OF THE UNIVERSITY Of ILLINOIS 8Z3 S*38s v.l ST. OLAVE'S VOL. I. ST. L A T E'S. 'Live for to-day ! to-morrow's light To-morrow's cares shall bi-ing to sight, Go, sleep like closing flowers at night, And Heaven thy morn will bless." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON : HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, SUCCESSORS TO HENRY COLBURN, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1863. The right of Translation is reserved. DALZIEL. BROTHERS, CaMPEN PRESS, LONDON. S£3 /./ v - ST. OLAVE'S. r CHAPTER I. ^fflROTHER!^ ^pj No reply. Wm " Brother Davie.- Still no reply. Janet Bruce looked at the clock over the mantel-piece, and then went on with her knitting, a quaint, half-amused expression creeping into her face. A quiet face it was, out of which all that the world calls joy had long ago been quenched, and upon which there rested the benediction that comes when joy has gone — even peace. VOL. I. B A face where passionate feeling, either of grief or gladness, would never come again. You might tell by a single glance that the soul which looked through those still eyes had passed the worst that could be passed of human sorrow — and conquered too. It was a face which expressed nothing now but a certain grave, sweet serious- ness, whose very smile was full of calm, and as for laughing — but who ever saw Janet Bruce laugh ? The rest of the figure was an exact match to the face; neat — exquisitely neat, but lacking all those graces and innocent little shifts of vanity wherewith happy women love to deck themselves. There was no attempt at style about the grey Llama dress, falling in soft motionless folds to the floor ; nothing piquant and "natty " in the white linen collar with its simple bow of tartan ribbon. No one could say that more than needful time had been spent in the arrangement of the black hair — crisp and glossy yet — which was gathered loosely from the forehead and fastened behind under a knot of velvet. You looked in vain, too, for jewels, in the shape of pin, brooch, or stud ; anything that sparkled would clearly enough have ST. olave's. 3 been out of place on that sombre, grey-like back- ground. Miss Bruce was matter of fact, — intensely matter of fact ; that was the very expression to designate her outer life in all its phases and manifestations. Of the inner one, no sign was ever given. The springiness and romance of life suddenly wrenched away from her, she buried their memory once and for ever in a grave that no resurrection could open. Instead of weeping over the past, as most do, she turned resolutely away from it, gathered up the countless little cares and duties still remaining, and out of these wove the rest of her life, making it, if not beautiful, at least useful and serviceable. Putting away as something no longer needed, all hope or longing, she did the best she could to walk worthily in the track placed before her, which was that of a quiet maiden lady. There are many Janet Brace's in the world ; God bless them wherever they may be ! Jostled, smiled at, ridiculed, ignored, forgotten, — God bless them still ! For there is nothing so noble, — nothing half so noble — as that a woman who has been what society calls "disappointed,'" b 2 should thus unselfishly shut down .the memory of early grief, and take the weal of others to be henceforth her care ; day by day, unacknowledged and unthanked, dropping kindly deeds and plea- sant words into a world where for her there is no home, no fireside place; where none calls her dearest, none calls her best. We shall find one day that no martyr's crown is brighter than that which Jesus will give to these patient ones of whom on earth we took so little heed. Miss Bruce was sitting in the low, old- fashioned window seat, knitting a dainty little white sock, her chief employment when she was not mending the household linen, or going leisurely about her daily domestic duties. What might be the destination of these useful articles, as pair after pair was narrowed off and com- pleted, no one could tell, save perhaps some needy mother in the Tract district. For Miss Bruce had no nieces and nephews, no baby cousins and godchildren among whom to dis- tribute them. Her only relative in all the wide world was this brother Davie, who sat at the table half- smothered in a pile of manuscript music, and murmuring to himself in an under tone — 5 " The cliorcl of the dominant seventh to be changed into the chord of the extreme sharp sixth, by changing dominant F into E sharp, so bringing the melody into F sharp major. Alto voice to commence." Miss Bruce looked up at the timepiece again, then out into the garden, where the sunlight had already began to make long slanting shadows upon the grass. Then she put down her knitting, and laid her hand gently upon her brother's shoulder. Don't fancy, courteous reader, that she is going to say anything remarkable, to him. Miss Bruce never said anything remarkable in her life. " Davie, it's half-past six, and Miss Grey will be here to tea at seven. You really must go and change your coat, and put another collar on." David shook himself, and pushed aside a quan- tity of tangled grey hair, thereby bringing to view a steady, set, "no surrender" sort of face. He began to consider his coat, a loose study wrap, already betraying symptoms of seediness at the elbows ; certainly not the style of costume in which to receive a stranger, especially if that 6 ST. OLAVE S. stranger chanced to be a young lady of graceful presence and aristocratic connections. " Who did you say was coming, Jeanie?" " Alice Grey, the niece of that old lady, Mistress Amiel Grey, who lives in the Cathedral Close." " You mean that pleasant old lady who asked you to tea a month ago ; the same who comes to morning prayers sometimes, and has a face just like one of Mozart's Masses." Miss Bruce looked puzzled. Not being given to the use of figurative language herself, she was at a loss to comprehend it from others. " I don't know about Mrs. Amiel Grey's face looking like a Mass, Davie ; but it is a very kind face, and she always wears a clear-starched widow's cap, with a plaited frill coming down under the chin, like that picture of our grand- mother." David and Janet turned involuntarily to the portrait of an old lady which hung over the piano. The clear chiselling of the face, together with the finely moulded hands and taper fingers, indicated high descent and noble blood. He looked at it until an unquiet expression came into his rugged face ; but after a single glance Miss Bruce returned to the subject in hand. "That old black tie of yours, Davie, I should like you to change it too. I have no doubt, as you say, it's gey comfortable, but it really doesn't do to receive company in. You'll find a new one that I bought you last week in your dressing-table drawer, — black corded silk, with violet spots. And mind how you tie it, Davie, for you haven't had it on before ; and if they get a wrong set the first time you can never make them look nice afterwards. And about the collar, don't get one of those marked < Napoleon.' They're just a thought too wide for you, and don't fit exactly behind. I must have them sorted." Miss Bruce gave all these directions with the same quiet, earnest gravity which she would have used in dictating her will, or giving evidence in a court of justice. There were not many points of interest in her life now, and one of them was that her brother should be well cared for in everything to which her oversight could reach. " You're just a continual plague to me, Jeanie," but as David said the words he took the hand 8 ST. OLAVE'S. which still rested on his shoulder, and drawing it to him, leaned his cheek down upon it in a quiet unconscious sort of way which betrayed how natural the gesture was. " I was getting on fine with this alto solo, and if I put it away, the thoughts will never come back in the same track. I wish you hadn't asked any one. I'll be sair weary the night if she stays long. What did you say her name is ?" " Alice Grey." "Alice Grey; it's a bonnie name, and what like is she ?" "Well, I've only seen her once without her bonnet, for she was away when I went to the Old Lodge. But she is a pleasant girl, very lady-like. You know her aunt belongs to one of the best families in St. Olave's, and she has a nice manner." Here Miss Bruce paused, having nothing more to say in the way of elucidation. She was by no means skilful in the art of delineating character. "Well, it can't be helped. She is the first lady who has taken tea with us since we came here, and how long is that ago ? It wasn't so in Scotland , Jeanie." ST. olave's. 9 Miss Bruce ignored the latter part of the sen- tence. 11 Three months, Davie, just. You know we left Perth at the spring cleaning time/''