LI B RAFLY OF THE U N IVLR.5ITY or ILLI NOIS 823 R6Gs V.I r STURMER; A TALE OF MESMERISM. WITH OTHER SKETCHES FROM LIFE. VOL. I. LONDON : PRINTED BV SAMUEL BENTLEV, Bangor House, Shoe Lane. '/^..=^-#.-v^. /l:;^^^yl^. STURMER; A TALE OF MESMERISM. TO WHICH ARE ADDED, OTHER SKETCHES FROM LIFE. BY ISABELLA F. ROMER. " Truth severe by fairy Fiction dressed." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. 184i:. D-l i t- STURMER, (^ A TALE OF MESMERISM. :5" There are more things in heaven and earth, Hoi-atio, ' Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. Hamlet. "^ VOL. I. B Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/sturmertaleofmes01rome INTRODUCTION. There are mysteries in and about us, which are not the more to be questioned because they cannot be expounded. Galt. In an age like the present, and in a country like England, where "the march of intellect" halts not, and where the diffusion of knowledge has become universal, (thanks to the Penny Magazines and Encyclopaedias, — those literary railroads to the Temple of Science, which rapidly whirl all classes thither without toil or fatigue, — perhaps, also, without giving them time to obtain more than a superficial view of the ground they are so smoothly carried over,) it would be little less than insult to suppose that any person can remain ignorant of the b2 4 INTRODUCTION. principles and properties of animal magnetism, or of the extraordinary physical phenomena developed by it in the human frame. Of its action upon the mind, — a subject of the highest philosophical interest, — little is yet known in England, and still less believed; for it is strange, but true, that in this same enlightened country, prejudice and fanatical scruples (far more difficult assailants to contend with than mere ignorance) have arranged themselves in battle array against the introduction of this wonderful discovery as an auxiliary to the heal- ing art; and the few liberal and philanthropic individuals who have struggled to bring it into practice for the relief of suffering humanity, have been treated (in all save imprisonment) as Galileo was in a darker age, when, in the teeth of bigoted persecution, he boldly main- tained that the earth revolved round the sun ! Perhaps time may do for them what it has done for "the starry Florentine;" and suc- ceeding ages, while wondering at the obtuse- INTRODUCTION. 5 ness that overlooked practical results to dwell sneeringly upon wild theories, vindicate the memory and applaud the exertions of those who are now branded as impostors, dupes, or, at the best, shallow enthusiasts; for it is not less true that the earth turns round the sun, than that there exists in some human organ- isations a latent principle which only requires to be called into action by the mysterious agency of Animal Magnetism, in order to pro- duce a result so astonishing, that I will admit it must he seen to be believed, — namely, the phe- nomena of the body being plunged into a death- like slumber and insensibility to pain, while the mind, apparently emancipated from the thraldom of matter, takes a range which, in a waking state, it never could have aspired to ; sees, comprehends, and discusses subjects of which it was previously ignorant; is endued with previsional faculties; and, when aroused from the magnetic trance, is utterly unconscious of all that occurred while it lasted. 6 INTRODUCTION. The writer of these pages, in thus express- ing herself, affirms only what she has witnessed. Originally sceptical upon the subject, she was yet willing to be convinced by the testimony of her own senses, and shrank equally from the injustice of withholding, or the weakness of ac- cording, belief upon mere hearsay; and, in order to preclude the possibility of deception, submitted herself, in the first instance, to a series of experiments, under the direction of a skilful and experienced physician. Dr. C— , of Vienna. Deep sleep and insensibihty to pain, and what is technically called lucidity, were successively produced in her; and al- though she has no recollection of anything that occurred during those experiments, except her own energetic struggles to resist the sleep that was stealing over her and at last locked all her senses in oblivion, the notes that were taken of all that occurred on these occasions by a friend who was present, were a startling evidence to her of not merely the existence INTRODUCTION. 7 of the magnetic principle, but of its wonder- ful and mysterious influence upon mind as well as matter. The results in her case fell far short of those she has since witnessed in others ; but they were sufficient to set her pre- vious doubts at rest for ever, and to awaken in her mind a train of conflicting reflections as to the incalculable benefits that may be de- rived from Animal Magnetism when properly and conscientiously exercised, and the dread- ful abuses to which it is liable from the ex- traordinary moral ascendancy obtained by the magnetizer over the magnetized, — an ascen- dancy which, in the hands of a corrupt and unprincipled person, may be, and has been, turned to the most dishonourable purposes. The trust should, therefore, never be lightly confided, and the character and habits of mag- netizers should be thoroughly ascertained be- fore they are invested with the awful respon- sibility which attaches to their functions, or suffered to exercise an agency which may shed 8 INTRODUCTION. its influence either "as airs from heaven or blasts from hell" over the moral as well as the physical being of the persons who are for a time spell-bound under the dominion of their will; and therefore unaccountable for the ac- tions to which that will may lead them. When the writer of these pages was in Ger- many, where magnetism is more thoroughly un- derstood and more extensively practised than in England, many miraculous cases were re- lated to her of cures performed by it when all the art of medicine had failed in bringing relief; and among others, one instance which so forcibly illustrated her previous opinions of its uses and abuses, that she made notes of the occurrence at the time she heard it, and has since been prevailed upon by a dear friend and enthusiastic disciple of Mesmerism, to draw those notes from the deep recesses of her " Scrap Book," and give them to light in their present form. STURMER. CHAPTER I. The damsel is not dead, but sleepeth. St. Mark, chap. v. verse 39. It was on a stormy evening, in the latter end of October of the year 18 — , that a young student, who was travelling on foot from Dres- den to Prague through that romantic region which divides the kingdoms of Saxony and Bo- hemia, and is known by the name of the Saxon Switzerland, was overtaken by the tempest before he could reach the little inn at the Bastei, where he intended to pass the night, and was induced to apply for shelter from " the pitiless pelting storm" at a lone house situated b5 10 STURMER. on the skirts of the Ottowalder-grund. The wind rushing through the trees and whirling their last withered leaves in eddies to the ground, and the hoarse dashing of the angry Elbe, apparently overpowered his efforts to make himself overheard by the inhabitants of the house; for, although he perceived lights from the upper casements, he was left standing at the entrance, exposed to all the fury of the elements. At last, after applying his thick, knotted walking-stick to the door with such force that the noise resounded through the house, a step was heard in the passage, the bolts were with- drawn, and an elderly servant woman cautiously opened just enough of the door to enable her to ascertain who was the intruder. The tra- veller, in a very few words, made known his wants. Probably his countenance spoke in his favour; for the woman, observing that "it was no weather to keep a dog out of doors," with- out further hesitation admitted him. STURMER. 11 " You come in an unlucky moment," said she, ushering him into a sitting-room on the ground-floor ; " you will find but poor accom- modation with us to-night; we are all in a bustle — there is death in the house, and my poor master and mistress are beside them- selves." The stranger assured her that the permis- sion to dry his clothes, and to pass the night in an arm-chair under shelter, was all that he required of her ; that he would not intrude him- self upon the family, and that by daybreak on the morrow he should proceed on his way. The woman assented to the reasonableness of this proposal, and, having left the room, re- turned presently with some cold meat and bread, a flask of beer, and one of those enor- mous drinking-glasses that are used in Saxony, which she placed upon a little table before him ; and after replenishing the fire in the stove she wished him good- night and left him alone. When the young man had refreshed himself 12 STURMER. with the homely fare set before him, he turned his attention to the apartment in which he found himself, and began to inspect it in its details ; everything there was simple and hum- ble, but there were the evidences of feminine taste and good order in the midst of its home- liness. An old piano stood in one corner ; some plain book- shelves filled with a tolerable col- lection of books, a tapestry-frame with its ac- companying worsted-baskets, a writing-table, a stand of beautiful flowers, and a cage of canary- birds, made up the remainder of the furniture. The walls were hung with several well executed water-coloured views of the neighbouring pic- turesque sites ; but the most remarkable object in the room was an oil-painting suspended over the piano, representing a young girl apparently fourteen or fifteen years of age, of such ex- quisite and ethereal beauty, that he w^ould have supposed it to be a fancy picture, but for the name of Charlotte which was carved upon the STURMER. 13 frame. Beneath it was suspended a faded chap- let of white roses. There was something in the expression of that lovely countenance that irresistibly at- tracted the stranger's attention ; " all youth, but with an aspect beyond time," the pensive smile seemed not to belong to this world ; he returned more than once to examine it, and when at last he stretched himself upon the sofa to sleep, those large blue eyes, and that high thoughtful brow, were mingled with his dreams. He had not slept above two hours, when a noise in the hitherto quiet house aroused him ; he started up, rubbed his eyes, remembered where he was, and then listened. There was an opening and shutting of doors above, the sound of hurried footsteps upon the stairs, and as he opened the door to ascertain the cause, he encountered the old woman already alluded to, in an agony of tears. "Oh, sir!" she sobbed forth almost inar- 14 STURMER. ticulately, " it is all over with the Frauleiii Lolotte, poor dear child ! she is at the last gasp — and I have not courage to see her die ! My poor mistress will die too ; and to think of the unfeeling doctor refusing to pass the night here, though I begged him upon my knees not to leave us ! Oh ! what shall I do, what shall I do !" " What is the meaning of all this ? " said the stranger. " A doctor did you say ? per- haps then I may be of use, for I have studied medicine." " Oh, sir I it is too late to be of any use to our poor dear young lady ; Doctor Schramm said, before he went back to Schandau, that she would not pass through the night, land that there would be no use in his remaining; but now that it has come to the last, my mistress has not courage to bear her up through the scene ; she goes out of one faint into another, — she will die too ! O sir, she will die too !" " Show me up stairs," said the young man ; STURMER. 15 " perhaps I may be of use ; at all events it is well worth trying." And without waiting for an answer he bounded up the narrow stair- case, followed by the old servant, and entering the first open door on the landing-place found himself in the chamber of death. Upon a little white bed, which had been drawn into the centre of the room, was stretched a young girl, in whose wan and delicate fea- tures he recognised the original of the picture which had so forcibly struck him a few hours before ; one of her hands was clasped in those of a female who knelt on the ground at one side of the couch, her face buried in the bed- clothes, in an attitude of the most helpless despair ; on the other side knelt an aged man, his long white hair falling on his shoulders, his streaming eyes raised to heaven, and his hands joined in mute supplication, for the unuttered prayer died upon his trembUng lips. The stranger approached the bed and gazed upon the countenance of the dying girl, over which 16 STURMER. a strong light was cast by the lamp which stood upon the table near it. Her eyes were closed, and through their transparent lids the blue orbs were discernible, fixed as though in death ; the foam that stood upon her parted lips told of the struggle that had recently taken place ; and the chill dews that were gathering on her brow seemed to be the harbingers of instant disso- lution. He placed his hand upon her heart — its pulsations were weak and uncertain ; he took the hand that lay upon the coverlet in apparent lifelessness — it was cold and clammy, and while he yet held it the pulse fluttered and then stopped. There was something in the whole scene which struck powerfully upon the heart of the young man who had thus so strangely become a witness to it ; — the raging of the storm without — the silent sorrow within — the solemn midnight hour — all conspired to fill him with the deep- est emotion, and to invest a naturally exalted imagination with the most superstitious fancies. STURMER. 17 «' Would to heaven that I could save her," thought he ; " and why should I not try ? Something within me tells me that I shall succeed ; I feel that I have been sent here for some especial purpose; I feel as though endued with a power to scare away death from its prey, and to infuse into that almost breathless frame the Ufe and warmth that animate my own ! " Then turning to the old man, he continued aloud, " Life is not quite extinct, but it hangs by a fragile thread; still there is a hope, and I feel as though it would not be a fallacious one; allow me to take your place for a moment." And the old man, as if subjugated by the tone of confidence which the young one had as- sumed, moved silently away, and took his station at the foot of the bed, his eyes fixed upon him in wondering anxiety. The stranger who still retained the hand he had taken of the inanimate girl, gently disen- gaged the other one from the grasp of her apparently unconscious mother, and held them 18 STURMER. for some moments in his ov/n, with his eyes fixed upon her death-like countenance; then stooping down he breathed upon her forehead, appUed the tips of his fingers to it, and drew them downwards to her feet without coming in con- tact with her limbs. He continued these mani- pulations for some minutes without producing any apparent effect, but with a concentrated energy that seemed to absorb all his faculties. At last a slight change became perceptible in the countenance of the young person; her features lost their rigidity; the ashy paleness that had overspread them gave way to hues less livid; tears stole through the long lashes that lay upon her cheeks ; and her lips moved as if essaying to speak, but struggling sighs only issued from them. The stranger bent over her, " Tell me," said he, " what can I give you to relieve you?" " Water !" she answered, in an almost inarti- culate murmur. He poured out a glass- full from a decanter STURMER. 19 that stood upon the table, dipped his finger into it, and then raising her head presented it to her lips. She drank it eagerly, drew a deep breath as if relieved from some painful oppres- sion, and sank back upon her pillow. " What more can I do for you ?" " Let me sleep." "How long?" " Eight hours." " Will you then awaken of yourself?" " Yes." " And, if I follow your injunctions, will you be reheved from your sufiferings ?" " I shall he saved!** These answers were all made in a distinct though feeble tone of voice, and as the last one was articulated a smile for a moment hovered around her lips. " Sir," said the old man, for the first time recovering his speech, " you perform miracles ! for the last twelve hours our poor Lolotte has been speechless and insensible, and we were 20 STURMER. told that in that state she would die ; and yet by a look you have restored her lost faculties ! Who and ivhat are you, that have thus won- derfully interposed to snatch her from death, and us from despair ? " The youth placed his finger on his lips to enjoin silence, laid his watch upon the table, and drew a chair to the foot of the bed for the old man ; then suddenly perceiving the pro- strate mother, he raised her in his arms and deposited her upon a sofa at the further end of the room. She was in that state of stupor and exhaustion that proceeds from over tension of feeling, and made no resistance to anything that was done; indeed she had ceased to be con- scious of what was passing around her, and thus was spared the intense anxiety of the moment. As for the other two persons pre- sent, they scrupulously followed every implied direction of the stranger who had worked such wonders, and silently occupied the seats to which he had pointed ; while he, having placed STURMER. 21 himself in an arm-chair close to the bed-side, silently watched the countenance of the sleeper during the space of two hours, and then after a few ineffectual struggles to keep himself longer awake, fell into a deep slumber. His sleep was visited by harassing dreams ; but fantastic and disjointed as they were, the fair form of Lolotte appeared as a prominent feature in each. He saw her, as but a short time before he had in reality beheld her, stretched apparently lifeless before him, but it w^as in a different place: the cold walls of a sepulchre surrounded her; the clothing of the grave wrapped her rigid limbs ; her blue eyes were unclosed, but fixed and glassy; her mar- ble lips were parted, and although they moved not, sounds issued from them like the chill blast rushing from some icy cavern, and formed themselves into accents that froze his heart. " Seek not to bring me to life," she said, " where sin and sorrow alone await me ! As yet I have known neither, and happy are they 22 STURMER. who can thus early escape from the evil to come. Heaven is opening to receive me ; why does thy shadow interpose between me and its glories? stay the impious hand that would drag me down to earth ! forbear, rash man ! thou knowest not what thou doest ; thou would'st save my body for a time, in order to prepare my soul for everlasting perdition; but death must come at last, and after that the judge- ment!" Then " a change came o^er the spirit of his dream." He was in a gothic church; the sun- beams streamed in gorgeous tints through the stained glass windows ; the organ rolled its rich tones through the lofty arches in peals of solemn harmony ; a bridal party stood before the altar, and in the bride he again beheld the countenance of Lolotte, but of Lolotte in all the pride of health and beauty. He endea- voured to approach her, but the crowd inter- vened and prevented him ; the ceremony com- menced and finished — the party moved away — STURMER. 2S he followed them, and as they passed through the church door he stretched forth his hand and grasped the veil of Lolotte; at his touch, her bridal chaplet of white roses became withered, like that which he had seen suspended over her picture in the little parlour below, and fell from her brow, while the veil remained in his hand; she cast upon him a mournful and imploring look, and moved quickly away across the churchyard ; but when he would have followed her his foot stumbled over some unseen object, and he fell headlong into a yawning grave. Again there was a change in his dream. He was in the streets of Prague, his native city; crowds of people were pouring from all quar- ters towards the old bridge that crosses the Moldau, in the centre of which was erected a scaffold prepared for some public execution. Again was Lolotte there ! She stood at its foot, clothed in black, her eyes wildly strained in the direction by which the expected criminal was to approach. At last he appeared, but a 24 STURMER. thick veil shrouded his features from the gazer's view. As he mounted the scaffold, every steeple in Prague pealed forth a death knell, but above their solemn clang arose the piercing accents of Lolotte. " Save him ! " she shrieked. The student struggled to obey the wild entreaty, and the efforts he made caused him to awaken with a start ; the horrid vision was dispelled, and he was aroused to that chilling sense of discomfort that is occasioned by having slept long in an uneasy position. Still the bells appeared to be ringing in his ears, but it was only the house clock striking the sixth hour of morning; and as he cast his eyes around the room, now par- tially lighted by the cold grey dawn, they fell upon the watch he had placed upon the table, and he perceived that only half an hour re- mained unexpired of the eight hours which Lolotte had predicted that she should remain asleep. There she lay, in a slumber so calm and pro- found, that, but for the gentle and regular STURMEK. 25 breathings that visibly stirred her nightdress, she might have been mistaken for an alabaster statue — so pale, so placid, and so pure was that virginal countenance ; all traces of suiFering had vanished from it, and the small hand that lay locked within his own was yielding and moist as that of a sleeping infant. The other persons had kept vigil faithfully, and it was evident that during his long slum- ber the mother had shaken off her stupor and been made aware of all that had passed ; for she had resumed her place at the bedside of her child, and with eyes, in which hope and fear struggled for mastery, fixed upon those loved lineaments, she sat intently watching her every breath. But no sooner had the student started from his dream than she moved hastily towards him, and grasping his hand pressed it convulsively to her lips and heart. " Oh, sir ! " she at length said, " she will live, will she not ? " and she fixed her eyes upon his with an intensity of expectation that made her gasp for breath. VOL. I. c 26 STURMER. " She herself has pronounced that she will be saved, and I firmly believe in the predic- tion," was the reply. " God bless you ! — God for ever bless you ! " ejaculated the mother, while tears and sobs spoke her thanks more eloquently than the most studied expressions of gratitude could have done. " The blessing of the widow be on you, and prosper you, young man ! " said the old gentle- man, laying his hand upon the student's head ; " you have, under Heaven, saved the life of our precious Lottschen — of her mother, and her old grandfather ; for we should not long have sur- vived her, should we, my poor Meta? But let us not, in the excess of our gratitude to this good youth, forget that which we owe to the Giver of all good — to Him who directed his steps hither, and bestowed upon him the power to heal — in whose hands alone are the issues of life and death, and to whom, above all, praise and thanksgiving are due. Let us pray. STURMER. 27 my daughter ! " and, falling upon his knees, the old man poured forth the fulness of his heart in a flood of such eloquent devotion that the stranger, as he gazed upon his pious counte- nance, and listened to the deep tones of his voice, murmured to himself, " Almost thou per- suadest me to believe ! " While he yet prayed, the sun slowly rose above the horizon, and its first ray fell like a glory upon the saint-like countenance of the sleeping Lolotte, and seemed suddenly to warm the statue into life ; for, slowly unclosing her eyelids, she raised herself from her pillow, clasped her hands as if in prayer, and with eyes raised to heaven, fixed and dilated, she remain- ed rapt and motionless, as though in ecstatic communion with unseen spirits. " As you value her reason," said the stranger in a whisper, " be silent ! A word, an un- guarded exclamation in her present state might alarm her to a degree that would produce fatal consequences. Consciousness is gradually re- c 2 28 STURMER. turning, but we must not precipitate it ; above all, she must not see me, as the sight of a stranger would inevitably hurry her spirits ; and she has not strength to contend with any great agitation." So saying, he glided round the room to the head of the bed, where a large folding screen had been placed, and taking up his position be- hind it awaited the coming scene. As he had predicted, consciousness slowly returned to Lolotte, and the heavenly vision that had rapt her spirit from the earth ap- peared gradually to fade away ; her eyes lost their fixed and upward gaze, and wandered be- wilderedly from the countenance of her mother to that of her grandfather, without at first seem- ing to recognise either. For a moment she passed her hands over her forehead, then looked again : — " Mother ! dear, dear mother ! " she murmured, bending forward ; and the fond parent, voiceless from emotion, cast her arms STURMER. 29 around her child, and burst into a passion of tears, as she strained her to her heart. " Where am I ?" resumed Lolotte, in a weak and hurried voice ; " and why do you weep, mother ? Ah ! I see it all. It is because I am dying ! And must I die, then?" she mut- tered in an under tone. " So young and so happy, it is hard to be taken from all I love ; but, God's will be done ! " And her voice was lost in a low, nervous sob, which gradually increased until it assumed the character of a violent hysterical paroxysm, that seemed to shake her debilitated frame almost to disso- lution. As, weak and exhausted by the struggle, she lay upon her mother's bosom, tears pouring through her closed eyelids, and every breath checked by convulsive sighs, the stranger, emerging from his concealment, placed one hand upon her forehead, while with the other he described the mesmeric passes, which he had so STURMER. already so successfully employed, and which in this instance produced a still more rapid effect : for, not only did the hysterical emotion at once subside, but in a very few seconds she was plunged in the same deep and dreamless trance that had characterised her first magnetic sleep. " Lolotte, are you asleep ? " said the youth. " Yes," was the answer. " And do you suffer now ? " " No." " You said, when last you slept, that when you should awake all danger would be over ; that you should be saved ? Yet, when you did actually awake your sufferings returned. How is this?" " I said, that I should be saved, and / am saved" replied Lolotte impressively. " At least," she continued, as if correcting herself, " I shall be so if my directions are followed." " Point out what is to be done, and rest assured that it shall be fulfilled to the verv ml letter." STURMER. 31 " In the first place, I must be allowed to sleep for the next twenty-four hours without being awakened, and during that period I shall regain sufficient strength to support the con- vulsions that will return to me to-morrow after I awake. When the fit is over I must again be put to sleep, but only for three or four hours ; and every day during six weeks the same pro- cess must be observed; at the end of which period the fits will cease entirely, and I shall be saved." " But," said the student, " I cannot remain with you for the period you specify : I must depart to-day, Lolotte. What is to be done ?" Lolotte drew his hands, in which her own were clasped, towards her, and placing one of them upon her forehead and the other upon her heart, sighed deeply, and remained silent. There was an eloquence in this mute ap- peal that made the heart of the stranger thrill with emotions hitherto unknown to him; a mysterious sympathy appeared to have esta- 32 STURMER. blished itself between him and the unconscious Lolotte, as though for every sensation that in- fluenced her soul a corresponding one was to be found in his own, an echo for every sigh breathed by her ; an instinctive divination of her untold wishes. Should he yield to the influence, and remain ? or, rending asunder the links that fate had so lightly and rapidly woven round his imagination, fly, while it was yet time, from the strange fascination before his heart also became enthralled ? Inclination prompted him to the former, and he was upon the point of following its dictates, when a few words from Lolotte's mother checked the head- long impulse, and forced back the current of warm feelings that had gushed forth, until it recoiled upon his heart with a suddenness that almost sickened it. " You hear her, sir," said Meta imploringly. " You alone can save my child ! and if you abandon her she must perish ! Oh ! if I dared STURMER. SS to supplicate you to remain with us yet a little longer, that she might be restored to health, and the happiness that awaits her. Not in my name alone do I ask it, but in that of my father, of my Lolotte herself, and of an absent one, her betrothed — " " It is impossible," hiterrupted the stranger, coldly and sharply ; " I must leave you this very morning. I have remained too long as it is. But let us ascertain whether the magnetic influence I possess over your child cannot be exercised by yourself for her benefit ; if so, my presence will be no longer necessary; and, by following her own directions, you will be ena- bled to effect her recovery without my assist- ance, or that of any other person." Then turning to the sleeper — " Lolotte," he said, in a softened tone, " I must leave you ! But is there no one near and dear to you who can replace me when I am gone ? no one who can produce the same effects upon you that I c o 34 STURMER. have done? Your mother, for instance, will she have the same power over you that I possess ? " '' Yes>" rephed Lolotte. " And is there no other person ? " " There is no other." Why was it that the stranger's heart felt lightened by these words, and that, as he placed the hand of Lolotte within that of her mother and clasped them in his own, to establish the magnetic communication between them, he ad- jured Meta, in an under tone, to delegate the influence she was about to acquire, to no other human being; to suffer no other person to approach her child in the same character? Perhaps he could not precisely have resolved the question himself; perhaps, too, he would have shrunk from believing that an undefined sentiment of jealousy against an unknown per- - son had insidiously crept into his bosom, and assumed the garb and language of prudence and precaution ; for the human heart, " deceit- STURMER. 35 ful " as it is, " above all things, and desperately wicked," will sometimes carry its plausible de- ceptions so far as to mystify even itself as to the precise nature of its own motives and impulses. That which Lolotte had pronounced was verified ; for no sooner had she been put into magnetic communication with her mother than she freely discoursed with her upon her own state of health, and pointed out the remedies that were to be adopted for its improvement and final restoration ; and having done so, she re- peated her injunction, that she should be left in undisturbed silence and repose for the next twenty-four hours. Meanwhile, the old woman-servant, Babet, had prepared breakfast in the parlour below; and the father and daughter, having in a great measure regained their tranquillity, and buoyed up with the hopes that had been infused into them by the stranger, descended to do the honours of the morning repast to their guest ; 36 STURMER. and while they hospitably pressed upon him the best fare that their humble roof afforded, they, in the fulness of their hearts, unreservedly communicated to him not only the circum- stances which had caused the extraordinary illness of their beloved Lolotte, but the family arrangements, which Meta had already touched upon, when, in her uncontrolable burst of sor- row, she had spoken to the stranger of Lolotte's future husband. They were simple people; but theirs was not the simplicity of ignorance or vulgarity. The Pastor Hartmann was celebrated for his learning and piety ; his daughter Meta had re- ceived from him an education above her station in life ; she had married, when very young, an officer in the Saxon army, who had died a very few months after their marriage ; and Lolotte was the posthumous issue of that union. She was now sixteen years of age, and had been betrothed a few months before to a nephew of her father''s, who had also been a pupil of her STURMER. 37 grandfather's. Franz MoUer had subsequently gone to make the tour of Germany on foot. He had crossed the Tyrolese Alps, and pene- trated into Italy, and, having sojourned for a time in the various cities of both countries, most celebrated for their learning and universi- ties, he had announced, that in the ensuing spring his wanderings would terminate, and that he should return to his fatherland, and claim his youthful bride. " That is Lolotte's picture," said Meta, point- ing to the beautiful portrait which had so pow- erfully attracted the stranger's attention on the preceding evening ; " it was painted by an Italian artist, who had been sent for to Dresden by the King, to restore some of the pictures in the Royal Gallery ; and beneath it is her ' cou- ronne de fiancie *; and those drawings were done by Lolotte, from nature ; and there is her piano. Oh, if you could but have heard her play and sing ! Angels might listen to her harmony and mistake it for their own ! " 38 STURMER. " And so good, so gentle, so pious as she has ever been," said the old Pastor ; " with sense that has outstripped her years, and a mind whose innocent maturity has led her to contem- plate with pity and wonder the folUes and vani- ties which occupy almost all other young girls of her age. Thoughtful and sedate at a time of life when others are giddy and unreflecting, she has for sixteen years been our blessing and our joy, and the first sorrow, the only pang she ever cost us was when we feared that we must resign her to her God ! "" " We were too proud of her, too happy, too secure of our blessing," said the mother meekly ; " and our pride, and love, and security, re- quired chastening. But, oh ! how stubborn, how rebelhous have our hearts been under the infliction ! How far are they yet removed from the Christian's unmurmuring submission ! We selfishly forgot that our loss would be her gain, and we could not resign her, even into the hands of Him who gave her to us, without a STURMER. 