LI B HA FLY OF THE U N IVLR.SITY Of ILLINOIS 823 S\l32/v/ v. 2, VIRTUOUS POVERTY, A TALE. IN THREE VOLUMES. BY HENRY SIBDONS. Gemmas, marmor, ebur, Tyrrhena sigilla, tabellas, Argentum, vestes gaetulo murice tinctas Sunt qui non habeant, est qui non curat habere. HORAC*, Gold, silver, iv'ry, vases sculptur'd high, Paint, marble, gems, and robes of Persian dye. There are who have not, — and thank heaven there are Who if they have not, — think not worth their care. POPR. VOL. II. SEemDon : PRINTED FOR RICHARD PHILLIPS, No. 71, St. Paul's. 1804. By T. Gilltt, Crowi>-court. S 113?. AT CONTENTS. VOL. II. BOOK III. CHAPTER I. Page i\ VERY short chapter, which maybe either skipped or read, as pleaseth the fancy of the reader, containing hints on digressions, re- flections, moralising, and prosing. "Why an author is like a jockey, and why he had bet- ter read his works to a young woman than an old one. A simile between a novel and a turnpike road, and a promise from the writer E CHAPTER II. The despair of Tibullus ; his application ; the reception of it ; he is about to give a strong proof of the force of an imitative mind ; is diverted from his intentions. A sermon a Z for iV CONTENTS. Page for a young buck. How gratitude may be best shewn. A short explanation. Pic- nics. A prudent wife. Honor among thieves. Happiness between the selfish. Pleasant reflections arising from the viola- tion of the social duties. An old lady killed with a broken heart. A repentance ; a blessing -, a forgiveness ; a birth •, and its effects on the mind of a father - 6 CHAPTER III. Miss Martina. A father's fondness ; a mo- ther's schemes ; the girl is sent to school. Reasons for paying attention to old aunts. "Wills.. The young lady brought home again. Maternal anxieties. A family dis- course. Disposal of property, fit for all rich readers. A high-seasoned dialogue ; a daughter's interference — why dangerous. The author gives a good reason for the sale of his work - - - - "37 CHAPTER IV. A prudent man over-reached ; a projector j an astrologer. A scheme to make a for- tune *, by what means. Reasons for em- bracing speculations. A great work falli to the ground. A defence of speculators. How a wife bears misfortune. A twinge of CONTENTS-. ^ Page of conscience j a fear of retribution ; a cau- tious resolve j a daughter's goodness - 59 CHAPTER V. The mystery of the good humor of Mrs. Dives explained. Husband-catching-, flirt- ing. A father's objections to man-hunt- ing ; they are over-ruled. An assembly •, a fine lady's morals and manners. Love. Edmund Godolphin, a rich nabob's son, is received as the husband of Martina ; her joy j that of the mother ; the father's ex- planation. Edmund's conduct. Wedding- day fixed ; the news which defers it. A mother's conduct. The despair of two young people - - - 75 CHAPTER VI. Appearance of the real heir of Governor Godolphin ; his story ; is struck with Mar- tina •, proposals to her mother ; they are accepted ; hears of Edmund's passion •, his conduct thereon. Martina is missing ; her letter. Edmund's appearance j flies in search of his love. The rage of Mrs. Dives ; the agonies of a father - 93 BOOK vi contents; book rv. CHAPTER I. Page In which the Author has it all to himself for remarks that those who are eager for the ftory may pass over. The shortest chap- ter in the work - - - 121 CHAPTER II. Fraternal love. The decay of a rich man. A bankruptcy; domestic joy ; discord; an exit; faultless monster; creditors; a spunging-house. A retrospect of violated duties. Scenes in a prison. Amusements and consolations for debtors. Retired dis- tress. A female ; odd person described. A generous lawyer. Detainders. An un- expected visitor ; who and what. A scene of an uncommon kind; an exclamation 124 CHAPTER IIL An account ; a penitent ; a simile ; a retreat; two simple maxims. A piece of chit-chat between an author and a reader. Ven- geance and pity. An offer ; a reflection ; children and money ; a promise ; a cau- tion ; an escape. The use of a bible A young woman ; a natural child ; the voice of , CONTENTS* ^Vll Page of nature ; consolations. Nature the best teacher of philosophy. Debtor and credi- tor. Different sorts of beauty. Why a man should be older than his wife. An appeal - - - - 140 CHAPTER IV. "Why a man may be tolerably generous with- out parting with his last shilling. An agi- tation ; a discovery of an old acquaintance; a meeting ; a reconciliation 5 an introduc- tion ; a 'farmer's jealousy, conviction, and grounds for approbation. Affability and affectation ; illustrious example of the for- mer. Corn j bitter remembrances ; a re- quest — complied with \ a prefatory matter 1 63, CHAPTER V. The history of Henry St. Leger begins, which to some may appear very strange, but facts are stubborn things - - x8a CHAPTER VI. The life of an author. Infidel writers, A singular institution. Real liberty. A wor- thy clergyman; a method proposed for future exertion \ an introduction ; a gene- ral i his son, daughter ; a romantic young lady. Love busy in every part of a family, Folly VUi CONTENTS. Page Folly of despising the good opinion of the world. Diffidence. A knot of perplexi- ties, and sage observations - - 204 CHAPTER VII. An honorable elopement ; the cause ex- plained. A mandate ; a compliment 5 fa- mily secrets ; a soldier's wife ; her story ; her gratitude. An examination of a heart; a generous proffer. Reasons for not tak- ing advantage of a young lady's confidence. An agitated family ; a trial ; dark hints ; sly inuendoes — how answered. An accuser confounded. The feelings and expressions of an injured man - - -23© CHAPTER VIII. A resolve *, a hint upon duels. Self-defence the law of nature. A card ; a call ; a meet- ing •, an explanation ; a generous way of effacing an injury. Fortitude of a young lady. Love epistle. A father's liberal offer — why rejected. Love not to be sup- plied by politeness. On marriage. A second offer made — refused ; why at last accepted. A visit to a mother - - 257 VIRTUOUS VIRTUOUS POVERTY. BOOK III. CHAPTER I. A very short chapter ', which may be either shipped or ready as pleaseth the fancy of the reader — containing fc hi/its on digressions, refeclions, moralising, and prosing — Why an author is like a jockey — and ivhy he had better read his works to a young woman than an old one — A simile between a novel and a turnpike road — and a promise from the writer* A LADY of fashion, wit, and beauty,* in her excellent works lately republished, compares the skill of the romance writer, with the ingenuity of the jockey. She * The lady alluded to is Lady M. Wortley Mon- tagu. — Vide her Letters. Vol. II. B affirms, 2 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. affirms, that all our allegories, our advice to the reader, and various other modes of digression from the main subject mat- ter, are but the mere tricks of a shallow invention, to fill up a book, or what the abovementioned gentlemen (jockies) call getting round. " He talks to me that never had a child!' 5 Such is the natural exclamation of Con- stance ; a mother drawn in his most ex- quisite stile, by the master hand of Shakes- pear the sublime. " She talks to us, that " never wrote a novel !" would be an ex- clamation equally forcible, and just as na- tural from myself to any lady of the same critical ability. It is somewhere said, that a celebrated French author, always read over his works to an old woman, before he would ven- ture to entrust them to the press. Now i" have adopted something like the same VIRTUOUS POVERTY* 3 same plan, and commit my work chapter by chapter to the inspection of a female ; and though she neither can, nor is over desirous^ to boast the privileges of old age, yet my own partial judgment very much deceives me, if her innate good sense, and natural candour of mind, do not make her a much more proper judge of aworkof/tf/zrj, than any peevish old woman, or snarling critic, (and really they are two animals of the same species, with this exception, that the old woman is more excuseable) can possibly be. Now, the reader of my novel, will in one respect be much better off than the peruser of the works submitted to the in- spection of the old gentlewoman ; the French writer having run into liberties shocking to any female mind, young, or old. I can say, and truly say with our im- mortal bard, that she, who is destined to B 2 give 4 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. give her daily opinions on the romance now submitted to the public animadver- sion, is equally with the noble sister of Publicola, " The moon of Rome ; chaste as the icicle, " That's curded by the frost from purest snow 9 ** And hangs on Dian's Temple." Shaklspear's Coriolanus. The above mentioned lady is always find- ing fault with the many digressions, I am so fond of making while I am reciting a plain tale. To get rid of these complaints, as well as I can, I have resolved in imitation of an author (whose name it would be the most impudent vanity in me to mention, while I am talking about myself) to dedi- cate a very short chapter, at the beginning of each ensuing book, to the luxury of talking in " propria persona." Not, that I mean to promise to tie my- self up from every opportunity of shewing my o\vn sagacity, — No, that is a task too trying VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 5 trying for the most modest of men. Ought it then to be expected from an author ? Indeed, however tedious these kinds of digressions and reflections may prove to the reader, they are the tolls, which every traveller is compelled to pay, as he journies through the broad road of a romance ; both the turnpikes of a journey, and the toll gates of a book, may be expensive, and disagreeable, yet still are indispensible to the clearing of obstructions, the removal of difliculties, and the final convenience of the passenger. With this apology, for the imposts I have thought fit to levy, I shall conclude this preparatory chapter, at the same time assuring the good natured traveller through my dull volumes, that in future, I will not lay more tribute upon him than is neces- sary to keep my prospects open, and my roads in repair. B 3 CHAP- VIRTUOUS POVERTY. CHAPTER II. This despair of Tibullus — his application — the recep- tion of it — he is about to give a strong proof of the force of an imitative mind — is diverted from his intentions — A sermon for a young buck — How gra- titude may be best shewn — A short explanation — Pic-nics — J prudent wife — Honor among Thieves , — Happiness between the selfish — Pleasant re- fections arising from the violation of the social duties — /In old lady hilled with a broken heart — A repre- tance — A blessing — A forgiveness — A birth — and '.-id of a Father. ON the death of Sir Charles Panther, the despair of poor Tibullus, who had entrust- ed every shilling of his little fortune into the hands of that unhappy young man, rose almost to the height of desperation. lie looked round him, and saw no reed for hope to catch at ; instead of vigorously pursuing a noble profession, which might have conducted him by easy degrees to wealth, VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 7 wealth, to honor, and to fortune — he had wasted his time, in pursuits unconge- nial to his nature ; which had made him ridiculous in their prosecution, and lefc him destitute, now he was no longer able to follow them. — He had been extrava- gant to an excess, to feed his passion for jlne cloathsy and long bills from four several tailors, he knew must soon rise up in ter- rible array against him. Appear again amongst the former ac- quaintance of Sir Charles he dared not ; they had always ridiculed him as a clumsy mimic, and in every situation throughout all the affairs of life, any one, who is ruined by thrusting his head into company above his level in the scale of society, loses by his folly the commiseration, which is com- monly bestowed upon misfortune, and becomes the theme for ridicule, instead of pity. — Such a hunted deer was Tibulius when he regained his chamber — his mag- nus Apollo was no more ! — his mind, like B 4 the 8 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. the mechanic operations of a watch, was incapable of performing its functions, now its main spring was taken away \ for the first time during the course of several years, he had an inclination to fly to books for consolation and philosophy. Restless and uneasy he snatched a long neglected Horace from the shelf \ the first lines he read, were " O imitatores ! servum pecus ! '* He dashed the volume with fury to the ground — the very dead seemed to reproach him with the folly of his conduct. His mortifications might have been borne, were they destined to stop here ; but Sir Charles was no sooner buried, than his unfortunate shadow was hunted from place to place, by the importunate creditors of the deceased man of fashion. As he had attended Sir Charles at all his expensive dinners and entertainments, the owners VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 9 owners of the taverns sent him in bills by showers ; and Orestes was never hunted by the furies with more implacable viru- lence, than he was chased all round the town, by these indefatigable duns* In the despair of his heart he at last formed the resolution of transmitting a letter to Francis Dives, and the fair Mar- tina ; in which he told them, that to main- tain the honor and credit of their late brother, at his election , he had entrusted him with all his worldly fortune, and did not doubt, but that the sisterly affection of Mrs. Dives, would take care, that nei- ther her brother's honor, nor her brother's friend, should be materially a sufferer by an action of such disinterested friendship : — this note was accompanied with all the bills sent in to him, which formed a large packet, and these also he said he was sure they would take the earliest opportunity of paying off. B 5 Tibullus IO VIRTUOUS POVERTY, Tibullus was a woeful instance of the presumption of man, in ever making sure of any thing ! The bills came back to him, with an answer to his letter, subscribed Martina Dives. Besides the disappointment of a flat re- fusal to repair any of his losses, the poor young man had the mortification of having the denial couched in terms of the most biting: ridicule. She denied that real friend- ship had any thing to do with his attach- ment to her late brother. Vanity alone, she urged, was the sole motive of all his assiduities and attentions. " You fed his follies, imitated his dress, " and adopted his manners," said she, " not out of respect to bim 9 but with a " mere selfish view, which tended to raise " admiration to your own character, and " afford improvement to your own person. " You were a mimic, not a friend. A " monkey, when he copies the actions of "his VIRTUOUS POVERTY. II * c his keeper, has as just a title to the cha- 6 racter of a friend as yourself. You lent c him your money, merely that you might 6 have it to say that you had assisted a c man whom no one supposed at that time ' to stand in need of the aid of any one. { You proffered yours, with the idea of c conferring an honour upon yourself- — not ' from the pure wish of rendering an as- 6 sistance to him. With regard to the c tavern bills you have sent us in, I can 6 only say, I hear from very good autho- ' rity, that in scenes of this kind, you 6 were ever one of the very first partakers, c and therefore cannot repine at sharing in c the expence of the amusement : in short, 6 Mr. Melford, if complaints are to be ut- c tered on any side, I think the greatest * right of lamentation pertains to myself. c Had my unhappy brother met with no c mimics, flatterers, and parasites, he might ' have wearied in the race of folly, re- ' formed his life, and turned his thoughts B 6 "to 12 