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It is a remark very frequently made, and therefore probably a just one, that Pre- faces are seldom read, particularly when introductory to publications of this de- scription : but I have also somewhere seen it asserted, that a Preface gives con- sequence to a work; and, as I am well r^ aware that the offering here made to the public will stand in need of every as- '^. sistance, however trifling or adventitious, 5 a Preface I resolved to write, and take J my chance of its being read or not. ^ That point being settled, now comes \ the grand difficulty and question — What ^ am I to say? To an experienced favourite ^of the public, or an author who offers the : result of deep and useful researches, a C Preface may be a;n easy and agreeable ^ task; but a nameless writer of a novel ' sets out with every disadvantage. I will II. PREFACE. however endeavour, as in the work it- self, to do my best; and, as it may be expected that I should say something of my motives for blotting so much fair paper, I will confess that T wrote solely for my own amusement, in a situation of leisure and retirement; and that the desire, which subsequently arose, of con- tributing, though in a slight degree, to that of others, induced me to give pub- licity to w4iat I had written. If I suc- ceed in this wish, my labours will be amply repaid: if I fail, I here before- hand solicit the pardon of those whom I may have cheated of some hours, which doubtless might have been spent much more profitably and agreeably. The British press has within these few years been most fruitful in works of ima- gination, so infinitely superior in know- ledge of the world, refined portraits of human nature, elegance of language, and delicacy of sentiment, to all with which our ancestors were pleased, that it is no wonder if the national taste be somewhat fastidious, and that much more is now PREFACE. 111. expected from a candidate for public favour in this department of literature, than in former days. Satire, too, in all its varied tints of bold, severe, elegant, and playful, has of late most perse veringly pointed the able pen at modern vices, and all the train of fashionable fooleries. May its well-di- rected shafts prove beneficial. To no such merit or pretensions can the pre- sent v^ork aspire. No male or female ever sat for any picture here described. My actors were all, in very truth, ideal beings, not meant to imply, and, I trust, incapable of personal application ; al- though they are all most strictly and carefully modelled from Nature. In the arrangement of my drama, 1 have sought to proportionate the causes to the effects ; and, by tracing the dif- ferent consequences of similar passions in different minds, and of the various good and evil propensities of human na- ture, I have attempted to weave a variety of incidents into a tale, which might not he destitute of amusement. a2 IV. PREFACE. It is not, however, my intention to ob- trude upon the reader the Httle merit which may be found in the following pages, or to try to disarm the censure which its faults may justly deserve ; but it may not be superfluous to anticipate enquiry and discernment so far as to premise, that no hero of early romance, no heroine of more than mortal purity, no unattainable perfect virtues, no un^ mixed gross vices, are here represented to shock the reader's credulity, or to ex- cite his disgust. The passions, I trust, will be found to move in their natural course, and to seek their corresponding objects ; or will be seen to follow the directions which edu- cation, situation, and accidental circum- stances, may have given them. If, how- ever, some apparent inconsistencies should meet his eye, he will be pleased to reflect, that the simplest motives often produce a series of actions widely differing from each other, yet still in strict unison and perfect consistency, when referred to the intentions from whence they originated. PREFACE. V. It has been, in short, my wish and en- deavour to represent a picture, the ma'- teriaJs of which are taken from the grand »store-house of Nature, leaving to art its appropriate and Hmiting province of se- lecting, as far as my judgment and ability went, the most interesting objects, and of combining them with truth and con- sistency. Of the moral tendency of the actions and characters here exhibited, 1 can speak with precision and confidence ; at least as to the intentions of the author. To present to the observation of our readers an individual of our own species, under any circumstances, faultless and perfect, would be a culpable deviation from truth and nature ; and could pro- duce neither amusement nor advantage. For, where no sympathy is excited, who can be pleased ? And who could be be- nefited by the contemplation of charac- ters, where no errors awakened his cau- tion, and where perfect virtues and un- deviating rectitude destroyed the effects of a good example, by rendering the at- .VI. PREFACE. tempt at imitation vain and hopeless'? A very confined survey of mankind is sufficient to convince us, that the qua- hties of human beings are of a mixed kind ; that the evil are not altogether cor- rupt ; and that, in the most virtuous, it is the predominance of good, not the total absence of error and vice, which gives a colour to their character, and forms their most honourable distinction. Under the impression of these senti- ments, and in careful conformity to truth and nature, I have endeavoured to serve the cause of goodness, by representing man as he really is : frail and imperfect, though not a being of unmingled malig- nity ; too often influenced by selfish con- siderations, and agitated by passionate emotions, but restrained by religion ; in- consistently acting from capricious and unworthy motives, yet reverencing the suggestions of his reason : sometimes buoyant with confidence and hope, at others sinking into distrust and dejection. To some of my readers it may pro- bably appear that love occupies too pro- PREFACii:. Vll. i^inent a part in the characters which I have attempted to unfold ; and that I have considered the agency of this passion as too universal, and too powerfnl, when referred to the usual motives of human actions and the general known occur- rences of real life. I cannot indeed hope to convince the ambitious, the avaricious, and worldly-minded, that the happiness of any man can consist in the indulgence of feelings, which chiefly seek their own gratification in increasing and sharing the pleasures of others ; but the young, and those capable of warm and generous sentiments, will not, I think, accuse me of wandering in the regions of fiction, when I describe, what to them will ap- pear, the natural effects of virtuous love ; nor will they, I trust, deem me tedious and romantic when I endeavour to shew, that a well reo'ulated attachment has the happiest influence upon the general cha- racter ; the innate good qualities of which it is peculiarly fitted to exalt and improve. And let me add, what is also the con- viction of daily experience, that the sa- 5 Mil. PREFACE. cred and social connexion, of which love forms the basis, is frequently a governing principle in our w^orldly arrangements ; gives energy to the pursuits and occu- pations of life ; often decks with smiles its rising prospects ; and influences con- siderably the hopes and fears by which it is so variously chequered. Having given these few short notices of what may be expected in the following- work, I will not detain the reader longer than to request from his candour and in- dulgence, that if, as a critic, he must disapprove, as a man he will justly ap- preciate the sincere and zealous inten- tion with which I have endeavoured to strip falsehood and vice of that imposing disguise by which they are too often sur- rounded ; and, at the same time, to illus- trate and render impressive what cannot be too strongly felt — the intrinsic excel- lence and solid advantages of truth, vir- tue, and religion. CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER I. " Nay let the ungrateful sceptic tell us, how His lender infancy protection found, And lieipless childhood was with safety crowned, If he'll no Providence allow." POMFRET. Towards the close of one of those beau- tiful days with which the golden month of August gladdens the heart of the agri- culturist, Mr. Byngham sallied forth to enjoy the pleasure of an evening's ride. This gentleman was on a solitary tour to the lakes of Westmoreland and Cumber- land, and had spent much time in rocky Keswick and its vicinity. In his excur- sions from thence, he had viewed with alternate sensations of awe and admira- tion, Wallow Cragg, Skiddaw, Hel- vellyn, and the rocks of Borrowdale ; B 2 CONCEALMENT. the various beautiful lakes and petrifying cascades ; with the variety of scenes in which horror, beauty, and magnificence, here combine to astonish the observing stranger. Still his curiosity was ungratified ; or rather he was unwilling to quit a scene whose ceaseless variations detached his thoughts from subjects of a more near and painful nature. Fascinated by the surrounding objects, he was slowly proceeding along the side of Derwentwater, when the melancholy that had stolen over his mind was forcibly checked, and his attention ri vetted by a sight that chilled his soul with horror. An immense craggy rock, a few yards before him, shaded the path, and pro- jected some way over the water. On a ridge, formed by a rugged protuberance of this tremendous mass, lay a child, who had evidently fallen from the top of the rock, and, almost miraculously, lodged on this dangerous resting place, which was CONCEALMENT. 3 too narrow to give any hope of safety but as long as the infant, who lay stunned by the fall, should continue motionless. Higher up, among the trees, a^ppeared a female clasping with convulsive grasp another child to her bosom, while the frantic screams with which she rent the air spoke her agony and distraction. Mr. Byngham looked eagerly round for means to extricate the infant from its perilous situation ; but in vain. The height and projection of the rock put all assistance beyond his power. No boat was to be seen on the lake, and he vainly listened for the sound of the friendly oar : all around was still as night ; interrupted only by the cries of the woman, re-echoed, in terrific tones, by the neighbouring rocks. The benevolent heart of Byngham was wrung with pity at the dreadful situa- tion of the child, who, should he absent himself in quest of assistance, might in the mean while find a watery grave, b2 4 CONCEALMENT. Thinking it probable that measures for its preservation could be more easily taken from above, he called to the person on the rock, and urged her to seek that assistance he could not afford : but, alas ! liis representations were unavailing, the wretched woman, whose agitation loudly proclaimed the parent, w^as incapable of understanding him. Terror had chained every reasoning power, and, with the instinctive fears of unreflecting nature, she closely pressed one infant to her bo- som, while she looked, in despairing hor- ror, on the other so dreadfully suspended between life and death. Mr. Byngham, finding he only lost time, every instant of which threatened to be fatal to the object of his anxiety, was going, with all possible speed, to pro- cure assistance, when returning animation in the child prompted an effort to regain its feet, — it rolled over, and the lake re- ceived it on its glassy bosom. For a few seconds, Byngham viewed CONCEALMENT. O the struggles of the unfortunate infant; then, as tears started to his eyes, philan- thropy whispered — '^ It may yet be possi- ble to save him." A momentary impulse of fear suggest- ed to Mr. Byngham that he was little accustomed to swimming ; but his huma- nity never slumbered, and, at this critical period, it irresistibly impelled him to plunge into the stream ; when, firmly seizing the sinking child, he, after much danger and difficulty, regained the bank with his senseless burden. Having ascertained that life still lin- gered in the frame of the dripping infant, and eager to impart the joyful intelligence to the mother, he lifted up his eyes, but she and her little companion had dis- appeared, Byngham's humane exertions were soon crowned with all the success his heart could wish. The child's stomach being freed from the water that had entered it, its senses returned, and life b3 O CONCEALMENT. was renewed in all its vigour. The heart of its preserver beat with fervent gratitude to Heaven, for making him the instrument of the infant's safety ; then, pressing his lips in proud ecstacy to its now glowing cheek, he placed it before him on his horse, and advanced in search of its parent. The child, so providentially snatched from an early grave, was a fine boy, appa- rently about four years old, and was now so much alarmed by the motion of the horse, that Mr. Byngham in vain endea- voured to pacify him. Coming to a rugged path that seemed to wind round the side of the rock, our traveller resolved to explore it ; since, if it did not lead to the habitation of the child's friends, he would most likely hear of them ; but for some time he could perceive no sign of any dwelling. At length he found himself at the en- trance of a grove of large trees, whose luxuriant boughs compelled him to dis- CONCEALMENT* T mount. The little stranger's fears and cares were now all lulled to sleep in the arms of his preserver, who penetrated the thicket, directing his steps, as nearly as he could guess, to the spot where he had seen the female. As he proceeded cau- tiously, tones of infantine distress struck his ear, and, directed by the sound, he came to the edge of the rock, where he found the lady he had seen from below. She was now standing like a monument of woe ; her arms folded across her bo- som, and her eyes fixed with a vacant stare on the lake, while the child by her side anxiously sought to attract her attention. Mr. Byngham paused a minute, to consider how he should impart the happy tidings of which he was the bearer. While he was deliberating, the little boy awoke, and renewed his lamentations. At the sound of his voice the lady turned hastily round, and Byngham being with- in a few paces, she darted towards him, B 4 8 C0NCEALB(3[ENT. and, perceiving her child, she snatched it to her bosom, exclaiming — ''Great God ! is this a vision ; or do I indeed clasp my drowned boy?" Tears and convulsive sighs now mingled wdth the caresses she bestowed on her son, and restrained the expression of her trans- ports. Then, suddenly recollecting her- self, she took the hand of Mr. Byngham, saying, ''Generous stranger! I have no words to express my thanks, but surely you can guess the grateful feelings of my heart, which w ill owe to you its future happiness." Byngham endeavoured to divert the effusion of her gratitude, by observing that the state of the child required her immediate attention. She answered by pressing his hand with grateful warmth, and then begged he would follow her, as the path to her house w^as very intricate. Byngham, carrying the other infant, and leading his horse, followed his fair con- ductress, wondering to whom so singular CONCEALMENT. 9 and awful a circumstance had introduced him. They walked a considerable way through the interior of the grove, which the sombrous branches of the trees ren- dered almost impervious to the bright lustre of the moon, then rising. At length, to the great satisfaction of our valorous knight, he beheld a small build- ing, at the door of which was a w^oman with a lantern. '' Dear heart, madam !" said she, running to meet the lady, ^' I have been half frighted out of my wits : but, mercy! where is the other sweet babe?" '^ She is safe, my good woman ;" an- swered her mistress : '' but be quick, and take this dear boy ; and congratulate me on his safety." " Heaven bless us !" cried the servant, starting back ; '^ he is as wet as a sop ; and you, ma'am, are as pale as a sheet : what can have happened?" ^'You shall know all in good time," b5 10 CONCEALMENT. replied her lady; *'but now take the poor boy to bed." Margaret obeyed; but not without casting a look of curiosity, if not suspi- cion, on Mr. Byngham, who lost no time in exchanging his wet garments for others, that were immediately produced ; a thousand conjectures, in the mean time, passing in his mind respecting the person to whom he had been so signally serviceable. Shortly after he was dress- ed, supper was announced, and he de- scended to a lower room, where a simple repast w^s served with much taste and neatness. He was disappointed to find he should not see his hostess again that night ; but, having accepted a pressing invitation to take a bed at her house, he soon retired to the chamber prepared for him. Sleep, however, fled his pillow : his mind, scarcely recovered from its late agitation, was busily employed in giving consistency to an idle train of doubts and conjectures, which the present appear- CONCEALMENT. 11 ance of things was well calculated to excite. He felt also, with conscious exul- tation, that internal satisfaction which acts of disinterested generosity are well known to produce. Tender and plea- surable emotions succeeded the late exertions of his benevolence ; they con- stituted, indeed, its highest reward, and would unquestionably be the objects of more frequent experience, and of more eager and general pursuit, could sve stop, in our career of luxury, to enjoy the exer- cise of the social affections, unmixed with the base alloy of sense and vanity. To the few common questions he had asked the girl who attended him, he had received civil, but laconic, answers ; and delicacy forbade more particular inqui- ries. Through the apartments he had seen, there reigned an appearance of ele- gance that spoke the owners of no com- mon stamp. The lady also, from the imperfect judgment he was able to form of her, seemed exquisitely beautiful, and 12 CONCEALMENT. much superior to the situation in which ^he. appeared. In fine, our traveller spent much of the night in thoughts or the lovely stranger, and in anticipating the hour that would give him a more perfect view of one, who was already the object of an ardent curiosity. When he judged the family risen, he left his room, intending to examine the ground round the house. Crossing a passage, his attention was excited by the whispers of a child, and, turning his head, he perceived the door of a room on one side half open. He stopped invo- luntarily, and was at once charmed and affected by what he saw. In this room was the lady of the house seated on a sofa, bending over the little boy who lay asleep ; while a lovely girl, apparently of the same age, was standing before a glass, busily employed in deco- rating her cap with flowers. The lady wore a robe but slightly confined, and her head-dress consisted only of a pro- CONCEALMENT. 13 fusion of dark auburn hair, that hung over her shoulders, and, parting on the forehead, displayed the beauties of a face highly attractive. Her complexion was clear and animated ; her face and nose of the Grecian form ; her eyes, shaded by long sable lashes, were dark, full, and expressive, and her eye-brows arched by Nature's most delicate pencil ; while the enchanting sweetness of her mouth com- pleted the charms of a face, to which was added a figure unrivalled in grace and symmetry. While contemplating her sleeping in- fant, a smile of tenderness played round her mouth ; but Byngham saw the silent tear roll down her cheek. His eyes and feet would long have remained rivetted to the spot, had not a sense of propriety induced him to withdraw. Eao:er to satisfy his increasing curiosity, he gladly received the summons to attend the breakfast-table. Wlien he entered the room, the lady hastily arose, and, ad- 1 14 CONCEALMENT. vancing towards him with a child in each hand, presented the boy ; while tears of gratitude and maternal affection trembled in her eyes as she said, ''Again, sir, let me thank your humanity, to which I owe this beloved child ; and, though he cannot now appreciate the debt, believe me, his first lesson shall be one of grati- tude." Byngham requested she would not rate thus highly the service he had been so fortunate as to render her ; and then took the little Frederick in his arms, whose blooming face made his late dan- ger almost incredible. The boy amply returned his caresses, and, the moment he regained his freedom, brought his sister Julia to share the stranger's notice. They were then taken from the room, and the lady and her guest sat down to breakfast. Very different was the dress of the former to that lately described. She now wore a white gown fitted to her shape, her neck was entirely screened CONCEALMENT. 15 from view by many folds of muslin, and her luxuriant tresses confined beneath a close lace cap. But if her present ap- pearance offered fewer charms to the licentious admirer of beauty, to a man of delicacy and sensibility she was even more fascinating ; and such was the one who now forgot, in the contemplation of this lovely woman, that there was ano- ther being in the creation. The conversation turned chiefly on the event of the preceding night, and the romantic beauties that distinguish this part of the kingdom, and particularly the immediate spot on which the cottage stood. This lowly habitation, Byngham learnt with surprise, was built within the excavated part of the rock that projected on the other side over the lake. Though Byngham's hostess spoke with ease and elegance on these subjects, she seemed carefully to avoid every reference to her- self and family. All therefore that he could learn on this head was, that she 16 CONCEALMENT. had inhabited that cottage above four years, and had there given birth to the two children^ w^ho were twins. When every common topic of conver- sation was exhausted, a reserve ensued, on the part of the lady, bordering on silence, which compelled Mr. Byngham to signify his intention of taking leave. She then repeated her thanks to him in the warmest terms ; but, to his surprise and mortification, expressed no curiosity to know to whom she was indebted, or any wish to see him again. At the door of the cottage, the children were at play : Byngham kissed Frederick with unadul- terated sensations of pleasure, his heart feeling something like a parent's interest in the fate of a child whose existence he had preserved. Nor did he overlook the little Julia, who joined her brother in entreaties that he would not leave them so soon. Such artless addresses to his feelings melted the heart of Byngham, and, CONCEALMENT. 17 warmed with the kind impulses they had excited, and indulging the wish of re- entering this cottage on some future day, he forgot every motive he had hitherto haa for forbearance. With hesitation, he now requested his new acquaintance would favour him with her name, and permit his taking an opportunity to in- quire after her son's health. *'My name, sir," she answered, *'is — Lawrence ; but, though you may think me ungrateful, I must beg — my wishes — I mean, my plan of life, compels me to decline the honour of your acquaintance ; yet I will own, I should be grieved not to have the pleasure of seeing you once more, before you leave this country." During this speech, her varying co- lour declared an excessive agitation, and great confusion. This was, however, as much encouragement as Mr. Bynghani expected ; and, having expressed his thanks, he departed. On leaving this rude, but beautiful. 18 CONCEALMENT. spot, Byngham felt an increasing desire to know what could have led hither a woman so calculated to shine in society ; till at last, by connecting various circum- stances that had attended his visit, he imagined he had discovered her real situation. These circumstances were, — the chil- dren, her extreme seclusion, the change of clothes with which he had been imme- diately supplied, though no gentleman had appeared, or been mentioned ; and, lastly, the great embarrassment with which she had given her name, and de- clined his acquaintance. Absorbed in these reflections, which acquired every hour a deeper interest, he regained his lodgings. Thus were the energies of an enlight- ened mind and feeling heart engaged in examining the conduct, and endeavour- ing to penetrate the motives, of an indi- vidual, who, a few hours before, was wholly unknown to him ; when a little CONCEALMENT. lO' attention to the perturbed state of his own mind might have arrested emotions very ill suited to his situation. And now, as we have selected Mr. Byngham for one of the prominent personages in the following scenes, we will introduce him and his family more particularly to the reader. 20 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER II. " Wh^ 1 see t!ie avaiicions and crafty taking compa- nions to thfir tables and their beds, vvithont any inquiry, but after farms and money; cr the giddy and thoughtless uniting themselves for life to those whom they have only seen by the light of tapers, at a ball; when parents make articles for tlieir olnldren, without inquiring after their consent, 6ic. — I am not so much inclined to wonder that nmrriage is sometimes unhappy, as that it appears so little loaded with calamity." johnson. Mr. Byngham (father to the gentleman we lately left in Cumberland,) was de- scended from a good family; and, ill inclined to rest satisfied with the slender patrimony he was heir to, embarked at an early age for India. There, in conse- quence of an enterprising disposition, he experienced many disappointments and difficulties ; but, still cherishing the desire of acquiring wealth, after many arduous exertions he succeeded in realizing a considerable fortune, with as much ho- nour to his heart as his understanding. CONCEALMENT. 21 When, at the age of fifty. Mr. Bynghain arrived in England, he found no kindred tie remaining to greet his return ; and he had always been too intent on his favourite pursuit to entertain a thought of marriage. Now, however, that he had attained his grand object, he felt a defi- ciency in the happiness to which he had looked forward, and a sigh agitated his bosom as he reflected, that he had toiled so many years for himself alone. This frequently-returning reflection led to a determination to marry. His person was still comely, and the natural benevolence of his heart, influencing his manners, corrected the haughty disposition almost unavoidably acquired during a long resi- dence in the East. He was, therefore, not disappointed in his views, but soon led to the hymeneal altar a woman every way worthy his choice ; with whom he enjoyed all the happiness a well-assorted union could bestow. The birth of a daughter added to their felicity; and, 22 CONCEALMENT. though Byngham would have preferred a son, his affection for his Httle girl was not less lively, nor his tenderness for her mother less fervent ; and the following year amply compensated for the disap- pointment, by giving him a boy. They had no more children, but those they possessed promised all the fondest af- fection could wish ; and their happi- ness remained uninterrupted till Jmward Byngham attained his sixth year, when his mother was suddenly taken off by a fever, to the mconsolable grief of her husband. After the death of his wife, the tender pledges of her love became still more dear to Mr. Byngham, and he cherished the hope of seeing them settled in life, before he was also taken from them. x\n unsuccessful adventurer in India, who for many years had been Mr. Byng- ham's most intimate friend, had, a short time before this period, died abroad, leaving but a slender provision for a CONCEALMENT. 23 widow, and an only child, to both of whom Mr. Byngham gave an invitation to re- side in his house. Mrs. Leslie, whose income was very insufficient to answer the love of luxury and expense, in which, though far advanced in life, she still in- dulged, gladly took the head of her friend's table, and the direction of his family. The manners of this lady had ever been highly captivating, and at fifty she still possessed lively and companion- able talents. It was not, therefore, sur- prising that she soon conciliated the esteem of Mr. Byngham, particularly as she took the surest way to his heart, — namely, a great shew of affection for his children. She was however, in reality, too selfish and contracted to admit any sensations but those which immediately led to the advancement of her own in- terest and gratification. Her first wish had been to exchange her dependant situation for one more certain and agree- 24 CONCEALMENT. able: but, being soon convinced that Mr. Byngham had resolutely determined never to marry again, she wisely thought it best to forego this favourite scheme, and form a new one, rather than hazard the loss of a friendship of so much conse- quence to her. Her understanding was good, and a long intercourse with the world enabled her to conceal those parts of her character which would have ren- dered her less estimable in the opinion of Mr. Byngham, over whom she gradually gained an entire ascendancy. Her daugh- ter was a well-made lively girl, with a pleasing face, and a year older than Edward Byngham. Mrs. Leslie's se- cond plan was to effect an union between the son of her friend and Louisa, whom she early began to train to her purpose, by lessons that filled her heart with va« nity, ambition, and deceit. This matrimonial speculation became every year more and more the object of CONCEALMENT. 25 Mrs. Leslie's wishes, into which she saw, with pleasure, her daughter enter as far as her youth would permit. Charlotte Bynghara, in the mean time, attained her seventeenth year, inheriting, with the personal charms, all the virtues and gentleness of her mother's character. Few, at this early age, possess a mind so strong and intelligent ; sedate and virtu- ous from principle ; with passions at once ardent and well regulated. This might, in a degree, arise from the education she had received; as, while Louisa was wholly instructed by her mother, with the occasional assistance of masters. Miss Byngham regularly attended the lessons her brother received from a gentleman resident in the house, for whom Mr. Byngham had the highest respect and esteem, as one who united every honour- able and social virtue, with great literary abilities and knowledge of the world. Mrs. Leslie had at first warmly op- posed this mode of education, and c 26 CONCEALMENT. endeavoured to remove Mr. Derraont ; but, soon perceiving a perseverance in the attempt might be dangerous to her own interest, she acquiesced with all that deference for Mr. Byngham's opi- nion, and regard for his children, she knew so well how to assume. Mr. Dermont, therefore, kept his sta- tion in this family till Edward Bynghani w^ent to the University, and then saw, with satisfaction, the minds and princi- ples of his pupils formed in a manner truly gratifying to his affectionate wishes for their happiness, and the friendship he entertained for their father. All |:he instructions Charlotte received from Mrs. Leslie related only to those female ele- gancies of manner and address, which, though tripling, when compared with more essential accomplishments, are yet indispensable; and no one was better able to impart them. Happily, the mind of Miss Bynghani thus escaped the infection the less fortu- CONCEALMENT. 2T nate Louisa received from her mother. But, though Charlotte's had been what some would call a masculine education, there did not beat a female heart in which what are termed the finer feelings were more perfect than in hers. Her tenderness of disposition, and sweetness of temper, were strengthened by good sense and a sound judgment, and her understanding softened by mildness and humanity. "Tell how each beauty of her lAind and face Was biighleii'd by some sweet peculiar grace ! Tell how her manners, by the world refin'd, Left all the taint of modish vice behind ; And made each charm of polish'd courts agree, With candid Truth's simplicity." Thus attractive in herself, and certain of a very considerable fortune, it was not surprising that several candidates for her hand had already offered themselves. But, anxious as her father was to see her married, he was too solicitous for her happiness to urge a hasty selection. His patience, however, was not very severely c2 28 CONCEALMENT. exercised, as her heart soon decided in favour of the only son of Lord Montrevcr, who was two years older than herself, and well calculated to obtain a return to the affection with which she inspired him. Lord Montrevor had, however, other views for his son ; and the young man, finding his father was not to be brought to favour his wishes, resolved to frustrate those his parent entertained; and, to avoid all further importunities on the subject, determined to go abroad, and remain there till he came of age. The lovers, at parting, exchanged vows of constancy ; and Mr. Byngham, who was very partial to young Stracey, pro- mised to consider him as his future son- in-law, trusting that, on his return, he would be able to obtain Lord Montrevor's approbation of his wishes. Stracey was absent little more than a twelvemonth, being recalled by the sud- den death of his father ; an event which CONCEALMENT. 29 gave him possession of a large fortune, and made him the master of his own actions. The period claimed by respect to the memory of his father was no sooner elapsed, than the youthful Lord Mon- trevor became the husband of Charlotte Byngham, to the great delight of her father, who declared his only wish in life now was to see his son also married. As Mr. Byngham's bodily infirmities rapidly increased with his age, he was soon convinced that his constitution was breaking, and determined to recall Ed- w-ard, for the purpose of effecting a plan on which he had lately dwelt with pleasure. Young Byngham had passed the pre- ceding year on the Continent with his friend and late preceptor, Mr. Dermont, then travelling for the benefit of his wife's health. In obedience to his father's wishes, Edward, after visiting France and Switzerland, reluctantly quitted his c3 30 CONCEALMENT. friends, just as they were on the point of passing into Italy. It was no inconsi- derable mortification to be thus deprived of the pleasure he had promised himself in the meditated tour, and in gratifying his imagination by visiting that favoured land, which early studies had taught him to consider as the cradle of men whose progress in arts and arms has been cele- brated with the tributary respect of an admiring world. Affection, however, as much as duty, checked all inclination to disobey the wishes of a parent he had found uniformly indulgent. By that parent and his sister he was welcomed with the tenderest affection. He expressed himself happy at the marriage of the latter ; as, from an acquaintance with Lord Montrevor at Westminster, he had formed a very fa- vourable opinion of his character. From the moment of Edward's return, Mrs. Leslie assiduously contrived to throw Louisa in his way ; who played her CONCEALMENT, 31 part so well, that, if he felt no particular regard for her, he thought her an agree- able girl, and believed her wholly igno- rant of the views that evidently actuated her mother. Edward had been but a month in England, when his father was taken sud- denly much worse ; and having obtained from his physicians an avowal, corrobo- rated by his own feelings, that his disso- lution could not be distant, he determined no longer to delay the disclosure of his views respecting his son. With affectionate solemnity, Mr. Byng- ham now inquired of his son if his heart were free from all engagements ; adding, that, as his most anxious wish was to see him settled in life, he intreated him to communicate his sentiments without re- serve; assuring him, at the same time, that he might rely on every indulgence, supposing him even to have made a choice which a parent's judgment could not wholly approve. c4 32 CONCEALMENT. Edward was affected by the tender seriousness of his father; and, without hesitation, said his affections had never been interested in the manner to which he alluded. An expression of satisfac- tion overspread the emaciated counte- nance of Mr. Bynghara, as, pressing the hand of his son, he said, '' I need not, then, my dear Edward, doubt your readiness to conform to my wishes." He then pro- ceeded, in a serious and resolute manner, to inform his son that he had long che- rished the idea of an union between him and the daughter of his much-valued friend ; adding, he knew Louisa enter- tained for him the liveliest partiality. Though Edward had been in some degree prepared for this, by obscure hints from his father, he was surprised at the earnestness with which he now men- tioned it. After a short silence, during which Mr. Byngham anxiously observed his countenance, Edward replied, that, having never experienced a sensation for CONCEALMENT. 3ft Louisa beyond friendly regard, it would be as dishonourable as imprudent, he thought, to solicit her hand ; particularly as, though he allowed her many good qualities, he did not consider her as cal- culated to promote his happiness. His father appeared much hurt at this declaration ; and saying, with mingled anger and regret, that he had ill chosen the moment for a first opposition, dis- missed him. This was, indeed, the first time in which the son found the parent unrea- sonable, or that the latter had cause to complain of the son's resistance ; an oc- currence that sensibly affected the heart of Edward. The night after the above conversation was by no means past by the latter in his usual undisturbed slum- bers ; painful reflections constantly drove sleep from his pillow. One moment he thought that to marry Louisa would be, in a great measure, to blast those glowing prospects with which c5 S4 CONCEALMENT. the fallacious future so often cherishes, and deceives the sanguine hopes of early life ; and he resolved never to give his hand where his heart was so little inte- rested. The next, however, brought to his memory his father's words, and he felt a severe pang at the idea of thwart- ing, perhaps, his last wishes. Then fancy, reversing the picture, pre- sented his father gratified by his sub- mission, and happy in the certainty of having so well provided for the child of his friend At the same time, he could not but experience considerable surprise at the earnestness and anxiety with which this match was urged ; for, though he had long penetrated the views of Mrs. Leslie, he could not think that her wishes, or his father's former friendship for her husband, ought to induce the exertion of such undue authority, where the happi- ness of an only son was so essentially concerned. Young Byngham had, indeed, disco- CONCEALMENT. 35^ vered Mrs. Leslie's designs ; but his pene- tration fell far short of the secret arts and persevering attacks by which this wily woman determined to perfect her scheme, aided by the infantine caresses of the well -schooled Louisa. His youth and inexperience incapacitated him also from knowing how ill calculated is a mind, enfeebled by bodily suffering, however strong it may have been, to resist the ceaseless representations and entreaties of an artful and apparently sympathizing friend. Much, under such circumstances, is yielded to affectionate gratitude, but more to the wish for peace and repose. Mrs. Leslie well understood all these advantages ; and she constantly and pa- thetically repeated her firm conviction, that her poor Louisa, the only child of the man who would have sacrificed his life to Mr. Bynghara, w^as suffering in secret all the anguish of a first attach- ment, and that she was sure, without his 36 CONCEALMENT. timely interference, that unfortunate at- tachment would bring her to an early grave. By these artful suggestions she gra- dually wrought on Mr. Byngham's mind, till he at length joined with her in ear- nestly wishing the match ; and, once assured his son had no prior engage- ment, he hastily concluded he must be happy with an amiable young creature so devoted to him as Mrs. Leslie repre- sented Louisa to be. Agitated by conflicting sentiments, Edward arose early to visit his father. On his way, he learnt the physician had already been, and pronounced him consi- derably worse. Edward's heart smote him at this information, and with un- steady steps he approached his father's bed ; when, drawing aside the curtain, an afflicting alteration was very visible. In faultering accents, he inquired how he found himself. "As wefl, my son," CONCEALMENT. 3T answered Mr. Byngham, **as a decayed body and a disappointed mind will admit." Then, after a pause, he added, " Your determination, young man, is no doubt fixed, and it would be needless to urge you to comply with a request that may be my last ; and thus to make the only return in your power for years of atten- tion to your wishes and welfare." With more than the usual tenacity of age to a favourite scheme, Mr. Byngham added so many urgent and distressing entrea- ties, that Edward, seeing his strength nearly exhausted, was unable to offer fur- ther opposition, and, with much agita- tion, promised to consent to what was required of him. All the signs of joy fading nature could supply, lighted up the features of Mr. Byngham. He embraced his son, and thanked him for this proof of his dutiful affection ; adding that, much as his heart had been set on this union, he 38 CONCEALMENT. would not promote it, did he not know Louisa's love for him, and did he not think her in every respect likely to ensure his happiness. Though Edward did not fully subscribe to this opinion, he was too partial to Miss Leslie to hear with indifference this assurance of her affection. If he did not look forward to this marriage with very sanguine expectations of felicity, he thought he might reasonably hope it would be productive of moderate happi- ness ; while the conviction of having contributed to mark the last scene of a beloved parent's life with satisfaction and tranquility, would be a constant source of pleasing reflections. Having thus yielded to his father's desire, he shewed no reluctance to com- plete this act of obedience; and, his addresses being modestly, but graciously received by the delighted Louisa, and her still more enraptured mother, the union, at the earnest request of Mr. CONCEALMENT. 30 Byngham, was, within a week, solem- nized in his apartment. His life appear- ed only to have been prolonged for this purpose, as he expired the day after the ceremony, leaving his son and daughter to lament the best of fathers and friends. Lady Montrevor (who, very soon after her marriage, had gone with her husband to his estate in Devonshire,) arrived but just in time to receive her parent's last blessing. Her surprise at the hasty marriage of her brother was great, and not wholly untinctured with fears for his future hap- piness ; doubtful if Louisa's mind was at all congenial with his : as, however, the step was irretrievable, she could only offer her sincerest wishes for their felicity. 40 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER III. *' Thy wish to please by every softer grace, Of elegance and ease, of form and face ! By lively fancy, and by sense refin'd, The stronger magic of the cultui'd mind. Thy pure ambition, and thy yirtnous plan, To fix the variable heart of man." hayley. The loss of her father proved a severe blow to Lady Montrevor, and fell more heavily from the previous uneasiness her mind laboured under. She had quitted her paternal home little more than six months, to follow a husband she passion- ately loved ; yet had she already expe- rienced some of those pangs by which the happiness of the married, as well as every other state of life, is too often clouded. Till within a fortnight of her father's death, she had thought herself the most fortunate of women ; since the affection of the man whom her heart had selected appeared, like her own, to CONCEALMENT. 41 acquire additional strength : she then re- ceived the following note, which, being in Italian, we will translate : '^ Prize well the present moment of flitting happiness; for know, proud Beauty ! that one approaches, who, with charms not inferior to your own, enslaved the man you now call your husband, at a time when you fondly thought he lived but for you. The woman he has injured and abandoned now comes to resume the empire she so lately possessed over the heart of your faithless lord ; or to revenge herself on her for whom he wronged VlTTORIA." For some moments after reading the above, consternation, grief, and despair, filled the soul of Lady Montrevor ; till, on reflection, love, and the high opinion she entertained of her husband, with well-founded confidence in his affection, dispersed her terrors, and restored him 42 CONCEALMENT. to her unabated esteem. Rejecting the belief that he could, though absent from her, so forget his vows of affection as to become the hero of an illicit amour, she saw in this latter only the envious feel- ings and mean revenge of some violent and disappointed woman, who, perhaps, had vainly endeavoured to supplant her in the heart of the accomplished Mon- trevor, then Mr. Stracey. Steady in this opinion, she resolved to treat the malignant intelligence with eon- tempt, and carefully to conceal the cir- cumstance from her husband, at least for the present. Her behaviour to Lord Montrevor was even more affectionate than before, from the romantic and gene- rous wish of atoning for the momentary injustice her heart had been guilty of. In the course of a w^eek after this circum- stance, she observed with concern that the spirits of her husband were occasion- ally much depressed ; and, though his manners were still all that was kind, CONCEALMENt. 43 he appeared agitated by some secret uneasiness. In vain she endeavoured to penetrate the cause of this alteration ; he eluded her inquiries, telling her, with a smile of affection, that, while he saw her happy, and knew she loved him, uneasiness could find no entrance to his bosom. But his wife saw too plainly it was already there ; and moments were not wanting w^hen the idea of a connexion between her husband's anxiety, and her Italian correspondent, came across her thoughts. The suspicion, however, was too painful to be cherished; and she would probably have succeeded in sub- duing it, had not a second incident occurred to increase her fears and excite her jealousy. She received a parcel, enclosing a mi- niature of Lord Montrevor, and the fol- lowing words : '' A bauble given by the fickle William Stracey to the too credulous Vjttoria." 44 CONCEALMENT. As, with speechless agony, the unhappy Lady Montrevor gazed on the resem- blance of her husband, she remembered her disappointment on his return from Italy, when he said he had not had time to have his picture taken, as he had pro- mised; being called home just as he had engaged the artist for the purpose. The miniature she now held convicted him of falsehood ; and, as an aggravation of her mortification, on the back of the picture was engraven — "The gift of the original to his adored Vittoria." To doubt now would have been obsti- nate folly, and she yielded to all the anguish of a susceptible mind, wounded in the tenderest part, whose love and con- fidence had been abused. Her mind, however, was happily not without re- sources : she called forth, on this occa- sion, its natural strength, and resolved to meet with firmness her great misfortune. But hers was a living sorrow, which neither art nor reason could at once repel ; CONCEALMENT. 45 destroying, by its incessant obtrusion, the pleasures of society, and haunting the shades of her solitude. Such, for some time, were the effects of her grief and resentment; but reason at length resumed its usual empire over her passions. Love, too, pleaded in favour of a youth, whose inexperience, warmth of temper, and lively disposition, might have ren- dered him an easy victim to the arts and allurements of this Italian. To the fu- ture, therefore, she determined to remit her resentment, and await the event in patient silence. She now more strongly suspected the source of Lord Montrevor's anxiety, and, as the sincerity of his love for her was demonstrated in every word and action, she flattered herself he was only strug- g-lins: between the wish of concealino^ circumstances so wounding to her feel- ings, and the desire of confiding all to her tenderness. His thoughtfulness she 4& CONCEALMENT. attributed to apprehensions of some vio- lent proceeding on the part of the en- raged Vittoria, and the consequent dread of a painful disclosure. At one time she thought of shewing him the miniature and Vittoria's note, assuring him that Lady Montrevor would never resent the affronts offered to Charlotte Byngham ; then, again, she judged it would be more delicate and prudent to allow him to set- tle the affair with Vittoria as his honour and heart should dictate. '^If," she exclaimed, with affecting energy, ''his heart is truly mine, my interference is not necessary ; the hus- band will triumph where the lover yield- ed, he will have acquired an additional claim to my regard ; and, when he disco- vers that I was acquainted with the circumstance, he must applaud my for- bsarance." Such was the state of things at Arling- ham (Lord Montrevor's seat), when an express announced the dangerous situa- CONCEALMENT. 47 tion of Mr. Byngham. Lady Montrevor declared her intention of setting off in- stantly for London, when, to her utter astonishment, her husband, after some hesitation and confusion, expressed his concern that urgent business would pre- vent his accompanying her. At this information, the colour fled from the cheeks of the unhappy Charlotte, tears started to her eyes, her respiration be- came difficult, and she leant on the back of a chair to support her trembling frame. His lordship had turned to the window to conceal his own agitation, and there- fore did not notice that of his wife, who, by a strong effort, repressed her feelings, and, saying inwardly — '' Be it so : to the protecting care of heaven I trust my peace," — hurried from the room. At the moment of parting, Lady Mon- trevor needed all the virtuous fortitude with which her mind was endowed. The behaviour of her husband, combined with various other incidents, convinced 48 CONCEALMENT. her that the dreaded Vittoria was in the neighbourhood ; and, therefore, he suffer- ed her to travel without him. After a few hasty reflections, she rose above the pusillanimity of her sex, and resolved to dare the truth. '^ If," she thought, '' Lord Montrevor is, indeed, the man my fond heart still believes him, I have nothing to fear; and he will seize this opportunity to free himself from the importunities of that vile woman ; and, if not, I could have but little influence over a libertine character, who would, perhaps, even throw off the mask of affection. No, dearest husband ! I disdain to use any restraint over your conduct, but what arises from a pure and tender attachment. Whatever I suffer in this conflict, your own heart shall decide the degree of happiness we are in future to derive from each other." With these sentiments she quitted Montrevor, saying only, as she embraced him, in violent emotion, '^ farewell, dear CONCEALMENT. 