^/ 1/ J^^,: /J^, COUNTRY STORIES, OLD AND NEW. IN PROSE AND VERSE. By holme lee, ALTHOR OF " SYLVAN HOLT's DAUGHTER," " KATHIE BRANDE," " THE BEAUTIFUL MISS BARRINGTON," ETC. ETC. IN TWO VOLUMES, VOL. L LONDON: SMITH, ELDER & CO., 15, WATERLOO PLACE. 1872. [all rights RESERVED.] [ These Stories, chiefly reprinted from various Periodicals, have been Revised and Arranged by the Author. ~\ V, I *? CONTENTS OF VOL. I >• JANUARY. PAGE Polly's One Offer" 3 Hawkswell Place " 74 FEBRUARY. ^ " Coming into a Fortune " ~ 91 , : ** By the Shore of Life " 122 MARCH. i "Lady Seamer's Long Step" 129 ^ "The Grave in the Moorland" 150 s APRIL. 7 "RuFus Helstone" 155 "^ "St. Mark's Eve" i73 *0 MAY. ^ " Under the Rose " 185 ^^ "Lost on the Shore'* 217 JX> JUNE. <^ "Three Nights by Ashpool" 227 J "The Holy Well" _ 258 ^v "Too Prudent by half; "or. "Proud Nelly Kingsland" 265 ^ lanuaraj. Slow-paced and solemn, through the drifting snow, With heart uplifted comes the hopeful year, Breathing like voice of waves in ebb and flow, To mourners all, O ! be ye of good cheer ! Look back but for a moment to the past — That is in God's own keeping, your's no more ; — The present days that flee as shadows fast, Should leave no loiterers weeping on the shore. Dim though the sky, shifting the subtle sand, Uncertain the loud wind and long the way. Angels keep watch and ward on either hand. Gleams fall from Heaven on the darkest day. Be of good courage ! Cease that faithless moan, Forsaken ye are not when most alone. VOL. L Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/countrystoriesol01leeh POLLY'S ONE OFFER. I. *M not wishing to complain, but it is a hard life to be left a widow with children, and nothing certain to bring 'em up to. I hope my girls will never marry to be left as I was. Poor James didn't expect it, and I'm sure I looked for something very different, or I should have thought twice before I'd plunged into such troubles. A family comes before you've time to turn round, and nobody would believe the wear and tear of boys but them that have them — not that girls are not a terrible anxiety too. And it isn't so much when they're Httle — when they're little, after you've put 'em to bed, you know they are safe and 4 COUNTRY STORIES. out of mischief, and there is peace in the house ; it is when they're getting up your real troubles begin. Jack is no sooner off my hands then there's Polly to think of — poor little Polly that was seventeen yesterday, and was only a baby when her father died — there she sits!" and as she concluded, Mrs. Curtis raised her right hand and let it drop heavily into her lap again, and groaned as if Polly were engaged in the commission of some moral enormity past expression in words. The stout old lady, Mrs. Sanders, to whom the widow was pouring out her injuries at the hands of Providence, groaned responsive, and looked at Polly with a slow shake of the head, which seemed to imply that her case was bad as bad could be. " Thank the Lord, I never had no children," said she, with solemn gratitude ; '' They'd have killed me outright. Sanders is quite enough by himself! Nobody knows, but them that has 'em to put up with, the cu'rous ways of men. Take warning by your mother and me, Polly, and never you go to marry, to be dragged to death with children, and made a slave of by a husband as won't let you have a sixpence in )^our pocket, and him that extravagant with his POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 5 clubs and his committees, and his nonsense, that I should never be surprised if we was in the Gazette next week." Polly's rosy little dewy face laughed all over, and she cried gaily : " That I won't, Mrs. Sanders ; you and my mother are a perfect antidote to the romance of family affection. If ever I feel tempted to fall in love, I'll remember you, and be saved the folly." " Folly, indeed, and worse than folly ! " ejacu- lated Mrs. Curtis, and stared wearily into the fire. She deserved to be weary. Mrs. Sanders had come in at three o'clock out of the November fog ; it was now five and quite dusk in the little draw- ing-room, and not one cheerful word had either attempted to say to the other. Polly would have run out of hearing of their monotony long since, but there was no other fire in the house to escape to except Biddy's in the kitchen, which was not " redd up " till tea-time ; so she had fallen back on the patience of a contented heart and sweet temper, and her precious faculty of mental abstrac- tion, which she had cultivated to a high degree in her mother's society. And a very wise measure too, for though Mrs. Curtis bemoaned her widowed 6 COUNTRY STORIES. lot without ceasing, Polly well knew that her griefs were fictitious now, and that she enjoyed nothing so much as a good uninterrupted wail with vulgar old Mrs. Sanders. In fact, all her real cares had been taken off her shoulders by other people as fast as they arose, and on this particular November afternoon, she was so much at a loss for a grievance that she could only recur to the event of seven- teen years ago, when a beneficent providence had relieved her of a husband of whom, during his life-time she had never spoken save as a " trying " man. Jane, the eldest daughter, and the eldest of the family, had assumed its headship immediately on her father's vacating it, and had by her teach- ing of music and singing, earned its daily bread since she was as young as Polly was now. Uncle Walter had taken James and Tom from the grammar school successively, after helping to maintain them there until they were of an age to go into training for physic and divinity, the expense of which training he bore with the assistance of TJncle Everard ; then Uncle Everard's wife, who had no girls of her own, had adopted Lily, the second daughter, when quite a little thing, and had brought her up with every luxury and indulgence POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 7 of a rich man's child ; and, lastly, Uncle Robert, who was a civil engineer, had just taken Jack into his house and office, with the understanding that he would provide for him entirely if his conduct was satisfactory. The worst of this was, as Jane said, that they could never be one house again ; but her mother, who had no sentiment, protested that it did not matter, if they were in the way of promotion in the world : large families must scatter, and all she wanted was to see them get on, and be independent, and not subject to poverty as she had been. Jane acquiesced in the necessity for the boys, and only hoped they might keep little Polly at home, for little Polly was her pet, her heart's darling and delight from the day of her birth until now that she was a sweet, blooming, blushing little woman. But little Polly, for a wonder, had a fancy for getting away from the dull suburban cottage whence the boys were now all gone for good, and had lately proclaimed her own intention to go out as a governess, and not continue a burden on Jane. " A burden ! " echoed Jane : '' Why, Polly, you are my only joy." " But you will not have to work so hard when I can help mother from my salary, and I don't at all 8 COUNTRY STORIES. dislike the idea of going out as some girls do. I'm not afraid," said Polly, with the brightest brave look on her bonnie face. " But I dislike the idea for you ; " said Jane, and did not drop her opposition even when Mrs. Curtis interposed with the remark that Polly was very sensible, and for anything she should do to hinder it, might have her own way : she had much better go for a governess than stop at home to be picked up and married by somebody who would die and leave her with a dozen children to fend for, and nothing to put in their mouths. Polly laughed : " Don't be anxious, mammy dear, catch me marrying after listening to you and Mrs. Sanders for all these years ! I should as soon think of jumping into the canal .'' " " Hush, Polly, don't be silly," said Jane. *' What do you know about it } All men don't die like papa, and all women are not such bad wives as Mrs. Sanders — yes, I call her a bad wife — always speaking ill of her husband, who is no worse than other people's." "Then how disagreeable other people's must be," retorted Polly naughtily. Jane shook her head at her reprovingly, and POLLY'S ONE OFFER. g the subject dropped for the moment. But it was to this whim of Polly's that Mrs. Curtis was referring when she told her favourite gossip that no sooner was Jack off her hands than there was Polly to think of — as if the anxiety would be hers. She was not an unkind mother, but she had no desire to keep her children at home, and it was her evident willingness to part with Polly, who had never given her a day's pain since she was born, that had most to do with Polly's determination to go. She was a clever little creature, and had been well educated ; kisses, caresses, indulgences had never been in her way, and she felt no need of them. The atmosphere of home was too cold for the development of affectionateness. Jane had wisely ordained that she should be trained to be serviceable, but she had not intended that her pet sister should work like herself while she could work for her ; and she was thoroughly dismayed when she heard the little thing declare that she meant to use the weapons of independence that had been put into her hands, to keep herself, and help her mother. Jane had never been otherwise than rather plain, and when, at twenty. Dr. Shore proposed to her, her mother and everybody else had said that lo COUNTRY STORIES. it was so clearly her duty to stay at home, and assist in bringing up the younger children, that she had abandoned all hope of having a life of her own, and had applied herself to extending and strengthening her musical connection, which was already yielding her a nice little income. We may suppose that her affections had not been very deeply engaged, though often afterwards, when tired and jaded with a long day's work, she used to think that if the fates had been propitious, she could have been very happy as Dr. Shore's wife*: he had married then, and there was no place of repentance left her, and she kept her regrets to herself; but it was one of her chief pleasures of imagination to throne Polly in some good man's love, and bless them with children, to whom she was to be a fairy-godmother and special Provi- dence : for Polly was very sweet and pretty, a round, rosy, soft, dimpled little creature, whom it was quite a temptation to kind people to fondle and be tender to. But Polly, too sensible, too practical mite that she was, did not care for their fondling, and made a mock at their tenderness. She prided herself on her strength of mind and her capability, and was POLLY'S ONE OFFER. ii quite in earnest to prove them. As for being pretty, and having eyes Hke golden syrup and a complexion of milk and roses, what did it matter ? She had brains, too, and would make quite as good a governess as ugly girls ; and she would a great deal rather be Jane with money of her own, and free and independent, than be dragged to death with children like her mother, or have shillings doled out to her one by one for housekeeping, like Mrs. Sanders. As for falling in love, people didn't all fall in love, and she Vv^as not going to fall in love } Jane might trust her for that — she was not an idiot, and she should take good care to nip any sentiment of that sort in the bud. While Polly was still at home her mother had shown her that process of nipping sentiment in the bud, and though Polly spoke of it thus airily when she wanted to reassure Jane, she had manifested some temper at the time of the actual occurrence. It was on this wise. A school-fellow of her brother Tom, who had been at Heidelberg Unlver- sityCor a couple of years, came back to Norminster, and called on Mrs. Curtis. Tom had left home then, but Walter Scott nevertheless called again, and after the second visit, when he had seen Polly, 12 COUNTRY STORIES. and heard her and Jane sing, he sent some German music that he had copied with his own hand, and a nice httle note addressed to Polly. Mrs. Curtis pursed up her mouth as Polly's expanded in a pleased and rosy smile, and said : " That music must be returned, Polly." Polly's countenance was solemnized in a moment, and her clear brown eyes sparkled as she asked, briefly, " Why 1 " " Because I say so. I know what I am about and what I mean, Polly." " Wait till Jane comes in ; it is nothing to make a fuss about." " Do what I bid you, and do it at once. Tie up the music again, and write a civil note to say that you never accept presents." " This music has not cost him sixpence — only his trouble," said Polly, still reluctant. " Jane will be vexed." Mrs. Curtis frowned a brief repetition of her command (she did not want for will, and usually had her own way), and then Polly obeyed — presenting '' her compliments and thanks to Mr. Walter Scott, but her mother did not allow her to accept presents." POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 13 Jane fulfilled Polly's prediction of being vexed. She said sending poor Walter's music back was making much ado about nothing ; musical people always gave each other music, and she would have liked to see it herself if it was new. She never did see it, however ; for Walter took his rebuff seriously, and called no more on Mrs. Curtis and her daughters. It was after this incident that Polly mooted her longing for liberty, and though nobody suggested any connexion between the two circum- stances, they were connected. If young men had been all roaring lions and fiery dragons, Mrs. Curtis could not have more obstinately shut her doors against them, or preached severer warnings of the danger of them to Polly in private. Two results ensued. Polly learnt to think of young men as vanity and vexation, and of home as dull and cheerless ; and then the idea occurred to her that if other srirls worked, why should not she.'* ''Why should not she } " echoed her mother, and after a very little discussion her idea matured into a positive wish and desire to go out as a governess, Jane resisted until she saw that resistance was fruitless ; then she gave in ; and while Polly began to prepare her modest wardrobe for a start in the world, Jane 14 COUNTRY STORIES. inquired amongst the parents of her pupils for a suitable place where she might earn her first ex- periences mildly. " I must have my evenings to improve myself ; and I don't want to be treated as * one of the family' — I'd rather not," Polly announced, full of her coming independence, and contemptuous of all half measures by which the change might be made easy to her. Jane bade her not expect to have everything just as she liked in other people's houses ; she must prepare to conform to their ways, and not expect them to conform one tittle to hers. But Polly would take no discouragement ; she was quite gay and valiant in her fashion of looking the world in the face, and she felt glad, absolutely glad, as if some great good fortune had befallen her, when, just before Christmas, after a long nego- tiation on paper and a personal interview, she was engaged as governess to the three children of Captain and Mrs. Stapylton, at a salary of twenty pounds the first year, rising five the second and third. The stipulation for evening leisure was agreed to, and Jane and everybody else allowed that, since she would go out, it was as nice a begin- ning as she could have. Captain Stapylton was a POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 15 military officer on half-pay, and warden of the royal forest of Lanswood ; his wife was of a Nor- minster family, and if Polly stayed with them three years (not less than three years), and used her opportunities as she ought, she would then, be equal to a higher situation and a handsome salary — so, at least reasoned Miss Mill, who having been a governess and about in the world nearly half a century, of course knew all about it ; and little Polly, listening to her delighted, felt her responsi- bility and assumed grave airs of being about a hundred years old, which tickled the fancy of some foolish people so excessively that they were more than ever inclined to treat her with affectionate disrespect. Jane said to Miss Mill that she was not cut out for a governess, and Miss Mill replied that anybody could see that ; but Polly had a lofty sense of her own dignity, and not the remotest idea of the temptation she was to silly kind folks ; and thus she started on her career with clear-eyed, happy-hearted confidence, brave and safe as Una with the lion, all the aim of her life being personal independence and ability to save Jane and help her mother. i6 COUNTRY STORIES. II. Polly Curtis was blessed in a dear school friend, three months her elder in experience of the world, with whom she kept up a brisk correspondence, nobody but themselves being able to imagine what they found to say in their long and frequent letters. To Margaret Livingstone, with all appropriate seriousness, she had confided every step in her progress towards liberty, and immediately her engagement with Mrs. Stapylton was concluded, she wrote off to her a solemn statement of its con- ditions, winding up with the expression of a hope that she might be strengthened to do her duty in the station of life to which it had pleased providence to call her, and a brief moral essay thereupon : " You know, dear Maggie, I am not like you — a bird of the air, a lily of the field, created neither to toil nor spin — I am a brown working bee, and, thank God, I don't care for pomps and vanities. Rich girls can afford to dream of love and lovers, but I have pruned the wings of my fancy, for they are as far from me as the mountains in the moon. All my ambition is to be a good governess, and if I POLLY'S OXE OFFER. 17 can ever work myself up to a salary of a hundred a year, I shall be the proudest and happiest of women. Don't talk to me of marrying ; it is not in my way ; my mother never lets a day pass without warning me of its perils and disappoint- ments. She prevented Jane marrying, and she would prevent me, if I wished it ever so ; but I shall be safe from temptation in my schoolroom at the Warden House. If Lanswood is only eight miles from your home, could you not ride over and see me some day when the days are longer ? I am busy getting my things ready, and I go the first week in February. There is something in- spiriting in the thought that henceforth I shall be my own mistress, winning the bread I eat, and depending on no one. But I'll confess it to you (I would not for the world confess it to Jane) that now and then suddenly, when I think of it, m}- heart gives a spasm as if it were going to turn coward ; but my head is not afraid, not a bit. We must make the most of our time in writing before I go, for I do not expect to have very much leisure when teaching begins. You v.ill often think of me, dear Maggie, I know ; but don't be sorry and pitiful over me. I am a tough little J VOL. I. 2 1 8 COUNTRY STORIES. subject, and is not the back made for the burden ? Besides it is the will of God, &c., &c., &c." At this point of Polly's letter, Maggie, who was a big-boned tall creature, with a great tender heart, broke down and began to cry. She could not bear to think of the pretty clever little darling she loved and worshipped so having to work, for work and self-dependence were unintelligible ideas to Maggie's indolent dreamy temper. She could not understand her dear Polly slaving like the teachers she had known ; it seemed like setting a lark to plough. Boisterously in on her tears broke Bob, her brother, the man of the house, and heard all her complaint, and laughed at it, and then, to comfort her, suggested that Polly should be invited for a week to Blackthorn Grange before she went to Lanswood. "Would you hke her to come. Bob.?" Maggie inquired, with eager wistfulness, as if a thought had sprung up in her mind full grown. " Yes, if she is pretty,"' said Bob, coolly. " She is as pretty as pretty can be. But per- haps mother won't ; she could not endure Laura's friend," sighed Maggie, and desponded again. She was, however, the youngest daughter of three, and, POLLY'S OXE OFFER. 19 being fresh from school, some indulgence was due to her ; and when her grief and its reason why were explained, Mrs. Livingstone consented to Polly's being asked for a week — not for longer — until she saw for herself what sort of a little body she was. Maggie wrote in exuberant joy and haste, putting the invitation into the most cordial glad words, and making everything (with Bob's assistance) so smooth and easy on the way to the Grange, and forward to the Warden House afterwards, that there was no room for doubt or discussion, only for a plain Yes or No. Jane obtained that it should be Yes, and Polly despatched the reply, in which her smiles and dimples and delight were soberly reflected, as became a young woman about to begin the world on her own account. Bob was permitted to read this letter of Polly's, as a reward for his goodness ; but by the time it came, it is sad to record that he was growing rather tired of her praises, which Maggie sang in the ears of the household all day. *' Plague take your Polly Curtis ; you can talk of nothing else," cried Laura, whose friend had proved a failure, and this on the very morning of the day when Polly v/as to arrive ; and Fanny, the other sister,, who was very good-natured as a 20 COUNTRY STORIES. fjeneral thinGf, went so far as to add that she should not be sorry when Maggie's " governess friend " had been and gone ; she was not partial to governesses. And about half-past four in the soft grey January twilight Polly, came. Mrs. Livingstone, mindful of all courtesies, all hospitalities, met her in the porch, and brought her in with a kiss, and Laura and Fanny were very polite, notwithstanding their previous bit of temper ; and Maggie, after turning her round ecstatically, and looking at her by fire-light and window-light, declared that she •was just like herself, and her own dear darling little mite of a Polly, and what a horrid shame it was to make her a stupid old cross-patch of a governess ! " Maggie !" interposed her mother, with a world of rebuke in her voice. "Polly does not care what I say, does she .^" murmured Maggie, taking her by the chin affection- ately, and peeping under her bonnet — girls wore cottage-bonnets in those days, which were like eaves over their modest faces. "I like it," said Polly, and glanced round at the assembly with ineffable patronage and self- POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 21 possession. She felt inexpressibly important ; was she not here on an independent visit, previous to entering on an independent career of praiseworthy labour ? •' Oh, you wee bit solemn goosey, come up- stairs !" cried Maggie, and bore her off, dignity and all, to the room they were to share ; and the mother and sisters, left behind, laughed gently, and said there w^as something very odd about the little creature, but she seemed nice — not much like a governess, how^ever. Polly's box had been carried up-stairs before her, and Maggie watched the opening of it with much interest and curiosity. " I want you to look your very bonniest," said she. " My mother takes the queerest fancies for and against people, and I want her to take a fancy to you. She could not bear Laura's friend, Maria Spinks, and she won't have her here again. She took to you at first sight from the way she kissed you — I know she did, and I'm so glad." " I am pleased, too — I like to be liked," said Polly. " She is a very grand old lady, Maggie, you never told me." ** Bob is like her — the only one of us that is — 22 COUNTRY STORIES. he hasn't come home yet ; he is out with the hounds to-day — the meet was at EUerston Gap this morning, and, here is your old pink frock ; put it on, Polly ; you can't help looking bonnie in your pink." ** Must I ? It was my last summer's best. It is too smart a colour for me, now that I am a governess, but Jane said I might wear it out for evenings in the school-room. I have a new brown French merino for Sundays, and this old violet I travelled in for every day ; and Jane gave me a new white muslin — not that there is any chance of my wanting such a thing, but she would insist on my having it — and white satin ribbon. I can wear all white, you know. Do you think it is prettily made, Maggie .? " " Oh, you sweet little witch, it's beautiful, and you'll be a fairy in it ! You shall wear it to-night, and everybody shall fall in love with you !" cried Maggie. But Polly, with intense decision, folded it up, and said that, indeed, she was not going to make a show of herself, not even to please her stupid old jewel of a Maggie. " You never had any sense of the fitness of things, you precious old dear," said she. " Picture POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 23 me in white muslin and all the rest of you in thick dresses — this is only for a party or a concert, you know. I had better put on my new brown merino." '* I won't have you in brown — brown has nothing to do with my wee little rosy daisy," cried Maggie, and grown suddenly impatient of Polly's grave airs, she seized her, shook her, kissed her, never deranging her dignity, however, a hair's breadth. Polly tolerated her caressing patiently and sweetly, it was Maggie's way ; and when there was nobody to see, she did not object to her petting and spoiling — it pleased Maggie and did not hurt her — so she said with her admirable coolness, which Maggie was much too humble and adoring ever to resent. Finally, Polly was arrayed in the pink dress with tucker and cuffs of fine lace, and her glossy brown hair tied round with a pink ribbon — as dainty a little lady as had ever stepped down the stairs of Blackthorn Grange in all the three hundred years since it had been built. It was a farm-house which the Livingstones had tenanted for three generations, but the old beauty of it, with its walled garden and mossy orchard, was still 24 COUNTRY STORIES. cherished, and the Livingstones, by virtue of descent, connexion, and a small entailed estate in the family, ranked with the minor gentry and the clergy of their neighbourhood. Polly, as she tripped along the hall, said she liked the house, and if she was Maggie, she should feel quite romantic, and proud of living in such a fine ancient place. The parlour door was ajar, and Mrs. Livingstone overheard the cheerful young voice expressing a sentiment that pleased her. She held out a hand to welcome Polly again, and said : " So I thought when I arrived here after my marriage." " The window on the stairs was a picture as we went up, with the moon rising and the red bars of sunset behind tne great bare trees in the garden ; what time of the year did you come ? " said Polly, whose sympathy was very quick. " It was a September evening and the sky all aglow with scarlet and fire. I remember resting in that window-seat, my first rest in my new home; there was a fir-tree standing then that is gone now; but you are cold, child ; sit here on this low stool and get warmed. Maggie, you should not have kept her up-stairs so long to starve her." " I never felt the cold until I saw the fire," said POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 25 Polly, pleasantly, and deposited herself in the corner between Mrs. Livingstone and the fender, on the low stool as she was bidden, and then looked calmly about at the room and its occupants. It was a large room, low, and with the beams of the ceiling visible ; the wide window was crimson curtained, and all the furniture was old and substan- tial, but there was neither decoration nor taste any- where. The three sisters had not an ounce of taste amongst them, and when lilacs, gillyflowers and roses were over in the garden, the big china bowl on the centre table stood empty, or served as a receptacle for waifs and strays escaped from care- less hands and pockets. The sisters were in perfect accord with their unadorned surroundings ; large, honest, healthy young women with a good and well-grounded opinion of themselves, and Maggie with just glimmering enough of sentiment besides to feel the charm of a friend like Polly, who was instinct with life and spirit, and a perfect contrast to herself. The inclination to protect and caress her little guest had evidently taken hold of Mrs. Livingstone as it did of so many other warm- hearted people ; for twice or thrice, as Polly sat toasting in her corner, the house-mother took up 26 COUNTRY STORIES. one of her small hands and chafed It gently between her own, and Polly looked at her as she never had occasion to look at her own poor shrewish mother at home. Polly loved her mother, but mothers lose a great deal who keep their children at a distance : so thought Polly thus introduced into the bosom of a family, all the members of which were fond of each other and not afraid to show it. They were talking rather noisily and several of them together, when there was a bustle in the hall, a loud voice, a loud step, and then the opening of the door, at which appeared a tall young man in a scarlet coat and velvet cap who asked : " Well, hasn't she come t " not seeing the little figure in the corner half hidden by his mother. " Yes ! " cried Maggie, " she is here ; stand up, Polly, and say how d'ye do to Bob ! " Polly rose with extreme circumspection and executed the frigid manoeuvre that she had been laboriously instructed to perform when a gentle- man was introduced, only she blushed with it, which was not in the dancing-school order. Bob brought his spurred heels together with a click, and imitated the bow preposterously — the blush POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 27 was beyond him ; but Polly's eyes were down- cast, and she was spared the anguish of seeing her grave airs made fun of by this disrespectful person, whose mother admonished him to go away and make haste for dinner, it was late. Bob obeyed, with a comical grimace at Maggie, whiclj she re- plied to with a half laugh — rude, very rude ; but there was something about that queer little Polly, turned precisian, that provoked it, and her utter unconsciousness of the effect she produced increased the humour of the joke. When Bob came back to the parlour the ser- vant was just announcing dinner, and the young man stepped briskly across the room to Polly, and bending unnecessarily low, offered her his arm with an exaggerated affectation of courtesy that wakened Maggie's alarm and made her long to box his ears. But Polly took it with beautiful serenity, and kept step with him composedly until he placed her by himself at table in the full light of the lamp — the loveliest little thing that had ever sat there since he was master, as he thought, glancing down at her with more serious approval. And it was capital to hear her talk. How he had expected to hear her talk goodness knows ; but 28 COUNTRY STORIES. when she used the right words about a fox-hunt, and asked if they had had a good run to-day, and if he was in at the death, and who won the brush, it is impossible to say whether he was most amazed or enchanted by her wonderful cleverness, all the rnore wonderful in a creature so bewilder- ingly. pretty and sweet. She was new too, quite new. Bob had never seen anybody in the least like her. Girls usually pretended to be shy of him, partly from liking and a desire to attract, and partly from the reputation he had of being wild. Polly knew nothing about wildness. His mother and sisters adored him, the maid-servants smiled when he spoke, the dogs lay at his feet and were happy. He was no beauty, but he was a fine manly young fellow, and very popular in his neighbourhood. To Polly he seemed a rather mature person — he was not far from thirty — and after the first blush, the sense of her highly responsible position came to her aid, and re-established her in perfect calm. It was delicious to Bob to be looked innocently in the face by those soft brown eyes, arid talked to without any sham airs and graces. A strain of jocular compliment was all that was usually POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 29 required of him when he had a pretty girl at his elbow ; but Polly was as good as a lesson in man- ners ; she did not expect compliments, and he had the wit to see she would not like them. So he adopted her tone of conversation with seriousness, only relapsing into his original frame of mind twice or thrice for a moment, when her assumption of sageness and duty became too much for his sense of the ridiculous. The formality and propriety of the party held out through dinner, but the instant Maggie got Polly into the parlour, she seized her by the waist and whirled her round in a waltz. " Don't, Maggie," said Polly, but entered into the spirit of it all the same ; and more, when Fanny good- naturedly opened the piano, and offered to play for them, the music brought Bob, who composed himself in his arm-chair, and looked on, until Maggie popped her partner down breathless on the sofa and herself by her. " That will do, what a dust you have made," said he, and Polly started and felt abashed at her inappropriate behaviour. Yet a few minutes after Bob was making a dust himself, and learning the new step of Polly, which he knew perfectly ; if 30 COUNTRY STORIES. his sisters had not worshipped him with fear, they would have told her that he was only doing it to tease her and amuse himself. He managed to be most skilfully stupid ; a dozen times, at least, did Polly " put his feet in the way of it," as she said, and a dozen times did he fail to do it cor- rectly. He suggested that perhaps if he did it with her, he might succeed in keeping time, but Polly said '* No, let him try it with Maggie, she was a better height for him." He, however, did it worst of all with Maggie, and Polly for the honour of her teaching was prevailed on to take him in hand herself. " But I don't expect you will be able to do it," said she despairingly. Fanny at the piano glanced over her shoulder laughing, and even Mrs. Livingstone watched with an amused smile while Bob redeemed his character. He knew how to hold his partner at all events, Polly thought at the start, and it was astonishing how fast he improved with her to keep him in step. In fact, he caught it up directly, though when Polly wished him to try it again with Maggie, his awkwardness was, if possible, more conspicuous than before. POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 31 " This is very discouraging ; of course I don't mean that you can help it," said Polly, in the most admirable tone of a patient teacher dealing with a dull but willing pupil. The inconvenient Maggie burst out in a long suppressed merry peal of laughter : '' O, you dear little comical darling, Bob is only making fun ; he can dance as well as any of us ! " cried she. Polly gazed up for half a minute with blank dismay at Bob, then joined in the laugh against herself, and said : " If you are that sort of person, I shall take care how I give you a dancing-lesson again ! " III. Bob was quite that sort of person. He had taken a fancy to Polly — everybody in the house had taken a fancy to Polly ; but with the exception of Mrs. Livingstone, no one treated her with the respect that was her due. She seemed made for kisses, caresses, teasing, and spoiling, and petting — for anything but grave airs and w^ork. Of course, Polly did not see herself in the light of a good 32 COUNTRY STORIES. joke, very far from it, and yet she was happy in the atmosphere of kindly sarcasm that surrounded her. They were all so good to her, so easy and pleasant, and Bob and his mother especially. Mrs. Livingstone drew her on to talk of herself, and approved of what she heard of the principles and practical sense of the young creature. "Yes, I know I am pretty, but children will like me all the better for it, so I am glad," said she, in reply to some comment on her beauty. ** Miss Mill, an old governess near us, thought I might wear spectacles, but the oculist said if I did not require them they would permanently injure my eyes, and I was not going to suffer that. I did alter my hair and cut a lot off, which rather went to my heart, but it will take less time to do, and people who only see me with it plain v/ill never know now much nicer I look in curls. And, besides, I don't think anybody calls me pretty except those who are fond of me. And, after all, I can't help it, and I am not inclined to starve or be a burden on Jane because of my face. I dare say it will prove quite as serviceable a face as if it began by being ugly — governesses age so fast ; Jane has some white hairs already." POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 33 " But you may marry, dear. Don't you ever dream of a husband and children and house of your own ? My girls do, and it is most natural," said Mrs. Livingstone. " My mother does not approve of marrying." said Polly, calmly. "I used to think I should hke it, but since I have heard how much there is to be borne from men, and what trouble in the bringing up of children, I am sure I shall be better out of it, and I have turned my mind to other things. Jane had an offer once, but my mother would not consent ; and she has given up caring. We shall teach as long as we can, and when we have saved up money enough we shall live together and be two old maids. All my ambition now is to be a good governess. ** I wish you'd come and be mine, Polly," said Bob, who, entering as she spoke, had caught the last words. " You have no notion what a good boy I should be under wise and judicious guidance, though I am nothing to boast of under present misrule. The fact is, they don't know how to manage me. Say yes, Polly." But Polly only laughed at his air of meek entreaty, and his mother told him Polly had not courage to undertake such VOL. I. 3 34 COUNTRY STORIES. a rough handful as he was, and he must apply elsewhere. That evening Polly played on the piano, and sang distractingly. There was no end of her ac- complishments. Bob listened till he loved her, till he longed to do as Maggie did, and hug her up and kiss her for pure kindness and pity that she was destined ever to be anything but a pet and darling. That was the state of mind into which she threw many people, while she herself was feeling all the time quite strong and capable and equal to her fortunes. In this way the week went on. It was fine weather, but Bob contrived to be much more than usual about the house. He was even troublesome occasionally, as one morning, for instance, when there were custards to make, and it was Maggie's turn in the kitchen. Maggie would have Polly with her, and just when she was standing at the end of the long white table inquiring where she should sit to see, and yet not be in anybody's way, Bob appeared, lifted her up, and set her on the table. Sit there," said he, and then took a small corner for himself close by, and supported his long length with one foot on the floor and one arm POLLY'S 0.\E OFFER. 