■ AMONG ALIENS Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/amongaliensnovel01trol AMONG ALIENS d FRANCES ELEANOR TROLLOPE AUTHOR OF THAT UNFORTUNATE MARRIAGE,' 'A CHARMING FELLOW, ' AUNT MARGARET'S TROUBLE,' ETC. IN TWO VOLUMES VOL. I. LONDON SPENCER BLACKETT ST. BRIDE STREET, LUDGATE CIRCUS, E.C. 1890 [All rights reserved] NO 8 2.3 ^ o^c CHAPTER I. AFTER SUNSET. It seemed to have grown dark suddenly. I had had my eyes fixed on the glory of the sunset. The glow of crimson and purple and gold had died away behind the black dome of St. Peter's, and was succeeded by a long streak of orange colour, clear, intense, and solemn. One star glittered steel-bright above it, and the edges of the distant horizon were dim and vaporous. The profoundly vol. i. 1 AMONG ALIENS. pathetic beauty of those winter sunsets from the Pincian always moved me like a poem or a strain of solemn music. Every common street sound seemed to jar importu- nately with the serenity of the wondrous sky and the mournful stillness of the land- scape beneath it. I had a feeling that the world ought to pause in its noisy whirl and be silent before that sunset. The air seemed to be vibrating: with memories of the awful past, and that orange streak in the west to be intense with a mysterious meaning. I had gazed at it until my eyes were dazzled, and when I turned them downward to the earth, I found that it was dark. It had been raining but an hour ago, and the pools of water all along the straight line of the Via Condotti, where the street lamps glittered in two converging rows, reflected, here and there, the lingering lights in the AFTER SUNSET. sky, whilst the houses on either hand were in blackest shadow. ' It is late !' I exclaimed to myself, as I drew my shawl closer against the chill evening air. ' I must make haste home, or Lucy will be uneasy.' ' Home ' was not far distant. We lived in a street running steeply uphill from the Via Sistina, in a little lodging on the topmost *tory. That was all the better in Rome, they said ; one was out of the malaria. I did not much concern mvself with fears of the malaria (though, indeed, for Lucy's sake, it was well to take what precautions we could ; Lucy was not so hardy as I), but the topmost story suited us in various ways. In the first place it suited our purses, which were slender. Then we had, from one win- dow of our sitting-room, a glimpse across the housetops of the distant Campagna, and I — 2 AMONG ALIENS. nearly an hour more daylight than our neighbours on the lower floors. I climbed quickly up the long steep stairs, and opened our door with my key. Contrary to my ex- pectation there was no light in the room which served us for drawing-room, study, boudoir, and dining-room, all in one. Lucy had not yet come home, then. A few logs smouldered in the open stove, as I had left them, and the lamp stood ready on the table. I struck a liofht and fastened the shutters, and blew at the smouldering wood until it blazed cheerfully. It made the shabby room look so pleasant and homelike, that I said aloud, although I was quite alone, ' How I wish Lucy would come home and enjoy it !' Then I sat down to finish a little study in black and white that I had been making from a plaster cast. I had my work all AFTER SUNSET. ready laid out on the table before me, and began to draw. In those days I never knew how time went when once I had my pencil in my hand ; and, indeed, it is much the same with me now. I went on working until I was roused by a violent gust of wind which made the windows rattle. Windows rattle easily in Rome, where the panes of glass are generally loosely fixed into the wooden frames, and where woodwork, as a rule, is made in a crazy, clumsy fashion. But this was a really strong blast of wind. I heard it howl and moan as it swept round the corner of our street. Some drops of rain, too, struck against the glass. The thought that Lucy was out in such wild weather, whilst I was warm indoors, made me shudder sympathetically. I looked at my watch, and was startled to find that it marked a quarter-past six o'clock. I had AMONG ALIENS. been drawing for more than an hour, and Lucy had not yet returned ! She ought to have been at home lonef asfo. The Palazzo Corleoni, where she went to give lessons in English, was down in the more central part of Rome, near the great church of the Gesii. But that was no distance for a ty-ood walker with young, active limbs, like Lucy. Besides, she had never been so late before. I was uneasy. It was in vain that I held my crayon firmly and continued to stare at my plaster model. The lines would not come rightly. My head was anxious and preoccupied, and refused to guide my blun- dering hand. I threw down the bit of black chalk impatiently. At that moment the crack-voiced bell began to tinkle, and I ran to open the door, and there stood Lucy with her little gauze veil clinging to her face with moisture, and AFTER SUNSET. drops of rain glistening on her cloak. I un- clasped the cloak from her shoulders as she stood, and shook it, and then drew her into the sitting-room. ' What a nice fire you have !' she said in her fresh, clear voice. ' I'm a little late, am I not, Catherine ?' A lump came up into my throat, and I felt angry at the same time. It hurt me to find her so easy and unconcerned, and talking so carelessly of being ' a little late,' when I had been suffering real pangs of anxiety about her. Yes ; I had been frightened ; and I only knew how oppres- sive the vague thronging fears had been, when I saw her standing safe before me. ' A little late,' I answered drily ; and bade her sit down by the fire and unlace her wet boots at once, whilst I went back to my drawing. But the pencil would not obey AMONG ALIENS. me even now. I felt the tremor of one who is suddenly made aware of a horrible danger escaped. What if Lucy had not come home safe ! The thought made my heart sick. I conjured up all sorts of catas- trophes which might have befallen her, furtively watching her from my place as she sat in the shine of the fire. Her hair had 2fot loose, and fell in wavy curlv locks on to one shoulder ; and there were raindrops glistening on its clear soft brown. She had very pretty hair : hair of that rare kind which looks picturesque in disorder. Her cheeks and her delicate little nose were pink with the cold, and her pretty small hands were red and numbed, as she sat fumbling with chill fingers at the damp bootlace. She seemed almost the same little Lucy who used to come to me for help in her struggles with rebellious buttons and complicated AFTER SUNSET. strings, in our nursery-days. And all at once she lifted up her blue eyes with the very same innocent helpless look I remembered in them when she was three years old, and said, ' I'm afraid I can't undo it, Catherine. My fingers are so cold.' I knelt down before her and unfastened the damp boots, and drew them off, and her stockings too, and rubbed her feet with a dry towel. ' Thank you, Catherine dear,' she said ; ' but it is a shame that you should do that. I can manage now by myself.' Then finding that I went on chafing her cold little feet, without making her any answer, she said timidly : ' You ain't vexed with me about anything are you, Catty dear V ' I am vexed with myself for having been so foolish as to be frightened,' said I, speak- AMONG ALIENS. ing very curtly, and keeping my head bent down. ' Frightened ! Why ? About me ?' ' You are not usually an hour late ; and when one is alone one gets nervous and fanciful. I suppose.' ' An hour late ! Oh, you must be mis- taken, Catherine. They did keep me a little, but not so long as that. It's im- possible.' I held up my watch, and she looked at it in amazement. ' Oh, my poor Catherine !' she exclaimed, putting her arms round my neck, and her soft cheek against mine ; ' how sorry I am ! I know how frightened I should be if you did not come home punctually; — only you are always punctual.' T kissed her without letting her find out that there were tears in my eyes. I could not give any good reason to myself for their AFTER SUNSET. n being there. But I had felt an unusual sense of melancholy and apprehension on me all the evening. The very sunset had seemed more intensely sad than usual ; and to me its beauty is always sad. But such waves of emotion, if they cannot be altogether resisted, are best borne in silence. I hold my breath and keep still, and the tide flows over me and passes away. Lucy brightened up immediately when I kissed her. Her affectionate nature could not endure that there should be a cloud between us. And, indeed, there had never come a cloud that a word could not dispel. ' And did you work late at the studio ?' she asked. ' And w r as old Sisfnor Sandro very cross ?' ' Yes ; and no.' ' No ? / believe he is always cross ! He would frighten me to death. But you have AMONG ALIENS. more courage. Oh, how beautifully you are finishing this chalk study !' And so she chatted on whilst I filled the little tin tea-kettle with water, and set it on the fire to boil, and got the tea-things ready. We allowed ourselves the luxury of tea of an evening. It reminded us of England, and that, perhaps, was the chief reason why I liked it. ' And now, Lucy,' said I, when we were seated at the table, ' now that you are thawed you must tell me what made you so late. It must not happen again, my child. I don't like your being out in the streets so late alone.' ' I am not afraid, Catherine.' ' That is not the whole question.' ' And besides, you often are out by your- self later than this. Don't you remember when I had the sore throat, how vou went AFTER SUNSET. 13 all the way to the chemist's close to the Popolo, and it was nearly ten o'clock, and you said ' ' That's very different, Lucy.' < Why ?' ' Because a young girl alone in the streets might be molested, or at least annoyed.' ' And what are you, then, Catty ? An old woman ? One would think you were eighty to hear you talk ! But, after all, you are only six years older than I am.' ' Never mind all that now, Lucy. We will finish that discussion another time. You have not answered my question as to how it came to pass that you are so late.' I Oh, they kept me at the Palazzo Corleoni. I mean they asked me to stay a little while.' I I think the Princess ought to know butter. I am sure you well earn your poor i4 AMONG ALIENS. little pay in an hour. It is too bad to ask for more work out of you, Lucy.' ' Oh, it wasn't the Princess. Besides, I don't grudge a little extra time, dear.' ' Not the Princess ? Who was it, then V 1 It was Donna Laura and her brother.' < What had he to do with it ?' ' Oh, he came in with a copy of a letter that he wanted translated into English, and Donna Laura said would I help her, just to oblige her brother ? And I said yes.' ' What was the letter about ?' ' Merely a business letter, about sending a horse he has bought — Don Vittorio has bought — from England. I didn't mind doing it at all, Catherine dear.' I did not like the proceeding a t all ; and I said so. They were not above asking a favour, these great people, although their supercilious manner was incessantly remind- AFTER SUNSET. 15 ing us that between the noble and princely House of Corleoni and two obscure English girls, who were trying to earn a living, there was a great gulf fixed. Be it so. For my part I felt no yearning to bridge over the gulf, having my own opinion as to which side of it was the preferable one. But I did not approve of these new advances on the part of Donna Laura's brother. I could not help suspecting that he might have managed to get his letter translated without having recourse to his sister's English teacher, had he chosen to do so. I sat thinking-, and, I suppose, frowning over my thoughts, for Lucy said, ' I am sorry you are displeased, dear. And you look so stern that I am almost afraid to give you Donna Laura's message.' ' A message for me ? More innovations !' ' She sent you her compliments, and 16 AMONG ALIENS. asked if you would be so very kind as to go to the Palazzo with me next Wednesday to look at some drawings of hers. And I — I think she wants you to do some for her.' 1 1 should like to send word back that I only work for love or money, and therefore am obliged to refuse my services to Donna Laura de' Principi Bastiani-CorleomV ' Oh, you wouldn't do that, Catherine V ' No. But I should enjoy it. However, I cannot afford such luxuries as that. What is it all about ? Do you know ? If so, give me a full account, Lucy mine.' ' Well — if you won't mind my rambling a little — because when my head is very full of different things, they never will come out exactly in order ' ' No, no. Ramble away, pussy dear.' Then she told me that there was to be a grand bazaar or fancy fair, in aid of a pious AFTER SUNSET. 17 institution in which the ladies of the Roman aristocracy were interested. It was to be a very grand bazaar indeed. The Pope ap- proved it, and had promised a silver vase as his contribution, which was to be raffled for. Cardinals and Monsignori smiled benevo- lently on the project. All the noble ladies — all those, that is to say, whose families held to the ancient regime, and were good Papalini — were working for it, and nobody who had even looked at the outside of the Quirinal since the year 1870 was to be allowed to have a hand in it on any pretence whatever. Among the chief promoters of it was the Princess Bastiani-Corleoni. She was to hold a stall with her eldest daughter Donna Laura. Donna Laura had some little reputation as an amateur artist, and her contributions to the stock-in-trade were to consist of water-colour sketches, painted vol. 1. 2 18 AMONG ALIENS. fans and screens, and objects of that sort. T was wanted to assist in doing some of these things, and should, of course, be paid for my work. The ' of course ' was Lucy's. I did not feel sure that Donna Laura intended to pay me. But I was firmly resolved that I would make no pencil-stroke without payment. I mused a little over the proposition. 