49 William ; and, when I see you again, may no business, nor any secret vexa- tion, cast a cloud on our meeting.'' He pressed her to his bosom with tenderness; and vowed, with passionate energy, that to part with her was most painful to him, " But, though imperious necessity," he added, ^'requires my presence here, my heart will be with you ; and, the moment the accursed business that detains me is settled, I will hasten to you, and forget this vexatious separation." This speech, and the manner in which it was uttered, served to sooth, in some measure, the anxiety of Lady Montrevor, though it could not restore tranquillity to her bosom, — which, in addition to her own affliction, was torn by the fear of losing a beloved father. Those appre- hensions, as the reader has seen, were fatally verified ; and never were tears shed of more unfeigned sorrow. The separation of intimate friends by death is, perhaps, one of the severes D 50 CONCEALMENT. trials to which our nature is exposed. Many afflictions may be lessened by worldly considerations, or softened by the alleviations of Hope ; but here the loss seems to be irreparable. We feel an aching void in the heart, and sink into that state of mind in which the soul WTaps herself up in gloom and despon- dency, and feels a mournful satisfaction in the indulgence of silence and uncom- fortable reflections. Sensibility, however, in the mind of Lady Montrevor, was a virtue, not a weak^ ness ; and she was preserved by reason and religion alike from the aflectation and reality of immoderate aflfliction. Happily for the relief of her oppressed spirits, her husband soon joined her; and, by his aflectionate behaviour, and partial avowal of an imprudent con- nexion he had been seduced into abroad, and expressions of remorse, wholly re- moved her uneasiness. He told her he had learnt, after her departure, how far CONCEALMENT. M she had been made acquainted with his guilty conduct ; with enthusiasm com- mended her delicacy and forbearance, and vowed that, through life, every wish of his heart should be directed to requite her tenderness, and promote her happi- ness. With some confusion he acknow- ledged, that Vittoria had been in the neighbourhood of Arlingham, and that he had with difficulty prevailed on her to return to her own country, whither he was most happy in being able to assert she was gone. In confirmation of this, his lordship produced a few lines she had written to him from Dover, bidding him an eternal farewell, and saying she was to embark the next hour for Calais. Thus was perfect harmony restored be- tween this youthful pair : Lord Montrevor, happy in feeling his mind relieved from a heavy weight that had of late oppressed it, and in the certainty of his wife's forgive- ness, soon ceased to reflect on the recent events, and as soon regained all his usual d2 LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF WMm 6Si CONCEALMENT. vivacity. Such, indeed, was the natural course of a mind like his : unaccustomed to habits of reflection, and averse to examine with serious attention either the motives or tendency of his actions, he w^as a stranger to the art of self-disci- pline, and, regardless of the future, as he was incapable of profiting by the past, he willingly obeyed the momentary im- pulses which he received from his pas- sions, or from the varying events of the passing hour. Lady Montrevor also on her part en- deavoured, for his sake, to rally her spirits ; but with her, it was reasonable to suppose, the task was less easy. The loss of her father was still fresh in her memory ; the alarms of a wounded affec- tion had scarcely ceased to vibrate : some undefinable fears of a designing rival still continued to overpower her judg- ment, and to disturb her imagination ; and the confession of her repentant hus- band, although it called forth, and CONCEALMENT. 63 seemed to justify, the warmest regard for him, was not yet sufficient to remove the melancholy which oppressed her mind. After several disappointments, severely felt by both Lord and Lady Montrevor, the latter gave birth to a girl, who claim- ed all their affectionate attention, and opened a new source of pleasure to its delighted mother. Mr. Byngham, with his wife, had retired to an estate his father had pur- chased on his arrival from India, in a pleasant part of Hertfordshire ; and Mrs. Leslie, having brought her long-projected plans to perfection, and received, by her deceased friend's will, a handsome addi- tion to her fortune, settled at Bath, where she had a large acquaintance. The retirement to which Mr. Byngham repaired was not by any means congenial with the disposition of his bride, who was anxious to enjoy the pleasures which her marriage placed within her reach. The moment, therefore, that decency d3 54 CONCEALMENT. would permit, she insisted on returning to London ; and, during the ensuing win- ter, though in a situation that excited the anxious fears of her husband, not all his persuasions or entreaties could prevent her launching into every species of dis- sipation. The consequences were such as Mr. Byngham had vainly endeavoured to guard against, and his hopes of becoming a father frustrated for the present ; a circumstance that greatly aifected him, but which he saw, with pain, was scarcely felt by his wife. He had not, however, long to lament this disappoint- ment : Mrs. Byngham again became pregnant, and he now resolved to exert his authority to prevent, if possible, a repetition of his late vexation. In pursuance of this determination, he obliged his reluctant wife to remain quiet in Hertfordshire till the birth of the in- fant. He also drove from Austenbury (the name of his seat,) every one who CONCEALMENT. 55 would have promoted dissipated amuse- ment, and restrained Louisa from all violent exercise, that might have again endangered his hopes. The incessant contentions occasioned by these proceed- ings, placed this young couple on the most unhappy terms. The lady was dis- appointed at not having the uncontrolled command of hei* actions, and her hus- band's fortune ; for such were the gratifi- cations which the prospect of this union had always presented to her wishes. The esteem and friendship of the man for whom she professed a preference, the cultivation of her own mind, and the interesting duties of a married life, were scarcely objects of her attention. Mr. Byngham, on the other hand, soon be- came disgusted with a woman he disco- vered was deficient in most of the mild and engaging virtues that should adorn the sex, and which he had so frequently admired in his sister. This deficiency he had not sufficient affection for his d4 56 CONCEALMENT. consort to excuse ; nor had he even love enough for her to endeavour, by gentle remonstrances, to lead her mind from the. frivolities that engaged it, to the cultiva- tion of more valuable qualities. The precautions above mentioned were crowned with success, and, in the second year of his marriage, Mr. Byngham be- came the father of a promising boy. The little stranger for some time proved a link of affection between the parents ; but, though Louisa's heart was not abso- lutely bady her virtue was too weak, and her principles too unsteady, to proceed in a line of conduct which, on a mind like her husband's, might have been produc- tive of the happiest consequences ; and that husband had not patience to await the amendment of faults and errors, many of which would have been scarcely per- ceivable, or might have been quickly corrected, had he married from motives of real attachment. For a few years they trailed on a life CONCEALMENT. 67 of vexation and endless disagreement ; till at length, wearied by a perverse and perpetually recurring opposition, they separated by mutual consent. With much difficulty Louisa relin- quished her child ; and, when she em- braced him at parting, all the mother rushed to her heart, and she felt the folly and impropriety of her conduct : but things had proceeded too far to retract, and she left her husband's house, ac- cusing him of injustice and want of affection. In this separation the heart of Byngham did not wholly acquit him of unkindness ; and he bitterly lamented the fatal infa- tuation of his father, who, by controlling his affections, had caused the unhappiness of two persons, whose felicity he was desirous of promoting. But, like Mrs. Byngham, he reflected that it was too late to recede ; and he endeavoured to justify his conduct, by recapitulating the various causes of uneasiness she had d5 58 CONCEALMENT. given him. His arrangements for her future maintenance were liberal ; and he assured her she should on every occasion find him a steady friend, requesting that such a desirable intercourse might be sustained by a frequent correspondence. All these professions and arrangements w^ere, however, chiefly dictated by his sense of justice, not the effusions of his heart. This ill-fated marriage never, indeed, promised a happy result. Mr. Byngham regarded his wife with indifference. No useful partiality, no sanguine hopes of youth and passion, silenced the remon- strances of his reason, or softened the severity of his discernment. He saw every symptom of folly, and every ap- proach to vice, with circumstances of aggravation ; and denied to her, what human nature must ever require, the kind and liberal allowance which candour and benevolence should have suggested. Mrs. Byngham's disposition and habits CONCEALMENT. 59 required the aid of affection and forbear- ance in the object of her choice ; and, being deprived of these advantages, she excited in her husband contempt as well as indifference, when she was exposed to the constant and unyielding restraints of a morality, of which education had given her no idea. Mrs. Leslie came to take her daughter down to Bath, where she soon forgot, in a round of amusements, a husband to whom she had never been sincerely attached. And, when uneasy sensations arose from the natural source of maternal affection, she eagerly subdued them, by reflecting, that her son was the idol of his father, and too young to miss her attention. Lady Montrevor was more afflicted than surprised at the domestic unhappi- ness of her brother, and cheerfully under- took to supply, occasionally, the place of a mother to his son, then between six and seven years old; promising that he should share her affection with her own daugh- 60 CONCEALMENT. ter, who was now in her fifth year. Bynghatn's mind was too unsettled to permit his remaining either at Austen- bury, — where all reminded him of the want of that domestic enjoyment for which he felt his own mind and taste cal- culated ; or at Arlingham, Lord Montre- vor's residence in Devonshire, — where he thought the happiness of its owner would form a painful contrast with his misfor- tunes. Taking leave, therefore, of his son and sister, he departed on a solitary tour to the English Lakes. There he met with the adventures related in the first pages of this volume ; and, if this long digression has not damped the reader's curiosity, we will lead him back to Mr. Bynghara's lodgings at Keswick. CONCEALMENT. 61 CHAPTER IV. " ; for love is a flattering mischief, that hath denied even aged and wise men a foresight of those evils that too often prove to be children of that blind father; a passion that carries us to commit errors with as much ease as whirl- winds remove feathers," — fValton's Lives. Vainly, for several days, did Mr. Byng- ham endeavour to lose the impression made on his mind by scenes in which he had lately been so active. At every turn of thought, imagination presented the fascinating inhabitant of the rock. A thousand times he recalled every word she uttered, every attitude in which he had seen her, and the inimitable grace that marked her every action. But her charms had spoken njost forcibly to his heart on those occasions where she had shone in the maternal character ; and, in spite of the suspicions which appear- ances seemed to justify, he could not 62 CONCEALMENT. refrain from exclaiming — " Such is the woman to whom I would joyfully have dedicated my existence, while I should have found my own happiness in her society." The more he dwelt on this pleasing object, the stronger his desire became of penetrating the mystery that surrounded her; and, though prudence represented the impropriety of cultivating an acquain- tance by which his passions had already been but too much moved, he had not resolution to obey her dictates ; but again bent his steps towards the abode of the incognita. He was received by her with the blush of modesty, mingled with the glow of grateful pleasure; while the greetings of the twins declared their re- collection of him. Here Byngham spent several hours with Mrs. Lawrence, experiencing great satisfaction in her conversation, which seemed naturally to flow from a mind richly endowed and highly cultivated ; CONCEALMENT. 63 and, as he remarked the delicate refine- ment and dignified reserve of her manner, he sometimes reproached himself with the unfavourable ideas he had formed of her. He repeatedly mentioned taking leave, in the hope of being asked to stay : but he was disappointed, and obliged to depart, full of increased admiration and rising love. These visits, by degrees, became daily, notwithstanding the very slight encou- ragement given by the lady ; who, though often evidently distressed by his persevering attentions, felt too essentially obliged to hazard offending him. The hours which Mr. Byngham thus spent glided happily along, untroubled by re- flections on the past, or uneasy anticipa- tions of the future ; while Mrs. Lawrence's understanding and sensibility, which were gradually developed in this inti- macy, completely subdued his unresist- ing heart. On the other hand, his pleasing raan- 1 64 CONCEALMENT. ners, and, above all, his successful exer- tions in the preservation of her child, placed him in the most advantageous light. Mrs. Lawrence soon gave him her sincere esteem, and ceased to object to visits productive only, as she thought, of agreeable and innocent entertainment, and which, therefore, the most strict pru- dence could not censure. Month after month thus rolled on, and . still Byngham thought not of quitting Keswick. He knew his son (at school near London,) had every requisite atten- tion paid him ; and his wife, with the rest of the world, was forgotten in his present delirium. From the reluctance with which Mrs. Lawrence spoke of her husband, and her confusion when unable to evade the sub- ject, Mr. Byngham still occasionally entertained ideas of her situation most unfavourable to her character ; and, though painful, he could not drive them from his mind. CONCEALMENT. 65^ His admiration of her had, notwith- standing, matured to an ardent passion ; and his heart, hitherto but slightly affect- ed by the charms of beauty, or the graces of female conversation, now experienced all the anxiety, transports, and despair of love. Mrs. Lawrence, in person, manners, sentiments, and accomplishments, fully answered his most romantic ideas of a wife, a friend, and a mother ; and bitterly did he lament, that he had not expe- rienced the influence of these engaging qualities when they wei-e both unfettered. These were, however, unavailing re- grets ; and, by degrees, in blind obe- dience to his passions, he indulged the thought, that, could he succeed in in- spiring her with sentiments congenial with his own, it might still be possible for him to enjoy her society. In this hope, his attentions became more tender and unremitting ; w hile he began to flat- ter himself with having made some 66 CONCEALMENT. impression on her heart ; and, at length, he determined to end the painful uncer- tainty that agitated his mind. This resolution, though daily renewed, was daily rendered ineffectual by the chaste and unembarrassed dignity that appeared in the person and conduct of Mrs. Lawrence, and which damped, on several occasions, his dishonourable hopes. He next determined to impart his senti- ments by writing. This he did in the warmest terms, entreating a return to the passion that filled a heart never be- fore susceptible of love : adding, that the permission to dedicate his life to her, would make him the happiest of men. Elate with hope, he set out to deliver the letter himself; and had arrived within a few paces of the house, when, at the window of Mrs. Lawrence's chamber he saw a young man apparently just risen. Immediately painful suspicions struck the heart of Byngham, and he hastily conceived that this person was, doubt- CONCEALMENT. 67 less, the paramour of the pretended wi- dow, and one for whom his love would be scorned and neglected. He withdrew from observation, till his agitation, hav- ing a little subsided, he resolved to pro- ceed to the house, and at least enjoy the pleasure of witnessing her confusion. Again, then, he had nearly gained the door, when he saw Mrs. Lawrence walk- ing on the grass before it, familiarly leaning on the arm of an elegant young man in regimentals, the same he had seen at the window. The gentleman held Julia by the hand, while Frederick was playing with the hilt of his sword. Mr. Byngham again retired, cursing the deceitful charms of the whole sex, and still more his own weakness. About half a mile from the foot of the hill stood a small cottage, at which our adventurer had often been tempted to make inquiries respecting his new ac- quaintance, but had been withheld by a sense of propriety. Now, however, he 68 CONCEALMENT. thought that her duplicity towards him justified every endeavour to gratify his long suspended curiosity ; and he entered the house, requesting leave to rest him- self. This was readily granted by an elderly woman, — of whom, after several common-place questions, he made some direct inquiries relative to the family on the rock; and received the following answer. ''Why, to be sure, sir, as you say, it is a comical place ; but what I think more strange is, that such a sweet young crea- ture should like to live there. It is now, I think, somewhere about four years and a half since Mr. Sharply, Major Howard's steward, brought workmen to the rock, which, in a short time, became quite an- other thing, and was furnished like a lit-^ tie palace. All this was no sooner done, than Mr. Howard brings down from London this lady, who soon lay-in of the two dear babes you have seen." CONCEALMENT. 69 "What aged man is the major 1" ea- gerly asked Byngham. " Oh ! a matter of seventy," replied the communicative dame ; " and never comes to these parts : it is his son who manages his affairs ; and a charming youth he is, and an officer." " He then it was who placed the lady here]" ''Yes, sir; and has often come to see her. To be sure, my conscience will not let me say all is right, seeing he is married to another woman, who, I am told, is a young handsome lady too : but, as for this here lady, she may have made a slip, and may be what folks call a bad woman ; but the goodness of her heart makes me forget all that. I thought of her last Sunday, when the parson said charity would cover a multitude of sins ; and, as he cries out against the poor lady almost in the pulpit, I was determined to have a fling at him. So, when he spoke to me in the church-yard (which, I must 70 CONCEALMENT. say, he often does), I told him, that, if what he had said was true, the lady at the rock had no sins at all, but what she had well covered, — let her have as many as she would. Nay, I pushed it farther, and declared, that, if she did not go to heaven, some folks 1 knew (meaning his own wife, sir, — who, I have heard, is no better than she should be,) ought to give it up for a bad job. This was, to be sure, speaking pretty home ; but he has provoked me by railing at Mrs. Law- rence, and I could not help giving him a bit of my mind. Well, sir, this rub of mine so knocked him down, that he had not another word to say. Bless her," added dame Price, her tone changing, and her eyes filling with tears, — " it is to her we owe the roof that covers us, and the bread we eat. Oh ! she is as good as an angel : and so my husband would tell you, if he was at hand." "Mr. Howard is, then, the father of her children V CONCEALMENT. 71 " Aye, sure he is ; and more 's the pity, since he can't marry her. I wish to my heart his wife was dead ; then, indeed, he might shew if he had any honor in him or not. Truly, it is a sad thing young men should——" Byngham had heard enough, and agreed in the justice of the remarks Mrs. Price was going to make ; and, liberally rewarding her loquacity, took leave. On his way to his lodgings, Byngham was alternately agitated by love, despair, pity, and resentment. All he heard of Mrs. Lawrence tended to increase his passion, and fill his soul with tender commisseration for a young creature, who was the victim of her own too great sensibility, and the baseness of man. Howard was the father of her children, and the undoubted object of her affec- tion : allowing, then, for her peculiar situation, Mr. Byngham acknowledged she could not have acted with more sin- 72 CONCEALMENT. cerity towards himself; and, feeling how vain it would be to cherish the hopes he had lately formed, he determined to tear himself from a spot so inimical to his peace. The letter he had written was now destroyed ; and, after many painful efforts, he wrote another, informing her that un- expected business called him immediately to town ; that it might, probably, be his misfortune never to have the pleasure of seeing her again, yet that he should always retain the remembrance of the happy hours spent in her society. She might, he assured her, rely on his steady friendship towards herself and children ; and concluded with a request to be occa- sionally favoured with a few lines, as a proof he was still sometimes recollected. This letter was accompanied by a minia- ture of himself, which Mrs. Byngham had pettishly returned to him, and which he desired might be given to Frederick, CONCEALMENT. 73 when he was old enough to understand it was that of a friend who would always be interested in his welfare. After remitting this packet to dame Price, Byngham hastily quitted a place that reminded him only of his disap- pointment. A virtuous conflict arose in his mind ; the illusions of hope vanished : he even reproached himself with his dis- graceful ardour in the pursuit of guilty pleasures, acknowledging that his distress and disappointment were just, as well as natural ; and he felt disposed to submit to the powerful dictates of reason, and an undepraved heart. These workings, however, of natural goodness, these faithful admonitions of a moral sense, were in their effects but of short continuance, and yielded too soon to the warmth and influence of youthful inclinations ; for, although every receding mile brought a change of objects, no permanent change was thereby efiected in his mind. The fascinating image of 74 CONCEALMENT. Mrs. Lawrence engrossed all his thoughts^ and filled his heart with passionate re- grets, that did not subside till he pressed his son to his bosom, — who affectionately chid his long absence. His tenderness wrung the heart of his father, and tears mingled with his caresses. With this little partner in his domestic misfortunes, -he now retired to indulge, amid the shades of Austenbury, reflections of many a varied hue. Byngham soon received a letter from Mrs. Lawrence. It was replete with expressions of lively gratitude, esteem, and regret at his departure. She told him Frederick had refused to relinquish the miniature, insisting on wearing it fastened to his sash. Remote, she said, from the busy scene in which he was formed to live, she could not hope much of his society would fall to her share ; yet she flattered herself, heaven would not add to her misfortunes, that of refusing her occasional meetings with the pre- CONCEALMENT. 75 server of her child. She ended her letter with prayers for his felicity, and a repe- tition of her gratitude for his assurances of friendship. The melancholy that seemed to run through every line of this letter, and the regret and surprise expressed by the w^riter at his sudden departure, revived at times, in Mr. Byngham's mind, the flattering idea, that he was not indifferent- to her ; in spite of what he had seen and heard the day before he left Keswick. There were moments when he delivered himself up to all the transports attending the belief of being beloved by the woman he adored : but there were others, when he felt his soul would turn disgusted even from Mrs. Lawrence, if her heart could be so light as to encourage a par- tiality for him, while living under the protection of another man, who was the father of her children. Eager to justify to himself, by the amiableness of its object, a passion he e2 76 CONCEALMENT. feared neither time nor absence could subdue, he experienced the various in- consistent agitations of a state of doubt and affection : at one time soothing his mind with the prospects of improbable changes, and the returns of successful love ; at another, resolving to render himself independent of the accidents of fortune. The perturbed and unhappy state of his spirits threatened to impair his health ; yet, at the moment when the heart of this unfortunate young man was writhing under all the tortures of a de- spairing passion, he suddenly formed the resolution of seeking its remedy in a re- union with his wife. This was an effort of romantic virtue ; but let not the reader suspect that we exhibit a creature of our own imagination : we present to him no fictitious character ; but, true to nature, faithfully record the honest feelings of a mind like Byngham's, misled, but not en- »slaved, by passion ; struggling amidst the CONCEALMENT. T7 solicitations of desire, to retrace its wan- dering steps, and endeavouring, with anxious perseverance, to obey the impe- rious calls of reason and duty. In pursuance of this well-intended plan , Byngham repaired to Bath, determined, if he had reason to be satisfied with his wife's conduct, to spare nothing that might induce her to return to her family. On the road he prepared the arguments by which he would endeavour to con- vince her, that the happiness of both was yet attainable, would she but second his wishes ; and, content with a rational en- joyment of the pleasures of life, renounce the whirlpool of dissipation in which alone she had formerly found amuse- ment. This scheme was, perhaps, engendered by despair, and the mistaken prudence of a warm and good disposition : but, alas ! it served only to detach his mind, for a short time, from a subject that had lately e3 78 CONCEALMENT. SO unfortunately engrossed it. The en- thusiasm that carried him to Bath chilled during the last stage; and, accustomed lately to contemplate beauty, heightened by sensibility and every attractive charm of female loveliness, he shrunk from the thought of renewing an intercourse w^ith a vs^oman w^hose superficial accomplish- ments had failed to excite his love, and whose spurious and affected virtues were totally undeserving of his esteem. Still, however, he determined to ad-- here to his purpose ; influenced by con- siderations, which respected the hap- piness of his wife and child more than his own, and impelled, moreover, by a point of romantic honour, and a high sense of rectitude. Happy might have been the issue, had he met a single con- genial sentiment in the soul of his wife. But Mrs. Byngham was not yet tired of the life of freedom she had led since their separation ; and, though for a mo- CONCEALMENT, T9 ment affected by the advances of her husband, she persisted in refusing to accede to his wishes, but on terms that clearly proved the selfishness of her motives. Finding her thus cold and insensible, iie turned from her with disgust and in- dignation ; well satisfied with having taken a step that wholly reconciled him to himself, while his heart involuntarily rejoiced that it had proved inefiectual. Byngham stayed not long at Bath after this interview ; but returned to London, where he dragged on a melan- choly existence, — though surrounded by the inviting and tumultuous pleasures of the metropolis. He heard, in the mean- while, several times from Mrs. Lawrence; but her letters were interesting only as they were her's. She confined herself solely to the subject of her children ; and her letters chiefly indicated an in- creased dejection of spirits, that variously e4 80 CONCEALMENT. affected Mr. Byngham. At length, afte^ an absence of some months, and having vainly essayed every means likely to weaken the unhappy passion that preyed on his mind, he rehailed the Lake of Keswick. CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER V. ^* Harke ! the ravenne flappes hys wynge, In the briered dell belowe ; Harke ! the dethe-owle loude dothe synge, To the nyghte-mares as heie goe j Mie love ys dedde, Gone to hys deathe-bedde, Al under the wyliowe-tree." CHATTERTON. Determined to see what effect his sud- den appearance would have on Mrs. Lawrence, Byngham gave her no inti- mation of his design ; but, agitated by the images his fancy pictured, he set out for the cottage, uncertain if he might not there meet his favoured rival. This uncertainty induced him to stop at dame Price's, where he learnt that Capt. Howard was gone abroad; and that, since his departure, Mrs. Lawrence had been more low spirited than ever. The latter part of this speech destroyed all the pleasure the first had excited in £ 5 82 CONCEALMENT. the bosom of Byngham, who now slowly advanced to the cottao^e. He had not proceeded far, when, as he was going to turn up the path that led round the side of the mountain, Julia Lawrence, pursued by her brother, came running down. The latter immediately recollected Mr. Byngham, who caught them alternately in his arms, and eagerly inquired for their mother. " Oh ! we are going to see dame Price ;-' said Julia. *' Mamma is under the tree there ;" answered Frederick, pointing to a dis- tance : '' she will be glad to see you." " And so shall I, when I come back," added Julia; ''and you shall be my papa Byng, as well as Fred's ; but now we must carry this flannel jacket to make poor Mrs. Price's rheumatism well." She then drew her reluctant companion away. The heart of Byngham fluttered, as, turning from the lovely children, he per- CONCEALMENT. 83 ceived their mother advancing towards him. Mrs. Lawrence was herself too much agitated, at this unexpected meet- ing, to notice particularly the extreme embarrassment of her friend ; and it was not till they had nearly reached the house that either of them were sufficiently col- lected to converse as formerly. Mr. Byngham soon discovered a visible alteration in the manners and counte- nance of Mrs. Lawrence ; which, though he had not often seen enlivened with cheerful animation, had never been so deeply shaded by melancholy as at pre- sent. He could not contemplate her features, rendered more lovely by this expression, without the tenderest sym- pathy; though he concluded he knew but too well how to account for her un- easiness. Before, however, he took his leave, he had the pleasure to see much of this de- jection yield to something like liveliness ; and hear her inquire, with eagerness, if 84 CONCEALMENT. the business that brought him to Keswick would detain him any time. He answer- ed, with hesitation, that he feared not ; and, having obtained an un reluctant per- mission to see her again the following day, he returned to his lodgings fluctua- ting between opposite sensations. Still undetermined as to the conduct he should pursue, he repaired, in the afternoon of the following day, to the rock. A momentary glow of pleasure shot across Mrs. Lawrence's before pallid countenance as he entered; and Julia, running to him, cried — " Dear Mr.Byng, mamma has been crying sadly : perhaps it is for you." He kissed the little che- rub ; and, looking at her mother, said, the supposition, he feared, was too flatter- ing to be true. She made no reply ; and immediately began to talk on indiff'erent subjects : but her children seemed this day fated to distress her ; for, soon after, Byngham, observing the little boy busily engaged in CONCEALMENT. 85 studying the miniature, asked if he knew any one like that picture 1 " Yes ; it is like you ;" answered Fre- derick : " but I was thinking how mamma can talk to this little man, just as if it was as big as you." Mrs. Lawrence now rose hastily, and, putting the children from the room, would have also retired ; but Mr. Byng- ham gently retained her, and, seizing her trembling hand, exclaimed — ''Dare I, loveliest of women, encourage this dawn of hope? May I declare that I have long loved you with the most fervent affection, and that on you must depend the future happiness of my life." '' Forbear, sir : this must not be ;" said Mrs. Lawrence, in extreme agitation, and almost gasping for breath. ''And why not, my charming friend?" answered he, pressing her hand forcibly to his lips. "Oh! say that you will accept a heart which never loved before, that you will consent to be the object of 86 CONCEALMENT. my tender affection, and bless with your love one who will live but for you." *^ Oh ! Byngham," exclaimed Mrs. Lawrence, bursting into tears, " you know not the guilt of this address :*' then pointing, with frantic gestures, to her children, who were at a short distance from the window, she added — '^ Look there, sir, see these unhappy infants — know their father still lives ; and then say, if my weak, distracted, broken heart, can, or ought, to own another lord. For- bid it heaven, and every principle of virtue !" She then covered her face with her hands, and hastened from the room ; leaving Byngham overwhelmed with sur- prise and agitation, at the manner in which the declaration of his sentiments had been received. Before he had sufficiently collected his ideas, so as to form any opinion as to the ultimate success of his wishes, she re-en- tered the room. Her eyes were swelled with weeping, her face wa^ more than CONCEALMENT. 87 usualty pale, and her whole frame trem- bled excessively: but a dignified com- posure soon settled on her countenance, and she thus addressed him : " I will not affect to misunderstand the nature of your sentiments, nor will I deny the esteem your virtues and steady friendship have excited in my mind." " Esteem !" exclaimed Byngham, with impatience ; '^ and do you think so cold a return will satisfy a man who loves you as I do? Retract the word, or say, at least, that I may hope in time to excite a warmer sensation in your bosom!" "Hope it not;" said Mrs. Lawrence, with solemnity, while a deep suffusion for a moment overspread her face : "all of preference and kind regard this heart can ever feel are already your's. Grati- tude for my child's life first made me bless you ; and, could I again have loved — your virtues — ^but what am I saying ;" added she, pressing her hand to her fore- head, and withdrawing the other from 88 CONCEALMENT. Byngham, who had seized it: '^ my senses seem bewildered ; let me hasten to end this scene. Mr. Byngham, I am no wi- dow, — the father of my children lives, though dead to me, and— oh ! distracting thought — to those unhappy children also. Yes; helpless, disowned, without a friend, without a name, I shall leave them to struggle wuth misfortune, dependence, if not want and disgrace." " Never," cried Byngham, greatly af- fected, and passionately grasping her hand : " from this moment I swear to shield them with my affection, my for- tune, my life, from all the woes you fear ; and," he continued, rage sparkling in his eyes, '^ when I forget this oath, may I feel all the torturing pangs of guilt and remorse I here invoke on the base se- ducer of your innocence — the detested Howard." As the terrific tornado in a moment sweeps, from the smiling face of Nature, the promised harvest, the well grown CONCEALMENT. 89 stately trees, beautifying shrubs, and gay parterres ; so did Byngham's concluding Sentence in an instant sweep, from the expressive countenance of Mrs. Law- rence, the brightening ray of joy his promise of befriending her children had kindled. Struck with sudden horror and amazement, she flew to the opposite side of the room, almost shrieking, as she ex- claimed — " Howard ! a seducer !" and sunk faintino* to the around. Byngham, greatly terrified, raised her to a chair near the window, and had soon the satisfaction of seeing her revive. A flood of tears seemed to relieve her ; while Byngham, a prey to painful feelings and conjectures, still supported her in his arms, at a loss whether to apologise for having unintentionally wounded her by vs^hat he had said ; or to wait a further explanation. At length she appeared to recollect herself; and, rising, said, in ac- cents of the deepest aflfliction, and, in a voice scarcely intelligible from emotion — 90 CONCEALMENT. " This blow will, I fear, sink me indeed : what has been your opinion of me? What of my poor children? Howard! too, best and kindest of friends ! malice has even reached your fair name ; and base calumny, that would not have dared to breathe in your presence, now boldly rears its head to sully your virtue, and crush the poor unhappy being your hu- manity snatched from despair." " Spare me!" cried Byngham: ^^ slander and circumstances have, indeed, deceived me : but I should not have believed them —never ought I to have thought of you, but as of an angel of purity, every way worthy my adoration. Qh! you never will or can forgive me." " Yes, Byngham, I can forgive you;" said Mrs. Lawrence, pressing her joint hands on her bosom, and struggling to subdue emotions that seemed almost to choak her utterance. " You have, in- deed, been cruelly deceived ; but, I must confess, circumstances were but too well CONCEALMENT. 91 calculated to mislead your judgment re- specting me. At any rate, never can I feel resentment or anger against the man who saved my boy, or the friend who has promised that protection to my children I feel they vs^ill soon need," She then extended her hand to Byng- ham, down whose manly face tears of sympathy and affection fell fast, saying — " And now, my good friend, let us forget this last afflictive hour : all the atonement I ask, for the injustice you have involun- tarily done me, is to believe, without fur- ther explanation, that I am worthy of your friendship ; and that my unhappy children, though poor, destitute, and victims of pride and prejudice, need never blush for their birth, or for any errors of their mother." Byngham eagerly seized her offered hand ; and, having pressed it to his throbbing heart, hastily rushed from the house, unable longer to sustain the vio- lence of his feelings. All night the scene 92 CONCEALMENT. of the preceding day was before his ima- gination, and he was agitated by regret and anguish at having adopted the igno- rant opinion of dame Price, and, by inju- rious suspicions, lacerated a heart al- ready sinking under the weight of severe distress and anticipated sorrow. Mrs. Lawrence was married : so much she had declared ; and thus were his long cherished hopes completely crushed. There was much mystery certainly about her conduct, and she was evidently abandoned by her husband ; but, in all he had seen of her, there had appeared no levity, no weakness to justify such desertion ; and the fearless manner with which she had briefly described her situa- tion, seemed to demand assent, and gave to her words the confidence of truth. It was now, therefore, that Byngham's virtuous principles, and his increased admiration of Mrs. Lawrence's character, suppressed every improper wish ; and he felt that the friendship of such a woman CONCEALMENT. 93 would have more real charms for him than the warmest attachment of any other. Denied that domestic comfort for which his mind was formed, he re- solved to make this platonic affection his chief and most agreeable study, and ne- ver to hazard its life by aspiring to more. The youthful ardour with which he had lately been inspired, though not extin- guished, was suspended ; his ingenuous nature disdained every selfish gratifica- tion, or sought it only in the benevolent wish of effectually restoring the tran- quillity of its object. By these reflections, and repeated efforts to allay the still agitated state of his mind, and form his future arrange- ments, he succeeded in obtaining a suffi- <;ient degree of calmness to meet Mrs. Lawrence the following day. With a beating heart he approached the house, round which there seemed to reign more than the usual stillness. He reached the inner apartment without seeing any one, 94 CONCEALMENT. and was leaving it when he perceived, in one corner, Frederick, sitting on the floor, supporting the head of his sleeping sister on his lap. The little boy held up his finger to bespeak silence; then, beck- oning Byngham, whispered that his poor mamma was very ill ; that Julia had just cried herself to sleep ; and that, as Mar- garet had told them to make no noise to wake their mamma, he hoped Julia would sleep a long time. At the same moment the physician came down stairs, followed by the weeping Margaret ; from whose communications Mr. Byngham learnt, with horror inexpressible, that there was no hope Mrs. Lawrence could survive the present day, — having, the preceding evening, by some unusual agi- tation, broken a blood-vessel in the chest ; which, from her weak state, and the cir- cumstance of its being a second rupture, must be fatal. Vain would be the endeavour to de- scribe the agonizing feelings of Mr. CONCEALMENT. 95 Byngham on finding himself by the bed- side of his suffering friend, then almost in the pangs of death. To that premature dissolution, he shuddered to think that he, however innocently, had been acces- sory ; and he expressed his grief in the most frantic exclamations. Mrs. Lawrence raised her nearly ex- hausted form, and, taking his hand, press- it with all her remaining energy, saying, ^^ My prayer is heard ; and heaven has sent you, my kind, my only friend, to re- ceive, with my parting breath, the sacred trust you once promised to accept." — She then directed the attendant to bring: the children. " Oh ! these words are daggers to me," said Byngham: '4ong may they own a mother's care ; in me they will learn to curse a mother's murderer." ''Byngham," said Mrs. Lawrence, "you are preparing ungrounded remorse and grief for yourself. This is not a moment, — if, indeed, there ever was one, 96 CONCEALMENT. — in which I would deceive ; and, be- lieve me, you are not accessory to my death : the cause lies much deeper. I have never recovered from a similar attack I experienced some years ago ; and the accident of yesterday is what I have often anticipated, with agonies and ap- prehensions sufficient to produce it. Yes, I have long seen this moment approach- ing ; and, but for my children, it would be one of joy. But now," continued she, with momentary energy, "my heart beats light; like that of some wretched pri- soner, long confined to the loathsome horrors of a dungeon, as he waits while they strike off the fetters that alone detain him from liberty and happiness. You have promised to protect my orphan chil- dren ; and, with the will, heaven has granted you the power. My days have been few, my miseries many ; but cares and sorrows are fast fading, and for one purpose only my soul still seems to linger. Trusting to your friendship, your honour, CONCEALMENT. 97 ilare I say — your love, I venture to remind ^ou of your voluntary oath to be a father o my children ; and, oh ! believe a dying woman, — misfortune, but no disgraceful stigma, marked their birth." During this address, often interrupted by mental emotion, and obstructed respi- ration, Byngham was convulsed by the most violent agitation, which wholly de- prived him of the power of utterance. On the entrance of the children, he took them in his arms, and, dropping on his knees, exclaimed, with uplifted and streaming eyes — '' Hear me repeat, Fa- ther of the fatherless ! my unchangeable vow to adopt these infants, and cherish them, while I have life, with a parent's tenderness ; and if I ever forget this duty, may thy just vengeance strike my per- jured soul, and leave me friendless and accursed in my latest hour." A ray of almost supernatural pleasure beamed in the features of Mrs. Lawrence as she gave him her hand. *' One word F 98 CONCEALMENT. more ;" she said, with difficulty : *' let me believe that you disavow the thought, that I was unworthy your good opinion — your regard." '' Oh ! most injured of women ;" cried Byngham, clasping her fast chilling hand : " I believe that you are all imagi- nation could form to bless and delight this wretched heart ; and, if it loses you, it will never more know happiness." *' Say not so ;" returned his now expir- ing friend : " your virtues will find their just reward — Farewell — be happy — and remember — take care of the casket : it contains all I dare — " Exhausted na- ture could no more : she sunk back on her pillow ; and, in a few minutes, her pure spirit had quitted its frail tenement ; Reaving Mr. Byngham miserable almost beyond the power of endurance. It was many hours before he could regain suffi- cient composure to take the necessary steps on this trying occasion. A will was found dated only the preceding CONCEALMENT. 99 evening, naming him her sole executor, trustee, and guardian of her children. The indispensable exertions which arose from these various duties, vrere iti a degree serviceable ; as they necessarily engaged his thoughts, and contributed, in some measure, to stem the tide of his overwhelming affliction. Every mark of respect the mourn- ful occasion would permit, attended the interment of the ill-fated Mrs. Lawrence, who, at the age of two-and-twenty, found a grave, where she was wholly unknown. It was, indeed, a scene on which sym- pathy and sorrow might love to dwell ; might indulge the pensive thought, and prompt the ready tear, when it was known, that no near relative, no long- cherished friend, shielded in life this in- teresting sufferer, soothed in death her last moments, and followed her remains to the silent tomb. One deeply afflicted being, with her weeping children, and f2 100 CONCEALMENT. the uninterested throng of village spec- tators, composed the funeral procession. This last sad ceremony over, Byngham hastened to settle Mrs. Lawrence's af- fairs ; and having collected, with anxious, almost superstitious, care, all her papers and writings, he deposited them, with the casket, in a strong box, which had be- longed to her ; and, no further instruc- tions appearing at present necessary, he resolved to postpone the examination of these articles till he had quitted this mournful scene, and was more equal to the painful task. From dictates of prudence, Byngham liberally rewarded old Margaret, and dis- charged her from further attendance on the unfortunate orphans, — with whom, as soon ag possible, he quitted a spot, where he had experienced such a con- trariety of sensations. CONCEALMENT. 10 1 CHAPTER VI. " Yon raay take sarza to open the liver, steel to open the spleen, flour of sulphur for the lungs, castoreum for the brain ; but no receipt openetU the heart, but a true friend, to whom you may impart griefs, joys, fears, hopes, suspi- cions, counsels, and whatever lieth upon the heart to oppress it, in a kind of civil shrift or confession." bacun. Very different was the state of mind in which Byngham now retraced the same road over which he had so lately gone. Then, assuredly, he was neither tranquil, nor happy ; but his spirits were rendered buoyant by undefined hopes and wishes, which he fondly cherished, but dared not investigate. Contemplating the grand and beautiful scenery, as he approached the dwelling of Mrs. Lawrence, he had felt the full force of its natural effect upon his mind. His heart glowed with senti- ments of gratitude and admiration to- wards the great Creator, whose divine and general benevolence not only pro- f8 102 CONCEALMENT. vides for the support of man, but, with condescending care, thus blesses his existence with a succession of various and endless gratifications. Then, pursuing this train of thought, he pictured to himself an imaginary state of retirement in this delightful spot ; where the enjoyment of Mrs. Lawrence's love, the endearments of Edward, with the occasional intercourse of his sister, might solely constitute his happiness. But oh ! affliction ! how effectually can thy magic power change and disfigure all things— even the very beauteous face of nature ; while the soul on w hich thy " iron hand" is laid becomes suddenly chilled, appalled, and darkened. Now all was gloom within the mind of Byngham : no cheering hope, no self- complacent thought, arose, to fill the aching void in his heart. From the world, to which he was hastening almost without a motive, he shrunk as from a wilderness, in which CONCEALMENT, 103 he should find no resting-place ; and, from the scenes immediately around him, his desponding imagination, and altered feel- ings, could only derive ideas of horror or deeper melancholy. Thus, the before so oft admired gentle undulations of the beautiful Lake, now presented only, to his distempered mind, the agitations of delusive hope, playing on the surface, and concealing death and destruction beneath. From the sublime rocks and cavities, though tinged vs^ith the bright rays of summer sun, the bold and majestic forms of which he had so frequently spent hours in admiring, he now, shuddering, turned ; for, to his gloomy vision, the frowning crags seemed suspended by some invisi- ble relentless hand, only to crush the un- wary passenger below. How truly did his heart beat, at this time, responsive to Pope's impressive numbers, where he says — ** Black melancholy sits, and round her throws A death-like silence, and a dread repose; F 4 104 CONCEALMENT. Her gloomy presence saddens all tlie scene. Shades ev'ry flowV, and darkens ev'ry green. Deepens the murmur of the falling floods, And sheds a browner horror on the woods.'