SJ^£^^^^!^^ ^^ ^^^^S^^^^S ^^ < DPJI'Airi'MKXT OF IjIElItja.H.'K' OIF # University of Illinoi^'i Books are not to be taken from the Library Room. ^ NOTICE: Return or renew «ii i ik each Lost Boo. ,s ^^ J,"" '"^^'^ "-*«"«'«' The Minlmun, Fee for L16]— O-1096 Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/adventuresofphili01thac Sillu^tratcb Stifirarp ambition THE COMPLETE WORKS OF WILLIAM MAKEPEACE THACKERAY WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY THE AUTHOR, AND WITH ■ INTRODUCTORY NOTES SETTING FORTH THE HISTORY OF THE SEVERAL WORKS IN TWENTY-TWO VOLUMES VOLUME XVIL THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP SHOWING WHO ROBBED HIM, WHO HELPED HIM ANE> WHO PASSED HIM BY TO WHICH IS NOW PREFIXED A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY CATHERINE: A STORY By IKEY SOLOMONS, ESQ., JUNIOR BY WILLIAM MAKEPEACE THACKERAY WITH NINETY-FIVE ILLUSTRATIONS BY THE AUTHOR, FREDERICK WALKER AND R. B. WALLACE AND AN INTRODUCTORY NOTE SETTING FORTH THE HISTORY OF THESE WRITINGS IN TWO VOLUMES VOL. L BOSTON AND NEW YORK HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY M DCCC XCII Copyright, 1889, By HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN & CO. The Riverside Press, Cambridge, Mass., U. S. A. Printed by H. 0. Houghton and Company. INTRODUCTORY NOTE. A Shabby Genteel Story was begun in Fraser^s Magazine, where it ran through June, July, August, and October, 1840. We say begun, for though the readers of the period- ical may have thought the last movements of the story rather rapid, they saw that the author had wound his tale to the striking point. Seventeen years later, when Thack- eray's fame was established, he published his Miscellanies, and in the fourth volume inserted this story with the fol- lowing prefatory note, dated London, April 10th, 1857 : — " It was my intention to complete the little story, of which only the first part is here written. Perhaps novel- readers will understand, even from the above chapters, what was to ensue. Caroline was to be disowned and deserted by her wicked husband : that abandoned man was to marry somebody else : hence, bitter trials and grief, patience and virtue, for poor little Caroline, and a mel- ancholy ending — as how should it have been gay ? The tale was interrupted at a sad period of the writer's own life. The colors are long since dry; the artist's hand is changed. It is best to leave the sketch as it was when first designed, seventeen years ago. The memory of the past is renewed as he looks at it — «'die Bilder froher Tage Und manche liebe Schatten steigen auf.' " The " sad period " of the writer's life was that in which 'LZ^^f^ vi INTRODUCTORY NOTE. his home was made desolate by the hopeless insanity of his wife. He had married in 1837 Isabella, daughter of Colonel Matthew Shawe, and by her had three daughters, Anne, Jane, and Harriet. Anne, who has won a distinct place in literature, is Mrs. Richmond Eitchie ; Jane died in childhood, and Harriet married Mr. Leslie Stephen, but died after her father's death. Thackeray's marriage took place just as he lost his patrimony, and the reader will have noticed that the years immediately following were busily employed in fragmentary work, chiefly in Fraser, re- sulting in The Paris Sketch Book and in the volumes after- ward combined in Miscellanies. No one can read either Thackeray's writings or his letters without perceiving how double a life he led, with his children on the one hand, at his club on the other. It was the need of providing for his children which stimulated him to write and sent him on his lecturing tours in America ; it was the loneli- ness of his fireside which sent him to his club. As his children grew and became companions, his domestic life was more identified with his work, and he lived long enough to welcome his eldest daughter to a place by his side in literature. As intimated in the note quoted above, Thackeray at first designed completing A Shabby Genteel Story in a formal fashion, but changed his mind and instead revived some of the characters as the Brandons and Mr. Gann in a new novel The Adventures of Philip, which he contributed to The Cornhill Magazine, beginning with the number for Januar}^, 1861, the third volume of the magazine, which opened with the story, and continuing it until August, 1862. Immediately afterward he published it in three vol- umes, without the illustrations, dedicating it to his friend INTRODUCTORY NOTE. vii M. I. Higgins, the "Jacob Omnium" of The Times, whose tall figure was very familiar by the side of Thackeray's equally tall person. The story of Catherine was an early production and may be said to have had its origin in Thackeray's mind when he was a critic rather than a novelist, and was moved to express his strong sense of moral indignation in a tale which should be a protest against a current weak senti- mentalism. Later, he resorted to the burlesque when he wished to satirize folly, but at this time, when he was grop- ing about for the proper exercise of his power, he used a heavier weapon, though one scarcely as effective. He had indeed once before made a similar venture. In 1832 he had published in Fraser the tale of Elisabeth Broivnrigge, in- tended as a satirical attack upon Bulwer's Eugene Aram. This story will be found in a subsequent volume of this edition. In 1839 Eugene Aram had been distanced by Jack Sheppard, and certain parts of Oliver Twist. Thack- eray, though he had not yet acquired the delicate power of depicting human life which afterward made much of his work a foil to that of Dickens, had that instinct for truth- fulness and that contempt for sham and unreality which lay at the base of all his work. He was a young man and he seized upon the heaviest weapon he could yield. He resolved to paint the criminal in colors which would not allure the eye, and to strip from the class, which appeared to be furnishing heroes and heroines in fiction, all its ro- mantic disguises. Accordingly he took for his heroine Catherine Hayes who was burned at Tyburn, in 1726, for the murder of her husband. The actual history of the woman was revolting enough, and Thackeray did not shrink viii INTRODUCTORY NOTE. from a Hogarth-like fidelity in portraiture. The tale by itself is not an attractive one, and lay long undisturbed in the pages of Fraser ; but to the student of Thackeray it has great interest from the hints it gives of the more perfected power which afterward used keener weapons. He learned to employ a subtle irony in place of a blunt savagery. It would almost seem as if Thackeray in writing Catherine suddenly discovered near the close the burlesque key in which he should have written the tale. Boston, August, 1889. CONTENTS. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. CHAPTER PAGE 1 1 II. How Mrs. Ganx keceived Two Lodgers .... 14 III. A Shabby Genteel Dinner, and Other Incidents OF A Like Mature 26 TV. In which Mr. Fitch proclaims his Love, and Mr. Brandon prepares for War 41 Y. Contains a Great Deal of Complicated Love- making 49 VI. Describes a Shabby Genteel Marriage, and more Love-Making 6Q YII. Which brings a Great Number of People to Margate by the Steamboat 74 VIII. Which treats of War and Love, and Many Things that are not to be understood in Chapter VII 81 LX. Which threatens Death, but contains a Great Deal of MARRY^NG 95 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. I. Doctor Fell Ill II. At School and at Home 122 III. A CONSL-LTATION 132 IV. A Genteel FAmLY 142 ix X CONTENTS, V. The Noble Kinsmax 157 VI. Bkandon's 174 VII. Impletur Veteeis Bacchi 189 VIII. Will be pronounced to be Cynical by the Benevolent 206 IX. Contains One Riddle which is solved, and PERHAPS SOME MORE 214 X. In which we visit "Admiral Byng" 226 XI. In which Philip is very ill-tempered .... 238 XII. Damocles 254 XIII. Love Me, love my Dog 274 XIV. Contains Two of Philip's Mishaps 288 XV. Samaritans 307 XVI. In which Philip shows his Mettle 316 XVII. Brevis esse Laboro 337 XVIII. Drum ist's so wohl mir in der Welt 348 XIX. Qu'oN est bien a Vingt Ans 368 XX. Course of True Love 383 XXL Treats of Dancing, Dining, Dying 400 XXII. PuLvis ET Umbra sumus 421 XXIII. In which we still hover about the Elysian Fields 431 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. CHAPTER I. T that remarkable period when Louis XVIII. was restored a second time to the throne of his fathers, and all the Eng- lish who had money or lei- sure rushed over to the Con- tinent, there lived in a certain boarding-house at Brussels a genteel young widow, who bore the elegant name of Mrs. Welle sley Macarty. In the same house and room with the widow lived her mamma, a lady who was called Mrs. Crabb. Both professed to be rather fash- ionable people. The Crabbs were of a very old English stock, and the Macartys were, as the world knows, County Cork people ; related to the Sheeny s, Finnigans, Clancys, and other distinguished families in their part of Ireland. But Ensign Wellesley ]Mac, not having a shilling, ran off with Miss Crabb, who possessed the same independence ; and, after having been married about six months to the lady, was carried off sud- denly, on the 18th of June, 1815, by a disease very preva- lent in those glorious times — the fatal cannon-shot morbus. He and many hundred young fellows of his regiment, the Clonakilty Fencibles, were attacked by this epidemic on the same day, at a place about ten miles from Brussels, and there perished. The ensign's lady had accompanied her husband to the Continent, and about five months after his VOL. I. 1 1 2 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. death brought into the world two remarkably fine female children. Mrs. Wellesley's mother had been reconciled to her daughter by this time — for, in truth, Mrs. Crabb had no other child but her runaway Juliana, to whom she flew when she heard of her destitute condition. And, indeed, it was high time that some one should come to the young widow's aid ; for as her husband did not leave money, nor anything that represented money, except a number of tailors' and bootmakers' bills, neatly docketed, in his writing-desk, Mrs. Wellesley was in danger of starvation, should no friendly person assist her. Mrs. Crabb, then, came off to her daughter, whom the Sheenys, Finnigans, and Clancys refused, with one scornful voice, to assist. The fact is, that Mr. Crabb had once been butler to a lord, and his lady a lady's-maid ; and at Crabb's death, Mrs. Crabb disposed of the "Ram" hotel and posting-house, where her husband had made tliree thousand pounds, and was living in genteel ease in a country town, when Ensign Macarty came, saw, and ran away with Juliana. Of such a connection, it was impossible that the great Clancys and Einnigans could take notice ; and so once more widow Crabb was compelled to share with her daughter her small income of a hundred and twenty a year. Upon this, at a boarding-house in Brussels, the two man- aged to live pretty smartly, and to maintain an honorable reputation. The twins were put out, after the foreign fashion, to nurse, at a village in the neighborhood ; for Mrs. Macarty had been too ill to nurse them, and Mrs Crabb could not afford to purchase that most expensive article, a private wet-nurse. There had been numberless tiffs and quarrels between mother and daughter when the latter was in her maiden state ; and Mrs. Crabb was, to tell the truth, in no wise sorry when her Jooly disappeared with the ensign, — for the old lady dearly loved a gentleman, and was not a little flattered at being the mother to Mrs. Ensign Macarty. Why the ensign should have run away with his lady at all, as he might have had her for the asking, is no business of ours ; nor are we going to rake up old stories and village scandals, which insinuate that Miss Cra])b ran away with him, for with these points the writer and the reader have nothing to do. Well, then, the reconciled mother and daughter lived once more together, at Brussels. In the course of a year, A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 3 Mrs. Macarty's sorrow had much abated; and having a great natural love of dress, and a tolerably handsome face and person, she was induced, without much reluctance, to throw her weeds aside, and to appear in the most becoming and varied costumes which her means and ingenuity could furnish. Considering, indeed, the smallness of the former, it was agreed on all hands that ^Irs. Crabb and her daugh- ter deserved wonderful credit, — that is, they managed to keep up as respectable an appearance as if they had five hundred a year ; and at church, at tea-parties, and abroad in the streets, to be what is called quite the gentlewomen. If the}' starved at home, nobody saw it ; if they patched and pieced, nobody (it was to be hoped) knew it; if they bragged about their relations and property, could any one say thern nay ? Thus they lived, hanging on with despe- rate energy to the skirts of genteel societ}' ; ]\Irs. Crabb, a sharp woman, rather respected her daughter's superior rank ; and Mrs. Macarty did not quarrel so much as hereto- fore with her mamma, on whom herself and her two chil- dren were entirely dependent. While affairs were at this juncture, it happened that a young Englishman. James Gann, Esq., of the great oil- house of Gann, Blubbery, and Gann (as he took care to tell 3'ou before you had been an hour in his company), — it hap- pened, I sa}', that James Gann, Esq., came to Brussels for the purpose of perfecting himself in the French language ; and while in that capital went to lodge at the very boarding- house which contained Mrs. Crabb and her daughter. Gann was j'oung, weak, inflammable; he saw and adored Mrs. Welles] ey Macarty ; and she. who was at this period all but engaged to a stout old wooden-legged Scotch regimental sur- geon, pitilessly sent Dr. M'Lint about his business, and accepted the addresses of jNlr. Gann. How the young man arranged matters with his papa the senior partner, I don't know ; but it is certain that there was a quarrel, and after- wards a reconciliation; and it is also known that James Gann fought a duel with the surgeon, — receiving the .Esculapian tire, and discharging his own bullet into the azure skies. About nine thousand times in the course of his after years did Mr. Gann narrate the history of the combat ; it enabled him to go through life with the reputa- tion of a man of courage, and won for him, as he said with pride, the hand of his Juliana; perhaps this was rather a questionable benefit. 4 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. One part of the tale, however, honest James never did dare to tell, except when peculiarly excited by wrath or liquor ; it was this : that on the day after the wedding, and in the presence of many friends who had come to offer their congratulations, a stout nurse, bearing a brace of chubby little ones, made her appearance; and these rosy urchins, springing forward at the sight of Mrs. James Gann, shouted affectionately, " Maman ! 3Iama7i ! " at which the lady, blushing rosy red, said, " James, these two are yours ; " and poor James well-nigh fainted at this sud- den paternity so put upon him. " Children ! " screamed he, aghast; "whose children?" at which Mrs. Crabb, majesti- cally checking him, said, " These, my dear James, are the daughters of the gallant and good Ensign Macarty, whose widow you yesterday led to the altar. May you be happy with her, and may these blessed children" (tears) "find in you a father, who shall replace him that fell in the field of glory ! " Mrs. Crabb, Mrs. James Gann, Mrs. Major Lolly, Mrs. Piffler, and several ladies present, set up a sob immediately ; and James Gann, a good-humored, soft-hearted man, was quite taken aback. Kissing his lady hurriedly, he vowed that he would take care of the poor little things, and pro- posed to kiss them likewise ; which caress the darlings re- fused with many roars. Gann's fate was sealed from that minute ; and he was properly henpecked by his wife and mother-in-law during the life of the latter. Indeed it was to Mrs. Crabb that the stratagem of the infant concealment was due ; for when her daughter innocently proposed to have or to see the children, the old lady strongly pointed out the folly of such an arrangement, which might, perhaps, frighten away Mr. Gann from the delightful matrimonial trap into which (lucky rogue !) he was about to fall. Soon after the marriage, the happy pair returned to England, occupying the house in Thames Street, City, until the death of Gann senior ; when his son, becoming head of the firm of Gann and Blubbery, quitted the dismal precincts of Billingsgate and colonized in the neighborhood of Putney, where a neat box, a couple of spare bedrooms, a good cellar, and a smart gig to drive into and out from town made a real gentleman of him. Mrs. Gann treated him with much scorn, to be sure, called him a sot, and abused hugely the male companions that he brought down A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 5 witli him to Putney. Honest James would listen meekly^ would yield, and would bring down a brace more friends the next day, with whom he would discuss his accustomed number of bottles of port. About this period, a daughter was born to him, called Caroline Brandenburg Gann ; so named after a large mansion near Hammersmith, and an injured queen who lived there at the time of the little girl's birth, and who was greatly compassioned and patron- ized by Mrs. James Gann, and other ladies of distinction. ^.:i!.ii^jj.:r.i4 Mrs. James ivas a lady in those days, and gave evening- parties of the very first order. At this period of time. ^Frs. James Gann sent the twins, Rosalind Clancy and Isabella Finnif!:an Wellesley Macartv, to a boarding-school for young ladies, and grumbled much at the amount of the half-years' bills which her husband was called upon to pay for them ; for though James dis- charged them with perfect good-humor, his lady began to entertain a mean opinion indeed of her pretty young children. They could expect no fortune, she said, from Mr. Gann, and she wondered that he should think of 6 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. bringing them up expensively, when he had a darling child of his own, for whom he was bound to save all the money that he could lay by. Grandmamma, too, doted on the little Caroline Branden- burg, and vowed that she would leave her three thousand pounds to this dear infant ; for in this way does the world show its respect for that most respectable thing, prosperit3\ Who in this life get the smiles, and the acts of friendship, and the pleasing legacies ? — The rich. And I do, for my part, heartily w^sh that some one would leave me a trifle — say twenty thousand pounds — being perfectly confident that some one else would leave me more ; and that I should sink into my grave worth a plum at least. Little Cai'oline then had her maid, her airy nursery, her little carriage to drive in, the promise of her grandmamma's consols, and that priceless treasure — her mamma's undivided affection. Gann, too, loved her sincerely, in his careless, good-humored way ; but he determined, notwithstanding, that his step-daughters should have something handsome at his death, but — but for a great But. Gann and Blubbery were in the oil line — have we not said so ? Their proflts arose from contracts for lighting a great number of streets in London ; and about this period Gas came into use. Gann and Blubbery appeared in the Gazette; and, I am sorry to say, so bad had been the man- agement of Blubbery — so great the extravagance of both partners and their ladies — that the}^ only paid their credi- tors fourteenpence halfpenny in the pound. When Mrs. Crabb heard of this dreadful accident — Mrs. Crabb, who dined thrice a week with her son-in-law ; who never would have been allowed to enter the house at all had not honest James interposed his good -nature between her quarrelsome daughter and herself — Mrs. Crabb, I say, pro- claimed James Gann to be a swindler, a villain, a disrepu- table, tipsy, vulgar man, and made over her money to the Misses Eosalind Clancy and Isabella Finnigan Macarty, leaving poor little Caroline without one single maravedi. Half of one thousand five hundred pounds allotted to each was to be paid at marriage, the other half on the death of Mrs. James Gann, who was to enjoy the interest thereof. Thus do we rise and fall in this world — thus does Fortune shake her swift wings, and bid us abruptly to resign the gifts (or rather loans) which we have had from her. How Gann and his family lived after their stroke of mis- A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 7 fortune, I know not ; but as the failing tradesman is going through the process of bankruptcy, and for some months afterwards, it may be remarked that he has usually some mysterious means of subsistence — stray spars of the wreck of his property, on which he manages' to seize, and to float for a while. During his retirement, in an obscure lodging in Lambeth, where the poor fellow was so tormented by his wife as to be compelled to fly to the public-house for refuge, Mrs. Crabb died; a hundred a year thus came into the pos- session of Mrs. Gann ; and some of James's friends, avIio thought him a good fellow in his prosperity, came forward, and furnished a house, in which they placed him, and came to see and comfort him. Then they came to see him not quite so often ; then they found out that Mrs. Gann was a sad tyrant, and a silly woman ; then the ladies declared her to be insupportable, and Grum to be a low, tipsy fellow; and the gentlemen could but shake their heads, and admit that the charge was true. Then they left oif coming to see him altogether ; for such is the way of the world, where many of us have good impulses, and are generous on an oc- casion, but are wearied by perpetual want, and begin to grow angry at its importunities — being very properly vexed at the daily recurrence of hunger, and the impudent unrea- sonableness of starvation. Gann, then, had a genteel wife and children, a furnished house, and a hundred pounds a year. How should he live ? The wife of James Gann, Esq., would never allow him to demean himself by taking a clerk's place ; and James himself, being as idle a fellow as ever was known, was fain to acquiesce in this determina- tion of hers, and to wait for some more genteel employ- ment. And a curious list of such genteel employments might be made out, were one inclined to follow this inter- esting subject far ; shabby compromises with the world, into which poor fellows enter, and still fondly talk of their " position," and strive to imagine that they are really work- ing for their bread. Numberless lodging-houses are kept by the females of families who have met with reverses : are not " boarding- houses, with a select musical society, in the neighborhood of the squares," maintained by such ? Do not the gentle- men of the boarding-houses issue forth every morning to the City, or make believe to go thither, on some mysterious business which they have ? After a certain period, Mrs. James Gann kept a lodging-house (in her own words, re- 8 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY, ceived "two inmates into her family"), and Mr. Gann had his mysterious business. In the year 1835, when this story begins, there stood in a certain back-street in the town of Margate a house, on the door of which might be read, in gleaming brass, the name of Mr. Gann. It was the work of a single smutty servant- maid to clean this brass plate every morning, and to attend as far as possible to the wants of Mr. Gann, his family, and lodgers ; and his house being not very far from the sea, and as you might, by climbing up to the roof, get a sight between two chimneys of that multitudinous element, Mrs. Gann set down her lodgings as fashionable ; and declared on her cards that her house commanded "a fine view of the sea." On the wire window-blind of the parlor was written, in large characters, the word Office; and here it Avas that Gann's services came into play. He was very much changed, poor fellow, and humbled ; and from two cards that hung outside the blind, I am led to believe that he did not disdain to be agent to the " London and Jamaica Ginger- Beer Company," and also for a certain preparation called " Gaster's Infants' Farinacio, or Mothers' Invigorating Sub- stitute," — a damp, black, mouldy, half-pound packet of which stood in permanence at one end of the " office " man- tel-piece, while a fly-blown ginger-beer bottle occupied the other extremity. Nothing else indicated that this ground- floor chamber was an office, except a huge black inkstand, in Avhich stood a stumpy pen, richly crusted Avith ink at the nib, and to all appearance for many months enjoying a sinecure. To this room you saw every day, at two o'clock, the e??i- 2)loi/e from the neighboring hotel bring two quarts of beer ; and if you called at that hour, a tremendous smoke and smell of dinner would gush out upon you from the " office," as you stumbled over sundry battered tin dish-covers, which lay gaping at the threshold. Thus had that great bulwark of gentility, the dining at six o'clock, been broken in ; and the reader must therefore judge that the house of Gann was in a demoralized state. Gann certainly was. After the ladies had retired to the back-parlor (which, with yellow gauze round the frames, window-curtains, a red silk cabinet piano, and an album, was still tolerably genteel). Gann remained, to transact business in the office. This took place in the presence of friends, A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. g and usually consisted in the production of a bottle of gin from the corner cupboard, or, mayhap, a litre of brandy, which Avas given by Gann with a knowing wink, and a fat finger placed on a twinkling red nose : when Mrs. G. was out, James would also produce a number of pipes, that gave this room a constant and agreeable odor of shag tobacco. In fact, Mr. Gann had nothing to do from morning till night. He was now a fat, bald-headed man of fifty; a dirty dandy on week-days, with a shawl-waistcoat, a tult of hair to his great double chin, a snuffy shirt-frill, and enormous breastpin and seals ; he had a pilot-coat, with large mother- of-pearl buttons, and always wore a great rattling telescope, with which he might be seen for hours on the sea-shore or the pier, examining the ships, the bathing-machines, the ladies' schools as they paraded up and down the esplanade, and all other objects which the telescopic view might give him. He knew every person connected with every one of the Deal and Dover coaches, and was sure to be witness to the arrival or departure of several of them in the course of the day ; he had a word for the hostler about that "gra}' mare," a nod for the "shooter" or guard, and a bow for the drags- man; he could send parcels for nothing up to town ; had twice had Sir Eumble Tumble (the noble driver of the Flash- o'-lightning-light-four-inside-post-coach) " up at his place," and took care to tell you that some of the party were pretty considerably •' sewn up," too. He did not frequent the large hotels ; but in revenge he knew every person who entered or left them, and was a great man at the "Bag of jSTails" and the " Magpie and Punchbowl," where he was president of a club ; he took the bass in "Mynheer Van Dunck," -The Wolf," and many other morsels of concerted song, and used to go backwards and forwards to London in the steamers as often as ever he liked, and have his " grub," too, on board. Such was James Gann. Many people, when they wrote to him, addressed him as James Gann, Esq. His reverses and former splendors afforded a never-failing theme of conversation to honest Gann and the whole of his family; and it may be remarked that such pecuniary mis- fortunes, as they are called, are by no means misfortunes to people of certain dispositions, but actual pieces of good luck. Gann, for instance, used to drink liberally of port and claret, when the house of Gann and Blubbery was in existence, and was henceforth compelled to imbibe only brandy and gin. 10 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. Now he loved these a thousand times more than the wine ; and had the advantage of talking about the latter, and of his great merit in giving them up. In those prosperous days, too, being a gentleman, he could not frequent the public- house as he did at present ; and the sanded tavern-parlor was Gann's supreme enjoyment. He was obliged to spend many hours daily in a dark unsavory room in an alley off Thames Street ; and G-ann hated books and business, except of other people's. His tastes were low ; he loved public- house jokes and company; and now, being fallen, was voted at the " Bag of Kails " and the " Magpie " before mentioned a tip-top fellow and real gentleman, whereas he had been considered an ordinary vulgar man by his fashionable asso- ciates at Putney. Many man are there who are made to fall, and to profit by the tumble. As for Mrs. G., or Jooly, as she was indifferently called by her husband, she, too, had gained by her losses. She bragged of her former acquaintances in the most extraordi- nary way, and to hear her you would fancy that she was known to and connected with half the peerage. Her chief occupa- tion was taking medicine, and mending and altering her gowns. She had a huge taste for cheap finer}", loved raffles, tea-parties, and walks on the pier, where she flaunted her- self and daughters as gay as butterflies. She stood upon her rank, did not fail to tell her lodgers that she was "' a gentlewoman," and was mighty sharp with Becky the maid, and poor Carry, her youngest child. For the tide of affection had turned now, and the " Misses Wellesley Macarty " were the darlings of their mother's heart, as Caroline had been in the early days of Putney prosperity. Mrs. Gann respected and loved her elder daughters, the stately heiresses of 1,500Z., and scorned poor Caroline, who was likewise scorned (like Cinderella in the sweetest of all stories) by her brace of haughty, thoughtless sisters. These young women were tall, well-grown, black- browed girls, little scrupulous, fond of fun, and having great health and spirits. Caroline was pale and thin, and had fair hair and meek gray eyes ; nobody thought her a beauty in her moping cotton gown ; whereas the sisters, in flaunted printed muslins, with pink scarfs, and artificial flowers, and hrsiss fer7'07inie res, and other fal-lals, were voted very charm- ing and genteel by the Ganns' circle of friends. They had pink cheeks, Avhite shoulders, and many glossy curls stuck about their shining foreheads, as damp and as black as A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 11 leeches. Such charms, madam, cannot fail of having their effect ; and it was very lucky for Caroline that she did not possess them, for she might have been rendered as vain, frivolous, and vulgar as these young ladies were. While these enjoyed their pleasures and tea-parties abroad, it was Carry's usual fate to remain at home and help the servant in the many duties which were required in Mrs. Gann's establishment. She dressed that lady and her sisters, brought her papa his tea in bed, kept the lodgers' bills, bore their scoldings if they were ladies, and sometimes gave a hand in the kitchen if any extra pie-crust or cookery was required. At two she made a little toilet for dinner, and was employed on numberless household darnings and mendings in the long evenings, while her sisters giggled over the jingling piano, mamma sprawled on the sofa, and Gann was over his glass at the club. A weary lot, in sooth, was yours, poor little Caroline ! since the days of your in- fancy, not one hour of sunshine, no friendship, no cheery playfellows, no mother's love ; but that being dead, the af- fections which would have crept round it withered and died too. Only James Gann, of all the household, had a good- natured look for her, and a coarse word of kindness ; nor, in- deed, did Caroline complain, nor shed many tears, nor call for death, as she would if she had been brought up in genteeler circles. The poor thing did not know her own situation ; her misery was dumb and patient ; it is such as thousands and thousands of women in our society bear, and pine, and die of; made of sums of small t3'rannies, and long indifference, and bitter, wearisome injustice, more dreadful to bear than any tortures that we of the stronger sex are pleased to cry u4i! M! about. In our intercourse with the world — (which is conducted with that kind of cordiality that we see in Sir Harry and my lady in a comed}^ — a couple of painted, grin- ning fools, talking parts that they have learned out of a book), — as we sit and look at the smiling actors, we get a glimpse behind the scenes from time to time; and alas for the wretched nature that appears there ! — among women es- pecially, who deceive even more than men, having more to hide, feeling more, living more than we who have our busi- ness, pleasure, ambition, Avhich carries us abroad. Ours are the grr^at strokes of misfortune, as they are called, and theirs the small miseries. While the male thinks, labors, and bat- tles without, the domestic Avoes and wrongs are the lot of the women; and the little ills are so bad, so infinitely fiercer 12 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. and bitterer than the great, that I would not change my condition — no, not to be Helen, Queen Elizabeth, j\Irs. Coutts, or the luckiest she in history. Well, then, in the manner we have described lived the Gann family : Mr. Gann all the better for his " misfortunes," Mrs. Gann little the worse; the two young ladies greatly im- proved by the circumstance, having been cast thereby into a society where their expected three thousand pounds made great heiresses of them ; and poor Caroline, as luckless a being as any that the wide sun shone upon. Better to be alone in the world and utterly friendless, than to have sham friends and no sympathy ; ties of kindred which bind one as it were to the corpse of relationship, and oblige one to bear through life the weight and the embraces of this life- less, cold connection. I do not mean to say that Caroline would ever have made use of this metaphor, or suspected that her connection with her mamma and sisters was anything so loathsome. She felt that she Avas ill-treated, and had no companion ; but was not on that account envious, onl}^ humble and depressed, not desiring so much to resist as to bear injustice, and hardly venturing to think for herself. This tyranny and humility served her in place of education, and formed her manners, which were wonderfull}^ gentle and calm. It was strange to see such a person growing up in such a family ; the neighbors spoke of her with much scornful compassion. " A poor half-witted thing," they said, " who could not say bo! to a goose; " and I think it is one good test of gentility to be thus looked down on by vulgar people. It is not to be supposed that the elder girls had reached their present age without receiving a number of offers of marriage, and been warmly in love a great many times. But many unfortunate occurrences had compelled them to remain in their virgin condition. There was an attorney who had proposed to Eosalind ; but finding that she would receive only 750/. down, instead of 1,500/., the monster had jilted her pitilessly, handsome as she was. An apothecary, too, had been smitten by her charms ; but to live in a shop was beneath the dignity of a Wellesley ^Macarty, and she waited for better things. Lieutenant Swabber, of the coast- guard service, had lodged two months at Gann's ; and if letters, long walks, and town-talk could settle a match, a match between him and Isabella must have taken place. Well, Isabella was not married; and the lieutenant, a A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 13 colonel in Spain, seemed to have given np all thoughts of her. She meanwhile consoled herself with a gay young wine-merchant, who had lately established himself at Brigh- ton, kept a gig, rode out with the hounds, and was voted perfectly genteel ; and there was a certain French marquess, with the most elegant black mustachios, who had made a vast impression upon the heart of Eosalind, having met her first at the circulating librar}^, and afterwards, by the most extraordinary series of chances, coming upon her and her sister daily in their walks upon the pier. ^leek little Caroline, meanwhile, trampled ujjon though she was, was springing up to womanhood ; and though pale, freckled, thin, meanly dressed, had a certain charm about her which some people might prefer to the cheap splendors and rude red and white of the ]\Iisses ]\Iacarty. In fact we have now come to a period of her history when, to the amaze of her mamma and sisters, and not a little to the satisfaction of James Gann, Esquire, she actually inspired a passion in the breast of a very respectable young man. CHAPTEE II. HOW MRS. GANN RECEIVED TWO LODGERS. T was the winter season when the events recorded in this history occurred; and as at that period not one out of a thousand lodging- houses in Margate are let, i\[rs. Gann, who generally submitted to occupy her own first and second floors during this cheerless sea- son, considered herself more than ordinarily lucky when circumstances occurred which brought no less than two lodgers to her establish- ment. She had to thank her daughters for the first in- mate ; for, as these two young ladies were walking one day down their own street, talking of the joys of the last season, and the delight of the raffles and singing at. the libraries, and the intoxicating pleasures of the Yauxhall balls, they were remarked and evidently admired by a young gentleman who was sauntering listlessly up the street. He stared, and it must be confessed that the fascinating girls stared too, and put each other's head into each other's bonnet, and giggled and said, " Lor' ! " and then looked hard at the young gentleman again. Their eyes were black, their cheeks were very red. Fancy how Miss Bella's and Miss Linda's hearts beat when tlje gentleman, dropping his glass out of his e3'e, actually stepped across the street, and said, "Ladies, I am seeking for lodgings, and should be glad to look at these which I see are to let in your house." 14 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 15 " How did the conjurer know it was our house ? " thought Bella and Linda (they always thought in couples). From the very simple fact that Miss Bella had just thrust into the door a latch-key. Most bitterly did Mrs. James Gann regret that she had not on her best gown when a stranger — a stranger in February — actually called to look at the lodgings. She made up, however, for the slovenliness of her dress by the dignity of her demeanor ; and asked the gentleman for references, informed him that she was a gentlewoman, and that he would have peculiar advantages in her establish- ment; and, finally, agreed to receive him at the rate of twenty shillings per week. The bright eyes of the young ladies had done the business ; but to this day Mrs. James Gann is convinced that her peculiar dignity of manner, and great fluency of brag regarding her family, have been the means of bringing hundreds of lodgers to her house, who but for her would never have visited it. "Gents," said Mr. James Gann, at the "Bag of ISTails'^ that very evening, "we have got a new lodger, and I'll stand glasses round to his jolly good health !" The new lodger, who was remarkable for nothing except very black eyes, a sallow face, and a habit of smoking cigars in bed until noon, gave his name George Brandon, Esq. As to his teniper and habits, when humbl}^ requested by Mrs. Gann to pay in advance, he laughed and presented her with a bank-note, never quarrelled with a single item in her bills, walked much, and ate two mutton-chops per diem. The 3' oung ladies, who examined all the boxes and letters of the lodgers, as 3^oung ladies will, could not find one single document relative to their new inmate, except a tavern-bill of the " White Hart," to which the name of George Bran- don, Esquire, was prefixed. Any other papers which might elucidate his history were locked up in a Bramali box, likewise marked G. B. : and though these were but unsatis- factory points by which to judge a man's character, there was a something about Mr. Brandon which caused all the ladies at ^Mrs. Gann's to vote he was quite a gentleman. When this was the case, I am happy to say it would not unfrequently happen that Miss Rosalind or Miss Isabella would appear in the lodger's apartments, bearing in the breakfast-cloth, or blushingly appearing with the weekly bill, apologizing for mamma's absence, "and hoping tliat everything was to the gentleman's liking." 16 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. Both the jNIisses Wellesley Macarty took occasion to visit Mr. Brandon in this manner, and he received both with such a fascinating ease and gentlemanlike freedom of manner, scanning their points from head to foot, and fixing his great black eyes so earnestly on their faces, that the blush- ing creatures turned away abashed, and yet pleased, and had mau}^ conversations about him. " Law, Bell," said Miss Eosalind, "what a chap that Bran- don is ! I don't half like him, I do declare ! " Than which there can be no greater compliment from a woman to a man. "No more do I neither," says Bell. "The man stares so, and says such things ! Just now, when Becky brought his paper and sealing-wax — the silly girl brought black and red too — I took them up to ask which he would have, and what do you think he said ? " " Well, dear, what ? " said Mrs. Gann. " ' Miss Bell,' says he, looking at me, and with such eyes ! ' I'll keep everything : the red wax, because it's like your lips ; the black wax, because it's like your hair ; and the satin paper, because it's like your skin!' Wasn't it genteel ? " " Law, now ! " exclaimed Mrs. Gann. " Upon my word, I think it's very rude ! " said Miss Lindy ; " and if he'd said so to me, I'd have slapped his face for his imperence ! " And much to her credit. Miss Lindy Avent to his room ten minutes after to see if he ivoidcl say anything to her. What Mr. Brandon said, I never knew ; but the little pang of envy which had caused Miss Lindy to retort sharply upon her sister had given place to a pleased good- humor, and she allowed Bella to talk about the new lodger as much as ever she liked. And now if the reader is anxious to know what was Mr. Brandon's character, he had better read the following letter from him. It was addressed to no less a person than a vis- count, and given, perhaps, with some little ostentation to Becky, the maid, to carry to the post. Now Becky, before she executed such errands, always showed the letters to her mistress or one of the young ladies (it must not be supposed that ]\Iiss Caroline was a whit less curious on these matters than her sisters) ; and when the family beheld the name of Lord Viscount Cinqbars upon the superscription, their respect for their lodger was greater than ever it had been : — A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 17 "Margate, February, 1835. "My dear Yiscount, — For a reason I have, on coining down to Margate, I with much gravity informed tlie people of the * White Hart ' that my name was lirandon. and intend to bear tliat honorable appellation during my stay. For the same reason (I am a modest man, ami love to do good in secret), I left the public hotel immediately, and am now housed in private lodgings, humble, and at a humble price. I am here, thank heaven, quite alone. Kobinson Crusoe had as nuich society in his island as I in this of Thanet. In compensation I sieei) a great deal, do nothing, and walk much, silent, by the side of the roaring sea, like Calchas, priest of Apollo. " The fact is, that, until papa's wrath is appeased, I must live with the utmost meekness and humility, and have barely enough money in my possession to pay such small current expenses as fall on me here, where strangers are many and credit does not exist. I pray you, therefore, to tell Mr. ^nipson the tailor, Mr. Jackson the bootmaker, honest Solomonson the discoimter of bills, and all such friends in London and Oxford as may make inquiries after me, that I am at this very moment at the city of Munich in Bavaria, from which I shall not return mitil my mairiage with Miss Goldmore, the great Indian heiress ; who, upon my honor, will have me, I believe, any day for the asking, "' Nothing else will satisfy my honored father, I know, whose purse has already bled pretty freely for me, I nuist confess, and who has taken the great oath that never is broken, to bleed no more unless this marringe is brought about. Come it must. 1 can't work, I can t starve, and I can't live under a thousand a year, " Here, to be sure, the c' arges are not enormous ; for yotir edifica- tion, read my week's bill: — ' George Brandon, Esquire, * To Mrs, James Gann. A week's lodging Breakfast, cream, eggs . . . Dinner (fourteen mutton-chops) Fire, boot-cleaning, &c. . . . 'Settled, Juliana Gann,' " Juliana Gann ! Is it not a sweet name ? it sprawls over half the paper. Could you but see the owner of the name, my dear fellow! I love to examine the customs of natives of all countries, and upon ray word there are some barbarians in our own less known, and more worthy of being known, than Hottentots, wild Irish, Otaheiteans, or any such savages. If you could see the airs that this woman gives herself ; the rouge, ribbons, rings, and other female ginicracks that she wears; if you could hear her reminiscences of past times, 'when she and Mr. Gann moved in the very genteelest circles of society;' of tlie peerage, which she knows by heart; and of the fashionable novels, in every word of which she believes, you would be proud of VOL. I, — 2 £ s. d. 1 9 10 6 3 6 £'2 3 18 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. your order, and admire the intense respect wliich the canaille show towards it. There never was such an olJ woman, not even our tutor at Christchurch. "There is a he Gann, a vast, bloated old man, in a rougTi coat, "who has met me once, and asked me, with a grin, if my mutton-chops was to my liking? The satirical monster! What can 1 eat in this place but mutton-chops? A great bleeding beefsteak, or a filthy, reeking f/igot a Ueau, with a turnip poultice ? I should die if I did. As for fish in a watering-place, I never touch it; it is sure to be bad. Kor care I for little sinewy, dry, black-legged fowls. Cutlets are my only resource; 1 have them nicely enough broiled by a little humble companion of the family (a companion, ye gods, in this family!) who blushed hugely when she confessed that the cooking was hers, and that her name was Caroline. For drink I indulge in gin, of which T consume two wine-glasses daily, in two tumblers of cold "vvater; it is the only liquor that one can be sure to find genuine in a common house in England. " Tliis Gann, I take it. has similar likings, for I hear him occasion- ally at midnight floundering up the stairs (his boots lie dirty in the passage) — floundering, I say, up the stairs, and cursing the candle- stick, whence escape now and anon the snuffers and extinguisher, and with brazen rattle disturb the silence of the night. Thrice a week, at least, does Gann breakfast in bed — sure sign of pridian intoxi- cation ; and thrice a Aveek, in tlie morning, I hear a hoarse voice roaring for ' my soda-water.' How long have the rogues drunk soda- water ? " At nine, Mrs. Gann and daughters are accustomed to breakfast; a handsome pair of girls, truly, and much followed, as 1 hear, in the quarter. These dear creatures are always paying me visits — visits Avith the tea-kettle, visits with the newspaper (one brings it, and one comes for it); but the one is always at the other's heels, and so one cannot s^'ow one's se'f to be that dear, gay seducing fellow that one has been, at home and on the Continent. i)o you rememher cette chere niarc/uise at Pau ? That cursed conjugal pistol-bullet still plays the deuce with my .-boulder. Do you remember Betty liundy, the butchers daughter ? A pretty race of fools are we to go mad after such women, and risk all — oaths, prayers, i^romises, long wearisome courtships — for what? — for vanity, truly. When the battle is over, behold your conquest ! Betty Bundy is a vulgar country wench; and cette belle marquise is old, rouged, and has false hair. Vanitas vanilatumi what a moral man I will be some day or other ! "I have found an old acquaintance (and be hanged to him !) who has come to lodge in this very house. Do you recollect at Kome a young artist. Fitch by name, the handsome gaby with the huge beard, that mad Mrs. Carrickfergus was doubly mad about ! On the second floor of Mrs. Gann's house dwells this youth. His beard brings the (jamins of the streets trooping and yelling about him; his fine braided coats have grown somewhat shabby now; and the poor fellow is, like your humble servant (by the way, have you a ."iOO franc billet to spare ?j — like your humble servant, I say, very low in pocket. The young Andrea bears up gayly, however; twangles his guitar, paints the worst pictiu'cs in the Morld, and pens sonnets to his imaginary mistress's eyebrow. liUckily the rogue did not know my name, or 1 should have been compelled to unbosom to him; ami when J called out to hiiu, dubious as to niy name, 'Don't you know me ? I met you in Home. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 19 My name is Brandon,' the painter was perfectly satisfied, and majes- tically bade me welcome. " Fancy the continence of this young Joseph — he has absolutely run away from Mrs. Carrickfergus ! ' !Sir,' said he, with some hesita- tion and blushes, when I questioned liim about the widow, ' 1 was compelled to leave Eonie in consequence of tlie fatal fondness of that woman. I am an 'andsome man, sir, — I know it — all the chaps in the Academy want me for a model; and that woman, sir, is sixty. Do you think I would ally myself with her; sacrifice my happiness for the sake of a creature that's as hugly as an 'arpy ? I'd rather starve, sir. I'd rather give up my hart and my 'opes of rising in it than do a hac- tion so dis/i/ii/< /honorable.' "There is a stock of virtue for you! and the poor fellow half- starved. He lived at Rome upon the seven portraits that the Carrick- fergus ordered of him, and, as 1 fancy, now does not make twenty pounds in the year. O rare chastity! O wondrous silly hopes! O niotns aniinoruiii, atque O certanilna tanta ! — pulveris exi'/iii jactu, in such an insignificant little lump of mud as this! Why the deuce does not the fool marry the widow? His betters would. There w^as a captain of dragoons, an Italian prince, and four sons of Irisii peers, all at her feet; but the cockney's beard and whiskers have overcome them all. Here my paper has come to an end; and 1 have the honor to bid your lordship a respectful farewell. G. B." Of the young gentleman who goes by the name of Brandon, the reader of the above letter will not be so mis- guided, we trust, as to have a very exalted opinion. The noble viscount read this document to a supper-party in Christchurch, in Oxford, and left it in a bowl of milk- punch, whence a scout abstracted it, and handed it over to us. My lord was twenty years of age when he received the epistle, and had spent a couple of years abroad, before going to the university, under the guardianship of the worthy individual who called himself George Brandon. Mr. Brandon was the son of a half-pay colonel, of good family, who, honoring the great himself, thought his son would vastly benefit by an acquaintance with them, and sent him to Eton, at cruel charges upon a slender purse. From Eton the lad went to Oxford, took honors there, frequented the best society, followed with a kind of proud obsequiousness all the tufts of the university, and left it owing exactly t\vo thousand pounds. Then there came storms at home, fury on the part of the stern old "governor," and final payment of the debt. But while this settlement was pending. Master George had contracted many more debts among bill-discounters, and was glad to fly to the Continent as tutor to young Lord Cinqbars, in whose company he learned every one of the vices in Europe ; and having a good natural genius, and a heart not 20 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. unkindly, had used these qualities in such an admirable manner as to be at twenty-seven utterly ruined in purse and principle — an idler, a spendthrift, and a glutton. He was free of his money; would spend his last guinea for a sensual gratification ; would borrow from his neediest friend ; had no kind of conscience or remorse left, but believed himself to be a good-natured devil-may-care fellow ; had a good deal of wit, and indisputably good manners, and a pleasing, dashing frankness in conversation with men. I should like to know how many such scoun- drels our universities have turned out, and how much ruin has been caused by that accursed system which is called in England " the education of a gentleman." Go, my son, for ten years to a public school, that "world in miniature"; learn "to fight for yourself" against the time when your real struggles shall begin. Begin to be selfish at ten years of age ; study for other ten years ; get a competent knowledge of boxing, swimming, rowing, and cricket, with a pretty knack of Latin hexameters and a decent smattering of Greek plays, — do this and a fond father shall bless you — bless the two thousand pounds which he has spent in acquiring all these benefits for you. And, besides, what else have you not learned ? You have been many hundreds of times to chapel, and have learned to consider the religious service performed there as the vainest parade in the world. If your father is a grocer, you have been beaten for his sake, and have learned to be ashamed of him. You have learned to forget (as how should you remember, being separated from them for three- fourths of your time ?) the ties and natural affections of home. You have learned, if you have a kindly heart and an open hand, to compete with associates much more wealthy than yourself, and to consider money as not much, but honor — the honor of dining and consorting with your betters — as a great deal. All this does the public-school and college boy learn ; and woe be to his knowledge ! Alas, what natural tenderness and kindly clinging filial affection is he taught to trample on and despise ! My friend Brandon had gone through this process of education, and had been irretrievably ruined by it — his heart and his honesty had been ruined by it, that is to say ; and he had received, in return for them, a small quantity of classics and mathematics — pretty compensation for all he had lost in gaining them I A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 21 But I am wandering most absurdly from the point ; riglit or wrong, so nature and education had formed Mr. Brandon, who is one of a considerable class. Well, this young gentleman was established at Mrs. Gann's house ; and we are obliged to enter into all these explanations concerning him, because they are necessary to the right understanding of our story — Brandon not being altogether a bad man, nor much worse than many a one who goes through a course of regular selhsh swindling all his life long, and dies religious, resigned, proud of himself, and universally respected by others ; for this eminent advantage has the getting-and-keeping scoundrel over the extravagant and careless one. One day, then, as he was gazing from the window of his lodging-house, a cart, containing a vast number of easels, portfolios, wooden cases of pictures, and a small carpet-bag that might hold a change of clothes, stopped at the door. The vehicle was accompanied by a remarkable young fellow — dressed in a frock-coat covered over with frogs, a dirty turned-down shirt-collar, with a blue satin cravat, and a cap placed wonderfully on one ear — who had evidently hired apartments at JMr. Gann's. This new lodger was no other than ]\Ir. Andrew Fitch ; or, as he wrote on his cards, with- out the prehx, — Andrea Fitch. Preparations had been made at Gann's for the reception of Mr. Fitch, whose aunt (an auctioneer's lady in the town) had made arrangements that he should board and lodge with the Gann family, and have the apartments on the second floor as his private rooms. In these, then, young Andrea was installed. He was a youth of a poetic tempera- ment, loving solitude ; and where is such to be found more easily than on the storm-washed shores of Margate in winter ? Then the boarding-house keepers have shut up their houses and gone away in anguish ; then the taverns take their carpets i\\), and you can have your choice of a hundred and twent}' tjeds in any one of them ; then but one dismal waiter remains to su|)erintend this vast echoing pile of loneliness, and the landlord pines for summer ; then the 22 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. flies for Eamsgate stand tenantless beside the pier ; and about four sailors, in pea-jackets, are to be seen in the three principal streets ; in the rest, silence, closed shutters, torpid chimneys enjoying their unnatural winter sinecure — not the clack of a patten echoing over the cold dry flags ! This solitude had been chosen by Mr. Brandon for good reasons of his own ; Gann and his family would have fled, but that they had no other house wherein to take refuge ; and Mrs. Hammerton, the auctioneer's lady, felt so keenly the kindness which she was doing to Mrs. Gann, in providing her with a lodger at such a period, that she considered her- self fully justified in extracting from the latter a bonus of two guineas, threatening on refusal to send her darling nephew to a rival establishment over the way. Andrea was here then, in the loneliness that he loved, — a fantastic youth, who lived but for his art ; to whom the world was like the Coburg Theatre, and he in a magnificent costume acting a principal part. His art, and his beard and whiskers, were the darlings of his heart. His long pale hair fell over a high polished brow, which looked wonder- fully thoughtful; and yet no man was more guiltless of thinking. He was always putting himself into attitudes ; he never spoke the truth ; and was so entirely affected and absurd as to be quite honest at last: for it is my belief that the man did not know truth from falsehood any longer, and was, when he was alone, when he was in company, nay, when he was unconscious and sound asleep snoring in bed, one complete lump of affectation. AVhen his apartments on the second floor were arranged accord- ing to his fancy, they made a tremendous show. He had a large Gothic chest, in which he put his wardrobe (namely, two velvet w^aistcoats, four varied satin under ditto, two pairs braided trousers, two shirts, half a dozen false collars, and a couple of pairs of dreadfully dilapidated Blucher boots). He had some pieces of armor; some China jugs and Venetian glasses; some bits of old damask rags, to drape his doors and windows, and a rickety lay figure, in a Spanish hat and cloak, over which slung a long Toledo rapier, and a guitar, Avith a ribbon of dirty sky-blue. Such was our poor fellow's stock in trade. He had some volumes of poems — " Lalla Eookh," and the sterner com- positiois of Byron; for, to do him justice, he hated "Don Juan," and a woman was in his eyes an angel ; a /tangel, A SHABBY GEXTEEL STORY. 2:i alas ! he would call her. for nature and the circumstances of his family had taken sad cockney advantages over Andrea's pronunciation. The Misses Wellesley Macarty were not, however, very squeamish with regard to grammar, and, in tJiis dull season, voted ]\Ir- Fitch an elegant young fellow. His immense beard and whiskers gave them the highest opinion of his genius ; and before long the intimac}^ between the young people was considerable, for INlr. Fitch insisted upon draw- ing the portraits of the whole family. He painted Mrs. Gann in her rouge and ribbons, as described by Mr. Brandon ; Mr. Gann, who said that his picture would be very useful to the artist, as every soul in Margate knew him; and the blisses Macarty (a neat group, representing Miss Bella embracing Miss Linda, who was pointing to a pianoforte). " I suppose you'll do my Carry next ? " said Mr. Gann, expressing his approbation of the last picture. " Law, sir," said ]\Iiss Linda, '• Carry, with her red hair I — it would be ojus.^' '' ^Ir. Fitch might- as well i:)aint Becky, our maid," said Miss Bella. "Carry is quite impossible, Gann," said 'Mrs. Gann ; '-she hasn't a gown tit to be seen in. She's not been at church for thirteen Sundays in consequence." " And more shame for you, ma'am," said Mr. Gann, who liked his child; "Carry shall have a gown, and the best of gowns." And jingling three and twenty shillings in his pocket, Mr. Gann determined to spend them all in the purchase of a robe for Carry. But alas, the gown never came ; half the money Avas spent that very evening at the "Bag of Xails." "Is that — that j^oung lady your daughter?" said Mr. Fitch, surprised-, for he fancied Carry was a humble com- panion of the family. "Yes, she is, and a very good daughter, too, sir," an- swered Mr. Gann. " Fetch and Carry I call her, or else Carryvan — she's so useful. Ain't you. Carry ? " " I'm very glad if I am, papa," said tlie young lady, who was blushing violently, and in whose presence all this con- versation had been carried on. " Hold your tongue, miss," said her mother ; " you are very expensive to us, that you are, and need not brag about the work you do. You would not live on charity, would 24 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. you, like some folks ? " (here she looked fiercely at Mr. Gaim) ; " and if your sisters and me starve to keep you and some folks, I presume you are bound to make us some return." When any allusion was made to Mr. Gann's idleness and extravagance, or his lady showed herself in any way inclined to be angry, it was honest James's habit not to answer, but to take his hat and walk abroad to the public house ; or if haply she scolded him at night, he would turn his back and fall a-snoring. These were the only remedies he found for Mrs. James's bad temper, and the first of them he adoj^ted on hearing these words of his lady, which we have just now transcribed. Poor Caroline had not her father's refuge of flight, but was obliged to stay and listen ; and a wondrous eloquence, God wot ! had Mrs. Gann upon the subject of her daugh- ter's ill-conduct. The first lecture Mr. Fitch heard, he set down Caroline for a monster. Was she not idle, sulky, scornful, and a sloven ? For these and many more of her daughter's vices Mrs. Gann vouched, declaring that Caro- line's misbehavior was hastening her own death, and finish- ing b}^ a fainting-fit. In the presence of all these charges, there stood Miss Caroline, dumb, stupid, and careless ; nay, when the fainting-fit came on, and Mrs. Gann fell back on the sofa, the unfeeling girl took the opj^ortunity to retire, and never offered to smack her mamma's hands, to give her the smelling-bottle, or to restore her with a glass of water. One stood close at hand ; for Mr. Fitch, when this first fit occurred, was sitting in the Gann parlor, painting that lady's portrait ; and he was making towards her with his tumbler, when Miss Linda cried out, " Stop ! the Avater's full of paint ; " and straightway burst out laughing. Mrs. Gann jumped up at this, cured suddenly, and left the room, looking somewhat foolish. " You don't know Ma," said Miss Linda, still giggling ; " she's always fainting." " Poor thing ! " cried Fitch ; " very nervous, I suppose ? " " Oh, very ! " answered the lady, exchanging arch glances with Miss Bella. "Poor dear lady!" continued the artist; "I pity her from my hinmost soul. Doesn't the himmortal bard of Havon observe, how sharper than a serpent's tooth it is to have a thankless child ? And is it true, ma' am, that that young woman has been the ruin of her family ? " A i^HABBY GENTEEL STORY. 25 " Ellin of her fiddlestick ! " replied Miss Bella. " Law, Mr. Fitch, you don't know Ma 3'et : she is in one of her tantrums." "What, then, it isjiH true?" cried simple-minded Fitch. To which neither of the young ladies made any answer in words, nor could the little artist comprehend why they looked at each other, and burst out laughing. But he retired pondering on what he had seen and heard; and being a very soft young fellow, most implicitly believed the accusations of poor dear Mrs. Gann, and thought her daughter Caroline was no better than a Began or a Goneril. A time, however, was to come when he should believe her to be a most pure and gentle Cordelia ; and of this change in Fitch's opinions we shall speak in Chapter III. CHAPTER III. A. SHABBY GENTEEL DINNER, AND OTHER INCIDENTS OF A LIKE NATURE. R. BRANDON'S letter to Lord Cinqbars produced;, as we have said, a great impression upon the fam- ily of Gann ; an impression which was considerably in- creased by their lodger's subsequent behavior ; for although the persons with whom he now associated were of a very vulgar, ri- diculous kind, they were by no means so low or ridiculous that Mr. Bran- don should not wish to appear before them in the most advantageous light ; and, accordingly, he gave himself the greatest airs when in their company, and bragged incessantly of his acquaintance and familiarity with the nobility. Mr. Brandon was a tuft-hunter of the genteel sort ; his pride in being quite as slavish, and his haughtiness as mean and cringing, in fact, as poor Mrs. Gann's stupid wonder and respect for all the persons whose names are written with titles before them. O free and happy Britons, what a miserable, truckling, cringing race ye are ! The reader has no doubt encountered a number of such swaggerers in the course of his conversation with the world — men of a decent middle rank, who affect to despise it, and herd only with persons of the fashion. This is an offence in a man which none of us can forgive ; we call him tuft-hunter, lickspittle, sneak, unmanly ; we hate, and A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 27 profess to despise him. I fear it is no such thing. AVe env}' Lickspittle, that is the fact ; and therefore hate him. Were he to phigue us with the stories of Jones and Brown, our familiars, the man would be a simple bore, his stories heard patiently ; but so soon as he talks of my lord or the duke, we are in arms against him. I have seen a whole merry party in Russell Square grow suddenly gloomy and dumb because a pert barrister, in a loud, shrill voice, told a story of Lord This or the Marquis of That. We all hated that man ; and I woidd lay a wager that every one of the fourteen persons assembled round the boiled turkey and saddle of mutton (not to mention side-dishes from the pastry-cook's opposite the British Museum I — I would wager, I say, that every one was muttering inwardly, " A plague on that fellow ! he knows a lord, and I never spoke to more than three in the whole course of my life." To our betters we can reconcile ourselves, if j'ou please, respecting them very sincerely, laughing at their jokes, making allowance for their stupidities, meekly suffering their insolence ; but we can't pardon our equals going beyond us. A friend of mine who lived amicably and happily among his friends and relatives at Hackney, was on a sudden disowned by the latter, cut by the former, and doomed in innumerable prophecies to ruin, because he kept a footboy, — a harmless little blowsy-faced urchin, in light snuff -colored clothes, ghstering over with sugar-loaf buttons. There is another man, a great man, a literary man, whom the public loves, and who took a sudden leap from obscurity into fame and wealth. This was a crime ; but he bore his rise with so much modesty that even his brethren of the pen did not envy him. One luckless day he set up a one-horse chaise; from that minute he was doomed. " Have you seen his new carriage ? " says Snarley. " Yes," says Yow : " he's so consumedly proud of it that he can't see his old friends while he drives." '• Ith it a donkey-cart," lisps Simper, " thith gwand caw- wiage ? I always thaid that the man, from hith thtyle, wath fitted to be^ a vewy dethent cothtermonger." "Yes, yes," cries old Candor, "a sad pity indeed !^ — dreadfully extravagant, I'm told — bad health — expensive family — works going down everyday — and now he must set up a carriage forsooth ! " Snarley, Yow, Simper, Candor hate their brother. If he 28 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. is ruined, they will be kind to him and just ; but he is suc- cessful, and woe be to him ! This trifling digression of half a page or so, although it seems to have nothing to do with the story on hand, has, nevertheless, the strongest relation to it ; and you shall hear what. In one word, then, Mr. Brandon bragged so much, and assumed such airs of superiority, that after a while he per- fectly disgusted Mrs. Gann and the Misses ]\Iacarty, who were gentlefolks themselves, and did not at all like his way of telling them that he was their better. Mr. Fitch was swallowed up in his hart, as he called it, and cared nothing for Brandon's airs. Gann, being a low- spirited fellow, completely submitted to Mr. Brandon, and looked up to him with deepest wonder. And poor little Caroline followed her father's faith, and in six weeks after Mr. Brandon's arrival at the lodgings had grown to believe him the most perfect, finished, polished, agreeable of mankind. Indeed, the poor girl had never seen a gen- tleman before, and towards such her gentle heart turned instinctively. Brandon never offended her by hard words, insulted her by cruel scorn, such as she met with from her mother and sisters ; there was a quiet manner about the man quite different from any that she had before seen amongst the acquaintances of her family ; and if he assumed a tone of superiority in his conversation with her and the rest, Caroline felt that he ivas their superior, and as such ad- mired and respected him. What happens when in the innocent bosom of a girl of sixteen such sensations arise ? What has happened ever since the world began ? I have said that Miss Caroline had no friend in the world but her father, and must here take leave to recall that assertion ; — a friend she most certainly had, and that was honest Becky, the smutty maid, whose name has been men- tioned before. Miss Caroline had learned, in the course of a life spent under the tyranny of her mamma, some of the notions of the latter, and would have been very much offended to call Becky her friend : but friends, in fact, they were ; and a great comfort it was for Caroline to descend to the calm kitchen from the stormy back-parlor, and there vent some of her little woes to the compassion- ate servant of all work. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 29 When Mrs. Gann went out with her daughters, Becky would take her work and come and keep INliss Caroline com- pany; and, if the truth must be told, the greatest enjoy- ment the pair used to have was in these afternoons, when they read together out of the precious greasy, marble-covered volumes that Mrs. Gann was in the habit of fetching from the library. Many and many a tale had the pair so gone through. I can see them over "jNIanfrone; or the One- HandedMonk" — the room dark, the street silent, the hour ten — the tall, red, lurid candlewick waggling down, the flame flickering pale upon Miss Caroline's pale face as she read out, and lighting up honest Becky's goggling eyes, who sat silent, her work in her lap : she had not done a stitch of it for an hour. As the trap-door slowly opens, and the scowl- ing Alonzo, bending over the sleeping Imoinda, draws his pistol, cocks it, looks well if the priming be right, places it then to the sleeper's ear, and — tliunder-under-under — down fall the snuffers ! Becky has had them in her hand for ten minutes, afraid to use them. Up starts Caroline, and flings the book back into mamma's basket. It is that lady re- turned with her daughters from a tea-party, where two young gents from London have been mighty genteel indeed. For the sentimental too, as well as tor the terrible. Miss Caroline and the cook had a strong predilection, and had wept their poor eyes out over " Thaddeus of Warsaw " and the " Scottish Chiefs." Fortified by the examples drawn from those instructive volumes, Becky was firmly convinced that her young mistress would meet with a great lord some day or other, or be carried off, like Cinderella, by a brilliant prince, to the mortification of her elder sisters, whom Becky hated. And when, therefore, the new lodger came, lonely, mysterious, melancholy, elegant, with the romantic name of George Brandon — when he wrote a letter directed to a lord, and Miss Caroline and Becky together examined the superscription, such a look passed between them as the pencil of Leslie or Maclise could alone describe for us. Becky's orbs were lighted up with a preternatural look of wondering wisdom ; whereas, after an instant, Caroline dropped hers, and blushed, and said, "N^onsense, Becky!" , •' Is it nonsense ? " said Becky, grinning, and snapping her fingers with a triumphant air; "'the cards comes true; T knew they would. Didn't you have king and queen of hearts three deals running ? What did you dream about last Tuesday, tell me that ? " so A SHABBY GEXTEEL STORY. But Miss Caroline never did tell, for her sisters came bouncing down the stairs, and examined the lodger's letter. Caroline, however, went aw^y musing much upon these points ; and she began to think Mr. Brandon more wonderful and beautiful every day. in the mean time, while Miss Caroline was innocently in- dulging in her inclination for the brilliant occupier of the first floor, it came to pass that the tenant of the second w^as inflamed by a most romantic passion for her. For, after partaking for about a fortnight of the family dinner, and passing some evenings with Mrs. Gann and the young ladies, Mr. Fitch, though by no means quick of com- prehension, began to perceive that the nightly charges that were brought against poor Caroline could not be founded upon truth. " Let's see," mused he to himself. " Tuesday, the old lady said her daughter was bringing her gray hairs with sorrow to the grave, because the cook had not boiled the potatoes. Wednesday, she said Caroline was an assassin, because she could not find her own thimble. Thursday, she vows Caroline has no religion, because that old pair of silk stockings were not darned. And this can't be," reasoned Fitch, deeply. " A gal hain't a murderess because her Ma can't find her thimble. A woman that goes to slap her grown-up daughter on the back, and before company too, for such a paltry thing as a hold pair of stockings can't be surely a-speaking the truth." And thus gradually his first impression against Caroline wore away. As this disap- peared, pity took possession of his soul — and Ave know what pity is akin to ; and, at the same time, a correspond- ing hatred for the oppressors of a creature so amiable. To sum up, in six short weeks after the appearance of the tw^o gentlemen, we find our chief dramatis personce as follows : — Carolixe, an innocent younc: woman, in love with Brandon. Frrcir, a celebrated painter, almost in love with Caholine. Brandon, a young gentleman, in love with himself. At first he was pretty constant in his attendance upon the Misses ]Macarty when they went out to walk, nor were they displeased at his attentions ; but he found that there were a great number of Margate beaux — ugly, vulgar fellows as ever were — who always followed in the young ladies' train, and made themselves infinitely more agreeable than he w^as. These men Mr. Brandon treated with a great deal of scorn : A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 31 and, in return, they hated him cordially. So did the ladies speedily : his liauglit}' manners, though quite as impertinent and free, were not half so pleasant to them as Jones'a jokes or Smith's charming romps 5 and the girls gave Brandon very shortly to understand that they were much happier without him. " Ladies, your humble," he heard Bob Smith say, as that little linen-draper came skipping to the door from which they were issuing. " The sun's hup and trade is down ; if you're for a walk, I'm your man." And Miss Linda and Miss Bella each took an arm of Mr. Smith, and sailed down the street. " I'm glad you ain't got that proud gent Avith the glass hi," said Mr. Smith ; " he's the most hillbred, supercilious beast I ever see." '' So he is," says Bella. ^' Hush ! " says Linda. The ''proud gent with the glass hi" was at this moment lolling out of the first-floor window, smoking his accustomed cigar; and his eyeglass was fixed upon the ladies, to whom he made a very low bow. It may be imagined how fond ho was of them afterwards, and what looks he cast at ]\Ir. Bob Smith the next time he met him. Mr. Bob's heart beat for a day afterwards ; and he found he had business in town. But the love of society is stronger than even pride ; and the great ]\Ir. Brandon was sometimes fain to descend from his high station and consort with the vulgar family with whom he lodged. But, as we have said, he always did this Avith a wonderfully condescending air, givina^ his associates to understand how great was the honor he did them. One day, then, he was absolutely so kind as to accept of an invitation from the ground-floor, which was delivered in the passage by jVEr. James Gann, who said, " It was hard to see a gent eating mutton-chops from week's end to week's end; and if Mr. Brandon had a mind to meet a devilish good fellow as ever was, my friend Swigby, a man who rides his horse, and has his five hundred a year to spend, and to eat a prime cut out of as good a leg of pork (though he said it) as ever a knife was stuck into, they should dine that day at three o'clock sharp, and ^Irs. G. and the gals would be glad of the honor of his company." The person so invited was rather amused at the terms in Avhich ]Mr. Gann conveyed his hospitable message ; and at three o'clock made his appearance in the back-parlor, whence he had the honor of conducting Mrs. Gann (dressed in a 32 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. sweet yellow inoussellne de laliie, with a large red turban, a fem^onniere, and a smelling-bottle attached by a ring to a very damp, fat hand) to the " office," where the repast was set out. The Misses Macarty were in costumes equally tasty : one on the guest's right hand ; one near the boarder Mr. Fitch — who, in a large beard, an amethyst velvet- waistcoat, his hair fresh wetted, and parted accurately down the middle to fall in curls over his collar, would have been irresistible if the collar had been a little, little whiter than it was. Mr. Brandon, too, was dressed in his very best suit ; for though he affected to despise his hosts very much, he wished to make the most favorable impression upon tliem, and took care to tell ^Irs. Gann that he and Lord >So-and-So were the only two men in the world who were in possession of that particular waistcoat which she admired: for Mrs. Gajin was very gracious, and had admired the waistcoat, being desirous to impress Avith awe Mr. Gann's friend and admirer, ]\Ir. Swigby — who, man of fortune as he was, was a constant frequenter of the club at the " Bag of Nails." About this club and its supporters Mr. Gann's guest Mr. Swigby, and Gann himself, talked very gayly before dinner ; all the jokes about all the club being roared over by the pair. Mr, Brandon, who felt he was the great man of the party, indulged himself in his great propensities without restraint, and told ]\Irs. Gann stories about half the nobility. Mrs. Gann conversed knowingly about the Opera; and declared that she thought Taglioni the sweetest singer in the world. " jMr. — a — Swigby, have you ever seen Lablache dance ? " asked Mr. Brandon of that gentlenjan, to whom he had been formally introduced. "At Vauxhall is he?" said Mr. SAvigby, Avho was just from town. "Yes, on the tight-rope; a charming performer." On which Mr. Gann told liow he had been to Vauxhall when the princes were in London ; and his lady talked of these knowingly; And then they fell to conversing about fireworks and rack-punch ; ]\Ir. Brandon assuring the A^oung ladies that Vauxhall was the very pink of the fashion, and longing to have the honor of dancing a quadrille with them there. Indeed ; Brandon was so very sarcastic, that not a single soul at table understood him. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 33 The table, from ]Mr. Brandon's plan of it, which was afterwards sent to my Lord Cinqbars, was arranged as follows : — o Miss CaroHne. Mr. Fitch. Miss L. Macarty. 1. Potatoes. 3. g S A roast leg of poik, with sage and onions. Tliree shreds of celery in a glass. Boiled haddock, removed by hash- ed mutton. 9 2. Cabbage. 4. y. Mr. Brandon. p Mr. Swigby. M iss B. Macart 1 and 2 are pots of porter ; 3, a qnart of ale, Mrs. Gann's favorite drink; 4, a bottle of fine old golden sherry, the real produce of the Uva grape, purchased at the "Bag of Kails " Hotel for Is. 9d. by Mr. J. Gann. Mr. Gann. '' Taste that sherry, sir. Your 'ealth, and my services to you, sir. That wine, sir, is given me as a particular favor by my — ahem ! — my wine-merchant, who onl}' will part with a small cpiantity of it, and imports it direct, sir, from — ahem ! — from — " 3fr. Brandon. "From Xeres, of course. It is, I really think, the finest wine I ever tasted in my life — at a com- moner's table, that is." Mrs. Gann. "Oh, in course, a commoner's table! — we have no titles, sir (Mr. Gann, I will trouble you for some more crackling), though my poor dear girls are related, by their blessed father's side, to some of the first nobility in the land, I assure you." Mr. Gann. " Gammon, Jooly my dear. Them Irish nobility, you know, what are they ? And besides, it's my belief that the gals are no more related to them than 1 am." Miss Bella {to Mr. Brandon, confidentially). "You must find that poor Par is sadly vulgar, Mr. Brandon." Mrs. Gann. "Mr. Brandon has never been accustomed to such language, I am sure ; and 7 entreat you will excuse Mr. Gann's rudeness, sir." VOL. I. — 3 34 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. Miss Linda. ^^ Indeed, 1 assure you, Mr. Brandon, that we've high connections as well as low; as high as some people's connections, per'aps, though we are not always talking of the nobility." This was a double shot : the first barrel of Miss Linda's sentence hit her step-father, the second part was levelled directly at Mr. Brandon. " Don't you think I'm right, Mr. Fitch '/ " Mr. Brandon. " You are quite right. Miss Linda, in this as in every other instance ; but I am afraid Mr. Fitch has not paid proper attention to your excellent remark : for, if I don't mistake the meaning of that beautiful design which he has made with his fork upon the table-cloth, his soul is at this moment wrapped up in his art." This was exactly what Mr. Fitch Avished that all the world should suppose. He flung back his chair, and stared wildly for a moment, and said, '' Pardon me, madam : it is true my thoughts were at that moment far away in the regions of my hart." He was really thinking that his atti- tude was a very elegant one, and that a large garnet ring which he wore on his forelinger must be mistaken by all the company for a ruby. " Art is very well," said Mr. Brandon ; " but with such pretty natural objects before you, I wonder you were not content to think of them." " Do you mean the mashed potatoes, sir ? " said Andrea Fitch, wondering. "I mean ^liss Rosalind Macarty," answered Brandon, gallantly, and laughing heartily at the painter's simplicity. But this compliment could not soften Miss Linda, who had an uneasy conviction that Mr. Brandon was laughing at her, and disliked him accordingly. At this juncture. Miss Caroline entered and took the place marked as hers, to the left hand of Mr. Gann, vacant. An old rickety wooden stool was placed for her, instead of that elegant and commodious Windsor chair which sup- ported every other person at table ; and by the side of the plate stood a curious old battered tin mug, on which the antiquarian might possibly discover the inscription of the word " Caroline." This, in truth, was poor Caroline's mug and stool, having been appropriated to her from childhood upwards ; and here it was her custom meekly to sit, and eat her daily meal. It was well that the girl was placed near her father, else I do believe she would have been starved ; but Gann was A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. ^5 much too good-natured to allow that any difference should be made between her and her sisters. There are some mean- nesses which are too mean even for man — woman, lovely woman alone, can venture to commit them. Well, on the present occasion, and when the dinner was half over, poor Caroline stole gently into the room and took her ordinary place. Caroline's pale face was very red ; for the fact must be told that she had been in the kitchen helping Becky, the universal maid; and having heard how the great ^Ir. Brandon was to dine with them upon that day, the simple girl had been showing her respect for him by compiling, in her best manner, a certain dish, for the cooking of which her papa had often praised her. She took her place, blush- ing violently when she saw him, and if Mr. Gann had not been making a violent clattering with his knife and fork, it is possible that he might have heard Miss Caroline's heart thump, which it did violently. Her dress Avas some- how a little smai-ter than usual ; and Becky the maid, who brought in that remove of hashed mutton which has been set down in the bill of fare, looked at her young lady with a good deal of complacency, as, loaded with plates, she quitted the room. Indeed, the poor girl deserved to be looked at : there was an air of gentleness and innocence about her that was apt to please some persons, much more than the bold beauties of her sisters. The two young men did not fail to remark this ; one of them, the little painter, had long since observed it. "You are very late, miss," cried Mrs. Gann, who af- fected not to know what had caused her daughter's delay. " You're always late I " and the elder girls stared and grinned at each other knowingly, as they always did when mamma made such attacks upon Caroline, who only kept her eyes down upon the table-cloth, and began to eat her dinner without saying a word. " Come, my dear," cried honest Gann, "if she is late you know why. A girl can't be here and there too, as I say ; can they, Swigby ? " " Impossible ! " said Swigby. "Gents," continued ]\Ir. Gann, "our Carrj', you must know, has been downstairs making the pudding for her old pappy; and a good pudding she makes, I can tell you." ^liss Caroline blushed more vehemently than ever ; the artist stared her full in the face ; ^Irs. Gann said " Non- 36 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. sense " and " stuff," very majestically ; only Mr. Brandon interposed in Caroline's favor. " 1 would sooner that my wife should know how to make a pudding," said he, "than how to play the best piece of music in the Avorld ! " " Law, Mr. Brandon ! I, for my part, wouldn't demean myself by any such kitchen-work ! " cries Miss Linda. " ]\Iake puddens, indeed : it's ojous ! " cries Bella. " For you, my loves, of course ! " interposed their mamma. " Young women of your family and circum- stances is not expected to perform any such work. It's different with Miss Caroline, who, if she does make her- self useful now and then, don't make herself near so useful as she should, considering that she's not a shilling, and is living on our charit}^, like some other folks." Thus did this amiable woman neglect no opportunity to give her opinions about her husband and daughter. The former, however, cared not a straw ; and the latter, in this instance, was perfectly happy. Had not kind Mr. Brandon approved of her work ; and could she ask for more ? " Mamma may say what she pleases to-day," thought Caroline. " I am too happy to be made angry by her." Poor little mistaken Caroline, to think you were safe against three women ! The dinner had not advanced much further, when Miss Isabella, who had been examining her younger sister curiously for some short time, telegraphed Miss Linda across the table, and nodded, and winked, and pointed to her own neck ; a very white one, as I have before had the honor to remark, and quite without any covering, except a smart necklace of twenty-four rows of the lightest blue glass beads, finishing in a neat tassel. Linda had a similar orjiament of a vermilion color; where- as Caroline, on this occasion, wore a handsome new collar up to the throat, and a brooch, which looked all the smarter for the shabby frock over which they were placed. As soon as she saw her sister's signals, the poor little thing, who had only just done fluttering and blushing, fell to this same work over again. Down went her eyes once more, and her face and neck lighted up to the color of Miss Linda's sham cornelian. " What's the gals giggling and ogling about ? " said Mr. Gann, innocently. " What is it,"^ my darling loves ? " said stately Mrs. Gann. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 37 "Why, don't you see, ^Ma?" said Linda. "Look at Miss Carry ! I'm blessed if she has not got on Becky's collar and brooch that Sims the pilot gave her!" The young ladies fell back in uproarious fits of laughter, and laughed all the time that their mamma was thundering out a speech, in which she declared that her daughter's conduct was unworthy a gentlewoman, and bid her leave the room and take oft" those disgraceful ornaments. There was no need to tell her; the poor little thing gave one piteous look at her father, who was whistling, and seemed indeed to think the matter a good joke; and after she had managed to open the door and totter into the passage, you might have heard her weeping there, weeping tears more bitter than any of the many she had shed in the course of her life. Down she went to the kitchen, and when she reached that humble place of refuge, first pulled at her neck and made as if she would take off Becky's collar and brooch, and then flung herself into the arms of that honest scullion, where she cried and cried till she brought on the first fit of hysterics that ever she had had. This crying could not at first be heard in the parlor, where the young ladies, ]\rrs. Gann, Mr. G-ann, and his friend from the '-Bag of ISTails" were roaring at the excellence of the joke. Mr. Brandon, sipping sherry, sat by, looking very sarcastically and slyly from one party to the other ; IVIr. Fitch was staring about him too, but with a very dif- ferent expression, anger and wonder inflaming his bearded countenance. At last, as the laughing died away and a faint voice of weeping came from the kitchen below, Andrew could bear it no longer, but bounced up from his chair and rushed out of the room exclaiming, — " By Jove, it's too bad ! " " What does the man mean ? " said Mrs. Gann. He meant that he was from that moment over head and ears in love with Caroline, and that he longed to beat, buffet, pummel, thump, tear to pieces, those callous ruftians who so pitilessly laughed at her. "What's that chop wi' the beard in such tantrums about?" said the gentleman from tha "Bag of Nails." ]\[r. Gann answered this query by some joke, intimating that '• per'aps ^Nlr. Fitch's dinner did not agree with him," at which these worthies roared again. The young ladies said, "Well, now, upon my word ! " 38 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. " Mighty genteel behavior, truly ! " cried mamma ; " but what can you expect from the poor thing ? " Brandon onl}- sipped more sherry, but he looked at Fitch as the latter hung out of the room, and his countenance was lighted up by a more unequivocal smile. These two little adventures were followed by a silence of some few minutes, during which the meats remained on the table, and no signs were shown of that pudding upon which poor Caroline had exhausted her skill. The absence of this delicious part of the repast was first remarked by Mr. Gann ; and his lady, after jangling at the bell for some time in vain, at last begged one of her daughters to go and hasten matters. "Becky ! " shrieked Miss Linda from the hall, but Becky replied not. "Becky, are we to be kept waiting all day ? " continued the lady in the same shrill voice. " Mamma wants the pudding ! " " Tell her to fetch it herself ! " roared Becky, at which remark Gann and his facetious friend once more went oft' into hts of laughter. "This is too bad!" said Mrs. G., starting up; ^' she shall leave the house this instant ! " and so no, doubt Becky would, but that the la*ly owed her five quarters' wages ; which she, at that period, did not feel inclined to pay. Well, the dinner at last was at an end ; the ladies went away to tea, leaving the gentlemen to their wine ; Bran- don, very condescendingly, partaking of a bottle of port, and listening with admiration to the toasts and sentiments with which it is still the custom among persons of IVIr, Gann's rank of life to preface each glass of wine. As thus : — Glass 1. "Gents," says ^NFr. Gann, rising, "this glass I need say nothink about. Here's the king, and long life to him and the family ! " INIr. Swigby, with his glass, goes knock, knock, knock on the table; and saying gravely, "The king! " drinks off his glass, and smacks his lips afterwards. Mr. Brandon, who had drunk half his, stops in the midst and says, " Oh, Hhe king ! ' " Mr. Sivlghy. "A good glass of wine that, Gann my boy ! " Mr. Brando)!. " Capital, really ; though, upon my faith, I'm no judge of port." A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 39 3fr. Gann (smacks). ^' A line fruity wiiie as ever I tasted. I suppose you, Mr. B., are accustomed only to claret. I've "ad it, too, in my time, sir, as Swigby there very well knows. I travelled, sir, sure le Contlnong, I assure you, and drank my glass of claret with the best man in France, or England either. I wasn't always what I am, sir." Mr. Brandon. "You don't look as if you were." Mr. Gann. " ^N'o, sir. Before that gas came in, I was head, sir, of one of the fust 'ouses in the hoil-trade, Gann, Blubbery, & Gann, sir — Thames Street, City. I'd my box at Putney, as good a gig and horse as my friend there drives." Mr. Sicighy. "Ay, and a better too, Gann, I make no doubt." Mr. Gann. "Well, say a better. I had a better, if money could fetch it, sir ; and I didn't spare that, I warrant you. Xo, no, James Gann didn't grudge his purse, sir; and iiad his friends around him, as he's 'appy to 'ave now, sir. Mr. Brandon, your 'ealth, sir, and may we hoften meet under this ma'ogany. Swigby, my boy, God bless you ! " Mr. Brandon. " Your very good health." Mr. Sicighy. "Thank you, Gann. Here's to you, and long life and prosperity and happiness to you and yours. Bless you, Jim my boy; heaven bless you! I say this, ^Ir. Bandon — Brandon — what's your name — there ain't a better fellow in all ]\[argate than James Gann, — no, nor in all England. Here's Mrs. Gann, gents, and the family. !Mks. Gaxx ! " (drinhs.) Mr. Brandon. " Mrs. Gaxx. Hip, hip, hurrah ! " (drinks.) Mr. Gann. " Mrs. Gann, and thank you, gents. A fine woman, Mr. B. ; ain't she now ? Ah, if you'd seen 'er when I married her ! Gad, she icas fine then — an out and outer, sir ! Sui^h a figure ! " Mr. Swigby. " You'd choose none but a good 'un, I war'nt. Ha, ha, ha ! " Mr. Gann. "Did I ever tell you of my duel along with the regimental doctor ? JSTo ! Then I will. I was a young chap, you see, in those days ; and when I saw her at 'Brussels — (Brmell, they call it) — I was right ^liek up over head and ears in love with her at once. But what was to be done ? There w^as another gent in the case — a regimental doctor, sir — a reg'lar dragon. 'Faint heart,' says I, ' never won a fair lady,' and so I made so 40 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. bold. She took me, sent the doctor to the right about. I met him one morning in the park at Brussels, and stood to him, sir, like a man. When the affair was over, my second, a leftenant of dragoons, told me, ' Gann', says he, 'I've seen many a man under fire — I'm a Waterloo man,' says he, — ' and have rode by Wellington many a long day ; but I never, for coolness, see such a man as you,' Gents, here's the Duke of Wellington and the British army ! " (the gents drink.) Mr. Brandon. '•' Did you kill the doctor, sir ? " Mr. Gann. ''Why, no, sir 5 I shot in the hair," Mr. Brandon. " Shot him in the hair ! Egad, that was a severe shot and a very lucky escape the doctor had of it ? Whereabout in the hair ! a whisker, sir ; or, perhaps, a pig- tail ? " Mr. Sw'ighy. "Haw, haw, haw! shot'n in the hair — capital, capital ! " Mr. Gann, loho has grown very red. "No, sir, there may be some mistake in my pronounciation, which I didn't expect to have laughed at, at my hown table." Mr. Brandon. "My dear sir ! I protest and vow — " Mr. Gann. " Never mind it, sir. I gave you my best, and did my best to make you welcome. If you like better to make fun of me, do, sir. That may be the genteel way, but hang me if it's hoar way; is it, Jack? Our way; I beg your pardon, sir." Mr. Si.vigbij. " Jim, Jim ! for heaven's sake ! — peace and harmony of the evening — conviviality — social enjoy- ment — didn't mean it — did you mean anything, Mr. What-d'-ye-call-'im ? " Mr. Brandon. "Nothing, upon my honor as a gentle- man ! " Mr. Gann. "Well, then, there's my hand!" and good- natured Gann tried to forget the insult, and to talk as if nothing had occurred: but he had been wounded in the most sensitive point in which a man can be touched by his superior, and never forgot Brandon's joke. That night at the club, when dreadfully tipsy, he made several speeches on the subject, and burst into tears many times. The pleasure of the evening was quite spoiled ; and, as the conversation became rapid and dull, we shall refrain from reporting it. Mr. Brandon speedily took leave, but had not the courage to face the ladies at tea ; to wliom, it ap- pears, the reconciled Becky had brought that refreshing beverage. CHAPTER IV. IX WHICH MR. FITCH PROCLAIMS HIS LOVE, AXD MR. BRAXDOX PREPARES FOR WAR. RO]\r the splendid hall in which IMrs. Gaun was dis- pensing her hospitality, the celebrated painter, Andrea Fitch, rnshed forth in a state of mind even more delirions than that which he usually enjoyed. He looked abroad into the street : all there was dusk and lonely ; the rain falling heavily, the wind playing Pandean pipes and whistling down the chimney- pots. "I love the storm,'' said Pitch, solemnh' ; and he put his great Spanish cloak round him in the most ap- proved manner (it was of so prodigious a size that the tail of it, as it twirled over his shoulder, whisked away a lodging-card from the door of the house o])posite ^Mr. Gann's). "I love the storm and solitude," said he, light- ing a large pipe filled full of the fragrant Oronooko ; and thus armed he passed rapidly down the street, his hat cocked over his ringlets. Andrea did not like smoking, but he used a pipe as a part of his profession as an artist, and as one of the picturesque parts of his costume ; in like manner, though he did not fence, he always travelled about with a pair of foils ; and quite unconscious of music, nevertheless had a guitar con- stantly near at hand. Without such properties a painter's spectacle is not com])lete; and now he determined to add to them another indispensable requisite, — a mistress, " What great artist was ever Avithout one ? " thought he. Long, long had he sighed for some one whom he might love, 41 42 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. some one to whom he might address the poems which he was in the habit of making. Hundreds of such fragments had he composed, addressed to Leila, Ximena, Ada — imag- inary beauties, whom he courted in dreamy verse. With what joy would he replace all those by a real charmer of flesh and blood ! Away he went, then, on this evening — the tyranny of Mrs. Gann towards poor Caroline having awakened all his sympathies in the gentle girl's favor — determined now and forever to make her the mistress of his heart. Monna-Lisa, the Fornarina, Leonardo, Raphael — he thought of all these, and vowed that his Caroline should be made famous and live forever on his canvas. AVhile IMrs. Gann was preparing for her friends, and entertaining them at tea and whist ; while Caroline, all unconscious of the love she inspired, was weeping upstairs in her little garret; while Mr. Brandon was enjoying the refined conversation of Gann and Swigby, over their glass and pipe in the office, Andrea walked abroad by the side of the ocean ; and, before he was wet through, walked himself into the most fervid affection for poor persecuted Caroline. The reader might have observed him (had not the night been very dark, and a great deal too wet to allow a sensible reader to go abroad on such an errand) at the sea-shore standing on a rock, and drawing from his bosom a locket which contained a curl of hair tied up in ribbon. He looked at it for a moment, and then flung it away from him into the black boiling waters below him. '' No other 'air but thine, Caroline, shall ever rest near this 'art ! " he said and kissed the locket and restored it to its place. Light-minded youth, whose hair was it that he thus flung away ? How many times had Andrea shown that very ringlet in strictest confidence to several brethren of the brush, and declared that it was the hair of a dear girl in Spain whom he loved to madness ? Alas ! 'twas but a Action of his fevered brain ; every one of his friends had a locket of hair, and Andrea, who had no love until novv^, had clipped this precious token from the wig of a lovely lay- flgure, with cast-iron joints and a card-board head, that had stood for some time in his atelier. I don't know that he felt any shame about the proceeding, for he was of such a warm imagination that he had grown to believe that the hair did actually come from a girl in Spain, and only parted with it on yielding to a superior attachment. This attachment being fixed on, the young painter came A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 43 home wet tliroiigli ; passed the night in reading Byron ; making sketches, and bnrning them ; Avriting poems to Caroline, and expunging them with pitiless india-rubber. A romantic man makes a point of sitting up all night, and pacing his chamber; and you may see many a composition of Andrea's dated '-Midnight, 10th of jMarch, A. F.," with his peculiar flourish over the initials. He was not sorry to be told in the morning, by the ladies at breakfast, that he looked dreadfully pale ; and answered, laying his hand on his forehead and shaking his head gloomily, that he could get no sleep : and then he would heave a huge sigh ; and Miss ]>ella and Miss Linda would look at each other, and grin according to their wont. He was glad, I say, to have his woe remarked, and continued his sleeplessness for two or three nights ; but he was certaiidy still more glad when he heard Mr. Brandon, on the fourth morning, cry out, in a shrill, angry voice to Becky tlie maid, to give the gentleman upstairs his compliments — Mr. Brandon's compliments — and tell him that he could not get a wink of sleep for the horrid trampling he kept up. " I am hanged if I stay in the house a night longer," added the first floor sharply, " if that Mr. Fitch kicks up such a confounded noise ! " Mr. Fitch's point was gained, and henceforth he was as quiet as a mouse; for his wish was not only to be in love, but to let everybody know he was in love, or where is the use of a helle passion ? So whenever he saw Caroline, at meals, or in the passage, he used to stare at her with the utmost power of his big e3^es, and fall to groaning most ]):ithetically. He used to leave his meals untasted, groan, lieave sighs, and stare in- cessantl}". Mrs. Gann and her eldest daughters were aston- ished at these manoeuvres ; for they never sus^^ected that any man could possibly be such a fool as to fall in love with Caroline. At length the suspicion came upon them, created immense laughter and delight ; and the ladies did not fail to rally Caroline in their usual elegant way. Gann, too, loved a joke (much polite waggery had this worthy man practised in select inn-parlors for twenty years past), and would call poor Caroline -' Mrs. F.," and say that instead of Fetch and Carry, as he used to name her, he should style her F'ltch and Carry for the future ; and laugh at this great pun, and make many others of a similar sort, that set Caroline blushing. Indeed, the girl suffered a great deal more from this 44 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. raillery than at first may be imagined; for after the first awe inspired by Fitch's whiskers had passed away, and he had drawn the young ladies' pictures, and made designs in their albums, and in the midst of their jokes and conversa- tion had remained perfectly silent, the Gann family had determined that the man was an idiot : and indeed were not very wide of the mark. In everything except his own pecu- liar art honest Fitch was an idiot; and as upon the subject of painting the Ganns, like most people of tlieir class in England, were profoundly ignorant, it came to pass that he would breakfast and dine for many days in their com- pany, and not utter one single syllable. So they looked upon him with extreme pity and contempt, as a harmless, good-natured, crack-brained creature, quite below them in the scale of intellect, and only to be endured because he paid a certain number of shillings weekly to the Gann exchequer. Mrs. Gann in all companies was accustomed to talk about her idiot. Neighbors and children used to peer at him as he strutted down the street ; and though every young lady, including my dear Caroline, is flattered by having a lover, at least the}' don't like such a lover as this. The Misses Macarty (after having set their aaps at him very fiercely, and quarrelled concerning him on his first coming to lodge at their house) vowed and protested now that he was no better than a chimpanzee ; and Caroline and Becky agreed tha^. this insult was as great as any that could be paid to the painter. " He's a good creature, too," said Becky, "crack-brained as he is. Do you know, miss, he gave me half a sovereign to buy a new collar, after that business t'other day ? " " And did — Mr. , — did the first floor say anything ? " asked Caroline. "Didn't he! he's a funny gentleman, that Brandon, sure enough ; and when I took him up breakfast next morning, asked about Sims the pilot, and what I gi'ed Sims for the collar and brooch, — he, he ! " And this was indeed a correct report of 'Mr. Brandon's conversation with Becky ; he had been infinitely amused with the whole transaction, and wrote his friend the viscount a capital facetious account of the manners and customs of the native inhabitants of the Isle of Thanet. And now, when Mr. Fitch's passion was fully developed — as far, that is, as sighs and ogles could give it utterance — a curious instance of that spirit of contradiction for which A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 45 our race is remarkable was seen in the behavior of Mr. Brandon. Although Caroline, in the depths of her little silly heart, had set him down for her divinity, her wondrous fairy prince, who Avas to deliver her from her present mis- erable durance, she had never by word or deed acquainted Brandon with her inclination for him, but had, with instinc- tive modesty, avoided him more sedulously than before. He, too, had never bestowed a thought upon her. How should such a Jove as Mr. Brandon, from the cloudv summit of his fashionable r)lympus, look down and perceive such an humble, retiring being as poor little Caroline Gann ? Think- ing her at first not disagreeable, he had never, until the day of' the dinner, bestowed one single further thought upon her ; and only when exasperated by the ]\Iiss ]\racartys' behavior towards"^ him, did he begin to think how sweet it would be to make them jealous and unhappy. "The uncouth grinning monsters," said he, "with their horrible court of JBob Smiths and Jack Joneses, daring to look down upon me, a gentleman, — me, the celebrated 46 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. manrjeur des coeurs — a man of genius, fashion, and noble family ! If I could but revenge myself on them ! What injury can I invent to wound them? " It is curious to what points a man in his passion will go. Mr. Brandon had long since, in fact, tried to do the greatest possible injury to the young ladies ; for it had been, at the first dawn of his acquaintance, as we are bound with much sorrow to confess, his fixed intention to ruin one or the other of them. And when the young ladies had, by their coldness and indifference to him, frustrated this benevolent intention, he straightway fancied that they had injured him severely, and cast about for means to revenge himself upon them. This point is, to be sure, a very delicate one to treat, — for in words, at least, the age has grown to be wonderfully moral, and refuses to hear discourses upon such subjeccs. But human nature, as far as I am able to learn, has not much changed since the time when Richardson wrote and Hogarth painted, a century ago. There are wicked Love- laces abroad, ladies, now as then, when it was considered no shame to expose the rogues ; and pardon us, therefore, for hinting tliat such .there be. Elegant acts of rjicerle, suah as that meditated by Mr. Brandon, are often performed still by dashing young men of the world, who think no sin of an amourette, but glory in it, especially if the victim be a person of mean condition. Had Brandon succeeded (su?.h is the high moral state of our British youth), all his frien Is would have pronounced him, and he would have considered himself, to be a very lucky, captivating dog ; nor, as I believe, would he have had a single pang of conscience for the rascally action which he had committed. This supreme act of scoundrelism has man permitted to himself — to deceive women. When we consider how he has availed himself of the privilege so created by him, indeed one may sympathize with the advocates of woman's rights who point out this monstrous wrong. We have read of that wretched woman of old whom the pious Pharisees were for stoning incontinently ; but we don't hear that they made any outcry against the man who was concerned in the crime. Where was he ? Happy, no doubt, and easy in mind, and regaling some choice friends over a bottle with the history of his success. Being thus injured then, j\Ir. Brandon longed for revenge. How should he repay these impertinent young women for A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 47 slighting his addresses ? '• Pardi,'^ said he ; '• just to punish their pride and insolence, I have a great mind to make love to their sister." He did not, however, for some time condescend to per- form this threat. Eagles such as Brandon do not sail down from the clouds in order to pounce upon small flies, and soar airwards again, contented with such an ignoble booty. In a word, he never gave a minute's thought to Miss Caroline, until further circumstances occurred which caused tliis great man to consider her as an object somewhat worthy of his remark. The violent affection suddenly exhibited by jMr. Fitch, the painter, towards poor little Caroline was the point which determined Brandon to begin to act. " My dear Yiscouxt " (wrote lie to the same Lord C'inqbars wlioin he formerly addressed) — '* Give me joy ; for in a week's time it' is my intention to be violently in love, — and love is no small amusement in a watering-place in winter. " I told you about the fair Juliana Gann and her family. I forgot whether I mentioned how the Juliana had two fair daughters, the liosaliud and the Isabella; and another, Caroline by name, not so good-looking as her half-sisters, but, nevertheless, a pleasing young person. '* Well, when I came hither, I had nothing to do but to fall in love with the two handsomest; and did so. taking many walks with them, talking nuich nonsense; passing long dismal evenings over horrid tea with them and their mamma: laying regular siege, in fact, to these Margate beauties, who. according to the common rule in such cases, could not, I thought, last long. "Miserable deception I disgusting aiistocratic blindness!" (Mr. Bran- don always assumed that his own high birth and eminent position were granted.) "Would you believe it. that I, who have seen, fouirht. and conquered in so many places, should have been ignomini- ously defeated here? Just as American Jackson defeated our Pen- insular veterans, I. an old Continental conqueror too. have been over- come by this ignoble enemy. These women have intrenched them- selves so firmly in their vulgarity, that I have been beaten back several times with disijrace. being quite unable to make an impression. The monsters, too. keep up a dreadful fire fiom behind their inti-enchments; and besides have raised the whole country against me: in a word, all the snobs of their acquaintance are in arms. Theie is Bob Smith, the linendraper; Harry Jones, who keeps the fancy tea-shop; young Glaubei". the apothecary; and sundiy other persons, who are ready to eat me when they see me in the streets; and are all at the beck of the victorious Amazons. " IIow is a gentleman to make head against such a cmiaillp as this? — a resndar jncquprip. Once or twice I have tliouirht of retreating; but a retreat, for sundry rea^^ons I have, is ineonveuieiit. I can't go to London; I am known at Dover; I believe there is a bill against me Sit Canterbury; at Chatham there are sundry quartered regiments 48 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. whose recognition I should be unwilling to risk. I must stay here — and be banged to the place — until my better star shall rise. "But I am determined that my stay shall be to some purpose, and so to show how persevering I am, 1 shall make one more trial upon the third daughter, — yes, upon the third daughter, a family Cinderella, who shall, I am determined, make her sisters crever with envy. I merely mean fun, you know — not mischief, — for Cinderella is but a little child: and, besides, I am the most harmless fellow breathing, but must liave my joke. Now Cinderella has a lover, the bearded l^ainter of whom 1 si)oke to you in a former letter. He has lately plunged into the most extraordinary fits of passion for her, and is more mad than even he was before. W oe betide you, O painter ! I have nothing to do: a month to do that nothing in; in that time, mark my words, 1 will laugh at that i^ainter's beard. Sliould you like a lock of it, or a sofa stuffed with it ? there is beard enough: or should you like to see a specimen of poor little Cinderella's golden ringlets ? Conmiand your slave. I wish I had paper enough to write you an account of a grand Gann dinner at whicli I assisted, and of a scene which there took place; and bow Cinderella was dressed out, not by a fairy, but by a charitable kitchen-maid, and was turned out of the room by her in- dignant mamma, for appearing in the scullion's finery. But my forte does not lie in such descriptions of polite life. We drank port, and toasts after dinner: here is tlie Dienu, and the names and order of the eaters." The bill of fare has been given already and need not, therefore, be again laid before the public. '' What a fellow that is ! " said young Lord Cinqbars, read- ing the letter to his friends, and in a profound admiration of his tutor's genius. " And to think that he was a reading man too, and took a double first," cried another ; " why, the man's an Admirable Crichton." '•Upon my life, though, he's a little too bad," said a third, who was a moralist. And with this a fresh bowl of milk- punch came reeking from the college butteries, and the jo- vial party discussed that. CHAPTER V. COXTAIXS A GREAT DEAL OF COMPLICATED LOVE-MAKIXG. HE ]Misses Macarty were ex- cessively indignant that Mr. Eitch should have had the ' audacit}^ to fall in love with their sister ; and j)Oor Caro- line's life was not, as may be imagined, made much the happier by the envy and passion thus excited. Mr. Eitch 's amour was the source of a great deal of pain to her. Her mother would tauntingly say that as both were beggars, they could not do better than marry ; and declared, in the same satirical way, that she should like nothing better than to see a large family of grandchildren about her, to be plagues and burdens upon her, as her daughter was. The short way would have been, when the young painter's intentions were manifest, which they pretty speedily were, to have requested him immedi- ately to quit the house ; or, as Mr. Gann said, " to give him the sack at once;" to which measure the worthy man indig- nantly avowed that he would have resort. But his lady would not allow of any such rudeness ; although, for her part, she professed the strongest scorn and contempt for the piinter. Eor the painful fact must be stated : Eitch had a sliort time previously paid no less a sum than a whole quar- ter's board and lodging in advance, at ^Irs. Gann's humble request, and he possessed his landlady's receipt for that sum ; the mention of which circumstance silenced Gann's objections at once. And indeed, it is pretty certain that, with all her taunts to her daughter and just abuse of Eitch's VOL. I. — 4 49 50 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. poverty, Mrs. Gann in her heart was not altogether averse to the match. In the first place, she loved match-making ; next, she would be glad to be rid of her daughter at any rate ; and, besides. Fitch's aunt, the auctioneer's wife, was rich, and had no children ; painters, as she had heard, make often a great deal of money, and Fitch might be a clever one, for aught she knew. So he was allowed to remain in the house, an undeclared but very assiduous lover ; and to sigh, and to moan, and make verses and portraits of his be- loved, and build castles in the air as best he might. In- deed our humble Cinderella was in a very curious position. She felt a tender passion for the first floor, and was adored by the second floor, and had to wait upon both at the sum- mons of the bell of either ; and as the poor little thing was compelled not to notice any of the sighs and glances which the painter bestowed upon her, she also had schooled her- self to maintain a quiet demeanor towards Mr. Brandon, and not allow him to discover the secret which was laboring in her little breast. I think it may be laid down as a pretty general rule, that most romantic little girls of Caroline's age have such a bud- ding sentiment as this young person entertained ; quite innocent of course ; nourished and talked of in delicious se- crecy to the confidante of the hour. Or else what are nov- els made for ? Had Caroline read of Valancourt and Emily for nothing, or gathered no good example from those five tear-fraught volumes which describe the loves of Miss Helen ^lar and Sir William Wallace ? Many a time had she depicted Brandon in a fancy costume, such as the fas- cinating Valancourt wore ; or painted herself as Helen, trying a sash round her knight's cuirass, and watching him forth to battle. Silly fancies, no doubt; but consider, madam, the poor girl's age and education ; the only instruc- tion she had ever received was from these tender, kind- hearted, silly books: the only happiness which Fate had al- lowed her was in this little silent world of fancy. It would be hard to grudge the poor thing her dreams ; and many such did she have, and impart blushingly to honest Becky, as they sat by the humble kitchen-fire. Although it cost her heart a great pang, she had once ven- tured to implore her mother not to send her upstairs to the lodgers' rooms, for she shrunk at the notion of the occurrence that Brandon should discover her regard for him ; but this point had never entered Mrs. Gann's sagacious head. She A SHABBY GENTEEL STOBV. 