£^S\ ■ LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS AT URBANA-CHAMPAICN 917.7361 B78£ 111. Hist. Surv . Martha Catherine Bigham 1885 Life in Chatswottli i 865- i 885 By CATHERINE BIGHAM BRODE Howard S. Brode, Publisher 2425 Washington Avenue, Santa Monica, California 1946 Copyright, 1946, by Howard S. Brode All Rights Reserved Printed by the Highland Press Hollywood 28, California . i To My Dear Patient Howard "Who loves me yet As well as when My locks were jet." PREFACE This collection of sketches depicts the home and community life of the common people of a village and surrounding country in central Illinois during the child- hood of the author. The period covered is approximately from 1865 to 1885 and the matter presented is a faithful portrayal of the way our people lived some four score years ago. The book includes not only an account of one home and its furnishings and the activities of its inmates, but there is also presented in story and description an account of the educational and religious life of the home and community, the recreations of the people and accounts of some individuals, wise and otherwise, who played their parts in the life of the community. The events recorded are real but the names of the people are for the most part fictitious. The author, Catherine Bigham Brode was born on a farm near El Paso, Illinois, January 30, 1865, and died at her home in Santa Monica, California, March 14, 1946. Her childhood days were spent at Chatsworth, Illinois, not far from her birthplace. She graduated from the newly established high school in Chatsworth and then at- tended and graduated from the Illinois State Normal University at Normal, Illinois. After teaching four years in the public schools of Seattle, Washington, she married Howard Stidham Brode and lived for forty years in Walla Walla, Washington, where her husband was Pro- fessor of Biology in Whitman College. In this community she was an active member of numerous social and edu- cational organizations. In later years she became inter- ested in genealogy and published "Ludlow-Ross Gene- alogy" in 1932. She has since that time collected extensive notes on numerous related families which as yet have not been published. Howard Stidham Brode Santa Monica, Calif. May, 1946. CONTENTS PREFACE 7 INTRODUCTION n Earliest Recollections 12 The Church 17 Early School Days 21 The Settlers 23 Hospitality 26 Labor 30 Life On the Farm — Work 33 Inside the Home — The Kitchen . . . 37 The Parlor 42 The Bedroom Furniture 45 Clothing 47 Education 50 Reading in the Home 58 Home Surroundings 59 Pastimes 65 The Fourth of July 71 Grandmother Bigham 75 Uncle Dee 77 Cousin Jane 79 The Sabbath Day 80 Memories That Linger 83 Village Vignettes 85 The Wreck 90 Conclusion 91 INTRODUCTION I have been reading the "History of Chatsworth," the home of my childhood. The book is a thin volume of but forty pages, yet it covers a period of eighty years. Small wonder that its record of events, especially of the early years is very much abridged so that I was left with a feeling that here was a story without an adequate beginning. But the little book did something to me. Sud- denly I found myself at the door of the little brown house that was the home of my earliest memories. Opening this door, I saw the other doors, four of them, that led from the hall to the different parts of the house. Each was painted a clear yellow that, after the fashion of the day, was overlaid in a darker shade, with many lines and curves in imitation of the natural grain of wood. In one unusually fantastic figure, the painter had placed his initials, (J. V. A.), showing that he, at least, considered the results of his labor worthy of recogntion. High on one side of the hall, well out of reach of little hands, father's gun hung. On the opposite wall a long row of cloaks and coats revealed that in this house were children as many as it could hold. Putting my hand on the shining brown china knob of the parlor door, I stood for some time just as I had in the long ago when, as a timid child, I had there been torn by two emotions, a desire to be a part of the social group within and the dread of facing strangers. I knew all the 12 Life In Chats worth questions I should have to answer, "What is your name?" "How old are you?" "Do you go to school?" and some- times, "Did the teacher whip you today?" or "Will you give me one of your curls?" Then the gay chatter and merry laughter within overcame my timidity and I opened the door. As my memory led me inside the parlor I came face to face with many people and events that had not been a conscious part of my thought for many decades. Here, and in the larger home that replaced the little brown house, Grandmother found her story. Mollie, a child of that long ago, once said to her fun- loving father, "Papa, my tongue is sore," "Ah, you have been telling a lie," said he. "But Papa, it was sore before that," was her reply. Not many of us would acknowledge our shortcomings in Mollie's frank and innocent manner. The few remaining ones who make up my picture of Chatsworth will, I am sure, smile with me over the record of the mistakes, foibles and pleasures of Mollie's time. Earliest Recollections Chatsworth is in the heart of Illinois in the territory drained by the river of the same name. The prairie on which it was built was unusually flat. The drainage was poor. A few miles to the east lay a great swamp. Almost my first recollection is of attacks of ague that left no member of the family immune. Between shaking with cold and burning with fever, we were a sorry lot, yet Earliest Recollections 13 the bitterest memory of those miserable times is rather of the remedy that we were forced to take, a drink made from the umbelliferous head of a prairie weed that in homely vernacular was called Bitter Jim. In a few years the government drained the great swamp and chills and fever were banished, but I recall earning my first dollar and at the same time gleefully taking satisfaction out of the poor Bitter Jim plants as I ruthlessly snipped off their heads for an uncle who had moved to another ague stricken part of the West. When very young, I became aware that whenever out of doors in the sunshine, whether at work or play, I was never alone, for always beside me was my shadow, growing taller or shorter with the passing hours. It fas- cinated me and its persistence did not always please me. On the prairie, on the way home from school one day, I attempted to outwit my haunting companion and in this, my first remembered battle with nature, I learned something that all men, sooner or later have to accept — that it is useless to try to circumvent some things in nature. Running homeward, my sunbonnet flying in the wind, I noticed the longer, slimmer little girl, my shadow, beside me, keeping pace with each hurrying step. "I'll run away from you," I said, but as I quickened my pace, so did the dark child beside me. When I stopped, she stopped. Quickly I turned and retraced my steps. She followed my every move. Angered and baffled, I pulled 14 Life In Chatsworth my sunbonnet over my face and ran home to tell Mother all about it and be comforted, although still puzzled, and while not understanding all the why of things, I did comprehend that where the sun shines there always are shadows. Did you ever, when a child, try to run away from your shadow? Another encounter with a bit of nature, this a happy one, born of fancy came suddenly back to mind upon hearing a present-day radio announcer, after extolling the virtues of a modern mattress, invite his listeners to "sleep on a cloud." At once I was carried back seventy years, and I am on the hay-rack on the way to the farm with Father. On the way home, lying on top of the fragrant hay that shut out all other signs of earth, I delight in the great white clouds that float across the sky. Their odd shapes intrigue me. Here are swans with long curving necks ; there is a turtle and following it, a great herd of elephants. The elephants are fearsome creatures. The swans too closely resemble the hissing geese that disturb our play in the farmyard, but those other great billowy clouds that are haystacks of white cotton always invite us to come up and sail away and after circling the earth to "sleep on a cloud." In winter on frosty mornings as we followed the path across the prairie, each weed was a fascinating wreath of precious gems of wonderful shapes. I often Earliest Recollections 15 loitered by the way, studying them with more eagerness than I usually managed to give to the lessons we were supposed to learn in school. In my earliest school days, the present school child may believe it or not, it was not con- sidered a serious offence to be tardy, so I was not haunted by the fear of the teacher's displeasure and perhaps my time was well spent. The most vivid recollection of events that happened during my first year in school is of the death of a little schoolmate. The Methodist Church stood across the yard from the school house. Because Tina was in our class, we little six year olds were all taken here to the funeral and put in the "Amen Corners." The parents sat on the front seat beside the coffin. I can still see the mother rocking back and forth and hear her moaning. Her grief was con- tagious and soon we were all weeping with her, and alas, I recall that I had no handkerchief; all I could do was to bury my face in the skirt of my Sunday dress. After the sermon, we were taken past the corpse and we looked at Tina's white face through a little window in the lid of the coffin. The next day we brought cloves whose stems we stuck into an apple until the entire surface was cov- ered by clove buds. This, Miss M. took to the mother "to keep forever." My mother told me years later that it took considerable ingenuity on her part to keep me from continually playing that my doll was dying while I sat by weeping and singing : 1 6 Life In Chatsworth "They are going down the valley, the deep dark valley, We'll see their faces nevermore. 33 There is still much to be desired in the practice of laying away our dead, but I am grateful that little children are now saved from such experiences. This Methodist Church was also the scene of my first triumph. A traveling Singing School Master conducted a class here after school hours and we were permitted to attend. A prize was offered to the pupil who should make the most progress. At the close of the session I was given the prize, a little purse full of pennies. I was certainly a proud youngster. It must have been all of fifty years after that my older sister, Carrie, told me that the singing master had confided to father that though she deserved the prize there were so many of her age who would be jealous that he chose to give it to the little one of the family. Thus was my pride's bubble pricked. I recall another church experience that happened when we were guests of the Baptist congregation one warm sum- mer evening. Our older sister, Carrie, had removed her long black silk mitts. Soon after the sermon began Bess noticed a little black line extending out from under Carrie's trailing hooped skirts. Pointing to the floor, she touched her sister, who thinking she had dropped her mitts, stooped quickly and grasped — a dog's tail ! A sharp little yelp, a stifled scream, with not altogether The Church 17 suppressed giggles from the rest of the family, and we were in disgrace again. Mr. Ogburn's dog, Tip, knowing that he would not be allowed to stay if he were discovered by the family, had sought a safe place with his next best friend. Most of the embarrassing moments that brought our family into the lime light occurred when we were visitors in other churches, but the most painful personal exper- ience of my youth happened within the walls of my own church. One evening when the organist was unexpectedly absent I was prevailed upon to play the accompaniment for the opening hymn. We had not reached the end of the first stanza when poor Charlie Zike fell to the floor in a fit. That was my first and last appearance in public in the role of a musician. The Church All of our family were Presbyterians. The church building was an ugly, two story affair; the auditorium occupied the upper floor. The lower floor was divided into a number of rooms that were used for Sunday School and for social gatherings. The building was originally con- structed for the use of the Academy, which was under the supervision of the church. Later, when a fine new public school was built, the Academy was closed. Some of the books left over from the Academy were stored in an unused room. These proved a veritable treasure-house for 1 8 Life In Chatsworth book-hungry children. I remember among them AEsop's Fables, which was read and reread until it fell to pieces. Our church services were conducted with dignity but one evening just after the minister had finished his sermon Levi, the village halfwit, marched in and took a place in the front pew. When the reading of the closing hymn was concluded, he rose and said, "Wull, fur my part, I'd ruther sing 'Shall We Gather At The River'." The startled minister looked at him for a moment then, turning to the choir, said, "Very well, let us sing 'Shall We Gather At The River'." The choir struggled through that song with no help from the congregation. Not long after Levi's visit other visitors disturbed the usual decorum of our services. One morning when Pastor McAfee was almost through with his sermon, a young couple came in and moving up the aisle, took seats directly before the minister. They had been married the week before and were dressed in their wedding finery, she in a trailing gray costume, he in a fine coat, striped trousers, white vest and gloves. As soon as the minister finished his discourse, without waiting for the closing hymn and benediction, they rose, slowly passed down the aisle and out of the church. It was soon learned that before coming to us they had been at the Baptist Church and after leaving us they went to the Methodist Meeting House. Not long ago I came upon the statement that such church visitations were customary in some commun- The Church 19 ities a generation or two before. This probably was a vestigium from a practice that prevailed in New England Colonial days, where on the Sabbath following a wed- ding the bridal couple solemnly arose in the midst of the service and turned around and around before the congregation. Whatever the purpose of the work of women in the church economy, the children saw but one reason for it ; that was to provide good times and good eats for them. Raising money for the pastor's salary or buying new lamps for the auditorium had nothing to do with it. In the autumn we looked forward to the annual oyster sup- per ; oysters were a rare treat in the home. In the spring for weeks the strawberry festival was eagerly anticipated. At first only strawberries and cake were served but later there was ice cream, which was altogether unknown in the home. We first made