^ In short, his heart was seared by grief, his ideas had been bewildered by mys- tery, and unsatisfactory conjectures ; the excitations of a violent passion had been suddenly cut off by the stern hand of death ; and the cold tomb now enclosed the only woman he had ever loved. But what was more than all bitter to his wounded spirit, he dared not encounter the scrutiny which conscience incessantly obtruded on his attention. In the re- cesses of his bosom, at the bar of that impartial judge and ever restless moni- tor, Byngham stood convicted of views and wishes, which, though scarcely ever before acknowledged, even to his own mind, now rose to add self-reproach to his affliction. No wonder, then, vv^hen all within wai so much changed, that external objects lost their power to please, and that Na- CONCEALMENT. 105 ture's gayest livery should to him wear a sombre and awful cast. Happily, his little companions some- times succeeded in drawing him, for a few moments, from the indulgence of his sorrow. The grief of these unfortu- nate children for the loss of their mother had been as great as could be expected from their age ; and, even at this early period, seemed to give some indication of their respective characters. When removed from the bed on which their mother had just expired, they had been told by Margaret, that their mamma was very ill ; but that, if they were good, and made no noise to wake her, she would soon be well. Shortly after, Frederick, having watch- ed his opportunity, was again found by the bed-side ; and, when they would have taken him away, he earnestly promised not to stir, or speak a word, if they would but let him wait till his dear mamma should open her eyes : and force f5 106 CONCEALMENT. alone could remove him. The door was then secured ; and the repeated endea- vours of the children to see their mother defeated. Mrs. Price was sent for to take them to her cottage, during the preparations for the funeral. This poor woman was herself sincerely grieved at the untimely death (as she called it) of the lovely and good young creature, — to whose bene- volence she had been largely indebted ; and she felt a melancholy gratification in soothing the orphan children. On delivering them to her care, Mar- garet whispered — ^^ Poor dears ! they think my mistress asleep, instead of be- ing quite gone.'''' Frederick caught the sentence, and loudly vociferated, he would go to his mamma, wherever she was gone ; and could only be pacified by Mr. Byngham's promises that she would come back. The orphans were then taken for ever from the humble roof under which their CONCEALMENT. 107 reason had began to dawn. From that time, till Mr. Byngham came for them to join in the mournful ceremony of accom- panying the remains of their parent to the grave, no hour had elapsed unmarked by Frederick's tears for her continued absence ; the tender heart of Mrs. Price not havino' couraoe to reveal the sad truth. On Byngham, then, devolved the painful task of explaining to them that they would never again see their beloved mother. Julia wept loudly and bitterly ; till, the violence of her feelings being exhausted, new and surprising objects arose to divert her grief, and call forth all her power of observation. But in Frederick's afflic- tion there appeared a sensibility and seriousness beyond his years ; while some- thing like indignation and sullen resent- ment seemed to mingle with his more painful feelings, as, with a bursting heart, streaming eyes, and quivering lip, he said to Mr. Byngham — ^' Margaret and 108 CONCEALMENT. you, then, told me a fib : she first said my mamma was asleep — then gone — and you promised she would come back : but now you tell me she is dead, and must be put in the ground like little Fanny Price." Here he cried as if his heart would break. Julia joined in his lamentations ; till Mr. Byngham, oppressed by the ex- cess of his emotions, had been obliged to tear himself away from the affecting ob- jects who were already so dear to him. In the same glocmy, afflicted state of mind lately described, Byngham reached N — , on his way to town ; when, to his inexpressible surprise, as he alighted at the inn, he was suddenly accosted by his respected friend, Mr. Dermont, — who, since his return from the Continent, had been on a visit to some of his relations in the North, and was then returning to London. All that Mr. Byngham had undergone of mental distress and bodily exertion, CONCEALMENT. 109 during the last ten days, had produced so visible and melancholy an alteration in his person, that Mr. Dermont could scarcely believe it was the same young man with whom he had parted a few years before. Still the cherished fea- tures of his pupil were too strongly en- graven on his friendly heart to admit of doubt, and he addressed him by his name. Byngham, who was assisting the chil- dren from the carriage, started at the sound of a voice he had ever so much respected ; and, hurrying with Mr. Der- mont into a private room, convulsively wringing the hand of his friend, threw himself into a chair, and burst into a violent flood of tears, — the first mournful relief of the kind which he had expe- rienced since the death of Mrs. Lawrence. From the violence and continuance of this paroxysm of sorrow, his considerate friend judged it was a relief nature long had needed ; and, though much surprised, he was careful not to interrupt her ope- 1 10 CONCEALMENT. rations ; but, taking the children to the window, endeavoured to check the grief just rising to their eyes also. A short time, however, saw all their cares hushed and forgotten ; and Byngham finding himself alone with his early instructor, his heart gladly unfolded itself at the soli- citation of friendship. No selfish reserve drew contracted li- mits round this confidence. Humbled and depressed, the self-accusing Byng- ham gave, with the unvarnished detail of his late extraordinary adventures, the avowal of the errors of his heart, and the mistakes of his judgment ; and received, from this messenger of peace, — this able and kind adviser,^ — all the consolation his affliction could admit of. The uniform integrity and unsullied purity of Mr. Dermont's morals, well entitled him to mix firm, but salutary, reproof with con- solatory suggestions. Thus, while he kindly sought to reconcile Byngham to himself, by representing that some of the CONCEALMENT. HI errors he so bitterly lamented were invo- luntary, he censured, with dignified warmth, that laxity of morals, and total want of self-command, which had led him into situations where the preservation of his virtue had wholly depended on that of another, and on circumstances over which he had no control. *^ Henceforward, my dear young friend, (he continued,) recollect the peculiarity of your situation. I lament with you the ill-assorted tie that binds you ; but that engagement is sacred, and you must sub- mit. You have escaped from actual guilt, and consequent misery, far more insupportable than what you now expe- rience. Be thankful for your deliverance, and never again expose your virtue to like temptation." Byngham declared himself secure from future trials of a similar nature ; and, finding his mind relieved and comforted by this friendly intercourse, they spent several hours, dwelling on the subjects 1 12 CONCEALMENT. most interesting to Byngham, who un- willingly delayed examining the contents of the papers and casket till the following day. Uncertain if they might not farther distress the but too muchharrassed mind of his friend, Mr. Dermont refused to see them till the next morning; and they separated for the night, — which was passed by Byngham in more sleep and tranquillity than he had lately known. It is almost needless to say, Mr. Der- mont withdrew with all the gratified feelings of one who has been of use to a fellow-creature ; and, if his sleep was somewhat disturbed, his mind was ac- tively and agreeably employed in plan- ning schemes for the future comfort of the friend he had met at such a critical moment. And never was any man better calcu- lated to administer to a diseased mind, to recal the wandering sentiments of vir- tue, and speak peace to the wounded CONCEALMENT. 113 spirit, than Mr. Derraont. He was, in- deed, nobly and variously endowed. His mind, quick and comprehensive, possessed the advantages of early culture ; and was accustomed from his youth to habits of deep research, and the most patient investigation. Of elegant lite- rature, he was also a great admirer, — for philosophy had not produced in him either pride or coldness ; and, if it some- times repressed the warmth of his ima- gination, it gave a stronger direction to its powers, and more correctly displayed his taste and getiius. He was by profession a clergyman; and, both from situation and principle, supported the doctrines of the established church. His piety was fervent and ra- tional, but not obtrusive : no affected singularities marked his conduct, no ri- gid observance of forms and ceremonies, no acrimonious contention in support of opinions, attracted the notice of the pub- lic eye, or sought for admiration. His 1 14 CONCEALMENT. religion was seated in the heart ; it was there he cherished its secret influence, and felt its sovereign power. He had a sincere love for truth, and ardently endea- voured to propagate it by strength of argument, mildness of persuasion, and the force of example. Averse to reli- gious controversy, as it tended to multi- ply doubts, and to excite uncharitable contention, he treated with candour and forbearance the opinions of those who differed from him. With a mind thus regulated, w orldly concerns gave Mr. Dermont no immo- derate share of anxiety. In his early years he possessed a bare competency; but, having few artificial wants, being frugal, though not mean, he submitted, almost without an effort, to those priva- tions which a scanty income sometimes imposed upon him. As life advanced, his abilities better known, and his excel- lent disposition justly appreciated, he was placed in a situation of considerable CONCEALMENT. 115 afflfaence : here, however, moderation and self-government, a love of independance, and a correct estimation of the real value of money, secured him from the tempta- tions and incumbrances of useless ex- pense and ostentatious luxury ; and ena- bled him to employ his annual savings in administering to the wants and innocent gratifications of his family and friends, and in acts of private charity. His heart had been early given with the full sanction of his judgment : but the opposing prudence of his friends prevent- ed the completion of his wishes till rather a late period of his life ; and, when those wishes were attained, they did not bring all that increase of happiness which he had, for nearly twenty years, so anxiously anticipated. On his beloved Emma '' hope deferred" had produced all its usual baneful effects. Not her affection, nor the high veneration in which she held the character of Mr. 116 CONCEALMENT. Dermont, had been worn out ; but her patience, and the warmth of early love. With her bloom, health, and youthful spirits, had disappeared much also of the former sweetness of her temper, and many of those indescribable charms of disposition which had rivetted the best affections of her lover. But Mr. Dermont had too correct a knowledge of human nature to be sur- prised at these effects ; and his own heart was too generous to resent, or even to notice, an alteration arising from such natural causes : though, on his part, the preference of his youth, so far from being chilled or diminished, had increased with every year ; and, with almost youthful love, he recalled to his remembrance the day on which he had solemnly vowed to prove the sincerity of his professions. Gratitude, also, strongly pleaded, nor pleaded in vain, in behalf of a woman, who, during so many years, had built CONCEALMENT. IIT her every hope on him ; declining, from faithful affection, several opportunities of forming very desirable connexions. Emma, conscious of the devastations anxiety and disappointment had made on her attractions, as well as on her health, justly appreciated the attachment of her husband, and resolved to exert her en- deavours to deserve and requite his generous regard. But the energetic spring of action in her mind, never re- markably strong, w^as now much weak- ened, and a peevishness of temper in some degree succeeded, — for which, she thouo-ht confirmed ill-health a sufficient excuse. This excuse her indulgent part- ner willingly admitted; and, during the remainder of her life, never once ex- pressed disappointment or displeasure, although slight feelings of vexation occa- sionally surprised and troubled him, be- fore he had time to check the risino;s of discontent and ill-humour, or to reflect 1 118 CONCEALMENT. that such moments too frequently occur to the happiest of mankind. For the benefit of Mrs. Dermont's health, and the amusement of her mind, they, shortly after their marriage, went abroad, and spent several years on the Continent, visiting many of the capitals of Europe ; when, Mrs. Dermont expect- ing to become a mother, they returned to England, in the north of which her mo- ther resided, and there Mr. Dermont forgot all his secret vexations and disap- pointments, as he pressed his infant girl to his bosom. At this joyful event, all the happiness which Mrs. Dermont had dreamed of in youth seemed to be realized, and every ideal cause of discon- tent to vanish for ever. Peevishness, dejection, and a nameless train of nervous feelings, yielded all at once to a " Pa- rent's transport and a parent's care." Business called Mr. Dermont to London; but it was not till Emma had attained CONCEALMENT. 119 her third month, that either he or his wife thought he might venture a tempo- rary absence. All the unfortunate occurrences in the family of Mr. Byngham had, from time to time, been circumstantially commu- nicated to Mr. Dermont ; and much did he lament the infatuation of his old friend, who had sacrificed, to the undue influence of a designing woman, the hap- piness, and perhaps the virtue, of his son. Unfortunately, Mr. Dermont did not return to England till the breach between young Byngham and his wife had become irreconcilable ; or he might, perhaps, have prevented a step, which his strict and moral principles taught him wholly to condemn. The only good which now seemed in his power, was to watch over a young man, who, he well knew, deserved his warmest regard. His own domestic concerns had not so wholly engrossed his mind, as to exclude reflection on the 120 CONCEALMENT. dangerous predicament in which errors on both sides had placed Mr. and Mrs. Byngham ; and part of his business in town was to seek out the former, from whom he had not heard for some months, and had not seen since his return to Eng- land. The present meeting, therefore, though clouded with very distressing- circumstances, was as seasonable as un- expected. CONCEALMENT. 121 CHAPTER VII. « It needs must happen, that the passion of grief should often swell to such a size, as to burst the heart that con- tains it, if Time did not make circumstances less strong and lively, so that reason should become a more equal match for the passion." addison. With returning day, Byngham felt a return of his yet recent affliction, and he left his bed agitated and iinrefreshed. Still, however, the well -judging friend of his early years was near him, and he, consequently, no longer experienced that painful sense of standing alone in the w^orld, surrounded only by his griefs ; a sensation which had lately been so fami- liar to him. But now the gloomy spell was broken : Mr. Dermont knew the full extent of his errors, his sorrows, and misfortunes ; and past experience told him, he might hope much from his judgment, penetration, and indulgence. Q 122 CONCEALMENT. With the casket and papers in his hand, to which his heart attached much importance, he, at an early hour, entered the' chamber of his friend, who readily granted him all his attention. On open- ing the casket, the first thing they saw- was a paper in the form of an inventory, fastened to the inside of the lid, indi- cating the following articles as the con- tents : " Miniature of the father of Frederick and Julia. ^' A diamond cross. *'Half a gold and purple enamelled heart. '^ Letters from my mother. " The last letter I ever received from " This list promised much gratification to the eager curiosity of Byngham : but, alas ! those hopes were quickly disap- pointed; for, on carefully pursuing the CONCEALMENT. 12^ examination, neither the miniature or cross could be found. The letters, too, from which they naturally expected to derive considerable information, were short and mysterious. Those from the mother of Mrs. Lawrence were as follows : ''my dear JULIA, ''Do not be uneasy on my account : I am much better than I was ; and our enemies appear to be satisfied with se- parating us, and seem to intend me no farther injui'y. May the God of heaven give you fortitude to support these severe .trials, and your wretched mother the happiness to embrace you once more. Julia F— . " I know not if this will ever reach you; adieu! my dearest child," Another contained these words : " Julia ! they tell me I shall not see you again ; and I feel it is so. A long and wearisome journey hag exhausted the g2 124 CONCEALMENT. little strength grief for your misfortunes had left me. My heart is broken : but T shall die resigned, since in this world, I am now convinced, 1 should never more have beheld you. No : I am here a pri- soner for life ; but, thank heaven ! human tyranny extends not beyond the grave. The term of my captivity will be short ; of which truth, a feeble body, sinking un- der the effects of disease and sorrow gives me a very strong assurance. I shall expire in one continued act of supplica- tion to the Almighty for you : may I be at length successful ! may mercy and protection be granted to the earnest in- tercession of my purified soul ! Fare- well, my beloved child ! 1 feel my strength declining fast. If 1 recover, I will de- stroy this, and write what will be less painful to you : but, if this is, indeed, my last letter, I have a solemn promise from my compassionate gaoler, that it shall be delivered faithfully into your hand. Thus» then, I feel the melancholy assurance, CONCEALMENT. 125" that you will receive the last blessing of a mother, who, in losing the hope of con- tributing to your happiness, and watching over your safety, has lost every wish for life ; and, with submission and confidence, resigns you to the protection of heaven. " 1 have just learnt that your persecu- tor relents, and that you may still be happy. My prayers are then heard at last ; and I shall die satisfied. ^'Tell the son of our enemy, that I did not refuse to include him in the blessing you received from Your affectionate mother, Julia F— " The third letter found in the casket contained only these few words, bearing all the marks of having been written in great agitation, and in a foreign hand : " Adieu ! dearest Julia. Not only your liberty, but your life, depends on my re- linquishing you for ever. My father is g3 126 CONCEALMENT. deaf to all my entreaties and tears, and has vowed your destruction, if, for a day longer, I oppose his wishes. I know his power, and 1 fear his relentless nature : I must obey. Not for myself I fear, but for you. He has solemnly sworn that you shall be restored to liberty, and that every step shall be taken for your perma« nent comfort, the moment I have given my consent to the arrangements he has formed. I hasten, then, with all the ago- nies of love and despair, to free you from the horrors of your present confinement. Make good your escape the moment you have the power to do it ; and may you enjoy, if possible, the peace and happiness which have for ever fled the bosom of your wretched F — " " I will watch over the comfort of your mother. She will not experience any more uneasiness from my family ; but must continue in her present retirement. I will take care to inform her of your safety. Once more adieu." CONCEALMENT. 127 The unsatisfactory result of the exa- mination of this casket, from which so much had been anticipated, overwhelmed Byngham with new and painful surprise. From these letters he and his friend turn- ed to various other papers ; but they were only stock-receipts, memorandums, and letters, chiefly on business, or of friendly inquiry from Capt. Howard, who, it appeared, was by this time in India with his regiment ; and had given direc- tions to Mrs. I^wrence to apply to his agent and friend, Mr. Ormond, of West- minster, in all matters of business or exigency of any kind that might arise during his absence. The most vexatious perplexity was occasioned by the absence of the minia- ture and cross, as Mr. Byngham was not conscious that the casket, which of itself was of considerable value, had been for a moment out of his possession, since the death of its owner. It however imme- diately occurred to Mr. Dermont, that, g4 128 CONCEALMENT. as one at least of the articles missing was of value, it had perhaps been stolen in the confusion naturally excited by Mrs. Lawrence's death ; and that, by a legal investigation, the property might be re- covered. It was therefore settled, that, without delay, they should return to Keswick, and obtain the aid of the ma- gistrate of the place for that purpose. Leaving therefore the children to the care of the mistress of the house, they were departing, when Frederick, laying hold of Mr. Byngham's coat, looked up in his face with anxious scrutiny, saying — '^And will you indeed soon come back, my dear papa?" The distrustful manner and peculiar emphasis with which these few words were uttered, struck forcibly on the re- collection of Mr. Byngham, who, kissing him and Julia, repeated several times, that he would, if possible, be at breakfast with them the following morning ; "but," added he, addressing the landlady, " if CONCEALMENT. 129 we are unavoidably detained, I beg you will send some trusty person with these children to Keswick." Julia, and even Frederick, appeared satisfied with this arrangement, and the gentlemen departed. During the drive, the whole melan- choly subject was again fully discussed ; the casket carefully re-examined, lest any secret drawer should have escaped obser- vation, and the letters reperused ; but nothing new transpired, and they arrived at the end of their journey, without be- ing able to satisfy, in any degree, their former doubts and conjectures. It is unnecessary to trouble the reader with a detail of the various means and indefatigable exertions employed to ob- tain information respecting the objects of their inquiry. Suffice it to say, that all proved ineffectual ; and that, at a ju- dicial examination of Margaret, »he, with Dame Price, and all who could possibly be suspected, had professed total igno- g5 ISO CONCEALMENT. ranee in the business; and, nothing ap- pearing to warrant further measures against them, or, indeed, to confirm sus- picion, the friends of Mrs. Lawrence were compelled to relinquish the inves- tigation. They then proceeded to Mr. Sharply, steward to Major Howard, in quest of information, that might throw some light on Mrs. Lawrence's former situation and connexions : but here disappointment again met their inquiries. Sharply, a shrewd, unfeeling man, declared he knew very little of Mrs. Lawrence, as the cap- tain had always been very sly in the bu- siness ; but, from that little, he could not think very highly of her character : add- ing, with a supercilious bow to Mr. Byngham, that he was much surprised that a gentleman, who, he understood, had lately enjoyed so much of her confi- dence, should come to question him about her. Anger and resentment flushed the face CONCEALMENT. l3l of Mr. Byngham, and he was about to reply with warmth, when Mr. Dermont prevented him, by hastily saying, they would wait on Major Howard in town ; and drew his friend away. Nothing now remained to be done that offered any prospect of gratifying their anxious curiosity, and Byngham returned to N — , vexed and disappointed. In spite of his repeated endeavours to im- press on Mr. Dermont's mind the con- viction so deeply engraven on his own, by the dying assurance of his unfortunate friend,— that the orphan twins of his adoption w^ere not of illegitimate birth ; he saw, with concern, that the mysteri- ous account he had alone been able to give of Mrs. Lawrence, had excited strong doubts of the fact, which were strengthened by the few papers that had been found. Suspicion was by no means a feature in Mr. Dermont's character ; but the up- right straight-forward tenour of his own 132 CONCEALMENT. mind J prevented his following his ardent and credulous young friend through the intricate and romantic mazes of conjec- ture in which he often bewildered him- self; and he ventured gently to remark, that, in neither of her mother's letters, or in that of the children's father, did the words husband or wife once occur. This was a truth Byngham could not contro- vert ; and he acknowledged, that he did not recollect Mrs. Lawrence's ever having applied the terms to herself, or to the fa- ther of the children. Yet he still protested, that, enveloped as every circumstance was in mystery, and, to common observers, liable to just suspicions, he should ever place the most implicit faith in the assurance of their mother, — that their birth was not dis- graceful. Mr. Dermont also noticed the singular circumstance of there being nei- ther date, signature, nor post mark, to any of the letters. ;V In fine, Byngham," he said, at length, CONCEALMENT. 133 "I will not attempt to lead your judg- ment and opinion through this strange business ; in which systematic, myste- rious concealment, and various inconsis- tencies meet us at every turn ; nor will I profess to believe all that, every thing considered, perhaps you are justified in believing : but, respecting the line of con- duct you are bound to pursue, I have no hesitation ; nor shall we diifer on this im- portant part of the subject. '^ From the unfortunate woman you so sensibly regret, let her errors be what they may, you have accepted a sacred trust, which every consideration of honour and humanity call upon you to discharge with conscientious fidehty. Ten thou- sand pounds, it seems, are in the public funds ; thus you will not be much taxed in a pecuniary way. And now, as to the proper disposal of these poor children : you shall, at least for some time, trust them to my care. I am now an idle man, and should like much to exercise 134 CONCEALMENT. myself a little at my old trade, when I am not in attendance in my nursery. Fre- derick and I shall soon be good friends ; and Julia, besides learning to nurse my litde Emma, shall follow the steps of our dear Lady Montrevor, whom it is the pride of my heart to have had for my pupil." Thus did this inestimable friend confer tlie greatest obligation in the most deli- cate and noble-minded way. His offer was accepted with gratitude, and they all proceeded together to London; Byng- ham's mind acquiring the calm of resig- nation in the society of the friend he prized more than ever; and by whose kind attentions, and well-timed admoni- tions, much of the severity of his afflic- tion was softened. Byngham certainly experienced from this source a great alleviation of his sor- rows ; but time and natural causes also contributed to promote his tranquillity. An unhappy conflict of passion, doubt, CONCEALMENT. 135 and anxiety, had for some time left him no repose ; and, although the tumuHooiis feelings were succeeded by excessive grief for the death of Mrs. Lawrence, yet hope and suspense were gone : though much afflicted, he ceased to be distracted by contending emotions, was enabled to collect the energies of his mind, and to receive, from its innate strength and vir- tue, the benefit of those remedies which time and reflection never fail to brino-. Before they finally quitted Keswick, Byngham had paid a melancholy visit to the hallowed spot where the remains of his lamented friend were deposited. As he traced in his mind the mournful particulars of her singular and unhappy fate, all the sources of his grief were re- opened. His heart was wrung anew by love, remorse, despair, and regret ; while much bitterness was added to his feelings by the painful conviction, that, in spite of all he could urge, the candid, chari- 136 CONCEALMENT. table, and generous Mr. Dermont, enter- tained suspicions highly injurious to her. Still Bynghani's soul affectionately clung to the solemn assurance she had given him, in the awful hour of her disso- lution; and, with melancholy satisfaction, he felt justified, notwithstanding all ap- pearances, in believing her every way worthy the senticiCnts she had inspired, and the tender veneration with which he mourned her loss. The first concern of Byngham and Mr. Dermont, on arriving in London, was to see Major Howard ; their next, to call on Mr. Ormond : but neither visit w^as attended with any satisfactory re- sult. The former was even ignorant that such a person as Mrs. Lawrence had ever lived on his estate, — which, he said, was solely managed by Sharply^ and his son Capt. Howard ; and he expressed great surprise and anger when acquainted with the circumstance. CONCEALMENT. 137 From Mr. Ormond they only learnt, that he had received particular directions to attend, with the greatest punctuality, to any application from Mrs. Lawrence ; and to give her every possible assistance and accommodation in the way of busi- ness, or on any occasion upon which she might apply to him. He also told them that Capt. Howard was likely to continue in India ; but assured them, he would carefully forward any packet that they might wish to transmit thither. One hope now only remained to Byng- ham ; and he lost no time in writing to Capt. Howard, giving an account of Mrs. Lawrence's death, with all the de- tails necessary ; requesting that he would favour him, as guardian and trustee to the children, and their mother's friend, with every particular he knew relative to her family and connections. Having dispatched this packet, and omitted nothing that could benefit the interesting little orphans he had adopted, 138 CONCEALMENT. and gratify his own anxious curiosity, he resolved to wait with patience, and sup- press all useless conjectures, till he should receive intelligence from India. Having spent some days in town with Mr. Dermont, Byngham, accompanied by his son, Frederick, and Julia, repaired to Austenbury ; which, as it was within an easy distance of the metropolis, per- mitted Mr. Dermont to join him, when the business, which brought him to Lon- don, allowed his absence. This business was to make inquiries respecting a small estate to be sold in Gloucestershire, and which, he thought, would suit him. Some difficulty, how- ever, arising in making out the title, Mr. Byngham recollected there was at this time a small estate, that might be easily purchased, in the neighbourhood of Arlingham, and earnestly persuaded Mr. Dermont to give it his attention ; repre- senting, that the mild air of Devonshire was, of all others, most suited to the health CONCEALMENT. 139 of Mrs. Dermont, who had been so much better while in Italy. His friend, on this suggestion, wilUngly reUnquished all thoughts of Gloucestershire; acknow- ledging that, if it met with his wife's approbation, he should like to set himself down, for the remainder of his life, near his amiable friend Lady Montrevor. Having written to inform Mrs. Der- mont of this new plan, he immediately set oiF for Devonshire ; whither Byngham declined accompanying him, — not yet feeling equal to mix with the society he would meet at Arlingham. To his sis- ter, who always possessed his unreserved confidence, he sent a large packet ; in which he gave her many affecting details of his late afflictions and embarrassments, referring her to their mutual friend for further particulars. Byngham was now left to the uninter- rupted indulgence of his own reflections ; but the first anguish of his mind had subsided, leaving only a tender melan- 140 CONCEALMENT. choly sense of the late events. The juve- nile trio which surrounded him alter- nately diverted and added to his painful feelings. Of Edward, Byngham's paternal affec- tion had formed the fairest hopes, and he became, as well as the twins, daily more dear to him : while the recollection of their respective mothers was fast fading from their youthful memories. Edward Byngham had comparatively suffered but little in the loss of his mother's attention : but to Frederick and Julia it was heavy indeed ; and they retained their grief as long as was compatible with their tender years. The sprightly Julia's remembrance of her mother was at last quite lost in de- light at the toys brought for her amuse- ment; and even the more reflecting Frederick neai'ly forgot his sorrow in the new pleasure of finding in Edward a good-humoured playmate. Mr. Dermont soon returned, having completed the CONCEALMENT. 141 purchase in question, and been presented by Lord Montrevor, at the soHcitation of his wife, to the living of the parish in which his new property was situated, — - the late incumbent having died a few months before. Our worthy clergyman wap much gratified by the manner in which this benefice had been conferred upon him, and anticipated with pleasure the agreeable surprise of Mrs. Dermont. From Lady Montrevor he brought the followino: letter to her brother : '' Believe me, 1 have sympathized most sincerely in your late uneasiness ; but I hope you are fast recovering from the shock you sustained in Cumberland. In truth, my dear brother, I thought you had an ample share of misfortunes before, without going so far in search of more. But pardon me, this is not meant as a reproach ; my heart, I assure you, has been much pained by your account of the 142 CONCEALMENT. sudden death of Mrs. Lawrence. In your conduct towards her, and benevo- lent intentions towards her children, I read the generous sensibility and warm enthusiasm of my brother ; while I thank the all-wise Disposer of events, who, by means he knows best how to choose, has not only preserved your integrity, but placed within your reach the farther exer- cise of benevolence. '' I long to see your poor little pro- teges, w4iom I already feel to know from Mr. Dermont's description ; and I be- speak Julia as a friend for my Caroline. Lord Montrevor (who knows only that the children are those of a deceased friend of your's,) willingly subscribes to my wishes, and unites with me in beg- ging you will not delay bringing your increased family. I am all impatience to see you ; and have a plan in agitation, by which I hope to keep you, as well as our good friend Mr. Dermont, among us. " How fortunate, I now think, it was CONCEALMENT. 143 that young Piercy declined the living of B — : indeed, I always thought that his captious temper would never suit Mon- trevor, and that the cousins were better asunder. Our neighbourhood) I assure you, is improving fast. Lord Ashmore says he shall spend much more time at Brookdale than formerly ; and the good old rector of the adjoining parish is succeeded by Dr. Thornton, who purchased the living of Hammerton. Report says, Mrs. Thorn- ton is to turn over a new leaf at the rec- tory ; where quiet, happiness, and com- petence, are to yield the place to a large family, fashion, and opulence. These changes will not be very mate- rial to me ; but, if we can fix you and Mr. Dermont as our neighbours, I shall be indifferent to other arrangements. Make haste then, my dear brother, and give us the pleasure of seeing you. You know not the comfort your society will be to me, I hear, your Julia, though younger, 144 " CONCEALMENT. is taller than Caroline, whom, however, you will find grown since you saw her. She is happy in the hope of seeing Ed- ward. I am glad you thought him look- ing well : poor fellow ! his constitution is rather delicate ; but I trust it will im- prove with his age. Kiss him repeatedly for us all ; and write soon to tell me you will not disappoint the hopes of Your affectionate sister, C. MONTREVOR." '^ And now, my dear Byngham," said Mr. Dermont, when he had finished read- ing the letter, '* I must explain to you how active I have been, while you, a fine healthy young fellow, have been moping indolently here. Why, I have not only set my own affairs in an admirable train, but have nearly let this house and pre- mises, and settled you, in a neat bachelor- like residence near me ; where I can w^atch your conduct, and keep you in good order, while you, in return, spare CONCEALMENT. 145 my eyes, by playing chess or back-gam- mon in the lono; evenino^s." He then continued, — ** You know the house of Mr. Hepvvorth, within half a mile of the purchase I have just made." " Yes ; Mayhill Cottage : half-way be- tween that and Arlingham." "Exactly: well, Mr. Hepworth's fa- mily is growing up, and he wishes for a larger house, nearer London. He eagerly caught at a proposal I made, half in joke, that you and he should exchange resi- dences ; so if, as you say, you really con- sider this place ill-suited to your plans, and wish to let it, the opportunity is now favourable." Byngham repeated, that the size and style of Austenbury were, indeed, be- yond what his present situation re- quired ; and that he should be glad to get it off his hands for some years After much conversation on the subject, Byngham determined to go immediately H 146 CONCEALMENT. into Devonshire, and to complete tlie arrangements his friends had begun for him, if, on further consideration, he ap- proved the plan. CONCEALMENT. 147 CHAPTER VIII. ** We have slept together; Rose at an instant; learn'd, play'd, eat together; And whercso'er we went, like Juno's swan.*, Stil! we went conpled and inseparable," SHAKESPEARE Mr. Dermont was much pleased with the prospect of spending the remainder of his Hfe so near Lady Montrevor, for whom he. had from her infancy felt al- most a parent's regard; and, when to that was added the society of Mr. Byng- ham, the probable benefit to his wife's health, and even the consideration of fu- ture advantage to his little Emma, he thought lie should scarcely have a wish ungratified. Trusting, then, that no im- pediment might arise to the accomplish- nient of these agreeable expectations, he took leave of Austenbury, to impart to his wife the rational enjoyments he thus feelingly anticipated. h2 148 CONCEALMENT. Much of the satisfaction that at this time glowed in the heart of this worthy man, and shone in his benevolent counte- nance, arose from the consciousness of having been instrumental in restoring Byngham to that composure and resig- nation which, at their first meeting, he appeared totally to have lost. He now left him humbled, indeed, be- neath the chastening hand of affliction, and a sense of great indiscretion ; but calm, though melancholy ; and disposed to consider the late events as directed by a beneficent as well as all-wise Power, to whom he owed submission. There is not, perhaps, a state more fa- vorable to moral improvement, than that in which affliction sometimes leaves the mind of a virtuous young man. Awaken- ed by disappointment from dreams of unmixed happiness, he dismisses by de- grees the delusive expectation in pursuit of pleasures of more lasting worth, and more practicable attainment. CONCEALMENT. 149 A few months sufficed to complete Mr. Dermont's purchase, as well as Mr. Byngham's change of residence ; and, early in the ensuing summer, Lord and Lady Montrevor congratulated themselves on the acquisition of Mr. and Mrs. Der- mont, and Mr. Byngham, to their imme- diate society. Many plans of education for Edward Byngham had, at different times, been discussed by his father and friends. Lady Montrevor, urged by a sense of delicate refinement and virtue, was appre- hensive that the pure principles of Ed- ward's mind would suffer by their expo- sure to the acknowledged vices of a pub- lic school; she therefore regarded with partiality the advantages of private edu- cation, overlooking the numerous objec- tions to it in the desire of profiting by the protection it afforded, and the inces- sant vigilance of attention of which it was capable. These suggestions, the result of anxiety h3 150 CONCEALMENT. and imperfect information, had their full weight with Mr. Byngham ; but they were overruled by Mr. Dermont, who justly observed and lamented, that the different modes of education presented only a choice of imperfections ; but tliat his experience inclined him to prefer a public school : not that he sought to ex- cuse or palliate its vices, but to express his conviction, that these vices were, per- haps, not much greater in number or degree than those of private seminaries, and in their consequences were some- times less pernicious, being seldom asso- ciated with the radical defects of mean- ness and hypocrisy. He adverted, also, to the advantages which boys often derive from the chastisements of their faults and follies, in the unrestrained observations and censures of a numerous society, consisting for the time of their equals. These arguments prevailed, and a respectable preparatory school was se- lected for Edward Byngham. CONCEALMENT. 151 The prepossessing appearance and en- gaging manners of Julia, joined to her early misfortunes, excited at first sight a very lively interest in the feeling mind of Lady Montrevor ; who, to the great satis- faction of her brother, immediately made the necessary arrangements for her per- manent residence at Arlingham. To this plan, however, there arose a sudden objection, that at first threatened wholly to obstruct it. When Frederick understood that he was no longer to inhabit the same house with his sister, that she would not be the first object to meet his waking eyes in the morning, and the sound of her voice the last he should hear before he fell asleep at night, his grief was so uncommon and severe, that his rest was destroyed, his spirits fled, and his health actually became affected. It was attempted by degrees to accustom him to the desired separa- tion, and he spent successive days with his sister and Caroline in all the happiness h4 152 CONCEALMENT. of his age ; but the moment his return to what was called his home was mentioned, his youthful brow became clouded, he threw his arms round Julia's neck, and all the pleasure of his heart was fled . At these times Julia's tears flowed fast, and she, too, would declare she would not go to bed if Frederick left her : but she soon yielded to the kind soothings of Lady Montrevor; and, though her pillow was moistened by her tears, yet she slept soundly, and awoke happy at the thought that night was over, and she should see dear Fred before she had eaten her breakfast. At length, w hen Mr. Byngham's kind solicitude for Frederick's comfort was on the point of inducing him to forego his plans, and he was concerting measures to unite the twins, the ridicule of Edward Byngham succeeded in reconciling Fre- derick to the present arrangements. ''Why, Frederick," said he, with something of a contemptuous sneer. CONCEALMENT. J53 " you are worse than a girl, — worse than Julia : look at me, I am going to school quite alone, and I have never once cried about it. Don't you think my aunt and uncle Montrevor, and old Ursula, can take care of your sister while you are away ? You never will be a man." '' Yes, but I will," answered Frederick indignantly, but with some confusion, '' and as soon as you ; and when I am a man, I will still love my sister Julia dearly, dearly." ^'But I hope you will not cry then, if you don't sleep in the same room with her ;" said Edward. Frederick ran hastily away, unable, from grief and shame, to make any an- swer. The next moment he met Mr. Byngham; and, repressing with difficulty the starting tear, he said, with great agi- tation — '' My dear papa, it is best Julia should live with dear Lady Montrevor ; and I will never cry again when I bid her good-bye." h5 /' 154 CONCEALMENT. Byngham had overheard the soQiewhat severe lecture given by Edward ; and, less pleased with the manner than the effects of it, he affectionately kissed the agitated child ; and, calling him a good boy, pursued his walk. From that day Frederick faithfully kept his word ; and, though it was long before he could quit his sister without evident reluctance, he no longer shed tears at the separation, but struggled to appear as much a man as Edward. With Mr. Dermont and his wife, Fre- derick soon became a great favourite ; and at Arlingham, where he was a daily guest, he had as many friends as there were inmates in the family. Mr. Byngham had now the melancholy satisfaction of feeling he had secured to his adopted children every possible conw fort and advantage ; and he earnestly hoped no change would be necessary in their situation for several years. For himself, he was but too confident that all tJONCEALMENt. 1^ the charms of Ufe, he had once pictured in such glowing colours to his youthful imagination, had for ever fled ; and that his future happiness must chiefly arise from the contemplation of the welfare of the several objects of his tenderness. Arlingham, the family seat of Lord Montrevor, was situated in a most agree- able part of the south-east of Devonshire, and within a short distance of the coast, — of which there was a delightful view from the mansion, and various parts of the extensive grounds. Adjoining one side of the park was the small estate lately bought by Mr. Byngham, called Mayhill Cottage, which had, in a neces- sitous moment, been dismembered from the Arlingham property by the late Lord Montrevor. This, though small, was perhaps the most complete and beautiful object in that part of the country. Wood, water, an elevated but sheltered situa- tion, which commanded a varied land- scape of hill and valley, combined to 156 CONCEALMENT. adorn this pleasant spot ; from which a gentle and highly-cultivated declivity led down to the beach, where the eye might gaze on the wide expanse of the English Channel. 1^ At the distance of little more than a mile from Mayhill was the residence of Mr. Dermont, possessing, also, great ad- vantages from a most desirable situation and picturesque scenery. Thus these three families formed between themselves a most interesting society, which would have been all sufficient for them, had they been destitute of other resources. But this was by no means the case. Within two miles of Arlingham was Brookdale, the noble seat of the Earl of Ashmore; and in another direction, dis- tant only three miles from Lord Montre- vor's, was the rectory of Hammerton. Lord Ashmore was at this time rather more than fifty, and had, a few years be- fore, buried an amiable wife, who had left him two children,— a son twelve, CONCEALMENT. 157 and a daughter five, years old. The earl had been for many years deeply engaged in politics ; but, having taken disgust at some measures of the party to which he had attached himself, he had withdrawn entirely from public affairs ; resolving to devote the remainder of his life to the im* prove ment of his estate, and the enjoy- ments the country afforded. In his youth he had been the complete courtier, and still retained all the versa- tility, elegant airiness, and acquiescence of that pliant character, which rendered him an agreeable companion, where no- thing more substantial was required. Since his wife's death, his sister. Lady Eleanor Carl maine, had resided with him. She w^as his junior by twenty years ; a circumstance of which she not unfre- quently reminded him, as well as of the numerous opportunities she had had of marrying ; but which her correct ideas of the requisite qualities in a husband, and the consequent difficulty of making a 158 CONCEALMENT. corresponding choice, had always induced her to decline. It was rather necessary Lady Eleanor should make this declara- tion, otherwise the misjudging world might have concluded she remained single, because her person was wholly destitute of attraction, her intellects un- deniably weak, and her temper and dis- position far from amiable. Lord Carlmaine, the earl's only son, a fine boy just turned fifteen, and Lady Maria his daughter, in her eighth year, with Adolphus Selwyn, a nephew of the late Lady Ashmore, of nearly the same age as Lord Carlmaine, completed the family of Lord Ashmore. The parsonage-house, adjoining the park, was inhabited by his lordship's chaplain, Mr. Huntley, his wife, and daughter, about twenty. This family was truly respectable, as well from their situation as their unassuming manners and urbanity of character. Dr. Thornton, who had lately suc^ CONCEALMENT. J 59 ceeded to the rectory of Hammer ton, was one of those every-day clergymen, who, not possessing, in the opinion of his fa- mily, sufficient brilliancy to make his way in any of the more active professions, had been early dedicated to the church. Nature had, on the other hand, formed and intended him for a downright coun- try gentleman ; and, conformably to that *^' intention, had endowed him with more than common fondness for the usual pleasures and amusements of a country life. To sporting, in its various branches, he was most devoted ; as well as to all the comforts and enjoyments of the vari- ous good things of this life, to which an ample fortune gave him easy access. He was still, however, what is generally called a good kind of man ; indulgent in his family, obliging to his neighbours, and kind to the poor. Punctual in his duty once a- week, and willing to attend on other days (out of the sporting season,) 160 CONCEALMENT. to the births, marriages, sicknesses, or deaths, of his parishioners. Thus, if he was not a very zealous observer of the gelf-denials he so earnestly recommended to others, neither could he be accused of any great immorality of conduct ; and he was, upon the whole, generally well- liked. Mrs. Thornton was the daughter of Sir Jonathan Drawl, a rich citizen ; who, having been knighted while filling a pub- lic office, thought he might, by means of his pretty Anastasia, and fifty thousand pounds, be able to form a connection with rank and fashion. But his pretty Anastasia, at the elegant seminary where she had been educated, had acquired — besides dancing, music, drawing, geo- graphy, astronomy, chronology, zoology, mineralogy, chemistry, botany, and nu- merous other accomplishments, — a strong desire to please herself; and meeting with the handsome young Thornton soon after his ordination, she fell desperately CONCEALMENT. 