\ ■■<: ■St^ m m' Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/varietiesoflifeo01auth VARIETIES OF LIFE; OR, CONDUCT AND CONSEQUENCES. A NOVEL. IN THREE VOLUMES. BY THE AUTHOR OF " SKETCHES OF CHARACTER.' '• If I give speeches and conversations, T oujht to g'ive them jvistly ; for the humours and characters of persons cannot be known, unless I repeat what they say, p.-^xA. their manner o^ saying." Richardson. VOL. I. LONDON : PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, HURST, REES, ORME, ANDBRO^VX PATERNOSTKR ROiV. 1815. VARIETIES OF LIFE CHAP. I, ItXR. Bolingbroke, an elderly gentle- man of large fortune, set out from 1 London at the close of an important 'jj session of parliament, in which he had 4?" greatly distinguished himself, to spend 3some time with his brother in Wales, •>; previously to visiting his estate in Staf- v^fordshire. ^ Some unpleasant family occurrences ^.had tinctured his mind with a gloom ^which considerably added to the natural '^austerity of his temper. Mr. Boling- t broke felt this: and while he vainly en- deavoured to persuade himself, that hk VOL. I. K 2 VARIETIES OF LIFE. was a just cause of resentment, he v\;as far from being satisfied with his own con- duct : he could not conceal from himself that it was actuated by family pride, and the opinions and prejudices of the world : the conviction that he possessed not the resolution to shake off these trammels, had the double effect of putting him out of humour with himself, and withthat world for which he had sacrificed so much. The acuteness of his feelings, how- ever, daily experienced some diminution, and he was now in better spirits than he had been in for many years. The figure he had lately made in the senate, trans- fused into his heart a certain self-ap- plause, which tended to dispose him for the enjoyment of society. In this tem- per of mind, Mr. Bolingbroke had ac- cepted his brother's invitation to Llan- wyllan; and though unaccustomed to derive- any great gratification from objects VARIETIES OF LIFE, 3 merely visual, he could not be wholly indifferent to the romantic scenery of the country, through which he was now for the first time travelling. It was a glowing summer's afternoon; and as the carriage swiftly turned the corner of a road, which branched off on one side into a green lane, Mr. Boling- broke's ear was struck with the sound of youthful laughter ; at the same instant two beautiful boys, apparently about eight years of age, rushed across the road towards a stile on the opposite side. The youngest, in pursuit of the other, fell — and the postillions had just time to stop the horses, to prevent their running over him. Mr. Bolinsjbroke was not a man en- dued with much feeling, but the acci- dent excited more than common interest ; and a servant coming up to the boy's as* B 2 4 VARIETIES OF LIFE. sistance, Mr. Bolingbroke enquired of him who the children were. " They are Captain Worthington's, Sir/^ *' And they (live ?** continued Mr. Bolingbroke, with some agitation. *' Not far off, Sir; at the cottage you see there, between the trees. My master is just gone to sea." " Papa has got a ship Sir," said the eldest boy; " the Thunderbolt, a seventy- four." " And what is your name, my little fellow?" *< Arthur Sir; and my brother's name is George," A tear unbidden swam in Mr. Boling- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 6 broke's eye, and unchecked, rolled down his cheek. " Your mother is well — and happy — /' Mr. Bolingbroke scarcely knew what he said: ashamed of his weakness, he turned aside to conceal his emotion, and drawing off a brilliant from his finger, he gave it to the child, and bidding him take care of it, ordered the postillions to drive on, Mrs. Worthington was playing with a little girl in the garden before her cottage, when her two boys appeared at the gate, "Oh Mamma ! Mamma V* exclaimed Arthur, running up to his mother, and tip-toeing to shew her his glittering trea- sure; " look here! see what I have got!" Mrs. Worthington regarded the ring for a moment with a perplexed air ; then suddenly taking it out of Arthur's hand. O VARIETIES OF LIFE. she eagerly examined the reverse *' Where did you find this, Arthur?'" en- quired Mrs. Worthington with consider- able agitation. A gentleman gave it to me — /' ** Were you with them, Johnson ?" The servant began explaining what had happened, when Mrs. Worthington, almost breathless with expectation, ea- gerly demanded who was in the carriage. " An old gentleman, ma'am, who looked out to see whether the little boy Avas hurted — he seemed mightily taken with master Arthur, ma'am, and asked their names, and — " " And didn't he cry, Johnson?" said George. •^ I think I did see tears in his eyes, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 7 ma'am, when he gave his ring to master Arthur/' " And then the chaise drove away," added George, " and he gave nothing to me- Mrs. Worthington went musing into the house: she knew the ring; — it had been her mother's, and since her death had been worn by her father. What can he mean, thought Mrs. Worthington; can it be possible that after ten years of resentment, an incident of so unimport- ant a nature should have awakened emo- tions of tenderness towards his poor daughter — does he send this to me as a pledge of his returning affection? — what am I to think? how am I to act? — oh that my Augustus were now here to advise. The adventure certainly seemed to pro- 8 VARIETIES OP LIFE. mise well, and Mrs. Worthington in- dulged a hope that her father might shew a further disposition towards a reconcili- ation ; then she considered he might na- turally expect that she should now make some advances on her part : but she knew her husband's independent spirit ; and while affectionate duty urged her to forget a father's past unkindness, and seek to engage his heart towards his grand- children, she was fearful of incurring a beloved husband's displeasure. After deliberating for several days on this trying occasion, she resolved upon a middle course ; and wrote a letter to her father, in which she spoke of his inter- view with her children, in such a man- ner as she thought calculated to excite a further interest in their behalf; but fearing to express more than her husband might approve, she made no direct ap- peal for a general forgiveness; and the VARIETIES OF LIFE. 9 letter might be considered rather as an acknowledgment of the kindness mani- fested to her son, than as one soliciting a reconciliation. Mr. Bolingbroke, on leaving his two grand-children, felt some uneasy sen- sations at his past neglect. The infant years of his daughter were brought to his remembrance: in Arthur he traced her features ; and the name he bore was his own ; but in George, he fancied he saw the stamp of his father, and his soul recoiled from the resemblance. He arrived at his brother's in a state of mind ready to have received and forgiven his daughter ; but all the Bolingbroke pride w^as assembled at Llanwyllan to repel these emotions ; his brother's wife, a woman of haughty manners and sarcas- tic spirit, he dreaded most : stern and inflexible in her own opinions, she treated capricious and fluctuating dispo- b5 10 VARIETIES OF LIFE. sitions with undisguised contempt. Mr. Bolingbroke thought it best to conceal from his family the adventure he had met with, till he should receive from his daughter such a letter as might be shewn to them, and ensure their approbation to his extending^ towards her that pater- nal regard which still warmed his bosom: but his affections had been only gently roused ; he felt disappointed in not hearing sooner from Mrs. Worthington : family prejudice re-assumed its ascend- ency, and the intercourse with the haughty circle in which he was now placed, had almost effaced the recollec- tion of the interview with his grand- children, when his daughter's letter ar- lived. It was not such a one as he had ex- pected ; and without taking into con- sideration the circumstances which na- turally made it embarrassmg ibr Mrs. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 11 Worthington to address him, he des- patched his answer before the effects of his disappointment had subsided. It was couched in cold terms, expres- sing a satisfaction that she was well, and wishes for her happiness ; but Adelaide looked in vain for any assurances of for- giveness. It adverted not to her hus- band ; but, glancing slightly at the inci- dent which had introduced her sons to him, he proposed to take Arthur under his protection ; hinting at the same time, that in doing so, he must be considered as having the entire guardianship of him. This was a step Mrs. Worthington felt she had no right to take, without her husband's concurrence ; she therefore replied to her father, repeating her thanks for his kindness, and cautiously letting him understand she would write more decisively as soon as she could obtain 12 VARIETIES OF LIFL. the sentiments of another, whom she durst not name to her father, but whose approbation was nevertheless indispen- sible. Mrs. Worthington lost no time in writing to her husband, but several months elapsed before she received his answer. He confessed he had many ob- jections to the plan, but considering the advantages it promised to. his son in a pecuniary point of view, he conceived he should not be justified in withhold- ing his consent. Mrs. Worthington having made the necessary communication to her father, every thing was soon arranged for Ar- thur's departure. It was late in the evening when John Wingrove, an old servant of Mr. Boling- broke's arrived at Mrs. Worthington's VARIETIES OF LIFE. 13 cottage, for the purpose of conducting the little boy to his grandfather. " My dear young lady !" cried the old man, as he took Mrs. Worthington's offered hand, while with his other he dashed off a starting tear, " Fm glad to see you look so well, indeed I am.'^ Mrs. Worthington gave him a hearty welcome, and mutual enquiries passed between them. " What fine children your's be. Miss,'' cried Wingrove, as the boys and their elder sister were taken away to bed — " and I shall see the little lady to-morrow — is she like you ma'am ? — dears heart ! I recollect you Miss, when you was born. My poor dear lady was taken ill in the midst of a large party we had to dinner; there was Squire Pinckney's family, and my Lady Downashton and 14 VARIETIES OF LIFE. her son, and his lady — and I don't know who besides — and there, I saw madam w^asn't well by no means ; and says I to nurse Matthus, nurse, sa^^s I, the com- pany hain't all come yet, says I ; there's one more to come yet. And who's that? says she ; what, is Mr. Long expected, or Squire Greenly ? — no matter nurse, says I, perhaps 'twill be neither squire Long nor squire Short, but the com- pany hain't all come, for all that, says I; and sure enough, in half an hour after, you came to town." Mrs. Worthington had often heard the account of Squire Long and Squire Greenly, and well knowing how many other stories generally followed, of the same nature, she endeavoured to break the thread of his recollection, by some enquiries relating to more recent events, and particularly respecting her father. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 15 " Why Miss ; — there, I call you Miss^ still ; — why as to master, he is to be sure a little altered ; I can't but say, but what he is — I can't please him some- how as I used to ; and sometimes he speaks harsh-like to me — but there — I know, 'tis — you see, — that affair — that day as you, — excuse me, my dear young lady ; and I hope and trust all will be well 'it ; the old gentleman will take his time about it — I can't but say, but what / was vexed too, for I knew all your fa- mily wished so much to see you and Squire Estcourt come together ; — but there, if it wasn't to be, w hy it wasn't to be — and if so be, as you liked the captain better, you was in the right to have him, and 'tis all for the best I dare say, nor 'tisn't for us " The garrulous old man was running on, wide of the mark, when Mrs. Worth- mgton was again obliged to interpose, 16 VARIETIES OF LIFE. and having obtained from him many par- ticulars which she was anxious to hear, and many more which she could well have dispensed with, she wished Win- grove a good night, and retired to bed. The next morning, Arthur being equipt for the journey, his mother took him to her room, where, straining him to her bosom, she gave vent to those emotions which a true mother only feels, and having given him such advice as was suited to his tender years, she con- ducted him to the carriage. '' God bless you, my dear lady," cried old Wingrove. «' Good bye, mamma— good bye George and Ellen,'' said Arthur, with tears glit- tering in his eyes ; " good bye little Sophy/' VARIETIES OF LIFE. 17 " Ta, ta/' said the nurse, making the baby shake its hand. Though Mrs. Worthington felt that Arthur would be now placed in afflu- ence, she could not suppress some un- easy reflections : she considered the dangers to which a youth enjoying an independence is exposed ; she feared that his grandfather would educate him in those prejudices which shaded his own character ; that he might interdict any intercourse with his father; and that Arthur might thus become an alien to his nearest relatives. Under these impressions she condemned herself for parting with her son ; but she consoled herself with the idea that Arthur might be the happy instrument of bringing about a general reconciliation. Arthur was now proceeding on his journey to Bolingbroke Court, in Staf. 18 VARIETIES OF LIFE. fordshire : he was very inquisitive on the road ; but old Wingrove, though ex- tremely talkative, was much more in- clined to speak of things which were totally uninteresting to his young com- panion. " Are we almost come ?'* Arthur would often ask, and as often received for an answer, " Oh, we have a great many miles to go yet ;" at length, how- ever, Mr. Wingrove gave him some hopes of arriving at the end of his journey. " Now Master Arthur ! look out yonder ! there ! ! that's your grand- papa's." Arthur descried a large mansion, stand- ing on an eminence, backed by tall trees, which stretched on each side for a con- siderable distance ; in front appeared an extensive park. Wingrove had now VARIETIES OF LIFE. 19 something to say to every one they met: he stopped to chat a few minutes with the landlord of the Bolingbroke-arms, and soon afterwards as they passed over a bridge he exclaimed, " there ! now we are come to our estate — all this is your grand-papa's." " What, all those trees, and all those houses, and fields !" " Every thing for miles round/' Arthur seemed lost in amazement, while Wingrove expatiated on the beau- ties of the place, till they arrived at the lodge. " Here we are, Mrs. Bevan, come at last — here's a fine boy !" " Well, only to think !" cried the old woman, " how time do run — lack a day, why it seems to me but 'isterday as it 20 VARIETIES OP LIFE. all happened bless me/^ continued Mrs. Bevan, " ^tis a nice little gentle- man indeed, — well, and you saw, I sup- pose " Mrs. Bevan was going to make further enquiries, but Wingrove desired her to postpone her curiosity a little, and ordered the carriage to pro- ceed. Mr, Bolingbroke was walking on a terrace at the end of his garden, when he observed the chaise approach ; but instead of extending his walk to meet his little guest, he returned to the house, and acquainting the housekeeper that his expected visiter was arrived, he desired her to go out to recetve him, and retired to his own room. " Why, you be a fine boy, indeed,** observed Mrs. Mount, taking Arthur by the hand, and stroking back the hair from his forehead, while she intently examined his features ; " and who are VARIETIES OF LIFE. 21 you like, little master ; let me see — why he^s got my young missuses eyes. Ah ! and he's like the picture of the Lady Gertrude, that hangs in the blue drawing- room/' " Ffaith," cried the butler, *' he's like the Captain, though !" " Come, young Sir," said Mrs. Mount, " let me shew you the way to your grand-papa's room." Mr. Bolingbroke received Arthur with many expressions of kindness, but there was little appearance of warmth in his manner ; and after putting a few trivial questions to him, they parted for the evening. Poor Arthur was but little gratified with this specimen of affection :— during his journey the successive novelties that attracted his attention on the road, had 29 VARIETIES OF LIFE. somewhat effaced the parting scene with his mother; but now, the tears flowed plentifully from his eyes, and he could not but think the cold grandeur of Bo- lingbroke Court, a poor exchange for the happy cottage, and the beloved rela- tives he had left. Mr. Bolingbroke had not sought the child as a companion in his solitary abode, but merely as a being who would probably inherit the Bolingbroke estates; and as such, he was desirous to have him brought up in a manner that should correspond with his rank in life: he had no idea of watching over the infant mind, of checking the seeds of vice, or of encouraging the opening germes of virtue; all he knew of the duty he owed to his grandson, was to give him what he considered proper ideas of his future consequence, and the best education which public schools afforded. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 93 CHAP. IL Arthur being, at so early an age, re- moved to such a distance from his family, could have but little intercourse with them: a fev/ letters were occasion- ally written to his mother, which, at first, were merely communicative of his being well, and the studies in which he was engaged : as he grew older, other pursuits occupied his thoughts ; and as these were not always fit subjects for his letters, correspondence with those who were anxious to hear a good account of him, became irksome, and his mother 24? VARIETIES OF LIFE. was grieved to find that the conse- quences, which she had apprehended from his removal from her care, had been too surely anticipated. In the meanwhile, his brother led a very different life ; educated in retire- ment, he enjoyed the society of his be- loved family, while, at the same time, he pursued his studies under the care of the reverend Mr. Shirley, who, having several sons whom he educated himself, had been prevailed on by many of his friends to take their children also under his tuition: by degrees he established a tolerably large school, which he con- ducted upon such a plan as procured him general patronage, but unfortunately without insuring to himself an adequate emolument. The Hving of Aberfowey too was very inconsiderable, and as Mr. Shirley was by no means of a strong VARIEXIES OF LIFE. 25 constitution, and his health being now in a declining state, his means for pro- viding for his family were very limited. He judged it prudent to bring up his children with very humble ideas as to their station in life, though he did as much as lay in his power to put them forward in the world. His eldest son he apprenticed to an apothecary ; the second was with a respectable bookseller ; and the others were as yet too young to have formed any serious thoughts on their future destination in life. Mr. Shirley had two daughters, and though extremely averse to trusting them from his own and their mother's eye, yet the circumstance of his keeping a boys' school, induced him to consent to a tem» porary separation, and Maria, who was several years older than her sister, was placed at an excellent school in BristoL VQL, I. c ni b9 ^6 VARIETIES OF LIFE. She always spent her holidays at home, and as George Worthington often came to see Mr. Shirley during the vacations, he had frequent opportunities of becom- ing acquainted with his daughter, whose various good qualities rendered her an object of his affectionate regard. Soon after George had been placed at Mr. Shirley's, an incident occurred, wherein his generosity and disinterested- ness gained him the friendship of Henry Maitland, a boy who was two or three years his senior, and whose steady appli- cation to his studies had placed him at the head of the school. The mother of Henry was a widow, who had resided in the neighbourhood for many years, but no one appeared to know any thing of her relatives or con- nexions : she never spoke of them ; was reserved in her communications respect- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 2/ ing herself, and nothing was known con- cerning her husband. She lived in a re- tired manner, but appeared to possess a handsome income, and her son, it was understood, was intended for a pro- fession. Mankind is naturally curious ; and when we are unable to obtain a satisfac- tory explanation of circumstances which excite inquiry, we are apt to form con- clusions of our own to supply the defi- ciency. Mrs. Maitland's history, there- fore, being so carefully concealed from her inquisitive neighbours, they chose to imagine that she had been the chere amie of some man of fortune, who, on marry- ing, had settled an annuity on her and his child. As her manners were pleasing, and her deportment perfectly correct, many regarded her with increased inte- rest, and considered her as an amiable c ? •;?§ VARIETIES OF LIFE. woman of a respectable family and good education, who had been imposed on by a fraudulent marriage. These accounts, at first whispered by one or two, as probable ways of account- ing for Mrs. Maitland's silence with re- gard to her family and past life, were af- terwards received as well known facts. The stigma on Henry's birth, however, was far from lessening the number of his friends : his beautiful person attracted every one's admiration, while his amiable disposition and engaging manners gained him an interest in every generous heart. George Worthington loved him with all the ardour of youthful friendship, while a noble emulation filled his breast with a desire to imitate one whose conduct was so praiseworthy. Henry, on his part, was not backward in testifying his regard for his young companion, who. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 29 while he diligently pursued the usual routine of studies at school, derived an increased stock of knowledge from the private instructions of his friend. Mrs. Worthing ton could not but ac- knowledge these advantages, and she endeavoured to promote the growing at- tachment between them. The dispositions of the tw^o boys were nevertheless different : in George there glowed some of that love of worldly distinction, of which, in spite of Mrs. Worthington's dereliction from her fa- mily prejudices, she w^as not entirely di- vested. She loved to talk of the conse- quence of her family, and her children naturally imbibed some idea of pride of birth. This was certainly a great w^eak- ness in Mrs. Worthins^ton's character: she did not consider that young minds are apt to form very erroneous notions on 30 VARIETIES OP LIFE. the distinctions of rank and affluence , and, instead of cherishing that content- ment, which alone can constitute a happy hfe, the seeds of ambition were thus early introduced ; and George could not suppress an occasional regret that he too was not chosen by his grandfather to partake of the family honours. He was intended for the army, and already pant- ed to acquit himself in the field in such a manner as would ensure him a protec- tor in his grandfather : but these senti« ments always yielded to the ties of affec- tion and the voice of friendship. Henry Maitland had mixed very little in society : with his earliest rudiments of education he had imbibed a belief in superstitious traditions ; and surrounded by those, with whom such stories are popular, they had acquired an interest in his heart, which his riper years vainly en- deavoured to eradicate ; for though he VARIETIES OF LIFE. 31 frequently flattered himself that he had completely subdued such puerile fancies, yet now and then, some accidental cir- cumstance would occur to call forth his early prejudices, and convince him that such impressions once made, however they may be condemned and ridiculed in cool judgment, are seldom entirely effaced. From the style of books too, which Henry was fond of reading, his mind had received a romantic turn ; and, as it generally happens with persons of this description, he felt anxious to rise above the calm pursuits of common life ; he longed to imitate those heroes of romance, whose characters he delighted to con- template, and whose virtues he deter- mined to copy. His mother had been equally silent to him as she had been to her inquisitive 32 VARIETIES OF LIFE. lieighbouis, and always excused herself when he attempted to lead the conversa- tion to her former connexions, by ex- pressijig the great distress which a revi- val of past melancholy events would oc- casion her ; at the same time giving him hopes that at some future pe- riod he should be made acquainted with every circumstance relating to him and his family. A sort of mystery was perceivable to Henry, in the disclosure being thus pro- tracted: this, he cherished, and now de- sisted from questioning his mother on the subject, lest she might make such a dis- closure as would destroy his romantic hopes. In the choice of a profession none seemed so congenial to his character as that of a soldier ; and as George Worth- ington had already 'declared his predilec- VARIETTES OF LIFE, 33 tion for the army, the two friends looked forwards to sharing a career of glory toge- ther. Mrs. Maitland had judged it proper to give her son a more general knowledge of the manners of the world, before he commenced his military profession, and he was accordingly sent to a public school at a considerable distance from home, where George promised himself the pleasure of joining his friend as soon as his father returned home. In the meantime, under the excellent tuition of Mr. Shirley, and pursuing those habits of industry which Henry's example had recommended, George became a good classical scholar. Captain Worthington's professional duty had been protracted, and on his wife's receiving letters from him, contain- ing this unwelcome informatk)n, she n.©^ c 5 34 VARIETIES OF LIFE. longer opposed her son's wish of going to , where the advantages of such a friend as Henry Maitland were so ma- nifest. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 35 CHAP. III. Henry had completed his nineteenth year, when he received intelhgence that Mrs. Maitland lay dangerously ill : he lost not a moment in hastening to Aber- fowey, but when at about twenty miles distance from home, and at the end of a long stage, he had the mortification to learn that no horses were to be had ; he endeavoured to restrain his impatience till the jaded animals, which had brought him the last stage, had rested sufficiently to proceed, when a traveller, who had for some time earnestly regarded him. 36 VARIETIES OF LIFE. having learnt his distress, benevolently offered his horse. Henry thankfully ac- cepted his proposal, and was anxious to set off that moment ; but he found the stranger expected his curiosity to be gra- tified in return for the favor he had done him : he inquired Henry's name and place of residence ; whether his father were liv- ing, whether he resembled him; and having obtained all the satisfaction Henry could give, he added that he had known a gentleman to whom Henry bore a very strong resemblance, but he was of a different name. Henry *s curiosity was ik)w roused, and lie in his turn began to make inquiries ; but here he was disappointed: the stranger was cautious in his rephes, and Henry collected nothing of any conse- quence from him. His appearance be- spoke him to be in respectable circum- stances, though of an inferior rank of VARIETIES OF LIFE, 37 life; he appeared to be about sixt}^ years of age, and of a grave and thoughtful aspect. Had Henry met the stranger at any other time, he would have used every effort in his power to unravel the mys- tery, which seemed to be connected with the inquiries which had been made of him : his early fondness for romantic ad- ventures made him rei^ard the traveller o with more than common interest, and he felt dejected at the idea of leaving him without having been able to learn some- thing more of him, or any clue by which he might hear of him aoain ; it had been agreed that the horse was to be returned to the inn, where it was to remain till the stranger sent for it: this was the only circumstance which afforded Henry a hope of gaining some further information respecting him. 38 VARIETIES OF LIFE. The horse being, ready, Henry again thanked his friend for his kindness, and hastened on his journey : it was now late in the evening, and as Henry was anxious to reach home as soon as possi- ble, a nearer way had been described to him; this proved to be somewhat intri- cate, and owing to the darkness of the evening he mistook the directions. His mind now became more agitated, antici- pating the fatal termination of his mo- ther's ilhiess, and fearful of arriving too late ; then adverting to the singular ap- pearance and inquiries of the stranger, his ideas became bewildered ; and unde- cided which way to direct his course, his horse carried him many miles out of the direct road, and brought him into a wild and desolate part of the country. The day had been extremely sultry, and the aspect of the gouth foretold the VARIETIES OF LIFE. 39 approaching storm : slight flashes of lightning had passed unheeded, but as the evening darkened, the lightning ap- peared more vivid ; the thunder rolled in tremendous peals, and large drops of rain were now followed by a heavy tor- rent. Henry's horse took fright, and carried him through an irregular wood before he could overcome the violence of the animal's speed. The trees were but thinly scattered, and Henry, weary and dejected, endeavoured to seek some more sheltered situation, when he disco- vered some ruins at no great distance. Upon a nearer approach, they appeared to be the remains of an abbey, and he soon found an archway which afforded him shelter from the rain : the flashes of lightning followed each other so rapidly, that he was enabled to form a better idea of the building, and fastening his horse to a tree which grew among the 40 VARIETIES OF LIFE. ruins, he sought a place of greater secu- rity ; when suddenly, a deep groan ar- rested his attention, and at the same in- stant his eyes glanced upon a tall figure enveloped in a dark cloak. The lonely hour, the disturbed state of the elements, and the cloistered scene around him, aided by his own fev^erish imagination, inspired Henry with superstitious awe towards the being before him, and for a time combated the impulse of humanity which prompted him to offer a succour- ing hand to a fellow-creature in distress. The groans increased, but proceeded fi^m a greater distance Henry listen- ed with breathless attention to discover the direct spot. The lightning was now more faint, the thunder died away in distant mur- murs, and the rain ceased — a few stars^ appeared, and the mx)on occasionally ^J^- VARItTItS OF LIFE. 41 breaking through the clouds, penetrated the gloomy recesses of the ruin, and enabled the agitated Henry to explore its various avenues, which were so en- tangled by wild shrubs and choked up with broken masses of the building, that it was with difficulty he forced his way towards the sounds which had excited in him such mixed sensations of horror and pity. His way became more intricate as he pursued the remote windings of the ruin ; — the sounds were now heard no more : a solemn stillness prevailed, in- terrupted only by the wind lightly mur- muring through the avenues, and the drippings of the rain from the ivied tur- rets ; but Henry felt impelled to dis- cover the cause of those strange sounds he had heard : looking around him, he observed a low door-way, which com- 42 VARIETIES OF LIFE. municated with a flight of steps; having with some difficulty descended, he pro- ceeded through a winding passage to a small low room, which he had scarcely entered, when, by the glimmering light which penetrated through the broken ceiling, he perceived on the ground, stretched before him, the mysterious form which had so fearfully excited his curio- sity. His blood ran cold — all his early superstition assailed him, and for awhile deterred him from approaching the awful object before him ;— at length, yielding to an irresistible impulse of curiosity, he advanced ; — the dark mantle concealed every part — his whole frame became vio- lently agitated as he tremblingly raised it, to view the supernatural being be- neath — a convulsive terror overcame him at the sight of the object that now pre- sented itself— and he fell senseless on the ground. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 43 As soon as he recovered, he hurried out of the mysterious cell, and retrac- ing his steps, he soon gained the outer court. 4 The grey tints of morning now began to disclose the eastern horizon, and Henry soon perceived his horse, which had found some herbage growing among the loose stones. Henry mounted, and darting, a fearful look behind him, rode swiftly from the ruin. After having pursued his way through the wood for some time without meeting with any vestige of a human creature, he at length discovered something like a path ; this he followed, and presently the curling smoke from a wood-cutter's cottage, conducted him to an inhabited spot. Having learnt that he was at a considerable distance from the road he 44 VARIETIES OF LIFE. was in quest of, he had no difficulty in procuring the wood-cutter's son as a guide, and hoping to learn some parti- culars respecting the ruin, he began questioning the boy on the subject ; the ignorance of his companion, however, baffled his curiosity, and all he could collect for a certainty, was, that nobody ever went near the place, as it was re- ported to be haunted. As soon as they came in sight of the road, Henry hastened on, and reached home about mid-day. He was dread- fully shocked to hear that his mother had been given over, and that she now lay at the point of death. He trem- blingly opened the doer of her apart- ment, and felt quite overcome at the melancholy sight before him. When he had last taken leave of his mother she was in good health, and retained a con- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 45 siderable portion of that beauty for which she had been once so much ad- mired : what a contrast did her present condition exhibit ! her wasted form and pallid countenance; — her eyes half closed, and sunk in her head ; all be- spoke the solemn change that now await- ed her. As soon as she understood who was in the room, she made signs for him to draw nearer : — she grasped his hand, and in feeble but expressive accents, ex- claimed, " Oh Henry ! vou have much to forgive — I have greatly injured you : — but all I have is your's." She now seemed struggling for breath to disclose the secret w hich weighed so heavily on her last moments — then fixing her glazy eyes upon him, she with difficulty ut- tered, *' I am not j'our mother !" She made another effort to speak, but could 46 VARIETIES OF LIFE. only articulate '^ Mortimer y* and ex- pired. It is impossible to describe the effect of this event on the mind of Henry. The adventure in the ruin appeared to him like a vision intended to prepare him for the shock he had just experi- enced ; and from the stranger's inquiries at the inn, he felt an unconquerable con- viction that there was a mystery hang- ing over him. The melancholy duties which he had now to perform, in some degree drew his mind from these romantic reveries ; but he determined to make diligent inquiry after the person who had appeared so in^ terested about him. Henry felt various conflicting emo- tions at the death of one who had al- ^vavs conducted herself towards him as VARIETIES OF LIFE. 47 a fond mother, but whose last words avowed her an impostor : he endeavour- ed to palliate the offence, and to account for the motives ; but the mystery seemed fathomless, and his mind harrassed by fruitless enquiries, at last yielded to his melancholy impressions. On George's arrival at Aberfowey, he found his friend much altered both in appearance and manners : abstraction and gloominess had taken place of his cheerful countenance and conversation, and George had considerable difficulty in rousing him from his despondency. He insisted on Henry's quitting Mrs. Maitland's late residence, where every thing tended to add to his painful re- flections. George introduced his friend under his mother's roof, and the time Henry spent there, was made so pleasant, that he ^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. was soon restored to his natural cheer- fulness, and he once more appeared as the agreeable companion and elegant scholar. This was a dangerous abode for him : the attractive graces of Ellen Worthington made an irresistible im- pression on his heart. In the retirement in which she had been educated, Ellen had acquired ideas sufficiently romantic, to make her take a lively interest in all she heard of young Maitiand ; and a re- ciprocity of sentiments soon endeared them to each other. George had now to return to college, and Henry began to reflect se- riously on his future prospects. Mrs. Maitiand had accumulated considerable savings of her income, which she be- queathed to Henry, and it became ne- cessary that he should go to London, to have an interview with her a^ent, from VARIETIES OF LIFE, 49 whom it was not unlikely iie might ob- tain some information respecting him* self. It would be difficult to describe the various sensations Henry felt on quitting Aberfowey ; but it must not be forgotten that in taking leave of Ellen Worthing- ton, he seemed to bid adieu to every thing worth possessing. His ^high sense of honour would not permit him, circum- stanced as he was, to make his passion known to her: that she was dear to him, he felt she must be convinced ; and he determined to use every means in his power to trace his origin, and if the re- sult proved satisfactory, to declare his affection o Soon after Henry's arrival in town, he wrote his friend, stating that his enqui- ries had been of little avail, but that he had gained some very distant traces, VOL. I. D 60 VARIETIES OF LIFE. and intimating, that as it was probable he should have occasion to visit the continent, it might be a long time before George heard from him again. VAEIEXIES OF LIFE. 51 CHAP. IV. The time drew near, when Captain Worthington was anxiously expected home, after having been several years on a foreign station, enduring many hard- ships, with little prospect of enriching himself. Mrs. Worthington had receiv- ed letters from him, stating the very day the fleet was to sail and the probable time of their meeting. Alas ! they were to meet no more ! — a fever broke out in his ship, and Captain Worthington fell a victim to the contagion. What a blow was this for his afl'ec- d2 LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS <52 VARIETIES OF LIFE. tionate wife. George was at college when the fatal news reached him : he loved his father with ardour and deplored his loss with t^e sincerest sorrow. He hastened home to com- fort his afflicted mother, whom he found dissolved in tears, while his eldest sister was bending over her, and die little Sophy sitting by her kissing her hand. What an affecting scene ! could her father have been a witness to her dis- tress, his stern heart must have yielded to the emotions of nature ; — but he had already decided what part to act. The object of his unjust hatred was no more, and he could now extend his arms towards his daughter, without en- during the mortification of witnessing her attachment to the illegitimate off- spring of an infamous mother. In narrow minds, the innocent child VARIETIES OF LIFE. 6S is regarded with almost an equal abhor- rence as its guilty parent, and though Mr. Bolingbroke was a man of extensive learning and honorable sentiments, his deep-rooted pride of birth made him regard the presumption of Captain Wor- tfhington in aspiring to Miss Bolingbroke as an injjury he could never forgive, TTis true, Worthington's mother had been early abandoned to vice. She had artfully seduced Captain Worthington's father when very young, and leaving to his care their unfortunate offspring, she forsook them both, carrying off with her every thing she could turn to her advan- tage, and was supposed to have gone abroad ; no tidings having since been heard of her. Her early profligate life had been so notorious, that her son was brought up in ignorance respecting his parents. His 54 VARIETIES OF LIFE. father left him under the care of a rela- tion, with directions for entering him at a proper age on board a man of war ; his orders were obeyed, and the young mid- shipman soon distinguished himself for British intrepidity. Though his birth had been thus kept secret, certain whispers had gone abroad casting disgraceful reflections on his name. His messmates could talk of their parents and numerous relatives; while Augustus felt himself an isolated being : of his mother, he knew nothing; he retained but a faint recollection of the parting interview with his father, and entertained but little hope of ever seeing him again, as it was at this time doubtful whether he were in existence. However painful his private reflections were, Augustus disregarded the ungene- rous taunts of his companions, and leav- VARIETIES OF LIFE, 6^5 ing them to enjoy reputations derived from their ancestors, he was determined to gain a reputation for himself. Oppor- tunity favored his laudable endeavours ; but his successes kindled envy and en- mity among his comrades ; and one of them having gained a pretty accurate account of his origin, made no scruple of spreading the report; and when Au- gustus had the good fortune to meet the beautiful Adelaide Bolingbroke,his rivals were busy whispering in her ear the tale of his disgraceful birth. Adelaide re- garded it not, but her father thundered his vengeance : his threats however were in vain; and Worthington carried off his prize. Adelaide had never seen her father since that eventful day ; and he had vowed never to see her while the object of his resentment lived. 56 VAjflIETTE& O^F LIFE. As SO0» as Mr. Bolingbroke heard ot fte untimely death ©f the unfortunate Augustus, he invited his daughter and her family t© his house. She set out for the mansion of her ancestors with a heavy heart. What indescribable sensa!tions filled her mind, as- her eyes encountered objects so familiar^ so dear to her recol- lection ! When she entered an apartment that had been her mother's, overcome by her emotions she sat down and gave way to her tears : here she had experienced all the tenderness^ of an ever-regretted mother, rendered doubly soothing from the austerity of her father: here, a va- riety of memorials revived the scenes of her infant happiness, and the reflections to which they gave rise, occasioned her u melancholy retrospection of events which had since occurred ; but these impressions were of short duration; Mrs. Worthington's attention was called^ feo a- variety of arrangements necessary VARFETrES OP LIFE. 57 for the accommodotion of herself and family, at Bolingbroke Court, and by de- grees she felt capable of enjoying the consequence of her new situation.. On quitting Aberfowey, George took leave of Mr. Shirley with many earnest professions of regard; assuring him that it should not be long before he paid a visit to his respected friend. There was another person however, whom George ' secretly had in view, when he thought of revisiting Aberfowey. Maria Shirley was about two years older than George Worthington: the sweetness of her disposition, with no in« considerable share of beauty, had early awakened in George's breast the ten- derest emotions, which as he grew older, had ripened inta a sincereattachment^ It was impossible for Maria to be ig-~ D 5 5S VARIETIES OF LIFE. norant of the impression she had made; but her good sense naturally led her to reflect seriously on the consequences of encouraging an attachment so little likely to meet the approbation of his friends. Their parting interview was short and somewhat embarrassing: George took her hand, and imprinting on it a kiss, as he tremblingly rehnquished it, assured her, that whatever might be his future prospects, he should ever cherish with fond remembrance the happy days he had spent at Aberfowey. Maria could not restrain her tears : George begged her to be more composed, and as he bade her farewell, he added in the tenderest ac- cents, '' I shall never forget you.'* Mr. Bolingbroke's property, independ. ently of the family estate, was amply sufficient to enrich all his grandchildren; VARIETIES OP LIFE. 69 and he now derived considerable gratifi- cation in contemplating the rank they would hold in society. Arthur was of course his heir, and had already assumed his name. It was his desire that George should complete his education at Oxford ; and he looked forward, at no very distant period, to his filling a seat in parliament. Ellen was attended by the first masters; he signified his intention that she should be presented at court : and hoping to wipe away the stain his family had re- ceived from the degrading marriage of his own daughter, he began considering of proper alliances for his grand-daughters, while the little Sophy still retained a violent attachment for her wax-doll. Mrs* Worthington had not been .long settled at Bolingbroke Court, before her eldest son arrived. George was ready to rush into his brother's arms, while the courtly Arthur, extending his hand. SGK VARJETIirS OP LIFEo swore he was rejoiced to see him, and^ was glad the old gentlemam was going to^ do the thiftg handsomely , With no restraint on his temper or conduct, no one will be surprized to hear that a boy, naturally of an im- patient, though generous disposition, grew up extravagant, dissipated, and self-willed. Arthur Bolingbroke added- one more to the list of promising boys, whose maturer years have occasioned disappointment and regret to their too sanguine friends. Towards the approach of winter, Mr, Bolingbroke consulted Mrs. Worthing- ton about her establishment in town ; a handsome house was taken in Manches- ter-Square, and furnished in the most ex- pensive style. About a month after Christmas, the family arrived in town, and Mrsi Worthington soon found herself VARfETIES OF LIFEo 6l encircled by a numerous acquaintanjce; she was not of a character to distinguish between real and disinterested friendship, and did not perceive, that many of her new friends^ while they openly professed a regard for herself, had only in view a participation of her elegant entertain-- ments. 62 VARIETIES OF LIFE. CHAP. V. Two years elapsed since Mrs. Wor- thington left Aberfowey, and during that period, George had not been able to perform his promise of paying Mr. Shirley a visit : various pursuits occupied his time, and he had not heard any thing of Mr. Shirley's family for some months. A tender recollection of Maria still played round his heart, but his love was not sufficiently ardent to detach him from the gaieties of the life he now led. Had he known all that Maria had suffered, he would not perhaps have hesitated a mo- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 65 ment in flying to offer every consolation in his power. He knew when he left Aberfowey that Mr. Shirley's health was declining, and he had since heard that there was little prospect of any speedy amendment ; but he was ignorant that Maria had so closely attended her father's bed-side, that her health materially suf- fered from the confinement. Mr. Shirley being much alarmed on his daughter's account, insisted on her having medical advice: change of air was recommended, and Maria having had fre- quent invitations from a relation of her mother's to pay a visit to her daughters, who were about Maria's age, Mrs. Shirley was induced to write to Mrs. Meredith on the subject, and a pressing invitation to Swansea was sent to Maria from her cousins. Mr. Meredith was a respectable mer- 64 VARIETIES^ OF EfFE. ©hant; and had gradually risen from an humble situation in life, to his present comparatively affluent circumstances ; he was generally so immersed in business, as to have but little time to attend to fa-- mily affairs, which were therefore left to the management of his wife, who piquing herself upon her genteel con- nexions, was studious of giving an air of' elegance and fashion to their establish- ment. She valued herself, too, upon her knowledge of the world ; and brought up her daughters to despise every thing that belonged to an humble sphere of life. Her object was to procure them hus- bands of a higher rank than themselves; and no pains were spared to give them^^ every appearance of persons -of fashion and consequence. They were in many respects very dif- ferent girls- from Maria Shirley, and VARIETIES OF LIFE. 65 wourd not have been selected as com- panions for her, had not circumstances thus introduced them to each other ; and above all, the conviction Mr. Shirley felt that the virtuous principles which he had implanted in his daughter's mind, were proof against any temptations to which she might be exposed. Maria had not suffered shewy accomplishments to en- gross her care and study, to the exclu- sion of the more solid branches of edu- cation ; While the Miss Merediths, though anxious to be considered as very ac- complished girls, had paid little atten- tion to the cultivation of the mind: in- dependeiitly however of personal vanity and a love of dissipation, they were ex- tremely good tempered, well-meaning girls, and gave Maria a sincere and hearty welcome. Iklaria's health daily improved, and she 66 VARIETIES OP LIFE. could not but be amused with a style of life so perfectly novel to her. Instead of that calm, uniform round of occupations, to which she had been accustomed at Aberfowey, she had now to hear of daily arrivals of persons of distinction ; plans for parties ; imaginary matches and dis- sertations on fashion: to the Miss Mere- diths, these were matters of the most serious importance; to Maria, they af- forded little interest, and were topics she felt very ill qualified to disouss. Sh^ could not help thinking what an unfit companion she was for her gay cousins, and how they must wish to have her place filled by a young friend of theirs,, whom they constantly took occasion to quote, whenever any subject of taste or fashion. was started. This friend, Maria soon learnt was expected with her aunt to pay a short visit at Swansea ; and her curiosity was not a little on tip-toe to see VARIETIES OF LIFE, 67 the person who appeared to be the guiding star to the Miss Merediths. Harriet Villars was an orphan, and heiress to considerable property : as an only child, she had been thoroughly spoilt in her infancy, by fond but inju- dicious parents; and when her mother died, she was brought up by Mrs. Daly, her father's sister, who thought it her duty to follow the example of Mr. and Mrs. Villars, and consequently allowed her niece every indulgence. Accustomed to a will of her own ; conscious of very considerable personal attractions, both as to beauty and fortune, Harriet grew up, conceited, vain and selfish : she had a decided passion for high life, and piqued herself upon the novelty of her ideas. She had become acquainted with the Miss Merediths at school, and the notions of these young 6^ VARrETIES OF LIFE. ladies, with regard to taste and fashion so perfectly accorded, that they became inseparable friends. Since they had left school, they had' seldom met, bu?^ in the intervals, their friendship had been kept up by corres- pondence, in which, a thirst after a know- ledge of the reigning taste, on the part of tlie Miss Merediths, was obligingly gratified by Miss Villars ; so that they were always able to speak on fashionable topics to the wonder of their more re- tired friends. Mrs. Daly and Miss Villars had been^^ spending a month at Tenby, and had pro- mised the Miss Merediths to pay them a visit in their way to Bath. Miss Villars, having mentioned the time she should arrive at Swansea, the Miss Merediths had written to insist on VAUIETIES OF LIFE. 69, her coming at once to their house to din- ner, and having received no reply, they considered the invitation as accepted* ^Ir. Meredith thought it a very incon- venient plan ; and as the dinner hour ap- proached, he began to repent of not having been more firm in opposing it, when first proposed. Four o'clock struck, and Mr. Meredith grew very impatient^, continually going out to the door to see whether the expected guests were in Sight. At five o'clock, Mr. Meredith's com- mands to have the dinner brought up, were no longer opposed, and the family party sat down to a handsome dinner, without much inclination to partake of it : Mr. Meredith regretting the unneces- sary expence that had been incurred, and the others, unwilling to relinquish the idea that their friends would still oome, 70 VARIETIES OF LIFE. endeavoured as much as possible to pro- tract the repast. At length they were obliged to give up all hope, and to con- sole themselves, seemed determined to do ample justice to the good things be- fore them, when, as the cloth was going to be removed, an elegant travelling car- riage, with four post-horses, stopt at the door. It is impossible to describe the con- sternation this produced : the dinner was *' tumultuously remanded" from the kitchen; the table was cleared, and every one in motion to assist in restoring order., Mrs. Meredith and her daughters re- ceived their visitors in the drawing-room, where an interchange of enqiries took place, while preparations were made for their reception in the dining-room. Mrs. Daly made a thousand apologies for be- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 71 iiio' SO much after the time, and insisted that she and her niece had taken refresh- ment on the road; but nothing would do, and they were forced into the parlour, where the ghost of the intended dinner appeared in all the horror of remnants neither hot nor cold, of fish, flesh and fowl. Mrs. Daly renewed her protesta- tions of having made quite a dinner on the road, which, by a glance to her niece were supported on her part ; however to oblige her friends she consented to take a little ham. Mr. Meredith expatiated on the fine- Hess of the fish ; while his lady was sure Mrs. Daly could not make a dinner, and desired the servants to see whether there was not some of the pigeon pie left. " I don't think there is,'" said Mr. Meredith, ** at least nothing worth speaking of; for if you recollect, my dear, you said it need 6 72 VARIETIES OF LIFE. not be put by; but there was a good deal of the hash, or ragout as you called it." Mrs. Meredith silenced him with her looks ; and his daughters endeavoured to turn the discourse, by adverting to the gaieties of Tenby. Maria was much amused with this novel scene, and as she could take no part in a conversation about persons and places, to which she was a perfect stranger, she had leisure to study the appearance and manners of these fashionable visitors. Mrs. Daly appeared a fine shewy wo- man about five and forty ; she wore a deep black lace veil, which was turned up in front, but hanging down at the sides, shaded her rouged cheeks. She talked with much vivacity ; used a great deal of action in her conversation, and altogether gave Maria the idea of a VARIETIES OF LIFE. 73 French-woman. But however novel Mrs. Daly's manners were to Maria, she was infinitely more amazed at the style of Miss Villars: it appeared extraordinary to Maria, that she should so early in life, have acquired a singularity of deport- ment, and a manner of expressing herself so unlike any thing she had hitherto seen: indeed the Miss Merediths themselves seemed to be surprised. Some of her sallies of pleasantry (for they seldom amounted to wit,) were sometimes al- most incomprehensible, though Mrs. Daly never failed to laugh violently, ex- claiming at the same time " you odd creature!" and Maria now knew, to what source to attribute some expressions which had before struck her as singular in her cousins. The Miss Merediths having proposed some plans for spending the time plea- santly, while their friends were with VOL. r. F 74 VARIETIES OF LIFE. them, Mrs. Daly began earnestly lament- ing that their time was so limited, it would be absolutely impossible for them to tresspass on the kind hospitality of their dear friends longer than the next day. It was evident to Maria, that Mrs. Daly and her niece had no wish to pro- long their visit ; and as it appeared so much their settled plan to proceed on their journey, the Miss Merediths were obliged to desist from entreating them to stay. A party, however, was made the following morning for Britton Ferry, which proved a pleasanter excursion than Mrs. Daly expected : they re- turned to dinner about five o'clock, and Mrs. Meredith had the satisfaction of setting before her guests a dinner in a more comfortable style than that on the preceding day. In the afternoon, the four young ladies VARIETIES OF LIFE. 7S were sitting near the drawing-room win- dow, when three gentlemen attracted the notice of the Miss Merediths, who ob- served they must be some new arrivals. Miss Villars applied her glass, but did not venture to pronounce her sentiments on their merits at such a distance : as they approached nearer, she was more decisive in her opinion ; " nothing in them, I fear — I don't see an amiable trait about them ; observe, they abso- lutely passed that smart girl without a remark ; I really don't think they even stared at her, when you know, Eliza, unless a man stares a pret^y girl out of countenance he cannot be an agreeable creature — one that you would like to flirt with ; the thing's impossible :" and as the gentlemen were now very near, she continued, " I hear nothing like a fa- shionable expression escape them ; not even the embellishment of a styhsh oath E 2 76 VARIETIES OF LIFE. or two — no, positively, I cannot discover an amiable trait about them." Nothing amiable ! thought Maria, what a perversion of language ! but as the gentlemen passed, she distinguished that though they were neither so fashion- able as to insult an unprotected female, nor to garnish their conversation with oaths, yet there was one among them, whom neither absence, nor the improba- bility of his entertaining for her any regard beyond that which their juvenile acquaintance had established, could dis- engage from her heart. She was per- plexed at his sudden appearance, and as she mused upon the circumstance, she was rallied by her companions on having lost her heart to one of the strangers, and opinions were smarted respecting the happy man. Maria was little practised in parrying VARIETIES OF LIFE. 77 an attack of this sort, and blushing deep- ly at the consciousness that her thoughts had really been occupied with the unex- pected appearance of George Worthing- ton, she was unable to account for her confusion, and consoled herself that it evidently passed for shyness, and the result of a retired education. A walk on the Burrows was proposed after tea, and it being a fine evening, a good deal of company were assembled. The three gentlemen were soon observed approaching, and Maria, full of anxiety, waited the result of the meeting with a palpitating heart. George instantly recognized her, and separating himself from his party, was at her side in an instant. He informed her, he had only arrived that morning, and intended proceeding the next day to pay Mr. Shirley a visit at Aberfowey, where, 78 VARIETIES OF LIFE, added he, lowering his voice, '' I expect- ed to have had the pleasure of seeing Maria thanked him for his kind re- membrance of them, and gave him a brief account of her father's illness ; and slightly noticing her own, said she came to Swansea for change of air. This was sufficient to awaken George's early attachment : he felt how neglectful he had been, and various expressions dropt from him, which the susceptible heart of Maria cherished as assurances of his returning affection. The Miss Merediths having been introduced to Mr. Worthington, in- vited him to spend the evening at their house, and Miss Villars, in spite of her former verdict, pronounced him a verv supportable companion. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 79 Instead of proceeding to Aberfowey, as he had intended, George continued at Swansea beyond a week : every day afforded him opportunities of being in Maria's company, and every hour in=. creased her power over his heart : but in his intercourse with society, he had learnt some worldly wisdom. He was at present wholly dependent on his grand-father, and he was w^ell aware he must relinquish every prospect of sharing his fortune, if he married without his consent : he would not therefore enter into engagements which circumstances might put it out of his power to fulfil : he imposed a restraint on his feelings ; offered no attentions to Maria beyond what their old acquaintance warranted, and left her without making any declara- tion of the tender sentiments he enter- tained. 