39 struggle, and a prayer to be spared the sacri- fice ! " And then, in a voice tremulous from emotion, she proceeded to relate that Lolotte's illness had originated in a violent shock produced by seeing the boat in which her grandfather, with several other passengers, had embarked to pro- ceed by the Elbe from Herrnskretschen to Schandau, upset in a squall of wind at some dis- tance from the shore ; and although other boats had put off immediately to their assistance, and rescued them from the waves, the terror of Lolotte had been so overwhelming as to throw her into convulsions, from which she was with difficulty recovered, and which had returned peri- odically with such obstinacy and violence as to baffle the skill of her medical attendants, and to reduce her in a very few months to the brink of the grave. " They averred that nothing but a miracle could save her,'* continued Meta, " and they were right. But there were no workers of mi- 40 STURMER. racles among them; and so, with folded arms, they calmly contemplated the rapid break-up of her strength, and, when the last struggle was near, left her to sink under it unaided. But a saviour was at hand, and in the very depth of our despair we were made to feel that, with God, all is possible. Oh ! could you but un- derstand the tumult of emotions with which I was aroused to a consciousness of what had passed during my insensibility — the miracle had been performed — the dead brought to hfe ! " " You were, however, aware of the agency employed by me ? " inquired the stranger. " We had already heard of Animal Magnet- ism," said the Pastor, " but chiefly from those opposed to it, who treat it either as a delusion or a vehicle for imposture and the most shame- less quackery ; and if we thought upon the sub - ject at all, it was only in the point of view in which it had been represented to us, as a thing to be reprehended and discountenanced. But STURMER. 41 you have convinced us of its wonders in a way that leaves no possibility for doubt or dispute — you have enlisted all our best feelings, all our energies, in its cause; and, from having been sceptics, we are likely soon to become fanatics." " It is a subject which admits of no half measures in point of faith — no restrictions upon our belief," observed the student with enthusiasm ; " as for myself, I believe in it as firmly as you do in the Bible ! Many persons sweepingly discountenance Mesmerism, because they cannot comprehend or account for the principle which produces its phenomena; as if the action of the loadstone upon the needle were not to the full as wonderful and inexpli- cable as the sympathies and attractions exhi- bited by Animal Magnetism : others frown it down because it interferes with their pre-esta- blished theories ; — for instance, the Materialist feels that, by its action on the mind, is deve- loped the strongest argument that can be ad- duced against his own annihilating creed — and 4>2 STURMER. Evangelical believers (many such I have met v^ith) will not hear of it, because it accounts by natural means for the so-called miracles related in the Christian narrative, which were one and all performed by Jesus laying his hands upon the sick, and straightway they were healed." " Young man," said the Pastor, in a tone of grave rebuke, " if my belief in Magnetism were likely to disturb, or even to call in question, my belief in holier things, I would close my understanding against it as resolutely as I now close my ears to your last argument. The miracles of our Lord are not to be tried by such a test, nor must they be compared to the discoveries of Natural Philosophy. They are evidences of the divine mission of Him from whom they emanated — they gave birth to Chris- tianity — and the power of performing them was delegated by Jesus to his disciples because, in the first promulgation of revealed religion, nothing but miracles could establish its autho- rity. I cannot listen to any other — " STURMER. 43 But the youth, impatiently waving his hand, interrupted him by exclaiming, " I know all that you would say, but we are not here to enter upon theological discussion. You are a disciple of revealed, / am a follower of natural religion ! Let us not attempt to interfere with each other's belief; you would fail in converting me, and I, on my part, have no wish to dis- turb those conscientious convictions of yours in which I cannot participate, even while I respect and admire the unaffected piety that springs from them. Could I bring myself to belong to any particular sect, it should be to Christianity, because it bears a stamp of greater moral per- fection than any other; but my views of reli- gion are as infinite as the attributes of the Great Being himself who formed the world. I cannot consent to enthrall my spirit by adoring Him in forms that my reason rejects, or to pray to Him at stated times in temples built by the hands of men. My soul springs forth in spon- taneous adoration of Him when I gaze upon 44 STURMER. the myriad stars or listen to the whirlwind, but all my devotional aspirations would become chilled were I to be obliged to confine them to the words of any particular creed ; and I feel that walls and roofs built by human hands draw down my thoughts to human things, and inter- pose between God and me. But enough of this — it was of Mesmerism and its antiquity that we were speaking; for Mesmer was not the discoverer, but merely the reviver, of Animal Magnetism." " You believe then,'' said Hartmann, " that it was known to the ancients ? " " Unquestionably," rejoined the stranger ; *' it was understood and practised by the an- cients throughout the East, not, indeed, as a healing art, but as a priestly artifice, to subju- gate and enthrall the minds of the multitude for especial purposes. I will not again ofi'end you by reverting to the miracles of Christ as connected with these natural causes, nor will I even dwell upon those of Elisha recorded STURMER. 45 in the Old Testament, but I will instance the Delphic Oracles, as being, to my firm belief, pronounced under the influence of Animal Mag- netism. All the accounts that have come down to us of the state of the Pythoness, before and after she was placed upon the tripod, agree precisely with the phenomena I have so often seen produced by the action of Mesmerism upon epileptic patients — the convulsions — then the syncope or trance, and then the lucidity under which the oracle was pronounced, w^ere but the natural effects of that agency being pro- perly developed in highly susceptible patients." "Can you," said Hartmann, "define to me the precise nature of this wonderful agency?" " My own opinions," was the answer, " are as follow : — Assuming as the basis of my argument, that the magnetic fluid forms a com- ponent part of every human organisation, the derangement of that fluid I look upon to be the cause of epilepsy, insanity, convulsions, and the whole train of minor nervous disorders 46 STURMER. which fall under the denomination of Hysteria. Now, those persons who are the most suscep- tible to Mesmerism, are invariably epileptic or insane patients, and the first visible effect of Magnetism upon them is to dispel, during its action, the painful characteristics of those visitations. This, according to my theory, is accounted for by the equilibrium of the fluid being restored by magnetic action, and equally distributed throughout the organic system, superinducing for the time being a return to a natural and healthy state, but presenting none of those wonderful phenomena which you have just witnessed, which those who have not wit- nessed Will not believe, (because it is too much the habit of ordinary minds to measure all things by the narrowness of their own experi- ence,) but which I shall also endeavour to account for by a continuation of the chain of reasoning I have already adduced. It is in the power of the magnetizer to direct so super- abundant a mass of the magnetic fluid upon STURMER. 47 the patient's brain as to leave all the other organs totally deprived of it, and therefore completely insensible, while the brain itself ac- cumulates all their superfluous susceptibility, and acquires those prodigious faculties of per- ception which are known by the denomination of Hellsehen, and which the more fashionable phrase of clairvoyance so much more feebly conveys to the understanding. In this state, objects the most subtle and far removed are beheld, futurity is looked into, the thoughts and wishes of the magnetizer are divined, and the physical conformation of the magnetized and of those persons placed in magnetic com- munication with them is revealed to them — they hear, see, and comprehend all things, not indeed with the organs of the flesh (for those are dead for the time being) ; but the eye of the spirit is opened, the mind, illuminated by a supernatural light, more nearly approximates to the divine essence of which it is an emana- tion, and for a moment soars into that spiritual 48 STURMER. state of existence which will be ours after death, when the imperishable soul, emanci- pated from the thraldrom of matter, shall drink at the fountain of Eternal Truth, and nothing shall be hidden from it ! This, the highest point at which magnetic lucidity can arrive, is never developed in a healthy state, for it is an incontestable fact, that the more the body is shattered, the more acute, clear, and oracular do the previsional faculties become. The subju- gation of the somnambulist is then at its height, and the will of the magnetizer all powerful over every sensation : in proportion as the patient recovers his health the lucidity dimin- ishes; and when strength is completely re- established it frequently disappears altogether. All of the most remarkable previsional cases of somnambulism that have come under my own observation, as well as all that I have ever heard of, have been developed in cases of idiotcy or of epilepsy (which is a temporary frenzy) ; and this fact accounts to me for the STURMER. 49 origin of that belief which is current throughout the East, that insane persons are chosen beings whom God has inspired with a higher gift than reason, and therefore are they looked upon with a respect amounting to veneration, and their ravings believed to be prophecies." As with flashing eyes and a flushed cheek, the young enthusiast gave utterance to opinions that to the sober judgment of his listeners appeared like the vagaries of a distempered imagination, the good Hartmann gazed upon him with melancholy interest, and sighed to think that the false meteor-like glare of modern philosophy had so dazzled and lured that young and ardent mind, as to make him close his eyes to the pure sunbeams of Gospel Truth, which alone can be " a light to our path and a lantern to our feet," and that with the presumption of youth and of error (for conviction is ever modest), he had rushed upon conclusions as false as they are fatal, and had chosen a path where, if he continued, he must surely fall. VOL. I. D 50 STURMER. " My dear young friend, suffer me to call you so," he said, laying his hand upon the stranger's arm, " I have listened to you uninter- ruptedly, not because I agree with all that you have said, but because persuasion and not passion are the arms with which I would com- bat some of your delusions. I do not mean your opinions upon magnetism, (for I am not competent to argue upon a subject which is still a mystery to me,) but I allude to the deplorable error which causes you to reject the Highest and Holiest of all subjects, and sweepingly to condemn the Christian Faith, with all other forms of established worship, as mummeries incompatible with the exercise of your reason ! I do not despair, however, of reclaiming you to better thoughts, for your mind is of that fine order which error may for a time mislead but cannot finally pervert, and which Truth can alone satisfy ! give me but an opportunity, and," he added, looking reverently upwards, " with the aid of Him whom you now reject, of the blessed STURMER. 51 Saviour who died for your redemption, I shall lead back the stray lamb to the flock from which he will never more wish to wander ! '' At this moment the conversation was inter- rupted by Babet bustling into the room, and announcing that Doctor Schramm, mounted upon his mule, was approaching the house. Meta, at this intelligence, hurried out of the parlour and ascended to the chamber of her daughter, while the Pastor sallied forth to the garden-gate to meet the new comer, and having assisted him to dismount, they both proceeded into the house together, and followed Meta up the staircase into the presence of the sleeping Lolotte. No sooner did the stranger find himself alone, than approaching the picture he gazed upon it for some moments in mute admiration ; then apo- strophising it with passionate emotion, " Beau- tiful Lolotte ! " he exclaimed ; " what strange mysterious charm dwells in the depths of those Sybil eyes, that even upon senseless canvass D 2 ""'"t'-s-ry Of au«a« UBRARY 52 STURMER. their glances should awaken in my soul visions of passion, and joy, and confidence, shared in by thee, despite of cold reason, which recalls the vow that binds thee to another ! Alas ! it was predestined that I should look upon that fair face, and that it should become my fate. I fly from thee, because I know the fatal power that I could exercise over thy soul, (for thou would'st love me, Lolotte !) ; but I fly in vain, for my heart is darkened with thy shadow, and never more can the sunbeams of love warm it even into transient passion for another ! Lolotte ! thou shalt be the bride of my soul — the haunting spirit that shall purify me fi'om every grosser impulse ! On earth we may meet no more, but in another world I will claim thee as mine own, and with this chaste kiss I seal the holy compact !" So saying, he mounted upon a chair, and pressed his lips to the picture with impassioned tenderness. As he descended with trembling haste, the bridal wreath, suspended beneath, STURMER. 53 fell to the ground ; for a moment he gazed upon it with a changing countenance. " De- tested symbol of another's felicity ! even as my hopes have been crushed, even so will I stamp thee into annihilation !" he exclaimed, gnashing his teeth, and raising his foot to tram- ple upon the withered flowers; " but, no !" he continued, in a softened voice, " thou hast bound the brows of Lolotte, and that touch has conse- crated thee — thou hast become to me as the holy relic of some saint, to be approached only in prayer, and thus I place thee upon the shrine where she is worshiped ! " And raising the chaplet from the ground, he thrust it into his bosom, slung his knapsack across his shoulder, and rushing out of the house was soon lost in the depths of the Ottowaldergrund. In less than half an hour afterwards the party assembled in the chamber of Lolotte, were heard descending the staircase in eager disquisition, the angry voice of Doctor Schramm predominating over the calm accents of the old 54 STURMER. Pastor and the deprecating tones of Meta, while the epithets of " quack," " knave," " sor- cerer," " dupes," and " credulous fools," rung in various changes by him, supplied the place of cool reasoning and dispassionate argument. " Magnetism !" he vociferated, " fiddle-stick, — humbug, — nonsense ! there is no such thing — it is physically impossible ; and those empirics who pretend to practise it, laugh in their sleeve at the silly dupes they make ! " " But," said fiartmann ; " we have witnessed wonders done by it, and those who see must believe. Have you ever examined the subject, Doctor, or seen any experiments performed?" " Never !" he replied ; " and nothing should tempt me to do so, because I have no fancy to be made a fool of — because such impudent charlatanism ought to be discountenanced — because " " Doctor," interrupted the Pastor hastily, and betrayed into momentary anger by the rude- ness of the Schandau practitioner; " I have STURMER. 55 no hesitation in saying that the man who be- heves nothing but what he sees, and the man who beUeves everything that he is told, are equally fools. Those only, who take a middle course between the two extremes, and will in- vestigate for themselves, can hope to arrive at the truth." " And do you know where your investiga- tions will lead you ?" said the Doctor ; " to Sonnenstein,* my good friend, to Sonnenstein, where there are already so many discoverers of new systems." " Calm yourself, dear Doctor Shramm," in- terposed Meta mildly ; " and when you hear all, I think you will revoke your opinions — indeed I am sure I shall yet make a convert of you, for I have learned the art, and intend to practise as well as preach magnetism." " I tell you, Frau Moller, that you are a * Sonnenstein is a village between Dresden and Pima, on the road to the Saxon Switzerland, where there is u celebrated asylum for lunatics. 56 STURMER. silly dupe, and I am ashamed of you; but as you are a weak woman I pity you, and can forgive you too; but as for Herr Hartmann, I looked for better sense in him, and have no words to express my wonder and indignation at his credulity ! I affirm that the last potion I ordered for the Fraulein Lolotte has done wonders for her, as I predicted yesterday when I told you the effects it would produce, and — " " Nay,"" said Meta mildly ; " you yourself told me last evening, that all was over with my child, and that before midnight she would be an angel in heaven; when your potion ar- rived she was past the power of swallowing it, and there it stands on the landing-place untouched ! But speak to the stranger your- self, and he will explain to you by what won- derful means he recalled my Lottschen to life ; he is here to answer for himself," and she threw open the parlour door, and as they all entered they looked around for the object of their discussion, but the room was empty ! STURMER. 57 Babet was called — she had not seen him ; the house and garden were ransacked — he was nowhere to be found ! They gazed upon one another with blank countenances ; at last the Doctor broke the silence, and shrugging his shoulders said in a compassionating accent : — " My poor friends, grief and watching have made you light-headed, go to bed and repose yourselves; you have had the night-mare, or between sleeping and waking have dreamed all that you have told me ;" and then catching a glimpse of Babet, as with a significant shake of the head she negatived his supposition, he spitefully added, looking at her that his words might produce the terror he intended, " or, (my dear friends, such things are possible, al- though I do not believe in them,) you have seen a vampire, or the devil himself, and I wash my hands of whatever may now happen to the Fraulein Lolotte ! " D o 58 STURMER. CHAPTER II. She pined in tliouglit. Twelfth Night. Queen. Whereon do you look ? Ham. On him ! on him ! Look you, how pale he glares ! Queen. This is the very coinage of your brain. Hamlet. Years rolled on, like billow succeeding bil- low, upon the ocean of eternity, and in their restless and unerring course had borne towards "the silent shore" two generations of the Pas- tor Hartmann's family. The good old man and his gentle daughter Meta slept with their fathers in the quiet churchyard of Lokmen, and Lolotte, and her husband Franz Moller, with Babet the old servant, and a younger assistant, had become the sole occupants of STURMER. 59 the lone house in the Ottowaldergrund. Few changes had been made in its interior deco- rations. The old piano stood in the same place ; but the book-shelves had been enlarged, (for Franz was a savant,) and a writing bureau covered with the litter of authorship, had usurped the place of Meta's tapestry-frame. The beautiful picture of Lolotte was still sus- pended over the piano; but not alone, as be- fore : two seraph countenances had been added, with eyes serenely bright, like those of angels, and golden hair falling back in wavy clusters from the calm expansive brows, and a sweet serious smile, unlike that of infancy, parting the baby-lips, — two infant transcripts of Lo- lotte's ineffable loveliness, — the children which had blessed her union, and which, after a brief space of maternal happiness, she had been required to resign to Him who had given them to her ! i Poor Lolotte ! her fate had not been a happy one ; the loved, the loving, and the lovely, had, 60 STURMER. one by one, been taken from her, — ^her mother, her grandfather, and her two children, — and it seemed as though her heart lay buried with them in their graves ; for, although Franz was a good man, and loved his wife with as much warmth as it was possible for him to love anything, except musty folios, he was too much absorbed in his studies, too much satisfied with the honesty and loyalty of his heart towards her, to bestow upon her any of those thousand nameless little demonstra- tions of tenderness, those refinements of sen- timent which take captive the heart and ima- gination of woman, and charm her into the happy consciousness of being the first and dearest object in her husband's thoughts. In that interchange of fond endearment in which she had been brought up by Hartmann and Meta, he took no delight; and when the time came that there was no longer any one to lavish it upon her, — none on whom she might bestow it, — she drooped and languished, like a flower STURMER. 61 from which the dews of heaven have been sud- denly withdrawn. No complaint passed her lips, for she esteemed her husband's good qua- lities and admired his talents; but she was made for the poetry of life, not for the mere mechanical performance of its duties, to which, in conformity with his tastes, she had circum- scribed her efforts to please. The charm of existence had passed away from her, with its innocent illusions : it was as though there was no music in the temple, no perfume in the flow- ers, no sunshine on the waters. All was dark and colourless around her ; she felt alone in the universe with one who did not understand her, — and for her to feel so, was to wish to die ! Slowly her health failed beneath the des- pondency that had crept over her ; languor and depression were succeeded by nervous parox- ysms and fits of insensibility. The sickness of the mind had communicated itself to the body ; and, at the expiration of eight years after the period at which this tale commences, Lolotte 62 STURMER. was reduced to a state of health as alarming and as impracticably proof against medical treatment as that from which she had been rescued by the efforts of the wandering disciple of Mesmer. Just eight years, day for day, from the date of that mysterious person's visit to the Otto- waldergrund, Lolotte and her husband were seated, towards the decline of day, in the little parlour already alluded to. The season had been unusually mild for that northern cli- mate, and autumn, in all its glorious hues of gold, and crimson, and russet lingered amidst the wild scenery as if loth to resign it to the cold breath of winter's heralds. The garden was still gay with China-asters and late roses, and the windows were garnished with pots of Balsams and other late-blooming flowers ; while the interior of the room was decorated with rare plants and a profusion of bouquets, as if for some particular occasion. As long as INIeta and her father lived, they had kept the anni- STURMER. 63 versary of the day, from which they dated the wonderful recovery of their child, with extra- ordinary rejoicings. It was to them not only a festival of the heart, but a day of pious thanksgiving; and after their death, that ob- servance did not fall into disuse, for it still continued to be a jour de fke for the little household in general, and for Lolotte a day dedicated to tender and solemn recollections. As she sat by the casement in the old Pas- tor's arm-chair, plunged in deep thought, fancy peopled the airy solitude with sounds and forms that had long since passed away. The joyous laugh and the bright faces of her children, the mild accents of her mother, the venerable coun- tenance of her grandfather, seemed once more to ring in her ears and flit around her. It was but for a moment; for in the next, her eyes, which had been wistfully fixed upon the clouds, wandered from them to the distant church spire, as it gleamed brightly in the golden sunset, and pointed out the spot where those loved ones 64 STURMER. slept their last sleep ; and a sigh so deep and hollow burst from her bosom, that it startled Franz from the writing with which he had been busily occupied. He looked up, and for the first time seemed to become fully aware of her sad state, and of the inroads which mental suffering had caused in her slender frame ; and that conviction indued him with a delicacy and gentleness of feeling not habitual to him. He forbore to remark upon what had so suddenly struck upon his heart ; but laying down his pen, aroused her from her melancholy pre-occu- pation in a voice of unwonted tenderness. " Dear Lottschen," he said, " it is long since I have heard your voice : sing me one of those simple airs in which our good grandfather used so to delight, and it will cause my ideas to flow more freely and harmoniously than they do at present; — sing to me, mein kind, and your music will inspire me with eloquence." " I will sing you his favourite," said Lolotte, with a pensive smile; and opening the piano. STURMER. 65 she ran over the keys with admirable skill and science for a few minutes, and then struck into the accompaniment of that beautiful song of Goethe's, " Konn 'st du das Land, &c/*' the music of which was so popular some years ago throughout Germany, that the whole coun- try resounded with it from the palace to the cottage — from the well-organised orchestra to the itinerant ballad- singer and hand-organ grinder. Lolotte was one of Nature's own musicians; the deep rich tones of her sweet and powerful voice would have made the for- tune of a public singer, but the great charm of her performance consisted in the expression which she threw into it, and the judgment with which she adapted that expression to the words she sang — not treating them, as so many pro- fessors do, merely as vehicles for sweet sounds, but joining sense to sound with a truth and senti- ment that spoke to the hearts of the most in- sensible, and showed that she ever identified herself with the subject to which she gave ut- 66 STURMER. terance. And now, as she poured forth those exquisite lines in a flood of harmony, there was a passion and a pathos in her voice, a pleading eloquence in her eyes, that gave to her song the character of an extempore outpouring of the heart, and roused even the phlegmatic Franz to undivided attention. With his eyes fixed upon her, he listened until the last notes had died away into silence; and then a pause ensued. Lolotte was the first to break it. " I wonder," she said, in a solemn voice, " if it be accorded to the spirits of the departed to behold what passes upon earth, — to be con- scious of the enduring sorrow with which their memory is cherished — '*'' " Lolotte," interrupted her husband, some- what sharply, " you are always thinking of the dead ! That is not very complimentary to me : have you no thoughts for the living also?" " Surely on this day I may be pardoned for thinking of them" she answered, repressing a starting tear ; " and that song which you made STURMER. 67 me sing just now, my dear grandfather's favou- rite, brought back the past so vividly to me ! I thought I saw his benignant face smiling upon me again; I thought I beheld them all once more ! I fancied they might be hovering near, and watching me; and yet," she con- tinued, in an under tone, " I ought not to de- sire it; for then they would know all that I feel, and that knowledge would surely change their blessedness into bitter anguish ! " *' These are foolish fancies,"" said Franz, in reply to the first part of her remark, (for the latter part had not been heard by him;) "and if you loved me, you would not indulge in them. However, let us change the subject. When I was yesterday in Dresden, I casually heard that the famous Dr. Wolfgang Sturmer, of Prague, has been staying there for a short time, and has performed some wonderful cures by means of Mesmerism ; now, I should wish you to see him, and consult him about your fainting fits : so to-morrow we will go into town for 68 STURMER. that purpose : but you must not fall in love with the Doctor, Lolotte, as all the Dresden ladies have done," he added, laughing. " His picture is in all the print-shops already ; and I must own, that it is a very handsome one, and quite the sort of face to turn a romantic lady's head. But here is Babet with your choco- late." Now, upon the anniversary in question, it had been the custom of each mem^ber of Lo- lotte's family to make her some little offering of love, for they looked upon it as a second birthday to her ; and even the servants were not behindhand in furnishing some simple testi- mony of their affection to their beloved young mistress upon those occasions. On the day in question, Franz had prepared his gift in con- junction with Babet; a handsome silver choco- late pot, which he had brought from Dresden, was accompanied by a porcelain cup and saucer, which Babet had commissioned him to purchase for her ; and as the good old creature, nodding STURMER. 69 and smiling to her master, in anticipation of the pleasure which their gifts would procure to Lolotte, placed the tray upon the table, she hastened to fill her cup and present it to her mistress. But in doing so, her eyes fell upon the window close to which Lolotte was seated, and, uttering a loud scream, she staggered into a chair, clasped her hands before her eyes ; and the cup and saucer escaping from her grasp fell to the ground, and were shivered to atoms. "What can this mean?" exclaimed Franz and Lolotte in a breath, as they surrounded and supported the terrified Babet. The shades of evening had fallen around, and half shrouded in obscurity the little parlour and the cluster- ing garden beyond. " Get a light, dear Franz," said Lolotte, " that we may see what is the matter with her ;" but Babet clung to her master with all the strength of terror. At last, the power of speech returned, and, with a violent effort, she pointed to the window, and shudderingly exclaimed : — 70 STURMER. " I have seen him ! I have seen him ! — — there !" "Who?" inquired Lolotte, turning pale. " The devil ! — the devil himself ! — the vam- pire ! vi^ho vanished, nobody knows how, this day eight years ago ! There he was, outside of the window, with his eyes fixed upon Xhefrau- lein, just as they were when he bewitched her into talking after we all believed her dead ; and the minute he saw me, away he vanished again ! Lord save us ! " Away rushed Franz into the garden, followed by Lolotte and Babet; and every corner of it was visited and examined by them, — but in vain. No trace of any human being was to be seen, either within its precincts, or beyond in the wild woodland, that began to be partially lighted by the rising moon. " You were dreaming, Babet," said Franz, as they all returned to the little parlour; and the other servant lighted the candles and closed the window^shutters. STURMER. 71 " Yes," replied Babet, slowly, *' dreaming as Doctor Schramm said my old master and mis- tress were eight years ago ! As sure as I live and am wide awake, I have seen the devil him- self. What else, do you think, could have frightened the cup out of my hands ? Oh, my poor cup and saucer ! aJles in tausend stilck" she added, stooping to pick up the frag- ments. Lolotte raised her up, and kissed her cheek : " Good Babet," she said, " I will keep the broken china for your sake, and put it by with all your other gifts to me on this day ; so fret no more about it !" " Nay, as for that, I am not thinking of the cup, and would rather break a hundred than that any harm should come to you; but that face, that face ! why was it glaring there upon you ? and why did it vanish as soon as I looked at it, if it was there for any good ? Doctor Schramm was right, honest man ! when he said that nothing human could have come and gone, 72 STURMER. and have done what that pretended traveller did for you eight years ago." " He cured me, Babet," interrupted Lolotte ; " would to heaven that I could but once more behold him!" " The Lord forbid that you should !" ejacu- lated Babet ; " if there had been any sense in his pawing and clawing, why should not Herr Franz be able to produce the same effects upon you that he did ? and yet I have seen him try it hour after hour without making you wink, much less sleep. To be sure, your dear mother could, for it was one of his devices to teach her his sorceries, and then whenever she put you to sleep you would be talking of him as if you saw him; but I can testify that she never had her health for a single day after he came here, and that shews what he was, and that he came to kill, and not to cure ! No, no, God keep us from such visitors for ever more, say I, for that it was the devil I am ready to testify — der Teufel er selbst r STURMER. 73 The next day Franz and Lolotte repaired to Dresden to consult Doctor Sturmei:, but to their great disappointment they found, upon arriving there, that the distinguished stranger had taken his departure for Prague on the pre- ceding day. Such, however, was the fame his deeds had left behind him, and so miraculous were the cures performed by him, that Franz (whose fears for Lolotte having suddenly been roused, led to a sort of remorseful feeling at having so long been inattentive to her declining state, which could only be appeased by some great exertion on her behalf) determined upon making a journey to Prague with his wife, for the purpose of placing her under the Doctor's care. That he did so may be gathered from the following letters, which are subjoined, in order to throw some light upon the anUcedens of Doctor Sturmer. VOL. I. E 74 STURMER. LETTER FROM WOLFGANG STURMER TO BARON ANTON VON PREINL. « Prague, October 29, 18—. " MY DEAR FRIEND, " Only two hours ago I returned home from Dresden, punctual to the very moment I had promised to meet you here; but the re- ward of my exactitude has been a bitter dis- appointment to me — a letter from you, instead of yourself in person ! However, I feel that I have no right to reproach you for the substitu- tion, since you tell me that nothing less than your sister's marriage could have interfered with our engagement, and that as soon as that happy event has taken place you will turn your horses' heads towards Prague. Assure my fair friend the Baroness Bertha of my heartfelt participation in her happiness, and tell her that the fame of her beauty and accomplishments has flown before her to Dresden, where, during my late sejour, I heard her universally cited as STURMER. 