i^;?? i^^ m^ 'Ml 5i*3t m Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/talesofheart01opie TALES OF THE HEART. BY MRS. OPIE. IN FOUR VOLUMES. There h no killing like that which kills the heart." Shakspkare. VOL. I. PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, HURST, REES, ORME, AND BROWN, PATERNOSTER -ROW. 1820. Printed byRiihiiid and Arihier Tayldr, Shoe-Lane. v.'l TALES OF THE HEART. LOVE, MYSTERY, AND SUPERSTITION. My grief lies all within ; «% And these external manners of lament Are merely shadows to the unseen grief tt Tliat swells with silence in the tortured soul : There lies the substance." RiCHABD II. CL ^ INTRODUCTION. By desire of the same gentleman who employed me to edit the Narrative which -I published two years ago, as a Tale of -Trials, I now publish the following Tale, VOL. I. B I LOVE, MYSTERY, found, as he says, among the same hoard of family manuscripts. When he looked over this manuscript after I had fitted it for pubUcation, he ex- pressed his surprise and disappointment that I had not, as Editor, exclaimed, as the story went on, against the su- perstitions and the mistaken zeal ma- nifest in the events related; but as I thought that the events were in perfect keeping with the sentiments of the un- known writer, and of the heroes and he- roines of the piece, Idid not like to injure the unity of a Catholic story by the com- ments of a Protestant Editor. ^* But are.you not afraid,'* said he, *^ ot being supposed to approve what you do rf ot pointedly reprobate ? " , ; I, could not help smiling as I replied, that I had no such fears, as my Protest- antism, I trusted, wi^s beyond the reaph AND SUPERSTITION. 3 of suspicion. (I did not wonder, how- ever, that such a fear occurred to him, as he had only recently abjured the Ca- thoHc faith ; and it was this circumstance no doubt which made him displeased with my forbearance.) " One thing I must observe,*' said I. ^* There are some observations made by two of the principal characters, which seem to me inconsistent with their reli- gious belief : how does this happen .^ "— and I pointed to the passages as I spoke. " They are interpolations of mine,'* he replied ; " as they point out the moral which I wish to be adduced from the story." I will not give the argument which ensued; suffice that we entered into a compromise, that if he would allow me to print those passages in italics, I would, b2 4; LOVE, MYSTERY, U> oblige him, give up my original inten- tion of calling the tale Love and Mystery, and would name it, — LOVE, MYSTERY, AND SUPERSTITION. PART THE FIRST. Who calls so loud at this late peaceful hour In the winter of the year 1693 a family ill the north of England was alarmed at midnight by a violent knocking at the gates of the mansion : but the noise was heard by the young lady of the house only, the Lady Barbara Delmayne ; who, easily awakened from the light slumbers of youth, and terrified at the unusual sound, hasten- ed to call the servant that slept near her, and then opening her window, asked who was there. AND SUPERSTITIOK. M ** It IS I, my ownselif, my lady! It is O'Carrol ; and for the love of the Holy A^irgin, I conjure you to let me in : for I hold a dead woman in my arms, whom I want to bring to life ; and I am quite dead myself!" Lady Barbara, who immediately recog- nised the voice, waited to hear no more; but scarcely allowing herself time to throw an additional clothing over that which she had already seized, she ran down stairj^, and with her own delicate hands endea- voured to unbar the massy gates. She tried however in vain; but the summons of the bell was quickly obeyed by the rest of the family : O'Carrol and his burthen were admitted. *' Alas! I fear she is indeed dead! ^ exclaimed Lady Barbara, taking one of the passive hands that hung powerless over O'CarroFs shoulder; while her eyes 6 LOVE, MYSTERY, rested on a face beautiful and pale as any statue in her father's gallery. " Quick ! quick ! a fire ! " cried the kind- hearted young man, following Lady Bar- bara into the kitchen, where, to their great surprise, they found a blazing fire already; and on a table beside it, ale and spirits, and a jug of hot water. "Here are wicked doings indeed," cried Mrs. Mendham, the housekeeper (who in the absence of Lord and Lady Delmayne was particularly tenacious^of her authori- ty). " Come out, ye vipers, from where you have hidden yourselves ;" — and she dragged one of the housemaids and the under butler from their hiding-place : but Lady Barbara insisted that all discus- sion of their guilt should be deferred- till the next day, and that she should come and assist in restoring, if possible, a feL- low-creature to hfe. AND SUPERSTITION. / " And how do we know,'* said the pru- dent Mrs. Mendham, *' who it is that O'CaiTol has picked up ? " "Taith! oldjontlewoman, I only know she is a distressed creature, whom I found in the deep snow, in a violent stormy near the ruined shrine of the Holy Virgin, about a mile off, where she had been pray- ing, I'll engage." "It does not matter who or what she is," cried Lady Barbara ; " she is in distress." " And a Catholic too," said the priest ; " and the victim of her piety." " And a bonny creature too," cried Donald, a Scotch servant, who had lived many years in the family ; " and I hope that — " but as he bent over her, he start- ed back in a kind of agony, and ran out of the kitchen. Lady Barbara meanwhile was desiring the maid to bring her a complete change S LOVE, MYSTERY, of linen for the stranger, and the house- keeper to assist her in putting it on. " Mighty fine ! " muttered Mrs. Mend- hani, who had grown old in power, and scarcely knew how to obey the child whom ^he had seen in her cradle ; " mighty fine! " but, without further objection, began re- luctantly to undress the unfortunate pil- grim. She was soon converted into a wiUing assistant ; for, on loosening the pilgrim's cloak, and the collar of the in- ner garment, she perceived a broad black riband round the sufferer's throat ; and following it with her hand down the fold.s of the gown, she found hanging to the end of it a miniature picture set round with very large diamonds. " What fine jewels !" cried Mrs. Mend- ham : "Poor dear lamb! she nuist be somebody." " What a beautiful face ! " said Lady ANCt. SUPERSTITION . Barbara, looking only at the picture; ** but take it away : we must not lose time," she added, handing it to Donald, who was now returned to the room. In a few moments after the warm linen had been put on and the friction resumed, theliousekeeper declared that she felt the Bweet lady's heart beat. O'Carrol, hear- ing this, loudly gave thanks, for then he should have saved a fellow-creature ;, while Donald, giving him a hug that almost throttled him, laid the picture down, and hastily left the room, declaring that he was mad with the tooth-ache. Not a hand was now lifted from the limbs of the sufferer, for life seemed to return with every touch; not an eye was removed from her countenance, as every one ex- pected to behold the heavy eyelids lui- close, and returning consciousness beam from the first startled glance. Lady Barbara hung with suspended b5 10 LOVE, MYSTERY, breath over the object of her solicitude,, watching every languid movement, and listening to every struggling sigh. — At length the anxiously expected moment arrived, — and dark but as yet rayless eyes opened upon the anxious spectators. " Thank God ! " ejaculated Lady Bar- bara ; while the tears of grateful emotion glittered on her glowing cheek : " but,'* added she mournfully, " alas ! she is not yet conscious." Those dark and rayless eyes now as- sumed a different appearance ; for they lighted up with sudden recollection^ and throwing inquiring glances around, they at length fixed with wonder on Lady Bar- bara ; then, raising herself on her elbow, she exclaimed,^ " Dove sono ? — Rinaldo^ Rosalie, dove s'lete P =^ " " How fortunate it was," thought La- dy Barbara, *' that my cousin Aubrey * Where am 1 ?— RinaldO;, Rosalie^ where are you \ AND SUPERSTITION. 11 taught me Italian I " Then, in imperfect words, she informed the stranger she was amongst friends, though those whom she mentioned were not present. " Je parle Francois : Je le parle ton- jonr.s,'' was the agitated and eager an- swer, — '*' et mhne V Anglais quelquefois. Mais Oil snis-je, et a it sont-ils ^ P '* Lady. Barbara now again assured her she was in safety, adding, that those whom she asked to see should be sent for imme- diately. ** I wish, I wish to go home directly,'^ she exclaimed, in broken English: ** they will be so wretched ! " She then tried to rise; but her strength failed her, and she fell back, nearly faint- ,ing, on the mattress. — At this moment the door of the hall was heard to opew, * I speak French : I always speak it ; and even English sometimes. But where am I, aild where are they ? 12 LOVE, MYSTERY/ and O'Carrol appeared, followed by a neighbouring surgeon. '* Is it possible," eagerly asked Lady Barbara, " that this lady can undertake to go home to-night with safety ? " " No," said he, feeling her pulse : ** it would be at the hazard of her life : the cold is intense, the night dark, and the snow so untracked, that even were she well, it would be tempting death to un- dertake it." *' Death!" said the stranger mourn- fully t "Ohi that were happiness. But I must live, must suffer, must — Well ! God's will be done ! I must stay where I am. But who are you, sweet creature ? " ** I am called Lady Barbara Delmayne ; and you are in the castle of my father, cWho, with my mother, is unfortunately absent ; and this is Father Vincent, our .chaplain." The lady bent her head reverently to AND SUPERSTITION. 13 the priest, who gave her his blessing, and bade her be comforted ; he then remind- ed her of her providential escape. *' Providential indeed ! But where is he who was made the instrument of my pre- servation ?'' O'Carrol was now forced forward by .Donald, whose face was nearly enveloped in a large black handkerchief. The lady beckoned O'Carrol to approach her. " You have saved my life; and wretch- ed as it is,. I thank you. There are those who will thank you also, and reward you too." " I ask no reward, lady ; I only did my duty. I saw you perishing, and I tried to save you, that's all : and you are saved, and that's reward sufficient." " An approving conscience is indeed its own reward," said the lady, sighing, '* and may- it ever be yours, kind young man ! But when will morning dawn ? for I do so wish to go home ! " 14 LOVE, MYSTERY, ^' We will send you home when you are able to go; and in the meanwhile, as soon as it is day, we will dispatch a mes-- senger to your friends. Do they hve far off?" " About four miles, I believe, at the village of Greenval.*' '' Oh ! I know it v/ell," cried Donald in a low voice; " and I will go my- self." Lady Barbara now asked, for whose house he was to inquire. *^ For the house of Mr. Dupont," said, the lady in a faltering tone ; ** and beg him to send for me as soon as possible." Donald bowed very low, promised im- p?icit obedience, and withdrew. " I am sorry you are in such a hurry to leave us," said Lady Barbara; ** but I have no right to interfere." • " Your ladyship must interfere, to persuade this lady to try to sleep," said the surgeon. AND SUPERSTITION'. 15 *' To sleep ? " exclaimed the lady. " OH, no ! I have a terror of sleep." She was at length, however, persuade^ to take an anodyne draught, and, after much importunity, to go to bed. While she was undressing, she for the first time missed her picture, and inquired for it with trembling anxiety. " I have it here," said Mrs. Mendham, taking it from her pocket, "and a precious thing it is. If those are real diamonds, they might make a duchess proud." '' But not happy," said the stranger, pressing the picture to her lip.. *' This inanimate ivory is what I value." " So should I," observed Lady Barbara, ** if I loved any one resembling that face." " It is — yes, it is like you,'' said the stranger with surprise, and gazing oh Lady Barbara: "how singular!" But not choosing to satisfy the curiosity which she saw depicted on the countenance of 16 LOVE, MYSTERY, her young hostess, she fastened the ri- band round her neck herself, and hid the picture in her bosom. Mrs. Mendham now brought the night- clothes, which the stranger insisted on be- ing allowed to put on without help : but as the former had conceived some suspi- cions which she was eager to remove, or confirm, she persisted so resolutely, that the latter was forced to accept her assist- ance; and as she gave it, she started back with an expression of horror in her face, and, crossing herself, stood gazing on the consciour' lady with a look of strange scru- tiny. Mrs. Mendham soon after abruptly quitted the chamber. The stranger was now removed to her pillow, and was com- fortably settled when the housekeeper re- turned. Approaching the lady, she de- sired to know whether she would not wish to see Father Vincent before she settled for the night. AND SUPERSTITION. 17 ^* No," she meekly replied; '* I have nothing to say to him." ** What means this interference .^ " cried Lady Barbara angrily. "I am sure 'twas well meant," said Mrs. Mendham ; " for few of us would like to die without confession and the rites of the church, my lady, and if — " Lady Barbara was about to interrupt her with great indignation, when a tap- ping at the door was heard, and Father Vincent himself now entered the apart- ment. " Whence this intrusion, father .^" ex- claimed Lady Barbara; but before he could reply, the lady with a significant smile desired him to approach. " Shall I bid every one withdraw .'^" gaid he in a solemn tone. " No, not one — I have nothing for your private ear. My mind is at present burthened by nothing but the fulness of 18 LOVE, MYSTERY, :^ratitucl€ to Heaven and to my pre- servers." *' But if you should have a relapse ?" " If I have, I trust there will be time allowed me to summon you and your holy aid, father. And if not, be sa- tisfied to learn, that before I set off on my pilgrimage, I had performed all my religious duties: and when you remember y father," she added, casting a meaning glance at him, "the severe duty in the performance of which I nearly lost my life, and other circumstances of which I , believe you to be aware, you cannot sup- pose I do not feel comforted by the blest :assurance that ' there is joy in heaven over the sinner that repenteth.' " The priest looked confused, crossed himself, and departed; and while the latter in a petulant tone demanded of Lady Barbara what was next to be done, " Again I beg, I entreat, that you will AND SUPERSTITION. 19 retire to rest, and your lady also," said the stranger. But Lady Barbara was fixed to stay : she however desired the other bed to be made ready for her, and insisted that Mrs. Mendham should go back to her own apartment. Lady Barbara now seated herself in a chair, and prepared to watch by her in- teresting charge. At fifteen and a half, and Lady Barbara was no more, the hnportarice of such an office was very grateful; and what a fine in- cident she thought it would be to tell her cousin Aubrey ! But as the stranger de- clared she could not sleep, her gentle nurse thought there could be no harm in a little conversation, with a view of elicifc- ing some particulars of the lady's story,: and she proceeded to give her a short de- tail of her own family and connexions. " My father and mother," said she, "are gone to London to pay their re- 20 LOVE, MYSTERY, spects at Whitehall ; but it is for the first time, as the earl was a friend to the exiled family, and the oaths have not sat veiy easily on his mind. But William Tyrconnel, a distant relation, who is heir to my father's title, and Aubrey his bro- ther, are great favourites with the new sovereign, and have at last prevailed on my father to go to court. Tyrconnel is very clever, has travelled a great deal, and thought and read more. You must know that it is intended he should marry me, and therefore he has great influence here ; but he and I intend no such thing. His brother Aubrey is far more lively than he is. Oh so lively! and though he has not travelled much, he is quite master of Italian, and has taught me to read it at least. But he speaks it so well ! Oh ! I wish he was here for your sake." " Not for my sake only.** AND SUPERSTITION. 21 *' Oh jio ! not entirely ; because I like my cousin Aubrey excessively." " And does he not like you, sweet girl?" '' Oh dear, yes ! I hope so. Nay, I am sure so." " But then your parents' wishes are for your union with the elder brother .'' " " Yes ; but Tyrconnel is not in love with me." " And Aubrey is .^" " Why, yes ; I think he is ; but there is a long time before us yet. I am not sixteen, and I assure you I have no wish to be married before I am seventeen. My elder sister, indeed, married at sixteen, but I think seventeen quite early enough." " So do I," said the stranger, sighing; ** and then it is necessary that a parent's blessing should accompany a child to the altar. No vows, I believe, are blessed of God our Father in heaven, that are not 22 LOVE, MYSTERY, first blessed by his representatives on' earth.'* Here she paused in some agita- tion. Lady Barbara now felt her curiosity strongly raised, but it was as quickly sup- pressed by respect and delicacy ; and when her companion stretched forth her hand to her, smiling through her tears, and looked at her as if expecting her to speak, she only said, " I never will marry without my pa- rents' consent ; and I think they will let me marry the younger brother, as the elder will not have me. Aubrey has an independent fortune left him by an aunt. Oh, I wish you could see him ! He will be here in a day or two, and so will my fa- ther and mother ; and if you would but stay here till then. Is it impossible V* ' *•' Quite, lam sure; even if I wished to' stay, Rinaldo, that is, Mr. Dupont I mean, would never consent." ** Is Mr. Dupont's name Rinaldo ?" AND SUPERSTITION. 23 " It — that is, I call him so someti mes , which is very foolish; he is called Ber-- tram Dupont, a Swiss name ; of a Swiss family.'' " And he is your husband .^ " " My husband ! " exclaimed the lady. " Alas ! he is my brother !" " But prpy who is the Rosalie you talked of?" " I ! did I talk of Rosalie ? When ?" " When you first recovered." " Ah ! very likely ; I awoke as from a dream." " Rosalie is the name of a sweet girl that lives with Mr. Dupont and me, and is under our care." • " How I should like to know her ! " ^' Would you could!" *' But, as you are not Mr. Dupont's wife, your name is not Dupont." ** My name, the only name I wish to be called by, is Madeleine." 24 LOVE^ MYSTERY, " Madeleine ! How romantic ! — -what pretty names: Eosalie, Madeleine, Ri- naldo!" " No, no, — not Rinaldo, I beseech your . " Well, then, be sball be plain Mon- sieur Bertram Dupont, But I am well read in Tasso, and Rinaldo is a favourite hero of mine ; and I am sure, when well, you are, or must have been, quite hand- some enough for an Armida." "An Armida! What a comparison!" '* I could only mean in beauty," has- tily added Lady Barbara, distiessed at the agonized expression which the 5tr^nger*s countenance assumed. .. "Alas!" exclaimed the lady,, seizing her hand, "was not Armida a seducer?" " Yes ; but then the fault was mutual, and Armida loved Rinaldo quite as ten- derly as he loved her." " True, most true ; but then had she not AKD SUPERSTITION. 25 tempted, Rinaldo had not fallen. Let us, sweet girl, if we must talk of such things, talk of Tancredi and Clorinda, where love was united to purity and piety." " It is not necessary to talk of either ; and indeed,"added Lady Barbara, " I had much rather talk of a more interesting subject, y ours elf r -Of me!" ** Yes : but your voice grows faint, and your eyelids seem heavy." " You are right. It is an exer£ion to me to speak loud. Come nearer me, dear child." Lady Barbara obeyed, and, sitting on the side of the bed, leaned over her pil- low. Never was there a more complete contrast than that exhibited by Lady Bar- bara and her charge. The latter was pale and thin almost to emaciation ; her eyes were dark, and shaded with still darker eye-lashes ; while her black and glossy VOL. I. c 26 -LOVE, MYSTERY, hair^ parted ^ la Madonna on the fore- head, was twisted round her small and g'faceful head ; and her countenance told a tale of deep sorrow, sorrow borne with resignation, but felt bitterly, and to be felt for ever. She seemed also to have been faded by affliction, not by years. The happy being who leaned affection- ately over her looked, on the contrary, all the happiness which she felt. Hope and gladness sparkled in her bright blue eyes, and her face glowed with the tints of health ; while glossy ringlets burst from their confinement over her flushed and dimpled cheek, and her night-gown marked out the finely-fashioned form and limbs beneath it. . ** Sweet lovely girl!" cried the. stranger as she gazed on her, " may no cloud dim the brightness of thy lustre ! May no self-confidence betray thee ! , May thy course on earth be long and pure, and AND SUPERSTITION. 27 mayest thou resign thy breath innocent as thou art at present ! And thou hast a mother. Happy woman! and she may kiss thee, and clasp thee to her heart, and shed over thee the deHghtful tears of ma- ternal fondness. Happy, happy woman I how I envy her!" Here she groaned aloud. The kind girl for a moment or two could not speak ; at length she timidly said, " O that I were worthy to know the cause of this mysterious grief! and O that I could alleviate it ! " " Both are impossible," repHed the lady in a solemn tone of voice : " but it were better for us to talk no more. I feel as if I could sle^p now." Then of- fering her faded lip to the full and crim- son one of the youthful being beside her, she turned to rest. Lady Barbara, left to silence and her own reflections, struggled some minutes c2 8 LOVE, MYSTERY, against the approaches of sleep, but in vain ; when seeing the lady was in a calm slumber, she gently stole to her own bed, and soon forgot her curiosity, and even Aubrey Tyrconnel, The sun had been risen a full hour be- fore she awoke to a recollection of where she was, and the transactions of the pre- ceding evening. The fire still burnt on the hearth, and Lady Barbara, having heaped fresh faggots on it, turned on tip- toe to the bed of the stranger: but she forgot that no tiptoe motion could pre- serve the sleep of one whose slumbers were invaded by the crackling of green wood ; and the noise soon woke the lady so completely, that she was immediately conscious where she was, and held out her emaciated hand. To Lady Barbara's in- quiries after her health, she repHed, that she had passed the most comfort- able because the most unconscio^iSi night AND ^SUPERSTITION. *29 she had known for years ; but that she felt great pain in her limbs, and wished, if the day was not far advanced, to remain in bed a little longer. Lady Barbara de- clared it was wise to remain tliere, how- ever late it might be : then ringing for servants, she insisted on it that breakfast would be the next best thing for her g^aest. The housekeeper now entered the room with Lady Barbara's own woman ; and while her lady v/as dressing, she ap- roached the stranger, and told her that the gentleman whom she sent for would arrive very soon. *' Soon! Is it possible .^" cried she, starting up with a countenance where ♦>leasure and pain seemed struggling for nmstery. ^' Yes, very possible : for it seems a mes- senger set off for Greenval before day- break, and it is now near nine o'clock." •^0 LOVE, MYSTERY, " As this is the case,'' said the stranger, " I will endeavour to get up before Dupont comes." " No, no/' cried Lady Barbara, " I will not allow it indeed; and hither comes tlie surgeon himself to forbid such an act of suicide." " Not absolute suicide, my Lady," he repjied, after feeling her pulse : " there is no fever at present, and the night I find has been a good one. Let us now try to revive the patient by a little breakfast.*' Soon the hand became trembling that conveyed the coffee to her lip, and vainly did she attempt to eat the offered viands ; while Lady Barbara could not behold her suddenly increased emotion, and the universal shaking of her frame, without secretly wondering what had occasioned it. Father Vincent now knocked at the door, to say that the gentleman was ar« rived. AND SUPERSTITION. 3 1 *' I was sure of that, for I heard his voice at a distance," exclaimed the stran- ger in great agitation. *' Pray show him hither directly." Lady Barbara, who was kneeling by the bed-side, now rose, and motioned to every one to leave the room. She was preparing to follow them, when the lady begged her to give her the cordial ; whicli she had only just swallowed as the stranger hastily entered tliC apartment.' " What a Rinaldo ! '' involuntarily, though in a low tone of voice, ejaculated Lady Barbara ; but what she said or what she did was alike unheeded by these two mysterious beings. The lips of the lady uttered no sound, although they moved ; but her eyes swimming in tears were fixed on "her brother, who with difficulty suppoiced his trembling frame. He too was silent, and in his wild but stead- fast glance sternness seemed strange- 32 LOVE, MYSTERY, ly struggling with tenderness ; till on ob- serving Lady Barbara, with a look expres- sive of awe mingled with astonishment he exclaimed, " What do I see ? Lovely vision, what art thou ?" " It is Lady Barbara Delmayne," said the lady with a meaning smile, which the stranger immediately returned. Lady Bar- bara believing that her presence was a check on their mutual feelings, was now hastening to the door, when Dupont in a deep and plaintive tone exclaimed, " Stay, young lady, stay ! I have nothing to say to my sister which you may not hear ; and I am impatient to thank you for your hos--, pitality." " No thanks are due to me, sir ; giyo them all to O'Carrol, who snatched her from destruction and brought her hither." *' Bless him!" cried he, clasping his hands convulsively together, and fixing his eyes on his sister ; then turning them AND SUPERSTITION. ^?} away with a shuddering emotion he buried his face in his cloak. " Yes, Dupont/' said she, " my escape from death was miraculous ; I was found senseless and — ^" *' Name it not," he wildly exclaimed : ** It is over, and thou art here !" " But I am not alone, Madeleine ; Ro- salie is vath me. Shall she come in ?''' '* Oh, yes ! do let me see her," cried a sweet voice ; and in another moment a beiiatiful girl, after bowing timidly to Lady Barbara, was by the pillow of Ma- deleine. The lip of Madeleine, however, courted not the pressure of hers, nor did her arms open to receive her embrace ; but such was the violence of her internal struggle that she fainted away. Rosalie screamed with terror ; and Lady Barbara, ringing hastily for assistaiKre, seemed in the mean while by looks to en- treat aid from the hands of Dupout. c5 34 LOVE, MYSTERY, " O sir ! do help me to raise her," cried Lady Barbara. *' Let Rosalie," was his reply. But Ma- deleine now slowly recovered ; and find- ing it was on Rosalie's bosom that her head reposed, she folded her arms round her for one moment, then coldly desired her to withdraw, and conquer her eihotions. ** I hope, sir," said Dupont, address- ing the surgeon who now entered, " that you tbinlc this lady able to bear a journey of a few miles ?" *' Oh, no, impossible, impossible!" cried Lady Barbara. ^ The surgeon, however, thought differ- ently, and only stipulated that she should be well wrapped up, and be conveyed in the easiest nianner. ** Come, Rosalie," criedDuporit ; '*'^ and while our dear Madeleine gets ready, let us go thank the preserver of her life.'* Lady Barbara was now attracted differ- AND SUPERSTITION. 6D ent ways : she did not like to leave Ma- deleine, yet she wished to witness their interview with O'Carrol, and also to see the beautiful Rosahe's manner on the'oc- casion ; for though Rosalie was near two years her junior, as she had been told, she perceived that she had a povver of self-com- mand even beyond her years. But the struggle in her mind was soon ended by Madeleine herself, who desired her to go after her friends, and hear what Dupont said to her preserver. Oh, how swiftly did Lady Barbara bound along the oaken ^tairs, . cross tTie marble hall, -and reach the parlour where Dupont and Rosalie were awaiting O'Carrol ! The former was traversing the floor with long but rapid strides. At sight of her he' stopped, and eagerly said, " She is not Worse ? No re- aps e, I hope ?" " Oh, no ! and she is dressing herself as fast as weakness will allow." M LOVE, MYSTERY, Dupont then bowed^ sighed, and re- sumed his restless motion ; while Lady Barbara gazed upon him with a variety of mingled sensations. He was tall almost to a fault ; and sor- row or sickness had evidently worn him greatly, while the large proportions of his muscular figure were increased by a long mantle of black serge, worn like an Ita- ViSinfirrwia, and falling in graceful dra- p^y from his shoulder. His features were large and regular ; and his eyes ! — Lady Barbara thought she had never seen such eyes before, — so dark, so wild, so mourn- ful, so stern, and yet at times so sweet and so expressive 1 His lips had once, she thought, been full and red; but strong emotion, or perpetual care, had given him a habit of contracting them till the under one was rarely visible ; and the same causes had prematurely printed on the smooth front of manhood the lines of old AND SUPERSTITION. 37 age. And then his voice ! She had never heard so fine a one, so full, and deep, and plaintive! To be sure, he is not the Hi- naldo in the book : still, though not my hero, he looks as grand, and holds his head as loftily as any prince in Christendom. But who and what is he ? He a private Swiss gentleman, and she a private Swiss lady '^ It cannot be ; for lofty birth and high pretensions mark their port and countenance : certainly there is abundarrt mystery about them. Then that sweet though cold being, Ro- salie ! She fancied she was like them both. Oh ! never was a romantic girl, not auite sixteen, so curious and so bewilder- ed, yet so pleased as Lady Barbara Del- mayne. Tliis was indeed an adventure, and how Aubrey would enjoy it ! While all these thoughts were shoot- ing with the rapidity of lightning through her head, Rosalie was not without her 38 LOVE, MYSTERY, thoughts and her wishes. She had Unlced her arm in that of her lovely hostess, and was saying to herself, *' O that I might stay a while in this fine castle, and with this beautiful young lady!" and Lady Barbara felt that she pressed her arm gently to her side. She rephed to the pressure by clasping the hand next to her, and was about to express her hopes that this casual meeting would be followed by . many. others, when O'Carrol, introduced by Donald, entered the parlour. " This is O'Carrol," said Lady Barbara to Dupont, who instantly grasped his hand with the convulsive pressure of strong emotion, while his right arm was lifted up as if in the attitude of blessing him. " I thank thee", burst in broken accents from his quivering lip. Rosalie, meanwhile had pressed O'Car- rol's hand to her lips. *^ She can feel acutely, then," thought Lady Barbara; AND SUPERSTITION. 39 " and lie too ;" and while she gazed on those evident marks of strong, deep, though subdued feeUng, an unconscious tear stood on her crimson cheek. Du- pont now turned round, and his eye rested on that lovely face glittering with the tears of unaffected feeling. Instantly those speaking eyes lighted up with the most marked expression of pleasure and approbation ; and taking her hand in a manner at once affectionate yet respectful^ he imprinted a kiss upon her fair and polished forehead, saying as he did so, " Daughter of a noble house, be thou ever as now thou art, its pride and its ornament ! " Lady Barbara could only answer by bending her head in silent and grateful reverence. ** Strange, mysterious being ! " thought she; " I, though an earl's daugh- ter, feel myself flattered by a kiss and a (Complimentary wish from an odd-looking 40 LOVE, MYSTERY, Stranger, a private obscure person whom nobody knows." Lady Barbara at this moment almost started to observe how sternly Rosalie was gazing on her ; and she was going to speak to her, when perceiving Donald, and remembering she had not seen him since his expedition to Greenval, she called him to her, and said ** You were always a kind-hearted creature, Donald, and I thank you for going to Greenval as you did, and in such pain too, at an hour when no one could have required it of you. I assure you, you shall be rewarded." Donald with great effect ejaculated, " God bless you, Lady Barbara ! God bless my lord and lady ! " then ran out pf the room. He soon returned, however, equipped for a journey, and wrapped up in a large horseman's coat. ** But how is this ?'' cried Lady Bar- bara. " Whither are you going, Donald ? "- AND SUPERSTITION. 41 ** With your permission, madam," said Dupont, " he is going to ride back the horse on which he accompanied me hither." " Oh, by all means," courteously re- plied Lady Barbara ; ** but if you must go, may we not hope to see you here again ?" ** That must depend on circumstances," was the evasive reply. " But this young lady, may she not remain with me ? or, if not, can we not fix a day for her return ?'' But Dupont coldl)' replied, " Not now, not now : besides, you forget, young lady, that you are not the mistress of the house." " Oh, if that be all the objection," she eagerly exclaimed, ** I am sure my mo- ther will wait on you to request this plea- sure herself. Indeed I cannot bear to think we shall not meet again." Rosalie at these words turned suddenly round with a look of satisfaction : but 42 LOVE^ MYSTERY, when she saw that Dupont, was raishig Lady Barbara's hand to his lips, it seemed as if the sight was strangely displeasing to her, for she started back, and resumed her coldest manner and her sternest ex- pression. " Donald,'* cried Dupont at this mo- ment, ''is every thing ready ?" '' Yes, sir." *' Then we only wait for my sister : is she coming .^" " Yes, sir ; the lady is now leaving her room, and here I believe she comes ;" for the dome of the saloon at the top of the high marble staircase now opened, and Madeleine appeared, supported by the priest and the housekeeper. '' Now then, my good man," said Du- pont to Donald, " be so good as to go and see that my chaise is come round to the gate." Donald bowed, but hesitated one mo- AND SUPERSTITION. 43 inent before he obeyed. He looked at Lady Barbara, and seemed as if he wished to speak, but could not ; then, without further word or look, he ran out of the apartment. " I fear you were too hospitable to poor Donald," said Lady Barbara, " and gave him drink too potent for his head this morning, for he is not like himself. I hope your horse is a safe one, sir .^" " Believe me," cried Dupont, "Donald is in no kind of danger." Lady Barbara now turned to receive the last thanks and farewell of Madeleine. It was the first time she had seen her stand- ing; and as she gazed upon her tall and graceful person, and on her fine though faded face, which were both set off by her black hood and cape, and the long pilgrim's cloak which hung loosely round her, she felt the expression of her affectionate feelings checked by a sensa- 44 LOVE, JHYSTERY, tion of reverence and awe ; and Instead of meeting her with a kiss, she only pressed her offered hand. " Come, Madeleine,'* said Dupont in a hurried voice, " come, I hate long fidieus ;" and she advanced to embrace Lady Barbara. ** Oh, do promise that you will come hither again, or let me visit you," cried Lady Barbara. ** It is my earnest wish," an'swered Ma- deleine, " to do both ;" but Rosalie was silent. '; Dupont now, turning to the priest and O'Carrol, begged that one of them would bear the lady to the carriage. ** Had you not better carry her yourself V asked Lady Barbara in a tone of surpiise. *' No," was his laconic reply. By this time the great gates of the castle were thrown open, and O'Carrol advanced to assist Madeleine, who in tear- AND SUPERSTITION. 