L I E> HAHY OF THE UNIVERSITY Of ILLINOIS 823 E CHAPTEE V. " Doge.— "Lis well ! And may be better ; but whate'er betide, Be thou at least kind to my memory. " Angiolina. — Why speak you thus ? " Doge. — It is no matter why ; But I would still, whatever others think, Have your respect both now and in my grave. " Ang. — "Why should you doubt it? has it ever failed ? " Doge. — Come hither, child ; I would a word with you: Tour father was my friend." Doge of Venice. Admiral Thornton had been an old and valued friend of Sir William Vernon's, and had been chosen by him for the guardian of his children when their natural protector should be no more. The premature death of CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 51 Sir "William gave him this right when Ar- thur and Edith were mere children ; and no one conld have been appointed who inter- fered less with a mother's wishes than Admi- ral Thornton. Lady Vernon exercised un- limited control over her children, and where the admiral interfered, by virtue of his office, he managed to do so to the satisfaction of all parties. But perhaps nothing is less of a Chester- field, and more unconfiding, than law and lawyers. So when Arthur Vernon attained the age of twenty-one, there were papers to sign, and several legal matters to arrange, that required Lady Vernon's presence in London, and a meeting between herself and the guardian of her children, whose services were so soon to be rendered useless. Admi- ral Thornton had often received a visit from Arthur when he was a mere boy, and since he had entered the army; but of Edith, UNIVERSITY OF 52 EDITH VEKN0N J OR since she was four years old, he had seen nothing; and he looked forward to the meeting with the delight of an old man who has no child or relations of his own, and who wishes for a something to indulge and doat upon. His wife, Lady Charlotte Thornton, he did indulge, but did not doat on ; and those who knew the warmth of heart, the kind- ness of feeling, that possessed Admiral Thorn- ton, did occasionally marvel how he could have patience with the piece of frigidity styled his wife. She seemed to feel interest in nothing, to know neither the sentiment of love or hate, envy or malice; and if a negative can be loveable, Lady Charlotte was ; but she seemed only to inspire nega- tive feelings in those who knew her. Per- haps, as if to render Pope's assertion of " women having no character at all" un- true, she was as obstinate, as unmoved in any opinion she had formed, as could be ; and CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 53 while her calm manner of saying " No," or " I do not think so," left you every reason to suppose she would easily be made a con- vert, nothing, in fact, was more unlikely, more hopeless. And when Admiral Thorn- ton expressed almost boisterous delight at the prospect of so soon renewing his half acquaintance with Edith, Lady Charlotte looked on perfectly unconcerned, and re- marked with great coldness and in her pecu- liarly apathetic manner the words, "It is surprising." "What is surprising, Lady Charlotte?" said her husband rather hastily, provoked more at the manner than the matter of the speech. " Pray, what is so surprising?" " That any one can feel so much delight at the arrival or departure of any human be- ing — that is so surprising." When the Vernons arrived in Grosvenor Street, Admiral Thornton gave them a wel- 54 EDITH VERNON ; OK, come to his house with a sincerity of manner that made Edith's eyes fill with tears ; and afterwards, when she was presented to Lady Charlotte, and felt the pressure of her long, thin, cold fingers, and heard her say, " How d'ye do, Miss Yernon? I have never seen you before," the contrast between man and wife was so ludicrous that her tears were ex- changed for a suppressed smile. " I hope, my love, you will be happy here. Ask for anything that comes into your little head, and if an old man's money or influence can procure it, it shall be yours." Edith thanked Admiral Thornton earnestly and gracefully; and there was something very fascinating in her smile and manner when she so chose it. As they left the room, her guar- dian's expressions of admiration and pleasure were unbounded; and they passed undis- turbed by any remarks of Lady Charlotte's. She happened to be knitting, and at that CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 55 moment was employed in counting her stitches. All the sights of London were to be shown to Edith Vernon. She had only the difficulty of selection. " I know so little of the merits of the dif- ferent exhibitions, how can I select so as to see everything reasonably ? By reasonably, I mean that the recollection of what I saw to- day will not make to-morrow's sights appear commonplace or less interesting. I should ascend in the scale of admiration each day.' 1 " I see, my love," replied her old friend ; " I will make a sketch of all that should be done on each successive day ; and, with my programme in your hand, and Arthur as a guide, you will get on admirably. Your mother and myself will attend to business during the morning ; and then I shall be with you all the evening. You will not refuse the escort of an old man?" 56 EDITH VERNON J OR, ' l J^o, indeed, Admiral Thornton ; I only hope I shall not feel so ranch preference for yonr society as to make Arthur quite jealous." " Ah! flattery, flattery!" said the Admiral, shaking his head, and, withal, looking so pleased. On Arthur Vernon's coming of age, he was to have twenty thousand pounds settled on him, which was to be increased to thirty thou- sand when he attained the age of twenty- eight. Eventually at Lady Vernon's death, he, and afterwards his children, were to come into the possession of the whole of Sir "William Vernon's fortune, with the exception of ten thousand pounds to be settled on Edith. This money he could not dispose of or will away ; so that, in the event of his dying childless, the whole property reverted to Edith, and she would become the heiress to about four thou- sand a-year. This being ascertained, Lady Vernon reflected, with very little satisfaction, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 57 that, ill case of her brother's death, Edith would come into possession of a fortune that would make her an object of speculation to the unprincipled and needy : the former ad- jective she mentally added to the name of Trevor. This reflection made her desire more fervently than ever the life of her son ; and she expressed some such opinion to Admiral Thornton. " I think Edith ill-used, my dear madam," was his answer. " I should wish men and women more equally dealt with in the divi- sion of wealth. I should be quite indignant did I not feel assured that it is in my power to make Edith as rich as her brother.' ' " Whatever your intentions may be with regard to Edith, my dear sir, I trust you will not mention them to her or any one else. I should consider it quite a misfortune for my daughter to suspect herself the heiress of so good a fortune." 58 EDITH VERNON J OR, "I should wish her to know whatever would make her happy. I shall judge, my dear Lady Vernon." This was said in a very testy manner ; and the affectionate ending was spoken in a very half-pleased tone. The next morning at breakfast, Lady Ver- non reminded Edith that they had an engage- ment for that evening at Lady Endlesham's, in Grosvenor Square. " I am so sorry, mamma; I wished to have heard the opera to-night." "Well 3 then, my dear," said Admiral Thornton, " you shall go to the opera." Lady Vernon interfered, and said that her daughter could not bear the excitement of a ball and opera the same evening. " Nor shall she. I will make an excuse to Lady Endlesham, and you shall hear the ' Semiramide ' performed." Here Lady Charlotte observed that " Miss CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 59 Vernon must perform her engagement in Grosvenor Square." " Leave it to me ! leave it to me ! Lady Endlesham shall be satisfied, and my little Edith shall say and do what she pleases." " Thanks, my dear sir," said Edith ; " but I think I had better postpone the opera till some other time." "No; you shall go with me this evening. When we meet at dinner, you shall confess that I can negotiate." And so it happened. The whole affair was managed successfully, and every one pleased, and Admiral Thornton and Arthur delighted with Edith's appearance as well as with the " Semiramide." Edith met at Admiral Thornton's a Mr. Errington. She was introduced to him, and he appeared so well pleased with his new ac- quaintance, that he improved his opportuni- ties of meeting her on all occasions. 60 EDITH VERNON J OR, Mr. Errington was a man of family and fortune, gentlemanlike in his appearance and manner; and Lady Vernon watched with some anxiety the progress of his admiration for her daughter, and the effect it had on her. They appeared very good friends. Edith was his partner in the ball-room, and he was her companion in the Park, Kensington Gardens, and all fashionable places of morning resort. This continued during the remainder of the Vernons' stay in London ; and the gay laugh and merry repartee seemed to proceed equally from Mr. Errington and his new acquaintance whenever they met. Neither Lady Yernon nor Admiral Thornton felt anything but plea- sure at the increase of their intimacy. " "Well, Edith, which carries the day — the old man or the young one ? I mean Admiral Thornton or Mr. Errington." "That is a trap," replied Miss Yernon, laughingly. "I am half inclined not to be CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 61 caught in anything so palpable. However, a spirit of rivalry might spoil your temper, so I shall candidly confess that — that — Admiral Thornton has won my affections." " I ought not to complain of your want of taste in that case, Edith ; and yet it seems odd to me that not one of the noble fellows you have met in society has made any im- pression on you. Are you leaving London quite heart-whole ?" "Perfectly, my dear sir. Not a crack — not a puncture sufficiently large to admit the point of Queen Mab's smallest needle." • " Ah ! then you must have left your heart in Devonshire." Edith Vernon rose from her chair, and said, with much comic dignity, " I have con- fessed my love for you. I have laid aside all womanly reserve, maiden bashfulness, and my own blushes ; and now, sir, you mock me with these suspicions, and seem to doubt my 62 EDITH VERNON J OR, faith, my truth, my everything in the world," continued she, laughing, and left the room. " Provoking girl!" thought Lady Yernon, and remarked aloud, " Edith is far too arti- ficial for me, or yourself, Admiral Thornton. I have often been amused and half provoked by the skilful manner in which she evades a reply that is disagreeable to her. You can elicit nothing from her. She is a strange compound of guile and guilelessness." " Yes," said Arthur, who was in the room ; "but the latter quality much predominates." " That is right, Arthur. I like to hear you take my little god- daughter's part," replied the Admiral. A few days after this, they had an engage- ment at the house of the Duchess of S , and the brilliant ball to which they were in- vited was the finale of their London dissipa- tion. Edith's dress was an embroidered India CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 63 muslin, without ornament of any kind, ex- cept one pale rose in her hair. Yet she looked distinguished, and was remarked on account of the taste displayed in her simple toilette and from the modest loveliness of her person. As usual, Mr. Errington was the first to claim her hand for the next cotillon; and, when the dance was concluded, led his partner to a seat, placed himself near her, and re- commenced the conversation that had been interrupted. " So you will leave London without one regret?" " "Not so. I shall feel a regret, but still think of the pleasure of returning home ; the delight of that thought — " " You will forgive me, Miss Yernon, if I ask on whom that solitary regret is lavished?" " I will answer you most readily — my one regret is for Admiral Thornton." " Then, on the thousands you have met in 64 EDITH VEKNON J OE London, you do not deign to waste one thought?" " They are but acquaintances, Mr. Erring- ton, and only acquaintances of a few weeks. I am not ungrateful to those I know and have cause to love ; but I cannot feel any deep sympathy with strangers." " If Miss Vernon would allow those whom she now considers as mere acquaintances, in the course of time to call themselves her friends, it would be deemed a privilege by those who know her most slightly. Name any length of time that shall give me reason to hope for a place in your esteem. I will wait patiently — yes, cheerfully — with such a hope in view." " We leave London almost immediately, else I feel assured that Mr. Errington's so- ciety would be most agreeable — most wel- come." " Is that really your feeling, Miss Vernon, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. G5 and not mere words of compliment? You would not, then, refuse to see me when you return into Devonshire ? Might I hope that in time I might claim something warmer than mere esteem ?" " My esteem, my friendship, Mr. Erring- ton, you should have, but it is all I have to give." " That would be a valuable boon," replied Mr. Errington sorrowfully. " I thank you though for your candour ; I might have been induced to ask for something more." And then he added, after a slight pause, " Even now I may some day claim your friendship." Thus they parted. Edith felt vexed that she should have been the cause of disappoint- ment again, and to an individual so amiable, whose society had afforded her so much pleasure. She half feared that in her igno- rance of the world she had construed a few civil farewell speeches into something of VOL. i. F 66 EDITH VERNON J OK, deeper import. But she had this cause of satisfaction, Mr. Errington could be under no delusion. "When a man is rich, and with no one to lay claim to his wealth, each friend supposes he may be the fortunate individual who shall possess the riches. From the future being so indefinite people feel a vague cer- tainty. Thus it had been with Admiral Thornton. Mothers had inquired after his health, daughters had paid him a thousand delicate attentions, younger sons had offered to go for him, to come for him, to perform any service — all had failed to elicit any marked preference ; the final destination of Admiral Thornton's property remained a mystery. But when the Yernons came to London, the attachment Admiral Thornton evinced for them, and especially for Edith, was re- marked and commented on. The only thing, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 67 therefore, left for disappointed claimants was to pay her such attention, that through a connection with her they might indirectly derive benefit from the thousands that were supposed to belong to Admiral Thornton. This partly accounted for Edith's popu- larity ; and yet much was owing to her own merit. Few were so unobservant as not to remark that her mind was highly cultivated, and her natural talent above the common class. This, added to her lovely and intelli- gent countenance, and her polished manners, caused her society to be sought for, and her appearance greeted with real admiration. Admiral Thornton did uot reveal to Edith his intentions with regard to his property ; but he told her in any difficulty to apply to him, and she should never want a friend. "Mind, my dear, you never marry to please any one but yourself; it is a bad plan. I married to please my father and my mother, 68 EDITH VERXON J OE, elder brother, and a rich old aunt. See what a mess I made of it." Edith laughingly thanked him for his ad- vice, and thought that in contriving to please his relations by one act and deed, he had been somewhat unfortunate. Lady Charlotte was neither pleased nor sorry when the Yernons took their depar- ture. "She hoped they would not meet with any serious accident on the road, or lose their lives. If they ever came again to London, she was sure she should remember them, &c." It was the beginning of a mild April that Lady Vernon returned to Stoneleigh. The faintest green was just tinging the leaves, the air was laden with the sweet breath of violets and primroses, the birds seemed to rejoice in the future that awaited them — a future whose beauty was ushered in by so CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 69 much present promise, the harbinger of brighter skies and sunnier days ; the thin, blue smoke curled upwards from the chim- neys of the cottages, and formed a contrast with the tender green of the earliest tints of spring ; the blue sky was undimmed, save by here and there a passing cloud. As these natural beauties were heightened by being- reflected " from looks that she loved," Edith leaned back in the carriage, and felt (she did more than acknowledge) the beauty of the scene around her. The time may come when the loveliness of nature is acknowledged but not felt — when there seems an icy separation between our perception of it and the rapturous thrill of delight which we once felt. We say "this is beautiful," and even think so ; but that is all. In after life Edith knew the difference. Then associations of the past, and hopes ' for the future, caused her to sympathise with all 70 EDITH VERNON ", OR, around her. They were greeted with plea- sure by all friends, and the professions and compliments of Mr. John Trevor were among the most earnest and the most refined. There was but one drawback to the plea- sures of this spring, that with it Arthur's leave of absence expired ; he was to proceed to the Peninsula, to take a part in that war- fare which made desolate many a heart and happy home. The contest was at its height, and Arthur looked forward with a degree of exultation to the idea of adding to his coun- try's triumphs, and to do justice to the name which his father had borne so honourably. Still, it was a bitter thing to part with those so fondly loved as his mother and sister, each so dear an object of regard, and yet so differently beloved. " If we should never meet again, Edith, you will recollect your brother ; you will sometimes in memory retrace the past with CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 71 all its pleasures and pains, and if I have given you advice, act on it for a brother's sake." "Dearest Arthur! you cannot think I should forget anything connected with you. You have made a part in all my pleasures, and my best resolutions for the future seem to be connected with you. While I say my prayers daily, I must think of you ; but do not talk of not returning." "It might so happen, Edith; the thought of future sorrow will soften and improve the character, and may in some measure prepare us for the hour of trial, come when it may." Lady Yernon felt this separation from her son most acutely. "Arthur, I shall take leave of you to- morrow morning ; I could not say l good bye ' to-night." Her son affectionately and fervently wish- ed his mother "good night," and gave her 72 EDITH VERXON ) OR, the kiss for the evening. Lady Yernon saw him no more. Edith, early in the morning, went to her mother, and told her " that Arthur was gone ; he had spared her the pain of a last meeting." Lady Vernon was mnch vexed. " Edith, you meant this kindly, but you have made me very wretched. I have a superstitious feeling as regards the parting with those I love. "Would I had seen your brother." This feeling of regret haunted Lady Yer- non. She appeared to feel herself an injured person ; and while Edith bore patiently with her mother's complainings, she felt the weak- ness of character that dwelt with such perse- verance on a subject so trivial, and that clung to grief, instead of rousing itself to exertion. Yet it had its good effects on the character of Miss Yernon. She bore her own sorrow for her brother's departure in silence, and felt CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 73 a pride in so doing ; she had to support her mother, and this gave her an idea of her force of mind, and what is meant by moral energy ; so when the greater hour of trial came, and found her not only a woman of strong mind, but of religious principle, affliction was felt, but it was soothed by such a habit of self-control. Mr. John Trevor was the only person who understood Edith, and felt with her, and, partly by reasoning and kindness, enabled her to bear her brother's absence, and Lady Vernon's constant low spirits. "Mr. Trevor," said Edith, "I am so glad you liked Arthur, and valued his character." " I met your brother more than inclined to like him. I knew his sister." This was said with much warmth of man- ner. It called the blood into Edith's pale cheek, and was one of the speeches Trevor 74 EDITH VERXOX J OR, excelled in : it implied so much, or so little, as the case might be. If the manner were indifferent, they went as words of course ; and Trevor well knew that words might be brought in evidence against you — the manner of using them could not. During this walk, one of the younger Trevors was accompanying them, and as he skipped on before them, almost wild with thoughtless glee, Edith observed the fresh- ness of such buoyancy of spirits, such light- ness of heart. " I suppose it would be almost impossible to impress Charlie with a belief in the mi- series of life ; and I think, too, it would be cruel to attempt to do so. Do you recollect the saying, ' Puisque le jour peut lui man- quer laissons-le un peu jouir de PAurore' ?" "No," said Trevor, "I never heard it before ; but I think it very beautiful. You CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 75 have so many little apropos scraps and anec- dotes, that I sometimes give yon credit for composing them on the spnr of the mo- ment." Edith laughed at the idea of her imitating the style of Corinne ; and by degrees the conversation regained its once sprightly tone. By the time she returned to Stone- leigh, her countenance bore the sparkling look of past times. Lady Yernon noticed the change. M I need not inquire, my love, with whom you have been walking. A solitary ramble or a tete-a-tete with me never gives such bright eyes." " I have been taking a walk with John Trevor, mamma. We began our conversa- tion in the spirit of the Ladye Christabel, only reversing the order, 'Now in gloom, now in glimmer.' " " I like Mr. Trevor less than ever, Edith. 76 EDITH VERXON J OR, I am always inclined to say 'Beware!' when I see yon with him." "Do yon not think, mamma, that is a prejudice?" said Edith, rather flippantly; and Lady Vernon, whose spirits were too depressed to allow her to dispute the point, allowed the subject to drop. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 77 CHAPTER VI. " Be it so — we part for ever- Let the past as nothing be, Had I only loved thee, never Hadst thou been thus dear to me. " Had I loved and thus been slighted, That I better could have borne ; Love is quelled when unrequited, By the rising throbs of scorn. " But 'tis useless to upbraid thee "With thy past or present state ; What thou wert — my fancy made thee, "What thou art — I know too late." Edith Yehnox received a note from Mr. Trevor to inquire if she could ride with him that morning to Ensley, a very beauti- 78 EDITH VEKNON J OR, ful village about seven miles from Stone- leigh. " Are you going to take a drive, mamma, this morning?" Lady Vernon did not intend strolling be- yond the Lodge gates. " I must see Mid- stone transplant those bulbs." "Then, mamma, I shall ride to Ensley with John Trevor." " Very well, Edith, I shall again repeat the offensive word ' Beware !' " " I wish, mamma, you would not merely hint or surmise these evils. If you know anything against Mr. Trevor, tell me, and I will not ride with him. Do you know any- thing to his discredit ?" " Edith, if I could bring any proof against Mr. Trevor, you do not suppose me so sin- fully weak as to have allowed him to be your constant companion for months ; I only have an undefined dislike to him. I would CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 79 ■warn you against a disappointment, which, come when it may, will fall heavily on you. I would, Edith, if it were possible, spare you all sorrow, and it is to put you on your guard that I say l Beware ! ' You have been singularly circumstanced; from our being such near neighbours to the Downton family, acquaintanceship has al- most imperceptibly ripened into friendship. This I could not prevent without some better reason than mere suspicious dislike, Believe me, when suspicion becomes cer- tainty, you have met Mr. Trevor for the last time." " Till then, mamma, I am at liberty to act as formerly?" " You are at liberty, Edith," was her mo- ther's guarded reply. The ride was therefore to be taken. At two o'clock the horses were to be ready, and at that hour Edith and her servant, accom- 80 EDITH VEBROH J OR, panied by Mr. Trevor and one of his younger brothers, started for Ensley. " I believe, Miss Yernon, it was this day twelve months I had the pleasure of making your acquaintance — I might say the privilege, the happiness." Edith bowed her head, but did not reply ; she thought of her mother's words in the morning. It is difficult to shake off a mo- ther's forebodings. Trevor continued, " Let us retrace the past; something, surely, has been gained during that time." Edith could have told him something had been lost, but she contented herself with remarking, that " A year could not have been passed negatively, something has been done for good or ill during that time — it is for the coming year to determine to which class the results belong." " I do not require an instant to determine CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 81 for me, Miss Vernon. I have, I am sure, raised my standard of excellence by the ex- perience of the past year." Edith understood what he meant — namely, a compliment to herself, but at that moment she felt provoked by it, and changed the subject by proposing a canter. After that the conversation became more general, and this restored her to her cheerfulness. " Shall you walk this evening, Miss Ver- non?" "ISTo, decidedly not." " You are quite certain of that ?" " As certain as I can be of any occurrence ; but why, Mr. Trevor, do you inquire so particularly?" " Perhaps I might have been allowed to spend the evening in your society had you intended to take a walk." " I answer again, c Certainly not.' You will think me very outrcc if I quote a pro- VOL. i. G 82 EDITH VERNON J OH, verb, but it will explain my meaning : ' Too much of a good thing is a bad thing' — excuse the vulgarity of the illustration, Mr. Trevor ; therefore, in compassion to yourself and me, I again reply, l Decidedly not.' " " I am glad that it is you who have im- plied that you do not stand the test of a near acquaintance. It is an idea that would scarce have entered my head ; once sug- gested, I can see the truth of it." " Come," said Edith laughingly, "this is charming. Confess, Mr. Trevor, that this is more refreshing than the complimentary strain in which we began the ride. Honey has a mixture of acid which renders it agreeable — we will vary the ride as well as our mood, by returning home by way of Mary knoll." " Nothing can be more out of the way than Maryknoll ; it must increase the dis- tance by two miles." " Only two miles, Mr. Trevor ? I should CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 83 have supposed it must be two miles and one furlong at the least. "We return by Maryknoll, Smith," added Miss Vernon to the groom, who accordingly touched his hat, and rode a little in advance, to open a gate that admitted them into a complete Devonshire lane. Edith noticed the expression of the ser- vant's face when she gave him this order ; he looked at Trevor with a degree of insolent triumph, and Trevor had the appearance of a man both perplexed and offended. " I think Maryknoll one of the prettiest places in this neighbourhood; the rounded and richly wooded ascent, crowned at the top by those few picturesque cottages. I delight in the place." " Do you, Miss Vernon?" said Trevor, while a sneer crossed his lip for an instant, and then changed to a bland smile as he added, "Then I am glad we came." 84 EDITH YEENON J OE, When they arrived within a quarter of a mile of Maryknoll, Trevor said his horse was lame, there must be something the matter with the shoe ; and he pretended to be very angry with his servant for not having pro- perly arranged matters before he left Down- ton. Edith looked at the offending member, and observed that she saw no signs of lame- ness. " Faro goes so uneasily, I must dismount and ascertain the cause. Do you ride on, Miss Yernon ; I will speedily overtake you." Edith was about to suggest that Trevor had better take the groom's horse, and he would soon overtake them ; but Charlie Tre- vor said with so much earnestness, "We had best not wait for my brother, Miss Vernon," that she put her horse to a brisk canter, and rode off with " Good bye, Mr. Trevor, till we meet again." Nor did he rejoin them till Maryknoll had been passed some time. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 85 The remainder of the ride was passed with much cheerfulness. Trevor was peculiarly agreeable ; but as he assisted Edith to dis- mount on reaching Stoneleigh, he again in- quired " if they parted there, and should not meet again that evening." " Not unless you travel to Stoneleigh, Mr. Trevor. I am well-nigh tired with this morning's exercise." "And I, Miss Vernon, have been given to understand that we can meet too often." Edith entered the house vexed that she should have given Trevor the opportunity to say that their intimacy was too great. "Edith, you arc not well, you arc so grave; what ails you, my child?" " Nothing, mamma, nothing." After dinner the butler brought a message from old Dame "Wilkins, to say that she was so ill, and that if Miss Vernon did not send her something she thought she should die. 86 EDITH VEENON ; OR, " What shall I do, mamma, for this poor old creature ? Desire the messenger to go into the housekeeper's room, and I will speak to her." The servant left the room, and Lady Ver- non su££ested that Mrs. Wilkins had some Do return of her colic, and that Edith could pre- scribe for her. The account given by the little girl seemed very piteous and very contradictory. There seemed no " ill that flesh is heir to " that the old woman did not unite at once in her suffering person. To every question of Miss Vernon's the little girl answered in the affir- mative. "What shall I do, mamma? The child is so polite she agrees to everything I say. I had better take Weston with me, and pay the invalid a visit in person. I shall then be more able to see what really ails her." Lady Yernon agreed to this proposition, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 87 and Edith, though fatigued with her ride, prepared for her walk, iu company with her servant. The old woman was very ill ; but Edith gave her some remedy, and, promising to return on the following day, began her walk home. "The evening, Weston, is so lovely, we will return through the Downton meadows." " If you please, ma'am," said the obedient soubrette. They entered the first field, which was almost always unfrequented; but on this occasion two persons were already walking there, and at a little distance in advance. Edith thought in the most dense crowd she should have recognised Trevor, and surely she could not be mistaken in the fields and lanes round Downton Park. Another glance convinced her it was Trevor ; but who could his companion be? She appeared gaily dressed, and there was something so sadly 88 EDITH VERNON ) OR, familiar in the maimer in which she walked with her companion, that Edith shuddered. On she went, till retreat was too late. One minute more, and Trevor would have turned round. She was about to meet them face to face. The look of shame with which he lifted his hat, and then slunk on; the vulgar laugh of the woman as she remarked his abashed demeanour; the appearance of the woman herself — so handsome and yet so bold — in one moment's glance the truth was revealed. Edith walked on, and with an undefined hope that she might have been mistaken in her judgment, she inquired of Weston, with a voice hardly articulate from agitation, "Who was that person with Mr. Tre- vor?" " A very unrespectable young woman for whom Mr. Trevor has taken one of the cot- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 89 tages at Maryknoll. I am so sorry, ma'am, you should have been so annoyed." Weston was so respectable and so much attached to her young mistress, that her in- dignation was extreme. " I think we had better hasten on," was all that Edith replied. A sudden light had broken on her, and it seemed to have withered her very being — to have scorched up the springs of happiness. Then she understood why Trevor had so anxiously inquired of her arrangements for the evening — why he had wished to avoid Maryknoll. There seemed in his conduct everything to shock her — an utter want of probity, of morality. She was too unused to the world to view these offences with anything but horror. The more she re- flected the more miserable did she feel, and her step was so hurried, her appearance so excited, that Weston was quite astonished. 90 EDITH VERXCW J OR, The servant felt the matter less heinous than did the pure and innocent girl whose steps she was following. " I am afraid, Miss Vernon, if you walk so very fast you will be tired." "I am not in the least tired, Weston." There is a grief of mind which deadens all bodily suffering. When they reached Stoneleigh, Edith went directly to her own room, and calmly considered what was her duty to her mother and herself. She did not then feel the wretchedness of after days, when time had been given her to reflect, not only on the loss of one so gifted, so fascinating, as Trevor, but also on the hollowness of professions, on the uncertainty of human ties. At that moment there was anger and wounded pride in the flushed cheek and sparkling eye, in the determina- tion to state the fact to Lady Vernon, and CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 91 then allow his name and his fault to pass from her mind and her memory. She entered the drawing-room. She made the tea, and, turning to her mother, said, "Ton were prophetic in your warnings this morning, mamma. Mr. Trevor and I have met for the last time, except as stran- gers." Lady Yernon looked up from her work, and seeing her daughter go through with the duties of the tea-table as calmly as she was wont to do, she felt uncertain if she were in earnest. " Edith, what do you mean ?" "That Mr. Trevor and I have met for the last time, mamma. I have been hurt and disgusted with what I have seen this evening." She then repeated what she had seen in the Downton fields, and made no comment, expressed neither anger nor astonishment ; 92 EDITH VERNON ; OB, Lut when she had concluded the account, repeated her former assertion, " Was I not right, mamma, in saying that we had met for the last time ?" Lady Vernon quite agreed with this re- mark, and began a long list of surprises, indignations, and perplexities — at one mo- ment declaring she had always foreseen this result, and then observing it was beyond any degree of foresight; at one time so glad, and then so sorry. Edith heard only unconnected portions of her mother's dis- course ; but when she was about to recom- mence her tirade, with a fresh series of doubts and fears, Edith said very quietly and very firmly, " Mamma, in return for the confidence I have shown you, will you make me one promise — never to allude to Mr. Trevor or his misdoings ? I wish to unlearn the habit of talking or thinking of him, and you must set me the example." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 93 " I will promise you, my love, as far as I am able. Occasionally, I think, I shall be obliged by circumstances to speak of him. And his whole conduct has been so unheard of, so — " While Lady Yernon was searching for an adjective of sufficient enormity, Edith said, " Mamma, you are forgetting your agree- ment." And she moved from the table with a gesture of such impatience, that Lady Yer- non contented herself with a word not half severe enough, but the only one then forth- coming; and Edith heard from her remote corner of the room the half-whispered epi- thet of " flagrant!" " Mamma, you have not inquired after old Mrs. Wilkins, and the result of my prescriptions." "Without waiting for her mother's answer, she related the illness and its cure, talked incessantly, and at last de- clared herself so much fatigued she must 94 EDITH VERNON J OR, withdraw. "You will excuse me, mamma, in consideration of my long ride and walk." She kissed her mother, and left the apart- ment. Lady Vernon would have said something consolatory to her daughter, but she ap- peared so little annoyed or vexed at what had passed between herself and John Trevor, that the subject required not any especial remark. Thus, when Edith left the room, Lady Vernon only said, "I hope, my child, a night's rest will quite restore you." "Thank you, mamma!" was her reply, as she closed the door ; and a bitter smile passed over her face. " Does mamma think I am more senseless than marble, with as little feeling, to part thus with the only being I love, and to part, too, under all the misery of knowing that I have been fooled — in- sulted? Pride and sorrow have made a CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 95 strange contention in my head," thought she, as she pressed her hand against her throbbing brow. " I only hope I shall be spared the repetition of mamma's remarks on him. To hear his name constantly re- peated, and in connection with that long list of surprises and indignations, would almost distract me ; the sound of his name seems to jar on my nerves." On placing the candle on the dressing- table, she perceived there a letter addressed to her, and recognised the handwriting of Trevor. She rang her bell, and when Weston answered the summons, inquired, " "Who brought this letter here ?" "Not I, Miss Yernon." " It is, I imagine, from Mr. Trevor. Ee- collect, Weston, if I knew one of the ser- vants presuming to bring any communica- tion from Downton, that instant I should request mamma to part with that servant. 96 EDITH VEENON ; OK, Yes, Weston, even if it were yourself!" added Miss Vernon, seeing the woman's look of incredulity. " Give me my writing- desk." She enclosed the unopened letter in a sheet of paper, directed, and sealed it. " Smith must take this early to-morrow morning to Downton. Now, Weston, you may undress me." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 97 CHAPTER VII. " Nessun maggior dolore, Che ricordarsi del tempo felice, Kella miseria, e cio sa'l tuo dottore. Ma se a conoscer la prima radice Del nostro amor tu hai cotanto affetto, Faro come colui, che piange, e dice." Dante. To recapitulate how Edith Vernon day by- day mourned over the past, how dreary seemed Stoneleigh and all connected with it, how monotonous seemed those pursuits she had followed up with the greatest ar- dour, would be to pass over in detail the next few months of Edith's life. But they VOL. I. H 98 EDITH VERNON J OR, did pass ; and when October came, with its soberness and decay, Edith felt it more en- durable than the glitter and brightness of summer. Mrs. Trevor, the next time that she en- countered the Vernons, said, "John has left Downton, and is gone to London, from whence he intends to travel in England. I thought he would have gone on the continent ; but I earnestly entreated he would not do so in these unsettled times, and I hope he will not." There seemed not to be the slightest sus- picion on Mrs. Trevor's part of the real state of the case ; and this was a relief to Edith. Of the fate of the letter, of the reception it met with, of Trevor's thoughts or feelings in regard to herself, she was in ignorance, and remained so. She did surmise occasionally if he recol- lected her, if he regretted the past ; but CONTRASTS OP CHARACTER. 99 it was all uncertainty, and a blank. And when she heard from Mrs. Trevor that her son had resolved on going abroad, and that she hoped he would come to no mischance, Edith hoped so too, and felt that even then his welfare was of interest to her. But she endeavoured day by day to become more indifferent to him. She recollected how he had failed in principle and in honour, his continued and heartless duplicity. Her re- gard did not stand the test of a conviction of his worthlessness ; and by the time winter was half ended, Edith Yernon was compara- tively cheerful. And Trevor ! when he had seen the last parting look that Edith gave him, he seemed to recover all the self-possession he had been so wanting in ; he felt that he was degraded. His companion said to him with much flip- pancy, " Well ! so that is Miss Vernon ! I 100 EDITH VERNON J OK, think she looked proud enough, at any rate." "Do not mention her name," said Trevor, with much sternness, as the contrast be- tween Edith and Jane Smith presented itself to his mind. " She would not have left all for you as I have done — you have made me what I am," retorted his companion. "Yes," thought Trevor, "I have," and he returned with his companion to Maryknoll. Jane Smith had followed Trevor from London. She had been till then a respect- able woman. When he found Edith Vernon was so fascinating, and, moreover, an only daughter, he resolved that no old connec- tion should interfere with his chance of forming a new one, and his victim returned to London with the means of gaining a live- lihood with respectability. But when he ascertained that Edith's brother would in- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 101 herit almost the whole property, his anxiety for a wife lessened, and he forthwith re- called Jane Smith from London, and placed her at Maryknoll. He gained that ascend- ancy over this woman, that she led a life of perfect solitude ; indeed, the fear of his dis- pleasure would have induced her to perform a more severe penance, and, though the servants and many of the neighbouring cot- tagers surmised who she was, still the whole affair was kept so secret, that neither the family atDownton nor at Stoneleigh heard even the faintest rumour of the arrange- ments at Maryknoll. Thus might matters have continued, had not Trevor, deceived by Edith's assurances that she should not leave home on that even- ing, and having lost his accustomed pru- dence, suffered himself to yield to the en- treaties of his companion that he would walk with her in the Downton meadows. 102 EDITH VEENON J OE, The result has been related, and, deprecating his own folly, he returned home late at night, uncertain what course to pursue. At last he determined to write to Edith — lament- ing the past, and yet appearing to have no hope that his utmost contrition would induce her to forget what had occurred. Trevor was almost in hopes that Edith's partiality for him would induce her to conceal his con- duct from Lady Vernon. At all events, his contrite apology could do no harm, and he should wait with patience the result. When his letter was returned to him unopened, his rage and shame were extreme. The dormant love he had felt for Edith — the positive admiration for her — seemed increased tenfold now that she was lost to him for ever. Early on the following morning he rode over to Maryknoll, told its inhabitant his intention of leaving Downton almost instantly, and inquired fiercely, " If. she CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 103 preferred remaining there or following him ?" " Why should I stay here when you are gone ? " " Well, then, prepare to leave this place immediately," and, throwing her his purse, he went away. Calmly aud naturally he told his mother his intention of going to London, and after- wards, possibly, his intention of travelling for some time. "But my plans," added he, "I shall have arranged more fully in a few days, and then I shall write to you or my father. I must leave some adieus in the neighbourhood, and proceed to town this afternoon." Mrs. Trevor imagined the adieus were intended for the Yernons — little did she sup- pose the morning was spent with Jane Smith at Maryknoll. His father seemed rather pleased when 104 EDITH VERNON J OR, Mrs. Trevor informed him that John left them that afternoon, and possibly for some time ; and when her son confirmed this announcement by wishing them " Good bye," a cordial farewell from the family party was all that was said on either side. Of John Trevor and his proceedings no- thing more was known to Edith for some years, and when they did meet again, her feelings and ideas had undergone a complete change. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 1 05 CHAPTEK VIII. " Oh, smile not, nor think it a worthless thing, If it be with instruction fraught; That which will closest and longest cling Is alone worth a serious thought." B. Barton. 'A cheerful letter from Arthur greeted the solitude of Stoneleigh, and, as Lady Vernon was by that time almost a confirmed invalid, the communication from one so beloved, and who had so much of interest to relate, was welcome as a sunbeam in November. Edith was sitting alone in the library listening to the autumnal wind that at one instant sighed 106 EDITH VEEXOX J OK, and moaned, and then blew in fitful gusts down the long avenue, and through the almost leafless branches of the old elms. "I love to hear the wind blow," thought Edith, " I love to hear the wind blow a rag- ing storm — I love to watch the branches moaning to the blast, moving to and fro as if in torture, writhing beneath the power they feel, yet cannot sway — I love to see the sere and withered leaf by the same wind whirled here and there — it is a picture of helplessness and desolation. The leaf ap- peals to the parent branch, it answers by a moan as the blast comes sweeping on, and both are alike whirled to destruction. Fit emblem art thou of man's passions, fierce and uncontrolled — resistless, hurling to de- struction branch and leaf — a moral whirlwind all have felt and must feel. I love to hear the wind sigh — it seems a still small voice, fraught with a thousand histories, now heard in a gentle sigh, now deepening into a tone CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 107 of lamentation — it is a voice of the past, speaking of misery — it is prophetic of the future, echoing the same tale — still, it is very soothing. I would send a message of happiness on a sunbeam ; but a token to one I loved on that sad and complaining wind. Fit emblem art thou of woman's life ; the same voice suits thee and her, the same tone of calm repining, of patient endurance, mourning for what is past, scarce daring to hope for the future." As she pursued this train of thought, there was a slight bustle in the hall, as though an arrival had taken place. The library door was thrown open, and Mr. Morton an- nounced. A degree of agitation was perceptible in Edith's manner as she welcomed her visitor ; but she had too much control and self-pos- session not to speedily regain her usual calm- ness ; and, after the first greetings, no one would have detected anything in her man- 108 EDITH VERNON J OR, ner but the quiet ease of a gentlewoman. " Mamma is very unwell, Mr. Morton ; so much so, that I fear you will not see her this evening." "I am very sorry that is the case, Miss Vernon," replied Morton, with a considerable degree of calmness in his manner of receiving and bearing the disappointment. A good deal of lively conversation followed, which might have been detailed at the mar- ket-cross, so little was it in the confidential strain ; and when Edith wished him u Good night," and desired him to order refreshment, or any other matter he might require, but that she must attend her mother for the re- mainder of the evening, Morton felt that, though in person she was lovelier than ever and her manner more polished, still the open- heartedness, the artless and frank manner was gone. "Was the absence of it compen- sated for by the rules of conventional high- breediug ? Morton thought it was not. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 109 But, in a few days, when Edith was off her guard, something of the old manner returned. There was the playfulness and gaiety of former days, contrasted with the subdued gravity that she had lately assumed; and then Morton confessed that the change from light to shade made the character more fas- cinating. This was shown on the evening of the only day which Lady Vernon's ill-health obliged her to pass a prisoner in her own room. "Miss Vernon, will you sing to me this evening ?" "Yes, if you agree to the schoolboy's compact of c turn about.' " " Very well, I will ; but your concessions would be much more valued if they were not accompanied by those stipulations." "Your words, Mr. Morton, savour of the plenipotentiary." She sat down to the piano, and, after hav- ing begun various different airs, selected one in manuscript. The writing was Trevor's : — 110 EDITH VERNON J OR, " We met, as though we ne'er had met In joy or grief before. Oh ! there are hearts that soon forget, And love that soon is o'er. " We met ; but no kind hand pressed mine, In thrilling hope or fear ; Thus, e'en the flowers that sweetest twine, Cold winter's hand may sear, " "We met ; but not a passing thought "Was in his mind of me. Oh ! ye are all too dearly bought, Ye joys of memory. " For we met, as though we ne'er had met In joy or grief before. Oh ! there are hearts that soon forget, And love that soon is o'er." When she had finished her song, Morton asked permission to look at the manuscript ; and, when he had read it, said, " This gives a painful view of the stability of human af- fection.' 