75 the prettiest woman who had appeared at TopUtz this season. Expectation is on the tiptoe for her arrival in Dresden, as old Count Carlowitz, who has decided upon all matters of taste, at the court of Saxony, for the last fifty years, pronounces her to be in all respects the most charming German woman he ever met with ; and as far as my own poor judgment goes, I have never seen but one countenance that could surpass hers ; but of that, more anon. " Well, I have returned from my tour in Northern Germany, and I may, without exag- geration, compare it to a triumphal march. In Berlin and Dresden, my public lectures upon Animal Magnetism have produced the most suc- cessful and satisfactory results — that of inducing people to investigate the subject as calmly and dispassionately as such a subject will admit, and leading them to submit those persons in whose honesty they have the firmest reliance to be experimentalised upon for the developement of truth. In this manner I have been enabled e2 76 STURMER. to make some wonderful discoveries of hidden diseases, and to perform cures which have startled the most sceptical into belief; and so great has been my success, and the popularity that has followed it, that I have been suppli- cated to abandon my native city, and to settle in Dresden, where fortune and honours would be showered upon me. " What a difference to the journey which I performed eight years ago through the same country — alone, on foot, unknown, with my whole fortune in my knapsack, and that fortune, I believe, did not exceed five gold Fredericks ! but how rich was I in enthusiasm, and enter- prise, and energy — how happy in the inexperi- ence of twenty years ! Life then appeared to me a beautiful romance, of which I impatiently longed to turn over the first leaves; now, at twenty-eight, I look upon it as a melancholy reality. I have scanned those pages, and found in them nothing but disappointment and vanity ! True it is, that the chapter of ambition has sur- STURMER. 77 passed my expectations ; I have there seen the name of the obscure Wolfgang Sturmer raised to celebrity, and become known, not only in his own country, but throughout Europe, as the success- ful advocate of a persecuted system ; but to the romantic temperament of the Poet and the Idealist fame alone has not been sufficient to secure happiness. As long as I had difficulties to combat and assailants to overcome, the blank in my heart was not felt by me ; but now that I have rendered the path comparatively smooth for my successors in the same cause, and that by my writings and personal practice I have raised the veil of prejudice from the public mind, and prepared it to receive the lights of truth which our revived system will one day shed upon it, — although neither you nor I shall live to see that day, — I feel as though my mis- sion were at an end; there are no more rocks against which the torrent of my energies may be broken — and the tide rolling onward unob- structed, and expending itself upon the smooth 78 STURMER. and barren sands, now overwhelms my soul with an intolerable sense of restless monotony. " 'Tis when these dreary convictions press upon me that I sigh for the days of Gottingen, when the poor student, with his mine of ima- ginary happiness still unexplored, parted at the gates of the University with the only real trea- sure that he ever possessed — his friend Anton Von Preinl, and set forth in pursuit of ' the bubble reputation,' which, now that it is at- tained, he finds insufficient to satisfy the crav- ings of his soul. Do you know that, in the midst of my late successes in Dresden, I be- came more than ever convinced of the pre- dominancy of that feeling, and with a captious- ness which so often follows the triumphs of mere vanity, I turned from the intoxicating flatteries of the most beautiful women there, to dwell upon an episode in my early life, in which, God knows, vanity had no share. " You may remember the circumstance that I related to you eight years ago, of my first STURMER. 79 essay in Animal Magnetism, and of the romantic feeling which had sprung up in my bosom for the young person whom I had, through that mysterious agency, rescued from death. It was one of those sudden sympathies which would puzzle a philosopher to account for, but which are to me evidences of the truth of one of my favourite theories, which has so often met with your unqualified ridicule, namely, the doctrine of metempsychosis. That the soul of that young girl should have been known to mine in some pre-existing state, is an idea which I love to cherish ; — we may have been friends, per- haps lovers ; — and thus I account for the feel- ing with which, when all in that youthful form that could awaken the grosser impulses of passion lay cold and inanimate in the grasp of death, a love not less passionate, but more pure than earthly love, should have pervaded my whole being, and directed all the energies of my soul to recall her fleeting spirit, which, although struggling to emancipate itself from its mortal 80 STURMER. coil, paused at the voice of its old companion, and, obedient to the call, returned to place itself under that loved dominion ! It matters not now to dwell upon the romantic dreams in which my imagination then revelled for a mo- ment: the sum of them was, that I would remain near Lolotte, restore her to health, win her affections, and then make her my wife ; but one word served to dispel the visionary scheme of happiness. I casually heard from her mo- ther that she was engaged to be married to another, and I tore myself from the spot that held her, before she could be restored to a con- sciousness of my presence there. But I never forgot her ; nor has it since been in the power of woman, however beautiful or captivating, to awaken in me the same tender emotions that she did. And so, at the end of eight years, when I once more found myself in the same country with her, and separated only by a few leagues from the very spot where I had first beheld her, an irrepressible desire took pos- STURMER. 81 session of me to ascertain whether she still lived, and still inhabited that place. I had intended to make a solitary pilgrimage to it on my way from Dresden to Prague, but that plan was defeated by the decision of the Countess Mannteufel, who, resolved upon rendering my departure from Dresden worthy of my sojourn there, had organized a select party to accom- pany me as far as Schandau, where a senti- mental farewell fete was to be got up for me, and our mutual regrets at parting were to be expressed by eating, drinking, and dancing ! " As soon, however, as the latter part of the entertainment had commenced, I contrived to slip away unperceived by the society; and taking the well-remembered path that leads from Schandau to the Ottowalder-grund, I ar- rived in sight of Lolotte's habitation just as the shades of evening were falling around and en- veloping everything in obscurity. Strange that it should have been the very anniversary of the day upon which, eight years before, at the same E 5 82 STURMER. evening hour, I had first approached that house; and now, as with a stealthy step and beating heart, I stole through the garden enclosure, a strain of music directed me towards an open casement, close to which I stationed myself, screened by the creepers that clustered around it from the observation of those within, and listened to one of our popular German ballads, so exquisitely performed as to give the charac- ter of novelty and freshness to it. The song was sung by a woman's voice of such wondrous sweetness and compass, that, as I hung entranced upon its rich round tones, I remembered the expression that Frau Mbller had made use of when, in describing to me her daughter's sing- ing, she had said, ' Angels might listen to her harmony and mistake it for their own/ and I felt convinced that I listened to none other than Lolotte. When the last chords of the piano- accompaniment closed the song there was a silent pause, followed by the murmur of voices in conversation, and then only I ventured to STURMER. 83 emerge so far from my hiding-place as to be able to obtain through the open window a view of the interior of the apartment. It was the well-remembered parlour, from which I had fled like a felon eight years before ; but one object alone in it fixed my attention, the beautiful spirit-like figure of Lolotte, dressed in white, and seated at the piano close to the window, her face half shaded by the hand on which she leaned, but still sutficiently revealed to leave no doubt of her identity ; a young man, her hus- band, I suppose — and I could have hated him for being so, — was seated near her, holding her other hand, and speaking to her with earnest- ness. I caught the sound of my own name pronounced by him, and, incautiously advancing to hear more of his discourse, I discovered enough of my person to betray myself, for an old woman (the same who had admitted me into the house on my former visit) caught a glimpse of me while she was in the act of serving some refreshment to her mistress; and whether she 84 STURMER. remembered my countenance, or that she mis- took me for a robber, I know not, but she uttered a piercing shriek, and letting the tray fall from her hand gave the alarm. Without allowing myself time for reflection I sprang over the garden fence, and quickly regained the road to Schandau, from whence, when I paused to take breath, I could perceive lights moving about in the garden, and hear the shouts of those who were in pursuit of me. " I reached Schandau before the ball was terminated, and accounted for my absence as well as I could ; but my thoughts were far from the scene, and still hovered round the spot I had so recently quitted ; the transient view I had just obtained of Lolotte, instead of tran- quillising my mind as to her fate, had revived in it all the folly and madness that had charac- terised my feelings during my first extraordi- nary approximation to her. I found that nei- ther time nor absence had conquered that strange infatuation, and that now, as heretofore, STURMER. 85 my only safety would be in flight; and thus convinced of the ungovernable nature of my sentiments for her, and of the existence of the insuperable obstacle which rendered the further indulgence of those sentiments a deliberate crime, I resolved never to attempt to disturb her tranquillity by obtruding myself into her presence, or allowing her to become aware of the extraordinary power which she so uncon- sciously exercised over me. " I did not retire to rest until I had gathered from the innkeeper at Schandau some particu- lars of the actual state of Lolotte's family ; and from him I learned that the good Pastor Hart- mann and his daughter were both dead, that Lolotte had been married more than seven years to her cousin, Franz Moller, who is a savant and an author, but, that since she lost her children her health has declined, and that she has not been once to Schandau during the whole of the summer. Poor beautiful Lolotte ! she has not, then, escaped the common lot of 86 STURMER. humanity, and afflictions and bereavements have fallen upon her in the very noontide of her life. May the undivided affection of her hus- band compensate to her for all that she has lost ! Now, then, I might be her friend. Her friend ? alas ! I fear that I could not be satis- fied with that title alone ! " I have been insensibly led on to make this written confession of my weakness, just as I should have confided it to you in the unre- stricted flow of conversation, had we met ; just as I have ever opened to you every thought and feeling of my heart since the commence- ment of our boyish friendship, without shrink- ing from the consequences my candour has inevitably entailed upon me, in the shape of your (sometimes) well-directed censure, and ever good-humoured ridicule. In the present instance I am aware that I am furnishing you with arms against myself, upon a point which we have so often argued together, namely, the proneness of imaginative people in general, and STURMER. 87 of myself in particular, to create their own misery by rejecting the real good that offers itself to them in the natural course of events, and running after visions of ideal happiness which exist in their exalted imaginations alone, and lead them from folly to folly, from dis- appointment to disappointment, until at last they are forced to comprehend one great reality — the moral of the fable — that in grasping at the shadow the substance has been sacri- ficed, and both have disappeared together in the treacherous waves. I feel that this may be very appositely applied to me, for I have all the elements of rational happiness within my reach, — moderate wealth, celebrity, popularity, youth, health ; and yet all these positive bless- ings are overlooked by me in the morbid yearn- ing for a shadowy felicity, the possession of which would not perhaps after all contribute to my happiness ; for who knows whether Lo- lotte is in reality what my imagination has loved to depict her? But in thus anticipating the 88 STURMER. arguments which I know you will use against me, I feel that I have ensured your generous forbearance upon a subject, which I candidly confess to you I could not bear should be treated with ridicule ; and it will be a suflicient triumph for you to read, under my own hand, the admission that I acknowledge the justice of your opinion, and that I envy the calm tem- perament and sober judgment which have ever enabled you not only to steer your own course clear of the shoals and quicksands of passion, but to pilot your friend through the breakers into which his rashness has so often precipitated him. " Adieu, my dear Anton ! a press of pro- fessional occupation will prevent my writing to you again for many days ; let me hear, how- ever, in the mean time of all the gay proceed- ings at Falkenstein, and believe me to be as ever your faithful friend, " Wolfgang Sturmer." STURMER. 89 LETTER FROM WOLFGANG STURMER TO BARON ANTON VON PRIENL. " Prague, Nov. 7th, 18—. " Of what use are our wisest resolutions, my dear Anton ? idle vanities all ! the puny efforts of pigmies to wrestle with a giant ! Call that giant what you will, either Fate, or the force of circumstances, it eventually masters us all; we struggle for a season against its tyranny — we think we have escaped from its dominion — in vain ! with an iron grasp it again clutches us, makes us its slaves, and laughs to scorn the idle show of strength with which we dared to brave its power. As for myself, I give up the contest, I feel myself to be le jouet d'une etrange fatalite, circumvented in all my best intentions, and come what will to me now, of weal or woe, I shall say with Diderot's hero, that ' c'etait ecrit la-haut !' " When I tell you that the person whose presence I had, as you know, most religiously 90 STURMER. determined to fly for ever, is here - — that Lo- lotte Moller, of v/hose strange power over my feelings I had made no secret to you, is in Prague, brought by her husband purposely to consult me, and to be placed under my pro- fessional care — that I am obliged to see her daily, watch the fluctuations of her charming countenance, listen to her gentle accents, and I fear I must add that I would not now^ if I could^ relinquish the dangerous delight of being of use to her ! — when I tell you all this, Anton, the meaning of my preceding remark will be intelligible to you. " To render my recital coherent, I must re- trograde, and begin by the beginning of this strange adventure. It was only two days after my last letter had been despatched to you that as I was sitting alone in my study in the dusk of the evening, Gottfried announced to me that a gentleman from Dresden wished to see me ; I desired him to be shewn in, supposing that it might be one of my numerous acquaint- STURMER. 91 ances from that place passing through Prague, but, when the visitor entered and hghts were placed upon the table, I beheld a person with whom I had no previous acquaintance, but whose countenance, nevertheless, struck me as being one of which I had some vague recol- lection, although I could not at that moment remember when or where I had seen it. He was a handsome young man, with one of those open, honest, phlegmatic German countenances, which prepossess one in their favour without exciting any particular interest; his manner was frank and gentleman-like, and, without any unnecessary circumlocution or attempt at compliment, he told me that he had heard sufficient of my success at Dresden (although he had heard of my stay there too late to profit by it on the spot) to induce him to fol- low me to Prague with his wife, whose health had been long in a declining state, from a com- plication of nervous disorders, which had re- sisted the skill of the medical practitioners 92 STURMER. near her; but as she had once, a few years before, derived extraordinary benefit from Mes- meric treatment, he entertained a hope that it might again restore her to health ; at all events, he was anxious to make the trial. He had therefore brought her to Prague, in order that she might remain a sufficient time under my care to enable me to ascertain whether her ailments were likely again to yield to the influence of Animal Magnetism, and he en- treated that I would see her without loss of time. They were lodging, he said, at the hotel of the 'Drei Linden,' (which you know is on the Graben, a great distance from my residence near the Hraschin,) but he would bring his wife to me at any hour of the next day that I might name. I replied that I would wait upon her at the hotel at eleven o'clock on the following day ; and in compliance with my request that he would furnish me with her name, he took a card from his pocket, laid it STURMER. 93 upon the table, and making his parting com- pliments to me retired. " No sooner had the door closed upon him than I glanced my eye over the card, and read upon it Franz Moller ! At that name my heart leaped into my throat, and I felt thankful that he was not present to witness an emotion which I could not have repressed, neither could I have accounted for it to him, in any rational manner. I passed the night in a tumult of agitation, but before the hour arrived for my appointed inter- view with Lolotte the next morning, I had suc- ceeded in regaining all the external calm which it was necessary for me to exhibit on such an occasion ; and at eleven o'clock precisely I drove to the Drei Linden, where, upon inquiring for Monsieur and Madame Moller, I was shewn into a sitting-room where I found the husband alone. He told me that in consequence of the fatigues of her journey, his wife had been visited by some of her most alarming symptoms during 94 STURMER. the night, and had therefore been unable to rise early enough to be ready to receive me, but that she was dressing and would join us in a few moments. " « Poor dear Lolotte ! ' he said, — and if there had been any previous doubt upon my mind as to the patient I was about to see, it vanished at that long-cherished name; — 'I cannot bring myself to think that she can be seriously ill, still less can I forgive myself for having been so long unconscious of her declining state ; but the fact is that her beauty is so little impaired, and she has so constantly abstained from any expres- sion of suffering, that I have mistaken her in- creasing bodily languor for a protraction of the mental depression that followed the loss of her children. I must tell you that she has oc- casional aberrations of intellect, during which visitations she becomes quite exaltte, although perfectly harmless ; she will then write the most beautiful and sublime fragments of poetry, and compose music worthy of Weber himself, but STURMER. 95 not a line or a note of either does she remember when she returns to her natural state." " I at once discovered that what her husband mistook for aberrations of intellect, were mani- festations of natural somnambuhsm, and I was proceeding to tell him so, when the door opened, and the subject of our discourse herself ap- peared. " How beautiful she looked, that fair and graceful Lolotte, and how little changed at twenty-four from what she had been at six- teen ! Years appeared to have glided so lightly over her, as to leave no trace of their passage on her smooth white brow and delicate child- like features ; there was none of the fretfulness of disease perceptible in her countenance — all there was characterised by a sweet, serious calm, which might have cheated the casual ob- server into a belief that she had never known sorrow or suffering ; but those who looked be- yond the surface might read in the soul- sub- duing expressions of her eyes a history of feel- 96 STURMER. ing repressed, something mystic and melan- choly in their abstracted gaze, as though the objects upon which they wandered were not conveyed by the sight to the sense, and that her thoughts dwelt in inward contemplation upon things which had no link in the chain of passing events. " I know not what was said during the first moments of our interview ; I can only distinctly remember the moral agitation which her pre- sence occasioned me, and the feeling of wonder almost amounting to displeasure with which I contemplated her own calm self-possession, and the modest dignity with which she met my gaze; never recalling to mind that although she had been the romance of my life, I, to her, was a perfect stranger. " Very soon Franz led the conversation to the subject of her health, and at his desire Lolotte related to me all the circumstances of her former illness, and of the part I had acted in effecting her recovery, not a single particular of STURMER. 97 which was either altered or exaggerated by her. " ' I have,' she said, ' so often heard the whole circumstance related by my dear mother, that I could almost fancy I had seen it all myself; and her descriptions of my unknown preserver were so vivid, — his pale countenance, his dark flashing eyes, and his high, noble forehead, shaded by raven curls, were so minutely deli- neated by her, that I think I should recognize him in a multitude.' "As she pronounced these words she raised her eyes to mine, and, for the first time, wist- fully scanning my features, a deep blush sud- denly overspread her transparent cheek. She hesitated in what she was going to add; but, after a moment's painful embarrassment, pro- ceeded to say, ' Is it not strange that he should have disappeared as he did, without leaving a name by which we might remember him in our prayers ? And is it not still more strange that he should never have returned, or in any VOL. I. F 98 STURMER. way endeavoured to ascertain whether the won- derful cure commenced by him had ever ter- minated successfully? I suppose that such events were of every-day occurrence to him, and that, in losing sight of us, he forgot us altogether ; — but we can never forget 1dm I ' " I could have fallen at her feet at these words, and, in avowing to her that the nameless wanderer and Wolfgang Sturmer were one and the same person, have discovered to her the fond secret of my soul ; but I checked the wild impulse, and, forcing myself to remember that I ought now to be nothing more to Lolotte than her physician, I proceeded to suggest that a trial of my magnetic influence over her should be forthwith essayed. " And now, Anton, mark what followed, as it will bear out what I have so often told you, of that most remarkable and unaccountable pheno- menon elicited by Animal Magnetism in the hu- man frame, — the developement in the person magnetised of a state of being wholly distinct STURMER. 99 from their every-day existence, and apparently unconnected with it by any hnk of association or memory. This is one of the characteristics of the highly lucid state; and I have never met with it but in cases of extreme physical debility. It was some minutes before I succeeded in pro- ducing any visible effects upon Lolotte; but, at last, after breathing upon my hands and applying them to her forehead, she sank into a slumber so profound that her very respiration appeared to be suspended. " Then stooping down, and taking her hand, I whispered to her the never-failing first ques- tion of 'Do you sleep?' " Instead of answering me, a smile of glad recognition irradiated her countenance, and the words ' 'Tis He ! ' burst from her lips ! " What I then felt it would be impossible for me to describe; if worlds had been offered to me as the price of another word, I could not, at that moment, have uttered it. To my inex. pressible relief, Mbller hastened to make some F 2 100 STURMER. observations, which, by occasioning a pause in my experiment, gave me time to recover my self-possession. " ' You must know,' said he, ' that whenever my wife has been Mesmerised, her mind has reverted to the first person who acted upon her through that agency, and whom she always designates as He or Him. Her mother has told me, that each time she magnetised her, her allusions to that person were unceasing. She would call upon and apostrophise him, and any attempt to explain to her that he was be- yond her reach, would produce such momen- tary exasperation, that it was thought advisable not to thwart her belief that she would again see him. His image seems to be so inseparably connected with every stage of her magnetic trance, that it is plain she now mistakes you for him. I think it better that you should favour the illusion by replying to her as though you were indeed that person, — for op- STURMER. 101 position only irritates her, and, after all, the deception can create no dilemma ; for when she awakens, she will have no recollection of any- thing that has occurred during her magnetic sleep.' " I could almost have smiled at the simplicity and bonhomie of the unsuspecting husband; but to have resisted his suggestion would have been beyond human forbearance, — at least, be- yond the share of it that I possess ; so I obeyed him. " * Lolotte,' I said, ' 'Tis I, indeed ; have you anything to say to me ?' " ' You must leave me no more,' she replied. ' Why have you remained away so long ? ' " ' I am now here to do your bidding, — to remain near you as long as you wish, and to give you all my attention. Where do you suf- fer, Lolotte ? ' " ' Here,' she answered, laying my hand upon her heart, and holding it there. lOlS STURMER. " ' Can you give me any insight into the cause of that suffering? and can you describe to me the actual appearance of your heart?* " With surprising clearness she gave me a description of the state of that organ, showing that it was acted upon by a violent nervous contraction and spasmodic affection, which, al- though producing alarming and painful sym- ptoms, was wholly unconnected with any ' organic vice.' There was also a morbid affection of the liver, such as I have frequently known to result from any great and continued mental affliction, — a spasmodic cough. The circulation of the blood was completely deranged, and the whole nervous system in a state of the greatest irrita- tion. " All of this was described by her with ana- tomical precision, to the inexpressible astonish- ment of her husband; who, however, when he recovered his speech, assured me, that she must be quite mistaken, as it was the opinion of Dr. Schramm, of Schandau, that her symptoms STUKMER. 103 were all pulmonary. I told him, however, that I had such faith in the accuracy of all that she had just told me, which was not an opinion, but an insight into her case, that I should not balance my own, or any other professional per- son's opinion, against it ; but treat her for the complaints she had pointed out, and according to the remedies she herself should suggest. I then asked her if magnetism would be beneficial to her, and she replied, that it would be in- dispensable to her recovery; but that other remedies must also be adopted, some of which she pointed out, but professed not to be able to see the rest of them at that time. She then de- clared herself to be wearied with my questions, and desired that I would suffer her to remain quiet for half an hour. " Her injunctions were obeyed, and Moller and myself retired to the further end of the room to await the result. Precisely as the half- hour expired she stretched her limbs, raised herself upon the sofa, and rubbing her eyes as 104 STURMER. a child does, when half roused from slumber, recovered her perception by degrees. " ' Well, Lottschen,' said her husband, * you have had a famous sleep : how do you feel after it?' " ' Oh ! so well, — so much better,' was her reply ; ' surely I must have slept several hours ; for all my fatigue appears to have passed away ! ' " ' No,' said I, ' you have only been three quarters of an hour asleep; but tell me, have . you had any dreams? Do you recollect any- thing that passed during that period ? ' " « Nothing,' she replied, ' except the inde- scribable sensation of calm that gradually stole over me. After that, all was oblivion.' " « Well,' I rejoined, ' having now satisfied myself of the power of Magnetism over you, I must hear from you a statement of your sym- ptoms and sensations according to your waking perceptions of them.' And then proceeding to question her closely upon the subject of her health, I drew fi*om her a minute description of STURMER. 105 all that she suffered, and also a confession of her own conviction that she was dying of an aneurism of the heart, to which had recently been super- added symptoms of pulmonary consumption. " Thus you see how widely dissimilar were the suppositions she hazarded waking^ from the decision she had so oracularly pronounced while asleep! When I told her of it, she shook her head with a languid smile and said, ' You are deceiving me, but you are mistaken in doing so. I am prepared to hear the worst — I have been long prepared to meet it, and have familiarized myself with the idea of death, even in its most painful form, so do not shrink from telling me the truth. Doctor Sturmer ! And as for my husband, he must learn to look it in the face also ; I shall have courage for us both ! Only tell me ivlien it is likely to be — that is the only point upon which I have now any anxiety, for I have a yearning to die at home, that I may be laid in the same grave with my chil- dren !' F 5 106 STURMER. " ' You talk of leaving me,' said Moller, ' as if it would cost you no regret to do so ! Is it fair or kind in you thus to express yourself, and does it not look like a reproach for my having been so long unconscious that you were ill? If you had only told me that ' " * Pardon me, dear Franz," she interrupted, taking his hand, ' pardon me if I have pained you — and do not imagine I could ever intend to reproach you; you have been all goodness and patience with me, and God knows, I feel it!' " Goodness and patience ! they are often mis- applied terms where carelessness and apathy would approach nearer the truth. Love and tenderness should have been the sentiments exhibited towards Lolotte by the man so blest as to be her husband. But are they in MoUer's nature ? — I fear not. Even at that moment there had been more oi pique than of tenderness in the tone with which he had remarked upon those affecting expressions of Lolotte, (which, STURMER. 107 in unconsciously revealing to me the desolate state of her feelings, had caused the tears to rush into my eyes,) but it vanished before the charm of her frank and gentle manner, and recovering his good humour he kissed the hand she had placed in his, and proceeded to read to her the notes he had made of the opinions pro- nounced by her in her magnetic trance* " As for me I felt that it was time to be gone; I had tried my feelings to the utmost in that interview, and another moment might have betrayed me into some imprudence ; so promising to return the following day, I took my leave of them, and left the hotel like one bewildered. Such are the particulars of my first visit to Lolotte ; since then I have seen her every day, and by following her own pre- scriptions I have already produced most bene- ficial effects. I shall restore her to health, but it will be at the sacrifice of my own — of my peace of mind — perhaps of my reason. I cannot thus constantly approach her with im- 108 STURMER. punity, and a nearer acquaintance with her, instead of destroying my illusions, has confirmed and strengthened the passionate predilection which the first sight of her awakened in me — and so matters remain for the present. " I have never met with a case of greater lucidity than Lolotte's, or one which more com- pletely proves the existence of two separate states of being in the same person. One of the peculiar features of her magnetic state is a total oblivion of all her natural ties — the recollection of her mother, grandfather, chil- dren, and husband, is completely obliterated for the time being ; that circle of affection which had been all the world to her, and which, when broken, had well nigh caused her heart to break also — the loves and the sorrows of her youth are then totally obliterated from the tablets of memory ; — but she has moments of ecstatic delirium which occasionally super- vene, when she will remain with her eyes STURMER. 