its acquaintance on the Fourth of July when we each had all of ten cents to spend as we pleased. Occasionally other "sociables" were held. "Spelling Bees" were often held in the church. They were certain to bring out all the people. Much good- natured fun followed the fall of the mighty. There were also Debating Societies in which active participation was limited to the men, although the women and children were permitted to attend. My only memory of this society, called the Lyceum, is of seeing a man vigorously waving a tattered bill, a ten cent paper piece, before the 20 Life In Chatsworth audience, while displaying his powers of oratory. High finance was then as now of interest to all men, and as incomprehensible. Singing schools were sometimes held here. One, I recall, was conducted by the Leslies of Chicago. Later a wonderful cantata, "Queen Esther," was given. It was directed by a leader from abroad, but home talent was trained for the chorus and solo parts. Those were thrilling days for the participants. Our Sunday School picnics were held in Oliver's Grove, about five miles from town. The children were taken in farm wagons, the older members rode in spring wagons, while an occasional group went in style in a carriage. There was no planned entertainment. We played games, climbed trees, strolled about the woods or waded in the little stream, waiting for the big event of the day, the dinner. There were no tables. The table- cloths were spread on the ground and we may believe the earth did the groaning, at least until the abundant food that was always provided had been consumed. Then audible groans echoed through the woods, the loudest chorus coming from the corner where the boys congre- gated, but it is doubtful if any one who participated in those feasts was entirely comfortable for a time. It must be clearly evident that the church formed the center of most of our social activities and for some of us it also drew the circumference about our lives in general. In our family, dancing and card playing were frowned Early School Days 21 upon and we missed some of the opportunities for enter- tainment that many of our friends enjoyed. I am sure that the wishes of our parents were respected while we remained at home. If our mother ever had discovered a pack of cards under her roof she, I am certain, would have followed the example of the mother of a schoolmate of mine who, discovering a deck one day, took the fire- tongs to consign them to the flames, refusing to contam- inate her fingers by touching that device of the "Evil One. 55 Early School Days Memory does not reveal any glorification of the proverbially happy school days. There are recollections of teachers beloved and otherwise, a picture of the brilliant boy who always had the answer ready before the rest of us could get the problem written out on our slates. There were the Friday afternoon "speakings 55 when we were permitted to wear our best dresses and when the mothers and fathers appeared and sometimes participated in the programs. The few experiences of early school days that come to mind are not particularly pleasing, still it may be taken for granted that they were only the exceptions in the life of an ordinarily happy child. One day a sudden downpour kept me from going home for my lunch. Just before the afternoon session beean, my sister brought it to me. I was a hearty 22 Life In Chats worth youngster and did not relish going without food until four o'clock, so I tried to hide under my desk and eat my lunch unseen, but the teacher spied me and compelled me to bring my box to her desk. She opened it and seeing a glass of jelly she fed it to me, even scraping the bottom of the glass. As I gulped down spoonful after spoonful, I swallowed all the pride I ever had possessed. It was years before I again relished jelly. Soon after this, an epidemic of measles visited the town and I was one of the victims. When Doctor Baker came to see me he tried to console me by saying that he had about fifty other patients and Miss Kane, our teacher, was the worst sufferer. That was one time that misery did not love its company. The whipping of Will Lane became an historic event, not that it differed in any degree from others that were almost daily occurrences in those days but the subsequent events served to make it memorable. The principal, Mr. Chase, came into the room and took a seat beside the desk. Miss Scott called Will to her and gave him the usual punishment inflicted on the disobedient, not sparing the rod, hoping to help a spoiled child. In the afternoon Will's seat was vacant and soon the village constable appeared and read a mysterious paper to Miss Scott. She seemed to be much disturbed. Calling five of us to her desk, she dismissed the class and told us that she had been arrested for whipping Will and we were to go with her to court and tell there just what had happened. The Early School Days 23 trial lasted three days and long into the nights. The court room was crowded ; there was much excitement. On the evening of the second day, the lawyers were bitterly wrangling. One of them called the other "A son of a ." Instantly the place was in an uproar. The offending lawyer pulled a pistol but was quickly disarmed by bystanders. Finally when things quieted down, the trial was resumed. Father usually came for me each evening, but that night there was a special service in our church conducted by a distinguished visitor, and Father, thinking that it was his duty to accompany the minister who was a guest in our home, arranged with a neighbor to see me safely home. The family and the guest were in the parlor, when I burst in and, too excited to be abashed by the presence of a stranger, related the whole story of the courtroom performance, not deleting one letter of the strange word that had so angered the lawyer. My mother with a look of horror on her face waved me to a corner and soon I was sent to bed. I must add that after all, the judge ruled out my testimony because of my tender years, for I was only nine years old. As to the trial — the jury disagreed. One juror persistently voted for the plaintiff. It was rumored that he had been given extra fine meals all through the trial by the lawyer for the prosecution. The Settlers There were a few settlers among the founders of 24 Life In Chatsworth Chatsworth who came directly from England and a group of industrious Germans who were dependable citizens, but the majority of the pioneer settlers were descendants of the early Colonial immigrants. Perhaps in contrast with the experiences of their forebears who colonized the New England and Middle Atlantic States their lives were tame and uneventful, yet nevertheless they experienced hardships and met difficulties that their contemporaries who remained in the East escaped. Some of them came directly from the Atlantic Coast States, others from Ohio where their immediate ancestors had lived through times as perilous as had those of Colonial days, but instead of making a long trek on foot or on horseback over the mountains and through forests, some- times enduring shipwreck on the turbulent Ohio, they came into the town of Chatsworth on a train and strangely enough, some of them came from the west. In the early days of the Illinois settlement many came by way of the Ohio and Mississippi Rivers, going up the Illinois to the center of the state. After the close of the Civil War the railroad, crossing the state from east to west, was fin- ished, and a number of these earlier settlers moved to the newly opened lands to the east. This railroad, the Toledo, Peoria and Warsaw, was often called the "Tip Up and Wait," a name that needs no explanation. The case of my father may have been typical. Coming West from Ohio in the fifties, he bought land east of the The Settlers 25 Illinois River. After the first hard years of the Civil War period, with good crops and excellent prices he pros- pered. Thinking to find a better opportunity to educate his children, he sold his property and bought land in and near the new town of Chatsworth, where the Academy had already been opened. He also purchased a farm about a mile from the village and to do this he borrowed some money. Then the panic of 1873, followed by the unprecedented failure of crops, nearly ruined him. Al- though we children did not realize it, we went through typically hard times. I remember my mother's sorrowful face as she asked us to do without butter, for every ounce must be sold to meet the ten per cent interest due to the Boston uncle. This was not usury. That rate of interest was common up to the end of the century. I think that we did not suffer seriously from the lack of butter in our diet. We were not deprived of it for a long time and we always had plenty of skim milk to drink. Cottage cheese too was a common dish. We took our own corn and wheat to the mill to be ground, retaining all of their good food values. The long slow cooking of the corn meal brought out all its rich sweet taste. When, as was often the case, we had a supper of mush and milk, it was always planned to have enough left over to fry for break- fast. Golden brown slices served with sausage was a breakfast fit for a king or a peasant. Perhaps we had in our garden more than the ordinary 26 Life In Chatsworth varieties of vegetables, for beginning with asparagus, there was always something fresh during the growing sea- son, and that was true too of the fruits. One vegetable that was raised to feed the horses because it was said to make their coats glossy was carrots, but we never thought of eating them. Nobody knew that what was good for the horses might be good for us too, that they might make our eyes brighter and our curls more shiny. I am certain that we children were never hungry except in the way that healthy growing children always are, but I do recall a keen sense of deprivation in the matter of clothes. As the third downward step in a row of girls my parents did not buy me a new dress until I was nearly ten years old. I did have one, that was a gift, but of that I shall tell you later. Hospitality Whatever else was lacking in those pioneer homes, there was one thing that never failed; that was hospi- tality. Grandmother used to say that they kept a Preach- er's Hotel in Ohio. The example of our grandparents was certainly the pattern followed by our parents. One minister, the first of my recollection, had snowy white hair and always dressed in shining black broadcloth. He never failed to ask us to recite the catechism. Another, moving from one charge to another with his family, had all of his worldly goods piled on the wagon with them. During the years following there was a long train of Hospitality 27 such visitations. Only once do I recall that the measure of hospitality that usually overflowed was drained dry. A new pastor had been called to the church. Father, as clerk of the session, had carried on the correspondence and, as was usually the case, he invited Mr. Himes and his wife to stay with us until they were settled in the parsonage. They came, but no furniture arrived. The weeks went by and still it did not come. After more than a month with us, another elder took them in and went through the same experience. Then they moved on to the home of a third elder. Finally when it was suggested that they might be comfortable in the hotel, almost immediately their furniture arrived. They had purposely delayed its shipment, thinking to profit by living off the congregation, but they never were successful in win- ning the esteem and cooperation of their parishioners. This minister was the author of what we children called the "Popcorn Blessing." In winter apples were a regular bedtime snack. They were often supplemented by pop- corn or popcorn balls. One morning after all the family were assembled at the breakfast table, Father called upon Mr. Himes to say grace. He coughed and choked but finally managed to say a few words. His red face and confused manner emphasized the embarrassment which puzzled all of us, until later a young member of the household revealed that in passing through the parlor on his way to the table, Mr. Himes had taken a generous 28 Life In Ghatsworth piece of a popcorn ball that he had not fully disposed of when called upon to ask the blessing. He grew very fond of our breakfast cakes that were something new to him. After the depression days were over Father made a practice of sending to western New York for sacks of buckwheat flour and cans of maple syrup each fall. This combination certainly won the minister's approval. He often said, when asked to have another cake, "I don't know how many I have had but I will take another." We knew the story of another minister who had made the same remark about biscuit and had been greeted by a piping little voice "I do, I counted them." We had been warned not to duplicate that performance, but that did not keep us from making a mental enumeration of the cakes the minister stowed away. Those days were not far removed from the Civil War. When visitors were with us, as we gathered about the fireside on winter evenings, the conversation almost invariably turned to that strife and the stirring days preceding it. Even the soldiers seemed to prefer to talk about the causes that led up to the war, rather than the conflict itself. The great senatorial debates, the Dred Scott Decision, the Missouri Compromise and the Lin- coln-Douglas debates were all subjects of discussion and were a part of our education long before we opened a text-book of history. It was always a great moment when Father told of his opportunity to see Lincoln when he was Hospitality 29 on his way to Freeport to take part in the famous debates. There was one occasional visitor in our home who fascinated me and at the same time filled me with terror. Mr. Henry, a Civil War veteran who lived at the county seat, was a deputy sheriff. He had formerly lived in the Western Settlement near Father and he took it for granted that he would find a welcome in our home whenever business called him to our town. I recall only two things about him. He wore a long blue overcoat with a flowing cape and when he took that off, in place of a good right hand, a sharp, cruel-looking hook extended out from his sleeve. I had never before seen a mutilated person, and in spite of my father's complete acceptance of him, I never outgrew my fear of him. Later I became accus- tomed to seeing another soldier who had lost a part of a leg hobbling about on a wooden stump, but nothing else in my childhood days ever so completely upset my equa- nimity as that shining hook protruding from the soldier's sleeve. I have no doubt that Mr. Henry was a kindly gentleman, but he passed from the scene before I reached the years of understanding and today as he came into the picture again, I found him still in the company of that curious creature with forked and hooked appen- dages, whose acquaintance I had made in the pictorial borders of the Big Book on the parlor