7 " But not the less true on that account, Mr. Morton." " Pardon me, Miss Vernon. It is not true, CONTEASTS OF CHARACTER. Ill from my experience ; but the common sense and wisdom we employ in the choice of almost every other worldly good, we neglect in the selection of those on whom we are, neverthe- less, content to place our happiness — our affections. "We do not seek for high princi- ple, and uprightness of purpose and feeling, which, if secured, would place us beyond the reach of much sorrow and disappointment." " You are becoming personal, Mr. Mor- ton," said Edith, with a degree of haughti- ness; and then added, "might one trust you for a friend ?" " I hardly dare speak to you on that sub- ject, Miss Yernon. I hardly care to confess to you the deep interest I feel in your hap- piness and welfare." Edith dared not look at him; she durst not trust herself to make any reply. A few moments passed in silence. She then crossed the room for a candle, and having vainly 112 EDITH VERNON J OR, endeavoured to light it, threw the bundle of allumettes into the fire, with a gesture of extreme impatience, and, turning to Mor- ton, said, half laughingly, " May a woman be furious ?" " Certainly not, Miss Vernon," replied Morton gravely, as he lighted her bougie for her, and she left the room. Morton was annoyed that he should have ventured to express his feelings for her, as she received them with such indifference. Trevor would have observed the agitation of manner that rendered her unable to light her candle ; but Morton was more literal in his views of character, and felt provoked with himself and disappointed with her levity. But when she returned into the room after the lapse of some time, and Morton perceived the traces of recent tears, he blamed himself for the hasty judgment he CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 113 had formed of her, and felt that if her affec- tions and feelings were not engaged for hiin, still she possessed them, and that abun- dantly. On Sunday Lady Yernon was too unwell to venture to church, and while sit- ting alone with her, he mentioned that on the following Tuesday he must leave Stone- leigh. " Cannot you remain longer with us, Mr. Morton?" said Lady Vernon. "I enjoy your society so much, and Edith is less dull. I regret her isolated state. She has no con- nection in the world except her brother, and his profession gives him so short a time to spend at home. My health is so uncertain that it renders Stoneleigh a gloomy place for my child. Deeply do I regret I did not encourage her in forming an intimacy with some young friend of her own age and sex, now it is too late. I wish you would re- main with us a little longer, if it be agree- VOL. I. I 114 EDITH VERNON J OR, able to you, Mr. Morton. 1 think I have made out a strong case for your sym- pathy." Morton thanked Lady Vernon, but de- clined the invitation. He felt half inclined at that moment to disclose to her his feel- ings towards her daughter; but he recol- lected that a confession of that kind, when coupled with the conviction of its hopeless- ness from his present circumstances, would be useless as well as foolish. He contented himself, therefore, with thanking Lady Ver- non for her kindness, and hoped that she would allow him to consider himself as still owing Stoneleigh a visit. "Willingly, Mr. Morton. You or I must be strangely changed when you become no longer welcome here." Edith's entrance put a stop to the conver- sation. " It is already half -past ten o'clock. We CONTRASTS OF CHAEACTEE. 115 must set out for church. Good-bye, dear mamma, till our return." She kissed Lady Vernon, and left the room with Morton. They walked for some time in silence ; at last Edith alluded to the state of her mo- ther's health, and the anxiety with which she looked forward to the future. " You are too sensible, Mr. Morton, to be rendered miserable by forebodings; but I cannot but give way to the presentiment I have that the next twelvemonth will leave me without a relative. I always tremble when I receive a letter with a foreign post- mark, dreading some ill tidings from Arthur. And the effect that would have on my mo- ther's health one dare not think of." " I trust, Miss Yernon, that not one of your sad forebodings will be realised, but that the following year will find you richer in friends than now, and with more happi- 116 EDITH YERXON ; OR, ness in your reach. Should my best wishes for you be fruitless, you will consider me as a brother ; you may claim from me all that such a relationship would give." " Thank you. I shall remember this pro- mise in my hour of need." They entered the small village church. Edith felt soothed by the tranquillity and peace of the house of prayer. All seemed to tell of a holy calm. Morton did more than feel. He asked for assistance for the present and support for the future for Edith and for himself in all times of tribulation or prosperity. He knew that both seasons re- quire strength from above. And as he left the church with Miss Vernon, and observed the glad and cheerful manner with which she greeted the poor congregation, he fervently trusted that she had asked for and obtained a portion of that peace which this world does not give. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 117 Mr. Morton was the only child of a yonnger branch of a noble family. His grandfather was the youngest son of the Earl of Melford; his father, again, a younger son, and Henry Morton himself, the son, and heir of nothing. His father had been private secretary to the British ambassador at the French court, and had subsequently held a lucrative office under government. Mr. Morton's friends were all powerful in Down- ing Street, and the income he received from his appointment considerable. His wife, Lady Mary Morton, a daughter of the Mar- quis of Beltoun, contrived to find it only just sufficient for the expenses of each year (and sometimes she complained it was altogether too little), so that her only son was depen- dent on the patronage of his titled connec- tions. And as other nephews, as well as the more pressing claims of sons and grandsons, left every step to preferment occupied, Henry 118 EDITH VERXOX J OR, felt his chance as bad as possible, and he justly considered that on his own exertions alone was he to depend. After leaving Ox- ford, his father intended his becoming attache to some foreign embassy ; but he had re- solved on taking holy orders, and mentioned his intention to his loving parent. " It will never do, Henry," was the reply. Ci I have not a single living in my gift. Lord Beltoun has sons and grandsons all intended for the Church ; your prospects are as bad as possible. If your uncle were a bishop, I should say c take orders ; ' but, as the case stands, impossible ! " "I can trust to my own exertions," said Henry. " I should infinitely prefer that to the misery of place-hunting; it is a scene of servility and disappointment." " As you please then. I only warn you that my power to serve you is nothing. Your allowance will be £300 a-year, and COXTEASTS OF CHAEACTEE. 119 after my death you will inherit scarce enough to bury me." This was a piece of information somewhat startling, but Henry did not quite believe it. He was entered at Christchurch, kept within his allowance, engaged a tutor, and did justice to his instructions. It was through his means he received an introduc- tion to Mr. Bennett, who again introduced him at Stoneleigh, and was the promoter of the intimacy he formed with the Yernons. From time to time he paid a visit to Tremylyan Castle, the Marquis of Bel- toun's seat, in Cornwall. These visits to his uncle accounted for his so frequently passing through Devonshire; and he was very glad of an excuse for visiting the neigh- bourhood of Stoneleigh; and the Yernons were as much delighted that their house should be directly en route to his noble rela- tive's dwelling in Cornwall. 120 EDITH VERNON J OR, So far all was well. But Henry Morton had discovered that this state of things was too bright to last. From his first visit to Stoneleigh he had loved Edith ; but he knew that her whole affections were centred on Trevor. He therefore argued, " If I choose to make myself miserable by getting more and more attached to Edith Yernon, well and good; I endanger no one's happiness but my own." On this principle he returned to Stone- leigh each succeeding visit. But now matters were changed. Trevor was gone, Edith not only desolate, but each succeeding day over- coming her partiality for her former friend. Then it was that Morton resolved to return no more to Stoneleigh ; that sentence of his father constantly recurring to his mind — u After my death, nothing." " Before Edith can have become attached to me I will bid her ' farewell.' My own CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 121 misery is my own choice, and I shall pay the full penalty ; but I would not willingly cause her a moment's grief or disappoint- ment ; therefore I must go ; the future may enable me to ask for a return of my love. While I am a poor and unprovided man it is but justice to her that we should part." And he left Stoneleigh accordingly ; but he had remained too long — long enough to cause Edith fresh sorrow. No one suspected the extent of Miss Vernon's regard, and Morton's chief consolation was, " she will not regret." Lady Vernon knew Morton to be highly- principled ; that he was an only child, and well connected ; that his parents were con- sidered recherche, even by the exclusives, and she doubted not but that he was rich; so she gave him a cordial invitation to Stone- leigh, and thought if he and Edith did be- come attached to one another, why it was 122 EDITH VERNON J OR, « very likely, and would be very agreeable to all parties. Thus she resolved to let mat- ters take their course ; and she felt rather pleased when she saw Morton's look of misery as he took leave, and Edith's sorrow after he was gone. One of Morton's most intimate college friends was the Earl of Eestowel, the eldest son of the Duke of Baltimore. One day he said to his friend, " Morton, I received this morning a letter from my father, in which he requests me to provide a tutor for my youngest brother. He is to possess all sorts of virtues and talents, and above all to be indulgent and gentle. Are you acquainted with any indi- vidual who unites all these perfections ?" Morton replied that he did not, but that he would recollect his friend's wants and wishes. " My brother is a sad scape-grace, I ought CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 123 in fairness to tell you that — indulged be- yond description by my father, who has never allowed him to go to school, or sub- jected him to any home discipline; his tutor must have considerable judgment, and then I think he may manage him, for he is ami- able." The next time the friends met, the sub- ject was resumed, " for," said Lord Eestowel, "I received this morning another letter from my father, and after asking the result of my inquiries, he tells me a piece of news, namely, the illness of the present incumbent of Deerhurst. The living is in my father's gift ; I wish, Morton, you would oblige me by accepting the next presentation." " Thank you, my dear Eestowel," replied Morton; "but I should scarcely feel jus- tified in accepting so great an obligation." " The obligation you confer would be the greatest. I know your value, and the bless- 124 EDITH VERNON ; OR, ing you would prove to the poor amongst whom you dwell." Morton said he should with less scruple accept the living of Deerhurst, if he might become the tutor to Lord Henry Tynemore. " By regulating his mind, and improving his ideas, I should in some sort cancel the obligation I am under to your father. Will you propose this plan to the Duke of Balti- more, and express my sincere acknowledg- ments of his and your recollection of me ?" They shook hands and parted. Lord Eestowel mentioned Morton's wishes to his father, who would have adopted them most willingly ; but Lord Henry, when he found the tutor was so near at hand, prayed that he might go to Eton instead. As usual he had his own way, and Lord Eestowel persuaded Morton to accept the living at the death of the present incumbent. The living was worth £900 a-year, and this Morton CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 125 felt was a step gained towards the possession of Edith Vernon. Meanwhile the invalid rector rallied ; and the promise was all that Morton enjoyed for the present. But he told his father of his good fortune ; and Lady Maiy was loud in her congratulations, and more extrava- gant than ever. 126 EDITH VERNON ; OR, CHAPTEE IX. " They grew in beauty side by side, They filled one home with glee ; Their graves are scattered far and wide, By mount, and stream, and sea. The same fond mother bent at night O'er each fair sleeping brow ; She had each folded flower in sight — Where are the dreamers now ? " Mrs. Hemans. Miss Vernon was called on in the spring to prepare her mother for the intelligence of her brother's death. He received a wonnd in action, which terminated fatally a few honrs after it was given. A brief and final farewell to those so dear to him at Stone- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 127 leigh, was conveyed through the medium of the brother officer who wrote the intelli- gence of his decease. And as Edith perused the sheet of paper on which were detailed the events of such deep import to her, it seemed as though the end of such a life could scarce be crowded into so small a space — as if the last looks and words of one so much beloved must occupy a more lengthened memorial than the few and hur- ried lines which announced them. They were the last and only records of a brother ; and she never again heard his actions spoken of. It was all past, like a brief vision, and memory had to furnish forth the incidents on which we love to dwell when they relate to the lost and lamented. Lady Vernon's grief was beyond expres- sion — it was almost frantic ; weeks had passed since the announcement of her loss, and yet she refused consolation, and her 128 EDITH VERNON J OK, daughter's efforts to restore calmness or resignation were alike ineffectual. "My dearest Arthur ! " — such was her constant ejaculation ; and it was in vain that Edith urged the duties of submission and patience — her entreaties passed unheeded. " Consider, mamma ! by the indulgence of such grief you will destroy your health. You would not wish me to be left utterly desolate. I, too, dearly loved Arthur; but I endeavour to feel that this our affliction is a gain to him, and should be made a lesson of profit to us. Mamma, forgive me for saying it is sinful so to repine." " But we shall never meet again. He was so good; I had hoped his affection would have soothed my old age." " You will meet again, mamma. Do you think I could bear my brother's loss if I were not sure his life was a preparation for his death ? Oh, no ! it is the thought that we CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 129 may trust to meet again, which enables me to look forward with hope. My dearest mother, do not so wrong yourself I" Thus did Edith reason ; and, it appeared, to no purpose. She hoped that Morton would not forget his promise of taking a brother's Nor was she disappointed. A letter came from him addressed to Lady Yernon. It spoke of his regard for Lady Yernon and her daughter, which had induced him to intrude on their sorrow. It spoke of the dead, and of those who mourned him, with so much sympathy and feeling, and yet with the views and hopes of a Christian, that Edith prayed it might have more influence than she had had in abating her mother's grief and repinings. " Answer this letter, Edith ; and express my thanks to Mr. Morton for his recollection of our loss. Say that I am unable to reply to him myself." VOL. I. K 130 EDITH VERNON ; OR, These were all the remarks Lady Vernon made on the subject, and time or exhaustion lessened her repinings. Edith answered Mr. Morton's letter. She thanked him in her own and her mother's name for the sympathy he had shown them. She reminded him of the promise he had made her of taking a brother's part towards her when her own should be no more. She alluded to Lady Vernon's ill health, and the grief she had felt on the occasion ; and earn- estly wished that any arguments of hers would avail to enforce submission to this dis- pensation ; and concluded with her own and her mother's best wishes for Mr. Morton. She folded the letter, and, placing it on Lady Vernon's table, requested her to read it. " No, Edith. I could not bear to retrace the cause of my sufferings. I am sure you have written everything you should do ; be- sides, I am not equal to much exertion, and CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 131 I must answer this letter from Admiral Thorn- ton. He wishes to pay us a visit ; but I must decline it for the present." Edith looked vexed, and her mother re- marked it. " Do you think Admiral Thornton would enliven us, Edith ?" " No, mamma. I do not think any one could enliven us, — it must be more than any human assistance to do that, — nor do I wish to be enlivened ; but I feel that the society of an old friend might be a motive for exer- tion on your part, and might tend to rouse you from despondency." Lady Vernon declared that then she could not consent to receive a visit from any one. " And now, Edith, I must write my letter." When Morton received Edith's letter, he felt all that a brother could do — and much more. He wished he might reply to it, and assure her of all his love and tenderness ; but 132 EDITH VERNON ; OR, he contented himself with hoping for her brighter and happier days, and hoarded up her letter "with a miser's care. Admiral Thornton, too, had written to Lady Vernon on business, for Edith was now an only child. Her guardian had settled on her four thousand a-year after his death. She was also heiress to all her mother's property ; and the Admiral felt that his letter to Lady Vernon on this occasion was a strange mix- ture of condolence and congratulation. "My poor little Edith ! I feel for her as well as for yourself, my dear madam ; and I pray you may both be supported to bear this heavy trial. If there be any consolation in knowing that your regrets for your loss are shared by all those who knew your son, you have that consolation. Young as he was, I respected as well as loved him, and mourn his loss more than that of any other human being, my little Edith always excepted." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 133 Thus commenced this letter ; and then fol- lowed the arrangement of the property, and his congratulations to Edith on her being ulti- mately the possessor of seven thousand a-year. Lady Vernon concealed from her daughter this part of Admiral Thornton's communica- tion. She had always avoided the subject ; and now she felt an especial dislike to Edith's becoming aware of the change in her fortunes her brother's death had occasioned. " I do not suppose the information would cause her to feel one iota less sorrow ; but I will not try her. ISTow she shall only know her loss. At my death she may need some additional consolation ; it will then be time enough." Lady Vernon, in this instance, did her daughter much injustice. The collected wealth of the whole race of Vernons would not have been valued had it been purchased by one hour's suffering to one so fondly loved as her brother ; much more, then, when it was 134 EDITH VERNON ; OR, gained by his death. Besides, Edith was a very bad judge of comparative poverty or riches. From her earliest years she had lived in retirement. Her mother had supplied her with every luxury and comfort. She had scarcely to form a wish, or but to form it and have it gratified. She had seen all this done without the apparent aid of money ; conse- quently, her ideas of wealth were so indefinite that she could not have been able to judge if seven thousand a-year would have enabled her to live at Stoneleigh. Had you told her that her income would more than double her mother's, she would have thought that im- mense, because that had provided her with everything she had either desired or imagined. "A little intercourse with the world," such was Lady Vernon's reflection, " will soon teach her that lesson, and it will be time enough to learn it when a mother's care is ended." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 135 And it seemed as though that period were well-nigh arrived. Edith felt that this was her mother's last illness, and she resolved, that by affectionate care she would soothe the last days of the invalid, and leave no stinging regrets on her own mind, when it should be too late to do more than wish she had done better. Night and day was she by the invalid's side, anticipating her wants, listen- ing to her complaints, and endeavouring to soothe them. " My own, best child," said Lady Vernon to her one day, " when you shall be suffer- ing and in sorrow, may your love and care of your mother be returned to you. You look sadly pale ; Weston shall take your place by me, and you must have some air and exercise." Edith felt recompensed for all her watch- ings by her mother's look of praise, and she consented to leave her charge for two hours. 136 EDITH VERNON ) OE, She ordered the carriage : the fresh air traced her frame, and the sights and sounds of nature spoke peace to her mind, and she returned home better enabled to go on with her duty. Edith was seated in her mother's room reading. From time to time as the heavy breathings of Lady Vernon reached her ear, she looked up from her book, but then all again was still. "When she had finished her occupation, she went to the bedside of the invalid to inquire if she could arrange her pillow, read to her, or do anything for her, and then she perceived she was — dead. It was the first time that death had ever been presented to her view; but it did not re- quire experience to feel that the destroyer had done his work, and that the first curse pronounced on man had also fallen on her parent. No ! Edith could not doubt but that the glassy eye, the falling mouth, the CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 137 inexpressible hue of the face, was death. She was right — the spirit had passed from the senseless clay, and Edith Vernon was an orphan. She did not weep, she scarcely showed surprise or emotion, but remained with her eyes bent on the form before her. At last "Weston entered the room, and per- ceived at once the state of her young mis- tress, and the event which had occasioned it. No word was spoken. Edith gave one more hasty glance at the dead, and then left the apartment. She felt alone, and the dreariness, the desolation, were the chilling sensations that seemed to wrap her heart, as it were, in an icy shroud. Lady Vernon appeared not much more inanimate than her child. It was late in the evening before she moved from the sofa on which she had thrown herself, and then she wrote a few hurried lines to her guardian, telling him 138 EDITH VERNON J OR, her mother was no more, and that she relied on the affection he had always shown her, not to leave her unaided in the hour of be- reavement. It was on the following day that she entered once more the chamber of death. A slight convulsion passed across her face, as with an effort she turned towards the couch on which her mother lay. At last she ap- proached more nearly, and took within her own the small cold hand that returned not the pressure of her child's ; she kissed it reverently, and then, as she relinquished her hold, it fell down heavily on the bed. Edith burst into tears, and the words, " It must be death," seemed to pass from her lips, and with them the conviction that that alone could render a mother insensible to the caresses and tenderness of her daughter. One long lock of hair she cut from the braid that was passed across the pale brow CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 139 of Lady Vernon, and then, giving another lingering look of affection, and one more kiss to the marble hand, she saw her parent for the last time. " Let my recollections of my mother be sorrowful, but untinged with horror — my remembrance of the dead should be of peace." At last the dreadful solitude was broken by the arrival of Admiral Thornton. He clasped the sorrowing girl to his heart, and, as she sobbed in agony, he bade her be com- forted. "Lady Charlotte," said he, "will soon arrive, my dear Edith, and she would even now have been here, had I not travelled more quickly and set out sooner than she could do." Edith thought that the old repulsive man- ner of Lady Charlotte would only chill the more, her lonely heart. Miss Vernon said one morning to Admiral 140 edith yeenon; oe, Thornton, "Where am I to go, my dear sir? What is to become of me ?" " Where would you wish to go, my love ? Would you prefer staying at Stoneleigh, or for the present living with Lady Charlotte and myself?" " You know the best, my dear sir, what I can do." " How do you mean, Edith ? 