a I E) RARY OF THE UNIVERSITY or ILLINOIS 823 1878 v.l (L (Tl 1,^A^ A <( CHERRY RIPE!" 31 lilomana. BY THE AUTHOR (OF comin' thro' the rye," "the token of the silver lily." Could ye come back to me, Douglas, Douglas, In the old likeness that I knew, I could be so loving, so tender and true, Douglas, Douglas, tender and true." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L CJirtr CBtiitiom LONDON : RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON, 1878. [All Rights Reserved :\ o vCi Oo <( ?^3 , in? CHERRY RIPE!" BOOK I. BLOSSOM. ^ 1 4 CHAPTER I. Just SO may love, although 'tis understood The mere commingling of passionate breath, Produce more than our searching witnesseth." UN !" said Mignon. ^' This way !" cried Lu-Lii. Fate, choosing so insignificant a means as the fact of two girls running away from their governess, to alter the cur- rent of four persons' lives, directed their steps to the left instead of to the right, and sent them spinning round one of the big trees of VOL. I. i 2 " CHERRY RIPE /" the avenue with such velocity, that a gentle- man, who was advancing slowly from the opposite direction, found himself all at once deprived of breath, hat, stick, and patience. " Upon my Avord !" said he angrily, and for the moment too much astonished at the hearty and simultaneous onslaught on his person, to be at all sure of the sex of hia assailants. *^ I heg your pardon !" said Lu-Lu. Glancing sharj^ly at the apple-cheeked,.'' black- eyed schoolgirl, the young man dis- covered in her face no reason why he should set aside the bad temper and ennui that de- voured him, to assure her of his gratitude for the favour just accorded. '' We are very sorry !" said Mignon ; and then he turned suddenly, and saw before him something that all his life long he thought he must have been seeking, yet had never until now found ; discovered a want that in all its^ depth and fulness he had never known until in this, its moment of fulfilment ; felt that here at least was something by no means to be BLOSSOM. included in the bitter, weary disgust for him- self, the world, and all within it, that this day filled his stormy, passionate soul to overflowing. " And soon his eyes had drunk her beauty up,- Leaving no drop in the bewildering cup, And still the cup was full . . . ." And in that moment was the wheel of liis life's fate and hers set moving, and the end thereof, how could he tell it any more than the girl who stood facing him beneath the pink and white blossoms of the flowering chestnuts, with something of the wonder and puzzle of the young May morning in her innocent, childish eyes ? ^^ We are very sorry," she said again gently, thinking how terribly put out he seemed to be about no such great matter, and not daring to smile for fear of making him yet more angry. He almost laughed aloud as it suddenly flashed through his mind, what a pity it was that none of his friends were by, to see the ridiculous figure he cut before this pair of schoolgirls. The gay words that would at 1—2 CHERRY RIPE /' any other time have sprung quick as lightning to his lips ; the bold devil-may-care spirit that would instantly have turned the ludicrous mischance to at least the semblance of a honne aventure — where were they now ? and what mapfic was this that stole the wit from his brain, the words from his tongue, and the power to do aught save stand looking — look- ing — at the girl before him ? The matter — it had in all occupied not more than thirty seconds — was cut short by an act on the part of the culprits, that proved them to be no embryo fine ladies with fashion- able notions of their own importance, for Mignon fetched his hat, Lu-Lu picked up his stick ; and, having placed his property in his hands, they dropped him the simplest, sweetest, prettiest courtesy in the world, apiece, moved quickly away, and vanished. Their disappearance broke the spell ; he put on his hat, turned about, and followed them. That they were bent on mischief of some kind was pretty clear, seeing how they tacked this way and that, avoiding the open, and BLOSSOM. casting so many glances to the right and left, as could not fail, he thought, to dis- cover him sooner or later to their eyes. Only it so happened that they were not thinking of him just then, no, nor of any other young man, nor of anything in the whole Avorld but to get away all by themselves, to enjoy the full freshness and glory of this peerless spring morning, to revel in the rosy feast of blossom that hung overhead . . . and this, they were so dainty and delicate in their fancies as to imagine they could not do, under the guardian- ship of mademoiselle, and in the company of the dozen or so of noisy hoydenish jDupils placed under her charge. And if it should appear strange that two schoolgirls could be found, who were not moved to foolish smiles and minauderies by the mere sight and neigh- bourhood of a young and handsome man, I am bound to confess that these were alto- gether exceptional maidens, and, both by training and habit of thought, had preserved intact an innocence of mind more usually to be met with in misses of eisfht or ten than of '' CHERRY RIPE /' sixteen and seventeen. That they had en- joyed a hearty laugh at his expense as soon as they were safely out of earshot, is not to be denied ; or that when, later, they per- ceived him close at hand, they looked at one another with a certain air of particularity that betokened the existence of a latent under- standing between them ; but that they were guiltless of either giggle or undue excitement he was careful to note, being a man of most fastidious taste, and quick to observe the smallest sign of levity in woman. Afterwards, when he tried to remember how he spent that day, he was not able : save that he was sure he had sat under the trees for a long while ; and he thought he had eaten bread and butter, and chocolate, and Turkish Delight — but no, he could not have done that, it must have been somebody else ; that he had looked at a great many pictures, and heard a great many criticisms passed on them by a pair of merciless young judges, one of whom in her bloom and brightness eclipsed whatever she regarded ; that he had BLOSSOM. 7 gone on a wild-goose chase in and out, and round and about the Maze, following one little pair of feet that seemed to know no ilagging ; that he had fed one of the big white swans that came sailing proudly down the mimic lake with a little lovely cygnet perched high upon its wings — to his dying day he never forgot that little creature, or how its whiteness showed like snow against its mother, that was fair enough when it stood alone, God knows. He also had a distinct impression that three or four times he had been all but caught and held in durance vile by a sallow-faced Frenchwoman, but had each time escaped by the skin of his teeth .... and yet that could not have been himself, but the girl whose shadow he was that day, and whose name was Mignon. He was quite sure of that, for had he not heard her so called by Lu-Lu many times that day ? also that she lived at Kosemary, Lily town, for which place had he not five minutes ago seen her set out, seated in a great open van drawn by two stout cart-horses '? From the 8 " CHERRY RIPE /" stolid, bumpkinish Jehu, who was a curiosity indeed to be found within ten miles of London town, he had by golden means, and quite unobserved, as he thought, extracted this latter information concerning her place of abode. Nor could he remember in the days that came afterwards, at what time she went away, and whether it w^ere afternoon or evening ; he only knew that it was dayhght, and the sky still blue overhead, when he turned back, and thi'ew himself down under one of the giant trees of the avenue, to think. About when he had first met her he was more certain ; it was quite early, ten o'clock perhaps \ this he knew, because all his hfe long he could never see a young, exquisitely fresh May morning without the girl's face coming up before him. Mignon .... that was her name, fanciful, tender, and un- Enghsh, yet one that became her curiously well, he thought .... and then he fell to watching the rose and white leaves of the chestnut flowers come fluttering slowly down; BLOSSOM. observed how the giisten of the sun caught the inner side of one of the big prickly leaves, turning it to gold ; discovered how enchanting was the tiny patch of blue overhead, that the envious boughs had failed to altogether shut out from the daisies and grass that loved it . . . . and the snow and the red of the vagrant petals, the hquid gold of the sun- touched leaf, the bit of bright blue tapestry above, wove themselves unconsciously into a faiiy likeness of a girl's face. . . . For were they not all there — the tints of her skin, the colour of her hair, the very hue of her eyes? But the look that had caught and fixed his regard, and upon which his heart had closed, he found not in either blossom, or leaf, or sky, for it sprang direct from that purest of all sources, a maiden's innocent soul ; and because his own life was just then so full of strife, and sin, and misery, this same look of hers outweighed in his eyes the mere beauty that many a time he had seen possessed by women in a far higher degree. Mignon .... what fate did her name foretell, and what did 10 '' CHERRY RIPE /" her face say ? It could be nothing to him, this future of hers, for was not his own lot in life fixed, the stage prepared, the last act but one in a reckless, unhappy, and guilty past about to be played out ? A bird came whirlino' into a cluster of the stately blooms overhead, and as the dainty column swayed under his eager, slender feet, he poured out a sweet gay song of gladness, that was his tribute of gratefulness for his happy life, his beautiful mate, his long summer day of sunshine, and love, and plenty. And the song of the bird, and the peace and beauty of the evening and the hour, stole into the man's heart, until he knew it not for that which had beat in his breast no longer ago than this morning .... Hither he had come in a mood of black and impious rebellion against all things in heaven and earth. With eyes turned inwards, he had passed all outward things by, nor observed any one of the tender and manifold surprises of the morning, though, if any one had asked him, he would have answered, BLOSSOM. 