109 raised to heaven and fixed, her hps moving as though she spoke, (and yet no sounds issue from them,) and an expression so subUme and so beatified spread over her whole countenance and person, that one might imagine the glories of heaven were then revealed to her spiritual gaze. Once, and once only, as the vision ap- peared to fade away from her, she murmured ' I have seen them !' but nothing more could we extract from her, for the characteristics of her usual magnetic sleep immediately returned, and she again became ' the queen of a fantastic realm,' in which, apparently, two persons only exist - — herself and me ! At those times no- thing can exceed the fond familiarity of her manner to me, or the tender deference with which she obeys my every injunction — but when she awakens to her natural state, all is changed; she is still amiable and charming — but retiring, almost reserved with me. " I must not omit to tell you, that in conse- 110 STURMER. quence of Lolotte having found the hotel too noisy and confined for a continuance, Mbller has hired the small house communicating with my garden, which you know I have lately had thoughts of purchasing and fitting up as a pavilion, and they are settled there for the winter ; he is busily occupied in a work con- nected with his particular studies (he is a Pro- fessor of Persian and Arabic), and she passing all her intervals from suffering in such feminine employments as are the evidences of a well-re- gulated mind. Every morning when I pay my professional visit there, I determine to restrict myself to that limited intercourse alone ; and yet every evening I find myself again at the door of the little habitation, where a smiling welcome ever awaits me. I am ashamed of the feelings which I carry there, when I contrast them with the guileless confidence that is evinced to me by both husband and wife. Come to me, dear Anton, and snatch me from this too STURMER. Ill dangerous society. I see her too often for my tranquillity — too little for my happiness ! I ought to fly, but were I to do so her health would be sacrificed ; if I remain, I am lost ! " Ever yours, " Wolfgang Sturmer." 112 STURMER. CHAPTER III. And her who was his destiny came back. * -K- * * * What business had she there at such a time ? Lord Byron. Unfortunately for Sturmer, his friend could not then obey the call; family affairs rendered his presence necessary in a distant part of the country, and although his letters were filled with the best advice urged with all the good feeling and fearless candour that were his distinguishing characteristics, although he shrank not from placing before Sturmer a picture of the dreadful consequences to which the indulgence of his unauthorized feelings STURMER. llo must lead, and, divesting it of the dazzling sophistries of sentiment, held it up to him in its true colours, a black transcript of un- lawful affection and dishonourable purpose — yet, those letters shared the fate of almost all loritten counsels — they were perused with emotion, aroused the mind to temporary com- punction and virtuous resolves, and then were thrown aside to be forgotten in the whirlwind of conflicting feelings which a guilty passion had raised in his bosom, or to be superseded by the all-absorbing enchantment of a con- stantly sustained intercourse with its lovely object, where every good purpose — every wise resolution — everything but love and Lolotte were forgotten ! Whereas the personal au- thority of Anton Von Preinl would have been exerted to tear his friend from the scene of temptation, or, failing to do so, to have roused Lolotte to a sense of her danger, and have led her to remove herself in time from its conse- quences. This, however, was not to be, and 114 STURMER. everything appeared to conspire to throw Lolotte and Sturmer more constantly together, and thus to rivet more strongly the fetters which passion had long since forged for the heart of the one, and love, with gentler but not less subtle power, was preparing for that of the other. Besides that the almost undivided attention which Mbller gave to his literary labours left him little time to devote to his wife, and that satisfied with the exertion of having brought her to Prague, and placed her under the care of one of the most celebrated prac- titioners in Germany, he thought that further anxiety or derangement of his usual habits on her account would be a useless waste of time, he had found out two or three literary acquaint- ances at Prague, with whom he fell into the habit of occasionally passing the evening, and glad of an excuse for not leaving Lolotte alone, he invariably chose the moment of Sturmer's evening visit to absent himself for that pur- pose. STURMER. 115 How fraught with dangerous delight were those long tke-a-tttes to both ! Sometimes Sturmer would read to Lolotte selections from Schiller's and Goethe's works ; sometimes Schlegel's translation of Shakspeare ; at others, portions of her favourite poem, Klopstock's Messiah. But such was his admiration of the innocence of her mind, and so great the invo- luntary awe and respect with which the modest dignity of her demeanour had inspired him, that he never attempted through the insidious agency of immoral writers to undermine that purity, which was at once the source of his admiration and of his despair. And in that reserve lay the greatest peril for Lolotte. It deceived her as to the state of Sturmer's feel- ings for her, and left her wholly unsuspicious of the nature of her own for him, wholly un- guarded against their daily encroachments upon her heart ! For Lolotte had never before loved; and, what is more, from having lived out of the world, she was a stranger to those conven- 116 STURMER. tional flirtations, those privileged sentimentali- ties permitted in society, which impart such premature experience to the minds of young women, and, by accustoming them to the lan- guage of love before the sentiment is under- stood, endue them with the dangerous power of coldly playing with the passions; of inter- preting every guarded word, and appropriating every unguarded look as vanity may prompt ; of encouraging or repelling the advances of love, as prudence may direct ; of venturing to the very confines of vice, and believing them- selves to be virtuous because they have stop- ped short there ; — finally, of becoming adepts in that heartless science which, while it makes the coquette, spoils the woman. Of all those arts of attack and defence poor Lolotte was pro- foundly ignorant ; but in their place she pos- sessed a charm more powerful for the delicate mind, more attractive, perhaps, even for the libertine, that " tender bloom of heart " which, once rubbed off*, nothing can restore, that virgin STURMER. 117 purity of feeling for which, if lost, the jargon of sentiment^ or the calculations of the most refined coquetry, however artfully applied, can never compensate. She did not, therefore, at- tempt to conceal the pleasure which Sturmer's society afforded her, or to analyse the feelings which gradually led her to identify his image with all her thoughts and occupations ; for they were naturally accounted for by her as evi- dences of her deep and grateful sense of all the benefits he had showered upon her. He had, by his unremitting care, relieved her from severe bodily suffering, and restored her to compa- rative health ; he had opened new sources of intellectual enjoyment to her; he was, besides, her only society ; the only person who had rescued her mind from preying upon itself; the only one who possessed the power to divert her thoughts from the gloomy contemplation of the grave. And, if those thoughts now dwelt upon him, absent as well as present ; if she learned to live upon the expectation of beholding him 118 STURMER. " ogni sera, ogni mattina, ciascun ora, e poi domani," still, gratitude, exalted and enthusiastic gratitude, were the only feelings which she believed had caused that fond pre-occupation of her mind. It was at this period of our history that Moller, having terminated the first part of his voluminous work, and anxious to present it to the public, announced his determination of going to Dresden to superintend its publication. The winter had then set in with unusual severity ; the cold was piercing, and the snow lay many feet upon the ground ; it was therefore out of the question that Lolotte, in her delicate state of health, should accompany him at that incle- ment season, even if he had wished that she should do so ; but he did not ; for her presence, and the care she required, would have entailed upon him more trouble than gratification ; he therefore made hasty arrangements for his de- parture alone, and promising to return to Prague as soon as the nature of his business STURMER. 119 would allow, he set out for Dresden in the month of January, leaving Lolotte to the care of the man whom he looked upon as his best friend, the soul of honour, the type of all that is noble and honest in human nature. And Sturmer was an honest man ; his nature was essentially noble and generous, his inten- tions upright and pure; but, alas ! we have seen that there was no governing principle of religion in him, none of " that strength which Cometh from above," to enable him steadily to wrestle with and overcome temptations, how- ever alluring, or render easy the task of daily disciplining his feelings into the ways of peace and virtue. He was the creature of passion and impulse, driven hither and thither by them, sometimes to good, sometimes to evil, never to deliberate treachery. The confidence placed in hira by Franz Moller touched him to the soul ; it called forth all his better feelings, and made him shrink with horror from the mere idea of abusing it. In the first glow of gener- 120 STURMER. ous emotion which it had elicited, he believed that henceforward every sacrifice of selfish in- dulgence would be possible to him, and, strong in his virtuous resolve, he determined to impose such restraints upon his intercourse with Lo- lotte, during her husband's absence, as would leave him no opportunity of betraying the sa- credness of the trust that had been placed in him. He had been in the habit of following his magnetic treatment of Lolotte always in the presence of her husband, that is to say, in the same room with him, and liable to his super- mtending and overhearing all that passed upon those occasions ; but, after the first two or three experiments had been successfully made, Mol- ler had ceased to give his attention to them, and, absorbed in his writing at the further end of the room, he would leave Sturmer in undis- turbed communion with his wife, free to listen to, and to encourage those fond outpourings of her soul, which he had not the courage to STURMER. 121 repress, and which so eloquently, and unequivo- cally convinced him of the power he possessed over her in that state, and of the strange mys- terious sympathy which existed between them, and was then, and then only, revealed to him by look or word. But, to pursue those dangerous experiments with Lolotte alone, unrestrained by the presence of her husband, and exposed to the combined fascinations of her unequalled beauty and her unresisting tenderness, would have been an effort beyond his strength of mind to achieve, a mad tempting of fate, that could only have ended in defeat and remorse. He suddenly suspended his magnetic treatment of her, upon the plea that, for the present, her health would not require its continuance ; and when in her presence sought for safety in the contemplation of that rare union of dignity and sweetness which characterized her natural state, and seemed to possess the magic power of awing into respectful adoration every wild, un- VOL. I. G 1^2 STURMER. hallowed wish of his heart, and of imparting to his feelings some of the redeeming purity and gentleness of her own. But he soon grew restless and unhappy un- der this continued restraint; he had never ac- customed himself to any sustained self-control, and his spirits and temper failed him in this first trial of his fortitude; even his courage sank to the lowest ebb, when, at the end of a few days, he perceived that Lolotte began to droop and languish under the too-suddenly al- tered system of treatment he had adopted, and that symptoms of nervous excitement were again becoming visible in her. Then wild thoughts and wilder wishes would obtrude, and assert their temporary sway over his reason. A thou- sand times in the day he determined to throw himself at Lolotte's feet, avow his mad passion for her, and urge her to fly with him to some distant land, where, forgetful of every other tie, they might be all the world to each other. Was she not already all the world to him ? — STURMER. 123 her love, her innocent, unconscious love he already possessed, but that was no longer suffi- cient for his happiness — earth held no bless- ing for him unconnected with the possession of Lolotte — she must participate in his guilty thoughts and wishes — she must abandon her- self to him unconditionally — she must be his alone ! but would she ever consent to such a sacrifice ? and at that thought he shrank within himself, abashed by the imagined scorn of her calm reproving eye, and the bitter indignation with which he felt that she would resent so deep an insult to her purity, so ungenerous an advantage taken of her unprotected state ! Such were the struggles with which the mind of Sturmer was now torn, and against which he felt himself each day less equal to contend. During the day-time his innumerable profes- sional avocations carried him away from the contemplation of his own misery, and procured him a temporary suspension of suffering, but in the evening the reaction was dreadful. He G 2 124 STURMER. had ceased to go into the world because the irritation of his spirits rendered him unfit to enact with proper calm and decorum his part in that heartless and frivolous comedy of which society is the theatre. He had ceased, too, to visit Lolotte in the evening as heretofore, and had contrived to time his interviews with her immediately after dinner, because at that hour he was sure to find her maid knitting in the same room with her, and he felt that the pre- sence of a third person was now necessary to restrain his expressions within the bounds of prudence. Thus unsettled in mind he shut him- self up in his study during the long evenings, and endeavoured to force his attention to the investigation of some point of scientific interest, but the effort was fruitless ; his eye glanced over the page while his thoughts wandered far from it; and in a fit of uncontrolable ex- asperation against himself, against fate, against the world, which he accused of having created conventional rules of conduct, falsely termed STURMER. 125 virtue and wholly inconsistent with happiness, he would dash his book to the ground, and pacing up and down the room abandon him- self to those dreams of passion which have already been described. One night when he had been more than usually excited by these conflicting emotions, and that, exhausted by the struggle, he felt the impossibility of longer protracting it, he came to the resolution of writing to Lolotte, and unfolding to her the whole history of his heart, from the first dawn of his affection for her, to the present period ; yes, he would tell her all — even the encouragement which she had so unconsciously given to his love during her magnetic trances, and the mad hopes to which those looks and words of tenderness had given birth — she should know of the long strug- gle between passion and honour that had al- most driven him to frenzy, and had ended in despair, because no sophistry could reconcile to his mind the possibiHty of both triumphing ; 126 STURMER. — either honour must be forgotten, or love sa- crificed — vanquished it could never be by him ! He felt that he dare trust himself in her pre- sence no more, for the pleadings of passion would silence the voice of virtue — he would tear himself from the place that held her ; but in this apparently heartless abandonment of the trust her husband had placed in him by leaving her to his care — in this humihating avowal of all his weakness and all his misery, he would force her to confess that Wolfgang Sturmer was an honest man ! He sat down to embodv these confessions in the most coherent language he could command, but the burning tears that fell from his eyes blotted and effaced the words as fast as he traced them, and ren- dered the task a work of time. When the letter was terminated it was almost midnight; the cold was intense, and the snow, as it fell in thick flakes upon the ground, was drifted by the wind against the windows that opened into the garden ; all without was in unison STURMER. 127 with his own dreary heart. Sturmer hghted a lamp and went into an adjoining room, where, in the drawer of an antique cabinet, was de- posited Lolotte's bridal crown, which he had determined to send to her with his letter, as a symbol of his identity with the wandering student. Long and fondly did he gaze upon the faded memorial of his ill-fated passion be- fore he summoned courage to displace it from the corner which it had so long occupied; at last, in doing so, the chaplet caught in some- thing that lay beneath it, and, drawing forth both objects, Sturmer perceived that it had become entangled in the lock of an old pistol of his father's, the only relic he possessed of that parent. A gloomy thought, tinged with superstitious feeling, suddenly shot through his mind. " Ha ! '* he said with a bitter smile ; " fate placed you there together to point out to me the only cure for my ills — the hint shall not be given in vain ! " and placing his lamp upon 128 STURMER. the table he proceeded to examine the lock of the pistol. At that moment the noise of a window open- ing in the next room startled him from his occupation. The lateness of the hour and the fact of all the servants having gone to bed rendered any such unseasonable intrusion a matter of considerable surprise to him, and he hastily advanced to the door that communicated with the study, to ascertain who the midnight visitant might be; but he suddenly stopped there, transfixed by what he beheld, and, for the moment, believed that he gazed upon some " unreal mockery," which, in the next instant, would " vanish into thin air." There stood the form that for ever haunted his thoughts. Was it the breathing form of Lolotte, or only a shadowy semblance conjured up by his dis- turbed imagination, to delude him into the belief that he beheld once more her whom he had but a moment before relinquished for ever ? For an instant the figure remained motionless STURMER. 129 at the open casement, then, stepping forward deliberately closed the window after her, and advancing into the centre of the room more fully revealed to him her features ; and Sturmer saw that it was indeed the living Lolotte, but in that mysterious state of natural somnam- bulism which irresistibly impels the sleeping body to follow the impulses of the waking mind. She had evidently just risen from her bed, for her only vestments consisted of a loose white wrapping-gown thrown over her night-dress, and a pair of slippers into which her small white feet had been hastily thrust; the cap that confined her beautiful hair was covered with snow, and the light which she held in her hand had been extinguished by the falling flakes as she traversed the garden. There was a restless melancholy in her countenance not natural to its usual serene expression, and the sad abstracted gaze of her large dilated eyes told of some vision of sorrow that was passing within. G .5 130 STURMER. Sturmer dared not move ; he scarcely dared to breathe, lest, by suddenly awakening her, he might occasion one of those alarming paroxysms which are the inevitable consequence of dis- turbing sleep-walkers in the midst of their wanderings ; and so, with the pistol and chaplet in his hand, he remained motionless as a statue at the door, following her movements with his eyes only, but prepared to interfere should she meditate any egress that would involve her in danger. When she had reached the table at which Sturmer had been writing, she paused for a moment in a listening attitude, then shook her head as if in disappointment, and sighing deeply sank into the chair which he had occupied while tracing his confessions, and buried her face in her hands — but presently removing them, with an impatient gesture she dashed the gathering tears from her eyes, and draw- ing the pen and ink towards her busily oc- cupied herself in arranging materials for writing. STURMER. 131 The first sheet of paper that fell under her hand was the blotted transcript of Sturmer's stormy feelings, which he had scrawled in cha- racters as illegible and incoherent as the un- controlable passion that had dictated them ; and deliberately folding it in the form of a letter, she placed it, without reading its con- tents, in her bosom. Again she listened — then drawing the paper before her, with a rapid hand traced upon it her thoughts, while Stur- mer, noiselessly advancing to the back of her chair, leaned over it, and followed with his eyes the course of those rambling reflections. " It is strange," she wrote, " that I cannot hear him, and yet I feel that he is not far off — then why does he not come to calm these ter- rors which have destroyed my rest ? " We were but two in the world — we were everything to each other. Every day that brought us together but served to rivet more closely the links that united our souls. If I suffered, he stretched forth his hand, and that 132 STURMER. magic touch restored me to ease ! Now all is changed — all is silent — I hear not his step, I hear not his voice — and yet I have watched for them, hung upon their expectation for days. What has become of the time when a wish of mine brought him to my side — when his pre- sence dispelled all my sufferings, and shed life and light upon my darkened soul ? Now I am alone — always alone ! alas, what have I done to deserve so cruel an abandonment ? " Return to me, my only friend, I can bear this solitude no longer — the silence and the chill of death have suddenly surrounded me, and a vague terror of evil impending to both of us has scared away my rest — even now a mys- sterious voice whispers within me ' the danger is near — seek him and save him, even if you perish in the attempt ! ' " There was something so solemn and startling in this strange illustration of the theory of pre- sentiments (those forebodings of evil which a French author has fancifully styled " Les fan- STURMER. 133 tomes du futur'') — an evidence so strong of that mysterious sympathy which binds with electric chain the soul of one being to that of another, that even Sturm er, prepared as his mind was to beUeve in every phenomenon of that nature presented by somnambuHsm, whether magnetic or natural, could not but marvel at the prophetic instinct which it had developed in Lolotte of misfortune impending to himself — an instinct so strong and so unerring that, although the precise nature of the evil appeared to be undefined to her, — yet he, who then held in his hand the instrument which had sug- gested to him the idea of self destruction, well knew its magnitude ! — the sense of his danger had impelled her towards him with irresistible force at the exact moment when her presence might save him from himself. He flung the pistol from him with a mixture of awe and horror, but the noise it made in falling to the gi'ound did not arouse the Somnambulist, who had no sooner traced the last w^ords than she 134 STURMER. threw the pen from her, and starting to her feet with a frenzied gesture, seized the extin- guished hght she had placed upon the table, and rushed towards the door which opened from the study into the vestibule ; and it is a remarkable circumstance that although the pistol lay in her way, she turned aside to avoid it, shuddering as she did so. There was no time to be lost in arresting her progress ; her hand was already upon the lock of the door, and in another moment she would have been wandering through the house to the imminent risk of discovering herself to some of the servants ; but Sturmer well knew that to have awakened her might have been fatal to her reason, and he, therefore, interposed the au- thority of magnetism to calm her delirium ; advancing gently behind her he stretched forth his hand, and held it over her head for a second. The transition effected by that simple gesture was instantaneous — her countenance, which but a moment before had presented all the phrenzy STURMER. 135 and exaltation of a Pythoness, suddenly became fixed and motionless as that of a statue; her eyes, which had been dilated to their utmost extent, closed ; her hands fell powerless by her side, and she would have sunk to the ground had not Sturmer received her in his arms. He bore her to the chair she had just quitted, and placing his hand upon her forehead, " determin- ed" by that magic touch the magnetic trance to the utmost limit of its profoundness and lucidity. " Ah !" she murmured with a deep and pro- longed inspiration, as though a weight of misery had suddenly been removed from her breast, " I have found him — he is here — he is safe ! " and she stretched forth her hands towards him. Sturmer only replied by pressing those beauti- ful hands to his lips. " Oh, my friend ! " she continued, " I see you at last ; but let me hear your voice — speak to me — tell me that you will leave me no more — promise me that you will not abandon your poor Lolotte." " I promise it !" 136 STURMER. " Swear it to me." " I swear it ! " A smile of rapture so sublime in its ex- pression lighted up her lovely features, that Sturmer, in speechless admiration, fell upon his knees as though he beheld a being of another world before him. " Oh ! " she said in a tone of thrilling tenderness, and pressing his hands to her heart, " now, indeed, I feel that death even cannot tear you from me ! " Lost in a delirium of happiness, intoxicated by the beauty and the tenderness of Lolotte, Sturmer paused not to weigh the peril of yield- ing to the temptation that assailed him — he forgot that the innocent being before him was unconscious of the power which she was so un- compromisingly giving him over her, and that he alone must be responsible for the consequences ; he forgot the sad resolves which but an hour or two before he had formed ; — he forgot that if Lolotte were to be discovered by any of his servants alone with him at that midnight hour, STURMER. 137 that her reputation would be at their mercy ! With the selfishness of passion he thought only of the joy of being with her, and of prolonging to the utmost the dream of love that had suc- ceeded to the darkness of his despair ; the mo- ment for calm reflection had passed away, and impulse had asserted its wild sway over him. Kneeling at the feet of Lolotte, her hands clasped in his, he covered them with passionate kisses ; — a word from her recalled him to him- self and to a sense of her situation : — "I am cold !" she murmured, shuddering, and drawing more closely around her the light night-dress which so insufficiently shielded her from the freezing atmosphere, " take me back to my room." Sturmer threw open the window, and raising the unresisting form of Lolotte in his arms, rapidly bore his light burthen through the garden, guided by the light which glimmered from her bedroom window across the white waste. 138 STURMER. The door of her house was ajar, and every- thing within buried in the silence of profound repose. It was evident that the servant had not been awakened by her mistress descending the stairs and leaving the house ; and the heavy breathings that proceeded from the half open door of her room as they passed it, told audibly of slumbers that would have required more noisy efforts to dispel. Sturmer lightly ascended the staircase, the dim rays of the night lamp which streamed through the open door of Lolotte's chamber lending its mysterious light to guide his steps ; not a word was spoken by either of them — the last step was gained — Lolotte was safe ! For a moment he hesitated ere he crossed the threshold of her room — it was but for a mo- ment — in the next he stepped forward, and with a throbbing heart deposited Lolotte in her chamber — that sanctuary which he had never before entered ! STURMER. 139 CHAPTER IV. Les liens du sang qui ont tant de poids sur les natures vulgaires, que sont-ils au prix de ceux que nous forge le ciel dans le tresor de ses mysterieuses s}Tiipatliies ? George Sand. When, at a late hour the next morning, Lo- lotte awakened, with no trace upon her memory of anything which had occurred during the night, or any recollection save that of having retired to rest in a state of nervous irritation, which had exhausted itself in tears ; and subsequently yielded to a deep, dreamless, and unbroken slumber, the first object which her eyes fell upon was a sealed letter lying upon the table near the bedside, and directed in her husband's 140 STURMER. hand-writing. Close to it lay a paper, folded in the form of a letter, but without any address. They had apparently been placed there by her servant before she awakened ; and she hastened to peruse them, beginning with her husband's, which was as follows : — " Dresden, January 31st, 18 — . " DEAR LOTTSCHEN, " Although in my last letter I told you that I should by this time be able to announce to you my return to Prague, I find that it will be impossible for me to leave Dresden for some time longer, or at present to fix any certain period for my doing so ; for the publication of my book is unavoidably retarded by the neces- sity of adding notes to it in the form of an Appendix, (which was suggested to me by Pro- fessor Winter, to whom I submitted the MSS.), and in the compiling of which I am now busily occupied ; so that the business of printing, re- vising, and correcting, is yet all before me, and STURMER. 141 I cannot see my way through it for several weeks to come, — certainly not before the be- ginning of March. At that period there is to be a sale of Retch's library, at Leipzig, which I would not miss attending upon any account, as he has in his collection several curious old editions, which I should be glad to purchase; therefore, a journey to Leipzig will be indis- pensable, and will involve a week or ten days longer absence from you; — say till the middle of March. " In this state of affairs, I leave it to you to decide whether you will join me at Dresden or remain where you are until my business will allow of my returning to bring you home. I should recommend the latter alternative upon many accounts ; principally because you are evidently deriving so much benefit from our good friend Sturmer's treatment of you, that it would be a pity to interrupt it prematurely, and thus throw away all the time and expense which it has cost us to place you under his 142 STURMER. care. Besides, this is a bad season for tra- velling, and we shall, under all circumstances, be obliged to pay for the house at Prague until the spring; and should you come here, I must take a lodging for you, — an additional expense, — for a bed-room and cabinet now suffice for me; and I have brought in Babet from the Ottowaldergrund to manage my bachelor esta- blishment. So, all things considered, you had better remain quietly where you are until the spring. However, do as you like; and if you have set your heart upon joining me, come. " I hope you continue as well as when you last wrote. Say all that is kind from me to our good friend Sturmer, who is looked upon here as a demi-god. Entre nous, my writing goes on much better at a distance from you and him. Those musical evenings distracted my attention in spite of myself; but now that I have nothing to divide it, I throw off page after page in the evening with surprising celerity. I shall get a good price for the work when STURMER. 143 finished. Adieu ! dear Lottschen, and believe me to be your affectionate husband, " F. W. A. MOLLER." Lolotte perused the apathetic communication of her husband with fluctuating feelings; at one moment grateful for his indulgence in leav- ing to her own discretion to decide whether she should join him or not; then chilled and mor- tified by the absence of all expression of so- licitude, on his part, as to what her decision might be, and the superior interest which, it was evident, his book possessed for him over his wife ; and finally thankful that he had pro- nounced in favour of her remaining where she was : for at the mere suggestion of leaving Prague, a pang had shot athwart her heart, which it would have been difiicult for her then to have accounted for, blind as she still re- mained to the precise nature of her feelings. She, however, quickly adopted her husband's views; and having determined to write to him 144 STURMER. by return of post to acquaint him with her willing acquiescence, was rising to do so with an exhilaration of spirits which she had not ex- perienced for many days, when the other letter, which had been overlooked by her in the flutter occasioned by Moller's epistle, caught her eye ; and she paused to examine it also. It was the confession of Sturmer's love and despair, which she had appropriated to herself during her nocturnal visit to him, and which must have fallen from her bosom when he bore her into her chamber on the preceding night, and, in all probability, had been picked up by her maid, and deposited upon the table when she had brought in the other letter that morn- ing. At first her eye wandered carelessly over the blotted lines ; but soon her attention became riveted and absorbed by them. Her colour went and came, now fading to ashy paleness, now flushing to deepest crimson as she read on ! Her bosom heaved until she gasped for STURMER. 145 breath ! At last, a broken cry burst from her lips, — a cry where terror, surprise, and joy were mingled in strange confusion, — and crushing the paper to her heart as though she would have hidden it there for ever, she sank back upon her pillow overwhelmed by the intensity of her feelings ! Yes ! those passionate avowals of long-che- rished, irrepressible love had suddenly awaken- ed an echo in her bosom which death alone would henceforth have the power to silence. That incoherent yet eloquent history of Stur- mer's heart had, as with a lightning flash, un- veiled to her the secrets of her own, — she loved and was beloved ! Oh ! moment of unequalled felicity ! to be experienced but once in our lives ! and then to be experienced only by the novice in sentiment, — when the heart, with a thrill of ecstasy, awakens from its torpor of tranquillity to a sense of emotions beautiful as new, — the blessed consciousness of its untold yet requited tenderness ! Life has nothing to offer com- VOL. I. H 146 STURMER. parable to that fleeting joy, — why, then, is it so often doomed to be followed by remorse ? Why are sensations, so gracious and heaven-born, destined so soon to catch the taint of earth, and become for ever quenched in tears of agony and repentance ? Alas ! for frail humanity that it should be so ! With Lolotte it could not be otherwise. That transient glow of ineffable joy, which for a mo- ment had usurped the place of every other sen- timent in her bosom, quickly subsided into the chill of despair, as, with a shudder, she remem- bered that she was the wife of another, and that Sturmer could never, without a crime, be more to her than he now was. With tearless, burn- ing eyes, she resumed the perusal of his letter, and read to the end the too faithfully delineated struggles of a heart which passion had en- slaved, yet had not blinded to the dictates of virtue, — the avowal of over-tasked energies, which had prostrated his mind to more than woman's weakness, yet had left him sufficient STURMER. 