table. The Family Bible has disappeared from the home. Perhaps you never saw one. It was a big volume about 30 Life In Chatsworth the size of the unabridged dictionary. Its cover, often of embossed leather, was ornamented with black and red scrolls and lettering. Between the Old and New Testa- ments were blank pages where the family births, mar- riages and deaths were recorded. Some of the pages were ornamented with pictures of Biblical characters, Adam and Eve in the garden with the apple tree and Satan, Abraham with his son and a lamb, Moses with the Ten Commandments, and many another character whose story is unfolded in the book. Labor There were few social distinctions in our town; all were workers. Among the discarded books in the Acad- emy was a volume of orations. One, that I still hold in memory, began: "The dignity of labor! Consider its achievements. Dismayed by no difficulty, shrinking from no exertion, exhausted by no struggle, ever eager in its persevering promotion of human happiness, clamorous labor knocks with its hundred hands at the golden gates of the morning, proclaiming each day through succeeding centuries fresh benefactions for the world." The machine has in a measure robbed both labor and the laborer of that dignity. In that, perhaps may be found one cause for the unrest of today. In all of our town I recall but two exceptions, among the men, who could not be counted as workers, in field, or office or store. A preacher, Labor 31 electioneering for a public office, once was asked if he were not a minister. He replied "Yes, but I'm not a preacher to hurt." Tom Nolan was one of those who never did anything "to hurt." Today I cannot say whether it was sheer laziness that put Tom and his family in the impoverished class or whether the lack of sufficient nourishment might have accounted for their shiftlessness. If Tom was one of a half dozen men working in the straw- berry acres, he would soon be lagging behind the others, and that was true of every other task he attempted to do. The family was always borrowing. They were often just out of tea, and when they returned it, there was never an amount equal to what they had borrowed. Finally one neighbor, Mrs. Hunter, bought a pound of tea, put it in a can and labeled it "For Tom's folks." Then when they asked for tea she took it from that can and whatever they brought back was put in the same can. When the can held less than one fourth of the pound and they came for more, she showed them the can, told them that it contained all that they had returned of the pound they had borrowed. Then giving them the can she told them not to return it. They did not try to borrow tea of her again but were not deterred from asking for other things. The other exception to the rule that all were workers was altogether different. He was our one gentleman of leisure, Mr. Ogburn. His brother, the president of the Illinois Central Railroad, had large possessions in and 32 Life In Chats worth about Chatsworth and Mr. Ogburn had come here to sell these properties. Finding pleasant surroundings and congenial associates, he spent the rest of his days here. I think I am right in saying that no one ever saw him do a day's work. He kept horses for his carriage, and a few chickens and did what other men called chores, but I never heard of his tackling but one job and that he did only to show how it should be done. Those were golden days for passes for anyone connected with railroad people. The Ogburns had annual passes on the brother's road and just a hint brought others on any road where they chose to travel. My sister Carrie was a favorite with them and they often got passes for her to travel with them. Once when Mrs. Ogburn wanted to see Barnum's Circus in Chicago, she took Carrie along and after seeing the circus, she bought a loaf of bread and came home, travel- ing altogether about 200 miles. In the years of automobile travel that trip was a daily occurrence until we entered the present war, but fifty years ago it was the talk of the town. One day when the Ogburns came to see us, Mr. Ogburn was complimented on his new suit. He con- fessed that he had bought it in a store, but he had had Mrs. Ogburn carefully press the creases out of the trousers so that the suit would not be recognized as "store clothes." Men's clothing began to be manufac- tured some time before the decades of my tale, but that was an innovation that did not meet with ready accept- Life O n the Farm — Work 33 ance, particularly in pioneer communities and in this instance Mr. Ogburn's pride walked hand in hand with his prejudice. Life On the Farm — Work One winter Father went to the county-seat with some of his neighbors. The morning after his return he solemnly told us that we had been moved to the country. Father was not ordinarily accustomed to joking with us. We had been taught to think that what he said was "so even if it wasn't so," but now all the evidence about us beclouded his statement. Here we were in the same old home with its familiar walls and furnishings; glancing through the windows, we saw the same trees and shrubs about us and beyond only the well known homes of old neighbors. But we were not kept long in a wild state of uncertainty. The town limits extended through the center of the farms, and the neighbors, feeling that they were receiving no benefits from residence in the town, petitioned the county authorities to move the line to the road running before their places and the petition had been granted. But the change from being town's people to being country folks, made no difference in our life on the farm. There was the same endless round of work from early morning until late at night during the growing season and until the last ear of corn was garnered in the fall. 34 Life In Chatsworth To the minister we said, "Man's chief end is to glorify God and enjoy him forever." In retrospect the chief end of life on the farm was work, without these qualifying adjectives. We were taught that work was "man's appointed lot" and in general, we accepted the admon- ition of the closing line of the hymn, to "work and mur- mur not," although there were always certain tasks over which we grumbled. I have a very clear picture of Father holding aloft the baby of the year, its more than yard long dress floating toward the floor, while he recited to it the little poem, "The Lark is up to meet the sun. The bee is on the wing. The ant its labor has begun. The woods with music ring. Shall birds and bees and ants be wise While I my moments waste? Oh let me with the morning rise And to my duties haste." Thus from the cradle up we learned respect for work in this and a multitude of proverbs, precepts, poems and songs. Just one poem from "the other side of the ledger" comes to mind. This, "The Plaint of the Farmer's Wife," recounted the hard tasks that were the lot of a woman Life On the Farm — Work 35 on the farm through long hours and months until in despair she cries, "/ wish that I were dead and buried in a row With a cabbage at my head and at my feet a hoe. But I can't die, I have no time, 'twould take a day or two And stop the plow, so I must wait till the busy days are through" I think that the hearty cheers that met this recitation when Bess gave it for our benefit, were meant for the tragic tones and eloquent gestures that accompanied it. She had just been taking elocution lessons. We had not then learned to call speaking a piece, a reading. The first work that I recall doing on the farm was picking potato bugs. That was not an unpleasant task. It was a real pleasure to put a lady bird upon the backs of our hands and after reciting the couplet, "Lady bird, Lady bird, fly away home. Tour house is on fire, your children will burn. i> then to waft her on her way. We recognized the potato bug as a first cousin of our little friend, and only the fact that we should be deprived of one of our staple foods, if the bugs were permitted to feast on the potatoes, made 36 Life In Chats worth it seem right to destroy them. Armed with tin cans that held a little kerosene, we children were each given a row to clean. The honors went to the one who collected the most bugs and left the cleanest row. My next venture ended in disgrace. It was after the panic of 1873. Father must have been desperate, for he put me on the corn-planter and attempted to have me pull a lever that opened the box where the seed-corn was placed. He tried to get me to keep time to sober march- ing beats, 1-2-3-4, 1-2-3-4. I must have been in a gay mood for sprightly waltz time was my only tempo that day, and I never hit the right spot, so I was soon put off and my brother yet younger was put in my place. He was a success much to my chagrin. When that corn had rip- ened the same little brother got up early one morning and put a load of corn into the crib before anyone else was about. When praised for his work he said, "It's a good thnig that I did not die when I was a baby. Nobody would know how smart I am." That was the only bit of field work on the farm that I ever attempted, but the garden kept us continually busy all through the season and especially in the long summer vacations. At first the small strawberry crop was easily handled but not long before we older ones left home, several acres were added and help in harvesting that crop had to be found in the town. Cherry picking was a de- light. It was fun to climb to the top of the tallest trees, to Inside the Home — The Kitchen 37 answer the chattering robins that considered that we had entered their own special preserves. We would fill our buckets time and again with the beautiful fruit, until the bushel baskets overflowed. An occasional tumble that never resulted in broken limbs for the children, but often hurt the trees, were only incidents in the day. The cherry crop was hardly harvested before the currants and goose- berries were ready. Their picking was more prosaic. Then the caneberries both red and black followed in a pro- longed season that kept us busy until the summer had almost ended. Occasionally we went into the orchard to get a basket of apples for making apple pies, or the apple sauce that was so good with hot biscuit. We never helped in harvesting the winter apples, perhaps because of the special care required to keep them fit for storage, or perhaps because their harvest time came after we were back in school. We certainly participated in the disposal of many of the rows and rows of barrels of beautiful fruit that filled the storage cellar. Inside the Home — The Kitchen The years of the Nineteenth Century following the close of the Civil War have sometimes been called "the comfortable era of American life." The question of Slavery that had dominated thought and action for so long was settled, and other great changes in political and religious thinking that followed, did not yet disturb the 38 Life In Chatsworth ordinarily tranquil life of the period. If the events that were to culminate in the tragic wars of today, were cast- ing their shadows, they were passed by unnoticed, and it may truly be said that that was a period of untroubled thinking. But, recalling the absence of all labor-saving devices in the home, it must be evident that the title "comfortable era" does not refer to things physical. The young housewife of today, enjoying her immacu- late kitchen with its gleaming white electric stove and refrigerator, in possession too of a multiple of magic time savers, probably has no conception of the kitchens of eighty years ago. Perhaps she will go with me back into the center of the home of my childhood — the kitchen. There, standing well out from the wall, with a com- bined coal bin and kindling box behind it, is the big black cast iron stove. No matter how diligently it had been polished, it left smudges on aprons and dresses. The top, warped after years of service, permitted the smoke from the soft coal fuel to escape and blacken the great iron kettles in which much of the food for the family was cooked. Perhaps my mother enjoyed her stove. I am not certain that there was one in the home of her childhood, a pioneer settlement in western New York. I did hear her tell many times of the long hours spent twice a week in preparing food that was baked in the great outdoor brick oven adjacent to the house. "Pipe stoves" had not become Inside the Home — The Kitchen 39 so common even in communities farther east but that they were still especially mentioned in wills. Among the kettles was one of copper, but it was rarely used. Most of the iron kettles had graceful vaselike shapes. One among them that had perfectly straight sides possessed a wonderfully smooth inside surface. There were no convenient boxes of cleaning powder. Dust, scraped from an old brick, was applied to a rough spot, sometimes with a cloth or a dampened corn-cob. The sink stood next to a window on one side of the room. It was a water tight wooden box with cupboards for pots and pans underneath. At one end was the pump that brought the water from the cistern under one cor- ner of the house. The drain pipe from the sink went through the floor and outer wall. The waste water poured out onto the top of the ground that here fortunately sloped away from the house. Those pipes with the one that brought the rainwater from the wooden troughs along the eaves of the roof were the only bits of plumb- ing on the farm. There was no breakfast nook with places for four. Instead a large table that usually was set for ten filled one end of the room. There was no shining linoleum on the floor. The bare boards of soft wood required frequent scrubbings and early acquired a multitude of malignant splinters. That kitchen furnished all of the food for the family. 