11 *' Yes J it is a jine May morning, and the chestnuts are in bloom ;" but the heart of the man was dead to Nature's teaching, as it had been for many long years — ay, ever since he had taken to reading and playing upon the vices, faults, and weaknesses of the men and women who came in his path. Whence, then, came to him, in a breath, this clearness of the eyes, this subtle under- standing of all that was fair and gracious, this capacity for drawing into some new and fragrant chamber of the soul, aught so evanescent, so impalpable, so delicate, as the quivering light on a leaf, the shifting colour of the sky^ or the painting of a flower that had passed through the hands of the Creator 1 Thoughts unwonted and gentle came to him there .... of his dead mother ; she had not been in his memory this half-dozen years or more .... recollections of his boyhood, and the eager bright days of his youth, when existence had seemed to him but a cup filled to the brim with a cunning and rarely-mingled draught of sweetness, of 12 " CHERRY RIPE r which he could not drink too often, or too deeply .... to-night he found himself able to look back upon that time with none of the scorn and pity with which he had in these latter days grown to regard that hopeful and not unworthy period of his life ; nay, some of the old keen flavour and enjoyment of it seemed to be once more between his lips as he lay and mused, and dreamed, and thought .... some new influence was upon him, gentle and humanising, to-night, and blame him not that in yielding to it, he perceived not how that which appeared to him as the touch of an angel's wing was in very truth a snare set for him by Satan, nor knew that in this, his awakening to all things good and lovely, he had never been tempted to so black a sin, so foul a wrong as now. This morning when he had walked forth,, his worldly callous heart full to the brim with bitterness and revolt, he had yet been a better, more honest man than now, when the very means that awakened his heart to the recognition of beauty in goodness, and BLOSSOM. 13 goodness in beauty, took its root in a half- conceived dishonour that had in it all the elements of crime, in the shadow cast before of a deed that would stamp the doer as a recreant to all those traditions of honour that no man may traverse without inflicting a stain upon his character that, in his own eyes at least, can never be wiped away. Has one ever paused to note how that pure and stainless flower the waterlily grows ? From filth and slime and every conceivable noisomeness she springs, to crown the bosom of the waters with her snowy cup ; and among us all is there one so cunning that he can tell by what wondrous alchemy the vileness is transmuted to beauty, the uncleanliness to unsullied purity, the very nadir of degradation to the perfection of an unsurpassable splendour % And even as this lily grows, borrowing her purity we know not whence, her beauty we know not how, so may it not be that from the dark unkindly soil of a sinful human heart, may be born a passion that, while 14 ^' CHERRY RIPE I having its root in foulness, and owing its very existence to shame and transgression, shall grow to a vigorous stately flower, that, in the beholding, we are almost fain to forget whence it has arisen % For as from richest and most healthful soil, with every favouring influence of sun- shine, wind, and rain, may creep into life a noxious deadly poison, a thing of hatefulness, whence our eyes turn with fear and loathing, so is it not given to us to say, '' By such and such means was the evil turned to good, and the good to evil ;" we can but blindly puzzle out a meaning for ourselves, nor dare to lift our brows to Heaven and, with boasting pride, cry aloud that w^e have found it. Only this is certain, that the man into whose heart that day had sunk a germ, potential of life, form, and variation, that was by the inevitable law of progression bound to fulfil itself, and who had by sin fallen from his high estate, by sin alone, and the virtue that took its birth from that sin, was lifted again to it ... . and that as he BLOSSOM. 15 would to his life's end have been guiltless of his crowning infamy had not a girl's face that day crossed his path, so would he have lived and died with soul unawakened to good, so would he never have raised his eyes to those heights of greatness and self-mastery, to which he, all sinning, humbled, and des- pairing, yet dared to aspire — ay, and by the grace of God to reach at last. /v CHAPTER II. Clear summer has forth walked Unto the clover sward, and she has talked Full soothingly to every mated finch." HEKE floated over the wall so joyful and exquisite a peal of laughter, that a young man, who was walking in the garden on the other side, was seized with some such curiosity as once set a certain old King pulling up his slippers, and putting on his spectacles, when he spied the unusual crowd collected in the royal pig- sty, on the occasion of his naughty princess kissing the swineherd. Mr. Babbage informs us that '^ the air is one vast library, in whose pages are for ever written all that man said and woman BLOSSOM. 17 whispered ;" but he does not tell us what becomes of the laughter so plentifully cast upon it day by day, and that surely has a character of its own, jocund, bitter, .false, despairing, and is as much the language of the heart as words or tears, though we could fancy that some such mirth as that just uttered might sound sweet and pleasant after the lapse of more than one century. It suggested all manner of sunshiny hu- morous things, as of a witty jest, a consum- mately ludicrous situation, a strikingly happy thought, or any one of those absurdities that provoke poor toiling human nature to amusement, and are in themselves a species of luxury. '^ I wonder what she is laughing at now T said he who listened, smihng to himself for company. '' I have a very good mind to find out," he added aloud (for there was nobody by, not even a blackbird, to hear him). He paused in his walk, and looked up- wards. VOL. I. 2 18 " CHERRY RIPE /" At the top of the wall, flourishing hardily and sweetly, grew a tough little colony of wallflowers that had grown, the wind and the rain only knew how, and had come, the birds of the air only knew whence, affording, as he was well aware, a moderate screen from behind which a discreet person might peep without much chance of being de- tected. Hard by, a ladder leaned against a peach- tree with a rakish air, as though it had given over work for the day, and was enjoying itself This he fetched, pitched exactly opposite the wallflower, and proceeded to mount the same with as bold and unfaltering a step, as though spying into a neighbour's garden were the most ordinary thing in the world, and no more reprehensible than over- looking an opponent's hand at whist, or reading a letter backwards, or any other of those dishonourable little actions by which we deceive our friends, and open our eyes to our own delinquencies. He mounted the first dozen or so of rungs BLOSSOM, 19 l)oldly, but slackened his pace as he rose hiofher, for ever so small an excess of couraere or indiscretion might cause him to be dis- covered in a position that no young man would, to say the least, be proud to fill. Therefore, albeit he was no faint-hearted person, he could not but feel it to be rather an awful moment when he topped the wall, and, pushing aside the scanty leaves and stalks of the wallflowers, gazed down into the garden some twenty feet below him. The sight that met his eyes was curious but pretty, not particularly laughable in itself, yet tickling the beholder with a -certain sense of pleasure that served all the purposes of laughter without demanding the outward expression of it : the subtlest and keenest enjoyment is, oftener than not, voice- less. Seated in her coach, with skirts tucked well up around her, and two little neatly-shod feet and ankles full in view, sat a very young lady. Her coachman did not precede, but was behind her, horses she had none, and although she 2—2 20 " CHERRY RIPE rode with a hand extended on either side and as majestic an air as though she were seated in the Lord Mayor's own on the 9th of November, Mignon's coach Avas, I am bound to confess, no more and no less than a wheel- barrow. She had a white pocket-handker- chief tied over her head, and the richest of red roses were blooming in her beautiful young cheeks as she came whirling past the peeper. " Faster ! faster !" she cried ; '' do you not know that Gretna Green is yet three miles away, and that I have a most particular ap- pointment, with a most particular person, to keep at half past four j^recisely f " For answer, there came a whuT ! whifi' I and off flew the solitary wheel of Mignon's chariot, seating her with considerable emphasis on the exact centre of a parsley bed, that flourished greenly below the wall- flowers. •'* There !" she cried ; and her voice was so yuang, and fresh, and gay, as to communicate to the listener a dehghtful sensation of BLOSSOM. 