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " to pursuits more worthy of himself; and " more honorable to his family," The last dose was a bitter one ; the words mimic, flatterer, and parasite, made him open his eyes, extend his mouth, and give way to a hundred disagreeable sensations : he, for the first time, perceived that he had been making himself contemptible and ridi- culous, as well as poor and miserable. All his amiable qualities had been ob- scured by foppery and affectation ; but his understanding had been formerly vigorous, and his heart was naturally good. The contemplation of himself shocked him ; he was a ruined beggar ; involved in debt, difficulty, and dishonor. A pri- son seemed gaping to receive him, and misery collecting her heaviest showers to overwhelm him. He gnashed his teeth, stamped on the ground, furiously smote his VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I 3 his forehead, and exclaimed, " Go, ape ! " monkey ! mimic that thou art ! thou " hast degraded the original dignity of thy " character, by copying the vices of a crea- " ture inferior to thyself in every point of " view, and now thou hast no chance of " escaping from beggary and misery, but 11 by a desperate imitation of the last most " dreadful action of his life." With a mind worked up to frenzy, and fevered by despair, he walked out of his room, resolved to avoid the arrows of ri- dicule, the cries of his creditors, and the future horrors of prisons, debts, and diffi- culties, by the detested crime of suicide. He walked onwards till he reached the New River. Several qualms of conscience staggered his purpose by the way ; but he was so totally destitute of any means of prosecuting his studies, or of gaining a livelihood by any human method, that he resolved 14 VIRTUOUS POVERTY, resolved to persist in his impious resolu- tions. Like some other devoted men, he con- verted his classical knowledge to the very worst purpose to which it can be applied. The examples of Cato, Brutus, Cassius, and a number of the antient self-mur- derers, have had such a mischievous in- fluence on some disordered imaginations, that humanity may, perhaps, be sometimes induced to pause, before it can pronounce whether the preservation of the Roman literature has made sufficient amends for the dreadful mischiefs it has, in these in- stances, been sometimes the unhappy means of instigating and promoting. The mind of Tibullus was unfortunately so tempered at this instant, that he for- tified his doubts, and animated his inten- tions, by the contemplation of the above- mentioned examples. He VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 1 5 He gazed wistfully on the stream be- fore him — a transient gleam of hope shot athwart his mind — but it was suddenly checked by the recollection of his difficul- ties, and a slight glance of Martinas' letter — " It is impossible," said he, and giving a sudden spring, was in a moment flat upon his back, in the precise spot on which he made the effort. He felt much surprised to find himself upon the dry land,when he expected to have been in the middle of the river. Lest the reader should fancy that we are running into all the flowery fictions of an antient romance, we shall make all the haste we can to explain this extraordinary circum- stance, which was brought about by mere human agents, and by very natural means, A gentleman had observed the disorder- ed manners of this unhappy young man ; and being one of those odd fellows, whom the Roman dramatic poet describes as one who 1 6 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. who knowing himself to be a man, considers nothing under the human form as indif- ferent to him, had thought it worth while to vary the direction of a morning stroll, when, by so trifling a sacrifice, he could stand a chance of being of service to a fel- low creature. He had walked cautiously behind the young Lawyer, with the intention of watching his motions and scrutinising into his designs. At the moment he was about o to take the fatal plunge, this worthy old gentleman sprung from behind the railing, caught him by the coat, and as — " Non progredi est regret," brought him to the very point from which he was in the act of taking the fatal leap. When Tibullus recovered from his first surprise, he looked wildly around him, and caught the benevolent features of Peter Hayward. When he recognised the form of VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 1/ of his preserver, the burning flush of shame glowed on his countenance, and he hid his face with his hands. The good man saw the confusion which oppressed him, and taking him kindly by the hand, earnestly conjured him to moderate the vehemence of his feelings, and learning from him the place of his residence, tenderly solicited to be allowed to accompany him to the spot; a request which, after many pressing argu- ments, the faultering Tibullus reluctantly complied with. As they walked home- wards, Hayward heard from the lips of young Melford the whole of his calamitous story; and when he came to weigh his sufferings with his follies, he could not help thinking that his punishment had more than counterbalanced his faults. The Lawyer would have bade him adieu at the door of his apartment ; but Hay- ward, dreading some fatal effects from the still agitated state of his mind, insisted upon being allowed to remain with him for 1& VIRTUOUS POVERTY. for half an hour. When he had conversed with him for some time, and perceived that the hurried tumult of his passions began in some degree to subside, he beg- ged leave to say a few words to him, and the desired permission being granted, thus began : " When I reflect upon the nature of the " crime I have just prevented you from " committing, I know not whether I have " greater reason to pity you, or to felici- " tate myself. Good Heavens ! Can a ra- " tional being, exalted by his form, and " honoured with intellectual faculties, su- u perior to all the other creatures with " whom he is on every side surrounded, " make so ill a use of his sublime pre-emi- " nence ? The mad bull i the wounded sa* " vage gives himself up to the brutal fury " of his nature, and seeks a relief from w temporary evil, because excluded from all " prospect of any future felicity; but a " man 1 a christian ! fie for shame ! What "is VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I 9 " is there in the most trying woes that " can afflict us for the mere point of time " which we are destined to creep through " this insignificant world, which can make 4C it worth our while to encounter the pe- " nalties of eternal duration which are pro- " nounced against the sin of suicide ? A " sin which, by its frequency in Great " Britain, has cast an indelible stain upon " a generous nation ! a vice fit for none " but slaves and cowards ! a crime which, " when exterminated from our annals, " will leave us the most virtuous people " on the face of the earth! " And you, young man, what excuse can " you form to yourself for such unwor- " thy, such unmanly, such pusillanimous " despair ? Your limbs are strong, your " faculties unimpaired by illness; the world " lies open to your view, you have but to " endeavour to surmount your difficulties, w and the same prospect of comfort and " independence is more within your grasps " than 20 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " than that of many who have conquered " their apparent ill fortune without half " your education, half your abilities, half " your good sense. " Young Melford coloured, and hung his head : this was the first sermon he had heard for several years, but it did not lose any of its efficacy on that account. The arguments which Hayward had enforced were trite, and such as he had heard urged a hundred times before ; but his manner was impressive, and his eye spoke with more energy than his tongue. Sorrow and dis- appointment, too, the grand softeners of the human heart, had not been without their effect on that of Tibullus : — the pert- ness of his manner was removed, his follies appeared dispersing like vapours before the beams of the invigorating sun, his face as- sumed the turn it had naturally possessed before it had been distorted by the affect- ed graces of servile imitation ; sense and feeling sparkled through the tear-drops in his VIRTUOUS POVERTY. f| his eye, and he now looked as respectable and interesting, as he had formerly appear- ed absurd and ludicrous. Hay ward inwardly enjoyed this honor- able triumph of feeling and humanity. " Rouse, rouse," cried he ; " do not be " guilty of another sin against the goodness " of Providence, in indulging a fruitless " sorrow for faults which are past, and " now can never be recalled ; the manly cc part will be, to repair past errors by fu- " ture amendment. Nay, never shake " your head ; you have talents, I know ; " the means for the exertion of those ta- " lents shall not be wanting. Hencefor- " ward scorn the contracted, narrow arts " of imitation — be the moulder of your own " character ; one manly, bold original mc- " rits more gratitude from all mankind, " than a whole race of servile copyists : " were all men to sit idly down with the " ape- *L2 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. ** ape-Yike contentment of dully walking in " the prescribed circles of their fellows, " the progress of the world would soon be Ci at an end — the distinctions of genius " would cease — men would herd together " like cattle, and corpulence alone confer u superiority. Without a daring devia- u tion from the common track, what be- " nefits had been lost to the world ? The " navigator had still confided to the uncer- " tain guidance of the stars — the compass " had never been discovered— a Columbus " would not have laid open a new world " — a Newton had never been a philoso- " pher, and an Erskine had never poured " the resistless thunders of elocution at a " British bar," " Great Heaven I" exclaimed Tibullus, " and are you the man whom I treated " with such levity ? the man whom I con- " sidered as the mere plodding trader ? " who knew nothing beyond the learning " of VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 23 and you know, Mr. " Dives, no man's life is safe. There was " Mr. Trussel died the other day in a brain " fever, Mr. O'Farrel was thrown out of " his gig not a week ago, and two gentle- " men of Mrs. Watkins's acquaintance cc tumbled down in an apoplectic fit whilst " they were sitting in their arm chairs, " and thinking no more of death than you " do .at this moment." " Very comfortable news V* u And what would have become of their " widows , if they had not made their wills ? " It is hard, after living elegantly, to be " left VIRTUOUS POVERTY. ^ * left at the mercy of lawyers, executors, * and strangers ! A man will never die an " hour- sooner because he has signed a piece K of paper, and then a woman's mind is so " comfortable. If- any thing was to iiappen " to you, what do I know of your affairs ? " I should Ttiever be able to find out wlkre M your money is placed, and any knave might rob me of my right/ 1 « Francis felt his indignation rising fast at this tedious and whining harangue. " A husband, madam," cried he, " should u have the confidence of his wife, and w she ought to think it impossible that he " should act either ungenerously or un- " justly by her." " Aye, so your mother thought," rejoin- ed the lady with a malignant sarcastic smile, " and. finely was her confidence re- " warded." D 3 " Dam- 54 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " Damnation, madam ! A reproof like " this from your lips is too much for pa- " tience — Did not your avarice — ?" ? Avarice ! Mr. Dives/* " Aye, avarice, Mrs. Dives L? Here both parties fell into a warm dis- pute about the word avarice, modestly owning they might have a great many faults, but obstinately insisting that was not among the number. They aggravated each other with a thou- sand opprobrious epithets, till, in the end, Francis told her flatly, that he would not settle one shilling upon her ; that all his money had been acquired by his own in- dustry, and that of his ancestors, and he was resolved to have the uncontrolled ma- nagement of his own affairs. She threw the lowness of his origin in his teeth, and stoutly asserted, that a connection with her family VIRTUOUS POVERTY. $$ family had raised that of the Dives to opu- lence and distinction r " Zounds I opulence . r " cried the frantic Francis-, W opulence ! Why, what, are ye " mad ? — A sharking woman of fashion, " and a broken down baronet, trepan me " into a contract of marriage, and then M have the auurance to talk about opulence " and obligation !" This last blow was too much for the tender heart of the get Ale Mrs. Dives. She sunk, weeping, into a chair, and told Mr. Dives she could have forgiven all his cruel- ties, had he not brought her poor dear dead brother to her mind ; a brother who had always loved, and been loved by her with such unexampled affection. The temper of Francis, which was natu- rally cool and sedative, could not endure this last provoking affectation. He pranced up and down the room like a madman, D 4 foaming $6 VIRTUOUS POVERTY* foaming at the mouth, and grinning with passion. Martina arrived at a critical moment. She had heard their loud exclamations as she was at her music, and had rushed down in agony of fear to see what was going for- ward. Her attention was first attracted by her mother, who sat sobbing violently on the sofa, She went to her with sorrow in her eye, and affection in her voice ) but this amiable lady rudely pushed her back, and told her to go and whine to her father, hinting, at the same time, that she believed they had laid their heads together to serve her as his mother had been treated. This circumstance being a perfect mys- tery to Martina, she knew not what to make of it ; but gazed with wonder and grief on her father* He began to explain what had happened-; and his wife,, who could not be urged to open VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 5/ open her lips through kindness, began to sputter out fifty incoherent sentences from the united impulses of passion and contra- diction. It was hard, in this tumult of warring opinions, for poor Martina to distinguish which was right, or who was wrong. In every generous mind there will always be a bias to the weak, or the oppressed. Mar- tina was of this generous class of beings ; and, thouQ-h she miarfit have exnected much greater advantages from taking part with her father, she, on this occasion, thought her mother the person who most stood in need of her aid, and immediately enlisted under her banners* The consequence was, that the one thought her ungrateful ', and the other ima- gined her to be hypocritical', and though the disinterested generosity of the conduct she had adopted succeeded in quieting the tempest for the present, the flitter thought D 5 she 58 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. she had not made a very generous return for his fondness ; and the mother was fear- ful of her making herself so amiable in the eyes of every one, that they should think Mr. Dives right in giving up every thing to her happiness and interest : she, there- fore, represented the father and the daugh- ter as in a plot to do her an act of injustice, and, as an ill-natured assertion will seldom want aiders and abettors, the truth of what she advanced met with general credit* Thus had a conduct, which ought to have endeared her to each party, injured Martina in the opinion of both* If any parents, who indulge in wrangling before their children, will take the pains to reconsider this anecdote, I am sure that my book, though an humble ', can never with justice be afterwards called an useless one. CHAP- VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 59 CHAPTER IV. A prudent man over-reached — A projector — An astro- loger — A scheme to make a fortune — by 'what means — Reasons for embracing speculations — A great tuork falls to the ground — A defence of speculators — Hoiu a wif bears m is fortune — A twinge of con- science — Afar of retribution — A cautious resolve — A daughter's goodness. 