'Can do!' You can do anything you please, and I will do whatever you prefer." " I did not doubt your kindness," said Miss Yernon, with a slight hesitation of manner, "but I did not know if my cir- cumstances would allow of my having a choice." " A choice !" observed the Admiral, with unfeigned astonishment. " Why, my dear child, you are now the possessor of three thousand a-year, and at my death you will have seven thousand." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 141 It was all new and strange to Edith, and she only observed, in reply, "I should wish, my dear sir, to be guided by you, and to follow your advice." She felt for the first time that worldly prosperity had been purchased by her pre- sent isolated state. The exchange was one, that as she thought of it her tears started afresh. Admiral Thornton suggested that the lease of Stoneleigh had better be disposed of as soon as it was agreeable to Edith to leave the home of her childhood. Till that time her guardian would remain there with her. " Then, possibly, you will make my house your home, and live with Lady Charlotte and myself until you shall marry or grow tired of the society of an old man and Iris wife." "I do not think I can ever do that," replied Miss "Vernon. And thanking her 142 EDITH VERNON ; OR, guardian for his kindness to her, she left the room to join Lady Charlotte. The time passed, and at last the lease was disposed of, and three weeks were all that re- mained to be spent at Stoneleigh. Edith deter- mined in the beginning of her sorrow to write to Mr. Morton of her mother's death. She did not feel quite certain if it were right to do so; and yet, when she remembered his kindness, and the interest he had always expressed for her, she determined to de- spatch the letter. Its contents briefly al- luded to the events of the past few weeks, and she half apologised for her writing by alluding to the sympathy Mr. Morton had expressed on a former sad occasion. When he received Edith's letter, he felt a sensation of extreme pleasure at the thought that in all her trouble she had remembered him, and his first impulse was to write an immediate and affectionate answer; but after a moment's CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 143 reflection he determined to adhere in all things to his original resolve, and say no- thing to Edith of his love for her till his prospects were surer and brighter. Besides, he thought, her knowledge of the world was so limited she could scarcely have formed an estimate of others, or of her own merits or tastes. In a little time she will be more known — so reasoned Morton — and then a more brilliant lot will be hers than as my wife. At all events I can but wait, and watch, though not control, the course of events. Now I must not speak or think of her as anything dearer than a valued friend. His intention was confirmed that same evening. He was dining with Lord Endle- sham. One of Nelson's victories was brought into discussion, and some difference of opi- nion existed on the point under debate. Lord Endlesham regretted that his technical knowledge was not sufficient to enable him 144 EDITH VERNON; OR, to decide the point in question. "But," added he, " if Admiral Thornton had been able to dine with me to-day, as I had hoped he would have done, he would have, been a sufficient reference." " Thornton was suddenly called from London by the death of an old friend," said another; " he was appointed guardian to the children. You were acquainted with Lady Yernon, I think?" said the speaker, addressing Lady Endlesham. " Miss Yer- non will have a large fortune. I understood as much as eight thousand a year." A story never loses by the telling. No more was said on the subject except a few commonplace remarks on Edith and her expectations ; and other individuals and more important events were commented on. But the conversation had been carefully remarked by Morton; and it was at first with no feeling of pleasure that he heard of CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 145 so great a change in the fortunes of one dearest to him on earth ; but he quickly re- proved himself for any such selfish emotion. He resolved to rejoice in her welfare, though it should seem to place a gulf between his ever realizing his bright hopes for the future. He dared scarcely hope that the possessor of eight thousand a-year could have more than his prayers and best wishes. It was under this impression that he an- swered Miss Vernon's letter; and actuated by the fear of saying too much, and allowing her to judge of his feelings towards her, his letter was constrained and somewhat formal, and though kind, yet cold. He did not trust himself to re-read it, but, folding and direct- ing it, with a mournful heart he gave it in charge to his servant. The letter arrived at Stoneleigh; and Edith read it twice through, and folding her arms with an expression of dull certainty, VOL. i. L 146 EDITH VEENOX ; OR, she looked indeed sorrowful. She wandered forth into the grounds, unmindful of every- thing but this her last disappointment. • ■ Prosperity has left me desolate," thought she, folding her mantle more closely round her, as if she feared the vital spark would also forsake her, and leave her cold and chill as marble, or her own thoughts. " Prosperity has left me desolate." She looked around her. It was the close of an evening at the end of September. All nature seemed brilliant, and the decay of the coming autumn appeared concealed by the flush of beauty that the sky and the flowers then wore. But the scene appeared more gloomy to Edith than the withered leaves of the later season. It was not in unison with her deep mourning dress and pale cheek. She turned away from the gay scene with a sense of disgust, and wandered on to a part of the grounds where the trees grew more CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 147 thickly, and formed a small plantation. A gronp of beeches attracted her attention — they still wore the fresh green of summer, or where the foliage had changed it was only to assume a golden tint instead of the more sober shade of green. A light breeze had sprung up, and one small, withered leaf was detached from the bough, and fell at Edith's feet. She stooped and picked it up, and kissed it with a fervour that in after days she would have wondered at. Then it seemed like herself, early blighted, and the only thing in nature that sympathised with her. She carried it home with her, and it was treasured, even when the orange blos- som was wreathed on her brow. When she returned to the drawing-room, Admiral Thornton remarked her sad expres- sion. "You have not one smile even for me, Edith," 148 EDITH VERNON J OR, "Not a smile, perhaps, but many a grate- ful recollection. You would not, you could not, wish, me to be cheerful; eyen the thought of leaving Stoneleigh would make me sad." " And Miss Vernon has just lost her mo- ther," suggested Lady Charlotte, as though the idea were a new one, and as if the past accounted for all sad looks. Edith made no reply ; and after a pause, she requested Lady Charlotte would excuse her leaving them that evening, but a very severe headache obliged her to go to bed. Nor did she rise from it for many days. A low fever had been induced by sorrow and disappointment, and during some time her life was pronounced to be in danger. At last her youth and good constitution tri- umphed, and she was able to leave her room. During her illness she had thought much, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 149 perhaps not justly, but her conclusions were those of a mind warped by prejudice. She almost doubted the existence of sincerity and high principle, and she resolved henceforth to disbelieve. " I cannot then know disappointment, and if I should perchance meet with a human being who professes and practises, the plea- sure will be the greater." Sometimes she suspected her narrow ex- perience, and would occasionally question herself, if she were justified in her unfavour- able view of mankind ; but she thought, " True, I have not known many persons, but those few have proved most treacherous. Talents and great powers of mind first mis- led me ; then I was equally deceived by an appearance of high principle. My own dear brother, who did not and would not have failed me, is gone ; and the only person who would have raised my standard of excellence 150 EDITH VERNON J OR, has left the task incomplete, and my views too justly prejudiced. The fruits of experi- ence are like the apples on the shore of that deadly lake of which travellers tell us, fair to the eyes and of much promise, within dust and unmixed bitterness. The soil that rears that plant to perfection will be a scorched and withered one ; the ashes of a blighted hope, and memory, will best bring it to per- fection." Thus argued Edith Vernon. And those who met her in London, and were surprised at the cold haughty manner or satirical wit of Miss Vernon — those who heard her preju- diced construction of almost every action, marvelled that so fair and gentle a face be- longed to a spirit thus misanthropic. Some concluded it was as the possessor of unex- pected wealth that Edith had become thus proud and supercilious. Could they have read the history of that heart, they would CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 151 have discovered that worldly prosperity had not chilled its sympathies, but had revealed to it the hollowness of human professions, and because riches and disappointment had come together, such was the disposition of that unbending spirit, that the latter was attributed solely to the influence of the for- mer. But so it is : an aching heart may beat under the gayest trappings — sorrow as well as pride may give a reserved and re- pulsive manner. At last Miss Vernon was sufficiently re- covered to proceed to London with her guardian. She bade farewell to her home and its friends, and many a mingled feeling passed her mind as she crossed the threshold of Downton House for the last time. She regretted the affectionate adieus of Mrs. Trevor. Admiral Thornton welcomed her to Gros- venor Street. It seemed as if his happiness 152 EDITH VERNON ; OR, in the society of his ward was capable of no increase. A suite of rooms was set apart for her, in which he forbade any one to enter without the especial permission of their tenant, and she was allowed and enjoined to do and have whatever most pleased her for the moment. She had become fanciful and capricious — the whim of to-day was not the whim of to-morrow. But, amidst all these inconsistencies, Miss Vernon remained firmly and affectionately attached to her kind old friend, and the sarcastic levity that marked her manner when addressing all else, was exchanged for respectful tenderness to him. It was in vain that Lady Charlotte en- treated she would mix more in society. " Oh, wait a little, my dear madam ; you cannot imagine how dreary and desolate I feel in the midst of happy faces. My own mourning dress and sad visage would shed a gloom over everything." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 153 " Yes, Miss Vernon, but that will be only at first ; make the effort and you will soon enjoy the society of strangers." Miss Yemon prayed for a little respite : and from day to day she declined all invita- tions, and sometimes refused to join her friends in the drawing-room. One day she was sitting alone, and Mr. Errington was announced. She received him with her usual cold and reserved manner, and any slight emotion he might have felt at being Ute-d-tcte with the woman he loved, was quickly dispelled by the ease of her recep- tion of him. The conversation that passed between them was animated — the few mutual friends they knew in London were spoken of; and, as Edith passed lightly in review from one to another, and the same ironical remarks on all, Mr. Errington was amazed that this bitterness should come from the fair and gentle-looking being who sat quietly 154 EDITH VERNON ; OR, bending over her work frame, and occasion- ally fixing her bright blue eyes on his with a mixture of raillery and earnestness that was very irresistible. Thus passed several visits. Mr. Erring- ton's morning calls were frequent ; and when at last he began the following conversation, he discovered that there lay beneath the hardened surface of Miss Vernon's manner more deep feeling than could have been sup- posed. " Does Miss Vernon recollect the promise she made me some months since of honour- ing me with her friendship?" Edith did not lift her eyes from her drawing, but coldly observed, " I find, Mr. Errington, I can only remember what I would fain forget." " The inference, then, to be drawn is, that you have no wish to recollect that promise. I am sorry for it, Miss Vernon. One of the CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 155 happiest delusions I have cherished is, that you would not forget the assurance made me some time since in the ball-room at the Duke ofM 's." " My regard for the living," replied Edith, " can never equal my regrets for those who are gone " (in that list were numbered all who had excluded themselves from her re- gard, as well as those removed by death). *■ You can hardly imagine the small stock of interest I feel for any one — I wish it were otherwise ; but the friendship I once had to bestow on all, seems vanished and lost." The tears filled her eyes, and left traces on the drawing paper, which proved that her words found an answering echo in her heart, and that they were genuine and un- artificial. She continued, seeing that her visitor made no reply, "As a friend of Admiral Thornton's, I must receive your visits; as a gentleman 156 edith yernon; or, and man of the world, yon will not ask me for anything beyond the civility I should bestow on any indifferent acquaint- ance." Mr. Errington would have combated this hard measure ; but Miss Vernon, immedi- ately rising, wished him "good morning," saying she would inform Lady Charlotte of his presence in the drawing-room. Mr. Errington wished to appropriate the half-finished sheet that was left on the table ; but he had been too well assured of Miss Vernon's indifference to show on his part such interest for her. Taking one glance around the room that had witnessed the overthrow of his bright hopes, he took his hat, and left the house. Edith felt none of the sorrow of former days at the idea of giving another pain. No ! she considered that his folly had brought on this repulse ; and she thought CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 157 him fortunate to hear the truth at once, and not to have it forced on him after a belief in all principle had fled. It was a few days after this occurrence that Miss Vernon and Lady Charlotte were shopping. The carriage was waiting in Bond Street ; and Lady Charlotte Thornton had left the barouche, and her young friend seated in it. A slight bustle took place in the street ; and as the throng each moment became more dense, and the noise increased, the passers-by were delayed before Admiral Thornton's carriage. She leant back, taking no notice of what was going on around her, possibly unconscious of the presence of a single human being. A cry of " Stop thief !" caused her to look up, and in a tall, dis- tinguished-looking man who was standing close by her, she recognised Henry Morton. The deep blush that crimsoned her cheek, the quiver of the lip, would have appeared 158 EDITH VERNON ; OR, somewhat enigmatical to that other lover who had but a few days previously heard her professions of indifference to all men and women then living. She bowed coldly and distantly to Mr. Morton, and her reserved manner was imi- tated by him ; but when he spoke, his in- quiry after her health was made not without emotion. " I am quite well, thank you," was uttered in a tone so formal and chilling, that Morton determined at once he would crush any ap- pearance of feeling ; and the few remarks that were made were trite and common- place. They descanted on the disagreeables of a London crowd, on the unseasonableness of the season ; and at last, when these mat- ters were exhausted, Lady Charlotte, having completed her bargains, rejoined Edith. With one throb of disappointment, more intense than she could have described, she CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 159 beheld Morton raise his hat, and pronounce the parting " Good morning, Miss Vernon.' ' She, too, bowed in return, and her lips moved, but no sound came from them. "Have you any commissions this morn- ing ?" inquired Lady Charlotte of Edith. " Nothing," replied the latter, in a tone of such deep meaning, that Lady Charlotte was aroused to look at her companion ; but she discerned nothing to comment upon. Edith looked particularly well, and Lady Charlotte was not one to examine, except superficially, "Who was that gentleman, Edith, to whom you were speaking ?V " Mr. Morton." " Have you been long acquainted ?" "He used occasionally to spend some time at Stoneleigh. — Do admire that very beautiful woman, Lady Charlotte. Look, look ! this side of the carriage," said Edith, 160 EDITH VERNON ; OH, directing her attention to a group of gen- tlemen who were thronging round a carriage. Lady Charlotte, startled by the tone of interest, forgot herself sufficiently to look hastily at the party in question ; and seeing nothing (for there was nothing to be seen), she felt all the irritation an indolent person is capable of, after having been roused to unnecessary exertion. But Edith had gained her point ; she was secure from all further questioning on the subject of Morton ; for Lady Charlotte was offended, and her indignation was shown by silence. But when Miss Yernon reached home, and the seclusion of her own room, she gave some sign of the long pent up anguish she had endured. She had involuntarily clung to the hope that Morton was not indifferent to her ; but this last meeting had dispelled all such illusions ; he had not even inquired CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 161 where she was staying. His manner was both reserved and yet at ease ; she was not aware that her own was as much so, and a mutual misunderstanding embittered the present and future of both parties. When Edith rejoined Admiral Thornton and Lady Charlotte, she inquired "When they intended leaving London." " If Lady Charlotte is prepared to go into Shropshire, whenever you wish it, my love," was the kind answer. " I thought, Miss Vernon, you preferred London; so you said the other day, you would sooner remain in Grosvenor Street," observed Lady Charlotte Thornton. a I know I did; and now my earnest wish is to- leave it far, far behind me." Of course in a few days the party were en route for Shropshire, and a few more saw them established at Eernhill, Admiral Thorn- ton's favourite country residence. VOL. i. m 162 EDITH VERNON ; OR, CHAPTEE X. " Qv' attendons nous des hommes? lis sont foibles, inconstants, aveugles : les uns ne veulent pas ce qu'ils peuvent ; et les autres ne peuvent pas ce qu'ils veulent. La nature est un roseau casse — si on veut appuyer dessus, le roseau plie, ne peut nous soutenir, et nous perce la main." — Fenelon. When Morton parted from Edith Vernon in Bond Street he sauntered to his home in St. James's Place in no very joyous mood. But his was a spirit that thinketh no evil, and his favourite maxim was: ""Wait till the end." "She cannot be so changed as to pass haughtily and coldly the friends of her home and youth. My manner perhaps CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 163 was constrained. Did I believe her to be so fickle, so easily wrought on by circum- stances, I should mourn over the change ; but I should regret her less. But that can- not be. The memory of her will still come as a sunbeam to gild many a lonely hour. I am sure that though I may have loved hopelessly, I have not loved unworthily." With these broken thoughts he reached his father's house. His view of human nature was not embittered because that morning one individual had, perhaps, dis- appointed him. He still believed that warm affections and high principle did exist, in spite of many chilling circumstances* And with a heart devoted to one, he did not feel it his duty or wish to neglect the many. And the guests who on that evening thronged Lady Mary Morton's soiree felt that Mr. Morton had not only the desire to please, but the happy art of pleasing. 