45 ful silence printed a fervent kiss on the lips of Lady Barbara. " We shall meet again, sweet girl, I trust," said she in a faltering voice. " I leave you my blessing and my thanks." O'Carrol then lifted her in his arms, and she was soon placed in the carriage. Rosalie had now resumed her cold man- ner, and almost started back as if with aversion, when Lady Barbara advanced to salute her. She then, at the desire of Dupont, took his arm down the last flight of steps, and seated herself in the chaise ; while Dupont, accompanied by O'Carrol, returned into the hall to take leave of hia young hostess. It was unwillingly that Lady Barbara had remained in the hall, and had not attended her guests to the bottom of the steps ; but a sense of her dignity as the *' daugliter of a noble house" restrained her eager feet. I ■ ■ 46 LOVE, MYSTERY, When Dupont returned into the hall, he took a crucifix from his bosom, and, returning to O'Carrol, said, ** I am told that you are too rich, young man, to need a pecuniary recompense ; but receive this ; wear it for my sake, O'Carrol, and re- member that it was given in reward of a humane and benevolent action : may it remind thee and strengthen thee to persevere in the practice of Christian duty ! Now, I have only to bid you fare- well, kind and lovely being! I know you will often think of us ; and I beseech yoUi do so with Christian charity. I shall al- ways think of you with afFectionategra- titude. Farewell : farewell to you all, and Peace be with this house! " While he said this, the priest, O'Car- rol, the housekeeper, and several of the domestics had ranged themselves on either side of their young lady, and front- ed the majestic stranger, who, letting fall AND SUPERSTITION. 47 liis mantle as he reached the gate, turned once more round, and, raising his arms to heaven, gracefully waved them over their heads, as if bestowing his benediction, while they bowed themselves reverently before him ; then folding his mantle round him, he hastened down the steps, and in another minute the carriage was heard driving from the door. Lady Barbara turned away with a full heart ; and then slowly walking up the marble stairs, she locked herself into the saloon, and threw herself on a couch ; but starting up again, she ran to a window in front of the house, which commanded the park, and followed with her eyes the course of the travellers. " Well, at least I shall hear of them .when Donald returns," she exclaimed ; and remembering that she had not yet seen the crucifix which Dupont had given ti)0*Carrol, she summoned him into the 48 LOVE, MYSTERY, saloon. He came accompanied by the priest and Mrs, Mendham. ** It is very handsome," said O'Carrol. ** I have rarely seen one so handsome," observed the priest. " And to give it away was handsomer still," cried the house -keeper. " I must say, whatever else she may be, the lady is very generous." So saying, she produced a double louis d'or which Madeleine had given her. " Wliatever else she may be ! " echoed Lady Barbara. ** Remember the stranger's parting injunction, that we should judge them with Christian charity ; and let me hear no more such insinuations aS' these." Lady Barbara seeing that the priest was going to speak rather angrily, asked him whether he did not think the stranger had the appearance of being an ecclesiastic. '* I have no doubt of it," he replied ; AND SUPERSTITION. 49 " I have seen a print or picture like him somewhere, though where I know not." " I wish / had a print of him," said Lady Barbara, '* for he has the most strik- ing face and is the most graceful man I ever saw." . As soon as she was alone, Lady Bar- bara laid down the book which she had taken up, for she found that she could not read, and she sat for an hour or two leaning on her elbow, patting the floor with the point of her foot, and indulging in strange but interesting fancies and recol- lections ; but she was sometimes inclined tq- think it was only a dream, all the oc- ^rrences of the night and of the day seemed so improbable and so romantic, jlowever, she had perhaps, in spite of mysterious appearances, made a valuable acquaintance ; and then she could not help wondering what Aubrey Tyrconnel would think of the young Rosalie. To be VOL. I. D 50 LOVE, MYSTERY, sure, she would be more to the taste of William Tyrconnel, as he liked dark eyes, nnd Aubrey could not bear them. Still he must think her very handsome — in- deed she should not forgive him if he did not. As to William, he would probably fall in love with her. But then his father, Lord Bellamore, would never approve his marrying her, unless she was really some" body. But then could any one doubt who looked at all the three, but that they were all somebody^ and somebody of conse- quence .^ At last she worked up her ima- gination to conceive that Dupont was ac- tually a Cardinal in disguise ; that Ma- deleine was his sister, and Rosalie some other sister's daughter; and on those thoughts alone, however improbable they might be, her mind could find repose. But how was she to get through this day .'^ how beguile the time till Donald's return .^ At the utmost, indeed, he AND SUPERSTITION. ^ I conld not be gone more than four hours, and she would read concerning Rinaldo and Armida till then. But when four, six, eight hours had passed away, and even night, dark night, was come, and no Do- nald appeared, her alarm superseded her curiosity, for she feared that he had met with some accident ; and it was a great comfort to her mind that O'Carrol, who had been passing the day in the servants' hall, volunteered to accompany the foot- man in search of him . Upon reaching the house pointed out to them as the residence of Mr. Dupont, they knocked loudly at the door, but no one came ; and the sounds seemed to echo through empty apartments. How- ever, a woman from an adjoining cot- tage advanced towards them. From her they learnt that Mr. Dupont, on the arrival of a messenger that mornirg, paid and dismissed his two servant?, gave D 2 U OF iU. J .,. OZ LOVE, MYSTERY, the key of the house to her care, with a letter to the landlord ; and then, taking Miss RosaUe and his trunks, he drove away in his queer-looking chaise, follow- ed by the strange man on his Honour's own horse : " and I have neither heard nor seen any thing of them since," she added : upon which, without further delay, O'Carrol mounted his horse and gallop- ed back to the castle. Lady Barbara listened to his story with the most painful interest. Why had they so suddenly left their habitation ; and, as it should seem, in consequence of what Donald had said ? Yet surely he at least meant to return, and not leave thus abruptly a family to which he seem- ed so much attached, ** But, my lady," said the governess, " we do not believe they tvere strangers to Donald: his behaviour was very queer when he first saw the lady." AND SUPERSTITION. 53 " I must own," she replied, that I was struck with the oddity of Donald's man- ner then, and when on horseback. Gra- cious powers ! who can these mysterious persons be ? But no doubt Donald knew them when he was abroad. However, it is very certain that the lady did not know she was not going back to Green- val." " I think / understand all this but too tvell, and why poor Donald was asked to ride the horse home; which," cried the housekeeper, " no doubt he promised to do, expecting to return ; but he will ne- ver return again — no, never ! " Here she burst into tears. " And why not return again .^" " Because that vile man, that Italian, — for Italian he is, I am sure, — will make away with him, now he is in his power, for fear he should tell who he is ; as I dare say he has committed murder, and 54 LOVE, MYSTERY, been forced to fly his country, spite of his crucifixes and his fine fly- about arms and blessings." Lady Barbara started and shuddered ; the priest crossed himself, and owned there was too much reason in what Mrs. Mendham said ; for he did not hke his countenance, and it was very strange that he should want to employ another per- son's servant, and one too who was in a nobleman's service. ** But," said O'Carrol, who was, like Lady Barbara, very averse to think ill of Dupont, " if Donald went away expect- ing to return when the service for which he was employed was performed, he has •no doubt taken no change of clothes with him ; and we shall find all his ac- customed wardrobe in his room. Then let us search that first, before we judge others in this unchristian manner." '' Spoken like yourself, O'Carrol," said AND SUPERSTITION. OO Lady Barbara : "let the search be made directly." It was made ; and O'Carrol and the others returned to say, that upon exa- mining his room, they found, that though Donald's liveries were on the bed, his own two suits of plain clothes and his Highknd dress were gone. Upon the liveries was pinned a paper with these words, " God bless and preserve you all!" ^' It is then evident," said Lady Bar- bara, " that wherever he is, his life is in no danger ; for he has with his own free will left our service, and gone into that of the strangers. Why he has done so is a different question, and one I cannot pretend to answer. — I am hurt and dis- appointed by Donald's conduct; but I should be ashamed to let the acquaint- ance and events of a few hours, how- ever interesting, engross my thoughts 56 LOVE, MYSTERY, any longer. Come then, good father! I challenge you to a game at chess, and let us talk no more of what we can nei- ther help nor explain." Lady Barbara " talked this well," though she spoke in a tone of pique: but she overrated her own powers ; she could not forget beings so interesting and circumstances so strange. She was therefore check-mated perpetually; and she was very glad when her supper was eaten, and the hour of bed-time was ar- rived. It was late the next day before Lady Barbara awoke to hear the welcome tidings, that the earl and countess, with Mr. Tyrconnel and his brother, were within a few hours' journey of the castle. Never had Lady Barbara felt any hours perhaps so long as these were ; but she at length beheld the carriage enter the gate, and ran on bounding step to meet AKD SUPERSTITION, 57 her parents. She reached the saloon at one door, just as her mother and tlie earl entered it at another, followed hv Tyrconnel ; but when she saw them, her power of utterance failed her; and wholly unlike her usual self, she turned away and burst into tears. ** My darling child! my sweet girl! my dear little cousin ! what has hap- pened ? what is the matter ? " cried her parents and Tyrconnel at once. Lady Barbara would have found it Very difficult to explain with precision the causes of her emotion.. Perhaps there is no feeling so painful, as that which we experience when for the first time in our lives we find that the attach- ment on which we relied had in reality n(» permanent existence. Though Donald was only a servant, Lady Barbara had recollected him froiv. her childhood ; and she had believed hir. . D 5 58 LOVE, MYSTERr, one of the firmest adherents of her fa- ther's house, and one too who felt the most devoted attachment to hei*self — ^yet he had left their service under most my- sterious circumstances r This w^as one cause of her tears;, the other was the flutter of spirits occasioned by the strange occurrences of the eventful hours so re- cently passed ; and a third, — though Lady Barbara would not have Hked to own it, — was her disappointment in not seeing her cousin Aubrey : she had been told he was coming, and she saw him not !. This last cause, however, speedily va- nished ; for he entered the saloon fol- lowed by the priest, who was earnestly conversing with him. The earl now re- (!eivedfrom the priest and the housekeeper that information which Lady Barbara was us yet unable to give. Aubrey meanwhile stood aloof,, looking at Lady Barbara^ but AND SUPERSTITION. 59 not approacliing her. This coldness made her tears flow faster. " Nay, now, sweet coiishi, the matter grows too serious," cried Tyrconnel : '* this great grief appals me. Poor little dear ! what is the matter ? " and as he said this, he gently rested her head on his shoulder — " Your first tears I attributed to joy at seeing me, but these seem to flow in agony." *' Nonsense! " said Lady Barbara, '' I am not at all unhappy." " No ! then be so good as to give m.e one of your smiles again. Why, child, gloom on thy merry face is like a frosty night in the dog-days — so impossible, one can hardly believe it though one sees its white legacy on the ground. — Aubrey, I begin to believe you have told Barbara she looks prettiest in tears, and some nonsense about blue flowers peeping tlifough dew." 60 LOVE, MYSTERY, " I ? Not I, indeed ! " replied Au- brey ; " and if I had, I have not influ- ence enough with her ladyship, I dare say, to make her do any thing to please me." " Why, Aubrey ! what ails you, man ? You are as little yourself as her lady- sMpr " Her ladyship / " echoed the wonder- ing girl: but she had now courage to look up rather saucily in Aubrey's face ; for, with that quickness which belongs par- ticularly to women where their affections are concerned, she now was certain that Aubrey spoke in pique ; but she said no more. Her mother and Tyrconnel were both listening to the narrative of the priest. " A fine-looking man did you say. Father.'^" asked the earl. " He was a tall raw-boned man, with large dark eyes. I saw nothing fine about AND SUPERSTITION. 61 him ; but Lady Barbara, as I was telling Mr. Aubrey, my lord, thinks him charm- ing, and the most handsome, striking and graceful person she ever saw," *' Indeed!" " Yes, indeed, dear sir, when giving his blessing." " His blessing ! Was he a priest, then ? " " A priest ? " cried Aubrey, coming nearer. " Yes ; we fancy so." ** And how old did he seem.^" asked Lady Delmayne. ** Between thirty and forty." ** Nay, father," said Lady Barbara, *' he must be full forty." " Forty! " cried Aubrey, seating him- self eagerly on a stool at Lady Barbara's feet, and looking up in her face with an expression which she understood; while Tyrconnel whispered her, " Aubrey 62 LOVE, MYSTERY, unbidden has placed himself on the stool of repentance, for he is not jealous of a youth of forty." " How absurd ! " cried Lady Barbara, on whose face smiles had superseded tears. *' Absurd, indeed ! " echoed Aubrey ; and in another moment she felt the hand which she had suffered to hang down by her side, grasped in his trem- bling fingers and pressed to his lips, when no one but his brother could see it. Lady Barbara could now enter upon her story, and had the satisfaction of hearing her conduct entirely approved : but the subject was not allowed to be dropped ; and during the whole day Lady Barbara had to answer some new question or other from each of the party. "And so," cried William Tyrcoimel, AND SUPERSTITION. 63 " this little Rosalie is very handsome, is she ? " " Little ! Dear, no ; though only thir- teen, she is taller than I am." " And still she may be more like a pink than a holly-hock in stature. And her eyes are dark ? " *' Yes : I am sure ?/ou would fall in love with her, Tyrconnel." " And why not Aubrey P " '' Because — because Aubre}' likes blue eyes better than black." *' And is there no ot/ie?' ' because ' that you could give us ? " said Tyrconnel archly smiling. Lady Barbara blushed, and Aubrey whispered in her ear, *' I could give an- other." The next day^ and every day for a week afterwards, the mysterious visiters- were talked of, and the probability of hearing from them discussed: when as no 64 LOVE, MYSTERY, news of them was received, they were forgotten, except by Lady Barbara ; who, in the midst of much nearer interests and dearer ties, used frequently to say to herself, " I wonder who they were, and whether or not I shall ever see them agam ! END OF TART THE FIRST. LOVE, MYSTERY, AND SUPERSTITION. PART THE SECOND. '' To you and to your honour I bequeath her Six years had elapsed since the events above narrated had occurred, and Lady Barbara was become the vi^ife of Aubrey, w^hen William Tyrconnel, his elder bro- ther, was travelling in an unfrequented part of the Isle of Wight. He had been visiting Carisbrook Cas- tle, and with no inconsiderable share of mournful curiosity; for though a firm friend to William III., he could not sur- vey without much interest the scene of the imprisonment of Charles I., and the window whence he had vainly, alas ! at- tempted to escape. 66 LOVE, MYSTERY, Lord Bellamore, the father of Tyrcon- nel, had recently purchased a seat near Portsmouth, whence his son, though it was now near the end of November, had set off on his journey. In truth, he was dissatisfied with his home. His father had wished him to marry Lady Barbara ; he saw therefore his second son carry off the prize, with some feeling of disappoint- ment : but there were other women as beautiful, as rich, and as much to be coveted for wives, Tyrconnel replied, and all he asked was, to be allowed to choose for himself. But this his father did not seem willing to grant, and he often filled his house with young ladies, in hopes that at last Tyrconnel's heart would be the victim of some one amongst them. But against these schemes that indepen- dent heart rebelled; nor could he admire the delicacy of the parents or the daugh- AND SUPERSTITION, 67 ters who were thus wUhng to bring them- selves in array before him. Accordingly, when a party of beauties and heiresses were expected at Lord Bellamore's seat, he declared his intention of setting off for the Isle of AVight, not to return till he had visited its wildest and most seques- tered retreats. On hearing this, Lord and Lady Bel- lamore expostulated with him upon the folly of making such a tour in such a season, and in a country notorious for the badness of its roads in winter. *' But consider, dear sir," replied Tyr- connel, "that every common-place tourist would visit the island in summer ; it ac- cords therefore with an eccentric being like myself, to go thither when no one else would : besides, as I shall travel on horseback, the state of the roads does not signify much to me; and as you, dear ma- 68 LOVE, MYSTERY, dam, have often been so obliging as to fear for the safety of my lungs, you should rejoice that in an English winter I shall breathe so mild and balmy an air." *^ One question, William, and I have done," said his father, well knowing that his son had too much decision of charac- ter to give up a design which had evi- dently been much considered. ** One question, and I charge you to answer it sincerely : Have you no particular views in your intended tour ?" " Yes, my lord, I have : the views round Cowes in particular." " You trifle with me, and you know I hate puns. I mean. Is there an Island Queen to whom you are going to pay court V " Would there were, if she would al- low me to share her dominion ! But as I see you are serious in asking this ques- a:>d superstition. 69 tion, I as seriously answer A o, on my ho- nour, I shall certainly pay a visit to my friend Clarges, who lives near Carisbrook Castle ; but w^hen I have seen him, I shall have seen the only person whom I knov/ in the island." X " Enough, I am satisfied ; and shall only add, that we shall impatiently ex- pect your return." Tyrconnel smiled to himself, when he recollected this conversation, to think that his father, by expressing his fear of there being a favourite lady of his in the Isle of Wight, had excited in him a wish to find one ; and his imagination thus awakened, he delighted, as his bark glided across the ocean river, to picture to himself at the door of a myrtle-covered cottage some beautiful recluse who should turn out to be a high-born beauty reduced to poverty ; but who, unlike the high- born beauties of his acquaintance, shouW 70 LOVE, MYSTERY, fly With unaffected modesty from his pur- suit, and blush with endearing timidity ut witnessing the effect of her charms. " What an idiot I am ! " thought he, when his arrival on shore woke him from his reverie; ^' what an idiot I am to fancy delights not likely to be realized ! " But he sighed as he said this ; and it is certain that he looked eagerly, for two days at least, at the door of every cottage which looked smarter than another. After spending two or three days (as he had intended) in the neighbourhood of Carisbrook, he set off for the wild coun- try below Cliff. The hand of art had not then, as now, improved the luxuriance of the scenery : but nature had covered the hills with trees of the finest growth ; and as the rocks and the shore had charms for the lover of wild and rugged scenery, Tyr- connel, though he had admired the AND SUPERSTITION. 7l charms of other countries, was too much an Englishman not to be eager to do jus- tice to those of his own . He was attended only by a servant on horseback, and even that attendant he had been obliged to leave behind him on ac- count of the lameness of his horse : still, however, he persisted to continue his route that evening, desiring his servant to follow as he could the next day. But he regretted his decision, when,having missed the direct road to the place of his desti- nation, he found himself, at eight o'clock in the evening of a November night, tra- velling in a mountainous country without guide or companion^ and sheltered only by a thin surtout from one of the heaviest rains which he had ever experienced. As the soil was of clay, it soon became almost impossible for his horse to keep his feet ; Tyrconnel was therefore forced to dismount, and lead him by the bridle. 72 LOVE, MYSTERY, But whither could he direct his steps ? No twinkhng light declared his vicinity to any house; and when he looked around, he could only be sure that on one side of him rose a mountain ; on the other side there was, he suspected, a precipice ; and he knew that the sea was at the foot of it. His only safety, therefore, lay in as- cending carefully the height above, and a .sort of path which he could with diffi- culty trace, seemed to afford him the means. Still his difficulties were great, as he was forced to drag after him his un- willing horse, who once was nearly preci- pitated down the steep and slippery path. Tyrconnel, who was almost blinded by the rain, as his hat was turned up in front, according to the fashion of the times, was often forced to stop in order to take breath ; and at these moments he could not help sighing, to think how his fond parents would be agonized were they AND SUPERSTITION. 73 conscious of his danger, and how gladly they would have welcomed fear for the heart of their son, in exchange for this more painful apprehension. *^ But am I really in peril?" exclaimed Tyrconnel, starting at his own suggestion. ^* Well, then, it is fit that I make .one great effort to get out of it." Then breathing a silent prayer, he exerted his utmost strength, and found himself at last on the place which he had struggled to reach ; but he fell as soon as he had reached it and his horse fell beside him. However, he trusted that they were now both re- moved from danger, and his heart glowed with ferv^ent gratitude ; but it also glow- ed with joy, when, on proceeding a few paces further, he beheld at no great di- stance an extensive building, and at one end of it a light. Instantly re-mounting his now recovered steed, he soon reached what appeared to be the gate of a ruin. — VOL. I. E 74 LOVE, MYSTERY, Still, however hopeless of hospitality, he had resolved to knock loudly for ad- mission, when a strain of sw^eet solemn music broke upon his delighted senses from the illuminated corner of the build- ing. It was the evening service to the Virgin, accompanied by the chords of the harp ; while ever and anon one female voice, clear yt^t touching in its tones, was heard above the other, and some- times unaccompanied, while every pulse in his heart responded to the sound. " This is indeed an adventure," thought Tyrconnel, while with suspended breath he continued to listen to the strains. But at length he gained courage to knock violently at the door, and the music suddenly ceased ; a case- ment was cautiously opened, and a deep voice demanded who was there. " A benighted traveller," replied Tyr« connel, *' who only asks shelter for a AND SUPERSTITION. 75 short time for himself and his horse, and afterward a guide, if possible, to the next town or inn." The casement was then closed again ; and in another instant a man unbarred the gate, held up a dark lantern to the face of Tyrconnel, and, uttering some in- colierent exclamation, admitted Tyrcon- nel and his horse into the porch, which led into a large Gothic hall where a few faintly-burning faggots lay expiring on the capacious hearth, and hastily with- drew. '' A strange reception," thought Tyrcon- nel, "at once hospitable and unhospita- ble." But the idea had scarcely crossed his mind, when another person ap- peared, in whom Tyrconnel concluded that he beheld the owner of the man- sion ; for with great courtesy he bade him w^elcome to w'hatever comfort his roof afforded. As he said this, he heaped 76 LOVE, mVsteky, some wood upon the embers on the hearth, and Tyrconnel speedily disencum- bered himself of his wet hat with its dripping feathers. On turning round to- wards the gate, meaning to speak to the servant, he found his host attentively re- garding him; and if, as Tyrconnel fan- cied, that look of earnest inquiry was one of approval also, he was very sure that it was met by him with one of admiration ; for never had he seen a countenance of more touching expression. But he was not allowed to remain long in quiet con- templation of it ; for his host insisted on his taking off his wet garments, telling him with a smile which did not seem a frequent visiter of his faded lip, that he must sub- ^niit for that evening to wear a garment resembling his, for he was sure that his own dress would not be dry till morning. "Do you then mean to give me shelter •for the whole night.^" said Tyrconnel, AND SUPERSTITION^; 17 shaking back, as he spoke, his auburn hair, winch now fell almost deprived of curl upon his manly shoulders, and disclosed to full view a face lighted up with an expression of grateful pleasure. *' To be sure I do," repUed the other; *' and a bed is already ordered for you. Why do you look surprised ? Is my appearance so very unpromising, that you expected me to turn you out again into the piti- less storm '^ Were such my nature and my custom (said he), believe me, sir, for your sake I should forgo them." As he spoke these words, he grasped TyrconneFs hand with evident emo- tion. *' This is very strange," thought Tyr- connel, courteously returning the pres- sure, and bowing as he did so in silent gratitude ; for, though conscious that his figure was good, and his face handsome, he was surprised to find that he had made 78 LOVE, MYSTERY, SO favourable an impression under such circumstances. " But I am not giving you a proof of my hospitality," observed the stranger, *' while I let you remain in your coat ;' and leaving the room a few moments, he returned with a large wrapping gown of black serge. Tyrconnel, who hoped he should at length be introduced to the singer, was involuntarily solicitous concerning his ap- pearance, and took pains to restore his hair to its wonted curling beauty ; while he held his ruff to the fire, to make it again fit for use, " Psha!" cried he the next moment, ashamed of his vanity ; " and after all, the dinger may be the wife of my host, or the wife of some one else, and ugly and dis- agreeable besides . What an idiot I am !" He now followed his conductor into an apartment where supper awaited their AXD SUPERSTITION. 7^^ coming. But neither whie^ nor ale, nor viands of a very tempting nature, could at first make Tvrconnel amends, when he found no one in the apartment, and saw the table prepared for two persons o?d^ ; for his imagindtion, which had for some time previously dwelt on the fancied re- cluse at the door of the myrtle-covered cottage, had now allowed itself to fancy a recluse as beautiful in the unknown singer of the ruined castle. But great as was his disappointment, it did not take away his appetite, though, whenever he heard the tread of woman's foot over his head, he flattered himself there was going to be an addition to the party. But his host did not even mention that he had a lady residing with him, and Tyrconnel was too consious of his own thoughts and wishes to make any inquiries. At length he ventured to say, *' I cannot but admire, sir, the gene- 80 LOVE, MYSTERY, rous confidence so indicative of a noble mind, which has allowed you thus to shel- ter a stranger travelling without a ser- vant, and who might have thrown himself upon your hospitality with evil inten- tions." " Your countenance," he replied, *' is one that inspires confidence, and your air and manner bespeak the gentleman. Nay," he added with a smile of much, meaning, ** I should not be surprised to find that you are nobly born." ** Indeed !" cried Tyrconnel, blushing with pleased surprise: *' if your penetra- tion, sir, is so great, I shall be afraid to stay, lest you discover what I may wish to conceal." *' Heaven forbid," returned the other gravely, "that you should ever have a thought or feeling, while you are under this roof, which ought to be concealed! Young man, / believe you are worthy of AND SUPERSTITION. 81 confidence, and to-morrow you shall have a proof of mine. To-night^ however, I wish you to retire early to rest : you have undergone much fatigue. Permit me to show you the way to your chamber : but I must warn you, that this castle is old and full of strange noises. However, you may sleep too soundly to be disturb- ed by them ; yet, should you hear aught unusual, do not be alarmed, but turn, and sleep again." *' And will you not ask who I am, and what I am.'^" said Tyrconnel smiling. *' What would you think / am, were I to tell you that I know your name al- ready ? " *' Impossible!" cried Tyrconnel, sur- veying his host in his turn with a scruti- nizing look. " No, no, I never saw you before, for, if I had, I could not have for- gotten you." ** You never did see me, nor I you ; e5 82 LOVE, MYSTERY, and you shall, if you please, tell me your name and quality ^ *^ Quality ! What, then you are sure I am a man of rank ? You are right ; my name is Tyrconnel, and I am the son of Lord Bellamore." '* Are you Aubrey or William Tyrcon- nel ?" eagerly asked his host. " William, the elder son," replied Tyr- connel in an accent of surprise. " How strange it is that you should ask that question ! " " You may think so ; but come, I am impatient till you are in a warm bed. To-morrow I will be more communica- tive." They now reached the apartment de- signed forTyrconnel; and the stranger with a cordial pressure of his hand wished him good night, and left him to his repose. But though Tyrconnel slept, it was not with unconscious sleep. His dreams were AND SUPERSTITION. 83 full of tlie dangers he had passed : he still trod on the slippery edge of the preci- pice, still dragged after hiui a resisting horse, still heard the appalling roar of the ocean ; and when he started from his un- quiet slumbers, it was to hear, on awak- ing, the very sound which haunted his dreams. The wind, too, howled along the ruinous corridors of the building ; mournful noises caught his attention, and struggled, though for some time vainly, with the power of sleep over his senses. But again he was locked in deep though restless slumbers, when a sudden blast of wind rocked his apartment, displaced his sword from his bedside, and woke him completely — woke him not soon to rest again ; for, between every gust, deep groans as of one in ao;onv burst on his ear, and he started from his bed in order to con- vince himself that what he heard was not the creation of fancy. 84 LOVE, MYSTERY, Immediate conviction attended his leaving the bed. The sounds were real, and came from a room at no great di- stance from his own. But what occasioned them ? Perhaps the wind had shaken down part of a wall or chimney, and had buried some one in its fall. He could not therefore hesitate a moment to offer his aid; and gently though rapidly he drew near the apartment whence the noise proceeded, and distinctly heard, mixed with the groans, the following words : — '' O mercy, mercy, thou offended God ! " This was followed by groans, as of a spirit in agony. He could no longer forbear to knock. " Who is there ?" replied a stern voice ; and immediately the door was; opened by his host, who, having thrown his cloak over his apparently naked body, de- manded in an angry tone and with a fierce look why he did not remain in his bed. " I could not," he replied; ** for I heard AND SUPERSTITION. So the groans of some one in distress, and I came in hopes to assist the sufferer." *' Assist the sufferer ! Kind but deluded youth !" exclaimed his host with a laugh inconceivably horrid : " Tyrconnel, I told you, whatever noises you heard, to turn again and sleep. You have not regarded my request ; but I honour the motives which prevented you. Now return to your chamber, and forget when we meet again, that we have met now and thus." Tyrconnel, shocked yet awed in spite of himself into instant obedience, re- turned as he was bidden to his apartment but not to sleep ; for had he not almost beheld a penitent sinner in the act of in- flicting punishment on himself for some conscious crime ? and if so, what was that crime, and who was the criminal ? He was now sure that the noise he heard, mixed with the groans, was that of the knotted rope upon the uncovered 86 LOVE, MYSTERY, flesh. But perhaps this mysterious man was a monk of the order of Fiageilants : still, his cry for mercy to an offended God seemed to proclaim him suffering under the stings of conscience. Yet, if so, could his countenance ever look so placid as it had done the preceding evening ? No, it was impossible. " But how weak it is in me to wear aw^iy the hours in these idle conjectures ! " Then, laying his head once more on his pillow, in a short time he fell into slumber, deep, quiet, and refreshing. The morning sun, darting its beams through his window, first awakened him as he thought, and awakened him time enough to hear some one leaving his apartment. " Who is there ?'' cried TyrconneL ** I came to bring your honour's clothes," replied a voice which he thought was not unknown to him. ** The family is ready for breakfast, if you are." AND SUPERSTITION. 87 "Ready for breakfast?" cried Tyrcon- nel: but the man was gone ; and on look- ing at his watch he was surprised to find that it was near ten o'clock. He made, therefore, a hasty toilet, even though he expected to meet " the family y' one of whom was no doubt the singer herself ; but he had no reason to be displeased with his appearance. Rest had restored the wonted bloom to his cheek, and his hair, which parted on his forehead, had recovered its waving beauty. Tyrconnel, except when obliged to appear at court, and in the circles of the metropolis, claimed the privilege of a young and hand- some man of quality to dress as he liked ; and consequently never wore but on such occasions that encumbering wig which replaced the simple and picturesque style of wearing the hair adopted in the days of the first Charles, and which a traveller on horseback in the Isle of Wight would 88 LOVfi, MYSTERY, Lave found a very troublesome appen- dage. When his host met him on the stairs, on his way (as he assured him) to call him to breakfast, his manner was so kind that it entirely removed Tyrconnel's embarrass- ment, and he was able to shake off every . unpleasant impression and recollection. ^' I must now introduce you to the ladies of my family," cried he, as he opened the door of the apartment in which they had supped the preceding evening. " Ladies ! " thought Tyrconnel : " I re- collect to have heard a low and faltering female voice singing with the others ; but I had forgotten it again, and only remem- bered one;"^ and Tyrconnel was now in the presence of her, to whom that one voice belonged. She was standing by the side of a couch on which reclined a female in a morning habit, whose pale cheek assumed a faint AND SUPERSTITION. 