1 You will come, won't you, Catherine ? For my sake ! It would be so disagreeable for me to have to tell them that you refused.' ' I will tell you what I'll do, Lucy ; I will consult Signor Sandro, and if he says " Go," I will go.' ' Signor Sandro is sure to advise you not to Qfo. I know he is.' ' Why, pray ?' 1 Because he's so crabbed and cross. And besides, he is a Red Republican, and he was AFTER SUNSET. 19 exiled in the '48, and — and — I know he won't let you go.' I was a little surprised at Lucy's political information. But I let the subject drop then, and our talk drifted away to other things ; — drifted to our childish days, as it so often did ; to the pretty home in a suburb of a great English town where we had been born and bred ; to the time when my father brought home a second wife, Lucy's mother, a gentle, soft creature whom my brother and I were determined to hate before we saw her, and whom we adored and petted and ruled over before she had been a week in the house : to Lucy's self as a tiiry blue-eyed baby, with the patientest, most plaintive little face, whom I held in my arms when I was little more than a baby myself. Her mother died when my half-sister was barely a twelvemonth old, and Lucy loved to hear 2—2 AMONG ALIENS. me talk of the sweet, dead mother whom she had no remembrance of. And now our father was dead too, and our only brother in South America fighting his way up in the world, and we two — it seemed strange, even after a twelvemonth, as we spoke of it — were in Rome. And then we talked of the future : how I was to paint a great picture which should take the world by storm, and be hung on the line at the Academy by unanimous accla- mation of all the Hanoina Committee the moment it was seen : and how I was to build the most artistic house that ever had been conceived, and fill it with beautiful old furniture and tapestry and china : and how my studio was to be besieged by eager buyers : and how I was never to accept a commission ' even for hundreds of pounds,' as Lucy said (her ideas of the value of AFTER SUNSET. 21 money were very rudimentary in those days ; and I believe a hundred pounds stood in her mind as an algebraic x, or symbol of an unknown quantity), unless I thoroughly liked the subject and felt it to be worthy of artistic treatment. Generally, Lucy's part in these prophetic visions was to marry somebody ' very nice,' and have a charming house near mine — not too artistic ; for Lucy had private objections to certain dull blues, and dingy greens, and tattered hangings which she had heard painters incomprehensibly admire — and several lovely children whose portraits I was to paint. But to-night — I thought of it after she had gone to bed — she said no word as to her own future. CHAPTER II ON THE HEIGHTS. Sionor Sandro did not dissuade me from going to the Palazzo Corleoni. He smiled a little grimly when he heard of the works of art in preparation for the bazaar. ' I suppose you are to do the work, and the Principessina is to take all the praise,' said he. ' I care nothing about the praise, master ; but I cannot afford to work without pay. I might be studying, doing something to improve myself, instead of daubing banalities on pasteboard screens. And if I give up ON THE HEIGHTS. 23 my time to Donna Laura, I must have some equivalent.' ' You don't consider " the honour " to be an equivalent V asked Signor Sandro, looking over his maulstick at me with his gray bushy eyebrows drawn together. ' Not in the least. I think I understand pretty well what that honour is worth.' 1 1 think you do, Caterina !' returned my master. And he took a pinch of snuff with a long-drawn sniff of satisfaction. ' I don't much like the Corleonis,' said I. ' They impose on Lucy. They pay her very poorly, and get more work out of her than is just. She is such a soft-hearted, grateful little creature that a kind word will make her do anything.' Signor Sandro shrugged his shoulders. ' If you make yourself a sheep, the wolf will eat you,' he answered drily. He was a 24 AMONG ALIENS. good man ; but he was not quite free from the national tendency to confound soft- heartedness with thick -headedness. He was theoretically intolerant, and contemptuous of people who allowed themselves to be imposed upon. But in practice he was the gentlest of beings ; and little children tyran- nized over him confidently. We went on working in silence for a while, and then he said, ' No ; I see no reason wiry you should not go and earn a few francs at Palazzo Corleoni. The Prin- cess is not a bad woman — bigoted and prejudiced, but not a bad woman. I remem- ber her very handsome, too, thirty years ago. They tell me she has taken to devo- tion in these days, but still ' — with a quaint apologetic inflection of voice, and with per- fect seriousness — ' still I don't think she's a bad woman.' ON THE HEIGHTS. 25 So I consented to go to the Palazzo Cor- leoni on the next Wednesday. I had been there once or twice before, to settle Lucy's eno-ao-ement as English teacher. It is a splendid edifice, with a noble courtyard and staircase, all on the vast scale seen only in Rome. But it is chill and gloomy despite its grandeur. If one had to paint it, one would spread crimson cloth over the marble steps, and populate them with figures in picturesque mediaeval costume, to give some idea of warmth and life. The withered old porter at the entrance, in his silver-laced livery and cocked hat, looked misanthropi- cally out on to the street from under the cavernous archway. All the inmates of Palazzo Corleoni looked misanthropic when their eyes were turned towards the street. That was the tone of their party, the proper thing to do. The outer world was changed 26 AMONG ALIENS. and abominable since the year 1870, and not to be contemplated without disgust. Even the great tortoiseshell cat, licking her whiskers in the midst of one small patch of sunshine in the courtyard, had a Tartuffian air of victimhood. The Prince and Princess Bastiani-Corleoni did not occupy the whole of their huge palace, nor half, nor a quarter of it. The first floor was let to a foreign cardinal of great wealth, and the third to a rich Ameri- can family, who paid highly for the privilege of putting the address of the Palazzo Cor- leoni on their visiting-cards. The Prince and Princess themselves inhabited a suite of rooms in the second story. This suite of rooms, however, ran along the whole front and one wing of the palace, and had as many cubic feet of space in it as would have furnished forth two or three London mansions. The ON THE HEIGHTS. 27 Corleonis were not very rich in proportion to their rank, but they contrived to keep up a wonderful show of outward grandeur. Lucy and I toiled up the long marble staircase to the second story ; and, in answer to her modest little ring, were admitted into a large and lofty entrance hall, with great swinging leathern doors, such as you see in Continental churches. Gloom, cold, and ennui seemed to inhabit that entrance-hall. The marble pavement shot out icy gleams, here and there, in the sub- dued light. A vast carved settee of time- blackened walnut- wood nearly filled one side of the hall, and on the other was an antique marble chimney-piece rising half-way to the vaulted roof; but the hearth beneath it was walled up, and a brazier full of wood ashes set in the middle of the floor, mocked numbed fingers and chill feet with a miserable pre- 2 8 AMONG ALIENS. tence of warmth. Beyond the leather door at the further end of this vestibule there was an antechamber, carpeted and curtained, and therefore less inhuman in its aspect than the outer hall, but still bearing the impress of a formal rigidity devoid of all that ox>es to make up home. After that came a long suite of reception-rooms, which the beneficent sun himself had touched with some o-enial kindness, and whose atmosphere, therefore, a little thawed one's spirits frozen by that terrible north-west passage through the hall and antechamber. But as for ' home,' these rooms, too, proclaimed their ignorance of that blessed word, in every fold of their stiff velvet draperies, in every glittering ray from their gilded picture-frames, in every line of their satin chairs and couches disposed at right angles with each other, and their ormolu tables unacquainted with books, and OX THE HEIGHTS. 29 adorned chiefly with the tawdry, faded ; bonnieres levied last New Year's Day by more or less voluntary contribution from the Princess's bachelor acquaintance. A grand pianoforte, left open in one corner of a huge, tasteless, gorgeous saloon, seemed to show its teeth at us. The whole atmo- sphere of the place depressed and chilled me, and I said as much to Lucy as we marched side by side through the rooms in the wake of the servant who was t<> announce us. 1 Oh !' said she with a little look 1 >f sur- prise and disappointment, ' I always think this suite is so splendid. And it is never very cold here. Catherine, so that must be your fancy. The sun shines on this side of the house all day long.'" 4 Then it is the moral climate that does not aoTee with me." 3° AMONG ALIENS. ' 'Sh, dear ! Here we are at the school- room.' We entered a room somewhat smaller than the others, but still of ample size, looking on to the courtyard. It had a few squares of common drugget disposed here and there on the brick floor, a horrible blue and yellow paper on the walls, and at one end a glazed book-case filled with school-books. On a large square table in the middle of the room stood a common office inkstand and a pounce- box, whose contents were spilt about over the green baize table-cover. There were also two or three exercise books, a dictionary, and a litter of papers. Such was the ' still life ' of the picture. Two little girls — with long growing limbs like young colts, sallow faces and soft dark eyes — sat at the table engaged with their lessons. In the embrasure of one of the ON THE HEIGHTS. 31 windows was set an easel, and in front of the easel stood Donna Laura Corleoni, the eldest daughter of the house. She was a handsome girl, with a fine rich tint in her cheeks like the tone of a damask rose, glossy dark hair, white teeth, and a pair of rather small, but very vivacious, black eyes. Her figure was singularly upright, and the car- riage of her head in particular so erect, as to give her the air of perpetually looking over an invisible stiff cravat at one, which injured the grace of her appearance in my eyes. She came forward and greeted us, speak- ing English with considerable fluency and perfect self-confidence. Her manner was not unpleasant, except for an odd strain in it which I find it difficult to describe, but which I felt distinctly: she spoke to me and looked at me with an undisguised frank air of examination, as who should say, ' Now let 32 AMONG ALIENS. me see what you are like !' but with no more apparent conception that she herself was exposed to an answering examination, than one might feel in contemplating some strange animal. ' These are my drawings, you see,' she said. ' But there is not time for me to finish all before the bazaar. I have still three screens and a box in carton which need to be painted, and these we must have by the end of the month. It is so important that mamma's stall be well filled, you know.' I could not perceive that it was of any importance to me whether the Princess's stall were full or empty ; so I merely bowed my head and said nothing. Donna Laura looked at me with her quick black eyes as if she expected me to speak ; but, finding that I remained silent, she went on : ' Well, you see what is to do, Meess Wilson. And for ON THE HEIGHTS. 33 my own sketches, if you have some advice to give ' This was rather an awkward question. There was ability in the young lady's work : a certain decision and sense of effect. In- deed, there was so much proof of ability, that the temptation passed through my mind to give her the sincerest advice I could, which would have been to throw all these things on the fire, lock up her colour-box for six months, and begin to study drawing seriously. But of course such an utterance on my part was out of the question. I limited myself to that portion of the matter which immediately concerned me, and answered, ' I do not know whether you will think it worth while to employ me to paint these screens, Donna Laura. My time is of some value, and perhaps, as it is for a charity, you might prefer to get some friend vol. 1. 3 34 AMONG ALIENS. to assist you who has leisure to do this sort of thing gratis.' Lucy coloured and looked nervous at this plain speaking ; but Donna Laura displayed no such sensitiveness. She replied : ' Oh, we would like that they should be very well done ; because mamma's stall will be one of the best. You will talk with mamma by-and-by about the price. Now tell me, would you line this with red silk or blue silk V I drew nearer to the light, and was bend- ing down my head to consider the point when I heard the door open and someone come into the room. Thinking it might be the Princess, I turned round to look, and saw Don Vittorio Corleoni. I knew him well enough by sight. He was to be seen on the Pincian every after- noon at the fashionable hour in the fashion- ON THE HEIGHTS. 