164 EDITH VEEXOX; OK, Soon after this he left London, having been ordained to a small curacy in Surrey, and a few months later, the old incumbent of Deerhurst having died, Henry accepted the presentation from his friend, Lord Kes- towel. There he remained for many a long year, and, however sad it may seem, he was calm and happy. There was perhaps more of peaee than joy in the appearance of the young clergyman ; but he could steadily go on with his duty. He could think of Edith — he could pray for her — and in time he almost supposed he could, with tolerable composure, have met her as the wife of ano- ther. This, however, was more enigmatical than the rest ; but he carried out into prac- tice his rule, and did wait till the end. It solved his doubts and misgivings and justi- fied his plan. The Thorntons arrived at Fernhill, in Shropshire; they were much fatigued with CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 165 their journey. This fatigue acted differently on the trio. It caused Admiral Thornton to be more active, at least in proportion as his limbs were wearied did his mind become more busy, and the contest between the two rendered him rather irritable. Lady Charlotte became a more faithful illustration of ice — her hands seemed colder, her words were colder and more measured, and her views and ideas could assume even a more apathetic tinge. And when Admiral Thornton congratulated himself and his wife on their having arrived in safety at Fernhill, and, ringing the bell, gave numberless direc- tions, Lady Charlotte only remarked "that she was scarcely if at all aware of the change; in fact, London and Shropshire were the same to her." " Then, Lady Charlotte, you must be — " While he hunted for a term to express all his indignation, Edith feared he was going 166 EDITH VERNON ; OR, to say "a fool;" but she felt relieved and half amused when after a considerable pause he contented himself with the words "very unobservant," and he returned with double zeal to his task of giving orders and making inquiries. Edith felt more than usually inclined to be dispirited. She had so desired the quiet and repose of lernhill, and now she almost dreaded it. "Yes," thought she, "thus it is in life ! What we have most ardently wished in that are we most disappointed; and perhaps were we to obtain all we have wished, we should be more disappointed still. "Who has not felt the mind turn upon itself, and painfully ask, is this what I have striven for, and prayed for, and hoped for ? From childhood to the grave it is the same. The child, with its toys and its holidays — the aged man, with his energies failing, his mind, and strength, and talents fading — CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 167 his object gained at last, and then found, oh ! how bitterly unsatisfactory. In am- bition, in love, 'tis the same ; the crown of laurels withers in our grasp ; the object most loved turns to dust, or, far, far worse, is found unworthy. Strange that in owning this, and feeling it, we feel a sort of com- placent misery, a kind of happy sorrow — nay more, that owning it we still cherish life. Strangely constituted arc we, that in- stead of flying to what alone is unchange- able for our happiness, we should, from one scene of vexation, still hurry on to another, till life's little dream be ended." Lady Charlotte's offer of refreshment dis- turbed this gloomy train of thought. A night's rest, and a bright sun gaily shining on the glorious landscape visible from Miss Vernon's window, gave a fresher tint to her views on the following morning ; and she descended to the breakfast-room, and greeted 168 EDITH VERNON J OR, her guardian with a countenance beaming with animation and hope. Fcrnhill was entirely English. It was an old-fashioned brick house, situated on a hill clothed with wood. The park was laid out with considerable taste, the clumps of trees and thick underwood so disposed as to give an appearance of sylvan wildness, where, in fact, order and rule had been remembered throughout. There was a magnificent sheet of water in the grounds, and the hills gradu- ally sloped away to the hollow in which lay this fairy lake. Shropshire is a beautiful county, and Fern- hill seemed to take a bird's-eye view of all its beauties ; and whether Miss Vernon looked at the hills, piled up in wild confusion imme- diately before her, or her eyes wandered away to the "Welsh mountains, illumined by the rays of the parting sun or invested with sublimity by the dark masses of cloud that CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 169 overhung them ; if the river wound like a silver thread through the valley, its course hidden for a moment to give the keener sense of its loveliness when the eye once more perceived it ; or if a link between the past and the present arrested her attention in the form of the noble old castle, that seems, even now, to lord it over the quiet and picturesque town of Fosbrook, — still beauty was there, and on all sides it claimed admiration. Fernhill, too, had its own peculiar beauties — its gardens and its lawns. They were pretty even in winter ; and the winter flowers that still lingered on, despite the notice they had had to quit, gave Edith some idea of what must be the beauty of the whole when summer had flushed the sober hues into the brilliancy of crimson, blue, lilac, and yellow — when the trees were green and the mea- dows bright with the wild-flowers of England; but even on that winter's evening, as a splen- 170 EDITH VERNON 1 ; OR, did sunset lent to Nature a colouring that she herself for the time possessed not — as the rich shades of purple and orange illumined the prospect far and near, and then changed to a roseate hue which melted away into a tender pink — nothing seemed wanting to in- crease the beauty of the scene or Edith's en- joyment ; and she forgot for a moment the accompaniment which, in bygone days, had heightened her every pleasure, " The reflec- tion from looks that we love." Her kind old friend had consulted her wishes in the arrangements within the house. She had, as in London, her suite of rooms — her books, her music — her means of enjoy- ment in all shapes ; and she resolved to show her sense of this kind consideration by atten- tion to Admiral Thornton's wishes, and by en- deavours at cheerfulness. As we said before, comfort was the word which summed up all his wishes in regard to his house. This word CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 171 he joined in the closest unity with " English" — and English comfort combined his ideas of usefulness, refinement, and elegance. Thus, in the winter there was every contrivance for excluding the cold and promoting warmth, and in summer all sorts of devices for deny- ing admittance to the sun and inducing all the cool breezes to enter. The library was well and judiciously filled, and there was a constant supply of the best and newest pub- lications of the day. The servants were old and tried ones, and liberality was the order of the day at Eernhill. The inhabitants of an old, quiet county town are not celebrated for originality or sprightliness. Moreover, any talents of the kind Lady Charlotte was not famous for eliciting. Thus the intercourse kept up with the good people of Fosbrook was very freezing, and very rare. Lady Charlotte awed them at first starting ; they had no 172 EDITH VERNON ) OK, subjects in common, and the sayings and doings of Mr. and Mrs. A., B., and C, were not only uninteresting to her, but she seemed never able to understand them; and when some more indefatigable talker than the rest endeavoured to explain or relate to her any of these provincial details, she either merely bowed her head in reply, or sometimes ven- tured to say, " Indeed!" Once wishing to be peculiarly civil, she listened with all her might and main, and when the history was finished, and she began to sum up the evi- dence, she imputed to Mrs. C. the deeds of Mrs. A., and to Mr. B. the sayings of Mrs. C. The narrator looked horror-struck — poor Lady Charlotte colder and more placid than ever; and the Eosbrook world agreed that as to interesting that Lady Charlotte it was impossible, either in her own affairs or her neighbours' : that, for the future, they should call once at Fernhill — that was a duty they COKTRASTS OF CHABACTER. 173 owed to themselves and the county families — but as to making a long visit, or repeating it, that they would not do, and they hoped it would not be expected of them. It was neither hoped nor feared. Lady Charlotte hardly ap- peared to remember if these visits had been made or not. And Edith Vernon, who had an instinctive (bead of the prosaic nature of such society, was agreeably surprised to discover that to her it was only an evil in theory. Their nearer neighbours were, generally speaking, conversant with the world, and with that portion of it denominated the fashionable, and, though, perhaps, the con- versation current among this class of people is not, in reality, one whit more intellectual than that of the less distinguished indivi- duals composing the Fosbrook world, still, generally speaking, there is a graceful- ness and lightness that make up for a want of depth, and occasionally a knowledge of 174 EDITH VERNON ; OR, books, an insight into character, and a fund of anecdote, that can render even a morning call a matter of pleasure, as well as necessity. All this Miss Vernon discovered by degrees ; yet she felt so little interest for the indi- viduals themselves, that, with one or two exceptions, she only remembered to forget, and, at this period, her mourning dress and recent affliction gave her a fair plea for de- clining much society. Her mornings were spent in her own room; she read much and constantly. With no one to direct her choice of books, and with a great appetite for information, and abundant sources wherewith to supply it, her studies were good, bad, and indifferent. Nor did she read without consideration and reflec- tion. Any work that treated of man, his views and designs, his mental or moral powers, she read over and over again. And then, when history or biography was the CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 175 subject of her study, then this or that system of moral philosophy she brought to bear on individual character. Her imagina- tion, too, was not idle ; works of fiction, whether in prose or verse, she delighted in, and a six months' course of hard reading, added to the varied information she had gained from Trevor, made 'Edith not a " learned lady" — far from it — but a woman of cultivated mind, clear judgment, and bril- liant imagination, superior to most of those whom she might meet with in her inter- course with the world, and possessing suffi- cient resources within herself to be in a measure independent of those around her. In after life, when in the midst of stupid and weary society (though it comprised the titled and the wealthy), Edith's bright, ani- mated looks were remarked with astonish- ment, when, in the midst of a long preamble on the state of the weather, or some fashion- 17 G edith yernon; or, able folly, her thoughts were far away amidst the brilliant imaginings of those choice spirits whose works live for ever. She had even now begun to learn the art of separating herself from the monotonous pre- sent, and enjoying a wild mental ramble amidst the past and future. Then, too, she rode and walked with Admiral Thornton ; the neighbouring poor soon learned to value the kindness and liberality of the young lady who had come to live with 'Squire Thornton. Her sympathies were aroused, her feelings interested, without her being called on to make an effort to like people, or teased by their professions of admiration. And all the time Edith supposed her heart was chilled by disappointment, and that she could love no one but her kind guardian ; each day insensibly did she unlearn that lesson — each day did Mature teach her the goodness and bounty of her Creator, and the grateful cottagers prove CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 177 to her that kindness and kind feeling are reciprocal, that affection and respect are more than a name. By degrees, too, she felt more and more convinced that her first disappointment in life arose from her having neglected to as- certain if the foundations were based on principle. Her reflections on Henry Mor- ton were less satisfactory ; she had made sure that the highest integrity and purest faith were his. Still, he too had disap- pointed her — he too had met her with cold- ness ; and when she had looked for sym- pathy and kindness, she had been chilled with indifference and neglect. All this she felt was a mystery. And as the recollection of his high and consistent character, his kind- ness both expressed and shown to her in former days, passed before her, she endea- voured to turn from the subject, to reflect only on the bright side of the picture, to still VOL. i. a 178 EDITH VERNON ; OK, love the memory of what he had been. She, too, unconsciously determined to wait till the end. At last the thought of Henry Morton floated before her, as some bright dream which was not to be realized, as a past event that did not, could not interfere with her present or future. "It shall not prejudice me against mankind, but it may well teach me more caution." Sometimes her desolate state made her dispirited. Admiral Thornton was the only being in the world who appeared to have an interest in her, a claim on her affection and love, a right to her time and best energies. One morning Edith Vernon had been pondering over the wild and obscure fictions of Dante. She had well-nigh become dis- heartened as the meaning of the Florentine seemed more and more allegorical, referring to the history of his own times, to the pri- vate life of individuals, and to the dark, CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 179 crooked policy of the Bomish Church. She had no one to assist her in throwing any- light on the subject ; and though the lan- guage was familiar to her, and the ideas were brought with sufficient clearness to her imagination, still she felt there was a something sous-entendu, which if explained would have given point to many a satirical passage, and line of threatened vengeance. Miss Yernon laid aside her book, and wandered into the garden. There was a conservatory placed on the top of a slight ascent that led to a long terrace-walk, and which formed in that direction the boundary to the garden. " I shall run as fast as possible up the hill and to the end of the walk, then see if I can find any flowers in the greenhouse, and run back again to my book." This plan she immediately put in execu- tion, and, with her bouquet in her hand, 180 EDITH VERNON J OR, returned to the house. She opened the library door, and seeing Admiral Thornton in the room looking very intently out of the window, she addressed him, " Look, my dear sir ! this small bunch of flowers is all that the conservatory contains ;. in fact, it is a wilderness of leaves." The gentleman turned round ; but Edith was bending over her flowers, and did not see his face ; she continued speaking. " Only these geraniums, this scarlet heath, and a few roses ! Is it not an ungracious supply?" She looked up as she asked the question, and then first perceived she had been ad- dressing a stranger. She apologized for her mistake, and observed that the similarity of height had led her to suppose she was addressing Admiral Thornton. The stranger replied that his visit was to Admiral Thornton, who, as he understood,. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 181 was at home ; and at that moment the door opened, and the person in question entered the room, and introduced Lord Fernmore to Miss Vernon. "When did you arrive at Bedsay, my lord?" " About two days since. I have been to Scotland, on a visit to the Duke of B , and very agreeably employed in shooting and deer-stalking. I hope Lady Charlotte is quite well." A most satisfactory reply was given on this subject, and then Lord Fernmore ad- dressed himself to Miss Vernon. "You were lamenting the scarcity of flowers, Miss Vernon. Perhaps you would al- low my gardener to send you a bouquet from Eedsay. I believe he considers his collection very beautiful, and I am so little of an ama- teur, that they are almost thrown away on me." " Thank you," said Edith ; " I think I can 182 EDITH VERNON I OR promise to admire them, though I am a very ignorant florist." And then, turning to Ad- miral Thornton, she added, in her clear voice, and with her soft smile, u You must let me reform the conservatory." " Anything you like to do, my love; it cannot be wrong." "I will not listen to the dangerous doc- trine of infallibility." She curtseyed to Lord Fernmore, and, shaking her flowers at her guardian, left the room. "MissYernon is very lovely," observed Lord Fernmore. " Is she on a visit to Lady Charlotte?" " Edith Yernon is an orphan; I am her guardian, and she lives with me till she marries, or becomes weary of the society of Lady Charlotte and myself." The subject was allowed to drop. The two gentlemen discussed the improvements CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 183 they had both made or intended to make on their respective estates ; then politics were the theme of conversation, and they differed sufficiently to give a zest to the argument, but they agreed to differ ; and nothing could more have increased Admiral Thornton's happiness than the arrival of his lordship in the neighbourhood of Fernhill. As Lord Fernmore rode home, he thought of nothing but Edith Yernon ; her appear- ance and manner quite haunted him. He endeavoured to recollect what she had said ; but he found nothing very original or strik- ing in it. It was the intellectual look, the bright animated manner, the silvery voice, that gave a fascination to the common phrases of polished life, and an ease of man- ner that pleased even the most fastidious. Miss Vernon returned to her Dante, quite ignorant of the impression she had made on the hitherto unsusceptible Lord Fernmore ; 184 EDITH VERNON J OR, nor did she think of him again till the arri- val of a splendid basket of flowers from Ked- say, with his lordship's compliments to Miss Vernon. "I like Lord Fernmore," remarked Edith to her guardian ; " he seems a very kind old man: these are beautiful flowers!" added she, as she examined her treasures, and pro- ceeded to arrange them in the Etruscan- shaped vases that ornamented her boudoir. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 185 CHAPTEK XI. Thou by whose expressive art Her perfect image Nature sees In union with the Graces start, And, sweeter by reflection, please !" A few days after this, Admiral Thornton asked Edith " if she would like to drive with him over to Eedsay ?" " Indeed I should. At what hour shall you go ?" The time was arranged ; and Edith, as she looked at the brilliant plants that already drooped their heads and began to wear that limp appearance which is the first beginning of decay — Edith, on observing all this, 186 EDITH VERNON J OR thought, with much glee, "My pretty little foster-children, I shall bring another bouquet from Eedsay to supply your place." Eedsay was magnificent. Nature had done much, and art had well seconded her. As Edith entered the entrance-hall, with its floor and pillars of marble, and gazed outwards on the view, which, though of the same kind as the one enjoyed from Fernhill, was even more extensive and varied, she felt as though the subject were a fresh one, and that she had never before been aware of the richness of Nature and the emotions it was capable of awakening in her mind. But to return to the description of Eedsay. On either side the hall, between the pillars, were massive doors of carved oak, which opened, on the one side, into a saloon, library, and picture-gallery, and on the other into a suite of apartments, the last of which was a music-room of beautiful proportions. In the CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 187 house there was not only a large collec- tion of portraits, illustrative of several suc- cessive generations of the Fernmore family, but also many choice and well-selected speci- mens of the old masters, especially of the Italian school. Among these, a" Holy Family," by Correggio, stood prominent. This picture was not in the gallery, but placed with two or three others of especial value in the music- room. In this the face and figure of the Virgin were so remarkable for their beauty and the excellency of the painting, that, as a triumph of genius and work of art, it seemed to claim especial honour. An reste, every device had been employed in this apartment to improve the sound of music and lap both soul and body in Elysium. One piece of sculpture, a "Sleeping Boy," by Canova, reclined under the shade of the crimson drapery, whose rich hue lent to marble some- thing of the warmth of life, and tinted the 188 EDITH VERNON ; OR lip, on which a soft smile played, as though the sounds that were heard in that room had brought fairy visions even to the mind of childhood. "When Edith had sufficiently admired, she returned to Admiral Thornton, who she found had been joined by Lord Fernmore. She apologised for having wandered through the rooms ; " but I had heard of the Cor- reggio, and my curiosity was great. I have had so few opportunities of seeing good paintings that your lordship will excuse me." Lord Fernmore then mentioned the pic- ture-gallery, and proposed that Miss Yernon should look over its contents. She agreed with much delight so to do ; and, after having passed from one painting to another, she turned to Lord Fernmore and requested permission to be left there alone. "Admiral Thornton will summon me when he thinks it time to return home, and I am CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 189 sure you would laugh at me were you to see the enthusiastic admiration I shall bestow on some of these pictures." The two gentlemen were about to combat this proposal, but Edith said to her guardian, in her quiet yet decided manner, u You will indulge my whim ?" and of course she was soon left in solitude. She placed herself opposite a very clever copy of Guido's " Beatrice Cenci." She looked at it as though it would recall the past, as though the sorrows and agonies of Beatrice were written on her face as on a book ; and when, arousing herself, she moved on to a spirited portrait by Yandyck, yet she quickly returned and fixed her eyes on the pale face — the intense and agonised expression — of the beautiful parricide. How wonderful is genius ! JNot only does it embody its own imaginings, but from its works you seem to receive a portion of the 190 EDITH VERNON ; OR, spark. "Not only does light beget light ; but new forms, fresh illustrations and combina- tions, appear to be elicited by a view of such a work as that of Guido. Edith had felt this on perusing certain books — Shakspeare, for instance. The master-mind that could conceive such a character as Hamlet, seems to inspire you with a faint reflection of the flame, and you feel inclined to fancy the man under new circumstances and different com- bination of interests. So it was now. On gazing on that magic portrait, Miss Yernon placed her hands firmly before her eyes and saw nothing reflected there but the sad, colourless brow — and she wove a history of hopes and fears for the young being whose resemblance was placed before her. Every now and then she stole a glance at the original, to see if the outline suited the filling up that she had fancied, and then, once more averting her gaze, re- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 191 sumed her imaginative occupation, till she forgot that she was in a stranger's house, and that the realities of the case would be — a drive to Fernhill and an evening's tete-a-tete with Lady Charlotte. The time passed so rapidly that she felt astonished when Admiral Thornton assured her that one hour had already passed, and only one painting examined ; but she gave a promise that her visit to Eedsay should be speedily repeated ; and when she took leave of Lord Fernmore, she thanked him for per- mitting her to have her own way. This, however, had always been a great object to Edith, and latterly Admiral Thornton had taken care it should be on all occasions yielded to her as a matter of course. As they drove to Fernhill Edith inquired if Lord Fernmore were a widower, and if he were childless. " He seems to me to require some connec- 192 EDITH VERXON ; OS, tion of that kind to perfect the pleasures of that beautiful place." Admiral Thornton said he was not a widower — had never been married; and thinking that the circumstance required some explanation, he invented, on the spur of the moment, a little historiette which might possibly be matter of fact, but cer- tainly was a romance on Admiral Thornton's part. " I believe that Lord Fernmore had some attachment when he was young, and the lady died or proved unfaithful." " Ah ! that was even more hard to bear," said Edith with a tone of such sadness, that Admiral Thornton made an involuntary ex- clamation of surprise. U I am sorry for him," continued she; "he appears so kindly considerate to others. I hope he is happy." Admiral Thornton was afraid to concoct CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 193 any more fictions, seeing they were received with such artless conviction ; so he merely replied, " I dare say he is very happy." And the discussion ended. But Edith chose to believe that Lord Fernmore was unhappy : she felt a sort of interest in him from this conviction. His kind manner towards herself, which resembled the affectionate warmth of her guardian, and when, in time, she had a constant opportunity of observing his moral worth, his goodness to all around him, his delicate attention to her feelings, his numberless kindnesses, which, coming from an elder person to one so young as her- self, were the more winning, — all these circumstances combined, by the time au- tumn had well-nigh returned, to render Lord Fernmore an object of esteem and regard, to cause Eedsay to have become vol. i. o 194 EDITH VERNON J OR, as familiar to her as Fernhill. Thus when she paid her long visits, wandering from one work of art to another, from the contempla- tion of its natural beauties to the grace of the interior arrangements of Redsay, the young orphan felt grateful that Lord Fern- more should haye come across her path, to add to all her warm feelings of gratitude for everything connected with Shropshire, and to raise her standard of personal excellence. Her mind was enlarged by the range she enjoyed over the picture-gallery ; this was one avenue to improvement previously un- opened to her. Hitherto she had never imagined that brilliant conceptions could have been so glowingly embodied, but now the various styles of the Italian, German, French, and Dutch schools, were to her an endless source of gratification and delight. There was one painting that in the cata- logue was only styled " a portrait." The artist CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 195 was said to be Giorgione; but Edith felt convinced that the work must be intended to represent Cleopatra. The figure was re- clining, and on the marble yet rounded bosom were two drops of blood. The face was one composed of a series of expressions ; the features were haughty yet soft, and were a combination of dignity and languor, of in- tellect and grace, which gave you an illus- tration of the spirit that prompted her to give her " bluest veins to kiss," as the most refined recompence she had to bestow, that led in bondage and subdued earth's bravest, that could, to gain her ends, feign death, and, to avoid the gaze of the common multi- tude, realise it. " It must be meant for Cleopatra," said Edith to herself, as she looked on the studied grace that marked even the death agonies of Egypt's queen, as though the grave and cor- ruption could scarce unlearn that lesson to 196 EDITH VERNON J OR, that form of beauty ; and the half smile that played around the pale lip seemed in that last struggle so painfully sweet, that she understood its fascination to have been suffi- cient to account not only for Anthony's mad infatuation, but also for the attached fidelity of Charmian, which could not survive her royal mistress. " I wonder," said Edith to herself, " if I could have understood the windings, the shades of