21 novelty and enjoyment, as when one hears " A noise like of a hidden brook In the leafy month of June, That to the sleeping woods all night Singeth a quiet tune." '' I always Iznew that would happen one of these days, and if I were a fine woman hke you, Prue, it would have happened long ago !" "Well, Miss Mignon," said Prue, sitting down on a three-legged stool, with her back to the wall, and drawing some needlework from her pocket, " I'm not so sorry neither, for in my 'pinion riding in a barrow ain't the suitablest thing for a young lady like you." " Nevertheless," said the girl, regarding her prone chariot regretfully, '' I should never get half as much fun out of a coach and six as I've done out of that old piece of wood — not that I'm ever likely to possess a coach and one /" 22 '' CHERRY RIPE " I'm none so sure of that," said Prue,, nodding sagaciously. '' Just you have a little patience, and you'll see what you will see." ^' The days of Cinderella are over," said the girl, laughing and shaking her blonde head ; '^ and all the fairy princes are asleep or bemtched, though even if they were awake and about, they would not be likely to trouble themselves to look for a httle in- significant school-girl hke me ! Why, except Bumble, and one other person, and you, I don't believe there's a soul who cares whether I'm dead or alive !" *' It do seem a cruel shame," said Prue frowning ; "if you was a foundling so to speak, you couldn't be worse off than you are for friends and folks of your own." . ^^ I have got her,'' said the girl gaily ; " or at least I shall have her very soon, for at any hour- — any minute she may walk in, and then what a time we will have of it — she and 1, and you, together !" BLOSSOM. 23 Prue, compressing her lips tightly, shook her head, but made no remark. " But until she comes," resumed Mignon, " there is no denying the fact that our existence here is — dull I Now I wonder if there is any bit of mischief about that a tolerably well brought up young woman could possibly get herself into % If my gowns were smart enough — which they're not " (she spread out her skirt with both hands and regarded it ruefully), '' we might go to the Park and look at all the fine people, but as it is, we have only Hampton Court and Madame Tussaud's to choose from, and I know both of them by heart I" " Miss Sorel said Ave might go to the Poly — something, where they improve folk's morals — " began Prue. '^ But I don't want my morals improved," said the girl. " I want to be amused, and — and oh ! Prue, Avill you ever forget the last time we went to Hampton Court ?" ''That was a very rum — I beg pardon, miss — a very 'peculiar go," said Prue, 24 '' CHERRY RIPE grinning and looking disdainful. '' If Miss Sorel had been at home, it never would have happened, but there, them furrineering mam- selles don't know nothing !" "• Shall I ever get it out of my head T cried the girl, breaking into sudden laughter. " ' Four and twenty blackbirds Baked in a pie,' only i\^e were baked in a van ! We must have looked fine when we drove from the door, every alternate girl visible through the open framework at the sides, like a saint in a niche with her back to the congregation, bounding, jumping, jolting, creaking, bones rattling, lockets dancing, teeth chattering — was there ever such a shaking up upon earth ? We were black and blue next day, Prue !" "' I'll tell Miss Sorel when she comes back," said Prue with decision. '' Though, after all," said Mignon, " it was a charming day^ — all but for one thing, and that was dreadful !" BLOSSOM. 25 '' What was that, miss T said Prue, looking up quickly. '^ Miss Lu-Lu and I nearly knocked down — a man !" said Mignon ; " worse than that — a young man ! If we had beaten him with sticks," she went on, looking thoughtfully at the two pretty feet placed in the first position before her, ^' he could not have looked more astonished and nonplussed !" '* How did it happen, miss ?" said Prue, regarding her mistress with covert but keen inquiry, and pausing in her work. "We were running away from mademoiselle and the girls," said Mignon, '^ and, alas ! just as we spun round one of the big trees of the avenue, she one side, I the other^ we caught a gentleman who was advancing two simul- taneous blows^ one on the right shoulder, the other on the left — for a moment I do believe he thought he saw double /" '' Did he speak, miss ?" inquired Prue with interest. " No indeed," said Mignon, laughing, " that he did not ! Although we begged his pardon 26 '' CHERRY RIPE twice over, and even picked up the property of which our onslaught had deprived him, he never uttered one syllable ! It occurred to us afterwards that perhaps the poor man was dumh /" " Dumb ?" repeated Prue in an accent of incredulity ; " dumb did you say, miss ? Ho 1 ho ! ho ! I beg pardon, miss, but — Ho ! ho I ho ! ho !" Mignon looked in astonishment at the woman, who seemed to be struggling against a grotesque and secret merriment, that mastered her against her will. '' And pray," said the young lady Avith dignity, "is it such a very odd thing, that a man should be dumb ? Hundreds of people are — and blind as well — and they all marry,, and have deaf and dumb families !" " I daresay, miss," said Prue, recovering^ *' but somehow the notion tickled my fancy," and here she showed symptoms of a relapse — " but can you mind what he was like. Miss Mignon V ii Very dark — with very blue eyes, an BLOSSOM. 27 Irish combination that's too womanish I think for a man ! And perhaps because we had been so rude to him,'' she went on, leaning her fair head against the wall, " he thought he would be rude to its, for he followed us about the whole day, and even came to see us set off in the van ! And Miss Sorel always tells us that it is a very great insult for a gentleman with whom one is not acquainted to stare at and walk behind one." " So it is, miss/' said Prue, '' generally." " And yet/' said Mignon meditatively, '' it is not considered a rude thing for a young man to fall in love Avith a person — quite the reverse ! You see he must make a beginning somewhere, and really it is rather difficult to say where rudeness ends, and politeness begins." '' What put that notion into your head, miss T said PiTie, looking sharply at the girl. " Ah 1" said Mignon, '' that's a secret. Heigho !" she sighed, '' how I wish some« "28 ''CHERRY RIPE I thing would happen — just to brisk us up, and set us going — if somebody would only take the trouble to write me a letter even, I think I could be satisfied !" '' A letter T said Prue, starting, " and who'd be after writing to you, but Miss Lu- Lu, or Miss Sorel, dear heart? And you heard from both of them last week." " There is nobody else," said Mignon ; *' she would not write, she would come. But all the same I should love to have a letter — from anyhody, I don't care who — just to make me feel that I was not such a terribly unimportant little person — that there was ■one person at least in the world to trouble her head about me !" Something in Prue's pocket, as the money of spendthrifts is historically supposed to do, suddenly burnt her, and as she looked at the wistful, lovely face, that made the sunshine and happiness of her life, she cast all scruples and hesitation to the winds, and, taking off her thimble and laying down her work with sudden decision : BLOSSOM. 29' *' Supposing, miss," she said, ^' that there was people in the world to trouble their heads to think about you, and supposing that 'twasn't a HER at all, but a HIM, why,, what then, Miss Mignon ?" CHAPTER III. " While every eve saw me my hair up-tying With fingers cool as aspen leaves .... I was as vague as solitary dove, Nor knew that nests were built." HIM ?" said Mignon, laughing gaily, '^ but I don't know a single one Avho is likely to do anything of the sort !" " Hasn't it ever struck you, Miss Mignon, that maybe, one of these days, you'd be picking up a heaii T " No," said Mignon, clasping her arms round her knees, and leaning her head so far hack that the wallflower got an excellent view of a pretty, straight nose, and some long brown eyelashes. ^' I can't say it ever BLOSSOM. 31 lias, Priie. It is not often that a schoolgirl arrives at the dio^nitv of a real heau ! Thouorh indeed," she added, sighing, " it must be a i^harming thing, Prue, when once one has got used to it ! Tell me, did you ever have one like that — all to your own self ?" "■ Maybe," said Prue, turning a handsome brick-dust colour, '' but that was a long time ago, Miss Mignon." '^ And were you in love with him 1" ''No, miss, I never would — for fear. Falling in love's a ticklish thing — very." " Did he ever write to you ?" inquired Mignon, surveying Prue with positive re- spect, and from a totally new point of view, '' because if he did, and if you would not mind it very much, I should so like to read one of his letters ! I never read a real love-letter in all my life, and for a particular reason that I oan't explain to you just now, I am so anxious to see hoiv it's done /" Prue, looking anxiously at her young mistress, plaited and unplaited her apron with restless, clumsy fingers. A struggle 32 " CHERRY RIPE I r of some kind was evidently going forward in her mind. . . . She was but an ignorant, gentle-hearted woman, who ardently desired to act for the good of the creature that she loved best upon earth, yet who was sufficiently conscious of her shortcomings as to make her doubt the wisdom of her own decision. . . . Painful and confused are these gropings after wisdom in the minds of human beings, who have not that firm reliance upon their own in- fallibility of judgment, that carries stronger- minded folks with untroubled consciences over everything, even enabling them to ascribe the disasters arising from their own mistakes, to fate, providence, or some influence that it was not possible for them to foresee or evade. " And what would you say, Miss Mignon," she said at last, '' if I was to tell you that I'd got a love-letter in my pocket at this very particular moment V " Say !" cried Mignon in delight, " Avhy, that it was the luckiest thing in the world, and that it would more than make up for the BLOSSOM. 