51 thought her daughter wished to avoid Fitch, and sternly bade her to do her duty, and not give herself such imperti- nent airs; and, indeed, it can't be said that poor Caioline was very sorry at being compelled to continue to see Bran- don. To do both gentlemen justice, neither ever said a word unht for Caroline to hear. Fitch would have been torn to pieces by a thousand wild horses, rather than liave breathed a single syllable to hurt her feelings ; and Brandon, though by no means so squeamish on ordinary occasions, was in- nately a gentleman, and from taste rather than from virtue was carefully respectful in his behavior to her. As for the Misses Macarty themselves, it has been stated that they had already given away their hearts several times ; Miss Isabella being at this moment attached to a certain young wine-merchant, and to Lieutenant or Colonel Swab- ber of the Spanish service; and Miss Rosalind having a de- cided fondness for a foreign nobleman, with black musta- chios, who had paid a visit to Margate. Of Miss Bella's lovers, Swabber had disappeared ; but she still met the wine-merchant pretty often, and it is believed had gone very nigh to accept him. As for Miss Eosalind, I am sorry to say that the course of her true love ran by no means smoothly ; the Frenchman had turned out to be not a mar- quess, but a billiard-marker; and a sad, sore subject the dis- ap]K)intnient was with the neglected lady. We should have spoken of it long since, had the subject been one that was much canvassed in the Gann family ; but once Avhen Gann had endeavored to rally his step-daughter on this unfortunate attachment (using for the j)urpose those delicate terms of wit for which the honest gentleman was always famous), ]\Iiss Linda had flown into such a violent fury, and comported herself in a way so dreadful, that James Gann, Esquire, was fairly frightened out of his wits by the threats, screams, and imprecations Avhich she uttered. Miss Bella, who was disposed to be jocose likewise, was likewise awed into silence ; for her dear sister talked of tearing her eyes out that minute, and uttered some hints, too, regarding love-matters personally affecting Miss Bella herself, which caused that young lady to turn pale-red, to mutter some- thing about " wicked lies," and to leave the room immedi- ately. Kor was the subject ever again broached by the Ganns. Even when ^Frs. Gann once talked about that odi- ous French im poster, she was stopped immediately, not by the lady concerned, but by Miss Bella, who cried, sharply, 52 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. " Mamma, hold your tongue, and don't vex our dear Linda by alluding to any sucli stuff." It is most probable that the young ladies had had a private conference, which, beginning a little fiercely at first, had ended amicably : and so the mar- quess was mentioned no more. Miss Linda, then, was comparatively free (for Bob Smith, the linendraper, and young Glauber, the apothecary, went for nothing) ; and, very luckily for her, a successor was found for the faithless Frenchman, almost immediately. This gentleman was a commoner, to be sure ; but had a good estate of five hundred a year, kept his horse and gig, and was, as Mr. Gann remarked, as good a fellow as ever lived. Let us say at once that the new lover was no other than Mr. Swigby. From the day when he had been intro- duced to the family he appeared to be very much attracted by the two sisters ; sent a turkey off his own farm, and six bottles of prime Hollands, to Mr. and Mrs. Gann in pres- ents ; and, in ten short days after his first visit, had in- formed his friend Gann that he was violently in love with two women whose names he would never — never breathe. The worthy Gann knew right Avell how the matter was ; for he had not failed to remark Swigby's melancholy, and to attribute it to its right cause. Swigby was forty-eight years of age, stout, hearty, gay, much given to drink, and had never been a lady's man, or, indeed, passed half a dozen evenings in ladies' society. He thought Gann the noblest and finest fellow in the world. He never heard any singing like James's, nor any jokes like his ; nor had met with such an accomplished gentleman or man of the world. " Gann has his faults," Swigby would say at the " Bag of ISTails " ; " which of us has not ? — but I tell you what, he's the greatest trump I ever see." Many scores of scores had he paid for Gann, many guineas and crown-pieces had he lent him, since he came into his prop- erty some three years before. What were Swigby's former pursuits I can't tell. What need we care ? Hadn't he five hundred a year now, and a horse and gig ? Ay, that he had. Since his accession to fortune, this gay young bachelor had taken his share (what he called " his whack ") of pleas- ure; had been at one — nay, perhaps, at two — public-houses every night ; and had been tipsy, I make no doubt, nearly a thousand times in the course of the three years. Many peo- ple had tried to cheat him ; but, no, no ! he knew what was A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 53 what, and in all matters' of money Avas simple and shrewd. Gann's gentility won him ; his bragging, his ton, and the stylish tuft on his chin. To be invited to his house was a proud moment ; and when he went away, after the banquet described in the last chapter, he was in a perfect ferment of love and liquor. "What a stylish woman is that Mrs. Gann ! " thought he, as he tumbled into bed at his inn ; "fine she must have been as a "-al ' fourteen stone now, without saddle or bridle, and no mistake. And them Miss Macartys : Jupiter ! what spank- ing, handsome, elegant creatures '. — real elegance m both on 'em' ' Such hair ! — black's the word — as black as my mare ; such cheeks, such necks, and shoulders ! " At noon he re- peated these observations to Gann himself, as he walked up and down the pier with that gentleman, smoking Manilla 54 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. cheroots. He was in raptures with his evening. Gann re- ceived his praises with much majestic good-humor. "Blood, sir!" said he, "blood's everything! Them gals have been brought up as few ever have. I don't speak of myself ; but their mother — their mother's a lady, sir. Show me a woman in England as is better bred or knows the world more than my Juliana ! " "It's impawssible," said Swigby. " Think of the company we've kep', sir, before our misfor- tunes — the fust in the land. Brandenburg House, sir, — England's injured queen. Law bless you! Juliana was always there." "' I make no doubt, sir ; you can see it in her," said Swigby, solemnly. " And as for those gals, why, ain't they related to the fust families in Ireland, sir ? — In course they are. As I said be- fore, blood's everything ; and those young women have the best of it ; they are connected with the reg'lar old noblesse." " They have the best of everythink, I'm sure," said Swigby, " and deserve it, too," and relapsed into his morning remarks. " What creatures ! what elegance ! what hair and eyes, sir ! — black, and all's black, as I say. What complexion, sir ! — ay, and what makes, too ! Such a neck and shoulders I never see ! " Gann, who had his hands in his pockets (his friend's arm being hooked into one of his), here suddenly withdrew his hand from its hiding-place, clenched his hst, assumed a horrible knowing grin, and gave Mr. Swigby such a blow in the ribs as well-nigh sent him into the water. "You sly dog!" said Mr. Gann, with inexpressible emphasis ; "you've found that out, too, have you ? Have a care, Joe, my boy, — have a care." And herewith Gann and Joe burst into tremendous roars of laughter, fresh explosions taking place at intervals of five minutes during the rest of the walk. The two friends parted exceedingly happy ; and when they met that evening at " The Nails," Gann drew Swigby mysteriously into the bar, and thrust into his hand a triangular piece of pink paper, which the latter read : — " Mrs. Gann and the Misses Macarty request the honor and pleasure of Mr. Swigby's company (if you have no better engagement) to tea to-morrow evening, at half-past five. " Margaketta Cottage, Sat.amaxca Road North, Thursday evening." A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 55 The faces of the two gentlemen were wonderfully expres- sive of satisfaction as this communication passed between them. And I am led to believe that Mrs. Gann had been unusually pleased with her husband's conduct on that day, for honest James had no less than thirteen and sixpence in his pocket, and insisted, as usual, upon standing glasses all round. Joe Swigby, left alone in the little parlor behind the bar, called for a sheet of paper, a new pen and a wafer, and in the space of half an hour concocted a very spirited and satisfactory answer to this note ; which was carried off by Gann, and duly delivered. Punctually at half-past live Mr. Joseph Swigby knocked at Margaretta Cottage door, in his new coat with glistering brass buttons, his face clean- shaved, and his great eai-s shining over his great shirt-collar delightfully bright and red. What happened at this tea-party it is needless here to say ; but Swigby came away from it quite as much enchanted as before, and declared that the duets sung by the ladies in hideous discord were the sweetest music lie had ever heard. He sent the gin and the turkey the next day ; and, of course, was invited to dine. The dinner was followed up on his part by an offer to drive all the young ladies and their mamma into the country ; and he hired a very smart barouche to conduct them. The invitation was not declined ; and Fitch, too, was asked by Mr. Swigby, in the height of his good-humor, and accepted with the utmost delight. " ]\Ie and Joe will go on the box," said Gann. '' You four ladies and Mr. Fitch shall go inside. Carry must go bodkin ; but she ain't very big." " Carrj^, indeed, will stop at home," said her mamma ; " she's not fit to go out." At which poor Fitch's jaw fell ; it was in order to ride with her that he had agreed to accompany the party ; nor could he escape now, having just promised so eagerly. "Oh, don't let's have that proud Brandon," said the young ladies, when the good-natured Mr. Swigby proposed to ask that gentleman; and therefore he was not invited to join them in their excursion : but he stayed at home very uncon- cernedly, and saw the barouche and its load drive off. Somebody else looked at it from the parlor-window with rather a heavy heart, and that some one was poor Caroline- The day was bright and sunshiny ; the spring was beginning early ; it would have been pleasant to have been a lady for once, and to have driven along in a carriage with prancing 56 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. horses. Mr. Fitch looked after her. in a very sheepish, melancholy way ; and was so dismal and silly during the hrst part of the journey, that Miss Linda, who was next to him, said to her papa that she would change places with him ; and actually mounted the box by the side of the happy, trembling Mr. Swigby. How proud he was, to be sure ! How knowingly did he spank the horses along, and flhig out the shillings at the turnpikes ! " Bless you, he don't care for change ! " said Gann, as one of the toll-takers offered to render some coppers ; and Joe felt infinitely obliged to his friend for setting oft' his amiable qualities in such a way. mighty Fate, that over us miserable mortals rulest supreme, with what small means are thy ends effected ! — with what scornful ease and mean instruments does it please thee to govern mankind ! Let each man think of the circum- stances of his life, and how its lot has been determined. The getting up a little earlier or later, the turning down this street or that, the eating of this dish or the other, may influence all the years and actions of a future life. Mankind Avalks down the left-hand side of Kegent Street instead of the right, and meets a friend who asks him to dinner, and goes, and finds the turtle remarkably good, and the iced punch very cool and pleasant ; and, being in a merry, jovial, idle mood, has no objection to a social rubber of whist — nay, to a few more glasses of that cool punch. In the most careless, good-humored way, he loses a few points ; and still feels thirsty, and loses a few more points ; and like a man of spirit, increases his stakes, to be sure, and just by that walk down Eegent Street is ruined for life. Or he walks down the right-hand side of Eegent Street instead of the the left, and, good heavens ! Avho is that charming young creature who has just stepped into her carriage from Mr. Fraser's shop, and to whom and her mamma Mr. Fraser has made the most elegant bow in the world ? It is the lovely Miss Moidore, with a hundred thousand pounds, who has remarked your elegant figure, and regularly drives to town on the first of the month, to purchase her darling Magazine. You drive after her as fast as the hack-cab will carry you. She reads the Magazine the whole Avay. She stops at her papa's elegant villa at Hampstead, with a conservatory, a double coach-house, and a park-like paddock. As the lodge- gate separates you from that dear girl, she looks back just once, and blushes. Eruhult, salva est res. She has blushed. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 57 and 3^ou are all right. lu a Aveek you are introduced to the famil}^, and pronounced a charming young fellow of high principles. In three weeks you have danced twenty-nine quadrilles with her and whisked her through several miles of waltzes. In a month Mrs. OTlahert}' has flung herself into the arms of her mother, just having come from a visit to the village of Gretna, near Carlisle ; and you have an account at your banker's ever after. AYhat is the cause of all this good lortune ? — a walk on a particular side of Kegent Street. And so true and indisputable is this fact that there's a young north-country gentleman with whom I am acquainted, that daily paces up and down the above-named street for many hours, fully expecting that such an adventure will happen to him ; for which end he keeps a cab in readiness at the corner of Vigo Lane. Kow, after a dissertation in this history, the reader is pretty sure to know that a moral is coming ; and the facts connected with our tale, which are to be drawn from the above little essay on fate, are simjoly these: — 1. If ]\Ir. Fitch had not heard Mr. Swigby invite all the ladies, he would have refused Swigby's invitation, and stayed at home. 2. If he had not been in the carriage, it is quite certain that jSIiss Eosalind Macarty would not have been seated by him on the back seat. 3. If he had not been sulky, she never would have asked her papa to let her take his place on the box. 4. If she had not taken her papa's place on the box, not one of the circumstances would have happened which did happen ; and which were as follows : — 1. ^liss Bella remained inside. 2. Mr. Swigby, who was wavering between the two, like a certain animal between two bundles of hay, was determined by this circumstance, and made proposals to Miss Linda, whispering to Miss Linda : " ^liss, I ain't equal to the like of you; but I'm heart}', healthy, and have live hundred a year. Will you marry me ? " In fact, this very speech had been taught him by cunning Gann, who saw well enough that Swigby would speak to one or other of his daughters. And to it the young lady replied, also in a whispering, agitated tone, " Law, Mr. S. ! What an odd man ! How can you ? " And, after a little pause, added, '' Speak to mammal 3. (And this is the main point of my story.) If little Caroline had been allowed to go out, she never would have been left alone with Brandon at Margate. When Fate wills 58 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. that something should come to pass, she sends forth a mill- ion of little circumstances to clear and prepare the way. In the month of April (as indeed in half a score of other months of the year) the reader may have remarked that the coid north-east wind is prevalent ; and that when, tempted by a glimpse of sunshine, he issues forth to take the air, he receives not only it, but such a quantity of it as is enough to keep him shivering through the rest of the miserable month. On one of these happy days of English weather (it was the very day before the pleasure-party de- scribed in the last chapter) Mr. Brandon, cursing heartily his country, and thinking how infinitely more congenial to him were the winds and habits prevalent in other nations, was marching over the cliffs near Margate, in the midst of a storm of shrill east wind which no ordinary mortal could bear, when he found perched on the cliff, his fingers blue with cold; the celebrated Andrea Fitch, engaged in sketch- ing a land or a sea scape on a sheet of gray paper. ''You have chosen a fine day for sketching," said Mr. Brandon, bitterly, his thin aquiline nose peering out livid from the fur collar of his coat. Mr. Fitch smiled, understanding the allusion. " An hartist, sir," said he, " doesn't inind the coldness of the weather. There was a chap in the Academy who took sketches twenty degrees below zero in Hiceland — Mount 'Ecla, sir ! E was the man who gave the first hidea of Mount 'Ecla for the Surrey Zoological Gardens." "He must have been a wonderful enthusiast ! " said Mr. Brandon ; " I fancy that most would prefer to sit at home, and not numb their fingers in such a freezing storm as this ! " " Storm, sir ! " replied Fitch, majestically ; " I live in a storm, sir ! A true hartist is never so 'appy as when he can have the advantage to gaze upon yonder tempestuous hocean in one of its hangry moods." '' A}^, there comes the steamer," answered Mr. Brandon ; " I can fancy that there are a score of unhappy people on board who are not artists, and would wish to behold your ocean quiet." " They are not poets, sir : the glorious hever-changing ex> pression of the great countenance of Nature is not seen by them. I should consider myself unworthy of my hart, if I could not bear a little privation of cold or 'eat for its sake. And besides, sir, v/hatever their hardships may be, such a A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 59 sight liamply repays me ; for, though my private sorrows may be (lias tliey are) tremeiulous, 1 never can look abroad upon the green hearth and hawful sea, without in a meas- ure forgetting my personal woes and wrongs ; for what right has a poor creature like me to think of his affairs in the presence of such a spectacle as this ? I can't, sir ; I feel ashamed of myself ; I bow ui}^ 'ead and am quiet. When I set m3'self to examining hart, sir (by which I mean nature), I don't dare to think of anything else." "You worship a very charming and consoling mis- tress," answered Mr. Brandon, with a supercilious air, lighting and beginning to smoke a cigar ; " your enthusiasm does you credit." " If you have another," said Andrea Fitch, " I should like to smoke one, for you seem to have a real feeling about hart, and I was a-getting so deucedly cold here, that really there was scarcely any bearing of it." ''The cold is very severe," replied Mr. Brandon. "No, no, it's not the weather, sir ! " said Mr. Fitch ; "it's here, sir, here " (pointing to the left side of his waistcoat). " What ! you, too, have had sorrows ? " "Sorrows, sir! hagonies — hagouies, which I have never unfolded to any mortal ! I have hendured halmost hevery- thing. Poverty, sir, 'unger, hobloquy, 'opeless love ! but for my hart, sir, I should be the most miserable wretch in the world ! " And herewith Mr. Fitch began to pour forth into ]\Ir. Brandon's ears the history of some of those sorrows under which he labored, and which he communicated to every sin- gle person who would listen to him. ^Ir. Brandon was greatly amused by Fitch's prattle, and the latter told him under what privations he had studied his art : how he had starved for three years in Paris and Pome, while laboring at his ])rofession ; how meaidy jealous the Poyal Academy was which would never exhibit a single one of his pictures ; how he had been driven from the Heternal City by the attentions of an immense fat ]\[rs. Carrickfer- gus, who absolutely proposed marriage to him ; and how he was at this moment (a fact of which ]Mr. Brandon was al- ready quite aware) madl}^ and desperately in love with one of the most beautiful maidens in this world. For Fitch, having a mistress to his heart's desire, was boiling with im- patience to have a confidant ; what indeed would be the joy of love if Ave were not allowed to sneak of one's feelin.irs to 60 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. a friend who could know how to sympathize with them? Fitch was sure Brandon did, because Brandon was the very hrst person with whom the painter had talked since he had come to the resolution recorded in the last chapter. " I hope she is as rich as that unlucky Mrs. Carrickfergus, whom you treated so cruelly ? " said the confidant, affecting entire ignorance. " Kich, sir ? no, I thank heaven, she has not a penny ! " said Fitch. " I presume, then, you are yourself independent," said Brandon, smiling ; " for in the marriage state, one or the other of the parties concerned should bring a portion of the filthy lucre." "Haven't I my profession, sir?" said Fitch, majestically, having declared five minutes before that he starved in his profession. " Do you suppose a painter gets nothing ? Haven't I borders from the first people in Europe ? — com- missions, sir, to hexecute 'i story-pieces, battle-pieces, lialtar- pieces ? " "Masterpieces, I am sure," said Brandon, bowing po- litely ; " for a gentleman of your astonishing genius can do no other." The delighted artist received this compliment with many blushes, and vowed and protested that his performances were not really worthy of such high praise ; but he fancied Mr. Brandon a great connoisseur, nevertheless, and unbur- dened his mind to him in a manner still more open. Fitch's sketch was by this time finished; and, putting his drawing implements together, he rose, and the gentlemen walked away. The sketch was hugely admired by Mr. Brandon, and when they came home, Fitch, culling it dexterously out of his book, presented it in a neat speech to his friend, " the gifted hamateur." " The gifted hamateur " received the drawing with a pro- fusion of thanks, and so much did he value it that he had actually torn off a piece to light a cigar with, when he saw that words were written on the other side of the pa^^er, and deciphered the following : — "SONG OF THE VIOLET. " A humble flower long time I pined, Upon the solitary plain. And trembled at the angry wind, And shrunk before the bitter rain. . A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 61 And, oh! 'twas in a Ijlessed hour, A passing wanderer clianced to see And, pitying the lonely tlower, To stoop and gather me. " I fear no more the tempest rude, On dreary heath no more I, pine, But left my cheerless solitude, To deck the breast of Caroline. Alas! our days are brief at best, Xor long 1 fear will mine endure, Though shelter' d here upon a breast So gentle and so pure. " It draws the fragrance from my leaves, It robs me of my sweetest breath; And every time it falls and heaves. It warns me of my coming death. But one I know would glad forego All joys of life to be as I; An hour to rest on that sweet breast, And then, contented, die. *' Andkea." When Mr. Brandon had finished the perusal of these verses, he laid them down with an air of considerable vex- ation. "Egad!" said he, "this fellow, fool as he is, is not so great a fool as he seems ; and if he goes on this way, may finish by turning the girl's head. They can't resist a man if he but presses hard enough — I know they can't ! " And here Mr. Brandon mused over his various experience, which confirmed his observation, that be a man ever so silly, a gentlewoman will yield to him out of sheer weariness. And he thought of several cases, in which, by the persever- ing application of copies of verses, young ladies had been brought from dislike to sufferance of a man, from sufferance to partiality, and from partiality to St. George's, Hanover Square. " A ruffian who murders his 7t's to carry off such a delicate little creature as that ! " cried he in a transport : " it shall never be if I can prevent it ! " He thought Caro- line more and more beautiful every instant, and was himself by this time almost as much in love with her as Fitch himself. Mr. Brandon, then, saw Eitch depart in Swigby's carriage with no ordinary feelings of pleasure. Miss Caroline was not with them. " Xow is my time ! " thought Brandon ; and ringing the bell, he inquired with some anxiety, from Becky, where Miss Caroline was ? It must be confessed that mis- 62 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY, tress and maid were at their usual occujjation, working and reading novels in the back-parlor, Poor Carry ! what other pleasure had she ? She had not gone through many pages, or Becky advanced many stitches in the darning of that table-cloth which the good housewife, Mrs. Gann, had confided to her charge, when an humble knock was heard at the door of the sitting-room, that caused the blushing Caroline to tremble and drop her book, as Miss Lydia Languish does in the play. Mr. George Brandon entered with a very demure air. He held in his liand a black satin neck-scarf, of which a part had come to be broken. He could not wear it in its present condition, that was evident; but Miss Caroline was blush- ing and trembling a great deal too much to suspect that this wicked Brandon had himself torn his own scarf with his own hands one moment before he entered the room. I don't know whether Becky had any suspicions of this fact, or whether it is only the ordinary roguish look which she had when anything pleased her, that now lighted up her eyes and caused her mouth to expand smilingly, and her fat red cheeks to gather up into wrinkles. "I have had a sad misfortune," said he, "and should be very much obliged indeed to Miss Caroline to repair it." (Caroline was said with a kind of tender hesitation that caused the young woman, so named, to blush more than ever.) " It is the only stock I have in the world, and I can't go barenecked into the streets ; can I, Mrs. Becky ? " "No, sure," said Becky. " Not unless I was a celebrated painter, like Mr. Fitch," added Mr. Brandon, with a smile, which was reflected speedily upon the face of the lady whom he wished to interest. " Those great geniuses," he added, " may do any- thing." "For," says Becky, "hee's got enough beard on hees faze to keep hees neck warm ! " At which remark, though INIiss Caroline very properly said, " For shame, Becky ! '' INIr. Brandon was so convulsed with laughter, that he fairl}^ fell down upon the sofa on wdiich Miss Caroline was seated. How she startled and trembled, as he flung his arm upon the back of the couch ! Mr. Brandon did not attempt to apologize for what was an act of considerable impertinence, but continued mercilessly to make many more jokes con- cerning poor Fitch, ivhich were so cleverly suited to the A SHABBY GENTEEL SJORV. 63 comprehension of the maid and the young mistress as to elicit a great number of roars of laughter from the one, and to cause the other to smile in spite of herself. Indeed, Brandon had gained a vast reputation with Becky in his morning colloquies with her, and she was ready to langh at any single Avord which it pleased him to utter. How many of his good tilings had this honest scullion carried down stairs to Caroline, and how pitilessly had she contrived to estropier them in their passage from the draAving-room to the kitchen ! Well, then, w-hile Mr. Brandon "was a-going on," as Becky said, Caroline had taken his stock and her little lingers were occupied in repairing the damage he had done to it. "VVas it clumsiness on her part ? Certain it is that the rent took several minutes to repair : of them the man- fjeiir de cotnrs did not fail to profit, conversing in an easy, kindly, confidential way, which set our fluttering heroine speedily at rest, and enabled her to rej^ly to his continual queries, addressed with much adroitness and an air of fra- ternal interest, by a number of those pretty little timid whispering yeses and noes, and those gentle, quick Iccks of the eyes wherewith young and modest maidens are wont to reply to the questions of seducing young bachelors. Bear yeses and noes, how beautiful you are when gently whispered by pretty lips I — glances of quick innocent eyes, how charming are you I — and hoAv charming the soft blush that steals over the cheek, towards which the dark lashes are drawing the blue-veined ej^elids down. And here let the writer of this solemnly declare, upon his veracity, that he means nothing but what is right and moral. But look, I pray you, at an innocent bashful girl of sixteen ; if she be but good, she must be pretty. She is a woman now, but a girl still. How delightful all her ways are ! How ex- quisite her instinctive grace ! All the arts of all the Cleo- patras are not so captivating as her nature. Who can resist her confiding simplicity, or fail to be touched and conquered by her gentle appeal to protection ? All this i\Ir. Brandon saw and felt, as many a gentleman educated in this school will. It is not because a man is a rascal himself, that he cannot appreciate virtue and purity very keenly ; and our hero did feel for this simple, gentle, tender, artless creature, a real respect and sympathy — a sympathy so fresh and delicious, that he was but too glad to yield to it and indulge in it, and which he mistook, 64 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. probably for a real love of virtue, and a return to the days of his innocence. Indeed, Mr. Brandon, it was no such thing. It was only because vice and debauch were stale for the moment, and this pretty virtue new. It was only because your cloyed appetite was long unused to this simple meat that you felt so keen a relish for it ; and I thought of you only the last blessed Saturday, at Mr. Lovegrove's, " West India Tavern," Blackwall, where a company of hfteen epicures, who had scorned the turtle, pooh-poohed the punch, and sent away the whitebait, did suddenly and simultaneously make a rush upon — a dish of beans and bacon. And if the assidu- ous reader of novels will think upon some of the most celebrated works of that species, which have lately ap- pepvred in this and other countries, he will find, amidst much debauch of sentiment and enervating dissipation of intellect, that the writers have from time to time a return- ing appetite for innocence and freshness, and indulge us with occasional repasts of beans and bacon. How long Mr. Brandon remained by Miss Caroline's side I have no means of judging; it is probable, however, that he stayed a much longer time than was necessary for the mending of his black-satin stock. I believe, indeed, that he read to the ladies a great part of the "Mysteries of Udolpho," over which they were engaged; and interspersed his reading with many remarks of his own, both tender and satirical. Whether he was in her company half an hour or four hours, this is certain, that the time slipped away very swiftly with poor Caroline ; and when a carriage drove up to the door, and shrill voices were heard crying, " Becky ! " " Carry ! " and Eebecca the maid, starting up, cried, "Lor', here's missus ! " and Brandon jumped rather suddenly off the sofa, and fled up the stairs — when all these events took place, I know Caroline felt very sad indeed, and opened the door for her parents with a very heavy heart. Swigby helped Miss Linda off the box Avith excessive tenderness. Papa was bustling and roaring in high good- humor, and called for "hot water and tumblers imme- diately." Mrs. G-ann was gracious ; and Miss Bell sulky, as she had good reason to be, for she insisted upon taking the front seat in the carriage before her sister, and had lost a husband by that very piece of obstinacy. Mr. Fitch, as he entered, bestowed upon Caroline a heavy sigh and a deep stare, and silently ascended to his own A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 65 apartment. He was lost in tliouglit. The fact is, he was tryin^ to remember some verses regarding a violet, which he had made five vears before, and which he had somehow lost from among his papers. So he went upstairs, mutter- ing, — '* A linmble^ower long-since I pined Upon a solitary plain — " VOL. I. — 5 CHAPTER VI. DESCRIBES A SHABBY GENTEEL MARRIAGE, AND MORE LOVE- MAKING. T will not be necessary to describe the particulars of the festivities which took place on the occasion of ^Ir. Swigby's marriage to JNliss Macarty. The happy pair went off in a post- chaise and four to the bridegroom's country-seat, accompanied by the bride's blushing sister ; and when the first week of their mat- rimonial bliss w^as ended, that worthy woman, Mrs. Gann, with her excellent husband, went to visit the young couple. Miss Caro- line was left, therefore, sole mistress of the house, and received especial cautions from her mamma as to prudence, economy, the proper manage- ment of the lodgers' bills, and the necessity of staying at home. Considering that one of the gentlemen remaining in the house was a declared lover of Miss Caroline, I think it is a little surprising that her mother should leave her unpro- tected ; but in this matter the poor are not so particular as the rich ; and so this young lady was consigned to the guardianship of her own innocence, and the lodgers' loyalty . nor was there any reason why Mrs. Gann should doubt the latter. As for Mr. Fitch, he would have far j)referred to be torn to pieces by ten thousand wild horses, rather than to offer to the young woman any unkindness or insult ; and how was Mrs. Gann to suppose that the other lodger was a 66 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 67 whit less loyal ? that he had any partiality for a person of whom he always spoke as a mean, insignificant little baby ? So, withont any misgivings, and in a one-horse fly with Mr. Gann by her side, with a brand-new green coat and gilt buttons, Juliana Gann went forth to visit her beloved child, and console her in her married state. And here, v/ere I allowed to occup}^ the reader with ex- traneous matters, I could give a very curious and touching picture of the Swigby iiiemige. Mrs. S., I am very sorry to say, quarrelled with her husband on the third day after their marriage — and for what, pr'thee ? Why, because he would smoke, and no gentleman ought to smoke. Swigby, therefore, patiently resigned his pipe, and with it one of the quietest, happiest, kindest companions of his solitude. He was a different man after this ; his pipe was as a limb of his body. Having on Tuesday conquered the pipe, Mrs. Swigby on Thursday did battle with her husband's rum-and- water, a drink of an odious smell, as she very properly observed ; and the smell was doubly odious, now that the tobacco-smoke no longer perfumed the parlOr-breeze, and counteracted the odors of the juice of West India sugar- canes. On Thursday, then, Mr. Swigby and rum held out pretty bravely. Mrs. S. attacked the punch with some sharp-shooting, and fierce charges of vulgarity ; to which S. replied, by opening the battery of oaths (chiefly directed to his own eyes, however), and loud protestations that he would never surrender. In three days more, however, the rum-and-water was gone. Mr. Swigby, defeated and pros- trate, had given up that stronghold ; his young wife and sister were triumphant ; and his poor mother, who occupied her son's house, and had till now taken her place at the head of his table, saw that her empire was forever lost, and was preparing suddenly to succumb to the imperious claims of the mistress of the mansion. All this, I say, I wish I had the liberty to describe at large, as also to narrate the arrival of majestic Mrs. Gann ; and a battle-royal Avhich speedily took place between the two worthy mothers-in-law. Noble is the hatred of ladies who stand in this relation to each other ; each sees what injury the other is inflicting upon her darling child ; each mistrusts, detests, and to her offspring privily abuses the arts and crimes of the other. A house with a wife is often warm enough ; a house with a wife and her mother is rather warmer than any spot on the Known globe ; a house with eS A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. two mothers-in-law is so excessively hot that it can be likened to no place on earth at all, but one nmst go lower for a simile. Think of a wife who despises her husband, and teaches him manners ; of an elegant sister, who joins in rallying him (this w^as almost the only point of union be- tween Bella and Linda now, — for since the marriage, Linda hated her sister consumedly). Think, I say, of two mothers- in-law, — one, large, pompous, and atrociously genteel, — another coarse and shrill, determined not to have her son put upon, — and you may see what a happy fellow Joe Swigby w^as, and into what a piece of good luck he had fallen. What would have become of him without his father-in- law ? Indeed one shudders to think ; but the consequence of that gentleman's arrival and intervention was speedily this : — About four o'clock, when the dinner was removed, and the quarrelling used commonly to set in, the two gents took their hats, and sallied out ; and as one has found when the body is inflamed that the application of a stringent medicine may cause the ill to disappear for a while, only to return elsewhere with greater force ; in like manner, Mrs. Swigby's sudden victory over the pipe and rum-and- water, although it had caused a temporary cessation of the evil of which she complained, was quite unable to stop it altogether ; it disappeared from one spot only to rage with more violence elsewhere. In Swigby's parlor, rum and tobacco odors rose no more (except, indeed, when Mrs. Gann would partake of the former as a restorative) ; but if you could have seen the "Half-Moon and Snuffers" down the village ; if you could have seen the good dry skittle-ground which stretched at the back of that inn, and the window of the back parlor which superintended that skittle-ground ; if the hour at which you beheld these objects was evening, what time the rustics, from their toils released, trolled the stout ball amidst the rattling pins (the oaken pins that standing in the sun did cast long shadows on the golden sward) ; if you had remarked all this, I say, you would have also seen in the back-parlor a tallow candle twinkling in the shade, and standing on a little greasy table. Upon the greasy table was a pewter porter-pot, and to the left a teaspoon glittering in a glass of gin ; close to each of these two delicacies was a pipe of tobacco ; and behind the pipes sat Mr. Gann and Mr. Swigby, who now made the " Half- Moon and Snuffers " their usual place of resort, and forgot their married cares. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 69 In spite of all our promises of brevity, these things have taken some space to describe; and the reader must also kno^v that some short interval elapsed ere they occurred. A month at least passed away before Mr. Swigby had decidedly taken up his position at the little inn : all this time, Gann Avas staying with his son-in-law, at the latter's most earnest request ; and Mrs. Gann remained under the same roof at her own desire. Xot the hints of her daughter, nor the broad questions of the dowager jNIrs. Swigby, could induce honest ]Mrs. Gann to stir from her quarters. She had had her lodgers' money in advance, as was the worthy woman's custom ; she knew ^largate in April was dread- fully dull, and she determined to enjoy the countiy until the jovial town season arrived. The Canterbury coachman, whom Gann knew, and who passed through the village, used to take her cargo of novels to and fro; and the old lady made herself as happy as circumstances would allow. Should anything of importance occur during her mamma's absence, Caroline was to make use of the same conveyance, and inform Mrs Gann in a letter. Miss Caroline looked at her papa and mamma, as the vehicle which was to bear them to the newly married couple moved up the street ; but strange to sa}', she did not feel that heaviness of heart which she befoie had experi- enced when forbidden to share the festivities of her family, but was on this occasion more happy than any one of them, — so happy, that the young woman felt quite ashamed of herself ; and Becky was fain to remark how her mistress's cheek flushed, and her eyes sparkled (and turned perpetu- ally to the cloor), and her whole little frame was in a flutter. "I wonder if he will come," said the little heart; and the eyes turned and looked at that well-known sofa-corner, where he had been placed a fortnight before. He looked exactly like Lord Byron, that he did, with his pale brow, and his slim bare neck; only not half so wicked — no, no. She was sure that her — her Mr. B , her Bran , her George, was as good as he was beautiful. Don't let us be angry with her for calling him George ; the girl was bred in an humble sentimental school ; she did not know enough of society to be squeamish ; she never thought that she could be his really, and gave way in the silence of her fancy to the full extent of her affection for him. She had not looked at the door above twenty-five times 70 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. — that is to say, her parents had not quitted the house ten minutes — when, sure enough, the latch did rattle, the door opened, and, with a faint blush on his cheek, divine George entered. He was going to make some excuse, as on the former occasion; but he looked first into Caroline's face, which was beaming with joy and smiles; and the little thing, in return, regarded him, and — made room for him on the sofa. sweet instinct of love ! Brandon had no need of excuses, but sat down, and talked away as easily, happily, and confidentially, and neither took any note of time. Andrea Fitch (the sly dog !) witnessed the Gann departure with feelings of exultation, and had laid some deep plans of his own in regard to Miss Caroline. So strong was his confidence in his friend on the first floor, that Andrea actually descended to those apartments, on his way to Mrs. Gann's parlor, in order to consult jNIr. Brandon, and make known to him his plan of operations. It would have made your heart break, or, at the very least, your sides ache, to behold the countenance of poor Mr. Fitch, as he thrust his bearded head in at the door of the parlor. There was I^randon lolling on the sofa, at his ease; Becky in full good-humor ; and Caroline, always absurdly inclined to blush, blushing at Fitch's appearance more than ever ! She could not help looking from him slyly and gently into the face of IMr. Brandon. That gentleman saw the look, and did not fail to interpret it. It was a con- fession of love — an appeal for protection. A thrill of delightful vanity shot through Brandon's frame, and made his heart throb, as he noticed this look of poor Caroline. He answered it with one of his own that was cruelly wrong, cruelly triumphant, and sarcastic; and he shouted out to Mr. Fitch, with a loud, disconcerted tone, which only made that young painter feel more awkwa.rd than ever he had been. Fitch made some clumsy speech regarding his dinner, — whether that meal was to be held, in the absence of the parents, at the usual hour, and then took his leave. The poor fellow had been pleasing himself with the notion of taking this daily meal tete-a-tete with Caroline. What progress would he make in her heart during the absence of her parents ! Did it not seem as if tlie first marriage had been arranged on purpose to facilitate his own ? He determined thus his plan of campaign. He would make, in the first place, the most beautiful drawing of Caroline that ever was seen. " The conversations I'll 'ave A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 71 with lier during the sittings," sa3'S he, "will carry me a pretty long way ; the drawing itself will be so beautiful, that she can't resist that. I'll write her verses in her halbum, and make designs hallusive of my passion for her." And so our pictorial Alnaschar dreamed and dreamed. He had, ere long, established himself in a house in Newman Street, with a footman to open the door. Caroline w^as up- stairs, his wife, and her picture the crack portrait of the Exhibition. AYitli her by his side, Andrea Fitch felt he could do anything. Half a dozen carriages at his door, — a hundred guineas for a Kit-Cat portrait. Lady Fitch, Sir Andrew Fitch, the President's chain, — all sorts of bright visions floated before his imagination ; and as Caroline was the first precious condition of his preferment, he determined forthwith to begin, and realize that. But disappointment ! on coming down to dinner at three o'clock to that charming tete-a-tete, he found no less than four covers laid on the table, Miss Caroline blushing (according to custom) at the head of it ; Becky, the maid, grinning at the foot ; and Mr. Brandon sitting quietly on one side, as much at home, forsooth, as if he had held that position for a year. The fact is, that the moment after Fitch retired, Brandon, inspired by jealousy, had made the same request which had been brought forward by the painter ; nor must the ladies be too angry with Caroline, if, after some scruples and struggles, she yielded to the proposal. Eemember that the girl was the daughter of a boarding-house, accustomed to continual dealings witii her mamma's lodgers, and up to the present moment thinking herself as safe among them as the young person who walked through Ireland with a bright gold wand, in the song of ]\Ir. Thomas Moore. On the point, liowever, of Brandon's admission, it must be confessed, for Caroline's honor, that she did hesitate. She felt that she entertained very different feelings towards him to those with which an}^ other lodger or man had inspired her, and made a little movement of resistance at first. But the poor girl's modesty overcame this, as well as her wish. Ought she to avoid him ? Ought she not to stifle any preference which she might feel towards him, and act towards him with the same indifference which she would show to any other person in a like situation ? Was not Mr. Fitch to dine at table as usual, and had she refused him ? So reasoned she in her heart. Silly little cunning heart ! it 72 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. knew that all these reasons were lies, and that she should avoid the man ; but she was willing to accept of any pretext for meeting, and so made a kind of compromise with her conscience. Dine he should; but Becky should dine too, and be a protector to her. Becky laughed loudly at the idea of this, and took her place with huge delight. It is needless to say a word about this dinner, as we have already described a former meal ; suffice it to say, that the presence of Brandon caused the painter to be excessively sulky and uncomfortable ; and so gave his rival, who was gay, triumphant, and at his ease, a decided advantage over him. Nor did Brandon neglect to use this to the utmost. When Fitch retired to his own apartments — not jealous as yet, for the simple fellow believed every word of Brandon's morning conversation with him — but vaguely annoyed and disappointed, Brandon assailed him with all the force of ridicule ; at all his manners, words, looks, he joked merci- lessly ; laughed at his low birth (Miss Gann, be it remem- bered, had been taught to pique herself upon her own A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 73 family), and invented a series of stories concerning liis past life which made the ladies — for Becky, being in the parlor, must be considered as such — conceive the greatest contempt and pity for the poor painter. After this, ^Nlr. Brandon would expatiate with much elo- quence upon his own superior attractions and qualities. He talked of his cousin, Lord So-and-So, with the easiest air imaginable ; told Caroline what princesses he had danced with at foreign courts ; frightened her with accounts of dreadful duels he had fought ; in a word, " posed " before her as a hero of the most sublime kind. How the poor little thing drank in all his tales ; and how she and Becky (for they now occupied the same bedroom) talked over them at night ! Miss Caroline, as Mr. Fitch has already stated, had in her possession, like almost every young lady in England, a little square book called an album, containing prints from annuals ; hideous designs of flowers ; old pictures of faded fashions, cut out and pasted into the leaves ; and small scraps of verses selected from Byron, Landon, or Mrs. Hemans ; and written out in the girlish hand of the owner of the book. Brandon looked over this work with a good deal of curios- ity — for he contended, always, that a girl's disposition might be learned from the character of this museum of hers — and found here several sketches by Mr. Fitch, for which, before that gentleman had declared his passion for her, Car- oline had begged. These sketches the sentimental painter had illustrated with j^oetry, which, I must confess, Caroline thought charming, until now, when Mr. Brandon took occa- sion to point out how wretchedly poor the verses were (as indeed was the fact), and to parody them all. He was not unskilful at this kind of exercise, and at the drawing of caricatures, and had soon made a dozen of both parodies and drawings, Avhich reflected cruelly upon the person and the talents of the painter. What now did this Avicked ]Mr. Brandon do ? He, in the first place, drew a caricature of Fitch ; and, secondly, hav- ing gone to a gardener's near the town, and purchased there a bunch of violets, he presented them to ^liss Caroline, and wrote Mr. Fitch's own verses, before given, into her album. He signed them with his own initials, and thus declared open war with the painter. CHAPTER VII. WHICH BRIXGS A GREAT NUMBER OF PEOPLE TO MARGATE BY THE STEAMBOAT. ,HE events which this history records began in the month of February. Time had now passed, and April had arrived, and with it that festive season so loved by school-boys, and called the Easter holidays. Not only school-boys, but men, profit by this period of leisure, — such men, especially, as have just come into enjoy- ment of their own cups and saucers, and are in daily ex- pectation of their whiskers — college men, I mean — who are persons more anxious than any others to designate themselves and each other by the manly title. Among other men, then, my Lord Viscount Cinqbars, of Christ Church, Oxon, received a sum of money to pay his quarter's bill, and having written to his papa that he was busily engaged in reading for the "little-go," and must, therefore, decline the delight he had promised himself of passing the vacation at Cinqbars Hall, — and having, the day after his letter was despatched, driven to town tandem Avith young Tom Tufthunt, of the same university, — and having exhausted the pleasures of the metropolis, — the theatres, the Cider-cellars, the Einish, the station-houses, and other places which need by no means be here particu- larized, — Lord Cinqbars, I say, growing tired of London at the end of ten da3^s, quitted the metropolis somewhat suddenly ; nor did he pay his hotel bill at Long's before his departure ; but he left that document in possession of the 74 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 75 landlord, as a token of his (my Lord Cinqbars') confidence in his host. Tom Tulthuut Avent with my lord, of course (although of an aristocratic turn in politics, Tom loved and respected a lord as much as any democrat in England), And whither do you thir.k this worthy pair of young gentlemen were bound ? To no less a place than Margate ; for Cinqbars was filled with a longing to go and see his old friend Brandon, and determined, to use his own elegant words, "to knock the old buck up." There was no adventure of consequence on board the steamer which brought Lord Cinqbars and his friend from London to Margate, and very few passengers besides. A wandering Jew or two were set down at Gravesend ; the Eev. ]\lr. Wackerbart, and six unhappy little pupils whom the reverend gentleman had pounced upon in London, and was carrying back to his academy near Heme Bay ; some of those inevitable persons of dubious rank who seem to have free tickets, and always eat and drink hugely with the cap- tain ; and a lady and her party, formed the whole list of passengers. The lady — a very fat lady — had evidently just returned from abroad. Her great green travelling-chariot was on the deck, and on all her imperials were pasted fresh large bills, with the words I^XE's British Hotel, Boulogne-sur- ^Ier ; for it is the custom of that worthy gentleman to seize upon and plaster all the luggage of his guests with tickets, on which his name and resideuce are inscribed — by which simple means he keeps himself perpetually in their recollection, and brings himself to the notice of all other persons who are in the habit of peering at their fellow-pas- sengers' trunks, to find out their names. I need not say what a large class this is. Well ; this fat lady had a courier, a tall, whiskered man, who spoke all languages, looked like a field-marshal, went by the name of Donnerwetter, and rode on the box ; a French maid. Mademoiselle Augaistine ; and a little black page, called Saladin, Avho rode in the rumble. Saladin's whole busiiipss was to attend a wheezy, fat, white poodle, who usually travelled inside with his mistress and her fair conqxignon de voyage, whose name was jSIiss Euut. This fat lady was evidently a person of distinction. During the first part of the voyage, on a windy, sunshiny April day, she paced the deck stoutly, leaning on the arm of poor little 76 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. Miss Runt ; and after they had passed Gravesend, when the vessel began to pitch a good deal, retired to her citadel,, tlie travelling-chariot, to and from which the steward, the stew- ardess, and the whiskered courier were continually running with supplies — of sandwiches first, and afterwards of very hot brandy -an d-water : for the truth must be told, it was rather a rough afternoon, and the poodle was sick ; Saladin was as bad; the French maid, like ail French maids, was outrageously ill ; the lady herself was very unwell indeed ; and poor dear sympathizing Runt was qualmish. '^ Ah, Runt ! " would the fat lady say in the intervals, " what a thing this malady de mare is ! Oh, mong jew ! Oh — oh!" " It is, indeed, dear madam," said Runt, and went " Oh — • oh ! " in chorus. " Ask the steward if we are near Margate, Runt." And Runt did, and asked tliis question every live minutes, as people do on these occasions. "Issy Monsieur Donnerwetter : ally dimandy ung pew d'o sho poor mwaw." " Et de I'eau de lie afec, n'est-cebas, Matame ? " said Mr. Donnerwetter. " Wee, wee, comme vous vouly." And Donnerwetter knew very well what "comme vous vouly" meant, and brought the liquor exactly in the wished- for state. " Ah, Runt, Runt ! there's something even worse than sea-sickness. Heigh-ho ! " " Dear, dear Marianne, don't flutter yourself," cries Runt, squeezing a fat paw of her friend and patroness between her own bony lingers. " Don't agitate your nerves, dear. I know you're miserable ; but haven't you got a friend in your faithful Runty ? " " You're a good creater, that you are," said the fat lady, who seemed herself to be a good-humored old soul ; " and I don't know what I should have done without you. Heigh- ho ! " " Cheer up, dear ! you'll be happier when you get to Margate : you know you will," cried Runt, very knowingly. " What do you mean, Elizabeth ? " " You know very well, dear Marianne. I mean that there's some one there will make you happy : though he's a nasty wretch, that he is, to have treated my darling, beautiful Marianne so." A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 77 "Kunt, Runt, don't abuse that best of men. Don't call me beautiful — I'm not, Hunt ; 1 have been, but I ain't now ; and oh ! no woman in the world is assy bong poor lui." " But an angel is ; and 3^ou are, as you always was, an angel. — as good as an angel, as kind as an angel, as beau- tiful as one." " Ally dong," said her companion, giving her a push ; "you flatter me, Runt, you know you do." " May I be struck down dead if I don't say the truth ; and if he refuses you, as he did at Rome, — that is, after all his attentions and vows, he's faithless to you, — I say he's a wretch, that he is ; and I will say he's a wretch, and he is a wretch — a nasty, wicked wretch ! " " Elizabeth, if you say that, you'll break my heart, you will ! Vous casserez mong pover cure." But Elizabeth swore, on the contrary, that she would die for her Mari- anne, which consoled the fat lady a little. A great deal more of this kind of conversation took place during the voyage ; but as it occurred inside a car- riage, so that to hear it was very difficult, and as possibly it was not of that edifying nature which would induce the reader to relish many chapters of it, we shall give no further account of the ladies' talk : suffice it to say, that about half-past four o'clock the journey ended, by the ves- sel bringing up at Margate Pier. The passengers poured forth, and hied to their respective homes or inns. My Lord Cinqbars and his companion (of whom we have said nothing, as they on their sides had scarcely spoken a word the whole way, except "deuce-ace," "quarter-tray," " sizes,'' and so on, — being occupied ceaselessly in drink- ing bottled stout and playing backgammon) ordered their luggage to be conveyed to "Wright's Hotel," whither the fat lady and suite followed them. The house was vacant, and the best rooms in it were placed, of course, at the ser- vice of the new-comers. The fat lady sailed out of her bedroom towards her saloon, just as Lord Cinqbars, cigar in mouth, was swaggering out of his parlor. They met in the passage ; when, to the young lord's surprise, the fat lady dropped him a low courtesy, and said, — "jMunseer le Vecomte de Cinqbars, sharmy de vous voir. Vous vous rappelez de mwaw, n'est-ce pas ? Je vous ai vew a Rome — shay I'ambassadure, vous savy." Lord Cinqbars stared her in the face, and pushed by her without a word, leaving the fat lady rather disconcerted. 78 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. "Well, Euiit, I'm sure," said she, "he need not be so proud ; I've met him twenty times at Rome, when he was a young chap with his tutor." '' Who the devil can that fat foreigner be ? " mused Lord Cinqbars. " Hang her, I've seen her somewhere ; but I'm cursed if I understand a word of her jabber." And so, dismissing the subject, he walked on to Brandon's. ''Dang it, it's a strange thing!" said the landlord of the hotel; "but both my lord and the fat woman in number nine have asked their w^ay to Mother Gann's lodging," — for so did he dare to call that respectable woman ! It was true ; as soon as number nine had, eaten her din- ner, she asked the question mentioned by the landlord; and, as this meal occupied a considerable time, the shades of evening had by this time fallen upon the quiet city; the silver moon lighted up the bay, and, supported by a numerous and w^eli-api)ointed train of gas-lamps, illumi- nated the streets of a town, — of autumn eves so crowded and so gay; of gusty April nights, so desolate. At this still hour (it might be half-past seven), two ladies passed the gates of "Wright's Hotel," "in shrouding mantle wrapped, and velvet cap." Up the deserted High Street toiled they, by gaping rows of empty bathing-houses, by melancholy Jolly's French bazaar, by mouldy pastry-ccoks, blank reading-rooms, by fishmongers who never sold a fish, mercers who vended not a yard of ribbon — because, as yet, the season was not come, — and Jews and cockneys still remained in town. At High Street's corner, near Hawley Square they passed the house of Mr. Fincham, chemist, who doth not only healthful drugs supply, but likew^ise sells cigars — the worst cigars that ever mortal man gave three- pence for. Up to this point, I say, I have had a right to accompany the fat lady and IVIiss Kunt ; but, w^hether, on arriving at Mr. Fincham's, they turned to the left, in the direction of the " Royal Hotel," or to the right, by the beach, the bath- ing-machines, and queer rickety old row of houses, called " Buenos Ayres," no power on earth shall induce me to say ; suffice it, they went to Mrs. Gann's. Wh}' should we set all the world gadding to a particular street, to know where that lad}- lives ? They arrived before that lady's house at about eight o'clock. Every house in the street had bills on it except hers (bitter mockery, as if anybody came down at Easter !) and at Mrs. Gann's house there was A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 79 a liglit ill the garret, and another in the two-pair front. I believe I have not mentioned before that all the front win- dows were bow or bay windows ; but so niucii the reader may know. The two ladies, who had walked so far, -examined wist- fully the plata on the door, stood on the steps for a short time, retreated, and conversed with one another. ''Oh, E-unty ! " said the stouter of the two, "he's here — I know he's here, mong cure le dee — my heart tells me so.'' And she put a large hand upon a place on her left side, where there once had been a waist. " Do you think he looks front or back, dear ? " asked Bunt. " P'raps he's not at home." '•That — that's his croisy," said the stout person; "I know it is ; " and she pointed with instinctive justice to the two-pair. ^'Ecouty !" she added, "he's coming; there's some one at that window. Oh, mong jew, mong jew ! c'est Andre, c'est lui ! " The moon Avas shining full on the face of the bow-win- dows of Mrs. Gann's house ; and the two fair spies, who were watching on the other side, Avere, in consequence, completely in shadow. As the lady said, a dark form was seen in the two-pair front ; it paced the room for a while, for no blinds were drawn. It then flung itself on a chair ; its head on its hands ; it then began to beat its brows wildly, and paced the room again. Ah ! how the fat lady's heart throbbed as she looked at all this I She gave a piercing shriek — almost fainted! and little Runt's knees trembled under her, as with all her might she supported, or rather pushed up, the falling figure of her stout patroness, — who saw at that instant Fitch come to the candle with an immense pistol in his hand, and give a most horrible grin as he looked at it, and clasped it to his breast. " Unhand me, Eunt; he's going to kill himself! It's for me ! I know it is — I will go to him ! Andrea, my Andrea ! " And the fat lady was pushing for the opposite side of the way, when suddenly the second-floor window went clattering up, and Fitch's pale head was thrust out. He had heard a scream, and had possibly been induced to open the window in consequence ; but by the time he had opened it he had forgotten everything, and put Ids head vacanth' out of the window, and gazed, the moon shining cold on his pale features. 80 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. " Pallid liorb ! " said Fitcli, '^ shall I ever see thy light again ? Will another night see nie on this hearth, or view me, stark and cold, a lifeless corpse ? " He took his pistol up, and slowly aimed it at a chimney-pot opposite. Fancy the fat lady's sensations as she beheld her lover standing in the moonlight, and exercising this deadly weapon. "j\fake ready — present — fire!" shouted Fitch, and did instantaneously, not fire off, but lower his Aveapon. " The bolt of death is sped ! " continued he, clapping his hand on his side. " The poor painter's life is over ! Caroline, Caro- line, I die for thee ! " " Emit, Eunt, I told you so ! " shrieked the fat lady. " He is dying for me, and Caroline's my second name." What the fat lady would have done more, I can't say, for Fitch, disturbed out of his reverie by her talking below, looked out, frowning vacantly, and saying " Ulloh ! we've hinterlopers 'ere ! " suddenly banged down the window, and pulled down the blinds. This gave a check to the fat lady's projected rush, and disconcerted her a little. But she was consoled by Miss Eunt, promised to return on the morrow, and went home happy in idea that her Andrea was faithful to her. Alas, poor fat lady ! little did you know the truth. It was Caroline Gann Fitch was raving about ; and it was a 23art of his last letter to her, to be delivered after his death, that he was spouting out of the window. Was the crazy painter going to fight a duel, or was he going to kill himself ? This will be ex^jlained in the next chapter. CHAPTEK VIII. WHICH TREATS OF WAR AND LOVE, AXD MANY THINGS THAT ARE NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD IN CHAP. VII. ITCH'S verses, inserted in a previous chapter of this story (and of which lines, by the way, the printer managed to make still greater non- sense than the ingenious bard ever designed), had been composed many years before ; and it was with no small trouble and thought that the young painter called the greater i)art of them to memory again, and furbished up a copy for Caroline's album. Unlike the love of most men, Andrea's passion was not characterized by jeal- ousy and watchfulness, otherwise he would not have failed to perceive certain tokens of intelligence passing from time to time between Caroline and Brandon, and the lady's evident coldness to himself. The fact is, the painter was in love with being in love, — entirely absorbed in the con- sideration of the fact that he, Andrea Fitch, was at last enamored ; and he did not mind his mistress much more than Don Quixote did Dulcinea del Toboso. Having rubbed up his verses, then, and designed a pretty emblematical outline w^hich was to surround them, repre- senting an arabesque of violets, dewdrops, fairies, and other objects, he came down one morning, drawing in hand; and having informed Caroline, who was sitting very melan- choly in the parlor, preoccupied, with a pale face and red eyes, and not caring tw()})enee for the finest drawing in the world, — having informed her that he was going to make in VOL. I. — 6 81 82 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. her halbum a humble hoffering of his hart, poor Fitch was just on the point of sticking in the drawing with gum, as painters know very well how to do, when his eye lighted upon a i^age of the album, in which nestled a few dried violets and — his own verses, signed with the name of George Brandon. " Miss Caroline — Miss Gann, mam ! " shrieked Fitch, in a tone of voice which made the young lady start out of a profound reverie, and cry, nervously, — " What in heaven is the matter ? " " These verses, madam — a faded violet — word for word, gracious 'eavens ! every word ! " roared Fitch, advancing with the book. She looked at him rather vacantly, and as the violets caught her eye, put out her hand, and took them. "Do you know the hawthor. Miss Gann, of 'The Faded Violets'?" "Author? yes; they are — they are George's!" She burst into tears as she said that word ; and, pulling the little faded flowers to pieces, went sobbing out of the room. Dear, dear little Caroline ! she has only been in love two months, and is already beginning to feel the woes of it ! It cannot be from want of experience — for I have felt the noble passion of love many times these forty years, since I was a boy of twelve (by which the reader may form a pretty good guess of my age), — it cannot be, I say, from want of experience that I am unable to describe, step by step, the progress of a love-affair; nay, I am perfectly certain that I could, if I chose, make a most astonishing and heart-rending liber amoris ; but, nevertheless, I always feel avast repugnance to the following out of a subject of this kind, which I attribute to a natural diffidence and sense of shame that prevent me from enlarging on a theme that has in it something sacred — certain arcana which an honest man, although initiated into them, should not divulge. If such coy scruples and blushing delicacy prevent one from passing the threshold even of an honorable love, and setting down, at so many guineas or shillings per page, the pious emotions and tendernesses of two persons chastely and legall}^ engaged in sighing, ogling, liand-squeezing. kiss- ing, and so forth (for with such outward signs I believe A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 83 that the passion of love is expressed), — if a man feel, I say, squeamish about describing an innocent love, he is doubly disinclined to describe a guilty one ; and I have always felt a kind of loathing for tlie skill of such geniuses as Kousseau or Eichardsou, who could paint with such painful accuracy ail the struggles and woes of Eloise and Clarissa, — all the wicked arts and triumphs of such scoun- drels as Lovelace. AVe have in this history a scoundrelly Lovelace in the person going by the name of George Brandon, and a dear, tender, iiniocent, yielding creature on whom he is practis- ing his infernal skill ; and whether the public feel any sympath}^ for her or not, the writer can only say, for his part, that he heartily loves and respects poor little Caroline, and is quite unwilling to enter into any of the slow, pain- ful, wicked details of the courtship which passed between her and her lover. Kot that there was any wickedness on her side, poor girl ! or that she did anything but follow the natural and beauti- ful impidses of an honest little female heart, that leads it to trust, and love, and worship a being of the other sex, whom the eager fancy invests with all sorts of attributes of superiority. There was no wild, conceited tale that Brandon told Caroline which she did not believe, — no virtue which she could conceive or had read of in novels with which she did not endow him. Many long talks had they, and many sweet, stolen interview's, during the periods in which Caroline's father and mother were away making merry at the house of their son-in-law ; and while she was left under the care of her virtue and of Becky the maid. Indeed, it was a blessing that the latter was left in the joint guardianship. For Becky, who had such an absurd opinion of her young lady's merits as to fancy that she was a fit wife for any gentleman of the land, and that any gentleman might be charmed and fall in love with her, had some instinct, or possibly some experience, as to the passions and errors of youth, and warned Caroline accordingly. " If he's really in love, Miss, and I think he be, he'll marry you ; if he won't marry you, he's a i-ascal, and 3'ou're too good for him, and must have nothing to do with him." To which Caroline replied, that she was sure Mr. Brandon was the most angelic, high- principled of human beirgs, and that she was sure his intentions were of the most honorable description. 84 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. We have before described what Mr. Brandon's character was. He was not a man of honorable intentions at all. But he was a gentleman of so excessively eager a tempera- ment that if properly resisted by a practiced coquette, or by a woman of strong principles, he would sacrifice any- thing to obtain his ends, — nay, marry to obtain them; and, considering his disposition, it is only a wonder that he had not been married a great number of times already ; for he had been in love perpetually since his seventeenth year. By which the reader may pretty well appreciate the virtue or the prudence of the ladies with whom hitherto our inflammable young gentleman had had to do. The fruit, then, of all his stolen interviews, of all his prayers, vows, and protestations to Caroline, had been only this, — that she loved him ; but loved him as an honest girl sliould, and was ready to go to the altar with him when he chose. He talked about his family, his peculiar circum- stances, his proud father's curse. Little Caroline only sighed, and said her dearest George must wait until he could obtain his parent's consent. When pressed harder, she would burst into tears, and wonder how one so good and affectionate as he could propose to her anything unworthy of them both. It is clear to see that the young lady had read a vast number of novels, and knew something of the nature of love ; and that she had a good principle and honesty of her own, which set her lover's schemes at naught : indeed, she had both these advantages, — her edu- cation, such as it was, having given her the one, and her honest nature having endowed her with the other. On the day when Fitch came down to Caroline with his verses, Brandon had pressed these unworthy propositions upon her. She had torn herself violently away from him, and rushed to the door ; but the poor little thing fell before she could reach it, screaming in a fit of hysterics, which brought Becky to her aid, and caused Brandon to leave her, abashed. He went out ; she watched him go, and stole up into his room, and laid on his table the first letter she had ever written to him. It was written in pencil, in a trem- bling, school-girl hand, and contained simply the following words : — " George, you liave almost broken my heart. Leave me if you will, and if you dare not act like an lionest inan. If you ever speak to me so aijaiii as you did this morning, I declare solemnly before heaven, I will take poison. C." A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY, 85 Indeed, the poor thing had read romances to some purpose ; without them, it is probable, she never would have thought of such a means of escape from a lover's per- secutions ; and there was something in the girl's character that made Brandon feel sure that she would keep her promise. How the words agitated him ! He felt a violent mixture of raging disappointment and admiration, and loved the girl ten thousand times more than ever. Mr. Brandon had scarcely tiuished the reading of this document, and was yet agitated by the various passions which the perusal of it created, when the door of his apart- ment was violently flung open, and some one came in. Brandon started, and turned round, with a kind of dread that Caroline had already executed her threat, and that a messenger was come to inform him of her death. Mr. Andrea Fitch was the intruder. His hat was on — his eyes were glaring ; and if the beards of men did stand on end anywhere but in poems and romances, his, no doubt, would have formed round his comitenance a bristling auburn halo. As it was, Fitch only looked astonishingly fierce, as he stalked up to the table, his hands behind his back. When he had arrived at this barrier between himself and Mr. Brandon, he stopped, and, speechless, stared that gentleman in the face. "May I beg, Mr. Fitch, to know what has procured me the honor of this visit ? " exclaimed Mr. Brandon, after a brief pause of wonder. " Honor ! — ha, ha, ha ! " growled ^Ir. Fitch, in a most sardonic, discordant way — " honor! " . " Well, sir, honor or no honor, I can tell you, my good man, it certainly is no pleasure ! " said Brandon, testily. " In plain English, then, what the devil has brought you here ? " Fitch plumped the album down on the table close to INIr. Brandon's nose, and said, " That has brought me, sir — that halbum, sir ; or, I ask your pardon, that a — album — ha, ha, ha ! " " Oh, I see ! " said IMr. Brandon, who could not refrain from a smile. " It was a cruel trick of mine, Fitch, to rob you of your verses ; but all's fair in love." " Fitch, sir ! don't Fitch me, sir ! I wish to be hintimate honly with men of h-honor, not with forgers, sir ; not with 'artless miscreants! ^liscreants, sir, I repeat; vipers, sir; b — b — b — blackguards, sir ! " S6 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. " Blackguards, sir ! " roared Mr. Brandon, bouncing up ; " blackguards, jou dirty cockney mountebank ! Quit the room, sir, or I'll fling you out of the window ! " " Will you, sir ? try, sir ; I wish you may get it, sir. I'm a hartist, sir, and as good a man as you. Miscreant, forger, traitor, come on I " And Mr. Brandon ivoidd have come on, but for a circum- stance that deterred him ; and this was, that Mr. Fitch drew from his bosom a long, sharp, shining, waving poniard of the middle ages, that formed a part of his artistical properties, and with which he had armed himself for this encounter. " Come on, sir ! " shrieked Fitch, brandishing this fearful weapon. " Lay a flnger on me, and I bury this blade in your treacherous 'art. Ha ! do you tremble ? " Indeed, the aristocratic Mr. Brandon turned somewhat pale. " Well, well," said he, " what do you want ? Do you suppose I am to be bidlied by your absurd melodramatic airs ! It was, after all, but a joke, sir, and I am sorry that it has offended you. Can I say more ? — what shall I do ? " "You shall hapologize ; not only to me," sir, but you shall tell Miss Caroline, in my presence, that 5^ou stole those verses from me, and used them quite unauthorized by me." " Look you, Mr. Fitch, I will make you another set of verses quite as good, if you like ; but what you ask is im- possible." "I will 'asten myself, then, to Miss Caroline, and ac- quaint her with j^our dastardly forgery, sir. I will hopen her heyes, sir ! " "You may hopen her heyes, as you call them, if you please ; but I tell you fairly, that the young lady will credit me rather than you ; and if you swear ever so much that the verses are yours, I must say that — " " Say what, sir ? " " Say that you lie, sir ! " said Mr. Brandon, stamping on the ground. " I'll make you other verses, I repeat ; but this is all I can do, and now go about your business ! " " Curse your verses, sir ! liar and forger yourself ! Hare you a coward as well, sir ? A coward ! yes, I believe you are ; or will you meet me to-morrow morning like a man, and give me satisfaction for this infamous insult? " " Sir," said INIr. Brandon, with the utmost stateliness and scorn, " if you wish to murder me as you do the king's Eng- A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 87 lish, I won't balk you. Although a man of my rank is not called upon to meet a blackguard of your condition, I will, nevertheless, grant you your will. But have a care ; by heavens, I won't spare you, and I can hit an ace of hearts at twenty paces ! " " Two can play at that," said i\Ir. Fitch, calmly ; ''and if I can't hit a hace of 'arts at twenty paces, I can hit a man at twelve, and to-morrow I'll try." With which, giving ^[r. Brandon a look of the highest contem})t, the young painter left the room. What were Mr. Brandon's thoughts as his antagonist left him ? Strange to say, rather agreeable. He had much too great a contempt for Fitch to suppose that so low a fellow would ever think serioush^ of fighting him, and reasoned with himself thus : — '' This Fitch, I know, will go off to Caroline, tell her the whole transaction, frighten her with the tale of a duel, and then she and I will have a scene. I will tell her the truth about those infernal verses, menace death, blood, and dan- ger, and then — " Here he fell back into a charming reverie ; the wily fel- low knew what power such a circumstance would give him over a jioor weak girl, who would do anything rather than that her beloved should risk his life. And with this das- tardly speculation as to the price he should ask for refrain- ing from meeting Fitch, he was entertaining himself; when, much to his annoyance, that gentleman again came into the room. "\\rr. Brandon," said he, "you have insulted me in the grossest and cruellest way." "' Well, sir, are you come to apologize ? " said Brandon sneeringly. " Xo, I'm not come to apologize, Mr. Aristocrat : it's past that. I'm come to say this, sir, that I take j^ou for a cow- ard ; and that, unless you give me j'our solemn word of honor not to mention a Avord of this quarrel to ^liss Gann, \\ Inch might prevent our meeting, I will never leave you till we do light ! " "This is outrageous, sir ! Leave the room, or by heavens I'll not meet you at all ! " •• Heasy, sir ; easy, I beg vour pardon, I can force vou to that ! " "And how, pra}', sir.? " "Why, in the first place, here's a stick, and I'll 'orsewhip 88 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. you; and here are a pair of pistols, and we can fight now ! " •' Well, sir, I give you my honor," said jVIr. Brandon, in a diabolical rage ; and added, " I'll meet you to-morrow, not now ; and you need not be afraid that I'll miss you ! " "Hadew, sir," said the chivalrous little Fitch; '-bon giorno, sir, as we used to say at liome/'' And so, for the second time, he left Mr. Brandon, who did not like very well the extraordinary courage he had displayed. " What the deuce has exasperated the fellow so ? " thought Brandon. Why, in the first place, he had crossed Fitch in love ; and, in the second, he had sneered at his pronunciation and his gentility, and Fitch's little soul was in a fury which nothing but blood would allay : he was determined, for the sake of his hart and his lady, to bring this proud champion down. So Brandon was at last left to his cogitations ; when, confusion ! about five o'clock came another knock at his door. " Come in ! " growled the owner of the lodgings. A sallow, blear-eyed, rickety, undersized creature, totter- ing upon a pair of high-heeled lacquered boots, and support- ing himself upon an immense gold-knobbed cane, entered the room Avith his hat on one side and a jaunty air. It was a white hat with a broad brim, and under it fell a great deal of greasy lank hair that shrouded the cheek-bones of the wearer. The little man had no beard to his chin, ap- peared about twenty years of age, and might Aveigh, stick and all, some seven stone. If you wish to know how this exquisite was dressed, I have the pleasure to inform you that he wore a great sky-blue embroidered satin stock, in which figured a carbuncle that looked like a lambent goose- berr}^ He had a shawl-waistcoat of many colors ; a pair of loose blue trousers, neatly strapped to show his little feet : a brown cut-away coat with brass buttons, that fitted tight round a spider waist ; and over all a white or drab surtout, with a sable collar and cuffs, from which latter on each hand peeped five little fingers covered with lemon-colored kid gloves. One of these hands he held constantly to his little chest : and, with a hoarse thin voice, he piped out, — " George my buck ! how goes it ? " We have been thus particular in our description of the costume of this individual (whose imvard mail strongly cor- A SHABBY GEXTEEL STORY 89 responded with liis manly and agreeable exterior), because he was the person whom Mr. Brandon most respected in the world. " CiXQBARS ! " exclaimed our hero : " why, what the deuce has brought you to Margate ? " " Fwendship, my old cock ! " said the Honorable Augus- tus Frederick Kingwood, commonly called Viscount Cinq- bars, for indeed it was he. '' Fwendship and the City of Canterhuwy steamer I " and herewith his lordship held out his riu^ht-hand forefinger to Brandon, who enclosed it most cordialh^ in all his. "Wathn't it good of me, now, George, to come down and conthole you in thith curthed, thtupid place — hay now ? " said my lord, after these salutations. Brandon swore he was ver}^ glad to see him, which was very true, for he had no sooner set his eyes upon his lord- ship, than he had determined to borrow as much money from him as ever he could induce the young nobleman to part with. 90 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. " I'll tell you how it wath, my boy : you thee I wath thtopping at Long'th, when I found, by Jove, that the governor wath come to town ! Cuth me if I didn't meet the infarnal old family dwag with my mother, thithterth, and all, ath I wath dwdving a hack-cab with Polly Tomkinth in the Pawk ! Tho when I got home, ' Hang it ! ' thayth I to Tufthunt, ' Tom my boy,' thaith I, ' I've just theen the governor, and must be off ! ' ' What, back to Ockthford ? ' thaith Tom. 'No,' thaith I, 'that ivon't do. Abroad — to Jewicho — anywhere. Egad, I have it! I'll go down to Margate and thee old George, that I will.' And tho off I came the very next day ; and here I am, and thereth dinner waiting for uth at the hotel, and thixth bottleth of cham- pagne in ithe, and thum thalmon : tho you mutht come ! " To this proposition Mr. Brandon readily agreed, being glad enough of the prospect of a good dinner and some jovial society, for he was low and disturbed in spirits, and so promised to dine with his friend at the " Sun." The two gentlemen conversed for some time longer. Mr. Brandon was a shrewd fellow, and knew perfectly well a fact of which, no doubt, the reader has a notion — namely, that Lord Cinqbars was a ninny ; but, nevertheless, Brandon esteemed him highly as a lord. We pardon stu- pidity in lords ; nature or instinct, however sarcastic a man may be among ordinary persons, renders him towards men of quality benevolently blind : a divinity hedges not only the king, but the whole peerage. *•' That's the girl, I suppose," said my lord, knowingly winking at Brandon: ''that little pale girl, who let me in, I mean. A nice little filly, upon my honor, Georgy my buck ! " "Oh — that — yes — I wrote, I think, something about her," said Brandon, blushing slightly ; for, indeed, he now began to wish that his friend should make no comments upon a young lady with whom he was so much in love. " I suppose it's all up now ? " continued my lord, look- ing still more knowing. "All over with her, hay ? I saw it was by her looks, in a minute." " Indeed you do me a great deal too much honor. ]\Iiss — ah, — Miss Gann is a very respectable young person, and I would not for the world have you to suppose that I would do anything that should the least injure her character." At this speech, Lord Cinqbars was at first much puzzled; i A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 91 t but, ill considering it, was fully convinced that Brandon was a deeper dog than ever. Boiling with impatience to know the particulars of this delicate intrigue, this cunning diplomatist determined he would pump the whole story out of Brandon by degrees ; and so, in the course of half an hour's conversation that the young men had together, Cinqbars did not make less than forty allusions to the subject that interested him. At last Brandon cut him short rather haughtily, by begging that he would make no further allusions to the subject, as it Avas one that was excessively disagreeable to him. In fact, there was no mistake about it now. Georrje Bran- don was in love with Caroline. He felt that he was while he blushed at his friend's alluding to her, while he grew indignant at the young lord's coarse banter about her. Turning the conversation to another point, he asked Cinqbars about his voyage, and whether he had brought any companion with him to Margate ; whereupon my lord related all his feats in London, how he had been to the watch-house, how many bottles of champagne he had drunk, how he had " milled " a policeman, «&c., &c. ; and he con- cluded by saying that he had come down with Tom Tuft- hunt, who was at the inn at that very moment smoking a cigar. This did not increase Brandon's good-humor ; and when Cinqbars mentioned his friend's name, Brandon saluted it mentally with a hearty curse. These two gentlemen hated each other of old. Tufthunt was a small college man of no family, with a foundation fellowship ; and it used to be considered that a sporting fellow of a small college was a sad, raffish, disreputable character. Tufthunt, then, was a vulgar fellow, and Brandon a gentleman, so they hated each other. They w^ere both toadies of the same nobleman, so they hated each other. They had had some quarrel at college about a disputed bet, which Brandon knew he owed, and so they hated each other; and in their words about it Brandon had threatened to horsewhip Tufthunt, and called him a " sneaking, swindling, small college snob ; " and so little Tufthunt, who had not resented ^he words, hated Brandon far more than Brandon hated him. The latter only had a contempt for his rival, and voted him a profound bore and vulgarian. So, althougli Mr. Tufthunt did not choose to frequent Mr. Brandon's rooms, he was very anxious that his friend, I A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY the young lord, should not fall into his old bear-leader's hands again, and came down to Margate to counteract any influence which the arts of Brandon might acquire. "Curse the fellow!" thought Tufthunt in his heart (there was a fine reciprocity of curses between the two men) ; " he has drawn Cinqbars already for fifty pounds this year, and will have some half of his last remittance, if I don't keep a lookout, the swindling thief ! " And so frightened was Tufthunt at the notion of Bran- don's return to power, and dishonest use of it, that he was at the time on the point of writing to Lord Kingwood to tell him of his son's doings, only he wanted some money deucedly himself. Of Mr. Tufthunt's phijslque and history it is necessary merely to say that he was the son of a country attorney who was agent to a lord; he had been sent to a foundation-school, where he distinguished him- self for ten years, by fighting and being flogged more than any boy of the five hundred. From the founda- tion-school he went to college with an exhibition, which was succeeded by a fellowship, which was to end in a living. In his person Mr. Tufthunt was short and bow- legged ; he wore a sort of clerico-sporting costume, consist- ing of a black straight-cut coat and light drab breeches, with a vast number of buttons at the ankles ; a sort of dress much affectioned by sporting gentleinen of the uni- versity in the author's time. Well, Brandon said he had some letters to write, and promised to follow his friend, which he did ; but, if the truth must be told, so infatuated was the young man become with his passion, with the resistance he had met with, and so nervous from the various occurrences of the morning, that he passed the half-hour during which he was free from Cinqbars's society in kneeling, imploring, weeping at Caroline's little garret-door, which had remained pitilessly closed to him. He was wild with disappoint- ment, mortification — mad, longing to see her. The clev- erest coquette in Europe could not have so inflamed him. His first act on entering the dinner-room was to drink off a large tumbler of champagne ; and when Cinqbars, in his elegant way, began to rally him upon his wildness, ]\[r. Brandon only growled and cursed with frightful velie- mency, and applied again to the bottle. His face, which had been quite white, grew a bright red ; his tongue, which had been tied, began to chatter vehemently ; before the % A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 93 fish was off the table, Mr. Brandon showed strong symp- toms of intoxication ; before tlie desert appeared, Mr. Tufthimt, winking knowingly to Lord Cinqbars, had begun to draw him out ; and Brandon, with a number of shrieks and oaths, was narrating the history of his attachment. "Look you, Tufthunt," said he wildly; "hang you, I hate you, but I must talk ! I've been, for two months noAV, in this cursed hole ; in a rickety lodging, with a vulgar famil}'; as vulgar, by Jove, as you are yourself!" Mr. Tufthunt did not like this style of address half so much as Lord Cinqbars, who was laughing immoderately, and to whom Tufthunt whispered rather sheepishly, " Pooh, pooh, he's drunk ! " " Drunk ! no, sir," yelled out Brandon ; " I'm mad, though, with the prudery of a little devil of lifteen, who has cost me more trouble than it would take me to seduce every one of your sisters — ha, ha ! every one of the Miss Tufthunts, by Jove ! Miss Suky Tufthunt, ]\Iiss Dolly Tufthunt, Miss Anna-Maria Tufthunt, and the whole bunch. Come, sir, don't sit scowling at me, or I'll brain you with the decanter." (Tufthunt was down again on the sofa.) " I've borne with the girl's mother, and her father, and her sisters, and a cook in the house, and a scoundrel of a painter, that I'm going to light about her ; and for what? — wli}', for a letter, which says, 'George, I'll kill myself! George, I'll kill myself !'— ha, ha! a little devil like that killing herself — ha, ha! and I — I who — who adore her, who am mad for — " "Mad, I believe he is," said Tufthunt; and at this moment Mr. Brandon was giving the most unequivocal signs of madness ; he plunged his head into the corner of the sofa, and was kicking his feet violently into the cushions. " You don't understand him. Tufty my boy," said Lord Cinqbars, with a ver}^ superior air. " You ain't up to these things, I tell you ; and I suspect, by Jove, that you never were in love in your life. / know what it is, sir. And as for Brandon, heaven bless you ! I've often seen him in that way when we were abroad. AVhen he has an intrigue, he's mad about it. Let me see, there was the Countess Fritzch, at Baden-Baden ; there was the woman at Pau ; and that girl — at Paris, was it ? — no, at Vienna. He went on just so about them all ; but I'll tell you what, when ice do the thing, Ave do it easier, my boy, hay ? " And so saying, my lord cocked up his little sallow, 94 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. beardless face into a grin, and then fell to eying a glass of execrable claret across a candle. An intr'njue, as he called it, was the little creature's delight; and until the time should arrive when he could have one himself, he loved to talk of those of his friends. As for Tufthunt, we may fancy how that gentleman's previous affection for Brandon was increased by the latter's brutal addresses to him. Brandon continued to drink and to talk, though not always in the sentimental way in which he had spoken about his loves and injuries. Grow- ing presently madly jocose as he had before been madly melancholy, he narrated to the two gentlemen the partic- ulars of his quarrel with Fitch, mimicking the little painter's manner in an excessively comic way, and giving the most ludicrous account of his person, kept his compan- ions in a roar of laughter. Cinqbars swore that he would see the fun in the morning, and agreed that if the painter wanted a second, either he or Tufthunt would act for him. Now my Lord Cinqbars had an excessively clever ser- vant, a merry rogue, whom he had discovered in the humble capacity of scout's assistant at Christchurch, and raised to be his valet. The chief duties of the valet were to black his lord's beautiful boots, that we have admired so much, and put his lordship to bed when overtaken with liquor. He heard every word of the young men's talk (it being his habit, much encouraged by his master, to join occasionally in the conversation) ; and in the course of the night, when at supper with Monsieur Donnerwetter and Mdlle. Augustine, he related every word of the talk above stairs, mimicking Brandon quite as cleverly as the latter had mimicked Fitch. When then, after making his com- pany laugh by describing Brandon's love-agonies, Mr. Tom informed them how that gentleman had a rival, with whom he was going to fight a duel the next morning — an artist- fellow with an immense beard, whose name was Fitch, to to his surprise Mdlle. Augustine burst into a scream of laughter, and exclaimed, " Feesh, Feesh ! c'estnotre homme ; — it is our man, sare ! Saladin, remember you Mr. Fish ?" Saladin said gravely, ^' Missa Fis, Missa Fis ! know 'um quite well, Missa Fis ! Painter-man, big beard, gib Saladin bit injyrubby, ]\Iissis lub Missa Fis ! " It was too true, the fat lady was the famous jMrs. Car- RiCKFERGus, and she had come all the Avay from Eome in pursuit of her adored painter. CHAPTER IX. WHICH THREATENS DEATH, BUT COXTAIXS A GREAT DEAL OF MARRYING. S the morrow was to be an eventful clay in the lives of all the heroes and heroines of this history, it will be as well to state how they passed the night previous. Bran- don, like the English before the battle of Hastings, spent the evening in feasting and carousing; and Lord Cinq- bars, at twelve o'clock, his usual time after his usual quantity of drink, was carried up to bed l>y the servant kept by his lordship for tliat pur- pose. 3Ir. Tufthunt took this as a hint to wish Brandon good-night, at the same time promisiug that he and Cinqbars would not fail him in the morning about the duel. Shall we confess that ]Mr. Brandon, Avhose excitement now began to wear off, aud who had a dreadful headache, did not at all relish the idea of the morrow's combat ? " If," said he, " I shoot this crack-brained painter, all the world will cry out ^ Murder ! ' If he shoot me, all the world will laugh at me ! And yet, confound him ! he seems so bent upon blood, that there is no escaping a meeting." "At any rate," Brandon thought, '-there will be no harm in a letter to Caroline." So, on arriving at home, he sat dowu and wrote a very pathetic one ; saying that he fought in her cause, aud if he died, his last breath should be for her. So having written, lie jumped into bed, and did not sleep one single wink all niglit. ^ As Brandon passed his night like the English, Fitch went 95 96 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. through his like the Xormans, in fasting, and mortification, and meditation. The poor fellow likewise indited a letter to Caroline : a very long and strong one, interspersed with pieces of poetry, and containing the words we have jnst heard him utter out of the window. Then he thought about making his will : but he recollected, and, indeed, it was a bitter thought to the young man, that there was not cne single soul in the wide world who cared for him — except, indeed, thought he, after a pause, that poor Mrs. Carrick- fergus at Rome, who did like me, and was the oidy person who ever bought my drawings. So he made over all his sketches to her, regulated his little property, found that he had money enough to pay his washerwoman ; and so having disposed of his worldly concerns, Mr. Fitch also jumped into bed, and speedily fell into a deep sleep. Brandon could hear him snoring all night, and did not feel a bit the more comfortable because his antagonist took matters so uncon- cernedly. Indeed, our poor painter had no guilty thoughts in his breast, nor any 2:)articular revenge against Brandon, noAv that the first pangs of mortified vanity were over. But, with all his vagaries, he was a man of spirit ; and after what had passed in the morning, the treason that had been done him, and the insults heaped upon him, he felt that the duel was irrevocable. He had a misty notion, imbibed some- where, that it Avas the part of a gentleman's duty to fight duels, and had long been seeking for an opportunity. " Suppose I do die," said he, " what's the odds ? Caroline doesn't care for me. Dr. Wackerbart's boys won't have their drawing-lesson next Wednesday ; and no more will be said of poor Andrea." And now for the garret. Caroline was wraj^ped up in her own woes, poor little soul ! and in the arms of the faithful Becky cried herself to sleep. But the slow hours passed on ; and the tide, which had been out, now came in ; and the lamps Vv^axed fainter and fainter; and the watchman cried six o'clock ; and the sun arose and gilded the minarets of jMargate ; and Becky got up and scoured the steps, and the kitchen, and made ready the lodgers' breakfasts ; and at half-past eight there came a thundering rap at the door, and two gentlemen, one with a mahogany case under his arm, asked for Mr. Brandon, and were shown up to his room by the astonished Becky, who was bidden by ]\Ir. Brandon to get breakfast for three. A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 97 The tliuiideriiig rap awakened Mr. Fitch, who rose and dressed himself in his best clothes, gave a twist of tlie curl- ing-tongs to his beard, and conducted himself throughout with perfect coolness. Nine o'clock struck, and he wrapped his cloak round him, and put under his cloak that pair of foils which we have said he possessed, and did not know in the least how to use. However, he had heard his camarades d' atelier^ at Paris and Eonie, say that they were the best weapons for duelling ; and so forth he issued. Becky was in the passage as he passed down ; she was always scrubbing there. '' Becky," said Fitch, in a hollow voice, " here is a letter ; if I should not return in half an hour, give it to Miss Gann, and promise on your honor that she shall not have it sooner." Becky promised. She thought that the painter was at some of his mad tricks. He went out of the door saluting her gravely. But he went only a few steps, and came back again. " Becky," said he, " you — you've always been a good girl to me, and here's something for you ; per'aps we shan't — ■ we shan't see each other for some time." The tears were in his eyes as he spoke, and he handed her over seven shillings and fourpence halfpenny, being every farthing he possessed in the world. " Well, I'm sure ! " said Becky ; and that was all she said, for she pocketed the money, and fell to scrubbing again. Presently the three gentlemen upstairs came clattering down. " Lock bless 3^ou, don't be in such a 'urry ! " exclaimed Becky ; " it's full herly yet, and the water's not biling." '^ We'll come back to breakfast, my dear," said one, a little gentleman in high-heeled boots; "and, I thay, mind and have thum thoda-water." And he walked out, twirling his cane. His friend with the case followed him. Mr. Brandon came last. He too tiu-ned back after he had gone a few paces. "!