40 Life In Chatsworth I have but one memory of going to the bakery. One Sat- urday while mother entertained friends in the parlor, we made their children happy in the kitchen feeding them bread and honey. After they had departed we discovered that all of the bread that mother had prepared for the family for the week-end had disappeared and we were dispatched to the bakery. One thing is certain — the snowy white ranges of today never turn out more toothsome loaves nor more appetizing pies than did the old black stoves of that yes- terday. There has been an improvement in cake making, baking powder was not then in common use. There was more guess work in combining soda with cream of tartar or sour milk, and the results were not uniformly good. Cleaning the lamps was a kitchen task. They required daily care. They must be filled with kerosene and their wicks had to be carefully trimmed to prevent "wings" that would quickly blacken the chimneys. I shall tell you more about these lamps later. Cleaning the chimneys was a particularly hard task as they grew taller and sometimes slimmer. We were con- stantly warned of the danger of explosions and woe be to the custodian of the lamps who failed to fill them before darkness descended. They would then have to be taken out of doors and filled by the scant light that shone through a window. Inside the Home — The Kitchen 41 The one task belonging to the kitchen that I remem- ber with the sharpest pang is the ironing. The washings were often done by a woman who came from the town, but the ironings fell to the lot of the girls. At one time they were assigned to my sister Bess, next older, and me. We would take turns in dividing the great washings into piles as evenly matched as possible, one making the divisions, while the other had the choice of the piles. Usually we made very fair divisions, but once on a very hot day, when I had to make the division, I put all of the hard things in one group and, manipulating the piles so that they appeared to be equal, I called Bess to make her choice. She took the basket containing the smooth ironing and I was left with all the shirts and beruffled petticoats. Those petticoats, yards around, adorned with deep ruffles that were edged with smaller ruffles which in turn often had as an edging another ruffling of tiny lace, and all stiffly starched ! When worn we may have considered them "things of beauty and joys forever," but on the ironing board they were nothing but a nightmare! I labored throughout all the long day, without complaining too, for I could blame no one but myself. Even on the warmest day a constant fire had to be kept burning to keep the irons on the top of the stove uniformly hot. The larger ones were heavy to handle. The ironing surface had to be constantly polished to remove the traces of smoke that never failed to be found on them. 42 Life In Chatsworth A piece of beeswax wrapped in cloth was used for the purpose and was always at hand. The Parlor I imagine that the first floor covering on our parlor was a rag carpet but my earliest recollection is of an ingrain carpet put down over a layer of straw. There was nothing formal about the furnishings of this room — no horsehair covered sofa and chairs such as we saw in the homes of some of our friends. Father's combined bookcase and desk stood in one corner. It would be a prized pos- session in the home today. Grandfather's ladder-backed hickory rocker with its splint-bottom seat, stood in winter before the big Franklin open-faced stove. The only fuel used was a very soft coal that was smoky and odor- iferous. It was fascinating though to watch it burning as the bubbling oil and gas made miniature volcanoes, throwing up red, green and purple columns that faded away into smoke before disappearing up the chimney. Few homes in the second decade of the history of our town were without a cottage organ. Most of them were very ornate creations towering high above the keyboard, with numerous brackets for lamps and vases and com- partments for hymnals and sheet music. In striking con- trast, our instrument had a perfectly plain case; it was of beautifully polished rosewood. The only ornaments were the fluted columns that supported the keyboard. 1 - f 4 ii" \ CHAIR AND CRADLE Used by Five or more Generations of the Family. (See pages 42, 43.) The Parlor 43 Another piece of furniture that was seldom absent from the room was the cradle. It too had been brought from the East where other generations had occupied it. It had no hood and was larger than most of the cradles of the day. Its body was a rectangular boxlike affair made of walnut. The top rail of the sides was supported by rows of spindles. The bottom was made of two removable boards. When on occasion it was vacated by the occupant of the year it was eagerly seized by two or three older children who removed the mattress and one of the boards, and climbing in and sitting on the remaining board with feet touching the floor, the rockers and foot power took them off on a merry trip all around their little world. If some- times the action was a little too energetic and they were sent spinning head over heels, the chariot was soon righted and they were up and off again for another trip. A table stood before the east window with the big Bible and the plush-covered album upon it. On the wall, suspended from big china-headed nails by heavy red woolen knitted and tasseled cords, hung portraits of our grandparents. Over the mantel were large steel engrav- ings entitled "Our Hope" and "Our Joy." On the man- tel stood the old clock and numerous other prized pos- sessions. Among them was a red china hen sitting on a brown nest. For a time a glass globe protected a large bouquet of wax flowers, but after the heat of many sum- 44 Life In Chatsworth mers and winters had caused some of them to slip from their stems, they disappeared. As the end of the Autumn days drew near, Grand- mother always added a receptacle of "spills" to the man- tel's miscellaneous collection. She remembered the time before matches were invented. She recalled too, their exorbitant price in the early days and although matches were very common at this time, they never became a common thing to her. When the first fires were lighted in the Franklin stove, she had a holder full of these spills or lamplighters as they were more commonly called, ready for the mantel. She made them by wrapping a narrow piece of paper round and round upon itself until she had a slender cone twelve or fifteen inches long. Grandmother was always pleased to have a brightly colored piece of glazed paper for her spills, but that was not at all common. When the end of the day drew near, we often sat before the fire, where the changing shapes and colors of the flames always were a delight and when darkness had fallen it was an easy thing to put the end of a spill into the glow- ing coals and quickly transfer the flame to a waiting lamp. The kerosene lamps were of many shapes and sizes. There were little flatbottomed ones with side handles. These we carried down cellar, into dark corners and The Bedroom Furniture 45 when going upstairs to bed. There were taller ones with standards, and later bracket lamps, whose brass frames were fastened to the walls. These had mirrored concave reflectors. There were lamps with tall chimneys that had opaque glass shades, and finally a hanging lamp with an ornate frame, swung from the center of the ceiling. This could be raised and lowered at will and was con- sidered a great innovation. The Bedroom Furniture The bedroom furniture was distinctive. There were a number of beautiful cherry bureaus and highboys. Grandmother had a lovely cherry sewing table in her room with drop leaves and two drawers. A picture of Martha Washington in her snowy white cap hung above it and on the opposite wall were photographs of Grand- mother's nine brothers and sisters who lived to reach maturity. These were in bewilderingly decorated frames. The chief article of furniture was the bed. There were no springs for beds then. Sometimes supports for mattresses were made by lacing ropes back and forth around pegs set in the sides of the bed, but generally wooden slats were laid across from side to side and on these the mattress was laid. There were some hair mattresses in use then but ours were straw filled ticks over which a feather bed was placed. I do recall an occasional 46 Life In Chats worth tick filled with the soft inner husks of corn, that had been coarsely shredded with forks. The filling of the ticks was an important event. After they had been freshly washed, they were taken to the barnyard and laid on a carpeting of clean straw. Then they were filled through an opening in the middle of one side. The fresh straw was diligently pushed into the cor- ners, then the center was filled with all it would hold and the slit was carefully buttoned. Sometimes these distended ticks resembled bucking bronchos and occasionally for a few nights acted like them for many a thump and a thud, followed by a wail revealed that some child had been deposited on the floor. But a further manipulation of the straw for a few days tamed the bronchos and the mattress became a place where the tired child and the work-weary adult could rest. But whatever the mattresses lacked of modern com- fort, those beds were a delight to the eye. Their home- made coverlids and quilts are the choicest possessions of their present-day owners. When Mother's bed had on its best dress it displayed an appliqued quilt in the Rose and Wreath pattern, a graceful wreath, extending from a rich rose. One had to look closely to see the tiny stitches of the overall quilted pattern. Grandmother had two coverlids that had been woven by her father. One was made of red, blue and black wool, the other, the prettier Clothing 47 was blue and white. There were plenty of gay patchwork quilts for all the beds, even the low bed that during the day rested under Mother's bed, had its pretty covering. It was the trundle-bed that at night was "trundled" out for the little ones too young to be far away from her protection. Clothing My recollections do not go back to the time when we were without a sewing machine, that "great emanci- pator of women." Among the things that were in Mother's "dowry chest" were pillow-beres (pillow-cases) that had not only rufflings about the open ends but also down the sides and across the closed ends, all hemmed by hand. Her wedding dress and petticoat too were hand made. The wedding skirt of a fine muslin was open down the front, while the petticoat beneath she had embroidered to the waist. The other breadths of this full petticoat had a nine-inch embroidered border. The machine certainly was a powerful ally in opening the door to women's freedom and the pattern deserves a large place beside it. Butterick made his invention in 1 87 1, sometime before I began to take an interest in dress- making. It is still a mystery to me how clothing was cut before patterns were available. I do recall one dress- maker who refused to use a pattern, claiming she could 48 Life In Chatsworth get a better fit by simply looking at her customer before cutting out the garment. In my early days, waists were generally tight fitting. They were lined with drilling or cambric. A series of darts took up the fullness at the waist. These were rein- forced with a casing that held strips of whalebone. Skirts often consisted of several breadths gathered at the waist. The same style persisted for years for matrons and the dresses could be worn for many seasons, without giving the owner an uncomfortable feeling that her shiny black silk was outmoded. All feminine clothing, with the exception of shoes and hats, was made in the home. For winter our woolen stock- ings, mittens and hoods were knitted. Our long red flannel underwear reached from our ankles and wrists to the neck. In adolescent years, corsets were inflicted upon us. We wore long sleeved corset covers over these. We did not go by the calendar and lay aside our flannels on a particular date but when it was decided that the season warranted the change, we donned long muslin chemises and panties. Pantalettes had disappeared from view before my day. A picture of my oldest sister, taken a little earlier reveals her pretty pantalettes. Soon hoopskirts became the vogue. I acquired them at about the time I had my first new dress and in a few years the bustle was an indispensable part of our attire. When now I see chil- dren of that age with rouged lips, painted cheeks and APPLIQUE QUILT Rose and Wreath Design in colors of red and green on white. Made by Roseann Traxler Bigham. (See page 46.) Clothing 49 bleached hair, and feel inclined to criticise I say, "Hoop- skirts and bustles" and subside. It required endless patience to acquire the art of sitting down gracefully in hoops. Cousin Nancy, who came from Chicago to visit us, delighted to make her skirts fly swiftly upward and as quickly return to their proper place. All accidental of course. She had recently returned from a girls' finish- ing school in Philadelphia and declared that she learned the trick there. For a long time our shoes were made by the village cobbler. I suppose that they were made of calfskin but the memory of those stiff heavy shoes makes me want to claim that they were made of cowhide. They lasted a long time and although they were always made to allow for some growth, sometimes our rapid development was not anticipated, and as one of the victims, I am testifying that we had "growing-pains," notwithstanding the doctors nowadays declare that there are no such things. In summer, our everyday head coverings were sun- bonnets. Grandmother had one with removable paste- board slats. Sometimes they were made of pretty dainty material and were very becoming. Little straw sailors that lasted for several years were reserved for Sunday wear and for special occasions. Perhaps because of less interest in masculine fashions, I recall but a few things about men's clothing peculiar to those times. The old schoolmaster wore trousers that were 50 Life In Chatsworth fashioned after those of his Colonial fathers, except that his were long. On dress occasions Father donned a dickey, a false shirt front with a stiff collar. He had too, a brocaded satin vest and in a bandbox in his closet there was a tall stiff beaver hat. I do not remember seeing him wear this hat. Education The education of the settlers of Chatsworth was very limited but it was representative of that of most eastern communities of the day. A few men had attended college for a short time, but only an occasional minister had com- pleted a college course. Some of them enjoyed exhibiting their superior training. Sometimes when reading the Lessons for the Day from the Old and New Testaments, they recited the original Greek and Hebrew and then gave their own translations of the passages, calling them the literal meanings. The text of the sermon received the same treatment. One parson always had four divisions for his sermon: Firstly, Secondly, Thirdly, and Finally my brethren. The last words were eagerly awaited by the youngsters, but no one relaxed for we knew that we still had to listen to a fourth of the discourse. At that time higher education for women did not exist and had rarely been suggested. In some places there were separate female seminaries but more often the girls attended private community schools. Education 51 The education of the children of Chatsworth followed the pattern of that of their parents for a time. School days for some of them began in the Presbyterian Academy which after a few years was discontinued. A decade after the first large school building was opened, an addition of two large rooms was needed to accommodate all of the children. Then the upper grade began to be called the high school. That was opened in the Autumn of 1876. When the work on the farms was over a large number of students came in from the surrounding country. The room that had been full, now overflowed, and the children in the lowest class were sent back to another room. We were still counted as enrolled in the high school and did go back into that room for some recitations but there was much weeping over the demotion. The high school group was a motley crowd. There were several young