m^m mmmfimmmmmm LI B RAR.Y OF THE UNIVLRSITY or ILLINOIS 85.3 a388r V.I THE REIGNING BEAUTY. GEORGIAN! LADY CHATTERTON. author of "life and its realities," &c. &c. IN THREE VOLUMES. YOL I. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, SUCCESSORS TO HENRY COLBURN, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGn STrJ:ET. 1858. The right of Translation is reserved. LONDON : Printed by A. Schulze, 13, Poland Street. V.I THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER I. THE EFFECTS OF ANGER. " Once upon a time/' said a dear quaint old governess who told the tale, and her stories used to make me so happy at the time, and left such pleasant impressions on my mind, that I am going to write one, as nearly as 1 can remember, in her own words. Once upon a time, there was an ancient country house that stood on the highest part of a large deer park, and from the south VOL. I. B 2 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. gallery windows you could look over a vast extent of wooded country. On very fine clear days you could see the blue sea beyond, and sometimes even a few white ships glis- tening like pearls in the sunshine, or pencil- led along the horizon against the glowing sky of evening. Just below the windows of this long gal- lery, there was a broad gravel walk, bordered with flowers, and then a terraced garden that sloped down as far as the river. And at the western corner of the lowest terrace, there was an old fashioned summer-house with a pinnacled roof, like a miniature of the beauti- ful clock -tower that surmounted the centre of the old house. I used to delight in watching the sunsets from the western oriel of that gallery, and in tracing afterwards the course of the little river towards the piece of water, or rather lake, that ornamented the lower parts of the park, and then seek for it again emerging THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 3 from the thick woods beyond, like a golden thread glistening here and there, till it was lost in the distance. That hour was generally my only leisure time, before the candles were lighted ; so I often lingered, enjoying the changing colours and reflections in the lake, till I fancied that the dark yew trees, and gigantic oaks which skirted its banks bent over it lovingly, and tossed their branches with exulting mirth in the evening breeze. Then I would turn round and look along the dimly-lighted gallery, and start with a sort of half pleased and half frightened shud- der at the figures in armour, that were ranged in carved oak niches at the further end. For the evening sky would tinge their helmets and the points of their lances with a blood red gleam, while the figures in the faded tapestry assumed a spectral appearance, and seemed to move with slow and stealthy steps in their shadowy recesses, and the old family B 2 4 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. portraits looked down and smiled or frowned upon mean, grim majesty. I am not, however, going to tell my own impressions, but to relate what occurred at that old Manor Hall long before I saw the place. It was a fine summer evening in the year 18 — , when the lady of the Hall was sit- ting in the old summer-house. Her majestic figure, high forehead, and handsome, yet somewhat too strongly marked features, might have furnished a good model for Sir Joshua Reynolds. Another lady, who from the resemblance, appeared to be a younger sister, was sitting near, and a beautiful baby was sleeping in a cradle at their feet. An- other child of about two years old was playing or rather running to and fro. He had a mimic sword in his hand, and occa- sionally brandished it with noisy vehemence and a menacing air, in the nurse's face, who sat on the ground rocking the baby's cradle. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 5 It was one of those calm evenings when in such a beautiful scene, it would seem almost impossible to be either unhappy or wicked, for discontent and anger are so out of har- mony with the beauty of nature and the repose of the hour. The deer were lying in picturesque groups under the trees, or moved lazily with majestic and graceful steps among the tall fern. The stream bubbled playfully over the white pebbles in harmonious accompaninent to the buzzing of insects and song of birds, and all nature seemed to breathe pleasant notes of thanksgiving and praise — to vibrate in the common chord of joy. Yet none of the human beings assembled in that summer-house appeared to enjoy the hour. Even the sleeping baby had that ex- pression of tired wilfulness on his face, sometimes seen in over-fed, or over-indulged infants, as if he had cried himself to sleep in anger. At last he was suddenly awakened b THE REIGNING BEAUTY. by a violent blow of the mimic sword against his cradle, and he began to scream and stretch out his arms with wrathful ve- hemence. " Put that sword down instantly ! don't you see it frightens baby ? Put it down, you naughty boy ; don't you hear me ?" exclaimed the lady of the Hall, as she raised her voice to a pitch that was certainly not in harmony with the scene around, while her strongly-marked eyebrows were knit together, and her large eyes flashed with a fiery gleam that seemed to terrify the object of her anger. He winced in a sort of shrinking manner, as if accustomed to sharp words, or perhaps, even blows ; and walked with an air of re- signation and dignity towards the httle stream. Then he lay down on the ground, and plucked the wild flowers which grew on the bank, and threw them with a languid yet graceful movement into the water, and THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 7 watched them as they floated gently down towards the lake. " How sullen that boy is ; and how dread- ful to think that he must inherit all this splendid property," said the younger lady. " I often think what a pity it is your darl- ing baby is not the heir : indeed, I wonder that papa allowed you to marry when all was entailed upon the eldest son." " Don*t talk of it," exclaimed the elder lady with a pettish expression. " You know I am very fond of little Henry when he is good, and I am sure I was miserable when his elder brother died in that dreadful way." " What's the matter, nurse ? you startle me when you let things fall in that awkward manner," continued the lady, as she bent her searching glance hastily upon the woman who had dropped the baby's bells and coral. " Arrah ! then, my lady ! how can I help it when you talk of the blessed child (bad luck to it), and when the master said it was 8 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. all along of me giving him the wrong me- dicine ; and sure didn't I do it to the best of my judgment? and how was I to know that it would put the poor innocent to sleep, and that he'd never wake again in this world ? By the powers ! I was struck all of a heap when I shook him and shook him, and he never moved or said a word good or bad." " Rest be to his soul !" she added after a pause, as she devoutly crossed herself, and then folded her hands over her knees with that indolent gesture which characterises the lower orders of Irish, particularly those of the south-west. She had the air of a favourite dependant. Her dress was showy and of costly material, but tawdry and ill-fitting, yet she was not deficient in a sort of wild grace- fulness often seen in the peasantry of Ireland, particularly those of the western coast, and whose large piercing black eyes and passion- ate lips seem to tell of a southern and per- haps Spanish origin. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. \) " Come here, Henry," said the handsome lady of the Hall in a kinder tone, " come, and we will all walk down and see papa fish in the lake. No, I will carry • baby," she added, as the nurse was preparing to take the child out of its cradle. « Well, I shall go home," said the younger sister, " for I must finish my letter for the post." " Ah, I know whom you are writing to," said the other. " Go down to the lake, nurse, and wait for us near Toads' hole," she added, as she saw the woman was listening to what was spoken. ** Yes, I know to whom you are writing, but I am not sure that I quite approve," she added, as soon as the nurse was out of sight, while an arch smile lighted up her countenance, which was more strikingly handsome than lovely. She had that dazzling red-white com- plexion, the well formed but somewhat too prominent nose, and eyes rather too near 10 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. together, which characterise some of the ancient races of well-born Irish. There was a decision in her movements, and at times a harshness in her air, that justified what the common people sometimes said, that she was an " awesome lady." " You do not approve of him ?" inquired the younger lady. " No," said the elder after a few moments' consideration ; " the more I think of that projected match the less I approve, for I become ever day more convinced that one should never marry a widower. I can never help thinking that my husband loved his fair Helena better than me." " Yet nothing can equal his admiration for yourself; he cannot bear you to be one moment out of his sight." " Yet I found him only yesterday gazing on his first wife's portrait with sorrowful eyes ; and then I know he is fonder of her child Henry, that sullen, sulky little monkey," THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 11 she said, pointing to the boy, *' than he is of mine; and the child hates me, I know he does," added the lady, as she turned her frowning face towards the boy. " That's only because you frighten him with those terrific eyes of yours ; you don't know how very angry you sometimes look. " Well, I must run home, or I shall be late for the post, so adieu," continued the young girl with an air of determination, which warned her elder sister that she would follow her own wishes without regarding the sage advice she had been giving. Then the lady of the Hall looked at the boy who remained still in the same listless attitude, twisting the long blades of grass in his little fingers with a languid air, that perhaps awa- kened his step-mother's attention or pity. " Come here, Henry ; come here, dear ; don't be afraid of me, child, I am not angry with you now. Indeed I am not," she added, as she approached him with her own 12 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. baby in her arms, and took his hand. " Come with me and don't be frightened ; there, kiss baby, and make it up." The boy could scarcely speak yet, but he made a gesture of dislike and turned away. " Kiss baby directly then," she continued, as she held it down near him with a gesture of determination. But the boy seemed still less inclined than before, and shrank away with a half annoyed and half frightened look. " You shall kiss baby, though, naughty child," she again repeated with flashing eyes and dilated nostrils, as she followed him quickly. " Here Mary — nurse — take Henry home ; I'll have nothing more to say to that wicked child." " Mary," she reiterated in a louder tone, when she perceived that the nurse had quite disappeared. " Henry, come back then," she added in a sharp voice, which had the effect of making him run still more quickly down THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 13 towards the lake. " How tiresome the child is, and how stupid of me not to have made nurse remain 1" she exclaimed, as she fol- lowed in breathless haste down the hill, and succeeded in catching the boy just before he reached the water. *' I have told you never to go near the lake," she added in a still more menacing tone, while her face was flushed with anger and the exertion of running, and she looked very fierce. "Don't go near it, I say, you naughty child ; I know you understand me, though you won't speak or learn to say mamma. Say it now directly — mamma," she added, as she shook the boy's arm. " Papa ! " exclaimed the child with a triumphant distinctness. " Papa," he repeated several times with an air of increasing de- fiance. "Say, mamma, directly, or I'll box your ears !" she exclaimed, lifting up her hand with a menacins: look. 14 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " No, no ; papa, pa'," replied the boy, while the tears started to his eyes, and he continued to repeat his father's name in piteous and beseeching accents, as if appeal- ing to him for assistance or consolation. They had now reached the edge of a steep rocky bank, that bounded the lake on that side, and they stood some twenty feet above a deep pool or bay called Toads' Hole. But the lady was so blinded by anger that she seemed to forget the danger of the spot. Exasperated past all endur- ance by the child's continuing to call upon his father's name, she struck him a violent blow on the ear. " Papa," repeated the child in a tone of despair, and avoided the second blow she was about to inflict by springing over the edge of the bank. He struck against a rock near the water's edge, and his little arm was entangled in the roots of a shrub. He might be saved if any one could reach THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 15 the spot, or if he could hold the roots firmly with his little hand. But either stunned by the fall, or insensible of the danger, his wounded arm slipped gradually from the roots, and with a sobbing moan he sank into the pool. The lady had watched in breathless horror from above. And now she heard the splash and saw the dark water close over his form ; then his little bleeding arm was raised for a moment, as if to make another touching appeal for help. Again it disappeared, and only a small round eddy, and then a wide spreading circle showed the spot where he had sunk. For an instant her eyes followed the eddying circles as if spell bound or stupified. Then suddenly starting, she called in frantic tones : ** Mary, Mary, help ! the boy is drowned !" and rushed madly up the sloping park towards the house. 16 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER IL THE ACCIDENT. "Will your honour be plazed to tell me the way to the doctor's? me child is sick of the fay ver, and we're got wet through and through this blessed night, bad luck to it," said a tired and agitated looking woman, who had been toiling up the steep High Street of Dodcaster. She seemed quite out of breath, and was carrying a heavy child who appeared to be fast asleep, and the repose of its beautiful and innocent countenance, formed a strange contrast to THE REIGNING BEAUTY. [J the frightened and perhaps somewhat guilty look that gleamed in the woman's large dark eyes. Yet her features had not a bad expression, and the gentleman to whom she spoke, said in a kind and compassionate tone: **Dr. Jeffrey lives close by in the next street. Here, I will show you the house; but why did you bring your sick child out such a rainy night as this ?" "I couldn't help it, your honour. The Mistress was afeerd of the infection, and I was obliged to go off in a jiffy. The Lord grant the poor child may not catch his death ; God bless the darlin'," she added, as she wrapped her cloak round him, and brought the hood more over her bonnet, so as fully to conceal her ow^n face. "This is Dr. Jeffrey's house," said the gentleman as they arrived near a large red brick building, with an old fashioned porch before the door. "Do not disturb your VOL. I. c "^P 18 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. child," he added, when they entered the porch. He raised the ponderous knocker, and gave only a gentle tap, but the sound echoed through the narrow street, and woke the baby, who began to cry violently. The door was soon opened by a servant, who bowed respectfully to the gentleman, and said that his master was not at home. " He was sent for half an hour ago," added the servant; "there came an express from Squire Fitzpatrick at Heronscliffe Park." " Mr. Fitzpatrick ! what can have hap- pened to him?" inquired the gentleman. " When I parted from him two hours ago, he was in perfect health." "He was thrown from his horse on the Devil's Dyke, and his valet, as rode off here like lightening, says they was afeared it was 'cussion on the brain." "Is Mr. Smith at home?" "No, Sir; he's gone off too, 'cause they feared a hopperation would have to be THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 19 performed, as both his legs was broken they found.'* During this conversation, the child con- tinued to cry violently, and the servant, whose thoughts were apparently less en- grossed by the misfortune which happened to Squire Fitzpatrick than the gentleman's, looked with enquiring and experienced eyes on it and the woman. And now as the lamps which burnt in the hall shone upon the group, the servant ex- claimed : " Bless my soul, what's the matter with that there child, Sir ? it's a crying as if its Hmbs was broke too ; and it's got a wound on its shoulder and arm," he added, as he lifted the shawl that covered the child's figure, and discovered a deep cut from which the blood was flowing. " Its poor little arm must be broken, I am afraid," continued the servant, as he gently touched the swollen hmb ; " what has happened to your child?" c 2 20 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ^' Why did you tell me it was ill of a fever ?" enquired the gentleman, whose at- tention was now again drawn towards the pair; and he eyed the woman with a sus- picious glance. " If I were sure there was no fear of infection, I would take you to Dr. Jeffrey, as I must drive off to Heronscliffe instantly ; and either he or Mr. Smith could see to the poor child. But I could not venture if it had any fever, on account of the children there." " Oh, there's no fear, in life, yer honour ; only I thought yer honour would think I had been drinking if I telled the truth, and that I let the poor innocent fall and broke its arm. Besides, I thought people would tell me quicker, too, what I wanted to know, if they was afreed of the fever," added the woman with a look of confusion, that showed both to the gentleman and servant there was some mystery she wished to conceal. However, as the child was evidently THE REIGNING BEAUTY. . 21 suffering extremely, they would not waste any time in making more inquiries. "Let the woman sit here till I return," said the gentleman, whose name was Roland. " I'll bring the gig here in less than five minutes and take them to Heronscliffe." The servant then made the woman sit down in the hall, and brought her some refreshment, and a bandage to tie round the child's arm ; for his master had taught him to treat with kindness all the poor people who came to consult him. "Thank yer honour, kindly," said the woman, " and may ye never live to want the bit or the sup ; and may the blessing of the Holy Virgin keep ye from all harm for yer kindness to the poor widdy and fatherless orphant." And she continued to talk on, and moan in the strain of a poor beggar, and either could not, or pretended not to hear the questions asked by the servant, who was a 22 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. good deal puzzled at her being in the state of starvation and poverty she described, when her dress was evidently made of some costly material, although drenched and spat- tered over with mud. However, she ate and drank voraciously, and did not seem much disturbed at the poor child's piteous moans, or its refusal to take any food. In less than five minutes, Mr. Roland drove up to the door, and the woman and child were placed by his side in the gig, and then he started off at a quick pace along the narrow and dimly-lighted streets. "What part of Ireland do you come from ?" he enquired, as soon as they reached a country road where the noise was less deafening than in the old paved streets of Dodcaster. *' Where do you come from ? what was the name of the place in Ireland where you lived ?" he added, as she seemed not to hear his first inquiry. " Where did I come from, yer honour ? THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 23 Oh ! then, sure 'twas Clonakilty when I left it a blessed month agone." " And is that your own child ?" " Arrah ! then, whose else would it be, may I make bould to ax yer honour ? and I toihng and striving to keep it and meself, a hard matter I had too. Is it for the likes o' me that must work my fingers to the bone to keep body and soul togither? Is it for the likes o' me to toil and strive to feed other people's childer, and sure isn't the blessed infant called by my name ? By the same token that he was christened Paddy O'Shaugh- nessy, and his godmother was no less than Miss Ellen Macnamara her own self; she as giv'd me christian taaching in the school, hke an angel, as she is now in the blessed heavens : and that learned me ail manner o' hard things, as used to spUt me brain in two to think on ; and by the powers didn't she ax me one day when we was a readin' o' the Holy Gospel, just as if it was nothing at all ; 24 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. says she what's the maning o' the word * abased ;' and says I, sure then, Miss Ellen, isn't a cow a bastf ? And wid' that, she and the other quality and ladies as were foment her began laughin' ready to split their waists in two." " I wonder you left your own country, what was your motive in coming to Eng- land ?" "What was me motive, yer honour, sure what's that ? I never heard tell of that same." " I mean why did you come ? I wonder why you left Ireland." " Sure you would not then, if yer honour seed the state we was in wi'' the pestilence and the famine, and not a skreed o' clothes to our backs, and the bitter six weeks when there was not a later to be had, and me childer were all dying round me, and me not able to give them christian burial. Ah 1 may you have a happy death and a favour- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 25 able judgment, and long life after it's all over for yer kindness to the fatherless or- phant." And she continued to talk on in a strain which gave him the impression that she rather exaggerated her Irish accent, and in spite of her vehement assertions that the child was her own, he felt there was some mystery about it which she wished to con- ceal. But Mr. Roland was too anxious about the fate of his old friend Squire Fitzpatrick to investigate the matter at present, so they remained silent during the rest of the drive. It was getting very dark too, and as they drove through a long avenue which led to Heronscliffe Hall, Mr. Roland had some difficulty in keeping on th- road, and he was obliged to proceed very slowly. At last some lights were seen gleaming through the trees, and soon afterwards a long white colonnade became dimly visible, 26 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. and the carriage drove up to the front entrance of a magnificent mansion. The door was open, and disclosed a bril- liantly lighted hall, and a venerable servant hobbled down the broad flight of steps, and laid hold of the horse's reins. " I made sure you would have come, Sir," said the old servant. " I know'd you'd come as soon as you'd heard of the mis- fortune ; so when Suky said she heard the wheels at t'other end of the avenue, says I, ' that's Mr. Roland.' " " Here, John, take the gig round to the stable," he said to one of the livery servants, who had come to the door on hearing the approach of a vehicle. " And it's not afore you're wanted, Mr. Roland ; indeed I'm afraid it's pretty near all over with the poor master; but, bless me, who have you here ?" *' A poor woman whose child is much hurt, and I hope that the Doctor or Mr. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 27 Smith will be able to see at once what's the matter with it," said Mr. Roland. "The Doctor has enough to do with the master, and so has Mr. Smith, too. Here, Richard, d'ye take that female into Mrs. Croft's room," added the old butler, with a somewhat contemptuous glance at the drip- ping woman and her child. 28 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER III. THE SEARCH. "How does Mrs. Norman bear this sad blow ?" inquired Mr. Roland, as he and the old butler traversed the hall, and ascended a broad staircase. " The poor angel 1 she was struck all of a heap for some moments, but she never give in or fainted like those foolish maids, that always loses their senses just when they're the most wanted." After traversing a long gallery in silence and with cautious tread, they came to Mr. Fitzpatrick's room and softly opened the THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 29 door. The Squire was a handsome man, and though above sixty years old, had that very morning followed the hounds with all the enjoyment and vigour of youth — the mer- riest, heartiest of the large party assembled at Foxley Hunt, and the richest and most deservedly popular man in the whole county. And now he lay almost insensible. His pale face looking more ghastly from the con- trast of the red velvet curtains and black oak carvings of the magnificent bed. Dr. Jeffrey was holding one of his hands, and with a sorrowful and anxious countenance, feeling the scarcely perceptible beating of the pulse. A lady was kneeling at the further side of the bed with the Squire's other hand clasped in both her own ; and her head, with its profusion of golden hair, was bent over it as she occasionally pressed it to her lips. Now and then the Squire's features moved 30 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. convulsively, and his fingers twitched as if in search of something. " He cannot speak," whispered the Doctor to Mr. Roland, as soon as he became aware of his presence, *' yet I see that he is not insensible, and is anxious to say something.'' " Here is Mr. Roland come to see you," continued the Doctor in a louder tone. The Squire opened his eyes at the name, and looked anxiously towards his friend, and seemed to make eager yet vain endeavours to speak. Then he looked towards the farther end of the long room, and pointed with his finger. " His eyes have been fixed on that secretaire in yonder corner, several times since he was brought into the room," said the Doctor. " Perhaps that is where his will is kept," said Mr. Roland, and continued in a low whisper, " I beheve that if he were to die without one, all his property would go to a THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 31 very distant relation ; and then his adopted daughter and her children would be penni- less." " I verily believe he hears what you say," said Dr. Jeffrey ; " perhaps it is the key of the secretaire he wants." A gleam of satisfaction seemed for a moment to light up the dying man's eyes. " Does no one know where the key can be found ?" inquired Mr. Roland, as he touched the shoulders of the lady who knelt at the bed-side. She started up, and throwing back the long fair curls which had almost concealed her face, exclaimed with a quivering lip, " How selfish of me not to have thought, not to have endeavoured to help," and hastily traversing the room, she took out a large bunch of keys from a table-drawer. Several were tried in the secretaire, and the Squire watched their fruitless attempts with visible anxiety. At last they found the 32 THe REIGNING BEAUTY. right key, and a smile hovered for an instant on his pale lips. They opened the drawers and took out several bundles of papers. " It is not among these ; if it exists at all ; see, he is not satisfied," exclaimed Mr. Roland. " Can it be that he wishes to draw up a will ?" " Perhaps so," said the Doctor, who at that moment observed a change in the invalid, and ran quickly to the bed. "Then send for Mr. Garrard, send at once," said Mr. Roland to the old butler who had remained in the room. " Too late, I fear," whispered the Doctor with a solemn look and sorrowful tone, as he watched the painful breathing of the dying man. The Squire's eyes w^ere closed, but sud- denly they opened wide, and he started forward, then sank back, drew one long struggling breath, and was at rest. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. - 33 "It is all over," said Dr. Jeffrey, as he laid his hand on the Squire's heart, and then gently closed his eyes. The lady sank down on the body, and imprinted a kiss on his forehead. She did not weep then, but stood up and gazed with solemn and wondering awe, at the now peaceful countenance of her departed friend and uncle. A fair-haired child of little more than a year old, had toddled unperceived into the room, and startled at the sorrowful coun- tenances that surrounded the bed, without comprehending the cause of their grief, set up a loud cry. The sound had apparently the effect of impressing the poor lady with a sudden sense of her irreparable loss. She burst into tears, and a number of the servants who had been waiting outside the door, with eager curiosity to learn the probable chances of their beloved master's recovery, now that VOL. I. D 34 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. they became aware of the sad end, burst forth into violent tears and lamentations. "Take Mrs. Norman to her room," said Dr. Jeffrey with a look of authority, to a stately old woman who had nursed the Squire in his infancy, and now acted as head-nurse to the two little children of his adopted daughter, Mrs. Norman. "Make her lie down, and I will come and see her pre- sently." As Mr. Fitzpatrick had no nearer relations than Mrs. Norman, and as none of his friends, except some acquaintances who were at the hunt, had yet heard of the accident, Dr. Jeffrey and Mr. Roland felt themselves called upon to give orders, and take the necessary steps to apprize his friends of the event. They immediately sent for Mr. Griffiths, the attorney, who had sometimes been employed by Mr. Fitzpatrick, and as soon as he arrived they recommenced their search for his will. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 35 Mr. Griffiths was not aware that he had made one, but the other two felt sure that such a religious and conscientious person as Mr. Fitzpatrick, must have taken that necessary precaution to prevent his enormous property from going to his only male relative. For this man, the heir-at-law, Mr. Reginald Fitzpatrick of Kilmachedor Castle in Ireland, was known to be a worthless person, a spendthrift and a gambler, and moreover had quarrelled with the late squire of Herons- cliife Park many years ago. Whereas Mrs. Norman was the niece of his late wife; and on the death of her husband, Captain Norman, the Squire had taken her to his home and heart, and told many of his intimate friends, of his intention to make her and her children his heirs. " Perhaps his London solicitor may have a copy of the will, or know where it can be found," said Dr. Jeffrey, after they had in vain searched for the document. D 2 36 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " I do not think it likely," said the consequential Mr. Griffiths, "for Mr. Fitz- patrick very seldom went to London ; and I cannot but think he would have employed me, as he often expressed his approbation of the manner in which I performed his behests." Dr. Jeffrey shook his head with an in- credulous and somewhat supercilious glance at the attorney, who was one of his patients, and had incurred his disapprobation, and even contempt, from not having adhered to the strict regimen of diet the Doctor had judged necessary for his cure. "This is a bad business indeed," said Mr. Roland, " what a fatal change it will be for poor Mrs. Norman, accustomed as she has been to every luxury and comfort. And to think of all this splendid house and estate, and his Irish property, also, going to that worthless man.*' They lifted up their hands in dismay. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 37 but resolved, as a last resource, to send off an express to Mr. Snodgrass of Lincoln's Inn, whom they imagined to have been the Squire's man of business. 