33 wheel coming off the barrow ! And to think that you'd got it bottled up there all this time, and never said a single word about it ! Why, if anybody wrote me a love-letter, I shouldn't be able to sit down for a week, much less do plain sewing !" " And supposing," said Prue, her hand in her pocket, '' that somebody should take the trouble to write a love-letter, not to me, Miss Mignon, but to you f " That is so likely, is it not," said the girl, laughing, '' when I do not know a single man who is not fat and bald, and a long way past forty ? No, no, Prue, only young people write love-letters, and I do hope he is very deeply in love with you, because I don't want to read a cool love-letter, but a hot one !" '' He's just mad with love," said Prue, nodding, ''but it's not with me, Miss Mignon, it's with you /" ^' Me r '^ You !" '' Somebody in love with me ?" VOL. I. S 34 " CHERRY RIPET " Somebody in love Avith you /" '' Xot a schoolboy, or the sexton, or the postman, or the chimney-sweep ?" said Mig- non, her eyes groAving rounder and rounder as she looked at Prue. '^ No, miss, a gentleman." *' Grown up ? out of jackets V '^ La I yes, miss, in tails. Looks as if he'd been born in 'em." '• Prue," said Mio^non in a tone of utter disbehef, " are jonjoJcuig f Are you making- all this up because I said I thought, if I tried it, I should like a beau V '^ No, miss, it's gospel truth." " What an extraordinary thing 1" said Mignon, drawing a deep breath, '^what an altogether outrageous thing — to fall in love mth me, of all people in the world ! And where on earth did he do it, and what could have inspired him with the gigantic idea of — - love r '' It was at Hampton Court, miss," said Prue, '' and so far as I can make out, it's the very gentleman as you and Miss Lu-Lu BLOSSOM. 35 nearly upset cutting round that tree in the avenue." " I certainly made an impression upon Am," said Mignon soberly, " and on his hat, and his shins, or I am very much mistaken ! Are you quite sure, Prue, that he is not "pretending, just to pay me out for being so rude to him T '*No," said Prue, nodding impressively, ''he's in earnest, there's no mistake about thatr " And indeed," said Mignon, " I am begin- ning to thiDk he must be, to do anything so desperate as to write me a love-letter I Why, Lu-Lu never had one in all her life, and she is seventeen years old, and we should hoth have been so much obliged to any one who would write us one, just to see what it would be like !" Prue, looking down on her needlework, smiled. Miss S Orel's school was a well- ordered one, the supervision of letters strict, and many an ardent effusion had she seen transmitted to the flames, instead of to the girl to whom it was addressed. Contraband 3—2 36 " CHERRY RIPE music too, breathing sentences quite as tender, and far better expressed than the accompany- ing billets, was invariably passed on to the music-master and learnt in perfect good faith by the pupils, who dreamed not that they were giving utterance to their lovers' fervent sighs, when they underwent the awful ordeal of their singing-lessons from that most terrible of professors, Herr Klingholz. She could have told many a story too of treasure-trove, discovered in the course of her morning and evening weeding before service began, in the hymn and prayer books left in the church pew from Sunday to Sunday, and of the enormous discomposure of the gilded youth of Lilytown, who had hoped by this ruse to circumvent the stately mistress of Kosemary. But of all this, the girls, most of whom w^ere very young, had suspected nothing, believing the horde of recurrent young gentlemen who waited upon their footsteps to be but one of the natural and inevitable adjuncts of a ladies' school, and at once a flattering but disappointing fact. BLOSSOM. 37 " If only," said Mignon, emerging from her trance of amazement, with a sigh of dehght, " he had thought of it earher, how it would have helped to pass the time, to be sure ! Why, it would have been twice as amusing as Grimm's Goblins, and a thousand times better than the wheelbarrow I" '' P'r'aps I'm wrong in telling you about it at all," said Prue, " but Lor ! he began to write to you long afore you thought of the barrow; you've only had that a week, but heve been writing love-letters to you for the last twoT " Whatr cried Mignon, starting up; ''he took the trouble to write to me, and you never even told me ? Oh ! I will never, never forgive you," she cried, stamping her foot ; "• and when you knew how dull I was too !" And here, with shame I confess it, the tears poured down her cheeks, for Mignon was a representative of that enormous class of women whose anger holds off exactly long enough to say all that they wish, and perhaps 38 bang a door or two, ere dissolving into in- dignant, passionate weeping. '^ Good Lord ! what a sweet little shrew !" thought the wallflower to itself. '' La !" said Prue, retreating as far as she could, ''what a temper you've got, to be sure, Miss Mignon ! I misdoubt me, but I've done wrong in telling you of it, though if 'twasn't for a little circumstance as happened no later than last night, j)'r'aps you'd never have knowed nothing of the matter at all." '' A circumstance !" cried Mignon, a flicker of April sunshine coming and going in her blue eyes ; '' and pray what was that T '' Nothing much," said Prue. " Only when I told him I couldn't and wouldn't bring you no love-letters, since you was left in my charge while Miss Sorel was away, he just took me by the shoulders, and shook me with all his might and main till the breath was all but out of my body, and said he, ' I'll ask you to take her no more letters, you fool, but I'll just go straight to her myself.' When he'd done, I said to myself, ' That's real love and BLOSSOM. 39 no mistake, and I don't know as it's my duty to stand between 'em.' " "■ Did he really T said Mignon, looking delighted ; " he must be very fond of me to do that, Prue ! It reminds me wonderfully of William the Conqueror and Matilda !" Here she sat down on the parsley-bed, obeying the universal law of womankind, that impels it to start up at the merest suspicion of good or bad news, and sit down under the shock of the reality, whichever it may be. '' I don't know nothing about William and Matilda," said Prue, to whom history was a myth, while to-day was a matter of serious and profound consideration. '' But his way of doing things made me think he loved you true, and meant honest by you, and there's no denying I should be glad and thankful to see you settled in a home of your own, for more reasons nor one, and so — — " '' But I don't want your reasons," cried Mignon, '' I want the letter," and seizing Prue's pocket, she turned it inside out, and 40 " CHERR Y RIPE /" the last thing coming uppermost, proved to be a big square envelope, decidedly the worse for wear, indorsed in a bold legible hand- writing : '' Miss Mignon, Rosemary, Lily town.'' "■ There 1" said Prue, surve^dng it, "I don't know whether it's one of the old ones ; but I daresay it'll be just as good to read if it is — I guess he says pretty much the same in all of 'em!" '•' I don't think I'll read it to-day," said Mignon, holding it a httle way off", and look- ing at it admiringly. '' It can't come twice in one's hfetime to open one's fii'st love-letter, you know ! I'll save it up as a great treat until to-morrow. What do people generally say in love-letters, Prue T '' Rubbish !" said Prue, rolling up her work. " One don't look for sense from lovers, miss !" CHAPTER IV. " She hath one of my sonnets akeady : the clown bore it, the fool sent it, the lady hath it : sweet clown, sweeter fool, sweetest lady 1" IGNON sat on a wooden cliair set full in the sunlight, hemming a pocket - handkerchief, at nine o'clock in the morning. She wore a white dimity gown^ tied in at the waist, throat, and wrists with ribbons that matched the colour of her eyes exactly, and altogether she and the young June morning became each other vastly, and seemed expressly made for one another — or so the wallflower thought, that was as nearly as possible facing her, though considerably out of the range of her ordinary regard. She was but an indifierent worker^ 42 " CHERRY RIPE /' and took advantage of every possible pretext to give her needle a rest — quarrelling with a stray sunbeam that had fallen in love with her eyelashes ; scolding a naughty lazy butterfly who came fluttering past in the desultory, idle fashion of his tribe ; making fun of an indus- trious bee who had got into the garden by mistake, and, finding cabbages instead of flowers, went buzzing about in a fussy discon- tented fashion. She said good-morning to an ancient snail who came slowly by, as though he found existence rather a troublesome affair than otherwise, and condoled with him con- cerning the law of nature that compelled him to carry his house on his back, at the same time pointing out that the scheme had its advantages, since he need never be at all afraid (like other folks) of his dwelling being pillaged, or burnt down while he was abroad. *'' And as for you, sir," she said to a Polly- wash-dish who was whisking his long tail up and down the gravel walk at a safe distance from her, '' if you had any shame in you at all, you would hlusli for your own deficiencies BLOSSOM. 