35 able season ; and once or twice in the spring when I was making a study near the tomb of Cecilia Metella, I had seen him pass by on horseback. He rode well, and I had re- marked him and his horse as a handsome pair of animals. He did not look quite so well off his horse as on it, for his legs — pitilessly displayed by the tight - fitting, fashionable trousers that he wore — appeared weak and 'weedy,' like the limbs of a rickety child. But his face was undoubtedly very handsome. He had sharply-cut features, a clear pale skin, hair and whiskers arranged after the English fashion, and of that rich blonde hue which one sees in Venetian pictures, and a pair of eyes like sapphires. A very handsome face, in truth, but one which I disliked and mistrusted with an irresistible repulsion. The leading charac- teristic which stamped it was, I should say, 3 — 2 36 AMONG ALIENS. a cruel, thin-lipped sort of sensuality. The forehead was rather weak, but not dull. What those sapphire-blue eyes did see, they saw clearly, microscopically — accurately per- ceptive of the animalculse in a glass of water, hopelessly blind to the stars. Let no one appeal to that face for sympathy with the higher sentiments ! — it did not believe in their existence. But, still, inasmuch as a sane human creature can scarcely exist with- out some grain of imagination, I discovered later that even Don Vittorio Corleoni possessed a small modicum of that faculty, and he expended it all on one object : the greatness and prosperity of the princely House of Bastiani- Corleoni. That was his ideal in life. Everything else that he recognised could be touched or tasted. Donna Laura asked her brother what he wanted, with her brisk, martinet air, which ON THE HEIGHTS. 37 contrasted oddly with his feline quietude of manner and soft drawling voice. What did he want ? He wanted a letter deciphered and translated : another from the horse- dealer in Yorkshire. Could Laura do it ? If not, perhaps Meess Lucy would be kind enough ? 1 Meess Lucy ' held out her hand for the letter with alacrity. ' Oh, I shall be very glad. It is no trouble at all,' she murmured shyly. There was a tremulous smile on her lips, and a light in her innocent eyes, which gave me a dull pain at the heart. ' This is Meess Lucy's sister, Meess Wil- son,' said Donna Laura, speaking in Italian, and indicating me to her brother with a wave of the hand. Don Vittorio drew his heels close together, and made me a grave formal bow. I was conscious that my salutation in return was 38 AMONG ALIENS. stiff and awkward. I was altogether ill at ease. After one cool glance of inspection Don Vittorio withdrew his attention from me altogether ; that is to say, he withdrew his eyes from me. But I felt that he observed me furtively. From that moment whenever we two met, we watched one another mistrustfully. ' You must not interrupt us, Vittorio/ said Donna Laura. ' We are very busy, Meess Wilson and I. And you know how important it is that mamma's stall should be splendid. I cannot attend to you now. Meess Wilson and I are going to mamma to speak of business. Come, Meess Wilson. Make haste with your letter, Vittorio. You know you waste the children's English hour with all this tiresome affair of your horse. And mamma would not be pleased if she knew it.' ON THE HEIGHTS. 39 Donna Laura walked off, motioning me to follow her. I had no choice but to do so. ' I shall come back here before I go away, Lucy,' I said quickly. Lucy did not hear me. She had her head bent down over Don Vittorio's letter, whilst that patrician o-entleman stood very near the school-table, stroking his youngest sister's hair, and gazing admiringly at Lucy's delicate little hand as it lay on the green cloth under his eyes. CHAPTER III. MA IT R ESSE FEMME. The Princess drove a hard bargain. I think we should not have come to terms at all, but for my desire to frequent that unin- viting schoolroom in the Palazzo Corleoni and see for myself how things went there. But when the Princess said it was one of the conditions of the arrangement that I should come and work in her house, and not carry away any of the objects which were to be painted, the temptation was too strong for me, and I accepted very miserable pay rather than give the thing up. I could MAITRESSE FEMME. 41 think of no better course of conduct to pursue than quietly and carefully to watch over Lucy, and endeavour to judge of her feeling towards Don Vittorio, without yield- ing to any rash impulse of anger or sus- picion. For suspicion, in truth, I had no tangible grounds ; nothing that I could have told to a third person without the risk of my words either being disregarded, or having an ex- aggerated importance attached to them. And this latter was a result which I should most earnestly endeavour to avoid. The only person in whom I could confide any trouble or perplexity which assailed me — the only friend, indeed, I had in Rome — was my master, Alessandro Santi ; and I would have trusted his judgment on most subjects as fully as I trusted the goodness of his in- tentions towards mv sister and mvself. But 42 AMONG ALIENS. on this subject — no ; I knew enough of Italian modes of thought to be sure that Signor Sandro would put but one inter- pretation on Don Vittorio's visits to the schoolroom. But this was not all. Signor Sandro would infallibly assume that those visits implied to Lucy's mind all, or nearly all, that they implied to his own. My shrewd old master much approved of the superior freedom granted to English girls as compared with the restraints placed upon Italian girls, although his notions about it were very imperfect ; but he drew several erroneous inferences from that which he did know. One of these inferences was that an English girl, accustomed to mingle freely in society instead of being shut up in a convent, and brought out thence to be married, must necessarily have a copious knowledge of the world — a phrase which I have generally MAITRESSE FEMME. 43 found to be a euphemism for ' knowledge of the evil things in the world.' The mixture of simplicity, fearlessness, and romance in a character like Lucv's was bevond his com- prehension. He could have conceived a nun - taught Roman schoolgirl falling an innocent victim to Don Vittorio's fascina- tions, but not a bright, capable, English girl who trotted about the streets of Rome un- attended, and read the newspapers ; whereas the convent-bred imagination would in all probability have taken the alarm first. To it men in general were wolves, and young girls only to be saved from them by im- plicit obedience to their experienced pastors, spiritual and temporal. How could a mind so taught weave a web of romantic fancies about such a one as Don Vittorio Alfonso de' Prmcipi Corleoni ? — a gossamer, fairy- like, moonlit tissue of girlish dreams and 44 AMONG ALIENS. vague tenderness, no more like conscious passion than the cool glitter of Hesperus is like the fires of Etna ! Yet some such dream it was that I feared for Lucy. Or rather I feared the awaken- ing from it that must come. The worship of ' some bright particular star ' is often a not unsweet prelude in a young girl's heart to the deeper music of real love. But suddenly to find that your star is but a coarse flame fed by foul tallow — to feel the wings of your spirit scorched and withered in its glare and stench — that is a hideous experience which I was resolved to spare my Lucy at almost any cost and by almost any effort. But then, after all, it might be that I was mistaken and over-anxious. I kept this alternative before my mind as a possibility, and for awhile all my observations seemed MAITRESSE FEMME. 45 to tend towards raising it to a proba- bility. I went daily to the Palazzo Corleoni to work for Donna Laura, and to help her in her work. I found that we were not to paint in the schoolroom, but in a small cabinet near to the Princess's boudoir, so that she could easily come in and inspect our progress, which she did very often. But although I was thus not constantly with Lucy, I was within reach of her, and frequently had an opportunity of going into the schoolroom ; for the two younger girls had undertaken, as their contribution to the bazaar, to colour and gild some initial letters on cardboard, copied from an old illuminated missal, and this performance I was asked to superintend. This had not been in the bond when the Princess engaged me, but I was only too willing to make frequent visits 46 AMONG ALIENS. to the schoolroom where the little girls were at work, so long as Lucy was there also. My presence there was never unwelcome, because, as Donna Laura candidly observed, the children improved in talking English at the same time that they worked at their illuminations, both Lucy and I being strictly enjoined never to converse with them but in our own language. During all this time I never once found Don Vittorio in the schoolroom. But I saw him occasionally, nevertheless. He would lounge in of a morning to look at our drawings, and to criticise his sister's with fraternal severity. About mine he said nothing, and appeared scarcely to see them. Only once, in an access, as it seemed, of ill- temper, he remarked to Donna Laura that she was a fool to allow her performances to be exhibited in juxtaposition with mine. Donna MAITRESSE FEMME. 47 Laura answered very good-humouredly that she had no pretensions to be an artist like Meess Wilson, who was a favourite pupil of Professor Santi. The Princess chanced to overhear these two speeches as she was coming into the paint- ing-room. She chanced to overhear a great many of the speeches made in her house, and I was often struck by the familiar know- ledge she displayed of things said and done out of her presence. On this occasion she gave Don Vittorio a little lecture, saying that Laura had no need to be ashamed of her work, no matter how poor it might be from an artistic point of view, for that her pious motive in doing it rendered it worth something in the eyes of all good persons ; and that, moreover, since the Holy Father himself expressly approved the object of the bazaar, she thought it would be becoming in 48 AMONG ALIENS. everybody to avoid all spirit of levity in thinking or speaking of it. The Princess's manner was very smooth, but I thought I detected a steely hardness underneath the velvet. The expression of her haughty features and dark stern eyes was not in harmony with the pious humility of her words. In short, she seemed to me to be like an able actress determined on playing a part for which nature had not fitted her. In observing her Signor Sandro's words recurred to me : ' They tell me she has taken to devotion in these days.' Her devotion, however, did not interfere with her mundane affairs. She governed her house- hold with a strict rule and the most minute knowledge of details. I do not believe that her cook or her steward could have suc- ceeded in cheating her out of a farthing. If they did peculate, after the manner of MAITRESSE FEMME. 49 their kind, she knew it, and knew the precise extent of their peculations. But if it suited her to apjDear blind to them, she would shut her eyes at the proper moment without the smallest scruple, and with as little compunction would she accuse aud expose the culprit the moment his misdeeds went beyond the limit she had mentally assigned to them as tolerable. I think she carried out this method in dealing with her children. For example, Don Vittorio (who was her favourite) had a great deal of apparent freedom and independence ; but I was persuaded from the first that the Princess kept a certain power in her own hands, and that however long her son's tether might be, still he was tethered. As to the Prince Bastiani-Corleoni, he was, for me, as invisible a potentate as the Mikado of Japan. I heard from others that he was vol. 1. 4 5o AMONG ALIENS. a mild-mannered gentleman of handsome presence and orthodox principles, whose chief occupation in life was to audit and pass the accounts prepared for him by his wife in her vigilant management of their estate, and whose chief pastime was shooting over the domain he possessed in a distant part of the Maremma, where the wild birds throve and the peasants languished in the malaria. After the little reproof to Don Vittorio which I have mentioned, the Princess turned to me and said, ' Ah, you are a pupil of Sandro Santi ?' (She had known this fact perfectly, long ago.) ' He is a very clever painter, and, I am told, even a better master.' ' He is a rabid " Red," ' observed Don Vittorio in a tone of cold contempt. i When we had a government he was banished as MAITRESSE FEMME. 51 dangerous. I suppose now he is considered a shining light — or, at least, no worse than the rest.' I took no more heed of this speech than if I had been stone deaf, but went on painting steadily, conscious all the time that the Princess was watching me as steadily. She made a pause before speaking, as though she thought it possible that I might take up the glove thus openly thrown down by her son ; but when she finally spoke she did so in the tone of one answering on an instant impulse : 1 Oh, my son !' she said, ' do not let us forget Christian charity in our judgment even of those who are misguided enough to rebel against their sovereign and father. What you speak of happened long ago. Perhaps years have brought better counsel to Santi. He is getting old now, and very 4 — 2 5«*" M •»** 52 AMONG ALIENS. likely repents the errors of his youth. Let us hope so.' I had an instinctive feeling that she expected this speech to call forth some rejjly from me. But I took no more heed of it than of Don Vittorio's, painting on steadily, with the Princess watching me steadily, as before. For the first week she did not talk much to me during her visits to the painting- room. I think she was observing me, and trying to read my character. After a while she began to converse with me, always putting direct questions, and not betraying any annoyance (although I think she felt some) at the laconic brevity of my answers. In this fashion, and by a methodically regular process, she catechized me about my history, and learned the little there was to know — as, for instance, that I had studied MAITRESSE FEMME. 