38 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER IV. THE CHANGE. In the meantime, the Irishwoman and her child, had been taken, by the butler's orders, into the housekeeper's room, where in the confusion and anxiety of the moment, she had not been much attended to. Indeed, nobody had taken any notice of her except the scullery maid, Judy, who, having only been hired the preceding week, and come from a distance, was not so weU acquainted with the popular Squire's merits, and therefore did not feel so much anxiety about his fate. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 39 Her wonder and curiosity was so strongly excited by the appearance of the "gipsy female," as she called her, and the beautiful wounded child, that she remained in the room and assailed her with a volley of questions. The Irishwoman regarded her with supreme contempt, and pretended not to hear or understand ; but moaned and rocked herself and the child to and fro, as if she were suffering great pain. The child cried violently, also, so that Judy's interrogations were almost drowned in the clamour of real and feigned lamentations. Mr. Roland had almost forgotten the Irish woman in his anxiety about his friend, and the subsequent search for the will; but at last when they had despatched the express for Mr. Snodgrass, and he was preparing to return home, he remembered her. Dr. Jeffrey had gone into Mrs. Norman's room to see how she bore this sad misfortune. He found her more composed and resigned 40 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. than he expected, and his admiration for her character and capacities was increased by the heroic manner in which she bore this severe trial, and the presence of mind she had evinced during the painful scene. " That's a woman in a thousand," said he to Mr. Roland, whom he met at the door as he left Mrs. Norman's room, *' I verily believe she will make her way, and be able to educate her children, even if she be disappointed of this princely fortune." " Can she have much real feeling, do you think ?" whispered Mr. Roland, who did not share in the Doctor's enthusiastic admiration for self-denying or strong-minded characters in general. " However, I must now claim your attention for a poor Irishwoman and her child," he added, " whom I brought here in my gig." " Brought here, did you ? well, some im- postor, I suppose, like the woman after whom you sent me a wild goose chase in the snow THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 41 Storm — the poor creature who was going to be confined on Compton Down, as you were told by a little ragged girl. Ha ! Ha ! I have not yet recovered the cold I caught that bitter night, in my fruitless search all over the downs for your ragged girl and her mother." " Well, but this woman's child is evidently suffering tortures from some broken limb or wounds, and — " " We shall see," said the Doctor with an incredulous smile, as they proceeded to the housekeeper's room. " How did this accident happen, my good woman ?" inquired the Doctor in a kind tone, on their entrance, for his compassion was always excited by the sight of real suffering, and he immediately saw that the child was in great pain. " Twas I as let the blessed innocent fall, yer honour, more's the blame, and the stones struck against his arm." " This is more than a blow : the shoulder 42 THE REIGNING BEAUTY- is dislocated, the hand strained. I trust no bones are broken," he added, after feeling the child's arms and examining his body. " But he must have fallen into the water ?" "Twas the storm, yer honour, and the rain that come powdering down on our heads like the biggest cascade at Killarney, enough to drown any mortals, let alone a poor in- nocent babby. Oh, thin, I hope yer honour won't turn us out in the rain to-night," con- tinued the woman, when she saw the Doctor looked incredulous, and eyed her with suspi- cion. " If ye have children of yer own, may be you'll know what's a mother's feel- ings. Don't turn us out, and may the bles- sing of the Vargin and all the Saints be upon you and your house." " This is not my house," said the Doctor in a rough voice, for he did not believe a word the woman said ; but he sent for his assistant, Mr. Smith, to bring the instruments and ligaments, and they set the poor child's THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 43 shoulder. By this time, he felt convinced that the child was in a ver}^ precarious state, and would probably die if it were moved, so he laid it in a bed, and induced the house- keeper, with some difficulty, to allow the woman and her child to remain there till the morning, when he promised to return and see whether it would be safe to move the child. " How do we know but the gipsy woman may be a thief?" said the dignified house- keeper, after they had all left the attic where the child had been put to bed. "Very probably she is, and I think she has stolen that child," said Dr. Jeffrey, " but still we must not kill the poor boy ; and if you lock her into the room she can't run away with anything." By this time, Mrs. Norman had been in- formed, by her maid, of the strange woman and her baby's arrival, and she considered it right to go and visit the poor sick child before she went to bed. 44 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. She met the Doctor on the stairs, as he was about to return home for the night. " Quite right, madam, to go and see the child ; it's the very thing 1 should have re- commended ; nothing like occupation and in- teresting oneself about others to cure sor- row. The boy may have some weak broth or gruel, if thirsty, but nothing else till I come.'* Mrs. Norman found the woman already fast asleep, but the child was moaning piteously, and tossing about in evident pain. " My poor darling," said Mrs. Norman in a kind voice, and she endeavoured to sooth and comfort the child by those gentle endear- ments that none but a mother knows how to employ. The boy looked at her with wondering and grateful eyes, and soothed by her tenderness soon fell asleep. She remained for a few minutes afterwards, and admired his beautiful face and the black THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 45 curling hair that clustered round his broad forehead, and the long eyelashes that lay on his fair pale cheeks. " That cannot possibly be a common person's child," she thought, " much less a gipsy's, with that fair and delicate com- plexion." Then she looked with some curiosity at the woman, and fancied she had something of the air of a gispy, although her skin was not very dark either, but her hands were brown ; and although her dress was of bro- caded silk, Mrs. Norman thought she was certainly not a lady. She softly left the room, and determined to return early in the morning to see how the child was. She then went and prayed near the cribs of her own two sleeping infants, and shed tears, of real though not violent grief, for the loss of her kind friend, and almost father, of whose care and af- fection she had been so suddenly deprived. 46 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. She lay down on her bed, but could not sleep : she could only think of him. As yet she did not feel that uncertainty about her future which troubled the good Doctor and Mr. Roland, for she was completely occupied in thinking of the good her uncle always had done ; and her mind was either too well regu- lated, or too innately unselfish to think of her- self, or of the inheritance or loss of all that property. If the idea had occurred to her, she would not have allowed her mind to dwell on such a subject at that moment. Even to harbour fears on her children's account, she would have deemed a mistrust of the good- ness of God. Besides, she had scarcely heeded the distress there had been about not finding the will, except with reference to the wishes of the dying man. Although she had heard of the worthless heir-at-law, she had not comprehended the necessity there was for a will; she had had no experience in, or know- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 47 ledge of that sort of business, although her pleasure in the study and acquirement of other and more graceful branches of li- terature was very great. After the storm of the preceding night, a fair sun-rise the next morning shone upon the beautiful woods of HeronsclifFe, as Mrs. Norman proceeded to visit the room where the mortal remains of her dear uncle lay. She had never been in the presence of death, for her husband had expired in India, far away from her; and as she walked through the long corridors a feeling of desolation came over her, and a sensation of awe and some degree of fear made her pause, for a moment, when she reached the door of his room, before she could summon up courage enough to enter. '* But how foolish this is," she thought ; " why should I, whom he loved so much, be afraid to approach, when those hired nurses, who were almost strangers, have pro- 48 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. bably been passing the entire night in the room. " Let nne remain here alone for a few minutes," she said to the women, who with respectful curtseys and solemn faces quietly left the room. The Squire's countenance was even more peaceful and happy-looking than it had ap- peared when, on the preceding evening, Mrs. Norman had seen it just after his decease. All her fears vanished, and even as she im- printed a kiss on his cold forehead, and held in her's the hand that lay in graceful repose at his side, a conviction of his eternal bliss, and the joyful rest into which his pure spirit had entered, became more real to her mind. He was gone from that lifeless clay, yet it bore the impress of his mind as she had seen him in his last and happiest moments, and she felt deep gratitude for the additional proof this seemed to furnish her of the soul's immortality. He had evidently been happy THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 49 to go at the last moment, to leave all the joys of a truly prosperous life : therefore he must have had a foretaste, or at all events an unfailing belief in the greater joy into which he was entering. She knelt down and prayed fervently to be enabled to imitate his example, and to fulfil all the wishes he had often expressed about her children's education, and that she might live so as to be as well prepared, should such an awfully sudden summons await her, and that her end might be like his. She remained nearly half an hour ; and the two nurses, who had been afraid that such a delicate looking lady would be "taken with the trembles," as they called it, came back, accompanied by the housekeeper, to see whether she had fainted. The sound of the opening door awakened her attention, and then she suddenly re- membered the poor child she had intended to visit early that morning. So she softly with- VOL. I. E 50 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. drew, and ascended the old carved oak staircase that led up into the more ancient part of the house. She found the child asleep, but the mother was not there, and she concluded that she had gone down for some medicine or refreshment. She was now struck by the melancholy expression on the child's face : — the touching sort of resignation and sad- ness of his beautiful lips, which appeared to her more the habitual expression, than that produced by present pain. It was such a look as she had never seen on the faces of her own sleeping children, and she felt sure the boy must have been ill-used by his mother or nurse. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 51 CHAPTER V. SHE IS SAVED. When Dr. Jeffrey returned home from Heronscliffe the preceding evening, he found his wife very ill. They had lately lost their only child, a boy of three years old ; and as they had been married many years before its birth, and Mrs. Jeffrey was now almost in her fiftieth year, there seemed little prospect of another. So the parents were almost broken-hearted at the child's death, and Mrs. Jeffrey, who had been a most active and bustling woman, had now sunk into a languid state of indif- E 2 tlWARY 52 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ference, and appeared to have lost all interest in life. She was a fat, good-humoured and rather vulgar looking woman, some ten years older than her Imsband; but he was extremely fond of her, and there was a kindliness in her smile, a heartiness in her loud voice, and even a charm in the sunny expression of her small blue eyes, that made one forget to criticise the size of her waist or roughness of her broad Scotch accent. But now, her usually ruddy cheeks were pale and her eyes so dull that they scarcely lighted up with any pleasure at the sound of her husband's footsteps on the stair ; although it was long past his usual hour for returning home, and she had sat up waiting for him till one of her candles had burnt out, and the other was just expiring in its socket. " I was in hopes you would be glad to see me, old woman," said the Doctor, as he took her cold hand and pressed it to his lips, THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 53 with an air of affectionate gallantry worthy of "le grand monarque." "I was afraid you would have been uneasy at my remaining out so long, and that you would be anxious to know how poor Mr. Fitzpatrick was. Did not you hear he was almost killed out hunting ?" " Yes, and he wasn't expected to recover ; and I s'pose he hasn't," she said in a tone of listless indifference. " And poor beautiful Mrs. Norman, did you not feel anxious to know how she bears this dreadful blow?" " She's got her bairns, her two lovely bairns," said Mrs. Jeffrey with quivering lips, as she pointed to an empty crib that stood near her. The poor Doctor was on the point of re- minding: her that she still had a devoted husband, but he checked the words, and looking into a large Bible that lay open on the table close by, said, " I am glad to 54 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. find that you have been attempting to read, and you have chosen a good chapter too, the 55th. of Isaiah ; but, dear Polly, you can scarcely see, much less feel, the meaning now of those comforting words, * Ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace : the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.' And you think there is no sorrow equal to yours, and perhaps you are right. My poor Polly, there is no greater sorrow in the world, except what is caused by remorse, than the loss of a child. And you feel of no use besides ; but I want you to remember that poor Mrs Norman, that fair, delicate creature who was always so kind to us, who loved and mourned with you over our darhng Ernest, remember that she has now lost one who was more than a father to her, and that, perhaps, she will now be thrown on the wide cold world without money or friends, that her children will be THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 55 starving, penniless, that she and they will want almost the necessaries of existence, she who never had an unkind word in her life.'* " Ah ! but she's got her bairns ; she's got baith her bairns, and it'll be a pleasure for her to work for them, even if she has to earn her own bread." " But how is she to earn it ? if she w^ere to lose her bairns, would you go and try to comfort her ?" " Ay, that I would." " Well, then, I'm sure you'll not refuse to help her nurse a poor sick child who has been evidently ill-treated, and now lies at the point of death. He was taken there this evening by a strange sort of woman; a beautiful, delicate looking boy with dark eyes and hair like our Ernest's, and he has such a melancholy expression that I am sure he has been habitually neglected or disliked. I am certain that the gispy-looking woman, who says she is his mother, does not care a 56 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. straw for him, only she does not want him quite to die. I believe, though if he were to die, she would not much care, and the poor child certainly will, unless Mrs. Norman should take compassion, or have time to attend to it. Ah ! if you had seen with what touching and patient resignation the child bore a necessary but most painful ope- ration, how his little fingers clung lovingly to mine, although I was inflicting such tor- ture, and how gratefully he looked up in my face, and tried to say " papa," you would have taken it to your heart at once." As the Doctor proceeded, he saw the dull and almost vacant looking grey eyes of his wife gradually assume an expression of life, and as he continued his narrative, her whole countenance seemed to awake from the slum- ber of selfish despair. Her face was still very sad, but the Doctor's practised eye could discern that look of pity and interest for another, causing THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 57 a momentary self-forgetfulness, which made him inwardly exclaim, " She is saved !" In a few moments she raised her eyes to his face, and it was the first time since their misfortune, that she had looked at him with an apparent consciousness of his exist- ence. Perhaps she w^as struck with the change that sorrow had made in his appearance, his usually broad and full cheeks being now thin and worn, for she took his hand and pressed it to her lips. He continued to tell of the child's sufferings, and his surmises and fears that Mrs. Norman, who alone could have the faculty or learning requisite to influence sueh a deeply sensitive child, would be unable from want of means to take charge of it herself. At last Mrs. Jeffrey rose up from her chair, and exclaimed clasping her hands, " I will go instantly ; take me to the child." 58 THE REIGNING BEA.UTY. " No, no/' said the Doctor, as he felt her burning hand : " no, you must have some sleep first, and I must have some supper. Suppose you were to go and make me some little delicacy as you used when we Uved in that little house at Edinburgh, and some mulled wine, which your dear old father said no one could make so well as his favourite Polly." "I will, indeed," she said, moving with an alacrity she had not evinced since the death of her child, and lighting another candle she left the room. The Doctor let her go, although he had plenty of servants, and he did not want any supper either, but he hoped that she would prepare some delicacy for him with her own hands as she had been obliged to do formerly, before his successful practice had given them unexpected af- fluence. For he knew that her misery from the loss of her child was fatally increased by having no positive or obligatory employment. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 59 Her mind was not cultivated, and their riches had deprived her of the peculiar sphere of usefulness in which she had formerly shone. Even hefore their child's death, he was aware that she was often painfully impressed by the conviction that his altered position had rendered her comparatively useless, and that she felt her presence was often a gene among the superior and highly intellectual society in which he now hved. For his natural aptitude for learning had enabled him to acquire a great deal of general know- ledge, and he had wisely cultivated also the art of being agreeable in conversation. So Doctor Jeffrey was much sought after in society as well as by his patients. His extreme skill in his profession was so great, that many persons came from London, and distant parts of England and Scotland to consult him. He might long ago have made what the 60 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. world calls a good match. But Polly Clan- ronald had been the object of his boyish attachment when she was a blooming and almost handsome girl of twenty-six ; one of the nine daughters of a rich farmer near Perth, and he was a poor apothecary's boy. He went to Edinburgh, and returned to the scenes of his youth at five and twenty, with very good prospect of ultimately making way in his profession. He was still attached to Polly Clanronald, and though he found her no longer good looking, and less his equal in acquirements and education ; although his boyish enthusiasm was somewhat cooled by her faded charms, or rather I should say, by her, alas ! too reddened cheeks and too fully developed form, yet he loved her still for her good qualities. Having his way to make in the world, and his younger sisters to support, he thought he could not do better than make her his wife. And an excellent wife she made. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 61 Fortunately for Mrs. Jeffrey's cure that night, all the servants had gone to bed. The Doctor had dismissed them immediately on his return home, for he was not the least inclined to eat ; and since she left the room, the comparatively resigned, indeed almost cheerful look he wore in her presence was gone, and he bent down his head on his hands in an attitude of deep despondency. For he felt the child's loss quite as much as his wife did, only his habits of active use- fulness, and the large-minded benevolence with which he was wont to exercise his pro- fession, often unconsciously took him out of him.self, and gave him a temporary and healthful respite from the depressing effects of sorrow. Yet even now he did not remain long in that desponding attitude, for he began to hope that his wife would revive. He had been glad, by pretending to wish for some food, to give her the occupation of preparing 62 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. it in order to remind her of what she did long before the birth of that child, whose short life of three years seemed now to comprise the entire of her own. And he was right. The smell of the nut- meg, the mixing of various ingredients, the care she took in making the toast, brought a healthful glow of animation into her countenance. When she returned with the tempting looking tray, the sight of her renovated spirits reacted on his own, and enabled him first to taste, and then to eat with some degree of appetite, the delicacy she had pre- pared. All this reminded her so vividly of the happy past of long ago, that she uncon- sciously sat down near, and tasted the food he put before her. So the husband and wife were able to feel thankful for the blessing of each other, and all that was still left to them. They both slept better that night ; and Mrs. Jeffrey awoke THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 63 without the racking headache, which on pre- ceding days had almost incapacitated her from moving across the room ; and she got up, eager to dress quickly, and start on their expedition. 64 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER VI. THE ADOPTION. When the Doctor and his wife reached HeronscHffe Park, they found the old butler and housekeeper, in great consternation at the disappearance of the strange woman, who had brought the child there the preceding evening. For when Mrs. Norman came down from the attic after visiting the child, and inquired for its mother, she was not to be found. " I told you to lock her in," said the Doctor in a tone of rebuke. " I did then, indeed ; only Mrs. Norman, God bless her, went up last night after Suky THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 65 had locked the door, and ; not knowing, poor dear lamb, as there was any fear a mother would go away like that and desert her sick child ; she never noticed it was locked. And Mary supposes the gipsy woman went down the brown staircase at twelve o'clock last night, for she heard a creaking of the steps, only being afeard of the ghosts, the foolish girl never looked out, but drew the bed clothes over her head, and went to sleep." *' But why have you not sent all round to inquire ?" " I have sent Jem into the village, and to the common, where there have been a camp of gipsies the last week, as I thought, may be, they came from it ; but the whole camp was gone off, and Beermall, at the public bouse, says they sailed for America in a ship that went this morning." They went up then to the child's room. The little boy was awake, and moaning so piteously that Mrs. Jeffrey's compassion was VOL. I. F 66 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Strongly excited, and she tried to soothe and comfort it, by all the endearing caresses she had been wont to lavish on her own son. She was so absorbed in this employment, that she was scarcely aware of anything that passed around. She did not even notice Mrs. Norman, who came up to hear the Doctor's opinion of the poor child's health. Nor was she aware of the anxiety evinced by everyone, (except Mrs. Norman), for the arrival of the London soUcitor, or comprehend the import- ance of ascertaining to whom the splendid house and property now belonged. Mrs. Jeffrey's whole soul was centered in the beautiful suffering child, who had awak- ened all the maternal tenderness, which her husband feared had been buried in her son's grave. And it was only when she heard them talk of the flight of the child's mother, who, she understood from her husband, had ill treated the child, that her attention was arrested. When she heard that the THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 67 messengers had returned and brought no tidings of the woman, except that a person answering her description, had been seen to embark in the ship with some gipsies at Spearmouth, just before the vessel sailed ; then Mrs. Jeffrey felt relieved and became convinced that she could not part with the child. "We must take the bairn home with us," she whispered to her husband with beseeching looks, " we cannot part from him." The Doctor was almost as anxious as his wife to keep the child; but at the same time, he felt bound to learn the fate of its reputed mother, and, also, to ascertain whether she might not have stolen the boy, for some mysterious reason, from its parents. He examined its clothes, but found no mark or any clue whatever, that could lead to a discovery. Its linen was ex- tremely fine, and the entire dress seemed F 2 68 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. to indicate that its parents were affluent, yet a part of its little under garment was torn, and the Doctor suspected purposely, in order to remove the name or initial which had probably been marked on that part. " Yes," said the Doctor in answer to her imploring looks, " we will keep the child, at all events until its real parents can be found." " Well, I'm a' most glad now we're going to live at Nordington," said Mrs. Jeffrey, as soon as they were left alone in the room. " Because you think there will be less probability of the child's being claimed, than if we lived at Dodcaster, is it not ?" said he, with a smile that reminded her of past days, before their child was taken ill. "Well, God is good, indeed, for I never expected to feel glad again," said Mrs. Jeffrey, " and now methinks Providence has given us another bairn. I'm sure it'll be ours, the THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 69 poor innocent was too good for them as had it ; it's not used to be petted and spoken kindly to, I see plainly, and so it was taken from them and given to us." Dr. Jeffrey had been solicited by several gentlemen, friends, to remove to a new and celebrated watering-place, to supply the place of an eminent physician who had lately died, as they considered it a pity that such talent and skill, as he possessed, should not have a larger scope, and meet with more remuneration than in Dodcaster. The late Dr. Johnson was said to have made from four to six thousand a year by his practice at Nordington, and they expected that Dr. Jeffrey would be equally successful. But he was so strongly attached to the families of his patients and friends in Dod- caster and its neighbourhood, that he had decided not to quit it. The death of his child, however, altered his views, as he considered that a complete 70 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. change of scene would be better for his wife ; and in the event of her ever recover- ing her health and spirits, that among the different classes of persons who visited a watering-place, she might find some society more congenial to her than she had at an old-fashioned country town, where the grades of high and low were more strongly marked. It had been arranged that they were to start for Nordington the next week, and the Doctor was resolved that in case no will should be found, and that Mrs. Norman and her children were thus deprived of their ex- pected inheritance, they should accompany him. That evening, Mr. Snodgrass arrived, and informed them that he well remembered having drawn up a will for the late Mr. Fitzpatrick, in which he bequeathed the whole of his large property to Mrs. Norman. It was made the preceding year, accord- ing to instructions given in a letter, and THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 71 had been forwarded to Mr. Fitzpatrick by post. He had acknowledged the receipt of it, and expressed his approbation of the manner in which it was drawn up. But whether he had ever signed it, or what he had done with it since, Mr. Snodgrass could not tell. Search w^as again made in every part of the house, but without success; and the heir-at-law, Mr. Fitzpatrick of Kilmachedor, had already arrived at the hotel at Dod- caster, and was, of course, impatient to take possession of his splendid inheritance. He brought several boisterous and rol- locking Irish companions with him, and several vulgar looking ladies, one of whom was called Mrs. Fitzpatrick, although it was well known that his wife died several years ago, when giving birth to her first child. This little boy, about ten years old, also accompanied the party, and his wild freaks and mischievous practical jokes were alter- 72 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. nately applauded or punished, according to the humour in which his father, and often drunken friends, happened to be at the moment; and the wild youth caused great annoyance to the innkeeper, and the visitors at the Black Lion Hotel at Dodcaster. It may be imagined that the sight of this disreputable party, increased the anger felt by the whole neighbourhood, at the prospect of the beautiful and deservedly popular Mrs. Norman losing her inheri- tance. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 73 CHAPTER Vll. VICISSITUDE. After the funeral, the friends of the late Squire, Mr. Fitzpatrick, felt that it was impossible longer to keep out the lawful heir, who threatened with drunken violence to break down the gates, if he were denied access to Heronscliffe Park. But all the neighbours were prompt, and most of them sincere in their offers of assistance to the fair outcast, and Mrs. Norman might have chosen almost any house for her temporary, or perhaps permanent, abode. Yet she firmly, although with tears 74 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. of gratitude in her eyes, declined to receive any assistance, nor would she even accom- pany Dr. Jeffrey and his wife to Nordington. She assured them that her late husband's pension would suffice, and that, if at any future time she could not contrive to educate her children, or should be in distress, she would call upon them for help. So she started by the coach for Exeter, accompanied by her children only, and their nurse. Her late husband had a sister who lived near that town, and was married to a res- pectable, though not very rich, country pro- prietor, Mr. O'Hara. Mrs. Norman did not mean, however, to be a burden to this, her nearest and almost only relative, but she fancied she might live cheaper in that neighbourhood, without causing annoyance to her friends and acquaintances by the sight of her poverty. She did not know the value of money, and had very little experience. But she THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 75 knew that the one hundred a year, all that was legally hers, would not go far to educate her boy and girl, though she re- solved, if possible, to increase that sum, if she could find any employment that would not entail a separation from her children. Her sister-in-law, Mrs. O'Hara, was a very peculiar woman. Educated by a bigoted father, in the extreme precepts of the low church school, strong-minded in some res- pects, and very proud of her unflinching faith, she was yet often apt to be guided by caprice ; occasionally forming sudden and warm friendships, and exerting her whole energies to benefit the objects of her attach- ment. But her feelings would cool down as soon as she had accomplished her end, or sometimes even before, if she found great difficulty in assisting them. Her husband accused her of loving people in proportion as she felt able to serve 76 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. them, or that she considered they were really in want of her, which was all very well, he said, if she did not let them drop altogether afterwards. At first she entered most zealously into Mrs. Norman's schemes, at least she talked with her most eloquently, but her views were too visionary and impracticable to suit the poor widow's matter of fact, and as Mrs. O'Hara considered, rather common- place turn of mind. After due consideration, Mrs. Norman thought her best plan would be to keep a day-school. She had received a good, though not brilliant education, and she had acquired considerable knowledge by dili- gent perseverance, without the aid of much natural talent or genius. She felt competent to instruct in French and English, and also to superintend music and drawing. Mrs. O'Hara made enquiries, although it was a plan she did not fully approve THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 77 of, as she considered her sister-in-law's religious opinions not quite orthodox, and that she would not advance her pupils " in the growth of grace," so she had endea- voured to pursuade her to teach only music or drawing, or in fact to become an artist. "To paint pictures and take likenesses, that would be just the thing," she often said, *' there was that poor young man, the French emigre, Adolphe de St. Leon ; I saw he would make his fortune by paint- ing, and I went to London on purpose to recommend him to the poet Mr. Rayers, and he is now making from three to four hundred a year by his art. If you were to study under him now for six or eight hours a day — " " I really have very little talent for draw- ing," interrupted poor Mrs. Norman, who shrank from the idea of a London life, and being shut up all day with the smell of oil paints. However, she soon began to 78 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. despair of doing anything in that neigh- bourhood, for besides Mrs. O'Hara's pre- judices, she saw that she was not in other ways much able to help her, not being on very good terms with many of her neighbours, and, therefore, not considered by them to be competent to recommend an instructress for their children. " I am afraid you must go to London after all," said Mr. O'Hara, who had heard of his wife's schemes, " that is if you are really determined to do something to increase your income ; but you had better first make inquiry, and there must be many of your former neighbours who have connections." Mr. O'Hara remembered that the artist, St. Leon, had now a very large acquaintance, and he wrote to beg that he would enquire among them, for any persons who wanted an instructress for their children ; and he detailed Mrs. Norman's history. This was the origin of my acquaintance with THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 79 her and that of my brother, Adolphe De St. Leon. He was at that time one of the most promising artists of the day, and had lately taken a house at Brompton, where there was a good room which he could convert into a studio. It stood in a little garden of its own, and being much larger than he required, he hoped to be repaid some of the rent by letting two or three rooms as lodgings, if he could find an eligible tenant. I, the old governess who am narrating this now in spectacles and grey hair, was then twelve years old, and remember the day when Mr. O'Hara's letter came, and hearing my brother and his pretty young wife talking about it. 80 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER VIII. THE ARTIST. Adolphe de St. Leon was my half- brother, and, as some of my pupils in after- life observed, it seemed very hard he should have such a beautiful name, while mine was Nelly Muggins. My mother was the widow of the last Count de St. Leon, who was guillotined during the Revolution; and she sought re- fuge in England with her only son Adolphe, a boy of about four years old. She was extremely poor, but contrived for a time to live by teaching the harp and singing. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 81 But her health, never very strong, became worse from the fogs of London, and want of good nourishment ; and the anxiety she felt about her httle boy aggravated the malady. She was obliged to give up teaching, and soon afterwards w^as confined to her room. She could not bear to receive assistance from the persons she had taught, as in those days people of all ranks were very kind, often beyond their means, to the poor emigres, and she therefore sought to conceal her distress as much as possible. Madame de St. Leon had received much attention from Miss Muggins, the sister of a wealthy hatter in the City, and after my mother was unwell, this elderly lady often came to read French with her, and helped her to teach little Adolphe. At last she prevailed on her, when she felt better, to go and live with her in her own home, where Miss Muggins resided with her brother. VOL. I. G 82 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. For the child's sake my mother consented, having no prospect for him but starvation. She had very deHcate health for some months, during which time Miss Muggins nursed her like a sister, and the brother, Josiah Muggins, used to come and read to them in the evenings, and won my poor mother's gratitude, especially by his kindness to her little child Adolphe. He must have been a most kind-hearted man, for the number of emigres he contrived to assist was wonderful. Two years afterwards my mother and he married, and she had great delight in assist- ing the emigrants who came in their way, many of whom were her old friends and acquaintances. She died at my birth, and soon afterwards my father failed. In his despondency for her death, he ceased to take care of his concerns, and thus accelerated embarrass- ments which his over generosity had begun. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 83 The misfortune preyed upon his mind, and he soon afterwards died. I have a dim re- collection of my aunt, his old sister, and of her kindness to me. But she died when I was about five years old ; and so I was left to the sole guardianship of my half- brother, a wild, clever boy of sixteen. My father had no relatives. He had risen by his own industry, having been originally an orphan boy in the workhouse at York. So we had no one to help us, and lived for several years in the utmost distress. I will pass over that miserable time, when my brother would almost starve himself to give me food ; and I used to pretend to have eaten while he was out, in order to make him taste the little loaf he sometimes brought home in the evening, and it often almost broke my childish heart to see him look so thin and exhausted. Soon his talent for drawing developed itself, and he occasionally got something for G 2 84 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. his pencil sketches, and for short pieces of poetry he sometimes was able to publish in magazines. At eighteen, he became acquainted with a fair young girl, who was afterwards the favourite model in most of his pictures. She was day-scholar at a school where Adolphe had succeeded in becoming teacher of drawing and design. It was a poor school, only for trades- people's children, and Louise, as he called her, was almost as poor as ourselves. At first, he only admired her at a distance, and never ventured to speak. But at last a fortunate chance made me acquainted with her, and then she and her elder sister used to come and sit with us of an evening, and bring their work. Their kind bright faces, and cheerful voices, form some of the pleasantest visions and sounds of my childhood. But it would fill volumes to write of those times. So I THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 85 will pass over them, till my brother made enough money to send me to the school as a day-boarder. By that time Louise was one of the teachers, and from her I received most of my early instruction. One day, some of my brother's perfor- mances in a shop-window, for sale, attracted the notice of a Mr. O'Hara, who pointed them out to his wife, and on inquiring at the shop and learning my brother's history, this kind and zealous lady took Adolphe under her protection, and recommended him as a portrait-painter to all her friends and acquaintances. This was a great assistance, and my brother, by his talent and industry, soon made a little income, sufficient to enable him to marry Louise, and set up as an artist. After this long digression, 1 must go back to that morning when Mr. O'Hara's letter 86 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. arrived. Louise, after reading it, suggested that Mrs. Norman might obtain the office of teacher in a girl's school, the next house to ours, where a daily instructress was re- quired for French and music. She had conceived so much interest for the fate of the poor lady who had met with such a strange reverse, and evinced such wonderful independence, that she entered zealously into Mr. O'Hara's plan for assist- ing her, and further suggested that Mrs. Norman should occupy their spare rooms until a suitable tenant could be found. " And where are the poor lady and her children to go then ?" inquired my sensible brother in a slightly foreign accent, while he elevated his dark eyebrows, and made an inquiring gesture with his small, well-formed hand, that reminded me of the portrait of the old Marquis de St. Leon, his celebrated ancestor, of Henri Quatre's days. " Where will you have them go then, ma chere THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 87 Louise? for we cannot let them pay, you know. If they come they must be our friends, and, ma foi, let them, for I see it will give you pleasure ; and it is evident that poor Mrs. Norman will not ruin us if she can help it, or she would not so nobly have rejected all the offers of assistance she has received." So it was arranged that they were to be invited, and soon afterwards, one fine spring evening, they were expected to arrive. 88 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER IX. THE ARRIVAL, It was a great event in our little house- hold, and I well remember the delight I felt at being allowed to assist in arranging Mrs. Norman's room. The bouquet of sweet flowers my brother had contrived to pick from our tiny garden, and arranged with artistic skill, I was allowed to place, with glad triumph, on her dressing-table. That little low bed-chamber, with its clean white dimity furniture, and the com- fortable arm-chair, and the adjoining sitting- room or nursery, (that looked on a few green THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 89 trees, and the high walls of some neigh- bouring gardens), the whole was, in my eyes, a complete paradise. For my early childhood had been passed in a noisy, dark street in the heart of the City, and during my brother's subsequent poverty, we had sometimes been obliged to live in a cellar. I had often passed months and months without seeing a tree or flower, and my fondness for the country, for every blade of green turf, and for the song of birds, was all the greater. When my brother, after having, for the last three years, attained comparative affluence, w^as able to give up his lodgings in Street, and take this old cottage at Brompton, my happiness was at first complete. I fancied Mrs. Norman must be enchanted with her apartment at the back of the house, where the sparrows chirped so cheerfully in the boughs near, and the notes of a gold- 90 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. finch, and I inaagined even nightingales, might occasionally be heard. But Louise shook her wise little head, with its fair clustering curls, at my en- thusiasm, for she remembered having once seen Heronscliffe Park from the road, as she v^^as travelling to Dodcaster ; and she described its palatian appearance, and told of the splen- did trees, sunny glades, broad terraces and river, till I almost cried at thinking the poor lady should have been deprived of such a residence. " Ah ! you would admire that," said my observant brother. " My dear little sister has a terrible taste for grandeur, poor child ! She has much of our old French enthusiasm and love of luxury in her, w^hen, alas ! it would be far better if she had more of her good, honest father's money-making qualities. What shall we do with her, chere Louise ?" " She will do very well, never fear ; she THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 91 already knows more than most girls of her age." " Ah ! it is not the knowledge she will want," said my brother, with a shrug of his shoulders. " She is clever enough ; too clever, perhaps," he added, with a melan- choly smile in his large dark eyes. " But she has a wild imagination ; such a strong will, and strong passions ; she will have too much trouble with herself." " Well, in the meantime, she does not give us much trouble now," said Louise; " and you know, dear Adolphe, you are sometimes prone to look on the gloomy side of things ; you anticipate evils, and have often told me not to let you despond ; besides, it is a pity to talk of Little Nelly before her," she continued, as she saw the look of sadness and thought my brother's observations had awakened, and which was pourtrayed on my sallow face. *' She thinks 92 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. deeply enough already, and I want to make her grow fat and thoughtless." "I am sure I am thoughtless enough," said I, laughing, " for I am always getting into scrapes, and never think of the right thing at the right time. There ! is not that a carriage at the door?" and I ran to the front staircase windows, and clamhered up into the high old-fashioned seat for about the twentieth time within the last hour. I was right now, for one of those lumber- ing hackney-coaches of the olden time had stopped opposite the door. Its jingling steps were let down, and I saw a lady in black get out, holding a young child in her arms. A pretty fair-haired boy toddled down after her. My brother and Louise had gone down stairs, and I saw the latter take the lady's hand, and my brother took off his hat, and bowed with the same stately poHteness as THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 93 when the Duchess of D and other great ladies came to his studio. I had been longing all day for Mrs. Norman's arrival, but now I was seized with one of my shy fits, and dreaded having to appear before her, and felt much frightened at the chil- dren. So, under the plea of seeing that all was right in her room, and that the fire was good, I went back into her apartment, and lingered in admiration of it for a few minutes. Besides, in spite of all my anxiety for the arrival of the strange lady who was to inhabit these pretty rooms, I never forgot that she was a friend of Mrs. O'Hara's, and I had never yet liked the persons she recommended to my brother. Besides, I disliked herself extremely, I am ashamed to say, in spite of all her real kindness. For Mrs. O'Hara was very plain and ungraceful, and I heard her several times say sharp things about people, and she had 94 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. sometimes found fault with my brother's pictures in a way that I resented extremely. I was, therefore, at times rather prepared to dislike Mrs. Norman, although her melan- choly fate had excited deep interest in my heart. But now I tried to remember her misfortunes, and to think and hope she would be very happy in these rooms. " She must and will," I thought, as I took courage, and ran to see whether I could help in bringing up any of her luggage. Mrs. Norman was paying the coachman, and I had time to look at her fair, pretty face, and soft blue eyes, before my brother mentioned me to her. "This is my little sister Nelly — Nelly Muggins," said he, as he waved his hand when he saw she perceived me. Mrs. Norman took my hand, and a kind smile lighted up her countenance. The younger child, the little girl she had carried in her arms out of the coach, was now THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 95 standing on the ground clinging to her side, and trying to hide its little shy face from the strangers in the folds of her dress. The boy was carrying a large parcel with a grave air of importance which rather amused me, and I felt less frightened at both the children than I had expected. " I am afraid you are very tired with your long journey," said Louise, as she led them up-stairs, " and would rather be quite alone in your apartment, and dine in your own sitting-room ?" " I do not want any dinner, thank you," said Mrs. Norman, " as we dined on the road ; only some tea whenever you have yours." Adolphe had not been able to persuade Mrs. Norman to come as our guests, even for the first week or so. She insisted upon paying her share of the housekeeping, and her share of the rent also, when she should receive her salary from the Principal of the school. 96 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. She appeared to be charmed with her apartments, and the next morning she and Louise called on the schoolmistress, Miss Burton, and arranged with her when Mrs. Norman's labours should begin. In a few days, she was regularly established as teacher of French and music. She seemed to enjoy this active life. Mrs. Nor- man said that it suited her better than the ease and grandeur of Heronscliffe, that except for the loss of Mr. Fitzpatrick, and anxiety for her children's future, she was happier now than she had been before. And certainly her life w^as here a most useful one. Her presence, her refined appearance and man- ners, introduced a far better tone and feeling into Miss Burton's school. She was of im- mense use to Louise and my brother, to say nothing of my little ugly and ungrateful self. Mrs. Norman was one of those rare cha- racters that seem to have no self. She always did, thought, and even felt the right THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 97 thing. My adrairation for her was great ; but strange to say. she inspired less pas- sionate attachment than I have Ml in the course of nay Hfe for less perfect mortals. Her little boy, Charles, gave her a good deal of trouble sometimes, but she managed him with wonderful tact. She never lost her own temper, or for a moment appeared to forget that she was correcting him in kind- ness : that she had his welfare in view, and was not indulging her own angry or impatient feelings. He could not fail to see that she was always sorry for hi in whtra he did wrong, in- stead of resenting the inconvenience or an- noyance caused to herself by his misdemea- nours. So that I could even then perceive that his natui'ally proud, irascible, and self- willed temperament was daily changing into a kindly and genial spirit, that he was be- coming generous and what is called good- natured. VOL. I. H 98 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. But the child had great taste for gran- deur, whether inherited or caused by the re- collection of the princely home at Heronscliffe Park. Her poor boy was in that respect like his father, who was a disappointed man ; but the latter had taken to heart his poverty and disappointment, and Mrs. Norman re- solved to try and guard her children from doing the same. She had scarcely any trouble with little Margaret; indeed, on the whole, both the children, my brother said, were models of perfection. She often talked to us of the beautiful little stranger babe, that Mrs. Jeffrey had so kindly taken care of, and the story made such an impression on us that we all longed to see the child. I loved to make her tell me of Heronscliffe, describe all the rooms and furniture, the park and gardens, and the wild youth who would now possess them, and for whom 1 conceived a sort of detestation. She would THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 99 never tell me anything before her children, lest it should occasion pride or discontent in their minds. The next year or so, I often look back upon as the happiest of my life. Louise had been confined, but had lost her child ; Mrs. Norman had nursed her through the trial like a sister, and tried to comfort her and my brother for their loss, by the wise suggestion that it was much better to become a little richer before they had any children. But when she was to be confined again, every one felt much anxiety about her, es- pecially my brother; arid in his endeavour to procure, by the exercise of his art, every possible comfort for her, we thought that he used to work too hard, and try his strength and eye-sight, not allowing himself time for air and exercise. There was an expression in my brother's eyes that sometimes made me almost tremble. It was so fervent, all seeing and penetrating, H 2 100 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. SO full of entity, and life, or rather, I might say, life-giving. For it often revived my drooping courage, and awakened the hope of happiness in my miserable spirit. I never saw any eyes like ray brother's, except those of one, whose fatal attraction, many years afterwards, influenced my existence in this world, and perhaps in the next. My brother's eyes were full of wisdom too, like his words. Though he did not speak much, whatever he said was so deep in its pithy meaning, I used to call him a " a good-natured La Rochefoucault." Then he would sometimes take everything to heart, even people's vulgarity, and all the little follies and small vices which furnish only amusement to most persons. He felt melancholy at everything that made him disUke a person. "Vulgarity and pre- tention makes people far from God," he would say. Littlenesses and meannesses, ugliness of THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 101 form or ungratefulness of gesture, were no laughing matters to him. He could not bear caricature, his taste for the beauty and harmony in nature was so great, that everything antagonistic to it, depressed him. 102 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER X. THE FAREWELL, It was evening, and we young ones were going to bed. Louise, nay sister-in-law, kissed me more tenderly than ever that night, bade me be a good child and give Adolphe as little trouble as possible, and " take care of him and of my child," she added, " if — if — " but tears started to her eyes and she turned away. What could she fear ? I could not speak for the choking in my throat, and I lingered at the door after she had closed it with an ardent desire to see her again. But I knew Adolphe dreaded THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 103 lest she should be agitated, so I went slowly and with a heavy heart up to my own room. As Louise's confinement was now hourly expected, the children were moved into the remotest part of the house, in order to keep her room more quiet; and as Mrs. Norman determined to devote herself en- tirely to nurse Louise, she gave them in charge to me. I was very proud of the responsibility, and we inhabited a little un- furnished attic at the top of the house. We all enjoyed the fun of the move ; they the playthings, T the little high window, and the clambering up on the sill, from whence I could see the top of Chelsea Hospital. The children were very good at first, but they then would get up to look out, following my fatal example. Margaret very nearly fell down from the window-sill, and I was in terror lest their screams should 104 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. reach the invalid's chamber. At last, how- ever, I contrived to pacify them. In the morning, we heard of the birth of a little girl. I was longing to see her, but I knew we must not stir. At last, finding they forgot to bring our breakfast, and as the children were crying with hunger, I resolved to go down and take them with me, lest they should get into mischief. On the staircase landing I met my brother, going into his wife's room. He looked so unlike himself, that it made my heart sink, or rather, it seemed to take away all my faculties, for I never saw such a look of anxious misery. He was followed by the doctor who also looked flushed and agitated, but they passed me so quickly, and the glimpse I caught of Adolphe's face was so momentary, that it seemed more like some dreadful vision or spectral delusion than his real self. " Hush ! don't speak," said I to the THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 105 children, who seemed also to have been frightened by the sight of my brother; and I saw by their wondering faces, they were o:oinp: to ask the cause or make some remark. " Come down, we mustn't stay here," I whispered, as I drew them down towards the kitchen, fearful lest the sound of their steps on the stairs might disturb the invalid. "What has happened, Jane?" I inquired of the cook, or rather, maid-of-all-work, for we had no other maid but the nurse who attended upon Mrs. Norman and her children. '' Missus isn't so well, she was took with faintings like, and master runned off for the doctor hisself like mad." '' Give the children something to eat, and take care of them till I come down," said I, for it was impossible to resist the longing I felt to know what had happened. So I crept softly up-stairs again, and stood 106 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. at the door of the room. I would not venture to open it, for I had been told I must not go in, but 1 heard sounds that increased my dread and dismay. A low moan of agony — that was not Louise, it sounded like my brother's voice. Then a faint cry which I thought must be the baby. All was silent again, till I heard heavy footsteps crossing the room, and the door opened more roughly than appeared to me consistent with the quiet which had been so strenuously insisted on. The doctor came out and closed it after him. He looked flushed and rather angry, I thought. I never much liked his face, and now it filled me with a sort of vague horror. I ventured in a timid voice to ask him how Louise was. " It is all over ; couldn't be helped ; poor young woman, 1 am very sorry," said he, shrugging his shoulders, "but I hope Mr. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 107 St. Leon will bear it like a man, for at present — " I heard no more, though I believe he went on talking; but the stairs and ceiling were all going round, and I saw nothing but my brother's face as it had passed me half an hour before. Then I remember nothing more, till I found myself in bed in a dark room at night. I had great difficulty in recalling to mind what had occurred, for I was only conscious of a violent pain in my head, which seemed to stupify all my thoughts. I had fallen down stairs I afterwards heard, and my head received a severe blow against the stone floor at the bottom, besides being bruised all over. I tried to get up from the bed, but sank down on it again, and Mrs. Norman came into the room at that moment with a candle. On seeing her sad face, I suddenly re- 108 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. membered all that had occurred, that my brother had lost his Louise, the being he had loved for years with all the ardour of his passionate nature, for whose sake he had toiled and striven to gain a competence ever since his boyhood. It was for him I suffered, and it was the consciousness of what his misery w^ould be, that had so provokingly deprived me of my senses, just at the moment when I could have been of some use. 1 had fainted, weak, foolish creature that 1 was, but as there is nothing I have such a dislike to as fainting young ladies, I tried to put it upon my miserable health. " I had no idea you were so fond of poor dear Louise," said Mrs. Norman, after she had examined the bruise on my head, and inquired how I felt. I did not wonder at her surprise, for strange to say, Louise had never excited in me much more strong affection than THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 109 Mrs. Norman herself inspired. I knew very few people in the world, and at that time no one had called forth my full and fatally deep capacity for loving, except my brother. And now I might, perhaps, be of use to him and his baby, so I tried hard not to feel, and I would not cry or allow myself to think of his unhappiness. " Don't try to get up," said Mrs. Norman, when she saw me endeavouring to rise ; " it is impossible ; here, take this, and then perhaps by the morning you will be better." I had more faith in her remedies, than in the doctor's. " If you think I shall be able to be of some use to-morrow, I will take it," I said. " I am sure you will, dear, and now try to sleep ;" she said, when she saw that I made a great effort to repress my sobs, and to become composed. I knew there was opium in the mixture, so I drank it immediately, and laid my head on the pillow with a strong 110 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. determination to think of nothing, but to fall asleep ; for I had a dim consciousness that my suffering life might be of some use to my brother. When I awoke, the cold grey light of dawn was seen through the lattice ; and was it fancy ? or Avas there a dull heavy sound that seemed as if it were knocking against my heart ? I could scarcely stand at first, but I contrived to dress quickly, and went down stairs. But 1 must pass over that sad time, for the suffering was greater than often falls to the lot of mortals even in this world of trial. I strove hard to be of use, and Mrs. Nor- man sometimes said I was, and thanked me for all I did. But for the next two months, I was given up to the *' fear of death/' not for myself; but I had not then learnt to look on death as the passage to eternity. I could not then feel it as going home to rest. J THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Ill shrank from the idea with horror. At times, Icould only understand it as annihilation ; at others, I fancied there would be a miserably renewed consciousness among mouldering bones, an awakening to hfe, or rather to decay, in the dismal coffin. As for happiness afterwards, that seemed to me impossible. 