147 strength to seek for safety from her fatal pre- sence in flight, and to choose his own despair in preference to her indignation and scorn ! All this she read with breathless attention ; and, pondering over each expression, vainly sought for a word which might, by wounding her deli- cacy, arouse her woman's pride to resent the avowal of a sentiment forbidden by the laws of God and man. There was not one to be found ! — not even in the allusion he had made to the tenderness she had so fatally and unwittingly evinced for him during her magnetic trances. Love, idolatry, respect, despair were there;-— but the pleadings of passion had, with a last effort, been forced back upon his bursting heart, and no evidence of selfish weakness was to be traced upon that paper, save in the stains left by the burning tears that had fallen upon and almost effaced the confession of his misery ! This absence of selfishness in the love she had inspired, completed the subjugation of Lo- lotte's soul. One hope imphed, one entreaty H li 148 STURMER. urged by him, would have alarmed the dignity of outraged virtue into severity and reproach; but his hopeless devotion had totally disarmed her, and where she would have blamed she could only pity and admire, and, alas! — what is more, — love and despair as he did. Terrified by the vehemence of emotions so new to her, she fell upon her knees and invoked the aid of Heaven in restoring calm to her mind, and granting it strength to resist and vanquish the unhallowed sentiment that had thus insidiously crept into her heart. Who is there that has not experienced, in moments of painful excite- ment and self-abandonment, the benign influ- ence of prayer? Who has not felt its efficacy in calming the troubled and bewildered spirit, when all the arguments of philosophy and the reasoning of worldly wisdom have failed to soothe, to persuade, or to control? Lolotte, from her earliest years, had been accustomed " to cast her cares upon Him who careth : for us ;" and now she rose from her knees purified STURMER. 149 and strengthened in mind by that devout sup- plication to her heavenly Father. Tears, — the first that she had shed, — tears of humility and contrition for her involuntary fault, had fallen from her eyes, and calmed the tumult of her soul as she prayed; but they were not the childish tears of a weak and vacillating mind, vainly mourning over difficulties which it has not energy to contend with. They were the harbingers of loftier, purer thoughts, and, as they rolled unheeded over her pale cheeks, her courage and her composure returned : she blush- ed for the emotions into which a momentary de- lirium had surprised her, and resolved to atone for them by the sacrifice of every unholy sen- timent upon the altar of duty and principle. But, oh ! the difficulty of conveying her re- solution to Sturmer in language that should not betray the anguish of her soul ! For, al- though she had determined to relinquish all intercourse with him for ever, she could not thus resign him without a pang that made her 150 STURMER. heart die within her. Page after page was written by her, and torn in despair as express- ing too much or too little of what she felt. She had not the courage to reproach him — and why should she ? he had asked nothing of her but her pity and her esteem, and if his sentiments were unfortunately beyond his own control, he had proved to her that his actions were not; he had, to the last, behaved like a man of honour ! Still less must she betray the tenderness of her soul to him, or raise one hope which virtue forbade should be realised ; she would enclose his own letter to him, and confining herself to an announcement of her intention to leave Prague immediately, request that he would receive her farewell in writing, and not seek to see her before her departure ; and having thus determined to restrain her feelings within the limits which prudence dic- tated, she wrote to him as follows : — " I return you a letter which ought never STURMER. 151 to have been addressed to the wife of Franz Moller ! that it has pained and surprised me in every way, you may well imagine; but I will not suffer myself to dwell upon its con- tents further than to tell you that they have pointed out to me the only course I ought to pursue, and which I shall adopt without delay. I anticipate your design of leaving Prague, and to-morrow I shall commence my journey home- wards ; a letter received from my husband this morning enables me to do so without any ex- traordinary appearance being occasioned by my departure, as he himself suggests that I should immediately join him at Dresden. Remain therefore where you are — where there are so many claims upon your presence — where you are identified with so many great and good actions — where you are so useful, so beloved, and so respected, that your absence would be- come a public calamity, — and in the fulfilment of those duties which have hitherto rendered your life a blessing to suffering humanity, you 152 STURMER. will eventually, I trust, regain that peace of mind which my presence has so unhappily dis- turbed. Forget, if possible, that such a being as Charlotte Moller exists — or, if that may not be, remember her only as one whom your phil- anthropy has rescued from suffering and death, and as the wife of a man who loves and honours you above all others upon earth. " Farewell — farewell for ever ! do not seek to see me again — such an attempt would ap- pear to me now as a deliberate insult, and would for ever deprive you of those sentiments which you now possess, and which I may own without a blush, namely, the gratitude, esteem, and respect of " Charlotte Moller." While Lolotte was thus employed, Sturmer had been aroused from the feverish slumber into which he had fallen at break of day, by the arrival of an express from Czaslau, de- spatched to him by the beautiful Bertha, the STURMER. loo sister of his friend Anton Von Preinl, to sum- mon him thither without delay. The courier, who had travelled all night, was the bearer of a letter from that lady written in the greatest alarm, telling him that her husband. Count de Kcenneritz, had been seized with an apoplectic attack at Czaslau, on their journey from Vienna to Prague, and was unable to move onward, and adjuring him to lose no time in coming to his assistance. It was one of those sum- monses that admit of no hesitation in obeying, and in the confusion of his ideas between sleep- ing and waking Sturmer started from his bed, and was mechanically preparing to comply with it, when a second packet was handed to him, and the superscription, in the hand-writing of Lolotte, suddenly brought back to his recol- lection the events of the past night; they crowded upon him in all the vivid confusion of a troubled dream, and so strange and im- possible did they appear, that for a moment he doubted of their reality, but the contents of H O 154 STURMER. Lolotte's letter, and the sight of his own in- coherent scrawl forced the truth upon him; a whirlwind of emotions accompanied that con- viction, but the feeling then strongest in his mind was terror at the idea of losing Lolotte ; and regardless of her request that he would not again seek to see her, he hastily dressed himself and rushed into her presence. After Lolotte had despatched her letter to Sturmer, she had tasked her energies to com- mence the various arrangements which her pre- cipitate departure necessitated ; and that nervous excitement, that fever of mind, which is neither strength nor courage, but which often assumes the semblance of both, and will sometimes, in great emergencies sustain the sufferer through exertions which at other times would be deemed impossible to encounter, enabled her for a brief space to perform wonders; and having de- spatched her servant to the Eil-wagen office to secure places to Dresden for the next day, she was busily employed in collecting together STURMER. 155 the books and music which Sturmer had lent her, that they might be returned to him after her departure, when he suddenly appeared be- fore her. The sight of one arisen from the grave could not have startled and overpowered Lolotte more completely than did the presence of Sturmer at that moment ; her heart beat tumultuously, her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth, and her knees trembled so that she would have sunk to the ground had she not grasped at the nearest chair to support her ; and thus with averted eyes and a changing cheek she stood in speechless emotion before him. One glance at that speaking countenance revealed to Sturmer all that was passing within ; — he read the strug- gles of her heart in her swollen eyes and quiv- ering lips — they were evidences to him of the empire he possessed over her feelings, but they spoke eloquently, too, of the barrier which principle would oppose to the indulgence of those feelings, for he saw at once that she 156 STURMER. would rather die than make an avowal of them to him, and perhaps that very conviction ren- dered more intense the unutterable tenderness with which he gazed upon her exquisite face. Lolotte felt that his eyes were fixed upon her ; she struggled to regain her composure — to assert her dignity — to mark her displeasure ; with a desperate effort to be calm she raised her eyes to his, but something in the expression she there encountered caused her suddenly to withdraw them, while a burning blush suffused her cheek and brow with crimson, and then left them paler than before. Sturmer seized her hand, and would have carried it to his lips, but hastily disengaging it from his grasp, and drawing herself proudly up, she waved him from her. "Lolotte!" he exclaimed, " you now know all ! — The secret of my heart, its madness, its struggles, — its long-enduring hopeless love have been divulged to you, and they have called forth your indignation, your scorn, perhaps ; and yet STURMER. 157 you know not all my madness — God forbid that you should ! for then your hatred might fall upon me too ! " " Mr. Sturmer," said Lolotte, in a tone and with a look of indescribable dignity, "I had hoped to have been spared this intrusion ; I had hoped that my written request would have been respected by you ; but I see that you are bent upon offending me to the utmost. Leave me, sir, and insult me no longer by a repetition of sentiments which ought never to have come to my knowledge." " Would to God that they had not !" he vehemently replied. " Would that that fatal letter had never fallen into your hands ! — you would not then have adopted the cruel resolu- tion of flying far from me. Could I, by the sacrifice of all that I possess on earth purchase for you oblivion of its contents, I would joy- fully resign all, and feel myself rich indeed in the restoration of your confidence and esteem ; but that may not be, and regrets arc now all 158 STURMER. too late, and unavailing. Nay, hear me ! " he continued, seeing that she was about to inter- rupt him ; and kneeling at her feet, — " Dearest, best-beloved, most respected of created beings ! I came not here to insult you by urging a passion which outrages your purity; on the contrary, I came with deepest remorse to pro- mise, to swear by all that is most holy never again to touch upon that forbidden topic, pro- vided you will relinquish your determination of leaving Prague. Try me ; put my courage but this once to the test, — and if it should break down, if by a word I should allude to the past, then surely it will be time enough for you to visit that sin upon me, by withdrawing yourself from me for ever. But it shall not ; for, oh, Lolotte ! although but yesterday I thought that Heaven could bestow upon me no higher gift than your love, I now feel that there is a higher, dearer possession still, and that without your esteem I could not live." And he spoke truly ; for at that moment. STURMER. 159 with the conviction full upon his mind of how completely he must have forfeited the confi- dence and esteem of Lolotte by the declaration of his guilty passion for her, he clung to that precarious possession with the trembling anxiety of one w^ho, treading upon the edge of a preci- pice, feels the earth crumbling away beneath his feet, and, to save himself, grasps with de- sperate tenacity at the falling stones which are to crush him in the abyss below. He felt, that were the secret hopes of his heart to be re- vealed to Lolotte she would fly his presence with horror and execration, and that to retain her still near him, he must dissimulate ; he felt too ^- oh, strange inconsistency of human na- ture ! — pride in preserving her still unstainedly free from the guilt of yielding to his love ; he shrank from the idea of beholding tainted by a participation in his own wild thoughts and wishes that lovely purity of mind which was her distinguishing characteristic, and without which the fatal beauty which had first enslaved 160 STURMER. him would soon have ceased to charm ; and his heart wept tears of blood when he thought of her modest self-respect withering beneath a sense of shame and debasement, — she, the inno- cent, the virtuous, the high-minded, — but yet to resign her was impossible ! And these re- flections communicated a melancholy earnest- ness to the eyes and voice of Sturmer, which thrilled to the soul of Lolotte. " You deceive yourself," she said, " for I will not think so ill of you as to believe that you would deliberately deceive me. But were I to yield to your arguments I should deserve to be again offended by a renewal of declarations, which no sophistry can reconcile with virtue. No ! we must part ! You yourself have point- ed out to me the necessity of doing so, and it has required no reflection to convince me that your first decision was the only right one. My mind is irrevocably made up, and nothing can tempt me to alter it." "Nothing, Lolotte !" he said reproachfully; STURMER. 161 " not even a knowledge of the misery it will inflict upon me ?" " No ! " she replied resolutely ; " for my con- science will lend me strength to resist even that." "Beware!" he exclaimed; "beware, Lo- lotte, of driving me to desperation by this stern impracticability. Do you not know the power I possess over you, and that if I but raise my hand I can fix you, in spite of yourself, to this spot for hours?" "I know it," she replied calmly; "but I cannot believe you so lost to honour as to exer- cise that power over me for evil purposes." Sturmer buried his face in his hands and wept bitter tears of mingled passion and sorrow. At that moment he would have resigned even the affection of Lolotte to have been able to say to her with a clear conscience, " You do me but justice, Lolotte ; I am worthy of your noble confidence, worthy of your tender commisera- tion ; and sooner would I die than abuse the 162 STURMER. one or forfeit the other ! " But something passing within forbade him to utter that proud assertion of honest feehng. He was meditating to mislead her; he was about to make pro- mises which he felt that he never could per- form ; and humihated under the sense of his duplicity, unable to meet as it deserved the opinion which Lolotte had so fearlessly pro- nounced of him, he shrank abashed within hiraselfi and made no effort to surmount his emotion. Lolotte felt that it was time to put an end to the interview; the contagion of his tears was fast gaining upon her, and she feared that her courage would not long be proof against the deep anguish that overwhelmed him. " Farewell, Mr. Sturmer," she said, in a soft- ened voice ; " time presses, and I have much to do. Farewell ! and believe that at a distance I shall remember only the debt of gratitude I owe you as the preserver of my life and health. May God reward you for the good you have STURMER. 163 done ! and may He soon restore you to better thoughts and to your better self !" She dared not trust herself to say more, and was moving away from him when he started to his feet, and rushing between her and the door grasped both of her hands in his, and forcibly detained her. " You disregard my protestations ; you over- look my solemn promises ; you distrust me, Lolotte. And perhaps you are right in doing so," he exclaimed almost breathlessly. " Be it so. I will urge them no more. I will no longer appeal to your indulgence on behalf of my wretched self. But there are other consi- derations which I must not lose sight of; and for your sake I will urge, entreat, enforce; — nay, I will never leave this spot until you listen to them. This precipitate departure in a season so inclement, with no precautions taken to guard you against it, delicate and suffering as you are, must not be thought of. You are ill now, Lolotte, and you would sink under such 164 STURMER. an effort. As your physician, I prohibit it; and as the friend of your — of Moller — ," and his voice faltered, " by whom the care of your health was confided to me, I feel that I have a right to interfere. Listen to me. I have been sent for by express to Czaslau, under circum- stances of the greatest urgency. The brother- in-law of my dearest friend, Anton von Preinl, is lying dangerously ill in that comfortless place, and I ought already to be on the road to attend him; but your letter has arrested my departure. And now, Lolotte, mark me ! I swear to you that I will not go to him at all, that I will turn my back upon the claims of friendship and humanity ; that I will forfeit the regard of my best friends ; that I will never lose sight of you unless you promise me not to leave Prague until I return. I shall not be absent above three days ; and all I ask of you is, to remain those three days here. Let me but see you once more at the end of that period, and then, if you still persist in going, I will STURMER. 165 no longer oppose your departure. I will myself suj^erintend the arrangements for it, and secure proper protection for you during your journey. Is this asking too much of you ? — and can even your virtue start at the idea of passing three days in the place where I shall no longer be, and then affording me the melancholy satisfaction of personally arranging a journey which is to remove you from me for ever?" Lolotte hesitated. She knew not what to reply. She feared to exasperate him by a fur- ther refusal, and yet she felt that she ought to make no concession to him. In this dilemma she remained silent. " Speak, Lolotte," he said; and his dark eyes flashed impatiently. " I will not relin- quish this dear hand until I am answered. Grant my request, and I leave you this moment to fly to Czaslau ; but refuse it, and I will never quit you again ; I will remain here in spite of yourself, and never lose sight of you until your natural protector comes to claim you 166 STURMER. at my hands. You see what a heavy responsi- biUty hangs upon your decision, — the Hfe, per- haps of ray friend's husband, — my own reputa- tion, — yet, what are these when weighed in the balance against your safety ? " " Unhand me, sir ! " said Lolotte ; " I will not answer you under this unmanly force." He dropped her hands, folded his arms upon his breast, and stood with his eyes fixed upon her : — " And now, Lolotte," he said, " I trust to your generosity alone to save me from a heavy delinquency against friendship. In the name of that friendship, in the name of your former confidence and regard for me, in the name of the past, I adjure you to grant my request ! " " Leave me," said Lolotte, struggling to re- press her tears ; " leave me this moment, and I will promise to remain here until your return." Sturmer again seized her passive hand, and carried it fondly to his lips and heart : — " God STURMER. 167 bless you ! God bless you ! beloved Lolotte ! '' he exclaimed, and then rushed from the room. As he swiftly retraced his way along the garden walk to his house, she followed his re- ceding figure with her eyes until it disappeared within the study window. " I have seen him for the last time !" she murmured to herself. " Forgive me, O my God, for having deceived him ! " And a deadly sickness came over her ; a black mist seemed to spread before her eyes ; her heart ceased to beat ; she grasped helplessly at vacancy to sup- port her, and sank to the ground in total in- sensibiUty. 168 STURMER. CHAPTER V. Better be with the dead Than on the torture of the mind to lie In restless ecstasy, Macbeth. " My dear Bertha," said the Count de Kcen- neritz to his beautiful young wife, as, wrapped in her fur peUsse, she sat shivering by his bed- side, on the evening of that day, in the barnhke room which served for saloon and sleeping- chamber, at the comfortless gasthof of Czaslau, " as you have sent for your friend Sturmer without my knowledge, I must stipulate before he arrives that I am not to be subjected to any of his magnetical malpractices. It is quite bad enough to be detained in such a hole as this, STURMER. 169 and almost bled to death by a horse-doctor, without undergoing any other trials of human patience ; and so, my love — " " Oh, never fear !" interrupted the fair Grqfinn^ gaily, " Sturmer is not such a maniac as to substitute magnetism for the lancet in such a case as yours. Besides, thank God ! the horse-doctor has saved your life, and has really left nothing for our good friend to do when he arrives ; and you know, if magnetism should become necessary, I am a worthy pupil of his, and quite competent to become the ope- rator myself." " Yes, truly,"" said the Count, smiling, " you are nearly as mad as your master, and fit to be classed by my good friend Ludwig Tieck among his Wundersuchti^en." * " Your friend Ludwig Tieck is my aversion," exclaimed the Countess, " notwithstanding his great talent; I am longing to know him only that I may quarrel with him ! He will write Wonder-mongers. VOL. I. 170 STURMER. down the imagination of our good Germans as Cervantes wrote down the chivalry of Spain, and with a stroke of his pen consign to the regions of ridicule many of our national charac- teristics ; — in short, he is tearing up the flowers with the weeds in his ardour for cultivating common sense only, and will leave a desert where he found — a wilderness, perhaps, — but a wil- derness of sweets !" " Bravo, Bertha ! " replied her husband ; " never surely had poor common sense a more inveterate opponent, or lucky nonsense a more charming advocate than yourself. Why, you will absolutely make me in love with the whimsical divinity who has enrolled you among her wor- shipers, and some of these days I shall be found gliding in your train into the vestibule of her temple." " Very well," said Bertha, laughing ; " but pray remember that the divinity I worship does not acknowledge the name of Nonsense ; Imagi- STURMER. 171 nation, Enterprise, Genius, Science, would be better adapted to her — " " My love, we will not dispute about her real name," interrupted the Count; " she shall, if you please, have as many aliases as the veriest rogue in the annals of cheating, and " At this moment the sound of a postilion's horn, and the deadened clatter of horses' feet upon the hard snow, were heard approaching the Gasthof; the Count and Countess listened in silence for a few seconds while the carriage drove up to the door. " And here," resumed the Count, taking up the thread of his discourse where he had suddenly dropped it, " here comes her high priest in person, to aid and abet in my conversion." The door was thrown open, as he ceased to speak, and the Countess's Heiduque entering, announced " Herr Von Sturmer." If any doubts yet remained upon the mind of Bertha that her terrors alone had magnified the I 2 172 STURMER. illness of Monsieur de Kcenneritz into apoplexy and approaching death, they were at once re- moved by the unhesitating opinion of Sturmer, that indigestion and imprudent exposure to the intense cold had alone caused the syncope which she had mistaken for an apoplectic attack, and that nothing now ailed him but the languor and debility consequent upon the copi- ous bleedings which had been administered to him by the Czaslau Esculapius ; and as both of the evils above stated were likely again to be visited upon him through the medium of the execrable cuisine and the ill-contrived doors and windows of the comfortless inn at which they had been detained, Sturmer advised a speedy removal from it ; and the next day saw them all together on the road to Prague in the travelling carriage of Count de Kcenneritz. " Pray, Sturmer," said Bertha, as they were journeying along, *' tell me something of your charming Somnambule, Madame, Vjhat is her name^ of whom I have just heard enough from STURMER. 173 my brother Anton to piquer my curiosity au vif, and too little to satisfy it ; she must be a most interesting creature, and I am dying to see her, for two reasons — first, the female curiosity just avowed — and lastly, because I do believe, that if anything can convert that infidel of a husband of mine to our belief in magnetism, it will be your beautiful patient in one of her lucid trances. So I shall just remain twenty- four hours at Prague to get a glimpse of her, and then en avant for Dresden, where we ought to be already." This abrupt allusion to the object of his thoughts, whose very existence he believed to be unknown to the lively Countess, startled and confused Sturmer beyond his power of conceal- ing ; a crimson blush, which did not escape the piercing eyes of Bertha, mounted to his fore- head as he replied, " that Madame Moller would feel herself honoured by being presented to the Countess Koenneritz; but that she had an invincible repugnance to being exhibited to 174 STURMER. strangers in her magnetic trances, and that he felt that he had no right to interfere with her feelings upon that subject." " Precisely ; I can understand all that," said Bertha, " but I really wish to be introduced to her upon her own account, and I am persuaded she will soon cease to consider as a stranger so old a friend and ally of yours." " She could not but be flattered by your wishes, which I shall lose no time in making known to her when we reach Prague,'* replied Sturmer, " but she is on the eve of returning to Dresden, and I fear will have no opportunity of receiving you." These repeated objections, joined to the unconquerable emotion which Sturmer had betrayed at the sudden mention of Lolotte, sank deep into Bertha's mind and aroused her suspicious conjectures. She said nothing of them, however, and speedily changed the subject, but she narrowly watched Sturmer during the remainder of the journey ; and his STURMER. 175 fits of preoccupation and absence of mind, the altered character of his countenance where melancholy had clouded the brilliancy of his fine dark eyes, and spread a paler tint over the clear olive of his complexion — the contraction of his brow, and the compression of his lips attesting to the painful workings of the mind within, spoke volumes to the penetration of Bertha. " So !" thought she, "he is in love with this fair dreamer — but he loves hope- lessly ! " As they approached Prague, his rest- less abstraction increased ; fortunately for him the darkness of evening prevented it from be- coming visible to his fellow travellers : he felt, however, the impossibility of sustaining anything like conversation with them, and feigned sleep to account for his silence. They had promised to become his guests during the short stay they were to make at Prague, and when the carriage drove up to his house and that they had alighted. Bertha felt the arm upon which she leaned as she entered the lighted saloon tremble violently. 176 STURMER. and glancing furtively at his countenance be- held it pale even to ghastliness. " Welcome, noble lady and dear friend," said Sturmer, kissing Bertha's hand, as he led her to the sofa ; " welcome, Excellency," turning to the Count, " to my poor abode. We want but the presence of the beloved Anton to fill the measure of my content!" But his face was in sad contradiction with his words, and told most eloquently and more truly of the mea- sure of his woes being nearly filled, " Anton," said the Count, " is still at Vienna, and likely to be detained there for months to come, by his lawsuit. The dilatoriness of all legal proceedings under your government, Mr. Von Sturmer, are such as would lead one to suppose that the most difiicult thing to be ob- tained in Austria injustice ! and yet the Emperor Francis is an eminently just man, and truly the father of his people, be they Hungarians, Bohemians, or Italians; but the system of ob- taining redress for their grievances calls loudly STURMER. 177 for reform^ — a word which, I suspect^ grates so harshly upon his Majesty's ears as to make him cling to old abuses rather than favour inno- vations, however salutary, that would be usher- ed in under auspices so suspicious. And so our good Anton is suffering under this sloio and sure policy, not, indeed, with Christian patience, but with most commendable loyalty, chafing upon the bit, but never kicking against the master's hand ; et four passer le temps^ he has fallen in love with a very pretty woman, whose fascinations will enable him to bear his trials with equanimity." While the Count, who was a declaimer and loved to hear himself talk, was speaking, the eyes of Sturmer had wandered from his in- terlocutor eagerly to fix themselves upon the window from which the habitation of Lolotte could be distinguished in the day-time, and, piercing through the obscurity that reigned without, they sought for the light which, for months past, he had been accustomed to I 5 178 STURMER. watch burning till a late hour in her cham- ber; but it was there no longer, — all was shrouded in darkness, — and the twinkling of the stars in the clear frosty sky did not afford sufficient light to enable him to distin- guish even the outline of that loved abode. AH was dark, vague, and mysterious as his own gloomy forbodings. " She is gone ! " thought he ; and, forgetful of the presence of his guests, he was about to rush from the room to ascer- tain the truth, when the sweet accents of Bertha recalled him to himself. She had remarked his perturbation, and with feminine tact and good feeling wished to relieve him from the constraint of their presence by an act of her own. "My dear friend," said she, "we are tra- vellers and invalids, and claim permission to retire early ; but before we disappear, pray ex- plain to me the subject of that exquisite picture over the piano. Is it an original or a copy ? a saint or a sinner ? The upturned eyes and the redundant fair hair give it the air of a Mag- STURMER. 179 dalen ; but the countenance is that of a Mag- dalen who has had no cause for repentance." " That is the portrait of Madame MoUer," said Stunner, with as much sang-froid as he could command, " painted in one of her ecstatic trances, by desire of her husband, who pre- sented it to me. It is an admirable likeness/' The Count and Countess drew near to ex- amine it, and remained in silent admiration before what appeared to them a masterpiece of art. The artist had caught with rare fehcity the unearthly character of Lolotte's beauty in those moments of ecstatic delirium which some- times followed her magnetic trances. — The smile of beatitude that parted her lips, — the rapt ex- pression of her matchless eyes, in whose full orbs of deepest blue seemed reflected the holy joy of that heaven to which they were turned, — the serene and lofty brow gleaming in spotless lustre between the parted tresses of light golden brown hair, that fell luxuriantly round her swan-like throat and pure shoulders, — the deli- 180 STURMER. cately rounded arms and slender hands, crossed meekly upon her snow-white bosom, — all were delineated with a truth and sentiment that gave to the performance the character of a heavenly inspiration. " A noble and delicate beauty," observed the Count, " and I should think a most perilous patient for a young physician to take charge of!" " What an exquisite creature !" said Bertha; " she looks as though ' no mortal mixture of earth's mould' entered into her composition. Positively, Sturmer, you must make me known to Madame Moller to-morrow. I am dying to see her ! and now good night ! I shall cer- tainly dream of this lovely vision." And with these words they parted. Sturmer had no sooner attended his guests to the door of their apartment, than he hurried breathlessly to the habitation of Lolotte. The window-shutters were all closed, and the sound of the door-bell, as he repeatedly rang it, was STURMER. 181 not followed by any answering footsteps within. It was evident that Lolotte had broken faith with him, and resentment mingled with his grief as the conviction flashed upon his mind. He hastily re-trod his way to his own house, and, ordering lights into the study, shut himself up there. The first object that he perceived was a pile of books and of music belonging to himself, which he had lent to Lolotte, — a sealed letter was laid upon them. He eagerly tore it open, and sought in vain for some glim- mering of hope in the few lines it contained; but those tremulous characters, although be- traying the physical agitation under which they had been traced, breathed only the spirit of moral firmness which had dictated them. " Forgive me for having deceived you,'' she wrote ; " the idea of duplicity is so repugnant to me, that even in a case like the present, where the end may be said to justify the means, I blush to have had recourse to it; but you 182 STURMER. have left me no alternative ! and, to save you from sinning against friendship, humanity, honour^ — to shield myself from the coercion with which you threatened me, — to spare us both a renewal of that fearful struggle for mastery between passion and principle, which too surely must have been the consequence of another meeting, I have, for the first time in my life, stooped to falsehood. My lips assured you that I would await your return here; but never, for a moment, did my mind waver from its first decision, — and by that decision I will abide. When these lines meet your eyes, I shall be beyond the reach of entreaties, threats, or reproach, — in that home which I ought never to have left, and which I shall never again leave, except for my eternal one, — in that home which I forbid you to approach : for, oh ! Stur- mer ! we are severed by more than distance 1 On earth we must meet no more ; but there is a world beyond the grave, where ' the pure in heart' may hope to ' see God,' and, in His pre- STURMER. 