43 — are you aware that the Hnnet has sixty-four notes in his register, while you have not a single one worth mentioning ? While as to washing up dishes, I don't believe you ever do anything half as useful, for it's my belief that you're a regular gadabout, disgraceful flirt, with a better opinion of yourself than anybody else has, your wife included — there ! Still I think I would rather be a pert silly creature like you than sitting on a wooden chair hemming a handkerchief that has been in process of hemming three months, and may consider itself lucky if it's finished in thirty more !" Here she pricked her finger, and instantly put it in her mouth, obeying a strictly feminine impulse that made the wallflower, which was a close observer of men and manners, smile. " Now if he were here," she said, thinking aloud, as was her wont in the sohtary old garden, " I suppose he would put himself into a dreadful state of mind, and of course I should say it was nothing at all, but look as if I were enduring agonies; and then he 44 '^ CHERRY RIPE /" would go down on his knees (as the fany princes always do) and entreat me to let him look at it — and then, should I let him, or should I not ? I don't know." She took the pricked finger out of her mouth, and drew from her pocket a letter, at which she looked with immense complacency^ holding it away from her with her head on one side, bringing it nearer to her by de- grees, finally depositing it in her lap, and resuming the handkerchief with a deep sigh of satisfaction. " It's the most extraordinary thing I ever heard in my life," she said, shaking her fair head. '^ It can't be my looks — Muriel is lovely, and I'm not a bit like her, no two sisters could be more unlike ; and it can't be my money, for I haven't a rap ; so it must be aU downright, substantial me that Mr. Ride- out's fallen in love with. Ah ! it's a finer thing to be loved for what you are than what you've got, because the looks and the money often run away from you, but you stop, unless you die, that is to say ; and of course when BLOSSOM. 45 you're dead you don't think of whether people like you or not ! After all it was a mercy I pelted round that tree, in all probability he never Avould have seen me if I had not, and then the chance would have gone by, and perhaps I should never have had a lover all the days of my life (it's not likely tioo people would be so mad as to fall in love with me), but now — I'm somebody. When I got up this morning I said to myself, ^ Most likely Mr. Rideout's getting up too, and I shouldn't wonder if he's thinking about — me. He will go out and look for Prue by-and-by, to see if she has got a letter from — me. "When he has read it, he will sit down (entirely and solely upon my account) to ^rate to — me ; and then he will go out with it again, and his head quite full of — me.' Only to think of it — -a little person that nobody owns, and nobody loves, to be of so much importance all in a minute to another person as that I '''Am I never to have a chance of speaking one word to vov.j Miss MignonT he says. ' Shall I 46 '' CHERRY RIPE ! never find means to elude the vigilance of that ahe-dragon, Mrs. Prue T " Though, indeed, that is not kind of him,'* she said, looking down at the open letter, and smilino^ • '^ after he had shaken her inta brino^ino' me the letter too ! '^ ''And if you ivill not hold your finger up to give me this same chance, I ivill force my ivay to your side and tell you — ivhat ivill 1 not tell you J my lovely y childish little sweetheart T " And he ends up : ^' ' Your faithful lover, ''' Philip Rideout/ '' It is very short," she said, laying it down and surveying it with regret, whereby it would appear that Mr. Rideout thoroughly understood the aii; of love-letter writing as expounded by Mr. Weller, Avho advised a lover to make his letter very short, but very sweet. '' For then," said he, '' she ^dll vish there vos more." BLOSSOM. 47 '^ If Prue does not come soon," said Mig- non, '' I shall be obliged to go down on my knees and tell Bumble all about it, and though of course he would not understand, still he would be better than nothing /" She fell to hemming again out of sheer desperation, though certain smiles and stray dimples occasionally relieved the gravity of her countenance, and were duly noted by the wallflower that watched her as unwinkingly as though it had never in all its life had so curious a subject for study as a school-girl, of sixteen or thereabouts, in a white dimity gown. Prue appeared, bearing a work-box and a pile of calico. ^' Oh, ther« you are at last!" cried Mignon, " but you may as well put that stuff away^ for I'm not going to do any more needlework to-day. I'm going," she said gravely, '' to do the most particular thing I ever did in all my life, and I w^ant you to help me. Tell me, Prue, did you ever write a love- UUerT " Once by whiles, miss. Why ?" 48 " CHERRY RIPE /" " Never you mind. What did you say T "• I can't recollect, miss, 'tis so long ago." ''But you can at least remember how you began it?" said Mignon anxiously ; " the very first you ever wrote — you can't have forgotten tlKttr '' Yes, miss," said Prue gently, '' I have forofotten even that." But she had not : no woman ever does forget what she said in her first love-letter ; and at that moment Prue's eyes saw not the work she held in her hands, but a round wooden table set in a country-house kitchen, a sheet of gilt-edged pink paper, a knot of violets, and what was written upon the page I cannot tell, but am very sure that Prue could, word for word. '' You see," said Mignon, frowning and looking wise, '' there is always a right and a wrong way of doing everything, even to writing a love-letter, and it would be such a dreadful thing to take the wrong one, would it not r " Drefful," said Prue ; " but you're not BLOSSOM. 49 thinkino^ of Avritino;' to Mr. Kideout this mornino: ?" " And why not T said the girl. '' Don't you know that it is the rudest thing possible not to send an answer to a letter that you have received V "■ I don't fancy that rule applies to billy- doos, Miss Mignon," said Prue dubiously, *' and Avriting's a very dangerous thing. It don't so much matter what you says, miss ; words is easy forgot, unless they happen to be particularly true and sticJz ; but what you w^rite, why there it is, and there you are — there's no getting out of it no- how." "But I don't mind if it does," said Mignon. '^ I'm not going to say anything I mind aiiyhody seeing ! I only w^ant to tell him that I'm very much obliged to him for his letter, and that I hope he will WTite me another one soon (for really there is very little in this one, and w^ouldn't fill half a page of our — ^but that's a secret), and ask him w^hat on earth made him take a fancy to me, and VOL. I. 4 50 send him my best love — and — and I think that's all, Prue !" " All !" said Prue, aghast, '^ and about enough too, I should think ! Miss Mignon, Miss Mignon, you're as ignorant of the practices of courtship as a heathen ! Young ladies don't Avrite like that the first time they put pen to paper to a young man ; they hold back a bit, are modest, for it's a drefful mistake to be forrard with a man— there's such a deal of selfishness in 'em, that if there's any doubt of getting a thing they perticler want, they'll pursue it like mad till it's overtook ; but if you tumble into their arms like a ripe peach, they'll drop you as sure as fate, miss, sooner or later. La ! the difference there is when a man's sure of a girl, and when there's a considerable doubt about it, so nimble and civil and wideawake when he's on his promotion, so easy and lazy when he's got her safe and sound, and knows he can pop his finger down upon her at any time !" " Yes," said Mignon absently, for she had BLOSSOM. 51 long ago lost the thread of Prue's argument, ^* but really it was very unlucky that Mr. Kideout did not put any beginning to his letter, for of course I could have put just the same to mine. I would not for the world be behind him in politeness, or offend him — perhaps he would never write to me again, and that would be dreadful !" Prue threw up her hands in despair. " Now what," said Mignon, '' would you say to ^ My dear Mr. Ricleout ' f " "No 'my,'" said Prue. '^ ^ Dear Mr. Eideout.' " '' Keep that in your head while I get the things ready !" said Mignon, picking up her desk from the ground, and arranging it on her knee. "Now then." "Dear Mr. Rideout," she wrote in good intelligible round hand. On ordinary occasions she wrote a rather pretty scrawl, but on an occasion of such magnitude as this she instinctively fell back upon the obedient, careful caligraphy of her earlier years. " Now I should like," she said, " to UN4rR3?TY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY 52 '' CHERRY RIPE /" tell him that I am sorry I ran up against him in that rude manner with Lu-Lu, or he may think I'm in the hahit of doing such things. Don't you think it might be as well just to mention it, and start faii\ Prue r '' P'raps so," said Prue, considering ; ^•' though I should say that, on the whole, miss, it being such a very awkward little circumstance, the less said about it the better." '^ First of all'' wrote Mignon, " / must heg your pardon for nearly knocking you down that day in Bushey Park — / never did such a thing before in all my life, and I never tvill again, if I can possibly help it ! I am very much obliged to you for the letter you sent me by Prue, and hope you will write me another one soon, as I am so dreadfully didl here, though, if it ivould not be a great trouMe to you, icould you mind making it a little longer ?" " And I should like," said Mignon, pausing in her labours, " to say something nice and BLOSSOM, 53 kind, and complimentary about his personal appearance, for in his letter he called me — he actually did — ' lovely !' Of course he did not mean it, still I don't wish him to have all the civihty on his side, so can you think, Prue, of any safe, polite remark that one might make to a person with blue eyes and black hair, when one did not admire either the one or the other in a man ?" '' No, miss, T can't. 