1 had so seldom felt what it was, before I was twelve years old ; and afterwards only at very rare intervals. How could I then believe in an eternity of bliss, in never ending happiness ? I seemed to have been born with a natural spirit of disbelief, and the misery of my early childhood, had probably still more tended to increase the fatal scepticism. All my brother's efforts to make me believe had been long in vain ; although he had a firm and steadfast faith in Christianity, or he would never have survived Louise. I saw this, and that it was only the blissful con- viction that she was happy which made him 1 1 2 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. live on. Still, he was almost broken-hearted, for I believe there never was such deep love as existed between those two. But I could not feel that she was happy ; yet I believed in ghosts, and often imagined I saw her shadowy form passing along the wall, as I lay awake at night, or beheld her sad face as I had seen it the night before she died, peeping with melancholy wistfulness through the chinks of the bed curtains ; and as I turned away in horror, I imagined she put out her cold hand and touched me. Then I could not help shrieking with terror, and sometimes disturbed my brother and Mrs. Norman. The latter most kindly made me sleep in her room, and even allowed little Margaret to be in the same bed. Still when I went up and down stairs after dark, 1 always fancied footsteps were follow- ing mine ; and I felt a cold breath on my shoulders, and was obliged to shut my eyes, but I still saw that sad face. In fact I used to THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 113 be given up to the fear of death. Soon, however, I was aroused from this dismal state, by a far more fatal and real appre- hension. VOL. I. 114 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XL MISFORTUNE. My brother had scarcely been able to paint at all since Louise's death, and when at last he endeavoured to exert his powers to their former extent, people were struck with an alteration in the colouring and finish of his pictures. In listening to the complaints of others, I often saw Mrs. Norman shake her head ominously. What could she fear? Perhaps he did not attend sufficiently. Had he lost courage, and ceased to care ? Yet no, for now and then he would look so anxiously at his little child Beaujolais and at THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 115 me ; and used to say with a desponding look that he felt his eyes weak, and often express his horror lest some day I should be forced to become a governess. One day when he had looked more than usually sad, I made some excuse to go into his studio, for a terrible fear had seized me at breakfast that morning. I had seen him put the sugar at the side of his cup. His eyes were often full of tears, so at first I tried to think that was the reason ; but no tears were visible that morning. When I entered, I found him leaning his head upon his hand in a desponding attitude. His palette had fallen on its face. There was a red mark on his forehead. As my steps approached trembling, he raised his head, and said, " Who is that ? Nelly my child, I can't see you." * * # # Mrs. Norman had long been anxious that my brother should consult her old friend Dr. I 2 116 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. JefFery, and now she at last prevailed on him to do so. Adolphe was sure it would be useless, but, nevertheless, to satisfy us all he consented. So it was determined that nay brother and I should go to Nordington. The little baby, w^ho had been christened Beaujolais after my mother, was to remain under the care of Mrs. Norman at home, till we could ascer- tain my brother's fate. If there should be no prospect of his eyes being saved, he must of course give up the house at Brompton, and sell all the furniture and pictures, and live upon the small sum that might be pro- duced by the auction and the insurance on his life. My brother spoke of it all to me, and entered into the details with a calmness which, to any one less acquainted with his peculiar character, might have appeared to be indifference. " And you will be obliged to become a governess, after all," he said, as we travelled THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 117 along in the coach to Nordington. He spoke with a smile that I saw he endeavoured to make cheerful, as he patted my head ; " and you will be obliged to support me and my child." " Oh ! no, do not say so, you will get quite well," I said, for I knew he had striven against the fear or rather conviction for months past. " Ah ! but it is so ;" said Adolphe, " do you not see how much less miserable and anxious I have become, since I have brought myself to acknowledge the fact. I have tried to bow down to the will of God, to accept the trial, and learn to believe the more in His goodness, and to cast my care upon Him. 1 can already imagine that suffering from remorse would be much greater. God has already given me the consoling conviction, that I could not help anything that has occurred. I may have been imprudent to marry until 1 could secure a permanent in- come, yet 1 cannot now regret even that. But 1 1 8 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. enough of this ; tell me about the view, describe the scenery as we pass. And you must not cry ; for I hear the tears in your voice, though I can't see them in your eyes." "Yes," I replied, "I suppose remorse is worse, yet — " " Ah ! my poor child ! I know you have seldom any gladness, that your heart is con- stitutionally heavy, that you have a heart- sickness and oppression. I can feel for and with you, for I have had it sometimes ; but we must learn how to combat that overwhelming misery, aggravated certainly by real misfor- tune, but existing quite independently of any. It is like an undercurrent of bitterness, that taints all our feelings and thoughts ; as if the bottom of the well were poisoned. This is called morbid, and is often laughed at, and sneered at, by the healthy in mind and body. For * I'homme heureux se croit toujours plus sage que celui qui souifre.* And people call such suffering fanciful. Yet THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 119 I know it is, alas ! too real, and that the spectres conjured up by the diseased imagi- nation, are often more vivid than the faces of the living. But like all other disease it is capable of cure, and your earnest and constant endeavour should be to combat against it. And now, remember that you will see the little stranger child we have so often talked about with Mrs. Norman, and the good Doctor Jeffrey, and his nice, fat, kind wife ; and they are exactly the sort of people, from Mrs. Norman's description, that we want to show us what to do." So my poor bUnd brother actually talked me into good spirits, and I was soon able to describe to him the sundry old castles, wooded glades, and wild moors we passed on our journey. 120 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XII. THE KIND DOCTOR. We arrived at Nordington late the same evening, and according to the arrangement Mrs. Norman had thoughtfully made, we proceeded at once to Dr. Jeffrey's house. It was a venerable-looking, red-brick mansion, with a large garden at the back, situated in the old part of the town, and a long way from the hotel where the coach stopped. So we drove there in a fly, but it was too dark that night to see anything but some lights twinkling through the casement THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 121 windows, and I felt disappointed at finding that it seemed to be in a narrow street. Dr. Jeffrey had not yet returned home, but his wife greeted us with great kindness, and showed us into two pretty little rooms she had prepared for us, which looked, she said, into the garden, and had an extensive view beyond it. " And you'll like the smell of the flowers, too, from the garden," she said, as she pointed to a vase of fresh roses, while the colour in her cheeks was deepened, as I thought, from having alluded to the view from the window which my poor brother could not see. A gentle tap at the door was heard, or rather a fumbling at the handle, and as it slowly opened, a beautiful child's face appeared. His dark eyes beamed with fim, as he archly looked in, while his figure was concealed by the door, which he had only opened sufficiently to admit his head. 122 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " Fm not coming in, naamma, so don't be angry ; T only wanted to wish you good night again ; and to see Mr. St. Leon," he added, after a pause, as he looked at my brother with grave and wondering eyes. " Well, come in this once ; but you must remember not to come into this room again." " Why mayn't 1 ?" he rejoined, as he approached and took my brother's hand and kissed it. " I shall be very glad to have you," said my brother, as he stooped down with a pleased smile to kiss the child's broad fore- head. '* I am sure that he is a good boy," Adolphe said, while the light fell strongly on the child's little face and neck, and glanced in his dark clustering curls. " And you will be good friends with my poor little sister, Nelly ?" But little Ernest was not equally pleased THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 123 with the sight of my yellow face, and he turned away with a look of disgust. "You will like her though she is not pretty," said my brother, who either saw or imagined that the petted child did not approve of my ugly face. " I know you will, for she is very good and very clever ; and she is both ill and very unhappy," he said, turning towards Mrs. Jeffrey. " She requires your husband's kind skill quite as much as I do; I daresay he can minister to a mind diseased?" '* I have no doubt he will do you both good, for it's seldom, indeed, that his skill fails," she said with a sigh, at the recollection of her lost child. " And there is the Mar- chioness of S going away quite re- covered." As she led us back into the drawing- room, she told us several amusing anecdotes of her husband, and of the astonishment of some people at his brusquerie. The said 124 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Marchioness, a very great lady, and by way of being young, had called at his house one morning to consult him. From the roughness of his manners she concluded he had not heard her name, and inquired of him with a haughty air, " ^ Sir, do you know who I am ?' " ' Yes,' he replied, purposely in his most contemptuous tone. ' You are an old woman with a pain in your stomach.' " But you riiust not mind his roughness ; he is so good," she said, addressing me; " for I see you are very sensitive. There, go to bed now, Ernest," she said to the child, and added, turning to Adolphe, in an apologetic tone. *' It's long past his bed time, only I knew the bairn was just in a state of flutter, and would not sleep till he knew the gentlefolks were come. Don't teaze Mr. St. Leon ; that's enough, you'll smother him with kisses ; and now just shake hands with Miss Muggins." THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 125 The boy looked at me with searching eyes for a moment, and then turning his pretty shoulders round with a sort of dis- approving shrug, muttered, with pouting lips, something about " don't like." Ernest Clanronald was nearly a year older than Charles Norman, and he looked still older than that, for he was very tall for his age, and strongly built. But hew^as evidently much less well trained and educated. Con- sequently, he was younger in mind, and had a wilful archness and ever-varying expression, changing suddenly from beaming happiness to black ill-humour and anger that interested, and, I am afraid, even charmed me far more. And I forgave the beautiful child for his rudeness to myself, rejoicing in the strong fancy he had taken to my brother. " I am afraid mv husband will be late," said Mrs. Jeffrey, after the buy had gone, *' so we must have our supper without him ; besides, he'll scold me for not making ye 126 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. have it," she added, as she hastily rang the bell, and bustled out of the room with an air of self-reproach. I thought she seemed really anxious about my brother, and I liked her ; and even her broad Scotch accent did not offend my ears. There was something in the tone of her voice that made me happy, and something in her smile, that to me felt hke warm sunshine, and inspired me with a new feeling of something akin to hope. Yet she was certainly plainer than Mrs. O'Hara, who I fancied I disliked because she was ugly ; and this new idea, that charm does not entirely depend upon external fea- ture, which occurred to me for the first time, also tended to raise my spirits ; for, conscious of my own ugliness, I had often fancied I never could be loved, as I loved Adolphe. We sat down to supper, but now that it was near the eventful moment when the opinion of the Doctor should decide my THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 127 brother's fate, I could not touch a morsel, and I saw Mrs. Jeffrey looked at me with much interest. " Here, my child," she said to me, " drink some of this soup, for you must eat ; it is good nourishment." I saw that my brother was able to enjoy the entremets ; that even his fastidious and naturally delicate taste was gratified, and I saw that he was thankful to be able to relish the excellent viands prepared by Mrs. Jeffrey's good cook. People have often laughed at me since when I have expressed such delight at my brother's taste for good eating. He enjoyed it not as a gourmand, but in the same way as he used to do a beautiful view, or the perfume of flowers. He was thankful for it, as for all other good. " That's right, have a little bit more of this fricandeau. I'm a pretty good doctor by this time," said Mrs. Jeffrey, with a cheery smile to me ; " and I know what your bro- 128 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ther wants is, rest from anxiety, and to eat plenty of good food. Half people's com- plaints arise from eating too much, or too little, or disregarding the instincts of nature. More disorders arise from swallowing our food without tasting it, than people imagine. Jeffrey made a bloated countess one day send her entrees to a poor lady. She re- quired fasting, but in moderation. You both require plenty of food." Before we had quite finished, Doctor Jeffrey came in ; but then I felt quite sick with anxiety, for I could see how he looked at my brother with his small, piercing blue eyes. His broad face was rather severe and grave, yet good-humoured withal, and his large firm mouth had a kindly expression. He felt my brother's pulse, listened atten- tively as he spoke to him, looked closely at his face, passed his hand over his head, and said in a sort of oracular way : " You'll probably live long, Mr. St. Leon, THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 129 and be very happy yet, in spite of every misfortune. You will be able to prize the blessings that remain, and to believe in God's good providence." He then shook hands with him cordially, and sat down to his supper. Dr. Jeffrey did not seem to have looked at me yet, and I was, therefore, a good deal surprised when he suddenly turned his eyes full upon me, and said in a tone of com- mand : "Young lady, eat some of that jelly. Why do you not make her eat, Polly ? You ought to have seen that her sallow face and quivering pale lips require some of our best condiments. The girl is half- starved, and has an overworked mind. But we shall soon put her to rights," he added, laying his hand on my brother's ; " and she is worth the trouble, too," he said, with a sort of jovial shrug of his shoulders, as if he were determined to cast all care and sorrow VOL. I. K 130 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. from him, and to enjoy his supper. He then talked of various things, and amused my brother extremely by some anecdotes of his patients. It was the first time I had seen Adolphe laugh since Louise's death, and the sight inspired me with hope and confidence in the skill of the man who could call forth that genial smile. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 131 CHAPTER XIIL CERTAINTY. As we went into the drawing-room after supper, a loud cry was heard from the room over head. ** There is that young scrapegrace getting into mischief again, why he ought to have been asleep hours ago, Polly," said Dr. Jeffrey, turning to his wife with a severe look. " It is really not my fault ; I sent the bairn to bed at eight, but he would come down, just to see the strangers." "Ah, well, I suppose you did the best you could," he said, with a laugh, " I K 2 132 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. never can quite make up my mind on the subject of education, Mr. St. Leon," he continued, " I have seen so much harm done by too much overtraining and teaching, that I and Polly are almost afraid to curb and to check. But I may be wrong, I should be glad to have your opinion and experience," said the Doctor, looking at my brother with an air of admiring deference, that made me feel proud and happy. *' Mrs. Norman seems to manage her children extremely well," said Adolphe, *' one could not do better than follow her principles, I suppose, whatever they are." ** I doubt whether she could manage our child, and then we have the disadvantage to combat against, of the bairn not being our own. I feel convinced he is high born, and we are plodding and matter of fact people, I and my dear goodie," he con- tinued with a jovial smile, patting his wife's back ; "are we not, eh, Polly ? — like THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 133 an old duck and drake with a pheasant's egg. We are afraid of doing anything lest we should mar a fine nature, so we let the child run wild, and get the better of us too often 1" All this time, I knew nothing of Dr. Jeffrey's opinion of my brother's eyes. I saw that he had been observing Adolphe's manner of looking at things, although he had not regularly inspected them. Then his attention was arrested probably by my sad and anxious face, for he suddenly said : "Well, it's of no use; I see the girl's mind can't be diverted; she has much yet to learn from you, Mr. St. Leon ; before she attains the philosophy requisite to keep straight such an organization as* her's in this world of trial. You have a great work before you ; to educate that passionate sister of yours, A great and noble work," he added, as he passed his hand over my head. " I see it plainly, this is very wisely ordained. If you were to continue your profession of 134 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. artist, you could not devote sufficient time to watch her. And don't be cast down, she will do very well as governess or anything, with your help ; and improve many and many a young heart. I know Mrs. Norman told me that your sister's being a governess is what you dread most, and though you need not, yet it is best to face the greatest evil we apprehend. Now for the eyes, as I perceive neither of you will sleep unless you know my opinion," and approaching the candle to Adolphe's face, he held his eyes open with his fingers, and looked into them. "If you had consulted me six months ago, it might have been of some use, and now I trust the evil may be ameliorated. But as for recovery, that is I fear, a hopeless case." In spite of all the Doctor had said to prepare us for the worst, it was impossible not to feel the blow. My brother clasped his hands together with that look of resigna- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 135 tion, which always touched me more than when he evinced violent sorrow. The room began to swim round, and remembering the fatal moment when I fainted at Louise's death, and my subsequent helplessness from the effects of the fall, I made a violent effort to retain my senses. " Sit down here, my child," said the Doctor, taking my hand, and pressing it with a kind look as he placed me in a chair, "and remember that you will be your brother's best cure, I mean the cure for his mind and heart, his occupation and comfort. Now we must all go to bed, for I have not many hours to spare. I will send you each a little draught to take, and to-morrow morning you shall both drive over to the cathedral service at with Polly and little Ernest, and hear the splendid choir. You have not cultivated your taste for music much, I think," con- tinued the Doctor, as he looked at my 136 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. brother's eye-brows, "nor has your sister either." " We have no genius for it, I am afraid," said Adolphe. " Perhaps not, but it may become a source of great enjoyment and possibly of profit." When I was left alone in the comfortable little room that night, and tried to say my prayers, I experienced a new" feeling of grati- tude : — the worst was passed. I thought it was not so bad, at least I did not feel so unhappy or apprehensive as I expected. I had often prayed for the recovery of my brother's sight, not in resignation, but with a wricked feeling as of a threat towards God, that I would not believe in Religion unless he granted my petition. Yet now, I found more reason, indeed, to believe, ihan I had ever yet done, that my brother's hope and faith, and the resigna- tion he evinced in this hour of bitter trial, must have a true foundation. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 137 So I tried hard to say the prayers taught me by my brother, and with a calmer feeling of rest and trust than I had ever experienced before, I laid my aching head upon the pillow. The Doctor's draught made me sleep well, and when I awoke the next morning, I felt that I had turned over a new leaf in the book of my life. 138 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XIV. RESIGNATION. The career of my brother as an artist was at an end. Dr. Jeffrey felt sure that even under the most favourable circum- stances, he could not recover sight sufficient to enable him to proceed with any prospect of success. It was therefore necessary to take immediate steps for the sale of his house and pictures, and to determine what he should do. Dr. Jeffrey made arrange- ments, that this should be done in the most profitable manner, and was able to THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 139 secure a good attendance at the auction, by means of his numerous friends and ac- quaintances. He also endeav^oured to prevail upon Adolphe and me to remain under his roof for some time. He tried to persuade him that his presence was absolutely necessary, in order to keep the wild young Ernest in order, for he acquired much greater influence over the wayward child than anyone else. But Dr. Jeffrey soon saw that it was im- possible, and then he was determined to find some employment for my brother, that would keep him in Nordington or its immediate neighbourhood, for I heard him tell his wife that Adolphe was far too valuable a person, and that he should never lose sight of him as long as he lived. I was very glad to hear this, for the thought of Dr. Jeffrey and his kind wife gave me a feeling of protection and peace. It had also been his earnest wish to have Mrs. 140 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Norman and her children under his eye. So he soon contrived to find employment for both. Adolphe was to teach French and assist in hearing boys read, and instruct them as far as his considerable acquirements and general knowledge would permit, at a well conducted school in the town. Dr. Jeffrey very cleverly contrived to suggest several ways of doing this, which rendered my poor brother's blindness less objectionable for the purposes of tuition, than we had thought possible. My brother's pictures and drawings were sold in London, and produced a larger sum than we had expected, for besides their intrinsic merit, the persons who were acquainted with him felt much interest in his sad misfortune. And there were only three or four of his productions unfinished, besides numerous masterly designs of historical subjects, which THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 141 gave promise of greater perfection than he had yet had time or practice to obtain. Then on the other hand he had several debts, some for the furniture at our Bromp- ton house not having been paid for. Louise's illness and death, had swallowed up all the ready money he possessed, as well as incapaci- tated my poor brother from earning any more. And he never had been very pro- vident, or rather, he could never quite understand the value of money. There was that trustfulness in his nature which always hopes. And most fortunately, even now, in his deprivation of sight, it did not desert him. Yet he was free from extravagance, and he took a precaution (which, perhaps, few young healthy men of twenty-two would have thought of) he had insured his life, when he married, for a thousand pounds, so that in the event of his death, Beaujolais would be, in some 142 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. degree, provided for. Consequently, Dr. Jeffrey and many others declared that my brother had been very prudent, and it was, perhaps, only to my extremely apprehensive mind, that he appeared at all the reverse. In less than two months after our arrival at Nordlngton, we were established in a tiny house just built, next door to another which Mrs. Norman had taken. The two cottages were situated in a little garden at the entrance of the town, and although at first I did not like their appearance, or the bare cold look of the empty rooms and white-w^ashed walls, and the young and only lately planted gardens, yet by degrees I grew more reconciled to them. For Mrs. Norman contrived to give an air of comfort, if not of beauty, to the homeliest and most unpromising furniture; and then a few spring flowers and useful vegetables sprang up in the provokingly tidy garden, which THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 143 before, had been so stony, and cold, and dreary, that it looked as if not even a weed could grow there ! Mrs. Norman had, by the kind Doctor's assistance, found some pupils to whom she taught music and drawing, and who fortu- nately came to her house, which enabled her to devote much of her time to her own children. She had most kindly ex- pressed a wish to be near us, that she might assist me in managing little Beaujolais. She had taken the baby under her charge since the death of Louise, and the little fanciful beauty was so attached to her, that she seemed never to be happy with any one else, except her fother, who of course, could not do much for the helpless child. Mrs. Jeffrey had, in vain, tried to win the wayward creature's affections, as she thought poor Mrs. Norman had plenty of occupation besides. But it was of no use. 144 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. She was also very anxious that the little Normans and baby Beaujolais, should be as much with her adopted son Ernest, as possible, as she was in hopes that from the superior training they had received, they would be most advantageous companions for him. But Mrs. Norman soon perceived, that the wild young Ernest did her children more harm, than he derived benefit from their good example, so that she did not much encourage the intimacy. Still they often met, and we were soon amused at seeing the violent love which sprang up between little Margaret and Ernest, and by degrees the child obtained a wonderful influence over him. He was two or three years her senior, and from his vivacious manner and precocious intelligence, he looked older still. His fiery eyes and dark complexion, and muscular frame, formed a striking contrast to her fair skin, soft blue eyes, and somewhat THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 145 delicately formed figure. Yet when little Margaret raised her tiny finger with a solemn air of command, or shook her fair auburn locks disapprovingly, we saw that it produced more effect on the imp<^Auous boy than the Doctor's reproving words and gestures, or even Mrs. Jeffrey's most earnest entreaties. So whenever he was utterly un- manageable, little Margaret Norman was sent for, and his fits of passion or wilfulness were sure to be cured. The influence, moreover, that she was soon conscious of possessing over the tall clever boy, seemed to have the effect of arousing her somewhat sluggish energies; and from being rather a stupid and timid child, she became bright and intelligent. Ernest called her of course his little wife; and we all remarked that if ever two persons were expressly formed by nature to suit each other, it was the unknown boy and Margaret Norman. VOL. I. L 146 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. "I suppose the course of their love will not run smooth," said the Doctor one day to my brother, " although one cannot now see why it should not. The boy will be as well provided for as possible, after I have satisfied the cravings of a host of nephews and nieces." " Ah, the being provided for, is nothing ; Louise and I had scarcely anything to begin upon." " That was indeed true love ; and your history is the only one I ever met with, that shakes my belief in the wise old proverb. For I always fancy that this world would be too happy, there would be but little trial if each of us met with his real kindred soul. But I believe the two don't generally live in the same century. Eh, what do you think of it, Miss Nelly ? I see your large eyes are full of thought and deep speculation on the subject ; but you need not blush and look so confused, there is nothing to be ashamed of." THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 147 " Ah !" said my brother with a sigh, " I am afraid she will never find her semblable, and I agree with you that it is most rare. I did ; but then my happiness was so short, at least on earth. Yet now I Hve with her. I am nearer to her now, than when I saw her plainly : — before I lost my sight. It was then as if I drew her down to me, and now I feel that she draws me up to heaven." L 2 148 THE REIGNING BEAUTT CHAPTER XV. THE ADOPTED CHILD. Soon after we were settled in our new residence, Mr. Roland came to Nordington. He was the gentleman who had originally been the means of saving Ernest's life, as I described in the second chapter. He came there, as he said, for the benefit of his health ; but we soon discovered that he was chiefly actuated by affection for the child, as well as a sort of grudging admiration for Dr. Jeffrey. Yet he sometimes bitterly complained, that the Doctor had appropriated the boy in spite of his own obvious claim. He was always THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 149 saying that Ernest would have done much better, if he had the management of him. Yet Mrs. Jeffrey declared that Mr. Roland would not have tolerated the child's presence a single day in his scrupulously neat ba- chelor house. Besides, he had a number of poor relations who depended upon him : several penniless nephews to educate and provide for ; therefore, Mrs. Jeffrey always said it would have been very hard upon them as they were real gentlefolks, if he had taken a strange child and set him before them all. " It's very well for the Doctor and me who have made our fortunes, and our rela- tions are just among the poor people with no pretensions to gentility ; it's very well for us to do what we please, they have no right to find fault, as long as we don't let them starve or sink any lower than nature just made them. But Mr. Roland and his relations are born gentlemen and ladies, and for all that, so is Ernest, too, I'll lay my life ; and 150 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. he shall have a gentleman's education, come what may, and be able, I trust in God, always to live as well as any nobleman," she said, as she looked round with admiring pride on the spacious and well-furnished apart- ment. " And thankful we ought to be that we've got such a son to inherit all these grand things, for I often think they are far too good for the likes of us." Mr. Roland^s chief grievance at that time, however, seemed to be the wild freaks of young Master Fitzpatrick, the only son of the Irish gentleman who had so unex- pectedly succeeded to HeronsclifFe Park. Mr. Roland had been prepared beforehand to find fault with everything that family did, and his only consolation now seemed to be whenever Ernest got into a scrape, that it was nothing in comparison to the heinous faults committed by young Reginald Fitz- patrick. That unfortunate boy was held up to us all, as the personification of every vice. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 151 But I was often much puzzled to devine what these crimes were. Mr. Roland never gave us any details, only lifted up his hands and eyes in horror when he mentioned the name. My brother's misery at hearing of the mismanagement of young Fitzpatrick was very great. He took a great interest in Heronscliffe, from having heard Mrs. Norman so often talk of the place. He had also a good deal of the old French noblesse vene- ration for ancient families j and this had in some degree reconciled him to its belonging to a person of the same name, and heir-at- law to the late Mr. Fitzpatrick. But he was all the more anxious, that the young heir to such a fine property should turn out well, and I saw that it pained him to hear of his mis- demeanours. In fact, since the loss of sight he was still more sensitive, and I saw that his horror of crime, his regret at the want of goodness, at 152 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. hearing of the first beginnings of error, became greater every day. " Can nothing be done ? has no one any influence over that boy ? the sole inheritor of such a large property ?" he would some- times ask in an anxious tone. Then we heard that Mr. Fitzpatrick's extensive estates in Ireland were the worst managed of any in that unfortunate country, and during one season of great distress, the peasantry were in the utmost state of de&titution. " Ah, to think that the lives of thousands should depend upon one profligate man. Oh ! what will be his suffering ! what agonies he will endure in the next world 1" said my brother. I always endeavoured to change the sub- ject, for I remarked that nothing made him really unhappy but the knowledge of crime, or the conviction that all other trials could be borne, except remorse and the punishment of guilt. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 153 CHAPTER XVI. A TEASY CHARACTER. I HAD heard much of Mr. Roland's kind- ness, and was therefore considerably dis- appointed at finding that he was a very teasy character. He was always finding little faults, and contrived to put those with whom he spoke, out of conceit with themselves or their lot in life. 1 never saw a person so utterly devoid of the faculty of smoothing his friends down the right way. It was very fortunate I thought, that I had not met him till I had grown in some degree reconciled to my brother's blind- 154 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ness, and was able to look upon my probable position in this world with tolerable resigna- tion. And years afterwards I did not so much mind it, when I became able to take the daily trial Mr. Roland's peculiarities gave me, as a bitter pill required, perhaps, by my mental digestion during a period of comparative prosperity. We found that his actions were almost invariably kind, yet he often contrived to put so much bitterness in his words and man- ner, and made such sharp animadversions on those whom he wished to assist, that he generally wounded their feelings. > My brother often said, " May God pre- serve us from Mr. Roland's help !" Yet, strange to say, he seldom found fault with people's real failings, and therefore they ought not to have felt his animad- versions so much. However, I could not help being extremely THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 155 annoyed, when he sneered at the precautions I was obliged to take not to catch cold, and at my inability to w^alk any long distances in the hot sun, and other infirmities or incapaci- ties which my habitual bad health entailed. Mr. Roland's " nippings " as we called them, depressed me sadly at the moment, yet after the crying fit they gave me w^as over, I experienced sometimes an advantageous reaction ; for then I saw more clearly the injustice of his blame, and the conviction was awakened in me that after all I was not so bad. It was not fair of him, to endeavour thus to crush still more, a desponding and suffering creature : — That perhaps I was loved by God ! — Even with all my hardness of belief, I felt that I must be under the protection of a Being who did not wish me to suffer in that useless and acute manner. I saw that sometimes my brother also felt this, when he heard the fault-finding tone of voice in which Mr. Roland often 156 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. spoke, and it aroused a feeling of self-con- fidence and even pride, which to those who have naturally a low opinion of themselves, is at times very useful. Thus, I have some- times seen there is a sort of balance kept up in this world ; and to those who trust in God, compensations are given to counteract every kind of depressing circumstance. Sometimes, I thought that Mr. Roland systematically laboured to extinguish his perceptions of whatever was really beautiful and good; as if he cultivated a taste for frivolity and caricature, and endeavoured to take delight in laughing at, and condemn- ing his fellow creatures. The sight of vulgarity and meanness seemed to elate him, as much as it pained and distressed my brother, but Adolphe sometimes suspected this was because the "grapes were sour." He fancied that poor Mr. Roland had loved some beautiful and high-minded woman, who did not return THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 157 his affection, and therefore he tried to disbelieve in real worth. That he endea- voured to distract his mind by cultivating general society, rather than intimate friend- ships, and that he suffered from that kind of sensitive pride, v^'hich shrinks from the scrutiny of a close and daily contact with his fellow creatures. For certainly our intimate friends generally make our faults known to us, even if they do not tell us of them in words, whereas the smooth usages of civility, guard us from such truthful rubs, in our acquaintances, and those we only meet in society. 158 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XVII. THE PATTERN WOMAN. During the next few years, my great consolation, and the object of my almost exclusive adoration, was the little Beaujolais. The precocious intelligence, and the French, or rather southern style of her beauty, accorded much more with my heau-ideal of perfection, than the colder, yet perhaps, more perfectly formed features of Margaret Norman and her brother Charles. Beaujolais' winning ways, the violent tran- sitions of her spirits, the joyous smile that THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 159 was sure to break on her sunny face, before the tears were dried on her pale cheeks ; all these evidences of deep quick feeling excited my interest, and caused me to spare her the slightest suffering. I could not remember my mother, but from Adolphe's description, Beaujolais must have been her counterpart ; and I am afraid that the sort of adoration she inspired, made me rather intolerant, and induced me to look with some degree of contempt on the dear kind Mrs. Norman, and her beautiful, but almost too well regulated children. I ought to have been well and happy, for Dr. Jeffrey exerted his utmost skill, and devoted much of his precious time to attend on Adolphe and my unworthy self. But I remained an " inveterate and obstinate invalid," as dear healthy Mrs. Jeffrey called me. That worthy lady could not help despising (unconsciously perhaps) most people who 160 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. could not be entirely cured by her husband, and was apt to imagine it was their own fault. I saw this, and as mine was one of those tiresome constitutions, and uncomfortable dis- positions in which the malady is too deeply rooted and subtil to be easily seen, I knew that I was often considered a malade imaginaire. Yet, in fact, my weakness and suffering was anything but imaginary, and my de- pression at feeling so useless, in comparison to Mrs. Norman and her healthy children, was very great. She was, in fact, exactly fitted to her position, and always contrived to be of use to every one who came near her. In those days, Mrs. Norman seemed to my hopeless eyes the most pattern woman they ever beheld. So invariably good humoured, untiredly kind, so " active and willing," as the maids' recommendations express, that THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 161 her regularity in good works, almost drove me to despair. Then her children were trained in a man- ner, as surely no human beings had ever been before. How could I, who had been alternately petted, spoiled, scolded and neglected as a child, ever hope to attain such perfection. Margaret's frock was never tumbled or soiled. She never got into any scrapes, or had any troubles, yet was always ready to play in a lady-like manner. But she could never be persuaded to cUmb trees, or jump on the pony without saddle or bridle as I did ; or even run races unless on smooth turf, or even ground. Sometimes, I would riot and gambol with a sort of superhuman strength and agility, sometimes mope all day with a book on ray knees, feeling too ill and weak to say a word, and as if overgrown with sensitive plants. In those dark years I loved no one really but VOL. I. M 162 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. my brother, and little Beaujolais and Ernest Clanronald. And is this ill-regulated and stupidly impulsive creature to become a governess, to presume to think that she can educate others ? I sometimes asked my brother, with a bitter and self-scornful smile. " Well," said Adolphe, shrugging his shoulders with a sort of half despair, which was, however, counteracted by a bright and hopeful smile, "Well, yes, because the de- fects in your own education and character may tend to shew you what to avoid, and how to remedy these defects in others." Now I knew that he could not endure the idea of my becoming a governess at all, yet he sometimes humoured the fancy as he called it, in order to induce me to exert more energy to improve, and to give me more interest in life. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 163 CHAPTER XVIII. THE SURPRISE. We all remarked during Mr. Roland's second visit to Nordington, that he was very attentive to Mrs. Norman. But we also perceived, by her firm yet courteous manner of checking his advances, that he would be unsuccessful if he wished to prevail upon her to become his wife. I was more sure than any one else, because I had my own surmises and imaginings : — that if any one could excite a warmer glow in her apparently cold nature, it would be my poor blind brother. u 2 164 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. But he did not know this, nor I believe did any one see it, but my dreamy, and somewhat romantic self; and I had suf- ficient tact to keep my own counsel, lest the knowledge, or even supposition of it, should mar the easy and pleasant terms of intimacy between the two cottages. But I saw that Mr. Roland's admira- tion for the still beautiful widow increased every time he returned to Nordington, and that the sight of her continued ob- duracy, increased also his ill humour and irritability. I believe he saw that T rather enjoyed the rebuffs he received, for he inflicted a double portion of his venom upon me, each time that Mrs. Norman seemed blind to his ador- ing looks, or indifferent to his well turned compliments. She soon became aware of this, and very kindly took my part, and stoutly maintained that I was right, whenever Mr. Roland THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 165 found fault with anything I did, or omitted to do. When I was between fifteen and sixteen, one of Mr. Roland's nephews accompanied him to Nordington. We had heard that young Jack Roland was wild and unprincipled, and had always given his uncle a great deal of trouble. So we were prepared not to like him, but the oracular Dr. Jeffrey maintained that he was improving, and would turn out at last a very estimable character. He was generally considered handsome, but I did not admire his looks, and my brother did not like the tone of his voice, which confirmed my unfavourable impres- sions. But strange to say, Jack Roland seemed to take a fancy to my plain yellow face. I seldom spoke, so it could not have been my agreeability that captivated him; and my brother and I were still more surprised at 166 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. perceiving that Mr. Roland took every oppor- tunity of placing his nephew in my way. He projected pic-nics, and parties to visit the old castles and ruins in the neighbour- hood, although previously he had never ap- peared fully aware of my existence, unless at the moment of finding fault with my doings. He continued, however, to nip me as sharply as ever, but he contrived also to make me often join in the conversation, and drew my little talents into play. I had always enjoyed our visits to the old abbey, and ruined castles, and loved to roam about with my brother, and see him feel the charm of the scenes, as I described each mi- nute particular. Then he would lie down on the mossy turf, and listen to the hum of in- sects, and the song of birds, and inhale the fresh woodland scents, and feel the grass and the bark of the trees with his hands, while his whole countenance had an expression of THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 167 enjoyment, or rather of gratitude, more beam- ing and hopeful than I ever saw on any other face. My happiness was a good deal disturbed by Mr. Jack, who would follow us in our rambles and scrambles, under the plea of assisting my brother, or carrying little Beau- jolais, who sometimes now accompanied the other children in their pleasure parties. But I reproached myself for being disturbed by his kindness, for I certainly ought to have felt grateful for the affection he evinced. And at times it did give me pleasure to feel that I was loved, and my self-esteem, or rather, perhaps, my want of it was flattered, that Mr. Roland should consider me good enough for his nephew. Jack Roland was destined for the church, as there was a good family living in his uncle's gift, and I knew it was a great object that he should become steady, and fit for the calling. But how I, who could so seldom 168 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. succeed in regulating my own feelings, or ful- filling my sometimes good intentions, should be able to influence him in any advantageous manner, passed my comprehension. My bro- ther was almost equally perplexed, nor did he at all approve of Mr. Jack's predilection. " I am certain, Nelly, you could never love him sufficiently," he often said, " although you may be gratified by his strong affection. I suppose there is something piquante in your nez retrousse, and your dark southern eyes; but your figure is very gauche, as yet, and I don't think you can possibly be at all graceful now — though, perhaps, some day, if your health becomes stronger, you may acquire more harmonious movements. Your step now is abrupt and uncertain ; but very few persons, not even Mrs. Norman, have really a graceful walk. I think little Beaujolais will have ; and, indeed, our other two children bid fair to have charming tournures. Even the wild Ernest, if he passes through the ordeal THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 169 of the world without being utterly spoilt, will be a very graceful man." Adolphe had acquired a wonderful faculty of judging from the sound produced by dif- ferent kinds of movement. I observed that his opinion proved to be generally as correct, as it had been when he was able to read their countenances. Even Dr. Jeffrey, who piqued himself justly on his quick and unerr- ing knowledge of character, bowed down to my brother's superior discernment. Yet, for a long time, the Doctor advocated the cause of young Jack Roland, and declared we should suit each other exactly ; but after a long conversation with my brother one day, he altered his views upon the subject, and acknow- ledged that Adolphe was right, and that I had better carry out my own original plan of becoming a governess. When Mr. Roland was informed of the decision, he was extremely angry, and found great fault with my brother for thus allowing 170 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. me, as he said, to disgrace the ancient family of St. Leon, when I could become indepen- dent if I were to marry his nephew. But Adolphe had too much real indepen- dence and true spirit of ancient chivalric nobility, not to see that it was far more honorable for me to live by my own labour, than to be indebted for support and a good position in the world, to a man whom I did not entirely love. I could not imagine why Mr. Roland was so anxious that his nephew should make, what appeared to be, such a mesalliance. If it were really, as my brother surmised, be- cause he thought I might have sufficient influence to redeem or prevent his getting into any more scrapes, it ought to make me very proud. But I felt sure this could not be the cause ; besides Mr. Jack Roland did not really know me. He imagined himself in love with a beau ideal, a something that was, perhaps, what I THE REIGNING BEAUTY. IJl wished to be, but was, in fact, quite different, as well as superior, to my erring, struggling, and suffering self. But Mr. Roland had now been so much tormented by his nephews, that he clung to any new plan, and wished, perhaps, to gain the assistance of Adolphe to influence them. He complained that Dr. Jeffrey did not attend to him so much as formerly ; but the fact was, about that time, several of his relations came from Scotland, and used to be very exacting and dissatisfied with what the good Doctor had done for them. They were extremely jealous of his af- fection for the unknown boy, who had, as they declared, usurped all the attention which, they thought, should have been be- stowed on them. The Doctor had, in an unguarded moment, urged them to visit Nordington, thinking it would be pleasant for his wife who was still 172 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. often lonely, and could not amalgamate with many people. They presumed upon it, and before a fortnight of their visit was out, both Dr. Jeffrey and his wife heartily repented of their good-nature. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 173 CHAPTER XIX. THE CHOICE OF A SCHOOL. Ernest Clanronald was now about eleven years old, and the Doctor determined to send him to Eton. Mr. Roland strongly advised Winchester, or some school less exclusively frequented by gentlemen's sons, and in this opinion he was strenuously supported by the Doctor's relations; but all this opposition, determined the Doctor, perhaps, all the more to have his own way and persevere in his ori- ginal intention. Even my brother could not move him from 174 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. it, who viewed the matter more from Mr. Roland's point of view, and thought it a pity the boy should be placed in a position of temptation, and made to form his earliest friendships, among companions whom he would in after life find far above him in rank and wealth. For it was the Doctor's ex- pressed intention, also, that Ernest should make his own way in the world : be brought up without any expectations, and educated for some lucrative profession ; so that he might be perfectly independent of any fortune he might be able to leave him. And the Doctor and Mrs. Jeffrey were so convinced that Er- nest was well-born, that they determined, so far as lay in their power, he should associate, from his earliest years, with those of the highest classes. It was a sad day for us all, when we saw him depart with his guardian for Eton. Little Margaret evinced more sorrow than I thought it possible she could experience ; for I some- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 175 times feared that, like her mother, she would never feel very deeply. Yet, why fear ! I said to myself; surely, she would be much more happy ! There was a joyous healthiness about her, that made me doubt whether she could feel the same degree of sorrow at any- thing, that I did. There was such a contrast between us; her never-varying health and spirits were so different from my ups and downs ! For the enchantment of occasion- ally feeling well, put me in such ecstacies of delight, that I sometimes thought I never should be unhappy if I had constantly good health ; and was, at such moments, in a state of vibration, as Adolphe, used to call it, like an instrument struck all over. Now, however, there could be no mistake about poor little Margaret's power of feeling deeply. For several days after the departure of Ernest, she was inconsolable, and we feared at first, that her loss of appetite and elasticity would make her ill. 176 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Dr. Jeffrey offered, at the same time, to send Charles Norman to Eton, also, with Er- nest ; but his mother firmly, though gratefully, refused, and Adolphe applauded the wisdom of her decision. He should, early in the next year, go to Winchester, and, she hoped, through the interest of some friends, who had long been exerting themselves about it, to get him on the foundation. Poor Mrs. Jeffrey felt the absence of her boy so dreadfully, at first, that she begged Mrs. Norman to allow the httle Margaret to stay with her for a short time, which she ac- cordingly did. When the time came for Charles to go to Winchester, I dreaded that our sensitive Beaujolais would feel the separation even more than Margaret had when Ernest went. And we were right. Every night, for a month afterwards, her pillow was wet with tears. But, at last, the two little girls tried to find consolation in one another. Margaret THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 177 and Beaujolais were a complete contrast in everything — yet agreed perfectly ; for the qualities of the one supplied the deficiencies of the other. Their companionship would have been still more perfect, however, but for the difference of age. Margaret was more than three years older, which, in early childhood, makes a great disparity. About this time, Mrs. Norman received a letter from a distant cousin of her late uncle's, Mr. Fitzpatrick, which threw our little circle into a great state of excitement and conster- nation. This gentleman and his wife, who lived near Limerick, asked Mrs. Norman and her little daughter to take up their abode with them, and offered her any amount of salary she would be pleased to accept, if she would instruct their young girls, as a governess would. They wished to give their children the advantage of obtaining the English accent in speaking, by having the little Margaret as a VOL. I. N 178 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. playmate, and Mrs. Norman as an instruc- tress. They offered, besides, a home for Charles, during his holidays, and the same masters for Margaret, when she grew older, that would be deemed advisable for their own children. It was evident, from the tone of the letter, that Mrs. Norman's Irish connections con- sidered she would, in acceding to their re- quest, confer an obligation upon them, rather than receive a benefit herself, and, therefore, the proposal was the more gratifying. For in those days, it was very difficult to persuade very good English governesses to go to Ire- land; and, besides, it was obvious that no governess could combine so many advan- tages as the charming Mrs. Norman did, being a connection of their own, a lady born, and one who had been accustomed to the most refined English society. It seemed to be a plan of all others made for b oth parties ; and, although the Doctor THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 179 grumbled and growled, and my brother sighed, we all were forced to advise her to accept it. I suspected that Mrs. Norman had, for some little time, been contemplating a change; for she felt she was no longer of much use to Beaujolais, and she did not earn sufficient at Nordington to supply the increasing demands produced by the neces- sity of educating her children. And so, at last, the answer was written ; Mrs. Norman accepted her cousin's offer. When she sealed up the letter, and looked after it, as it was taken to the post, I was startled by seeing such an expression of misery on her face, as I had not thought it possible she could experience ! Why was this? Surely a brighter prospect was opening before her than any that had hitherto rewarded her heroic efforts; and again the suspicion crossed my mind, could she care for my brother ? And, after that, I N 2 180 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. fancied that she tried to conceal the sorrow she felt at leaving us all, as if it were some- thing to be ashamed of. Still I dis- missed this suspicion from my mind. I thought it impossible such an equable na- ture could feel for him what a wife ought, or even the passionate adoration, I, as his sister, felt. They were so opposite ! Perhaps a little jealousy actuated me at this time; but at any rate I bitterly re- proached myself afterwards, when I, too, loved ; for having at that time, as it were, steeled myself to her sufferings, or rather, perhaps triumphed in them, as an additional homage to my poor blind brother. Certainly her last look when she went away, and would not trust herself to speak, haunted me for months and years afterwards. But I repressed the conviction then, I would not hsten to the "still small voice," and discovered years afterwards, when more ad- vanced in self culture, that I had always THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 181 rather hardened my heart against Mrs. Norman. The carriage was waiting at the door; Mrs. Norman and the sobbing Margaret had wished me good bye, and the young widow held my brother's hand, but had not spoken. Adolphe said as he pressed her hand to his lips, " Will not you wish me good bye !" " Good bye and God bless you !" she murmured in a choking voice and with quivering lips, as her face became deadly pale, and then she hastily withdrew her hand and turned away, while I saw that she trembled all over, and could scarcely reach the carriage. I perceived that for a moment Adolphe looked surprised, and somewhat perplexed, that a faint colour mounted to his pale cheeks; then a sigh and slight shrug of 182 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. the shoulders which could only be seen by me, as if he had for a moment harboured a startling idea, but then dismissed it as impossible, from his mind. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 183 CHAPTER XX. THEY WILL RETURN NO MORE. Mrs. Norman was gone, and the gentle loving Margaret; and her son, Charles, would return no naore from school to pass the holidays, which he contrived to make a succession of fete days to those whom he loved. The valiant and kindly boy ! — 'who often protected little Beaujolais from the overbearing exuberance of Clanronald*s mis- chievous fun and high spirits: — helped her to learn her lessons — carried her home when her wild energy had induced her to roam 184 THE REIGNING BEA.UTY. SO far in the woods with the other children, that she sometimes sank down suddenly quite powerless, and could not move a step further. They might perhaps never meet again — these loving children — the two young pairs who seemed to be formed for each other's happiness. I watched at the window of our little parlour, holding my brother's hand, till the carriage was quite out of sight, and Adolphe listened even longer ; for his sharpened ear could always distinguish and identify sounds long after we had ceased to hear them. I missed them very much, but my time was a good deal engrossed at that period in preparations and studies for my future life, so that I did not feel their departure so much as my brother did. In fact, I was so selfishly engrossed by these extra studies, that I did not mark how sad and disappointed he looked, when among the sound of steps passing along the causeway THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 185 at the bottom of our little garden, he some- times said, " That is Hke Margaret's step," or when a knock at our door resembled the gentle tap Mrs. Norman used to giv^e. All this I saw, and was not impressed with it at the time. But years afterw^ards, when my feelings were more fully awakened, when I learnt fatally and deeply to love, then I remembered all these indications of deep affection in Mrs. Norman, and, perhaps, even in my brother, which I had disregarded at the time; and in after years, I bitterly reproached myself for the wailful blindness which prevented my comprehending, how utterly lonely my poor brother must have felt at that time. I also was going to leave him, and no one would remain to cheer his solitary hours but little Beaujolais. Dr. Jeffrey and his kind wife spared no pains to persuade him to pass some time at their house, and Mrs. 186 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. O'Hara expended her utmost eloquence to make him consent to accompany her home to Cornwall. Her arguments to prove that his presence was indispensable to her husband, and that the companionship of Beaujolais was quite requisite to the well being of her children, were most ingenious. But nothing could prevail upon him to forego his independance, or give up the tuition of the boys at Nordington school. Before long, however, circumstances neces- sitated a change. Adolphe's health became very delicate, and Dr. Jeffrey said that sea air was indispensable to recruit his strength. He recommended Wyverton, a small rising village on the south coast of Devonshire, sheltered from the east and north, and much cheaper to live in than Nordington or any other part of Warwick- shire, where prices were already affected by the summer visitants from London. And as Adolphe could not afford to live THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 187 without some employment, he obtained for him the office of a tutor to several boys in that neighbourhood, who were to come every day to Adolphe's house, and therefore save him from the daily walk in all weathers to which he had been exposed at Nordington. Wyverton was rather a favourite place of the Doctor's, he was constantly sending his patients there, and consequently he assured Adolphe that he could answer for his having a very good succession of pupils. Dr. Jeffrey accompanied us there himself, introduced us immediately to several of his friends, and selected a little cottage for us to live in. It was a lovely place, and the first sight of the azure sea, the woods sloping down to the water, so rarely seen but in Devonshire, the blue headlands beyond and the little wlute villas nestling in sheltered nooks, all inspired me with delight and hope. Our little cottage, too, was an improve- 188 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ment both in size and beauty upon that at Nordington. It was covered with woodbine and jessamine, and to my great delight, I discovered a little myrtle tree in the tiny garden that surrounded the house. The change of air did my brother and Beaujolais a great deal of good, and Adolphe was soon able to undertake the tuition of some pupils. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 189 CHAPTER XXI. THE PUBLIC SCHOOL. Ernest Clanronald often wrote to his guardian and also to little Margaret, and we could see by his letters, which Dr. Jeffrey used to send to my brother, that he was not leading a very happy hfe. Clanronald was too original, or rather had lived, and been brought up with too pecuhar people to fare well at a public school. He looked at everything from a different point of view, probably a more just one ; for the gene- rality of mankind are prejudiced, and see 190 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. things with the eyes of fashion and tradi- tion. But this originality is very inconvenient, when, as was the case with Ernest, one does not possess sufficient firmness or suffi- cient habits of self-denial and self-control to brave ridicule and maintain one's own opinions, when convinced they are right. Everything with him entailed an argument, and as many of the other boys were more clever in talking, and wordwise, he was generally worsted. At school, too, the poor boy was made aware for the first time of the disgrace attached to his unknown name, and his having no father. The depression of spirits produced in consequence by the sneers of his giddy companions, made poor Ernest prefer moping about in solitude rather than joining their games and sports. He was, therefore, soon called sulky and mo- rose, and although his standard of good was THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 191 much higher than that of other hoys, his impe- tuous temper led him into continual scrapes. The second year or two, however, he was happier. Schoolboys are hut mankind in miniature : and by degrees they gave a tardy justice to the little orphan boy they had at first despised. His frank and generous dis- position, muscular strength and handsome face gradually won for him a deserved popu- larity; and one much older boy, Algernon Staunton, became his greatest friend, and retaliated, with that biting sarcasm for which he was so famous in after life, the awkward insults levelled at Clanronald by the gauche red-haired young Earl of Water- ton and others. This Algernon Staunton had been nearly expelled in the great Fitzpatrick rebellion some two years before, when one half of the school mutinied and barred out their tutors. The ringleader, Reginald Fitzpatrick, was of course expelled, but though he was held 192 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. up as the synonyme for misconduct by all the masters, his memory was affectionately preserved, Clanronald told us, in the secret heart of all the boys, who said there were no more jolly days now, that Fitzpatrick had gone. After Clanronald had succeeded in esta- blishing a fair footing at school, a new boy, Lord Severn arrived. Clanronald was won- derfully taken by him, and protected him from much of the hard fagging that awaited new boys in those days. But he did not succeed in winning either Lord Severn's gratitude or affection. The lat- ter was a proud sullen boy, over-indulged by a doating mother, and he rather resented Clan- ronald's kindness, and was jealous of his good looks and popularity. So he joined Lord Hillsdon and Lord Waterton in carry- ing out ingenious practical jokes upon Clan- ronald, upsetting water upon his clothes when he was asleep j deluging his bed with THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 193 cans of water in the middle of the nij^ht, and other pleasant trials of temper. At last, one day Ernest caught Lord Severn in the act of some misdemeanour, either burning his Greek verses just before the time for shewing them, or something of the kind ; and when, in his wrath, Clanronald called the young lord a sneak, and a coward, the latter dared him to a pitched battle in the play-ground. Of course, Clanronald's supeiior agility and practise soon gave him the advantage over his thick-set young bull-dog of an antagonist: but he forebore to take the advantage, and moved with a sudden com- passion let him off. The whole school shouted bravo, and from that day forth Lords Severn, Hillsdon, and Waterton, no longer dared openly to torment such a popular rival. But all the more bitterly did they owe him a secret grudge; and soon had an VOL. I. o 194 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. opportunity of carrying out their desire of vengeance. It would interest the reader but little to know the mad pranks of a set of schoolboys, but in some assault of a grave nature, perpetrated upon a neighbouring farmer and his family, the amiable trio of boys, above named, cleverly managed by bribery and other means to throw the whole blame on Clanronald, w^ho happened to be passing by at the time, but was entirely inno- cent of the transaction. Algernon Staunton once more came for- ward in his favour, as he had done for Fitzpatrick some years before, and with as little success. The circumstantial evidence was so strong, that poor Clanronald was expelled from the school, and it was not until several years afterwards that the truth came out, and the too tardy blame laid upon the rightful male- factors, Lords Hillsdon and Waterton. This was a dreadful trial to poor Clan- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 195 ronald. Of course, neither the Doctor and his wife, nor indeed any of his old friends beHeved in the charges laid against him. But the very fact of his being expelled in disgrace, and held up as a warning to future scholars of Eton, seemed quite to overwhelm his sensitive nature and paralyze all his facul- ties for the time. At this turning point in his life, the gentle influence of Margaret would have been of incalculable advantage to him. But as it was, he had no young congenial companions to divert his mind. Even Charles Norman was far away. Some of the Doctor's rela- tions were at Nordington at this time, but having so long associated with another class of boys, the vulgarity of these people made them insufl^erable to Ernest. He had at school always preferred exer- cise to study, and now the very sight of Latin and Greek, connected as it was in his o 2 196 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. mind with the greatest sorrow he had hither- to experienced, was distasteful to him. It was evident he could not study suffi- ciently to enter any learned profession, and as he himself seemed to wish to go into the army, the Doctor determined to gratify him. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 197 CHAPTER XXII. THE GOVERNESS. Our departure from Nordington was a great event in our lives, and about two years afterwards my brother gave his consent to my undertaking the responsible avocation of governess. I had long thought that I was as competent as I ever should be for the office, although I had considerable misgiv- ings about my possessing any of the requisite qualities, or due acquirements. I was conscious of very little improvement in temper and disposition ; I still suffered 198 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. from the same gloomy feelings, almost amounting to disbelief in any real happiness, either here or in the next world. Of what use then could I expect to be to any human being ? For after all, the great object of every one's life must be happiness either in this world or the next : and the child must be educated for it. I made no secret of these misgivings to my brother; but he combated them by the assurance that I had considerable influence over others when I chose to exert it, that I was often able to attain a peaceful state of mind, and had learned to bear my bodily suf- ferings and mental despondency with con- siderable resignation. Then all my struggles for cheerfulness had given me great insight into human nature ; I had attained outward composure almost amounting to cheerfulness. My brother thought that as I had chosen the profession, I had better enter upon it. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 199 Mrs. O'Hara and her husband came to Wyverton for a month's sea-bathing about this time, and we of course consulted her about the plan, and asked if she knew of an eligible situation. She entered most zealously into my wishes, and took a violent fancy to me, so that I felt very grateful to her for the unmerited kind- ness. She descanted upon the new duties and responsibilities before me, with a sort of wild eloquence, which yet was encouraging and strengthening ; although, perhaps, I had never before realized so fully the solemnity of all endeavours to educate young minds for heaven, and thus, perhaps, leave the impress of one's deeds whether good or evil, to bear their destined fruit centuries after we our- selves have mouldered in the grave. Certainly, I thought in spite of her un- graceful and, to some, ungracious manners, Mrs. O'Hara could please, and when she chose, captivate. So attractive is earnest- 200 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ness in any cause, even when misguided ; and besides she had of late certainly improved, and the severity of her low church views had been rather modified. In about another fortnight she came one morning to tell me she had heard of a situa- tion, which she fancied would suit me exactly, from her cousin Sir Robert Twisden. This gentleman had been commissioned by his sister-in-law, a widow. Lady Severn, to se- lect a governess for her two girls; and on receiving a letter from Mrs. O'Hara des- cribing her protegee^ Miss Muggins, he wrote to enquire all particulars about me. Lady Severn was by no means rich, Mrs. O'Hara said, and, therefore, could not afford to give a large salary; but she advised me to accept the situation as a beginning, and that I need not remain if I found it uncomfort- able. Lady Severn preferred having a young governess, " who would not give herself airs. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 201 as the former ones had done," and yet she would not have a pretty person : for fear, as Mrs. O'Hara said with one of her contemp- tuous laughs, " she should captivate the son and heir ; a hopeful youth, my dear, who is always getting into scrapes ; and you know was the great enemy of young Ernest Clan- ronald at Eton,*' she added, " and you would be the one deserving pity, not he, if you were to marry him." 1 saw that Mr. Roland, who came to Wyverton while these negotiations were pending, was very anxious that I should commence my new life as soon as possible, for he was perfectly sure that I should be so miserable, that I should soon bitterly repent my insensibility to his nephew. There was a smile of anticipated triumph on his thin lips, that made me determine all the more resolutely never to acknowledge myself unhappy, and to put up with any inconveniences, or annoyances I should meet 202 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. with, rather than allow him to suppose 1 regretted my decision. Lady Severn's family consisted of one son, besides the two young ladies who were to be under my charge. They lived all the winter and spring in London, and went sometimes into the country during the summer. Lady Severn was content to engage me upon the recommendation and description of Mrs. O'Hara and Sir Robert Twisden ; and so at last it was finally arranged that I was to go to her as soon as possible. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 203 CHAPTER XXIII. THE PARTING. When the day arrived for my departure to Lady Severn's house in Grosvenor Street, I seemed to awaken to the full horror of leav- ing my brother. My bad healtli obliged me to give such exclusive attention to whatever I was doing, that I had not before thought much of what the separation from him would be. I had had my brother's wardrobe to put in order, to make some dresses for myself, to learn the Italian grammar while I was stitch- ing at button-holes ! Even the last evening I was obliged to be 204 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. more busy than ever ; but when the fly came to the door that was to take me to the sta- tion, (railways were only then beginning to terrify mankind, and this was my first expe- dition on one), when I saw the tears in my brother's sightless eyes at the sound, I be- came almost paralysed. " Little Nelly, my darling Nelly, must I part with you, indeed ?" said he, in such a voice that, for a moment, my resolution was shaken. " Dear Aunt Nelly, you must not go ! indeed, you must not make papa miserable !" sobbed Beaujolais. I could not trust myself to speak, lest he should know the agony I endured, but I did not attempt to arrest my tears, or repress my sobs, as he clasped me in his arms. " I suppose I was right ; I suppose she must go," he said, making a violent effort at composure, as I tore myself away, and placed Beaujolais in his arms. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 205 *' I can return if — if — " " Yes ; if we find we cannot bear it, and that you are uncomfortable," he said. " Pro- mise me that." " 1 do, indeed." One more kiss on his forehead, which was wet with Beaujolais' tears, and I quitted the room. Dr. Jeffrey and his wife were outside, they would not intrude at our last parting, but I entreated them to hasten into his room. Mr. Roland accompanied me to the sta- tion, and forbore to find any fault ; only feared we should be too late for the train. " If you think better of it, I find that my nephew would still be willing to take you for better, for worse," said he, with a gallant bow, complacently stroking his chin. * # # # It was a foggy evening in January, when I arrived in London, and all my horror at the life I had chosen was re-awakened. It was 206 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. not even dispelled by the comparative cheer- fulness of Upper Grosvenor Street, as I drove towards the end from whence the Park could be seen. Lady Severn's was not a large house, for her jointure was small in proportion to the bulk of the property, all entailed on her son. Lord Severn. Her ladyship was out, but I was shown up into the school-room by the house-maid. I scarcely noticed the insolent-looking butler who had opened the door, and then, finding it was only the expected governess, Miss Muggins, summoned the house-maid to help the cabman in with my packages. I saw scarcely anything, till I found myself alone in the schoolroom. Then I anxiously looked around, and en- deavoured to discover, by the books that lay scattered on the table, the music on the piano, and some unfinished drawings on the easel, any indications of the taste and capacity of THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 207 my future pupils. I saw some of the last French novels, which I had been taught to consider no aids to study ! The fire had gone out, and it was very cold. I sat down having a dreadful headache, and tried to warm my feet at the cheerless grate, in the vain hope that some heat might still remain in the blackened embers. 208 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXIV. THE UNPROMISING PUPIL. I SAT for about five minutes in rather sor- rowful expectation, when loud laughter in the passage outside reached my ears, the door suddenly opened, and a wild-looking, hand- some girl was pushed rudely into the room. Then a loud laugh was heard on the other side, and the door shut again. " I am afraid you must be cold, Miss Mug- gins," said the young lady, who appeared to be eleven years old, as she endeavoured to as- sume a serious and civil look at the sight of my sallow face. THE REIGNING BE.\UTY. 209 I imagined this young lady naust be Miss Isabel Severn, the youngest of my two pupils, and I found I was right. " Sophy ought not to have let the fire out," she added, as she rang the bell vio- lently, " and I daresay you are hungry after your journey. Tea will be here soon," she continued, as I rose from my chair. Isabel scanned me from head to foot with a look, in which defiance, curiosity, and a slight degree of pity, were strangely blended ; per- haps the better expression continued to pre- dominate more as she became aware of my look of suffering, for I did not feel so much repelled by her proud, and somewhat harsh features, as I expected, and I involuntiirily extended my hand. She seemed surprised, but took it at once, and said, in a kinder tone, " I hope you are not very tired ; but I am afraid you are." " I have a bad headache," 1 replied, " and VOL. I. P 210 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. I have felt much at parting with my brother who is bhnd." " What made him blind ? How dreadful that must be !" said Isabel, with a look of perplexed surprise, as if it had occurred to her for the first time, that the deprivation of sight must be a misfortune. " And how can he amuse himself?" she continued. " He endeavours to amuse others, and he teaches French, and he has a dear little girl, called Beaujolais, who loves and comforts him." " And is he sorry to part with you ?" The commencement of this question had a tone as much as to say, " How could any one miss such an ugly and unprepossessing per- son." Yet, almost ere the sentence was con- cluded, she seemed to feel, as if with a sort of surprise, that it might be possible. " I was useful to him," I said, " but he has not so many comforts as I could wish, and so I determined to do something to help THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 211 him. Therefore, I am come here, and I hope you will let me be useful to you." "You are a very different person from Miss McDougall, or Miss Levrier, our other governesses. They were so cross and proud, I hated them ; and, though Anastasia said it would be impossible we could like any one who had such a name as Muggins, and that you must be vulgar ; still — it is very odd — but I really do think I shall like you." She uttered the last few words with a vi- vacity that seemed unusual to her, and opened her beautiful large eyes, as if surprised at her- self. For, as I afterwards found, she usually spoke in a slow and somewhat matter-of-fact manner. I caught myself thinking that she was not clever; but I was sure her natural inclina- tions were good, and I thought she would become very beautiful. The housemaid, Sophy, now came in, relit p 2 212 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. the fire and brought the tea. Isabel said that we should not wait for Anastasia, and added ! " She is dressing to go to the opera with mamnaa. She very often goes there. I have never been yet, and am dying to go. Anas- tasia will come here when she is dressed, and then you wil] see her. She is a beauty, you know, and has already made ever so many conquests, as she calls it." " But, surely, she has not been introduced into the world yet ?" I asked, in some as- tonishment. " Oh, no ! she's only fifteen, but mamma is so proud of her. And do you know, I don't hke her so well as I used. She gets so conceited, and thinks of nothing but making these conquests. 1 know that Mr. Parley, the clergyman at Severndale, was very un- happy ; he was always wanting to be with her, and, she says, he told her he hked her so much better than his wife. Was it not very THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 213 dreadful?" she asked, in a tone of perplexed cu- riosity, which gave me the impression that her ideas of right and wrong were very confused. '' You read French, I see." " Yes," she replied, with a blush, " Miss Levrier would not let us read any of these books, yet they amuse me very much." *' Does your mother approve of your read- ing them ?" " She does not know anything of it ; she so seldom comes up here." " Do you know German, too ? " I enquired. " No ; but I should like to learn it, though it must be very difficult. Still, I wish to try, for cousin Christina Twisden teazes me always, and says I am such a dunce, I never shall learn anything," said Isabel, with a look of pride. " I hope I may be able to help you to learn it more easily," I replied. " And have you read many of the histories I see upon the book-shelves ?" 214 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " No, I have only read them with Miss Levrier; I found them so melancholy, and dull, too." The more I looked at Miss Isabel, the more handsome I thought her. She had a quantity of dark hair, and her large earnest eyes seemed to hide in their depths the slum- bering fire of strong, though yet unawakened, passion, feeling and thought. Still, the general expression of her face was dull, and there was a great deal of pride and petulance in the movements of her well-formed mouth. I found myself mentally contrasting her face with that of the even-tempered and har- monious Margaret ; and the comparison was not advantageous to my uncertain and evi- dently ill-tempered pupil. Still, I hoped that, with care and training, she might acquire a less proud and more kindly expression ; and 1 began to feel that I might love and be able to influence her. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 215 CHAPTER XXV. THE BEAUTY. When the elder Miss Severn was ready, she came into the school-room, and I was completely dazzled by her beauty. She was splendidly attired, and, though only fifteen, appeared older, for her form was fully de- veloped. Isabel was quite eclipsed by the vision of this beautiful creature. She had perfectly formed features, and ever-changing expression, that denoted all but goodness ; and yet she was so lovely, that, for a time, one scarcely missed it, or wished her otherwise ! 216 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. I was quite entranced ! I saw she was pleased at the effect she pro- duced, and extended her white hand with an air of queenly condescension. I seemed to enjoy her beauty too much to envy it, or to be even unhappy at my own deficiency. I felt afraid that she must influence me. For how could I help loving a being so exquisitely beautiful, whatever she might do ? " I was sure you would admire her," said Isabel, as she saw the delight expressed on niy face ; and I was glad to see that she evinced pleasure, and no jealousy. " Mamma won't have time to come up," said Anastasia, '* she is in a great hurry, and she told me to tell you she would put off seeing you until the morning. Aunt Twisden is coming for us, and I also want to get in time for the overture ; not that I care about the music !" she added, and there was some- thing in the winning archness of her splendid eyes, that put me in mind of Ernest Clan- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 217 ronald. And this made me love her more, and become more lenient to her many flmlts. "How smart you have made yourself 1" said Isabel, with rather an envious glance at her sister's attire. " Why you've got on one of mamma's petticoats, I am certain ; surely she won't like that." " Oh, she won't mind when she sees how brilliant I look, particularly as Lord De Mor- ville will probably come to our box." *' Ah, you want to be a m>archioness, I see, yet I'm sure I would not marry Lord De Mor- ville even if he were a duke or a prince," said Isabel with a proud toss of her head. " Nor I either, never fear," said Anastasia, *' but I intend that he should ask me, and I mean to spurn him from my feet," she added with kindling eyes, " for he is a fool, and he was unkind to Severn." '' So are you, too, very often," rejoined Isabel. " Yes, but he told cousin Christina that I 218 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. was not half so pretty as he expected, not so beautiful as she is, and so I am determined he shall feel my charms." During this conversation, which went on in the same strain during tea time, I was becoming every moment more alarmed at the duty I had undertaken. Here were two girls evidently allowed to do just as they pleased, read the most per- nicious books, indulge with impunity in every vain and uncharitable feeling, yet I was expected to educate them ! What was I to do, and where begin ? " You look quite frightened. Miss Mug- gins, what's the matter ?" enquired Miss Severn, after she had said something which it made me blush to hear. " I am afraid you have not lived at all in the great world, and so you are shocked at what I said about Lord Hillsdon." " No, I have not," I answered gravely, *' and I think your sister is too young to be THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 219 told of its wickedness, although if you are thrown in the way of it, I suppose you can't help hearing of such disgraceful actions. But I shall be much obliged," I added in a per- suasive tone, " if you will not talk in that way before Miss Isabel." Both the girls looked up in surprise, and I saw it was difficult to make them compre- hend what harm there could be in such discourse. '* There is the carriage, I hear it driving up to the door," exclaimed Anastasia, " Aunt Twisden has called for us. Good night, Bella— good night, Miss Muggins," she added, extending her hand with a gracious and winning smile. ''• Anastasia likes you, I see," said Isabel, as soon as her sister had left the room. " She actually likes you, yet it was only this evening she declared she shoukl hate vou, you have such a dreadful name, and that horrible Mrs. O'Hara had recommended 220 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. you; she said she was sure you must be disagreeable." " I am very glad she likes me/' I replied, remembering my own former dislike to Mrs. O'Hara. "Yes, and I think I shall like you, too, though I am sure I don't know why, for you are very plain, much plainer than Mrs. McDougall or Miss Levrier." It was certainly a wonderful thing that they did not dislike me, and I began to hope that in time I might obtain a beneficial influence over them. I then went up to my little comfortless attic and unpacked my things, and by Miss Isabel's advice went to bed, as I was quite overcome with the fatigue and excitement I had gone through that day. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 221 CHAPTER XXVI. THE SCRUTINY. The next morning I received orders to wait on Lady Severn. She was an awful looking person on a large scale, yet spare and bony, though very handsome. But she had a wild look in her splendid dark eyes which almost terrified me. Her voice, too, was loud, and then there was something repelling in her manner that marred her beauty, I thought. I saw, too, that I did not make such a favourable impression upon her as I had upon her daughters, for the stately bow 222 THE REIGNTNG BEAUTY. she vouchsafed me was scarcely civil, and the rough questions she asked, showed a considerable distrust of my capacities. Lady Severn's sister. Lady Twisden, and her daughter, whom my pupils had called cousin Christina, were announced while I was undergoing the inspection, and they joined their scrutinizing looks, and almost impertinent questions to those of my tor- mentor-in-chief. This somewhat roused my spirit, and I answered with a look and tone of indepen- dance, which I saw surprised my pupils; made Lady Severn's proud lips curl with contempt, and her dark eye-brows contract with an angry frown. Lady Twisden smiled and shrugged her shoulders with a languid air, as if she thought it too much trouble to be angry. She resembled her sister, but had a softer, and perhaps, more pleasing expression, and it seemed to me that she affected a non- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 223 chalance and studious grace, that formed a strong contrast to her sister, and perhaps, even to her own natural manner. But I did not like her better ; for 1 saw plainly that whatever might be her faults, Lady Severn was no hypocrite, whereas Lady Twisden did not look very sincere. As I left the room, I heard Lady Severn say to her sister, " I think she'll do, and she's plain enough, certainly," she added with a laugh, in which they all joined. It was a great relief to me when I heard that her son, Lord Severn, was not in town, for ]\Irs. O'Hara had told me of the fatal influence he exercised over his mother and sisters; and I knew from his conduct to poor Clanrunald that he must be a very worthless and unprincipled young man, though only at that time sixteen years of age. The persons 1 met at Lady Severn's were as different in every respect from those 1 224 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. had known before, as the companions Clan- ronald found at Eton, were from those of his early childhood. At first, every one I saw gave me the impression of being a sort of mummy. They seemed to evince so little feeling, and so seldom to allow themselves to think. Lady Severn herself had evidently thought very little, and I found myself much sur- prised one day, when I saw that her feelings were deeply excited by something her hope- ful son had done. But afterwards, I discovered that under her apparently cold and conven- tional exterior, there was much deep, but I feared extremely ill-regulated feeling. Her sister, Lady Twisden, seemed to live still more under a mask, and was more popular, I believe. But I often reproached myself for feehng, or perhaps imagining, that her expressions of affection for her sister and nieces were insincere. Lady Severn was a great person, no doubt. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 225 She was visited by innumerable grandees of the highest rank, and was descended from one of the oldest Irish families ; yet I could never quite divest myself of the impression that she was rather vulgar. Although she never did or said any of that sort of things, which I had heard some persons say denoted vulgarity in poor dear Mrs. Jeffrey, yet she did not give me the impression of a really well-bred person ; not half so lady-like as Mrs. Norman or even my poor dear, low-born Louise. In fact, I saw very few who at all came near them, in my estimation. The one who did the most was, strange to say, the Duchess of Claretown. Strange, because the first time I saw her Grace, I fancied that her little stout figure, ruddy cheeks, and homely look, might, if she had been plain Mrs. Smith, have been reckoned a little vulgar, too. But she seemed much more natural and really kind hearted than most of those great people. Q 226 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. I saw the company who came there very seldom, but I often heard the girls, the Miss Severns and their cousin, talk of them. Therefore before I saw any persons, I knew, at all events, what my pupils thought of them. Sometimes I was wanted in the drawing- room to play quadrilles and waltzes for the young people to dance, and I also accom- panied my pupils to the dancing academy, where I saw many ladies of the highest rank, who sometimes went there with their daughters. Lady Severn never went there since her eldest daughter ceased to learn, for as yet Isabel was not a beauty, therefore she took little interest in her progress. When I perceived the extraordinary in- fluence Anastasia's loveliness exercised over me, I, who have received what is called a good education ; I could not be surprised that persons, on the other hand, were re- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 22? pelled by my ugliness. For, in spite of my brother's assertions that I had Vair piquant and that I was a jolie laide, I still felt that I was very plain. Then An astasia had such marvellously winning ways. She was so fond of being loved and admired by every one, that she, perhaps unconsciously, conciliated all, and adapted herself to the most opposite tastes. The most dangerous person I ever saw, or imagined could possibly exist, was the accomplished arch coquette Anastasia Severn. Q 2 228 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXVIl. THE YOUNG LORD. Lord Severn came home for a few days before he went to College. He was very handsome, and older looking than I ex- pected; but his face bore marks of a way- ward passionate temper, and the sensual expression of his mouth was repelling in the extreme. He had already a blase look, and seemed to care little for anything, — as if he were in continual want of some strong excitement. All this did not strike me then; for I knew so little of the world, that I was only THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 229 puzzled ; but I have since discovered what it was that I disUked. I saw he was his mother's idol, that everything she did or said, had reference to him ; but she was lamentably misjudging in her fondness. She seemed always to mi- nister fatally to his diseased craving for ex- citement, lest he should find his home dull ; and thereby laid the seeds of vice, which she sometimes afterwards endeavoured vainly to check. She used to look at him occasionally with a sort of w^ild and anxious fondness, which interested me much ; and I often longed to hint that her treatment of him was entirely wrong. For I trembled at its probable results, and I felt this intense love must, in time, be dis- appointed. Certainly her standard was very low, therefore he might do much that was self-indulgent and wrong, without losing ground in her estimation. So that, perhaps, I felt more for her, than she did for herself. Already she suffered from his extravagancies. 230 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. and had great difficulty in obtaining ready money to pay his debts. " You are to come down into the drawing- room this evening, Miss Muggins," said Isabel, a few days after Lord Severn's arrival, " you are actually to come down and accompany Anastasia, although there is a party.'' I was not at all pleased at this intel- ligence, although I knew it was a great honour, and sort of personal compliment to me, as my predecessors had never been allowed to appear. I suggested that my dress was not smart enough. " O, yes, your black silk will do very well," said Miss Severn ; so I saw it was impossible to avoid the infliction ; but J felt much annoyed and frightened at an unex- pected, though petty malheur, of which I had never contemplated the possibility. Still, I thought, it was very foolish to THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 231 apprehend, what as my brother would say might turn out to be an amusement. So I tried to view it with Adolphe's philosophical, though sightless eyes ; dressed my hair as well as I could, and made the best of my appearance. Lord Severn seemed to enjoy the music, and he complimented me very good-naturedly on my manner of accompanying his sisters. 