183 sence, be re-united to those they loved m life. What would this pilgrimage of sorrow be with- out such a blessed hope ? — and what, oh ! what, are the poor fleeting triumphs of passion, when compared to an eternity of joy? Sturmer, on my knees I write these words, — I adjure you to fix your hopes there, where nothing can defeat them. Let your soul soar above the earthly longings that now chain it to the dust. Purify your heart from the sinful passion that has led it astray, and the sacrifice shall not be made in vain; for, although virtue enjoins that we should be separated in this world, we may still look for a reward beyond earthly recompenses, and in exchange for a few brief moments passed together here, claim an eternity of happiness in those blessed realms where parting and tears are unknown. " Charlotte Moller." The traces of tears were visible on the paper, and Sturmer pressed them to his lips with 184 STURMER. reverential love. In his heart he could not but applaud and admire the firmness of Lolotte, so different from that soidisant virtue which, springing from coldness, costs not an effort to exercise : but, with the selfishness which, alas ! characterises man's love, he could have wished her less immaculate ; and a feeling of irritation sprang up in his mind as he thought that she had preferred the repose of her conscience to the repose of his heart, and, with that feeling, a determination never to relinquish the object of his adoration but with hfe. " She has made me desperate," said he, " and she must take the consequences." He rang the bell, and Gott- fried appeared. " When did Madame Mbller leave Prague?" inquired Sturmer. " Early this morning, by the Eilwagen," was the reply. There was no possibility of overtaking or in- tercepting her : she would be at Dresden the next morning. Besides, he remembered with STURMER. 185 dismay that the Count and Countess de Kcen- neritz were to be his guests the following day and night, and that, under no pretext, could he absent himself from them. He must rein in his impatience until they departed, and then, — • but let us not anticipate events. How the next four-and-twenty hours were passed, Sturmer scarcely knew ; but the fact is, that they were got over by him much better than he had expected. Lolotte's precipitate departure had driven him to a final resolution with respect to her, which nothing now could alter; and that irrevocable determination im- parted a concentrated calm to his manner, so different from the nervous abstraction of the preceding day, as almost to deceive Bertha into a belief that she had been mistaken in her con- jectures about him, and to restore the whole party to that ease which had been banished from them during the journey from Czaslau. The whole of the night preceding their de- parture from his house was passed by Sturmer 186 STURMER. in writing. He addressed a voluminous letter to his friend Anton explanatory of his inten- tions with respect to Lolotte, but as the first part of it contained a full account of the events which have been already detailed, it would be unnecessary to reproduce it here. Suffice it to say that amidst its incoherencies and its sophistries, glimpses of better feeling and touches of compunction occasionally predomi- nated, like broken rays of sunshine piercing through the obscurity of a stormy sky, and for a moment lighting up the dark mass of clouds with a fleeting glory, only to render the suc- ceeding gloom more terrible. " Light and darkness, And mind and dust, and passions and pure thoughts, Mix'd and contending without end or order," were there. Good still appeared to struggle with evil for mastery in his bosom, even while announcing to his friend the desperate decision to which his ungovernable feelings had driven him ; above all, he rendered honest and ample STURMER. 187 justice to the purity of Lolotte's heart in the doubts which breathed throughout his letter that she would ever be persuaded to yield to his prayers, and plunge into irremediable guilt with him. Yet while explaining his rea- sons for making this communication to Anton, it was evident that something yet remained to be told ; for the first time there was constraint and inconsistency in his confidences. " And now, Anton," he continued ; " know that when this letter reaches Vienna, my fate will be decided ! I shall either be the happiest of men, or I shall cease to be numbered among the living. The flight of Lolotte has convinced me of one great truth, that without her / cannot live. The mere idea of her belonging to an- other is now worse than a thousand deaths to me. She must know all that I feel, all that I sufier; she will then perhaps separate herself from him — she will be mine — mine alone, vo- luntarily and unconditionally ! Oh ! unutter- 188 STURMER. able happiness, too great a recompense for mortal love ! Dare I, or ought I to expect, then, that it should be vouchsafed to one so unde- serving as I am? But between that supreme felicity and the annihilation of the grave, there can be no medium for me. To-morrow, as soon as your sister departs, I shall follow Lo- lotte to the home which she has forbidden me to approach; I shall unburthen my feelings to her, and hear my fate from her lips. Should she, vanquished by the force of my arguments, listen to the dictates of her heart and yield to my supplications, I shall fly with her to Italy, or wherever else she may choose, (for I know that her own country would then become in- supportable to her,) and my life shall be one unbroken manifestation of grateful adoration for the sacrifice she will have made ; but should she reject me, her disdain will nerve my hand, and one moment will terminate all ! She will then know that she was my universe, my heaven, my fate -— that in her hands were the issues STURMER. 189 of life and death for me — that my existence hung upon her breath — she will know all this too late ! — But mark me, Anton ! the mystic thread which, living, bound our destinies to- gether, death even shall have no power to snap asunder ; she will not long survive me ! — and virtue, the unbending idol to which she will have sacrificed me, shall not save her heart from breaking ! " When I look back upon the various cir- cumstances that have thrown us together, I cannot admit that chance has had any share in bringing them to pass ; fate has ruled all — fate, which I have vainly endeavoured to elude, for it has baffled all my best intentions, cir- cumvented all my most conscientious efforts, and made me what I now am, the underminer of innocence — the false friend — the premedi- tated suicide ! Yes, we two were sent into the world predestined to form each other's hap- piness or each other's misery ; and that strange sympathy was felt by me the first moment I 190 STURMER. beheld her. Look back with me, dearest friend, to the opening scene of our first approximation : how unhke in every respect to those liaisons which the world mistakenly calls love ! — and which flutter into life in the artificial atmosphere of ball-rooms, are nurtured by the smiles and glances of satisfied vanity, live upon the excite- ment of false sentiment, and when that tem- porary craving has exhausted itself languish into extinction and expire without a pang, leaving the unscathed heart free and willing to recommence the same hollow game ! Now mark the difiference. A conflict of the ele- ments, a terrible symbol of that conflict of pas- sions which was afterwards to devastate my heart, drove me to seek for shelter in an ob- scure habitation where no welcome greeted me ; for death was hovering over that lonely roof ready to seize upon his prey, and deso- late bosoms were gathered beneath, whose yearnings to save the fair young victim were fast chilling into despair. My presence there STURMER. 191 was unheeded, and my only companionship was with a picture — a piece of senseless canvass ! and yet that picture exercised over my feeUngs the strongest fascination. I gazed upon the pure and youthful lineaments it represented with more than admiration of their beauty ; there was something in the expression of the eyes that vibrated through my soul like ' the music of a dream,' indistinctly floating upon the memory in a waking hour, and reviving the mysterious charm that had in sleep ' lapped the soul in Elysium.' It seemed to me that the harmonies breathing from that face had ever possessed an answering chord within me, silent to every other touch ; and that although for the first time they were revealed to my senses, they had haunted my spirit from the commencement of my being. Was this ima- gination, presentiment, or sympathy? Weary and way-worn as I was, I could not for a length of time withdraw my eyes from that fair shadow ; at last I slept, and in my dreams it seemed to 192 STURMER. hover around me. From those dreams I was suddenly aroused to be summoned to a scene of suffering and despair; I stood by the bed of death, and beheld stretched upon it the original of the picture which had so fascinated me an hour before, and with inexplicable emo- tion I gazed upon those lovely features fixed apparently in death, yet even in death so di- vinely fair as to awaken in my bosom a ten- derness which no living beauty had ever in- spired, and to close it for ever to the admission of any other love. With an energy unknown to me before — the energy of new-born pas- sion, I exercised over her that mysterious agency which I had often seen successfully applied where every other remedy had failed ; I infused into her sinking frame my own vital warmth, and she whom we had believed dead, awoke to life beneath my reviving touch ! Then I looked upon her as my own — her restored existence was my creation — my breath had STURMER. 193 stayed her fleeting breath — my hand had rescued her from the icy grasp of Death ! " The remainder of that night was passed by me at her bed-side, her soft hand clasped in mine; and again slumber stole upon my senses, and again in dreams did her image haunt me, but not as before ; — mingled with visions of death and terror, she prophetically appeared to me exercising that power over my feelings which she was in reality destined to fulfil. — Were those dreams meant to warn me ? if so, they were disregarded at the time, and I awoke from them to indulge in waking ones, to form rash hopes which were doomed to be crushed almost in their birth, and to hear that she, whom I fondly fancied fate had led me there to restore to life, and claim as my own, was the affianced bride of an- other ! Then I fled from her presence ; and years rolled on, and I beheld her no more; yet she lived in my heart — and when I turned VOL. I. K 194 STURMER. my thoughts to other women, her image rose up between me and them, and chilled me into in- difference. " At the end of several years I found my- self in the vicinity of her home, and a feeling of curiosity, of interest in her fate — no ! it was neither — it was that powerful attraction of sympathy, stronger far than my will, which, like the fascination exercised by the serpent over the struggling bird, has ever mastered me, led me to seek once more to behold her. In doing so, I almost hoped to find her so changed by the lapse of time, or the vulgar cares of life, that one glimpse would suffice to disenchant me of the romantic preference with which I still cherished her image in my bosom : but that furtive glance, in revealing her to me lovelier even than memory had de- picted her, betrayed me into still deeper in- fatuation; sad, yet serene, her pensive coun- tenance eloquently told that even in that so- litude she had not escaped the sorrows of a STURMER. 195 world where, " les plus belles choses ont le pire destin." " Perhaps that very conviction lent a more dangerous charm to her loveliness. I might have successfully resisted the triumphant flush of conscious and happy beauty ; but my heart was vanquished by the melancholy sweetness of her aspect, and bowed in tender commise- ration before the untold sorrows that brooded there. She sang, and the enchantment was complete; but while my whole soul, dissolved in tenderness, hung entranced upon her divine accents, the spell was rudely broken by another voice — the voice of her husband! It recalled me to myself — what had I to do there? and again I fled the dangerous delight of her pre- sence, determined that it should he for ever ! " But my worst trials were all before me. She whom I had resolved to shun was brought to the very spot inhabited by me, placed by her husband in my hands, delivered up to that mysterious power which I knew I possessed k2 196 STURMER. over her, thrown into constant contact with me ; in that state all her secret thoughts were revealed, and the treasures of her heart and mind were unlocked to my wondering admi- ration. Then I found that her beauty was her least charm — then I felt the immensity of the temptation which assailed me; she loved me, but her love was of that spiritualized na- ture which angels may be supposed to feel, — which few women understand, and of which no man is capable. I loved her like a madman, and yet my respect for her equalled my idola- try; the innocence of her soul and the purity of her thoughts, while they awed me into al- most trembling adoration, increased tenfold the intensity of my fatal passion. Long and vainly did I struggle with it, and God only knows with what desperate energy I endeavoured to silence the guilty wishes of my heart ! Her hus- band's presence was a barrier, of which I con- scientiously availed myself, to prevent the ex- pression of them to her; but the fatality that STURMER. J97 pursued me ordained that he should absent himself from Prague, and leave us exposed to the peril of being constantly together alone. My courage and forbearance I knew would not be proof against such a temptation : she indeed was above all human frailty, but I could exercise a power over her which would leave her helpless ; and what will not passion dare ? With a last effort to remain true to honour, I resolved to tear myself away from oppor- tunities which I felt I could no longer resist. I wrote to tell her all — all my love and all my madness — to account for my strange aban- donment of her, and to bid her an eternal fare- well ! but my heart was crushed by the sa- crifice, and I determined to end the struggle by death. At that moment she whom I was relinquishing for ever, because I knew that to see her would be to destroy my best resolutions, appeared before me alone, in her sleep ! At that midnight hour, led by a mysterious presenti- ment, she came to snatch me from the despair 198 STURMER. that had overwhelmed me. Fate thrust her between me and death, remorselessly deter- mined that the measure of my temptations should be filled. But no more of this ! the struggle is over, and my mind has at last taken an irrevocable decision. " Forgive these repetitions, these outpour- ings of my heart, dearest Anton ! The unhappy love to speak of themselves, for grief is garru- lous ; but these egotisms are, perhaps, the last with which your enduring friendship will be taxed, and they have flowed from my heart to my pen in the irrepressible desire to convince you that the man who for years was honoured with your confidence and affection was not a deliberate villain, a vile plotter, a systematic seducer ! No, from the seduction of innocence my soul has ever shrunk with an abhorrence that would doubtless cause many a man of the world to smile in pity at my scruples. The only deception which I can reproach myself with having practised towards her, was during STURMER. 199 our last interview — when, to retain her within my power, and maddened by the fear of losing her, 1 was ready to promise anything — every- thing — far more (I will now admit) than it would have been possible for me to abide by: but I had dared to found most guilty hopes upon the presumption that she might be per- suaded to remain near me after the avowal of my love had come to her knowledge ; and to realise those hopes I shrank not from promising impossibilities. She, however, with that in- stinctive delicacy which is her peculiar charac- teristic, and that unerring sense of right which never abandons her, knew that the woman who pauses under these circumstances, ' pauses to be o'ercome;* and by opposing deception to de- ception, where to deceive was to remain true to virtue, she has defeated my scheme, driven me to desperation, and left me no alternative but that of throwing myself upon her mercy, and leaving her to pronounce upon my fate — either life devoted to her and her happiness alone — 200 STURMER. or death at her feet in expiation of my guilty passion ! " And now, beloved friend, you will under- stand the motives of this long confession, and that it has been made in order to account to you for the solemn farewell of which it is the preliminary — a farewell for years at least — perchance for ever in this world — to prepare you for all that may happen, and to break the shock that would be the inevitable result of your friend Sturmer's name suddenly reaching you coupled with the epithets of seducer or suicide, and his memory blackened by the thou- sand false statements which public rumour never fails to bestow gratuitously upon private calamity. " I have arranged all my worldly affairs ; the copy of my will, here subjoined, will shew you in what manner ; — I make you the steward of all my possessions in case of a long absence from my country — my heir, in case of my STURMER. SOI death. There is no injustice in this disposition of my worldly goods, as I have no near relations surviving, and the few distant ones that remain are richer than I am. My poor mother ! thank God she has not lived till now ! " Farewell, Anton, my friend, my companion, my more than brother ! While I trace these words the memory of past years, rendered so inexpressibly happy by your friendship, rises up before my mental vision with a clearness which brings to light many a word and deed of de- voted affection, not obliterated (for ingratitude has never been the vice of my heart) but ob- scured in the whirl of succeeding events; and now as they appear before me in bright array, my heart smites me that in return for so much love I should inflict upon you the pang I am now doing. But I was born to bring sorrow upon all who ever loved me ! " Still do I linger over these lines as I have often lingered over the last conversations that K 5 202 STURMER. have preceded our temporary separations, with a weak shrinking from the pang of parting — a fond wish still to delay the last painful moment — the last ! there is something solemn and start- ling in that word as I trace it — something pro- phetic of the eternal separation to which per- chance it now applies — it rings upon my heart like the knell of departed joys ! — Oh, my Anton ! until this moment I never knew how dear you were to me — until this moment I believed that love for her had deadened every other feeling in my bosom — but of that no more ! *' The clock is striking five — the stars have disappeared from the cold grey sky — the last feeble flickerings of my expiring lamp warn me to conclude — darkness and indistinctness shroud the earth as with a pall; but in two hours hence the bright sun will rise in glory to chase away the shadows of night. — Will it be so with me? and shall the darkness of the STURMER. 203 Grave into which I am about to plunge be suc- ceeded by the brightness of that Day which knows neither morning nor evening, but is Eternal ? " Esperons ! Farewell — farewell ! ^04 STURMER. CHAPTER VI. Gent. Lo you, here she comes ! This is her very guise ; and upon my life, fast asleep. Observe her ; stand close. Doctor. You see her eyes are open. Gent. Ay, but their sense is shut. Macbeth. The Count and Countess de Kcenneritz left Prague at eight o'clock in the morning. Stur- mer, who had thrown himself on the bed and slept soundly for two hours after the termina- tion of his night's occupation, accompanied them to the door of his dwelling, and amidst the affectionate adieus of Bertha, and the cordial invitations of her husband to visit them at STURMER. 205 Dresden, placed them in their carriage, and saw them drive off. No sooner were they out of sight than his own carriage drove up to the door, and Gottfried appeared at the same time to receive his master's last directions. They were soon given. " Are my pistols and my sac de nuit in the carriage ? " « Yes, sir." " Very well. Gottfried, I have already told you that I am obliged to make a journey ; it may be a very long one. I shall be absent for an indefinite period; but while I am away I have lent my house to the Baron Von Preinl, who will be here certainly in a few days, and will keep up everything as if I were still at home. You will retain the same confidential situation under him that you have filled under me, my good Gottfried." " Yes, sir," replied the old servant ; " but I had hoped, that during such an absence from home as you contemplate, I might have accom- 206 STURMER. panied you; for surely you will require my services in a long journey ? " " No, Gottfried," replied his master gravely ; " in the journey which I meditate I shall re- quire no attendance, and your services will be much more available to me here, where I intrust everything to your care until my friend arrives." " Well, sir, you know best ; but I could have wished to have gone with you." " No more of that," said Sturmer. " God bless you, my good Gottfried ! Mein lieher kind;'' and he stretched out his hand affec- tionately to him. The faithful creature grasped it eagerly, and carried it to his lips. Sturmer felt a tear drop upon it ; — that tear fell upon his heart. He could not speak, but, with a strong effort con- quering his emotion, he forced a smile upon his countenance — a bright smile of other days ; and the old servant deceived by it, dried his eyes, and let down the steps of the carriage. STURMER. 207 " Ah ! sir, that smile tells me that you will soon be back again. God bless you, sir ! God bless you, my dear master ! " And in another moment Sturmer was whirled from his home, and on the road, not to Dresden, but (in order to avoid the De Kcenneritzs) by a circuitous route to the foot of the mountains which form the barrier between Bohemia and Saxony. His intention was to go to the Ottowalder- grund without appearing at Dresden. Bertha and the Count divided their journey from Prague to Dresden into two days, by sleeping at Lobositz. The inn where they alighted contained only one sitting-room; and they were told that the best sleeping-chamber contiguous to it was already occupied by a lady, who was very ill ; so ill that she had been forced to quit the eil-icagen in which she was journeying to Dresden, and remain there. " Poor thing ! " said Bertha compassionately ; 208 STURMER. " we will make no noise to disturb her. Let supper be served immediately." And while it was preparing, she withdrew to the sleeping-room that was destined for her, and disencumbered herself of her fur wrappings. They were in the midst of their repast ; and the Count, who had arrived at that time of life — which we will not specify, that we may not offend — when the presence of even a beautiful bride is not sufficient to render a man indif- ferent to the evils of a mauvaise cuisine, was railing in no measured terms against the thin- ness of the Brod suppe,* the toughness of the Rind Jleisch mit Kartqflen, the freshness of the Huhn gehacknes, the staleness of the Gemiise, and the sourness of the compote, which formed the * Bread-soup ; bouilli beef served Avitli potatoes ; roast fowl, vegetables, stewed prunes, or cherries. These dishes, occasionally varied by a very sour salad, or a very sweet pudding (melch speisen)^ form the inevitable menu of the mittag and abend speisen (dinner and supper), to be found in the inns throughout Germany, from the Rhenish provinces to the Banat of Hungary. STURMER. 209 bourgeois supper, the triumph of the culinary art of Lobositz, that had been placed before them, when a door, exactly opposite to their table, opened suddenly, and a female figure entered, closed it after her, and, without appearing to be conscious that the room was occupied, slowly crossed it to the further end, where a piano- forte was placed. " Good God ! '' exclaimed the Count and Countess in the same breath, and rising to receive her : " what a beautiful creature !" The Count was advancing to salute the un- expected visitant, but Bertha, hastily laying her hand upon his arm to restrain him, whispered in his ear, " Do you not recognise that face ?'* " Yes — no,'' he answered in the same tone. " I certainly have seen it somewhere before, but I cannot now remember where." " It is Madame Moller," she replied, " Stur- mer's somnambule, the original of the lovely picture we saw at his house. It must be her ; no one else could be so beautiful." 210 STURIV^ER. " Aha ! but what can she mean by coming among us so unceremoniously ? Besides, did not Sturmer tell us that she was already at Dresden?" " Yes ; but she may have been detained upon the road, as we were at Czaslau. I am sure it is Madame Moller. I am determined it shall be no other person. Oh ! I am so glad to have come across her ! And see, she is in a state of natural somnambulism ; she does not see us. We must not disturb or thwart her on any account, for to awaken a sleep-walker suddenly is highly dangerous." At that moment Lolotte (for it was no other than herself) opened the piano, and seating her- self before it ran her fingers thoughtfully over the keys, as though arranging her ideas or recalling her recollections, previous to com- mencing her performances. But there was such brilliancy and pathos in that light touch that the Count and Countess, both of whom were fine musicians, listened mth delight to the har- STURMER. 211 monious combinations which successively sprang up beneath her fingers ; and followed with the keen relish of Dilettanti the various movements of the capricious, yet scientific " voluntary,"" in which her imagination appeared to be revelling. At last the performance gradually subsided into a few low chords, and the voice of the fair musician took up the last motif she had been playing, and gushed forth into such a delicious strain of melody that her listeners, as if irre- sistibly impelled towards her, silently and almost breathlessly drew so near to the instru- ment that they could obtain a full view of her countenance. And certainly had Lolotte come forth bent upon conquest, instead of wandering helplessly in her sleep into the presence of strangers, she could not have appeared to greater advantage than she did at that moment, unstudied and disordered as her dress was. But it is the proud privilege of real beauty to defy the " foreign aid of ornament," and to shine forth 212 STURMER. triumphantly in the simplest array. The close black dress, bordered with dark far, in which she was muffled, rendered more dazzlingly fair by contrast the alabaster hue of her throat, face, and hands, the only portions of her skin which were visible ; her cheeks and brow, even her lips, were at that moment colourless, but so exquisitely chiselled, so touching in their " wan lustre," that no rose-tints could have rendered them more beautiful ; her luxuriant hair, de- ranged during her sleep, had half escaped from the comb that fastened it, and fell in tresses of wavy gold down her shoulders ; carelessly pushed back from her forehead, it left unveiled the whole expanse of brow, and the lovely eyes that shone beneath. Beautiful indeed were those eyes, since, although speculation had gone from them for the time being, they still pos- sessed a power to charm and to subdue which few waking ones had ever exercised ; but in colour, shape, and size they were faultless ; and the long dark lashes that shaded them, the STURMER. 213 dark brows that arched above, imparted to her countenance an expression and character that redeemed it from the insipidity which is the general defect of very fair and delicate-looking persons. The words which Lolotte was breathing forth in such a flow of harmony quickly arrested the attention of Bertha, and she hung upon them with almost painful anxiety. They were the aspirations of a breaking heart invoking the intercession of those who had been dearest to her on earth, but who were now saints in heaven, to procure her pardon for a weak and guilty love which had led her heart astray. She described with terrible truth its combats, its tortures, its vain efforts to banish the loved image from that sanctuary, as she had banished it from her eyes — in vain ! Her heart, amid despair and death, loved on. Then there was a change in the strain ; from the agitato vibrato character it subsided into a low wailing morendo movement. 214 STURMER. That heart which had glowed with so sinful a flame had at last grown cold ; its frail chords had failed amidst the struggle, and in the peace- ful grave it had found rest. And now she played the dirge of the departed in such sweet and solemn strains, that the impressionable Bertha, overcome by her emotions, leaned upon her husband's shoulder and wept. Again there was a change. The dirge died away, and a song of triumph succeeded, — the song of angels welcoming the rescued spirit to realms of joy; and there were the loved and the lost on earth lifting up their voices with the heavenly choir, rejoicing that she who had been almost lost was saved. But the disembodied spirit, faithful to its earthly love, cast a wistful glance around, and perceiving not him, without whom heaven would not be heaven to her, uttered a cry of despair — " Where is he ? " At these words, which broke from her lips in soul-piercing accents, she suddenly ceased her STURMER. 215 song, and burying her face in her hands burst into an agony of tears. " What shall we do ? " exclaimed the Count, in the greatest trepidation. " Let us ring to inquire whether there is any one belonging to her in the house." " No, no," said Bertha ; " call no one ; and let me first try what I can do for her." And so saying, she gently approached the unconscious mourner, and placing one hand upon Lolotte's head, with the other described a succession of mesmeric passes from the forehead downwards. The Count smiled incredulously; but when at the end of a few seconds the deep convulsive sighs of Lolotte calmed into silence, he gave his serious attention to what was going on. Very soon her hands dropped helplessly from before her eyes. Those eyes were closed, and their long lashes, wet with tears, lay like black fringes upon her cheeks. Bertha drew a chair behind her, and as Lolotte sank back 216 STURMER. overcome by the magnetic slumber, she received her in her arms, laid her head upon her bosom, and tenderly wiping away the tears that still bedewed her pale cheeks, looked triumphantly at her husband. " Now open that door," said Bertha, pointing to the one by which Lolotte had entered, " and between us we will carry her into her own room, and place her on the bed." " Yes," murmured Lolotte, replying to the last words of Bertha, " lay me on the bed." The Countess cast another glance of triumph at the Count. The magnetic ' rapporf so quick- ly established between herself and Lolotte had far exceeded her own expectations. " Do you see me ? " she inquired, laying her hand upon the sleeper's eyes. " Yes," replied Lolotte, " you are very beau- tiful ! " " And do you see me ?" inquired the Count. But Lolotte remained silent. She neither saw nor heard him. STURMER. 211 Bertha placed her husband's hand in that of Lolotte, held them together in her own, and then asked her if she saw any other person besides herself. Lolotte accurately described the Count's ap- pearance. Still a doubt hung upon his mind, that by almost imperceptibly opening her eye- lids she might have obtained a sufficient view of him to bear her out in her description. " Pardon me, madam," he said, " if I still remain incredulous upon the subject of your lucidity ; but it will be in your power to make a believer of me by replying to one question which I shall put to you : — Can you tell me what I have got in this pocket ? '"* And he laid his hand upon the side pocket of his coat. Lolotte remained silent for a moment. At last she said — " You have got a small pocket- book, covered with crimson." "You are quite right," replied the Count, astonishment painted in every feature ; " but what does that pocket-book contain?" VOL. I. L 218 STURMER. Lolotte considered again. " It contains," she said, " two miniatures ; one is the picture of a lady, — stay, it is this lady's likeness ; the other is that of a gentleman whom I have never seen. There is writing upon one of the leaves — a name. It is his writing — his name — Wolfgang Sturmer" " Wonderful ! " exclaimed the Count. " I am convinced ! There is no contesting such evidence as this." And putting his hand into his pocket, he drew from it precisely such a porte-feuille as Lolotte had described ; and placing it in Bertha's hand, said : " This, my love, was given to me by Sturmer this morning, with more solemnity in his manner than I could account for. He said it was one of the things he most prized, as it contained yours and An- ton's pictures, given to him by your brother, and for that reason he wished to place it him- self in my hands. I confess, I cannot under- stand his parting -with such a souvenir,''^ " He gave it to you as a legacy," said Lo- lotte solemnly. STURMER. 219 " A legacy ! " exclaimed the Count and Countess together: "why? — how? — for what reason?" But Lolotte remained silent. " Can you tell me where Sturmer is at this moment?" said Bertha, after a pause. " He is travelling," was the answer. " This is very strange," remarked the Count. " He did not even hint at an idea of travelling when we parted this morning. Is he going to make a long journey?" " A very long one," replied Lolotte, sighing. "And when will he return home?" inquired Bertha. " He will never return home again^^ was the answer. After this, she persisted in remaining silent ; and, upon a sign of Bertha's, the Count raised her in his arms, and, carrying her into the adjoining room, placed her upon the bed. L 2 220 STURMER. CHAPTER VII. I have been patient ; let me be so yet. Oh ! would it were my lot To be forgetful. Lord Byron. It was not till eight o'clock the next morn- ing that Lolotte awakened; and she arose so much refreshed and invigorated as to feel quite equal to continue her journey homewards in the course of the day. She had slept so pro- foundly, that when, on the preceding evening, her maid (who had been indulging in the de- light of a long gossip, during her supper, with the servants of the newly-arrived travellers,) returned to her mistress's room, and found her STURMER. 