89 flush as if of pleasure on his entrance, while her dim eye lighted up with the brightness of former days. " This, Mr. Tyrconnel," said his host, ** is my sister Madeleine." He started at the name^ while Madeleine extending her hand bade him welcome to their retreat. ^' Oh, all is now explained to me," exclaimed Tyrconnel, ** in one moment. I now know that I am so happy as to behold the visiters of my sister Lady Barbara." '* Your sister ! " said Madeleine. " Yes, she is now my younger bro- ther's wife ; and you, sir, are no doubt Mr. Dupont, and this young lady is Mademoiselle Rosalie." As he spoke, a deep involuntary blush overspread his cheek ; for he not only remembered Lady Barbara's prophecy, but he knew not what to call the fair creature before him. Rosalie alone seemed too familiar j the 90 LOVE, MYSTERY, Lady Rosalie would have implied suspi- cion of their being persons of rank in disguise ; and yet Mademoiselle, the ap- pellation of a French girl, though the only one he could usfe, seemed the one least befitting her appearance, as she reseni- bledmore a statue which had been changed by some modern Pygmalion into a woman, but retained all the stillness and all the coldness of its original material. For scarcely could that beautiful head be said to move in return to Tyrconnel's bow, and certainly that faultless lip did not vouchsafe a smile of welcome. Whence did this insensibility pro- ceed .^ Was it from bashfulness .^ In that case it might wear off, at least Tyrconnel hoped it would ; and in the mean time he turned to meet the kinder glance of the faded but still beautiful Madeleine. Her dress was of black silk, her veil black idso, and parted on her fair forehead was AND SUPERSTITION. 91 the dark hair which Lady Barbara had described to him, while the marked eye- brow and the long eye-lashes formed the strongest possible contrast to the trans- parent skin of the cheek beneath them. That clear pale cheek told a tale of ap- proaching dissolution, and the rapid heav- ing of the dress which was folded over her bosom declared that her fluttering heart had nearly beaten its last. Tyrconnel, when he approached her, meant to speak of Lady Barbara, and of her enforced visit to the castle of Del- mayne : but bis power of utterance failed him ; for he felt that he beheld a being on the brink of the grave, one too whom he had learnt to consider with mysterious in- terest, and spite of himself his counte- nance betrayed what was passing in his mind. Madeleine, raising her expressive eyes. 92 LOVE, MYSTERT, answered to his look, while Dupont stood with folded arms beside them. " Yes, you see before you a poor dying creature ; but one whose heart, while there is yet a spark of life left it, will glow with gratitude to your warm-hearted and lovely sister ; and you are welcome hither for her dear sake.'* ** Welcome indeed," cried Dupont in a hoarse tone of voice. Rosalie at this moment changed her posture, and seemed about to speak ; but though her lip moved she said nothing ; and Tyrconnel, who was now earnestly gazing on her, felt himself mortified and disappointed. A new recollection now suddenly came over Tyrconnel, and he ventured to say, " Where is Donald ? for I suspect he it was who last night obtained me so cour- teous a reception," AND SUPERSTITION. 93 ^* True," said Dupont gravely ; '' but Donald dares not appear before you, till I have assured you that in leaving Lord Delmayne's family he believed himself to be fulfilling a superior duty, and I am of his opinion." ^* I am satisfied,'* replied Tyrconnel, " and I heartily wish to see him ; for he was always a favourite of mine, and poor Barbara wept for his desertion." '^ You may come in^ Donald," said Rosalie, with a smile which almost made the youthful traveller start with pleasure ; and Donald entered the room 'vith a smile on his face, but a tear in his eye, for he was sincerely attached to the family of Delmayne. He hoped the Lady Barbara was well and her bonny laird. Tyrconnel said she v/as well, and the happy mother of t\*'o children the image of herself. '* Aye, indeed !" replied Donald ; then 94 LOVE, MYSTERY, they must be bonny bairns ; for my lady hei'sel is a bonny lassy, and I should like to see her blue e'en again." " And Lady Barbara is now a wife and a mother ! " said Madeleine. " Sweet girl! may she be happy in every relation of life ! And she has married the man of her heart too — for I soon discovered that she was in love with Aubrey Tyrconnel, and that he loved her." " Pray, is your brother like you ?'^ asked Rosalie with some eagerness. ^' Very like." *' Oh!" was the answer of Rosalie — and Tyrconnel wished he could be sure what that ** Oh !" meant, and whether it was complimentary or otherwise ; but perhaps it meant nothing. It was mid-day before the breakfast was over, for Tyrco^mel purposely pro- longed the meal, because he knew that he must offer to go away at its conclusion, AND SUPERSTITION. 95 as he had no excuse for staying ; and at last he reluctantly desired to have his horse saddled. ^' Surely you are not going to leave us ?'' exclaimed the poor invalid. ** You cannot be so unkind," said Du- pont, laying his hand on his arm, while Rosalie looked up and looked down again and began to tear a piece of paper which she held in her hand. " If you wish me to stay," said Tyr- connel. " If^is'h you to stay!" echoed Dupont. " Oh! indeed I do, and so I am sure does Madeleine." " Yes, Tyrconnel : and if neither pa- rent, nor friend, nor mistress, is counting the moments of your absence, you will oblige a poor dying woman by giving her a few hours of your company. I would have said days, if we had any thing to 96 LOVE, MYSTERY, offer, capable of repaying you for the sa- crifice." " It would be no sacrifice," replied Tyrconnel, affectionately grasping her moist yet burning hand. " Command me as you please ; my parents are pre- pared for my spending at least a month in the island ; my friends do not want me, and I have no mistress : believe me, I came hither with a heart as free as air." " And you will stay with us a day or two at least .^" said Dupont, eagerly. *' Yes, days^ if you desire it. After which I shall probably directly return to my father's residence near Portsmouth, where I expect Barbara and the rest of my family." *' Will Lady Barbara be so near us ?" " Yes." A look of great meaning passed between Dupont and Madeleine. AND SUPERSTITION. 9/ ^* Have your brother and Lady Barbara a house of their own?" was Dupont's next question. " They have ; they live in London, as Aubrey is studying the law." " It was a benevolent and merciful Providence that sent you hither;" and Du- pont, as he said this, grasped Tyrcon- nel's hand, and quitted the room. Rosalie, who had listened to this cgnver- sation with her usual statue-like stillness, now raised her eyes to Tyrconnel's with a look of evident pleasure : but they were instantly withdrawn again ; and blushing at her own boldness, with a sort of bound- ing step she followed Dupont. Madeleine now beckoning Tyrconnel to sit down beside her, assured him, that by promising to stay a few days with them he had made her last moments compara- tively happy." VOL. I. F 98 LOVE, MYSTERY, ** Your last moments, dear lady ! Do not say so. Surely you do not expect that I should witness your — '' ** I will fill up the sentence 1 do wish you to be here when I breathe my last; that time is nearer than those beloved beings suppose; and for both their sakes, I am desirous that a man of feeling and honour like yourself should be present to sooth and assist one whose agonies, I know, will be great indeed. Rosalie too ^But my brother will him- self tell you the service which we mean to request of you." ^* If it be in my power to serve you, or any one belonging to you, command me; but do not talk of dying." " It is a prospect too pleasant for me not to indulge in the anticipation of it* If you knew," said she, " what an hour of comfort that of death will be to a long- AND SUPERSTITION. 99 suffering heart like mine, you would be pleased to hear me talk of it as near." " The interest and the mystery con- nected with these strangers, increase in ex- act proportion," thought Tyrconnel: "but I expect this day will end the latter. Yet, if it does not, there is a something of dignity, nay, even of sacredness about them, which forbids the indulgence of idle curiosity." At this moment, Dupont came in to invite Tyrconnel to take a walk with him. " Donald tells me," said he, " that you draw from nature, and I can show you some very fine views. Rosalie also has a taste for drawing, and perhaps you will to-mon'ow have the kindness to give her a lesson ? " " Certainly ; but why not to-day ?'' ** Because to-day I wish to have some serious conversation with you." f2 100 LOVE, MYSTERY, And Tyrconnel, on hearing such a rea- son given for the delay, was no longer averse to it. Rosalie now returned with a book in her hand ; and Madeleine telling Dupont that Rosalie was going to read her to sleep, he begged Tyrconnel to follow ; and they quitted the apartment together. As they began their ramble, Tyrconnel found that when he fancied he had at- tained the top of the mountain, he had only reached a terrace halfway up its un- even side, on which the house stood. The mansion itself seemed originally, from its castellated towers and its still re- maining foss6, now nearly overgrown with grass and weeds, to have deserved the ap- pellation of a castle ; but one wing only had survived the ravages of time, and was now converted into a comfortable habita- tion. After they had proceeded a little way in AND SUPERSTITION. 10 t silence, Dupont turning to bis compa- nion, and laying his hand on his shoulder, exclaimed, " Look round, young man, and see that not a trace remains of the winter's storm of yesterday, except what ^eems to add new beauty to the scene: — the storm of the passions alone, that storm, far more terrible in its course than the whirlwind of winter, leaves traces behind it of its awful visitation, al- though the visitation be past ; fearjul and indelible traces, which no earthly power can hope to remove. T}TConnel, I have urged your stay, though at the certain risk of wounding the feel- ings of your susceptible heart. But you have, I trust, a long life of happiness before you, and can afford to let the af- flicted draw upon you for a few agitated moments. Besides, before we part for ever, (and we shall so part, I trust, at no very distant day,) you shall hear a story 102 LOVE, MYSTERY, which may serve as a salutary warning to yourself, and to your children after you." <« Why not tell it now^ sir ?" eagerly asked Tvrconnel. ** Now ! Impossible ! A vow of the most solemn nature has sealed my lips ; and it is only when I am beyond all question on my death-bed, that this warning tale can be revealed." " Your death-bed, sir ! " " Yes ; and I am happy to assure you, that I have within me the seeds of a mor- tal malady, and that when she goes / shall not long survive her." Here he seemed for some minutes la- bouring with strong emotion. " Let me now," he rejoined, *' describe to you our route after we quitted the castle of Delmayne. We left the North road as soon as we could, and stopped for sleep and refreshment as little as possible till we reached Southampton. AND SUPERSTITION. 103 " As it had occurred to Donald, that the Isle of Wight was a most desirable resi- dence for those who wished for retire- ment, and for a mild and genial air, and as he was well known there, his mother being a native of Newport, he knew he should have no difficulty in gaining leave from the Governor for us to reside on the Island. *'From Southampton we sailed hither, nor was it long before one of our rambles led us to this deserted building. On in- quiry, we learnt that it belonged to a no- bleman who had quitted his country on the murder of his king; and who chose to remain abroad. At a very low rent we were at last allowed to take possession : the result of our labours you have seen ; and I have derived much comfort from my share of the occupation. Already, you see, the myrtle flourishes around us ; and I trust that when the stone closes over 104 LOVE, MYSTERY, Madeleine and myself, this abode, which sheltered the sorrowful, may one day be the dwelling of the cheerful and the happy," " But, sir," said Tyrconnel, " if you and your sister realize these sad forebod- ings, s-urely, surely. Mademoiselle Rosalie will not remain here alone ? " " I trust not^' replied Dupont, turning with a brightening glance towards Tyr- connel, ** and this is the subject on which 1 am longing to speak to you. When Madeleine and I are no more, Rosalie, dear friendless girl, will have no protector but her God!" *' Say not so," cried Tyrconnel, grasp- ing his arm ; "she shallh'dNe.^. protector. I have a brother and Vi father,''' " Can you promise for them that they will befriend the poor orphan, and secure for her a safe and honourable home ?" " For ■ my brother, I am sure I can AND SUPERSTITION. 105 promise ; and remember, Aubrey's wife was Barbara Delmayne." " You have almost healed a broken heart," murmured out Dupont. Then raising his eyes and arms to Heaven, he exclaimed, *' Thou hast done this ! I sea the hand of mercy here ! Blessed be thy name^ and now let me depart in peace J' It was some minutes before Dupont recovered from the devout abstraction into which he had fallen, and Tyrconnel was too much awed by his manner, to- break the silence himself. At length,, with a placid smile he said, " How did this happen, Mr. Tyrconnel? How was it that I came to the end I had in view, before I had even begun my ap- proach to it ? I meant gradually to un- fold to you my wishes concerning Rosalie,, and to solicit your intercession with Lady Barbara: but somehow or other, we went, a quicker way to v/ork, and my heart 15^. f5 106 LOVE, MYStERY, lightened of such a load! Lady Barbara will be delighted, I doubt not, to ratify your promise ; for I never saw a face so expressive of benevolence and sweetness of temper as hers. When I came to Del- inayne, I thought that the guardian an- gel of poor Madeleine, in a shape most dear to her, was made manifest to bus- man eyes, and was watching beside her pillow." " What! my rosy^, bright-eyed sistef taken for an angel, and that by such a man as you sir ! O dear ! I never dare tell her this ; for I am sure her little head would be quite turned, and she would prove a very woman to my brother." ^' Perhaps, mine," said he, *' may be a tete exaltee^ and at that moment my feel*- ings were particularly susceptible. Ex- pecting only to see my faded suffering sister, I beheld the image of youthful beauty hovering over her bed-side. A AND SUPERSTITION. 107 "bright winter's sun shone through cur- tains of a golden hue, and its beams dif- fused an unearthly radiance round her, while her blue eyes were uplifted with an expression of the most benevolent pity, Tyrconnel, she has been to me a guardian angel ; for, whenever anxiety concerning Rosalie has come across my mind, I have pourtrayed that face upon the gloom of night, and I have said to my- self, 'Yes, to thee, sweet being, will I try one day or other to consign my poor or- phan ;' and then I used to invoke a bless- ing on her, and fall into a quiet sleep." " Pear sir," said the gratified Tyrcon- nel, " I always loved Barbara dearly, but now I shall love her twice as much as ever." *' Let me add," said Dupont, ** that Rosalie will be richly independent in for- tune, and will want nothing but pro- tection. It is not improbable that, a few 108 LOVE, MYSTERY , years hence, she may wish to take the veil ; but in my will I have positively for- bidden her, on pain of forfeiting her for- tune, ever to enter a convent till she has mixedwith the world some years^ and given herself a chance for being a happy wife, " No sir, no," he added in a hurried man- ner, "Rosalie, while a young woman, shall not enter even the gates of a convent." "I trust that she will never enter one — such beauty as hers." "Beauty! Aye, she is beautiful. But had you seen Madeleine in her pride, oh ! Mr. Tyrconnel, that was beauty indeed, but now ! — *' Here he rapidly paced the turf on which they had been seated ; then return- ing with a countenance still bearing the marks of violent agitation, " We will now," he said, cross the mountain, and explore some of the scenes in the valley beyond." AND SUPERSTITION. 109 Tyrconnel consented ; and as his host talked of Switzerland, of Italy, of paint- ing, and of music, the walk did not ap- pear long to him : though he certainly sometimes felt a strong desire to return to Madeleine and to Rosalie. When they were within a mile of the house, Dupont observed that they should scarcely get home by dinner time. ** Indeed, sir," said Tyrconnel, *'I am very sorry to hear it, as I wished to do something to my dress." ** What can you want to do to your dress ? You will see no one you know but Madeleine and Rosalie." "jBw/ Madeleine and Rosalie!" thought Tyrconnel, with a conscious smile and an unconsious sigh. " Quick ! quick ! there is no time to be lost," cried Tyrconnel, as he led the way to his room, followed by his servant, who had now arrived with his portman- 110 LOVE, MYSTERY, teau, and who was surprised to see how difficult his young master was in the choice of a dress ; but his surprise was at an end when^ as they descended the stairs, he saw Rosalie cross the halL Tyrconnel now desired him to return to Ryde, and Temain there till further orders. Rosalie had no great variety of ward- robe ; but she had folded her long hair round her head, antl had fastened it on the top with more care than usual, and she had put on a gown of pink Lyons silk which she had tried to shape after the fashion of Lady Barbara's. This gala dress was, however^ thrown away on Tyrconnel: all he saw was, that her countenance was more animated than before, and that she was the most perfectly beautiful of women. They found Madeleine still lying on the couch where they had left her ; but her face wore a look of comfort added AKD SUPERSTITION. 1 1 I to that of resignation, which Tyrconnel had not before observed. '' Surely," said Madeleine, *' I have now a hope of seeing Lady Barbara once more ? " *' She will be only too happy to come/' replied Tyrconnel ; " and with your leave I will write to her directly, to tell her what an unexpected though clouded pleasure awaits her here : but then I fear she vAW not let Aubrey rest till he sets off." '' We must run the risk of that," re- plied Madeleine faintly, and wiping the damps of weakness from her brow; ^'for^" added she in a low voice to Tyrconnel, *' my time on earth is growing very short." " Do not say so," cried he. " Well, well, I will say so no more ;" then elevating her voice to its usual tone, she said, * Once an enthusiast, always an enthusiast,' is a remark which I have 1 1 2 LOVE, MYSTERY, heard, only that the objects of enthusiasm change ; therefore, I expect to find Lady Barbara as enthusiastic as when I saw her atDelmayne, but perhaps for new objects." " No, Barbara's heart is constant to its first loves. Aubrey and Tasso are still her two prime passions ; but she has, I own, added to them two or three others." " What are they ? " ** Two lovely children, working chairs in tent-stitch for her drawing-room, and making up baby-linen. All these in their turn are passionately pursued, and the dear enthusiast is alternately laughed at, praised, pitied, scolded, and fondled by us all ; but loved also, loved to the great- est degree." *' Happy creature ! " cried Madeleine. '* Happy indeed ! " cried Rosalie mourn- fully. ** Shall you not be delighted, Rosalie, to see her again ?'' asked Dupont. AND SUPERSTITION. 113 Rosalie, to Tyrconnel's great mortifi- cation, remained silent. "Rosalie, why do you not answer your guardian.^" said Madeleine. *' I hope to be glad,'* said Rosalie at last with a faltering voice ; " but de- lighted is so very strong an expression." " But is it possible you do not love Lady Barbara," said Dupont, " after the kindness she showed your best friend V ** My best friend, and you, sir, seem to love Lady Barbara so much, that though I believe I do love her, my love is quite unnecessary." Tyrconnel was hurt at this unamiable speech, and it was evident that Rosalie was jealous ; but his attention was drawn from this disagreeable consciousness, by his observing the look of extraordinary meaning which passed between Dupont and Madeleine. Dupont soon afterward suddenly quitting the room — ■ 114 LOVE, MYSTERY, " Rosalie," said Madeleine in a voice of emotion, " you have distressed your guardian ; he hoped that you had kinder feelings toward our young friend." '' Mistake me not," replied Rosalie, seizing her hand and kissing it, while she strongly struggled to take it from her. " I do love Lady Barbara ; but I should love her better, if you and my guardian did not seem to love her so much — seem, indeed, to love her better than poor Rosalie," '' Oh, this cup is a bitter one," cried Madeleine, raising one emaciated hand to Heaven, while she suffered the other to remain in that of Rosalie, " Recollect, dear friend," she conti- nued, '' that I have seen you both em- brace Lady Barbara; but when, in all these melancholy years, whe;i have you ever ca- ressed or fondled poor Rosalie ? Till we went to Delmayne, and till I saw how differ- AND SUPERSTITION, 115 ently you behaved to Lady Barbara, I did not feel this coldness, but I have ever since been so wretched at times! for I have feared—" *' What have you feared ?" *' That there was something in my manner or nature to excite aversion rather than love ; and I have wished, often and often I have wished — to die.''* Here, she paused from excessive emo- tion : but the pause was unheeded by the unhappy being whom she addressed; for Tyrconnel, on looking at Madeleine, saw that she was lying insensible on the couch. He was trying to afford his assistance when Dupont entered the room ; but without stirring from the spot where he stood, he only desired Rosalie to lend her aid. Tyrconnel could hardly help .reproaching him with want of feeling ; but he was disarmed by the excessive misery which his appearance displayed, 1 1 6 LOVE, MYSTERY, as his hands were closely squeezed together as if from the agony of mental struggle. At length he sprung forward, exclaiming, ^* She is not dead ! are you sure she is not dead ?" and then hasten- ing to the window he threw it open to its utmost extent. As the feeble invalid gra- dually returned to life and consciousness, joy seemed to agitateDupont not less than grief had done. " Strange, inconsistent being !" thought Tyrconnel, " to stand aloof, and prove your fondness only by your agony ! '* " Poor Rosalie ! I can perfectly under- stand and excuse all you have said ; for so, I see, they have both acted towards you.'* Madeleine now raised her head from Tyrconnel's shoulder, and, opening her eyes, beheld Dupont tenderly gazing on her. Instantly she closed them again, and her head fell back on the shoulder not of Tyrconnel, but of Dupont, But AND SOPERSTinON. 117 there it was not suffered to remain : he started away from the evidently unwel- come burthen, and rushed out of the apartment. Madeleine sighed deeply, took he crucifix from the fold of her robe, pressed it with lifted eyes to her lips, then begged T^TConnel to replace her on her couch, desiring that Rhoda would watch beside her, and that Rosalie should take a walk with Tyrconnel. *' But you do not send me from you in anger, I hope ? " said Rosalie. " hi anger ! No, dear girl," said Ma- deleine; " but do leave me to Rhoda's care. ** Dear girl,^^ cried Rosalie, kneeling beside the couch, and pressing a now pas- sive hand to her quivering lips, " I go now almost happy ! You never spoke to me so affectionately before," *' But how have I looked at you, Ro- 118 LOVB, MYSTE41Y, salie?" said Madeleine, with unwonted energy ; '^ have my looks never loved you, dear ungrateful girl ? " " Oh, yes, yes ; and I was almost con- tented till We knew Lady Barbara. But come, Mr, Tyrconnel, she waves me from her ; and I will go, now I am sure she loves me at least a little,^'' *' A little r murmured Madeleine ; and Rosalie, accepting Tyrconnel's arm, ac- companied him to the terrace. They walked some time in silence ; for Tyrconnel's heart, like Rosalie's, was too full to allow him to speak, after the agi- tating scene which he had just witnessed. But as soon as he could compose his perturbed mind, he felt that it would be only kind in him to try to convince the distrustful heart of Rosalie, that however Cold the manner of both her guardians might be to her, she alone was the object on whom their aifections rested. The AND SUPERSTITION. 1 19 difficulty was how to begin the conversa- tion, if Rosalie did not begin it herself. It was not long, however, before Ro- salie said, " I am afraid, Mr. Tyrconnel, you think me very ungrateful for not lov- ing Lady Barbara as much as my guar- dians do ; but indeed — " *' But, indeed," cried Tyrconnel, press- ing as he spoke the arm that was linked in his, *' sweet Rosalie, I cannot blame you even when I think you unjust ; for I am sure your guardians love you better than any thing in the world." " Do you think so ?" replied Rosalie, looking up in his face and smiUng through her tears. ''So poor Mary Anne thought, who lived with us when I first remember any thing : Mary Anne was such a com- fort to me I and when she died, I thought I should never have been happy again." *' But did you loveMarianne better than your guardians ?" 120 LOVE, MYSTERY, " Oh, no ; but when they repulsed my caresses, and seemed to look upon me almost with horror, I used to fly to Ma- rianne, who soothed me to sleep, and then all was well again." ** Happy Marianne!" said Tyrconnel, tenderly. " Happy ! She was not happy : she had been crossed in love. Poor Marianne ! I often wish that I could go and cry on her grave as I used to do. But she lies buried at Greenval ; and I fear all the flowers are dead which I planted round her grave." " If they are," said Tyrconnel, "I will plant new ones when I go next to Del- mayne, and I will give orders to have them attended to." " And mill you do this ?" cried Ro- salie, clasping her hands together, and her countenance glowing with pleasure. ** Oh! Mr. Tyrconnel, how gfiod you are ! They may talk of Lady Barbara \ but AND SUPERSTITION. 121 indeed / think you the kindest person that I ever saw, and I dare say you will take care that the grave is weeded too." ** I will weed it myself)'^ said Tyrcon- nel, who would have promised any thing at that moment. " Will you .^ Oh, how I shall love you ! " she was going to add, but a feeling of in- nate delicacy restrained her, and she only §aid ''likeyony Tyrconnel saw this, and, with a feeling of delicacy akin to her own, forbore to notice it ; and though his looks were so expressive as to make Rosalie cast down her eyes in confusion, he only said, ** I' thank you for your good opinion of me ;' but then he repaid himself for his forbear- ance, by imprinting an impassioned kiss on the hand which he had taken. '^But surely," he observed after a pause, during which Rosalie had resumed her statue-like appearance, " surely your VOL. I. G 122 LOVE, MYSTERY, guardians never in reality seemed to feel horror at your caresses ? " " Oh, yes ! indeed they did ; and when I asked them who I was, they only told me I must remain contented with know- ing that I had been under their joint care from the time of my birth, and that while I lived I should never want a friend. Upon such occasions if I ventured to throw my arms around their neck, press their hands to my heart, and bless them for their kindness to a poor orphan, they invariably started from me with a sort of aversion, told me such importunate ca- resses were unbecoming, and dismissed me. But when I found that they could show their regard for another by caresses, though I was to be kept at a distance, I felt a sense of injury, and a feeling of re- sentment, which made me resolve, in the hall at Delmayne, to restrain every evi- dence of those strong affections which in AND SUPERSTITION. 123 me, and me alone, seemed not to be valued, and to be colder and more unper- turbed even than I bad lately been. Do not think me vain," she added, blush- ing as she spoke ; '* but as 1 cast my eyes on a statue in the hall of the castle, I fancied that I was like it in features, and I resolved to be also like it in character from that unhappy moment. * They shall no longer be disgusted at my warmth of expression,' said I to myself ; and I kept my word, till at last I fancied that my heart was as still as my face, and that I had ceased to love any one. Tell me, Mr, Tyrconnel, did I not freeze you when you first saw me ?" *^ Not absolutely, but I own that I thought I never saw any thing alive so like a statue." Dupont now appeared in sight, and they hastened to meet him. He looked dejected, and Rosalie felt her heart re- g2 124 LOVE, MYSTERYj proach her as the cause. Struggling therefore with her tears, she begged his forgiveness, and assured him that she would never, if possible, occasion him un- easiness again. *' I forgive you/' replied Dupont so- lemnly and mournfully, '* and I hope you will keep your word ; for, believe me, some time or other, if you do not, dear mis* taken girl, you will bitterly repent it." Rosalie, overcome by the epithet " dear,^ would in the agitation of her feelings have caught his hand ; but he shook his head reprovingly, and waved her from him. " You see,'' said she in a low voice to Tyrconnel. " I seC) and I ivonder^' he replied, looking at her with eyes that said, " / could not act thus towards you." Rosalie sighed, but probably more from pleasure than pain, as she felt the kind- AND SUPERSTITION. 125 ness of his glance; and the rest of their walk passed in silence. On returning to the house, they found Father Prevost, who officiated as their priest ; and as he told them it was time to repair to the chapel, he, Donald and Dupont bore the couch, with Madeleine stretched upon it, to the chapel. When there, Madeleine was laid upon her face on the floor, and Tyrconnel involuntarily started forward in order to place a pillow under her bosom ; but Rosalie mournfully assured him it was her custom so to lie, and he reluctantly drew back, while Rosa- lie seated herself at the organ. The service now began, and Tyrcon- nel's devotion was disturbed by the at- tention which he could not help gH'ing to that of Dupont and Madeleine. They were both prostrate before the altar, and the groans of agony seemed to mingle with the breathings of adoration. But he forgot even to attend to them when the 126 LOVE, MYSTERY, exquisite voice of Rosalie joined in tlie service. The offices of devotion ended now only too soon for Tyrconnel ; and as he led Ro- salie back to the parlour, he felt that he was indeed gone an age in love, and that whether as a statue, or as an affectionate accomplished woman, she was, and must be, most fondly dear to every feeling of his heart. A letter from Lady Barbara was now given to Tyrconnel, which his servant had brought. " Good news," cried he; "Barbara is already at my father's, and may be here; any day, tide serving, in a few hours." ** The sooner the better," said Made- leine. A servant now came in to say that Mr. Fenton, Madeleine's medical attend- ant, was come, and she was left alone with him. Eagerly was his leaving her watched for AN'D SUPERSTITIQN. 12/ by Dupont and Rosalie : but wbat he told them was far from encouraging, for the fainting fits of the poor invalid evidently grew more frequent ; and that very after- noon, ere they had left the dinner-table, Dupont, laying his hand on Tyrconnel's, exclaimed, "Look there, she faints!" but never offered to go himself to her as- sistance, though he rung for her servants. ^^ How very strange!" again thought Tyrconnel ; but he dared not inquire a reason for conduct so unusual. That evening a servant brought a second letter from Lady Barbara in reply to one written by her brother. ** My dearest William, ** Never was delight greater than mine! And so you have found the my- sterious strangers, and are actually living with them ? and they wish to see me and Aubrey ? and they cult me sweet and an- 128 LOVE, MYSTERY, gelic ? (But you are only laughing at me, I know.) Well, but, dear William, how trying it is that we can't come directly, as I wish, and you wish ! and the cause too is so trying ! My sweet little Aubrey is indisposed; but I hope he will be well again in two or three days, and then we will hasten over to you and your fascinat- ing friends. But, alas ! you say that the amiable Madeleine is very, very ill, and I must come, she says, directly, if I wish to see her alive. No, no ; she must not, shall not, die. Rosalie and I will nurse her into health. I can't bear to think that I must lose her, when I have just found her again. But I am called ; depend on seeing us as soon as the child is well^ if we sail at midnight. " B. T." " P. S. Ah, cunning William ! Not a word of Rosalies looks ! it was very un- kind in you not to tell me whether Ro- AND SUPERSTITIOK. 129 salie turns out tall or not ; and whether she is a beauty still, and whether you are in love with her or not ; but I shall come and judge for myself, and find you out, that's certain. I can tell you, your silence looks very suspicious." " Rosalie," said Dupont one morning, as she entered the room, " it is my hope that Tyrconnel and myself shall be able to prevail on Mr. Aubrey and his lady to be- come your guardians, and allow you to live with them, when our beloved Made- leine is taken from us." *' And do you mean," exclaimed Ro- salie, bursting into a passion of tears, *^ to send me away from you ?'' ** It will be so much for your good, Rosalie, so much more cheerful for you to go about with Lady Barbara, that I cer- tainly do." " And do you think that I will obey you ? Do you think I know so little what G 5 130 LOVE, MYSTERY, gratitude is, that I will leave you to live with strangers, and visit and amuse my- self, while you are here in solitude and sorrow ? No, never, never. How could you be so cruel as to think of such a thing?" *' There, Mr. Tyrconnel!" added the sobbing girl. " There now, tell me after, this, if you dare, that my guardian loves, me!" "Do you doubt it, Rosalie.'^" cried Dupont reproachfully. *^ I shall, if you send me away from you. But mark me, sir," she added, wip- ing away her tears, and assuming all her dignity and self-possession, though evi- dently it was with great effort; "do what you will, say what you will, I never will forsake you, I do not say to you^, that ' where ihou diest, I will die, and there will I be buried ;* but I do say, that evil be my portion, and my days feiv upon AND SUPERSTITION. 131 earth, if aught but death part thee and me!" Here her firmness again forsaking her, she hurried out of the room. " Calm your disordered spirits, dear girl," said Tyrconnel, who followed her : '' your guardian declares he will not urge you to live with Lady Barbara during his Hfe." " And I conclude that you think I am right. Air. Tyrconnel.^" *' To be sure I do ; you have spoken and acted worthy of yourself." " Oh ! how happy you make me ! Your praise has raised me in my own opinion. I sometimes flatter myself that you vAW in time like me almost as well as Lady Barbara." " Almost as well l Believe me, I shall in time love you i^ter than Lady Bar- bara; b^plr thaiifS ever loved, or can love, any cfther ^|5^Inan." 132 LOVE, MYSTERY, " Better than Lady Barbara ! Oh ! that is more than I asked for, or expected. I am sure now I shall love Lady Barbara dearly myself." The breakfast meal passed in silence : Kosalie was too happy to talk, for Made- leine seemed better, and Dupont allowed her to stay, and Tyrconnel had been so kind ! But Tyrconnel was silent, because he was perplexed. After what he had said to her that morning, he felt bound to disclose his attachment to Dupont and Madeleine, before he renewed the subject to Rosalie. Soon after breakfast Dupont invited Tyr- connel to walk. Madeleine nowbeckoningRosalie to the side of her couch, said, " Let me make you amends, my dear girl, for the pain which was in kindness inflicted on you to-day, by assuring you that your determination has been a comfort to my mind, and tha4: AND SUPERSTITION. 