53 drawing in England before my father's death ; that my father had been an architect ; that I had a small yearly income between me and destitution ; that Lucy inherited a sum of two thousand pounds from her mother ; that I hoped to follow the profession of a painter, and had come to Rome with the view of qualifying myself to do so ; and that I had had an introduction to Santi from my old Italian teacher, who knew him years ago. I was amused to find afterwards that she had previously cross-questioned Lucy in precisely the same manner, and had evidently examined me with the intention of comparing and sifting our statements. The effect produced on Lucy by this sort of catechism w r as very different from that which it made on me. She accepted the Princess's questioning as a proof of kindly interest in us. And it was true that that 54 AMONG ALIENS. haughty dame treated Lucy with much more sweetness of manner than she thought it worth while to bestow on me. She had managed to soothe Lucy's natural timidity and to conquer her shyness, and that once done, it was not difficult to win some affection from her. There never was a nature which responded more immediately to the least show of kindness than my sister's. And the facility with which she fell under the influence of those around her was a weak- ness in her character which I was sure the Princess Corleoni had not failed to perceive. And then the query presented itself to my mind, What motive could the Princess have for influencing and attracting Lucy ? I puzzled over this riddle, turning and twisting it this way and that, and never coming to a satisfactory solution. A year or two ago I should simply have accepted MAITRESSE FEMME. 55 the Princess's kind, caressing manner to my sister as the most natural thing in the world, which needed no explanation. Lucy was used to being petted and spoken softly to from a little child. But my year's residence in Rome had made me suspicious of such behaviour on the part of such a woman as the haughty Princess Olympia, Some- times, however, I went back to my old simple way of looking at things. Why should not the Princess be kind to Lucy solely because she liked the girl's soft ways and sweet looks \ Then again I rejected this idea, and told myself that a thousand minute circumstances tended to show that the Princess was carrying out a line of conduct dictated by calculation rather than feeling. Once or twice the wild notion darted into my mind that the Princess perceived Don Vittorio's admiration for 56 AMONG ALIENS. Lucy, and was inclined to yield to her sons wishes in the matter ; she harped a good deal on Lucy's little fortune, and one day used the phrase, ' a nice dot' or dowry, in speaking of it. But of course such a notion was wild, and not to be entertained in sober seriousness. Poor Lucy's money could not possibly offer any temptations to such people as the Corleonis ; the interest of it would not pay Don Vittorio's tailor for half a year. Besides, she was a girl of no family, giving lessons for pay, a foreigner, and — worse than all — a heretic ! No — no ; the thinsf was too outrageously absurd and improbable, and could only have flitted into a brain weary and perplexed with unavailing ponderings on one subject. Before the day of the great bazaar arrived, however, I had got hold of a clue to the enigma. CHAPTER IV. PIETY. When I look back on that period of my employment in the Palazzo Corleoni, it seems to have extended over a long time ; and yet the dates in a little diary, or memorandum-book, which I kept then show that barely three weeks elapsed from the first day to the last of my engagement. But the time seemed long to me then, and seems long in the retrospect, because several incidents of oTeat interest in my life were crowded into it. I did not neglect the object which had 58 AMONG ALIENS. chiefly induced me at first to go to the Palazzo Corleoni — namely, to see for myself what terms Don Vittorio was on with my sister, whether he visited the schoolroom daily, and to watch his behaviour towards Lucy with jealous scrutiny. But it was not possible, of course, that I should devote myself wholly to that object. Having undertaken to make certain drawings, I was bound to execute them to the best of my ability, and honestly to fulfil my part of the bargain by helping and counselling Donna Laura. And besides, as I have said, I was not free to be in my sister's company when- soever it pleased me to seek it. Still, I flattered myself that my opportunities for observation were sufficient to assure me that Don Vittorio took no special pains to see Lucy. And I began to think that I had altogether over-estimated the danger to her PIETY. 59 peace of mind from the attention bestowed on her by those handsome, inscrutable, sapphire-tinted eyes. I had refrained from hinting my fears and surmises to Lucy. If she were fancy free it was not for me to trouble the innocent serenity of her mind. If she were indulging in any girlish romance, open interference and opposition might put her into an attitude of antagonism towards me, which would weaken my influence over her, and diminish my means of standing between her and sorrow. She talked to me freely enough, when we were at home of an evening, about the Corleonis — about the Princess especially, whose virtues and piety she descanted on at length. And sometimes she would use a phraseology in speaking of them which instantly struck on my ear as being foreign to Lucy's usual way of talking, and which I 60 AMONG ALIENS. was convinced she had caught and uncon- sciously imitated from somebody. Possibly it was from the Princess herself, I thought, who habitually used a certain pietistic jargon peculiar to her Church. Every Church has its own, I suppose. At least, I knew that such was the case with more than one dissenting sect in my native town, and now I found that the orthodox and strictly Catholic Romans had plenty of sentences and turns of speech ready cut and dried for use in discoursing 1 on religious matters. Some of these were almost as purely technical as Signor Sandro's studio talk, and always suggested to my mind something unpleasantly mechanical and prosaic. Lucy, however, did not feel them to be so. She was less critical — perhaps less hard — than I. Then, too, the Princess's partiality flattered her — simple-hearted child that she PIETY. 6 1 was ! And certainly that partiality seemed to increase daily. Lucy was frequently invited to sit with the Princess in her boudoir whilst Donna Laura and I w T ere painting, and she generally was bidden to remain there even during the visits of certain e"xalted personages who were amongst the Princess Olympia's most intimate and valued guests. Such a degree of favour was never extended to me — to my inward thankful- ness ! And why — why, I wondered more and more day by day, was it bestowed on Lucy ? One afternoon the Princess entered the painting-room, where her daughter and I were at work, and said with an impressive air, ' Laura, his Eminence would like to see some of your drawings. He is very much interested and pleased to hear that you are working so well for our bazaar. Bring them 62 AMONG ALIENS. into the boudoir. Madame de Clavigny is there, too.' Donna Laura prepared to obey, and began to divest herself of the holland blouse which she wore whilst painting. The Princess turned back to me as if struck by an after- thought, and said, ' Would you like to bring some of your drawings also, Meess "Wilson V ' If you will excuse me, madam, I would rather go on with my work. The daylight hours are few and precious.' I thought the Princess looked by no means displeased at my refusal. ' As you please, as you please,' she said, with a gracious bend of the head. But Donna Laura, with a good honest inrpulse, insisted that I should come too, and display a pair of hand- screens of my painting, which she thought particularly well executed. ' You know,' said she, ' Madame de Clavigny is PIETY. 63 very rich and very fond of buying pretty things, and who knows but she may give you an order for a picture ? You always say you want to earn money. Don't throw away a chance. I shall tell her that you have done the best things and helped me with mine.' With all her blunt ness and absence of suavity, I had long ago discovered that Donna Laura had some kindness of heart ; and her character impressed me as being incomparably more lovable than that of any other member of the family with whom I was acquainted. 1 It is kind of you to consider my interests, Donna Laura,' said I hesitatingly. At that moment I caught a look of annovance on the Princess's face which determined my decision. I am ashamed to own that a sentiment of rebellion against the Princess's 64 AMONG ALIENS. velvet-gloved iron will was a stronger motive for displaying my work in the boudoir than any hope of selling a picture to Madame de Clavigny. It was childish, perhaps, but I could not help saying to myself, ' You shant have your own way this time ! I'll take you at your word.' So I finished my answer to Donna Laura thus : ' And, as you say, it would be foolish to throw away a chance. I will work an extra half hour for you to-morrow, if I lose a little daylight now.' I think that if Donna Laura had been looking at her lady mother's face at that moment she would have repented her rash insistance, for a cloud on that dark brow was a formidable sight to all who lived under the rule of Olympia Corleoni. But the girl was happily unconscious of the cloud on this occasion, and in an instant it had passed PIETY. 65 away, and the Princess looked her usual composed and slightly sanctimonious self. In the boudoir — an eye-afflicting apart- ment hung with damask of the colour of the yolk of an egg, on which about a dozen vilely-executed copies of well-known pictures by old masters glared from out massive gilt frames — the distinguished company was seated after the fashion of distinguished companies in thoroughly Italian houses — that is to say, the chairs were all ranged in a formal semi-circle, as if someone were presently expected to ' address the meeting.' The company on this occasion was very distinguished — all but one member of it. The undistinguished member was my little Lucy. I caught sight of her curly head directly I went in, just visible behind and above the black velvet and sables which covered the portly person of Madame de vol. 1. 5 66 AMONG ALIENS. Clavigny. This lady was the wife of a diplomat accredited to the Vatican, and was a leading personage in the orthodox and aristocratic circles of Roman society. Next to her, enthroned in the most comfortable armchair in the room, sat a tall, thin, hatchet-faced old gentleman in black eccle- siastical garb. His lean old hands, partly encased in knitted woollen mittens, were crossed on his knee, and his lean old legs in scarlet stockings were crossed one over the other, and his watery blue eyes looked very mild and not a little stupid. And this was his Eminence the Cardinal Zampini, Archbishop of Borgofosco, and a reverend pillar of the Church. Near to him, just the least trifle behind him, and within easy reach of his Eminence's ear, sat one who looked neither mild nor stupid — a certain Monsignor Chiappaforti, well known in more PIETY. 67 than one social sphere of the Eternal City. Monsignore was at present in attendance on the Cardinal — told off, as it were, to be aide-de-camp to that aged major-general of the Church Militant during the latter' s stay in Rome ; for his Eminence did not reside in the capital, but had temporarily deprived his flock at Borgofosco of the light of his countenance, having some business to trans- act at the Vatican. Chiappaforti's round, smooth- shaven, good-humoured face was very attractive at first sight to many persons. The quality I have most frequently heard attributed to him was bonhomie. ' Mon- signor Chiappaforti's manners have such a delightful bonhomie about them !' And he was undoubtedly quick-witted and well- educated. He laughed a great deal — a low, musical, seemingly spontaneous laugh. I say ' seemingly spontaneous,' because I am 5 — 2 68 AMONG ALIENS. persuaded that he was a great deal too clever and sarcastic to be really ingenuously amused and delighted by half the things he laughed at with that air of almost infantine heartiness. The conversation was being carried on in French in honour of Madame de Clavigny, who could speak nothing else. His Eminence did not shine particularly in the linguistic line, albeit we were told that he had passed many years in Belgium. But Monsignore spoke French very fluently, and English, and, I was told, German also, and he helped out the old Cardinal whenever he boogied for a word. In fact, he helped out every- one who showed any tendency to boggle, and altogether drove his heterogeneous team into whatsoever conversational highways or by-ways it pleased him to follow, with the ease and skill of an accomplished whip. It PIETY. 69 must have been a hard-mouthed brute, in- deed, that he could not manage, or at least one very resolutely and earnestly bent on going in a direction opposite to that in which Monsignore would fain guide him. On the present occasion everyone was willing to talk about the same topic — the forthcoming bazaar, namely. I, as a mere supernumerary figure in the ycene, was able to observe it all at my ease. Donna Laura, after having kissed his Eminence's hand — an action which, from a gfirl of her age to a white-haired pastor of her Church, seemed to me graceful and pretty — proceeded to display her screens and fans and cardboard boxes before his reverend countenance whilst he sat still in his chair. Poor old gentle- man ! He did his best to seem pleased, but a more lack-lustre eye than that with which he contemplated the various objects held up 7o AMONG ALIENS. before him one after the other it never was my lot to see. ' Very pretty, very pretty. Ah ! you are very clever ; yes, yes. Very clever, indeed !' These phrases he repeated over and over again in his mild, quavering old voice. And, on the whole, I don't know that he could have said anything better. But Monsignore was a different sort of critic. His bravas were also profuse, but not so absolutely indiscriminating as those of his Eminence, and he interspersed them with neat little appreciative remarks on the various subjects portrayed, which somehow half persuaded even me that he took a lively interest in the whole affair. After a while it came to the turn of my drawings to be exhibited. True to her word, Donna Laura specially called Madame de Clavigny's attention to them, and un- grudgingly gave me full credit for all I PIETY. 