221 plunged in that deep slumber, she had no diffi- culty in undressing and placing her in her bed without awakening her. Since her last interview with Sturmer, Lo- lotte had taken neither rest or nourishment sufficient to sustain her bodily strength; and the agitation of her mind, added to the unusual exertions she was obliged to make in order to hasten her departure from Prague, had been too much for a frame so delicate; but it was not until she was seated in the carriage that was to bear her thence, that she became aware of the utter prostration of her strength. Then, when the excitement of action was over, came reflection with its train of tortures and terrors to subdue her courage ; — then did her sinking heart fail her ;- — then did all that she had yet to en- dure strike dismay into her soul. To the agony of a final separation from the being who, for the last few months, had been all the world to her, was added the terror of meeting her hus- band, with the dreadful secret of her newly- ^22 STURMER. discovered love weighing upon her heart. How- should she conceal her misery from him? and how, alas ! could she avow its cause ? " Oh ! that I had been suffered to die eight years ago ! " thought she, with something like a feel- ing of bitter repining at her fate ; " for what accumulated sorrows have I been reserved ! And yet, my God, Thou knowest best ! " — the habitual piety and meekness of her soul sur- mounting that momentary disposition to mur- mur — " forgive me for questioning Thy wis- dom — and if this cup may not pass away from me, Thy will be done ! " Silently absorbed in her feelings, she leaned from the carriage window with her eyes fixed upon the regal towers of the Hraschin rising in proud pre-eminence above the innumerable spires and palaces of antique and aristocratical Prague, until a bend in the road shut them from her view. It was there that Sturmer dwelt — there she had first known him; and when she no more beheld them, the last con- STURMER. 22S necting link between him and herself appear- ed to be rudely riven asunder ; she closed her eyes with a feeling of such deep anguish that her heart sickened beneath it, and after an ineffectual struggle to resist the deadly chill that was creeping over her, she became insensible. A succession of fainting fits caused so much alarm to her fellow travellers in the eil-wagen^ (who feared that she was going to die among them,) that when the vehicle stopped at Lobo- sitz, and she was lifted out of it motionless and senseless, they one and all refused to allow her to proceed, and advised her servant to let her remain there until she should be better ; and one of them, an old military officer, who had been deeply interested by the appearance and sufferings of Lolotte, offered to become the bearer of a letter or message to her friends in Dresden to account to them for her protracted absence. But alas ! Lolotte's maid, Gretchen, did not know how to write, and all that she 224f STURMER. could do was to inform the kind-hearted stran- ger, that her mistress was the wife of Mr. Franz Moller, who was then lodging in the AU'Markt, at Dresden, No. — , and to beg that he would send there, and inform him of what had happened. This he promised to do, and the eil-wagen proceeded on its way, leav- ing Lolotte and her maid at Lobositz. But the nervous irritation of her spirits pre- vented her benefiting by the repose which such an arrangement was intended to procure for her, and it was only on the afternoon of the succeed- ing day, that from mere exhaustion, she fell into a sleep which terminated, as has already been described, by one of those exhibitions of natural somnambulism which always preceded or attended some crisis of suffering in Lo- lotte, and which the timely application of Ani- mal Magnetism invariably prevented. That Bertha's experiment upon her had pro- duced the effect of soothing and calming her shattered nerves in that particular instance, has STURMER. 225 already been shewn ; and the many hours of undisturbed repose which it had procured for her, recruited her strength to such a degree that she immediately commenced her prepara- tions for departure. She had opened the door of her bedroom and was just going to cross the Speisen Saal in order that she might ascertain from the host the hour when the next eil-wagen for Dresden would pass, when she perceived that the room was occupied by a lady and gentleman ; and hastily drawing back, she would have retreated into her chamber had she not been prevented by the lady quickly advancing and taking her hand. " Pray, come in," said she ; '' I am so glad to see you ! Are you better this morning ? We have already been inquiring for you, but no one could tell us how you were." " Madam," exclaimed Lolotte in the great- est surprise, " you are surely under some mis- take ! I have never had the honour of seeing l5 226 STURMER. you before, and I dare not flatter myself that the health of an entire stranger can interest you." " Indeed, Madame MoUer, I am under no mistake," replied Bertha, smiling ; " it is i/our health which interests me so much at the pre- sent moment, and although I never saw you before last evening, I have heard so much of you that I do not look upon you in the light of a stranger. And now give me leave to present my husband to you, the Count de Koenneritz." " Ah, madam," replied Lolotte, after bend- ing gracefully to the salutation of the Count, " I understand now ! I have, indeed, often heard of you before; but I thought that the Count de Koenneritz had been detained by severe illness at — " "Yes, madam," interrupted the Count, lead- ing her to a chair, " we were detained at Czas- lau by a slight indisposition of mine ; but our mutual friend, Sturmer, arrived in good time STURMER. 227 to save me from dying there of cold and hunger, and he brought us with him to his charming house at Prague, where we hoped to have had the honour of meeting you : but you had flown before we arrived." Poor Lolotte felt her heart throb, and the blood rush to her cheek and brow at the men- tion of that beloved name. She would have given the world to have ascertained whether Sturmer was still with them ; but all her self- possession had suddenly abandoned her at that one allusion to him, and, trembling and con- fused, she sank suddenly into a chair. Emotion so painful and irrepressible could not escape the observation of the Count and Countess. They exchanged glances, and Bertha carelessly remarked, " That they had very much wished Sturmer to have accompanied them to Dresden, but that he was unable to do so: she hoped, however, that he would visit them before long. Was Madame Moller aware of any particular business that detained him at Prague, or did 228 STURMER. she know of any journey that he intended to make elsewhere?" Thus called upon, Lolotte summoned cou- rage to reply, " That she understood it to be Mr. Sturmer's intention to remain at Prague, his usual place of residence, which he had only left to attend the Count de Koenneritz in his illness at Czaslau. She had never heard of any other journey contemplated by him; and she hoped, — that is to say, she believed," — and here she stammered and faltered, — "she meant, she never had heard of his in- tention to visit Dresden." Here the Count and Countess glanced at each other again, as if mutually to recall the contrary opinion which Lolotte had so solemnly and decid- edly pronounced on the preceding ^evening. They said nothing, and appeared by that one look tacitly to agree that no further mention should be made of Sturmer for the present; and then, with a warmth and cordiality of manner, which soon restored Lolotte to her natural ease, they STURMER. 229 led her to speak upon other subjects, and finally prevailed upon her to breakfast with them. It was during that repast that they related to her the occurrences of the past evening, and the success with which Bertha had exerted her magnetical skill in Lolotte's behalf. Her terror and confusion were inexpressible at the recital ; and, had any such evidence been required, would have fully convinced the Count of her total unconsciousness of all that had passed during her somnambulism : but he had already seen enough to convert him, and he was not one of those persons who, when once convinced, retract or qualify their opinions in order to maintain an appearance of consistency with previously pronounced views on the same sub- ject. The curiosity of the Count de Kcenneritz was roused, and his interest excited, to inves- tigate more deeply into the causes of pheno- mena so extraordinary; and partly from that S30 STURMER. motive, but still more from a feeling of kind- ness to Lolotte, whose strange introduction of herself to them, added to her beauty and her sufferings, had established a peculiar interest for her with him as well as with Bertha, he was induced to propose that they should give her a seat in their carriage to Dresden, while Gret- chen and the trunks should be left to proceed thither by the eil-wagen. An offer so cordially made was gratefully accepted by Lolotte; and before noon she had taken her seat in the Count's travelling Berline, and was once more rapidly whirled towards home. It was night before they reached Dresden, and the postilions had some difficulty in finding the number of Moller's lodging in the dimly- lighted Alt-Markt At last, however, they stopped before a dark-looking house, and the Countess's Heidugue, having ascertained that it was the one inhabited by Mr. Franz Moller, Lolotte took leave of her new friends, and, with a beating heart, entered. " Au revoir, dear STURMER. 231 Madame MoUer," were the parting words of Bertha; "I shall not fail to call upon you to- morrow morning." Slowly she ascended the staircase, and many times before reaching the third story, she stopped to take breath, and, pressing her hand upon her heart, endeavoured to still its throb- bings. At last she reached a door upon which was nailed one of her husband's cards, and, summoning all her courage to her aid, she rang the bell. "Why should I fear to see him?" thought she ; " surely my conscience absolves me from all sinful wishes." But she knew that her heart was devoted to another, and therefore did she tremble; for it is only in minds pre- disposed to vice that the infidelity of the heart is glossed over as a venial error: but the truly pure in soul start from it as from the shadow of sill, instinctively knowing that to excuse and to foster such wanderings, is to smooth the path to others more fatal, although scarcely more reprehensible; since the woman who has once 232 STURMER. accustomed herself to look upon the unlawful affections of her heart with indulgence and com- placency, has not only ceased to be virtuous in thought, but is more than half won over to become criminal in deed. Lolotte was not one of those who weakly cherish error until it grows into guilt, and, in the meantime, fondly and falsely persuade themselves that they are innocent, because they have conceded nothing hut their heart. The knowledge of her love for Sturmer weigh- ed upon her soul like a secret sin, from which she had vainly struggled to disburthen it; and she approached her husband with the feelings of a criminal, conscious that she had, for the first time, something to conceal from him, — knowing that she had never loved him, — and feeling that the duties and obligations of a wife had now become hateful to her. She rang more than once before any sound or sign of answering the call could be distin- guished ; but at last a step was heard within, STURMER. 23S and the well-known voice of Babet demanded, " Who is there ?'* " It is I, Babet," answered Lolotte ; " open quickly." And the door instantly flying back, discovered Babet in her night-clothes, with a light in her hand. " Oh, madam ! oh, my dear mistress ! is it you ? " she exclaimed as Lolotte entered. " Kilss die hand mein lieher kind,^ suiting the action to the word. " But you are alone ! Where is my master?" " Your master ! " repeated Lolotte, in amaze- ment ; " is he not here ? " " No, truly," was the answer ; " he has gone to bring you home. A gentleman called here yesterday to tell of your being ill somewhere between this and Prague, and as he came after master had gone out for the day, he left a note to tell him all about it. When Mr. Franz came home in the evening and read the note, I never saw him so flurried or so angry; and what made him worse was, that it was too late 234f STURMER. for him to set off for you last night, so he was obhged to wait till this morning." " He has gone to Lobositz, then ! " exclaimed Lolotte, " and I must have passed him on the road. Poor Franz ! how sorry I am that he should have had such vexation and trouble on my account." And yet, notwithstanding her regret, she felt inexpressibly relieved at the certainty of not meeting him for some hours. " Yes, madam, he went this morning," said Babet ; " and sadly it put him out of his way to go. But, oh, my dear child, how ill you look ! Indeed, indeed, I could be as angry as my master is with you for not staying quietly at Prague with that great man. Doctor Sturmer, who did you so much good, instead of running back here in spite of master's advice ; — and he so pleased with all the Doctor had done for you; and wanting to be off to Leipzig, and backwards and forwards about his book, and the great sale, and all the rest of it. And yet it STURMER. 2S5 does my old heart good to see your sweet face again, pale as it is ; — but what we are to do when master returns I know not, for there is no comfortable place here for you, only this one room, littered from one end to the other with papers, and no corner to stow away a mouse. When Mr. Franz got your letter, say- ing you were coming away from Prague, he was so vexed that he declared he should just remain as he was, to shew you that you could not stay here ; and how much better it would have been for you to have done as he wished. Indeed, he has never been in a good-humour since that letter came. Pardon me, dear mis- tress, for telUng you so, but I think it better that you should know all." " Well, Babet," said Lolotte, sighing, " my husband will find that I have not returned to derange him in any way ; and as soon as I have seen him to-morrow I shall go home to the Ottowalder-grund." And with the painful impression that no 2S6 STURMER. welcome awaited her from him whose protection she had sought as her safeguard in the trials that assailed her heart, she laid down, not to sleep, but to meditate through the long watches of the night, and to endeavour to compose her mind for the meeting which she so much dreaded. Morning at length came, and with it arrived Franz Mciller. But, although Lolotte had been in some measure prepared for the dissatisfac- tion which she was to encounter, it far exceeded any exhibition of ill-humour that she had ever before witnessed in her husband. Franz was by no means a bad-tempered man ; and indeed he enjoyed the reputation of being quite the reverse, thanks to a mild and open countenance, and to a total absence of violence or vindic- tiveness in his character; but he had other faults of temper, not less difficult to contend with ; he was obstinate, and sullen under oppo- sition, and naturally of a selfish and exacting disposition. Those faults had been strength- STURMER. 237 ened by the yielding sweetness of Lolotte's character, the extreme softness of her temper, and the total absence of selfishness, which had ever led her cheerfully to sacrifice her own tastes and wishes to the slightest whim of her husband. This was the first time since their marriage that she had ventured to decide for herself, or to act in direct opposition to an implied wish of his ; and an infraction of esta- blished rules so unexpected, a decision which involved such a derangement of his darling plans and occupations, stirred up and threw to the surface all the least amiable elements of his character. " Well, Lolotte,"' said he, entering and throw- ing aside, in no very gentle mood, his meer- schaum and tobacco-pouch, " you have led me a pretty dance for nothing ! " " Dear Franz," she answered, taking his hand, " it was all unknown to me ! I never should have thought of asking you to come for me to Lobositz ; and had I been in a state to 23S STURMER. know what was intended, I should have forbid- den it ; but I was so very ill as to be uncon- scious of everything." " If you had done as I told you, you would not have been ill," he replied ; " but women are all alike — tell them to do one thing, and they will be sure to do another, just for the sake of contradiction. And now, may I ask what very pressing motive induced you to come off to me in such a hurry ?" " Oh, Franz !" said Lolotte, tears, in spite of her efforts to repress them, filling her eyes, " can you ask me such a question ? You wrote to say, that you would be detained here for an indefinite period, and I felt it to be my duty to join you, especially as you left me the option of doing so." " Yes, but I also unequivocally expressed to you my opinion in favour of your remaining where you were, and it was therefore your para- mount duty to have acted upon that wish." Lolotte remained silent. An hysterical sob STURMER. 289 rose in her throat and choked her utterance. Her thoughts involuntarily reverted to Stur- mer ; and as she contrasted the devoted tender- ness of his character and his idolatrous love for her, with the cold harshness of her husband's reception, a deep sigh burst from her heart. Franz was irritated, as all unreasonable peo- ple are, at meeting with silence instead of such rejoinders as are at once a provocative to their own ill-humour and an excuse for its continu- ance. " One would think," said he, after a pause, " that you fancied money and health were only obtained to be trifled with and thrown away upon the high roads. See what it cost me to take you to Prague ; the least you could have done in return would have been to have remained there long enough to profit by the excellent care under which I had placed you. I left you improved in health and strength beyond my most sanguine expectations ; my mind was quite at ease, from knowing you to be in such good hands, and I confidently looked 240 STURMER. forward to returning to you in the spring, and finding you perfectly recovered. But, instead of continuing a treatment which had done such wonders for you, you have rashly taken upon yourself to act in direct opposition to your physician's advice and your husband's opinion, and the consequence is, that I find you in a worse state than when I took you to Prague. I might just as well have not taken you there at all!" " Would to Heaven that you never had ! '* thought Lolotte ; but she said nothing ; the fulness of her heart had overflowed at her eyes, and she wept in silence. " Besides," continued Franz, " I had fully explained to you the position of my affairs here with respect to my book ; every moment of my time is occupied in finishing and preparing it for the press ; it is to be published at Leipzig, and I must be there to superintend proceedings. All this of course entails an outlay of money, for which, indeed, I expect to be remunerated STURMER. 241 hereafter by the extensive sale of my work ; but in the meantime I am pressed for means, and did not require the additional expense of your journey hither, and losing the rent of the house at Prague, for which I had paid in ad- vance, and the prospect of doctor's fees during the rest of the winter ; for we shall find no physician in Dresden like that noble-minded fellow, Sturmer, who never would take a florin from me. I repeat, I did not require all these additions to render my position embarrassing enough ; and you see, Lolotte, it is quite im- possible that you should remain here ; nor can I, as matters stand, take another lodging for you in Dresden." " If that is all that embarrasses you, dear Franz," said Lolotte, in her own mild per- suasive tones, " be assured that I have no wish to remain in Dresden ; indeed my only desire is to return immediately home, and I came here with a view of proposing it to you. Thus you see, no additional expense will be incurred by VOL. I. M 24:2 STURMER. the step I have taken, beyond the trifling one of my journey hither ; for as the house at the Ottowalder-grund is shut up, and that at Prague ah^eady paid for, whether I Uve at the one or the other can make no difference in our house- hold expenses ; besides, you know that I am a good economist, and I shall now redouble my exertions to make up for the costs I have en- tailed upon you by this unfortunate journey to Prague; and in the meantime I shall in no way interfere with your literary business or your journeys to Leipzig. Believe me, Franz, I have done all for the best ; — let me not then have the pain of witnessing your displeasure, when I hoped for, perhaps expected, your ap- probation ! " And endeavouring to smile through her tears, she again held out her hand to him. " A soft answer turneth away wrath," and the ungracious husband felt his irritability va- nish before the patient sweetness of Lolotte's manner, and the good sense of her argument. " You always were the gentlest and best of STURMER. 243 beings, Lolotte," said Franz, drawing her to- wards him and kissing her cheek ; " and that is the reason why I was so vexed at seeing you all of a sudden act in such a headstrong, un- accountable manner — so unlike yourself ! Let it be the last time that you take any step with- out my concurrence, and then you will be sure never to do wrong; and now let us turn our thoughts to what is to be done with you. There is Gretchen below stairs with your baggage, she having come in the same eil-icagen with me from Lobositz, and you see that there is no accommodation for her here." Lolotte proposed that she should in the course of the morning proceed home to the Ottowalder-grund with one of the servants, and that Franz should remain at Dresden with the other until his business between that place and Leipzig should be terminated ; and as this plan exactly corresponded with his own wishes, MoUer eagerly embraced it, and gradually re- covered his good-humour. M 2 S44 STURMER. Breakfast had been despatched, and Franz, full of his book and his journey to Leipzig, was descanting upon both to Lolotte, who, weary, sad, and suffering, had more than once reminded him of the flight of time, and that a carriage must be immediately procured to take her to the Ottowalder-grund, in order that she might arrive there before dusk, when the door-bell rang, and in another moment the Countess de Kcenneritz stood among them. Lolotte's eyes were red with weeping — Mol- ler's cheek flushed with talking; Bertha's quick glance noted the disorder of their countenances, and she drew her own inferences from what she saw. " I see it all," thought she; " he is grown suspicious of Sturmer — has obliged her to see him no more — and is now tormenting her with his jealousy by way of rendering his home and himself more agreeable to her ! and such a home for a creature so lovely and so refined to be brought to ! She will die if she stays in it ! " STURMER. 245 " Madame Moller," said the Countess, quickly advancing to Lolotte and kissing her ; " I told you yesterday what an encroaching person you would find me, and I have lost no time in verifying my assertion, by coming to see you before you are settled at home. I have, however, had the forbearance to leave Monsieur de Koenneritz out of this unseason- able visit ; he intends to have the honour of making Monsieur Moller's acquaintance in a day or two," graciously turning to Franz ; " but I could not wait so long without again seeing my fair patient, and if I have come mal-a-propos, you must only blame the force of attraction which our magnetic " rapport " has established between us, and which has left me no power to resist the strong sympathy that draws me towards you." However inopportune such a visit might at that moment have appeared to Lolotte and Moller, the graceful warmth of Bertha's man- ner soon placed them completely at their ease 246 STURMER. with her. She related to the husband the cu- rious circumstance which had introduced his wife to those who so ardently desired to know her, precisely at that interesting moment when the moral and physical phenomena exhibited by her in her state of natural somnambulism, had enabled Bertha so successfully to exert her magnetic power over her, and to change the hallucinations and delirium which had cha- racterized her sleep-walking, into the profound calm and lucidity of magnetic clairvoyance. She did not, indeed, particularize the subject of Lolotte's visions, feeling the ground to be too delicate and dangerous for her to venture upon it with either of them ; but she triumphed unrestrainedly in the conviction which the whole occurrence had brought to the Count's mind, hitherto so sceptical upon all that concerned Magnetism, and she congratulated herself upon the power she possessed of relieving Lolotte's sufferings, and offered to replace the efficient friend and physician she had left at Prague. STURMER. 24^7 This led to a declaration of Lolotte's pro- ject of returning to the country on that day. Bertha's disappointment was at first unbounded and expressed without restriction; but after a while, looking round the room, she said, " This is indeed no place for you to remain in, and I cannot be so selfish as to regret that you should leave it; but I had counted upon your staying in Dresden and giving me a great deal of your society — I had fixed my heart upon taking your cure into my own hands — and, in short, I have done nothing but form plans about you since we parted last night. Is there no way of tempting you to remain among us a little longer ? " But Lolotte, whose unhappy state of mind made her long to be far away and alone, that she might throw off the constraint which her husband's presence imposed upon her, and dare to weep unquestioned and unobserved, firmly but gratefully assured her that there was none ; and Bertha feeling that her recent acquaintance 248 STURMER. did not authorize her to argue the point further, and knowing that her husband had not em- powered her to make any offer that might tempt her new friends to alter their plans, gave it up ; and after ascertaining the place of Lolotte's residence, and assuring her that she should very soon hear from or see her there, she took her leave, determined to lose no time in proposing to the Count that an invitation should be made to Lolotte to spend at their house the period of Moller's absence from Dresden. Interest for the lovely invalid in a great measure prompted Bertha to such a determination ; but curiosity also had its share in the project, for Lolotte had said just enough of Sturmer during her trance to arouse the apprehensions of his friend upon his ac- count, and not sufficient to satisfy her inqui- sitiveness; and she longed, while she almost dreaded, to hear more upon that subject, and to compare the previsional declarations of Lo- STURMER. 249 lotte with the real state of Sturmer's affairs and movements. In an hour after the Countess de Koenneritz had quitted Holler's apartment in the Alt- Markt, Lolotte and her maid Gretchen left it also for the Ottowalder-grund. M 5 250 STURMER. CHAPTER VIII. Dunque vien, Morte ; il tuo venir m'e caro : E non tardar, cli'egli a ben tempo omai. Petrarca. The day was fast closing in when Lolotte reached her soUtary home, and the last beams of a wintry sun shed a cold, sickly ray upon its slanting roof, and the icicles that hung from it ; a thick covering of snow wrapped the earth like a winding-sheet ; the leafless trees stirred not in the still frosty air; the deep waters of the Elbe lay locked in sullen silence beneath their prison of ice ; the birds were mute — all nature appeared hushed into the cold breath- less calm of death ! Lolotte felt the dreary STURMER. 251 scene to be in unison with her own desolate feelings, and without an effort to restrain them, she gave way to the anguish that oppressed her soul, and wept until exhaustion succeeded to emotions so intense. Oh, how sad are those tears which fall unheeded and unpitied! — how agonizing those sighs to which no sympathizing bosom responds ! — how overwhelming that sor- row which must be endured alone and un- supported ! Yet even in this extremity of woe and abandonment, Lolotte suffered no queru- lous murmurs to escape her lips, or brood in her heart ; she remembered that many blessings had once been hers, and she questioned not the wisdom or the justice of Him who had one by one withdrawn them from her. But although the spirit still remained strong within her to repel the sinful suggestions of despair, the poor frail flesh failed in the conflict, and a very few hours produced so visible a change in her, that she felt the moment of her release was fast approaching. 252 STURMRR. It had been decreed, however, that before she was suffered to depart, her virtuous resolution should be tested by one more trial — a trial which conflicting circumstances rendered more difficult, perhaps, for her to resist than any of those which she had yet encountered. Whether principle triumphed over passion in that last fearful struggle, will be seen hereafter; the narrator's task is not to forestall events nor to encumber them with her own reflections, but to relate them as nearly as possible in the way in which they were repeated to her. The day following I.olotte's return home was the Sabbath, and weak and suffering as she felt, she determined to make an effort to attend .church-service that morning; it might be the last time she should be able to do so, and her soul yearned to listen once more to the word of God in the holy edifice where her beloved grandfather had officiated for so many years, and where all the most important events of her life had been solemnized. The dearest affec- STURMER. 253 tions and the most sacred sentiments of her heart were identified with its old grey walls — there she had been christened, confirmed, married — the last Christian rites had there been performed over her children, her mother, and her grandfather — and their mortal remains reposed beneath the linden trees that shaded its quiet cemetery. The unexpected appearance of Lolotte in the church of Lohraen, occasioned a sensation in its humble congregation which disturbed the devo- tions of many among them ; for she was beloved and respected by the poor inhabitants of that se- questered valley as a being of a superior order, and the sight of her brought hope and gladness to many a bosom that during her absence had languished for those timely kindnesses which she had never been known to refuse to the un- fortunate. Humble as were her fortunes, and circumscribed as her generous propensities were by the parsimonious disposition of her husband, she had nevertheless, by dint of strict self-denial, 254 STURMER. always managed to reserve to herself the power of ministering to the wants of many of her fellow-creatures who were unable to work for themselves. From her earliest youth she had been accustomed to abstain from those frivolous and selfish indulgences which the generality of her sex, old as well as young, learn by the force of habit to consider less as luxuries than as necessaries without which their happiness would be incomplete ; and restricting herself to the simplest style of dress — for a few natural flowers in her beautiful hair were the only ornaments she had ever worn — she devoted the sums which so many expend in vanity to clothing the naked and feeding the hungry. The wretched never applied to her in vain. When, as was sometimes the case, she had no money to be- stow, she would divide her own wardrobe with them ; kind words and gentle counsels she had for all — she worked for the old — she taught the young ; — by the former she was adored, by the latter revered and looked up to ; — and STURMER. 255 verily she had her reward even upon earth : for amidst those cruel bereavements which had blighted the promise of her youth, and that absence of all sympathy between her husband and herself which had made her hopeless for the future, the conviction that she was of use to so many of her fellow-creatures who, with- out her, would be friendless, — that she, whose individual sorrows had left her heart a desolate waste, still possessed the power to shed a ray of brightness upon the dark shadows of human suffering, — had sustained and consoled her dur- ing many an hour of solitude and despondency. For the first quarter of an hour after she had resumed her old seat in the church, her thoughts wandered in painful confusion to by-gone times, and many a vanished scene, many a fond recol- lection crowded rapidly upon her memory, and filled it with images of the past, to the utter exclusion of the present ; but the Pastor's voice soon recalled her to herself; — it was not, alas ! the beloved voice upon which for so many years 256 STURMER. she had hung with love and awe as it uttered " truths divine" from that very same spot. — Where was he? — and where were those who had listened with her ? She raised her eyes, and they rested upon the funeral wreaths that were suspended from the wall over the places once occupied by her family ; those white chaplets were the only visible memorials that remained there of the beings she had so fondly loved and so bitterly deplored. She was alone — alone there for the first time ! At that moment the deep accents of the clergyman fell upon her ear, pronouncing words which appeared to her like the cry of her own heart : " Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me, for I am desolate and in misery. The sorrows of my heart are en- larged : Oh, bring thou me out of my troubles !" From that instant Lolotte's attention became fixed, and she followed with feelings of the deepest devotion every part of the service. When it was over, she walked forth into the churchyard, and was quickly surrounded by a STURMER. 