such a character ; the study would be very fascinating though dangerous. Such spirits have vanished from this matter-of-fact world. I could, too, weave a thousand histories for that noble brow and look of calm pride." Miss Yernon was standing opposite a por- trait by Vandyck. " It would do for Columbus ; for the man who, undaunted and unwearied, made l the God of the ocean his trust and his guide.' That expansive forehead and calm, earnest CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 197 look seem well capable of imagining and then discovering a new world, and of hearing nnmoved the taunts and sarcasms of the en- vious and ignorant, the clamours of the wild crew, the tempests, the dangers of an un- known, untried sea, of surmounting them all, and, in confiding trustfulness as regarded the future, obeying the dictates of that mighty genius within, whose whispers were of hope, and whose only watchword was, 1 On, on ! ' » And in sculpture too there were forms that seemed to emulate the glowing tints of the pencil. Sculpture has been termed "the beauty of repose. " But there was one figure in that collection which, though the mate- rial was marble of a Parian hue, still seemed, in its unclouded purity, to express the writh- ings of a wounded spirit as magically as the varied colourings a painter's art could give. It was a Magdalen clasping the cross with 198 EDITH VERNON J OR, a sort of convulsive fervour. The face was- partly averted ; but on one temple the veins seemed swollen with emotion ; the lips were pressed with intensity against the sa- cred instrument of torture ; and on the whole form was shown the agony of conscious guilt. There seemed a connection between mind and matter. You could fancy that as each forgotten sin came thronging back on the memory of the penitent, it was shadowed forth in the convulsed thrill that the long foesses of hair could not entirely conceal — tresses which were sacred from having wiped a dying Saviour's feet. One day Admiral Thornton requested a per- sonal interview with Lord Fernmore. They met, and the s subject of discussion related to Edith Vernon. Her guardian stated that she was almost twenty — that his legal claim would not expire for nearly a twelvemonth. " I have a request to make of you, my CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 199 lord, and I ask it on the strength of our old friendship. If I should die before Miss Vernon is twenty-one, will you promise me to fulfil my post of guardian to her ? I cannot think of her without many an anxious foreboding. I should feel less doubtful did I know you would supply my place when I am gone." Lord Fernmore waited a few moments without replying, and then said — " Admiral Thornton, you have nearly touched a subject which I have long desired to mention to you. I take this opportunity of expressing the love I have for Miss Yernon. She is the only person I ever met who seemed calcu- lated to make me happy ; but I am not so foolishly blind as to imagine that a man so many years her senior can have excited in her warmer feelings than those of esteem and friendship. I dare not hope that she could give her heart, her affections, to me. 200 EDITH VERNON ; OR Tell me, Admiral Thornton, if you suppose, under these circumstances, I ought to consent to become her guardian ? I think it would be scarcely fair to either party." " I do not agree with you in that respect. You would then have a claim on her which you might strengthen and improve. My dearest wishes would be fulfilled in knowing that Edith's happiness was confided to your keeping ; but, at all events, do not refuse to become her guardian in case of my death ; and, for the rest, my lord, I wish you from my heart success." Lord Eernruore thanked his friend with a fervour that proved how deep was his in- terest in the result, and Admiral Thornton promised, if possible, to ascertain the state of Edith's feelings towards him. Lord Eernmore was by no means sanguine. Without being aware of Edith's previous history, he felt that a being so singularly CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 201 gifted as was the young heiress — with talent and beauty — with a heart fitted to respond to the devotion of one young, imaginative, fascinating as herself — could not be ex- pected to spend the sympathies of her heart on a man no longer young, and whose tastes were more commonplace, whose ideas more matter-of-fact, when compared with those of the young creature on whom he felt he had lavished all the love that had lain dormant within him from his boyhood. " I can hardly understand the spell she has cast round me ; but her every look and word seem stamped on my memory." Lord Fernmore had passed his life princi- pally with the gay and fashionable. He had been accustomed to find every natural expression of feeling checked. A cold, cal- culating spirit was to be discovered in both mothers and daughters. He was not used to meet with the upright mind, the self- 202 EDITH VEKNON J OK, dependent spirit, that characterised Edith Vernon. Then there was a constant variety in her humour and her manner — a contrast between her knowledge and worldly igno- rance that seemed quite refreshing — a no- velty in her peculiar views, her flow of language, her quick appreciation of the beautiful ; and her position was remarkable, and claimed the sympathy of the generous man who loved her so fondly. He recol- lected the kind relations, the endeared friends, who thronged around the homes of most young people : all seemed rich in the love of their nearest and dearest friends but Edith Yernon ! One old man, and he com- paratively a stranger, was the only being in the world from whom she claimed the smile of affection. Her large fortune and its splendid accompaniments only seemed to make her desolateness more evident. " She resembles nothing that I have ever before CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 203 met with. ; and for this, perhaps, it is that I love her," was Lord Fernmore's conclusion. A month had nearly elapsed and the sub- ject had not been mentioned to Miss Vernon. She was sitting alone with her guardian bu- sily employed in copying a manuscript piece of music. At last she desisted from her occupation, and placing her hand on Admiral Thornton's shoulder and kissing his forehead, she inquired, "If he suffered less pain in his hand than he had done for some days pre- viously ?" " Gout, you know, Edith, is always very painful. I have a peculiar dread of it. It has been very fatal to my family.' * " Do not say so. I am sure you are get- ting much better. I think, my dear sir, you require amusement. What shall I do for you ? read, or talk, or sing to you ? Do let me feel that I can be of some service to you," added Edith very earnestly. 204 EDITH VERNON J OK, " You shall talk to me, then, my love, and our conversation will be very serious." She drew a chair near him and composed herself to attention, with a half inquiring, half sorrowful look. Admiral Thornton did not speak for some minutes, and when he did, his manner was very sad and earnest indeed. "Edith, I should wish Lord Eernmore to succeed me as your guardian." She looked in the speaker's face and said, " You are not tired of me ?" " No, my love ! I allude to the possibility of my care being ended. At my death my place must be supplied." Edith turned deadly pale, and murmured, "You will not die!" — and, as the idea strengthened in her mind, she placed her hands before her face and sobbed in unre- strained emotion. " Edith dearest," said her guardian firmly CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 205 and mildly, " I must have a definite answer. Do yon object to Lord Fernmore ?" " No," was the only word she could utter, and the tears found their way through the slender fingers that were pressed against her eyes. " There is no one whose services you would choose in preference to his lordship's ?" " No one." And the words were spoken in a tone so desolate that Admiral Thornton half regretted he should have asked her opinion at all. But there was no opportunity for further question: Edith had rushed from the room. A note was despatched to Eedsay. The contents were the following: — " My dear Lord, "Miss Yernon expressed her assent to the proposal I made her of receiving you for her guardian. The other point I had no opportunity of introducing. You have 206 EDITH VERNON J OR, my warmest wishes for your success ; and I remain " Yours faithfully, "H. Thornton." Miss Yernon wandered forth into the cool air. She composed herself — she dried her tears'; and, but that her brow was pale, no trace remained of her emotion. " I am weak, sinfully weak," was her reflection, " to be thus wretched at the very mention of afflic- tion. It must be that I shall see, one by one, the loss of all those I loved ; and when each friend has left me — when I have found the hollo wness of every tie formed here — I shall be better prepared to die myself. I will learn this lesson beforehand; and when the blow comes, it shall not find me unprepared, as other troubles have done." Thus she resolved ; and Edith was not in- firm of purpose. The first intimation of a fresh affliction had overcome her ; but after- CONTRASTS OP CHARACTER. 207 wards she compelled herself to look steadily at the future. She felt that it would be a path of sorrow. " It will end in my being left alone." She met her guardian with all her usual warmth of manner. Her tenderness seemed increased. She dwelt on his every look and expression, as a something very dear to her, and which she was about to lose ; and though, when she stole a glance at him, there was a quiver of the lip and a contraction of brow, still there was no return of the pas- sionate emotion that had first arisen. Thus passed the next fortnight ; and Ad- miral Thornton remained an invalid, though not actually ill. Edith began to hope that the gout and its long list of dreaded conse- quences had passed away. But it was not so. Symptoms of a serious nature had shown themselves. The physician from Eosbrook thought the case a dangerous one ; and all the fears of Edith returned anew. 208 EDITH VERNON ; OR, Lady Charlotte loved her husband as much as she was capable of loving anything. She felt there was a habit of seeing and hearing Admiral Thornton bustle through all his duties ; and if he were gone, she would have missed, almost regretted, the energy of mind, the warmth of affection, that contrasted so forcibly with her own apathetic character and habits. She was convinced of the ability of the Fosbrook medical man. She believed in all the advice he had ever given her. Yes; though often he had discovered what no one else, not even herself, had been ever able to do — viz., " her sufferings/' Therefore, when Dr. Grant declared that Admiral Thornton was in danger, she felt greatly discomposed, and really regretted her own inability to offer assistance or counsel. So she quietly made up her mind that she could not herself attend on the invalid, she should only be in the way ; but every half-hour she CONTEASTS OF CHARACTER. 209 despatched her maid to ascertain how Admiral Thornton was ; and' four times a-day did Lady- Charlotte pay the sick chamber a personal visit. And Edith considered this, from one so cold and inactive, a proof of especial regard. But it was Miss Yernon who watched and tended her old friend with a patient fondness that seemed inexhaustible. Admiral Thornton had not yet proposed to her consideration Lord Fernmore's profession of love and admiration ; and he felt that he owed it to his friend and to Edith to intro- duce the subject while strength was left him. "My love," said he,' " worldly schemes seem ill suited to the bed of death ; but I must fulfil the promise I made LordFernmore some time since, of informing you of his devoted attachment to you. Edith, can you marry Lord Femmore ?" " Never ! Oh ! do not, for an instant, leave such an impression on his mind. Never, never!" VOL. i. p 210 EDITH VERNON J OR, " Edith dearest, I must plead his cause. You cannot dislike so kind a friend ? When I am gone, you and Lady Charlotte will be ill suited to each other. As a return for your love and care, I would wish to promote your happiness." Then the idea flashed on the mind of Admiral Thornton that her affections might be engaged, and he inquired if she had already any preference — if there was any one to whom she was dear ? " It is your welfare alone I would consult, and I cannot suppose you happy, liying alone with Lady Charlotte. Answer my question, Edith." 1 ' Oh, no ! I know no one to whom my fate is an object of interest — no one who loves me ; but do not urge this plan. I can bear loneli- ness — I can live contentedly with Lady Charlotte — anything but that marriage." The words burst from her lips as if by a violent effort, and she entreated her guardian not to return to the subject. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 211 " Edith, when I am gone, yon will recol- lect my last expressed wish was, that yon wonld not dismiss this subject from your thoughts. My last request will have some weight. I have done my duty to Lord Fern- more and yourself, by making you acquainted with his feelings. My best wishes and prayers are for your happiness, my poor child." And once again, before the last great change had taken place, when Edith had moistened his parched lip, and endeavoured to soothe his agony, he faintly thanked her, and murmured the word " Eemember ! " His eyes were closed, and he could not observe the sickening expression that passed over her face and blanched her lip as he spoke. "Why was he appointed my guardian? Would I had known this ! " was Edith's thought. But, alas ! the question must remain un- 212 EDITH VERNON ) OB, answered, for before the morning came, the kind old man had breathed his last ! An event of this kind is soon spread far and wide by the public papers ; and thus the news reached Downton Park on the fourth evening, where it was read by Charlie Trevor. "Mamma, I wonder if I shall ever see Edith Vernon- again," said Charlie the next morning, " I wonder if I ever shall ! You cannot think how I liked her ; I have not forgotten her in the least." "Miss Vernon was very kind to you, Charlie; I think you were a favourite of hers." " Yes ; but not such a favourite as John, I am sure of that. Do you think John re- collects her, mamma? I wonder he never asks about her in his letters." " You know, my love, we have only re- ceived two letters from him for more than a twelvemonth ; the first was on business, and the last one very short." CONTEASTS OF CHARACTER. 213 " True, mamma; but then he could have Inquired twice. Do you know I thought of Miss Yernon all last night." Mrs. Trevor looked up from her work; she fancied the boy must be bewitched. " And why all last night, Charlie ? You are a very strange child." " Because I saw in the newspaper that Admiral Thornton was dead, and I thought perhaps Miss Yernon would come again and live near us.' ? "Admiral Thornton dead!" said Mrs. Trevor, putting off her spectacles. " "Why did you not tell me last night?" She was vexed that the intelligence had been con- cealed from her for so many hours. " Because, mamma, you told me it was time to go to bed ; and it was not quite my time, you know." "Poor Edith ! how soon she loses all her friends!" And good-natured Mrs. Trevor felt quite grieved. 214 EDITH VERNON J OE, CHAPTEK XII. "No longer she wept, her tears were all spent, Despair it was come, and she thought it content ; She thought it content, but her cheek it grew pale, And she looked like a lily borne down by the hail." Maeino Falieeo. Miss Vernon was alone in her boudoir, her embroidery -frame placed before her, the needle suspended between the fingers, the whole figure showing a perfect pause to have taken place in its actions, and more resem- bling the enchantments one reads of in an eastern tale, where each individual is sud- denly arrested in the midst of his usual occu- pations. The finishing shade had to be given CONTEASTS OF CHARACTER. 215 to the rose-bud, whose delicate petals seemed tinder her hands to have rivalled nature, and this last stitch was all that was wanting; but Edith's eyes were bent on the open win- dow ; and though the view from thence was over hill and dale, still that deep, earnest look seemed, in its sad and fixed gaze, to pierce far beyond the hills that bounded the horizon. She was looking down the vale of time, not of distance ; and who can prescribe limits to that mental gaze ? A slight knock at the door twice repeated aroused her from her musings. " Lord Eernmore is in the drawing-room, Miss Vernon," was the information that greeted her. This was her first meeting since her guardian's death; and since she had become aware that she was loved by Lord Fernmore, a feeling and a look of con- sciousness passed for one instant over her pale face, but, mastered by stronger and 216 EDITH VERNON J OR. more overwhelming emotions, it passed away — "Like waves that from the shore, One minute swell, are touched with light, Then lost for evermore." Lord Fernmore rose to greet her as she entered the room and quietly gave him her hand. "I fear, Miss Vernon, yon are quite unwell." "I am quite well, thank you. I must express to your lordship my sense of your kindness in paying so early a visit to the house of mourning." "I could not forget, Miss Vernon, that you were in sorrow ; deeply do I wish that any effort of mine could relieve you of any portion of it. I can feel with you, though not instead of you." "lam sure you would," said Edith, as she met the kind, open countenance of Lord Fernmore. " I rely on your friendship for CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 217 me as well as on that you felt towards my kindest, best of friends." There was an emphasis on the word friend- ship that his lordship quite understood ; he had tact enough to perceive that now, at all events, he must only supply the place of Admiral Thornton ; and, added to the polish of good society, Lord Fernmore possessed that politeness of the heart which teaches those who have it at once to put others at ease — a power arising not only from certain conventional forms, but from an intuitive sense of feeling. In this instance he adverted to his office of guardian, professed his wish of following Miss Vernon's plans and seconding her views, and concluded with the hope that he should as far as possible supply the place of him who was gone. The young orphan thanked him gratefully and affectionately, and he rose to take his 218 EDITH VERNON ; OE, leave, after having desired his compliments to Lady Charlotte, and his best wishes for his ward. Lord Fernmore was no Machiavel; but, in this instance, a perception of what was due to Edith's feelings served him better than a scheming policy. His parental manner had soothed her, and she looked forward with unfeigned pleasure to the friendly visits of her guardian, when she would have recoiled with disgust from those of an acknowledged lover. She soon began to hope that Admiral Thornton had been mistaken in supposing that any warmer feeling than affectionate regard had taken possession of Lord Fern- more ; and this idea was her consolation. Nor did she for many weeks find the society of Lady Charlotte irksome or unbearable; and Edith felt a sort of passive endurance, that suited best with the quiet and silence of Fernhill and its mistress. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 219 Miss Vernon appeared stunned by this last affliction ; her energies were palsied by the event, and a talkative or busily anxious friend would at that moment have been far more irksome than the cold apathy of Lady Charlotte Thornton. Edith read and worked, smiled not, and seldom spoke. Conversation there was none, except when Lord Fernmore paid his welcome visit ; and this state of re- pose did much to restore the spirits of the young heiress. No irritable feeling was called into action, and time worked silently and securely. " I wonder that Admiral Thornton should have supposed this quiet mode of living not suited to my taste." Such was her reflection, and in company with this thought was the idea of her mar- riage with his friend. " It could not be ; I am well contented^ and that is all he would have desired." 220 EDITH VERNON ; OR, But, after the lapse of three or four months, Edith began gradually to recover something of her former cheerfulness ; and when spring had fairly unlocked the treasures that had been shut up from winter's chill touch, you might again have heard her light step and clear voice calling to her dog to follow in many a long ramble, and sometimes a soft laugh, as some unlooked-for feat of the little animal called forth her admiration and mirth. It was then that the anticipations of her old friend were fulfilled. It was when her questions were answered by a cold affirmative — when her attempts at condolence or kind- ness were returned with a something that almost proved dislike — when her returning animation was checked by an almost conta- gious apathy — when all allusions to the past, all reference to him who was gone, received cold surprise or an appearance of forgetful- ness. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 221 Lady Charlotte did, perhaps, dislike Edith as much as her indolent temper was capable. This was shown at first by silence; bntwhen a returning energy on the part of the orphan called for some more active display of her feelings, they were proved by the manner in which all attempts at cordiality were met. If Edith expressed a preference on the most trifling subject, Lady Charlotte said nothing ; but Miss Yernon could not but remark that something else was sure to be done ; and this spirit of opposition was manifested on all oc- casions. One evening the two ladies were sitting together, Lady Charlotte looking over and destroying a pile of letters that were placed before her. They had been found in Ad- miral Thornton's secretaire, and Edith felt that they should have been destroyed, not read. Edith was cutting out some little odd frocks and caps for one of her poor pen- 222 EDITH VERNON J OR, sioners ; and as the baby-clothes were ar- ranged in due form, she smiled at the little conceits they seemed. Her attention was aroused by an unusual exclamation from Lady Charlotte — the tone expressed both surprise and pity, and the words, " Admiral Thornton tuas an extraordinary man! " burst from her lips as if by a strong effort. " He was," said Edith, with deep feeling ; " and kind and good." " Ah !" replied Lady Charlotte (her young friend's tone of affectionate remembrance had chilled her), " he once walked fifteen miles before breakfast !" Edith was too well-bred to smile ; but the characteristic expression was irresistible, and she left the room uncertain whether to laugh or cry. Her reflection was, " This life is in- supportable. He was right." The conviction, once admitted, gained strength. Lord Fernmore could not but re- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 223 mark the flush of pleasure his visits called up, and the regret that could not be concealed when he took his leave. He noticed, too, the dislike more implied than expressed to- wards Lady Charlotte, and that seemed to escape Edith unintentionally; the cold po- liteness of Miss Yernon to Lady Charlotte, and the studied indifference of the latter. Lord Fernmore felt that the self-dependent mind of his ward could never rest on the supine energies of Lady Charlotte ; that she found her own pursuits, her own pleasures ; and that, in every sense of the word, she was independent. "I grieve for her," was his lordship's reflection. " Her temper will be spoiled, her affections chilled, by the ill-timed coldness of her companion. Perhaps now she would listen more favourably to my declara- tion of love." The next time they met, Edith's brow was more clouded at his arrival, and brightened 224 EDITH VERNON ; OR, more than ever when he proposed they should take a ride together. " Most willingly, my lord. A canter may dispel my gloom. Yon mnst forgive a stupid companion." " I do not fear that, Miss Vernon. I know of old your powers as a companion." Edith left the room to prepare for her ride, and Lady Charlotte said, "I think Miss Ver- non finds me a dull person ; at least, she never endeavours to amuse or please me." " Indeed !" was the reply. " I believe people generally consider her clever; now I do not. She is very fatiguing. I admire repose of character. I think Ad- miral Thornton indulged her dreadfully." " You must not expect so young a person to be as perfect as an older one." This mild remark, which implied a compliment to the elder lady, was received well, and Lady Charlotte acknowledged, with the tone of a CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 225 martyr, " That she did not expect perfec- tion." The horses were at the door. Edith mounted her Arabian, and, thanking Lord Fernmore for his skill in those petits soins, they proceeded on their way. " I should wish to be completely tired out, so that when I return I may be too stupid to feel the want of conversation. I often envy the opium-eater." " Say not so, Miss Vernon ; the pleasures of an active mind and vigorous intellect are scarcely dependent on the opposite qualities of those we live with. Your favourite, Mil- ton, says, u c The mind is its own place, and in itself Can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven ; ' and Pernhill either in misery or happiness can be compared to neither." " That is one cause of ' my complaint ; I VOL. I. Q 226 EDITH VERNON ; OR, feel the stagnation — it seems to me more wearing than active suffering. I try to bring my thoughts and actions to a stand-still, and the effort seems too much. I know how wicked it is to desire a change, and yet I sometimes half wish for some trial that could arouse me." " Oh, wish not for evil days, Miss Yernon, they come soon enough. You will think me too matter-of-fact when I say, that this, perhaps, though irksome, is good for you. Still, I am not so unfeeling, so common- place, but that I desire some change for you. Your happiness. Miss Vernon, is dearer to me than my own ; in offering you my love, my devotion, I should wish you to consider well if my affection, my home, will be more welcome to you than the dreariness of Fern- hill. I have loved you entirely, you only — but I am well aware that it is the love of a man many years older than yourself — I do CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 227 not ask for a passionate return — I wish the privilege of devoting myself to yon, of shel- tering yon from sorrow and disappointment, from nnkindness and indifference." "I feel it all, Lord Fernmore — the gene- rous kindness that has prompted yon : I will endeavour to repay it. I fervently wish I may be to you all you desire, all your noble- ness deserves." Edith Vernon heard Lord Fernmore's expressions of delight and gratitude; she heard them conclude with the sentence, " My own Edith !" She had passed into the hands of another — her own words had se- vered the last frail link that bound her to Morton ! The remainder of the ride was passed in silence. Lord Fernmore lifted her from her horse, and, as he kissed her hand at parting, he said, " he should see her on the morrow." " Thank you, my lord." 228 EDITH yeenon; or, And so they parted. Edith entered Lady- Charlotte's morning room. " "Will yon ex- cuse my not joining yon at dinner, my dear madam ? I have a distracting headache, and need rest." "You are at liberty to follow your own in- clinations, Miss Vernon." " Thank you ; I will make my adieus for the evening now." She gave her hand as usual, and, as the cold fingers just touched hers, the young or- phan felt one emotion of pleasure at the idea of soon leaving such a cold welcome, and sharing the kindness of Lord Fernmore. The succeeding hours were spent in bitterness. Lord Fernmore returned on the following day. Edith met him with a smile ; her manner was grave, even to sadness ; but her noble lover appreciated the depth of feeling that had sobered her, and he leant more per- fectly on the hope of future happiness, when CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 229 it was placed in the hands of one who could feel the responsibilities of the duties she had taken upon her to fulfil. " I must request you, Lord Fernmore, to announce to Lady Charlotte the preference you have expressed for me" — she hesitated, for she felt that some warmer expression was due to the subject — tl my sense of the happi- ness you have placed within my reach." Lord Fernmore promised that that should be his first business. "Even now I feel Lady Charlotte should be aware of my hap- piness, and have the pleasure of offering her congratulations." Edith said she would inquire of Lady Charlotte if she could receive Lord Fern- more ; and she was about to leave the room, but, as if some thought had struck her, she returned, and giving Lord Fernmore her hand, she said, " You will not ask to see me again." 230 EDITH VERNON ; OK, He pressed to his lips the cold hand that lay so passively within his own, and Edith, repeating her adiens with ninch warmth, left the room, and despatched her servant to ascertain the state of Lady Charlotte, and to carry the result to his lordship. Edith Vernon's reflection was, "Am I not deceiving myself?" then followed the more painful question, u And still more de- ceiving him ?" She endeavoured to stifle all self-upbraid- ings with the idea, that she was " not re- quired to bestow on Lord Fernmore any feel- ing more passionate than affectionate esteem; indeed, he did not ask me to love him, but only to allow him to love me, and that I can do : " but the hollo wness of such a theory soon struck her, and she half resolved to confide all her story to Lord Fernmore, and then throw herself on his goodness. In the evening, Lady Charlotte mentioned CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 231 Lord Fernmore's visit, and the information he had given her : "I have nothing now to do but to salute the future Countess." She bent her head, partly in derision, and partly in pique. Edith only replied very calmly, " Have you not one word of present kindness, or a wish for the future welfare of your young friend ?" " Of course you will be happy, Miss Ver- non." Lady Charlotte imagined that such an alliance must cause happiness. She was too commonplace to feel that it might be only an exchange from a more dispiriting lot. The power and the inclination of some per- sons to inflict a wound, and this, too, with- out talent or aim, is often great. The ran- dom shot sped from the weak or silly indi- vidual whom we perhaps view with utter indifference, causes a smart that is painfully 232 EDITH VERNON J OR, felt. So it was in the present instance. After a few minutes' silence, Lady Charlotte said, " I thought, Miss Vernon, I had heard some where or other of your being engaged." Edith knew that this speech was inten- tional, and she replied with firmness and spirit, "No, Lady Charlotte, in that case you would not have been troubled with his lordship's communication of this morning ;" and a feeling of gratulation crossed her mind as she ejaculated mentally, " This will not last for ever." Her spirit of indecision lasted many weeks. A resolve formed at one time to cancel her engagement with Lord Fernmore — and this succeeded by a burst of thankfulness that Fernhill would soon cease to be her home> and Lady Charlotte her companion and cha- perone — and this alternation of feeling lasted till the time had passed for any explanation or change. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 233 "In a fortnight, Miss Yernon, I shall leave Shropshire for Grosyenor Street ; I presume my arrangements will suit yours." " Perfectly, thank you." "When she next met Lord Fernmore, she informed him of their early departure for London. " And I shall join you there, Edith ; and I trust you will return no more to Fernhill but with a husband's love to shield you from unkindness. When will you arrive in town? I shall soon expect you. I should wish to be in Park Lane the same day as that on which you will arrive in Grosvenor Street. I shall have many arrangements to complete, and, when my duties are completed, you will not delay our marriage." "I will not." One glance at the past, and Miss Yernon resolved henceforth to strive earnestly to fulfil her duty. " I know this," said she, " that 234 EDITH VERNON; OR, we have power over our thoughts as well as actions ; and mine shall not, if possible, over- step the line of conduct I owe to Lord Fern- more. This is the time for action, not for idle regrets. Now my path is well defined ; and if there are inequalities on its surface, I see them ; and my prayer is that I may avoid them." She took a long, lingering farewell of Fern- hill, one last visit to the churchyard that con- tained the family vault of the Thorntons. As she thought of the last expressed wishes of her friend, she humbly hoped that the frame of mind in which she was entering on the fulfilment of those wishes might not offend the glorified spirit that she believed to be beyond the reach of sorrow, and that there might not be impiety to ask, in her present mood, a blessing on the future. The young heiress seemed from henceforth cheerful and happy, and by degrees she was CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 235 so. Kecollections that would have embittered her life she thrust from her. Duties that were trivial and of constant recurrence she endeavoured to fulfil. She knew that seldom is there a call on us for great efforts. The effects of this were shown on her countenance and manner. Sometimes an occasional men- tion of the name of Morton — a return to the place where they had last met — brought into use all her self-possession and firmness ; but each day made her efforts lighter, and the self-discipline brought its own reward. 236 EDITH VEENON ; OE, CHAPTEE XIII. " Marianna. — But previous to this marriage, had your Ne'er beat for any of the noble youth, [heart Such as in years had been more meet to match Beauty like yours ; or since, have you ne'er seen One who, if your fair hand were still to give, Might now pretend to Loridano's daughter ? " Angiolina. — I answered your first question when I I married. [said 11 Mar. — And the second? " Ang. — Needs no answer. " Mar. — I pray you, pardon, if I have offended. " Ang. — I feel no wrath, but some surprise : I knew That wedded bosoms could permit themselves [not To ponder upon what they now might choose, Or aught save their past choice." Doge of Yentce. "When Edith Vernon met Lord Fernmore in London, she was presented by him to his CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 237 only sister, Lady Marchmont. She received her future sister-in-law with an affectionate warmth that reassured Edith. " We shall love you very much, Edith. You will be al- most spoiled, I fear ; for we have neither of us much more to do than to pet and indulge you." Edith assured her of her gratitude, and her wish to love others as she was herself beloved. There were, too, many old and valued friends of Lord Fernmore's who wished for an especial introduction to Miss Yernon ; and Edith felt indebted to a connection which had been the means of enlarging her hitherto small circle of friends. And this view of the case increased her affection for him whose love had thus been the harbinger of friendship and regard from others. Lord Fernmore, too, she remarked, was respected and valued, his acquaintance was sought for, 238 EDITH VERNON ; OR, his opinion asked, his wishes consulted, and, in many cases, his word was received with- out comment or question, when the assever- ations of many men would have been doubted. Added to this his calm, dignified bearing, his polished manner, and, above all, his high moral worth, Edith felt convinced that hers was a lot that would have been envied by many ; and though she possessed a character which depended as little as possible on the judgment of others, still we are not, we can- not become, altogether independent of the opinion of those whose decision and taste are considered infallible. Therefore Lord Fern- more's praises came on her ear like welcome music; and she could not but rejoice that the so-called world approved her choice. "Edith, love," said Lady Marchmont to her one morning, "my visit is expressly to tell you, you have an engagement for the 12th of this month ; here is an invitation to CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 239 you from Madame la Duchesse de Melan- court." " The wife of the French ambassador ? " "Yes; and it will be a most brilliant affair. You are too young to refuse an invi- tation to a ball, so I shall consider it a settled thing." "I would refuse, Lady Marchmont, if possible ; you cannot think how I dislike these fatiguing parties." "Nonsense, Edith; I met Lady Mary Morton just now, and she was rejoicing at the idea of this brilliant reunion, and seemed to think an invitation one of the greatest earthly privileges. You really must be seen there — it is quite recherche" "Very well, then; on the 31st I will consider myself engaged to la Duchesse de Melancourt. I thank you, too, for your kind interest in me." " On the 31st of this month you will dine 240 EDITH VERNON ; OR, with, the Emperor of Morocco, my love." And, at the sight of Edith's look of bewil- derment, Lady Marchniont added, laughing, "Why, you know there are but thirty days in this month ; have you forgotten the old rhyme? l Thirty days hath September, April, June, and November,' &c. ?" " Excuse my inattention, I quite forgot that this was April. On the 12th, I will quite recollect" And Lady Marchniont took her leave, wondering what could have come " over the spirit of Edith's dream." She is very singu- lar, and seems so little interested by an event that has set half the fashionable world on the qui vive. Miss Yemon thought, " Lady Mary Mor- ton is to be there ; where is her son ? " This reflection had confused her memory as to dates, had made her dread the 12th of that month, and she hoped he might not be there. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 241 In the middle of the following month she was to be married ; and she felt that a re- newal of her acquaintance with Henry Mor- ton was no fit preparation for her wedding- day, or for the vows she was to breathe at the altar. Her reflections were interrupted by the entrance of Lord Fernmore, and he wished to know if she preferred Lady Mary and Lady Fanny St. Clair as bridesmaids, or the two beautiful daughters of Mr. Addington. " They are all strangers to me — I would wish you to choose ; and I must also ask you to request them to act as bridesmaids on this occasion ; as a stranger, I cannot." "Are you certain, Edith, you have no friends of your own — no cousins, no old ac- quaintances?" " I do not know an individual of whom I could make the request ; the different fami- lies we visited in Devonshire were almost vol. i. R 242 EDITH VEENON J OR, strangers, and, by this time, quite so ; and my more recent acquaintances in Shropshire are all equally indifferent to me. I am afraid, my lord, I haye not the art of making or securing friends; it does seem singular to be so utterly desolate," "You have made many warm friends, though they cannot act as bridesmaids on this occasion ; and do not talk now of being desolate," added his lordship affectionately. The tears filled her eyes, and she changed the subject to one more general. The 12th of April arrived, and Made- moiselle Pauline arranged the toilette of Miss Vernon. Her admiration and satisfaction were evi- dent as she gazed on the Brussels lace robe, worn over the purest white satin ; and to her inquiry of how Miss Vernon would wish her hair arranged, she received the dreaded and customary answer, " Without ornament." CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 243 " Ah ! c'est dommage." But Edith did not encourage any discus- sion. She remained silent while her femme de chambre wound the long, soft hair round the back of the head, after the fashion of some Grecian model ; and then the ringlets were parted on the smooth, white forehead, and the whole was completed. One row of costly pearls that a princess might have worn, the fastening a diamond of considerable value, completed the parure of the young heiress. Pauline inquired, half dubiously, if that were all ? Edith thanked her, and she withdrew. For some minutes she paced up and down her room in deep thought. Pauline would have been miserable had she imagined her young mistress was so engaged ; and as her cheek Hushed and a draught of air every now and then waved a long curl out of its place, the misery of the Frenchwoman would have in- 244 EDITH VERNON ; OR, creased. At last Edith began to lessen her speed; and as she felt her burning cheek, she determined to remain quite still till Lady Marchmont' s carriage should be announced. She walked to the mirror that was placed on her dressing-table, half fearing to look at herself. " Lord Fernmore will be so vexed. Why did I walk so fast?" One glance re- assured her. Edith Vernon was looking very beautiful. " I will not think of Morton. I shall not look round the room to see if he be there. I shall see nothing but Lord Fern- more, and two hours will be quite long enough to remain." A thundering knock at the door, Edith hastened to bid Lady Charlotte " good night;" and then, her adieu paid with a beating heart, she entered the carriage. Lady Marchmont perceived her agitation, and, after a few commonplace remarks, allowed her to remain in silence. " Where is Lord Fernmore ?" CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 245 " He will join us there, Edith. "We will remain near the door, and we shall observe when he enters the room." " Yes," thought Miss Vernon ; " and every- one else as well ! " Edith was presented to the Duke and Duchess de Melancourt, and heard the grace- ful welcome and the sprightly remark they had for all, and, at that instant, Lord Fern- more entered the room. Miss Yernon was soon perceived by him, and she felt quite glad to accept his arm and mingle in the crowd. Her eyes were wandering round the brilliant suite of apartments, and as figure after figure passed in review before her, she saw nothing that bore any resemblance to Henry Morton. In proportion to her pre- vious excitement was the abstraction and listlessness that now crept over her, and she was watching the gay scene before her quite indifferent to the whole. 246 EDITH VERNON ; OR "So that is Miss Vernon," said a girlish voice, somewhere near her ; " she is very pretty." "Yes," replied another voice, in the same tone, " and how very young ; she looks un- happy, at all events indifferent." " Lord Fernmore is so much older ; but, hush ! she will hear us." Edith had heard them, and she turned round, and fixed her bright eyes and haughty gaze on the speakers ; then she made some remark to Lord Fernmore, who moved on to another room, and seated Edith. " They think me unhappy ; it is unjust to my future husband." Her manner had changed : she addressed Lord Fernmore and the circle of friends who had collected round her, and the mirth of the group, the anima- tion of Edith, were noticed by the two young ladies who had aroused her energies. " Lady Mary Morton wishes to become CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 247 acquainted with Miss Vernon," said Lady Marchmont, and the mother of Henry Mor- ton stood before her. " "We hardly meet as strangers," said Edith; " I believe it was your son who was a constant visitor at my mother's." " Yes, indeed ; I have often heard him mention the happy days he spent at Stone- leigh ; he would have been much pleased to meet you again, Miss Vernon, but he is not in London." Edith bowed her head, and felt very thank- ful that the worst was over. She had said more than she had supposed herself capable of, and had gained the information she most longed to hear. She refused all invitations to dance, and remained hanging on Lord Eernmore's arm, who looked as happy as possible, and Edith regained all her calmness and self-possession. When she reached home she determined not to think of the 248 EDITH VERNON ; OR, ball. " If I once allow my thoughts to wander on forbidden ground, there is an end of all self-control." She read till she was completely weary, and then went to her room. One reflection passed her mind, and was followed by a feeling of thankfulness, " I have made acquaintance with Lady Mary Morton, and I shall not see her son." A fortnight passed — the wedding dress had been sent home ; the wedding ring fit- ted on the finger of the small hand, and to- morrow, thought Edith, my very thoughts will scarcely be my own. " Good night, Lady Charlotte," said Miss Vernon, as she held out her hand to the old lady. " You will forgive me any wayward or petulant expression that may have escaped me since I have lived with you." " I do, I do, and I wish you every happi- ness and blessing, Edith." Contrary to her wont she kissed the pale CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 249 cheek of the bride-elect, and Edith left the room. u If she had been always thus," murmured Miss Vernon, "to-morrow would not see me the wife of Lord Fernmore." She sum- moned Pauline, who noticed the wan look of her young mistress. "Mademoiselle est souffrante?" Edith shook her head, and she was soon left to her own meditations. One trait in Pauline pleased her : " She hoped that as the Countess of Fernmore she would be equally happy, and equally beloved as when Miss Vernon." Edith determined to look carefully over her writing desk, and destroy every letter or memorandum that could recall the past, and one by one, as each sheet of paper was com- mitted to the flame, she thought of the lines, " Come procede innanzi dall' ardore Per lo papiro suso un color bruno, Che non e nero ancora, e'l bianco muore." 250 EDITH VERNON J OE, And when it had become black, and the brilliant flame was succeeded by the dull scorched ashes, Edith thought it an apt il- lustration of a mind under the influence of passion or excitement, brightened by the treacherous flame that only illumines to de- stroy, and when it has consumed itself, leaves the mind where it has spent its ardour, scorched and blackened as those crumbled remains. "I hope it does not typify my state," thought she, "or else I am scarce fit for to-morrow's duties — I will moralise no more." With one vigorous exertion she committed the papers en masse to the fire, and resolutely turned away, and watched their destruction no longer. And here we take leave of Edith Vernon. She was greeted as the Countess of Fern- more — the sentence had been pronounced which had inevitably linked her future with another's. An affectionate farewell from the CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 251 kind friends who had assisted at that morn- ing's ceremony, she was placed in the car- riage by her husband, who speedily followed, the door was closed, the word was given, and she was whirled away. The honeymoon was to be spent in Che- shire, at a place belonging to Lord Fernmore ; it was called Boxwood, and a little fairy nook it was, differing completely from Eedsay, so peaceful, so complete, too, in its small way, that Lady Fernmore was quite delighted with it. " How long shall we remain at Boxwood?" said Edith to her husband. " It would be foolish to begin our tour in Wales till the weather be quite warm and settled. Do you not agree with me, Edith?" "Then, in the middle of May, in an- other fortnight we may begin our journey. I long to climb to the top of those moun- tains whose outline hitherto has always 252 EDITH VERNON ; OR, seemed to defy me. In the middle of May?" "Yes, my love, if the weather be quite quite mild ; I hope, Edith, you will have a little consideration for those who are not quite so active as yourself; your climbing schemes seem quite tremendous." " Oh, surely," said Edith, " only say you are tired, and I will return with you, though fire more steps would bring me to the top of Snowdon. I promise that." In her zeal for exploring the mountains of Wales, the young Countess forgot that her husband was seen to more advantage on level ground, than in clambering up the sides of hills, and diving into the recesses of dales and hollows. She did not remember that he was at least some five-and-twenty years older than herself, and that the expedition she had determined on was precisely the one to make this difference apparent. In Parliament, in CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 253 his own house, or in the gay and crowded saloons of London, he was seen to advantage, but not where sheer activity and lightness of foot were alone available, and positively ne- cessary. i l Ah ! ' ' thought Edith, and a shade of disappointment passed over her brow, "ah! how could I be so heedless as to propose such feats ? I hope Lord Fernmore does not think my folly was intentional ; I will say no more on the subject, he shall choose his own time — I see he does not like the cold — I do hope it will be a mild spring." The fact was, Lady Fernmore wished for some active employment that should call forth her energy, and the pleasures of a tour through Wales exactly suited her. " I shall enjoy the beautiful scenery, and that active life will bring health and strength," and her idea was to have rambled about, taking their chance for food and lodging, meeting with all kinds of difficulties — the 254 EDITH VERNON ; OR, more the better: it will prove a stronger contrast to the past and future. Lord Fern- more's plan was simply this, to go as far as his carriage and four horses could convey him ; he had not intended to leave his car- riage, except for the comforts which an inn or some friend's house could afford ; the bare mention of Snowdon, much less its summit, had terrified him ; and, except in the ravings of delirium, the gipsy schemes of his young bride would have never entered his head. She was completely in the minority. One day, when Pauline was arranging the ward- robe of Lady Fernniore, the latter gave an outline of the scheme she had fixed on, di- rectly the summer was a little more ad- vanced ; and she detailed to the astonished French waiting-maid the pleasures she was to enjoy. They raised no corresponding emotions in her mind. Hunger and thirst, mountains, CONTRASTS OE CHARACTER. 