^ecky," said he, in a grave voice, "if I am not back in half an hour, give that to Miss Gann." Becky was fairly flustered by this ; and after turning the letters round and round, and peeping into the sides, and looking at the seals very hard, she like a fool determined that she would not wait half an hour, but carry them up to Hiss Caroline ; and so up she mounted, finding prett}^ Caro- line in the act of lacing her stays. And the consequences of Becky's conduct were that little Carry left oft" lacing her stays (a sweet little figure the poor thing looked in them ; VOL. I. — 7 98 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. but that is neither here nor there), took the letters, looked at one which she threw down directly ; at the other, which she eagerly opened, and, having read a line or two, gave a load scream, and fell down dead in a fainting lit ! AVaft ns, Mnse ! to Mr. AVright's hotel, and quick nar- rate what chances there befell. Very early in the morning Mdlle. Augustine made her appearance in the apartment of Miss Runt, and with great glee informed that lady of the event which was about to take place. " Figurez-vous, mademoiselle, que notre homme va se battre — oh, but it will be droll to see him sword in hand ! " " Don't plague me with your ojous servants' quarrels, Augustine ; that horrid courier is always quarrelling and tipsy." " Mon Dieu, qu'elle est bete ! " exclaimed Augustine : " but I tell you it is not the courier; it is he, I'objet, le peintre dont madame s'est amourachee, Monsieur Feesh." "Mr. Fitch!" cried Runt, jumping up in bed. "Mr. Fitch going to light ! Augustine, my stockings — quick, my rohe-de-chambre — tell me when, how, where ? " And so Augustine told her that the combat vras to take place at nine that morning, behind the Windmill, and that the gentleman with whom Mr. Fitch was to go out had been dining at the hotel the night previous, in company with the little milor, who was to be his second. Quick as lightning flew Runt to the chamber of her patroness. That lady was in a profound sleep ; and I leave 3^ou to imagine what were her sensations on awaking and hearing this dreadful tale. Such is the force of love, that although, for many years, Mrs. Carrickfergus had never left her bed before noon, although in all her wild wanderings after the painter she, nevertheless, would have her tea and cutlet in bed, and her doze likewise, before she set forth on a journey — she nqw started up in an instant, forgetting her nap, mutton-chops, everything, and began dressing with a promptitude which can only be equalled by Harlequin when disguising himself in a pantomime. She would have had an attack of nerves, only she knew there was no- time for it; and I do believe that twenty minutes were scarcely over her head, as the sa3dng is, when her bonnet and cloak were on, and Avith her whole suite, and an inn-waiter or two whom she pressed into her service, she was on full trot to the field of action. For A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 99 twputy years before, and from that day to this, Marianne Carrickfergus never had or has walked so quickly. "Hullo, here^th a go ! " exclaimed Lord Viscount Cinq- bars, as they arrived on the ground behind the Windmill ; " cuth me there'th only one man ! " This was indeed the case ; Mr. Fitch, in his great cloak, was pacing slowly up and down the grass, his shadow stretching far in the sunshine. Mr. Fitch was alone too; for the fact is, he had never thought about a second. This he admitted frankly, bbwing with much majesty to the company as they came up. " But that, gents, " said he, "will make no difference, I hope, nor prevent fair play from being done." And, flinging off his cloak, he produced the foils, from which the buttons had been taken off. He went up to Brandon, and was for offering him one of the weapons, just as they do at the theatre. Brandon stepped back, rather abashed : Cinqbars looked posed ; Tufthunt delighted. "Ecod," said he, "I hope the bearded fellow will give it him." " Excuse me, sir," said Mr. Brandon ; '• as the challenged party, I demand pistols." Mr. Eitch, with great presence of mind and gracefulness, stuck the swords into the grass. " Oh, pithtolth of courth," lisped my lord ; and presently called aside Tufthunt, to whom he whispered something in great glee ; to which Tufthunt objected at first, saying, " No, d — him, let him fight." " And your fellowship and living. Tufty my boy ; " interposed my lord ; and then they walked on. After a couple of minutes, during which -Mr. Eitch was employed in examining Mr. Brandon from the toe ujnvards to the crown of his head or hat, just as Mr. Widdicombe does Mr. Cartlich, before those two gentlemen proceed to join in combat on the boards of Astley's Amphi- theatre (indeed poor Eitch had no other standard of chiv- alry) — when Eitch had concluded this examination, of which Brandon did not knoAv what the deuce to make. Lord Cinqbars came back to the painter, and gave him a nod. " Sir," said he, "' as you have come unprovided with a second, I, with your leave, will act as one. My name is Cinqbars — Lord Cinqbars ; and though I had come to the ground to act as the friend of my friend here, Mr. Tufthunt will take that duty upon him ; and as it appears to me 100 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. there can be no other end to this unhappy affair^ we will proceed at once." It is a marvel how Lord Cinqbars ever made such a gen- tlemanly speech. When Fitch heard that lie was to have a lord for a second, he laid his hand on his chest, and vowed it was the greatest h-honor of his life ; and was turning round to walk towards his ground, when my lord, gracefully thrusting his tongue into his cheek, and bringing his thumb up to his nose, twiddled about his lingers for a moment, and said to Brandon, " Gammon ! " Mr. Brandon smiled, and heaved a great, deep, refreshing sigh. The truth was, a load was taken off his mind, of which he was very glad to be rid ; for there was something in the coolness of that crazy painter that our fashionable gentleman did not at all approve of. " I think, Mr. Tufthunt," said Lord Cinqbars, very loud, "that considering the gravity of the case — threatening horse-whipping, you know, lie on both sides, and lady in the case — I think we must have the barrier duel." " What's that ? " asked Fitch. "The simplest thing in the world; and," in a Avhisper, " let me add, the best for you. Look here. We shall put yon at twenty paces, and a hat between you. You walk forward and hre when you like. When you fire, you stop ; and you both have the liberty of walking up to the hat. I^othing can be more fair than that." " Very well," said Fitch ; and, wdth a great deal of prep- aration, the pistols were loaded. " I tell you what," whispered Cinqbars to Fitch, " if I hadfi't chosen this way you were a dead man. If he fires he hits you dead. You must not let him lire, but have him down first." " I'll try," said Fitch, who was a little pale, and thanked his noble friend for his counsel. The hat was placed and the men took their places. " Are you all ready ? " " Eeady," said Brandon. "Advance when I drop my handkerchief." And pres- ently down it fell, Lord Cinqbars crying, "Now ! " The combatants both advanced, each covering his man. When he had gone about six paces, Fitch stopped, fired, and — missed. He grasped his pistol tightly, for he was very near dropping it; and then stood biting his lips, and look- ing at Brandon, who grinned savagely, and walked up to the hat. A SHABBY GEyTEEL STORY. 101 "Will yon retract what you said of me yesterday, you villaiu ? " said Brandon. " I can't." "Will you beg for life?" ":N^o." " Then take a minute, and make your peace with God, for you are a dead man." Fitch dropped his pistol to the ground, shut his eyes for a moment, and flinging up his chest and clenching his hsts, said, '' Xow I^m ready. '^ Brandon fired — and strange to say, Andrea Fitch, as he gasped and staggered backwards, saw, or thought he saw, Mr. Brandon's pistol flying up in the air, where it went off, and heard that gentleman yell out an immense oath in a very audible voice. When he came to himself, a thick stick was lying at Brandon's feet ; Mr. Brandon was caper- ing about the ground, and cursing and shaking a maimed elbow, and a Avhole posse of people were rushing upon them. The first was the great German courier, w4io rushed upon Brandon, and shook that gentleman, and shouting, " Schelm ! spitzbube ! blagard ! goward ! " in his ear. " If I had not drown my stick and brogen his damt arm, he wod have murdered dat boor young man." The German's speech contained two unfounded asser- tions ; in the first place Brandon would not have murdered Fitch ; and, secondly, his arm was not broken — he had merely received a blow on that part which anatomists call the funny-bone : a severe blow, which sent the pistol spin- ning into the air, and caused the gentleman to scream with pain. Two waiters seized upon the murderer, too ; a baker, who had been brought from his rounds, a bellman, several boys, — w^ere yelling round him, and shouting out, "Po- le-e-eace ! " Next to these came, panting and blowing, some women. Could Fitch believe his eyes ? — that fat woman in red satin ! — yes — no — yes — he was, he was in the arms of Mrs. Carrickfergus ! The particulars of this meeting are too delicate to relate. Suffice it that somehow matters were explained, Mr. Bran- don was let loose, and a fly w^as presently seen to drive up, into which Mr. Fitch consented to enter with his new- found friend. Brandon had some srood movements in him. As Fitch 102 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. was getting into the carriage, he walked up to him and held out his left hand : "• I can't offer you my right hand, Mr. Fitch, for that cursed courier's stick has maimed it ; but I hope you will allow me to apologize for my shameful con- duct to you, and to say that I never in my life met a more gallant fellow than yourself." " That he is, by Jove ! " said my Lord Cinqbars. Fitch blushed as red as a peony, and trembled very much. " And yet," said he, " you would have murdered me just now, Mr. Brandon. I can't take your 'and, sir." "Why, you great flat," said my lord, wisely, "he couldn't have hurt you, nor you him. There wath no ballth in the pithtolth." "What," said Fitch, starting back, "do you gents call that a joke ? Oh, my lord, my lord ! " And here poor Fitch actually burst into tears on the red satin bosom of Mrs. Carrickfergus : she and Miss Eunt were crying as hard as they could. And so, amidst much shouting and huzzaing, the fly drove away. " What a blubbering, abthurd donkey ! " said Cinqbars, with his usual judgment ; "ain't he, Tufthunt ? " Tufthunt, of course, said yes ; but Brandon was in a vir- tuous mood. " By heavens ! I think his tears do the man honor. When I came out with him this morning, I intended to act fairly by him. And as for Mr. Tufthunt, who calls a man a coward because he cries — Mr. Tufthunt knows well what a pistol is, and that some men don't care to face it, brave as they are." Mr. Tufthunt understood the hint, and bit his lips and walked on. And as for that worthy moralist, Mr. Brandon, I am happy to say that there was some good fortune in store for him, which, though similar in kind to that bestowed lately upon Mr. Fitch, was superior in degree. It was no other than this, that, forgetting all maidenly decency and decorum, before Lord Viscount Cinqbars and his friend, that silly Uttle creature, Caroline Gann, rushed out from the parlor into the passage — she had been at the window ever since she was rid of her fainting fit ! and ah ! what agonies of fear had that little panting heart endured during the half-hour of her lover's absence ! — Caroline Gann, I say, rushed into the passage, and leaped upon the neck of Brandon, and kissed him, and call him her dear, dear, dear, darling George, and sobbed, and laughed, until George, taking her round the v/aist gently, carried A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 103 her into the little dingy parlor, and closed the door be- hind him. " Egad," cried Cinqbars, *' thith ith quite a theiie ! Hullo, Becky, Polly, what's your name ? — bring uth up the break- fatht; and I hope you've remembered the thoda-water. Come along up thtairth, Tufty my boy." When Brandon came upstairs and joined them, which he did in a minute or two, consigning Caroline to Becky's care, his eyes were full of tears ; and when Cinqbars began to rally him in his usual delicate way, Brandon said gravely, "No laughing, sir, if you please ; for I swear that that lady before long shall be my wife." " Your wife ! — and what will your father say, and what will your duns say, and what will Miss Goldmore say, with her hundred thousand pounds ? " cried Cinqbars. "Miss Goldmore be hanged," said Brandon, "and the duns too ; and my father may reconcile it to himself as he can." And here Brandon fell into a reverie. "It's no use thinking," he cried, after a pause. "You see what a girl it is, Cinqbars. I love her — by heavens, I'm mad with love for her ! She shall be mine, let what will come of it. And besides," he added, in a lower tone of voice, " Avhy need, why need my father know anything about it?" " O flames and furies, what a lover it is ! " exclaimed his friend. " But, by Jove, I like your spirit ; and hang all governors, say I. Stop — a bright thought ! If you must marry, why here's Tom Tufthunt, the very man to do your business." Little Lord Cinqbars was delighted with the excitement of the affair, and thought to himself, " By Jove, this is an intrigue ! " " What, is Tufthunt in orders ? " said Brandon. "Yes," replied that reverend gentleman: "don't you see my coat ? I took orders six weeks ago, on my fellowship. Cinqbars's governor has promised me a living." " And you shall marry George here, so you shall." " What, without a license ? " " Hang the license ! — we won't peach, will we, George ? " " Her family must know nothing of it," said George, "or they would." " Why should they ? Why shouldn't Tom marry you in this very room, without any church or stuff at all ? " Tom said : " You'll hold me out, my lord, if anything 104 A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. comes of it ; and, if Brandon likes, wh}^, I will. He's done for if he does," muttered Tuftlmnt, '' and I have had my revenge on him, the bulh'ing, supercilious blackleg." And so on that very day, in Brandon's room, without a license, and by that worthy clergyman the Eev. Thomas Tufthunt, with my Lord Cinqbars for the sole witness, poor Caroline Gann, Avho knew no better, who never heard of licenses, and did not know what banns meant, was mar- ried in a manner to the person calling himself George Brandon; George Brandon not being his real name. No writings at all were made, and the ceremony merely read through. Becky, Caroline's sole guardian, when the poor girl kissed her, and, blushing, showed her gold ring, thought all was in order : and the happy couple set off for Dover that day, Avith fifty pounds which Cinqbars lent the bridegroom. Becky received a little letter from Caroline, which she promised to carry to her mamma at Swigby's : and it was agreed that she was to give warning, and come and live with her young lady. Next morning Lord Cinqbars and Tufthunt took the boat for London ; the latter uneasy in mind, the former vowing tliat '-he'd never spent such an ex- citing day in his life, and loved an intrigue of all things." Next morning, too, the great travellmg-chariot of jNIrs. Carrickfergus rolled away with a bearded gentleman inside. Poor Fitch had been back to his lodgings to try one more chance with Caroline, and he arrived in time — to see her get into a post-chaise alone with Brandon. Six weeks afterwards GalignanVs Messenger contained the following announcement : — ^ " Married at the British embassy, by Bisliop Luscombe, Andrew Fitch, Esq., to MMriaiiiie Caroline Matilda, widow of the Into Autoiiv Carrickfergus, of Lombard Street and Gloucester Place, Esquire, The happy pair, after a maguiticent dejeuner, set off lor the south in their splendid carriage-and-four. Miss Kuut officiated as l)ridesmaid ; and we remarked among the company Earl and Countess Crabs, Geueral Sir Rice Curry, K.C.B., Colonel Wapshot, Sir Charles Swang, the Hon. Algernon Percy Deuceace and h.s lady, Count Punter, and others of the eiite of the fashionables now in Paris. The bridegroom was attended by his friend Michael Angclo Titmarsh, Esquire; and the lady was given away by the Right Hon. the Earl of Crabs. On the departure of the bride and bridegroom the festivities Avere resumed, and many a sparkling bumper of Meurice's champagne was quatf'ed to the health of the hospitable and interesting couple." A SHABBY GENTEEL STORY. 105 And with oue more marriage this chapter shall conclude. About this time the British Auxiliary Legion came home from Spain; and Lieut.-General Swabber, a knight of San Fernando, of the order of Isabella the Catliolic, of the Tower and Sword, who, as plain Lieutenant Swabber, had loved, Miss Isabella Macarty, as a general now actually married her. I leave you to suppose how glorious Mrs. Gann was, and how Gann got tipsy at the '' Bag of Xails " ; but as her daughters each insisted upon their 30/. a year income, and Mrs. Gann had so only 60/. left, she was obliged still to continue the lodging-house at Margate, in which have occurred the most interesting passages of this SHABBY GEXTEEL STORY. Becky never went to her young mistress, who was not heard of after she wrote the letter to her parent, saying that she was married to Mr. Brandon ; but, for imrticular reasons, her dear husband wished to keep his marriage secret, and for the present her beloved parents must be content to know she was happ^^ Gann missed his little Carry at lirst a good deal, but spent more and more of his time at the ale-house, as his house with only Mrs. Gann in it was too hot for him. Mrs. Gann talked unceasingly of her daughter the squire's ladv, and her daughter the gen- eral's wife ; but never once mentioned Caroline after the first burst of wonder and wrath at her departure. God bless thee, poor Caroline I Thou art happy now, for some short space at least ; and here, therefore, let us leave thee. THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD ; SHOWING WHO KOBBED KUl, WHO HELPED HIM, AND WHO PASSED HIM BY. THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. CHAPTER I. DOCTOR FELL. .OT attend her own son when he is ill!" said my mother. " She does not de- serve to have a son!" And Mrs. Pendennis looked towards her own only darling whilst uttering this indig- nant exclamation. As she looked, I know what passed through her mind. She nursed me, she dressed me in little caps and long- clothes, she attired me in my first jacket and trousers. She watclied at my b e d s i de througjfi my infantile and juvenile ailments. She tended me through all my life, she held me to her heart with infinite prayers and blessings. She is no longer with us to bless and pray ; but from heaven, where 111 112 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP she is, I know her love pursues me ; and often and often I think she is here, only invisible. '' Mrs. Firmin would be of no good," growled Dr. Good- enough. " She would have hysterics, and the nurse would have two patients to look after." " Don't tell me," cries my mother, with a flush on her cheeks. " Do you suppose if that child " (meaning, of couise, her paragon) "were ill, I would not go to him ?" " My dear, if that child were hungry, you would chop off your head to make him broth," says the doctor, sipping his tea. '•'• Potage a la honne fem.me," says Mr. Pendennis. " Mother, we have it at the club. You would be done with milk, eggs, and a quantity of vegetables. You would be put to simmer for many hours in an earthen pan, and — " " Don't be horrible, Arthur ! " cries a young lady, wdio Avas my mother's companion of those happy days. " And people when they knew you would like you very much." My uncle looked as if he did not understand the allegory. " What is this you are talking about ? jpotage a la — what- d'ye-call-'im ? " sa}' s he. "I thought we w^ere speaking of Mrs. Firmin, of Old Parr Street. Mrs. Firmin is a doosid delicate w^oman," interposed the Major. "'All the females of that family are. Her mother died early. Her sister, Mrs. Twysden, is very delicate. She would be of no more use in a sick-room than a — than a bull in a china-shoj), begad ! and she might catch the fever, too." " And so might you. Major ! " cries the Doctor. "Aren't you talking to me, who have just come from the boy ? Keep your distance, or I shall bite you." The old gentleman gave a little backward movement with his chair. " Gad, it's no joking matter," says he ; " I've known fellows catch fevers at — at ever so much past my age. At any rate, the boy is no boy of mine, begad ! I dine at Firmin's house, who has married into a good family, though he's only a doctor, and — " "And pray what was my husband?" cried Mrs. Pen- dennis. "Only a doctor, indeed!" calls out Goodenough. "My dear creature, I have a great mind to give him the scarlet fever this minute ! " ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 113 "INIy fatlier was a surgeon and a})otliecaiy, I have heard/' says the widow's son. " And what then ? And I shouhl like to know if a man of one of the most ancient families in the kingdom — in the empire, begad ! — hasn't a right to pursoo a learned, a use- ful, an honorable profession. My brother John was — " "A medical practitioner ! " I say, with a sigh. And my uncle arranges his hair, puts his handkerchief to his teeth, and says — "Stuff ! nonsense — no patience with these personalities, begad ! Firmin is a doctor, certainly — so are you — so are others. But Firmin is a university man, and a gentleman. Firmiu has travelled. Firmin is intimate with some of the best people in England, and has married into one of the first families. Gad, sir, do 3'ou suppose that a woman bred up in the lap of luxury — in the very lap, sir — at Eing- wood and Whipham, and at Eingwood House in Walpole Street, where she was absolute mistress, begad — do you suppose such a woman is fit to be nurse-tender in a sick- room ? She never was fit for that, or for anything except — " (here the Major saw smiles on the countenances of some of his audience) — " except, I say, to preside at Eing- wood House and — and adorn society, and that sort of thing. And if such a woman chooses to run away with her uncle's doctor, and marry below her rank — why, / don't think it's a laughing matter, hang me if I do." ^' And so she stops at the Isle of Wight, whilst the poor boy remains at the school," sighs my mother. '' Firmin can't come awa3^ He is in attendance on the Grand Dook. The prince is never easy ^^ithout Firmin. He has given him his Order of the Swan. The}' are moving heaven and earth in high quarters ; and I bet 3'ou even, Goodenough, that that boy whom 3'ou have been attending will be a baronet — if you don't kill him off with 3-our con- founded potions and pills, begad ! " Dr. Goodenough only gave a humph and contracted his great eyebrows. ^ly uncle continued — "I know what you mean. Firmin is a gentlemanly man — a handsome man. I remember his father, Brand Firmin, at Valenciennes with the Dook of York — one of the hand- somest men in Europe. Firebrand Firmin they used to call him — a red-headed fellow — a tremendous duellist : sliot an Irishman — became serious in after life, and that sort of VOL. I. —8 114 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP thing — quarrelled with his son, who Avas doosid wild in early days. Gentlemanly man, certainly, Firmin. Black hair: his father had red. So much the better for the doctor ; but — but — we understand each other, I think, Goodenough ? and you and I have seen some queer hshes in our time.^^ And "the old gentleman winked and took his snuff gra- ciously, and, as it were, j)uffed the Firmin subject away. '•' Was it to show me a queer fish that you took me to Dr. Firmin's house in Parr Street ? " asked Mr. Pendennis of his uncle. " The house was not very gay, nor the mistress very wise, but they were all as kind as might be ; and I am very fond of the boy.'' " So did Lord Eingwood, his mother's uncle, like him," cried Major Pendennis. ''That boy brought about a recon- ciliation between his mother and his uncle, after her run- away match. I suppose you know she ran away with Firmin, my dear ? " My mother said "she had heard something of the story." And the Major once more asserted that Dr. Firmin was a wild fellow twenty years ago. At the time of which I am writing he was Physician to the Plethoric Hospital, Phy- sician to the Grand Duke of Groningen, and knight of his order of the Black Swan, membar of many learned socie- ties, the husband of a rich wife, and a person of no small consideration. As for his son, whose name figures at the head of these pages, you may suppose he did not die of the illness about which we had just been talking. A good nurse waited on him, though his mamma was in the country. Though his papa was absent, a very competent physician was found to take charge of the young patient, and preserve his life for the benefit of his family, and the purposes of this history. We pursued our talk about Philip Firmin and his father, and his grand-uncle the Earl, whom Major Pendennis knew intimately well, until Doctor Goodenough's carriage was an- nounced, and our kind physician took leave of us, and drove back to London. Some who spoke on that summer evening are no longer here to speak or listen. Some who were young then . have topped the hill and are descending towards the valley of the shadows. "Ah," says old Major Pendennis, shaking his brown curls, as the Doctor went away ; " did you see, my good soul, when I spoke about his confrere, how ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 115 glum Goodenougli looked ? They don't love each other, my dear. Two of a trade don't agree, and besides I have no doubt the other doctor-fellows are jealous of Firmin, because he lives in the best society. A man of good family, my dear. There has already been a great raj^pyochement ; and if Lord Kingwood is quite reconciled to him, there's no knowing what luck that boy of Firmin's may come to." Although Dr. Goodenougli might think but lightly of his confrere, a great portion of the public held him in much higher estimation : and especially in the little community of Grey Friars, of which the kind reader has heard in pre- vious works of the present biographer, Dr. Brand Firmin was a ver}^ great favorite, and received with much respect and honor. Whenever the boys at that school were afflicted with the common ailments of youth, Mr. Spratt, the school apothecary, provided for them : and by the simple though disgusting remedies which were in use in those times, gen- erally succeeded in restoring his young patients to health. But if young Lord Egham (the Marquis of Ascot's son, as my respected reader very likely knows) happened to be un- well, as was frequentl}' the case, from his lordship's great command of pocket-money and imprudent fondness for the contents of the pastry-cook's shop ; or if any very grave case of illness occurred in the school, then, quick, the famous Dr. Firmiu, of old Parr Street, Burlington Gardens, was sent for ; and an illness must have been very severe, if he could not cure it. Dr. Firmin had been a school-fellow, and remained a special friend, of the head-master. When young Lord Egham, before mentioned (he was our only lord, and therefore we were a little proud and careful of our darling youth), got the erysijoelas, which swelled his head to the size of a pumpkin, the doctor triumphantly carried him through his illness, and was complimented by the head-boy in his Latin oration on the annual speech-day for his super- human skill and godlike delight salutem homlnihus dando. The head-master turned towards Dr. Firmin, and bowed: the governers and bigwigs buzzed to one another, and looked at him : the boys looked at him : the physician held his handsome head down toAvards his shirt-frill. His modest eyes would not look up from the spotless lining of the broad- brimmed hat on his knees. A murmur of applause hummed through the ancient hall, a scuffling of young feet, a rust- ling of new cassocks among the masters, and a refreshing 116 rilE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP blowing of noses ensued, as the orator polished off his period, and then passed to some other theme. Amidst the general enthusiasm, there was one member of the auditory scornful and dissentient. This gentleman whispered to his comrade at the commencement of the phrase concerning the doctor the (I believe of Eastern der- ivation) monosyllable "Bosh!" and he added sadly, look- ing towards the object of all this praise, '' He can't construe the Latin — though it is alia parcel of humbug." '*' Hush, Phil ! " said his friend ; and Phil's face flushed red, as Dr. Pirmin, lifting up his eyes, looked at him for one moment; for the recipient of all this laudation was no other than Phil's father. The illness of which we spoke had long since passed away. Philip was a school-boy no longer, but in his second year at the university, and one of half a dozen young men, ex-pupils of the school, who had come up for the annual dinner. The honors of this year's dinner were for Dr. Pirmin, even more than for Lord Ascot in his star and ribbon, who walked with his arm in the doctor's into chapel. His lordship faltered Avhen, in his after-dinner speech, he alluded to the inestimable services and skill of his tried old friend, whom he had known as a fellow-pupil in those walls — (loud cheers) — w^hose friendship had been the delight of his life — a friendship which he prayed might be the inher- itance of their children. (Immense applause ; after which Dr. Pirmin spoke.) The doctor's speech was perhaps a little commonplace; the Latin quotations which he used were not exactly novel ; but Phil need not have been so angry or ill-behaved. He went on sipping sherry, glaring at his father, and mutter- ing observations that were anything but complimentary to his parent. " Now look," says he, " he is going to be over- come by his feelings. He will put his handkerchief up to his mouth, and show his diamond ring. I told you so ! It's too much. I can't swallow this . . . this sherry. I say, you fellows, let us come out of this, and have a smoke somewhere." And Phil rose up and quitted the dining- room, just as his father was declaring Avhat a joy, and a pride, and a delight it was to him to think that the friend- ship with w^hich his noble friend honored him was likely to be transmitted to their children, and that wiien he had passed away from this earthly scene (cries of " No, no ! " "May you live a thousand years ! ") it would be his joy to ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 117 think that his son wonki always find a friend and protector in the noble, the princely house of Ascot. We found the carriages waiting outside Grey Friar's Gate, and Philip Firmin, pushing me into his father's, told the footman to drive home, and that the doctor would return in Lord Ascot's carriage. Home then to Old Pai-r Street we went, where many a time as a boy I had been welcome. And we retired to Phil's private den in the back buildings of the great house : and over our cigars we talked of the Founder's-day Feast, and the speeches delivered ; and of the old Cistercians of our time, and how Thompson was married, and Johnson was in the army, and Jackson (not red-haired Jackson, pig-eyed Jackson) was first in his year, and so forth; and in this twaddle were most happily en- gaged, when Phil's father flung open the tall door of the study. " Here's the governor ! " growled Phil ; and in an under- tone, " What does he want ? " " The governor," as I looked up, was not a pleasant object to behold. Dr. Firmin" had very white false teeth, which per- haps were a little too large for his mouth, and these grinned in the gas-light very fiercel}^ On his cheeks were black whiskers, and over his glaring eyes fierce black eyebrows, and his bald head glittered like a billiard-ball. You would hardly have known that he was the original of that melan- choly philosophic portrait which all the patients admired in the doctor's waiting-room. "I find, Philip, that you took my carriage," said the father ; " and Lord Ascot and I had to walk ever so far for a cab ! " " Hadn't he got his own carriage ? I thought, of course, he would have his carriage on a State-day, and that you would come home with the lord," said Philip. "I had promised to bring hi)?ih.om.e, sir ! " said the father. "Well, sir, I'm very sorry," continued the son, curtly. *' Sorry ! " screams the other. "I can't say any more, sir, and I am very sorry," answers Phil ; and he knocked the ash of his cigar into the stove. The stranger within the house hardly knew how to look on its master or his son. There was evidently some dire quarrel between them. The old man glared at the young one, who calmly looked his father in the face. Wicked rage and hate seemed to flash from the doctor's eves, and anon came a look of wild pitiful supplication towards the guest, 118 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP which was most painful to bear. In the midst of what dark family mystery was I ? What meant this cruel spec- tacle of the father^s terrified auger and the son's scorn ? "I — I appeal to you, Pendennis," says the doctor, with a choking utterance and a ghastly face. " Shall we begin ab ovo, sir ? " says Phil. Again the ghastly look of terror comes over the father's face. ^'I — I promise to bring one of the first noblemen in England," gasps the doctor, " from a public dinner, in my carriage ; and my son takes it, and leaves me and Lord Ascot to Avalk ! — Is it fair, Pendennis ? Is it the conduct of a gentleman to a gentleman ; of a son to a father ? " " No, sir," I said gravely, " nothing can excuse it." In- deed I was shocked at the young man's obduracy and un- dutifulness. '^ I told you it was a mistake ! " cries Phil reddening. " I heard Lord Ascot order his own carriage ; I made no doubt he would bring my father home. To ride in a chariot with a footman behind me, is no pleasure to me, and I would far rather have a Hansom and a cigar. It was a blunder, and I am sorry for it — there ! And if I live to a hundred I can't say more." " If you are sorry, Philip," groans the father, " it is enough. You remember, Pendennis, when — when my son and I were not on this — on this footing," and he looked up for a moment at a picture which was hanging over Phil's head — a portrait of Phil's mother ; the lady of whom my own mother spoke, on that evening when we had talked of the boy's illness. Both the ladies had passed from the world now, and their images were but painted shadows on the wall. The father had accepted an apology, though the son had made none. I looked at the elder Pirmin's face, and the character written on it. I remembered such particulars of liis early history as had been told to me ; and I perfectly recalled that feeling of doubt and misliking which came over my mind when I first saw the doctor's handsome face some few years previously, when my uncle first took me to the doctor's in Old Parr Street; little Phil being then a flaxen-headed, pretty child, Avho had just assumed his first trousers, and I a fifth-form boy at school. My father and Dr. Firmin were members of the medical profession. They liad been bred up as boys at the same school, whither families used to send their sons from gen- ON HIS WAY THROUGH eration to generation, and long befol learned that the })lace was unwholesome! smoky, certainly ; 1 think in the time oi numbers of people were buried there, been situated in the most picturesque swamp^ the general health of the boys could not have been' better.^ We boys used to hear of epidemics occurring in other schools, and were almost sorry that they did not come to ours, so that we might shut up, and get longer vacations. Even that illness which subsequently befell Vhil Firmin himself attacked no one else — the boj's all luckily going home for the holidays on the very day of poor Phil's seizure ; but of this illness more anon. When it was determined that little Phil Firmin was to go to Grey Friars, Phil's father be- thought him that Major Pendennis, whom he met in the world and society, had a nephew at the place, who might protect the little fellow, and the JMajor took his nephew to see Dr. and j\Irs. Firmin one Sunday after church, and we had lunch at Old Parr Street, and there little Phil was pre- sented to me, whom I promised to take under my protec- tion. He was a simple little man ; an artless child, who had not the least idea of the dignity of a fifth-form boy. He was quite unabashed in talking to me and other persons, and has remained so ever since. He asked my uncle how he came to have such odd hair. He partook freely of the delicacies on the table. I remember he hit me with his little fist once or twice, which liberty at first struck me with a panic of astonishment, and then with a sense of the ridiculous so exquisitely keen, that I burst out into a fit of laughter. It was, you see, as if a stranger were to hit the Pope in the ribs, and call him '•' Old boy "' ; as if Jack were to tweak one of the giants by the nose ; or Ensign Jones to ask the Duke of Wellington to take wine. I had a strong sense of humor, even in those early days, and enjoyed this joke accordingly. "Philip!" cries mamma, "you will hurt Mr. Pendennis." "I will knock him down!" shouts Phil. Fancy knock- ing we down, — me, a fifth-form boy ! " The child is a perfect Hercules," remarks the mother. "He strangled two snakes in his cradle," says the doc- tor, looking at me. (It was then, as I remember, I felt Dr. Fell towards him.) " La, Dr. Firmin ! " cries mamma, " I can't bear snakes. I remember there was one at Pome, when we were walking 120 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP one day, a great, large snake, and I hated it, and I cried out, and I nearly feinted ; and my uncle liingwood said I ought to like snakes, for one might be an agreeable rattle ; and I have read of them being charming in India, and I dare say 3*ou have, Mr. Pendennis, for I am told you are very clever ; and I am not in the least ; I Avish I were ; but my husband is, very — and so Phil will be. Will you be a very clever boy, dear ? He was named after my dear papa, who was killed at Busaco when I was quite, quite a little thing, and we wore mourning, and we went to live with my uncle Ringwood afterwards ; but Maria and I had both our own fortunes ; and I am sure I little thought I should marry a physician — la, one of uncle Kingwood's grooms, I should as soon have thought of marrying him ! — but you know, my husband is one of the cleverest men in the world. Don't tell me, — you are, dearest, and you know it ; and when a man is clever, I don't value his rank in life ; no, not if he was that fender ; and I always said to uncle Eingwood, ^ Talent I will marry, for talent I adore ' ; and I did marry you. Dr. Pirmin, you know I did, and this child is your image. And you will be kind to him at school," says the poor lady, turning to me, her eyes hlling with tears, " for talent is always kind, except uncle Ring- wood, and he was very — " "A little more wine, Mr. Pendennis?" said the doctor — Dr. Fell still, though he was most kind to me. " I shall put my little man under your care, and I know you will keep him from harm. I hope you will do us the favor to come to Parr Street whenever you are free. In my father's time we used to come home of a Saturday from school, and enjoyed going to the play." And the doctor shook me cordially by the hand, and, I must say, continued his kind- ness to me as long as ever I knew him. When we went away, my uncle Pendennis told me many stories about the great earl and family of Eingwood, and how Dr. Firmin had made a match — a match of the affections — with this lady, daughter of Philip Eingwood, who was killed at Busaco ; and how she had been a great beauty, and was a perfect grande dame always ; and, if not the cleverest, cer- tainly one of the kindest and most amiable women in the world. In those days I was accustomed to receive the opinions of my informant with such respect that I at once accepted this statement as authentic. Mrs. Firmin's portrait, in- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 121 deed, was beautiful : it was painted by young Mr. Harlowe, that year he. was at Rome, and when in eighteen days he completed a copy of the " Transfiguration," to the admira- tion of all the Academy ; but I, for my part, only remem- ber a lady, weak, and thin, and faded, who never came out of her dressing-room until a late hour in the afternoon, and whose superannuated smiles and grimaces used to provoke my juvenile sense of humor. She used to kiss Phil's brow ; and, as she held the boy's hand in one of her lean ones, would say, " Who would suppose such a great boy as that could be my son ? " " Be kind to him when I am gone," she sighed to me, one Sunday evening, when I was taking leave of her, as her eyes filled with tears, and she placed the thin hand in mine for the last time. The doctor, read- ing by the fire, turned round and scowled at her from under his tall, shining forehead. "You are nervous, Louisa, and had better go to your room, I told you you had," he said abruptly. " Young gentlemen, it is time for you to be off to Grey Friars. Is the cab at the door, Brice?" And he took out his watch — his great shining watch, by which he had felt the pulses of so many famous personages, whom his prodigious skill had rescued from disease. And at parting, Phil flung his arms round his poor mother, and kissed her under the glossy curls; the borrowed curls ! and he looked his father resolutely in the face (whose own glance used to fall before that of the boy), and bade him a gruff good-night, ere we set forth for Grey Friars. CHAPTER II. AT SCHOOL AND AT HOME. DINED yesterday with three gentle- men, whose time of life may be guessed by their conversation, a great part of which consisted of Eton reminiscences and lively imitations of Dr. Keate. Each one, as he describ- ed how he had been flogged, mim- icked to the best of his power the manner and the mode of operating of the famous doc- tor. His little pa- renthetical re- marks during the ceremony were recalled with great face- tiousness : the very hwliish of the rods was parodied with thrilling fidelity, and after a good hour's conversation, the subject was brought to a climax by a description of that awful night when the doctor called up squad after squad of boys from their beds in their respective boarding- houses, whipped through the whole night, and castigated I don't know how many hundred rebels. All these mature men laughed, prattled, rejoiced, and became young again, as they recounted their stories ; and each of them heartily and eagerly bade the stranger to understand how Keate was a thorough gentleman. Having talked about their floggings, I say, for an hour at least, they apologized to me 122 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP, 123 for dwelling upon a subject which after all was strictly local : but, indeed, their talk greatly amused and diverted me, and I hope, and am quite ready, to hear all their jolly stories over again. Be not angry, patient reader of former volumes by the author of tlie present history, if I am garrulous about Grey Priars, and go back to that ancient place of education to find the heroes of our tale. AVe are 3'oung but once. When we remember that time of youth, we are still young. He over whose head eight or nine lustres have passed, if he wishes to write of boys, must recall the time when he himself was a boy. Their habits change ; their waists are longer or shorter ; their shirt-collars stick up more or less ; but the boy is the boy in King George's time as in that of his royal niece — once our maiden queen, now the anxious mother of many boys. And young fellows are honest, and merry, and idle, and mischievous, and timid, and brave, and studious, and selfish, and generous, and mean, and false, and truth- telling, and affectionate, and good, and bad, now as in former daj'S. He with wliom we have mainly to do is a gentleman of mature age now walking the street with boys of his own. He is not going to perish in the last chapter of these memoirs — to die of consumption with his love weeping by his bedside, or to blow his brains out in despair, because she has been married to his rival, or killed out of a gig, or otherwise done for in the last chapter but one. No, no, we Avill have no dismal endings. Philip Pirmin is well and hearty at this minute, owes no man a shilling, and can enjoy his glass of port in perfect comfort. So, my dear miss, if you want a pulmonary romance, the present won't suit you. So, young gentleman, if you are for melancholy, despair, and sardonic satire, please to call at some other shop. That Philip shall have his trials is a matter of course — may they be interesting, though they do not end dis- mally ! That he shall fall and trip in his course sometimes is pretty certain. Ah, who does not upon this life-journey of ours ? Is not our want the occasion of our brother's charity, and thus does not good come out of that evil ? When the traveller (of whom the Master spoke) fell among the thieves, his mishap was contrived to try many a heart beside his own — the Knave's who robbed him, the Levite's and Priest's who passed him by as he lay bleeding, the hum- ble Samaritan's whose hand poured oil into his wound, and held out its pittance to relieve him. CHAPTER II. AT SCHOOL AND AT HOME. DINED yesterday with three gentle- men, whose time of life may be guessed by their conversation, a great part of Avhich consisted of Eton reminiscences and lively imitations of Dr. Keate. Each j one, as he describ- ed how he had been flogged, mim- icked to the best of his power the manner and the mode of operating of the famous doc- tor. His little pa- renthetical re- marks during the ceremony were recalled with great face- tiousness : the very luchish of the rods was parodied with thrilling fidelity, and after a good hour's conversation, the subject was brought to a climax by a description of that awful night when the doctor called up squad after squad of boys from their beds in their respective boarding- houses, whipped through the whole night, and castigated I don't know how many hundred rebels. All these mature men laughed, prattled, rejoiced, and became j^oung again, as they recounted their stories ; and each of them heartily and eagerly bade the stranger to understand how Keate was a thorough gentleman. Having talked about their floggings, I say, for an hour at least, they apologized to me 122 THE ADVEyrURES OF PHILIP, j23 for dwelling upon a subject which after all was strictly local : butj indeed, their talk greatly amused and diverted me, and I hope, and am quite ready, to hear all their jolly stories over again, 1)6 not angr}', patient reader of former volumes by the author of the present history, if I am garrulous about Grey Friars, and go back to that ancient place of education to find the heroes of our tale. AVe are young but once. When we remember tlmt time of 3'outh, we are still young. He over whose head eight or nine lustres have passed, if he wishes to write of boys, must recall the time when he himself was a boy. Their habits change ; their waists are longer or shorter ; their shirt-collars stick up more or less ; but the boy is the boy in King George's time as in that of his royal niece — once our maiden queen, now the anxious mother of many boys. And young fellows are honest, and merry, and idle, and mischievous, and timid, and brave, and studious, and selfish, and generous, and mean, and false, and truth- telling, and affectionate, and good, and bad, now as in former days. He with whom we have mainly to do is a gentleman of mature age now walking the street with boys of his own. He is not going to perish in the last chapter of these memoirs — to die of consumption with his love weeping by his be^ THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP, 133 after cupboard, in bottle after bottle? Oli, fie! And young people ! What doctrine is this to preach to them, who spell 3-our book by papa's and mamma's knee ? Yes, and how wrong it is to let them go to church, and see and hear papa and mamma publicly on their knees, calling out, and confessing to the whole congregation, that they are sinners ! So, though I had not the key, I could see- through the panel and the glimmering of the skeleton inside. Although the elder Firmin followed me to the door, and his e^'es only left me as I turned the corner of the street, I felt sure that Phil ere long would open his mind to me, or give me sonre clew to that mystery. I should hear from him why his bright cheeks had become hollow, why his fresh voice, which I remember so honest and cheerful, was now harsh and sarcastic, with tones that often grated on the hearer, and laughter that gave pain. It was about Philip himself that my anxieties were. The young fellow had inherited from his poor mother a considerable fortune — some eight or nine hundred a year, we always under- stood. He was living in a costly, not to say extravagant manner. I thought Mr. Philip's juvenile remorses were locked up in the skeleton closet, and was grieved to think he had fallen in mischief 's way. Hence, no doubt, might arise the anger between him and his father. The boy was extravagant and headstrong ; and the parent remonstrant and irritated. I met my old friend Dr. Goodenough at the club one evening; and as we dined together I discoursed with him about his former patient, and recalled to him that day, years back, when the boy was ill at school, aud when my poor mother and Phil's own were yet alive. . Goodenough looked very grave. " Yes," he said, ^' the boy was very ill ; he was nearly f?one at that time — at that time — -when his mother was in the Isle of Wight, and his father dangling after a prince. We thought one day it was all over with him ; but — " " But a good doctor interposed between him and imll'uhi mors.'''' '' A good doctor ? a good nurse ! The boy was delirious, and had a fancy to walk out of window, and Avould have done so, but for one of mv nurses. You know her." ^'What! the Little Sister?" "Yes, the Little Sister." 134 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " And it was she who nursed Phil through his fever, and saved his life ? I drink her health. She is a good little soul." " Good ! " said the doctor, with his gruffest voice and frown. (He was always most herce when he was most tender-hearted.) "Good, indeed! Will you have some more of this duck ? — Do. You have had enough already, and it's very unwholesome. Good, sir ? But for women, tire and brimstone ought to come down and consume this world. Your dear mother was one of the good ones. I was attend- ing you when you were ill, at those horrible chambers you had in the Temple, at the same time when young Fir- min was ill at Grey Friars. And I suppose I must be answerable for keeping two scapegraces in the world." " Why didn't Dr. Firmin come to see him ? " " Hm ! his nerves were too delicate. Besides, he did come. Talk of the =^ ^ * '' The personage designated by asterisks was Phil's father, who was also a member of our club, and who entered the dining-room, tall, stately, and pale, with his stereotyped smile, and wave of his pretty hand. By the way, that smile of Firmin's was a very queer contortion of the hand- some features. As you came up to him he would draw his lips over his teeth, causing his jaws to Avrinkle (or dimple if you will) on either side. Meanwhile his eyes looked out from his face, quite melancholy and independent of the little transaction in which the mouth was engaged. Lips said, " I am a gentleman of fine manners and fascinating address, and I am supposed to be happy to see you. How do you do ? " Dreary, sad, as into a great blank desert, looked the dark eyes. I do know one or two, but only one or two faces of men when oppressed with care, which can yet smile all over. Goodenough nods grimly to the smile of the other doctor, who blandly looks at our table, holding his chin in one of his pretty hands. "How do?" growls Goodenough. "Young hopeful well ? " " Young hopeful sits smoking cigars till morning Avith some friends of his," says Firmin, with the sad smile di- rected towards me this time. " Boys Avill be boys." And he pensively walks away from us with a friendly nod towards me ; examines the dinner-card in an attitude of melancholy grace; points Avith the jewelled hand to the ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 135 dishes which he will have served, and is off, and simpering to another acquaintance at a distant table. " I thought he would take that table,'' says Firmin's cyni- cal confrere. " In the draught of the door ? Don't you see how the candle flickers ? It is the worst place in the room ! " '" Yes ; but don't you see who is sitting at the next table ? " ]S"ow at the next table was a n-blem-n of vast wealth, who was growling at the quality of the mutton cutlets, and the half-pint of sherr}' which he had ordered for his dinner. But as his lordship has nothing to do with the ensuing history, of course we shall not violate confidence by mentioning his name. We could see Firmin smiling on his neighbor with his blandest melancholy, and the waiters presently bearing up the dishes which the doctor had ordered for his own refection. He was no lover of mutton- chops and coarse sherr}', as I knew, who had partaken of many a feast at his board. I could see the diamond twinkle on his pretty hand, as it daintily poured out creaming wine from the ice-pail by his side — the liberal hand that had given me many a sovereign when I was a boy. '• I can't help liking him," I said to my companion, whose scornful eyes were now and again directed towards his col- league. '• This port is very sweet. Almost all port is sweet now," remarks the doctor. " He was very kind to me in ni}' school-days ; and Philip was a fine little fellow." "Handsome a boy as ever I saw. Does he keep his beauty.? Father was a handsome man — very. Quite a lady-killer — I mean out of his practice ! " adds the grim doctor. "What is the boy doing? " " He is at the university. He has his mother's fortune. He is wild and unsettled, and I fear he is going to the bad a little." "Is he? Shouldn't wonder I " grumbles Goodenough. We had talked very frankly and ])leasantly \nitil the ap- pearance of the other doctor, but with Firmin's arrival Goodenough seemed to button up his conversation. He quickly stumped away from the dining-room to the draw- ing-room, and sat over a novel there until time came when he was to retire to his patients or liis home. That there was no liking between the doctors, that there 136 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP was a difference between Pliilip and his father, was clear enough to me : but the causes of these differences I had yet to learn. The story came to me piecemeal; from con- fessions here, admissions there, deductions of my own. I could not, of course, be present at many of the scenes which I shall have to relate as though I had witnessed them ; and the posture, language, and inward thoughts of Philip and his friends, as here related, no doubt are fancies of the narrator in many cases ; but the story is as authen- tic as many histories, and the reader need only give such an amount of credence to it as he may judge that its verisi- militude warrants. Well, then, we must not only revert to that illness which befell when Philip Firmin was a boy at Grey Friars, but go back yet farther in time to a period Avhich I cannot pre- cisely ascertain. The pupils of old Gandish's painting academy may re- member a ridiculous little man, with a great deal of wild talent, about the ultimate success of which his friends were divided. Whether Andrew was a genius, or whether he was a zany, was always a moot question among the fre- quenters of the Greek Street billiard-rooms, and the noble disciples of the Academy and St. Martin's Lane. He may have been crazy and absurd ; he may have had talent too ; such characters are not unknown in art or in literature. He broke the Queen's English ; he was ignorant to a wonder ; he dressed his little person in the most fantastic raiment and queerest cheap finery : he wore a beard, bless my soul ! twenty years before beards were known to wag in Britain. He was the most affected little creature, and, if you looked at him, would j'^ose in attitudes of such ludi- crous dirty dignity, that if you had had a dun waiting for money in the hall of your lodging-house, or your picture refused at the Academy — if you were suffering under ever so much calamity — you could not help laughing. He was the butt of all his acquaintances, the laughing-stock of high and low, and he had as loving, gentle, faithful, honor- able a heart as ever beat in a little bosom. He is gone to his rest noAv; his palette and easel are waste timber; his genius, which made some little flicker of brightness, never shone much, and is extinct. In an old album that dates back for more than a score of years, I sometimes look at poor Andrew's strange wild sketches. He might have done something had he continued to remain poor; but a ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 137 rich widow, Avhom he met at Eome, fell in love with the strange errant painter, pursued him to England, and mar- ried him in spite of himself. His genius drooped under the servitude : he lived but a few short years, and died of a consumjjtion, of which the good Goodenough's skill could not cure him. One day, as he was driving with his wife in her splendid barouclie through the Haymarket, he suddenly bade the coachman stop, sprang over the side of the carriage before the steps could be let fall, and his astonished wife saw him shaking the hands of a shabbily dressed little woman who was passing, — shaking both her hands, and weeping, and gesticulating, and twisting his beard and mustachios, as his wont was when agitated. Mrs. Montiitchet (the wealthy jNIrs. Carrickfergus she had been, before she mar- ried the painter), the owner of a young husband, Avho had sjH'ung from her side, and out of her carriage, in order to caress a young woman passing in the street, might well be disturbed by this demonstration ; but she was a kind- hearted woman, and when Montiitchet, on reascending into the family coach, told his wife the history of the person of whom he had just taken leave, she cried plentifully too. She bade the coachman drive straightway to her own house ; she rushed up to her own apartments, whence she emerged, bearing an immense bag full of wearing apparel, and followed by a panting butler, carrying a bottle-basket and a pie : and she drove off, with her pleased Andrew by her side, to a court in Bt. INIartin's Lane, where dwelt the poor woman with whom he had just been conversing. It had pleased heaven, in the midst of dreadful calamity, to send her friends and succor. She was suffering under misfortune, poverty, and cowardly desertion. A man who had called himself "^Brandon when he took lodgings in her father's house, married her, brought her to London, tired of her, and left her. She had reason to think he had given a false name when he lodged with her father : he fled, after a few months, and his real name she never knew. When he deserted her, she went back to her father, a weak man, married to a domineering woman, who pretended to disbelieve the story of her marriage, and drove her from the door. Desperate, and almost mad, she came back to London, where she still had some little relics of property that her fugitive husband left behind him. He promised, when he left her, to remit her money ; but he sent none, :138 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP or she refused it — or, in her wildness and despair, lost the dreadful paper which announced his desertion, and that he was married before, and that to pursue him would ruin him, and he knew she never would do that — no, however much he might have wronged her. She was penniless then, — deserted by all, — having made away with the last trinket of her brief days of love, having sokf the last little remnant of her poor little stock of clothing — alone in the great wilderness of London, when it pleased God to send her succor in the person of an old friend who had known her, and even loved her, m happier days. When the Samaritans came to this poor child, they found her sick and shuddering with fever. They brought their doctor to her, who is never so eager as when he runs up a poor man's stair. And as he watched by the bed where her kind friends came to help her, he heard her sad little story of trust and desertion. Her father was a humble person who had seen better days ; and poor little Mrs. Brandon had a sweetness and simplicity of manner which exceedingly touched the good doctor. She had little education, except that which silence, long- suffering, seclusion, will sometimes give. When cured of her illness, there was the great and constant evil of poverty to meet and overcome. How Avas she to live ? He got to be as fond of hsr as of a child of his own. She was tidy, thrifty, gay at times, with a little simple cheerfulness. The little flowers began to bloom as the sunshine touched them. Her whole life hitherto had been cowering under neglect, and tyranny, and gloom. Mr. Montfitchet was for coming so often to look after the little outcast whom he had succored that I am bound to say Mrs. M. became hysterically jealous, and waited for him on the stairs as he came down swathed in his Spanish cloak, pounced on him, and called him a monster. Goodenough was also, I fancy, suspicious of Montfitchet, and Montfitchet of Goodenough. Howbeit, the doctor vowed that he never had other than the feeling of a father towards his poor little protegee, nor could any father be more tender. He did not try to take her out of her station in life. He found, or she found for herself, a work which she could do. " Papa used to say no one ever nursed him so nice as I did," she said. " I think I could do that better than anything, except my needle, but I like to be useful to poor sick people best. I don't think about myself then, sir." And for this ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 139 business good Dr. Goodenougli had her educated and employed. The widow died in course of time whom Mrs. Brandon's father had married, and her daughters refused to keep him, speaking very disrespectfully of this old Mr. Gann, who was, indeed, a weak old man. And now Caroline came to the rescue of her old father. She was a shrewd little Caroline. IShe had saved a little money. Goodenougli gave up a country-house which he did not care to use, and lent Mrs. Brandon the furniture. She thought she could keep a lodging-house and find lodgers. Montfitchet had painted her. There was a sort of beauty about her which the artists admired. When Ridley the Academician had the small-pox, she attended him, and caught the malady. She did not mind ; not she. " It won't spoil my beauty," she said. Nor did it. The disease dealt very kindly with her little modest face. I don't know who gave her the nickname, but she had a good roomy house in Thornhaugh Street, an artist on the first and second floor ; and there never was a word of scandal against the Little Sister, for was not her father in permanence sipping gin-and-water in the ground-floor par- lor ? As we called her " the Little Sister," her father was called " the Captain " — a bragging, lazy, good-natured old man — not a reputable captain — and very cheerful, though the conduct of his children, he said, had repeatedly broken his heart. I don't know how many years the Little Sister had been on duty when Philip Firmin had his scarlet fever. It be- fell him at the end of the term, just when all the boys were going home. His tutor and his tutor's wife wanted their holidays, and sent their own children out of the way. As Phil's father was absent, Dr. Goodenougli came, and sent his nurse in. The case grew worse, so bad that Dr. Firmin was summoned from the Isle of Wight, and arrived one evening at Grey Friars — Grey Friars so silent now, so noisy at other times with the shouts and crowds of the playground. Dr. Goodenough's carriage was at the door when Dr. Firmin's carriage drove up. " How was the boy ? " " He had been very bad. He had been wrong in the head all day, talking and laughing quite wild-like,'' the servant said. The father ran up the stairs. Phil was in a great room, in which were several empty beds of boys gone home for the holidays. The windows were opened into Grey Friars Square. Goodenough heard Ms colleague's carriage drive up, and rightly divined that Phil's father had arrived. He came out, and met Firmm m the ante-room. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 141 "Head has wandered a little. Better now, and quiet;" and the one doctor murmured to the other the treatment which he had pursued. Firmin stepped in gently towards the patient, near whose side the Little Sister was standing. " Who is it ? " asked Phil. '• It is I, dear. Your father," said Dr. Firmin, with real tenderness in his voice. The Little Sister turned round once, and fell down like a stone by the bedside. " You infernal villain ! " said G-oodenough, Avith an oath, and a step forward. " You are the man ! " " Hush ! The patient, if you please, Dr. Goodenough," said the other physician. CHAPTEK IV. A GENTEEL FAMILY. AVE you made up your mind on the ques- tion of seem- ing and being in the world ? I mean, sup- pose you ewe poor, is it right for you to seem to be well off? Have people an honest right to keep up appear- ances? Are you justified in starving your dinner- table in order to keep a carriage ; to have such an expen- sive house that you can't by any possibility help a poor relation ; to array your daughters in costly milliners' wares because they live with girls whose parents are twice as rich ? Sometimes it is hard to say where honest pride ends and hypocrisy begins. To obtrude your povert}^ is mean and slavish ; as it is odious for a beggar to ask com- passion by showing his sores. But to simulate prosperity — to be wealthy and lavish thrice a year when you ask your friends, and for the rest of the time to munch a crust and sit by one candle — are the folks who practise this deceit worthy of applause or a whippiuQ- ? Sometimes it is noble pride, sometimes shabby swindling. When I see Eugenia with her dear children exquisitel}^ neat and cheer- 142 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 143 fill ; not showing tlie slightest semblance of poverty, or uttering the smallest complaint ; persisting that Squander- held, her husband, treats her well, and is good at heart : and denying that he leaves her and her young ones in want • 1 admire and reverence that noble falsehood — that beautiful constanc}^ and endurance which disdains to ask compassion. AMien I sit at poor Jezebella's table, and am treated to her sham bounties and shabby splendor, I only feel anger for the hospitality, and that dinner, and guest, and host, are humbugs together. Talbot Twysden's dinner-table is large, and the guests most respectable. There is always a bigwig or two present, and a dining dowager who frequents the greatest houses. There is a butler avIio offers you wine ; there's a me7m du diner before Mrs. Twysden ; and to read it you would fancy you were at a good dinner. It tastes of chopped straw. Oh, the dreary sparkle of that feeble champagne ; the audacity of that public-house sherry ; tlie swindle of that acrid claret; the liery twang of that clammy port! I have tried them all, 1 tell you I It is sham wine, a sham dinner, a sham welcome, a sham cheerfulness among the guests assembled. I feel that that woman eyes and counts the cutlets as they are carried off the tables ; perhaps w atches that one which you try to swallow. She has counted and grudged each candle by which the cook prepares the meal. Does her big coachman fatten himself on purloined oats and beans, and Thorley's food for cattle ? Of the rinsings of those wretched bottles the butler will have to give a reckon- ing in the morning. Unless you are of the very great monde Twysden and his wife think themselves better than you are, and seriously patronize you. They consider it is a privilege to be invited to those horrible meals to which the}^ gravely ask the greatest folks in the country. I actually met Winton there — the famous Winton — the best dinner-giver in the world (ah, what a position for man !) I watched him, and marked the sort of wonder which came over him as he tasted and sent away dish after dish, glass after glass. " Try that Chateau Margaux, Winton ! " calls out the host. " It is some that Bottleb}' and I imported." Imported ! I see Winton's face as he tastes the wine, and puts it down. He does not like to talk about that dinner. He has lost a day. Twysden will continue to ask him every year ; will continue to expect to be asked in return, with Mrs. Twysden and one of his daughters ; and will 144 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP express his surprise loudly at the club, saying, '^Hang Winton ! Deuce take the fellow ! He has sent me no game this year ! " When foreign dukes and princes arrive, Twysden straightway collars them, and invites them to his house. And sometimes they go once — and then ask, " Qui done est ce Monsieur Tvisden^ qui est si di'ole?" And he elbows his way up to them at the Minister's assemblies, and frankly gives them his hand. And calm Mrs. Twysden wriggles, and works, and slides, and pushes, and tramples if need be, her girls following behind her, until she too has come up under the eye3 of the great man, and bestowed on him a smile and a courtesy. Twysden grasps prosperity cordially by the hand. He says to success, " Bravo ! " On the contrary, I never saw a man more resolute in not know- ing unfortunate people, or more daringly forgetful of those whom he does not care to remember. If this Levite met a w^ayfarer, going down from Jerusalem, who had fallen among thieves, do you think he would stop to rescue the fallen man ? He would neither give wine, nor oil, nor money. He would pass on perfectly satisfied Avith his own virtue, and leave the other to go, as best he might, to Jericho. What is this ? Am I angry because Twysden has left off asking me to his vinegar and chopped hay ? No. I think not. Am I hurt because Mrs. Tw3^sden sometimes patronizes my wife, and sometimes cuts her ? Perhaps. Only women thor- oughly know the insolence of women towards one another in the v/orld. That is a very stale remark. They receive and deliver stabs, smiling politely. Tom Sayers could not take punishment more gayly than they do. If you could but see under the skin, you would find their little hearts scarred all over with little lancet digs. I protest I have seen my own wife enduring the impertinence of this woman, with a face as calm and placid as she wears when old Twysden himself is talking to her, and pouring out one of his mad- dening long stories. Oh, no ! I am not angry at all. I can see that by the way in which I am writing of these folks. By the way, whilst I am giving this candid opinion of the Twysdens, do I sometimes pause to consider what they think of me ? What do I care ? Think what you like. Meanwhile we bow to one another at parties. We smile at each other in a sickly way. And as for the din- ners in Beaunash Street, I hope those who eat them enjoy their food. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 145 Tw3^sden is one of the chiefs now of the Powder and Pomntum Office (the Pigtail branch was finally abolished in l.S:>Oj after the Keforni Pill, with a compensation to the retiring undersecretary), and his son is a clerk in the same office. When they came oat, the daughters were ver}^ VOL. T. 10 146 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP pretty — even my wife allows that. One of tliem used to ride in the Park with her father or brother daily ; and knowing what his salary and wife's fortune were, and what the rent of his house in Beaunash Street, everybody won- dered how the Twysdens could make both ends meet. They had horses, carriages, and a great house fit for at least five thousand a year ; they had not half as much, as everybody knew ; and it Avas supposed that old Eingwood must make his niece an allowance. She certainly worked hard to get it. I spoke of stabs anon, and poor little breasts and sides scarred all over. No nuns, no monks, no fakirs take whippings more kindly than some devotees of the world ; and, as the punishment is one for edification, let us hope the world lays smartly on to back and shoul- ders, and Uses the thong well. AYhen old Kingwood, at the close of his lifetime, used to come to visit his dear niece and her husband and children, he alwaj^s brought a cat-o'-nine-tails in his pocket, and administered it to the whole household. He grinned at the poverty, the pretence, the meanness of the people as they knelt before him and did him homage. Ihe father and mother trembling brought the girls up for punishment, and, piteously smiling, received their own boxes on the ear in presence of their children. ''Ah!" the little French governess used to say, grinding her white teeth. " I like milor to come. All day you vip me. When milor come, he vip 3^ou, and you kneel down and kiss de rod." They certainly knelt and took their whipping with the most exemplary fortitude. Sometimes the lash fell on papa's back, sometimes on mamma's ; now it stung Agnes, and now it lighted on Blanche's pretty shoulders. But I think it was on the heir of the house, young Eingwood Twysden, that my lord loved best to operate. Eing's van- ity was very thin-skinned, his selfishness easily wounded, and his contortions under punishment amused the old tormentor. As my lord's brougham drives up — the modest little brown brougham, with the noble horse, the lord chancellor of a coachman, and the ineffable footman — the ladies, who know the whir of the wheels, and may be quarrelling in the drawing-room, call a truce to the fight, and smooth down their ruffled tempers and raiment. jNIamma is writ- ing at her table, in that beautiful, clear hand which we all admire ; Blanche is at her book j Agnes is rising from the ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 147 piano quite naturally. A quarrel between those gentle, smiling, delicate creature ! Impossible ! About your most common piece of hypocrisy how men will blush and bungle : how easily, how gracefully, how consummately, women will perform it ! ''Well," growls my lord, "you are all in such pretty attitudes, I make no doubt you have been sparring. I suspect, Maria, the men must know what devilish bad tem- pers the girls have got. Who can have seen 3- ou lighting ? You're quiet enough here, you little monkeys. I tell you what it is. Ladies'-miiids get about and talk to the valets in the housekeeper's room, and the men tell their masters. Upon my word I believe it was that business last year at Whipham which frightened Greenwood off. Famous match. Good house in town and country. ]Sro mother alive. Agnes might have had it her own way, but for that — ■ " " We are not all angels in our family, uncle ! " cries ]\Iiss Agnes, reddening. " And your mother is too sharp. The men are afraid of you, Maria. I've heard several 3'oung men say so. At White's they talk about it quite freel}^ Pity for the girls. Gi-eat pity. Fellows come and tell me. Jack Hall, and fellows who go about everywhere." '• I'm sure I don't care what Captain Hall says about me — odious little wretch ! " cries Blanche. " There you go off in a tantrum ! Hall never has any opinion of his own. He only fetches and carries what other people say. And he says, fellows say they are frightened of your luother. La bless you I Hall has no opinion. A fellow might commit murder and Hall would wait at the door. Quite a discreet man. But I told him to ask about you. And that's what I hear. And he says that Agnes is making eyes at the doctor's bo3^" "It's a shame," cries Agnes, shedding tears under her martyrdom. " Older than he is ; but that's no obstacle. Good-looking boy, I suppose you don't object to that ? Has his poor mother's money, and his father's; must be well-to-do. A vulgar fellow, but a clever fellow, and a determined fellow, the doctor — and a fellow, who, I susj^ect, is capable of any- thing. Shouldn't wonder at that fellow marr^-ing some rich dowager. Those doctors get an immense influence over women ; and unless I'm mistaken m my man, Maria, your poor sister got hold of a — " 148 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " Uncle ! " cries Mrs. Tw}' sclen, pointing to her daughters, "before these — " ' " Before those innocent lambs ! Hem ! Well, I think Firmin is of the wolf sort : " and the old noble laughed, and showed his own fierce fangs as he spoke. " I grieve to say, my lord, I agree with you," remarks Mr. Twysden. "I don't think Firmin a man of high principle. A clever man ? Yes. An accomplished man ? Yes. A good physician? Yes. A prosperous man? Yes. But what's a man without principle ? " " You ought to have been a parson, Twysden." " Others have said so, my lord. My poor mother often regretted that I didn't choose the Church. When I was at Cambridge I used to speak constantly at the Union. I practised. I do not disguise from you that my aim was public life. I am free to confess I think the House of Commons would have been my sphere ; and, had my means permitted, should certainly come forward." Lord Bingwood smiled and winked to his niece — '• He means, my dear, that he would like to wag his jaws at my expense, and that I should put him in for Whipham." "There are, I think, worse members of Parliament," remarked Mr. Twysden. " If there w^as a box of 'em like you, what a cage it would be ! " roared my lord. " By George, I'm sick of jaw. And I would like to see a king of spirit in this country, who would shut up the talking-shops and gag the whole chatter- ing crew ! " " I am a partisan of order — but a lover of freedom," con- tinues Twysden. " I hold that the balance of our consti- tution — " I think my lord Avould have indulged in a few of those oaths with which his old-fashioned conversation was liberally garnished ; but the servant, entering at this moment, an- nounces Mr. Philip Firmin ; and ever so faint a blush flutters up in Agnes' cheek, w^ho feels that the old lord's eye is upon her. " So, sir, I saw you at the Opera last night," says Lord Kingwood. " I saw you, too," says downright Phil. The women looked terrified, and Twysden scared. The Twysdens had Lord Kingwood's box sometimes. But there were boxes in which the old man sat, and in which they never could see him. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 149 '• Why don't you look at the stage, sir, when you go to the Opera, and not at me ? When you go to church jovl ought to look at the parson, oughtn't you ? " growled the old man. '• I"m about as good to look at as the fellow who dances first in the ballet — and very nearly as old. But if I were you, I should think looking at the Ellsler better fun." And now you may fancy of what old, old times we are Avriting — times in which those horrible old male dancers yet existed — hideous old creatures, wdth low dresses and short sleeves, and wreaths of flowers, or hats and feathers round their absurd old wigs — who skipped at the head of the ballet. Let us be thankful that those old apes have almost vanished off the stage, and left it in possession of the beauteous bounders of the other sex. Ah, my dear young friends, time icUl be when these too will cease to appear more than mortally beautiful ! To Philip, at his age, they yet looked as loveh' as houris. At this time the simple young fellow, surveying the ballet from his stall at the Opera, mistook carmine for blushes, pearl powder for native snows, and cotton-wool for natural symmetry : and I dare say when he went into the world was not more clear-sighted about its rouged innocence, its padded pretensions, and its painted candor. Old Lord Kingwood had a humorous pleasure in petting and coaxing Philip Pirniin before Philip's relatives of Beaunash Street. Even the girls felt a little plaintive envy at the partiality which uncle Eingwood exhibited for Phil ; but the elder Twysdens and Eingwood Twysden, their son, writhed with agony at the preference which the old man sometimes showed for the doctor's boy. Phil was much taller, much handsomer, much stronger, much better tempered, and much richer than young Twysden. He would be the sole inheritor of his father's fortune, and had his mother's thirty thousand pounds. Even when they told him his father would marry again, Phil laughed, and did not seem to care — "I wish him joy of his new wife," was all he could be got to say : "when he gets one, I sup- pose I shall go into chambers. Old Parr Street is not as gay as Pall Mall." I am not angry with Mrs. Twysden having a little jealousy of her nephew. Her boy and girls were the fruit of a dutiful marriage ; and Phil was the son of a disobedient child. Her children were always on their best behavior before their great uncle ; and Phil 150 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP cared for him no more than for any other man: and he liked Phil the best. Her boy was as humble and eager to please as any of his lordship's humblest henchmen ; and Lord Eingvvood snapped a* him, browbeat him, and tram- pled on the poor darling's tenderest feelings, and treated him scarcely better than a lackey. As for poor Mr. Twys- den, my lord not only yawned unreservedly in his face — that could not be helped ; poor Talbot's talk set many of his acquaintance asleep — but laughed at him, interrupted him, and told him to hold his tongue. On this day, as the family sat together at the pleasant hour — the before- dinner hour — the fireside and tea-table hour — Lord Eing- wood said to Phil — " Dine with me to-day, sir ? " " Why does he not ask me, with my powers of conversa- tion ? " thought old Twysden to himself. '' Hang him, he always asks that beggar," writhed young Twysden, in his corner. " Very sorry, sir, can't come. Have asked some fellows to dine at the ' Blue Posts,' " says Phil. " Confound you, sir, \y\\j don't you put 'em off ? " cries the old lord. ''' You\l put 'em off, Twysden, wouldn't you ? " " Oh, sir ! " the heart of father and son both beat. " You know you would ; and you quarrel with this boy for not throwing his friends over. Good-night, Firmin, since you won't come." And with this my lord was gone. The two gentlemen of the house glumly looked from the window, and saw my lord's brougham drive swiftly away in the rain. " I hate your dining at those horrid taverns," whispered a young lady to Philip. "It is better fun than dining at home," Philip remarks. " You smoke and drink too much. You come home late, and you don't live in a proper moncle, sir ! " continues the young lady. " What would you have me do ? " " Oh, nothing. You must dine with those horrible men," cries Agnes ; " else you might have gone to Lady Pendle- ton's to-night." " I can throw over the men easily enough, if you wish," answered the young man. " I ? I have no wish of the sort. Have 3'ou not already refused uncle Eingwood ? " ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 151 ^^You are not Lord Ringwood," saj'S Phil, with a tremor ill his voice. '"■ I don't know there is much 1 would refuse you." " You silly boy ! What do I ever ask you to do that you ought to refuse ? I want you to live in our world, and not with your dreadful wild Oxford and Temple bachelors. I don't want you to sinoke. I want you to go into the world of which you have the entree — and you refuse your uncle on account of some horrid engagement at a tavern I " " Shall I stop here ? Aunt, w^ill you give me some dinner — here?" asks the young man. "We have dined: my husband and son dine out," said gentle Mrs. Twysden. There was cold mutton and tea for the ladies ; and Mrs. Twysden did not like to seat her nephew, Avho was accus- tomed to good fare and high living, to that meagre meal. '^ You see I must console myself at the tavern," Philip said. "We shall have a pleasant party there." " And jjray who makes it ? " asks the lady. "There is Eidley the painter." " ^[y dear Philip ! Do you know that his father was actually — " " In the service of Lord Todmorden ? He often tells us so. He is a queer character, the old man." " ^fr. Ridley is a man of genius, certainly. His pictures aie delicious, and he goes everywhere — but — but you provoke me, Philip, by your carelessness ; indeed you do. Why should you be dining with the sons of footmen, when the first houses in the country might be open to you ? You pain me, you foolish boy." " For dining in compan}' of a man of genius ? Come, Agnes ! " And the young man's brow grew dark. " Be- sides," he added, with a tone of sarcasm in his voice, which Miss Agnes did not like at all — "besides, my dear, you know he dines at Lord Pendleton's." "What is that you are talking of Lady Pendleton, children ? " asked watchful mamma from her corner. " Ridley dines there. He is going to dine with me at a tavern to-day. And Lord Hal den is coming — and Mr. Wlnton is coming — having heard of the famous beef- steaks." "Winton! Lord Halden! Beefsteaks! Where? By George ! I have a mind to go, too ! Where do you fellows dine? au caharet? Hang me, I'll be one," shrieked little 152 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Twysden, to the terror of Philip, who knew his uiiGle's awful powers of eonversation. But Twysden remembered himself in good time, and to the intense relief of young Eirniin. " Hang me, I forgot ! Your aunt and T dine with the Bladeses. Stupid old fellow, the admiral, and bad wine — which is unpardonable; but we must go — on ii'a que sa parole, hey ? Tell Winton that I had meditated joining him, and that I have still some of that ChAteau i\Iargaux he liked. Maiden's father I know well. Tell him so. Bring him here. Maria, send a Thursday card to Lord Halden ! You must bring him here to dinner, Philip. Thafs the best way to make acquaintance, my boy ! " And the little man swaggers off, waving a bed-candle, as if he was going to quaff a bumper of sparkling spermaceti. The mention of such great personages as Lord Halden and Mr. Winton silenced the reproofs of the pensive Agnes. " You M'on't care for our quiet fireside whilst you live with those fine people, Philip," she sighed. There was no talk now of his throwing himself away on bad company. So Philip did not dine Avith his relatives : but Talbot Twysden took good care to let Lord Eingwood know how young Firmin had offered to dine with his aunt that day after refusing his lordship. And everything to Phil's dis- credit, and every act of extravagance or wildness which the young man committed, did Phil's uncle, and Phil's cousin Kingwood Twysden, convey to the old nobleman. Had not these been the inform^ers. Lord Eingwood would have been angr}^ : for he exacted obedience and servility from all round about him. But it w-as pleasanter to vex the Twys- dens than to scold and browbeat Philip, and so his lordshi]) chose to laugh and be amused at Phil's insubordination. He saw, too, other things of which he did not speak. He was a wily old man, who could afford to be blind upon occasion. What do you judge from the fact that Philip was ready to make or break engagements at a young lady's instiga- tion ? When you were twenty years old, had no young ladies an influence over you? Were the}^ not commonly older than yourself ? Pid your youthful passion lead to anything, and are you very sorry now that it did not '/ Suppose you had had your soul's wish and married her, of wliat age would she be now ? And now when you go into the world and see her, do you on j^our conscience very much regret that the little affair came to an end ? Is it ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 153 that (lean, or fat, or stumj:)}', or tall) woman with all those children whom you once chose to break your heart about ; and do you still envy Jones ? Philip was in love with his cousin, no doubt, but at the university had he not been previously in love with the Tomkinsian professor's daughter Miss Budd ; and had he not already written verses to Miss Flower, his neighbor's daughter in Old Parr Street ? And don't young men always begin by falling in love with ladies older than themselves ? Agnes certainly was Philip's senior, as her sister constantly took care to inform him. And Agnes might have told stories about Blanche, if she chose — as you may about me, and I about you. Not quite true stories, but stories with enough alloy of lies to make them serviceable coin ; stories such as we hear daily in the world ; stories such as we read in the most learned and conscientious history-books, which are told by the most respectable persons, and perfectly authentic until contra- dicted. It is only our histories that can't be contradicted (unless, to be sure, novelists contradict themselves, as sometimes they will). What lue say about people's virtues, failings, characters, you ma}' be sure is all true. And I defy any man to assert that my opinion of the Twysden family is malicious, or unkind, or unfounded in any partic- ular. Agnes wrote verses, and set her own and other writers' poems to music. Blanche was scientific, and attended the Albemarle Street lectures sedulously. They are both clever women as times go ; well educated and accomplished, and very well mannered when they choose to be pleasant. If you were a bachelor, say, with a good fortune, or a widower who wanted consolation, or a lady giving very good parties and belonging to the w,onde, you would find them agreeable people. If you were a little Treasury clerk, or a young barrister with no practice, or a lady, old or young, not quite of the monde, your opinion of them would not be so favorable. I have seen them cut, and scorn, and avoid, and caress, and kneel down and worshij) the same person. When Mrs. Lovel first gave parties,- don't I remember the shocked countenances of the Twysden family ? Were ever shoulders colder than yours, dear girls ? Xow they love her ; they fondle her step-children ; they praise her to her face and behind her handsome back ; they take her hand in public ; they call her by her Chris- tian name ; they fall into ecstasies over her toilets, and 154 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP would fetch coals for her dressing-room fire if she but gave them the word. She is not changed. She is the same lady who once was a governess, and no colder and no warmer since then. But you see her prosperity has brought virtues into evidence which people did not perceive when she was poor. Could people see Cinderella's beauty when she was in rags by the fire, or until she stepped out of her fairy coach in her diamonds ? How are you to recognize a diamond in a dusthole ? Only very clever eyes can do that. AVhereas a lady in a fairy coach and eight naturally creates a sensation ; and enraptured princes come and beg to have the honor of dancing with her. In the character of infallible historian, then, I declare that if Miss Twysden at three-and-twenty feels ever so much or little attacliment for her cousin, who is not yet of age, there is no reason to be angry with her. A brave, hand- some, blundering, downright young fellow, with broad shoul- ders, high spirits, and quite fresh blushes on his face, with very good talents (though he has been wofully idle, and re- quested to absent himself temporarily from his university), the possessor of a competent fortune and the heir of another, may naturally make some impression on a lady's heart with whom kinsmanship and circumstance bring him into daily communion. When had any sound so hearty as Phil's laugh been heard in Beaunash Street ? His jolly frankness touched his aunt, a clever woman. She would smile and say, " My dear Philip, it is not only what you say, but what you are going to say next, which keeps me in such a perpetual tremor." There may have been a time once when she was frank and cordial herself: ever so long ago, when she and her sister were two blooming girls, lovingly clinging to- gether, and just stepping forth into the world. But if you succeed in keeping a fine house on a small income; in show- ing a cheerful face to the world though oppressed with ever so much care ; in bearing with dutiful reverence an intoler- able old bore of a husband (and I vow it is this quality in Mrs. Twysden for which I most admire her) ; in submitting to defeats patiently ; to humiliations with smiles, so as to hold your own in your darling monde ; you may succeed, but you must give up being frank and cordial. The mar- riage of her sister to the doctor gave Maria Kingwood a great panic, for Lord Eingwood was furious when the news came. Then, perhaps, she sacrificed a little private passion of her own : then she set her cap at a noble young neighbor ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 155 of my lord's who jilted her; then she took up with Talbot Twysden, Esquire, of the Powder aud Pomatum OlRce, and made a very faithful wife to him, and was a very careful mother to his children. But as for frankness and cordial- ity, my good friend, accept from a lady what she can give you — good manners, pleasant talk, and decent attention. If you go to her breakfast-table, don't ask for a roc's egg, but eat that moderately fresh hen's egg which John brings you. When Mrs. Twysden is in her open carriage in the Park, how prosperous, handsome, and jolly she looks — the girls how smiling and young (that is, you know, considering all things) ; the horses look fat, the coachman and footman wealthy and sleek; they exchange bows with the tenants of other carriages — well-known aristocrats. Jones and Brown, leaning over the railings, and seeing the Twysden equipage pass, have not the slightest doubt that it contains people of the highest wealth and fashion. " I say, Jones; my boy, what noble family has the motto, Wei done Tivya done? and Avhat clipping girls there were in that barouche ! " B. re- marks to J., "And what a handsome young swell that is riding the bay mare, and leaning over and talking to the yellow-haired girl !" And it is evident to one of those gen- tlemen, at least, that he has been looking at your regular hrst-rate, tii)-top people. As for Phil Firmin on his T)ay mare, with his geranium in his button-hole, there is no doubt that Philippus looks as handsome, and as rich, and as brave as an}' lord. And I think Brown must have felt a little pang when his friend told him, " That a lord ! Bless you, it's only a swell doc- tor's son." But while J. and B. fancy all the little party very happy, they do not hear Phil whisper to his cousin, "I hope you liked your partner last night ? " and they do not see how anxious Mrs. Twysden is under her smiles, how she perceives Colonel Shafto's cab coming up (the dancer in question), and how she would rather have Phil anywhere than by that particular wheel of her carriage ; how Lady Braglaiids has just passed them by without noticing them — Lady Braglands, who has a ball, and is determined not to ask that woman and her two endless girls ; and how, though Lady Braglands won't see ]Mrs. Twysden in her great star- ing equipage, and the three faces Avhich have been beaming smiles at her, she instantly perceives Lady Lovel, who is passing ensconced in her little brougham, and kisses her fin- gers twenty times over. How should poor J. and B., who 156 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. are not, voas comjyrenez, du vionde, understand these myste- ries ? "That's young Firniin, is it, that handsome young fellow ? " says Brown to Jones. " Doctor married the Earl of Ringwood's niece — ran away with her, you know." " Good practice ? " "Capital. First-rate. All the tip-top people. Great ladies' doctor. Can't do without him. Makes a fortune besides what he had with his wife." "We've seen his name — the old man's — on some very queer paper," says B. with a wink to J. By which I coi?- chide they are city gentlemen. And they look very hard at friend Philip, as he comes to talk and shake hands with some pedest^i-ians who are gazing over the railings at the busy and pleasant Park scene. CHAPTEE Y. THE NOBLE KINSMAN. AVIiSTG had occasion to mention a noble earl once or twice, I am sure no polite reader will consent that his lordship should push through this history along wdth the crowd of commoner characters, and without a special word re- garding himself. If you are in the least familiar with Burke or Debrett, you know that the ancient family of Kingwood has long been famous for its great possessions, and its loyalty to the British crown. In the troubles which unhap})ily agitated this kingdom after the deposi- tion of the late reigning house, the Kingwoods were implicated with many other families, but on the accession of his ^lajesty George III. these differences happily ended, nor had the monarch any subject more loyal and devoted than Sir John Ringwood, Baronet, of Wingate and Whipham ^Market. Sir John's in- fluence sent three Members to Parliament ; and during the dangerous and vexatious period of the American war, this influence was exerted so cordially and consistently in the cause of order and the crown, that his ^lajesty thought fit to advance Sir John to the dignity of Baron Ringwood. Sir John's brother, Sir Francis Ringwood, of Appleshaw, 157 158 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP who followed the profession of the law, also was promoted to be a Baron of his Majesty's Court of Exchequer. The first baron, dying a. n. 1786, was succeeded by the eldest of his two sons — John, second Baron and first Earl of King- wood. His lordship's brother, the Honorable Colonel Philip Ringwood, died gloriously, ot the head of his regi- ment and in the defence of his country, in the battle of Busaco, 1810, leaving two daughters, Louisa and Maria, who henceforth lived' with the earl their uncle. The Earl of Eingwood had but one son, Charles Viscount Cinqbars, who, unhappily, died of a decline, in his twenty- se(;ond year. And thus the descendants of Sir Francis Ring- wood became heirs to the earl's great estates of Wingate and Whipham IMarket, though not of the peerages which had been conferred on the earl and his father. Lord Ringwood had, living with him, two nieces, daugh- ters of his late brother. Colonel Philip Ringwood, who fell in the Peninsular War. Of these ladies, the youngest, Louisa, was his lordship's favorite ; and though both the ladies had considerable fortunes of their own, it was sup- posed their uncle would further provide for them, especially as he was on no very good terms with his cousin, Sir John of the Shaw, who took the Whig side in politics, whilst his lordship was a chief of the Tory party. Of these two nieces, the eldest, Maria, never any great favorite with her uncle, married, 1824, Talbot Twysden, Esq., a Commissioner of Powder and Pomatum Tax 5 but the youngest, Louisa, incurred my lord's most serious anger by eloping with George Brand Eirmin, Esq., M.D., a young gentleman of Cambridge University, who had been with Lord Cinqbars when he died at Naples, and had brought home his body to Wingate Castle. The quarrel with the youngest niece, and the indifference with which he generally regarded the elder (whom his lordship was in the habit of calling an old schemer), occa- sioned at first a little rapijrochement between Lord Ring- wood and his heir, Sir John of Appleshaw ; but both gen- tlemen were very firm, not to say obstinate, in their natures. They had a quarrel with respect to the cutting oft" of a small entailed property, of which the earl wished to dis- Dose ; and they parted with much rancor and bad language on his lordship's part, who was an especially free-spoken nobleman, and apt to call a spade a spade, as the saying is. After this difference, and to spite his heir, it was sup- ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 159 posed that the Earl of Hiiigwood woukl iiiariy. He was little more than seventy years of age, and had once been of a very robust constitution. And though his temper was violent and his person not at all agreeable (for even in Sir Thomas Lawrence's picture his countenance is very ill- favored), there is little doubt he could have found a wife for the asking among the young beauties of his own county, or the fairest of May Fair. But he was a cynical nobleman, and perhaps morbidly con- scious of his own ungainly appearance. '' Of course T can buy a wife" (his lordship would say). "Do you suppose p3ople won't sell their daughters to a man of my rank and msans ? Now look at me, my good sir, and say whether any woman alive could fall in love with me ? I have been married, and once was enough. I hate ugly women, and 3'our virtuous women, who tremble and cry in private, and preach at a man, bore me. Sir John Ringwood of Apple- shaw is an ass, and I hate him : but I don't hate him enough to make myself miserable for the rest of my days, in order to spite him. When I drop, I drop. Do you sup- pose I care what com3s after me ? " And with much sar- donical humor this old lord used to play off one good dowager after another who would bring her girl in his way. He would send pearls to Emily, diamonds to Fanny, opera- boxes to lively Kate, books of devotion to pious Selinda, and, at the season's end, drive back to his lonely great castle in the west. They were all the same, such was his lord- ship's opinion. I fear, a wicked and corrupt old gentleman, my dears. But ah, Avould not a woman submit to some sacrifices to reclaim that unhappy man ; to lead that gifted but lost being into the ways of right ; to convert to a belief in woman's purity that erring soul ? They tried him with high-church altar-cloths for his chapel at Wingate ; they tried him with low-church tracts ; they danced before him ; they jumped fences on horseback ; they wore bandeaux or ringlets, according as his taste dictated ; they were always at home when he called, and poor you and I were gruffly told they were engaged ; they gushed in gratitude over his bouquets ; they sang for him, and their mothers, concealing their sobs, murmured, '' What an angel that Cecilia of mine is ! " Every variety of delicious chaff they flung to that old bird. But he was uncaught at the end of the season : he winged his way back to his western hills. And if you dared to say that jNIrs. Netley had tried to take him, or IGO THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Lady Trapboys had set a snare for liini, you know you were a wicked, gross calumniator, and notorious everywhere for your dull and vulgar abuse of women. Now, in the year 1830, it happened that this great noble- man Avas seized with a tit of the gout, which had very nearly consigned his estates to his kinsman the Baronet of Apple- shaw. A revolution took place in a neighboring State. An illustrious reigning family was expelled from its coun- try, and projects of reform (which would pretty certainly end in revolution) were rife in ours. The events in France, and those pending at home, so agitated Lord Eingwood's mind that he was attacked by one of the severest fits of gout under which he ever suffered. His shrieks, as he was brought out of his yacht at Ryde to a house taken for him in tiie town, were dreadful; his language to all persons about him was frightfully expressive, as Lady Quamley and her daughter, who had sailed with him several times, can vouch. An ill return that rude old man made for all their kindness and attention to him. They had danced on board his yacht ; they had dined on board his yacht ; they had been out sailing with him, and -cheerfully braved the incon- veniences of the deep in his company. And when they ran to the side of his chair — as what would they not do to soothe an old gentleman in illness and distress ? — when they ran up to his chair as it w^as wheeled along the pier, he called mother and daughter by the most vulgar and opprobrious names, and roared out to them to go to a place which I certainly shall not more particularly mention. Now it happened, at this period, that Dr. and Mrs. Fir- min were at Eyde with their little boy, then some three years of age. The doctor was already taking his place as one of the most fashionable physicians then in London, and had begun to be celebrated for the treatment of this especial malady. (Firmin on " Gout and Eheumatism -' was, you remember, dedicated to his Majesty George lY.) Lord' Eingwood's valet bethought him of calling the doctor in, and mentioned how he was present in the town. Xow Lord Eingwood was a nobleman who never would allow his angry feelings to stand in the way of his present comforts or ease. He instantly desired Mr. Firmin's attendance, and submitted to his treatment ; a part of which was a hauteur to the full as great as that which the sick man exhibited. Firmin's appearance was so tall and grand that he looked vastlv more noble than a great many noblemen. Six feet, ON HIS WA Y THROUGH THE WORLD. IGl a high manner, a polished forehead, a flashing eye, a snowy shirt-frill, a rolling velvet collar, a beautiful hand appear- ing under a velvet cuif — all these advantages he possessed and used. He did not make the slightest allusion to hy- gones, but treated his patient with a perfect courtesy and an impenetrable self-^^ossession. This defiant and darkling politeness did not always dis- please the old man. He was so accustomed to slavish com- pliance and eager obedience from all the people round about him, that he sometimes wearied of their servility, and relished a little independence. AVas it from calculation, or because he was a man of high spirit, that Firmin determined to maintain an independent course with his lordship ? From the first day of their meeting he never departed from it, and had the satisfaction of meeting wdth only civil behavior from his noble relative and patient, who was notorious for his rudeness and brutality to almost every person who came in his way. From hints which his lordship gave in conversation, he showed the doctor that he was acquainted with some par- ticulars of the latter's early career. It had been wild and stormy. Firmin had incurred debts ; had quarrelled with his father ; had left the university and gone abroad ; had lived in a wild society, which used dice and cards every night, and pistols sometimes in the morning ; and had shown a fearful dexterity in the use of the latter instrument, which he em- ployed against the person of a famous Italian adventurer, who fell under his hand at Naples. When this century was five-and-twenty years younger, the crack of the pistol- shot might still occasionally be heard in the suburbs of London in the very early morning ; and the dice-box went round in many a haunt of pleasure. The knights of the Four Kings travelled from capital to capital, and engaged each other or made prey of the unwary. Xow, the times are changed. The cards are coffined in their boxes. Only sous-officlers, brawling in their provincial cafes over their dominos, fight duels. " Ah, dear me," I heard a veteran ])unter sigh the other day at Bays's, "isn't it a melancholy thing to think, that if I wanted to amuse myself with a fifty-pound note, I don't know the place in London where I could go and lose it ? " And he fondly recounted the names of twenty places where he could have cheerfully staked and lost his money in his young time. After a somewhat prolonged absence abroad, Mr. Fii-min VOL. I. 11 162 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP came back to this country, was permitted to return to the university, and left it with a degree of Bachelor of Medi- cine. We have told how he ran away with Lord Ring- wood's niece, and incurred the anger of that nobleman. Beyond abuse and anger his lordship was powerless. The young lady was free to marry whom she liked, and her uncle to disown or receive him ; and accordingly she was, as we have seen, disowned by his lordship, until he found it convenient to forgive her. What were Lord Eingwood's intentions regarding his property, what were his accumula- tions, and who his heirs would be, no one knew. Mean- while, of course, there were those who felt a very great interest on the point. Mrs. Twysden and her husband and children were hungry and poor. If uncle Ringwood had money to leave, it would be very welcome to those three darlings, whose father had not a great income like Dr. Fir- min. Philip was a dear, good, frank, amiable, wild fellow, and they all loved him. But he had his faults — that could not be concealed — and so poor Phil's faults were pretty constantly canvassed before uncle Ringwood, by dear rela- tives who knew them only too well. The dear relatives ! How kind they are ! I don't think Phil's aunt abused him to my lord. That quiet woman calmly and gently put for- ward the claims of her own darlings, and affectionately dilated on the young man's present prosperity, and magnifi- cent future prospects. The interest of thirty thousand pounds now, and the inheritance of his father's great ac- cumulations ! What young man could want for more ? Perhaps he had too much already. Perhaps he was too rich to work. The sly old peer acquiesced in his niece's statements, and perfectly understood the point towards which they tended. " A thousand a year ! What's a thou- sand a year?" growled the old lord. "Not enough to make a gentleman, more than enough to make a fellow idle." " Ah, indeed, it was but a small income," sighed Mrs. Twysden. " With a large house, a good establishment, and Mr. Twysden's salary from his office — it was but a pit- tance." " Pittance ! Starvation," growls my lord, with his usual frankness. " Don't I know Avhat housekeeping costs ; and see how you screw ? Butlers and footmen, carriages and job-horses, rent and dinners — tliough yours, Maria, are not famous." ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 163 "Very bad — I know they are very bad," saj's the con- trite lady. " I wish we coukl afford any better." " Afford any better ? Of course you can't. You are the crockery pots, and you swim down-stream with the brass pots. I saw Twysden the other day walking down St. James's Street with Rhodes — that tall fellow." (Here my lord laughed, and showed many fangs, the exhibition of which gave a peculiarly fierce air to his lordship when in good-humor). " If Twysden walks with a big fellow, he always tries to keep step with him. You know that." Poor Maria naturally knew her husband's peculiarities ; but she did not say that slie had no need to be reminded of them. "He was so blown he could hardly speak," continued uncle Eingwood ; " but he would stretch his little legs, and try and keep up. He has a little body, le cher mari, but a good pluck. Those little fellows often have. I'v3 seen him half dead out shooting, and plunging over the ploughed fields after fellows with twice his stride. Why don't men sink in the world, I want to know ? Instead of a fine house, and a j^arcel of idle servants, why don't j^ou have a maid and a leg of mutton, jMaria ? You go half crazy in trying to make both ends meet. You know you do. It keeps you awake of nights ; / know that very well. You've got a house fit for people with four times your money. I lend you my cook and so forth; but I can't come and dine with you unless I send the wine in. Why don't you have a pot of porter, and a joint, or some tripe? — tripe's a famous good thing. The miseries which people entail on themselves in trying to live beyond their means are perfectly ridiculous, by George ! Look at that fellow who opened the door to me ; he's as tall as one of my own men. Go and live in a quiet little street in Belgravia somewhere, and have a neat little maid. Kobody will think a penny the worse of you — and you will be just as well off as if you lived here with an extra couple of thou- sand a year. The advice I am giving you is worth half that, every shilling of it." "It is very good advice ; but I think, sir, I should prefer the thousand pounds," said the lady. " Of course you would. That is the consequence of your false position. One of the good points about that doctor is, that he is as proud as Lucifer, and so is his boy. They are not always hungering after money. They keep their 1C4 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP independence; though hell have his own too, the fellow will. Why, when 1 first called him in, I thought, as he was a relation, he'd doctor me for nothing; but he wouldn't. He would have his fee, by George I and wouldn't come without it. Confounded independent fellow Firmin is. And so is the young one." But when Twysden and his son (perhaps inspirited by .Mrs. Twysden) tried once or twice to be independent in the presence of this lion, he roared, and he rushed at them, and he rent them, so that they fled from him howling. And this reminds me of an old story I have heard — quite an old, old story, such as kind old fellows at clubs love to remember — of my lord, when he was only Lord Cinqbars, insulting a half-pay lieutenant, in his own county, who horsewhipped his lordship in the most private and fero- cious manner. It was said Lord Cinqbars had had a rencon- tre with poachers; but it was my lord who was. poaching and the lieutenant who was defending his own dovecot. I do net say that this was a model nobleman ; but that, when his ow^n passions or interests did not mislead him, he was a nobleman of very considerable acuteness, humor, and good sense ; and could give quite good advice on occasion. If men would kneel down and kiss his boots, well and good. There was the blacking, and you were welcome to embrace toe and heel. But those wdio Avould not, were free to leave the operation alone. The Pope himself does not demand the ceremony from Protestants ; and if they object to the slipper, no one thinks of forcing it into their mouths. Phil and his father probably declined to tremble before the old man, not because they knew he was a bully who might be put down, but because they were men of spirit, who cared not whether a man was bully or no. I have told joii 1 like Philip Pirmin, though it must be confessed that the young fellow had many faults, and that his career, especially his early career, was by no means exemplary. Have I ever excused his conduct to his father, or said a word in apology of his brief and inglorious univer- sity career ? I acknowledge his shortcomings with that candor which my friends exhibit in speaking of mine. Who does not see a friend's weaknesses, and is so blind that he cannot perceive that enormous beam in his neigh- bor's eye ? Only a woman or two, from time to time. And even they are nndeceived some day. A man of the world, I write about my friends as mundane fellow-crea- Oy HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 165 hires. Do you suppose there are many angels here ? I say again, perhaps a woman or two. But as for you and me, my good sir, are there any signs of wings sprouting from our shoulder-blades ? Be quiet. Don't pursue your snarling, cynical remarks, but go on with your story. As you go through life, stumbling, and slipping, and staggering to your feet again, ruefully aware of your own wretched weakness, and praying, with a contrite heart, let us trust, that you may not be led into temptation, have you not often looked at other fellow-sinners, and speculated with an awful interest on their career ? Some there are on whom, quite in their early lives, dark Ahrimanes has seemed to la}' his dread mark : children, yet corrupt, and wicked of tongue ; tender of age, yet cruel ; who should be truth-telling and generous yet (tliey were at their mothers' bosoms yesterday), but are false and cold and greedy before their time. Infants almost, they practise the art and self- ishness of old men. Behind their candid faces are wiles and wickedness, and a hideous precocity of artifice. I can recall such, and in the vista of far-off, unforgotten boyhood, can see marching that sad little procession of enfans per- diis. ]\ray they be saved, pray heaven ! Then there is the doubtful class, those who are still on trial ; those who fall and rise again ; those who are often worsted in life's battle ; beaten down, wounded, imprisoned ; but escape and con- quer sometimes. And then there is the happy class about whom there seems no doubt at all : the spotless and white- robed ones, to whom virtue is easy ; in whose pure bosom faith nestles, and cold doubt finds no entrance ; who are children, and good ; young men, and good ; husbands and fathers, and yet good. Why could the captain of our school write his Greek iambics without an effort, and without an error ? Others of us blistered the page with unavailing tears and blots, and might toil ever so and come in lag last at the bottom of the form. Our friend Philip belongs to the middle-class, in which you and I probably are, my dear sir — not yet, I hope, irredeemably consigned to that awful third class, whereof mention has been made. But, being homo, and liable to err, there is no doubt Mr. Philip exercised his privilege, and there was even no little fear at one time that he slioidd overdraw his account. He went from school to the university, and there distinguished himself certainly, but in a way in which very few parents would choose that their sons should excel. That he should 166 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP hunt, that he should give parties, that he shoukl pull a good oar in one of the best boats on the river, that he should speak at the Union — all these were very well. But why should he speak such awful radicalism and republicanism — he with noble blood in his veins, and the son of a parent whose interest at least it was to keep well with people of high station ? ''■ Why, Tendennis," said Dr. Firniin to me with tears in his eyes, and much genuine grief exhibited on his handsome pale face — "why should it be said that Philip Firmin — both of whose grandfathers fought nobly for their king — should be forgetting the principles of his family, and — • and, I haven't words to tell you how deeply he disappoints me. Why, I actually heard of him at that horrible Union advocating the death of Charles the First ! I was wild enough myself when I was at the university, but I was a gentleman." " Boys, sir, are boys," I urged. " They will advocate anj^- thing for an argument ; and Philip would have taken the other side quite as readily." " Lord Axminster and Lord St. Dennis told me of it at the club. I can tell you it has made a most ]:)ainful impres- sion," cried the fathero " That my son should be a radical and a republican, is a cruel thought for a father; and I, who had hoped for Lord Ringwood's borough for him — who had hoped — who had hoped very much better things for him and from him. He is not a comfort to me. You saw how he treated me one night ? A man might live on different terms, I think, with his only son ! " And with a breaking voice, a pallid cheek, and a real grief at his heart, the unhappy physician moved away. How had the doctor bred his son, that the young man should be thus unruly ? Was the revolt the boy's fault, or the father's ? Dr. Firmin's horror seemed to be because his noble friends were horrified by Phil's radical doctrine. At that time of my life, being young and very green, I had a little mischievous pleasure in infuriating Squaretoes, and causing him to pronounce that I was " a dangerous man." Now, I am ready to say that Nero was a monarch with many elegant accomplishments, and considerable natural amiabil- ity of disposition. I praise and admire success wherever I meet it. I make allowance for faults and shortcomings, especially in my superiors ; and feel that did we know all we should judge them very differently. People don't ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 167 believe me, perhaps, quite so much as formerly. But I don't offend: I trust I don't offend. Have T said anything painful ? Plague on ni}" blunders ! I recall the expression. I regret it. I contradict it flat. As I am ready to find excuses for everybody, let poor Phili})Come in for the benefit of this mild amnesty ; and if he vexed liis father, as he certainly did, let us trust — let us be thankfully sure — he was not so black as the old gentle- man depicted him. Nay, if I have painted the Old Gen- tleman himself as rather black, who knows but that this was an error, not of his complexion, but of my vision ? Phil was unruly because he was bold, and wild, and young. His father was hurt, naturally hurt, because of the boy's ex- travagances and follies. They will come together again, as father and son should. These little differences of temper Avill be smoothed and equalized anon. The boy has led a wild life. He has been obliged to leave college. He has given his father hours of anxiety and nights of painful watching. But stay, father, what of you ? Have you shown to the boy the practice of confidence, the example of love and honor ? Did you accustom him to virtue, and teach truth to the child at your knee ? " Honor your father and mother." Amen. ^la}^ his days be long who fulfils the command : but implied, though unwritten on the table, is there not the order, '' Honor your son and daughter ? " Pray heaven that we, whose days are already not few in the land, may keep this ordinance too. What had made Philip wild, extravagant, and insubordi- nate ? Cured of that illness in which we saw him, he rose up, and from school went his way to the universit}', and there entered on a life such as wild young men will lead. From that day of illness his manner towards his father changed, and regarding the change the elder Firmin seemed afraid to question his son. He used the house as if his own, came and absented himself at will, ruled the servants, and was spoiled b}^ them ; spent the income which was settled on his mother and her children, and gave of it liberally to poor acquaintances. To the remonstrances of old friends he replied that he had a right to do as he chose with his own ; that other men who were poor might work, but that he had enough to live on, without grinding over classics and math- ematics. He was implicated in more rows than one ; his tutors saw him not, but he and the proctors became a great deal too well acquainted. If I were to give a history of ]\Ir. 168 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Philip Firmin at the university, it would be the story of an Idle Apprentice, of whom his pastors and masters were jus- tilied in prophesying evil. He was seen on lawless London excursions, when his father and tutor supposed him unwell in his rooms in college. He made acquaintance with jolly companions, with whom his father grieved that he shouhl be intimate. He cut the astonished uncle Twysden in Lon- don Street, and blandly told him that he must be mistaken — he one Frenchman, he no speak English. He stared the master of his own college out of countenance, dashed back to college with a Turpindike celerity, and was in rooms with a ready-proved alibi when inquiries were made. I am afraid there is no doubt that Phil screwed up his tutor's door; Mr. Okes discovered him in the act. He had to go down, the young prodigal. I wish I could say he was repentant. But he appeared before his father with the utmost non- chalance ; said that he was doing no good at the university, and should be much better away, and then went abroad on a dashing tour to France and Italy, whither it is by no means our business to follow him. Something had poisoned the generous blood. The once kindly honest lad was wild and reckless. He had money in sufficiency, his own horses and equipage, and free quarters in his father's house. But father and son scarce met, and seldom took a meal together. " I know his haunts, but I don't know his friends, Penden- nis," the elder man said. "I don't think they are vicious, so much as low. I do not charge him with vice, mind you ; but with idleness, and a fatal love of low company, and a frantic, suicidal determination to fling his chances in life away. Ah, think where he might be, and where he is ! " Where he was ? Do not be alarmed. Philip was only idling. Philip might have been much more industriously, more profitably, and a great deal more wickedly employed. AVhat is now called Bohemia had no name in Philip's young days, though many of us knew the country very well. A pleasant land, not fenced with drab stucco, like Tyburnia or Belgravia ; not guarded by a huge standing army of foot- men ; not echoing with noble chariots ; not replete with polite chintz drawing-rooms and neat tea-tables ; a land over which hangs an endless fog, occasioned by much tobacco ; a land of chambers, billiard-rooms, supper-rooms, oysters ; a land of song; a land where soda-water flows freefy in the morning ; a land of tin-dish covers from taverns, and froth- ing porter; a land of lotus-eating (with lots of cayenne ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 169 pepper), of jjiills on the river, of delicious readiii<,r of novels, magazines, and saunterings in many studios ; a land where men call each other by their Christian names ; Avhere most are poor, where almost all are young, and where, if a few oldsters do enter, it is because they have preserved more tenderly and carefully than other folks their youthful spirits, and the delightful capacity to be idle. I have lost my way to Bohemia now, but it is certain that Prague is the most picturesque city in the world. Having long lived there, and indeed only lately quitted the Bohemian land at the time whereof I am writing, I could not quite participate in Dr. Firmin's indignation at his son persisting in his bad courses and wild associates. When Firmin had been wild himself, he had fought, in- trigued, and gambled in good company. Phil chose his friends amongst a banditti never heard of in fashionable quarters. Perhaps he liked to play the prince in the midst of these associates, and was not averse to the flattery which a full purse brought him among men most of whose pockets had a meagre lining. He had not emigrated to Bohemia, and settled there altogether. At school and in his brief university career he had made some friends who lived in the world, and with whom he was still familiar. "These come and knock at my front door, my father's door," he Avould say, with one of his old laughs ; " the Bandits, who have the signal, enter only by the dissecting room. I know Avhich are the most honest, and that it is not always the poor Freebooters who best deserve to be hanged," Like many a young gentleman who has no intention of pursuing legal studies seriously, Philip entered at an inn of court, and kept his terms duly, though he vowed that his conscience would not allow him to practise (I am not defending the opinions of this squeamish moralist — only stating them). His acquaintance here lay amongst the Temple I)ohemians. He had part of a set of chambers in Parchment Buildings, to be sure, and you might read on a door, " Mr. Cassidy, Mi\ P. Firmin, iNIr. Van John " ; but were these gentlemen likely to advance Philip in life ? Cassidy was a newspaper reporter, and young Van John a betting-man who Avas always attending races. Dr. Firmin had a horror of newspaper-men, and considered they be- longed to the dangerous classes, and treated them with a distant affability. " Look at the governor, Pen," Philip would say to the 170 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP present chronicler. " He alwaj's watches you with a secret suspicion, and has never got over his wonder at your being a gentleman. I like him when he does the Lord Chatham business, and condescends towards you, and gives you his hand to kiss. He considers he is your better, don't you see ? Oh, he is a paragon of a pere noble, the governor is ! and T ought to be a young Sir Charles G-randison." And the young scapegrace would imitate his father's smile, and the doctor's manner of laying his hand to his breast and putting out his neat right leg, all of which movements or postures were, I own, rather pompous and affected. Whatever the paternal faults were, you will say that Philip was not the man to criticise them ; nor in this mat- ter shall I attempt to defend him. ]\[y wife has a little pensioner whom she found wandering in the street, and singing a little artless song. The child could not speak yet — only warble its little song ; and had thus strayed away from home, and never once knew of her danger. We kept her for a while, until the police found her parents. Our servants bathed her, and dressed her, and sent her home in such neat clothes as the poor little wretch had never seen until fortune sent her in the way of those good- natured folks. She pays them frequent visits. AYhen she goes away from us she is always neat and clean ; when she conies to us, she is in rags and dirty : a wicked little slat- tern ! And pray, whose duty is it to keep her clean ? and has not the parent in this case forgotten to honor her daughter ? Suppose there is some reason which prevents Philip from loving his father — that the doctor has neg- lected to cleanse the boy's heart, and by carelessness and indifference has sent him erring into the world. If so, woe be to that doctor ! If I take my little son to the tavern to dinner, shall I not assuredly pay ? If I suffer him in ten- der youth to go astray, and harm comes to him, whose is the fault ? Perhaps the very outrages and irregularities of which Phil's father complained, were in some degree occasioned by the elder's own faults. He was so laboriously obsequi- ous to great men, that the son in a rage defied and avoided them. He was so grave, so polite, so complimentary, so artificial, that Phil, in revolt at such hypocrisy, chose to be frank, cynical, and familiar. The grave old bigwigs whom the doctor loved to assemble, bland and solemn men of the ancient school, who dined solemnly with each other at theii ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 171 solemn old houses — such men as old Lord Botley, Baron Bumpsher, Cricklade (who published " Travels in Asia Minor," 4tu, 1S()4), the Bishop of St. Bees, and the like — wagged their old heads sadly when they collogued in clubs, and talked of i^oor Firmin's scapegrace of a son. He Avould come to no good ; he was giving his good father much pain ; he had been in all sorts of rows and disturb- ances at the university, and the Master of Boniface re- ported most unfavorably of him. And at the solemn dinners in Old Parr Street — the admirable, costly, silent dinners — he treated these old gentlemen with a familiarity which caused the old heads to shake with surprise and choking indignation. Lord Botley and Baron Bumpsher had proposed and seconded Firmin's boy at the Megathe- rium club. The pallid old boys toddled away in alarm when he made his appearance there. He brought a smell of tobacco-smoke with him. He was capable of smoking in the drawing-room itself. They trembled before Philip, who, for his part, used to relish their senile anger ; and loved, as he called it, to tie all their pigtails together. In no place was Philip seen or heard to so little advan- tage as in his father's house. "I feel like a humbug myself amongst those old humbugs," he would say to me. '- Their old jokes, and their old compliments, and their virtuous old conversation sicken me. Are all old men hum- bugs, I wonder ? " It is not pleasant to hear misanthropy from 3'oung lips, and to find eyes that are scarce twenty years old already looking out with distrust on the world. In other houses than his own I am bound to say Philip was much more amiable, and he carried with him a splen- dor of gayety and cheerfulness which brought sunshine and welcome into many a room which he frequented. I have said that many of his companions were artists and journalists, and their clubs and haunts were his own. Pidley the Academician had Mrs. Brandon's room in Thornhaugh Street, and Philip was often in J. J.'s studio or in the widow's little room below. He had a very great tenderness and affection for her ; her presence seemed to purify him ; and in her company the boisterous, reckless 3'oung man was invariably gentle and respectful. Her eyes used to hll with tears when she spoke about him ; and when he was present, followed and watched him with sweet motherly devotion. It was pleasant to see him at her homely little fireside, and hear his jokes and prattle, 172 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP with a fatuous old father, who was one of Mrs. Brandon's lodgers. Philip. would play cribbage for hours with this old man, frisk about him with a hundred harmless jokes, and walk out by his invalid chair when the old captain went to sun himself in the Xew Eoad. He was an idle fellow, Philip, that's the truth. He had an agreeable perseverance in doing nothing, and would pass half a day in perfect contentment over his pipe, watching Ridley at his easel. J. J. painted that charming head of Philip which hangs in Mrs. Brandon's little room — with the fair hair, the tawny beard and whiskers, and the bold blue eyes. Phil had a certain after-supper song of " Garryowen na Gloria," which it did you good to hear, and which, when sung at his full pitch, you might hear for a mile round. One night I had been to dine in Russell Square, and was brought home in his carriage by Dr. Pirmin, Avho was of the party. As we came through Soho, the windows of a certain club-room called the ''Haunt" were open, and we could hear Philip's song booming through the night, and especially a certain wild-Irish war-whoop with which it concluded, amidst universal applause and enthusiastic bat- tering of glasses. The poor father sank back in the carriage as though a blow had struck him. "Do you hear his voice?" he groaned out. " Those are his haunts. My son, who might go anywhere, prefers to be captain in a pothouse, and sing songs in a tap-room ! '^ I tried to make the best of the case. I knew there was no harm in the place ; that clever men of considerable note frequented it. But the wounded father was not to be con- soled by such commonplaces ; and a deep and natural grief oppressed him in consequence of the faults of his son. What ensued by no means surprised me. Among Dr. Pirmin's patients was a maiden lady of suitable age and large fortune, who looked upon the accomplished doctor with favorable eyes. That he should take a companion to cheer him in his solitude was natural enough, and all his friends concurred in thinking that he should marry. Every one had cognizance of the quiet little courtship, except the doctor's son, between whom and his father there were only too many secrets. Some man in a club asked Philip whether he should condole with him or congratulate him on his father's ap- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE VvORLD. 173 proaching inarriage ? His what ? The younger Firmin exhibited the greatest surprise and agitation on hearing of this match. He ran home : he awaited his father's return. When Dr. Firmin came home and betook himself to his study, Philip confronted him there. " This must be a lie, sir, which I have heard to-day," the young man said, fiercely. "A lie! what lie, Philip?" asked the father. They were both very resolute and courageous men. "That you are going to marry Miss Benson." " Do you make my house so happy, that I don't need any other companion ? " asked the father. " That's not the question," said Philip, hotly. " You can't and mustn't marry that lady, sir." "' And why not, sir ? " " Because in the eyes of God and Heaven you are mar- ried already, sir. And I swear I will tell ]\Iiss Benson the story to-morrow, if you persist in your plan." " So you know that story ? " groaned the father. " Yes. God forgive you," said the son. "It was a fault of my youth that has been bitterly repented." "A fault I — a crime I" said Philip. " Enough, sir ! Whatever my fault, it is not for you to charge me with it." ''If you won't guard your own honor, I must. I shall go to Miss Benson now." " If you go out of this house you don't pretend to return to it." "Be it so. Let us settle our accounts, and part, sir." " Philip, Philip ! you break my heart," cried the father. "You don't suppose mine is very light, sir," said the son. Philip never had Miss Benson for a mother-in-law. But father and son loved each other no better after their dis- pute. CHAPTER VI. Brandon's. HOENHAUGH STREET is but a poor place now, and the houses look as if they had seen better days ; but that house with the cut centre drawing-room window, which has the name of Brandon on the door, is as neat as any house in the quarter, and the brass plate always shines like burnished gold. About Easter time many tine carriages stop at that door, and splendid people walk in, introduced by a tidy little maid, or else by an athletic Italian, with a glossy black beard and gold earrings, w^ho conducts them to the drawing-room floor, where Mr. Ridley, the painter, lives, and where his pictures are privately exhibited before the}^ go to the Royal Academy. As the carriages drive up, you will often see a red-faced man, in an olive-green wig, smiling blandly over the blinds of the parlor. 0!i the ground-floor. That is Captain Gann, the father of the lady who keeps the house. I don't know how he came by the rank of captain, but he has borne it so long and gallantly that there is no use in any longer question- ing the title. He does not claim it, neither does he deny it. But the wags who call upon Mrs. Brandon can always, as the phrase is, " draw " her father, by speaking of Prussia, France, Waterloo, or battles in general, until the Little Sister says, " Kow, never mind about the battle of Waterloo, papa " (she says Pa — her h's are irregular — I can't help it) — *' never mind about Waterloo, papa ; you've told them all about it. And don't go on, Mr Beans, don't, j^laase, go on in that way." 174 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 175 Young Beans has alread}' drawn '' Captain Gann (assisted by Shaw, the Life-Guardsman) killing twenty-four French cuirassiers at Waterloo." '' Captain Gann defending Hougou- mont." " Captain Gann, called upon by Xapoleon Bona- parte to lay down his arms, saying, 'A captain of militia dies, but never surrenders.' " ^' The Duke of Wellington, pointing to the advancing Old Guard, and saying, ' Up, Gann, and at them.' " And these sketches are so droll that even the Little Sister, Gann's own daughter, can't help laughing at them. To be sure, she loves fun, the Little Sister ; laughs over droll books ; laughs to herself, in her little quiet corner at work ; laughs over pictures ; and, at the right place, laughs and sympathizes too. Ridley says, he knows few better critics of pictures than Mrs. Brandon. She has a sweet temper, a merry sense of humor, that makes the cheeks dimple and the eyes shine ; and a kind heart, that has been sorely tried and Avounded, but is still soft and gentle. Fortunate are they whose hearts so tried by suffer- ing yet recover their health. Some have illnesses from which there is no recovery, and drag through life afterwards, maimed and invalided. But this Little Sister, having been subjected in youth to a dreadful trial and sorrow, was saved out of them by a kind Providence, and is now so thoroughly restored as to own that she is happ}^ and to thank God that she can be grateful and useful. When poor Montfitchet died, she nursed him through his illness as tenderly as his good wife herself. In the days of her own chief grief and misfortune, her father, who was under the domination of his wife, a cruel and blun- dering woman, thrust out poor little Caroline from his door, when she returned to it the broken-hearted victim of a scoundrel's seduction ; and when the old captain was himself in want and houseless, she had found him, sheltered, and fed him. And it was from that day her wounds had begun to heal, and, from gratitude i'or this immense piece of good fortune vouchsafed to her, that her happiness and cheerful- ness returned. Returned ? There was an old servant of the family, who could not sta}^ in the house because she was so abominably disrespectful to the captain, and this woman said she had never known Miss Caroline so cheerful nor so happy, nor so good-looking as she was now. So Ca]itain Gann came to live with his daughter, and patronized her with much dignit}'. He had a very few yearly pounds, which served to pay his club exj)enses, and a portion 176 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP of his clothes. His club, I need not say, was at the " Admiral Byng," Tottenham Court iioad, and here the captain met frequently a pleasant little society, and bragged unceasingly about his former prosperity. I have heard that the country-house in Kent, of which he boasted, was a shabby little lodging-house at Margate, of which the furniture was sold in execution ; but if it had been a palace the cajjtain would not have been out of place there, one or two people still rather fondly thought. His daughter, amongst others, had tried to fancy all sorts of good of her father, and especially that he was a man of remarkably good manners. But she had seen one or two gentlemen since she knew the poor old father — gentlemen with rough coats and good hearts, like Dr. Goodenough ; gentlemen with superfine coats and superfine double-milled manners, like Dr. Eirmin, and hearts — well, never mind about that point ; gentlemen of no A's, like the good, dear, faithful benefactor who had rescued her at the brink of despair ; men of genius like Eidley ; great, hearty, generous, honest gentlemen, like Philip ; and this illusion about Pa, I supposed, had vanished along with some other fancies of her poor little maiden youth. The truth is, she had an understanding with the "Admiral Byng": the landlady was instructed as to the supplies to be furnished to the captain ; and as for his stories, poor Caroline knew them a great deal too well to believe in them any more. I would not be understood to accuse the captain of habitual inebriety. He was a generous officer, and his delight was, when in cash, to order " glasses round " for the company at the club, to whom he narrated the history of his brilliant early days, when he lived in some of the tip-top society of this city, sir — a society in which, we need not say, the custom always is for gentlemen to treat other gentlemen to rum-and-water. ]^ever mind — I wish we were all as happy as the captain. I see his jolly face now before me as it blooms through the window in Thornhaugh Street, and the wave of the somewhat dingy hand that sweeps me a gracious recognition. The clergyman of the neighboring chapel was a very good friend of the Little Sister, and has taken tea in her parlor ; to which circumstance the captain frequently alluded, point- ing out the very chair on which the divine sat. Mr. Gann attended his ministrations regularly every Sunday, and brought a rich though somewhat worn bass voice to bear ox ins WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. Ill upon the anthems and h3-mns at the chapeL His stj-le was more florid than is general now among chnrch singers, and, indeed, had been acquired in a former age and in the per- formance of rich Bacchanalian chants, such as delighted the contemporaries of our Incledons and Brahams. With a very little entreaty, the captain could be induced to sing at the club; and I must own that Phil Firm in would draw the captain out, and extract from him a song of ancient days ; but this must be in the absence of his daughter, whose little face wore an air of such extreme terror and disturbance when her father sang that he presently ceased from exer- cising his musical talents in her hearing. He hung up his lyre, "whereof it must be owned that time had broken many of the once resounding chords. With a sketch or two contributed by her lodgers — with a few gimcracks from the neighboring Wardour Street pre- sented by others of her friends — with the chairs, tables and bureaus as bright as beeswax and rubbing could make them — the Little Sister's room was a cheery little place, and received not a little company. She allowed Pa's pipe. " It's company to him," she said. " A man can't be doing much harm when he is smoking his pipe." And she allowed Phil's cigar. Anything was allowed to Phil, the other lodgers declared, who professed to be quite jealous of Philip Firmin. She had a very few books. " When I was a girl I used to be always reading novels." she said ; " but la, they're mostly nonsense. There's Mr. Pendennis, who comes to see ]\[r. Ridley. I wonder how a married man can go on writing about love, and all that stuff I " And, indeed, it is rather absurd for elderly fingers to be still twanging Dan Cupid's toy bow and arrows. Yesterday is gone — yes, but very well remembered ; and we think of it the more now we know that To-morrow is not going to bring us much. Into Mrs. Brandon's parlor j\Ir. Ridley's old father w^ould sometimes enter of evenings, and share the bit of bread and cheese, or the modest supper of Mrs. Brandon and tlie captain. The homely little meal has almost vanished out of our life now, but in former days it assembled many a family around its kindly board. A little modest supper-tray — a little quiet prattle — a little kindly glass that cheered and never inebriated. I can see friendly faces smiling round such a meal, at a period not far gone, but how distant ! I wonder whether there are any old folks now. in old quarters of old country towns, who come to each other's houses in VOL. I. — 12 178 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP sedan-chairs, at six o'clock, and pl:iy at quadrille until supper- tray time ? Of evenings Kidley and the captain, I say, would have a solemn game at cribbage, and the Little Sister would make up a jug of something good for the two oldsters. She liked Mr. Kidley to come, for he always treated her father so respectful, and was quite the gentleman. And as for Mrs. Eidley, Mr. K.'s "• good lady," — was she not also grateful to the Little Sister for having nursed her son during his malady ? Through their connection they were enabled to procure Mrs. Brandon many valuable friends ; and always were pleased to pass an evening with the captain, and were as civil to him as they could have been had he been at the very height of his prosperity and splendor. My private opinion of the old captain, you see, is that he was a worth- less old captain, but most fortunate in his early ruin, after which he had lived very much admired and comfortable, sufficient whiskey being almost always provided for him. Old Mr. Kidley's respect for her father afforded a most precious consolation to the Little Sister; Eidley liked to have the paper read to him. He was never quite easy with print, ancl to his last days, many words to be met with in newspapers and elsewhere used to occasion the good butler much intellectual trouble. The Little Sister made his lodgers' bills out for him (Mr. K., as well as the captain's daughter, strove to increase a small income by the letting of furnished apartments), or the captain himself would take these documents in charge ; he wrote a noble mercan- tile hand, rendered now somewhat shaky by time, but still very fine in flourishes and capitals, and very much at worthy Mr. Ridley's service. Time was, when his son was a boy, that J. J. himself had prepared these accounts, which neither his father nor his mother were very competent to arrange. '' We were not, in our young time, Mr. Gann," Rid- ley remarked to his friend, " brought up to much scholarship : and very little book-learning was given to persons in 7ny rank of life. It was necessary and proper for you gentle- men, of course, sir." " Of course, Mr. Ridley," winks the other veteran over his pipe. "But I can't go and ask my son John James to keep his old father's books now as he used to do — which to do so is. on the part of you and Mrs. Brandon, the part of true friendship, and I value it, sir, and so do my son John James reckonize and value it, sir." Mr. Ridley had served gentlemen of the J>onne ecole. No noble- man could be more courtly and grave tlian he was. In Mr. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 179 Gann's manner there was more humorous piayfulness, which in no way. liowever, diminished the captain's high breeding. As he continued to be intimate with :Mr. Eidley, he became loftier and more majestic. I think each of these ehlers acted on the other, and for good ; and I hope Ridley's opinion was correct, tliat :\rr. Gann was ever the gentleman. 180 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP To see these two good fogies together was a spectacle for edification. Their tumblers kissed each other on the table. Their elderly friendship brought comfort to them- selves and their families. A little matter of money once created a coolness between the two old gentlemen. But the Little Sister i:)aid the outstanding account between her father and Mr. Eidley : there was never any further talk of pecuniary loans between them ; and when tlie}^ went to the " Admiral Byng/' each paid for himself. Phil often heard of that nightly meeting at the " Admi- ral's Head," and longed to be of the company. But even when he saw the old gentlemen in the Little Sister's parlor, they felt dimly that he was making fun of them. The captain would not have been able to brag so at ease had Phil been continually watching him. ''I have 'ad the honor of waiting on your worthy father at my Lord Tod- morden's table. Our little club ain't no place for you, Mr. Philip, nor for my son, though he's a good son, and proud me and his mother is of him, which he have never gave us a moment's pain, except when he was ill, since he have came to man's estate, most thankful am I, and with my hand on my heart, for to be able to say so. But what is good for me and Mr. Gann, won't suit you young gentle- men. You ain't a tradesman, sir, else I'm mistaken in the family, which I thought the Kingwoods one of the best in England, and the Firmins, a good one likewise." Mr. Kidley liked the sound of his own voice. At the festive meetings of the club, seldom a night passed in which he did not compliment his brother Byngs and air his own oratory. Under this reproof Phil blushed, and hung his conscious head with shame. "Mr. Eidley," says he, "you shall find I won't come where I am not welcome ; and if I come to annoy you at the ' Admiral Byng,' may I be taken out on the quarterdeck and shot." On which Mr. Eidley pronounced Philip to be a " most sing'lar, astrornary, and ascentric young man. A good heart, sir. Most generous to relieve distress. Pine talent, sir ; but I fear — I fear they won't come to much good, Mr. Gann — saving your presence, ^Irs. Brandon, m'm, which, of course, you ahvays stand up for him." When Philip Pirmin had had his pipe and his talk with the Little Sister in her parlor, he would ascend and smoke his second, third, tenth pipe in J. J. Eidley's studio. He would pass hours before J. J.'s easel, pouring out talk ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 181 about politics, about religion, about poetry, about women, about the dreadful slavishness and meanness of the world ; unwearied in talk and idleness, as placid J. J. was in listen- ing and labor. The painter had been too busy in life over his ease] to read many books. His ignorance of literature smote him with a frequent shame. He admired book- "vvriters, and young men of the university who quoted their Greek and their Horace glibly. He listened with defer- ence to their talk on such matters ; no doubt got good hints from some of them ; was always secretly pained and sur- prised w^hen the university gentlemen were beaten in argument, or loud and coarse in conversation, as sometimes they would be. " J. J. is a very clever fellow, of course," ]Mr. Jarman would say of him, "and the luckiest man in Europe. He loves painting, and he is at work all day. He loves toad3'ing fine people, and he goes to a tea-party every night." You all knew Jarman of Charlotte Street, the miniature-painter ? He was one of the kings of the " Haunt." His tongue spared no one. He envied all suc- cess, and the sight of prosperity made him furious : but to the unsuccessful he was kind ; to the poor eager with help and prodigal of compassion ; and that old. talk about na- ture's noblemen and the glory of labor was very fiercely and eloquentl}^ waged by him. His friends admired him: he was the soul of independence, and thought most men sneaks who wore clean linen and frequented gentlemen's society : but it must be owned his landlords had a bad opin- ion of him, and I have heard of one or two of his pecuniary transactions which certainly were not to Mr. Jarman's credit. Jarman was a man of remarkable humor. He was fond of the widow, and would speak of her goodness, use- fulness, and honesty, with tears in his eyes. She was poor and struggling yet. Had she been wealthy and prosper- ous, Mr. Jarman would not have been so alive to her merit. We ascend to the room on the first floor, where the centre widow has been heightened, so as to afford an upper light, and under that stream of radiance we behold the head of an old friend, Mr. J. J. Ridley, the R. Academician. Time has somewhat tliinned his own copious locks, and prema- turely streaked tlie head with silver. His face is rather wan; the eager, sensitive liand wliich poises brush and palette, and quivers over the picture, is very thin : round bis eyes are many lines of ill health and, perhaps, care, but 182 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP the eyes are as bright as ever, and, when tliey look at the canvas or the model which he transfers to it, clear, and keen, and happy. He has a very sweet singing voice, and warbles at his work, or whistles at it, smiling. He sets his hand little feats of skill to perform, and smiles with a boy- ish pleasure at his own matchless dexterity. I have seen him, with an old pewter mustard-pot for a model, fashion a splendid silver flagon in one of his pictures ; paint the hair of an animal, the folds and flowers of a bit of brocade, and so forth, with a perfect delight in the Avork he was perform- ing : a delight lasting from morning till sundoAvn, during which time he was too busy to touch the biscidt and glass of water Avhich was prepared for his frugal luncheon. He is greedy of the last minute of light, and never can be got from his darling pictures Avithout a regret. To be a painter, and to have your hand in perfect command, I hold to be one of life's simima bona. The happy mixture of hand and head work must render the occupation supremely pleasant. In the day's Avork must occur endless delightful difficulties and occasions for skill. Over the details of that armor, that drapery, or Avhat not, the sparkle of that eye, the doAvny blush of that cheek, the jcAvel on that neck, there are battles to be fought and victories to be won. Each day there must occur critical moments of supreme struggle and triumph, Avhen struggle and victory must be both invigorating and exquisitely pleasing — as a burst across country is to a fine rider perfectly mounted, Avho knoAvs that his courage and his horse Avill never fail him. There is the excitement of the game, and the gallant delight in Avinning it. Of this sort of admirable reward for their labor, no men, I think, have a greater share than painters (perhaps a violin-player perfectly and triumphantly performing his OAvn beautiful composition may be equally happy). Here is occupation: here is excite- ment : here is struggle and victory : and here is profit. Can man ask more from fortune ? Dukes and Rothschilds may be envious of such a man. though Eidley has had his trials and troubles, as Ave shall presently learn, his art has mastered them all. Black Care may have sat in crupper on that Pegasus, but has ncA^er unhorsed the rider. In certain minds, art is domi- nant and superior to all beside — stronger than loA^e, stronger than hate, or care, or penury. As soon as the fever leaves the hand free, it is seizing and fondling the pencil. Lo\^e may froAvn and be false, but the otlier mistress never Avill. ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 183 She is always true : always new : always the friend, com- panion, inestimable consoler. So John James Kidley sat at his easel from breakfast till sundown, and nev^er left his work quite willingly. I wonder are men of other trades so en- amored of theirs ; whether lawyers cling to the last to their darling reports ; or writers prefer their desks and inkstands to society, to friendship, to dear idleness ? I have seen no men in life loving their profession so much as painters, except, perhaps, actors, who, when not engaged themselves, always go to the play. Be*^fore this busy easel Phil would sit for hours, and pour out endless talk and tobacco-smoke. His presence was a delight to Ridley's soul ; his face a sunshine ; his voice a cordial. Weakly himself, and almost infirm of body, with sensibilities tremulously keen, the painter most admired amongst men strength, health, good spirits, good breeding. Of these, in his youth, Philip had a wealth of endowment ; and I hope these precious gifts of fortune have not left him in his maturer age. I do not say that with all men Philip was so popular. There are some who never can pardon good fortune, and in the company of gentlemen are on the Avatch for offence ; and, no doubt, in his course through life, poor downright Phil trampled upon corns enough of those who met him in his way. " Do you know why Rid- ley is so fond of Pirmin ? " asked Jarman. " Because Fir- mi n's father hangs on to the nobility by the pulse, whilst Ridley, you know, is connected with them through the sideboard." So Jarman had the double horn for his adver- sary : he could despise a man for not being a gentleman, and insult him for being one. I have met with people in the world with whom the latter offence is an unpardonable crime — a cause of ceaseless doubt, division, and suspicion. What more common or natural, Bufo, than to hate another for being what you are not ? The story is as old as frogs, bulls, and men. Then, to be sure, besides your enviers in life, there are your admirers. Bej'ond wit, which he understood, — be- yond genius, which he had, — Ridley admired good looks and manners, and always kept some simple hero whom he loved secretly to cherish and worship. He loved to be amongst beautiful women and aristocratical men. Philip Pirmin, with his republican notions and downright blunt- ness of behavior to all men of rank superior to him, had a grand high manner of his own, and if he had scarce two- 184 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP pence in his pocket, would have put his hands in them with as much independence as the greatest dandy who ever saun- tered on Pall Mall pavement. What a coolness the fellow had ! Some men may, not unreasonably, have thought it impudence. It fascinated Ridley. To be such a man ; to have such a figure and manner ; to be able to look society in the face, slap it on the shoulder, if you were so minded, and hold it by the button — what would not Ridley give for such powers and accomplishments ? You will please to bear in mind, I am not saying that J. J. was right, only that he was as he was. I hope we shall have nobody in this story without his little faults and peculiarities. Jarman was quite right when he said Ridley loved fine company. I believe his pedigree gave him secret anguishes. He would rather have been gentleman than genius ever so great ; but let you and me, who have no weaknesses of our own, try and look charitably on this confessed foible of my friend. J. J. never thought of rebuking Philip for being idle. Phil was as the lilies of the field, in the painter's opinion. He was not called upon to toil or spin ; but to take his ease, and grow and bask in sunshine, and be arrayed in glory. The little clique of painters knew what Firmin's means were. Thirty thousand pounds of his own. Thirty thou- sand pounds down, sir ; and the inheritance of his father's immense fortune! A splendor emanated from this gifted young man. His opinions, his jokes, his laughter, his song, had the weight of thirty thousand down, sir; and, &c., «&c. What call had he to work ? Would you set a young noble- man to be an apprentice ? Philip was free to be as idle as any lord, if he liked. He ought to wear fine clothes, ride fine horses, dine off plate, and drink champagne every day. J. J. would work quite cheerfully till sunset, and have an eightpenny plate of meat in Wardour Street, and a glass of porter for his humble dinner. At the " Haunt," and similar places of Bohemian resort, a snug place near the fire was always found for Firmin. Fierce republican as he was, Jarman had a smile for his lordship, and used to adopt par- ticularly dandified airs when he had been invited to Old Parr Street to dinner. I dare say Philip liked flattery. I own that he was a little weak in this respect, and that you and I, my dear sir, are, of conrse, far his superiors. J. J., who loved him, would have had him follow his aunt's and cousin's advice, and live in better company ; but T think the ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 185 painter would not have liked his pet to soil his hands Avith too iniich work, and rather admired Mr. Phil for being idle. The Little Sister gave him advice, to be sure, both as to the company he should keep and the occupation which was wholesome for him. But when others of his acquaintance hinted that his idleness would do him harm, she Avould not hear of their censure. '' AVhy should he work if he don't choose ? " she asked. "He has no call to be scribbling and scrabbling. You wouldn't have hi???, sitting all day paint- ing little dolls' heads on canvas, and working like a slave. A pretty idea, indeed ! His uncle will get him an appoint- ment. That's the thing he should have. He should be secretary to an ambassador abroad, and he ivill be ! " In fact Phil, at this x^eriod, used to announce his wdsh to enter the diplomatic service, and his hope that Lord Eingwood would further his views in that respect. Meanwhile he was the king of Thornhaugh Street. He might be as idle as he chose, and Mrs. Brandon had always a smile for him. He might smoke a great deal too much, but she worked dainty little cigar-cases for him. She hemmed his fine cambric pocket-handkerchiefs, and embroidered his crest at the corners. She worked him a waistcoat so splendid that he almost blushed to wear it, gorgeous as he was in apparel at this period, and sumptuous in chains, studs, and haber- dashery. I fear Dr. Firmin, sighing out his disappointed hopes in respect of his son, has rather good cause for his dissatisfaction. But of these remonstrances the Little Sister would not hear. " Idle, why not ? Why should he work ? Boys will be boys. I dare say his grumbling old Pa was not better than Philip wdien he was young ! " And this she spoke with a heightened color in her little face, and a defiant toss of her head, of which I did not understand all the significance then ; but attributed her eager partisan- ship to that admirable injustice which belongs to all good women, and for which let us be daily thankful. I know, dear ladies, you are angry at this statement. But, even at the risk of displeasing you, we must tell the truth. You would wish to represent yourselves as equitable, logical, and strictly just. So I dare say Dr. Johnson would have liked ]\Irs. Thrale to say to him, " Sir, your manners are graceful ; your person elegant, cleanly, and eminently pleasing ; your appetite small (especially for tea), and your dancing equal to the Violetta's ; " which, you perceive, is merely ironical. AVomen equitable, logical, and strictly just ! Mercy upon 186 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP us ! If they were, population would cease, the world would be a howling wilderness. Well, in a word, this Little Sister petted and coaxed Philip Firmin in such an absurd way that every one remarked it — those who had no friends, no sweethearts, no mothers, no daughters, no wives, and those who were petted, and coaxed, and spoiled at home them- selves ; as I trust, dearly beloved, is your case. ^STow, again, let us admit that Philip's father had reason to be angry with the boy, and deplore his son's taste for low company ; but excuse the young man, on the other hand, somewhat for his fierce revolt and profound distaste at much in his home circle which annoyed him. '"By heaven ! " he would roar out, pulling his hair and whiskers, and with many fierce ejaculations, according to his wont, "the solemnity of those humbugs sickens me so, that I should like to crown the old bishop with the soup-tureen, and box Baron Bumpsher's ears with the saddle of mutton. At my aunt's, the humbug is just the same. It's better done, perhaps ; but oh, Pendennis ! if you could but know the pangs which tore into my heart, sir, the vulture which gnawed at this confounded liver, when I saw women — women who ought to be pure — women who ought to be like angels — women who ought to know no art but that of coaxing our griefs away and soothing our sorrows — fawn- ing, and cringing, and scheming ; cold to this person, hum- ble to that, flattering to the rich, and indifferent to the humble in station. I tell you I have seen all this, Mrs. Pendennis ! I won't mention names, but I have met with those who have made me old before my time — a hundred years old ! The zest of life is passed from me " (here JNIr. Phil would gulp a bumper from the nearest decanter at hand). " But if I like what your husband is pleased to call low society, it is because I have seen the other. I have dangled about at fine parties, and danced at fashionable balls. I have seen mothers bring their virgin daughters up to battered old rakes, and ready to sacrifice their innocence for fortune or a title. The atmosphere of those polite drawing-rooms stifles me. I can't bow the knee to the horrible old Mammon. I walk about in the crowds as lonely as if I was in a wilderness ; and don't begin to breathe freely until I get some honest tobacco to clear the air. As for your husband" (meaning the writer of this memoir), "he cannot help himself ; he is a worldling, of the earth, earthy. If a duke were to ask him to dinner to-morrow, the parasite ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 187 owns that lie would go. Allow me, my friends, my freedom, my rougli companions in their work-day clothes. I don't hear such lies and tiatteries come from behind pipes as used to pass from above white chokers when I was in the world." And he would tear at his cravat, as though the mere thought of the world's conventionality well-nigh strangled him. This, to be sure, was in a late stage of his career, but I take up the biography here and there, so as to give the best idea I may of my friend's character. At this time — he is out of the country just now, and besides, if he saw his own likeness staring him in the face, I am confident he would not know it — Mr. Philip, in some things, was as obstinate as a mule, and in others as weak as a woman. He had a childish sensibility for what w^as tender, helpless, pretty, or pathetic; and a mighty scorn of imposture, wherever he found it. He had many good purposes, which were often very vacillating, and were but seldom performed. He had a vast number of evil habits, whereof, you know, idleness is said to be the root. Many of these evil propensities he coaxed and cuddled with much care ; and though he roared OMt 2^eccavi mo?>t frankly when charged with his sins, this criminal would fall to peccation very soon after promising amendment. What he liked he would have. What he dis- liked he could with the greatest difficulty be found to do. He liked good dinners, good wine, good horses, good clothes, and late hours ; and in all these comforts of life (or any others which he fancied, or which were within his means) he indulged himself with perfect freedom. He hated hypocrisy on his own part, and hypocrites in general. He said everything that came into his mind about things and people ; and, of course, was often wrong and often preju- diced, and often occasioned howls of indignation or malig- nant Avhispers of hatred by his free speaking. He believed everything that was said to him until his informant had mis- led him once or twice, after which he would believe noth- ing. And here you will see that his impetuous credulity was as absurd as the subsequent obstinacy of his unbelief. INIy dear young friend, the profitable way in life is the middle way. Don't quite believe anybody, for he may mislead you ; neither disbelieve him, for that is uncomplimentary to your friend. ]51ack is not so very black ; and as for white, hon Dieu ! in our climate what paint will remain white long ? If Philip was self-indulgent, I suppose other peoj^le are 188 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. self-indulgent likewise: and besides, you know, your fault- less heroes have ever so long gone out of fashion. To be young, to be good-looking, to be healthy, to be hungry three times a day, to have plenty of money, a great alacrity of sleeping, and nothing to do — all these, I dare say, are very dangerous temptations to a man, but I think I know some wdio w^ould like to undergo the dangers of the trial. Sup- pose there be holidays, is there not work-time too ? Suppose to-day is feast-day ; may not tears and repentance come to- morrow ? Such times are in store for Master Phil, and so please to let him have rest and comfort for a chapter or two. CHAPTEE VII. IMPLETUR VETERIS BACCHI. m^ HAT time, that merry time, of Brandon's, of Bohemia, of oysters, of idleness, of smoking, of song at night and pro- fuse soda-water in the morning, of a pillow, lonely and bachelor it is true, but with few cares for bedfellows, of plenteous pocket- money, of ease for to- day and little heed for to-morrow, was often remembered by Philip in after days. Mr. PhiTs views of life were not very exalted, were they? The fruits of ^ this world, which he devoured with such gusto, I must own were of the common kitchen- garden sort ; and the lazy rogue's ambition went no farther than to stroll along the sunshiny wall, eat his fill, and then repose comfortably in the arbor under the arched vine. Why did Phil's mother's parents leave her thirty thousand pounds ? I dare say some misguided people would be glad to do as much for their sons ; but, if I have ten, I am determined they shall either have a hundred thousand apiece, or else bare bread and cheese. "Man was made to labor, and to be lazy," Phil Avould affirm with his usual energy of expression. " When the Indian warrior goes on the hunting path, he is 189 190 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP sober, active, indomitable. No dangers fright him, and no labors tire. He endures the cold of the winter ; he couches on the forest leaves ; he subsists on frugal roots or the casual spoil of his bow. When he returns to his village, he gorges to repletion; he sleeps, perhaps, to excess. When the game is devoured, and the fire-water exhausted, again he stJlies forth into the wilderness ; he outclimbs the 'possum and he throttles the bear. I am the Indian : and this ' Haunt ' is my wigwam ! Barbara, my squaw, bring me oysters ; bring me a jug of the frothing black beer of the pale faces, or I will hang up thy scalp on my tent-pole ! " And old Barbara, the good old attendant of this " Haunt " of Bandits, would say, " Law, Mr. Philip, how you do go on, to be sure ! " Where is the " Haunt " now ? and where are the merry men all who there assem- bled ? The sign is down ; the song is silent ; the sand is swept from the floor ; the pipes are broken, and the ashes are scattered. A little more gossip about his merry days, and we have done. He, Philip, was called to the bar in due course, and at his call-supper we assembled a dozen of his elderly and youthful friends. The chambers in Parchment Buildings Avere given up to him for this day. Mr. Van John, I think, was away attending a steeple-chase ; but Mr. Cassidy was with us, and several of Philip's acquaintances of school, college, and the world. There w^as Philip's father, and Philip's uncle Twysden, and I, Phil's revered and respectable school senior, and others of our ancient seminary. There was Burroughs, the second wrangler of his year, great in metaphysics, greater with the knife and fork. There was Stackpole, Eblana's favorite child — the glutton of all learning, the master of many languages, who stuttered and blushed when he spoke his own. There was Pinkerton, who, albeit an ignoramus at the university, was already winning prodigious triumphs at the Parliamentary bar, and investing in Consols to the admiration of all his contem- poraries. There was Rosebury the beautiful, the May-Fair pet and delight of Almack's, the cards on whose mantel-piece made all men open the eyes of wonder, and some of us dart the scowl of envy. There was my Lord Egham, Lord Ascot's noble son. There was Tom Dale, who, having carried on his university career too splendidly, had come to grief in the midst of it, and was now meekly earning his bread in the reporters' gallery, alongside of Cassidy. There ox ins WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 191 was Macbride, wlio, liaving thrown up his fellowship and married his cousin, was now doing a brave battle Avith poverty, and making literature feed him until law should reward him more splendidly. There was Haythorn, the country gentleman, who ever remembered his old college chums, and kejjt the memory of that friendship up by constant reminders of pheasants and game in the season. There were Kaby and Maj^nard from the Guards' Club (Maynard sleeps now under Crimean snows), who preferred arms to the toga, but carried into their military life the love of their old books, the affection of their old friends. Most of these must be mute personages in our little drama. Could an}^ chronicler remember the talk of all of them ? Several of the guests present were members of the Inn of Court (the Upper Temple), which had conferred on Philip the degree of B arris ter-at-Law. He had dined in his wig and gown (Blackmore's wig and gown) in the inn-hall that day, in company with other members of his inn; and, dinner over, we adjourned to Phil's chambers in Parchment Build- ings, where a dessert was served, to which Mr. Firmin's friends were convoked. The wines came from Dr. Firmin's cellar. His servants were in attendance to wait upon the company. Father and son both loved splendid hospitalities,, and, so far as creature comforts went, Philip's feast Avas richly provided. "A supper, I love a supper of all things ! And in order that I might enjoy yours, I only took a single mutton-chop for dinner ! " cried Mr. Twysden, as he greeted Philij). Indeed, we found him, as we arrived from Hall, already in the chambers, and eating the young barrister's dessert. " He's been here ever so long," says Mr. Brice, who officiated as butler, " pegging away at the olives and macaroons. Shouldn't wonder if he has pocketed some." There was small respect on the part of Brice for Mr. Twysden, whom the worthy butler franklj- pronounced to be a stingy 'umbug. Meanwhile, Talbot believed that the old man respected him, and always conversed with Brice, and treated him with a cheerful cordiality. The outer Philistines quickly arrived, and but that the wine and men were older, one might have fancied one's self at a college wine-party. Mr. Twysden talked for the whole company. He was radiant. He felt himself in high spirits. He did the honors of Philip's table. Indeed, no man was more hospitable with other folks' wine. Philip himself 192 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP was silent and nervous. I asked him if the awful ceremony, which he had just undergone was weighing on his mind ? He was looking rather anxiously towards the door ; and, knowing somewhat of the state of affairs at home, I thought that probably he and his father had had one of the disputes which of late days had become so frequent between them. The company were nearly all assembled and busy with their talk, and drinking the doctor's excellent claret, when Brice, entering, announced Dr. Firmin and Mr. Tufton Hunt. " Hang Mr. Tufton Hunt," Philip was going to say ; but he started up, went forward to his father, and greeted him very respectfully. He then gave a bow to the gentleman introduced as Mr. Hunt, and they found places at the table, the doctor taking his with his usual handsome grace. The conversation, which had been pretty brisk until Dr. Firmin came, drooped a little after his appearance. "We had an awful row two days ago," Philip whispered to me. '• We shook hands and are reconciled, as you see. He won't stay long. He will be sent for in half au hour or so. He will say he has been sent for by a duchess, and go and have tea at the club." Dr. Firmin bowed and smiled sadly at me, as Philip .vas speaking. I dare say I blushed somewhat and felt as if the doctor knew what his son was saying to me. He presently engaged in conversation with Lord Egham ; he hoped his good father was well ? "You keep him so, doctor. You don't give a fellow a chance,'^ says the young lord. " Pass the bottle, you young men ! Hey ! We intend to see you all out ! " cries Talbot Twysden, on pleasure bent and of the frugal mind. "Well said, sir," says the stranger introduced as Mr. Hunt; "and right good wine. Ha, Firmin! I think I know the tap ! " and he smacked his lips over the claret. " It's your twenty-five, and no mistake." "The red-nosed individual seems a connoisseur," whis- pered Rosebury at my side. The stranger's nose, indeed, was somewhat rosy. And to this I may add that his clothes were black, his face pale, and not well shorn, his white neckcloth dingy, and his eyes bloodshot. " He looks as if he had gone to bed in his clothes, and carries a plentiful flue about his person. Who is your ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 193 father's esteemed friend ? " continues the wag, in an under voice. '' You heard his name, Eosebury," saj's the young barris- ter, gloomily. '• i should suggest that your father is in difficulties, and attended by an officer of the sheriff of London, or perhaps subject to mental aberration, and placed under the control of a keeper." " Leave me alone, do ! " groaned Philip. And here Twysden, who w^as longing for an opportunity to make a speech, bounced up from his chair, and stopped the face- tious barrister's furtlier remarks by his own eloquence. His discourse was in praise of Pliilip, the new-made bar- rister. "What! if no one else w^ill give that toast, your uncle will, and many a heartfelt blessing go with you, too, my boy ! " cried the little man. He was prodigal of bene- dictions. He dashed aside the tear-drop of emotion. He spoke with perfect fluency and for a considerable period. He really made a good speech, and was greeted with de- served cheers when at length he sat down. Phil stammered a few words in reply to his uncle's vol- uble compliments ; and then Lord Ascot, a young nobleman of much familiar humor, proposed Pliil's father, his health, and song. The physician naade a neat speech from behind liis ruffled shirt. He was agitated by the tender feelings of a paternal heart, he said, glancing benignly at Phil, who was cracking filberts. To see his son happy ; to see him surrounded by such friends ; to know him embarked this day in a profession which gave the greatest scope for tal- ents, the noblest reward for industry, was a proud and hapi)y moment to him. Dr. Pirmin. What has the poet ob- served ? '^ Ingenuas didicisse fideliter artes'^ (hear! hear!) '^emoUif. mores,'' — yes, '•^ emollit mores.''' He drank a bumper to the young barrister (he waved his ring, with a thimbleful of wine in his glass). He pledged the young friends whom he saw assembled to cheer his son on his onward path. He thanked them with a father's heart! He passed his emerald ring across his eyes for a moment, and lifted them to the ceiling, from which quarter he requested a blessing on his boy. As though "spirits" approved of his invocation, immense thumps came from above along with the plaudits which salutad the doctor's speech from the gentlemen round the table. But the upper thumps v/ere derisory, and came VOL. I. — 13 194 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP from Mr. Buffers, of the third floor, who chose this method of mocking our harmless little festivities. I think these cheers from the facetious Buffers, though meant in scorn of our party, served to enliven it and make us laugh. Spite of all the talking, we were dull, and I could not but allow the force of my neighbor's remark, that we Avere sat upon and smothered by the old men. One or two of the younger gentlemen chafed at the license for tobacco-smoking not being yet accorded. But Philip interdicted this amusement as' yet. *' Don't," he said ; " my father don't like it. He has to see patients to-night ; and they can't bear the smell of to- bacco b}^ their bedsides." The impatient youths waited with their cigar-cases by their sides. They longed for the withdrawal of the ob- stacle to their happiness. "He won't go, I tell you. He'll be sent for," growled Philip to me. The doctor was engaged in conversation to the right and left of him, and seemed not to think of a move. But, sure enough, at a few minutes after ten o'clock, Dr. Firmin's foot- man entered the room v/ith a note, which Firmin opened and read, as Philip looked at me with a grim humor in his face. I think Phil's father knew that we knew he was • acting. However, he went through the comedy quite gravely. "A physician's time is not his own," he said, shaking his handsome, melancholy head. '' Good-by, my dear lord ! Pray remember me at home ! Good-night, Philip, my boy, and good speed to you in your career ! Pray, pray don't move." And he is gone, waving the fair hand and the broad- brimmed hat, with the beautiful white lining. Phil con- ducted him to the door, and heaved a sigh as it closed upon his father — a sigh of relief, I think, that he was gone. " Exit Governor. What's the Latin for Governor ? " says Lord Egham, who possessed much native humor, but not very profound scholarshi]). '' A most venerable old parent, Firmin. That hat and appearance would command any sum of money." "Excuse me," lis])S Eosebury, "but Avhy didn't he take his elderly friend with him — the dilapidated clerical gen- tleman wiio is drinking claret so freely ? And also, why OiV HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 195 did he not remove 3^0111- avuncular orator ? Mr. Twysden, your interesting young neophyte has provided us with an excellent specimen of the cheerful produce of the Gascon grape." " Well, then, now the old gentleman is gone, let us pass the bottle, and make a night of it. Hey, my lord ? " cries Twysden. " Philip, your claret is good ! I say, do you re- member some Chateau Margaux I had, which Winton liked so ? It must be good if he praised it, I can tell you. I im- ported it myself, and gave him the address of the Bordeaux merchant; and he said he had seldom tasted any like it. Those were his very words. I must get you fellows to come and taste it some day." " Some day ! What day ? Name it, generous Amphit- ryon ! " cries Rosebury. " Some day at seven o'clock. With a plain, quiet dinner — a clear soup, a bit of fish, a couple of little entrees, and a nice little roast. That's my kind of dinner. And we'll taste that claret, young men. It is not a heavy wine. It is not a first-class wine. I don't mean even to say it is a dear wine, but it has a bouquet and a pureness. What, you will smoke, you fellows ? " " \Ve ivUl do it, ^fr. Twysden. Better do as the rest of us do. Try one of these." The little man accepts the proffered cigar from the young nobleman's box, lights it, hems and hawks, and lapses into silence. ''I thought that would do for him," murmurs the face- tious Egham. " It is strong enough to blow his old head off, and I wish it would. That cigar," he continues, " was given to my father by the Duke of Medina Sidonia, who had it out of the Queen of Spain's own box. She smokes a good deal, but naturally likes 'em mild. I can give you a stronger one." '' Oh, no. I dare say this is very fine. Thank you ! " says poor Talbot. " Leave him alone, can't you ! " says Philip. " Don't make a fool of him before the young men, Egham." Philip still looked very dismal in the midst of the festiv- ity. He was thinking of his differences with his absent parent. AVe might all have been easily consoled, if the doctor had taken away with him the elderly companion whom he had introduced to Phil's feast. He could not have been 196 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP very welcome to our host, for Phil scoAvled at his guest, and whispered, " Hang Hunt ! " to his neighbor. "Hang Hunt" — the Eeverend Tufton Hunt was his name — was in no wise disconcerted by the coolness of his reception. He drank his wine very freely ; addressed him- self to his neighbors affably 5 and called out a loud " Hear, hear ! " to Twysden, when that gentleman announced his intention of making a night of it. As Mr. Hunt warmed with wine he spoke to the table. He talked a great deal about the Eingwood family, had been very intimate at Wingate, in old days, and an intimate friend of poor Cinq- bars, Lord Ringwood's only son. Now, the memory of the late Lord Cinqbars was not an agreeable recollection to the relatives of the house of Eingwood. He was in life a dis- sipated and disreputable young lord. His name was seldom mentioned in his family; never by his father, with whom he had had many quarrels. "You know I introduced Cinqbars to your father, Philip ? " calls out the dingy clergyman. "I have heard you mention the fact," says Philip. " They met at a wine in my rooms at Corpus. Brummell Firmin we used to call your father in those days. He was the greatest buck in the university — always a dressy man, kept hunters, gave the best dinners in Cambridge. We were a wild set. There was Cinqbars, Brand Firmin, Beryl, Toplady, about a dozen of us, almost all noblemen or fellow-commoners — fellows Avho all kept their horses and had their private servants." This speech was addressed to the company, who yet did not seem much edified by the college recollections of the dingy elderly man. "Almost all Trinity men, sir! We dined with each other week about. Many of them had their tandems. Desperate fellow across countrj^ your father was. And — but we won't tell tales out of school, hey ? " "No, please don't, sir," said Philip, clenching his fists and biting his lips. The shabby, ill-bred, swaggering man was eating Philip's salt ; Phil's lordly ideas of hospitality did not allow him to quarrel with the guest under his tent. " When he went out in medicine, we were all of us as- tonished. Why, sir. Brand Firmin at one time was the greatest swell in the university," continued Mr. Hunt, " and such a plucky fellow ! So was poor Cinqbars, though he had no stamina. He, I, and Firmin fought for twenty ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 197 minutes before Caius' Gate with about twenty bargemen, and you should have seen your father hit out ! I was a handy one in those days, too, with my fingers. We learned the noble art of self-defence in my time, young gentlemen ! AVe used to have Glover, the boxer, down from London, who gave us lessons. Cinqbars was a pretty sparrer — but no stamina. Brandy killed him, sir — brandy killed him ! Why, this is some of your governor's wine ! He and I have been drinking it to-night in Parr Street, and talking over old times." '• I am glad, sir, you found the wine to your taste," says Philip, gravely. "I did, Philip my boy ! And when your father said he was coming to your wine, I said I'd come too." " I wish somebody would fling him out of window," groaned Philip. " A most potent, grave, and reverend senior," whispered Kosebury to me. " I read billiards, Boulogne, gambling- houses, in his noble lineaments. Has he long adorned your family circle, Firmin ? " " I found him at home about a month ago, in my father's anteroom, in the same clothes, with a pair of mangy mous- taches on his face ; and he has been at our house every day since. '^ "Echap2)e de Toulon,^^ says Eosebury, blandly, looking towards the stranger. ^' Cela se voit. Homme iniv fait ement distingue. You are quite right, sir. I Avas speaking of you ; and asking our friend Philip where it was I had the honor of meeting you abroad last year ? This courtesy," he gently added, " will disarm tigers." " I ivas abroad, sir, last year," said the other, nodding his head. " Three to one he was in Boulogne jail, or perhaps offi- ciating chaplain at a gambling-house. Stop, I have it ! Baden Baden, sir ? " " I was there, safe enough," says the clergyman. " It is a very pretty place ; but the air of the Aj^res kills you. Ha ! ha ! Your father used to shake his elbow when he was a youngster too, Philip ! I can't help calling you Philip. I have known your father these thirty 3'ears. We were college chums, you know." " Ah ! what n-ould I give," sighs Kosebury, " if that vener- able being would but address me by my Christian name ! Philip, do something to make your party go. The old gen- 198 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP tlemen are throttling it. Sing something, somebody ! or let us drown our melancholy in wine. You expressed your ap- probation of this claret, sir, and claimed a previous acquaint- ance with it ? " " I've drunk two dozen of it in the last month," says Mr. Hunt, with a grin. " Two dozen and four, sir," remarks Mr. Brice, putting a fresh bottle on the table. " Well said, Brice ! I make the Firmin Arms my hea.d- quarters; and honor the landlord with a good deal of my company," remarks Mr. Hunt. " The Firmin Arms is honored by having such sup- porters ! " says Phil, glaring, and with a heaving chest. At each moment he was growing more and more angry with that parson. At a certain stage of conviviality Phil was fond of talk- ing of his pedigree; and, though a professor of very lib- eral opinions, was not a little proud of some of his an- cestors. " Oh, come, I say ! Sink the heraldry ! " cries Lord Eghani. " I am very sorry ! I would do anything to oblige you, but I can't help being a gentleman ! " growls Philip. " Oh, I say, if you intend to come King Richard III. over us — " breaks out my lord. " Egham ! your ancestors were sweeping counters when mine stood by King Richard in that righteous fight ! " shouts Philip. That monarch had conferred lands upon the Ringwood family. Richard III. was Philip's battle-horse ; when he trotted it after dinner he was splendid in his chivalry. ^' Oh, I say ! If you are to saddle White Surrey, fight Bosworth Field, and murder the kids in the Tower ! " con- tinues Lord Egham. " Serve the little brutes right ! " roars Phil. " They were no more heirs of the blood royal of England than — " "I dare say! Only I'd rather have a song now the old boy is gone. I say, you fellows, chant something, do now ! Bar all this row about Bosworth Field and Richard the Third! Always does it when he's beer on board — always does it, give you my honor ! " whispers the young nobleman to his neighbor. " I am a fool ! I am a fool ! " cries Phil, smacking his forehead. "There are moments when the wrongs of my ON Ills ]VAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 199 race will intervene. It's not your fault, Mr. What-d'ye- call-'im, that you alluded to my arms in a derisive manner. I bear you no malice ! Nay, 1 ask your pardon ! Nay ! I pledge you in this claret, which is good, though it's my gov- ernor's. In our house everything isn't, hum — Bosh ! it's twenty-hve claret, sir ! Egham's father gave him a pipe of it for saving a life Avhich might be better spent ; and I believe the apothecary would have pulled you through, Eg- liam, just as well as my governor. But the wine's good ! Good ! Brice, some more claret ! A song ! Who spoke of a song ? Warble us something, Tom Dale ! A song, a song, a song ! " Whereupon the exquisite ditty of " Moonlight on the Tiles" was given by Tom Dale with all his accustomed humor. Then politeness demanded that our host should sing one of his songs, and as I have heard him perform it many times, I have the privilege of here reprinting it : pre- mising that the tune and chorus were taken from a German song-book, which used to delight us melodious youth in b\^-gone d-^js. Philip accordingly lifted up his great voice and sang : — "DOCTOR LUTHER. " For the souFs edification Of this decent congregation, "Worthy people! hy your grant, 1 will sing a holy chant. Lwill shig a h)ly chant. If the dittysound but oddly. 'Twiis a father wise and godly, Sang it so Ions: ago. Then sing as Doctor Luther sang, As Doctor Luther sang, "Who loves not wine, woman, and song, He is a fool his whole life long. *' He, by custom patriarchal. Loved to see the beaker sparkle, And he thought the wine improved, Tasted Ijy the wife he loved. By the kindly lii)s he loved. Friends! I wish this custom pious Duly were adopted by us, To combine love, song, wine; And sing as Doctor Luther sang, As Doctor Luther sang, Wlio loves not wine, woman, and song, He is a fool his whole life long. 200 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " Who refuses this our credo, And demurs to drink as we do, AVere lie holy as John Knox, I'd pronounce him lieterodox, I'd pronounce him heterodox. And from out this congregation, "With a solemn commination, Banish quick the heretic. Who would not sing as Luther sang, As Doctor Luther sang. Who loves not wine, woman, and song, He is a fool his whole life lona:." The reader's humble servant ^vas older than most of the party assembled at this symposium, which may have taken place some score of years back ; but as I listened to the noise, the fresh laughter, the songs remembered out of old university days, the talk and cant phrases of the old school of which most of us had been disciples, dear me, I felt quite young again, and when certain knocks came to the door about midnight, enjoyed quite a refreshing pang of anxious interest for a moment, deeming the proctors were rapping, having heard our shouts in the court below. The late comer, however, was only a tavern waiter, bearing a supper-tray ; and we were free to speechif}^, shout, quarrel, and be as young as we liked, with nobody to find fault, ex- cept, perchance, the bencher below, who, I dare say, was kept awake with our noise. When that supper arrived, poor Talbot Twysden, who had come so far to enjoy it, was not in a state to partake of it. Lord Egham's cigar had proved too much for him ; and the worthy gentleman had been lying on a sofa, in a neigh- boring room, for some time past, in a state of hopeless collapse. He had told us, whilst yet capable of speech, what a love and regard he had for Philip ; but between him and Philip's father there was but little love. They had had that worst and most irremediable of quarrels, a difference about twopence-halfpenny in the division of the property of their late father-in-law. Firmin still thought Twysden a shabby curmudgeon ; and Twysden considered Pirmin an unprincipled man. When INIrs. Pirmin was alive, the two poor sisters had had to regulate their affections by the marital orders, and to be warm, cool, moderate, freezing, ac- cording to their husbands' state for the time being. I won- der are there many real reconciliations ? Dear Tomkins and I are reconciled, I know. We have met and dined at ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 201 Jones's. And ah ! how fond we are of each other ! Oh, very ! So with Firmin and Twysden. They met, and shook hands with perfect animosity. So did Twysden junior and Firmin junior. Young Twysden was the elder, and thrashed and bullied Phil as a boy, until the latter arose and pitched his cousin downstairs. ^lentally, they were always kicking each other downstairs. Well, poor Talbot could not par- take of the supper when it came, and lay in a piteous state on the neighboring sofa of the absent Mv. Van John. Who would go home with him, where his wife must be anxious about him ? I agreed to convoy him, and the par- son said he was going our way, and would accompany us. We supported this senior through the Temple, and put him on the front seat of a cab. The cigar had disgracefully overcome him ; and any lecturer on the evils of smoking might have pointed his moral on the helpless person of this wretched gentleman. The evening's feasting had only imparted animation to Mr. Hunt, and occasioned an agreeable abandon in his talk. I had seen the man before in Dr. Firmin's house, and own that his society was almost as odious to me as to the doc- tor's son Philip. On all subjects and persons, Phil was accustomed to speak his mind out a great deal too openly ; and Mr. Hunt had been an object of special dislike to him ever since he had known Hunt, I tried to make the best of the matter. Few men of kindly feeling and good station are without a dependent or two. Men start together in the race of life ; and Jack wins, and Tom falls by his side. The successful man succors and reaches a friendly hand to the unfortunate competitor. Eemembrance of early times gives the latter a sort of right to call on his luckier com- rade ; and a man finds himself pitying, then enduring, then embracing a companion for whom, in old days, per- haps, he never liad had any regard or esteem. A prosperous man ought to have followers : if he has none, he has a hard heart. This philosophizing was all very well. It was good for a man not to desert the friends of his boyhood. But to live with such a- cad as that — with that creature, low, servile, swaggering, besotted — " How could his father, who had fine tastes, and loved grand company, put up with such a fellow ? " asked Phil. "I don't know when the man is the more odious ; when he is familiar, or when he is respectful ; when he is paying compliments to my father's guests in 202 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Parr Street, or telling liicleous old stale stories, as lie did at my call-supper." The wine of which Mr. Hunt freely partook on that occa- sion made him, as I have said, communicative. "Not a bad fellow, our host," he remarked, on his part, when we came away together. "Bumptious, good-looking, speaks his mind, hates me, and I don't care. He must be well to do in the world, Master Philip." I said I hoped and thought so. "Brummell Firmin must make four or five thousand a year. He was a wild fellow in my time, I can tell you — in the days of the wild Prince and Poins — stuck at nothing, spent his own money, ruined himself, fell on his legs somehow, and married a fortune. Some of us have not been so lucky. I had nobody to pay my debts. I missed my fellowship by idling and dissipating with those confounded hats and silver-laced gowns. I liked good com- pany in those days — always did when I could get it. If you Avere to write my adventures, now, you would have to tell some queer stories. I've been everywhere ; I've seen high and low — 'specially low. I've tried school-mastering, bear-leading, newspapering, America, West Indies. I've been in every city in Europe. I haven't been as lucky as Brummell Firmin. He rolls in his coach, he does, and I walk in my highlows. Guineas drop into his palm every day, and are uncommonly scarce in mine, I can tell you; and poor old Tufton Hunt is not much better off at fifty odd than he was when he was an undergraduate at eigh- teen. How do you do, old gentleman ? Air do you good ? Here Ave are at Beaunash Street ; hope you've got the key, and missis won't see you." A large butler, too well-bred to express astonishment at any event which occurred out of doors, opened Mr. Twysden's, and let in that lamentable gentleman. He was very pale and solemn. He gasped out a few words, intimating his intention to fix a day to ask us to come and dine soon, and taste that wine that Winton liked so. He waved an unsteady hand to us. If Mrs. Twysden Avas on the stairs to see the condition of her lord, I hope she took possession of the candle. Hunt grumbled as aa^c came out: "He might haA^e offered us some refreshment after bringing him all that Avay home. It's only half-past one. There's no good in going to bed so soon as that. Let us go and have a drink somewhere. I I knoAv a very good crib close by. No, you Avon't ? I say " ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 203 (here he burst into a laugh which startled the sleeping street), ''I know what you've been thinking all the time in the cab. You are a swell, — you are, too ! You have been thinking, ' This dreary old parson will try and borrow money from me.' But I Avon't, my boy. I've got a banker. Look here ! Fee, faw, fum. You understand. I can get the sovereigns out of my medical swell in Old Parr Street. I prescribe bleeding for him — I drew him to-night. He is a very kind fellow, Brummell Firmin is. He can't deny such a dear old friend anything. Bless him ! " And as he turned away to some midnight haunt of his own, he tossed up his hand in the air. I heard him laughing through the silent street, and Policeman X, tramp- ing on his beat, turned round and suspiciously eyed him. Then I thought of Dr. Firmin's dark melancholy face and eyes. Was a benevolent remembrance of old times the bond of union between these men ? All my house had long been asleep, when I opened and gently closed my house-door. By the twinkling night lamp I could dimly see child and mother softly breathing. Oh, blessed they on whose pillow no remorse sits ! Hai)py you who have escaped temptation ! I may have been encouraged in my suspicions of the dingy clergyman by Philip's own surmises regarding him, which were expressed with the speaker's usual candor. "The fellow calls for what he likes at the 'Firmin Arms,' " said poor Phil ; " and when my father's bigwigs assemble, I hope the reverend gentleman dines with them. I should like to see him hobnobbing with old Bumpsher, or slapping the bishop on the back. He lives in Sligo Street, round the corner, so as to be close to our house and yet preserve his own elegant independence. Otherwise, I wonder he has not installed himself in Old Parr Street, where my poor mother's bedroom is vacant. The doctor does not care to use that room. I remember now how silent they were when together, and how terrified she always seemed before him. What has he done ? I know of one affair in his early life. Does this Hunt know of any more ? They have been accomplices in some conspir- acy, sir; I dare say with that young Cinqbars, of whom Hunt is forever bragging : the worthy son of the worthy Eingwood. I say, does wickedness run in the blood ? My 204 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP grandfathers, I have heard, were honest men. Perhaps they were only not found out ; and the family taint will show in me some day. There are times when I feel the devil so strong within me, that I think some day he must have the mastery. I'm not quite bad yet : but I tremble lest I should go. Suppose I were to drown, and go down ? It's not a jolly thing, Pendennis, to have such a father as mine. Don't humbug vie with your charitable palliations and soothing surmises. You put me in mind of the world then, by Jove, you do ! I laugh, and I drink, and I make merry, and sing, and smoke endless tobacco ; and I tell you, I always feel as if a little sword was dangling over my skull which will fall some day and split it. Old Parr Street is mined, sir, — mined ! And some morning we shall be blown into blazes — into blazes, sir ; mark my words ! That's why I'm so careless and so idle, for which 3'ou fellows are always bothering and scolding me. There's no use in settling down until the explosion is over, don't you see ? Iiicedo per igiies siq)posltos, and, by George ! sir, I feel my boot-soles already scorching. Poor thing ! poor mother" (he apostrophized his mother's picture which hung in the room where we were talking), " were you aware of the secret, and was it the knowledge of that w'lich made your poor eyes always look so frightened ? She was always fond of you. Pen. Do you remember how pretty and graceful she used to look as she lay on her sofa up- stairs, or smiled out of the carriage as she kissed her hand to us boys ? I say, what if a woman marries and is coaxed and wheedled by a soft tongue, and runs off, and after- wards finds her husband has a cloven foot ? " " Ah, Philip ! " " What is to be the lot of the son of such a man ? Is my hoof cloven, too ? " It was on the stove, as he talked, ex- tended in American fashion. " Suppose there's no escape for me, and I inherit my doom, as another man does gout or consumption ? Knowing this fate, what is the use, then, of doing anything in particular ? I tell you, sir, the whole edifice of our present life will crumble in and smash." (Here he flings his pipe to the ground with an awful shatter.) "And until the catastrophe comes, what on earth is the use of setting to work, as you call it ? You might as well have told a fellow, at Pompeii, to select a profession the day before the eruption." " If you know that Vesuvius is going to burst over Pom- Oy HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 205 peii," I said, somewhat alarmed, " wli}- not go to Naples, or farther if you will ? " ''Were there not men in the sentry-boxes at the city gates," asked Philip, ''who might have run, and yet re- mained to be burned there ? Suppose, after all, the doom isn't hanging over us, — and the fear of it is only a nervous terror of mine ? Suppose it comes, and I survive it ? The risk of the game gives a zest to it, old boy. Besides, there is Honor : and Some One Else is in the case, from whom a man could not part in an hour of danger." And here he blushed a fine red, heaved a great sigh, and emptied a bum- per of claret. CHAPTER VIII. WILL BE PRONOUNCED TO BE CYNICAL BY THE BENEVOLENT. E:N'TLE readers will not, I trust, think the worse of their most obedient humble servant for the confession that I talked to my wife on my return home regarding Philip and his affairs. When I choose to be frank, I hope no man can be more open than myself: when I have a mind to be quiet, no fish can be more mute. I have kept secrets so ineffably that I have utterly forgotten them, until my memory was re- freshed by people who also knew them. But what was '. the use of hiding this one from the being to whom I open all, or almost all — say all, excepting just one or two of the closets of this heart ? So I say to her, '' My love ; it is as I suspected. Philip and his cousin Agnes are carrying on together." "Is Agnes the pale one, or the very pale one ? " asks the joy of my existence. "No, the elder is Blanche. They are both older than Mr. Eirmin : but Blanche is the elder of the two." " Well, I am not saying anything malicious, or contrary to the fact, am I, sir ? " No. Only I know by her looks, when another lady's name is mentioned, whether my wife likes her or not. And I am bound to say, though this statement may meet with a de- nial, that her countenance does not vouchsafe smiles at the mention of all ladies' names. 