71 had clone to help her. My pictures had also the honour to be submitted to the gaze of the Cardinal. I was sorry for him, so evidently was he bored and bewildered by this second tax on his complaisance and patience. But here again Monsignore came nobly to the rescue. He was pleased to praise my drawings in the most flattering terms. And after one very flowery eulogium he surprised me greatly by saying, ' I am all the more delighted that this good work should have been done by the sister of our dear Signorina Lucia.' And at the same time Lucy gave him a look of the most beaming gratitude. Nothing delighted her more than to hear me praised. It was a sure way to her favour. Her pleased look, therefore, was not surprising, but it was to me both surprising and puzzling to find her accepting the epithet of ' our dear Signorina 72 AMONG ALIENS. Lucia ' from Monsignor Chiappaforti as a natural and accustomed form of speech. So absorbed was she in gazing on Monsignore with her trusting, innocent, grateful blue eyes that she did not observe my astonish- ment. Monsignore, however, observed it, and he at once repeated the words ' our dear Signorina Lucia,' looking amiably across at me. Then he bent a little closer to the Cardinal's ear and whispered a few sentences into it, of which sentences the sibilant words ' Sandro Santi ' were all that I caught. Monsignore's eyes were inscrutably cast down whilst he whispered, but his Eminence instantly honoured me with an attentive, and not particularly benevolent, stare. When Lucy and I were at home that evening, I said to her that I had been surprised to hear Monsignor Chiappaforti speak of her and to her in so familiar and PIETY. 73 affectionate a strain, to which she answered that he was the most kind and amiable of beings, and treated her rather as if she were a daughter of the house of Corleoni than as a poor teacher who worked there for pay, and that in all his ways and words he presented an edifying and touching example of Christian charity. And the Cardinal — was he not a dear, venerable old man ? Would I not admit that he was ? I replied that, as to the Cardinal, I did not know enough of him to say whether he were ' dear ' or ' venerable,' but that for the moment I was not concerned to discuss that Prince of the Church. Lucy, however, still harped on his Eminence's venerable looks. 1 And I noticed,' said she, ' that you curtsied to him very reverently when you left the room, Catherine. I was so glad to see it !' 74 AMONG ALIENS. ' To have done otherwise would have been gross ill-manners, Lucy mine ; but I assure you that my curtsy was not intended as a tribute to Cardinal Zampini's moral worth, about which I know absolutely nothing. I should have treated a Mandarin with just the same respect if I had been presented to him in a Pekin drawing-room by a Princess of the Celestial Empire !' ' Oh, Catherine !' 1 Oh, Lucy !' ' I wish you wouldn't talk so, Catty dear.' ' How is it that you have scarcely ever mentioned Monsignor Chiappaforti's name to me, and yet have become quite a dear friend of his, as it seems V 1 I fancied — it seemed to me as if you — you disliked all the Princess's friends when- ever I did mention them. And I think — PIETY. 75 I do think you are prejudiced against the Catholic clergy, Catherine. Perhaps Signor Santi puts it into your head. He is a Republican, I know ; and I am afraid he has no religion.' This speech made me very grave. It was something new that Lucy should pur- posely avoid any topic with me. We differed by temperament, and the very constitution of our minds, on a hundred subjects ; but we had hitherto discussed together whatever came into our heads with the freest con- fidence. For some time past I had felt the presence of a kind of veil between my young sister's mind and my own, although she was as gentle and affectionate towards me as ever. And a few days later I had another proof of it. I chanced to see in Lucy's bedroom — we occupied two tiny sleeping chambers, little more than closets, one on 76 AMONG ALIENS. each side of the sitting-room — a large photograph of one of the well-known Madonnas of Giovanni Bellini. It was placed upright on the chest of drawers and caught my eye at once. ' That is a charming picture,' said I. ' Where did you get it, Lucy ?' ' The Princess gave it to me.' ' The Princess Corleoni ? You must be in favour ! I never heard of her giving anything to anybody. Why didn't you show it to me ?' Lucy coloured and hesitated, but she answered at length plainly enough that she was afraid I might say something sarcastic , or might turn her picture into ridicule. '/turn Giovanni Bellini into ridicule 1' ' No ; not Giovanni Bellini, Catherine, but the Madonna.' All at once a light flashed in on me at PIETY. 11 those words, which made everything clear in a moment. They were trying to convert her ! But why — why ? Signor Sandro found an instant solution to this question when I hinted to him my suspicion (it was, indeed, far more than a suspicion), and told him how unhappy it made me. ' Ah, gia t he said very quietly, ' Lucia has fifty thousand lire of her own. A very nice little dowry to enter a religious house with.' I lay awake for hours that night with an aching heart. CHAPTER V. POLICY. Signor Sandro's advice was to watch and wait ; to lay secret trains for the discovery and exposure of the plot against Lucy's little patrimony (he refused to consider the matter in any other light), and then to spring a mine and blow up the plotters with a theatrical and virtue-protected-and- villainy- discovered kind of denouement. He grew brisk and eager, was full of schemes, talked of renewing half- forgotten relations with this person and that person who might prove useful, and, in a word, the old conspirator in POLICY. 79 him was thoroughly re-awakened. He had passed the prime of his early manhood in conspiracy — always from patriotic motives, which approved themselves to his conscience, at least — and had grown to think conspiracy the proper method of fighting evil things, whether in high places or low places. He could not understand my point of view when I told him that what chiefly pained me was to find that Lucy had begun to withdraw her full confidence from me. As to her be- coming a Catholic, that alone did not seem to me so great a misfortune. ' Pshaw, Caterina,' said Signor Sandro, ' you don't know what you are talking about. They'll never rest till they get her money ; and the only way to secure it, is to make her enter this pet sisterhood of theirs. Don't you know what their grand bazaar is really for ? To get funds to buy a house and So AMONG ALIENS. grounds for their nuns. It's illegal, you say ? Oh, there are ways of evading the law, never fear. They have plenty of clever heads among them.' ' It may be, master, that poor Lucy's little fortune has nothing to do with the zeal of the Princess and her friends. I have no right to say that they are conscienceless in the matter. They may be sincerely anxious to secure Lucy's eternal welfare.' ' Why are they not anxious to secure your eternal welfare ? A soul is a soul, eh ? And yet they have not made the slightest effort at converting you !' This was an argument which certainly had some weight. For to answer that I was not so sweet and interesting a person as Lucy would scarcely have been a good reason for the indifference of devout persons as to my conversion from error ! POLICY. 8 1 I was silent, and Signoi* Sandro went on triumphantly, ' Ay, ay ; you get somebody to leave you fifty thousand lire, and you'll find Monsignor Chiappaforti's interest in the state of your soul will spring up like a mushroom.' Then he proceeded to enter into a variety of stratagems for unmasking' the real purposes of Monsignor Chiappaforti, and exhibiting him before Lucy's eyes in his true colours. Signor Sandro especially hated Monsignore, and considered him to be the originator of the scheme for Lucy's con- version. The Princess he spoke of far less harshly. She was not a bad woman : a bigot, of course, and under the influence of the priests ; but not a hard-hearted woman. I wondered, as I listened to him, whether any remembrance of the Princess Olympia's youthful beauty, thirty years ago, availed to soften my old master's judgment of her. If vol. i. 6 82 AMONG ALIENS. it were so, I am sure he did not know it. But I had my suspicions that the Princess's splendid eyes, and rich black tresses, and Juno-like figure — ' the true Roman type !' Signor Sandro would exclaim enthusiastically, 1 the true Roman type !' — were somehow ac- counted to her for righteousness. After my first talk with my old friend on the subject, I lay awake for hours, as I have said, revolving painful thoughts. But the night brought counsel, and when I went to the studio early next morning I was resolved how to act. I would speak out plainly and straightforwardly to Lucy, and to the Princess, and to Monsignore himself, if I had the chance. Plots and counterplots should be thrown to the winds ; and if there was to be war, I, at least, would not carry it on in ambuscade. My firmness was put to the test instantly, POLICY. S S for Sio*nor Sandro scouted the idea of this course of action, and opposed it vehemently. 1 You are a fool, Caterina !' said he, shaking his brush at me indignantly ; ' a blundering fool r ' Thanks, master.' 1 Thanks, master,' he exclaimed, trying to mimic my quiet tone in one of lively irrita- tion. ' I say that if you go on as you say, you'll lose your sister altogether. You don't know these people — I do.' 1 But I know my sister.' ' Ta, ta, ta ! A little white mouse ! What do you think she can do against such a wily old fox as Giacomo Chiappaforti ? I tell you, you must match cunning with cunning.' • I can't do it, master.' 1 You ? No. You're as blunt as a bar- barian ! But let me do it for you.' 6 — 2 8 4 AMONG ALIENS. ' No, master, I must do what I think right.' ' You think ? Isn't it enough to raise the bile of a stone to hear her talk ?' cried Signor Sandro. And he gradually worked himself up into such a violent passion that he fairly danced about the studio, inveighing against my obstinacy and stupidity, and knocking over the mannikin on which I had carefully arranged some crimson drapery the day before. I let him work off his fiery temper a little in these performances, and then I said : ' Listen, master : I know you are full of kind interest in me and Lucy. I am not ungrateful ' ' Oh, no ! Ungrateful ? What an idea { Only you are as obstinate as a mule, and intend to take your own way — gratefully.' 1 Please to hear me — I have heard you. I don't believe in lies ; be the intention POLICY. 85 what it may, good or bad, wise or foolish, I have no faith in the power of lies to help anyone. Your own proverb says, " A lie hath short legs." ' Signer Sandro sat down at his easel with his back to me and pretended to be absorbed in painting a bit of background. I went on, nothing daunted : ' Xow, if I pretend not to see what is going on with Lucy and these people at the Palazzo Corleoni, I shall be lying to all intents and purposes. I have lied in that way already by holding my tongue about ' I paused, and I saw Signor Sandro's head turn a very little in a listening attitude, 'Well,' said I, 'I cannot explain to you what the matter was, but I had a suspicion, and I smothered it up, and waited and watched, on your plan, and no good has come of it. I dare say a frank word would have set it 86 AMONG ALIENS. all right. Any way, I have thought about the matter to the best of my ability, and I have made up my mind to be absolutely sincere. We despise wiles and tricks and crooked ways — don't let us follow them ! I never heard of but one way to shame the devil, and that is to tell the truth.' The background on which Signor Sandro was at work was assuming a very extra- ordinary appearance. I knew that his attention was wholly given to my words, although he still feigned to be painting in a rapt absorption. I went close up to him and laid my hand on his shoulder. ' Come, master,' said I, ' forgive my plain speaking. I'm a blunt barbarian, as you say, but don't hate me for that.' For an instant he remained still, stiff, and mute. Then all of a sudden he put up one hand to touch mine, which lay on his shoulder, POLICY. 87 and took a noisy pinch of snuff with the other. ' Hate you, Caterina V he said, with a little break in his voice. ' No. You are a fool — remember I said so — but I don't hate you for it. I don't know — I don't know but I almost like you the better for it ; but that's because I'm a fool, too.' Dear, kind, noble -hearted, irascible old master ! All the prejudices of early educa- tion, and the unfortunate influences of a youth embittered by secret struggles against injustice, could not stifle the natural loyalty and affection of his character. That afternoon I spoke to Lucy plainly. I told her that I fancied she was inclined to be attracted by the Roman Catholic religion, and that on that subject I should not then argue with her ; but that it hurt me to think she should conceal her mind from me. And I beowd her to return to her old 00 SS AMONG ALIENS. frank confidence, promising, on my side, to be equally unreserved with her. She looked greatly startled at first — almost scared. And then, with a gush of tears, she threw her arms round my neck, exclaiming, < Oh, Catherine, I am so glad to be able to speak to you. I wanted to tell you long* ago.' ' And why,' said I quickly, ' did you not V She was silent, hiding her tear-stained face on my shoulder. In vain I repeated my question, coaxing and begging her to reply. Then I spoke more severely, asking if that were a specimen of the confidence she had seemed so glad to give me. Upon this she raised her head, and there was a look of perplexity and distress on her innocent young face which pained me greatly. ' Catherine,' she said, ' a promise is sacred. Do not press me with questions I cannot POLICY. 