B23 V82V ■** .*s, j^^. ■ : I'i - A ^M^ ^ r' b >^ L I B R.AFLY OF THE UNIVERSITY Of ILLINOIS P82W V. \ Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books ore reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. University of Illinois Library L161— O-1096 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN, By Miss ANNA MARIA PORTER, AUTHOR OF *' THE RECLUSE OF NORWAY," ^C, ^C. •. " Let its pure flame ** From Virtue flow, and love can never fiil ** To warm another's bosom, so the light " Shine manifestly forth." Carey's Dante. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LOKBOK: PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, HURST, REES, ORME, AND BROWN, FAT£RNOST£B.-jaOW. 1817. Printed byA.Strahan, Printers-Street, London. i<-: 9X3 TO THOSE DEAR FRIENDS, IN WHOSE DOMESTIC SOCIETY THE PRINCIPAL PART OF THIS WOUK WAS COMPOSED, TffE FOLLOWING PAGES ARE INSCRIBED, BY THEIR VERY GRATEFUL AND AFFECTIONATE ANNA MARIA. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN CHAPTER I. Favourably blew the vernal breezes, as a' weather-beaten vessel steered for the port of Genoa, late one evening, in the year 1563. Her crew were nil on the deck, welcoming, after an absence of four years among distant seas, the sight of their blue gulf, and their na- tive city. That majestic city was now only dimly seen, reflected from the crystal mirror below; for the sun had been long set, and but the faintest purple remained in VOL. I. B ^ THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. the western sky. Yet that reflected ob- ject, undulating with the waves, still possessed charms for those in whose me- mories it was associated with ideas of home and domestic joy. Now broken by a crossing sail or a dashing oar ; now uniting and forming again into the same shapes of shadowy beauty ; now gra- dually assuming darker and less distinct outlines, the visionary picture at last melted into one with the gray and uni- form water. But the moon rises ; and as the shout- ing mariners approach the pharos, the proud city is again seen in all her glory, encircling the bay as with a diadem. There stretches her magnificent amphi- theatre of towers, and spires, and domes ; of churches, and convents, and palaces ! There rise her lofty cypress groves ! There hang her aerial gardens ! There spread her gilded trellises blushing witli flowers and fruits; her sparkling foun- tains, her marble terraces descending to THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. .J the sea, her harbours crowded with gal- lant vessels, and faer protecting hills glit- tering with villas and with vineyards ! The broad moonHght now covers sea and shore with a flood of molten silver ; the white-winged vessel gleams like a meteor as she glides swiftly onwards ; she approaches the moles and the cita- del — she passes them: now they recede from her forward course, — she reaches the port, — she casts anchor, and the next moment all her crew are on land. One young man, exchanging hasty adieus with his companions, broke from the party, and hastened forwards with the eager step of joy. His progress was stopped in the Strada Balbi, by a crowd assembled before the gates of the seig- niory. Having in vain urged his way by vehement actions and exclamations, he found the throng too solid to pene- trate ; and, forced to submit, turned to- wards a person next him, enquiring, in no patient tone, what all this meant. 4 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ** It is the last day of the Adimaii and Cigahi trial," replied the gentleman he questioned. *' The Adimari and Cigala trial 1" re- peatedi his questioner with a look of astonishment: " Have the goodness, signor, to tell m^ the particulars ?" Without remarking the very remark- able expression which suddenly changed the animated countenance of the stranger, the Genoese proceeded to satisfy his cu- riosity. " The present dispute is about an estate at Nervi, which was sold, some two hundred years ago, by one of the Cigali to one of the Adimari. It re- mained in the hands of the Adimari from that day till about two years ago, when Signor Cigala laid claim to it in right of descent from the original pos- sessors: offering to show proof, that it was so secured to the next of kin at the time in which his ancestor sold it, as to be incapable of alienation while any of THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. O the direct line remained. Adimari sup- ported his right to a property which his family had fairly bought, and kept quiet possession of for two centuries. The suit was drawn out to great length, from the novelty of the case, the display of proofs and papers, the various altercations of the lawyers, &c. ; — but to-day was an- nounced for the termination ; and, though the sitting is protracted to a most unsea- sonable hour, we are all still waiting, im- patient to know the decision of the judges." ** They cannot give it in Cigala's fa- vour !" exclaimed the young man, with some degree of indignant warmth. " Very few wish they should," rejoined his companion ; " for it is shrewdly sus- pected, that these vexatious family-re- gisters have been dragged forth by Cigala to satisfy an old grudge he bore to Adi- mari when a youth. He might have been contented with the triumph hie gainf^d over him, some fifteen year THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 19 claimed he indignantly, " that you be- lieve I am sprrowing over a few bags of dross? Not all the wealth of Peru can be a compensation to me : take back your ducats. I would neither have sold nor given my birth-place to any man^ and though the law has basely awarded it to you, I JTiay die a beggar and in prison, but never will I seal tlie triumph of the Cigali, by accepting gold from them as a boon." '* I Avould your just grief were less in- temperate!" said Giovanni patiently ;**you would then admit that we have right on our side, though grievous has been its enforcement." ** I care not for right, I know not where it lies j I seek not to discover !" interrupted Cesario, bursting forth anew ; " I am only certain that I would not have acted thus by my direst foe \ there- fore I despise ye. I know that this hate- ful contest ruined my father's affairs, and broke his heart, therefore I hate ye ! Go QO THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN% then — never let me see you more, or I know not whither my distraction and despair may lead me." Again he struck his clasped hands against his forehead, and stopped for want of breath. " I will bear any thing from you, just now/' said Giovanni, speaking quick and short ; " for I see you are not your- self. You cannot hate me, you cannot be so unjust, you must see that I am not a hard and merciless man. " Oh, you court popularity perhaps !" exclaimed Cesario, maddened by the in- dulgence he was giving to his passions: " 'tis ^t you do j for I can tell you, that where my father lies buried, there lies all the honour of your race." ••"Popularity !" murmured Giovanni, and a tear glistened in his mildly reproachful eye. 'Twas an injurious suspicion, and Ce- sario had rather uttered than thought it: he now stood gloomily silent; ashamed of his own intemperance) yet jealous of THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 21 e\'ery feeling which could soften him in favour of a Cigala. Could he have known with what cou- rageous nobleness this insulted man had braved the anger of a worldly-minded parent, while convincing him that human nature called aloud for a compensation to Cesario Adimari j could he have known that after a long and painful stniggle, Giovanni had finally wrested consent, by solemnly swearing to renounce the world, unless this feeble consolation were afford- ed to his distressed spirit j could he have known this, even in the heat and transport of his passion, Cesario must have thrown himself upon the breast of Cigala, and besought his pardon. As it was, he laboured with his contending emotions in silence. " Then, I may not hope to move your purpose ?" asked Giovanni. ** You mo- tion me to leave you : I will do so. But ere I go, suffer me to entreat you, in the name of Christian charity, not to judge ^^4 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. me SO rashly and so hardly. I am a Cigala, it is true — the son of him by whom fate has dealt its severest blow to you. I even feel as if I had been instru- mental in your misfortunes, (yet, God knows, I am not !) and I would fain be allowed to offer some atonement, not in the shape of gold — not in the shape of vain dissipation, but in that of devoted service. In truth, I would rather win your friendship than the love of the fair- est woman in Italy." He paused, somewhat overcome, and proffered his hand. — Cesario turned hastily round, perusing him from head to foot with struggling feelings : but pride and false opinion had the mastery ; and he 5aid, bitterly, ** Perhaps you come to rhock me with this amazing show of goodness : — I'll not believe in it." '' Fancy om* situations changed," said Giovanni, earnestly ; ** how would i/ou, then, have acted ?" " I ! — I would have cast myself into 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. "^o the sea rather than abetted such robbery and such murder." " Enquire of others ;" returned Gio- vanni, his gentleness something disturbed by this fierce accusation, and his cheek losing its colour ; *' they will convince you, that resumption of right is not rob- ber}' : and, for the last charge, Heaven only is answerable. — My father, possibly, guessed your father's heart as ill, as you do mine. Farewell, signer !" . His voice faltered, but his counte- nance had assumed an expression of offended virtue, which approached to awfulness j he staid not for reply : the door closed on him ; and Cesario was left standing in a painful confusion cf irri- tated and self-accusing feeling. ( ^-^ ) CHAPTER II. Giovanni retraced his way homeward with a swelling heart, — he thought over the scene which had just passed ; and while he blamed the determined animo- sity of Gesario, he found its excuse in an ardent nature, perhaps never restrained, and suddenly bereft of the sole object it prized in life. Giovanni's temper and manner might have been supposed the results of philo- sophical principles j but his heart had no philosophy in it, if by that term we are to understand the austere discipline which extinguishes the passions, and re- fuses even to the affections all power over our peace. II THE KNIGHT Ol- ST. JOHN. S5 Concealing under the serenity of a temper incapable of disturbance, feelings peculiarly sensitive, and a mind highly exalted by romantic and religious stu- dies, Giovanni had, at a very early age, felt the full force of the master-passion. He was a younger son, with more graces than wealth for his portion ; it was his destiny to love a coquet, by whom he was alternately tortured and transported, till she broke her own spells by marrying an old nobleman, whose rank and riches ensured her that power and those plea- sures which she rated far above the en- joyments of the heart. At the same period, Giovanni lost his mother. This affliction (for he loved her tenderly) following so immediately upon a first disappointment, at once divorced him from the usual interests and expect- ations of life ; and, obeying a sudden impulse, he enrolled himself among the Knights of vSt. John. The scattered remnant of that cele- VOL. I. c ^6 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. brated order, after having for more than four centuries been the bulwark of Christendom ; after having shed their noblest blood in all the wars between the infidels and the true believers; after having given dignity to chivalry, by the irreproachable lives of its knights ; was now driven from Rhodes, the ancient throne of its glory ; despoiled of its con- quests by the Ottoman arms, robbed of its richest commanderies by the very princes whom its valour had supported, and all its possessions shrunk to the sterile rock of Malta. As the brothers of this celebrated order preserved the fame of its former glory, and the chivalric spirit by which that glory was acquired, Giovanni repaired to their island, with a soul burning to prove itself worthy of their fellowship. When he thus took upon him the obli- gation to live a life of celibacy, and to devote himself to the interests of reli- gion, he had scarcely attained the age of THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. OTj one-and-twenty. He fulfilled this obli- gation for five years ; distinguishing him- self in the convent by obedience and purity of conduct, and upon service, by zeal and intrepidity. Mild and unaspiring in peace, in war he was inspired with a new character j for never did Caesar's ambition prompt to bolder enterprise, nor Alexander's thirst of fame lead to nobler exploits. " Backward to mingle in detested war, " Yet foremost when engaged ;" and leaving a track of glory behind him, wherever he went, he made Christendom ring and the Ottoman power shake with the thunder of his arms. Meanwhile, the death of his heir made a great revolution in the sentiments of the elder Cigala and the destiny of his vounger son. It was not fit to let his honours and wealth pass to a distant branch, while a true scion from the pa- rent tree yet flourished. He had a c 2 28 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. daughter, it is true ; but she was an alien from his affection, by having clandes- tinely married a young Frenchman, with whom she had fled, he neither knew nor cared to enquire whither : he was little inclined, therefore, to let the offspring of such a marriage inherit his property. In consequence of these circumstances, he procured the Pope's dispensation for his son Giovanni (a favour not unfre- quently sought and obtained on similar occasions) ; and thus released from his vow of celibacy, and obedience to a mi- litary superior, Giovanni reluctantly re- turned into the business and bustle of every-day life. Although he had long ceased to con- sider the woman who had formerly infa- tuated him, with any other emotion than contempt, her tyranny rankled in his memory ; and he shrunk from such ig- noble bondage to another, with something of prejudice. This dread of a passion, which is in- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ^9 deed either the angel or the demon of our lives, made him shun those gay scenes where women hold the chief place; and though he never expressed his averseness to maiTiage, nor suffered himself to believe he might eventually disappoint his father's hope of seeing him suitably allied, he had gone on nearly a twelvemonth, since his return from Malta, without evincing the slightest inclination for any of his sprightly countrywomen. Yet Giovanni was neither unsocial nor melancholy. Perhaps he had more in- ward happiness than any other man of his age, consequently sought less from without. He was one that loved to look on the fair side of creation : for him, every place had its pleasures, every sea- SQUi its enjoyment, every prospect its beauty, every character its excellence, and every vexation its utility. Accustomed to seek a beneficent cause for every seeming hardship, when others stopped at the saddening point of a sub- c 3 30 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ject, he would pursue it till it emerged in light and consolation. And for all subjects, there is that cloudless region ! — every trial and ca- lamity of the human race terminates in this brief passage from life to immor- tality. On that glorious immortality Gio- vanni would muse till his heart burnt within him ; then, while taking his soli- tary autumnal walk, they who passed him, and saw not the expression of his downcast eyes, resting on the fallen leaves over which he trod, might fancy him wrapt in melancholy contemplation. But so reading, they had read him ill : for if the fading sky and withered woods reminded him of the brevity of human existence, the light and life within him- self, told him that man's perishable dust enshrines a light which the grave cannot extinguish, and a living principle over which death has no power. Thus, though serious, he was not sad ; though solitary, not unsocial 5 and the THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 31 serenity of his countenance only reflected a just image of his soul. Report had wronged the elder Cigala, or rather had mistaken his character, when it charged him with malignant motives in his contest for the estate at Nervi. He was actuated solely by a selfish desire of acquisition. The elder Adimari once held the most lucrative post under the Doge, the po- destat of Corsica ; Cigala coveted it, in- trigued for, and got it. He would have done the same thing by his best friend. After a lapse of years, accident dis- covered to him the family-deeds by which he regained a right to the pro- perty which had been unwittingly pur- chased by the ancestor of Adimari ; his greediness could not resist the tempt- ation ; and deceiving himself, by ima- gining he yielded solely to a laudable regard for posterity, he commenced and prosecuted the suit. c 4 3Q THE KNIGHT OF ST, JOHN- During its progress, Signor Adimari's fortune suffered by great mercantile mis- fortunes ; the suit was tedious and ex- pensive ; his son*s absence was prolonged far beyond the time stated for his pro- bable return ; and, in those days, there were no fixed modes of communication between the two hemispheres 5 he had heard of him but once during three years ; and the information he sent, con- vinced his father that the business he had gone on would end in disappointment ^ w^earied out, therefore, with hope de- ferred, with anxiety, with increasing debt, with the straitening of his bountiful spirit, and pining for his son, the im» happy gentleman gradually drooped, and at length died^ His death somewhat shocked the elder Cigala ', but the impression was not strong enough to assist the pleadings of Giovanni, who ceased not to importune his father to drop the suit. The suit, however, proceeded against THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN^ 33 the executors of Signor Adimarij and the result is known* With little sympathy, either in their tastes or principles, the elder and younger Cigala lived together in common-place harmony i Giovanni had that ascendancy over his fatlier, which a strong mind gains over a weak one ; that ascendancy which controls the actions of him upon whom it is exerted, without altering his incli- nations ; that ascendancy which is often submitted to in private, in deference to public consideration. So meekly did Giovanm' bear his no- blest qualities, that not one party could hate or vilify him ; and if the elder Ci- gala were susceptible of laudable pride, it was when he heard his son^s integrity quoted, and liis knightly exploits ex- tolled. While listening to praises be- stowed on his son^ he seemed to fancy that his own character was ennobled by them. Thus» making a sort of property of c 5 34 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Giovanni's good report and high endow- ments, he liked him not the less for a superiority, which would have mortified him in any other. In one instance, hard was the contest between habitual respect for this excel- lent son and habitual selfishness. For a long time Signor Cigala resisted both persuasions and arguments, when Gio- vanni would have induced him to make the offer of considering the contested estate as a purchase ; and at last he yielded solely from the fear of seeing this admired son return into the bosom of the order he had quitted. As Giovanni now recalled the scene which had then passed, he grieved to think how unfairly he was estimated by Cesario Adimari ; and to be esteemed by Cesario Adimari, to be absolved by him, for being allied to the person whose triumph had been his downfall, was the liveliest desire of Giovanni's soul. Yet whence originated this desire ? THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 85 was it from previous representations of that young man's filial piety *, or from a romantic imagination ? was it from pity, and respect, and a sense of injury sus- tained by Cesario ; or was it from the mere tenderness of a nature prone to trust and to love ? Perhaps all these causes were combined : perhaps they were rendered more powerful by that solitariness of the heart, which is felt by persons endowed with warm affec- tions, when surrounded by companions lower than themselves in the scale of moral and mental excellence ; and lower, by countless fathoms, than the elevated standard of their own imagination. But there was another sentiment, and a painful one, which harassed his hitherto tranquil breast. He saw that the extre- mity of the law is not always what would be the judgment of equity. There was more in the estate at Nervi, to the son of Adimari, than its pecuniary value. Giovanni was sensible to a ceaseless whis- c 6 36 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. per in his heart, that his father's triumpb was unjust. To ^em to sanction sucb an act,, to appear to appropriate its fruits,, stung the high honour of the Knight of St. John to the quick; and he felt that he could not rest day nor night, until he had ineontiovertibly asserted his inno- cence of the transaction, by a patient endurance of its victim '^s natural indig- nation, and a persevering devotedness ta his service: till he had planted this con- viction in the mind of the injured Adi- mari, his own nobility of soul felt itself stigmatised and under an impression of disgrace. Giovanni asked himself why he felt so^ interested in Cesario Adimari ; and these reasons satisfied him : but he could not so satisfactorily answer his further ques- tion^ of what Cesario's character might appear, if divested of the powerful inte- rest bestowed on it by his peculiar situ- ation. Giovanni strove to recollect the pair- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 3J ticulars of Cesario's countenance, to assist his judgment ; and he remembered them distinctly. It seemed to him almost an Asiatic physiognomy : — so dark, yet so bright ; so full of ai-dent and impetuous passion ^ so flashing, so varied, so sparkling : the same dark-browed eye of diamond light 5. the same clear foreliead, polished like marble, and roimded by black and glossy curls ^Did the same cliaracter of devour^ ing fire lie beneath ? Was it a proud soul, that east such an air of haughty majesty over the movements of those youthful limbs : was it a determined thirst for vengeance, which gave that stern yet noble fixtui^e to a lip which seemed made for the loves and graces to hang on ? And that lip, that cheek, that eye su- preme in manly beauty, might not they at once change their lofty character, and become the evidences of a voluptuous- 38 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ness too often associated with this keen sensibility to the more stormy passions : If experience were to answer these questions in the affirmative, Giovanni felt that his pure and kindly spirit could never hold fellowship with one so differ- ent : but if on the contrary, time should 4)rove Cesario as capable of friendship, as of filial affection ; if it should direct his ardour to the sublime object of self- devotion for the advancement of his country or of his faith ; if it should van- quish his prejudices, by the growth of his own virtues and wisdom ; then Giovanni felt, that he could grapple him to his soul with hooks of steel j and in this yet- unconquered hope he went on his quiet way. The occupation of the Marino (for such was the name of the house at Nervi) afforded much satisfaction to Signor Cigala : it was a constant source of bitterness to his son. Although its internal ornaments of furniture, pictures, THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 39 marbles, &c. had been faithfully surren- dered to the creditors of Adimari, there remained painful remembrances of its former inhabitant, in many a rural embel- lishment planned by his taste, and many an useful building erected by him for the comfort of his tenantry. Giovanni often entered the cottages of the silk-spinners and the vine-dressers, in the hope of cultivating their good- will, and learning how best to serve them. At first, they received him in sullen silence ; but after repeated visits, and frequent attempts to draw them into conversation, he won them at lenorth into confidence ; and, prefacing their discourses with some cold compliments to their present lord, they w^ould then lament the death of their " good signor" in terms of sincere grief. As they described the characters and habits of the elder and younger Adimari, their artless narratives presented many a beautiful picture of domestic happiness. 