232 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXVIII. SEVERNDALE. In the summer, we were to go for a few months to Severndale Hall, in — shire ; and I looked forward with much hope to the change. Besides my dislike to London, I fancied that the girls would improve more in the country, for then there would not be such constant interruptions. I had also discovered to my dismay, that they had no taste whatever for the beauties of nature, and I fancied this might be cultivated in a degree, if I could point out the everchanging and exquisite THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 233 loveliness of the works of God, amid the delights of country rambles. I found Severndale Hall a very enchanting residence, although the house was dilapidated and the furniture very old; — though Lady Severn was always complaining of its dis- comfort and dulness. Wonderful as it ap- peared to me, she certainly did not like the place. I saw her countenance change as we drove up, the day of our arrival, towards the ancient mansion, and passed near a splendid piece of water in the Park. " How gloomy it always appears," she said with a shudder ; " only that the country is better for their health, I certainly would not come." I had never seen such a beautiful country house before ; I delighted in roaming through the long galleries and tapestried rooms, and hearing stories from the old housekeeper about the family portraits. It 234 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. was quite a new life to me : for except the cathedral at , I had never seen any- thing that brought the past so delightfully before me ; and took me out of the present and away from my own suffering self and all those for whom I felt anxious. I fancied the house might be haunted, and enjoyed, with a sort of shuddering dread, wandering in the twilight through the old state apartments that were never used, and thinking of the housekeeper's words, " Some terrible things has happened in this house." I used sometimes to come upon her in my rambles, dusting affectionately with the cor- ner of her apron, the brocaded satin of some beautiful old carved chair, and shaking her head, as she talked of the former greatness of the family, and lamenting the present state of things. And she would tell of the late lord, how handsome and noble he was, and how loveable his first wife was, and how my lord THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 235 had never recovered the death of his second little son, but pined away and followed him soon after. Then she w^ould grow mysterious, and with many an ominous shake of the head, declare " that luck was gone for ever with that child from Severndale, and that the present lady knew it, and was afeard of the haunted rooms." But she would never tell me how the child died, or what his death had to do with Lady Severn. It seemed to me a marvel how any one could dislike such a place, or that a person who appeared so strong in mind and body as Lady Severn was, could be afraid of ghosts. But I soon found that she really was ; for one evening, as I was roaming about the old galleries at twilight, I met her coming out of the library pale and trembling. She took hold of my hand and said, *' Oh save me, I have seen it again ; but don't tell 236 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. them," she whispered, " pray don't, ah ! there it is, look," and she pointed with a face of horror towards a corner where there was a figure in armour. " That's where he used to play ; and I heard his voice moaning, he was calling out for help; there, don't you hear that plain- tive tone ?" " It is the wind sighing through the old casements," said I trying to reassure her, and as she seemed too much bewildered to know where she was going, I drew her into the drawing-room, where a bright fire was burning. " T sometimes see him here, too," she con- tinued, " but don't tell" " I certainly will not." "It is very foolish of me I know," she said. And then I lighted the candle, and placed her in a chair by the fire. " You are a good creature, Miss Muggins, THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 23? and I like you better, far better than any other governess I ever saw; but never say you saw that I was frightened." I believe she had never confessed her fears before to any one, and I could not help feeling interested and flattered at this proof of confidence. 238 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXIX. LEAVE ME ALONE. " Leave me alone," said Miss Isabel Severn, one day with a look of such stolid despair, that I felt quite paralyzed and utterly at a loss what course to pursue, for at first she became daily more difficult to manage. She would learn nothing, and shrank from all my efforts to instruct her, even when we were out walking, or in the liveliest and apparently easiest manner I could devise. "Leave me alone," she repeated with a movement of her shoulders, as if to push me THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 239 out of the room ; and with a look of hatred and tone almost of bitterness, she again and again said, " Leave me alone." I went up into my little attic and prayed, or rather endeavoured to pray; for I felt almost too full of misery and bitterness to approach God. I thought it seemed an im- possibility that I could be of any manner of use in this family. I was disappointed in the only one who seemed capable of amendment, whose disposition I had hoped might be moulded, and her heart enlarged. Yet to accomplish this, it seemed necessary to find fault from morning till night; for she was accustomed to view everything from a totally different point. Then I feared I was utterly unfitted for the task. Mrs. Norman could have managed her, she was so calm, so unvaryingly sensible, she never lost her temper for a moment, or evinced the slightest impatience. I tried to imitate, to speak like her, all to no purpose. 240 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Sometimes in the unjust bitterness of my heart, I was inclined to feel provoked with Mrs. Norman for her unvarying goodness ; and I argued myself into the belief that she had no spontaneity, that she did all from a sense of duty. As if that diminished her merits ! Yet, strange to say, we often feel disposed to regard with less admiration, those whose passionless natures are never betrayed into any extreme, or guilty of any folly. But in some degree this is justifiable; because such characters have less trouble with themselves, and lookers-on feel this, even if they do not take the trouble to think. In Mrs. Norman, the pattern woman, I had been rather disappointed ; for, she had not written to me since I went to live with Lady Severn, and I fancied she ought to have known that I should be particularly in want of comfort and encouragement. I ascertained afterwards this was not her fault : THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 241 but at the time all this passed through my mind, as I was endeavouring to pray. Yet I gradually became more composed, and felt that the effort to raise my thoughts to Heaven had done me good. I looked out into the calm evening sky, and on the glorious sunset that poured its rays aslant the trees in the park, and tinged the distant waters of the lake with a streak of gold. I was able to feel thankful to the God who had created this fair world ; and then. I prayed for Isabel ; — that I might love her even if she hated me, for I fancied her affections were strong, and that it was only my own mismanagement that prevented her from being good. Perhaps if I acted differently, if — a gentle tap at the door interrupted my meditations, and Isabel entered, with a half sullen yet half repentant expression on her face. " I am glad you are come," I said, " for now I can give you credit for a desire to VOL. I. R 242 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. improve, and you must know that I only wish to do you good." *' I know it is very wrong of me, but I do so hate learning — I hate thinking," she replied. *' Perhaps it is really bad for her," I thought, and therefore determined thence- forth to be more out of doors. So I went with her every morning early in the park, and read to her as she sat under the trees. She was very slow, and experienced great difficulty in fixing her attention at first. Bat by degrees this plan seemed to answer, she learnt a little, we had fewer crying scenes ; and the greatest gain was, that she acquired a more kindly habit of thought and feeling, became daily more amiable, and gave me credit for a wish to make her happy. This was a great blessing, and had her progress not been often interrupted by the evil influence of Lady Severn, Anastasia THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 243 and her brother, we should have been very happy. At Severndale I most gladly gave myself up to the influence of the old house, and allowed my imagination to people it with generations long past away. There is no- thing more pleasant to those who suffer much in body and mind, than to throw themselves into the past, to live in idea with those who had experienced different joys and sorrows from their own. I delighted in tracing time-worn footsteps along the old pavement of the court-yard, and fancying the stately dames and noble cavaliers pourtrayed in the family pictures, once more embodied and peopling the tapestried rooms and carved staircases. R 2 244 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXX. THE PUPILS. I FOUND, as I have before said, that my youngest pupil Isabel, had great difficulty in learning, even after she acquired a wish for knowledge. Besides, she was slow in feeling or taking an interest in things ; but when her affections were once thoroughly excited, I fancied that she would love deeply and de- votedly. Anastasia, on the other hand, was quick and rather clever, but cared little for any thing that did not tend to enhance her powers of fascination. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 245 She tried to learn languages, because she wished to be able to talk to foreigners ; and singing, because some of her acquaintances looked so pretty when they sang, that they attracted still more admiration. But she had not a good voice, and very little natural taste for music, so that her endeavours to cul- tivate this accomplishment had the effect of making her very cross. I dreaded the music lesson, therefore, although it gratified me to see that she persevered in having it regu- larly. One advantage of Isabel's comparative stupidity, or rather her want of inquiringness and curiosity, was that she was more satisfied when any thing was really explained to her, and she in time gradually acquired a simple and steadfast faith in religion. On the other hand, Anastasia's quickness, or rather restless curiosity rendered the task more hopeless of trying to remedy the radical defects of her education. She was clever enough to combat 246 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. and find fault with the evidences of revelation, and to seize with avidity the infidel notions that Lord Hillsdon and some other of her brother's young friends sometimes threw out, but she had not sufficient reasoning power to see the truth beyond, — that great truth which requires the highest order of mind to see clearly and believe, or else the simple childlike faith that takes the Word on trust, and can believe without seeing. Beaujolais required proof, at least she had that wish to see and understand, which im- pelled her to search the Scriptures with all the energy of her earnest and inquiring mind. And fortunately, Adolphe was at hand to guide her researches, and by his judicious explanations to remove all doubts. But I had not the power of comprehension and right-minded belief, which my brother possessed; and, therefore, I should never have been able to cope with Isabel, if she had THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 247 evinced Beaujolais' inquiring spirit. For there was a sort of dogged determination about her, that sometimes made her persevere in the most toilsome manner on those rare occasions when her interest was fully excited. 248 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXXI. HOME NEWS. The letters I received from home after I had lived about two years with Lady Severn, shewed that Dr. Jeffrey was in a great di- lemma what course to pursue with Ernest Clanronald. His extravagance must be checked, or no fortune, even were the Doctor to bequeath to him the whole of his earnings, would suffice to the boy, were he to acquire the habit of spending more than his present very liberal allowance. Yet how to tell him so without hurting his feelings was the great difficulty. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 249 My brother at last undertook to speak to Ernest. He suggested that the best course would be, to point out to him that the Doctor's relations and those of his wife must have con- siderable claims ; that they would naturally ex- pect he should assist them, fully as much as the adopted son, who had no legal right to inherit any part of his fortune. This Adolphe did with all the tact and kindness possible ; but the high-spirited and sensitive youth was deeply affected. He expressed a firm deter- mination to become independant, and as they had foreseen, could not bear the idea of costing his guardian a farthing. He wished to be placed in any situation, no matter how igno- minious and laborious, that could make him independant, and in time repay Dr. Jeffrey some portion of the outlay. •* Their love I can never repay," he added with moistened eyes. " But you will deeply wound their feelings if you run into the contrary extreme, and 250 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. refuse to benefit by your guardian's gene- rosity," said Adolphe. They all saw that it was a sad misfortune, that he should be deprived of Margaret's most salutary influence at this important time. They at first thought of sending him over to Limerick, but feared it might annoy Mrs. Norman, and it would not be easy to make her comprehend the sort of importance, an intercourse with her daughter might be to the wayward boy. So Ernest was sent to study at Sandhurst, where he at first endea- voured to apply himself to study ; and two years afterwards. Dr. Jeffrey purchased a commission for him in a cavalry regiment. My brother in vain endeavoured to persuade Dr. Jeffrey, that an infantry regiment being less expensive and less fraught with tempta- tions, would be better for the boy — the same consideration which had induced him years ago to advocate Winchester instead of Eton. But however wisely Dr. Jeffrey might talk and THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 251 even think, he could not resist the indulgent impulses of his feelings towards his pet ; and as he considered Ernest of good birth, he therefore thought that he was entitled to the most honourable post. " But the temptation to extravagance is so much greater," argued Adolphe. " He must learn to withstand it," chuckled the Doctor. "None but elder brothers or rich men enter the regiment you have chosen for him," persisted Alolphe, " it is not fair towards the boy." " You know he must inherit a good for- tune ultimately from me, although it is, of course, better that he should not expect it, far better — so you may tell him that he must not outrun his allowance," said the good Doctor endeavouring to look severe. My brother shrugged his shoulders, and his fears were justified by the event. Th('. unstable and impulsive youth found himself betrayed 252 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. into spending nearly double his allowance the first year, and wrote to Adolphe in great distress wanting to sell out. Dr. Jeffrey, however, would not hear of this, but paid his debts upon promise of greater care for the future. At this important epoch of his Hfe, Clanronald had the misfortune to lose his adoring mother, Mrs. Jeffrey. The intelligence arrived just as he was beginning to enjoy the gaieties of the town where his regiment was quartered. He, of course, immediately obeyed the summons sent by his guardian to attend the funeral. But the sudden transition from a gay hfe to the house of mourning, where everything re- minded him of his recent and unexpected loss, oppressed him so fearfully, that the Doctor urged him to return to his quarters as soon as it was over. Here I think he was again wrong, although the poor Doctor, always actuated by the kindest and most indulgent motives, did it to the best of his THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 253 judgment. For the result was, that the poor youth saw only the outward and gloomy ex- ternals of a death-bed and interment, without having heard the extenuating circumstances which almost always accompany the depar- ture from this life of those, who like Mrs. Jeffreys have loved and served their Maker ; — without hearing anything of the last words, and looks of a mother he truly and fondly loved, and thus be enabled to derive comfort and hope. For as yet the Doctor could scarcely trust himself to speak of her. Had Clan- ronald been present in her last illness, — could he have looked on her peaceful face after life had fled, the impression of his first loss by death might have been very different. As it was, he returned to his gay com- panions, and of course endeavoured to drown his grief and horror, by every species of dissipation. He had no one at hand to warn him, to make him ask whether the spirit of the holv and beloved dead would approve of 254 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. his actions. No one to guide his wayward and high-spirited nature. Yet such a Hfe often clashed against his better feehngs, and then he would sit down and write a doleful letter to Dr. Jeffrey. And the good Doctor would become alarmed lest this evident melancholy should prey upon his health, that he added to the evil by recommending dis- traction and change of scene. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 255 CHAPTER XXXII. THE OLD FRIEND. I \VAS some time afterwards destined to see and hear more of Ernest Clanronald, in a manner at once painful and surprising. Anastasia Severn had now been out for two seasons. She was of course extremely admired, in fact her beauty excited quite a furore. Her picture was painted by the most emi- nent artists, and surrounded by admiring crowds at the Exhibition. Verses were writ- ten in her praise, we saw, in the scrap books 256 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. and annuals, and every one predicted that she would make a splendid match. But — whe- ther the " but" was her insatiable ambition, her incorrigible coquetry or any other un- toward circumstance I cannot tell ; — the result of each successive season was, that she left London still as the beautiful Miss Severn. I did not hear much about her doings, for I fortunately was generally able to succeed in the difficult task I had undertaken, of not allowing her to disturb Isabel's mind or engross her time by a detail of her triumphs. I was very grateful to her for fulfilhng my wishes in this respect, and sedulously checked any approach to gossip in the school-room. Lady Severn had not often parties at home, for Anastasia became so much the fashion, that they had plenty of gaiety without incurring any trouble or expense. Every one was delighted that she should honour their assemblies with her presence, as Anastasia was sure to brino: all the most THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 257 fashionable men, and best partis to their houses; and so people were glad to send their carriages for her, and lend her horses to ride. All this was very convenient, as Lord Severn's continued extravagance be- came very embarrassing to his mother. Towards the end of Miss Severn's third season they had a little party one evening, and I was summoned to accompany the girls in their music. The room was already full when I went down, and without looking round or re- marking any one, I penetrated the crowd and took my place at the piano. " We must have the trio in Norma," said Anastasia, '* for we have found a delight- ful tenor, and by the bye, he says he knows you. Miss Muggins — he started and turned quite pale at the name, when 1 told Isabel to fetch you." "Do you forget me, do you quite forget your old friend, Ernest Clanronald?" said VOL. I. s 258 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. a tall handsome man as he put out his hand, with a hearty laugh at my look of extreme surprise. " Can it be ?" I thought, still perplexed, as I looked at his large dark eyes, in order to find a trace of the wild merry boy, I had known so well many years ago. There was the same kind expression in his smile as ever. But I fancied he had rather a blase look and reckless air, which justified, I feared, the anxiety felt by my brother on his account. And I began to appre- hend, in spite of myself, that he was no longer worthy of my beau ideal of perfection, Margaret Norman. But he did not look at me long. I soon saw that his whole soul was absorbed in admiration for Anastasia, and the idea that she was preparing another victim to be dragged at the wheels of her triumphal car, made my heart sink. I longed to warn him, to open his eyes, THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 259 but it was too late. I saw that she he- stowed some of her most bewitching smiles upon him, although occupied also with others. After the first warm greeting, I fancied that he rather avoided me. I did not think it was from finery, or that he was ashamed of having been, as a child, on intimate terms with a governess. But the sight of me, I think, reminded him of bye-gone times when he was innocent and happy and of those who no longer exercised the salutary influence over his better nature they once possessed. I longed to mention Margaret Norman's name, and see whether he still retained any portion of the enthusiastic affection she once excited. Some eight or ten years had passed since they met; the years most important in a young mind and heart, when the character is more liable to chancre than during any other period of life. s 2 260 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. After this, I could not help allowing Anastasia sometimes to tell me what she had been doing at her parties, and whom she had seen, for it was impossible not to feel interest in the fate of my old playmate —the child who had caused so many an- xious hopes and fears to my dear friends. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 261 CHAPTER XXXIII. FOR EVER AND EVER. " For ever and ever." How seldom we think of these words, although most of us repeat them every day. Yet we think, and work, and toil on through years and years for the future of this fleeting world. T did! but how little I worked for the " ever and ever." This chapter commences Hke a sermon, yet alas ! it is to describe a time, and persons, who, however much they required 262 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. it, seldom listened to sermons. Sometimes indeed, they sat or slept through them, but never imbibed the good that may be found even in the worst, and also in every daily '* wit- ness" we see, that tells of a great Hereafter. And now the most thoughtless, and per- haps guilty of us all, is gone from us for ever! T have just seen some lines in an old blotting book, which brings one scene most forcibly to my mind. "You will repent of this for ever and ever," I wrote down and shewed to Ana- stasia Severn's one day, when 1 saw her de- termination to recal the affection of a man she confessedly despised. I said nothing aloud, for her mother was present, and as she was out of the school- room, I had no longer control over her. Yet she looked at the words, and seemed for a moment, to think. Perhaps she felt that she had power to choose the bad or good, and that, therefore, THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 263 I was endeavouring to prove to her that we are dignified beings with the full power to choose between good and evil. That she often deliberately chose evil, and yet sometimes railed at the God who permits evil. For Anastasia could talk very cleverly on such subjects, and sometimes contrived most pro- vokingly to puzzle poor Isabel, and disturb her dawning faith in the truths of Christ- ianity. " Why should there be suffering ?" she would often ask, " why should you, Miss Muggins, be put into the world to have those constant headaches and to look so ill ?'* I endeavoured to prove to her that the common principles of justice should teach us the use of sufferings — and even sometimes make us enjoy them, in the humble hope that they may save us from the everlasting punishment and misery our sins must otherwise entail. However, she would not listen, so I said 264 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. no more; but another day when there had been a terrible scene with poor Mr. Sinclair, whom she refused in the most triumphantly heartless manner, after having tried to allure him in every way; I asked whether she thought it wrong to tell an untruth ? " Certainly." "Then why act one? why pretend to like a person when the reverse is the case? surely you must be sometimes forced to ask, is there not a lie in my right hand ?" THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 265 CHAPTER XXXIV. FEARS. I FOUND that Captain Clanronald, very seldom called in Grosvenor Street in the morning, for I suppose Lady Severn did not encourage his attentions ; indeed, I knew she wished to secure a person with as much rank and fortune for her favourite daughter as could be attained. Lady Severn appeared annoyed, and out of spirits, when we at last started for Severndale Hall ; and soon afterwards I heard from Dr. Jeffrey that Ernest Clanronald had joined his regiment in Ireland, and then I heard no more of him for some time. 266 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Whether he had proposed and been refused, or whether they were engaged, did not tran- spire. Anastasia had occasional fits of low spirits, and seemed to find Severndale Hall more dull than ever. Lady Severn looked ill and nervous, and was so full of superstitious terrors, that she sometimes betrayed her fears to other persons besides myself. Isabel remarked several times her mother's look of horror, in the dusk of evening, as she met her in the long gallery. One time, she took hold of Isabel's hand and said in a low, mysterious voice, " Come away ! Don't look in that corner, I've seen him again." Isabel was much frightened. As a child, I saw she was inclined to be superstitious, but I had taken great pains to counteract her fears, and did not allow her to accompany me in my wanderings over the old house. I rather sought to believe in ghosts, and had a strange enjoyment in conjuring up THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 267 fears and visions. For, as I said before, this embodiment of the past took me out of the present, and 1 tried by confirming my belief in the spirit world, to strengthen my faith in revelation and the certainty of a future state ; but this was a sentiment peculiar to myself (felt, I trust, by very few), therefore I endea- voured to shelter Isabel from the terror experienced by her strong-minded mother, and even by many of the servants, whose fears were at times very inconvenient. That evening Isabel told me that her mo- ther, trembling violently, had described the figure of a young child, who had emerged from behind the armour ; and Lady Severn's great fear seemed to be, lest Isabel should see it also. The frightened girl could not help looking back, in spite of her mother's order, just be- fore they left the gallery, and then she fancied that there really was a child standing near the farthest window ; a little shadowy figure, 268 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. with curling dark hair ; and it moved slowly along, and without appearing to walk, seemed coming nearer and nearer to them. " That is an optical delusion/* I said. " Oh ! but I'm sure I saw it just as mamma described it," said Isabel, with a shudder ; " and I heard a moan — I have often heard that moan in the picture gallery; and the child's face looked so sad. Mamma fancied it was a real child ; but I am sure it was a spirit, because it looked so thin and shadowy, and I could see through it." " I know it was one of the figures in the tapestry," I said ; " I myself have often looked at them till I could almost fancy they moved — appeared to come out from the rest, and glide along the wall." I observed that Lady Severn always avoided the gallery, if possible, and after that evening never went there alone. Her Ladyship was not imaginative, there- fore I was more surprised at these constant THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 269 fears. Moreover, she had a great horror of all family traditions, and one day when I happened to mention the beautiful picture of the late Lord Severn's first wife, her agitation was extreme. This portrait of Helena, Lady Severn and her children, interested me more than any. It was put up in what was called the Con- demned Room, at Severndale, where I used to revel with delight among pieces of old tapestry, china, carved chairs and cabinets, considered too old for use. The picture was by Sir Joshua Reynolds, was one of the love- liest he had ever painted, and I never could imagine why it was banished there. The lady was represented sitting on a bank near the lake in the park, with the old house in the background ; a little baby was in her lap, its tiny fingers playing with the tresses of her rich dark hair, that had escaped from the single blue ribbon which confined it round her head. Another little child was sitting on 270 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. the grass at her feet, holding up its finger with a wondering delight, at its own little face reflected in the water. The overhanging branches of the trees threw a softened shadow on the lady's white dress, and chequered with golden rays the grassy mound where she was seated. But her face was the most beautiful part of the whole picture. She looked at the infant on her knee with a melancholy and thoughtful, yet exquisite tenderness ; and the chastened serenity of her brow recalled to one's mind the Holy Virgin mother. In a word, the expression, the attitude and the painting were so beautiful, that I often de- prived myself of visiting the room, lest I should forget the time and gaze too long. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 271 CHAPTER XXXV. THE FETE. We were to have a grand fete for Lord Severn^s coming of age. There was to be a boat-race on the lake, and the numerous tenants on Lord Severn's property were to dine in a great tent, near the ornamental garden at the further side of the water. There was to be dancing and games of all kinds, for high and low, rich and poor, in the morning; and a masquerade ball, banquet, theatricals and festivities at night ; everything was projected that could be done to make people enjoy themselves. 272 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. It is strange and provoking, that I never could even anticipate much pleasure from these kind of fetes, and the sight of a multi- tude brought together for the avowed purpose of rejoicing, has always the effect of depressing my spirits. Yet I was of some use during the prepa- rations, and took a great deal of trouble off Lady Severn's hands. But when the day arrived, I seemed to have nothing more to do ; so I left the " bril- liant circle of the highest aristocracy," as the papers described it, and wandered about in the comparatively unfrequented parts of the park. 1 looked from a distance on the gay scene, and certainly it was a beautiful sight. The lake was covered with boats, decorated in the most fanciful and picturesque manner, for Lord Severn was to take part in a boat- race. He had been a first-rate oar at Eton ; and many of his old school acquaintances were come to try their skill. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 273 Little sailing vessels were, moreover, sta- tioned near the centre of the lake, full of spectators, and a brilliant sunshine illumined the gay dresses of the ladies and the fanciful costume of some of the gentlemen. Salutes were occasionally fired, for what purpose I could not quite ascertain ; but the rolling of the smoke across the smooth blue water, and the booming sound as it echoed through the woods and valleys had a very grand effect. The bells of several churches were some- times heard in the distance ringing, as the people said, merrily ; but to me, they had the sort of plaintive melancholy which belongs to most distant sounds. A group of some of the oldest and most infirm of the poor people, came and sat under an old oak near me. They had, probably, come from the distant village, and were too tired as yet to proceed further. I recognised an old woman among them, whose cottage VOL. I. T 274 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. we had sometimes visited ; she was nearly ninety, was considered as a sort of oracle by most of the cottagers near, and had re- collection or knowledge of all the doings of the Severn family for many generations back. "Where's the heir? I want to see his lordship," she said, in a querulous tone. " Why do you stop here ?" she inquired of another woman, who though much younger than herself, was more infirm. " Why can't you go on, some of your boys '11 carry you. Here, Jim, boy, give a help to Dame Fowler," she said, calling to an old man, who I believe was her son. "Now then, come along and let's see the heir." I could not help following this eager group, for I wished to see the impression Lord Severn would produce on them. So we all approached a rocky knoll that overlooked the water, and where, near a large tent, "the quality " were placed. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 275 " His brother would have been comelier," said the old woman as Lord Severn passed near, and went down to embark in one of the boats ; " a deal comelier, for he had his father's eyes. Well I mind him the day afore he was drowned, when that Irish witch brought 'im down to our cottage. Ay, this un's not the rightful heir, and he'll never prosper," muttered the old crone, and she nodded her head, and twinkled her queer eyes that looked at nothing in particular, but seemed to see something beyond the objects that were before her gaze. " He was lost by water, but still he may be regained by fire." " Ah, that's it ; but what is the old song, tell us, that 1 heard my grandmother often sing ?" inquired another ancient dame. Then the old crone repeated, in a sing-song voice, the following words, while her head rocked to and fro in time to the metre. ** Whcu brothers fight, Beware the night, T 2 276 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. When waters roll. And church-bells toll, In Severn's dale. For good or ail. Beware, beware, Tor Severn's heir By waters dead. Will Severn's head. By fire find, By love unbind." "And what'll the meaning of it be?" whispered her companion ; but as I approached a step nearer to hear the reply, the crone per- ceived my presence. " Hush ! there's that yellow-faced body that teaches the young lady," she whispered in her gruff voice. " Miss Isabel, ay." I lost the succeeding sentence, but then the words reached my ear, "Yes, and a power a' good she's done, too, for Miss Isabel used never to think on us, and be so proud and cross-like ; and now she come and nursed my Biddy's youngest THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 277 babby, for all the world just as her grand- mother used to do. The old race is coming out in her again." Of course I was much pleased with this tribute to the usefulness of the " yellow face," but my attention was that moment aroused by hearing shrieks in the distance, and seeing a rush of persons towards the brink of the lake. The boat-race had been going on, and I saw in the direction from which the cries came, that something must have happened to somebody on the water. I fancied that I heard Lady Severn's voice, and knowing how nervously apprehensive she always was about accidents on the water, I ran round in breathless haste to ascertain the cause of the alarm. " It's his lordship's own boat," I heard people say as I passed along. " No it's not, it's Mr. Algernon Stanton that was upset by his lordship, and he jumped in to try and save him." 278 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " Oh, he's safe enough, he can swim. It'll do'm no 'arm. Only spoiling of his satin vesket, and welvet breeches," said a man in a rude voice, as I approached the tent where I imagined Lady Severn was placed. But I found that it was Lord Severn's boat that had been upset, and that it must have struck him in some way, for although he w^as an excellent swimmer, he appeared to have sunk immediately. Of course every effort was being made to save the heir, and I arrived near Lady Severn in time to witness her gaze of agony, as she strained her eyes towards the spot where his boat had upset. She stood at the extreme edge of the water, and I was afraid she would throw herself in, so Isabel and I, and several others, tried to lead her away ; but she waved her arms, and cried out in so wild a manner that the company shrank back ia dismay. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 279 "No, I can^t save him," she exclaimed, " I know I can't," she added, in that mourn- ful voice I had often heard. " But see he is saved," I said, as I saw that they had succeeded in bringing up Lord Severn from the water. " No, no, he's dead, I know it, and it's all just, it's all right !" By this time, most of the others had all gone round to the other side where the acci- dent had happened ; but Lady Severn did not stir. Her eyes were fixed on the water and she did not heed them. Fortunately nobody attended to her at that moment, and taking her hand I endeavoured to soothe and re-assure her. Gradually she seemed to come to herself, and then she appeared to become doubly alive to the danger of her son. " Thank God he's safe, he is, indeed, dear mamma," exclaimed Isabel, as she ran back and clasped her arms round her mother's neck. 280 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " He has only fainted. He will be quite well soon." " No, no, he never will be well, and it's all my fault," said Lady Severn, still as if in a trance. " But there he is ! look at him !" said Isabel, who was now more alarmed for her mother than for anything else. " Go, leave me alone, I will stay here, and perhaps — perhaps the other may come back," she muttered in a low tone. " You had better take the guests all to the house," I whispered to Isabel and Anastasia, (the latter had only just come up), for I wanted to draw attention away from Lady Severn, well-knowing how miserable she would be afterwards, if she should remember that she had betrayed the almost insane state of her mind to any of the bye-standers. Lord Severn was carried home, and numbers of people followed to learn his fate, so that soon I was left almost alone with Lady Severn THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 281 She would not stir from the spot ; but at last, while she was watching the eddies on the lake, she suddenly rushed away and ran up towards the house with such speed, that I had great difficulty in following. We entered at the back by a private door, and I fortunately succeeded in getting her into her own room. I laid her on the bed, and gave her one of the sedative draughts the doctor had pre- scribed when she had this kind of nervous attack, and I hoped that if she could sleep, she might awake refreshed and be able to join the party. Then I went to inquire after Lord Severn. He soon recovered sufficiently to visit his mother in her room. Fortunately he came in, just as she awoke from a short sleep, and the knowledge of his safety, added to the effect of the medicine, seemed to revive her strength and compose her spirits. But, of course, such an accident threw a 282 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. damp on the day's rejoicings, even though Lady Severn and her son appeared at the ball and theatricals in the evening. I thought people seemed afraid to enjoy themselves. Yet the fireworks went off, and the mas- querading and dancing went on, and the young Lord's health was drank with cheers and hurrahs, and many people got drunk I suppose to their heart's content. But the young Lord himself looked pale and haggard, and Lady Severn, although I saw that she endeavoured to appear composed and even gay, was absent ; and said and did several things which showed, that she had by no means recovered from the shock she had received. At last the weary f^te came to an end, and a few days afterwards we all returned to London. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 283 CFI AFTER XXXVI. THE HEROINES. Isabel was becoming very fascinating ; and I often loved to compare her in my mind with my two other heroines, Margaret Nor- man and dear little Beaujolais. They were all three so very different, that it seemed wonderful how they could all pos- sess so much attraction. There was something in the slow, steady gaze of Isabel's lustrous yet solemn eyes, which had a sort of rivetting charm that was very original; and they seemed to kiss those 284 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. they loved, and repel those whom she dis- liked. There was a lazy movement when she spoke, in her full lips, as if they dwelt with luxurious pleasure upon the melodious into- nation of her words ; and 1 fancied that afterwards, the harmonious sound lingered with a grateful echo around the dimples of her beautiful cheeks. She was almost as dark as Beaujolais, yet nothing could be greater than the contrast be- tween Isabel, and my fairy-like niece, with her little espiegle, spirituelle face, and the bright lights and shadows that flashed in her speaking eyes. Beaujolais was always mobile, and seemed to be enjouee, even in her sorrow, or rather her moods changed so quickly, that although she felt deeply, and, therefore, often cried, she seemed, at the same moment, almost to laugh at her tears. Isabel seldom smiled, and did not often laugh, for she was rather matter-of-fact, had THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 285 but little turn for the ridiculous, and, as I said before, was not easily excited. Therefore, she was totally opposite to the quickly sensi- tive Beaujolais, of whom her father justly said, " Sa vie est une suite d'dmotions." Yet different as these two were, Margaret Norman was even more dissimilar to both. Her severe style of beauty, the look of recti- tude that shone in her large blue eyes, would, I fancied, sometimes have rested with a sort of pitying rebuke on the escapades of our giddy little Beaujolais, and the prejudices and errors of my yet untrained Isabel. In point of real un- varying goodness, Margaret was certainly superior to both, and also in regular beauty. Margaret Norman always did, and said the right thing, and was never for a moment either ungraceful or untidy ; and her finely developed figure and faultless features were, I must confess, much more splendid than Beaujolais' tiny form or her petite mine chifonnee, as my brother sometimes called it. 286 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. Yet how I loved that little sallow coun- tenance of Beaujolais', and her dear large forehead, that was too high and broad for the lower part of the face, only because it was so full of thought and delightfully original imaginings. And the little delicate nose that turned slightly upwards, because the kindly mischievous fun and sunshiny temper it de- noted, seemed to raise her above the annoying rubs of every day existence, and helped her to cheer others with the vivacity of her in- nocent wit, through all the trials of life. But I suppose these three girls, lovely as they seemed to me, were surpassed by the all accomplished coquette ! Anastasia Severn had made such a study of attraction, that besides her own splendid beauty, she could at times assume the look and bearing of the most opposite characters. And when it suited her purpose, the guileless manner and win- ning softness she assumed could scarcely be surpassed, even to my practised eye, by THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 287 Margaret Norman's genuine candour and spotless purity. And this was the being who was endeavouring to captivate my hero, Ernest Clanronald, and make him forget the little wife, the beautiful Margaret, who as a child had such wonderful power to influence him for good. 288 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. CHAPTER XXXVIl. THE WONDERFUL MAN. " Oh, Miss Muggins ! such a thing has happened ! IVe met the handsomest, the most provoking man I ever saw !" exclaimed Miss Severn, with an air of unusual ex- citement. For she now seldom took the trouble to be animated, or indeed to talk at all in the school-room, unless to abuse her friends. " I am quite out of breath with surprise, and — and it's really too provoking. I put on my very best looks and smiles, and said such a number of amusing things, and THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 289 yet I could not produce the slightest impression upon him, no more than if he had been Helen's baby. I believe he is a baby." " But I'll pay him off yet, that I will," she added, with her most determined air, and as I often fancied, somewhat vulgar manner and tone. '* Don't look so grave, Miss Muggins, he is enough to provoke a saint. He said he didn't know anybody in London, and so I told him some of Sidney Smith's best jokes, and after looking very solemn, and almost too absent or stupid even to understand them, it came out that he had breakfasted with Rogers, and met the great wit at his house that very morning. Then he looked very miserable, and said he did not like the joke about Landseer and the dog. So I told him then about the Infidel and the Pat^e, as I took it into my head he must be of a religious turn. All of a sudden, he n>ade himself look like Sidney Smith, and said something exactly in his tone of voice, but so VOL. I. U 290 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. quick and fleeting, that I doubt whether any one else saw or heard it but me. Besides all this, he scarcely looked at me — I am sure he did not even see the colour of my eyes — so cold and indifferent, as if he had no heart ; and yet I fancy that a latent fire seems to be smouldering in his splendid eyes. But I never saw such a variety of expression on the same face before. At one moment there was such a deep melancholy, that I fancied he had met with some great disappointment, and had been deeply humbled ; and the next instant he appeared proud and haughty, and had almost a diabolical sneer as if he were hardened in vice; then he looked as if he had committed some dire and unrepented crime ; — the next moment innocent and good as a child." "But what caused all these opposite ex- pressions?" inquired Isabel, with much cu- riosity, " was it what you said ?" " I can't tell, for he seemed scarcely to THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 291 heed what I said, and I never was so pro- voked in all my life, so I daresay I said some bitter things about somebody. For I was determined he should remain near me ; and I tried everything, but could not succeed in producing the slightest expression of ad- miration either for my beauty or wit. Ah ! but I'll make him like me yet 1 And Til make him love me more intensely than any of them !" she added, after a pause, and clapped her hands with delight at the anticipated triumph. I sighed, for I could not help feeling an interest for the strange person she had described, and deeply regretted that he should be doomed to suffer the pain and disap- pointment I had known her inflict on many. " You have not told us who this wonderful man is ?*' inquired Isabel. "Ah, such a dehghtful name, too, and has a claim upon a very old earldom if he chose to take any trouble about it. But u 2 292 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. they say he would not have it, even if it were offered. He is the Irishman we have often heard of, Mr. Reginald Fitzpatrick." ** Mr. Reginald Fitzpatrick !" I exclaimed in great surprise, and to my dismay I found I had been tolerating, almost admir- ing him. Yet he was the person of all others I was most prejudiced against, the son of the man who had defrauded Charles Norman of his rights, and of whom we had heard so many strange stories. "You know him I see, Miss Muggins; you don't look so angry as you did just now when I began to talk." "I have never seen him," I said, "but Mr. Roland used often to mention him to us." '^ Reginald Fitzpatrick ! yes, I like the name," continued Anastasia. " Oh, if he were but a marquis, or would claim that old earldom, I think I would almost submit to be chained to him for hfe. But I am not THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 293 in love with him, oh no ! I wonder whether I ever shall be with any one." " Pray remember, Miss Severn," said I, with a grave and severe air, for I reproached myself for having allowed her to talk so much, *' that you should not interrupt your sister's studies by such — " " Such trivial discourse, yet you have often told me that I ought not to marry unless 1 am in love, and how am I to know unless I ponder over the matter; and I never can think unless I talk. I wonder whether you were ever in love, Miss Muggins," she con- tinued after a short pause, ** and whether you ever will be." " I think you might rather wonder whether any one could care for me," said I, with, perhaps, a rather dejected look. " Oh, I did not think you would expect that ; but I did not know that was necessary. At least, all the men who are in love with 294 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. me, do not seem always to expect me to care so much for them," she added, as she danced round the room. " Well, I do long to see him again, and do you know he has promised to come to-morrow evening, though they say he never goes to parties. Oh ! I hope he will come, I should be miserable if 1 thought I should never, never see him again. Heigh ho, this is a w^eary world; put dow^n that tiresome German, Isabel, and sing that new duet with me. I want to get it ready for to-morrow, and you will have to accompany us. Miss Muggins, and then you will actually have the pleasure of seeing the wonderful Reginald. Now come, never mind Schiller, you can finish that when I am out driving. It does not do to be so methodical ; come," and she laid her pretty hand on mine, and led me to the piano with one of her arch and winning smiles, that, fool as I was, often disarmed me. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 295 The girls sang well, and I had rather a good touch on the piano, and accompanied them very fairly. " I am sure he sings, from the melodious tone of his voice," said Anastasia, after the duet was over, " and I want to find a good tenor to sing with us, to provoke that con- ceited Captain Clanronald." " Conceited ! I should have thought he is anything but that," said Isabel, " and I thought you liked him so well, too." " I do sometimes, but he presumes upon my toleration of him; he actually expected me to dance twice with him last Monday at Lady Fitzroy's !" "Was he at the party last night? and how did he like this wonderful Mr. Fitz- patrick?" inquired Isabel. "Luckily he was not there, or, perhaps, I should not have had the heart to flirt so with the beautiful Reginald, for Clanronald 296 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. really is so miserable when I speak to any one else, that it is quite sad." I had lately begun to hope that the coquette was at last touched, and I thought that if once her heart were really awakened, it might excite the better feelings which I still hoped might slumber beneath that dense mass of vanity and worldliness. And yet I feared that poor Captain Clanronald's lot would be any- thing but enviable ! besides, I did not think her mother would consent. However, I could not help hailing with pleasure any indication of real feeling, and I now almost thought, that for the poor Captain's sake, it would be better if she could love this strange Mr. Fitzpatrick. THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 297 CHAPTER XXXVIIL THE AWAKENING. Fool that I was, I could not help feel- ing rather anxious to see this Mr. Reginald Fitzpatrick, and I actually found myself taking more than usual pains with my hair, and putting on my high mushn dress in the most hecoming manner that evening. "And all this, because I am going to see a person who is utterly unworthy, a scrape-grace, as Mrs. O'Hara said, who was expelled from Eton, and has done no good since, I beheve. What can be the reason?" 298 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. I thought, as I went down stairs, and took my place in the back drawing-room, before the company came up from dinner. Isabel looked beautiful that night ; she had become rather fatter lately, and that scared and careworn look which spoilt her face when I first came, some years back, was gradually giving place to a soft and diffident melan- choly. She was beginning to be awakened to the realities of life, and learning to see things from a different and a truer point of view. But I had found the task of eradicating most difficult, and sometimes had nearly given up the situation, in despair of ever being able to counteract her mother's fatal influence. Now that she was becoming prettier too. Lady Severn's energy was more fatally alive to instil wordly ambition into her mind, which, as she had considered her rather plain before, she had almost given up as hopeless. I was sitting in the remotest corner of THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 299 the back drawing-room, near the door of a little boudoir which was generally filled with pretty fresh flowers ; and at that time there was a delicious smell of car- nations. But these rooms in Grosvenor Street had to me always a very gloomy appearance ; be- sides I felt more than usually sad that evening, and wondered more painfully than ever whether I were ever destined to feel happy in this world. My fingers were busily employed on some embroidery that Lady Severn wished me to finish ; but my thoughts were so selfishly absorbed, that I did not notice that Isabel who was trying over some songs in the next room, had ceased to play. Suddenly I felt as if some one were look- ing at me. I turned round, and saw a pair of eyes that seemed to look through and through me. I felt the colour mount most provokingly to 300 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. my face, and by an awkward movement I pricked my finger with my needle. I looked down at my work, and began to stitch away with redoubled determination, and did not venture to raise my eyes again ; but I could not help seeing that the gen- tleman whose gaze had caused such a strange excitement, moved, or rather glided away, and disappeared in the other room. He was not tall, and I don't know whether I thought he was handsome — I believed not, and, therefore, surmised it was probably not Mr. Fitzpatrick. Presently Lady Twisden and some gen- tlemen came into the room, and I saw Captain Clanronald among them ; and soon afterwards, Isabel came and asked me to accompany Miss Severn and herself on the piano. J felt more than usually awkward and em- barrassed as I walked through the rooms, for THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 301 I almost dreaded to see those scrutinizing eyes again. There he was ! the possessor of those strange eyes ! standing near the piano, hut fortunately he did not look at me. He did not seem, indeed, to he looking at anything or anybody, and now I fancied be had rather a stupid countenance, but the features were handsome. The nose was straight and Grecian, he had a beautiful short upper hp, and a fine broad forehead, which at that moment was so expressionless that it was Hke a child's. All this 1 saw while Isabel was putting the music-book on the desk, and the girls were placing themselves on each side of me. "Do you like music?" I heard Miss Twisden inquire, as she looked at the strange gentleman. He did not answer for a moment, and then, as if with an effort to recal his thoughts from a distant place, repUed, " Sometimes." 302 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. The tone was not particularly musical, yet it was very different from any I had ever heard. The song began, and we all performed our very best. I was afraid to look up to see what effect it produced on the only person I could not help thinking of. At last I did ! He had disappeared ! " That is beautiful, indeed," exclaimed Captain Clanronald, and a dozen voices. But Miss Severn was apparently disappointed that the strange gentleman had not listened ; and she immediately went into the other room, as I imagined, to see if he were there. "Do you want me to accompany any more ?" I inquired of Isabel. " Oh, yes ! you must not go away yet. Miss Twisden wants to sing this duet with me, and you must accompany us." I obeyed, and we again performed pretty well, but neither Anastasia nor the gentle- man appeared ; and soon Captain Clanro- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 303 nald also went into the back drawing-room : more duets were sung; still no Anastasia. Captain Clanronald returned at the end of a solo that Isabel sung, looking very me- lancholy, so I concluded that the coquette was exercising her fascinations on the stranger, and T could not resist asking Isabel whether it were Mr. Fitzpatrick. " I suppose so, because she has not intro- duced him. It must be some one she likes, for she never presents me except to people she wants to get rid of," said Isabel, with a look half of fun, and half of unwonted annoyance, that convinced me that she was also struck by him. At last. Miss Severn and the gentleman we concluded to be Mr. Fitzpatrick returned, and she begged me to accompany her in an Irish melody. ** Mr. Fitzpatrick says he only hkes na- tional airs," said Anastasia : " I don't sing them well, I know, but — " 304 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. " Perhaps that lady can sing them well," said Mr. Fitzpatrick, as he turned towards me. Me ! the proscribed, the forgotten, Nelly Muggins ! what could make him think that I could sing at all ? *' Oh, do you mean Miss Muggins? why do you imagine she can sing ?" inquired Anastasia, with a merry laugh, and some- what of a provoked glance at me. " Does she not sing ?" inquired Mr. Fitz- patrick, as he again bent his searching eyes on my face. " Oh, yes," said Isabel, " but—" " Here now, accompany me in the * Last Rose of Summer,' " said Miss Severn, as she put up the book with an impatient and almost menacing look. But Mr. Fitzpatrick started away towards the other end of the room, and I could see, as I accompanied the song, that he was talk- ing to somebody with apparent animation. Miss Severn could scarcely conceal her an- THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 305 noyance, and shg^ sang it less well than usual. ^ " Now we will have ' Mira O Norma/ " said Anastasia, "for that is Captain Clan- ronald's favourite." Ernest heard the words Miss Severn spoke, and of course listened attentively to the song. Then he went with her into the bou- doir. After they had gone there, Mr. Fitzpa- trick approached the piano, and to my very great surprise sat down near me, and look- ing in my face, said, *' Why would you not sing ?" " They do not want me to perform, and I am only here to accompany my pupils.*' " I should like to hear you," said he, in a voice that seemed wonderfully beautiful and kind, but so low, that it could reach no ears but mine. I longed to say that nothing would give VOL. I. X 306 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. ,^me greater pleasure than to sing if he #, would possibly like to hear me, but I only looked foolish and stupid : and before I could frame any reply, Miss Severn ap- proached, and addressing Mr. Fitzpatrick, sapid, " I know you like pictures, for Lord Selby told me that you were the best judge he ever met with." " The best judge ?" inquired Mr. Fitz- f)atrick with a sort of stupid, yet witty look, and a solemn bow, as if he half imagined she gave him the dignity of a judge on the bench with gown and wig. " Yes, an excellent judge of pictures," said Miss Severn, who did not readily enter into other people's jokes, or like to have any- thing she said misunderstood. " I know you are," she continued, " and we have got an order to see Lord THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 307 E — 's gallery, so I hope you will go with us. We mean to be there at four o'clock." " To-morrow at four o'clock I will be there," said Mr. Fitzpatrick, as with a grave, yet T thought rather absent look he walked away. I fancied he scarcely knew what he had said, yet just before he left the room, he turned half round, and for a moment his eyes rested upon me. He did not smile or bow, but I felt again as if he fully under- stood me, and I was perfectly satisfied and happy. Yet he might have been looking for Anastasia, who was concealed behind a group of persons on the other side of the piano, I thought, as I shrank half- frightened from my most unwonted sa- tisfaction. Miss Severn did not think he was gone, as he had not taken leave, and she went to X 2 308 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. look in the other room, but I felt that he was ; and presently I saw her return with a disappointed air. When all the guests were gone, Isabel said, " I did not see that Mr. Fitzpatrick was so agreeable. I am quite disappointed after your description : he never spoke to anybody, or said anything clever.'* " Oh yes, he did to me," said Anas- tasia, " besides it was so wonderful his coming here at all, when he never goes to any parties; and he has actually pro- mised to meet us at Lord E — 's gallery to- morrow. J' Anastasia is right, he is extremely agree- able," said Lady Severn, who, of course, had* her motives for patronizing so good a parti as Mr. Fitzpatrick. She was also, probably, glad to encourage any fancy that would check the progress of poor Captain Clanronald's intimacy, and unfortunately neither of her THE REIGNING BEAUTY. 309 two last admirers, Lord Luxmoor nor Lord Fitzjames were at all attractive. Therefore as soon as the coquette had enchained them, she grew tired of their platitudes, and I believe refused them both. " Oh, if that strange man were but a duke, I'd marry him to-morrow,'* said Anas- tasia, in reply to Isabel's remark. " Perhaps he would not marry you ; and you would have been satisfied with his being a marquis yesterday," said Isabel, "so I suppose you don't like him so well. And perhaps the next time you will want him to be a prince, for I observe that the longer you know people, the less you like them for themselves, and the more you want them to be great and rich." *' Of course I do ; how can you expect me to give up my hberty without gaining some great advantage? and the less attrac- tive a person is, the more splendid must be VOL. I. Y 310 THE REIGNING BEAUTY. his position and fortune to gild the bitter pill of matrimony." " May I go to see the pictures, too ?" inquired Isabel, after a pause. "Yes, I think so," said Miss Severn. I remembered that Mr. Fitzpatrick had not spoken to, nor even, I believe, looked at Isabel. "And Miss Muggins may go with us too ?" inquired the good-natured girl. "Certainly not," said Anastasia, who I well knew had observed that he had spoken to me. But the idea of the petted and reigning beauty being jealous of me was so absurd, that I could not help smiling. "You look so pleased. 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