1 HE resentment in the bosom of the mother of Martina was deep, rooted and firm. The anger of Francis lasted but a few- moments : he loved her, if possible, as much as he valued his money. The sight of her tears melted his heart : he kissed her as she wished him good night. Mrs. Dives, too, forced her features into a smile; but it was a smile to betray. Some cir- cumstances, however, were about to occur, D 6 which 66 VIRTUOUS POVERTY, which had a very extraordinary effect on fhe mind of the mama. Her cares and so- licitudes for her daughter, in a few months, equalled that of the most affectionate parent in the universe. Mr. Dives, though usually very cauti- ous in his schemes, was at length fatally deceived by a project, which promised to make him one of the richest men in London. Accident brought him into an acquaint- ance with a young man of the name of Doublepop. Mr. Doublepop was a man of; some reading, great ingenuity, and inde- fatigable industry.. His father had been a worthy and re- spectable watch-maker, and the son had. given early proof of mechanical powers, which had astonished all the artists in the town. He was of a volatile disposition, however j and ? on the death of his parents> instead VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 6 1 instead of attending seriously to a business, which might speedily have raised him to affluence and ease, his mechanical mind (like the gifts of many other persons of genius and capacity when misapplied) eventually ter- minated in his ruin. He gave his mind to nick-nacks and trifles, instead of exerting his powers in compositions of utility. He spent many years in forming a small gold waggon, in which he harnessed two fleas i and made them drag the vehicle over a thumb-nail. He constructed a ring-, which, by the aid of springs, opened. and discovered two fencers fiffhtina:. He form- er o ed snuff-boxes with singing-birds, an arti- ficial black-beetle that crawled along a table, and a hundred other curiosities, which ruined- him by the loss of time, as every one was glad to gape at his toys, though few had money enough to spare to purchase them. He became, a bankrupt, and had travelled on foot half over Europe to view foreign manufactories and curiosities, and once 2 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. once got himself into a prison, by an at- tempt to make himself master of a process in a work which might have made his own fortune, and been a benefit to his country. He saw all the curiosities in Switzerland ? and, during his residence in one of the Cantons, fell in with a genius congenial to his ownv In the house where he lodged was an old man, who gained his living by the making barometers,weather-houses,.thermometers r and a variety of other curiosities. This man had taken it into his head that he had discovered the long^ sought for secret of the transmutation of metals ; he had been formerly a man of very considerable for- tune, which he had entirely made away with by this chimerical project. He still, however, persuaded himself, that if go- vernment would have rendered him the requisite assistance, he should have suc- ceeded in his designs, and astonished all. Europe with this invaluable discovery. Doublepop VIRTUOUS POVERTY 63 Doublepop listened to all his air -bred schemes with attention, as he perceived a great portion of ingenuity mingled with. even the wildest of Ms flights. Among many of his projected improve- ments, he at last mentioned one for mak- ing a ship go without sails, and indepen- dent of particular winds, by the aid of a windmill which was to move to any side of the ship, and work by steam. This thought struck the fancy of the young mechanic, and he resolved to give it his serious consideration. He dwelt for some time on this mode of making a rapid fortune, till, from doubt and anxiety, he began to think that he wished might be accomplished* He studied till his brain began to turn ; formed a small vessel, which, in a very great degree, an- swered his end, and bidding adieu to his friend the astrologer, set off for England with 64 VIRTUOUS POVERTT. with a full determination to submit his in- estimable model to the Board of Admiralty. He felt so certain of success, that he buik houses, laid. out grounds (in the air), and fancied that his ingenuity and perseverance had at last met with their merited reward. When he first came to London, and mentioned his schemes to some of his for- mer acquaintance, they pronounced him mad beyond all power of cure.: yet, as it has been often observed, there is hardly any thing which the English nation will not give credit to, the affair was beginning to make some noise, when it at last reach- ed the ears of Erancis. Dives. He at first was incredulous; but the idea of the 'vast sums of money which might be made by such an invention fired his mind, and kept him as much from his rest, as the trophies of a rival are said to have dis- turbed the repose of a Grecian general. He thought, that had all men been sceptical^ a- ship VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 65 a ship had never been launched on the ocean, and the Indies never discovered. " Who," said he to himself, " would, a w few centuries ago, have credited the phe- M nomenon of the balloon, or imagined " that men could gain command of so " light an element as thin air ? yet this has " come to pass, Should the scheme of " this young mechanic prove successful, " what an inundation of wealth must pour " in upon the fortunate patentee? It would " almost equal the riches of the first dis- " coverers of the mines of Potosi 1" He went on, working himself up with these big ideas, till he resolved to have a conversation with the projector ; and if he found his schemes at all feasible, to em- brace the happy opportunity before some more fortunate man should snatch it out of his hands. He enquired out Doublepop the next day, who, to- convince him he was no. ig- norant 66 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. norant impostor, produced many of hL former mechanical works to the eyes of Francis, who, unused to sights of this de~ scription, almost suspected his new friend of working by the power of magic. The model of the ship was at last brought forward, and the delighted merchant en* tered into an agreement with Doubkpop, that he should advance the money for the construction of a man of war, as large a& any in his majesty's service % that when. they obtained the patent ', they should be equal sharers in the profits y and that nei- ther one party nor the other should betray the mechanical secrets of this, more than the philosopher's stone, under a very heavy penalty. Before Doublepop could possibly com- mence his plan of operations, it was requi- site that his debts should be paid, that his person might be at liberty — this was will- ingly done. Ground was to be bought and VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 6j and enclosed from public inspection ; an- other large expence which was chearfully complied with — an immense quantity of workmen, timber, iron, tools, &c. &c. &c. Francis started ; but he was forced to sell out to carry on the scheme. The vessel was at length built ; but from a mistake of one of the workmen in the formation of the steam engine, that and the mill were forced to be pulled to pieces, and the labor and expence of near two years recom- menced with tenfold fury. Francis was half mad j thousands on thousands were by this time expended, and yet he knew not how either to retreat or to proceed. He had told his wife he had entered into a concern, which would enable him to make an immediate and splendid settle- ment upon her, and she began to allow him no rest either by day or by night. He waited in a fever till he should hear that the whole was completed. After the loss of thirty thousand pounds, a letter arrived from Plymouth with an account of the finishing 6& VIRTUOUS POVERTY. finishing of the grand vessel ; — it was from one of the head carpenters^ and was as follows :- a To Francis Dives, Esq. " Honored Sir r a Mr. Doublepop's fine plan has all end- " ed in nothing at all ! He looked at the " works last night, said as how he feared " it would never do, and I always was of " the same opinion,, because as how I " thought the thing was impossible. Mr. " Doublepop yesterday embarked in the " ship Neptune, Captain Grig, bound for " Boston.. The bills for the last two thou- " sand five hundred have been due, and " will reach your Honor with the others. " We are all of us very sorry, but we " thinks as how your Honor can't blame " us ; as if the ship could have fetched " her weight in dimonds, we should only " have been paid for our work, and we " have all done our duties, and kept your " Honor's secret. I am, with all the mens VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 69 *' compliments .to your Honor, your Ho- ^nor's servant to command, cc David Darby." ■" Please your Honor, will you have her xc towed up to London, or shall we knock " her to pieces, and sell the iron-work and " timber? I assure your Honor she is not " worth the carriage." Thus were two-thirds of one fortune left by a father, another bequeathed by two aunts, and a third created from his own industry, in two years swallowed up by a p reject ion! I shall really feel relieved from a great deal of fatigue and anxiety, when I have come to the close of my recital of this un- fortunate event. I am convinced that there is no part of my long narrative that will be more cavilled at than the circum- stance I have just been relating. Many men, 70 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. men, who set themselves up as judges of human nature, will certainly laugh at it as extravagant and improbable; but such things have often deluded, not only an in- dividual, but the collective body of a great and wise nation.* Many a man has been injured by specu- lations; and may my hand palsy, before I come to the conclusion of this sentence I am now writing, if I have entertained a single t bought of holding the projector up to ridicule. To increase the comforts, and advance the interests of his family, is alike the sacred duty of the good man, the good father, and the good citizen. In such an honorable endeavor he is to be revered, even where his attempt has failed ; and his relatives are bound to be as grateful for his attempts, as if those efforts had been * Vide Smollett's History of England touching the South Sea scheme. crowned VIRTUOUS POVERTY. J I crowned with the most brilliant and the most splendid success. He may say with Addison : — " 'Tis not in mortals to command success ; 4i But we'll do mote, Sempronius, we'll deserve it." Cato. Many were the struggles the unhappy man had to surmount before he could make up his mind to inform his wife that all his air-bred bubbles were broken ; and that, instead of a handsome fortune, a bare gentility of competence alone had survived the last grand wreck. I think there is hardly a necessity for me to describe how this selfish woman acted on the occasion : tears, and the most bitter revilings, were exhausted on the devoted head of the un- happy Francis. She told him, in an agony, that had she followed her own opinion, and that of her friends, it had been out of his power to have reduced her to that beg- gary (such was the term she gratefully gave to Jive hundred a year which still remained) she y.2 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. she was now, she saw, fated to encounter; that all those friends had blamed her, for -ever allowing him a moment's rest till he had made those settlements on her she had formerly proposed ; that he had now brought a woman of rank and birth to a sweet pass ; that he had made her a men* dicant, and could never hereafter do her justice, even if he was inclined. Francis, who had always known her even more elevated than himself at his suc- cesses; was bitterly wounded at this strain of invective against his ill fortune. His thoughts darkened, the ardor of his pur- suit in the race of wealth slackened, and his fortitude forsook him. The memory of his past follies rose like tormenting ghosts to his sickly vision. His cruelty to his mother, to Henry St. Leger, to Briarly and his poor daughter, agitated his bosom with shame, with an- guish, and with penitence. He cast up his VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 73 his account of felicity, and found that, in the pursuit of inordinate wealth, he had forfeited every other real good, and had not attained the one he was in search of. In friendship, he had lost a man whom he now thought the world could never match. In marriage, he had slighted innocence, beauty, worth, and feeling ; for pride, ar- rogance, vanity, and all uncharitableness. In this night of disappointment, this dreary waste of despair, one only day-star broke upon the gloom. Martina yet remained ; she held fast upon his heart-strings ; for her happiness, for her welfare, he yet resolved to buffet with the waves of life. He would sometimes* in his moments of despondency, recollect the awful and im- pressive malediction of the injured Briarly; and now, in the hour of adversity, trem- bling at the thought of moral justice, he shuddered for the purity of his own child. Vol. II. E Uc 74 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. He resolved to guard her steps with the most rigid precaution. She had a mind capable of happiness in any situation, and was the only person of the three who felt no kind of regret at the reduction which was about to take place in her father's establishment. His house was sold, and they went into furnished lodgings, with only one man, and two maid-servants. This was a bitter pill to the mother and the father ; but to the daughter a matter of the most perfect indifference. Besides, too, her mother had lately been more kind than usual to her; lavished many enco- miums on her person, her talents, and her virtues. While the poor girl saw those around her content, her own happiness was her last consideration ; and she could have smiled as placidly in a hut as in a drawing- room, CHAP- VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 75 CHAPTER V. The mystery of the good humor of Mrs. Dives ex* plained — Husband catching-— Flirting — A father's objections to man-hunting — they are overruled — An assembly — A fine ladys morals, and manners — > Love — Edmund Godolphin, a rich nabob's son, is received as the husband of Martina — Her joy — that of the mother — The father's explanation — Ed- mund's conduct — Wedding-day fixed — the news ivhich defers it — A mother s conduct — The despair of two disappointed young people. IN my last chapter I mentioned the sud- den kindness of Mrs. Dives to her daughter. As it is my wish to draw consistent cha- racters, it is my duty to explain that the good lady had her motives for this, as well as for every other action of her life. She saw her once great fbrtui z miserably re- duced, and her only study was how to re* pair it. E 2 Experience y6 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Experience had taught her a great many arts and sciences, and, to the eternal mor- tification of her husband, she had been very successful in putting her theory into practice. The art of husband-catching had once settled her comfortably for life — she had a great inclination to try the same expe- dient with her daughter ; but the mind of Francis, more liberal than her