133 I always disapproved of your guardian's plan of sending you away, when I be- lieve he will want your presence most. I bless you, Rosalie, for what you have done, and I doubt not but your feeling and recollections will reward you when two broken and contrite hearts are quiet in the grave." Rosalie, gratified yet affected by this address, would have thrown herself on the neck of Madeleine, but she dai^ed not ; and only murmuring out a blessing on her, she hurried from the apartment. When she had vented her full heart in prayer, and regained her usual self- possession, she hastened to join Dupont and Tyrconnel on the terrace ; and as she knew Tyrconnel was much interested in the study of botany, she offered to con- duct them where they would find a va- riety of mosses and some curious lichens. Tliey conseoted to follow her route, and 134 LOVE, MYSTERY, set off with her to a romantic dell at no^ great distance. As Madeleine felt her- self unusually well that morning, and the servants were particularly busy in pre- paring for the reception of Lady Barbara, she had forbidden any one to stay with her, and had taken up a book, when a sound reached her ear, which she knew from experience to be oi alarming import. Though our recluses during their six years residence in the Castle had avoided society, the indigent and the helpless were well known v^ithin their gates ; and when Madeleine could walk, her smile of pious love and her words of holy peace had often whispered hope to the wretched, and led the trembling soul to reliance on its God. Amongst the superior class of poor in the neighbourhood was a young woman who had seen better days, and who had found beauty a most pernicious gift, ANU SUPERSTITION. I'oO' especially as to beauty she united exces- sive ambition, an imperious spirit, and ill-regulated feelings. What her con- duct and fate had been, no one exactly knew ; but one day after a long absence she returned to her mother's cottage in misery and madness. Whatever had been her woes and her wrongs, (and in the wildness of her ravings she talked most touchingly of both,) they had left her just reason enough to know that the humble door which in the days of her pride she had disdained, would open to receive her in her state of degradation,^, and that the mother whom she had neglected in her hour of sunshine, would forgive and shelter her in the night of her, despair. She therefore wandered jas, far as Ports- mouth, though alone, and unprotected,, only by her evident insanity, from insult.. She therefore reached the port in safety, andembarked in the packet-boat to Cov/es, 136 LOVE, MYSTERY^ retaining on her person the few orna- ments, the wreck of former splendom*, in which the impulse of phrensy had led her to deck herself. On reaching the shore, she ran along the road that led from Cowes to Newport with a speed which nothing but phrensy could have induced. When the poor Anna saw the well-remembered field, and beheld at a distance the chimney-top of her mother's cottage, she stopped in her wild career ; but it was only to tear the garments from her person which the thorns and briars as she passed had begun to destroy ; while the glittering baubles which had so lately fed her pride were strewed upon the unthankful ground, and shone there as uselessly bright as the poor maniac's sparkhng eyes in the midst of her phrensy. In a few minutes the violence of the paroxysm abated, but not its unconscious- AND SUPERSTITION. 137 ness ; but by the mechanical power of habit the steps of the maniac were di- rected to the garden-gate which led to her mother's door. That mother, whose heart had been nearly broken by the neg- lect of her child, had at that moment forgotten all her sorrows in sleep, when she was half awakened by a sound resem- bling the voice to which she had so often listened with pride and pleasure in happier days, and which now she fancied her dreams were recalling to her. The song too w^as one which Anna used to warble, little thinking, poor girl, that the fate which it described would be her own, and the stanza of it which she now sung wa^ as follows : O say, on a pillow of down can you rest, While I on the earth or on straw must recline ? Oh! say, can you wrap the warm fur o'er your breastj \\Tiefl bare to the winds and the tempest is mine } ]38 LOVE, MYSTERY, No pillow have I, even that you deny one : No garment have I — nor a penny to buy one. He hears not ! nor pities my frantic distress. Yet sure he remembers mad wandering Bess. As the tones came nearer, and were more and more distinctly caught by the still, half- slumbering parent, she fancied that her child was dead, and that it was her spirit whom she thus heard ; and for a few moments the sorrows of her heart w^ere soothed; for it was less bitter to believe she was no more, than that she was alive and undutiful; and she was lifting up her heart in thankfulness to her God, when the increased loudness of the voice banished the lingering re- mains of sleep, and a scream which vi- brated to every pulse of her heart, con- vinced her that the being whom she heard was yet ahve, and was her long lost daughter : she therefore sprung from the bed, and beheld from her window the AND SUPERSTITION. 130 wretched but still dear beitig beneath. In another moment the door was un- barred, and she clasped the now laughing maniac to her heart. *' O my child, my child ! " said she, " welcome, welcome, though I see thee thus." To be brief: By the kindness of friends, but chiefly by the bounty of Madeleine and Dupont, Anna was sent to a place of confinement, and recovered her senses completely for a time, though it wasvvith difficulty her mother had been prevailed upon to part with her, and she returned home apparently quite cured. But she was subject to relapses, which the fond but weak parent concealed as long as she could; lest she should be sent fmm her again ; though sometimes she was very mischievous in her paroxysms, and had once endangered the life of a young v/oman who had, as she fancied, stolen her lover from he:'. 140 LOVE, MYSTERY, It was a curious fact, that while she was well she never sung ; but as soon as her phrensy was returning she used to resume her singing ; and the sound of her voice, which could be heard at a great distance, was the signal for those who feared her to get out of her way. This was the sound which now burst on the ear of Madeleine, and, rapidly drawing nigh, struck terror to her heart ; and she feared for Rosalie, whose life the maniac had once threatened as her sup- posed rival, till recollecting that she was well guarded, she began to fear for her^ self, and tried to pull the string of the bell which was usually within her reach : but this day it had been forgotten, and Madeleine found that she had no means of making herself heard by the servants, except by an exertion of voice to which she was wholly unequal. At this mo- ment of alarming conviction she heard a AND SUPERSTITION. 141 noise behind her, and she beheld the un- happy maniac, who, probably knowing that she might be refused admittance at the front door, had climbed over a hedgp behind the house, and at this moment stood at the window. She then threw open the casement, and in another mo- ment was in the room, and at the couch of the trembling invalid. " Tell me," she cried with great fierce- ness of manner, "where Rosalie is." " She is gone out," replied Madeleine gently. " Is she gone to him P" *' She is with her guardian, and a friend of his." " O yes ! that friend is I know who— but I shall find them. See," said she, " how beautiful I am ! I have dressed my hair like hers, to be like her :" and Ma- deleine saw the poor thing had fastened 142 LOVE, MYSTERY, her long hair round her head with skewers, to look like Rosalie's. This method in her madness, which proved how full her brain was of the subject of Rosalie, overcame her so much, that she fell back on her couch, catching hold of the maniac at the same time, and exerting her small remaining strength to draw her down be- side her. -** What do you mean by holding me down ?'' screamed out Anna in an angry voice, and lifting up her arm as if to strike her, while her eyes glared with ter- rible expression. Madeleine let go her hold, and her hand fell nerveless beside her; for she thought her last hour was come, and oh ! how un- like that last hour, which she had loved to anticipate ! But who can calculate on the caprice of phrensy ? Madeleine's eyes were closed, to shut out the terrible object AND 6UPERSTITI0X. 143 before ber ; but she soon found that her life was in no danger, for in soft and mournful accents she heard her say, " She is dead ! quite dead ! cold and pale ! and she was very kind and good. There, there, I owe her much." She then laid Madeleine's limbs straight upon the couch, wrapt her cloak tight round them, pulled her black veil over her face, knelt beside her, and chaunted over her a kind of hymn for the dead, ending it with these four lines. But it was all sung in a voice so subdued, that it frus- trated poor Madeleine's hope the servants would overhear her^ and come into the room : He gave me gems, and he gave me gold., And proud was I to wear them ; But the love he gave, Oh ! it soon grew cold., And then I could not bear them. She was soon^ however, freed from her alarming guest ; for after she had finished 144 LOVE, MYSTERY, lier song she rose up, miirmured out " God rest her soul h" and made her exit the same way she came. Not long after her departure Made- leine beheld Rosalie alone, pursuing with rapid step the same way that the maniac had taken; and she recollected with terror that she had seen something like a knife glitter in Anna's girdle. In an instant, present weakness, impending death, all was forgotten ; and borrow- ing strength from despair, she sprung from her couch, and, rushing to the hall door, flew out of it toward the path of danger, when she heard a scream which seemed to her startled ears to re- semble the voice of Rosalie. It was the voice of Rosalie, who had left the gentle- men behind her in order to gather for Tyr- connel a plant which he had never seen ; when just as she was stooping, she felt herself seized by a powei'ful arm, and be- AND SUPERSTITION. 145 held the fierce eye of the maniac glaring upon her. ** I have caught you," cried she in a hoarse and hollow voice ; "and now for vengeance ! but we will die together." She then tried to drag Rosalie towards a bush, under which she thought she saw something glitter like a knife ; but Rosa- lie resisted her so powerfully^ that she could not effect her purpose. ** Well then," said she, " we will roll down this precipice." The former now uttered those screams which were heard by Madeleine, and which fortunately were also heard by persons more able to assist her ; for just as Rosalie's strength was failing, Dupont seized the maniac by the throat, and threw her from him with a vio- lence which shook her to the earth, while Rosalie nearly fainted on his bosom. At this moment Tyrconnel, who had VOL. I. H 146 LOVE, MYSTERY, been a considerable distance behinfd^ came up just as tbe maniac, who had con- cealed herselfj snatching up the hatchet which she had hidden, stole unheeded behind Dupont, and was about to intiict probably a mortal blow on his uncovered head ; when Tyrconnel turned round jiist time enough to seize her uplifted arm, and snatch the weapon from her hand. The wretched woman, thus baffled again in her murderous intentions, ran with phrensied speed along the path to the shore, where she was seized by some sailors who were preparing their boat for sea, and was soon afterward sent again into confinement. By this time the danger and the rescue of Rosalie were known to the servants and others whom her scream had summoned to her aid, and who had passed Madeleine on their way to the spot. But as soon as AND SUPERSTITION* 14/ the danger was over, they remembered where they had left the invaHd, and hast- ened back to het assistance : and now, with feelings of alarm not easy to be de- scribed, Dupont and Tyrconnel beheld Madeleine coming forward to meet them, supported by Donald and Rhoda. *'Is she saved ?" exclaimed Madeleine wildly. - She is." '* Who saved her ?'* •* I did," replied Dupont ; " and Tyr- connel saved me." Madeleine now looked at Tyrconnel with such an expression of love and gra- titude ! but seeing that Rosalie still seem- ed insensible, she screamed out, " But she is dead now V^ She was instantly answered by Rosalie, who threw herself into Madeleine's arins ; but she had not power to hold her; and after pressing her cold cheek to Rosalie's, h2 148 LOVE, MYSTERY, and calling her by every tender name her native language couldfurnish, her strength failed, and she fell back on her support- ers, who bore her to the house. Rosalie, bewildered though not insensible, would have sunk on the ground again but for the supporting arm of Tyrconnel. At length she opened her eyes, and gazing wildly round her exclaimed, " Surely, I have been in a dream ! Methought I had found a — a — and—" " Rosalie," cried Dupont, " recollect yourself: there is no one present but your guardians and Tyrconnel." Rosalie looked up earnestly in his face. " Oh ! I feel very strangely," said she, putting her hand to her head : " I fear madness is catching, for I have fancied strange things." ** But you see and recognise us now, dear girl ?" " Oh, yes ! I do, I do," answered Rosalie, AND SUPERSTITION. 149 bending her head submissively, and cross- ing her hands devoutly on her bosom : " Oh, yes ! I am convinced, entirely con- vinced now, and my senses are quite clear, quite." So saying, she rose with the assistance of Tyrconnel^ and begged him to lead her to the house. '* Do you now, dearest Rosalie, doubt the love of your guardians ? " said Tyr- connel. ** No, Mr. Tyrconnel," she replied : ' they have too, too well convinced me of it." *' Oh ! do not fear that this exertion will shorten the life of the invalid. It has convinced me how strong she still is." "Indeed!" replied Rosalie in a tone of the deepest dejection ; and as soon as she had seen Madeleine on her couch, she retired to her chamber. But nothing could prevail on Madeleine to follow her 150 LOVE, MYSTERY, example ; she persisted in remaining below stairs : she consented however to allow the priest to read to her while she tried to rest ; and as Dupont also retired either to his chamber or the chapel, they now separated, and Tyrconnel was left to his own thoughts. But he was at present no pleasing companion to himself,— for in the lover he found that he could not wholly forget the son ; and he knew that his attachment would entirely blast all the bright plans of his parents. Again, he was not sure that Rosalie loved him ;■ and when a doubt of her affection came over his mind, he lost all consideration cf the disappointment of Lord and Lady Bellamore^ and was full of anxious reverie concerning the probable event of his love. He had just resolved to speak first to Madeleine on the subject, when the priest came to tell him that she wished to see him. Tyrconnel found her alone; ant] AND SUPERSTITION. 151 when be besought her to approve his addressing Rosalie as a lover, that he might be enabled to give her the best of all protection, that of a husband, " Joy does not kiU^ Tyrconnel," said she in a voice almost extinct from emo- tion, '* or I should expire this moment. From tbe first hour I saw you, it was the dearest wish of my heart to see Rosalie your wife : but then I felt the improbability that such an event could take place ; for how could I ever suppose that your noble parents would allow you to marry an obscure though not portion- less girl ; and over whose birth must hang, for some time at least, an impene- trable mysteiy V^ *' But that m.ystery I am told will one day or other be cleared up." " But if not cleared up to the satis- faction of your parents, then I shall with J 52 LOVE, MYSTERY, my dying breath declare against your union with Rosalie." " Yet, after all," cried Tyrconnel, rising from his seat, " this is but idle talk, for Rosalie herself may be averse to the union." . "Is Rosalie then ignorant of your love ? " *' I have made no direct declaration, and she does not seem to understand iu' direct avowals." At this moment they heard a carriage driving up to the gate. ' ** 'Tis she her ain sel," cried Donald, hastily entering the room ; '* and she nodded her head tul poor Donald. O her twa bonny blue een ! there's na the like o' them in the known world 1" " What aie you talking of .^" cried Tyrconnel: "whose eyes have turned your head thus ?'' " Whose but my ain young ladie's ? — AND SUPERSTITION. 153 She's come ! ray lady ! the Lady Barbara, and Maister Aubrey!" " Come ! Then where are they ? AVho has let them in ?" " Oh ! gude faith, I forgot that ; the sight of her made me daft, and I forgot to open the gate." But Tyrconnel got to the gate first, and opened it to admit the welcome visit-ers. " Are we in time to see her alive ?" asked Lady Barbara eagerly, as she sprung into his arms. " Oh yes ! but we have had a day of terrible agitation." "But shall I see her to-day .^ " said Lady Barbara. " I dare say you will ;" and Madeleine desired to see them directly. " I come, I come to nurse you, and make you tuell^'' Lady Barbara would have said ; but when she came near. H 5 154 LOV£, MYSTERY, the poor sufferer,— when she felt herself pressed to that quick-beating heart, her tongue refused to utter such a word of mockery, and she hid her tears on the shoulder of Madeleine* " What a pleasure it is to me to see you again before I close my eyes on earthly objects ! " said she, still gazing with joyful animation on her young friend. After a short interview, however, she requested to be left alone, and the ex- hausted sufferer fell into a calm and re- freshing slumber. But the sight of her had had a very different effect on Lady Barbara ; for it told her a tale of approaching death, and she dreaded to behold the grief which she could not alleviate. " But where is my fancied rival ?'' said Aubrey, to turn his wife's thoughts from the painful sight which she had left. " I dare say he is in the chapel." AND SUPERSTITION. 155 Tyrconnel was right : on opening the door of the chapel he found Dupont prostrate on the steps of the altar, and he did not venture to disturb him : but the noise which the door made caused him to turn round, and he beheld Tyrconnel first, and then the head of Lady Barbara peep- ing in. He knew her instantly ; but, in- stead of hastening to meet her, he let fall his mantle, which was before folded round him, and stretched forth his arms to her, in silence indeed, but with a countenance radiant with pleasure and benignity. Lady Barbara hastened to him as silent as him- self, for emotion choked her utterance ; and when he had embraced her, he lifted up his arms as if in prayer for a few mo- ments, while she involuntarily bent one knee before him and crossed her hands on her bosom. He then laid one of his hands on her^head, while the other was elevated ; and as he did. this, Tyrconnel 156 LOVE, MYSTERY, and Aubrey both beheld him as Lady Barbara and O'Carrol had done m the castle-hall at Delmayne ; and they did not wonder at the description which had been given of his dignity of air and his gracefulness of motion. When his d(?vout abstraction was end- ed, he courteously raised Lady Barbara from her knees, and desired her to present her husband to him. She did so ; and as he grasped the hand of Aubrey he sur- veyed his countenance with an inquiring eye ; then observed to Tyrconnel, that they were so truly brothers in appear- ance, he doubted not but that they were the same in mind and in tastes. " But tell me, Mr. Tyrconnel^ where is Rosalie?" ' ' Aye, where is she ? I long to see her 1" As they said this they were leaving the chapel, and Lady Barbara found an op- pGitunity of whispering to her husband^ AND SUPERSTITION. 157 ^* Tyrconnel may say and think as he pleases, but I beheve our host is nothing less than a cardinal !" Rhoda, who had overheard her master's question to Tyrconnel, now came forward and told him Miss Rosalie was in bed. "In bed!" " Yes, sir ; she has been there ever since she came in." " Do, Rhoda, go into her room gently, and, if she is awake, tell her who are come : — the poor thing has undergone a great deal to-day, and I only wonder we are any of us at all recovered." This led to a demand for an explana- tion; and it was scarcely ended when Rhoda came to say that her young lady hoped Lady Barbara would take the trouble to come to her bedside. '' She must be ill, or I am sure she would have risen to receive you," said Dupont with a countenance from which 158 LOVE, MYSTERY, every trace of recent pleasure was banish- ed : and Lady Barbara followed Rhoda. When she reached Rosalie's bedside, she was shocked to see such marks of evi- dent dejection in her countenance, and every vestige of colour gone from her cheek : nor was her distress lessened when Rosalie, having murmured out ** Thank God ! Oh ! I am so glad you are come ! " threw herself on her neck and wept for some minutes in silence. It were tedious to relate the conversa- tion that followed, which consisted chiefly of inquiries concerning Rosalie's health after the fright of the morning, and mournful presages concerning the ap- proaching fate of Madeleine. But when Rosalie declared her aversion to rise and join the party, as her spirits were too much depressed to allow her to mix in company, Lady Barbara began to fear some painful secret lurked within her AKD SUPERSTITION. 159 heart, and could hardly be restrained by politeness and decorum from expressing her suspicions. Rhoda now entered the room to tell Rosalie that Madeleine sent her word, if she was not well enough to come down stairs, she would come to her ; for that anxiety for her health would not allow her to stay where she was. " If that be the case, pray assure her that I will dress and come down directly. Do, dear Lady Barbara, go down while I rise, and tell my guardians I am not really ill." " I can tell them that with a safe con- science, believe me," replied Lady Bar- bara, shaking her head ; ** at least, I am sure your illness is not of the body." And with a slow step, a very unusual thing with her. Lady Barbara went down the stairs. She found Tyrconnel waiting at the foot of them. 160 LOVE, MYSTERY, ** Tell me," said he eagerly, *' how is Rosalie ? And how did she receive you ?" *' With the greatest kindness and cor- diality. — But she is ill ; — very.*' " And not coming down stairs ?" '' Yes ; she is dressing. But her ma- lady is of the mind : such a face of de- jection I never saw before in one so young. O William ! if I could think you were the cause of this !" *' But you camiot think so ; for you know me to be a man of honour." '' But let a man be ever so much a man of honour, a beautiful girl may fall in love with him." *' She may be likely to do so : but if a man be really a man of honour, as soon as he sees that his presence is dangerous, he will fly the spot before it is too late. No, no, my dear sister, if you are inclined to pity, pity mel I see already that Aubrey does, and has read my heart." AND SUPERSTITION. Iftl " Is it indeed so ? Tlien poor Lord and Lady Bellamore ! But perhaps Rosalie does not, cannot return your love, and that makes her unhappy ? Yet, dear mel it would seem so unnatural for her not to love you I" " Butyoz/ did not love me, Barbara, — you preferred Aubrey.'* *' Aye, but remember, you did not love me, and Aubrey did." " True. But come, there is an hour to dinner, and before you dress I wish to show you and Aubrey some views." Aubrey, who had been closeted with Dupont, now joined them ; and the brothers and sister had an undisturbed conversation till they went to dress : but it was of no satisfactory nature. Aubrey and Lady Barbara were quite willing to receive Rosalie as their ward and companion ; but if she rejected the addresses of Tvrconnel, or if she accepted 162 LOVE, MYSTERY, them and was herself rejected by the parents as the wife of their son, how could Rosalie live where she and Tyrconnel were exposed to meet daily ? And the way in which Tyrconnel obviated this difficulty gave great pain to his affectionate brother and sister ; for, '* In that case," said Tyr- connel, ^' I should go abroad, and never return till Rosalie was married or in a convent." They were interrupted by the approach of Rosalie herself, who told her fair guest that it was near dinner-time, and she came to offer to assist her at her toilet. Tyrconnel now presented his brother to Rosalie, who was himself struck with the air of deep dejection which obscured the most perfect face that he had ever seen. But the form of Rosalie was not yet im» paired by secret grief ; and as he surveyed her tall majestic figure, and heard the touching tones of her voice, he did not AND SUPERSTITION, 163 wonder that his brother's heart, all the ro- mantic circumstances also of their meet- ing considered, became the victim of her charms. As they walked towards the house, Aubrey kindly told Rosalie, that he had heard since he came of a most unexpect- ed good fortune which was likely to befal himself and Lady Barbara ; and on her asking what it was, he said it was the prospect of having her to reside with them when she was deprived of her pre- sent guardians, " Unless," said Lady Barbara archly, *' you are previously claimed by a better guardian, an amiable husband." " That I shall /^^^/'^r be," replied Rosalie^, her face covered with the deepest blushes. "No man, lam, sure will ever solicit my hand in marriage ; and if he did, he would sojicit in vain." A silence^ ^ painful silence followed 164 XOVE, MYSTERY, this unexpected and unwelcome speech, which was soon broken however by Au- brey, who casting a sidelong glance at his brother, was terrified at his excessive pale- ness, and exclaimed, ^' My dear brother I Tyrconnel, you are ill ! I am sure you are ill I" " 111 ! " exclaimed Rosalie, turning pale ■as death itself, while she seized TyrconneFs arm, and looked anxiously in his face. ; The husband and wife exchanged looks ; and Tyrconnel, pressing her hand to his lips, assured her he was well^ quite well again. " What does all this mean ?" whispered Lady Barbara to Aubrey. "Mean V replied he. *' Why,thatTyr- connel has not offered as soon as he ought to have done." And Lady Barbara thought he might be right. *' I am afraid you will find me a very AND SUPERSTITION. 165 awkward waiting-maid," said Rosalie to Lady Barbara, while with trembhng fin- gers she officiated at her toilet. " I do indeed, my dear," replied she, laughing; " for you were intended to have women to wait on you, and never to wait on any one. I have no doubt I shall see you a lady of quality before I die, spite of your recent declaration against mar- riage. Believe me, your heart is more tender than you fancy it." " Lady Barbara," cried Rosalie, *' I told you I should not marry; I did not say that I could not loveT ** What, my dear! would you love and not marry.'' Lnpossible! As soon as / was in love I wished to marry ^ and so will you. " Nay, Lady Barbara, think of the dif- ference of our situations : you, highly born, — ^you, blessed with noble parents, the pride and ornament of an illustrious 166 Love, mysteRv^, housfe; and I, the poor, obscure, uriknown Rosalie! No, believe me, if I loved to distraction I would never be the wife of ^ny man of family." " Well, well, we shall see when the time comes," replied Lady Barbara with ail arch smile : and taking Rosalie's arm^ they proceeded together into Mudeleine'f apartment. Rosalie, who had not seen her for some hours, was sensible that an evident change had taken place, and was not surprised to hear that the dinner, at her desire, was to be served in the front room. ** Would you could have come yester^ day !" said Dupont with more than usual despondency of mannefi ** Yesterday we were all more like ourselves ; our Rosalie was cheerful yesterday,^* he added, dart- ing a penetrating look at her, which evi- dently distressed her ; and so general a gloom seemed to pervad? the party, that AND SUPERSTITION. 10/ the summons to dinner was a relief to them all. But nothing could long entirely depress the elastic spirits of Lady Barbara ; and even Dupont and Rosalie were for a while enlivened by her sallies ; the good priest seemed quite captivated with her vivacity, and Donald forgot he was waiting at table while gazing on Lady Barbara's bonny blue een . Her countenance however was clouded when Mr. Fenton, who had visit- ed the invalid while they were at dinner^ called Dupont out of the room, and in- formed him that he was convinced the forebodings of his patient were just ; and that though she might outlive the night, she would never be able to come down again. This information so completely overset the wretched man, that he was unable to remain with the company, and the priest felt it is duty to retire with him ; while 168 LOVE, MYSTEHV, Rosalie went to take her station by tlie couch of the beloved sufferer till the bell called them to vespers. When that sum- mons came for the first time, Madeleine owned herself unable to obey it^ but de- clared her resolution not to be carried up stairs till her usual hour ; adding, with a melancholy smile, *' I have my reasons for it ;" and Mr. Fenton promised to stay with her till her friends returned. Dupont and the priest were already there when the guests and Ptosalie en- tered the chapel : but words cannot paint the agony of Dupont's countenance when he learnt that Madeleine could not attend the evening service : and when the priest began, he threw himself on the very spot where he had been accustomed to see her throw herself, and there he lay enveloped in his cloak, heaving such sighs as spoke a spirit tried almost beyond its power. Ill indeed could Rosalie exert her voice AND SUPERSTITION. 16D while witnessing the miseiy of one guar- dian^ and anticipating the death of tlic other. At length her devotional con- quered her other feelings ; and, with the exception of the broken-hearted Dupont, the tones of her voice breathed peace OTer the disturbed spirits of her hearers. Mr. Fenton meanwhile took leave of Madeleine, recommending her to be car- ried to her own room without further delay, as the night air was chilly, and she had to cross the hail. " I shall soon be more chilly than the night air," said Madeleine ; " and a few minutes more or less here can do me' no harm. Rosalie, my love," cried she, while the epithet, never heard but once before, thrilled through the affectionate heart of the dejected girl, " Rosalie, hold up the candles, that I may gaze on every object in this room, where I have known so many dlfierent feelings, for the last time. VOL. I. I 170 LOVE, MYSTERY, Now," said she, " seat yourself at your harp, where I have been used to see you sit, and sing me the evening hymn to the Virgin." She obeyed; and Madeleine joined in it with a voice so sweet and tones and man- ner so overpoweringly affecting, that Ro- salie's voice failed her before she came to the close, and Lady Barbara sobbed aloud. *^ Enough," she cried: " now let me be removed to my chamber. I have sung my last hymn on earth ! " That nighty though Madeleine was un- conscious of it, Rosahe watched, wept, and prayed by her bedside. That night, too, the wakeful ear of Tyrconnel heard those well-remembered groans from the self-tormented penitent, and wondered what new sin had called for such an ex- piation. At length the time of rising came, and the matin bell summoned the family to AND SUPERSTITION. 171 chapel. With what different looks did those who composed the congregation meet there ! Aubrey and his wife, though their faces wore the expression of sym- pathetic sorroWj were still radiant in their complexions and features. But Dupont, Rosalie, and Tyrconnel bore in their dim eyes and pallid cheeks the traces of the sleepless night of woe. ** I once thought," said Lady Barbara to Tyrconnel as they left the chapel, *^x)f bringing my little girl with me; but I am glad I did not, for I would not for the world put her out of love with good and pious persons ; and really the countenance of poor Madeleine, Dupont, and Rosalie, and even of you, William, would frighten her into horrors ; and good and terrible would ever after be associated in her mind." ^ Towards eveningMr . Fenton called again and positively, at Madeleines earnest i2 172 LOVE, MYSl^RY, command, assured her that life was ebbing apace, "Then I am actually on my death-bed> and in my hour of death ? " she said, with a countenance lighted up with joy. ^' You are :" and her transparent hands were silently lifted, as if in praise and bless- ing. ** Enough ! God bless you, sir ! You may now leave me, and send Father Pre- vost hither. I thank you cordially for all your^^kindness." The priest now came, in and admini- stered extreme unction to the dying Ma- deleine. The sacramental rite followed, of which the brothers, Lady JBarbara, Ro- sdie, and Dupont, at her earnest request, were summoned to partake. " And now, where is Rosalie V^ cried Madeleine. "My beloved, where art thou .^ " " Here," she replied, hastening to meet the now offered embrace. AND SUPERSTITION. 1/3 *' Leave US," said Madeleine : '*I would be alone with Rosalie." They had been together near an hour, when Rosalie pale and agitated ran down stairs and begged Tyrconnel to find Du- pont, and send him to Madeleine, who earnestly requested to see him. He did so, and Rosalie returned to the chamber of death. T}Tconnel found him in his own apart- ment, and was obliged to sapport him to that of Madeleine, and even to her bed- side. They found Rosalie lying beside her, supporting the head of Madeleine on her arm ; while the dying sufferer was gazing on her with unutterable fond- ness. " Leave me now, dearest," said Made- leine, pressing her lips to hers, and clasp- ing her to her bosom. She then bade Tyr- connel lead her to Lady Barbara; while, as the weeping girl withdrew, she followed 1/4 LOVE, MYSTERY, her with her eyes till the door closed and she could see her no more. " There ! " said Madeleine with a deep sigh, ** that pleasure and that pang are over, and now ! — ^" It was not long before the anxious fears, of Rosalie, who had herself been forbid- den to come again till she was sent for, led Tyrconnel, whose presence had not been forbidden, and who had always been desired by Madeleine to be with Dupont at the moment of her death, to go to the door of the room, and listen to what was passing. And he was very soon impelled to enter the room, for he heard the increase ing loudness of the expiring breath ; and he heard Dupont exclaim in the bitter- ness of his agony, Tyrconnel at thi& moment stood at the feet of the bed. " I am dying, beloved of my soul," cried Madeleine, struggling as it were to AND SUPERSTITION. l/o repel the quick approach of death, and eager to indulge for one short moment that faithful tenderness so long repressed and subdued: as she said this, she stretch- ed out her arms to the agitated Dupont, who clasping her with phrensied agony to his breast, wildly conjured her, as he kissed her damp brow, to live a little longer, and wait till his appointed hour was come. ** It will not be," she faintly replied. Then, while she gasped for utterance the priest gave the cross into her closing hand : she pressed it to her breast, fixed her last, long, expiring glance on that be- loved being who now tenderly supported her ; and as he pressed his cold and tear- ful cheek to hers, she smiled and expired. For one moment all was still as was the corpse before them ; for Dupont was stunned by the blow, though it had been so long expected, and he stood gazing on his lost Madeleine as if he expected to 176 LOVE, MYSTERY, see her move and hear her speak again ; v/hiie reverence for such deep grief as his forbade Tyrconnel and the priest to speak or move. But at length the unhappy man awoke to the full extent of his suf- fering; and throwing himself beside thebo- dy, he called her by every endearing name, amongst which, however rapidly he spoke, and in Italian too, Tyrconnel could clearly distinguish the name of Angela, amante, 7nia vita, and all the words that denote the tenderest ties which bind the heart of man. It seemed as if that im- perious love, which had for years been con- fined within oppressive bonds, and tyran- nized over and trampled upon, now rioted in its recovered liberty, and gave way to that violence which might be fettered, but could not be annihilated. At last, when he had raved himself into insensibility, Tyrconnel and the priest removed him into his own room, and the AND SUPERSTITION. 