257 crowd of humble friends, each anxious to be the first to welcome back the gentle benefactress whom they had scarcely dared hope that they should see again, and all pressing forward to kiss her hands with respectful affection. Much they had to tell her, and many inquiries to make about herself; and to all of them she listened and spoke, with that kindness and in- terest which are so soothing and flattering, when they spring from the heart, and are addressed to an indigent inferior. " My old mother can walk no longer," said one ; " and yet when she hears that you have returned, the good news will set her on her legs again." " And my poor blind child whom you taught to knit and to weave baskets, has put by all her best work to give to you, dear kind lady — and Konrad has been every day to feed the robins in your garden while you were away," said another. " Oh, how we have missed you ! " exclaimed several together ; " but thank God you have returned, and this will, indeed, be a happy day 258 STURMER. for us all, if we hear that you are to leave us no more !" And as Lolotte listened to these simple expressions of good-will from the poor and infirm beings who had gathered round her, and gazed upon her with looks of unfeigned affection, her heart once more expanded to those gracious emotions which human sympathy elicits, and a holy calm took possession of her mind as she reflected that although joyless herself, she could still bring joy to the hearts of others. " No, my good friends," said she, " I shall not leave you while I live." But she forbore to sadden them by saying that she had only returned among them to die. While she yet spoke, she directed her steps towards that part of the churchyard which con- tained the graves of her family ; and the crowd, guessing her intention, fell back in silence, and remained at a sufficient distance from her not to disturb her meditations. She knelt by the snow-covered mounds, and, raising her eyes to heaven, prayed long and fervently: but she STURMER. 259 wept not, for she knew that she should soon be with those who slept beneath; and although a thought of Sturmer intruded even there, it was one so holy that angels might have par- ticipated in it. Her aspirations were for his eternal welfare, her hope, that " the peace which passeth all understanding," and which the world cannot give, might be vouchsafed to him from above. When she rose from her knees the good Pastor Hartmann's successor, Mr. Becker, was standing by her. He drew her arm under his own, and tenderly supporting her feeble steps conducted her in silence from the melancholy spot beyond the precincts of the churchyard, where some of her humble friends still lingered that they might speak to her again. He would have uttered words of consolation to her, but something in her countenance forbade it. It was not grief, — it was not resignation, — but a solemn abstraction, which shewed that her thoughts were not with the mouldering relics 260 STURMER. of mortality over which she had just been kneehng, but with their immortal spirits which dwelt beyond the skies ; and he felt that all he could express would then fall unheeded on her ears; and so, without breaking in upon her contemplations, he continued to support her steps homewards, and it was not until they were within sight of the house, that Lolotte became aware of whither she was going or by whom she was conducted. The intelligence of her return home had quickly spread fi'om mouth to mouth among the poor inhabitants of that wild district, and by the time she reached the garden gate a large number had assembled there, just to kiss her hand, they said, and bid her welcome back. " Behold, how much you have still to interest you," said Mr. Becker to Lolotte. " Much has, indeed, been taken away from you, my dear young friend; but the Godlike power of dis- pensing happiness to the poor and lowly still remains; and if ever pride was justifiable in STURMER. 261 poor frail humanity, — if ever it could find a resting-place in a heart so meek as yours, — it might be at a moment like this, when the joy which your return has occasioned among these poor people attests so eloquently to your virtues, and their grateful voices call down blessings upon your head for the benefits you have so unsparingly bestowed upon them. Monarchs might envy you the tribute of love and grati- tude that has been spontaneously offered at the shrine of unpretending goodness this day, by hearts which know neither flattery nor guile." These were gratifying words for Lolotte to hear, and they produced the salutary effect which Mr. Becker had desired. They recalled her to the interests of humanity, dispelled the feeling of isolation which had oppressed her, and falling like balm upon her bruised heart soothed her into serenity. Tears, indeed, swam in her eyes as she replied to them; but they were the first tears in which, for many a day, anguish had had no share, and she hailed them 262 • STURMER. as the harbingers of a calmer, happier state of mind. She then addressed a few kind words to each of her poor pensioners, and, thanking them for the demonstrations of affection which they had shewn her that day, desired that they would resume their old habits of applying to her for assistance and advice whenever their necessities required either. " And bear in mind," said she, " that if I do not go to see you as formerly, it will be because my bodily strength has failed me, and not because I have grown unmindful of you." " My dear young friend," observed Mr. Becker, " you have exhausted yourself by the exertions of this morning. You must talk no more at present, but go and repose yourself; and, above all, I enjoin you not to think of attending church this evening. As soon as the service is over I will come and read prayers to you." And so saying, he left her at the garden gate, and she traversed the little enclosure alone. STURMER. 26 o As she approached the house the figure of a man was dimly distinguished by her through the parlour casement, seated with his back to- wards it, and apparently bending in busy occu- pation over her husband's writing-table. " It is Franz," thought she ; and a momentary chill crept over her heart and forced upon her the unpleasant conviction that his presence there was not only unlooked-for, but unwished-for by hen " And yet," she reflected, " his coming to me so soon is a proof of his kindness. He wishes to shew me that he is sorry for the cold reception he gave me yesterday; and I ought to be grateful for this return to good feeling, and reward him with an affectionate welcome." These thoughts passed with the rapidity of lightning through her mind as she gained the entrance of the house; and imposing a strong effort upon her feelings, that she might meet Moller with unembarrassed cordiality, she hastily crossed the little vestibule, and throwing open the door of the sitting-room entered. 264 STURMER. The noise of the opening door aroused from his occupation the person who there awaited her coming. He started to his feet, and rush- ing towards her, Lolotte beheld not her husband, but Sturmer ! STURMER. 265 CHAPTER IX. Nought 's had, all 's spent, Where our desire is got without content : 'Tis safer to be that Avhich we destroy. Than, by destruction, dwell in doubtful joy. Macbeth. If in the overwhelming surprise which then assailed Lolotte, her first distinct sensation was one of joy at thus suddenly finding herself in the presence of the being dearest to her soul, and whom she believed she should see no more, instead of the one from whom it recoiled, and whom alone she expected to find there, that glad impulse was so short-lived, that no eye save the piercing one of love could have de- tected its fugitive traces upon her countenance, VOL. I. N 266 STURMER. SO rapidly were they succeeded by the most unequivocal signs of terror and distress ; but they had not been lost upon Sturmer, and they infused hope and courage into his soul. He had impetuously advanced to meet her, and possessing himself of her passive hand had car- ried it to his heart in speechless emotion ; but the conflict of her feelings had so bewildered her that she appeared suddenly to have become unconscious of his presence, and remained trans- fixed to the spot where she had first recognised him, motionless as a statue, and betraying no signs of life save in the changing hues of her complexion. The blood which had rushed tumultuously to her cheeks but a moment be- fore, lending them a bloom so brilliant as to cheat the gazer into a belief that health was there, suddenly receded to her heart and left them white as alabaster, — her lips grew colour- less — her eyes closed — her limbs suddenly re- fused to sustain her ; Sturmer threw his arms round her, and supported her sinking frame STURMER. 267 upon his bosom ; he bore her to the window, and throwing it open bared her temples to the keen air, and chafed her hands in his ; and as her head drooped helplessly upon his shoul- der, and his eyes wandered fondly over that exquisite countenance, he for the first time became aware of the fearful changes that had passed over it since he last beheld it, and tears of agony burst from his eyes. He thought of the first time he had ^seen her; — even thus had she then appeared to him, wan, breathless, and inanimate ; Death was the ghastly rival from whose grasp he had then suc- cessfully struggled to rescue her, — not for him- self, indeed, but to resign her to another. Was the dreadful conflict ever to be renewed under that roof ? — and had the inexorable tyrant again appeared to dispute her possession, and to triumph over him, when, after long years of despair, hope had once more dawned upon his heart .'' Happy, ah, happy, had it indeed been so ! n2 268 STURMER. happy, had she then died, the last feeble pulses of her heart fluttering only with joy ill re- pressed and love irrepressible ! happy, could she have escaped that knowledge, which was to bring with it worse than death ! But it was not to be ; the chalice was not to pass away from her lips until she had drained its contents even to the last bitter dregs ! A gasping sigh soon announced that Lolotte was reviving from her swoon ; she opened her eyes and gazed wildly around her for a mo- ment, then closed them again, and a gush of tears relieved her oppressed heart ; — but it was not until Sturmer spoke that memory and con- sciousness returned to her. At the sound of that beloved voice, calling upon her name in tones of tenderest affection, her whole frame thrilled, and a smile flitted over her counte- nance ; she raised her head from his bosom, and looking wistfully in his face for the space of a minute, passed her hand over his forehead. STURMER. 269 " It is no dream," she muttered to herself ; " it is Sturmer. God help me !" Then disengaging herself from his support she tottered to the nearest chair, and sinking into it covered her eyes with her hands, and remained silent. Sturmer knelt at her feet. " Rouse yourself, beloved Lolotte," he said, " and listen to me. I have much to say, — much that you must hear !" and he gently removed her hands from her face. Lolotte did rouse herself, and cast upon him a look full of reproach ; " You can have no- thing to say to me to which I ought to listen," she replied. '' Why are you here, Mr. Stur- mer ? Oh, why have you thus cruelly disre- garded my entreaties — my prohibitions ?" " You ask me why I am here, Lolotte, and I answer you by another question. Did you not promise faithfully to remain at Prague until I returned thither, and have you not broken 210 STURMER. faith with me ? I am here, Lolotte, because you are not there ! " " Oh !"" said she, wringing her hands, " this persecution is too unjust, — it is cruel, it is unmanly ! you well knew that a promise ex- torted from me under the influence of terror could not be binding,-^you well knew that.'"' " It matters not what I knew or thought," interrupted Sturmer, " since you would not put my self-control to the test. Perhaps you were right not to trust me, — perhaps ? nay, you ivere right ; for your flight has convinced me that I could not have fulfilled the promises which I then made to youj — that I could not volun- tarily have relinquished you on my return, — that I sought but a respite from the misery that menaced me, — that nothing but force should have separated you from me ! It point- ed out to me the necessity of having no further concealments from you; — all this I felt when you had removed yourself far from me. Oh, Lolotte, I was deceiving you, — perhaps myself, STURMER. 271 — when I last saw you ; now I have cast deceit away from me for ever. I have come to speak the truth to you, — the truth only ! Will you consent to listen to me without interruption ?'"* " No !" said Lolotte firmly, "for I can guess what you would say. Spare me the pain and mortification of hearing- arguments which your own judgment must condemn, and — " But Sturmer interrupted her impetuously. " I will spare you nothing," he exclaimed. '* You jnust listen to me, Lolotte. I will be heard ! and," he continued, speaking through his closed teeth, and starting to his feet, " try not my patience beyond its bearing; I have need of all my coolness, all my reason, at this moment ; for that which I have to say is, God knows, as dreadful for me to utter as it will be painful for you to hear ! " He paced the room rapidly for a few mo- ments in silence and in the greatest perturba- tion ; then, approaching the place where Lolotte sat pale and motionless, and perceiving the dis- 57^ STURMER. may which his words and his manner had oc- casioned her, he, with a powerful effort, sur- mounted his own emotion that he might the more effectually tranquillise hers, and stood be- fore her with folded arms, calm and self-possessed. *' In this room, eight years ago,"' he said, in accents so sad and so impressive that they vi- brated to the soul of Lolotte, " the first dawn- ings of love warmed my heart ; here the ro- mance of my life commenced ; and here, on the very same spot, fate has ordained that the crisis that is to terminate it should take place ! Upon that crisis hangs life or death ; — my salva- tion or my perdition; — eternal, I should have said, could I believe, as you do, that God will punish his imperfect creatures hereafter for failing to overcome the passions with which he has endued them, — for not vanquishing the des- tinv which he has allotted to them in this wretched world ! Mine was to love you — " " This I must not hear," interposed Lolotte, tremulously. STURMER. 273 "Yes, Lolotte, this i/ou must hear !'''' he an- swered. " Let me, once for all, appeal to your heart in my behalf; or, if you have obdurately closed it against me, let me entreat you to con- sult your reason. Ask yourself whether I have not, by my long, long silence, deserved that you should for once hear me to an end without inter- ruption ? " Lolotte remained silent, and he proceeded: — " My destiny was to love you ! and could I put faith in sorcery, I should believe that through the agency of that lifeless image,'' pointing to Lolotte's picture, *' a spell had been cast over me to lead to my undoing ; since, in looking upon it, my heart acknowledged by anticipation the mysterious, fatal influence which you alone were to exercise over it, and devoted itself, with the constancy of a martyr, to a wor- ship which was to bring upon me tortures and sacrifices. Could that picture speak, it would tell of the vow breathed before it, when, as I then believed, I looked upon it for the last time. N 5 274f STURMER. It was the vow of a madman ; but I have kept it, Lolotte ! All this you already know, and I will not repeat what my letter has revealed to you ; but that which you do not know, and which you can never understand, — because you are the creature of sentiment, not of passion, of reflec- tion, not of impulse, — is the suddenness and intensity of the host of feelings which then assailed me, and crowded the sensations of a long life into the space of twenty-four hours ; — admiration, pity, love, expectation, hope, jea- lousy, and despair alternately asserted their sway over me ; but, of those conflicting senti- ments, two only were doomed to survive, and, like evil spirits, to haunt the tenement from which they had driven away every other inmate ! Love and despair took possession of my heart ! Lolotte, in the name of those enduring feelings, and all they have cost me, I now supplicate you !" And again he knelt at her feet, and clasp- ing his hands together fixed his eyes in im- passioned entreaty upon Lolotte's half-averted STURMER. 275 face, where the confusion and resentment which had rendered her speechless shewed themselves in burning blushes. " If," he continued, " such were the feelings to which the extraordinary circumstances of our first meeting gave birth, judge of what they must have become when, after a lapse of years, we were suddenly thro^^Ti into such intimate contact that every sentiment of your soul be- came as distinctly revealed to me as the linea- ments of your lovely face. It was a glorious and exciting contemplation, but one too peri- lous to be indulged in with impunity ! the beau- ties I there discovered made me almost forget- fiil of the beauties of your matchless person, — passion became exalted into adoration ; — but this, too, I have already told you ; and if I dwell upon it again, it is to shew you that the devo- tion you inspired was no vulgar sentiment, — that it was worthy, as far as human feelings could be, of its incomparable object ! " *' Cease, in pity cease !" said Lolotte, faintly 276 STURMER. " and in the name of that respect which once taught you to be silent, let me be gone." And she struggled to rise from her chair, but in vain ; her trembling limbs refused to support her ; and unable to fly the peril of listening to words which but too eloquently described the exalted nature of her own sentiments for him who utter- ed them — softened and gratified, despite her efforts to be otherwise, by the intensity of the love she had inspired, yet angry and confounded at the weakness which was creeping over her heart, and leading her to contemplate with complacent tenderness the avowal of that un- hallowed passion, — the irritation of her spirits overcame her efforts to appear coldly and re- provingly calm, and she burst into a passion of tears. Long and unrestrainedly she wept ; and as Sturmer gazed upon her flushed cheeks and throbbing temples, which were but half conceal- ed by the small white hands that were spread STURMER. 277 before them, tears of tender compassion for the struggHng victim rushed to his own eyes. " Oh, my beloved ! " he exclaimed, " how often have I thought of the different lot that would have awaited us both, here and hereafter, had God bestowed upon me the blessing of yom* hand ! How would your gentle influence have corrected the faults of my character, and repaired the errors of my education ! How would my devoted love have filled up the aching void which the death of those dear to you had left in your heart ! My pride and my happiness would have been to have given up my soul to your guidance. Your God should have been my God ; your faith my faith ! Such would have been the past ; and for the future^ — think you that age could have the power to quench the fires of a love so pure and holy ? Oh, no ! immortal as our souls would be that sacred flame ! and when the moment should arrive that summoned 278 STURMER. one of us to precede the other into the un- known world beyond the grave, the bitter- ness of death would be softened by the blessed conviction that the same hereafter awaited us both ! " Poor Lolotte ! The picture Sturmer had drawn of his devoted tenderness, and of the happiness that might have been theirs had Heaven destined them for each other, con- trasted but too painfully with the apathetic neglect of her husband and the hopeless deso- lation of heart which had been the conse- quence of it ; but more especially the avowal he had made of what her influence might have effected for his immortal interests, could she have been his guide and companion during their earthly pilgrimage, impressed itself upon her heart with painful intensity, and every word he uttered sank deeply there, and called forth regrets which virtue would not have blushed to avow, so unstainedly free were they from the alloy of selfish passions. STURMER. 279 " It was not to be," she thought ; '*• it may not, — must not, — never can be ! Then why do my thoughts dwell thus vainly upon a dream ? "^ And raising her eyes with an appeal- ing look to Heaven, she clasped her hands wildly together, and murmured to herself, " O my God ! give me strength to resist the plead- ings of my heart in his favour ! Save me from myself ! '^ Sturm er read the emotions of Lolotte''s soul in her eloquent countenance, and remorselessly pursued his advantage over her. " It is not too late," he said ; " we may still be happy ; still may we realise that life of love which has been my day-dream for so many years ! and the future, the future pass- ed together (oh, blessed thought ! ) shall indem- nify us for the joyless past. Oh, my Lolotte, does not your heart plead for me — does it not plead for yourself at this moment ? Con- sult but its dictates, and they will forbid you to reject the elements of happiness that are 280 STURMER. within our grasp — they will forbid you to inflict despair and death where you might be- stow light and life. Give yourself to me, dearest, best beloved ! mine you have long been in heart and soul, — mine I supplicate you to become voluntarily and unreservedly — mine alone, now and to all eternity ! " " I wonder at my patience in suffering you thus to address me ! " said Lolotte, indignation struggling with, and surmounting, the tender- ness which but a moment before had assailed her, and lending fire to her eye and bloom to her cheek. " You presume too far upon the indulgence with which I have treated your request to be heard, and bitterly do you make me repent of having for a moment weakly listened to you. Let me go, sir ! I will hear no more ; your presumption has recalled me to myself I " But Sturmer, grasping her dress as she attempted to rise, forcibly detained her ; and while his lips quivered and his eyes flashed STURMER. 281 with ill-repressed passion, the efforts he made to master his strong emotion caused his voice to sink almost to a whisper. " Lolotte," he said, with that forced calm which is sometimes more terrible to witness than a burst of passion, "upon my knees, and with the desperate energy of one who feels that more than life depends upon your answer, I ask for the only boon that can render exist- ence desirable to me — I supplicate for life at your hands ! for, mark me, dearest, I have sworn it, and again I swear it in your presence, without you I will not live I One word from those dear lips will seal my doom ; to live with you^ or to die for j/om, such is the alternative that hangs upon your breath — speak then, Lolotte ! '' She pressed her hands upon her throbbing heart, and sighed convulsively. "Retract those dreadful words!" she ex- claimed wildly. " Have mercy upon me ! — oh, have mercy upon yourself, Sturmer !" Then 282 STURMER. sinking upon her knees, and raising her clasped hands towards him, she continued in broken accents, " I adjure you by all that is sacred ! — by all that you once respected ! — in the name of God who hears us ! — in the name of honour and virtue, which once spoke to your heart ! — by your hopes of eternal salvation, I adjure you, Sturm er, not to tax my courage beyond its bearing ! Think of what you require of me, — think of what you threaten me with, rash, un- generous man ! and recall the barbarous vow that would force me to choose between ^our death or mi/ own dishonour 1'''^ " No, Lolotte ! " he replied, raising her from her knees, and speaking in the same calm de- termined tone, which made her blood freeze with horror, for it sounded like the knell of hope ; "I will not deceive you by revoking what I have said. I am weary of a struggle which has embittered my existence : life, with you for my companion, would have been to me heaven upon earth — a foretaste of the joys of STURMER. 283 Paradise ! without you, it becomes a loath- some burthen, under which I have not the courage to toil ; and, therefore, after mature re- flection, I have determined to cast it from me. I did not impart this resolution to you as a threat, but as a warning, to save you from the remorse which I know will overtake you when I am no more, and that you vainly remember how you might have snatched me from death, but would not !" " Talk not thus dreadfully of death,'' said Lolotte, shuddering ; " or, if a life must be sacrificed to end this struggle, let it be mine ! Kill my body, Sturmer ; it will be a less cruel deed than to kill my soul." '^ You offer me your life, Lolotte ; and yet you refuse me your /oi/e," replied Sturmer bit- terly ; " but it is your love alone that I covet, and that alone will I accept ! On those terms only will I live."" " My love ?" said the unhappy Lolotte, speaking to herself, and in the overwrought 284 STURMER. state of her feelings, unconscious that she was doing so audibly. " Does he not know that I would not withhold it, could I bestow it upon him without a crime ? but I must not open my heart to him — no, not even to save it from breakinof ! And what does he ask of me ? To forget my mother's precepts ; — to forfeit my hopes of heaven, — to change innocence into guilt, — to become the thing he himself would despise, — to abandon my husband ! — " " Your husband is incapable of appreciating the treasure he possesses ; he does not love you, Lolotte !" " Sir !" exclaimed Lolotte, starting, and sud- denly restored to a sense of her situation, and to all her self-possession by this remark : " you calumniate my husband ; he loves me, — at all events, I am satisfied with his affection, and I both love and honour him ! '" " Now God give me patience ! '*'* cried Stur- mer, stung to the quick by this unexpected declaration, which (although by no means con- STURMER. 285 vinced of its truth,) he could not hear from the hps of Lolotte without a jealous pang, which rendered more intolerable the reproof it was intended to convey, and doubled the disap- pointment her last words had inflicted ; for he had watched her previous agonies, her irreso- lution, and her temporary wandering with a fast increasing hope that they were the dying struggles of Principle, and that Passion would triumph, and lead her to surrender herself to him a willing victim at last. But this sudden, proud assertion of her duty confounded his ex- pectations, and transported him almost to frenzy. " Now God give me patience ! for you drive me to desperation ; you force me to dis- closures which, indeed, I came here determined to make, but which I would thankfully, oh, how thankfully ! have receded from, had you al- lowed me. I wished to owe every concession to your love alone, Lolotte, and nothing to the force of circumstances; but now know all P'^ and drawing close to her, and grasping her 286 STURMER. hands, to prevent her escaping from him, he, in a voice almost inarticulate from emotion, breath- ed a few low words into her ear. Transfixed with horror, no exclamation es- caped the blanched lips of Lolotte, — that dread- ful whisper appeared to have changed her to stone ! All his anger vanished, all his good feeling returned during the agonising disclosure ; but that sudden transition from overbearing passion to deepest humility, was lost upon the unhappy Lolotte. A start of dismay had marked her consciousness of his guilt ; but after that, no visible sign shewed that she still heard him, or still saw him near her, until, exhausted by the tumultuous emotions of his desperate avowal, Sturmer cast himself at her feet, and with pas- sionate tears and broken supplications for mercy sought to embrace her knees. That touch ap- peared to restore Lolotte to herself; she shud- dered, and recoiled from it as she would have done from the contact of some noisome reptile, STURMER. 287 and rising from her chair removed herself be- yond his reach to the further end of the room, where a door opened into a small cabinet. " Approach not ! " she said, in unfaltering accents, and bending upon him a look beneath which his soul quailed ; for although pity was mingled with the indignant sorrow it conveyed, it was pity such as the Accusing Angel may be supposed to exhibit when laying before the Judgment Seat of God the black catalogue of human offences, which its celestial nature can neither comprehend nor stoop to excuse. " ""Tis not that I fear you," she continued, with a gesture of incomparable dignity; "all danger from you is vow at an end. You have indeed, by an act of unequalled treachery, triumphed over this poor perishing clay, which a very few days, at the utmost, must restore to the dust from which it sprang ; but think not that you shall triumph over my immortal spirit, too, and send it stained with guilt into the presence of its Maker ! No ; the avowal of 288 STURMER. that dark deed has placed an eternal barrier between us ; it has cured my heart of all its weak delusions ! Do not interrupt me,'*' she continued, seeing that Sturmer was about to speak ; " these are the last words you will ever hear me utter, and I enjoin you to listen to them." Subjugated by the solemnity and the collect- edness of her manner, Sturmer mechanically obeyed her, and without pausing she conti- nued. " Yes, Sturmer, those weak delusions shall now be acknowledged — / loved you ! how in- tensely, how exclusively I loved you, God who read the struggles of my heart alone knows ! You were to me the best, the noblest, the purest of created beings, the man who wrestled victoriously with a guilty passion and would have preferred death to dishonour ! — the man who sought to vanquish himself, not to vanquish the woman he loved ! That conviction enno- STURMER. 289 bled you in my eyes ! — then^ indeed^ you were dangerous to me, and I fled your presence for ever — not to forget you, but to cheat my breaking heart into the belief that its unhal- lowed devotion might be pardoned, for, that in loving you, I worshipped Virtue's self. This was a wicked self-delusion, but it was my last, my only consolation ; I am punished for it — punished through you. You have torn the veil from my eyes, and shewn me the worthlessness of my idol. Sturmer, you have forced me to despise you I may God forgive you the agony with which I pronounce these words ! " She looked upwards for a moment, with clasped hands raised, as if appealing to Heaven for strength to support her through that dreadful trial ; then turning upon him a look of mingled scorn and anguish, " Farewell, Sturmer,'"* she said, " farewell for ever ! — we are separated to all eternity !" and pushing open the door of the cabinet as she VOL. I. o 290 STURMER. uttered the last words, she disappeared through it. Sturmer, who had sprung to his feet when he perceived her intention, rushed forward to arrest her, but only reached the door in time to hear the key turn twice in the lock. He called in frantic accents upon the name of Lolotte, and repeatedly supplicated for ad- mission — no answer was returned ; he knelt and listened at the key-hole — not a sound was heard within ! with one blow he might have burst open the slight door, but he for- bore to commit that outrage ; and finding all his entreaties to be heard ineffectual, he re- turned to the writing-table from which Lo- lotte's entrance had disturbed him, took up the letter he had been writing, and read it over. It was the full confession of all that he had just personally communicated to her, — the more coherent, because uninterrupted history of his STURMER. 291 love and his guilt, — the passionate exhibition of his wishes and his expectations ! There was not one expression there that could be construed into triumph over her ; he dwelt upon her purity with veneration — her spiri- tualised tenderness for him with adoration — his own madness with remorse and execration ! He did justice to his own purity of intention up to the moment when, in her sleep, Lolotte had surprised him writing her an eternal fare- well, and he joined to his letter the written evidence of her deep devoted affection for him in the paper she had then made the depository of her bosom's secret. But there his self- justification ended ; and he sought only to cover himself with shame, that her spotless virtue might show more bright by the con- trast — to humble himself in the dust before her, that he might raise her upon a pinnacle, alone in her excellence — an object to be knelt to and worshipped — a being endued with all 292 STURMER. the tenderness, and none of the frailty of humanity — she, the innocent, the virtuous, the betrayed! — the victim of a treachery as fatal as it had been unpremeditated ! To these he added a few lines, alluding to the agonizing interview he had just had with her, and the severity with which she had thrown him from her for ever ; and, as a last appeal to her mercy, he besought her to reflect for two hours only, before she irrevocably pronounced upon his doom. He would await her answer at a particular part of the Ottowaldergrund, which he designated about half a mile from Lolotte's abode ; and if at the end of that period no mitigating reflections offered themselves to her mind, and induced her to change her stern resolve, he would no longer persecute her with his supplications; but he warned her that she should find upon the threshold of her door the lifeless body of him upon whose heart she had coldly trampled, whose repentance she STURMER. 293 had rejected, and whose devotion she had spurned ! If he might not devote his Hfe to atoning for an unpremeditated crime, he would die to expiate it. When Sturmer had folded his letter, he left the parlour to seek for Gretchen, that she might carry it to her mistress ; but Gretchen had obtained permission to go and visit her mother at Lohmen, whom she had not seen for several months, and thither she had re- paired as soon as Lolotte had returned from church ; so that finding no person in the house that might do his bidding, Sturmer returned to the locked door ; and, after another vain effort to obtain an answer from within, he slipped his letter underneath it, and with a heavy heart left the house, and walked slowly towards that part of the Ottowaldergrund which he had particularised to Lolotte as the spot where he should await her last decision. In less than half an hour afterwards Franz Moller arrived 294 STURMER. in great haste at the garden gate, and without alighting there drove round to the back of the premises, put up his sledge and horse in the coach-house, and walked into the house by the offices. 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