89 answer. I am bound by a promise. You would not wish me to break my word V 1 No,' said I. (But I am almost afraid that I did wish it.) ' Only, my dear Lucy, make no more such promises, I implore you !' We talked a long while after that. Lucy seemed, in truth, overjoyed to be able to speak of her religious feelings to me. They were pure feelings : innocent, devout, and loving. There was not a trace of guile, or affected piety or exaggeration about any- thing she said. Despite my old master's hatred and mistrust of Monsignor Chiappa- forti, Signor Sandro himself would have been obliged to confess that the reverend prelate's teaching had not, at least as yet, tainted the ingenuousness of my Lucy's nature. And throughout all she said there was not a hint at any such purpose of go AMONG ALIENS. securing 1 her little dowry for the sisterhood a.s Signor Sandro suspected. Just before we parted for the night I took her pretty head between my hands, and, stroking down the wavy, bright brown locks, I said : ' But, little Lucy, they must not make a nun of you, and cut off all this curly wig I am so fond of She laughed like a child. ' Make a nun of me, Catherine ! Oh, my dear, you little know how far short I fall of the standard of goodness needed for that holy life. Besides, I don't think such an idea has entered anyone's head.' I at once and unreservedly believed that it had not entered her head, at all events. My heart was greatly lightened when I lay down in my bed that night, and I was more than ever resolved to carry out that best of all policies — honesty — in all my future deal- POLICY. 91 ings. I did not desire, truly, that Lucy should become a Roman Catholic. But that idea did not inspire me with any pious horror. What had seemed terrible to me was the thought that Lucy would be weaned from her old confiding love for me. I was her only friend and guardian. Our brother was in another hemisphere, and we two were alone in a foreign country, and all our strength and comfort and safeguard lay in our mutual trust and affection. To have that undermined would be almost as great a misfortune for us both as I could well imagine. But it had not been undermined, and it should not be. My mind was more serene and untroubled than it had been since the first dav of my entering the Palazzo Corleoni. CHAPTER VI. A TUG-0F-WAR. In the course of the past year Lucy and I had paid a short visit to Tivoli, and had been so enchanted with the place that we both greatly desired to spend a longer time there and explore the surrounding country. We had made a plan — after due examination of our budget and discussion of ways and means — to go to Tivoli again early in the spring and stay there at least three weeks. I was to make the jaunt pay for itself in some measure, by working at a picture which had been haunting my fancy for some A TUG-OF-WAR. 93 time ; and Lucy had looked forward with eagerness to the holiday and change of scene. For some weeks past neither of us had mentioned the subject, but now I had a strong additional motive, besides the ex- pected pleasure of our trip, for wishing to go away from Rome for a time, and to make a break in that habit of almost daily inter- course with the Corleonis which I knew had strongly helped to bring Lucy's flexible nature under the Princess's influence. I proposed to my sister to make our trip to Tivoli immediately after the completion of my work for Donna Laura. I should have finished what I had undertaken to do by the end of that same week. Why should we not set off at once ? 1 So soon, Catherine V said Lucy doubt- fully. 94 AMONG ALIENS. ' Why not ? Next Saturday will be the last day but one of March. It is a lovely time for the country.' ' Will it not be cold there ?' ' I think not. You know we were there last year quite at the beginning of April, and the weather was delightful.' 1 It seems rather sudden. Why are you in such haste to go, Catherine ?' ' I might answer that I want to get to work on my picture, that the aspect of the landscape at this season is precisely what I require for my background, and that I feel the change of scene would be good for my health. All these answers would be true in themselves, but yet they would not give you my strongest motive for wishing to go away at once. I shall tell you the whole truth, Lucy : I especially desire to take you for a time out of reach of the Princess and Mod- A TUG-OF-WAR. 95 signor Chiappaforti and their circle. If their teachings are worth anything, they will stand the test of a fortnight's peaceful and unbiased meditation. It shall be un- biased, so far as I am concerned, for I give you my word not to enter into the discussion of any religious subjects whatever whilst we are away.' Nothing more was said at that time. The next morning we were both employed at the Palazzo Corleoni, and in the afternoon Lucy timidly said to me that she did not think she should be able to go to Tivoli so soon as I wished. ' Why not ?' I asked. ' I do not think I shall be able to get a holiday from my lessons to Francesca and Li via.' 1 I will see to that.' 1 The Princess is very unwilling that 96 AMONG ALIENS. their English studies should be inter- rupted.' ' I suppose that events sometimes happen in spite of the Princess's unwillingness. I wish very much — very much — that you should o-o with me to Tivoli at the end of March. I have honestly told you all my reasons for wishing you to go. Whether the Princess has with equal honesty stated all her reasons for wishing you to stay, I don't know. But I think you will not refuse to please me, Lucy. I have not often asked you to sacrifice your wishes to mine.' ' My own dear Catherine, I would do anything I could to please you, indeed — indeed. I will go, Catty ! I will go — if I may.' I had an uneasy suspicion that this ' if I may ' did not refer solely to the Princess's A TUG-OF-WAR. 97 consent that Francesca and Livia should have a fortnight's holiday from their English lessons. Had matters gone so far that Lucy was in subjection to Monsignor Chiappa- forti's will as to her going or staying ? I was resolved to keep the straightforward path I had marked for myself, and after a minute's reflection I told Lucy that I should take an early opportunity of speaking to Monsignore himself on the subject. ' Shall you, Catherine ?' she said, looking at me with wide-open eyes and an air half of alarm, half of admiration at my boldness. But she made no attempt to dissuade me. It w r as very well to talk of taking an early opportunity of speaking to Monsignore, but how was I to get at him ? I was not acquainted with his haunts and his habits ; and nothing would be easier than for the Princess Corleoni to prevent me from meeting vol. 1. 7 98 AMONG ALIENS. him in her house, if she were so minded. It came into my head that Donna Laura might help me ; and the inspiration proved to be a good one, for she at once said that she believed Monsignore came to the Palazzo every afternoon about three o'clock on busi- ness connected with the bazaar, and that if I Avished to speak with him she would let him know it, and ask him to receive me. No sooner said than done. She walked straight into her* mother's boudoir, and returned in a few minutes saying that Monsignore was alone and would be happy to see me. I found him seated at the Princess's writing-table with a bundle of letters before him and several packets of tickets. There were also some printed circulars respecting the great bazaar, setting forth its object, and giving a list of the ladies who had con- sented to patronize it and hold stalls. The A TUG-OF-WAR. 99 reverend gentleman had apparently been correcting these forms for the printer, for the one which lay before him had several marks on the margin of it. i Good -morning — good -morning, Signor- ina,' said he, with a very gracious bow and pleasant smile. ' Here I am busy at the " great work," you see. Upon my word, I shall be glad when this affair is over. You have no idea of the amount of my time it has occupied. Let us hope that we shall do some good by it after all. I am in good hopes for the result. Our ladies have been exemplary — exemplary in their zeal. And I'm sure we have to thank you immensely for Will you not take a seat V He was very easy, very smiling, very loquacious. He looked at me with an un- conscious, genial air, as if he had not a project in the world deeper than the selling 7—2 ioo AMONG ALIENS. of many tickets for the charitable Fancy Fair, nor a suspicion that I could have any- thing disagreeable to say to him. ' Monsignore,' said I, 'I know you are always busy, and I should not have intruded on your time ' ' No intrusion, Signorina,' he interrupted, with a bow and the most beaming of smiles. ' Well, I mean that I should not have asked to speak with you except from a strong and serious motive. And now you have been so kind as to give me the oppor- tunity of doing so, I will try to spare your time and my own by being brief and speaking to the point, without compliments. ' 1 Admirable !' he murmured, almost as if he were speaking to himself. ' Ah, my dear young lady, I wish more of your amiable sex had your good sense and consideration. I have had a long and extensive experience of A TUG-OF-WAR. 101 the female character — a beautiful character, full of qualities which command our tender- ness and respect — but I must own that the feminine intellect, so far as my observation goes, has a tendency to be discursive. Want of concentration — eh V And Monsignore laughed his child-like laugh as if he were heartily amused, although, in truth, I could see nothing specially humorous in what he had said. 1 Monsignore, you have acquired a great influence over my sister Lucy. You want to convert her to Roman Catholicism ; I want her not to be converted. But I am no bigot, and I do not pretend to say that I should break iny heart if she were received into your Church to-morrow.' Monsignore had leant back in his chair when I began to speak, and with his hands calmly folded on the table before him, and AMONG ALIENS. his eyes cast down, nodded gently at each sentence, as who should say, ' I am giving you all my attention.' I thought the last clause somewhat surprised him, however, although the expression of surprise which passed over his features — if, indeed, I had rightly read it as such — was but mo- mentary. ' That,' said he very softly, ' is a weakness inherent in heresy, which you, my dear young lady, have the noble candour to acknowledge, but to which many Protestants are blind. Once cast yourself loose from the anchor of infallible authority, and you drift about in endless uncertainty. It must ever be with very different feelings from those which you own to, that a Catholic could behold one he loved leaving the true Church for any other.' ' Monsignore, I have taken to heart your A TUG-OF-WAR. 103 words about the discursiveness of the female intellect, and I mean to stick to the point.' * Brava /' he murmured very blandly. But the quick glance he shot at me was scarcely so bland. 1 The point is this : I wish my sister Lucy to accompany me on a short visit to Tivoli at the end of this month ; she has expressed her willingness to do so, " if she may ;" and I, surmising her consent to be contingent on yours, have come to ask whether you mean to oppose her going, and if so, why.' ' Really, my dear young lady, you surprise me ! Why should you suppose that / wish to oppose your sister's going to Tivoli ? Now, why f Pray tell me. I am quite curious to know.' And again Monsignore laughed very sweetly. ' It is scarcely worth while, Monsignore, 104 AMONG ALIENS. to waste your time in giving all the reasons which induced me ' ' Ah now, pray tell me. I assure you I am quite in the dark. And as to wasting my time, I have now some half-hour of leisure.' ' But I have not, Monsignore. I must return to Donna Laura.' ' Oh, come, come, Signorina ! You must not balk my curiosity. Donna Laura is not such a tyrant. Besides, I will give you plenary absolution for robbing her of a few minutes, ha, ha, ha !' I found there was no hope of inducing him to answer my question until I had first answered his. So, as briefly and directly as I could, I told him that I had gathered from Lucy's manner that someone who strongly influenced her opposed her going to Tivoli ; that I did not believe this person A TUG-OF-WAR. 105 to be the Princess, or at least I did not belie v r e the Princess to be acting without superior orders in the matter ; and that I had guessed the real opponent to be Mon- signor Chiappaforti, and his object to be that of preventing the impression he had made on my sister's mind from being weakened by a fortnight's absence, and by the influence of an heretical sister to whom she was attached. ' Upon my word, Signorina, you are more frank than flattering ! You are making me out a sort of Macchiavelli — as you English understand Macchiavelli. Now I should have thought, Miss Wilson, that your strength of mind would have been superior to the vulgar prejudices in vogue amongst some of your countrymen. You have been tl linking of me as a sort of bugbear — the type of the "Jesuit