men with full beards, young ladies in trailing dresses, children of all ages. I record without blushing that I often sat on the principal's lap in the school room. I did not blush then and I am certain that the older girls and boys did not ridicule me, for I was only eleven years old and the principal was an old, grey- bearded man. He was a veritable Pied Piper with little children. Whenever he appeared on the school grounds, he was immediately surrounded by children eager to be taken up in his arms or, missing that, to clasp a vacant finger, while all who could seized hold of his long coat y* UF ALL, ub» 52 Life In Chats worth tails. I could not remember the time when he had not, on occasion, taken me in his arms and held me on his knee. At the close of that year, the new school board decided that it was time for a change. Mr. Chase's sym- pathetic nature and understanding of children could not overcome the fact that his own education had been very limited. For several years, each fall saw a new man in the principal's place. This was a decided disadvantage, for they seemed to agree that it was the proper thing to begin at the beginning of the text-books. The pupils lost inter- est and precious time was wasted. Then a new leader, who stayed with us for several years, took up the work. He planned and followed a regular course of study, intro- ducing Latin and other high school subjects. Under him we read the first books of Caesar, studied Algebra and Trigonometry, Ancient History and "Steele's Natural Philosophy" and Physiology. I do not recall a regular course in English Literature, but for a time Mr. Sherman met with a group of students in the evenings when we read from some English and American authors, Burns, Tennyson and Hawthorne were included. Later he held classes in Cicero and in "Haven's Mental Philosophy" after school hours for a small group. The first class graduated in 1881. I was in this class but an opportunity to go to a western state to teach took me from home early in the spring. I returned in time to Education 53 graduate the next year. Our class motto was Vestigia nulla retrorsum. A favorite subject for the consideration of the sweet girl graduate of that period was "Beyond the Alps lies Italy," but that had been appropriated by one of the girls of the first graduating class, so we were limited to such subjects as "So on our heels a fresh perfection treads." None of the older children of Chatsworth had the opportunity of securing a college education, but a few of the younger children were given that privilege. Young men ambitious to become lawyers, sought the opportunity to read law in the office of some practicing attorney. They paid for the privilege, at least in part, by doing the menial work about the office and routine clerical work. After they were sufficiently well-grounded in the fundamentals of Blackstone, in the eyes of their mentors, they took an examination at the county seat and were usually admitted to the bar. Their preceptors were often very proud of them. I recall one attorney whose photograph, surrounded by his "boys," occupied a con- spicuous place in his home. The training of the two physicians who cared for the ills and accidents of our villagers is not on record, but there is no doubt that their medical education was limited. Twenty-five years after the founding of the town, medical schools still advertised as requirements, "a read- ing knowledge of English" and "two terms of five months each" was often the limit of attendance requirements in a 54 Life In Chats worth school of medicine, the interim between the terms being spent in the office of a practicing physician. The entire medical training was still sometimes gained in a doctor's office, where the student read medicine, kept the accounts, cared for the office and the horse and occasionally assisted in ministering to patients. The history of medicine reveals that doctors of a cer- tain period were often shocked by some medical practice common a half-century earlier. An illustration of this may be found in the consideration given to obstetrics before 1850. To attend at a birth was often considered beneath the dignity of a physician and was usually left to midwives. The death rate of both mothers and infants was indeed shocking. On visiting the home of ancestors in the East not long ago, we found in the family burial plot, great grandfather's four sons, each of whom had two wives, the first wives died early. It is of record that some of them died in childbirth or shortly after and doubtless all of them did. This present day records the most wonderful advances in the history of medicine, as for instance in the eradica- tion of the scourge of typhoid fever. There has been a marked decrease in tuberculosis also, but there is still great room for improvement in its treatment and care. Just after the close of the early years of my story, an older sister entered The Illinois Training School for Nurses. On occasional visits to the old home, she preached and prac- Education 55 ticed such precepts as "Carelessness is criminal, dirt inex- cusable, nothing is clean that can be made cleaner." If that precept were applied in handling tuberculosis patients today, it would not be long before that disease could be conquered. It is not possible for me now to distinguish between the remedies and practices of our doctors and those originating in the home or coming from neighbors. When a "cold on the lungs" developed, a plaster of flaxseed or mustard was applied to the chest. Occasionally an onion poultice was used. At the same time flaxseed syrup was taken. Bitter Jim, the ague remedy, was always ready during the chills and fever season. Once Grandmother roasted an onion and removing its heart put my infected toe in its place. The onion certainly was clean and sterile. The warmth and moisture gave relief from pain. At least, in spite of the treatment, the toe survived. Our first vaccinations were performed by a neighbor who used a scab from a recently vaccinated arm. They all "took" with no ill effects, and with less suffering than resulted from later vaccinations given by the doctor when an epidemic of smallpox developed. Then many were seriously ill from the vaccinations. We were not dosed with sulphur and molasses although that was a common spring remedy with many families. Perhaps the consumption of the many barrels of 56 Life In Chats worth apples stored in our cellar saved us from the need of such a nostrum. We did get an occasional cup of catnip tea, but we were spared sassafras. When contagious diseases visited the community, we did not wear bags of asafoe- tida, but we shared in its imaginary virtues, and were con- stantly aware of its vileness for it was to be found on every side in the school room. Sometimes a child would appear with its throat swathed in a woolen stocking, only lately removed from the foot of the sufferer. Some hidden potency was supposed to reside in it. Sometimes it was a hole-y remedy. At other times the throat was enveloped in a red flannel bandage that held in place strips of pork. I doubt if any virtue was claimed for the color. The "scrap bag" always contained plenty of that material after the red flannel winter underwear was made. A child with a badly infected ankle sat for hours with the foot in a pail of buttermilk, a treatment that was repeated for many days. The sore healed without leaving a scar. There were many other homely remedies used for various ills. I remember picking leaf buds from a tree we called "Balm of Gilead" for the doctor. He occasionally came to the farm for the roots of rhubarb, which we called pieplant. One of his trips is associated in my mind with an Indian visitation, false to be sure, but it left as vivid a memory as any actual happening. One morning, playing Education 57 with my brother, Willie, under the willows by the brook, I spied a tall figure striding over the prairie, with a shin- ing instrument in his hand. Fear of Indians had always possessed me and now I was certain that the approaching figure was indeed a savage holding his frightful toma- hawk ready to destroy us. Taking Willie by the hand I rushed to the house, screaming "An Indian is after us," and still dragging the reluctant brother, I crawled under the bed and would not come out until the hearty voice of the doctor called, "Come out from under that bed. I am your friend, Doctor Baker." He had come with a shining new trowel to get some herb that he knew was growing in our garden, and my "terrible Indian" proved to be my old doctor. I cannot now account for my childhood fear of In- dians. They had gone from our part of the state a few years earlier, but one of the recurring dreams of my childhood was of attacks by bands of frightful Indians. Perhaps I had unconsciously learned the stories of our early Ohio ancestors. They had lived through the bloody times preceding Wayne's Victory and later for a few years continued to suffer from marauding groups after the family had moved a short distance from Cincinnati. I am certain that my parents did not purposely inflict these tales upon us for I had reached maturity before I really learned of those tragic times in the family life. 58 Life In Chatsworth Reading In the Home Besides the bookcase full of religious books, we were never without the "Herald and Presbyter," a religious paper published "back home" (in Cincinnati) and in good time we had also the "Chicago Interior," that gave us news of churches in the middle West. These were read religiously in more than one sense, even including the death notices, that often contained notes about people well known to our elders. Their names had become familiar to us through the years and we mourned their passing with our parents. We had the "Weekly Chicago Inter Ocean," a Republican paper, and about 1880 we began to take the daily. In the seventies we added a few novels and stories to our collection of books. One that Father read aloud was, "The Hoosier Schoolmaster." Many jokes from its pages became a part of our daily conversation. If some one told a tall story it "came from the 'tatered side of his head." This illustrates how simple the little things were that provoked laughter in those days. Later, cheap editions of standard works gave us the opportunity to become familiar with more than brief selections from the best English and American writers. Many poets were included. Through our friendship with the Ogburns we had the privilege of reading the "Atlantic" and all of the Harper Home Surroundings 59 publications, the Weekly, the Bazaar and the Monthly. In our teens, we occasionally borrowed books that we read after we were supposed to be asleep. Well remem- bered are Mary J. Holmes' "Tempest and Sunshine" and Augusta J. Evans' "St. Elmo." I imagine they are not even mentioned in a modern book on Literature, but we found them very exciting. Home Surroundings The home where the years of my childhood were spent, had a beautiful setting. There was an almost imper- ceptible rise from the public road to the center of the acres where the house stood. It was surrounded by an unusual collection of ornamental and shade trees. Beyond and around the house lot lay the gardens and meadows, the orchards and walnut groves, with the grain fields lying back of these. The road from the public highway passed under the shade of arching elms and spreading maples. It ended in a large curve before the doorway. Here in the half circle and on either side of the road were many varieties of contrasting evergreens, pines, firs, and larches, lightened by plantings of low growing trees and shrubs. Among these were arbor vitaes and junipers, the slender, straight and weeping white birches, smoke trees, red buds, mountain ashes with their bright red berries, old fash- ioned snowballs and sweet scented syringas. The original owner claimed that the place had been laid out by an 60 Life In Chatsworth experienced landscape gardener. As the years progressed this claim seemed to be verified, for the placing and spac- ing of the trees must have been done by a master hand. Only rarely was it necessary to remove trees because of over crowding, many of them becoming specimens worthy of the poet's praise. This place was home not only for us but for the birds. The trees, with their many different types of foliage, of varying density, afforded homes for hundreds of birds of many varieties. Most of the birds found on the prairies and woodlands of the western plains were among them. It would be of no value to catalogue them, but there are some that are almost as much a part of the home picture as the old clock on the mantel. One of the first favorites was the wren, whose song delighted us. We could often come up to their nests with- out disturbing the brooding mother. Her sharp, unblink- ing little eyes kept watch of our every motion, while her tail made such quick and regular movements that one youngster said "The mamma wren winks at us with her tail." I have never accepted the name that is sometimes applied to a small, self-effacing woman, "a house wren," for on occasion the wren can scold and their movements remind one of the "flirt" of the olden days. Another fav- orite was the catbird, that should have had a better name, for while it imitates the cat calls, it is a pretty bird and its individual songs are sweet and colorful. Home Surroundings 61 The gay orioles with their strange nests were only occasional visitors, there were always many thrushes and sparrows, swallows also, with their curious mud nests tucked away under the eaves of the barn. They delighted to fly about the barnyard in flocks, darting and skimming about. Among predatory birds that made the place their home were varieties of owls. Other visitors were the hawks whose approach was announced by the strange cry of the mother hens calling the chickens to seek the shelter of their wings. The swift swoop of the hawks was a strik- ing contrast to the lazy motion of the eagles that some- times soared high above us. Often their motion seemed to be made without effort. One bird that never had a place in our affections was the shrike. We called it the butcher bird. They often hung snakes in the branches of the trees. The mourning doves that nested in the willows bordering the north pasture were never disturbed there. The plaintiveness of their call did not seem to belong with their surroundings. In contrast, the sweet songs of the meadow-larks and the cheery notes of the bob-whites, or quails, delighted us. One morning Father came into the house at an unusual hour. His troubled face told us at once that something had happened to distress him. He had a nest in his hands, in it were a number of little birds, hardly bigger than his thumb — baby quails. He had been mowing in the south meadow and had unwittingly killed the mother as she 62 Life In Chatsworth brooded over her flock. These quails were beautiful little things, contrasting strangely with the naked awkward little birds that we saw when we occasionally