'Tis a delicate matter, and you might say the wrong thing ; you'd best let it alone." " Oh, very well," said Mignon, looking disappointed, ''but it does seem a regular pity to miss such a good opportunity ! And if you ivoidd not mind telling me,'' she wrote, "I slioidd like so much to know what made you take a fancy to me, Nohody ever did before, or is ever likely to again ! Was 'it because you thought I had nobody to care about me, and so you were sorry for ,mer "That'll never do, miss," said Prue hastily. " It's a bad notion for a man to have, that he 54 " CHERRY RIPE /" can either take or leave you because there's nobody else as is fond of you." "Never mind the notion," said Mignon, ''is it not the truth? And now for the finish, I declare it's almost as bad as the beginning ! He says, ' Your faithful lover \ now wouldn't you think ' Yours very grate- fully ' would be the proper thing V '' ' Yours truly,' or nothing," said Prue in horror, " that's the usual — the only respect- cible way of ending a love-letter, miss." " I don't see at all why I should be such a long loay behind him !" said Mignon dis- contentedly ; " but as you've written some yourself of course you ought to know all about it. ' With love,' then, ' yours truly !' " '' No love !" said Prue ; '*' kind regards^ miss !" "Kind regards, then," said Mignon, sighing. " With kind regards, yours truly, Mignon Ferrers !" But on her own account she put in as P.S. : " I wanted to send my love to you, but Prue, who helped me to write this letter, would not BLOSSOM, 55 Ifiear of it ; indeed, she has been so trouble- some, that I have a very great mind to write my next love-letter to you all hy myself r CHAPTER V. " I am one, my liege, Whom the vile blows and buifets of the world Have so incensed that I am reckless what I do to spite the world." T was nine o'clock in the evening, and the dusk was steahng on apace, veiHng the trees and houses of Lilytown dehcately and imper- ceptibly, as though it were loath to confess that the hapj)y summer day was dying, and the shadowy, silent night creeping slowly into life. There brooded over the place that strange loneliness which at nightfall ever seems to attend places that are neither town nor country, that, while missing the cheerful BLOSSOM, 57 sights and sounds of the former, do not possess the careless freedom and security of the latter ; and the roads, planted at intervals with trees, were so absolutely deserted that it might have been a city of the dead, instead of a suburb but a few miles away from the great Babylon, whose mighty heart throbbed and beat out yonder — the home of millions of toiling, sorrowing, suffering men and women, who jostled each other day by day and hour by hour in the giant city, yet knew each other not ; the class that dies from over- feeding and the one that dies from over- hunger, velvets and tatters, gold and dirt — all these went to and fro yonder, but the echo of their voices and lives spread not so far out as lonely, quiet Lily town. Prue, her shopping over, and basket in hand, set out on her homeward walk in a leisurely fashion, taking now and again a long refreshing sniff of the pure, fresh air, as though she liked it. She had not gone very far when footsteps, rapid and decided, came following after hers. 58 " CHERRY RIPE r '' Him /" she said, giving a little jerk of her head backwards, and quickening her walk with that inborn contrariety that makes the comparison of a woman to a shadow one of the pithiest, truest things ever uttered. '' Ah ! he's a bold one," she soliloquised, '^ a reg'lar handful as ever / saw." A tall grey shadow stepped from behind a tree she was passing, and intercepted her. He came so swiftly and silently, that she half shrieked aloud, but being strong-nerved, turned the hysterical cry into, '' I beg your pardon, sir !" and passed on. It gave her an odd sensation of doubt and fear when, glancing downwards, she saw him still by her side, keeping pace with her step for step, and treading so lightly that his footfall sounded strange and ghostly in the stillness. ^' Mrs. Prue," said the grey shadow, " you will not give the letter you have in your pocket to Mr. Kideout, who is now following us." BLOSSOM. 5^ Prue stopped as though she had been shot,. and for once in her hfe her breath Hterally went. " And pray," she cried at last, peering into his face through the gathering dusk, " who may you be, and what do you mean with your Mrs. Prues and letters?' '* A friend," said the man in grey, '' who would act a friend's part ; but we must move on, we shall be overheard." Involuntarily she recommenced walking, compelled thereto, though unconsciously, by the strength of will of the man who addressed her. '' Mrs. Pme," he said quietly, " you have a little mistress whom you adore. She is left under your sole charge, committed to your most careful and vigilant keeping, yet you have conveyed to her a letter written by a man whose real name you do not know, at whose antecedents you cannot possibly guess, and, misled by you, and betrayed by you into a clandestine correspondence, she has replied to that letter. Her answer lies in your aside for any fancy, or whim, or folly, for, although you may have many lovers, there will not be many worth the taking. And I warn you against believing the passionate vehement wooer, who vows the world to be well lost for your sake, against the true and steady one, who does his duty before Heaven and his own conscience, and whose love for you is no sudden caprice born of your beauty, but a deep and steady affection that will wax deeper, not colder, as time goes by. *' You will perhaps lay down my letter here to say to yourself, ' Have I not Muriel ? Can I be so friendless, when the thing I love best on earth is alive and well ?' Oh ! Mignon .... Mignon .... I have some- thing to say to you. I have received neics of your sister Muriel T Mignon sprang up with a low cry. '* Oh ! how cruel .... how cruel !" she cried wildly, '' never to say one word to me, and when I used to ask her every day . . . ." she broke off, suddenly conscious that she was speaking of the dead ; and is there any a ^TTT-7^T^1^ J^TJ^ir^ ," 220 " CHERR V RIFE I more shameful disloyalty on earth than to have unkind thoughts or words for those who can speak no syllable to reinstate themselves in our regard ? She seized the letter, but was so blinded by excitement and eagerness, that the written words danced before her eyes ; by-and-by they steadied themselves, and she read as follows : " If I return safely from those lonely cities where my restless feet bear me up and down, backwards and forwards, as some strange yet certain instinct to-night tells me that I shall not return, this letter with its enclosure will be destroyed, and of your sister you will learn no tidings from me, until she returns to tell you all, of her own free will ; but since it is possible that the knowledge I possess will be forced upon you in some unforeseen and abrupt manner, and that the telHng of the story may come more gently from my lips than from those of a strano^er, I leave a written account of my interview with her, although I am bound to tell you that if you BLOSSOM. 221 read it, you do so in defiance of her expressed wish and command. You have your choice of two things ; you worship Muriel, and to you she is a type of perfect purity and good- ness ; you could better believe evil of yourself than of her. " Mignon, little adopted daughter, I would that you might keej^ your faithful, beautiful belief in Muriel always, that in your thoughts she should be ever as she is to-day, therefore I leave it in your own hands whether you destroy, unread, the letter I enclose in this, or read it, and thereby lose the purest jewel out of your life. I say I leave it in your own hands, for I am sorely perplexed between my promise to her and my duty to you. Fare- well. God bless and protect you always. " Marie Makepeace Sorel." CHAPTEE XVI. " Anything that's mended is but patched; virtue that transgresses is but patched with sin, and sin that amends is but patched with virtue." IGNON walked to the window and looked out at the garden stretched below. Bumble and a favourite wife had escaped from the kitchen-garden, and were strutting about the burnt-up, stubbly bit of lawn on which reposed half a dozen bent croquet hoops, three or four battered wooden balls, and two mallets, the same being the forlorn residue of a set of croquet that had been in its prime some three years ago. " It will rain before night," she said aloud, BLOSSOM, 223 and looking up at the skies, over which a lowering black cloud was slowly creeping. The air was sultry, the silence oppressive, there was but little beauty in either sky or land just then, but Mignon leant far