177 latter promised to summon him when- ever he thought his presence would be of service. He then proceeded to fulfil the painful task of imparting to Rosahe the death of Madeleine. "Am I sent for?" said she eagerly: " I saw you remove my guardian from the room ; I thought the scene would be too much for him. I shall go to her now." " No, deai'est Rosalie, you must go with my sister to your chamber," replied Tyrconnei, the tears trickhng down his manly cheek. ** What do you mean ?'' cried Rosahe, catching his arm; "shall I see her no more? Is — is — " " Yes — all is over, and we can now only pray for her soul ! " Lady Barbara did not leave the mourner that night, but partook of her sleepless bed and restless pillow. Tyrconnel's night was a sleepless one; 1 5 178 LOVE, MYSTERY, for Dupoiifs frantic grief, which was often succeeded by quiet and cahn dejec- tion, admitted of the soothings of friend- ship, and caused him therefore to pass most of the hours till day-break in the mourners chamber. With what new and mournful feelings did the sleepers now hear the bell which summoned them to matins ! with what painful emotions did the mourners hear that sound which, they at once remem- bered, she whom they most loved could hear no more ! and with what overpower- ing wretchedness did they behold the beams of that sun which diffused a gene- ral cheerfulness upon the face of nature, and called every thing around them into new life, save her more dear than even life itself ! O the painful contrast between the still, cold, dark paleness of the dead, and the warm, revivifying sun, and the bright blue sky above them ! AND SUPERSTITION. 1/9 Lady Barbara and her husband arose indeed to renewed gratitude alone to the Giver of good; for they arose to a con- sciousness of their own still unimpaired enjoyments. But they could not forget that mourning was in the house; and Lady Barbara, bursting into tears, exclaimed, when she heard the matin bell, " The poor Madeleine hears it not ! " " She hears better music, I trust, my beloved," replied her husband. And Lady Barbara said she wondered she could be so foolish as to weep for her. ^Vhen they entered the chapel, they found Rosalie had taken her seat as usual at the organ, and Dupont was stretched along the self-same spot as the night be- fore ; while Rosalie's voice only faltered occasionally, as some recollection, proba- bly, came over her mind and agitated her feelings. When the service was ended, Dupont 180 LOVE, MYSTERY, moved not from his recumbent posture, and took no notice of any one. But Ho* ssalie accepted the offered arm of Tyrcon- nel ; and with a pensive but placid coun- tenance gave and received the usual greetings, and accompanying her guests to the house officiated at the breakfast table ; but when the meal was over she retired again. *^ It is very certain," said Lady Bar- bara the next day, " that Rosalie's counte- nance is not so dejected, not so full of woe, as itwas before this event happened." ''Certainly not," rephed Aubrey: ** at least, if it be, it is a dejection of a dif- ferent nature. That seemed bitter hope- less dejection ; but this has an air of placid sweetness, that only belongs to the occasion ; and Rosalie^ while sorrowing for the poor Madeleine, cannot sorrow like one without hope." " True! " replied Tyrconnel, '* and I AND SUPERSTITION. 181 myself have observed the change with great pleasure; and I also know exactly when the change took place. I ob- served it after she came from her long conference with the deceased, as soon as ever she had recovered her first emo^ tions, and was composed enough to con- verse; and I suspect this change in her was the result of that conversation. \Vliat it was that so affected her the day you came^ I cannot guess ; but that was the first time I had ever observed it in her. But I will go in search of her : I ex- pect to find her in the chamber of death." " Now Tyrconnel is gone we must talk of our departure," said Lady Bar- bara. " When can it with propriety take place ? for remember, I have left my dear children tv/o days ! " ** But we cannot go before the fune- ral, Barabara." ** AVhat necessity can there be for our 1S2 LOVE, MYSTERY, attendance ? Besides, I have no niourn- ing; I can do no good here, and I am wanted at home." " Is it doing no good, to show respect to that person when dead whom you loved while Uving ? Is it doing no good, to show countenance and kindness to a poor orphan girl when she is in afflic- tion, Barbara ? " " Yes, yes, it is : I own it, I own it. Still, I think a superior duty is owing to my own children." " So I should think, if they were in danger, or in distress; but as they are well and happy, and under the best pos- sible care, not even excepting your own, I think your superior duty is to stay here." ** And do you not think a mother's duty paramount to all others, a wife's excepted.'^" *' Yes : but when a mother prefers go- ing to her children to staying where she AND SLIPERSTITION. 183 is wanted, because it is far more delight- ful to her to go than to stay, then I think her maternal tenderness looks very like selfishness disguised under the form of maternal duty." ** Well, Aubrey, well, rather than seem selfish in your eyes, I am sure T\\ stay a month if you wish." "Nay, Barbara, that would be still more selfish; for then you would really from selfish motives sacrifice your children." " I am incapable now-a-days of argu- ing with you, Aubrey, since you became a barrister ; therefore I shall only say, I am your wife, and I feel it my duty to obey your will." "Is it not your pleasure too, Bar- bara ? I have always flattered myself it was — are you changed^ my love .^ " *' I ! Oh no! but you are, or you would not have thought me selfish." 184 LOVE, MYSTERY, " I did not think so ; and I was sure you only seemed so, because you had not allowed yourself to consider the point in question properly and on both sides. I was always certain that, if you did so consider it, you would give it up as quietly and good-humonredly (with an emphasis) as you have done now^ Lady Barbara, as he said this, looked at him with a suspicious and inquiring glance. Then, shaking her head, and holding up her hand at him in a threat- ening manner, she exclaimed, *' Aubrey, you are a sarcastic, hateful person !" and went in search of Rosalie. Lady Barbara found lyrconnel with her standing by the dead body of her whom they loved : but she hesitated to enter the room ; for what is soothing to strong feelings of affection is painful where the affections are not deeply en- AND SUPERSTITION, 185 gaged. And Tyrconnel, observing her reluctant step, whispered Rosalie, that they had better go to her ; and they led the agitated Lady Barbara to Rosalie's apartment. *' I am afraid," said she, wiping her eyes, " you think me a great fool.'* *' Oh, no! I can understand your feel- mgs •' It is more than I can ; for how strange it is that / cannot bear to look on that which you^ who loved her so much more, can like to contem- plate ! " *' There are many v/ays of accounting for that. In the first place, nothing can increase the grief already at its height; and it loves whatever suits and feeds it. In the next place, it is sweet to me to be with her as long as I can ; and next to seeing her r.live, it is pleasing to me to gaze on her when dead. I shall soon 186 LOVE, MYSTERY, not see her at all, you know. But prsty let us change the subject." " Willingly; and I must venture to observe the change in your countenance: your expression is quite altered, not from woe to joy, but from one sort of sorrow to another." " I can believe it; for so are my feel- ings changed. The woe you mean was a bitter, blighting distress ; but my last conversation with the dear lost Made- leine removed the cause of it ; and now I only feel a tender softening kind of melancholy occasioned by her loss." " I do understand this distinction, Rosalie. Your first woe was an acute wearing pain like the tooth-ach. Your present resembles a slight gentle head- ach, and is by the by rather agreeable than otherwise, when one may rest one's head on the shoulder one loves." ^' I should think, Lady Barbara, that AND SUPERSTITION. 187 even sorroiu when soothed by those one mo6t loves would be sweet also." " Try the experiment. I dare say Tyr- connel will be very glad to sooth your sorrow." " How can you joke, Lady Barbara, and at such a time ? " " Indeed, it was wrong, and I sincerely beg your pardon. I am afraid I want to meet with a severe affliction, to prevent my growing hard-hearted; for a life of continued blessings is a most fearful state, and very bed for the soul, I believe ; and I never lost any thing I loved, ex- cept a very fine long-eared setter. There are some losses which I cannot bear to contemplate. I leave you to guess what I mean — the very idea — " Here she paus- ed, and wiped the tears from her April face. " Do you know," said she, *' that I have often wondered at the fuss that i& 188 LOVE, MYSTERY, made in a Greek play about a wife who prevailed on the gods to let her die in- stead of her husband? Alcesiis her name w^as. But I never could see so much in it. I am sure it appears to me a very easy and natural thing. I had much rather die for Aubrey, than endure the misery of losing him. Do you not think you should feel the same towards your hus- band, if you loved him ? " *' I would never," said Rosalie solemnly, ** marry any man, for whom I should not be willing to die." So much for the enthusiasm of two- and-twenty and nineteen. When dinner was announced that day, to their great surprise, Dupcnt himself took his seat at table, and with a coun- tenance which spoke forcibly of recent sorrow, but of sorrow subdued into calm- ness by the consolations of religion. As Madeleine had not for many weeks par- AKD SUPERSTITION. 189 taken of that meal with him, he did not miss her at it, and that added to his com- posure. He ate Uttle himself, but was attentive to his guests, particularly to Lady Barbara, who had not at all lost her power to charm his imagination, and whom, to her confusion, he often gazed upon till tears came in his eyes ; for he recalled the first moment in ^^hich he saw her, and when he was then fearing an event might happen, which had since taken place. " How like Lady Barbara is," said Du- pont starting from a reverie, " to one of Guido's angels 1 " '' She is a better thing to me, dear sir," said Aubrey affectionately: " she is a real angel, not a pictured one ; and she is my own little wife : but I do wish you may not turn her head with your flat- tery : praise from most men to a sen- sible woman is no better than a tempo- 190 LOVE, MVSTERV, raiy and trifling allowance, which is never to be depended on ; but praise from you is a large fortune at once, which may make the person who receives it proud and independent." *^ And what are you yourself now do- ing, Aubrey ? have not you praised me enough to make me proud ? Indepen- dent I never can be, never wish to be, of you and your affection.'* " Tyrconnel," said Dupont with great feeling, ** if I live long enough to knoiv that you and that dear girl will one day be united, I shall almost think the mi- series of my own existence repaid." So saying he left the room. " What does this mean ? " cried Lady Barbara, turning to the blushing Ro- salie : ** have you changed your opinion since yesterday, and learnt to think that marriage may as well attend on love; ^d that love is a bad thing without it?" AND SUPERSTITION. 191 " I never did think otherwise," replied Rosalie : " I only said, that I might love, though I could not marry." " Could not marry ! that is to say, *' will not marry : dearest Rosalie, do not conjure up such a distracting thought ! why will you give up all hope thus?" " I do not give up hope — I cannot hear to give it up — I am not ashamed to repeat to these kind friends what I owned to my departed guardian, and to my living one, — that I love you, Tyrcon- nel ; and that 1 believe I can never love any other man : but then I must also as- sure you, and in their presence^ that with- out the consent of your parents I never will be yours. You best know what pro- spect there is of obtaining it ; and alas ! when I consider what a splendid mar- riage has been made hy i\\t younger son, can / believe Lord and Lady Bellamore 192 LOVE, MYSTERY, will allow me to be the bride of tbe eider?" '^ Very true," said Aubrey : *' I did marry wonderfully well for a younger brother; and little splendid here, this small diamond, but of the first water, which I wear in my bosom, was thought a fit match even for my eider brother. But remember that, in the first place, a man who will be the representative of two rich and noble houses does not want so much money as his younger brother; and in the second place, a no- bleman — a — a Alas!" cried Aubrey, " though sure of the indulgence of my audience I can- not go on ; for I cannot speak against my conscience— ^without a fee at least — and I own my fears of ultimate disappoint- ment for you, my dear brother, are equal to my hopes of your success." The next d,^y the brothers challenged AND SUPERSTITION. 193 Lady Barbara to take a long walk with them ; and as they went along they told her that in their rambles that morning before breakfast, they had seen in a cot- tage the prettiest children they had ever beheld. '' Do you say so, Aubrey.^" asked Lady Barbara reproachfully. '^ Yes : I do." " What! prettier than your own chil- dren?" " Prettier than they were when I last saw them." " Aye: but that is three days ago, and one had not been well. William has not seen my children a long time ; therefore his praise does not mortify me." " And why should mine, my love.^ If our children were ugly, I should not think them so ; nor should I love them the less, if I did: for are they not equally yours and mine, Barbara ? " VOL. i^ K 194 LOVE, MYSTERY. *^ Yes: but still one likes to have pretty children." " But you^ it seems, want yours to be the prettiest children ; and though I reverence maternal tenderness, I do not admire maternal vanity." ** But must they not always go toge- ther, Aubrey ? Can you separate the weed from the flower .^ " *^ But 1 can discourage the one, and cherish the other." " Well, as you please ; only do not, if you love me, think any children prettier than your own. But where are these wonders ? am I to see them '^ " They nov/ entered the cottage ; and Tyr- connel, with a countenance of affectionate pleasure, held out to the delighted Lady Barbara her own rosy girl, while the nurse made her appearance with the other child. "Oh! my dear considerate brother, how did you contrive this delightful surprise.^" AND SUPERSTITION. 195 *' Why, you must know, Barbara, that when I found from Aubrey liow reluctant you were to stay, though benevolence con- quered selfishness, I resolved that my gcrin should not be your loss ; and having dis- patched a note to my mother, I prepared Rosalie's friends at this cottage to accom- modate your children for a few days." '' A few days, WiUiam! If you wish It/' cried the enthusiastic Lady Barbara, ^' I will now stay months." *' But what would ouv parents say to that, Barbara.^" " And what would the law say to tw^P" said her husband. " True, I see I am wrong; but, my dear husband and brother," cried she, folding each child by turns to her bosom, *' how difficult it is when one is very happy, to consider other people!" " But not difficult to consider one's parents ? " k2 196 LOVE, MYSTERY, ** No: to be sure not; but when one's near view is so delightful, it is very ex- cusable, for a few moments at least, to for- get a more distant one, however dear." As they left the cottage, to which Lady Barbara made an excuse for returning at least half a dozen times, she said with great earnestness, ''' Do you think Rosalie will consider it a breach of decorum and feeling to come with me to the cottage before the funeral is over? for I do so long to show her my children !" To shorten my narrative as much as possible, I shall only say that Madeleine was interred in thechapel, under the stonCsS w^here she had been accustomed to pro- strate herself; that the interment was at- tended by a numerous congregation, who had lost in the deceased the kindest of benefactors. Sweetly soothing was this tribute to the souls of the survivors; and when AND SUPERSTITION. 197 Dupont rejoined his guests in the even- ing, Ills countenance was placid, and his conversation cheerful. After breakfast thiC next morning, Tyr- connel entered the room where his bro- ther and sister were sitting, vrith a dis- turbed countenance and with an open letter in his hand. * See here," said he, *' what one of my father's servants has just brought me ! Aubrey read the letter, and observed that it was what he expected : " Your servant," said he, " gave such a descrip- tion of Rosalie's beauty to the lady's maid at Forest Lodge, that I foresaw what would happen." ** And pray, what has happened.^" asked Lady Barbara. " My father and mother, and your fa- ther and mother, with Lady Honoria Mandeville and others, are now at Cowes, on a tour round the island if the snow does not fall ; and you and Aubrey and 198 LOVE, MYSTERY, I are expected to join them there im- mediately." *^ What I and leave my children and Rosalie ! No, no ; you may go, but I shall stay here." '' Thank you ; but if I go you must go, or our parents would be offended : and Tyrconnel must go, I fear, at all events.'* " I fear so too. I must not run any risk of offending them, as on their favour now so much depends : besides, they have been such kind and tender parents, that till now I always found my best pleasure in my duty : but then, to leave Kosalie! " To shorten my story: — When Tyr- connel communicated the contents of his father's letter to Dupont, the latter told him he was very glad that he had received a summons, for that he meant to pro- pose that he should quit the castle im- mediately, and go to Lord Bellamore to acquaint him with his attachment, and the peculiar situation of the object of it ; AND SUPERSTITION. 199 for that he could not think he himself was acting an honourable part, while al- lowing any man to address a ward of hh unknown to his parents. " WtW do I know," continued he, ** that your father will disapprove your passion, and forbid your marriage ; but tell him not to bid you utterly despair, till he knows every thing concerning the birth and connec- tions of Rosalie. If, when acquainted with them, he objects to her as )'our wife, I have not ?iow to tell you, my dear young friend that that objection must be final." I shall not describe the parting hour ; that hour, more trying to those who 7t- mai/i than to those who go ; as a path, a view, a chair, the merest trifle, are to the former, melancholy memorials of depart- ed pleasures — while for the latter, new scenes, new objects, and even motion it- self, possess a power to lull the mind in temporary forgetfulness. LOVE, MYSTERY, AND SUPERSTITION. PART THE THIRD. Most dangerous Is that temptation which does goad us on To sin in loving virtue." Shakespeare. After Tyrconnel had been gone more than a week, Dupont received the follow- ing letter from him : *' It is only nine days since I left you, my dear friend, yet it seems to me nine months ; and it will really be nine months I believe before we get round the island, if we travel as slowly as we have hitherto done. LOVE, MYSTERY, ETC. 201 " Oh ! how time drags with me now ! Did you ever see me weary while I was with you ? Never. But how can I hear to enter on what must, however reluct- antly, be told ? "I soon found that Lady Honoria Man- deville and another beauty were, like two greyhounds in one string, to be let slip against my poor heart, and that I was ex- pected to gallant them about. But I was so undutiful as always to carry off our own dear Barbara under my arm, and leave the single women to Aubrey. How could I do otherwise ? I had been told that Lady Honoria was my intended bride, and that our parents had talked mat- ters over. Could I then, as a man of honour, pay the young lady any atten- tion, since that attention was liable to misconstruction ? No, no, I could not. Besides, one thought of Rosalie was enough to render all pretenders to my k5 262 LOVE, MYSTERY, love odious to me ; especially as I was sure that William Tyrconnel, the son of a mere private gentleman, would not have obtained one of the kind glances cast on the Honourable William Tyr- connel, son of Lord Bellamore, and heir to Lord Delmayne. O these titles ! would I were indeed plain William Tyrconnel! Then perhaps — Yet no : she is worthy of coronets, and I am glad I can place them on her brow ; but can I do so ? Hear and judge. " You may suppose that Lady Honoria was not pleased, nor at all amused, by my disagreeable silence: at the end of a week, therefore, .^he made an excuse for returning to London ; and I then | erceiv- ed that I should have a S'cciie vvith my father. But of this 1 was desirous: my secret lay heavy on my mind ; for nevep till now had I had a thought or a wish concealed. AND SUPERSTITION. 203 " I dreaded however to have the expla- nation tete-a-tete with my father. I therefore contrived to lead to it when my mother, brother, and Barbara were present. Suffice, that after I had told my tale, after Barbara and Aubrey had pleaded better for me than I did for myself, (blessings on their generous na- tures!) all I could obtain was a promise not to forbid me entirely to hope, till the mystery hanging over Rosalie's birth be cleared up ; and then, if no disgrace attends her birth, in favour of her ac- complishments and virtues he will wave all other considerations ; and, for the sake of his son's happiness, receive her as his daughter : but this only on 07ie con- ditiori — that we do noi jueet till the time for solving the mystery arrives. *' I cannot go on. () sir I kr.ow you will enter into my feelings, aid will not suppose that selfish consideration for my- 204 LOVE, MYSTERY, self can make me fail in love and duty towards you. But surely, surely, your vow may be more generously interpreted. Surely, if, as you say, your health is wast- ing daily, and you are every day therefore expecting the approach of death, you are as it were on your d<^ath-bed ; and it would be no infringement of your vow to disclose the secret : do it then while you can reasonably hope to witness the happy results. But forgive me ! Your own con- science is your best guide ; and I respect- fully await its decree. '* I write to Rosalie, but it is for the last time — all intercourse is forbidden — ab- solutely all, God bless you ! My heart is too full to allow me to say more. ** William Tyrconnel." The Answer^, " Your father, dear Tyrconnel, has in * The letter to Rosalie and her answer do not appear. AND SUPERSTITION. 205 my opinion acted a wise and virtuous part ; and has refused, as I myself should have done, to admit into his family a young woman of mysterious birth and unknown connexions ; but he has, with a degree of justice which I honour, consent- ed to receive her if her birth be not stain- ed with disgrace. *' That, time will soon reveal — and in the mean while his prohibition of inter- course between you is another proof of his wisdom ; for, if you are not ultimately to be united to Rosalie, further inter- course would be cruel to you both, as it would only increase your mutual attach- ment; and if that attachment cannot stand the test of absence, your union ought never to take place. ** I have a pleasure in telling you, that Mr. Fenton confirms all my ideas of my own malady ; and that the organs of life become more diseased every day ; but be 206 LOVE, MYSTERY, assured, that only when I am literally on my bed of death will I make the pro- mised disclosure. When I am really there, I shall dispatch an express to you. '^ Rosalie looks pale, but she bears up for my sake wonderfully ; and so, I hope, do you for the sake oi your parents. " Believe me, both in life and in death, ** Your faithful and affectionate " Bertram Dupont." Three weeks had worn heavily away; and bad roads, heavy carriages, and occa- sional indispositions made long excur- sions impossible; when at length Tyr- connel one morning received by express from the castle, a letter written in a hand scarcely legible. It contained only a few^ words : *' My prayers are heard — I am dying — and before you have left the island — AND SUPERSTITION. 207 Come you ! come all, at the earnest re- quest of an expiring man ! " RlNAr.DO CONTE AI. G." Tyrconnel went instantly to his father's bedside, and obtained his promise, and that of his mother, that they would fol- low him (as they hoped) with the rest of the party, as soon as their six horses could be harnessed. The brothers set off immediately. — They found Dupont quite composed, and with an evident expression of satisfaction in his countenance ; while his whole soul seemed in his eyes as he gazed on Rosalie, who sat on the bed beside him wiping the damps of death from his brow, and giving and receiving the most affec- tionate caresses, scarcely turning from her interesting charge to welcome her long absent lover. ** Here are the papers which I men- 208 LOVE, MYSTERY, tioned to you," said Dupont ; *^ and they are so long, that / have wished, earnestly wished, your parents would arrive, as it would be a trial to me indeed to die un- certain of the fate of this most precious child. Yet, if it must be so, I shall not dare to murmur; for I have merited no- thing but chastisements, and every mercy shown me surprises as much as it en- courages rne." Tyrconnel received the packet with a trembling hand, and though he longed to open them he dared not do it : besides, he wished to hope as long as he could, and those papers rnight bid him despair. It was more than an hour before Tyr- connel, who was anxiously on the ivatch, hailed the arrival of the party; but at length they came, and Aubrey went down to receive them. *^ Surely," said the dying man," Rosalie ought to go down to welcome them." AND SUPERSTITION. 209 " What! and leave you ? I cannot, in* deed I cannot." '' You can return again in a short time; and really my mind is so relieved now I know they are here, that I be- lieve death much more distant than I expected." And as Mr. Fenton, who now entered, declared that the pulse was rather stronger than when he felt it last» Rosalie allowed Tyrconnel to lead her down stairs. But it was as much against his inclination as against hers: for, as yet, Tyrconnel knew her by no other name than Rosalie ; and as Rosalie mibj he could not present her to persons who to high rank, and the pride of lofty birth, united formality of manners and rigid ideas of decorum. But there was no al- ternative; and Tyrconnel tried to repress in his beloved charge that reluctance which he was only too conscious of him- self. In Rosalie, however, it was reluc- 210 LOVE, MYSTERY, tance onhj^ unmixed with any feeling of bashful trepidation ; for how coiild that being who had just left the chamber of death, and the contemplation of the dying, feel awed at appearing before any one of mortal mould ? "Dust and ashes as we are, or soon must be, is it for us," she might have said, ''to plume ourselves upon the distinctions of worldly grandeur, and look down on our fellow-creatures, when the time perhaps is near that shall make one act of recollected virtue, and a single as- piration of present faith, however gently breathed, of more value than all the splendours of a coronet ? " But it was not to such reflections, however just, that Ro- salie was indebted for her present cou- rage. • It was sacred s or roiv which lifted her above the admission of any other feeling, and even made her insensible to the wish of pleasing the parents of Tyr- connel. AND SUPERSTITION. 211 When she entered the room, Tyrconnel v/as reHeved at once from his embarrass- ment by Lady Barbara, who joyfully exclaimed, '' Oh ! here is my dear friend Rosahe." The Countess of Delmayne and the Lady Bellamore, and their lords, imme- diately rose ; and with a manner which they meant to be very gracious, and with the consciousness of condescension, the ladies advanced a step or two to meet the pale and tearful girl. But the long and fine-turned neck of Rosalie bent itself more courteously than hum- bly to their salutation ; and her step was so firm, her manner so self-possessed, that they who came intending only to bestow protection were struck with in- voluntary respect. Aubrey had set a chair for her near his mother^ and every one seemed expecting her to speak. Rosalie too felt that she was 212 LOVE. MYSTERY, called upon to do so, and in words nearly inaudible she thanked the visiters for their truly kind compliance with the wishes of a dying stranger ; but as the re- collection that he was dying recurred to her, she earnestly conjured them to ex- cuse her, if she returned instantly to his room. The expiring sufferer looked eagerly in the face of Tyrconnel, as he led Ro- salie to the bedside, to read there, if he could, what impression she had made on his guests ; for he had urged her going to them, in hopes that her beauty and her sorrow would make her an interest in their hearts. But he had seen little of the world, and knew not how much the habits and restraints of civilised society fetter not only the expression of the feel- ings, but the feelings themselves. Deluded man! Rosalie's appearance had produced an unfavourable effect on tl^e AND SUPERSTITIOK. 213 mother of Lady Barbara, who had never quite forgiven Tyrconnel's indifference to her daughter. Still, however, as she was a generous good-hearted woman, she felt a wish to promise protection to a poor friendless orphan: 2J\d. protection implies power; and the love of power is not only a universal passion, but one that it is gratifying to indulge. And Lady Del- mayne pleased herself with the example she should set Lady Bellamore, and with the anticipation of soothing the terrors of the trembling and embarrassed Ro- salie. But lo ! Rosahe was neither trem- bling nor embarrassed. Lady Delmapie, therefore, was mortified and disappointed. Aubrey's observing eye discovered this, and he dared not ask what the family thought of Rosalie. Not so Lady Barbara. With her usual warmth of heart she exclaimed, " Well, is she not very beautiful ?" 214 LOVE, MYSTERY, '' We saw her to great disadvantage," said Lady Bellamore. " Her face we did," said her lord ; *' but her figure is the finest that I ever saw, and her air dignified." ''Dignified!" cried Lady Delmayne : '* Proud, I think. Surely no Duchess could have carried her head more high." "True," said Aubrey coldly ; " for Ro- salie has great dignity of mind, and that usually gives dignity of manner and self- possession. Were she the child of a peasant, her manner would be the same. What you call pride, I call proper self- respect." " But do you not think, Aubrey, that the consciousness of high birth gives a sort of grace and air to the person, how- ever diminutive, which no one could mis- take.?" " My dear madam," replied Aubrey, *' do you think that if a stranger were AND SUPERSTITION. 215 not told who this laughing-eyed, bustling little person beside me was, he would in- stantly discover that she was an EaiTs daughter ?" *^ He would know, at least, that sh« was of rank ; for you have often said your- self, sir, that it was impossible for Lady Barbara Delmayne to move ungrace- fully : and what can this be owing to, but to that consciousness of her own consequence, which alone can give that ease to the manner, in which grace con- sists ?" " What a piece of pride and conceit, then, have I been loving so tenderly and so long without knowing it !" " You are always laughing at Barbara about her littleness, Aubrey ; but she is not so very short, though she is certainly not a May-pole." " My dear lady, she knows she is ' as 216 LOVE, MYSTERY, high as my heart ; and knowing that, I know she is contented. Are you not, Barbara ? " " I was— but am so no longer." "No!" *' No," replied she, seeing the storm gathering on her mother's brow% and wishing to avert it by a joke. " No, not since I have gained the high appella- tion of angel ; and you know the poor Count says I look and am an angel ; his guardian angels " Does the Count say so ?" said Lady Delmayne, frowning no longer. -Oyes!" Tyrconnel's entrance interrupted her. He came with the manuscript in his hand. '' Begin, dear brother, begin," cried Lady Barbara. But finding he was too much agi- AND SUPERSTITION. 217 tated to command his voice sufficiently, he resigned the task of reading it to Aubrey ; and he read as follows : Confessions of ^iSK\.T>o, Conte Manfredi di Guastalla. Little did you suspect, that the son of one of the first families in Italy, a fa- mily which has given ambassadors, states- men, and heroes to its country, was hid- den under the unhonoured name of Ber- tram Dupont, and was wearing away existence in a foreign land, in solitude and in penance. Little could you ima- gine, that he who avoided the eye of cu- riosity, and whom real and imagined fears forced into concealment, was once the object of public veneration, and courted and applauded by the learned, the virtu- ous, the good, and the pious. Yet, so it was ; till self-confidence hurled me down from my pinnacle of earthly exaltation, to VOL. I. L 218 LOVEi MYSTERY, prove a warning example to others, that he who trusts in his own strength shall fall ; and that those who fancy them- selves superior to temptation shall be cast down in the midst of their imagined security, to change the vauntings of a confident spirit for the agonies of a con- trite one. I was the second son of the Duke Manfredi, by his second wife, in right of whom I bore the name and enjoyed the fortune of the family of Guastalla : but at an early age I discovered a distaste for the things of this world, and a passion for retirement and theological studies, which seemed to prove me called by a voice from Heaven to devote myself to the service of the church. My father opposed my calling, but my brothers encouraged it : on them and their motives, however, I wish not to dwell : suffice it, that I persisted in my religious AND SUPERSTITION. 210 vocation, and that my first degrees in sanctity were taken by a v iolation of the duti/ of obedience to my father. He menaced, he entreated, in vain; and at the age of sixteen I began my novi- tiate in a convent of Benedictines at Rome. With what delight did my ears drink in the praises bestowed on my early and distinguished piety ! How was my pride gratified, when I found my acts of extra- ordinary self-denial and penance the theme of admiration, and that I wan held up as a model to the other novices in the convent ! Infatuated being ! not to feel that the heart which was elated by hu- man praise for homage to its God^ was actuated by an earthly ambition, not by the irresistible impulses of heavenly zeal. But I thought myself the holiest of the [holy, and I took the vows at the age of seventeen. Yes, the youthful Count l2 220 LOVE, MYSTERY, Manfredi di Guastalla laid down his worldly honours, to be known no more but as the Father Francesco. Still the ambition of my soul prompted me, in spite of my renunciation of my titles, to illustrate the name of Father Francisco by eloquence and learning ; and in idea the sacred tiara already glittered on my brow. With this view, though I re* doubled my austerities, I at the same time also redoubled my attention to my studies; and my fame as a preacher, when once I had been permitted to ascend the chair, spread from Rome through every town in the Pontificate ; till, by the time that I was one-and-twenty, crowds collected wherever I was, to see me pass along, and kiss the hem of my garment ; and the proudest beauties of Italy hum- bled themselves in the overwhelming con- sciousness of sin before the holy elo- quence of the youthful Benedictine. But AND SUPERSTITION. 