80 VARIETIES OF LIFF CHAP. V. George had so much overstayed his time at Swansea, that he could only give Mr. Shirley a hurried visit, and then hastened to join his family at Mr. Bohng- broke's in Staffordshire. Miss Villars and her aunt had also left Swansea, and as one of the Miss Merediths was going in a short time to Clifton, with Mr. and Mrs. Jones, friends of her father, Maria was prevailed on to prolong her visit. This excursion to Clifton had been the subject of much conversation be- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 81 tween the young ladies, while Miss Vil- lars had been with them, as she had been there several times, and could give an account of the company and amusements of the place. Ah, thought Elizabeth, but you were there with all the advantage of equipage, and the eclat of a beautiful heiress ; I have to appear in the capacity of a use- ful companion to a worthy couple who are going for a little change of scene, and to see some old friends at Bristol. These friends had formerly been concerned in business with Mr. Jones ; and Elizabeth anticipated no gay parties ; no driving in barouches ; no dashing beaux to give her consequence : but still a removal from home was desirable, and her san- guine wishes held out hopes that she would find it pleasanter than she expect- ed. She possessed a great share of per- sonal beauty, of which she was thoroughly E 5 82 VARIETIES OF LIFE. aware, and having received a new stock of ideas of fashion from her friend Har- riet, she considered it not quite impos- sible that, instead of returning home as humble Miss Meredith, she might set off for Bath or Cheltenham in a dashing car- riage, as the blooming bride of some man of fashion, family, and fortune. In the mean time, the Miss Merediths began to disolose a secret to Maria which had for some time been the subject of their private conferences. ^* You must know, my dear," said Eli- zabeth, " we are longing to give a dance ; and we've been thinking how to bring it about/' *> Mamma is very willing,'* observed her sister, " but my father doesn't know any thmg about it yet ; and we have been thinking, that xiow you are come, he VARIETIES OF LIFE. 8S would have no objection ; just to make your visit a little pleasant, you know/' Maria began to feel herself placed in an awkward predicament ; she considered that Mr.. Meredith was the proper person to decide whether this party ought to be given ; yet her cousintis would of course require her influence to second the object they had ia view. Mr. Meredith appearing in a cheerful humour after supper, his daughters ex- changed a wink, and immediately began a concerted plan for introducing the sub- ject. The piano forte was in the room, and Elizabeth passing by it, as if by acci- dent, ran over a few notes of a country- dance : this produced a discussion upon tunes, and Mrs. Meredith expressed her regret that they had not been to one dance, while Miss Shixley had been w^tb them. 84? VARIETIES OF LIFE. " Suppose/* said Elizabeth, " we were to make up a little hop ; just a few friends to drink tea, and take it by turns to play on the piano forte." " Well 'twould be very pleasant, I'm sure," said her mother, " and Mr. Mere- dith would hare no objection, I dare say, to please the young people ; we were once young ourselves, and liked these sort of things as well as any body." Mr. Meredith had a sort of prophetic apprehension, grounded on experience, that if he said A, he must learn to say B ; he therefore paused a moment before he replied., *' Dear papa now," exclaimed Fanny. *' what objection can you possibly have to a httle sociable party, while my cousin is here ; just to make her visit a little pleasant." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 85 " IVe no objection to a little party/' said Mr. Meredith, " only Tm fearful you will go on from one thing to another, till you invite all your acquaintance, for fear of giving offence." " Oh, no we sha*n't. We'll just ask a few friends in an off-hand way." A consultation now followed respecting the day, which was at length agreed on , and a few cards of invitation were immediate- ly written to fix the plan. This was the first innovation on the proposed off- hand party. The following day, the ladies met together to talk over the matter, and a list being produced of the company to be invited, it was discovered that it would be necessary to ask a great many more than were at first thought of. When the list was shewn to Mr. Meredith, he 86 VARIETIES OF LIFE. said, he knew how it would he ; they would never be contented till they had their rooms as full as they would hold. " Dear me 1'' cried his wife, " you're always so fidget ty about having too many. Why 'tis what people like ; 'tis nothing without a cram." " Well, I think it's very ridiculous/^ said Mr. Meredith, '' to crowd these small rooms." " Never mind ; do let us, for once, have a little of our own way ; it's very hard, if we are to give a dance, that one can't do the thing a httle like other people." " What other people do," returned Mr. Meredith, " is no rule for us. Are we to do this thing, and t'other thing, because other people are fools enough to spend their money in such trifles." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 87 « Why, Mr. Meredith, how you talk ; one would think you were going to be ruined, by having a little party, and just standing up to dance ; and now Miss Shirley is here, w^e thought to make it pleasant to her, just to have a little dance — '* " Well, have n*t I consented, I only ad- vised you not to crowd your rooms." A hint or two respecting a supper came from Mrs. Meredith, and her hus- band not appearing to object, his consent was taken for granted ; and in the next meeting of the ladies, a hall and supper fully entered into their views : the idea of the piano forte for the music had vanished, and violins and a harp were now considered indispensable. Miss Meredith proposed decorating the arch in the hall with evergreens, interspersed with a few roses, which, she said, she could make herself. Mrs. Meredith 8S VARIETIES OP LIFE. agreed that it would look very pretty, and Elizabeth whispered to her sister, " how easy it would be just to have the floor chalked/' " And you could have a few gera- niums and myrtles placed about,'^ added Mrs. Meredith, " 'tis what one sees at fashionable houses, and 'twould be plea- sant for Mrs. Markham and the Stapyl- tons to see that we understand these sort of things." '' I was thinking," said Elizabeth, " we could get Spencer Vaughan to bring some smart men ; perhaps he'd ask Mr. Torrens : he's such an elegant young man ." '' 'Tis very awkward," observed Mrs. Meredith, " that we must be asking all Mr. Meredith's relations ; I'm sure I'm always willing to treat them with all due civility at proper times, but I do VARIETIES OF LIFE. 89 say it*s very hard one can't give one party without having them : it spoils every thing. And they're sure never to be engaged." *' Couldn't we contrive to pay them the compliment of an invitation, but in such a manner as may induce them to decline coming." " I'm sure I don't know how that's to be done," said Fanny, " I know they'll look hideously delighted, and say, " we won't disappoint you." " Couldn't you go with a message," said Mrs. Meredith, " and say some- thing about our rooms being small, but if it will be any amusement to them — " " What's the use," cried Elizabeth, " to go on planning ; I know they'll be at the party ; and I shall have to see that odious old plum-coloured gown; 90 VARIETIES OF LIFE. SO make up your minds, we shall have the whole set of them/' " And how vexing that will be/' cried Mrs. Meredith, " for my genteel company, to see such a vulgar looking person at our house, as Mrs. Dowling; and her daughters, such quizzes. '* *' I don't so much care for the female part of the family," observed Miss Mere- dith despondingly," 'tis the male wretch- es that tarnish a party ; instead of having a set of fashionable looking young men, tall, gentlemanly figures, we must be having the Prattens and Bowlings, detestable !" '' Those Bowlings are so short and vulgarly grown ;" added Elizabeth, — " their clothes evidently made by a country tailor — and then, they ask ladies to dance they are not acquainted with ; so awfully ill-bred, as Harriet would say: and they dance so hor- VARIETIES OF LIFE, 91 ridly ! Then that Dick Pratten is so m^kwarcUy tall ; like a warpM mop-stick ; and such low manners ; with his ' Here^s your works ! fine doings! who but we J' — infamous/' " What can be done/' sighed Mrs. Meredith. " Then they know nobody, and Vm of course obliged to sp6ak to them every now and then, that they might not feel slighted. And let me tell you, it*s very disagreeable to see Mrs. Dowling sitting up watching every thing that's going forward, as if she was calculating the expense ; not con- sidering how pleasant we can make a party, but what's the good of it. I can see through her looks and meanings when she praises my arrangements, and concludes with, ' You must have had a great deal of trouble.' I almost wish we weren't going to give the party." " I'm sure I wouldn't mind her/* 92 VARIETIES OF LIFE. said Elizabeth, " it will go off very well, I have no doubt/' " Then 'tis so odd, Mrs. Pratten will fancy it incumbent on her to talk to people she doesn't know, by way of making up for any deficiency on my part ; she gives hints to the servants ; and officiously goes about hoping people have had refreshments, and are well ac- commodated ; so that the company can't help seeing she's one of the family." " Dreadful !" uttered the two sisters. In spite, however, of all the antici- pated mortifications, their exertions for the ball were prosecuted with unremit- ting assiduity : every day introduced some new arrangements, either without Mr. Meredith's knowledge, or with his extorted consent. At length the day arrived, and Maria might have exclaimed, " Confusion now VARIETIES OF LIFE. 93 hath done its masterpiece ;" for even she, who had been permitted to know most of their plans, was not aware of the multiplicity of business, that was to be executed on this important day. From breakfast time till evening, an uninterrupted succession of proposals, suggestions, orders, and counter-orders took place, and seemed to threaten no final decision in their arrangements, Mrs. Meredith's voice was heard in every part of the house, in all the variety of vexation, anger, entreaty, and de- spair. Many mistakes were made by persons hired to assist, which called forth Mrs. Meredith's wrath. " Why now, who placed this girandole here ?" cried she ; ** 'tis to be in the back parlour." ** 'Twill do very well, where 'tis ;" observed one of her sons. 94 VARIETIES OF LIFE. " I say, ril have it down," continued Mrs. Meredith ; '' I won't have this old fashioned, nasty, ugly, gilded thing here; nobody, now, has such a thing in their house frightful ! Oh, here, where, what's become of the jelly-shapes ; I had 'em here this minute ; somebody has been and taken them away : — fetch me a towel : — nobody goes to the door, and the bell has been ringing this half \iouY ; — do say we aren't at home." '•Has any one ordered the French rolls ?" screams a voice from an upper chamber. " Here's an apology come from Mr. Dashwood ! was ever any thing so pro- voking ! — 'Who has left all these things here?" continued Elizabeth. '' Why, 'twas I," said Mrs. Meredith, '^ I placed them there on purpose, to look like fashionable litters : — why law now, didn't you say that the room VARIETIES OF LIFE. 95 oughtn't to look as if it had been made tidy for company, but just the same as it was every day, and that at Lady Rossiter's there were all sorts of things about " '' To be sure I did ; but there's a little difference I've a notion, between her elegant nick-knacks and the medley of odd things you have collected together : such an inkstand as that is quite ridi- culous !" '^ Well then, take it all away ; I thought you'd have liked it 1 don't know what you'd have, you fret one out of one's very life ! law look here, I can't make these candles stay upright do what I will : — where's the lemonade glasses ? I put 'em all out on purpose. Nobody is to go into that room, where the sweet things are. — Has the man been here about putting up the lights ? — Did I leave the key of the little cup-board — 96 VARIETIES OF LIFE. do look on the side-board — I must have left it somewhere. I don't know one thing Fm about — here's all your fes- toons of flowers to be done now." From the anxiety and confusion which attended the preparations for this en- tertainment, Maria anticipated no great enjo3^ment of the party itself: her cou- sins were so fatigued with their day's work, that when they retired to their rooms to dress, they seemed much more inclined to retire for the night. Notwithstanding the uncommon pains which had been taken to make their dance remarkable, the entertainment passed off with the sameness of other parties ; and when the company had all taken leave, Mrs. Meredith and her daughters, with jaded spirits, seemed to feel in no wise repaid for the fatigue they had undergone. Various vexations, too, had occurred to embitter the evening, VARIETIES OF LIFE. $7 in 'which the Bowlings and Prattens had contributed their full share : a fa- vorite beau had never made his appear- ance ; a lady of fashion had gone away before supper; and the dancing-, they fancied, had not been kept up with spirit. A variety of regrets and repri- mands passed between them, in which their irritated feelings made them lose sight of the good-breeding which so much distinguished them in company. ^' How stupid you were at supper," said Miss Meredith to her brother ; *' you never exerted yourself as other young men do, to make things £ro off pleasant- ly-" " Fm sure 1 did what I could." " No you didn't, you sat up without saying a word," VOL. I. F 98 V1.RIETIES OF Lli-L. " Well," said Elizabeth, " that was better than his telling Miss Vaughan, how we had been fussi?ig all day." ^' Oh, that was a joke," said her bro- ther. " No very pleasant joke to us, let me tell you," retorted Miss Meredith, her voice faltering, and tears threatening ; " and then Mrs. Dowhng immediately began puffing us off, saying, how well w^e had managed every thing, and what clever girls we were ; for we had made all the sweet things ourselves. Spencer Vaughan was by ; so mortify- insr ! slie meant it for him." o '' Law I^' cried Elizabeth, " we never remembered the mottos ! and there they are now up in my room ; and I paid five and sixpence for them out of my own ppcket," VARIETIES OF 1.1 FE. 99 ^* Well, there, that can't be helped," said Meredith ; " but wasn't this vexing, Mrs. Markham wouldn't play cards when I asked her, and could have put her at the table with the new packs ; and afterwards she sat down with Major Dawson at the lower table with one clean and one old pack — then to hear their wdt about the experienced pack, and the cards that were so well sfounded in the game : how provoking of her to go away before supper ! oi^e would think she did it on purpose to plague one.*^ '' And how late all the smart men came," -said Miss ^Meredith, " and I couldn't get them to dance, do what I would ; and there Mr. Torrens never came after all." *' Oh, I should be glad to know,''' said Elizabeth, " whose bright thought it w^as to introduce Mr. Champneysto F 2 100 VARIETIES OF LIFE Rebecca Dowling^ ? I could have cried my eyes out. '^ Why, when he came there was no other lady disengaged, so my father must think it mighty clever to get him to dance with that fright; and what's worse, when he apologised for coming so late, she, by way of being facetious, said, with her nasty hsp, if he had come much later hewould not have been in time for the grand thupper there was to be. This was of course a high joke to him, for when he sat next ^Nlrs. Stapylton, I heard him ask her what part of the grand supper she took a fancy to," " Well, I think,'* said Edward Mere- dith, '' every thing was very nice at supper, except the raspberry-cream : I'm afraid it was a little sour," *' Yes, and that was the 07ili/ thing %'ARrIETIES (>F LIFE, lOi Airs. Stapylton cliose ; she just tasted it, and not one thing else could I get her to take, do what I would, as if she was afraid of being poisoned — and those Dowlings were just opposite to her ; making such vulgar remarks upon the su-pper ; stupid fools ! wondering what this thing, was, and what t'other thing was made of; and whether ^twas in- tended to be eaten ; and thinking 'twould be a pity to cut it, I do say it was very impertinent in them to push themselves up so high. Worrying creatures 1'* '' And did you see that vulgar wretch, Dick Pratten, in turning Miss Stapylton, twirl his long arm over her head, alle- mande fashion ; I saw her snatch away her hand, as if she had touched a toad/* " / could tell something," said a. younger brother ; " I could, I say ; — '* 102 VARIETIES OF LIFE* " WeU, what ? you little torment !'" *' Why some ef those gentlemen thafc. Mr. Spencer Yaughan brought^, were talking about the company ; they didn't know me; and they said, "'twas a vil- lainoias mixture, and they wondered where the devil they had all eome from ; aad then — '' ^^Don't tell me any more ; it's torture/' It was now near the time that Eliza- beth Meredith was to set out for Clifton: her wardrobe required considerable ad- ditions and embellishments for this jaunt, and her mother and sister freely offered their assistance, and a share of their own stock. When all tEe necessary arrangements VARIETIES OF LIFE. lOS were completed, Elizabeth set off with Mr. and Mrs. Jones, in a chaise and pair, with her trunks full of fmery, and her heart full of hopes. The sisters agreed to correspond, and as their letters will give a better insight into their characters, and a more lively picture of passing events, than mere nar- rative, their correspondence is presented to the world, *' warm from the heart, and faithful to its fires.'* Every allow- ance must be made for the unreserved communication and familiar expressions of two sisters ; and should the publica- tion of these letters be deemed an unwar- rantable liberty, modern examples, it is hoped^ may be pleaded as some excuse.. kOAf VARIETIES OF LIFE, Letter L Clifton, 20th June, 18--^. J*Y DEAH FANNY, I WROTK you a hasty line last nignt> to apprise you of our safe arrival : and now I know, as well as if I resided in your heart, that you are longing to have a full, true, and particular account of our adventures ; but you can easily ima- gine the misery of travelling with such a fidgetty, nervous being as our good Mrs. Jones. You know her ways when at home, but her travelling humour you have not yet had. the felicity of witness- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 105 ing ; nor had I an idea of what I was to* endure, or I never would have been* weak enough to have fallen into the scheme. Imagine a person in constant dread of being imposed upon-: at every turnpike she exclaimed against the de- mand, without having the candour to remark the goodness of the roads. On looking over the bill of fare at Cowbridge, she asked the waiter what might be the^ probable charge for a veal cutlet, before she ventured to order it : and at New- port, where we slept, it was ludicrous to observe the anxiety she betrayed, least her not having perceived the compliment of wax lights till they required snuffing, should subject us to some charge, al- though the forbidden luminaries had been immediately ordered away. Several cir- cumstances of this sort were truly odious; while I pictured ta myself the superlative pleasure of being at such a place as Clit- F 5 W6 VARIETIES OP LIFE. ton, under the auspicesof such, a com- panion. Mr. JonesT did not join us till wear- rived at Newport, where he had gone the day before to transact some business. He wa& ready to receive us- at the inn, and informed us he had ordered a nice supper, of which we were partaking, •whea I was agreeably startled by the sound of a horn, which I guessed an^ nounced the arrival of some dashing men ; but Mr. Jones starting up^ with his mouth full of raddishes and bread and butter, and I believe I may add young •onions, rushes out into the passage, with *' what's all this, hey ? what's Boney come to town ? — Oh," continued he, re- turning to our room, while one of the gentlemen passed the open door, " 'tis only some frolicsome young sparks." Ihe next morning these frolicsome TA'RIETIES OF LIFE. 107 young sparks had to witness our set-out. They were at breakfast with their win- dow open, and f:ould distinctly hear Mrs. Jones's repeated injunctions to have her little blue band-box put in the chaise, so that it might not not be squat- ted, as it contained her best bonnet. From occasional fits of laughter from th£ sparks, I guessed we must have con- tributed to their mirth : presently they all came out, to see a horse that a jockey had brought to the door, and under fa- vour of the important discussion which ensued, our insignificant machine drove off without further animadversion. I collected from their conversation, that they had been at the f^te at Tredegary and that some of them were on their way to Clifton. We have been this morning lodging- hunting ; no very enviable employment^ IK)a VARIETIES OF LIFE,. when the wish is to have pleasant' lodgings, without the heart to pay for them : then Mrs. Jone^ was so perplexed, with being told she must pay for rooms for which she has no use ; wondering* why a servant's hall must be taken^ and going away from the house in the same manner, and with the same affected indifference as when cheapening a bar- gain^ expecting to be called back to have her money taken. We are at last housed in small lodg« ings not very far from the Mall, but our house is in a dull situation, and has ra» tfaer a shabby appearance. Mrs. Jones has been^ so busy in un- packing, and getting her things in order,- that we have not walked out yet, but we propose taking a stroll after tea on Clifton Hill, VARIETIES OF tlFE.. 109' Pray write soon to your affectionate sister, E. Meredith, Mr. Jones is gone to Bristol, to call on a friend of his, Mr. Hudson. I won- der what sort of bipeds these Hudsons are. Mrs. Jones says they are very ca- pitul people, and liv^ in a very handsome way ; and she is sure I shall like them :' all that goes for nothing. iliO^ VARIETIES OF LIFE Letter II. Swansea, 27th June, 18—. IwAS much amused, my dear Elizabeth, with your description of the delectable journey with your good Joneses ; and I am sorry to predict that I fear the plea- sures of CHfton, will be not a little em- bittered by their odd ways. I should have answered your letter sooner, but my time has been entirely taken^ up with preparations for our dinner to the bride, which took plack yesterday in all due form. You know the grand fuss any thing of the kind always makes^ in our house, and Mrs. Charles^tapleton VARXEXrES OF LIFE. Ill; being, quite a stranger, and reported to be so fashionable, &c. you may imagine the commotion, lest every thing should not go off in style. We had a very elegant dinner; but the difficulty was, who to invite to- meet the Stapyltons : luckily, our constant resort, the Vaughans, had not left Highgrove, but then we did not owe them a dinner ; that point however, was got over, and they were invited, and as we wished to make the^ party select, we had, besides, only Mr. Dashwood and Mr. Cummins : but who must arrive the day befoFe she was expected, to give us an agreeable surprise^ as she said, but Aunt Patty ! and sillier than ever I think.. Nothing to be sure could be more annoy^ ing than such a visiter at such a time ; nor could a present of a muslin habit-shirt^ induce wicked me to give her a kind welcome. It is the good creature's own work and pattern, and the hideositt/ o£ it is such, as to make it absolutely impose 112 VARrETTEl^ OF LIFE; sible that I can ever wear it, should habits shirt days return. I hat^ presents when one can't chuse for oneself: she rather wondered, I believe, that I did not wear it at the dinner party, but I flatly told- her that it \vas not the fashion to muffle up ; and Mrs. Ghtirles Stapylton fully supported my assertion, for even her shoulders were uncovered. That will give you some idea of her ; in addi- tion to which, I have to report, that she is very handsome, tall, and completely fashionable, and mast suit Sophia Sta- pylton exactly ; though I rather suspect she has too much of the satirical in her, to be quite agreeable ; and Mrs; Vaughan, whom we have always considered a most pleasing woman, and " so much of the lady about her," seemed not a little awed by the manners of the new-comer. The dinner went off much better than r expected, making, allowances for Tho- VAlllETIKS (yv LIFE, 113 ma«'s blunders. What d'ye think the old varlet did : he gave Mrs. Charles StapyltoH a wiped knife, though he had been charged over and over again not to commit so f<>ul a sin : and when Mr. Cummins called for beer, he snatched away Spencer Vaughan's glass to reple- li-ish it for Mr. Cummins; and not con- tent with that, the stupid blockhead brought it without a waiter, leaving on the glass, no slight evidence of hi& having four fingers and a thumb ! If that's not hanging matter., I don't know what is. The man we hired to assist proved an ignoramus ; so the whole burthen^ fell, on Thomas, who had one incessant trot, and was quite short-breathed ; puffing and blowing. Then I had to talk such non- sense to drown Martha's loud whisperings in the hall, with repeated injunctions, that the peas were " to match the harti- chokes," and " the jelly-shape thehuppen corner, missus said J* 114 VARIETIES OF LIIE. Just at tea-time your letter was brou2:ht, and after I had retired to read it, I had to answer a thousand questions. I flattered myself,. I had fairly gone through my catechism, when Aunt Patty attracted. every eye to her odious pink countenance by saying, (you know her tones^) " Don't she send her love to her poor aunty-pan ty ?'* Of course I had to say you did, and to witness Miss Stapyl- ton's satirical squeezing up of her fea- tures^ as she looked at h^r brother ; I am afraid he returned the eye-shot ridicule. Then fallowed, " Ah I thought Eliza would-n't forgit me ; she used to say, when she was but quite a little thing, that if she was ever to come to be a grand lady, and have fine cloaths and plenty of money, I should always share it with her ; now that shewed you know ma am," turning to Mrs. Stapylton, and her face beaming: with benevolence, making it look execra- ble, " that shewed. a good disposition/' VARIETIES OF LIFE. 1 Li^ Mrs. Stapylton assented with a sly glance towards Sophia, but encountering me, her eye returned to its softness and. her smile politely resumed its kindness. I have just received a letter from Ed- ward, who I find has scraped an acquain- tance with a son of Sir Edwin Frere, at Tenby ; this he hails as- a happy omen to his forming good connexions ; but alas, I fear our Ned, with all his wishes to be- come the maa of fashion, will never suc- ceed: there is a certain turn in his aspect and style of behaviour that baffles all at- tempts at being dashing: he hopes how- ever to profit by your visit to Clifton, which he fancies a very gay place, and expects you will give him a few hints. I pereeiv e I have not said a word of Maria, nor indeed have I,, of our worthy old clock ;. but lest any disrespect should be imputed to me, I will just add, that l\6 VARIETIES 01? LIFE.. the latter is the same useful good old piece of household furniture, as when it told the vulgar hours it passed on my grandfather's stair-case; and the former, the same mild, amiable, good creature yoH left behind. F. M. P. S. I have just heard that Fairford is here: he is with a recruiting party at Carmarthen, so that he will have ft-equent opportunities of coming to this place — heigho ! I don't know what to say to Mm ; k is very evident my father does not ap- prove of his addresses. VARIElIEfs OF LlFJi. 