out on the window-sill, looking abroad as though she were anxious to imprint all that she saw upon her memory. Perhaps some instinct told her that this old garden which had grown dear to her from long familiarity would never again look the same to her after to-day, that the careless happy hours of her girlhood were gone, never to return, while the cares and troubles of a woman were thickening about her path .... I say it may be so, for she was not conscious of thought, she simply regarded that which was before her, and understood it, noting all things, from the stray birds that flew from one tree to another, hastening to hide themselves from the coming storm, to the blood-red heart of a single rose that grew on one of the standard bushes her own hand had planted nigh upon four years ago. 224 " CHERRY RIPE / A faint mutter in the distance heralded approaching mischief. Mignon withdrew from the window and went back to the table where the unopened letter lay. She took it in her hand, looked at, and laid it down ?,gain. '^ Muriel," she wliispered, and her voice sounded strange and sinister in the lonely, darkening room, '' shall I open this letter, or destroy it, and so go back to the long and weary days of waiting, with the added misery of knowing that I might have learned some- what of you, and did not \ It holds tidings of you, and any news must be good to me after your long and cruel silence .... You cannot have done anything wrong, my Muriel, it is I who have been always wicked, not you ! and perhaps you are expecting me — reproach- ing me in your heart ; while I am idling here, there may be a message in this letter from you to me .... an explanation why you do not come. ... " Yes ! I will read it, I will face the truths whatever it may be, for nothing can break BLOSSOM. 225 my love for you, my beloved, nothing can make you any other than my angel of good- ness, and I can bear anything that brings me nearer to you, no matter ho^v steep and thorny the path may be. ..." Once more she took the packet in her hand. As she broke the seal, a sudden glare of lio'htnino' half blinded her : as she drew the letter from the envelope, a clap of thunder seemed to shake the house to its founda- tions. " Mignon," wrote Miss Sorel, "when a bad thing has to be told, or a blow^ is about to be inflicted, the only mercy that can be shown is to do it quickly ; therefore I will say what I have to say in the fewest possible words. " You know that w^hen I brought you here, Muriel, adopting your mother's name of Brook, sought and obtained a situation as governess in the family of a Mrs. Falkner, Avho lived in Dublin. Twice a year she came •over to spend her holidays with you. Twice a week (sometimes oftener) she wrote to you, VOL. I. 15 226 " CHERRY RIPE and for the space of over two years she failed neither in her visits nor her correspondence. At the end of that time all communication with her abruptly ceased, your letters and mine were returned to us, unopened and re- directed by Mrs. Falkner. Upon my writing to that lady and inquiring for your sister, I received the intelliofence that Muriel had left her suddenly ; giving no reason, leaving no address, affording not the slightest clue by which it was possible to ascertain her where- abouts. ^^ You used to come to me and say, ^ Do you think she is dead, ma am T and my heart grew sore for you, for I had begun to suspect that Muriel was lost to you (let me whisper it, Mignon ; and since I shall be dead when you read these words, do not hate me for what I am forced to say) by something of which you have never heard, and cannot even guess at . . . , something compared with which death is kind and the grave a friend .... and the name of this thing by w^hich she is lost to you is — shame ! BLOSSOM, 227 '^ I say I suspected it, but I did not hiow ; that was to come after. ^^ Do you remember the fever you had in the autumn of the year before last — how in your dehrium you moaned, ' Muriel! Muriel P till it almost broke one's heart to hear you ? And do you remember how, when you were beginning to recover, you used in the evening to lie in the drawing-room with Lu-Lu, or sometimes myself, for companion ? One evening I was sitting with you after dark — I in the shadow, you in the firelight with your features plainly visible — when I saw a woman's face pressed against the window- pane, peering in. She thought you alone, for her eyes never once wandered towards me ; and the intensity of her gaze, and some- thing in the half-seen features, sent a sudden suspicion leaping through my mind. I managed to get out of the room without a sound, so that when I came behind her in the garden she was still there. I laid my hand upon her arm ; she turned with a violent start and broke away from me like a mad 15-2 228 " CHERRY RIPE /" creature, but I caught at her dress and held her fast. " ^ Muriel,' I said, ' have you come at last to see Gabrielle f " * How do you know that I am Muriel V she said in a strano-e defiant voice that staggered me. " It was so different to the sweet voice of the girl I had spoken with only a few month s before. " She was holding a piece of her shawl over her face, we were but a few paces from the window, but it was so dark that I could no longer distinguish her features. Nevertheless an unerring in- stinct told me that it was your sister and no other. '' I think she dropped the shawl. I let go her dress and held her arm — a round firm arm clasped by a heavy bracelet that from the mere touch assured me she was not at all events suffering from poverty. " ' Let me go,' she cried, struggling violently — ay, violently ; and do you re- BLOSSOM. 229 member that the distinguished quahty of Muriel was her gentleness ^ " * Muriel,' I said, ' do you know that Gabrielle has been very ill, that the child's life has been in danofer V " I felt her arm tremble in my grasp as though she were in an ague fit, and her voice was hoarser than before as she whispered : " * She is better now . . . she is recoverino- V o " ' Yes,' I said, ' and strangely enough she now frets about you no longer, but seems happy in looking forward to the time when you will return to her.' " She rocked herself to and fro in a stranofe dumb agony for some moments, then she said : " ' She does not think evil of me, she does not suspect me of — sin f " My soul seemed to die within me as I heard her ... I saw the old miserable story so plainly . . . but through it all I was most conscious of pity for you — you who had so loved and believed in her, who looked upon 230 her as something above and beyond other women . . . and it seemed to me that your wreck of faith in her (when you should know all) was the most piteous feature in the whole case. " She repeated her question almost fiercely. * She does not suspect me of — sin f " ' She does not know the meaning of the word,' I said, ^ at least in the common accep- tation of the term.' '^ ^ God grant she never may!' cried Muriel, with fearful energy. ^ Promise me, swear to me, that you never ivill tell her ... let me be for a little longer to my angel the Muriel that she used to love . . . used to love. . . .' "" Her arms fell by her sides, she stood like a woman turned to stone, then she suddenly stooped her lij)s to my hands and kissed them passionately. *' ' You are a good woman,' she said, ' are you not ?' " ' No,' I said ; ' I only try to be.' " ^ Then if you are not/ she said, * no one BLOSSOM, 231 is. And ci good woman always keeps her promise, does she not ?' ^'^Yes,' I said. " ' Then promise/ she said, holding my arm tightly, 'that you will never reveal to Gabrielle that vou saw me here to-night. Swear to me that you will never tell her the thoughts that I know are in your heart concerning me to- night . . . that you will utter no word to soil the purity of her mind by one whisper or hint of evil. Let her think me cruel, unnatural, heartless, but do not let her think me — wicked. You swear it ?' "" ' Upon one condition only,' I said, after a few moments of thought, ' and that is, that I leave a written account of this interview with you for Gabrielle to read in case of my death.' " ' In case of your death V she cried ; 'are you ill of an incurable disease ? have you ^ny reason to think that you are likely to die before long V " ' No,' I said, ' I have no disease that I know of ; humanly speaking I am likely to 232 '' CHERRY RIPE live for a long while, but death may come unexpectedly to me, as to you, at any moment.' '' ' Do you think that you will live two years V she cried; 'do you think you are likely to die before that V '' It was a strange question asked in a strange fashion, but I perfectly understood that she wanted certain things kept from you for a certain time, and that she feared my death might interfere with her plans. '' * I cannot tell/ I said. ' Why do you say tw^o years X '' ' Because,' she said, ' by that time all will have come right, and I shall be able to face her — honest. I shall be able to look her in the face, and you, without fear or shame. You will have a better opinion of me then than you have to-night ... if you knew what I have suffered, what I do suffer, you might find it in your heart to be sorry for me. . . .' '' She left my side, and stole to the window. I looked over her shoulder. You were sit- BLOSSOM. 