priest" whom your 106 AMONG ALIENS. Evangelical clergymen discourse about in Exeter Hall. You surprise me — you sur- prise me very much.' I believed that I had surprised him ; but I did not believe that it was my opinion of himself which surprised him, nor even my bluntness in expressing it. There was evidently something else which puzzled him. And all the while he was talking about Macchiavelli and Jesuits, I felt convinced that he attached no importance to what he was saying, but had his mind full of some other thought. ' Well, now, Monsignore, I have answered your question ; will you answer mine ? Do you mean to persuade Lucy not to go to Tivoli V ' Tut, tut ! / persuade her ! Suppose, however, I were to say " Yes." What then V A TUG-OF-WAR. 107 1 Then I should be frightened ; because I should take it as a proof that you were resolved to separate Lucy from me to the utmost of your power.' ' You frightened ! The strong-minded Miss Wilson frightened ! You are pleased to laugh at me, my dear young lady.' ' I am far enough from laughing, Mon- signore. I should be frightened. And if I were thoroughly frightened, I should run away.' I had certainly surprised him now, at any rate. There was no affectation in the tone of astonishment with which he re-echoed my words. ' Run away !' he exclaimed, staring at me. ' Run away. I should run away to England. I should give up everything here — my lessons, my career, my studies, all 108 AMONG ALIENS. that I love in Rome — and I should go home without hesitation, taking Lucy with me. 1 Monsignore rose from his chair and came towards me with an amiable and sympa- thizing expression of countenance. ' My dear child,' he said, ' do not distress yourself. I see you really are in earnest.' (I was then neither more nor less in earnest than I had been from the beginning of our interview.) ' I honour your affection for your sister and your almost maternal care of her. Lucia has told me how you have devoted yourself to her. You cannot seriously suppose that I wish to divide you from your sister. Xo, no ; rather would it be my fervent desire to bring you with her into the safe fold. But I tell you at once that I have never dissuaded Lucia from accompanying you to Tivoli. Her going or A TUG-OF-WAR. 109 staying does not in the least depend upon me. How should it ?' ' Will you give me your authority to tell Lucy that you do not oppose her going V ' Certainly ! freely, gladly ! I believe it would be a very good thing for her. She looks a little thin and pale, don't you think so ? If she had asked mv advice on the ./ subject, I should at once have said " Go !" But she never said a word about it to me.' 1 If you had been so kind as to tell me so sooner, Monsignore, I might have spared you much useless talking.' 1 Don't think of that, don't think of that ! The truth is, I could hardly at first believe you serious in your little attack on me. I'm not a Macchiavelli nor a Jesuit after the model of Exeter Hall. Well, well, you will learn to know me better one day. Meanwhile, I admire your candour, I assure no AMONG ALIENS. you. And don't distress yourself, my dear child, about being separated from your sister. We are not monsters, we poor priests, in spite of Exeter Hall, ha, ha, ha !' I hurried away as quickly as I could, and went straight to the schoolroom to give Lucy the news. I did not believe Chiappa- forti's statement that he had never opposed her visit to Tivoli. But at least he had distinctly consented to it now, and that was the chief thing with me. I burst into the schoolroom unceremoniously. Lucy looked up, startled to see me at that unaccustomed hour. But she was not more startled than I was when I saw Don Vittorio CorleonI seated beside her at the school-table. CHAPTEK VII. ART AND NATURE. Don Vittorio had receded into the dim background of my thoughts. I had satisfied myself that whatever admiration he had felt for Lucy was a mere passing fancy, and that he had soon grown tired of bringing English letters to the schoolroom to be translated. And my mind had been too full of the subject of Lucy's conversion to have room for him. All the more was I startled and vexed to find him seated familiarly at my sister s elbow. Lucy's face was covered with a deep, ii2 AMONG ALIENS. sudden blush. Don Vittorio rose very calmly, and made me his usual formal bow, with his heels drawn together. The two little girls stared at me. No doubt I looked anything but a pleasant-humoured visitor ; although the instant before, while my hand was still on the lock of the door, I had been cheerful enough — and even a little triumph- ant. Now my triumph was very effectually damped. I briefly and drily stated my object in coming to the schoolroom : namely, to tell Lucy that Monsignor Chiappaforti approved, and even advised, her going to Tivoli. And then I stood still, in an atti- tude of expectation. That which I was waiting for soon happened. Don Vittorio took his departure, with another bow to me. a trifle haughtier than the first one. As he turned away, little Livia pulled him by the coat. ' Vit- AR T AND NA TURE. 1 1 3 torio, Vittorio !' she cried, ' don't forget to ask Laura for the ultramarine ! And she promised me some more gold-paper. Fran- cesca has had twice as much as I.' Livia was the youngest of the family, and was supposed to enjoy the honour of being her brother's favourite. He certainly per- mitted her to be more familiar and exigent with him than any of the others, whom he kept at a cool distance. On this occasion he carelessly stroked the child's hair, and answered, ' I have something else to do, you monkey, than run on errands all day between you and Laura. I am going out now T . I have brought you Laura's message, and wasted five minutes in doing so. You mustn't ask anything else of me for a month.' And with that he w r ent away. He had brought Laura's message ! Was that the real reason for his presence in the vol. 1. 8 ii4 AMONG ALIENS. schoolroom, or a mere excuse ? He had certainly looked at me as he spoke, as who should say, ' I hope you are satisfied as to the reason of my being here ?' And why should that not be the simple truth ? Was I not growing morbid and suspicious, and imbibing some of that universal mistrust which poisoned the social atmosphere around me, and which I had frequently proved to be unfounded ? No doubt I had shown my chagrin and surprise very plainly in my face, like a •' blunt barbarian,' as Siffnor Sandro had called me. And no doubt Don Vittorio had understood my emotion — it was en- tirely within the compass of his intelligence. And having understood it, and being too proud to offer anything like an explanation to me, was it not natural that he should take this indirect method of conveying to me that he had no personal inclination to visit ART AND NA TURE. 1 1 5 the schoolroom, and that he considered his stay there to have been five minutes ' wasted'? Yes, certainly; very natural. And yet I was so absorbed in my own reflections that I scarcely comprehended the children's noisy and eager appeals to me, in their imperfect English, to look at the illumina- tions they had been doing, and to pronounce between gold and silver for the bordering of a bright scarlet letter B. I did comprehend, however, that Don Vittorio had really brought them a message from their elder sister — something concerning the all-impor- tant bazaar, of course — and further gathered that Don Vittorio had good-naturedly charged himself with the message, because I happened to be absent at my interview with Monsignore, and Donna Laura had no one else at hand. Nothing could be clearer 8—2 n6 AMONG ALIENS. or simpler. I was ashamed of myself for not feeling quite easy. But — I could not feel quite easy. Lucy began to question me about Mon- signor Chiappaforti : — What had he said to me ? Was he not amiable and sweet-tem- pered ? Why had I supposed he would object to her going to Tivoli ? I was still absent-minded, and gave her short answers. When we were alone in our own lodging that evening I told her that Monsignore had declared that she (Lucy) had never consulted him at all about our projected holiday, nor had spoken to him on the subject. 1 Neither did I,' she replied at once. < You did not f ' Certainly not. Why should you look so astounded ? Did you suppose Monsignore was telling you a wilful and deliberate falsehood ?' ART AND NATURE. 117 I was obliged to confess that I had thought so, and to submit humbly to a lecture from my younger sister on the blind- ness of Protestant prejudice and the un- charitableness of Protestant judgments. It was impossible for me to doubt Lucy's sin- cerity. I must then conclude that it was not Monsignore's influence which had made her so reluctant to leave Rome. ' Then I suppose,' said I, ' it was the Princess Olympia who set herself so strongly against letting you go.' ' She does not like the children's lessons to be interrupted, as I told you, Catherine. And — and I think, myself, that we shall find it cold at Tivoli at this time of year.' She had turned away her face from me as she spoke the last sentence, and dropped her voice timidly. I could not bear to see her seem afraid of me. There wa^ nothing n8 AMONG ALIENS. I dreaded more than to make her shrink shyly from confiding all she thought and felt to me. And yet I had resolved to be perfectly candid and straightforward with her. My mind was painfully tossed back- wards and forwards from one course of con- duct to another. Monsignore had talked of my ' strength of mind'; and Lucy believed me to be quite terrible in my inflexible force of will. If they had but known how wavering and helpless I really felt ! how much in need of courage and wisdom ! We went to Tivoli at the end of that week ; but, oh, how different a visit it was from that to which I had so long looked forward ! Lucy was — not sullen ; that could not be, but — often sad. Monsignore's observation on her pale looks and thinness was a just one. She was looking almost painfully delicate. But I expected day by ART A ND NA TURE. 1 1 9 day to see the colour tinge her cheeks again, and the old gay light come into her eyes. I looked in vain. The sweet country air, the loveliness of the scenery, and the peace- fid serenity of our outward lives, seemed to be vain medicament 3 for my Lucy's melan- choly. And it was not alone that she was melancholy — she was secret, silent, strangely reserved with me. I had given my word not to discuss with her any question touching the Catholic creed during our absence from Rome, and therefore on that subject the lips of both of us were sealed. But in a hundred ways I felt that the old familiar confidence between us was at an end. Would it ever return ? Just one year ago I had been looking out over the same wondrous landscape that lay now beneath my eyes — just one year, and how much was changed for me ! I had my Art still. Signor Sandro 120 AMONG ALIENS. would have grimly told me to be thankful, and mind nothing else. Other persons had talked to me in more high-flown terms, saying that Art was sufficient to the true artist ; that the goddess would accept no half-hearted sacrifice ; that one must cheer- fully offer up all the human part of one's life to her, if need were — and the like tinkling phrases. But I could never cheat myself with words. All this talk, as if Art were some dim, monstrous abstraction served by creatures all hand and eye, and ignorant, from long disuse, of human sym- pathies, and weaknesses, and disgusts, and disappointments, seemed to me mere rhap- sodical stuff. Perhaps, if I had been a genius, I might have found Art all-sufficient. (Although, to be honest, I doubt it ; having noticed in all the accounts of men of genius with which I am acquainted that their ART AND NA TURE. 1 2 1 sensitiveness to mundane troubles — even such vulgar ones as poor pay for their work, or hostile criticism of it — was in nowise blunted by the favour of the Muses.) At all events, not being a genius, nor anything near to one, I required several other things besides Art to make me happy. And yet I was not unthankful for those two good gifts of Heaven, Imagination and Labour. Nay, I had never valued them so highly as when I found in them a consolation for sorrow, and a refuge from care. To me they were both, at this time. I worked hard at a study for the picture I had contemplated making, and for which I had found an admirable model. I also made several studies of landscape. One of these latter was at the ruins of the Villa of Quinctilius Varus, a mile or so from Tivoli. I used to walk thither in the early morning AMONG ALIENS. with no other escort than a black-eyed bare- footed urchin whom I had en^a^ed to carry my camp-stool and easel. Once or twice Lucy had accompanied me, and we had eaten our luncheon there, sitting under a gnarled olive-tree, and looking over the matchless panorama. But she found the walk too fatiguing to make it frequently — what a pang it gave me to hear her say so, and to assure myself from anxious observation of her languid gait and jDale face that it was but too true ! — and so I spent many a morn- ing there without her. She, meanwhile, passed the time of my absence chiefly in the Villa d'Este. There she was safe from in- truders, and could wander about the grounds, or sit still with her book or 1ft? f ^0ft 'in the shade. The old housekeeper at the Villa d'Este was a great friend of mine, and used to assure me, every time I gave her a small ART AXD NATURE. 