own, revolt- ed at the idea.' He still loved money, it must be confessed, but he loved his child yet better ; and looked upon having her handed about to be gazed on like a horse to sale, by every ill-bred coxcomb, as little better than a licensed prostitution, and the idea startled the delicacy of his nature. Mrs. Dives had no such delicacy in her composition ; she looked on her daughter to be as much a property as a horse, or any other appendage to her establishment. Every one told her Martina was a beautiful creature. VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 77 creature, and needed only to be seen to command what sort of a husband she pleased. Company was very open to Mrs. Dives 5 and, against the will of her hus- band, and totally without the knowledge of the unsuspecting girl, she carried her out husband-hunting every evening. Martina, who was of a very domestic disposition, would much rather have stayed at home ; but her mother made a point of it, and, since her late losses, she was happy to do any thing which might alleviate her troubles, and contribute to her amusement. An assembly, too, was a kind of thing she had never seen before, and the novelty of the scene tended to her diversion. Mrs. Dives had renewed acquaintances she had dropped before Martina was born, that she might shew her merchandise in the most fashionable places ; and it was at the house of Lady Catherine Twiddle that E 3 she yS VIRTUOUS POVERTY. she commenced her operations for the siege. Miss Dives thought she should be sure of meeting good breeding, and seeing good company. The rooms were crowded almost to suffocation. The lady of the house stepped forward on their first appearance, and saluted them with a curtsey down to the ground. She was painted like a Jeze- bel ; and her face, plastered with white and red, bound up the smile she in vain attempted to assume : not a muscle moved, and the fixed glare of her countenance had an effect upon Martina so truly ridiculous, that it was with difficulty she prevented herself from bursting into a loud laugh. The antient dame of quality never had the good breeding to introduce the young stranger to any of the company ; but, after making her dip, waddled away to the other end of the room, and left her ex- tremely aukwardly situated among a mob of people she had never before set eyes on. In VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 79 In this embarrassing situation she clung trembling to her mother's arm, who, eager to shew her, pushed undaunted through the crowd, and heard, with the most com- plete sangfroid, the familiar remarks which startled the delicacy of her inexperienced daughter. ** That is the wife and daughter of Mr. " Dives, the rich merchant ! Don't you " think her rather pretty P* <* Um — I damned aukward !*! A couple of young coxcombs came up and stared them full in the face ; then, re- tiring about half a yard from them, began a loud conversation concerning their taste in dress. The poor girl was quite abashed, and would willingly have retired ; but mama, quite delighted to see her the chief object • E 4 of So 7IRTUOFS POVERTY. of attention among the young men, stood her ground as firm as a tower. A lady about fifty years of age, but with every appearance of juvenility in her dress and manner, bustled through the groupe, and, advancing to the spot where the mo- ther and the daughter had by this time taken their seats, approached a young gen- tleman, who was attentively employed in devouring all the muffins and cakes upon a waiter which a servant was holding out to him. The lady gave him a hearty slap on the back, and said, with an air of the most easy familiarity " Get out of that." He started up, made her a bow, and twisted his countenance into a grimace composed of a grin, a leer, and a squint ; and filling his two hands with cakes and muffins, gazed on the scene, which was passing be- fore his eyes, with as much indifference, as if to eat, and to stare, had been the sole purposes for which a young man is sent into the world. The VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 8 I The lady, without waiting for an intro- duction to the daughter, addressed the mother : " How d'ye do, my dear Mrs. Dives ? " You don't remember me, but I recollect you very well. I think it is now near twenty years since we first met ; and do you know I have been dying to see you " Indeed," thought Martina, " then you " are the hardest person to kill I ever " heard of." Though these two dames had only met once, twenty years ago, and that at the house of a third person, they soon found reasons for considering themselves as near and dear friends. Mrs. Longlangs (such was the name of this good lady) was a celebrated match- maker. E 5 She 82 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. She was pleased to pay a great many compliments to the beauty of Martina, and pronounced that she had only to name the man of her choice, to bring that man prostrate at her feet. The delighted Mrs. Dives entered into a strict intimacy with Mrs. Longlangs, who undertook to provide such a husband for her daughter as should be allowed unex- ceptionable on all sides, and by all parties. The morals and manners of fine ladies are, perhaps, subjects too sacred for the vulgar pens of humble novelists, we must there- fore content us with remarking, that, in the games of match-making, and husband- catching, they sometimes proceed to lengths which might make persons, unacquainted with genteel life, equally wonder at their morals and their manners. These two ladies had many secret con- sultations, and a variety of private meet- ings. At VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 8$ A length Mrs. Longlangs came with the glad tidings, that she at last had been lucky enough to meet with a man, who seemed to be the only one in the world who was a fit match for the lovely Martina. By a fit match for Martina, the good Mrs. Long- langs simply meant to say, that it would be an advantageous one for the mother. Edmund Godolphin, the son of Gover- nor Godolphin, a rich nabob. in the Indies, was the presumptive heir of the vast pro- perty of his father. He had been sent to England for his education, and was now on the point of returning to India, a hand- some, generous, liberal, noble-minded young man. Mrs. Dives, without the least hesitation, caught at this tempting bait. The young gentleman was introduced to Miss Dives, and subdued by her charms. He had some qualifications, which the girl no sooner saw than she loved ; and Francis, thinking it an advantageous match, though his heart bled at the thought of parting E 6 with 8 4 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. with her, considered it as his duty to com- ply ; more particularly as his unlucky spe- culation with Doublepop had put it out of his power to ever hope to give her that fortune he had vainly flattered himself with the idea of bestowing on her. By the consent of all parties, with the exception of the girl herself, Edmund Go- dolphin was received into the family as the man destined to be the husband of the lovely Martina; and Mrs.Longlangs receiv- ed the grateful thanks of all for her inde- fatigable industry in bringing about so happy an event. As Godolphin, in addition to the attrac- tions of his fortune, had many personal, and some mental acquirements, he found no great difficulty in gaining the consent of Martina to their union. There is said to be a peculiar charm in the number three ; we therefore advise every VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 8$ every man, addressing the woman of his heart, to try three times, before he con- siders a negative as a positive refusal — it is only giving a lady a fair chance. Every one was joyous ; the mirth of the father was mingled with some sadness at the near prospect of losing his child. The mother, happy to get rid of a rival, an expence, and an incumbrance at the same time^ set no bounds to her festivity. The nuptial ce- remony, by the unanimous consent of all parties, was to take place in a short time ; and nothing could exceed the overstrained attentions of Mrs. Dives to her daughter and her intended. Francis, however, who had something manly in his nature, and could not brook the idea of a man's marrying his daughter under the idea of finding her a fortune, and afterwards experiencing a grievous disappointment, determined to set him right in this particular. Mrs, 86 VIRTUOUS POVERTY, Mrs. Dives earnestly conjured him not to say anything on the subject ; but re- solving that no one should ever treat his darling as an impostor, he formed the reso- lution of acquainting his intended son-in- law with the whole truth, and this resolve he put into immediate execution. Edmund, who never had loved Martina but for herself alone, expressed himself willing to receive the object of his affections without a guinea. The father was pleased at his liberality, but admired it in silence ; while mama poured forth a torrent of praise and admi- ration too strained to be of value, and too hyperbolical to be pleasing. In a plain tale like this, we are forced to hurry on the action of the fable as rapidly as we can. Were we to interlard every incident we have to' relate with reflections, sentiments, moralisings, and explications, we VIRTUOUS POVERTY- 87 we might swell a work to eight or nine volumes, much perchance to our own en- tertainment, but we doubt whether the purchaser would be equally diverted with ourselves. Edmund and Martina then were shortly as enamoured and impassioned as two young people could possibly be, and the gentleman often pressed the object of his affections to name the happy day. The daughter referred him to her parents. Francis would have left it entirely to the young people ; but there was a cautious policy about mama, which ever deferred coming to a decisive point. She always wished every one connected with her to conceive themselves under obligations to her, and, by putting off a match (herself had courted) from day to day, she ima- gined she should confer a most prodigious favour upon Godolphin, when she at last should deign to signify her consent. Godolphin 88 VIRTUOUS POVERTY, Godolphin and Martina, in the mean time, considered themselves as pledged to each other by the most inviolable ties ; and he wrote to India to the nabob, to inform him that, on his return, he should present him with a daughter-in-law. The day of marriage was at last named. Godolphin, animated with the most glowing anticipations of coming joy, made every requibite preparation for the ensuing ceremony. All was parties, sunshine, and smiles, till one fatal evening Edmund knocked at the door of Mr. Dives. The servant hesitated, but at length owned that the ladies were at home. Edmund rushed up stairs, and found Martina pale, her eyes filled with tears, and leaning her head on her hand. When she saw him, she attempted to speak ; but pas- sion choaked her utterance, and she could only VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Bg only exclaim, in an inarticulate sob, " Oh " God, Mr. Godolphin I" " Mr. Godolphin! — For heaven's sake, " my dear Martina, what has your Edmund •* done to merit so cold an appellation ? " What mean those tears ? Why do you " draw back your hand ? Is not that hand " mine ? mine by every sanction human 46 and divine; ratified on earth, and pledged " in Heaven I" " In heaven, in heaven !" wildly shriek- ed the poor girl, and rushing out of the room, left Edmund trembling with horror, and transfixed with surprise. Mrs. Dives now entered, her brow cloud- ed, and her mouth pursed up. Edmund perceived that some fatal secret was about to burst into light, his lip qui- vered, and his knees knocked against each other. Mrs. 9<& VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Mrs. Dives commenced the conversation with perfect calmness ; told him she had something to communicate, which, she feared, would much agitate him, but that she was bound to perform her duty. She ended, by informing him that he and her daughter must think of each other no more. " Eternal God!" cried the thunder- struck lover — " Am I awake ?. Have I my " senses ¥* ** That is a matter of doubt with me, " Mr. Edmund ; but / have* You are not " the person who proposed for my daugh- " ter : the claims which weighed in your u favor are now by right another s. Your M father is no more, and has acknowledged " a son by a marriage prior to his union " with your mother ." Edmund clasped his hands in an agony, and exclaimed — " Is this true ? Is it pos- " sible I" « You VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 9 1 " You will find it so, Mr. Edmund. A " gentleman will be with you this evening " who will expound the mystery. Your " elder brother is now in London. I have " seen him, conversed with him, have known " him for years." " But, great Heavens ! madam, if this " dreadful truth should be confirmed, must " the sins of the father be visited on the " devoted head of his miserable son ? Mar- " tina is my bride, my — " " Hold, Sir ; — remember the contract " fails on your side. You proposed for her u as a man who could make a settlement on " her agreeable to the wishes of her father " and myself; we have writings to that " effect in the house." " And my affection '* " I do not doubt ; but it is my duty to " guard the welfare of my family. I would " not 2 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " not shock you ; but, as the lover of our " daughter, you can never again be re- " ceived under this roof." Are you serious ?' Most solemnly so, wv " Then misery is the portion of Mar. u tina ; and hell has no torments equal to " my — my brain rocks ! — my head turns ! " — Send to me within an hour to tell me " you recall your fatal sentence, or expect " to be racked with horrors, equal, if pos- " sible, to the torments which convulse me " now." He darted to the stairs, was from the top to the bottom in a second, and flew raving into the street. CHAP. VIRTUOUS POVERTY, 93 CHAPTER VI. Appearance of the real heir of Governor Godolphin— His siory — Is struck tvith Martina — Proposals to her mother — they are accepted — Hears of Edmund's passion — his conduct thereon — Martina is missing — Her letter — Edmund's appearance — Flies in search of his love — The rage of Mrs. Dives — The agonies of a father. 