117 Letter IIL Clifton^ \st Julf/,\S> — . My Dear Fa^nny's entertaining letter arrived just in time to rescue me from a fit of the glooms ; for we are verf/ dull. I felt no regret however at having missed the dinner to the Stapyltons;— one is never repaid for the anxiety one endures on such occasions. I sometimes think, we very much mistake our real happiness by attempting a style of fashion which we must be conscious is not consistent with our general establishment. It is certainly unfortunate to possess ideas of elegance which we cannot put into prac- lis VARIETIES OF LIFE. tice; but one feels a sort of gratification in letting people see we understand how entertainments should be conducted. As for Edward, he must be content to wait some time longer, before he gets any hints of fashion from me, I have now been at Clifton above a week, and I seem scarcely got acquainted with the place, and not knowing any one here, makes one feel so out of the world: then to see smart people flit by, — carriages of all descriptions whirling about, — dashing men on horseback — Servants lounging before a door, fiye or six perhaps in the same livery, &c. &c. ail calculated to oppress one w^ith one's own insignifi- cance. Edward must learn to v/alk before he can hope to pass for a gentleman ; his voice, too, requires tuning ; and his bead a store of fashionable topics for con- VAB-IKTIES OF LIFE. 119 versation : when he has acquired these important rudiments, he must entertain a consummate good opinion of himself; dress fashionably ; and maintain to his last breath, that clothes cannot be made •out of London. He must be very know- ing about horses ; indeed, I know of no subject on which it is so esscmiial for him to be well informed ; he must givje his opinion and sentiments as if his whole happiness depended on it. It will also be necessary for him to understand enough of boxing to enter with spirit into a conversation on thdt polite art. As to address, manners, &c. he must learn an easy freedom, an off-hand way, a smack of slang ; and study repartee. I feel so frightfully dull, that Vm afraid the Joneses will observe it, and there- fore force all the sprightliness I can mus- ter into my face ; which they, poor souls, put down to real delight. They are, I 2 120 VARIETIES t>F LIFE. firmly believe, very desirous of making this excursion as pleasant as possible to me, in their own good way ; and various plans are talked of to insure success. We are to spend a day at Bath, (a place I am dying to see in a proper way) ; then we are to go once to the play, and, per- haps, to the rooms, if we can summon C0ura2:e enough to encounter the fa- shionable assemblage of a ball room ; but Mrs. Jones fears her nerves will not be equal to it, and seems to think it quite a sin, for people to go to balls this fine summer time : well then, if it he a sin, I must say ^tis one of all ©tjiers Fvc the least scruple about. In walking out this morning, I met one of the gentlemen who alarmed us so much with their horns at New^port. I find he is a Mr. Ponsonby ; the most elegant man I have seen here. I thought heseemed to recognize me; but it might VARIETIES OF LIFE. 121 be only my fancy. I understand he is to embellish this place for some time. I have subscribed to the library, and have met with some amusing books. Mrs. Jones is fond of novels, though she never will own it: she won't take a vo- lume, and sit down as if she were in earnest, but she'll dip into one standing* up, and go on reading for an hour. 4 A long list of quality in the arrival- book gave me a flattering idea of the gaiety of the place ; I have seen a few of them — the Countess of Harville, Lord and Lady Delmore, Sir Harry Poyntz, the Hon. Mrs. Vivian, Colonel Moly- neux, &c. &c. these I had pictured to myself as the most elegant people in the world ; imagine my surprize then, on dis- covering the Countess to be a hideous, superannuated beldam ; Lord Delmore VOL.1, G 122 VARIETIES OF LIFE. an ideot ; and her Ladyship a graft from his dairy. Sir Harry Poyntz, whom I had decided to be all dash, fashion, and whim, proves to be a fat gouty old gentle- man, whom I had frequently seen mean- dering about in a wheel chair. Mrs. Vivian is an eternal church-goer, and dresses like an humble friend. Well, thought I, Colonel Molyneux no doubt is a handsome dashing fellow : he was so once I find, but has been a grandfather these twenty years. To make up for these disappointments, I find the Harringtons and Dormers most decidedly people of ton. Here is also a Lady Bellinghurst, who is parted from her husband, but is well received every where, and lives in a very stylish manner. After introducing to you a set of people VARIETIES OF LIFE. 123 I do not know, you may perhaps ex- pect to hear of some whom I do know; but as it is now so many years since the Joneses lived in Bristol, there are very few of their old acquaintance left : some of them, from their account, were, no doubt, very respectable, and of a higher walk than common tradespeople, but their acquaintance is now very limited, and Mr. and Mrs. Hudson appear to be the only persons with whom Mrs, Jones wishes to be on visiting terms : they had been neighbours, and though Mrs. Jones is much her superior, yet convenience and habit established an intimacy be- tween them. We called on this favored couple a day or two after our arrival here, and a few evenings ago they drank tea with us. Mr. Jones has just informed me that if I am writing home, it is time the letter g2 124 VARIETIES OF LIFE. should be sent to the post-ofFice ; but I cannot let it go in its present mopy state; and shall therefore keep it to add such occurrences as may be worth recording, and I believe I may venture to promise about as much variety, as there is in the chirping of our smoke-jack, when it wants oiling. I feel I ought to say something about Fairford ; but you so well know every thing that I could say on the subject, that it seems almost unnecessary. As I know you are sincerely attached to each other, I can only hope something favor- able may turn up, and that every obsta- cle to your union may be removed. VARIETIF.5 OF LIFE. 125 Monday. As we understood the band was to play on Clifton Down yesterday evening, it was agreed that we should walk out to hear it. Mrs. Jones was afraid it would rain, and would on no account put. on her best bonnet; so she went in a dowdy straw slouch, and perhaps, if any thing, looked genteeler than she would in her best, which is over fine. Mr. Jones carried a large umbrella. Then an hour before the real fashion- ables think of making their appearance, we would set out, ior the band was come, and no doubt would begin playing by the time we got there : my telling them 'twas too early was of no kind of use; and un- fortunately afforded Mr. Jones an excuse 196 VARIETIES OF LIFE. for indulging an odd fancy he has of going to the top of Clifton Down; and now recollecting "twas high water, no- thing would do, but we must all go and see the ships come up: compliance fol- lo^ved of course, and we had to fatigue ourselves with mounting up to his fa- vorite spot, in order to get the best view of the river, &c.; and now, though the band had struck up, and " Viva Enrico" was wafted in broken parts to our ears, inviting us to a more near enjoyment of this delightful piece of music, nothing could draw him from the spot: the slug- gish vessels seemed to be dawdling along on purpose to detain us, while he sought to entertain and edify us with his ex- planatory observations: " that^s a brig: you see she has only two masts, and that's a sloop that's on before; but look behind you Miss Meredith, see what's coming now, there's a fine ship ; there now% that's a West Indiaman— there now. VARIETIES OF LIFE, 127, how should you like to be on board her, and take a trip across the Atlantic — sup- pose we hail her, and ask the Captain whether he'll take charge of 'e, heh?" As there seemed no end to hrs running on in this way, I ventured to remind him, that as the band was playing, we might as well go to the promenade. " Well now stop a bit, I only want just to see how they'll manage in the turn of the river there. I wonder accidents don't often happen ;" and then he went on ex- plaining things which every child knows, till I lost all patience. He wears one to a rav'ling. I longed to push him down the rocks, I was so provoked; for 'twas very windy on the hill ; and as for my hair, inevitable ruin threatened every curl; I felt them fluttering about like the black film on the bar of a blazing fire. 128 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Mrs. Jones appeared listening to him as if she thought he was displaying a wonderful depth of understanding, and hoping no doubt that I should report him as a man of parts ; at length, however, she seconded my wishes, and we reached the promenade on the down ; but as it was not a very fme evening, the genteel part of the company preferred the pave^ and pretty well crowded it was ; there were many fashionable people, whose names I have picked up. There was the General and some of his family : another dashing set was just before us, and be- hind, was Mr. Ponsonby, with Mrs. Dormer and a large party. It was im- possible to talk without being overheard, imagine my sensations then on hearing Mr. and Mrs. Jones's remarks; but all that was well-bred discourse to the nau- seous farrago that I had presently to seem a party to. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 129 Think over to yourself for one moment how I was encircled by fashion: put yourself in my place; and then imagine our meeting a vulgar looking woman (a stranger to me) with a fair, w^oolly face, glowing with a transparent sort of heat, her person furbelowed out in all sorts of finery, and accompanied by a daughter, whose appearance altogether was such as to give no very favorable notion of her character. On our encountering these objects, the mother stood still before us, and opening her eyes and mouth, and putting up two hands w^hich looked Hke feet, began exclaiming, " Goodness! gracious ! ! who could have thought of seeing you here ! why how long have you been in tJtis part of the world ! my gracious ! and so, Ma'am Jones is come to Cliffoh, like all the rest of the gay folk ! and how long have 'e been here, — and never come and paid me a visit !" 130 VARIETIES OF LIFE. You can guess the intermediate replies of Mrs. Jones ; but she did not give this gracious lady a very cordial reception : the wretch however went on, " well you must come and see us — you know where we live; you ha'n't forgot the old shop, I dare say. Well now, how odd ^twas that we should pop upon one another up at Cliffon^ and I ha'n't a been here afore I dont know when, such a long walk; and 'tis so hot ; so there I went and sot down among them trees.'* It was evident Mrs. Jones wanted to escape, without knowing how it was to be accomplished ; so I volunteered my assistance ; and giving her arm a timely pull, to let a large party pass, we were by this means separated from Mrs. Carey, %iid we both cried out, " Good evening, Ma'am, good evening,'" and hurried 3kway. This manoeuvre seenaed to di- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 131 vert Mrs. Jones very much, and appro* priating to herself a moiety of the achievement, she laughed heartily and said, " We managed that matter very nicely ; but Fm afraid, she'll think us very rude : but dear me I didn't want to go to her dinner, for I don't hke her at all, I think she's a very low vulgar woman." I don't think so, thought I, but I marvelled much, what Mrs. Jones's rules of gentility might be, for in my poor opinion, this fair lady and Mrs. Hudson, Mrs. Jones's, friend are in that particular much of a muchness, except that the former has less scruples in clipping the King's English. You shall judge be- tween them when I have given you a sample of Mrs. Hudson's happy man- ners, under very similar circumstances. The evening these Hudsons drank 132 VARIETIES OF LIFE. tea with us, the band as usual playing on the down, we sallied forth to hear it ; there were a great many smart people walking, who must have been highly amused at Mrs. Hudson's observations, if the}^ took the trouble to attend to them. She is a good-humoured, hearty, friendly woman, but understands no more of the world than a babe unborn, nor not so much, as the Irishman said. We walked part of the way home with them, and on taking leave on Clifton Hill, Mrs. Hudson begaa renewing an invitation to dinner — and the way in which she talked of this dinner ! a party of fashionables was near us, only con- ceive their hearing the following— the voices growing louder as we parted off. ♦' Oh don't say a word about trouble," said Mrs. Hudson, " for 'ton't be none VARIETIES OF LIFE. \35 at all : we shan't make any fuss with 'e ; so don't be uneasy on that score." *' We shall hope to see you/' observed Mr. Hudson, " quite in a friendly way you know ; a joint of meat and a pud- ding ; perhaps a bit of fish." " And plenty of pease and beans,'* added his wife, " for 1 know that's what you're so fond of." This receiving general approbation we parted from them in high good humour. Well to this dinner we went, and a tiresome day I had of it ; but it seems the Hudsons had altered their plan, for instead of receiving us in a free way, they invited a large party, and gave us a very handsome vulgar dinner : profusion was mistaken for elegance — no remove — no second course — not an inch of 134 VARIETIES OF LIFE. table-cloth to be seen — the most incon- gruous articles appearing on the most intimate footing : at one corner bacon saluting blanc-mange ; at another, jelly elbowing cabbage, in the immediate vi- cinity of fish ; and in the middle a towering salver of whip-syllabubs wdth port w^ine at the bottom of them. As for the company, ^twas the stran- gest set : some of them were serious sort of people ; so after tea, there were no cards, and there they sat up, talking aD manner of goodness ; very edifying, no doubt, but which nevertheless, I don't mean to trouble you with. The most lively topic that occurred, was a proposed party to Ashton to eat strawberries and cream ; and a day was at length agreed on. 1 begin to sigh for the tranquillity of VARIETIES OF LIFE. 135 home : for gay places, unless you enter into their gaieties with proper spirit, are more tantalizing than pleasant to Your ever affectionate, E. M. 136 VARIETIES OF LIFE, Letter IV. Clifton^ Wednesday Morning. I am very angry at not hearing from vou ; but 1 conclude a certain g^entleman engrosses more of a certain lady's thoughts, than her poor unfortunate exiled sister; if however you have a lurking regard for this much-to-be-pitied damsel, the following will serve to let you know she has survived many a severe attack of horrification. A sudden proposal by Mr. Jones of going to the ball, was to my surprise acceded to, by his better half. Of course VARIETIES OF. LIFE. 137 I did not fail to exhibit myself in my happiest costume^ and my chaperon made a very handsome appearance in a pea-green silk, and looked comely and well enough ; but not an inch of fa- shion about her. We went time enough to see the rooms lighted ; so there we sauntered up and down for half an hour, as if we had been cast upon a desart island ; Mr. Jones and I performing liver and gizzard to a boiled fowl in a full suit of parsley and butter. After admiring the rooms, Mrs. Jones began exclaiming agauk^t the nonsense of people coming so late : she declared 'twas quite " ndickius.'* At length the company be,s;-an to flock in, and about half past nine, the dancinor commenced. The rooms were 138 VARIETIES OF LIFE. now tolerably crowded, but how differ- ent to the balls I had been used to, where I felt myself a person of some conse- quence ; here, I w^as nobody, and peo- ple pushed by me, as if I was a chair. Mrs. Jones wondered how they could be so rude; she never saw such behaviour in the whole course of her life, she said. At tea time an officer of one of the militia regiments, happened to be stand- ing near our table, looking as if he did not know any one ; so Mrs. Jones out of pure civility, and ignorance of the world, offered him a dish of tea, for which I must say, he appeared very thankful ; and when the dancing recom- menced, he, out of gratitude I suppose, asked me to dance. Truly, thought I, I am not very likely to get another part- ner ; and though I had a great repug- nance to exhibit myself on such an in- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 139 troduction, with a person whose name, even, I was not certain of, though I be- lieved it to be either Watson or Watkins; yet as I was longing to dance, and as the man, to do him justice, was not much amiss in his appearance, I did not give him a direct refusal, and the music striking up a favourite tune, overcame all scruples ; but how shall I describe his dancing ! It really was a take-in ; why the fellow had no more ear than a post : he sprawled about in the figure like a man in the dark ; his spread hands waving in all directions ; and as for his steps ! his dancing master, (if he ever had one,) ought in common honesty to return the money : when one leg was off the ground, there was no calculating where it would alight, and he ducked and plunged about like clothes hanging to dry, in a high wind. As for me, I felt that I looked and 1-40 VARIETIES OF LIFE. danced well, and excited, I flatter my- self, no little admiration ; as a proof of it the elegant Ponsonby procured an intro- duction to me, and after some conversa- tion asked me to dance ; but unluckily, just as we were to have led off, the music ceased, which informed us all it was twelve o'clock. So provoking ! for he appears to be a darlings as Harriet Vil- lars would say. By the by, it is a great while I think, since we heard from her. Friday. I have been to these strawberry gar- dens, and most heartily did I wish my- self at Jericho, Jerusalem, or any other outlandish retreat, I told you Mr. and Mrs. Hudson and a Miss Brown were to be of the party, but truly, I did not VARIETIES OF LIFE. 141 reckon on such agreeable supernumera- ries as they thought proper to bring with them. I find my station in society be- coming lower and lower every day. I thought Mrs. Jones bad enough ; but now, her friend, and her friend's friend, want to be " hail fellow^ well met^' with me, so that I find it necessary to be constantly upon my guard to prevent my being hedged in within the pale of vuloraritv. It was a most sultry afternoon ; and, at about half past five, a hackney coach stopt at our door, containing " six pre- cious souls, for pleasure all agog." Mr. and Mrs. Hudson, and Miss Brown, alighted, followed by Mrs. Carey, her daughter Jenny, and a Mr. Martin, whose loathsome attentions to Miss^ proclaimed him to be her accepted. And who is Mrs. Carey ; why no other than 142 VARIETIES OF LIFE. the identical lady who was astounded at seeing " Ma am Jones at Cliff on,'^ We were afterwards joined by Mr. Carey, and two or three vulgar children. As soon a» we were ready we all set out, and walked ta the ferry : the boat was on the other side, so we had to wait, with other parties on the same expedi- tion — some of them appeared genteel and were near enough to us, to hear Mrs. Carey ^s striking remarks on the picturesque ; such as, ^' Laws, how purty them trees grows on the hoppursut side ; do7it ^em.'^ " Oh Ma'am,'' said Mrs. Hudson, '• there's nothing like itanytvhere: and only hark at the birds, how sweet they sing — hark ! I do think I heard the gookoo, hark ♦ '' Gookoo ! gookoo !" VARIETIES OF LIFE. 1A3 Oh here's the boat a coming; make haste master, make haste I say, all the strawberries will be gone else/' " Oh, dear, dear, dear, dear, how slow *em be,'* cried Mrs. Carey, " and now they must go washing the slip ; dear, dear, dear, we shall be all night getting there — oh, now I suppose we may pur- ceed — dear me," continued she, pawing up her gown, " how slippy 'tis, lend me your arm Mr. Martin ; take care, ail on'e. Is that plank safe. Master? there's no danger of the boat, is there ?" " Here's some horses coming," ob- served Mr. Hudson, " better let them go first." " Oh !" shrieked Mrs Carey, '' I on'n go if there's any bosses." " Never you fear," said her husband 144 VARIETIES OF I.IFE. — " don^tmakea fool of yourself; they're as quiet as iambs." " What goocril it do me," returned his wife ; " what good'll it do me, I say, when we be hupset, and all drownded, to know that they was as quiet as lambs afore this evening : I on't go, I tell'e, not for all the strawberries in the kingdom." '' Well then you may stay by your- self, and go home by yourself, and live by yourself, if you can't behave like other people." " Law, dont*e be so snappish — Well, then, now do stop a bit, cant'e. Let ^em all get in fust — Dear, dear, I do think that one looks as if he'd kick — he do, indeed — I can't go — he certainly will do somethinc^ or other." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 145 Further assurances of there being no danger, at length quieting her alarm, this frightful piece of goods was safely put on board. We were soon landed on the other side, and a short walk brought us to the gardens — merely an ordhard with bowers, &c. and swings for the amuse- ment of children of all ages from three to thirty. The gentlemen having given orders for a plentiful supply of strawberries and cream, down we all sat. Mrs. Carey declared she could not do without her tea ; so tea was had, and she began cramming with hot cakes, as if she was laying in for a week. Pier daughter took a fancy to try the swing, and it was Mr. Martin's happy lot to put VOL. I. H 146 VARIETIES OF LIFE. the machine in motion. Oh, what a figure she cut ! What had she on ? The nymph had thought fit to apparel herself in a trumpery yellow muslin pelisse, shewing her red arms through the long sleeves ; a hat of the same, with a wreath of pink flowers in it, and cock'd on one side so as to display a gold comb — white beads round her neck ! ! ! Her beau was dressed well enough, and might have passed for a gentleman, if manners had nothing to do with the business ; but he was execrably jocular, with an incessant loud vulgar laugh ; so irri- tating. While w« were paying our reckoning, a party. of real fashionables arrived. A large mahogany table was placed in the centre of the garden for them, and they sat down to a merry repast : some offi- cers were among them, and a military band began some delightful airs. VARIETIES OF LI^E. 117 This induced our party to prolong their Stay, and as we sauntered up and down the orchard, Mrs. Carey, as we came op^ posite the " smart folks,'* as she called them, would take great notice of them, and rather stop, as she passed them, in order to take a more thorough survey. One of the ladies was a Mrs, Dormer, (I had seen her at the hall :) her children were running about, and Mrs. Carey stopt one of the boys, and inquired his name ; (so well-bred1) "*' Jack Robin- son, Ma'am,'' he archly replied, and scampered off to enjoy the hoax with his party, for poor Mrs. Carey was com* pletely taken in. After these fashionables had finished their repast, they ordered the band to play Scotch reels ; and throwing off all restraint, several of the party stood up and danced, which put Mrs. Carey in the fidgets to dance also : " as there H 2 ^i8 VARIETIES OF LIFE. was music,^* she said, " why shouldn^t we dance too ; 'twas no harm ;"" and she actually seized Mr* Martin by both, hands and turned him half round and back. Then we all thought it would be plea- sant to take a little stroll ; but we had not proceeded far, before Mrs. Carey ex- pressed her fears that we should be too late for the boat, so we all returned ; Mrs. Garey quickening her pace till she got into three steps and a run ; and on coming in sight of the ferry, bawled out, *' Oh, bless'e, we needn't a hurried so, there's the boat 1" The fashionable party reached the ferry ~ in time to be our compagnons du voyage. Nothiag but gaiety appeared to belong to them, while a sort of gloomy disap- poii-tment was visible in the faces of some of owr friends. Mr. Jonos, it seems, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 149 was much surprized at the charges ; and after having remained for some time silent, or nearly so, he askec^ Mrs. Jones how much she thought they had charged. *' Lor, 'tis monstrous high to be sure," exclaimed Mrs. Carey, '' but there they must hve you know ; ^tis th^ir harvest, and they must reap while the sun shines: Lor ! Miss Meredith ! how youVe a splosht your nice silk stockings ;'* laying an emphasis on the quality of them, as being something remarkable ; con- cluding with, '' dear, dear, dear ! what a pity \" Mr. Jones still continuing rather down- cast, Mrs. Hudson observed that she was afeard he wasn't well ; strawberries and cream, she thought, for her part, were very wholesome, but they didn't agree with some people. loO v.arikt:fes of tiFi> ■* Don't'e feel we]l> my dear,'' said his wife ; '' ah^ well then^ we must see what we can do for 'e ; you shall take a little tincter. of rhubarb when we get home; that'll set ail to rigjits/' Then she would go on in a low tone, (,but so as to be heard, I'm certain,) talkr ing to me of a lady's bonnet. *' There, I do say, those sort of bonnets are very pretty: Miss Meredith I say, you could make yourself one like it ; you see ^tis quite a plaia front, with a puckered caul: 'tis very pretty ; I'm sure we can carry the pattern m our. eye, can't us ?^', Mr. Martin was inclined to be on his /u7i, which not happening to suit Mrs, Carey's humour, she begged him to be quiet ; '' now dont'e,^' said she, ** do'e stand still, and dont'e push one so, you make one so hot. Dear me !'* she con- tinued, '' it must be high water, I. do VARIETIES OF LIFE. 1,51 think : oh, look at that little boy : little master, I'm afeard you'll be over, — do'o take care my dear; 'tis very dandgerous to lean over so, — Master Robinson, my flear ! do you hear ?" The little quizzer was convulsed with, laughter, and the hoax seemed to create some degree of mirth among his friends. Mrs. Jones havingwhispered that 'twas- Master Dormer, Mrs. Carey began shew^ ing symptoms of great displeasure, and. exclaimedy ^ he's a very naughty boy then, to go and tell me such a falsity ; augh ! I can't abide a liar : if a child of mine dared to tell me a lie, Vd flog him^ as long as I could stand over him, I ac» tilly would.'* " Oh, but this was only a joke yoa. know," said Mrs. Jones. 162 VARIETIES OF LIFE. *' Joke or no joke/' returned Mrs. Carey, " Vd teach him to know better: it's a parant's duty so to do/' ** Children do learn so many bad ways/' said Mrs. Hudson, " 'tis unaccounta- ble/' " Ah, that they do/' continued Mrs. Carey, '' there's my youngest daughter, I don't know what to do with her, not I ; she has such a speret. I declare at times, her temper's so, she's like a ramp- ing liant 1" " 'Tis very trying," observed Mrs. Hudson ; " but children will be chil- dren !" Mr. Martin thought it witty to inquire, whether any of us were sea-sick ; where- upon Miss Carey declared she was quite ashamed of him, he was '' so orrid vul- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 153 gar/' He then began wondering how many were in the boat ; and lumping the Dormers and me with the Careys and Hudsons, and other trash that happened to be in the boat, he announced that there were forty-seven of us. The rest of our party were not behind hand in giving specimens of their good breeding, so torturing to my feelings, that the passage seemed a voyage to the Indies. Miss Brown was the best be- haved amongst them, but she is crimi- nally ugly, and wore a gown that was made before the flood. We spent a plea&ant d«ay yesterday, for it rained incessantly, and we kept within doors ; consequently I escaped the horror of being linked with vulgarity : I offered to make up a cap for Mrs. Jones, which she took in very good part, H 5 I54f VARIETIES OF LIF2. observing 'twas aa ill wind tliat blows nobody any gpod.. Write soon to your affectionate VARIETIES OF LIFE. 135 Letter V. :.;jt Swamea^ July Yeur spirits, my dear Elizabeth, must have been at a low ebb when a raitiy day could afford consolation ; but it must be torturing. to be at such a place as Clifton with, people that htive no notion of life : and what plagues one so is, that they .♦ think they are giving you so much plea- sui-e. How odd it was of those Careys to pu^sh themselves into your strawberry p^rty, after the reception Mrs. Jones- bad given them. Now though I fully- comprehend the mortifications you suffer,- y«t such is the perversity of human na*-- 156 VARIETIES OF LIFE. ture, I cannot for my life help laugh- ing. My mother and I called a few days ago to pay court to Mrs. Stratton, who is settled in her new house ; for I think it is as well to keep in with her ; who knows but she might leave me a com- fortable legacy ! Her pearl necklace would not be sneezed at : not that I ever expect to be a sous the better for her. Be that as it may, she received us very eivilly. It is a delightful house, and I could not help envying her such nice large rooms, and thinking I could make a nxuch better use of them than she does. After shewing us the drawing-room, she must needs mount us up to the at- tics, expatiating all the time on the con- veniences of her house. " There, '^ said she, throwing open the door of a closet, " there that's a nice place for brushes or VARIETIES OF LIFE. 157 any litters or lumber, and it serves to put out of the way a number of little presents given me by young ladies : I have had so many, I don't know where to put them, so they are all pushed in here.'* And sure enough there I beheld, swept up in a corner of this dark abode, sundry pasteboard baskets, hand screens, card cases, &c. in all their pride of gold borderings and gimcrack ornaments. Guess the indignation I felt on seeing in this hoard of legacy baits, with a flower-pot crushing in the lid, my own ingenious handicraft, the twelve-sided work-box that I gave her, by way of sending a sprat to catch a herring. All the distracting trouble of cutting each piece of card paper into the exact shape ; the many I spoilt before I thought of using compasses ; all the consultations we held ; the endless work of painting so many different devices, all rushed into my mind, and woefully disturbed 1.58 VA^RIETIES OF LIFE* the insinuating smile with which I al- ways dress my countenance when I visi4: the old hag. I am afraid I saw the iden- tical card racks you painted for her, peeping from underneath an unmeaning pasteboard vase, that Kate Jennings made. Now, thought I, could I warn Miss Davis of the fate of a paper lantern^ on which she has been perseveringly employed for the last month. I vow I will never do another thing for her. — I shall never forget her asking me to work a continiiation. of that frightful border which was not enough to go round her am^le gown, and in two days after, en^ quiring whether I had finished it. I remember it took me six weeks, and nearly ruined my sight into the bargain. In our way home, we called at High« grove, and were shewn, into the sitting-, room, where we found ^Ir. Dashwood., I think jNlarv A^au> VOL. I 170 VARIETIES OF LIFE, There was something a little ambi- guous in the drift of this remark, which occasioned a silence in our party, till Kelston house appeared in sight, which gave a more general torn to the conver- sation, and a distant view of Bath re- stored us all to good humour. At length this tedious journey was over, and we alighted at the inn. I al- most expired with insignificance as I descended the perpendicular steps. We were hardly asked by the waiter to walk into a common room, while every eye and hand was employed in welcoming the arrival of a carriage and four, Sic. After we had moped for a few minutes in the dull apartment allotted to stage- coach travellers, the door was opened by a waiter who inquired whether we stayed to dinner, meaning no doubt to better our accommodations if he re- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 171 ceived a reply in the affirmative : a meek answer was given, that, " No, — we be- lieved we should dine at a friend's." The door slammed together. After we had a little adjusted our dress, we set out on our rambles, trud- ging all over the city in every direction, from Sidney Gardens, to the tip-top of Landsdown Crescent, till Mrs. Jones's face gradually assumed the hue and character of a red cabbage. In Milsom Street Mrs. Jones was standing stock-still making loud wonder- ments at Fasana's to the amusement of some genteel people in the shop, who coming out, as ill luck v»'ould have it, I recognized to be the .lerniaghams. The tide of Mrs. Jones's exclamations w^as checked, and as they stopped to speak to me, she stared at them as if she was looking for the first time at the I 2 172 VARIETIES OF LIFE. king and queen and all the royal Fa- mily. The Jerninghams were very civil ; hoped to see me, if I made any sta}^ &c. I was of course much obliged, and all that, and was endeavouring to evade an explanation of our plans, when Mrs. Jones must put in " we're only just come over for the day, Ma'am, to shew Miss Meredith all the lions of the fa- mous city of Bath, Ma'am, and to be sure,'' continued she in a more familiar tone, '• pretty well tired we are. We've been upon our legs ever since we got out of the coach at ten o'clock this morning at the — (jerking her thumb over her shoulder), at the — what d'ye call it, there, which seems to be a very com- fortable place ; only very high, I fancy," After this rencontre, we ventured into a confectioner's for some refreshment : VARIETIES OF LIFE. 173 it was a fashionable style of shop, and we seemed to enter, as if we were afraid of being turned out. Then out of so many dainties that were temptingly dis- played before us, it was difficult to de- termine what to chuse, particularly as the price was first to be ascertained ; like a poor child with a single half- penny. Mrs. Jones whispered that we had better have some soup, but Mr. Jones having, I could see, a dread of the charge, hesitated before he gave his assent ; which made his wife complain in a loud whis- per, that it would be very hard indeed if we mightn't have a little soup, when 'twas to be our dinner. *' Fm sure Vm. aUiiost famished, and tired to death, tramping all over Bath, as I have done this day.* Colonel Hartland, a friend of Pon- 174 VARIEirES OF LIFE. soiiby^'s, now came out of an inner room, and must have heard the whole of Mrs. Jones's complaint, as she stood close to the door. Our soup was then ordered, and we retreated to satisfy our keen hunger, leaving Colonel Ilartland lounging in the shop, where he was soon joined by two or three other gentlemen. We made the mo&t of our time, and having despatched our soup, we sum- moned resolution to partake of some of the delicacies of this mansion of Laste. Our account was next to be settled : this was a fearful business ; we w ere charged for an article or two more than Mr. Jones thought we had had ; and the bill was not discharged (imagine my feelings !) till Mr. Jones had, over and over again, in the hearing of Colonel Hartland, expressed his doubts of its correctness, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 175 the whole finishing- with a sharp dis- pute. We had taken our places by the latest coach, in order to have more lime to see Bath ; and carelessly let the time slip by, till we suddenly found the hour of departure was arrived. Mr. Jones hur- ried on with his wife under one arm, and myself under the other, at such a rate that the people stared as if we were all mad. In our flurry, we missed our way ; now we began to grow distracted. The sign of the inn w^s at length hailed with a loud shout of acclamation, which, however, was soon turned to dismay on seeing the coach drive from the door. " Stop ! stop !" vehemently called out ^Ir. Jones, without being heard by the driver, so off he ran as fast as his legs could carry him, leaving his wife and myself to manage as well as we could. Mrs. I7to VARIETIES OF LIFE. Jones whisked into the bar of the inn for a little bundle ; then begging me to make haste, began running through the street. I could not bring myself to a run, but was walking most unfashionably fast, when I again encountered Charles Jer- ningham and his sister, who penetrating our dilemma, informed me, that the gen- tleman had stopped the coach. Mrs. Jones, not aware of this good news, looked back somewhat angrily at seeing the delay, exclaiming, " you cannot stop now, Miss Meredith, you must come on for the life of 'e, or we shall be too late." Mr. Jones now came running back, his face as red as the sun in a fog, and crying out, " what are you all about there, you can't stop a minute; the coachman says he won't wait— come along/' Oh, how humbled I felt. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 177 Tired with so much walking about, and overcome with our exertions to over- take the coach, our ride home was not devoted to much conversation ; the few sentences which Mrs, Jones addressed to me, I replied to rather pettishly, which, considering she's my god-mamma, and has something pretty to leave, was neither so dutiful, nor so prudent as might have been expected from a lady of my good sense. She seemed vexed too; we all appeared as if we were sorry for something, and arrived home in no very lively mood — so ended our day of pleasure. E. M. This morning the servant of the house was kind enough to inform me, that the mullentary was to be reviewed on the I 5 178 VARIETIES ®F LIFE. ^owns^ to day. What's that to me;. thoug4it I ; I have no equipage to take^ me there, and as for mobbing it with the sutlers, it's an amusement I don't to vet. TARIETIES OP LIFE. 179 Letter VIL Swansea, Julyc My dear Emzabeth, I am obliged to seek some remote- corner of the house to enjoy your de- lightful journal, for fear my laughter should alarm the family. I quite despair of giving you any entertainment in re- turn: you know so well, how we are going on, that to say a syllable on that homely topic, would be as absurd as aunt Patty's shrewd observations on the weather, as if she were the only person 180 VARIETIES OF LIFE. in the world who could discover whether it was hot or cold. As for parties, I never knew any thing half so forlorn in that way ; and among the visitants such a plentiful scarcity of smarts; it is really deplorable. The Ri- chardsons are here, and I drank tea with them yesterday; they are in their old lod2rino:s, and as hum-drum as ever. There is a tall spare figure of a Miss Parminter on a visit to them, with a face that might have been pretty ten years ago; but now, her tout enseynhle pre- sents an exact model of beauty on the wane; the lady nevertheless, affects to be dans sa premiere jeunesse, but un- luckily for her, the Miss Richardsons had two or three young girls about their own age, none of them, I am sure, exceed- ing nineteen, among them my friend Charlotte Morris; so we young people were so full of our own jokes and topics, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 181 that seemed a foreign tongue to poor Miss Parminter, that we at length drove her to seek a retreat by the side of bund- ling Mrs. Richardson, making her feel forty at least. Mamma had a cold; so Maria stayed at home to keep her company : she says she prefers sta^nngat home! — well, every one to their liking: however, she went with us to the last ball, and looked very neat and pretty, in a muslin dress that I suppose did not cost her half a crown : she danced with young Evans ; so sui- table ! and so contented she was with the simple swain, though for my poor part, I would as soon have had a kitten far a partner. The ball itself was flat, stale, and un- profitable. I had none of my right part- ners : Fairford has been absent some time on a visit to his uncle; none of the 182^^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. Vaughaiis or Stapyltons were there ; and as for Dashwpod, I should as soon ex- pect the moon to ask me to dance. I hear Mr. Torrens is going to be married to a sister of Lord Strawarne; — what nonsense it was, asking him to our party. But of all the matches that are talked of, who ever dreamt of any hero's falling in love with Miss Wheeler's flimsy features! why my dear, Tm told she is seen every where with a naval officer in full uniform dangling after her! and 'tis said they are to be married immediately. The family seem to chuckle mightily about it; but bless them all, I would not wish a kitchen-- maid such luck; this gallant tar, I find, is nothing more or less than a grey-headed midshipman ! TImrsday. My letter has remained unfinished nearly a week for want of materials. Wc TARrETIES OF LIFE. 183- dined yesterday at the Jolliffes ; — a large party— every root and branch of the Nortons were there, and a right dull day we had of it, unless a curious Mr. and Mrs. Higginbottom could rescue it from such a stigma. The lady is bordering upon fifty, and of a comely appearance ; rather formal in her manners, and as pre- cise in dates^ as an almanack ; she ap- peared possessed also; of a remarkable store of information about persons of quality; the first specimen of which, was drawn forth by Mr. Jolliffe's mentioning that i\rr. Torrens was married that morn- ing to the second' daughter of the late Lord Strawarne. '* Excuse me, Sir," said Mrs. Higginr bottom,^ ill a slow measured tone, as if she were reading:, '' 'tis the youngest daughter. His lordship had no issue by his first lady, who dying in 1783, his lordship married secondly, Jemima, 184 VARIETIES OP LIFE. daughter and co-heiress of Wm, Sotheby, Esq. of Spring Park ; by - whom he had issue, first, Charles Henry, the present Earl, born in 1790, married to his first cousin Miss Eraser, sister to Viscountess Hatherleigh ; secondly, Gabriella ; third- ly, Catherine Anne ; fourthly, a son, still-born ; and fifthly, Emma Louisa, which is the lady in question." We were all much amused with this display of her accuracy, upon a point of so little consequence ; and as she did not appear possessed of a superfluity of polish, I was not a little puzzled to account for the information, and numerous anecdotes she gave us about the nobility, till Mr. JollifFe let me into the history of these Higginbottoms. The husband is one of those lucky mortals ; I think one hears of such, about once in three years ; who are left large VARIETIES OF LIFE. 185 fortunes by old gentlemen, of the same name, but no relation!!! The one in question was originally a porter's boy at the Golden Cross, Charing Cross ; and rose by degrees to the dignity of head waiter : he afterwards became butler in a gentleman's family, where he got ac- quainted with the housekeeper to Lord Norbury, who had been brought up from a child in the EarFs family ; her aunt having been for half a century the historian of the castle, to which impor- tant situation the niece in due time suc- ceeded, and from the constant habit of describing the pictures and detaihng the extensive connexions of the Norbury fa- mily, she became so conversant with the genealogy of the nobility, that she may be fairly intituled, " The peerage per- sonified." Soon after Mr. Higginbottom was mar- ried to this rarity, an old gentleman left iS6 VARIETIES OF LIFE. him a handsome fortune, for no other reason than because, by some lucky chance, he happened to have been chris- tened Daniel Higginbottom I An im- portant change now took place in Mr. Higginbottom's manners, dress, &c. he studied how to appear the gentleman r his linen was observed to be always clean, and his nails, hitherto most unna- turally slighted, became the objects of his care ; and totally forgetful of his ori- gin, he now affects to be a man of fa- mily, and in his vulgar mother tongucy talks of the antiquity of the Higginbot- toms. All this^ you may think very prosing, but had you heard the teas t-and- water conversation that prevailed, overflowing all common bounds of insipidity, you would have called this creme de noyau. Old Jennings and his dowdy daughter VARIETIEfS OF LIFE. 187 were there, and gave us their annual in- vitation to spend a day at the ferm, while (he currants and gooseberries were about, and begged Miss Shirley and I would come over whenever we liked, and eat as many as we chose. They take care how to time their invi- tation^ but Fll see their currants and gooseberries in the tide, before Til stir an inch to get one. Did they ever ask us to come when- the peaches and nectarines were in sea- son, I should be glad to know ? No, never: and then, when they are all over, Kate Jennings will tell me, what im- mense quantities they had ; that she ate a dozen in a morning; that they quite dropt off the trees I her dainty stomach, I fancy, must learn to do without them this year, for I hear their trees were all blighted. I don't pretend to be sorry. 188 VARIETIES OF LIFB. Mr. JollifFe's eldest son is returned from Jamaica, and has acquired I under- stand a very good fortune : he appears much taken with Maria Shirley; but Fm afraid there is not a corresponding liking on her part : ^tis true, he is on the wrong side of forty, deplorably ugly, and has lost an eye; but then, he is said to be the best tempered man in the world, and certainly has a great regard for her; so that, if she would but take a fancy to the Adonis, and give him a tiny bit of encouragement, the match might soon be brought about, I had no idea that Mrs. Jones could be such a nuisance : to be sure, at home she deals very sparingly in the agree- bles ; but if she had the Indies to leave, you couldn't suffer more: were I in your place, I should die no other death. Only think of the fluster I was in the other day : in walking out with my fa- VARIETIES OP LIFE» 189 ther, who should we meet but Fairford: he bowed as he passed, but of course did not offer to join us ; my father was look- ing as black as thunder. Anne was with me, and the little plague eagerly cried out that's Captain Fairford, wasn't it ? Susan says, he's over head and ears in love with my sister Fanny. " I'm sorry," said my father, *' that Susan has not more discretion than to talk such nonsense to you ; and am very sorry, indeed, that a daughter of mine should be the subject of a servant's im- pertinent remarks." I felt my cheeks burn like a furnace^ and said something to turn the discourse as soon as I could. F.M. 190 VARIETIES OP LIFE. Letter VIII Clifton^ July^ Saturday. I still am doomed to be the living re- cord of tb.e miseries of human life. Yesterday morning we went to see Brockley Combe, a beautiful romantic glen, about eight miles from Bristol. It is usual to make parties to visit this en- chanting spot, but I fancy it was thought it might be accomplished in a more eco- nomical way by ourselves. We took some cold provisions, dined under an oak, and returned home to tea, after VARIETIES OF LIFE, 191 which we strolled ahout the down, and, in returning home about nine, we were overtaken by Ponsonby, who joined us^ and as he had been lately at Brockley, we were full of the beauties of the place, and our conversation was kept up witiai tionsiderable spirit. Mrs. Jones behaved remarkably well, for he)\ and did not blunder on any vio- leiit vulgarity, but because I had ven- tured to hint, on our journey home from Bath, how much more preferable a chaise would have been, she took care to let Ponsonby understand that we went in a post-chaise to Brockley, as if it was ele- vating us to the height of fashion, when Tm rather inclined to think a hack chaise is considered by the somebodies a very low thing. However, he might not have noticed that, and I flattered myself that this day 192 VARIETIES OF LIFE. would pass off without inflicting fresh torments; when, unluckily, as we came to our door, Mrs. Jones asked him to walk in, with " pray do, stop and take a bit of bread and cheese with us/^ The door was already opened ; Pon- sonby and I were in the middle of a subject ; he did not decline Mrs. Jones's invitation ; I felt it necessary to second it, and he actually walked in ! I verily believe without knowing what he did, for he is a little eccentric, and inclined now and then to be rather absent ; for he could not have been aware that he was invited to supper, at an hour when every rational creature was at tea. After we had all four entered our little darksome drawing-room, Mrs. Jones left us for a few minutes; and hearing a great deal of whispering on the stairs, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 193 between her and the servant of the house, I exerted all my eloquence to drown this vulgar confab. At length Mrs. Jones re-entered, and addressing herself to Mr. Jones, inform- ed us all, that it was very extraordinary that Nanny should have gone out with- out asking leave. " Don't you know where she is gone ?" continued she, speaking to the servant, who was still heard on the landing-place. " I doant knaow, Ma'am,'^ answered a very low-life voice; " she said, as how she was just agwain to step out a bit, and should be back in a minut/' *''Tis very impertinent of her, I do say,'* said Mrs. Jones, " and ^tisn't the first time neither: when we are at home, to be sure 'tis a different thing, because there's the other maid, but to take VOL. I. K 194? VARIETIES OP LIFE. such liberties here, is what I won't put up with/* « " I dare say she'll be back presently," observed Mr. Jones ; and then talked of the weather, to turn the subject, while his wife left the room to give some fur- ther directions, and again entered with all the appearance of concealed anger. The house-drudge now made her en- tr^. A fat blowsy young woman in short petticoats, displaying black stock- ings, a pink gingham gown, with the waist behind exalted to her shoulder blades, and sunk in front under an over- whelming rotundity. Her hands and. arms of a flame colour, and none of the cleanest ! The bare recollection of this evening brings on a nervous palpitation: the girl flounced about in a frumpish hu- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 195 mour at doing our servant's work : she was a week laying the cloth, which she smoothed down with her execrable paws', and placed the black-handled knives and forks on the table in any-how fashion. Then to see all our little matters of a supper concern! mustard, vinegar, &c. in villainous cruets. During this cere- mony, Miss Elizabeth Meredith was shrinking smaller and smaller into no thingness : she endeavoured, indeed, to draw Ponsonby's attention from what was going forwards, but the more she hammered for conversation, the less she had to say, and for the life of her she could not help watching the gawkey bringing in the supper. I thought I must have swooned when the unsightly remains of a roast leg of mutton were deposited on the table; a K 9 196 VARIETIES OF LIFE, few radishes and butter made another dish, corresponding to a plate of stale biscuits, while a lump of cheese made a conspicuous figure at bottom. Nothing else appearing likely to grace the board, Mrs. Jones rose, and motion- ed Mr. Ponsonby to the table, with, *' Well, Sir, will you please to drawm^/i.* we are rather badly off to night, what with Nanny^s playing us this trick, and being in a lodging-house, we have no- thing about us that we are used to."*' Did she think Mr. Ponsonby a fool ! Has Mrs. Dormer no better accommoda- tions then, because she's in a lodging- house, forsooth I Ponsonby declared that he never took any supper. " Dear," cried Mrs. Jones, '' well, now, that's so different to us; for we VARIETIES OP LIFE. 197 always make a hearty supper, so Til thank'e Mr. Jones for a slice of mut- ton : 'tis very much cut into, I must say ; I fancy our Nanny must have had visitors/* ** 'Tis quite shameful !" muttered Mr. Jones, as he turned about the joint from side to side, till he turned my stomach. " 'Twas a very nice leg," continued Mrs. Jones, " I chose it out of half a dozen : do let me persuade you to take a bit — we'll have up a bit of pickle. Here, what's your name, here's the key of the little cupboard on the kitchen stairs, and you'll find a small jar of pickle-cabbage; bring some up, and make all the haste you can. You need n't wait to put it out in a saucer, but bring the jar as it is —make haste. I don't much like trust- ing her with the key, as 'tis the only 198 VARIETIES OF LIFE. place I got to lock up anything.— I've got my sugar and candles, and things there. Now you 7nust let me help you to this nice little bit, Mr. Ponsonby." Ponsonby persisted in saying he never ate supper by any accident. '' Well, you will, Miss Meredith." I, of course, declined. " Why, what's the matter with you then, my dear; you that make such hearty suppers. I wish you had seen her last night, Mr. Pongonby, with the pork chops ! 'twould have done your heart good to have seen her. If Fd thought of it, we could have had a little of the mutton hashed !" What, thought I, did she think it pos- sible for the cookery of that kitchen wench to tempt him ! VARIETIES OF LIFE. 199 Mr. Jones having called for beer, the girl had to go down for it, and then came up with the melancholy intelli- gence that the cask was out. On hearing this, Mr. Jones flew into a violent passion ; he was now certain that Nanny must have had people in the house, and was resolved that the jade should not stay with them another week. " What shall we do," said Mrs. Jones, " shall we send up to the hotel for some porter ?" " No — no. We can do without, if Mr. Ponsonby won't take any thing.'* •' Well, then," said Mrs. Jones, " we'll have some rum and water pre- sently — you won't alter your mind, will you, Sir, and try a bit of something?" SCO TARIETIES OP LIFE. I longed to say, do let him alone Ma'am ; I wonder you can ask him to eat, when there is not a thing on the table fit for a Hottentot ; but Mrs. Jones went on pressing him, and again apolo- gized for the supper's not being so com- fortable as she could wish ; he assured her, nothing could be better. " It don't seem so, then. Lizzy, my dear, (she will call me Lizzy), do look in the cupboard : I put away a few straw- berries, perhaps we can tempt Mr. Pon- sonby/' He begged me not to trouble myself ; but the strawberries were produced. And what were they ? — the perishing refuse of our dessert : never the best ; and now ! their stems betraying their want of freshness ; and the fruit ! of all hues but the right one ; lilac predomi» nating ! VARIETIES OP LIFE. 201 " Dear ! dear ! how soon they do turn '/' cried Mrs. Jones, " I declare if we don't make a finish of them to-night, they'll be good for nothing by to-morrow. Will you try a few Mr. Ponsonby, I be- lieve you'll find them better than they look : bring the sugar my dear." Ponsonby politely declined being poi- soned; and in order, I suppose, to put an end to their entreaties, said he would take a biscuit to keep them company : he had ju«t before asked for some water, and the wretch now brought it to him in a white ware cupl " Bless my heart !" cried Mrs. Jones, staring at the girl, '' why where have you hved, child ; do bring a clean glass and a decanter of water. She has no notion of things." Nanny was now heard coming in, and K 5 202 VARIETIES OF LIFE. was soon summoned to the drawing- room. " Why what in the name of goodness Nanny could make you think of staying out till this time I I declare if you offer to go out another time without asking leave, you shan't stay another day with me, if it's ever so." Nanny appeared much confused ; and said she had only just stepped out a bit to see an acquaintance, and did not ex- pect to have been so long. " Don't tell me\' cried Mrs. Jones, •^^ you're f^r ever just stepping out, I never knew anything like it, things are come to such a pass— we can't ask a friend to come and eat a bit of supper with us, but you must go out that very evening." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 203 Every order was now given with angry- impatience : " bring up some more ra- dishes ;— don't take away the butter: here, you can carry this down— make haste/' " She has got a sweet-heart I suppose," said Mr. Jones, " it turns all the girls heads," continued he with a leer, which seemed to include me in his remark ; to say nothing of making Ponsonby a party concerned. *' Now Nanny," said Mrs. Jones, " bring us some hot water, and see if there's a lemon, we'll have a little punch/* If the thought of the punch had tended to soften Mrs. Jones*s wrath, a few glasses of the favorite beverage, put Mr. and Mrs. Jones into high good humour. Mr, Jones became very talkative, and enters 204 VARIETIES OF LIFE. tained us with some humorous stories, in which he has, it must be owned, rather a happy knack. When Ponsonby had taken leave, Mrs. Jones observed, he did not seem to be at all a sociable sort of person ; and how different it would have been if Mr. Watkins had dropt in to supper. "I dare say,** continued Mrs. Jones, ** he would have been as pleasant and as free as if he was at home, and not have sat up, as if there was nothing good enough for him.'' I endeavoured to excuse Ponsonby^ by saying, that no doubt he had dined late, and of course, could not be very hungry at half past nine, and that he was certainly a more agpeeable man thaa Mr. Watkins. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 2CK5 " Ah, well, there, if you like him, my dear, it*s all very well." Mondai/. After such a disgusting evening (and I should not like Ponsonby if I thought he was not disgusted with the scene),, you may suppose I felt desirous of meeting him under more favourable cir- cumstances, that I might have an oppor- tunity of removing the nausea whick that supper might have excited. In walking through the mall yes^- terday morning with Mrs. Jones, I saw him approaching, and was in hopes he would have joined us : there appeared to be no haste in his movements, and no^ thing to prevent his taking a turn with usj but no doubt the supper scen^ came ^6 VARIETIES OP LIFE. across his mind, and he passed us with a bow : he met some ladies immediately afterwards, and joined them, though he could not walk with me: no, nor ever will again, I suppose. Wednesdai/* I despair of giving you an adequate idea of all the vexations I meet with. My feelings are so peculiarly acute, that even where I am a perfect stranger, I cannot endure to be supposed vulgar. Imagine then, our going to a play, and having the good luck to find the Hud- sons and Careys in the same box. Oh, how I was tortured with their ridiculous and silly remarks on an elegant party before us, which they could not fail of hearing, being alw^ays made in a loud whisper ; such as. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 207 " I heard him call her your lady- " Which of *em ?*' eagerly cried Mr». Hudson. " There, she, in that comical turban.''' " She*s a Roman Catholic,'' said Mrs. Hudson, gazing on Mrs. Lud- wycke with as much awe as if she had seen a sorceress ! "I heard a gentleman behind me say so." " Lor ! they're talking French I do think, or some outlandish gibberish or other." Kemble was playing Richard the Third ; but instead of extolhng his mas- terly delineation of the part, Mrs. Carey, after enquiring who wrote the play, began exclaiming against the guilt 208 VARIETIES OF LIFE. of the bloody Richard. " Oh the wicked wretch !" she repeated at inter- vals ; " what a villain he must be : what's he going to do now ? the wretch 1 I never heard any thing so horrid T' '' 'Law i'' cried Mrs. Hudson, « I heard somebody say it rained : I hope to goodness it don't ; for Fve got no- thing but this shawl to put over me. Mrs. Jones, here's bad news for usf Miss Meredith i" calling me so loud as evi- dently to attract notice ; " Miss Mere- dith, I say, ! do you know it rains ?" *^^ And there she has nothing but thin shoes on," said Mrs. Jones. " I do think we must have a coach : it's a pity, too. You could step out, Mr. Jones, and see how the weather is, and leam whether any coach is to be had, and what would be the charge- so vexin-g to have it rain I" VARIETIES OF LIFE. 209 Mr. Jones returned from his recon- noitre with the intelligence that it rain- ed " dogs and cats !" and began up- braiding his wife for not having brought proper cloaks and shoes in the probable chance of such a misfortune happening ; while she retorted upon him, that she had suggested bringing an umbrella, but that he would not for fear of losing it.- The entertainment was now over ; but the party before us still remained, when one of the ladies asking a gentleman to inquire for their carriage, Mrs. Carey took upon herself the office of informing them that there was no coach to be had ; add- ing, " 'tis a terrible wet night, there's no such thing as walking. We're all in a sad purdicament! And if we get a coach, we shall have to pay a pretty penny for it / warrant; they charges abomernably when they knows one's at a nonplus." The ladies stared at her as 210 VARIETIES OF LIFE. if they thought her mad, while she con- tinued her oration with the utmost com- placency. " Why now, there was t'other day I went to call on a friend in the Old Market, and there it got late, and I was so hot and tired, Yd have given the world for a bit of a lift ; well, coming back, I met a hack just by Peter's pump, and if you'll believe me, he charged half a crown for taking me home : now I knew 'twasn't more than a two shilling fare, and as for waiting, says I, 'twasn^t but a minute, at the butcher's, while 1 bought a pound of sassages; besides, says I, you know very well you can't charge for time and distance too; so, says I, if you say a word more, I'll have'e up before the mayor! — Oh, they will impose, if they can I'* Imagine what I felt at being leagued with such wretches. We fortunately VARIETIES OF LIFE. 211 procured a coach, and got home in dry clothes. I felt little inclined to partake of any more amusements with such annoying Joneses as these are ; but hoping to meet Ponsonby whom I had not seen since the morning he met us in the Mall, I started the idea of going to the ball last night, and as Mrs. Jones has now in a great measure overcome her dread of large parties, she readily agreed to my proposal. We went at a more rational hour than we did on the former occasion ; I felt anxious to be again on an agreeable foot- ing with Ponsonby, and began looking out for him, but what must be the first object to greet my eyes on entering the room, but my lout of a partner at the last ball. Mrs. Jones has no notion of evading speaking to a person, nor, in* 212 VARIETIES OP LIFE. deed, had she, poor soul, an idea that 1 should wish it ; and having learnt that his father is a topping tradesman at Exeter, she gave me a vt^ink, as much as to say, you had better set your cap at him, and then simpered and nodded till she had lured him to my side, and my fate was decided. You may imagine my eyes often wan- dered in search of Ponsonby ; and just before tea he came in with the Dormers and a fashionable party who had arrived in the morning from Bath. He was so en- gaged with these ladies that when we met, after tea was over, he only bowed en passant. Of course I gave up all hopes of dancing with him, and wished to sit out, but could not escape an intro- duction to a brother-officer of my part- ner's ; so we stood up — a pretty contrast ; for he was grinning from ear to ear like a scaramouch, while my visage, in spite of VARIETIES OF LIFE. 213 all my efforts to conceal mortification, lengthened to an ell. I could not resist being rather stately to him, and as his little figure hopped and skipped about, he must have looked as if he was danc- ing round a May-pole. His dancing was abominable ; his elbows and knees form- ing right angles, as if he were describing the alphabet by attitudes. If dancing be the poetry of motion, his was down- right doggerell. Ponsonby, as I expected, stood up with one of his party, who took care to go to the top, though she had not danced before ; the WTetch : but of all the balls I ever was at, I never saw such pushing for places ; several ladies came and stood above me with all the coolness imagi- nable: my spirits were not equal to squabbling; but my partner's remarks made me sick : he had a great mind, he said, to speak to 'em, that he had ; for 214 VARIETIES OF LIFE. 'twasn't fair : as to those, that took the top of the dance, they were grandees he supposed, and we had nothing to say to them; but as for the others, he would see me righted, that he would. I was obliged to beg him to be content, for I began to fear we should be like the lion and the unicorn ajighting for the crown: but I could not resist asking a saucy girl who put herself above me, whether she had been down the dance ; " No, Ma'am," said she ; " :0 more have I ;" was my answer ; which so far shamed her, as to make her retreat to a few cou- ples below: but I saw her presently within three of the topi Ponsonby's party did not stay late, and after he had seen them to the car- riage, (which I heard announced for Lady Anne Dormer ;) he returned to the room, and came up to us just as we were going, whereupon my scaramouch obsequiously VARIETIES OP LIFE. 215 took his leave ; thanked me for having danced with him, and supposed he could not be of diny further use. After Mrs. Jones and I had accoutred ourselves in our cloaks, &c. Ponsonby handed me to — not to a carriage — not to a chair; but to — the door! where not even a servant and lanthorn waited for us : so I had with burning cheeks to laugh off our /oo^m^ it home, as it was so very near, and so fine a night. Pon- sonby accompanied us to our lodgings, and as we knocked at the door, all that horrid supper scene rushed into my mind, and no doubt into his ; and if it did not, Mrs. Jones took care it should, by inviting him to walk in ; adding, she believed she could promise him some- thing a little more comfortable than the last time. I thanked heaven he de- clined : but Mrs. Jones observed when he was gone, " 'tis very perverse of the man ; but there, 'tis just like him. I 216 VARIETIES OF LIFE. can't think for my part what you can see in him/' " He is certainly quite the man of fashion," said I. ** Ah, well, give me a nice, pleasant, good tempered young man ; worth a hundred of your fine gentlemen." I wished her good night, without giv- ing her the most distant hope of coming into her way of thinking. What have I been at all this time ! why, I have heard of a piece of news that I can scarcely credit, and here have I been bottling it up like green goose- berries for Christmas : Harriet Villars is njiarried ! it was reported to me at the ball as a fact. What a sly thing ! but it was a very sudden affair I find. Intro- duction, courtship, proposal, and wed- YARIEtlES OF LIFE. 21? ding all brought about since her arrival at Cheltenham. You are a little curious, perhaps, by this time, to know whom she has deemed sufficiently '' amiable' to deserve her hand : it is the elder bro- ther of the Mr. Worthington, who was at Swansea a short time ago. I was in hopes of seeing her here before I left Clifton, but the Joneses talk of return- ing home : so stupid, just when one is beginaing to make some acquaintance. E. M. I hope you have recollected to give my swansdown tippet an airing, to secure it against the villainous moths. VOL. I, L 218 VARIETIES OF LIFE, Letter IX. Swansea, August. Your bottled gooseberries, my dear, did not arrive quite so fresh as you might wish. I had just heard the news from Mary Vaughan. I can't account for Harriet's not writing to one of us. I hear the grandfather's pride stood out tor some time, but on its being satisfac- torily made out that Miss Villars's fa- mily is a branch of the Fitzalberts, and her mother great niece to an earl, his consent was obtained: so she is now Mrs. VARIETIES GF LIFE, Sdg Arthur Bolingbroke ; it sounds very well I think. I hear the wedding clothes arc delicious; how happy she must be; with so much taste, and so well entitled to indulge it. Fm told he's a very elegant young man : quite one of Harriet's atnu able interestino^ being's. I feel quite naughty for being so bad a correspondent: my mind, 'tis true, haa been not a little perplexed ; but you are on no account to take it into your head that your letters are unseasonable, they really do me a great deal of good, and I read them over and over again, to divert my thoughts from a subject on which I cannot decide, with complete satisfaction to myself. Fairford and I have seriously talked the matter over. I am sorry to find he has very little besides his pay ; but he L ^ 220 VARIETIES OP LIFE. has good expectations from an uncle, and if my father would afford us some help, we are persuaded that, with eco- nomy, we could manage very well ; and I*m sure I would willingly make every sacrifice in my power : but I feel certain my father would not give his consent; it must however be asked, and if, as we have reason to expect, he gives us no hopes of his ever approving the match, Fairford thinks I should be perfectly jus- tified in marrying him without. This affair makes me quite ill: I can't eat, through flurry of spirits. Maria has received very distressing accounts from home : her father's health is far from mending, and he has lately had something of a paralytic attack. His circumstances, I apprehend, are much straightened: one of the sons is VARIETIE50F LIFE. 221 gone to Carmarthen to be an assistant to his brother, who is a hatter, I believe, and is doing pretty well. It has been suggested to Maria, I find, that if she could hear of a situation as governess, it would be very desirable. Her accomplishments certainly well qua- lify her, but I should fear her gentle disposition would not command suffi- cient authority. We have pressed her to continue with us as long as is agree- able, but she does not think it right to stay so long from home, and is now only waiting for some conveyance. How abominable that leg of mutton business was ! We have gone out very little : only to one dull evening party (at the Morgans), and the ball, which was very near akin 392 TAklETIES OF LIFE, to the last, with this difference in my fa- vour, Fairford wa:s there. Before he came, that lout of a Bob Morgan drew nearer and nearer, gaining, courage by inches to ask me to dance ; but before he could open his lips, I cut off his hopes with, '-^ Thank'e Robert, Tm en^ gaged."" The oaf grinned in my face, '-' I was n't going to ask you, so yoii^ need n't have been in such a hurry/' I longed to box his ears. Miss Davis, it seems, has quarrelled* with her crony Lucy Cottle, and is try- mg hard to scrape an intimacy with me : but the minx is mistaken, if she thinks Fm to be caught: by a pennyworth of flattery. She makes a point of holding out her hand to me whenever we meet, and coaxingly calls me " Fanny." But I've studied the thermometer of civility, ^nd take care to " Miss Davis" her al^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. 223 most to freezing point : nevertheless she'll hook herself on to my arm at the ball, and hopes to come in for a slice of my cast-off partners : but Til have her to know, that's not the cloak-pin for her trumpery to dangle on. We dine to-morrow at the Vaughan's-: a long postponed wedding-dinner to the StapyltonSe F. M. Mr. Perkins has sent in a little note for you £2. 8s. shall I pay it? the man has called twice. Saturday, Every thing elegant as usual at tho 224 VARIETIES OF LIFE, Vaughans. What d^ye think appeared with the dessert ? — Dick Pratten ! ! would one think it possible; but he had a message to my father, and the servant, I suppose, persuaded the fool to walk in : my father rose m confusion, and would have hurried him out of the room, but Dick thought proper to say, " Oh, I nidn't disturb'e, Sir; I on'y just called to know if those goods were to go, be- cause,'* beginning to mumble, *' the capt'n says, if they aren't put aboard to- night, they can't go at all." My father despatched him as soon as possible, and I was consoling myself that he must have passed for a clerk, when the ourang-outang re-appeared with a grin, " Oh, I forgot, here's a letter for cousin Fanny, that I took up at the post." Never was a letter from you so unwelcome before. I did not venture to look at the Stapyltons: — I know Mr. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 225 Dashwood drank off his wine to conceal a smile. You may imagine what I felt : my mother thinks she shall never un- blush. X,S ^96; VARIETIES OF LIFE; Letter X, Clifton^ August, Oh, what a list of pride-wounding miseries have I endured: to few, would I confess so much; but to my dear Fanny, who, I know, can so well judge of my feelings, I will make a full dis- closure. You may readily imagine, that to such a man as Ponsonby I must na- turally wish not to have our family let down; now conceive my horrible suffer- ings. Ponsonby and Mrs. Hudson, with a friend of her's, an old Mrs. Brett, un- fortunately clashed in a morning visit, which hard rain protracted to a most dis- VARIETIES OF LIF£, 227 tressing length. This Mrs. Brett for- merly lived at Swansea. 'I was there- fore called upon to remember her ; she was sure I must, she said; for she recol- lected my being in company with her at my aunt Pratten's. I affected total for- getfulness: she had the advantage of me^ I said; but her snuffy phiz was not to be so soon forgotten — I remembered her full well, and how we all laughed at her losing at cards. " Well." she said^ '' 'twas very strange :" then she thought it requisite to make particular enquiries after our good father and mother : only miagine my sensations on her and Mrs. Jones's entering largely into our family concerns ; and the odious dialogue was kept up with great spirit on both sides to the following tune, while I sat listen- ing with tortured feelings, like a quil writhing on the fire. " Why, Miss Meredith, you must be the oldest of 'em all, I should think/' 228 VARIETIES OF LIFE. " Oh, no Ma'am," said Mrs. Jones ; " there's Mr. William and Miss Fanny.'* '' Well, then, my memory — Why, I recollect Miss, when your father and mother were married ; and a nice couple they made, every body said ; and how prudent they set out ; and how we all admired them for it. Ah, and now, you see, Mr. Meredith lives like a gen- tleman ; and has brought up all his fa- mily so well. Let me see — ah, your eldest brother married Miss Price, the apothecary's daughter." *' And as ordinary a little body," cried Mrs. Jones, *' as ever you set eyes on ; "^twas plain he didn't marry for love there; he had his p's and q's about him: he looked to the main chance, as his father used to say ; ah, and he sticks to the business too. Then there's Ned, he's the heaji of the family; he was go- ing to be a linen-draper, but he got a VARIETIES OF LIFE. 229 little too high-minded : after that he was with Mr. Joe Rees, the attorney-man ; then he wanted to go a sojering — and that didn't do ; and now, I don't know what'll be. Then Sam is rather rxiopy ; but he's coming on a little. Then there's Anne, you know ; a nice little board- ing-school Miss. She's a pretty little maid ; indeed, all the family are very personable." You may be sure I did all I could to divert Ponsonby's attention from what was going on, but as I could not stuiF cotton in his ears, he must have heard what Mrs. Brett thought proper to say of you. '' And so your sister Frances, thenj ain't married yet? why I heard she was going to be married a little time back : let me see, who was it to ? Mr.— Mr.— Mr. — law, bless me, Mr. — he that was 230 VARIETIES OF LIFE. churchwarden last time I was at Swan- sea." " Well, and ^twoiild have been a good match for her/' said Mrs. Jones. "Why, ami you Miss Eliza," conti- nued old SHU fry, " were going to be mar- ried once, I heard." *' Dear Madam," said I, " pray be kind enough to favour the company with something more interesting than our fa- mily concerns, it can be of little conse- quence to — ." I was interrupted by her odious pane* gyrics. " Ah, and your grandfather used to live in the corner house there, by the castle, where the grocer's shop is, with the sign of the three crows : he was a VARIETIES OF LIFE. 231 kind of haberdasher ; he sold all sorts of things ; and a most respectable man he was ; his word was as good as a bond ; and there you may see his monument in the church with a marble burn at top, just by the christening fount, with these pretty lines : *' O loviiig wife and children dear^ Shed not for nie another tear ; For if we do not live in vain. We all may hope to meet again. Death would for me no longer wait. So here I lie, aged sixty-eight." This was a solemn time with me, Fan- ny ; the uninterrupted attention they paid to Mrs. Brett was excruciating; and when she paused to take breath my poor empty inside took a fancy to croak, like a nest of young frogs : this was so distressing-, that I was thankful when the old chronicler proceeded, with the re- mainder of the epitaph. 952 VARIETIES OF LIFE. " He was the affectionatest husband, the tenderest father, the best of brothers, and a sincere friend. He was upright in his deahngs, unostentatious in his charity, and ever ready to succour the unfortunate. He served the office of port-reeve for this town, with credit to himself, and to the great satisfaction of the pubhc.'' It was evident, from her tone and manner, that she conceived she was set- ting off our family to the best advantage, while I felt all the time as if she were flaying me alive. Ponsonby's call was to take leave, and soon after Mrs. Brett's inimitable recita- tion he took his departure, politely ex- pressing a hope that we should meet again; but as he is going into Devon- shire, and I into Glamorganshire, we VARIETIES OF LIFE. 233 shall literally turn our backs on each other. E. M. I have just received a letter from Har- riet, with an account o; the wedhng, &c. she gives me hopes of s-i ing her at Clifton : that would be delighttul ! I might, in her company, appear with some little ecJat ! but then every thing goes so untoward: just as she talks of coming, it^e taik of going; and Ponsonby, the only person I feel very anxious should see me in a more elevated point of view leaves Clifton to-morrow, and will probably never know anything more of me than as the grand-daughter of the haberdasher man who sold all sorts of things at the sign of the three crows ! 2^34 VARIEXBES QF LLFE-, Letter XL Clifton^ September, My last letter must have crossed your's on the road: — while I think of it, you are not to pay Perkins ; there is a mis- take in the note, and he must wait till I jreturn. Very sincerely do I sympathize with you, my dear Fanny, and enter into all your feelings with regard to Fairford. I have long perceived you have been too much attached to him, to make any ad- vice acceptable that tended to oppose your union ; but I trust my dear sister VARIETIES OF LIFE. 935 will do nothing precipitately. Perhaps Fairford's good conduct, while he is in our neighbourhood, may do something towards obtaining my father's consent : have a little patience, and probably he may soon see things in a different light. If it were certain that Fairford would come in for a handsome share of his un- cle's property, my father could have no objection in a pecuniary point of view; but as the old Fairford has so many ne- phews and nieces, and one of the nephews being his declared favorite, (to say nothing of i/our Fairford's having offended him,) I should very much fear his expectations from that quarter must be very slender : then my father, having so large a family, cannot, I apprehend, give us much. I am aware that these cold calculations must appear very piti- fo-L, opposed to Fairford's generous dis^ 236 VARIETIES OF LIFE. regard of wealth. He is, no doubt, the best judge of his own resources, and perhaps he may have in view some plan for bettering his prospects, which some assistance from my father might very much promote. A little time may bring all parties to a right understanding ; and nothing, be assured, would give me so much pleasure. Any thing I can do to serve you, you may depend on. Mrs. Jones made me hate her all last Wednesday. I just mentioned to her, in Ponsonby's hearing, in a careless man- ner, that I had a letter from my brother, who was staying at Sir Edwin Frere's; *' Ah, so you told me,'* said she, " and I must say, I am amazed that your fa- ther and mother should countenance it. For my part, I think it a thousand pities a young man should keep company with those so far above himi-rFm not for low company, far from it: but Fd have every VARIETIES OF LIFE. 237 body to keep to their own station. It will quite unfit him for home, and for any proper employment ; and he's of an unsteady turn, too : Fm afraid he'll turn out wild. Now, Sir, Fll appeal to you, if 'tis n't a foolish thing for a young man like Eddurd Meredith, to be visiting at fine people's houses; getting high no- tions; and then, when he comes home again, he finds the difference, and per- haps looks down upon his own family, puffed up with pride and conceit, and not fit for any thing. What good can it answer ? for my part, I think it ridick' lus,'* What a nasty temper she must have been in. Monday, We have been very dull for these two or three days : the Joneses have settled 238 VARIETIES OF LIFE. to leave this place next Friday, so you may expect to see me by the end of the week. Wednesday, Oh, what an extatic change for me ! Harriet is arrived ! I like Mr. Arthur Bolingbroke most amazingly : he is an ele- gant figure, with a very fine countenance, and such a gaiety of temper! just the husband for Harriet; a handsome dash- ing fellow. My dear, I feel an altered creature; my head is all in a whirl. They are at the hotel, and like Clifton so much that they have taken a house in the York Crescent for a month, at ten guineas a week; and the dear creatures are so provoked at the idea of my going so soon, that they have both given me a most pressing invitation to stay with VARIETIES OF LIFE. 239 them. What could I say to this, but consent? though I fear Mrs Jones may take it amiss ; for with all her kind- heartedness, she has such uncomfortable ways ! and agrees to my staying, so un- graciousl}^ " Oh, certainly, 'tis for you to determine, you know. You are the person it concerns most," &c. &c. shew- ing, beyond a doubt, that she is not pleased at the proposal. However, I shall not stand upon fiddle faddle cere- mony with her: they may go home with- out me as soon as they chuse ; and '* joy go with them," 1 was going to add, but I doubt whether there will be any to spare, so much will be left behind. ^40 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Letter XII. Royal York Crescent, I HAVE been so occupied the last three or four days, that I have not had time to devote a quarter of an hour to writing. The Joneses went on Friday, and I immediately transferred my happy self from their poking lodging to this elegant abode, and have ever since been out of my wits with delight. Mr. Bolingbroke has been at Clifton several times, and is well acquainted with all the smart peo- ple. My dear, I am moving in the higher circles — time flies like wildfire — VARIETIES OF LIFE. 241 every thing is so different to the Joneses little ways. Our mornings are spent In taking de- lightful drives! can you imagine any thing half so pleasant— open carriage, elegant set-out — Bolingbroke driving his four beautiful greys : you know he is one of the whip club, I suppose ! then, plans for evening parties ; return to dress for dinner; sit down, a large party invited that morning, to an elegant dinner at seven o'clock, without Harriet's having any thing more to do with it than one of her company. Then the dresses she has! every thing of mine looks paltry. Fve been obliged to buy myself several new things ; I shall want some money sadly; tell my father he must advance me my next quarter. Why Tudor, Harriet's maid, goes more handsomely dressed than I do. I have n't a moment to make up any of my things myself: then, Tudor, VOL, I. . M S42 VARIETIES OF LIFE. when she sees me mending any thing, is so civil, offering to do it for me ; but I'm ashamed to let her see my things: she wouldn't wear them,, if I was to give 'em to her : she has a pearl brooch — a very nice patent lace veil, and is continually in silk stockings. What d'ye think we did the other night; after being at a smart dinner party, we went for an hour to the ball, picked out about twenty of the choice, took them home to a tasty supper, and danced afterwards till four o'clock. My dear, I find I'm somebody ! peo- ple that took no notice of me, with the Joneses, can now pay me marked atten- tion. Colonel Hartland too, who has met me several times with Ponsonby, but never thought fit to be introduced, now thinks to worm himself into my good graces ; and he is such a handsome VARIETIES OF LIFE. 245 wretch, and so completely the fashion, that it won't do for me to shew off any airs ; so I e'en affect to be unconscious of his former slight. Harriet tells me, she and her aunt Mrs. Daly, are not on terms. She is married, I find, to some low fellow, and is gone to Ireland with him. Friday. Only conceive my surprize, Ponsonby is returned ! he met a brother of his at Bath, who was coming to Clifton ; so he changed his plans, and they came on here together. We dine to day at the Dormers, where I shall probably meet him. He seemed glad to find I was not gone, M 3 244 VARIETIES OF LIFE. and introduced me to his brother, who is very much like him, only not so cheerful a countenance, but a most gen- tlemenly looking man ; a leetle stately. I'm obliged to let Tudor do so many things for me that I used to do myself, that 'tis quite troublesome ; but I begin to get used to it : she is now putting on a lace to a dress, Fm to dine in to-day at the Dormers. What to give her, when I go, w^ill be such a puzzle. Saturday, A very pleasant party : Mrs. Dormer is a charming woman ; plays delightfully ; Harriet and I sang some duets, and Pon- sonby, who had never heard me before, seemed much pleased: he has a very VARIETIES OF LIFE. 24^5 fine voice, and joined us in The Coro- nach, The Dormers are in delio'htful lodo- ings, and have every thing about them ihat is elegant. 'Twas rather pleasant yesterday morn- ing when I was walking out with Harriet and the Tonsonbys, to meet the Vaugh- ans, who came up and shook hands M^ith me : when they passed, Ponsonby's brother said, he knew some of the family very well : it served to shew him, that I had some genteel acquaintance: the Vaughans are on their way to Bath. E. M. 946 VARIETIES OF LIPK Letter XIIL SwanseOf^Septemher^ I FEEL a relief in writing to my dear sister on a subject on which I need good advice. Our attachment has been an- nounced to my father in due form ; and he has solemnly set his face against it. Fairford, as you may suppose, is not a little irritated at my father's treatment of him ; for he told him flatly that he had been clandestinely seeking my hand; and almost turned him out of the house. I quite feel for poor Fairford ; he is, I do think, the best creature in the world ; the sweetest temper : but he has a little VARIETIES OF LIFE. 247 pride, and no doubt feels some resent- ment towards my father, for receiving the proposals of a man of some fa- mily, and very virell connected, as an affront. I know not what to say to Fairford ; he has again urged a private marriage ; and he is so tenderly attached, I feel I ought not to hesitate in becoming his wife : then how are we to Hve ? — but if he is satisfied with our humble means, why should I murmur. — He talks so enchantingly of love and a cottage, that I almost despise myself for ever indulg- ing those fond dreams of greatness which we have so often pictured to our san- guine hopes. May you, my dear sister, find them realized ; and though an hum- ble cottage shelters me, yet, blessed with my beloved Fairford, I shall not re- pine. 248 VARIETIES OF LIFE. I fear my father will not relent : what shall I do — the regiment is ordered to distant quarters ; and it may be a long, a very long time, ere I see Fairford again: "—do advise your ever affectionate Frances Meredith, Whatever the advice was that Eliza- beth gave, her sister took the step that was to colour her future life ; and she became the wife of Wyndham Fairford. Little did either of them know of their own tempers ; still less of each others'. To Fanny, Fairford appeared every thing amiable ; while he, fancying himself in love, and ever accustomed to indulge inordinate self-will, had not be- VARIETIES OF LIFE. :249 Stowed a thought on the consequences that might ensue. Fanny at first felt some uneasiness and compunction at the step she had taken ; but these feehngs were soon worn away in the novelty of the scenes in which she had now to appear. The regiment was under orders for Chiches- ter ; and after spending a week at South- ampton, Fairford took his bride to join his regiment. Here she excited much admiration, and soon recovered her spirits. Elizabeth received the intelligence of her sister's marriage with some surprize ; for though she was pretty well aw^re that Fanny's prudence would make but a poor stand against the tender persua- sions of her lover, yet she had no reason »> to expect so sudden a decision. ( m 5 250 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Extraordinary things, however, sooh cease to be considered as such ; and after a few letters had passed between the sisters on the subject of this marriage, Elizabeth continued her correspondence as if nothing had happened. e VARIETIES OF LIFE. 251 Letter XIV. Clifton^ October, MY DEAR FANNY, I HAVE had an answer to the letter I wrote my mother in your behalf, and she says she has done and said every thing in her power to bring my father to a reconcihation ; but there is no hope of it at present : I trust, however^ his re- sentment will not be of long duration. I find Maria Shirley is gone home; a tnelaricholy return for her, 1 fear. I feel very much forher: she is a sweet S52 VARIETIES OF LIFE. girl, and deserves a better fate than to be buried alive where she is gone. I really do think it vrould have been a very de- sirable match for her, if she could have made up her mind to Mr. JollifFe. She certainly has no dislike to Mr. Worth- ington, but I trust she will not be so foolish as to discourage all others for such a forlorn hope. My mother says, Mrs. Jones did not in her heart, seem to be at all pleased at my staying here : for as I had come with her, she said, so I ought to have return- ed with her ; and now that I was got among a new set of people, she supposed all the pleasure of the excursion which she had given me, would all go for no- thing! — Mammaassured her that it would never be forgotten. " Ah, well," she said, she hoped I should find it as plea- sant as I seemed to expect, but thought I might be disappointed ; for in hej VARIETIES OF LIFE. 955 Opinion, a little sober enjoyment was worth all the racketting in the world. Thank ye, Ma am Jones^ but our ideas are as wide apart as the poles ; so no more oPyour sobriety for me: I am just recovering the specimen you favoured me with, and I have a shrewd notion a little racketting is the only thing want- ing to set me up. We went to the play on Monday: took a whole box ; and our dashing party was more looked at than the actors. We made a noisy exit in the middle of the last act: — did we go quietly home to our beds? — no; — 'twas only the begin- ning of the evening with us! we altered our dress, and away we drove to a pri- vate ball, at Lady Belhnghurst's. Pon- sonby danced with me twice in the course of the evening. We had excel- lent music ; sumptuous supper ; dancing Jkept up till five o'clock, when an ele- 354 VARIETtES OP LIFE. gant breakfast detained us till past six. Lady Bellinghurst is a most fascinating woman : she talks of giving a masque- rade. We made a party to go down the river the day before yesterday ; the Har- ringtons, Lady Bellinghurst, and our- selv'es, including the two Ponsonbys, and a few select amiables in scarlet ; and a delightful day we had : — the Dormers were not of the party ; Lady Anne, it seems, does not like meeting Lady Bel- linghurst. Harriet says she is exqui- sitely starchified. Two boats accom- panied us, one with a military band, the other with servants and a plentiful sup- ply of prog. Nothing ever went off so well. We landed at Portishead, and found ourselves quite ready for an early dinner: after which, was an elegant dessert: delicious fruit, champagne, bur* gundy, &c. &c. We rambled about the YARIETIES OF LIFE, 255 woods, while the band and servants were regaling themselves, and having found a pleasant spot for a dance, the music was summoned, and played some beautiful waltzes, which we all entered into with great spirit. It was quite romantic I assure 3^ou, and Lady Bellinghurst thou2:ht the men could do no less than fall in love with us: indeed, if nothing is to be put down to the sociality of the party, I should be almost tempted to give myself credit for having made some impression on Frederick Ponsonby : his attentions are certainly particular ; but considering how very small my preten- sions are to a man of his family, my pride will not suffer me to regard him in any other light, than a most agreeable acquaintance. We returned home about eight, and attracted a great deal of notice as we sailed up the river, under the rocks at Clifton, singing glees, &c. 5j5 varieties of life. Louis Ponsonby improves upon ac- quaintance ; I like him very much. Tuesday, We are going to the ball to-night ; Harriet wears an exquisite white lace dress over pink satin, while I, in an im- maculate white sarcenet, have no inten- tion of being overlooked. She is all life and spirits, and never looked better. Bolingbroke seems ver}^ fond of her, and spares no expense to make her happy : but if they go on at this rate, I fear they will soon run out of her fortune, which I find was not quite fifteen thousand pounds. They are both, I must say, shockingly extravagant : now, for all she has such a complete stock of elegant and costly things of every description, she buys any new expensive article that VARIETIES OF LIFE. 2o7 happens to strike her fancy, without a moment's hesitation, or even asking the price ; while I stand deliberating on the expenditure of a pound, as if I had not another in the world. The dear creature has given me a pearl cross, and the sweetest white lace veil ! A new carriage is just arrived from town, of the most novel construction ; and w^e are so diverted at seeing the people stop to wonder at it, and to ex- amine the springs, &c. Harriet knows the name of every part ; and / begin to have some notion of patent axle-trees, and so forth. Bolingbroke is a capital whip; we fly like the wind, and twirl a corner within a hair's breadth of our lives. We are full of engagements; continual dinner parties ; which are conducted here quite in the Stapylton style. We 258 VARIETIES OF LIFE. dine about seven, and Harriet and I generally have some evening party to go to, and leave the men to their claret. Wednesdaif. The ball was well attended ; and Pon- sonby was more marked in his attentions than ever. We are so often together, and so constantly does he endeavour to engross my conversation, that I am tempted to flatter myself he does not appear in our party by accident. I have already been joked by Harriet about my conquest. Perhaps your curiosity may be raised to know something of the Pon- sonby family : (the name is delightful !) their seat is in Essex, and the family con- sists of Mr. and Mrs. Ponsonby, the two sons whom I have mentioned ; an elder brother, who is in parliament, and is VARIETIES OF LIFE. 269 married to a daughter of Sir Reginald de Grey ; and five daughters ; two of whom are married ; one to a gentleman of large fortune in Hertfordshire: the other is Lady Kingsbury. To make amends for this short letter, I enclose you one I received from Ed- ward some time ago, which, as I have a frank, will only cost you the trouble of reading. Your's ever, E. M, 260 VARIETIES OF LIFL Letter XV. Llandovelly Castle ^ September , MY DEAR SISTER, Though a letter from me, I flatter myself is at all times acceptable, yet Fve a notion, you will not like it the less, on account of its being dated from the man- sion of Sir Edwin Frere, Bart» Henry Frere and I became such friends at Ten- by, that he insisted on my paying him a visit at this delightful place. The house is modern, but having been built on the site of an ancient fortress, it retains the name of Llandovelly castle,which I think VARIETIES OF LIFE. 261 injudicious, as it leads people to form an erroneous idea of the place. There is an extensive park, and the grounds are laid out with much taste. The Freres live in a first-rate style : they have a few other friends at the house, and there are several people of distinction in the neighbourhood, so that we are in no want of society, and I don^t know a place where a young man of fortune could pass his time more pleasantly ; but though there is no kind of formality to- lerated here, and every attention is paid to me that good breeding can suggest, I don^t feel myself quite at home. The very high style in which these people live, is, I must confess, rather oppres- sive : it requires a great deal of self- respect to overcome the want of equality, and I cannot help now and then con- struing civility into condescension. Mr. Holford, who is at the house, was 262 VARIETIES OF LIFE. at the same college at Oxford with Henry Frere, and two Mr. Leslies, who live near us, were at Christ Church, and when they all meet, the conversation continually turns on college topics,which leaves me out of the question ; for never having put my foot in Oxford, I dare not utter a word for fear of betraying the truth. Then I find I must be so much more of a sportsman than Tve really any incli- nation to be, that it's quite perplexing ; for knowing nothing of the matter, and not having divulged that I never fired a gun in my life, they torture me with questions, I don't know the meaning of. I've as yet confessed nothing more than that Tm a poor shot. Fishing has been lately all the fashion with them, which to me is an amuse- ment, of all others, the most tiresome. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 263 I hate to sit forlorn for half the day on the bank of a sedgy stream, while every lout that passes by, thinks he has a right to say, " any sport. Sir ?" and on returning home, again to undergo the same inquiry, and confess you have caught nothing, or produce a tiny gudgeon or two, that you would not have crossed the road for. Then though I feel there is always a horse at my service, it is not like having one of my own. The young men who visit here, have all their horses, and car- riages of some sort or other; of course talk a great deal about them, and fre- quently address me as if I had several. 1 admired, one day, a horse of Charles Leslie's, '' Do you like her,'* said he, " she's a capital goer, and Til let you have her a bargain.'' I felt awkward, for the consciousness of my having no inten- tion of buying the horse, (which I wish- ed not to betray), made me feel quite at 26i? VARIETIES OF LIFE. a loss what reply to make: a person to whom it was a matter of indifference, would have said yes or no without em- barrassment, while I declined his oiFer, blushing as if I had committed a crime. I cannot get rid of blushing. Then because my good looking person appeats in a gentleman's clothes, (for Fve had a suit from London), I can per- ceive I excite a sensation among the belles, as I come into the ball-room at Llandovelly, arm in arm Avith Henry Frere: of course my name is asked, which tells no tales; but if further in- quiry penetrates into family and fortune, it's all over with me. Soon after my coming here, I experi- enced a most flattering reception from some ladies to whom I was introduced by Lady Frere, as a particular friend of her son's; but at the next ball they ma- VARIETIES OF LIFE. ^65 nifested evident signs of their having dis- covered that I was a nobody ; and there- fore seemed to think it necessary to con- vert their good humoured familiarity into freezing politeness, lest I should have the temerity to ask them to dance. Not that I cared whether they liked me or not ; but it is not agreeable for other per- sons to witness one's receiving a slight of this kind. " 'Twas just like them;*' Philip Leslie said. " So vert/ particu- lar — .'* Then checking himself, he add- ed, " Vm sure I can't imagine, what the devil they meant/* It is not, however, unamusing to ob- serve the adoration paid by certain young ladies to rank and riches; and Henry Frere told me a capital hoax he played off on some girls at Tenby. He was at the ball ; and soon afterwards Lord j\Iey- nell and Mr. Euston entered the room VOL. I. N 266 VARIETIES OF LIFE. together: the latter a most elegant and accomplished young man, but alas! only a curate: Lord Meynell a man of mean appearance, and of no very shining qua- lities; what you'd call a poor creature. Inquiries about them were immediately made, and Henry Frere made a party of ladies believe that his lordship was Mr. Euston, and Mr. Euston Lord Meynell: the consequence was, the latter was ex- travagantly admired, while the imaginary curate was loaded with abuse: all eyes turned from so pitiful a figure, seeking to engage the notice of the interesting young peer. The mistake was presently cleared up ; wonderments followed how it arose. Henry attributed it entirely to the ladies chasing that a lord should be handsome, and wishing it so much, that they would have it so. It took some little time to overcome the disappoint- ment, but before the evening was over, VARIETIES OP LIFE. 267 the very girls, who had so despised and even ridiculed " the pitiful looking fellow of a curate^'* were seen dancing with him with undisguised delight.; and all the recommendation now bestowed on poor Mr. Euston was, that he was a friend of Lord Meynell's. At Tenby, Henry and I used to take excursions on the water continually; there, I always took the lead; but here there is no amusement of that kind, and my consequence dwindles apace ; yet to do Henry justice, he is uniformly atten- tive and friendly: but I have not found it so pleasant since a Mr. De Grey has been here: one of your cool, sarcastic, tempers; I know he's on the watch for every little flaw, and takes delight in seeing me embarrassed. I made a sad blunder at Mr. Noel Drummond's, where we dined ; conceivin'g I was desired to sit N 2 268 VARIETIES OF LIFE. next Lady Frere, I thought I could not shew my good breeding better than by instantly obeying the summons. When the mischief was done, I found myself in the seat intended for Bishop Forster. Nothing I could do, could undo this, so I felt all dinner time like a fool in a chair of state. I shall never forget De Grey^s smile. I can't bear him. The other day Charles Leslie offered me a bet, which I, not having learnt to say " no" with a good grace, inadvertently accepted ; had you heard the clamour that w^as made, you would have pitied me : they wondered where my senses were, as I was sure to lose. De Grey insisted on my being let off; *' 'twould be a ridiculous take in," he said; with a look and tone as if he thought me a simpleton. Charles Leslie assured me he should not think of my taking the bet, leaving me the perplexing alterna- tive of continuing the simpleton, or VARIETIES OF LIFE. *i69 running the risk of being thought a sneaking fellow. I wished myself a hundred miles off; but durst not leave them together, for fear they should talk me over. If De Grey was not going iti a day or two, I should certainly shorten my visit ; but as it is, I shall probably stay here about a fortnight longer, and then return home, where perhaps yoU will be by that time ; however, whether at home or abroad, I am, Your's affectionately, Edward Meredith. To-morrow we are all going out shoot- ing ; — prepare yourself for reading in the newspapers, " that a young gentleman^ in company with the only son of Sir 270 VARIETIES OF LIFE Edwin Frere, JBart. by misadventure in Jiring his fowling-piece^ shot his friend through the hearty and is since running about the country stark mad,'^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. ^71 Letter XVI. Chichester^ October, My dear Elizabeth, I AM quite ashamed to have been so long without writing, but my engage- ments have been innumerable. I hope, however, you got the last letter I wrote you from Southampton. I wrote my mother by the same post. I suppose you will expect to have some account of the new life I am lead- ing, and a most delightful one it is; and you and I, who had so lately to compare ^7^ VARIETIES OP LIFE. notes of vexation and dulness, now seem to vie with each other in gaiety. • Fairford is so kind and attentive, he anticipates every wish; and the society I am in is so agreeable, that if you were uot so pleasantly situated, I should per- suade you to come and lose your heart to some of the smart beaux by whom I am surrounded. I am on an intimate foot- ing with Mrs. Follett, the Lieut.-Colo- nel's lady, and a nK>st charming woman ; she is a daughter of General Pember- ton : in consequence of her introduction, some very genteel families have called on me. We made a large party to a ball at Arundel last week, where, as a bride, I was complimented with the top-place, and led off with Major Osborne, a very pleasant dashing man. He drove me yesterday in his tandem to a Roman en" VARIETIES OP LIFE. 273 campment, by way of something to see: we were a large party ; Mr. Brathwayte and Captain Bingham went with us, and Miss Pemberton, Mrs. Follett's sister. There was not much to see I thought, but we contrived to amuse ourselves by stopping at a neat little cottage, where we insisted on having some tea. This created no little confusion, as the men would on no account suffer the old avo- man of the house to do any thing herself; they put the kettle on the fire, and be* gan rummaging her cupboards for every thing they wanted ; then went into her. dairy, and brought out all the butter and cream, greatly to the annoyance of our little hostess. Our tea-drinking was the most diverting sight imaginable; one continual roar of laughter; and the incli- nation for frolic increasing, they began demolishing cups, saucers, chairs, tableSj and every thing they could lay their N 6 37^ VARIETIES OF LIFE, hands on, and then proposed making a bonfire of the house ; the woman all the while vehemently protesting against such outrage, and at length dropt on her knees, entreating them to spare her. I must say they carried the joke a little too far ; but they gave her money enough to pay for the damage twice over. I mustn't forget the races about a week ago, which was the gayest scene I ever witnessed. Mrs. Foliett took me in her barouche, and I wore my white satin spencer. There were a great many hand- some elegant women on the ground, and smart men innumerable. I was intro- duced to Sir Francis Wynyard: and who should I see but Mr. Dashwood; he was on horseback, and came up to the ba- rouche to speak to me: 'twas pleasant enough for him to see me with Mrs. Fol- iett, he was at the ball in the evening, and asked me to dance, but I was en- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 275 gaged to Sir F. Wynyard. I couldn't help thinking of our Swansea balls, where I would have given my eyes to have danced with him. I shall never forget the impertinence of Mr. Torrens, after standing talking to me for some time at that party at the Vaughan's last year, drawling out, " Why don't you dance to-night ?" I would wilhngly have paid a man for knocking him down : however, that's all over now ; I've no longer the dread of Dick Pratten's, *' Well, if you don't get a better partner, / shall be happy to dance with'e; or odious Davy Jenkins sidling up, and never taking an answer, but going on, trying " for the two, after the two next ;" and so on, wearing one to a thread paper — here it's a different affair; I've more partners than I know what to do with, as most of our officers engage me before- hand, and I've only to manoeuvre to se- cure the best. 276 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Last Thursday I was at a most ele- gant ball at Mrs. (Gen.) Barker's. I wore a very pretty French silk that Fairford gave me, and he has made me a present of a brooch, something like the one we admired on Miss Stapylton. I danced after supper with LordDonovon: he is in the light dragoons, and introduced se- veral of the officers tome. They are going to give a gay ball at their barracks, which I expect will be every thing delightful ; they are ornamenting the rooms, and making great preparations. Brathwayte wants me to ride a horse of his, which, he says, is just the thing for a lady; but as Fve no habit, I pre- tended I was too great a coward to ven~ t\ire, which is perhaps as well; for if I expressed a wish to ride, Fairford would, I believe, be extravagant enough to pur- chase a horse for me. VARIETIES OF LIFE. %[! I am very glad you like your quarters so well, you seem to have a gay time of it. I often wish for you at some of our parties: you would enjoy our sudden freaks — flying off to a ball eighteen miles distant, and coming home by daylight to a merry breakfast. Every day produces some new amusement, and we are always planning how to kill time in the most agreeable manner: then the band, which is a very good one, plays every evening, so that the promenade is thronged with fashionables. The light dragoons are a great addition, though some of Fairford's regiment are very dashing men, and would be quite Harriet's adorables. Captain Amherst says he saw her at Cheltenham with Mrs. Daly last year, and admired her extremely. We have pretty lodgings, very plea- santly situated; last night Colonel and Mrs. FoUett spent the evening with u«^ 278 VARIETIES OF LIFE. and we gave a genteel slight supper, and had a very merry noisy evening. Miss Pemberton and I sang several duets, and Brathwayte gave us some of his comic songs, and mimicked some of the actors, which he does admirably. Capt. and Mrs. GifFord were of the party : he is an im- mense red-faced man ; it would be a good quarter of a mile to walk round him ; she is a little spare quizzical looking dame, with a face like whity-brown pa- per, but was literally worth her weight in gold. Imagine them sitting opposite each other at supper, and singing an an- cient duet in the tones of the blind fid- dler and his wife, that used to go about the streets of Swansea : it was impossi- ble to keep one's countenance ; especially to see the grimaces some of the men made; one or two of them burst into audible laughter. I was afraid old Gif- ford would have noticed it, but he is a good-natured creature, and is often mad« VARIETIES OF LIFE. 279 butt of without minding it. He after- wards favoured us with a derry-down, extending to about a hundred and fifty verses. Arbuthnot affected to be fast asleep at the other end of the table, and tied ii handkerchief round his head by way of a night cap. We are going to the Folletts to-night, in the same free way. I am afraid Edward is makinsr a fool of himself: I wish he was settled. I find he is gone to Tenby again, to renew his attack, I suppose, on the lady with the twenty thousand pounds. Let me hear from you soon, and give my love to Harriet. Brathwayte will take this to Petworth, and get it franked by Col. Lyons; so you ^ee / can get franks as well as you. F. Fairford. 280 VARIETIES OF LIFE. 28 ^/i October. It was not my intention that you should be so long deprived of this preci- ous morceau ; however, I shall now be able to give you some account of the dear ball, for in the middle of supper, Brath- wayte produced from his pocket my poor letter, which had been in snug quarters there ever since the 20th, somewhat the worse for wear, and rather snuffy^ as you may perceive : however, he rode over this morning with the frank. The ball was delightful ; opened by Lord Donovon and the honourable Mrs. Lyons (vv'ife of the colonel of the regi- ment). She is an excellent dancer, and waltzed after supper. I danced a great deal, and had a very pleasant evening. There was a most elegant supper, and we kept it up till daylight. VARIETIES OP LIFE 281 I must leave off now, as Fairford is come to take me with a party to see the conjurer F. F. SS5 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Letter XVII. Clifton^ Monday, Many thanks, my dear Fanny, for your entertaining letter: I fear I shall make but a poor return ; for though there has been no lack of gaiety here, yet it all gives place to more important consideration. Frederick's attentions must certainly mean something more than the passing gallantry of the moment : in short, I have no doubt of his attachment : his brother has left Clifton, and there ap- pears to be no reason for his staying, VARIETIES OF LIFE. 283 unless it is his wish to pursue his atten- tions where my heart would give a ready welcome : but I cannot believe, I can ever be so fortunate as to be placed in that delightful sphere, which we have both sketched with so much rapture. There are, however, some drawbacks : the estate of course goes to the eldest son ; Frederick has little independently of his father. He has been rather fickle in his plans, but is now studying the law, which I never should have guessed, and only heard yesterday by mere acci- dent. I fancy he does little more than what is called keeping his terms. Thursday, What I scarcely dared to hope has ac- tually happened. Frederick has made i>84' VARIETIES OF LIFE, me an offer :• — and now I am so afraid that fathers and mothers wilt put their wise heads together to break off the match, that I can't sit still a moment, and feel, very much as you did, when you couldn't eat : he has written to his father, and an answer is daily expected, which keeps me in such a state of sus- pense, it'^s absolutely torture — I don't at ail expect that they will approve of the match, yet I cannot give up all hope, and when for a moment or two some- thing diverts the subject from my thoughts, it returns with such a bolt upon me, that my heart seems turned inside out. I have by this post written to my mother, to acquaint her with what has passed : all this seems like a dream ; I can hardly believe it true. E. M, VARIETIES OP LIFE. 98*5 Mr. and Mrs. Ponsonby had suffered much uneasiness on account of Fre- derick's character : the changeableness of his pursuits, and an aptitude he had shewn to fall in love, had been a con- stant source of alarm. He had more than once terrified them with the pro- spect of his forming a very low con- nexion, but never, until the present oc- casion, had his partiality assumed so decided an appearance of his being in earnest, nor had the subject ever come so seriously before them. They knew he was not of a temper to be trifled with ; and as they were far from disap- proving, without knowing something more of his choice, Mr. Ponsonby wrote to a friend of his in Glamorganshire, re- questing him to make enquiries respect- ing Mr. Meredith's family, &c. The Miss Merediths had gained the reputation of being beautiful and accom- 386 TARIETIES OF LIFE. plished young women ; Mr. Meredith was spoken of as a man of great respec- tability, and this account was forwarded to Mr. Ponsonby. In the meantime, Louis Ponsonby ar- rived at Woodsbourne, and spoke in high terms of Ehzabeth, so that Mr. and Mrs. Ponsonby began to view their son's mar- riage with abated uneasiness : they even endeavoured to extract some advantage from it ; and indulged a hope that by mar- rying, his habits would acquire a steadi- ness, which was all they considered wanting to second his naturally good abilities, in the profession to which he had at length made up his mind. Mr. Ponsonby 's letter to Frederick was penned with much judgment: he complimented his son on his good sense ; was satisfied his choice must be such as would' give them all much pleasure, and VARIETIES OF LIFE. 987 that it was not made without serious re- flection : without charging his son with instability, he represented the necessity- there would be for his giving that atten- tion to his profession, which was requi- site to its proving hicrative, which was a point not to be overlooked, as it was not in his power to grant him an inde- pendence. Frederick, who was thoroughly in love, hastened to communicate the purport of 4:his letter to Elizabeth, and wrote to Mr. Meredith for his approbation. Elizabeth was the happiest of women : she had a real regard for Frederick, and the height of her ambition was gratified in marrying a man of family, and in being placed in a decided circle of fa- shion. Mrs. Bolingbroke participated in her 388 VARIETIES OF LIFE. friend's prospect of happiness, and they talked of nothing but wedding clothes, new fashions and equipage, from the time Mr. Ponsonby's consent had been communicated, to the day Elizabeth left Clifton for Swansea, The Bolingbrokes accompanied her to the New Passage, where Mr. Meredith met her, and it was settled that Frederick should first pay his father a visit, and then fly to re- ceive his bride. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 289 CHAP. VI. Elizabeth Meredith returned home, her heart swelling with a con- sciousness of the importance which the prospect of her nianiage would give her among her acquaintance ; and as Pon- sonby was very soon expected, she and her mother busied themselves in setting off the house to the best advantage. The drawing-room it was determined should be used every day; also the best chiua, and a variety of other arrangements were made to give him a favourable idea of their style of living. VOL. I. o ^90 VARIETIES OF LIFE. The wedding clothes too, now claim» ed no small share of attention, and with so recent a precedent still present to her imagination, Elizabeth could scarcely be contented with any thing short of a wardrobe similar to Mrs. Arthur Boling- broke's. Ponsonby arrived sooner than he was expected, and of course met with a very gracious reception from Mr. and Mrs. Meredith ; the youngest son and daugh- ter were all that were at home, besides Elizabeth, and they were on their good behaviour. The next day the married brother and his wife were introduced: they were both well-bred in their man- ners, and Elizabeth felt there was no- thing Ponsonby had as yet seen in her family, for her to be ashamed of. It afforded her no little gratification to appear on the public walk accompanied by Ponsonby ; but it was vexing that VARIETIES OF LIFE. 291 the Vaughans and Stapyltons were at this, time absent, and she suffered per- petual mortifications at his having to ^ee the odd-looking people she was obliged to bow to. She luckily escaped meeting her cousins ; but lest any acci- dent should bring them face to face, she thought it best to prepare Fonsonby for such a rencontre, and therefore hinted, that unfortunately there were a few, rather distant relations of her father's, living in Swansea ; " disagreeable peo- ple," she said, " but we have very little to do with them, and you may very pro- bably not see them/' It had indeed been settled between Elizabeth and her mother, that the Prattens and Dowlings were to be kept entirely out of sight ; but Mrs. Pratten had decided it other- wise ; and burning with curiosity to ob- tain a sight of Elizabeth's intended^ she and Rebecca Dowling paid an unwel- come visit in the afternoon to Mrs. o 2 $1)2 VARIETIES OF I.TFE. Meredith, who was so provoked, that she scarcely spoke civilly to them, and had no intention of introducing them to Ponsonby. Mr. Meredith, however, took upon him to perform this ceremony, and as Mrs. Pratten and Mr. Dowling were his first cousins, he thought it proper to add that the ladies were rela- tions of his. Ponsonby bowed to them. ' Mrs. Pratten appeared in high spirits, and assured him she was very glad to S€e him in Swansea, with a look and voice, evidently referring to the occasion of his coming. Rebecca ventured to enquire whether he had ever been there before, and find- lie had not, she began mentioning some 1»laces he oua^ht to see. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 293 *' Oh, never you trouble your head about that/' said Mrs. Pratten, with a simper ; '' he has enough to amuse him just now I fancy, without rambhng about to see sights." Ponsonby, to prevent a continuance of an allusion, which he perceived dis- tressed Elizabeth, remarked, that the country had very much interested him, and he should be glad to have an oppor- tunity of seeing more of it. '' Oh, well, if that's the case Sir, I don't know where you'd be better off ; for Betsey Meredith knows all the fine people hereabouts : 'tis a pity your bro- ther Ned isn't here Betsey, .he would iiave been a nice companion for Mr. Ponsonby to ride out with, and to shew him about ; but my sons, I'm sure, will be very happy. Sir, to offer their services ; 294 VARIETIES OF LIFE. only 'tis a very busy time with them just now, and Tm afraid they can't be very well spared ; however, we'll see about it, I expect them here, by and by, to see us home/' '' There will be no occasion," replied Mrs. Meredith, " for the Mr. Prattens to put themselves to any inconvenience, Mr. Meredith will accompany Mr. Pon- cnnmr Some inquiry on an indifferent sub- ject, then, passing between Mrs. Pratten and Mrs. Meredith, Elizabeth endea- voured to put a stop to any further conversation between Ponsonby and Mrs. Pratten. She would willingly have taken him out of hearing, had the dimensions of the room permitted it, but where they stood, Mrs. Pratten's whispers to Mrs. Meredith were cruelly audible. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 295 ." 'Tis to take place very soon, I sup- pose — 1 like him very much; he seems to be a very nice genteel young man." All this reached Ponsonby, besides the comforting assurance from Rebecca, that he was " quite the gentleman.'* ■ " But bless us !" cried Mrs. Pratten, " I don't see any signs of tea ; and it'^s past «eveii ; 1 thought I should have just nickt it ; I hope 'tisn't over ?" " Oh, no/' said Mrs. Meredith cooly, " we don't drink tea till eight." " Hoity, toity ! why then youVe altered your hours finely ; it used to be at six o'clock ; then 'twas at half past, and now we're come to eight ! why where'll it end ?" said she laughing. " We must, you know Mrs. Pratten/* 29(y VARIETIES OF LIFE. said Mr. Meredith, " conform a little to fashion in these times/^ '' Oh, certainly—Well, Betsey, your excursion turned out very pleasant, eh ? ah, I told Mrs. Jenes, when she cam® back without you, I thought there was something in it — and 'tis droll enough,'* continued she, addressing herself to Mr. Meredith, " 'twas at Bristol, you know, I got 7nine — dear me, to think how time runs on — that's five and .twenty year ago : have you many friends in Bristol, Mr. Ponsonby ?", " No Ma'am; I wa^ at Clifton." '« Oh, well. Sir, that's almost the same, for I'am told the buildings are in- creased so, 'tis amazing ! but I suppose you went to see the glass-houses, and Rackly church — that's you know, where Cbatterton, that was such a wonderful VARIETIES OF LIFE. ^97 genius, you know, found the curious poems — there's the very boxes to be seen there now, in a dismal odd sort of room to be sure; — but ^tis a very fine old church : I was at a friend's very near it on Rackly Parade, a few years ago, a very nice house — three windows in front/^ ^' Ah, that Chatterton," said Pon- sonby, " has excited a great deal of controversy, among the antiquarians ; and I believe the point is not very well cleared up^ — but most likely, he found some part and forged the remainder — pray which side of the question do you> espouse, Mrs^. Pratten ?" '' Why, indeed. Sir," said that lady, evidently not understanding the subject, '' I hardly know what to think ; he eer- taialy must have been a very clever. O 5. 298 VARIETIES OF LIFE. young man; and Fve heard people there say, they had seen him ! 1" " Oh, that might very well be the case ;" observed Mrs. Meredith. " True,^' returned Mrs. Pratten, "but ^tisn't every one can boast of seeing such great characters.'' " He was a singular character," said Mrs. Meredith. '* Well, I don't know what you think of him,'' cried Mrs. Pratten, " but I'm sure when I was at Mrs. Baker's, they talked of nothing else for a whole even- ing ; and I'm sure they all seemed to think him a very fine poet : there was Mr. Jackson there, a very clever man, perhaps you may know him Mr. Pon- sonby, for I hear he lives at Clifton now, and has quite left off business." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 299 Mr. Ponsonby said, he knew but few of the residents. "Well, you cared little for that I suppose, as you met with such agree- able chance acquaintance, eh ?" In spite of Mrs. Meredith's endea- vours to avoid every topic which might afford an allusion to her daughter's en- gagement to Ponsonby, Mrs. Pratten was ingenious enough to bring the sub- ject continually in view ; and taking the opportunity of Mr. Meredith's leaving the room, she ifiquired in an under- tone, but with a good deal of earnest- ness, after Mrs; Fairford, evidently be- traying that it was a forbidden subject; and as Ponsonby had heard nothing further pf the affair, than that Miss Meredith had been lately married to a Captain Fairford, he could not accou»J 300 VARIETIES OF LIFE. for the air of mystery which accom- panied Mrs. Pratten's inquiries. A knock at the door having an- nounced Mrs. Pratten's sons, they were now heard whispering and sniggering on the stairs. "Law, ii p^^ rlon'^t like to come in,*' cried Mrs. a . , Is that you, Dick ? Come in, , you afraid of?" They entered ; two slovenly gawkies, about eighteen and nineteen, dressed in the extreme of an exploded fashion ; the eldest seemed to have been pushed in by his brother; both appeared over- whelmed with confusion, and not know- ing what they said, they came up to Ponsonby, and with an uncouth griiT, /wished him joy. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 301 Mrs. Meredith tried to relieve the awkwardness that seemed to prevail, and hoped the young men had found the ball pleasant the other night. Yes, they said, 'twas very well, only not many of their acquaintance there ; but 'twas a very smart ball though. " Oh, I don't know what the balls will do without Betsey Meredith," cried INIrs. Pratten. '* I do assure you Mr. Ponsonby, you're going to take away- one of our choice belles." Ponsonby could do no less than ap- pear gratified, and politely insinuated, that there would be no want of beauty at the assemblies where Miss Dowling appeared. " You're very complaisant. Sir; Becky has her share ; but she don't pretend to 302 VARIETIES OF LIFE. come up to her cousin. Oh, now about taking Mr. Ponsonby to see Brit- ton Ferry and the Mumbles; I c^are say Dick, you could be spared for a day, and you could borrow that horse you know that John Brown had ;"' and then, without waiting for Ponsonby's assent to their plans, a sort of conference passed between Mrs. Pratten and her sons, as to the best place for procuring a similar ac- commodation for Ponsonby, which Mrs. Meredith interrupted by intimating that Mr. Ponsonby had his curricle. " Oh, then to be sure, that alters the case ; why then they could go in it toge- ther, couldn't they ? but then, perhaps, he'd rather have Betsey, eh ? and Dick could follow on horseback." " I believe it had better be deferred," said Mrs. Meredith; '• there will be other opportunities." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 303 " True ; yes to be sure/' returned Mrs. Pratten winking; " there's no hurry certainly ; he'll be coming here often, I hope : the oftener the better. Dear me! I think I hear pattens : did you bring umbrellas with you? what sort of evening is it ?" " Oh, I don't know," said Dick Prat- ten; "it doesn't rain; nothing to sig- nify." " It just spits," added his brother. " Law, hless me, Jem, where have you been to get such a coat as that ; the back of it is all over chalk, or some- 'at." "Oh, I suppose, 'twas m the ware- house, against the casks." You ought both of you to have gone 804 VARIETIES OF LIFE. home, and made yourselves a little de- cent. 1 do like to see young men clean and tidy; they can't look like gentlefolks if they aren't: it's what I'm continually telling them of. I'm sure, if you couldn't make yourselves look a little better than you do this evening, I shouldn't have thought of proposing for you to ride out with Mr. Ponsonby: such figures as you are ; why, you aren't fit to be seen; yow aren't, indeed." " We thought we should be toa late." " Nonsense.'* Mr. Meredith having returned to the room, some conversation relative to bu- siness was now carried on between him and Dick Pratten, in language so laconic and technical as to be wholly unintelli- ble to the rest of the party. Most of VARIETIES OF LIFE. '306 what they said was in an under-voice : the following broken sentences were dis- tinguished. " So, I find the Endeavourj Tucker, is cleared out; were those crates in time ?" '' Which uns ?" " E. diamond L. and G. crowfoot II M.'* '' Oh, iss sure, and we got the drawback allowed.'' *' Is she covered? what w^as she done at:'* ** Two and a half; 1 told him it couldn't be done under.'* Mrs. Pratten interrupted them with, '* Well, if it don't rain, I'll wish 3^ou a good night, good people all : fetch my shawl, Dick ; good folks are scarce." The next day Elizabeth had a visit from Mrs. Jones, who told her she had met Mr. Ponsonby that morning. " Only think," cried Mrs. Jones, '' of his popping upon me just as I was com- ing from mayket. I w^asn't dressed as I 306 VARIETIES OF LIFE. could have wished ; and the girl was be- hind me with the meat; and then, who should come up but Miss Owen, gig- gling and telling me I had a hole in my stocking ; so unpleasant, and so vulgar, I thought: and there she walked on with us, and began talking to Mr. Ponsonby; so odd, for I never introduced her : I shouldn^t have thought of such a thing. Then she made out as if she was very intimate with you, and that you had laid a wager which should be married first ; and so she said, as she found she was like to lose her wager, she expected to have a bit of wedding-cake to dream upon ; so forward ! I was quite disgust- ed with her: I can't bear any thing like boldness ; I'm very particular in that respect : and what I always admired in you Lizzy, was, that with all your gaiety there was never an}^ mixture of low-bred ways, nothing forward ; now I can't but say I admired your behaviour VARIETIES OF LIFE. 307 that night at the Clifton ball, when you danced with that officer, you know: why there's many a girl would have jumped at a red coat; but I noticed to Mr. Jones how properly you behaved ; you shewed quite a dignity in your man- ner, that pleased me very much ; and I couldn't help just speaking of it to Mr. Ponsonby, — ." " Dear Ma'am, I wish ." " Well, my dear, I said no harin. nor nothing you need be vexed at ; 'twas after Miss Owen had left us, and I told him you were a very different kind of young woman from her: I was just got home then, so I asked him in ; (I shew- ed him into the best parlour), and while he was waiting to see Mr. Jones, he and I had a bit of chat together, and got very sociable ; and I assure'e Lizzy, he won upon me very much : and I tell'e what, 308 VARIETIES OF LIFE. I've asked him to supper ; for I wished, as he had seen us in such a Httle lodg^- ing at Clifton, that he should find we lived somewhat in a different style at home ; we don't give dinners I told him, but we hoped to see him some evening with your family; so I've, settled the matter with your father, and we shall expect you all next Friday*'* VARIETIES OF LIFE. ,309 CHAP VIL Elizabeth looked forwards with no little dread to the proposed evening party : it was her earnest hope that there might be no other company ; but on entering Mrs. Jones's *' best parlour/* the first objects that presented themselves were the Pratten family and Miss Dowling; with their best clothes, they had put on their best behaviour, and sat up in so- lemn array. Mrs. Jones took an opportunity of ob- serving to Elizabeth, '' I know your 310 VARIETIES OF LIFE. mother don't much like the Prattens, and it was quite against my wish their being asked ; but there, Mr. Jones made a point of it ; he said we should be obligea to oive a handsome supper, and we might as well have a few more, particularly as we owed the Prattens ; so there what could I do. I only in- tended to have Mr. and Mrs. Main war- ing : I thought they would be genteel people for ^Ir. Ponsonby to meet, as they keep their own carriage, you know, and live in a handsome way." Elizabeth gave Mrs. Jones full credit for her good intentions, but was far from subscribing to the notion that gentility was necessarily annexed to the posses- sion of Plas Llancoed, and a well filled purse. Mrs. Main waring had been, at nineteen, thebeautyof her native village: she had re- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 311 turned home from a neighbouring board- ing-school, little incommodedwith accom- plishments, and plentifully supplied with personal vanity. Her taste for reading led her to explore her father's book- shelves, but they only eXcited her dis- gust; not so a snug little shop in the village, where, besides millinery, grocery, crockery, and perfumery, the public might be accommodated with certain marble-covered tomes, at the rate of. two- pence per volume ; these were eagerly devoured by Miss Letitia, who now be- gan to deplore the monotony of a life, which seemed to preclude the possibility of a romantic adventure falling to her share, and regretted that it had not been her good fortune to have been left at the door a helpless infant, wrapt in an em- broidered mantle, some cold December night. Such a circumstance would have been the solace of her lonely hours; but alas ! nothing could be more certain, than 312 VARIETIES OF LIFE. that she was the daughter of Matthew Lampet, whose name ghttered in gold letters over his door, with the addi- tion of " Surgeon, Apothecary, and Man-midwife ;" where also, for the be- nefit of the unlearned, appeared a golden symbol in the form of a huge pestle and mortar ; as it was however equally cer- tain, that her skin was of a " transparent whiteness," and that she possessed " a profusion of auburn hair, languishing blue eyes, and numberless nameless graces,'* charms which were conspicuous in Almeria^ or the Orphan of the Vale, she persuaded herself that she was destined to fill a higher station than to transmit to posterity the profits of the pestle and mortar. Under these impressions, the advances made by one Mr. Timothy Trigge, her father's apprentice, were re- pelled with disdain ; the more so, as his person was exactly the reverse of her favourite, Bellamont, in the new novel VARIETIES OF LIFE. 313 of " A Father's Frowns, and a Lover's Sighs :*' other suitors too had been re- jected for the same reason, when her beauty attracted the notice of Mr. Apreece, a gentleman of fortune, who had been a short time in the neighbour- hood; but it so happened, that notwith- standing her anxiety to resemble the re- fined heroines of romance, Letitia's ap- pearance betrayed such an inordinate at- tachment to shewy attire, that Mr. Apreece was so far under a mistake with regard to her character, as to make over- tures that did not at all fall in with her notions of her future destiny; and it was owing to the interposition and advice he received from Mr. Mainwaring*s father, that his proposals were made in an ac- ceptable form. On Miss Lampet's be- coming Mrs. Apreece, the consequence attached to her new situation soon put to flight her visions of romance, and the substantial dweUincr-house of Plas Llan- o VOL. I, P 314 VARIETIES OF LIFE. coed she found a very comfortable sub- stitute for castles in the air. At this time young Mainwaring, her second husband, was the whining school-boy, with his satchel And shining morning face, creeping like snail Unwillingly to school. But after the lapse of fifteen years, when by the death of Mr. Apreece, she was left a rich widow, she thought she could not better shew her gratitude to the fa- ther, than by admitting his son (now a handsome young man of twenty) to a participation of her ample fortune. As his perceptive powers, however, were not remarkably acute, she found some little difficulty in making him understand these extraordinary emotions of gratitude. Her frequent observations about being a lone woman ; the burthen of having so large VARIETIES OF LIFE. 315 a fortune to look after ; and the advan« tages taken, where there was no master of a family, demanded, as he thought, some seasonable expressions of condo- lence for the loss of Mr. Apreece ; but as by degrees, her hints afforded a more pointed inference, the young man ven- tured to understand her, and the business was settled. The widow had taken care to secure her fortune to herself, and Mainwaring found that 3he now complained of none of those difficulties which she had so lately deprecated ; he perceived she in- tended to let none of her authority pass out of her hands, and that in the ma- nagement of their household he was of no higher consequence than her favourite lap-dog. Mr. Mainwaring having been unac- customed to polished society, his wife, p 2 316 VARIETIES OF LIFE. though little qualified for the task, under* took to tutor him how to conduct him- self : his natural shyness however baf- fled all her efforts, and he felt so consci- ous of ignorance and awkwardne&s, that, rather than expose himself in conversa- tion, he was content to dwell in insigni- ficance. Mrs. Mainwaring, on the con- trary, with confident manners, and valu- ing herself on that virtue which had raised her from her humble station to her present affluence, assumed a consequence that could not be tolerated in well-bred circles : and except her acquaintance in the neighbourhood of her residence, her friends consisted of persons with whom she got acquainted at watering-places, where she was fond of spending several months in the year ; always giving the preference to secondary places, where the arrival of her equipage excited a sensation, which expensive dress and preposterous fashions, constantly kept VARIETIES OF LIFE. 317 alive. It was the interest of the inhabi- tants to feed her vanity, and she in re- turn, ex tolled the beauties and advantages of places where she could be queen of the walk, and affect patronage. Her name appeared to all cases of distress ; to all raffle-subscriptions; she delighted to see play-bills headed " By the desire of Mrs. Mainwaring," though a barn was to be the scene of action ; and an account of a ball and supper given by Mrs. Mainwaring at mouth, having found its way into the London papers, filled her with conceit for the remainder of the season. Such were the pair who were now an- nounced in Mrs. Jones's " best parlour ;" the lady was upon a large scale dressed in strict conformity to " La Belle As- semhlte^* for the month, and ambling into the room with an air of importance, 518 VARIETIES OF LIFE. proceeded to a seat which had been re- served for her at the upper end of the room ; while the '^ partner of her great- ness/^ scarcely advancing farther than the door^ dropt into the first seat that presented itself. Mrs. Main waring in a consequential air, began apologizing for coming so late; " but really," said she, w ith a consolatory bow to Mrs. Jones; ^' really, as I say, people that keep their own carriage, are more de- pendant than those who hire : for what with the horses being ill at one time, and the coachman at another, one never knows when one can depend on having one^s own carriage: then at parties, one's always obliged to go away, as I say, just to a minute." Mrs. Jones extolled the elegance of Mrs. Mainwaring's equipage, and sought VARIETIES OF LIFE, 319 to advertize the importance of her guest by inquiring after her grapery. *' Ah, dear me/^ cried Mrs. Mainwar- ing; " that's another grievance; all our grapes are quite lost: I had, I assure you, as fine a shew as any round the country, but unfortunately the glasses were left open one frosty night, and there was an end of the grapes.^' " What a pity !" observed Mr. Jones, ** and after such expense too." "Tisn't for that; but I don't know what I shall do without 'em ; I that have been so accustomed to fruit in winter and summer, as I say, all as one ; why I shan't know where I am." '' It may put her in mind of old times, perhapth," lisped Miss Dowling to Fon- sonby, in a close whisper: " she was 320 VARIETIES OP LIFEo only a poor ""pothecary's daughter ; but it theems she's forgot the thign of the pethle and mortar." " It's no use, as I say," continued Mrs. Main waring, *' to give gardeners high wages, and keep helpers, and go to such expense as I have, and after all to be no better off, as I say, than as if I had nothing of the kind at all; it's past all bearing ; as I say, the more servants one has, and the higher wages one gives, the worse every thing is done ; here have I four or five men servants, and half a dozen women, and yet, if you'll believe me, when I complain of neglect, they grumble about having too much work to do: nobody knows the troubles of a large establishment, but those, as I say, who have had experience of them." This harangue was interrupted by the entrance of tea, which was handed about VARIETIES OF LIFE. 321 by an awkward man engaged for the oc- casion, assisted by Mrs. Jones's parlour- maid, who followed close behind with hot buttered cakes. After this cere- mony was over, a whist party was formed, which broke up the formidable semicircle. " We've nobody else coming," said Mrs. Jones, " except Mr. John Barton; I hope he won't disappoint us, such a nice, pleasant, lively young man: he's lately come into a very good fortune I find." " Oh, yes sure," cried Mrs. Main- waring from the whist table ; " and he spends it with a proper spirit; and so he should ; I like to see people of fortune, as I say, live as they ought to do. Mr. Pratten, will you like to bet half a crown on the rubber," p 5 32^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. " I must beg leave, Madam/* said Mr. Pratten, in a coarse firm voice ; " to be excused, if you please; 'tis what I never suffer myself to do : and I think play- ing shillings makes it come quite high enough/' " Ah, well! I think you're quite in Xhe right Mr. Pratten ; every one is to judge for themselves in these cases ; shillings is quite high enough : but as I ^y, I am so in the habit of playing half €rowns and betting crowns, that — " " Do you mean half-crown pints^ Ma^am ?" •* Oh yes, and higher too," returned Mrs. Mainwaring with a chuckling laugh, ^* There may be very serious sums lost VARIETIES OF LIFE. 32J then/' said Mr. Jones with a calculating aspect. " Ah, well, don't let us talk about losses," cried Mrs. Mainwaring, " I dare say you and I shall give Mr. Pratten and Mr. Meredith a trimming." Mrs. Jones now proposed a round game for the young people, which appearing to meet general approbation, they sat down to pam-loo. " Jem, you're not to play," said Mrs, Pratten . " Law, mother," grumbled Jem " why not ?" Mrs. pratten made an expressive sign. *' Law, why they're going to play 534 VARIETIES OF LIFE, quite low ;"' reraurmured Jem ; " Mrs, Jones said so." « Well, we'll see." " Oh, dear! here comes Mr. John Barton," cried Mrs. Jones. *' Better late than never, Sir." Mr. Barton advanced, making famiMar bows all round the table, including Mr. Ponsonby, to whom he had not yet been introduced ; and adroitly wedging him- self between Miss Dowling and Eliza- beth, exclaimed, " How happy could I be with either;" why, Dick Pratten, man, how come you to let the ladies sit together ?" *' You're losing time," said Mrs, Jones, ** you'd better settle who is to deal." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 3^5 " Why you have been quite a stranger among us, Mr. John Barton," cried Mrs. Pratten; " we've quite missed you lately." " Oh, I've been upon my travels. Ma'am ; I don't like biding still at one place ; I like to be here, there, and everywhere; but I'v^e been home a week now. There, you're to deal, Dick ; the knave's come to you, he knows his man. How come it you weren't at Mrs. Cot- tle's last night. Miss Dowling? Oh, you ought to have been there ; I assure you we had a very nice hop. I'll tell'e how it came about: the old folks you see were all at cards ; so what did we do but roll up the carpet in the parlourinatwinkling,and Lucy Cottle played upon the piana; to be sure we kickt up a fine dust, and kept it up till past one o'clock. Oh, and the best of the fun was, Mrs. Cottle asked me to make the punch ; and, by George, 326 VARIETIES OF LIFE* I tickled the old ladies with the proper stingo, and sent *em all home fud- died/* '' For thame, Mr. John Barton," cried Miss Dowling: " how you do love mith- chief." " He's such a rattle/* observed ISIrs. Jones to Ponsonby, Mr. Barton had more to say to Miss Dowiing about Mrs. Cottle's party,which was communicated in a whisper, and called from her a reprimand. ^' Law, Mr. John Barton, you do make one laugh so — do be quiet now. How fond you are of quithing." The interest of the game now so com- pletely took possession of the young Prattens, as to make them lose sight of their company behaviour, and indulge VARIETIES OF tIFE. 327 in their accustomed uncouth familiarity, while their mother, from time to time, called them to order. * " Lor, how you do deal, Jem : there now, you've turn'd up the card ; I on't have'n." " Why then, 'tisn't my fault, 'tis the cards do stick so,'* returned Jem, wet- ting his thumb to remedy the evil. *' There, hearts are trumps ; do you play Miss Becky ?" '' No, no," said Mr. Barton jocosely, "Miss Becky can't play; she* got no heart." " That's more than you know, Mr." '' Well, ril be bound," said he laugh- ing loudly ; " you wouldn't give thank'e for a hand without a heart/' 328 VARIETIES OF LIFE* '' You seem very merry there, good folks,'* cried Mrs. Mainwaring; " Mr. John Barton, as usual, the fiddle of the company." " Lor now, Mr. Ponsonby, you've played before your turn,'* cried Jem : *' so now Fm loo'd by it — 'taint fair." " Nonsense Jem, 'tis you will play on such vile hands, I don't wonder at your losing so." " Why now, mother, I tell'e, if Mr. Ponsonby hadn't played the deuce — " *' He has played the dense with you, Jem, with a vengeance," said Mr. Bar- ton, with another loud lough. " There, Fve nabb'd your queen, Miss Lizer," cried Dick ; '' what d'ye think of that!" VARIETIES OF LIFE. 329 ''Can any body give me two thicth- penthes for a thilling ?'' ** My ! how you are winning, Becky! only look what a pile of silver she has got there ; now Mr. Ponsonby, 'tis your deal, and you must put in ; oh, and you was loo'd besides !" " Jem, don't let your tongue run on so." *' By jingo ! Becky's got a pam-flush again ; I'll be hanged if — " " Jem!" A slight pause at the round game was amply supplied by the loud voice of Mrs. Mainwaring, rating her partner for leading from his tenace. Mr. Meredith's voice, too, grated on 330 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Elizabeth's ear, in a tone of so much ir- ritation, that Mrs. Meredith sidled to- wards the whist party, intent on a pacific negotiation. " Pam be thivil,'' said Miss Dow- ling. " Oh, murder! there I'm dish'd." *' He knows his dooty,'* pursued Miss Dowling, " Well, if ever I see any thing like it," said Jem, in a grumbhng tone. I don't know what I'm about ; dont'e snap'em up so, it makes me all betwattled: there ! 1 got a trick ; stop Becky, you're taking too much, 'tis but four a trick — put it all down again, and let's reckon It." • " Dick ! behave yourself." '' It's all very right," cried Mr. Bar- ton, " 'tis five a trick ; five fives is twenty-five ; take my word for it ; leave alone Cocker." 332 VARIETIES OF LIFE. ** Don't play that, Jem," said Mrs. Pratten, " why, how can*e be so follish ! no wonder you lose, if you play like that. Stop ! don't be in such a hurry ; there, keep up your hand; you let every body look over you. Come, Jem! put in the king to be sure ; why, what are you thinking of?" " Law, mother, how you do bother one ! there now, I'm loo'd again ; I never see any thing like it. I do think Becky keeps pam in her pockut." " Jem ! you make too much noise ; I hear your voice louder than any body else's. 'Tis very purvoking to be sure,", continued Mrs. Pratten, in a tone of compassion ; " he had three trumps Mr. Ponsonby, and raly very good ones. Upon my word Jem, I got no more sil- ver; you must apply to your father, you raly must." VARIETIES OF LIFE. 333 " Dear!" exclaimed Mrs. Jones, " Fm quite sorry he has such ill luck." " 'Twas very silly of him to play ;" rejoined Mrs. Pratten, in an under tone: '' he knows nothing of the game, and to go on losing his money in that way is quite ridicklus !'* " He can't have lost much, Ma'am," observed Elizabeth. • " Ah, my dear, it's a good deal for a lad like him: he has lost five or six shillings already !" " Dear, I'm very sorry," said Mrs, Jones. " Yes, he has mdeed." A scene of confusion now occurred at the whist table : it was sudden and vio- 33'^ VARIETIES OF LIFE. lent, but of short duration ; the loo party, without a suspicion of the cause, beheld Mrs. Main waring floundering on the floor, bestrewed with cards and candle- sticks. The gentlemen hastened to her assist- ance ; and being safely deposited in a chair, she sat panting and fanning her- self, with one hand locked in Mr. Main- waring's, while the room rang with in- quiries and explanations ; when it ap- peared that a black cat had unperceived entered the apartment, and with unpa- ralleled audacity had taken possession of Mrs. Mainwaring's capacious lap, where- upon that lady, starting from her chair, her head came in contact with a giran- dole, her feathers caught fire, and re- bounding on her seat, she had lost her balance, and nearly compelled the table to accompany her in her fall. VARIETIES OF LIFE. 535 " Don't frighten yourself, my love/* said Mrs. Mainwaring to her spouse ; " I'm not at all hurt, but I can't bear the sight of a cat ; I never could : I beg I may not discompose the company ; pray go on with your game." It was not an easy matter to comply with this request, the suppression of laughter being paramount to all other concerns : the young Prattens had so little command of their risible faculties, that their mother's Jeminsc and Dickinsr them had very little effect ; and it was a great relief when supper was an- nounced. *' That's a good hearing ; my stomach has cried cup-board this half-hour." " Jem !" Mrs. Jones triumphantly led the way 336 VARIETIES OF LIFE. to a well-supplied table, to which the Pratten family did ample justice. " Mr. Jones, I must thank'e for a little more of the duck, 'tis so uncommon good," cried Mrs. Pratten ; " to say the truth, we dined rather early to-day, — any part. Sir. — Jem !" *« Mr. Barton, I hope you take care of the ladies," said Mr. Jones ; " and, if you please, I'll trouble you to cut that tongue." " Certainly, Sir, with the greatest pleasure. Miss Dowling, shall I give you some ? or is one enough for a lady ? eh? ha! ha I ha!" " Come, don't be always running your riggs." " We are indebted to Mrs. Main- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 3S7 waring for that fine dish of sea-kale," said Mrs. Jones : " I hope you'll take some, Mr. Ponsonby." " Oh, I am sure I wish I had any thing better worth your acceptance,'* cried Mrs. Mainwaring ; *' I am always very glad, as I say, when I have any little rarity to offer my friends." " This is remarkably fine," said Pon- sonby; then, turning to Jilizabeth, he observed, " what a valuable acquisition to a party this Mrs. Mainwaring is : Miss Dowling has let me into her pri- vate history, but I had no idea that she was to contribute in so many ways td the evening's entertainment." " Do let me recommend you a slice of the tongue," said Mrs. Pratten to Mr. VOL. I. Q 338 VARIETIES OF LIFE. Ponsonby, who sat next to her ; " you^li ■find it very tender ; indeed all Mrs. Jones's things are so nice and good, ril thank you for another shce, Mr. John Barton. This tongue is cured at home I am sure ; and it's much the best way ; then one knows what one's eating. I don't rightly understand Mr. Pon- sonby," continued she, lowering her voice into a familiar tone, " how long your stay in Swansea is to be ; but Mr. Pratten and ijie will be exceeding happy, Sir, to see you — (Jem !) — and — I hope soon to fix on some evening to have the pleasure of your company, and the Me- rediths, in a free way." *' You are very polite, Ma'am," re- turned Ponsonby ; *' I believe I shall quit Swansea in about a week." ** Oh, ho," said Mrs. Pratten, sim- VARIETIES OF LIFE. 339 pering, " 'tis to be so soon as that, is it ? well, I hope we shall see you between this and then ; we seldom give large parties, but / think a sociable evening like this, is a deal pleasanter, in my opinion, than a formal set party." " Becky," cried Mrs. Jones, " what will you have ?" " Fve had a thyllabub, thank'e, Ma'am." " Take another, my dear." " Won't you take any of the sweets, ^ Sir?*' said Mr. Barton, addressing Pon- sonby; " No? why, then, Mr. John Barton, t/ou will," said he, addressing himself, "yes, sure, Mr. Barton will take some jelly." Q 2 340 VARIETIES OF LIFE. " How can you be tho tliilly !" After the cloth was withdrawn, a bowl of punch made its appearance, and Mr. Barton was asked for a song : he readily complied; and, in a ridiculous attempt to copy Braham, almost stunned the company with " The last words of Marmion." " There," said he, as he finished, " now Fve earned a right to call on any lady I please for a song ; so I beg leave to call on Miss Betsy Mere- dith/^ Elizabeth politely declined ; and, after she had been for half an hour assailed with, " Birds that eati sing and woni sing," &c. ; *' No song no supper ;" " Come, Miss Meredith, we are all wait- ing," accompanied with a loud rapping on the table, which interrupted all con- versation ; ]\frs. Mainwaring observed VARIETIES OF LIFE. 341 that her carriage had been announced some time, and rose to take leave : she very condescendingly offered to set Mrs, Pratten down ; and the party soon after- wards broke up. Mrs. Jones seemed in high good hu- mour, and whispered to Elizabeth, *' I think it all went off very welL" Elizabeth had not yet completed all her purchases, and Ponsonby frequently accompanied her and Mrs. Meredith in their shopping expeditions : they entered a linen-draper's, and, as ill luck would have it, Mrs. Dowling, the proscribed Mrs. Dowling, was in the shop, witk. Q 2 ^42 VARIETIES 03P LIFE, Rebecca and her sister, who was just arrived from a visit in the countrv. */ " So ! how d*ye all do ?'* cried Mrs. Dowhng ; " you haven't finished your preparations yet, I suppose ;" added she, with a sly glance towards Ponsonby ; *' and there IVe been thinking to give you a call ever so many times, and ne- ver been able to yet; I've been so busy. I fully intended it this morning, and here my daughter is just come home to get some smart things to wear at a wedding ; so you see our errands are a little similar." " Yes, Vm to be bride-maid to a friend of mine, where I've been ; the gentleman, I believe, is somebody you know pretty well, Elizabeth ; and if you had liked him as much as he liked 2/ou —can't you guess ? how dull you are ; VARIETIES OF LIFE. 343 his name begins with a D and ends with ahef : — well, 1 never saw a girl keep her countenance so : but, I say, Elizabeth,, you have not introduced me." Elizabeth was now constrained to present to Ponsonby, Miss Matilda Dowling, attired in a new, yet heinously unfashionable riding-habit, tucked up in festoons, displaying a villanous shoe, and an open-worked cotton stocking : a provincial black beaver-hat completed the figure. '' I was very sorry, Mrs. Meredith, that I could not meet you all at Mrs. Jones's the other night," said Mrs. Dowling ; '' but 1 have been so ill you can't think. I catched such a cold as never was ; 'twas my own fault, to be sure ; but there (lowering her voice), I wanted, you see, to get over the ironing, 344 VARIETIES OF LIFE. SO I took it into my head to lend a help,' and there I stayed up, hard at work till past twelve o'clock ; it quite knocked me up, and I got a terrible crick in my neck, standing in such a draught in our back-kitchen among the wet clothes ; but there, when I do begin, I can't help going on to finish what I am about. — What d'ye think of this cloth? You see, I want to make myself about half a dozen aprons, just to wear about the house ; it saves the fronts of oner's gowns so : this ""ll do very well, I was think- ing ; — 'tis coarse ; but law what does it signify what one wears out of sight/' To put a stop to these memoirs of back-kitchens and coarse aprons, Mrs. Meredith desired the shopman to shew her some muslins, and while the ladies were canvassing the merits of the articles before them, Ponsonby occasionally VARIETIES OF LIFE. 340 looked on, and occasionally lounged at the door. His eyes were accidentally attracted to the opposite house : it was near the Castle, a corner house and a grocer's shop ; the sign. Three Crows. There, thought he, lived her grandfather, " the haberdasher^ who sold all sorts of things " The specimens which Ponsonby had seen of some of Elizabeth's connexions, were not such as to add any respect- ability to the alliance he was about to form, and which, he was now con- vinced, was not altogether consistent with his own rank in life. He felt con- scious how much he had disappointed the views of his family ; but his high sense of honour, and his attachment ro Elizabeth, equally forbade a retreat. He considered, however, that he should re- move her to a more refined society, and 346 VARIETIES OF LIFE. that all intercourse between her and the most objectionable part of her family would be cut off. The important engagement he was going to enter into, made him reflect on his past conduct, and he was now se- riously determined by his future appli- cation to his profession, to make amends for his former unsteadiness. 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