233 ting by the fireside working, and there was a smile upon your Hps, the first I had seen there for many weeks. "'See!' cried Muriel, 'she smiles! Gabri- elle ! . . . Gabrielle !' '' There was such a passion of longing in the poor creature's voice that it made my heart ache to hear her. At last she tore her- self away. '' ' Think as well of me as you can,' she whispered, taking my hand in her two trem- bling ones ; ' you have promised that you will never tell her V '' ' Yes,' I said, * I have promised.' "'God bless you,' she said, 'but above all for the friend you have been to my Gabrielle ! Do not deem me thankless of your goodness, and I dare to pray for you every day. . . .' *' And ^yith. that she kissed my hands and was gone like a shadow. *' I have only seen her once since that night ; it was about three months ago. She was again looking in on you from the garden,. 234 " CHERRY RIPE /" but this time from the front of the house. When I reached the place where I had seen her standing, I found no sign of her. It seemed to me a curious and sad fatahtv that, at the very time you Avere at your brightest and happiest, looking forward with such un- clouded hope to your reunion, I should have become possessed of the knowledge how by her OAvn act she had severed herself from you for ever. ^' Mignon, do not look for her return ; better far for 3^ou that you should never see her face again .... lest you have to endure the inconceivable agony of contrasting the Muriel of your love and childhood with the Muriel that now lives to you; and believe me when I say that, bitter as Avould be her loss by death to you, it would be merciful -compared with the horror of knowing her to be alive, divided from you by a gulf that she can never cross — the gulf of sin, " That she will return when the two years have elapsed I hold to be too wild and impro- BLOSSOM. 235 bable a story to afford us one ray of hopeful anticipation; dependent upon the capricious impulse of the man who has betrayed her, she leans but on a broken reed. . . . For so it is that when a virtuous woman forfeits the respect of the man who loves her, she makes herself but a poor dependent on his bounty, and reposes herself but by sufferance upon his protection ; while he, being bound by no law to give her redress, being indeed throAvn absolutely back upon the goodness of his im- pulses and heart as to whether or no he shrJl repair the wrong he has done her, is, alas ! more likely to be false to his better instincts than true to them ; for the tendency of a bad man is ever towards evil, and he rarely gives the lie to his past life by one deed of con- spicuous virtue. '"Mignon, little adopted daughter, if my words appear heartless and cruel to you, I beseech you to believe that they are as hard to me to tell as to you to hear. . . . Comfort I cannot give you, pity I dare not offer. . . . Only believe that you are not the first, as you 236 " CHERRY RIPE /" will not be the last, to whom God has seen fit to send so terrible a misfortune. *' Marie Makepeace Sorel." Five minutes passed, ten minutes, fifteen. The hand of the clock went round to the half hour, but still Mignon sat still and quiet, the letter neatly refolded and placed in the enve- lope. A knock at the door came, and there entered Prue. The storm had spent itself, the rain had ceased to fall, the sweet odours of flowers and refreshed green leaves floated in at the open window. Prue advanced, about to speak, but when she saw the rigid attitude of the girl who sat in the chair, when she saw the awful change that had come over Mignon's face in the space of one hour — she stopped short, terror- struck. " Little mistress/' she cried, '' don't look like that .... don't fret so about Miss Sorel; if you haven't got any friends or home, dear heart, you've got your poor old Prue, and BLOSSOM. 237 together we'll make our own way in the world " Mignon lifted her hand and beckoned to the woman. Prue came slowly nearer and nearer till she faced the girl. " Prue," said Mignon slowly, and her voice was as the voice of a stranger, "what is ^hame T CHAPTER XVII. limed soul, that struggling to be free Art more engaged !" ,OME one was watching the stars, ^^ the ang^els' forofet-me-nots," come out one by one in the sky over- head. stars ! that man in his short-sighted, narrow-minded wisdom calls '^ restless/' do you not mock him, even as he speaks, with the silent majesty of your eternal peace and presence 1 Is it not the toiling, throbbing, suffering heart of man that is restless, not you ? Century after century you look dumbly down upon millions upon millions of human beings who, in the brief and scanty hours of serenity that brighten their lives, and possessed by no immediate, passionate wish, or unfulfilled long- BLOSSOM. 239 ing, lift their eyes to your supreme splendour, and, pointing at you a pigmy finger fashioned of dust, hurl at you the epithet of " restless." You might teach us many a lesson of beauty and peace if our hearts could only be guided to read you aright. . . . You might breathe into our souls some divine image of, the un- utterable grandeur of the hfe that lies beyond this present, but we do not seek to understand you, or fathom the mystery of your meaning. . . . We just glance up at you for a few seconds with careless, aweless regard, as though you w^ere pretty toys hung out for our passing wonder and amusement, then turn our eyes downwards to the coarse and garish lights that guide our footsteps, and death overtakes us while we are still groping to and fro, seeking for the jewel of wisdom in the mud that hampers our feet ; having learned not one lesson from those simple yet mighty teachers overhead, nor attained to either knowledge, understanding, or greatness. Some one was thinking, as so many other souls have thought in their misery (and most 240 " CHERRY RTPE of them I think in their youth, when trouble seemed to them a less natural thino* than happiness ; whereas to the older wayfarers, happiness is accepted as something stran^-e and precious, theirs by no right of their own, but a gift sent straight from Heayen), *' It will be all the same a hundred years hence." This cry, that proceeds from such different natures, under such widely different circum- stances, must surely take its root in some process of reasoning that is gone through alike by all suffering human nature .... or perhaps it is the outcome of a sudden liohtnino- con- viction of the utter impotence and Ayasteful- ness of sorrow, and our intense w^eariness of life causes us to look forward to the annihila- tion of it, and all it knows and comprehends, with a certain sense of relief But althouoli the mere utterance of the old, old thouo-ht carries with it a dull comfort of its own, reality steps quickly in and pricks us with the thought that the hundred years are not oyer yet, that the meanwliile alone is our life and must be gathered up and borne as a burthen, no matter BLOSSOM, 241 how the flagging Hmbs fail us, no matter that we see no end or turning to the dark and lonely road along which our journey lies, nor that there is not one breast to which we bear a claim upon which to lay the burning brow for one precious purchase-hour of peace .... " Nothing cares," thought the girl as she lifted her heavy eyes — eyes that had shed no tears throughout these seven long days — to the crescent-shaped moon, that " Put forth a little diamond peak, No bigger than an unobserved star, Or tiny point of fairy scimitar. Bright signal that she only stooped to tie] Her silver sandals ere deliciously She bowed into the heavens her timid head." A night-bird whirled swiftly past . . . out of the soft twilight a night- wind came sighing and whispering, toying with the few precious flowers brought by Prue, that '•' Poured out their soul in odours, That were their prayers and confessions ;" and the peace and stillness of the soft sum- VOL. I. 16 242 " CHERRY RIPE /" mer night warred against the girl's passionate heart, and she cried out dumbly against the heartlessness of nature, as though she ex- pected the stars to step down and comfort her, the bird to pause in his flight to whisper consolation, the very foundations of all things to be upheaved because she was so tossed upon the waves of shame and agony .... but there came no voice out of the night, no sign out of the silence, and so in her confused longing after something that she could not compass, she had said in her bitterness of spirit, " Nothing cares." Who has not felt, at some period or other of his exist- ence, that Nature is a cruel and unsympa- thising mother to the children who love her best? Go to her when you are happy and con- tented, and she will seem to rejoice and make merry with you. . . . Every one of her quivering lights and delicate tints will be a message from her heart to yours, that she knows your secret, and exults in your glad- ness. . . . The music of her waterfalls will BLOSSOM. 243 be as the sound of her voice, the breath of her flowers as the words of her Ups, the sun- light upon her purple hills will be as a smile that is smiled for you, and you alone, and your heart will borrow a quicker throb and beat at feeling how perfectly it is in unison with hers .... but go to her when you are sad and lonely, when the only creature from whom you could brook the receiving of pity is far away, and she will heed you not .... nor shed one tear over your sorrow, nor silence one song of her countless birds, nor quench one of her magic Hghts .... nay, if you die, she will wear her fairest robe, her brightest smile, and at the very moment of your departure^ she will produce some magical effect of sunlit leaf and landscape that you should, on beholding it in your moments of felicity, have deemed to be a special and loving token of her harmony with your soul. . . . And yet the great nurse-mother has a heart, and a very human one, for while she still continues to smile for they of her , SURREY. 5. & H. 1^> (1