35 round Polly's waist. Such a thing had never hap- pened to Polly before as to be made a prop of, and she felt that it was excruciatingly wrong for a governess (oh, if her mother or Miss Mill could see her !) : but, at the same time, the very novelty of the circumstance made it difficult to extricate her- self without compromising her dignity. She pre- tended not to be aware of the arm, though she was blushing and palpitating all over, and looking at the floor ever so far below her feet, she said, " Let me get down, please." *' You are quite safe ; you can't fall while I am here," replied Bob, purposely misunderstanding her. " But I don't like it ; I am not used to it," persisted Polly, vexed and ashamed of herself, she hardly knew why. " Like it !" echoed Bob, in a voice of tender concern. " Like what .?" Polly turned her face and looked at him with sudden tears in her eyes. He would have liked to say or do something rash, but he only took his arm away and moved off to the hearth. It was impos- sible to withstand that touching appeal, which said plainly, "You are my host, and should protect me. 35 COUNTRY STORIES. not offend me." Polly gazed out of the window for several minutes after, but he saw the burning rose on her face, and the bright tears all but brimming over. Maggie seemed not to notice this byplay, and went singing to the dairy, upon which Bob drew hastily near to Polly and begged her not to be angry. " I would not vex you for the world," pleaded he. " Say you forgive me." Polly did not say anything distinctly, but he understood that his peace was made ; and when he heard Maggie coming back he took his departure. " And a good riddance, too," observed Maggie : " the custards would certainly have been ruined if he had stayed." In the evening Polly sang again, and Bob, who had quite recovered his native audacity, proclaimed that he would have a singing wife or none. Why did not his sisters sing } They could do nothing. Polly could do everything. " Yes, Polly's a clever little midge," said Maggie, tenderly enfolding her ; '' but you need not take the trouble to set your cap at her. Bob, for she has made up her mind already ; she is going to be an old maid." Bob laughed aloud, and seemed immensely tickled in his imagination. " She looks like it. POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 37 very much like it indeed," said he. " I should think so ! Polly an old maid ! That would be a sin and a shame !'' Polly blushed, and said, curtly, she wished they would talk sense, and let her alone. What business was it of Bob's, or Maggie's either, for that matter, what she was t As a governess and a working woman, of course she had other things to think of that made her serious, very different to them, who had been born with silver spoons in their mouths. These sentiments, and the tone of them, and their slight incoherence, quite upset Bob's gravity. He laughed long and merrily, and only recovered him- self when Polly sprang up in a tempest and rushed to the door to escape. Then, with one rapid move- ment, he overtook and stopped her, and begged her pardon with pleas enough to soften a heart of adamant. But Polly's was harder than adamant. '* I am not a baby ; you treat me like a baby !" gasped she, crimson and furious. '* I won't be called a mouse ! My name is Mary Curtis !" Mrs. Livingstone was not present to keep order, but Maggie knew by Polly's way that she was really hurt and mortified ; so she interfered, and bade Bob let her alone ; she was not used to be teased. 38 COUNTRY STORIES. " Then it is good for her — rub the starch out," rephed he, exasperatingly, and went so far in his teasing that Polly, quite beside herself with pas- sion, struck him in the waistcoat with all her little might. It was a mistake, as Bob instructed her the next minute, kissing her roughly, and then as roughly letting her go. The instant she was released, she ran across the hall, half blinded with tears, and, after tripping and stumbling twice or thrice on the stairs in the dark, gained the safe refuge of Maggie's room, when Maggie found her presently, weeping fit to break her heart. Polly's self-respect was grievously wounded ; if she could not make Bob behave to her like a lady, what was to become of her amongst children ! Maggie was perplexed. The ways and customs of Blackthorn Grange admitted of a good deal of kissing amongst friends, but Polly evidently considered a kiss a mortal offence. She essayed to comfort her by representing the fact in its local light. '* Don't make such a fuss, Polly ; one would think you were half killed," said she. ^' What does a kiss matter } and it was only Bob." " He is a perfect bear } " sobbed Polly. " I wish I had never come." POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 39 " You cross little savage thing ! And it is not very polite to tell me Bob's a bear ! He is nothing of the kind. You ought to feel flattered ; he would not plague you if he did not think you nice. Maria Spinks was here a whole month, and he never offered to kiss her once." Polly dried her eyes and looked up. " He is so abominably rough," she began, and then was scared into silence at the recollection of the blow she had given Jiim, which, strictly speaking, was far more in the nature of an assault than a kiss. " Ah, you may well stop and bethink yourself of his provocation," said Maggie, significantly. " Did I hurt him } " asked Polly, with lovely wistfulness. " Dreadfully ! How could you help it, hitting him as you did purposely in the region of the heart } And Bob is w^ry delicate. It is easy to be sorry for it afterwards, but that is the way people get into passions, and commit murder, or manslaughter, at least." " I wish I could go away to-morrow before breakfast," said Polly, ready to sink with shame and self-reproach. "That is impossible. You will just have to do 40 COUNTRY STORIES. penance and sit by Bob, and if you take my advice you will behave as usual, and say nothing about to-night. It is lucky my mother was not there ; she would never forgive you for hurting Bob." " I'm sure I won't mention it, Maggie ; I think I should die if anybody else knew," said Polly, ruefully. " It has made me feel so small and contemptible. If I had only remembered myself and kept my temper it would not have happened." "Nonsense; it can't be helped now; think of the old song — * If a body kiss a body, need a body cry } ' If you had been here at our New Year's party, you might have been kissed a dozen times under the mistletoe, if Bob had not intimated that he would not stand it ; nothing varies more in kind and degree than a kiss, you know." " I don't know ; but I want no more of Bob's kind and degree ; my cheek and chin are red yet." " Well, don't complain — it is your own fault ; you may be sure it is when I tell you so," said Maggie ; and Polly held her peace. It was difficult next morning when Polly went down to breakfast a minute or two late. Mrs. Livingstone offered her cheek to her, and Bob, POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 41 with not a little extra colour in his face, gave her a cordial, expressive shake of the hand. Maggie had reported Polly's wrath and distress in unmiti- gated terms, and Bob was sorry he had been " a perfect bear," and so '' abominably rough." She was much too shy and conscious to talk in her wonted way, and he perceived he had gone too far and frightened her — and heartily vexed at himself he was for his blundering stupidity. He trans- gressed in the opposite direction that day, and was as tenderly assiduous as a lover ; Polly did not appreciate his kindness, but seeing that his repent- ance for his great offence was deep and unfeigned, she forgave him fully and freely — so fully that when he took his leave of her at the Warden House, whither he had driven her and Maggie over in his dog-cart, and said humbly : '' We are friends again, Polly, are we not } And you will come again at Easter t " Polly, with a rosy beneficent countenance shin- ing on him, replied, '* Yes — if I may." 42 COUNTRY STORIES. IV. Polly's adventures at the Warden House were passed chiefly in the school-room. The children were reasonably good, and Mrs. Stapylton was abundantly satisfied with her new governess's cheerfulness, skill, and industry ; but the first time she sounded her praises to her husband, the captain replied, "Don't expect to keep the little woman long, my dear. She is uncommonly pretty, and I am very much mistaken if Bob Livingstone is not sweet on her ; he always inquires after her so amiably when we meet at the market table." " Oh !" says Mrs. Stapylton ; and the next time the meet was at the Warden House, she bade her husband invite Bob to ride over the previous day and sleep ; and she contrived to have a lady short at dinner, and asked Polly to be so kind as to leave lessons for once and fill the gap ; for she was an amiable woman, married after her own heart, and would be glad, as she said, to give such a nice little thing a chance. Polly had the sagacity to leave her profession upstairs, and to come down charming in her white POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 43 dress, and white ribbons, but Bob felt it was not quite like having her to himself at Blackthorn Grange. Yet she was much easier here, and talked, and was as gay as anyone. There was nothing in Polly to provoke or invite an imperti- nence. The ladies made no difference with her, and her face was enough to ensure her kindness at first sight from men. If Bob was a person to be influenced by other people's opinions, he heard many golden ones of PcUy at the Warden House, and all casually expressed without reference to him. Perhaps he did carry away an idea or two of her more meaning than any he brought — Maggie certainly believed it, and began to insinuate the same in her letters to her friend ; but Polly was heedless and indifferent to Bob, and her work and duty were much more in her head than ''non- sense," which sufficiently accounted for her never responding to Maggie's hints and queries. Easter did not linger, but was soon come, bringing with it Polly's second visit to the Grange. It was a lovely Easter that year— warm, sunny, serene as May, with hedges green, pear-trees and cherry-trees in blossom, and even roses in bud under the shelter of the eaves on the south wall of U COUNTRY STORIES. the old house. They made it quite a gay season at Blackthorn Grange, and Polly, whose dignities had worn easier already, entered into it with al the natural joyousness of her temper and time of life. She was exceedingly pleasant about the house, and the many visitors, kinsfolk, and neigh- bours, who came there during her stay, were charmed, and regarded her with a significant interest which none of the family discouraged. Mrs. Livingstone would walk her about the great walled garden for an hour at a time, talking to her no one but themselves knew what about, but th«e two were excellent company to each other, and often Bob made a third. Laura was rather quizzical on the subject of Maggie's friend and her brother, but that was her disagreeable way, and Fanny and Maggie made up to them for it by all sorts of little consideratenesses, which they profited by without observing. And every day some excursion was planned which threw them together. Now, it was to Cranstown Rocks, now to Haviland Priory, and one day, the most memorable of all, to Beech Grove, the Livingstones' ancestral manor, Bob's inheritance, where Maggie informed Polly that he would most likely go to live when he married and POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 45 settled. It was an old place, though not so old as the Grange, and it had fallen into some neglect from having been let to a careless tenant, whose lease was, however, nearly run out ; but as Polly said : "With a little trouble and taste, it might be made beautiful." Bob asked how she would go about to improve it, and as he trotted her through the rooms and the garden, he treasured up all her little views and opinions, which she was perfectly free with, not at all as if they were a matter of personal concern. And, perhaps, they were not. Polly had a faculty for planning and suggesting, but she was not conscious of any peculiar senti- ment for the place as Bob's future home, though everybody, himself included, gave her credit for it. And very happy Bob was in his illusion, Polly was quite kind enough to please him, and her shy trick of blushing, and her sudden vivacities and caprices soon charmed his heart away entirely. And hers .-^ She was a mystery to* herself; she liked Bob ; she liked to be near him ; once, when he took her by surprise and kissed her, she was not so furious but that he thought he might some day venture again ; in fact, if she had given way to nature, she would have loved him very sweetly and 46 COUNTRY STORIES. tenderly. But all her principles were against giving way, and whenever she felt inclined to lapse into weakness, she would recite to herself all her mother's litany of impediments, and pains and penalties in marriage. This sufficiently proved her in danger, and set her on her guard against it, poor little Polly ! The Easter visit was extended to a fortnight, and before half of it was over, the servants in the house, the men on the farm, the very dogs even had learnt to demean themselves to Polly as to a little lady in whom their master had a special interest. Mrs. Livingstone, Laura, Fanny, and Bob's two chief bachelor friends were ready with their consent whenever it might be required ; and in the absence of the principals would discuss their private affairs without the smallest delicacy or reserve. Only Maggie held herself in an attitude of doubt, and this Laura treated as the supremest affectation. " You know your precious Polly will say ' Yes ' the very first minute Bob asks her, and be only too glad!" the quizzical sister would taunt- ingly aver : to which Maggie would make answer that she only wished she was as sure of it as Laura appeared to be. POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 47 But Maggie could be sure of nothing. Polly- was a puzzle and trial to her at this moment, and she was constantly trying to solve her by all manner of cunning experiments and questions. On their last evening together she went so far as to say in the privacy of their bed-room: "I fancied once you were going to be fond of Bob for my sake, Polly, and I'm disappointed in you. You are not half good to him, you little cross thing, and you look him in the face as frankly as any of us — that's a sign you don't care for himx : tiresome toad that you are ! " " Bob's eyes are blue," said Polly, with abstrac- tion, but as coolly as if she were repeating " two and two are four." " You have no particular prejudice against blue eyes, have you .^ " inquired Maggie, in a tone of affront. " No I you dear old Maggie, why should I ? Yours are blue." After a brief silence Maggie returned to the charge : " You are coming to see us again at Mid- summer — now you need not seek any excuse, for I won't take it ! You are coming to see us again at Midsummer. Say j^j-, or don't open your mouth." 48 COUNTRY STORIES. Polly kept her mouth shut. " Have you been struck dumb ? You are coming, I know you are ! I'll never be friends with you again if you don't." Polly's hps never stirred. " O, Polly, don't be a silly little donkey ! Look here — is there anybody loves you as much as I do, unless it be dear old Bob } and you are going to throw it all to the winds ! " " Yes, there's Jane loves me, and I must spend my Midsummer at home with her and my mother," said Polly, thus solemnly adjured. " That's all right ; but you'll come heir first — promise — PU shake you if you don't." Polly did not exactly promise, but she begged off her shaking with something Maggie accepted as an equivalent ; and in the morning, when she was driven off to her duties at the Warden House by Bob himself, it was considered an understood thing that at Midsummer, before going home to Norminster, she would pay another visit to Black- thorn Grange. It was a lovely April day, with the sun in full glow, and the orchards all pink and white with apple-blossom. The country was very fine and luxuriant between the Grange and Lanswood, and Polly's eyes and soul took delight POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 49 in its spring beauty. She was feeling happy, unconsciously happy, and the radiance of her heart shone in her countenance. Maggie, at whom she often looked round, thought she had never seen her so sweetly pretty before ; and Bob, though his plan of courtship was all laid out, and he had no intention of being precipitate, found himself more than once on the brink of asking the question which would decide both their fortunes. " You would not mind spending your life in the country, Polly, little town-bred lady as you are ? " said he, gaily. " I hke the country best," replied Polly, "When you come to us at Midsummer, I shall have Stella ready, and you shall learn to ride — all the girls ride hereabouts." " But they ride from children. I am rather timid ; I am not sure that I shall like it." " I shall teach you myself," said Bob, as if that would remove all difficulties, and he glanced down at the little creature beside him with fond admir- ation. None of her friends' opinions of Polly had yet grown up to her own estimate of her dignit}- — not even Bob's. He laughed indulgently at her practical airs, and called her his Mouse and his VOL. I. 4 50 COUNTRY STORIES. Blossom, with a tender patronage that she could not repress, though she sincerely wished to do so. It seemed to Polly sometimes as if his will were the stronger, and controlled hers, however she fought against it ; and that was the fact. Bob was not a particularly profound person, but he perfectly fathomed Polly's mixture of pride and shyness, lo.vingness, doubt, fear, and trembling towards himself, and he believed it quite in his duty and business to tame her with kindness, yet firmness — much as he was taming his beautiful shy filly, Stella ; as for letting her go her own way, or sup- posing she would defeat him in the end, it never entered Bob's head ; and had her mother's warnings and philosophy been laid before him, they would have been far too strange and unnatural for his honest comprehension. He religiously believed that every nice young woman wished to be married, and why not Polly, who was so extremely nice } The drive to Lanswood was very pleasant all the way, and when Polly was left behind at the Warden House, to think it over, she could not but know why it had been so. Love is the best of companions. " Dear old Bob, Pm afraid I should grow foolishly fond of him if I went often to POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 51 Blackthorn Grange. I had much better stop away at Midsummer," said she, to herself ; but perhaps she did not mean it. She was rather dull and absent for a day or two, but she soon brightened up at her work, which was not severe or disagree- able. In truth her situation was very comfortable, and she had no injuries or hardships to make the notion of escape welcome ; but still she counted the weeks to the holidays, and did not grieve to see them pass. And in every letter Maggie told her how much nearer Midsummer was, and men- tioned many delightful parties of pleasure and excursions which were standing over until her coming. At every such allusion Polly's heart underwent that physical spasm which she had described to her friend as afflicting her before she set forth on her career as a governess. To go or not to go to the Grange became her thought by day and night. She was pulled very hard both ways. She did not deny to herself that the Grange was a happy place for a holiday ; but her principles of so many years' careful home cultivation were in peril there, while her head still approved of them so entirely that she felt it was inconsistent and wrong to walk into temptation with her eyes open and her LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS 52 COUNTRY STORIES. judgment unobscured. Nobody at the Grange de- nounced marriage as a state of suffering bondage, or children as a perpetual care ; indeed, Laura and Fanny were both engaged, and Maggie, though not so far gone as they were, frankly vowed that she had only refused the curate because she did not like him ; if she had liked him she would have had no scruple about accepting his proposal, and taking her luck for what might follow. Polly had no notion of casting her burden on other people's shoulders, or she might have appealed to Jane for counsel in the case ; besides, she was fond of deciding for herself, or rather of drifting into decisions which were generally in accordance with her inclinations, secret or expressed. In this manner she drifted into a decision that she would go to Blackthorn Grange, but it should be for the last time ; and a few days after, there she was, in all her pretty dignity and grace, and everybody in and about the house was talking about her and the master, and drawing only one conclusion from this third visit within the half-year. POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 53 V. Polly did not find her position, under these cir- cumstances, at all unpleasant — rather the reverse, indeed. There was a great deal going on at the Grange ; never was Maggie so busy in the kitchen, or so little at leisure to devote herself to her friend ; Laura and Fanny had, of course, occupations of their own, and were not going to be troubled with Maggie's darling ; and so it fell out that she was often left to Bob, who had plenty of idle time on his hands, and was glad to employ it. ^ The first morning after her arrival Polly was introduced to Stella in a large level pasture field, and Bob having put her in the saddle with infinite care, and many assurances that she need not be in the least afraid, led the pretty creatures slowly round the field. They were a capital match, he said, and if Polly liked, Stella should be hers. Then Polly had the bridle in her own hands, and Stella walked quietly and obhgingly after Bob close to the hedge, and then across the field to the gate, where Mrs. Livingstone stood, without being 54 COUNTRY STORIES. led. Mrs. Livingstone said Stella was admirably- trained, and a docile, fine-tempered thing ; and then she commended Polly as sitting nicely and straight up, and bade Bob mind and take care of her. This lesson was repeated every morning after breakfast, and Polly could soon ride well enough to be trusted on the road with Bob and Maggie, and so they took several excursions together, not very long, and Polly made acquaintance and drank tea informally at several neighbouring houses, where she was evidently welcomed for somebody's sake besides her own. Every time this significant sort of welcome was given her, Polly's heart suffered that strange physical wrench, and so it did often when she was with Bob alone, and he said kind words, and gave her kind looks that implied his love for her. He was never rough with her now, but very quiet and wary, as if he had an inkling of that hidden pang and was watching for his opportunity to speak without scaring her, and so finally to cure it. His wooing was not at all unlike the process of break- ing-in Stella ; Polly was quite as shy, as proud, as averse to bit and bridle as that pretty thorough- bred ; but, once subdued, Bob thought she would POLLY'S OXE OFFER. 55 also be as good and as obedient to his hand. Yet all this while that he was endeavouring to make her compliant and tractable, Polly w^as hardening her mind against him, and perplexing Maggie more and more every day. She had no fear of herself what she should answer if Bob were so rash as to make love to her openly (as if his daily life at present was not all love-making !) ; but she had many doubts whether she had done what she ought to have done in coming to Blackthorne Grange. She had read very few novels, and was a child for worldly wisdom ; but she knew it was not good for a governess to be called a Jlirt, and Maggie had said to her that if she did 7iot like Bob, she was no better than di flirt and a coquette, to which Polly had replied that she did like Bob, and she would not have bad names fastened upon her. But both the girls knew that they were talking at cross - purposes, and that liking meant different things in their vocabularies ; standing for down- right true love in ^Maggie's, and in Polly's for a mere general sentiment free to all the world. Thus matters went on for a week, Bob always confident and easy, Polly sweet with him and savage with herself, and Maggie at her wit's end 56 COUNTRY STORIES. over the vanity and vexation of other people's courtships. " If," cogitated she — " if Polly behaves badly to Bob, she'll have such a fall in my mother's esteem that I shall never be allowed to set eyes on her again, the plaguy puss ! She would be awfulljf kind and sensible if she were left to her own discretion, for she has the dearest little warm heart in the world for them that love her ; and she need not think she is blinding me ; she is ever so fond of Bob, bless her ! only she is per- suaded that she's cut out for a single life. What a silly, selfish woman Mrs. Curtis must be to have filled her with such notions ! I have not patience to think of her ! " The wrench at Polly's heart was very frequently repeated at this time ; it was renewed, indeed, day by day. There was an old friend of the Living- stone family, a widow lady, who often dropped in with h^r work of an afternoon, and was quite in the confidence of the sisters. She tried to take up Polly in the same way, during one of her visits, and extolled Bob so highly that Maggie sat in dread lest Polly should indulge in one of those sharp satiric speeches for which she was famous at school when provoked. But no ; Polly sat POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 57 humiliated and in pain, listening to feeble anec- dotes of Bob's babyhood and boyhood, most of which she had already heard from his mother, and wishing she was safe at home and her trials and temptations over. The family friend plainly as- sumed that she had a special ifiterest in Bob, or soon would have, and she did not feel skilful enough to parry the assumption without betraying that she understood it. All Polly's feints consisted in refusing to see what she did not wish to see. While the talk was still at its height, down came a heavy pour of rain, and Bob strolled in from the garden. Polly was in possession of his peculiar chair, and, quite simply, not meaning any offence or expecting it to be taken, he said '* Get up, Polly, and you shall sit on my knee." Polly got up and would have stepped away ; but Bob dex- terously intercepted her and throned her on his knee, adding in a cheerful explanatory tone, " She is going to be my little wife, ]Mrs. Davis — are you not, Polly > " "There go two words to that bargain," said Maggie, and laughed nen-ously. Polly did not speak, but she made a gentle decided move to extricate herself, her heart beating with pang after 58 COUNTRY STORIES. pang-, and her eyes turned with pathetic entreaty on Bob's face. Bob, who loved her eyes, smiled at their helpless sweetness, and thought they were like his favourite setter's when she cowered at his feet, fearing punishment. He did not let her go at once, and she did not struggle — dignity forbade — but she slipped away by-and-by, and contrived to say, pleasantly, that though it might be a vast honour to sit on Bob's knee, she greatly preferred a chair, at which Bob laughed, perhaps rather too incredulously. The day but one after this was the day fixed for Polly to go home. Mrs. Livingstone was very kind to her, and hoped she would soon return for a longer stay ; and this she repeated so frequently that Polly quite understood that sJu had no doubt of it. Bob left her little peace, but he did not put her out of her pain until the last morning, when she had begun to think she was to get away with- out incurring the worst test. It was settled the night before that she should go to the station with Maggie and Laura in the pony-carriage, which had a front and back seat ; and when she had said good-bye to Mrs. Livingstone and Fanny indoors and came out at the garden-door in the POLLY'S OXE OFFER. 59 morning sunshine, there was Bob in a Hght summer suit, looking in the finest spirits, but excited withal. " Are yoiL going, Bob ? I have put on my driving gloves," said Laura, who had already taken the reins. '* You may drive and welcome ; I only want to go to the turn of Pickett's-lane ; I'll sit behind with Polly," said he, and put her in and followed himself. Then Maggie mounted by her sister, and off the pony went at a frisky trot. Polly's parting glimpse of the Grange was adorned by the figures of Mrs. Livingstone and Fanny in the porch, Fanny waving her hand and crying, " Come back soon, Polly ; come back soon !" The road was long and perfectly level and straight, but it wavered in capricious zigzags before Polly's eyes, while roses and lilies contended for the dominion of her face. Bob was there, and watch- ing her, and her heart was all one great swelling pang. She would have given anything for leave to cry, but this was neither the time nor place for tears, and she had forgotten her veil. Bob was apparently occupied with the landscape, but he did not lose one change of her sweet little face, and 6o COUNTRY STORIES. presently he began to speak of her return to the Grange. " But I shall see you before then, Polly," he went on ; "I am going to Norminster next week, and you will introduce me to Jane and your mother. I am only a rough fellow, but I love you dearly, Polly, and you must speak for me. I'll promise to take all the care in the world of you if you'll be my precious little wife — don't you believe me, Polly } " " I know you are very good. Bob, but I made up my mind long since that I could take care of myself," said Polly, with sudden, invincible, wicked quiet, that came to her aid from no one could tell whence. " What on earth do you mean, Polly } " de- manded Bob, startled out of his happy com- placency. " What I say. You are very kind, but — but I don't intend to marry." Bob was posed for a moment, though not silenced. *' Change your mind for me, Polly. Don't you think we could be happy together } I have quite set my heart on yoic. I cannot live without you." POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 6i " That is what all men say beforehand ; but I have heard my mother talk. No, Bob ; I shall make a better governess than wife ; I am not cut out for anybody's wife." " Let me judge of that Polly ; don't shake your head. What has come over you to be such a little savage all at once .'* You were very nice yester- day ; why did you let a fellow go on worshipping you, if you meant to be so hard to him at last 1 I don't understand it ; I won't believe you can seriously mean to use a fellow so badly. Is it true then, that you don't care for me } Is it true that you can't be happy with me — that you won't even think of it 1 " There was no softening or promise in Polly's countenance. She was feeling that she had come through the dreaded ordeal wonderfully, and the pride and excitement of a complete victory over the traitor in her bosom sustained her. Bob was speechless for a few minutes. They approached the turn of Pickett's-lane. At the supreme mo- ment he looked at her once more with wrathful love, and said, in a constrained voice, "■ Then you'll have nothing to do with me, Polly t " Her heart moved with a cruel spasm, but her " No, Bob," 62 COUNTRY STORIES. came out cold, curt, and clear as a drop of iced water. Bob stepped into the road as Laura checked the pony ; the halt was not for half a minute, and he disappeared, and Polly was left to enjoy her triumph of principle over natural affection. Maggie understood but too well what had happened, and, doing by Polly as she would have been done by in similar circumstances, she took no notice of her disappointing friend until they arrived at the station. There were not two minutes to wait, and the train dashed in. Laura stayed out- side with the pony. Maggie took Polly's ticket, saw her luggage safe and herself in a carriag-e alone ; and then, just as the guard came along with his whistle and " all right," she kissed her and said, with a sob, " I am awfully sorry, Polly ; but it is your own fault. You deserve to die an old maid, and I believe you will ! " POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 63 VI. It may, perhaps, be anticipated that Polly repented at once, for she was certainly fond of Bob ; but it cannot confidently be averred that she did. When she arrived at home, her mother and Jane thought her looking remarkably rosy and well ; nothing was observed to be the matter with her spirits, and as she kept her own counsel about Bob's offer, she had neither praise nor blame to endure, nor ques- tion, nor comment, nor criticism. Mrs. Sanders did remark once, " You have not picked up a beait in the country, then. Miss Polly t " and her mother did rejoin that she hoped her girls had more sense than to dream of beaux, but that was the nearest allusion to the subject ; and, when the holidays were over, she went back to the Warden House and resumed her school-room work in her orderly systematic way, as if she had not a care or a thought beyond it. For a month or two Mrs. Stapylton lived in daily expectation of a notice that she must provide herself with another gover- ness, but no notice coming, she concluded that 64 COUNTRY STORIES. Polly had missed her chance, and as she suited her admirably in every way, she was not sorry. Maggie's letters were not much less frequent or affectionate than formerly, but Polly was not invited again to spend her holidays at the Grange, as was very natural. Nor did they meet. People may live half a lifetime within a few miles of each other, and never meet, if neither desire it ; and the three years Miss Mill had decreed as the shortest time any governess who meant to prosper in her vocation should stay in her first place, went over without ever bringing the two friends .within eye- sight of each other again. Nobody died, meanwhile, and nobody was broken-hearted ; only Mrs. Livingstone was once heard to say bitterly to Maggie, " Don't let me hear any more of your Polly Curtis !" and hence- forth Polly's letters were read in private, and her name was never mentioned at the Grange. Bob was not the man to rave over a disappointment of the heart ; he was more inclined to console himself in a way that was a sorrow to those at home. But Polly heard nothing of these consolations. When she mused of her old visits at Blackthorn Grange, which she did with a tender paradoxical regret POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 65 (seeing how she had terminated them), her imagi- nation always represented everything there as it used to be, though she knew Laura and Fanny were married and gone, and that ]\Irs. Livingstone was no longer the active strong house-mother she had been. And an unconscious change had come over Polly herself. A sweeter little woman to behold there was not, far nor near, though she dressed herself indifferently, as women do who have no desire or expectation of attracting. She had great fortitude at her tedious work, and never flagged : she improved herself by private study, and had economised a few pounds, which she meant to carry her to a foreign school, where she proposed to teach English in return for lessons in music and languages. Mrs. Curtis approved of her entirely, and Jane had ceased to complain. Yes, Polly was most exceedingly reasonable and practical, and was an anxiety to no one ; yet sometimes a terrible sense of isolation would come over her, and she would cry softly, with that old spasm of the heart, " Oh, what a fool I have been ! " as if she were sorry for some past irretrievable blunder. She had no longer the conceit of her own strength that was so obtrusive in her at seventeen. She had heard other VOL. I. 5 66 COUNTRY STORIES. people talk besides her mother and Mrs. Sanders, and in the loving kindly family where she was do- mesticated, she saw quite the other side — the happy side — of married life. But she was naturally reserved, and as she had religiously kept her one offer to herself, so she kept her repentance (if it was repent- ance), and at the three years' end she prepared to change the scene of her life, and go to Germany. Maggie Livingstone shed a few vexed tears over Polly's letter which brought the first announce- ment of her projected travels, and her brother Bob surprised her again, as he had surprised her on the original occasion which led to Polly's first visit to the Grange. " Going to Germany, is she } " said he, when the communication of her affairs had been made to him — " going to Germany " "Yes, and I shall never see her again very likely. Poor little Polly ! I was so fond of her. Bob!" " Other people were fond of her, too, Maggie, but it was no use ; she has not a bit of heart." " Don't say that, Bob ; she has heart enough for anything, but her head was crammed with ridiculous theories and nonsense. I daresay she is wiser now." POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 67 " We are all of us that when it's too late," rejoined Bob, and walked out of the room softly whistling. It was the same evening that Maggie ad- dressing her brother, said : " Bob, you'll drive me into Lanswood on Saturday ; I have written to ask Polly to meet me at Miss Wiggins's shop if it be fair, for a last walk and talk together. I can't bear the thought of letting her go so far from home without a word of good-bye." "All right, Maggie," said Bob, with seeming indifference, but Maggie knew better than to believe it was real. She felt sure that when he did not hear or answer her further talk that he was musing of Polly — perhaps w^iether she was wiser or not now. Polly was touched by Maggie's longing to see her again : " Dear old Maggie, she has forgiven me at last," she said. Polly arrived first at the place of their appoint- ment, and was sitting up-stairs in IMiss Wiggins's show-room when the Grange dog-cart stopped at the door. She looked out with a pale little emo- tional face, and the cruel wrench at her heart ; but no one looked up from below. There was Bob 68 COUNTRY STORIES. dressed in mourning, and Maggie and a little boy also in mourning, and a groom behind, who assisted Maggie to alight, and then lifted the child down and set him on the pavement by her. Maggie took the boy by the hand to enter the shop, and Bob drove off up the street, and was out of sight before his sister could mount the stairs. Polly stood fronting the door, and as Maggie caught a view of her she cried : " Bless thy bonnie face, Polly, it's just the same as ever ! " and they kissed with all the old love that used to be be- tween them. And, of course, they cried a little together, until the appearance of Miss Wiggins, intent on business, obliged them to clear their countenances, and take an interest in the fashions. Maggie said she wanted nothing for herself, but she would look at some children's spring coats, and while Miss Wiggins was bringing forth pat- terns, she called the child to her knee, and taking off his hat, ruffled up his hair, and asked Polly whom he was like. " He is like Bob," said Polly, and blushed with soft surprise. " It is Bob's son," replied Maggie. " Kiss this pretty lady, Arty." Arty was nothing loth, and POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 69 Polly having supplied him with a box of harmless sugar-plums from Miss Wiggins's various stores, he sat on a stool at their feet and was extremely content with his own society while the friends talked in hushed and interrupted tones. *'A hundred things have happened at the Grange that I never told you of; but you may have heard whispers ? No ! You know nothing about it, then ? You governesses live quite out of the world, I suppose," said ]\Iaggie, and paused. " In a very quiet secluded little world of our own," said Polly, and lifted up the child's face to look at him again. " He's pretty, isn't he ? It was after — you know what — Bob took up suddenly with a girl in the village, and though we never knew it until she was dead Cshe died last October) he was married to her, and Arty is his heir. Bob dotes on him, and my mother too ; she insisted on having him brought home to the Grange, and if ever you go to our church again you'll see ' Alice, the faithful wife of Robert Livingstone ' on the family monument. She was quite a common person, and Bob would never have acknowledged her in my mother's life- time ; but there's the story, and not so bad as it 70 COUNTRY S TORIES. might have been. She was handsome, and she loved Bob, or she would never have borne being looked down on as she was for his sake, or have kept his secret. However, it is out now, and she is gone " " Hasn't Arty eaten sweeties enough for once } " insinuated Polly, caressing the child, but making no response to Maggie. " Yes : give the box to aunty to put in her pocket," Maggie said, and Arty with a little unwillingness yielded it up. Then the spring coats were looked at, and one chosen, and. a garden hat, and Arty was put to sleep for an hour on Miss Wiggins's bed, while Polly and her friend took a walk by the river, and continued their conversation. All the news was on Maggie's side. Polly had none — literally none. " And you never will have any while you go on living to yourself — your interests will lessen every day you live. Oh ! Polly, it makes me sad to look at you, and to think what might have been," said Maggie, tenderly. '' Never mind ! Let bygones be bygones ; " said Polly, but there were tears in her eyes, and almost a sob in her throat. POLLY'S OXE OFFER. 71 Then they discussed Fanny and Laura and Maggie's private concerns which were in a pro- mising way, and the time went so swiftly that they were five minutes behind the hour agreed on for Bob to take his sister and little son up at Miss Wiggins's shop to go home. The dog-cart, how- ever, was not at the door, and Maggie said she was glad, for Bob did not like the mare to be kept standing. They ascended to the show-room to wait, and he was not long in coming ; he was too soon, indeed, for half they had to say. At the sound of the wheels in the street, Polly offered herself for a last hug of her friend's kind arms, and Maggie was all in tears. " You'll come down and speak to Bob, just for a minute } " said she, and Polly suffered herself to be entreated, and went with all her heart in her face. Bob evidently expected her, though he coloured when she appeared ; and as he lifted his hat, she saw he was ever so much older, but he had his kind rallying smile for her, as he said : " You wear well, Polly ; better than most of us, I think." " It is a calm life at the Warden House," said she, quite with a shaken voice. 