221 did not he who thus admonished others, require admonition himself ? Was he who called sinners to repentance, free himself from the consciousness of sin ? Alas ! undetected, the damning sin of pride clave unto my secret soul, and ter- rible was the humiliation preparing for me. By this time I was known personally as a theologian, a saint, and an orator, to some of the first men of the age; to Cardinal de Retz, and other distinguished men who visited Rome ; and I was invited to go to Paris, to preach before the Grand Monarque: nor would my vanity have denied itself this gratification, had I not been certainly stopped in my career by a power whose influence I despised, and against which, puffed up with self-righte- ousness, I had never thought of arming myself by humble reliance on my God. The Marquis di Romano, a distant re^ 222 Love, mystery, lation of our family, who had married the heiress of the house of Viseonti, died, leaving only two daughters to inherit his and his wife's possessions. The younger of these daughters, Sera- phina Celesi, became attached, at the age of fifteen, to a Scotch nobleman, theyoung Earl of Monrose^ who was travelling in Italy with a tutor and his servant, our faithful Donald. But her poor widowed mother, who could not bear that her child should marry a foreigner, though a Catho- lic, violently opposed the union ; she op- posed it in vain, andat last she was brought to consent, that at the end of two years the marriage should take place, if Monrose returned at that time to Italy as much in love as when he left it. The elder of these daughters, Rosmunda Celesi, who was two years my junior, be- lieved herself, alas ! incapableof any earthly love; andglowingwith enthusiasm, resolved AND SUPERSTITION. 223 to resign the pride of rank, of wealth, and of beauty, and devote herself to a cloister. The Marchioness opposed this hea- venly union, as much as she had done the terrestrial one : but filial duty had no power against the impulses of a heated imagination. She was resolved, as I had been, to live and die in the odour of sanc- tity ; and when she heard of my exalted sacrifice of the world and all its allure^ ments, she declared that it was her am- bition to prove herself worthy of the con- sanguinity which she bore me; and that she trusted I should one day be proud of my cloistered kinswoman. Alas! I fear that I was proud of her al- ready ; proud of having made so distin- guished a convert, and of having snatched from the snares of the world a being so beautiful, and a soul so precious. Em- boldened by her conscious call, she ad- dressed a letter to me, though we had 224 LOVE, MYSTERY, never met, in which she solicited my ad- vice and encouragement in the path which she had chosen, and I gave them with pride. My letter, perhaps, nay certainly^ put the seal to her fate, and her unhappy mo- tlier continued to plead in vain, '^ Only wait a fev/ years, my beloved child ; you are too young yet to form any opinion on subjects of such importance ; and remember, that if you become a nun^ you leave me desolate and alone." Such Vv^as the language of the Mar- chioness ; but the poor victim of her own rashness thought it, as I did, the plead- ing of worldly selfishness, and prepared to enter upon her novitiate. But the time of her probation was delayed by an acci- dent which happened to her mother, who by a fall from a carnage appeared to have been killed upon the spot : she recovered however to existence, though AND SUPERSTITION. 225 never to reason and perception. Still, her daughter resolved to leave her to the care of ethers, impelled (she fancied) by a higher duty, and began her novitiate in a convent of female Benedictines at Ferrara. In the mean while I was advancing in reputation, and was the delighted idol of kneeling crowds ; and engravings of me, taken from the picture which you will find in the box I shall give you, were spread over the Continent. Scarcely, pei'haps, will you believe, that I ever re- sembled that picture, which exhibits a man glowing with the bloom of youth, and in unblighted pride. The print, however, which is colourless, resembles me still ; and little did Father Vincent think, when he looked on the mysterious stranger with so suspicious an eye at Del- mayne, that a portrait of me was hang- ing up in his apartment, as the holy Fa- 526 LOVE, MYSTERY, ther Francesco. This print was given by one of our mutual relatives to Rosmunda, who sent me in return, with a letter full of humble veneration, a miniature of her- self painted by a pensioner in her nun's dress, soon after she had taken the vows, and when the austerities of her religi- ous duties had begun to injure the roses of her cheek. But, though I knew it not, in spite of its languid eye and faded bloom, that face, when I first beheld it even in painting, called forth in me emo- tions nevei' known before. I fancied them the result of admiration for that zeal, which could resolve to bury such beauty in a convent : but though my proud beart disdained to believe that aught of human passion mingled with my adora- tion, certain it is, that I have often turned fi'om the image of the Virgin, to gaze on Sister Angela (as Rosmunda was now called) ; and'that, having done so, I have AND SUPERSTITION. 227 penned letters to her glowing with all the fervour of earthly and forbidden ardour. She, poor innocent ! believed as I did; and we were far gone in a correspondence, which, though it treated wholly of religion, was written with the pen of passion, when we both of us fell ill, — I from the fatigues and austerities of ray religious profession, which threatened me with consumption, and she from her too rigorous observance of fasts and penances. We were both or- dered by our physician to the baths of Baia, near which our mutual relative, the young Marquis di Romano, had lately purchased a villa. Our noble relatives were exces' sively devoted to holy books and holy .be- ings; and the idea of having two such youth- ful saints near them was most gratifying to their enthusiastic minds. Nor was it long before they formed to themselves the delightful prospect of prevailing on us to take up our abode under their loof. 228 LOVE, MYSTERY, And what should prevent It ? No danger could accrue to two such sanctified beings from a familiar intercourse ; and there was no doubt but that their whole family would be edified and hallowed by our pre- sence. Alas ! our own betraying wishes agreed but too well with theirs ; and I veiled my real motives from my view, by believing that I wished to converse on doctrinal points with my correspondent face to face, because I had reason, as I fancied, to apprehend that she was a little tinc- tured with Jansenism ; as she had been deeply impressed with the high reputation and talents of Sister Angelica of Port- Royal, where heresy was suspected to flourish under the countenance of the ce- lebrated Arnauds. To be brief : We consented to stay at the villa of the Marquis, and still more eagerly consented to meet there. O day of AND SUPERSTITION. 229 fate ! a day big with inconceivable mi- sery, when I first gazed upon that form of breathing loveHness, and viewed that face where the woman's impassioned tender- ness, and the saint's holy zeal, shed inde- scribable fascination over the features of a Grecian Venus ! Never shall I forget my emotion, when she bent her knee with modest reverence before me, and,crossing her beautiful hands on her bosom, be- sought my blessing. Those hands, so often lifted with con- fidence to call down blessings upon others, now trembled, as if palsied by conscious forebodings, while raised to Heaven for her; and the voice faltered, which uttered the now inarticulate prayer. When she rose, with a glistening eye and blushing cheek, and gazed upon me with a look of flattering regard and re- verence, the tender impulse which made 230 LOVE, MYSTERV, me wish to clasp her to my heart, ought to have convinced me, that though I proudly thought myself a teacher and an example, my breast was about to glow with a consuming fire, and one which other love than that of Hea- ven had kindled. But I was self-con- fiding ; and I thought that for me, the gifted one, to fall from grace, was im- possible, and I hurried blindly on to my destruction. Alas ! I hurried not on alone. We had met, and we were left daily to- gether ; for we feared not for ourselves, and who should presume to fear for us ? When not alone, we witnessed the wed- ded happinesis of the Marquis and his Paulina ; and we judged by their parental transports, as they beheld the gambols of their children, how sweet it was to be a jjarent. Once, too, the inconsiderate AND SUPERSTITION. 231 Marquis said, as he held one of his babes up in his arms to be kissed by Angela, " See, my dear cousin, what a cherub this girl is ! And such a blessing might have been yours, had not you been called Hpon to resign all worldly ties, and even the lawful indulgence of the purest af- fections^ for the still higher joys of the self-devoted vestal." ^' Aye, and you too, holy father," cried Tiis innocent wife, "you too gave up a great deal to gain the height at which you now stand. What a beautiful couple would you and sister Angela have been ! Your children would have been little angels !" It is strange, though true, that till this moment the veil had never been removed from the eyes of either of us ; but it now fell, never to be replaced ! I felt a mist come over my sight, and should have fallen to the ground had not a acream from the Marchioness restored 232 LOVE, MYSTERY, me to myself; for Angela, conscious like myself, too late, of the sacrifice we had made through the delusions of a heated fancy, had sunk nearly insensible at her feet. However, my support she deter- minedly avoided, while to the arm of the Marquis she clung with conscious pre- ference. But she had not an equal power over her eyes ; for when she unclosed them again they involuntarily sought mine ; and that look, given and returned, discovered by a single glance the heart of the one to the other. Terrible was the night I passed. — She, I conclude, had slept as little ; and we ap- peared the next day with such altered looks, that our kind-hearted relations, who had rejoiced in our renovated bloom during our stay at Baia, now grieved to think they should restore us to our cells with the same pallid cheeks we wore at our arrival. — Restore us to our cells ! As AND SUPERSTITION. 233 well might they have hoped to restore the Neapolitan to his dwelling which had been covered with a burning tide of lava. We had indeed recovered our health during our fatal visit, for we were happy in the unconscious gratification of the dearest feelings of our nature. We loved, and we were near each other ; no pang of remorse clouded over our pleasure ; and when we retired at night, we knew that we should meet and converse the next day, and nearly all the day, with each other. But now, what was to be done ? I felt that we must separate ; at least I thought this in my cooler mo- ments : but sometimes, as I was sure my passion was returned, I had serious thoughts of conjuring Angela to fly with me from the unnatural fetters in which the frantic dreams of our youth had bound us, and vow at another altar to pass our lives together. Next moment, shocked 234 LOVE, MYSTERY, at my own delinquency, I shrunk not from the less criminal resolve, — as I considered it, — of self-destruction : for how could I bear to live, and live without Angela ? Weak, deluded being ! Now was the time to prove the reality of that holy vo- cation, in whose imagined security I had 60 presumptuously gloried, proudly sup- posing myself raised above the frailties and temptations of human nature, be- cause I had never been exposed to their assault. Now was the time to show my faith, by conquering my weakness : hi- therto I had claimed the honours of a tri- umph, before I had fought, or even beheld a battle. What was passing in the mind and heart of Angela was, as I afterwards found, a transcript of mine ; but, more Capable of self-command than I was, she continued to avoid me, and for two days, under pretence of indisposition, she AND SUPERSTITION. 235 kept her chamber. — This conduct, instead of exciting my respect and my emulation, piqued my pride ; for I began to fear I had deceived myself in thinking that she loved me, and that her avoidance of me proceeded from a desire to repress the daring hope which my looks had dis- played. Not from principle, thei*efore, but from pique, I resolved to avoid her. I did so ; and I had soon the cruel satis- faction of seeing that she was wounded by my averted eyes, and that her resolu- tion of avoiding my presence was fast failing her. But where, you will say, was the penetration of the marquis and mar- chioness ? Did they not guess the cause of your altered conduct ? — No ; there are some persons, and such were they, who, when they have once conceived an opi- nion, never can be led to change it. They h^d believed, tliat for a monk, though he 236 LOVE, MYSTERY, was only a monk of one-and-twenty, to feel the power of beauty and the force of passion was impossible ; and that a nun, though only a girl of nineteen, could not be susceptible of any love but that of her Saviour. Therefore, they interfered not to save us from each other and from our- selves, and we were too faithless to our best interests to implore with sincerity of heart the aid of a higher being. At this critical moment, Angela's sister, who had just been united to the man of her heart, came to pass the first days of her marriage at the baths of Baia; as she longed to make the sister whom she loved the witness of her felicity. Lit- tle did she think, that the nun whom she had seen absorbed in her religious exer- cises had now learnt to hold the cloister in abhorrence. Thev came; and we, whose bosoms AND SLTERSTITION. 237 burned with as warm a flame, were doomed to witness the happy love which we were forbidden to know. At length my resolution was taken. — I would return to my cell ; I would re- sume my labours ; the dreams of ambi* tion should replace those of love, and by fasting and penance I would drive An- gela from my thoughts. Yet, I was resolved to grant my passion one indul- gence, — I would own it to its object; I would wring from her a confession of a mutual attachment, and then resign her for ever. And I did not long watch in vain for an opportunity. One day, as the shade of twilight stole over the lovely gardens filled with a thou- sand odours, and gently tinged with the beams of the setting sun, the two pairs of married lovers left us alone together. — Conscious of the weakness of her own heart, and suspecting that of mine. 238 LOVE, MYSTERY, Angela rose, and would have followed them ; but I forcibly detained her, and, grasping her trembling arm, pointed to the objects of our united envy, and ex- claimed, *' See, Angela ! see those happy husbands ! and think what tortures I en- dure, who love as tenderly as they do, and never must hope to be as happy ! — Speak, thou whose beauty has undone me ! Say, have you no pity for a wretch whom you have made ? Tell me, Angela, do I suffer alone ? " As I spoke with passionate violence, but in a voice subdued even to woman's gentleness, I pressed her to my heart ; and as her head fell upon my shoulder, she murmured out, ** Yes, you must go ; but know that my sufferings and my love are as great as yours." " Then why should we part?" cried I. The scene, the hour, the sight of the wedded happiness before us, and my im- AND SUPERSTITIOV. 239 passioned tenderness, laid the voice of conscience to rest ; nor was it long be- fore she bore to hear me talk of the means of our elopement. To attempt it would have been dangerous in the extreme had we not each possessed, as if it had been granted us on purpose to lead us into temptation, a large sum in money, and Angela a considerable one in jewels. The marchioness had breathed her last just before Angela came to Baia ; and her share of the mo- ney, which she had just received, together with the jewels, which came to her as the elder sister, were at that moment in her apartment. I too had recently re- ceived a considerable legacy from a rela- tion. It was dark before our companions, lost in pleasing converse, returned to the bower, and it was well for us that it was so ; for though they believed our conver- 240 LOVE, MYSTERY, sation had only been of spiritual things, our disordered countenances,where reign- ed by turns, tenderness, alarm, and con- tentment, must have excited wonder if not suspicion in their minds, could they have beheld them. My plan was this : I was to pur- chase of one of the servants of the mar- quis a complete suit of his oldest clothes ; disguised in which I was to hire a mule, and proceed to Naples^ where I should purchase the dress of a male and female peasant » In these we were to contrive to escape to Bastia in a boat, which I was to hire; and there the first priest whom we met was at the nearest altar to join our hands, Angela, as I thought^ agreed to this proposal ; and I bade her farewell, full of love and joy. But that night was a terrible trial to her feeliogs ; for her sister followed her AND SUPERSTITiaN. 241 into her room, and, throwing herself on her neck, bewailed with an agony of tears the evident unhappiness which her countenance betrayed. *' You know how earnestly I opposed your religious profession," said she: " but when I thought it was for your happiness, and when I saw you happy I was reconciled to it. But now that some secret sorrow is evidently undermining your health, I fear you find too late you have deceived your- self, and repent the sacrifice which you then made." This affectionate appeal was more than the conscious Angela could bearj while with a beating heart she assured her be- loved sister, that though she was deject- ed then, she should not be so long. An- gela's heart, however, died within her, when she remembered that ere three days were past she should never perhaps see this darling being more ! The thoxight VOL. I. M 242 LOVE, MYSTERY, was madness ; and as I was absent, and this beloved sister present, her resolution to sacrifice every thing to love and tne died away; and I waited for her at the appointed place in vain. Oh 1 how desperate were my feelings, while I resumed the garb which I thought I had resigned for ever, and, hastening to the villa, walked with indignant mien to the balconyj where I saw Angela sitting alone ! Terrified at my frantic gestures, she join* ed me in the garden ; and when I swore never to survive another disappointment, she solemnly promised to follow me that night to the shore. Unseen we reached it, and embarked on board the vessel. When we reached Bastia, we had no difficulty in finding a priest and an al- tar, and Angela became my wife ; nor did any remembrance of our broken vows come over us, to cloud the first bright- ness of our joys, — out vh'tuotis joys, as AND SUPERSTITION. 243 v;e presumptuously called them. But thinking Bastia too near Baia, we em- barked on board a vessel bound for the port of Marseilles : even there, I did not think we were safe from the pursuit which I fancied would be made for us ; and with the terrors of the Inquisition before me, I resolved to remove into Switzerland; nor did I allow the soles of our feet to rest till we reached Geneva, where we assum- ed the habit of the country, and called ourselves by the name of Muller. There we remained six months, but not as happy as we had been during the first weeks of our union ; for now would be heard the voice of a reproaching conscience. — Angela, or Madeleine, as she had named herself, sighed to hear tidings of that tender relative whose heart she was cer- tain of having wounded, not only by her desertion but disgrace; and I remem- bered the father, whose gray hairs I M 2 244 LOVE, mysterV, might perhaps have brought with sorrow to the grave; fori, who was once his pride, was now become his dishonour. But of these dear relations we had no means of hearing, except at the greatest risk to our- selves ; and we found that short was the existence even of wedded happiness, when obtained by the surrender of the most sacred of duties. At this time I had amused myself with improving by study some knowledge of simples and of physic, which I had ac- quired in the convent ; and I had per- formed one or two cures amongst the poor around me. One night, the person whom I had last attended came to inform me, that an English servant, who was waiting for his master, an English nobleman expected at Geneva, was taken ill at his house, and he wished me to visit him. I did so; and with a mixed feeling of alarm and AND SUPERSTITION* 245 pleasure, I found in the invalid the faithful Donald, who was the foster>bn>- ther of Lord Monrose, and was attached to him with most devoted affection. For a moment, the terror of detection prompt- ed me to leave him to his fate, as he was delirious, and could not as yet recognise me; but humanity conquered selfishness, and I staid. I took care, however, to be alone while I watched the effect of my medicines : and it was well that I did so ; for, when he recovered his senses, he with surprise and joy vociferated my name, adding, *' Oh ! how glad my lord and my lady will be to see you 1 But where is the Lady Angela ? " He was not yet well enough to listen to the ex- planation which he asked for : his deli- rium returned, and for two days and nights Madeleine and I watched beside the bed of this faithful creature. He was scarcely convalescent, when intelli- 246 LOVE, MYSTERY, gence came that his lord and lady were arrived, and Madeleine and I retreated precipitately to our own house, there to await the result of Donald's communi- cation repecting us. When he came, he came not alone, and Madeleine was press- ed with forgiving tenderness to the bosom of her sister. Not such was the recep- tion which I received from the high- principled Caledonian. He rebuked me as the seducer of innocence, and my con- scious heart shrunk from the awful se- verity of offended virtue. But never can I forget the vehemence with which Ma- deleine repelled this charge against me. " He my seducer, my lord! Rather say I was his; for I have long been convinced that I loved him even before I saw him." Even he shuddered at the thought of our being discovered. However, not be- lieving us safe on that side of the Ger- man Ocean, he advised our flying instant- AND SUPERSTITION. 247 ly to Aberdeen, near which port his estate was situated, and hiring a cottage in the neighbourhood, that his nearly heart- broken wife might sometimes see her un- happy sister. He gave us also bills of exchange on his agent at Paris for our cumbrous specie, and thus facilitated to us the means of travelling. He told us, that when our flight could no longer be concealed, and the circum- stances were known at our respective con- vents, the consternation was great in pro- portion to our great reputation for sanc- tity ; and in the same degree that we had been considered an honour to our order, was the disgrace which we had brought upon it. This disgrace, however, it was pos- sible to avoid; and the superiors resolved to give out to the world, that I had died, after my return from Baia, of a rapid de- cline, and that Angela had sunk a victim to her rigid fasts and penances. They 248 LOVE^ MYSTERY, also solemnized our funeral obsequies with due solemnity. *' Would to God," said Monrose, " that we could have been deceived like tfie rest of the world! Would to God that we could have believed you had died holy and virtuous ! But we could not long flatter ourselves, as we at first did, that you were gone on some holy pilgrimage, or mission, and had perished in it ; for the boat-men who rowed you to Bastia talked of the great reward which they had received for rowing two young peasants (and on the very night on which you were missing), who looked more like a king and queen than what their dress bespoke them to be." " But if," cried I after a long pause, " we are supposed dead, what danger have we to apprehend from the pursuit of the Inquisition ? " •'Every danger, if you remain wheixits AND SUPERSTITION. 249 power can reach you. Have they not to punish sinners, if they cannot reclaim them ? Believe me, you will be most se- cure in England or Scotland; and I con- jure you to set off directly. But even there, you must be on your guard while living on the coast ; for Madeleine might easily be ensnared and seized, if you were traced to Aberdeen, and carried off un- known to the Government, to a vessel stationed for the purpose." " True, true," I exclaimed in an agony of apprehension, of apprehension the ex- tent of which I would not reveal ; for I feared that xio\.\yj violence, but by jo^r- suasion, my beloved wife might be taken from me, and that she might be pre- vailed upon, by secret agents from Fer- rara, to leave me, and return a volun- tary victim to her cloister. Impelled by this hoiTible apprehension, I would have fled with her, had it been pos- M 5 250 LOVE, MYSTERY, sible, to the end of the earth. No longer therefore did I hesitate; and;, after a mournful farewell between the sisters, we proceeded to Boulogne, and thence embarked for Aberdeen. Never, never did we behold the angehc face of Sera- phina again ! But we have seen one like it, as you yourselves will say, if you exa- mine the picture which Madeleine al- ways wore in her bosom ; for Seraphina was a tall Lady Barbara ; and when I told you that I thought she was Made- leine's guardian angel made visible to my sight, her likeness to Seraphina favoured the illusion. Seraphina was totally dif- ferent to Italian women ; for her hair and eyes were light, and this singularity she inherited from her grand- mother, who was a noble Scotch v^oman. But to proceed with my narrative. Scarcely were we sailed, when a violent storm arose ; and for several hours, no- AND SUPERSTITION. 251 thing but different modifications of de- spair were visible or audible around us. But oh ! the horror of that moment to us ! to us, who with yet unrepented crimes upon our heads were about to be hurled, as we feared, into the presence of a just and omnipotent Judge ! Never can I forget the moment when, holding the fainting Madeleine in my arms, I was about to vow unto that power whom I had offended, that if he would but spare our forfeited lives, we would break those ties which we had sinned in forming. — But at that moment the storm abated, and we landed at Aberdeen in safety. Great, however, as were our joy and thankfulness, they could not equal the agony which we had endured, nor enable us quickly to forget it. Mine ** was con- tinually before me," and it had far ex- ceeded that of Madeleine — nor dared I disclose it to her ; for I knew that she 252 LOVE, MYSTERY, would shudder to think of the vow which had so nearly escaped my lips, and which I could not recall without horror. But soon a new train of delightful hopes took possession of my heart, and banished the gloom which the recollec- tions of the storm had occasioned. Madeleine was likely to become a mother; and to increase our comfort, we received letters from Lord and Lady Mon- rose. I now, in order to legitimate my child as much as possible, procured a license, and we were married according to the rites of the Protestant church. Our comfort, however, was not of long duration. Alas ! one night a ship was heard to fire signals of distress ; and on hastening to the shore, 1 saw a vessel seemingly on the point of perishing in the storm ! With what eagerness did I join in the means taken to succour the distressed AND SUPERSTITION. 253 people ! With what alacrity did I, at some risk to myself, enter the boat sent out to their assistance!' — And we succeed- ed in saving some of the passengers. The crew, most of them^ alas! were swallowed up with the vessel before our eyes. But judge of my dismay, when I tell you that in one of them I recognised a monk, an officer of the Inquisition, whom I knew to be my most determined ene- my ; and who was of the same convent as myself ! And what could have brought him to Aberdeen ? I could not but suppose that we were the inducement : but if not, still, if he discovered Madeleine and demand- ed to see her, I could not prevent it ; and I feared that his awakening eloquence might lend force to those compunctious visitings inker heart, which were too often difficult to be suppressed in mine. What was to be done ? At present I saw that 254 LOVE, MYSTERY, he was too full of his recent danger to be alive to external objects, and had, conse- quently, not yet seen me. We were now approaching the shore ; and while the rest waded to land, I was left alone in the boat with him. — Easy then would it have been for me to push him into the waves, when he had one leg over the side, and to hold him under them tMl he had ceased to breathe ; for, busy as the rest of the people were in dragging the boat to land, and assisting the half- drowned crew, I could have committed this crime unseen and unsuspected. But I prayed to be delivered from the temp- tation, and I was enabled to resist it. I instantly quitted the spot, and reached my home unperceived by this alarming man. But I felt that there was no time to be lost, and we left Aberdeen. When I reached the wide world of Lon- don, I felt once more secure \ and there I AND SUPERSTITION. 255 should have spent the rest of my days, had I not found that the air disagreed with Ma- deleine: we therefore again bent our faces to the north, but kept far from its shores. But now I had to endure anxiety of another kind: for three long days and three long nights I was doomed almost to witness the agonies of the being on whom my soul doted, to expect that every mo- ment was to her the moment of death, and to anticipate the still more awful moment of judgement to come. All that I thought, all that I felt and feared, I cannot reveal : but then for the first time was my soul awakened to deep and true repentance, and to the necessity of expiation : and I solemnly vowed, prostrate on the earth, that if she might be spared for contrition and amendment, I would break our un- hallowed ties^ and still further punish my- self by never revealing to any one, except when I was on my death-bed, that I had a 256 LOVE, MYSTERY, right to the dear name oi father. Having taken this heart-rending oath, I became more composed, and waited the event with something hke resignation. The event was a merciful one : Made- leine lived through her agonies ; and the delighted nurse gave a living infant into my arms, which eagerly opened to receive and embrace it : but the next moment remembering my oath^ I imprinted a long kiss on its unconscious brow, and gave it back into the nurse's arms, never, except in life's last hour, to be received into them again. This child was baptized by ■ the name of Rosalie ; and the register of her birth and baptism accompanies the certificate of both our marriages. I need not add, I think, that this child was our dear Rosalie. Here Tyrconnel in great agitation in- terrupted his brother, and said, " Surely sufficient has now been read AND SUPERSTITION. 257 of the manuscript to enable its hearers to form a judgement on the point on which my whole happiness depends ? " Still they were silent. " Go on," said Lord Bellamore, " with Count Manfredi di Guastalla's narrative." Drowning men catch at straws, says the proverb; and Tyrconnel caught a gleam of hope from his father's having given the father of Rosalie his title : and Aubrey continued : I shall pass over my first interview with Madeleine, the jcy with which she showed me her child, and her wonder that I refused to nurse it ; and proceed to that awful moment when I had to disclose to the woman whom I adored, and who loved me with all a virtuous woman's ardour, that lue must part, and that I wished her with her child to reside near her sister, while I retired into some mo- 258 LOVE, MYSTERY, nastery in France and spent the rest of my life in rigid penance. " And this painful proof of love," she cried, but with a calmness that astonished me, ** was wrung from you, my beloved, in a moment of agony. — Believe me, I, in one of perfect self-possession, will give you one more painful, more convincing still : I will propose to you a penance to- morrow, more hard to undergo than any your monostic discipline can teach you." The next day, to my great surprise, Madeleine met me at breakfast, where I, with a beating heart, awaited what she had to propose to me. '^ Rinaldo/' said she at length,, sum- moning all her fortitude, " have not ab- sence and entire cessation of intercourse been always held up as most calculated to calm the agonies of hopeless paS" sion.P" '' Granted." AND SUPERSTITION. 259 " And can any torments inflicted on the body, equal the tortures hourly in- flicted on the heart?" " None." " Well then, if you leave me and enter the walls of a cloister, separation, however painful at first, will in time calm the yearn- ings of your affections towards me, and you will become resigned, and perhaps cheerful. Yours then will be no ex- piation, for you will endure no constant struggle, Mark me then ! Do not let us separate! Let us live together, not as brother and as sister only, for brothers and sisters may clasp each other's hand, may assist each other's steps, and by many little offices of kindness prove their mutual regard : but let us, my beloved, live wholly as the coldest and most distant strangers would live together. Let no fond epithet be used by either of us ; and aftei* this day let us glide along the path 260 LOVE, MYSTERY, of life like ghosts, to each other visible, but intangible, for ever! You have sworn never to caress or own your child, except in the hour of death. — I will make the same vow, and oh ! to fulfil it will rend a mother's heart far more than a father's. Stili, when she is old enough to feel and ; to return caresses, from that moment, i most interesting to the parental heart, I will solemnly swear, in expiation of my offences, never to caress her nor call her child till I am on my death-bed. Rinaldo, the fulfilment of va^ first vow depends on you. Can you consent to live with me on those terms ? or must we cease not only to love, if that he possible, but also to live together ?" I hesitated to decide ; for terrible ap- peared the probation and the penance. At last, after a few hours of conflict and earnest prayer, — for I was no longer con- fident in my own strength, — I ventured to AND SUPERSTITION. 261 tell her that I approved of all she had proposed. And then we both of us, after humbling ourselves before the throne of mercy, besought its blessing on our task, and took the trying vow. *' Trying indeed !" said Aubrey. ^* And cruel and unnatural!" cried Lady Barbara. " What ! deprive them- selves of the indulgence of a parent's feel- ings, those purest and sweetest of feel- ings ! They were great sinners, and they had a right to punish themselves, but not to punish their innocent child ! " " I wonder," said Aubrey, " they lived so long under such trials ; not that they sunk under them so soon." " Do go on, Aubrey," cried Tyrconnel rather pettishly : and he obeyed. Yes, Tyrconnel, yes, we took that painful oath ; and, by the aid of Heaven, 262 LOVE, MYSTERY, we never can be said to have infringed it. Once, when I was taken up apparently dead from a fall, poor Madeleine, as she wept over me, tried to revive me by the tenderest endearments ; but, on recover- ing my senses, she shrunk from my re- proaching look, and hurried from me with horror and self-abasement. In ex- piation of this involuntary offence it was that she resolved to go on that fortunate pilgrimage to the shrine of the Blessed Virgin, which led her to the hospitable kindness of Lady Barbara Delmaync. But she previously inflicted on herself severe self-punishment of another kind ; and the ?narks of this being perceived by the housekeeper, as she informed me, gave rise to her singular manner towards her, and to the uncalled-for visit of Father Vincent to her chamber. But let me confess to you, what Made- AND SUPERSTITION. 