40 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHJST- It was an union so perfect, a happiness so pure, a condition so moderate, and so little likely to be interrupted either hy the temptations of an elevated fortune, or the trials of a depressed one, that Giovanni mourned to think his father's hand had levelled so fair a fabric with the dust. One of the oldest cottagers had a chronicle of every bush and stone on the estate* That summer-house, over- grown with jessamines, was the place where Signor Adimari used to take his siesta in summer. Yon bosquet of rosesi was planted when the young signor went- beyond seas. Under that palisade oF myrtles, by the great gates, the father stood and embraced his son for the last time. And on that terrace, he used to walk every morning and evening- during the year appointed for his return^ watching the ships tliat came from the east, and still returning, tliough still disi- appointed* THE KNIGHT OF ST* JOHN. 41 To this terrace, Giovanni soon learned to bend his pensive steps, whenever a melancholy humour inclined him *' to nurse sad fancies :" it was a walk adapt- ed for contemplation, independent of its association in the mind of Giovanni with the family of Adimari. The Marino stood upon unequal ground, like all the villas in that pic- turesque part of the Genoese coast ; and its gardens, extending over a great sur- face of irregular hills, united their sunny slopes by a succession of terraces and flights of steps, which led to the very margin of the sea. These terraces and steps, built with the green marble of the Bochetta, were mantled by a variety of creeping plants, as sweet to the sense, as delightful to the eye: the ballustrades of the steps were hung with them as with garlands. It had been Signor Adimari*s pleasure to surround himself with these simple luxuries ; and even where tlie pavement 42 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. of his terraces left no soil for a plant, he supplied the deficiency by occasional groupes of shrubs growing in porcelaine or alabaster, and moveable at will. From one of these varying groves of gay geraniums, on the highest terrace, rose a jet d'eau, the sound and sight of the water of which, soothed pensiveness rather than excited gaiety : near it stood a magnificent cedar, its branches shading the shattered roots of a former companion. These roots, now over- grown with moss and violets, formed a fantastic yet easy seat, and had been the favourite resting-place of Signor Adi- mari. It soon became the evening haunt of Giovanni. He would bring his book and read there ; or, in the still hour of vespers, he would repeat the offices of that sacred profession, never abjured by his heart, though relinquished in obedience to his father. Still oftener, he would pace the cold marble, musing with fruitless pity THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 4-3 on the many sad hours the elder Adhnari had wasted there, waiting for that son, whose return he was destined never to witness ! Giovanni's kindly heart calculated but too well all the pangs of that venerable parent. '* Here," he would say, " here, most likely, where the marble is worn upon the eastern edge of the ballustrade, he has been used to lean, while regard- ing that quarter of the horizon ; and here, under the shade of these old myr- tles, where the branches look brown and blighted, perhaps the tears of the poor father have dropped unheeded, as he sat forlorn and lonely, vexed with the cares of law and the disappointment of worldly hopes ; seeking, in vain, a breast whereon to weep, and foreboding his own dying hour of yet sadder loneli- ness." In this neglected alcove Giovanni found a volume of Virgil, which had fallen down, and been forgotten, in times 44 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. long past. It opened of itself, at the eleventh book, where the grief of Evan- der, over the body of the young Pallas, is painted with such tenderness and beauty. The leaves of this part of the volume were worn and discoloured, too probably with the reader's frequent tears ; and Giovanni, as he contemplated their traces, scarcely doubted that with the affliction of the venerable Evander, Adi- mari had almost identified his own. He had feared, then, the untimely death of his absent son: Oh, could he have read the book of fate, and seen his own end was so near ! — This precious volume was often Giovanni's companion in his evening wanderings; and the ten- der strains of the poet, thus associated with the sorrows of the respectable Adi- mari, unconsciously heightened their dig- nity and deepened their interest. But not in reveries of vain compas- sion, (though by such reveries are all our virtues nourished, and preserved fot THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 45 action,) did Giovanni pass his evening hours. He sought to recompense his father's new tenants for their change of masters : he prompted, nay, he extorted many a beneficial act from his father in their favour ; and his own gracious man- ner being always interposed to shield the grudging manner of that father from dislike or disrespect, harmony was established, and satisfaction beginning to appear. Still, however, his thoughts were full of Cesario Adimari ; and the little in- formation he could obtain of that young man's situation and plans troubled his peace. He learned that, by the sale of the per- sonal property, and the pledging of his land at Polchiverra, Cesario had dis- charged the principal demands upon him ; and that, having obtained the pro- mise of his creditors to wait the event of a voyage he was about to make, he was preparing to sail in a vessel bound for 46 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN". the Levant ; having taken on himself the charge of superintending the disposal of her cargo, and that of freighting her back, in consideration of a valuable share promised to him by her owners. Giovanni had sought, more than .once since their second interview, to throw himself in his way ; but whether or no Cesario as purposely avoided him, they never had directly met. This perversity of accident, far from abating Giovanni's desire to win some kindness from Cesario, quickened it, by causing him to meditate but the oftener on such pecuhar ill luck. He did so, till this desire grew almost into a passion ; and he would cheerfully have incurred the risk of another, and another repulse, had he been assured that Cesario w^ould ever do his feelings justice, and separate him from the hard character of his fa- ther. This, however, was not probable j for Cesario was entering upon a course of THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 47 life that would hereafter cause Iiim to pass the greater part of his time at sea ; and, when on land, would keep him down in a society far, far below the level of Giovanni Cigala's station. Giovanni never revolved these things without a concern amounting to sorrow : here was a young man, born in the class of nobility, educated in the expectation of an ample fortune, accustomed to an- ticipate the future dignities of the Re- public, and from general fame fitted to win them all in succession : liberal by habit and by nature, keenly alive to honour and dishonour ; here was this man, at the age of four-and-twenty, sud- denly sunk to poverty, and forced to seek the means of preserving his father's memory from popular reproach by em- bracing the humblest post of mercantile employment. Unfitted by his former education and habits to sympathise with any but cul- tured and elegant minds, he was conse- 48 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. quently cutoff from the dearest affections of man, friendship and love; or obliged to receive an imperfect image of each, in association without conformity of taste, and marriage without the union of mind with that of heart. Could Giovanni have reversed this hard fortune, by any sacrifice, whether of right or generosity, he would have done it joyfully ; but it was impossible for him to deny, that legal forms, and a worldly view of right, furnished too many arguments for an obligation on the head of the chief of the Cigali, to regain the property which had been alienated from them in times past; and it was in vain that he spoke of a superior law com- prised in that simple and sublime maxim of the meek Jesus, ** Do as thou wouldest be done unto." His father, yielding through a mixture of dastardliness and respect in less im- portant matters, where it imported no one to support him, had been obstinate THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 49 in this : for nearly all of his name, having a remote interest in the family-aggrandise- ment, and being in the line of succession, fortified his sordid arguments by their opinions ; and thus dro\vned the single generous voice of the immediate heir. Giovanni, therefore, could do no more than lament that his will was unaccom- panied by power ; and lie in wait for some happy opportunity of serving the injured Cesario in despite of himself. VOL. I. D ( 50 ) CHAPTER III. oiGNOR Cigala had been settled above two months at the Marino, when, that object obtained, he became a candidate for the Prociiratorship, the second dig- nity in the Repubhc. During the progress of the election, he frequently remained in the city ; leaving his son to the calm enjoyment of rural pleasures, and those higher gratifications connected with the study of ancient worth, and the well-being of his dependants. During one of these solitary periods, Giovanni was returning from a long ramble along the sea-shore, in haste to avoid a storm ; (for it was the end of July, and the thickened clouds darkened his way ;) when having entered the demesne 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN 51 of the Marino, he observed a figure dart- ing from a cypress grove into a short walk that led to the chapel. The person was wrapped in a cloak evidently for concealment ; and the ra- pidity, yet apprehensiveness of his move- ments, made Giovanni pause and retreat a few steps, to note whither he went. Seeing this person still go on, he fol- lowed him softly ; sheltering himself at intervals under the broad shade of the trees, lest he should be obsen^ed in his turn. What was his surprise to see tbis man, (after having vainly tried the door) mount by one of the buttresses to a window, which, yielding to his rough shake, left him a free passage into the interior. The chapel, dedicated to the martyr Stephen, was richly furnished with images and religious vessels, composed of gold and precious stones : it contained also the relics of many eminent saints, and the consecrated garments of the officiating LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILUNOIS 52 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. priest. All these treasures were sacred to every good Catholic ; but infinitely more so, to one who had formerly vowed to devote his life to the preservation of the Christian faith, and whatever related to it. Alarmed lest this suspicious person were one of a gang purposed to pillage the chapel of these holy things, Giovanni hastened to a low door at the further end of the building, of which he remembered having the key ; he opened it softly, and closing it with equal caution, shut himself in with the robber. The stained glass of the long pointed windows, and the shadows of the high crocketted pinnacles which rose above them, together with the drooping ban- ners of the knights mouldering below, increased the darkness of the place. Giovanni felt for his dagger, and stood steadily observant, behind the light tracery of one of the shrines. The person advanced eagerly.—-" This THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 53 — this is the spot !*' — he cried in a voice that made Giovanni's heart thrill ; in a voice which he could not mistake, but which he had never before heard utter such piercing and tender sounds. ** O my father — and is it here I find thee !*' It was Cesario Adimari that now cast himself on the pavement of the chapel, where a single square of black marble denoted the place he sought. He spoke no more ; but relaxed from every sterner feeling, his tears and groans echoed through the hollow aisles 5 and the frequent kisses he bestowed on the in- sensible marble, testified the love he had borne to him who slept beneath. Giovanni was root-bound : he would have given his life for the power of trans- porting himself to another scene. It was horror to him, thus to profane ^vith sa- crilegious eyes the sacred sorrow of a son taking a last farewell of the ashes of a father j to hear, perhaps, the confessions of a soul burdened with the weight of D 3 54 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. remembered cmiissions ; and magnifying its frailties into crimes. He tried to move, but bis limbs sbook under him ; be es- sayed to speak, but utterance failed him ; — again the doleful accents of Cesario were heard in the chapel. *' O my father ! thou hearest me, thdii beholdest me in this wretched hour 1 strengthen me to bear my lonely and altered fate — forgive me for all my past offences against thee ! — O ask for me, courage to resist the weakness of my own nature, and the seductions of a race I ought to hate — for they murdered thee." •* Hold, Adimari!" interrupted Gio- vanni, recovering his voice, though unable to advance, — ** you are not alone." — Cesario was silent for an instant with surprise and resentment ; then hastily starting up, he exclaimed, "What, sir, do you persecute me even here ?" — Giovanni briefly explained the mistake which had led him into the chapel. He opened the door behind him as he spoke, THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 55 and let in the little light which yet brightened in the evening sky. That doubtful light fell full upon the figure of Cesario, as he stood supporting himself against a monument ; it showed him pale, dejected, his eyes swollen with weeping, and all his features marked with the languor of exhausted feelings. That countenance was robbed of the fire and ferocity of grief with which Giovanni had formerly seen it agitated ; but never had it been so affecting, never so powerful over his sympathising heart. He lingered ere he w^nt : and perhaps Cesario felt the influence of that profound interest painted in the looks of Giovanni, and which he was desirous of shunning, for he only motioned him to be gone, and turned back into the aisle. " I would you could see what is passing here !" exclaimed Giovanni, striking his breast with fervour, after having con» templated him for some time in silence. " What matters it?" asked Cesario, his D 4 Ob THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. brow clouding ; <* what imports it to you or me, how we think of each other ? — you are a Cigala, I, an Adimari, the last of the Adimari ! — a crowd of lifeless bodies, Ihat once bore those hostile names, lie here, 'tis true, mingled together ; but for the sons of Paulo Cigala and Ludo- vico Adimari so to mingle, is impossible, either in life or death." ** Am I answerable for my birth ?'* enquired Giovanni, hazarding a step nearer. *« I am no casuist,^' returned Cesario, gloomily ; and he fixed his eyes upon the spot where his father lay. A long silence followed. Giovanni almost fancied he heard heavy drops fall- ing upon the inanimate marble : the light was so indistinct that he could only see at that short distance the shadowy out- line of Cesario's figure ; but had he been nearer, he might indeed have heard, nay, he might have seen the big drops chasing- one another down the pale cheeks of the THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 57 mourner, and falling like rain upon the tomb. But though he guessed from Cesario's silence that he wept, he was far from guessing that he himself had any share in such emotion. In truth, Cesario's proud heart was softened by the present scene; by his previous abandonment to the tenderest lamentations ; by the thought that he was about to quit his country once more ; and by the very forlornness of his own fortune. At such a moment, how precious would a friend have been to him ! how inestim- able the relief of throwing himself upon any sympathising breast; and then suffer- ing his grief to burst its flood-gates, and pour out in lamentation and praises of the object lost. But that relief could not be ; it was a Cigala that invited him to confidence and affection; it was the son of the man whose malice or avidity had caused the death of his father: no, it could never be. Did D 5 58 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Giovanni speak with the tongue of an angel, he should never turn him from what he believed his duty — enmity to all their race. Suddenly steeled against the weakness which unmanned him but a few moments before, Cesario gathered his disturbed garments round him with an air of severe dignity, and said, — "I come not here, Signor, to be the gaze of any man ; my business was with the dead. — But I should have asked permission to have entered this place, I know I should : — by heavens, I could not ask it ! — yet, I do you justice ; and as a proof, I will ask of you the only favour Cesario Adimari ever asked of any man." " Ask any thing — every thing I — I promise!*' — exclaimed Giovanni, ar- dently pressing towards him. Cesario turned his brimming eyes down- ward, — '* Preserve this piece of marble from insult, or removal." THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 59 " So may I hope for mercy — so may I hope at length to win your '' " Friendship," he would have added j but, wresting from him the hand he had rashly taken, Cesario rushed from the chapel ; and well knowing all the garden- paths, soon reached the lowest terrace ; whence leaping into a boat that waited for him, he was half way to the vessel he was to sail in, ere Giovanni had recovered from his confused amazement. D 6 ( oo ) CHAPTER IV. r IVE months after this, Cesario Adimari returned to Genoa, one of a wretched remnant saved from shipwreck on the coast of Calabria. During his eventful absence, he had often recalled the countenance and con- duct of the younger Cigala ; and, in spite of himself, had done so with some regret for the hard necessity (as he falsely deemed it) which forbade him to indulge any sentiment for him less potent than averseness. Previous to the visit he paid the burial- place of his father, he had gone amongst some of the oldest cottagers, and ques- tioned them on the ruthless changes TttE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHV. 61 which, he took it for granted, were mak- ing in this favourite habitation. He had heard then, with a mixture of disappointment and reluctant pleasure, that some improvements might be found on the estate, but no alterations had been made in the house or gardens. Many had been projected by their new lord, but every peasant could testify that vSignor Giovanni had always an argument or a prayer in favour of the old order of things ; and so they remained. Not a shrub was uprooted, nor a fancy building pulled down, which Signor Adi- mari had planted, or built, or frequented. His seat under the huge cedar upon the upper terrace, stood there still : Sig- ner Giovanni would not let it go by any other name. And the white owl which had built in that cedar so many years, he protected even her, when he was told that Signor Adimari used to feed her. Nay, Giovanni carried this respect for the dead into more important concerns. 62 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. He distributed alms on the same days as had been appointed in the time of his predecessor ; he procured for the servi- tors and labourers the same privileges granted by Adimari, and he observed the same festivals. In short, every thing looked as it did formerly; and nothing was missed by the neighbouring poor, but the gracious countenance of their ancient signor, and the charming spec- tacle of his son's filial fondness. Poor Giovanni had not such a father, so to love and honour. With these details making their way in his heart, Cesario had gone to the tombs of his ancestors; and, with an additional motive for esteeming Giovanni Cigala, he had broken from the increasing influence of his presence ; had carried its impres- sion with him through a fatiguing but prosperous speculation ; and was now re- turned with those recollections blunted, not effaced, by subsequent misfortune. The fruit of his toil, the foundation on THE KXIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 63 which he hoped to build f utui'e respecta- bility, together with the property his employers had risked, was destroyed. All had sunk in the richly -freighted ship with which he was returning to Genoa ; and at this period he was poorer and more desperate than when he set forth. Cesario landed in the gloom of a tliick ^vinter-fog, which had gathered after the ship cast anchor. He took his way along the Strada Nuova, towards the house of a kinsman in the Piazza dell' Acqua Verde, where he had formerly found hospitality. In the l6th century, even the princi- pal cities of Italy were only lighted by tapers burning before the images of saints and virgins in different quarters, and by the lamps in the porticoes of palaces and public buildings. Thus, while one part of a street was glaringly illuminated, others remained in total darkness ; making them unpleasant and unsafe, tempting assassination by the 64 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. immediate obscurity into which a mur- derer might rush, after having found his victim in the brightness of some enlight- ened colonnade. Cesario was habitually finding his way through streets familiar to him from in- fancy, scarcely sensible of their greater darkness ; when, in passing the church of the Annonciata, he saw the door open, and guessed by the just-kindled tapers within, that vespers were not yet begun. The home of the destitute is the house of God : and whatever ceremonies are performed there, it is there the unhappy of every condition and every sect find comfort and refuge. Cesario turned into- the church. No one was there, besides the two or three servants of the chapels, whom he saw at a distance through the aisles, pre-y paring the vessels and censors. The tapers before the different shrines, not thoroughly lighted, threw quivering and fitful gleams round the immediate spots whereon they stood. The larger THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 65 branches of lights on the altar, and in the dome, were not yet kindled ; so that but a kind of twilight filled the church : that sort of slowly-clearing twilight which precedes the rising of the moon. Imperfect as objects were, Cesario ob- served that a chapel to the left of the nave was hung with mourning and boughs of cypress. He approached, and entered it. A bier, raised a few feet from the ground, and surrounded by gigantic black tapers burning in silver candela- bras, occupied the vacant space before the altar. In that age, it was customary at Genoa, as it still is at Florence, to ex- pose the dead for several days before they are buried. Cesario drew nigh to look at the deceased. It was a young man bound in grave - clothes, his golden hair encircled with a garland of narcissus : the bier he lay on was covered with the same pale flowers j and, at the head of it, half lost among 66 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. large branches of myrtle, hung the armorial bearings of his family. Cesario stooped to examine the face* Mighty God! he saw the features of Giovanni Cigala! He glanced to the shield above that motionless head : it was the twice-crowned eagle of the Cigali. He staggered — he fell against the steps of the sanctuary. Stunned with the shock, at that moment Cesario felt that he had never been able to hate Giovanni. Drawn thither, either by the exclam- ation that had escaped Cesario, or in the execution of his duties, one of the ser- vitors entered the chapel. Seeing a per* son leaning against the rails of the altar, he stopped and said something : Cesario recovered himself. " Whose body is that ?'* he asked in a voice full of dismay. •< The body of Signor Matteo Cigala," replied the man. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Qj ** Jesu be praised 1 I thought it had been Giovanni." *< The kinsmen were much alike>*' re- turned the servitor, settling some of the furniture of the altar. '* Then the Signor Giovanni is well ?'' asked Cesario, approaching the bier again with a steadier step, and contemplating the face he had so painfully mistaken. ** He was at mass here, yesterday," replied the man. *' Poor gentleman ! he looks but thin and pale since the old signor died." "What! and is he also dead?" en- quired Cesario, powerfully struck. The servitor repeated his information, with the addition of the time and circum- stances of the elder Cigala's death. Cesario no longer heard what was said; his mind had rushed back to the time of his last return after long absence, when the destroying angel had passed over his house, and left it desolate. There was something striking in the resemblance of 68 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. the two periods : His true, it was only a confused resemblance ; a similarity which disappeared on examination ; but, at any rate, it was a something that connected both periods and both events 5 and it had tlie effect of awing Cesario's dominant passion into silence. In another place, and told to him under the impression of other feelings, the news of Signor Cigala's death might have sent a flash of gloomy joy through his breast ; it might have seemed to him a just sacri- fice to his father's manes : now, he pon- dered on it without triumph ; and as he thought of Giovanni thin and pale as the servitor described, he muttered with a smothered sigh, " Perhaps he loved him 1" The vesper bell had begun to ring while this conversation proceeded : seve- ral persons were already come in, and taking their places. Cesario hastily passed from the chapel of the CigaU into the body of the church 5 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 69 and, mixing there with the rest of the congregation, partook of that spiritual refreshment which all needed, but which none sought with more earnestness than he. ( 70 ) CHAPTER V. In the business of the succeeding day, Cesaiio dissipated the most painful of those recollections which this incident had revived. He had to see the mer- chants with whom he was engaged ; to explain to them the circumstances of his shipwreck, and to produce proofs of his zeal and ability in the discharge of his ill-fated commission. The case was clearly mere misfortune ; blame fell on no one : the merchants W'Cre men of liberal feelings ; and, hav- ing made up their minds to their own loss, they oiFered Cesario the chance of another adventure. But Cesario was not formed for a life of plodding calculation : he had only his THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 71 own necessities to supply ; and he re- tained the prejudices of his birth, which, even in a mercantile city, made it dis- graceful for nobility to take a personal share in commerce. Could he obtain longer indulgence from his father's creditors, he determined to enter the navy of the republic : there fortune might be more favourable to him than in the sphere of commercial speculation : at all events, his poverty would then be that of a gentleman ; and from his slender pay he might annually set one portion apart for the liquidation of his pecuniary engagements. But though Cesario found sympathy and kindness from many, his difficulties were not of a kind to be quickly removed : the chief obstacle lay in his own cha- racter. Abhon-ent of obligation, because hitherto unused to it, he could not brook the idea of extending the chain, by paying his father's debts wkh money 72 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. lent to him by a friend. To accept money as a donation, was a humiliation that never crossed his thoughts ; nor to such a spirit would his warmest con- nections have dared to offer it. It was galling enough for him to solicit time from the persons whose claims he ac- knowledged; it was a sufficient victory over his proud independence, to bend it before the necessity of claiming the hos- pitality of a distant kinsman, whose habitation, nevertheless, had been be- stowed on him by the elder Adimari. Happily, this kinsman was not a per- son by whom obligation is pressed with coarse freedom : he was a man in the au- tumn of life, married, but childless; not burdened with riches, though possessing enough for the decent elegancies of life. He was syndic to the senate ; and, after the official business of the day, was glad to find Cesario's interesting coun- tenance, and varied discourse, added to the sober society of his elderly wife. ' 13 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 73 From the moment Cesario came to re- side with him, when driven from his pa- ternal roof, the Syndic had considered his house as his young kinsman's home : he never thought of telHng him so, be- cause he considered the thing impos- sible to be doubted : it was the natural course of relationship ; he acted upon this worthy feeling ; and Cesario, there- fore, did feel at home ; and believing his gratitude gratuitous, bestowed it with fuller measure. The Syndic, when consulted, saw no objection to his kinsman's choice of the naval service : he might rise in it to honour and fortune ; ibr his father's name was still remembered with terror by the enemies of Genoa, and with re- spect by its friends. The return of Cesario Adimari, and Iiis increased distresses, were not long unknown to Giovanni. He heard of his intended application for admission into the service ; and still anxious to assist VOL. I. E 74 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. him, he went privately to the person who superintended the marine in the absence of the Prince of Melii, and obtained his promise to place the noble adventurer in the situation most favourable to the de- velopment of his capacity. Giovanni would fain have gone fai'ther, and supplied every thing necessary for the ample enuipment of the new sailor ; but he remembered the fiery spirit he had to deal with, and, afraid of alarming its jealous delicacy, forbore to indulge his own amiable wishes. For some indulgence, indeed, Gio- vanni's heart groaned. He loathed the cumbersome wealth of which he was now the sole possessor, since part of it was the spoil of another's inheritance. But how could he relieve himself from it? An hereditary estate regained was not his to restore ; there were numerous expect- ants of the Cigala family to challenge the succession ; besides which, there was yet a probability (and Giovanni che- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHX. '^5 rished the hope) of the inheritance being hereafter claimed by his sister, or by her children. Three years had elapsed since the dis- appearance of Amadea Cigala with the Chevalier de Fronsac ; and as their father's anger would not allow any extensive en- quiries to be made after her and her husband, Giovanni hoped that the search he was now instituting would be siic- cessful. Much as he censured the action by which she had forfeited her paternal roof, his gentle nature found much to excuse in the imprudent conduct of a child, who yields to the eloquence of a young man by whom she is adored, to avoid an union with one of an austere character and forbidding aspect. AMien Giovanni embraced the profes- sion of knighthood, his sister had just attained her tenth year, and four years afterwards she eloped with the Che- valier. Thus he knew her only as an E 2 76 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. innoGent and lovely little girl, whose caresses used to touch, and playful spirits amuse him : but he had none of those extensive associations of mind and heart with her, which form the dearest bond of fraternal affection, and which render the void left by its object lost, avoid never to be filled! He therefore prosecuted his enquiries, rather for her sake than for his own. In the very thick of these cares, he heard, by an extraordinary chance, that one of Cesario Adimari's creditors (the only one, be it recorded for the honour of human nature, who had not shown the most generous forbearance) was de-" termined to arrest his person for the pay- ment of' his father's funeral; believing that by this act he should force Cesario to obtain the sum from his friends. Without stopping to consider the effect it might produce upon Cesario, Giovanni hastened to discharge this debt. It was no sooner done, than he recalled the THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. /? proud aversion which Cesario had always shown him ; and he, therefore, made the persons concerned, promise never to reveal the name of him who had satisfied them. In the midst of various tumultuous plans for appeasing his rapacious creditor, and of gloomy forbodings, that by this means he should be deprived of liberty and honour, Cesario was surprised by the sudden withdrawal of that demand. He went to the creditor ; he heard that the debt was paid, but the man de- clined satisfying him further. Instantly suspecting to whom he owed this cruel obligation, Cesario questioned the partners of the house again and agaiif. He looked steadily in their faces, while he deliberately named several persons by whom it was possible this favour might have been thrust on him. At the name of Signor Giovanni Cigala, he fancied their denials were fainter, and their looks less assured. His E S 78 THiE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHIST. Opinion was settled ; his resolution taken ; and he left them. When he entered the Syndic's house, Cesario went straight to his own apart- ment ; where, opening a small box con- taining the last letter and the hair of his father, he took out the only relic he preserved of that father, which had a value independent of its reference to him. It was indeed a relic of great price : a diamond which the immortal Doria had wrested from the hand of a Turkish prince, which he had worn constantly on his finger till the invasion of Africa by Charles V. At that disastrous period, in the me- morable storm which scattered the Chris- tian fleet, and wrecked its noblest vessels on the Moorish coast, the ship that car- ried the young hero, Gianettino Doria, was stranded on a point of land, and in imminent danger of being taken by the enemy. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 79 The galley of his uncle the great Andrea, (who commanded the fleet,) was labour- ing against the same enraged elements j and though too remote to succour his nephew, was near enough to perceive his peril, and partake his despair. Knowing it impossible to save their ^hip, and preferring death to slavery, the crew of the stranded vessel cast them- selves into the sea, hoping to reach such of the Imperial fleet, as yet rode out the storm. Meanwhile the great Andrea stood upon the deck of his distant galley, watching the movements of his nephew wath torturing anxiety. Gianettino was the only one who did not perish at that awful moment : he was seen clinging to an oar which he had fortunately reached, struggling for life, yet still gallantly retaining the flag. A boat from the admiral's ship, (manned with volunteers, determined to risk every danger in the attempt to rescue the E 4 80 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. nephew of their beloved chief,) though launched with the utmost haste, was not in time to meet him : exhausted by the weight of the dripping banner, and the fatigue of contending with the sea, he let go his hold, and sank. Signor Adimari, then a young and vi- gorous man, seeing the danger of his friend, plunged overboard from the boat; and buiFetting the outrageous billows with the strength of enthusiastic reso- lution, reached the wave above which Gianettino's bright face was raised for an instant, — that would have been his last look of this world, had not Adimari grasped him by the hair. Holding his gallant prey with one hand, with the other he supported himself against the roaring current, until rescued by the boat ; whence he was transferred with the young hero and the banner of the Republic to the vessel of the admiral. It was on this occasion that the vener- able patriot exclaimed, while clasping this THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHX. iSl beloved nephew in his arms, — ^** Heaven has permitted thee to be in such extre- mity, only to show the world that Andrea Doria can shed a tear.*' The ring Cesario now held in his hand, had been transferred at that moment from the finger of Andrea to that of Adimari. It was the pledge of their futurse friendship ; it was the me- morial of his father's intrepidity, and of Doria's gratitude ; it was the sacred wit- ness of an affection between youth and age in the persons of son and nephew, than which neither ancient nor modern history hath aught superior. Yet this ring he must either part with, merely for its intrinsic value, (which was in truth prodigious,) and so let it pass into the common tide of costly or- naments ; or he must sit down under the load of an obligation to a Cigala ; or he must do violence to his proud nature, and ask of the Dorias an equivalent for E 5 82 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. the Jewel, he should offer to render back to their family. Each of these alternatives had its mor- tifications, yet of one he must make choice. The two first he dismissed after a short consideration 5 the last he revolved several times. According to every received notion, the Doria family certainly stood indebted to his father for a benefit which no pecu- niary consideration could requite ; . any present, however princely, could only be considered a pledge of their eternal gra- titude ; yet, since the death of the great Andrea, the Adimari had never sought or needed their favour. It is true, the Podestat of Corsica had been given to Signor Adimari by Andrea Doria's voluntary influence ; but it had been transferred from him to Signor Cigala after Andrea's death ; and Adi- mari, (hastily ascribing this mortification to lukewarmness in his friend's successor, THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 83 Gianettino,) silently displeased, mthdrew from those habits of intimacy which had been the consequence of former obliga- tion. By thus removing himself from the society of the Doria family, Signer Adimari occasionally faded from their thoughts. Gianettino, Prince of Melfi, now admiral of the republic, and father of a numerous family, w^as too little on shore to spare much time for the culti- vation of particular friendships ; and as Signor Adimari mixed no longer in the pubhc business of the city, he met him too rarely for the renewal of a right understandino;. For some time previous, and subse- quent to the death of his presener, the admiral had been at sea ; whence he re- turned not till Cesario was set forth on his unfortunate voyage to Syria. Since then, the prince had made many affectionate enquiries after the son of his old friend j and those being reported to E 6 84 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Cesario by the Syndic, induced him to Tesolve on making the sacrifice of this treasured trophy to Gianettino. With a swelling heart and an unsteady hand, Cesario sat down to address him as follows : — " TO THE PRINCE OF MELFI. " Your Highness must have heard oi my father's death, and of the hard decree which occasioned it : I will not enlarge upon the subject of my greatest grief j it is enough that I am stripped of every thing except honour and self-respect. <* My father left many debts behind him, incurred by the suit at law, and by heavy losses at sea: I have done all in my power to cancel these debts ; but my means fail j and I am reduced to the necessity of selling the only valuable 1 possess, to get rid of a pecuniary obliga- tion which is peculiarly intolerable to me, having been forced on me by one of the Cigali. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHX. 85 " The valuable I allude to is thediamond which was given to my father in the year 1541, on the night of the l6th, I would not have it pass into common hands ; I would not sell it to save my life ; but the present necessity is urgent, and I offer it to the nephew of the great Doria for just so many ducats as will release me from the bondage of debt ; after that my way is clear, — a life, or a death of glory. " Cesario Adimari." Whoever has trod but a third of life's briary path, and has not looked on the cares and calamiti-es which obstructed his way as merely accidents, must often have been led to remark, that during this trying pilgrimage we are generally as- sailed in our most vulnerable part : the thorns pierce where our flesh is ten- derest ; the sorrow strikes where our sen- sibility is most acute. Mliatever be the passion which predominates over every other, and makes our hopes and fears 86 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. and efforts all tend towards its gratifica- tion, it is from that quarter the severest disappointments await us. Thus Cesario's cherished sin was pride ; and successive humiliations were ordained to level that inordinate pride with the dust. Sometimes it was to be mortified by indignities ; sometimes it was to be vanquished by kindness ; but till the dis- cipline of events should finally subdue it, never was that intention of Providence undiscernible by a reflecting mind. Cesario remained in a state of tumultu- ous agitation from the time of dispatching his letter till the return of his messenger : now he approved, and now he condemned the step he had taken ; alternately thought himself too humble, or too lofty ; and finally groaned over the days of thought- less boyhood, when he knew money only as a medium of bounty and pleasure. His father's image came with bitterer anguish to his memory, because that sacred image was connected, not only THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 87 with his years of enjoyment, but with those of independence. The answering billet from Prince Doria found him thus agitated, and still alone ; he read its contents so rapidly, that he might be said to have taken them in at a single glance : — LETTER. " You have laid me under as great an obligation, signor, as that which I received from your noble father twenty-three years ago : I would not, for half my illustrious uncle's fame, have had the ring you write of pass into any other families than those of Doria and Adimari. As I see what spirit you are of, (though I could wish its edge less keen,) I will not offend it by arguments which may here- after find a fitter season ; allow me at present to pray only, that you will esti- mate the jewel at whatever value you please, and suffer me to consider it as a 88 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. mere deposit for you, or your heirs, to claim at some future day. *< My treasurer, by whom I send this letter, will take charge of the ring, and give you an order upon the bank of St. George for whatever sum you may choose to receive. " That affair settled, I shall claim the privilege of your late father's grateful friend, and hope in that character to be allowed the gratification of forwarding you in the military life it seems you are on the point of embracing. (Signed,) Gianettino Doria, Prince of Melfi.'' Cesario read this letter several times, as if he could not sufficiently take in all its generous meaning ; but it soothed a proud heart, rankling with former wounds, and it threw over his dark fortunes the first beam of light which had brightened them for many months. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 89 Yet when he summoned the Prince's treasurer, after long delay, it was with difficulty he preserved that command over himself which is so necessary for dignity. A countenance all movement and ex- pression ; speaking eyes, which involun- tarily sought the looks of those he con- versed wdth ; and a cheek that alter- nately took the hue of all his emotions, were not features to be trusted when propriety demanded an appearance of tranquillity. He named hastily a sum just adequate for his honourable pur- poses ; and consigning the ring to the treasurer, with a short billet for the Prince, took the order on the bank, and dismissed his visitant, ( 90 ) CHAPTER VI. It was then that Cesario*s freed heart sprang back with the violence of a bow long bent ; the passions of suffering pride, of self-pity, of struggling inclina- tion and of prejudice, of gratitude and reviving hope, mingled their torrents down his cheeks ; and in that solitary hour, all the pleasures, the pains, the hardships and the enjoyments, the pos- sessions and the privations of his former life, were crowded by memory. To the natives of colder regions, these sudden abandonments to every passion of the instant, may appear unmanly ; but nature varies human character as infi- nitely as she does the modes of animal and vegetable existence ; and amongst THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN'. Ql our southern neighbours, every feeling assumes such a character of \ivacity, that it is no more susceptible of concealment than the lineaments of the face are ca- pable of alteration. These franker people attach no shame to the display of a passion which is not in itself, or by its direction, criminal ; they are ignorant of characters like that of the English, whose heart's workings are kept from sight with as much jealousy as a Turkish husband guards his Haram ; where the profoundest sensibilities are habitually repressed, and a surface of ice spread over a soil of fire. In addition to this character of coun- try, Cesario was further privileged by the manner of the age he lived in ; it was an age of stormy revolution, perils and change knocked at the gates of all the Italian states ; and in a country where every thing increased the spirit of party, and each individual attached him- self to a favourite leader or kinsman, the 92 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. vicissitudes, even of the humblest station, were singularly striking. Thus, strong passions were kept in constant action ; aversions and attach- ments were strengthened by injuries and obligations of more than ordinary pro- portions y and the human soul, disdaining mere pleasures for the game of life, de- manded the agitation of powerful affec- tions and the stake of happiness. Thus, the times of which we speak were as fruitful in heroic actions as in great crimes ; and if they chronicled the horrid act of one brother tearing out the eyes of another, they opposed to it the beautiful instance of a son expiring of grief at sight of his father's tomb. Cesario Adimari had all that vigour of passion which makes character either formidable or admirable, as that passion is used ; and he was now at that mo- mentous period of life when the character receives its final direction towards good or evil : that even period between youth THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 93 and manhood, in which the soul takes a steady sur\^ey of its owti prospects and powers, and strikes at once into the dark road of selfishness, or the bright track of heroism. On the intimacies he should now cul- tivate, and the habits he should now form, much of his future fate must de- pend. He felt this : and while he re- joiced to re-enter the noble circle of the Doria family, he almost grieved to think that Giovanni Cigala, whose gentleness attracted, and whose goodness would have attached him, was the only living being whom it would be impious for him to cherish in friendship. Firmly persuaded that the more diffi- cult it was for him to shun and to abhor this amiable enemy, the greater was the sacrifice to filial duty, he lost no time in ridding himself of unsought obligation. P'or this purpose he sought Giovanni at his house in the Strada Lomellino. He was gone into the country. 94 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. *' To Campo Marone or to Nervi?*' " To Nervi." Even there Cesario had the resolution to seek him. Giovanni was walking up and down a winter-walk, open to the sun and the prospects of the south, when he was told that young Signor Adimari waited him in the house. *' Did I hear you rightly?" asked Giovanni, astonished. The servant repeated his information : then, quickly guessing the business of his haughty countryman, Giovanni hastened to find him. Ten minutes' solitude in a room where the happiest part of his life had been chiefly spent, assisted Cesario to smother such of his peculiar feelings towards the generosity of Giovanni, as he now doubly deemed it his duty not to show ; for these ten minutes of racking remembrance made a heavy addition to the resentment he bore the race of Cigala. His eye and his step had more than their usual haughtiness when he ad- 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 93 vanced to meet Giovanni : — " You guess my business, Signor Cigala," said Ce- sario ; and he emphasized that name, as if he meant to fortify his resolution by its sound. " Any business is welcome which gives me the satisfaction of seeing you," re- plied Giovanni, purposely evading the question. Cesario fixed his eyes on him — fixed them somewhat severely :— '' I must not expect you, signor, to confess, unques- tioned, a transaction which you have taken such pains to conceal -, but I do expect from you a direct answer to this question : — Is it to you I am indebted for the payment of - — •■ — ?" and he named the debt. Giovanni did not speak : only a deeper red coloured his cheek. That gene- rous glow, that dignified silence, smote Cesario ; and rapidly changing, not merely in voice, but in look, he added, *' I thank you for your amiable intentions. 96 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. sigiior : it is all I can ever bring myself to thank a Cigala for. Your silence wants no interpreter : again I thank you." He laid a heavy purse upon the table as he spoke, and took up his hat. " Unkind !" exclaimed Giovanni, with unusual vehemence. " Ungrateful ! perhaps you mean ?" said Cesario, darting on him an eye of fire. '' But when favours are thus forced on us, by hands we abhor, what have we to do with gratitude ? Be this the last time that my feelings are thus outraged : — Signor, it must be the last." ** I have mistaken your character," said Giovanni, drawing back with an air of chagrin and self-respect. " I fancied it accessible to all kindly emotions : but it must have been no! it could not have been pride that looked so noble to me under the semblance of filial piety !" The just indignation with which this speech began, and the sudden return to generous inference with which it ended, THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOUy. 97 made Cesario blush : " What is it you would wring from me ?** he asked, in a relenting tone. " Some show of that common good- will with which man looks on man," re- plied Giovanni. " I could ill support this frightful outlawry from any one of my fellow-creatures, much less from you." ** And why less from me than from another?" asked Cesario, turning away his eyes. " Do not these walls answer you ?" said Giovanni, in a low voice. *< Yes, they do answer me!" exclaimed the kindling Cesario. ** They speak to me with a hundred tongue^ ! — that spot, whereon my father used to stand — those trees, which I see from this window, and which his hand planted — yonder dismal pile, where his sacred ashes rest without a monument, — all speak, and bid me " Cesario stopped suddenly, struck with a recollection of the promise he bad sought VOl^. I. F dS THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. from Giovanni at their meeting in the chapel. Vanquished by that recollection, he sunk upon a seat, burying his face in his hands. Giovanni guessed his thoughts, but forbore to give his own, utterance. After a long silence, Cesario rose. <« Blame our fate. Cigala," he said, with penetrating puthos, " it is that which has made us enemies. I should have been your friend, your grateful friend, had you been the son of another man ; but as it is, my father's shade would rise and curse me, were I to trust myself longer within the powerful influence of your character." Again Cesaj-io escaped from the eager grasp of Giovanni's hand, just as he had again excited the hope of future amity ; and again Giovanni saw his kind exer- tions baffled, his benevolence spurned; and was left to contemplate all that he possessed in the luxuriant scene around THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 99 him, only as the abundant luel of a never- ceasing remorse. Cesario's next duty was to visit the Palazzo Doria, and acknowledge the friendship of its princely master : but agitated by the past scene, and unwilling to present himself in such a tremor of spirit, instead of proceeding through the city, he turned aside towards that quar- ter where the Albergo now stands ; seek- ing to tranquillise himself among the solitary groves which then occupied the present site of that building. His retirement was, however, soon in- vaded. Scarcely had he attained tlie level of the hill, when he heard the tinkling of falcons' bells, mingled with the agreeable tumult of animated con- versation and the prancing of steeds : the next moment he espied a party re- turning from hawking, Cavaliers and ladies, falconers and pages, were mixed together in pleasing confusion. The gay colours of their dif- F 2 100 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHK. ferent habits, the feathers on die heads of the ladies' palfreys, and the fanciful hoods of the birds, made an amusing picture ; and Cesario, in another mood, might have paused to look at it. He would now have struck into a side path, had not his attention been momentarily caught by an object, singular at that period — a little open car drawn by four Neapolitan horses. Seen from a short distance, these ele- gant animals appeared hardly larger than greyhounds : they wore silver collars, through which passed reins of azure silk ; and were guided by a young creature, whose slight form happily harmonised with the fantastic character of her car- riage. She was standing, less from skill than from exuberant spirits : as she passed, the wind, ruffling her light garments, be- trayed the ancle of an Atalanta, and kindled the colours of Aurora upon her cheek. Half-laughing, half-fearful, she THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN'. 101 held the reins, contending again ^ the rough blast and the spirited action of her horses. In the act of passing Cesario, the wind blew off her thin scarf; he caught it ; returned it to her, bow^d, received a gracious glance from a pair of bright blue eyes, and went on. A second afterwards, he turned round to observe whether so careless and skill- less a driver proceeded safely. Her horses were still checked, and she was standing looking back after him : he lifted his hat again, but he staid not; his head and heart were full of other things ; and leaving the sprightly caval- cade to their mirth, and the lady to her meditations, he proceeded on his cir- cuitous way to the Palazzo Doria. None but emotions of the most plea- surable sort awaited him there. The prince received him cordially ; entered with interest into his concerns, and frankly discussed the subject upon F 3 lOS THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. which the elder Adimari had withdrawn from his society. From this discussion, it was manifest to Cesario, that his father had greatly overrated the prince's influence. From amiable unwillingness to dwell upon what pained him in human character, and having abstained from investigating the affair, lest what was then only suspicion, should be made certainty, Signor Adimari had lost the opportunity of discovering his own error. It was evident, that Gianettino's in- terest had been exerted to the utmost; and that he in his turn, hurt at ** having Jiis good, evil thought of,'- had receded like his friend. This explanation not only convinced Cesario of the Doria's sincerity, but fur- ther unveiled to him the indefatigable intrigues of the elder Cigala : he was therefore less disposed than ever to enter into a league of amity with his son j and THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. lOS less tenacious than heretofore, in accept- ing the friendship of Doria. Frankness was natural to Cesario : there were now no resentments, nor pride to bar its way: he became easy and com- municative ; first giving Doria a sum- mary of his past history ; then explaining to him his views and wishes for the future. With far more of the artless sailor in him, than of the discerning statesman. Prince Doria did not penetrate the re- cesses of Cesario's character ; he saw him only such as he appeared at that moment 5 avowedly jealous of obligation, and bent upon laying the first stone of his own fortunes. Indeed Cesario deprecated any further favour from this distinguished friend, than that of placing him in his ship, and ad- vancing him in proportion to his deserts. Subsistence and honour were all he co- veted ; he therefore sought nothing be- F 4 104 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. yond the admiral's protection from ne- glect or envy. When Cesario sincerely protested, that common pleasures were indifferent to him j and that he disdained the mere trappings of wealth, however glittering, Doria smiled at such philosophic austerity in a man of twenty-four, while he praised his spirit for spurning favours from theCigali. A closer observer would have discovered in the vehement eloquence of Cesario, while describing his griefs, his resentments, and his scorn of life's minor enjoyments, that dangerous excess of sensibility which sooner or later must find its object ; and which was even now vibrating between a yearning towards Giovanni Cigala, and that pride which bid him shun, and that erroneous piety which bid him hate the man whose father had beggared his. Cesario would not have been displeased, had Prince Doria combatted his resolu- tion of avoiding Giovanni : but as the prince did not do so, he concluded that THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 105 the resolution was a right one ; and that if he should ever swerve from it, the weakness would digrace him. In fact, the Genoese hero, hurried away by Ce-. sario's impetuous oratory, mistook pas- sion's torrent for the force of truth ; simply because it swept his judgment along with it. He saw clearly, that Ce- sario would not accept the least assist- ance from Giovanni Cigala ; therefore, to urge them into intimacy, would be doing needless violence to the former's filial principles. The prince knew very little of the per- son in question : for since Giovanni's •return from Malta, Doria was divided between public duties and the anxieties of a large family ; some of whom vexed his heart, and embarrassed his finances. The prince w^as consequently unable to estimate the moral advantage which his young friend might reap from such an intimacy; as little did he suspect that Cesario's inclination was at war with his F 5 106 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. principles, (at least with those powerful passions which he mistook for principles;) and that, almost unconsciously, he waited only the sanction of another, to break the bonds of his ardent nature, and let it spring forth to meet that of Giovanni with noble rivalry of confidence. Unable to fathom the depths of that profound sensibility, of which he saw but the agitated surface, Doria believed there would be neither utility nor good man- ners in attempting to argue Cesario out of resolutions, which, however over- strained, were honourable, and he con- cluded agreeable to his feelings: he therefore forebore to discuss the subject. Having settled the mode and the pe- riod, in which Cesario's services would be required, Doria invited him to join his domestic circle; where, in a numerous family consisting of young men and wo- men, all unbroken in health, hopes, and hilarity, Cesario's wintry humour warmed into a social glow. ( w ) CHAPTER VII. From this auspicious day, his fortune appeared to return : the Palazzo Doria was ever open to him ; and though its master had not much time to bestow on the concerns of any one unconnected with his own family, Cesario never found him cold to his communication, nor luke- warm in his exertions. An expedition was fitting out in the ports of Genoa, of which Doria was to take the command ; and having appointed Cesario to his own ship, he exhorted him to employ the intermediate time in study- ing the principles of a profession, which required science united with valour in its votaries. F 6 108 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. At that age when the spirit of adven- ture begins to dawn in the youthful mind, Cesario, in common with other boys, delighted in reading voyages, and listening to his father's narratives of na- val exploits : since then, his own expe- rience had given him some insight into navigation. Nature had bestowed on him the materials of military superi- ority ; and as all of naval tactics then known, was principally the fruit of the great Doria's genius, his nephew's in- structions were nearly all-sufficient. The prospect of activity, and peril, and distinction, roused the soul of Cesario. To the bitterness of grief, with which he had mourned the loss of his father, succeeded the animating belief that his sacred shade witnessed his present ex- ertions, and would brighten in his fu- ture fame. He had shaken off the load of debt ; he was free from any galling obligation, and though now but a child THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 109 of fortune, he had conquered for himself respect from all with whom he mingled. This change of circumstances, by re- storing to him the conscious dignity of independence, completely changed his appearance. It was no longer necessary for him to flash a threatening spirit in the eyes of the world, and to show, by a frowning brow, that immediate venge- ance would follow insult. He was still noble ; he was again free (for debt is slavery) ; and, with that conscious- ness, he became kindly, indulgent, and amiable. Like all other expeditions, that of the republic was delayed from week to week : its object was co-operation with the troops and fleet of Spain, which were then slowly collecting for the purpose of regaining the rock and fortress ofelpenoji de Velez, This fortress, situated close to the African coast, and once in the possession of a Christian power, at that time ef- 110 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN- factually bridled the insolence of the corsairs j but it was now in the hands of the Moors, and every Christian state be-^ came interested in its reduction. An expedition against this place had the best chance of success, if undertaken when the prospect of intercepting the galleons in their return from the new world should have carried out the ene- my's cruizers. It was therefore agreed, that, immediately on this event, the Spanish commanders should issue forth for Penon de Velez, while Prince Doria with the Genoese galleys should follow, and destroy the pirates, or at least render their return to succour the fort- ress doubtful, if not impossible. Upon tidings of the India ships, and the appearance of the pirates, depended the departure of the fleet : Cesario was consequently forced to wait in Genoa, till his burning desire of quitting it was nearly destroyed by new hopes and new inclinations. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Ill Marco Doria, one of his noble friend's younger sons, had lately returned from travelling in foreign countries 5 and be- ing of an amusing, kindly character, had first pleased, and then almost attached Cesario. Tliere was a sort of good-humoured caprice about Marco, which served to give his society that piquancy, without which common pleasures had no relish for Cesario ; and, as that caprice was never directed upon him, this liking was the more flattering. In fact, Marco's caprices were rather those of humour than of heart; and were oftener affected than real. At first they had been purely natural ; but now, from indulgence, and from seeing their effect in procuring him the privileges of a character, he rather fostered than sought to weed them out. By turns Cesario smiled at, and re- proved, and smiled again on the fantastic moods which made Marco, in the course 112 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. of a single day, alternately a cynic, a sybarite, a devotee, and a hero. His brave father, often heart-wrung by the shameful irregularities of an elder son, and the profuse expenditure of another, had no anger to waste upon venial fol- lies ; so that if Marco appeared in the morning with the look and the dress of a philosopher, and at night with the tinsel and talk of a coxcomb, he simply shook his head, muttered " Foolish boy !*' and bade Cesario teach him to act and look like a man. Dividing his time between professional studies and occasional recreation, Cesario passed from the grave abode of the syn- dic to the sprightlier Palazzo Doria ; seldom frequenting other houses, there- fore rarely thrown in the way of Giovanni Cigala. The retired habits and peaceful pur- suits of the latter tended to remove them from each other ; but at times they met at mass, or at public festivities, or in THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 113 the streets ; and whenever they did so, Giovanni carried the idea of Cesario back with him to his solitary home ; and Cesario was rendered thoughtful for the remainder of the day. Giovanni sought him no longer ; but the expression of countenance with which he returned the passing salute of Cesario, convinced the latter that he must attri- bute this change to delicacy, not to in- difference ; and that, as he had found friendship and the means of honourable subsistence from other than the generous son of his father's enemy, he need ap- prehend no further intrusion from the man who had sought him on purely be- nevolent principles. There were moments when Cesario felt tempted to stop Giovanni as they met, and proffer that acquaintance which could no longer receive an interpretation wounding to jealous pride. But still one feeling interposed, one feeling was unappeased — the remembrance of his 114 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. father, "done to death" by the elder Cigala. At this recollection the kindly glow left his heart, and he would pass quickly by, with an averted head. Giovanni failed not to remark these repelling looks, and was at length unwillingly convinced, that he and Cesario Adimari were indeed not fated to knit the knot of amity. True to his habitual confidence in the wisdom of Heaven, he reconciled himself under the disappointment, and turned his sym- pathy into another channel. The task is not hard, when our ima- gination has been the source of the baffled affection : Giovanni lived to feel the difference between such an affection, when but a courted inclination, and when worked into the soul by time and trial — when become part of its being, and cruelly torn thence by ungrateful vio- lence. Hitherto he had seen only the inter- esting and agitating parts of Cesario's THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1 15 character : chance gave him an opportu- nity of observing how enchantingly that character was varied, and how capable it was of diffusing all the charms of mind over social intercourse. He went by mere accident one even- ing to a conversazione. A numerous party was assembled when he entered j it was broken into detached sets ; and in one of those he discovered Cesario. In the instant of making this discovery, Giovanni withdrew himself as much as possible from observation. He then remarked, that the persons by whom Cesario was encircled were ex- actly those most distinguished by that eloquent talent de societe which illumi- nates the dullest subject, and bestows nearly absolute power upon the possessor. These persons were evidently absorbed by the superior eloquence of Cesario. As Giovanni continued steadily to watch his movements, he conceived not liow the same man could look so different. 116 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. yet leave no doubt of his identity. The darkness of despair, and the fierceness of irritated pride, were vanished from that singularly-beautiful face ; all there was openness, and hilarity, and bright- ness. Wherever Cesario's eyes rested, they rested with an expression at once sweet, inviting, and kindly : he smiled frequently; and he smiled like one who neither distrusts nor dreads any of the persons around him ; like one who sees that he is admired, and listened to with pleasure, and whom that convic- tion only renders more inclined to like and admire in return. The animation of his gestures, joined to the interesting variety of his counte- nance, but, above all, the deep atten- tion of those about him, left Giovanni without a doubt that he was detailing some remarkable adventure, or enforcing some favourite opinion. What magic must there be in his eloquence, thus to rivet so many eyes and thoughts upon THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 117 him alone ; thus to charm even Envy it- self into admiration ! How did Gio- vanni wish that he, too, might have be- come a listener! — but, fearful of disturb- ing that happy flow of soul, and reluct- ant to overshadow that brilliant sunshine, he kept aloof for some time, and at last quitted the assembly. If Giovanni afterwards recalled the scene of this evening, and thought on it with regret, that he must never hope to enjoy the intimacy, and share in the feel- ings of one so liberally endowed by na- ture, he consoled himself by believing that Cesario had, at least, regained his original capacity of happiness, and was entering a career which might lead to fortune. Though Giovanni's character was deeply tinctured with romance, it was not that blameable romance w'hich de- taches the mind from its legitimate ob- jects of interest, and weds it to some hopeless or useless attachment : he saw 118 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN, Cesario no longer destitute and desolate ; he turned, therefore, from contemplating his situation to active duties and dearer interests. In a very short time he be- came entirely engrossed by the wish of discovering his sister. From the relatives of the Chevalier de Fronsac, to whom he wrote with a fraternal anxiety which opened their hearts in return, he learned, that, shortly after her marriage, she accompanied her husband to Naples, whither he was car- ried by an unsettled humour ; that they had continued there some time, then passed into Sicily, whence, after another sojourn of a few months, they had em- barked for Marseilles, with the purpose of returning to settle in France. But ere they had gone a third of their voyage, the Chevalier, with his usual fickleness, landed at one of the Papal ports, intending to cross Italy into France. From that period (now more than two years), no tidings had been heard either THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHK. 119 of him, his wife, or their domestics. So, whether they had re-embarked in some other vessel, and perished by shipwreck ; whether they had been robbed and mur- dered by banditti, or were living, for some unaccountable reason, in voluntary privacy, the family of De Fronsac knew not. The chateau of the Chevalier was now occupied by a cousin, the legal heir ; and his mother was retired into a religious house. From this account it seemed too pro- bable that Madame de Fronsac and her husband had perished at sea : for it was unlikely that not one of their domestics should have escaped, if their fate had been to fall amongst robbers ; still less likely, if they were dwelling in any other part of Europe, that not one should quit them, and return to his native country, Giovanni sometimes feared it was a forlorn hope to seek further ; yet he could not rest satisfied, until he went to 1^0 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Ostia, the port where the Sicihan ship had landed them, and where it seemed just possible that his personal enquiries might elicit some new light, and lead to the discovery of his sister's fate. He had projects for his future life, which he would not realise till this im- portant point should be cleared ; at least till the death of his imprudent sister, and the extinction of her race, should amount to certainty. Leaving his property under the care of a relation, he therefore quitted Genoa, hopeless of success, though resolute to attempt it. ( 121 ) CHAPTER VIII. While Giovanni was pursuing his jour- ney among the Maritime Alps, calmly surveying the more important path of life which lay before him, and revolving whether he were to tread it singly, or en- circled by domestic ties, Cesario Adimari was rapidly losing the gloomy retrospec- tion of past sorrows in the hopes and fears of new attachments. " I am going to the Palazzo Rosso," said Mai'co Doria, one morning entering Cesario's apartment at the Syndic's ; *' do accompany me, Adimari ; I require some one to divide with me the toil of listen- ing to a little coquette in the bud ; for her arts are not full-blown yet ; and I know you love me well enough, to be that self- devoted victim." VOL. I. ' G 1^2 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOffiT^ Cesario smiled at the affected languor with which his friend spoke. He re- minded him, how often they had heard the Signora Brignoletti spoken of in terms of rapture ; and requested to know what his objections could be against one so generally admired. Marco was in a wrangling mood : he quarrelled with the lady's beauties and accomplishments ; he proved, that every one of her graces and merits was neutra- lised by some opposite quality of mind or person. True, she was gifted with the talent of chaunting extempore verses ; and when she opened her mouth, " music dwelt within that coral cave ;*' but then she was scarcely seventeen, and at that age shamefacedness was worth all the genius of a Sappho. She talked well upon every subject ; for if she knew nothing of them, she nevertheless uttered the most ingenious fancies, or the most amusing absurdities. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1^23 without hesitation; yet, after alJ, was not a woman's virtue, ignorance ? her best grace, silence? Then her person — it was indeed a glow of youth and health ; but it was too glowing : she reminded a poetical ob- server of a peach rather than a rose ; and that was high treason against the delicate character of female beauty. She was said to have the very prettiest feet and ankles imaginable : but if beauty is but the harmonious adaptation of parts to the particular end for which they are destined, if it be simply utility, then Beatrice's pretty feet must be ugly, be- cause they were too small to support her. Cesario interrupted this solemn non- sense with a sudden burst of laughter : not a whit discouraged, Marco went on with the gravity of a Seneca, to rail at his cousin's singularly bright eyes and white teeth. He maintained that both were detestable. ** They injure my sight!" he said, G 2 1^4 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. " I hate all glaring objects ; so I always avoid white teeth, snow, diamonds, and bright eyes. But come — since I must face these horrors to-day, by the saints you shall confront them with me.'* Cesario yielded to his impelling arm, as he concluded this tirade, and they went forth together. Arid what, in sober truth, was the woman thus described by the whimsical mood of her cousin? With youth, laughing from the blue heaven of her eyes; a complexion, indeed, like the sunny side of a peach ; and clus- tering hair, of ardent brown ; Beatrice Brignoletti was charming in defiance of rule. Her springing steps was marked by a volatile grace, something between walking and dancing ; in another person it might have been mistaken for affect- ation, but in her, it was the natural ex- pression of that jocund spirit which looked forth from her eyes, her lips, her cheek, THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1Q5 her flying tresses, nay, " at every act and motion of her body." The same jocuml spirit made her rash and fearless, and discourseful even in large societies ; and more judicious men than Marco Doria might have agreed -with him in asking for something more of timidity in an inexperienced girl. But at seventeen, with all her genius, Beatrice was as much of a child in her love of amusement, her eagerness in the pursuit of whatever tempted her whim or her heart, and her utter disregard of what other people thought of her condu<:t, as when she used to cry for a doll, or trample over a parterre in chase of a butterfly. As amusing, as caressing, as endearing as a child, she was usually judged with the same indulgence ; and as neither the saddest humour could resist the flash of her smile, nor the coldest heart her glance of brief sensibility, there were not G 3 1^6 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOUK, many persons courageous enough to teli her, nor wise enough to tell themselves, that her exuberant gaiety hovered on the verge of freedom. An heiress, and an only child, Beatrice was left solely to the guardianship of a mother, who had ** thrown herself into devotion," as the French call it; and whoy without power or perhaps inclina- tion to shut out the heathenish world from the Palazzo Rosso, presided at her assemblies with a visage that would not have disgraced Medusa. Although the Dorias called the pretty heiress cousin, their relationship was very distant ; and had far less share in binding the families together, than their mutual desire of a nearer connection. The Marchesa Brignoletti wished her daughter to marry the heir of the Doria honours; and the young man himself left no assiduity untried which might win the heart of his mistress ; but the heart is sometimes very provoking, and though THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. IT/ that of Beatrice was certainly given to « the melting mood," it melted not before tlie many sighs of this admirer. Report whispered, that Cynthio Doria was refused, because another Genoese, of nearly equal rank, was handsomer, and not so much in love, as to make love aukwardly: be that as it may, Cynthio was silenced for ever ; his rumoured rival thrown aside ; and the lady's favour en- grossed by a young Sardinian, who had followed her from Turin, and seemed likely to carry off the prize. All this, and much more of private annals did Marco Doria impart to his companion, as they took their way along the Strada Nuova, to the Palazza Rosso. It was one of those golden mornings known only to Italy ; a refreshing breeze, blowing off the sea, tempered the hot sun : the air, the exercise, the quickening influence of animated conversation, had given to the fine person of Cesario its fiiU lustre, and, as his friend presented G 4 12S THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN^ him, he received one of Signora Beatrice's brightest eye-beams. There needed not her musical shriek of recognition to in- form him that he saw in her the pretty charioteer whose scarf he had picked up several weeks ago. She seemed en- chanted with the opportunity of thank- ing him for his gallantry ; and said so much more upon the subject than such a trifling civility required, that Cesario could not help recalling one of Marco's exclamations about her — *« How she will talk i" He smiled, bowed, complimented her in return ; then, directing his atten- tion, as he believed right, to the Mar- chesa, left Beatrice to his friend. With that voluble vivacity which Marco Doria had exaggerated, Beatrice began to rally him on the doleful seriousness of his deportment; to contrast him with the sprightly Frenchmen and ardent Savoy- ards at the court of Turin ; to beg the history of his travels, and to give him that of her own. Thence she flew off THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1^9 to a repetition of their amicable disputes and artless sports in childhood, which she coloured so magically by a pretty mix- ture of sentiment and gaiety, that Cesa- rio's attention was irresistibly attracted, while he wondered at the obstinately-in- different mood of his companion. " O you must come and worship my doves," exclaimed Beatrice, suddenly starting up, " if you wish to see just such feathers as Cupid is plumed with, or perhaps his arrows winged with ; come with me to my aviary." "I had rather make acquaintance with a sensible-looking owl," reph'ed Marco, forcing a yawn. *< That ungracious speech, and that mirror beside you, are so tempting for a bad jest 1" returned Beatrice 5 "but as / am no owl-fancier, prithee remain where you are. Signor Adimari, you will come with me ?" There was no resisting the pretty plaintive tone of childish disappointment G 5 130 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. with which this was said ; Cesario rose, and approached the door she was opening. ** Where are you going, Beatrice ?'^ asked her mother, in a tone of displea- sure. " Into the air with the birds, mamma,'* replied the gay creature, vanishing as she spoke. Cesario followed her out into an aerial garden, formed by an extensive platform, supported on a range of marble arcades y it was diversified by parterres of the choicest flowers and bowers of shrubs. There the pomegranate, wedded to the heliotrope and yellow rose, hung its blushing garlands through the openings of gilded trellices, and strewed the path with varied blossoms : at the extremity of the platform, shaded from the sun by rose-acacias, and sprinkled by the waters of a fountain from below, (the sparkling showers of which rose as high as this fantastic garden,) stood the aviary. Beatrice ran to call out her doves, and THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 131 as she placed them alternately in the hands of Cesario, descanting on their beauty, her own charms of complexion and animation could not pass unnoticed. From the beauty of the birds, their conversation turned upon beauty in the human species : Beatrice avowed her ad- miration of it with indiscreet ardour ; and having warmly praised a head of the war-angel, by Michael Angelo, at Turin, as her idea of perfect manly beauty, she met Cesario's eyes while hers were ad- miringly rivetted on his figure ; and for- getting what it implied, she uttered, in the confusion of that detection, some- thing about his strong resemblance to this picture. The words were no sooner escaped, than she blushed like vermilion j Cesario coloured too ; neither of them spoke, till Beatrice, fairly overcome with shame, flew back into the room where her mother sat, leaving Cesario to recover from his G 6 13^ THE KXIGHT OF ST. JOHN. eiiiban-as^mettt, and to follow her at his leisure. The remainder of this visit was spent in more general conversation ^ and al- though the lively Beatrice ceased not to sport with the transient humour of Marco Doria, she never addressed nor answered Cesario without a visible blush ; perliaps there was, insensibly, less of confusion and more of delight in this heightened colour ; for Beatrice began to forget that she had any thing to be ashamed of, and thought only of admiring that sweet im- periousness of expression, which, though softened, was not subdued, in the fine coimtenance of Cesario, and that flexible grace which was developed by every movement of his exquisite figure. The ensuing day carried Cesario into the same society. Signora Brignoietti had in\dted her cousin and his friend to take chocolate with her in the morning, a celebrated singer being engaged to give THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 133 her a lesson, in her way to the court of Piedmont. They were true to their appointment, for Marco Doria was in the mood of gal- lantry, and Cesario loved music to abso- lute passion. Her mother was at mass ; the Count Cagliari, Beatrice's Sardinian adorer, stood by her side, leaned over her chair, handed her the music-books, lifted her nosegay when it dropt, and retained part of it as he did so ; in short, assumed the air of a man as sure of his station in a lady's heart, as vain of the privileges that position gave him. Cesario did not much observe then, though he often recalled it afterwards, that at his first meaning glance from her to the Count, Beatrice suddenly altered her manner; she listened with a cold air to the familiar whisperings of Cag- liari ; and, removing from that part of the room in which he was, contrived so to immerse herself in the rest of the 184 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. party, that he could never again fix him- self at her side. While her little circle were trifling away the time, till the Seraphina should arrive, Beatrice flew up to Marco Doria with the smiling witchery of a Eu- phrosyne, — " So ! you are out of your tub to-day," she said, glancing archly over his suit of azure silk, delicately wrought with silver ; ^' no longer Di- ogenes, what art thou, my entertaining cousin ?" " Your slave, fair Beatrice! — for I have not seen any thing so charming since '^ *' Since your last look at your mirror," was her arch interruption, and she turned her brilliant face towards Cesario : '* And you, Signor Adimari, what humour are you in ? or are you in any humour at all ? have the charity to let me know before-hand, that I may not nip our acquaintance in the bud, by being either too grave or too gay, or too wise or too foolish, or too awful or too THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 135 familiar for your taste of the moment ; I do assure you my humour is to please you both :" — and as she curtesied with in- imitable grace, a pretty dropping of her eye-lids gave but the more effect to the brilliant orbs from which they were as suddenly raised. " It is not for you, Signora, to bend to any one's humour," said Cesario, gaily. ** You triumph over all.'' *' Santa Maria ! here comes that perse- cuting man !" *« What! Count Cagliari I" repeated Doria. " I thought he was lord of the ascendant here !" " He ! I hate him ! I never did more than tolerate him ; and I have hated him ever since yesterday." " Bravo ! you and I are formed for each other I see, after all !" cried Marco. Hated since yesterday ! — why, even my weathercock fancies could not have shift- ed in less time , nor, I dare say, with less 136 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Beatrice was too earnestly eluding Count Cagliari, and too eagerly attend- ing to Cesario, for a reply to this remark. After having successfully evaded her ad- mirer, she said to the latter, «* Can you imagine any thing so odious, as to be persecuted by a man one has taken a disgust to !" ** Yes ! to be avoided by the person we love," was Cesario's playfully-reprov- ing answer. " Then you pity that presumptuous creature ? You would be his advocate with me ?" she said, with a mixture of softness and pique. ** I suspect there is no man who would consent to plead any other cause than his own to the Signora Brignoletti," replied Cesario. His answer was a mere common-place of gallantry demanded by the question ; and he uttered it sportively j but no sooner was it said, than all the colours of morning painted the face of his fair THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 137 companion ; and indiscreetly exclaiming, ** Oh! I must not jest with you ; I see you are dangerous," she fled away as fast as she had done the day before. " What a pretty, strange little crea- ture 1" said Cesario to himself, somewhat disturbed by her second flight ; and he repeated this remark more than once, as he accidentally caught her eye fixed on him, through the occasional openings of the different groupes in the apartments. That eye receded from his for a mo- ment, when he made his way towards her some time afterwards, and joined Marco Doria who stood by her ; but it was not long of recovering its usual lively excursiveness ; and it sparkled with such extraordinary brightness, that Cesario could not forbear asking his friend, in a low voice, *« Whether his near neighbour- hood to so much light were good for his eyes ?" Beatrice claimed a share in their secret : it was immediately granted j and Marco 138 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Doria's voluble gallantry left nothing to Cesario but an expression of countenance, to which SignoraBrignoletti's quick fancy gave its own meaning. " 'Twas in compliment to those bright eyes that I chose this watch et-coloured mantle," said Marco. ** Their colour, an earthly dyer may imitate ; but for their fire, I must take Prometheus's journey. Prithee reward me, sweet Beatrice, with a smile for this." " If you had asked for a sigh, I might have wondered at your effrontery," she answered, giving the sweet reward he asked ; ** but a smile is such a poor every day favour — a mere Algerine asper — the smallest coin in the heart's treasury ; and thrown, like alms, to vaga- bonds, simply to get rid of them! There! you may have a score at once j I can afford millions." *' And is a sigh, then, the richest gift of this fair treasury of yours?" asked Cesario, feeling, for the first time., an THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 139 emotion of tenderness in her company ; *' 1 have seen a blush that was worth the Indies j'' and his eyes said where, and when. *< By the Virgin, she gives you both !'' exclaimed Marco, as Beatrice did indeed sigh and blush from very pleasure ; ** but given thus, for nothing, they must be counterfeits ; don't take them, Adimari ; at any rate, don't attempt imposing them on me as lawful coin." At that instant Count Cagliari ad- vanced to take leave, piqued b\^ the Sig- nora's marked avoidance of him. To appear still sure of her favour, and yet to scorn it, he carelessly snatched her hand, kissed it with the air of one tired of play- ing the lover, and walked out of the room with a vacant stare of listlessness. <* You have not told us, my fair coz, by what name to call this favour !" ob- served Marco ; ** a kiss of that white hand is doubtless a medal struck only for some happy individual," 140 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ** The die is destroyed then ! ther^ never will be another !" replied Beatrice, glowing with indignation ; she paused, then added with imprudent frankness, ** I see what the Count aimed at. He intended to make you and Signor Adi- mari believe that he is a favoured lover, therefore privileged to take this liberty ; but it is no such thing : and I beg you both to come every evening to the Pa- lazzo, just to see how I will mortify his presumption." Both gentlemen bowed, and one of them laughed ; it was certainly not Ce- sario. The Seraphina never came ; so the party broke up, and the different per- sonages betook themselves to their sepa- rate homes. As Marco Doria sauntered along with Cesario, he amused himself with ridi- culing the caprices and artifices of women. He offered to bet any sum, that the Signora Brignoletti was at this moment THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 141 weeping over the success of her own stra- tagem : for he considered her conduct to Cagliari as mere wanton sport with his feelings ; or else, but a passing fit of irritation. Marco was so much used to timjdity in so me women,/ and finesse in others, where their hearts were concerned, that he never dreamt of finding the real meaning of Beatrice's conduct, in its literal interpre- tation : he therefore fancied her evident admiration of his friend a piece of childish acting ; and set it down for cer- tain, that she only tried to play him off against some neglect or offence from her real lover. From respect for female sincerity, Ce- sario was not disposed to admit this ; and from regard for female modesty, he was as little inclined to believe that the lady really felt that admiration of his person which Marco protested she displayed. He consequently combatted Marco's ar- 142 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. guments, and the evidence of his 6wn senses ; called her looks and expressions mere accidents ; and, neither convincing nor convinced, parted from his com- panion. ( 143 ) CHAPTER IX. vV HATEVER was the nature of the Signer Brignoletti's reveries, when Cesario was their object, it is certain that he thought of her only as a charming child ; and as such, saw no danger in accompanying Marco Doria to the house of her mother. It is true, Beatrice had talents which often elevated her above her own cha- racter. When she sang, she did it with the expression of vivid, unrestrained feeling : and when obeying an impulse (which her flatterers called inspiration), she chanted or recited an extempory poem, she was certainly inspired with something beyond the common-places of Fine-Ladyism. Still, this was only a 144 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. wild shoot of genius ; neither nourished nor improved by study, nor pruned by judgment : it was but a meteor light, brighter at its firSt burst than it would ever appear afterwards : flowers without root, worn but as youth's garland, and destined to wither with its brief day of enthusiasm. Cesario saw nothing in this boasted wonder, beyond the promising talent of a clever girl. As the Palazzo Rosso was open every evening, and after the first introduction no future invitation being necessary, the two young men went there every night. At the commencement of these visits, they usually stopped but a few minutes ; then they staid a little longer ; after that Cesario grew to oppose their departure so very early ; and, at last, he fell into the habit of remaining there alone. From scarcely noticing the Jittle atten- tion given by Beatrice to Count Cagliari's assiduities, and the eagerness with which 14 THE KNIGHT Of ST. JOHN. 145 she received attention from himself, Ce- sario insensibly began to feel, and to watch for, these proofs of peculiar in- terest. He gradually lost sight of every other thing in the conversations of the Marchesa, till his mind, habituating itself to one line of observation, and one ex- pectation, became rivetted upon the object of its attention with the strength of passion. It is humiliating to detect the weak- nesses of human nature : but, perhaps, were every passion conceived for a very faulty or dissimilar object, traced to its source, we should find it in an awakened vanity. Cesario's might be attributed to that subtle cause. One evening, as Marco Doria called on him as usual, in his way to the Pa- lazzo Rosso, he affected a 'fit of what he called 'the God,' and insisted upon reciting some verses which he had just composed upon his friend himself. Marco enacted his new character of VOL. I. H 146 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. bard so well, that it was indeed as im- possible to stop him in his tuneful ca- reer, as it would have been to stop the most practised of his supposed brethren : with " his eye in a fine phrenzy rolling," he volubly delivered the following SONNET. Who now, with voice profaning Nature's hand, Shall of Ideal Beauty idly boast ? — Thy form, Cesario, dims the faultless band Of sculptured gods, enthroned on Grecia's c«ast. Faultless are they : but with exhaustless grace (Beyond or chisel's touch or fancy's glow,) Thy limbs divine each charm of motion show, Matching the bright perfection of thy face ! — That hp, that eye, where Love and Mind contend For mastery of power ; that smile of light ; Those curls of jet, and brows sublime, that bend Like thunders resting on some snow-clad height; O, who on these shall gaze, nor rapt exclaim, Here sculpture's idol falls before a mortal's frame ! Cesario laughed heartily at what he considered bombastic nonsense, when applied to one man by another ; but he bestowed a very different appellation on THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 147 it, when Marco proclaimed it a produc- tion of Beatrice Brignoietti's, and stolen by him from her writing-case. The original manuscript shown by Marco, in support of what he advanced, was in vain presented to Cesario : the latter refused to share in such unmanly treason against the defenceless sex ; and, though convinced by the delicate hand- writingj and Marco's utter incapacity to string a rhyme, that it was really the work of Beatrice, he persisted in avowing his disbelief of its authenticity; and so the affair ended. After this incident, Cesario was not long of estimating his power over the young heart he wnshed to reign in. Her sparkling eyes, and glowing cheeks, w henever he drew near, needed no inter- preter : those eyes were never long absent from him : and one glance from his, would at any time make her repulse the Count Cagliari with marked rudeness ; if she danced, if she sang, k was only at H 2 148 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN, his request ; if she gathered a flower, it was for him ; if she took refreshments, it was because he offered it. If Cesario hawked or hunted, she lent her best falcon, or pressed on him her favourite gennet. That pernicious habit of indulgence in which Beatrice had been educated, being more powerful than modesty itself, she consciously betrayed this secret in- clination, from a lurking expectation of gratification waiting upon such display. Hers was not the love which is disco- vered by its own attempts at conceal- ment ; hers was not the love which would rather have perished with its victim in the grave, than have compassed a return at the expense of maidenly dignity ; hers was not the love, which, born of moral and mental admiration, can live through years of hopeless attachment, nourished by contemplating the virtues of its ob- ject, and consoled by witnessing his happiness. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 149 It was the love of an age just beyond that wherein a sweetmeat and a flower are the highest enjoyment ; an age in which the senses and the imagination are sometimes mistaken for the heart and the judgment ; an age, in short, of tur- bulent but rarely deep attachments. If Cesario ever dwelt for an instant with an unpleasant sensation upon her careless conduct, it lasted but an instant. There were so many delightful and flat- tering reasons to be urged in her excuse : complete innocence, ignorant of the very sentiment it indulged and betrayed ; truth, so transparent that even virgin bashfulness could not veil it j ioVe so powerful, or love so generous, that either it could not be restrained by any consi- derations, or would not, from a noble disdain of unequal fortune. To these sophistries were added the seductions of self-love ; the wants of a heart formed for strong emotion j and H 3 150 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. the tumults created by the beauty of luxuriant and playful youth. Marco Doria, meanwhile, rallied both parties on their evident mutual prefer- ence, and with such dexterous address, that it was impossible for either to show their knowledge of his meaning ; yet, as impossible for them to learn by it the nature and extent of a sentiment which both felt, and neither veatured to express. Just as Marco was in the mood, he treated love as a light or a profound sentiment ; deified it with the spirit of a hero in romance, or sneered at it witb the asperity of a cynic. But in none of his moods was he wise enough, or kind enough, to remind Cesario of the despe- rate inequality which existed between his fortunes and those of the inexpe- rienced creature for w^hom he sighed. Count Cagliari was formally dismissed and gone back to Turin ; and an armour of frowns was beginning to invest the ' THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN, 151 brow of the Marchesa, when the Genoese fleet received orders to sail. A swarm of Turkish cruisers, after sweeping the Adriatic and the shores of the Mediterranean, were seen liover- ing round the adjacent islands: it was therefore expedient to disable or drive them back ; that so powerful a reinforce- ment might not come in aid of the Bar- bary fleet, when the expedition against Penofi de Velez should take place. This expedition was indeed on the point of issuing from Spain, but the Ge- noese admiral abandoned his share in its success, only that he might render it sure, by destroying the ally of Morocco. Marco Doria, w^ho had been all this time making up his mind about his fu- ture pursuit in life ; and who had alter- nately determined upon the land and the sea service, the line of politics, the church, and the court of the Emperor Charles, was now thoroughly convinced for tlie next fortnight, that there was H 4 15Q THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN, ])othing in this world worth a wise matins trouble ; that honours were bubbles ; riches toys, pleasures dreams; that, in short, there was nothing substantial but ease and indifference; and that, conse- quently, a country abode, with a garden, a few books, and a single domestic, were the ultima Thule of hiuiian happiness. Marco's valour had been approved, more than once, as a volunteer upon sufficiently memorable occasions ; there- fore, without fear of being stigmatised with cowardice, he suddenly announced his intention of sitting down for life, as a philosophic solitary. Before Cesario left Genoa, he saw this fantastic personage tranquilly installed in a small house, that once belonged to a falconer, on the banks of the Pol- civejra. Thus, bereft of his usual companion, Cesario had to go through the dangerous scene of announcing his own departure to the Signora Brignoletti. THE KNIGHT OF ST. J OHX. 153 It was in the gardens of the Palazzo, where the Marchesa had given a moon- light supper in an open pavilion. Part of the company were enjoying the beautiful night among groves of breathing rose and orange trees ; some stood listening to the tinkling sound of fountains, or to strains of music issuing from the house. The Marchesa sat with her daughter on the alabaster steps of the pavilion, seemingly attentive to the progress of a wreath of flowers which Beatrice was sportively twisting for her own hair, but in reality watcliing the steps of Cesario, and keeping him off by her threatening frown. Cesario was alternately sauntering and leaning under the shade of an acacia, with two or three persons, of whose con versation his sense took no cognisance. His head was continually turned towards the pavilion, where the peculiar cha- racter of Beatrice's charms appeared H 5 154 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. heightened by their contrast with sur- rounding objects. The pale moon-light, and the cold whiteness of the portico, were opposed to the glow of her complexion, and the speaking fire of her eyes: the tranquillity of the flowers and trees, (for no breeze disturbed them,) was contrasted by her rapid and animating movements. She seemed to Cesario the sole principle of life and motion in this lovely scene ; and as much intoxicated by the contemplation of her beauty, as agitated by the thought of quitting her, he walked with a hurried and unequal pace, which the forbidding looks of the Marchesa kept still far from the pavilion. Happily for Cesario' s wishes, the un- expected ascent of some fire-works at a distance made every one start from tlieir position, and run towards the Pine-mount whence it proceeded. In the rush and ■confusion, Beatrice escaped from her mother, and was soon near enough to THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 155 Cesario for him to join her. ** Ah, what a tiresome evening this has been !" she said, in reply to the eloquent glance of his eyes. " One of torture to me!" replied Ce- sario, with ill-repressed emotion, " for I wished to tell you that we sail to-morrow^ and I had a boon to ask." " Then it really sails after all !" cried Beatrice, tears suffusing her bright eyes; *< O why did you not do as Marco Doria has done !" " What 1 renounce the hope of dis- tinction, and shut myself up in a moun- tain-hovel ?" *' A j>erson might be much happier there than in such an odiously-fine place as this," was the reply of Beatrice. *< And could the Signora Brignoletti find happiness in such a lot ?" asked Cesario, his heart quivering on his lips. The Signora did not answer; but she refused not the hand he wildly clasped in both his. For the short instant duiing H 6 156 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHK, which he retamed this wiUing hand^ Cesario saw no other image than such a mountain-hut with Beatrice and felicity. He was on the point of telhng her so> (all lost to reason as he was,) when tlie steps of persons approaching made him check the tide of passion. First pausing, then gently drawing a ring from one of her passive fingers, he whispered in ac- cents of smothered fire — " O let me cast myself at your feet in this spot to-morrow morning, before the first matin bell, — 1 sail at the second.'* Beatrice faltered out the permission he sought: Cesario ardently kissed the hand, which he instantly released j and tore himself away. Cesario saw nothings felt nothing, re- membered nothing but this ring, and the manner in which it had been rendered to him. He could not recall, how^ Beatrice had looked when he made the bold theft; for at that instant a mist covered his sight, and he lost every other thought in THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1.^7 the agony of transport with which he felt her soft finger yielding its treasure. What needed he more, to tell him that he reigned absolute in her heart, and that she was ready to flee with him from wealth and grandeur to the mountain life he had described ? ^\liat needed he more, to animate him on his way to peril and glory? But when is that heart satisfied, where love rules like a tyrant ? Cesario thirsted to hear the voice of Beatrice confirm the assurance of her eyes ; he longed to cast himself at her feet, and exhale there his ardent soul in vows and thanks. Perhaps he dared to imagine her pressed to his sighing breast, and bedewed with farewell tears, too sacred for passion to profane I Burdened with its own fulness, his heart did indeed languish for participa- tion with hers ; and, wishing the night annihilated, he reached the house of the Syndic, unconscious of his own move- ments. 158 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN There was no sleep for Cesario during the hours that intervened between this period and that in which he hurried out to keep his appointment in the Rosso gardens. He had previously taken leave of the good Syndic : his equipage was on board; and he therefore had no more to do in Genoa than to see his enchantress. ' As he approached the gate of St. Thomas, he was overtaken by the Prince of Melfi, attended by some of his officers : " Well met, Adimari," cried the Prince, taking his arm and impelling him forward, « you have just been summoned. The pirates are out, — the wind serves. — Now, for your first throw, for death or glory !" Never before did those two words sound appallingly to Cesario : he turned pale y and he hesitated in his walk. A look of astonishment from the Prince brought the crimson back to his cheek ; and, shocked at the interpretation to which THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 159 his pvesent agitation was liable, he stam- mered out, — " I could have wished not to have been summoned, till I had taken leave of a friend, who must now be wait- ing for me : — and if" " You cannot have a moment!" inter- rupted Doria, hurrying him on. " Your friend, or your mistress, must console themselves with the news of your future exploits." Cesario saw there was no remedy; and rousing his spirit from its trance of love, *' Like dew-drops shaken from the hon's mane," the image of Beatrice, of parting tears, benedictions, and embraces, fled at once from his mind : he thought of contests and conquests, of wounds and crowns, of his father's fame, and his country's gratitude. ( 160 ) CHAPTER X. The saffi^on of early morning had just changed into the rosy hue that precedes sunrise, when Cesario reached the place of embarkation. The harbour was all in motion. The heavy ships were standing out to sea with all their sails set : the gal- liots and brigantines were rowing. with quick and regular strokes to the sound of martial instruments: different-coloured flags were seen flying from the masts* heads, or sweeping the blue waves with their majestic folds. Boats passing to and fro; persons running to the east and western moles, to catch a last glimpse of their departing friends ; handkerchiefs waving ; voices callings oars splashing j signal-guns an- THE KNIOHT OF ST. JOHN. l6l swering each other from the vessels and the citadel ; the sea and the land all in motion; and above all, the Turkish cruisers specking the horizon ; formed so many picturesque and animating objects, that Cesario caught the contagion of en- thusiasm, and, for the next six hours, thought only of battle and victory. '• The Tyrrhene seas did glitter all with flame; Up sprung the cry of men, and trumpet's blast.** When those six hours had terminated, the Genoese fleet were masters of the watery field : they had given chase to the pirates, overtaken, encountered, and conquered them. Part of the enemy's galliots now fol- lowed in the triumphant train of the Capitanata; the small remainder wertr either sunk, or seeking shelter in the obscure ports of the adjacent islands. The action had been fiercely contested. Animated by the deadliest feelings of revenge and animosity,, each party had l62 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. exerted the most determined and obsti- nate resolution. Death or victory seemed to have been the motto under which they fought ; and deeds of valour were per- formed, which in themselves would have immortalised the arm that wrought them, but that all were heroes, all fighting as if the fate of the battle rested on each individual exertion. Cesario, now foremost in the ranks of death, felt this soul-inspiring thought; and, emulative of his great leader's fame, sought by some mightier effort to become conspicuous in the dreadful conflict. In vain he set his life at nought to win this pre-eminence ; each fearless deed was seconded ; the glorious example of their chief had fired all ranks, and he saw that no common daring could lift him above his dauntless companions. Fortune at this moment, as if in re- ward for his exertions, now smiled on them, and pointed to the long-wished and ardently-desired opportunity. THE KMGHT OF ST. JOHN. l63 Their infidel adversary, (carrying the commander-in-chief's flag,} defeated, and nearly destroyed, after a most determined but unavailing resistance, was now at- tempting to clear herself from her oppo- nent, and escape : Cesario, whose eagle eye had vratched every turn of the fight, perceived her intention ; and maddening with the anticipated joy of reaching that pinnacle of glory he had so nobly striven for, called on a few of his gallant follow- ers to support him, and threw himself into the enemy's vessel. Amazement seized the Turks at this desperate act of valour ; they were thrown into confusion ; assistance poured iu from Doria's vessel ; and Cesario soon found himself in possession of the Tiu'k- ish admiral's sword and ship. This gallant action had been witnessed and duly appreciated; all ranks joined in bestowing the highest honours on the youthful warrior, and hailing him the hero of the fight. 164 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. On the deck of the captured vessel, and in the presence of enemies and com- patriots, Prince Gianettino embraced his young lieutenant," — ** You have proved yourself worthy of your father,'* he said, and his eyes glistened. Cesario squeezed the hero's hand in eloquent silence ; then, more respectfully putting it to his lips, returned such an answer as the occasion demanded. After so convincing " a proof of his mettle," he had nearly as many enviers as admirers ; but, awakened to a passion for renown, and a sense of duty, by suc- cess and eulogium, Cesario had no thoughts to bestow on jealous infe- riority ; he began to cherish hopes of a destiny as brilliant as the lover of Signora Brignoletti ought to aspire to ; and to dream, for golden instants, of tlie only equivalent he would ever accept in the place of a patrimony cruelly with- drawn — lands bestowed hereafter by his country. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. iGo If these reveries were troubled at times, it was by the recollection of the appoint- ment he had made, and broken, with Beatrice. What must she have thought of him while awaiting him in vain ? while walk- ing through tliose dewy gardens, under the grey dawn, hearing the momentary gun that marked each departing ship ; and then beholding the white sails of tlie collected fleet hovering like a flight of sea-fowl on the horizon ? Could she have admitted a suspicion, that any thing but imperious honour had prevailed against his love ? — no — it was impossible she could think otherwise : and again and again Cesario fastened his lips to that little circle of gold, where it seemed as if all his future hopes were contained. Transports like these w^ere the luxu- ries of his solitary moments ; all his social hours were given to action and to enter- prise. 166 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Prince Doria had given him the com- mand of a galley ; and as the roving warfare of the pirates was best coped with by the same adventurous methods, Cesario's eagerness to distinguish him- self rendered him more forward in the dangerous but necessary boldness of pui'suit. The vSan Lorenzo (the ship Cesario commanded) was giving chase to a single galliot near the jocks of Corsica, when the evening of a sultry day began to darken, and some heavy clouds of gloomy purple foretold a storm. The galliot, familiar with the coast, and form- ed to run in shallow water, ran safely in shore under the shelter of the rocks ; while the heavier galley of Cesario, obliged to keep out to sea, remained exposed to the violence of the rising tempest. Night thickened ; the winds began to rage from every quarter of the heavens by turns 5 the hoarse roar of the 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. IG7 breakers was heard, mixed with the shriller cries of sea-birds ; the galley laboured and groaned among the splash- ing waves ; — still Cesario was loath to relinquish his expected prey ; the master at length bluntly told him, that unless he gave up the pursuit, every soul must in- evitably perish. It was now indeed impossible to pursue the pirate, who ran his lighter vessel ashore in a friendly creek, where the darkness and the situation favoured his concealment ; the San Lorenzo therefore made for the island of Pianosa. Well built, and ably manned, the Genoese galley rode out the storm during the night, and, by day-break, as she neared the island-rock, guns were heard on the subsiding wind. By the quivering light of their succes- sive flashes, Cesario and his companions found they proceeded from a vessel in distress ; he returned her signals, and every exertion was made to reach her. 168 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. The unhappy merchantman (for such she was) had struck upon a low rock, close to the desert Pianosa, and her loosened planks were beginning to sepa- rate. Boats, crowded with women, children, and mariners in the wildest despair, were seen on the mountainous waves, strug- gling to attain the friendly galley : those whom the boats could not receive, had cast themselves into the sea, catching at spars, oars, any thing, in short, slight enough to grasp, and strong enough to bear them up. Impatient of delay, Cesario had al- ready thrown himself with a few sailors into his own boat, and was making to- wards the wreck, for he had discovered on the remnant of the vessel some women running in distraction to and fro, and a single man, who, by his gestures, ap- peared encouraging them to hope and exertion. By this time the dawn was much ad- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 1^9 vanced, and objects, though indistinct, gradually became more visible. Cesario beheld with dismay the situ- ation of the people. The wind indeed had fallen, but the sullen silence of the clouds above, was broken by the deafening roai' of the waves below ; a prodigious swell was thundering forward, sweeping the help- less wreck along with it. That fearful swell carried her at once over the rock where she had first struck ; but, still rushing on with tremendous force, dashed her against the more for- midable rocks of the inner coast. Her only remaining mast fell with a loud crash, and, as it fell, the solitary man upon the deck disappeared under it: a shock, a shriek — O what a shriek ! — told Cesario that he came too late ; the wi'etched vessel was now scattering her timbers over the face of the waters. The women clung to its floating frag- ments with instinctive sense 5 but alas ! VOL. I. I 170 THE KNIGHT Of ST. JOHN. their stunned companion lay senseless on the surface. Cesario was on the point of leaping into the sea, and swimming through the raging elements to this devoted victim ; but aware that in doing so he must perish without attaining the object de- sired, he exerted all his own skill and his men's courage, to impel their boat foi'ward to their assistance. As they proceeded they were menaced with instant destruction on every side; large masses of the wreck, impetuously hurried by the current against their slight boat, threatened to overturn it ; rocks above and rocks below water sur- rounded tliem ; but still manfully com- bating every obstacle, they passed safely through, and reached the given point. The unfortunate man yet lay without motion on the water ; the next instant he must have sunk : but what will not humanity attempt and courage execute ? Cesario called on his men to keep the THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 171 boat steady, while he fearlessly plunged out of it into the boiling surf. It was but a moment of alarm and strong emotion : the next instant he re- gained the boat, with the object of his solicitude in his arms. The sailors had previously rescued the women j the other boats had gained the galley : not a soul had perished. Ce- sario hastily passed his hand over his eyes, to hide feelings which honoured his manhood: the joyful conviction of being the preserver of so many persons, rendered his late martial triumph cold and worthless in comparison; but this was not a time for indulging in reflec- tions of any kind, for the unfortunate man whom he had saved still demanded his care. He now took him once more in his arms, to observe whether life yet re- mained : as he did so, the pale head hung feebly backward, but the mild blue eyes unclosed. 17^ THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHK. Was it a dream, or did Cesario in reality support upon his breast the man he had avoided with so much passion? Was it memory or fancy, working in his mind, that told him he had just saved the life of Giovanni Cigala ? and so re- paid with overflowing measure all the proofs of kindness which had been thrust upon him by the only noble offspring of that detested race ! The tremulous day was yet uncertain; but he could not again mistake that face when united with the soul which stamped its individuality. " Keep off! — he revives !" was his hurried exclamation. Willing to have that instant of strong emotion without witnesses, he motioned to the sailors and women to precede him into the galley, which had now row^d up to them. During the transfer of these persons, he had time to collect his amazed thoughts. Giovanni's hand was in his : hitherto it had been motionless; but now a trem- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 173 bling pressure conveyed his generous gratitude. " Adimari !** he said, in low accents, " Heaven ordains us to be friends." " O that some revelation from heaven would indeed tell me so \" exclaimed Ce- sario, transported out of himself by this extraordinary adventure, and involun- tarily straining Giovanni to his breast. •* I owe my life to you," said Gio- vanni, " and I devote it to you hence- forth. Yes, whether you will or no." Overcome with a rapid retrospect of past times, at these words Cesario bowed his head upon the shoulder of Giovanni ; with a deep sigh, he said, ** In this hour of agitation I am not myself; I know not what I say ;" and, folding Giovanni with his supporting arm, he called one of the seamen to assist in raising him into the galley. Saved from death by the exertions of Cesario, and thrown upon his humanity for the remaining period of their cruise, I 3 174.^ THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Giovanni had powerful auxiliaries in these circumstances : nay, even the weak parts in the character of Cesario assisted him in the conquest he sought over his pre- judices. His proud spirit was appeased by the obligation he had already laid upon the son of Paulo Cigala : he now thought only of showing to him that an Adimari scorned all revenge save that of added services ; that while these services were needed by one of the Cigali, he would render them profusely ; but that neces- sity over, the obliger and the obliged must return into their former constrained position. Cesario had yet to learn his own heart : he had yet to learn, also, the influence of an enthusiastic interest, steady yet not obtrusive ; forbearing, yet dignified ; ex- traordinary, but not extravagant. He had yet to learn, that even love itself sufficed not for all the wants of a soul like his, created to desire and to feel THK KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 175 every animated sentiment j to aspire after, and, liaply, to reach every heroic virtue. The injury Giovanni had sustained by the fall of the mast, was aggravated by a fever, which confined him entirely to the rough couch of Cesario's cabin. Here, when not required amongst his people, Cesario came to assist in administering to his ailments ; or to relieve the tedium of solitary inaction, by reading or con- versation. At these times, Giovanni forbore to speak either of his gratitude or his now- rivetted resolution to win his friendship : but the expression of his mildly-pene- trating eye spoke volumes ; and Cesario* from avoiding its fixture, grew to endure its mute appeal 5 and, finally, to seek and to love the look which laid bare that pure and disinterested heart. Giovanni, in his turn, became daily more interested in the character and for- tunes of Cesario -, the almost romantic attraction be had felt towards him while I 4- 176 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. he was an object rather of his imagin* ation than his knowledge, seemed now to be at once justifiable by reason, and demanded by gratitude. In their desultory conversations, where feeling was seldom analyzed, but uni- formly displayed, Cesario showed all the varieties of his character. The nobleness of his sentiments, contrasted with the mediocrity of his destiny, was only the more affecting: and that war between ingenuous sympathy and exaggerated duty, which never failed appearing when- ever his father's memory crossed these hours of intercourse, excited at once respect and regret in the bosom of Gio- vanni. Once, indeed, unable to resist a pecu- liarly tender tide of recollections which the mention of liis father's early career caused to flow, he spoke at laige of that cherished parent ; he described his gentle manners and gracious countenance ; his bounteous and ever-open h:yid } his un- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN". 177 blemished life and guileless heart, which seemed remnants of the golden age : he painted his love and reverence of that honoured parent, with all the eloquence of profound sensibility ; and, as the mois- ture which clouded his own eyes was re- flected by that of Giovanni's, now fixed on him with brotherly expression, he for- got his hated lineage, and said in broken accents, " Oh, you were worthy to have known him !" Giovanni could with difficulty master the pleasurable emotion which struggled to have way : he raised himself from his couch, took and squeezed Cesario's hand. Cesario's heart took alarm at that sign of confidence : the expression of tenderness subsided from his countenance, while that of trouble and of self-reproach succeeded. He fixed his eyes earnestly upon Gio- vanni, as, profoundly sighing, he said, in an altered voice, — ** Man cannot control destiny ; and he must submit to it." While I 5 178 THE KNIGHT OF ST, JOHN. he spoke, he dropped Giovanni's hand, and left him. When they met again, it was on the ensuing day in the stern gallery, where Giovanni, for the first time, was allowed to breathe the free air. A signal from the Admiral had just declared the objects of the expedition attained, and turned all the fleet home- wards. The San Lorenzo was now coast- ing the shores of the Papal states; and ere a few days should elapse, her victorious flag would be flying in the port of Genoa. Would that event at once dissolve the union of mind, if it were not to be called one of heart, between the preserver and the preserved ? would the sight of places^ where he had suffered real anguish and supposed wrong, revive the slum- bering resentment and antipathy of Ce- sario ? would he, indeed, have the cruel courage to tear himself from all inter- course with a man, who had sympathised THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN'. 179 with his worthiest feeling ? would he in- flict such a wound upon a trusting breast ? When tliey met in the gallery, after the first interchange of good wishes, and the performance of some kind offices on the part of Cesario, Giovanni fell into a re- verie, during which he asked himself these questions. Cesario, meanwhile, was thinking of a far different subject. As the galley glided through glassy waves, under a beautiful morning sky, he stood, not far from Giovanni, leaning on the railing of the balcony, completely abstracted from surrounding things. Gio- vanni's attention was insensibly attracted by the peculiar and varying expressions of his countenance. At times he saw his cheek kindle, and his eyes sparkle with sudden brilliancy ; then the colour and the light would fade from both, and softness, even to languor, steal over his features. Unconscious of the tremor and Ire- 1 6 1§0 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHIT- quency of his sighs, Cesario continued to muse and to sigh ; and once, quite lost to every other idea, he carried Beatrice's ring to his lips, and held it there in a trance of fond remembrances. This action, coupled with the look by which it was accompanied, fixed a floating suspicion in the mind of Giovanni. He had observed much in the conduct and conversation of Cesario, which warranted the belief of his being attached to some lady in Genoa ; and now, while anxiously contemplating his agitated countenance, he grieved to think, that this affection, though returned by its object, might be thwarted by unkind relatives, or rendered abortive by mutual poverty. <« Had my imprudent sister been this chosen object I" he said to himself, in- dulging a momentary vision of generous improbabilities, " all might have been made up to him T' Giovanni had touched the most painful chord of his own heart by this spon- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 181 taneous reflection ; and, drawn from the consideration of Cesario by hopes and fears about his sister, he withdrew his eyes, which unconsciously took the va- cant fixture of deep thought, and pur- sued a train of troubled meditation. A demand for orders, from some sailors, who had rowed round the stern, recalled Cesario to himself 5 and having given them the necessary commands, he turned from his own tumultuous thoughts to seek the conversation of Giovanni. But for once he found Giovanni self- absorbed ; never had Cesario seen him look so absolutely sad; and penetrated by that unusuai expression, in proportion to his own expectation of coming hap- piness, he drew near and sat down by him. " Cigala, something distressing em- ploys your mind !" he said this in a tone of lively interest : ** I would 1 could charm it away, before we part." He made a short pause between the first sentence of 182 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. this address, and the few concluding words, which he strove to say in a lighter manner. *« And are we io part, Adimari?" asked Giovanni, raising his full mild eye, and laying on him a hand chilled by painful surprise. <« We ought — we must," — was Ce- sario's answer, hemming away a sigh, and averting his head. « What ! part to meet no more ?" re- peated Giovanni. « No more on earth — at least not as we meet now," resumed Cesario v/ith seriousness. "You were aware of my principles — prejudices, if you please- long ago — I hope you are not very much surprised to find that I still believe it my duty to abide by them ?" It is a strange inconsistency in human nature, that when we are obliged to say or do an unkind thing, and feel most pain from that necessity, we always try to hide our concern under an appearancg of THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 183 hardness or indifference. Something like remorse, in truth it was regret, tugged at Cesario's heart-strings : yet he main- tained his air of chilling determination, and moved a few steps away, to conceal his inward struggle. Giovanni looked after him with earnest observation : a long silence followed. At length he said, *' I am surprised -— and how grieved, I forbear to say. I wish you had not bestowed on me the useless obhgation of life saved : for what is it to a man, standing alone in the world, bereft of kindred, outraged by love, and denied friendship ?" " You have loved then. Cicala?** exclaimed Cesario, turning on hira a countenance all melting v/ith kindly sym- pathy. ** I have," repHed Giovanni, <« and I remember enough of its pains, to wish you nothing but its joys. Go, Adimari ; I read your feelings in your face ; — - would, I coidd read your destiny also ! — 184 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. if that were all prosperity, here would I quit my hold upon your heart ; and let you loose to that happiness, which you will not even permit me to witness and rejoice in : but if it is to be otherwise ; if you suspect, that you are destined to drink the bitter cup I have drunk of, then nothing shall make me leave you till I have wrung your promise of claiming my grateful sympathy in that day of desolation." *« That day will never come !" ex- claimed Cesario, rapturously. ** Witness this precious pledge of love, for which princes might contend in vain. A moun- tain-hut with me — yes, Beatrice ; so spoke those flowing eyes, when " '* I must not steal your confidence," interrupted Giovanni, seeing him hurried out of himself j and, as he spoke, he rose. " Stay, Cigala — stay!" cried Cesario: while saying so, he pushed him gently back, and seeing him remain, took seve- THE Knight of st. john. IS5 ral turns up and down the gallery, m troubled silence. If grief be hard to bear alone, happi- ness unshared is intolerable. Never had Cesario groaned so powerfully for the sympathies of friendship ; and never, till now, had Giovanni's image presented itself to him in the light of one seeking compassion and sympathy. With a sister, w^hose fate w^as involved in mystery ; a youth, blighted by unre- quited or unfortunate love, was not Gio- vanni Cigala fitted to excite, and to i'eel, that species of friendship which, tinc- tured by the chivalrous spirit of their age, had in it all the ardour without the in- firmity of passion ? Would not his gentler temper assist Cesario in moderating the impetuosity of his ? Were the elder Adi- mari, in heaven, allow^ed to select a bosom confidant for his son on earth, would he not choose such an one as Giovanni ? and were that sainted parent able to reveal his 186 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. sentiments on this trying question, what would they be ? Cesario pressed his throbbing temples with his hand, as he paused upon these questions. Again he asked himself, what would his father's sentiments be? and the reply was, — affection for Giovanni's admirable and estimable qualities ; sen- sibility to his attachment ; grateful re- membrance of all he had offered, and all he had done, to soothe the pain of wounds which he could not prevent ! By the elder Adimari's silent resent- ment at the supposed ingratitude of Prince Doria, had he not distinctly de- livered it as his opinion, that; a man is bound, by indissoluble ties, to him who has saved his life ? Thus, then, Gio- vanni's persevering attachment took the stamp of a duty ; and if it were virtue in him to persevere, it must be culpable or cruel in his preserver to resist. " Am I absolved, then, from the sin of impiety, if I link my heart with Ci- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOH^. 1 87 gala ?*' asked Cesario, inwardly. ** Is it enough that again and again I spumed his offered kindness, when I had no friend to console me, no heart to beat, like his, in generous sympathy with mine ? Then I might have doubted the disinterestedness of my gratitude ; but now, O, my father ! may I not forget that he is the son of thy destroyer, and think of him but as one to whom I may lament thee?'' During this internal address, he stood with his face buried in his hands. Gio- vanni watched him from a short distance, with extreme anxiety. Suddenly Cesario approached : he stretched out his arms, his face beaming through tears. Gio- vanni precipitated himself upon his neck, and there, locked in a strong embrace, their hearts silently exchanged the vow of friendship. If their delight in each other's so- ciety had hitherto been great, what was it now, when reserve on the one side, 188 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. and apprehension on the other, gave way before the full tide of mutual confi- dence ? The story of Giovanni's past, and Ce- sario's present love, occupied many suc- ceeding hours. Cesario was moved by the vivid picture Giovanni drew of his former sensibility to the most powerful of human passions ; but more astonished, that, having once felt such a passion, he should live to look back on those days without anguish that they were over. It could not arise from coldness of character, he thought ; for with what enthusiasm did he speak of the chivalric profession into which he had then thrown himself; and with what romantic per- severance had he sought his friendship ! Was it then the natural march of human feeling ? Cesario shuddered at the chil- ling supposition : for love was now a spurce of such bliss to him, that he fan- cied even its torments preferable to its extinction. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 189 The openness with which he expressed this astonishment might have tempted another man into justifying his own sen- sibility, by explaining the soberising ef- fects of time, and of reason, earnestly called into action ; but, unwilling to rend the bright blossoms of youthful im- agination, Giovanni forbore to detail the progress of his mind from grief to indig- nation, from indignation to scorn, and at last to indifference. He simply said, " From the moment of my profession, I devoted the powers of my mind, and the affections of my heart, to higher pur- poses : I devoted myself to a life of singleness and the cros's. Is it wonder- ful, then, that my soul should reject every remembrance of a sentiment which its object had dishonoured in my eyes, and that I shoukl consider the vow which bound me to refrain from woman's love, not as bondage, but as freedom ? I know not wliat the destiny of my heart might ha\e been, had my attachment 190 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. been as truly returned as yours, and my mistress torn from me by death or duty : as it is, I have done with every inclina- tion of the kind.'' Cesario smiled — " You will love again, and find happiness." " No : friendship will content me,*' replied Giovanni ; and the satisfaction, as well as purity of heaven, shone in his serene eyes. Cesario shook his head, without speak- ing ; but his smile, and the incredulous action of his head, required no com- ment. The conversation again reverted to Signora Brignoletti. Beatrice was per- sonally unknown to Giovanni ; he there- fore took his idea of her from the por- trait painted by her lover. Coloured by that lover's vivid sensi- bility, her portrait was, indeed, charm- ing : it was Beauty, without thought of power ; Youth, in all [its innocence and ardour j Love, undisguised, because pure THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 191 and generous : in short, it was all that would have given happiness in those blissful days, when the affections and duties were man's only law-givers, and the tyranny of prejudices and the distinc- tions of society were unknown. But, alas! those blissful times were past, and Giovanni saw in their stead a host of difficulties betv/een his friend's wishes and their object. Beatrice was very young : m.ost likely, therefore, timid in spirit ; long-continued opposition from her relatives might even- tually harass her into giving up her own inclinations. Possibly she might have the instability of her age ; and time, or a new object, cause her fancy to alter. But of all the obstacles to Cesario's success which Giovanni imagined, none appeared to him so formidable, and so sure of checking his fond career, as Ce- sario's own principles. At present, in- toxicated with the joy of beholding his fair mistress, and being permitted to tell 192 THE KNIGHT OF ST^ JOHN. her how absolute she reigned over his affections, Cesario dreamt not of a wish beyond, nor anticipated the period when headlong passion would demand its ut- most gratification, and meditate seizing it at the expense of Beatrice's duty and his ow^n honour. Giovanni foresaw this period, and rightly believed that Cesario would then shrmk with horror from the baseness of persuading a young woman^ to abandon her first duties, and act in open rebellion against her sole remaining parent. Nay, were even that parent's consent to be wrung from her by importunities or per- severance, how would Cesario's pride en- dure the humiliation of owing dignity and riches to his wii'e ? How would his jealous reputation bear the probable mis- conception of public opinion ? Giovanni felt and reasoned thus ibr his friend ; but, as yet, their bond of amity was too newly knit to warrant him in urging a sacrilice of this inauspicious THE KXIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 193 attadiment: he could only resolve to watch its progress with an attentive eye, and to seize the first troubled feeling of Cesario, as a fortunate opportunity fbr enlarging upon those motives, which he ventured to hope, would be all-powerful with one so ingenuous and so just. If Giovanni ever indulged a selfish joy, this was the period in which he was the most inchned to it : for, in attaining Cesario's friendship, he had acquired that, which for six years, he had sought in vain — a source of deep, increasing, interest, calculated to nourish that gene- rous sympathy which might be said to constitute his very being, and which had languished hitherto for want of aliment. Giovanni's soul did, in truth, realise the beau ideal of those enchanting min- strels of the " olden time," whose songs immortalise some fancied hero, capable of love without desire, and friendship excelling even that disinterestedness, in its capacity of sacrificing the hopes of VOL. I. K 19^ THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. love to impregnable fidelity. Had the outward expression of this character been more marked, or fluently professed by him who bore it, those who studied it might have believed it the result of a strong aspiration after excellence, and consequent victory over human weak- ness ; but so calmly and uniformly did it appear, on every occasion, in Gipvanni, that it was impossible not to consider it as the involuntary habit of a soul ibllow- ing its own nature, without resistance or effort. Although this tranquil constancy stamped a sacred character upon qua- lities which might otherwise have seemed romantic, Giovanni was less likely to kindle enthusiasm in his admirers, than to excite in them that still, profound satisfaction, with which we contemplate beatified natures. Even that which now constituted his own especial gratification, in this new bond of amity, was more an animating THE KNIGHT Of ST. JOHN. 1^6 hope of benefitting Cesario hereafter, than the prospect (delightful as it was) of solacing himself with his fraternal affection. He foiesaw the near approach of that crisis in Cesario's connection with Sig- nora Brignoletti, when either his assaulted principles would require the encourage- ment of friendship, to assist him in van- quishing strong temptation to act wron^ or his betrayed love demand sympathy and consolation. " My heart shall support him in that trial," he said to himself; and Giovanni soothed his own prophetic sadness with this kindly thought. It was so sweet to him, to witness every day the rapid increase of Cesario's confidence ; and to observe the noble elements of a character, not yet reduced to that harmonious order, that frame of moral beauty, to which they seemed des- tined, that he could have chidden the K 2 1 96 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. favourable gales, now speeding them on their way home. But Giovanni was incapable of selfish- ness, even thus ennobled ; and he turned with pleasure to the certainty of his friend's honourable welcome from his country, after the acquisition of so much renown. Cesario, on his part, was never weary ^f listening to the wide-reaching conver- sation of his friend. His own habits had been more active than studious; and though he knew the histories of past ages, he rather remembered than re- flected on them. Giovanni's remarks taught him that all the instruction of history lies in the important lessons it gives; not in its otherwise sterile list of facts. He taught him to carry every thing back to his own heart, and his own conduct ; to esti- mate men's actions by their motives ; and while observing the tissue of their crimes, and virtues, and inconsistencies. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 197 to remark, how surely they all tend, in the hand of Providence, to the great work of human improvement. By directing his attention to this ana- lysis of characters and circumstances, Giovanni shook many of Cesario's fa- vourite and fostered prejudices : but he shook them with so gentle a touch, that Cesario's pride was not roused to defend them; and thus left to the operations of truth and tenderness, they were gradu- ally giving way. Giovanni beheld his growing influence with generous exultation : for he sought Cesario's happiness ; and he wisely be- lieved, that he who weeds out a fault, and plants a virtue in a friend, does far more for his comfort, even here, than he that bestows on him all the earthly ob- jects of man's desire. K 3 ( 198 CHAPTER XL When the victorious gallies were peace- fully moored in the harbour of Genoa, Prince Doria procured for his young officer, the public thanks of the seigniory. Those thanks were followed, in private, by the offer of a pecuniary reward in recompense of the Capitain-Basha's ves- sel. At that moment, Cesario thought only of his father : he forgot his bondaged fortune; he forgot even Beatrice; and, transported with filial feelings, could only say, ** A monument for my father in the cathedral of San Siro j and this, and all my future services are over-paid !" Some eyes were moist that looked on him, as he pronounced these words. The request was immediately granted; THE K^fIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 199 and Cesario himself was empowered to su- perintend its execution. It was not the costly marble of which this memorial was afterwards formed; it was not the story of Gianettino Doria's deliverance, sculp- tured on its front; it was not the actual banner, then saved with the prince, and now floating over the pictured scene ; it was not even the proud distinction of its being erected by the hands of his country, which wrought Cesario's joy almost to transport. It was the consci- ousness that he had earned this trophy with his blood ; and thus proved himself worthy the name of him to whom it was dedicated. In this pious joy, Giovanni could now mingle his faithful spirit, without dread of repulse. When the monument was placed in the church of San Siro, Cesario, in a paroxysm of re-awakened grief and exultation, ran to throw himself upon Giovanni's breast. On that kindly breast, he feared not to K 4 £00 THE KKTGHT OF ST. .TOHK. give those tender feelings way ; beneath- that gracious eye, he suffered his tears to flow, cease, and gush again, in alter- nate gusts of recollected and present happiness, of regret and gratitude, of pain and pleasure. Giovanni pressed him in a strong em- brace, while silently witnessing these bui'sts of an over- wrought sensibility* *< Alas, what materials of misery, perhaps, are here,'* he said inwardly; "yes: — of misery, in this brief world ; but of double felicity in the world of spirits." And at that thought, the cloud hanging over Giovanni's heavenly countenance at once fled. Cesario recovered from his stormy transports, only to run back to the church of San Siro ; to feast his eyes again with the sight of his father's monument; to return once more to Giovanni ; and to lose, in his fraternal sympathy, all re- membrance of his relationship to the de- stroyer of that honoured parent. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 201 Hearts so knit, hearts so cemented ; Avere they ever to be rent asunder? O frail estate of man ! After the accomplishment of this sacred object, Cesario restored himself to Bea- trice. He had sought her immediately on landing at Genoa; and had obtained, in that sudden and accidentally private interview, a full confirmation of what the yielded ring had promised. He taught her to consider this ring as the talisman by which his late achieve- ment had been operated : as such, she heard with increased joy of the honours awarded him by the seigniory ; and though she sometimes upbraided him, with sweet injustice, for devoting nearly all his hours to urge the completion of his father's memorial, her anger never out- lasted the first kiss which he printed on her willing hand. Cesario was now hurrying along a swift stream of transport, that, by its rapidity, Jeft him not time to look steadily on the K 5 202 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. brilliant objects past which it was sweep- ing; nor to think of the frightful regions into which it might eventually bear him. He was sensible but to present felicity ; and, far from the horrid images of guilt and self-reproach, dreamt not, that even the tide of happiness, when not watched in its flow, may glide at last into their gloomy confines. The cold salutations of the March esa had no longer power to chill his hopes : he followed Beatrice like her shadow ; and as she scarcely endeavoured to veil her partiality for one whom a brilliant action covered with glory, even the re- straints and the distractions of large so- cieties did but feebly shade the lustre of his enjoyments* The mountain-hut was forgotten : Bea- trice sparkled brightest in the brightest scenes : her gay caprices charmingly va- ried the settled forms of a life of repre- sentation ; and what would elicit these in the calm of retirement ? THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 203 Cesario began to covet honours and rewards for the sake of her, whose habits made riches, or at least distinction, neces- sary. He therefore panted impatiently for another opportunity of deserving and winning both. Though loving w^ith all the ardour of a first passion, he retained sufficient reason- ableness to see the folly of seeking the Marchesa Brignoletti's consent to his union with her daughter. At present, the celebrity of his name was but just rising above the ruins of his father's fortune : the former was yet to be extended ; the latter, to be new made : then, and not till then, could he venture to express his wishes. Cesario submitted to this necessity, but he abhorred the thought of shroud- ing his attachment by any artifice. Too honest, and too proud, to purchase the Marchesa's forbearance by the sacrifice of self-esteem, he left the secret of his K 6 ^04 THE KNIG«T OF ST. JOHN* heart free to shine out on his counte- nance and in his actions. This principle, very early avowed to Beatrice, checked her from uttering a different one ; and she therefore contented herself with smiling her sanction to the candour of her lover, while she cunningly rendered the light veil of her own heart a little less transparent. Beatrice well knew that her mother's smothered suspicion of Cesario's atten- tions, before he went to sea, would now break out in peremptory commands, un- less some adroit stratagems were used to lull her alarm. She had not courage to confess her attachment ; much less her determina- tion to abide by it : besides, since she had wrested the avowal of his passion from him, she felt the very opposite of a desire to run into a desert with him. Though she loved Cesario, she loved pleasure also; and half her heart's joy consisted in seeing him slight every other THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 205 beauty for her sake. There were many beauties, whose advances Cesario abso- lutely shunned. All this* triumph would cease in the mountain-hut : it was there- fore her policy to wait the turns of ac- cident, and meanwhile parry her mother's suspicions. To effect this, Beatrice affected entire confidence in her mother ; raUied herself, w^ith great spirit, upon her evident con- quest of so exalted a personage as the ruined son of Francisco Adimari; sported with the details of his tender speeches ^nd jealous looks; and, in fine, perfectly succeeded in making her mother believe, ^ that she despised the lover, while she liked the love ^ and that a little vanity, and a little mischief, were her only sti- mulants. Beatrice, in reality, was amused by the success of her scheme ; and, hurrying over tlie question of its morality, she found in it as much food for mirtlr as iihelter for inclination. ^06 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Cesario, unsuspicious of any under- plot, saw things just as they seemed: and, perhaps, too happy for reflection upon his happiness, might never have observed the relaxed brow of the Mar- chesa, had not his friend Giovanni gently hinted at her future prohibition of his visits. Then it was that Cesario first remarked the tranquillity with which she now saw his passion for her daughter ; and catch- ing fire at the thought, his hopes blazed forth at once into certainty. Surely this quiescence was a tacit per- mission to win Beatrice by noble exploits! He was yet but entering the road of honour, it is true, and had fortune to retrieve ; but the blood of kings and princes filled his veins, rendering it more than worthy to mingle with that of the Brignoletti. The Marchesa must know that his ancestors were sovereigns where he now possessed not a rood of land j holding the THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 20? title of Counts of Genoa for more than three centuries. She must know, that they claimed kindred with the illustrious Pepin, by whom their jurisdiction was bestowed j and that, although sunk to absolute poverty in their solitary repre- sentative, remembrance of his family was still coupled, in the minds oi' men, with ideas of magnificence and power. Giovanni listened to the visionary transport of his friend with painful scep- ticism. The Marchesa was not likely to be thus actuated by the mere shadows of precious things, when their realities might be offered to her daughter by more for- tunate rivals. Yet such romance was possible ; or rather it was possible that an excess of maternal fondness might in- duce her to sacrifice her own wish of an equal alliance for her daughter, to that daughter's peculiar happiness. Giovanni wished this might prove the case, but he ventured not to hope it ; yet too tender for the severest office of S08 THE KNtGHT OF ST. JOMK* friendship, he contented himself witii turning the projects of Cesario's love to- wards the interests of his glory. After signalising himself in the de- fence of his country and the protection of Christendom, should this cherished friend be disappointed of the lovely re- ward which now animated him, still there would remain for him the substantial pos- sessions of an honourable reputation, re- vived fortunes, and the consciousness of high desert. In Giovanni's estimation, these bless- ings, with friendship added, included all that life had of desirable and noble; and while he contemplated the possibility of disappointment to his friend's passion, he believed that such a catastrophe would eventually lead that ardent soul, as it had impelled his own, to fix upon great and imperishable objects alone. Beatrice was yet personally unknown to Giovanni ; for the latter found much to occupy his time after his return home, 13 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 209 and the former had little inclination to make the acquaintance of one whom she persisted in imagining disagreeable, be- cause he had once been almost a monk, and was, even now, resolved never to marry. In truth, Beatrice generally felt pretty accurately upon most subjects without the trouble of reasoning : and, though quite unreflecting upon her own conduct, seemed to know by intuition that her lover's friend would scrutinise and con- demn what that dazzled lover admired. Giovanni might detect her subtle game with the Marchesa ; and if once he di- rected Cesario*s eyes to the fact, she felt certain that her humiliation in her lover's opinion would be the immediate conse- quence. Beatrice was yet too unpractised to have divined the baneful secret of making an excess of love her apology for every violation of dignity or morality : a secret, it is said, by which the loftiest manly 210 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. character is bent to the most degrading connections. She knew that Cesario's censure would overwhelm her with shame ; and she therefore studiously avoided the person whose discernment and austere principles threatened her little artifices with de- struction. Under these impressions, Beatrice evaded Giovanni*s introduction j and she did this the more easily from his frequent absences. He was desirous of providing for the shelter and refreshment of the humbler order of travellers among the wild moun- tains leading into Lombardy ; and for this purpose he promoted and superin- tended the erection of several small buildings, where both rest and refresh- ment were to be furnished at his expense. Another occupation, equally benevo- lent in its object, but visionary in its hopes, withdrew him yet more from so- ciety ; stole him from his sleep, his food. TH£ KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 211 his exercise, and rendered all things in- different to him, excepting the company of Cesario. This occupation was the study of the Genoese laws ; and the object he sought to gain was the reversal of that sentence by which he possessed the estate ©f Adi- mari. Ere he embraced the profession of knighthood, Giovanni, in common with every other Genoese youth, had devoted much attention to legal studies : it was the regular course in educating persons destined from their birth to contend for the highest offices in the republic. He now returned to these studies with a zest they had not before ; fondly be- lieving he should find some forgotten statute or precedent which might warrant him in agitating a new process, and finally restore to Cesario the home of his ancestors. Surrounded by books and parchments, all speaking the same tasteless language. ^1^ THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Giovanni was so often found by his friend, that the latter could not forbear rallying him on the sterile road his am- bition had now chosen. Giovanni would only smile, too happy in the conscious- ness of seeking Cesario's benefit, and not those civic honours of which he believed himself as yet unworthy ; and for which, indeed, neither his habits nor inclinations fitted him. His track, could he now have chosen it, would have been the one his father had withdrawn him from : it would have been that of arms, pursued in the name and for the interests of religion. But as it was, with particular duties to fulfil, and private friendship to gratify, he was content to consider the situation of an active citizen as that for which Provi- dence had ordained him ; and to go on in it content and cheerful. Occupied as he was by his buildings and his application to law-books, Gio- vanni w^as too anxious to study the cha* THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 213 racter of a woman on whom Cesario's peace depended, not to remark with con- siderable mortification that every arrange- ment for his visiting at the Palazzo Rosso was continually frustrated by her frivolous excuses. Far from guessing the real reason — her awe of, and distaste to his character, — he concluded she must be of a jealous disposition ; and that even friendship was in her eyes a treachery to love. Sometimes this conjecture made him uneasy at the effect of her influence over the heart she would rule so exclusively ; but the apprehension lasted not a mo- ment : Cesario's speaking countenance, whatever else it expressed of sadness or of joy unconnected with Giovanni, was still expressive of grateful, spontaneous, fraternal affection. Still, with Giovanni only, did he talk of his father and his boyish days : still, with him only, did he give voice to the day-dreams of a youthful soul, animated ^14 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. by the emulation of every thing noble, every thing praiseworthy ; animated too by love. It is only when our hearts thus think aloud in the presence of another, that we have found a friend ; that noble abandon- ment is the pledge of mutual faith. Since their interchange of vows on the deck of the San Lorenzo, Cesario and Giovanni had opened to each otiier the inmost recesses of their souls ; they had led each other back from the full stream of their present friendship to its hidden sources. In their mutual confessions, each found more to esteem in the character of the other : Cesario reproached his own proud prejudices, which had ui'ged him so often to repulse with bitterness the gentle na- ture that approached him so amiably; and Giovanni taxed himself with injustice because he had not divined what it cost Cesario to treat him with ferocity. Thus each saw more to prize in his THE KKIOHT OF ST. JOHN. 215 friend, and more to repent of in himself ; consequently, the wish of repairing in- justice gave fresh energy to the impulse of inclination. It was no longer bitterness for Cesario to re-tread his father's steps on the ter- race at the Marino, or to sit in the seat he used to love, under the old cedar ; tliis beloved spot was indeed no longer his, but it was the property of one who grieved over its possession ; who reve- renced every memorial of the sacred dead ; and who, v/hile apologising for his unwilling detention of a place so dear, by degrees convinced Cesario that justice attached it to the Cigala property. Cesario ceased, therefore, to consider the subject with acrimony : it was only when he thought his father's life had fallen a sacrifice to this hardly-enforced right, that he felt all his former passions rekindle. At first, Giovanni pressed on him the occupation of this endeared villa; but S16 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Cesario could not forget that it was the son of Paulo Cigala who would thus lend him what had once been his own, and he refused it with impetuosity ; the next instant he softened his refusal by a look that spoke volumes ; and by the pro- mise of using the Marino as if it were still his home. Giovanni pardoned him this imperfec- tion of friendship ; and serenely waiting the effects of time and increased con- fidence, forbore to hint to him what he longed to urge — an equal participation in each other's fortunes. Giovanni could not resign his kindred's right to the Marino ; nor would he aban- don it to the possession of any one less anxious than himself, to preserve it in its original beauty ; but he abhorred the thought of appropriating the liberal re- turns of this estate to the purposes of his own establishment : he therefore devoted them exclusively to acts of charity. Through the medium of the Redemp- THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN'. 217 tion Friars, the rents of the Marino were employed in ransoming Christian slaves. Many a hopeless captive, who had long languished under the tyranny of Algerine masters, was thus released from toil and suffering, and restored to his home. Cesario accidentally discovered this merciful destination of wealth which was once his own ; and loving Giovanni the better for the discovery, he no longer allowed himself to regret the loss of a fortune which, instead of increasing the luxuries of one individual, bestowed bless- ings upon numbers. Meanwhile, he continued to reside with the good Syndic and his wife ; content to live with the utmost simplicity, and entering crowds only at the Palazzos Doria and Rosso. His former associate, Marco Doria, had long since abandoned the falconer's cottage ; and was again afloat upon the idle currents of vanity and dissipation. They met with the same cordiality as VOL. I. L 218 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. formerly, though their companionsliip was somewhat injured by Cesario's nobler tie with Giovanni, and yet more, by a new whim of the Iris-humoured Marco. This absurd young man, as if in de- fiance of his own capricious character, had formally assumed the office of cices- beo to a lady then newly married : by this act he bound himself to servitude without relaxation or without recom- pense ; for in that early age it was neither libertinism which sought, nor infidelity that rewarded this irksome en- gagement. It was simply the shadow of what had once had form and substance in the days of chivalry. During the period of the crusades, we read, that it was customary for each mar- ried wearer of the Cross, ere he embarked for the Holy Land, to leave his wife under the charge of some trusty friend, whose vigilant eye was to watch over the honour and affections of the lady ; thus preserving for the absent warrior the THR KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 219 treasure of domestic happiness. We may thence conclude that in process of time this chivalric institution softened into one less arduous ; and the friend who would formerly have been called on to become responsible for the virtue of the lady in- trusted to his care, was only required to watch over her outward demeanour in public 01 private circles ; to animate her innocent pleasures, and protect her from neglect or insult. At what time this harmless, nay kindly appointment sunk into the odium it is now said to deserve, it is impossible to guess, and would be revolting to enquu'e : suffice it, the cicesbei were originally characters of the noblest class ; after- wards, of the most amiable ; now, aJas, too frequently of the basest. The person to whom Marco Doria had engaged himself was the Signora Calva, a woman of honour, but of more spirit than sense : well-inclined to enjoy all the privileges which her situation might give L 2 220 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. her over the time and attentions of an amusing young man, and to laugh at the unwillingness with which she foresaw he would very soon render them. Being the favourite cousin and com- panion of Beatrice Brignoletti, her own natural vivacity was often heightened into mischief by her friend's wilder spirits ; and Marco Doria's patience or constancy was thus put to many a severe test. The very act of accepting Marco as her cicesbeo had been a scheme of mirtli concerted between Signora Calva, her bridegroom, and Beatrice. They anti- cipated much entertainment from the zeal with which he would begin his new duties, and the loathing with which he would eventually meet their perform- ance : their triumph was to consist in driving him to the desperate act of en- treating for a release. The affair had already reached its se- cond stage of wearisomeness to Marco Poria, when Cesario returned from sea ; THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 221 but whether Marco had conceived a sus- picion of colhision amongst the parties, and was excited to disappoint their good- humoured malice, or whether he really considered adherence to this engagement as a point of honour, or whether he sim- ply endeavoured to prove that he could persevere when he chose to do so, is doubtful; but it is certain that he did persevere. In vain Signora Calva flew from town ' --^i._.. A^^m rarnival to fair, from hawkmg to anglmg, trom px^.^..-^ dancing ; in vain she varied her humour from gay to grave, from amiable to austere, from mild to vindictive : Marco Doria kept to his post j and, ever at her side, performed all the duties of a liege cicesbeo, with apparent satisfaction. The allied powers were nearly wearied out by this unforeseen dissimulation; and were busily plotting some ruse dc gicerre by which to capture him at once, when one of their members, a passive one in- L 3 g^'2 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOttN. deed, was suddenly detached from the confederacy. — Cesario went on service. Advice was brought to Genoa, that a Barbary cruiser had made a descent upon the coast of Tuscany during the night, carried off several of the inha- bitants, and was now^ proceeding with her prey towards the Straits of St. Bo- nifacio. The horror of such events was never diminished by their frequency; for as every village, and solit^j^^ rv,«^ ,v.^ ^^ ^^^ i-^^a'&i me Mediterranean and the Adriatic, had either suffered from the fear or the reality of such visitations, during the last twenty years ; they shud- dered, with more than pity, when they heard of those calamities befalling their neighbours. What indeed could exceed the horror, of men being suddenly snatched from the bosoms of their families ; or what is worse, of seeing their wives, children, and THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 228 parents, plunged into the same misery with themselves ? Neither sex, age, character, nor con- dition, was spared by these ocean robbers. The great and the mean, the rich and the poor, were alike torn without remorse from their enjoyments and their ties j and carried into captivity. But a few years had elapsed, since their audacious enterprises were on the point of being crowned by the possession of the supreme Pontiff himself ; and as th^s terrible incident was fresh in every mind, it rendered the images of the pirates as impious as formidable. No sooner did the rumour of their present descent reach Cesario, than, agitated by compassion for the poor Tus- cans, excited by the hope of regaining them, and thus finding glory in the ser- vice of Humanity, he ran to the Prince of Melfi ; and besought his interest with the Seigniory, for permission to fcdlow the pirates. L 4 224 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. His earnestness, his former gallant conduct, the urgency of the occasion, and the strenuous recommendation of the admiral, prevailed on the doge and his counsellors. A galliot was then lying in the harbour, just returned from a short cruise, the captain of which was disabled by illness. To the command of this ves- sel, Cesario was immediately appointed; and in less than four hours from the con- firmation of the report, he was at sea. The pressing nature of his enterprise only allowed him to take a written fare- well of Beatrice, and to leave a parting message at Giovanni's door. That valued friend was gone for a few days to his house beyond Pietra Lava- serra ; little imagining, that ere he should return, Cesario would be again seeking honour at the cannon's mouth, on the eventful ocean. It had been Giovanni's determination to share all future perils with the man to whom he had consecrated his friendship ; THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 225 what then was his mortification, to learn by the arrival of a servant, that Cesario's vessel had been long out of sight ere the man left Genoa ; and that the galley he chased, was commanded by the desperate pirate Delli Rais ! Cesario, with all his bravery and talent, was yet but imperfectly versed in the subtler part of a profession, where skilful manoeuvre so often baffles the hardiest spirit. Delli Rais, educated by the for- midable Dragut, was known to have im- bibed, not only the daring character of his master, but his keener genius for stratagem. He knew, too, every inch of coast from the mouth of the Nile to the Pillars of Hercules. With such an adversary, even Cesario's courage (and it was that of a lion) would be of no avail 5 unless assisted by the ex- perience of practised seamen and officers. Giovanni rationally concluded, that the Prince of Melfi had foreseen and provided for this J and he strove, therefore, to confine L 5 226 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. his concern solely to the regret of not sharing danger and honour with the friend he loved. - That regret was indeed deep and sin- cere ; for his spirit panted for action ; and his heart sunk at the prospect of a long chasm in their daily intercour-se. ( 227 ) CHAPTER XII. JVl USING over these things, during his return from a charitable errand, Giovanni «topped to observe the effect of a moon- light upon the broken side of a ruined chapel, which started from an Ilex wood overhanging his path. The silvery touches of that lovely light, beautifully contrasted with the deep ver- dure of the trees ; and the fresh night air, just quivering their twinkling leaves, seemed, as it moaned round the de- serted edifice, to utter the dirge of de- parted time. Giovanni fixed his eyes upon the shat- tered remains of a cross, in the open area of the building : it was nearly overgrown with wild vine. That emblem, so sacred in L 6 228 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. his estimation, and so degraded, changed his thoughts ; and ceasing to admire the prospect of mountain, wood, and dell, he thought only of restoring the temple of the Saviour to its original order. Though the ruin was not on his do- main, he was tolerably certain that no one would obstruct him in the execution of so pious a work ; and delighting him- self with the prospect of its completion, Ive was proceeding, with his sword, to cut away the foul weeds clasping the cross, when the shriek of a woman made him start forward, and look round for her that utered it. His astonishment was extreme, when he beheld a young creature in the dress of a novice, but without her veil, alone, and running towards him with the air of one distracted. ** O, save me ! sir," she cried ; " you are a knight — protect me — hide me !" — Misled by a badge of the order to which Giovanni formerly belonged, and THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 229 which he still wore in pious memorial, the lady almost threw herself into his arms, striving to cover her face with his mantle; Giovanni flung it round her, and bore her into the chapel. He then seated himself by her, upon a fragment of stone ; and as the pale moonbeam fell upon her, whitening the panting neck and rounded cheek, from which terror had banished colour ; as its tremulous light glittered on the tears in her eyes, he thought he had rarely seen any thing so lovely. His own mild eyes, full of tender concern, and his usually composed com- plexion, heightened into lustre by surprise, were displayed to advantage by the same soft light. The novice evidently beheld them, and his superb figure, which the want of his mantle fully discovered, with wondering admiration ; for she gazed at him in silence, unconscious that he ad- dressed her. " ^Vhat am I to protect you from. S30 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. madam ?" he asked respectfully, remov- ing his supporting arm when he saw her recovering. — " Where may I conduct you ? — by your dress ^' — He glanced at her white garments and ebon crucifix. The brightest and deepest blushes then overspread the youthful face of the novice; she turned away in some con- fusion, faintly repeating, in a voice be- tween weeping and smiling, " This dress is a disguise 5 I am not a religious — I have been mistaken for one, and am pursued by the brethren of San Eugenio. O sir, if they discover who I am where, where will you hide me !'* — More perplexed, and amazed than be- fore, Giovanni's looks expressed extreme disturbance. ** I can conceal you here for a while, madam," he said : " I have a sword, and will defend you, with tny life, against every thing but the au- thority of the church." And as he spoke, he advanced to the entrance of the chapel. THE KNIGHT OP ST. JOHN, 231 A mingled confusion of laughter, hal- loos, and expressions of alarm, was heard from that quarter of the wood whence the lady had issued ; and Giovanni dis- tinctly heard a boy's voice calling, " Sig- nora, Signora ! there is nothing to fear." The sound was speedily followed by the appearance of a motley groupe of men and women, in religious habits, whose laughing exclamations quickly brought the fictitious novice from her retreat. A hurry of embraces, congratulations, reproaches, and interrogations, then fol- lowed, while Giovanni stood clasping his useless sword with the air of a man awaking from a dream. All he could collect from the scene, w^as that one party had attempted to impose upon the other, and that the last had outwitted the first. " Do I leave you in the hands you wish, madam?" asked Giovanni, taking 232 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN* up his cloak which the lady had let fall, and preparing to depart. " O you must not leave me, my pro- tector," she replied, ardently catching his arm : " I have not thanked you yet. — By what name must I address you?'* " Surely it is Signor Cigala !" said one of the company, coming forward, and discovering, under the cowl of a monk, the piquant countenance of Marco Doria. "Cigala! — the friend of Cesario !'* repeated the lady with animation. — " Ah Signor ! then you must not go."' Giovanni looked at her while she spoke ; and the moonlight now showed that lately-pale face, sparkling with colour and joy. He could not mistake that rayonante complexion which his friend had so often described : ** The Signora Brignoletti !" he repeated, and respect- fully kissed her extended hand. Her spirits, the distant place in which they met, and the childish trick which 13 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Q33 had caused their meeting, convinced Giovanni that Beatrice was yet ignorant of her lover's departure from Genoa; and at this thought he fixed his eyes on her with a look of tender commiseration. Beatrice was not very able in the knowledge of countenance,^ and she mis- took that expr*ission for one of pure admiration. '* This is the man who fore- swears the power of beauty," she said to herself; and, from that instant, she forgot he was also the friend of her lover. The Signora Calva's request, that Giovanni would return with them to his casino, was seconded with much cor- diality by ^larco Doria, and with more earnestness by Beatrice. Uneasily anxious to see her character closer, he yielded immediate consent ; and the lively party proceeded down the mountain. During their walk homewards, and it was not a short one, the mystery of their disguises was explained to him : he leanie^ that a trick had been devised ^34 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. between Signora Calva and Beatrice, by which they hoped to seduce Marco Do- ria from his duty to the former: — a pretty page belonging to the latter was dressed in the habit of a novice, and in- structed in a tale of parental tyranny, likely to enlist Marco's knight-errantry on her side : the boy's^^fFeminate beauty and well- taught flatteries, were expected to work upon his susceptibility, or va- nity 5 and as this pretended novice's task was to get him to elope with her from the pursuit of her relations, &c. it was hoped that Marco would fall into the snare, and thus leave the field to the conquerors of his constancy. Beatrice, in the character of a sister-novice, could not refuse herself the imprudent amuse- ment of witnessing Marco's delusion. The scheme was admirably planned, they thought; for Marco accompanied the Signora Calva and her husband to their country-house, unconscious that Beatrice was concealed in it ; and that the tender THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. ^85 billet he received the next day, appoint- ing an interview that night, was written by her pen. But unfortunately for the conspiring ladies, Signor Calva, with true esprit de corps, felt reluctant to cover one of his own majestic sex with shame and ridi- cule ; so, counterplotting his wife and her friend, he concerted with Marco the merry revenge of allowing the two no- virp** O, do I indeed hear words of kindness again !" Giovanni raised him ; and, regarding him with an expression of the most bene- volent pity, he said, ** Let us re-enter your cave. No one will disturb us there — and you shall tell me what I can do to help you.*' " No one can help me now ! — Auguste is dead!*' exclaimed the Cahet, and fresh tears rained from his hollow eyes. ** Then you shall talk to me of this Auguste," replied Giovanni, gently urging him forward ; if you have no one else to lament him with, I will grieve with you.'* Again the Cahet grasped the hem to6 THE KNiGPit OF ST. JOHN. of Giovanni's cloak, and glued liis lips to it. They entered the mountain-hollow to- gether. When they had severally seated themselves, Giovanni considered the poor object before him with greater attention and with the liveliest interest. In him he saw, for the first time, one of that mysterious race whom some un^ known calamity has scattered throughout France, and degraded from their rank and rights of men : a race which were numerous in the first and middle ages, but of which only a miserable remnant now remains to perpetuate the injustice of former centuries. This proscribed race, known under various opprobrious titles in different provinces, have been alternatively sup- posed the descendants of the conquered Alans, of the Saracens, of the Visigoths : nay, some writers have tried to find the origin of their disgrace in hereditary leprosy. tHE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 307 In that chaos of nations and events which renders the history of the tirst ages but a wilderness of imaginations, nothing satisfactory can be discovered respecting their origin. We see only the frightful facts of their being sold and transferred as slaves with the land on which they dwelt ; of intermixture with them being considered an act of iniquity ; of their banishment from the rites of sepulture and sacrament ; of their being allowed only the exercise of those employments which would keep them aloof from towns, and other society than their own* Marked with disease, (perhaps the con- sequence of scanty food, hopeless toil, and continued intermixture with their own cast,) this unhappy race form, even now, as distinct a people, but, thank God, a far less numerous people, than the gipseys. But bound to the soil on which they are born ; not free, like them, to rove at will ; they are doomed to endure the 808 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. same injuries from the same oppressors, in age as in youth ; and thus they ac- quire habits of unresisting endurance. Objects of horror and aversion to every other class of men, even two centuries back, they could not question the justice of their fate ; because they were then as ignorant of its cause in remote anti- quity, as they were who oppressed them : still they felt its weiglit, groaned, and submitted. Giovanni had often pondered over the possible source of this furious antipathy, which still remained in all its strength, when every trace of what might explain (for nothing could justify it), was swept from record and tradition. Rejecting every other opinion, he believed, with some acute writers, that in the heresy of the Arian Visigoths lay the solution of the difficulty. Once tainted with that abhorred schism, the whole race would be pronounced excommunicate, and shun- ned accordingly. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 309 This h^^othesis certainly wanted com- pleteness ; as it did not account for the gradual change which must afterwards have taken place in their creed ; the Ca- hets professing pure Catholicism : — and how was that change to have been ef- fected, seeing they were denied not only intermixture by marriage with more or- thodox Christians, but refused admittance into their society ? Giovanni, however, passed lightly over the objection ; willing to gild a wretched and despised race, with the long-set glo- ries of the warlike Goths. He now contemplated, as he thought, one of their descendants in the person of a timid slave ; and, marvelling at those great reverses of fortune, which distin- guish nations as much as individuals, he drew from his pallid companion the little history of his life. It was a life of uniform dreariness ; with much in it to corrode the sufferer's heart, but little to mark a narrative. 810 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. Hodolphe was the last individual of the only Cahet family which had for many years remained on the estate of D*Ar- mond ; he had lived, therefore, in pecu- liar and joyless solitude from childhood to manhood. Dwelling alone, shunned by every other human being, he followed his monotonous task of wood-cutting during the summer ; and in winter shut himself up from the wolves and the snows in a mountain-hovel. On Saints-days he stole into some neighbouring church at a side-entrance set apart for his unhappy cast ; and there, Avhile he listened to the awful service, feared to join his prayer or his praise, with any of the crowd that shuddered if his garments did but touch them in passing. He now described his return from those pious exercises with a pathetic force which pierced Giovanni's heart. The mysterious horror with which he con- sidered himself; the trembling awe with 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 311 which he regarded all that multitude of persons so different from him in appear- ance and in destiny ; and that continued sensation of misery, which he painted as having supplied in him the place of thought; — all these were so many af- fecting proofs, how easy it is to crush the human spirit under a load of injustice and superstition. Education had not taught Rodolphe to reflect ; nature, however, made him feel. — He questioned not the justice of whatever laws condemned him, in com- mon with other Cahets, to ignominy and wretchedness ; but submitting to his fate, as to necessity, he never kifew complaint, till he had enjoyed and lost comfort.. An accidental circumstance had first caused a glimmering light to shine on his mental gloom. While cutting wood in the dell one autumnal day, a boy six years old, who had strayed from his foster-mother's cot- tage, came to play there. Pleased v/ith 3l!2 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. the child's beauty and gaiety, the poor Cahet suspended his labour to watch him sporting among the rushes. While clam- bering after a butterfly, the boy fell into the river that ran below — Rodolphe jumped in after him, seized, and saved him. Having borne him in his arms to the hamlet from which he had strayed, though Auguste's nurse received him as if from the hands of a demon; Rodolphe afterwards haunted the spot every morn- ing and evening, till he saw the little prattler again. Gratitude on the one side, and on the other the love of that we have served, were too powerful for re- straint : Rodolphe could imitate every bird in the forest ; and he gathered ber- ries and blossoms, and laid them where Auguste found them. Thus administering to the gentle child's pleasures, his image could not be coupled in his mind with ideas of dread and disgust. When, at last, the furious prejudices THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 313 of the villagers drove Rodolphe from their door, Auguste learned to steal away alone to the wood-cutter's cave ; and then his pretty arts beguiled the mo- ments, and " made a sun-shine in that shady place.*' This intercourse continued without in- termission for two years, during which time, the child became the man's in- structor ; and having taught him to feel, he soon taught him to think. Rodolphe well remembered the change that was wrought in him. " Before I knew Auguste,'^ he said, ** I used to sit here alone, day after day — dark winter-days, long winter-nights — doing nothing but feeding my fire w^ith fallen wood. Once I used to think about my family that were dead — but that was just after they died : years passed, and 1 forgot to think ; and then I used to feel as if I lived in my grave. Something thick, and dark, and heavy, was always before my eyes — or in my VOL. I. p 3l4f THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. breast — or here in my head — I don't know where it was — ^what it was — for I thought of no one that had ever lived ; nor of any thing that had ever been. — O, those were horrid days !'* .The pallid face of the Cahet took a more deadly hue as he spoke. After a suffocating pause he resumed : — ** Auguste changed all that. From the moment I had him first in my arms, I felt that every thing was altered : for even then, he put his soft, red cheek against mine j — he breathed gently on my lips, because they were livid blue, and he thought I must be cold — and he pro- mised to love me dearly all his life — he did not know I was a Cahet ! Ah well ! he knew it afterwards ; but he loved me still y and no one could keep him from me. He would come to me in the wood, and sing me pretty songs, and tell me pretty tales, and stick flowers in my hair, and stroke my rough hands with his delicate ones. O Auguste ! Auguste 1 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 315 never wilt thou nestle in my breast again ! — never shall I feel thy sweet breathing more ! never ! never !'* The Cahet now sobbed aloud ; and his- voice, quite subdued by grief, was no longer audible. " You lament a child thus ?" repeated Giovanni, his own eyes dim with oppres- sive sympathy. The Cahet bowed his head in expressive silence, at length re- suming, he said, — *' Auguste was a little child, when first we met ; but he grew so tall, and so sen- sible, in two years ! He could read, and make letters upon vellum, like a book ; and he taught me to read ; he used to steal his books out, and help me to read them : 80 after that, I never felt dark and heavy in this cave ; for I could sit by my fire, and repeat them word for word ; and think over all my pretty Auguste had said or done. — O how I was happy ! and he taught me that word — I had never heard it, till he said it to me." p 2 316 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. " Nor ever felt it !" said Giovanni, in- wardly sighing at the thought. " But a Cahet is not born to be happy," resumed Rodolphe : " Auguste fell sick, and I did not know it. I watched for him in the woods, by the river, in all the pathways ; I ventured to go near his nurse's house ; still I saw him not. At last she told me that he was taken home to his father's in the town, and that he was dying. Did I not run there ? Did I not beg them, on my knees, to let me see him only once again ? If they would have told him — if they would have brought me but a message from him! At last they told me he was dead ; they drove me away with stones and frightful words ; they cursed me for loving Auguste ; they said his death was a judgment, because he had loved me ; they told me his inno- cent soul would suffer for my sake, and they mocked my agony." A ghastly smile gleamed over the fea^ tures of the Cahet, and his lips moved THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 317 wildly for a while, though not articu- lately. At length he smote his breast, and with a thrilling cry exclaimed, "O! if this arm had power! — if I might ease the dreadful pain that's gnaw- ing here! The pangs of thirst, of hunger, of dreary loneliness, are not half so strong. Might I be revenged!'* Rodolphe trembled with the hideous passions that now engrossed him : rage and hatred glared in his fixed eye; he shook his clenched hand, as if threaten- ing some unseen object, while a horrid groan convulsed his bosom. At first Giovanni soothed him; then proceeded to explain the sinfulness of revenge, and the loveliness of returning evil with good. He reminded Rodolphe that those persons who were most cruel to him, were related to the object he loved so dearly, therefore should be considered sacred on that account ; that perhaps their injuri- ous treatment was rather the effect of a p 3 SI 8 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. grief more ungovernable than his own, and that aggravated by superstition, than the result of deliberate cruelty. He then urged him to reflect that, ac- cording to the religion they both pro- fessed, he would more surely and worthily manifest his fondness for Auguste, by joining in the customary prayers for his soul, than by committing acts of vio- lence upon his kindred. As he enforced this, Giovanni laid aside his hat and cloak, inviting Ro- dolphe to assist him in repeating the of- fices for the dead. Kneeling down before the cross on the rude and almost grotesque altar, he re- cited in a solemn voice, the service to which he invited the Cahet. The un- fortunate then sunk in silence beside him : by degrees his countenance lost its wildness, his movements their convul- sive quickness, and his fast-streaming tears announced the melting of his heart. Never did Giovanni pray more fer- mi: KNPGHT OF ST. JOHN. SlQ vently. In the august chapel of the Knights of St. John, surrounded by a multitude of kindred spirits, and by all the pomp and circumstance of cere- monial worship, he had fek his soul transported with holy rapture : in the church of the Annonciata, during the masses that were said over his father's body, he had felt that soul awe-struck, and anxious and earnest in its ad- dresses to the Judge of men and an- gels ; but never had he felt in such im- mediate communion with his Creator as now, when lifting up his heart and voice to him, in a lonely desert, by the side of a forlorn and sorrowful slave. Their devotions ended, Giovanni and Rodolphe arose : the latter was still bathed in tears, increasing tears; but they distilled in kindly showers, as if they relieved his heart of all that weighed upon its better purposes. Frequently he caught Giovanni's hand, kissed it, and held it against his heaving p 4 3^0 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. side ; while Giovanni, with the gracious look of a heavenly messenger, continued to fortify him in patient submission, and to describe that ineffable bliss which must be the portion of a soul .unspotted by the world. His arguments had less effect than his description of Auguste's beatitude : so little power has reason over sensibility, strongly roused ; and so necessary is it to combat one passion by another. In conformity with the precepts of their religion, Giovanni taught him, that there yet remained a means by which he could testify his love to the innocent child, now no more ; and in teaching hiiii this, he opened to him a source of enjoyment, and he animated him into action. Even that innocent soul would not, he said, be deemed free from the imputed guilt of our first father ; and for it, therefore, the mass might be performed. THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 321 and the secret prayer offered, ^vith blessed effect. Thus soothed, thus led to stem his own faulty impulses, for the sake of the soul he lamented, Rodolphe, for the first time in his life, made an effort which had self-control for its object. Oh, sorrow, what a teacher art thou ! Giovanni marked, and commended his struggles ; and, promising to see him ere he departed the next day, bade him a kindly farewell. As he slowly took his way homewards to the convent where he was to sleep, the past scene engrossed all his faculties ; nothing outward, indeed, pressed upon his attention: for, as if respecting his me- ditations, nature had veiled herself in a mist ; and, as he passed along, the mea- dows and valleys, covered with its white billows, presented no object to call forth admiration. Giovanni recollected the gay groups he had met in those paths, not three p 5 32^ TH]E KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. hours before ; and, contrasting them with the wretched wood-cutter, he sighed over their disproportionate destinies. Connected with that poor wretch's image, the happiness of these people ap- peared monstrous ; it seemed the hilarity of heartless selfishness : for were not these the villagers who drove the Cahet from their doors, and would have excluded him, if possible, from their churches ? " But why do I condemn them ?'* he asked ; ** the blame falls on their in- structors :" and he fixed his eyes on that quarter where the towers of the abbey rose, like an aerial edifice, above the float- ing mists. Giovanni felt the religious enthusiasm of his times without their prejudices, and his heart ached while remembering all that he had heard and read of priestly anathema against this unfortunate race. Who in this province but himself, would have entered a Cahet's hut, pressed his 14 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. SS8 hand, dried his tears, comforted, prayed with him ? As he asked himself this question, he thanked Heaven that he had been born in a country where none of these wretched beings existed, and where the blind habit of hatred to them, had not deafened even superior minds to the pleadings of hu- manity and reason ! He saw in a Cahet, one of the same species with himself; one whom he was led by natural instinct to pity ; and whom he was bound to succour by the vows he had taken when dedicating him- self to the service of Heaven and of mankind. Obliged by the rules of his Order to attend the sick, and wash the feet of the poor, Giovanni felt no degradation, when he knelt with the half-savage wood- cutter before his rude altar ; and, habi- tuated to consider himself still bound to assist all his distressed fellow-creatures, he was not sensible to any self-applause, p 6 324 l^HE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. when resolving not to quit Guienne till he should ameliorate or wholly change this forlorn one's lot. In this frame of mind, he reached the abbey ; sought and obtained information of the Count d' Armand, on whose estate Rodolphe was born. The next day, Giovanni went to wait on him. Whether his arguments, his persua- sions, his gold, or his winning manner, had most weight with a spendthrift cour- tier, I leave courtiers to determine ; suf- fice it, that when he took the river-path, he carried with him the exulting power of bestowing freedom. The day was advanced, and the poor Cahet was gone to his allotted task in the forest. Giovanni found him there, repeating the ineffectual blows of his hatchet at long intervals, with an arm nearly enfeebled. He had been wandering, at day-break, round the house that contained the 15 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 325 corpse of Auguste ; and had collected there some withered flowers as they were thrown from the windows of the mournful chamber. He did not err when he fondly fancied they had strewn the body of his youthful friend. During the progress of his labour, these dismal flowers were only taken from his breast, to press with his lips, and water with tears. He displayed them to Giovanni, telling him their his- tory. Giovanni took them in his hand, con- sidered them with respect and tender- ness, said some soothing words ; and thus lightened the grief of Rodolphe by appearing to share it. In the desolation of Chis poor outcast, and in the stormy excess of his sorrow, there seemed a resemblance with the situation and feelings of Cesario Adimari; such, at least, as they were, when Gio- vanni first saw him in the Palazzo Pub- lico. 3^6 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. The comparison did but strengthen his interest in the person before him. And believing he saw in his violence of feel- ing, one of those strong characters, on whom nature bestows an extraordinary capacity for happiness and virtue, he flattered himself with the hope of here- after building him up in both, by judi- cious instruction. His mild sympathy had already sooth- ed his companion into details of his little favourite's sportiveness and affection ; when the deep toll of a bell was heard over the wood-tops : at that sound, the Cahet started up, uttered a piercing cry, and fell upon the ground, like one de- prived of sense. Giovanni divined the cause of this new agony. Doubtless, that bell an- nounced the interment of Auguste. Some pitying drops fell from his cheek upon the livid face of Rodolphe, as he raised him from the ground. The un- happy man opened his eyes, (for anguish THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 3^7 alone had closed them,) and fixed them with an expression of gratitude upon the gracious countenance of Giovanni ; then he groaned, and, closing them again, threw himself back on the earth. Giovanni would not urge the exhaust- ed spirit beyond its strength : he suffered Rodolphe to remain stretched in dumb despair, while the bell continued to toll ; and the funeral procession, (seen only in their mind's eye,) was proceeding from the town to the church of the Benedictines. As he contemplated the convulsed figure of the Cahet, and listened to his half-breathed groans, he marvelled at the mysterious power which enables man to enslave, not merely the body, but the mind of his fellow-men. What had been this poor Cahet's strongest desire ? To follow those pre- cious remains to their last rest ; to hear the solemn rites performed for that almost sinless soul j to watch, and weep. 328 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. by that newly-tenanted grave. Yet here he lay groaning at a distance ; withheld from joining the sad procession, — and by what withheld? Life was a blank to him ; death, the gate of Heaven : he was a slave. Human malice could not sink him lower, nor afflict him more. — What then restrained him ? Even that inexplicable somethings to which we give the name of a broken spirit ; but for which no name is ade- quate ; no name is sufficiently expressive of the shapeless horrors, the w^ild exag- geration of the oppressor's power and the sufferer's weakness, which constitute its very essence. Giovanni thought he had never, till now, fathomed the utmost depths of human misery and human degradation ; and, yearning to restore this unoffending creature to man's birthright of freedom, comfort, and knowledge, he waited anxiously for the moment, in which he could make him sensible, that the paths THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 3^9 to these, were all open to him. *' I will die !" were the first articulate sounds the Cahet uttered, as he suddenly start- ed from the ground, rolling round his blood-shot eyes with a look of phrenzy — *' They have buried him now. — and what should I live for ?'* ** Live for the stranger that has sor-* rowed with you !" said Giovanni, in a tone of gentle reproach, laying his hand upon Rodolphe's arm. ** For you ? 1 would die for you V* exclaimed the poor forester, falling at his feet with a softened countenance, "but you are going far away ; and I — am, like these trees, — fixed — fixed — fixed." " You may go whither you will/' replied Giovanni : ** you are no longer a slave.'' It was long ere he could make Ro- dolphe comprehend the change that had taken place in his fate : the magnitude of it stupefied him. 330 THE KNIGHT OF ST. JO^^T. But when his labouring naind at length took in, not the full extent of- the bless- ing gained for him, but only the extent oi' his personal freedom, his gratitude and joy amounted to delirium. He passed, in a moment, from a paroxysm of despair to one of rapture : even the re- collection of Auguste was suspended in his mind. To live and die near his benefactor, near the only one of his species, save a little child, that had ever cast on him a look of kindness; the ideal happiness was almost beyond his power to bear: and, sobbing like an infant, he would have worshipped him who blessed him thus, had not Giovanni's gentle rebuke taught him where to direct his thanks- givings. When the replies to his wandering questions informed Rodolphe that he would accompany his benefactor into other countries, amongst mixed multi- tudes, his joy faded : he cast his eyes THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. 331 upon the clear mirror of the river, and, shuddering at " the imperfect fashion of man" there reflected, compared it, by a speaking glance, with the rare perfection of Giovanni's proportions. He did not speak, but that piteous look needed no interpreter. Giovanni understood it : he hastened to say, that in the country where he wished to remove him, the very name of his proscribed race was known only to the learned or the traveller ; that, con- sequently, he would mix on equal terms with persons of his own condition : that his livid complexion and feeble limbs would change into health and vigour by wholesome food and considerate care, and that he would have, besides, in Gio- vanni, a friend able and willing to protect him against insult. The simple Cahet listened as to an oracle, his wishes giving force to each benevolent argument. Ere Giovanni quitted him, he had S3Q THE KNIGHT OF ST. JOHN. promised to be in waiting on the by-road to Italy, by day-break the next morning. Giovanni concluded that he would visit the grave of Auguste during the night, and he wished not to impose any restraint on a sorrow so legitimate. Yet he could have gone and wept with him ; so truly did he lament the early death of a child, whose uncommon energy and sensibility augured such a noble maturity. Even in that event, however, he saw the gracious hand of Providence ; which, depriving Rodolphe of so feeble an as- sistance, had caused him to excite the compassion of one competent to change his wretchedness to comfort. Rodolphe passed that night in the church-yard of the Benedictines. His lamentations no mortal ear heard ; his agony, no mortal eye witnessed : ibr who had loved the beauteous clay that rested there, like the unhappy Cahet? — to THE KNIGHT Of ST. JOHS. 333 whom was Auguste any thing, save to him? He returned no more to his cave. — An osier-basket held all his property: this consisted of a few miserable garments ; the spars which had decorated his shrine j a rosary ; and a mutilated missal ; all the gifts of Auguste. In his breast, he hoarded the flowers he had found under the window of that dear child, and the sod he had taken from his grave. With these treasures — for they were such to him — he met Giovanni in a by- path beyond the town ; and, joining his small suite, quitted France, with him, for ever. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. Printed cy A.S:rahan, Printers-Sireet, London.