161 in love with hirrij and declared she would marry him, or fret herself to death. Her indulgent father did not long put her resolutions to the test. She cried bit- terly, and abstained from food during one day ; and on the next, as she pout- ingly entered the breakfast-room, she saw Mr. Thornton. '* There, sir," said the knight, with a mixture of tenderness and disappoint- ment, " you may take her, since she will have you : but it is not the match I intended for my girl. If, however, you turn out a good husband, and make her happy, I will try to forget all my fine castles in the air. — But harkey. Mister Thornton," continued he, suddenly recol- lecting himself, "though you are only a parson, why should you not be Dr. Thornton, as well as our city preacher Dr. Plump] Yes, you shall be Dr. Thornton before you marry my daughter ; and then who knows but that, in time, you may get a bishopric, and, after all, I 162 CONCEALMENT. may be father-in-law to my Lord Bishop." The important preliminaries were soon adjusted ; for, though the sober, steady addition of D.D. to his name would have been one of the last things which young Thornton would have coveted ; yet this was not a time for hesitation. Fifty thousand pounds, and a very attractive girl, much in love with him, were cir- cumstances not hkely again to occur in his favour. So, finding Sir Jonathan obstinately bent on seeing him invested with this clerical distinction, he cheer- fully submitted ; with, however, the secret reservation, that there his honours should end, and that nothing should in- duce him to give up his hounds, and part with his horses, dogs, and guns, to be- come a bishop. Anastasia (now Mrs. Thornton,) for several years enjoyed the delightful luxury of exhibiting herself and husband in the metropolis, and at fashionable CONCEALMENT. 163 watering places, as a particularly hand- some couple. The doctor had actually, the first year of his marriage, given up a whole sporting season to please his wife and her father, — a sacrifice he mentally vowed never to repeat ; and, for several succeeding years, left his wife to find her own amusement during those highly- prized months. Two most fortunate events at last oc- curred in the same year, — the death of the incumbent of Hammerton, (a valuable piece of preferment, the advowsori of which the knight had bought for his son,) and the demise of Sir Jonathan himself, whose chief lamentation on the prospect of his dissolution was, that he should be taken away before the plans were ma- tured, by which, in the course of ten years, he might have seen his son-in-law honoured with the mitre. By the death of his father-in-law Dr. Thornton became possessed of a very considerable sum of ready money ; and 164 CONCEALMENT. by that of the rector of Hammerton he succeeded to a valuable rectory, attached to a large property which he had pur- chased in Devonshire, at the solicitation of Mrs. Thornton, soon after his mar- riage ; and on which they were now come to reside, with three daughters, and a son, then eighteen years old, the eldest of the family. Devonshire was not exactly the county in which Dr. Thornton would have chosen to have settled ; but the pur- chase of the living and estate had appear- ed to Sir Jonathan a good bargain ; and Mrs. Thornton, on going into Devonshire to see the property, had declared that she should never like any other place half so w^ell : the business was, therefore, settled without much reference to the doctor's inclination, — who however resolved, as soon as it should be in his power, to make himself amends for his present conces- sions. This he accordingly did, imme- diately after the knight's death, by buying an estate and shooting-box in Suffolk, CONCEALMENT. 165 and a considerable tract of moor-land in the north of England. Having, by these purchases, secured the certain indulgence of his ruling passion, in all its branches, and in various appropriate situations, he cheerfully accompanied his family to Hammerton. 166 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER IX. " The sacred lowe o' weel-plac'd love Luxuriantly indtilt:e it ; But never tempt th' illicit rove, Tho' naithing should divulge it : I wave the quantinii of the .sin, The hazard ofconcealinii;; But och ! it hardens a' wilhiii, And petrities the feeling !" Soon after Byngham had settled in the immediate neighbourhood of Adingham, he had but too often opportunities of observing the increasing depression of his sister's spirits ; and, although not all his most aiFectionate inquiries could draw from Lady Montrevor the slightest ex- pression of suspicion or dissatisfaction, respecting the conduct of her husband, she saw, with grief and surprise, that the warmth of Lord Montrevor's former attachment was fast declinino;. His absences from home were now long and CONCEALMENT. 167 frequent, during which his wife's chief solace was her dauo:hter, who beaan to repay her tenderness, and called forth all the maternal energies. Against this trying hour, Lady Mon- trevor was not unprepared ; she had long- seen the dark days of affliction approach- ing, and had endeavoured to fortify her mind with religion, fortitude, and patient resignation, — resources so impossible to summon at a moment's warning, and y^t so necessary in the hour of distress. Scarcely was the first wound healed which her affection had received from Vittoria, than she again found just cause for alarm in the altered manners of her husband. Her heart was wholly his ; and equally strong, also, for some time after their marriage, had appeared Lord Mon- trevor's attachment : but soon other com- pany, and other scenes, became necessary to him ; and Lady Montrevor cheerfully resigned her own fondness for the peace- ful pleasures of a retired mode of life, 168 CONCEALMENT. and Arlingham was constantly thronged with visitors. This change had, for a time, charms for the fickle Montrevor ; after which he again became restless and dissatisfied, and sought to lose ennui in scenes far from home. His wife struggled long to conceal, even from him, the anguish that preyed upon her mind; while still, with the scrupulous delicacy of real affection, she refrained from every expression that could bear the interpretation of reproach or complaint. Hence the not unfrequent returns of all his first affection were hail- ed by her with tremulous hope, and re- ceived with every mark of love and confidence. This angelic conduct had its natural effect upon a heart not wholly depraved ; it tacitly reproached him with his folly and inconstancy, endeared to him for a time the society of his wife, and prompted professions of exclusive pre- ference and increased reo:ard. Too soon, however, did Lady Montrevor CONCEALMENT. 169^ learn that little reliance was to be placed on these momentary effusions of tender- ness ; but they served to keep alive her love for the man on whom she had be- stowed her earliest affections. Not only therefore the world, and her most inti- mate acquaintance, but even Lord Mon- trevor himself failed to penetrate through the sweet serenity and dignified compo- sure of Lady Montrevor's countenance, and read not the bitter anguish of her wounded heart. From the quick-sighted and anxious observation of her brother she could not conceal all she wished; and, seeing enough to make him tremble for her happiness, which was as dear to him as his own, he congratulated himself on his lately adopted plan, by which he was enabled, in some degree, to watch and protect her peace : at the same time, sincere respect for her character prevented any efforts to extort a confidence, that, it was evident, would be most painful to her. Neither I 170 CONCEALMENT. did he, for her sake, mark, by any altera- tion in his manner towards her husband, how much he had fallen in his esteem and regard. Lord Montrevor was at this time much more an object of commiseration than his suffering wife. He had lost his self- esteem on one trying occasion, and had since been the sport of contending pas- sions and laudable intentions ; without sufficient steadiness of character to con- trol the former, or act consistently with the latter. Thence, in great measure, arose his unavailing regrets respecting the past, dissatisfaction of the present, and ever wavering resolutions for the future. When Lord Montrevor (while still Mr. Stracy,) quitted England, to avoid the importunities of his father, respecting an alliance to which he was averse, it may be remembered he had pledged his hand and affections to Miss Byngham ; CONCEALMENT. ITl and no one ever intended a more strict observance of a solemn engagement. On reaching the Continent^ he found himself launched on the vast ocean of life, with but little better helm or com- pass for his conduct than what he could derive from a disposition naturally good, though somewhat vacillating, and the recollections of the virtuous instructions he had received. These, and his sincere attachment to Miss Byngham, were suf- ficient to preserve his honour and prin- ciples uncontaminated during a short residence at Paris, — surrounded as he was by all that could allure his youth, or fan his newly-awakened passions ; where, under the modified terms of gaite de cceur, pleasure, and dissipation, so many daily run the career of licentiousness and vice : a career that, having long banished all individual virtue and happiness from that ill-fated capital, extending, at length, its baneful influence to the remoter pro- i2 172 CONCEALMENT. vinces, eventually reduced a whole king- dom to misery and galling slavery. Proud of having withstood temptations in what he thought their most alluring garb, Stracy entered Italy. There he often found the thin veil of decorum, which was still sometimes worn by the Parisians, wholly thrown aside ; and he soon discovered that not to be vicious under an Italian sky was to be singular. He experienced all the disgust natural to a delicate mind, on seeing those vices rear their unblushing fronts, which, in other countries, are seen to take the sem- blance of better qualities, or seek shelter under the mysterious shades of night. When he thought of Charlotte Byng- ham, and compared her artless virtue with the female part of his present ac- quaintance, she appeared still more worthy his affection ; and, had he only- had to combat the common instigations of youthful passions, her image, and the just ideas of moral rectitude he had early CONCEALMENT. 173 imbibed, would, probably, have preserved him from those indiscretions, that thus early shed a baleful influence over his life. It was his misfortune at Florence to meet with a young man, with whom he had, a few years before, formed a boyish intimacy. This youth, though scarcely more than two years older than Stracy, had far outstripped him in what he called knowledge of life ; and now, with easy good humour, offered to initiate the son of LordMontrevor into the way of passing his time agreeably. We will not compel the reader to wade through a journal of the adventures of two young men, left almost solely to the gui- dance of their passions ; but content our- selves with observing, that, without any worse design than that of pursuing plea- sure in the tract already but 4;oo well beaten for them, they were guilty of ac- tions which, in their dispassionate mo- ments, they condemned. i3 1T4 CONCEALMENT. Montrevor's attachment to MissByng- ham for a short time combated in his mind the allurements of the Italian wo- men ; but, on being introduced to Signora Vittoria by his friend, his constancy va- nished before a sudden impetuous pas- sion. All the vows, by which he had before bound himself, were in a moment forgotten ; and that heart, which, a short time before, glowed with virtuous love, was now agitated by fierce, ungovern- able desire, for an object, from whom virtue should have taught him to turn with disgust. In forming the person of Vittoria, Na- ture seemed to have left far behind all her former attempts at perfection. To features of the most regular beauty, she had given such powerful and versatile expression, that her conquests were in general not only those of the senses, but of the heart also. If, at times, her beau- tiful dark eyes emitted flashes of indig- nant or resentful fire, that power seemed CONCEALMENT. 175 only given them, to render more striking, by the contrast, the soft and fascinating tenderness with which they, at others, beamed. Her form w^as graceful and command- ing ; and, though her countenance and demeanor seemed haughtily to declare, to her own sex, her conscious superiority ; to men, her manners were so artfully modi- fied, as to ensure her never-faiHng suc- cess, whenever she took the trouble of wishing to succeed. Born and nurtured among the lowest order of society, she had, while scarcely more than a child, been basely sold by her unnatural pa- rents for the vilest of purposes. When the separation from her mother took place, Vittoria was the more struck with the advice then given, as she had never be- fore received any thing in the form of instruction. *^ Adieu, my child;" said this aban- doned wretch, drawing her aside, and embracing her with one arm, while in i4 176 CONGEALMEIjTT. the other hand she grasped the glit- tering price of the yet innocent victim : "Sancta Maria watch over you, and make you grateful for my care. You will, of course, remain no longer with your protector than till an opportunity of a better bargain offers. Such opportu- nities will not be wanting ; but you must mind and seize them. As long as you are your own mistress, men will be your slaves ; but, if you once permit yourself to love, you will be theirs. Let money be your grand aim : you will find that a solid advantage, when all others will have va- nished with your faded charms." These instructions (would they were only pictures of the imagination !) made a deep impression on the young and ardent mind of Vittoria. Short, indeed, was the reign of her first admirer ; and soon all he had to boast was, that he had been the first to introduce this beautiful girl upon the theatre of vice. Scenes of li- centious pleasure soon became familiar CONCEALMENT. ITTi to her ; and the base purposes of her in- famous life were systematically pursued, unchecked by any considerations but those which prospect of gain suggested. In short, so scrupulously did Vittoria adhere to her mother's precepts, that va- rious distinguished suitors courted her favour by offers of a splendid establish- ment ; and, though, when young Stracy first saw her, she had not attained her twentieth year, she was already old in the ways of vice. Till this time, Plutus had reigned un- disputed sovereign in her bosom, almost to the exclusion of pleasure. := But the mo- ment was now arrived, when the selfish heart, that had preyed so successfully on the weakness and passions of others, was itself to yield to those feelings she had viewed with contempt and ridicule. At a public entertainment she saw the son of Lord Montrevor, who excited in her heart sensations to which she had been hitherto a stranger. i5 178 CONCEALMENT. To pine in secret was no characteristic of Vittoria's mind. The next day she caused him to be introduced to her ; and it will not appear surprising that she, who on common and mercenary occasions had never failed to please, should meet with complete success, now that a first and strong passion urged her to leave no art untried likely to produce it. Love indeed was a new guest to her, and she yielded to it with all the violence natural to her temper. The lessons of her mother were forgotten ; and the presents re- ceived from her English paramour were valued chiefly as coming from him. Stracy, on the other hand, proud to find himself thus distinguished, and intoxi- cated by the seducing arts of Vittoria, thought no more of Charlotte Byngham ; or, if at times her chaste image crossed his mind, he hastened to banish it from scenes which he felt were incompatible with her innocence. He trusted she would never be acquainted with his infi- CONCEALMENT. 179 delity ; and endeavoured to reconcile it to himself by the sophistical argument, that the sentiments excited by MissByng- ham and his Italian were perfectly diffe- rent; and that, although for a short time he had yielded to an improper impulse, his tenderness for the former was undi- minished. Such was the language of his passions, which had not power totally to suppress the sentiments of honor and virtue ; yet were sufficiently strong to silence their suggestions. The consequences of his weak and guilty compliance may easily be anticipated : in this immoral delirium passed several months, during which the attachment of Vittoria increased. Her doors were no longer indiscriminately open to licentiousness, and gold had lost its power to charm. In vain, at the first alarm, her mother had flown to save her daughter from ruin ; in vain used every persuasion to break off a connexion, that threatened to 180 CONCEALMENT. stop the influx of wealth, which she had remarked with so much pleasure. Her daughter declared, that, if she could re- tain her empire over the heart of Stracy, she should be indifferent to every other consideration. Such, however, was not the state of Montrevor's mind : *' midst roses, fierce repentance began to rear her forky crest;" satiety also assisted the operations of his sense of moral rectitude; and he was de- liberating on the best way of emanci- pating himself from this unworthy sla- very, when he was summoned home by the death of his father. Vittoria saw him depart with inexpres- sible grief, and was with difficulty de- terred from accompanying him, by a promise that he would return as soon as the business that called him to England would permit. This promise, one of the many, in Lord Montrevor's opinion, at which love laughs, was made without any reference to the intention ; and was CONCEALMENT. 181 thought of no more by him, — whose pursuit of happiness now sought a very different direction ; and whose late disgraceful in- fatuation was quickly banished from his mind by the joy and tenderness with which he was welcomed by the unsus- pecting Miss Byngham. He was, however, soon sensible of the trouble and vexation attendant on guilty pleasure. Vittoria, finding her pressing letters urging his return unattended to, at last signified her actual arrival in London, — where, if he did not join her at a time specified, she said he might expect to see her at Arlingham. Alarmed at this unwelcome news, ^ind still more at the idea of the threatened visit, he cursed his past follies, and trem- bled lest his wife should be made ac- quainted with them. No time was to be lost ; and he wrote to Vittoria in the most soothing terms, lamenting the engage- ment into which he had entered since they parted ; and, with well-feigned sor- 182 CONCEALMENT. row, informed her, that he must relin- quish an intimacy from which he had enjoyed so much happiness. He entreat- ed her to spare him the pain of another parting ; and besought her, by their past affection, not to disturb the tranquilHty of an amiable woman, to whom he was now bound by the most solemn ties. In this letter he enclosed a considerable remittance ; vainly hoping that pecuniary favours, and assurances of regard, would compensate, in the estimation of an ena- moured woman, for the loss of undivided aifection. Lord Montrevor's sincere regard for his wife had, at this time, suffered no abatement ; and the above letter was ex- torted by the most distressing fears lest her happiness should be assailed. With tjhe answer, he received back the remit- tance, which Vittoria rejected with dis- dain, declaring that nothing should sa- tisfy her but an interview ; and, by the same post, she sent the alarming letter CONCEALMENT. 18S addressed to Lady Montrevor, which the reader may probably recollect. The distressed, repentant Montrevor, now sought to temporize, while he en- deavoured to devise the means by which he should be able to avoid a rencontre he could not think of without apprehension and dislike. Enraged by what she called his mean subterfuges, Vittoria, in pur- suance of her resentful intention, dis- patched the miniature of her faithless lover to Lady Montrevor, and set out for Devonshire. It was a gi'eat relief to Montrevor, that, at the very time of the arrival of this in- vader of his peace, his wife was sum- moned to Austenbury by the increasing illness of her father. The agitation of their parting has been noticed ; and, soon after, however great his reluctance, he found himself compelled to seek his Ita- lian tormentor, who had established her- self at a sea-port in his immediate neighbourhood. At this meeting, Vit- 184 CONCEALMENT, toria, aided by real and affected sensi- bility, exhausted all her powers of art and persuasion to regain her influence over the senses of Lord Montrevor. But, though she had never appeared more beautiful, and had never expressed such entire devotedness to him, his heart w^as steeled against her seductions by the image of his wife ; whose mild attractive virtues formed, in the course of this in- terview, a striking contrast with the frantic rage that shook the bosom of Vittoria, when she found her utmost efforts lost on the only man she had ever loved. Agitated by passion, pride, disappoint- ment, and all the fiends which haunt the mind of *' woman scorned," she ac- knowledged the revengeful step she had taken to wound Lady Montrevor, and at last left him, reiterating vows of revenge. Though still trembling with indistinct fears, excited by her threats and impre- cations, Lord Montrevor saw her depart CONCEALMENT. 185 with pleasure ; and soon after, congratu- lating himself on his own conduct, he hastened to rejoin his wife, and expressed all the admiration and gratitude he owed her for her generous fortitude and affec- tionate forbearance. 186 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER X. " Oh. be those scenes from human eyes conceal'dy In clouds of decent silence justly veil'd ! O, be the wanton images convey'd To black oblivioi),and eternal shade! Or let tlieir sad epitome alone, And outward lines, to future age be known. Enough to propagate the sure belief, That vice engenders shame, and folly broods o'er grief.' PRIOR. ViTTORiA, after her interview with Lord Montrevor, had fled, with characteristic impetuosity, from the hated spot, where her proffered love had been scorned, and where her happy rival resided. The man who attended her from Italy had been the valet of Lord Montrevor, from whose service he had passed to that of Vittoria. Being a shrewd fellow, he had acquired much of her confidence, and to him she spoke unreservedly of the baseness of his former master, and made many inquiries respecting Lady Mon- trevor. CONCEALMENT. 187 Filippo was by nature artful, civil, and selfish : a dependant situation had made low cunning and deceit habitual, because profitable, to him ; had taught him to endure, with smothered disgust, the vio- lence of passion, the taunts of peevish- ness and caprice ; in short, had made him proficient in the art of practising upon the weakness of his employers. He seized the first moment, when his mistress's anger was subsiding, to advise her to dismiss her revengeful intentions for the present ; and wait till his lordship was tired of his wife, (an event he was positive, from the fickleness of his cha- racter, would certainly happen,) when she might find means of recalling him, or gratifying her resentment. Vittoria, in despair at the ill success of her plans, felt her love, as well as her pride, se- verely wounded; and was disposed to listen to any suggestions, that offered a probable, though distant, hope of regain- 188 CONCEALMENT. ing the place she had once possessed in Montrevor's affections : yielding there- fore, with many a struggle, she con- sented to retrace her steps, and return to Italy. The zeal displayed by Filippo on this occasion was not, as his mistress ima- gined, wholly disinterested. On entering her service, he had expected to share, as his predecessor had done, in the emolu- ment she derived from her mode of life : but her great retirement, after her ac- quaintance with Lord Montrevor, disap- pointed his hopes ; and he was seeking to better his fortune, when Vittoria determined on a sudden journey to England. Here, he thought, would be a new theatre open to his abilities ; and he con- ceived that, in a country where foreigners were always caressed, a man of his talents could not fail to make his way. Too wise to act rashly, he resolved to await CONCEALMENT. 189 the event of his mistress's attack on Lord Montrevor, while he leisurely looked about for himself. Filippo had, however, the mortification to discover that his advancement was not so certain as he expected ; and he was not displeased at the turn affairs had taken in Devonshire, but employed all his address to induce his mistress to return to her own country, — where there was still residing at Florence an English gen- tleman, who had much wished to succeed Lord Montrevor in Vittoria's good graces; and, as he was immensely rich, Filippo thought that it would be a profitable speculation for himself All his art and address were, therefore, directed to this end; alternately soothing his mistress with hopes of regaining Lord Montrevor's affections, or instigating her to contempt, as it best coincided with her reigning humour. Though Vittoria could not forget, she, by degrees, consented to resign, Mon- 190 CONCEALMENT. trevor, and gave the reins to those avari- cious desires, which iove had for a season interrupted. Filippo, who had artfully acquired unbounded influence over her, had the satisfaction to see her accept the protection and splendid establishment offered by the antiquated Mr. Danford, who handsomely rewarded his services. This unnatural union of youth and age, avarice and licentiousness, cemented by dissimulation on one part, and credulous vanity on the other, continued for several years ; when Mr. Danford, thinking his health permanently improved by the mild air of Italy, returned to England, and was happy in being able to prevail on the charming signora to accompany him. On breathing the English air, Vittoria seemed to re-inhale all her former passion for Lord Montrevor, and she earnestly besought Filippo to obtain every possible information concerning him. In vain did this prudent confidant endeavour to dis- suade her from such dangerous inquiries : CONCEALMENT. 19l her inclinations would submit to no re- straint. Her passion for Lord Montrevor had been opposed, but not conquered, by necessity ; and other views, more sordid and controllable, had succeeded : but, to former difficulties, she now would no longer listen, and she determined to see him once more. To Filippo's slow and wary counsels she did not deign to listen, farther than to assure him, that his discretion and assistance would be useless to her, except they facilitated the attainment of an ob- ject, which she would not relinquish, and in the pursuit of which she was regard- less of every minor consideration. His discernment did not fail him : he well knew this was one of the occasions on which he must bend ; and, judging that the business would be better managed by himself than any one else, he agreed to learn all he could of Lord Montrevor's family ; but seriously cautioned his mis- tress against any imprudence that might 1 192 CONCEALMENT. endanger a situation with which she had so much reason to be satisfied. On this occasion Filippo's self-interest had taken serious alarm, lest he should eventually lose a place more than com- monly lucrative. Caution and secrecy were, however, the only expedients which remained to him ; for he was convinced that it would be both imprudent and use- less to apply any other corrections to the daring disposition and well-known im- petuosity of Vittoria, He was soon able to inform her, that Lord Montrevor was then alone in town ; and she resolved this time not to announce herself, but to take her faithless lover by surprise. This, by the ingenious contrivance of Filippo, was easily effected. The leading feature of Lord Montre- vor's mind, as we have before observed, was extreme inconstancy, not only in his attachments, but in his tastes, pleasures, and transactions of every kind. To this unchecked giant vice, — which, if not CONCEALMENT, 193 registered in the catalogue of the blackest crimes, too often proves equally destruc- tive to the virtue and happiness of man- kind, he had yielded from infancy ; and now that the duties of a husband and fa- ther, with increasing years, demanded from him a consistent mode of action, and a steady conduct, he was a prey to all the fickle desires and extravagancies which had marked his youth. His wife possessed his esteem and admiration ; but, for many years, he had been much confined to her society ; con- sequently, without having the shadow of a fault with which to reproach her, or a wish that she were different, in any re- spect, from what she was, he had, by degrees, become wearied of her and his home ; oppressed with the dull vacancy of the latter, and thoughtlessly insensible of its comforts. Change, though justified by no suffi- cient motives of preference, was abso- lutely necessary to his existence ; and, as K 194 CONCEALMENT. Lady Montrevor, by choice, passed much of her time in the country, — excursions to town, or public places of fashionable re- sort, formed his usual and frequent relax- ations ; and relieved, for a season, the tedium of life. On his return after tliese absences, his wife welcomed him with smiles and good humour : he found his little Caroline grown, and improved ; the weather was fine, and the scenery delight- ful. Or else, in the friendly party assem- bled round tlie cheerful hearth of Arling- ham, he felt conscious of enjoyment he bad not found from home : domestic so- ciety and engagements, rural sports and occupations, every thing was again new ; and therefore resumed, and retained, for a short time, their power of amusing hinj. His wife had now learnt to enjoy these transient hours, as we do the sun-beams on a cold April day, — well knowing they possess but a passing warmth. It was during one of his re-animating excursions to the metropolis that Lord CONCEALMENT, 106 Montrevor, deceived by the contrivance of Filippo, under the pretence of hearing the character of a servant, was one evening shewn into a room, where Vitto- ria, in almost breathless agitation, awaited Mm. Her beauty, to the astonished eyes of Montrevor, appeared more radiant than ever. For a moment he stood motionless with surprise ; the next he seized her ex- tended hand, and was at her feet before he could collect his bewildered senses. Vittoria read her approaching triumph in his expressive countenance, and left no art untried to secure her victim. The moment was favourable to her intenticms : Lord Montrevor had been indulging in convivial excesses at a military mess ; his wife was forgotten, and he consented to continue these meetings while he remain- ed in London. From this time he felt degraded in his own eyes, and uncomfortable when ia the presence of Lady Montrevor ; but he was again enslaved; and, experiencing k2 196 CONCEALMENT. often an excitement, in the company of the lively Italian and her associates, to which he had not lately been accustomed, the society of his family and former friends gradually grew less and less agreeable to him. He was introduced to Mr. Danford, at whose house he be- came a frequent and welcome guest ; , while the constant care and attention, necessary to elude that gentleman's sus- picions, and conceal the disgraceful in- trigue in which he was engaged, served to rivet his chains, by giving perpetual, though guilty, employ to his mind and passions : thus exemplifying the truth of Sir Francis Bacon's observation, that — *' Nuptial love maketh mankind ; friendly love perfecteth it ; but wanton love em^ baseth it,'' CONCEALMENT. 197 CHAPTER XI. "Children have a conscience within them, and it should be awakened early to its duty." watts. "The mental faculties, in different constitutions, display themselves earlier or later, according to some internal orga-r nization, as difficult to be observed as explained by human «agdcity." KNOX. Years now rolled on unmarked by the occurrence of any event at Arlingham, or in its neighbourhood, of any consequence to this history. The education of Caro- line Montrevor, Frederick, and Julia, with that of the little Emma, had, during these years, almost exclusively engaged the time and attention of Lady Mon- trevor and Mr. Dermont; both equally anxious to sow, thus early, the seeds of virtue and knowledge in the minds of these objects of their love. Maternal affection first taught Lady Montrevor to stifle or suspend the considerations of her k3 198 CONCEALMENT. domestic uneasiness ; and compassionate goodness, joined to regard for her bro- ther, induced her to extend her affec- tionate care to his adopted children. Mr. Byngham occasionally lent his aid towards this grand work; but his mind had early been too severely wounded and unstrung, to allow that evenness of tem- per and spirits requisite to the task of instruction. He had, in due time, re- ceived the anxiously expected packet from India ; but in this last hope he w^as again disappointed. Capt. Howard acknowledged having been acquainted w ith Mrs. Lawrence for several years, but had never been able to penetrate the mystery that surrounded her. His first meeting with her had been on-board an Irish packet. Her appa-p rently forlorn situation, her . extreme youth, bad state of health, and great de-p jection, had particularly interested him ; and having, during a voyage of unusual length, had opportunities of shewing her CONCEALMENT, 199 some trifling civilities, he obtained per- mission to escort her to the house of a relation in Westminster. On her arrival, Mrs. Lawrence leaned out of the coach-window, and, in a low voice, asked for some one, whose name he could not distinguish. In answer, she was told, that the gentleman had sold his house, and gone abroad. Mrs. Law- rence was greatly agitated by this news ; and, in the agony of the moment, declared she had not another acquaintance in Eng^ land. Thus destitute, she was easily prevailed on to be introduced to Mrs^, Howard, who received her with kindness^ and took every means of exciting her confidence. But, with deep afflictioii and irresistible ingenuousness, she ift* formed them, that she had lost her hus-i band, and that family circumstances, of a peculiar nature, forbad her being more communicative respecting her connexions* During this visit her pregnancy was dis- covered, and she earnestly entreated to bei k4 200 CONCEALMENT. assisted in procuring a small residence in a remote part of England, where she might live and rear her offspring. To the plan of occupying Mr. Howard's cottage in Cumberland she gladly ac- ceded ; and, as soon as the necessary preparations could be completed, she has- tened to remove thither. Mr. Howard concluded this detail by the highest en- comiums on his deceased friend, whose affecting situation and amiable manners had endeared her to Mrs. Howard ; who, though at first naturally suspicious, gave implicit belief to the truth of Mrs. Law- rence's account of herself. Thus closed every prospect Mr. Byngham had cherished of tracing the parents of the unfortunate twins, intro- duced by him as the orphans of a parti- cular friend, who had died abroad. They had now attained their sixteenth year, and had daily become more dear to his heart, which had never lost the remem- brance of its feelings towards their CONCEALMENT. 201 mother; and most faithfully and affec- tionately had he hitherto performed the sacred promise by which he had cheered her last moments. Frederick (whom we have scarcely yet introduced to the reader as our hero,) was a fine grown boy, whose already graceful form, and dark expressive coun- tenance, gave every promise of manly beauty. A manner naturally retiring, and a pensive cast of features, combined, with his personal attractions and dispo- sition, to render him an object of pecu- liar interest to all who were acquainted with him ; while, by his immediate con- nexions, he was fondly beloved, and by none more than his respected friend Mr. Dermont. This gentleman had been so much pleased with the early display of ability in his young charge, that he determined not to part with him till he had fitted him for the University. Indeed, the attachment between the instructor and k5 202 CONCEALMENT. pupil was like that of father and son. The former had watched, and carefully cherished, in the expanding mind of Frederick, the many seeds of virtue he found already sown : while, with equal vigilance, he sought to detect every la-i- tent propensity to wrong, ere a baleful habit could be contracted. No wonder, then, if the love and reve- rence of such a preceptor, operating on the natural endowments of Frederick, had produced an almost perfect being. Frederick, however, was not perfect. He had already discovered, to the pene- trating eye of Mr. Dermont, as well as to that of his affectionate guardian, a turn of character, which called for the greatest attention. At sixteen bis bosom glowed, with ge- nerous warmth, towards his fellow-crea- tures; and, conscious that every sensation of that bosom was, at least, well-inten- tioned, his soul was open as his counte- nance, and all disguise and concealment CONCEALMENT. ^03^ appeared wholly foreign to hk nature. Frederick had early understood that Julia and himself were totally destitute of natural connexions, and that he had no claims on the affection of their several friends, but such as they voluntarily and benevolently allowed. Hence his tender devotedness to his sister was as unbound- ed as romantic. In every childish sport and contention, he gravely stood forward as her only natural protector and de- fender ; and to contribute, in numberless ways, to her pleasures or amusement, seemed to constitute his chief employ- ment in those hours destined for his re- creation. From the same affectionate source arose his love and gratitude towards Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham ; often recollecting, with conscious pride and satisfaction, that he had never in- curred, from either, one word of serious reproof. When scarcely emerging from child- 204 CONCEALMENT. hood, his heart had been cruelly afflicted by the loss of his mother ; and, as reason gradually enlightened his mind, it brought the early consciousness of an unconnect- ed situation, very different from that of all his young associates. The frequent recurrence of opportunities for making these painful comparisons, engendered, almost in the dawn of life, a disposition to seriousness, and a romantic sensibility, that threatened to mislead or enervate a mind which gave considerable promise of ability. His watchful friends, (parti- cularly Mr. Dermont,) had early noticed ' this baneful tendency, and directed their care to check its progress. Julia we must also more particularly introduce to the reader. The years of childhood had past with her in all the simple happiness which is its usual pre- rogative, scarcely interrupted, but by the loss of her mother ; and all traces of that melancholy event were soon obliterated. When Lady Montrevor married, she CONCEALMENT. 205 had taken from her father's house a fe- male servant, whom her mother had brought from Spain, whither Mr. Byng- ham, senior, had gone on business. Du- ring his residence there, his wife had been attacked with a severe illness ; on which occasion, a Spanish woman had attended her so faithfu%, that Mrs. Byngham had become very partial to her. Ursula (the person in question,) had just lost, by death, a young man, with whom she was on the point of marriage ; and, being her- self attached to Mrs. Byngham, was easily persuaded to quit Spain, and con- tinue in her service. Lady Montrevor highly prized the me- rits of Ursula, who had brought up Caro- line, and cheerfully extended her cares to Edward Byngham and Julia, when they were added to her nursery. Though, in a moment of affliction, when labouring under a severe disap- pointment, life had but few charms, Ursula had consented to leave Spain, — 206 CONCEALMENT. which had been the scene of her hopes and her sorrow ; she still retained an en- thusiastic love of her country, and the most unqualified admiration of all it» customs, ceremonies, and superstitions. She had been born and educated in the family of a noble Castilian, — in the recol- lection and praise of whose whole gene- ration her memory never failed, nor her tongue ever tired. Possessing an inexhaustible store of old Spanish ro- mances and legends, it was her delight to retail them to her young auditors, as soon as they were of an age, even partially, to understand her tales of wonder. The commanding hauteur and stately noble carriage of Don Lerma dc Soria, her for- mer master ; tlie height, beauty, and sweetness, of Donna Isabella, his w ife ; the immense size of the castle in which she liad herself been born ; and the incre- dible number of domestics maintained by the hidalgo in Old Castile, — were always to her subjects of inexhaustible delight.* CONCEALMENT. 207? Of Don Lerma de Soria's ancestors she had also much to tell. How many had died fighting against the Moors; how many others had been victorious, or lost their lives, in tournaments, in the pre- sence of their mistresses. Then the la- dies came in, also, for their sliare of celebrity. Long stories often described whole years of imprisonment and starva- tion, experienced from the cruelty and jealousy of fathers and husbands ; during which the extreme of heroism, fortitude, and constancy, was uniformly displayed. At another time the heroine of the fable was some dauntless amazon, who follow- ed her lover to the Holy Wars in disguise; fouglit by his side ; and, undiscovered, readied her home when all was over ; and had only, as a reward for her perilous labours, the consciousness of sharing with her beloved the dangers of war, and of having, perhaps, by her vigilant activity, warded from his heart the meditated Wow. Or else, the virgin warrior, after 208 CONCEALMENT. prodigies of valour, received in her own breast the wound aimed at her lover, and expired at his feet, whispering her name, and entreating the now frantic cavalier w^ould see that due respect was paid to her remains. Such were the stories with which the opening minds of Miss Montrevor and Julia were frequently greeted. To the former they gave but a very mixed kind of amusement, — terror often inducing her to hurry away, leaving the sequel un- heard : but Julia would sit listening for hours untired; while her whole person remained motionless, her eyes fixed, her mouth a little opened, and her attention and understanding: stretched to their ut- most extent, to hear, over and over again, these ever new, and ever delightful, details. By degrees, these chivalrous and ro- mantic relations became the sole subjects on which she would hear Ursula talk, and she early acquired, from the delighted CONCEALMENT. 209 ntirse, sufficient acquaintance with the Spanish language to enable her to read, with her assistance, many of the most extravagant romances, which had long been old, even in the youthful days of Ursula. This ill-judging instructor seemed to retrace those days while talking to her young favourite, — whose lively imagina- tion it was her delight to see heated by the romantic enthusiasm of the Spanish writers. Julia was tall for her age, and the ingenious fancy and partiality of Ur- sula led her to discover a slight simila- rity in her countenance to Donna Isa- bella, except that the latter possessed more habitual sweetness of expression ; so that Julia, when she looked proud, she said, made her think more of Don Lerma. These comparisons never failed to delight Julia; who had not yet re- marked, that every thing, and everybody, who happened to please Ursula, imme- diately, in her imagination, bore some 210 CONCEALMENT, resemblance to Spain, or her Spanish friends. Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham were not sufficiently aware of the mis- chievous tendency of Ursula's conversa- tions and instructions, having contented themselves with strictly forbidding her ever to converse with the children on the subject of religion. They were well pleased that Julia should be gratified in her wish to learn Spanish ; and they had often been entertained by seeing the dig- nified gravity with which, taught by Ursula, and assisted by a well-plumed hat and Spanish cloak, Julia personated the Castilian cavalier, and even the seri- ous pompous hidalgo himself. Thus unchecked, the mind of Julia, by the time she had attained her sixteenth year, had acquired a romantic character, which frequently exposed her to the good-humoured ridicule of Edward Byng- ham and Caroline ; while Frederick af- fectionately joined with Mr. Byngham CONCEALMENT, 211 and Lady Montrevor in gently endeavour- ing to repress an exuberance of spirits, and a too lively imagination. They also sought to check in her an occasional expression of haughtiness in her carriage and manner, which did not do justice to her heart. To the natural or acquired defects that marked the unfolding mind of our Julia, one might also be added, not so visible to the eye of her instructors, and consequently more likely to remain un- corrected ; namely, a degree of indepen- dence of character, which, however com- mendable in the other sex, is a most dangerous trait in the mind of a young wonian. The origin of this sentiment, we (to whom the earliest emotions of Julia's heart were known) can trace to a memorable lesson given by Mr. Dermont to Frederick, when his sister was present, and they were both but little more than children. 'J You cannot, my dear boy,'* said this 212 CONCEALMENT. excellent man, " accustom yourself too early to examine closely, not only your every word and action, but also the se- cret springs and motives of those words and actions. Learn even now to descend into your own heart at the close of every day, and, shutting out the world, call yourself to a strict and impartial account for all that is past since the morning. In the silence of that sacred hour, the still small voice of conscience will easily be heard. The praise and censure of your friends, or even of the whole world, will then be of little avail. By the decision of the judge self-enthroned in your bosom, you must abide. If there condemned, nothing is left you but repentance, repa- ration, if in your power, and firm reso- lutions to do wrong no more. But if, during this scrutiny of your actions and intentions, your heart acquits you, forti- fied by that surest of all testimonies, the censure or approbation of others, will be indiiferent to you; and, nobly rising CONCEALMENT. 213 above the opinions of mankind, you will despise the false judgment they may be led to form of your actions, from igno- rance of your motives. In the approba- tion of heaven and your conscience, vir- tue will ever find the reward which an ill-judging world may refuse ; for, ' If our own heart condemn u^ not, then have we confidence towards God.' " In this manner did this worthy pre- ceptor endeavour to kindle in the ductile mind of youth, the steady fiame of virtue, which had through life burnt in his own bosom, and shown in his intercourse with mankind. To Mr. Dermont might in- deed, with strict justice, be applied these beautiful lines of Cowper : " His eye was meek and gentle, and a smile Played on his lips; and in his speech was heard Paternal sweetness, dignity, and love; The occupation dearest to his heart Was to encourage goodness. He would stroke The head of modest and ingenuous worth, That blushed at its own praise ; and press the youth Close to his side that pleased him." 214 CONCEALMENT. How frail and how perverse is human nature ! Little did Mr. Dermont suspect that instructions, dictated by such pure and warm benevolence, could produce any but kindred dispositions. Yet so it unfortunately proved. While the soul of Frederick, which, by judicious and constant culture, had soared far beyond the age of childhood, received these instructive invigorating truths with the happiest effects ; in that of Julia they mixed with seeds of error, that, spring- ing up, choked and impeded the growth of reason and virtue. Julia had been on the above occasion a most attentive listener ; and, young as she was, her already ardent mind and prematurely heated imagination, caught, and stopped short, at some words con- veying sentiments congenial to her ill- directed feelings. Imperfect as her com- prehension of the subject was, she yet collected materials on which to graft an CONCEALMENT. 215^ erroneous principle of action ; and, if she did not daily subject her conduct to the examination suggested by her respected friend, she certainly from that day seldom experienced reproof or censure, from her friends, that she did not most diligently apply herself to consider if she had not intended to act rightly. When then she discovered (which was very easy for so partial an examiner to do) that her in- tention had not been to do wrong, and that her motives had been misconstrued, she would recollect Mr. Dermont's words, and proudly cherish the persuasion, that, as her heart did not condemn her, all must be right ; an idea fraught with much danger for a character, in which enthusiasm and a romantic turn were already visible. Still, however, with all her faults, Julia Lawrence was, in every respect, a very lovely girl. Her personal attrac- tions were highly captivating, and every charm of the most expressive countenance, 216 CONCEALMENT. was heightened by a vivacity of charac- ter, which could not but increase the love of her friends, though her thought- less volatility occasionally awakened their fears. Towards Mr. Byngham and his sister, who had so ably replaced a mother^s care, Julia's heart beat with love and gratitude ; and, whenever she inadvert- ently incurred their disapprobation, (which was not unfrequently the case,) her grief, like every other affection, was violent till reinstated in their favour. To the more than fraternal affection of her brother, she answered with corre- »ponding warmth, overlooking up to him with tender deference, as her dear and only relative, and the indulgent monitor from whose superior sense and judgment, she had much to learn and nothino; to fear. There were few femala accom- plishments in which Julia did not greatly excel, but such was her dislike to all re- straint and application, that she was CONCEALMENT. 