peeked into the nests so common about the house. We tried in vain to keep these little orphans alive, but we never ceased to cherish others that filled the garden and meadows. When the snows of winter covered the seeds that were their ordinary food, we scattered grain for all the winter sojourners, not far from the house and they soon learned to come there without fear. When the sound of guns warned them that uninvited hunters were on the place, often flocks of quail flew up to the house and sometimes filled the porch. The birds were so much a part of our life on the farm, we had come to appreciate and love them, and protected their nests. In that day there were no laws protecting the wild birds and their nests. It was quite a common thing for children to rob birds' nests, and after "blowing" the eggs, to make long strings of the shells of many different shapes, sizes and colors. There were other forms of life that sometimes occupied the trees. The maples on a clear, warm day in early fall, would suddenly appear to have changed their shades of soft green for the dull browns of late Autumn, for countless millions of brown butterflies covered them. If this is an exaggeration, I am not accountable for it, for five year old Don, the youngest of the family, told us Home Surroundings 63 so and when Mother questioned his statement, he repeated it, "Countless millions, I counted them." After forty five years of active life on farms, twenty seven of them on this place, father decided to retire and made plans to sell the old home. Only one of the children remained at home, Mary, who survived the precarious years of her childhood only because of the devoted care given to her by our parents. (A care that was later returned to them in full measure until the death of Father at the age of 88 and Mother at 91.) The morning after Father had completed the arrangements for the sale of the place, the new owner appeared, ax in hand, and began to cut down a tree. Father at once compelled him to stop and told him to leave and not to return until the months had passed when he could take legal possession. When that time came, the family was far removed from the sound of the blows of the ax that immediately began to echo through the grove until every tree and shrub had been laid low. It is incomprehensible how any man could have laid waste that miniature forest. On every hand there were farms where broad acres stretched away, unencumbered by trees, except for a few that shaded the houses, where the hard work of felling the trees and grubbing out their roots, could have been avoided. It is difficult also to understand why the monetary value of the trees should not have been recognized. There were two black walnut 64 Life In Chatsworth groves on the place, that in another ten or fifteen years would have brought more than was paid for the farm. The hundreds of migratory birds had gone to their winter homes in the Southland, before the slaughter of the trees began. It is easy to imagine the confusion and distress that came upon them when they returned the following spring to the place where they began life, where they had built their nests and brooded over their young. When the homing instinct told the first small groups of birds, those harbingers of Spring, that they had reached the end of their journey, and they circled over the place where the fresh green springtime foliage should have welcomed them, they saw only the bare, black upturned sod. I have seen a mother bird beside her nest of fledgelings which a sudden wind had torn from the tree, wildly fluttering and I have heard her plaintive cries. So, perhaps, in their distress, the returning birds flew bewil- dered over that spot until exhausted they slowly sought the shelter of shaded lanes and near-by hedge rows. And all through the month, that Spring, with each flock of returning birds that little drama was re-enacted. The new owner of the farm did not long survive. The place was again sold, and the house moved to the corner nearest Main Street. Many years later, on visiting the old town, I walked along the street in front of the place, and pausing at the spot where the lane had turned to The Home in Summer. (See page 59.) The Home in Winter. (See page 68.) Pastimes 65 the house, I looked up the gentle slope and saw only a field of waving corn ! Pastimes Notwithstanding the subordination of all activities to work, there were seasons when the pressure of farm tasks diminished and times when, because many hands had made light work, we might relax and find pleasure in the company of friends. In the springtime we spent many happy hours by the little brook, playing house- keeping under the willows or fishing for minnows, or we followed up the creek to the meadow south of the orchards, where the native prairie grass was filled with flowers. In summer we rode the horses in the lanes, or if they were working in the fields, the pliant willows made satisfactory substitutes. The abundant shade afforded us many play places and sometimes, when friends from the town were with us, we indulged in pageantry. One Sat- urday afternoon, at the end of a week in which we had witnessed a wedding in the village, we re-enacted that ceremony. In Mother's wedding outfit was a dress of pale blue flowered gauze that was not considered suitable to follow in the wake of her garments made of sterner stuff and be made over into dresses for the girls, so we were permitted to make use of it in our play. The volum- inous skirt yielded material for a long veil as well as a full dress for the bride, Lou, the minister's daughter, a 66 Life In Chatsworth pretty blond. One of the older girls took the part of the groom, since no boy of that age would condescend to play with us. Carrie was the minister and she was in the midst of the ceremony when we saw a young man stand- ing among the trees at one side. He was thoroughly enjoying the show. His discovery brought an abrupt end to the performance and he came forward and introduced himself, Frank Turner, a cousin of Mother's. After chat- ting with us for a few minutes and passing on some pretty compliments for the bride, he went on to the house. The romantic atmosphere of the wedding com- bined with the sudden appearance of the handsome young stranger, completely turned the head of the bride, who as soon as the young man had disappeared, heaved a sigh and said, "How does 'Mrs. Frank Turner' sound?" This query was greeted with a burst of laughter, for the import of her remark was clear to all. It was some time before the hapless Lou outgrew her new name, "Mrs. Frank Turner." The Autumn was the season that perhaps gave us the most pleasure. Then the air was fragrant with the odor of ripening grapes, the orchards were full of deli- cious apples and after the first sharp frosts there were bushels of walnuts to be had for the gathering. It was a gala time for the friends when they happened in on a day when the cider press was working. With straws, glasses and a brimming pitcher of the fragrant juice, Pastimes 67 caught as it flowed from the press, they were indeed happy. Sometimes Flo, one of my schoolmates, was one of the visitors. She had a plump figure and bade fair to grow into a buxom maiden, much to the dismay of her slender older sisters, who had experienced little difficulty in achieving the hour glass figure, that the fashion of the day demanded, so even before Flo had reached her teens, she was laced into a corset. While the rest of us were not kept from reaching the limit of our capacity, poor Flo had to call an abrupt halt long before her appe- tite was satisfied. One day she suddenly left the group and went into the house. When she returned, she had discarded her stays. Her dress could no longer be but- toned at the waist, but she had invented a style that no fashion plate ever displayed. An elongated white dia- mond, made from her handkerchief, extended almost half-way around her waist line. With the pitcher almost filled she proved herself the champion of the afternoon. The next morning she appeared properly stayed and supported, assuring us that she would not soon forget her one day of emancipation. The approach of Winter brought to an end many outdoor activities on the farm and gave us added opportunity for recreation. The coming of a snowstorm was always hailed with delight by the children. Young people who have never 68 Life In Chats worth experienced the thrill of playing in snow, have been deprived of one of the great joys of childhood. To this grandmother, who is beginning her ninth decade, recol- lections of the pleasures that the winter sports brought are among the brightest pictures on memory's wall Not long ago a California matron, in her late forties, told me that she had for the first time actually seen and felt snow although she had all of her life looked out at the snowy peaks that rim the Eastern horizon. She had missed much. There are snowstorms and snowstorms, each having its own appeal. There is the snow that begins in the gloaming and when the morning sun awak- ens us every bit of earth is hidden under a blanket of dazzling white. There is the snow that comes in a cold driving wind that is best seen from beside the warm fire- side. It does not appear to come from the sky. Flying along parallel to the earth it seems never to find a resting place. It is a constant surprise to find that any of it remains on the ground. There is the snow that falls when it is hardly cold at all, when there is not a breath of wind, piling up flake on flake, sometimes for days, until occa- sionally the tops of the fences disappear. There are the sharp little snow pellets, half way between snow and hail, that fall but for a short time, and then the great feather flakes that we learn to recognize as heralding the end of the storm. Rarest of all are the exquisite geometric figures whose beauty is seldom equaled in nature. A cold Pastimes 69 dark sleeve affords a good background for a study of their unusual and intricate forms. The school child of my day always had his slate that furnished the opportunity to gather and compare these fleeting gems. Many were the friendly snowball battles that the snow permitted. The snow men became larger day after day, with wet sticks to which the snow would freeze, making arms, and with coal for eyes, nose and mouth, and occasionally protected by red cap and mittens, they would watch over our play for days. The unblemished snow on either side of the walks became a gallery of intaglio figures, while we waited our turns to guide the hand-sled, or to ride upon it. It was not often cold long enough to make good ice for skating, but when that did happen, the brook, flow- ing through the north pasture was the center of attrac- tion for the children of the town. Only a lucky few owned skates, the others, less fortunate, found pleasure in sliding on the smooth ice. But the climax of all winter snowtime fun was reached when Father got out the old bob-sled. The sound of merry sleigh bells at the door brought us all out to pile in on the hay that filled the sled box. Under cover of the great buffalo robes we were off to collect a group of friends, and then for a long spin on the country roads. Those were the days before the "one-horse open sleigh" 70 Life In Chatsworth had attractions for us. Certainly they were the merriest, happiest times of childhood. Sometimes we were permitted to spend the night with friends. In the home of one of these playmates there was a grand parlor. The furniture was covered with a shiny cloth that was woven of horse hair. The picture molding was overlaid with gold leaf. This parlor was seldom used except on state occasions, but we were happy to be allowed to stand in the door occasionally and look into it. One Autumn when we were sent up-stairs to get a pie, we were astonished to see shelves filled with rows of mince pies, enough to last the family all winter. Mrs. Ely, wearing a night cap and carrying a candle, always came to hear us say our prayers and tuck us into bed. Candles were not commonly used in our home and I had never before seen a night cap. With us, little attention was paid to the holidays. Perhaps we did not observe these anniversaries as whole- heartedly as some of our neighbors did. After the Christ- mas vacation, when playmates asked, "What did you get for Christmas?" the answer would be, "Oh, some things in my stocking." These "things" often consisted of a stick of striped candy and an orange. Oranges were an unusual treat. While we ate them, Father would some- times tell us of his first Thanksgiving dinner in Illinois in the early 1850's. He was a guest in a home where an abundant dinner was served but after the conclusion The Fourth of July 71 of the feast the hostess passed a plate of oranges and told the visitors that they might smell them. The slow river transportation of the day made the shipment of perishable fruit a very difficult thing and oranges were something to be shared as one shares jewels whose beauty may be enjoyed by all who see them. The Christmas tree did not have a place in our home when we were children, and there were no Christmas festivities in our church until about the time we left home. The Fourth of July The one day of the year that was most generally observed as a holiday was the Fourth of July. Then all who were able to walk were on hand for the fun. The farmers from many miles around the town came in for the day. Their lunch baskets of generous size held abun- dant food for their picnic dinners and suppers. There were also many families from neighboring towns, for Chatsworth early acquired a reputation for hospitality and entertainment on this historic day. The small boy, who usually found it difficult to obey the summons to get up on an ordinary day, somehow mysteriously was awake before there were any signs of light in the East and the explosion of his firecrackers relieved the head of the house from the necessity of making the usual effort to arouse the household. 