1 HE moment that the fever in his brain subsided, he rushed home to await the ar- rival of the messenger who was to explain the fatal mystery. Hope began to dawn upon his mind. His father had ever been accounted a man of the strictest honor, of the most unsul- lied integrity : he had been affectionate to his mother, indulgent to himself. He had sent him to London under the care 94 Virtuous poverty. care of Sandford, his earliest friend, to be educated ; and the sums he had allowed him at college, and since his quitting the university, had been so large, as to put it out of the power of any one to doubt his being the acknowledged heir of an im- mense fortune. Sandford, the guide of his youth, was now absent : a rooted consumption had made a voyage to Lisbon necessary for his health. He had never hinted a suspicion of this fatal nature — how did he long for his presence, his advice, and his consola- tion ! A knock came at the door — his heart beat quick — his servant announced a name that filled him with gloomy terror—it was that of Donald Garvie, the faithful old Scotch servant of Sandford. " My friend ** then is no more," cried he to himself; " the honest companion of his travels f them should ever have the least occasion for the bounty ', felt no difficulty in conceal- ing the unhappy family from the knowledge of Francis. Some affairs had called Briarly to Lon- don. He had greatly improved the arts of agriculture around his farm, and was forced to make a short visit to the metro* polis for some materials of knowledge, by which he hoped to be of service to the la- borious part of the community for many miles round him. Though a very unletter- ed man, he was wise enough to know that it was the duty of every human creature to do as much good as he can, and though his. was an humble province, he was resolved not to neglect it. He had suffered too much in the person of a beloved child, not to be wary in leav- ing his grand-daughter without a protector, and therefore brought her up with him. The 144 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. The sudden fall of a man so well known as a person of wealth as Francis had for- merly been, was sure of making some noise in the world, and the news reached the ears of Briarly before he had been in the metropolis two days. The beautiful maxim of do good for evil, is as simple as it is sublime. A capacity much more dull than was that of an honest farmer, may be capable of discerning this amiable doctrine. The Author of our mild relioion has composed his legislations for the unlettered as well as the learned. The peasant, who has been taught these two simple precepts, " Do unto others as thou wouldst that others " should do unto thee" and " forgive us our " trespasses, as we forgive them that lave " trespassed against us" has acquired a stock of knowledge adequate to every occasion to which a man can be exposed at any time, and in any situation. Reader. a VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I 45 Reader. " Pray, Mr. Author, are you writing a novel* or a sermon ? Author. , " he would never have suffered his daugh- c< ter's child to have known her parent, " and been received on courtesy^ while the " misfortune of her birth might have ex- " posed her to the unfeeling sneers of an " ill-judging world : but that, in his pre- " sent forlorn and disconsolate state, he " should think himself the worst of mon- cc sters, if he detained the daughter from " the arms of a father who stood in so cc much need of her tender attentions." He promised to bring her to him the next morning ; " but bade him collect all his — " Perhaps you have forgot, my love," said St. Leger, " that you and my old " friend Francis are relations?" Francis stared. Henry then informed him that the lady, who now stood before him, was the daughter of Montauban, and his interesting Ladyj (the amiable couple mentioned in the beginning of this work.) This was the identical woman to whom the mother of Francis had once formed the idea of uniting her son. Francis well remembered, that such a scheme had been in agitation ; and when he compared his own wife with the exalted character his friend had just given him of this amiable I 4 and Ij6 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. and lovely creature, he felt a transient pang resembling the torments of envy. He soon had justice, however, to smother the emo- tion, and to set down this in the catalogue of numberless blessings he had sacrificed at the shrine of avarice. Eriarly (who had, ever since the first fatal miscarriage of his daughter, looked on all rich or great people as the decided enemies of the poor J, at the mention of a lord's daughter, hemmed out two or three loud coughs, very expressive of the ideas he had im- bibed ; and gave a look at his grandchild, which seemed to say — " What d'ye think " of that, now ? Could a lord's daughter " beat that*" But when he saw Cecilia taking every notice of his darling, encouraging her ti- midity with the most graceful attention y and delighted with every thing she said and did, he stared around him, began ta feel his own insignificance, and to acknow- ledge VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 1 77 ledge the superiority of the person he was prepared to dislike. Such is the triumph sense, good-breed- ing, and condescension will always obtain over hearts much more impenetrable than was that of Briarly I By condescension, I do not mean the uni- versal grin, and the ape-like grimaces, which some men of fashion put on to con- vince persons, often times their understand- ings, that they do them the favor of look- ing upon them as fellow-creatures ! a com- pliment the man of sense and independ- ence would decline rather than accept : I do not mean, I say, this meretricious, bas • tard affability, but the genuine ore.. Look at your King, ye glimmering rush lights ! There view the best and greatest man in his dominions setting you the bright example : condescending with dig- nity, making his inferiors love while they I 5, respect lyS VIRTUOUS POVERTY. respect him — a bold, exalted, manly model for all ranks ! The farmer listened to Cecilia till he be- gan to have the highest opinion of her. She talked of corn, and what the poor had suffered. At the mention of corn, pre- suming on his knowledge in that article, Briarly chimed in with the conversation. He found that Mrs. St.Lescer knew more of rural affairs than any farmer's wife in Wales ; and he now pronounced her, in his own mind, to be the most clever woman he had ever met with in the whole course of hb life. In this amiable society the mind of Francis began to resume its tone. He en- dured his evils with patience ; and had it not been for the bitter remembrance of the poor girl he had lost, might have, perhaps, attained to a philosophic tranquillity, which would have most probably rendered him more VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 179 more really happy than he had ever been in his days of vanity and ambition. But here he could not " Pluck from the memory a rooted sorrow, «' Rase out the written troubles of the brain; «' Nor, with some sweet oblivious antidote, " Cleanse the foul bosom of that perilous stuff " That weighs upon the heart." Shakespe ar. No friendly art, no one effort of kind- ness, on the part of St. Leger, was left un- essayed to chase away these sombre clouds. FrancV, had expressed a wish that he would relate the history of his fortunes since he had parted from him in anger at his father's house. Henry at length complied with his re- quest ; at first assuring him that what he had to deliver was, in some parts, so ro- mantic, that he should be ashamed to dis- close them to any one but the friends there assembled ; yet they knew him well, and 16 he I So VIRTUOUS POVERTY. he flattered himself they entertained so firm an opinion of his integrity and vera- city, that he should speak with boldness and with confidence. My history, added he, may perhaps tend to beguile some of the tedious hours of our confinement, and prevent you from fixing your thoughts too- steadfastly upon objects of a melancholy nature* Several mornings were taken up with the recital of the story we are now about to relate. ' Briarly and Louisa listened with atten- tion and with interest. Francis often in- terrupted him with lamentations on his own misconduct, which had exposed his friend to a life of trial and trouble ; but, as such interruptions would only confuse the mind of the reader, and break the thread of the story, we shall give the ad- ventures of Henry St. Leger from a ma- nuscript VIRTUOUS POVERTY* 1 8 £ nuscript in his own hand writing, put to- gether from his farmer memorandums,, for his amusement. The writer, or rather the collector, of the events recorded in this history, will find the method proposed more easy to himself, and hopes that it will prove equally palatable to the taste of his readers* CHAP- 3 8 i. VIRTUOUS POVERTY, CHAPTER V. The History of Henry St. Leger begins, ivhich to some may appear very strange ; but facts are stub- born things. I WISH not to reproach you, my dear Francis, when I tell you that, when I left you last, I made a resolution of never more beholding your face.* I did not at that time suspect that the rich, the fortunate Dives, could ever possibly stand in need of the assistance of the forlorn and destitute Henry St. Leger ! I ever thought fortune fickle and preca- rious ; beneath the solicitude of a rational man. I am now convinced, by daily expe- rience, that the judgment I formed was a * The commencement of this narrative is added to the MS. found in St. Leger's hand writing. true VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I 83 and although the path I have chalked out for myself has not led me to ■perfect happiness, I am almost persuaded that it has conducted me to something as near it as human imperfection will admit of. When I left you, I flew to my dear mother, to pay her a short and filial visit, in which I might convince her that the up- right lessons of early integrity she had be- stowed on my youthful mind had been deeply impressed on my heart. She approved my conduct in every par- ticular, and, as I cannot give her exact ex- pressions, without tearing open the wounds of an afflicted and penitent friend, I can only say, the sentiments which flowed from her lips were such as might have been fore- seen and expected from the exalted charac- ter of Amelia St. Leger. Ill health had compelled her to retire from her school, and 6he now resided in 184 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. in a small mansion on a common, several miles from the town, on a little stipend she had saved from her virtuous and indus- trious efforts. With her I consented to sojourn for a few weeks, till chance should settle some mode of future exertion, as I resolved, for the time to come, to depend on my own efforts for any hopes of advancement in the w T orld, and never more to demean the dig- nity of my character, by hanging, like the useless ivy, round the trunk of patronage. I determined to rely on my capacities aIor:e, as my protectors through what was left of a life already shamefully mispent on attending the kindness of the rich and the great. While I remained with my mother, a. letter reached her, signed Peter Haywardy declaring his former respect to both he* late husband and father* and requesting her VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 185 her to give any intelligence concerning me she was mistress of, as he, and several other friends, had the warmest disposition in the world to advance my fortunes and pro- mote my interests, A certain fine writer has elegantly ob- served, that the shepherd of Virgil went in search of a patron, and found him a native of the rocks. I therefore earnestly conjured; my mo- ther to evade the kind enquiries that were made after, and leave me to the indulgence of the turn my mind had taken. I was resolved, in future, to owe an ob- ligation to no one earthly being, and rather earn my daily bread at the plough, than live in expectation of favors without one claim from merit, or depend on another for that support which Providence has enabled every man to procure for himself. My 1 86 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. My dear mother argued this point with me with all that energetic good sense for which she was so eminently conspicuous. She persuaded me, after many promises , threats, and tears, to take twenty guineas; and, with this supply, I tenderly embraced her, and gave her my sacred word, that if Heaven should favor the honest indentions of my heart, she should see me again at the first dawn of hope and fortune. She asked me what I intended, and whi- ther I was going ? These questions I could not answer, as I was at that moment my- self in ignorance of what was to become of me. " The world was all before me where to choose, "And Providence my guide." I resolved, if I prospered in my struggles for independence, to return and share my every shilling with her. Should poverty overtake me,, said I, why should I twine like a noxious weed round my parent stern, and VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 1 87 and bow the flower to the ground I was formed by nature to support ! she has merely enough for herself. While she thinks I am in want, her generous heart will never be at rest, till, by little and little, she has stripped herself of all her comforts to support my idleness ! Would it be manly in me to allow of this, while health runs in my veins, and youth braces my nerves ? perish the selfish thought ! I resolved, then, that she should hear of me no more, till my industrious persever- ance had reversed the scene, and enabled me to confer ', instead of receiving favors* I was now as well off as my valued and respected father had been before me: I could begin the world with a stock of spot- less honor, of unquestionable integrity. Oh, dear mother ! sadly sweet, gently soothing, is the sacred sorrow which per- vades my heart, whenever I have occasion to name these exalted, these beloved, these much regretted parents ! lb 5 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. The lessons conveyed to my early youth by her persuasive lips, have been my shield in adversity, my preservers in temptation, my consolations in poverty ! If departed spirits of the just, the pious, and the good, are permitted, in a better world, to look down on the actions of those who once were dear to them here below, thy gentle shade has hovered over the head of thy son, spread thy protecting mantle in the hour of danger and temptation, and guard- ed him from vice* the only real evil of this world ! I left her sad, but soothed.. In London I had not been known to many ; and, living chiefly in the house of Mr. Dives, I thought that, by changing my name, and residing in a different quar- ter of the town, I might escape detection, and live free from observation. I adopted the name of Marlow, took a small lodging, and resolved to make an essay of my lite- rary talents in the capacity of an author. VIRTUOUS POVLRTV. 189 I had often amused myself in making a version of Horace's Satires, and had trans- lated two of the most beautiful of Ovid's Epistles : I mean those of Oenone to Paris, and Medea to Jason ; the first being, in my humble judgment, a most finished example of the pathetic, and the last a specimen of the true sublime. With these materials I waited on a book- seller ; he looked at my epistles in the first place. I acknowledged, upon my mended judg- ment, that I now think they were extreme- ly bad ; but that is more than he could possibly have known at the time, for, without looking at them, he plainly told me they would never pay the price of paper. I then told him that I had some satirical pieces. His 190 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. His eye brightened up at this intelli- gence ; but the name of Horace, in the title page, had the same effect upon him as physic upon a boy (who has made illness a pretence for idleness) at a school. He shook his head, and told me these works would never produce salt to my meals ; but that, if I would bring him a satire, highly peppered with abuse of cer- tain great people, he might then perhaps have something to say to me. I knew the characters he pointed out to be persons eminently great and good, and expressed my surprise that he should be ignorant of their worth and value. He assured me this was by no means the case : he knew their merits as well any man alive. " Good God! is it possible?" " You VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I9I " You are young, Sir ! When you have U been long enough an author to know " your trade, you will learn that abuse sells " much better than eulogium : — no man " pays his money to see a person -praised" I was warm in the defence of the cha- racter I had adopted ; and, as I always esteemed a literary man as one of the most exalted and dignified beings in the scale of society, I felt my cheek burn with indig- nation at hearing the sacred functions of genius thus tarnished and reduced. I urged, that to lash general vices, to expose corruption, to tear the mask from the visage of pretended patriotism, and gibbet the sons of rapine and oppression, was in- deed a calling worthy the thunder-bran- dishing hand of the gigantic genius of satire ; but that, to attack vice and virtue with undiscriminating rancor, to plant a thorn in the bosom of an honest man, to betray the confidence of families, and ruin the honest efforts of individuals, was to assume 192 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. assume a character which, like Nero's, oueht to be hunted from the face of the earth while livings and held up to the exe- cration of posterity when no more. The bookseller gravely shook his head, said I was perfectly right, and that his own conscience often gave him many twinges when he published a work of the nature I had been describing. He observed, how- ever, that while the world was ill-natured, and wicked enough to encourage this gene- ral rage for malice and detraction, a man in business had much difficulty in keeping his hands out of this disagreeable branch of his function. I assured him, that I would much rather beg my daily bread from door to door, than put one morsel into my mouth which was earned by any means so infamous and dishonorable ; and that if I ever owed my existence to ways so base and unmanly, I should all the rest of my life look upon a scavenger VIRTUOUS POVERTY- 193 :nger as my superior, inasmuch as, though he meddled every day with dirty work, his filth was of prejudice to no one but himself* The profession of a bookseller is one which demands the respect and gratitude of society, and when all is said and done, the arguments which my new friend had urged were certainly not without their weight. While scandal and detraction are encou- raged by the world, it is the fault of the ivorld that we have so many libels pouring upon us from all quarters. He then asked me if I had any objection to translate, I freely replied, that I was driven to the necessity of writing for bread, and that I had no inclination to shun any means of earning my meal by any honest way. lie then invited me to dine with him, Vol. TL K and 194 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. -and I met many men like myself, who had every morning " to provide for the day " which was to pass over their heads.' 