217 much more indebted for many of those accompUshments to the persevering attention of her instructress, and her natural abilities, than to any continued efforts of her own. In a heart and disposition such as we have described, it will easily be ima- gined there existed much lively friendship towards Caroline, though there was but little similarity in their characters. In Miss Montrevor a form of delicate sym- metry was united to a face of much beauty. Her attachment to Julia Law- rence was considerable, but partaking of her natural character, which was of a graver cast than that of her friend. Often was she rallied for this gravity by Julia, whose liveliness she, in her turn, attempt- ed to restrain ; and, being much more her senior in steadiness than in age, would sometimes venture to remonstrate on her want of reflection. These friendly representations were always received by Julia with affected seriousness and real 2l8 CONCEALMENT. good-humour ; and, if they availed but little towards her amendment, they never excited a moment's anger, or vreakened, in the slightest degree, the tenderness vrhich had subsisted between them from their first meeting. In fine, Julia's dis- position and temper were formed to secure to her the hearts of all who knew her. Deservedly, then, was she beloved by her kind guardian and his sister ; who, while they admired the lively sensibility and generous warmth that marked her character, felt apprehensive lest she might one day suffer from the indulgence of qualities that now appeared both graceful and amiable. CONCEALMENT. 219 CHAPTER XII. You have often Begun to tell me what I am, but stopt And left me to a bootless inquisition." SHAKESPEARE. Edward Byngham (as Lady Montrevor had foretold,) improved in health and personal appearance ; but, with respect to his mental acquirements, his father experienced considerable disappointment. Edward's capacity was, in truth, by no means above mediocrity ; but, apparently with a view to remedy any deficiency in intellect, Nature seemed to have instilled into his mind, even at a very early age, an unusual share of cunning and cir- cumspection. With a constitutional cheerfulness, and apparent good temper, he was enabled effectually to conceal the mean selfishness and unamiable passions l2 220 CONCEALMENT, of his mind. About the age when we are led to believe that the heart and un- derstanding receive their first, and often most indelible, impressions, the son of Mr. Byngham w^as, from a combination of unfortunate circumstances, deprived of that attention only to be found in a mo- ther's care ; for even a father's watchful- ness is scarcely equal to the task. Mrs. Byngham had neither ability, virtue, or inclination, for the undertaking ; and her husband was either too young to under- stand the importance of those early days, or too uncomfortable himself to feel cou- rage sufficient for the necessary exertion. Edward was, therefore, sent to school, — where every care was taken of his health and safety ; a few hours of the day he spent in thumbing his book, and the rest were yielded up to himself to be got rid of in the best manner the child was able. No intelligent friend was there to meet the expanding idea, gratify the infantine inquiry, or correct the erroneous concep- CONCEALMENT. 221 tions. No wonder, then, if, under such circumstances, the mind long remains a blank; and happy would it be for the possessor, if the evil consisted only in the temporary privation of knowledge and virtue ; but, unfortunately, the activity of the human intellect cannot be long sus- pended, and will infallibly take a wrong direction, if unchecked by the restraints of early and judicious culture; and the seeds of vice, sown at this time, too often take root, and, in after-days, shoot out into plants of poisonous growth. W4 should be sorry to believe that the diseases of the mind are entailed upon posterity as frequently as those of the body ; but it is more than probable, that Edward Byngham owed some of the un- amiable dispositions of his mind to the want of virtuous principles and steadiness of character in his mother. We have, however, no hesitation in thinking, that, had Mr. Byngham taken his son under his own control, on his separation from l3 . fi22 CONCEALMENT. his wife, precept and example might have corrected the evil tendencies of nature. But, as it was, Edward, comparatively neglected, (for he was only with Lady Montrevor at the time of the holidays,) imbibed or strengthened those faults and disposition, which it was afterwards more easy to conceal than amend. When first the little twins became known to him, he experienced all the pleasure of his age, at having companions in his amusements when at home. But it was not long before his heart felt the gnaw- ing pang of envy. His father, Lady Montrevor, Mr. Dermont, and even his cousin Caroline, loved Frederick Law- rence, and he began to fear he would soon be preferred to himself. Still, how- ever, it was only a childish sensation, which might have been subdued, had it been observed : but, already ashamed of the sentiment, Edward checked the ap- pearance of it; and thus, like a slow kindling fire, it gathered strength with CONCEALMENT. 223 his years, and the increasing merit of its object. Frederick's good quaUties were, how- ever, not of an overbearing nature ; and his unassuming nature, and total absence of every selfish feeling, constantly excited a prejudice in his favour, — from which even Edward, who often eyed him as a successful rival, could not always defend himself. Of Julia, Edward felt no jea- lousy ; and he therefore yielded, without reservation, to those agreeable sensations which her lively qualities inspired. Caroline and Edward had from child- hood been much attached to each other, and had thus gradually excited in their parents the wish of seeing them, here- after, still more closely united. This wish. Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham, however, carefully concealed from the young people concerned ; that they might not be induced to think it was intended to exert any undue influence over their inclinations. To Lord Montrevor, Mr. l4 224 CONCEALMENT. Byngham had once slightly alluded to such a connexion ; and, as at that time his lordship had a pressing occasion for Mr. Byngham 's assistance, in settling a debt contracted at the gaming-table, he assured him, without entering into parti- culars, that any arrangement, calculated to strengthen a friendship he so much valued, would be certain of his concur- rence. Sheltered, instructed, beloved, by the several friends we have described, and enjoying many advantages from rather a populous neighbourhood, our orphan- twins attained their eighteenth year. To this period Julia had long looked for- ward with considerable impatience; as, till that time, she was not permitted to appear in those parties, both at Arling- ham and in the neighbourhood, where Miss Montrevor had, some time before, made her debut - On these mortifying occasions, Julia .generally paid a visit to Miss Huntley, CONCEALMENT. 225 whose utmost stretch of invention and kindness could not always succeed in making the former forget that Caroline, though but a year older than herself, was enjoying those pleasures which fancy painted in such glowing colours. Miss Huntley, though many years older than Julia, was still young enough to enter into her feelings ; and was thus enabled to console, while she instructed. At the age of fourteen, this young woman had nearly fallen a victim to her mother's prejudice against inoculation. She was seized with the small-pox ; from which, after a severe struggle, she recovered, but with the loss of much of her former beauty. With a mind already well in*- formed, and an amiable disposition, she lamented this misfortune far less than her parents ; particularly her mother, who never ceased to accuse herself as the cause of the sad alteration in the appear- ance of her daughter. From that time. Miss Huntley, with l6 226 CONCEALMENT. good sense and fortitude, applied herself to the cultivation of her mind; which was soon stored with more than common female knowledge, and many desirable accomplishments. The vicinity of Brook-^ dale Parsonage (Mr. Huntley's resi- dence,) to Arlingham, produced the most friendly intimacy between the two fami- lies. Indeed, Lady Montrevor enter- tained for Miss Huntley the sincerest regard, and had often been obliged by her assistance in the education of her daughter and Julia, who considered Miss Huntley as a friend whose virtues and manners they could not too closely imitate. The impatience of Julia to mix in ge- neral company met with a trying check, just as she was on the point of having her wishes gratified. Lady Montrevor was suddenly attacked by a lingering nervous illness, that for nearly a year in- capacitated her for all society, — except- ing that of her family, and a few intimate CONCEALMENT. 22t friends. The disappointment of our he- roine was, however, soon forgotten in her anxiety respecting the amiable woman whom she so tenderly loved ; and, in lieu of seeking her own amusement, her most cheerful study, during this season of se- clusion, was how she could make herself and her talents of service to Lady Mon- trevor ; while the latter sought to render this unavoidable retirement as profitable to her daughter and Julia as was possi- ble, by her instructions. At the commencement of this illness, Lord Montrevor experienced the greatest uneasiness, and his attention to his wife was affectionate and unremitting; but soon, with his natural instability, these attentions and restraints became irksome to him, and he gradually resumed his usual habits. The time was now approaching when Frederick was to accompany young Byngham to Oxford, and commence his 228 CONCEALMENT. residence at the University, previous to his study of the law, — a profession for which he had decided. Frederick and his sister had, at an early age, expressed a natural curiosity on the subject of their parents; which Mr. Byngham had partly evaded : telling them, simply, that their mother was his particular friend, that she had married abroad, and became a widow before their birth. As Frederick grew older, this general information was by no means sufficiently satisfactory ; and he sought, by repeated inquiries, to obtain further particulars respecting his family. At length Mr. Byngham was obliged to acknowledge, that of Mr. Lawrence he had never known more than his name ; that he had accidentally become acquainted with Mrs. Lawrence after the death of her husband, — when her character and vir- tues had commanded his admiration and CONCEALMENT. 229 friendship; that he had been with her in her dying hour, and had accepted the guardianship of her children. These communications, extorted from Mr. Byngham, and made with consider- able agitation and confusion, struck Fre- derick very forcibly; and, feeling indefinite suspicions rising in his mind, he hastened to question his friend and instructor, on a subject which had hitherto disappointed his most anxious inquiries. Mr. Der- mont, easily reading in our hero's coun- tenance his perturbation, judged this w^as not a favourable time for the unreserved disclosure, which Lady Montrevor, Mr. Byngham, and himself, had always con- sidered would be unavoidable when Frederick's years and judgment w^ere more matured. Still, therefore, wishing to spare his feelings, and delay an expla- nation, which, — being involved in much mystery, and so many suspicious appear- ances, — could not fail to harass his mind, Mr. Dermont endeavoured gently to check 230 CONCEALMENT. his awakened curiosity. Wliile, then, he avoided all misrepresentations, he spoke with such deliberation and apparent open- ness of Mrs. Lawrence, of Mr. Byngham's steady friendship for her, and of that gentleman's paternal affection for her children, that his pupil's unsettled suspi- cions were, for the time, wholly lost in the warmth of gratitude and regard for the man who had protected his own and Julia's infancy. These sentiments were, indeed, deeply impressed on his mind ; but still the anxious desire to discover some family connexion or natural tie recurred: till, remarking that even the most trifling questions from himself and Julia, on the subject, were answered w^ith seeming mystery and hesitation, he felt a dr^ad of secret misfortune, and resolved to postpone all farther inquiries, till he had reached an age when his friends would themselves confess he had a right to de- mand all thje information in their power CONCEALMENT. 231 to give. In the mean time, he carefully concealed from his sister a subject that so often occupied his thoughts, and which, from its nature and interest, was not calculated to restrain the wanderings of his imagination, and, consequently, often bewildered him in useless con- jectures. Happy and unsuspecting, thoughtless and high-spirited, Julia, pre-occupied with the amusements of the present hour, had perceived nothing extraordinary in the account that had been given her of a father she had never known, and a mo- ther she had long ceased to remember ; and, when she occasionally asked any questions relative to them, the answers she received had but little interest for her. She was, indeed, fully content with the present. The endearments of kin- dred were supplied to her by the kind circle with which she was surrounded, and she felt no disappointments but those which were light and of momentary du- 232 CONCEALMENT. ration : dreading no evils, and even un- conscious of their existence, she enjoyed life with its new and smiling prospects, and hesitated not to deck it in the gay colours of youthful imagination. Thus the embarrassment of Lady Montrevor or her brother, on such occasions, if it existed, had ever escaped her notice ; a circumstance highly pleasing to Frede- rick, whose affectionate heart was most anxious to guard that of his sister from every approach to disquiet or unhap- piness. Zealous for the improvement of his promising pupil, Mr. Dermont had re- solved to keep him as long as possible under his own eye: but Frederick looked forward w^ith much satisfaction to his removal to college, as he already felt very desirous of qualifying himself to enter on a profession in which he hoped to dis- tinguish himself, and gratify those friends, particularly Mr. Dermont, who had so ably assisted his studies. Still the CONCEALMENT. 233 thought of parting, though only for a few months, from Julia, was a cause of the most painful sensations. Lady Montrevor was at length happily restored to health; and it was settled that Julia should be formally introduced at a ball the Earl of Ashmore was to give to the neighbourhood, in honour of his son's birth-day : and Lord Carlmaine was expected in Devonshire, after an absence of three years, spent on the Con- tinent, with his cousin Mr. Selwyn. The return of these young men was a subject of great satisfaction to the youthful part of the family at Arlingham, as well as to their noble relatives at Brookdale. Julia lono-ed to see what alteration foreio:n air had produced on the travellers. Lord Carlmaine, she had no doubt, would be more agreeable than ever ; but she prog- nosticated, that neither Paris nor Flo- rence would improve the cold, impene- trable, serious Selwyn. *'At least," said she to Caroline, *^I 234 CONCEALMENT. hope he will have learnt to dress a little better.— Do you remember how like a quaker's his clothes were made, and how he used to laugh at Edward about the little wooden man his tailor sent him, equipped in the last new fashion ]" *^ Yes," said Caroline ; ** I recollect he took much pains to check Edward's attention to dress. It was kindly meant, and so were the lectures he sometimes read a certain giddy girl." "True: he was occasionally seized with the odd fancy of forming me after his own solemn model ; but, I believe, he gave up the enterprise in despair before he left Devonshire. To console him, however, he will find my brother has improved so much by his lessons during his absence, that he is grown almost dismal. But now, dear Caroline, let us speak of your cousin : why did he not come home last week with his father ]" "Lord Carlmaine and Mr. Selwyn prevailed on him to wait for them, as CONCEALMENT, 235 they wished to spend a short time in town before they came down here ; and Edward, you know, has no objection to a Httle London gaiety." " Well, you are very reasonable in all your affections ; and I hope, if ever I am in love, I shall behave as prettily : but I beg your pardon, my dear, I remember you told me, the other day, there was no- thing serious between yotl and Edward." Miss Montrevor, in the assertion Julia alluded to, deceived either herself or her friend. Her heart was certainly attach- ed, in a serious degree, to her cousin ; to whose selfishness of disposition, and real want of energy of character, she was wholly blind : particularly, as he had always shewn a marked preference for her, which fully sanctioned and encou- raged her own wishes, as well as those of Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham, 286 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER Xin. ** He is all warmth, all amiable fire, All quick heroic ardour! temper'd soft With gentleness of heart and manly reason." THOMSON. To the approaching entertainment at Brookdale, the whole of the surrounding neighbourhood was invited : Lady Elea- nor Carlmaine having determined to welcome the return of a nephew she idolized with the greatest eclat ; and she was gratified at learning, that on^ of the Miss Thorntons, with Miss Lawrence, and several other young ladies^ would, from that night, date their introduction into life. By none of these fair expectants were the pleasures of the evening so impa- tiently anticipated as by Julia. At her solicitation, the arrangement of her own CONCEALMENT. 237 and Miss Montrevor's dress, (which it was agreed should correspond,) was en- trusted to her taste ; and, for the first time in her life, she sat down seriously to study what would be most elegant and becoming. Ursula, by the means already described, had established with our heroine a great reputation for taste and imagination; and the result of two whole days' close confine- ment was an ancient splendid Spanish cos- tume, in which Julia, half delighted and half ashamed, appeared before her friends. To her it was, indeed, singularly be- coming, but was condemned by Lady Montrevor, — who reminded her, that she was not going to a masquerade; and Caroline said, she should not be able to walk, much less dance, in such a cum- brous dress. Julia would now willingly have resigned a self-imposed task ; de- claring, she should like any drass her friend would fix on: but to this Caroline 238 CONCEALMENT. would not consent; and Ursula was again consulted. Many new experiments were made ; till at length, wearied with the study, she fixed on a silver-sprigged muslin, which Mr. Byngham had lately given to his niece and herself. Thus was this im- portant affair settled to the satisfac- tion of all parties : Julia protesting, she would never again attempt to fancy a ball dress. "You have, indeed, my dear," said Lady Montrevor, "given yourself a world pf unnecessary trouble, from the mistaken idea that, what is generally understood h^ fancy was necessary on this occasion. You sought to produce, for Caroline and yourself, an effect, — from which, had you even succeeded, you would have lost much more than you could possibly have gained. You are neither of you vain, or improperly fond of dress : why, then, so slander yourselves as to proclaim, to a CONCEALMENT. 239 numerous assembly, that your imagina- tion has been racked, and your time consumed, in so unprofitable a manner 1 Let your taste in dress, as in every thing else, be chaste, and exercised with mo- desty and moderation ; and never seek to acquire distinction by such humiliating means. Your art, on these occasions, ought to consist in avoiding the extremes of affected negligence, and of studied ornament. No precise rules can be given : the delicate perception of a well- cultivated mind, — which is taste, — must direct you." A hasty flush of momentary resentment suffused the countenance of Julia; for she thought the reproof too severe : but her sense and love for Lady Montrevor immediately suppressed the rising dissa- tisfaction ; and, kissing her instructress, she thanked her for the kind admonition, and promised she would redouble her efforts to form her taste on all subjects according to her directions. Lady Mon- 240 CONCEALMENT. trevor affectionately pressed her and Caroline to her bosom, saying, they were equally dear to her, and that she had no doubt they would both justify her affection. Lady Montrevor was perfectly sincere in these professions of her regard. No selfish jealousy combated in her mind the affection that years had increased for the interesting orphan, for whose early esta- blishment she was particularly anxious. From a minute study of Julia's heart and character, she had discovered great sen- sibility and vivacity ; which, united with an independence and haughtiness of spi- rit, she was inclined to fear might, under her peculiar circumstances, be the source of disappointments and misfortunes, un- less the warmth of her affections were early concentrated in the duties of a wedded life. Much did she, therefore, wish, that the uncommon grace and beauty of her person, and the attractions of her mind, CONCEALMENT. 241 might happily fix the attention of some estimable man, whom a knowledge of the virtues of her heart could not fail to attach. These, also, were the views of Mr. Byngham ; who anxiously looked forward to the period, when, having re- signed her to the love and protection of a man of worth and character, he might congratulate himself on having effectually secured her against the possibility of ex- periencing similar misfortunes to those of which her mother appeared to have been the victim. Partly, perhaps, from her great resemblance to that mother, and partly from her own engaging man- ners, Julia had become daily more dear to his heart ; and no father ever watched with more solicitude over the improve- ments and welfare of a beloved child, than he did over this daughter of his adoption. Nor was the interest he felt for Fre- derick less parental, though perhaps somewhat less tender ; and he was fully M 242 CONCEALMENT. resolved to spare neither exertion nor money to further his success in the pro- fession he had chosen. Lord Montrevor was at this time at Arlingham, having been accompanied from town by several of his gay asso- ciates. Without such guests he, indeed, seldom visited Devonshire ; having pre- served, amidst a hfe of general dissipa- tion and Hcentiousness, sufficient remains of virtuous feeling to induce him to avoid, as much as possible, being alone with the woman, whose happiness he was conscious he had destroyed ; and whose virtues, while they bitterly, though ta- citly, reproached him, he still admired and respected. On the appearance of Miss Montrevor and Julia in the drawing-room previous to their departure for Brookdale, they drew forth, from Lord Montrevor's friends, the most flattering expressions of admiration. Lady Montrevor's maternal pride and CONCEALMENT. 243 affection were much gratified on remark- ing the undisguised deHght with which her husband led his daughter to a seat ; saying, in a whisper to his wife, *' Upon my soul, Charlotte, I think our Caroline grown almost handsome during my absence." "The pleasure of seeing you may add much to her good looks," said Lady Mon- trevor, as, for a moment, she cherished the hope, that affection for an only child might possibly again render his home attractive. But this virtuous sufferer had yet to learn, that, if the warmth of social affections is chilled, and the ties of kindred loosened by the indulgence of any one evil pro- pensity ; the life of a libertine and game- ster extinguishes and severs them for ever. Self gradually becomes the idol to which every generous feeling and spark of early virtue are sacrificed, and all re- gard to the happiness and interest of others is lost in the pursuit of gratifica- tions, which are forced by custom upon m2 244 CONCEALMENT. the palled appetite, — wearied with the fruitless endeavour of renewing that short-lived, licentious pleasure, which first accompanied them. To this fatal acme of guilt, Lord Mon- trevor was making but too rapid strides ; and, while the fond mother was enjoying the approving smiles Caroline received from her father, that degenerate father was anticipating for her some conquest of importance, which might add to his consequence, and assist his increasing necessities. Equally, therefore, regardless of his daughter's happiness, and the views re- specting young Byngham, which he had, hitherto, appeared to sanction, he deter- mined to bestow her on the first man of distinction likely to answer his purpose. It may appear strange, that, with these plans. Lord Montrevor should have per- mitted Julia (who might be a formidable rival, and defeat his hopes,) to accom- pany his daughter on public occasions : CONCEALMENT. 245 but he was very largely indebted to Mr. Byngham for various pecuniary accom- modations, and, as he was aware it would never be in his power to cancel these debts, he was willing to pay him in attentions he knew would be highly valued. The influence of these conside- rations was also increased by the en- gaging qualities of Julia, and by the great partiality which her fascinating manners and playful vivacity excited. When the carriages were announced, and Edward Byngham had already taken the hand of his cousin, Julia remarked that Frederick was to have joined the party at Arlingham before dinner; and still he was not yet come. Mr. Byngham now made inquiries of Edward, who said Frederick and he had spent much of the morning together ; and that he had left him, some hours before dinner, to write out a piece of music for his sister. The servants were then questioned ; but no one had seen him since two o'clock^ M 3 246 CONCEALMENT. when he had been observed writing in a temple, at some distance from the house. Lord Montrevor said, he supposed Fre- derick must have returned home to dress, and proposed that the party should pro- ceed to Brookdale, whither he would follow with Mr. Byngham. To this Lady Montrevor would have consented ; but, casting her eyes on Julia, she per- ceived, from her varying colour, that she was much agitated. *'Why are you alarmed, my dearl" said she, approach- ing, and in a low voice: '' Frederick will certainly be here very soon, and we will not go till he comes." ^' Dear madam, I am not alarmed : but he promised to be with me this first night ; and I feel — I think — I could enjoy nothing without him. He is, you know, my only relation ; and he has thought so much of my introduction." As she uttered these words, tears of sensibility and affection glistened in her eyes; but they were at that moment CONCEALMENT. 247 arrested by the voice of Frederick, who, making a hasty apology to Lady Mon- trevor, seized, with tremulous grasp, the hand of his sister, and, having placed her in the carriage with her protectress, took his seat in that of Mr. Byngham, and the whole party proceeded to Brookdale. Julia was now again all happiness, ifevery shade of uneasiness had passed from her brow, and she amused her friends with enumerating the conquests she in- tended to make that evening, little sus- pecting the wretched state of mind under which her brother laboured ; the cause of which we will explain, while our party are journeying towards the gay scenes of Brookdale. On parting in the morning with young Byngham, Frederick had withdrawn to a gothic temple, thickly covered with ivy, in a retired part of the grounds ; where he had often spent many studious hoursf, uninterrupted, and where he now sat down to copy a favourite air for Julia. m4 248 CONCEALMENT. He had not long been thus employed^ when the following words, uttered by Mr. Byngham, caught his hear : — "I am aware that the sensibility of Frederick will be cruelly wounded ; but do you not think he should be made acquainted with all we know of his unhappy mother be- fore he goes to college?" In a moment Frederick's every faculty became arrested. Curiosity, — acute, ago- nizing, — quickly silenced his natural sense of delicacy and honour ; which, on every other occasion, would instantly have prompted him to discover himself. He sat fixed as a statue, fearing that the slightest movement would deprive him of the information he tremblingly believed within his reach, and his very respiration became suspended. Mr. Bynghaui and Lady Montrevor now seated themselves on a bench at the entrance of the building, immediately un- der the open window, against which Fre- derick pressed his beating temples. CONCEALMENT. 249 *^ Yes," said Lady Montrevor, after a pause : *^ I agree with you ; let him be told all we know of Mrs. Lawrence : but, if possible, conceal for ever, both from him and Julia, what you must confess appear well founded suspicions against her character. Time, while it has abated the warmer feelings of your heart, must by reflection have strengthened in you, as in Mr. Dermont and me, the belief, that these poor children are the offspring of some unfortunate connexion, which deprives them of a father's name." " Julia, I think, we could manage, so as to spare her useless regrets and un- happiness;" rejoined Mr. Byngham. '^But I know not how to defend our melancholy secret from the inquiries and penetration of her brother. Mr. Dermont must here assist us." At this period of the conversation, a servant came in search of Mr. Byngham with letters ; and he withdrew, with Lady Montrevor, to the house. M 5 250 CONCEALMENT. Frederick remained, some moments after their departure, immoveable, and gasping for breath. Then, clasping his hands in silent anguish, tears of shame and deep affliction rolled down his burn- ing cheeks. Regaining, at length, the power of utterance, he exclaimed, pas- sionately striking his clenched fist against his forehead, — ''My very worst fears are then confirmed : shame presided at my birth, and will hang through life, as an ignominious clog, around my neck, and check my brightest prospects. A dis- graceful badge for every finger to point at : a black opprobrious stain, never to be effaced. Oh, shame! which tlie grave alone can shroud." He now sunk back on a seat, over- powered by the violence of his feelings : the next moment, starting up, he cried, «« And Julia, too, must share this load of shame our mother has bequeathed us. How will her lofty spirit bear the taunt, t)r still more cutting whisper, of the CONCEALMENT. 25l scornful. Oh ! the pride of innate virtue will never support her. She w^ill sink under this blow. Her vivacity will be struck as by a sudden blast; and her heart, — oh ! yes, her proud, generous, affectionate heart, will surely break." Rushing into the air, with the impe- tuosity of passionate grief, he J?truck into an adjoining wood ; where he was long agitated by new and poignant affliction, wholly unable to fix, for a moment, the numerous purposes that thronged in his imagination, and bewildered his mind. At length, with something like me- thod, he began ftlowly to arrange his ideas. His first determination was im- mediately to inform Mr. Byngham by what accident he had overheard the late conversation between him and Lady Montrevor ; and to demand a full expla- nation of what had then been said of his mother, and to conjure him no longer to deceive him. As he vras hastily returning to the 252 CONCEALMENT. house, he recollected the large party he was that day to meet at Lord Mon- trevor's table, and the engagement in the evening. Feeling how ill-timed his ap- plication to Mr. Byngham would now be, and how unfit he himself was to mix with society, he hastened again to seek the concealment of the wood. While, with disordered steps, he walked forward, his mind w^as racked by various schemes for his future life. To his heated, unsettled imagination, the army seemed to offer the readiest and most agreeable mode of glossing over the stigma of his birth ; and he resolved there to court distinction and success. His spirit, roused by despair, disdained the slow and laborious means by which, in his youthful dreams of ambition, he had reckoned upon ascending to profes- sional eminence. No: he would rush to battle. His trusty sword, when once familiar to his hand, would never deceive him. With CONCEALMENT. 253 that he would carve his fortune, and work his way to glory ; and when, after a few short years of toil and danger, he had reached the high pinnacle of renown, who would dare to whisper that his birth was base ! It was thus, with the characteristic impetuosity of enthusiastic, high-minded youth, he anticipated and grasped in idea the well-earned honours of a life of me- ritorious service ; without considering the slow and painful steps that must lead to the temple of Fame. On her success- ful votaries his imagination solely fixed ; and difficulties, disappointments, and even lingering time, sunk beneath the ardent impulses of an uncontrolled ambition. To stop, however, this tide of visi- onary enthusiasm, the image of his de- serted sister arose to his mind ; and he exclaimed, — ^^ And, if I fall — oh Julia! where will you find one to protect and love you as I do ? I, to whom you are the only tie in life/' 254 CONCEALMENT. Connected with the idea of Julia, how came the recollection of her present anxiety and disappointment, if he failed to attend her, as he had most gladly pro- mised, to Lord Ashmore's, on this her first introduction. He found the hour of dinner had long passed, and the one fixed for their setting- out for Brookdale nearly arrived. Re- gardless of his own feelings, he hurried to the house ; and, having gained the apartment usually assigned him, was soon ready to join the party, who so anxiously waited his arrival. While dressing, he had determined to conceal from Julia all he already knew, or might learn, calculated to wound her peace ; which, in this hour of deeply awakened tenderness, he felt henceforth would be far dearer to him than his own. For her loved sake, he also strug- gled to regain some degree of compo- sure ; and, though he was unable to exchange the flushed appearance of his CONCEALMENT. 256 countenance, the hurry of his looks, and agitation of his manner, for his usual calmness, — the immediate departure, which took place after his entrance, was in his favour ; and he escaped all parti- cular observation. Even Mr. Byngham, who had been rather displeased at his ill-timed ab- sence, allowed it to pass unnoticed ; his own mind, during the drive to Brook- dale, having reverted to scenes long since past, — which Julia's striking resemblance to her mother had this day recalled more forcibly than ever. His late conversation with Lady Montrevor also engrossed much of his reflections : so that our hero had leisure to collect his scattered thoughts, by a manly effort repress his feelings, and acquire sufficient calmness to appear in the group to which they were hastening, though so uncongenial to the present state of his mind. 256 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER XIV. " The sprightly fiddle, and the sounding lyre, Each youthful hreast with gen'rous warmth inspire ; Fraujiht with all joys, the blissfs!! moments fly, While music melts the ear, and beauty charms the eye. DODSLE\. At length the moment, so often antici- pated by Julia, arrived ; and, with a heart fluttering between undefined fears, and the expectation of amusement, she was ushered into the princely rooms of Brookdale. The earl and his daughter. Lady Maria Carlmaine, received the party on their entrance, — when every faculty of Julia was nearly absorbed in admiration at the brilliant scene before her. Nothing, in- deed, had been spared that could render this entertainment splendid and elegant. The whole arrangement had been left to Lady Eleanor, who consulted a variety of CONCEALMENT. 257 modern novels on the subjects of galas and fetes; and sent for several people from town, conversant in these important matters, to assist in embellishing the rooms, — which had been shut up six weeks previous to the occasion. The ball-room, in which nearly two hundred persons were soon assembled,was illuminated and decorated with great taste and magnificence. At the upper end was a full-length portrait of Lord Carlmaine, surrounded with variegated lamps; which produced a very dazzling and beautiful effect. Every alternate pannel of the room was filled, in the same manner, with illuminated pictures from the family collection : while the intervening spaces were occupied with stands of natural flowers, backed by large pier glasses ; which, reflecting the various coloured lights from all sides, produced a bril- liancy almost overpowering. Sofas of blue satin, with silver fringe, were placed round the room ; and over each was su&- 258 CONCEALMENT. pended a canopy of artificial flowers,-— among which the choicest perfumes of Arabia were burning. Lady Maria Carlmaine was a fine ele- gant young woman, with strong dark features, in which little feminine grace or sweetness could be traced. Her ap- pearance and manners were, in general, haughty and unprepossessing ; but, when engaged in conversation, a sudden ex- pression of soul and feeling lighted up her countenance ; and, when she condescend- ed to wish to please, there was a secret charm, an irresistible fascination, that was sure to captivate ; at least, for the time. In the society of her superiors or equals she was silent and reserved ; in that of her inferiors, haughty and forbid- ding ; and, as a natural consequence, she vras an object of almost general dislike in the neighbourhood. Early deprived of a mother's care, those employed in her education had never suffered her to feel the slightest CONCEALMENT. 259 restraint ; while mercenary and ceaseless adulation had encouraged an overbearing consciousness of birth, talents, and situa- tion, which produced the unamiable appearances of character we have de- scribed. Endowed by Nature with a superior understanding, she looked down with pity and contempt on the weak, and often ridiculous, vanity of her aunt, vv^hich she constantly endeavoured to con- ceal from observation; and, when this could not be done, a dignified reserve of demeanor enabled her to suppress, in others, all expressions calculated to wound the pride of Lady Eleanor, or that were inconsistent with the love which she felt for this indulgent, but silly, relation. Her studies, in direct opposition to those pursued by her aunt, had been such as she heard recommended to her brother ; and the earl, having much lei- sure on his hands, willingly indulged her fondness for instruction ; and, being 260 CONCEAI.MENT. himself no contemptible scholar, led her young and ardent mind through many of the works of elegant literature, — which, by indefatigable application, she was enabled to read in their original lan- guages. A system of education more suited to the inclination, than advan- tageous to the natural character, of his daughter ; which might have been soft- ened and improved, had a more feminine direction been given to her pursuits. Such, at the age of two-and-twenty, was Lady Maria Carlmaine; who, from re- spect to her father, and affection for a long absent brother, had this evening resolved to lay aside every feeling but the desire to promote the pleasure of the earl's guests. For Lady Montrevor, the whole family at Brookdale entertained the just respect due both to her virtues and situation. Our heroine, therefore, under her aus- pices, could not be otherwise than fa- vourably received : but Julia disliked CONCEALMENT. 261 Lady Maria, and always felt uncomfort- able in her company ; she was therefore well pleased when, moving on with her party, they left her ladyship to the task of receiving: other visitors. Lady Eleanor appeared in high spi- rits ; perfectly satisfied with herself, and, consequently, with all around her. This lady's person was remarkably slender, and of that height which unhappily ad- mits of no medium between eleo^ance and awkwardness ; and it was to be la- mented, that her ladyship's form had by no means been modelled by the graces, any more than her dress had been, on this occasion, fashioned by them. When she first approached Lady Montrevor, and Julia had cast a hasty glance on her dress, she coloured deeply ; for it was so nearly a caricature of the one she had herself first imagined, that it could not escape her observation and comparison. Caroline significantly pressed her arm ; but Lady Montrevor, perceiving her confu- 262 CONCEALMENT. sion, noticed the circumstance only by an encouraging smile. Lord Carlmaine and Mr. Selwyn had not seen the fair friends of Arlingham since their return, — having only arrived at Brookdale the preceding evening ; and they were now much struck with the great personal improvement a few years had produced in the two lovely girls. This sensation his lordship expressed with all the ease and freedom of a man of nine-and-twenty, just returned from a continental tour, and in the habit of thinking, that to please, was the first and important rule of life, and that, with his female friends more particularly, flattery afforded the surest means of success. But Selwyn followed the impulse of his generous nature, approved with sin- cerity, and, as Julia observed, paid no compliments. He had always, during his former residence in Devonshire, taken great notice of Frederick Lawrence ; had corresponded with him while absent; and CONCEALMENT. 263 now found all the fair promises the boy had held forth quickly ripening into early manhood. The letters of each had con- tributed to unfold their respective cha- racters, — perhaps as much as their usual intercourse would have done ; and they thus met as friends. Selw'yn was eight- and-twenty, and his young friend only nineteen ; but the mind and character of the latter, by Mr. Dermont's care, had obtained an early maturity by no means usual; and a congeniality of sentiment and ability between Selwyn and Fre- derick promised a lasting friendship. Miss Montrevor and her friend excited general admiration. The mild attrac- tions of Caroline were always sure to please ; but, on this occasion, they were certainly somewhat obscured by the still superior loveliness of her companion. Julia, indeed, possessed one great advan- tage over her friend, — her's was a new face to the greatest part of the circle, and certainly appeared this evening arrayed 264 CONCEALMENT. in more than its usual beauty; every glowing charm receiving added lustre from the unclouded happiness that smiled at her heart, and shed an irresistible ani- mation over every feature. Dancing was, perhaps, of all amusements, the one most congenial to her taste and feel- ings ; and never vs^as there a form more calculated to excel in that diversion. Lightness of figure, and graceful activity, combined to render her an object of de- lio^hted admiration. She danced, succes- sively, with Lord Carlmaine, Edward Byngham, and several gentlemen of the first consequence in the room ; from w horn she received the extravagant adulations which her youth and vivacity seemed to authorise. Julia (as, perhaps, has already been discovered,) was at best but half a heroine ; we will also confess, that she was far from receiving these flattering distinctions with reserve or indifference. Her heart beat high with pleasure and exultation, which she had neither art nor CONCEALMENT. 265 prudence to conceal ; and her spirits be- came so exhilarated, that Lady Mon- trevor, Mr. Byngham, and even Frede- rick, thought proper to remind her, that she was in danger of becoming an object of particular notice, from her extreme gaiety. This, however, was not a time when Julia could attend to such remon- strances ; and once, in answer to Lady Montrevor, she said, pressing her hand between hers, with respectful playful- ness, — '' To have been reasonable in such a delightful scene, indeed, my dear ma- dam, you should have introduced me years ago. This charming night has half turned my poor head ; but have a little patience with me, and, by the time I have been at a dozen such entertain- ments, you may hope to see me as w^ell- behaved as my dear Caroline : till then—" "And what till then?" interrupted Frederick, in rather a severe tone. ^^Why, till then,'^ returned she, ''1 N 266 CONCEALMENT. doubt my good grave brother must shake his head and frown in vain." She then again gave her hand to the delighted Carlmaine; and, tripping gaily away, was lost in the mazy dance : while Frederick, with a sigh he could not sup- press, followed, to keep his eyes and attention fixed upon her. His heart was too acutely alive to the finer touches of sensibility not to have been, under such trying circumstances, variously agitated by the presence of his sister in this splen- did assembly. His bosom throbbed with proud affection, as he beheld every eye turned with admiration towards this ob- ject of his own solicitude : but it beat also ^vith recollections the most painful ; and he blushed to see one thus sought and courted, who, if stripped of the recom- mendations she owed to affectionate benevolence, and her origin known, would, perhapsj be proudly shunned. Fondly, however, he gazed upon her; and, though tears glistened in liis eyes, CONCEALMENT. 267 the smile of approbation and pleasure played on his lips, as he beheld, when- ever she approached, the glow of artless satisfaction which animated her counte- nance ; and much did he strengthen him- self in the determination to conceal from her the painful secret that filled his thoughts. For him this evening was a sad season of restraint and interruption to the re- flections which struggled for precedence in his still agitated mind. The lingering hours passed unmarked by any plea- surable emotions, except those caught from the cheerful countenance of Julia, or excited by occasional intercourse with Selwyn. With so heavy a load of un- told grief upon his spirits, he felt unable to be more than a passive spectator of the joyous scene ; and, when reproached with condescending smiles by Lady Maria for his unusual inactivity, he shrunk abashed, and, with much confusion, n2 268 CONCEALMENT. pleaded indisposition as his excuse. She turned from him with a haughty pene- trating look, and took no farther notice of him during the evening. Frederick thought she seemed displeased, and he felt vexed at the idea ; for he remembered that, when a boy, she had often, by the loan of books or prints, shewn him civi- lity : but this was too trivial a conside- ration to occupy his attention at this time ; and he was anxiously anticipating the hour that should put him in posses^ sion of details he so much wished, yet dreaded, to learn. On Caroline, the unmeaning gallantry and fulsome flattery of the pert coxcomb or gay libertine produced no effect. Steeled by an attachment of which she was yet scarcely conscious, she received, with perfect indiff'erence, the attentions of several young men, well calculated to inspire regard; and justly appreciated those common-place encomiums, which CONCEALMENT. 269 the forward vanity of one sex is so ready to oiFer, and the easy creduUty of the other so willing to believe. Edward had been more than usually assiduous in his attentions to his cousin ; to whom those attentions were hourly becoming of more importance. He was really very partial to Caroline, and was, besides, much gratified by hearing Lord Carlmaine pronounce her a Venus de Medicis. Indeed this young nobleman had already excited in Edward the most unqualified approbation of his manners and appearance. Selwyn, on the contrary, had, he thought, returned much as he went, — *^ nothing particular." His person was good, and his face, though not handsome, would have passed : ^'but then," young Byngham added, ''all was spoiled by a total want of every pretension to a fashionable air and address." Unfor- tunately, these were the only qualities n3 270 CONCEALMENT. which Edward's observation sought, or upon which his judgment could decide. Dr. and Mrs. Thornton, with three of their daughters, were also this evening at Brookdale. Miss Thornton, now just turned two-and-twenty, was a beautiful piece of still life, which her anxious mo- ther had for five years carried about, with indefatigable industry and patience, to all the places of public resort and fashion- able entertainment, far and near. Louisa had reposed like a Grecian statue, or glided through the crowd like a fair ap- parition, who sought not communion with mankind. All admired, but few, after a first attempt, ventured to address, this cold piece of natural sculpture. Mrs. Thornton's sanguine hopes of a brilliant establishment had been fixed on her eldest daughter ; and, in the pursuit of this object, she had met with so little success, that her disappointment bor- dered on despair. Finding Miss Thorn- CONCEALMENT. 271 ton SO provokingly blind to her own in- terest and happiness, she had now trans- ferred all her attention to the second daughter. Jesse was a good-humoured, lively girl, — inheriting, also, a consider- able share of her mother*s beauty. But of Cecilia, the third sister, poor Mrs; Thornton had positively no hope. This young lady was now in her seventeenth year ; and, from her infancy, had been her father's darling. At four years old her brother's large rocking-horse became her constant amusement; which the doc- tor no sooner observed, than a small poney was immediately substituted for her wooden favourite ; and, from that day, Cecilia was frequently his compa- nion. In process of time she became a complete horse-woman, a bold huntress, and even a successful shot ; and, when riding and shooting failed, she would amuse herself with the various arts in- vented to ensnare the finny tribe. Early initiated into all the mysteries of her N 4 272 CONCEALMENT. father's stud and kennel, Cecilia could judge, with great quickness and accu- racy, of the requisite qualifications in a horse, for racing, hunting, or the road. She frequently chose to saddle and bridle her own horse ; and it was even added, that she could with great skill perform the operations of bleeding a horse and worming a dog. She had, indeed, re- ceived a most complete training for the above purposes ; for, when her father's more distant engagements interrupted the course of her education, she was con- fided to the care of her brother, who was as capable of directing her improvement as the doctor. Thus, in defiance of Mrs. Thornton's remonstrances, entreaties, and alarming prognostications, her husband's plan of cultivating the natural genius of one of his daughters was persevered in; and, while the doctor promised never to in- terfere in the management of her two sisters, he peremptorily declared that his CONCEALMENT. 