72 Life In Chatsworth As soon as the daily chores about the place were finished, the younger members of the family were of! to join the crowds that filled the main streets. Each had his precious dime tucked away in a pocket but, fearful that it might disappear, it would be handled every few minutes until the choice between lemonade, ice cream or firecrackers had been made and the responsibility for the money transferred to others. The morning exercises began with a parade that was piloted by marshals mounted on the finest steeds obtain- able. Then came the band that had a well deserved reputation for its performances. The mayor, with the orator for the day and other guests followed in the finest carriages the town afforded. A line of other carriages and vehicles of all types and men on horseback completed the procession. In the early i88o's an ambitious committee planned a parade that is remembered as something unequaled in the history of our Fourth of July celebrations. They invited young women to ride in the procession. Each represented one of the forty states that then formed the Union. They were all dressed in white and were mounted on white horses and each was accompanied by a gentle- man escort, similarly mounted. "Columbia" representing United States, led this part of the procession. Hearty cheers and enthusiastic applause greeted us as we rode The Fourth of July 73 along Main Street and on the road leading to the park, where the program for the day was given. Today the details of such a procession might be broadcast over the radio and it would be conducted on time as scheduled, but in those days innumerable trifles delayed such performances. We were still in the days of tight lacing and keeping comfortable on a horse while it was moving was impossible, but to be condemned to sit still upon a horse on the side saddle through dragging minutes that lengthened into hours was torture. No self- respecting woman in those days would have thought of sitting astride a horse, but proceeded to drape herself upon the sidesaddle, her long riding habit trailing toward the ground. The "States" and their escorts took places behind the speaker's platform and remained there during the program which consisted of music by the band, and choral singing, followed by an oration by "The Honorable Mr. Blank" who was a lawyer or politician from one of the large cities of the state. The oration consisted of an outline of American History from Colonial Days, through the Revolutionary War, the anxious days preceding the Civil War, that tragic event, and its triumphant ending. Repeated applause interrupted the speaker for there were many among the listeners who were still swayed by emotions growing out of that conflict. After this long morning in the saddle this participant 74 Life In Chatsworth found no attraction in the remainder of the day's pro- gram but after the morning exercises were over the children hurried home to get something to eat and were soon mingling with the crowds waiting for the afternoon performances. These began with a parade of the cali- thumpians, a mock band outfitted with any grotesque thing that could make a noise. The members of this group were dressed in outlandish costumes in keeping with their performances. This was followed by contests and races held along Main Street. These were always found very amusing and exciting. On one such occasion we had difficulty in restraining a guest, a young girl from the city, from joining in the greased pig race. There were barrel races and sack races too, and greased poles to be climbed. Always in the background was the sound of music coming from the numerous dance halls, that in spite of all the other attractions were continually filled until dawn of the next day. In the early evening the streets were again filled with crowds waiting for the grand finale of the day, the fire- works. There were no set pieces then, no flaming picture of Washington nor reproduction of our national bird, but there were many pin wheels, rockets and Roman candles that delighted the hearts of the young, who went home satisfied with what they considered was a proper ending for the greatest day of the year. Grandmother Bigham 75 Grandmother Bigham Grandmother Bigham was one of a family of fourteen children. Both of her grandfathers came to the Miamis before the great Indian Uprisings. Her family, the Rosses, lived for some time in Cincinnati. A journal kept by a resident of that city during the years when Grandmother was a young girl has recently been published. It contains several references to this family. One note says, "There were eight Ross sisters. They were noted for their beauty." That did not surprise me for, in spite of her wrinkled face and thinning curls, Grandmother was beau- tiful in my eyes. Perhaps it was the beauty of the spirit within that made her seem so lovely. I was named after Grandmother Bigham. From her too, I inherited left-handedness. Mother despaired of teaching me to knit and sew and do all the other things that were expected of the feminine portion of the house- hold in that day, but Grandmother quickly and easily added these things to my accomplishments. Many happy hours were spent sitting at her knee while acquiring these feminine arts. It cannot be recorded that after learning them I found equal pleasure in their application. Seams sometimes were long and hard, and no matter how often we were warned of the fate of the silly young cricket, knitting woolen stockings on a hot, sticky summer day remained a disagreeable and uncomfortable task. 76 Life In Chats worth Grandmother had learned to do one thing with her right hand, and that was to write. On going to school, with neither interference nor suggestion I followed nature's bent and wrote with my left hand. This troubled Grandmother. Once when she was leaving us to spend the winter with sisters in Indiana she told me that if I would learn to write with my right hand and write her a letter with it she would give me a new dress. I had never possessed such a thing and I eagerly applied myself to the task and soon was able to write the promised letter. It was not long before the promised dress arrived, a beautiful shining changeable red and green alpaca. No material possession since that time has held quite the same place in my affections. But the sequel must be told. It was not long before I was again occasionally making use of my left hand in writing and soon it was the every day procedure. Grandmother never spoke to me about it. I had indeed fulfilled the letter of my promise, if I had violated its spirit. I am certain that if she had possessed present day knowledge on the subject, she would have been glad that I did not run the risk of suffering the physical and mental ills that so often accompany that arbitrary practice. I always enjoyed being alone with her and I have happy memories of sitting with her on the porch of the little brown house when all the rest of the family were away. With a canopy of wistaria above us, its violet Uncle Dee 77 tinted blossoms gently moving in the soft summer wind, we rocked and sang, "My days are gliding swiftly by, And I a pilgrim stranger, Would not detain them as they fly, Those hours of toil and danger" It is often said of the grandmother of that day, that her fate was to put on a cap and sit in a corner. In our home at least, Grandmother occupied an honored place. Uncle Dee One Autumn Greatuncle Dee, Grandmother's brother, made us a visit. He was from Boston where, he said, all good Bostonians recognized one authority — Worcester's dictionary. In our schools and homes Web- ster was our guide, so far as we followed any criterion of speech. This did not please Uncle Dee, who told us that when he was at home again, he would send us the one and only proper guide to pronunciation. Not many weeks passed before a large box, containing the promised reformer, arrived. Its opening was made a real ceremony. It was not touched until every member of the family was present. The removal of the lid revealed many unanticipated gifts beside the dictionary. Along side of it were six or eight other large volumes, but when either cover was opened, instead of a printed page there 78 Life In Chatsworth appeared copies of works of art, plaster miniatures of many of the great works of ancient Greece and Rome. One volume contained the heads of all the Caesars, another was filled with the works of Thorwaldsen. A slender bronze statue of Melpomene and graceful and unusual vases appeared. There were a number of framed pictures, one, the head of a Greek god, a painting (copy) of Leonardo da Vinci's self portrait and striking pictures of Mozart and Beethoven. Included, too, were albums of music and a stack of sheet music. There were bolts of linen and muslin, with a number of partly finished pieces of needlepoint and embroidery with plenty of silk and wool to complete the patterns. These brought joy to the girls of the family. This was a strange assortment of things, useful and beautiful, to be dropped into that simple farm house. Perhaps you might think that it was not an appropriate gift, yet it may surely be said that it did us no harm. We had, some years before this, outgrown the little brown house and were in the larger home that replaced it. A piano had been added to the furnishings of the parlor. Carrie, who had a great love of music and much natural ability in rendering it, soon was making us acquainted with many of the classics. One album contained the portraits of many of the opera singers of that day with some of the most popular songs they sang. While no one among us essayed to Cousin Jane 79 emulate these singers, we did become familiar with some of the operas. The study of the replicas of sculpture that idealized the ancient Greek and Roman mythological heroes added to our knowledge of these characters and of the works of art in which they are portrayed. As to the dictionary that prompted the sending of the box — Uncle Dee did not live many years after that visit. If he had been able to come again, I am afraid that he would have been disappointed that we had not profited more from its use. While we made it a constant companion in learning the spelling and meaning of words, it had no marked effect on our Mid-western pronuncia- tion that did not resemble that of the Bostonians. Cousin Jane Cousin Jane was a welcome visitor in our home for she was a good sport. When her visit happened at threshing time, that event immediately became Jane's party. She entered into the preparations for the meals with such zest that for all of us the drudgery and hard work became fun. She had just learned the unusual deliciousness of corn, fresh from the field, cooked for a few minutes in a kettle of boiling water, then eaten without delay, so she was very sympathetic with the young men who confided to our regular help, that they wanted to eat some of those nice roasting ears but did not dare to attempt to with all those girls around. 80 Life In Chatsworth If the threshing crew was working at the farm, their dinner became Jane's picnic. The food packed in clothes baskets and boiler was loaded into the spring-wagon and we were off to the farm, where the coffee was made, and the hot dishes kept warm on the stove in the farmhouse while we prepared to serve the meal in the shade of the grove, in a happy carefree fashion. One Sunday evening when Jane was with us and a number of young gentlemen were at the house, we sud- denly decided to go to the church since Jane had never been in a Methodist meeting house. We were a little late in arriving and were ushered to seats in the "Amen Corner." After the sermon and prayer, the minister read the closing hymn and the audience rose to sing, but Jane and I sat still. We were glued to the seat which recently had been varnished. It was a warm evening ; we had on thin dresses; the sticky condition of the varnish held us fast. After the benediction, with careful manipulation, we were released without much damage to our dresses. Throughout the years we have continued to talk about the time we "joined the Methodist Church." The Sabbath Day Sunday mornings in summer, after the horses had been fed they were led from the barn, two by two, their halters were removed and they were turned into the pasture where the little brook rambled on its way to THE AUTHOR, 1893 THE PARLOR — A Corner near the Bay Window Showing Flowers and Lamps. (See pages 45, 48.) The Sabbath Day 8i the Vermilion River. Showing not the least weariness from their week's work, they kicked up their heels, some- times purposely pointing them at a neighbor; then they rolled on the soft grass or perhaps in a bare, dusty plot of ground. If they chose the latter place, on getting up they would make inimitable contortions, shaking every muscle of their bodies. It may be that some of the muscle-shaking dances of today owe their origin to a boy or girl who had watched Topsy or Bill take a Sunday morning dust bath. After these preliminary proceedings were over the real fun began. One of the younger horses, perhaps Prince, would start on a mad race to the center of the field where a tall clump of maples grew. One by one the rest of the group fell in line until all were following the leader. Round and round they went in a widening circle, Prince, Fanny, Topsy, Beauty, Democrat, and all the rest of them. Some of them never seemed to tire, but the older ones soon lagged behind and before long they sought the shade of the trees along the lane, while the others whirled away indefinitely. We knew that they were having great fun. I have seen my father watch these animal capers with genuine pleasure. It did not occur to me then but I have often wondered in later years just how he, a fourth generation elder, was reconciled to this desecration of the Sabbath Day. I am confident that if his own children had engaged in such antics they would have been quickly rebuked. 82 Life In Chatsworth The observance of the Sabbath was not carried out quite so rigorously in our home as it had been in the preceding generation, yet it was a day set apart distinctly from others. Then, I never saw my mother with a needle in her hand, while on other days of the week, her fingers were always occupied with sewing, knitting, making quilts or hooking rugs, nor did I ever see my father per- form an unnecessary task on the Sabbath. Some of our friends made everything ready for the Sunday meals on Saturday; with us Saturday was a big baking day, but we had our usual hot meals on Sunday. After dinner was over, the older members of the family went off to take long naps. The younger ones, after clearing away the dishes, found suitable books, and sought sequestered nooks for a quiet hour. When the season permitted, a hammock swung between maples, or a comfortable rocker in deep shade, offered pleasant relaxation. In the spring many sights and sounds combined to keep the senses alert. The wind rustled in the leaves above, birds darted across the sky or twittered in the trees, bees buzzed among the gay blossoms, the air was heavy with perfume wafted from the blossoms in the apple orchards near by. But it was on a hot afternoon in late summer that an awareness of the Sabbath stillness would sometimes startle one. Once my little brother, Willie, was playing boisterously in an adjoining room when suddenly all noise ceased. Grand- mother remarked that Willie must be asleep ; instantly a Memories That Linger 83 little voice called "Why, Grandmother ! Did you hear a great quiet?" There were times when the Sabbath still- ness on the farm was so great that the auditory nerves were keenly conscious of it. Perhaps we did "hear a great quiet." Memories That Linger One evening in the Autumn of 1871 Mother called us to come out of doors, and with tears fining her eyes, she pointed to a strange red light in the northern sky and told us that the great city by the lake, Chicago, was burning. The next day she filled and refilled the oven with bread that was dispatched to the devastated city. Mother often called us out in the evenings to look at the stars and told us the names of many, with stories of the exploits of the legendary folk that the constella- tions were supposed to resemble. On bright summer evenings and clear, cold winter nights we became familiar with the varying positions of these sky dwellers. She made us acquainted too with the wild flowers in their seasons. An old worn copy of Mrs. Lincoln's "Lectures on Botany," with its accompanying Key, a treasure from her Genesee Seminary days, was always at hand. She never failed to identify the strange flowers we brought to her after our infrequent trips to Oliver's Grove. Mother had a great love for growing things, par- ticularly for plants. We were never without flowers in 84 Life In Chatsworth the garden and even in the little house an effort was made to keep some flowers in the windows through the winters. This often resulted in tragedy, for an unexpected visit from a cold north wind left nothing of the geran- iums and fuchsias but blackened leaves and drooping stems. After the new home was built and the big hard coal base-burners installed, the bay window was always attractive. Here rubber plants and wax vines flourished with night-blooming cereus, callas and caladiums while stevias, bouvardias, geraniums, fuchsias, and heliotropes added color and fragrance. The flower garden was Mother's particular province but Father put his stamp of approval on it, often suggesting that we could afford to try this or that new creation, so attractively pictured in the Burpee catalogues. Visiting Chicago a short time after it had been rebuilt, we went shopping at Marshall Field's. That new store could be lost in the Field's of today, but then it was a place of grandeur, its many aisles bordered by counters that were filled with marvelous things in the eyes of a little country girl. After examining some yardage and inquiring its cost, Mother asked if she took so many yards could she not have it at such and such a price. The clerk went to a man standing near by and in a moment returned and said that would be all right. The habit of bargaining for a price had been an established custom in Mother's day, but before I began shopping for myself Village Vignettes 85 it was not a practice in common usage. I do not remember another such incident. A few years later, in 1881, on another visit to Chi- cago, an uncle took us to McVicker's Theater to see a wonderful new way of lighting, with electricity, its first use in Chicago. The uncle was a minister and since the theater was "ungodly" we were not permitted to stay for the performance. Village Vignettes The home of a little chum was not far from the school. It was a beautiful place, a home full of choice things but my memory of the kindly spirit that presided over it is more vivid than is the picture of its material possessions. I have come under the influence of some of the great women of the past generations, among them Frances Willard and Alice Freeman Palmer, and in my thoughts I place the lovely Mrs. Sherman in their com- pany. I had not yet come in contact with Shakespeare, but I learned from hearing her speak that "A voice ever soft, gentle and low" was "an excellent thing in woman," and she exemplified many other gracious qualities that I have learned to know as things to be desired. I was a book starved little thing. I have beside me a grandfather's will with an accompanying inventory of his personal belongings. In the list of books are, "Aspasia Vindicated," "Marshall on Sanctification," "Afflicted 86 Life In Chatsworth Man's Companion/ 5 and "The Delaware Wagoner Against Paine's Age of Reason." We had in our book- case perhaps more than the usual number of books. Father may have inherited some of these from his ances- tors for most of those on our shelves were on religious subjects, and few of them appealed to a child. When Mrs. Sherman gave me the privilege of reading books from her library, there could not have been a happier child within the borders of the state. The Dottie Dimple and Alcott books became mentally mine and soon I was delving into Miihlbach's "Lives of European Rulers." It was not long until when we were not reading we were im- personating royal figures of history. It was wonderful while accepting homage, to trail sweeping garments of crimson velvet down marble stairways. As I look back on those days and realize how genuinely we lived those other lives, I am thankful that our Marie Antoinette did not lose her head. Mrs. Sherman had two sisters who occasionally visited her. Miss Sallie, who taught my Sunday school class, combined all the good qualities of my story-book heroines. When the news of her marriage became known, one little girl ran home to tell her mother that Miss Sallie had married "Carter's Little Liver Pills." She had indeed married the originator of those little balls of medi- cine, that continue to be advertised, even today. Mrs. Thomas, the young doctor's wife, had a keen sense of humor. Her rippling laughter was contagious. Village Vignettes 87 One day, soon after a new bakery had been opened, she sent her little son to get a loaf of bread. That was decades before the wrapping of bread began. When Dick came home he said, "Mamma, that new baker is an awful clean man. He wiped all the dirt off of the bread before he gave it to me." Mrs. Thomas had to give the neigh- bors a chance to laugh with her, and soon the story spread all over town. The poor baker was perhaps entirely innocent; he may have brushed a bit of flour from the loaf, but Dick's remark literally drove him out of busi- ness. He closed the bakery and opened a saloon where cleanliness and its close companion godliness were not demanded by his customers. Mrs. Dean had been a widow for many years. She always appeared on the streets in deep mourning, her long crepe veil sweeping behind her. About a year after Mr. Gordon's wife died it began to be whispered about that he was courting the widow Dean. Soon she laid aside her mourning garb and appeared in a pretty brown costume. Smiles wreathed her face, her eyes sparkled and all her forlorn years seemed to be behind her. But sud- denly the visits of Mr. Gordon ceased, and for some time the widow was not seen on the streets. When she did venture forth she was again clad in her mourning robes. The burning question then became, "Who is the object of her grief?" Mrs. Raymond was another widow, pretty and young. 88 Life In Chatsworth Having lost her dog she sent for Levi to bury her pet. When he had finished the task she asked him what he wanted for the work. "Oh, nuthin'," he said, and no amount of persuasion could make him change his mind, so thanking him, she dismissed him. A few days after- ward, answering a knock at the door, she was confronted by Levi who abruptly asked her to go to church with him the next Sunday evening. The astonished widow emphatically refused, whereupon Levi said, "Wull then, you kin give me fifty cents for buryin' the dorg." There were not a few eligible young men who were ready to declare their willingness to pay many times fifty cents for the privilege of escorting her to church, including the sum required to pay the minister to tie the knot, and it was not long before one of them had persuaded her to accompany him. At a Thanksgiving service the pastor, after discoursing on "Reasons for Thankfulness," invited the prayer meeting group to contribute their personal reasons. Levi at once arose and said, "I'm thankful that we aire what we aire." The rest of the group found it impossible to air their views on the subject, and the minister had to finish the evening without help from the company. There were other unique characters among the male sex in our town. Mr. Johnson was a craftsman, owning a small shop where he practiced his trade with little competition. When the date for the marriage of his Village Vignettes 89 daughter had been set, he went about town asking the families of the editor, the lumberman, the banker, and prominent merchants to witness the ceremony, but he failed to tell his wife about what he had done, until a late hour. When the minister began the service she was still in the kitchen roasting the geese. It was related that she saw the ceremony from the kitchen door, peering over the shoulders of some of the unexpected guests. The next copy of the weekly paper contained a paid notice signed by Mr. Johnson thanking the guests for their "presence and their presents." On the corner near the railroad station Mr. Peterson had his woodworking shop. He dreamed great dreams of perfecting a corn husking machine, spending every possible hour in working over his model. At times he would neither eat nor sleep. Then he became deranged and spent long hours in doing incomprehensible things. The school children, fearful but fascinated, peered through the windows of the shop while he, a bottle in one hand and a cork in the other, darted about among the machines, trying to capture the little devils that tormented him. Up the next street was the mill where, while the grist was grinding, we looked down into the well where the miller's helper had jumped to his death a short time before, and a new word was added to our vocabulary — suicide. The mill was not far from the twins' corner, 90 Life In Chats worth where at one time twins lived in all the corner houses. Not far away from here was the home of little Mrs. Garvin who when told of the death of a neighbor, sighed and said, "So many people have died this year that never died before." The Wreck One bright August morning, to be exact, August 1 1, 1887, a young man started on his way to work, merrily whistling. He had not gone far before he sensed that this was no ordinary morning; he met no one on the walk; no one passed by on the road; there were no friendly greetings from the homes. When he came to the livery stable all was quiet as at midnight. There were no busy men about the lumber yard, no sorrel horse nor spotted dog in sight. He began to wonder if he had mistaken the day. Could it possibly be Sunday? He came to the rail- road station from the rear and passing the end of the building he came upon a sight that fairly froze his blood. There on the platform was a long row of figures, scores of dead men, shrouded in sheets. Stumbling into the station, he asked the cause of that awful sight and was told that the evening before a great excursion train had Over 80 persons were killed and more than 250 were injured. The sound of the fire alarm and the ringing of been wrecked and burned a few miles east of the town, the church bells had brought out all the villagers. They Conclusion 91 had worked throughout the long hours of the night, res- cuing the living and removing the dead from the wreckage. The town hall, the school house and one church were filled with the injured and many sufferers were taken into homes. When all had been done that could be done, the weary, exhausted townsmen had gone to their homes at about the hour they usually began their daily tasks. It is easily understandable why the dead were left on the platform; no coffins were available in the town. These had to be brought from the city. The Sabbath calm was not for long. As the news of the disaster spread, the little town was literally swamped with people, many of them coming out of curiosity. Some gathered up big bolts and odd pieces of iron from the burned cars and took them home for souvenirs! The next Sunday evening Union Memorial Services were held in one of the churches. One of the ministers declared that the wreck was a part of God's plan, a punishment for the wickedness of the world ! Conclusion This tale, while it is a part of "the material of which history is made," should not be considered as a history of Chatsworth. The record of the events in the lives of the exceptional, the eccentric and the unfortunate, and incidents in the daily fives of families or groups cannot be called history. That must present a composite picture 92 Life In Chatsworth of the whole. One boy, whose mathematical ability might give him a seat in the "Quiz Kids School," is not repre- sentative. Neither does an account of the sayings and doings of the unfortunate warrant the assumption that he is a fair sample of the community. Here is pictured, as memory has revealed it, the simple annals of life in a pioneer town that is typical of such Mid- Western communities in the 6o's and 70's, before the complexities of present-day environments had changed society everywhere, a life in which the home and church were still the center of each family's little world, where affection was deep-rooted, if not demon- strative, a life sober in the main, and yet not lacking on occsion the ability to see the humorous side of things. In a word, it may be said that these settlers brought to their new homes the ambitions that their ancestors had cherished. They were plain people imbued with worthy ideals that they strove to implant in the minds of their children. We might expect that this pioneer community would show less advancement than similar towns in well established parts of the East, yet a recently published story of life eighty years ago in a New England village, founded nearly two centuries earlier, strangely parallels this tale. The town developed very rapidly. In hardly more than a decade it had attained its maximum growth. As Conclusion 93 the children matured, the door to material progress here was closed, and most of the second generation sought the opportunity to make a place for themselves in the larger towns of the state, many of them going to Chicago. When they were well established there, a large number of their parents joined them. All of the doctors, lawyers and bankers left the town, many merchants also. Farmers sold their holdings and yielded to the lure of the city. Those who made a change of residence did not all con- fine themselves to the state of Illinois. They went East, West, North and South, to New England, Florida, to Iowa, Kansas and Nebraska and to all of the Pacific Coast States. Sixty years after the end of my story, a group of ten of the first generation children of Chats- worth were found basking in the sunshine of a Southern California seaside town, two thousand miles from the home of their childhood. It must be admitted that their longevity is not due to their present surroundings; they all made the change of residence after they had retired from active life in other communities. Only one of the children of Chatsworth, a musician, became nationally known. For the others, as far as I know, it can be said that they, as a part of that genera- tion, helped in the making of the America of today, add- ing their bit to the progress of the world as substantial, industrious citizens interested in the welfare of the com- munities in which they lived. They were Americans, 94 Life In Chatsworth perhaps not thinking the same thoughts their fathers had thought, certainly seeing strange things their fathers had not seen, yet still Americans.