5 I had a portion of work given me, in which I could neither evince my fancy, nor exert my imagination. Sometimes I passed a week in preparing sheets for a new edi- tion of a Dictionary ; sometimes in correct- ing a Frenchman's bad English for a new Grammar ; sometimes in forming an in- elegant history into questions and answers. The worst of all drudges is a literary drudge. The pay I reaped from labors of this mechanical nature was small, nor could I of course expect it to be greater. I kept life and soul tdgetiier with diffi- culty; but, as I neither violated my pri- vate nor my moral character, I tugged at the oar, and was contented with my lot. I sometimes, at my leisure hours, at- tempted to divert mvself with essays of a more ' I RTUOUS POVERTY. 1 95 more lively species. I have preserved but one of them, and the natural vanity of an author induces me to insert it in this place-. I do not think the thoughts are brilliant, or the language remarkably impressive ; the idea is however (to the best of my know- ledge J nouvclle, and in more skilful hands might not have been wholly unentertaining. A conversation had taken place at my friend the bookseller's (who gave me and my brother authors a very acceptable dinner every Sunday), concerning the vulgarisms and different dialects in London, and the pre- lincial towns in England. It rested on my mind, and when I went home, I formed a trifling jeu d y £sprit. It was called THE COMBATS OF THE ALPHABET: Or, the Origin cf Provincial Dialects. A great many years ago, in those days K 2 of I96 \ I RTUOUS PO VE R TV. of learning which, alas ! are fled, like so- lemn visions, never to return, at least if we may presume to judge from present appearances, a very violent warfare broke out among the Letters which compose the English alphabet. Many very ingeni- ous and fabulous accounts are given of the origin of this quarrel, and, if we were not pinched for time and room, we should, in imitation of many of our comical brother historians, set our poor brains to work, and produce a number of marvellous tales which every body will allow to be very pretty, though nobody will allow that they are very true. The grand foundation, then, of this con- test, originated in the partiality of many celebrated authors and orators of the day to particular and favorite letters, in ex- punging some, and thrusting others in vio- lently by the head and shoulders, without the least apparent symptom of necessity or provocation. The VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 197 The injured letters thinking themselves a very respectable corps, rose, vi et armis, against this formidable attack on their credit and validity* The war I am about to describe will have an evident advantage over many other recorded contests^ For instance* the war of Troy, the battles of the frogs and mice* and the combats of the cranes and the pigmies, may (be it spoken with all due reverence) be termed poetical wars: now, my war is literal, in every sense of the word. In this contest, the ever renowned great A was the most formidable leader of one party, and the truly magnanimous great II was the most distinguished hero in the ranks of the enemy. Both these v/arriors had suffered many hardships, having been most barbarously K 3 hacked 1 98 , VIRTUOUS POVERTY^ hacked and mangled by the different on of the day : besides this, they were spurred on by daily and violent encroachments on the rights of each other. Their several partisans were equally violent and vindic- tive ; each side contemptuously rejecting or adding its favorite or neglected letter. For instance, if the animal or building of their several names were to be mention- ed, the enemy of H would talk of his crse, or his Giise, and so forth. In some particular circumstances (as is pretty much the case among the leaders of all parties and factions) there were a set of men who did not scruple to drop a small portion of their H—onesty ! The admirers of II, equally vigilant on the other side, would always repair any loss or damage he sustained this way, by placing him before his antagonist without rhyme or reason — they were resolved to have VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I 99 have their Il-oxcn, their H-altars, and their H-ornaments.- V and W stood exactly in the same pre- dicament, They were subalterns in thd two opposite factions, and, like two noisy little Hies, were so fond of their finery, and so jealous of each other, that the whole army was pestered with their janglings. V, partial to himself (as these in the army who have the least pretensions are most apt t$ be J, was always asking W, V-y he V-as so foolish to compare with him, V-en he knew it Y-as all in vain ? . W had his reply ready, and would often answer that it was W-ery W-exatious, but that W-irtue would W-anquish : that V was a W-ik W-arlet, and as sour as W-inegar. U, another inveterate enemy to great A, took every opportunity of stepping into K 4 his 2 GO VI R T U V S PO VE & T if* his place, and perpetually talking oi veng-a~nce and his defi z/-nce, E and R, a couple of turbulent leti like pert swaggerers as they were 5 when- ever they could thrust their noses in any place, never had the good manners to wait tor an invitation^ and propriety was very much shocked at the improp-zt>ieiy of their conduct, U, during the whole war, continued to make stolen marches on the naked of A and I, because, he said, he was cert-0-n they were two vill-a-ns. The modern orators (amious as they were, ■ the aid of all the author s, to put an end to these perplexing disputes), instead of ap- peas'mg, added fresh fuel to the f. discord ; each letter insisting that he could produce an equal number of authorities in his favor, to those his antagonist boasted himself able to bring forward. The VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 201 The ladies divided their favors so impar- tially among them all, one day adopting one side, and changing their minds the next, that most learned philosophers were inade- quate to name the parties they either coun- tenanced or rejected. The more fashionable, the more were both sexes in confusion ; but the critics in- creased that confusion into a " confusion " worse confound." Now, I should not describe my battle like a great scholar, if I" did not lug in a number of gods and goddesses.- It is the fa- shion to introduce these gentlefolks into the epic stile of writing, and it is of much use to us modern authors for two good reasons. i st. It has been done so often, that it costs little labour and no invention. 2dly, and with us a very material point, it fills up. K 5 Well 202 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Well, then, the gods and goddesses be- gan wrangling and lighting like so many devils. Envy, Malice, and Spleen, were di- vided between both parties : Wisdom was for neither. Jove, weary of this jar about nothing, called a council of all the wits and critics in heaven. He flatly told the wits they were a pack of fools : they murmured ; but Truth, touch- ing them with her wand, confirmed the decree. He pronounced the same sentence against the critics, who immediately began to revenge themselves, by finding fault with his works, maintaining he knew no- thing of what was the effect of his own in- vention, that light was darkness, and dark- ness light. Jove enraged, told them they were as pert as jackdaws, as vain as peacocks, and as stupid as owls. Truth VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 20J Truth cried, amen ! He then sentenced the rebellious critics to tear each other to pieces : they immedi- ately fell eagerly to work, and have con- tinued the practice to the present day. As for the contending letters, they were sent into banishment to various provinces , where they have remained ever since, and established a wide extended empire of pro- vincial barbarism* K 6 CHAP, 204 VIRTUOUS POVERTY, CHAPTER VI. The life of an author- — Infidel writers — A singula) institution— Real liberty — A worthy clergyman — A method proposed for future exertion — An intro- duction — A general — his son — daughter — A -roman- tic young lady — Love busy in every part of afa- ■'■; — Folly cf despi'ing the good opinion of the •Id — Diffidence — A knot of perplexi sa?e observations. xHE specimen I have given will, most probably, remove all surprise at my ill suc- cess in the capacity of an author : for live painful years did I tug at this literary oar. I struggled with want, frequently with distress, and often with hunger ; but, thank God ! though I never penned a line which could improve my fortune, or ad- vance my fame, I never committed a single sentence which could possibly shock the purity VIRTUOUS POVERTY, 205 purity of any woman, or injure the feelings of any man. I never made a novel a ve- hicle for obscenity r , nor a poem a stalking- horse for abuse. I often wished to change my lot for scenes more diversified than the dull mo- notonous sphere of action to which I was condemned. Fate might, to this hour, have chained me down to my pen, had not an accident taken place which snatched me from obscurity, and hurried me down a torrent of action, whose rapidity will, I hope, in some measure, make up for the torpor which then composed the silent tenor of my life — a torpor more painful to me, who then felt its stagnating effects on the active energy of the human powers* than any description can possibly convey to the hearer or peruser of my life ! As I was one day standing conversing with my friend the bookseller, in his shop, ?n old clergyman came in with a manu- script 2q6 virtuous poverty. script sermon he wished to have printed. He eyed me with attention and with inte- rest, whispered the bookseller, smiled, and departed. My friend told me he was a man much beloved in his parish, which was one of the best about London : that he was chaplain to the benevolent Lord LI , who had distinguished his merits and his virtues, when misfortune had placed him very low in the world. Lie was a firm and steady enemy to the iniidel writers, who had lately been so stu- dious to tear the cordial cup of hope from the hands of the poor and the afflicted, and, by arraigning the truths of religion, in- crease their miseries in this world, without allowing them the alleviating consolation of a pious confidence in a better. Many of these shallow philosophers had lately been stalking abroad, diffusing dark- ness VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 207 ness and scepticism, trying to shake the faith of nations, and convulse the peace of kingdoms. Many real philosophers had started up, and virtuous Watson at their head, had held the shining shield of truth so close to the eyes of the pretended illumines, that the owls of false science retired, overpower- ed with the blaze. To counteract their fatal pamphlets, which, though brushed away like flimsy cobwebs by the hand of genuine philosophy, were specious and seductive to the unin- formed multitude, there were many who, with the true spirit of philanthropy, pub- lished antidotes against the poison of infi- delity, and had them distributed at their own expence among the poor and unin- formed : — a practice to which a great peo- ple is, perhaps, at this very moment, in- debted for its welfare. Among 208 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Among these genuine sons of real learn- ing was the reverend man who had just quitted the shop The bookseller told me he made many enquiries about me 9 and begged the favor of my company to breakfast with him the next morning. I of course was proud to have an opportunity of paying my respects to so great and good a character, and en- quired the name of the person who did me bo much honor. It was Hawthornden — a man who was once a poor curate near the farm where my father resided, and had poured the first dawnings of instruction upon my infant mind. I thought I could form some faint traces of the worthy tutor of my youth, and I longed to congratulate him on the success of his talents and his virtues. I waited on him, at his apartments, the next morning : they were simple, but ele- gant, and told me that the owner had at- tained v'IRTUOUS POVERTY* 200, tained competency^ not riches* He received me with the cordial welcome of good sense, joined to good breeding : told me he re- cognised me in the bookseller's shop ; but, hearing him address me by the name of Mario w, did not then chuse to make him- self known to me* He paid a very elegant compliment to my father and mother, and finished by declaring* that he could not suspect the son of such parents of e> any thing unworthy their respectable name, and doubted not but that my for changing it were good and proper ones. I laid these reasons before him, and was happy enough to receive the sanction of his approval. He then gave me a brief account of his history, which may be told in a very niw words. After he had been dislodged by the worthless Mr. Pheezer, he came to London, and did duty for anyone who would employ him. He was fortunate enough to preach before 2IO VIRTUOUS POVERTY. before the chapFaiii of the elegant Lord and Lady H— , who, pleased with the sim- plicity of his style and composition, and standing in need of a curate, gave him the situation. On the death of this worthy man, Lord and Lady H — -, consulting the real happiness c£ their parishioners more than any temporal consideration) gave the vacant living to the curate. He had pleased them by his assiduous at- tention to an institution formed by Lord and Lady H — , which, for its singularity and utility, deserves to be mentioned. Instead of the usual method of