273 little Cecilia should certainly learn to read and write, after which she should be made what Nature intended her, and not spoiled like his other girls. What our little Amazon would have proved, had she been subjected to the discipline practised with other young ladies, it is difficult to guess : as she was, her father idolized her; while Mrs. Thornton consoled herself with thinking, that she could never have derived much gratification from modelling such a little, plain, ungraceful creature. Cecilia was small in stature ; and, though the mode of life she led gave her an unusual share of health, strength, spirits, and agility, her complexion had suffered terribly from constant exposure, her back had become round, and her manners rough, though perfectly good-humoured. She entertained great contempt for the pur- suits to which her sisters had been chain- ed ; and often provokingly amused her- self and others, with lively observations N 5 2T4 CONCEALMENT. on the result produced in her sister Louisa. She had often congratulated herself on the certainty, that her mother would not be seized with the wish of getting her off, and that she would thus avoid all the tiresome lectures on balls, dress, and conquests, which had already more than half spoiled Jessy. Mrs. Thornton would, indeed, gladly have been excused introducino; a dauo^h- ter so little calculated to do her honour ; but the doctor positively said, the invita- tion from Brookdale should not be ac- cepted, unless she went ; having attained the age at which her sisters had been taken into company, and it was but fair she should have the same chance. Cecilia herself wished also, as she said, '' to see the thing ;" but nearly re- tracted, when she found all she had to undergo before she was deemed fit to take her seat in the carriage with the other ladies. Unused to any confine- ment, by way of ornament, on her head, CONCEALMENT. 2^5 she was constantly unsettling the flowers with which it was decorated ; and, after repeated attempts to fix them, and pro- perly arrange the other parts of her dress, even in the anti-room at Brookdale, Mrs. Thornton had the mortification, soon after their entrance into the ball-room, to see Cecilia's wreath of roses nearly push- ed off her head, her necklace turned the hind part before, and her sash untied, and trailing after her on the ground. All these sad improprieties, when im- parted to her in a whisper, gave not the slightest uneasiness to Cecilia, who, perfectly unembarrassed, (except by a new pair of stays, from which she had not been able to defend herself without se- riously displeasing her mother,) walked with her father and Stephen Thornton, through the spacious apartments, much entertained by a scene so entirely new ; and wholly regardless of the amusement her own appearance afforded to the prim young ladies and their wondering beaux. 276 CONCEALMENT. To the delicate, sentimental Lady Elea- nor, she appeared a perfect monster, un- fitted for all female and elegant society ; and Lady Maria wondered at the per- version of a human mind, apparently en- dowed with so much energy, and yet so dead to every intellectual pleasure or improvement. When requested to dance, Cecilia readily confessed she had never learnt, and ingenuously expressed her astonish- ment at the violent and persevering exer- tions of both sexes, without, as far as she could discover, any purpose. In answer to an inquiry from her father, if the no- velty of the scene did not amuse her, she answered, that it had done so at first ; adding, " I have, however, seen enough of balls now, and for ever : my breathing has been impeded by the heavy air, and close smell of the rooms, ever since I en- tered ; and now my only wish is to get out of them." Dr. Thornton fully sympathized in CONCEALMENT. 277 these feelings ; and, desiring Stephen to attend his mother and sisters, left this uncongenial scene with all possible haste. When the gay throng appeared to re- lax in dancing, they were invited to re- turn to the saloon, round which sofas were placed, and refreshments of ail descriptions supplied ; and , here Lady Maria, assisted by the earl and her bro- ther, distributed her attention with all the patience and condescension she could command. Lady Eleanor had retired ; fatigued, it was supposed, by having danced a good deal. The couch on which, by the exertions of Frederick, Miss Montrevor, with Ju- lia and Miss Huntley, were seated, was soon surrounded by the gentlemen who had most distinguished them during the evening ; among whom was Mr. Fair- bank, a young man of a noble family and large fortune, whose person was too remarkable to pass unnoticed. His sta- ture was diminutive, and his appearance 278 CONCEALMENT. a just mirror of his truly contemptible mind ; an attention to dress being nearly the sole object that engrossed it. The occasion of his present visit to Brookdale had been to recommend himself to Lady Maria : but a very few hours convinced him he had no chance of success, and he told his valet the first day, while dress- ing, that " she would not suit ;" and that, in spite of his father's wishes and direc- tions, he should endeavour to please his own taste in another quarter. On his subsequent introduction to Miss Montrevor, he fancied he was deeply enamoured of her; and, mistaking the gentle endurance of Caroline for encou- ragement, soon believed he had made great progress in her favour. He there- fore was constantly by her side, paying her great attention. This post was, however, warmly disputed by Sir Charles Benwell; and never, surely, were two beings better formed for contest. The baronet, now on a visit at Ariing- CONCEALMENT. 279 ham, was, in person and manners, a per- fect contrast with his rival : but, if his conversation and demeanor were unpo- Hshed, his understanding, and the good- ness of his heart, compensated for the faults of a neglected education. At the age of thirty, Charles Benwell lost his father, whose chief views for his son had been to see him, like liimself, a thorough-bred Yorkshire fox-hunter. He was left in possession of a very good for- tune, which he was anxious to share with some agreeable young woman, who would not thwart his habits and amuse- ments. In this state of mind he accompanied Jjord Montrevor into Devonshire, and was so well pleased with Caroline, that he determined, if possible, to take her back with him into the north. The ba- ronet had spent a fortnight at Arlinghara, — during which all he had seen of Mi^s Montrevor had increased his love and good opinion of her, — when Mr. Fairbank 280 CONCEALMENT. made his appearance in the neighbour- hood ; and, shortly after, convinced him that he also aimed at the same mark. This discovery, however, gave him no uneasiness: ''for may I never be in again at a death," said he, one day, to his friends at Hammerton rectory, " if I would not at this moment stop short in the chase, with as cheerful a heart as ever I followed one, if I thought Miss Mon- trevor could prefer that little wax puppet to me." '' But, Sir Charles, you do not, per- haps, know," said Mrs. Thornton, with evident vexation, ''that it is whispered Lord Montrevor will, as long as he lives, consider the beauty of his daughter as fortune sufficient." " Then I am his man," exclaimed Benwell: "my estate is good and unen- cumbered; and, if the sweet girl will accept of my fortune and me, I will not ask her father for a shilling : it will come all in good time." CONCEALMENT. 281 ** You will find, however, eight or ten thousand pounds down a very convenient appendage to a wife ; particularly if you had children ;" continued Mrs. Thornton, involuntarily looking round on her own daughters ; one of whom she had long ago, in speculation, given in marriage to the baronet, ^ — who, being related to Mr. Huntley, had, at different periods, spent much time in that neighbourhood. " True, madam ; it would be all so much the better : but, I trust, we could be happy without it. A contented mind, and the comfortable independence sup- plied by my fortune, would be all suffi- cient for happiness." Mr. and Mrs. Thornton happened, with their daughter, to be present on this occasion, and applauded his just and liberal way of thinking; adding their best wishes for the success of his views. Miss Huntley had listened to this dis- course ; and, being feisked by Sir Charles what she'thought of his chance, bestowed 282 CONCEALMENT. the highest encomiums on the character and disposition of her young friend ; but decHned giving any opinion of the result of his attentions. But, to return to the saloon at Lord Ashmore's. " Hold, hold, friend, you follow too close ; you spoil the sport :" cried Sir Charles Benwell, clapping Fairbank on the back, with so little ceremony or gen- tleness, that the latter, who was pouring soft nothings in the ear of Caroline, gave his forehead a smart blow against the back of the sofa. *'Demme, sir," exclaimed he, starting back, " do you think that I am as tough as yourself, and that nothing can wound me but a bullet or rapier." "Upon my faith," said Sir Charles, ** I had no intention of making the expe- riment, and I ask your pardon : so there, I hope, is an end of the business." *' I wish I may find it so, sir;" said Mr. Fairbank, taking from his pocket a small CONCEALMENT, 283 mirror, and examining his face : ^^ but I fear my forehead will be discoloured for this month to come." ''Well, and what then, sir?" said Ben well, with difficulty restraining his laughter. /'What then. Sir Charles?" retorted the indignant Fairbank : " why, shall I not be ashamed to shew my face any where ?" " What do you think of a mask, sir 1" said Julia, who, with all near her, had been unable to speak for laughing. "The lady advises w^ell, Fairbank," added Lord Carlmaine ; " and I think that of a youthful vestal would be exactly the thing for you." " No ; a grenadier's will suit him bet- ter ;" said the baronet. The laugh now spread, and became tumultuous : but the gentleman bore it with a stoic's fortitude, or rather he heard it not, so deeply was his attention en*- grossed by his late accident. At length 284 CONCEALMENT. he addressed Miss Montrevor, saying, — " My greatest consolation, madam, is, that my wound does me honour, — being received in your service." *^ Mine, sir ! I should be very sorry if—" " Oh ! not another word ;^' interrupted he, in a low voice : '* it is a mere scratch, compared with the wound you have in- flicted on my heart." Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham now approached, to learn the cause of the thickening assembly round the spot where the young people were seated. On receiving the explanation from Ed- ward, they could not wholly preserve their gravity : but, finding Caroline con- fused, Lady Montrevor told her, Lady Maria Carlmaine wanted her assistance in settling some dances. Her ladyship then took her seat by the side of Julia, who, with aflccted gravity, was condo- ling with Fairbank on his unfortunate accident, to the great entertainment of CONCEALMENT. 285 young Byngham, Lord Carlmaine, and others, as well as Sir Charles, who hear- tily enjoyed the contemptible situation in which his rival was placed. Frederick had before made several attempts to withdraw his sister from her present situation ; but Julia was too well amused to wish a change, and now, see- ing the little coxcomb becoming more composed, she wished to renew the ex- piring mirth, and said, with much serious- ness, — "At least, sir, you have proved your head is not a soft one : for, in that case, an indenture would have been the natural consequence ; whereas, the contrary is evident, by the swelling above your eye." " Swelling, madam !" exclaimed he, with agitation ; and, applying his hand to the unfortunate part, he was convinced of the fact, and hurried out of the room, — leaving every one, and none more than our heroine, convulsed with laughter. But, though the friends of Juha could not suppress their smiles, they were vexed 286 CONCEALMENT, to see her indulge her mirth with so lit- tle discretion ; and they began to think of retiring, when soft music was heard slowly approaching from a distance, which swelled into full harmony at the instant that two large folding doors, at the end of the room, were thrown open, and disclosed a scene that rivetted the general attention. Lady Eleanor, representing the god- dess Fortuna, appeared standing upon an illuminated wheel ; and, from that elevated situation, sang the following lines — "Approach Carlmaine, dispel all fear, On thee my choicest smiles I bend ; No dire reverse thy fate is near, — For Fortune is thy steady friend. ** Fickle to thee I'll never prove ; Like me, exalted, thou shalt stand : While I — thy genius — " At this moment the music was inter- rupted by the treacherous wheel giving one'of its unlucTcy turns, by which my CONCEALMENT. 287 lady Fortuna came tumbling to the ground. The humbled deity was at- tended to her chamber by Lady Maria ; the latter being glad to hide her indig- nation at the absurd conduct of a rela- tion, of whom she felt, at this time, more than ever ashamed. Lord Ashmore ex- perienced, also, much confusion : for, though he had often been made to blush for the weakness and vanity of his sister, he thought they had never before appear- ed so glaring ; and he almost lost sight of the sense and good nature which had hitherto induced him to look upon her foibles and singularities with an indul- gent eye. In a short time assurances were re- ceived , that Lady Eleanor had sustained no injury from her fail. The earl would have had the dancing renewed; but that was declined, and the company departed, — every one much gratified, and particu- larly obliged to Lady Eleanor for her exertions to amuse them. 6 '^88 COTSTCEALMENT. During the ride home, Julia indulged the full vein of her lively satire at Lady Eleanor's expense; and, when Lady Montrevor checked her, she declared such vanity courted the strongest cen- sure. Frederick reminded her that no one was without their failings, and that, when they arose from weakness of intellect, they ought to excite compassion, rather than mirth and sieverity. Julia fully agreed in the justice, as well as kindness, of her brother's remarks ; but the next minute launched out again, with un- abated vivacity, in rather severe animad- versions, on what had occurred at Brook- dale ; which lasted till she retired to her own chamber, where she soon lost all remembrance of the late scenes in happy unbroken slumbers. CONCEALMENT. 289 CHAPTER XV: Chiefly one charm, He in his graceful character observes, That, the' his passions burn with high impatience, And sometimes, with a noble heat of nature, A re ready to fly off, — yet the least check Of ruling reason brings them back to temper And gentle softness." thomsom's sigi8MUND4. In vain did Frederick endeavour, by sleep, to calm his agitated spirits, and acquire that self-possession, he was con- scious would be necessary for the appli- cation to Mr. Byngham ; on which every hour had made him more determined. All his efforts served only to prove how impossible it was to sleep with a mind so disturbed. The gloom, indeed, of surrounding objects rather induced him to retire more within himself, and thus increased the fanciful and perplexing suggestions of his disordered imagina- tion. Banishing, therefore, all thoughts 290 CONCEALMENT. of repose, he left his apartment, and went into the park, resolved to avoid the sight of every one ; till, breakfast being over, he might be able to see Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham together; the latter having returned w^ith him to Arlingham. The fresh invigorating air of a lovely morning was little more efficacious than his pillow had been ; and, after studying various speeches, by which he purposed imparting to his friends his resolutions, 4ie returned to the house. Mr. and Mrs. Dermont had walked ■over to hear the account of the ball ; and, while the latter joined the ladies, Mr. Byngham took the former into the li« brary, to renew the subject so often dis- cussed ; and which had more than usually engrossed his attention since his late conversation with his sister. Lady Mon- trevor had noticed the arrival of Mr. Permont, and, guessing the intention of "h^r brother, soon joined them ; being anxious to know on what they would CONCEALMENT. 291 decide respectmg her young favourite. She was ki«dly urging the expediency of sparing, as much as possible, the feeliiags of the young man in the necessary dis- closure, when, as Frederick was hastily passing the open window, he saw his three friends, and immediately entered the room. All his studied, well-turned rhetoric, was forgotten ; and emotion almost pre- vented his utterance, as, addressing Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byngham, he acknowledged how he had, at first unin- tentionally, overheard their conversation respecting himself and Julia. *'And now, sir," continued the animated youth, struggling for firmness and com- posure, "I am come to solicit an unre- served communication of every particu- lar concerning my unhappy mother. She, at least, seems to have been well known to you." And, in spite of his eiforts, a deep suffusion mantled over his face, while he continued, — " Your w^ll-raeant o2 292 CONCEALMENT. reserve has kept me too long in ignorance, and misled my estimation of my rank in society. I am prepared to hear the worst you can relate ; and my only re- quest is, that I may now, though late, know that worst. Oh ! do not again let me be tortured with doubt and suspi- cions: seek not, though from the kindest motives, to wound the feelings of my maturer age by those cruel delays and artful subterfuges which silenced, with- out satisfying, the inquiries of my child- hood. Tell me who were my parents 1" Surprise, affection for the young peti- tioner, with various other contending emotions, combined greatly to affect Mr. Byngham. He rose hastily, and, saying to Mr. Dermont, — ^'Tell hini all, my friend : yes, all," — hurried from the room. Lady Montrevor took the trembling hand of Frederick, and, seating him be- tween herself and Mr. Dermont, said, while tears of benevolence moistened her cheek, — *^ Compose yourself, my dear CONCEALMENT. 293 Fred; your imagination is misleading your judgment, and you are suffering from false apprehensions." *' Convince me they are false, and 1 will bless you," he replied, rather ab- ruptly withdrawing his hand, and fixing his eyes steadily upon her : " but take care, madam ; I am not so young as to be longer deceived, and nothing but the truth will satisfy me." He paused a moment ; and, finding Lady Montrevor was distressed and si- lent, he eagerly turned to Mr. Dermont, who had approached the window, and was arranging his ideas, so to fulfil the task imposed upon him, as to give as little pain as possible to the warm enthu- siastic heart of the youth he both loved and admired. *'To you, my respected friend, I am referred: from you I have ever heard the truth, and, I trust, you will not, from false delicacy, spare me now. Js the birth of Julia and myself disgraceful ]" o3 294 CONCEALMENTr Mr. Derrnont reseated himself; and, making Frederick do the same, said, — *' Listen, with patient attention, to. all the details we have it in our power to give ; and then you will be as well quali- fied to decide that question (which to u» appears a doubtful one,) as I am." This seemed to our hero something like a re- prieve, and he made no reply. Mr. Dermont then related every parti- cular of Mr. Byngham's singular adven- tures in Cumberland ; Mrs. Lawrence's death ; the disappointment experienced in tlie examination of the casket ; with the account of the indefatigable applica- tions and endeavours that had at different times been made, during many years, to obtain more satisfactory information, but without success. He then concluded, by expatiating on the affectionate and parental care with which Mr. Byngham had fulfilled the trust confided to him by his dying friend ; and expressed his hope, that Frederick CONCEALMENT. 295 would continue to regard that gentleman as a father he and his sister were bound to honour, love, and consult on every oc* currence of their lives. Frederick readily and warmly admitted the great debt of gratitude Julia and him^ self had incurred towards Mr. Byngham, and their other friends ; which, he said, it was his highest pleasure to acknow- ledge, and should be the study of his life to discharge. He had listened with great attention to the above communica-? tion ; by which, unsatisfactory as it was, he had been miich and differently affectr ed ; and, as the guilt of his mother rested only on suspicion, his heart readily ad-** mitted the flattering hope, that some un- foreseen event might yet arise, which would clear her fame, and discover to him a father, or, at least, some relations, he might claim without a blush. In the mean time, his thoughts rapidly reverting to the plan of going into the army, he said, — " Many thanks, my dear o4 296 CONCEALMENT. sir, for the considerate kindness with which you have given me these extraor- dinary particulars. I see that, by some fatal occurrence, if not by gross culpa- bility, I am deprived of the advantages possessed by most men, — of knowing to whom they are related. This, I feel, will w^eigh as a heavy misfortune on my mind, and wholly unfit me for the profession I have chosen ; I therefore hope no objec- tion will be offered to my going into the army, where it is possible future merit and success may reconcile me to my si- tuation." *'And how will Julia approve this plan?" said Lady Montrevor. Our hero's full heart melted at this loved name ; every tender association, of which Julia was the object, concurred to affect and distress him, and his long sup- pressed feelings obtained a natural relief. His head sunk on her ladyship's shoulder, and, covering his face with his hands, he wept aloud. CONCEALMENT. 297 ^* Frederick," said Mr. Dermont, him- self greatly affected ; " you are nursing a diseased sensibility, that, if you perse- vere, will weaken your understanding, blight the hopes we have formed for you, and not only destroy your own happiness, but materially lessen that of the sister you so fondly love." '' Oh yes,'' exclaimed Frederick ; '^ she is dearer to my heart than life or happi- ness, and for her I would gladly make every sacrifice. Never shall she know from me the guilt, the shame, to which, it seems, we owe our origin ; and — " he continued, alternately addressing Lady Montrevor and Mr. Dermont, — " I ear- nestly request of you both a promise, not to awaken my sister from her present state of happy ignorance." Lady Montrevor affectionately pressed his hand ; while Mr. Dermont assured him, he might rely on his discretion. '^ It has pleased the wise Regulator of all things, my dear young friend," added o5 298 CONCEALMENT. this worthy instructor, " to involve in mystery some particular circumstances, ' — on which your mind, unfortunately, seems inclined to dwell. But shall you, therefore, ungratefully forgety or pettishly and proudly contemn, the various bles- sings he has already showered on your head? And because you now, for the first time, feel a thorn in your flowery path, shall you ungraciously murmur at your Creator's high behests, cast from you the affectionate protection under which he has placed you, and rush head- long on the indulgence of wild, chime- rical plans, which no sound judgment could approve 1 Forbid it every consi- deration which respects your own virtue, and every rational expectation I have formed of your character and future prospects. Trust me, young man, what your heated imagination now pictures as so heavy a calamity, will soon, by proper discipline, appear in its true light ; namely, as one of those occurrences in CONCEALMENT. 299 human life, over which having no control, we must all learn to bear with Christian re- signation and manly fortitude. You have never yet experienced the want of those parents, whom you are, in idea, so enthu- siastically pursuing. Your misfortunes (even supposing them proved, — which, you will remember, is not the case,) are not of a nature to influence your future life. That must take its colour, bright or dark, from your own virtues and exer- tions ; and not from adventitious circum- stances. But I will say no more : your own upright heart and sobered judgment will be your best counsellors. Go home * take the whiskey, and fetch our Emma from school ; to-morrow is her birth-day, and she will expect to spend it with us. We will account for your absence : and thus you will have time to collect your scattered senses, and compose yourself." The heart of youth is naturally pliant : Frederick felt all the justice and benevo- lence of these observations ; and if, when 300 CONCEALMENT. his judgment began to yield to convic- tion, his pride still hesitated, yet his passions were soothed, and his heart somewhat relieved. Mr. Dermont then went to join his wife in the breakfast- room, and Lady Montrevor conducted our hero to her own apartment, when she insisted upon his taking some refresh- ment before he left Arlingham. Mr. Byngham there joined them ; and, after promising to deliver into Frede- rick's care Mrs. Lawrence's casket, papers, &c. he and Lady Montrevor so effectually and kindly exerted themselves, that young Lawrence's sorrows almost wholly vanished before the pleasing ex- pectation, that time would unveil, in some way or other, what now appeared so in- explicable; and, cherishing this alluring hope, he set forth on his agreeable com- mission,— congratulating himself that he had at last obtained, from his friends, all the information in their power to give. CONCEALMENT. 301 Emma Dermont was a pretty, interest- ing* girl of fourteen. She was small for her age ; but her person was most exqui- sitely formed, and her features highly pleasing ; not from regular beauty, but from a peculiar gentle amiableness of ex- pression, and rather pensive cast of countenance, that, even at first sight, challenged love and interest for this charming child. Though idolized by her parents, and, consequently, indulged to what is generally found a fatal degree, the natural sweetness of her temper never varied. She had early learnt to bend, with graceful affection, to the way^ ward humours of a fond, but pettish and ailing, mother: while to her father she looked up as a presiding deity over her every word and thought, for whom her affection and reverence knew no bounds. Thus the very first precepts and instruc- tion, instilled by him into her infant mind, ever made the impressions he in- tended ; and he had the happiness to find, 302 CONCEALMENT. as she advanced in age, that her charac- ter was both firm and ductile : so that, when he tenderly kissed and blessed her on this her fourteenth birth-day, with heartfelt complacency and proud affec- tion, he bade her continue but as she was, and she would crown his old age with happiness. Frederick had always loved and treated the little Emma as his youngest sister. He studied, rode, walked, and played with her ; and, when it was thought ad- visable that she should be placed, for a couple of years, with a lady at Exeter, for the benefit of masters, the separation was vexatious to both. Every Saturday, however, saw her return home, driven by our hero ; when the labours and con- finement of the week were all forgotten, in the society of her parents, and kind friends and companions, at Arlingham. Gladly did she now hail the arrival of Frederick, artlessly confessing, she was happy he had not sljept so late after the CONCEALMENT. 303 ball as to prevent his coming for her; which, her father had told her, would be the case, and had promised to fetch her himself. Seated by her side, our hero's mind became gradually detached from what had before so fully occupied it, and he thought only of entertaining his little friend by an account of the gaieties of the preceding evening. When they alighted at Mr. Dermont's, Frederick hastened into the house, and soon after returned, carrying a beautiful little squirrel, secured by a silver chain, which he placed in Emma's hand ; affec- tionately kissed her, wishing her many happy returns of the day ; and begged her to accept, and be kind to, the little stranger, for his sake. He added, that he himself had caCight it a month before ; and, intending it as a birth-day present for her, he had employed so much time in taming it, that it was now quite do»- cile. Emma, with blushes of surprise and regard, thanked him for his kindness, 304 CONCEALMENT. and promised to love. the sweet little creature very very dearly. Frederick then joined Mr. Byngbam, who had been waiting his return, having brought with him all the articles he pos- sessed, which had belonged to Mrs. Lawrence. Frederick had again a thousand ques- tions to ask, after the perusal of the let- ters, &c. ; but was obliged to rest satis- fied with the only answers his friend was able to give. Much conversation passed between them and Mr. Dermont ; during which Frederick became so sensible of the romantic character and intemperance of his late sensations, and so generously ashamed of the half-formed suspicions which occasionally haunted his imagina- tion, that he submitted wholly to the guidance of friends to whom he was already bound by so many ties. It was then again determined, that Julia should not, at least for the present, be made ac- quainted with the particulars coramu- CONCEALMENT. 305 iiicated to her brother; and that he should, as was before intended, pursue his studies at College, and qualify him- self to be called to the bar ; where his encouraging friends prognosticated, that he would not fail to distinguish himself. While poor Frederick had been thus agitated and perplexed by contending emotions, his happy unsuspecting sister had passed her time very agreeably. She arose perfectly refreshed by a few hours sound sleep, and was the first in the breakfast-room ; ready to live over again, in relation, the late gay scenes in which she had so amply shared. Lord Montrevor was pleased to find her prepared to preside at his breakfast ; and, being joined by several of his friends, with Edward Byngham, much lively conversation passed. Some of the party observed, that the early appearance of Miss Lawrence, as well as her unaffected cheerfulness, proved that, while she had won numerous hearts, she had been 306 CONCEALMENT. careful to preserve her own. Others contended that, as sleep often fled the lover's pillow, they might owe the plea-* sure of the lady's company to her inability to rest. To this Julia good-humouredly replied, — "Had I been aware, gentle-^ men, that my presence would have ex- cited so much surprise, I think you would not have seen me." Much more agreeable badinage passed, of which Julia was the soul ; and never, perhaps, had she appeared more lovely than while she thus continued to indulge a natural flow of spirits, emanating from a heart as free from care, as from every unamiable passion. Edward Byngham felt the effect of these attractions in an unusual degree ; and, if he did not at that moment forget Caroline, he drew a com- parison calculated to shake the prefer- ence his heart had begun to feel for his cousin. The mind of this youth, as has been before observed, gave no promise of CONCEALMENT. 307 strength or fortitude. He was easily in^ fluenced by the opinions and examples of his associates ; in the choice of whom he was often biassed by selfish considera- tions. Thus he felt secretly averse from confidence and friendship with Frederick Lawrence : the natural openness and ener- getic virtues of the latter were subjects of envious contrast ; and extorted a de- grading comparison, rather than excited, a3^ they ought, a cordial esteem : but, for Lord Carlmaine, Edward had conceived great deference and regard. This sud- den partiality had been excited by the engaging condescension and conciliating manners of this young nobleman, while Edward remained in town with him and Selwyn. During this intercourse, Edward had spoken in the highest terms of admira- tion of the increasing beauty of Miss Montrevor and Julia ; making no secret of his attachment to the former. He also imparted his opinion, that the union, to 308 CONCEALMENT. which he looked forward, was one that would be sanctioned by his father ; who, with Lady Montrevor, had, he beheved, formed the wish of uniting their children : but, he added, he was not so sure of Lord Montrevor's approbation. Lord Carlmaine received with this confidence the conviction, that the mind of young Byngham was weak and un- formed ; and, indulging a dislike he had taken to Mr. Byngham, on account of some remonstrances formerly made by that gentleman, on the subject of a trans- action in which his lordship had been implicated, he resolved to thwart, if pos- sible, his views respecting his son. In this intention, he listened to the confidence of Edward, respecting his cousin, with smiles sufficiently indicative of contempt to confuse and provoke him : then, while he begged pardon, laughed aloud at his romantic passion, as he sar- castically called it; and applauded his dutiful submission in thus, like a good CONCEALMENT. 309 boy, falling in love with the very girl his prudent father had chosen for him even in the cradle. Seeing Edward blush with vexation at this raillery, he ridiculed the restraints by which the old and crafty enviously seek to repress the sprightliness and ar- dour of youth ; invited him to share those pleasures of which health and situation gave him the fairest promise, and repro- bated the plan of being fettered so early in life, instead of enjoying unrestrained, for a time, the freedom and gratifications of his age. In fine, he painted the charms of independence in such fasci- nating colours, that, though Edward still felt great partiality for Caroline, he con- gratulated himself on never having de- clared his sentiments. At Brookdale Miss Montrevor had looked so lovely, and her pleasure at see- ing him had been so unequivocal, that he saw only her, and acknowledged, for the time, all the power she had over his 310 CONCEALMENT. heart: but, after the abrupt conclusion of the evening's amusement, the artfully applied ridicule of Lord Carlmaine was sufficient almost to efface these impres- sions, and to cloud the happy visions of his fancy. From the insidious remarks and influ- ence of this new friend, he had also be- gun to suspect that Carolilt^^ acquainted with the wishes of her mother and uncle, might have been guided rather by those wishes, than by her own inclinations, in her partiality for him. Thus his mind was unsettled ; and his heart, being pre- pared for any new impression, he beheld, in this state of his feelings, our heroine, the next morning, with awakened in- terest, and unusual admiration. CONCEALMENT. 311 CHAPTER XVI. " In fair proportion here describ'd, we trace Each mental beauty, and each moral grace ; Each useful passion taught, its tone design'd In the nice concord of a well-tun'd mind." MELMOTH. After Frederick's departure, Lady Mon- trevor, who was much pleased with the success of her endeavours to calm his -{Spirits, set out, accompanied by Edward Byngham, to make her friendly inquiries after Lady Eleanor ; a visit she thought proper to pay alone, rather to the disap- pointment of Julia, — who would have had no objection to a renewal of part of the amusement of the preceding evening, and now proposed that a card of inquiry should be sent by Caroline to Mr. Fair- bank. Edward, with others of the party, seconded the motion, and offered to be the bearer of it. Caroline looked grave 312 CONCEALMENT. and reproachfully at her friend; while Mr. Byngham reprimanded his son for j oining in m isplaced ridicule. Sir Charles defended young Byngham, and declared that an animal like Fairbank was lawful game, particularly when he sought to mar the sport of others. Lord Montrevor and his friends then went out on a fishing excursion, and the two young ladies were left at home alone. In a short time. Lord Carlmaine and Mr. Selwyn appeared on horseback be- fore the windows of the music-room. Nothing could be more agreeable to Julia than this visit, and she soon com-i menced a lively dissertation on the last night's adventures. Caroline, whose quick feelings had already made her fancy she perceived a slight alteration in Edward's manner, was rather out of spi- rits ; and, with a view of ending a visit tbat was irksome to her, told the gentle- men that her cousin was gone to call upon them. This had not the desired CONCEALMENT. 813 effect ; for Lord Carlmaine said, he would beg leave to wait his return, as he parti-i cularly wished, to see him. The truth was, that his lordship's visit was solely intended for Julia ; with whose appear- ance he had been greatly pleased the preceding evening. Not that he was capable of forming any serious vie\ts re- specting her; but because that, in his absence, she had, from a child, become a very charming girl, with whom he judged he might flirt very agreeably during his stay at BrOokdale. This young man had been educated as an only son ; that is to say, his whims and passions had pursued their various objects, uninterrupted by parental disap- probation or restraint. His understand- ing was good ; and, had his early asso- ciates been happily chosen, his mind might have been as distinguished as his station of life was exalted. Unfortu- nately, the selected companion of his p 314 CONCEALMENT. childhood^ and friend of his youth, was but too well calculated to poison and mislead those several stages. Charles Lucas (the young man to whom we allude,) was the son of Colonel Lucas, whose family was ancient, and his situation of life, though not affluent, respectable. At the usual age Charles was placed at Eton, where his idle and irregular habits frequently attracted the notice and censure of his tutor ; and would have excited the contempt of his equals, had not an agreeable liveliness apologized to the latter for his levity and ignorance, and secured him, in their opi- nion, from the reputation of natural dull- ness and inferiority. His father unfortu- nately committed the same mistake, and reproved, with too much gentleness, these frequent deviations from rectitude ; in- dulging the vain expectation, that the seeds of ability and virtue were only latent, and, though checked by the follies CONCEALMENT. S16 and vices of the boy, would not fail to produce in the man the fruit of careful cultivation. After passing the accustomed years at school, Lucas was sent to Oxford, where he was expected to reap the advantages of a residence in that seat of learning : his partial guardian forgetting that, even in the most favourable situations, know- ledge and improvement must arise from choice and individual exertion ; must be sought, not forced, upon the mind ; that no man was ever wise by another man's wisdom, nor virtuous by another's virtue. Lucas was here surrounded by his former companions, and, with still less restraint, indulged in all his vicious habits. The tutors for some time mildly re- proved his irregularity, and endeavoured to stimulate him to a more respectable line of conduct, though unconscious of the extent of his private excesses. The effects of these, however, were discovered in a scene of drunken riot ; in which vio- p2 316 CONCEALMENT. leiice of conduct, and open defiance of college discipline, and the most insolent personal contempt of those appointed to enforce it, were punished with an expul- sion from the University. Colonel Lucas received the intelligence of this disgrace- ful event with surprise and deepest sorrow. After an interval of angry feelings, as it respected his son, and of self-reproach and vexation, as it regarded himself; he purchased a commission for Lucas in the army, and sent him to a distant town, where the regiment was quartered. The distress and disappointment of a parent saddened the mind of Lucas, but did not melt his heart. In the just indignation of Colonel Lucas he saw and felt nothinof, except the selfish apprehension, that pro- bably for the future a more circumscribed allowance would bring with it some trou- blesome privations, and stop the current of his pleasures. To a youthful mind, even when well disposed, the vacancy, CONCEALMENT. S17 the pardonable gaiety, and the social pleasures of a military life are severe trials ; to the mind of Lucas they were fi^aught with ruinous consequences, and he proceeded from one excess to another, till even the officers of his regiment una- nimously shunned all intercourse with him. No alternative was then left him but to quit the army ; and death having, about the same time, released his father from a life, which the disgraceful con^ duct of an only child had filled with bit- terness and disappointment, he collected the remains of a fortune his own guilty extravagance had materially lessened, and went abroad ; where he was soon joined by Lord Carlmaine and Mr. Selwyn. Lucas was two years older than his noble friend; to which was added a considerable share of the worst part of worldly knowledge. Under such guidance, it is not sur- prising that Lord Carlmaine returned to p3 318 CONCEALMENT. his country with all the evil propensities of an ill-regulated mind increased. Fol- lowing the footsteps of his unworthy friend, he was indeed, at this period, most familiar with every species of liber- tinism. These unhappy truths were, however, not easily discoverable, — veiled as they were by a graceful and hand- some person, and the manners of a per- fect man of fashion. The almost princely style in which he had lived on the Con* tinent, threatened, on his return, to occasion serious inconvenience; unless he could prevail on his father to make considerable advances for him. His hope of effecting this was not very san- guine, as Lord Ashmore's remittances to him when abroad had been liberal in the extreme. Aware that the earl w^ould be justly incensed by a hasty avow^al of his embarrassment, he determined to dis- close it by degrees ; and, in the mean time, endeavour, by assiduous attentions, to dispose him to comply with his wishes. CONCEALMENT. 31& This desirable effect he knew would be best produced by consenting to think of marriage ; a subject on which his father had often urged him : but his conduct had, for several years, been of a nature too inimical to the sober duties of a mar- ried life, for his inclinations to be easily brought to point in that direction. Ano- ther mode of gratifying Lord Ashmore, he also knew, was to make the sacrifice of a few months to the dull, monotonous routine of Brookdale, and a country neighbourhood; and, to this suspension of his usual occupations, he reluctantly made up his mind. During the time Edward Byngham had spent with him in town, he had formed, from his conversation, a tolerable idea of the amusement he was likely to meet with in Devonshire. He had been told Julia Lawrence was a very handsome girl, but he was not prepared to find her the lovely creature she had appeared to him ; and, without any definite views or p4 320 CONCEALMENT. intentions, he immediately resolved to seek every opportunity of contemplating so much beauty, and recommending him- self to her. With that view, he had this morning proposed a ride to Arlingham to his cousin, who consented '* nothing loath.'' And now, as we have noticed their arrival, we will leave them to be amused as they may, while we claim a small share of the reader's attention in favour of one for whom we are anxious to bespeak his interest. In describing Adolphiis Selwyn as " nothing particular," Edward Byngham had certainly not done him justice ; as h^ was very tall, and, like his cousin Lord Carlmaine, remarkably well-made. He could not, to be sure, boast the light and airy gracefulness of carriage and address that peculiarly belonged to the latter ; but that deficiency was well compensated for by a firm and manly deportment, that ever commanded respect, before he was sufficiently known to conciliate regard. tlONCEALMENT. S2I^ His features were strong, and not formed to attract or please at first sight; but, oa a second glance, the eye of the observer never failed to be arrested by a marked expression of intelligence and goodness, which seemed to lie too deep for common penetration or superficial observation to reach. But when, on further acquain- tance, the energies of his mind were called into action,— when his ardent, but generally subdued, passions were suddenly roused, — or when cautious prudence, momentarily off her guard, permitted the inward workings of his strong feelings to appear ; then it was that all his soul, beaming through his eyes, and communicating to his counte- nance every bright emotion of his heart, his features became instantly and totally transformed. With difficulty could his auditors, as they gazed with delighted approbation, then believe that the face, thus radiant and almost beautified by animation, was the same which, a mo- p5 322 CONCEALMENT, ment before, had appeared so serious and uninteresting ; and which, in a few mi- nutes after, would again lose all its fire, and settle down into its usual state of composure, reserve, and diffidence. He was the son of a clergyman of great re- spectability and considerable fortune in one of the western counties of England ; who, at an early age, had fallen a victim to corroding grief, occasioned by domes- tic misfortunes. For some time religion, and the tenderest paternal affection, ena- bled Mr. Selwyn to struggle for existence with a breaking heart, and slow declining health. Nature at last gave way; and when Adolphus had just entered his four- teenth year, and his mind was beginning to appreciate all the value of a good fa- ther, he became an orphan ; and passed from the paternal roof and embraces of a dying parent to the house and guardian- ship of Lord Ashmore, who had married his mother's sister. Lady Ashmore did not long survive CONCEALMENT. 323 her brother-in-law ; but the earl never relaxed in his kindness to Adolphus, who early displayed a character and dispo- sition that readily procured him the par- tiality of his noble relations. As the large fortune which Adolphus had inhe- rited, by the death of his father and an uncle, would enable him, though a com- moner, to rank with Lord Carlmaine his cousin, on most occasions, it was deter- mined that the course of their education should be the same. Very different, however, were the respective advantages derived from the instructions they had received. While the youth of Lord Carlmaine was marked with idleness and dissipa- tion, that of Selwyn was daily engrafting on the early lessons of information and virtue he had received, a large fund of enlightened instruction, practical bene- volence, and useful knowledge. Adolphus had been for several years the sole companion of a suffering father, 324 CONCEALMENT. who, self-secluded from the world, often forgot the youth of this partner of his sorrows, and his solitude ; and fre- quently relieved the fulness of his heart, by pouring into the ear of his son, the history of that grief, which had almost shaken his reason, and would, in ail pro- bability, shorten his days. This, perhaps ill-judged confidence, while it occasion- ally softened the heart of Adolphus, in a still greater degree hastened the unfold- ing of his reason, and laid the foundation of that seriousness and reflective turn which afterwards marked his character. He had quitted England with Lord Carl- maine : but their habits abroad were even more dissimilar than they had been at school, or at college; and Selwyn, after repeated endeavours to check the immoral propensities of his relation, and detach him from the dangerous society of Lucas, conceived, that the only chance of pre- serving his own self-esteem, was to sepa- rate himself, as much as possible, from CONCEALMENT. 325 companions with whom he had but very few sentiments in common. Still, however, he was attached to hi^ cousin. He continued to love the man, while he hated and shunned the vices and example by which he was misled. Thus his purse, as well as his heart, was ever open, and at the command of Carl- maine ; till he found, that the one only tended to increase his extravagance, or facilitate the vicious schemes of Lucas ; and that the confiding regard and unsus- pecting friendship of the other were basely betrayed, and made the subject of contempt and derision. After three years spent in visiting most of the capitals of Europe, in studying the minds of men, with the manners and go- vernments of different nations, he return- ed to his native land ; his understanding strengthened, his judgment matured, his principles more steadily fixed, his curio- sity gratified, his taste refined, and his mind unpolluted by the various scenes in S26 CONCEALMENT. which vice, in novel, and often seductive, forms, had been exhibited to his obser- vation. The prudent circumspection, that seem" ed natural to him, had defended his heart alike from the pains and pleasures of love. But, under this appearance of reserve, perhaps even of coldness, glowed feelings of the warmest sensibility. His passions and imagination were indeed ardent, occasionally even impetuous ; but early culture and discipline had chastened, and brought them under the wholesome con- trol and guidance of reason. Among the companions of his youth his bosom ac- knowledged few as very intimate, still fewer as common friends, and not one as the congenial soul with which his own might link in amity. Before he left England, as we observed above, he had conceived a great partiality for Frederick Lawrence. Few young men were, in truth, better suited to each other; both possessing the most desirable CONCEALMENT. 