263 leine herself owned in our last conver- sation, how utterly we deceived ourselves in resolving to remain together on such hard conditions, and by the belief that we should thus perform the severest of pe- nances. The truth was, that to us the GREATEST OF ALL TRIALS, and of all pe- nanceSy was the idea of separation ; an4 any trial was welcome, save that of ceasing to see and to hear each other. This I am convinced was the truth, so deceitful above every thing is the human heart ! And well do I remember, that when as- sured I should not be forced to leave her, I became comparatively tranquil, nay, comparatively happy. But, though hap- pier than I deserved or meant to be, He who reads the heart knows that in this instance we both were innocent of inten- tional deceit ; therefore I do not regret the mitigated suffering which this self- deception occasioned. !i!64 LOVE, MYSTERY, But to return to the point whence 1 have digressed. These vows which we have described will account for my strange coldness towards the dear sufferer, which I sav/ astonished and even displeased Lady Barr bara.— I dare say she remembers the tone in which, when I toldO'Carrol and Donald to carry Madeleine to the carriage, she exclaimed, " Had you not better carry her your- self?" And she must also remember how sur- prised she looked at my not approaching Madeleine when I first saw her after her escape from death. (" Oh yes ! I shall never forget how strange I thought it !" ) You too, Tyrconnel, reproached me with your looks for not assisting her when she fainted. But one of the greatest pangs which we either of us felt was caused AND SUPERSTITION. 2(35 by our discovering the effects of our pain- ful reserve upon our darling child. But this was not of long continuance; for, deprived of recollection and self- command by her danger, both Madeleine and I called her by the name of our dear child, our beloved daughter : and Rosalie understood the deep yearnings of our hearts. She saw, and sickened at the sight; for, if she was our child, she feared she must also be the child of shame ; and thence arose that bitter dejection for which we alone knew how to account. On her death-bed Madeleine reassured Rosalie upon this subject, and a change in her was instantly visible. I have little to add, save that unalarm- ed we remained near fourteen years at Green val ; where, as I meant to educate Rosalie fpr the world and for retirement also, I made her mistress of Italian and French, and provided her other accom- VOL. I. N 266 LOVE, MYSTERYj plishments. But though, owing to the ex-' treme loneliness of our abode, we had no more fears of being found out, we th^re received information of an event Whi^^ Madeleine, I believe, never recovered* 4)l( •itiWe- had not been above two year* ati Greenval, when Madeleine grew uneasy concerning her sister ; I therefore hired a peasant in the neighbourhood to go to the Castle of Monrose, and he returned wjth the "jsad intelligence that both the Earl and Countess were no more> ;^ It was months before Madeleine held lip her head after this terrible blow*' She was always repeating "No letter! no fare- well! no notice iron) either of them ! " At length I convinced her that, while hiding ourselves so completely from o^r foes, we had hidden ourselves As completely from our friends* ^ I come now to the memorable night ivhen Madeleine went on her pilgrim- ov AND SUPERSTITION. 267 age* It was without my knowledge. I was asleep, unconscious of her danger, when a loud knock at the gate before day-break roused and alarmed me. It was Donald. From him I learnt that a print of me was hanging up in the chamber of Father Vincent, ihe priest, an officious prying man, and ^ great zealot; and that should he suspect that I and Father Fran- cesco were the same person, he would not rest till he found out the truth; which he would certainly do by application to a brother- of his, who was also brother to one of the Benedictines at Rome ; and I could not in the end fail of being discover- ed. We therefore resolved that I should remove that very night, to avoid all risk of having my face scrutinized by the priest ; and Donald advised us, as I told you be- fore, to settle in the Isle of Wight. The faithful creature I found was re- solved to follow our fortunes— having on 2(38 LOVE, MYSTERY, her death-bed promised his beloved mis- tress, if he could ever discover her sister, that he would never desert her. I also found that Seraphina bequeath- ed her u^hole property, at her lord's de- sire, to Madeleine; that Monrose, feeling his death near, and not knowing where to find us, as we had so suddenly left Aberdeen, had gone in person to his agent's in London, and there deposited the fortune left to Madeleine — taking Donald with him ; and the agent, or his heirs, or executors, were to keep that money in trust, and never let any part of it be touched, except Donald Cameron brought an order for such a payment, or sent a person accredited to receive it by the said Donald Cameron. Not long afterward Lord Monrose breathed his last at his house in London, having left a considerable bequest to the niece of his Seraphina ; and Donald, hav" AND SUPERSTITION. 209 Ing long vainly sought us, entered into the service of Lord Delmayne. You know the rest. I came and bore away Madeleine and Rosalie, escorted by Donald, to this retreat; and as I wished to restore the chapel to its former beauty,. I sent Donald to claim some part of Made- leine's legacy, which in eighteen years had accumulated to a large amount. But though obliged to give up the pleasure of seeing Lady Barbara, her image pursued me every where. *' If she resembles the lost Seraphina so strongly in countenance," we used to say to each other, *' surely she must resemble her also in mind; and that benevolent smile^ and those courteous manners, must be the result of genuine kindness of nature." We therefore resolved to bequeath our Rosalie to her pity and protection. Yes, dearest Lady Barbara, in the cheerless night of our desponding souls. 270 LOVE, MYSTERY, anxious for the fate of our only trea- sure, your image beamed brightly upon as like the light from some building at a distance, which cheers the weary \^ tra- veller on his journey. ^>^o More than protection, however we might wish it, we did not dare to hope— nor dare I now. And yet, listen, ye happy parents of noble youths ! listen, ye who are high in rank and rich in worldly prosperity, to the representation of one in birth at least your equals and once as richly gifted v/ith every thing that can call forth the glow of pride in man ! He is now on his bed of death ! There he has learnt the emptiness of all worldly grandeur, and of all distinctions save those of virtue and piety! Rosalie is pious ; Rosalie is pure. But then I own she is the child of parents wha committed great sin before they could be the authors of her being ; and I should AND SUPERSTITION. 2/1 not wonder if dread of the world's scorn on such an alliance deter you from ap- proving it. But why must the world know that Rosalie, Countess Manfredi de Guas- talla, U the child of Sister Angela and of Father Francesco? No : if it be your will, the stone which covers my mouldering remains and those of the partner of my error may also hide our sorrow, our shame, our names, and our penitence. ' ' When this sad narrative shall be known to you, I probably shall be on the point of appearing before my final Judge! •y^:^'*^Xh'-:\ Short and few have been my hour» of happiness on earth : but you, Lord'Bel- lamore, may, if you choose it, bestow on my expiring moments a happiness de- nied me throughout a painful life. Give '272 LOVE, MYSTERY, my daughter to your son, and let nie go my way rejoicing ! RiSALDo, Count Manfredi di GUASTALLA. ^Vhen Aubrey bad finisb'ed the MS. & j^hort expressive silence ensued. It was brdiven by Lord Delmayne, who observed, that certainly no one need know who Kosalie'g parents were ; and that if they took her abroad with them, and Lord and J^dy Bellamore followed them with Tyr- connel, he might return to England, bring- ing with him a rich and noble Italian bride ; and what more need transpire ? **But we should know more ourselves," said Lord Bellamore. ** Yes," said Lady Delmayne, " and we should also know that she was the child of wicked people." ** Nay, now, Lady Delmayne, you are very severe," said Lord Bellamore, AND SUPERSTITION. 2/3 " And very unjust too," cried her lord, whose heart had been softened toward the dying man by the love and admira- tion which he had testified toward Lady Barbara. *' And really I must say — " " Remember, Oh ! remember," cried Lady Barbara, starting up with a look of terror, " that while you are deliberating, poor Manfredi is dying, and may die per- haps without ever having known one mo- ment's real happiness. Think of that, you happy ^ happy people ! " " Dear father, must he die unblest ?" cried Aubrey. Tyrconnel did not speak ; but he threw himself on his father's neck and wept. ** My lord and father, hear us," cried Lady Barbara, falling at Lord Bella- more's feet, while Aubrey clasped his arm round his kneeling wife, and sunk beside her. Lady Delmayne spoke not* n5 274 LOVE, MYSTERY, Her lord too was silent ; for, though his heart was with the pleaders, he felt that Lord Bellamore ought to be left to the influence of his children alone. "''^^ '^ Hark ! " cried Lady Barbara, " there is a noise in the room above; perhaps he is dying ! " and Tyrconnel looked up im- ploringly in the face of Lord Bellamore. " What says your mother, Tyrconnel.^" Tyrconnel clasped her knees in si- lence. " Say! That she wishes her son happy, to be sure," she replied : and while Tyr- connel folded her in his arms, Lord Bel- lamore in a faltering voice added, " Then the Countess Rosalie shall be TyrconneFs -wife!" *^ Blessed hearing ! " cried Lady Bar- bara, flying through the door; and in an instant she was at the bed-side of the dying Manfredi. AND SUPERSTITION. 27o " Angelic being! " cried he, " I see you bring me joy !" " Yes," cried she, grasping his chill cold hand : '' he consents." At this moment Lord Bellamore lean- ing on his son, and followed by the whole group, entered the room. Manfredi with eager eyes gazed on what was pass- ing. Lord Bellamore, too full at heart to speak, then took the hand of Rosalie, and placed it silently in that of Tyrcon- nel. The action spoke for him ; but re- covering his firmness, he laid a hand on the head of each, as they kneeled before him, and faltered out *^ My children ! God bless you together ! " " Enough ! " murmured out Manfredi: " I thank you, and I die happy." Rosalie now sprung forward to catch his last parting look. It was hers, and his lips moved as if he blessed her. The 276 LOVE, MYSTERY, ETC. next moment the movement was gone. He pressed his crucifix to his heart, and he lay in the stillness ?^nd silence of Death. AFTER THE BALL; THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. The family of Sir John Wallington, a Yorkshire baronet, consisting of Lady \\'allington, a son, two daughters, and a niece (the daughter of an elder brother), were preparing one evening for a public ball in their neighbourhood,with great but varied expectations of pleasure. The anticipations of Lady Wallington would have been the most enviable, had not the prospect of seeing the admiration which her daughters would excite been sullied by the hope of witnessing the mor- tification of those mothers v/hose daugh- ters were contending the palm of beauty 278 AFTER THE BALL ; OK, with her own : while Miss Wallington and her sister Laura were too conscious of their personal charms, and too desirous of having the best partners in the rooniU to experience any feelings dear to the heart of benevolence. Their brother, perhaps, was actuated by a more amiable selfishness ; for he ex- pected to meet his old college friend. Sir William Dormer, who had lately suc- ceeded to an estate in the neighbourhood, and who was a desirable match for one of his sisters. He also hoped to meet there another friend. Sir William Ma- berley, who, though not possessed of so large a property, might, he thought, suit the other sister. He therefore an- ticipated valuable additions to his do- mestic circle, and his head was full of family aggrandizement. Besides, Major Wallington had also views for himself: Sir William Dormer had a sister, who THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 2/9 lived with him, and who had inherited an immense fortune from her grandfather ; and she was to make her first appearance that evening, previously to presiding at a ball which her brother and herself were to give the ensuing week, and to which they had already invited those who had paid their respects at Park Place. But neither the sister nor the brother was as yet personally known to any one in the county, except Major Walling- ton. He therefore thought, and on good grounds, that an immediate introduction to his own family would be a desirable thing to these young strangers. His cousin Caroline had also her anticipa- tions ; but they were of a more humble nature. She felt that in the presence of Anne and Laura she was not likely to be noticed : still, however, she was eager to see the two young men who might be, as she was told, her future relations ; and 280 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, she was even more desirous to see Miss Dormer, as she had heard much of her amiable quahties, and fancied she might find in her a companion better suited to her retiring nature than the showy and flattered Miss Walhngtons. The coach was now ordered round; and the Major had taken his mother's hand to lead her down stairs, when he received letters by express from his commanding officer, which compelled his immediate departure. He promised, however, to return as soon as he could ; and teUing them they must introduce themselves to his friend Maberley, for whom he should order a bed, and who would, he trusted^ attend them home, he bade them fare- well. When the ladies reached the ball-room, they found, that though Miss Dormer was there, neither of the Baronets had arrived. THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 281 However^ respectable partners offered immediately for the three young ladies, and they joined the set ; but Miss Wal- lington, who had always been used to be- £in the dance in that room, could hardly see with complacence Miss Dormer, as the daughter of the elder Baronet, taking the lead. This ball in other respects had nothing in it to distinguish it from former Ijalls; but the Miss AValUngtons found it dif- ferent from what their high-raised expec- tations had anticipated. In the ftrst place, neither their brother nor his two friends were there : in the next, Miss Dormer did not desire to be introduced to them ; and a feeling of pique mude them for once not willing to put themselves for- waid, and request to be presented to her. Thirdly, they saw, that though not present- ed, Caroline had already formed an ac* quaintance with the heiress, and that it was 282 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, evident she was prepossessed in their cou- sin's favour, as she made her a distinguish- ing curtsey on leaving the room. They were, howrever, made some amends by the sudden appearance of their brother, though evidently dressed for a journey, just as their carriage was ordered, bring- ing with him his friend the Baronet, whom he was introducing as his friend Sir WilUam — when he was suddenly called away, and could only add, " I am very sorry that I am forced to leave you, Sir William ; but I am sure my mother and sisters will be proud to do all they can to entertain you, and they expect you to ac- company them home." The Baronet bowed — Lady Walling- ton smiled and curtsied, as did her daugh- ters ; and the former saying that her car- riage was at the door, Sir William, after placing them in it, took his station, iiV spite of all entreaties, on the coach-box, THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 283 leaving the ladies at liberty to comment on his person and manner, and to won- der whether Sir William Dormer was as handsome as this their new guest, Sir William Maberley. When they reached Old Hall, Lady Wallington s first inquiry was for Sir John ; but he was just gone to bed. ^' Then he can't be asleep," murmured Lady Wallington ; and she hastened to his bedside to tell him Sir William Ma* berley was below, and he must rise to do the honours of Old Hall to him. " And pray what for ?" *^ Why because he is James's friend, — and, — and for your daughters' sake, as it may be a good thing for them, you know.'* ** But a very bad thing for me to get up with the gout in my great toe : there- fore, for my own sake, I shall stay where I am ; and I will not get up for all the 284 AFTER THE ball; OR, Sir Williams, and all the daughterb in the world." " Selfish ahd self-witted as usual," muttered Lady Wallington as she left the chamber, throwing the door to ra- ther loudly considering her husband's gout: and when she entered the din- ing-room, where a handsome supper had been prepared, she assured Sir William, that, but for a Yitry bad lit of the gout, Sh" John would have risen to welcome him to Old Hall, and that he desired her to assure her guest, he was au dlsespoir not to be able to enjoy his society.'* The young Baronet, who was by no means a man of words, and from a sort of mauvaise hoiite^ only too common to Englishmen, was never quite at ease with strangers, only bowed in return ; and the party sat down to supper. It was now increased by the presence THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 28o of a lady whom Miss ^A^allington had graciously gone to summon, and now as graciously supported on her arm into the room ; for youth and beauty appeared, she well knew, to great advantage while lending their aid to infirmity. This lady, on being introduced to Sir William by the name of Mrs. Norman, took care to call his attention to this tri- fling piece of benevolence, by observing, ** My sweet young friend's angelic at- tention makes me not feel my lameness;" while the sweet young friend seated her by herself, and, patting her on the shoul- der, insisted on her making a good sup- per, as she had been so foolish as to sit up on purpose to hear all about the ball. " Well, but you have told me nothing yet." *^ No, nor can, till I have supped. Sir William, be so good as to help me to a leg of that chicken." 286 AFTER THE BALL ; aR, He obeyed. In the mean while the lame lady was still questioning Miss Wal- lington, and whether she and her sister had made any netv conquests, " Nonsense!" cried both the young ladies at once; but Mrs. Norman, who knew such questions were usually wel- come, had not tact enough to feel that they might be ill-timed in the presence of a stranger ; and she still went on with^ -jiff Well ! and was the handsome young fcaronet Sir William Dormer there ?" >. *' No ; he was not," petulantly returned Miss Wallington, while the handsome young baronet who was present looked up with a strong expression of astonish- ment ; but he said nothing, and Miss Wallington feared that he was shocked at the petulance with which she had replied. " Well, my Lady, and how did you like the ball ?" resumed the impracticable THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 287 Mrs. Norman. ** But no doubt you liked it, and, as usual, felt yourself the most favoured of mothers ?" Lady Wallington smiled complacently, and said, " Yes, I felt that I was a fortu- nate mother; but there were others as much so. The Miss Selvyns looked lovely to-night, only they were comme de coutume\ over-dressed. Their mother, though she has long been a private gen- tleman's wife, can't forget she was once on the stage; and she loads them and herself with such trumpery finery !" " Aye, she does indeed; but you are too candid ; the Selvyns c^ti't look lovely." .' *' Oh! Mamma quite patronizes their beauty, you know, Mrs. Ndrman ; and I am sure it needs patronage. To-night these lovely creatures looked as red as red-cabbage, and red-cabbage dipped in oil too." u 288 AFTER THE BALL ; oi^; *' O you clever creature ! that was sd like you!" Miss Wallington, gratified by th\i praise of her wit, and fancying it would add to the piquancy of her beauty, went on with her observations. " Yes, Mamma is so over candid. — There was Mrs. O'Connor sprawling about her large limbs in a quadrille, and Mamma looking on and asking me if I did not think the handsome widow im- proved in her dancing ! " " Well, indeed, / thought she was," said Caroline Wallington with a timid manner and a blushing cheek. " Aye, and so did I," said Miss Laura. " There, Anne ; it is three to one against you,^' observed Lady Walling- ton. " No matter : I may be out-voted, but not convinced. All I can own is, that THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 289 Mrs. O'Connor's foot has now diplan to pursue, since she took lessons in town ; find before it was * a might?/ maze, and ^quiie ivithout a plan; and as this foot kicked in all directions, she ought in common humanity to have cried out ta those nearest her, *Gare toes, gare toes !'" This lively sally, which she thought witty, drew forth smiles from Lady Wal- lington and her complaisant friend. But Miss Laura said^ " You are ahvays so se- vere, Anne !" and Caroline looked very grave, while she observed, " How hand- some Mrs. O'Connor is, even now /" ** She would not thank you for that compliment, with the ^even now'' tacked to it ; but you think every body hand some, Caroline. I really do believe, — don't blush, — that you think yourself ^o^ " No indeed, cousin Anne, that I do not,** replied the poor girl, covered with the most becoming blushes ; ** and I am VOL. I, o 290 AFTER THE BALL * OR, sure you do not think I ever did ; and you only say it to — " " To what ? " cried Anne, rising and hid- ing her anger at the iinuttered word un- der a smile, while she threw her beautiful arms gracefully round her agitated cousin, and kissed her cheek with seeming afFec- tion, "What did I do it for, dear Gary ? " Caroline had not courage now to say, •* To tease me:" and while Sir William g?«^ed an the exquisite form and grace- ful attitude of Miss Wallington, and saw her caressing manner towards her cousin, he forgot (as she thought he would) the unkind raillery which had produced it. Miss Wallington returned to her seat, agreeably conscious that the Baronefs eyes followed her with admiration. " Well," now observed the curious Mrs. Norman ; ''^ well, and ,so Sir Wil- liam Dormer, to the disappointment of THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 291 all the young ladies, was not there after all!" " Not to my disappointment, I assure /jou," cried Miss Wallington scornfully ; ** for I have been told he is very proud, reserved, and conceited, and not very good-looking." *' Dear me, Anne," cried her sister, ^' how changeable you are! It was only to-day that you said you would give any thing to know if he would be at the ball, and whether he liked fair or brown wo- men." " Nonsense ! No such ^hing," replied Anne, blushing with anger at hearing her real sentiments thus exposed before Sir William Maberley ; but Laura provok- ingly went on to say, *' Yes, it is true^ sister ; and you know what you said about Miss Dormer's ball, and about opening it with her brother." Miss Wallington's reply was now pre- o2 292 AFTER THE BALL; OR, vented by Sir William's rising suddenly, and saying that it grew late, and he muJ>t go. But it was in vain that he made the attempt ; Anne, with an air and a manner which she had often found irre- sistible, playfully set her back against the door, and looked up in his face with a fascinating smile ; and while Sir William muttered a few unintelligible words, he suffered himself to be persuaded back to his seat : but it was evident that he was not at ease, and that though he, resumed his chair he did not resume his compo- sure. ** It is very strange," said Caroline, " that not one of us has yet mentioned the great novelty of the evening, the young heiress. Miss Dormer." ** The less that is said of her the better, perhaps," observed Anne, " though it is wrong to jadge of any one at first sight. I own I was terribly disappointed in her..*' THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 203 *' Indeed!" replied Caroline: " I am sure she quite equalled my expectations, high raised as they were." " High raised ! And pray, child," said Lady Wallington, " what could you know of Miss Dormer ? " ** Oh ! I know an intimate friend, a school-fellow of hers; and she described her as all that was amiable, and indeed she looks so. Why, is it possible, cousin Anne, that you do not think her face and countenance beautiful ?'' " Beautiful ! she is deformed." ** Her face is not ; and the defect in her shape I should never have found out, if it had net been pointed out to me." <* No ! — • Why, her wretched style of dress called one's attention to it ; it was so showy, and so unbecoming ! " ^* I must own it was to 3 rich and splendid to suit my taste," said Caro- line. 294 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, '* Or your pocket either, my dear,'' said Lady Waliington : " and Miss Dormer could have no eye^ no taste, to adopt it." ^* I dare say, dear aunt," replied Caro* line, " Miss Dormer did not choose her own dress: I suspect that sweet-looking old lady with her chose it for her." " And why ?" ** Because she seemed so pleased with her appearance, and surveyed her and it with so much delight; and then she stroked it down with such complacence just before Miss Dormer began to dance ; and looking so affectionately and so like a mother at her, I really could not help envying Miss Dormer a friend so like a parent ; and I am told she lives with her, and is quite a mother to her. How de- lightful ! " Here the eyes of the warm-hearted ^irl filled with teal's of affectionate re- THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 295 gret ; for She had not very long been an orphan. But less tender tears succeed- ed, when Lady \ValIington with no very soothing tone exclaimed, " Caroline, you surprise me ! I had flattered myself that you had found an affectionate mother in me, and sisters in your cousins ; and that you of all persons in the world were not likely to envy Miss Dormer or Aliss ajuj one. Really, Caroline, I did not think you had been so ungrateful ! " " Ungrateful! II ungrateful!" cried the agitated girl, casting an appealing look at Lady Wallington. Then, un- able to restrain her tears, she left the room. " I assure you, Sir William," said Lady Wallington in the gentlest accents,. " that girl, when her father, a most ex- travagant man, died, was received into our family, to be maintained by us, and 2yt) AFTER THE BALL ; OR, has ever been considered and treated as d daughter/' " 7''/tat she has," cried Mrs. Norman ; " you may Sdy so indeed." *' Nay, I claim no merit for what 1 did; it was only our duty. But I am very sorry that I liave hurt the child's feelings. J think, Laura or Anne, you had better go to your cousin." ' " Poor dear girl ! I will go, mamma,'* cried Laura, who had the acuteness'to see by Sir William's downcast eye and continued silence, though addressed by hrs hostess, that the scene and the con- fidence reposed displeased him. *' Kind, good creature!" exclaimed Airs. Norman. " Well, I^ady Waliington, I have always said you are the happiest of mothers ! " When Caroline returned, the traces of recent tears were still visible on her cheek ; THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 29/ and they almost began to flow again oh her aunt's kindly taking her hand, and, saying she was a foohsh child tp be so soon overset, told her she must, as a proof of forgiveness, eat the pastry which she offered her. Caroline obeyed her; looking up in her face as she prepared to do so, with so sweet and touching an expression of patient resignation, that Sir William, who caught the look, won- dered he had not observed her sooner, and began to find out, that though Anne and Laura were strikingly handsome, they had not the beauty of countenance which distinguished Caroline. Besides, he pitied her, and he remembered too that she had eulogized and defended Miss Dormer. ** By the by, Caroline," said Miss Wallington, " you must explain to me how it happened that you were th^ only one of our party whom the proud heiress deigned to notice. For my part. I thought o 5 298 AFTER THE BALL; OR, it her place to desire to be introduced to mey as I saw that she felt herself my su- perior. I dare say she only took her right precedence; but as she was a stranger, and I, you know, usually begin the dance, I thought she might have offered me the place, though I should not have ac- cepted it." *' You had no right to accept it, Anne," cried Laura, who was never sorry to mortify her domineering sister. " If Miss Dormer had waved her right at all as the daughter of the elder baronet, it would have been in favour of Caroline^ the child of papa's eldest brother, who ought always to stand above you." " Oh dear!" replied the provoked Miss Wallington, " I always forget that Ca- roline has precedence of me ; and I sup- pose from this time forward, as she and Miss Dormer seem to be already tender friends, I must make up my mind to see THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 299 her pressed into the place of honour at balls." " Miss Caroline knows her place better than to accept it, I am sure," observed Mrs. Norman, tossing her head; *' nor can I think but that when Miss Dormer knows you, my sweet young friend, she will be eager to do you every honour in her power. But, perhaps, as she is very young, she might be aived by your dignified manner, and a little fieeling of jealousy might prevent her seeking to know you ; and — " " Miss Dormer jealous, madam ! " cried Caroline eagerly : " Oh ! that is quite impossible y " Why really the heiress and her smiles have turned thy head, Cary," said Anne, trying to conceal her spleen . " But come, explain how you were introduced." "Oh! her waist riband came unpinned 300 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, in the dance ; and — and as that sweet- looking old lady was not near her, I of- fered to pin it for her." *' Well, for a modest, timid girl, that was tolerably forward, Cary." " Dear ! do you think so ?" " It was very kind,'* said Sir William, breaking for the first time a long silence. ** And what did Miss Dormer say to you ?'* ** She thanked me, and in such a tone of voice, and with such a smile, that I ventured, as I stood near her, to tell her I knew a friend of hers ; and so we talked together the rest of the evening, whenever we had an opportunity." ** Quite a romantic friendship, begun at first sight!" cried Miss Wallington : .** I see, Laura, you and I have no chance now of pleasing either the brother or the sister; \i is place prise, and Cary carries all before her." THE TWO SIR WILUAM5?. 301 *' Nay, dear Afiss Wallington," said Mrs. Norman, "how can you talk so? 1 would lay any wager that Sir William Dormer will begin the ball at his own house with you." *' What ! in defiance of Caroline's rights^ on which Laura has been so elo- quent ?" sarcastically answered Miss Wal- lington. *' Cary," she contin ;ed, ** I wish you would as a friend advise Miss Dormer not to dance quadrilles, for hers really is not a figure to exhibit. I own, by padding, her crookedness is as much hidden as pos- sible, and it might possibly pass unnoticed in a country dance, but in a quadrille it must be obvious to all the world." *' I conclude you are joking," said Ca- roline blushing : ** I could never presume to wound any one's feelings by such ad\dce ; and after all, where there is so much to admire as there is in Miss Dormer, it would surely be most unkind 302 AFTER THE BALL; OR, in the by-standers to remark only her sole defect." iriii*' ''Unkind! Was that aimed atf^n^, madam ?" vhf. I ^ ^' Oh dear ! No ; it was a general ob- servation," " Pray," said Mrs. Norman, seeing the cloud gathering on the brow of the haughty Anne, " do tell me who this Miss Dormer is like. Can you. Miss Caroline, describe your idol ; or did her effulgence bhnd you too much ? " *' Really, madam, I cannot say whom she is like." *' She is like you," said Sir William, smiling with great complacency on Ca- roline : " I never saw two countenances more alike." ** Like her !" exclaimed Mrs. Norman : ** Why, I thought some one said she was handsome." *' So she is, madam, in my eyes," ^e- THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 60, J turned Sir William coldly. Caroline blushed with surprise and pleasure; while the sisters bit their lips. Lady Wallington at length, after hem- ming to get rid of an involuntary hoarse- ness, remarked, " You know Miss Dor- mer then ? " " Perfectly, madam." " Perhaps you will be at her ball .^" " Certainly/' he replied smiling ; *' for — and — and — " Here some strange em- barrassment broke off his speech ; and, looking at his watch, he suddenly rose, declared it was very late, and^ hastily bow- ing, prepared to depart. '• Oh no, indeed ! you must not leave us yet," cried Lady Wallington ; " per- haps you are musical. Sir William.^ — Anne and Laura, perhaps Sir William would like to hear a duet "^ " Sir William declared he should be delighted; and Ca- 304 AFTER THE BAX>l; OH, roline sat down to accompany her Cou- sins, who sung a duet. The sisters sung admh'ably ; and Ca- roHnfe, in Sir William's opinion, accom- panied admirably ; but her cousins found fault with her, and the poor girl humbly asked their pardon. Anne now challenged Sir William to dance a reel of three, and he accepted the challenge; while Caroline continued at the instrument. The reel over, the grace- ful sisters, preparing for a waltz, desired Caroline to play slowly and as well as she could. She did so ; and Sir William surveyed with admiration their fine fi- gures and graceful motions ; but Caro- line, whose whole soul was in the be- witching air, and whose countenance, as she gazed on her cousins, expressed the generous pleasure with which she beheld their excellence, did more than share his THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 305 admiration with the dancers, till, much to their surprise and hers, he moved to the side of the instrument and cried '* Bravo! bravo ! " to her expressive playing. This was the signal for the sisters to leave off waltzing ; they hoped, how- ever, that Sir William would offer to' waltz with them, and give them an op- portunity to show their sense of propriety by assuring him they only waltzed lulth each other: but he was hanging over Ca- roline's chau', and begging her to indulge him with that waltz again. She obeyed, but with a tremulous hand and a bewil- dered mind ; for she was confused by such gratifying and unusual approbation, and observed her severely -judging rela- tions with sarcastic smiles watching her execution, till at last she was forced to declare her inr.bility to go on, — begging her cousins, who were so much more able, would take her place. Anne did so, 306 AFTER THE BALL; OR, and played what she called a voluntary, In a masterly style. '* There ! Sir William," cried Caroline : " that is playing." " And so was yours, in a different style." He then complimented Anne on her perfect command of the instrument. She then played an adagio and a slow waltz ; but Sir William did not praise the lat- ter, nor encore it as he had done Ca- roline's. Caroline now entreated her cousin Laura to sing her favourite song. " I will," she replied, *^ if you will aceom^ pany me, and promise not to blunder T ** I will try," she meekly replied ; and Laura sung as follows : SONG. "Whene'er the moon in silvei pride Illumes the soft-reflecting tide. And spreads reviving lustre wide. Oh ! then 1 think on thee, Henry. THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 307 For so upgn my darken 'd view Thy love reviving splendours threw j \M[\[\e life thou badest to shine anew. And smile once more on me^ Henr)\ But ah ! when o"er the rolling w^ave I see destructive tempests rave ; While nought can struggling sailors save- Then^ then I think on thee, Henry. For now thy heart is mine no more. To me life's cheering light is o'er ; Despair's dark billows round me roar. And thou hast shipwreck'd me, Henry. The third verse was to a quick move- ment with a rapid bass, which Carohne executed so well, that Sir WiUiam could not help applauding her ; and when the song was over, Caroline said with great naivete, " Well ! I could never have sup- posed that while Laura was singing, any one would have heard my accompanir ment ! " Her cousins were quite as much sur- prised as she was ; and when Sir William 308 AFTER THE BALL; OR, next declared that he must go, they did not press him to stay, though Lady Wal~ lington said, " We expected you would sleep here, and a bed is prepared.'