72 COUNTRY STORIES. " And so you are going all the way to Ger- many — going by yourself? " " Yes." She had to stand aside for Maggie and the child to reach their places, and from the step of Miss Wiggins's shop she waved them all her good-bys. She was still standing gazing after them when Bob looked round before turning the corner of the street, and told Maggie to dry her eyes and not fret. " I can't help fretting when I think I shall perhaps never, never see her again ; dear little thing that she is ! Oh ! Bob, if you had only waited to ask her till now that she's come to a right sense of things." Bob made no answer to his sister's rueful adjuration ; he was lost in thought of Polly's beauty and Polly's sweetness, as they were once and were still, and wondering whether she would have anything to do with him now. Perhaps you can guess how it all ended, and I need tell you no more. Yes. Bob asked Polly again, and Polly gave him a prettier answer this time. Mrs. Curtis cried at the wedding, and foreboded many evils, but they have not befallen yet While waiting for POLLY'S ONE OFFER. 73 them, she is, however, blessed in a standing grievance — namely, that Polly's one boy is not the eldest son, and will not inherit Livingstone Manor. But she is not aware that she is herself to blame for this, her pet mortification, and Polly is not likely to tell her. END OF '' POLLY'S ONE OFFER." HAWKS WELL PLACE. PART FIRST. ITH greyly-pencilled clouds the twilight creeps Silent along the slope of purple wold, Upon whose brow a lingering sun-touch sleeps, Like eye of faded love, caressing cold. Wreaths of white mist, noiseless as spirits, rise From the deep hollows of the autumn hills. Steal ghastly up as daylight slowly dies. Hovering on skirts of woods and haunting rills ; Hanging in mystery over darkling pools, Which hidden, lurk in wild, lone, moorland spots ; Winding about midst stilly wooded knolls Where the massed fallen foliage Hes and rots ; Drooping unwelcome over cottage eaves. Or gliding, ghostlike, round the churchyard graves ; Melting in noisome dews on russet leaves, Shrouding the night in their soft fleecy waves. HAIVKSU'ELL PLACE. 75 II. From out the dark, bronzed shade of ancient woods Peer gables, mossed with lichens grey and hoar ; With rose and ivy tangles, wreathed in floods, Are mullioned windows quaintly draperied o'er. In the deep porch the lurking winds lie mute. Death's silence guards the broken, latchless door, The weed-grown pathways echo to no foot — To one swift foot shall echo never more ! Yet, always through the dim and murky night, When darkness comes ^\i\h neither moon nor star. Shoots out into the mist a glowing light From one low window, shining straight and far : A light of cheery fire, of sparkling brand. High piled upon the hearthstone's ample space ; No cot, no hall, no palace in the land, Shows ever brighter hearth than Hawkswell Place. III. One ancient room still wears a look of home — A look of home some fifty years ago ; You half expect to see the master come, And sit him dowTi to rest all tired and low. Old pictures smile familiar from the wall, Old books upon old tables dusty lie ; Rich faded curtains on dim carpets fall. The antique chairs are stiff, and worn and high. 76 COUNTRY STORIES. The leaping flames the ruddy wainscot fill, Above the mantel towers a broken glass j All is so hushed — so coldly, deadly still, That almost you could hear a shadow pass ! IV. With dreamy eye, but ear and heart awake, Dame Avice sits beside the glowing brands ; She prays, then lists, then prays for his dear sake, Who wanders far away in unknown lands. Thus has she watched for thirty years and more ; Stiff eld has come upon her, all unheard ; She wearies not though oft her heart is sore : Despairs not, though her hope is long deferred. V. Hoar-fingered ruin crumbles wall and gate ; Windows are dark with matted leaves and flowers ; The spider weaves her web in rooms of state ; The unroofed hall stands wide to heaven's showers. But this was his^ and he may come again Without a warning word — come as he went ; There through long years his favourite books have lain, There Avice waits, her faith and hope unspent. Dimly the pictures of old times return, Freighted with sorrow, washed and worn with tears ; And yet, in tracing them, her heart will burn, Forgotten all that chilling waste of years. HAWKSIVELL PLACE. n Her master's gentle tone, his grave sad face, His quiet student ways and dreamy air. His lustrous eyes — those eyes like all his race — So beautiful, yet thunder-fraught with care. These shine upon her still from out their frame, Tender and kind ; but she remembers well, A moment when they flashed with lightning flame, Then, o'er them darkness like a curtain, fell. PART SECOND. I. In the dim rooms a strange fresh voice went singing, And he would sit and listen in his chair, WTiile ev'ry pulse in his proud heart was ringing, To that sweet tone an echo of despair. A sunny face would come with wild shy smile. To beckon Cousin Percie out to play ; And though his strong heart writhed and burned the while, He would be firm and frown that face away. A soft, white arm oft round )iis neck would coil, — No clasp of serpent deadlier in its might ; — ' He put it off" and sought, in night-long toil. To quench his passion's loved yet fearful light. 7^ COUNTRY STORIES. If her bright perfumed hair but touched his cheek, It burnt in pain for many a tortured hour; If her small rosy lips a kiss did seek, His soul was melted by their wondrous power. Melted, and weak and wavering for a day, Mad-happy with wild hopes and wilder dreams, Till, with the purple tinge of swift decay. One deadly thought swept off their roseate beams. II. Half-child, half-woman, vain as women are. Yet tender, loving, passionate and proud ; To him an angel, gracious, kind, and fair. At whose bright feet his heart unwilling bowed. The little hands that once would blind his eyes, The mimic voice that made him guess who passed, Teased him no more ; instead, a blush would rise ; The friendly time was gone — she loved at last. III. Counsel he took within his stern, closed heart, Most bitter counsel in the night's dead hour ; " We love -we love ! for this we two must part : The cur^e is on us both — it yet may lour ! O God, my God ! Thou givest me strength to bear This heavy, burning cross through my dark life, Shelter thou Lilian from all earthly care. Keep her aloof from anguish and from strife ! HAWKSWELL PLACE. 79 My heritage — a heritage of sorrow — Never will I bequeath to son of mine, — To tremble daily for the dread to-morrow, Till lost is reason — all of man divine. From Thee I ask but patience, O my God ! Patience to live my span of sunless days, Calmly to look beyond the lifted rod. While I thread out the rest of this dark maze." IV. A summer night it was when he departed. Moonlight and starlight, hushed as death or sleep ; Still firm and true, he went, though broken-hearted , Yet not too proud or firm at last to weep. Dame Avice saw her master near the limes. Looking up skyward, with uncovered head. As if he prayed, or listened to soft chimes, Or wavelets trickling o'er a stony bed. V. In that dim hour he listened to his heart, To fond warm pleadings far more sweet than bells, Or voice of many waters when they part With foamy Naiads in their sparkling cells. Listened and lingered till temptation grew Almost too strong for his quick, conscious soul ; Sweet passion round his heart her trammels threw, Urging submission to her soft control. 8o COUNTRY STORIES. VI. On him his race's curse might never fall ; Was not his reason strong, his spirit clear ? Why put away life's dearest charm of all, For such a vague, uncertain, distant fear ? VII. " Be strong to suffer, be not weak to sin," Whispered God's warner in his shrinking ear ; " Be strong and overcome ! If passion win. Peace shall pass from thee, leaving with thee, fear — A chill, dim spectre ever at thy side. With outspread frozen wings 'twixt thee and heaven A shadow of the grave, an ebbing tide, Thy heart upon it from the life-shore driven." VIII. " Lilian, sweet Lilian, wake from out thy dream ! Wake, Lilian !" sighed the night-wind 'gainst the pane " O ! Lilian, say farewell ! " The white moonbeam Crept to her eyes and kissed them once again. A wavering smile toyed on her parted lips, While Percie's name stole from them dreamy low. Like zephyr playing on the daisy-tips, When falls the rain-dew, silent, soft, and slow. HAWKSWELL PLACE. 8i O ! Lilian, he is gone !" the winds made moan, All mournfully against the window-pane — Sweet Lilian, wake and weep, for he is gone — Percie is gone — is gone — nor comes again ! " PART THIRD. I. Up rose the dawn, with sunshine on the wold, With hymns of birds and incense-breath of flowers ; The shadows fled into the forests old, And opening buds looked up for dewy showers. The summer slaked his thirst in the swift rill, The breezes hid away in shady nooks, The mavis sang one wild continuous trill. And white-eyed pebbles peered from out the brooks. II. The ruby light woke Lilian with a kiss. Then nestled in her waves of silken hair : Stole to her bosom like a soft caress, Then changed to rosy snow and lingered there. VOL. I. 6 82 COUNTRY STORIES. Draped in her maiden purity she lay, Radiant as early summer, fresh as spring, Half-sleeping, half-awake, with thoughts astray, In dreamland wand'ring still on pure white wing. But the vague beauteous vision of the night Faded so fast her heart could scarce pursue ; Vainly she strove to stay its wavering light, — It died away in formless, shadowy hue. III. Then rose she up with sudden smile and sigh, And let the sun in on her morning prayer ; The moted raylets, floating noiseless by, Were fain to stay and make a halo there. Forth from her chamber door she slowly went. Lingering from step to step in tranced calm ; Up from the open porch, with odours blent. Flew the fresh air with morning kiss of balm, To ope' the blushing rose upon her cheeks. The lustrous beauty of her eyes to light, To give her sweet Good-morrow ! and to deck Her lips with smiles of gracious, loving might. IV. Her little foot paused not, nor slacked its pace. As on she went to Cousin Percie's room, A moment's kindling blush dawned on her face. To fade as fast before the chamber's gloom. HAWKSWELL PLACE. 83 The curtains hung adown upon the floor, And o'er the windows, shutting out the moon. And though the risen sun rushed by the door, Still it looked dim, forsaken, and forlorn. A little while she waited in the porch, And listened for his step with ear intent ; Then through the sunshine yet too pale to scorch, Along the garden paths her way she bent. And as she sometimes lingered and then ran. Still, " Percie, Cousin Percie ! " was her cry ; "Where are you, Percie?" Then her pulse began To beat a little faster, and her eye Ranged o'er the tangled woods, where echoes lay, And answered her with distant mocking tone — " Lilian, sweet Lilian, he is far away ! Lilian, bright Lilian, where is Percie gone ? " They sought him far and near, in wood, on wold, 'Neath the black tarn that lurks within the hill, Yet vainly sought. The keen autumnal cold, — Yule's frosts were come, but Percie came not still Then Lilian, losing hope, grew wan and weak. And faded hke a snow-wreath in the sun; Her morning eyes were dim, white was her cheek. Wasted her youth ere it was well begun. 84 COUNTRY STORIES. Dame Avice spoke to cheer her, '' He will come, Be of good heart, O Lilian dear," said she ; But Lilian answered, sadly, "Though he come, It is too late — he will not come to me !" VI. And Lilian truly spake ; for, ere the spring Merged into summer over Hawkswell Chase, Across the shadowed hills there thrilled the ring Of passing bells for one at Hawkswell Place. For Fairy Lilian, dying in her prime. As die the violets ere the rose is blown : For angel Lilian rang fliat gathering chim e, With a low, sad rebuke in its deep tone. PART THE LAST. The snow lay deep upon the open Chase, The sky above was murk, and dull, and drear ; The winter winds were out on their mad race, Driving the clouds along like hunted deer. HAWKSWELL PLACE. 85 In the church tower were clanging Christmas bells, Mingling their carol vnih the loud free breeze, Which bore their echoes far o'er the bleak fells, Then left them sighing 'midst the tall bare trees. II. Twilight was past and darkness had come down O'er Hawkswell Place in a thick starless veil; Dame Avice sat beside the fire alone, Watching and waiting, silent, grey, and pale. The ancient room was full of fragrant heat, From yule-tide logs upon the hearth piled high ; Stood in their ruddy glow their master's seat, With Christmas cheer upon the table nigh. Old wine of ruby lustre, clear as light. Waited his lip to drain its sparkling tide ; WTiile sconced walls with garlands gay bedight, Shone mocking down the stillness to deride ; For they were decked as if for Christmas guests, With \\Teaths of bright-gemmed holly twined about, Above the mantel, pictures, and old chests. Which shone and glittered as the blaze flamed out. III. The night sped on, the long, long Christmas night, The bells were still, the wild wind wilder grew, 86 COUNTRY STORIES. Bowed the great oaks before its steady might, Shivered the elms, and groaned the darksome yew. Lower and lower fell the dying flame, Midst the white ashes on the broad hearthstone ; The quivering shadows swiftly went and came. The silver sconces darkened one by one. IV. O ! faded, watchful, honest, hoping eye, Look out into the waste of blank white snow. Where windy shadows of the night sweep by. With soundless, trackless steps and moaning low ! O ! stretched and starting ear, get thee to rest ! Morning is coming from the cloudy east ; The yule-tide fire is out, thy prayer unblest. Untouched, untasted, stands the Yule-tide feast. O ! weary vigil, kept with flood of tears ! O ! faithful heart ! Oh ! eager, aching heart ! Weariest thou not with all these waiting years ? Yearnest thou not to rest thee and depart ? v. " Not yet, not yet. A little longer space ; A few more hours, a few more months of pain j Sooner or later I shall see his face. It is a weary watch, but not in vain ! " HAWKSWELL PLACE. 87 VI. Listen ! a muffled foot upon the snow, A heavy tread across the empty hall — " My master ! O ! my master, is it thou ? " Cried A\dce, with a wild and joyous call. VII. Bronzed was his face, and iron-grey his hair, His eyes were dim with thick unfallen tears ; Deep-furrowed w^as his brow with pain and care, Stamped with the woe of many hopeless years. He sate him dowTi in his accustomed place — " O ! master, welcome, welcome to thy home ! " Cried Avice, gazing on his dark, stem face. " I thank thee, Avice. Quick ! bid LiHan come ! " VIII. " Lilian, my master ? Lilian is not here. Low lieth she beneath the churchyard sod. Silent her loving heart and deaf her ear, Her body dust, her pure soul gone to God ! " IX, No word spake he, but from his breast a groan. The pent-up agony of his dark life, Burst with the thrill of heart-break in its tone. Then ceased for aye his time of earthly strife. COUNTRY STORIES. They buried him at Angel Lilian's feet, At twilight on the closing year's last day ; Through the hoar moss you read the legend yet- " Here lyeth Lilian Leigh and Percie Grey." END OF " HAWKSWELL PLACE. gthnx^x^. Half shrouded in a veil of pallid mist, Half smiling in wan sunshine on the hills, The fruitfm life high swelling in her breast, As swells the ripple in the flooded rills. Lustres of primrose glistening through the grey, First songs low twittered in the leafless wood, A tender beam in the blue eye of day, A certain forecast of all coming good. Like the brave hopes that early youth conceives, In the rich soil of pure and happy hearts ; Hopes that vnll put forth green and ^^gorous leaves. Buds, blooms, and fruitage, ere the year departs. Welcome thy wavering brightness for their sake. Strengthened to bear the storm when winds awake. COMING INTO A FORTUNE. Y DEAR Brother John, — This letter is to apprise you of our uncle Benjamin Burfield's death, an event which you will perhaps think does not much concern us, since he showed himself neither kind nor kinsmanlike to his sister's children at a time when a very trifling sacri- fice of his abundant wealth would have enabled you to remain in England, and have helped me to a very different lot. But, dear John, he has left me all his money ; I have come into a fortune — half a lifetime too late, it is true, but still I have come into a great fortune ! If he had given me twenty years ago but one hundredth part of what he has bequeathed me now, I could have blessed him. Richard Heywood and I need never have parted, 92 COUNTRY STORIES. and none of the manifold sorrows and regrets that followed on our separation would have come to pass. I have often thought since that if we had had more faith and courage we might have done well ; we were both young, and I, at least, was hopeful. I have never mentioned him in my letters to you, because he did not prosper in the world ; and bad news comes always soon enough. You used to say he had not sufficient perseverance and tenacity of purpose to succeed ; and it was tantalising and grievous to see how sanguinely he would start each new scheme, then in a little while fall weary of it, and give it up, if it did not first give up him. But he is dead now, poor Richard, and has done with his troubles, so it is of no use talking of what might have been ; let me rather still endeavour to make the best of what is. The intelligence of Mr. Burfield's death was sent to me by his man of business, Mr. Worsley, the day after it took place. His letter found me at tea with Mrs. Jacques — calm, passive, expecting nothing beyond the rare pleasure of a new good book ever to happen to me any more in this world ! Imagine, if you can, the shock of it. Oh, John, but my great fortune will deprive me of COMIXG INTO A FORTUNE. 93 inany keen enjoyments ! There will be no more triumph in achieving possession of a long-coveted volume, when now I have only to ask and to have every luxury under the sun that money will buy. I have been poor and hard-working, but I have had my share of happiness too ; I shall still hold fast my theory of compensations, and believe that if we did not inherit from our dear father much worldly wealth, we inherited what was better, in good health, good spirits, and a taste for good reading. If the last forsake me permanently, as it has done since I heard of Mr. Burfield's death and its consequences to myself, then must the day of my coming into a fortune be marked with charcoal and not chalk ! You love a long gossip, I know, for you have often said so ; therefore I shall let my pen run, and tell you all as it happened to me when, by Mr. Worsley's advice, I set off to town by the first train in the morning after the receipt of his letter. He gave me the address of a certain hotel, and thither I caused myself to be driven as soon as we got in. It was about four o'clock in the afternoon, very dull and cold, and with a light rain falling. The people at the hotel appraised my value by my 94 COUNTRY STORIES. luggage and my dress, and when I inquired for a bed and sitting-room, ushered me into the closest and least commodious the estabhshment had to be ashamed of. Sordid little rooms, dark, doleful, looking from a great height upon a narrow back street where grass might and probably did grow between the stones. It was not very distant from Russell Square, nor from the residence and office of Mr. Worsley, and so far it was convenient ; but my riches had, at the outset, introduced me to a meaner and more comfortless habitation than any- thing my poverty had ever made me acquainted with. However, I was glad of its silence, glad of its retirement, and having inquired if there were a messenger on the premises by whom I could send a note which I wished delivered immediately, I wrote three lines to the lawyer's address, notifying my arrival, and then, country fashion, ordered up tea. While I was still loitering over my favourite refreshment, a waiter came to the door, announcing that Mr. Worsley was come, and the next moment he was ushered into the room. You would have laughed to see us, John, for I am sure the intro- duction was a mutual surprise. I had expected to COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 95 see a sharp, brisk, wiry, stiff-haired gentleman, middle-aged or elderly, and the lawyer was young, handsome, cheerful, gay, and airy. Possibly he anticipated a rosy-cheeked rustic beauty, simple, ignorant, and docile, and, if so, his start of dismay was justified when he beheld a plain woman, no longer young, in last century raiment, and with an intractable expression of will and decision on her countenance, arising out of long years of trial and self-dependence. Oh, John, I am not a bit like what I used to be : when women have to stand by themselves, it makes them hard, and rubs off all the little weaknesses and prettinesses that are their chiefest charm. You would not know me for the Maggie you left at eighteen. I have two lines between my eyes now, and grey hairs. Grey hairs, indeed ; why, all my hair is grey ! But my heart is warm for you, Johnny, and in the right place still, I hope ; and if my face is faded, it is only like the rest of those who were young with me. One would not wish to see others grow old and leave us behind. But Mr. Worsley, I am sure, was dis- agreeably astonished, though he soon recovered his professional decorum, and while I was mentally ejaculating " How, in the world, am I to talk to 96 COUNTRY STORIES. this dandified gentleman ? " he was smoothing the way by his grave utterance of the regulation senti- ments on the occasion, and instilling into my mind the fact that he might be a sober, clever man of business, notwithstanding his Adonis locks, and perfumed scrupulosity of attire ; for he was as smart as if he were going out courting. At the first pause I set aside my teacup, and asked if he had been my uncle's adviser long. His answer was, that Mr. Burfield had placed his affairs in the hands of his father's firm as soon as he had any affairs to manage — and that must have been nearly forty years ago. The answer was as curt as the question had been, but it .satisfied me entirely. I said that was all I wanted to know, having had Mr. Burfield's confidence so long, explanations of family divisions would not be required from me. I then intimated that I should remain in town until everything was settled. I do not perceive that there was anything either pre- mature or peculiar in this announcement ; but Mr. Worsley replied, with the ghost of a smile haunting the corners of his handsome mouth, that the funeral was not arranged to take place until the day after the morrow. COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 97 " I have never seen my uncle. We were utter strangers to each other," I said, hastily ; for I fancied a rebuke was implied. If it were so, he did me injustice. I am in no haste to stand in the dead man's shoes. I fear they will prove a sore and irksome misfit to my feet ; but there was nothing conventional in my notions, and I sat there without feigning the least regret ; no more mourning in my heart than there was about my person. Mr. Worsley is a man of discernment ; perhaps he might have preferred the exhibition of a little decent hypocrisy, but as that was not my cue, he had no call to quarrel with me for, omitting a merely formal and empty observance. Mr. Bur- field's behaviour had not been kinsmanlike, so there need be no pretence of affection ; and as I am about to reap from his death advantages which I could never have gained during his life, my impassiveness was more than excusable ; under similar circumstances, many persons would have found it hard to repress sentiments of glee and rejoicing. Now, though I was not glad, I should have earned my own contempt had I feigned sorrow ; so, after a pause of somewhat awkward silence, I repeated, " I have never seen my uncle, VOL. I. 7 98 COUNTRY STORIES. but I should like to see him — there can be no objection, I presume." " None whatever. You can even take up your abode at once in the house, if you wish it," replied the lawyer. I have no doubt he began ^o think me a most unwomanly woman. If I had een only tolerably young and good-looking he might have advanced some words of dissuasion, but entire freedom of action might safely be accorded to so plain-featured and plain-mannered a person. It was a motive of curiosity rather than any softer sentiment that actuated me in my desire to see my uncle. I wanted to get a personal idea of him ; to judge, if I could from the clay mask, of the living and acting man, the fruits of whose busy labours I am to enjoy. I was not fatigued by my journey, and as soon as Mr. Worsley acceded to my proposition, I assumed my bonnet and cloak, and walked across with him to Russell Square. It was not dark, but it was darkening, and when we entered the hall of the house where our poor mother's brother had lived and died, it seemed to me filled with a dismalness that might be felt. The door was opened by a thick-set, white-headed, one-eyed little man, in plain clothes, who respect- COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 99 fully acknowledged Mr. Worsley, and then glanced with furtive curiosity at myself. " This lady is your late master's niece, Roberts," said the lawyer. Roberts performed a stiff obeis- ance, and waggled bow-legged to throw open the dining-room door. Mr. Worsley had partaken of many sumptuous feasts at that mahogany, now reflecting the chandelier in a blank lake of polish. He is not given to sentiment — few of his age and profession are — but the silence and dimness of the familiar room seemed to strike him with a poignant regret. Mr. Burfield had been his friend from a boy, and though he might not entertain a very profound respect for his client's private character, he had for him the liking that grows out of long and intimate habit There were several choice modern pictures on the walls ; for, in his way, Mr. Burfield must have been a man of taste, and while Roberts, in obedience to the lawyer's expla- nations, went to summon Mrs. Proby, the house- keeper, I walked slowly round the room and examined them, as well as the twilight would per- mit. In a few minutes an elderly respectable woman appeared at the door, carrying a green- shaded lamp, and intimated that she was ready to loo COUNTRY STORIES. conduct me up-stairs. Mr. Worsley glanced at my face as I turned to go, but he saw no more emotion expressed in it, than he had done when I stood before a landscape of Gainsborough's, or a sea-piece of Stansfield's. He remained below, thinking, probably, what a queer woman his old client's country heiress was, while I followed the housekeeper up the echoing stairs. Without a word, Mrs. Proby unlocked the door of a large bare room, uncarpeted and uncurtained ; there was nothing beyond the necessary articles of furniture, a few Indian straw mats, and a great bath. Quite at the further end was a narrow iron bedstead, scarcely raised a foot above the floor, covered by a single mattress, on which rested the coffined remains of a man who was reported to have left upwards of half a million of money. I advanced and stood beside it; and the housekeeper, holding the lamp high in one hand, so as to throw down the most light, with the other uncovered the face. It was a very handsome face, large-featured and shapely ; what it might have worn in life of compression and sternness had now disappeared from it. You would have said a man once of keen COMIXG INTO A FORTUNE. loi intellect, generous dispositions, warm feelings, lay before you. I had not anticipated a countenance with any trace of nobleness whatever. Well, perhaps nature had meant him to be of one character, and his experience of the world had made him of another : in almost every life there is something maimed, something crushed, unde- veloped, or concealed. " He is not much changed," said ]\Irs. Proby, now speaking for the first time. " When he was alive he was as fine-looking a gentleman as you could wish to see. He stood six feet two in his stockings." I asked if there was any portrait of him in the house. She replied, " No ; the master was not one who thought much of himself, as I might tell from his room, which was as bare as a barrack." She aftenvards added, that he died of a disease of the heart, and would have been seventy- one had he lived until his next birthday. He was, probably, a cold, reser\^ed man to his inferiors, for Mrs. Proby said no single word in honour of her master's memory, neither did she insinuate any- thing to his prejudice. We descended the stairs as silently as we had gone up, and found Islr. Worsley talking to Roberts at the open street I02 COUNTRY STORIES. door. He met me and asked If I intended to take up my abode in the house, for, if so, the servants had better prepare for me. I said not until after the funeral ; and then we left the square together. Mr. Worsley accompanied me to my hotel, and then took leave, promising to see me again on the morrow. When he was gone, to my surprise, the waiter, with great accession of deference in his manner, led the way to a comfortable room, ex- plaining that on my arrival it had not been ready for occupation, and apologising for having put me to the temporary inconvenience of my first lodging. I received what he said with an air of implicit good faith, and afterwards paid for it in the bill. The curtains were drawn, a fire and wax-candles lighted, and a second edition of tea on the table. On the whole, perhaps, I was not wrong in deciding that it is pleasant to possess what commands the outward respect and tangible comforts of this world. It was a relief to me to be alone, and to have leisure to think. Life was about to become to me a very different matter from what it had been. The fulfilment of many a wild day-dream was in my hand ; the golden stones to make my castles COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 103 in the air realities were heaped about my feet. •How I would build, build, build ! How charitable I would be ! How many desolate hearts I would cause to sing for joy ! How many poverty- stricken homes would I brighten and fill with plenty ! Nothing of personal luxury or indul- gence entered into my previsions ; I would be rich to do good, and rich for that only. From which glorified dreams the eye of my mind dropped down upon the narrow iron bed in the bare barrack-room, where the gatherer of the golden stones was resting from his weary labours. I am not usually a nervous or superstitious woman, but at that view my heart beat louder, and I glanced hastily into the dim corners of the room. I was glad to rise up and pace the floor, and count the gas-lamps gleaming through the night for company. Then, I tried to picture what Mrs. Jacques was about at that hour ; next, I brought out a volume of St. Beuve and forced myself to read, but the admirable essayist was dumb for me. I could see nothing but the rigid outline of the massive coffined figure, the straight stiff hands, the feet uplifting the drapery, and the marble hardness of the visage ; and these struck 104 COUNTRY STORIES. on my memory more sharply, more vividly, than they had struck on my senses when I stood in his actual presence, — just as a mortal peril recurs to us with thick heart-throbs when we have passed it and escaped. I recalled an old saw, which says that if we do not touch the dead when we see them they will haunt us until they are fallen into dust, and then I remembered that I had held back from my uncle with the same reserve as I should have met him living. It was a foolish dread that assailed my excited imagination, but after strug- gling with it and endeavouring to battle it down in vain, I determined to return to the house and break the spell. Half way across the square I was ready to laugh for shame at m^y weakness ; I paused irresolute, and thought of turning back. But my folly was equal either way — whether I shrank from the possible ridicule of my uncle's servants, or from the superstitious promptings of my own imagination ; so I went forward and rang at the door. Roberts had put up the chain, drawn bolts, and bars, and locks, and made all secure for the night, and was therefore several minutes in opening to me. I heard the housekeeper speaking to him sharply, and saying, *' Who could it be } " COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 105 as she waited. When they saw me, their first idea evidently was that they had misunderstood me as to when I was coming into the house to remain, and that I was coming now. But a few words undeceived them ; I said plainly what I wished, and why I wished it. " Master was the quietest man in the world, ma'am," murmured Roberts, smiling, but respect- ful, " and no lover of tricks he wasn't neither, so surely he'd never be up to the mischief of haunting anybody now." It* was my distempered fancy, I said, tho- roughly ashamed of my weakness. Then, again, the housekeeper preceded me up-stairs, held her lamp aloft, and uncovered the dead man's face. I laid my hand on his forehead — then kissed him. " It is years, and years, and years, I should say, since master owned anybody that kissed him," observed Roberts, who had followed us into the room, and now stood at the foot of the bed with his one serviceable eye screwed up to con- centrate its vision on the countenance. I inquired if he had served him long. " Mrs. Proby and me have lived with him a matter of thirty years, haven't we, Mrs. Proby ? " he said. io6 COUNTRY STORIES. appealing to the housekeeper. She answered with a brief affirmative, replaced the napkin over her master's face, and turned to the door. I apologised for giving so much trouble, which Mrs. Proby assured me was no trouble at all, and Roberts, having dragged on his great-coat, trotted the grotesque shadows of his bow legs beside me until he had seen me safely restored to my inn. The fresh air had cooled my brain, for Uncle Burfield haunted me no more, but let me read in peace until I retired to bed. Oh, John, I wish you were here to help me under my new cares ! To speak literal truth, I have not enjoyed one serene, lazy hour, since I came into my fortune ; and to me, without leisure, life will soon become a wearisome drag. It seems sometimes like a mockery, a cruel sarcasm, to have made me rich — at my years, too, when I was settled down into a certain monotony and quiet ease which suited my temper marvellously well. My pretty room at Mrs. Jacques's with its old- fashioned bow-window and lovely view ; its shelves choicely furnished with books, the precious gather- ing of a score of years ; its summer seat with a glimpse of sea, and winter corner by the fire, was COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 107 infinitely pleasanter than any of the rooms here. I have tried each one in turn, and not a cozy nook can I discover from the top to the bottom of the house. When Air. Burfield had taken possession of his last narrow home in Kensal Green Cemetery, I took possession of his abdicated residence in Russell Square, and here I am. I have arrayed myself in complimentary mourning, have retained my uncle's old servants, and am seeing my lawyer nearly every day. Our business is more tedious than complex. Three years before his death, Mr. Burfield had freed himself from all commercial speculations, and made careful investments of his great wealth. It is difficult for me to realise the vastness of my inheritance. It is all in funds, bonds, shares, debentures, ground-rents, and mortgages ; it brings no territorial associations or responsibilities. It is simply money, the hard gatherings of a hard life which was spent, or wasted, in the mere thankless labour of heaping up riches without object, without honour, and without profit. And yet there was a romance in the old man's youth — a little love-story which was touching in its simple truth. You are going to hear how I found it out. io8 COUNTRY STORIES. A few days after the funeral, Mr. Worsley called my attention to the necessity I was under of examining my uncle's private papers, which he had kept apart in a bureau in his bed- room, and one wet morning, immediately after breakfast, I set myself to the task, having first ordered a fire to be lighted, and the heavy piece of furniture to be moved into convenient proximity to it. I found them to consist chiefly of letters and memoranda of family interest, entirely dis- connected with business ; and the first thing upon which I laid my hands was a packet of my own notes in acknowledgment of the paltry pension he allowed our dear mother during the four years pre- ceding her death. I separated them and cast them on the fire : I am one of those people who destroy lumber, especially sentimental lumber. The next was a bulky parcel bound round and sealed within a strip of parchment. It consisted of letters, on the outer fold of which was written the name and the date of each. They were about forty in number, and were arranged in numerical sequence. I smiled as I severed the strip of parchment, saying to my- self, that my uncle must have anticipated somebody was lying in wait to write his biography, and so had COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 109 got the material ready to his hands ; but I was interested, and carefully arranging the mass, I began my task by taking each letter as it came. The first was labelled in a clear female hand : " From dear Benjamin, at Shrewsbury School, 1804." It was a thorough schoolboy's letter to a mother who loved him ; less formal than such docu- ments are when overlooked, and worse spelt, but more frank-hearted and affectionate. The writer was in some tribulation with his masters about his non- application to classical learning, and wished his mother to plead with his father that the bent of his education might be changed. It closed with a sort of calendar of the days up to the midsummer holidays. The second was : " From Ben to his sister Hetty." It was in scrupulous round hand, profuse in capitals, and illustrated w^ith grotesque pen-and-ink sketches of boys' games for the amuse- ment of a child. The artist had flattered neither himself nor his companions, but sister Hetty must have chuckled over the pictures with exquisite delight. I laughed over the discoloured paper myself, and felt irresistibly softened towards Uncle Burfield. Once upon a time, that fossilized gold- gatherer had cherished kind family affections. no COUNTRY STORIES. Then came a document written on a sheet of sermon-paper : " From my Father at Dene Par- sonage, 1804." The mother had spoken to the father for her son, and here was the answer to that plea. Benjamin was reminded of the exertions that had been made at home to give him an education for the ministry, and exhorted to persevere. A few lines in the same strain, but more tender, had been added by his mother, and at the end sister Hetty sent him kisses. I pictured to myself the lad's impatient disappointment in reading all that vexatious good advice ; and then took up the next letter : " From my dear Mother. The news of my Father's Death. Dene Parsonage, 1808." It was very sorrowful — spoke of poverty, of leaving the home of her married life and the birthplace of her children, almost complainingly ; spoke of her husband with wifely tenderness, respect, and regret. Benjamin must leave school and go to her. " My dear son, though you are but a boy, I place all my reliance on your gene- rous and affectionate disposition," she wrote;' and then went on to say how the plan for his entering the ministry must be given up from lack of means to send him to college. She trusted the Almighty COMIXG IX TO A FORTUNE. in Father to raise up friends to her children, and her heart ached for a sight of her darhng boy. In the next, the poor mother's heart had ceased aching and hoping for ever. Orphan sister Hetty wrote to orphan brother Ben a Christmas letter to cheer him in his " dreadful dull lodging all alone in Holborn." Was he happy } Did he like his master, Mr. Parkinson .^ Had he any friends in the office } How she wished he was with her, and had some of Miss Stock's plum-pudding, though the plums were very scarce because of the high wind that was blowing up at Highgate when it was made. Should they ever, ever, ever have any more such Christmases as the Christmases at Dene when their father and mother were alive .^ She was afraid they never should. Her dearest, dearest love to brother Ben. That was ^z^r mother who wrote, John — can't you fancy you hear her tremulous, loving voice all through .? I shall keep her letters for you till you come home, for home you must come now. Though during that wet morning I went through the whole long series of letters, that is no reason why they should be inflicted in continuity upon you — a brief selection will be enough to 112 COUNTRY STORIES. show you what our Uncle Burfield once was, and how he must have changed before you knew him. There were three more from Hetty to her brother at Mr. Parkinson's ; still the same affec- tionate spirit pervaded them, and still the two were all in all to each other. Then I came upon a batch of six-and-twenty letters tied together by themselves, and bearing an inscription in my uncle's hand : " My own letters to Anne Cardigan ; returned to me when she married William Hatherton Gabriel, 1817." Old love-letters, of course — the faded romance of Mr. Burfield's life. The fascination of curiosity drew me on to read what, perhaps, I ought to have passed over ; and yet I am glad I read them, for they have helped me to think more kindly of his memory. He was dry and concise enough in his correspondence with me, but when he was young he could write very fervently to "sweet Anne Cardigan." She was his " bonnie love," his "darling mouse" — a dozen foolish, fond, en- dearing names, which sounded heartful, passion- ate, tender, after the lapse of more than a quarter of a century ; but I presently found myself doubt- ing whether this " sweet Anne Cardigan " had COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 113 in reality been quite worthy of the ardent love shed upon her. I learned our uncle's early struggles from certain passages of this corre- spondence. He was a small-salaried clerk at Mr. Parkinson's, and lived with his sister in indifferent lodgings, where she had a garden " three feet deep and seven feet long on the leads outside her window, and an uncommon show of flowers she had raised, I can tell you, Miss Quiz, though we have not such pure air as blows over your blessed nest." In the midst of his tenderer protestations the lover continually urged his fast improving prospects, and predicted that some day he should be rich enough to "deck his delight in diamonds and cloth of gold, if her vain little heart coveted such sumptuosities." From often- recurring allusions I was led to conjecture that this exacting maiden was possessed of a bewil- dering beauty, and of a vanity that craved much incense of admiration and flattery ; that she was fond of dancing and fine company, gay dresses and extravagant parties of pleasure, and that, though a promised wife, she did not deny herself a train of followers, amongst whom the name of a certain WiUiam Gabriel occurred most fre- VOL. I. 8 114 COUNTRY STORIES. quently. Further on in the correspondence the progressive rises in the writer's salary were chro- nicled, and one letter was almost entirely devoted to our mother's wooing and wedding ; after which event he became gravely urgent that " dear hard- hearted Anne " should complete her engagement, and become his wife. There was a rather bitter passage in this letter, in which he enumerated his claims upon her. '' Four years of service hard as Jacob served for Rachel, loving devotion, faith un- wearied, a heart warm and constant, a home simple and sufficient, and a purse containing three hundred and fifty golden portraits of his gracious Majesty annually renewed. Anne, dear hard-hearted Anne, will you marry me now, or will you put me off until I am as old, rich, and decrepit as Andrew Parkinson, who bought him a handsome wife last week with the fat store in his ancient money- bags .^ " It seemed that Anne must have elected to wait for wealthier days, as the succeeding epistle was intermixed with reproaches on that score. " You think too much of money, Anne," it said : " a fine house would not make you happy. Money will not buy love, joy, youth, health, which are our glorious possession. You are foolishly afraid COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 115 of poverty — but you would never be poor with me. Oh, Anne, if you would only be brave for your love ! I know I could content you if once I had you with me all my own. Though we cannot begin with a fine house, a carriage, and contingent em- barrassments, I know my fortune will grow up to them. My darling, you would crowd all life into twelve months' space if you had your will. Write me a dear kind letter like a sweet sensible Anne, and tell me you have reconsidered your hard sentence, and are ready to revoke it. My love, I cannot live and be a good man without you." All the letters after this were alternations of passionate love, bitter reproach, and angry recrimi- nations. The name of William Gabriel now occurred with jealous repetition ; questions, suspi- cions, charges were founded upon it, as the result proved, but too justly. The last, which told the end of the story, was almost cruel in its tone of contemptuous rebuke. "You will be miserable, Anne, miserable in the midst of all WiUiam Gabriel can give you, because you do not love him ; but you will deserve every pang, every mean degrading torture, because you are selling yourself for money where a woman should only give herself for love.'" ii6 COUNTRY STORIES. Thus closed the one sentimental episode of our Uncle Burfield's life. What think you of it John ? It seems to me that Anne Cardigan soured an honest manly spirit, and turned the sweet waters of his life into bitterness. When I continued my researches, another mis- cellaneous packet came to hand, at the top of which were some of our grandfather's letters to his son at school. I read one or two, but finding them mere sonorous Johnsonian compositions, with little per- sonal interest, I passed them over, and went on to a group inscribed : '' From William Gabriel, after the failure of Gabriel's bank, 1826." Another followed : *' From William Gabriel at Bologne, 1827 ; " and the next after that was " From William Gabriel's widow — a begging petition to which I did not reply, 1827." The date of this letter placed it ten years after that which closed their correspon- dence as lovers. In that interval Mr. Burfield had got on in the world, had hardened and taken the gold fever, had given up his faith in the better part of human nature, and pensioned his widowed sister with a grudging parsimony. Of this period were a few ill-composed documents in a female hand, curiously intermixed of affection and calculation ; COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 117 that correspondence had its climax in an epistle of profuse acknowledgment for some satisfactory- pecuniary arrangement which ]\Ir. Worsley had been empowered to make, and then it ceased altogether. From first to last the letters from this hand spread over a space of eight years. Then came several more from William Gabriel's widow, all uttering a cry of destitution and a plea for help. For a long time it appeared that Mr. Burfield had turned a deaf ear to these petitions, but at length, there was a note thanking him for a dona- tion which, she said, had enabled her to procure medical aid for her child, then lying sick of a fever. All her subsequent letters continued to describe her as poor, and struggling vainly to educate her son. Mr. Burfield's charity was appealed to in every one. and there were many allusions to former days, which, perhaps, she would have been glad to bring back ; but, somehow, she failed of being pathetic ; such allusions echoed less of past affection than of present regret. Her " Oh, my dear and true friend, had I but listened to you, and followed the dictates of my own heart when we were both young, how different now would have been my condition ! " had all the metallic resonance which 1 1 8 CO UNTR V STORIES. had jarred out of tune for ever the finest chords in Mr. Burfield's breast. I could not help feeling an- noyed that he should have so often complied with the clamorous demands of this mercenary woman. She wearied him by her importunity. " From William Gabriel's widow, for money. Sent her 50/.," occurred again and again. But at length there came one letter, simpler in expression, briefer, and more natural, upon the enclosure of which was written, " Anne's last letter, two days before her death, 1838." ''Dear friend," she said, towards the end of it, " I have not strength to write much to you now, beyond begging you to be kind to my boy, and humbly entreating you to pardon the great, great wrong I once did you. I have long known how it poisoned your life, though you have been so nobly good to me, who deserved nothing at your hands but scorn. I see now how wicked and cruel my conduct to you was, but I did not see it then, and I have suffered for it sorely since. I pray you and the Almighty to forgive me. If I had my life to live over again, I would live it very differently." This brought me to the end of the assorted letters ; there were a few of no moment lying loose in the desk, and a thick bundle of newspaper COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 119 extracts, which I kept for leisure perusal, seeing ;hey were contemporary accounts of events most of which have passed into the obscurity of ancient history. Then there was a packet of mourning cards, which showed that Mr. Burfield had outlived many friends and acquaintance ; then there was a dog's brass collar, engraved with his master's name and place of abode ; and there was an old faded red silk huswife, with rusty needles and threads in it still, and within the pocket was a card and a lock of tarnished yellow hair — the card was a common visiting-card, with " Miss Anne Cardigan " printed upon it, and across one corner was written, " Come early to-night" The last thing was a flat case of miniatures painted upon ivory ; each portrait being set separately in a narrow rim of gold, with a ring attached for a chain to be passed through. They are family likenesses : our grandfather, grand- mother, and probably great-aunts and uncles — they are quite old by the costumes, and I do not recognize any. When my task was accomplished, I stretched my arms above my head with a grateful sense of relief; then leaving the bureau open to air, after its delivery of its musty secrets, I descended to I20 COUNTRY STORIES. the drawing-room, to indulge a brief spell of reflection over my discoveries. Do I weary you, dear John? Have I gossiped long enough ? But consider the greatness of the occasion — and I have nearly done. When I came to inquire of Mr. Worsley, I found that the son of Mrs. Gabriel is still living, and in good repute as an artist ; if you read the Art criticisms in our papers and magazines, which probably find their way out to Melbourne, you must know his name. Mr. Burfield brought him up after his mother's death, though without future expectations from himself, but he left him a legacy of a thousand pounds. With the exception of bequests to his old servants, and the gift of two valuable paintings to his physician, no name besides my own occurs in the will. But though our uncle did not choose to remember you, my dear brother, it will be all the same as if he had made us equal ; for what is mine is yours. I am alone in the world, with few friends and no ties of kindred but yourselves — will you come home again with Mary and the children I have never seen 1 I shall be very restless until I hear from you, and for myself I shall neither do nor devise anything. When I can escape from the lawyers COMING INTO A FORTUNE. 121 and the inevitable business entailed on me by my heiress-ship, I shall return to my lodgings at Mrs. Jacques's, and there stay until news of you reaches me. Think of me as unsettled and anxious meanwhile, and do not delay to write. It is much to ask of you to break up the connexions and habits of twenty years, but to those born and bred in dear old England, methinks it must always be felt as /wine. My dear love to Mary and all your darlings, and every blessing on yourself. Margaret Stansfield. END OF '' COMING INTO A FORTUNE. BY THE SHORE OF LIFE. LONE by my fireside dreaming, Counting life's golden sands : Counting the years on my fingers Since my youth and I shook hands — Since I stood weak and weary On the shores of a troubled sea, And my youth and its hopes went drifting Down the ebb tide dark and dree — Counting the years on my fingers And looking along the shore, Back to the spot where we parted. Parted for evermore, — Many a precious footprint Trace I upon the sands, Hence to the shadowed waters Where my youth and I shook hands. BY THE SHORE OF LIFE. 123 Wavering and slow at their outstart, Oft halting and turning back, Alone in the mournful journey, Are the first steps on the track ; Looking away at the sea-mists — Not at the stumbling feet, — Are the tear-blind eyes of the wanderer Where she and Pale Sorrow meet. Her passion is mute in this presence, And low, with her face on her hands, Keeps she a vigil of silence Midst the wrecks on the storm-beat sands ; Till comes through the moonless darkness. Wraith-like, unheard and slow. With trailing garments of mourning, Patience^ with heavenward brow. She rises up fi-om her weeping, And looks o'er the sea again ; But night is low on the waters, And her eyes may watch in vain. Onward, by Patience guided, Onward along the shore. Leaving the wrecks unburied, Unburied for evermore. 124 COUNTRY STORIES. Peace comes in the morning twilight, Strength comes in the later day, And all these four together, Press forward upon the way. Not without bitter struggle, Passes the noontide heat ; Turned back and checked and baffled. Oft are her weary feet. Could she but sit and rest her One hour by the whitening wave, And gather old dreams around her. It is all that her" soul would crave \ But no ! she must work and suffer While the day is daylight still. There is time for rest and idlesse In the grave beyond the hill. Quicksand and ghastly breakers Are there on the forward track : '' Go on," moans the tide advancing, " No Hngering, no looking back ! " Swifter, and ever swifter, Comes the roll of the mighty flood, And the waves of dark Time sweep over. The spot where late she stood. BV THE SHORE OF LIFE. 125 A wide, black waste of water, Strewn o'er with spar and mast. The waifs that the currents carry, To the Present from the Past. Across that heaving whirlpool She may look and look again. There is only mist and foaming, Thick clouds and driving rain. Dead Hopes, lost Love, lost Happiness, Lie pale on the tempest sea — Seed so\Mi in youth for a harvest That should never gathered be. Forward and ever forward. Skirting the haggard rocks, Where no glimmer of golden sunshine, The dull grey silence mocks. Footsore and lagging often. Weary both heart and brain, — " Courage, faint-heart, and forward ! Such travail is not in vain." The heat of the day is over. Twilight enshrouds the sky : Gone back are the sullen waters, Leaving the foot-prints dry, 126 COUNTRY STORIES. Some faint in the deep-ribbed sea-sand In all their wandering maze, When she and her heart went blindly, Through long, long aching days. Some clear as if cut in marble, Straight on the beaten strand. Steady and true to their purpose, Guided by angel hand. Sitting alone by my fireside Alone this October night. Tracing a backward journey, By memory's pale moonlight. Looking through Life's long vista To its hours of golden sands. And counting the years on my fingers Since my youth and I shook hands — Till bright in the far-off distance, Like sun on a pictured scene. As I round the hills of autumn, The old spring-times are seen. END OF " BY THE SHORE OF LIFE." gtarr^. Fold thy robes close, the loud-voiced blusterer sweeps Over the whitened surges, mad with rage. Like cruel tyrant, heedless of who weeps, So he his desperate battle may but wage ! Pray for all sotds out on the storm-racked sea, That the great Pilot bring them safely home !— Pray for all souls who now their doom must dree. That He will take them where no storms can come ! Pale women watching on the beacon-hill, For fathers, husbands, sons, who'll sail no more, Let your tears cease, your mourning hearts be still, Safe landed are they on the heavenly shore ; Quiet in haven where ye fain would be Anchored in peace for all eternity ! LADY SEAMER'S LONG STEP. ISS DULCY CAREW had, at last, won what she had been begging and praying for all the days of her life — that is to say, all the days of her life since she was wise enough to realise her mother's theory, that it is the first duty of a poor, well-born, highly-educated young lady to marry a man of good family, of good fortune, and of any other good which nature might have made incidental to the bargain. Sir John Seamer had proposed to her, and she had accepted him. It was in the drawing-room, after a dinner- party ; and, when the momentous transaction was accompHshed, the gentleman went over and talked VOL. I. 9 I30 COUNTRY STORIES. to her mother. Dulcy stood leaning against the piano, turning over her music. Mr. George Mihier approached her and spoke ; she answered him con- fusedly, and with the tears in her eyes. Dulcy was not a lachrymose person, and what had occurred flashed upon him immediately. Dulcy Carew and he had been great friends once upon a time (once upon a time was about four years ago), but George was even poorer then than now, and she was ambitious and did not use him well. He remembered the miserable pain she had made him suffer, and though he was radically cured of that wound, which had not even left a cicatrice, he had not forgiven her. He did not address her a second time, but turned away with a remorseful generosity. He had first loved and then hated her. When she would have amused her leisure with him again, he mortified her. Now he was indifferent ; she had lost her power of fascinating him. If he had seen the man in the moon courting her he would not have cared. The same cannot be said for Dulcy. George was a generous, sensible, affectionate, lovable man — if he only could have gratified her grand desires. More's the pity, George could not. He could only LADY SEAMER'S LONG STEP. 131 give her a genuine love and admiration, a share of his younger son's moderate allowance, and a venture in his Bank of Hope. Dulcy preferred certainties and securities, and she refused him at her peril — refused him with much misgiving and reluctance, and a pain, the permanence of which she had yet to learn. She had a certain tender- ness for George which his persistence might have blown up into a flame of devotion ; but her suitor lacked patience and humility, and withdrew alto- gether. So her chance was lost — her best chance. And now, season after season had slipped away, until she was turned of four-and-twenty, until, possibly in the just fulfilment of her destiny, Sir John Seamer, whom she neither loved nor respected, was talking confidentially to mamma, and Dulcy was answering George Alilner with the tears in her eyes. There was no plea for those tears — she had got what she craved most. It behoved her to look triumphant and to feel triumphant, but somehow the mood would not come. Perhaps in the moment of fruition, her heart was sorer than it had ever been since she refused George, and by-and-by found out that he had quite ceased to love her. As he turned away 132 COUNTRY STORIES. from her, she perceived that he had understood her dignified position, and that he despised her for having attained to it. But it was too late to care for that now — Sir John finished his brief colloquy with her mother, and returned to her side with the assured, jubilant air of an accepted lover. Then George was tempted to watch her. He saw her smooth her brow and summon reluctant smiles ; but finding the pastime, after all, rather dismal, he took leave of his hostess and walked away home, smoking a cigar. All sentimental reminiscences of Dulcy disappeared with the vapour, and when he reached his chambers he was his own man again completely. After the great event of the evening Mrs. Carew could not be sorry to see her guests depart ; and, by eleven o'clock, the house in Curzon-street was cleared of them all — even of Sir John Seamer himself — and Dulcy was shut up with her mamma in that pretty retirement called the boudoir. With a softness quite unusual to her, Dulcy had stolen one arm round her mother's waist, and was resting her brow against her shoulder. The confession had been made, the successful daughter had been kissed and blessed abundantly, yet still Dulcy kept LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 133 that firm yet caressing hold upon her mother, as if she had yet more to say. Presently it came. " Mamma, I do not want it to be talked about until quite the time ; I am not proud of it, you know." " My love, half the world will envy you." " Let them ! But remember, mamma, I will not hear it talked about. You are not even to tell Lady Milner." "But, sweetest, it must be known. Sir John will speak of it himself Lady IMilner is one of the oldest friends of his family." " I told him to say nothing, and he promised me he would not — not, at least, until we are home again, and then I shall not care. There is nobody at Avenham to make a fuss and worry." " You look at it in a very strange light, Dulcy. There is nothing to be ashamed of in Sir John, or in being mistress of Netherloup — such a beautiful romantic place ! I am sure it will be one of the proudest days in my life when I give you to him." Dulcy shuddered from head to foot. " I was sure you would wish it," said she faintly. " My dearest, I have always your good at heart. But come, you are feverish and excited ; I 134 COUNTRY STORIES. shall see you to bed to-night myself, and to-morrow all will look gay and promising." So Mrs. Carew led her daughter to her room, and performed for her tender motherly offices such as she had never put her hand to since poor Dulcy was ill of the scarlet fever, and would let no one else touch her. She understood, in part, the girl's sudden revulsion of feeling ; but she knew that it would wear off, and believed that it had better not be expressed. When Dulcy's head was on her pillow she renewed her maternal benedictions, and left her. As Dulcy was quite alone, and no spy peered into her chamber, we have no actual evidence that she passed half the night in miserable tears ; but this is very probable, for she was unfit to appear at breakfast the next morning, and for two days nobody calling at the house saw her, not even Sir John Seamen When she reappeared, it was to find that her urgent plea for secrecy had not been respected, and to receive the congratulations of friends, envious, surprised, curious, and compassionate, with a serenity which struck nobody with so much wonder as it struck herself. Any little unreality which she had tried to retain about her fate was LADY SEAMER'S LOXG STEP. 135 completely dissipated, and she saw her future very distinctly before her : Lady Seamer of Netherloup, wife of Sir John Seamer, the wealthiest landowner in the county, a man passionately fond of her, likely to surround her with every luxury and in- dulgence her heart could desire, mentally and morally her inferior, but not evil-spoken of by his class though not much looked up to either ; a posi- tion many young women would have embraced with triumphant delight — which had often, in fact, been secretly coveted by herself That was, when it was seen through the illusion of distance and improbabihty ; nearer at hand, its colours were far more sombre than attractive. She knew a good deal about Sir John Seamer, and she knew all the particulars of his disastrous family history, which people spoke low about when they spoke at all. Netherloup Hall was but three miles from Avenham, where she had been brought up by her mother, and in a country neighbourhood, gossip, especially romantic gossip, is the current coin of domestic society. Dulcy liked to hear her nurse tell of the curse of the Seamers, who had driven the nuns from Netherloup centuries ago, and got wrongful possession of their estates, which 136 COUNTRY STORIES. had never brought them luck, but only murder, disgrace in battle, early death at home, or a drivelling old age ; and then the chronicler would prove her words by asking, with awful solemnity, who lived in the high-walled garden on the edge of the park, where nobody ever passed by from year's end to year's end ? — who but Sir Reginald Seamer, who had been Bedlam-mad since his marriage almost — nay, some folks said before it ? His one son had been cashiered from the army for cowardice, and was living obscurely somewhere abroad, and his grandson reigned with his frigid mother in the old hall alone. All this was hap- pening when Dulcy Carew was a girl, and she heard whispers of it, as children do ; and when John came to Avenham to play with her brothers, she used to watch him timidly from a distance with a suspicious fear, lest the curse of his people might also have fallen on him, and that he might suddenly spring at her and strangle her. But all this nonsense faded from her mind as she grew up to womanhood. The high-walled garden lost its wretched prisoner, and a sumptuous tablet to his memory appeared on the chancel wall of Netherloup Church ; then the disgraced son LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 137 died in a drunken gambling-house brawl at Hom- burg, and John became Sir John, a young man of importance in his county by reason of his large landed property, if for nothing else. He was about three-and-twenty then, and not ill-looking — far from it. He had a frame of vast muscular power, and a broad fair face, rather vacuously good- natured in its ordinary expression, but with certain indications, nevertheless, that he did, now and then, give himself over to the demon, and suffer himself to be carried away by paroxysms of brutal rage. The servants, when he was a boy, used to give awful accounts of him, but as he grew up open- handed and generous to a proverb, they forgave him rough words, and contented themselves with shaking their heads when alluding to him, and saying he was " every bit a Netherloup Seamen" Sir John was just out of mourning for his mother when he made his proposal to Dulcy Carew. He had always liked her, but the late Lady Seamer detested Mrs. Carew as a scheming woman on the look-out to entrap an unwary heir for her handsome, clever, portionless daughter, and she had too much influence over her son's mind while she lived for him to dream of acting in opposition 138 COUNTRY STORIES. to her desires. But when she was gone, Sir John, being thrown entirely on his own resources, natur- ally sought the society of those with whom he was on the friendliest footing. He disliked forms and ceremonies, he disliked, in fact, whatever gave him trouble, and finding a ready welcome whenever he presented himself at Avenham, he soon became a daily visitor there. Mrs. Carew flattered him, and if Dulcy did not flatter him too, she did something very much akin to it, in never discouraging him. She had every opportunity of seeing and knowing what his natural disposition was, and when she accepted his proposal, we must believe that she did so with her eyes open, and laid her account of what she might have to do and endure against the obvious advantages of a rich match. Mrs. Carew carried her daughter down to Avenham as soon as her engagement had gained sufficient notoriety to make it binding. Until Dulcy had been repeatedly congratulated, and had as repeatedly acquiesced in her approaching eleva- tion, her mother had a lurking distrust that she might suddenly give way to her feelings of fear and repulsion and break with Sir John ; but George Milner did not cross her path any more ; LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 139 he had gone to do some mountaineering. There was a fuss of friends, and a fuss of ordering finer}', and there were presents and a hundred things besides, to distract her attention, and about the middle of September, the proudest day of ^Irs. Carew's Hfe arrived, and at Avenham Church, in the face of a crowded and respectable congrega- tion and a small army of friends, she gave her daughter to Sir John Seamer of Netherloup, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, until death should them part. There is something very solemn about a mar- riage, whether of love, of convenience, or of ambi- tion — this came, I suppose, under the last head — and none of the young bridesmaids, when they looked at Dulcy's white face and desperate expres- sion, saw anything to covet in the position she had won. George Milner was not present, he was still in Switzerland, but his mother, as one of the oldest friends of the family, was there in great pomp and splendour. The old lady said to more persons than one during the course of the day, that, ill as Dulcy had used her George, she was really sorry for her ; but if a girl would marry for money rather than love, she I40 COUNTRY STORIES. deserved to look and feel wretched at least on her wedding-day. Mrs. Carew remained at Avenham triumpliant, while Sir John and his new wife went to Paris, and overran Italy ; in short, performed the grand foreign bridal tour in the most orthodox way. In March they returned to England, and came down .straight to Netherloup Hall. Then began the series of calls of ceremony, and there were a hundred and one opinions as to how Lady Seamer looked, and a thousand and one speculations as to whether or no she was happy. But her mother was serene and satisfied, and confidently communi- cated to all her intimates that Sir John made the very best husband in the world ; and people agreed to believe that Dulcy Carew's bargain had turned out better than might have been expected. When the London season arrived, Lady Seamer of Netherloup was generally allowed to be the flower of it, and George Milner, regarding her with wonder and admiration, said to himself what a consummate actress she was, and questioned whether the organisation of the female sex was really provided with a heart, or only with a muscle of a plastic and a non-sensitive nature, which LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 141 could adapt itself to every fate as readily as hers had done. Lady Seamer had pride — she had also discre- tion, and she had that faculty, more peculiarly developed amongst women, of concealing what she would have been ashamed to make public, and of enduring in silence, and with a certain dignity, the private pangs which she could not get rid of. Sir John was sufficiently courteous to her in com- pany, and he could not be exactly said to use her roughly at home ; but his dociHty and affection as a husband did not fulfil the professions of his courting days. Like most weak persons, he was suspicious, and suspicion developed in him a cunning watchfulness which soon discovered the signs of his wife's indifference to himself, and exaggerated them into a preference for somebody else. He did not proclaim his doubts in so many words, but he put them into prompt action. It had been arranged that when the London season closed they should go abroad for a few months, and Lady Seamer had already settled points of meeting with other wandering friends, when Sir John one night sucfdenly informed her that on the 142 COUNTRY STORIES. morrow she must prepare to go down to Netherloup ; he was tired of London, and he was not in the humour for travelling. Lady Seamer ventured to ask why ? He told her that it was his will, and that was enough. She acquiesced with a beautiful meekness, and it must have been a terrible fear that had brought Dulcy Carew to that point of submission, but she said afterwards, in confidence to her mother, " I dare not oppose him ; it would be more than my life is worth ever to say him nay ; when he is in one of his passions he is capable of killing me, and I believe he would be no more responsible for it than a savage animal. O mother ! the days and nights of horrible, sickening terror I went through last winter I can never tell you ! I have wished myself dead many and many a time." This was what she had exchanged the chance of love and happiness with George Milner for ! She had fine houses, and fine equipages, costly jewels, and many friends ; but a husband whom she could only compare to a savage animal, and with whom she existed in terror of her life. Fear had rendered her very tractable ; observing per- sons noticed how she deferred to Sir John's wishes, LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 143 consulted his opinions, and watched his eye if it might be possible for her to forestal a desire before it was expressed ; and thoughtful persons said she was much to be pitied, and her mother was much to be blamed, and they hoped no harm would come of it, but that really they should not at all like to be in Lady Seamer's place, even for twice the pomp and splendour for which she had sacrificed herself. During the third week in June, Sir John and Lady Seamer went "down thus unexpectedly to Netherloup ; Mrs. Carew, at the same time, return- ing to her house at Avenham. It was a country neighbourhood, where the gentry had, for the most part, only moderate means, and therefore hved at home nearly all the year round. The arrival of the Seamers at Netherloup was, therefore, a gratifica- tion, and while the summer lasted, they were made the object and excuse for strawberry-parties, and pic-nics, and water-parties without end. Lady Seamer thankfully encouraged these moderate dis- sipations as varying the monotony of her life, and keeping Sir John in good humour ; the last depend- ing now on a continuous effort which it was most wearisome and irksome for her to have to make 144 COUNTRY STORIES. alone. People began to whisper that Lady Seamer led a life far from enviable with " that surly brute " her husband, and when George Milner came home again in October, his mother had twenty ugly stories to tell him of what was said to be going on at Netherloup. But it was no concern of George's any more ; Dulcy had chosen her own lot and must abide by it He was a barrister, and, perhaps the wrongs of miserable wives were no secret to him ; he was very sorry, of course, but he had nothing more to say. Dulcy's brothers were angry with their mother for having encouraged the match, but obviously that could do no good ; and as for a separation (which was suggested), there was no absolute cruelty to allege, even if Dulcy would have come forward to claim protection, which she would not ; in fact, when questioned by any one except her mother, she systematically and obsti- nately denied that she had any ground of com- plaint against Sir John ; but the servants' tongues were free to wag, and they wagged to a very different tune. During the shooting season, Netherloup was ■filled with constant relays of guests ; and, when LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 145 the shooting season was over and the hunting begun, Sir John, who was an ardent sportsman, being busy, had less time to annoy his wife, which was fortunate, for, during the month of. December, Lady Seamer gave birth to a son and heir, con- cerning whom there were all the ordinary rejoicings. The winter months passed away to the middle of March without any outbreak from Sir John of more than average ferocity ; but about that time George Milner came down into the country on a visit to his mother, in company with whom he called at Netherloup. Sir John was out ; but the visitors saw Lady Seamer looking handsomer than ever, in gay spirits, and with as few signs as pos- sible of being an ill-used wife. Lady Milner said it was all put on. She had seen Dulcy franticly miserable ; but it was quite right of her to keep a veil over her wretchedness with the world in gene- ral ; it did not mend matters to make them the gossip of the country-side. For three weeks past there had been dry weather and a parching east wind, which was blowing keenly over the hills as Lady Milner and her son drove away from Netherloup. George looked back at the fine old mansion perched above VOL. I. 10 146 COUNTRY STORIES. the Nethercliff, below which roared and boiled the Loup, bounding from ridge to ridge of the rock, all white with foam and spray. Seen from the road, the house appeared in some parts almost to over- hang the precipice, but there was in reality a terrace of some twenty feet in width between the walls and the cHff above the Loup : a very agile and sure-footed man could even descend to the bed of the torrent by clinging to the bushes and spring- ing to projecting ledges on the face of the rock, but it was a very hazardous feat, and not one that was often attempted. The situation was picturesque in the highest degree, with its mingling of wood and water, grey cliff and green turf; but whether it was worth having at the price Dulcy had paid for it. George could not determine. That night, when Mrs. Carew was about to retire to bed, less at ease in her mind now than she used to be on those maxims of worldly wisdom in which she had trained her daughter, she put aside the curtain from the window to look out, as her custom was, towards Netherloup. It was full moon, and the bare out- line of the hills was distinct, even the Netherloup hills, three miles away ; and with a sigh, still tem- pered by a lurking hope that matters would grow LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 147 more harmonious there by-and-by, she dropped the drapery and betook herself to her slumbers. In the dead of the night she was awakened by a cry below her window, " Mamma, mamma! " and then the house-bell rang as if pulled by a terrified tremulous hand, and the agonized voice rose again, " Mamma, mamma ! " Mrs. Carew thought for a moment that she was the victim of a horrible night- mare, but the ringing continued, and she heard a scurry of feet, and by the time she had got out upon the landing the door was being hastily opened below, and her own servant, who had lived with her ever since her own marriage, exclaimed, in accents of awe and amazement, " Lord ha' mercy upon us, Miss Dulcy ! but you must be stark staring mad to ha' run across the country a night like this, and nothing on but your night-clothes, and the blessed bairn, too ! Goodness grant you ha' not both gotten your deaths ! " And trembUng as if she had the palsy, Mrs. Carew tottered down the stairs, and received in her arms the form of her daughter, who hugged her vehemently, exclaiming, " Oh, mamma, we are safe, we are safe ! " in hysterical sobs of terror and thankfulness. 148 COUNTRY STORIES. By this time all the household was assembled, and the women, in sympathetic sorrow, got the poor young mother and her child into a warm room, and bathed her bleeding feet. The old nurse and Mrs. Carew listened to her spasmodic complaints and exclamations, and tried to quiet her as well as they could. Dreadful shivers ran through and through her frame, and sometimes her words were so wild that they thought she was seized with sudden frenzy ; but they were true enough. '' He swore he would kill me," was one of these revelations ; " he has said so often before ; but to-night I know he meant he would, and I waited until the house was still, and then I thought I would get away ; but he had fastened my door on the outside, and there was only the window, and while I was listening and thinking, I heard a crackling in the corridor, and the smoke began to curl in at the crevices, and there was a smell of fire. So I took up baby and put a blanket over him : the window opens easily, and I got down by the great old ivy bushes on the tower. Oh, mother ! and I got down by the Loup and over the water." " Eh, Lady Seamer, that was a long step, but LADY SEAMERS LONG STEP. 149 the angels helped you, surely ! " cried her nurse. And where Lady Seamer escaped down the cliff and over the Loup, is called " Lady Seamer's Long Step " to this day. That night Netherloup was burnt to the ground, and Sir John Seamer, whose mad act it was, never from that time, though he lived to be an old man, was safe to go at large any more. His wife remained at Avenham with her mother, greatly changed in character and temper by that terrible night's escape from a terrible death. Her child did not grow up, and the estates passed, on Sir John's death, to a distant branch of the Seamers, whom misfortune did not persecute with such deadly tenacity. They rebuilt the house, and one of the chief points of attraction to visitors is still to examine Lady Seamer's long Step, and to marvel how she got down it. Some persons de- clare it to have been impossible ; but tradition stands fast amongst the country people, who have added to it a feature of the supernatural, that *' an angel, all in white, helped her." END OF "LADY SEAMER'S LONG STEP." THE GRAVE IN THE MOORLAND. OW lieth it, long grass upon it waving, Wide lieth it, storm-winds around it raving : No stone marketh it : it is all alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone. Upon the northern slope of the black fell, Deep hidden midst the purple heather swell ; A little mound, unhallowed, all alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone. No foot seeketh it : it heareth no sound of weeping. No heart guardeth it, a faithful vigil keeping. They who loved it are gone — all dead and gone, They have their rest 'neath graven stone ; THE GRAVE IN THE MOORLAND. 151 It hath the snows and winds and rains of God Moaning for ever on its lonely sod ; They have their cross and crown — it is alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone. Unquiet heart ! poor, sinful, maddened heart 1 Is rest with thee, poor broken, weary heart ? Or hath its dust a throb and pant of pain — Hast thou ta'en Death unto thyself in vain ? When men speak of thee, they speak hushed and low, As if they feared that sounds could come and go From them to where thou liest all alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone When the white glimmer of the moonHght glideth Along the lonely fells, the darkness hideth About thy grave, thy wild, unholy grave ; No angel step resteth beside thy grave. The sunshine, moon, noon, eve, doth pass it by, The rank grass waveth, but no flowers grow nigh, Nor God nor man cometh : it is alone, The day and the night through alone, alone. O ! coward heart, that could not strive nor bear. Thou wast aweary, aweary of despair. Thou wouldst have rest, and now thou art alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone. 152 COUNTRY STORIES. Thy name haunteth a memory here and there, Lips breathe it Hke a curse upon the air, None with love, remember thee — thou art alone, The day and the night through, alone, alone, Ever alone. END OF "THE GRAVE IN THE MOORLAND.' Sf>^- Welcome, O sweet caprice of smiles and tears ! Spoilt darling, with the fickle, flashing eyes. Trembling 'twixt joy and foolish happy fears, Now laughing loud, now shivering through with sighs. Pleasant art thou, young sister of the Spring, Light dancing o'er the golden fronded moss ; To thy fresh notes the merry echoes ring, While larches shake their emerald tassels loose. Soft Aphrodite waits with myrtle croA^Ti To grace thee as the First Love of the World, To soothe thy sigh, beguile thy fretted frowoi. And kiss away thy anger, rain-empearled. Shine out, then, tenderly, bewitching elf. Earth hath no fairer child than thy fair sell I RUFUS HELSTONE. ROUBLES, calamities, judgments of God — ay, sir, they seem terrible when they come one after another on a man's head ; but, to my thinking, the most terrible thing of all that can happen to a bad man is that the Almighty should forget him, and let him alone. Sit down, sir, and let me tell you what happened in this very house, and round about it, when I was a lad, and what has happened since ; all winding from one clue into one piece. Right away from this spot to the abbey was forest then ; the house had been the lodge, and is called so yet. When the plough goes over the land, you may trace to this day the black circles 156 COUNTRY STORIES. where the great oaks stood and were cut down, and their roots charred to rot. Up the steep broken ground at the back were twisted, knotted, bearded crabtrees. I cannot tell you how many generations may have said in spring that the rosy blossoms of them were lovely, nor how many may have set their teeth on edge with the sour wild fruit — orchard it was once ; perhaps the sweet veins of the apple-grafts had run dry, and the natural stocks had put forth savage life again in their neglect. I cannot tell. The rift that goes down to the Southampton Water is just what it was — morass at bottom, and up the sides clothed with hollies, firs, bracken, and all luxuriant greennesses. As far back as my memory serves me, the Lodge Farm was tenanted by a family of the name of Helstone, and it is of my master, Rufus Helstone, that I am going to speak as a man God let alone. The Lodge had been gutted by fire since his time, but it was then kept in good repair, and looked outside much as it must have looked in old days, when ladies on a journey, whom the monks might not entertain in the abbey, rode up to its door and claimed a night's lodging and hospitality. There is enough of the ancient walls RUFUS HELSTOXE. 157 left to suggest what it was originally, but only just enough ; and inside all the fine old stonework and woodwork are gone. But the shafts of the oriel window stood the fire, and that was re-glazed, and there it is — a grand window, sir, and most beautiful for seeing the moonlight on the water. It was and is the dormitory for the farm-servants. I must ask you to go back with me to one night at the end of the last century, when there was everywhere upsetting, overturning, and war in the world, and we were fighting the French at sea. It was harvest-time, and the moon was nearly at full. The oriel window let in the light broad as day, but a more wakeful light. I can sleep in the sun, but the moon shining on my face is like a bad dream to me even now. I had my straw mattress in the darkest corner, but a very little stir would rouse me on these clear nights. At the time I am speaking of, there were only two of the farm-servants housed at the Lodge besides myself, the shepherd and waggoner — young men, and I but a lad to do odd jobs about the place, and help everybody. Yes, sir, I was a sailor since. I have been round the world, and have seen fifty years of 158 COUNTRY STORIES. adventures. But for an event to which I shall presently come, here I might have dug and delved all my life at the earth, never raising my eyes above it. I thank God that he has given me a wider view of His world. Shaw, the shepherd, was a solitary sort of man. I hardly remember the sound of his voice. He always whistled to his dog, and liked the dumb beast's company better than any Christian's. Waggoner was a rough, good-natured fellow, not readier with kicks and curses than most of his kind. He hardly belongs to my tale. Moonlight or storm was all the same to him. He slept and snored to drown the roaring of the wind in the big chimney on the loudest night. But shepherd was a restless mortal. He knew the stars, and had a deal of queer out-of-the-way knowledge that was not good for him. Not a bird could cry but it was an omen, not a leaf could fall but it was a sign. He knew all the ways of the forest, and all the wild stories people told of what had been done in it since the days when the Norman kings who conquered England made hunting-grounds of their corn-fields and habitations south and north, and were tracked and taken by strange deaths, they RUFUS HELSTONE. 159 or their sons, as they pursued the game over cold hearth-stones. When Shaw did talk, it was of such things as these, and he would always dwell on the dark end of his legends with a fierce enjoying pleasure. He could neither read nor write, but he had a wonderful memory and noticing power ; and if he had got the chance, I suppose he might have been made a scholar. But he did not get the chance. A favourite notion of his was that somewhere in the abbey, there was hidden treasure. What monastic ruin has not its tradition of rich coffined relics and secret hoards of gold t Ours has, of course, Shaw spent his Sunday afternoons there instead of in church, and it was a joke against him that he spent them questing for gold— a joke he sullenly resented as no joke, being convinced in his mind that a treasure there was, and that sooner or later he should find it. And the strangest thing of all is, sir; that he did find it. I know he found it, though / never handled it, nor even saw the glitter of the coin. He found it, and it was his destruction. That night of which I have spoken was the time, and I was the witness. He had lain down i6o COUNTRY STORIES. in his place, and had fallen asleep while I was still waking. He tossed, he groaned, he sat up. I think I can see him now, his white face that never tanned, his black hair and eyes, in the ghostly brightness of the moonlit room. He scared me wider awake than ever ; but presently he dropped into another uneasy sleep, from which he started a second time. The same thing was repeated ; but at the third time he got up and dressed himself with stealthy haste, saying over and over, with a low chuckling glee that sounded awful in the hush, " I see where it is ! I see where it is ! I see where it is ! " I lay very still, very still, holding my breath till he went out, when I put on my clothes and crept after him. He had left the door ajar, and I saw him just disappearing under the trees, with a pick over his shoulder. I said to myself that he would kill me if he discovered me following him. But I followed, slipping from tree to tree and from shadow to shadow. More than once I thought I saw another man besides himself; but when I looked earnestly to make the figure out, there was none. Shaw never glanced behind him — indeed, he was, no doubt, so possessed by his object that RUFUS HELSTONE. i6i he did not think of pursuit and detection. He came to the abbey, and went straight to a certain spot in the ruins (which I will show you, sir, if you please), where the moonlight was very strong. Without delay he tore the long grass away at the foot of the wall (there is no ivy on that part), and slowly, with his pick, levered out a stone. Then he knelt down. I did not dare to go near enough to see what it was he took from behind it and clutched to his breast with a loud peal of laughter ; but something he did take out, and take away, forgetting the pick that he had dropped in the grass. Fast he set off towards the cliffs. Where could he be going, I wondered. He went down and down the rift, and, when he had got nearly to the bottom, he stopped all on a sudden. I sup- posed -that he had just remembered the pick. He did not, however, return for it, but began to scrape away the dead leaves and soil with his hands under a clump of hollies, and there he con- cealed his treasure, carefully covering it up and drawing the boughs to the earth to hide where it had been disturbed. It was likely to be safe enough ; few people went or came that way. Then, sure that he would not remove it ag-ain VOL. I. II 1 62 COUNTRY STORIES. that night, I crept, and crawled, and ran to get back to my bed, and had barely time to cast off my clothes and hide myself breathless in my gloomy corner when he returned. The rest of the night I slept, and I hope so did he, though he was up before me, and when I looked into the tool-shed there was the pick in its usual place, so that he must have fetched it from the ruins the very first thing. All that morning there was about Shaw an air of suppressed exultation, which Helstone, when he saw him, remarked with a sneer. " You'll be finding that pot o' gold soon, Shaw," said he. "You have a look of good luck about you to-day." " That's more than I can say for you, master," was shepherd's reply. jt I had no chance of getting to the abbey, much as I wanted to view the place where Shaw had prised the stone out of the wall. I was clearing the flower-borders in the garden until dusk, and as I was putting by my tools he came and took away the spade. What I began at once to antici- pate happened that night. Shaw got up when the Lodge was all quiet, and stole out again, I follow- RUFUS HE LS TONE. 163 ing him as before. For ever so long he went up and down the orchard, seeking a good place to hide his treasure. Where three of the biggest crab-trees stand in a triangle, their roots writhed in and out of the earth, he dug a hole, neither wide nor deep ; for I looked at it well while he was gone to the rift to bring his treasure. When he returned with it, he sat down and nursed it, hugged it, wept over it, seemed hardly able to put it out of his sight. I got back safe, and about half an hour after he came back too. Now I had shepherd's secret I did not like it ; it became the terror of my life. He gave up his Sunday afternoon visits to the ruins, and sat either in the orchard itself or in the kitchen which looked upon it. I had opportunity enough now of going to the ruins, but I never ventured. He had taken on to be suspicious. From being a silent man, he became a mute ; but the stealthy watchfulness of his eyes was everywhere, especially on me. I hardly dared sleep o' nights lest he should do me a mischief, and when they grew long with the coming on of winter, I began to cast about in my mind how I would run away from the farm and go to sea. But I kept my plan very close for fear Shaw 1 64 COUNTRY STORIES. should forestal me with his hand or his knife at my throat. Running away was, however, none so easy ; and at last I told Helstone, one morning when we were afield together, that I wanted to leave the Lodge, and I told him why. I never knew till then that master was a bad man. *'Shsh!" hissed he, as he gathered my mean- ing, and glanced over his shoulder either way, as if the birds o' the air might carry the matter to Shaw. As I looked at him I wished heartily that I had kept my own counsel, for now I saw that I had two enemies to dread instead of one, and that Helstone was the more dangerous. For the rest of that day he never let me out of his sight. He was plotting what he would do. Early the next morning he sent Shaw off to Southampton with some sheep for the butcher, and me he ordered into the garden to work under the mistress's eye. He disappeared for a few hours, but about noon he came and told me to go down the rift and gather an armful of holly to deck the Lodge for Christmas, which was close at hand. This was, indeed, unless my memory fails me, Christmas Eve. RUFUS HELSTOXE. 165 The finest hollies and the richest in red berries grew near the bottom, and I had cut a big bundle and pocketed my knife again, when I was suddenly- pounced on by two kidnappers of the press-gang, which was always on the prowl in the great war time. " In the king's name," said they ; but I knew it was Helstone's doing, though I held my tongue, except to tell them I'd as Hef serve his Majesty as my master. The men laughed, and one of them answered that there was then no love lost between us, for my master had given them a golden guinea apiece to rid him of me. My adventures at sea have no place in this history, so I must ask you, sir, to skip over the three years' cruise that made a sailor of me, and land with me on the Hard at Portsmouth. I had a shore-going leave of three weeks while the War- Horse took in her stores for another cruise, and as the weather was fine and hay-harvest in progress, I walked over to Southampton to look up old friends. The first I dropt on was waggoner coming into the town with a load of grass, and he told me a deal that was news. The master, he said, was flourishing like a green bay-tree. He had added the High Farm to the Lodge Farm, 1 66 COUNTRY STORIES. and was growing mighty rich and prosperous, and bringing tip his sons like young squires. I told him again how I had been caught and carried off by the press-gang (not mentioning Helstone's share in it, of course), and how I was glad of it since I had tasted salt water, and he said they had heard of it at the Lodge. Two queer things had hap- pened on the same day ; I had disappeared, and shepherd had run stark mad. By bit and bit, from one and another, I got the whole story, but I got it from Helstone himself chiefly. I was not afraid of the face of any man now, and I went openly to see my old master, and ask him how he did ; taking heed, you may be sure, not to betray that I knew the good turn he had done me three years and a half before. I thought he was a little uneasy at first sight of me, but that went off, and he began to inquire if I recollected a cock-and-bull story I had told him of a treasure that Shaw, the shepherd, had found in the ruins, and buried in the orchard. " Oh yes," T said, " I recollect it ; and was there no treasure there t " " No," he replied, " nothing at all. Shep- herd's pranks of hiding and seeking had ended in dangerous insanity ; and though his ravings were RUFUS H ELS TONE. 167 all of gold, no gold had ever been discovered in any of his haunts." I believed only as much of this as I pleased ; but I kept my countenance, and asked what had become of Shaw after. Master raised his voice, and staring me full in the eyes, as if he defied my thoughts, said he had died in the madhouse at Southampton. " The best thing God could send him, if he was mad, was death," I said. When I came home from my second cruise, which was not for nearly seven years, Helstone was still in his place, and richer, and higher, and mightier than ever. All things had gone well with him, and all men spoke well of him. I remember one woman in the village who had barely enough to keep body and soul together, pointing out to me how the Lord had blest Jiim ; how he had laid farm to farm, and house to house ; how he had been forced to pull down his barns and build bigger, to store his fine harvests ; but when I came to inquire if he was a merciful man and a charitable man to the poor, she said, " Oh no, there was not a harder man in the forest ; but see how the Lord prospered him." I answered nothing, but 1 thought in my heart that the Lord was only letting 1 68 COUNTRY STORIES. him alone. It was easy for hard and greedy men to get rich in those bad times. In my next cruise, which was only a short one, we had a fight with the French off the coast of Spain, and I got the wound that disabled me for service aboard ship. But I was not disabled altogether for a life of adventure ; and when I was out of hospital, I made an engagement with a party of scientific gentlemen to go on an exploring expedition to Australia. Peace had beea made, the old king was dead, and Bonaparte was dead, and buried in his sea-island prison before I came back. Ay, sir, what a story that of Bonaparte's will be in the ages to come ! Rufus Helstone was a Bonaparte in a small way — a strong man without scruples. When I was at Southampton again in the year 1824, he was still alive, a hale and hearty man, with an easy satisfied air; the world had gone so very well with him, that he may have come to think his prosperity the best proof of his deserts. Well, sir, well, we know whether that is so or not ; man looks on the outward appearance, but God looks at the heart. I was away in America for another six years, and when I came home again Helstone's place RUFUS HELSTONE. 169 knew him no more. He had dropt and died one day, without a word, at his own gate, while he was driving a bargain with a cattle-dealer from Ports- mouth. His sons buried him with much pomp and vanity ; but no sooner had the grave closed over his head, than the luck that had followed him all his life turned against them. They were fine young men, good natured, better hearts than their father ; fair scholars too, and gentlemen in their looks and ways. You could not say — nobody could say — where the troubles came from that came on them, but troubles dogged them like a fate, or a providence, as you choose to consider it. The first thing was, the brothers quarrelled over the division of the property ; they lived in the same parish, and they never spoke. The elder, John, who had the Lodge Farm, married a lady from London, and kept her a carriage. She was a handsome and lively madam, but her pride could not brook the shock it sustained when her first child was born deformed, and not deformed only, but, as it soon appeared, a half-wit. She never had another to live, and she fell into low melancholy ways. I suppose she had not much comfort of her life. Her husband was wasteful ; he took to I70 COUNTRY STORIES. drinking, and his temper was soured with the con- stant vexations and failures he met in his business. If it was a bad year for the crops for other people, it was worst of all for him ; every ear of corn he cut sprouted in the stack, or rotted on the ground. If there was a disease amongst sheep, amongst cattle, it was of his flocks, his herds, that not a hoof escaped. Then came the firing of the Lodge, the farm-buildings, the stack-yard — no uncommon crime in those troublous times when reform in parliament did not bring immediate plenty into the cupboard of the half-starving labourers. It was the act of an incendiary, no doubt ; but for ever so long, though rewards were offered by the county and the government, the constables could get no inkling of who did it. John Helstone was ruined, and his wife died of the fright, and, during the misery of it, the brothers were made friends. James Helstone gave John and his poor lad a home, and they had lived together reconciled for nearly six months, when, on the information of John's former house-servant, James was charged with the arson. He was tried at the Winchester assizes, found guilty, and con- demned to death. And he was hanged for it, sir ; RUFUS HELSTONE. 171 and they brought his body home in a cart from the jail, and buried it on the north side of the church, where unbaptized children are buried. The Lord had mercy on his soul, and he died a penitent man ; but would you not say, sir, that the sins of the father were being visited on the children when I tell you that the general belief, and my belief, is that James Helstone's life was falsely sworn away by the very man who committed the crime ? He is walking the earth yet, and, to judge by his countenance, God is not leaving him alone. John Helstone lived a few years longer, a broken, miserable man, but, from what I have heard, he had peace at his death. As for the poor half-wit, his son, he is glad to do a hand's turn wherever he can to earn a mouthful of meat ; hut he can read Latin and Greek, sir, enough to give you the name of a book. He was sent to a good master to be made the best of while his father could pay for it. These are facts, sir, that all the world of here- abouts knows ; but over the facts I need not tell you that people have woven now a tissue of roman- tic stories. One is that old Rufus Helstone sold himself to the devil to have good luck in this world, and that the devil supplied him with strange money 172 COUNTRY STORIES. to make him rich. Now, I see a vein of truth in this, sir. I have been shown several ancient coins in and round the parish, coins both gold and silver, that Helstone paid away for rent, and stock, and wages, and which folks have kept for curiosity. One of the finest is a rose noble of Henry the Eighth, which the parson has — he took it in tithe. Now, this devil's money, you may be sure, sir, was the shepherd's treasure. That is my reading of the legend. What is yours, sir, if it is not the same } END OF "RUFUS HELSTONE.' ST. MARK'S EVE, ENEATH the Barbican's grey frown, Close by the entrance of the town, Where, by the wood, the hill slopes down With crest of ancient yews for crown, Standeth the Holy Cross. And at its foot a spring clear well, Made, as the country gossips tell, With chanted prayers and chime of bell When this was Blackburn moss. II. An awful plague was in the land, Each brother shunned his brother's hand ; The brooks ran dry as white sea-sand Till came with cunning hazel wand A grave and hoary monk. 174 COUNTRY STORIES. Came after him a motley tribe, With hiss and laugh, and scornful gibe, Bidding him foul moor waters bribe, Of which those died who drank. III. He let them scoff till at his prayer, 'Tis said, a fountain fresh and fair, Rose sparkling in the heated air And ever after bided there, A pure and ice-cold well. Broad stones around its brink were laid, And many a pilgrimage was made. And many a weary vow was paid At it as legends tell. IV. The church is but a pace away, Its porch is wide, its tower is grey. And ring the chimes the self-same lay. They rang through all that olden day, When the good water rose. Its crypts are deep, its aisles are vast, All dim and haunted by the past. With shadows ever round it cast. From peep of day to close. ST. MARKS EVE. V. Once, on the eve of good St. Mark, Just at the twdhght point of dark, E'er the deep sky put forth one spark, Or faithful watch-dogs 'gan to bark, Two gentle maidens came. All clad in black, with shrouded heads, Like penitents dropping their aves and beads. Or mourners hidden in funeral weeds But laughing, to their shame. VI. The gusts through the poplars drove like rain. Rattling against the window pane ; Trembled and shrieked the crazy vane, Under the winds long, heavy strain. As they passed by the Holy Cross. They sat them downi on the Well-stone, Talking in frolic whispered tone, Yet shivering at the mystic moan, Of the night upon the moss. vir. The sky was murk, the moon rose late. Was closed the city's outer gate : Slow sped the hours they had to wait. And sure the coming tide of fate. While hand in hand they stayed. 176 COUNTRY STORIES. One singing softly passed them by — A little laugh and then a sigh, A blushing cheek, a kindling eye, But they were hid in shade. VIII. He did not see them, he went on. They were silent when he was gone. The night grew darker and more lone, Deeper and louder the ghostly groan. Through the dense yew trees came. The younger and fairer was very still : She looked away up the shrouded hill, The vigil was long, and her heart Avas ill. With fear as well as shame. IX. " Let us go home," she gently said ; " The moon is rising murk and red, The rain is falling over head, The storm would almost wake the dead, And I am half afraid." '' Nay, leave me not to watch alone ! " The elder cried with pleading tone. " Rest you upon the Holy Stone, I in the porch's shade." ST. MARK'S EVE. 177 X. The younger stayed beneath the Cross, Watching the poplars sway and toss Their boughs the lonely road across, While echoed o'er the bleak bare moss, The stroke of every hour. In the church-porch all chill and dark The elder maiden dared to lurk, To watch who of her friends would work Their life-thread out that year. XI. The night stole on from hour to hour, Chimed from the dim and windy tower ; The rain fell in a sleety shower While blew the breeze with sturdy power Over the old clock's face. The hands went creeping true and right Second to second swift and straight, Until they paused on drear midnight, And twelve rang out apace. XII. With startled sobs the rain-drops fell Into the gurgling Holy Well ; Chimed out again the ancient bell, The first hour of the morn to tell ; The graves showed through the gloom. VOL. I. 12 178 COUNTRY STORIES. It struck again and thrice again, And then the moon began to wane, And dawn shone grey on every pane And every mossy tomb. XIII. Then slanting down the eastern hill. Across the road, upon the rill. The sunbeams stole, all slowly still. Each dew-bright heart of flower to fill : Died out the glow-worm's torch. The stars were hidden one by one, The moonshine from the tower was gone, Still sat one maiden on the stone. And one within the porch. XIV. A little while — with gradual pace Morn swept o'er moss and wold and chase ; Then lightened up the old clock's face, And touched the hoary walls with grace, Then crept into the gloom, That in the porch lay idly hid ; Glanced at the maiden's closed eyelid, Then gently 'neath'its azure slid. And told her day was come. ST. MARK'S EVE. I'jc) XV. About the porch there grew a crowd, "Where am I ?" cried the girl aloud. An ancient crone with palsy bowed, Echoed her cry with mockery loud — "You have kept St. Mark's Eve, — Kept it idly, kept it sleeping ; Others for you shall keep it weeping, The reaper comes his harvest reaping, Bending each bonny sheaf ! " XVI. " All, me ! t'was in a morning dream I saw a steely crimson gleam, Of armed men who crossed a stream. Riding beneath the white moonbeam With swift but muffled tread. My cousin Wilfred rode apace, I knew his fonn, I saw his face, He bore his lance ^\dth knightly grace. And his right hand was red." XVII. "The morning dream comes always true — Were any others known to you ? " " Yes, there were Ronald, Albrect, Hugh, And one who wore a sprig of rue Upon his shining helm. i8o COUNTRY STORIES. Their plumes waved wildly in the breeze, As wave the upper boughs of trees, And rode they on with thoughtless ease, A host to overwhelm." XVIII. " There shall be wailing throughout the land, For every man of that phantom band ! Against the battle they will not stand, They will fall by sword and lance and brand ! The ancient woman cried. Then many a face grew white with fear, For absent soldiers brave and dear, Who in foul fight that passing year. Should die where victors ride. XIX. The legend tells that tidings came Erelong of flight, pursuit, and shame ; Died in that flight young Wilfred Graeme, Albrect and Hugh and Ronald Brame, Vanquished and ruined men. About the Cross and round the well, While tolled the slow and heavy bell, The people gathered like the swell Of ocean waves in storm. ST. MARK'S EVE. i8i Some weeping sore, some full of ^\Tath, Some reft of all they loved on earth : Sons, fathers, lovers, men of worth Cut down like unripe corn in dearth, That proud and stately host. Two maidens listened mournful there, The one was Wilfred Graeme's fair, The younger had a meeker air, And wept the battle lost. XXI. They heard and silent turned away ; It was towards the close of day, The twilight crept up clear and grey, As they went weeping on their way Across the windy moor. An ancient woman passed them by — " Go home," she said, "the night draws nigh Your dream is true, go home to die, Death goeth on before." XXII. " I care not ; Wilfred Graeme is dead ! In craven flight his soul was sped — I could have lived if he had shed His blood where ran the torrent red, ^Vhere struggled foe with foe. 1 82 COUNTRY STORIES. Come streak me for my maiden grave — If but one spoken word could save, That single word would I not crave, I only long to go." XXIII. St. Mark's Eve swift came round again, With April sun and April rain. And rattling blasts on window pane, And many a sighing, sobbing strain, Amongst the budding trees. There was a grave scarce green with grass, Close by the porch where footsteps pass ; The maiden's grave amidst the mass, Wide-lying to the breeze. END OF " ST. MARK S EVE.' :dr). Love in her eyes, sweet promise on her Hps, Blossomed abundance in her tender arms, Bird music heralding her sunlit steps, \Vinds hushed and mute in reverence of her charms. Maid veiled in tresses flecked with gems of dew, White lily cro\\-ned and clad in 'broidered green Smiling till hoar and eld their youth renew, And vest themselves in robes of verdant sheen. Where fall her dainty feet meek daisies blow, Lifting their fire-touched Hps to court a kiss ; Heart beats to heart, and soft cheeks warmly glow, W^ith budding hopes of love and joy and bhss. Fern banners wave, and harebells welcome ring, As trips across the meads the Bride of Spring. UNDER THE ROSE. LOVELY May evening. Twilight melt- ing into moonlight — and it wanted only a week to the wedding. Jack Wyvill believed himself the luckiest man alive, and his Minnie the prettiest little darling in Christendom. He assured himself of these pleasing truths a score of times as he marched away towards Skelton Place, smoking his after-dinner cigar, with his honest hands thrust deep into his pockets, and his honest heart free from every shadow of care. He had come down from town, by the six o'clock train, a day earlier than Minnie had been bidden to expect him ; and now he was off for a chat with the squire about the business that had car- 1 86 COUNTRY STORIES. ried him to London, and a glimpse of her before sleeping. He had a two miles' walk before him, but the way by the fields was pleasant, and his thoughts were excellent company. He anticipated Minnie's exclamations of surprised delight, her face of joy at his return, and insensibly quickened his steps, flinging away the end of his cigar as he came within sight of the gate into the plantation that bordered the park. It was quite dusk in the wood ; but he could have followed the narrow path under the fir-trees blindfold ; he had known it ever since he was a lad, and for several months past he had traversed it almost daily. The evening air was heavy with the scent of the wild hyacinths, which grew here in lavish profusion, and Jack snuffed it up with a grateful sense of pleasure, feeling quite pastoral in his happiness, until suddenly his nostrils were delicately assailed by another per- fume much less sylvan but much more familiar — the perfume, in short, of a capital cigar. " Who has the squire got staying with him } " speculated he ; for the squire was not given to smoke, and this odour Jack inhaled was not the odour of gamekeeper's or gardener's unfastidious UNDER THE ROSE. 187 pipe. He looked behind and he looked before, and peered through the trees on either hand ; but seeing no one, and not being covetous just then of any society except Minnie's, he went straight on his way to the house, without further inves- tigation. The squire was taking his customary forty winks in the library after dinner, and as Jack refused to disturb him, he was ushered into the drawincr-room, where the butler told him he would find Lady Wallace ; but " Miss Minnie was out somewhere with Miss Wharton." Jack did not approve of Minnie's tempting the dew after nightfall ; he experienced a chill sensa- tion of disappointment at her absence, and Lady Wallace's drowsy welcome did not warm him. " Who is it } " asked she, raising herself from the couch, where she, too, had been taking a brief nap. " Oh, Mr. Wyvill, is it you t We none of us expected you back until to-morrow or the day after." " My business with the lawyers was done, and there was nothing else to stay in town Yor," said he. " And of course you were eager to be at home. Minnie would tell you in her letters that her friend Miss Wharton is here. They went out together 1 88 COUNTRY STORIES. for a turn on the terrace about half an hour ago. They will be in soon, or perhaps you would like to go in quest of them ? " " No, I'll wait. They were not on the terrace five minutes hence, and I might miss them if I went into the gardens. That is the conservatory door — here they are ! " Yes, here they were. Minnie entered first, with a black lace shawl thrown over her golden curls, and a bright natural rose on her cheek, which deepened to a blush when she espied her lover. " Oh, Jack, was it you in the wood } You gave us such a fright ! " cried she, and ran forward to meet him. "You should not go into the wood so late, Minnie," said her aunt. " It is damp and un- wholesome." Jack Wyvill was as generous-tempered and as little suspicious as any gentleman in Yorkshire ; but he became sensible of a very uncomfortable spasm of doubt clutching at his heart when he saw Miss Wharton furtively twitch Minnie's sleeve, and give her a warning glance. *' Yes, I came through the wood ; who was there with you } " said he, dropping the cordial UNDER THE ROSE. 189 hand that she had given him with such a pretty- frankness and affection. " Nobody ; we were alone," was the unhesi- tating reply ; and then the beaming blue eyes, which were the truthfulest eyes in the world, lifted themselves to his face, and looked straight at him with blank, questioning amazement. It seemed to Jack that Miss Wharton again passed unnecessarily near them in going towards the door, and he was sure she gave Minnie another stealthy admonition ; for Minnie turned her head quickly towards her friend, and then saying she would return in a few minutes, followed her out of the room. Jack Wyvill felt like a man in a bad dream. He had never met Miss Wharton before, but he had heard of her as a very fast young woman. Was she teaching his darling Minnie naughty ways } It was Minnie's sweet innocent inge- nuousness that made half her charm. If those fair candid eyes of hers took any veil of slyness, they were not the eyes he could see love in. There must have been somebody in the wood with them. He was very impetuous ; he was very angry ; he was more than half in a mind to go away. It was I90 COUNTRY STORIES. very lucky Lady Wallace broke up his stormy reverie by a request that he would ring the bell for tea ; for that commonplace action gave him time to reconsider himself, and partially to smother his unworthy suspicions. For had he ever had cause to doubt his Minnie before. Never, never ! And he must not doubt now. Still that cigar, that blush — that blush not of joy only, but of confusion. What could she be concealing from him 1 Dear child ! what could she have to conceal } Need he be a jealous fool because Miss Wharton was odious 1 Still that cigar ! At this point of his meditation Miss Wharton reappeared, looking perfectly cool, amiable, and easy — almost too easy to be natural ; for there was a touch of swagger in her manner that was far from prepossessing. Jack Wyvill eyed her askance, and wondered in his own mind how his sweet little Minnie had ever come to call her friend. She had a certain power of countenance which redeemed her irregularity of feature. Her eyes were hand- some, her brow was wide, her hair beautiful and abundant. But at the lower section of her visage no one voluntarily glanced twice, unless he were a student of physiognomy, which Jack Wyvill was UNDER THE ROSE. 191 not. He looked at her and did not like her, but he could not have given any valid reason why^ except that he did not like ugly women, and she was the ugliest he had ever seen. But ugly or not, Miss Wharton was clever, and she knew it. She had more humour and originality than commonly fall to the lot of women ; and she prided herself on the possession of that verbal wit which consists in utter unscrupulousness of speech, and whets itself with equal gusto on the foibles of friend or foe. She was ingrained with small vanities, and swathed about with elaborate affectations ; but she had that force of character which assimilates such vanities and affectations until they seem more like the genuine out-come of nature than tlie assump- tion of art. Indeed, the shrewdest observer would have been hard put to it to say where in Miss Wharton nature ended and art began. She was popular in society rather than other- wise, for though utterly intolerant of fools, she had great tact, and knew how to ingratiate herself where she had an object in view, and how to avoid offence. She was not so much masculine as she was mannish. She rode to hounds, and talked stable with not more blunders than are inevitable 192 COUNTRY STORIES. to a woman ; she sang a good second to anybody's song, took a hand at whist or at loo, and could always cap a good story with a better. Her father had ruined a fair estate on the turf, and she now lived with a broken-down brother of similar tastes, on an encumbered remnant of it, about five-and-twenty miles from Skelton Place. When the elder Wharton died, he besought Squire Conyers, his life-long friend, to be kind to his motherless daughter ; and though Lady Wallace disliked her as a companion for Minnie, the squire kept his promise by annually inviting her to join them, in their sea-side trip to Scarborough, Whitby, or Filey, as the case might be. There was a dif- ference of six years between the girls' ages, but they struck up a friendly alliance by the rule of contraries, to which both had continued staunch down to the present day, when Miss Wharton was four-and- twenty, and Minnie Conyers was just eighteen. This was Miss Wharton's first visit to Skelton Place, but she was skilfully manoeuvring that it should not be her last, and the chances were ten to one that she would carry her point. She had won over Lady Wallace not only to forgive her eccen- tricities, but almost to admire them, and the squire UNDER THE ROSE. 193 was quite at her feet. He protested that she had had the narrowest escape in the world of being a very handsome woman, and that as it was, when she warmed up after dinner or by candle light, she put all merely pretty faces quite out of countenance — in which the squire was perfectly just. Minnie did not present herself in the drawing- room until some time after her friend, and as the squire and tea came in simultaneously with her, Jack Wyvill had nothing to do but to be himself again as far as he could, and take his part in the general conversation. He did not achieve perfect success in either effort, for he was very ill at ease, and Minnie wore a vexed, puzzled air of bewilder- ment such as he had never seen in her before. The good squire was, happily, obtuse ; he congratulated Jack on his prompt return from town, with one or two sly allusions which brought the rosy-red into Minnie's face ; he talked about coming events on the turf, and the four-year-old he was going to enter for the October meeting at York ; then asked what the world of London was doing, all in his roundabout, after-dinner way, until ten o'clock struck by the timepiece over the chimney, and Jack rose to depart. VOL. I. 13 194 COUNTRY STORIES. It was his custom to leave the house by the conservatory, whence he could strike across the garden and the park in a direct line towards his own home ; and it had been Minnie's duty and privilege of late to go with him, and let him out at the glass door opening on the terrace. She looked rather shy of her office to-night, but as there was kindness and invitation in his overcast face she did not hold back, and they passed silently side by side between the banks of fra- grance, neither caring to be the first to speak, until just at the last Minnie laid an impetuous hand on his arm, and whispered, tearfully, ''Jack, you are angry with me, and you don't tell me why." " I am not angry with you, Minnie, but I don't like your mannish friend," said he. " Hush, Jack, she will hear you ! " And, half laughing, half alarmed, she put up a hasty finger to close his indiscreet lips. " I don't care if she does," was the reckless response. *' But you must care for grieving me. She has a thousand oddities, but she has a thousand good points as well. If you knew her better, you would say so. Ask papa, and he will tell you the UNDER THE ROSE. 195 same. Aunt Mary is beginning to like her too, and it is not everybody Aunt Mary likes." (Aunt Mary was Lady Wallace.) She complains that somebody is always trying to improve her figure, or her manners, or her morals. But I am under a vow not to meddle with any of them, and for my sake you must take her as she is, and be gracious, Jack. She is quite disposed to like yoii!' " Fm much obliged to her, but I don't think I shall fraternize with her. How long does she remain here } " Minnie gave him to understand that she was to remain over the wedding. The arrangement did not please him, though he had nothing reasonable to urge against it ; it was only natural Minnie should wish to keep her friend with her, and his sudden prejudice rested on such frivolous grounds that he was ashamed to mention it. He did not mention it, but, standing with his darling beside him in the moonlight, he forgot all about it for a minute or two, and then went his way home as gaily as he had come ; while Minnie, lingering amongst the flowers, felt rejoicingly that the light cloud which had come between them was g-one. 196 COUNTRY STORIES. Jack Wyvill was not the man to try back on an old doubt without strong provocation when he had once thrust it away from his mind ; and the next morning he put a jeweller's case, which he had brought - from town, into his pocket, and set off towards Skelton Place again, just at that hour, when, according to previous experience, he was most certain of finding Minnie disengaged and alone. He took the same direction as on the night before, but he had not quitted the bounds of his own fields when he was met by his steward, who detained him with prosy busi- ness-conversation, and even walked him round half a mile out of his way, to a certain farm- stead where improvements and repairs were going on ; so that, instead of entering the wood by the gate, he had to climb the fence at another part, and make a short cut through what was called the Lower Copse. The undergrowth was very thick hereabouts, but at one spot there was a clearing, in the midst of which stood an old pheasant-house, built of boughs and thatched with reeds, which had not been used for a year or two, and was fast falling into unsightly ruin. The place, altogether, was lonely and unattractive, without UNDER THE ROSE. 197 sunshine and without flowers, and Jack Wyvill was, therefore, no Httle surprised when from the distance he saw Minnie Conyers and her friend just vanishing within the hut. They did not perceive him, and for a moment he halted, too much startled to analyse his emo- tions ; but even while he halted, he saw Minnie issue forth again, and peer cautiously about, as if watching for some one, or looking out for spies ; but her examination was very brief, and she retreated apparently satisfied without discovering her lover, who, between fear, suspicion, and rage, hardly knew what he did. He drew nearer the pheasant-house, however, keeping in the rear of it until, being within a few yards of the ragged spot, once more that fragrance of a capital cigar, blended with the sweet softness of the May morning, assailed his senses ; and before he had time to rally from the shock of it, he heard Miss Wharton's voice observing, with unctuous deliberation, " There is no better cigar than the Lopez — none ! " So there was some one with them in the pheasant-house ! it was an appointment, and Minnie was scout ! He did not suspect lier, but he could have strangled Miss Wharton, that his 198 COUNTRY STORIES. sweet, guileless darling should be tainted even by the knowledge of her clandestine affairs ! He would not surprise their secret, whatever it might be, but gave himself a vigorous shake and tramped on, heedless whether he was heard or not ; and probably he was heard, and even seen through the gaps of the rotten boughs, for when he gained the open ground, on the edge of the wood, there was Minnie, arm in arm with her friend, sauntering leisurely towards him, and looking as innocent as if nothing wrong had happened since the Flood ! But there was storm in his face that he could not hide, and Minnie's heart sank as she read the unmistakable signs of it. He had always been so good to her, so truly tender and loving, that the reappearance of last night's gloom in this morning's sudden displeasure frightened her, she hardly knew why. She dreaded explanations and scenes at all times ; there was a large measure of feminine unreasonableness and cowardice in her composi- tion ; and instead of making an opportunity for him to tell her what was on his mind, she detained Miss Wharton as a screen until they met the squire, who carried Jack off to the stables, sorely against his will, to assist at a consultation over the UNDER THE ROSE. 199 four-year-old, which was expected to do such wonderful things, and bring such glory to the Skelton stud at the next York Meeting. But Jack was not his own man at all, and he only earned himself the trainer's contempt by his vague re- marks, while he considerably lowered the squire's jubilation. He was experiencing a feeling of intense morti- fication that Minnie, who had hitherto never sought to dissemble her simple pleasure in his society, should now, within a few days of their marriage, positively avoid him. *' I'm not a clever fellow, I know I'm not," thought he, humbly, ''but I'll be shot if that friend of hers, who is so wise and witty, and desperately sly, shall come between us, making mischief 1 " And thus thinking, he answered the squire twice or thrice at cross-purposes, until the impetuous old gentleman asked what the devil ailed him that he was so short " Had Minnie and he got wrong } " " No, we have not s^ot wron^, but there is no telling what we may do if that Miss Wharton is for ever in the way," replied Jack, blurting out his wTath in one angry gust. " I don't like her for Minnie's friend, and I'll be hanged if I'll have her 200 COUNTRY STORIES. at Heathside as my wife's friend ! " The squire reddened ; he saw the young man's blood was up, and his own warmed, too ; he felt that Jack meant what he said, and that he had, or believed himself to have, excellent grounds for it ; but for a few days past there had been some indistinct sentiments hovering sheepishly about the old gentleman's fancy that made this fiery speech anything but easy or pleasant to digest. He stammered something about Miss Wharton being his guest, and then went on to say, in a tone of almost eager defence : " She is a good fellow is Harrie Wharton, Jack ; not sweetly feminine and that sort of thing, but a downright good fellow, and a bit of capital com- pany ! I'll tell you what — if she had been old Ralph's son, instead of that ne'er-do-weel of a Tom, she would have set the estate on its legs again. Such a headpiece as hers is lost on a woman's shoulders. Hang it. Jack, what have you got to say against her t Lady Wallace didn't like her once, but even she is coming round, and I call Mary one of the most prejudiced women alive." Jack Wyvill did not consider that he had any right to mention such suspicions as rose merely out UNDER THE ROSE. 201 of cigar-smoke ; if Miss Wharton had her secrets she might keep them for him ; but Minnie's quiet heart and conscience should not be marred and suUied by being made the confidential keeper of them ; he, therefore, simply reiterated, in a dogged manner, what he had said before, and then abruptly changed the subject. The squire felt huffed for a moment ; but, after an inarticulate growl or two, he followed the irritated lover's lead, and the hazardous topic of difference was abandoned. Soon after they parted company by mutual consent ; the squire went to look after his woodmen felling timber, and Jack turned his steps towards the house, where he sat for nearly an hour, waiting and hoping for Minnie's appearance. Lady Wallace, who Avas detained from writing her daily dues of letters to entertain him, very naturally wished him away, and at last she proposed sending a messenger in quest of Minnie — a hint to depart which he could not but accept. " We shall see you at dinner, this evening, of course t " added she, with a little kindly compunc- tion, as he was on the point of going. He said, " Yes ; he supposed so," and then reluctantly took himself off; the lovely pearls that he had brought 202 COUNTRY STORIES. from town to present to his Minnie reposing forgotten in their case in the depths of his pocket. Meanwhile Minnie and her friend were again lounging lazily about the Lower Copse, whither they had retired when the squire carried off Jack to the stables. Miss Wharton was in a mood of serene satisfaction and enjoyment, but Minnie was miserably uneasy. She had not her companion's resources for making herself apathetically comfort- able under adverse circumstances ; and she was afraid lest, having avoided Jack, he should return the compliment, and leave without seeing her again. This dread seized on her so strongly by- and-by, that she said, " Do you mind going in-doors now, Harrie } " She had a hope that she might yet be in time to intercept him, by taking the path through the upper wood to the house ; but she did not like to say so precisely, even to her familiar friend. " I don't mind going in-doors if you are tired, though it is pleasanter here. I should like one more turn round by the pheasant-house, if you are not in a fuss. What have you to do } " said Miss Wharton, indifferently. Minnie was in the habit of yielding to her UNDER THE ROSE. 203 caprices, and she replied now that she had nothing particular to do ; so the one turn more round by the pheasant-house resulted in a dozen turns, and when the servants' dinner-bell rang, at one o'clock, they were still in the copse, and Jack Wyvill was plodding his weary way home, unenlivened by any thoughts but angry thoughts against Minnie's friend, to whose evil influence he attributed his darling's incomprehensible behaviour. Until ^liss Wharton appeared on the scene there had never been word, or look, or fancy, to sow a doubt between them, and now he felt that they were balancing danger- ously on the brink of a serious misunderstanding. But it should not come to a quarrel if it lay in his power to hinder it. He would stand on no foolish ceremony ; he would have it out with Minnie that night, let what would come of the explanation ; and in this wise, firm, substantial resolve, he set off to Skelton Place in the evening, arriving only just in time to give her his arm in to dinner. She looked shyly bright, and happily penitent when he met her with his natural air and manner, but this was no time for any but general chat, and the difficult moment was of necessity delayed. Mr. Warren, Squire Conyers's lawyer, made a 204 COUNTRY STORIES. sixth at table that day, and in his company Jack Wyvill left the old gentleman, after a couple of glasses of wine, to seek the society of the ladies in the drawing-room. But when he presented himself, he found Lady Wallace alone ; and she told him, sleepily, that the young people had availed them- selves of the pleasant half-hour that remained before sunset to take a stroll on the terrace, where he had better join them. He waited for no second hint, but immediately snatched his wideawake from the stand in the hall, and, leaving the house by the principal entrance, directed his steps towards the raised walk on the south front, where he ex- pected to find Miss Wharton and Minnie, debating in his own mind by what ingenious devices he should get his darling to himself, and banish her obnoxious friend. When Jack Wyvill stepped out upon the terrace, it was deserted. The vases of scarlet geraniums stood along it at equal distances from end to end, but nothing more interesting was visible. He walked down into the flower-garden and through the rosery, but nobody was there. Thence he climbed to the Wilderness, a hilly UNDER THE ROSE, 205 ornamental shrubbery of several acres in the rear of the house, where he paced to and for ever so long, whistling a familiar air, not as a signal exactly, but that if Minnie were here she might be made aware he was here too, and seeking her. By this time the sun had disappeared, and twilight was creeping on. He returned to the terrace, pausing to look in at the conservatory as he passed ; but they had not hidden themselves there. They were not in the house, nor about the house, nor, as far as eye could see, were they wandering in the glades of the park ; they must, therefore, have betaken themselves to the wood or to the copse again ! Jack felt almost sick with vexation and im- patience. It was clear to him that Miss Wharton had private affairs, and that Minnie lent herself to the furtherance of them. He was not inclined to play the spy on Miss Wharton, but he was strongly disposed to act watch-dog to his Minnie, and the difficulty of separating the one proceeding from the other was very embarrassing. After a brief term of consideration, he judged it expedient to await the reappearance of the missing pair, and returned to Lady Wallace in the drawing-room. 2o6 COUNTRY STORIES. " Have you not found them ? " asked she, surprised to see him come back so quickly. He repHed that they were not anywhere in the gardens or pleasure-grounds through which he had walked. " Miss Wharton is fond of wandering further afield than I like ; I must remind Minnie not to leave the terrace of an evening," added her Aunt Mary. She perceived that Jack was displeased, and allowed to herself that he had some cause to show why ; but with the native kindliness of her disposition, she endeavoured to make a little light conversa- tion to divert his mind from brooding on it, and, probably, magnifying it. She did not meet with the success she deserved ; Jack grew more and more restless and disquieted every minute of Minnie's absence, and at length, unable to bear it with patience any longer, he strayed into the con- servatory, and marched to and fro, watching and waiting in a mood of gathering wrath. Presently the squire and Mr. Warren entered the drawing-room, when the squire immediately asked, ''Where are the girls and Wyvill — in the garden } " Lady Wallace's calm reply was grounded upon Jack's information, and, after hearing it, the old gentleman came into the con- UNDER THE ROSE. 207 servatory, and with a good-humoured wag of his head at the aggrieved lover, opened the glass door and looked up and down the terrace. " You are a good seeker but a bad finder, Jack ; they are not in sight, therefore they must be in the Wilder- ness," said he. "Or in the wood or the Lower Copse," re- sponded Jack, shortly. " In the wood or the Lower Copse ! What should they do there at dusk, or what should they do in the Lower Copse at all } " The squire was evidently annoyed at the suggestion ; he looked out on the terrace again, and then went back into the drawing-room and rang the bell. The ancient butler answered it. " Bring tea, and send Jolifife to seek the young ladies. Most likely they are in the gardens or the Wilderness," said his master. Jack heard the order and the directions, but he did not interfere. The servant said, " Yes, sir," with perfect respect of tone and composure of feature, but as soon as he was on the other side of the drawing-room door his expression changed, and he muttered sarcastically to himself, " She's a queer sort of young woman is that 2o8 COUNTRY STORIES. Miss Wharton. I'll go and seek 'em myself ; I'll not send Joliffe. He has a tongue as long as to- day and to-morrow, and would be for teUing if he found out her goings on. I wonder, for my part, how Miss Minnie can abide her." And the butler, who had known Squire Conyers's daughter ever since she was born, and esteemed her the best and kindest as well as the most beautiful of young ladies, went stealthily out of the front door, and, as Jack Wyvill, watching from the conservatory, saw, struck across the lawn and the park in a direct line towards the Lower Copse. Whatever Miss Wharton's clandestine affairs, they were evidently known in the servants' hall. Jack sat down in a mood of intense disgust and mortification. How long he sat he never knew, but it seemed hours before he heard swift footsteps passing along the gravelled walk, and then Miss Wharton saying, with suppressed vehemence, " If you tell him, Minnie, I'll never forgive you } What is it to him .? My business is not yozir busi- ness. You are not half so kind to me as you were once." To which Minnie replied in as pettish a tone as she could assume : " I am not going to tell him ; you need not be afraid ; but I will not UNDER THE ROSE. 209 steal off to the Copse any more when Aunt Mary beheves we are in the garden. You can go alone if you like, but I hate hide-and-seek work ; and I don't know what Bolton must think." " That wooden-faced old butler } Oh, he will not be so impertinent as to think at all," replied Miss Wharton ; and with these words she ran up the steps, Minnie following close behind, and so they entered the conservatory. They seemed to espy Jack Wyvill simultaneously, and Minnie's blush was painful ; even Miss Wharton did not quite succeed in keeping her countenance, but she dissembled her confusion to the best of her power, and observed that it was much pleasanter out in the open air than in this atmosphere loaded with the heavy perfumes of green-house plants. Jack's response was utterly incoherent ; he was no match for her coolness. He felt galled to his very soul, and he betrayed it. Minnie stood for a second or two uncertain and wretched ; but as he said nothing, and made no effort to detain her, she passed forward to the drawing-room, where she had to encounter the questions and admonitions of her father. " Look at the timepiece, Minnie ; twenty VOL. I. 14 2IO COUNTRY STORIES. minutes past nine ! Where have you been ? Did you see Joliffe ? " asked he, hastily. Minnie hesitated, stammered, looked almost frightened ; but Miss Wharton came to the rescue, and took the difficulty of judicious reply out of her mouth. She answered with a ready wit and a skilful Evasiveness, but while she was in the midst of her inventive exercise. Jack Wyvill followed into the drawing-room with a visage as black as a thunder-cloud, which did not escape the squire's observation. His straightforward shrewdness de- tected something amiss when his open-hearted Minnie could not give him a plain answer to a plain question,- but must stand by and let some one else be her spokeswoman ; and at that moment the fluent Miss Wharton revolted him almost as much as she revolted Minnie's lover. " There is underhand business going on, and I'll not have it : that is what Jack Wyvill has got an inkling of," thought he. But he saw tears in Minnie's eyes, and said no more for the present, though it was an awful staggering shock to him when he drew down her sweet face to his by one of her sunny bright curls, and instead of the flowery perfume which ordinarily scented her UNDER THE ROSE. 211 golden hair, he detected the odour of smoke — the unmistakable, undeniable fragrance of tobacco ! During tea the squire stood on the rug, his back to the fire, his cup in his hand, and his observations travelling from one face to another of the disunited party. Miss Wharton would suffer no awkward pauses in the conversation, and talked incessantly, Mr. Warren supporting her, until the squire gave Jack Wyvill a hint to accompany him to the librarj^, when she glanced anxiously at Minnie's dolorous countenance, and wondered what was about to happen. The lawyer being now left alone to amuse the ladies, exerted himself to the best of his ability, but Miss Wharton presently retired to take counsel within herself " I am afraid somebody suspects," thought she, with genuine but well-concealed alarm. " It is a frightful bore to be amongst such orderly, proper people, and there is another week of it to come ! I'll write to Tom to-morrow, and order him to recall me ; he can say he has the croup or something, and that he wants me to nurse him. I would rather live with poor Tom than live here, strangled with proprieties and conventionalities. Jealous, clod-hopping noodle that Jack Wyvill is ; 212 COUNTRY STORIES. but Minnie is not overburdened with wisdom her- self, so they will be equally mated. She is hke a scared rabbit — * Oh, Harrie this ! ' ' Oh, Harrie that ! ' as if the very trees had eyes, and the birds of the air could literally carry the matter ! The squire is the best of the bunch, but even he is full of old-fashioned notions. I almost wish I had never come ! People are so bigoted ; there is Lady Wallace sniffing and snuffing, and peeping and prying, as if there were a fox in the room ! No — I'll be off ! I thought it would be pleasant, and safe, and easy, to make oneself happy in one's own way here ; but Minnie is always in a fidget, and that makes the risk too great. Le jeit ne vmit pas la chandelle at Skelton place ! " While Miss Wharton was working round to this conclusion in the drawing-room, the squire and Jack were holding a private talk in the library. Jack being by no means reluctant to unbosom himself of his wrongs, when he perceived that the squire was smitten with suspicion too. But the subject was scarcely a pleasant one to open, and it was several minutes before either found courage to do more than hover about it. But at last, said the squire, ''Jack, all is not UNDER THE ROSE. 213 going quite smoothly betwixt you and Minnie, and that is awkward, seeing what is impending over next Tuesday. My girl is a good girl, and I am sure she loves you " " God bless her, sir, I know she does ! " inter- rupted Jack, eagerly. "I have not a doubt of Minnie, but Miss Wharton is making a tool of her to promote some mysterious affairs of her own, and I'll not stand it. This is the second evening that I have not had the chance of a v/ord with my darling, and this morning she fairly ran away from me under her friend's wing. I want to know what it all means, this lurking about after dark, and in that dreary Lower Copse where I saw them this morning. If ]\Iiss Wharton has a lover under the rose, I'll not let her use my innocent Minnie for a fence. You must speak about it, squire, or I shall." " You think there is a lover in the case, do you .'' and I have my reasons for thinking so, too ; though why Miss Wharton should make a secret of it, unless it be from a woman's taste for romantic mysteries, I am at a loss to conjecture. If she chose to marry my rcugh-rider or her brother's groom, Tom is not the man to object — 214 COUNTRY STORIES. and I'm sure I'm not. My duties as her guardian ended three years since, but she had taken the reins of government into her hands long before that. I do not Hke to address her, but I'll have in Minnie — perhaps you had better leave us for five minutes, Jack. Go into the conservatory, and when I have had my say I will send her to you." There was a second entrance into the green- house through the library, and by this door Jack Wyvill vanished as Minnie came slowly and shyly, summoned by Bolton, to her father's presence. The tender-hearted lover hoped and prayed the squire would deal gently with his darling, as he hurried out o^ sight amongst the flowers ; but he had a very short interval allowed him either to think or to wish ; for not a minute had elapsed since his retirement when Minnie rushed out to seek him, her cheeks a-blaze, her sweet eyes glistening through thick tears. Her father had addressed her with some little sarcasm, which she had taken in earnest, and instead of staying to answer him she carried her defence to head-quarters at once, indignantly sobbing out reproaches to Jack that he could imagine she went with her friend to meet anybody in the wood ! UNDER THE ROSE. 215 It was impossible to resist the candour of those pleading eyes, and it was equally impossible to resist the temptation of taking his darling's bonny face between his two hands, as he said, " If you met nobody in the wood, then, have you taken to sviokuig ! " Minnie's eyes cleared, and she broke into a m.erry laugh ; *' Oh ! it is Harris's cigars !' whis- pered she. ''Harriets cigars, indeed!'' stammered Jack " Why does she not put on the hang it, IMinnie, they might have lost you a husband, and me the dearest little sweetheart in Christendom ! " " Don't be a goose. Jack — let me go ! " re- sponded Minnie ; and at that moment Miss Whar- ton appeared coming towards them from the further end of the conservatory. " It is moonlight on the terrace ; let us go and smoke a cigar, my friend," said Jack, addressing her, while the squire looked out from the library door all a-grin and delighted. Miss Wharton crimsoned. '' It is too bad, Minnie ; you promised you w^ould not tell," began she ; but Minnie interrupted her with lively de- fiance. 2i6 COUNTRY STORIES. " I won't be scolded, Harrie ; your horrid, selfish cigars have nearly made Jack quarrel with me," exclaimed she ; " but, now that he knows, you can enjoy your little pleasure in peace and in public ! There is nothing wicked in smoking a cigar " But Minnie had said enough, and more than enough. Miss Wharton had turned away in high dudgeon, and disappeared for the rest of the even^ ing, and the next day, in spite of entreaties and almost of tears, she went away home. The day after Minnie's wedding she received, not cards or bride-cake, but a box of Lopez cigars. END OF " UNDER THE ROSE. LOST ON THE SHORE. *-^g'ROWSY sunshine, noonday sunshine, shining i Sy* full on sea and sand, ^^==^ Show the tiny, tiny footsteps trending do^vn- wards from the land ; In the dewy morning early, while the birds were singing all, My bonnie birdies flew away, loud laughing at my call: I did not follow after, for I thought they flew to hide. But they went to seek their father's boat, that sailed at ebb of tide. Along the dusty lane I track their hurrying little feet : Did no man coming up that way my bonnie birdies meet ? 2i8 COUNTRY STORIES. They lisped " Our Father " at my knee, they shared their bread with Nap, And kissed, and fought, and kissed again, both sitting in my lap ; It was not long — for we must work — and soon upon the floor I set my merry little lads before the open door. A white-winged moth came flying in — in chase they sprang away ; I watched them, smiling to myself, at all their pretty play; The golden-rippled darling heads flashed to and fro' my eyes. Until I saw them through a mist, Angels in Paradise. But we who have to work to live must trust so much to God, That, with the vision in my heart, I left them on the sod. Plucking the daisies, one by one, to set them on a thorn. Which Willie's sturdy little grasp out of the hedge had torn. And up and down the house went I, as I go every day. And while I toiled, and father toiled, our darlings stole away. I heard my Robin's joyous shout beyond the orchard trees, And answered back, " Yes, mother, here, her little birdy sees ! " LOST ON THE SHORE. 219 The laughing pair cried out again — on with my work, worked I ; Waking or sleeping, we believe that God is always nigh: And, O ! I must not doubt it now, though the little steps I see, Trending along the dusty lane to the fast inflowing sea ! Here, where the yellow king cups grow, they have dropt the daisied thorn, They have rested under the shady hedge, and Robin his frock has torn — Here is a rag of the' faded stuff, he has worn it the summer through — My little lad was but three years old when his old frock was new. O ! pray they have gone through the ripening fields — their footsteps are lost in the grass — Ah ! no ; for I see the king cups strewn down the ravine of Small-hope Pass ! O Father ! to whom my darlings prayed, this morning, "Thy will be done!" Show me their little golden heads in the gold of this summer sun ! Where are they? Here cease the tiny steps that the loving hearts wiled on ; Here comes the sweep of the heavy tide — but my babes, my babes are gone ! 220 COUNTRY STORIES. I cannot see for the burning haze and the glitter upon the foam ; But Thoit^ O Thou Merciful! hear my cry, bring me them safely home ! "Fisherman, came you over the rocks that lie under Hurtle Head ? My two children have strayed from home — one white clad, the other red ; They have golden hair, and the prettiest eyes — their names are WiUie and Rob ? " "No, mistress, I saw no children there, but only the waves' deep throb, And a storm brewing up in the windy west — God speed your master safe ! There's hardly a boat will live the night that's beating outside the reef." " Fisherman, saw you the trace of steps, little steps, on the farther strand ?" " No, mistress, the tide has been over it ; I saw but the wet, ribbed sand." " Did you find aught, fisherman, as you came — a cap, or a little shoe ? " " I found nought, mistress, as I came, but some hedge- flowers, yellow and blue." LOST ON THE SHORE. 221 *' The king cups, the pretty forget-me-nots, they gathered the bank below ! My laddies dropt them, fisherman ; how long ere the tide is low?" " How long ? It is on the turn, mistress ; the rocks will soon be bare ; But Almighty God, in mercy forbid you find your laddies there!'' "The sea-caves, fisherman, under the Head, I have taken them in to play. " — " Yes, mistress, yes, but the tide has rolled both hea\'y and high to-day." " One wild night, when the wind was up, and the waves were ebbing out, We three sat waiting under the Head for the coming of father's boat ; There was a moon in the ragged clouds, and a swirl of rain in the air : " — "Ay, mistress, ay, but Heaven forbid you find your darlings there f' " Where shall I find them, fisherman, my bairnies, pretty and sweet ? " — " If they strayed do^vn on the beach this mom, you ^nll find them at Jesus' feet." 222 COUNTRY STORIES. *' Not drowned ! Not drowned in the cruel sea ? Is God in heaven unjust ? He could not rob me of both my dears, or why are we bid to trust 'i In the working hours they left my side, they only went out to play : He knows that we who must earn our bread cannot watch and be still all day ! " What can I say when the boat comes home, and no darling to meet it runs ? Can I tell their father, who loved them so, I have lost him his little sons? ! 'tis hard in our lives of so little joy to rob us of that we had ; Living and dying, the best of days with the poor are always sad ! " " Speak low, mistress, when you speak so. God in heaven is great. 1 had three sons — they all went down — //^^^ perished and / wait. You have read it in the Book — * The Lord gave ; the Lord have taken away ; Blessed be the name of the Lord ! ' So say I this day. And how David, the King, fasted and wept until the child was dead, LOST ON THE SHORE. 223 Then to the mighty God he gave him up, rose, and was comforted." " O ! the tiny, tiny footsteps, trending downwards from the land, The blessed little footsteps, softly printed in the sand ! O, my birdies ! O, my birdies ! that have left an empty nest, I would I had my birdies now, warm nestled in my breast ! " END OF "lost on THE SHORE.' fxtm. Queen of the fairies, laughing-browed Rose Queen ! Sunny enchantress, dimpled, warm, and fair ! Sweet witch, on whom young maidens shyly lean, Wreathing star pansies in thy golden hair — Pansies for thoughts lips dare not speak aloud, But mystically whisper in a flower ; While stands the shado%vy Future, pale and bowed, Drawing the emblem-lots that shall them dower : Nightshade to one, to one a red, red bloom. Fresh gathered with the dew in its warm heart, W^ild woodbine, briar, grey moss from a tomb, Balm-flowers, sweet-balsam, stinging-nettle smart — Prophetic oracles that glad and grieve, Given in Elfin Court Midsummer Eve. VOL. I. 15 THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. |ARY'S late in coming home, mother." "So she is, Alice ; just put thy apron over thy head and run down the garden to look if she's in sight ; she should ha' been home long afore this. It is on the stroke of ten," When x\lice opened the house-door her mother heard the low moaning of the midsummer wind in the trees, and dropping her sewing, followed into the porch. It was a deep, shady porch, garlanded about with roses and honeysuckle as a rustic porch should be, and with a narrow path edged with golden St. John's wort straight down to the gate. 228 COUNTRY STORIES. There was no open prospect on either hand, for the hedges were high and the shrubs thick, but once at the gate, you could look far over the upland fields, and trace for nearly a mile across them the footpath leading to Heckerdyke. The Wards' was a lone house amongst the fields, wdth a dense planted hill rising close behind, and the corn-lands and pasture-lands stretching in front. They could not watch the curl of a neigh- bour's smoke for company at any time without mounting up through the wood ; but thence they could see Heckerdyke in the hollow two miles distant, and the haze of other smaller villages further away. It was a moonlight night, very clear, soft, warm, and beautiful, and the melancholy whushing in the leaves only seemed to deepen the stillness. When Alice had stood for some minutes peering steadfastly at the white road, she said, " I can't make her out, mother ; let us walk a bit o' the way to meet her." " I don't mind if we do, only let me put on my bonnet." Alice passed through the gate, and stood lean- i^^g against the post until her mother joined her, THREE NIGHTS BY ASH POOL. 229 when they went straight forward along the path without there being much talk between them. Not meeting Mary, perhaps they walked further than they intended, for coming to an inconvenient stile beside a great pond, called in the country-side Ash- pool, from the trees that overhung it, Mrs. Ward stopped, and said she did not see the use of proceeding. " She can't be long now, so we might as well wait here. Sit thee down, Alice ; I am well-nigh tired myself." So they rested on the plank put through the bars by way of steps, Alice above her mother, and both with their faces set towards Heckerdyke. Ash-pool laved the long meadow-grass almost close to their feet, and when the swaying of the boughs permitted it, the broken moonlight shone through on the water with silvery brightness. It was a lovely spot. The moonlight and the ripple, the quivering leaves, and the dipping reeds fixed Alice's half-sleepy eyes, and she stared at them until she fancied she saw something white moving out of the black shade on the further bank. " Mother, I'm glad I didn't come by myself — there's something not right about the pool to- 230 COUNTRY STORIES. night ! " cried she, shuddering all through as I have heard old-fashioned folks say we do when anybody is walking over the place where we are to be buried. Mrs. Ward was looking straight along the path to Heckerdyke, but at this exclamation she turned her face towards the water, and replied, " I re- member hearing tell when I was a lass how that it was ha'nted, but I've passed it at all hours, and in all weathers, and I never saw or heard anything. There's nought i' this world much worse than our- selves." Notwithstanding this encouragement, Alice's gaze lingered on the water with a kind of fascina- tion. The ash-boughs swayed apart under a stronger gust, and showed her the blackest and deepest of the pool, where the trees arched over like a cavern roof, and the bank was steep and jagged, as if desperate hands had clutched and broken it in a struggling fall. " Ay, but it's a dismal, dreary place ! Let's get on a bit further, or else go back ! " cried she, springing suddenly from her seat. *' It gives me such a feel you can't tell." " I didn't know I'd such a silly lass, to take THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 231 flights and fancies for she doesn't know what," responded her mother ; " but come thy ways ; if Mary was over-persuaded to stay supper at th}- aunt's, there's no telHng but she may stop all night, or if she doesn't, Jack'U come with her part o' her road." Alice set oft" down the path at a pace which soon left her mother behind ; at the next stile, however, she waited until she overtook her, when Mrs. Ward said, rather testily, " What ails thee to-night, Alice ? One would think thee was daft." Alice only laughed, and said she was all right again now that she had left Ash-pool. "Such stuft"! tJicc talking o' being feared on it. It's none so long sin' thee would paddle in after marsh-mallows. Don't run, bairn ; who does thee think's after thee .?" Alice at this remonstrance moderated her pace, and they regained their home side by side. Mrs. Ward struck a light in the house-place quickly, and as Alice turned back the garment w^hich she had worn over her head during the walk, she stood before her mother's eyes the prettiest girl in Rivis- dale. Mrs. Ward was very fond of her two chil- dren, and very proud of them. They had been 232 COUNTRY STORIES. well brought up, and were esteemed as well-con- ducted as girls could be. Alice was twenty-one, and was engaged soon to be married to Farmer Goodhugh, of Rookwood End ; but Mary was only seventeen, and had no avowed suitor. Alice had a healthy pale face, dark hair, and a figure that was almost perfect in its build and development, as her firm, agile walk and graceful movements showed. Nature had given her the f9rm and pro- portions of an antique model, and also some of the strong passions that moved antique women. Living all her life in that lone house, amongst the woods and fields, taught by her mother, and having no companion but her young sister, she had grown up reserved, and good by habit as well as instinct. Reading her Bible, the Pilgrim's Progress, and a few old-fashioned volumes of spiritual instruction besides, was her highest mental effort ; but she was a clever dairy-woman on her mother's little farm, and had quaint store of practical know- ledge about herbs, roots, bees, and flowers ; she was weather-wise, too, and could tell by the signs in the sky whether it would be fair or foul in Rivis- dale day by day. Her sister Mary was learning millinery and dressmaking with Miss Timble, at THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 233 Heckerdyke, but Alice had always stayed at home to help her mother, the liveliest of her holi- day excursions being a monthly visit to the village schoolroom, where the young women of the parish met to make clothes for the poor, under the super- intendence of the rector s wife, and after which, for three years past, Mark Goodhugh had always con- trived to join her and little IMary and bring them home. Mr. Ward considered Alice very happy in her prospect of a good husband and a good home, and between the young people there was an attach- ment warm, strong, and true. Alice Avas a woman of very deep feeling ; her affection for her mother, and especially for little Mary, partook of the pas- sionateness of her temperament. "I think it is a craze I've got to-night, mother," said she, looking dreamily at the candle standing on the table between them : " for now I am away from Ash-pool I want to go back." " I'll hear none of that, at all events," replied Mrs. Ward ; and she locked the house-door and put the key in her pocket resolutely. " Mary'U not come Hbme to-night ; she stayed at her aunt's, or Miss Timble's got a press o' work an' has kept her." 234 COUNTRY STORIES. Alice did not seem satisfied. " It's very