327 qualities of the understanding, and vir- tues of the heart : even the errors of their several characters seemed calculated to draw still closer the bonds of friendship that united them, in spite of the differ- ence of their ages. The confused but painful recollection of his early years, the singular mystery and uncertainty that enveloped the fate of his parents, the unconnected situation of his sister, as well as himself, — had combined to cherish in Frederick a fe- verish sensibility, which threatened much danger to his future peace. In a mind less nobly endowed, these circumstances might have produced a repulsive reserve, and a distrustful austerity of character : in that of Frederick they generated a diffidence of his own merits, which, to the penetrating Selwyn, rendered hfm still more deserving encouragement and regard. Neither was the character of Selwyn free from all erroneous bias, though ap- 328 CONCEALMENT. proaching very near to perfection. In his^ mind the standard of human excellence was placed too high ; and he was, there- fore, ill disposed to be satisfied with the probity and virtue he generally met with in his intercourse with society. Hence his bosom had, till now, been locked up from friendship, and still more strongly defended against the entrance of love. Of women indeed, or rather of the woman to whom he would entrust his happiness, and for whose felicity he felt no sacrifice would be too great, he had, in his warm imagination, formed a model so good, so fair, so charming, and so perfect, that it had for many years been the idol before which he bowed almost in adoration. By the light of day he sought it ; but in his nightly visions only had he found this sweet creation of his fastidious fancy. His vacations had usually been spent in Devonshire ; and, while he delighted in watching the gradual approach of CONCEALMENT. 329 Frederick to reason and manhood, his raiud was often attracted, and the most agreeable emotions excited, by the grace, beauty, and fascinating playfulness, of the little Julia ; whose attention he fre- quently attempted to engage, either with an instructive book, or something like serious conversation. These efforts were, however, always unsuccessful. The book named by Selwyn was never to be found, or, if he already held it, Julia hastily dragged Caroline forward, assu- ring him, that she would do more honour to their kind instructress. If she perceived he was going to describe some " pretty behaved young ladies he was acquainted with at Oxford," she would stand erect and motionless before him, with every burlesque affectation of the greatest attention ; while a sly glance at Edward or Caroline, stolen from beneath the shade of her beautiful long eye-lashes, challenged approval of the joke. But, if she suspected that Adolphus Selwyn 330 CONCEALMENT. really meant to examine her as to her acquirements, or seriously to correct what he thought amiss in her conduct and opi- nions, the natural hauteur and impa- tience of her character would instantly break forth, and, with haughty irony, she would thank him for the trouble he considerately wished to spare Lady Montrevor. Such was the child Selwyn had left, and who had alternately excited feelings of the liveliest interest, and most poig- nant regret, that Nature should have formed such a master-piece of attraction, and have left it so imperfect. These sentiments, however, were hastily con- ceived, and quickly corrected by the reflection that Julia was little more than a child; time might do much, and she was in excellent hands; and still her image often, when far distant, came un- called to his recollections. When he again saw her, amid the festive throng at his uncle's, her graceful figure and CONCEALMENT. 331 ripened beauty struck him with surprise and admiration. Love might probably have added to the force of these agree- able sensations in favour of our heroine, but for an accidental circumstance pre- vious to his entering the room, w^hich armed his breast with more than it usual caution. In Lady Eleanor's search for pictures, to ornament the rooms of entertainment on the ball night, many were brought to light that had long been consigned to a lumber-room, or removed from observa- tion for family reasons. Among the lat- ter was one of Mrs. Selwyn, painted in earliest life, and representing her in the character of Hebe. Mr. Selwyn had ever prized it with melancholy tenderness ; and, at his death, had earnestly requested that Lady Ashmore would accept, and protect from injury, this resemblance of an ill-fated sister. The countess received the melancholy legacy with mingled sensations of grief, 332 CONCEALMENT. shame, and affection : during her life it hung in the least conspicuous part of her private closet, and at her death was re- moved to a distant apartment, never used. It had been brought down with others for selection; but, on being ob* served by Lady Eleanor, was, with an expression of dignity and horror, ordered away. In the hurry of preparation, in- stead of being returned to its former situation, it had been hung up in the apartment Selwyn had always occupied, and to which he now returned. The sensations excited in his mind, by the sight of this old acquaintance, were chiefly of a painful nature. His recollec- tion of his mother, which time was wiping fast from his memory, became suddenly renewed; and he recalled to mind the agony of despair and tenderness with which he had often seen his father contemplate this pleasing portrait. With these half painful, half soothing, retro- spections, came also a train of well- CONCEALMENT. 333 remembered lessons and reflections, in- culcating the necessity of prudent reserve and unrelaxing circumspection. Thus seriously disposed, his heart sur- rounded by a sacred paternal guard, he advanced to Lady Montrevor ; whose ex- tended hand gave him a friendly welcome back to England. From Julia he re- ceived only a smile of pleased recogni- tion ; as she was, at that moment, hasten- ing to take her place in the dance. His eyes followed her involuntarily ; and, during the whole evening, he never ceased observing her, — though with such cautious prudence, that no one, not even herself, was conscious of his attention. ' At the close of the entertainment,-^ during which every word, action, and even movement, of the happy, unsuspect- ing Julia, had been the object of a never- ceasing attention, and of almost severe scrutiny, — ^Selwyn withdrew to his cham- ber. There, however, the idea of the lovely orphan still followed him : but, 834 CONCEALMENT. while he paid a ready tribute to the charms of her person, he thought he could perceive, that the faults he had remarked in the child, would still live in the woman ; and, shuddering at the pos- sibility, that she might prove another Hebe, he determined never to admit into his breast a thought of one so unlike the picture his fancy drew of feminine excel- lence. Under the unperceived influence of a passion, of which Julia was exclu- sively the object, he soothed his feelings, by resolving only to consider her as the sister of a man, who now justified the preference which his early worth had excited. The following day witnessed the same delusion; and saw Selwyn, with an air of cool and reflective pru- dence, determined to be convinced, that the only woman who ever interested his heart was altogether incapable of pro- moting his happiness. In this disposi- tion he was farther confirmed by the sight of his mother's picture, which he CONCEALMENT. 335 now viewed as a providential warning. Thus, in conscious security, he offered no objection to accompany Lord Carlmaine in his ride to Arlingham. 836 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER XVII. " Cupid. — Hail to thee, worthy Timon, and to all Tliat of his bounties taste ! the five best senses Acknowledge thee their patron; and do come Freely to 'jE;ratulate thy plenteous bosom : Th' ear, taste, touch, smell, pleas'd from thy table rise." SHAKESPEARE. Edward Byngham, hearing Lord Carl- maine and Selwyn were gone to Lord Montrevor's hastened back, much to the relief of Caroline ; who was uneasy at finding Julia and herself in a situation she thought would not be pleasing to her mother. This interruption was not so agreeable to Lord Carlmaine, who be- came more and more charmed with the lively spirits and conversation of Julia. She had been easily prevailed on to re- sume her seat at the instrument, from which she had risen at the entrance of the gentlemen; but Miss Montrevor could CONCEALMENT. 33T not be persuaded to accompany her on the harp, as was her custom. His lordship hung enraptured over the chair of Julia ; while Selwyn stood, with his back against the wall, w^atching the animated turns of her features, as they varied to the expressive beauty of an Italian air. It was soft and plaintive ; and the countenance of the lovely singer pourt rayed a soul alive to every virtuous, as well as tender, feeling. Emotions new, and such as he had so lately depre- cated, were quickly kindling in his bosom ; when, suddenly stopping, in a passage of great sweetness, Julia started up, exclaiming, — '^ I beg you will excuse me; I must leave you,— having an ap- pointment I cannot neglect; and, luckily, here comes Edward ; Lady Montrevor is, no doubt, also near at hand : so, my dear Caroline, you know thfire is no impro- priety in leaving you with these gen- tlemen." Lord Carlmaine took her hand, and 838 CONCEALMENT. would have detained her ; but, quickly disengaging herself, and snatching up her hat, which lay on the table, she escaped through a window, that opened into the park, and was out of sight in a few minutes. [ Lord Carlmaine soon after took his leave, inviting Edward to accompany him. Selwyn also, finding Frederick was gone to Exeter, said he should go and chat with Mr. and Mrs. Dermont till his return; and left the house at the same time. Resolved not to indulge thoughts, which his late emotions convinced him would be imprudent and dangerous, Sel- wyn rode on briskly ; and, making nearly the circuit of the park, came to the small hamlet of Brookdale, and then gave his horse to the groom, with orders to wait for him at Mr. Ddrmont's. This he did, intending to call on the village-clerk, whose son had gone abroad with him as his servant ; but, having married a CONCEALMENT. 339 peasant's daughter in Switzerland, had settled near his wife's family. He was anxious to impart this news himself, that he might be able to soften the disap-* pointment of the aged father ; and recon- cile him to the step his son had taken, by representing the prudence of his con- duct, and the respectability of the con- nexion into which he had entered. Having succeeded in these views, Sel- wyn gained the extremity of the hamlet; when, as he was passing the door of a mean cottage, his steps were arrested by the sound of a voice that appeared fami- liar to him. He stopped, and the idea that hastily struck him was confirmed. The room, into which he now cautiously looked, denoted the extreme of poverty. In one corner was a lowly bed, on which lay an aged woman, apparently sick. A young female, — in whose face grief and penury were strongly painted, — knelt, with two children, by the side of the bed ; at the head of which, also on her q2 340 CONCEALMENT. knees, was a young woman, reading aloud. Scarcely could Selwya credit the fide- lity of his senses, which told him that the person thus engaged was the giddy, volatile Julia Lawrence. Yet the fact admitted no doubt. To no other could such grace and beauty belong. Immove- able from astonishment, and screened from view by some foliage against the house, he leaned, in fixed attention, on the window. He soon discovered that Miss Lawrence was reading the prayers for the sick ; and he listened, with plea- sure, to the melodious sound of her voice, — whose impressive tones were finely adapted to the solemn subject. Again he almost doubted the possibility, that it could be the same thoughtless girl who had quitted him an hour ago. While he still listened with unabated surprise, Julia arose ; and, opening a parcel that lay on the table, took from thence several articles of clothing, in CONCEALMENT. 34l which she dressed the children ; having first herself removed the rags that cover- ed them. Thus employed, the serious- ness of devotion had disappeared from her countenance ; which again shone with all her natural vivacity. She now proceeded to tie on her hat ; and Selwyn stepped behind the corner of the house, that he might not be discovered. Anxi- ous to gratify his curiosity, when assured of Julia's departure, he entered the cot- tage, saying, he understood some one there was sick, and he wished to offer relief; at the same time, putting some money into the hand of the young wo- man, he asked several questions relative to their circumstances. By the answers he learnt, that the dis- tress of these poor people was great and unmerited ; that the daughter had ap- plied to Lord Montrevor's steward, who said his lady's list of pensioners and peti- tioners was already too long by half for her means. ''Fortunately, however," a 3 342 CONCEALMENT. continued the old woman, ** Betsy was overheard by an angel of a young lady ; who, when the steward was gone, ran after her with money : besides which, I cannot tell you all she has done for us." **Do you know the lady?" asked Selwyn. " Not exactly, sir ;" returned the old woman : " for she strictly forbade us to ask any thing about her ; but my daugh- ter has found out that she comes from his lordship's, close by." " She is only just gone," said Betsy ; " and has brought us a great many things, besides money." ''And, would you believe it, sir," ex- claimed the mother, "that I happened the other day to say, that, as my poor girl cannot read, I had no one to cheer me with a good book now and then, she said, that she would also do that for me ; and, sure enough, she has been to read or pray by me almost everyday since." Charging them not to mention him to CONCEALMENT. 343 their benefactress, and promising to see them again, Selwyn departed; agitated and humbled at having doubted the sen- sibihty of a mind capable of such modest benevolence. In the agreeable warmth of his present sensations, he blushed for having thought vivacity of temper incompatible vs^ith the more refined dispositions of the soul; and, with self- accusation, he recollected the feelings, bordering on disgust, with which he had seen Julia abruptly break off in a passage of music, to indulge, what he then thought, some childish whim. The above incident, and conse- quent reflectionsj threatened to shake his late resolutions, and fully occupied his mind during the remainder of his walk. In truth, Selwyn had committed an error not unusual with young reasoners : his survey of human nature was as yet circumscribed ; and a few solitary in- stances, which his memory suggested, led him, on this occasion, to form general q4 344 CONCEALMENf. and unwarranted conclusions. Because he had seen sprightliness and levity the characteristics of thoughtless unprinci- pled minds, he rashly suspected, that Julia's vivacity was not the exuberance of healthy innocence, and youth ; but the overflowing- of feelings undisciplined, and impatient of control. The return of Lord Ashmore's son and nephew from their continental tour was the signal for much more than usual hospitality and intercourse in the neigh- bourhood ; and Lord Montrevor, who had private views for prolonging his stay in Devonshire, took the lead in friendly attentions on this occasion. A few days after the entertainment at Brookdale, the earl and his family, with several of their most distinguished neigh- bours, dined at Arlingham. Lord Carl- maine and Selwyn thought with pleasure of this visit, for reasons with which the reader is well acquainted. Lady Eleanor anticipated the gratification of receiving CONCEALMENT. 345 the applause and thanks, to which she felt entitled, for the late successful exer- tions she had made for the entertain- ment of her friends. And Lady Maria had also her reasons for preparing, with more pleasure than usual, for this visit. Mr. Fairbank likewise was happy in the prospect of being able to renew his ad- dresses to Caroline ; which, he had now reason to believe, would stand a better chance of success than those of Sir Charles Ben well. Mrs. Thornton was delighted at this opportunity of introducing her daughters, to the travellers, in a more particular manner than had been possible at thes ball. She considered Louisa as a per- fect model of Grecian beauty ; and though her want of energy had, perhaps, hitherto prevented her settling, she thought that to two young men, just returned from admiring the boasted statuary and paint- ing of Italy, her eldest daughter could not fail to appear the most perfect of Q 5 346^^ CONCEALMENT. living beauties. Jessy too, she thought, might probably attract the attention of one of the young men. This anxious mother was also desirous that Mr. Thorn- ton should cultivate the acquaintance of Lord Carlmaine and Mr. Selvvyn, in the hope of detaching him from the pas- sionate love of field sports, which his father had been so careful to cultivate. This gentleman, the hope of the fa- mily, possessed an understanding of the most limited kind, and his education had been barely sufficient to capacitate him to succeed to his father's preferment. The young men of Lord Ashmore's fa- mily had known him but slightly before they left England ; and the boyish age of Edward and Frederick Lawrence rendered them unsuitable companions for Mr. Thornton; who soon devoted himself to the life and habits of a sports- man. And indeed this amusement, like many of his equals in age and situation, h(e sought, not because it suited particu- CONCEALMENT. 34? larly his inclination, or promoted his hap- piness, but because it occupied and almost engrossed his mind ; because it buried in oblivion the past, and rendered him regardless of the future. Lately, how- ever, he had discovered that the little Miss Julia, with whom he had often romped most agreeably, was grown up a fine young woman ; and, being smitten w ith the beauty of her person, — although inca- pable of appreciating her other qualities, he persuaded himself that marriage was necessary to his happiness, and began seriously to think of our heroine. This was by no means a speculation to the taste of either the doctor or Mrs. Thornton, who conceived that the for-^ tune and situation of their son authorised much higher pretensions. They how- ever determined, for the present, to offer no opposition, and to take the first op- portunity of sending him to visit a rela-» tion at a distance. Dr. Thornton, on this visit to Arling- S48 CONCEALMENT. ham, was in high good humour. He had had a delightful day's sport, and was elevated by having carried an important point against Mrs. Thornton, respecting Cecilia; who, while following him through a wood that morning, had received a se- vere blow in her face from the branch of a tree; "the marks of which," said he, "you see have not added to her beauty. Her mother wished her to re- main at home, and hide her disfigured face : but, about my little Cecilia, I am determined to be master ; and so here she is, looking as merry as any body, and thinking less than any one else of her face. Oh! she is a girl not to mind trifles, and has been long used to sports- man's fare:" then, in a lower voice, he said to Lord Carlmaine, "To be sure, it was all my fault: I was so intent upon some pheasants I had marked, that I for- o'ot my little companion close behind, and let go a large bramble, which I had held back while I passed myself, directly CONCEALMENT. S49 in her face : so, to make amends, I told her my beautiful mare, black Molly, should be her's." " Which, of course, healed all the lady's grievances!" said his lordship, laughing heartily, as did the company in general ; by most of whom the doctor's generosity had been overheard. Cecilia joined in the laugh ♦ observing that, as she had gone out of the smooth track beaten by young ladies, she must expect sometimes rough adventures ; and, by her good hu- moured singularity, and gaite de coeur, disposed every one to be pleased with her, as with an untaught child of the woods. Mr. Dermont, ever placid and cheer- ful, entered with rational enjoyment into society, where his respectable character, and urbanity of manners, never failed to procure him the just tribute of deference and esteem. Mrs. Dermont had for some time de- clined leaving home, but her health. 350 CONCEALMENT. consequently her spirits and temper, were at this period rather better than usual. His little treasure, his Emma, was per- fectly well, and becoming hourly more lovely, more every thing his heart could wish ; and, lastly, he had at length dis- burdened his mind of a secret, which the curiosity of his pupil had so long solicited from him ; and, with Frederick, he now joined the party. Thus Lord Montrevor had this day the singular good fortune to see all his guests disposed to please, and be pleased. When taking their seats at table, much jockey ship might have been ob- served by an indifferent spectator. Sir Charles Ben well and Mr. Fairbank were again engaged in opposition ; each desi- rous of securing a seat next Caroline, who had placed herself by her father. Lord Montrevor however ended the con- test, by pointedly requesting Sir Charles to take the vacant chair between Miss Thornton and Cecilia. The disappointed CONCEALMENT. 351 baronet had no alternative ; and, leaving ^lis riorht hand neio-hbour to the uninter- rupted enjoyment of graceful languor, soon almost forgot his vexation in the interesting details of sporting adventures, given and received on the other side of him. Lord Carlmaine had dexterously contrived to elude the post of honour, and had slipped into a seat on one side Julia ; while Edward Byngham had se- cured the other. To effect this, Caroline thought she had perceived a manoeuvre, on the part of her cousin, that pained her heart, and excited some sensations of jealousy towards her friend. If Mrs. Thornton was a little morti- fied, at seeing Louisa occupy so unim- portant a place, as that between Mr. Dermont and Sir Charles Benwell, she was both surprised and pleased at re- marking the exclusive attention paid by the latter to Cecilia. Added to which^ she had the still greater satisfaction to observe, that Mr. Selwyn scarcely spoke; 352 CONCEALMENT. to any one during dinner but her Jessy. Lady Eleanor was much pleased with the awkward, but civil attentions of young Thornton ; while her niece, Lady Maria, by persisting in sitting near Lord Montrevor, became the neighbour of Frederick. We have been thus particular in de- scribing the relative situations of the company on this occasion, as some rather important consequences seemed to result therefrom ; and which we will commu- nicate to the reader while the ladies are retiring to the drawing-room. To begin, then, with Lady Eleanor. If she was gratified by the civility of her neighbour, Stephen Thornton was no less flattered by the approving smiles that civility met with from the sister of an earl. He had but rarely mixed with women ; and when that did happen, his person, which was remarkably heavy and plain, and his manners unformed and awkward, made him frequently the CONCEALMENT. 353 object of their rude neglect and ridicule. Even this very day he had experienced from Julia a most mortifying check. In the act of presenting her a chair, before dinner, he had hazarded a significant pressure of her hand, which was answer- ed by a contemptuous haughty look ; while, instead of taking the seat he had procured for her, she went to another part of the room, and, squeezing herself between Miss Montrevor and Jessy Thornton, amused the former with the account of Stephen's gallantry. This was done in so loud a whisper, as not only to be heard by Jessy, but also to reach the ear of the mortified Stephen ; who tightened his shoe-strings, drew up his neck-cloth, settled the frill of his shirt, and even began softly to whistle, — to hide his anger and confusion, while he thus felt himself the subject of Julia's ill- suppressed merriment. So sudden and severe was the resentment thus excited, that he inwardly cursed his past folly, and 854 CONCEALMENT, vowed never to tease himself again by a thought of a saucy minx, who did not deserve his affection. Thus early did our thoughtless heroine chill the flame of love in one of her ad- mirers. We will not attempt to defend her ; but hope she will mend as she grows older. This was not the first rebuff which poor Stephen, now turned of thirty, had experienced. He had already offered his heart and hand to several ladies ; but, whether the young man had been too presuming or too diffident, too hasty or too backward, or from what other cause we cannot tell, he had so ill chosen the objects of his preference, that he had not only been rejected, but often, as on the present occasion, his advances were received with provoking contempt. At dinner, however. Lady Eleanor found means to reconcile him to himself; and he began almost to think, that the attentions with which he was now fa- voured were nearly equivalent to those CONCEALMENT, 355 of any of the giggling young misses he had known. Pleased therefore with each other, both thought that Lady Montrevor was unusually early in withdrawing. The time of dinner, that had passed thus agreeably with the aunt, had been little less so to the niece ; who had been much pleased with the companion chance had given her. Frederick, from a child, had been a favourite with Lady Maria Carlmaine ; and though, on the evening of the ball, he had rather offended her, yet when they again met she had almost forgotten the cause. No one was more certain of success whenever she stooped to please ; and this she now did, with such becoming grace, that even the diffi- dent, retiring Frederick, was lulled into forgetfulness of the distance between them, and became unconscious of her awe-inspiring manners. Such a state of mind was highly to his advantage, as he was thereby almost un- knowingly led to take his full share of the 366 CONCEALMENT. conversation, much to the satisfaction of Lady Maria ; who, while she admired the animation and intelligence of his fine manly countenance, readily subscribed to the justice of the observations he had been induced to make on the topics that had occurred. Thus was another duet too soon disturbed by Lady Montrevor^s sional. Lord Carlmaine had been also charmed with the situation he had procured. Julia's spirits were, as usual, in alto. Her own heart was perfectly at ease, and she w^as, consequently, at leisure to re- mark and fancy what w^as passing, and much more, in the minds of those around her. Observing the smiles of Lady Eleanor, while listening to young Thorn- ton, she advised Lord Carlmaine to make up his mind to the loss of a handsome legacy ; for her ladyship's fortune would of course follow the inclinations of her heart : she also added, she was sure no- thing but the most interesting conversa- CONCEALMENT. 357 tion could make Lady Eleanor so forget- ful, as to turn her back completely on poor Dr. Thornton, who did not yet seem disposed to take his usual nap. Many lively sallies of a like nature, during dinner, had delighted Lord Carl- maine, rendered Julia more easy of ac- cess, and emboldened him to express the admiration with which she inspired him. His compliments, however, made no im- pression on Julia ; for her heart took no interest in them. Her memory was stored, also, with many far more extra- vagant ; and, besides, his lordship was just returned from the Continent, — where, she understood, such language was current, and ranked no higher than the usual forms of civility. She did not like the strange and rude way with which he stared at her ; but that, she supposed, was also foreign. His manners Were, in other respects, elegant, and he was re- markably entertaining; she therefore 358 CONCEALMENT. readily allowed him to share with Edward the pleasure of amusing her. The heart of the latter was still fluc- tuating. He really loved Caroline ; but, smarting under feelings of newly-awaken- ed jealousy, she had shewn so much pet- tish resentment, that her cousin, mis- taking both the cause and effect of her uneasiness, had sought to please Julia with increasing earnestness. Caroline indeed, during dinner, to the mortifica- tion of her admirer, appeared reserved and uneasy ; so difficult is it in youth to dress the features at pleasure. Not more enviable were the emotions that agitated the bosom of Selwyn, though possessing perfect self-command. Seated nearly opposite Julia, he lost not a look, and scarcely a word, that escaped her; though he was, to all appearance, much interested by the chat of his agreeable neighbour. Many circumstances, indi- vidually trifling, but collectively im- CONCEALMENT. 3-59 portant, since the scene at the cottage, had occurred to strengthen his opinion, — that, however humane her disposition might be, the feminine delicacy, and steady correctness of feeling, to which alone his heart could yield, were un- known to Julia Lawrence. Still to see her thus at ease and playful, with such a man as Lord Carlmaine, gave him very uncomfortable feelings ; and he thought the dinner had been of a most tedious length. Here Selwyn was the victim of self- deception. Had not secret jealousy awakened his fears, and given a wrong direction to his discernment, he would have seen that Julia's easy intercourse with Lord Carlmaine, and apparent le- vity, were, in truth, nothing more than the robe of innocence, the spontaneous eifusions of a mind, satisfied with itself, and in good humour with all the world. In the drawing-room Lady Eleanor paid Mrs. Thornton many agreeable '660 CONCEALMENT. compliments on the good looks of Mr. Stephen ; who was growing, she said, quite lusty, and very like the doctor. Mrs. Thornton bowed, while the young ladies smiled, and wondered where it was possible to trace a likeness between Stephen and his father, who was still a handsome man. Lady Montrevor, to stop a conversation which seemed likely to expose the weak- ness of her guest, and, consequently, wound the feelings of Lady Maria, rose to lead the way to the green-house, to shew a rare plant, then in blossom. Lady Maria, as well as Mrs. Thornton, was very fond of flowers, and remained in the green-house, while the rest of the party returned to the drawing-room ; when Lady Eleanor led the conversation to the late entertainment at Brookdale. Having, by a look round, ascertained that there was no one present she could displease, Julia bestowed the most extra- vagant praise on every part of the CONCEALMENT. 361 arrangement. In this she was most ably seconded by Edward Byngham, who soon after came in ; and, entering into all the spirit of the joke, protested he had never heard any thing half so enchanting as the air of the captivating For tuna. '^ A-propos^'' cried Julia; '* might I take the liberty of asking from whence your ladyship took it ; as my brother, who fancies he has a taste for poetry, was greatly struck with the words." "And does Mr. Lawrence really ad- mire themi" asked Lady Eleanor, with affected modesty. ''Indeed he was delighted," answered Julia ; " and has often regretted the un- lucky interruption by which we all lost the conclusion." " Oh !" cried her ladyship, " the loss is not irreparable : I think I can give him a copy." Never had our heroine appeared in such an amiable light to Lady Eleanor, 362 CONCEALMENT. who made her sit down close by her to have a little chat. Lord Carlmaine, with Selwyn and Frederick, now entered; when Julia, calling the latter to her, said, — "I have been telling Lady Eleanor, my dear Fred, how pleased you were with the song of Fortuna ; and she is so obliging as to promise you a copy." ''Indeed, Mr. Lawrence," said Lady Eleanor, with a smile of self-compla- cency; '' I feel highly flattered that any humble effort of mine should attract your attention : but it is a mere trifle — the production of an hour — the very worst of my poetical eff^usions." The blood suffused the cheeks of Fre- derick, and he cast an angry glance at his sister ; who hastily made her escape, half alarmed at the trick she had played her brother, leaving him to extricate himself as well as he could. Luckily Mr. Der- mont, at this moment, expressed his CONCEALMENT. 363 wish to return home. Frederick was instantly on his feet, and resigned his seat with great pleasure to Stephen Thornton, who had been twirling, with great perseverance and animation, one of the bell-ropes near Lady Eleanor's chair. After the departure of Mr. Dermont, Mrs. Thornton requested that Lady Eleanor would petition for some music. Her ladyship was still looking the agree- able, — while Mr. Stephen was describing, with minute accuracy, a cock-fight, at which he had lately shewn great judg- ment, — and she nodded to his mother, but suffered him to finish his narration be- fore she would attend to any thing else. Our young sportsman, who was not accustomed to such flattering attention, was determined to make the most of the opportunity, and never quitted the side of her ladyship, notwithstanding the smiles, winks, and frowns of his mother and sisters. Miss Thornton, at the entreaty of her r2 864 CONCEALMENT. mother, sat down to Caroline's harp ; but, having struck a few cords, she pro- tested, very pathetically, that the exertion was more than her nerves were equal to, and resigned the instrument to Miss Montrevor ; who sang and played, accom- panied by her cousin, with more than her usual taste, sweetness, and spirit. Edward felt charmed, and his heart was forcibly drawn towards Caroline; but the dread, so common to moderate capacities, of being governed, determined him to check these sentiments, and shew his independence, by refusing longer to sanction arrangements, which had been made without his concurrence. To this he was farther induced, by the admiration with which he perceived Julia inspired nearly all who approached her; among whom, when she distinguish- ed him with the goodrhumoured freedom, in which they had lived from childhood, he mistook the pleasing feelings of grati- fied vanity, which he experienced, for CONCEALMENT. 365 growing affection. As, however, neither the passions nor feeUngs of Edward Byngham were ever troublesome from an excess of warmth, he was at leisure to proceed with all due caution, and to ascertain what would, in all probability, tend most to his own advantage and gratification. Julia also, after Jessy Thornton, took her seat at the piano-forte ; to which she was led by Lord Carlmaine, and imme- diately followed by young Byngham, both of whom rapturously applauded her voice and masterly execution. Being herself remarkably fond of music, she \Yas easily prevailed on to keep her seat till the carriages were announced, when Lady Maria Carlmaine entered from the adjoining library with Selwyn. When Mr. Dermont went away. Lady Maria had requested permission to look for an edition of Dante, which Lord Montrevor had promised to lend her to compare witli her own. This was e8 366 CONCEALMENT. readily granted; and her ladyship, in conformity with her usual unsociable manners, had remained there till the last moment. Selwyb had listened with much atten- tion to the several performances of Miss Montrevor and Jessy Thornton ; but, when Julia prepared to contribute her part to the general amusement, he arose, and followed Lady Maria to the library. This step had cost him some effort ; but he remembered how enchanted he had been, a few days before, with our he- roine's voice and manner of singing ; and, after the various observations he had since made on the apparent levity of her cha- racter, and the interest he could not conceal from himself she had excited in his mind, he resolutely determined to avoid, in future, every occasion likely to increase that interest. Julia had not noticed his leaving the room; but when, after his departure, Caroline made some remark on the sin- CONCEALMENT. 36T gularity of his doing so, as he was parti- cularly fond of music, her vanity was rather piqued ; and, on further reflection, she recollected that, during the afternoon, he had not once spoken to her, — though she had frequently observed his eyes fixed upon her in what she called ill-natured scrutiny. *' I do not think he ever liked me much," said this artless girl ; " and now, I believe, he disapproves all I say and do : but his opinion is, I am sure, very indifferent to me, and I shall certainly seize some opportunity of giving him that information." " Take care, my dear girl," returned Lady Montrevor; ''how you admit such independent ideas. Women in general, and more especially at your age, ought to value the favourable opinion of every virtuous and intelligent mind; they want, in a thousand instances through life, that encouraging support ; and, though no generous spirit would seek it by unwor- r4 368 CONCEALMENT. thy means, it is always a most desirable suffrage." ''Without your good opinion, my dearest madam," answered Julia, '' and that of several other valued friends, I do not think I could live : but while I shall ever endeavour to preserve what I prize so highly, and feel no reproaches from my own heart, I think I can dispense w^ith the approbation of Mr. Selwyn." The warmth of Julia's feelings had in- creased during this conversation ; and she sought her chamber, wdth sensations of resentment and rising dislike towards Selwyn, which she did not stop to exa- mine, and which the occasion assuredly did not justify. CONCEALMENT, S6S^ CHAPTER XVIII. " And shame and doubt impell'd him in a course, Once so abhoir'd, with unresisted force. Proud minds and guilty, whom their crimes oppress, Fly to new crimes for comfort and redress." CRABBE. The day before the meeting just de- scribed, Mr. Byngham had been called to Bath by the information, that his wife was dangerously ill. This was a sum- mons he had often received since their separation, and which he had always conscientiously attended ; on which occa- sions he had generally found her much less ill than had been represented ; and these interviews had ended in increased disgust on one side, and peevish re- proaches on the other. Those years, that might have been the most valuable and happy of her life, had flown by with R 6 370 CONCEALMENT. the ill-judging Louisa, marked only by a succession of puerile enjoyments, and self-sought disappointments. Her mind was weak, her heart vain, cold, and self- ish^ but not vicious : though, therefore, her character presented no warm gleams of even transient virtue, neither had any suspicion of guilt or glaring impropriety sullied her reputation. Satisfied with the very ample means she received from her husband, of gratifying her expensive wishes, and content with the trifling- mode of life she had adopted, which imposed neither duties or restraint, — she never sought a re-union, which she was aware would subject her to both. Yet, with her natural inconsistency, she re- sented what she called the neglect and unkindness of Mr. Byngham, in never having renewed the solicitations he had once made ; and at each meeting her temper appeared to have become more soured. Over a mind of such apathy and sel- CONCEALMENT. 371 fishness, the claims of maternal affection had but very little influence. When, therefore, Edward accompanied his father in his visits to his mother, the latter chose always to suppose he had been taught to blame and dislike her : while her son, whose sensibility was not of a very lively cast, considered her only as a mother, who had voluntarily forsaken him in childhood, and embittered the life of his father. Under the influence of such feelings, it was no wonder, that they usually parted without regret, as they had met without any emotions of pleasure. When Mr. Byngham arrived at Bath, he found his wife afflicted by a severe pulmonary attack, which induced him to propose his remaining near her till she became better. Previous suffering had made Mrs. Byngham much more suscep- tible of kindness, and she received the offer with expressions of gratitude. Mr. Byngham having therefore written to his 372 CONCEALMENT. son, signifying his intention of remain- ing at Bath ; and, promising to write if any more alarming symptoms occurred in his mother's situation, prepared to share Mrs. Leslie's attendance on her daughter, and to relieve, as much as was in his power, the mind and body of Louisa ; both which were at this time almost equally afflicted. In performing this painful task, Mr. Byngham experienced a melancholy sa- tisfaction ; and the consciousness of dis- charging an act of duty, renewed some- what of that energy which had been nipped in the bud of life, and had ever since been gradually declining. While then he thought that, but for the unfor- tunate mistake of his father, the being before him — and who was probably has- tening to an early grave, — might have formed, and been deserving of, some happier union ; the want of judgment and forbearance, that had marked his own CONCEALMENT. 373 conduct towards her, rose to his mind, and filled it with self-accusations. Mr. Byngham could not, however, justly reproach himself with any recol- lections of ill-usage, or habitual unkind- ness, towards this weak, imprudent woman ; but her helpless, afflicted situa- tion, softened his mind, and awakened his compassion, in the benevolent sympathy which he felt for her present sufferings. Mrs. Byngham's illness excited, in the mean time, no extraordinary sensation at Arlingham. Edward had little reason to care about his mother; and Lady Mon- trevor felt only the interest prompted by feelings of compassionate benevolence towards a woman, to whom she attri- buted the unhappiness which had, during many years, clouded the life of her bro- ther. Thus no interruption occurred to the interchange of friendly visits that at this time more particularly enlivened the scene of our drama. In addition to Lady Montrevor's per- 374 CONCEALMENT. sonal sufferings, — to which religion, time, and a consciousness of not having me- rited them, had taught a saint-Hke resig- nation, — she now began to tremble for Caroline, on whose fate all that remained of her own wrecked happiness was staked. The increasing attention and deference of her husband towards Mr. Fairbank, led her to suspect the fact, namely, that forgetful of the tacit, if not avowed, sanc- tion he had given to an union between Edward and Caroline, he now, from sordid motives, favoured the views of that contemptible young man. She had also begun to fancy she saw occasionally sio^ns of secret uneasiness in her daus^h- ter ; but, herself engrossed by the idea of Mr. Fairbank, she had sought no farther for the cause of Caroline's frequent de- pression of spirits, and concluded, that she likewise entertained fears of her fa- ther's intentions. Lord Montrevor w^as still governed by CONCEALMENT. 375 the unworthy object of his guilty infa- tuation, — the abandoned Vittoria ; who, though arrogant and capricious, seemed to have found the art to fetter the senses, and almost fix the fickle taste, of her lover. Not bnt what there were many hours when Montrevor bitterly felt the galling yoke to which he had submitted ; but whatever natural fortitude his mind originally might have been endowed with, had long since, by quick gradations, sunk in a vortex of follies and vice. The other latent virtues of his heart had soon fol- lowed; till, as now, he drowned the reproaches of his conscience, and smo- thered the occasional pleadings of his own heart in favour of a deserving wife, and checked the risings of nature in be- half of an only child, by drinking still deeper of the poisonous draughts of illicit pleasures, and plunging farther into de- moralizing pursuits. He had not arrived at this stao^e of depravity without involving his finances 376 CONCEALMENT. in a most ruinous degree; and, as the greatest part of his property was entailed, and, in default of male heirs, passed to a distant branch of the family, his resources were very circumscribed. His brother- in-law had often stood his friend, and therefore they had always been on good terms; the one from selfish considera- tions, the other from affectionate regard for the peace of his sister. But, latterly. Lord Montrevor's demands on Mr. Byng- ham for pecuniary assistance had been so large and frequent, that the latter found it necessary to decline adding to a debt already very considerable. Irritated, and ungratefully forgetting the many accommodations formerly re- ceived, but not daring, under present circumstances, to give vent to his feel- ings, Montrevor endeavoured to conceal them, resolving to lose no time in raising the money, of which he should soon be most desperately in need. Luckily for these plans, he at this time became ac- CONCEALMENT* 377 guainted with Mr. Fairbanks and almost as soon perceived that he was an admirer of his daughter. This was a happy dis- covery ; and the debased mind of Lord Montrevor did not reject the idea of sacrificino^ Carohne to his own dis2:race- ful necessity, and bartering her happiness for sums, which he could not even hope would long delay the critical moment, when every resource would inevitably fail ; to which, in spite of all the delu- sions of fancy, his soul involuntarily looked forward, in the hours of gloom and remorse, — which, however unwelcome, still would come. His irregularities and necessities had taught his once high and generous mind to bend submissive to the frequent prac- tice of the meanest arts ; for — " He that stands upon a slipp'ry place, Makes nice of no vile hold to stay him up." To Mr. Fairbank's proposals respect- ing his daughter, he gave a ready assent, 378 CONCEALMENT. encouraging him to endeavour to secure her affection, and promising every assis- tance in his power towards his success. In the mean time, he determined to draw upon the purse of his future son-in-law ; who, he knew, in addition to a liberal allowance from his father, had inherited a large estate from an uncle ; besides which, he was certain Fairbank never played, and, excepting for fine cambric, and essences, was not expensive ; conse- quently, must be in possession of a con- siderable sum of ready money. The lover received the friendly professions of Lord Montrevor with gratitude ; and, satisfied w ith the assurance of the latter, that he would never give his consent to Miss Montrevor's marrying Sir Charles Ben- well, agreed to furnish Lord Montrevor with the sum he immediately wanted ; and thus the bargain was settled. The suspicions of Lady Montrevor fell, of course, very far short of these in- famous particulars. Estranged from, CONCEALMENT. 87& and regardless of, his family, as her hus- band had long been, never could her pure mind have admitted the idea, that the man, on whom she had bestowed her warmest, most exalted affections, was capable of half such baseness ; or that he would sacrifice to avarice or ambition the peace of his child. She therefore only thought it possible, that, dazzled by the affluence of Mr. Fairbank, he might wish the alliance ; though of tiiat she could not be certain, as she had sometimes thought he favoured the pretensions of Sir Charles Ben well. As, however, he had never entered with her upon the subject, and it was possible she might have unnecessarily alarmed herself, she resolved, at least for the pre- sent, to confine these painful conjectures to her bosom. Lord Montrevor, regardless of the dis- tressful apprehensions which he had ex- cited in the mind of his wife, felt satisfied fo¥ the present with the means he had 8S@ CONCEALMENT. devised of meeting some pressing* debts, and of supporting his habits of dissipa- tion and profligacy. So matured and hackneyed was he in the ways of wicked- ness ! So gradually and fatally had want of thought and self-discipline led him to neglect the calls of duty ! Lady Montrevor knew the heart of Caroline had from infancy appeared to select Edward for its companion : she believed that the latter loved his cousin ; and, though she could have wished his mind more richly endowed, she trusted he had sufficient virtue of character to ensure the happiness of the woman he had chosen. The faults of Edward had not escaped the observation of his aunt ; but she viewed them through the favour- able medium of a tender prepossession. If, in the heart of Edward, she saw none of those generous, youthful feelings, — which, with untaught ardour, become enamoured of virtue, and, without wait- ing for the approval of reason, instinc- CONCEALMENT. 381 lively follow her dictates, — yet she be- lieved the qualities of his mind were more than negatively good ; requiring, indeed, the aid of direction and cultiva- tion, but capable of a right discrimination and perseverance ; and peculiarly fitted to receive improvement from the gentle influence of Caroline's superior under- standin": and unassumins: manners. Edward was also the only son of a beloved brother, to whom kindred mis- fortunes had linked her more closely, and who had joined with her in earnestly wishing the union of their children. To this union she had looked, through years of tears and sorrows, with a romantic anxiety, which still gave a melancholy charm to her existence. For her own happiness, this amiable ill-paired wo- man sought now only beyond the grave ; and it was for that of the dear objects with which heaven, to reward her vir- tues, had surrounded her, that her heart 382 CONCEALMENT. still dilated with hope, or trembled with apprehension. Lord Carlmaine, during this time, continued his attentions to Julia with unremitting assiduities. She still thought him very clever, very lively, and very amusing ; but he could get no farther. She met him without embarrassment, and she scarcely noticed his absence. This he perceived, and, piqued at having pro- duced so little effect, where he thought his conquest would have been easy, he became more eager in the pursuit ; and determined to take more pains in recon- noitring the ground, and in subduing the indifference of this lovely girl, who appeared all warmth, impetuosity, and indiscretion, in every thing but love. For, after strictly watching her, he was convinced she had no predilection for any of the men with whom he had seen her ; nor, on inquiry, could he hear of any one likely to have engaged her affections. CONCEALMENT. 