* " A bed ! Is it possible ? I have but a very little way to go, and I ought to have gone away long since, as my car- riage has been here some time." Then, not allowing Lady Wallington time to ring, he darted out of the room, and they heard him drive off. *' I could lay any wager, Sir William Maberley is in love with Miss Dormer," cried Laura, as soon as he was gone. ** O heavens ! if he is, how he nvr^t bate me ! " said Anne. ** And like Caroline! " cried Laura. ^' Yes ; and if so, no wonder he thought Caroline by implication handsome. Upon my word, it would mortify ?ne to be thought so by a man evidently so devoid of taste." THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 300 ** Well said, Conceit ! " cried Laura : *' but you are always so satirical, Anne, and always cut up people so unmerci- fully." " With a little of your assistance, my candid sister. If I use the knife, you hold the body." " Be quiet, girls," cried Lady Wal- lington : ** You know I can't bear to hear your constant bickerings with each other." *' Well, mamma, I did not begin ; Laura attacked me first." " I know it." " And what did I say, mamma .^ No- thing very severe ; and I am sure it is all true." ** Perhaps so; but — " " Perhaps so ! 1 like your saying that, Lady Wallington ; for who is so severe as yourself.'* I am sure, if your daughters are so, they learnt It from yoii^'' 310 ATTER THE BALL; OR, " Very dutiful, indeed. Miss Wal- lington! But it is my own fault: my indulgence, and the tenderness of my nature, my exquisite maternal feelings, which led me never to deny you any thing, have brought on me this ungrate- ful return." " Ungrateful! No, madam, we are not ungrateful!" exclaimed both the sis- ters at once, united now in a common cause. " You talk of your exquisite maternal feelings indeed ! " cried one. " Your self- ish feelings you mean," cried the other, " which w ould not let you be at the trou- ble of correcting us. Had you done your duty by us, we should have been grateful. If I am violent in temper, who made me ^* If Anne and I quarrel more than sis- ters should, it is owing to your partiality for her when she waS a child, which made THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. oi 1 n^e dislike her; and which your apparent love for me since I grew up and have been thought as handsome as Anne, has never banished from my memory." " As handsome as / am ! " cried Anne, fire flashing in her eyes : " You vain — " Here she was interrupted by a violent scream from Lady Wallington, which ended in a fit; and this *' happiest of mo- thers" was carried to bed in strong hys- terics, brought on by the unkindness of her spoiled children. Mrs. Norman, the toad-eater of the family, meanwhile, now at least was sin- cere, and gave way to a natural feeling, when she muttered to herself, though loud enough for Caroline to hear, before she followed her screaming friend and the now penitent daughters to Lady Wal- lington s apartment, " What vile tempers they all have ! I am sure no one would live with them who could live any where 312 AFTER THE ball; OR, else. Do you not agree with me, Miss Caroline ? " — shrugging up her shoulders, and looking up in Caroline's face with all the contempt which she felt for her ty- rannical relation. But she met with no answering glance from the high-principled Caroline ; who, elevating her head with the pride of vir- tuous feeling, replied to her, " I believe you forget, madam, that you are speak- ing to me of my relations, and that I am the object of their bounty." So saying, she hastened to her aunt's apartment; and it was Caroline who per- formed a daughter's duty by her, and watched by her bedside. Lady Walling- ton woke after an hour's forgetfulness, and asked, " Who is there ? Is it Anne or Laura ? " " No; it is I, dear aunt," replied Ca- roline. '* You ! " THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 313 " Yes ; my cousins were so tired, they were forced to go to bed." " And were not you tired '^ " " Oh ! dear! not in the least." *^ And you did not make me e'//.'" ** Indeed, dear aunt, my cousins were very soriy to go, but they were quite over- powered. They however desired me to call them, if you were ill again." " Indeed! Well, that was much for the^n : but it is all my own fault ; and you, Caroline, you, whom — You are a kind, affectionate creature, Caroline, and I will not forget it." Here she heaved a deep sigh, and was silent, if not asleep again. Caroline sooke the truth when she said she was not tired; for the occurrences of the former part of the evening had exhila- rated her so much, that she was not con- scious of fatigue. In the first place, she had become acquainted with Miss Dor- VOL. I. P 314 AFTER THE BALL; OR, mer, and had evidently been regarded by her with partiality. In the next place, the handsomest and most agreeable-looking man whom she had ever seen had thought her like Miss Dormer, whom she believed beautiful, and he thought handsome. She, the plain CaroUne, as she had al- ways been taught to consider herself; she, who had always been told it was a wonderful thing if she had good partners and many of them, because she had so few personal pretensions, had that even- ing evidently ?no)^e than divided with her cousins the attentions of this very pleas- ing man ; and a feeling of self-compla- cency, which she had never experienced before, gratified her artless and innocent bosom. *' /like Miss Dormer.^ Im- possible ! " she said to herself : then go- ing on tiptoe to the glass, she endeavoured to contemplate her features by the light of the lamp in the chimney; but she THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 315 could only see them imperfectly, and she returned disappointed to her chair. However, the same thoughts again re- curred ; while again the wish returned to gaze upon those features which now, for the first time, had gained importance in her eyes. She therefore made another effort ; and took the lamp to the glass, instead of carrying, as she had before done, the glass to the lamp ; but, in so doing, she struck the lamp against the drawers, and awoke her aunt, who ex- claimed, " What noise is that ? " Luckily however for Caroline, who v/ould not lie, and who would have blushed to own the truth, she fell asleep again without wait- ing for an answer. Caroline now returned the lamp to its place without another attempt to profit by its light ; for her rightly-feeling mind was shocked to think she had, in order to indulge a trumpery vanity, disturbed the 'p2 316 AFTER THE BALL; OR, rest of one whose slumbers she was pre- tending to guard ; and she now sighed, while she thought how soon that mind which she had once fancied could not be upset, was capable of being misled if the same incense was applied to her self-love. "I see that I should have been like my cousins, if I had had the same tempta- tions : " and while her heart glowed with pious thankfulness for exemption from their dangers, she felt the most generous indulgence for their errors, and the senti- ment of self -blame for having ever judged them severely. It was not till six o'clock that Lady Wallington woke ; when assuring Caro- line that she was quite recovered, she in- sisted on her retiring to bed and calling her own maid to her. The breakfast that morning at Old Hall was much later even than usual. Caroline, on entering the room, was sur- THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 317 prised to see her uncle there, but not sur- prised to behold him looking, as usual, the stern dictator ; especially as the gout, she knew, was no sweetener of the tem- per. The sight of her, however, smoothed his perturbed brow : **Wlvdt! Gary, up already ? " cried he : " This is a comfort I did not expect, as thou hast been up all night, child. Come hither, my girl, come and tie this handkerchief round my foot. Those clumsy-fingered girls can't do it at all. I protest, there is no one in the house good for any thing but thy little self." Caroline obeyed. " So, ladies/' he then added, " I find you take advantage of my absence to quarrel with your silly fond mother, and throw her into those horrible squalling fits of hers. But mark me! I will have no one abusive in this house but my- self! and if you do not obey me, you shall rue it. And I find too that, instead of stay- 3 IS AFTER THE ball; OR, ing with her to show your penitence, you went to bed, and let that sweet unoffend- ing girl sit up." *' Dear me, papa ! " cried Laura ; ** it was only an hysteric : there was no need to sit up, only Caroline chose to do it." " Caroline always chooses to do right. Come hither and give me a kiss, dear." " What an owl the child looks to-day! " observed Anne spitefully, being piqued at her father's commendation of Caroline. '* She only looks like one who has had no sleep^ Miss Pert. And why had she not '^ Because she was performing the duty you neglected. Though not the handsomest^ Caroline is the best girl in the world." Here the two sisters forced a violent ** Ha! ha! bal" as if in derision, while Caroline was secretly thankful that she had already restored her mind to its wonted state of humility on the score of THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. ?)\9 '\\^x pwR beauty ; else her cousins' re- mark and her uncle's comment would have mortified her exceedingly. She was also prepared for the further mortifica- tions of which her cousins' laughter was, slie knew, the forerunner. '* Pray, what does that confounded cackle mean .^ for laugh it was not : ex- plain," said Sir John in a loud tone. " Why, papa, there is a gentleman in the world who, by implication at least, thinks Gary handsome: no less a man than our guest of last night." '* Does he ? Then he is a sensible man, and I honour him ; for * handsome is that handsome does ;' and if he could only see Gary nurse me in a fit of the gout, see how lightly she trips along the floor, and how gently her beautiful little fingers tie on my shoes, I should not wonder if he thought her beautiful; and if he has a tendency to gout, Gary's fortune would 320 AFTER THE BALL; OR, be made directly. — What say you, girl ? Could you like Sir William ?'* This unexpected question made all the blood fly from her heart to her cheeks ; for she had ventured to whisper to her- self that perhaps she could have liked Sir William, if it had been possible that he could have liked her ; and Mrs. Norman, enjoying her confusion, said "Poor Miss Gary ! what a pity it is Sir William seems enamoured of Miss Dormer ! " Here a sharp twinge of the gout caused Sir John to exclaim violently, and taking Caroline's arm he hobbled to his study and his couch. It was now only two days to Sir William and Miss Dormer's ball, and the sisters were busily employed in making prepa- rations. They had bespoken dresses from London, which were the objects of daily admiration. Caroline was forced to content herself with an old dress ; and THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 321 she virtuously endeavoured to hush the murmurs of her vanity, by the conviction that a dress Hke that of her cousins, espe-. cially as her other was still as good as new, would have been highly unbecom- ing her dependent situation. Still, in spite of her self-discipline, she could not help being most unphilosophi- cally delighted, when, on Miss Walling- ton's asking Caroline whether she did not mean to wear some new trimming, her aunt replied, " There is no necessity for it, as I have by to-day's post ordered her a dress exactly like your own, except that, as she is not so tall or large as you are, she is to have a flounce less, and the branches of flowers are to be smaller." The sisters were at first silent from mortification, and Caroline from pleasur- able emotion; while Mrs. Norman ex- claimed, " What attention and genero-^ sity!" p5. 322r AFTER THE BALL ; OR, ^* Say rather What justice!" said Lady WaUington ? "I only have remembered as I ought that good girl's attention to me." ^' My dear aunt," cried Caroline, seiz- ing her hand, and finding her power to speak return, "how you overrate my little services! which after all are only your due. But I never wore a dress with such pleasure as I shall wear this : I wish it was come. How I long to see it ! I hope Miss Dormer will admire it, because I shall have such pleasure in saying it was my aunt's present for the occasion." ** I think, madam, you might have consulted my sister and me, before you ordered Caroline a dress exactly like ours. You know we always dress alike ; but we make a point of Caroline's dressing dif- ferently." " Then the more shame for you, as she is your first cousin, and moreover the child of the elder brother." THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 323 " lliere is no reason for you to throw that in my teeth always." ** Dear me, Anne," cried Laura, *' how can you be disconcerted at Caroline's be- ing drest like us .^ Dresses look so dif- ferent on tali women to what they do on little creatures like her, that I dare say no one will see her dress is like ours ; espe- cially as it is to have a flounce less." " True. But no : "as Gary is coming out in a new character, that of a beauty, the chances are that she and her dress alone will be remarked, and we and ours wholly overlooked." Here they attempted to laugh ; while their mother, whose affection had been somewhat alienated by their undutiful behaviour, enjoyed their mortification, and, telling Caroline she knew slie had too much greatness of mind to be an- noyed by their raillery, desired her to go 324 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, with her into her apartment, and read one of Crabbe's Tales to her. When Caroline appeared at dinner that day, every one observed that she looked thoughtful, and was frequently on the point of saying something ; and when her aunt and cousins remarked, that they thought it strange Sir William Maberley had not called, they saw that Caroline's countenance had a peculiar expression. *^ Come, Cary, out with what you wish to say ; for I have watched you for some time, and I am sure you have something to communicate, but want resolution," said Sir John. " Yes : really, I wish to say something; but I am afraid you will laugh at me, and—" ** Laugh at you, Cary .^ Who shall dare to laugh at you in my presence, ha '^ " Here he gave his daughters one of his THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 325 fiercest looks, and Caroline ventured to ask, " Pray, dear aunt, are you quite sure who the gentleman was that supped with us last night ? " " What fancy has she got in her head now ? " muttered Anne. ^* Silence! " vociferated Sir John. "^^ An- siuer Lady Wallington ; I hope you did not bring home a sharper with you "^ " " No : certainly not, for your son in- troduced him to us." ** Yes : but what did he call him? Did you hear him distinctly say Sir William Maberley .^ / certainly heard him say only Sir WiUiam ; for he just then turned away." " Well, Gary, and what then ^ " Why, sir, I have my suspicions that —that—" " Oh ! I see it all now," said Anne with one of her most provoking laughs : " Gary thinks, nay hopes perhaps, that our guest 32(] AFTER THE ball; ok, was really Sir William Dormer, and not Sir William Maberley ; and if so, slie thinks zae have no chance of being Lady Dormer, and she certainly has — '' " No, indeed," replied Caroline, *' I am not so conceited ; but I have some reason for my suspicions *' " I hope not, my dear," said Lady Wallington gravely: " for if so, I should be ashamed to look Sir WiUiam Dormer in the face." " And so should I, I am si/re, mam- ma. *^ I also, and all of us but Caroline. But quick^ your reasons, Cary ? " ** When I first began to have my sus- picions, I asked the butler v^hither Sir William ordered his postillion to drive ; and he said that he called out Home ! Now, Sir William Maberley lives in an- other county, and he certainly told us he had his own carriage and horses." THE T\vO SIR WILLIAMS, 327 ^ "I declare there is some probability in what Gary says. But go on." " What made you first suspect ? " '^ The gioo??i, and the ve?y odd look which I remembered to have seen on his countenance when you were so — when you were criticising Miss Dormer, and the pleasure which his looks expressed when I defended her." " Well, but if he was he?* love?* he would have looked the same." " Yes : but remember that he got lip and tried to go away when you talked of Sir William Dormer ; and I saw every now and then, that though he looked confused, the corners of his mouth showed that he could hardly help laugh- ing." ** I cannot say I watched the man's countenance," said Anne. ** Or the corners of his mouth either," cried Laura. 32() AFTER THE BALL; OR, was really Sir William Dormer, and not Sir William Maberley ; and if' so, she thinks ive have no chance of being Lady Dormer, and she certainly has — '' " No, indeed," replied Caroline, " I am not so conceited ; but I have some reason for my suspicions " " I hope not, ray dear," said Lady Wallington gravely: " for if so, I should be ashamed to look Sir William Dormer in the face." ** And so should I, I am sm^e, mam- ma." *^ I also, and all of us but Caroline. But quick, your reasons, Cary ? " " When I first began to have my sus- picions, I asked the butler whither Sir William ordered his postillion to drive ; and he said that he called out Home ! Now, Sir William Maberley lives in an- other county, and he certainly told us he had his own carriage and horses." THE rvO SI R.WILLIAMS. 32? " I declare thei-e is some probability in what Gary says. Bat go on." " What made you first i-uspect ? " *^ The gloom, and the very odd look which I remembered to have seen on his countenance when you were so — when you were criticising Miss Dormer, and the pleasure wliich his looks expressed when I defended her." " Well, but if he was her lover he would have looked the same." " Yes : but remember that he got lip and tried to go away when you talked of Sir William Dormer ; and I saw every now and then, that though he looked confused, the corners of his mouth showed that he could hardly help laugh- ing." ** I cannot say I watched the man's countenance," said Anne. ** Or the corners of his mouth either," cried Laura. 330 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, our guest give for not being earlier at the ball?" " He said he had been forced to attend a christening dinner on his way." "And pray, most oracular cousin,"cried Anne, *' did Miss Dormer mention her brother to you ? " *' Yes : she said she did not expect him that evening." " There! And yet Cary has frightened us all by her ridiculous suspicions!" " Why really, Gary, I begin to think Anne is right : as Miss Dormer did not expect her brother, it is most likely he did not come." Lady Wallington now rose from table, and the ladies left Sir John to his nap in his elbow chair. At tea-time Mr. Nowell arrived, and was eagerly questioned concerning Sir William Dormer, and whether he was at Park Place, or not. THE TWO yiR WILLIAMS. 331 '' Dormer ! " replied he, " Let me re- collect, what did Lord John Rory write me word about Dormer ? No : it was not Lord John, it was the Marquis. Oh, I have it : he said Dormer was going to dine with him the next day at the Star and Garter at Richmond. So you see he can't be here, because he dined at Richmond yesterday." "lam satisfied:" ''And so ami;" *'And so am I," said the three ladies in great joy. ''• What is all this ? " asked Mr. Now- ell affectedly : " I seem to have imparted great satisfaction." *•' Oh, nothing : only Caroline was sure Sir William Dormer was come to Park Place, and we were sure to the contrary. What sort of looking man is SirWilliam ? Is he tall .^" > " About my height," replied Nowell, drav/ing up his head to the utmost. " Is he stout or thin ?" 332 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, " About my size," throwing back his shoulders as he spoke. " Is he fair or dark ? " *^ Much such a complexion and hair as mine." "Eyes dark or light ? " Here Mr. No well, instead of replying, fixed his own, stretching them to their utmost bounds, on his fair interroga- tor; and after a pause, during which the ladies could scarcely restrain their laughter, he exclaimed, ** Look and judge for yourselves ! " ^' Do you mean to insinuate," said Anne, " that you are really Sir William Dormer himself in disguise '^ " **No : but we are so alike that we have been spoken to for each other. Lord John calls us the two Amphitryons." " Then, I am sure, mamma," cried Laura, " we have never yet seen Sir William Dormer." THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 333 Caroline was silent ; for so difficult is it for the most candid minds to part with a strongly conceived opinion, that she even thought she saw in the coxcomb before her, an ugly likeness of the hand- some baronet. Those who love to indulge in banter- ing are very glad of variety of object for it ; and Anne ceased to laugh at her little cousin, in order to play off Mr. Nowell and Mrs. Norman, which she did in her own judgement so successfully, that she was good-humoured to her sister, kind to Caroline^ and tolerably dutiful to her mother, though her father was not pre- sent ; and their ambiguous guest was entirely forgotten. Mr. Nowell was at all times a fit ob- ject for her ridicule; for he was in every way a consummate coxcomb; and at that moment he was dressed, though he was a gentleman of birth and fortune, in the ex- 334 AFTER THE BALL; OR, treme of dandyism ; — that is, the breast qf his coat and waistcoat were padded till they bestowed on him a protruding chest, while his waist was tightened in till it became small to an apparently wasp-like degree ; and his pantaloons were plaited and gathered in at top till they assumed a petticoat fulness, giving an unnatural appearance of roundness to his person, and making him, like many other young men of the present day, look like a woman on the stage attired in boy's clothes ; while the collar of his shirt was almost in loving contact with his nostrils, and his wristbands had formed an equally in- timate connexion with his knuckles. But, happy am I to say that a less ef- feminate description of dress seems likely soon to prevail; a dress more worthy of the manly youth of Britain. The next day was passed by the sisters some miles off at the hoube of a school THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 335 friend; andby Sir John, Lady Wallington, and Caroline, at a little cottage near the sea, inhabited by his favourite physician . When the family returned home they found Sir William Maberley's call card, who had called during their absence; and while it filled the rest of the party with exultation, Caroline vainly tried to be equally glad ; but when she reached her own apartment she involuntarily said to herself, *' So then it was Sir William Maberley after all ! and he is certainly in love with Miss Dormer ! " The next day that dawned was the day of Miss Dormer's ball ; but hour follow- ed hour, and no dress arrived for Caroline : she summoned all the fortitude of eighteen upon the occasion : at last she observed, she had better prepare her other gown, thankfully accepting a trim.ming of Laura's to add to the necessary decoration. By the latest coach the long-expected 3S6 AFTER THE BALL; box appeared ; and the dress, endeared still more by the dread of its not arriv- ing, was received in uninjured beauty. When the ladies ready dressed for the ball u^ere waiting for their carriage, they saw, to their great surprise, Sir John him- self enter the room in his very best at- tire, save that one of his shoes was a gouty one, and declaring that he was re- solved to witness the conquests he antici- pated; for little Gary really looked so charmingly, that he foresaw she would be the cause of great trouble to him. ** And do not your own daughters look charmingly too. Sir John ?" said Lady Wallington, whose maternal pride now took the alarm. ** Yes ; but that they alivays do, and look as if they knew it too : but Caroline never looked so well before, nor was ever so well dressed before, I fancy ; and her consciousness of it only just serves to OR, THE TWO SIR WiLLIAJ^S. 337 deepen the colour of her cheeks to a most becoming hue." The sisters tossed up their heads at this just description, while Caroline looked still prettier from the blush which it called forth on her dimpled cheek, and with sparkling eyes jumped into the car- riage after her cousins. For a mile before the carriage reached Park Place, the company approached the house through an avenue in which every tree was filled with pale green lamps, whose light increased by contrast the brilliancy that met their eyes on every side when they entered the Hall, the dome of which was studded with white lamps, while magnificent cut glass lustres were suspended from every ceiling in the suite of rooms on the first floor, and displayed to advantage the beauty of the pictures. VOL. I. a 338 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, Miss Dormer received Lady Walling- ton and her daughters coldly, but politely ; she looked more graciously on Sir John. But when she saw Caroline, she took her hand with a smile of animated welcome. Nothing could exceed the simplicity of Aliss Dormer's dress that evening ; and now, as Caroline said to herself, no eye surely, but that of a very envious woman, could discover any fault in her shape. The ladies looked round to try if they could see Sir William Maberley, but in vain ; and as no gentleman came forward to receive them, they concluded Sir Wil- liam Dormer was not present. Miss Dormer now proposed to adjourn to the dancing-room, and, on the doors being thrown open, led the way into a long gallery brilliantly lighted and orna- mented with fine statues. At the end of this gallery were a number of gentle- THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 339 men, two of whom advanced from the group : in one of the^e the Wallingtons recognised Sir William Maberley; the other was, they concluded, the master of the house. As the two gentlemen advanced to meet her, she said, '* Give me leave, my dear brother, to present you to Sir John and Lady Wallington, and the Miss Wal- lingtons ; and this is my friend Miss Caroline Wallington," taking at the same time the hand of the supposed Sir ^\'il- liam Maberley ! Caroline was now full of pity, and even of mortification, on witnessing the con- sternation of her aunt and cousins, and the wonder, mixed with painful suspicion, with which Sir John obsei*ved the evident discomposure of his family. •* What does all this mean ? " said he. "Answer me, Lady Wallington: Is this €l2 340 AFTER THE BaLL; OR, the gentleman whom you mistook the other night for Sir WilHam Maberley ? " '* / am the real Simon Pure," said the other gentleman : " and I did myself the honour, though personally unknown, to call yesterday at Old Hall, to thank you for the civilities intended for me." " Hark ye ! Sir WiUiam Dormer," said Sir John taking him on one side, " I trust you are too sensible a man to be affected by the impertinence of women, or to think the worse of me because I have a foolish wife and prating daughters. I un- derstand that all my family, little Car}' excepted, said many things which they now wish recalled : but for my sake, and for Caroline's sake, who is a little angel, and I dare say behaved like one, pray for give the rest of the family." Sir William, who was a singular mix- ture of mmcvaise-honte and dignity, felt THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 341 embarrassed during this address ; but at the end of it he cordially gave his hand to Sir John, and said, " Not only for your sake, and that of Miss Caroline, but for theirs, will I banish from my mind every recollection of what passed at Old Hall ; though for my own sake I wish to remember it, as mortifications to the vanity are always salutary- What was said of one dearer to me than my- self, she, also, I trust, will profit by. And now, Miss Caroline, let me reward your candour and kindness, by presenting you to that sweet old lady, my aunt, who pro- mises, that when she chooses a dress for her niece again, it shall be such as your better taste approves." While he said this, he led the de- lighted Caroline to Mrs. Fitzroy, who gave her such a reception as proved that her nephew had spoken most highly of her. 34*2 AFTER THE BALL; OR, Miss Dormer now gave the signal for the music to begin. The sets were form- ed; and Sir WiUiam Maberley led Miss Dormer to the top of one of the dances, while Sir William conducted Caroline to the head of the other set. To Anne and Laura, and indeed to Lady Wallington, the evening was now completely spoiled. Lady Wallington had great pride in her daughters ; pride in their beauty and external graces, upon which she depended for their ad- vantageous establishment in life. She had looked forward to the ball of that evening, with great expectation : but her views were now frustrated ; and had she been a wise woman, she would have blamed herself for not having tried to give her daughters virtues as well as accom- plishments, when she saw that Caroline, witli inferiority of face, person, and ac* THE T\VO SIR WILLIAMS. 343 quirements, by the simple exertion of candour, and a kind, indulgent spirit, had contrived to nidki^ J'riends where they had made enemies, and was enjoying that ball-room, which was to them and to her a scene only of regret, envy, and resent- ment. They had the pleasure of being en- gaged for every dance ; but they were not dancing with the first men in the room, and Caroline was ; nor could they hear without excessive mortification, how even BEAUTIFUL CuToline looked; and what marked attention she received from Sir William and Miss Dormer : for there is, perhaps, no feeling more trying to the self-love of both sexes, than that of being forced to own a superior or an eglual in one w^hom all your life you have con- sidered as your inferior. In the course of the evening Sir Wil- liam Dormer owned to Caroline, that he 344 AFTER THE BALL : OR, had chosen, knowing his sister's strength of mind, to impart to her what Miss Wal- Ungton and CaroUne had said concerning her dress, and her dancing quadrilles ; and had expressed his wish, that she would be more simple in the one and dis- continue the other. " You see," he added, *' that she has complied with my request; she did it with the greatest good humour ; and though we have danced quadrilles this evening, she has declined doing so, and her dress is as simple as you would have advised. Let me add, however, that Augusta was more gratified by your de- fence, than she was wounded by the se- verity of the rest of the family. But see, hither she and Mrs. Fitzroy are coming to speak to you, and I hope that you will receive what they have to say with a wish to oblige them." As soon as Caroline heard what they THE TWO SIR WILLIAM?. 345 hail to -communicate, she flew on the wings of hope and joy to seek her uncle and aunt; to whom her cousins were ex- pressing their wish to return home. '' What! so soon ?" cried Caroline, her look of joy suddenly changing. '•' So soon ! Why it is three o'clock, and we are both tired." "Tired!" *' Don't echo my words, if you please, - — it is very vulgar. Yes, tired ; for I never passed a more disagreeable even- ing." *' Disa — " Caroline checked herself, and almost begged her cousin's pardon : then turning to Sir John and Lady Wallington, the former of whom observed her look of aninuited pleasure with kind satisfaction, she told them that Mrs. Fitzroy and Miss Dormer had asked her to spend a week with. them, if they would allow it; and before Lady Wallington could reply. 346 AFTER THE BALL ; OR, those ladies came in person to urge their suit. "Ladies," said Sir John, " it is I, and I alone, who am the person toconsult; for Caroline is my head nurse : — however, as the gout is nearly gone, I shall willingly spare her whenever you choose to sum- mon her." " Could she not stay to-night .^" " Why, yes," he answered, ** I have no objection, and then the dear little girl may dance as long as she likes." " Oh ! my kind good uncle," said Ca- i*oline, "I never can thank you enough !' Caroline's joy, however, was not wholly on account of being able to rejoin the dance; she was glad to escape the sar- ^ casms and ill humour which her cousins, she knew, would vent on her defenceless head, and also perhaps on the master and mistress of the feast. But to spend a lueek with such mild THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 34/ and blessed spirits as Mrs . Fi tzroy and Miss Dormer! Mrs. Fitzroy, who had known, slie found, her own dear mother ! Never since that regretted parent died had Ca- roline felt so happy ; and it was so kind in her uncle to spare her, before he had gotten his own shoe on again ! How worthy of love is that being who is fond of encouraging sources for thank- fulness ! and how salutary is the influ- ence of such a one ! Such a temper, like the Claude Lorraine glass, sheds a glow- ing tint over scenes which are already pleasing, and creates them where the pro- spect is gloomy and cheerless. Caroline stayed a week ^t Park Place, and then obtained leave to stay another, and another. At the end of the third, when Sir William Dormer and his sister conducted her to Old Hall, the former came to urge a still dearer and more im- portant request to Sir John ; namely, 348 AFTER THE BALL; OK, that he would part with his little nurse for life, and allow her to he the mistress of Park Place. Sir John was luckily, at this moment, quite free from gout; therefore it was no trial to his selfishness to grant the request: besides, if it had, it was so good a thing to part with a portionless niece to such a man, that even the gout would have re- monstrated in vain. With a glow of af- fectionate pleasure, he said, " Take her. Sir William, she is yours ; and I, who know her worth, for I have tried it, can assure you that I give you a treasured It is not to be supposed that the sisters could see without great pain, their de- spised cousi^Cary made the choice of a man of splendid fortune and high con- nexion ; nor that they could ever help re- gretting the supper *' after the ball ;" because they felt assured that, but for that unfortunate conversation, Sir Wil- THE TWO SIR WILLIAMS. 349 Ham Dormer might have chosen one of themselves ; for it was a little salvo to their vanity, to believe that it was by the incense offered that evening unconsciously to his fraternal vanity, that Caroline had obtained the preference ; and when they were in a very spiteful mood, they worked up each other to suspect that Caroline^ though they did not, knew him all the time to be Sir William Dormer. Whether the mortifying results of that memorable evening made them more careful in future how \\\Q,y pulled to pieces and cut up (to use two expressive though common metaphors) their companions and friends, on their return home from routs or assemblies, I cannot determine ; but certain it is, that Caroline continued to be as candid, and as averse from de- traction, as she had then proved herself; and Sir William Dormer often declared, that his little wife never looked so lovely 350 AFTER THE BALL. in his eyes, as when on such occasions she dwelt dehghted on the looks or graces of the ladies whom she had met, and kindly threw their defects into shade, — proving herself, I must own from fre- quent experience, an exception to a ge- neral rule ; as what is more common than for a party to assemble round the table of refreshment, to talk over, criticize, and ridicule the company, and prove detrac- tion the greatest of pleasures " after the ball ? " END OF vol. I. Priniai iy Richard and j-Juhm Tut/lofj Skoe-Lane, UNIVERSITY OF ILUNOI8-URBANA III 30112055267089