queer, mother, the longing I have to go back and seek her ; she's stayed away many's the night before, an' I never felt like this," " What's come ower thee, bairn ! longings an' feelings, such a fash ! What can ail thee ? " "That's just what I don't know, mother." " Nor nobody else either. Get thee to bed, and thee'U soon forget all about it." Ahce felt herself very foolish, but very uncom- fortable, as she obeyed her mother's mandate, and went up the narrow cottage stairs to the room which she and Mary were accustomed to occupy together. The little lattice had not been closed, and looking out, there were the fields and the white road stretching away to Ash-pool. She stood gazing on them without any design, until her mother's movements in the adjoining room ceased, and then putting a plaid shawl over her head crept down stairs, unlocked the back door, and was' away across the first field before the aimlessness of this new journey struck her. Then she laughed to herself, and said, " It is silly ; what has Ash- pool to do with Mary, or Mary to do with Ash- pool } But as I have got out I'll go on." And THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 235 reasoning with herself thus, she quickened her pace, and in a quarter of an hour had reached the stile where she and her mother rested before. All was just as still, just as beautiful, just as softly mysterious as when she left it ; the water dimpling in the moonhght, and the great ash- boughs swaying slowly to and fro. She stood looking across it, and blaming herself for her folly, and hoping her mother would not discover her absence for ever so long. Indeed she made no attempt to go home, but presently sat down, exactly as if she had come out in the deliberate intention of waiting for somebody. And as she sat, there flowed irresistibly over her mind vivid recollections of certain things she had read in her few books, especially of Christian coming to the shores of the waters of Death, and taking leave of wife and children before going over the flood alone ; till suddenly she was startled from her dreams by the sight of a figure rushing across the field where there was no pathway, straight towards Ash-pool. In an instant she knew that it was little Mary, and springing forward, caught her in her arms. Then a struggle ensued ; the younger sister was slight and weak in comparison with Alice, but she had 236 COUNTRY STORIES. the frenzied strength of the despair that Is covetous of death. *' Let me go — let me go, AHce," she panted, and twisted herself, and struck with all her little might ; but Alice had clasped her firmly round the body, and trailed her by main force along the hedge-side, out of sight of the water ; then she purposely dropped to the ground herself, pulling Mary with her, and there held her with a more gentle restraint. Mary's efforts to escape ceased gradually, and she fell Into a quivering, moaning, sobbing agony, with her head resting on her sister's knees, and her pretty long yellow hair all loose about her face and neck. Ahce put It away, and, bending down, kissed her soft cheek, and then lifted her up, and made her rest against her breast with the fondest tenderness. " You have got into trouble, Mary darling ; but all's not over yet," said she. " I've been sent here to save you from a great sin." '' Who sent you > " " It was God himself, Mary. I've had it borne in upon my mind all night to come and seek you by Ash-pool." THREE XIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 237 Mary said nothing for several minutes, but at last, in a gush of tears, she broke out : " Oh, Alice ! what shall I do— what shall I do? You'd better have let me go. I'd have been lying like a stone at the bottom now ! " " Nay, Mary ; your poor body would, but ycni would ha' been standing before the throne of God." " I don't think He'd be as hard as Miss Timble, Alice, if I was." Ahce was silent for a little while, and then, thinking Mary somewhat quietened, she began to say, " You'll go home now, ^lary } " " No, no ; I daren't, Alice — I daren't !" And then the circumstances, or the consequences of her calamity overpowered her reason again, and, with vehement cries, she renewed her efforts to escape. Alice was so excited that she did not see her mother until she was close upon them. The old woman had heard her stealthy departure, had dressed herself, and followed her out into the fields. Someway off she had heard j\Iar>^'s agonised voice. Now she loved Alice, but little Mary^ was the idol and darling of her mother's heart ; and when she saw the strange, unnatural strife, she stood for a 238 COUNTRY STORIES. moment paralyzed ; but Mary had seen her, and was still. " We will take her home, mother," said Alice, quietly. " Ay, yes, we'll take her home, to be sure — take her home. Come, Mary dear, come now an' be good." And Mrs. Ward put her arm round her waist and lifted her up. " Oh, mother, mother ! I'm not worth it — I'm not worth it," sobbed Mary, drawing herself away. " We are none on us worth much, but thou art our Mary, an' thee must come wi' thy mother an' thy sister, let what will ha' happened thee. I say nought, only thee must come home." "■ Oh, mother, that it should be me to break thy heart and shame Alice afore everybody ! I wish I were dead — I wish I were dead." " Hearts take a deal o' breaking, Mary, that has their help i' the Lord Almighty," was Mrs. Ward's answer ; and then she said to Alice, with an in- voluntary sigh, " Take hold of her, and let us get her home." It was a miserable walk. Mary cried hysterically, and twice again made her insane efforts to get THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-FOOL. 239 back to Ash-pool. It was something, indeed, to thank God for aloud, as Mrs. Ward did, when they had her safe in the house-place and the door locked. They put her into the great chair that had been her father's, and Alice kindled the fire, while her mother sat still and soothed the unhappy girl. But Mary was not in a condition to listen or profit much. She was sensible that they whom she had most dreaded to see had taken her to their hearts and had not reproached her ; but she was sensible also that she had brought shame and sorrow upon all belonging to her, and that her own troubles were but just begun. Miss Timble had made her understand that too distinctly ever to be effaced from her memory. Neither Mrs. Ward nor Alice asked a single question, though what had happened came upon them like a thunder-clap ; for the present they were only intent on getting Mary quietened and put to rest. This was not easy : she rejected food, and declared she would starve herself to death — she would not live to be a disgrace to everybody who loved her — if she were in her grave they would forgive and forget her by-and-by. " Hush ! Mary darling, don't talk like that," 240 CO UNTR V STORIES. said Alice ; " if God forgives thee, surely thy mother an' thy sister can." " Miss Timble said you couldn't, and that the best thing I could do would be to die out of the way." " Miss Timble has not had the same tempta- tions as thee, Mary, or she'd know better than to speak like that. Thy mother's heart will never turn again thee ; we maun't try to be more just than God, Alice. Thee has been very wrong, but thee belongs to us, Mary, if thee had been ten times as wrong ; I ha' no right to cut thee off. Alice, a sup o' hot tea would do all o' us good. Mary'll drink out o' my cup." And when the tea was made, Mary was pre- vailed on to put her trembling hps to it and drink, and then she let herself be taken up-stairs, undressed, and laid on the bed without any re- sistance, only now and then she looked wonder- ingly in her mother's face, as if what was passing bewildered her, and every few minutes a con- vulsive fit of sobs and tears shook her sHght frame from head to foot. Alice busied herself in folding up her sister's clothes, and when that was done she stood by THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 241 the bed-foot, looking pityingly at ]Mary, until her mother spoke. " Go thee to my bed, Ahce ; 111 sleep with thy sister to-night, for the less she gets talking the better." So Alice went away and shut the door. But Mary could not sleep, and before the morning she had confessed herself to her mother — her love and her weakness, her misery and her despair. It was not without some entreaty that Mary would tell the name of him who had de- ceived her ; but at last, having exacted a promise of silence from her mother, she did so. Nothinq; was likely to astonish Mrs. Ward after the lament- able discovery of her darling's frailty, and when she heard the name of the rector's son, she only sighed and said, " Who could have thought it." Good people are often awfully severe ; the next day Mrs. Ward had this severity to suffer. She was alone in the house-place, about noon, Alice and Mary being together up-stairs, when she saw the erect, solemn figure of the rector coming over the fields. She did not meet him reveren- tially at the gate, as her custom was, but let him knock at the door, and then silently admitted him. The rector was not an unkind man at heart, but VOL. I. 16 242 COUNTRY STORIES. he was rather magisterial in his office ; he was more priest than pastor, and he was neither by- nature nor habit used to tender deaHng with the bruised sinners of his flock. Mrs. Ward coloured painfully as he metaphorically put her into the witness-box. " Mrs. Ward, is this true that I hear about Mary — her misconduct t " said he, as if he were pre-assured of his answer. *' I am not one to defend wrong-doing, Mr. Las- celles, as you very well know, but Mary's my child, and I will say this for her — she's more to be pitied than blamed, and him that deceived her is the greater sinner o' the two," replied Mrs. Ward, firmly. " He had better knowledge o' what's good an' what's bad than she had, an' it was a very poor thing o' him to ruin her that loved him. My girl's not vain like some, an' her undoing would never ha' come about had she not been ower- persuaded through the tenderness o' her poor heart" " Really, Mrs. Ward, you make a confusion between right and wrong that surprises me ! I thought that yoii of all people would have kept your daughter better ! " said the rector. Mrs, Ward might have asked him why he had not kept his- son better, but she refrained herself, and held her peace. " For a girl so young, and who had every attention from my wife at the school, she must have a very depraved disposition indeed." " No, Mr. Lascelles, Mary's not depraved," returned Mrs. Ward, indignantly ; " she has been led away, and there's no telling what she might become if we flung her out from among us like a bad weed. But God made me her mother, and let who will cast hard words at her I shall stand up for her an' shield her as long as I live." "Would it not be well to remove her from the neighbourhood, at least for a time .' " suggested the rector ; " such a bad example to the other young women of the parish " " No, sir, I will not send my Mary away from her mother an' sister," was the resolute answer ; " as for her being a bad example, it seems to me she'll be a sad warning rather to her old lake- fellows. The poor thing will be punished enough by the cold looks o' one an' another, an' the sorrow o' bringing into the world a babe without any o' the love an' pride that helps us women through without Alice an' me turning our backs on her. 244 COUNTRY STORIES. She'll stay wi' me, sir, and we shall do what we can to comfort her." " I am sorry to find you of this way of think- ing, Mrs. Ward ; if such early wickedness is not to be discouraged, I don't know what we shall come to by-and-by ! " " Mary'U have enough to bear, sir, never fear ; nobody need come near us that would rather stay away." The rector rose with an air of displeasure : *' And who is the other delinquent } " asked he, coldly. " Mary'll not tell " " Worse and worse ! Does she mean to carry on her intrigue .'* " ** He's far enough away by this, sir " " Humph ! Very bad case altogether, very bad. Mary will come to no more of my wife's Dorcas meetings, and perhaps Alice would prefer to stay away just at present. I must show the young people that vice is to be discouraged, Mrs. Ward. Mary has only herself to blame that she is an outcast. I trust it may be put into her heart to repent of her wickedness and to amend her ways." He said nothing of the returning sinner being THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 245 taken back with welcome and rejoicing. And so he went away, leaving poor Mrs. Ward somewhat mystified between his Sunday preaching and his week-day practice. II. Alice Ward's marriage with Farmer Goodhugh was deferred by this sad trouble which had be- fallen IMary, and there was even some talk of its going off altogether ; but though evil tongues spoke, the young people, being truly attached to each other, fulfilled their engagement the next spring, and Alice removed to Rookwood End. Mary was then left alone with her mother and a bright-eyed, four-months old baby, which she worshipped as fondly, and mothered-up as de- lightfully, as if the blessing of God had been upon it at its coming. Old friends were shy of the house, but Mrs. Lascelles had been to see her ; and though she came primed with stern counsel, 246 COUNTRY STORIES. somehow she did not find the occasion to utter it. Mary showed her baby with a perfect motherly tenderness, and the sedate modesty of her young face would have made rebuke very inappropriate. Her child had comforted her, and though Mary was now and then sorrowful, she was not miserable ; she looked upon her little one as she would have done had she been a happily wedded wife, and this her crowning joy. Mrs. Lascelles had not the heart to scold her ; and when she went away she even kissed the child as it lay in its mother's arms, and touched its dimples with a playful caress. The tears flashed into Mary's eyes --she had been so longing to ask a question, and this emboldened her, though her heart beat very heavily all the time. " Are you likely to lose Master Frank, ma'am t Will he be going away to this war they talk of t " "I am afraid he will, Mary. I am sorely afraid he will," replied Mrs. Lascelles, sighing. Mary's face drooped ; she said no more, and her visitor went away without any more words. Farmer Goodhugh took in a weekly newspaper, and every Sunday evening Mary used to meet her sister at the stile by Ash-pool to receive it, and THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 247 look for the intelligence of the removals of regi- ments — of Frank Lascelles's regiment that is. Mary had never been to church since her calamity. She used to go and sit through the long Sunday afternoons on the hill-top with her baby alone and offer her prayers there— the coldness of old friends had made her feel herself unworthy to join the Christian congregation in Heckerdyke church. After tea Airs, Ward walked with her to the stile, and when Alice and her husband appeared she would join them, and leave Mary to con her paper with the baby in her lap until they returned. This was done, as usual, one beautiful Sunday evening, and ]Mary had read, through blinding tears, that Frank was immediately going abroad. Nobody but herself knew why she was always so anxious for the paper ; no matter what she ought to have done, she had not ceased loving him — she thought she never should cease to love him. When she had seen the fatal words, she let the paper drop to the ground and laid her lips to the baby's cheek — sobbing and crying. But Ash-pool dimpled its dark waters in vain — she had that now worth loving and living for, and the shame v/as not greater than she could bear. 248 COUNTRY STORIES. She bad sat thus with her eyes hidden for some time, when a hand was laid on her shoulder, and a well-remembered voice said, in the pleasant old accents, *' Mary, Mary ! " She sprang up : she never reproached him ; all was forgotten in the greeting of the woman who loved. For a moment only — they had been guilty together — both very young, passionate, happy, heedless of consequences — but the heavy sense of sin was between them and its living evidence in Mary's arms. After the first impulse both were silent. Frank was the first to speak : ''They were all in church — I felt that I must see you once more, Mary — just once before I go. You got my letters } " " Yes — I can't bid you send no more, but my mother does not like it. She would be grieved to know you were here now. Oh ! Frank, Frank, it would have been better for me if we had never met ! " " I will marry you before I leave England, if you will, Mary " '' It's too late, Frank — it's too late ; you shall not waste your life for me. I know it would be your ruin to marry me, and it could not help its. THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 249 We shall stay with my mother— so give us one kiss, and then go " '^ But when I come home again, Mary " " You must not see me any more." Her voice trembled, and her face drooped as she said so, and Frank declared that he should not obey her. " It oughtn't to please me, Frank, to see you're fond of me as ever, but it does — Fm afraid Fve a bad heart," said Mary, looking up at him, tearfully. " But what I said first was right — we mustn't see one another any more." " Perhaps we never shall — who knows whether I may live to come back } " " Oh, Frank, Frank ! " and then the sad tears came. They had not met till now since Mary's disgrace became public, but neither made any allusion to it ; she said nothing of the hard words which had frenzied her and driven her to the verge of self- destruction — of that terrible hour she never thought without fear and trembling. But Frank guessed much. At home he had heard his mother speak with a severe compassion of Mary, and mention it as commendable that she kept herself in seclusion, not appearing even at church. And he had brought 250 COUNTRY STORIES. this upon her ! She and her mother and sister ha<. kept his share of her secret faithfully, and she hai borne all the contumely in her own person wher the mere mention of his name would with many have gone far to mitigate the blackness of her sin. He could not thank her for this — any ■zc/fj'r^^^ seemed poor and cold, and she would none of his caresses. They stood side by side looking over to the sunset and the gilded trees, and speaking httle ; but there was the aching pang of remorse in both their hearts. The after-taste of guilt is very bitter. Presently there was a sound of distant children's voices, and Mary knew that the people were coming out of church. " Now, 'Frank dear," said she, turning her sor- rowful pale face up to his. " Must I go, Mary t " There were a few tears mingled, scalding tears. Heart-drops that could not heal the heart-ache, lave out the sin, lessen the remorse. The little one was asleep in Mary's arms all the time, closely pressed to her bosom. Frank kissed the rosy, dimpled face, and kissed its mother. '* Mary, I w^as very cruel to you — very selfish," he said. THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 251 " Never mind, love, that is all over. I will like to remember, when — when I don't see you any- more, that you loved me. Oh, Frank, Frank ! " And thus they parted ; and ]\Iar>^ ran home, crying, crying. III. One night, rather more than two years after this parting, Mary Ward again took her way up to the stile by Ash -pool. Her little lad was now old enough to toddle beside her, clinging to her gown, to run on before and then scamper back, laughing and crowing, to hide his face against her knees. He was a very beautiful child, with great dark blue eyes, and brown hair curling in rings all over his head, and every day to Mary's mingled joy and dread, he grew more like his father, who was far away with the army in the East. All the long morning there had been the 252 COUNTRY STORIES. ringing of Heckerdyke church-bells for a great victory. Mary had heard the sound over the hills, and had paused in her work often to listen, and to think where was Frank all the time that the sun was shining and the bells were ringing through bonny Rivisdale ? Was he lying dead on the crimson battle-field, or was he writhing, in wounded misery, in an hospital tent, or was he one amongst the happy saved and victorious ? She was in feverish haste, for Alice was to meet her at the stile, with any news she could get from the rectory, whither she could never go, and once or twice she would have carried the boy, that they might get on faster ; but he was full of spirits and mischief, and would use his own little legs to run in amongst the wheat, to gather the poppies and gay blue corn-flowers, and kept her waiting again and again. But when she reached the stile, she was all too soon — no Alice was there, nor in sight upon the path ; so she went further and further, until she came to the brow of the hill, which looked down upon the village. A little way off was the church, with the rectory and rectory gardens, and, leaning over the last stile, with the boy playing at her feet, she tried to school herself to wait patiently. At THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 253 first it did not strike her that, though the sun had gone round from the south side of the house, all the blinds were down and the lower shutters half closed. But there was a strange silence and hush about the place ; the door into the flowery porch was shut, and Mr. Lascelles was not taking his evening stroll of inspection amongst his roses. The joy-bells had ceased five hours ago, and though the day's work was done, there was no noise of cricket-players on the village-green, or of quoit-players at the alehouse. She knew that Alice would go to the back- door at the rectory, and she kept her eyes on that, distinguishing curiously the green ivy leaves with the sunshine slanting round the corner at the west. So intent was she, that she did not notice a young woman who was coming from a little dairy-farm that she had passed a few hun- dred yards behind, until she had twice asked her to make way for her to cross the stile. She had a jug of milk in her hand, and, with mechanical civility, Mary held it for her until she had got over, and then she recognised an old school companion who had gone into service at the rectory. " I can't stop, Mary, but I'm glad to see you 254 COUNTRY STORIES. looking so well. And is that your little boy ? " said she. "There's trouble at home — you've heard, oerhaps. They stopped the bells directly." " I have heard nothing." *'Poor Master's Frank's dead — yes, he's dead — and missis is nearly distracted. I've just been for t' milk for our teas. I knew you'd be sorry — he was a very fine young man. Ay, true it is, t' best alius goes t' first ! " Mary never spoke, but just turned round, and taking up her child, now tired enough to be quiet, tottered back to Ash-pool. Afterwards she told Alice, that when her old companion said, '' Master Frank's dead — yes, he's dead," something struck her heart like a death-blow. Her sister found her sitting there by the water, still as a statue, dumb and tearless, and white as a corpse. " You have heard, Mary } " she said, kneeling beside her. " They got the news this noon. It's very sad. They say he was riding into the battle, and cheering his men to come on, with his sword waving over his head, when a shot struck him in the breast, and he died. Oh, love, love ! I wish you had a right to be sorry for him ; but it's like a judgment on him for his wickedness to you." THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. 255 "Then it's a judgment on both of us, for I was as much to blame as he," repHed Mary, still clear enough to defend her lover. " I never said so before, but I have hated him, Mary — oh ! I have hated him ! I believe I was glad when I heard he was killed." " Don't Alice, don't ! " And poor Mary shud- dered with a blind, blank look of misery in her pretty eyes. They were in no haste to go home either of them, and they stayed by the pool as the sun went down. The child fell fast asleep in Mary's arms, but her anguish only seemed to deepen in watch- ing the innocent, unconcious little face. Alice wished she would give way and cry, but of any such outlet for her feelings she was at present incapable. Her heart swelled, and her throat ached, but the tears would not come. And while these two women sat silently grieving, the bereaved father was coming slowly towards them, his head bent down, his spirit within him weak as water. He had lost his only son — his only child. There was little sign in his subdued presence of the magisterial priest who had condemned Mary and rebuked her mother 256 COUNTRY STORIES. — the flood of sorrow had come over him and swept him down to the level of suffering humanity. He had come to the fields by Ash-pool to be alone with God in his anguish, for Frank had been the joy and pride of his heart, and that he had died as became a brave soldier but little mitigated it. And so it happened that he saw Mary for the first time since she was an innocent merry girl, resting so still, broken-hearted, with his child upon her lap. Self-absorbed as he was, he could not but read aright the utter sense of prostration that her atti- tude and countenance betrayed, and with the frightened glance she cast at him as she moved to let him pass, a sudden suspicion came into his mind. " Mary, you know what trouble has come to us. You are in great sorrow again. Are our griefs akin } " said he, sharply. " Oh, sir, sir ! " That piteous exclamation con- fessed all, and with a quick gesture she uncovered the child's face. The rector could not speak — than anger, than all righteous reprobation, love is stronger. Mary's love for the son he had lost suddenly overcame his indignation. By-and-by he recovered his voice, THREE NIGHTS BY ASH POOL. 257 and said, with a gesture towards the home where the bereaved mother was weeping, " I think, Mary, it would comfort her to see him, and to know " My sketch is done. While there is death in the world, and sorrow and parting, and sin, let love and Christian forgiveness triumph as they triumphed here. Mary Ward's life was short — she died within two months of the night by Ash-pool, where she heard the tidings of her lover's death. The child was taken to the rectory, and is being brought up by the rector and his wife — all the world knows now that Mary Ward's son was also the son of Frank Lascelles. There is a grey slab in an out-of-the-way corner of Heckerdyke church with this inscription : "Francis Lascelles, aged 23. Mary Ward, aged 19, Who art thou that condemneth } Let him that is without sin among you cast the first stone." END OF " THREE NIGHTS BY ASH-POOL. VOL. L 17 THE HOLY WELL. jIDDEN in a deep wood hollow, Girt about with ancient trees, i Where the mocking echoes follow In the track of every breeze, Lies the Holy Well. Hoary stones up-heaped around it, Worn and moss'ed with age surround it In the lonely dell. n. Down the hillside frets the water, Gurgling to the shadowed pool. With a trickling, ringing laughter, As it fills the basin full. The grey-green stones among. And a music like bells pealing, Wavelets gushing, eddies reeling. With a wild, wild song ! THE HOLY WELL. 259 III. All about its brink the aspen Quivers into sun and shade : Asphodel and vindweed, claspen Tendril--v\-ise, thick bowers have made The noisy rill about. And always 'mongst the broad ferns waving, When the summer storms are raving Zephyrs play in and out. IV. Softly, in the evening twilight, When the air is hushed and still, Closed the little peering eye-bright, And the shadows on the hill Are fast asleep. Down the dark and windy hollow, Where the traitor echoes follow, Cometh one to weep. V. She is young and fresh and blooming. Has a brow most pure and fair: Through the purple summer gloaming Come her step and form of air, Secretly and slow ; Lest some lurking spy should follow, Down the dark and windy hollow. Where she fain would go.. 26o COUNTRY STORIES. VI. Trailing with a laggard footfall, Drawn by hope, withheld by fear. Through the plumy ferns at nightfall, When the sky shows dim and drear Beyond the trees ; With a cheek, now flushing, paling, To her heart's wild inner wailing Starting at each breeze. VII. Slowly, down the steep, green hill-side, Over slippery, lichened stones, Slowly, by the Holy Well-side Listening to its murmured tones, Down on her knee ; With the black boughs o'er her swaying, Softly weeping, softly saying, " Loveth he me? " VIII. By the Holy Well down kneeling. Watching for her gain or loss. O'er its mirror-darkness stealing Light, with shade of pines across, Like pale moonbeams ; Slow and solemn as the warning Easter light of winter morning, On our waking dreams. THE HOLY WELL. 261 IX. Brightening still until the lustre, Glows like topaz in the shade : And the tiny eddies muster I jke a framework round it laid, Fretted o'er w^th gold ; And the inner circle glistens, And the night stands still and listens, To that question old X. On the brink low bends the maiden, Peering down into the glass, All her soul with terror laden, Asking of the shades that pass, " Loveth he me ? " With a tone of sad complaining, While the light is slowly waning, " Loveth he me ? " XI. Thrice her white lips opening quiver, E'er she dares to speak again ; Creeping down the little river. Steals the darkness back again. " Loveth he me ? " Comes a sound of fairy laughter, Trilling sweep the echoes after — " He loveth thee ! " 262 COUNTRY STORIES. XII. Up she rises, gaily, gladly, On her lips the rose flush warms ; All the tiny zephyrs madly Wake and toy with her alarms. As she trips away ; Startled by a dead leaf falling. Or a wakeful echo calling. To the coming day, XIII. Hastes she from the haunted hollow, Light of heart and swift of foot ; Ever as she goes there follow, Voices murmuring like the lute, " He loveth thee ! '' All her spirits inly ringing, To their wild and tuneful singing, "Helovethme!" XIV. Many a mile of lonely woodland Lies between her and her home ; Hill and dale and heathery moorland Where the hunters frequent come, Seeking their game. And it chanced that morning early While the dew lay white and pearly Herbert Wilford came. THE HOLY WELL. 263 XV. With a downcast brow and darkling, Full of pride and full of ire, And an eye both hot and sparkling Kindled at his wild heart's fire, And his teeth set. Suddenly within the shade. In the deepest of the glade There they two met, XVI. O'er her face there came a flushing— Could it be the morning light ? Or a tide of blushes rushing, From her pure love into sight To betray her ? Herbert in her fair face peering, With hot gaze her forehead scaring, Looked as he could slay her. XVII. '•' Hast thou been to Haunted Hollow, Wilful, false, proud, fickle May ? Art thou pleased to see me follow, On thy steps till break of day. Vain little heart ? 'Tis said that on the Eve St. John, IMaids to Holy^vell have gone To ask their fate. 264 COUNTRY STORIES. XVIII. " 'Tis a year, May, since we parted, — I in anger, thou in tears. I liave seen thee merry-hearted, Joyous with thy young compeers, Forgetting me. If the echo told thee truly. As I read thy blush unruly, It said ' still loveth he ! XIX. From his dark brow passed the glooming. From her heart fled all her fears ; While the purple fells were blooming Under mornings' lustrous tears. Upon the lea. And tinkled as they went the hair-bells, All the little fairy joy-bells, "Loveth he me?" '' He loveth thee ! " " Loveth she me ? " " She loveth thee ! " END OF THE " HOLY WELL. TOO PRUDENT BY HALF; OR. PROUD NELLY KIXGSLAXD. LL lay you a pound to a penny that proud Miss Nelly marries John Ormandy in the end." " John Ormandy ! Who is John Ormandy, and what has he got that he should lift his eyes to Miss Eleanor Kingsland ? " " John Ormandy's the son of her father's best friend, and he has got the making of a man in him — that's what he is, and that's what he has got." " He is a clerk with a hundred a-year, and his family on his hands. Miss Eleanor will never wait 266 COUNTRY STORIES. for him ; indeed, if all's true, they say she has her eye on Larke of Lark Hill." " Larke of Lark Hill ? " " You have heard it, then ? " " Yes, we are deafened with gossip in this country ; but I'm not one to beHeve all I hear. I've said it before, and I'll say it again — a pound to a penny Nelly Kingsland marries John Ormandy, and none but John Ormandy, in the end." " She'll go round the wood seven times before she'll bring her mind to it. She's a rare beauty, and as well she knows it ; earth is hardly good enough for her to step on." " That's not to be gainsaid ; she is mighty high and uplifted in her own conceit, but where will you see such another face or fine-made figure of a woman t Larke of Lark Hill would be lucky to win her. It's a worn-out old stock, the Larkes, and Philip not much better than a natural, poor shambling fellow that he is." " It's not Philip I was meaning — what woman that is a woman would look at him ? It's young Archibald that's home from India." " Gossip tells her stories half-a-dozen ways ; but Philip or Archibald, I lay you a pound to a i TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 267 penny proud Miss Nelly marries John Ormandy before this day ten years. There she comes in her new carriage — a sight for sore eyes is that bonny face of hers, God bless my darling every day she lives, with all the faults of her ! " The two cronies (the widow of the late and the wife of the present doctor of Milnthorpe) rose simultaneously to watch the transit of the beauty of the district. She was sitting erect in her car- riage, looking straight before her ; a large, fair girl, in blue and white raiment lying all soft and cloudy about her, and her face sunny, beaming, glorious as the face of a goddess ; the wind blew her pale chesnut ringlets away from her bloomy cheeks and white brow, and every man, woman, and child stood still to stare and wonder as she passed. The village street fell into eclipse in the dust of her chariot- wheels, and the widowed Mrs. Ford resumed her easy chair with a sigh and a supposition that ]Miss Nelly was going out for the day. From her tone and manner the event might have been a personal disaster. " The Kingslands are quite the big people of Milnthorpe now, so far as money goes," remarked her friend, Mrs. Binks. 268 COUNTRY STORIES. "Yes, old Kingsland hardly can know what he's worth — everything he touches seem to turns to gold. He is liberal with it, but too much prosperity is not good for a man — and see how set up with it Miss Nelly is. I remember the time when he came first to Milnthorpe — an overseer in Clayton's works he was, and married to a pretty woman out of West- moreland, who did not take over kindly to this country ways. She had her family very thick, and many's the five pound bill poor Tom Ormandy let him have to help him in his straits — for Tom was that generous he'd have given the coat off his back to a friend in need. She had a great spirit had Mrs. Kingsland, and battled through her twelve children without ever looking behind her, and just as prosperity dawned on 'em she died. Miss Nelly was the baby, and she's grown up quite on the sunny side of the wall. She'd open her blue eyes a deal wider if she knew all I could tell her of John Ormandy's father and her own. Eh, well, let's trust the Lord does what's best ; for it puzzles me above a bit to think who's gone up and who's come down in this curious see-saw of a Milnthorpe world since I've been in it." *• The Ormandys have never had their heads TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 269 above water since I have heard of them," remarked Mrs. Binks. '* It sounds Hke a bad joke to me when you talk of plain John Ormandy and that sweet Miss Eleanor Kingsland." " Then don't repeat it — I love 'em both dearly, and I'm of opinion that for all the great gulf you fancy there is between them, they'll end by clasping hands across it. I know John's heart has been set on her for, long — ever since he was a lad ; and she, with all her conceit and nonsense, has wit enough to know that he's better worth as a man than any of her sprigs of gentility that she's so keen about pleasing and visiting among." *^ I can't see it ; he's only a pale-faced young fellow to look at, and not a deal to say for him- self Now Captain Larke is something like — and he is sure to come into the property when Philip drops off, as drop off he must soon. You may back John Ormandy, but I would much prefer to see Miss Eleanor Mrs. Archibald Larke, and mistress at Lark Hill." Mrs. Forde thought they had jaded the subject, and closed it with a favourite platitude : " We that ■ live shall see : — After all it is no personal concern of yours, who hardly ever spoke to either of them 270 COUNTRY STORIES. in your life, Mrs. Binks, and I don't approve of speckilating on people's deaths — poor Mr. Philip may see us both out — a creaking gate hangs long, and I never heard my husband say that he'd any- thing wrong with him to signify." Mrs. Binks nodded her head with much signifi- cance, implying that her husband was of quite another opinion ; and after a little further talk on domestic matters, and the market-price of eggs, she bade her friend good-day. Mrs. Ford re- mained at her window in thoughtful meditation for some minutes after she was gone. Her house, which was called the Corner House, commanded the two chief thoroughfares of Miln- thorpe, but at this hour, midway the afternoon, all was quiet. The men-folk were at the works, the children in school, the wives and mothers at the wash-tub or the oven. The Kingsland carriage was the last that had passed, for the polite society of the neighbourhood was assembled at a straw- berry party at Lark Hill, the first of the season, and the usual diversion of the time of day was absent. Suppose we leave the smoky purlieus of Milnthorpe, where money is made like coining, and go through the shady woods to the gardens on Lark Hill, too. TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 271 It was a very gay and charming, scene under the trees in the July sunshine. Mrs. Larke was an old lady, but sprightly as youth itself, and as apt at promoting amusement as if she were be- ginning Hfe, instead of waning to its conclusion. She was exceedingly popular in the country, for lady of quality born, bred and married though she was, she had not the exclusive airs of ancient gentility that are so obnoxious to new-made mag- nates. If people were nice in themselves, and wiUing to contribute their quota of pleasantness to her parties, she was not rigorous to consider whether they were toum or county, whether they had inherited a fortune, or dug one out of the Milnthorpe mines. This social code of hers had been in force since her husband's death, now nine years past. Her son Philip, was nominal master in the house, but nothing more. " Poor Philip," his mother called him, and was kind, but made no account of him any more than if he were still in his nonage. Archibald was her favourite, who took after herself in frank disposition and hand- someness. He had won his laurels in India, and had come home on leave to recruit his strength after a wound in the face which had marred his 272 COUNTRY STORIES. beauty a little, but had as certainly increased his attraction to the romantic and heart-free maidens of the neighbourhood— proud Eleanor Kingsland, the brightest, and fairest of them all. He was too manly to be vain, but he had humour enough to be amused by the flattering attentions of the girls. His mother especially distinguished Eleanor in her introductions, and the others quietly subsided, as it seemed right they should, into secondary places. Eleanor felt herself set on a level with the hero of the day, and was as happy as a queen. She loved admiration, and to be the first in her company, all in an open, simple, innocent way that made shrewd people smile, but never made any one dislike her. ''She is not particularly refined, but she is as beautiful as the summer," was Captain Archi- bald's private criticism on her ; and he drew a silent comparison between Eleanor's full rose-like womanhood, and the lily grace of Mary, the poor vicar's daughter, whom he had a fancy for when he was a boy, and did his lessons with the vicar. Mary looked up at him with sweet, shy, soft brown eyes, and called him " Archy " still ; and much as it would have astonished his lady friends TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 273 to hear it, he was more content recounting his hair-breadth 'scapes to her than to any more briUiant Desdemona of them all. Several times during the afternoon, in pauses of the croquet and the shooting, he made occasion to inquire how she was getting on ; and every