206 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 207 '• You don't go to the house ? You and ^[rs. Tw3'sden have called on each other, and there the matter has stopped ? Oh, I know ! It is because poor Talbot brags so about his wine, and gives such abominable stuff, that you have such an un-Christian feeling for him ! " '• That is the reason, I dare say," says the lady. "No. Tt is no such thing. Though you do know sherry from port, I believe upon my conscience you do not avoid the Twysdens because they give bad wine. Many others sin in that way, and you forgive them. You like your fellow- creatures better than wine — some fellow-creatures — and you dislike some fello \v -creatures worse than medicine. You swallow them, madam. You say nothing, but your looks are dreadful. You make wry faces : and when you have t.iken them, you want a piece of sweetmeat to take the taste out of your mouth." The lady, thus wittily addressed, shrugs her lovely shoul- ders. My wife exasperates me in many things ; in getting up at insane hours to go to early church, for instance ; in looking at me in a particular way at dinner, when I am about to eat one of those entrees which Dr. Goodenough declares disagree with me ; in nothing more than in that ob- stinate silence, which she persists in maintaining sometimes when I am abusing people, whom I do not like, whom she does not like, and who abuse me. This reticence makes me wild. What confidence can there be between a man and his wife, if he can't say to her, " Confound So-and-so ! I hate him;" or, "What a prig What-d'ye-call-'im is!" or, "What a bloated aristocrat Thingamy has become, since he got his place ! " or what you will ? "No," I continue, "I know why you hate the Twysdens, Mrs. Pendennis. You hate them because they move in a world which you can only occasionally visit. You envy them because they are hand-in-glove with the great ; because they possess an easy grace, and a frank and noble elegance with which common country-people and apothecaries' sons are not endowed." " ]\Iy dear Arthur, I do think you are ashamed of being an apothecary's son ; you talk about it so often," says the lady. ^Vhich was all very well : but you see she was not answering my remarks about the Twysdens. " You are right, my dear," I say then. " I. ought not to be censorious, being myself no more virtuous than my neigh- bor." 208 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " I know people abuse you, Arthur ; but I think you are a very good sort of man," says the lady, over her little tea- tray. " And so are the Twysdens very good people — very nice, artless, unselfish, simple, generous, well- bred people. Mr. Twysden is all heart: Twysden's conversational powers are remarkable and pleasing : and Philip is eminently fortunate in getting one of- those charming girls for a wife." "I've no patience with them," cries my wife, losing that quality to my great satisfaction: for then I knew I had found the crack in Madam Pendennis's armor of steel, and had smitten her in a vulnerable little place. "No patience with them? Quiet, lady-like young women ! " I cry. " Ah," sighs my wife, " what have they got to give Philip in return for — " " In return for his thirty thousand ? They will have ten thousand pounds apiece when their mother dies." " Oh ! I wouldn't have our boy marry a woman like one of those, not if she had a million. I wouldn't, my child and my blessing ! " (This is addressed to a little darling who happens to be eating sweet cakes, in a high chair, off the little table by his mother's side, and who, though he certainly used to cry a good deal at that period, shall be a mute personage in this history). "You are alluding to Blanche's little affair with — " " No, I am not, sir ! " "How do you know which one I meant, then? — Or that notorious disappointment of Agnes, when Lord Farintosh became a widower ? If he wouldn't, she couldn't, you know, my dear. And I am sure she tried her best: at least, every- body said so." " Ah ! I have no patience with the way in which you people of the world treat the most sacred of subjects — the most sacred, sir. Do you hear me ? Is a woman's love to be pledged and withdrawn every day ? Is her faith and purity only to be a matter of barter, and rank, and social consideration ? I am sorry, because I don't wish to see Philip, who is good, and honest, and generous, and true as 3^et — however great his faults may be — because I don't wish to see him given up to — Oh ! it's shocking, shocking ! " Given up to what ? to anything dreadful in this world, or the next ? Don't imagine that Philip's relations thought they were doing Phil any harm by condescending to marry ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 209 him, or themselves any injury. A doctor's son, indeed ! AVhy, the Twysdens were far better placed in the world than their kinsmen of Old Farr Street ; and went to better houses. The year's levee and drawing-room would have been incomplete without Mr. and Mrs. Twysden. There might be families with higher titles, more wealth, higher posi- tions ; but the world did not contain more respectable folks than the Twysdens : of this every one of the family was con- vinced, from Talbot himself down to his heir. If somebod}^ or some Body of savans would write the history of the harm that has been done in the world by people who believe themselves to be virtuous, what a queer, edifying book it would be, and how poor oppressed rogues might look up ! Who burn the Protestants ? — the virtuous Catholics, to be sure. AVho roast the Catholics ? — the virtuous Eeformers. Who thinks I am a dangerous character, and avoids me at the club? — the virtuous Squaretoes. Who scorns? who persecutes? who doesn't forgive? — the virtuous Mrs. Grundy. She remembers her neighbor's peccadilloes to the third and fourth generation ; and if she linds a certain man fallen in her path, gathers up her affrighted garments with a shriek, for fear the muddy, bleeding wretch should contam- inate her, and passes on. I do not seek to create even surprises in this modest his- tory, or condescend to keep candid readers in suspense about many matters which might possibly interest them. For in- stance, the matter of love has interested novel-readers for hundreds of years past, and doubtless will continue so to interest them. Almost all young people read love-books and histories with eagerness, oldsters read books of medi- cine, and whatever it is — heart-complaint, gout, liver, palsy — cry, "Exactly so, precisely my case!" Phil's first love- affair, to which we are now coming, was a false start. I own it at once. And in this commencement of his career I believe he w^as not more or less fortunate thali many and many a man and woman in this w^orld. Suppose the course of true love always did run smooth, and everybody married his or her first love. Ah ! what would marriage be ? A generous young fellow comes to market with a heart ready to leap out of his waistcoat, forever thumping and throbbing, and so wild that he can't have any rest till he has disposed of it. What wonder if he falls upon a wily mer- chant in Vanity Fair, and barters his all for a stale bauble not worth sixpence ? Phil chose to fall in love with his VOL. I. — 14 210 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP cousin ; and I warn you that nothing will come of that pas- sion, except the influence which it had upon the young man's character. Though my Avife did not love the Twysdens, she loves sentiment, she loves love-affairs — all women do. Poor Phil used to bore me after dinner with endless rodo- montades about his passion and his charmer ; but my wife was never tired of listening. " You are a selfish, heartless, hlase man of the world, you are," he would say. " Your own immense and undeserved good fortune in the matrimo- nial lottery has rendered you hard, cold, crass, indifferent. You have been asleep, sir, twice to-night whilst I was talk- ing. I will go up and tell madam everything. She has a heart." And presently, engaged with my book or my after- dinner doze, I would hear Phil striding and creaking over- head, and plunging energetic pokers in the drawing-room fire. Thirty thousand pounds to begin Avith ; a third part of that sum coming to the lady from her mother ; all the doc- tor's savings and property ; — here certainly was enough in possession and expectation to satisfy many young couples : and as Phil is twenty-two, and Agnes (must I own it ?) twenty-five, and as she has consented to listen to the warm outpourings of the eloquent and passionate youth, and ex- change for his fresh, new-minted, golden sovereign heart, that used little threepenny-piece, her own — why should they not marry at once, and so let us have an end of them and this history ? They have plenty of money to pay the parson and the post-chaise ; they may drive off to the coun- try, and live on their means, and lead an existence so hum- drum and tolerably happy that Phil may grow quite too fat, lazy, and unfit for his present post of hero of a novel. But stay — there are obstacles; coy, reluctant, amorous delays. After all, Philip is a dear, brave, handsome, wild, reckless, blundering boy, treading upon everybody's dress-skirts, smashing the little Dresden ornaments and the pretty little decorous gimcracks of society, life, conversation ; — but there is time yet. Are you so very sure about that money of his mother's ? and how is it that his father, the doctor, has not settled accounts with him yet? C^est louche. A family of high position and principle must look to have the money matters in perfect order, before they consign a darling ac- customed to every luxury to the guardianship of a confess- edly wild and eccentric, though generous and amiable, young man. Besides, ah ! besides — besides I ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 211 .8 " . . . . It's horrible, Arthur ! It's cruel, Arthur ! It's a shame to judge a woman, or Christian people so ! Oh ! my loves ! my blessings ! would I sell t/ou ? " says this young mother, clutching a little belaced, befurbelowed being to her heart, infantine, squalling, with blue shoulder-ribbons, 212 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP a mottled little arm that has just been vaccinated, and the sweetest red shoes. " Would T sell you ? " says mamma. Little Arty, I say, squalls ; and little Nelly looks up from her bricks with a wondering, whimpering expression. Well, I am ashamed to say what the " besides " is ; but the fact is, that young Woolcomb of the Life Guards Grreen, who has inherited immense West India property, and, we will say, just a teaspoonful of that dark blood which makes a man naturally partial to blond beauties, has cast his opal eyes very warmly upon the golden-haired Agnes of late ; has danced with her not a little ; and when Mrs. Twysden's barouche appears by the Serpentine, you may not unfre- quently see a pair of the neatest little yellow kid gloves just playing with the reins, a pair of the prettiest little boots just touching the stirrup, a magnificent horse dancing, and tittupping, and tossing, and performing the most grace- ful caracoles and gambadoes, and on the magnificent horse a neat little man with a blazing red flower in his bosom, and glancing opal eyes, and a dark complexion, and hair so very black and curly, that I really almost think in some of the Southern States of America he would be likely to meet with rudeness in a railway-car. But in England we know better. In England Grenville Woolcomb is a man and a brother. Half of Arrowroot Is- land, they say, belongs to him ; besides Mangrove Hall, in Hertfordshire ; ever so much property in other counties, and that fine house in Berkeley Square. He is called the Black Prince behind the scenes of many theatres , ladies nod at him from those broughams which, you understand, need not be particularized. The idea of his immense riches is confirmed by the known fact that he is a stingy Black Prince, and most averse to parting with his money except for his own adornment or amusement. When he receives at his country-house, his entertainments are, however, splen- did. He has been flattered, followed, caressed all his life, and allowed by a fond mother to have his own way ; and as this has never led him to learning, it must be owned that his literary acquirements are small, and his writing de- fective. But in the management of his pecuniary affairs he is very keen and clever. His horses cost him less than any young man's in England who is so well mounted. Xo dealer has ever been known to get the better of him ; and, though he is certainl}^ close about money, when his wishes ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 213 have very keenly prompted him, no sum has been known to stand in his way. Witness the purchase of the . But never mind scandaL Let by-gones be bj'-gones. A young doctor's son, with a thousand a year for a fortune, may be considered a catch in some circles, but not, vous concevez, in the upper regions of society. And dear woman — dear, angelic, highly accomplished, respectable woman — does she not know how to pardon many failings in our sex ? Age ? psha ! She will crown my Ijare old ]3oll with the roses of her youth. Complexion ? What contrast is sweeter and more touching than Desdemona's golden ringlets on swart Othello's shoul- der ? A past life of selfishness and bad company ? Come out from among the swine, my prodigal, and I will purify thee ! This is what is called cynicism, you know. Then I sup- pose m}^ wife is a cynic, who clutches her children to her pure heart, and prays gracious heaven to guard them from selfishness, from worldliness, from heartlessness, from wicked greed. CHAPTER IX. CONTAINS ONE RIDDLE WHICH IS SOLVED, AND PERHAPS SOME MORE. INE is a mod.est muse, and as the period of the story arrives when a de- scription of love- making is justly due, my JMnemos- yne turns away from the young couple, drops a lit- tle curtain over the embrasure w here they are whisper- ing, heaves a sigh from her elderly bosom, and lays a linger on her lip. Ah, Mnemosyne, I dear ! we will not be spies on the ^ young people. We s:^^ Tv^ill not scold them. We won't talk about their doings much. ______ When we were young, we too, per- haps, w-ere taken in under Love's tent ; Ave have eaten of his salt : and partaken of his bitter, his delicious bread. Now we are padding the hoof lonely in the wilderness, we will not abuse our host, will we ? We will couch under the stars, and think fondly of old times, and to-morrow resume the staff and the journey. And yet, if a novelist may chronicle any passion, its 214 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 215 flames, its raptures, its whispers, its assignations, its son- nets, its quarrels, sulks, reconciliations, and so on, the history of such a lov^e as this first of Phil's may be ex- cusable in print, because I don't believe it was a real love at all, only a little brief delusion of the senses, from which I give you warning that our hero will recover before many chapters are over. What ! my brave boy, shall we give your heart away for good and all, for better or for worse, till death do you part ? What ! my Cory don and sighing swain, shall we irrevocably bestow you upon Phillis, who, all the time you are piping and paying court to her, has Meliboeus in the cupboard, and ready to be produced should he prove to be a more eligible shepherd than t'other ? I am not such a savage towards my readers or hero, as to make them undergo the miser}^ of such a marriage. Philip was very little of a club or society man. He sel- dom or ever entered the '• Megatherium," or when there stared and scowled round him savagel}^, and laughed strangely at the ways of the inhabitants. He made but a clumsy figure in the world ; though in person, handsome, active, and jjroper enough ; but he would forever put his great foot through the World's flounced skirts, and she would stare, and cry out, and hate him. He was the last man who was aware of the Woolcomb flirtation, when hundreds of i3eople, I dare say, were simpering over it. "■ Who is that little man who comes to your house, and whom I sometimes see in the Park, aunt — that little man Avith the very white gloves and the very tawny com- plexion ? " asks Philip. '' That is ^Ir. Woolcomb, of the Life Guards Green," aunt remembers. " An officer is he ? " saj'S Philip, turning round to the girls. '•! should have thought he would have done better for the turban and cymbais." And he laughs and thinks he has said a very clever thing. Oh, those good things about people and against peoj^le ! Xever, my dear 3'oung friend, say them to anybody — not to a stranger, for he will go away and tell ; not to the mistress of your affections, for you may quarrel with her, and then she will tell ; not to your son, for the artless child will return to his school- fellows and say : " Papa says Mr. P>lenkinsop is a muff." My child, or what not, praise everybody : smile on every- body : and everybody \\\\\ smile on you in return, a sham 216 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP smile, and hold you out a sham hand; and, in a word, esteem you as you deserve. No. I think you and I will take the ups and the downs, the roughs and the smooths of this daily existence and conversation. We will praise those whom we like, though nobody repeat our kind say- ings ; and say our say about those whom we dislike, though we are pretty sure our words will be carried by tale-bearers, and increased and multiplied, and remembered long after we have forgotten them. We drop a little stone — a little stone that is swallowed up and disappears, but the whole pond is set in commotion, aucl ripples in continually widen- ing circles long after the original little stone has popped down and is out of sight. Don't your speeches of ten years ago — maimed, distorted, bloated it may be out of all recog- nition — come strangely back to their author ? Phil, five minutes after he had made the joke, so entirely forgot his saying about the Black Prince and the cymbals that when Captain Woolcomb scowled at him with his fiercest eyes, young Firmin thought that this was the natural expression of the captain's swarthy countenance, and gave himself no further trouble regarding it. " By George ! sir," said Phil afterwards, speaking of this officer, " I remarked that he grinned, and chattered, and showed his teeth; and remembering it was the nature of such baboons to chatter and grin, had no idea that this chim- panzee was more angry with me than with any other gentle- man. You see. Pen, I am a white-skinned man ; I am pronounced even red- whiskered by the ill-natured. It is not the prettiest color. But I had no idea that I was to have a mulatto for a rival. I am not so rich, certainly, but I have enough. I can read and spell correctly, and write with tolerable fluency. I could not, you know, could I, reason- ably suppose that I need fear competition, and that the black horse would beat the bay one ? Shall I tell you what she used to say to me ? There is no kissing and telling, mind you. No, by George. Virtue and prudence were for- ever on her lips ! She warbled little sermons to me ; hinted gently that I should see to safe investments of my })rop- erty, and that no man, not even a father, should be the sole and uncontrolled guardian of it. She asked me, sir, scores and scores of little sweet, timid, innocent questions about the doctor's property, and how much did I think it was, and how had he laid it out ? What virtuous parents that angel had ! How they brought her up, and educated ON HIS ]VAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 217 her dear blue eyes to the main chance ! She knows the price of house-keeping, and the value of railway shares ; she invests capital for herself in this world and the next. She majai't do right always, but Avrong ? Oh fie, never ! I say, Pen, an undeveloped angel with wings folded under her dress ; not, perhaps, your mighty, snoAv-white, flashing pinions that spread out and soar up to the highest stars, but a pair of good serviceable drab dove-colored wings, that Avill support her gently and equably just over our heads, and help to drop her softly when she condescends upon us. When I think, sir, that I might have been married to a gen- teel angel and am single still — oh! it's despair, it's de- spair ! " But Philip's little story of disappointed hopes and boot- less passion must be told in terms less acrimonious and un- fair than the gentleman would use, naturally of a sanguine, swaggering talk, prone to exaggerate his own disappoint- ments, and call out, roar — I dare say swear — if his own corn was trodden upon, as loudly as some men who may have a leg taken off. This I can vouch for Miss Twysden, Mrs*. Twysden, and all the rest of the family: — that if they, what you call, jilted Philip, they did so Avithout the slightest hesitation or notion that they were doing a dirty action. Their actions never ivere dirty or mean ; they Avere necessar}^ I tell you, and calmly proper. They ate cheese-parings Avith graceful silence ; they cribbed from board-Avages ; they turned hungry servants out of doors ; the}^ remitted no chance in their oAvn favor ; they slept gracefully under scanty cover- lids ; they lighted niggard fires ; they locked the caddy Avith the closest lock, and served the teapot Avith the smallest and least frequent spoon. But you don't suppose they thought they Avere mean, or that they did Avrong ? Ah! it is admirable to think of many, many, ever so many respectable families of your acquaintance and mine, my dear friend, and hoAv they meet together and humbug each other ! "My dear, I haA^e cribbed half an inch of plush out of James's small-clothes." " My love, I have saved a half- penny out of Mary's beer. Isn't it time to dress for the duchess's ; and don't you think John might wear that livery of Thomas's, Avho only had it a year, and died of the small- pox ? It's a little tight for him, to be sure, but," &c. What is this ? I profess to be an impartial chronicler of poor Phil's fortunes, misfortunes, friendships, and what- 218 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP nots, and am getting almost as angry with these Twysdens as Philip ever was himself. Well, I am not mortally angry with poor Traviata tramp- ing the pavement, with the gas-lamp flaring on her poor painted smile, else my indignant virtue and squeamish modesty would never walk Piccadilly or get the air. But Lais, quite moral, and very neatly, primly, and straitly laced ; — Phryne, not the least dishevelled, but with a fixa- ture for her hair, and the best stays, fastened by mamma ; — > your High Church or Evangelical Aspasia, the model of all proprieties, and owner of all virgin-purity blooms, ready to sell her cheek to the oldest old fogy who has money and a title ; — these are the Unfortunates, my dear brother and sister sinners, whom I should like to see repentant and specially trounced first. Why, some of these are put into reformatories in Grosvenor Square. They wear a prison dress of diamonds and Chantilly lace. Their parents cry, and thank heaven as they sell them ; and all sorts of revered bishops, clergy, relations, dowagers, sign the book, and ratify the ceremony. Come ! let vis call a midnight meeting of those who have been sold in marriage, I say, and what a respectable, what a genteel, what a fashionable, what a brilliant, what an imposing, what a multitudinous assembly we will have ; and where's the room in all Baby- lon big enough to hold them ? Look into that grave, solemn, dingy, somewhat naked, but elegant drawing-room, in Beaunash Street, and with a little fanciful opera-glass you may see a pretty little group or two engaged at different periods of the day. It is after lunch, and before E often Kow ride time (this stoiy, you know, relates to a period ever so remote, and long before folks thought of riding in the Park in the forenoon). After lunch, and before Eotten Eow time, saunters into the drawing-room a fair-haired young fellow with large feet and chest, careless of gloves, with auburn whiskers blowing over a loose collar, and — must I confess it? — a most undeniable odor of cigars about his person. He breaks out regarding the debate of the previous night, or the i3amphlet of yesterda}^, or the poem of the day previous, or the scandal of the week before, or upon the street-sweeper at the corner, or the Italian and monkey before the Park — upon whatever, in a word, moves his mind for the moment. If Philip has had a bad dinner 3- esterday (and happens to remember it), he growls, grumbles, nay, I dare say, uses ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 219 the most blasphemous hxngiiage against the cook, against the waiters, against the steward, against the committee, against the whole society of the club where he has been dining. If Philip has met an organ-girl with pretty eyes and a monkey in the street, he has grinned and wondered over the monkey ; he has wagged his head, and sung all the organ's tunes ; he has discovered that the little girl is the most ravishing beauty eyes ever looked on, and that her scoundrelly Savo3"ard father is most likely an Alpine miscreant who has bartered away his child to a peddler of the beggarly cheesy valleys, who has sold her to a friend qui fait la traife des hurdigurdies, and has disposed of her in England. If he has to discourse on the poem, pamphlet, magazine article — it is written by the greatest genius, or the greatest numskull, that the world now exhibits. He write ! A man who makes fire rhyme with Marire ! This vale of tears and world which we inhabit does not contain such an idiot. Or have you seen Dobbins's poem ? Agnes, mark my words for it, there is a genius in Dobbins which some day will show what I have always surmised, what I have always imagined possible, what I have always felt to be more than probable, what, by George ! I feel to l3e perfectly certain, and any man is a humbug who contradicts it, and a malignant miscreant, and the world is full of fellows who will never give another man credit; and I swear that to recognize and feel merit in poetry, painting, music, rope-dancing, anj'thing, is the greatest delight and joy of my existence. I say — what was I saying ? " "You were saying, Philip, that you love to recognize the merits of all men whom you see," says gentle Agnes, '-and I believe you do." " Yes ! " cries Phil, tossing about the fair locks. " I think I do. Thank heaven, I do. I know fellows who can do many things better than I do — everything better than I do." " Oh, Philip ! " sighs the lady. " But I don't hate 'em for it." " You never hated any one, sir. You are too brave ! Can you fancy Philip hating any one, mamma ? " Mamma is writing : " Mr. and j\Irs. Talbot Twysdex request the honor of Admiral and Mrs. Davis Locker's company at dinner on Thursday the so-and-so." "Philip what ? " says mamma, looking up from her card. " Philip 220 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP hating any one ! Philip eating any one ! Philip ! we have a little dinner on the 24tli. We shall ask your father to dine. We must not have too many of the family. Come in afterwards, please." '' Yes, aunt," says downright Phil, " I'll come, if you and the girls wish. You know tea is not in my line ; and I don't care about dinners, except in my own way, and with — " " And with your own horrid set, sir ! '^ '^ Well," says Sultan Philip, flinging himself out on the sofa, and lording on the ottoman, " I like mine ease and mine inn." " Ah, Philip ! you grow more selfish every day. I mean men do," sighed Agnes. You will suppose mamma leaves the room at this junc- ture. She has that confidence in dear Philip and the dear girls, that she sometimes does leave the room when Agnes and Phil are together. She will leave Keuben, the eldest born, with her daughters : but my poor dear little younger son of a Joseph, if you suppose she will leave the room and you alone in it — my clear Joseph, you may just jump down the well at once ! Mamma, I say, has left the room at last, bowing with a perfect sweetness and calm grace and gravity ; and she has slipped down the stairs, scarce more noisy than the shadow that slants over the faded carpet (oh ! the faded shadow, the faded sunshine !) — mamma is gone, I say, to the lower regions, and with perfect good breeding is torturing the butler on his bottle-rack — is squeezing the housekeeper in her jam-closet — is watching the three cold cutlets shuddering in the larder behind the wires — is blandly glancing at the kitchen-maid until the poor wench fancies the piece of bacon is discovered which she gave to the crossing-sweeper — and calmly penetrating John until he feels sure his inmost heart is revealed to her, as it throbs within his worsted-laced waistcoat, and she knows about that pawning of master's old boots (beastly old highlows !), and — and, in fact, all the most intimate circumstances of his existence. A Avretched maid, who has been ironing collars, or whatnot, gives her mistress a shud- dering courtesy, and slinks away' with her laces : and mean- while our girl and boy are prattling in the drawing-room. About what ? About everything on which Philip chooses to talk. There is nobody to contradict him but himself, and then his pretty hearer a^ows and declares he has not been so very contradictory. He spouts his favorite ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 221 poems. " Delightful ! Do, Pliilip, read us some Walter Scott ! He is, as you say, tlie most fresh, the most manly, the most kindly of j^oetic writers — not of the first class, certainly. In fact, he has written most dreadful bosh, as you call it so droll}- ; and so has Wordsworth, though he is one of the greatest of men, and has reached sometimes to the very greatest height and sublimity of poetry ; but now you put it, I must confess he is often an old bore, and I certainly should have gone to sleep during the 'Excur- sion,' only you read it so nicely. You don't think the new composers as good as the old ones, and love mamma's old- fashioned playing ? Well, Philip, it is delightful, so lady- like, so feminine ! " Or, perhaps, Philip has just come from Hyde Park, and says, " As I passed by Apsley House, I saw the Duke come out, with his old blue frock and white trousers and clear face. I have seen a picture of him in an old Euroxjean Magazine, which I think I like better than all — gives me the idea of one of the brighest men in the world. The brave eyes gleam at you out of the picture ; and there's a smile on the resolute lips, which seems to insure triumph. Agnes, Assaye must have been glorious ! " "Glorious, Philip ! " says Agnes, who had never heard of Assaye before in her life. Arbela, perhaps ; Salamis, ^Nlara- thon, Agincourt, Blenheim, Busaco — where dear grandpapa was killed — Waterloo, Armageddon; but Assaye? Que voulez-vous ? "Think of that ordinarily prudent man, and how greatly he knew how to dare when occasion came ! I should like to have died after winning such a game. He has never done anything so exciting since." " A game ? I thought it was a battle just now," mur- murs Agnes in her mind; but there may be some misunder- standing. " Ah, Philip," she says, " I fear excitement is too much the life of all young men now. When will you be quiet and steady, sir ? " "And go to an office every day, like my uncle and cousin; and read the newspapers for three hours, and trot back and see you." " Well, sir I that ought not to be such very bad amuse- ment," says one of the ladies. " What a clumsy wretch I am ! my foot is always tram- pling on something or somebody I " groans Phil. " You must come to uS; and we will teach you to dance, 222 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Bruin ! " says gentle Agnes, smiling on him. I think when very much agitated, her pulse must have gone up to forty. Her blood must have been a light pink. The heart that beat under that pretty white chest, which she exposed so liberally, may have throbbed pretty quickly once or twice with waltzing, but otherwise never rose or fell beyond its natural gentle undulation. It may have had throbs of grief at a disappointment occasioned by the milliner not bringing a dress home ; or have felt some little fluttering impulse of youthful passion when it was in short frocks, and Master Gi-rimsby at the dancing-school showed some preference for another young pupil out of the nursery. But feelings, and hopes, and passions now ? Psha ! They pass away like nursery dreams. Now there are only proprieties. What is love, young heart ? It is two thousand a year, at the very lowest computation; and, Avith the present rise in wages and house-rent, that calculation can't last very long. Love ? Attachment ? Look at Frank Maythorn, with his vernal blushes, his leafy whiskers, his sunshiny, laughing face, and all the birds of spring carolling in his jolly voice ; and old General Pinwood hobbling in on his cork leg, with his stars and orders, and leering round the room from under his painted eyebrows. Will my modest nymph go to Maythorn, or to yonder leering Satyr, who totters towards her in his white and rouge ? Nonsense. She gives her garland to the old man, to be sure. He is ten times as rich as the young one. And so they Avent on in Arcadia itself, really. Not in that namby-pamby ballet and idyll world, where they tripped up to each other in rhythm, and talked hexameters ; but in the real downright, no-mistake country — Arcadia — where Tityrus, fluting to Amaryllis in the shade, had his pipe very soon put out when Meliboeus (the great grazier) performed on his melodious, exquisite, irresistible cowhorn; and where Daphne's mother dressed her up Avith ribbons and drove her to market, and sold her, and swapped her, and bartered her like any other lamb in the fair. This one has been trotted to the market so long uoav that she knoA\^s the Avay herself. Her baa has been heard for — do not let us count hoAv many seasons. She has nibbled out of (countless hands ; frisked in many thousand dances ; come quite harm- less aAvay from goodness knoAvs hoAV many Avolves. Ah ! ye lambs and raddled innocents of our Arcadia ! Ah, old Ewe ! Is it of your ladyship this fable is narrated ? I say it is as old as Cadmus, and man and mutton kind. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 223 So, when Philip comes to Beaunash Street, Agnes listens to him most kindly, sweetly, gently, and affectionately. Her pulse goes ujj very nearly half a beat when the echo of the horse's heels is heard in the quiet street. It undergoes a corresponding depression when the daily grief of parting is encountered and overcome. Blanche and Agnes don't love each other very passionately. If I may say as much regarding those two lambkins, they butt at each other — they quarrel with each other — but they have secret under- standings. During Phil's visits the girls remain together, you understand, or mamma is with the j'^oung people. Female friends may come in to call on Mrs. Twysden, and the matrons whisper together, and glance at the cousins, and look knowing. '^ Poor orphan boy I " mamma says to a sister matron. " I am like a mother to him since my dear sister died. His own home is so blank, and ours so merry, so affectionate ! There may be intimacy, tender regard, the utmost confidence between cousins — there may be future and even closer ties between them — but you understand, dear Mrs. Matcham, no engagement between them. He is eager, hot-headed, impetuous, and imprudent, as we all know. She has not seen the world enough — is not sure of herself, poor dear child! Therefore every circumspection, every caution is necessary. There must be no engagement, no letters between them. !My darling Agnes does not write to ask him to dinner without showing the note to me or her father. My dearest girls respect themselves." ''Of course, my dear Mrs. Twj'sden, they are admirable, both of them. Bless you, darlings I Agnes, you look radiant ! Ah, Rosa, my child, I wish you had dear Blanche's complexion !" '• And isn't it monstrous keeping that poor boy hanging on until Mr. Woolcomb has made up his mind about coming forward ? " says dear !Mrs. Matcham to her own daughter, as her brougham-door closes on the pair. " Here he comes ! Here is his cab. Maria Twysden is one of the smartest women in England — that she is." " How odd it is, mamma, that the becni cousin and Captain Woolcomb are always calling, and never call together!" remarks the ingenue. "They might quarrel if they met. They say young Mr. Firmin is very quarrelsome and impetuous ! " says mamma. " But how are they kept apart ? " " Chance, my dear ! mere chance ! " says mamma. And they agree to say it is chance — and they agree to pretend 224 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP to believe one another. And the girl and the mother know everytliing about Woolcomb's property, everything about Philip's property and expectations, everything about all the young men in London, and those coming on. And Mrs. Matcham's girl fished for Captain Woolcomb last year in Scotland, at Loch hookey; and stalked him to Paris; and they went down on their knees to Lady Banbury when they heard of the theatricals at the Cross ; and pursued that man about until he is forced to say, "Confound me! hang me ! it's too bad of that woman and her daughter, it is now, I give you my honor it is ! And all the fellows chaff me ! And she took a house in Regent's Park, opposite our bar- racks, and asked for her daughter to learn to ride in our school — I'm blessed if she didn't, Mrs. Twysden ! and I thought my black mare would have kicked her off one day — I mean the daughter — but she stuck on like grim death", and the fellows call them Mrs. Grim Death and her daughter. Our surgeon called them so, and a doosid rum fellow — and they chaff me about it, you know — ever so many of the fellows do — and /'m not going to be had in that way by Mrs. Grim Death and her daughter ! No, not as I knows, if you please ! " " You are a dreadful man, and you gave her a dreadful name. Captain Woolcomb ! " says mamma. "It wasn't me. It was the surgeon, you know, Miss Agnes: a doosid funny and witty fellow, Nixon is — and sent a thing once to Punch, Nixon did. I heard him make the riddle in Albany Barracks, and it riled Poker so! You've no idea how it riled Poker, for he's in it ! " " In it ? " asks Agnes, with the gentle smile, the candid blue eyes — the same eyes, expression, lips, that smile and sparkle at Philip. " Here it is ! Capital. Took it down. Wrote it into my pocket-book at once as Nixon made it. ^All doctors like my first, thafs elect?'/' Doctor Firmin does that. Old Parr Street party ! Don't you see, Miss Agnes ? Pee ! Don't you see ? " " Fee ! Oh, you droll thing ! " cries Agnes, smiling, radi- ant, very much puzzled. " ' My second,' " goes on the young officer — " ^ My second gives us Foker's beer ! ' " " ' My u'hole's the shortest month in all the year ! ' Don't you see, Mrs. Twysden ? Fee-Brewery, don't you see ? February ! A doosid good one, isn't it now ? and I wonder ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 225 Punch never put it in. And upon my word, I used to spell it Febuary before, I did ; and I dare say ever so many fel- lows do still. And I know the right way now, and all from that riddle which Nixon made." The ladies declare he is a droll man, and full of fun. He rattles on, artlessly telling his little stories of sport, drink, adventure, in which the dusky little man himself is a prom- inent hgure. Not honejMuouthed Plato would be listened to more kindly by those three ladies. A bland, frank smile shines over Talbot Twysden's noble face, as he comes in from his office, and finds the Creole prattling. " What, you here, Woolcomb ? Hay ! Glad to see you ! " And the gallant hand goes out and meets and grasps Woolcomb's tiny kid glove. "■ He has been so amusing, papa ! He has been making us die with laughing ! Tell pax^a that riddle you made, Captain Woolcomb ? " *' That riddle I made ? That riddle Nixon, our surgeon, made. ^All doctors like my first, that's clear,'" &c. And da capo. And the family, as he expounds this ad- mirable rebus, gather round the young officer in a group, and the curtain drops. As in a theatre booth at a fair there are two or three x^er- formances in a day, so in Beaunash Street a little genteel comedy is played twice : — at four o'clock with Mr. Firmin, at five o'clock with Mr. Woolcomb ; and for both young gen- tlemen, same smiles, same eyes, same voice, same welcome. Ah, bravo ! ah, encore ! VOL. I. — 15 CHAPTEE X. IN WHICH WE VISIT " ADMIRAL BYNG. EOM long residence in Bohemia, and fatal love of bachelor ease and hab- its, Master Philip's pure tastes were so destroyed, and his manners so per- verted, that, you will hardly believe it, he was actually indifferent to the pleasures of the re- fined home we have just been describing ; and, when Agnes was away, sometimes even when I she was at home, was [jl quite relieved to get out of Beaunash Street. He is hardly twenty yards ^ _ from the door, when out "" " ^^^^3- ^^ of his pocket there comes a case ; out of the case there jumps an aromatic cigar, which is scattering fragrance around as he is marching briskly northwards to his next house of call. The pace is even more lively now than when he is hastening on what you call the wings of love to Beau- •nash Street. At the house whither he is now going, he and the cigar are always welcome. There is no need of munch- ing orange chips, or chewing scented pills, or flinging your weed away half a mile before you reach Thornhaugh Street — the low, vulgar place. I promise you Phil may smoke at Brandon's, and find others doing the same. He may set the house on fire, if so minded, such a favorite is he tlu're ; and the Little Sister, with her kind, beaming smile, will be there to bid him welcome. How that woman loved Phil, 220 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 227 and how lie loved her, is quite a curiosity ; and both of them used to be twitted with this attachment by their mutual friends, and blush as they acknowledged it. Ever since the little nurse had saved his life as a school-boy, it was a la vie a la moH between them. Phil's father's chariot used to come to Thornhaugh Street sometimes — at rare times — and the doctor descend thence and have colloquies with the Little Sister. She attended a patient or two of his. She was certainly very much better oft' in her money matters in these late years, since she had known Dr. Firmin. Do 3'ou think she took money from him ? As a novelist, who knows everything about his people, I am constrained to say, Yes. She took enough to pay some little bills of her weak-minded old father, and send the bailiff's hand from his old collar. But no more. " I think you owe him as much as that/' she said to the doctor. But as for compliments between them — " Dr. Firmin, I would die rather than be beholden to you for anything," she said, with her little limbs all in a tremor, and her eyes flashing anger. " How dare you, sir, after old days, be a coward and pay compliments to me? I will tell your son of you, sir ! " and the little woman looked as if she could have stabbed the elderly libertine there as he stood. And he shrugged his handsome shoulders : blushed a little too, perhaps : gave her one of his darkling looks, and departed. She had believed him once. She had married him, as she fancied. He had tired of her; forsaken her; left her — left her even without a name. She had not known his for long years after her trust and his deceit. "Ko, sir, I wouldn't have your name now, not if it were a lord's, I wouldn't, and a coronet on your carriage. You are beneath me now, ]\rr. Brand Firmin ! " she had said. How came she to love the boy so? Years back, in her own horrible extremity of misery, she could remember a week or two of a brief, strange, exquisite happiness, which came to her in the midst of her degradation and desertion, and for a fcAv days a baby in her arms, with eyes like Philip's. It was taken from her, after a few days — only sixteen days. Insanity came upon her, as her dead infant was carried away: — insanity, and fever, and struggle — ah ! who knows how dreadful ? She never does. There is a gap in her life which she never can recall quite. But George Brand Firmin, Esq., M. D., knows how very fre- quent are such cases of mania, and that women who don't 228 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP speak about them often will cherish them for years after they appear to have passed away. The Little Sister says, quite gravely, sometimes, "They are allowed to come back. They do come back. Else what's the good of little cherubs bein' born, and smilin', and happy, and beautiful — say for sixteen days, and then an end ? I've talked about it to many ladies in grief sim'lar to mine was, and it com- forts them. And when I saw that child on his sick-bed, and he lifted his eyes, I knew him, I tell you, Mrs. Ridley. I don't speak about it ; but I knew him, ma'am ; my angel came back again. I know him by the eyes. Look at 'em. Did you ever see such eyes ? They look as if they had seen heaven. His father's don't." Mrs. Eidley believes this theory solemnly, and I think I know a lady, nearly con- nected with myself, who can't be got quite to disown it. And this secret opinion to women in grief and sorrow over their new-born lost infants Mrs. Brandon persists in imparting. " / know a case," the nurse murmurs, " of a poor mother who lost her child at sixteen days old ; and sixteen years after, on the very day, she saw him again." Philip knows so far of the Little Sister's story, that he is the object of this delusion, and, indeed, it very strangely and tenderly affects him. He remembers fitfully the ill- ness through which the Little Sister tended him, the wild paroxysms of his fever, his head throbbing on her shoulders — cool tamarind drinks wdiich she applied to his lips — great gusty night shadows flickering through the bare school dormitory — the little figure of the nurse gliding in and out of the dark. He must be aware of the recognition, w^hich we know of, and which took place at his bedside, though he has never mentioned it — not to his father, nor to Caroline. But he clings to the woman, and shrinks from the man. Is it instinctive love and antipathy ? The special reason for his quarrel with his father the junior Firmin has never explicitly told me then or since. I have known sons much more confidential, and wdio, when their fathers tripped and stumbled, would bring their acquaint- ances to jeer at the patriarch in his fall. One day, as Philip enters Thornhaugh Street, and the Sister's little parlor there, fancy his astonishment on find- ing his fa;ther's dingy friend, the Rev. Tufton Hunt, at his ease by the fireside. " Surprised to see me here, eh ? " says the dingy gentleman, with a sneer at Philip's lordly face of ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 229 wonder and disgust. " Mrs. Brandon and I turn out to be very old friends." '•"Yes, sir, old acquaintances," says tlie Little Sister, very gravely. '• The Captain brought me home from tht; club at the * Byng.' Jolly fellows the Byngs. My service to you, Mr. Gann and ]\Irs. Brandon," And the two persons addressed by the gentleman, who is •• taking some refreshment," as the phrase is, made a bow in acknowledgment of this salutation. '• You should have been at }>h\ Philip's call-supper, Cap- tain Gann," the divine resumes. "That was a night! Tip-top swells — noblemen — hrst-rate claret. That claret of your father's, Philip, is pretty nearly drunk down. And your song was famous. Did you ever hear him sing, Mrs. Brandon ? " '' Who do you mean by klm ? " says Philip, who always boiled with rage before this man. Caroline divines the antipathy. She lays a little hand on Philip's arm. '' Mr. Hunt has been having too much, I think," she says. '' I did know him ever so long ago, Philip ! " '' What does he mean by Him ? " again says Philip, snort- ing at Tufton Hunt. ''Him? — Dr. Luther's Hymn! 'Wein, Weib, und Gesang,' to be sure ! " cries the clergyman, humming the tune. "1 learned it in Germany, mvself — passed a good deal of time in Germany, Captain Gann — six months in a specially shady place — Quod Strasse, in rrankfort-on-the-]\raine — being persecuted by some wicked Jews there. And there was another poor English chap in the place, too, who used to chir]i that song behind the bars, and died there, and disappointed the Philistines. I've seen a deal of life, I have ; and met with a precious deal of misfortune ; and borne it pretty stoutly, too, since your father and I were at college together, Philip. You don't do anything in this way ? Not so early, eh ? It's good rum, Gann, and no mistake.'^ And again the chaplain drinks to the Captain, who waves the dingy hand of hospi- tality towards his dark guest. For several months past Hunt had now been a resident in London, and a pretty constant visitor at Dr. Firmin's liouse. He came and went at his will. He made the place his house of call ; and in the doctor's trim, silent, orderly 230 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP •mansion, was perfectly free, talkative, dirty, and familiar. Philip's loathing for the man increased till it reached a pitch of frantic hatred. Mr. Phil, theoretically a Kadical, and almost a Kepublican (in opposition, perhaps, to his father, who, of course, held the highly respectable line ot politics) — Mr. Sansculotte Phil was personally one of the most aristocratic and overbearing of young gentlemen ; and had a contempt and hatred for mean people, for base people, for servile people, and especially for too familiar people, which was not a little amusing sometimes, which was pro- voking often, but which he never was at the least pains of disguising. His uncle and cousin Twysden, for example, he treated not half so civilly as their footmen. Little Talbot humbled himself before Phil, and felt not always easy in his company. Young Twysden hated him, and did not dis- guise his sentiments at the club, or to their mutual ac- quaintance behind Phil's broad back. And Phil, for his part, adopted towards his cousin a kick-me-down-stairs manner, which I own must have been provoking to that gentleman who was Phil's senior by three years, a clerk in a public office, a member of several good clubs, and alto- gether a genteel member of society. Phil would often for- get Eingwood Twysden's presence, and pursue his own conversation entirely regardless of Eingwood's observations. He VMS very rude, I own. Que voulez-vous ? We have all of us our little failings, and one of Philip's was an ignorant impatience of bores, parasites, and pretenders. So no wonder my young gentleman was not very fond of his father's friencf, the dingy jail chaplain. I, who am the most tolerant man in the world, as all my friends know, liked Hunt little better than Phil did. The man's presence made me uneasy. His dress, his complexion, his teeth, his leer at women — Que sais-je ? — everything was unpleasant about this Mr. Hunt, and his gayety and famili- arity more especially disgusting than even his hostility. The wonder was that battle had not taken place between Philip and the jail clergyman, who, I suppose, was accus- tomed to be disliked, and laughed with cynical good-humor at the other's disgust. Hunt was a visitor of many tavern parlors ; and one day, strolling out of the " Admiral Byng," he saw his friend Dr. Firmin's well-known equipage stopping at a door in Thorn- haugh Street, out of which the doctor presently came ,• "Brandon" was on the door. Brandon. Brandon? Hunt ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD, 231 remembered a dark transaction of more than twenty years ago — of a woman deceived by this Firmin, Avho then chose to go by the name of Brandon. "He lives with her still, the old hypocrite, or he has gone back to her," thought the parson. Oh, you old sinner ! And the next time he called in Old Farr Street on his dear old college friend, Mr. Hunt was specially jocular, and frightfully unpleasant and fa- miliar. -' Saw your trap Tottenham Court Eoad way," says the slang parson, nodding to the physician. '■ Have some patients there. People are ill in Tottenham Court Road," remarks the doctor. ^'Pallida mors (Bquo pede — hay, doctor? AVhat used Flaccus to say, when we were undergrads ? " '^ .E'luo pedej*^ sighs the doctor, casting up his line eyes to the ceiling. " Sly old fox ! Xot a word will he say about her ! " tliinks the clergyman. " Yes, j'es, I remember. And, by Jove ! Gann was the name." (xann was also the name of that queer old man who fre- quented the "Admiral Byng," where the ale was so good — • the old boy whom they called the Ca^^tain. Yes 5 it was clear now. That ugly business was patched up. The astute Hunt saw it all. The doctor still kept up a connec- tion with the — the party. And that is her old father, sure enough. " The old fox, the old fox ! I've earthed him, have I ? TJiis is a good game. I wanted a little something to do, and this will excite me," thinks the clergyman. I am describing what I never could have seen or heard, and can guarantee only verisimilitude, not truth, in my report of the private conversations of these worthies. The end of scores and scores of Hunt's conversations with his friend was the same — an application for money. If it rained when Hunt parted from his college chum, it was, " I say, doctor, I shall spoil my new hat, and I'm blest if I have any money to take a cab. Thank you, old boy. Au revoir." If the day was fine, it was, " My old blacks show the white seams so, that you must out of your charity rig me out with a new pair. Not your tailor. He is too ex- pensive. Thank you — a couple of sovereigns will do." And the doctor takes two from the mantel-piece, and the divine retires, jingling the gold in his greasy pocket. The doctor is going, after the few words about iKiUida 232 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP mors, and has taken up that well brushed broad hat, with that ever-fresh lining, which we all admire in him — " Oh, I say, Firmin!" breaks out the clergyman, "before you go out, you must lend me a few sovs, jjlease. They've cleaned me out in Air Street. That confounded roulette ! It's a madness with me." " By G-eorge ! " cries the other, with a strong execration, "you "are too bad, Hunt. Every week of my life you come to me for money. You have had plenty. Go elsewhere. I won't give it you." " Yes, you will, old boy," says the other, looking at him a terrible look ; " for — " " For what ? " says the doctor, the veina of his tall fore- head growing very full. "For old times' sake," says the clergyman. "There's seven of 'em on the table in bits of paper — that'll do nicely." And he sweeps the fees with a dirty hand into a dirty pouch. " Halloa ! Swearin' and cursin' before a clergyman. Don't cut up rough, old fellow ! Go and take the air. It'll cool you." " I don't think I would like that fellow to attend me, if I was sick," says Hunt, shuffling away, rolling the plunder in his greasy hand. " I don't think I'd like to meet him by moonlight alone, in a very quiet lane. He's a deter- mined chap. And his eyes mean michmg malecho, his eyes do. Phew ! " And he laughs, and makes a rude ob- servation about Dr. Firmin's eyes. That afternoon, the gents who used the " Admiral Byng " remarked the reappearance of the party who looked in last evening, and who now stood glasses round, and made him- self uncommon agreeable to be sure. Old Mr. Eidley says he is quite the gentleman. " Hevident have been in foring parts a great deal, and speaks the languages. Probbly have 'ad misfortunes, Avhich many 'ave 'ad them. Drinks rum-and-water tremenjous. 'Ave scarce no heppytite. Many get into this way from misfortunes. A plesn man, most well informed on almost every subjeck. Tliink he's a clergyman. He and Mr. Gann have made quite a friend- ship together, he and Mr. Gann 'ave. Which they talked of Watioo, and Gann is very fond of that, Gann is, most certny." I imagine Eidley delivering these sentences, and alternate little volleys of smoke, as he sits behind his sober calumet and prattles in the tavern parlor. After Dr. Firmin has careered through the town, stand- ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 233 ing by sick-beds with his sweet sad smile, fondled and blessed by tender mothers, who hail him as the saviour of their children, touching ladies' pulses with a hand as deli- cate as their own, patting little fresh cheeks with courtly kindness — little cheeks that owe their roses to his marvel- lous skill ; after he has soothed and comforted my lady, shaken hands with my lord, looked in at the club, and exchanged courtly salutations with brother bigwigs, and driven away in the handsome carriage with the noble horses — admired, respecting, respectful, saluted, saluting — so that every man says, "Excellent man, Firmin. Excel- lent doctor, excellent man. Safe man. Sound man. Man of good family. Married a rich wife. Lucky man." And so on. After the day's triumphant career, I fancy I see the doctor driving homeward, with those sad, sad eyes, that haggard smile. He comes whirling up Old Parr Street just as Phil saun- ters in from Regent Street, as usual, cigar in mouth. He flings away the cigar as he sees his father, and they enter the house together. "Do you dine at home, Philip ? " the father asks. "Do you, sir ? I will if you do," says the son, "and if you are alone." " Alone. Yes. That is, there'll be Hunt, I suppose, whom you don't like. But the poor fellow has few places to dine at. What ? D — Hunt ? That's a strong expres- sion about a poor fellow in misfortune, and your father's old friend." I am afraid Philip had used that wicked monosyllable whilst his father was speaking, and at the mention of the clergyman's detested name. "I beg your pardon, father. It slipped out in spite of me. I can't help it. I hate the fellow." " You don't disguise your likes or dislikes, Philip," says, or rather groans, the safe man, the sound man, the prosper- ous man, the lucky man, the miserable man. For years and years he has known that his boy's heart has revolted from him, and detected him, and gone from him ; and with shame and remorse, and sickening feeling, he lies awake in the night-watches, and thinks how he is alone — alone in the world. Ah ! Love your parents, young ones ! O Father Beneficent ! strengthen our hearts : strengthen and purify them so that we Fiiay not have to blush before our children ! 234 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " You don't disguise your likes and dislikes, Philip," says the father, then, witli a tone that smites strangely and keenly on the young man. There is a great tremor in Philip's voice, as he says, *' No, father, I can't bear that man, and I can't disguise my feelings. I have just parted from the man. I have just met him." " Where ? " "At — at Mrs. Brandon's, father." He blushes like a girl as he speaks. At the next moment he is scared by the execration which hisses from his father's lips, and the awful look of hate which the elder's face assumes — that fatal, forlorn, fallen, lost look which, man and boy, has often frightened poor Phil. Philip did not like that look, nor indeed that other one, which his father cast at Hunt, who presently swag- gered in. "' What ! you dine here ? We rarely do papa the honor of dining with him," says the parson with his knowing leer. " I suppose, doctor, it is to be fatted-calf day now the prodigal has come home. There's worse things than a good fillet of veal ; eh ? " Whatever the meal might be, the greasy chaplain leered and winked over it as he gave it his sinister blessing. The two elder guests tried to be lively and gay, as Philip thought, who took such little trouble to disguise his own moods of gloom or merriment. Nothing was said regarding the occur- rences of the morning, when my young gentleman had been rather rude to Mr. Hunt; and Philip did not need his father's caution to make no mention of his previous meet- ing with their guest. Hunt, as usual, talked to the butler, made sidelong remarks to the footman, and garnished his conversation with slippery double-entendre and dirty old- world slang. Betting-houses, gambling-houses, Tattersall's fights, and their frequenters, were his cheerful themes, and on these he descanted as usual. The doctor swallowed this dose, which his friend poured out, without the least expres- sion of disgust. On the contrary, he was cheerful ; he was for an extra bottle of claret — it never could be in better order than it was now. The bottle was scarce put on the table, and tasted and pronounced perfect, when — oh ! disappointment! the butler reappears with a note for the doctor. One of his patients. He must go. She has little the matter with her. She lives ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 235 hard by, in ]May Fair. " You and Hunt finish this bottle, unless I am back before it is done ; and if it is done, we'll have another," says Dr. Firniin, jovially. '-Don't stir, Hunt" — and Dr. Firiuin is gone, leaving Philip alone with the guest to whom he had certainly been rude in the morning. '• The doctor's patients often grow very unwell about claret time," growls Mr. Hunt, some few minutes after. '' Never mind. The drink's good — good ! as somebod}^ said at your famous call-supper; Mr. Philip — won't call you Philip, as you don't like it. "You were uncommon crusty to me in the morning, to be sure. In my time there would have been bottles broke, or worse, for that sort of treat- ment." "I have asked your pardon," Philip said. "I was annoyed about — no matter what — and had no right to be rude to Mrs. Brandon's guest." " I say, did you tell the governor that you saw me in Thornhaugh Street ? " asks Hunt. "I was very rude and ill-tempered, and again I confess I was wrong," said Phil, boggling, and stuttering, and turning very red. He remembered his father's injunction. " I say again, sir, did you tell 3'our father of our meeting this morning ? " demands the clergyman. '' Aud pray, sir, what right have you to ask me about my private conversation with my father ? " asks Philip, with towering dignity. ''You won't tell me ? Then you have told him. He's a nice man, your father is, for a moral man." " T am not anxious for your opinion about my father's morality, Mr. Hunt," says Philip, gasping in a bewildered manner, and drumming the table. " I am here to replace him in his absence, and treat his guest with civility." " Civility ! Pretty civility ! " says the other, glaring at him. " Such as it is, sir, it is my best, and — I — I have no other," groans the young man. " Old friend of your father's, a university man, a Master of Arts, a gentleman born, by Jove I a clergyman — though I sink that — " "Yes, sir, you do sink that," says Philip. " Am I a dog," shrieks out the clergyman, " to be treated b}" 3^ou in this way ? Who are you ? Do you know who you are ? " 236 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ^' Sir, I am striving with all my strength to remember/' says Philip. " Come ! I say ! don't try any of your confoundetl airs on me ! " shrieks Hunt, with a profusion of oaths, and swallow- ing glass after glass from the various decanters before him. " Hang me, when I was a young man, I would have sent one — two at your nob, though you were twice as tall ! Who are you, to patronize your senior, your father's old pal — a university man, — you confounded, supercilious — " " I am here to pay every attention to my father's guest," says Phil; "but if you have finished your wine, I shall be happy to break up the meeting as early as you please." " You shall pay me ; I swear you shall," says Hunt. "Oh, Mr. Hunt !" cried Philip, jumping up, and clenching liis great lists, " I should desire nothing better." The man shrank back, thinking Philip was going to strike him (as Philip told me in describing the scene), and made for the bell. But when the butler came, Philip only asked for coffee ; and Hunt, uttering a mad oath or two, staggered out of the room after the servant. Price said he had been drinking before he came. He was often so. And Phil blessed his stars that he had not assaulted his father's guest then and there, under his own roof-tree. He went out into the air. He gasped and cooled himself under the stars. He soothed his feelings by his customary consolation of tobacco. He remembered that Ridley in Thornhaugh Street held a divan that night ; and jumped into a cab, and drove to his old friend. The maid of the house, who came to the door as the cab was driving away, stopped it ; and as Phil entered the passage, he found the Little Sister and his father talking together in the hall. The doctor's broad hat shaded his face from the hall lamp, which was burning with an extra brightness, but Mrs. Brandon's was very pale, and she had been crying. She gave a little scream when she saw Phil. "Ah! is it you, dear ? " she said. She ran up to him : seized both his hands : clung to him, and sobbed a thousand hot tears on liis hand. " I never will. Oh, never, never, never ! " she murmured. The doctor's broad chest heaved as with a great sigh of relief. He looked at the woman and at his son with g strange smile; — not a sweet smile. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 237 "God bless 3^011, Caroline," he said, in his pompons, rather theatrical way. " Good-night, sir," said Mrs. Brandon, still clinging to Philip's hand, and making the doctor a little hnmble conrtesy. And when he was gone, again she kissed Philip's hand, and dropped her tears on it, und said, " Never, my dear ; no, never, never ! " CHAPTER XI, IN WHICH PHILIP IS VERY ILL-TEMPERED. HILIP had long divined a part of his dear little friend's history. An uneducated young girl had been found, cajoled, deserted by a gentle- man of the world. And poor Caroline was the victim, and Philip's own father the se- ducer. He easily guessed as much as this of the sad little story. Dr. Firmin's part in it was enough to shock his son with a thrill of disgust, and to increase the mistrust, doubt, alienation, with which the father had long inspired the son. What would Philip feel, when all the pages of that dark book were opened to him, and he came to hear of a false marriage, and a ruined and outcast woman, deserted for years by the man to whom he himself was most bound ? In a word, Philip had considered this as a mere case of early liber- tinism, and no more ; and it was as such, in the very few words which he may have uttered to me respecting this matter, that he had chosen to regard it. I knew no more than my friend had told me of the story as yet; it was by degrees that I learned it, and as events, now subsequent, served to develop and explain it. The elder Firmin, when questioned by his old acquaint- ance, and, as it appeared, accomplice of former days regarding the end of a certain intrigue at Margate, which had occurred some four or five-and-twenty years back, and when Firmin, having reason to avoid his college creditors, chose to live away and bear a false name, had told the 238 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 239 clergyman a iiiiinber of falsehoods which appeared to satisfy him. AVliat had become of that poor little thing about whom he had made such a fool of himself ? Oh, she was dead, dead ever so many years before. He had pensioned her off. She had married, and died in Canada — yes, in Canada. Poor little thing ! Yes, she was a good little thing, and, at one time, he had been very soft about her. I am sorry to have to state of a respectable gentle- man that he told lies, and told lies habitually and easily. But, you see, if you commit a crime, and break a seventh commandment, let us say, or an eighth, or choose any number you will — you will probably have to back the lie of action by the lie of the tongue, and so you are fairly warned, and I have no help for you. If I murder a man, and the policeman inquires, "Pray, sir, did you cut this here gentleman's throat ? " I must bear false witness, you see, out of self-defence, though I may be naturally a most reliable, truth-telling man. And so with regard to many crimes which gentlemen commit — it is painful to have to say respecting gentlemen, but they become neither more nor less than habitual liars, and have to go lying on through life to you, to me, to the servants, to their wives, to their children, to oh, awful name ! I bow and humble myself. May we kneel, may we kneel, nor strive to speak our false- hoods before Thee ! And so, my dear sir, seeing that after committing any infraction of the moral laws, you must tell lies in order to back yourself out of your scrape, let me ask you, as a man of honor and a gentleman, whether you had not better forego the crime, so as to avoid the unavoidable, and unpleasant, and daily recurring necessity of the subsequent perjury ? A poor young girl of the lower orders cajoled, or ruined, more or less, is of course no great matter. The little baggage is turned out of doors — worse luck for her! — or she gets a place, or she marries one of her own class, Avho has not the exquisite delicacy belonging to "gentle blood " — and there is an end of her. But if you marry her privately and irregularly yourself, and then throw her off, and then marry somebody else, you are brought to book in all sorts of unpleasant ways. I am writing of quite an old story, be pleased to remember. The first part of the history I myself printed some twenty years ago; and if you fancy I allude to any more modern period, madam, you are entirely out in your conjecture. 240 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP It must have been a most unpleasant duty for a man of fashion, honor, and good family, to lie to a poor tipsy dis- reputable bankrupt merchant's daughter, such as Caroline Gann, but George Brand Firmin, Esq., M. D., had no other choice, and when he lied — as in severe cases when he administered calomel — he thought it best to give the drug freely. Thus he lied to Hunt, saying that Mrs. Brandon was long since dead in Canada; and he lied to Caroline, prescribing for her the very same pill, as it were, and say- ing that Hunt was long since dead in Canada too. And I can fancy few more painful and humiliating positions for a man of rank and fashion and re2)utation, than to have to demean himself so far as to tell lies to a little low-bred person, who gets her bread as a nurse of the sick, and has not the proper use of her A's. '' Oh, yes, Hunt ! " Firmin had said to the Little Sister, in one of those sad little colloquies which sometimes took place between him and his victim, his wife of old days. "A wild, bad man Hunt was — in days when I own I was little better ! I have deeply repented since, Caroline ; of nothing more than of my conduct to you ; for you were worthy of a better fate, and you loved me truly — madly." "Yes," says Caroline. "I was wild then ! I was desperate ! I had ruined my fortunes, estranged my father from me, was hiding from my creditors under an assumed name — that under which I saw you. Ah, why did I ever come to your house, my poor child ? The mark of the demon was upon me. I did not dare to speak of marriage before my father. You have yours, and tend him with your ever constant goodness. Do you know that my father would not see me when he died ? Oh, it's a cruel thing to think of ! " And the suf- fering creature slaps his tall forehead with his trembling hand ; and some of his grief about his own father, I dare say, is sincere, for he feels the shame and remorse of being alienated from his own son. As for the marriage — that it was a most wicked and unjustihable deceit, he owned; but he Avas wild when it took place, wild with debt and with despair at his father's estrangement from him — but the fact was, it was no marriage. '' I am glad of that ! " sighed the poor Little Sister. " Why ? " asked the other eagerly. His love was dead, but his vanity was still hale and well. "Did you care for ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 241 somebody else, Caroline ? Did you forget your George, whom you used to — " "No! " said the little Avoman, bravely. "But I couldn't live with a man who behaved to any Avoman so dishonest as you behaved to me. I liked you because I thought you was a gentleman. My poor painter was, Avhom you used to despise and trampled to hearth — and my dear, dear Philip is, 5rr. Firmin. But gentlemen tell the truth! Gentlemen don't .deceive poor innocent girls, and desert 'em without a penny ! " " Caroline ! I was driven by my creditors. I — '' "Never mind. It's over now. I bear you no malice, Mr. Firmin, but I would not marry you, no, not to be doctor's wife to the Queen ! " This had been the Little Sister's language when there was no thought of the existence of Hunt, the clergyman who had celebrated their marriage ; and I don't know whether Firmin was most pi(][ued or pleased at the divorce which the little woman pronounced of her own decree. But when the ill-omened Hunt made his appearance, doubts and terrors filled the physician's mind. Hunt was needy, greedy, treacherous, unscrupulous, desperate. He could hold this marriage over the doctor. He could threaten, extort, expose, perhaps invalidate Philip's legiti- macy. The first marriage, almost certainly, was null, but the scandal would be fatal to Firmin 's reputation and prac- tice. And the quarrel with his son entailed consequences not pleasant to think of. You see George Firmin, Esq., M. I)., was a man with great development of the back head ; Avhen he willed a thing, he Avilled it so fiercely that he 7)iust have it, never mind the consequences. And so he had willed to make himself master of poor little Caro- line : and so he had willed, as a young man, to have horses, splendid entertainments, roulette and ecarte, and so forth ; and the bill came at its natural season, and George Firmin, Ksq., did not always like to pay. But for a grand, pros- perous, highly bred gentleman in the best society — with a polished forehead and manners, and universally looked up to — to have to tell lies to a poor little, timid, uncomplaining, sick-room nurse, was humiliating, wasn't it ? And I can feel for Firmin. To have to lie to Hunt was disgusting : but somehow not so exquisit(4y mean and degrading as to have to cheat a little trusting, humble, houseless creature, over the bloom VOL. T. 16 242 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP of whose gentle young life his accursed foot had already- trampled. But then this Hunt was' such a cad and ruffian that there need be no scruple about humbugging him ; and if Firmin had had any humor he might have had a grim sort of pleasure in leading the dirty clergyman a dance thoro' bush thoro' briar. So, perhaps (of course I have no means of ascertaining the fact), the doctor did not alto- gether dislike the duty which now devolved on him of hoodwinking his old acquaintance and accomplice. I don't like to use such a vulgar phrase regarding a man in Doctor Firmin's high social position as to say of him and the jail chaplain that it was " thief catch thief " ; but at any rate Hunt is such a low, graceless, friendless vagabond, that if he comes in for a few kicks, or is mystified, we need not be very sorry. When Mr. Thurtell is hung we don't put on mourning. His is a painful position for the moment ; but, after all, he has murdered ]Mr. William Weare. Firmin was a bold and courageous man, hot in pursuit, fierce in desire, but cool in danger, and rapid in action. Some of his great successes as a jjhysician arose from his daring and successful practice in sudden emergency. While Hunt was only lurching about the town an aim- less miscreant, living from dirty hand to dirty mouth, and as long as he could get drink, cards, and shelter, tolerably content, or at least pretty easily appeased by a guinea-dose or two — Firmin could adopt the palliative system ; soothe his patient with an occasional bounty : set him to sleep with a composing draught of claret or brandy ; and let the day take care of itself. He might die ; he might have a fancy to go abroad again ; he might be transported for forgery or some other rascaldom. Dr. Firmin would console himself ; and he trusted to the chapter of accidents to get rid of his friend. But Hunt, aware that the woman was alive whom he had actually, though unlawfully, married to Firmin, became an enemy whom it was necessary to sub- due, to cajole, or to bribe, and the sooner the doctor put himself on his defence the better. What should the de- fence be ? Perhaps the most effectual was a fierce attack on the enemy ; perhaps it would be better to bribe him. The course to be taken would be best ascertained after a little previous reconnoitring. ^' He will try and inflame Caroline," the doctor thought, "by representing her wrongs and her rights to her. He will show her, that, as my wife, she has a right to my name ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 243 and a sliare of ray iucome. A less mercenary woman never lived than this poor little creature. She disdains money, and, except for her father's sake, would have taken none of mine. But to punish me for certainly rather shabby behavior; to claim and take her own right and position in the world as an honest woman, may she not be induced to declare war against me, and stand by her marriage ? After she left home her two Irish half-sisters deserted her, and spat upon her ; and when she would have returned the heartless women drove her from the door. Oh, the vixens ! And now to drive by them in her carriage, to claim a maintenance from 'me, and to have a right to my honorable name, would she not have her dearest revenge over her sisters b}^ so declaring her marriage ? " Firmin's noble mind misgave him very considerably on this point. He knew women, and how those had treated their little sister. Was it in human nature not to be revenged ? These thoughts rose straightway in Firmin's mind, when he heard that the much dreaded meeting between Caroline and the chaplain had come to pass. As he ate his dinner with his guest, his enemy, opposite to him, he was determining on his plan of action. The screen was up, and he was laying his guns behind it, so to speak. Of course he was as civil to Hunt as the tenant to his landlord when he comes with no rent. So the doctor laughed, joked, bragged, talked his best, and was thinking the while what was to be done against the danger. He had a plan which might succeed. He must see Caro- line immediately. He knew the weak point of her heart, and where she was most likely to be vulnerable. And he would act against her as barbarians of old acted against their enemies, when they brought the captive wives and children in front of the battle, and bade the foe strike through them. He knew how Caroline loved his boy. It was through that love he would work upon her. As he washes his pretty hands for dinner, and bathes his noble brow, he arranges his little plan. He orders himself to be sent for soon after the second bottle of claret — and it appears the doctor's servants were accustomed to the delivery of these messages from the master to himself. The plan arranged, now let us take our dinner and our wine, and make ourselves comfortable until the moment of action. In his wild-oats days, when travelling abroad with wild and noble companions, Firmin had fought a duel or 244 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP two, and was always remarkable for his gayety of conversa^- tioii and the fine appetite which he showed at breaktast before going on to the field. So, perhaps, Hunt, had lie not been stupefied by previous drink, might have taken the ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 245 alarm by remarking Firmin's extra courtesy and gayety, as they dined together. It was nunc vinum, eras cequor. When the second bottle of claret was engaged, Dr. Fir- min starts. He has an advance of half an hour at least on his adversar}^, or on the man who may be his adversary. If the Little Sister is at home, he will see her — he will lay bare his candid heart to her, and make a clean breast of it. The Little Sister was at home. "I want to speak to you very particularly about that case of poor Lady Humandhaw," says he, dropping his voice. "I will step out, my dear, and take a little fresh air," says Captain Gann; meaning that he will be off to the "Admiral Byng " ; and the two are together. "I have had something on my conscience. I have de- ceived you, Caroline," says the doctor, with the beautiful shining forehead and hat. '"Ah, Mr. Firmin," says she, bending over her work; "you've used me to that." "A man whom you knew once, and who tempted me for his own selhsh ends to do a very wrong thing by you — a man whom I thought dead is alive : — Tufton Hunt, who performed that — that illegal ceremony at Margate, of which so often and often on my knees I have repented, Caroline ! " The beautiful hands are clasped, the beautiful deep voice thrills lowly through the room ; and if a tear or two can be squeezed out of the beautiful eyes, I dare say the doctor will not be sorry. " He has been here to-day. Him and Mr. Philip was here and quarrelled. Philip has told you, I suppose, sir ? " " Before heaven, ' on the word of a gentleman,' when I said he was dead, Caroline, I thought he was dead ! Yes, I declare, at our college, Maxwell — Dr. Maxwell — who had been at Cambridge with us, told me that our old friend Hunt had died in Canada." (This, my beloved friends and readers, may not have been the precise long bow which George Pirrain, Esq., M.D., pulled; but that he twanged a famous lie out, whenever there was occasion for the weapon, I assure you was an undoubted fact.) " Yes, Dr. Maxwell told me our old friend was dead — our old friend ? My worst enemy and yours! But let that pass. It was he, Caroline, avIio led me into crimes which I have never ceased to deplore." 246 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP "All, Mr. rirniin," sighs the Little Sister, "since I've known you, you was big enough to take care of yourself in that way." " I have not come to excuse myself, Caroline," says the deep sweet voice. " I have done you enough wrong, and I feel it here — at this heart. I have not come to speak about myself, but of some one I love the best of all the world — the only being I do love — some one you love, you good and generous soul — about Philip." " What is it about Philip ? " asks Mrs. Brandon, very quickly. " Do you want harm to happen to him ? " " Oh, my darling boy, no ! " cries the Little Sister, clasp- ing her little hands. " Would you keep him from harm ? " "Ah, sir, you know I would. When he had the scarlet fever, didn't I pour the drink down his poor throat, and nurse him, and tend him, as if, as if — as a mother would her own child ? " "You did, you did, you noble, noble woman; and heaven bless you for it ! A father does. I am not all heartless, Caroline, as 3^ou deem me, perhaps." "I don't think it's much merit your loving him,'''' says Caroline, resuming her sewing. And, perhaps, she thinks within herself, " What is he a-coming to ? " You see she was a shrewd little person when her passions and partiali- ties did not overcome her reason ; and she had come to the conclusion that this elegant Dr. Firmin, whom she had ad- mired so once, was a — not altogether veracious gentleman. In fact, I heard her myself say afterwards, "La! he used to talk so fine, and slap his hand on his heart, you know ; but I usedn't to believe him, no more than a man in a play." " It's not much merit your loving that boy," says Caroline, then. " But what about him, sir ? " Then Firmin explained. This man Hunt was capable of any crime for money or revenge. Seeing Caroline was alive . . . "I s'pose you told him I was dead, too, sir," said she, looking up from the work. " Spare me, spare me. Years ago, perhaps, when I had lost sight of you, I may, perhaps, have thought ..." " And it's not to you, George Brandon — it's not to yon," cries Caroline, starting up, and speaking with her sweet, ce ; " it's to kind; dear friends, — it's ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 247 to my good God that I owe my life, which you had flung it away. And I paid yon back by guarding your boy's dear life, I did, under — under Him who giveth and taketh. And bless His name ! " " You are a good woman, and I am a bad, sinful man, Caroline," says the ether. " You saved my Philip's — our Pnilip's life, at the risk of your own. Now I tell you that another immense danger menaces him, and may come upon him any day as long as yonder scoundrel is alive. Suppose his character is assailed; suppose, thinking you dead, I married another ? " "Ah, G-eorge, you never thought me dead; though, per- haps, you wished it, sir. And many would have died," added the poor Little Sister. " Look, Caroline ! If I was married to you, my wife — Philip's mother — was not my wife, and he is her natural son. The property he inherits does not belong to him. The children of his grandfather's other daughter claim it, and Philip is a beggar. Philip, bred as he has been — Philip, the heir to a mother's large fortune." "And — and his father's, too?" asks Caroline, anxiously. "I daren't tell you — though, no, by heavens! I can trust you with everything. My own great gains have been swallowed up in speculations which have been almost all fatal. There has been a fate hanging over me, Caroline — a righteous punishment for having deserted you. I sleep with a sword over my head, which may fall and destroy me. I walk with a volcano under my feet, which may burst any day, and annihilate me. And people speak of the famous Dr. Firmin, the rich Dr. Firmin, the prosperous Dr. Firmin ! I shall have a title soon, I believe. I am be- lieved to be happy, and I am alone, and the wretchedest man alive." "Alone, are you ? " said Caroline. "There was a woman once who would have kept by you, only you — you flung her away. Look here, George Brandon. It's over with us. Years and years ago it lies where a little cherub was buried. But I love my Philip; and I won't hurt him, no, never, never, never ! " And, as the doctor turned to go away, Caroline followed him wistfully into the hall, and it was there that Philip found them. Caroline's tender " never, never," rang in Philip's mem- ory as he sat at Kidley's party^ amidst the artists and au- 248 THE ADVEyrUIiES OF PHILIP thors there assembled. Pliil was thoughtful and silent. He did not laugh very loud. He did not praise or abuse anybody outrageously, as was the wont of that most em- phatic young gentleman. He scarcely contradicted a single person; and perhaps, when Larkins said Scumble's last picture was beautiful, or Bunch, the critic of the ConnGis- seur, praised Bowman's last novel, contented himself with a scornful '^ Ho ! " and a pull at his whiskers, by wa}' of protest and denial. Had he been in his usual fine spirits and enjoying his ordinary flow of talk, he would have in- formed Larkins and the assembled company not only that Scumble was an impostor, but that he, Larkins, was an idiot for admiring him. He would have informed Bunch that he was infatuated about that jackass Bowman, that cockney, that Avretched ignoramus, who didn't know his own or any other language. He would have taken down one of Bowman's stories from the shelf, and proved the folly, imbecility, and crass ignorance of that author. (Eid- ley has a simple little stock of novels and poems in an old cabinet in his studio, and reads them still with much art- less wonder and respect.) Or, to be sure, Phil would have asserted propositions the exact contrary of those here maintained, and declared that Bowman was a genius, and Scumble a most accomplished artist. But then, you know, somebody else must have commenced by taking the other side. Certainly a more paradoxical, and provoking, and obstinate, and contradictory disputant than Mr. Phil, I never knew. I never met Dr. Johnson, who died before I came up to town ; but I do believe Phil Firmin would have stood up and argued even wdth him. At these Thursday divans the host provided the modest and kindly refreshment, and Betsy the maid, or Virgilio the model, travelled to and fro with glasses and water. Each guest brought his own smoke, and I promise you there were such liberal contributions of the article that the studio was full of it ; and new-comers used to be saluted by a roar of laughter, as you heard, rather than saw, them entering and choking in the fog. It was " Holloa, Prod- gers ! is that you, old boy ? " and the beard of Prodgers (that famous sculptor) would presently loom through the cloud. It was "Xewcome, how goes?" and Mr. Clive Newcome (a mediocre artist, I must own, but a famous good fellow, with an uncommonly pretty villa and pretty and rich wife at Wimbledon), would make his appearance. ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 249 and be warmly greeted by our little host. It was '^Is that you, F. B. ? Would you like a link, old boy, to see 3'ou through the fog ? " And the deep voice of Frederick Bayham, Esquire (the eminent critic on Art), would boom out of the tobacco-mist, and would exclaim, ''A link? I would like a drink." Ah, ghosts of youth, again ye draw near ! Old figures glimmer through the cloud. Old songs echo out of the distance. What were you saying anon about Dr. Johnson, boys ? I am sure some of us must re- member him. As for me, I am so old that I might have been at Edial school — the other pupil along with little Davy Garrick and his brother. W^e had a bachelor's supper in the Temple so lately that I think we must pay but a very brief visit to a smoking party in Thornhaugh Street, or the ladies will say that we are too fond of bachelor habits, and keep our friends aAvay from their charming and amiable society. A novel must not smell of cigars much, nor should its refined and genteel page be stained with too frequent brandy-and-water. Please to imagine, then, the prattle of the artists, authors, and amateurs assembled at Ridley's divan. Fancy Jarman, the miniature painter, drinking more liquor than any man pres- ent, asking his neighbor (sub voce) why Ridley does not give his father (the old butler) five shillings to wait; suggesting that perhaps the old man is gone out, and is getting seven-and-sixpence elsewhere ; praising Ridlej^'s picture aloud, and sneering at it in an undertone ; and when a man of rank happens to enter the room, shambling up to him and fawning on him, and cringing to him with fulsome praise and flattery. When the gentleman's back is turned, Jarman can spit epigrams at it. I hope he will never forgive Ridley, and always continue to hate him : for hate him Jarman will, as long as he is prosperous and curse him as long as the world esteems him. Look at P3^m, the incumbent of Saint Bronze hard by, coming in to join the literary and artistic assembly, and choking in his white neckcloth to the diversion of all the company who can see him ! Sixteen, eighteen, twenty men are assembled. Open the windows, or sure they will all be stifled with the smoke ! Why, it fills the whole house so that the Little Sister has to open her parlor window on the ground-floor, and gasp for fresh air. Phil's head and cigar are thrust out from a window above, and he lolls there, musing about his own affairs, as his 250 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP smoke ascends to the skies. Young Mr. Pliili^J Firmin is known to be wealthy, and his father gives very good parties in Old Parr Street, so Jarman sidles up to Phil and wants a little fresh air too. He enters into conversation by abusing Eidley's picture that is on the easel. "Everybody is praising it; what do you think of it, Mr. Firmin ? Very queer drawing about those eyes, isn't there ? " " Is there ? " growls Phil. '^^Very loud color." " Oh ! " says Phil. " The composition is so clearly prigged from Eaphael." " Indeed ! " " I beg your pardon. I don't think you know who I am," continues the other, with a simper. " Yes, I do," says Phil glaring at him. " You're a painter and your name is Mr. Envy." " Sir ! " shrieks the painter ; but he is addressing himself to the tails of Phil's coat, the superior half of Mr. Firmin's body is stretching out of the window. Now you may speak of a man behind his back, but not to him. So Mr. Jarman withdraws, and addresses himself, face to face to somebody else in the company. I dare say he abuses that upstart, im- pudent, bumptious young doctor's son. Have I not owned that Philip was often very rude ? and to-uight he is in a specially bad humor. As he continues to stare into the street, who is that who has just reeled up to the railings below, and is talking in at Mrs. Brandon's window ? Whose blackguard voice and laugh are those which Phil recognizes w4th a shudder ? It is the voice and laugh of our friend Mr. Hunt, whom Philip left not very long since, near his father's house in Old Parr Street ; and both of those familiar sounds are more vinous, more odious, more impudent than they w^ere even two hours " Holloa ! I say ! " he calls out with a laugh and a curse. " Pst ! Mrs. What-d'you-call-'em ! Hang it ! don't shut the window. Let a fellow in ! " and as he looks towards the upper window, where Philip's head and bust appear dark before the light, Hunt cries out, " Holloa ! what game's up now, I wonder ? Supper and ball. Shouldn't be surprised." And he hiccoughs a waltz tune, and clatters time to it with his dirty boots. "Mrs. What-d'you-call ! Mrs. B ! " the sot then recom- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 25 L mences to shriek out. " Must see you — most particular business. Private and confidential. Hear of something- to your advantage." And rap, rap, rap, he is now thundering at the door. In the clatter of twenty voices few hear Hunt's noise except Philip ; or, if they do, only imagine that another of Kidley's guests is arriving. At the hall-door there is talk and altercation, and the high shriek of a well-known odious voice. Philip moves quickly from his window, shoulders friend Jarman at the studio door, and hustling past him obtains, no doubt, more good wishes from that ingenious artist. Philip is so rude and overbearing that I really have a mind to depose him from his place of hero — only, you see, we are committed. His name is on the page overhead, and we can't take it down and put up another. The Little Sister is standing in her hall by the just oj^ened door, and remonstrating with Mr. Hunt, who appears to wish to force his way in. " Pooh ! shtuff, my dear ! If he's here I musht see him — particular business — get out of that!" and he reels forward and against little Caroline's shoulder. " Get away, you brute, you ! " cries the little lady. " Go home, Mr. Hunt; you are worse than you were this morn- ing." She is a resolute little woman, and puts out a firm little arm against this odious invader. She has seen patients in hospital raging in fever : she is not frightened by a tipsy man. '^ La ! is it you, Mr. Philip ? Who ever will take this horrid man ? " He ain't fit to go upstairs among the gentlemen ; indeed he ain't." "You said Firmin was here — and it isn't the father. It's the cub ! I want the doctor. Where's the doctor ? " hiccoughs the chaplain, lurching against the wall ; and then he looks at Philip with bloodshot eyes, that twinkle hate. " Who wantsh you, I shlike to know ? Had enough of you already to-day. Conceited brute. Don't look at vie in that sortaway ! I ain't afraid of you — ain't afraid anybody. Time was when I was a young man fight you as soon as look at you. I say, Philip ! " " Go home, now. Do go home, there's a good man," says the landlady. " I say ! Look here — hie — hi ! Philip ! On your word as a gentleman, your father's not here ? He's a sly old boots, Brummell Firmin is — Trinity man — I'm not a Trin- ity man — Corpus man. I say, Philip, give us your hand. Bear no malice. Look here — something very particular. 252 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP After dinner — went into Air Street — you know — rouge (jay lie, et couleur — cleaned out. Cleaned out, on the honor of a gentleman and master of arts of the University of Cambridge. So was your father — -no, he went out in med- icine, I say, Philip, hand us out five sovereigns, and let's try the luck again ! What, you won't ! It's mean, I say. Don't be mean." "Oh, here's five shillings ! Go and have a cab. Fetch a cab for him, Virgilio, do ! " cries the mistress of the house. "That's not enough, my dear!" cries the chaplain, ad- vancing towards Mrs. Brandon, with such a leer and air, that Philip, half choked with passion, runs forward, grips Hunt by the collar, and crying out, " You filthy scoundrel ! as this is not my house, I may kick you out of it ! " — in another instant has run Hunt through the passage, hurled him down the steps, and sent him sprawling into the kennel. "Row down below," says Eosebury, placidly, looking from above. " Personal conflict. Intoxicated individual — in gutter. Our impetuous friend has floored him." Hunt, after a moment, sits up and glares at Philip. He is not hurt. Perhaps the shock has sobered him. Ho thinks, perhaps, Philip is going to strike again. "Hands off, Bastard ! " shrieks out the prostrate wretch. " O Philip, Philip ! He's mad, he's tipsy ! " cries out the Little Sister, running into the street. She puts her arms round Philip. " Don't mind him, dear — he's mad ! Police- man ! The gentleman has had too much. Come in, Philip ; come in ! " She took him into her little room. She was pleased with the gallantry of the boy. She liked to see him just now, standing over her enemy, courageous, victorious, her cham- pion. "La! how savage he did look; and how brave and strong you are ! But the little wretch ain't fit to stand be- fore such as you ! " And she passed her little hand down his arm, of which the muscles were all in a quiver from the recent skirmish. " What did the scoundrel mean by calling me bastard ? " said Philip, the wild blue eyes glaring round about with more than ordinary fierceness. "jSTonsense, dear! AVho minds anything he saj^s, that beast ? His language is always horrid ; he's not a gentle- man. He had had too much this morning when he was here. What matters what he says ? He won't know anything ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 253 about it to-morrow. But it was kind of my Philip to rescue his poor little iiurse, wasu't it ? Like a novel. Come in, and let me make you some tea. Don't go to no more smok- ing : you have had enough. Come in and talk to me." And, as a mother, with sweet pious face, yearns to her little children from her seat, she fondles him, she watches him ; she fills her teapot from her singing kettle. She talks — talks in her homely way, and on this subject and that. It is a wonder how she prattles on, who is generally rather silent. She won't see Phil's eyes, which are follow- ing her about very strangely and fiercely. And when again he mutters, ''What did he mean by ... " ''La, my dear, how cross you are ! " she breaks out. " It's always so ; you won't be happy without your cigar. Here's a cheroot, a beauty ! Pa brought it home from the club. A China cap- tain gave him some. You must light it at the little end. There ! " And if I could draw the picture which my mind sees of her lighting Phil's cheroot for him, and smiling the while, the little innocent Delilah coaxing and wheedling this young Samson, I know it would be a pretty picture. I wish Ridley would sketch it for me. CHAPTER XII. DAMOCLES. N the next morning, at an hour so early that Old Parr Street was scarce awake, and even the maids wdio wash the broad steps of the houses of the tailors and medical gentlemen who inhabit that region had not yet gone down on their knees before their respective doors, a ring was heard at Dr. Firmin's night-bell, and when the door w^as opened by the yawning attendant, a little person in a gray gown and a black bonnet made her ap- pearance, handed a note to the servant, and said the case was most urgent and the doctor must come at once. Was not Lad}^ Humandhaw the noble j^erson whom we last mentioned, as the invalid about whom the doctor and the nurse had spoken a few words on the previous evening ? The Little Sister, for it was she, used the very same name to the ser- vant, who retired grumbling to waken up his master and deliver the note. Nurse Brandon sat awhile in the great gaunt dining-room where hung the portrait of the doctor in his splendid black collar and cuffs, and contemplated this masterpiece until an invasion of housemaids drove her from the apartment, when she took refuge in that other little room to which Mrs. Pir- min's portrait had been consigned. " That's like him ever so many years and years ago," she thinks. "It is a little handsomer; but it has his wicked look that I used to think so killing, and so did my sisters, 254 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 255 both of tliem — tliey were read}^ to tear out each other's eyes for jealousy. And that's Mrs. Firmin ! Well, I sup- pose the painter haven't flattered her. If he have she could have been no great things, Mrs. F. couldn't." And the doctor, entering softly by the opened door and over the thick Turkey carpet, comes up to her noiselessly, and hnds the Little Sister gazing at the portrait of the departed Isidj. '- Oh, it's you, is it ? I wonder whether you treated her no better than you treated me. Dr. F. I've a notion she's not the only one. She don't look happy, poor thing," says the little lady. '• What is it, Caroline ? " asks the deep-voiced doctor ; *' and what brings you so early ? " The Little Sister then explains to him. '-Last night after he went away Hunt came, sure enough. He had been drinking. He was ver}^ rude, and Philip wouldn't bear it. Philip had a good courage of his own and a hot blood. And JPhilip thought Hunt was insulting her, the Little Sis- ter. So he up with liis hand and down goes Mr. Hunt on the pavement. Well, when he was down he was in a dread- ful way, and he called Philip a dreadful name." " A name ? what name ? " Then Caroline told the doctor the name Mr. Hunt had used ; and if Firmin's face usually looked wicked, I dare say it did not seem very angelical when he heard, how this odious name had been applied to his son. '' Can he do Philip a mischief ? " Caroline con- tinued. " I thought I was bound to tell his father. Look here, Doctor F., I don't want to do my dear boy a harm. But suppose what 3'ou told me last night isn't true — as I don't think you much mind — mind — saj'ing things as are incorrect, j'ou know, when us women are in the case. But suppose when you. played the villain, thinking only to take in a poor innocent girl of sixteen, it was you who were took in, and that I was your real wife after all ? There would be a punishment ! " " I should have an honest and good wife, Caroline," said the doctor, with a groan. " This would be a punishment, not for you, but for mj poor Philip," the woman goes on. ''What has he done, that his honest name should be took from him — and his fortune perhaps ? I have been lying broad awake all night thinking of him. Ah, George Brandon I Why, why did you come to my poor old father's house, and bring this misery down on me, a.nd on your child unborn ? " 256 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " On myself, the worst of all/' says the doctor. " You deserve it. But it's us innocent that has had, or will have, to suffer most. George Brandon ! Think of a poor child, flung away, and left to starve and die, without even so much as knowing your real name ! Think of your boy, perhaps brought to shame and poverty through your fault ! " " Do you suppose I don't often think of my wrong ? " says the doctor. " That it does not cause me sleepless nights, and hours of anguish ? Ah ! Caroline ! " and he looks in the glass ; " I am not shaved, and it's very unbe- coming," he thinks ; that is, if I may dare to read his thoughts, as I do to report his unheard words. " You think of your wrong now it may be found out, I dare say ! " says Caroline. " Suppose this Hunt turns against you ? He is desperate ; mad for drink and money ; has been in jail — as he said this very night to me and my papa. He'll do or say anything. If you treat him hard, and Philip have treated him hard — not harder than served him right though — he'll pull the house down, and himself under it, but he'll be revenged. Perhaps he drank so much last night that he may have forgot. But I fear he means mischief, and I came here to say so, and hoping that you might be kep' on your guard. Doctor F., and if you have to quarrel with him, I don't know what you ever wall do, I am sure — no more than if you had to fight a chimney-sweep in the street. I have been awake all night thinking, and as soon as ever I saw the daylight, I determined I would run and tell you." "When he called Philip that name, did the boy seem much disturbed ? " asked the doctor. "Yes; he referred to it again and again — though I tried to coax him out of it. But it was on his mind last night, and I am sure he will think of it the first thing this morn- ing. Ah, yes, doctor ! conscience will sometimes let a gentleman doze ; but after discovery has come, and opened your curtains, and said, 'You desired to be called early !' there's little use in trying to sleep much. You look very much frightened. Doctor F.," the nurse continues. "You haven't such a courage as Philip has ; or as you had when you were a young man, and came a-leading poor girls astray. You used to be afraid of nothing then. Do you remember that fellow on board the steamboat in Scotland in our wedding-trip, and, la ! I thought you was going to ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 257 kill liiin. That poor little Lord Ciiiqbiirs told me ever so many stories then about your courage and shooting people. It wasn't very courageous, leaving a poor girl without even a name, and scarce a guinea, was it? But I ain't come to call up old stories — only to warn you. Even in old times, Avhen he married us, and I tli ought he was doing a kind- ness, I never could abide this horrible man. In Scotland, Avhen you was away shooting -with your poor little lord, the things Hunt used to say and look was dreadful. I wonder how ever you, who were gentlemen, could put up Avith such a fellow ! Ah, that was a sad hone^'moon of jQurs ! I wonder why I'm a-thinking of it now ? I sup- pose it's from having seen the picture of the other one — poor lady ! " " I have told you, Caroline, that I was so Avild and des- perate at that unhappy time, I was scarcely accountable for my actions. If I left you, it was because I had no other resource but flight. I was a ruined, penniless man, but for my marriage with Ellen Eingwood. You don't sup- pose the marriage was happy ? Happy ! when have I ever been happy ? My lot is to be wretched, Fj:d bring wretch- edness down on those I love ! On you, on my father, on my wife, on my boy — I am a doomed man. Ah, that the innocent should suffer for me ! " And our friend looks askance in the glass, at the blue chin, and hollow eyes which make his guilt look the more haggard. " I never had my lines," the Little Sister continued, " I never knew there Avere papers, or writings, or anything but a ring and a clergyman, when you married me. But I've heard tell that people in Scotland don't Avant a clergyman at all ; and if they call themselves man and Avife, they are man and Avife. ISToav, sir, Mr. and Mrs. Brandon certainly did travel together in Scotland — Avitness that man Avhom you Avere going to throAV into the lake for being rude to your Avife — and ... La! don't fly out so! It Avasn't me, a ])oor girl of sixteen, Avho did Avrong. It Avas you, a man of the Avorld, Avho AA'as years and years older." When Brandon carried off his poor little A^ctim and Avife, there had been a journey to Scotland, Avhere Lord Cinqbars, then aliA^e, had sporting quarters. His lordship's chaplain. ^Nfr. Hunt, had been of the party, Avhich fate very soon afterwards separated. Death seized on Cinqbars at Naples. Debt caused Firmin — Brandon, as he called him- self then — to fly the countr3\ The chaplain AA^andered A'OL. I. — 17 258 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP from jail to jail. And as for poor little Caroline Bran- don, I su23pose the husband who had married her under a false name thought that to escape her, leave lier, and dis- own her altogether was an easier and less dangerous plan than to continue relations with her. So one day, four months after their marriage, the young couple being then at Dover, Caroline's husband happened to go out for a walk. But he sent away a portmanteau by the back-door when he went out for the walk, and as Caroline Avas wait- ing for her little dinner some hours after, the porter who carried the luggage came with a little note from her dearest G. B. ; and it was full of little fond expressions of regard and affection, such as gentlemen put into little notes; but dearest G. B. said the baililfs were upon him, and one of them had arrived that morning, and he must fly : and lie took half the money he had, and left half for his little Carry. And he would be back soon, and arrange matters ; or tell her where to write and follow him. And she was to take care of her little health, and to Avrite a grea,t deal to her Georgy. And she did not know how to write very well then; but she did her best, and improved a great deal; for, indeed, she wrote a great deal, poor thing. Sheets and sheets of paper she blotted with ink and tears. And then the money was spent ; and the next money ; and no more came, and no more letters. And she was alone at sea, sinking, sinking, when it pleased heaven to send that friend to rescue her. It is such a sad, sad little story, that in fact I don't like dwelling on it ; not caring to look upon poor innocent, trusting creatures in pain. . . . Well, then, when Caroline exclaimed, " La ! don't fly out so, Dr. Firmin ! " I suppose the doctor had been cry- ing out, and swearing fiercely, at the recollections of his friend ^Mr. Brandon, and at the danger which possibly hung over that gentleman. Marriage ceremonies are dangerous risks in jest or in earnest. You can't pretend to marry even a poor old bankrupt lodging-house-keeper's daughter without some risk of being brought subsequently to book. If you have a vulgar wife alive, and afterwards choose to leave her and marry an earl's niece, you will come to trouble, however well connected you are and highly placed in society. If you have had thirty thousand pounds with wife No. 2, and have to pay it back on a sudden, the pay- ment may be inconvenient. You may be tried for bigamy, ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 259 and sentenced, goodness knows to what punishment. At any rate, if the matter is made public, and you are a most respectalile man, moving in the highest scientific and social circles, those circles may be disposed to request you to walk out of their circumference. A novelist, 1 know, ought to have no likes, dislikes, pit}', partiality for his characters ; but I declare, I cannot help feeling a respectful compassion for a gentleman who, in consequence of a youthful, and, 1 am sure, sincerely regretted folly, may be liable to lose his fortune, his place in society, and his considerable practice. Punishment hasn't a right to come with such a|:>e^e claudo. There ought to be limitations ; and it is shabby and revengeful of Justice to present her little bill when it has been more than twenty years owing. . . . Having had his talk out with the Little Sister ; having a long-past crime suddenly taken down from the shelf; having a remorse long since supposed to be dead and buried, suddenly start- ing up in the most blustering, boisterous, inconvenient manner ; having a rage and terror tearing him within ; I can fancy this most respectable physician going about his day's work, and most sincerely sympathize with him. Who is to heal the physician ? Is he not more sick at heart than most of his patients that day ? He has to listen to Lady Megrim cackling for half an hour at least, and describing her little ailments. He has to listen, and never once to dare to say, "Confound you, old chatterbox! What are you prating aljout your ailments to me, who am suffering real torture whilst I am smirking in your face ?" He has to wear the inspiriting smile, to breathe the gentle joke, to console, to whisper hope, to administer remedy ; and all day, perhaps, he sees no one so utterly sick, so sad, so despairing, as himself. The first person on whom he had to practise hypocrisy that day was his own son, who chose to come to breakfast — a meal of which son and father seldom now partook in company. "What does he know, and what does he sus- pect ? " are the father's thoughts ; but a lowering gloom is on Philip's face, and the father's eyes look into the son's, but cannot penetrate their darkness. " Did you stay late last night, Philip ? " says papa. " Yes, sir, rather late," answers the son. " Pleasant party ? " " Xo, sir, stupid. Your friend Mr. Hunt wanted to come in. He was drunk, and rude to Mrs. Brandon, and I was 2G0 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP obliged to put him out of the door. He was dreadfully violent and abusive." " Swore a good deal, I suppose ? " " Fiercely, sir, and called names." I dare say Philip's heart beat so when he said these last words that they Avere inaudible : at all events, Philip's father did not appear to pay much attention to the words, for he wa^ busy reading the Morning Fost, and behind that sheet of fashionable news hid whatever expression of agony there might be on his face. Philip afterwards told his present biographer of this breakfast meeting and dreary tete-a-tete. "I burned to ask what was the meaning of that scoundrel's words of the past night," Philip said to his biographer; "but I did not dare, somehow. You see, Pendennis, it is not pleasant to say point-blank to your father, ' Sir, are you a confirmed scoundrel, or are you not ? Is it possible that you have made a double marriage, as yonder other rascal hiuted; and that my own legitimacy and my mother's fair fame, as well as poor, harmless Caro- line's honor and happiness, have been destroyed by your crime?' But I had lain awake all night thinking about that scoundrel Hunt's words, and whether there was any meaning beyond drunken malice in what he said." So we find that three people had passed a bad night in consequence of ]\Ir. Firmin's evil behavior of five-and-twenty years back, which surely was a most unreasonable punishment for a sin of such old date. I wish, dearly beloved brother sinners, we could take all the punishment for our individual crimes on our individual shoulders : but we drag them all down with us — that is the fact; and when Macheath is condemned to hang, it is Polly and Lucy who have to weep and suffer and wear piteous mourning in their hearts long after the dare-devil rogue has lumped off the T^^burn ladder." " Well, sir, he did not say a Avord," said Phil, recount- ing the meeting to his friend ; '^ not a word, at least re gTird- ing the mattei- both of ns had on our hearts. But about fashion, parties, politics, he discoursed much more freely than was usual with him. He said I might have had Lord Eingwood's seat for Whipham but for my unfortunate politics. What made a radical of me, he asked, who was naturally one of the most haughty of men ? — and that, I think, perhaps I am," says Phil, " and a good many lib- eral fellows are. I should calm down, he was sure — I ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 261 should calm down, and be of the politics des homines du inondeP Philip could not say to his father, " Sir, it is seeing you cringe before great ones that has set my own back up." There were countless points about which father and son could not speak ; and an invisible, unexpressed, perfectly unintelligible mistrust always was present when those two were tete-a-tete. Their meal was scarce ended when entered to them Mr. Hunt, with his hat on. I was not present at the time, and cannot speak as a certainty ; but I should think at his omi- nous appearance Philip may have turned red and his father pale. " Xow is the time," both, I dare say, thought ; and the doctor remembered his stormy young daj'S of foreign gambling, intrigue, and duel, when he was put on his ground before his adversary, and bidden, at a given signal, to fire. One, two, three ! Each man's hand was armed with malice and murder. Philip had plenty of pluck for his part, but I should think on such an occasion might be a little nervous and "fluttered, whereas his father's eye was keen, and his aim rapid and steady. ''You and Philip had a difference last night, Philip tells me," said the doctor. " Yes, and I promised he should pay me," said the clergy- man. " And I said I should desire no better,'' says Mr. Phil. "He struck his senior, his father's friend — a sick man, a clergyman," gasped Hunt. " Were j^ou to repeat what jom did last night, I should repeat what I did," said Phil. "You insulted a good woman." " It's a lie, sir," cries the other. " You insulted a good woman, a lady in her own house, and I turned you out of it," said Phil. " I say again, it is a lie, sir ! " screams Hunt, with a stamp on the table. " That you should give me the lie, or otherwise, is per- fectly immaterial to me. But whenever you insult Mrs. Brandon, or any harmless woman in my presence, I shall do my best to chastise yon," cries Philip of the red moustaches, curling them with much dignity. " You hear him, Firmin ?" says the parson. " Faith, I do, Hunt ! " says the physician ; " and I tliink he means wliat lie says, too." 262 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP '•'' Oh ! you take that line, do you ? " cries Hunt of the dirty hands, the dirty teeth, the dirty neckcloth. " I take what you call that line \ and whenever a rude- ness is otfered to that admirable woman in my son's hear- ing, I shall be astonished if he does not resent it," says the doctor. " Thank you, Philip ! " The father's resolute speech and behavior gave Philip great momentary comfort. Hunt's words of the night be- fore had been occupying the young man's thoughts. Had Firmin been criminal, he could not be so bold. " You talk this way in presence of your son ? You have been talking over the matter together before ? " asks Hunt. "We have been talking over the matter before — yes. We were engaged on it when you came in to breakfast," says the doctor. " Shall we go on with the conversation where we left it off ? " " Well, do — that is, if you dare," said the clergyman, somewhat astonished. " Philip, my dear, it is ill for a man to hide his head be- fore his own son ; but if I am to speak — and speak I must one day or the other — why not now ? " " Why at all, Pirmin ? " asks the clergyman, astonished at the other's rather sudden resolve. " Why ? Because I am sick and tired of you, Mr, Tufton Hunt," cries the physician, in his most lofty manner, " of you and your presence in my h®use ; your blackguard behavior and your rascal extortions — because you will force me to speak one day or the other — and now, Philip, if you like, shall be the day." ''' Hang it, I say ! Stop a bit ! " cries the clergj-man. '• I understand you want some more money from me." " I did promise Jacobs I Avould pay him to-day, and that was what made me so sulky last night ; and, perhaps, I took a little too much. You see my mind was out of order ; and what's the use of telling a story that is no good to any one, Firmin — least of all to you," cries the parson, darkly. "Because, you ruffian, I'll bear with you no more," cries the doctor, the veins of his forehead swelling as he looks fiercely at his dirty adversary. " In the last nine months, Philip, this man has had nine hundred pounds from me." " The luck has been so very bad, so bad, upon my lionor, now," grumbles the parson. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 263 " To-morrow he will want more ; and the next day more ; and the next day more ; and, in tine, I won't live with this accursed man of the sea round my neck. You shall have the story ; and jNIr. Hunt shall sit by and witness against his own crime and mine. I had been very wild at Cam- bridge, when I was a young man. I had quarrelled with my lather, lived with a dissipated set, and be3'ond my means ; and had had ni}^ debts paid so often by your grand- father, that I was afraid to ask for more. He was stern to me ; I was not dutiful to him. I own my fault. Mr. Hunt can bear witness to what I say. '' I was in hiding at Margate, under a false name. You know the name." '' Yes, sir, I think I know the name," Philip said, think- ing he liked his father better now than he had ever liked him in his life, and sighing, " Ah, if he had alwa^^s been frank and true with me ! " " I took humble lodgings with an obscure family." [If Dr. Firmin had a prodigious idea of his own grandeur and importance, you see I cannot help it — and he was long held to be such a respectable man.] " And there I found a young girl — one of the most innocent beings that ever a man played with and betrayed. Betrayed, 1 own it, heaven forgive me ! The crime has been the shame of ni}^ life, and darkened my whole career with misery. I got a man worse than myself, if that could be. I got Hunt, for a few pounds which he owed me, to make a sham marriage between me and poor Caroline. jNIy money was soon gone. My cred- itors were after me. I fled the country, and I left her." ''A sham marriage ! a sham marriage ! " cries the clergy- man. " Didn't you make me perform it by holding a pistol to my throat ? A fellow won't risk transportation for nothing. But I owed him money for cards, and he had my bill, and he said he would let me off, and that's why I helped him. Xever mind. I am out of the business now, ]\Er. Brummell Firmin, and you are in it. I have read the Act, sir. The clergyman who performs the marriage is liable to punishment, if informed against within three years, and it's twenty years or more. But you, JMr. Brum- mell Firmin — 3'our case is different; and you, my young gentleman, with the fiery whiskers, who strike down old men of a night — you may find some of us know how to re- venge ourselves, though we are down." And with this, Hunt rushed to his greasy hat, and quitted the house, dis- 264 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP chari,aiig imprecations at his hosts as he passed througlj the halL Son and father sat awhile silent, after the departure of their common enemy. At last the father spoke. '•This is the sword that lias always been hanging over my head, and it is now falling, Pliilip." " What can the man do ? Is the first marriage a good marriage ? " asked Philip, with alarmed face. "It is no marriage. It is void to all intents and purposes. You may suppose I have taken care to learn the law about that. Your legitimacy is safe, sure enough. But that man can ruin me, or nearly so. He will try to-morrow, if not to-day. As long as you or I can give him a guinea, he will take it to the gambling-house. I had the mania on me my- self once. My poor father quarrelled with me in conse- quence, and died without seeing me. I married your mother — heaven help her, poor soul ! and forgive me for being but a harsh husband to her — with a view of mending my shattered fortunes. I wished she had been more happy, poor thing. But do not blame me utterl}^, Philip. I was desperate, and she wished for the marriage so much ! I had good looks and high spirits in those days. People said so." [And here he glances obliquely at his own handsome por- trait.] "Now I am a wreck, a wreck ! " " I conceive, sir, that this will annoy you ; but how can it ruin you ? " asked Philip. " What becomes of my practice as a family physician ? The practice is not now what it was, between ourselves, Philip and the expenses greater than you imagine. I have made unlucky speculations. If you count of much increase of wealth from me, my boy, you will be disappointed : though you were never mercenary, no, never. But the story bruited about by this rascal, of a physician of eminence en- gaged in two marriages, do you suppose my rivals won't hear it, and take advantage of it — my patients hear it, and avoid me ? " " Make terms with the man at once, then, sir. and silence him." "To make terms with a gambler is impossible. My purse is always there open for him to thrust his hand into when he loses. No man can withstand such a temptation. I am glad you have never fallen into it. I have quarrelled with you sometimes for living with people below your rank : perhaps you were right, and I was wrong. I have ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 265 liked, always did, I duirt disguise it, to live witli persons of station. And these, when I was at the University, taught me play and extravagance ; and in the Avorld haven't helped me much. Who would ? AVho would ? " and the doctor relapsed into meditation. A little catastrophe presently occurred, after which ^h\ Philip Firmin told me the substance of this story. He described his father's long acquiescence in Hunt's demands, and sudden resistance to them, and was at a loss to account for the change. I did not tell m}^ friend in express terms, but I fancied I could account for the change of behavior. Dr. Firmin, in his interviews with Caroline, had had his mind set at rest about one part of his danger. The doctor need no longer fear the charge of a double marriage. The Little Sister resigned her claims, past, present, future. If a gentleman is sentenced to be hung, I wonder is it a matter of comfort to him or not to know beforehand tlie day of the operation ? Hunt would take his revenge. When and how ? Dr. Firmin asked himself. Xay, possibh^, you will have to learn that this eminent practitioner walked about with more than danger hanging imminent over him. Perhaps it was a rope : perhaps it was a sword : some weapon of execution, at any rate, as we frequenth^ may see. A day passes : no assassin darts at the doctor as he threads the dim opera-colonnade passage on his way to his club. A week goes by : no stiletto is plunged into his well-wadded breast as he steps from his carriage at some noble patient's door. Philip says he never knew his father more pleasant, easy, good-humored, and affable than during this period when he must have felt that a danger was hanging over him of which his son at this time had no idea. I dined in Old Parr Street once in this memorable period (memorable it seemed to me from immediately subsequent ev^ents). Never was the dinner better served : the wine more excellent : the guests and conversation more gravely respectable than at this entertainment ; and my neighbor remarked with pleas- ure how the father and son seemed to be on much better terms than ordinary. The doctor addressed PhilijD point- edl}^ once or twice ; alluded to his foreign travels, spoke of his mother's family — it was most gratifying to see the pair together. Day after day passes so. The enemy has dis- appeared. At least, the lining of his dirty hat is no longer visible on the broad marble table of Dr. Firmin's hall. But one day — it may be ten days after the quarrel — a 266 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP little messenger comes to Philip and says, " Philij^ dear, I am sure there is something wrong; that horrible Hunt has been here with a veiy quiet, soft-spoken old gentleman, and they have been going on with my poor pa about my wrongs and his — his, indeed ! — and they have worked him up to believe that somebody has cheated his daughter out of a great fortune ; and who can that somebody be but your father ? And whenever they see me coming, papa and that horrid Hunt go off to the 'Admiral Byng' : and one night when papa came home he said, ' Bless you, bless you, my poor, innocent, injured child; and blessed you will be, mark a fond father's words ! ' They are scheming some- thing against Philip and Philip's father. Mr. Bond the soft-spoken old gentleman's name is : and twice there has been a Mr. Walls to inquire if Mr. Hunt was at our house." "Mr. Bond? — Mr. Walls? — A gentleman of the name of Bond was uncle Twysden's attorney. An old gentleman, with a bald head, and one eye bigger than the other ? " " Well, this old man has one smaller than the other, I do think," says Caroline. "First man who came v/as Mr. Walls — a rattling j^oung fashionable chap, always laugh- ing, talking about theatres, operas, everything — came home from the 'Byng' along with pa and his new friend — oh! I do hate him, that man, that Hunt ! — theii he brought the old man, this Mr. Bond. What are they scheming against you, Philip ? I tell you this matter is all about you and your father." Years and years ago, in the poor mother's lifetime, Philip remembered an outbreak of wrath on his father's part, who called uncle Twysden a swindling miser, and this very Mr. Bond a scoundrel who deserved to be hung for interfering in some way in the management of a part of the property which Mrs. Twysden and her sister inherited from their own mother. That quarrel had been made up, as such quarrels are. The brothers-in-law liad continued to mis- trust each other; but there was no reason why the feud should descend to the children; and Philip and his aunt, and one of her daughters at least, were on good terms to- gether. Philip's uncle's lawyers engaged with his father's debtor and enemy against Dr. Firmin ; the alliance boded no good. " I won't tell you what I think, Philip," said the father. " You are fond of your cousin ? " ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 267 "Oh! forev— " " Forever, of course ! At least until we change our mind, or one of us grows tired, or liuds a better mate." " Ah, sir ! " cries Philip, but suddenly stops in his remon- strance. " What were you going to say, Philip, and why do you pause ? " " I was going to say, father, if I might without offending, that I think you judge hardly of women. I know two who have been very faithful to you." " And I a traitor to both of them. Yes ; and my re- morse, Philip, my remorse ! " says his father in his deepest tragedy voice, clutching his hand over a heart that I believe beat very coolly. But, psha ! why am I, Philip's biogra- pher, going out of the way to abuse Philip's papa ? Is not the threat of bigamy and exposure enough to disturb any man's equanimity ? I say again, suppose there is another sword — a rope, if you will so call it — hanging over the head of our Damocles of Old Parr Street ? . . . How- beit, the father and the son met and parted in these days with unusual gentleness and cordiality. And these were the last days in which they were to meet together. Nor could Philip recall without satisfaction, afterwards, that the hand which he took was pressed and given with a real kind- ness and cordiality. Wiiy were these the last days son and father were to pass together ? Dr. Firniin is still alive. Philip is a very toler- ably prosperous gentleman. He and his father parted good friends, and it is the biographer's business to narrate how and wherefore. When Philip told his father that Messrs. Bond and Selby, his uncle Twysden's attorneys, were sud- denly interested about ^Nlr. Brandon and his affairs, the father instantly guessed, though the son was too simple as yet to understand, how it was that these gentlemen inter- fered. If Mr. Brandon-Pirmin's marriage with Miss Ping- wood was null, her son was illegitimate, and her fortune went to her sister. Painful as such a duty might be to such tender-hearted people as our Twysden acquaintances to de- prive a dear nephew of his fortune, yet, after all, duty is duty, and a pare at must sacrifice everything for justice and his own children. "Had I been in such a case," Talbot Twysden subsequently and repeatedly declared, " I should never have been easy a moment if I thought I possessed wrongfully a beloved nephew's property. I could not have 268 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP slept in peace ; I could not have shown my face at my own club, or to my own conscience, had I the weight of such an injustice on my mind." In a word, when he found that there was a chance of annexing Philip's share of the prop- erty to his own, Twysden saw clearly that his duty was to stand by his own wife and children. The information upon which Talbot Twysden, Esq., acted was brought to him at his office by a gentleman in dingy black, who, after a long interview with him, accompanied him to his lawyer, Mr. Bond, before mentioned. Here, in South Square, Gray's Inn, the three gentlemen held a consultation, of which the results began quickly to show themselves. Messrs. Bond and Selby had an exceedingly lively, cheerful, jovial, and intelligent confidential clerk, who combined business and pleasure with the utmost affa- bility, and was acquainted with a thousand queer things, and queer histories about queer people in this town ; who lent money ; who wanted money ; who was in debt ; and who was outrunning the constable ; whose diamonds were in pawn ; whose estates were over-mortgaged ; who was over- building himself; who was casting eyes of longing at what pretty opera dancer — about races, fights, bill brokers, quic- quid agunt homines. This Tom AValls had a deal of infor- mation, and imparted it so as to make you die of laughing. The Eeverencl Tufton Hunt brought this jolly fellow first to the " Admiral Byng," where his amiability won all hearts at the club. At the "Byng" it w^as not very difficult to gain Captain Gann's easy confidence. And this old man was, in the course of a very trifling consumption of rum-and- water, brought to see that his daughter had been the object of a wicked conspiracy, and was the rightful and most injured wife of a man who ought to declare her fair fame before the world, and put her in possession of a portion of his great fortune. A great fortune ? How great a fortune ? Was it three hundred thousand, say ? Those doctors, many of them, had fifteen thousand a year. Mr. Walls (who perhaps knew better) was not at liberty to say what the fortune was : but it was a shame that Mrs. Brandon was kept out of her rights, that was clear. Old Gann's excitement, when this matter was first broached to him (under vows of profound secrecy) was so intense that his old reason tottered on its rickety old throne. He well-nigh burst with longing to speak upon this mystery. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 269 Mr. and Mrs. Oves, the esteemed landlord and lady of the " Byng," never saw him so excited. He had a great opinion of the judgment of his friend, Mr. Ridley ; in fact, he must have gone to Bedlam, unless he had talked to somebody on this most nefarious transaction, which might make the blood of every Briton curdle with horror — as he was free to say. Old Mr. Ridley was of a much cooler temperament, and altogether a more cautious person. The doctor rich ? He wished to tell no secrets, nor to meddle in no gentleman's affairs : but he have heard very different statements regard- ing Dr. Firmin's affairs. When dark hints about treason, wicked desertion, rights denied, " and a great fortune which you are kep' out of, my poor Caroline, by a rascally wolf in sheep's clothing, you are; and I always mistrusted him from the moment I saw him, and said to your mother, 'Emily, that Brandon is a bad fellow, Brandon is ; ' and bitterly, bitterly I've rued ever re- ceiving him under my roof." When speeches of this nature were made to Mrs. Caroline, strange to say, the little lady made light of them. " Oh, nonsense. Pa ! , Don't be bring- ing that sad old story up again. I have suffered enough from it already. If Mr. F. left me, he wasn't the only one who flung me away ; and I have been able to live, thank mercy, through it all." This was a hard hit, and not to be parried. The truth is, that when poor Caroline, deserted by her husband, had come back, in wretchedness, to her father's door, the man, and the wife who then ruled him, had thought ht to thrust her away. And she had forgiven them : and had been enabled to heap a rare quantity of coals on that old gentleman's head. When the Captain remarked his daughter's indifference and unwillingness to reopen this painful question of her sham marriage with Firmin, his wrath was moved, and his suspicion excited. " Ha ! " says he, " have this man been a-tampering with you again ? " " Nonsense, Pa ! " once more says Caroline. " I tell 3'ou, it is this fine-talking lawyers' clerk has been tampering with you. You're made a tool of, Pa ! and you've been made a tool of all your life ! " " Well, now, upon my honor, my good madam," interposes Mr. Walls. "Don't talk to me, sir! I don't want any lawyers' clerks to meddle in my business ! " cries Mrs. Brandon^ very briskly. 270 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " I don't know what you're come about. I don't want to know, and I'm most certain it is for no good." I suppose it was the ill success of his ambassador that brought Mr. Bond himself to Thornhaugh Street ; and a more kind, fatherly little man never looked than Mr. Bond, although he may have had one eye smaller than the other. '' What is this, my dear madam, I hear from my confiden- tial clerk, Mr. Walls ? " he asked of the Little Sister. " You refuse to give him your confidence because he is only a clerk ? I wonder whether you will accord it to me as a principal ? " " She may, sir, she may — every confidence ! " says the Captain, laying his hand on that snuffy satin waistcoat which all his friends so long admired on him. " She might have spoken to Mr. Walls." " Mr. Walls is not a family man. I am. I have children at home, Mrs. Brandon, as old as you are," says the benevo- lent Bond. "I would have justice done them, and for you too." " You're very good to take so much trouble about me all of a sudden, to be sure," says Mrs. Brandon, demurely. "I suppose you don't do it for nothing." " I should not require much fee to help a good woman to her rights; and a lady I don't think needs much persuasion to be helped to her advantage," remarks Mr. Bond. " That depends who the helper is." " Well, if I can do you no harm, and help you possibly to a name, to a fortune, to a high place in the world, I don't think you need be frightened. I don't look very wicked or very artful, do I ? " " Many is that don't look so. I've learned as much as that about you gentlemen," remarks Mrs. Brandon. '• You have been wronged by one man, and doubt all." "Xot alL Some, sir!" "Doubt about me if I can by any possibility injure you. But how and why should I ? Your good father knows Avhat has brought me here. I have no secret from him. Have I, Mr. Gann, or Captain Gaun, as I have heard you addressed ? " "Mr., sir — plain Mr. — No, sir; your conduct have been most open, honorable, and like a gentleman. Neither would you, sir, do aught to disparage Mrs. Brandon; neither would I, her father. ^S'o ways, I think, would a parent do harm to his own child. May I offer you any refreshment, sir ? " ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 271 And a shaky, a dingy, but a hospitable hand is laid upon the glossy cupboard, in which Mrs. Brandon keeps her modest little store of strong waters. "■ Xot one drop, thank you ! Yoi\ trust me, I think, more than Mrs. Firm — I beg your pardon — Mrs. Brandon, is disposed to do." At the utterance of that monosyllable Firm, Caroline became so white, and trembled so, that her interlocutor stopped, rather alarmed at the elfect of his word — his word ! — his syllable of a word. The old lawyei recovered himself with much grace. "Pardon me, madam,"' he said; "I know your wrongs; I know your most melancholy history ; I know j^our name, and was going to use it, but it seemed to renew pain- ful recollections to you, which I would not needlessly recall." Captain Gann took out a snuffy pocket-handkerchief, wiped two red eyes and a shirt-front, and winked at the attorney, and gasped in a pathetic manner. '•' You know my story and name, sir, who are a stranger to me. Have you told this old gentleman all about me and my affairs, Pa ? " asks Caroline, with some asperity. "' Have 3^ou told him that my ma never gave me a word of kindness — that I toiled for you and her like a servant — and when I came back to you, after being deceived and deserted, that you and ma shut the door in my face ? You did ! you did ! I forgive you ; but a hundred thousand billion years can't mend that injury, father, while you broke a poor child's heart Avith it that day ! My pa has told you all this, j\[r. AVhat's-your-name ? I'm s'prised he didn't find something pleasanter to talk about, I'm sure ! " '•' My love ! " interposed the Captain. " Prett}^ love ! to go and tell a stranger in a public-house, and ever so many there besides, I suppose, your daughter's misfortunes, pa. Pretty love ! That's what I've had from you ! " " ISTot a soul, on the honor of a gentleman, except me and Mr. Walls." . " Then what do you come to talk about me at all for ? and what scheme on hearth are you driving at ? and what brings this old man here ? " cries the landlady of Thorn- haugh Street, stamping her foot. " Shall I tell you frankly, my good lady ? I called you Mrs. Firmin now, because, on my honor and word, I believe 272 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP such to be your rightful name — because you are the lawful wife of George Brand Firmin. If such be your lawful name, others bear it who have no right to bear it — and in- herit property to which they can lay no just claim. In the year 1827, you, Caroline Gaun, a child of sixteen, w^ere married by a clergyman whom you know, to George Brand Firmin, calling himself George Brandon. He was guilty of deceiving you; but you were guilty of no deceit. He was a hardened and wily man ; but you were an innocent child out of a schoobroom. And though he thought the marriage was not binding upon him, binding it is by Act of Parlia- ment and judges' decision ; and you are as assuredly George Firmin's wife, madam, as Mrs. Bond is mine ! " " You have been cruelly injured, Caroline," says the Cap- tain, wagging his old nose over his handkerchief. Caroline seemed to be very well versed in the law of the transaction. '- You mean, sir," she said slowly, " that if me and Mr. Brandon was married to each other, he knowing that he was only playing at marriage, and me believing that it was all for good, we are really married." " Undoubtedly you are, madam — my client has — that is, I have had advice on the point." "But if we both knew that it was — was only a sort of a marriage — an irregular marriage, you know ? " " Then the Act sa3's that to all intents and purposes tlie marriage is null and void." " But you didn't know, my poor innocent child ! " cries Mr. Gann. "How should you? How old was you? She was a child in the nursery, Mr. Bond, when the villain inveigled her away from her poor old father. She knew nothing of irregular marriages." " Of course she didn't, the poor creature," cries the old gentleman, rubbing his hands together with perfect good- humor. "Poor young thing, poor young thing ! " As he was speaking, Caroline, very pale and still, was sitting looking at Kidley's sketch of Philip, which hung in her little room. Presently she turned round on the attorney, folding her little hands over her work. "Mr. Bond," she said, "girls, though they may be ever so young, know more than some folks fancy. I was more than sixteen when that — that business happened. I wasn't happy at home, and eager to get away. I knew that a gen- tleman of his rank wouldn't be likely realh^ to marry a poor Cinderella out of a lodging-house, like me. If the truth ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE (WORLD. 273 must be told, I — I knew it was no marriage -L- never tihouglit it- was a marriage — not for good, you knoAviAs-^ v "^V And she folds lier little hands together al^ke^n^te^tiie.") w words, and I dare say once more looks at Phil^s jdortrait'^ • ^^ '• Gracious goodness, madam, jou must be tir^er some error I " cries the attorney. " How should a child li4ie^you know that the marriage was irregular ? " '■:>?-;_— ^-^ " Because I had no lines ! " cries Caroline quickly. " Never asked for none ! And our maid we had then said to me, ' Miss Carry, where's your lines ? And it's no good without.' And I knew it wasn't ! And I'm ready to go before the Lord Chancellor to-morrow and say so ! " cries Caroline, to the bewilderment of her father and her cross- examinant. '' Pause, pause ! my good madam ! " exclaims the meek old gentleman, rising from his chair. " Go and tell this to them as sent you, sir ! " cries Caro- line, ver}^ imperiously, leaving the lawyer amazed, and her father's face in a bewilderment, over which we will :fling his snuffy old pocket-handkerchief. " If such is unfortunately the case — if j^ou actually mean to abide by this astonishing confession — whicli deprives you of a high place in society — and — and casts down the hope we had formed of redressing your injured reputation — I have nothing for it ! I take my leave, madam ! Good morning, Mr. Hum I — Mr. Gann 1 " And the old lawyer walks out of the Little Sister's room. " She won't own to the marriage ! She is fond of some one else — the little suicide !" thinks the old lawyer, as he clatters down the street to a neighboring house, where his anxious principal was in waiting. " She's fond of some one else : " Yes. But the some one else whom Caroline loved was Brand Firmin's son : and it was to save Philip from ruin that the poor Little Sister chose to forget her marriaoe to his father. VOL. I. — le CHAPTER XIII. HILST tlie battle is raging, the old folks and ladies peep over the battlements, to watch the turns of the combat, and the behavior of the knights. To prin- cesses in old days, whose lovely hands were to be be- stowed upon the conqueror, it must have been a matter of no small interest to know whether the slim young champion with the lovely eyes, on the milk- white steed, should van- quish, or the dumpy, elderly, square-shouldered, squinting, carroty whisker- ando of a warrior who was laying about him so savagely ; and so in this battle, on the issue of which depended the keeping or losing of poor Philip's, inheritance, there were several non-combatants deeply interested. Or suppose we withdraw the chival- rous simile (as in fact the conduct and views of certain parties engaged in the matter were anything but what we call chivalrous), and imagine a wily old monkey who engages a cat to take certain chestnuts out of the fire, and pussy putting her paw through the bars, seizing the nut and then dropping it ? Jacko is disappointed and angry, sliows his sharp teeth, and bites if he dares. When the attorney went down to do battle for Philip's patrimony, some of those who wanted it were spectators of the light, and lurking up a tree hard by. When Mr. Piond came forward to try and seize Phil's che&tnuts, there was a wily 274 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 275 old monkey who thrust the cat's paw out; and proposed to gobble up the smoking prize. If you have ever been at the " Admiral Byng," you know, my dear madam, that the parlor where the club meets is just behind Mrs. Oves's bar, so that by lifting up the sash of the window which communicates between the two apart- ments, that good-natured woman may put her face into the club-room, and actually be one of the society. Sometimes for company, old Mr. Ridley goes and sits with Mrs. 0. in her bar, and reads the paper there. He is slow at his read- ing. The long words puzzle the worthy gentleman. As lie has plenty of time to spare, he does not grudge it to the study of his paper. On the day when Mr. Bond went to persuade Mrs. Bran- don in Thornhaugh Street to claim Dr. Firmin for her husband, and to disinherit poor Philip, a little gentleman wrapt most solemnly and mysteriously in a great cloak appeared at the bar of the "Admiral Byng," and said in an aristocratic manner, "You have a parlor, show me to it." And being introduced to the parlor (where there are fine pictures of Oves, Mrs. 0., and " Spotty-Kose," their favorite defunct bull-dog), sat down and called for a glass of sherry and a newspaper. The civil and intelligent pot-boy of the "Byng " took the party The Advertise?^ of yesterday (which to-day's paper was in 'and), and when the gentleman began to swear over the old paper, Frederick gave it as his opinion to his mistress that the new-comer was a harbitrary gent, — as, indeed, he was, with the omission, perhaps, of a single letter ; a man who bullied ev^erybody who would submit to be bullied. In fact, it was our friend Talbot Twysden, Esq., Commissioner of the Powder and Pomatum Office ; and I leave those who know him to say whether he is arbitrary or not. To him presently came that bland old gentleman, Mr. Bond, who also asked for a parlor and some sherry-and- water ; and this is how Philip and his veracious and astute biographer came to know for a certainty that dear uncle Talbot was the person who wished to — to have Philip's chestnuts. j\rr. Bond and Mr. Twysden had been scarcel}' a minute together when such a storm of imprecations came clatter- ing through the glass-window which communicates with Mrs. Oves's bar that I dare say they made the jugs and 276 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP tumblers clatter on the shelves, and Mr. Ridley, a very modest-spoken man, reading his paper, lay it down with a scared face, and say — "Well, I never." Nor did he often, I dare to say. This volley was fired by Talbot Twysden, in consequence of his rage at the news which Mr. Bond brought him. "Well, Mr. Bond; well, Mr. Bond! What does she say ? " he asked of his emissarj^ "She will have nothing to do with the business, Mr. Twysden. We can't touch it ; and I don't see how we can move her. She denies the marriage as much as Firmin does : says she knew it was a mere sham when the cere- mony was performed." " Sir, you didn't bribe her enough," shrieked Mr. Twys- den. " You have bungled this business ; by G-eorge, you have, sir." " Go and do it yourself, sir, if you are not ashamed to appear in it," says the lawyer. " You don't suppose I did it because I liked it: or want to take that poor young fellow's inheritance from him, as you do." " I wish justice and the law, sir. If I were wrongfully detaining his property I would give it up. I would be the first to give it up. I desire justice and law, and employ you because you are a law agent. Are you not ? " " And I have been on your errand, and shall send in my bill in due time ; and there will be an end of my connec- tion with you as your law agent, Mr. Twysden," cried the old lawyer. " You know, sir, how badly Firmin acted to me in the last matter." "Faith, sir, if you ask my opinion as a law agent, I don't think there was much to choose between you. How much is the sherry-and- water ? — keep the change. Sorry I'd no better news to bring you, Mr. T., and as you are dissatis- fied, again recommend you to employ another law agent." " My good sir, I — " "My good sir, I have had other dealings with your family, and am no more going to put up with your highti- tightiness than I would with Lord Kingwood's when I was one of his law agents. I am not going to tell Mr. Philip Firmin that his uncle and aimt propose to ease him of his property ; but if anybody else does — that good little Mrs. Brandon — or that old goose Mr. What-d'3'e-call-um, her father — I don't suppose he will be over well pleased. I ox HIS WA Y THROUGH THE WORLD. 277 am speaking as a gentleman now, not as a law agent. You and your nepliew had each a half-share of Mr. Philip Firmin's grandfather's joroperty, and you wanted it all, that's the truth, and set a law agent to get it for you ; and swore at him because he could not get it from its right owner. And so, sir, I wish you a good - morning, and recommend you to take your papers to some other agent, j\Ir. Twysden." And with this, exit Mr. Bond. And now, I ask you, if that secret could be kept which was known through a trembling glass-door to Mrs. Oves of the "Ad- miral Byng," and to j\Ir. Ridley the father of J. J., and the obsequious husband of Mrs. Kidley ? On that very after- noon, at tea-time, Mrs. Ridley Avas made acquainted by her husband (in his noble and circumlocutory manner) with the conversation which he had overheard. It was agreed that an embassy should be sent to J. J. on the business, and his advice taken regarding it ; and J. J.'s opinion was that the conversation certainly should be reported to Mr. Philip Firmin, who might afterwards act upon it as he should think best. What ? His own aunt, cousins, and uncle agreed in a scheme to overthrow his legitimacy, and deprive him of his grandfather's inheritance ? It seemed impossible. Big with the tremendous news, Philip came to his adviser, Mr. Pendennis, of the Temple, and told him what had occurred on the part of father, uncle, and Little Sister. Her abne- gation had been so noble that you may be sure Philip appreciated it ; and a tie of friendship was formed between the young man and the little lady even more close and tender than that wliich had bound them previously. But the Twysdens, his kinsfolk, to employ a law3^er in order to rob him of his inheritance ! — Oh, it was dastardly ! Philip bawled, and stamped, and thumped his sense of the wrong in his usual energetic manner. As for his cousin Ring- wood Twysden, Phil had often entertained a strong desire to wring his neck and pitch him downstairs. "As for Uncle Talbot : that he is an old pump, that he is a pompous old humVnig, and the queerest old sycophant, I grant you ; but I couldn't have believed him guilty of this. And as for the girls — oh, Mrs. Pendennis, you who are good, you who are kind, although you hate tliem, I know you do — you can't say, you won't say, that they Avere in the con- spiracy ? " "But suppose Twysden was asking only for what he con- 278 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ceives to be his rights ? " asked Mr. Pendennis. " Had your father been married to Mrs. Brandon, you woukl not have been Dr. Firmin's legitimate son. Had you not been his legitimate son, you had no right to a half-share of your grandfather's j^roperty. Uncle Talbot acts only the part of honor and justice in the transaction. He is Brutus, and lie orders you off to death, with a bleeding heart." '' And he orders his family out of the way," roars Phil, " so that they mayn't be pained by seeing the execution ! I see it all now. I wish somebody Avould send a knife through me at once, and put an end to me. I see it all now. Do you know that for the last week I have been to Beaunash Street, and found nobody ? Agnes had the bron- chitis, and her mother was attending to her ; Blanche came for a minute or two, and was as cool — as cool as I have seen Lady Iceberg be cool to her. Then they must go away for change of air. They have been gone these three days : whilst Uncle Talbot and that viper of a Eingwood have been closeted with their nice new friend, ^Ir. Hunt. Oh, conf — ! I beg your pardon, ma'am ; but I know you always allow for the energy of my language." " I should like to see that Little Sister, Mr. Firmin. She has not been selfish, or had any scheme but for your good," remarks my wife. " A little angel who drops her h'^ — a little heart, so good and tender that I melt as I think of it," says Philip, drawing his big hand over his eyes. "What have men done to get the love of some women ? We don't earn it ; we don't deserve it, perhaps. We don't return it. They bestow it on us. I have given nothing back for all this love and kindness, but I look a little like my father of old days, for whom — for whom she had an attachment. And see now how she would die to serve me ! You are wonder- ful, women are ! your fidelities and your ficklenesses alike marvellous. What can any woman have found to adore in the doctor ? Do you think my father could ever have been adorable, Mrs. Pendennis ? And yet I have heard my poor mother say she Avas obliged to marry him. She knew it was a bad match, but she couldn't resist it. In Avliat was my father so irresistible ? He is not to my taste. Be- tween ourselves, I tliink he is a — well, never mind what." "I think we had best not mind what?" says my wife with a smile. Oy HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 270 " Quite right — quite right ; only I blurt out everything that is on my mind. Can't keep it in," cries Phil, gnawing his mustachios. " If my fortune depended on my silence I should be a beggar, that's the fact. And, you see, if you had such a father as mine, you yoiirself would find it rather difficult to hold your tongue about him. But now, tell me : this ordering away of the girls and Aunt Twys- den, whilst the little attack upon my property is being car- ried on — isn't it queer ? " " The question is at an end," said Mr. Pendennis. " You are restored to your atavls reglbus and ancestral honors. Now that Uncle Twysden can't get the property without you, have courage, my boy — he may take it, along with the encumbrance." Poor Phil had not known — but some of us, Avho are pretty clear-sighted when our noble selv^es are not con- cerned, had perceived that Philip's dear aunt was playing fast and loose with the lad, and when his back was turned was encouraging a richer suitor for her daughter. Hand on heart I can say of my wife, that she meddles with her neighbors as little as any person I ever knew; but when treacheries in love-aft'airs are in question, she fires up at once, and would persecute to death almost the heartless male or female criminal who would break love's sacred laws. The idea of a man or woman trifling with that holy compact awakens in her a flame of indignation. In curtain confidences (of which let me not vulgarize the arcana) she had given me her mind about some of ^Miss Twysden's behavior with that odious blackamoor, as she chose to call Captain Woolcomb, who, I own, had a very slight tinge of complexion ; and when, quoting the words of Hamlet regarding his father and mother, I asked, " Could she on this fair mountain leave to feed, and batten on tliis Moor ? " ^Irs. Pendennis cried out that this matter was all too serious for jest, and wondered how her husband could make word plays about it. Perhaps she has not the exquisite sense of humor possessed by some folks ; or is it that she has more reverence ? In her creed, if not in her church, marriage is a sacrament, and the fond believer never speaks of it without awe. Now, as she expects both parties to the marriage engage- ment to keep that compact holy, she no more under- stands trifling with it than she could comprehend laughing and joking in a churcdi. She has no patience with flirta- 280 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP tions, as they are called. "Don't tell me, sir," says the enthusiast, "a light word between a man and a married woman ought not to be permitted." And this is why she is harder on the woman than the man, in cases where such dismal matters happen to fall under discussion. A look, a word from a woman, she says, will check a libertine thought or word in a man; and these cases might be stopped at once if the woman but showed the slightest res- olution. She is thus more angry (I am only mentioning the peculiarities, not defending the ethics of this indi- vidual moralist) — she is, I say, more angrily disposed tow- ards the woman than the man in such delicate cases ; and, I am afraid, considers that women are for the most part only victims because they choose to be so. Now, we had happened during this season to be at sev- eral entertainments, routs, and so forth, where poor Phil, owing to his unhappy Bohemian preferences and love of tobacco, &c., was not present — and where we saw Miss Agnes Twysden carrying on sucli a game with the tawny Woolcomb as set Mrs. Laura in a tremor of indignation. What though Agnes's blue-eyed mamma sat near her blue- eyed daughter and kept her keen clear orbs perfectly wide open and cognizant of all that happened ? So much the worse for her, the worse for both. It was a shame and a sin that a Christian English mother should suffer her daughter to deal lightly with the most holy, the most awful of human contracts ; should be preparing her child who knows for what after misery of mind and soul. Three months ago, you saw how she encouraged poor Philip, and now see her with this mulatto ! " Is he not a man, and a brother, my dear ? " perhaps at this Mr. Pendennis interposes. "Oh, for shame, Pen, no levity on this — no sneers and laughter on this the most sacred subject of all." And here, I dare say the woman falls to caressing her own children and huggiug them to her heart as her manner was when moved. Que voulez-vous ? Tliere are some women in the world to whom love and truth are all in all here below. Other ladies there are who see the benefit of a good joint- ure, a town and country house, and so forth, and who are not so very particular as to the character, intellect, or complexion of gentlemen who are in a position to offer their dear girls these benefits. In hue, I say, that re- garding this blue-eyed mother and daughter, Mrs. Laur.-j ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 281 Pendennis was in such a state of mind that she was ready to tear their blue eyes out. Xa}', it was with no little difficult}^ that Mrs. Laura could be induced to hold her tongue upon the matter and not give Philip her opinion. " What ? " she would ask, " the poor young man is to be deceived and cajoled ; to be taken or left as it suits these people ; to be made miserable for life certainly if she marries him ; and his friends are not to dare to warn him ? The cowards ! The cowardice of you men, Pen, upon matters of opinion, of you masters and lords of creation, is really despicable, sir ! You dare not have opinions, or holding them you dare not declare them and act by them. You compromise with crime every day because you think it would be officious to declare your- self and interfere. You are not afraid of outraging morals, but of inflicting eiiiiui upon society, and losing your popu- larity. You are as C3'nical as — as, what was the name of the horrid old man who lived in the tub — Demosthenes ? — well, Diogenes, then, and the name does not matter a pin, sir. You are as cynical, only you wear fine ruffled shirts and wristbands, and you carry your lantern dark. It is not right to 'put your oar in,' as you say in your jargon (and even your slang is a sort of cowardice, sir, for you are afraid to speak the feelings of your heart) — it is not right to meddle and speak the truth, not right to rescue a poor soul who is drowning — of course not. What call have you fine gentlemen of the world to put your oar in ? Let him perish ! What did he in that galley ? That is the language of the world, baby, darling. And, ni}- poor, poor child, when you are sinking, nobody is to stretch out a hand to save you ! '' As for that wife of mine, when she sets forth the maternal plea, and appeals to the exuberant school of philosophers, I know there is no reasoning Avith her. I retire to my books, and leave her to kiss out the rest of the argument over the children. Philip did not know the extent of the obligation which he owed to his little friend and guardian, Caroline ; but he was aware that he had no better friend than herself in the world ; and, I dare say, returned to her, as the wont is in such bargains between man and Avoman — woman and man, at least — a sixpence for that pure gold treasure, her sov- ereign affection. I suppose Caroline thought her sacrifice gave her a little authority to counsel Philip : for she it was whoj I believe, first bid him to inquire whether that en- 282 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP gagement which he had virtually contracted with his cousin was likely to lead to good, and was to be binding upon him but not on her ? She brought Ridley to add his doubts to her remonstrances. She showed Philip that not only his uncle's conduct, but his cousin's, was inter- ested, and set him to inquire into it further. That peculiar form of bronchitis under which poor dear Agnes was suffering was relieved by absence from London. The smoke, the crowded parties and assemblies, the late hours, and, perhaps, the gloom of the house in Beaunash Street, distressed the poor dear child; and her cough was very much soothed by that fine, cutting east wind, which blows so liberally along the Brighton cliffs, and Avhicli is so good for coughs, as we all know. But there was one fault in Brighton which could not be helped in her bad case : it is too near London. The air, that chartered libertine, can blow down from London quite easily; or people can come from London to Brighton, bringing, I dare say, the insidi- ous London fog along with them. At any rate, Agnes, if she wished for quiet, poor thing, might have gone farther and fared better. Why, if you owe a tailor a bill, he can run down and present it in a few hours. Vulgar, inconvenient acquaintances thrust themselves upon you at every moment and corner. Was ever such a tohuhohu of people as there assembles ? You can't be tranquil, if you will. Organs pipe and scream without cease at your windows. Your name is put down in the papers when you arrive ; and everybody meets everybody ever so many times a day. On finding that his uncle had set lawyers to work, with the charitable purpose of ascertaining whether Philip's property was legitimately his own, Philip was a good deal disturbed in mind. He could not appreciate that high sense of moral obligation by which Mr. Twysden was actu- ated. At least, he thought that these inquiries should not have been secretly set afoot ; and as he himself was per- fectly open — a great deal too open, perhaps — in his words and his actions, he was hard with those who at- tempted to hoodwink or deceive him. It could not be ; ah ! no, it never could be, that Agnes the pure and gentle was privy to this conspiracy. But then, how very — very often of late she has been from home ; how very, very cold Aunt Twysden's shoulder had somehow become. Once, when he reached the door, a fish- monger's boy was leaving a fine salmon at the kitchen, — a ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 283 salmon and a tub of ice. Once, twice, at five o'clock, when he called, a smell of cooking pervaded the hall, — that hall which culinary odors very seldom visited. Some of those noble Twysden dinners were on the tapis, and Philip was not asked. Xot to be asked was no great deprivation ; but who were the guests ? To be sure, these were trifles light as air; but Philip smelt mischief in the steam of these Twysden dinners. He chewed that salmon with a bitter sauce as he saw it sink down the area steps and disappear with its attendant lobster in the dark kitchen regions. Yes ; eyes were somehow averted that used to look into his very frankly ; a glove somehow had grown over a little hand which once used to lie very comfortably in his broad palm. Was anybody else going to seize it, and was it going to paddle in that blackamoor's unblest lingers ? Ah ! fiends and tortures ! a gentleman may cease to love, but does he like a woman to cease to love him ? People carry on ever so long for fear of that declaration that all is over. No confession is more dismal to make. The sun of love has set. We sit in the dark. I mean you, dear madam, and Corydon, or I and Amaryllis ; uncomfortably, with nothing more to say to one another ; with the night dew falling, and a risk of catching cold, drearily contemplating the fad- ing west, with "the cold remains of lustre gone, of lire long passed away." Sink, fire of love ! Eise, gentle moon, and mists of chilly evening. And, my good Madam Amaryl- lis, let us go home to some tea and a fire. So Philip determined to go and seek his cousin. Arrived at his hotel (and if it were the * * I can't conceive Philip in much better quarters), he had the opportunity of inspecting those delightful newspaper arrivals, a peru- sal of which has so often edified us at Brighton. Mr. and Mrs. Penfold, he was informed, continued their residence. No. 96, Horizontal Place ; and it was with those guardians he knew his Agnes was staying. He speeds to Horizontal Place. Idiss Twysden is out. He heaves a sigh, and leaves a card. Has it ever happened to you to leave a card at that house — that house whi^h was once the house — almost your own; where j^ou were ever welcome; where the kindest hand was ready to grasp yours, the brightest eye to greet you ? And now your friendship has dwindled away to a little bit of pasteboard, shed once a year, and poor dear ]\lrs. Jones (it is with J. you have quarrelled) still calls on the ladies of your family and slips 284 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP lier husband's ticket upon the hall table. Oh, life and time, that it shcndd have come to tliis I Oh, gracious j)owei.s! Do you recall the time when Arabella Briggs was Arabella Tliompson ? You call and t^W fadaises to her (at first she is rather nervous, and has the children in) ; you talk rain and fine weather ; the last novel ; the next party ; Thomp- son in the City ? Yes, Mr. Thompson is in the City. He's pretty well, thank you. Ah ! Daggers, ropes, and poi- sons, has it come to this ? You are talking about the weather, and another man's health, and another man's children, of which she is mother, to her? Time was, the weather was all a burning sunshine, in which you and she basked; or if clouds gathered, and a storm fell, such a glorious rainbow haloed round you, such delicious tears fell and refreshed you, that the storm was more ravishing than the calm. And now another man's children are sit- ting on her knee — their mother's knee ; and once a year Mr. and Mrs. John Thompson request the honor of Mr. Brown's company at dinner ; and once a year you read in The Times, " In Nursery Street, the wife of J. Thompson, Esq., of a Son." To come to the once-beloved one's door, and find the knocker tied up with a white kid glove, is humiliating — say what you will, it is humiliating. Philip leaves his card, and walks on to the Cliff, and of course, in three minutes, meets Clinker. Indeed, who ever went to Brighton for half an hour without meeting Clinker? " Father pretty well ? His old patient, Lady Geminy, is down here with the children ; what a number of them there are, to be sure ! Come to make any stay ? See your cousin, Miss Twysden, is here with the Penfolds. Little party at the Grigsons' last night ; she looked uncommonly well : danced ever so many times with the Black Prince, Woolcomb of the Greens. Suppose I may congratulate you. Six thousand five hundred a year now, and thirteen thousand when his grandmother dies ; but those negresses live forever. I suppose the thing is settled. I saw them on the pier just now, and Mrs. Penfold was reading a book in the arbor. Book of sermons it was — pious woman, Mrs. Penfold. I dare say they are on the pier still." Striding with hurried steps Philip Fii-min makes for the pier. The breathless Clinker cannot keep alongside of his face. I should like to have seen it when Clinker said that "the thing" was settled between Miss Twysden and the cavalry gentleman. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 2So There were a few nursery governesses, maids, and cliil- dren, paddling about at the end of the pier ; and there was a fat woman reading a book in one of the arbors — but no Agnes, no Wook'omb. Where can they be ? Can they be weighing each other ? or buying those mad pebbles, which people are known to purchase ? or having their silhouettes done in black ? Ha ! ha ! Woolcomb would hardly have his face done in black. The idea would provoke odious comparisons. 1 see Philip is in a dreadfully bad sarcastic humor. Up there comes from one of those trap-doors wdiich lead down from the pier-head to the green sea-waves ever rest- lessly jumping below — up there comes a little Skye-terrier dog with a red collar, who, as soon as she sees Philip, sings, squeaks, whines, runs, jumps, flumps up on him, if I may use the expression, kisses his hands, and with eyes, tongue, paws, and tail shows him a thousand marks of welcome and affection. " What, Brownie, Brownie ! *' J^hilip is glad to see the dog, an old friend who has many a time licked his hand and bounced upon his knee. The greeting over, Brownie, wagging her tail with pro- digious activity, trots before Philip — trots down an open- ing, down the steps under which the waves shimmer greenly, and into quite a quiet remote corner just over the water, whence you may command a most beautiful view of the sea, the shore, the Marine Parade, and the " Albion Hotel," and where, were I five-and-twenty say, with nothing else to do, I would gladly pass a quarter of an hour talking about " G-laucus, or the Wonders of the Deep " with the object of my affections. Here, amongst the labyrinth of piles, Brow^nie goes flouncing along till she comes to a young couple who are looking at the view just described. In order to view it better, the young man has laid his hand, a pretty little hand most delicately gloved, on the lady's hand ; and Brownie comes up and nuzzles against her, and whines and talks as much as to say, "Here's somebody," and the lady says, " Down, Brownie, miss." " It's no good, Agnes, that dog," says the gentleman (he has very curly, not to say woolly hair, under his natty little hat). " I'll give j'ou a pug with a nose you can hang your hat on. I do know of one now. My man Kum- mins knows of one. Do you like pugs ? " " I adore them/" says the lady. 286 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP "I'll give you one, if i have to pay fifty pounds for it. And they fetch a good figure, the real pugs do, I can tell you. Once in London there was an exhibition of 'em, and — " "Brownie, Brownie, down !" cries Agnes. The dog was jumping at a gentleman, a tall gentleman with a red mous- tache and beard, who advances through the checkered sliade, under the ponderous beams, over the translucent sea. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 287 " Pray don't mind, Brownie won't hurt me," says a per- fectly Avell known voice, the sound of which sends all the color shuddering out of Miss Agnes's pink cheeks. " You see I gave my cousin this dog, Captain Wool- comb," says the gentleman ; " and the little slut remem- bers me. Perhaps Miss Twysden prefers the pug better." " Sir ! " " If it has a nose you can hang 3'our hat on, it must be a very pretty dog, and I suppose you intend to hang your hat on it a good deal." ''Oh, Philip!" says the lady; but an attack of that dreadful coughing stops further utterance. CHAPTER XIV. eO]?J^TAIXS TWO OF PHILIP's MISHAPS. Oil know that, in some parts of India, infanticide is the common custom. It is part of the religion of the land, as, in other districts, widow- burning used to be. I can't imagine that ladies like to destroy either themselves or their children, though they submit with bravery, and even cheerfulness, to the de- crees of that religion which orders them to make away with their own or their young ones' lives. Now, suppose you and I, as Euro- peans, happened to drive up where a young creature was just about to roast herself, under the advice of her family and the highest dignitaries of her church ; what could we do ? Rescue her? No such thing. We know better than to interfere with her, and the laws and usages of her country. We turn away with a sigh from the mournful scene ; we pull out our pocket-handkerchiefs, tell coachman to drive on, and leave her to her sad fate. Now about poor Agnes Twysden : how, in the name of goodness, can we help her ? You see she is a well-brought- up and religious young woman of the Brahminical sect. If she is to be sacrificed, that old Brahmin, her father, that good and devout mother, that most special Brahmin her brother, and that admirable girl her straight-laced sister, all insist upon her undergoing the ceremony, and deck her with flowers ere they lead her to that dismal altar flame. Suppose, I say, she has made up her mind to throw over poor Philip, and take on with some one else ? What seati- 288 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 289 ment ought our virtuous bosoms to entertain towards her ? Anger ? I have just been holding a conversation with a young fellow in rags and without shoes, whose bed is com- monly a dry arch, who has been repeatedly in .prison, whose father and mother were thieves, and whose grand- fathers were thieves ; — are we to be angry with him for following the paternal profession ? With one eye brim- ming with pity, the other steadily keeping watch over the family spoons, I listen to his artless tale. I have no anger against that child; nor towards thee, Agnes, daughter of Talbot the Brahmin. For though duty is duty, when it comes to the pinch, it is often hard to do. Though dear jjapa and mamma say that here is a gentleman with ever so many thousands a year, an undoubted part in So-and-So-shire, and whole islands in the western main, who is wildly in love with your fair skin and blue ej^es, and is ready to fling all his treasures at your feet ; yet, after all, when you consider that he is very ignorant, though very cunning ; very stingy, though very rich; very ill tempered, probably, if faces and eyes and mouths can tell truth : and as for Philip Firmin — though actually his legitimacy is dubious, as we have lately heard, in wliich case his maternal fortune is ours — and as for his paternal inheritance, we don't know whether the doctor is worth thirty thousand pounds or a shilling ; — yet, after all — as for Philip — he is a man ; he is a gentle- man ; he has brains in his head, and a great honest heart of which he has offered to give the best feelings to his cousin : — I say, when a poor girl has to be off with that old love, that honest and fair love, and be on with the new one, the dark one, I feel for her; and though the Brahmins iS-e, as we know, the most genteel sect in Hindostan, I rather wish the poor child could have belonged to some lower and less rigid sect. Poor Agnes ! to think that he has sat for hours, with mamma and Blanche or the gover- ness, of course, in the room (for, you know, when she and Phili]) were quite wee, wee things, dear mamma had little amiable plans in view) ; has sat for hours b}' Miss Twys- den's side pouring out his heart to her; has had, mayhap, little precious moments of confidential talk — little hasty whispers in corridors, on stairs, behind window-curtains, and — and so forth in fact. She must remember all this past ; and can't, without some pang, listen on the same sofa, behind the same window-curtains, to her dark suitor pour- VOL. I. — 19 290 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ing out his artless tales of barracks, boxing, horseflesh, and the tender passion. He is dull, he is mean, he is ill-tenv pered, he is ignorant, and the other was . . . ; but she will do- her duty ; oh, yes ! she will do her duty ! Poor Agnes ! C'est a fendre le cwur. I declare I quite feel for her. When Philip's temper was roused, I have been compelled, as his biographer, to own how very rude and disagreeable he could be ; and you must acknowledge that a young man has some reason to be displeased, when he finds the girl ot his heart hand-in-hand with another young gentleman in an occult and shady recess of the wood-work of Brighton Pier. The green waves are softly murmuring ; so is the officer of the Life Guards Green. The waves are kissing the beach. Ah, agonizing thought ! 1 will not pursue the simile, Avhich may be but a jealous man's mad fantasy. Of this I am sure, no pebble on that beach is cooler than polished Agnes. But, then, Philip drunk with jealousy is not a reasonable being like Philip sober. '' He had a dread- ful temper," Philip's dear aunt said of him afterwards — " I trembled for my dear gentle child, united forever to a man of that violence. >[ever, in my secret mind, could I think that their union could be a happy one. Besides, jou know, the nearness of their relationship. M}^ scruples on that score, dear Mrs. Candor, never, never could be quite got over." And these scruples came to weigh whole tons, when Mangrove Hall, the house in Berkeley Square, and Mr. Woolcomb's West India island were put into the scale along with them. Of course there was no good in remaining amongst those damp, reeking timbers, noAv that the pretty little tete-a-tete was over. Little Brownie hung fondling and whining round Philip's ankles, as the party ascended to the upper air. " ^ly child, how pale you look ! " cried Mrs.Penfold, putting down her volume. Out of the Captain's opal eyeballs shot lurid flames, and hot blood burned behind his yellow cheeks. In a quarrel, Mr. Philip Firmin coiQd be particu- larly cool and self-possessed. When Miss Agnes rather piteously introduced him to Mrs. Penfold, he made a bow as polite and gracious as any performed by his royal father. " My little dog knew me,'' he said, caressing the animal. " She is a faithful little thing, and she led me down to my cousin; and — Captain Wcolcomb, I think, is your name, sir ? " ox Hrs WAV THROUGH THE WORLD. 291 As Philip curls his moustache and smiles blandly, Cap- tun Wuolcunib pulls his and scowls hercely. " Yes, sir," he mutters, '• my name is Woolcomb." Another bow and a touch of the hat from Mr. Firmin. A touch? — a gracious wave of the hat \ acknowledged by no means so gracefully by Caj)tain Woolcomb. To these remarks ^Irs. Tenfold says, '' Oh ! " In fact, " Oh ! " is about the best thing that could be said under the circunistances. ^•' M}' cousin, Miss Twysden, looks so pale because she was out very late dancing last night. I hear it was a very pretty ball. But ought she to keep such late hours, Mrs. Penfold, with her delicate health ? Indeed, you ought not, Agnes ! Ought she to keep late hours, Brownie ? There — don't, you little foolish thing ! I gave my cousin the dog: and she's very fond of me — the dog is — still. You were saying, Captain Woolcomb, when I came up, that you would give Miss Twysden a dog on whose nose you could hang your . . . I beg pardon?'' j\lr. AVoolcomb, as Philip made this second allusion to the peculiar n;isal formation of the pug, ground his little white teeth together, and let slip a most impi-oper mono- syllable. jNIore acute broncliial suffering was manifested oil the part of ]\riss Twysden. ^Irs. Penfold said, '• The day is clouding over. I think, Agnes, I will have my chair, and go home." '• May I be allowed to walk with you as far as your house ? " says Philip, twiddling a little locket which he wore at his watch-chain. It v/as a little gold locket, with a little pale hair inside. Whose hair could it have been that was so pale and fine ? As for the pretty, hieroglyphical A. T. at the back, those letters might indicate Alfred Tenny- son, or Anthony Trollope, who might have given a lock of their golden hair to Philip, for I kr^ow he is an admirer of 'heir works. Agnes looked guiltily at the little locket. Captain Wool- comb pulled his moustache so, that yoii would have thought he would have ])ulled it off; and his opal eyes glared with fearful confusion and wrath. " Will you please to fall back and let me speak to you, Agnes ? Pardon me. Captain Woolcomb, I have a private message for my cousin ; and I came from London expressly to deliver it." "If Miss Twysden desires me to withdraw, I fall back in 292 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP one moment," says the Captain, clenching the little lemon- colored gloves. " j\[y cousin and 1 have lived together all our lives, and I bring her a family message. Have you any particular claim to hear it, Captain Woolcomb ? " ''Not if Miss Twysden don't want me to hear it. . . . D— the little brute." " Don't kick poor little harmless Brownie ! He shan't kick you, shall he, Brownie ? " " If the brute comes between my shins, I'll kick her ! " shrieks the Captain. '' Hang her, I'll throw her into the sea ! " " Whatever you do to my dog, I swear I will do to you ! " whispers Philip to the Captain. " Where are you staying ? " shrieks the Captain, " Hang you, you shall hear from me." " Quiet — ' Bedford Hotel.' Easy, or I shall think you want the ladies to overhear." '' Your conduct is horrible, sir," says Agnes, rapidly, in the French language, " Mr. does not comprehend it." " it ! If you have any secrets to talk, I'll withdraw fast enough. Miss Agnes," says Othello. " Oh, Grenville ! can I have any secrets from you ? Mr. Firmin is my first cousin. AVe have lived together all our lives. Philip, I — I don't know whether mamma announced to you — my — my engagement with Captain Grenville AVoolcomb." The agitation has brought on another severe bronchial attack. Poor, poor, little Agnes ! What it is to have a delicate throat ! The pier tosses up to the skies, as though it had left its moorings — the houses on the cliff dance and reel, as though an earthquake was driving them — the sea walks up into the lodging-houses — and Philip's legs are failing from under him : it is only for a moment. When you have a large, tough double-tooth out, doesn't the chair go up to the ceiling, and your head come off too? But, in the next instant, there is a grave gentleman before j^ou, making you a bow, and concealing something in his right sleeve. The crash is over. You are a man again. Philip clutches hold of the chain-pier for a moment : it does not sink under him. The houses, after reeling for a second or two, reassume the perpendicular, and bulge their bow-windows towards the main. He can see the people looking from the windows, the carriages passing, Professor Spurrier riding on the cliff ON HJS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 293 with eighteen young ladies, liis pupils. In long after-days he remembers those absurd little incidents with a curious tenacity. '•This news," Philip says, "was not — not altogether un- expected. I congratulate my cousin, I am sure. Captain AVoolcomb, had I known this for certain, I am sure I should not have interrupted you. You were going, perhaps, to ask me to your hospitable house, ^Irs. Penfold ? " " Was she, though ? " cries the Captain. " I have asked a friend to dine with nie at the ' Bedford,' and shall go to town, I hope, in the morniug. Can I take anything for you, Agnes ? Good-by." And he kisses his hand m quite a deyiKje manner, as Mrs. Pen fold's chair turns eastward and he goes to the west. Silently the tall Agnes sweeps along, a fair hand laid upon her friend's chair. It's over ! it's over ! She has done it. He was bound, and kept his honor, but she did not : it was she who for- sook him. And I fear very much Mr. Philip's heart leaps with pleasure and an immense sensation of relief at think- ing he is free. He meets half a dozen acquaintances on the cliff. He laughs, jokes, shakes hands, invites two or three to dinner in the gayest manner. He sits down on that green, not very far from his inn, and is laughing to himself, when he suddenly feels something nestling at his knee, — rubbing, and nestling, and whining plaintively. •' What, is that you?" It is little Brownie who has followed him. Poor little rogue ! Then Philip bent down his head over the dog, and as it jumped on him with little bleats, and whines, and innocent caresses, he broke out into a sob, and a great refreshing rain of tears fell from his eyes. Such a little illness I Such a mild fever ! Such a speedy cure ! Some people have the complaint so mildly that they are scarcely ever kept to their beds. Some bear its scars forever. Philip sat resolutely at the hotel all night, having given special orders to the porter to say that he was at home, in case any gentleman should call. '^ He had a faint hope, he afterwards owned, that some friend of Cf ptain Woolcomb might wait on him on that officer's part. He had a faint hope that a letter might come explaining that treason, — as people will have a sick, gnawing, yearning, foolish desire for letters — letters which contain nothing, which never did contain anything — letters which, nevertheless, you — 294 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP You kno^y, in fact, about those letters, aud there is no earthly use in asking to read Philip's. Have we not all read those love-letters which, after love-quarrels, come into court sometimes ? AVe have all read them ; and how many have written them ? Nine o'clock. Ten o'clock. Eleven o'clock. No challenge from the Captain ; no explanation from Agnes. Philip declares he slept perfectly well. But poor little Brownie the dog made a piteous howling all night in the stables. She was not a well-bred dog. You could not have hung the least hat on her nose. We compared anon our dear Agnes to a Brahmin lady, meekly offering herself up to sacrifice according to the practice used in her highly respectable caste. Did we speak in anger or in sorrow ? — surely in terms of respectful grief and sympathy. And if we pity her, ought we not like- wise to pity her highly respectable parents ? AVhen the notorious Brutus ordered his sons to execurion, you can't suppose he was such a brute as to be pleased ? All three parties suffered by the transaction : the sons, probably, even jnore than their austere father ; but it stands to reason that the whole trio were very melancholy. At least, were I a poet or musical composer depicting that business, I certainly should make them so. The sons, piping in a very minor key indeed ; the father's manl}^ basso accompanied by deep wind instruments, and interrupted by appropriate sobs. Though pretty fair Agnes is being led to execution, I don't suppose she likes it, or that her parents are happy, who are compelled to order the tragedy. That the rich young proprietor of Mangrove Hall should be fond of her was merely a coincidence, Mrs. Twysden afterwards always averred. Not for mere wealth — ah, no ! not for mines of gold — would the}^ sacrifice their darling child. But when that sad Firmin affair happened, you see it also happened that Captain Woolcomb was much struck by dear Agnes, whom he met everywhere. Her scape- grace of a cousin would go nowhere. He preferred his bachelor associates, and horrible smoking and drinking habits, to the amusements and pleasures of more refined society. He neglected Agnes. There is not the slightest doubt he neglected and mortified her, and his wilful and frequent absence showed how little he cared for her. Would you blame the dear girl for coldness to a man who himself showed such indifference to her ? "No, my good Mrs. Candor. Had Mr. Firmin been ten times as rich as ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 295 Mr. Woolcoinb, I should have counselled my child to refuse him. / take the responsibility of the measure entirely on myself — I, and her father, and her brother." 80 Mrs. Twysden afterwards spoke, in circles where an absurd and odious rumor ran, that the Tw3^sdens had forced their daughter to jilt young Mr. Firmin in order to marry a wealthy quadroon. People will talk, you know, de me, de te. If AA'oolcomb's dinners had not gone off so after his marriage, I have little doubt the scandal would have died away, and he and his wife might have been pretty generally respected and visited. Nor must you suppose, as we have said, that dear Agnes gave up her lirst love without a pang. That bronchitis showed how acutely the poor thing felt her position. It broke out very soon after Mr. Woolcomb's attentions became a little particular ; and she actually left London in conse- quence. It is true that he could follow her without diffi- culty, but so, for the matter of that, could Philip, as we have seen when he came down and behaved so rudely to Captain Woolcomb. And before Philip came, poor Agnes could plead, '• i\Iy father pressed me sair," as in the case of the notorious Mrs. Eobin Gray. Father and mother both pressed her sair. INIrs. Twysden, I think I have mentioned, wrote an admirable letter, and was aware of her accomplishment. She used to write reams of gossip regularly every week to dear uncle Ringwood when he was in the country : and when her daughter Blanche married, she is said to have written several of her new son's sermons. As a Christian mother, was she not to give her daughter her advice at this momentous period of her life ? That advice Avent against poor Philip's chances with his cousin, w^ho was kept acquainted with all the cir- cumstances of the controversy of which we have just seen the issue. I do not mean to say that Mrs. Twysden gave an impartial statement of the case. What parties in a law-suit do speak impartially on their own side or their ad- versaries' ? Mrs. Twysden's view, as I have learned subse- quently, and as imparted to her daughter, was this : — Tliat most unprincipled man, Dr. Firmin, who had already attempted, and unjustly, to deprive the Twysdens of a part of their property, had commenced in quite early life his career of outrage and wickedness against the Pingwood famih\ He had led dear Lord Pingwood's son, poor dea,r Lord Cinqbars, into a career of vice and extravagance which 296 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP caused the premature death of that unfortunate young nobleman, llr. Firmin had then made a marriage, in spite of the tears and entreaties of Mrs. Twysden, with her late unhappy sister, whose whole life had been made wretched by the doctor's conduct. But the climax of outrage and wickedness was, that when he — he, a low, penniless adven- turer — married Colonel Kingwood's daughter, he was married already, as could be sworn by the repentant clergy- man who had been forced, by threats of punishment which Dr. Eirniin held over him, to perform the rite ! " The mind " — JVIrs. Talbot Twysden's fine mind — " shuddered at the thought of such wickedness." But most of all (for to think ill of any one whom she had once loved gave her pain) there was reason to believe that the unhappy Philip Firmin was \\\?> father'^ s accomjjllce, and that he knew of his own illegitimacy, which he was determined to set aside by 2ii\y fraud or artifice — (she trembled, she wept to have to say this : heaven ! that there should be such perversity in thy creatures !) And so little store did Philip set by his mother's honor that he actually visited the abandoned w^oman who acquiesced in her own infamy, and had brought such unspeakable disgrace on the Eingwood family! The thought of this crime had caused Mrs. Twysden and her dear husband nights of sleepless anguish — had made them years and years older — had stricken their hearts with a grief which must endure to the end of their days. AVith ] eople so scrupulous, so grasping, so artful as Dr. Pirmiu and (must she sa}^ ?) his son, they were bound to be on their guard; and though they had avoided Philip, she had deemed it right, on the rare occasions when she and the young man whom she must now call her illegitimate nejihew met, to behave as though she knew nothing of this most dreadful controversy. ^'And now, dearest child" . . . Surely the moral is obvious? The dearest child "must see at once that any foolish plans which were formed in childish days and under former delusions must be cast aside forever as impossible, as unworthy of a Twysden — of a Ringwood. Be not con- cerned for the young man himself," wrote Mrs. Tw3'sden, — "I blush that he should bear that dear father's name who was slain in honor on Busaco's glorious field. P. F. has associates amongst whom he has ever been much more at home than in our refined circle, and habits which will cause him to forget jow only too easily. And if near you is one ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 207 whose ardor sliows itself in liis every word and action, whose wealth and property may raise you to a place worthy of my child, need I say, a mother's, a father's blessing go with you." This letter was brought to Miss Twysden, at Brighton, by a special messenger : and the superscription announced that it was "honored by Captain Grenville Woolcomb." Xow when Miss Agnes has had a letter to this effect (I may at some time tell you how I came to be acquainted with its contents) ; when she remembers all the abuse her brother lavishes against Philip as, heaven bless some of them! dear relatives can best do; when she thinks how cold he has of late been — how he ivlll come smelling of cigars — how he won't conform to the usages du monde, and has neglected all the decencies of society — how she often can"t understand his strange rhapsodies about poetry, paint- ing, and the like, nor how he can live with such associates as those who seem to delight him — and now how he is showing himself actually uiipriivnpled and abetting his horrid father ; when we consider mither pressing sair, and all these points in mither's favor, I don't think we can order Agnes to instant execution for the resolution to which she is coming. She will give him up — she will give him up. Good-by, Philip. Good-by the past. Be forgotten, be for- gotten, fond words spoken m not unwilling ears ! Be still and breathe not, eager lips, that have trembled so near to one another I Unlock, hands, and part forever, that seemed to be formed for life's long journey ! Ah, to part forever is hard ; but harder and more humiliating still to part with- out regret. That papa and mamma had influenced ^liss Tw^^sden in her behavior my wife and I could easily imagine, when Philip, in his wrath and grief, came to us and poured out the feelings of his heart. My wife is a repository of men's secrets, an untiring consoler and comforter ; and she knows many a sad story which we are not at liberty to tell, like this one of which this person, Mr. Firmin, has given us possession. •' Father and mother's orders,'^ shouts Philip, " T dare say, Mrs. Pendennis ; but the wish was father to the thought of parting, and it was for the blackamoor's parks and acres that the girl jilted me. Look here. I told you just now that I slept perfectly well on that infernal night after I had said farewell to her. Well, I didn't. It was a lie. I 298 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP walked ever so many times tlie wliole leiigtli of the cliff, from Hove to Rottingdean almost, and then went to bed afterwards, and slept a little, out of sheer fatigue. And as I was passing by Horizontal Terrace ( — I happened to pass by there two or three times in the moonlight, like a great jackass — ) you know those verses of mine which I have hummed here sometimes ? " (hummed ! he used to roar them ! ) " ' When the locks of burnished gold, lady, shall to silver turn ! ' ISTever mind the rest. You know the verses about fidelity and old age ? She was singing them on that night, to that negro. And I heard the beggar's voice say ' Bravo ! ' through the open windows." " Ah, Philip ! it was cruel," says my wife, heartily pity- ing our friend's anguish and misfortune. " It was cruel indeed. I am sure we can feel for you. But think what certain misery a marriage with such a person would have been ! Think of your warm heart given away forever to that heartless creature." "Laura, Laura, have you not often warned me not to speak ill of people ? " says Laura's husband. " I can't help it sometimes," cries Laura in a transport. " I try and do my best not to speak ill of my neighbors ; but the worldliness of those people shocks me so that I can't bear to be near them. They are so utterly tied and bound by conventionalities, so perfectly convinced of their own excessive high-breeding, that they seem to me more odious and more vulgar than quite low people; and I'm sure Mr. Philip's friend, the Little Sister, is infinitely more lady-like than his dreary aunt or either of his supercilious cousins ! " Upon my word, Avhen this lady did speak her mind, there was no mistaking her meaning. I believe Mr. Firmin took a considerable number of people into his confidence regarding this love-affair. He is one of those individuals who can't keep their secrets; and when hurt he roars so loudly that all his friends can hear. It has been remarked that the sorrows of such persons do not endure very long ; nor surely was there any great need in this instance that Philip's heart should wear a lengthened mourning. Ere long he smoked his pipes, he pla^^ed his billiards, he shouted his songs ; he rode in the Park for the pleasure of severely cutting his aunt and cousins when their open carriage passed, or of riding down Ca])tain Woolcomb or his cousin Eingwood, should either of those worthies come in his way. O.Y HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 299 One day, when the okl Lord Riugwood came to town for his accustomed spring visit, Philip condescended to wait upon him, and was announced to his lordship just as Talbot Twj-sden and Kingwood his son were taking leave of their noble kinsman. Philip looked at them with a flashing eye and a distended nostril, according to his swag- gering wont. I dare say they on their part bore a very mean and hang-dog appearance ; for my lord laughed at their discomhture, and seemed immensely amused as they slunk out of the door when Philip came hectoring in. " So, sir, there has been a family row. Heard all about it : at least, their side. Your father did me the favor to marry my niece, having another wife already ! " ''Having no other wife already, sir — though my dear relations were anxious to show that he had." " Wanted your money ; thirty thousand pound is not a trifle. Ten thousand apiece for those children. And no more need of any confounded pinching and scraping, as they have to do at Beaunash Street. Aflair off" between you and Agnes ! Absurd affair. So much the better." " Yes, sir, so much the better." '- Have ten thousand apiece. Would have twenty thou- sand if the}^ got yours. Quite natural to want it." " Quite." '' Woolcomb a sort of negro, I understand. Pine prop- erty here : besides the West India rubbish. Violent man — so people tell me. Luckily Agnes seems a cool, easy- going woman, and must put up with the rough as well as the smooth in marrying a property like that. Very lucky for you that that woman persists there was no marriage with your father. Twysden says the doctor bribed her. Take it he's not got much money to bribe unless you gave some of 3^ours." ^' I don't bribe people to bear false witness, my lord — and if — " " Don't be in a huff ; I didn't say so. Twysden says so — perhaps thinks so. When people are at law they believe anything of one another." " I don't know what other people may (Jo, sir. If I had another man's money, I should not be easy until I had paid him back. Had mv share of my grandfather's property not been lawfully mine — and for a few hours I thought it was not — please"^ God, I would have given it up to its rightful owners — at least, my father would." 300 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " Why, hang it all, man, 3'ou don't mean to say your father has not settled with you ? " Philip blushed a little. He had been rather surprised that there had been no settlement between him and his father. "I am only of age a few months, sir. I am not under any apprehension. I get my dividends regularly enough. One of my grandfather's trustees, General Baynes, is in India. He is to return almost immediately, or we should have sent a power of attorney out to him. There's no hurry about the business." Philip's maternal grandfather, and Lord Ring wood's brother, the late Colonel Philip Ringwood, had died possessed of but trifling property of his own ; but his wife had brought him a fortune of sixty thousand pounds, which Avas settled on their children, and in the names of trustees — Mr. Briggs, a lawyer, and Colonel Baynes, an East India officer, and friend of Mrs. Philip Ring wood's family. Colonel Baynes had been in England some eight years before ; and Philip remembered a kind old gentleman coming to see him at school, and leaving tokens of his bounty behind. The other trustee, Mr. Briggs, a lawyer of considerable county reputation, was dead long since, having left his affairs in an involved condition. During the trustee's absence and the son's minority, Philip's father received the dividends on his son's property, and liberally spent them on the boy. Indeed, I believe that for some little time at college, and during his first journeys abroad, Mr. Philip spent rather more than the income of his maternal inheritance, being freely supplied by his father, who told him not to stint himself. He was a sumptuous man, Dr. Firmin — open-handed — subscribing to many charities — a lover of solemn good cheer. The doctor's dinners and the doctor's equipages were models in their way ; and I remember the sincere respect with which my uncle the ^lajor (the family guide in such matters) used to speak of Dr. Firmin's taste. " No duchess in London, sir," he would say, ''drove better horses than Mrs. Firmin. Sir George Warrinder, sir, could not give a better dinner, sir, than that to which we sat down yesterday." And for the exercise of these civic virtues the doctor had the hearty respect of the good Major. " Don't tell me, sir," on the other hand, Lord Ringwood would say ; " I dined with the fellow once — a swaggering ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 301 fellow, sir; but a servile fellow. The Avay lie bowed and flattered was perfectly absurd. Those fellows think we like it — and we may. Even at my age, I like flattery — any quantity of it ; and not what you call delicate, but strong, sir. I like a man to kneel down and kiss my shoe-strings. I have my own opinion of him afterwards, but that is what I like — what all men like ; and that is what Firmin gave in quantities. But 3'ou could see that his house was mon- strously expensive. His dinner was excellent, and you saw it was good every day — not like your dinners, my good Maria; not like your wines, Twj^sden, which, hang it, I can't swallow, unless I send 'em in myself. Even at my own house, I don't give that kind of wine on common occa- sions which Eirmin used to give. I drink the best myself, of cou.rse, and give it to some who know ; but I don't give it to common fellows, who come to hunting dinners, or to girls and boys who are dancing at my balls." "' Yes ; Mr. Eirmin's dinners were very handsome — and a pretty end came of the handsome dinners ! " sighed Mrs. Twysden. '• That's not the question ; I am only speaking about the fellow's meat and drink, and they were both good. And it's my opinion that fellow will have a good dinner wherever he goes." I had the fortune to be present at one of these feasts, which Lord Eingwood attended, and at which I met Philip's trustee. General Baynes, who had just arrived from India. I remember now the smallest details of the little dinner, — the brightness of the old plate, on which the doctor prided himself, and the quiet comfort, not to say splendor of the entertainmejit. The General seemed to take a great liking to Philip, whose grandfather had been his special friend and comrade in arms. He thought he saw something of Philip Eingwood in Philip Eirmin's face. " Ah, indeed ! " growls Lord Eingwood. " You ain't a bit like him," says the downright General. "Xever saw a handsomer or more open-looking fellow than Philip Eingwood." " Oh ! I dare say I looked pretty open myself forty years ago," said my lord; "now I'm shut, I suppose. I don't see the least likeness in this young man to my brother." " That is some sherry as old as the century," whispers the host ; " it is the same the Prince Eegent liked so at a Mansion House dinner, five-and-twenty years ago." 302 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP " Never knew any tiling about wine ; was always tippling liqueurs and punch. What did you give for this sherry, doctor ? " The doctor sighed, and looked up to the chandelier. " Drink it while it lasts, my good lord ; but don't ask me the price. The fact is, I don't like to say what I gave for it." '' You need not stint yourself in the price of sherry, doc- tor," cries the General, gayly ; '^ you have but one son, and he has a fortune of his own, as I hajopen to know. You haven't dipped it. Master Philip ? " " I fear, sir, I may have exceeded my income sometimes, in the last three years ; but my father has helped me." " Exceeded nine hundred a year ! Upon my word ! When I was a sub, my friends gave me hfty pounds a year, and I never was a shilling in debt ! What are men coming to now ? " " If doctors drink Prince Regent's sherry at ten guineas a dozen, what canyon expect of their sons. General Paynes ? " grumbles my lord. "My father gives you his best, my lord," says Philip, gayly ; " if you know of any better, he will get it for you. Si non his utere mecum ! Please to pass me that decanter, Pen ! " I thought the old lord did not seem ill pleased at the young man's freedom ; and now, as I recall it, think I can remember that a peculiar silence and anxiety seemed to weigh upon our host — upon him whose face was commonly so anxious and sad. The famous sherry, which had made many voyages to Indian climes before it acquired its exquisite flavor, had travelled some three or four times round the doctor's pol- ished table when Price, his man, entered with a letter on his silver tray. Perhaps Philip's eyes and mine exchanged glances in Avhich ever so small a scintilla of mischief might sparkle. The doctor often had letters when he was enter- taining his friends; and his patients had a knack of falling ill at awkward times. " Gracious heavens ! " cries the doctor, when he read the despatch — it was a telegraphic message. " The poor Grand Duke ! " " What Grand Duke ? " asks the surly lord of Eing- wood. " My earliest patron and friend — the Grand Duke of ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 303 Groningen ! Seized this morning at eleven at Putzendorff ! Has sent for me. I promised to go to him if ever he had need of me. I must go ! I can save the night-train yet. General ! our visit to the City must be deferred till my re- turn. Get a portmanteau, Brice ; and call a cab at once. Philip will entertain my friends for the evening. My dear lord, you won't mind an old doctor leaving you to attend an old patient ? I will write from Groningen. I shall be there on Friday morning. Farewell, gentlemen! Brice, another bottle of that sherry ! I pra}', don't let anybody stir ! God bless you, Philip, my boy ! " And with this the doctor went up, took his son by the hand, and laid the other very kindly on the young man's shoulder. Then he made a bow round the table to his guests — one of his graceful bows, for which he w^as famous. I can see the sad smile on his face now, and the light from the chandelier over the dining-table glancing from his shining forehead, and casting deep shadows on to his cheek from his heavy brows. The departure was a little abrupt, and of course cast somewhat of a gloom upon the company. " My carriage ain't ordered till ten — must go on sitting here, I suppose. Confounded life doctors' must be ! Called up any hour in the night ! Get their fees ! Must go ! " growled the great man of the part}^ " People are glad enough to have them when they are ill, my lord. I think I have heard that once when you were at Ryde ..." The great man started back as if a littLe shock of cold water had fallen on him ; and then looked at Philip with not unfriendly glances. " Treated for gout — so he did. Very well, too ! '* said my lord ; and whispered, not in- audibly, " Cool hand, that boy ! " And then his lordship fell to talk with General Baynes about his campaigning, and his early acquaintance with his own brother, Philip's grandfather. The general did not care to brag about his own feats of arms, but was loud in praises of his old comrade. Philip was pleased to hear his grandsire so well spoken of. The General had known Dr. Firmin's father also, who likewise had been a colonel in the famous old Peninsular army. "A Tartar that fellow was, and no mistake ! " said the good officer. " Your father has a strong look of him ; and you have a glance of him at times. But you remind me of 304 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Philip llingwood not a little; and you could not belong to a better man." " Ha ! " says my lord. There had been differences between him and his brother. He may have been thinking of days when they were friends. Lord Ringwood now graciously asked if General Baynes was staying in London. But the G-eneral had only come to do this piece of business, which must now be dela3^ed. He was too poor to live in London. He must look out for a country place, where he and his six children could live cheaply. " Three boys at school, and one at college, Mr. Philip — you know what that must cost ; though, thank my stars, my college boy does not spend nine hundred a year. Nine hundred ! Where should we be if he did ? '^ In fact, the days of nabobs are long over, and the General had come back to his native country with only very small means for the support of a great family. AVlien my lord's carriage came, he departed, and the other guests presently took their leave. The General, who was a bachelor for the nonce, remained awhile, and we three j)rat- tled over cheroots in Philip's smoking-room. It was a night like a hundred I have spent there, and yet how well I re- member it ! We talked about Philip's future prospects, and he communicated his intentions to us in his lordly way. As for practising at the bar : " No, sir," he said, in rej^ly to General Baynes's queries, " he should not make much hand of that ; shouldn't if he were ever so poor. He had his own money, and his father's ; " and he condescended to say that '' he might, perhaps, try for Parliament should an eli- gible opportunity offer." "Here's a fellow born with a silver spoon in his mouth," says the General, as we walked away together. " A fortune to begin with ; a fortune to in- herit. My fortune was two thousand pounds, and the price of my two first commissions ; and when I die my children will not be quite so well off as their father was when he began ! " Having parted with the old officer at his modest sleeping qTiarters near his club, I walked to my own home, little thinking that yonder cigar, of which I had shaken some of the ashes in Philip's smoking-room, Avas to be the last tobacco I ever should smoke there. The pipe was smoked out. The wine was drunk. When that door closed on me, it closed for the last time — at least was never more to admit me as Philip's, as Dr. Pirmin's, guest and friend. I pass the i^lace often now. INIy youth comes back to me as I ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 305 gaze at those blank, shining windows. I see myself a boy and Philip a child ; and his fair mother ; and his father, the hospitable, the melancholy, the magnificent. I wish I could have helped him. I wish somehow he had borrowed money. He never did. He gave ine his often. I have never seen him since that night when his own door closed upon him. On the second day after the doctor's departure, as I was at breakfast with my family, I received the following letter : — "My dear Pexdkxxis, — Could I have seen you in private on Tuesilay ni2;ht, I might have warned you of the calamity which Avas hanging over my house, liut to what' good end ? That you sliould know a lew weeks, hoiu-s, before Avliat all the world Avill ring with to-morrow ? >^either you nor 1, nor one whom we both love, would have been the happier for knowing my misfortunes a few hours sooner. In four-and-twenty hours every club in London will be busy with talk of the departure of the celebrated Dr. Firmin — the wealthy Dr. Firmin; a few months more and (I have strict and con- fidnitkd reason to believe) hereditary rank would have been mine, but Sir George Finnin would have been an insolvent man, and his son Sir Philip a beggar. Perhaps the thought of this honor has been one of the reasons which has determined me on expatriating mj^self sooner than I otherwise needed to have done. " George Firmin, the honored, the wealthy physician, and his son a beggar? I see you are startled at the news ! You wonder how. with a great practice, and no great ostensible expenses, such ruin should have come upon me — upon him. It has seemed as if for years past Fate has been determined to make war upon George Brand Firmin ; and who can battle against Fate ? A man universally ad- mitted to be of good judgment, 1 have embarked in mercantile specu- lations the most promising. Everything upon which I laid my hand has crumbled to ruin ; but I can say with the Koman bard, ' Impuvidiiiii ferient ruince.'' And, almost penniless, almost aged, an exile driven from my country, I seek another where I do not despair — / evoi have n^finn hcllf^f tha.t I shall be enabled to repair my shattered fortunes! My race lias never been deficient in courage, and Philip and PJtiliji^s father must use all theirs, so as to be enabled to face the dark times which menace them. Si celeres quat'it pennas Fortiina, we must resign what she gave us, and bear our calamity with unshaken hearts! "There is a man, I own to you, whom I cannot. I nuist not face. General Baynes has just come from India, with but very small sav- ings, I fear; and these are jeopardized by his imprudence and my most cruel and unexpected misfortune. 1 need not tell you that in}/ nil would have been my boy's. My will, made long since, will be found in the tortoise-shell secretaire standing in my consulting-room imder the picture of Abraham offering up Isaac. In it you will see that everything except annuities to old and deserving servants and a legacy to one excellent and faithful won)an whom I own I have wronged — my all, Avhich once was considerable, /.s left to my boy. " I am nowMvortli less than nothing, and have compromised Philip's VOL. I. — 20 306 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. property along with my own. As a man of business, General Baynes, Colonel lUng\vood"s old companion in arms, was culpably careless, and I, — alas! that I must own it — deceived him. Being the only surviving trustee (Mrs. Bhillp Kingwood's other trustee was an un- principled attorney who has been long deatl), General B. signed a paper authorizing, as he imagined, my bankers to receive Philip's dividends, but, in fact, giving me the power to dispose of the capital sum. On my honor, as a man, as a gentleman, as a father, Penden- nis, I hoped to replace it ! 1 took it; I embarked it in speculations in which it sank down with ten times the amount of my own private property. Half-year after half-year, with straitened means and with the greatest difficulti/ to myself, my poor boy has had his dividend; and he at least has never known wluit was want or anxiety until now% Want ? Anxiety ? Pray Heaven he never may suffer the sleepless anguish, the racking care which has pursued me ! ' Post equltein sedet atra cura,' our favorite poet says. Ah ! how truly, too, does he re- mark, ' Patrice qiiis exal se quoque fii[iitf^ Think you where I go grief and remorse will not follow me ? They will never leave me until I shall return to this comitry — for that 1 shall return, my heart tells me — until I can reimburse General Baynes, who stands indebted to Philip through his incautiousness and my overpowering necessity; and my heart— an erriu'^ but fond father's heart — tells me that my boy will not eventually lose a penny by my misfortune, '' I own, between ourselves, that this illness of the Grand Duke of Groningen was a pretext wdiich I put forward. You will hear of me ere long from the place wdiither for some time past I have determined on bending my steps. I placed lOOL on Saturday, to Philip's credit, at his banker's. I take little more than that sum with me; depressed, yet full of hope; having done wrong, yet determined to retrieve it, and vowing tliat ere I die my poor boy shall not have to blush at bearing the name of . Geokge Bjiaxd Fiijmin. "Good-by, dear Philip ! Your old friend wdll tell you of my mis- fortunes. When I write again, it wdll be to tell you wdiere to address me: and wdierever I am, or whatever misfortunes oppress me, think of me always as your fond Fathek.'^ I had scarce read this awful letter when Philip Firmin himself came into our breakfast-room looking very much disturbed. CHAPTER XV. SAMARITANS. HE children trotted up to their friend with out- stretched hands and their usual suiiles of welcome. Philip patted their heads, and sat down with very woebegone aspect at the family table. "Ah, friends," said he, "do you know all?" "Yes, we do," said Laura, sadly, who has ever compassion for oth- ers' misfortunes. "What I is it all over the town already?" asked poor. Philip. "We have a letter from your father this morning." And Ave brought the letter to him, and showed him the affectionate special message for himself. "His last thought was for you, Philip!" cries Laura. " See here, those last kind words ! " Philip shook his head. " It is not untrue, what is writ- ten here : but it is not all the truth." And Phili]) Firmin dismayed us by the intelligence which he proceeded to give. There was an execution in the house in Old Parr Street. A hundred clamorous creditors had already a]:)peared there. Before going away, the doctor had taken considerable sums from those dangerous liuanciers to whom he had been of late resorting. They were in possession of numberless lately signed bills, upon which the desperate man had raised money. He had professed to share with Philip, but he had taken the great share, and left Philip two hun- dred pounds of his own money. All the rest was gone. All Philip's stock had been sold out. The father's fraud 307 308 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP had made liini master of the trustee's signature : and Philip Firmin, reputed to be so wealthy, was a beggar in my room. Luckily he had few, or very tritiing debts. Mr. Philip had a lordly impatience of indebtedness, and, with a good bachelor-income, had paid for all his pleasures as he enjoyed them. Well ! he must work. A young man ruined at two-and- twenty, with a couple of hundred pounds yet in his pocket, hardly knows that he is ruined. He Avill sell his horses — ■ live in chambers — has enough to go on for a year. " AVhen 1 am very hard put to it," says Philip, " I will come and dine with the children at one. I dare say you haven't dined much at AYilliams's in the Old Bailey ? You can get a famous dinner there for a shilling — beef, bread, potatoes, beer, and a penny for the waiter." Yes, Philip seemed actually to enjoy his discomfiture. It was long since we had seen him in such spirits. " The weight is oif my mind now. It has been throttling me for some time past. With- out understanding why or wherefore, I have always been looking out for this. My poor father had ruin written in his face : and when those bailiffs made their appearance in Old Parr Street yesterday, I felt as if I had known them before. I had seen their hooked beaks in my dreams." " That unlucky General Baynes, when he accepted your mother's trust, took it with its consequences. If the sen- try falls asleep on his post, he must pay the penalty," says Mr. Pendennis, very severely. " Great powers, you would not have me come down upon an old man with a large family, and ruin them all ? " cries Philip. " ]Sro : I don't think Philip will do that," says my wife, looking exceedingly pleased. " If men accept Vusts they must fulfil them, my dear," cries the master of the house. " And I must make that old gentleman suffer for my father's wrong ? If I do, may I starve ! there ! " cries Philip. " And so that poor Little Sister has made her sacrifice in vain ! " sighed my wife. " As for the father — oh, Arthur ! I can't tell you how odious that man was to me. There was something dreadful about him. And in his manner to women — oh ! — " " If he had been a black draught, my dear, you could not have shuddered more naturally." Oy HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 309 " Well, he was horrible ; and I know Philip will be bet- ter now he is gone." Women often make light of ruin. Give them but the beloved objects, and poverty is a trifling sorrow to bear. As for Philip, he, as we have said, is gayer than he has been for years past. The doctor's flight occasions not a little club talk : but, now he is gone, many people see quite well that they were aware of his insolvency, and always knew it must end so. The case is told, is canvassed, is exagger- ated as such cases will be. I dare say it forms a week's talk. But peo^jle know that poor Philip is his father's largest creditor, and eye the young man with no unfriendly looks when he comes to his club after his mishap, — with burning cheeks, and a tingling sense of shame, imagining that all the world will point at and avoid him as the guilty fugitive's son. No : the world takes very little heed of his misfortune. One or two old acquaintances are kinder to him than before. A few say his ruin, and his obligation to work, will do him good. Only a very, very few avoid him, and look uncon- scious as he passes them by. Amongst these cold counte- nances, you, of course, will recognize the faces of the whole Twysden family. Three statues, with marble eyes, could not look more stony-calm than Aunt Twysden and her two daughters, as they pass in the stately barouche. The gentlemen turn red when they see Philip. It is rather late times for Uncle Twysden to begin blushing, to be sure. " Hang the fellow I he will, of course, be coming for money. Dawkins, I am not at home, mind, when young Mr. Firmin calls." So says Lord Ringwood regarding Philip fallen among thieves. Ah, thanks to heaven, travellers find Samaritans as well as Levites on life's hard way ! Philip told us with much humor of a rencontre which he had had with his cousin, Ringwood Twysden, in a public place. Tywsden was enjoying himself with some young clerks of his office ; but as Philip advanced upon him, assuming his fiercest scowl and most hectoring manner, the other lost heart, and fled. And no wonder. " Do you suppose," says Twysden, •• I will willingly sit in the same room with that cad, after the manner in which he has treated my family ! No, sir ! " And so the tall door in Beaunash Street is to open for Philip Finiiiii no niorc The tall door in Beaunash Street flies optui readily enough for another gentleman. A splendid cab-horse reins 310 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP up before it every cLay. A pair of varnished boots leap out of the cab, and spring up the broad stairs, where somebody is waiting with a smile of genteel welcome — the same smile — on the same sofa — the same mamma at her table writing her letters. And beautiful bouquets from Covent Garden decorate the room. And after half an hour mamma goes out to speak to the housekeeper, vous comprenez. And there is nothing particularly new under the sun. It will shine to-morrow upon pretty much the same flowers, sports, pastimes, &c., which it illuminated yesterday. And when your love-making days are over, miss, and you are married, and advantageously established, shall not your little sisters, now in the nursery, trot down and play their little games ? Would you on your conscience, now — you who are rather inclined to consider Miss Agnes Twysden's conduct as heartless — would yon, I say, have her cry her pretty eyes out about a young man who does not care much for her, for whom she never did care much herself, and who is now, moreover, beggar, with a ruined and disgraced father and a doubtful legitimacy ? Absurd ! That dear girl is like a beautiful fragrant bower-room at the " Star and Garter " at Richmond, with honeysuckles mayhap trailing round the windoYv^s, from Avliich you behold one of the most lovely and most pleasant of wood and river scenes. The tables are decorated with flowers, rich wine-cups sparkle on the board, and Captain Jones's party have everything they can desire. Their dinner over and that company gone, the same waiters, the same flowers, the same cups and crystals, array them- selves for Mr. Brown and liis party. Or, if you won't have Agnes Twysden compared to the " Star and Garter Tavern," which must admit mixed company, liken her to the chaste moon who shines on shepherds of all complexions, swarthy or fair. When, oppressed by superior odds, a commander is forced to retreat, we like hiin to show his skill by carrying off his guns, treasure, and camp equipages. Doctor Firmin, beaten by fortune and compelled to fly, showed quite a splendid skill and coolness in his manner of decamping, and left the very smallest amount of spoils in the hands of the victori- ous enemy. His wines had been famous amongst the grave epicures with whom he dined : he used to boast, like a worthy hon v'lvant who knows the value of wine-conversa- tion after dinner, of the quantities which he possessed, and the rare bins which he had in store : but when the execu- ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 311 tioners came to arrange his sale, there was found only a beggarly account of empty bottles, and I fear some of the unprincipled creditors put in a great quantity of bad liquor which they endeavored to foist off on the public as the genuine and carefull}^ selected stock of a well-known con- noisseur. Xews of this dishonest proceeding reached Dr. Firmin presently in his retreat; and he showed by his letter a generous and manly indignation at the manner in which his creditors had tampered with his honest name and reputation as a hon vicant. He have bad wine ! For shame ! He had the best from the best wine-merchant, and paid, or rather owed, the best prices for it ; for of late 3-ears the doctor had paid no bills at all : and the wdne-merchant appeared in quite a handsome group of figures in his schedule. In like manner his books were pawned to a book auctioneer ; and Brice, the butler, had a bill of sale for the furniture. Firmin retreated, we will not say with the honors of war, but as little harmed as possible by defeat. Did the enemy want the plunder of his city ? He had smuggled almost all his valuable goods over the wall. Did they desire his ships ? He had sunk them : and when at length the conquerors poured into his stronghold, he was far beyond the reach of their shot. Don't we often hear still that Xana Sahib is alive and exceedingly comfortable. We do not love him ; but Ave can't help having a kind of admiration for that slippery fugitive who has escaped from the dreadful jaws of tjie lion. In a Avord, when Fir- min's furniture came to be sold, it was a marvel how little his creditors benefited by the sale. Contemptuous brokers declared there never Avas such a shabby lot of goods. A friend of the house and poor Philip bought in his mother's picture for a fcAv guineas ; and as for the doctor's OAvn state portrait, I am afraid it Avent for a fcAv shillings only, and in the midst of a roar of HebreAv laughter. I saAv in War- dour Street, not long after, the doctor's sideboard, and what dealers cheerfulh^ call the sarcophagus cellaret. Poor doc- tor ! his Avine Avas all drunken ; his meat was eaten up ; but his own body had slipped out of the reach of the hook- beaked birds of prey. We had spoken rapidly in undertones, innocently believ- ing that the 3'oung people round about us Avere taking no heed of our talk. P)ut in a lull of the couA^ersation, Mr. Pendennis junior, Avho had ahvays been a friend to Philip, broke out Avith — "Philip! if you are so re?'y poor, you'll 312 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP be laiiigry, 3^ou know, and 3^011 may have m}^ piece of bread and jam. And I don't want it, mamma," lie added; "and you know Philip has often and often given me things." Philip stooped down and kissed this good little Samari- tan. "I'm not hungry, Arty, m^' boy," he said; '-and I'm not so poor but I have got — look here — a line new shil- ling for Arty ! " " Oh, Philip, Philip ! " cried mamma. " Don't take the money, Arthur," cried papa. And the boy, with a rueful face but a manly heart, pre- pared to give back the coin. " It's quite a new one ; and it's a very pretty one : but I won't have it, Philip, thank you," he said, turning very red. " If he won't, I vow I will give it to the cabman," said Philip. "Keeping a cab all this while? Oh, Philip, Philip!" again cries mamma, the economist. "Loss of time is loss of money, my dear lady," says Philip, very gravely. " I have ever so many places to go to. When I am set in for being ruined, you shall see what a screw I will become ! I must go to Mrs. Brandon, who will be very uneasy, poor dear, until she knows the worst." " Oh, Philip, I should like so to go with you ! " cries Laura. " Pray, give her our very best regards and respects." "3Ierci/'' said the young man, and squeezed Mrs. Pen- dennis's hand in his own big one. " I will take your mes- sage toiler, Laura. J'aime qic'on Vainie, savez-vous ? '^ "That means, I love those who love her," cries little Laura ; "' but I don't know," remarked this little person afterwards to her paternal confidant, " that I like all \)eo- ple to love my mamma. That is, I don't like her to like them, papa — only you may, papa, and Ethel may, and Arthur nia}^, and, I think, Philip may, now he is poor and quite, quite alone — and we will take care of him, won't we ? And, I think I'll buy him something with my money which Aunt Ethel gave me." "And I'll giv^e him my money," cries a boy. "And I'll div him my — my — " Pslia ! what matters what the little sweet lips prattled in their artless kindness? But the soft words of love and pity smote the mother's heart with an exquisite pang of gratitude and joy ; and I know where her thanks were paid for those tender words and thouc^Iits of her little ones. Mrs. Pendennis made Philip promise to come to dinner, ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 313 and also to remember not to take a cab — ^vliieli promise Mr. Firmin had not much difficult}^ in executing, for he had but a few hundred yards to walk across the Park from his club ; and I must say that my wife took a special care of our dinner that day, preparing for Philip certain dishes which she knew he liked, and enjoining the butler of the establishment (who also happened to be the owner of the house) to fetch from his cellar the very choicest wine in his possession. I have previously described our friend and his boisterous, impetuous, generous nature. When Philip was moved, he called to all the world to witness his emotion. When he was angry, his enemies were all the rogues and scoundrels in the world. He vowed he would have no mercy on them, and desired all his acquaintances to participate in his anger. How could such an open-mouthed son have had such a close- spoken father ? I dare say you have seen very well-bred young people, the children of vulgar and ill-bred parents ; the swaggering father have a silent son ; the loud mother a modest daughter. Our friend is not Amadis or Sir Charles Grandison ; and I don't set him up for a moment as a per- son to be revered or imitated ; but try to draw him faith- fully and as nature made him. As nature made him, so he was. I don't think he tried to improve himself much. Perhaps few people do. They suppose they do : and you read, in ajjologetic memoirs, and fond biographies, how this man cured his bad temper, and t'other worked and strove until he grew to be almost faultless. Very well and good, my good people. You can learn a language ; you can mas- ter a science ; I have heard of an old squaretoes of sixty who learned, by study and intense application, very satis- factorily to dance ; but can you, by taking thought, add to your moral stature? Ah me! the doctor who preaches is only taller than most of us by the height of the pulpit : and when he steps down, I dare say he cringes to the duchess, growls at his children, scolds his wife about the dinner. All is vanit}^, look you : and so the preacher is vanity, too. Well, then, I must again say that Philip roared his griefs : he shouted his laughter : he bellowed his applause : he was extravagant in his humility as in his pride, in his admiration of his friends and contempt for his enemies : I dare say not a just man, but I have met juster men not half so honest; and certainly not a faultless man, though I know better men not near so good. So, I believe, my Avif e thinks : else 314 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP why should she be so fond of him ? Did we not know boys who never Avent out of bounds, and never were Late for school, and never made a false concord or quantity, and never came under the ferule ; and others who were always playing truant, aiid blundering, and being whipped; and ox HIS' WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 315 yet, somehow, was not jMaster jSTaughtyboy better liked than Master Goodchikl ? AVhen Master Naughtyboy came to dine with us on the tirst day of his ruin he bore a face of radiant happiness — he houghed, he bounced about, he caressed the children ; now he took a couple on his knees ; now he tossed the baby to the ceiling; now he sprawled over a sofa, and now he rode upon a chair; never was a penniless gentleman more cheerful. As for his dinner, Phil's appetite was always fine, but on this day an ogre could scarcely play a more terrible knife and fork. He asked for more and more, until his entertainers wondered to behold him. " Dine for to-day and to-morrow too ; can't expect such fare as this every day, you know. This claret, how good it is ! Ma}" I pack some up in paper, and take it home with me ? " The children roared with laughter at this admirable idea of carrying home wine in a sheet of l^aper. I don't know that it is always at the best jokes that children laugh : — children and wise men too. When we three were by ourselves, and freed from the com- pany of servants and children, our friend told us the cause of his gayety. " By George ! " he swore, " it is worth being ruined to find such good people in the world. My dear, kind Laura " — here the gentleman brushes his eyes with his fist — " it was as mucii as I could do this morning to prevent myself from hugging you in my arms, you were so gener- ous, and — and so kind, so tender, and so good, by George. And after leaving you, where do you think I went ? " " I think I can guess, Philip," says Laura. " Well," says Philip, winking his eyes again, and tossing off a great bumper of wine, "I went to her, of course. I think she is the best friend I have in the world. The old man was out, and I told her about everything that had happened. And what do you think she has done ? She says she has been expecting me — she has; and she has gone and fitted up a room with a nice little bed at the top of the house, with everything as neat and trim as possible ; and she begged and prayed I would go and stay with her — and I said I would, to please her. And then she takes me down to her room ; and she jumps up to a cupboard, which she unlocks ; and she opens and takes three-and- twenty pounds out of a — out of a tea — out of a tea-caddy — confound me I — and she says, 'Here, Philip,' she says, and — Boo ! what a fool I am ! " and here the orator fairly broke down in his speech. CHAPTEK XVI. IN WHICH PHILIP SHOWS HIS METTLE. HEN the poor Little Sister proffered her mite, her all, to Philip, T dare say some senti- mental passages oc- curred between them which are much too trivial to be narrated. No doubt her pleas- ure AYOuld have been at that moment to give him not only that gold which she had been saving up against rent-day, but the spoons, the furni- ture, and all the valu- ables of the house, including, perhaps, J. J.'s bric-a-brac, cabi- nets, china, and so forth. To perform a kindness, an act of self-sacrifice ; — are not these the most delicious privileges of female tender- ness ? Philip checked his little friend's enthusiasm. He showed her a purse full of money, at which sight the poor little soul was rather disappointed. He magnified the value of his horses, which, according to Philip's calculation, were to bring him at least two hundred pounds more than the stock which he had already in hand; and the master of such a sum as this, she was forced to confess, had no need to despair. Indeed, she had never in her life possessed the half of it. Her kind dear little offer of a home in her house he would accept so]iietimes, and with gratitude, little consolation in that. In a moment Well, there was a 316 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 317 that active little housekeeper saw the room ready ; flowers on the mantel-piece ; his looking-glass, which her father could do quite well with the little one, as he was always shaved by the barber now ; the quilted counterpane, which she had herself made : — I know not what more improve- ments she devised ; and I fear that at the idea of having Philip with her, this little thing was as extravagantly and unreasonably happy as we have just now seen Philip to be. What was that last dish which Psetus and Arria shared in common ? I have lost my Lempriere's dictionary (that treasury of my youth), and forget whether it was a cold dagger au naturel, or a dish of hot coals a la Romaine, of which they partook ; but whatever it was, she smiled, and delightedly received it, happy to share the beloved one's fortune. Yes : Philip would come home to his Little Sister some- times : sometimes of a Saturday, and they would go to church on Sunday, as he used to do when he was a boy at school. " But then, you know," says Phil, " law is law ; study is study. I must devote my whole energies to my work — get up very early." " Don't tire your eyes, my dear," interposes JMr. Philip's soft, judicious friend. ^' There must be no trifling with work," says Philip, with awful gravity. ''There's Benton the judge: Benton and Burbage, you know." " Oh, Benton and Burbage ! "' whispers the Little Sister, not a little bewildered. "How do you suppose he became a judge before forty ? " " Before forty who ? Law bless me ! " "Before he was forty, Mrs. Carry. AVhen he came to work he had his own way to make ; just like me. He had a small allowance from his father : that's not like me. He took chambers in the Temple. He went to a pleader's office. He read fourteen, fifteen hours every day. He dined on a cup of tea and a mutton-chop." " La, bless me, child ! I wouldn't have you to do that not to be Lord Chamberlain — Chancellor what's his name? Destroy your youth with reading, and your eyes, and go without your dinner ? You're not used to that sort of thing, dear, and it would kill you ! " Philip smoothed his fair hair off his ample forehead, and nodded his head, smiling sweetly. I think his inward monitor hinted to him that there was not much danger of 318 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Iris killing himself by over-work. " To succeed at the law, as in all other professions," he continued, with much grav- ity, '' requires the greatest perseverance, and industry, and talent ; and then, perhaps, you don't succeed. Many have failed who have had all these qualities." " But they haven't talents like my Philip, I know they haveii't. And I had to stand up in a court once, and was cross-examined by a vulgar man before a horrid deaf old judge; and I am sure if your lawyers are like them I don't wish you to succeed at all. And now, look ! there's a nice loin of pork coming up. Pa loves roast pork ; and you must come and have some with us ; and every day and all days, my dear, I should like to see you seated there." And the Little Sister frisked about here, and bustled there, and brought a cunning bottle of wine from some corner, and made the boy welcome. So that, you see, far from starving, he actually had two dinners on that first day of his ruin. Caroline consented to a compromise regarding the money, on Philip's solemn vow and promise that she should be his banker whenever necessity called. She rather desired his poverty for the sake of its precious reward. She hid away a little bag of gold for her darling's use whenever he should need it. I dare say she pinched and had shabby dinners at home, so as to save yet more, and so caused the Captain to grumble. Wh}^, for that boy's sake, I believe she would have been capable of shaving her lodger's legs of mutton, and levying a tax on their tea-caddies and baker's stuff. If you don't like unprincipled attachments of this sort, and only desire that your womankind should love you for your- self, and according to 3"our deserts, I am your very humble servant. Hereditary bondswomen ! you knoAv that, were you free, and did you strike the blow, my dears, you were unhappy for your pain, and eagerly would claim your bonds again. WJiat poet has uttered that sentiment ? It is per- fectly true, and I know will receive the cordial approbation of the dear ladies. Philip has decreed in his own mind that he will go and live in those chambers in the Temple where we have met him. Van John, the sporting gentleman, had determined for special reasons to withdraw from law and sport in this country, and jNIr. Firmin took possession of his vacant sleeping-chamber. To furnish a bachelor's bedroom need not be a matter of much cost; but Mr. Philip was too ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 319 good-natured a fellow to haggle about the valuation of Van John's bedsteads and chests of drawers, and generously took them at twice their value. He and Mr. Cassidy now divided the rooms in equal reign. Ah, happy rooms, bright rooms, rooms near the sky, to remember you is to be young again ! for I would have you to know that when Philip went to take possession of his share of the fourth floor m the Temple, his biographer Avas still comparatively juvenile, and in one or two very old-fashioned families was called "young Pendennis." So Philip Firm in dwelt in a garret ; and the fourth part of a laundress and the half of a boy now formed the domes- tic establishment of him who had been attended b}^ house- keepeTS, butlers, and obsequious liveried menials. To be freed from that ceremonial and etiquette of plush and worsted lace was an immense relief to Firmin. His pipe need not lurk in crypts or back closets now ; its fragrance breathed over the w^hole chambers and rose up to the sky, their near neighbor. The first month or two after being ruined, Philip vowed, was an uncommonly pleasant time. He had still plenty of money in his pocket; and the sense that, perhaps, it was imprudent to take a cab or drink a bottle of wine added a zest to those enjoyments, which they by no means possessed wdien they were easy and of daily occurrence. I am not certain that a dinner of beef and porter did not amuse our young man almost as well as banquets much more costly to which he had been accustomed. He laughed at the preten- sions of his boyish days, when he and other solemn young epicures used to sit down to elaborate tavern banquets, and pretend to criticise vintages, and sauces, and turtle. As yet there was not only content with his dinner, but plenty therewith ; and I do not wish to alarm you by supposing that Philip will ever have to encounter any dreadful ex- tremities of poverty or hunger in the course of his history. The wine in the jug was very low at times, but it never was quite empty. This lamb was shorn, but the wind was tempered to him. So Philip took possession of his rooms in the Temple, and began actually to reside there just as the long vacation commenced, which he intended to devote to a course of serious study of the law and private preparation, before he should venture on the great business of circuits and the bar. iSTothing is more necessary for desk-men than exercise, 320 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP so Philip took a good deal ; especially on the water, where he pulled a famous oar. Nothing is more natural after exercise than refreshment; and Mr. Firmin,now he Avas too poor for claret, showed a great capacity for beer. After beer and bodily labor, rest of course is necessary ; and Fir- min slept nine hours and looked as rosy as a girl in her lirst season. Then such a man, with such a frame and health, must have a good appetite for breakfast. And then every man who wishes to succeed at the bar, in the senate, on the bench, in the House of Peers, on the AYoolsack, must know the quotidian history of his country ; so, of course, Philip read the newspaper. Thus, you see, his hours of study were perforce curtailed by the necessary duties wdiich distracted him from his labors. It has been said that Mr. Firmin's companion in cham- bers, Mr. Cassidy, Avas a native of the neighboring king- dom of Ireland, and engaged in literary pursuits in this country. A merry, shrewd, silent-, observant little man, he, unlike some of his compatriots, always knew how to make both ends meet ; feared no man alive in the character of a dun ; and out of small earnings managed to transmit no small comforts and subsidies to old parents living some- where in Munster. Of Cassidy's friends was Pinucane, nov/ editor of the Fall Mull Gazette; he married the widow" of the late eccentric and gifted Captain Shandon, and Cass himself was the fashionable correspondent of the Gazette, chronicling the marriages, deaths, births, dinner- parties of the nobility. These Irish gentlemen knew other Irish gentlemen, connected wdth other newspapers, who formed a little literary society. They assembled at each other's rooms, and at haunts where social pleasure was to be purchased at no dear rate. Philip Firmin was known to many of them before his misfortunes occurred, and when there was gold in plenty in his pocket, and never-failing applause for his songs. When Pendennis and his friends wrote in this news- paper, it was impertinent enough, and many men must have heard the waiters laugh at the airs which they occa- sionally thought proper to assume. The tone which they took amused, annoyed, tickled, was popular. It was continued, and, of course, caricatured by -their successors. They w^orked for very moderate fees ; but paid themselves by impertinence, and the satisfaction of assailing their betters. Three or four persons w^eie reserved from their ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 321 abuse ; but sonieboth^ was sure every week to be tied up at their post, aud the public made sport of the victim's con- tortions. The writers were obscure barristers, ushers, and college men, but they had omniscience at their pens' end, and were ready to lay down the law on any given subject, — to teach any man his business, were it a bishop in his pulpit, a Minister in his place in the House, a captain on his quxrter-deck, a tailor on his shopboard, or a jockey in his saddle. Since those early da3'S of the Pall Mall Gazette, when old Shandon wielded his truculent tomahawk, and ^Messrs. W — rr — ngt — n and P — nd — nn — s followed him in the war path, the Gazette had passed through several hands ; and the victims who were immolated by the editors of to-day were very likely the objects of the best puffery of the last dynasty. To be flogged in what was your own school-room — that, sureh', is a queer sensation; and when my Report was published on the decay of the sealing-wax trade in the three kingdoms (owing to the prevalence of gummed envelopes, — as you may see in that masterly doc- ument) I was horsed up and smartly whipped in the Gazette 'by some of the rods which had come out of pickle since my time. Was not good Dr. Guillotin executed by his own neat invention ? T don't know Avho was the Monsieur San- son who operated on me ; but have alwaj^s had my idea that Digges, of Corpus, was the man to whom my flagella- tion was intrusted. His father keeps a ladies' school at Hackney; but there is an air of fashion in everything Avhich Digges writes, and a chivalrous conservatism which makes me })retty certain that D. was my scarifier. All this, however, is naught. Let us turn away from the au- thor's private griefs and egotisms to those of the hero of the story. Does any one remember the appearance some twenty years ago of a little book called '• Trumpet Calls " — a book of songs and poetry, dedicated to his brother officers by Cornet Canterton ? His trumpet was very tolerably melo- dious, and the cornet played some small airs on it Avith some little grace and skill. But this poor Canterton belonged to the Life-Guards Green, and Philip Firmin would have liked to have the lives of one or two troops at least of that corps. Entering into Mr. Cassidy's room, Philip found the little volume. He set to work to exterminate Canterton. He rode him down, trampled os'er his face and carcass, knocked VOL. T. — 21 322 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP the " Trumpet Calls " and all the teeth down the trumpe- ter's throat. Never was such a smashing article as he wrote. And Mugford, Mr. Cassidy's chief and owner, who likes always to have at least one man served up and hashed small in the Fall Mall Gazette, happened at this very juncture to have no other victim ready in his larder. Philip's review appeared there in print. He rushes off with immense glee to Westminster, to show us his performance. Nothing must content him but to give a dinner at Greenwich on his success. Oh, Philip ! We wished that this had not been his lirst fee ; and that sober law had given it to him, and not the graceless and tickle muse with whom he had been flirt- ing. Por, truth to say, certain wise old heads which wagged over his performance could see but little merit in it. His style was coarse, his wit clumsy and savage. Never mind characterizing either now. He has seen the error of his ways, and divorced with the muse whom he never ought to have wooed. The shrewd Cassidy not only could not write himself, but knew he could not — or, at least, pen more than a plain par- agraph, or a brief sentence to the point, but said he would carry this paper to his chief. " His Excellency " was the nickname by which this chief was called by his familiars. Mugford — Frederick Mugford was his real name — and putting out of sight that little defect in his character, that he committed a systematic literary murder once a week, a more worthy good-natured little .murderer did not live. He came of the old school of the press. Like French Marshals, he had risen from the ranks, and retained some of the man- ners and oddities of the private soldier. A new race of writers had grown up since he enlisted as a printer's boy — men of the world, with the manners of other gentlemen. IMugford never professed the least gentility. He knew that his young men laughed at his peculiarities, and did not care a fig for their scorn. As the knife with which he conveyed his victuals to his mouth went down Ids throat at the plen- teous banquets Avhich he gave, he saw his j^oung friends Avince and wonder, and rather relished their surprise. Those lips never cared in the least about placing his /«.'s in right places. They used bad language Avith great freedom (to hear him bullying a printing-office was a wonder of elo- quence) — but they betrayed no secrets, and the Avords Avhich they uttered you might trust. He had belonged to two or three parties, and had respected them all. When he O.V HIS WAY TIIROUail THE WORLD. 