383 This young nobleman had acquired, and fully deserved, among his acquain- tance, the reputation of a professed liber- tine : by which we do not mean the gross sensualist, or avowed despiser of the forms of virtue, but a character far more designing and dangerous ; that of a man who, under the garb of elegance, open- ness, and every social attraction, disarms suspicion, becomes respected and che- rished ; whilst, by this profound dissi- mulation, he studiously seeks to sacrifice the peace of others on the altar of his selfish unbridled passion. It is no credit to human nature to add, that the blind and vicious folly of Lord Carlmaine made him prize a reputation of this kind as a good man would that of honour and honesty. The plan, therefore, of a systematic seduction (for matrimony had formed no part of his scheme,) had nothing in it to damp his enterprising genius; while suc- cess with so lovely an object would, he 384 CONCEALMENT. thought, well reward his trouble. Carl- maine saw too well the difficulties and obstacles to his designs, not to be con- vinced that the utmost care and caution would be necessary ; not more towards the lady herself, than the many observing friends, by whom she was surrounded, loved, and guarded. He resolved therefore to limit his pre- sent views to the familiarising both Julia and her friends to the easy intercourse her incautious vivacity had already ena- bled him to establish between them ; while he reckoned that his progress would advance much more rapidly after the departure of Edward and Frederick. Of the first he thought but little, con- ceiving he could at any time deceive or w in his vacillating mind to approve al- most any thing. But, from the watchful penetration of an aifectionate brother's eye, he already shrunk with all the cowardice of premeditated guilt, and was therefore anxious for his departure. CONCEALMENT. 385 Gladly would he have sent Selwyn also with them ; for, however he aifected to despise, what he called, his pusillani- mous conduct, he ever feared his virtue : nay more, he loved him, and would en- dure from him checks and reproofs that no one else would hazard ; so involuntary is the homage paid to real unassuming worth, by every heart that is not wholly depraved. In his cousin, indeed, if Carlmaine sought in vain a flattering sycophant, or a licentious companion in his de- baucheries, he had ever found, in the hour of need, and once during a long and painful illness abroad, a generous, tender friend ; disposed to bear w^ith the petu- lance of his humours, willing to extricate him from the many embarrassments into 'which his own follies, and the excitement of Lucas, had led him; and, would he have permitted it, ready to lead him back to the paths of honour and integrity, from which he had so widely strayed. 386 CONCEALMENT. CHAPTER XIX. " Oh how this spring of love resembleth Th' uncertain glory of an April day, Which now shews all the beauty of the sun, And by and by a cloud takes all away." SHAKESPEARE. A FEW days previous to the departure of young Byngham and Frederick for Ox- ford, the latter, while in the small study Mr. Dermont had always allowed him to call his own, was alarmed by piercing screams from the room above, which he knew was that of Emma. He was at the door in an instant ; which being open, he immediately be- held the lovely child enveloped in flames. Terror, at this shocking sight, did not, however, deprive him of his presence of mind. He caught her in his arms, threw her on the ground, and attempted to CONCEALMENT. 387 wrap the carpet around her; but he found that it was fastened down. Again he raised her up ; and, pressing her close to him, endeavoured to check the flames. Then, calling loudly for that assistance which he began to dread he could not give, and turning his eyes, with anxious terror, round the room, they fell on the large window-curtain, which he hastily wrapped round the senseless Emma, still closely encircling her, as well to extinguish the fire, as to support her. Unfortunately, all the family were at this time engaged beyond the reach of Frederick's voice ; till, at length, when his strength began to fail from alarm and exertion, his screams reached Mr. Dermont, who was in his study at a dis- tant part of the house. On entering the room, he was struck with horror and amazement at the scene before him. Frederick was supporting himself with one arm against the wall, while with the other he clasped Emma as firmly a» he s2 388 CONCEALMENT. was able. His face was pale as ashes, except where blackened by the flame and smoke. His hair was half consumed ; and great part of his neckcloth, frill, and waistcoat was also burnt. The thought of his daughter immediately occurred to Mr. Dermont ; and, in answer to his eager inquiry, Frederick, cautiously un- folding part of the curtain, placed the little sufferer in his arms, and then sunk^ almost fainting, to the ground. The first glance at his child explained the whole scene. Her life was spared ; and, having laid her on the bed, he has- tened to raise Frederick, who, under Heaven, had been the instrument of her preservation. The first words of his friend inspired new vigour into the mind and frame of our hero ; who hastily ap- proached the bed, and with joy beheld the glow of re-animation gradually spreading over the face of the still bewil- dered girl ; whose slow opening eyes rested on Frederick, and as recollection CONCEALMENT. 389 returned, spoke, more than words could have done, the warm gratitude with which her heart was full. By degrees she became quite composed, and com-^ plained but little of the effects of fire ; adding, that, had it not been for dear Fred, she was sure nothing could have saved her, and she must have died of fright. She noticed the proofs, in Fre- derick's appearance, of the danger to which her accident had also exposed him, and her soft blue eyes swam in tears. Her father hung over her in agony of speechless tenderness, while he pressed close to his heart the hand of the pre- server of his daughter. All this had occupied the space but of one short half hour. Mr. Dermont had instantly, on the appearance of a servant, sent for a surgeon ; and, seeing there was no cause for farther alarm, was leaving the room to communicate himself the particulars of the accident to Mrs. Der- mont, when, as Frederick prepared to s3 390 CONCEALMENT. follow, Emma said, — ^' Little did you think, my dear Fred, that the pretty creature you gave me would occasion so much mischief." She then proceeded to inform them, that, while endeavouring to catch Fro- lick, (the name she had given her squir- rel,) who had broken his chain, he ran up the chimney, and that, in looking up after him, her clothes had caught fire ; '^ and so," she added, bursting into tears, " besides Frederick's being burnt, I shall never see my dear Frolick again." Mr. Dermont, assuring her he would procure her one much handsomer, left her to the care of the attendants. The surgeon soon arrived ; and, as he pronounced Miss Dermont to have re- ceived but slight injury from an accident which, but for timely assistance, must have been fatal, Mrs. Dermont bore the shock better than could have been ex- pected. Emma, too, was in a few hours able to sit up, and receive Frederick, CONCEALMENT. 89 1 who eagerly requested admittance. When he entered, she was inexpressibly de- lighted to behold a cage in his hand, containing a prisoner, which she imme- diately recognised as her lost favourite — the truant Frolick. She received him with mingled caresses and reproaches, and thanked Frederick numberless times for the good-natured trouble he had taken ; making him give her, over and over again, the history of his chace after him, and all his alternate hopes and fears. This accident, that might have been so fatal, served only to attach Mr. Dermont and his family still more to this son of their adoption. If Selwyn, from the dictates of a cau- tious virtue, with fears for the future tranquillity of his mind, and the preser- vation of principles he had long cherish- ed, determined to renounce the dangerous pleasure of Julia's society, — he resolved to make himself amends by assiduously seeking that of her brother ; daring not s4 392 COiVCEALMENT. to ask himself, whether his present con- duet was influenced by Frederick's merits, or by their association in his nciind with Julia's beauty and attractions. In this purpose he was confirmed, by finding every one warm in commendation of the excellence of Frederick's under- standing, and the goodness of his heart. Lord Montrevor praised him highly, while he regretted the almost melancholy turn which too much study had given him. Lady Montrevor and Mr. Byng- ham spoke of him with almost parental affection : but it was from Mr. Dermont that Selwyn learnt to penetrate the lead- ing features of the character, and appre- ciate justly the merits, of his young friend. The subject had been started the day after the accident we lately recorded ; when it may naturally be supposed that the heart of this affectionate parent, — over which the freezing hand of time had passed powerless, leaving it glowing with CONCEALMENT. 393 all the warm benevolence that had mark- ed his youth, — was more than usually disposed to commend the character of Frederick. He did, indeed, paint him as all that was fair, honourable, and promising, in youth, with one, — "Aye," said he, " with one little speck, which, in common minds, might almost pass for a virtue : I mean, a want of confidence in his own merits, (a rare defect, you'll say ;) and, I may add, a refined sensibility, to which I fear he may, in his progress through fife, owe many a painful hour." Tears rose to the good man's eyes, and he-paused a moment ; then proceeded to express the satisfaction he experienced in the disposition shewn by Selwyn to be- stow his friendship and support on a youth, who would, he knew, prove every way worthy his regard. During this conversation, Selwyn had been several times on the point of making, also, some inquiries respecting Julia ; but, at length, s5 394 CONCEALMENT. what he deemed discretion conquered ; and as Mr. Dermont was too much en- grossed by a subject so interesting to him as an eulogium on young Lawrence, to admit at that time the thought of any one else, they parted without his sister having been named. This accidental, but total, silence re- specting Julia, was hastily interpreted to her disadvantage by Selwyn ; who, gra- tified however with having discovered in Frederick a mind congenial with his own, resolved to cherish the intercourse by every demonstration of friendship ; while he proposed strictly to conceal, from him and every one else, that Julia had ever particularly excited his interest. The peculiar state of Selwyn's mind, at this moment, would have led him to accompany the two Oxonians ; but other considerations arose to oppose the plan. After a slight conflict, he reflected that, so completely as he had^ at least on this occasion, been master of his feelings. CONCEALMENT. 396 there was no reason for apprehending any danger to his peace from Miss Law- rence ; and that, on the other hand, by remaining in Devonshire, he might pos- sibly be of some service to her, conse- quently to her brother. He had already noticed the great live- liness and growing familiarity between Julia and his noble relation, with whose lax principles and habits he was but too well acquainted ; and though he oould not suspect he would dare to form an idea of seducing a young woman circum- stanced and protected as Julia, yet he believed him capable of poisoning the mind, and injuring the reputation, of any woman with whom he had much inter- course. To stay then he determined : a measure, indeed, quite conformable with the natural impulses of his benevo- lent heart ; and, in this light, Selwyn vainly endeavoured to view his own con- duct : we say vainly ; for, in the person of the seducer, he dreaded the invader 396 CONCEALMENT. of his dearest hopes, and contemplated, with a troubled mind, the dangerous si- tuation of that innocence and virtue, on which those hopes were almost uncon- sciously founded. While Emma had so nearly escaped a terrible death, and Frederick had expe- rienced so much alarm. Lady Montrevor and her family had gone to visit a friend beyond Exeter, and did not return till the next day, when the above circum- stances were immediately related to them. At the first mention of her brother's timely interference, the intelligent coun- tenance of Julia was lighted up with triumphant smiles ; but when she heard that he had suffered from his exertions on this occasion, the blood chilled at her heart, a death-like paleness overspread her features, and she was hurrying from the room, exclaiming, — '' Oh ! madam, I must see my brother ;" when Lady Montrevor kindly caught her hand, and, at the same time ordering the carriage CONCEALMENT. 397 again to the door, said, — '' Do not agi- tate yourself, my dear Julia ; Frederick, you hear, has suffered no serious incon^ venience from his kind exertions : how- ever, we will all go immediately, and convince ourselves of the fact, and carry our congratulations to Emma and our good friends." In vain did her ladyship and Caroline try to calm the agitation of Julia during their short ride. She scarcely seemed to hear their words, much less to understand their meaning ; while her flushed face and heaving bosom spoke the perturbed state of her feelings. When the door of the carriage was opened, she sprung out, and, with the utmost rapidity, darted to the room in which the family usually spent the morning. On entering she saw but one object, precipitated herself upon Frederick's neck, and, exclaiming — " my dear, dear brother," burst into a violent flood of tears. Frederick, also much affected, embraced and supported 398 CONCEALMENT. her ; while her full and oppressed heart relieved itself, and she sobbed aloud; one moment looking him affectionately in the face, then hiding her tears in his bosom. At length she grew more composed, and, turning round, she first became sensible that she w^as not alone with her brother ; to whom she signified her confusion in a low voice, while she concealed her face with both her hands. Indeed there had been present at this interesting scene, besides Mr. Dermont's family. Lady Eleanor and Lord Carl- maine ; who, with Mr. and Mrs. Huntley, Were come to offer their congratulations on Emma's escape. This lovely girl shed tears of tenderest sympathy; and, feeling for the uncomfortable situation of Julia, took her arm within her own, and placing Frederick on the other side, drew her from the room. In passing one of the window s, as she went out, Julia per- ceived a gentleman standing with his back towards the company ; and, though CONCEALMENT. 399 she could not in the least see his face, she was certain it was Selwyn. As she had cast a hasty glance round on the company, she could not avoid reading a kind sympathy in every coun^ tenance : Selwyn alone had never deigned even to look at her ; nor, though close by it, did he attempt to open the door for her, which Lord Carlmaine had hastened to do with a look of marked kindness. Confused and agitated as were her emo- tions, this pointed unfeeling neglect in a man who professed so much friendship for her brother, even at this moment, irritated and vexed her. These emotions however tended, perhaps, to counteract those by which she had lately suffered; and, soon feeling perfectly recovered, her heart expanded with its usual joyful, animated feelings ; she kissed the traces of tears from the cheeks of the tender- hearted Emma; advised Frederick to procure a wig with all possible expedi- tion ; and, having applied cold water to 400 CONCEALMENT. her eyes, returned, with regained cheer- fulness, to the company. Curiosity made her think chiefly of Selwyn as she re-en- tered ; but he was gone, and she inwardly declared she was glad of it. Two days now only remained before that on which Edward and Frederick were to quit Devonshire. On one of these days they were to dine at Dr. Thornton's with much the same party that lately met at Arlingham, and the whole of the last day was to be spent by Miss Montrevor and Julia, with Edward and Frederick, at Mr. Dermont's, who protested he would not part with his pupil till the very last moment. Young Byngham was anxious to be off; Lord Carlmaine's pernicious coun- sels and raillery had rendered his mind more than ever wavering. He saw Ca- roline was unhappy, and the circumstance vexed him ; but his passions, not easily moved, kept his mind in a strange kind of equilibrium ; and he had not steadiness CONCEALMENT. 401 of character enough even to know which of the fair friends of Arlingham he should really prefer. Julia was by far the most handsome, and her lively disposition had for him many charms, which his cousin wanted : but then his prudence, in him a very negative virtue, did not fail to sug- gest, that she had no connexions ; and even the story told by Mr. Byngham, respecting Mrs. Lawrence, he suspecjted: besides which, notwithstanding all the exterior forms of friendship that existed between them, he could not bear the consciousness of Frederick's superiority ; and, with the sordid envy of a groveling mind, felt that he never could like her brother. Qn the other hand, Caroline Montrevor was nobly born, was also handsome ; he believed, loved him : but then his weak mind was galled by the thought, that, in submitting to be thus led by his relations, he should incur the ridicule of being di- rected by the judgment of others. He, 402 CONCEALMENT. however, was comforted by the recollec- tion, that he was yet very young, had never made any proposal to his cousin or Julia ; and that therefore he was, as Lord Carl main e observed, at liberty to seek his own amusement. He wished to return to college, where he had always spent his time most agreeably ; and he was heartily sick of what he called the fuss that was made, even in Lord Mon- trevor's family, as well as in that of Mr. Dermont, about Frederick's removal to Oxford. This arrangement was in itself by no means agreeable to Edward, who anti- cipated some mortifications, of a similar nature to those which a jealousy of Frede- rick's evident superiority had often inflict- ed upon him when at home. But knowing, if any disagreement arose between them, he should probably incur the most blame, he prudently determined, during the short time he had still to remain at col- lege, to be very guarded in his behaviour CONCEALMENT. 403 to Frederick ; who, he could not refrain from confessing even to himself, was a very noble, good-hearted fellow. Julia was perfectly right ; the gentle- man, whose back she had noticed, was Selwyn. After the conversation with Mr. Dermont, he had joined Frederick, who was with the female part of the fa- mily. Shortly after, Lady Eleanor, &c. &c. arrived ; and, lastly. Lady Montrevor*s party. The meeting of Julia and her brother had been so responsive to the finest touches of nature, she appeared to Selwyn so perfect an angel of sensibility and affection, that his heart, taken by sur- prise, acknowledged the irrestible attract tion of her transcendant loveliness. Im- pressed with these sensations, he could only conceal the sudden emotion they caused, by turning completely away from observation. Selwyn's retiring si- lence was to Julia not only inexplicable, but the cause of a very unfavourable mis- construction : this young enthusiast of 404 CONCEALMENT. nature had not yet learned, that real joy, like real sorrow, lies deep and unobtru- sive ; and that it is often the lighter emo- tions only which float upon the surface, and so readily meet the eye of the observer. Nothing occurred between this time, and their meeting at Dr. Thornton's, to efface or weaken the favourable impres- sion thus received. And, if Selwyn's re- solution to conquer, even in its infancy, the rising sensations of a misplaced pre- ference, remained unshaken, the character of Julia had risen somewhat higher in his opinion. He now persuaded himself that, though she could never be to him desirable as a wife, yet, still viewing her as a lovely girl, with many amiable traits of disposition, and the sister of a man he so highly regarded, there was no reason why he should shun her society, and sacrifice, to prudential considerations, the pleasure it was calculated to afford. When, therefore, they met at the CONCEALMENT. 405 rectory, and Selwyn found himself, per- haps accidentally, seated near her, his behaviour was not such as to strengthen her belief that he had taken a dislike to her. Indeed his manner towards her appeared so much softened, that she asked Lord Carlmaine, in the evening:, if he had been giving his cousin any private lessons, as she had never before observed him even to wish to make himself aoree- able. This had been said in a whisper ; but Lord Carlmaine, who was flattered by this implied compliment, and actuated by other reasons also, immediately re- peated the speech aloud to Selwyn ; offering, with well-affected pleasantry, to take him under his direction, till he had wholly rubbed off the serious formality he had contracted, he supposed, first at college, and then from his stiff friends in Spain. Selwyn coloured deeply, not solely from confusion ; and, after a short reply, began to turn over some prints that lay on the table. 406 CONCEALMENT. Julia, in the mean time, really felt as provoked with Lord Carlmaine, as dissa- tisfied with herself; and it was some minutes before she recovered from the feeling of vexation with which she had read, in the countenance of Selwyn, a return of that look of disapprobation she had already frequently noticed. As she had not intended that the indiscreet ob- servation she had made (which was really prompted by the pleasure with which she had, during dinner, attended to his agree- able conversation,) should reach Selwyn, she felt desirous of doing or saying some- thing by way of atonement. In this design, she also drew nigh to the table on which the prints were scat- tered, and began to hazard a few re- marks ; but the subjects she selected had no interest for Selwyn. She took up one after another; but he was too intently admiring one he held, to notice any of her observations ; and she was obliged to be content with hearing them all declared CONCEALMENT. 407 perfectly just by Lord Carlmaine, who had followed her to the table. She was moving away, when, having cast her eyes on the print in Selwyn's hand, she exclaimed, with a smile, excited at least as much by a wish for retaliation as to indulge her mirth, — " Bless me ! how en- tranced Mr. Selwyn is by the excellence of that print ! See : he is so lost in admi- ration, that he does not perceive he has made poor Diogenes stand upon his head!" Selwyn now became quite disconcert- ed : for, in truth, so little had the subject before him engaged his attention, that he was actually holding, with the heads downwards, the print from Salvator Rosa's beautiful painting of Diogenes receiving a lesson in philosophy from the boy drinking out of his hand. It was impossible for the laugh not to spread ; and Julia, triumphing in having obtained a little revenge for the silent contempt 408 CONCEALMENT. with which Selwyn had just treated her, turned away ; having cast towards him a haughty look of indifference. The print, thus brought into notice, now became the subject of conversation. Lord Ashmore admired the wonderful selfrdenial and persevering courage with which many of the ancient philosophers had subdued the natural inclinations of man, and had arrived at such astonishing- degrees of virtue. '' That virtue was, indeed," said Mr. Dermont, '' the perfection of human rea- son. Impressed with the conviction, not only of the instability of all the advan- tages of existence, but also of the uncer- tainty and, at best, shortness of life itself, they exerted all the powers of their mind in rendering themselves independent of human vicissitudes. But their enlight- ened minds took a still wider range: considering themselves as parts of a great whole, as members of the Universe, they CONCEALMENT. 409 professed to regard their own wishes, fears, or sufferings, as matters of total indifference. An enlightened moral rec- titude taught these wise heathens to do all the good in their power ; while, with the pride of conscious intellect, they scorned to be the slaves of those passions, which the gods, they thought, had given to purify, by exercising, their virtue. And when we reflect that, with all this, they were ignorant, or at least very doubtful, of a future state of reward and punishment ; that immortality was but a dark imperfect speck, apparent only to a few, and that but very dimly ; and that the light of revelation had not yet dawn- ed on the darkened world, — we must feel humbled and astonished, that men like these (pointing to Diogenes,) were able to leave us such bright examples." '' Faith, sir,' said Lord Carlmaine, " I am much disposed to question the wisdom of these gentlemen ; who, look- ing for nothing better in another world; 410 CONCEALMENT. were fools enough to slight the pleasures and enjoyments of this. Or rather con- fess, my good sir, that ostentatious vanity was at the bottom of all this pretended virtue. Now, this long-robed sober hypocrite had, I doubt not, much more pride than the great monarch he dared to insult ; and, had he been in Alexan- der's place, his behaviour would have been very inferior to what he experienced from that truly great man." Mr. Dermont made no reply ; when Dr. Thornton suddenly exclaimed, turn- ing to Sir Charles Ben well, — " A propos, baronet : do you know that my Alexander is matched to run at Newmarket against Mr. Bradshaw's Miss Prim for a thousand guineas?" This very a propos information excited a general smile, which was prolonged by Stephen Thornton ; who, retaining a con- fused remembrance of something he had read at school, said, — '' Aye ; this was the fellow that used to fill his mouth full CONCEALMENT. 411 of pebbles, and go and spout by the sea- side, to teach him to speak loud and clear. Gad, I could have given him a better hint than that. Why, there is Will Trueman, father's huntsman, told me, he had the most squeaking, puny voice, in the world, till he took to hunt- ing the dogs ; and now, I am sure, gen- tlemen, you would all agree with me, that he would beat this Mr. Diogenes hollow." " Stephen, Stephen !" said Dr. Thorn- ton, half ashamed, "you have made good haste to forget your books : you mean Demosthenes." ".Well, well, father," said Stephen, pettishly, " if I did make a little blunder, it is very easy to mistake the name of one old Roman for another." The suppressed laugh now burst forth; in which young Thornton heartily joined, — thinking it arose from the good answer with which he had so readily set his fa- ther down. t2 412 CONCEALMENT. ^^ And what does Miss Lawrence think of these sages of old]' said Lord Carl- maine, drawing his chair close to Julia ; who was talking with her brother, on a sofa near the table, by which Selwyn was still standing. " Indeed," she replied, '^ I know but little about them ; and, as to philosophy, I should acknowledge none as good and sound that prevented my enjoying the blessings bestowed upon us by a kind Providence ; who never meant that the path of virtue should be strewed with all the troubles, gloom, and vexations, that some people choose to find in it." Lord Carlmaine had been called away by his father just as she ended her speech ; and Frederick, thinking they w^ere unobserved, could not refrain from endeavouring to check an exuberance of spirits in his sister, that often alarmed him ; and which, in the late instance re- lative to Selwyn, had indeed made him feel almost angry with her. CONCEALMENT. 418 In a low voice, he therefore reminded her, that she was too young and igno^ rant of the world to hazard her opinion in public upon any subject; and that in all companies many would be found dis- posed to question the virtues of her heart, if her manners betrayed the thoughtless- ness, which, in the opinion of some, might be called levity, " Surely, my dear Frederick," said Julia, playfully, ''you would not wish to see me as serious as yourself. No, no : you are grave and thoughtful enough for us both ; and we will make a bargain. You shall read and reflect for me ; and I will be cheerful for, and I hope sometimes with, you. You shall occupy the rich sombrous part, and I the light sunny patches, in the foreground of the land- scape." " Pray heaven," said Frederick, taking her hand, with smiling affection, ''that you may never receive any serious check to these happy spirits." T 3 414 CONCEALMENT. " Amen," criedJulia: '' but I conclude I must, like others, take my chance for that. Trust me, Frederick, I will never deserve to be unhappy ; but neither will I embitter the present enjoyment by re- flections and apprehensions of future vexations, which may or may not be in store for us. And now, in return for the many lessons you have given me, and by which I hope to profit some day or other, let me offer one word of advice to you. I know you mean to be a great philoso- pher, (Mr. Stephen will perhaps assist you in selecting a model from the an- cients,) this is by-the-bye, you know. But let me induce you to open your eyes quite wide to the fair prospects which life at our age always offers ; and do not dwell, as I fear you too often do, on an imaginary black deity, who is to tinge every object with anticipated gloom. And," continued she, speaking still lower, " do not let the heart of my dear CONCEALMENT. 4M brother catch the contagious, cynical character of his friend." Selwyn had been in conversation with Mr. Derm on t during this tete-a-tete of Frederick and Julia ; of which they had both heard sufficient (though not the conchiding sentence,) to produce a smile on the face of the kind-hearted divine, which betrayed nothing but good-hu- moured approval of the fair instructress's advice ; and, having penetrated in some degree the feelings of disapprobation, ex- cited occasionally in his young friend, by Julia's too lively appearance, he whisper- ed to him, — " Let " Candour and reason still take virtue's part, We love e'en failings in so good a heart." Selwyn smiled, but it was only with his lips ; no pleasing emotion reached his heart: still, however, he continued to dissemble with himself. Really morti- fied at Julia's neglect and self-possession, he endeavoured to ascribe his irritated T 4 416 CONCEALMENT. feelings to her supposed levity and incon- sistency ; or, indeed, to any other cause except the true one, — the jealous and engrossingclaimsofhis growing affection. Mr. and Mrs. Huntley, with their daughter, made part of the circle at the rectory this day ; and, as the latter was a relation of Sir Charles Ben well, and a great favourite with him, Mrs. Thornton had the mortification to find, that, when the baronet could not procure the atten- tion of Miss Montrevor, he transferred all his conversation to Fanny Huntley, and took very little notice of Cecilia; vs^ho was, however, quite unconscious or re- gardless of his inattention, and found means to amuse herself, very agreeably, w4th a pointer puppy, she was doctoring and nursing through the distemper. Miss Thornton, likewise, still remained in uninterrupted repose ; and Jessy, though she had lately practised most in- defatigably, continued apparently to play and sing only for the gratification of the 6 CONCEALMENT. 417 elders of the party, to the increased vexa- tion of Mrs. Thornton. In addition to these minor tribulations, that lady began to entertain serious fears that her son, for whom she often, in her own mind, formed such agreeable matrimonial al- liances, would obstinately disappoint all her hopes, and actually suffer the silly, antiquated Lady Eleanor, to entrap him, by artfully administering to his vanity. The party in Lady Montrevor's coach, as they returned home, were not engaged by the most lively reflections. Her la- dyship's fears and uneasiness relative to her daughter seemed to gain strength by the behaviour of her husband. Caroline thought that Edward was beginning to entertain a preference for Julia ; though she believed her friend was yet quite un- suspicious of the circumstance. She also began to suspect her father's intentions respecting Mr. Fairbank, who was her aversion ; consequently, her mind was ill at ease. And even Julia's spirits had T 5 418 CONCEALMENT. lost their usual tone ; she had just parted from her brother, and felt that, after one more day, she should lose him for — what appeared to her affectionate heart — a very, very long period. This reflection accompanied her to her chamber ; and, for a considerable time, not only banished every other thought, but sleep also. CONCEALMENT. 419 CHAPTER XX. Laertes. — " Farewell, Ophelia; and remember well What I have said to you. Ophelia.— ^^ 'Tis in my mem'ry lock'd ; And you yourself shall keep the key of it." SHAKESPEARE. Julia's first thought, the next morning, like the last her mind had entertained the preceding evening, had Frederick for their object. She rose early ; and, leav- ing Caroline and Edward (who during his father's absence was resident at Ar- lingham) to follow, she hastened on foot to Mr. Dermont's, with a view of break- fasting with Frederick, and sitting an hour with him before the family came down, and thus make the day as long as possible. On reaching the house, she had the mortification to find that her brother had rode to Brookdale very early, to carry 420 CONCEALMENT. some books which he had promised Lady Maria Carlmaine to return before he quitted Devonshire ; but that he had left word he should certainly be back by the usual time of breakfast, of which there still wanted nearly an hour. Much dis- appointed, Julia went into his study, telling the servant that, till the family came down, she would amuse herself with a book. She took one up ; but the painful thought that at the same time to-morrow Frederick would be gone, de- prived her of the power of reading. Casting her eyes.mournfully round the room, they rested on a portmanteau, near which books and other articles were scattered. At the sight of these sad preparations, tears were rising to her eyes, when she suddenly observed the key in the lock of the portmanteau ; a most favorable circumstance for a scheme she had for some time meditated. Julia Lawrence was no economist. Of the quarterly allowance she had for CONCEALMENT. 421 the two last years received from Mr. Bynghara, and which he and Lady Montrevor judged adequate to all her wishes and wants, there seldom remained any vestige after the first month. Trin- kets and youthful fancies had sometimes power to lead her into expences which she afterwards ingenuously condemned ; but it was acts of generosity and bene- volence which so speedily drained her purse. She made frequent and valuable presents to Ursula; who, in testimony of gratitude, regretted that so sweet and li- beral a young lady had not the fortune, as she had the magnificent heart, of a princess. Then came a string of in- stances of the munificence of the ladies in Don Lerma de Soria's family, and in- deed of all noble Spanish ladies. Julia listened well pleased to these grateful effusions from her old nurse, who still retained the post of friend, adviser, and confidant. To relieve the distresses she either 422 CONCEALMENT. heard of or witnessed, was a habit which was early impressed on her mind, both by the precepts and example of the ami- able woman who had taken so large a share in her education, and was one of the lessons her young heart was most apt in learning. No one ever applied to her in vain ; and, though her charity was often too indiscriminate. Lady Montrevor sought not to impress upon her, or Caro- line, the prudence of too nice an exami- nation into the merits or necessities of the objects who sought relief; as she well knew that an increasing knowledge of the world, and painful experience, would soon check the now-ready hand, and chill, at least in a degree, the glow- ing flame of youthful charity. From the above combining causes, Julia was therefore in general very poor ; but she was at this period '' passing rich." Prudent foresight had made her lately withstand temptation. Nothing had been laid out in whims of either dress concjEalment. 423 or fancy, and Ursula had received no presents for some months. Even her charities had been curtailed as closely as her feeling heart would permit. The result of all this self-denial was a well-stored small silk purse, which Julia had determined to convey secretly into some of Frederick's packages, with a note, urging him, by his love for her, to accept a gift which to her was of no use, and might, on some unforeseen occasion, be serviceable to him. The opportunity before her was most unexpectedly favour- able, and she lifted up the lid, and found the portmanteau was completely packed. She ventured to remove some of the things, that with safety she might deposit her riches. In doing this she was struck with a small beautiful casket of Indian workmanship, and she could not resist the temptation of taking it out for exa- mination ; then came the wish to see the inside ; and, considering that, as she had never seen it before, it was probably a 424 CONCEALMENT. late gift of Mrs. Dermont, there could be no harm in opening it if she found the key, as she felt certain Frederick had never any secret from her. We must allow that this is but a bad specimen of Julia's logic ; and for her apology we must trust to the candour of our fair reasoners under twenty. One of the keys on the bunch to which that in the lock of the portmanteau was fastened, immediately opened the casket. The reader will readily guess that this was no other than the casket which Mr. Byngham had so lately confided to Fre- derick's care, who would on no account have gone to Oxford without it. In the hurry of spirits at the thought of leaving his beloved sister and so many friends, and of being, as it were, launched on a world which had hitherto afforded him but little variety, he had forgotten to lock his portmanteau which contained his only treasure. By this neglect was the grand secret CONCEALMENT. 425 he had resolved to keep with such strict caution from every one, and more espe- cially from Julia, in a moment revealed to her. Curiosity, and not any great in- terest, had induced her to open the casket ; but when, in the inside of the lid, she read, as the first item of an in- ventory, " Miniature of the Father of Frederick and Julia." She began to tremble with surprise and agitation. Hearing, however, at that moment, steps approaching, she hastily closed the lid, and, returning it to the portmanteau, locked it, and put the keys in her pocket ; determined, when she returned them to her brother, to insist on being allowed to examine the casket, and to be made ac- quainted with the circumstances respect- ing it, which had been concealed from her. Emma now entered, to call her to breakfast, and found her confused and agitated ; but her own gentle heart per- suaded her she knew the cause, and. 426 COxVCEALMENT. throwing her arms round Julia's neck, she said, weeping, " Ah, Julia ! 1 too shall lose a brother : but he has promised to write to me sometimes, as well as to you ; and you and I can often talk about him, recollect all he used to say, and where he used to ride and walk. And how much shall I have to remember re- specting him ; for, if he is your real bro- ther, he is (as my dear papa calls him) the preserver of poor Emma." Then the sweet child's tears began to stream afresh at the sound of her own complaints. Julia affectionately kissed her, and they entered the breakfast-room together just as Frederick rode rapidly past the windows. He had missed his keys, and hastened to his study ; but, not finding them, he joined the family, of whom he immedi- ately inquired if they had seen his keys. Julia, with some hesitation, produced them ; when Frederick noticed, with surprise, the confusion visible in her CONCEALMENT. 427 couQtenance. A painful presentiment struck his mind ; but, though he suffered great internal agitation, he struggled to prevent all outward appearance of emo- tion, that, if his fears were well-founded, he might not increase Julia's evident distress by suffering her to see his sus- picions. By degrees, therefore, she recovered in some measure from her embarrass- ment, yet was wholly unable to regain her usual composure ; neither could she par- take of the social meal. Frederick was little more disposed to eat ; and, while their friends attributed these symptoms of uneasiness in both to their approach- ing separation, the mind of each was a prey to fears and distrust on a subject foreign to what otherwise would have wholly occupied it. Mrs. Dermont observed Julia's vary- ing colour, and the absent looks of Fre- derick ; and, fancying she could read what was passing in their hearts, said to 428 CONCEALMENT. them, " Take your sister, my dear Fre- derick, into your study ; remain together as long as you like, no one shall interrupt you ; and, when we meet again, I hope you will have talked each other into more fortitude." Frederick thanked her for this kind consideration, and led the way to his study, whither Julia followed, trembling with mingled sensations approaching to a sense of having acted wrong, and of anxiety respecting the eclaircissement she was going to require. She imagined she could trace an ex- pression of disapprobation in the features of Frederick ; and desirous, above all, that he should acquit her of being led, in the first instance, by a mean curiosity to open the portmanteau, she readily relin- quished the scheme she had so long plan- ned for his not discovering her little gift till he had reached Oxford ; and detailed to him, without reserve, how she happen- ed first to see the casket, and her subse- CONCEALMENT. 429 quently opening it. '' And now, my dear Frederick," she continued, ''if you feel displeased with me for yielding to a curi- osity, which I felt certain you would, if present, willingly have gratified ; how much more serious reason have I to com- plain of the very great and mortifying proof I have of your total want of confi- dence in me. Oh, Frederick ! you have, indeed, vexed me very much." Frederick pressed her affectionately to his bosom, and thanked her for this tes- timony of her regard for him ; then so- lemnly assured her, that, in concealing from her circumstances respecting their unhappy mother, some of which were most painful, and all very mysterious, he had been solely actuated by the desi^re of preserving her from needless grief. ^' And, would you now be content to seek to know no more, you would avoid great uneasiness." He said this without much hope that any thing less than the disclo- sure of all he knew would satisfy the 430 CONCEALMENT. awakened curiosity of Julia; he was, therefore, not disappointed when she protested that only an unreserved com- munication of every particular with which he was acquainted, and his suffering her to examine the contents of the casket, could restore her reliance on his affection, and prevail on her to pardon his having refused his confidence to a sister who loved him so entirely that every thought and feeling of her heart had ever been open to his inspection. Thus pressed, Frederick had no alter- native, and he reluctantly gave her with- out reserve an account of all that had passed between Mr. Byngham, Lady Montrevor, Mr. Dermont, and himself, respecting Mrs. Laurence, her death, their own destitute situation, &c. &c. He would willingly have refrained from no- ticing the opinion that he believed Mr. Dermont entertained of her mother's cha- racter, and which Mr. Byngham never had been able to remove ; but Julia was CONCEALMENT. 431 too attentive and quick -sighted not to penetrate her brother's fears. She had listened to these extraordinary and melancholy details with all the lively feelinofs natural to her. The various ar- tides in the casket were alternately be- dewed with tears, which were frequently dried on her cheek by the blush of indig- nant shame, at the thought that the birth of Frederick and herself was suspected to be stained with illegitimacy. After much silent emotion, she exclaimed, with affecting energy, " No, Frederick, do not believe it. Heaven never could form a soul so great, so good, as yours, and then stamp it with the badge of baseness. The generous virtues of my brother are to me a sure pledge, that, could we pe- netrate the mystery that surrounds us, we should find our parents, perhaps, had been unfortunate, but not criminal. And, indeed," she continued, laying her hand on her heart with romantic emotion, ''I feel here a proud, a conscious security in 432 CONCEALMENT. the virtue of the mother who gave me birth. Yes, her sainted spirit speaks to this heart, and claims the love, regret, and reverence of her children. Oh ! would that we could find the missing ar- ticles : our father's picture might have been of great use." '' It might, indeed," said Frederick mournfully; " but no hope of finding it remains." ^^ I do not quite say so," returned Julia ; " and, if you will not think me very silly, I w ill confess that I am inclined to flatter myself it may yet be traced, and some of these strange particulars clear- ed up." " And prove we are the children of some prince or peer," said Frederick, in- terrupting her, and faintly smiling. Julia's heart was too full to permit a smile, but she coloured deeply at finding how^ nearly what her brother had ad- vanced in jest approached to what was passing in her mind. CONCEALMENT. 438 Long and serious was the conversation to which the various papers and articles contained in the casket gave rise. Frcr derick had exerted all the resources of his mind to soften the communication thus forced from him, and prevent its making the deep impression on his be- loved sister it had done on him; and Julia now, in her turn, essayed every means to infuse into the heart of her bro- ther the sweet charm of hope, which she said she was herself determined to che- rish. At length the papers were again, with almost religious care, deposited as before. The only trinket found in the casket was part of an enamelled heart, which Julia by entreaties obtained permission to keep ; and, immediately attaching it to a string, she promised to wear it in safety next her heart as long as she lived. Judging this to be a favourable oppor- tunity, and fearful that no other so suited to his purpose might occur before his V 434 CONCEALMENT. departure, Frederick endeavoured, ere he quitted his study, to impress upon his sister's mind the necessity of being more guarded in her conduct than she had hi- therto appeared. He noticed the modest reserve of CaroHne's manners as highly worthy of her attention ; and, above all, he exhorted her to imitate the model of feminine excellence exemplified in Lady Montrevor's behaviour and conversation. *' She is in every respect," he continued, '' the example I wish you, my dear Julia, to copy. Temper your vivacity with that retiring grace with which even now, when years and experience have proved the soundness of her judgment and cor- rectness of her principles, accompanies the delivery of her opinions. Think often before you venture to express your thoughts to any but friends, who, you are sure, are partial to you; because they may long have studied your heart, and know all its unaffected worth. But fliis, few can have opportunities of doing: CONCEALMENT. 435 therefore it would be unreasonable to hope that a common acquaintance will immediately penetrate your character, and discover, beneath a giddy exterior, your many valuable qualities. With our sex, Julia, be more than doubly guarded ; and let not the pleasing attraction of ele- gant manners, polished language, and graceful vivacity, lure you to forget a moment that reserve which you will find the best guardian of your principles and your peace. Pardon me, my dear girl," he continued, with increasing emotion, '^ for thus taking upon me to lecture you. Would to Heaven, for your sake, I were by age and experience better suited to the oflScei but, in the whole world, we know not that there exists any one whom nature has commissioned to watch over your happiness, except myself; and I, alas ! am going to leave you : but to me, Julia, that happiness will ever be far more dear than my own. Do not, then, un- dermine both, by any light or inconside- u2 436 CONCEALMENT. rate conduct. Whatever may be the fu- ture colour of ray hfe, you will be my best and dearest comfort." As he ceased speaking, Julia took his hand, and, when her tears allowed her to speak, told him the greatest pleasure she should know during his absence, would be to recollect his kind instructions, and in receiving and answering his letters. They were soon able to join the family, and spent the day chiefly in talking and thinking of the next. Caroline and Ed- ward did not come till several hours after Julia; who, notwithstanding every en- deavour of their friends, could not regain any part of her usual cheerfulness. Every passing hour seemed only to point at that which was, for the first time in her life, really to separate her from a bro- ther, always most tenderly beloved, but to whom, in the present agitated state of her spirits, her heart was still more fondly attached. • Frederick fully shared these afiectionate CONCEALMENT. 437 feelings, and seized every opportunity to reconcile his sister to an absence so in- dispensable, by pointing out the advan- tages it offered of qualifying himself for a profession, in which he hoped some day to rise to distinction. She as often at- tempted to repay his kindness with a grateful smile ; but it died away ere it was perfectly formed, and tears, more conge- nial to her sentiments, appeared in its stead. At length the hour of parting came ; and Frederick, once more drawing his sister aside, hastily spoke his grief at leaving her, repeated his anxious wishes for her happiness, and, above all, the fears that racked his breast lest, during his absence, some misfortune should as- sail her. *^ While you make honour and virtue the guides of your conduct, my dearest Julia,*' said he, tenderly embrac- ing her, " oh! fail not to guard every avenue of your still light, but susceptible, heart from hasty or dangerous impres- 438 CONCEALMENf. sions. Encourage no preference but what comes recommended by sterling worth ; and shun the gay attractions of the mere trappings of an outside virtue. Julia^ beware ; do not suffer Lord Carlmaine to gain an ascendance, even in your thoughts. I am sure he is now nothing to you ; but think of this caution when I am gone." Julia returned his fond embrace, and again assured him she would treasure up his every word, and regulate her thoughts and actions by his advice. END OF VOL. I, J. and C. ADLARt), Printer*, 23| Burtholoinew Close.