time she said, '* O, very well ; never mind me, Archy," he felt that he minded her more than all the other guests together. And she was a mere nobody to them — a little creature, pretty, it is true, but insignificant, and not at all well-dressed : only in a muslin that had been several times washed, and a leghorn hat not in the fashion — a broad hat with brown strings — an every-day hat that was quite familiar in the parish. Eleanor Kingsland gave her one glance as a princess might to a way-side flower, and thought of her no more. Naturally Eleanor thought most of herself. She had been brought up to it. Old Mr. Kingsland, her brothers, her elder married sisters, all the servants of the house admired per- fection in her. No one's ear at home was sensitive to her loud voice and provincial accent. Her hot bursts of temper, her vanity were treated with indulgence as the whims of a spoilt child ; and that she promised to mature and blow into a florid VOL. I. 18 274 COUNTRY STORIES. Rubens' beauty was everything the taste of the Kingslands desired. But it will be readily con- ceived that out of the circle of domestic adulation she was liable to criticism, especially in a circle of county gentility such as was met at Lark Hill on the present occasion. Old Lady Greystock inquired who she was, and then remarked that she Avas handsome, but decidedly vulgar. ** She speaks at the top of her voice as if we were a community of deaf people ; and what an accent ! " said Miss Houghton. " She looks like a peony in a posy of exotics," observed the mother of four blanched aristocratic daughters. But Eleanor was blest in a fund of easy, un- doubting, self-confidence which made her proof against any such small censures ; and even had she heard them, the chances are that she would have consoled herself with the reflection that the finest fruit is always the most pecked at. She was vastly elated by her triumphs this afternoon, for it could not be denied that Mrs. Larke distinguished her, and that Captain Archibald was wondrous polite. The mischief was that she laid his polite- ness to a wrong cause, and let her imagination rove TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 275 in a labyrinth of tender improbabilities where " poor John Ormandy " was quite a superfluous shadow. If he had been amongst the guests at Lark Hill he would have secured a safe place in her esteem ; but John had no present chance of society, and Eleanor thought of him to-day with a flavour of unconscious contempt in her affection ; for she was fond of John as a person she was used to, and perhaps a little more, but not enough to prefer him and his lower rank before the great worlii of county folk, amoligst whom she was being graciously welcomed since her father had grown very rich, and had been put in the Com- mission of the Peace. The entertainment, -v^hen the heat of the day was over, concluded with a dance on the lawn, and Mr. Philip honoured Eleanor with his hand in the first quadrille. He was a puny, absent, shy man, without a word, but he was the squire, and that was the dignity of it. " Take out Miss Kingsland, she is the greatest stranger, my mother says, and I want to dance with Mary," whispered his brother ; and Philip, good-naturedly, but without any peculiar sense of satisfaction, bowed and sidled through the figures 276 COUNTRY STORIES. with "the bouncing beauty," as he irreverently and disrespectfully called Eleanor in the secret chambers of his heart. It sounded well, however, and Eleanor was flattered and pleased to proclaim when she reached home in the dusk that the party at Lark Hill had ended with a dance, and that she had danced first with the squire, and next with Captain Archi- bald. " And I'll take my oath there was not a bonnier lass on the lawn than my Eleanor ! " responded her fond father, and drew her cool rosy face down to kiss it. Mr. Kingsland was still sitting over his wine in the dining-room at her return, and John Ormandy, quite unexpectedly, was keeping him company. Eleanor gave him a cool easy greeting, and asked what brought him there. Her father took the answer out of John's mouth. " He has come to bid us good-bye, and will stop over Sunday, Nelly," said he, patting her hand soothingly, as if he fancied himself the teller of ill news. " He has accepted a situation a long w^ay from home, right away in Gloucestershire ; and he's off next week. We shall miss him, my TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. I'll beauty, shan't we, for there's nobody like John — nobody like constant John, eh, chuck ? " Eleanor smiled with amiable superiority : '' Poor John, I hope you'll do well, wherever you go ; I'm sure you deserve it," said she, " and our good wishes will always follow you." John twirled an empty glass and replied : *' Thank you, Nelly," quite meekly, as if to a grandmother's blessing, and then he looked up in her plump fair face with placid grey eyes full of respect and affectionate admiration. He was young still, and not versed in coquettish ways. There was no misunderstanding his sentiments of serene worship : Eleanor might be too florid, noisy and confident for the rarified atmosphere of Lark Hill, but ta John Ormandy she was the chief and loveliest amongst women. She yawned ; ruby lips, white capable teeth displayed themselves, and with this undisguised preface, she made her good-nights short, and ran away to her sleep and her dreams, wonderfully little discomposed by the news of her humble adorer's near departure. '' He can tell me all about it to-morrow ; " said she to herself, and straightway forgot it, and took a fancy-flight back to Lark Hill. 278 COUNTRY STORIES. John Ormandy was not much thought of in Milnthorpe by people in general. His father's life had been a failure there. His mother and sister lived amidst old friends and acquaintance in the narrowest genteel penury. Only his mother, Mrs. Ford, and Mr. Kingsland professed any faith in his capacity, and none of them discerned its real depth. For some time back his native shrewdness had suggested that if he meant ever to prosper and increase in the world, he must transplant himself to new soil where no bind-weeds of ancient pre- judice or poor kindred could hamper his growth. He was not without judgment either in his apparently hopeless love for proud Nelly Kings- land. He was one of those men who can bear to bide their time, and know how to prize an oppor- tunity. He had a gift of self-assurance which enabled him to keep cool and silent under diffi- culties and discouragements, and ultimately to overcome them. He was not handsome, for though tall and well-made, grace he had none, and only such beauty of countenance as results from the possession of health, sense and an equable tem- perament. As Eleanor had begun disparagingly to confess to herself since she went amongst TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 279 military heroes, " poor John " had not the dis- tinguished appearance of a gentleman ; but then he employed a country tailor, and was in a sub- servient position yet. There was no saying what independence and well-cut clothes might do for him ; and to the achievement of these desirable possessions he had bent his mind in seeking em- ployment away from the scenes of his family disasters. He was perfectly satisfied with the new beginning that he was about to make in Glouces- tershire, foreseeing that it might lead him far. He had set his affections and ambition on Eleanor Kingsland prematurely, but permanently. At first it had seemed to him in his ignorance and inex- perience that he had only to work himself up to a certain position (a house and perhaps two hundred pounds of salary) to win her ; but during the past year he had discovered that Nelly could be ambitious as well as he, and that her aspiring temper might prove as troublesome an obstacle in his path as any rival. Nevertheless he had a pre- science that his she would be at last, and with this prescience he had imbued his good old friend Mrs. Ford. Eleanor's present weakness was for " family," 28o COUNTRY STORIES. "birth," "good blood." Brown old portraits and rickety suits of armour fascinated her. She sang songs about lovers of high degree, and thought she could be perfectly happy in a moated grange. John laughed to himself with sly good humour at her mediaeval airs, and thought she looked much more like becoming an alderman's helpmate. His love did not make him insensible to her deficiencies in the way of refinement ; he perceived the incon- gruity between her loud Milnthorpe manner and the solemn dignity of Greystoke Castle, and never professed to believe that they could by any means amalgamate. But she suited him, and when she came down from her room on Sunday morning, rustling and splendid in royal blue silk, he met her with the look of serious admiration and tender approval which she not only tolerated but expected from ** poor John ; " for woman-like, though she did not mean to reward him, she liked to dazzle and would have cruelly resented any sign that he was wearying of his captivity. Mr. Kingsland's residence was Milnthorpe Priory, a nice old place which the rich man had leased from its impoverished owner. Lord Monke, and gorgeously embellished to render it fit for his TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 281 own occupation. The park and gardens were fortunately beyond his spoiling ; and John Ormandy who had a naturally correct but, as yet, uncultivated taste, preferred being out under the old beeches on the lawn, to taking his ease amidst the velvet, gilding and plate-glass which destroyed the repose of the ancient apartments of the Monkes. There was no ser\^ice at church in the afternoon, and he persuaded Eleanor to go for a stroll in the woods with him. It was very hot, and the green shadow and soft stir under the leaves was grateful to them both. Presently they sat down to enjoy them more at leisure, w4th their feet nearly touching the shallow babble of Miln- thorpe Beck, which ran with a devious course through the woods, and formed one boundary of the Priory demesnes. " Isn't this sweet, John } " exclaimed Eleanor who was always the chief speaker in their tete-d-tetes. " Look at that bird dipping in the water, and those immense plumes of lady-fern ! " John agreed that it was all charming. "And how much more aristocratic than the Newbold's Italian villa ! " Eleanor continued scornfully. " You ought to see it, John. Mr. Newbold is trying to rival papa at 282 COUNTRY STORIES. every turn, and boasts that Gimlet has carte blanche for his furnishing. But he can't have the Priory towers or the Priory beeches, as we tell him. So absurd of those Newbolds laying them- selves out to visit with the county-people nobody had heard of three years ago ! I can't bear Jane — she has no style at all and she is so very satirical. They say she is clever — I'm sure she is ugly enough to be quite a blue-stocking. And she expects when they are settled, that the Larkes will call on them — so truly absurd, you know ! " *' Who are the Larkes t " inquired John, with a languid affectation of ignorance. " The Larkes ! Why, John, you imist know who the Larkes are ! The Larkes of Lark Hill where I was yesterday ! They have never done anything for ages, and they have always lived there." " Those Larkes } I thought Master Archibald had won great renown," said John, with a sudden revival of memory. ^' He was in every battle during the mutiny. Do you call that doing nothing — fighting in India .^ " ''Don't be provoking, John; you know what I mean. I mean that the Larkes have been gentle- TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 283 folks as far back as anybody can trace," replied Eleanor, rather affronted. " The eldest son has the family property, and is, of course, the squire, and the younger sons have always gone into the Church, or the army, or navy. They were Cavaliers, the Larkes, and took the King's side in the Civil Wars, as all the people of quality and consideration in these parts did." " You are wrong there, Nelly ; the Ormandys were Parliament men," said John, coolly. " Oh ! " echoed the young lady. She had never heard of the Ormandys as people of quality or consideration before ; but John was pleased to assume that being notoriously a decayed family, they had been a family of real ancient dignity, and he had assumed it so long that he had ended by almost beheving it. Eleanor was pleased to beHeve it, too, and " poor John " rose quite a degree in her estimation. " Have you any interesting memorials of your family 1 " she inquired. " Pictures or seals or arms .'' " I have these," said John, laughing, and stretch- ing out his two long muscular members. " I wish you would be serious ! " 284 COUNTRY STORIES. " I am — awfully serious. These arms will stand me in better stead than any rusty weapons on a wall, Nelly. You'll see if they don't— our tin-pots and blunderbusses are all gone to kingdom come generations ago." " Captain Archibald Larke has both his arms of flesh, and arms of honour, sir. Tell me in earnest, John, do you come of a good old family ? I think so much of race, you know." John was too honest to deceive her further than he had deceived himself. " In Graythwate church- yard," said he, '' there are tombstones of the Ormandys more than three hundred years old, but they were only a family of yeomen, I fancy. There was a Captain Reuben Ormandy in Crom- well's army at Marston Moor, and he was killed." " But Cromwell's captains were butchers and bakers and canting old leather-sellers." John laughed, not altogether pleased. " Per- haps," said he, " we had better not enter into ques- tions of pedigree. If I am ever great man enough to want armorial bearings, I have no doubt that I can buy them at the market-price." " For shame, John ! How can you make fun like that } Papa is having a die sunk with his TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 285 crest for the new library chairs. It is so quaint," said Eleanor, innocently, " a dragon's head with a ring through the nose." " Indeed. Mine is a bloody hand holding a nut in a pair of nut-crackers," added John, with perfect gravity. " How very curious ! What odd ideas these old heralds had ! The Ormandys must have been somebody if they sport a crest, J ohn. Do have it cut on your seal and stamped on your note-paper. The Newbolds have only a monogram on theirs." " You dear httle beautiful fudge," cried John, with tender inconsequence, to which Nelly re- sponded by bidding him not be so silly, and to sit further off. " One tire's of talking sense for ever," said he, and would do nothing but banter and jest and fan her with fern leaves all through the re- mainder of the afternoon. " You will find somebody much nicer in Glou- cestershire," retorted she, by-and-by, to some sweet exaggerated compliments, but there was a faithless look in her blue eyes which showed she did not believe it. " It will be your fault if I do. You love me a little, Nelly, just a little. Come, say 'just a little' " '^0^: ■'*? 286 COUNTRY STORIES. "Well, ^ jiLst a little^ " echoed she like a mock- ing-bird, and to the provocation that naturally fol- lowed, she said : "John, if you were not going away to-morrow I should be very angry. Give you an inch and you take an ell. Here's papa — we might as well go in now. Well, papa, have you had your Sunday sleep t We have had a delight- ful walk in the wood." It was with the impression of this pleasant day at the Priory on his mind that John Ormandy went his way from Milnthorpe. Had he not a right to carry a good hope with him } John Ormandy went his way from Milnthorpe, and Eleanor was sorry for longer than a day. He was one of those familiar friends of the house who frequently " dropt in," and made a cheerful even- ing of a dull one. But Mrs. Ford, who had his sentimental interests deeply at heart, and was critically observant of Eleanor, began presently to fear that " out of sight was out of mind " with her, and that he would soon be forgotten in absence. The fact was, that Nelly had never been pro- foundly interested in him : she liked him "just a little," and felt no discomposure from it. Mrs. TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 287 Binks, whose way it was to worry her acquaint- ance on their raw spots, never met the widow without bringing the subject of Eleanor's wooings forward ; and she particularly liked to inquire if her gossip was aware how often the Prior> young lady went to Lark Hill. Mrs. Ford knew the history of every visit she paid there. Nelly was not secretive, and she delighted in telling her triumphs. She thought a great deal of her inti- macy at Lark Hill, and was never pre-engaged when there came an invitation from Mrs. Larke. After every one she made a call at tea-time on her old friend Mrs, Ford, and all her talk was of Cap- tain Archibald, his honours and glories, his virtues, graces, and manifold accomplishments. She had not an atom of shyness in expatiating upon them. " He is extolled to the skies in the ' History of the Mutiny' that came down in Smith's last box of books ; you shall have it to read," said she to the widow. " Then he is so handsome, and such a perfect gentleman. High breeding vmst tell, Mrs. Ford, you know. He looks born to com- mand ; and I really think he can do everything — draw, dance, sing, and speak a dozen languages — so different to the Milnthorpe men, who have been 288 COUNTRY STORIES. in offices, and mines, and factories, all their lives ! But what I most admire in him is his courteous behaviour to his mother. Amongst our old set the men seem to think it witty to make jests at their wives, and to tell them in public they are tired of them, and will have "a second." I am sure Captain Larke would be incapable of such rude joking ; his respect for his mother is beau- tiful to see, and her devotion to him is as nice. She may well be proud of him ! Not many mothers have such a noble son." " Captain Larke is a highly distinguished young man ; has he ever dined at the Priory yet ? " inquired Mrs. Ford with an ulterior meaning which Eleanor did not penetrate. " No. We have invited him twice, and our best people to meet him ; but the first time he was going to join a shooting-party at Langton Moor ; and the next he was laid up with neural- gia ; they say his wound aches bitterly at change of weather. I hope we shall have better luck next time ; we must ask him again when my brother Charley is here with his wife. Mrs. Charles is quite a lady, you know ; she was a navy captain's daughter. The Lark Hill parties were over for TOO PRUDEXT BY HALF. 289 the season last month, and I was very sorry ; they were delightful for bringing people together on easy terms, and one was quite sure to meet none but unexceptionable people there, you know." " Unexceptionable people, my dear ! what sort of people may they be ? " said Mrs. Ford, with an inclination to smile. " County people, I mean : the Greystocks and Larkes themselves, not the Xewbolds and their mixed multitude ; they have artists and authors, and such like down from London ; quite a rabble, I say." " Mr. Newbold is all for education, and art and science, and spends his money promoting them. Jane is partial to science." "Jane is a perfect horror ! Have you seen how she does her hair, like the leaning Tower of Pisa wrapped round with red ribbon t She calls it ' classical' I call it ' frightful' " " Fashions change, Nelly. How do you like the old lady, Mrs. Larke } " " Oh, very well. She is extremely polite to me. Indeed, I flatter myself that I am quite a favourite there. Philip is a poor stick. What a pity it is he should be the eldest, and the heir ! VOL. I. 19 290 COUNTRY STORIES. Archibald would make a capital squire ; but he is not in the least jealous of his brother. Philip has one merit, however ; he is a good son." " I know somebody else who is a good son, too, Nelly. Have you heard of John Ormandy lately 1 " " No. What is poor John's best news .'' " '' He has begun to allow his mother a guinea a week out of his salary ; it will make the difiference to her between plenty and just enough ! She told me, poor thing, with the tears in her eyes, last Sunday, coming out of church." " There is a great deal that is nice in John — if he were only rather more of a gentleman. I don't care much for the girls, except Patty ; as for Mrs. Ormandy, I don't like her ; she can talk of nothing but the shifts she is put to to make both ends meet. If people are badly off, I wonder they don't keep it to themselves. I am sure no one shall ever hear me dilate on my mortifications and disappointments, if I have any. Nobody shall either pity or laugh at 7ne." So said proud Nelly in her glory with a toss of her radiant head which caused Mrs. Ford to laugh, indulgently, even while she quoted Holy Writ, and TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 291 bade the young beauty heed what she was about lest contempt should overtake her. " Pride goeth before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall," said she, and Nelly laughed too, feeling quite secure in her prosperity, and even gaily retorting that she should " never be moved." Nevertheless soon after the turn of the year, she was moved, and very seriously moved, by a report that she heard from Jane Newbold whom she encountered one morning in the show-room of the chief milliner who was displaying the choice winter fashions in bonnets, caps and mantles just arrived from town. "Well, dear, as you are so great at Lark Hill, of course you have heard the news first of all of us. What do you think of Captain Larke's engage- ment to little Mary Paget .-* Quite a romance for these days, is it not t " said Jane with the cheerful good-humour which foresees a handsome rival's humiliation and rejoices in it. Eleanor coloured so vividly that Jane perceived she was the communicator of highly unexpected and unwelcome intelligence. " Did you not know } "" added she with still livelier delight. " Everybody else saw what it was coming to six months ago. 292 COUNTRY STORIES. She is a sweet little creature, and a lady every inch of her. I am quite glad of her luck, for I always admired little Mary ; she is so bright and clever. Only to think you did not know ! " " I might have guessed if I had taken any particular notice of her, but I did not. Isn't this blue terry bonnet pretty .? I think I shall decide on blue terry — blue is my colour," replied Eleanor twirling the bonnet about on its block, and speak- ing with well-assumed carelessness. But the news was nevertheless a heavy blow to her vanity, and the only adequate balm she possessed for the stunning pain of it was the assurance that she had always John Ormandy's love to fall back upon. And for several weeks "poor John" was much and kindly in her thoughts. She even paid a long- promised and long-deferred visit to his mother and sisters, and made minute inquiries into his Glou- cestershire prospects and proceedings. His sister Patty was inclined to predict great things for him, and his mother was sure he would do more than retrieve the family credit. Eleanor went home again in better spirits, and said Captain Larke might marry any body he liked for her, John was TOO PRUDE XT BY HALF. 293 worth a score of military heroes and aristocrats ; and if he got on (as he seemed Hkely to do) he would suit her very well in a few years' time. She had not the smallest fear that he would transfer his affections to anyone else ; and the danger was not imminent ; he had no leisure for sentimental fancies now, but was entirely absorbed in the business of self-advancement. Patty invited him to come home at Christmas, and look after his interests at the Priory ; but John thought they were perfectly safe, and might wait his leisure, now the peril at Lark Hill was past. He was a prudent man as well as a patient lover — a little too prudent and a little too patient, I\Irs. Ford said ; but he knew Eleanor, and his own affairs best, and it was no use advising him ; for he always went his own way from a lad- Eleanor Kingsland was secretly piqued and aggrieved by John Ormandy's cool assurance, which Patty indiscreetly betrayed to her, and from a gentle leaning towards him, she fast retreated into a prouder and less propitious disposition than before her disappointment in the Lark Hill Othello. At the time the Milnthorpe gossips were 294 COUNTRY STORIES. all agog about pretty Mary Paget's wedding, a new arrival took place in the neighbourhood — Sir Joseph Gregson, a widower and man of national reputation, but whether of enviable reputation was quite a matter for private and individual taste to decide. Mr. Newbold and Mr. Kingsland called upon him without delay. He was fabulously rich, and had been knighted on some remote occasion which people in general had forgotten. Popular biographies made a hero of him as a self-raised man, and he had all the bumptious loud assertion which characterizes that type when the method of rising has been by dexterous application of other men's powers, and not by a man's own mental effort and labour. He had speculated in a thousand concerns, and had speculated with wonderful good luck ; and his last move was the purchase of the Bareacres estate, six miles from Milnthorpe. which he had got for money down, at less than half its value. He began at once to rebuild the ancestral mansion, and talked of standing for the northern division of the county at the next general election. In person he was big, burly, and red-faced ; his jaw was large and his forehead low, but some people called him a fine-looking figure of a man TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 295 His voice and manner were overbearing, and he liked to be king of his company. Mr. Kingsland admired success exceedingly, and was not scrupulous to ask how it was achieved. He paid assiduous court to Sir Joseph, and invited him to his house. At the very first visit, the great man showed hi-s admiration for his host's daughter, and Eleanor did not discourage it. He came again and again ; he was made at home at the Priory, and his conversation with her was all in a strain of fulsome compliment. Mrs. Ford now heard as much of Sir Joseph Gregson as she had formerly heard of Captain Larke. Eleanor's enthusiasm was no longer for birth and blood, but for talent and native energy. The gossips laughed, and were very ill-natured. " She wants to be * My Lady ' — Lady Gregson. Oh, the euphonious name ! " tittered Jane Newbold ; and that grew by-and-by to be the common opinion in Milnthorpe, though it was a grievous puzzle to all who wished Eleanor well. " What can she see in him .^ " said Patty Ormandy ; " such an ugly fellow — such a vidgar fellow." " And a man who behaved so shamefully to his 296 COUNTRY STORIES. poor first wife that she died broken-hearted," said Mrs. Binks. " I would not have him if he was as rich as Croesus," cried Jane, the learned and witty. John Ormandy, serene and secure in Gloucester- shire, heard nothing of Sir Joseph Gregson and his intimate footing at the Priory for several months. Patty first mentioned it, but only in a cursory way as idle Milnthorpe talk ; John took no notice, nor was he disturbed when she enlarged on it in a serious, admonishing strain. He knew Sir Joseph both personally and by reputation, and felt no alarm at what Patty spoke of as '' his pretensions to Eleanor." " Mere pastime," thought John. " If Sir Joseph is developing political ambition, he will need poli- tical connexion, and the Kingsland connexion would be of very little use to him in that way. The astute Sir Joseph knows quite well what he is about." So reasoned the prudent John, and his lover's delicacy was not offended that Eleanor should be talked about. He was sure she could not possibly love such a man as Sir Joseph Gregson, and he felt equally persuaded that she would never marry him for mere worldly interest and wealth. Meanwhile, TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 297 Sir Joseph would serve as a barrier to keep off more dangerous aspirants* to her favour, and in that character John tolerated him with the long- suffering of a man who knows he has the first place in his lady's heart, though she be somewhat lavish of idle fancies. He could not marry her yet, and he did not care to bind her by any pledge that might grow irksome ; and therefore he did not assume a right to interfere with her amuse- ment. '' Poor John " she went on calling him, and liked him enough to feel him a comfort in all her little vexations ; and " Dear Nelly " he went on calling her, and found his love a spur to keep his energy and ambition always alert and watchful of opportunities. Time runs by fast with young people who take their lives thus philosophically, and one fine morning proud Nelly Kingsland woke up to remember her- self six-and-twenty and Eleanor Kingsland still. John Ormandy had been seven years in Gloucester- shire, and though he had come and gone many times between his post there and his mother's house at Milnthorpe, proud Nelly and he were on precisely the same footing still as at his first leaving home. Sir Joseph Gregson kept his easy familiar 298 COUNTRY STORIES. welcome at the Priory, but he had neither come forward as a candid^e for the county nor for Eleanor's beautiful hand. People gave her credit for wishing " to catch him," and he certainly kept all other would-be suitors at a distance, if any other would-be suitors she had ; but he made no sign of appropriating her. Eleanor's mind had deteriorated a little in this position. She almost hated Sir Joseph, but she would dearly have en- joyed the triumph of rejecting him, could he have been inveigled into giving her the chance. But he was far too shrewd and crafty to do anything of the kind, especially as he had no intention of marrying again unless for his own aggrandizement. It was a pity and wonder such a lovely and nice girl had not married, many persons said, but in fact, as she once told Mrs. Ford, " Nobody had asked her," which was the very best of good reasons why. "What, not John Ormandy, my dear! You surprise me ! " exclaimed the widow, and grew extremely meditative. ^' No, not even John Ormandy. John is so awfully patient and prudent," rejoined Nelly, with a touch of scorn and bitterness. It was about a month after this and during TOO PRLDENT BY HALF. 299 the Christmas hoHdays that John Ormandy came down to Milnthorpe again. Mrs. Ford saw him at church, admired his appearance, was glad, and hoped he would give prudence the go-by now, and not fool away the time of youth and love any longer. His own people had received him with a joyous welcome ; and had killed the fatted calf in honour of his coming. He spent half a day amongst them, and on the Sunday afternoon walked over to the Priory, anticipating that Eleanor's sunny smiles would warm him to the heart's core, and with his mind almost made up to put his fortune to the proof But he found Sir Joseph Gregson domesticated, as it were, by the drawing- room fire, and Eleanor richly arrayed for cap- tivation, in violet silk wdth ruffs of swansdown about her fair throat and wrists. She blushed violently, and with undisguised pleasure as he was ushered in ; and Sir Joseph stared with an angry frown as she loudly expressed her satisfaction at his unexpected visit. " John Ormandy was the son of my oldest and best friend," said Mr. Kingsland, introducing him to the big man. Sir Joseph Gregson bowed arrogantly, and 300 COUNTRY STORIES. stated that he believed he had heard of the late Mr. Ormandy ; his tone implying that he had not heard anything to his credit. John, who was furiously honourable in business, and did not value Sir Joseph's honours one chip, but rather despised them, fired up and said : " Sir Joseph Gregson has, of course, heard of everybody, as everybody has heard of Sir Joseph Gregson," and the two eyed each other with conscious defiance for the space of a minute. After that trial of moral force, Sir Joseph's haughty tone was modified, and he conde- scended to say in an abstract, generalizing manner, that men in trade were not always responsible for their failures any more than the conspicuously successful were always to be lauded for their success. *' There is an old and vulgar saying, but true as it is old, ' Money breeds money,' " he added, mouthily, and would have led the conversation to John Ormandy's Gloucestershire experiences, but John disappointed him by turning to Eleanor, and asking her what news there was in Milnthorpe. " Not much," she said, but she contrived to tell him many little things very amusingly and pleasantly. Meanwhile John was observing to himself that TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 301 " Dear Nelly " was no longer a pretty girl, though she was a very fine woman. The first radiance and bloom of her beauty were past. Her figure was fuller and less flexible ; her colour was brighter but less pure, and her floods of chestnut hair were considerably thinner. Nevertheless, she was still his " dear Nelly." " Does she know how she is changing ? " he thought ; and then he noticed the costly materials and fashion of her dress, and the luxuries that surrounded her on every hand, and said to himself, " It would not do yet ; " he must wait awhile longer; and there was nothing in Sir Joseph Gregson to tell him there was peril in his patience. And, in fact, there was no peril. John Ormandy went back to Gloucestershire as he came, and within six months after Sir Joseph Gregson led to the hymeneal altar in Hanover Square the Lady Betty Paragon, fourth daughter of the Earl of Wastwater. The announcement of the marriage in the Times YidiS the first note of it that reached Miln- thorpe ; and Jane Newbold gaily spread it abroad with the remark, that " Proud Nelly Kingsland had managed badly indeed to let her elderly rich suitor slip through her fingers ; but Nelly was notorious 302 COUNTRY STORIES. for mismanaging her little affairs. Didn't they remember how she tried for Colonel Larke, and lost him by her bare-faced tactics ? " " Poor Nelly, that ever I should live to hear her spoken of so ! " cried Mrs. Ford, and literally wept with vexation. "Well," said Mrs. Binks, to the widow, "I begin to think you may turn out a true prophetess after all. Do you remember saying years ago that you would lay me a pound to a penny that Miss Eleanor Kingsland would end by marrying John Ormandy .? I did not believe it then, but I fancy John Ormandy, or being an old maid, is all she has before her now. I wonder how the young fellow has got on in that part of the world. Have you any notion, Mrs. Ford } " To learn how John Ormandy had " got on in that part of the world," we will pay him a visit in Gloucestershire ourselves, which will be more than any of his own people have done yet. To say that John Ormandy had got on well in the new scenes to which he had transferred his life, would not be to express half that he had accom- plished. It will be better understood if we say TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 303 that there was not a house of the gentry within twenty miles round his gem of a cottage at Severn- Rise, where he was not a welcome and an honoured guest. He was a bachelor, without any known entanglement, with a large and increasing income, a spotless character, an agreeable person, and an immaculate temper. As acting director of more than one profitable Company that he had origi- nated, he had obliged most of his neighbours, and enriched several The men admired his energy and trusted his judgment ; the married ladies re- flected their husband's views, and the young ones did not consider that a dance or a croquet-party had any real spirit without him. The conscious- ness that he was liked, respected, and looked up to, had developed the pleasantest view of John's character. He relished his position, and had grown in love with the various good things it gave him. The only circumstance that excited surprise was, that he invited no charming girl of his acquaint- ance to share them. He was a universal admirer, a flirt, some girls said ; but not any one could pride herself on being distinguished above another. From time to time a rumour was raised, assign- ing him now one fair blessing and now another, 304 COUNTRY STORIES. but each died away in turn, and John Ormandy lived on in soHtary luxurious independence. He had no special temptation to give it up, but many selfish inducements to maintain it. He did not envy his friends, whose personal enjoyments were limited by the number of children they had to provide for. The long habit of thinking only of himself had confirmed him in expensive tastes, and he had no longer the courage to undertake a burthen such as once he would have carried lightly, and with joyful pride. "Dear Nelly" was still a pervading, but not now an imperative thought. He dreamed of no other woman as his wife, and of her less often than formerly ; but he knew that some day they would marry and make their home together, but that future was not decked with flowers, as in the years before he grew prosperous. Men and women cannot have everything. If they will wait on fortune, and let youth and young desire pass, they cannot have exuberant joy. Proud Nelly Kingsland felt rather left in the cold behind her generation, but she made no moan ; she was lucky, after her steady pursuit of a better match for ten years, in having her constant John Ormandy to fall back upon at last. TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 305 Thirty struck upon her — that ominous knell of past noon to woman — before John fulfilled their mutual expectations. Perhaps he might have deferred them for another decade but for the inter- vention of death. One evening old Mr. Kingsland complained of being a little ailing ; the next he refused his dinner and sent for the doctor. The doctor came, and spoke of preparing for the worst. Eleanor sent for her brothers and sisters, and soothed her father's last days with admirable tenderness. The task was hard, for he was very restless and troubled in his mind, and did not die until after six months of painful lingering by the way. Then appeared a change at the Priory. All Milnthorpe was shocked at the poverty of the funeral that issued from its gates ; but it was infinitely more shocked when it heard that the rich Mr. Kingsland had died insolvent. Bad speculations and extravagant living combined had melted away his fortune, and so little was rescued for Eleanor (who incurred the general blame for what was not her fault), that she was glad to accept an invitation to Mrs. Ford's hospitable roof in the first depth of her mourning. Poor proud Eleanor ! The tears she shed VOL. I. • 20 3o6 COUNTRY STORIES. during that period of sorrow, mortification and rage brought her high spirit very low ; and when John Ormandy, tardily apprized of her position by his sister Patty, made a hurried journey to Milnthorpe, the sight of him was such a comfort, that she threw herself into his open arms without reserve, sobbing and crying : " Oh, John, John, I don't think anybody ever loved me but you ! " John kissed her and patted her on the back, and bade her never mind, he knew she was fond of him a little too, and he would take care of her now. So they were married, a prudent mature pair, and John astonished his wide circle of Gloucester- shire friends by carrying home to his gem of a cottage an unannounced and unknown bride. Eleanor's contentment restored her beauty, and everybody allowed that she was a pretty woman, btU — all the world had a but of exception against her which perhaps we need not cite. They have been man and wife three years now and no httle voices enliven their beautiful home ; but Mrs. Ford, who is inveterate in her habit of looking always for the best, encourages Eleanor with the assurance that there is time enough yet — TOO PRUDENT BY HALF. 307 she may still be the joyful mother of half-a-dozen children. " Ah ! " says Eleanor, " I wish we had had the wisdom to marry half-a-dozen years ago ! John does not care for children now — he is wrapt up in business, and only cares to be a big man. He has got far beyond me, and some of his fine lady friends treat me like his housekeeper. There is no doubt that if he had wished he might have done a deal better than marrying me. But I always knew he loved me, and that I had him to fall back upon at last. Poor old John ! " They are, however, with all their drawbacks, a happy couple. If they had spent the heyday of their life together they would have had more ex- periences, recollections, joys, and sorrows, in common. But the past is past, and will not be recalled. They are fortunate that they have not lost love in putting it off so long ! END OF VOL I. LONDON : PRINTED BY SMITH, ELDER AND CO. OLD BAILE'5, E.C.