323 went to the Under-Secretary's office he was never kept wait- ing ; and once or twice Mrs. Mugford, who governed him, ordered him to attend the Saturday reception of the Minis- ters' ladies, where he might be seen, with dirty hands, it is true, but a richly embroidered waistcoat and fancy satin tie. His heart, however, was not in these entertainments. I have heard him say that he only came because ^Irs. ^l. would have it; and he frankly owned that he "would rather 'ave a pipe and a drop of something 'ot than all your ices and rubbish." ^lugford had a curious knowledge of what was going on in the world, and of the affairs of countless people. AVhen Cass brought Philip's article to his Excellency, and men- tioned the author's name, Mugford showed himself to be perfectly familiar with the histories of Philip and his father. "The old chap has nobbled the young fellow's money, almost every shilling of it, I hear. Knew he never would carry on. His discounts would have killed any man. Seen his paper about this ten year. Young one is a gentleman — passionate fellow, hawhaw fellow, but kind to the poor. Father never was a gentleman, with all his fine airs and fine waistcoats. I don't set up in that line myself, Cass, but I tell you I know 'em when I see 'em." Philip had friends and private patrons whose influence was great with the IMugford family, and of Avhom he little kncAv. Every year iMrs" M. was in the habit of contributing a ]\rugford to the world. She was one of ]Mrs. Erandon^s most regular clients ; and year after year, almost from his first arrival in London, Ridley, the painter, had been en- gaged as portrait painter to this worthy family. Philip and his illness ; Philip and his horses, splendors, and entertain- ments ; Philip and his lamentable downfall and ruin, had formed the subject of many an interesting talk between Mrs. :Mugford and her friend the Little Sister; and as we know Caroline's infatuation about the young fellow, we may sup- ))Ose that his good qualities lost nothing in the description. When that article in the Pall Jfall G'ZfnY. I am a man of the world, and of a certain age. Let the young people fill in this outline, and color it as they please. Let the old folks who read lay down the book a minute, and remember. It is well remembered, isn't it, that time ? Yes, good John Anderson, and ]\Irs. John. Yes, good Darby and Joan. The lips won't tell now what they did once. To-day is for the happy, and to-morrow for the young, and yesterday, is not that dear and here too ? I Avas in the company of an elderly gentleman, not very long since, who was perfectly sober, who is not particularly handsome, or healthy, or wealth}^, or witty; and who, speaking of his past life, volunteered to declare that he would gladly live every minute of it over again. Is a man who can sa}' that a hardened sinner, not aware how miser- able he ought to be by rights, and therefore really in a 342 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP most desperate and deplorable condition; or is lie fort imatus nu/iluin, and ought his statue to be put up in the most splendid and crowded thoroughfare of the town ? Would you, who are reading this, for example, like to live you?' life over again ? What has been its chief joy ? What are to-day's pleasures ? Are they so exquisite that you would prolong them forever. Would you like to have the roast beef on which you have dined brought back again to the table, and have more beef, and more, and more ? Would you like to hear yesterday's sermon over and over again — eternally voluble ? Would you like to get on the Edinburgh mail, and travel outside for fifty hours as you did in your youth. You might as well say you would like to go into the flogging-room, and take a turn under the rods : you would like to be thrashed over again by your bully at school : you would like to go to the dentist's, where your dear parents were in the habit of taking you : you would like to be, taking hot Epsom salts, with a piece of dry bread to take away the taste : you would like to be jilted by your first love : you would like to be going in to your father to tell him you had contracted debts to the amount of x-{-i/-\-z, whilst you were at the university. As I consider the passionate griefs of childhood, the weariness and sameness of shaving, the agony of corns, and the thousand other ills to which flesh is heir, I cheerfully say for one, I am not anxious to wear it forever. No. I do not want to go to school again. I do not want to hear Trotnian's sermon over again. Take me out and finish me. Give me the cup of hemlock at once. Here's a health to you, my lads. Don't weep, my Simmias. Be cheerful, my Phsedon. Ha! I feel the co-o-old stealing, stealing up- wards. Now it is in my ankles — no more gout in my foot : now my knees are numb. What, is — is that poor execu- tioner crying too ? Good-by. Sacrifice a cock to ^^scu — to ^scula — . . . Have you ever read the chapter in " Grote's History " ? Ah ! When the Sacred Ship returns from Delos, and is telegraphed as entering into port, may we be at peace and ready ! What is this funeral chant, when the pipes should be playing gayly as Love, and Youth, and Spring, and Joy are dancing under the windows ? Look you. Men not so wise as Socrates have their demons, Avho v.all be heard to Avhisper in the queerest times and places. Perhaps I shall have to tell of a funeral presently, and shall be outra- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 343 geously cheerful ; or of an execution, and shall split my sides with laughing. Arrived at my time of life, when I see a penniless young friend falling in love and thinking of course of committing matrimony, what can I do but be melancholy ? How is a man to marry wdio has not enough to keep ever so miniature a brougham — ever so small a house — not enough to keep himself, let alone a wife and family ? Gracious powers ! is it not blasphemy to marry Avithout fifteen hundred a year ? Poverty, debt, protested bills, duns, crime, fall assuredly on the wretch who has not fifteen — say at once two thousand a year; for you can't live decently in London for less. And a wife whom you have met a score of times at balls or breakfasts, and with her best dresses and behavior at a country house ; — how do you know how she will turn out ; what her temper is ; what her relations are likely to be ? Suppose she has poor relations, or loud coarse brothers who are always dropping in to dinner ? What is her mother like ? and can you bear to have that woman meddling and domineering over your establishment ? Old General Baynes was very well ; a Aveak, qniet, and presentable old man : but jNIrs. General Baynes, and that awful Mrs. jMajor MacWhirter, — and those hobbledelioys of boys in creaking shoes, hectoring about the premises ? As a man of the world I saw all these dreadful liabilities impending over the husband of Miss Charlotte Baynes, and could not view them without horror. Gracefully and slightly, but wittily and in my sarcastic way, I thought it my duty to show up the oddities of the Baynes family to Philip. I mimicked the boySj and their clumping Blucher boots. I touched off the dreadful military ladies, very smartly and cleverly as I thought, and as if I never sup])osed that Philip had any idea of Miss Baynes. To do him justice, he laughed once or twice ; then he grew very red. His sense of humor is very limited ; that even Laura allows. Then he came out with a strong expression, and said it was a confounded shame, and strode off with his cigar. And when I remarked to my wife how susceptible he was in some things, and how little in the matter of joking, she shrugged her shoulders and said, ''Philip not only understood perfectly well what I said, but would tell it all to Mrs. General and INIrs. Major on the first opportunity." And this was the fact, as Mrs. Baynes took care to tell me afterivards. She was aAvare who was her enemij. She was aware who spoke 344 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ill of her and lier blessed darling hehlnd our harl's. And '• Do you think it was to see ijoa or any one belonging to your stuck-up liouse, sir, that we came to you so often, which we certainly did, day and night, break- fast and supper, and no thanks to you? No, sir ! ha, ha ! " I can see her flaunting out of my sitting-room as she speaks, with a strident laugh, and snapping her dingily gloved fingers at the door. Oh, Philip, Philip ! To think that 3^ou were such a coward as to go and tell her ! But I pardon him. Prom my heart I pity and pardon him. Por the step which he is meditating 3'ou may be sure that the young man himself does not feel the smallest need of pardon or pity. He is in a state of happiness so crazy that it is useless to reason with him. Not being at all of a poetical turn originally, the wretch is actually perpetrating verse in secret, and my servants found fragments of his manuscript on the dressing-table in his bedroom. Heart and art, sever and forever, and so on ; what stale rhymes are these ! I do not feel at liberty to give in entire the poem which our maid found in Mr. Philii)'s room, and brought sniggering to my wife, wdio only said, "Poor thing ! " The fact is, it was too pitiable. Such maunder- ing rubbish ! Such stale rhymes, and such old thoughts ! But then, says Laura, " I dare say all people's love-making is not amusing to their neighbors ; and I know who wrote not very wise love-verses when he w^as young." Xo, T w^on't publish Philip's verses, until some day he shall mortally offend me. I can recall some of my own written under similar circumstances with twinges of shame ; and shall drop a veil of decent friendship over my friend's folly. Under that veil, meanwhile, the young man is perfectly contented, nay, uproariously happy. All earth and nature smiles round about him. " AYlien Jove meets his Juno, in Homer, sir," says Philip, in his hectoring way, "don't immortal flowers of beauty spring up round them, and rainbows of celestial hues bend over their heads ? Love, sir, flings a halo round the loved one. Where she moves rise roses, hyacinths, and ambrosial odors. Don't talk to me about poverty, sir ! He either fears his fate too much or his desert is small, who dares not put it to the touch and wdn or lose it all ! Haven't T endured poverty ? Am I not as poor now as a man can be — and what is there in it ? Do I want for anything ? Haven't I got a guinea in my ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 345 pocket ? Do I owe any man anything ? Isn't there manna in the wihlerness for those who have faith to walk in it ? That's where yon fail, Pen. By all that is sacred, yon have no faith ; 3'onr heart is cowardly, sir ; and if yon are to escape, as perhaps yon may, 1 snspect it is by your wife that yon will be saved. Lanra has a trust in heav^en, but Arthur's morals are a genteel atheism. Just reach me that claret — the wine's not bad. I say your morals are a genteel atheism, and I shudder when I think of your con- dition. Talk to vie about a brougham being necessary for the comfort of a woman ! A broomstick to ride to the moon I And I don't sa}' that a brougham is not a comfort, mind you; but that, when it is a necessity, mark you, heaven will provide it ! Why, sir, hang it, look at me ! Ain't I suffering in the most abject poverty ? I ask you is there a man in London so poor as T am ? And since my father's ruin do I want for anything? I want for shelter for a day or two. Good. There's my dear Little Sister ready to give it me. I want for money. Does not that sainted widow's cruse pour its oil out for me ? Heaven bless and reward her. Boo ! " (Here, for reasons which need not be named, the orator squeezes his fists into his eyes.) " I want shelter ; ain't I in good quarters ? I want work; haven't I got work, and did you not get it for me? You should just see, sir, how I polished off tliat book of travels this morning. I read some of the article to Char — , to Miss , to some friends, in fact. I don't mean to say that they are ver}^ intellectual people, but your common humdrum average audience is the public to try. Recollect Moliere and his housekeeper, you know." " By the housekeeper, do you mean Mrs. Baynes ? " I ask, in my amonflllado manner. (l^>y the way, who ever heard of amontlllado in the early days of which I write ?) " In manner she would do, and I dare say in accomplish- ments ; but I donbt about her temper." " You're almost as worldly as the Twysdens, by George, you are ! Unless persons are of a certain monde, yon don't value them. A little adversity would do you good. Pen ; and I heartily wish you might get it, except for the dear wife and children. You measure your morality by May Fair standards ; and if an angel unawares came to you in pattens and a cotton umbrella, you would turn away from her. Yoit would never have found out the Little Sister. A duchess — God bless her ! A creature of an imperial 346 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP generosity, and delicaey, and intrepidity, and the finest sense of Immor ; but she drops lier A's often, and how could you pardon such a crime ? Sir, you are my better in wit and a dexteroas application of your powers ; but I think, sir," says Phil, curling the flaming moustache, "I am your superior in a certain magnanimity ; though, by Jove, old felloW; man and boy, you have always been one of the best fellows in the world to P. F. ; one of the best fellows, and the most generous, and the most cordial, — that you have : only you do rile me when you sing in that confounded May Fair twang." Here one of the children summoned us to tea — and ^^Papa was laughing, and Uncle Philip was flinging his hands about and pulling his beard off," said the little messenger. ^''I shall keep a fine lock of it for you, Nelly, my dear," says Uncle Philip. On which the child said, " Oh, no ! I know whom you'll give it to, don't I, mamma ? " and she goes up to her mamma and whispers. Miss Nelly knows ? At what age do those little match- makers begin to know, and how soon do they practise the use of their young eyes, their little smiles, wiles, and ogles ? This young woman, I believe, coquetted whilst she Avas yet a baby in arms, over her nurse's shoulder. Before she could speak, she could be proud of her new vermilion shoes, and would point out the charms of her blue sash. She was jealous in the nursery, and her little heart had beat for years and years before she left off pinafores. For whom will Philip keep a lock of that red, red gold which curls round his face ? Can you guess ? Of what color is the hair in that locket which the gentleman him- self occultly wears ? A few months ago, I believe, a pale straw-colored wisp of hair occupied that place of honor ; now it is a chestnut-brown, as far as I can see, of precisely the same color as that which waves round Charlotte Baynes's pretty face, and tuml)les in clusters on her neck, very nearly the color of Mrs. Paynter's this last season. So, you see, we chop and we change ; straw gives place to chestnut, and chestnut is succeeded by ebony ; and, for our own parts, we defy time ; and if you want a lock of my hair, Belinda, take this pair of scissors, and look in that cupboard, in the bandbox marked No. 3, and cut off a thick glossy piece, darlinq^, and wear it, dear, and my blessings go with thee ! What is this ? Am I ON ins WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 347 sneering because Coiydon and Phyllis are wooing and happy ? You see I pledged myself not to have any senti- mental nonsense. To describe love-making is immoral and immodest ; you know it is. To describe it as it really is, or would appear to you and me as lookers-on, would be to describe the most dreary farce, to chronicle the most tau- tological twaddle. To take a note of sighs, hand-squeezes, looks at the moon, and so forth — does this business become our dignity as historians ? Come away from those foolish young people — they don't want us; and dreary as their farce is, and tautological as tlieir twaddle, you may be sure it amuses them, and that they are happy enough without us. Happy ? Is there any happiness like it, jDray ? Was it not rapture to watch the messenger, to seize the note, and fee the bearer ? — to retire out of sight of all prying eyes, and read : — " Dearest ! Mamma's cold is bet- ter this morning. The Joneses came to tea, and Julia sang. 1 did hot enjoy it, as my dear was at his horrid dinner, where I hope he amused himself. Send me a word by Buttles, who brings this, if only to say you are your Louisa's own, own," &c., &c., &c. That used to be the kind of thing. In such coy lines artless Innocence used to whisper its little vows. So she used to smile ; so she used to warble ; so she used to prattle. Young people, at pres- ent engaged in the pretty sport, be assured your middle- aged parents have played the game, and remember the rules of it. Y^es, under papa's bow-window^ of a w^aistcoat is a heart which took very violent exercise when that waist was slim. Now he sits tranquilly in his tent, and watches the lads going in for their innings. AYhy, look at grandmamma in her spectacles reading that sermon. In lier old heart there is a corner as romantic still as when she used to read the "AYild Irish Girl" or the "Scottish Chiefs" in the days of her misshood. And as for your grandfather, my dears, to see him now you would little suppose that that calm, polished, dear old gentleman was once as wild — as wild as Orson. . . . Under my Avindows, as I write, there passes an itinerant flower-merchant. He has his roses and geraniums on a cart drawn by a quad- ruped — a little long-eared quadruped, which lifts up its voice, and sings after its manner. When I was young, donkeys used to bray precisely in the same w^ay ; and others will heehaw so, when w^e are silent and our ears hear no more. CHAPTER XVIII. DRUM TST S SO WOHL MIR IN DER WELT. UR new friends lived for a while contentedly enough at Boulogne, where they found com- rade s and acquaint- ances gathered together from those many re- gions wjiich they had visited in the course of their military career. JNIrs. Baynes, out of the held, was the commanding officer over the G-eneral. She ordered his clothes for him, tied his neckcloth into a neat bow, and, on tpR-party evenings, pinned his brooch into his shirt-frill. Slie gave him to understand when he had had enough to eat or drink at dinner, and explained, with great frankness, how this or that dish did not agree with him. If he was disposed to exceed, she would call out, in a loud voice : " Remember, G-eneral, Avhat you took this morning!" Knowing his constitution, as she said, she knew the remedies which were necessary for her husband, and administered them to him with great liberality. Resistance was impossible, as the veteran officer acknowledged. "The boys have fought about the medicine since we came home," he confessed, " but she has me under her thumb, by George. She really is a mag- nificent physician, now. She has got some invaluable pre- scriptions, and in India she used to doctor the whole station." She would have taken the present writer's little household under her care, and proposed several remedies for my children, until their alarmed mother was obliged 348 THE ADVENTURES OE PHILIP. 349 to keep tlieri out of lier sight. I am not saying this was an agreeable woman. Her voice was loud and harsh. The anecdotes which she was forever narrating related to military personages in foreign countries with whom I was unacquainted, and whose history failed to interest me. She took her wine with much spirit, whilst engaged in this prattle. I have heard talk not less foolish in much finer company, and known people delighted to listen to anec- dotes of the duchess and the marchioness who would yawn over the history of Captain Jones's quarrels with his lady, or ]\rrs. Major Wolfe's monstrous flirtations with young Ensign Kyd. My wife, with the mischievousness of her sex, would mimic the Baynes's conversation very drolly, but always insisted that she was not more really vulgar than many much greater persons. For all this, ]Mrs. General Baynes did not hesitate to declare that we were " stuck-up " people ; and from the very first setting eyes on us she declared that she viewed us with a constant darkling suspicion, Mrs. P. was a harmless, washed-out creature, and nothing in her. As for that high and mighty Mr. P. and his airs, she would be glad to know whether the wife of the British general officer who had seen service in every xjart of the (jlohe, and met the most cUst'ituji'ished governors, generals, and their ladies, several of whom were noblemen — she would be glad to know whether such people were not good enough for, &c., &c. Who has not met with these difficulties in life, and who can escape them? "Hang it, sir," Phil would say, twirling the red moustache, "I like to be hated by some fellows " ; and it must be owned that Mr. Philip got what he liked. I suppose Mr. Philip's friend and biographer had something of the same feeling. At any rate, in regard of this lady the hypocrisy of politeness was very hard to keep up ; wanting us for reasons of her own, she covered the dagger with which she would have stabbed us : but we knew it was there clenched in her skinny hand in her meagre pocket. She would pay us the most fulsome com- pliments with anger raging out of her eyes — a little hate- iDcaring woman, envious, malicious, but loving her cubs, and nursing them, and clutching them in her lean arms with a jealous strain. It was "Good-by, darling! I shall leave you here with your friends. Oh, how kind you are to her, l\[rs. Pendennis ! How can I ever thank you, and Mr. P., I am sure ; " and she looked as if she could poison 350 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP both of us, as she went away, courtesying and darting dreary parting smiles. This lady had an intimate friend and companion in arms, ]\Irs. Colonel Bunch, in fact, of the — th Bengal Cavalry, . who was now in Europe with Bunch and their children, w^ho were residing at Paris for the young folks' education. At first, as Ave have heard, Mrs. Baynes's predilections liad been all for Tours, where her sister was living, and where lodgings were cheap and food reasonable in proportion. But Bunch happening to pass through Boulogne on his way to his wife at Paris, and meeting liis old comrade, gave General Baynes such an account of the cheapness and pleasures of the French capital as to induce the General to think of bending his steps thither. Mrs. Baynes would not hear of such a plan. She was all for her dear sister and Tours ; but when, in the course of conversation. Colonel Bunch described a ball at the Tuileries, where he and Mrs. B. had been received with the most flattering politeness by the royal family, it was remarked that Mrs. Baynes's mind underwent a change. AYhen Bunch went on to aver that the balls at the Government House at Calcutta were nothing compared to those at the Tuileries or the Prefecture of the Seine; that the Engli&h were invited and respected everywhere ; that the ambassador was most hospitable ; that the clergymen were admirable ; and that at their boarding-house, kept by Madame la Gencrale Baronne de Smolensk, at the ''Petit Chateau d'Espagne," Avenue de Valmy, Champs Elysees, they had balls twice a month, the most comfortable apartments, the most clioice society, and every comfort and luxury at so many francs per month, with an allowance for children — I say Mrs. Baynes was very greatly moved. " It is not," she said, " in consequence of the balls at the Ambassador's or the Tuiler- ies, for I am an old woman ; and in spite of what you say. Colonel, I can't fancy, after Government House, anything more magnificent in any Erencli palace. It is not for vie, goodness knows, I speak : but the children should have education, and my Charlotte an entree into the world ; and what you say of the invaluable clergyman, Mr. X., I have been thinking of it all night; but above all, above all, of the chances of education for my darlings. Kothing should give way to that — nothing!" On this a long and delightful conversation and calculation took place. Bunch produced his bills at the Baroness de Smolensk's. The ON HJS WAV THROUGH THE WORLD. 351 two gentlemen jotted up accounts, and made calculations all through the evening. It was hard even for Mrs. Baynes to force the figures into such a shape as to make them accord with the General's income ; but, driven away by one calculation after another, she returned again and again to the charge, until she overcame the stubborn arith- metical difficulties--, and the pounds, shillings, and pence lay prostrate before her. They could save upon this point; they could screw upon that ; they viiist make a sacrifice to educate the children. " Sarah Bunch and her girls go to Court, indeed ! Why shouldn't mine go ? " she asked. On which her General said, '• By George, Eliza, that's the point you are thinking of." On which Eliza said "No," and repeated " Xo " a score of times, growing more angry as she uttered each denial. And she declared before heaven she did not want to go to any Court. Had she not refused to be presented at home, though Mrs. Colonel Flack went, because she did not choose to go to the wicked expense of a train ? And it was base of the General, base and mean of him to say so. And there was a hue scene, as I am given to understand ; not that I was present at this family light : but my informant was I^Ir. Firmin ; and ^Ir. Firmin had his information from a little person who, about this time, had got to prattle out all the secrets of her young heart to him ; who would have jumped off the pier- head with her hand in his if he had said " Come," without his hand if he had said '•' Go " : a little person whose whole life had been changed — changed for a month past — changed in one minute, that minute when she saw Philip's fiery whiskers and heard his great big voice saluting her father amongst the commissioners on the quai before the custom-house. Tours was, at any rate, a hundred and fifty miles farther off than Paris from — from a city where a 3'oung gentleman lived in whom iSriss Charlotte Baynes felt an interest; hence, I suppose, arose her delight that her parents had determined upon taking up their residence in the larger and nearer city. Besides, she owned, in the course of her artless confidences to my wife, that, when together, mamma and aunt ^lacWhirter quarrelled unceasingly ; and had once caused the old boys, the ^lajor and the General, to call each other out. ^She preferred, then, to live away from aunt Mac. She had never had such a friend as Laura, never. She had never been so happy as at Boulogne, 352 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP never. She should always love everybody in our house, that she should, forever and ever — and so forth, and so forth. The ladies meet ; cling together ; osculations are carried round the whole family circle, from our wondering eldest boy, who cries, " I say, hullo ! what are you kissing me so about ? " to darling baby, crowing and unconscious in the rapturous young girl's embraces. I tell you, these two women were making fools of themselves, and they were burning with enthusiasm for the " preserver " of the Baynes family, as they called that big fellow yonder, whose biographer I have aspired to be. The lazy rogue lay bask- ing in the glorious warmth and sunshine of early love. He would stretch his big limbs out in our garden ; pour out his feelings with endless volubility ; call upon homlnum divumque voViiptas, ahna Venus ; vow that he had never lived or been happy until now ; declared that he laughed poverty to scorn and all lier ills ; and fume against his masters of the Pall Mall Gazette, because they declined to insert certain love-verses which Mr. Philip now composed almost every day. Poor little Charlotte ! And didst thou receive those treasures of song; and wonder over them, not perhaps comprehending them altogether; and lock them up in thy heart's inmost casket as well as in thy little desk; and take them out in quiet hours, and kiss them, and bless heaven for giving thee such jewels ? I dare say. I can fancy all this, without seeing it. I can read the little letters in the little desk, without picking lock or breaking seal. Poor little letters ! Sometimes they are not spelt right, quite ; but I don't know that the style is worse for that. Poor little letters ! You are flung to the winds sometimes and forgotten with all your sweet secrets and loving artless confessions ; but not always — no, not always. As for Phili]:), Avho was the most careless creature alive, and left all his clothes and haberdashery sprawling on his bedroom floor, he had at this time a breast-pocket stuffed out with papers which crackled in the most ridiculous way. He was always looking down at this precious pocket, and put- ting one of his great hands over it as though he would guard it. The pocket did not contain bank-notes, you may be sure of that. It contained documents stating that mamma's cold is better ; the Joneses came to tea, and eTulia sang, &c. Ah, friend, however old you are now, however cold you are now, however tough, I hope you, too, remem- ber how Julia sang, and the Joneses came to tea. ox HIS WAY "Jim or Gil THE ViORLD. 3c3 ]\rr. Philip stayed on week after week, declaring to my wife that she was a perfect angel for keeping him so long. Bunch wrote from his boarding-house more and more enthu- siastic reports about the comforts of the establishment. For his sake Madame la Baronne de Smolensk would make unheard-of sacrifices^ in order to accommodate the General and his distinguished party. The balls were going to be ])erfectly splendid that winter. There were several old Indians living near; in fact they could form a regular little club. It was agreed that Ba^^nes should go and reconnoitre the ground. He did go. Madame de Smolensk, a most elegant woman, had a magnificent dinner for him — quite splendid, I give you my word, but only what they have every day. Soup, of course, my love ; fish, capital wine, and, I should say, some five or six and thirt}^ made dishes. The General Avas quite enraptured. Bunch had put his boys to a famous school, where the}^ might ''whop" the French boj'S, and learn all the modern languages. The little ones would dine early ; the baroness would take the whole family at an astouishingl}^ cheap rate. In a word, the Baynes column got the route for Paris shortly before our family-party was crossing the seas to return to London fogs and (hxtx. You have, no doubt, remarked how, under certain J:ender circumstances women will help one another. They help where they ought not to help. When Mr. Darby ought to be separated from ^liss Joan, and the best thing that could happen for both would be a lettre de cachet to whip off jMons. Darby to the Bastile for five years, and an order from her parents to lock up Mademoiselle Jeanne in a convent, some aunt, some relative, some pitying female friend is sure to be found, who will give the pair a chance of meeting, and turn her head away whilst those unhappy lovers are warbling endless good-bys close up to each other's ears. M}' wife, I have said, chose to feel this absurd sympathy for the young j^eople about whom we have been just talking. As the days for Charlotte's departure drew near, this wretched, misguiding matron would take the girl out walking into I know not what unfrequented bj^-lanes, quiet streets, rampart-nooks, and the like: and la! b}^ the most singular coincidence, Mr. Philip's hulking boots would assuredly come tramping after the Avomen's little feet. AVhat will you say, when I tell you, that I myself, the father of the family, the renter of the VOL. I. — '2?j 354 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP old-fashioned house, Rue Roucoule, Haute Ville, Boulogne- sur-Mer — as I am going into my own study — am met at the threshokl by Helen, my eldest daughter, who puts her little arms before the glass door at which I was about to enter, and says, " You must not go in there, papa ! Mamma says we none of us are to go in there." " And why, pray ? " I ask. '' Because Uncle Philip and Charlotte are talking secrets there ; and nobody is to disturb them — nobody ! " Upon my word, wasn't this too monstrous ? Am I Sir Pandarus of Troy become ? Am I going to allow a penni- less young man to steal away the heart of a young girl who has not twopence halfpenny to her fortune ! Shall I, I say, lend myself to this most unjustifiable intrigue ? " Sir," says my wife (we happened to have been bred up from childhood together, and I own to have had one or two foolish initiatory flirtations before I settled down to matri- monial fidelity) — " Sir," says she, '^ when you were so wild — so spooney, I think is your elegant word — about Blanche, and used to put letters into a hollow tree for her at home, I used to see the letters, and I never dis- turbed them. These two people have much warmer hearts, and are a great deal fonder of each other than you and Blanche used to be. I should not like to separate Char- lotte from Philip now. It is too late, sir. She can never like anybody else as she likes him. If she lives to be a hundred, she will never forget him. Why should not the poor thing be happy a little, while she may ? " An old house, with a green old courtyard, and an ancient mossy wall, through breaks of which I can see the roofs and gables of the quaint old town, the city below, th^ shining sea, and the white English cliffs beyond; a green old courtyard, and a tall old stone house rising up in it, grown over with many a creeper on which the sun casts flickering shadows ; and under the shadows, and through the glass of a tall gray window, I can just peep into a brown twilight parlor, and there I see two hazy figures by a table. One slim figure has brown hair, and one has flame-colored whiskers. Look, a ray of sunshine has just peered into the room, and is lighting the whiskers up ! "Poor little thing," Avhispers my wife, very gently. "They are going awa}^ to-morrow. Let them have their talk out. She is crving her little eyes out, I am sure. Poor little Charlotte!" ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. Z:^o Whilst my wife was pitying Miss Charlotte in this pathetic way, and was going, I dare say, to have recourse to her own pocket-handkerchief, as I live there came a burst of laughter from the darkling chamber where the two lovers were billing and cooing. First came IMr. Philip's great boom (such a roar — such a haw-haw, or hee-haw, I never heard any other ^?6'o-legged animal per- form). Then follows Miss Charlotte's tinkling peal ; and presently that young person comes out into the garden, with her round face not bedewed with tears at all, but per- fectly rosy, fresh, dimpled, and good-humored. Charlotte gives me a little courtesy, and my wife a hand and a kind glance. They retreat through the open casement, twining round each other, as the vine does round the window; though which is the vine and which is the window in this simile, I pretend not to say — I can't see through either of them, that is the truth. They pass through the ^^arlor, and into the street beyond, doubtless : and as for Mr. Philip, I presently see his head popped out of his window in the upper floor with his great pipe in his mouth. He can't "work" without his pipe, he says; and my wife believes him. AVork, indeed ! Miss Charlotte paid us another little visit that evening, when we happened to be alone. The children were gone to bed. The darlings ! Charlotte must go up and kiss them. ]\Ir. Philip Firniin was out. She did not seem to miss him in the least, nor did she make a single inquiry for him. We had been so good to her — so kind. How should she ever forget our great kindness ? She had been so happy — oh ! so happy ! She had never been so happy before. She would write often and often, and Laura would write constantly — wouldn't she ? " Yes, dear chid ! " says my wife. And now a little more kissing, and it is time to go home to the Tintelleries. What a lovely night ! Indeed the moon was blazing in full round in the purple heavens, and the stars were twinkling by myriads. " Good-by, dear Charlotte ; happiness go with you ! " I seize her hand. I feel a paternal desire to kiss her fair, round face. Her sweetness, her happiness, her artless good-humor and gentleness has endeared her to us all. As for me, I love her with a fatherly affection. '■'■ Stay, my dear!" I cry, with a happy gallantry. "I'll go home with you to the Tintelleries." You should have seen the fair round face then ! Such a 35G THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP piteous expression came over it ! She looked at my wife; and as for that Mrs. Laura, she pulled the tail of my coat. " What do you mean, my dear ? " I ask. "Don't go out on such a dreadful night. You'll catch cold ! " says Laura. " Cold, my love ! " I say. " Why, it's as fine a night as ever — " "Oh! you — you stoop id ! ^^ says Laura, and begins to laugh. And there goes Miss Charlotte tripping away from us without a word more. Philip came in about half an hour afterwards. And do you know I very strong!}- suspect that he had been waiting round the corner. Few things escape me, you see, when I have a mind to be observant. And, certainly, if I had thought of that possibility and that I might be spoiling sport, I should not have x)roposed to ]\Iiss Charlotte to walk home with her. At a very early hour on the next morning my wife arose, and spent, in my opinion, a great deal of unprofitable time, bread, butter, cold beef, mustard, and salt, in compiling a heap of sandwiches, which were tied up in a copy of the Pall Mall Gazette. That persistence in making sand- wiches, in providing cakes and other refreshments for a journey, is a strange infatuation in women ; as if there was not always enough to eat to be had at road inns and railway stations ! What a good dinner we used to have at Montreuil in the old days, before railways were, and when the diligence spent four or six and twenty cheerful hours on its way to Paris ! I think the finest dishes are not to be compared to that well-remembered fricandeau of j^outh, nor do wines of the most dainty vintage surpass the rough, honest, blue ordinaire which was served at the plenteous inn-table. I took our bale of sandwiches down to the ofhee of the Messageries, whence our friends were to start. We saw six of the Baynes family packed into the interior of the diligence ; and the boys climb cheerily into the rotonde. Charlotte's pretty lips and hands wafted kisses to us from her corner. Mrs. General Baynes commanded the column, pushed the little ones into their places in the ark, ordered the General and young ones hither and thither with her parasol, declined to give the grumbling porters any but the smallest gratuity, and talked a shrieking jargon of French and Hindustanee to the people assembled round the car- riage. My wife has that command over me that she actu- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 357 -'rr^ WW V' ^f ' ZK ' wnni ally made me demean myself so far as to deliver tlie sand- wich parcel to one of tlie Baynes boys. I said, " Take this," and the poor wretch held out his hand eagerly, evidently expecting that T was about to tip him witli a five-franc piece or some such coin. Fouette, cocJier ! The horses 358 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP squeal. The huge machine jingles over the road, and rattles down the street. Farewell, pretty Charlotte, with your sweet face and sweet voice and kind eyes ! But, why, prav, is Mr. Philip Firniin not here to say farewell too? Before the diligence got under way, the Baynes boys had fought, and quarrelled, and wanted to mount on the imperial or cabriolet of the carriage, where there was only one passenger as yet. But the conductor called the lads oft", saying that the remaining place was engaged by a gentle- man whom they were to take up on the road. And who should this turn out to be ? Just outside the town a man springs up to the imperial; his light luggage, it appears, was on the coach already, and that luggage belonged to Philip Firmin. Ah, monsieur! and that was the reason, was it, why they were so merry yesterday — the parting day ? Because they were not going to part just then. Because, when the time of execution drew near, they had managed to smuggle a little reprieve ! Upon my conscience, I never lieard of such imprudence in the whole course of my life ! Why, it is starvation — certain misery to one and the other. '' I don't like to meddle in other people's affairs," I say to my wife ; " but I have no patience with such folly, or with myself for not speaking to General Baynes on the subject. I shall write to the General." "My dear, the General knows all about it," says Char- lotte's, Philip's (in my opinion) most injudicious friend. " We have talked about it, and, like a man of sense, the General makes light of it. ^ Young folks will be young folks,' he says; 'and, by George! ma'am, when I married — I should sa}^, when Mrs. B. ordered me to marry her — she had nothing, and I but my captain's pay. People get on, somehow. Better for a young man to marry, and keep out of idleness and mischief; and I promise you, the chap who marries my girl gets a treasure. I like the boy for the sake of my old friend Phil Eingwood. I don't see that the fellows with the rich wives are much the happier, or that men should wait to marry until they are gouty old rakes.' " And, it appears, the General instanced several officers of his own acquaintance ; some of whom had married when they were young and poor ; some who had married when they were old and sulky : some who had never married at all. And he mentioned his comrade, my own uncle, the Inte jNFajor Pendennis, whom he called a seltish old creature, and hinted ON HIS WAY TlinOUGH THE WORLD. 359 that the j\[ajor had jilted some lady in early life, whom he would have done much better to marry. And so Philip is actually gone after his charmer, and is pursuing her sunimci dil'ujentid? The Baynes family has allowed this penniless young law student to make love to their daughter, or accompany them to Paris, to appear as the almost recognized son of the house. '^ Other people, when they were young, wanted to make imprudent mar- riages," says my wife (as if that wretched tu quo(j[ue w^ere any answer to my remark ! ) '- This penniless law student might have a good sum of money if he chose to press the Baynes family to pay him what, after all, they owe him." And so poor little Charlotte was to be her father's ransom ! To be sure, little Charlotte did not object to offer herself up in payment of her papa's debt! And though I objected as a moral man, and a prudent man, and a father of a family, I could not be very seriously angry. I am secretly of the disposition of the time-honored ^j»e;'e defumille in the come- dies, the irascible old gentleman in the crop wig and George-the-Second coat, who is always menacing "Tom the young dog " with his cane. When the deed is done, and Miranda (the little sly-boots ! ) falls before my squaretoes and shoebuckles, and Tom, the young dog, kneels before me in his white ducks, and they cry out in a pretty chorus, "Forgive us, grandpapa!" I say, "Well, j'Ou rogue, boys will be boys. Take her, sirrah ! Be happy with her ; and, hark ye ! in this pocket-book you will find ten thousand," &c., &c. You all know the stor}^ : I cannot help liking it, however old it may be. In love, somehow, one is pleased that young people should dare a little. Was not Bessy Eldon famous as an economist, and Lord Eldon celebrated for Avisdom and .caution ? and did not John Scott marry Elizabeth Surtees when they had scarcely twopence a j^ear between them ? " Of course, my dear," I say to the x>artner of my existence, " now this madcap fellow is utterly ruined, now is the very time he ought to marry. The accepted doctrine is that a man should spend his own fortune, then his wife's fortune, and then he may begin to get on at the bar. Philip has a hundred pounds, let us say ; Charlotte has nothing; so that in about six weeks we may look to hear of Philip being in successful practice — " " Successful nonsense ! " cries the lady. " Don't go on like a cold-blooded calculating machine ! You don't believe a word of what you say, and a more imprudent person 360 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP never lived than you yourself were as a young man." This was departing from the question, which women will do. "Nonsense ! " again says my romantic being of a partner-of- existence. "Don't tell me, sir. They will be provided for ! Are we to be forever taking care of the morrow, and not trusting that we shall be cared for ? You may call your way of thinking prudence. I call it sbifid ivorl(Ui7iess, sir." When a life-partner speaks in a certain strain, I know that remonstrance is useless, and argument unavailing, and I generally resort to cowardly subterfuges, and sneak out of the conversation by a pun, a side joke or some other flippancy. Besides, in this case, though I argue against my wife, my sympathy is on her side. I know Mr. Philip is imprudent and headstrong, but I should like him to succeed, and be happy. I own he is a scapegrace, but I wish him well. So, just as the diligence of Lafitte and Caillard is clearing out of Boulogne town, the conductor causes the carriage to stop, and a young fellow has mounted up on the roof in a twinkling; and the postilion says "Hi ! " to his horses, and away those squealing grays go clattering. And a young lady, happening to look out of one of the windows of the interieur, has perfectly recognized the young gentleman who leaped up to the roof so nimbly ; and the two boys who were in the rotonde would have recognized the gentleman, but that they were already eating the sandwiches which my wife had provided. And so the diligence goes on, until it reaches that hill, where the girls used to come and offer to sell you apples ; and some of the passengers descend and walk, and the till young man on the roof jumps down, and approaches the party in the interior, and a young lady cries out " La ! " and her mamma looks impenetrably grave, and not in the least surprised ; and her father gives a wink of one eye, and says, " It's him, is it, by George ! " and the two boys coming out of the rotonde, their mouths full of mndwich, cry out, " Hullo ! It's Mr. Firmin." " How do you do, ladies ? " he says, blushing as red as an apple, and his heart thumping — but that may be from walking up hill. And he puts a hand towards a carriage- window and a little hand comes out and lights on his. And Mrs. General Baynes, who is reading a religious work, looks up and says, "Oh! how do you do, J\[r. Firmin?" And this is the remarkable dialogue that takes place. It is not very witty; but Philip's tones send a rapture into one ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 361 young heart ; and wlien lie is absent, and has climbed up to his place in the cabriolet, the kick of his boots on the roof gives the said young heart inexjjressible comfort and conso- lation. Shine, stars and moon. Shriek, gray horses, through the calm night. Snore sweetly, papa and mamma, in your corners, with your pocket-handkerchiefs tied round your old fronts ! I suppose, under all the stars of heaven, there is nobody more happy than that child in that carriage — that wakeful girl, in sweet maiden meditation — who has given her heart to the keeping of the champion w^ho is so near her. Has he not been always their champion and preserver ? Don't they owe to his generosity eveiything in life ? One of the little sisters wakes wildly, and cries in the night, and Charlotte takes the child into her arms and soothes her. "Hush, dear! He's there — he's there," she whispers, as she bends over the child. Nothing wrong can happen with him there, she feels. If the robbers were to spring out from yonder dark pines, why, he would jump down, and they would all fly before him ! The carriage rolls on through sleeping villages, and as the old team retires all in a halo of smoke, and the fresh horses came clattering up to their pole, Charlotte sees a w^ell-known white face in the gleam of the carriage-lanterns. Through the long avenues the great vehicle rolls on its coarse. The dawn peers over the poplars : the stars quiver out of sight : the sun is up in the sky, and the heaven is all in a flame. The night is over — the night of nights. In all the round world, whether lighted by stars or sunshine, there were not two people more happy than these had been. A very short time afterwards, at the end of October, our own little sea-side sojourn came to an end. That astound- ing bill for broken glass, chairs, crockeiy, w^as paid. The London steamer takes us all on board on a beautiful, sunny autumn evening, and lands us at the Custom-House Quay in the midst of a deep, dun fog, through which our cabs have to work their way over greasy pavements, and bearing t^ro loads of silent and terrified children. Ah, that return, if but after a fortnight's absence and holiday ! Oh, that heap of letters lying in a ghastly pile, and yet so clearly visible in the dim twilight of master's study ! We cheerfully breakfast by candlelight for the first two days after my arrival at home, and I have the pleasure of cutting a part of my chin off because it is too dark to shave at nine o'clock in the morning. 362 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP My wife can't be so unfeeling as to laugh and be merry because I have met with an acciilent whicli temporarily dis- figures me. If the dun fog makes her jocular, she has a very queer sense of humor. She has a letter before her, over which she is perfectly radiant. When she is especially pleased I can see by her face and a particular animation and affectionateness towards the rest of the family. On this present morning her face beams out of the fog-clouds. The room is illuminated by it, and perhaps by the two can- dles which are placed one on either side of the urn. The tire crackles, and flames, and spits most cheerfully ; and the sky without, which is of the hue of brown paper, seems to set off the brightness of the little interior scene. " A letter from Charlotte, papa," cries one little girl; with an air of consequence. " And a letter from Uncle Philip, papa ! " cries another, " and they like Paris so much," con- tinues the little reporter. " And there, sir, didn't I tell you ? " cries the lady, hand- ing me over a letter. "Mamma always told you so," echoes the child, with an important nod of the head ; " and I shouldn't be surprised if he were to be very rich, should you, mamma ? " continues this arithmetician. I would not put Miss Charlotte's letter into print if I could, for do you know that little person's grammar was frequently incorrect ; there were three or four words spelt wrongly ; and the letter was so scored and marked with dashes under every other word, that it is clear to me her education had been neglected; and as I am very fond of her, I do not wish to make fun of her. And I can't print Mr. Philip's letter, for I haven't kept it. Of what use keep- ing letters ? I say. Burn, burn, burn. No heart-pangs. No reproaches. No yesterda}^ Was it haj^py, or misera- ble ? To think of it is always melancholy. Go to ! I dare say it is the thought of that fog which is making this sen- tence so dismal. Meanwhile there is Madame Laura's face smiling out of the darkness, as pleased as may be ; and no wonder, she is always happy when her friends are so. Charlotte's letter contained a full account of the settle- ment of the Baynes family at Madame Smolensk's board- ing-house, where they appear to have been really very comfortable, and to have lived at a very cheap rate. As for Mr. Philip, he made his way to a crib, to which his artist friends had recommen:!ed him, on the Faubourg St. Ger- Oy HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. SG3 main side of the water — the " Hotel Poiissin," in the street of that name, which lies, you know, between the Mazarin Library and the Musee des Beaux Arts. In former days, my gentleman had lived in state and bounty in the English hotels and quarter. Xow he found liimself very handsomely lodged for thirty francs per month, and with five or six pounds, he has repeatedly said si nee, he could carry through the month very comfortably. I don't say, my young trav- eller, that you can be so lucky nowadays. Are we not telling a story of twenty years ago ? Aye, marry, — ere steam-coaches had begun to scream on French rails ; and when Louis Philippe was king. As soon as Mr. Philip Firmin is ruined he must needs fall in love. In order to be near the beloved object, he must needs follow her to Paris, and give up his promised studies for the bar at home ; where, to do him justice, I believe the fellow would never have done any good. And he has not been in Paris a fortnight when that fantastic jade. Fortune, who had seemed to fly away from him, gives him a smiling look of recognition, as if to say, " Young gentleman, I have not quite done with you." The good fortune was not much. Do not suppose that Philip suddenly drew a twent3-thousand pound prize in a lottery. But being in much want of money, he suddenly found himself enabled to earn some in a way pretty easy to himself. In the first phace, Philip found his friends Mr. and Mrs. Mugford in a bewildered state in the midst of Paris, in which city ^Mugford Avould never consent to have a la qua is de place^ being firmly convinced to the day of his death that he knew the French language quite sufficientl}' for all pur- poses of conversation. Philip, who had often visited Paris before, came to the aid of his friends in a two-franc dining- house, which he frequented for economy's sake ; and they, because they thought the banquet there provided not only cheap, but most magnificent and satisfactory. He inter- preted for them, and rescued them from their perplexity, whatever it was. He treated them handsomely to caffy on the bullyvard, as ]\[ugford said on returning home and in recounting the adventure to me. "He can't forget that he has been a swell : and he does do things like a gentleman, that Firmin does. He came back with us to our hotel — Meurice's," said Mr. Mugford, " and who should drive into the yard and step out of his carriage but Lord Kingwood — 364 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP you know Lord Eingwood ? everybody knows him. As he gets out of his carriage — ' What ! is that you, Philip?' says his lordship, giving the young fellow his hand. ' Come and breakfast with me to-morrow morning.' And away he goes most friendly." How came it to pass that Lord Eingwood, Avhose instinct of self-preservation was strong — who, I fear, was rather a selhsh nobleman — and who, of late, as we have heard, had given orders to refuse Mr. Philip entrance at his door — should all of a sudden turn round and greet the young man with cordiality? In the first place, Philip had never troubled his lordship's knocker at all ; and second, as luck would have it, on this very day of their meeting his lordship had been to dine with that well-known Parisian resident and hon viuant, my Lord Viscount Trim, who had been governor of the Sago Islands when Colonel Baynes was there with his regiment, the gallant 100th. And the General and his old West India governor meeting at church, my Lord Trim straightway asked General Baynes to dinner, where Lord Eingwood was present, along with other distinguished com- pany, whom at present we need not particularize. Now it has been said that Philip Eingwood, my lord's brother, and Captain Baynes in early youth had been close friends, and that the Colonel had died in the Captain's arms. Lord Eingwood, who had an excellent memory when he chose to use it, was pleased on this occasion to remember General Baynes and his intimacy with his brother in old days. And of those old times they talked ; the General waxing more eloquent, I suppose, than his wont over Lord Trim's excel- lent wine. And in the course of conversation Philip was named, and the General, warm with drink, poured out a most enthusiastic eulogium on his young friend, and men- tioned how noble and self-denying Philip's conduct had been in his own case. And perhaps Lord Eingwood was pleased at hearing these praises of his brother's grandson ; and per- haps he thought of old times, when he had a heart, and he and his brother loved each other. And though he might think Philip Pirmin an absurd young blockhead for giving up any claims which he might have on General Baynes, at any rate I have no doubt his lordship thought, " This boy is not likely to come begging money from me ! " Hence, when he drove back to his hotel on the very night after this dinner, and in the courtyard saw that Philip Firmin, his brother's grandson, the heart of the old noblen:.an was ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 365 smitten with a kindly sentiment, and he bade Philip to come and see him. I have described some of Philip's oddities, and amongst these was a very remarkable change in his appearance, Avhich ensned very speedily after his rnin. I know that the greater nnmber of story readers are young, and those who are ever so old remember that their own young days occurred but a very, very short while ago. Don't you remember, most potent, grave, and reverend senior, when you were a junior, and actually rather pleased with new clothes ? Does a new coat or a waistcoat cause you any pleasure now ? To a Avell-constituted middle-aged gentleman, I rather trust a smart new suit causes a sensation of uneasiness — not from the tightness of the fit, which may be a reason — but from the gloss and splendor. When my late kind friend, Mrs. , gave me the emerald tabbinet waistcoat, with the gold shamrocks, I wore it once to go to Eichmond to dine Avith her; but I buttoned myself so closely in an upper coat that I am sure nobod}^ in the omnibus saw what a painted vest I had on. Gold sprigs and emerald tabbinet, what a gorgeous raiment ! It has formed for ten j^ears the chief ornament of my wardrobe ; and though I have never dared to wear it since, I always think with a secret pleasure of possessing that treasure. Do women, when they are sixty, like handsome and fashionable attire, and a youthful appearance ? Look at Lady Jezebel's blushing cheek, her raven hair, her splendid garments ! But this disquisition may be carried to too great a length. I want to note a fact -which has occurred not seldom in my experience — that men who have been great dandies will often and suddenly give up their long-accustomed splendor of dress, and walk about, most happy and contented, with the shabbiest of coats and hats. No. The majority of men are not vain about their dress. Por instance, within a very few years, men used to have pretty feet. See in what a resolute wa}' they have kicked their pretty boots off almost to a man, and wear great, thick, formless, comfortable walking boots, of shape scarcely more graceful than a tub ! When Philip Firmin first came on the town, there were dandies still ; there were dazzling waistcoats of velvet and brocade, and tall stocks with cataracts of satin ; there were pins, studs, neck-chains, I know not what fantastic splendors of youth. His varnished boots grew upon forests of trees. He had a most resplendent silver gilt dressing-case, pre- 366 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP sented to liim by his father (for which, it is true, the doctoi neglected to pay, leaving that duty to his son). " It is a mere ceremony," said the worthy doctor, " a cumbrous thing you may fancy at first; but take it about with you. It looks well on a man's dressing-table at a country-house. It 2)oses a man, you understand. I have known women come in and peep at it. A trifle, you may sa}^, my boy ; but what is the use of flinging any chance in life away?" Now, when misfortune came, 3'oung ]^hilip flung away all these magnificeut follies. He wrapped himself virtute sua ; and I am bound to say a more queer-looking fellow than friend Philip seldom walked the pavement of London or Paris. He could not wear the nap off all his coats, or rub his elbows into rags in six months ; but, as he would say of himself with much simplicity, "I do think I run to seed more quickly than any fellow I ever knew. All my socks in holes, Mrs. Pendennis ; all my shirt-buttons gone, I give you my word. I dou't know how the things hold together, and why they don't tumble to pieces. I suspect I must have a bad laundress." Suspect ! My children used to laugh and crow as they sewed buttons on to him. As for the Little Sister, she broke into his apartments in his absence, and said that it turned her hair gray to see the state of his poor wardrobe. I believe that Mrs. I>randon put surreptitious linen into his drawers. He did not know. He wore the shirts in a con- tented spirit. The glossy boots began to crack and then to burst, and Philip wore them with perfect equanimity. AVhere were the beautiful lavender and lemon gloves of last year ? His great naked hands (with Avhich he gesticulates so grandly) were as brown as an Indian's now. We had liked him heartily in his days of splendor ; we loved him now in his threadbare suit. I can fancy the young man striding into the room where his lordship's guests were assembled. In the presence of great or small, Philip has always been entirely unconcerned, and he is one of the half-dozen men I have seen in my life upon whom rank made no impression. It appears that, on occasion of this breakfast, there were one or two dandies present who were aghast at Philip's freedom of behavior. He engaged in conversation with a famous French states- man ; contradicted him with much energy in his own lan- guage ; and when the statesman asked whether monsieur was membre du Parlement, Philip burst into one of his roars of laughter, which almost breaks the glasses on a ox HIS WAY TIIROUGII THE WORLD. 3G7 table, and said, "Je suis journaiiste, monsieur, a vos ordres ! " Young Tinibuiy of tlie embassy "was aghast at Philip's insolence ; and Dr. Botts, his lordship's travelling physician, looked at him with a terrified face. A bottle of claret was brought, wliich almost all the gentlemen present began to swallow, until Thilip, tasting his glass, called out, " Faugh ! It's corked ! " '• So it is, and very badly corked," growls my lord, with (;ne of his usual oaths. '•' Why didn't some of you fellows speak ? Do you like corked wine ? " There were gallant fellows round that table who would have drunk corked black dose, had his lordship professed to like senna. The old host was tickled and amused. "Your mother was a quiet soul, and your father used to bow like a dancing-master. You ain't much like him. I dine at home most days. Leave word in the morning with my people, and come when you like, Philip," he growled. A part of this news Philip narrated to us in his letter, and other part was given verbally by Mr. and MrSo Mugford on their return to London. "I tell you, sir," saj'S jMugford, "he has been taken by the hand by some of the tip-top people, and have booked him at three guineas a week for a letter to the Pall Mall Gazette:' And this was the cause of my wife's exultation and tri- umphant "Didn't I tell you?" Philip's foot was on the ladder ; and who so capable of mounting to the top ? When happiness and a fond and lovely girl were waiting for him there, would he lose heart, spare exertion, or be afraid to climb ? He had no truer well-wisher than myself, and no friend who liked him better, though, I dare say, many admired him much more than I did. But these were women for the most part ; and women become so absurdly unjust and partial to persons whom they love, when these latter are in misfortune, that I am surprised Mr. Philip did not quite lose his head in his poverty, with such fond flat- terers and sycophants round about him= Would you grudge him the consolation to be had from these sweet uses of adversity ? Many a heart would be hardened but for the memory of past griefs ; when eyes, now averted, perhaps, were full of sympathy, and hands, now cold, were eager to soothe and succor. CHAPTEE XIX. QU^OX EST BTEN A VIXGT ANS. FAIR correspondent — and I would parenthetically hint that all correspondents are not fair — ^^^ints out the dis- crepancy existing between the text and the illustrations of our story ; and justly re- marks that the story dated more than twenty years back, while the costumes of the actors of our little comedy are of the fashion of to-day. My dear madam, these anachronisms must be, or you would scarcely be able to keep any interest for our characters. What would be a woman without a crinoline petticoat, for example ? An object ridiculous, hateful, 1 suppose hardl}^ proper. AVhat would you think of a hero who wore a large high black- satin stock cascading over a figured silk waistcoat ; and a blue dress-coat, with brass buttons, mayhap ? If a person so attired came up to ask you to dance, could you refrain from laughing ? Time was wdien young men so decorated found favor in the eyes of damsels who had never beheld hooped petticoats, except in their grandmother's portraits. Persons who flourished in the first part of the century never thought to see the hoops of our ancestors' age- rolled down- wards to our contemporaries and children. Did we ever imagine that a period Avould arrive when our young men atJ8 THE ADVEXTL'JiES OF PHILIP. 369 would part their liair down the middle, and wear a piece of tape for a neck-cloth ? As soon should we have thought of their dyeing their bodies with woad, and arraying them- selves like ancient Britons. So the ages have their dress and undress ; and the gentlemen and ladies of Victoria's time are satisfied with their manner of raiment; as no doubt in Boadicea's court they looked charming tattooed and painted blue. The times of which we write, the times of Louis Philippe the king, are so altered froui the present, that when Philip Firmin went to Paris it was absolutely a cheap place to live in ; and he has often bragged in subsequent days of having lived well during a month for live pounds, and bought a neat waistcoat with a part of the money. " A capital bedroom, ait pr(imiei\ for a franc a day, sir," he would call all persons to remark, '^a bedroom as good as yours, my lord, at Meurice's. Very good tea or coffee breakfast, twenty francs a month, Avith lots of bread and butter. Twenty francs a month for washing, and fifty for dinner and pocket-money — that's about the figure. The dinner, I own, is shy, unless I come and dine with my friends ; and then I make up for banyan days." And so saying Philip would call out for more truffled partridges, or affably filled his goblet with my Lord Kingwood's best Sillery. "At those shops," he would observe, "where I dine, I have beer : I can't stand the wine. And you see, I can't go to the cheap English ordinaries, of which there are many, because English gentlemen's servants are there, you know, and it's not pleasant to sit with a fellow who waits on you the day after." "Oh! the English servants go to the cheap ordinaries, do they? " asks my lord, greatly amused, and you drink hVere de Mars at the shop where you dine ? " " And dine very badly, too, I can tell you. Always come away hungry. Giv^e me some champagne — the dry, if you please. They mix very well together — sweet and dry. Did you ever dine at Flicoteau's, Mr. l*ecker ? " " I dine at one of your horrible two-franc houses ? " cries Mr. Pecker, with a look of terror. "Do you know, my lord, there are actually houses wliere people dine for two francs ! " "Two francs ! Seventeen sous I " bawls out Mr. Eirmin. " The soup, the beef, tlu' roti, the salad, the dessert, and the whitey-brown l)read at discretion. It's not a good dinner, VOL. I. — 24 370 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP certainly — in fact, it is a dreadful bad one. But to dine so would do some fellows a great deal of good." " Wliat do you say, Pecker ? Micoteau's ; seventeen sous. We'll make a little party and try, and Firmin shall do the honors of his restaurant," says my lord, with a grin. " jVIercy ! " gasi)S Mr. Pecker. 'Q had rather dine here, if you please, my lord," says the young man. " This is cheaper, and certainly better." My lord's doctor, and many of the guests at his table, my lord's henchmen, flatterers, and led captains, looked aghast at the freedom of the young fellow in the shabby coat. If they dared to be familiar with their host, there came a scowl over that noble countenance Avhich was awful to face. They drank his corked wine in meekness of spirit. They laughed at his jokes trembling. One after another, they were the objects of his satire ; and each grinned piteously, as he took his turn of punishment. Some dinners are dear, though they cost nothing. At some great tables are not toads served along with the entrees ? Yes, and many amateurs are exceedingly fond of the dish. How do Parisians live at all ? is a question which has often set me w^ondering. How do men in public offices, with fifteen thousand francs, let us say, for a salary — and this, for a French official, is a high salary — live in hand- some apartments, give genteel entertainments ; clothe them- selves and their families with much more sumptuous raiment than English people of the same station can afford ; take their country holiday, a six weeks' sojourn, aux eaux ; and appear cheerful and to want for nothing? Pater- familias, with six hundred a year in London, knows what a straitened life his is, with rent high, and beef at a shilling a pound. Well, in Paris, rent is higher, and meat is dearer ; and yet madame is richly dressed when you see her; monsieur has always a little money in his pocket for his club or his cafe; and something is pretty surely put away every year for the marriage portion of the young folks. " Sir," Philip used to say, describing this period of his life, on which and on most subjects regarding himself, by the way, he was wont to be very eloquent, " when my income was raised to five thousand francs a year, I give 3^ou my word I was considered to be rich by my French acquaint- ance. I gave four sous to the waiter at our dining-place ; — in that respect I was always ostentations: — and I believe they called me Milor. I should have been poor in ox HIS ]VAV THROUGH THE WORLD. 371 the Eue tie la Paix : but I was wealtliy in the Luxembourg quarter. Dou't tell me about poverty, sir ! Poverty is a bully if you are afraid of her, or truckle to her. Poverty is good-natured enough if you meet her like a man. You saAV how my poor old father was afraid of her, and thought the world would come to an end if Dr. Firmin did not keep his butler, and his footman, and his fine house, and fine chariot and horses ? He was a poor man, if you please. He must have suffered agonies in his struggle to make both ends meet. Everything he bought must have cost him twice the honest price ; and when I think of nights that must have been i3assed without sleep — of that proud man having to smirk and cringe before creditors — to coax butchers, by George, and wheedle tailors — I pity him; I can't be angry any more. That man has suffered enough. As for me, haven't you remarked that since I have not a guinea in the world, I swagger, and am a much greater swell than before ? " And the truth is that a Prince Eoyal could not have called for his gens with a more magnificent air than ^Ir. Philip when he summoned the waiter, and paid for his petit verre. Talk of poverty, indeed ! That period, Philip vows, was the happiest of his life. He liked to tell in after da^^s of the choice acquaintance of Bohemians which he had formed. Their jug, he said, though it contained but small beer, was always full. Their tobacco, though it bore no higher rank than that of caporal, was plentiful and fra- grant. He knew some admirable medical students ; some artists who only wanted talent and industry to be at the height of their profession : and one or two of the magnates of his own calling, the newspaper correspondents, whose houses and tables were open to him. It was wonderful what secrets of politics he learned and transmitted to his own paper. He pursued French statesmen of those days with prodigious eloquence and vigor. At the expense of that old king he was wonderfully witty and sarcastical. He reviewed the affairs of Europe, settled the destinies of Russia, denounced the Spanish marriages, disposed of the Pope, and advocated the Liberal cause in France with an untiring eloquence. " Absinthe used to be my drink, sir," so he was good enough to tell his friends. "It makes the ink run, and imparts a fine eloquence to the style. Mercy U])on us, how I woidd l)elabor that poor King of the French under the influence of absinthe, in that cafe opposite the 372 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Bourse where I used to make my letter ! AVlio kuows, sir, perhaps the iuflueuce of those letters precipitated the fall of the Bourbou dynasty ! Before I had an ottiee, Gilligan, of the Centicnj, and I, used to do our letters at that cafe ; we compared notes and pitched into each other ami- cably." Gilligan of the Century, and Firmin of the Fall Mall Gazette, were, however, very minor personages amongst the London newspaper correspondents. Their seniors of the daily press had handsome apartments, gave sumptuous dinners, were closeted with ministers' secretaries, and entertained members of the Chamber of Deputies. Philip, on perfectly easy terms with himself and the world, swag- gering about the embassy balls — Philip, the friend and relative of Lord Eingwood — was viewed by his profes- sional seniors and superiors with an eye of favor, which was not certainly turned on all gentlemen following his calling. Certainly poor Gilligan was never asked to those dinners, which som3 of the newspaper ambassadors gave, whereas Philip was received not inhospitably. Gilligan received but a cold shoulder at ]Mrs. Morning Messenger's Thursdays ; and as for being asked to dinner, •• Bedad, that fellow, Firmin, has an air with him which will carry him through anywhere ! " Phil's brother correspondent owned. "He seems to patronize an ambassador when he goes up and speaks to him ; and he says to a secretary, ' My good fellow, tell your mister that Mr. Firmin, of the Pall Mall Gazette, wants to see him, and will thank him to step over to the Cafe de la Bourse.' " I don't think Philip, for his part, would have seen much matter of surprise in a Minister stepping over to speak to him. To him all folk were alike, great and small ; and it is recorded of him that when, on one occasion, Lord Ringwood paid him a visit at his lodg- ings in the Faubourg St. Germiin, Philip affably offered his lordship a cornet of fried potatoes, with which, and plenti- ful tobacco of course, Philip and one or two of his friends were regaling themselves when Lord Ringwood chanced to call on his kinsman. A crust and a carafon of small beer, a correspondence with a weekly paper, and a remuneration such as that we have mentioned, — was Philip Firmin to look for no more than this pittance, and not to seek for more permanent and lucrative employnirMit ? Some of his friends at home were rather vexed at what Philip chose to consider his good ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 373 fortune; namely, his connection with the newspaper, and the small stipend it gave him. He might quarrel Avith his employer any day. Indeed no man was more likely to fling his bread and butter out of window than Mr. Philip, He was losing precious time at the bar ; where he, as hundreds of other poor gentlemen had done before him, might make a career for himself. Tor what are colonies made ? Why do bankruptcies occur ? Why do people break the peace and quarrel with policemen, but that barristers may be em- ployed as judges, commissioners, magistrates? A reportei to a newspaper remains all his life a newspaper reporter. Philip, if he Avould but help himself, had friends in the world who might aid effectually to advance him. So it was we pleaded with him, in the language of moderation, urging the dictates of common sense. As if moderation and com- mon sense could be got to move that mule of a Philip Firmin ; as if any persuasion of ours could induce him to do anything but what he liked to do best himself ! ^' That 1/ou sliould be Avorldly, my poor fellow" (so Philip wrote to his present biographer) " — that you should be thinking of money and the main chance, is no matter of surprise to me. You have suffered under that curse of manhood, that destroyer of generosity in the mind, that parent of selfishness ^ — a little fortune. You have your wretched hundreds " (my candid correspondent stated the sum correctly enough ; and I wish it were double or treble ; but that is not here the point), "paid quarterly. The miserable pittance numbs your whole existence. It pre- vents freedom of thought and action. It makes a screw of a man who is certainly not without generous impulses, as I know, my poor old Harpagon : for hast thou not offered to open thy purse to me ? I tell you I am sick of the way in which people in London, especially good people, think about money. You live up to your income's edge. You are miserably poor. You brag and flatter yourselves that you owe no man anything ; but your estate has creditors upon it as insatiable as any usurer, and as hard as any bailiff. You call me reckless, and prodigal, and idle, and all sorts of names, because I live in a single room, do as little work as I can, and go about with holes in my boots : and you flatter j-ourself you are prudent, because you liave a genteel house, a grave flunky out of livery, and two green-grocers to wait when you give your half-dozen dreary dinner-parties. Wretched man ! You are a slave : not a man. You are a 374 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP pauper, with a good house and good clothes. You are so miserably prudent, that all your money is spent for you, except the few wretched shillings which you allow yourself for pocket-money. You tremble at the expense of a cab. I believe you actually look at half a crown before you spend it. The landlord is your master. The livery-stable keeper is your master, A train of ruthless, useless ser- vants are your pitiless creditors, to whom you have to pay exorbitant dividends every day. I, with a hole in my elbow, who live upon a shilling dinner, and walk on cracked boot-soles, am called extravagant, idle, reckless, I don't know what ; while you, forsooth, consider yourself prudent. Miserable delusion ! You are flinging away heaps of money on useless flunkies, on useless maid-servants, on useless lodgings, on useless finery — and you say, ' Poor Phil ! what a sad idler he is ! how he flings himself aAvay ! in what a wretched, disreputable manner he lives ! ' Poor Phil is as rich as you are, for he has enough, and is con- tent. Poor Phil can afford to be idle, and you can't. You must work in order to keep that great hulking footman, that great raw-boned cook, that army of babbling nursery- maids, and I don't know what more. And if you choose to submit to the slavery and degradation inseparable from your condition ; — the wretched inspection of candle-ends, which you call order ; — the mean self-denials, which you must daily practise — I pity you and don't quarrel with you. But I wish you would not be so insufferably virtuous, and ready with your blame and pity for w.e. If I am happy, pray need you be disquieted? Suppose I prefer independence, and shabby boots ? Are not these better than to be pinched by your abominable varnished conven- tionalism, and to be denied the liberty of free action ? My poor fellow, I pity you from my heart ; and it grieves me to think how those fine honest children — honest, and hearty, and frank, and open as yet — are to lose their natural good qualities, and to be swathed, and swaddled, and stifled out of health and honesty by that obstinate w^orldling their father. Don't tell me about the world ; I know it. People sacrifice the next world to it, and are all the while proud of their prudence. Look at my miserable relations, steeped in respectability. Look at my father. There is a chance for him, now he is down and in poverty. I have had a letter from him, containing more of that dreadful worldly advice which you Pharisees give. If it ON HIS WAV TlinOUGH THE WORLD. 375 weren't for Laura and the children, sir, I heartily wish you Avere ruined like your att'ectionate — V. F. ''X.B., P.S. — Oh, Pen! I am so happy ! She is such a little darling ! I bathe in her innocence, sir ! I strengthen myself in her purity. I kneel before her sweet goodness an\l unconsciousness of guile. I walk from my room, and see her every morning before seven o'clock. I see her every afternoon. She loves you and Laura. And you love her, don't you ? And to think that six months ago I was going to marry a woman without a heart ! Why, sir, bless- ings be on the poor old father for spending our money, and rescuing me from that horrible fate ! I might have been like that fellow in the 'Arabian Nights,' who married Amina — the respectable woman, who dined upon grains of rice, but supped upon cold dead body. Was it not worth all the money I ever was heir to to have escaped from that ghoul ? Lord Ringwood says he thinks I was well out of that. He calls people by Anglo-Saxon names, and uses very expressive monosyllables ; and of Aunt Twysden, of Uncle Twysden, of the "girls, and their brother, he speaks in a way which makes me see he has come to just conclusions about them. " P.S. No. 2. — Ah, Pen ! She is such a darling. I think I am the happiest man in the world." And this was what came of being ruined ! A scapegrace, who, when he had plenty of money in his pocket, was ill- tempered, imperious, and discontented ; now that he is not worth twopence, declares himself the happiest fellow in the world ! Do you remember, my dear, how he used to grumble at our claret, and what wry faces he made when there was only cold meat for dinner "? The wretch is abso- lutely contented with bread and cheese and small beer, even that bad beer which they have in Paris ! Now and again, at this time, and as our mutual avoca- tions permitted, I saw Philip's friend, the Little Sister. He wrote to her dutifully from time to time. He told her of his love-atfair with ^liss Charlotte ; and mv wife and I could console Caroline, by assuring her that this time the young man's heart was given to a worthy mistress. I say console, for the news, after all, was sad for her. In the little chamber which she always kept ready for him, he woidd lie awake, and think of some one dearer to him than a hundred poor Carolines. She wouid devise something that should be agreeable to the young lady. At Christmas 376 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP time there came to Miss Baynes a wonderfully worked cambric pocket-liaudkercliief, with " Charlotte " most beau- tifully embroidered in the corner. It was this poor widow's mite of love and tenderness which she meekly laid down in the place where she worshipped. "And I have six for him, too, ma'am," Mrs. Brandon told my wife. " Poor fellow ! his shirts was in a dreadful way when he went away from here, and that you know, ma'am." So you see this wayfarer, having fallen among undoubted thieves, yet found many kind souls to relieve him, and many a good Samaritan ready with his twopence, if need were. The reason why Philip was the happiest man in the world of course you understand. French people are very early risers ; and, at the little hotel where Mr. Philip lived, the whole crew of the iiouse were up hours before lazy English masters and servants think of stirring. At ever so early an hour Phil had a fine bowl of coffee and milk and bread for his breakfast ; and he was striding down to the Invalides, and across the bridge to the Champs Elysees, and the fumes of his pipe preceded him with a pleasant odor. And a short time after passing the Bond Point in the Elysian Fields, where an active fountain was flinging up showers of diamonds to the sky, — after, I say, leaving the Bond Point on his right, and passing under umbrageous groves in the dirt^tion of the present Castle of Flowers, Mr. Philip would see a little person. Sometimes a young sister or brother came with the little person. Sometimes only a blush fluttered on her cheek, and a sweet smile beamed in her face as she came forward to greet him. For the angels were scarce purer than this young maid ; and Una was no more afraid of the lion, than Charlotte of her companion with the loud voice and the tawny mane. T would not have envied that reprobate's lot who should have dared to say a doubtful word to this Una : but the truth is, she never thought of danger, or met with any. The workmen were going to their labor ; the dandies were asleep ; and considering their age, and the relationship in which they stood to one another, I am not surprised at Philip for announcing that this was the happiest time of his life. In later days, when two gentlemen of mature a.c^e happened to be in Paris together, what must Mr. Philip Firmin do but insist upon walking me sentimentally to the Champs Elysees, and looking at an old house there, a ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 377 rather shabby old house in a garden. "That was the place," sighs he. " That was Madame de Smolensk's. That was the window, the third one, with the green jalousie. By Jove, sir, how happy and how miserable I have been behind that green blind I " And my friend shakes his large fist at the somewhat dilapidated mansion, 378 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP whence Madame de Smolensk and her boarders have long since departed. I fear that baroness had engaged in her enterprise with insufficient capital, or conducted it with such liberality that her profits were eaten up by her boarders. I could tell dreadful stories impugning the baroness's moral char- acter. People said she had no right to the title of baroness at all, or to the noble foreign name of Smolensk. People are still alive who knew her under a different name. The baroness herself was what some amateurs call a fine woman, especially at dinner-time, when she appeared in black satin and with cheeks that blushed up as far as the eyelids. In her j^eignolr in the morning, she was perhaps the reverse of fine. Contours which were round at nighty in the forenoon appeared lean and angular. Her roses only bloomed half an hour before dinner-time on a cheek which was quite yellow until five o'clock. I am sure it is very kind of elderly and ill-complexioned people to supply the ravages of time or jaundice, and present to our view a figure blooming and agreeable, in place of an object faded and withered. Do you quarrel with your opposite neigh- bor for painting his house-front or putting roses in his balcony ? You are rather thankful for the adornment. Madame de Smolensk's front was so decorated of after- noons. Geraniums were set pleasantly under, those first- floor windows, her eyes. Carcel lamps beamed from those windows : lamps which she had trimmed with her own scissors, and into which that poor widow poured the oil which she got somehow and anyhow. When the dingy breakfast paplllotes were cast of an afternoon, what beauti- ful black curls appeared round her brow ! The dingy paplllotes were put away in the drawer : the peignoir retired to its hook behind the door : the satin raiment came forth, the shining, the ancient, the well-kept, the well- wadded : and at the same moment the worthy woman took that smile out of some cunning box on her scanty toilet- table — that smile which she wore all the evening along with the rest of her toilet, and took out of her mouth when she went to bed and to think — to think how both ends were to be made to meet. Philip said he respected and admired that woman : and worthy of respect she was in her way. She painted her face and grinned at poverty. She laughed and rattled with care gnawing at her side. She had to coax the milk- O.V HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 379 man out of his human kindness: to pour oil — his own oil — upon the stormy epic.ier's soul : to melt the butterman : to tap the Avine-merchant : to mollify the butcher : to invent new pretexts for the landlord : to reconcile the lady boarders. Mrs, General Baynes, let us say, and the Hon- orable ]\[rs. Boldero, who were always quarrelling : to see that the dinner, when procured, was cooked properly ; that Francois, to whom she owed ever so many months' wages, was not too rebellious or intoxicated; that Auguste, also her creditor, had his glass clean and his lamps in order. And this work done and the hour of six o'clock arriving, she had to carve and be agreeable to her table ; not to hear the growls of the discontented (and at what table-d'hote are there not gruuiblers ?) ; to have a word for everybody present ; a smile and a laugh for Mrs. Bunch (with whom there had been very likely a dreadful row in the morning) ; a remark for the Colonel ; a polite phrase for the General's lady ; and even a good word and compliment for sulky Au- guste, who just before dinner-time had unfolded the napkin of mutinj" about his wages. Was not this enough work for a woman to do ? Tc con- duct a great house without sufficient money, and make soup, fish, roasts, and half a dozen entrees out of wind as it were ? to conjure up wine in piece and by the dozen ? to laugh and joke without the least gayety ? to receive scorn, abuse, rebuffs, insolence, with gay good-humor ? and then to go to bed wearied at night, and have to think about fig- ures and that dreadful, dreadful sum in arithmetic — given 51. to pay 6/. ? Lady Macbeth is supposed to have been a resolute woman : and great, tall, loud, hectoring females are set to represent the character. I say ISTo. She was a weak woman. She began to walk in her sleep, and blab after one disagreeable little incident had occurred in her house. She broke down, and got all the people away from her own table in the most abrupt and clumsy manner, because that drivelling, epileptic husband of hers fancied he saw a ghost. In Lady Smolensk's place Madame de Macbeth would have broken down in a week, and Smolensk lasted for years. If twenty gibbering ghosts had come to the boarding-house dinner, madame would have gone on carv- ing her dishes, and smiling, and helping the live guests, the paying guests ; leaving the dead guests to gibber away and help themselves. "My poor father had to keep up appearances," Phil would say, recounting these things in 380 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP after days ; " but how ? You know he always looked as if he was going to be hung." Smolensk was the gayest of the gay always. That widow would have tripped up to her funeral pile and kissed her hands to her friends with a smiling "Bon jour!" " Pray, who was Monsieur de Smolensk ? '' asks a simple lady who may be listening to our friend's narrative. " Ah, my dear lady ! there was a pretty disturbance in the house when that question came to be mooted, I promise you," says our friend, laughing, as he recounts his adven- tures. And, after all, what does it matter to you and me and this story who Smolensk was ? I am sure this poor lady had hardships enough in her life campaign, and that Ney himself could not have faced fortune with a constancy more heroical. Well. When the Bayneses first came to her house, I tell you Smolensk and all round her smiled, and our friends thought they were landed in a real rosy Elysium in the Champs of that name. Madame had a Carrick a VIndienne prepared in compliment to her guests. She had had many Indians in her establishment. ^' he adored Indians. Netait ce la polygamie — they were most estimable people, the Hindus. Sur tout, she adored Indian shawls. That of Madame la Generale was ravishing. The company at Madame's was pleasant. The honorable Mrs. Boldero was a dashing woman of fashion and respectability, who had lived in the best world — it was easy to see that. The young ladies' duets were very striking The Honorable Mr. Boldero was away shooting in Scotland at his brother, Lord Strongitharm's, and would take Gaberlunzie Castle and the duke's on his way south. Mrs. Baynes did not know Lady Estridge, the ambassadress? When the Estridges returned from Chantilly, the Honorable Mrs. B. wouldbe delighted to introduce her. "Your pretty girl's name is Charlotte ? So is Lady Estridge's — and very nearly as tall; — fine girls the Estridges; fine long necks — large feet — but your girl, Lady Baynes, has beautiful feet. Lady Baynes, I said ? Well, you must be Lady Baynes soon. The General must be a K.C.B. after his ser- vices. What, you know Lord Trim ? He will, and must, do it for you. If not, my brother Strongitharm shall." 1 have no doubt Mrs. Baynes was greatly elated by the atten- tions of Lord Strongitharm's sister ; and looked him out in tiie Peerage, where his Lordship's arms, pedigree, and resi- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 381 dence of Gcaberlunzie Castle are duly recorded. The Honorable Mrs. Boldero's daughters, the Misses Minna and Brenda Boldero. played some rattling sonatas on a piano which was a good deal fatigued by their exertions, for the young ladies' hands were very powerful. And madaiue said, "Thank you,'' with her sweetest smile ; and Auguste handed about on a silver tray — I say silver, so that the convenances may not be wounded — well, say silver that was blushing to lind itself copper — handed up on a tray a white drink which made the Baynes boys cr}' out, " I say, mother, what's this beastly thing ? " On which madame, with the sweetest smile, appealed to the company, and said, " They love orgeat, these dear infants ! " and resumed her piquet with old ^L Bidois — that odd old gentleman with the long brown coat, with the red ribbon, who took so much snuff and blew his nose so often and so loudly. One, two, three rattling sonatas ^linna and Brenda played; Mr. Clancy, of Trinity College, Dublin (M. de Clanci, Madame called him), turning over the leaves, and presently being persuaded to sing some Irish melodies for the ladies. I don't think ]\[iss Charlotte Baynes listened to the music much. She Avas listening to another music, which she and Mr. Firmin were performing together. Oh, how pleasant that music used to be ! There was a sameness in it, I dare say, but still it was pleasant to hear the air over again. The pretty little duet a quatre mains, where the hands cross over, and hop up and down the keys, and the heads get so close, so close. Oh, duets, oh, regrets ! Psha! no more of this. Go down stairs, old dotard. Take your hat and umbrella and go walk by the sea-shore, and whistle a toothless old solo. " These are our quiet nights," whispers M. de Clanci to the Baynes ladies, when the evening draws to an end. " Madame's Thursdays are, I promise ye, much more fully attended." Good-night, good-night. A squeeze of a little hand, a hearty hand-shake from ])apa and mamma, and Philip is striding through the dark Elysian fields and over the Place of Concord to his lodgings in the Faubourg St. Germain. Or, stay ! What is that glowworm beaming by the wall opposite ^Nfadame de Smolensk's house ? — a glowworm that wafts an aromatic incense and odor ? I do believe it is ]\[r. Philip's cigar. And he is watching, watch- ing a window b}^ which a slim figure flits now and again. Then darkness falls on the little window. The sweet eyes are closed. Oh, blessings, blessings be upon them ! The 382 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP, stars shine overhead. And homeward stalks Mr. Firmin, talking to himself, and brandishing a great stick. I wish that poor Madame Smolensk could sleep as well as the people in her house. But Care, with the cold feet, gets under the coverlid, and says, " Here I am ; you know that bill is coming due to-morrow." Ah, atra cura ! can't you leave the poor thing a little quiet? Hasn't she had work euougli all day ? CHAPTEE XX. COURSE OF TRUE LOVE. E beg the gracious reader to remember that Mr. Philip's business at Paris was only with a weekly London paper as yet ; and hence that he had on his hands a great deal of leisure. He could glance over the state of Europe ; give the latest news from the salons, imparted to him, I do believe, for the most part, by some brother hire- ling scribes ; be present at all the theatres by deputy; and smash Louis Philippe or Messieurs Guizot and Thiers in a few easily turned para- graphs, which cost but a very few hours' labor to that bold and rapid pen. A whole- some though humiliating thought it must be to great and learned public writers, that their eloquent sermons are but for the day ; and that, hav- ing read what the philosophers sa}' on Tuesday or Wednes- day, we think about their 3'esterday's sermons or essays no more. A score of years hence, men will read the papers of 1861 for the occurrences narrated — births, marriages, bank- ruptcies, elections, murders, deaths, and so forth ; and not for the leading articles. "■ Though there were some of my letters," Mr. Philip would say, in after times, '-that I fondly fancied the world would not willingly let die. I wanted to have them or see them reprinted in a volume, but I could find no publisher willing to undertake the risk. A fond being, who fancies there is genius in everything I say or ■himw^^'A^-^-- 384 THE^ ADVENTURES OF PHILIP write, would haVe had me reprint my letters to the Pall Mall Gazette ; 'but I was too timid, or she, perhaps, was too eonlident. ."