alms- giving, which sometimes only confirms idleness and promotes drunkenness, Lord and Lady H — appropriated an annual sum to be given to the best and most industri- ous wife, son, husband, father, and daugh- ter, in their parish, and this truly honor- able distinction was to be bestowed by the judgment of the clergyman. The VIRTUOUS PO VE R-T Y, lit The zeal of Hawthomdeit, in this wise and generous institution, had met with its proper reward. While English nobility is thus employed in the encouragement of virtuous poverty, the people would be as foolish^ as they would be ungrateful, if they wished for that chimerical equality which has ruined both the honor and prosperity of a neighboring kingdom ! The situation of Hawthornden was com- for table. Though not rich, he was re- spected by the rich ; although not great, the great valued him ; the poor loved him j all ranks esteemed him. He seemed eager to do something in my behalf, and told me, he thought he had it in his power to point out a path for me, in my literary capacity, more pleasing than the dull drudgery in which I was at present immersed. I thanked him, and promised to wait on him the next day. He 212 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. He met me with the smile of benevu lence at this interview, and told me had succeeded to the utmost of his wishes. General Grandford had a son, who was shortly to join his regiment. The general had a commission to bestow on any man, like myself* a superior to his boy in point of age, and endowed with my qualifica- tions for a guide, a friend, and an in- structor. The young gentleman was of an amiable disposition, and he doubted not but that the situation would be of equal advantage to both. The idea of a patron immediately re- curred to my mind, and I told Hawthorn- den that a life of independent poverty would be to me a state of luxury, com- pared with any thing like subserviency or subjection. He convinced me, that the impetuosity of my disposition was here likely to lead me VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 2Ij me into a very great error : that I was not; to be the servant, but the instructor of young Grandford : that I was not to be provided for by the father as an object of charity, but as a person who was about to render him the greatest favor that one man could bestow upon another : that, in all respects, I was to be looked upon as the equaled Frederic Grandford; and in some w'as to be considered as his superior : that the assistance it was in my power to re. must be more than any I could ever re- ceive. These arguments had their weight. The life of a soldier was what I always desired : in the present situation of affairs, the sword appeared a more honorable em- ployment than the pen. I yielded to the pressing solicitations of Hawthornden, and was by him conducted to the house of General Grandford. The General received me with a polish- ed, manly politeness, which dispelled my doubts, 214 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. doubts, and confirmed my confidence. From what Hawthornden had said of my own character, he was prepared, he said, to receive me. His father, too, had known my grandfather ; had revered his virtues, and lamented his fate. The younger brother of a noble family, the General himself had inherited no por- tion but his sword and his abilities : na- ture and education, therefore, had made him above the selfish considerations which actuate the majority of mankind. He honored the force of genius, and revered the sublimity of talent. I felt that we met on fair ground ; my mind was free as air; I was unshackled by ideas of dependence. This man is a friend, said I to myself: he is mors than a patron. He rung the bell, and enquired if his son was at home. Being answered in the affirmative, he desired the man to inform his master that he wished to see him. Frederic VI RT UOU S PQVE RT Y. 2 1 5 Frederic Grandford made his appear- ance : he seemed a few years younger than myself. His air was military, his step commanding, and his eye impregnate with fire and passion. The father introduced me, and told him I was the person Mr. rlawthornden had done him the favor of introducing to his family. " Mr. Marlow," said he, " has Ci had the goodness to promise to under- " take the care of you ; and, as you value " my future favor. I command you to love " and respect hjift*" The young man, in an eager tone, then told mc, he felt such an injunction unne- cessary, as his heart already spoke before his father had pronounced his will. At the earnest request of the General, I promised to come to him the next day, when, he said, an apartment should be prepared for mc. I quitted 2L0 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. I quitted the house with the venerable Hawthornden, and expressed my thanks for the liberal introduction he had given me. He then told me, I should most probably reside a year or two in the family of the General, before myself and Frederic start- ed on the plains of military glory. I pro- mised to execute my part of the generous compact he had made for me with steady zeal, and unshaken fidelity I felt that the care of a young man, of Grandford's age, was a serious undertaking. He appeared, however, of an open, manly nature. I resolved to make his real good my study, and, with such motives for my guide, I thought I could not fail of con- ducting him to the broad paths of recti- tude and integrity. I thanked my worthy friend, the book- r, for all his past acts of kindness to me t VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 21 J me : actions of friendship which had often stood much in stead, but at the same time frankly owned, I hailed my release from the drudgery of writing and book-making as the dawn of returning freedom. A slave of every description is to be pitied, but none more so than the slave to writing for his bread. I was received into the family of the General with quite as much attention and respect as if I had been the brother of Frede- ric ; a name by which he desired the young man, and his sister Augusta, to call me. Augusta Grandford, a name dear, re- gretted, and respected, was then about sixteen. Her person was as romantic as her mind: she was tall, but yet delicate ; command, ing, but still feminine. Her eye beamed with sense, with sentiment, and with sen- Vol. II. L sibilitv. £1=8 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. sibility. Had she lived in the days of chi- valry, she would have been the companion of some generous knight, whose toils she would have participated, whose dangers she would have shared. She took so much true delight in this seductive species of reading, that her mind, thoughts, and ac- tions, were biassed by her favorite studies, and her imagination sometimes wandered in a fatal delirium, which all her (other- wise) good sense could not repress. With her I first saw my dearest Cecilia. The distresses of her family had reached the ear of the generous Augusta, and when the death of their parents had left her and her brother destitute, she not only took Cecilia under the protection of her father's roof, but made interest with the General to have the young man, then about my own age. provided for in the army. To see Augusta, and not to feel interested for her, would have been difficult. 1 can- VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 219 I candidly own, that my dearest Cecilia did not inspire me with what is called love at first sight. Time made it necessary for me to discover those virtues by slow de- grees, which, once known, no time can ever eradicate or efface from my mind. I found young Frederic almost every thing that I could wish. We read toge- ther, and he soon knew (very easily pos- sible) as much as myself. The father expressed himself pleased, and grateful for the pains I was taking. After five years of penury and mortifi- cation, I now passed twelve happy months in all the luxuries of learned leisure and manly independence. The two young ladies added to the interest and elegance of the scene. I have r,aid that at first love was never concerned in my sentiments of either; but the liberality of my dear Cecilia has always forgiven me, when I have avowed L 2 the 2 20 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. the more bold and prominent features in the character of Augusta first attracted my attention. Her love and enthusiasm towards the books of romance, and the records of chi- valry, had given her mind a cast, which made her an object of immediate notice. Whoever has read the life of Don Quixotte, may have felt a momentary pang amid the pleasure he was receiving, for the mourn- ful wreck of a splendid mind. Whoever knew Augusta Grandford, must have felt a more real sorrow : generous and exalted ideas had crowded her mind, till reason al- most yielded to the vigorous impressions of imagination. She was open as day, and never concealed one thought. Young Montauban sometimes called on his sister Cecilia, and warm with gratitude to his generous patroness, he thought her the first of human beings. In VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Ill In the mind of Augusta there was a sen- timent which always tended to her own infelicity. There are certain virtues, like certain vices, which ought to be restrained. A carelessness of the good opinion of the world mav be reckoned among: these. Augusta knew her own heart was right, and yet would often so act, as to make the friends of her father as much shocked at her behavior, as if every principle of her actions had been wrong* She despised public prejudice as she called it ; and, in this romantic idea, she resolved to do as she pleased, and to act unbiassed by the senti- ments of general opinion. This is an error which has proved fatal to many women really amiable and en- gaging. It is not only necessary to fo correct, but to seem so. I am now, and have been many years, a married man.- I consider L 3 my 222 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. my honor concerned in the manner my wife conducts herself in the company she keeps. A woman may have the virtues of Lucretia or Cornelia; yet, if she is careless of herself, and acts as if she knew no discrimination between right and wrong, such a woman must not, cannot, be the intimate of my family. Virtue must be as decided in its actions as its principles. She who is unblemished, must shew it by her conduct : appearances may be secondary con- siderations, but they are necessary ones. She who slights them, may keep the pri- vate consolations of her own heart ; but she must not be angry with the world, who, judging from external circumstances, cannot think the foundation stedfast, where the exteriors are unstable. On this rock Augusta split. I know myself right (she would say to Cecilia, when her graver friend, in the sincerity of her heart, wished to warn her of the dangers by which she was encompassed), and let the world think VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 2 2J think of me as they will. The world did take the liberty of noticing her behavior, and, as good nature is seldom the reigning foible of the day, many strange construc- tions were put upon her conduct. Cecilia was uneasy at the repeated visits of her brother. She saw that the familiar and undisguised benevolence of Augusta had put notions into his mind, which might, in future, be fatal to his quiet and his honor. She saw nothing like passion in the par- tiality of Augusta to Lieutenant Montau- ban. She perceived that her generous soul had been delighted by the power of ren- dering him a service ; but at the same time felt conscious, that she would be equally pleased in the opportunity of con- tributing to the felicity of any living being. Her brother in the fire of youth, and blind- ed by a sincere attachment, saw the matter with different eyes. He wished Augusta L 4 to 124 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. to love him, and he readily persuaded him- self to fancy that she did so. Cecilia was very much shocked at this mutual mistake. She felt for her brother's happiness ; but she felt in an equal degree for the honor of her friend and bene- factress. She thought that scandal, and busy curiosity (which began to be prevalent among the female friends of the Grand ford family, in consequence of the visits of the Lieu- tenant), would be a very ungrateful way of returning the generous favors which had been heaped, both on herself and her brother, by the bountiful hand of the li- beral Augusta. She told her brother her opinions ; but what are the cold lessons of prudence to an impassioned young man ? She frankly hinted to her lovely pa- troness, that it might injure her with the world, and create suspicion in the mind of •some VIRTUOUS POVERTY. V 22J some man in future honored with her af- fections, should she thus let an imprudent generosity of temper allow her to sanction the visits of a young man situated as her brother then was. I thank my dear Cecilia for her counsel, was the reply ; but, " while I know my- " self right, the world is very welcome to " think me in the wrong." With this extraordinary, yet amiable young woman, I passed several hours in the day. We read history together : Ce- cilia and her brother were generally present. I had not much vanity ; yet, from an expression which sometimes stole from the speaking eyes of Augusta, I could not help thinking that I was by no means indifferent to her. This discovery gave me no pleasure : on L 5 the 226 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. the contrary, it inspired me with the ut- most uneasiness and disquietude. To be introduced to a family on the most generous, the most liberal terms; to reward that generosity by artifice ; to re- pay that liberality by deceit ; to steal the gem when the key of the casket was put into my possession, seemed the height of baseness. I have been often surprised that, in a country where the penal laws are vigorous to an extreme, a capital punishment has not been adjudged to this most infamous breach of trust.* * The author feels very well satisfied, that the ge- neral tenor of this work will convince every one that he means no insidious attack upon the laws of h • country by this remark : he has endeavored to shew that he considers them superior to those of any other nation in the world. On this subject, his opi- nion is founded on that of a great lawyer and a great writer.