255 "barbarians, brigands, and many minor evils, filled the imagination of the astonished sou- brette. She communicated the dismal news to Monsieur Martigne, Lord Fernmore's valet ; he declared the whole thing affreux, and made up his mind from the first that the blue outline of those hills should still defy the incursions of his enterprising mistress. Edith remained in ignorance of these re- solves ; her own determination was to effect her purpose, if she could do so without annoying Lord Fernmore. The 17th of May, 18 — , was as beautiful a day as ever gladdened the heart of mortal man ; the bright flowers springing into blos- som, the nightingales had been beguiled into a morning song, the air was sweet and balmy, and Edith sympathised with the loveliness of all around her, and added her tribute of praise and admiration to the Author of the sweet scene. The French windows of the 256 EDITH VERNON ) OR, breakfast-room opened on the lawns of Box- wood, and she walked ont to peep among the thick leaves of the violet for the little re- cluses, who would fain have concealed them- selves from view. One by one they were plucked, and she rejoiced at the large collec- tion she had made. She gave them to Lord Fernmore, with a vivid description of the beauty of the day and their fragrance. " Edith, will you be ready to leave Box- wood to-morrow ? we may venture now." " Indeed I shall ; thank you for proposing it." Lord Fernmore heard nothing said on the subject of the long, wearying rambles ; and Edith, like a prudent wife, held her peace ; for, thought she, it will be time enough to think of it when at the foot of Snowdon. Chance favoured her. Lord Fernmore in- tended to stay a few days with an old friend of his, whose house in Caernarvonshire was not CONTKASTS OF CHAKACTEK. 257 very distant from the base of that mountain the beauties of which she wished to explore. Colonel Phillips was then receiving a visit from a lady and gentleman, who had the same love of a scramble with Lady Fernmore. They invited the young countess to join them. " They should only be absent a week, and the plan was so simple, so easily arranged." " May I go, Lord Fernmore?" inquired Edith. Her husband agreed. Pauline, poor Pau- line, was desired to hold herself in readiness ; and the following morning the party left Colonel Phillips and his guest to amuse themselves as best might be during their absence. Sir Walter and Lady Tyrrel were agreeable and well informed, with an admi- ration for natural beauty that equalled Edith's. Ten days were they absent, scrambling vol. i. s 258 edith vernoist; OR, here and there, sketching that view, admir- ing the bold outline, now softened by the mist of morning, and now bathed in glory by the splendours of sunset. They went as far up the mountains as was practicable, and, when they returned, confessed themselves pleased with nature and each other's society. The repose of the carriage was very wel- come to Edith after her severe exercise on the mountains, and she was glad to have an opportunity of resting. Lord Fernmore was delighted with her descriptions, and her keen enjoyment of the ten days ; and at the end of August they arrived at Eedsay, his lord- ship more in love with his young wife than ever, and she determined to find good in everything, and to be reconciled to her lot. " Edith, are you unhappy ?" "Oh no ; not unhappy. "Why did you ask?" CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 259 " Because you seemed so absent, and ab- sorbed in such a deep reverie, that I spoke twice before I made you hear me." Lady Fernmore apologised for her inatten- tion. " This must not be," was her resolve. " I shall indeed lose all self-command if my thoughts are thus allowed to wander." Lord Fernmore concluded his young wife required variety and a more lively circle of friends at Eedsay. He acted on this idea ; and on the following week he announced to Edith the expected arrival of a long list of fashionables. She felt the kindness that had prompted him. " But, indeed, you do your- self injustice to suppose that any of these people could make me more lively. I think, Lord Fernmore, you would succeed in so doing when they would fail." She blushed very deeply as she made this declaration. As far as it went it was true ; but Edith was too upright not to feel that, 260 EDITH VERNON ; OR, though it implied a compliment to Lord Fern- more, and he received it as such, it really meant nothing. She was painfully aware that it was indifference to her visitors that placed Lord Fernmore's ability to please and interest her in so favourable a light, but that, even as his wife, there was one other being in the world that was— yes, better — loved and most fondly remembered. It was not always that Lady Fernmore's feelings overcame her sense of duty. Gene- rally she could struggle with her memory of the past, and successfully turn away from every subject that rendered her even in thought a traitor to the solemn duties to which she had pledged herself. But some- times recollection poured over her soul like a resistless torrent, and she w as overwhelmed before she had time for resistance. So it had been on this occasion. One sunny gleam that lit up a neighbouring hill placed before CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 261 her Stoneleigh and the past. It seemed to bring to her mind's eye, " The day, the hour, the sunshine and the shade — All things pertaining to that day and hour Came back." " This is dreadful ! I fail in my duty on all sides. Why did I marry ? It was very wrong to compromise thus my own sense of right and, possibly, his happiness." And then she felt a terror of any illness which might cause delirium. " I should then con- fess it all, and my husband could not choose but hate me." This state of excitement was always of short duration ; she returned again to com- posure and a more placid view of the future. Still that frame of mind was not a happy one which was at times liable to despondency, and whose surest way to happiness was by a con- stant activity and never-failing watchfulness over herself. 262 EDITH VERNON ; OR, Among the guests who arrived at Eedsay was one individual in whom Lady Fernmore discovered talents of no common order — a mind well stored with the most various in- formation, and, added to this, a nice tact and quick perception of what was fitting at such or such a time or place. Mr. Munro was then an artist of some emi- nence, but had not acquired the celebrity of after-years, when, as Sir Thomas Munro, his society was sought for by the noble and refined of half Europe. He had often re- ceived an invitation to Eedsay ; but engage- ments and unforeseen circumstances had pre- vented his accepting Lord Fernmore' s invita- tion till now. Edith was delighted with his appearance — the talent that was brought into play on all occasions — the good sense and feeling that marked his dealings with others — and the respect he elicited from all. Lord Fern- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 2G3 rnore's gallery of paintings pleased him, and he was delighted to find a reciprocal taste in his noble hostess. One morning, when he was engaged in conversation with Lord and Lady Fernmore, he requested as an especial favour that he might be allowed to take her ladyship's por- trait. " I think I could do it justice ; and I heard you say the other morning that you never had sat for your picture." Lord Fernmore acknowledged the truth of this, and regretted that he could not prevail on Lady Fernmore to give him her likeness, and added that if, on the present instance, she would consent to do so, he should feel indebted to Mr. Munro for his proposition. Edith said that if it would please her hus- band, she would raise no objection. " I hope, Mr. Munro, that my want of patience will not quite weary you. I will endeavour to forget that all my looks are being committed to canvas.' 5 264 EDITH VERNOX ; OE, " "Will you give me your first sitting to- morrow, Lady Fernmore ? I am anxious to begin, because often my professional engage- ments hurry me." Edith said that she would " be ready when called for ;" and, thanking Mr. Munro for his offer, she took Lord Fernmore's arm and left the room. The young artist looked forward with posi- tive pleasure to his occupation. It was not the extreme beauty of the features individu- ally that had arrested his observation, but the varied expression — the bright look of in- telligence — the witchery of the sweet smile. u I hope I shall do justice to all this," thought Mr. Munro. " It ought to be a very beauti- ful painting." He determined to watch the countenance and manner more intently. In this way, character as well as countenance became familiar to him; and the result of his watchings was, that Lady Fernmore was a CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 265 being for whom it was impossible not to feel great interest and pity. One only, amongst the large party assembled at Eedsay, looked beneath the surface, and thought of her as anything but an object of envy. Music, or some cheerful French game, or dancing, occupied the evenings at Eedsay. All were at liberty to do as they pleased, and a complete freedom from restraint marked Lady Fernmore's manner to others, and ren- dered them also at their ease. Lady Fern- more had been requested to sing. She had complied with the request, and had chosen a plaintive air by Mozart. On rising from the piano, she asked Mr. Munro to supply her place. A Spanish melody, that suited well with his rich mellow voice and finished style, was his selection ; and he accompanied himself on the guitar. He then turned over some loose music which lay scattered before him, and, having placed a manuscript on the 266 EDITH VERNON ; OR, music desk, he approached Edith with a request that she would oblige him by taking a part in that duet. "I am almost afraid to promise you, Mr. Munro. Have I ever heard it or sung it before ? It must be very easy indeed to enable me to sing it at first sight." Lady Fernmore good-naturedly walked to the piano, and Mr. Munro repeated the first verse of Lord Byron's well-known lines, beginning " One struggle more and I am free From pangs that rend my heart in twain ; One last long sigh to love and thee, Then back to busy life again." Edith did not even look at the music, but said in a tone of sorrowful emphasis, " Indeed, I could not sing that." " I understand it all,'' thought the quick- sighted Mr. Munro, and did not press the matter further. CONTRASTS OP CHARACTER. 267 Other amusements followed ; and when refreshments were announced, an exclama- tion of disappointment followed, so mirthful was the party, so quickly had those hours sped away, to join those " beyond the flood." Three weeks passed, and Mr. Munro alone remained of all the party that had assembled at Eedsay. Morning after morning had Lady Fernmore given a sitting to the painter, and still the portrait was not com- pleted. At last he confessed the difiiculty of the undertaking. "Lady Fernmore, I am almost disheart- ened ; each succeeding day have I to alter my likeness, to catch the expression of the moment. Sometimes, indeed, during one hour the change is so great, I am quite puzzled." " Now, Mr. Munro, you will understand that my inherent dislike to have my portrait taken is founded on something more sub- 268 edith yernon; or, stantial than mere prejudice. I feared this, too, would end in disappointment." The artist looked up at the peculiar em- phasis laid on the words "this, too," and re- marked, " that where a disappointment had been caused unintentionally, it was of no consequence." "I cannot agree with you, Mr. Munro. In this instance it is so ; but I believe that some of our deepest wounds are unintention- ally caused by others." " That is it, exactly. Thank you, Lady Eernmore. It was that expression I wished for, and my theory caused it exactly. And now allow me to say that I agree with you." Lady Fernmore was partly amused, and partly annoyed, by the device of Mr. Munro. "I seem to be a sort of puppet in your hands." " Oh, no ! do not suppose I intended any- thing of the kind; but I knew that argu- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 269 ment would bring that peculiar expression that I wished to convey to the canvas. You must forgive the means in consideration of the end. And now I must ask your opinion of the whole.' 7 "I am afraid it is flattered, Mr. Munro. I think it, though, a very beautiful painting, and I only hope Lord Fernmore will be pleased. I assure you I am." In the following month, Lord and Lady Fernmore returned to London for a short time. Parliament met ; and that reason was all-powerful with his Lordship. And Edith, she received attentions and adulation that would have turned many a wiser head. Her arrangements were singular ; her in- difference to this or that prevailing fashion extreme ; her rule of right she never re- laxed. Then, too, her talents, her observa- tion, her powers of pleasing, her very whim- sicalities and occasional haughtiness shown 270 EDITH VERNON J OR, only to those who were themselves pre- suming — all this, added to the wealth, rank, and station of her husband, placed her in trying circumstances, namely, those result- ing from the applause of the multitude. Then, too, her devotion to Lord Fernmore ; it seemed a thing scarcely credible that one so young, so gifted, should have married from inclination a man so much older than herself ; but when her affectionate attention to his slightest wish was remarked, the world felt amazed, and half began to suppose that she did love him. Edith was unmoved by all. Scarce one amongst that dense throng had claimed the slightest regard from her ; she moved amidst it all, marking the hollowness of professions, the gilded fetters, the worn and saddened spirits that went onwards with a smile for all. A distant murmur of the repinings and dis- contents of the most envied sometimes CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 271 reached her ear, and she turned from all with apathy, if not dislike. u All this have I observed from so vague a glance : I could not bear a more intimate acquaintance." But Lady Fernmore in that instance judged erroneously. A nearer view might, in some cases, have fulfilled her predictions ; but there are many warm hearts, many •strong, vigorous intellects, that the polish of fashionable manners, the frivolities of high life, have been unable to destroy. However, in this instance, the world acted like a spoiled child. In proportion to Edith's indifference, so increased the wish of making her acquaintance, of being named as " a friend of Lady Fernmore's." Her popularity pleased her husband, and did not spoil her. " Are you going to Lady Glencross's to- morrow?" inquired Lady Eernmore of her husband. 272 EDITH VERNON ; OR, " Yes, Edith, but I shall be detained till late in the evening in the Honse. Lady Marchniont will chaperone you, and I shall join you as soon as possible." Lady Glencross's rooms were crowded ; the music was excellent, the dancing kept up with spirit, the apartments decorated with a profusion of exotics, and Edith felt a degree of quiet enjoyment. Presently Lord Eernmore approached his wife, and he was accompanied by a gentleman who Edith on first perceiving felt convinced was Mor- ton — the same tail figure, antique cast of features, and dark, clustering hair ; but on a nearer view she perceived she was mistaken. Yet she felt already prepossessed in favour of the stranger, and when Lord Eernmore presented him as his valued friend Lord Eitzallan, Edith's brightest welcome and most brilliant smile were bestowed on him. She entered into conversation, which soon CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 273 became spirited and interesting, and every now and then an intonation of the voice and a peculiar emphasis reminded her of Henry Morton. For the first time for many months Lady Fernmore enjoyed the society of a stranger; and when her husband ex- pressed a hope that his friend should be a constant visitor at Fernmore House, Edith, in her own simple manner, echoed the wish. A vain man might have supposed the young Countess completely fascinated, as the desire was so cordially expressed of enjoying the society of Lord Fitzallan ; but he was not vain, and he understood that a woman may be pleased without a thought beyond. He therefore declared the pleasure he should have in renewing his friendship with Lord Fernmore and her ladyship. In society Edith was seldom unaccompanied by her new acquaintance ; and if he was not with her on entering the room, he was sure soon VOL. I. T 274 EDITH VERNON ; OR, to follow and join her. Then the animated manner, the sparkling wit, and merry tones of the voice, which told of other and happier days, showed how completely " a change had come over the spirit of her dream.' ' Not only was it that she was pleased to find a sensible and thoughtful mind amid the throng of fashion and folly, but impercepti- bly to herself it was a matter of constant interest to be ever reminded, when in Lord Fitzallan's society, of one who, although absent, was not forgotten, in spite of their last meeting of mutual constraint, marked by a coldness of manner on either side which was only assumed to conceal the depth of their emotions. Thus ready are we to play the hypocrite even with our best affections. This intimacy of Edith with his young friend seemed to afford much satisfaction to her husband, who rejoiced to see the in- creased animation and cheerfulness of her CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 275 manner. Lord Fitzallan had distinguished himself at the University, and had now just made a favourable entrance into life, for he was a man who thought deeply on every subject which came before him, and had a full sense of the responsibility attaching to a seat in Parliament. Thus, when he had spoken, he had not only shown evidence of a full acquaintance with the matter under debate, but also of a sincere and earnest de- sire to do right, to take the side which his convictions rather than mere party politics suggested. Young as he was, he had been long engaged to be married. His bride elect was on the continent ; indeed, he had only lately left her in Italy in order that he might be present at the opening of the ses- sion, having been selected by the Minister to move the Address in the House of Lords consequent on the Sovereign's speech. He was one day calling at Fernmore House, 276 EDITH VERNON J OR, and brought his little nephew with him, a child of five years old, the son of his elder sister, who had married an officer in the army, and then serving in Canada. Edith was delighted with this new companion, and entered into the spirit of his boisterous glee, as she encouraged him in romping with her spaniel, which was a favourite she had brought from Femhill. Meanwhile, the two gentlemen were eagerly discussing some topic of the day, until Lady Fernmore re- joined them to inquire if her visitor had heard lately from Italy. This interruption did not, however, satisfy little Willie, who ran up to Edith, saying, " Mo-ar play !" " Ko, no ; not now. You must amuse yourself with Fanny," and the small mite toddled away with considerable dignity to his friend the spaniel. ,; Lady Blanche is arrived," said Lord Fitz allan. CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 277 " I congratulate you, and I long to make the acquaintance of the future Lady Fitz- allan. You have met Lady Blanche Aubrey often, I suppose," said Edith, turning to her husband. " 2so, I have not. Before she went abroad she was a mere child, and Lord Farleigh rarely took her into society." " Then, Lord Fitzallan, we must each of us have an introduction ; I shall lore her as a sister, from your description." " And she is prepared to love you, Lady Fernmore." Lord Fitzallan promised to con- vey to Lady Blanche Edith's intention of calling on her, and he then took his leave ; and while Lord and Lady Fernmore are en- joying their tete-a-tete) we will briefly de- scribe Lady Blanche Aubrey. She was the only child of Lord Farleigh, and had been motherless from her earliest infancy. Lord Fitzallan had loved her from his boyhood, and, contrary to Shakspeare's axiom, in this 278 EDITH VERNON ; OR, instance "the course of true love did run very smooth." Lady Blanche had been for the last three years on the continent with her father, and soon after her return she was to exchange a father's love for a hus- band's. Her intended husband had con- stantly joined them during their absence from England, and the longest separation they had ever known was to be the last. She had just arrived in London. When Lady Fernmore first met Lord Fitz- allan, she was prepossessed in his favour by the resemblance he bore to Henry Morton, and acquaintanceship and intimacy increased in- stead of diminishing her first impression. With a polish of manner and knowledge of the world he united an openness of heart and a guilelessness that pleased Lady Fernmore; there was a refined simplicity in his ideas, which contrasted so strangely with his know- ledge of mankind, and, as their friendship in- CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 279 creased, he confided to Lady Fernmore his per- fect admiration and love for the Lady Blanche. The delight with which he recalled every look and word of his affianced bride, awakened Edith's sympathies — it seemed to her like the realization in another of what she had been dreaming. It may easily be imagined with what thorough pleasure she called on the day following on Lady Blanche, accompanied by Lord Fitzallan, who, in turn, was as much pleased that the ladies should know each other. It is curious to notice how "the standing orders of society" are broken through in the progress of an acquaintance between those who have in common the same attached friend. It may be they meet for the first time, but there is a warmth and cordiality in their greeting which show that in heart they are not strangers, that they have a mutual regard and knowledge of each other, bearing an exact proportion to the tie 280 EDITH VERNON ; OR, which binds each to their common Mend. It was so in this case. No sooner did Lady- Blanche meet her visitor, than every trace of formality or vague anticipation vanished. Each seemed to recognise an old and beloved friend, each was charmed with the grace and loveliness of the other. As Lady Blanche was comparatively a stranger in London, and had neither mother nor sisters, Lady Fern- more proposed that she should be her chape- rone, and begged she would consult her in every case where she might be of service. Lady Blanche thanked her for her offer, and, accepting it, said, "I have heard so much of you, Lady Fernmore, that I am sure it will be follow- ing the wishes of Lord Fitzallan to endea- vour to become like you. I think he will even have more pleasure in my society when he meets me with you." Lady Fernmore knew better than that ; CONTRASTS OF CHARACTER. 281 but she noticed the absence of envy that marked her young friend's character, and the quiet way in which she believed that Lord Fitzallan would think her improved by her intercourse with herself. " Why," thought Edith, " it has been his constant remark for the last two months that we were so different, and that Blanche was perfection." While Lady Fernmore's health permitted it, she constantly accompanied her friend to all amusements where she required her pre- sence. Lord Farleigh was engaged in a hundred different pursuits, and disliked the sort of society that his daughter entered into. He was, or fancied himself, a scientific and literary character, and disdained anything so unintellectual as a ball, or soiree musicale ; consequently he willingly resigned his child to the care of Lady Fernmore. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME.