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L LONDON RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON publishers in ©rbinar)? to ^cr ^ttajcsti] the Quint 1889 [All rights 7-eserved\ Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/scottsofbestmins01rybo a *» CONTENTS OF VOL. I. CHAPTER PAGE I. NAINI TAL - - - - i II. DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 40 III. GOOD-BYE - - - - -87 IV. TIMELY REST - - - I I I V. GATHERING CLOUDS - - 143 VI. THE OLD HOME - - - - 1 86 VII. MARY LATIMER - - - " ^3 J sfl c THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER CHAPTER I. NAINI TAL. Some seven thousand feet about the sun- dried plains of Hindustan, on precipitate mountain-sides clothed ima verdure which neither eloquent tongue nor most skilled brush can properly describe or represent, are perched without rule or order, of all shapes and sizes, the iron-roofed bungalows which form the English military sanatorium of Naini Tal. VOL. I. i 2 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER The Tal, or lake, mirrors the leafy steeps which hold it in their embrace with a minuteness which puzzles the eye to discover where reality leaves off and re- flection begins, till for an instant some undercurrent agitates the hitherto motion- less surface, and the seeming solidity is blurred ; it lies, as it were, at the bottom of a vast basin, from which spring forests of giant feathery deodars and pines wreathed with roses, white and yellow jessamine, honeysuckle, and many a starry creeper ; and amid their sweetness the bulbul and hill myna sing, and glorified specimens of our home pets, the robin and the blackbird — the one as big as a starling, the other adorned with an Elizabethan ruff white as snow — luxuriate. Huge bushes of holly shine cheek by jowl with the delicate maidenhair fern — that tender foreigner so much prized in our hothouses — and while NAINI TAL the loud, jovial shout of our cuckoo takes us back to the windy English spring-time, the voice of the barking deer and the toll of the lonely owl-like bell-bird bring us back to the far-off strange- ness of the Himalaya, with their summer flowers and winter snows, their days of heat and nights of cold, their de- lightful contrarieties and marvellous con- trasts. The first bugle rang out, gun-fire had sounded, but darkness brooded over the lake, and the mall that borders it was still and deserted. At barracks, lights were visible, as also in two or three of the smaller bungalows round the lower end of the lake ; but as the moments flew on dawn came to the head of Chiriya-Kanla, passed on down his broad, bare shoulders, touched the summits of the other peaks, r — 2 4 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER stole rosily over the western slopes, lay hopefully on the peaceful churchyard, and thus proclaimed another day. The silence of the night was soon broken. Officers on duty, covered from head to foot in the regulation waterproof, became visible and audible as they took their shivering way to barracks, some on foot, some on the hardy Bhootiah ponies, which gallop up and about the ladder-like paths as sure-footed as cats ; while others, only up for health, were calling out for that early cup of tea, after which they would set off for that exceedingly disagreeable con- stitutional round the Upper Mall, without which half the benefit of their visit would be lost. The eastern side remained in darkness long after the opposite slopes were in light, and amongst its woods and huge boulders lights were long necessary in its scattered houses — houses hanging, as XAIXI TAL it were, in mid-air, or on mere shelves of rock, approached by paths goats might have feared to tread, and surrounded by thick groves that even at mid-day held a chill moisture that made constant fires indispensable. The morning was rainy, the night had been rainy — the rains, indeed, were in their prime ; leeches, scorpions, and caterpillars were legion ; every boulder, with its rich covering of moss and fern, was their happy hunting-ground, every rotten-floored bungalow was their place of refuge ; every branch of every tree, with its superb wealth of overgrowth, was their breeding- place. Never was anything more exquisitely beautiful than those gigantic groves, with their side- views over mountain and valley — valleys smoking with dewy incense, mountains opening upon mountains, and culminating 6 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER a hundred miles away in snow-peaks that cleave the very heavens ; never was any- thing more suggestive of damp and the ills of which damp is the fruitful parent. On this particular morning the damp was at its dampest, the trees reeked, and their dripping perpetually echoed around in monotonous regularity. On all sides the mountain rills, quickened here and there into dashing cascades, fell from crag to crag, wore miniature ravines down through the saturated soil, and ran unperceived under the thick underwood, forming many a trap for unwary pedestrians, and paths which but yesterday were solid earth had to-day become mere rocky stairs down which none but a hillman could follow. One such path, opening before the intended way of a little procession toiling upwards from the lake, presented so formidable an obstacle to further progress that a halt NAIXI TAL had been called to consider what was to be done. The party consisted of a lady in a dandy, or hammock, slung on a bamboo and carried between two men, accompanied by two gentlemen on foot — a Dr. Smith and a Major Mortimer. The gentlemen wore thick gaiters to protect their legs from leeches, and carried long alpenstocks to protect themselves from slipping over khuds. The lady was covered w T ith water- proofs, so were the gentlemen. The four dandy servants wore a uniform of service- able cloth, with fantastic trimmings of orange and blue ; their legs and feet were naked, and every now and then one of them would stop and pick off a creature that was drawing blood. 1 Well,' said Mrs. Lister, 'we must get there somehow, you know, if we want to say good-bye. What can we do ?' 8 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMhXSTER 1 It wouldn't be so difficult to get down,' said Major Mortimer, eyeing- the distance between the bare boulders. ' A few flying leaps would be easy, but how you are to be carried up I can't see !' Then th^re was an animated dispute with the dandy wallahs, who, after letting their masters despair, calmly said they saw no difficulty. If only the mem sahib would sit still and trust herself to them, they'd carry her safely over worse ground than that before them. With a laugh, the mem sahib said she'd shut her eyes and hold on tight, and, bidding the men proceed, the two gentle- men prepared to follow. Then began a succession of jumps and jerks and leaps and climbing, the sturdy hillmen alighting here on a mere shelf, whence the mountain- side fell a shere precipice hundreds of feet, thence clambering over a ravine, and, with NAINI TAL a leap, bridging a frightful chasm ; now running lightly over the brow of a ridge ; now sliding down a bank perilously close to a deep descent through mid-air. Every few moments there was a change of carriers, the tired ones resting themselves by running ahead to make sure of the road. At the end of about half an hour the speed increased ; there was a last stampede, a last frantic jump at and clinging on to a big bush, then a rush round the chimneys of a house, a race down the mountain by the house's side, and then, with grunts of satisfaction, the dandy-men let the dandy slowly down from their shoulders, and the mem sahib's feet rested in the compound of the little bungalow where she would be. ' By Jove !' said the Doctor, coming up in time to help Mrs. Lister to get out of her wraps, ' that was a breather ! What monkeys these fellows are ! How they contrived to io THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIXSTER carry you and themselves too passes my comprehension. The Major's dead beat !' The Major's tall form came up as the Doctor spoke. He was flinging off his coat as if fainting with heat. 1 Surely the Scotts won't go down the way we've come ?' he asked. ' Scott can never stand that sort of thing !' 1 No, no,' Mrs. Lister replied ; ' we had no business to come this way. There's not at all a bad road from the other end, but it would have taken us so long to go round for it.' The three stood for a moment looking at the miserable iron-roofed bungalow before them — a wretched weather-stained place with a dilapidated veranda on three sides, the fourth side being close up against a bank covered with rank vegetation ; close in front were hospital doolies — something like long canvas-covered meat-safes on XAIXI TAL tressels instead of legs — round which a dozen or so coolies squatted waiting. The vegetation grew unchecked right up to the veranda ; there was no attempt at cultivation — all looked unkempt and un- wholesome. In the fine weather nothing appeared more tempting and picturesque than this little imitation chalet, with its verdant sur- roundings — a place to dream about, and to write about, and to sketch, but not to live in. Its present occupant, Captain Scott, had been ordered up to the sanatorium too late in the season to eet a ^ood house in a good situation, and had to be content with what there was to be had. The clubs and the hotels were too noisy for him in his state of health, and the quiet and beauty of this elevated place had seemed to him, when he arrived, at death's door from the heat and fatigue of the long journey from 12 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Allahabad, almost heavenly. But when day after day and night after night the rain fell like pellets on the iron roof, and the damp invaded the badly-built house, it was seen Naini Tal was not to be the safe place for him it was for most people ; and he had got rapidly worse. There was no organic disease, the doctors said ; only there was weakness, just as likely to be fatal — a neglected chill following a slight attack of fever — a mere nothing at the time, but a something now that threatened with such reality that the station doctor, and the regimental doctor, and a doctor or two of note who were visiting the station, were summoned to a consultation ; and the result was that, though the rainy season was at its height, though the Terai at the foot of the hills which must be traversed to reach India was just then full of malignant air, though Mrs. Scott was not yet strong, NAINI TAL and the baby barely a month old, a re- commendation to the invalid to proceed at once to Bombay on sick-leave, and thence to England, was given as his only chance of recovery. The invalid was too ill to think for him- self; his wife was too young and inex- perienced to think for him ; the doctors' verdict was to both arbitrary. Kind friends — mere acquaintances of yesterday, most of them ; but true friendship flourishes nowhere more luxuriantly than in India — came to their help ; everything had been made as smooth as possible for them, and now, on the morning of their start, three good souls had come to cheer and do what they could to start them comfortably. Mrs. Lister dropped her voice as she said to the Doctor, still busy with folding her wraps : 14 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIXSTER 1 Doesn't it seem cruel to send him off on such a day ? — the weather's just awful !' 1 They'll be out of this damp as soon as they get down to the Brewery,' he replied. ' He'll be better as soon as they reach the plains to-night. She'll suffer most.' 1 Ah ! that's what I think. She ought to stay here with that poor baby. Yet how could one part them, with him in that state ?' ' The baby will be dead before they reach Bombay/ said the Major ; ' its brain will be addled with the jolting, and it will be choked with dust.' ' Pooh !' said the Doctor, ' babies can stand anything — senseless little animals.' 1 Can they ? My sergeant's baby was choked on the way to Cawnpore last year, that's all I know,' answered the Major. 1 Well, don't let Mrs. Scott hear,' said NAIN1 TAL 15 the Doctor, leading the way to the veranda, whence they entered the principal room of the little chalet. There, on a long reclining cane chair, lay the poor fellow whose life hung on so frail a thread that a journey during the rains through the length of Hindustan was the only hope for his re- covery. Wan, worn, and fearfully attenu- ated, he looked as if a journey was the very last thing he was fit for. His voice was almost soundless as he replied to his visitors' cheery greetings, taking each kindly hand in his white, skeleton grasp. 1 This is good of you !' he said. ' We are in such a fix : ayah has bolted !' Mrs. Scott appeared from an inner room at the sound of the new voices. She was a willowy girl of eighteen, very graceful, but very delicate-looking, and her large, darkly-shaded blue eyes were full of anxiety and alarm. 1 6 THE SCOTTS OF WESTMINSTER ' Yes,' she said, as she shook hands with the new arrivals, ' ayah has run away, and I shall have to take care of baby.' The charge of a wild beast could hardly cause greater repugnance and fear than she expressed in her fair face and sweet voice. The Doctor kept her hand in his as he said soothingly : ' Better change your mind, and stay here till we find another ayah. Scott will be all right with his bearer.' ' Oh no, no !' she said, shrinking ner- vously. Her husband's bright eyes turned upon the Doctor. ' No, no,' he said ; ' she must go with me, of course. She can manage baby ; it will sleep all the way.' A feeble wail broke on their ears — that peculiar rasping wail of a very young baby — and the bearer came forward carrying a NAINI TAL bundle. Mrs. Lister flew to take it, and scolded the man for completely covering the little thing's face. 1 Mem sahib,' said he, ' the baba is as it was put into my arms ; it is not for me to undo what the mother does.' She laughed, and turned with it in her arms to the young mother. ' It must have breathing room, my dear,' she said. ' Now, Major, let me introduce you to Miss Scott.' 1 I'm no judge of babies,' he said, giving a look at the tiny writhing creature. ' Am I expected to say it is very like its father and its mother ?' ' God forbid !' Captain Scott said. 1 I never saw such a young kid before, so I suppose it's all right ; but there's very little of it — isn't there ?' ' Did urn wasn't ?' said Mrs. Lister ; 1 that's the proper thing to say to babies. VOL. I. 2 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Precious goods are in small parcels. Cap- tain Scott, you are not worthy of such a jewel. She'll grow up a beauty, I know, or she can't be the child of her parents.' ' Let me see,' the Doctor exclaimed, bending over the restless little creature, 1 she's hardly a month old. Early days yet — eh ? Oh, but she'll do, with care.' He said this to the girl-mother, who was regarding her first-born from a little dis- tance with anything but devotion on her smileless face. ' Oh yes,' kindly Mrs. Lister echoed, • they want a great deal of care at this age. Isn't it possible to make ayah appear — bribery or threatening ?' But she was told the bazaar had been searched for her in vain. She had at first seemed quite willing to go as far as Bom- bay ; but it was supposed her friends had frightened her about the perils of the tiger NAJN1 TAL 19 and fever-haunted Terai — at all events, she was not forthcoming, and it was im- possible to find a substitute at that late hour. 1 And so bearer and I must do what we can,' Mrs. Scott said. ' Bearer can keep it quiet, but it must travel with me ; and it never will be good when I have it.' It hardly needed this assurance to con- vince the onlookers that the weak young mother's inexperienced handling was very different to that of the dexterous practised bearer's. Were there ever such patient, kindly nurses as these poor East Indians ? ' And what have you provided for its food ?' Mrs. Lister asked, as the gentle- men drew round the invalid, whose weak voice was heard w r ith difficulty because of the rattling rain overhead. 1 So much poison !' she cried, waving aside the bottleful of thin gray liquid 20 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER brought forward in answer to her question. 'Nasty buffalo's stuff! Oh dear! this will never do ! Get some fresh cow's milk, bearer.' Bearer explained he had sent for cow's milk, and that had been brought instead. ' Why didn't you go yourself ?' 1 He couldn't be spared,' Mrs. Scott answered. ' Charley wants him every moment ; and he had to have baby while I dressed.' 1 What's up now ?' Captain Scott asked, catching the sound of his own name. • Look at this horrid stuff, Doctor !' Mrs. Lister cried, showing the unappe- tizing-looking liquid. ! I know who'll give us some — Mrs. Wood. Look here, Major Mortimer — do, there's a dear, good man ! run over to the Lieutenant-Governor's and see Mrs. Wood, and beg for some morning's NAINI TAL 21 milk. Think of your own child, if you had one, getting such trash as this to live on. She'll give you some, if she'd give it to no one else !' The handsome Major did not hesitate ; he put two empty soda-water bottles into his pockets, slipped into his waterproofs, and set off to go to the other side of the lake ; while the Doctor, pointing to the increasing daylight, urged the invalid to prepare for the journey. ' Come, bearer !' he cried ; ' come and bundle up your master.' The bearer placed the baby in her mother's arms and hurried off. Mrs. Scott held it as if it were a stiff, old- fashioned sofa- bolster, and even its slight weight seemed to overpower her. Mrs. Lister took it from her, cuddling it in her motherly embrace. 'You had better see all the things are 22 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER put in the doolies/ she said; ' I'll take care of baby till you are ready.' Then began the business of getting under way : missing coolies had to be hunted up ; unthought-of bills had to be settled at the last moment ; discharged servants thought the last moment con- venient for asking for chits ; and a box wallah hoped a few moments could be spared for the inspection of his wares. Luckily for the poor young couple, their friends were equal to the occasion. The Doctor shouted, scolded, threatened, per- suaded, and put his own shoulder to the burthen. Mrs. Lister collected the few necessaries for the journey, and herself saw them put where each traveller could find them. She harangued the bearer, and promised him a better place than he had ever had before if he took care of his charges and kept by them till they were NAINI TAL 23 safe on board ship at Bombay. She re- presented to the coolies that their pay and bucksheesh depended on their speed and care ; she told them the eyes of every Kotwal in the district would follow their progress, and the vengeance of the big sahib would be prompt and weighty should they neglect their duty. When, after much tedious delay, Captain Scott was settled as comfortably as might be in his dooly, Major Mortimer ran up triumphant ; he had got not only fresh cow's milk for the baby, but a basket of fruit for the parents also, and some light bread and strong beef-tea. He brought a kind message, too, from the Lieutenant- Governor and his wife. The Major was steaming with heat and wet, but his face was bright with kindness ; he had already forgotten the fatigue of his rapid climb. With an aching heart Captain Scott 24 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER bent forward out of his dooly and bade God bless his kindly comrade ; his sunken, glittering eyes were too hot for tears. He was thinking how, in all probability, when these eood friends should return to the plains they would come upon his solitary grave ; and, indeed, their thoughts were as sad. 1 Good-bye, old fellow !' said the Major, who had acted as his best man scarcely a year ago. ' Send me a telegram from Bombay, and let me have a lock of Miss Scott's hair as soon as she sports some.' ' Good-bye, Scott !' the Doctor ex- claimed. ' Pitch into the quinine, and sleep as much as you can ; you'll soon be as right as a trivet !' Then minute instructions were repeated to the bearer who was to run by his master's dooly, and to the coolie who, NAINI TAL 25 carrying a basketful of provisions on his head, was to keep close to the sahib's side ; and then, with many a moan and many a grunt, the coolies raised the dooly-pole to their shoulders and stepped forward. Now it was the mem sahib's turn. 4 Don't let them take him far on in front of me !' she cried as she got into her dooly, and received her baby on her knee. Her friends reassured her as if she were a child, and tried to laugh at her fears, but failed to be merry. 1 Keep baby this side up !' cried the Major. 'And when she's tired give her a peg !' said the Doctor. Then each grasped her hand and bade her be brave. Her answer was, with a burst of tears : ' Good-bye ! good-bye ! I shall never — never forget you !' 26 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER At a sign from the Major her palanquin was lifted, and the weeping girl was carried onward and downward out of sight. They who remained then turned and looked at the deserted home, the dreari- ness of its damp-stained walls, the shabby pretension of its architecture, its rotting wooden ornamentation. Wisps of straw and paper lay about — untidy remains of the packing. The rain had stopped, and on the opposite bank the brightness and business of life was in full play, making the shadowed solitude and silence of the empty abode more dreary by comparison. Mrs. Lister shivered, and broke the mo- mentary thoughtful stillness of the little group by saying : 1 'Tis wonderful how much human hearts can bear without breaking ; that girl will be a widow and childless before she gets to Bombay.' NAINI TAL 27 1 It's hard lines on her,' Dr. Smith said without contradicting the awful opinion ; ■ he'd no business to marry such a poor helpless thing.' 1 He was as well as you or I when he married !' Major Mortimer cried — ' he need never have broken down like this — and she was the sweetest girl.' 'Just out from school, I understood,' said the Doctor, ' where she probably learned everything but what was likely to be profitable to her as a wife and mother.' 1 She ought to have married a rich civilian, such as her father/ said Mrs. Lister. ' What was he about to let her marry so soon ?' 'Ah, that's it,' the Major replied; 'the fact is, her father wanted to get married too, and the lady didn't like the idea of beginning with a grown-up daughter.' 28 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER 1 Then I've heard Scott has private means ?' Mrs. Lister rejoined. 1 Something,' the Major answered ; ' be- sides, he got kudos for the way he managed that affair in the hills. He's very young to be a Staff-Corps Captain. You'll see, headquarters will push him on ; he's by no means a soldier of fortune.' 1 That is,' the Doctor said slowly, l if he lives !' 1 Ah, poor Scott ! he's a good fellow all round,' said the Major sadly, ' and now look at him ; why, only three months ago, not a fellow but would have changed places with him gladly. I'm sure he's got a most devoted wife, experienced or not.' ' That he has, but, were I a man, I should prefer a wife who gave me good beef-tea instead of tears. That poor girl has no more notion of being a helpmeet than she has of her duties as a mother. NAIXI TAL I admit she's sweet, and charming, and very, very pretty, but, unless a miracle happens, her ignorance will kill that baby. The two gentlemen thought of the beautiful face, the sweet tones full of gratitude and sorrow still vibrating on their ears. The Doctor spoke first. ' Oh, all that's wanted '11 come in time,' he said ; ' she's a mere slip of a girl yet, but she's made of the right stuff — "tender and true," as the song says.' 1 And what can she know about sick- ness and nursery work ?' the Major con- tinued. ' You should have known her at Allahabad to have seen her at her best.' ' But you must not misunderstand me !' Mrs. Lister explained. ; I love and ad- mire her immensely as a girl, but I say she has undertaken duties she can't perform. She is not to be blamed alto- gether — rather blame the bringing up of o THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIXSTER the day. Don't I remember what I was at eighteen ? Of course I do, and I don't suppose I was worse than other girls. I was horridly useless ; I fainted at the sight of blood, couldn't look at raw meat ; as for mixing a poultice or tying up a wound, I couldn't have done it. I had nothing to do with practical common life, self-con- trol and self- forgetfulness, usefulness and thought for others. I understood German better than those old-fashioned things. All girls are alike ; so are boys, for that matter. Neither men nor women know their own minds or are worth anything till they are five-and-twenty. Oh, you needn't look disgusted ; it's quite true !' Mrs. Lister settled herself comfortably in her dandy as she spoke, and for awhile further conversation was impossible, as the upward mountain climb was resumed, the NAINI TAL 31 party meaning to return by an easier road, to reach which they must first go higher up the hillside, and all their breath and attention were needed to surmount the difficulties of the way. When by-and-by a halt was necessary, Major Mortimer resumed the subject just where it had dropped — it had evidently rankled in his mind. * Do you mean to say,' he asked, ' a woman doesn't know her own mind till she is five-and-twenty ? Is it fair to ask how long you've been married ?' Mrs. Lister laughed — she had barely reached that age yet. 1 Yes, you may ask !' she cried ; ' I married long before I knew how to take care of myself, therefore I couldn't be expected to know anything about taking care of others. And many a bitter hour and foolish mistake have been the result. 32 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER I think I'm beginning to see clearer now, though.' 4 But we must all go through an appren- ticeship ; no one springs into being armed cap-a-pie? said the Doctor. She replied : ' I grant it ; but surely we should get over the apprenticeship before we under- take the business ; we ought to be taught to use the armour before we go to the fight. When I left school " finished " — that is the sarcastic word — I knew all about the Huns, but nothing about the economy of daily domestic life.' 1 But all that comes naturally later on,' said the Doctor ; ' there are special classes for such subjects, too — children couldn't go in for them.' * No one can take in any subject all at once,' she argued ; ' but surely they might be learnt side by side with the Huns ? NAINI TAL 33 Knowledge is power, I freely admit, and one ought to know as much as possible of history and all the ologies, but not to the exclusion of common daily matters demand- ing our daily and hourly management. Elder girls in large families are the best off — they have practical demonstration of family needs ; but how many girls there are who, like poor Mrs. Scott, have never handled a baby till they have one of their own. I know I nearly died of fright over my first child : I tried to wash her, and let her roll off my knee down into the bath. She wasn't much hurt, but I nearly died of fright !' 1 This is awful !' said the Doctor. i I shall remain unmarried till one of your daughters is grown up.' Again they moved onward— stumbling, climbing, leaping — but presently they reached the ridge, and turned to the left vol. I. 3 34 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER on comparatively good even ground along an avenue of superb trees growing so thick that the view beyond was indistinguish- able. The gentlemen closed up on either side the dandy, and the Doctor went on with the argument. 1 Well, but/ he said, ' there is some truth in what you say ; I often wonder how first babies ever live out here, where there are no mothers or married sisters to give advice to the inexperienced ; still, there are girls to whom practical common- sense is natural. ' Of course there are,' she said ; ' and there are helpful husbands who never snub or sneer. I was a lucky girl. My husband was so good ; he was always ready to listen and suggest, and never seemed to see my mistakes. Mind you two, when you are married, don't refuse to share the worries of your wives. Remember ' NAIXI TAL ' Look there !' the Major exclaimed, glad to interrupt a speech which was becoming personal. Mrs. Lister called to her men to let her out of her dandy, and the three friends stood in silent contemplation of the view before them. They had reached the end of the great lines of trees that had kept them so lono: in shade, and now stood on the topmost ridge, whence, on the one hand, the eye fell through green glades of de- scending forests to the lake, now gleaming silver bright, and, on the other, over grada- tions of mountain plateaus, peaks, and ridges, interspersed with wooded valleys and dense groves of trees. The sun had risen, calling into life a million beauties of light, scent, and sound. Off from the deep-blue sky light fleecy clouds were rolling in the direction of the giant snow-peaks which glistened in mid- 1 — 2 36 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER heaven, some tipped with softest rose- colour, some standing aloft like needles of whitest spar. Every bush and tree was hung with raindrops like glistening votive lamps, every flower was jewelled with them ; no valley of diamonds had ever shone with such pure lustre. But it was the main valley which leads from the endless branches of the mighty chain of mountains to the vast plains of Hindustan which spellbound the observers, the thick mist which filled its hollows and smoothed its inequalities of ground hiding its verdant terraces, its wooded glens and ravines. Its leaping cascades and bowery glades had now caught the morning flood of sunshine, and were by it converted into the semblance of a radiant opal-tinted, foam-wreathed sea; while from out this fairy ocean rose the lesser mountain-tops like enchanted islands, their verdant depth of colouring present- NAINI TAL 37 ing a vivid contrast to the pale, mysterious depths from which they sprung. Every familiar landmark was so completely glorified, altered, or effaced, that for long each onlooker gazed as if doubting the reality of the sight. It was, indeed, a paradise of wild loveliness of air, sky, woods, grassy heights, deep khuds, dainties of sound, sight, and smell pro- fusely strewn around ; while rocks and stones, and dead as well as living branches, were covered with a treasury of ephemeral vegetation, all created in full beautiful per- fection by the hand that has no master. Mrs. Lister was the first to break the charmed silence ; she was half oppressed by the immensity and loneliness before her. 1 Isn't it glorious !' she sighed. ' But it must be breakfast-time !' ' Look on this picture and on that !' and, 38 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER as he spoke, Dr. Smith pointed with one hand to the glowing landscape, with the other to the jampanees, who were busy- relieving their legs of the leeches which swarmed in the sodden underwood. ' And do look at that procession of hairy worms ! How poor Mrs. Scott used to shudder at all these crawling creatures ! These beasts really bite if one doesn't take care.' He pointed to a moving chain of hairy caterpillars crossing the road before them in single file. There were at least hundreds, but so close one to the other as to resemble an uninterrupted undulating unity. ' After all, though, she'll find the flies greater nuisances than these crawlers.' Then up from the mall far down below came the faint sound of a military band. Some military high day had begun, and the Major hurried the loitering servants. NAIXI TAL 39 One more look was given to the clouds, then they started downward to every-day life, and 'those poor Scotts' gradually faded away from their friends' conversation, as did the jewelled mist from the valleys. CHAPTER II. DOWNWARD AND ONWARD. As the travellers were carried downward, passing the ridge and rapidly descending by the winding road, they were stopped for a moment at the barracks by a group of officers waiting there to say good-bye — a thoughtless, cheery lot of men, most of them, yet all sorely concerned for the time. ' God bless you, old fellow !' said one after the other as the invalid's almost transparent hand was grasped in farewell greeting, and Captain Scott's heart was DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 41 wrung afresh by this unlooked-for kindly sympathy. 1 They know I am doomed,' he said to himself, and then, as a turn in the ever- turning road showed him that same ex- quisite scene which was at the same moment enchanting the eyes of his friends on the hill-top, it seemed to him death would have no terror for him. All he needed was rest, and with this tranquil picture before him he almost longed, as the poet-king had longed, ' to flee away and be at rest for ever.' The swinging movement of the dooly, the freer air after the long confinement to the house, and the knowledge that he was actually on his journey, had a quieting influence on him ; and at last he yielded to it, and slept a calmer sleep than he had had for long. But there was no sleep for the occupant of the other dooly, though, 42 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER just at first, she, too, was comforted and refreshed by the views and the sense that they were really off on that journey which was to end ' at home.' The puny baby w T as asleep for the first half-hour, but, light as was her weight, it was more than the ^irl-mother's arms could support. Her lack of experience was not made good by an intuitive per- ception ; as the child had been placed on her arms, so she continued to hold it, fearing to move lest, the right attitude once lost, all would go wrong. Her weak body was in a constrained position, and soon ached for a change, but, like a martyr in a higher cause, she suffered bravely and intentionally, content so long as the rasp- ing voice remained silent. That was not for long ; at length the eyes opened, and with the eyes the mouth also, though not yet with sound, but with a vain search for food. Mrs. Scott did not comprehend this pantomime. She had not studied baby signs and ways, and raising the little creature, she danced it up and down with a dim idea that that exercise was a panacea for all baby troubles, especially if accom- panied by a song about ' Dance-a-baby diddy,' of which she now bitterly regretted she remembered but that one line. The effect was unhappily the opposite of the intention. The hungry child bore it a little time, but presently began to whimper, and, as the case became hopeless, changed the whimper to as loud a cry as her tender lungs permitted. Her mother began to cry too, and bent her face upon the little puckered, angry lips in idle hope of so comforting and calming her. Alas ! that was the worst thing possible ; the soft warm cheek was eagerly seized in the hot, tiny mouth, to be instantly rejected with a 44 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER storm of passionate disappointment, that in utter despair the poor mother had to own her inability to quiet her, and to send for the bearer's help. He, of course, had heard every sound — that was un- avoidable in those noiseless wilds — but had forborne to interfere till he was summoned. The mem sahib had the baba, he argued — who more proper to soothe her than her own mother ? but he knew what that loudest outcry meant before he took the child, and there was peace and satisfaction directly he had ministered to the little creature. The necessary halt had awakened Cap- tain Scott, and he had looked out and ex- changed a few words with his wife, and had his pillows rearranged ; then baby had been given back to her mother, and soon after recommencing the journey both father and child were asleep again. DOWNWARD AND OX WARD 45 For the next two or three hours they continued to descend the grassy, silent pathways, from which the mist had long vanished, giving place to a rapidly increas- ing heat wherein the wayside flowers drooped and paled, and the gorgeous butterflies and turquoise-tailed rocket birds, the white-frilled lungoors, and the never-silent crickets were the only living creatures visible. Mrs. Scott grew languid, then faint ; but, fearful of arousing the sleeping child, she would not lie back, nor ask for any refreshment, though, as the road got lower and lower and the air necessarily drooped, she was sadly in need of some. She had had no thought for her own wants. A coolie had been ordered to attend close to her husband's dooly, and he carried ample refreshments for all ; but, notwithstanding the strict injunctions given him, he had merely waited till he was sure 46 THE SCOTTS OF BESTM1NSTER his master was unable to keep a sharp watch on him, and then he had followed his own sweet will. First he stopped by a running stream to fill himself with water ; after that he was naturally unable to con- tinue a rapid trot. A smoke was the next desirable thing, and while so indulging himself he came upon a heap of tattoo drivers, with whom it was unavoidable to discuss the affairs of his sahib, and a good many compliments and ' Ram, Rams.' He had hardly got rid of them before he descried on the opposite side of the narrow pass a drove of sheep with bags of salt slung over their backs, and, of course, he must squat down and watch their movements. A distant shout from the bearer, who had suddenly bethought himself of the laggard, roused him into speed until he came into view of the little procession moving down the zigzag road within easy reach, when DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 47 he again slackened his steps and was soon again far behind. But very soon the echoing hills rang with the cry for ' Peer Bux O ! Peer Bux gee !' and then the laggard felt he had best think of others instead of himself; and with the nimble swiftness of a monkey he darted towards the Rest-house, which was in sight far down at the foot of the mountain road, and where the travellers were to halt for their noonday rest. They had done well in getting thus far by noon, for the little bungalow was hall- way between Naini Tal and the base of the Himalaya. The coolies quickly relieved themselves of their loads, and ran down to the stream to wash, cook, and drink, in its clear, rock-strewn depths ; while Captain and Mrs. Scott, in the welcome shade of the inner room of the verandaed house, bore as patiently as they 48 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER might the want of food and the moaning of the again restless baby. Just when human nature seemed incapable of bearing more, the coolie arived, flying up as if he had never loitered ; but even the invalid was roused sufficiently to assist the bearer in energetic rebuke couched in unmis- takable language. But the prolonged waiting had the usual effect : Captain Scott fancied something which had not been provided, and tried to eat this and that petulantly and ungratefully ; while his wife, wearily pacing to and fro with her burden of unrest, sickened at the si^ht of food, though she felt almost dying for want of it. When his master had managed to follow his faithful servant's entreaties to eat and drink, the bearer ventured to suggest that the mem sahib should take some- thing. Captain Scott turned instantly DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 49 and, with a sting of remorse, noticed her white drawn face. 'Janie dear,' he said, 'give that cross- patch to bearer, and come to luncheon.' ' But he must be tired and hungry too,' she said in French. ' Do you think baby might lie on the table ?' ' Can't you stuff a bottle in its mouth ? I've always seen babies lying about with bottles in their mouths. Bearer, where's the bottle ?' The father's advice was followed ; and, leaving the little family in comparative comfort, bearer went off to his own meal. Left to themselves, and Janie greatly revived by the wine and food her husband had made her take, they talked hopefully of the journey before them. Once through the Terai, they told each other, all would be straight-sailing ; by early morning they would be at Moradabad, then they could get vol. 1. 4 50 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER stores for the long railway journey — there they would get fruit and ice and soda-water, and an ayah if baby required one ; there all their troubles would end. And in the momentary comfort the invalid forgot his former doubt and dread. Bearer presently ran in excitedly to beg his mistress to come outside to see a strange sight. ' There, mem sahib !' he said, as she followed him to the veranda. And Mrs. Scott, looking across the broken uncultivated hillside, saw, some three hundred yards away across the valley, a splendid full-grown tiger, his ears cocked, his feet delicately and deliberately lifted and dropped as a cat following her prey, his tail switching from side to side, his superb skin shining in the sunlight ; while just ahead of him stalked a large peacock, his many-eyed tail outspread, his gracefully DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 51 crested head erect as he swept onward, act- ing marshal to his majesty the tiger. A royal pair ! Each a perfect specimen, full of graceful strength. ' Mem sahib,' the bearer whispered in abject terror as he watched, ' make no sound. Very wicked animal that ! The bird is showing him his dinner ; but if he sees us he may come back and eat us instead.' An instant later and another animal came into view. Just after the tiger had passed a huge boulder, a large brown bear came from behind it, and pausing for an instant to give the fiercer beast room, he joined the stately march, keeping well in the rear, and evidently caricaturing the measured movements ; now and then he seemed overcome with the absurdity of the situation, and raised his bulky paw as if meditating a pat on the tiger's flanks, but always refraining his intended stroke 4—2 UNIVERSITY OF • 31s LIBRAE 52 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER in time. Once, as if conscious of the mockery going on behind him, the tiger turned and faced him. The bear stood still and mildly bore the interrogative stare as if unconscious of any cause of offence ; but no sooner had the tiger resumed his march than the bear was full of mischief and mockery again. Bearer sighed as the wild creatures passed safely out of sight ; and the coolies, who had hidden the while, came out again, thankful all immediate danger was over. When Mrs. Scott went in, she found the bungalow keeper was entertaining Cap- tain Scott with anecdotes of the quantity and fierceness of the tigers thereabouts ; only last year, he declared, a lady had been carried off from that very compound. She was quietly seated reading, when the beast attacked and killed her, and dragged her some way off. DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 53 ' But surely she must have screamed ?' the Captain asked. ' Didn't anyone hear her ?' c Oh yes, she screamed,' was the reply. ' I heard her screams — they were very loud — but we all knew it was a tiger. Of course we hid ourselves.' The baby meantime had taken what poor nourishment she could get out of the milk which had already lost its sweetness, and was again murmuring at its hard fate. 1 Do try and stop that poor little thing !' its father said ; ' bearer must make haste and let us start. I never knew such a temper for such a young thing.' She took it up the best way she could, but even her inexperienced husband saw that was not the right way. ' This side up with care,' he said, and 54 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER while he laughed she detected a ring of sarcasm in his tone. The child resented the unskilful touch, and cried louder. 1 It wants some more milk, perhaps,' she said, and told bearer to bring what re- mained of that they had brought with them ; but the child would have none of it, and no wonder — it had been carelessly left in the hot sun, and had become perfectly sour. ' Poor little lass !' the father exclaimed ; 1 surely anybody might have foreseen that. What's to be done now — can she eat chupatties ?' He spoke laughingly, but the case was serious, as they all knew. The goats of the bungalow were out at pasture ; they might meet them on their way, but a present supply of fresh milk was impos- sible. Mrs. Scott walked quickly up and down, DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 55 vainly trying to stop the noise, which had become more than the invalid could bear, but there was no chance of quiet ; the little creature wanted food, and food she would have. Her cries never ceased. At last her mother, who was as hot and miser- able as her baby, asked humbly : 1 Do you think it is cutting its teeth ? You know, Mrs. Lister's baby suffered dreadfully over its teeth.' 1 I don't think she's old enough for teeth,' said the father ; ' but, of course, I don't know ;' and husband and wife looked at each other in sad perplexity. 'If it be a tooth,' and now Mrs. Scott spoke with authority, • it will have to be lanced ; the last time I lunched at the Listers' their baby had one lanced ; they said it was better directly. Do you think you dare lance it ?' ' Let's have a look,' he said. 56 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER So Janie held the roaring baby down to the reclining father's level, and he anxiously felt the tiny gums. '• There's a hard place here,' he said, keeping his finger on the back of the lower jaw, 'but they don't cut double-teeth first, do they ?' 1 Children differ, I believe,' she said ; 'ask bearer.' No smile had crossed the man's face as he watched the little scene, though he was storing it in his memory to enliven his next curry feast. When he was appealed to, he simply said it was impossible for the missy baba to be getting a tooth yet, and he had never known a back double-tooth come first ; so the idea of lancing the gum was abandoned. A sop was at last thought of, and on that meagre fare the little infant ceased to scream ; she was so exhausted, in fact, that a very little comfort DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 57 went a long way, and, to the unspeakable relief of her parents, she fell into a heavy slumber. ' It was so clever of you, Charley, to think of the sop,' his wife said, as the heavy eyes closed at last ; ' but when she wakes what are we to do ?' 1 Take a crust of bread with you, and let her suck it.' At this the bearer interposed : ( No, no, sahib,' he said, ' that would choke her dead. Please God, we'll meet the goats.' With this hope they started off again, between two and three o'clock, and when the invalid was settled in the dooly, he found himself unable to think or to speak any more ; the spurt of energy had been but for the hour, and as he was carried along he was again the prey of despair and suffering. 58 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Once more his wife sat in her uneasy attitude with the slumbering child on her aching arms ; a heavy sob occasionally shook the frail little body, but she was quiet, and that was what her mother most desired. They were passing through some of the loveliest scenes in nature, but she had no heart to rejoice, no eyes to take in the loveliness ; to her it was all inexpressibly lonely and desolate, and the vastness oppressed and overwhelmed her imaginative mind. She could not think of the beauty of the present, but only of the immensity and vagueness of the past and future of these great solitudes. The great bushes of silvery pampas - grass bordering the grassy glades were instinct with grace and life, but to her they waved with a flutter suggestive of a cemetery. Every now and again they were carried along upward over a rocky ledge in the DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 59 sheer mountain-side, where avalanches of stones had once descended and still strewed the face of the mountain ; then the way would seem to end in an acute angle, forming a natural grotto lined with velvet moss, and overgrown with ferns of rarest beauty. The sound of falling water filled the air, every streamlet running swiftly to the bed of the valley, where the parent stream, roaring and chafing amongst boulders of all shapes and sizes, ceaselessly dashed onwards to reach the mighty rivers of the plains. A turn in the seeming cul de sac would bring them swiftly down through the heart of a pine forest ; the big white stems were like rigid pillars of fate to poor Mrs. Scott, who longed to exchange their solemn sameness and dimness for the brightness of the open ground, with the troops of monkeys darting here and there — grotesque 60 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER caricatures of old white-bearded men — now swinging themselves overhead from branch to branch, now halting to show their teeth, and jabber at the travellers ; the noble Chikor and peacock-plumed moonal, the red-legged partridge and his little gray cousin, for they were all creatures of the present : the dread shadowy woods were all too awful for her. Then they would come out to some deep gorge, where the mountain walls rose on either side, immense heights, over- poweringly grand, till surmounting one of them by a ladder-like path, scarce wide enough for the dooly, the sight could range from height to height in endless chains of hills canopied by a cloudless sky of purest, deepest blue. With patient, miserable gaze, Mrs. Scott noted all and enjoyed none of these things ; once she slept for a few DOWNWARD A. YD ONWARD 61 minutes, but awoke in terror from a horrible dream of falling into space, to find she had let the baby slip from her almost palsied arms, and it was lying at her feet. She picked it up in an agony of remorse, and as she earnestly looked on its waxen features, some faint tenderness for its helplessness stirred her heart. The sen- sation pleased her. Hitherto she had re- garded the child with fear and repulsion ; so long as her ayah had charge of it she had thought of it as an object of future regard only, bearable so long as she had no trouble with it ; but when the sole charge of it was forced upon her she had — unconsciously, it is true — rebelled against the burthen as greater than she could endure. To some, Nature's maternal love comes in its animal form, as mere instinct ; but to others, the nobler natures, the instinct 62 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER becomes a godlike attribute, unselfish, all-enduring, uncomplaining. The noble qualities Mrs. Scott really possessed were yet dormant ; she was naturally amiable and gentle, therefore it cost her little to be sweet and charming when all went well with her. She expected support and guidance from her father, and when she was disappointed in him, she looked for them from her husband ; but it never entered her head to suppose she owed them just as much help and comfort as they owed her. In considering the probability of her hus- band's death, she had vaguely told herself her life would end with his ; that she must look for consolation in his child had never for an instant occurred to her. One great safeguard and pledge of future good she possessed : absolute faith and trust in God — the boundless, unquestioning faith of a DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 63 little child. It was a hidden-away, shy trust unsuspected by those who knew her most intimately, but not the less real and strong, though, like all else in her character, it was imperfect, because she knew not how to turn it to the best account. When she was first out from England and was the pride of the station, flattered and made much of, this deep inner consciousness kept her from being utterly carried away by vanity and egotism, and led her to choose a husband for what he was instead of what he had. Yet when her husband's health broke down, she was incapable of assisting him, just as now, while she pitied and cried over her hapless infant, she was in- capable of helping her, all the time crying to God in perfect trust, yet unconscious that God did not mean her to be a mere machine. Poor little baby ! too young to shed 64 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER tears, yet enduring untold sorrow and suffering ; as the little mouth opened and moved restlessly in search of food her mother wondered what was amiss, and danced her up and down till even she dis- covered something more than diversion was necessary, and in her imperfect Hindu- stanee she tried to make the coolies under- stand she wanted the bearer. But at that moment bearer had come upon the Rest- house goats — had gone joyfully off for a supply of milk — and before lie returned the baby's paroxysm was over ; her head had dropped heavily on her mother's arm, and Mrs. Scott was rejoicing in the calm. Fortunately the man came up without having to be fetched, bearing a little lota full of frothed goat's milk. He uttered an exclamation of alarm as he looked at the child, and quickly dropped a drop of DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 65 milk on the pinched blue lips ; it fell off unheeded. Then he took her in his arms, and, seating himself on the ground, forced the little mouth open, and dropped a tiny drop of milk within ; but there was no sign of eager hunger now : set and motionless the little creature remained, her eyes partly open, but no visible sign of life. In haste he put her back on his mistress's knee, and, bidding the dooly men come on quickly, he ran to stop his master. Roused out of sleep, Captain Scott heard the news with fretful com- plaint. ' What did he know about babies ?' he asked. Fortunately some faint perception of what was fit had come to Mrs. Scott. As she was carried on she raised the baby's head, and after repeatedly drop- ping milk into the heedless mouth, she vol. 1. 5 66 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIKSTER found animation gradually returning. The little thing at last swallowed some, and presently eagerly and ravenously con- tinued to receive it — opening her eyes, too, and fixing them on her mother. Who so proud as that mother when, her dooly being placed alongside her husband's, she was able to show the proof of her ability ? But even he, all inex- perienced as he was, was frightened when he saw the baby, improved though her mother boasted her to be. 4 Let us get on as quick as we can,' he said ; ' there may by chance be a doctor at Rajket — at any rate, we shall find one at Moradabad. We shall be there by morning ; but I doubt if she'll last till then.' ' Oh, she's all right now ; she was only hungry. She'll be all right with this nice milk — won't she, bearer ?' DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 67 The man said something to his master in a low tone. ' He says you must not give her so much of that,' Captain Scott repeated. ' Little infants like that can't take much at a time, and very weak only. You must mix that with water.' 'Oh, I'm sure that's nonsense!' she answered ; 'good milk must be better than milk-and-water. These people have queer ideas, you know.' So if the little one had nearly died of want, she was now likely to die of repletion. Mrs. Scott continued to feed her every time she seemed about to cry, and long before they reached Rajket, where they were to rest for some hours, she was seriously ill. The night came on — the lovely summer night, per- fumed with the roses and jasmine which bordered the wayside ; but all too soon 5— 2 68 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER the roses and jasmine, over which the fire-flies flickered like winged diamonds, were left behind. Instead of grassy glade came ankle-deep sandy tracks ; by-and-by wayfarers were met in greater and greater numbers ; pariah dogs made themselves heard ; mud-huts grew out of the under- wood and sand-heaps ; and once more the doolies became stationary under a rest- house veranda — the rest-house of Rajket. Then came the usual question of the traveller, 'What can the bungalow man give for dinner ?' and the usual answer, ' Any- thing and everything,' and the usual coming down to nothing but 'spatchcock and chu- patties ;' but, even could a banquet be provided at that wretched bungalow, the plague of flies must prevent its enjoy- ment. To be sure, there was the punkah to keep them at bay ; but where were the punkah-coolies ? The hot season was not DO WNWARD AND ONWARD 69 reckoned to have begun yet at Rajket, so no punkah-coolies were available, conse- quently the flies were not to be avoided, and their importunity quickly reduced Captain Scott to a state of irritable prostration. They swarmed thickly on everything, walked into one's eyes, clus- tered on the baby's mouth, perched in black rosettes on her bald head, and, in anger at being dislodged for the moment, assailed her mother and father in in- creased numbers. Bearer was busy paying coolies and collecting fresh ones for the next start ; at each stopping-place all the first worry and confusion of preparation comes over again, and on the bearer's shoulders alone rested the whole weight and responsibility. Captain Scott revived a little after a glass of quinine and sherry, and called peevishly to his wife : jo THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER 1 Can't you put that brat down some- where ? you seem very fond of it all at once. I shall go mad if these brutes of flies go on tormenting me ! Can't you get a fellow to pull the punkah ? Can't you get someone to make a bed for me ? I am so hot, and so tired. Confound that ayah for running away !' Janie spoke impatiently too : 1 If I put her down those beasts of flies will eat her up, I verily believe,' she said. ' If I could only make myself understood, I'd get a punkah-coolie.' Tears of fatigue were running down her face; but she kept behind her husband, and, putting baby on one arm, she waved her handkerchief with the other over his head. He noticed the temper in her voice, but knew nothing of her tears, nor thought of her weakness and fatigue, as he ex- claimed : DOWNWARD AND OX WARD 71 'It's no use flying in a rage; you've not much to try you ! You are not on your last legs, unable to help yourself. Of course, that child is a bother to you just now — so am I, I dare say; but you'll soon be rid of us both.' 1 Oh, Charley !' she cried, falling on her knees beside him, and showing her white wet face, ' don't talk like that. I know I'm stupid and useless, but I am so sick and tired. I would rather die instead of you, if I could. What do you think I can do if you die and leave me ?' A passionate burst of agonized tears stopped her, while he, who had repented of the ungenerous words as soon as uttered, tried vainly to undo their effect. ' Oh. don't !' he cried, in his utter weak- ness becoming almost hysterical. ' I didn't mean it, my darling — my own little Janie !' He sank back fainting, and she sprang 72 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER up and screamed for bearer. Alas ! what had she done ? She became penitent and quiet in a moment, blaming herself bitterly for her want of self-control. She managed to bribe a man to pull the punkah-rope ; and as the dusty old fringe was set in motion, keeping the flies away by its influence, and her husband smiled up at her with a mute petition in his eyes for her forgiveness, she could smile back again and feel comforted. When Captain Scott had gone to sleep, and bearer went off for his food and rest, when even baby lay quietly sleeping, Mrs. Scott might have tried to refresh herself with a doze, but her foolish fears prevented her. The big high unceilinged room was to her full of enemies. She sat bolt upright in the middle of the paved floor, her legs tucked under her, prepared to pass the time until the start as patiently DO WNIVARD AND ONWARD 73 as might be, battling with her desire to sleep for fear of the musk-rats, the house- rats, the mice, the lizards, and the bats that swarmed in the dilapidated old house. The shrill cry of the blind musk-rat, groping round and round, the squeak of the more daring mice scampering every- where, the whir of the bats' leathern wings, alternately alarmed her. Night was made hideous to her by outside as well as inside sounds ; she could hear the hyena's weird howling, laughing cry, the jackal's hateful, fitful wail, the fox's short cross yap, the wild-cat's hissing growl, the flying fox's loud squeal, and the owl's monotonous moan, with, strangest sound of all to her, the extraordinary whir of the ice-bird as of a stone rebounding over ice. Foolish girl ! she sat nursing her dread instead of trying to forget it, and when, 74 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER now and then, the punkah-coolie fell asleep and the flies returned to the attack, she could not summon up enough resolution to call to him to go on. Her thoughts were very painful : the faint stirrings of maternal love were still present, and with them a very faint sense of her shortcomings as a helpmeet were stirring also ; her husband's piercing words rang in her ears. Was he on his last legs ? Was his child going to die too ? Was it not a horrible dream she was dreaming ? Could this hour of gloom and horror be real ? Her husband's fitful breathing, the child's occasional low moaning, answered the question. Poor young wife, educated to fill an ideal exist- ence, kept ignorant of life's real aim and duties ! Captain Scott awoke unrefreshed. His strength was overtasked ; he had no power to remember anything, and when he DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 75 was placed in the dooly and his wife kissed him and whispered tender words, thus trying to express her sorrow for having hurt him, he was too weak to notice her, and she crept away and settled herself in her place with the child, feeling lonelier and more dejected than ever. During her momentary absence bearer had held the baby close to the light, and as he shook his head in mute dismay at its appearance, one of the coolies asked him if it were dead. ' Dead — nay !' was the answer, ' but surely dying.' As he gave her to his mistress he begged her to keep her warm. 'Warm!' Mrs. Scott said; 'that's easy down here. She's better, isn't she ?' When they had started, and she felt the coolness of the night air, she remembered the warning, and as she drew the quiet 76 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER little figure close a sweet sense of comfort came to her. Was it possible she was going to love this weary burthen ? She tried to look at her when the torch-light occasionally flashed into the dooly, but the light was not strong enough to show her the darkening lines growing about her eyes and mouth. Nor was she alarmed by the laboured breathing, nor the tightly- clenched hands that refused to open in her warm grasp. For the first two hours the way lay through dense jungle. On either side all view was prevented by stunted trees and thick underwood. Here and there, as they passed some spot of evil reputation, the men became frightened, and raised their voices in shrill chorus to scare the evil spirit or the wild beast who might be hungering for man's flesh. Only a week ago a mad elephant had attacked the dak DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 77 in these wilds, had trampled one runner to death, and had pursued his companion for miles. This beast was still at large. Who could say how near he was ? Here, again, a mangy man-eating tiger had boldly entered a walled-in village, and leaping upon the chief man's tattoo, picketed in the very heart of the village, had lifted him bodily and carried him off. Shitan himself possessed the animals here ! They were bullet-proof ; it was useless to try to escape them. Never- theless, the poor fellows shouted their loudest, and quickened their pace, and when the deadly shelter of the Terai jungle was left behind, audibly thanked the Evil One who for once had taken their side against the wild janwars. Leaving the Terai, they came out on the sandy reach through which the Ganges spreads itself into numerous channels. 78 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER At this season every arm of the mighty river was full, and it was here the real dangers of the journey lay. The night was dark and cloudy, and out in the open the wind blew strongly. At every inter- secting stream there was long delay. If the water was fordable the coolies merely raised the doolies to their heads and walked through ; if it was too deep to ford, the doolies were placed on crazy native punts, and so forwarded. In either case, there was more noise than labour ; voices rose loud and shrill in ejaculation, interroga- tion, anger, or persuasion ; the torches flared and flickered, sending their stifling smoke over the travellers, half choking Captain Scott and making the baby gasp. When the main bed of the river was reached the excitement culminated. There a large ferry boat received both doolies, DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 79 and as they were placed side by side, hus- band and wife could speak to each other. Janie, who had been very frightened during these several watery passages, was re- lieved to be beside her husband again, and bent forward eagerly to greet him; but he seemed weaker than ever, complained of cold and heat, and talked incoherently of having still another river to cross all alone. She listened while her heart beat fast with alarm. The feeble voice was only audible now and then, because of the noisy gusts of wind, the creaking of the ferry chains, and the shouting of the servants. The child in her arms feebly kicking was as nothing to the seemingly dying father. She made herself speak hopefully of their nearness to the doctor at Moradabad, of the daylight close by ; but he paid no attention to her words, and the direst 80 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER forebodings oppressed her. A new cause for fear sprung up as soon as they found themselves on land a^ain. Once out of the shelter of the high banks, they became exposed to a hurricane, and the dooly was in momentary danger of being blown over. Mrs. Scott screamed, and when bearer reached her he was in just as great a terror. 1 Mem sahib,' he said, holding his turban on and hardly able to speak for want of breath, ' we must get shelter somewhere. Here is a regular dust-storm ; the sahib will be killed in it.' ( What does the sahib say ? she cried. 1 The sahib can say nothing. If the mem sahib will only give leave, there is a village near where we can shelter till the storm is over.' As he spoke, he had to hold on by the dooly to keep on his feet, and the heavy DOWNWARD AXD ONWARD Si wraps over Mrs. Scott were lifted by the furious searching wind. ' Oh, take us there quickly !' she cried in increasing fear. ' Anything to be out of this howling, scowling desert !' It was the darkest hour of the night — the hour before dawn — as the bearers, staggering before the blast, conveyed the doolies into the safe shelter of the di- lapidated mud walls that screened the heap of mud hovels which usually constitute an Indian village. The head man was at once aroused, and with many salaams he placed all he had at the disposal of the welcome visitors. As a rule, Indians are never profoundly asleep in their closed houses, and the doolies had only just been put down when they were surrounded by people of both sexes and all ages, accompanied by numerous pariah dogs. vol. i. 6 82 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Poor Mrs. Scott had been afraid of the storm, but she was now infinitely more afraid of the close proximity of these unkempt natives and unsavoury dogs. The drench- ing storm of rain that presently burst upon them drove most of the crowd to shelter, and the doolies had to be placed in a shed, shared with some cows, a tattoo, and a few goats and dogs. Here the faintness and smell quite overpowered the travellers. Mrs. Scott fainted, and her husband roused himself to insist on being carried out into the open air, rain or no rain. The cool, damp wind soon restored both, but Janie shivered with ague, and the bearer handed the baby to a woman in the crowd till the poor mother regained control over her trembling limbs. The villagers made their remarks loudly on their unexpected guests ; and though Mrs. Scott only understood a word here and there, she DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 83 heard enough to make her thoroughly miserable. As daylight came, the storm dispersed, and a brilliant sunrise threw a glamour over the dirt and untidiness of the sur- roundings. Baby had been attended to by her pitying new friends ; her parents had drank some new milk, and rewarded the givers ; and, as the dhoolies were raised, the simple kindly people showered blessings on their occupants. As her husband was removed from her side, Mrs. Scott said : ' We shall soon be all right, darling. You feel better, don't you ? The worst is over.' Yet, as she spoke, she was thinking of the villagers' remarks upon his death-like appearance. He looked at her earnestly. ' I don't think you are much better than 6—2 84 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER I am,' he answered. ' I have made up my mind to get an ayah at Moradabad. If you knock up, what shall I do ?' He spoke so tenderly that she felt com- forted and cheered, and, as the child was quiet and seemed inclined to sleep, the first hour of the renewed journey passed over well; but as the sun grew intensely hot, and the dust raised by the coolies' feet rose in clouds, invading the dooly and shutting- out all view, the little thing became rest- less, and its mother was again reduced to despair. She had tasted no food for hours, the attack of ague had greatly exhausted her, and now she became an easy prey to fever. She would not stop, for the delay during the storm had already prolonged their pro- gress dangerously, and she had not sense enough remaining to take some quinine. The lieht burthen of the child seemed DOWNWARD AND ONWARD 85 alternately feather-light and heavy as lead ; a terror possessed her lest she should let it fall or squeeze it too closely ; her very in- dividuality puzzled her — the baby was the only reality she had the power to grasp ; yet it was not a baby, but a terrible phan- tom overpowering her mind and body. The damp and heat of the storm, the worry at the dak bungalow at Rajket, her inexperience and terror, were all powerful aids to illness, and her weakened con- stitution could not fight against them. She kept a certain degree of conscious- ness till they reached Moradabad. Its great gates, vast market-place, and wide bazaars impressed her, and were mixed up in her thoughts with Walter Scott's novels ; while she was also observant of the mer- chants, shawled and turbaned, gravely sit- ting on their shop-boards surrounded by piles of gay-coloured cloths and jewellery, 86 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER the heaps of coloured bracelets and anklets, the nose and ear and toe rings, the savoury kawab stalls, the tempting pan, the sweets, and bright horse-trappings, the busy crowd in their gay turbans and flowing sarees ; then her overtaxed body overwhelmed her brain — all and everything became chaotic and blurred ; and when the little party stopped at last at the further side of the town, under the deep-shaded veranda of the dak bungalow, a senseless baby lay at the feet of an equally senseless mother. CHAPTER III. GOOD-BYE. The Doctor of the 130th Regiment, stationed at Moradabad, was breakfasting. He was finishing a big basin of dhulia — a compound of wheat and milk, answering to English furmity ; while dishes of eggs and bacon, curry and omelette, fish, Irish stew, with trifles, such as jam and fresh fruits to follow, were circled round him for future consideration. He had well earned his meal : hospital, married quarters, and private visits, had kept him at work since before sunrise, and now at ten o'clock, 88 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIXSTER after a bath and a glance at the Pioneer, he felt himself entitled to a long rest. Two or three other officers were still at table ; they had breakfasted, but loitered on the chance of hearing any gossip the doctor might have picked up in his rounds. 1 Those selfish married fellows !' the Doctor said, as he swallowed his dhulia ; 'they keep one button-holed in the hot sun to hear how their clever youngsters are getting on at home — as if all youngsters weren't alike : nuisances to every fellow but their father and mother !' ' You're ruining your appetite with that stickiness, Doctor !' the youngest sub ex- claimed. * Try the unde-poche ; you'll take a kinder view of your fellow-creatures then.' The Doctor finished the reviled mess with a grunt of satisfaction and a wink at the boy. GOOD-B 1 'E 89 ' Children who smoke and drink at a tender age such as yours,' he said, 'are no judges of what is fit. I want a hot- water plate, Khansamah !' He piled his plate with curry and rice, and continued talking. ' Married fellows are always flaunting their homes and their youngsters in one's face, as if one couldn't have a home and youngsters of one's own, if one chose.' 1 No, that's just it !' cried the sub ; ' you know the difficulty is for you to get the "one" to " choose " you. Confess, old fellow, you've asked every spin you ever came across, and can't get one of them all to take up her spoon with you ; they all know your pay doesn't suffice for your grub !' A lauorh went round, in which the Doctor joined. 1 " Needles and pins !" he sang, 9o THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER '"Needles and pins! When a man marries his trouble begins." No, no ; I never need to ask, my boy ; the difficulty is to keep the girls from asking me. It's so awkward for a fellow to have to say No.' ' There's the Major,' he continued, after tossing down a basinful of tea; ' his precious baby didn't sleep last night, so they think it's getting measles or small-pox — the brat's as lively as a flea.' ' Come now, Doctor ; it's a darling, you know it is. I heard you tell its mother so yesterday.' ' She's so pretty, how could I help it ? Well, I think the Barlow baby is a darling, but it is an exception, just the same as the Barlows are exceptions. If I could find another Mrs. Barlow, I really think I could persuade myself to run in double harness.' He helped himself to a fresh supply of GOOD-BYE 91 food, and was about to enj'07 it, when his servant interrupted him. ' wSahib/ he said, ' here is a man from the dak bungalow.' 1 Tell him to wait.' 'He says he can't wait; his master is dead.' ' Then I can't be of any use.' 1 And his mem sahib is dead.' 1 What does the fool mean ?' ' And the chota missy baba is dead.' 1 Then they'd best bury them all together.' 'Sahib,' the man continued very em- phatically, ' they are officer people from the hills — white officer people — and the bungalow wallah won't admit them.' All the officers sprang to their feet, and ran into the outer veranda, where the Scott's bearer, looking wayworn and weary, took up the story. 92 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER 'Will the Doctor sahib come quickly?' he said ; ' my master, Captain Scott sahib, was flying to Bombay — the Naini Tal doctors ordered him off to save his life. They feared he could not bear the journey, but it was his only chance. He did bear it pretty well till about two coss from here, when he could no longer bear the jolting of the dooly ; we thought he would have died. I ran to tell the mem sahib, but she could not understand ; she had the fever. The sahib revived a little, and bade us hurry on ; but when we reached the rest-bungalow he was speechless, and the bungalow man said they were all dead, and would not let them in.' The Doctor was working himself into his white uniform as he listened ; his horse had already been sent for. Sym- pathy is quickly evoked in India ; and as he galloped across the short space that GOOD-BYE 93 divided the mess from the dak bungalow he was followed by the young men who had listened to the sad story with him. They found the bearer's story all too true. Mrs. Scott lay senseless in her dooly, her child huddled up at her feet ; the husband, with glazed, drawn, lemon- coloured face, was lying back open- eyed, and only just conscious ; while the coolies, squatting open - mouthed around, stared at each unfortunate in turn, impotent to help. The Doctor's storm of invectives brought the keeper of the bungalow to his senses ; the doors were flung open, the best rooms hastily arranged, the doolies carried in out of the heated air, and the sufferers made as comfortable as circumstances per- mitted. The Doctor carried Mrs. Scott to a charpoy, and did his best to restore animation ; while his companions placed 94 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMIXSTER Captain Scott on a bedstead on the opposite side of the room ; and bearer loosened the baby's clothing, and rubbed the emaciated little form. Captain Scott was soon able to speak, but his wife's condition baffled all attempts at recovery. As for the baby, her frail life was restored as if by a miracle ; but though she took nourishment and lost her pallor, she was sickly enough to make the Doctor send off for one of the ladies of his regi- ment to come to her rescue. She needed a woman's care. The young sub volunteered to fetch one, and brought back both a lady and her husband, the Major and Mrs. Barlow who had been discussed so lately. Fortunately the Major remembered Captain Scott at Sandhurst, and though the one had been almost ready to pass out when the other was only going in, the slight link was GOOD-BYE 95 quite enough so far from home to make them feel like old friends. So the Major seated himself by the Captain, and ques- tioned and listened sympathetically, while his wife assisted the Doctor. Captain Scott's eyes brightened as he watched the pretty young woman bend tenderly over his wife ; the very room be- came light and fresh by her presence. She had one of those few fortunate constitu- tions that expand and blossom as if in their proper element in the Indian climate ; no English gfiri on EnQ-lish soil could show a rosier complexion. And she knew how to dress becomingly : her dainty attire of spotless white was made as no other woman in the station could make theirs — not even with Paris patterns. Yet her dirzee made everything, and the Major truthfully boasted of her economy in dress. The motherly manner with which she 96 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER crooned over the feeble baby, the quick tears starting as she noticed her miser- able plight, touched the young father pro- foundly. Would his poor feeble wife ever expand into so gracious a woman as this ? Tempting dainties followed in her wake, and, to his own great astonishment, Cap- tain Scott ate and drank, and was cheered and invigorated as much by the companionship as by the food. When, after long and patient watchful- ness and pains, the Doctor succeeded in restoring animation to the other patient, and she opened her eyes, the question of continuing the journey was discussed, and absolutely negatived by the new friends. Another doctor had been fetched, and while both doctors declared the husband must go forward, they were equally de- cided the wife and child could only be hurried on at the risk of their lives. The GOOD-BYE 97 time when the train would leave was drawing near before this could be made clear to Captain Scott, and when he at length realized what was required of him, he put off his decision ' till Janie regains consciousness.' But Mrs. Scott, with open but unspecu- lative eyes, made no response when she was addressed, nor did the slightest emo- tion appear on her white face when her husband staggered across the room to her side and again and again called to her to notice him. As considerately as was possible, the doctors told him it was best she should be left undisturbed. Her brain was evidently unable to act naturally ; indeed, there was danger in trying to force it into activity. They assured him she needed nothing but prolonged rest, but that rest must be given at once. vol. i. 7 98 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER He sat holding his watch in a miserable state of perplexity and indecision. He said he didn't mind dying alone, but she would distress herself so much if he left her behind. As he spoke his eyes moved restlessly from one to the other with an impotent, beseech- ing expression. His companions said what they could. ' She'll understand the emergency when she's herself again,' said one. 1 It would be cruel to make her travel in her state,' said another. ' You must go ; you have no choice,' said the one doctor. ' We should be blamed to let you remain.' 1 And with your good bearer to look after you, your wife will feel quite sure you will be taken care of,' said the second, ' And I am going to take her home with me,' Mrs. Barlow added, smiling upon him. 4 I have three such nice rooms to spare, GOOD-BYE 99 and baby will have my experienced ayah to nurse her up, and you won't know either of them when you meet them again.' He smiled a smile akin to tears, and for a moment could not speak. 1 You don't know what a mere girl she is,' he said at last. ' She'll fret herself to death. Yet it would be best for her to be with such good friends.' They knew he was thinking of the event of his death before he reached Bombay, but took advantage of the slight appearance of yielding. ' Then,' said the Major, ' we have your permission to keep her and the child until they are fit to follow you. You will tele- graph from Bombay and again from Aden, and of course when you arrive at South- ampton. Send bearer back to us, and he will be handy on the journey again. Be- 7—2 ioo THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER sides, he will tell Mrs. Scott all the particu- lars she will wish to hear.' Captain Scott thought silently for awhile, bringing his weakened mind to see little by little the desirability of accepting the Bar- lows' kindness. 1 If it must be so, it must,' he said at last ; ' but if she wakes up before I start and seems all right again ?' ' Oh, in that case she would go with you.' The Doctor spoke thus, perfectly certain in his own mind the poor girl would not be ' all right ' for many a day. Captain Scott scribbled a few words to be given his wife in case she did not ac- company him, and gave her father's address at Allahabad. He insisted, too, on leaving a heavy cheque for her expenses, and by the time these business matters were over, bearer had the dooly in and his departure was at hand. GOOD-BYE 101 Once more he staggered to his wife's side, and as he observed the red spots on each cheek, and listened to her rapid breathing, he became painfully agitated, and, looking round in sudden suspicion, entreated them to tell him the truth. Was she dying, too ? The doctors assured him she was in no danger — the fever was at its height, and she had been over-tired — add- ing : 1 But you must acknowledge she is not fit to travel.' ' I can't leave her like this !' he cried ; 1 it would be shocking ! How could I face her people after leaving her to die alone amongst strangers ? No ; I don't mean strangers — never were there such good friends. God bless you all !' In his dire weakness he sank into a chair trembling, and all the arguments had 102 THE SCOTTS OF WESTMINSTER to be gone over again, before he was induced once more to do as they advised. Once more he clasped her burning hands, and kissed the lips that had never before been unresponsive to his. ' You will tell her,' he said, ' how I left her — how hard it was. You will telegraph to me at Bombay and Aden. I will be sure to do so too — if I get as far.' Mrs. Barlow's bright eyes were full of tears, but she affected a gaiety she felt to be odious, and as he was about to enter the dooly, she held his baby towards him. ' Say good-bye to your daughter, papa !' He looked down on the puckered sallow caricature of a face with a look of dis- gust. ' What a miserable little atom !' he said, and was about to pass on, when a sudden impulse changed him, making him bend GOOD-BYE 103 down and kiss her. ' I never cared for babies of that age,' he added apologeti- cally, ' and she is such a scarecrow, isn't she?' In after-years he often remembered that first and last kiss, and was glad of it. As he was carried out into the veranda, the strains of a band playing a then fashionable waltz were heard. Scarcely a year ago he and Janie had never tired of dancing together to it ; scarcely a year ago, when the separation of an hour or two was insupportable to both, and now he was going to leave her — perhaps for ever. He called out to be put down again ; he had changed his mind — he would wait till to-morrow ; but he was not obeyed. 1 Quickly, quickly !' cried the Doctor to the bearers, ■ or you'll miss the train.' At the station there were six or seven 104 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER good fellows, some friends of his friends, others merely attracted by good fellow- ship, wishful to cheer him onward. A book, some papers, some fruit, a cushion, a porous water-bottle to sling in the window, a stout stick, a merry message to London, kindnesses thrust upon him by men of whose names he was ignorant, made him take his place in the train with some degree of hope. He smiled out at them as he slowly passed away, their cheery faces floating encouragingly in his memory as he was carried onward ; but their countenances were sad enough as soon as he was out of sight. ' Write, his children fatherless, and his wife a widow,' some one said solemnly, and no one felt the quotation inapt. So Captain Scott was carried onward through ' the lonely land,' and the smooth rapid motion suited him much better than GOOD-BYE 105 the jolting of the often uneven motion of the dooly. He began to be interested in the scenes ; to notice the immensity of the levels ; the violet tints on the distant hills ; the varied olives, greens, and browns of the colossal trees ; the depth of the matted jungle underwood, with its occasional breaks of vivid cultivation ; the heavy widespread eagles swooping through the burning air ; the solitary sarus and bustards standing contemplatively by the reedy watercourses ; the great herds of antlered deer bounding along the open, wisely keeping clear of the tiger-haunted cover, however great their terror of the rattling train ; the beautiful white storks, and the gentleman-like adjutants, besides the host of smaller gayer birds, and the never- absent screaming vultures and kites. He had left these plains so short a time ago, and yet now that he was 106 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER back on them again, he felt as pleased as if he were looking on the face of an old friend ; the very dried-up appearance of the long grass was welcome : it showed him he was among familiar scenes once more, no longer boxed up and motionless in the gloom and damp of Naini Tal. But as the sun sank, and the solemn half-light of an Indian night fell upon the country, his thoughts, driven inward, became as sad as before, and he taxed himself with deliberate desertion of his dying wife. Her voice rang in his ears as he remem- bered how, when Mrs. Lister had pro- posed he should leave her at Naini Tal, she had said, ' I shall die if you go without me ;' and yet, forgetful of her youth and inexperience and timidity, her entire de- pendence on him, he had forsworn him- self, and selfishly set aside her tender pleading. GOOD-BYE 107 So by the time the train stopped, in the middle of the night, to let the travellers refresh themselves, he had made up his mind to go back at all risks, and bearer was ordered to pull out the luggage, and make the necessary arrangements. A passenger hurrying along the crowded platform noticed the invalid, and accosted him : ' What, Scott !' he exclaimed ; ' and on the way to Bombay ! What's up ? and where's the missis ?' Captain Scott's hollow eyes brightened as he recognised an old civilian friend ; and he rapidly poured his story into his sympathizing ears, adding : 1 Of course I can't leave India unless she can come with me ! I'm going back by the next train.' But Mr. Cartwright was a friend in need, and he argued against such a plan 108 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER so convincingly that once more Captain Scott allowed himself to be persuaded to go on ; his friend settled himself at his side, and, like a good fellow, gave himself up to cheer and soothe his companion. When they reached Bombay, he took all further arrangements upon himself, settled him comfortably at ' Watson's ' till they had to go on board ship, and with great delight brought him a telegram from Mora- dabad containing reassuring news of Janie. ' Barlow sends it,' Captain Scott said, only half satisfied. ' My wife must be very ill yet, or she would have sent it.' * Oh, nonsense ! Of course Barlow sends it ! You don't suppose there would be a miracle, do you ? Mrs. Scott can't be quite well, but she is better.' ' And there is no mention of the child,' Scott continued, turning the telegram about. GOOD-BYE 109 1 No mention of the child ? Of course not. It's sure to be all right. You won't know it when it runs to meet you at Southampton.' Captain Scott questioned the possibility of its running to meet him. ' They don't run alone at three months, do they ?' he asked. His bachelor friend supposed not, but confessed his ignorance. Some faint stir- ring of fatherly pride awoke as the invalid pictured the little scene of reunion, and he determined to ask for information of some lady-passenger. Lying comfortably in harbour, on the shaded deck of the homeward-bound ship, he managed to write a tolerably cheerful and very loving letter to his 'poor darling,' as he called her ; and as he felt inexpres- sibly refreshed already by the soft sway- ing of the vessel and the exquisite beauty no THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER of the surroundings, he declared he was quite recovered enough at least to wait till she was with him. When his friend joined him, he told him he was resolved to remain in Bombay ; and getting up to convince him of his wonderful strength, he all but fell headlong. ' The pilot's on board,' Mr. Cartwright said, as he put him back in his reclining chair. ' Cut that epistle short, and fasten it up, there's a good fellow ; or when we begin to roll you may not be so fit as you are just now. There's no going back possible for you or me.' CHAPTER IV. TIMELY REST. For three days after her removal to the Barlows' bungalow, Mrs. Scott lay in that borderland which is neither life nor death, neither being nor annihilation, when out- ward si^ns are unheard, outward sights unseen ; then she became conscious to a certain limited extent. She felt herself as an individuality, yet had a far-off sense of being someone else — things were palpable and impalpable at the same time, and she saw forms that were not, mingled with forms that were. Reason was swallowed 1 1 2 THE SCO TTS OF BES TMINS TER up in nonsense, and voices round her were alternately very faint and very loud, just as her hand or les for his good. She had laughed at him, while she loved him in a half- motherly, half-sisterly way, and she had either planned or procured him all the extra pleasures of his school-days. Now he had come back, not a bit changed, she said at first ; but it was not long before she had to acknowledge, and, like a true woman,, she was proud to acknowledge, that he had gone far ahead of her. ' Mary/ Mrs. Scott asked her one day, 1 did you ever fancy that boy would improve so greatly f ' Yes/ Mary answered. ' You know I always thought more of him than Mr. Scott did. I'm not surprised. I always liked him, but now I'm proud of him, too.' vol. 1. 17 258 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER ' It's a pity he married a stranger. I'm rather doubtful how she'll take to us. She's connected with grand people. I'm afraid she'll take him right away from the old Bestminster people.' 1 I think he has a will of his own,' Mary said, ' though it is always said when a man marries he takes to his wife's people more than to his own.' 1 Not always/ Ann said softly. ( Of course there are exceptions,' Mary added quickly. ' I shouldn't like my husband to let me henpeck him, should you ?' The idea of either of these women henpecking their husbands struck Mary ludicrously. She laughed so merrily that Ann ended in laughing too. ' I suppose,' Ann said presently, ' he'll bring her here as soon as she comes. I wish Ambrose would have a new carpet MAR Y LA TIMER 2 59 in the spare room ; and there's that four- post bed. I expect she's never slept in such an old-fashioned thing ! I shan't tell her all the Scotts have died in it. She mightn't like it. I wish you'd tell Ambrose not to mention it. He always tells. He thinks it makes the bed interesting/ The postman's arrival made a fortunate diversion ; for Mary dreaded being made the recipient of Ann's domestic trials. Most of the letters were for the young man, who followed the servant into the room with eager expectation. A swift flush came over his face as he picked out a thin Indian one. 4 Janie, by Jove !' he cried. ' And what a shaky fist, poor girl ! You'll excuse me,' he added, hastily opening it, ' but it's the first I've had from her since I left.' He read it again and again before he looked up ; then he said : 17 — 2 260 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER 1 She's much better, but they won't let her travel yet. The Barlows — those good creatures who took her in, you know — are beyond everything good to her. Well, that's all right.' His eyes were sparkling, his voice full of joy-notes. He was about to put the letter in his pocket, when he stopped and asked Mary to look at the writing. ' It looks awfully ill, doesn't it ?' he asked. She was touched by the young husband's happiness. * That was written nearly a month since,' she said. c She'll be much stronger by now.' He smiled at her. * Ah, you always say the right thing ! I shall telegraph ; it's no use writing. I shall tell her to come at once. It will be hot, though, in the Red Sea. Perhaps I ought to tell her to wait. Yes, I suppose I ought.' His face fell for a moment ; then MA R Y LA TIMER 26 1 it brightened. ' I'll tell her,' he added ; 1 but I know she'll come, all the same. I'll say : " Don't you think you'd better wait ?" and then she'll come.' 1 And then we shall all have to play second fiddle, Mrs. Scott,' said Mary. 1 Yes,' said Ann ; ' the Normingtons and the Chiverses will reign in our stead. But, Charles, you'll bring her here first ; your brother always said that, you know.' 1 I'd like to see Janie climbing up into that lugubrious spare bed,' said Charley, with a shout of laughter. ' I wouldn't hurt Ambrose's feelings for the world ; but that spare room is — you know it is — an alarming apartment. I'll tell you what I've been thinking ; for, of course, she'll come here first. She'll love this life as much as I do. I was thinking of taking that cottage on the Normington Road, and making it our head-quarters.' 262 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Ambrose found them discussing this plan, and he thought it a good one. The house was small, but very modern and complete ; and the grounds were large and well-planned. A man and a maid could keep all in order both inside and out. It was altogether a lucky chance, and Charles had best lose no time in looking after it. So they all started off to survey it, picking up the Vicar and his boys as they went. The distance was not much over a mile, and the walk through the pine-scented roads was in itself delightful. It was a happy, noisy walk, for the country road was quite solitary, with the unreclaimed heath on either side, and the girls and boys were incited to mischief by their uncle, who shielded them from Mr. Scott's attempted expostula- tions. The house they sought stood at the end MAR Y LA TIMER 263 of a little avenue of ragged fir-trees — a peaty clearing, planted with rhododendrons and hydrangea, bordering the entrance road. Close to the back of the house the firs closed up ; but on the other three sides there were open views far over the country to where the undulating distance darkly-purple met the sky. It was a little house of two stories, with a wide, rustic veranda, and a nicely-turfed lawn in front. On one side lay a good-sized vegetable garden, wattled in in primitive style ; on the other, detached from the dwelling by a small plantation of saplings, was a coach-house and stable. The rooms were bright and in good condition ; and Charley was enthusiastic about the whole thing. Ann and Mary should choose and arrange the furniture, he said, and hire the servants. Ambrose knew of a likely cob to be had at a reasonable rate, and a 264 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER phaeton had been advertised only in last week's local paper. ' The whole thing is to one's hand !' Captain Scott cried exultingly. ' I won't say a word to Janie ; it will be a jolly surprise. Girls, we'll grow no end of strawberries and cream, and you shall have holiday all the year round, and we'll keep a r soft corner for Tompty and Toompy.' He stood in front of the little domain, with his hat tilted over his eyes to avoid the level sunshine. Already he was in Paradise. Here, in this sweet, silent place, his wife and he would begin life again ; here, for their furlough at least, the world should not come between them ; they would start fresh, the old trials and mistakes forgotten, or remembered only to be avoided in the future. How happy they would be ! happier even than in those MARY LATIMER few months of ecstatic bliss which had followed their first meeting. Mary came to his side. 1 It only wants "Eve" to make it per- fect,' she said, as if reading his thoughts. 1 But I wish we could put back the year a month or two,' he answered. < Why ?' ' All this is lovely now, but in October and November it will be very different.' ' It is always beautiful ; this heath-country has a charm of its own ; always in all seasons the lights are ever changing ; you never see the wholesale decay here as you see it in more verdant country ; the firs are never sere and sodden, and there is so much bird, and insect, and rabbit life to keep it cheerful.' 1 Yes ; she'll like the wide sweep of sky and earth,' he said, 'and we'll keep moorghies — I mean fowls. Oh, I think 266 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER it will be famous! I'll go and take it to- morrow.' Mr. Chivers, riding past on the high- road, wondered at the gathering in front of the empty place, and must needs ride up to satisfy his curiosity. He, of course, noticed the couple standing apart in earnest talk. Ambrose bustled up to the new- comer and explained matters. ' The sooner his wife joins him the better,' said the County Magnate. 1 Eh, what, sir ?' and Ambrose's eyes followed his patron's in alarm. ' That's Miss Latimer, sir — his old friend. She's his senior, his kind friend in his schoolboy days !' 1 That woman turned my boy's head, remember ; she made a fool of him, Scott !' Ambrose could have retaliated she left him as she found him ; he was very indignant, not only on his brother's account, MAR Y LA TIMER 267 but also because he was honestly fond of Mary. Mr. Chivers continued in a low emphatic tone : ' As for her age, that's nothing to do with it; she's handsomer now than she was at twenty ; she doesn't look older than him.' All the way home Ambrose was very silent ; but no one noticed his silence. Charley was talking- enough for all ; and Mary, with a girl hanging on each arm, was suggesting all sorts of absurdities for the new house, while the Vicar laughed and carried his boys by turn. The elder brother reflected that what Chivers insinuated, false though it un- doubtedly was, might be believed by others as well as him ; and while he felt angry, and sure there was not the faintest shadow of truth in the accusation, it nevertheless rankled in his mind and perplexed him. He was cross and disputatious all the even- 268 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER ing. Mary stayed for the evening meal, and for the first time he was vexed. After- wards the younger ones strolled about the twilight garden, while Mr. and Mrs. Scott went through their weekly accounts. Out of hearing of their parents, Ann and Jane chattered openly enough ; they wanted Uncle Charley to describe an Indian garden. Were there white lilies there such as these that looked so ghost-like against the dark background ? But Uncle Charley could talk about nothing but the new home, so Mary gave them such a correct account of the shrubs, and creepers, and trees of a garden in the plains of India, that he accused her of having got her description out of a book. 1 I have often noticed,' he added, ' how much you know about Indian life ; I declare you are the only person I have ever met, not absolutely connected with India, who MAR 1 r LA TIMER 269 lias ever seemed to care two brass farthings about anything Indian.' ' Yes ?' she said ; 4 well, I have always been fascinated by India — especially by its horrors,' she added, laughing. 'When I was a little girl, Mrs. Sherwood and Henry Martin were my favourites, and as I grew up I read deeper writers. Kaye beats any romance writer I know, and the fascination of that first Afghan war never wanes with me. Further back, too, what can be so breathlessly exciting as the adventures of those pioneers of the great East Indian Company, those few British heroes against the kings and princes over millions of subjects ? And then the awful account the innocent had to render for the guilty in the Mutiny of '57.' Her voice shook. ' I often wonder how people live through such trials,' she continued. *I can remember the shock throughout the land when that news 270 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER came ; of course it is a sort of nightmare dream to me. I didn't understand it then, but now I can almost realize the awful agony !' 1 You ought to go to India,' he said lightly. ' I have often wondered why you take so unusual an interest in that country.' She laughed. ■ Ah ! who can tell the why of a woman's fancy ?' she said. And he exclaimed, without consideration, speaking as lightly as she had spoken : c Ah, Mary, confess ! Who is he ?' She turned abruptly towards the house. 1 Mother will scold us for staying out so long, girls,' she said, taking no notice of his remark, and leading the way into the lighted room ; and Charley, looking at her as they entered, saw her face was crimson. The accounts were not over, and the MAR Y LA TIMER 27 1 new-comers went to the further end of the room not to disturb them. Mr. Scott was still in a captious mood. 1 Gloves, two -and- sixpence,' he was saying, as Mrs. Scott read from her private book, and he transferred the item to his own ledger. ' Whose gloves ?' ' Mine. 1 He protested she was always buying gloves, and wasted some minutes in look- ing back for the date of her last pair. * Here it is !' he cried triumphantly. " Gloves, wife, two - and - sixpence." I thought so! "Gloves, two-and -sixpence, wife," and only just two months ago.' ' I think I have been very careful, con- sidering they were cheap things.' 4 Cheap things — I never buy gloves at all!' 1 You don't mind wearing funeral things.' 4 I don't mind being economical. Well ?' 272 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER 1 Three yards of lace, sixpence.' 4 Lace ! Good gracious ! one would think we were the gayest of the gay ; nothing but gloves and lace !' 1 I certainly shouldn't be fit for the gayest of the gay decked out in twopenny lace.' She did not mean to be funny, but Mary began to count backwards to herself to avoid laughing, while Charley listened in wonder. ' Cleaning straw hat, one-and-sixpence, 7 Mrs. Scott continued. 4 One-and-sixpence for a straw-hat clean- ing ! Quite unnecessary. Those girls' hats cost a fortune !' he rejoined. Mrs. Scott's voice was decidedly sar- castic as she replied : • The hat is yours.' He entered the figure without another word. MAR Y LA TIMER 273 ' Foreign postage, one-and-eightpence,' was her next item. He put down his pen~and faced her. ' Once more, I tell you, I will not throw away money on foreign postage. Your brother writes to Australia, and you must enclose your letters in his ; it's ridiculous to write separately. It's not fair to your children to throw away money like this.' She closed the book and rose. ' I think we'll do the rest in private,' she said ; ' it is a bad example to your brother.' Charley wondered whether she took this wrangling as a matter of course ; it was impossible to guess from her calm voice. ' Do you tax your wife's accounts, Charles ?' she added. 1 No,' he answered ; ' she never keeps accounts. She buys what she wants, and so do I. We don't bother each other ; life's too short !' vol. 1. 18 274 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER Ambrose shook his head. ' That's not business,' he said. ' Women have no idea of the value of money. Ann would soon make me bankrupt if I didn't put on the screw occasionally.' ' Ah !' said Ann ; ' but, you see, I can't live without fine clothes. Perhaps you haven't noticed my luxurious habits, Charles ?' ' Can't say I have, luckily for you, Ann — you look nice in whatever you put on.' Her face softened, and the hardness left her voice as she exclaimed : 1 One good thing, kind words cost nothing ; I shall come to you for a character when I want one, Charley.' She had never called him Charley be- fore. Her husband looked at her quickly. 4 A compliment fetches you women di- rectly/ he cried. * I'm sure I've often MARY LATIMER 275 told you you always dress well enough for my taste.' Miss Latimer put on her hat. ' You are all getting personal,' she said, rising. ' It is time for me to be off.' She looked at Captain Scott to accom- pany her home as a matter of course, but the elder brother stood forward, saying : ' I want some fresh air. I'll walk with you.' ' I am honoured,' she cried gaily. It was impossible to detect any dis- appointment in her manner, and Mr. Scott was annoyed with himself for look- ing for any ; but it was best to be pru- dent, and he would do what he could to keep scandal outside his family. Charley's interest in his new home deepened when he had taken it on a three years' lease. Not that he needed an English home for more than one year, 18—2 276 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER but he could not resist the lease when he found the alterations he required could only be allowed on that condition. He wrote for price-lists and patterns. He had workmen inside and outside. There were opening of drains, digging up and planting, just as if he meditated spending a lifetime there. Shoals of tradesmen's estimates flooded the breakfast-table. His brother said he was spending a small for- tune in stamps and stationery, and in- quired if he was going to entertain the whole Corporation at the Firs, as he needed so much accommodation. Charles said there must be a mjest- chamber for a lady and a box for a chum. He needed for himself a room for his guns and pipes, a dressing-room, and a bath-room. Then he talked about a room for his wife's work — a drawing - room and a dining- room, until Mary suggested he should MAR Y LA TIMER 27 7 persuade Mr. Chivers to change houses with him. The Vicar never laughed at him ; he was deeply interested in the hopeful young housekeeper and his plans. Something of his own long-past happy anticipations came back to him as he listened to Charley's. He was by no means a sad man : Time had long ago reconciled him to the inevitable. His boys and his parish had hitherto sufficed him, and he had not cared to mix in general society : the county never presumed to invite him as a stopgap ; the town spread its best and stiffest for his entertainment ; but until the young soldier came he had never been intimate with anyone. With Charley, Mr. Chard's stiff manners re- laxed ; old jokes cropped up, old Uni- versity stories were ventilated to cap the other's mess anecdotes. The young man would hook his arm in the elder's, and 278 THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER force his interest. Mrs. Scott watched the two anxiously at first, lest the boyish fami- liarity should be resented ; but the Vicar chuckled when he was hailed as ' Chard, old fellow,' and was even inveigled once into betting, and of course losing ; he was drawn into discussions on furnishing, and made to give an opinion upon cretonnes and curtains ; he was marched off at all hours to superintend or advise. Charley would hoist one small boy on his shoulder, and bid the father take up the other in like manner, and then they would tramp off to the cottage to forget all about meals and hours. The Vicar's advice was always desired, but not always taken. It was poohpoohed without the smallest hesitation unless it suited Charley. Ambrose had never pre- sumed to be on such familiar terms with his brother-in-law. Indeed, Charley would MAR Y LA TIMER 279 never have dreamed of treating Ambrose as he treated the elderly parson. But Charley could be serious enough at times, and he and Mr. Chard had cultivated tastes in common on subjects which had no interest to the lawyer. Ambrose was thoroughly local-minded ; his county to him was mapped out for voting purposes ; its holdings were interesting simply for the number of the constituents they supplied in the Conservative interest ; its great families were serviceable merely for political reasons ; an election was to him what death is to others — the one great event of life. The rest of the world, with its arts and science, its productions and progress and wars, had no great share in his thought. He was a reliable, respect- able, honourable man in his own place, and among his own people ; elsewhere he was a nonentity. 28o THE SCOTTS OF BESTMINSTER The Vicar turned with relief to the half-brother, with his wide sympathies, his impartial criticism, his robust, far-seeing hopefulness. In his six-and-twenty years Charley had seen more of life than had Ambrose in his eight -and -forty, his quicker intellect and broader spirit taking him far ahead. The two congenial spirits found it weary work listening to the solemn confabulations of the news-room worthies, when, banks and offices being closed for the day, they met nominally to look at the papers, really to exchange the small local news of the day. 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