— Vide Judce Blackstone. Many VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 2 2/ Many a fellow has been brought to the gallows for stealing an old watch, or an old piece of plate, merely (/'/ has often been- the case) because it belongs to a family. Ousrht not a man's daughter to beheld in- violable for the same reason ? If I steal an heiress I am liable to be. hanged ; and is not the daughter of a poor man as sacred to her own parents, as an heiress ever could have been to hers? A theft of this nature is in any shape. equally inexcusable ; and the robber de- serves to be hanged, much more than many a wretch who has suffered that fate for. crimes which have been urged on by hun- ger and distress. Such, thank Heaven! were my notions; and such, I am persuad- ed, must be the sentiments of every honest man. Of all the mean methods of m ing money, fortune-hunting is the worst. Young Montauban perceived that I was L 6 the 2 28 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. the favorite object of Augusta's attention, and the painful thought hurried him to madness. My young charge, Frederic, in the mean time, had fallen most passionately in love with Cecilia. I found myself surrounded, on every side, by a labyrinth of perplexi- ties from which it was difficult to escape. I stood high in the opinion of the General: to attempt a deception on him, I consi- dered as an act of the most monstrous and detestable ingratitude. The son had en- trusted me with his passion, under restric- tions I knew not how to violate. The daughter. said nothing, it is true; but her eye spoke in a language which, with all tny timidity, it was impossible to misunder- stand. The idea of practising on the af- fections of the daughter of the generous General was so shocking to my nature, that, had I known how to have done it, I would have immediately mentioned my fears, and given the father the alarm j but the VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 229 the manners of Augusta, from her con- tempt of the opinions of the world, had always been so free, that I dreaded lest I should have mistaken a candor of charac- ter, displayed to others perhaps as well as myself, for the dictates of love and passion. The fear of making myself ridiculous kept me silent. A woman, careless of the opinions of the world, often exposes herself, and all who are connected with her, to a thousand dis- agreeable mistakes and perplexities. She may be thought in love with a man for whom she does not care a straw : she may give hopes to those who, but for her indiscriminate kindness, might have smo- thered passion in its birth : she may be ac- cused of falsehood she never practised, con- demned for encouragements she never meant to give, and, with the best intentions in the world, be hated as wjilt, and condemned as an hypocrite* CHAP- 230 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. CHAPTER VII. An honorable eloppnmi — the cause explained — A man- date — A compliment — Family secrets — A soldier s nvife — her story — her gratitude — An examination of a heart — A generous proffer — Reasons for not taking an advantage of a young lady's confidence — ' An agitated family- — A trial — Dark hints — Sly ■ inuendoi — how answered — An accuser confounded ■ — The feelings and expressions of an injured man. IMPRESSED with these sentiments of dif- fidence and delicacy, I wished that every- day which intervened between that of my joining my regiment with Frederic was the last. Above a year had glided away in calm pleasure, and now the ocean was ruffled. I saw that young Grandford was wearing inwardly with an unrequited passion for Cecilia. Fie had divulged his flame, but found VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 23 I found her cold : she conjured him to talk to her of love no more : she had been re- ceived into the house of the father by the generous friendship of the sister. To in- veigle the heir of so inestimable a family into a match with an orphan like herself, would, she thought, be ungrateful, unge- nerous, and unjust. She knew that such a connection must heap sorrow on the head of the father, and that even her husband, who must imagine that money had tempted her to the viola- tion of one duty, might, in future, justly suspect that all the rest were subservient to her interest. She knew that, in destroy- ing her self-esteem, she must give up a treasure which no splendor could recom- pence, no wealth could purchase. Frederic admired her the more for this conduct, and secret sorrow consumed his heart. The brother of Cecilia, unmoved by the noble precepts and example of his sister, gave 232 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. gave way to the vehemence of his soul, and still aspired to the hand of his own and his sister's patroness. I must do him the justice to aver, on my word of honor, that I do not think the fortune of Augusta, which was consider- able, had the least weight in the mind of young Montauban. In this knot of perplexities I was not without my share. I beheld Augusta daily growing more particular in her attentions to me. She consulted me on every subject ; she seem- ed eager for my opinion upon every inci- dent in her life. I did all in my power to avoid a confidence so aukward to my feel- ings ; but, undaunted by my coldness, she pressed forwards with invincible persever- ance, and silence was impracticable. YoULg Montauban, irritated by delays, and VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 233 and unable to enlist his sister under his banners, determined to write a letter to Augusta declaratory of his love, and be- seeching her to have compassion on the flame which secretly consumed him. Cecilia, shocked at a proceeding which appeared to carry the air of so much sel- fishness in its principles, threw herself upon her knees before him, and conjured him, by all their former affection, to give up a design which, whether prosperous or unsuccessful in its issue, must overwhelm them both with shame and confusion. The young man told her he was steadfastly fixed to write the letter the next morning. Cecilia dried her eyes. The epistle ar- rived ; Augusta read it with signs of com- placency and emotion. She immediately enquired for Cecilia t a servant appeared, who brought intelligence that Miss Mon- tauban had rose early in the morning, had been employed two hours in packing, and had 234 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. had called for a coach : when it came to the door, she ordered her bundles to be put in. She then gave a letter and a packet to be delivered to Miss Grandford ; and, with many tears, bid the coachman drive towards the Park. The surprised Augusta broke open the seal, and read the ensuing Litter. " Adieu, my ever beloved, ever dear " x^ugusta. I fly you, because I could " never bear to have vou think me selfish " or ungrateful ; and I am sure you must * c think me both, when you receive the pro- *'* posal my brother is determined to make " you. I have wept ; I have pleaded in " vain : I know no other way to shew my " shame and confusion at his conduct, " but by flying from the hospitable roof " of your father. I have another reason, " too, for this step : your brother, my " dear Augusta, has made me proposals of " an honorable nature. How unfortunate " that VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 235 " that a young man and woman, preserved " by the exalted humanity of your family " from beggary and poverty, should be " the means of giving so much uneasiness cc to their benefactors ! For the good of " every one ; for my own, for yours, your u father's and your brother's, I must with- " draw. Fear not for me, I have an " asylum. Adieu, my dear Augusta, I " have made a sacrifice to honor, and I am " now sure you will always love your " Cecilia." cc Noble girl !" cried Augusta. " Noble girl !" said my heart, " she has " sacrificed fortune to integrity ; and may " she, wherever she goes, meet the re- u munerating blessings of a satisfied con- " science." This letter was delivered before break- fast. The General and his son were dress- ing. When they came down, the son looked 236 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. looked at the spot where Cecilia had been used to sit with glances of eagerness and anxiety : he watched the opening and shutting of the door with visible signs of perturbation and emotion. When the gentlemen retired, I would' have accompanied young Grandford tothe reading-room ; but his sister, who never spoke by hints or whispers, desired me to stay, as she had something to say to me of a very peculiar nature* She delivered this mandate in a tone of voice so firm and impressive, that it was impossible to refuse obedience, and I re- mained where I was. The father and brother w r ere so much accustomed to this singular freedom in her manner, that they took no notice of this appeal, but left us to ourselves. I saw that many various passions were struggling in the mind of Augusta : her cheek glow- cd, VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 2$J ed, her bosom heaved, she seemed con- vulsed by contending passions ; at length, as if by some violent effort, she gained the power of utterance. u I know the generosity of your mind, " Mr. St. Leger," said she : " I admire it, " and must now put it still farther to the " test. I am sure the generous frankness " of a woman, who confides in it, will " never meet with an ill return from a M heart which I believe stored with every " virtue." I could only blush and bow. " Henry St. Leger shall know every se- " cret spring of my mind. I will not en- " join you to confidence, because the mere " suspicion would be unfounded, unjust, " and injurious : but, before I say any " thing with regard to myself, it is quite " necessary that I should explain every cir- " cumstance relating to the young man " who 238 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " who this morning made me a very seri- V ous proposal. I have to lament his rash- C£ ness, as it has robbed me of a friend in " his sister, of the most refined sense, and " (as you must be convinced, from the " letter I read to you before breakfast) of " the most exquisite and exalted sensi- « bility. " To recover this partner of my heart, u and again pillow her head on the bosom " of friendship, must be my first study: " when my own mind shall be at that state " of peace, to which it has now for some u months past been an utter stranger — " Oh, Henry ! — but whither am I wan- " dering ? cc My father, as you have heard from " our common friend, Mr. Hawthornden, " had many difficulties to struggle with on " his first outset in life. The parents of " Montauban and Cecilia were, like him, " noble and poor ; but, like him, success " did VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 239 " did not crown their efforts — they died, " and left their two children destitute on " the wide world. The wife of a poor " soldier snatched up these orphans of " Providence, and, by her hard labor, main- " tained them, and prevented their coming " upon the parish. The name of this be- " nevolent woman was Jane Wildfire : she " is still alive, and subsists on a small pen- " sion allowed her by my father. " The husband of Cecilia's mother had, " at one time, been a fellow-soldier of my " father's. He was captain of the com- " pany to which Wildfire belonged. " The man was an excellent soldier, but " too much addicted to the fatal error of " drinking. In his cups he insulted his " commander, and was sentenced to re* " ceive two hundred lashes. The wife, who " followed in the baggage-waggon, and " shared all his fortunes, cast herself at the " feet of Montauban, and implored his in* " tercession : 24° VIRTUOUS POVERTY. " tercession : he interfered, and succeeded : " her gratitude knew no bounds. " In the time of the American war this " woman saved my father's life, and he " settled the annual allowance she still re- " ceives upon her. On this stipend she " snatched away the two orphans, and " maintained them for several weeks as " well as she was able. " This affecting incident reached the ears " of the General. " Touched with the gratitude of this " poor creature, and ashamed to reflect " that the children of a man of rank, a 44 gentleman, and a soldier, should owe " their existence to the laborious piety of " the wife of a poor private, he desired her " to bring the children to him. Charmed " with the beauty of the little ones, he " brought them to me. I was delighted " with my two play -fellows, and entreated " my VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 24I : 3 ciple, 2/0 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. ciple, the soul of the passion, they frequent- ly amount to little more than a mere caput mortuum. I say thus much, because there are many in the world who, after pledging their faith to a woman at the altar, and thus giving themselves a legal title to her money, lands, and tenements, console themselves with the idea, that they behave with polite- ness to their wives. Now, if a lady can be contented with mere politeness, she may enjoy all the advantages which good breed- ing can afford her, and yet remain mistress of her fortune at the same time. A fellow with little head and no heart -may so conduct himself by a set of me- chanical rules, collected from worthless ■men 9 and worthless writers ', as to be called u The politest man ! the best bred husband * in the world, miss !" but if he has sworn to love his wife he is perjured. He had no right VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 2/1 right to marry her, unless he was per- suaded at the time, that he had all the re- quisite affection for her which his vow de- manded. A woman may break her heart while he is practising all the monkey an- tics of affected politeness, that he may not appear an absolute savage ; and if she dies of grief, he is as much her murderer as if he had broke her neck ! These were my ar- guments, these were my motives, for re- fusing the hand and fortune of Augusta Grandford, when I had the consent of her father to the taking possession of the one and the other. I must add, too, that the conduct of young Frederic both shocked and. disgust- ed me \ I felt conscious that I had done my duty to the youth in the strictest sense of the word. He had every right to ima- gine me superior to equivocation, and the mean arts of falsehood. But what will not jealousy effect? Hawthomden 272 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. Hawthornden and the General were both lavish in their praises. The latter made me an offer of immediately sending me in the military capacity to India. I thanked him for his kindness, but de- clined his bounty, I was resolved to return to my friend the Bookseller, and again drudge at the desk for my subsistence; an argu- ment, however, was used, which prevailed over all my scruples, and it would have been selfish to have resisted it. While I remained in England the wounds of Au- gusta were daily liable to be torn open : should I quit the country, she might soothe her sorrows, her mind would stand some chance of recovering its tone, and other pursuits, other objects, by gentle degrees wean her from her melancholy. To this I consented, Hawthornden VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 273 Hawthornden made me promise to live with him while I remained in England, and I consented to be indebted to him for what was absolutely necessary for my equip- ment. One shilling beyond this I would not suffer him to proceed. I have said before, I had made up my mind not to burthen my poor mother : I resolved, however, to pay her a visit be- fore I quitted the country, but had con- sented to be obliged to Hawthornden, whom I knew I could at some time or other repay y rather than take that from her comforts which I knew she would ne- ver allow me to return. I went to spend some months with hex- previous to my voyage, and my heart was cheared to find her equally pleased with my motives, my principles, and my con- duct. 274 VIRTUOUS POVERTY. duct. Indeed they were all founded on the broad basis of rectitude, and could not help being pleasing to a mind where truth and honor were native and un- shaken* Sad was our last embrace : I left her, set sail from the Thames* the voyage was prosperous, and now behold me in the ca- pacity of a soldier, scorching under an Indian sun; yet kept still in spirits by the novelty of the scene, and the hope of yet being one day able to repay the exalted goodness of my mother. I soon found, however, that though z soldier's life had been my proudest wish, that wish, like all other human prospects, when attained, lost its value. The mono- tony of it in time became insupport- able. To describe the years I passed in the same unvaried VIRTUOUS POVERTY. 1J$ unvaried circle would be dull to others, laborious to myself. I prayed for days of more variety. Alas! my prayer was heard! scenes ra- pid, painful, and trying, were destined to be my lot, in comparison of which all I had hitherto seen or acted were trifling and uninteresting. 3BND 0? THE SECOND VOLUME, T. Giilet, Printer, CaewD-court, Fleet-streef. iMM r .