«The letters never were republished. Let them pass." They have passed. And he sighs, in mentioning this circumstance ; and I think tries to persuade himself, rather than others, that he is an unrecognized genius. " And then, you know," he pleads, " I was in love, sir, and spending all my days at Omphale's knees. I didn't do jus- tice to my powers. If I had had a daily paper, I still think I might have made a good public writer ; and that J. had the stuff in me — the stuff in me, sir ! " The truth is that, if he had had a daily paper, and ten times as much work as fell to his lot, Mr. Philip would have found means of pursuing his inclination, as he ever through life has done. The being whom a young man wishes to see, he sees. What business is superior to that of seeing her ? 'Tis a little Hellespontine matter keeps Leander from his Hero ? He would die rather than not see her. Had he swum out of that difficulty on that stormy night, and car- ried on a few months later, it might have been, " Beloved ! my cold and rheumatism are so severe that the doctor says I must not thuik of cold bathing at night;" or, "Dearest! we have a party at tea, and you mustn't expect your ever fond Lambda to-night," and so forth, and so forth. But in the heat of his passion water could not stay him ; tempests could not frighten him; and in one of them he went dov/n, while poor Hero's lamp was twinkling and spending its best flame in vain. So Philip came from Sestos to Abydos daily — across one of the bridges, and paying a halfpenny toll very likely — and, late or early, poor little Charlotte's virgin lamps were lighted in her eyes, and watching for him. Philip made many sacrifices, mind you : sacrifices which all men are not in the habit of making. When Lord Ring- wood was in Paris, twice, thrice he refused to dine with his lordship, until that nobleman smelt a rat, as the saying is — and said, "Well, youngster, I suppose you are going where there is metal more attractive. When you come to twelve lustres, my boy, j^ou'll find vanity and vexation in that sort of thing, and a good dinner better, and cheaper, too, than the best of them." And when some of Philip's rich college friends met him in his exile, and asked him to the "Rocher " or the " Trois Freres," he would break away from those ban- quets ; and as for meeting at those feasts doubtful compan- ions, whom young men will sometimes invite to their en- ox HIS WAY THROUGH THEm'OltLD. 385 tertaiiiments, Philip tiii-ned from such with acorn and anger. His virtue was loud, and he proclaimed it ftj^ly. ■«- He- ex- pected little Charlotte to give him credit for n^^id toM he\- of his self-denial. And she believed anything n^sltid^ and delighted in ever3-thing he wrote ; and copied out^iii^^ti- cles for the Foil Mall Gazette ; and treasured his poems «i her desk of desks : and there never Avas in all Sestos, in all Abydos, in all Europe, in all Asia Minor or Asia Major, such a noble creature as Leander, Hero thought ; never, never ! I hope, young Jadies, 3'ou may all have a Leander on his way to the tower where the light of your love is burning steadfastly. I hope, 3'oung gentlemen, you have each of you a beacon in sight, and may meet with no mishap in swim- ming to it. From my previous remarks regarding Mrs. Baynes, the reader has been made aware that the General's wife was no more faultless than the rest of her fellow-creatures ; and having already candidly informed the public that the writer and his family Avere no favorites of this lady, I have now the pleasing duty of recording my own opinions regarding her. Mrs. General B. was an early riser. She was a frugal woman ; fond of her young, or, let us say, anxious to provide for their maintenance; and here, with my best compliments, I think the catalogue of her good qualities is ended. She had a bad, violent temper ; a disagreeable person, attired in very bad taste ; a shrieking voice ; and two manners, the re- spectful and the patronizing, which were both alike odious. When she ordered Baynes to marry her, gracious powers ! why did he not run away ? Who dared first to say that marriages are made in heaven ? We know that there are not only blunders, but roguery in the marriage office. Do not mistakes occur every day, and are not the Avrong people coupled ? Had heaven anything to do with the bargain by which 3'Oung Miss Blushrose was sold to old Mr. Hoarfrost? Did heaven order young iSIiss Tripper to throw over poor Tom Spooner, and marry the wealthy ]\rr. Bung ? You may as well sa}' that horses are sold in heaven, which, as you know, are groomed, are doctored, are chanted on to the market, and warranted by dexterous horse-venders as pos- sessing every quality of blood, pace, temper, age. Against these Mr. Greenhorn has his remedy sometimes ; but against a mother who sells you a warranted daughter, Avhat remedy is there ? You have been jockeyed by false representations into bidding for the Cecilia, and the animal is yours for life. VOL. I. — 25 386 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP She sliies, kicks, stumbles, has an infernal temper, is a crib- biter — and she was warranted to you by her mother as the most perfect, good-tempered creature, wliom the most timid might manage ! You have bought her. 8he is yours. Heaven bless you ! Take her home, and be miserable for the rest of your days. You have no redress. You have done the deed. Marriages were made in heaven, you know; and in yours you were as much sold as Moses Primrose was when he bought the gross of green spectacles. I don't think poor General Baynes ever, had a proper sense of his situation, or kneAv how miserable he ought by rights to have been. He Avas not uncheerful at times : a silent man, liking his rubber, and his gliss of wine, a very weak person in the common affairs of life as his best friends must own; but, as I have heard, a very tiger in action. "I know your opinion of the General," Philip used to say to me, in his grandiloquent way. "You despise men who don't bully their wives ; you do, sir ! You think the General weak, I know, I know. Other brave men were so about women, as I dare say you have heard. This man, so weak at home, was mighty on the war-path ; and in his "vrigwam are the scalps of countless warriors." "In his wig ?rArt^.^" say I. The truth is, on his meek head the General wore a little curling chestnut top-knot, which looked very queer and out of place over that wrin- kled and war-worn face. "If 3'ou choose to laugh at your joke, pray do," says Phil, majestically. " I make a noble image of a warrior. You prefer a barber's pole. Bon! Pass me the wine. The veteran Avhom I hope to salute as father ere long — the soldier of twenty battles, Avho saw my own brave grandfather die at his side — die at Busaco, by George — you laugh at on account of his wig. It's a capital joke." And here Phil scowled and slapped the table, and passed his hand across his eyes, as though the death of his grand- father, which occurred long before Philip was born, caused him a very serious pang of grief. Philip's newspaper busi- ness brought him to London on occasions. I think it was on one of these visits that we had our talk about General Baynes. And it was at the same time Philip described the boarding-house to us, and its inmates, and the landlady, and the doings there. For that struggling landlady, as for all women in dis- tress, our friend had a great sympathy and liking ; and she ox ins ]VAy rnnoLXiH the would. 387 returned Philip's kindness by being very good to Mademoi- selle Charlotte, and very forbearing with the General's wife and his other children. The appetites of those little ones were frightful, the temper of Madame la Generale was almost intolerable, but Charlotte was an angel, and the General was a mutton — a true mutton. Her own father had been so. The brave are often muttons at home. I suspect that, though madame could have made but little proht by the General's family, his monthly payments were very welcome to her meagre little exchequer. " Ah ! if all my locataires were like him!" sighed the poor lady. "That Madame Boldero, whom the Generaless treats always as Honorable, I wish I was as sure of hers ! And others again ! " I never kept a boarding-house, but I am sure there must be many painful duties attendant on that profession. What can you do if a lady or gentleman doesn't pay his bill ? Turn him or her out ? Perhaps the very thing that lady or gentleman would desire. They go. Those -trunks which you have insanely detained, and about which you have made a hght and a scandal, do not contain a hundred francs' worth of goods, and your debtors never come back again. You do not like to have a row in a boarding-house any more than you would like to have a party with scarlet- fever in your best bedroom. The scarlet-fever party staj^s, and the other boarders go away. What, you ask, do I mean by this m vster}^ ? I am sorry to have to give up names, and titled names. I am sorry to say the Honor- able Mrs. Boldero did not pay her bills. She was waiting for remittances which the Honorable Boldero was dreadfully remiss in sending. A dreadful man. He was still at his lordship's at Gaberlunzie Castle, shooting the wild deer and hunting the roe. And though the Honorable Mrs. B.'s heart was in the Highlands, of course how could she join her Highland chief without the money to pay madame ? The Highlands, indeed ! One dull da}^ it came out that the Honorable Boldero was amusing himself in uhe Highlands of Hesse Homburg ; and engaged in the dangerous sport which is to be had in the green plains about Loch Baden- bade noch ! " Did you ever hear of such depravity ? The woman is a desperate and un}»rincipled adventuress ! I wonder madame dares to put me and my children and my General down at table with such people as those, Philip ! " cries 388 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Madame la Generale. "I mean those opposite — that woman and her two daughters who haven't paid madame a shilling for three months — who owes me live hundred francs, which she borrowed until next Tuesday, expecting a remittance — a pretty remittance, indeed — from Lord Strongitharm. Lord Strongitharm, I dare say! And she pretends to be most intimate at the embassy ; and that she would introduce us there, and at the Tuileries ; and she told me Lady Garterton had the small-pox in the house ; and when I said all ours had been vaccinated, and I didn't mind, she fobbed me off with some other excuse ; and it's my belief the woman's a humbug. Overhear me ! I don't care if she does overhear me. No. You may look as much as you like, my Honorable Mrs. Boldero ; and I don't care if you do overhear me. Ogoost ! Pomdytare pour le General ! How tough madame's boof is, and it's boof, boof, boof every day till I'm sick of boof. Ogoost! why don't you attend to my children ? " And so forth. By this report of the worthy woman's conversation, you will see that the friendship which had sprung up between the two ladies had come to an end, in consequence of pain- ful pecuniary disputes between them ; that to keep a board- ing-house can't be a very pleasant occupation; and that even to dine in a boarding-house must be only bad fun when the company is frightened and dull, and when there are two old women at table ready to fling the dishes at each other's fronts. At the period of which I now write, I promise you, there was very little of the piano-duet business going on after dinner. In the first place everybody knew the girls' pieces, and when they began, Mrs. General Baynes would lift up a voice louder than the jingling old instrument, thumped Minna and Brenda ever so loudly. " Perfect strangers to me, Mr. Clancy, I assure you. Had I known her, you don't suppose I would have lent her the money. Honorable Mrs. Boldero, indeed. Pive weeks she has owed me five hundred frongs. Bong swor. Monsieur Bidois. Sang song frong pas payy encor ! Prommy, pas payy ! '' Fancy, I say, what a dreary life that must have been at the select boarding-house, where these two parties were doing battle daily after dinner ! Pancy, at the select soirees, the General's lady seizing upon one guest after another, and calling out her wrongs and pointing to the wrong-doer ; and poor Madame Smolensk, smirking and smiling and flying from one end of the salon to the other, ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 389 and thanking M. Pivoine for his charming romance, and M. Brumm for his admirable performance on the violoncello, and eveL asking those poor Miss Bolderos to perform their duet — for her heart melted towards them. Xot ignorant of evil, she had learned to succor the miserable. She knew what poverty was and had to coax scowling duns and wheedle vulgar creditors. "Tenez, Monsieur Philippe," she said, "the Geiierale is too cruel. There are others here who might complain, and are silent." Philip lelt all this ; the conduct of his future mother-in-law filled him with dismay and horror. And some time after these remarkable circumstances he told me, blushing as he spoke, a humiliating secret. " Do 3'ou know, sir," says he, " that that autumn I made a pretty good thing of it with one thing or another. I did my work for the Fall Mall Gazette: and Smith of the Daily Intellifjencer, wanting a month's holiday, gave me his letter and ten francs a day. And at that very time I met Eedman, who had owed me twenty pounds ever since we were at college, and who Avas just coming back flush from Homburg, and paid me. Well, now. Swear you won't tell. SAvear on your faith as a Christian man ! With this money I Avent, sir, privily to Mrs. Bol- der©. I said if she Avould pay the dragon — I mean Mrs. Baynes — I AA^ould lend her the money. And I did lend her the money, and the Boldero never paid back Mrs. Baynes. Don't mention it. Promise me you Avon't tell Mrs. Baynes. I never expected to get Redman's money, you know, and am no worse off than before. One day of the Grandes Eaux Ave Avent to Versailles, I think, and the Honorable Mrs. Boldero gaA'e us the slip. She left the poor girls behind her in pledge, AA^ho, to do them justice, cried and Avere in a dreadful Avay ; and when Mrs. Baynes, on our return, began shrieking about her 'sang song frong,' Madame Smolensk fairly lost patience for once, and said, ' Mais, madame, vous nous fatiguez avec a^os cinq cent francs ; ' on Avhich the other muttered something about ' Ansolong,' but was briskly taken up by her husband, AAdio said, 'By George, Eliza, madame is quite right. And I Avisli the fiA^e hundred francs Avere in the sea.' " Thus, you understand, if ]\rrs. General Baynes thought some people Avere " stuck-up people," some people can — and hereby do by these presents — pay off ]Mrs. Baynes, by furnishing the public Avith a candid opinion of that lady's morals, manners, and character. How cou'd such a shrcAvd 390 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Avoman be dazzled so repeatedly by ranks and titles ? There used to dine at ^ladame Smolensk's boarding-house a certain German baron, with a large linger-ring, upon a dingy finger, towards whom the lady was pleased to cast the eye of favor, and who chose to fall in love with her pretty daughter ; young Mr. Clancy, the Irish poet, was also smitten with the charms of the fair young lady ; and this intrepid mother encouraged both suitors, to the unspeakable agonies of Philip Firmin, who felt often that whilst he was away at his work these inmates of Madame Smolensk's house were -near his charmer — at her side at lunch, ever handing her the cup at breakfast, on the watch for her when she walked forth in the garden ; and I take the pangs of jealousy to have formed a part of those unspeakable sufferings which Philip said he endured in the house whither he came courting. Little Charlotte, in one or two of her letters to her friends in Queen Square, London, meekly complained of Philip's tendency to jealousy. " Does he think, after knowing him, 1 can think of these horrid men ? " she asked. " I don't understand what ]\Ir. Clancy is talking about, when he comes to me with his ' pomes and potry ; ' and who can read poetry like Philip himself? Then the G-erman baron — who does not call even himself baron : it is mamma who will insist upon calling him so — has such very dirty things, and smells so of cigars, that I don't like to come near him. Philip smokes too, but his cigars are quite pleasant. Ah, dear friend, how could he ever think such men as these were to be put in comparison with him ! And he scolds so ; and scowls at the poor men in the evening when he comes ! and his temper is so high ! Do say a word to him — quite cau- tiously and gently, you know — in behalf of your fondly attached and most happy — only he will make me unhappy sometimes ; but you'll prevent him, won't you ? — Char- lotte B." I could fancy Philip hectoring through the part of Othello, and his poor young Desdemona not a little frightened at his black humors. Such sentiments as jV[r. Philip felt strongly, he expressed with an uproar. Charlotte's correspondent, as usual, made light of these little domestic confidences and grievances. "Women don't dislike a jealous scolding," she said. " It may be rather tiresome, but it is always a com- pliment. Some husbands think so well of themselves, that they can't condescend to be jealous." " Yes," I saj^, '' women prefer to have t^a-ants over them. A scolding you think is ox ins WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 391 a mark of attention. Hadn't you better adopt the Russian system at once, and go out and buy me a whip, and present it to me with a courtesy, and 3^ oui- compliments ; and a meek prayer that I should use it/"' ''Present you a whip ! present j^ou a goose ! " saj^s the lad}^, who encourages scold- ing in other husbands, it seems, but won't suffer a word from her own. Both disputants had set their sentimental hearts on the marriage of this young man and this youn.2: woman. Little Charlotte's heart was so bent on the match, that it would break, we fancied, if she were disappointed ; and in her mother's behavior we felt, from the knowledge we had of the woman's disposition, there was a serious cause for alarm. Should a better offer present itself, INIrs. Baynes, we feared, would fling over poor Philip : or it was in reason and nature that he would come to a quarrel with her, and in the course of the pitched battle which must ensue be- tween them, he would hre off expressions mortally injurious. Are there not many people, in every one's acquaintance, who, as soon as they have made a bargain, repent of it? Philip, as " preserver " of General Baynes, in the first fervor of family gratitude for that act of self-sacrihce on the young man's part, was very well. But gratitude wears out; or suppose a woman says, "It is my duty to mj^ child to recall my word, and not allow her to fling herself away on a beggar." Suppose that you and I, strongly inclined to do a mean action, get a good, available, and moral motive for it ? I trembled for poor Philip's course of true love, and little Charlotte's chances, when these surmises crossed my mind. There was a hope still in the honor and gratitude of General Baynes. He would not desert his young friend and benefactor. Xow General Baynes was a brave man of war, and so was John of ^Marlborough a brave man of war ; but it is certain that both were afraid of their wives. We have said by .vhose invitation and encouragement General Baynes was induced to bring his family to the boarding-house at Paris ; the instigation, namely, of his friend and companion in arms, the gallant Colonel Bunch. AVhen the Baynes family arrived, the Bunches were on the steps of madame's house, waving a welcome to their new- comers. It was, " Here we are. Bunch, my boy." " Glad to see you, Baynes. Right well you're looking, and so's Mrs. B." And the General replies, " And so are you, Bunch ; and so do t/ou, Mrs. B." '^ How do, boys ? How d'you do, 392 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP Miss Charlotte ? Come to show the Paris fellows what a pretty girl is, hey ? Blooming like a rose, Bayiies ! " "I'm telling the General," cries the Colonel to the General's lady, " the girl's the very image of her mother." In this case poor Charlotte must have looked like a yellow rose, for ]\[rs. Baynes was of a bilious temperament and complexion, whereas Miss Charlotte was as fresh pink and white as — what shall we say? — as the very freshest strawberries mingled with the very nicest cream. The two old soldiers were of very great comfort to one another. They toddled down to Galignani's together daily, and read the papers there. They went and looked at the reviews in the Carrousel, and once or twice to the Champ de Mars : — recognizing here and there the numbers of the regiments against which they had been engaged in the famous ancient w^ars. They did not brag in the least about their achievements, they winked and understood each other. They got their old uniforms out of their old boxes, and took a volture de remise, by Jove ! and went to be presented to Louis Philippe. They bought a catalogue, and went to the Louvre, and wagged their honest old heads before the pictures ; and, I dare say, winked and nudged each other's brave old sides at some of the nymphs in the statue gallery. They went out to Versailles Avlth their families ; loyally stood treat to the ladies at the restaurateur's. (Bunch had taken down a memorandum in his pocket-book from Benyon, who had been the duke's aide-de-camp in the last campaign, to '• go to Beauvillier's," only Beauvillier's had been shut up for twenty years.) They took their families and Char- lotte to the Theatre Frangais, to a tragedy 5 and they had books : and they said it was the most confounded nonsense they ever saw in their lives ; and I am bound to say that Bunch, in the back of the box, snored so that, though in retirement, he created quite a sensation. "Corneal," he owns, was too much for him : give him Shakspeare : give him John Kemble : give him Mrs. Siddons : give him Mrs. Jordan. But as for this sort of thing ? "I think our play days are over, Baynes, — hey?" And I also believe that Miss Charlotte Baynes, whose knowledge of the language was imperfect as yet, was very much bewildered during the tragedy, and could give but an imperfect account of it. But then Philip Pirmin was in the orchestra stalls ; and had he not sent three bouquets for the three ladies, regret- ting that he could not come to see somebody in the Champs ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 393 Elysees, because it was liis post da}^, aud lie must write his letter for the Fall Mall Gazette ? There he was, her Cid ; her peerless champion : and to give up father and mother iov him? oiu* little Chimene thought such a sacrifice not too difficult. After that dismal attempt at the theatre, the experiment was not repeated. The old gentlemen pre- ferred their w^hist to those pompous Alexandrines sung through the nose, which Colonel Bunch, a facetious little Colonel, used to imitate, and, I am given to understand, very badly. The good gentlemen's ordinary amusement was a game at cards after dinner; and they compared Madame's to an East Indian ship, quarrels and all. Sarah went on just in that way on board the " Burrumpooter." Always rows about precedence, and the services, and the deuce knows what. Women always will. Sarah Bunch went on in that way : and Eliza Baynes also went on in that way ; but I should think, from the most trustworthy^ information, that Eliza was worse than Sarah. ''About any person with a title, that women will make a fool of herself to the end of the chapter," remarked Sarah of her friend. " You remember how she used to go on at Barrackpore about that little shrimp, Stoney Battersby, because he was an Irish viscount's son ? See how she flings herself at the head of this Mrs. Boldero, — with her airs, and her paint, and her black front I I can't bear the woman ! I know she has not paid madame. I know she is no better than she should be — and to see Eliza Baynes coaxing her, and sidling up to her, and flattering her ; — it's too bad, that it is ! A woman who owes ever so much to madame ! a woman who doesn't pay her washerwoman I " " Just like the ' Burrumpooter ' over again, my dear," cries Colonel Bunch. " You and Eliza Baynes were always quarrelling, that's the fact. Wh}' did you ask her to come here ? I knew you would begin again, as soon as you met." And the truth was that these ladies were always fighting and making up again. " So you and Mrs. Bunch were old acquaintances ? " asked Mrs. Boldero of her new friend. " My dear Mrs. Baynes ! I should hardly have thought it : your manners are so dif- ferent ! Your friend, if I may be so free as to speak, has the camp manner. You have not the camp manner at all. I should have thought you — excuse me the phrase, but I'm so open, and always speak my mind out — you haven't the 394 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP camp manner at all. You seem as if you were one of us. Minna ! doesn't Mrs. Baynes put you in mind of Lady Hm ? " (The name is inaudible, in consequence of Mrs. Boldero's exceeding shyness in mentioning names — but the girls see the likeness to dear Lady Hm at once.) '' And when you bring your dear girl to London you'll know the lady I mean, and judge for yourself. I assure you I am not disparaging you, my dear Mrs. Baynes, in comparing you to her ! " And so the conversation goes on. If Mrs. Major Mac- Whirter at Tours chose to betray secrets, she could give extracts from her sister's letters to show how profound was the impression created in Mrs. General Baynes's mind by the professions and conversations of the Scotch lady. " Didn't the General shoot, and love deer-stalking ? The dear General must come to Gaberlunzie Castle, where she would promise him a Highland welcome. Her brother Strongitharm was the most amiable of men ; adored her and her girls : there was talk even of marrying Minna to the Captain, but she, for her part, could not endure the marriage of first-cousins. There was a tradition against such marriages in their family. Of three Bolderos and Strongitharms who married their first-cousins, one was drowned in Gaberlunzie lake three weeks after the mar- riage ; one lost his wife by a galloping consumption, and died a monk at Rome ; and the third married a fortnight before the battle of Culloden, where he was slain at the head of the Strongitharms. ]\Irs. Baynes had no idea of the splendor of Gaberlunzie Castle ; seventy bedrooms and thirteen company-rooms, besides the picture-galler}^ I In Edinburgh, the Strongitharm had the right to wear his bonnet in the presence of his sovereign." " A bonnet ! how very odd, my dear ! But with ostrich plumes, I dare say it may look well, especially as the Highlanders wear frocks, too." " Lord Strongitharm had no house in London, having almost ruined himself in building his princely castle in the North. Mrs. Baynes must come there and meet their noble relatives and all the Scottish nobility." "Nor do / care about these vanities, my dear, but to bring my sweet Charlotte into the world : is it not a mother's duty ? " Not only to her sister, but likewise to Charlotte's friends of Queen Square, did Mrs. Baynes impart these delightful news. But this is in the first ardor of the friendship which arises between Mrs. Baynes and Mrs. Boldero, and ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 395 before those unpleasant money disputes of which we have spoken. Afterwards, when the two ladies have quarrelled regard- ing the memorable " sang song frong," I think Mrs. Bunch came round to Mrs. Boldero's side. "Eliza Baynes is too hard on her. It is too cruel to insult her before those two unhappy daughters. The woman is an odious woman, and a vulgar woman, and a schemer, and I always said so. But to box her ears before her daughters — her honorable friend of last week ! it's a shame of Eliza ! " "My dear, you'd better tell her so ! " says Bunch, dryly. " But if you do, tell her when I'm out of the way, please ! " And accordingly, one day when the two old officers return from their stroll, Mrs. Bunch informs the Colonel that she has had it out with Eliza : and Mrs. Baynes, with a heated face, tells the General that she and Mrs. Colonel Bunch have quarrelled ; and she is determined it shall be for the last time. So that poor Madame de Smolensk has to interpose between Mrs. Baj'ues and ]\Irs. Boldero ; between jSIrs. Baynes and Mrs. Bunch ; and to sit surrounded by glaring eyes, and hissing innuendoes, and in the midst of feuds unhealable. Of course, from the women the quarrel- ling will spread to the gentlemen. That always happens. Poor madame trembles. Again Bunch gives his neighbor his word that it is like the "Burrumpooter " East Indiaman — the " Burrumpooter " in very bad weather, too. "At any rate, we won't be lugged into it, Baj'nes my boy ! " says the Colonel, who is of a sanguine temperament, to his friend. " Hey, hey ! don't be too sure, Bunch ; don't be too sure," sighs the other veteran, who, it may be, is of a more de- sponding turn, as, after a battle at luncheon, in which the Amazons were fiercely engaged, the two old warriors take their Avalk to Galignani's. Towards his Charlotte's relatives poor Philip was respect- ful by duty and a sense of interest, perhaps. Before mar- riage, especially, men are very kind to the relatives of the beloved object. They pay compliments to mamma ; they listen to papa's old stories, and laugh appositely ; they bring presents for the innocent young ones, and let the little brothers kick their shins. Philip endured the juvenile Bayneses ver}^ kindly : he took the boys to Franconi's, and made his conversation as suitable as he could to the old people. He was fond of the old General, a simple and 396 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP worthy old man; and had, as we have said, a hearty- sympathy and respect for Madame Smolensk, admiring her constancy and good-humor under her many trials. But those who have perused his memoirs are aware that Mr. Firmin could make himself, on occasions, not a little dis- agreeable. When sprawling on a sofa, engaged in conver- sation with his charmer, he would not budge, when other ladies entered the room. He scowled at them, if he did not like them. He was not at the least trouble to conceal his likes or dislikes. He had a manner of hxing his glass in his eye, putting his thumbs into the armholes of his waistcoat, and talking and laughing very loudly at his own jokes or conceits, which was not pleasant or respectful to ladies. " Your loud young friend, with the cracked boots, is very mauvais to?i, my dear Mrs. Baynes," Mrs. Boldero remarked to her new friend, in the first ardor of their friendship. '' A relative of Lord Ringwood's, is he ? Lord Eingwood is a very queer person. A son of that dreadful Dr. Firmin, who ran away after cheating everybody ? Poor young man ! He can't help having such a father, as you say, and most good, and kind, and generous of you to say so. And the General and the Honorable Philip Pingwood were early companions together, I dare say. But, having such an unfortunate father as Dr. Firmin, I think Mr. Firmin might be a little less ^^ro?io?Z("e; don't you? And to see him in cracked boots, sprawling over the sofas, and hear him, when my loves are playing their duets, laughing and talking so very loud — I confess isn't pleasant to me. I am not used to that kind of monde, nor are my dear loves. You are under great obligations to him, and he has behaved nobly, you say ? Of course. To get into your society an unfortunate young man will be on his best behavior, though he certainly does not condescend to be civil to us. But . . . What! that young man engaged to that lovely, innocent, charming child, your daughter ? My dear creature, you frighten me ! A man with such a father ; and, excuse me, with such a manner ; and without a penny in the world, engaged to Miss Baynes ! G-oodness, powers ! It must never be. It shall not be, my dear Mrs. Baynes. Why, I have written to my nephew Lenox to come over, Strongith- arni's favorite son and my favorite nephew. I have told him that there is a sweet young creature here, whom he must and ought to see. How well that dear child would OiV HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 397 look presiding at Strongitharm Castle ? And yon are going to give her to that dreadful young man with the loud voice and the cracked boots — that smoky young man — oh, im- possible ! " Madame had, no doubt, given a very favorable report of her new lodgers to the other inmates of her house ; and she and Mrs. Boldero had concluded that all general officers returning from India were immensely rich. To think that her daughter might be the Honorable Mrs. Strongitharm, Baroness Strongitharm, and walk in a coronation in robes, with a coronet in her hand ! Mrs. Baynes yielded in loyalty to no w^oman, but I fear her wicked desires compassed a speedy royal demise, as this thought passed through her mind of the Honorable Lenox Strongitharm. She looked him out in the Peerage, and found that young nobleman des- ignated as the Captain of Strongitharm ! Charlotte might be the Honorable Mrs. Captain of Strongitharm ! When poor Phil stalked in after dinner that evening in his shabby boots and smoky paletot, Mrs. Baynes gave him but a grim welcome. He went and prattled unconsciously by the side of his little Charlotte, whose tender eyes dwelt upon his, and whose fair cheeks flung out their blushes of welcome. He prattled away. He laughed out loud whilst Minna and Brenda were thumping their duet. " Taisez-vous done, Mon- sieur Philippe," cries madame, putting her finger to her lip. The Honorable Mrs. Boldero looked at dear Mrs. Baynes, and shrugged her shoulders. Poor Philip I would he have laughed so loudly (and so rudely too, as I own) had he known what was passing in the minds of those women ? Treason was passing there : and before that glance of know- ing scorn, shot from the Honorable Mrs. Boldero's eyes, dear Mrs. General Baynes faltered. How very curt and dry she was with Philip ! how testy with Charlotte ! Poor Philip, knowing that his charmer was in the power of her mother, was pretty humble to this dragon ; and attempted, by uncouth flatteries, to soothe and propitiate her. She had a queer, dr}^ humor, and loved a joke ; but Phil's fell very flat this night. Mrs. Baynes received his pleasantries with an " Oh, indeed ! " She was sure she heard one of the children crying in their nursery. *' Do, pray, go and see, Charlotte, what that child is crying about." And away goes poor Charlotte, having but dim presentiment of misfortune as yet. Was not mamma often in an ill humor ; and were they not all used to her scoldings ? 398 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP As for Mrs. Colonel Bunch, I am sorry to say that, up to this time, Philip was not only no favorite with her, but was heartily disliked by that lady. I have told you our friend's faults. He was loud : he was abrupt : he was rude often : and often gave just cause of annoyance by his laughter, his disresj)ect, and his swaggering manner. To those whom he liked he was as gentle as a woman ; and treated them with an extreme tenderness and touching rough respect. But those persons about whom he was indifferent, he never took the least trouble to conciliate or please. If they told long stories, for example, he would turn on his heel, or interrupt them by observations of his own on some quite different subject. Mrs. Colonel Bunch, then, positively disliked that young man, and I think had very good reasons for her dis- like. As for Bunch, Bunch said to Baynes, " Cool hand, that young fellow ! " and winked. And Baynes said to Bunch, "Queer chap. Fine fellow, as I have reason to know pretty well. I play a club. No club ? I mark honors and two tricks." And the game went on. Clancy hated Philip : a meek man whom Pirmin had yet managed to offend. ''That man," the poet Clancy remarked, "has a manner of treading on me corrans which is intolerable to me ! " The truth is, Philip was always putting his foot on some other foot, and trampling it. And as for the Boldero clan, Mr. Pirmin treated them with the most amusing insolence, and ignored them as if they w^ere out of existence altogether. So you see the poor fellow^ had not wdth his poverty learned the least lesson of humility, or acquired the very earliest rudiments of the art of making friends. I think his best friend in the house was its mistress, Madame Smolensk. Mr. Philip treated her as an equal : which mark of affability he was not in the habit of bestowing on all persons. Some great people, some rich people, some would-be-fine people, he would patronize with an insufferable audacit3^ Bank or wealth do not seem somehow to influence this man, as they do common mortals. He would tap a bishop on the waist- coat, and contradict a duke at their first meeting. I have seen him walk out of church during a stupid sermon, with an audible remark perhaps to that effect, and as if it were a matter of course that he should go. If the company bored him at dinner, he would go to sleep in the most unaffected manner. At home we were always kept in a pleasant state of anxiety, not only by what he did and said, O.V HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 399 but by the idea of what he might do or say next. He did not go to sleep at madame's boarding-house, preferring to keep his eyes open to look at pretty Charlotte's. And were there ever such sapphires as his ? she thought. And hers ? Ah ! if they have tears to shed, I hope a kind fate will dry them quickly ! CHAPTER XXI. TREATS OF DANCING, DINING, DYING. LD scliool-boys remember how, when pious ^neas was compelled by pain- ful circumstances to quit his country, he and his select band of Trojans founded a new Troy, where they landed; raising temples to the Trojan gods ; building streets with T r o j a n names ; and endeavor- ing, to the utmost of their power, to recall their beloved native place. In like manner British Trojans and French Trojans take their Troy every- where. Algiers I have only seen from the sea; but New Orleans and Leicester Square I have visited ; and have seen a quaint old France still lingering on the banks of the Mississippi ; a dingy modern France round that great Globe of Mr. Wyld's, which they say is coming to an end. There are French cafes, billiards, estaminets, waiters, markers, poor Frenchmen, and rich Frenchmen, in a new Paris — shabby and dirty, it is true — but offering the emigrant the dominoes, the chopine, the petit-verre of the patrie. And do not British Trojans, who emigrate to the continent of Europe, take their Troy Avith them ? You all know the quarters of Paris which swarm with us Trojans. From Peace Street to the Arch of the Star are collected thousands of refugees from our Ilium. Under the arcades of the Rue de Rivoli you meet, at certain hours, as many of our Trojans as of the natives. In the Trojan inns of " Meurice," the " Louvre," &c., Ave swarm. We have 400 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. 401 numerous Auglo-Trojau doctors and apothecaries, who give us the dear pills and doses of Pergamus. We go to Mrs. Guerre or kind Mrs. Colombin, and can purchase the sand- wiches of Troy, the pale ale and sherry of Troy, and the dear, dear muffins of home. We live for years, never speaking any language but our native Trojan ; except to our servants, whom we instruct in the Trojan way of preparing toast for breakfast; Trojan bread-sauce for fowls and partridges; Trojan corn-beef, i&c. We have temples where Ave worship according to the Trojan rites. A kindly sight is that which one beholds of a Sunday in the Elysian fields and the St. Honore quarter, of processions of English grown people and children, stalwart, red-cheeked, marching to their churches, their gilded prayer-books in hand, to sing in a stranger's land the sacred songs of their Zion. I am sure there are many English in Paris who never speak to any native above the rank of a waiter or shopman. Not long since I was listening to a Erenchman at Folkestone, speak- ing English to the waiters and acting as interpreter for his party. He spoke p»retty well and very quickly. He was irresistibly comical. 1 wonder how we maintained our gravity. And you and I, my dear friend, when we speak French, I dare say we are just as absurd. As absurd ! And why not ? Don't you be discouraged, young fellow. Courage^ vionjeune ami! Remember, Trojans have a conquering way with them. When ^Eneas landed at Carthage, I dare say he spoke Carthaginian with a ridiculous Trojan accent ; but, for all that, poor Dido fell desperately in love with him. Take example by the son of Anchises, my boy. iSTever mind the grammar or the pronunciation, but tackle the lady, and sjDeak j^our mind to her as best you can. This is the plan which the Vicomte de Loisy used to adopt. He was following a cours of English according to the celebrated methode Johson. The cours assembled twice a week ; and the Vicomte, with laudable assiduity, went to all English parties to which he could gain an introduction, for the purpose of acquiring the English language, and marrying une Anglaise. This industrious young man even went au Temple on Sundays for the purpose of familiariz- ing himself with the English language ; and as he sat un- der Dr. Murrogh iMacmanus of T. C. I)., a very eloquent preacher at Paris in those days, the Vicomte acquired a very fine pronunciation. Attached to the cause of unfortu- nate monarchy all over the world, the Vicomte had fought VOL. I. — 26 402 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP ill the Spaiiisli Carlist armies. He waltzed well : and iiiadame thought his cross looked nice at her parties. Will it be believed that Mrs. General Baynes took this gentleman into special favor ; talked with him at soiree after soiree ; never laughed at his English ; encouraged her girl to waltz with him (which he did to perfection, whereas poor Philip was but a hulking and clumsy performer) ; and showed him the very greatest favor, until one day, on going into Mr. Bonus's, the house-agent (who lets lodgings, and sells British pickles, tea, sherry, and the like), she found the Vicomte occupying a stool as clerk in Mr. Bonus's establishment, where for twelve hundred francs a year he gave his invaluable services during the day ! Mrs. Baynes took poor midame severely to task for admitting such a man to her assemblies. Madame was astonished. Monsieur Avas a gentleman of ancient family who had met with misfortunes. He was earning his maintenance. To sit in a bureau was not a dishonor. Knowing that houtiq^iie meant shop and gar^on meant boy, Mrs. Baynes made use of the words boutique gargon the next time she saw the Vicomte. The little man wept tsars of rage and mortihcation. There was a very painful scene, at which, thank mercy, poor Charlotte thought, Philip was not present. Were it not for the General's cheveux hlancs (by which phrase the Vicomte very kindly designated General Baynes's chestnut top-knot), the Vicomte would have had reason from him. "Charming miss," he said to Charlotte, "your respectable papa is safe from my sword ! Madame your mamma has addressed me words which I qualify not. But you — you are too 'andsome, too good, to despise a poor soldier, a poor gentleman!" I have heard the Vicomte still dances at boarding-houses and is still in pursuit of an Anglaise. He must be a wooer now almost as elderly as the good General whose scalp he respected. Mrs. Baynes was, to be sure, a heavy weight to bear for poor madame, but her lean shoulders were accustomed to many a burden ; and if the General's wife was quarrelsome and odious, he, as madame said, was as soft as a mutton ; and Charlotte's pretty face and manners were the admira- tion of all. The yellow Miss Bolderos, those hapless elderly orphans left in pawn, might bite their lips with envy, but they never could make them ai red as Miss Charlotte's smiling mouth. To the honor of Madame Smolensk be it said that never, by word or hint, did she ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 403 cause those unliappy 3'ouug ladies any needless pain. She never stinted them of any meal. jSTo full-priced pensioner of madame's could have breakfast, luncheon, dinners served more regularly. The day after their mother's flight, that good Madame Smolensk took early cups of tea to the girls' rooms, with her own hands ; and I believe helped to do the hair of one of them, and otherwise to soothe them in their misfortune. They could not keep their secret. It must be owned that ]\Irs. Baynes never lost an opportunity of deploring their situation and acquainting all new-comers with their mother's flight and transgression. But she was good-natured to the captives in her grim way : and admired madame's forbearance regard- ing them. The two old officers were now especially polite to the poor things : and the General rapped one of his boys over the knuckles for saying to Miss Brenda, "If your uncle is a lord, why doesn't he give you any money ? " " And these girls used to hold their heads above mine, and their mother used to give herself such airs ! " cried Mrs. Baynes. " And Eliza Baynes used to flatter those x^oor girls and their mother, and fancy they were going to make a woman of fashion of her ! " said Mrs. Bunch. " We all have our weaknesses. Lords are not yours, my dear. Faith, I don't think you know one," says stout little Colonel Bunch. "I wouldn't pay a duchess such court as Eliza paid that woman I " cried Sarah ; and she made sarcastic inquiries of the General, whether Eliza had heard from her friend the Honorable Mrs. Boldero ? But for all this Mrs. Bunch pitied the young ladies, and I believe gave them a little supply of coin from her private purse. A word as to their private history. Their mamma became the terror of boarding-house keepers : and the poor girls practised their duets all over Europe. Mrs. Boldero's noble nephew, the present Strongitharm (as a friend who knows the fashion- able world informs me), was victimized by his own uncle, and a most painful affair occurred between them at a game at " blind hookey." The Honorable Mrs. Boldero is living in the precincts of Holyrood; one of her daughters is happily married to a minister; and the other to an apothe- cary who was called in to attend her in quinsy. So I am inclined to think that ])lirase about " select " boarding- houses is a mere complimentary term; and as for the strictest references being given and required, I certainly should not lay out extra money for printing that expression 404 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP in my advertisement, were I going to set up an establish- ment myself. Old college friends of Philip's visited Paris from time to time; and rejoiced in carrying him off to "Borel's" or the " Trois Freres," and hospitably treating him who had been so hospitable in his time. Yes, thanks be to heaven, there are good Samaritans in pretty large numbers in this world, and hands ready enough to succor a man in misfortune. I could name two or three gentlemen who drive about in chariots and look at people's tongues and write queer hgures and queer Latin on note-paper, who occultly made a purse containing some seven or ten score fees, and sent them out to Dr. Firniin in his banishment. The poor wretch had behaved as ill as might be, but he was without a penny or a friend. I dare say Dr. Goodenough, amongst other philanthropists, put his hands into his pocket. Hav- ing heartily disliked and mistrusted Firmin in prosperity, in adversity he melted towards the poor fugitive wretch : he even could believe that Firmin had some skill in his profession, and in his practice was not quite a quack. Philip's old college and school cronies laughed at hearing that, now his ruin was comjjlete, he was thinking about marriage. Such a plan was of a piece with Mr. Firmin's known prudence and foresight. But they made an objec- tion to his proposed union, which had struck us at home previously. Papa-in-law was well enough, or at least inoffensive : but ah, ye powers ! what a mother-in-law was poor Phil laying up for his future days ! Two or three of our mutual companions made this remark on returning to work and chambers after their autumn holiday. We never had too much charity for Mrs. Baynes ; and what Philip told us about her did not serve to increase our regard. About Christmas Mr. Firmin's own affairs brought him on a brief visit to London. We were not jealous that he took up his quarters with his little friend, of Thornhaugh Street, who was contented that he should dine with us, provided she could have the pleasure of housing him under her kind shelter. High and mighty people as we were — for under what humble roofs does not Vanity hold her sway? — we, who knew Mrs. Brandon's virtues, and were aware of her early story, would have condescended to receive her into our society ; but it was the little lady her- self who had her pride, and held aloof. "My parents did not give me the education you have had, ma'am," Caroline ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 405 said to my wife. " My place is not here, I know very well ; unless you should be took ill, and tke?i, ma'am, you'll see that I will be glad enough to come. Philip can come and see 7ne ; and a blessing it is to me to set eyes on him. But I shouldn't be happy in your drawing-room, nor you in having me. The dear children look surprised at my way of talking ; and no wonder : and they laugh sometimes to one another, God bless 'em ! I don't mind. My education was not cared for. I scarce had any schooling but what I taught myself. My pa hadn't the means of learning me much : and it is too late to go to school at forty odd. I've got all his stockings and things darned ; and his linen, poor fellow! — beautiful: I wish they kep' it as nice in France, where he is ! You'll give my love to the young lady, won't }■ ou, ma'am ? and oh ! it's a blessing to me to hear how good and gentle she is ! He has a high temper, Philip have : but them he likes can easy manage him. You have been his best kind friends ; and so will she be, I trust ; and they may be happy though they're poor. But they've time to get rich, haven't they ? And it's not the richest that's the happiest, that I can see in many a fine house where Xurse Brandon goes and has her eyes open, though she don't say much, you know." In this way Nurse Brandon would prattle on to us when she came to see us. She would share our meal, always thanking by name the servant who helped her. She insisted on calling our children "Miss" an 1 "Master," and I think those young satirists did not laugh often or unkindly at her peculiarities. I know they were told that Xurse Brandon was very good ; and that she took care of her father in his old age ; and that she had passed through very great griefs and trials ; and that she had nursed Uncle Philip when he had been very ill indeed, and when many people would have been afraid to come near him ; and that her life was spent in tending the sick, and in doing good to her neighbor. One da}^ during Philip's stay with us we happen to read in the paper Lord Ringwood's arrival in London. My lord had a grand town-house of his own which he did not always inhabit. He liked the cheerfulness of a hotel better. Ring wood House was too large and too dismal. He did not care to eat a solitary mutton-chop in a great dining-room surrounded by ghostly images of dead King- woods — his dead son, a boy who had died in his boyhood j 406 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP his dead brother attired in the uniform of his day (in which picture there was no little resemblance to Philip Firmin, the Colonel's grandson) ; Lord Eingwood's dead self, hnally, as he appeared still a young man when Lawrence painted him, and when lie was the companion of the Regent and his friends. "Ah! that's the fellow I least like to look at," the old man would say, scowling at the picture, and breaking out into the old-fashioned oaths which garnished many conversations in his young days. " That fellow could ride all day ; and sleep all night, or go without sleep as he chose ; and drink his four bottles, and never have a headache ; and break his collar-bone, and see the fox killed three hours after. That was once a man, as old Marlborough said, looking at his own picture. Now my doctor's my master ; my doctor and the infernal gout over him. I live upon pap and puddens, like a baby ; only I've shed all my teeth, hang 'em. If I drink three glasses of sherry, my butler threatens me. You young fellow, who haven't twopence in your pocket, by George, I would like to change with you. Only you wouldn't, hang you, you wouldn't. Why, I don't believe Todhunter would change with me: would you, Todhunter? — and you're about as fond of a great man as any fellow I ever knew. Don't tell me. You are, sir. Why, when I walked with you on Ryde Sands one day, I said to that fellow, ' Tod- hunter, don't you think I could order the sea to stand still ? ' I did. And you had never heard of King Canute, hanged if you had, and never read any book except the Stud-book and Mrs. Glasse's Cookery, hanged if vou did." Such remarks and conversations of his relative has Philip reported to me. Two or three men about town had very good imitations of this toothless, growling, blasphemous old cynic. He was splendid a*nd penurious ; violent and easily led ; surrounded by flatterers and utterly lonely. He had old-world notions, which I believe have passed out of the manners of great folks now. He thought it beneath him to travel by railway, and his post-chaise was one of the last on the road. The tide rolled on in spite of this old Canute, and has long since rolled over him and his post- chaise. Why, almost all his imitators are actually dead ; and only this year, when old Jack Mummers gave an imita- tion of him at " Ba3^s's " (where Jack's mimicry used to be received with shouts of laughter but a few years since), there was a dismal silence in the coffee-room, except from ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 407 two or three young men at a near table, who said, " What is the okl fool nuinibling and swearing at now ? An imita- tion of Lord Kingwood, and who was he ? " So our names pass away, and are forgotten : and the tallest statues, do not the sands of time accumulate and overwhelm them ? 1 have not forgotten my lord ; any more than I have forgotten the cock of my school, about whom, perhaps, you don't care to hear. I see my lord's bald head, and hooked beak, and bushy eyebrows, and tall velvet collar, and brass buttons, and great black mouth, and trembling hand, and trembling parasites around him, and I can hear his voice, and great oaths, and laughter. You parasites of to-day are bowing to other great people ; and this great one, who was alive only yesterday, is as dead as George tV. or Kebuchadnezzar. Well, we happen to read that Philip's noble relative Lord Kingwood has arrived at Hotel, whilst Philip is stay- ing with us ; and I own that I counsel my friend to go and wait upon his lordship. He had been very kind at Paris : he had evidentl}^ taken a liking to Philip. Firmin ought to go and see him. Who knows ? Lord Eingwood might be inclined to do something for his brother's grandson. This was just the point which any one who knew Philip should have hesitated to urge upon him. To try and make him bow and smile on a great man with a view of future favors, was to demand the impossible from Firmin. The king's men may lead the king's horses to the water, but the king himself can't make them drink. I own that I came back to the subject, and urged it repeatedly on my friend. " I have been," said Philip, sulkily. " I have left a card upon him. If he wants me, he can send to No. 120, Queen Square, Westminster, my present hotel. But if you think he will give me anything beyond a dinner, I tell you you are mistaken." We dined that day with Philip's employer, worthy Mr. ]\rugford, of the Pall Mall Gazette, Avho was profuse in his hospitalities, and especially gracious to Philip. Mugford was pleased with Fii-min's letters ; and you may be sure that severer critics did not contradict their friend's good-natured patron. We drove to the suburban villa at Hampstead, and steaming odors of soup, mutton, onions, rushed out into the hall to give us welcome, and to warn us of the good cheer in store for the party. This was not one of Mugford's days for countermanding side-dishes, I promise you. Men in 408 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP black with noble white cotton gloves were in waiting to re- ceive us; and Mrs. Mugford, in a rich blue satin and feathers, a profusion of flounces, laces, marabouts, jewels, and eau-de-Cologne, rose to welcome us from a stately sofa, where she sat surrounded by her children. These, too, were in brilliant dresses, with shining new-combed hair. The ladies, of course, instantly began to talk about their children, and my wife's unfeigned admiration for Mrs. Mugford's last baby I think won that worthy lady's good-will at once. I made some remark regarding one of the boys as being the picture of his father, which was not lucky. I don't know why, but I have it from her husband's own admission, that Mrs. Mugford always thinks I am " chaffing her." One of the boys frankly informed me there was goose for dinner ; and when a cheerful cloop was heard from a neighboring room, told me that was pa drawing the corks. Why should Mrs. Mugford reprove the outspoken child and say, "James, hold your tongue, do now " ? Better wine than was poured forth, when those corks were drawn, never flowed from bottle, — I say, I never saw better wine nor more bottles. If ever a table may be said to have groaned, that expression might with justic3 be applied to Mugford's mahogany. Talbot Twysden would have feasted forty people with the meal here provided for eight by our most hospitable enter- tainer. Though Mugford's editor was present, who thinks himself a very fine fellow, I assure you, but whose name I am not at liberty to divulge, all the honors of the entertain- ment were for the Paris Corresj)ondent, who was specially requested to take Mrs. M. to dinner. As an earl's grand- nephew, and a lord's great-grandson, of course we felt that this place of honor was Firmin's right. How Mrs. Mugford pressed him to eat ! She carved — I am very glad she would not let Philip carve for her, for he might have sent the goose into her lap — she carved, I say, and I really think she gave him more stuffing than to any of us, but that may have been mere envy on my part. Allusions to Lord Ringwood were repeatedly made during dinner. '' Lord R. has come to town, Mr. F., I perceive," says Mugford, wink- ing. "You've been to see him, of course?" Mr. Firmin glared at me very fiercely : he had to own he had been to call on Lord Ringwood. Mugford led the conversation to the noble lord so frequently that Philip madly kicked my shins under the table. I don't know how many times I had to suffer from that foot which in its time has trampled on ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 409 so many persons : a kick for each time Lord Kingwood's name, houses, parks, properties, were mentioned was a frightful allowance. Mrs. Mugford would say, "]\lay I assist you to a little pheasant, Mr. Firmin ? I dare say they are not as good as Lord Ringwood's " (a kick from Philip) ; or ^[ugtord would exclaim, '' Mr. F., try that 'ock ! Lord Kingwood hasn't better wine than that." (Dreadful punishment upon my tibia under the table.) " John ! Two 'ocks. me and ^Ir. Firmin. Join us, Mr. P.," and so forth. And after dinner, to the ladies — as my wife, who betrayed their mysteries, informed me — Mrs. ^Mugford's conversation was incessant regarding the Eingwood family and Firmin's relationship to that noble house. The meeting of the old lord and Firmin in Paris was discussed with immense interest. '' His lordship called him Philip most affable ! he was very fond of Mr. Firmin." A little bird had told Mrs. Mugford that somebody else was very fond of Mr. Firmin. She hoped it would be a match, and that his lordship would do the handsome thing by his nephew. What ? My wife wondered that Mrs. Mugford should know about Philip's affairs (and wonder indeed she did) ? A little bird had told Mrs. ^L — a friend of both ladies, that dear, good little nurse Brandon, who was engaged — and here the conversa- tion went ■ off into mysteries which I certainly shall not reveal. Suffice it that Mrs. ^lugford was one of Mrs. Brandon's best, kindest, and most constant patrons — or might I be permitted to say matrons ? — and had received a most favorable report of us from the little nurse. And here Mrs. Pendennis gave a verbatim report not only of our hostess's speech, but of her manner and accent. ''Yes, ma'am," says Mrs. Mugford to ^Irs. Pendennis, "our friend Mrs. B. has told me of a certain rjentleman whose name shall be nameless. His manner is cold, not to say 'aughty. He seems to be laus^hing at people sometimes — don't say Xo ; I saw him once or twice at dinner, both him and ]\[r. Firmin. But he is a true friend, Mrs. Brandon spys he is. And when you know him, his heart is good." Is it ? Amen. A distinguished writer has composed, in not very late days, a comedy of which the cheerful moral is, that we are "not so bad as we seem." Aren't we? Amen, again. Give us thy hearty hand, lago I Tartuffe, how the world has been mistaken in you I ^lacbeth ! put that little affair of the murder out of your mind. It was a momentary weakness; and who is not weak at times? Bliiil, a more 410 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP maligned man than you does not exist ! humanity ! how we have been mistaken in you ! Let us expunge the vulgar expression " miserable sinners '^ out of all prayer-books ; open the portholes of all hulks ; break the chains of all convicts ; and unlock the boxes of all spoons. As we discussed Mr. Mugford's entertainment on our return home, I improved the occasion with Philip; I pointed out the reasonableness of the hopes which he might entertain of help from his wealthy kinsman, and actually forced him to promise to wait upon my lord the next day. Now when Philip Firmin did a thing against his will, he did it with a bad grace. When he is not pleased, he does not pretend to be happy ; and when he is sulk}^, Mr. Firmin is a very disagreeable companion. Though he never once reproached me afterwards with what happened, I own that I have had cruel twinges of conscience since. If I had not sent him on that dutiful visit to his grand-uncle, what occurred might never, perhaps, have occurred at all. I acted for the best, and that I aver; however I may grieve for the consequences which ensued when the poor fellow followed ni}' advice. If Philip held aloof from Lord Kingwood in London, you may be sure Philip's dear cousins were in waiting on his lordship, and never lost an opportunity of showing their respectful sympathy. Was Lord Eingwood ailing ? Mr. Twysden, or Mrs. Twysden, or the dear girls, or Eingwood their brother, were daily in his lordship's antechamber, ask- ing for news of his health. They bent down respectfully before Lord Eingwood's major-domo. They would have given him money, as they always averred, only what sum could they give to such a man as Eudge ? Thej actually offered to bribe Mr. Eudge with their wine, over which he made horrible faces. They fawned and smiled before him always. I should like to have seen that calm Mrs. Twys- den, that serene, high-bred woman, who would cut her dearest friend if misfortune befell her, or the world turned its back; — I should like to have seen, and can see her in my mind's eye, simpering, and coaxing, and wheedling this footman. She made cheap presents to Mr. Eudge: she smiled on him and asked after his health. And of course Talbot Twysden flattered him too in Talbot's jolly way. It was a wink, and nod, and a hearty " How do you do ? " — and (after due inquiries made and answered about his lord- ship) it would be '^ Eudge ! I think my housekeeper has a ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 411 good glass of port wine in her room, if you happen to be passing that way, and my lord don't want you ! " And with a grave courtesy, I can fancy Mr. Kudge bowing to Mr. and Mrs. Twysden, and thanking them, and descending to Mrs. Blenkinsop's skinny room where the port wine is ready — and if Mr. Rudge and Mrs. Blenkinsop are confidential, I can fancy their talking over the characters and peculiarities of the folks upstairs. Servants sometimes actually do ; and if master and mistress are humbugs, these wretched menials sometimes find them out. Now no duke could be more lordly and condescending in his bearing than Mr. Philip Firmin towards the menial throng. In those days, when he had money in his pockets, he gave Mr. Rudge out of his plenty ; and the man remembered his generosity when he was poor ; and declared — in a select societ}', and in the company of the relative of a person from whom I have the information — declared in tlie presence of Captain Grann at the "Admiral B — ng Club " in fact, that Mr. Heff was always a swell ; but since he was done, he, Rudge, '- was blest if that young chap warn't a greater swell than hever." And Rudge actually liked this poor young fellow better than the family in Beau- nash Street, whom Mr. R. pronounced to be " a shabby lot." And in fact it was Rudge as well as myself, who advised that Philip should see his lordship. When at length Philip paid his second visit, Mr. Rudge said, " My lord will see you, sir, I think. He has been speaking of you. He's very unwell. He's going to have a fit of the gout, I think. I'll tell him you are here." And coming back to Philip, after a brief disappearance, and with rather a scared face, he repeated the permission to enter, and again cautioned him, saying, that "my lord was very queer." In fact, as we learned afterwards, through the channel previously indicated, my lord, when he heard Philip had called, cried, "He has, has he? Hang him, send him in;" using, I am constrained to say, in place of the monosyllable "hang," a much stronger expression. " Oh, it's you, is it ? " says my lord. " You have been in London ever so long. Twysden told me of vou yester- day." " I have called before, sir," said Philip, very quietly. " I wonder you have the face to call at all, sir ! " cries the old man, glaring at Philip. His lordship's countenance 412 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP was of a gamboge color : his noble eyes were bloodshot and starting,- his voice, always very harsh and strident, was now specially unpleasant ; and from the crater of his mouth shot loud exploding oaths. " Face, my lord ? " says Philip, still very meek. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 413 " Yes, if you call that a face which is covered over with hair like a baboon ! ' ' growled my lord, showing his tusks. ''Twysdenwas here last night, and tells me some pretty news about yoi^" Philip blushed; he knew what the news most likely would be. " Twysden says that now you are a pauper, by George, and living by breaking stones in the street, — you have been such an infernal, drivelling, hanged fool, as to engage yourself to another pauper I " Poor Philip turned white from red ; and spoke slowly : "I beg your pardon, my lord, 3'ou said — " " I said you were a hanged fool, sir I " roared the old man ; "can't you hear ?" " I believe I am a member of your family, my lord," says Philip, rising up. In a quarrel he would sometimes lose his temper, and speak out his mind; or sometimes, and then he was most dangerous, he would be especially calm and Grandisonian. "Some hanged adventurer, thinking you were to get money from me, has hooked you for his daughter, has he ? " " I have engaged myself to a young lady, and I am the poorer of the two," says Philip. " She thinks you will get money from me," continues his lordship. " Does she ? T never did ! " replied Philip. " By heaven, you shan't, unless you give up this rubbish." " I shan't give her up, sir, and I shall do without the money," said Mr. Firmin, very boldly. " Go to Tartarus ! " screamed the old man. On which Philip told us, " I said, ' Seniores priores, my lord,' and turned on my heel. So you see if he was going to leave me something, and he nearly said he was, that chance is past now, and I have made a pretty morning's work." And a pretty morning's work it was : and it was I who had set him upon it ! ^ly brave Philip not only did not rebuke me for having sent him on this errand, but took the blame of the business on himself. " Since I have been engaged," he said, "I am growing dreadfully avaricious, and am almost as sordid about money as those Twysdens. I cringed to that old man : I crawled before his gouty feet. Well, I could crawl from here to Saint James's Palace to get some money for my little Charlotte." Philip 414 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP cringe and crawl ! If there were no posture-masters more supple than Philip Firmin, kotowing would be a lost art, like the Menuet de la Cour. But fear not, ye great ! Men's backs were made to bend, and the race of parasites is still in good repute. When our friend told us how his brief interview with Lord Ringwood had begun and ended, I think those who counselled Philip to wait upon his grand-uncle felt rather ashamed of their worldly wisdom and the advice which they had given. We ought to have known our Huron sufficiently to be aware that it was a dangerous experiment to set him bowing in lords' ante-chambers. Were not his elbows sure to break some courtly china, his feet to tram- ple and tear some lace train ? So all the good we had done was to occasion a quarrel between him and his patron. Lord Ringwood avowed that he had intended to leave Philip money ; and by thrusting the poor fellow into the old nobleman's sick-chamber, we had occasioned a quarrel between the relatives, who parted with mutual threats and anger. " Oh, dear me ! " I groaned in connubial col- loquies. "Let us get him away. He will be boxing Mugford's ears next, and telling Mrs. Mugford that she is vulgar, and a bore." He was eager to get back to his work, or rather to his lady-love at Paris. We did not try to detain him. For fear of further accidents we were rather anxious that he should be gone. Crestfallen and sad, I accompanied him to the Boulogne boat. He paid for his place in the second cabin, and stoutl}'' bade us adieu. A rough night : a wet, slippery deck : a crowd of frowzy fel- low-passengers : and poor Philip in the midst of them in a thin cloak, his yellow hair and beard blowing about: I see the steamer now, and left her with I know not what feelings of contrition and shame. AVhy had I sent Philip to call upon that savage, overbearing old patron of his ? Why compelled him to that bootless act of submission ? Lord Eingwood's brutalities were matters of common notoriety. A wicked, dissolute, cynical old man : and we must try to make friends with thi3 mammon of unright- eousness, and set poor Philip to bow before him and flatter him! Ah, mea culpa, 7}iea culpa! The wind blev/ hard that winter night, and many tiles and chimney-pots blew down : and as I thought of poor Philip tossing in the frowzy second cabin, I rolled about my own bed very uneasily. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 415 I looked into ''Bays's Club" the day after, and there fell on both the Twysdens. The parasite of a father was cling- ing to the button of a great man when I entered : the little reptile of a son came to the club in Captain Woolcomb's brougham, and in that distinguished mulatto officer's com- pany. They looked at me in a peculiar way. I was sure they did. Talbot Twysden, pouring his loud, braggart talk in the ear of poor Lord Lepel, eyed me with a glance of triumph, and talked and swaggered so that I should hear. Eingwood Twysden and Woolcomb, drinking ab- sinthe to whet their noble appetites, exchanged glances and grins. Woolcomb's eyes were of the color of the absinthe he swallowed. I did not see that Twysden tore off one of Lord LepeFs buttons, but that nobleman, with a scared countenance, moved away rapidly from his little persecutor. " Hang him, throw him over, and come to me ! " T heard the generous Twysden say. " I expect Kingwood and one or two more." At this proposition, JiOrd Lepel, in a tremulous way, muttered that he could not break his engagement, and fled out of the club. Twysden's dinners, the polite reader has been previously informed, were notorious ; and he constantly bragged of having the company of Lord Ringwood. Now it so hap- ])ened that on this very evening, Lord Ringwood, wdth three of his followers, henchmen, or led captains, dined at Bays's Club, being determined to see a pantomime in which a very pretty young Columbine figured : and some one in the house joked with his lordship, and said, "Why, you are going to dine with Talbot Twysden. He said, just now, that he expected vou." " Did he ? " said his lordship. " Then Talbot Twysden told a hanged lie ! " And little Tom Eaves, my informant, remembered these remarkable words, because of a circum- stance which now almost immediatel}' followed. A very few daj^s after Philip's departure, our friend, the Little Sister, came to us at our breakfast-table w^earing an expression of much trouble and sadness on her kind little face ; the causes of which sorrow she explained to us, as soon as our chiklren had gone away to their school-room. Amongst Mrs. Brandon's friends, and one of her father's constant companions, Avas the worth}' ]\Ir. Ridley, father of the celebrated painter of that name, who was himself of much too honorable and noble a nature to be ashamed of his humble paternal origin. Companionship between father 416 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP and son could not be very close or intimate ; especially as in the younger Ridley's boyhood, his father, who knew nothing of the fine arts, had looked upon the child as a sickly, half-witted creature, who would be to his parents but a grief and a burden. But when J. J. Ridley, Esq., began to attain eminence in his profession, his father's eyes were opened ; in place of neglect and contempt, he looked up to his boy with a sincere, naive admiration, and often, with tears, has narrated the pride and pleasure which he felt on the day when he waited on John James at his mas- ter Lord Todmorden's table. Ridley senior now felt that he had been unkind and unjust to his boy in the latter 's early days, and with a very touching humility the old man acknowledged his j^revious injustice, and tried to atone for it by present respect and affection. Though fondness for his son, and delight in the company of Captain Gann, often drew ]\[r. Ridley to Thornhaugh Street, and to the " Admiral Byng " Club, of which both were leading members, Ridley senior belonged to other clubs at the West End, where Lord Todmorden's butler consorted with the confidential butlers of others of the nobility : and I am informed that in those clubs Ridley continued to be called " Todmorden " long after his connec- tion with that venerable nobleman had ceased. He contin- ued to be called Lord Todmorden, in fact, just as Lord Popinjoy is still called by his old friends Popinjoy, though his father is dead, and Popinjoy, as everybody knows, is at present Earl of Pintado. At one of these clubs of their order, Lord Todmorden's man was in the constant habit of meeting Lord Ringwood's man, when their lordships (master and man) were in town. These gentlemen had a regard for each other ; and, when they met, communicated to each other their views of society, and their opinions of the characters of the various noble lords and influential commoners whom they served. ;Mr. Rudge knew everything about Philip Eirmin's affairs, about the Doctor's flight, about Philip's generous behavior. " Generous ! / call it admiral ! " old Ridley remarked, while narrating this trait of our friend's — and his present position. And Rudge contrasted Philip's manly behavior with the conduct of some sneaks which he would not name them, but which they were always speaking ill of the poor young fellow behind his back, and sneaking up to my lord, and greater skinflints and meaner humbugs never were: ox HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 417 and there was no accounting for tastes, but lie, Rudge, would not marry his daughter to a black man. Kow that da}^ when Mr. Firmin went to see my Lord Ringwood was one of my lord's very worst days, when it was almost as dangerous to go near him as to approach a Bengal tiger. '^ When he is going to have a fit of gout, his lordship •' (Mr. Rudge remarked) " is hawful. He curse and swear, he do, at everybody; even the clergy or the ladies — all's one. On that very day when Mr. Firmin called he had said to Mr, Twysden, ' Get out, and don't come slan- dering, and backbiting, and bullying that poor devil of a boy any more. It's blackguardly, by George, sir — it's blackguardly.' And Twysden came out with his tail be- tween his legs, and he says to me — ' Rudge,' says he, 'my lord's uncommon bad to-day.' Well, he hadn't been gone an hour when pore Philip comes, bad luck to him, and my lord, who had just heard from Twysden all about that young woman — that party at Paris, Mr. Ridley — and it is about as great a piece of folly as ever I heard tell of — my lord turns upon the pore young fellar and call him names worse than Twysden. But Mr. Firmin ain't that sort of man, he isn't. He won't suffer any man to call hirn names ; and I suppose he gave my lord his own back again, for I heard my lord swear at him tremendous, I did, with my own ears. When my lord has the gout flying about I told you he is awful. When he takes his colchicum he's worse. Xow, we have got a party at Whipham at Christmas, and at Whipham we must be. And he took his colchicum night before last, and to-day he was in such a tremendous rage of swearing, cursing, and blowing up everybody, that it was as if he was red hot. And when Twysden and Mrs. Twysden called that day — (if you kick that fellar out at the hall door, I'm blest if he won't come smirking down the chimney) — he wouldn't see any of them. And he bawled out after me, 'If Firmin comes, kick him downstairs — do you hear ? ' with ever so many oaths and curses against the poor fellow, while he vowed he would never see his hanged impudent face again. But this wasn't all, Ridley. He sent for Bradgate, his lawyer, that very day. He had back his will, which I signed myself as one of the witnesses — me and Wilcox, the master of the hotel — and I know he had left Firmin something in it. Take my word for it. To that poor young fellow he means mischief." A full report of this VOL. I. — 27 418 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP conversation Mr. Ridley gave to his little friend Mrs. Brandon, knowing the interest which Mrs. Brandon took in the young gentleman ; and with these unpleasant news Mrs. Brandon came off to advise with those who — the good nurse was pleased to say — were Philip's best friends in the world. We wished we could give the Little Sister comfort ; but all the world knew what a man Lord Ring- wood was — how arbitrary, how revengeful, how cruel! I knew Mr. Bradgate the lawyer, with whom I had busi- ness, and called upon him, more anxious to speak about Philip's affairs than my own. I suppose I was too eager in coming to my point, for Bradgate saw the meaning of my questions, and declined to answer them. "My client and I are not the dearest friends in the world," Bradgate said, "but I must keep his counsel, and must not tell you \vhether ]\[r. Firmin's name is down in his lordship's will or not. How should I know ? He may have altered his will. He may have left Firmin money ; he may have left him none. I hope young Firmin does not count on a legacy. That's all. He may be disappointed if he does. Why, you may hope for a legacy from Lord Ringwood, and you may be disappointed. I know scores of people who do hope for something, and who won't get a penny." And this was all the reply I could get at that time from the oracular little lawyer. I told my wife, as of course every dutiful man tells everything to every dutiful wife: — but, though Bradgate discouraged us, there was somehow a lurking hope still that the old nobleman would provide for our friend. Then Philip would marry Charlotte. Then he would earn ever so much more money by his newspaper. Then he would be happy ever after. My wife counts eggs not only before they are hatched, but before they are laid. Never was such an obstinate hopefulness of character. I, on the other hand, take a rational and despondent view of things ; and if they turn out better than I expect,, as sometimes they w411, I affably own that I have been mistaken. But an early day came when Mr. Bradgate was no longer needful, or when he thought himself released from the obligations of silence with regard to his noble client. It was two days before Christmas, and I took my accustomed afternoon saunter to "Bays's," Avhere other habitues of the club were assembled. There was no little buzzing and the frequenters of the place. Talbot ON HIS WAY TIlllOUGH THE WORLD. 419 Twysdeu always arrived at "Bays's" at ten minutes past four, and scuffled for the evening paper, as if its contents were matter of great importance to Talbot. He would hold men's buttons, and discourse to them the leading article out of that paper with an astounding emphasis and gravity. On this day, some ten minutes after his accus- tomed hour, he reached the club. Other gentlemen were engaged in perusing the evening journal. The lamps on the tarbles lighted up the bald heads, the gray heads, dyed heads, and the wigs of many assembled fogies — murmurs went about the room: ''Very sudden." "Gout in the stomach." "Dined here only four days ago." "Looked very well." " Very Avell ? Xo I ISTever saw a fellow look worse in my life." " Yellow as a guinea." " Couldn't eat." "' K?wore dreadfully at the waiters, and at Tom Eaves, who dined with him." "Seventy-six, I see. — Born in the same year with the Duke of York." " Forty thousand a year." " Forty ? tiftj^-eight thousand three hundred, I tell you. Always been a saving man." " Estate goes to his cousin, Sir John Ringwood ; not a member here — member of ' Boodle's.' " " Hated each other furiously. Very violent temper, the old fellow was. Never got over the Reform Bill, they used to say." "' Wonder whether he'll leave any- thing to old bow-wow Twys — " Here enters Talbot T^^ysden, Esq. — "Ha, Colonel ! How are you ? What's the news to-night ? Kept late at my • office, making up accounts. Going down to Whipham to-morrow to pass Christmas with my wife's uncle — Ringwood, you know. Always go down io AVhipham at Christmas. Keeps the pheasants for us. Xo longer a hunting man myself. Lost my nerve, by George." Whilst the braggart little creature indulged in this pom- pous talk, he did not see the significant looks which were fixed upon him, or if he remarked them, was perhaps pleased b}^ the attention which he excited. " Bays's " had long echoed with Twysden's account of Ringwood, the pheasants, his own loss of nerve in hunting, and the sum which their family would inherit at the death of their noble relative. "I think I have heard you say Sir John Ringwood inherits after your relative ? " asked Mr. Hookham. "Yes; the estate, not the title. The earldom goes to my lord and his heirs — Hookham. Why shouldn't he marry again? I often say to him, 'Ringwood, why don't 420 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. you marry, if it's only to disappoint that Whig fellow, Sir John ? You are fresh and hale, Kingwood. You may live twenty years, five-and-twenty years. If you leave your niece and my children anything we're not in a hurry to inherit,' I say ; ' why don't you marry ? ' " " Ah ! Twysden, he's past marrying," groans Mr. Hook- ham. "Not at all. Sober man, now. Stout man. Immense powerful man. Healthy man but for gout. I often say to him, ' Ringwood ! I say — ' " " Oh, for mercy's sake, stop this ! " groans old Mr. Tremlett, who always begins to shudder at the sound of poor Twysden's voice. " Tell him, somebody." "Haven't you heard, Twysden? Haven't you seen? Don't you know ? " asks Mr. Hookham, solemnly. " Heard, seen, known — what ? " cries the other. "An accident has happened to Lord Kingwood. Look at the paper. Here it is." And Twysden pulls out his great gold eye-glasses, holds the paper as far as his little arm will reach, and — and merciful Powers ! — but I will not ven- ture to depict the agony on that noble face. Like Timan- thes the painter, I hide this Agamemnon with a veil. I cast the Globe newspaper over him. Illahatitr orbis : and let imagination depict our Twysden under the ruins. What Twysden read in the Globe was a mere curt para- graph ; but in next morning's Times there was one of those obituary notices to which noblemen of eminence must sub- mit from the mysterious necrographer engaged by that paper. CHAPTER XXII. PULVIS ET UMBRA SUMUS. HE first and only Earl of Kingwood has submitted to the fate which peers and com- moners are alike destined to undergo. Hastening to his magiiiticent seat of Whipham IMarket, where he proposed to entertain an illustrious Christmas party, his lordship left London scarcely recovered from an attack of gout to which he has been for many years a martyr. The disease must have flown to his stom- ach, and suddenly mastered him. At Turreys Eegum, thirty miles from his own princely habitation, where he had been accustomed to dine on his almost royal progresses to his home, he was already in a state of dreadful suf- fering, to which his attendants did not pay the attention which his condition ought to have excited ; for when labor- ing under this most painful malady his outcries were loud, and his language and demeanor exceedingly violent. He angrily refused to send for medical aid at Turreys, and insisted on continuing his journe}^ homewards. He was one of the old school, who never would enter a railway (though his fortune was greatly increased by the passage of the railway through his property) ; and his own horses always met him at ' Popper's Tavern,' an obscure hamlet, seventeen miles from his princely seat. He made no sign on arriving at ' Popper's,' and spoke no word, to the now serious alarm of his servants. When they came to light his carriage-lamps, and look into his post-<:;haise, the lord of many thousand acres, and, according to report, of immense wealth, was dead. The journey from Turreys had been 421 422 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP the last stage of a long, a prosperous, and, if not a famous, at least a notorious and magnificent career. " The late John George, Earl and Baron Eingwood and Viscount Cinqbars, entered into public life at the danger- ous period before the French lie volution ; and commenced his career as the friend and companion of the Prince of Wales. When his lioyal Highness seceded from the Whig party, Lord liingwood also joined the Tory side of pol- iticians, and an earldom was the price of his fidelity. But on the elevation of Loid Steyne to a marquisate. Lord Ringwood quarrelled for a while with his royal patron and friend, deeming his own services unjustly slighted, as a like dignity was not conferred on himself. On several occasions he gave his vote against Government, and caused his nominees in the House of Commons to vote Avith the Whigs. He never was reconciled to his late Majesty George IV., of whom he was in the habit of speaking with characteristic bluntness. The approach of the Reform Bill, however, threw this nobleman definitively on the Tory side, of which he has ever since remained, if not an elo- quent, at least a violent supporter. He was said to be a liberal landlord, so long as his tenants did not thwart him in his views. His only son died early : and his lordship, according to report, has long been on ill terms with his kinsman and successor, Sir JoJm Ringwood, of Appleshaw, Baronet. The Barony has been in this ancient family since the reign of George I., when Sir John Ringwood was ennobled, and Sir Francis, his brother, a Baron of the Exchequer, was advanced to the dignity of Baronet by the first of our Hanoverian sovereigns." This was the article which my wife and I read on the morning of Christmas eve, as our children were decking lamps and looking-glasses with holly and red berries for the approaching festival. I had despatched a hurried note, containing the news, to Philip on the night previous. We were painf\dly anxious about his fate now, when a few days would decide it. Again my business or curiosity took me to see Mr. Bradgate, the laAvyer, He was in pos- session of the news, of course. He was not averse to talk about it. The death of his client unsealed the lawyer's lips partially : and I must say Bradgate spoke in a manner not flattering to his noble deceased client. The brutalities of the late nobleman had been very hard to bear. On occasion of their last meeting his oaths and disrespect- ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 423 ful behavior had been specially odious. He had abused almost every one of his relatives. His heir, he said, was a prating, republican humbug. He had a relative (whom Bradgate said he would not name) who was a scheming, swaggering, swindling, lickspittle parasite, always cring- ing at his heels and longing for his death. And he had another relative, the impudent son of a swindling doctor, who had insulted him two hours before in his own room ; — a fellow who was a pauper, and going to propagate a breed for the workhouse; for, after his behavior of that day, he would be condemned to the lowest pit of Acheron, before he, Lord Eingwood, would give that scoundrel a penny of his money. "And his lordship desired me to send him back his will," said Mr. Bradgate. And he destroyed that will before he went away : it was not the first he had burned. " And I may tell you, now all is over, that he had left his brother's grandson a handsome legacy in that will, which your poor friend might have had, but that he went to see my lord in his unlucky fit of gout." Ah, mea culpa! mea culpa! And who sent Philip to see his relative in that unlucky lit of gout ? Who was so Avorldly-wise, so Twysden-like, as to counsel Philip to flattery and submission ? But for that advice he might be wealthy now ; he might be happy ; he might be ready to marry his young sweetheart. Our Christmas turkey choked me as I ate of it. The lights burned dimty, and the kisses and laughter under the mistletoe were but mel- ancholy sport. But for my advice, how happy might my friend have been ! I looked askance at the honest faces of Tny children. What would they say if they knew their father had advised a friend to cringe, and bow, and humble himself before a rich, wicked old man ? I sat as mute at the pantomime as at a burial : the laughter of the little ones smote me as with a reproof. A burial ? With plumes and lights, and upholsterers' pageantry, and mourning by the yard measure, they were burying mj Lord Ringwood, who might have made Philip Firmin rich but for me. All lingering hopes regarding our friend were quickly put to an end. A will was found at Whipham, dated a year back, in which no mention was made of poor Philip Firmin. Small legacies — disgracefully shabby and small, Twysden said — were left to the Tw^^sden family, with the full-length portrait of the late earl in his coronation robes, 424 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP which, I should think, must have given but small satisfac- tion to his surviving relatives ; for his lordship was but an ill-favored nobleman, and the price of the carriage of the large picture from Whipham was a tax which poor Talbot made very wry faces at paying. Had the picture been accompanied by thirty or forty thousand pounds, or lifty thousand — why should he not have left them fifty thou- sand? — how different Talbot's grief would have been! Whereas when Talbot counted up the dinners he had given to Lord Ringwood, all of which he could easily cal- culate by his cunning ledgers and journals in which was noted down every feast at which his lordship attended, every guest assembled, and every bottle of wine drunk, Twysden found that he had absolutely spent more money upon my lord than the old man had paid back in his will. But all the family went into mourning, and the Twysden coachman and footman turned out in black worsted epau- lets in honor of the illustrious deceased. It is not every day that a man gets a chance of publicly bewailing the loss of an earl his relative. I suppose Twysden took many hundred people into his confidence on this matter, and bewailed his uncle's death and his own wrongs whilst clinging to many scores of buttonholes. And how did poor Philip bear the disappointment ? He must have felt it, for I fear we ourselves had encouraged him in the hope that his grand-uncle would do something to relieve his necessity. Philip put a bit of crape round his hat, wrapped himself in his shabby old mantle, and declined any outward show of grief at all. If the old man had left him money, it had been well. As he did not," a puff of cigar, perhaps, ends the sentence, and our philoso- pher gives no further thought to his disappointment. Was not Philip the poor as lordly and independent as Philip the rich ? A struggle with poverty is a wholesoiiie wrestling match at three or five and twenty. The sinews are young, and are braced by the contest. It is upon the aged that the battle falls hardly, who are weakened by failing health, and perhaps enervated by long years of prosperity. Pirmin's broad back could carry a heavy burden, and he was glad to take all work which fell in his way. Phipps, of the Daily Intelligence^^ wanting an assirtant, Philip gladly sold four hours of his day to Mr. Phipps : trans- lated page after page of newspapers, French and German ,• ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WOULD. 425 took an occasional turn at the Chamber of Depnties, and gave an account of a sitting of importance, and made him- self quite an active lieutenant. He began positively to save money. He wore dreadfully shabby clothes, to be sure : for Charlotte could not go to his chamber and mend his rags as the Little Sister had done: but when Mrs. Baynes abused him for his shabby appearance — and indeed it must have been mortifying sometimes to see the fellow in his old clothes swaggering about in ^Madame Smolensk's apartments, talking loud, contradicting, and laying down the law — Charlotte defended her maligned Philip. " Do you know why Monsieur Philip has those shabby clothes ? " she asked of Madame de Smolensk. '•Because he has been sending money to his father in America." And Smolensk said that Monsieur Philip was a brave young man, and that he might come dressed like an Iroquois to her soiree, and he should be welcome. And Mrs. Baynes was rude to Philip when he was present, and scornful in her remarks when he was absent. And Philip trembled before Mrs. Baynes ; and he took her boxes on the ear with much meekness ; for was not his Charlotte a hostage in her mother's hands, and might not Mrs. General B. make that poor little creature suffer ? One or two Indian ladies of Mrs. Baynes's acquaintance happened to ])ass this winter in Paris, and these persons, who had furnished lodgings in the Faubourg St. Honore, or the Champs Elysees, and rode in their carriages with, very likely, a footman on the box, rather looked down upon Mrs. Baynes for living in a boarding-house, and keeping no equipage. No woman likes to be locked down upon by any other woman, especially by such a creature as JNIrs. Batters, the lawyer's wife, from Calcutta, who was not in society, and did not go to Government House, and here was driving about in the Champs Elysees, and giving herself such airs, indeed ! So was Mrs. Doctor Maccon, with her lach/s-maicl, and her man-cook, and her ojjen car- riage, and her close carriage. (Pray read these words with the most withering emphasis which you can lay upon them.) And who was ^Frs. Macoon, pray ? Madame Beret, the Prench milliner's daughter, neither more nor less. And this creature must scatter her mud over her betters who went on foot. ''I am telling my poor girls, Madame," she would say to Madame Smolensk, '^ that if I had been a milliner's girl, or their father had been a 426 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP pettifogging attorney, and not a soldier, who has served liis sovereign in every quarter of the workl, they would be better dressed than they are now, poor chicks ! — we might have a fine apartment in the Faubourg St. Honore — we need not live at a boarding-house." " And if / had been a milliner, Madame Generale," cried Smolensk, with spirit, " perhaps I should not have had need to keep a boarding-house. My father was a general officer, and served his emperor too. But what will you ? AVe have all to do disagreeable things, and to live with disagreeable people, Madame ! " And with this Smolensk makes IVh-s. General Baynes a fine courtesy, and goes off to other affairs or guests. She was of the opinion of many of Philip's friends. "Ah, Monsieur Philip," she said to him, "when you are married, you will live far from that woman ; is it not ? " Hearing that Mrs. Batters was going to the Tuileries, I am sorry to say a violent emulation inspired Mrs. Baynes, and she never was easy until she persuaded her General to take her to the ambassador's, and to the enter- tainments of the citizen king who governed France in those days. It would cost little or nothing. Charlotte must be brought out. Her aunt, MacWhirter, from Tours, had sent Chai-lotte a present of money for a dress. To do Mrs. Baynes justice, she spent very little money upon her own raiment, and extracted from one of her trunks a costume which had done duty at Barrackpore and Calcutta. " After hearing that Mrs. Batters went, I knew she would never be easy," General Baynes said, with a sigh. His wife denied the accusation as an outrage ; said that men alwaj^s imputed the worst motives to women, whereas her wish, heaven knows, was only to see her darling child properly presented, and her husband in his proper rank in the world. And Charlotte looked lovely, upon the evening of the ball ; and Madame Smolensk dressed Charlotte's hair very prettily, and offered to lend Auguste to accompany the General's carriage ; but Ogoost revolted, and said, " Non, merci ! he would do anything for the General and Miss Charlotte — but for the Generale, no, no, no ! " and he made signs of vio- lent abnegation. And though Charlotte looked as sweet as a rosebud, she had little pleasure in her ball, Philip not being present. And how could he be present, who had but one old coat, and holes in his boots ? So you see, after a sunny autumn, a cold winter comes, ON HIS WAY Tim UGH THE WORLD. 427 when the wind is bad for delicate chests, and muddy for lit- tle shoes. How could Charlotte come out at eight o'clock through mud or snow of a winter's morning, if she had been out at an evening party late over-night ? Mrs. General Baynes began to go out a good deal to the Paris evening par- ties — I mean to the parties of us Trojans — parties Avhere there are forty English people, three Frenchmen, and a Ger- man who plays the piano. Charlotte was very much ad- mired. The fame of her good looks spread abroad. I prom- ise you that there were persons of much more importance than the poor Vicomte de Gcuyon-boutlque, who were charmed by her bright eyes, her bright smiles, her artless, rosy beauty. AVhy, little Hely, of the Embassy, actually invited himself to Mrs. Dr. Macoon's, in order to see this young beauty, and danced with her without ceasing : Mr. Hely, who was the pink of fashion, you know ; who danced with the royal prin- cesses; and was at all the grand parties of the Faubourg St. Germain. He saw her to her carriage (a very shabby fly, it must be confessed; but Mrs. Baynes told him they had been accustomed to a very different kind of equipage in India). He actually called at the boarding-house, and left his card, 3L Wa Is hi (J ham Hely, attache a V Amhassade de S. M. Brit- annique, for General Baynes and his lady. To what balls would Mrs. Baynes like to go ? to the Tuileries ? to the Embassy ? to the Faubourg St. Germain ? to the Faubourg St. Honore ? I could name many more persons of distinc- tion who were fascinated by pretty Miss Charlotte. Her mother felt more and more ashamed of the shabb}^ fly, in which our young lady was conveyed to and from her par- ties; — of the shabby fly, and of that shabby cavalier who was in waiting sometimes to put Miss Charlotte into her car- riage. Charlotte's mother's ears were only too acute when disparaging remarks were made about that cavalier. What ? engaged to that queer red-bearded fellow, with the ragged shirt-collars, who trod upon everybody in the polka? A newspaper writer, was he ? The son of that doctor who ran away after cheating everybody ? What a very odd thing of General Baynes to think of engaging his daughter to such a person ! So Mr. Firmin was not asked to many distinguished houses where his Charlotte was made welcome; where there was dancing in the salon, very mild negus and cakes in the salle-a-manrjer, and cards in the lady's bedroom. And he did not care to be asked ; and he made himself very arrogant 428 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP and disagreeable when he was asked ; and he would upset tea-trays, and burst out into roars of laughter at all times, and swagger about the drawiug-room as if he were a man of importance — he indeed — giving himself such airs, be- cause his grandfather's brother was an earl ! And what had the earl done for him, pray ? And what right had he to burst out laughing when Miss Crackley sang a little out of tune ? What could General Baynes mean by selecting such a husband for tliat nice, modest young girl ? The old General, sitting in the best bedroom, placidly playing at whist with the other British fogies, does not hear these remarks, perhaps, but little Mrs. Baynes with her eager eyes and ears sees and knows everything. Many peo- ple have told her that Philip is a bad match for her daugh- ter. She has heard him contradict calmly quite wealthy people. Mr. Hobday, who has a house in Carlton Terrace, London, and goes to the first houses in Paris, Philip has contradicted him point blank, until Mr. Hobday turned quite red, and Mrs. Hobday didn't know where to look. Mr. Pep- loAV, a clergyman and a baronet's eldest son, who will be one day the Rev. Sir Charles Peplow of Peplow Manor, was praising Tomlinson's poems, and offered to read them out at Mr. Badger's — he reads very finely, though a little per- haps through his nose — and when he wa^ going to begin, Mr. Firmin said, " My dear Peplow, for heaven's sake don't give us any of that rot. I would as soon hear one of your own prize poems." Eot, indeed! What an expression ! Of course Mr. Peplow was very much annoyed. And this from a mere newspaper writer. Never heard of such rudeness ! Mrs. Tuffin said she took her line at once after seeing this Mr. Firmin. " He may be an earl's grand-nephew, for what I care. He may have been at college, he has not learned good manners there. He may be clever, I don't profess to be a judge. But he is most overbearing, clumsy, and disa- greeable. I shall not ask him to my Tuesdays ; and Emma, if he asks you to dance, I beg you will do no such thing ! " A bull, you understand, in a meadow, or on a prairie Avith a herd of other buffaloes, is a noble animal : but a bull in a china-shop is out of place ; and even so was Philip amongst the crockery of those little simple tea-parties, where his mane, and hoofs, and roar, caused endless disturbance. These remarks concerning the accepted son-in-law Mrs Baynes heard and, at proper moments, repeated. She ruled Baynes ; but was very cautious, and secretly afraid of him. ON HIS WAY THROUGH THE WORLD. 429 Once or twice she had gone too far in her dealings with the quiet old man, and he had revolted, put her down and never forgiven her. Beyond a certain point, she dared not pro- voke her husband. She would say, "Well, Baynes, marriage is a lottery : and I am afraid our poor Charlotte has not pulled a prize : " on which the General would reply, " Xo more have others, my dear ! " and so drop the subject for the time being. On another occasion it would be, "You have heard how rude Philip Firmin was to Mr. Hobday ? " and the General Avould answer, " I was at cards, my dear." Again she might say, " ^Irs. Tuffin says she will not have Pliilip Firmin to her Tuesdays, my dear : " and the General's rejoinder would be, " Begad, so much the better for him ! " " Ah," she groans, " he's always offending some one ! " "I don't think he seems to please you much, Eliza ! " responds the General: and she answers, "Xo, he don't, and that I confess ; and I don't like to think, Baynes, of my sweet child given up to certain poverty, and such a man ! " At which the General with some of his garrison phrases would break out with a " Hang it, Eliza, do you suppose I think it is a very good match ? " and turn to the wall, and, I hoj^e, to sleep. As for poor little Charlotte, her mother is not afraid of little Charlotte : and when the two are alone the poor child knows she is to be made wretched by her mother's assaults upon Philip. Was there ever anything so bad as his be- havior, to burst out laughing when ^liss Crackley was sing- ing ? Was he called upon to contradict Sir Charles Peplow in that abrupt way, and as good as tell him he was a fool ? It was very wrong certainly, and poor Charlotte thinks, with a blush perhaps, how she was just at the point of admiring Sir Charles Peplow's reading very much, and had been prepared to think Tomlinson's poems delightful, until Philip ordered her to adopt a contemptuous opinion of the poet. " And did you see how he was dressed ? a button wanting on his waistcoat, and a hole in his boot ? " " ^Nlamma," cries Charlotte, turning very red. " He might have been better dressed — if — if — " " That is, you would like your own father to be in prison, your mother to beg her bread, your sisters to go in rags, and your brothers to starve, Charlotte, in order that we should pay Philip Firmin back the money of which his father robbed him ! Yes. That's your meaning. You needn't explain yourself. I can understand quite well, thank you. 430 THE ADVENTURES OF PHILIP. Good-niglrt. I hope youHl sleep well ; / shan't after this conversation. Good-night, (charlotte ! " Ah, me. O course of true love, didst thou ever run smooth ? As we peep into that boarding-house, whereof I have already described the mistress as wakeful with racking care regarding the mor- roAv; wherein lie the Miss Bolderos, who must naturally be very uncomfortable, being on suiferance and as it were in pain, as they lie on their beds; — what sorrows do we not perceive brooding over the nightcaps ? There is poor Char- lotte who has said her prayer for her Philip ; and as she lays her young eyes on the pillow, they wet it with their tears. Why does her mother forever and forever speak against him ? Why is her father so cold when Philip's name is mentioned ? Could Charlotte ever think of any but him ? Oh, never, never ! And so the wet eyes are veiled at last ; and close in doubt and fear and care. And in the next room to Charlotte's, a little yellow old woman lies stark awake ; and in the bed by her side an old gentleman can't close his eyes for thinking — my poor girl is promised to a beggar. All the fine hopes which we had of his getting a legacy from that lord are over. Poor child, poor child, what will become of her ? Now, Two Sticks, let us fly over the river Seine to Mr. Philip Firmin's quarters ; to Philip's house, who has not got a penny ; to Philip's bed, who has made himself so rude and disagreeable at that tea-party. He has no idea that he has offended anybody. He has gone home perfectly well pleased. He has kicked off the tattered boot. He has found a little fire lingering in his stove by which he has smoked the pipe of thought. Ere he has jumped into his bed he has knelt a moment beside it ; and with all his heart — oh ! with all his heart and soul — has committed the dearest one to heaven's loving protection ! And now he sleeps like a child. CHAPTER XXIII. i:n which we still hover about the elysian fields. HE clescriber and biographer of my friend Mr. Philip Fir- min has tried to extenuate nothing; and, I hope, has set down naught in malice. If ^ Philip's boots had holes in them, I have written that he had holes in his boots. If he had a red beard, there it is red in this stor3\ I might have oiled it with a tinge of brown, and painted it a rich auburn. Towards modest people he was gentle and tender ; but I must own that in general societ}' he was not alwaj'S an agreeable companion. He was often haughty and arrogant : he was impatient of old stories : he was intolerant of commonplaces. Mrs. I>aynes's anecdotes of her garrison experiences in India and Europe got a very impatient hear- ing from ]\rr. Phili]:> ; and though little Charlotte gently remonstrated with him, saying, "■ Do, do let mamma tell her Btory out; and don't turn away and talk about something 4