not having acted ingenuously." " And to what does all this tend ?" ask- ed De Montville, with forced calmness. " I should have deemed the question unnecessary, of course, to the postpone- ment of this certainly precipitate measure of lord Le Poer's." CONTRAST. 365 " And in what way ? or through what means ?" " Yours, assuredly," replied Adelaide, " else I had not addressed you on the subject." " What, expect me to act in direct op- position to my fondest wishes ?" exclaimed De Montville, starting up with a glow of angry impatience on his cheek ; " that really is a stretch of complaisance I should hardly have thought any one could have looked to from another." " It is not slight favours that confer ob- ligations," said Adelaide, mildly ; " if I had not deemed you capable of a generous act, I had not decided on an appeal to you. I need not explain what the cir- cumstances are, or the feelings, the natural result of these circumstances, that hold me at such a distance from lord Le Poer, as to check the disclosure of any particular wish to him ; if you, therefore, in consideration of this painful restraint, that prevents my speaking for myself, will speak for me, you will oblige, in a way that, let what will occur, will never be forgotten." r3 366 CONTRAST. " What flattery — what seducing flat- tery, to win me to your purpose!" said De Montville, resuming his seat, and in- voluntarily taking her hand. " But sup- posing I can be brought to render my im- mediate wishes subservient to yours, when may the elucidation of all that appears so extraordinary be expected ?" " Daily." "But before I promise any thing, there is a question or two I must ask : does Mountflorence know what you meant to require of me ? or," still more earnestly, " is he the unacknowledged lover of your friend Miss Ferns?" " I can reply to neither question." " Then, if so inexorably determined against satisfying me on any one point, how can you expect obedience to what you desire?" " Because I feel assured of your gene- rosity." " Ah, flattery again ! But do you know the risk I shall run of committing myself with lord Le Poer, by attempting to in- CONTRAST. 367 terfere with any arrangements be has made?" " Well, the gi-eater the risk you incur on my account, the greater my obligation to you." " Ah, a fine way of trying to reconcile me to the folly you are urging me to be guilty of — that of positively opposing my own wishes ! But there is still another ques- tion I have to ask, which decidedly, ex- cept answered, I draw back : should the letter you have alluded to arrive to-day, to-morrow, or — no matter, the day after, would you then, in that case, still continue to object to our immediate marriage?" Adelaide hesitated ; then, with a slight suffusion on her cheek — " Well, I would not," she replied. " Then, for tliat assurance," cried De Montville, again kissing her hand with rapture, " I'll do all I can to prevail on his lordship to postpone making me the happiest of mortals." But how this was to be done, was a puzzle, considering the imperious and ar- bitrary temper of the person he had to 368 CONTRAST. deal with ; and when he came to reflect coolly on the subject, he conceived he had acted most egregiously, in suffering him- self to be drawn in to make such a pro- mise as he had done ; but there was such resistless pleading in the looks of Adelaide. But what could be the communication she expected from her friend ? probably some- thing, after all, of no material import: was it unlikely, that some girlish vanity had got her involved in some little dilem- ma, which a fear of incurring the imputa- tion of imprudence rendered her anxious to conceal, and this desired letter was ex- pected to relieve her from ? The next morning, lord Le Poer, as usual, began speaking of the nearly-com- pleted preparations for the event he was, on many accounts, anxious to have speed- ily solemnized; asking De Montville whether there were any orders he wished to give on the occasion, in addition to those already received from him ? " I was thinking, my lord,'* said De Montville, " how happy — that is, what a gratification it would be to my mother, to CONTRAST. 369 be present at Adelaide's marriage and mine." " Yes, I dare say it would," assented his lordship, gravely ; " but as you know she will not be at liberty, on account of your sister, to come over for some time, it is one she must necessarily dispense with." " True, my lord, true — except," and he rubbed his forehead, and stammered a little, " except the — the event were postponed for a short time." ** Your marriage postponed !" cried lord Le Poer, setting down the cup of coffee he was raisiiig to h\< lipr, v.nd starting back into an attitude of indignant surprise, that would not have disgraced a first-rate actor. " Do I understand you clearly, sir ? — is it your wish, your desire, that your marriage should be delayed ? Take care, sir ; take care," drawing his chair back to the table, " what you are about, lest the suspicion be confirmed of there being some other motive for your long continuance abroad, than what you assigned for it. I need hardly tell you, I believe, that I am not a person to be trifled with, whatever you 370 CONTRAST. may have thought proper to conceive to the contrary. I have never forgot that Ade- laide is my daughter, and, as such, shall take care to allow of no trifling where she is concerned. You have only to repeat your desire to have your marriage post- poned, and be assured you shall be grati- fied, not merely by its postponement for a short time, but for ever !" " Heaven forbid !" fervently ejaculated De Montville ; " that indeed would be to render me one of the most miserable of men ! In expressing the wish that has offended, I spoke contrary to my real feel- ings ; but I—I thought my " " Oh, well," interrupted his lordship, " lady Newbury is not so extremely self- ish as to think only of what is pleasing to herself As I have already mentioned, the preparations for your marriage are just completed, and there remains nothing then to delay it." De Montville bowed with an air of sub- mission to his lordship ; for the first time, not inclined to find fault with his peremp- tory temper. Well, since the matter had CONTRAST. S71 ended in this way, he was glad he had complied with the unreasonable request of Adelaide. He hastened to communicate to her the result of what had passed, and was absolutely confounded by the agita- tion she evinced on learning it. She ex- pressed her fear of his not being sincere, and persisted in declaring, that as nothing could induce her to change the determina- tion she had avowed to him, he must make another effort for delaying their marriage. De Montville now became seriously ir- ritated, and was vehemently protesting against the unreasonableness of such an ex- pectation, after what had occurred between him and his lordship, and insisting on his positive right of knowing her motive for desiring this delay, when lady Dorothy walked in, and there was an end of any further opportunity of conversing with her for the present, the carriage being al- most instantly after announced, to take them to Woodston, where they were again to dine that day. The agitation of De Montville was not lessened, as he stepped after them into it. 372 CONTRAST. by observing a blue scarf round Adelaide, exactly resembling the one that Caroline had found at St. Finian's, and displayed with so much laughter there : he could not, he would not, from the impression of previous circumstances upon his mind, per- mit himself to doubt its being the same ; and in yielding to this belief, he yielded to the conviction of there being a secret in- tercourse between her and Mountflorence ; what torture in the thought ! — but he would not much longer endure it — he would extort the truth from one party or the other — he would know her motive, for what had given him such just grounds for suspicion, and, if originating in what he apprehended, at once relinquish all further thoughts of the proposed union. END OF VOL. I. Printed by J. Darling, Leadenhall-Street, London,