123 present of money proportioned to my humble purse, that my sister was an angel, and that she (the housekeeper) would not fail to look after her. Let her come to the gardens as often and stay as long as she would ! I do not know what more the good woman could have said, for ten times the money. We had been at Tivoli about a week when one morning my little model came to me in a state of great excitement. She was a girl of fourteen, and looked, to English eyes, three or four years older ; a handsome creature, with glorious eyes and rich masses of coarse, blue-black hair, but with a skin parched and sickly from fever, which she had suffered from severely. Her home was on the borders of the Pontine Marshes, in the very stronghold of malaria, and she had been sent to stay with a relative who lived in Tivoli, in order to regain her health. I had i2 4 AMONG ALIENS. heard of her from Signor Sandro, who had often employed an elder sister of hers, a professional model, in Rome. My little Monica was not a professional model, but she was just what I wanted for my picture, fever-blanched skin and all. She looked sad, pathetic, poetic ; but the charm vanished the instant she opened her mouth to speak. She had the harsh, hoarse, bawling voice which belongs to so many Roman women of her class, and the matter of her speech did not compensate for its manner. She was the most ignorant and undisciplined human creature I had ever known ; but probably she was not below the level of her compeers in those respects. Such as her character was, she revealed it as undisguisedly as any wild animal. Her very lies — and she never scrupled to utter one, if it suited her at the moment — were of a wholly incredible and ART AND NATURE. 125 inartificial kind ; and the detection of them embarrassed her not a whit, although it sometimes put her in a passion ! To me one morning came this unsophis ticated young person in a violent excitement, as I have said. She was even paler than usual, her black brows were bent into a frown, and she clenched her sunburnt fist, and kept muttering to herself in a fierce spasmodic way. ' This will not do, Monica,' said I. < If you are so restless, and put on that demoniac look, you are not of the least use to me. Sit still, and leave off frowning.' She shrugged her shoulders impatiently, but obeyed for a minute or so. Then the gesticulations and mutterings and general air of ferocity began again. I threw down my brush. ' Very well, Monica,' I said quietly, ' you are not disposed to earn your i26 AMONG ALIENS. money this morning, I see. As you please. Only pray understand that I cannot afford to pay you for wasting my time with your antics. . I am not a rich Signora, but a poor artist.' Monica jumped up, and kicked over the stool on which she had been sitting, with a violent imprecation. ' I care nothing for your miserable money !' she cried. 1 1 cant sit still ! My blood is boiling in my veins !' 1 You are extremely silly, Monica. And you don't speak the truth, either. You care a great deal for my money.' She paused in her furious tearing about the room, and stared at me curiously. My tone of cool indifference always had some influence with her — simply, I believe, be- cause it puzzled her. The violence of her passion had not been affected, any more than the passion of a little child is affected, whom ART AND NATURE. yet one can divert from its wrath and its screams by holding up any new object before its eyes. With Monica, as with the infant, there were no inner depths of the spirit to be profoundly stirred ; and consequently her storms of emotion were brief, and left no ground-swell behind them. ' Come,' said I, ' sit clown there whilst I sketch in this background, and tell me what is the matter. Perhaps you will be able to be quiet when you have said your say.' The idea seemed to please her. ' Yes, yes ; I will tell you. It will take a weight from my heart. Listen, Signorina !' Monica's ' saying her say ' involved so many rambling parentheses, so much violent language, and general incoherence, that I must condense her statement to me. It was this : Some years previously her brother — much 128 AMONG ALIENS. older than she — had been sent to the galleys. He had had a narrow escape of being executed, indeed, for it was in the ' time of the priests,' as Monica phrased it, when malefactors used actually to be killed and made an end of. Not that Pasquale was a malefactor ! By no means. He was an excellent young man, the pride of his family ; but he had had the misfortune to allow his feelings to get the better of him, and, in a word, he had attempted to murder a gentleman, and would have succeeded, but that his gun missed fire. And the gentle- man had never rested until Pasquale was caged by the myrmidons of the law, de- claring (with some reason, it should appear) that his life was not safe whilst that im- petuous youth was at large. At this point of her story Monica paused, expecting sympathy. I was obliged to dis- ART AND NA TURE. 1 29 appoint her, and to explain that in my country we had a strong objection to assassins. ' Assassins I s she cried indignantly ; ' but Pasquale was no assassin ; it was a vendetta ! A vengeance from jealousy — love jealousy.' I could not say that this altered the case so as to make Pasquale an entirely admirable hero in my eyes ; but I was curious to know how the gentleman (whom Monica described as a grand Signore, a great nobleman, rich, and proud, and splendid) could have been a rival to her brother, the peasant. She ex- plained the matter without circumlocution. Pasquale had had a sweetheart whom he meant to marry some day. The sweetheart — a strikingly beautiful girl, according to Monica's account — had loved, or seemed to love, Pasquale, until one fine day her affec- tions were captivated by the noble gentle- man in question, who carried her off to vol. 1. 9 AMONG ALIENS. Rome with him, and after a short time abandoned her. Pasquale, who had been for some weeks deceived and hoodwinked, both by his faithless innarnorata and her seducer, no sooner discovered the truth than he tried to kill the nobleman. What could be more natural? And then Pasquale — 2>overetto — had been hunted for days and days by the giandarwi (gendarmes), and caught at last, and sent to the galleys. What a pity that he had not sent a bullet into the traitor's heart first ! That would have been some consolation under the suffering' of imprisonment ; but, as it was, Pasquale's case was really too hard, and calculated to awaken the deepest sympathy ! Such was Monica's story, and such her view of it. And what, I asked, had become of Pasquale ? Oh, he had escaped from the ART AND NA TURE. 1 3 1 galleys after about a year and a half. But as to what he had been doing since, or where he had been, Monica either could not, or would not, give any information. He had been ' in the Abruzzi,' she said vaguely. Indeed, she believed he had crossed the sea to Sicily. She did not know where Sicily was, but it was a long, long way off. You see, Pasquale could not come home to his old place, because the accursed police would put him in prison again if they caught him. Poor Pasquale ! And the girl whom he had loved ? Oh, about her Monica knew nothings And the fine nobleman ? Ah, he, the traitor, the wretch, the miscreant, who had set on the giandarmi to hunt down poor Pasquale and put him in prison, he was alive, he was flourishing, he was brave with sleek clothes and a gold chain, and a horse that shone 9—2 1 32 AMONG ALIENS. like satin ! She (Monica) had seen him that very morning in Tivoli, as she crossed the Piazza. She was but nine years old when poor Pasquale had the misfortune to attempt his murder, but she remembered his face well — well. Might he die assassinated ! ' Then it was the sight of this gentle- man that put you into such a ferment V I said. Truly it was. What else ? But now she had spoken, her heart was lighter. She felt easier. But she did not want to see that villain again. The sight of him caused her to ' make bad blood.' And what could she do? Pasquale was away, no one knew where. She could only hope and pray that the saints would pour down evils and misfortunes on the head of that traitor, for he seemed to be beyond the reach of earthly vengeance — more was the pity ! ART AND NATURE. 133 I mused over this story and the strange scene of Monica's violence as I walked down, a little later, to the Villa d'Este to meet Lucy, and bring her home to dinner. ' What a curious savage the girl is !' thought I. And then I began to consider her from a pro- fessional point of view, and to think of making a study of her face in its unrestrained fury, and calling it ' Vendetta !' It might not, however, be easy to bring her passion, on that score, up to the boiling point again. ' And even if I could do it/ I said to myself, ' the experiment would be some- thing like irritating a vigorous young tiger, with the view of studying him in his wrath. There's no reckoning on what she might do!' Lucy met me near the gate of the gardens, and to my surprise I found she was not alone. She was in company with an elderly i 3 4 AMONG ALIENS, priest, who took off his great shovel hat and saluted me with much politeness. ' This gentleman — Don Gregorio Galli,' said Lucy, ' is a friend of the Princess Corleoni's. When he heard that we knew the Princess, he was kind enough to offer to be of service to us here.' ' In any way — in any way in my power, Signorina,' said Don Gregorio. 4 You are strangers in Tivoli. Pray let me know if I can give you help or information of any kind. And how was Monsignor Chiappaforti when you left Pome ? A man of very dis- tinguished talent — a shining light. Ah, Pome is his true sphere ! There his abilities are appreciated. At one time there was a chance of my getting a parish in Pome myself, but circumstances have kept me here. Well, well, we must try to do our duty in our humble w T ay. I shall do myself the ART AND NATURE. 135 pleasure to come and see you, Signorina ; meanwhile I have the honour to salute you.' Then Don Gregorio walked off one way, whilst we pursued the other. He was a meagre, feeble-looking old man, with a weak, self-complacent countenance. I have seldom conversed with anyone so dirty, or more urbane. I was put out by his intrusion into our life, although I believed he was not to blame for it. I thought that I was unfairly used in having to submit to Don Gregorio's visits, which were made of course with the sole view of Lucy's conversion, whilst, on my side, I had faithfully kept my word, and refrained from trying to influence my sister's mind on the subject of religion. This vexed me, and I spoke out what I thought of it, and Lucy protested her belief that Don 136 AMONG ALIENS. Gregorio merely came to see us out of pure benevolence and humanity, apart from all thoughts of proselytizing ; and the discussion drove Monica and her story out of my head for the rest of that day. CHAPTER VIII. A POISONED SHAFT. From that day we were haunted by Don Gregorio. Even Lucy found his frequent company oppressive, although she would hardly acknowledge as much openly. As for me, I daily threatened to affront him past forgiveness, and so get rid of his visits, and daily found it impossible to carry out the threat ; so mild, long-suffering, and impervious to the broadest hints did I find his reverence. ' If he would but wash his hands sometimes f I exclaimed in despair. And indeed his divorce from soap and water 138 AMONG ALIENS. was not the least of the disturbances to my peace of mind occasioned by Don Gregorio's presence. I wondered at first why Mon- signor Chiappaforti, who was certainly a shrewd, clever man, had entrusted any mission of conversion to Don Gregorio Galli : since even Lucy's charitable judgment could not but rate him low in intelligence, and even Lucy's humility must find it difficult not to look down upon, instead of up to him. But it soon became clear to me that Don Gregorio was employed not to guide my young sister, but to watch her. And Monsignore had shown his usual acuteness in selecting him for this task. The Signor Curato's zeal was indefatigable, and his good temper (or stupidity) impregnable. Go where we might, do what we would, many hours of the day did not pass without our seeing the rusty black suit and dusty shovel A POISONED SHAFT. 139 hat of Don Gregorio, and hearing his long- winded complimentary speeches, the utter fatuity, formality, and falseness of which had an absolutely paralyzing effect on me. I used to sit dumbly staring at his reverence's unwashed and unshaven countenance, and listening to his reverence's soul-exhausting commonplaces, with the helpless sensation of a sleeper oppressed by nightmare. One refuge I had from him, or I believe his persecution would have driven me from Tivoli : I could get away from him to the Villa of Quinctilius, and paint in peace. That was rather too long an excursion for Don Gregorio. Perhaps, indeed, he might even have got out so far as that in pursuit of Lucy ; but it was not worth his while to follow me thither. Lucy, meanwhile, passed her mornings safely in the gardens of the Villa d'Este ; and though the old 140 AMONG ALIENS. priest occasionally looked in upon her even there, he seemed to be satisfied to leave her for the most part in the seclusion and almost solitude of the gardens. At that time of year visitors were few, and if a stray party of tourists did appear, it was easy to avoid them. Meanwhile, I was working earnestly, sometimes at the landscape, and sometimes at the study of Monica's head. That volcanic young person was now in a period of quiescence. She had had a slight return of the intermittent fever. This had subdued her, and she would now sit still for hours, in a languid, restful attitude, which was the very thing I wanted, so that I got on famously, and began to hope that I should make a fairly good thing of my picture. The picture itself was not properly begun ; but I meant to work at it when I returned A POISONED SHAFT. 141 to Rome, under my master's eye. What I was doing in Tivoli was merely to make studies for it. My notion was to paint a kind of personification of the wild, sad, fever -stricken, mournfully beautiful Roman Campagna, under the form of a female peasant, and to call it ' A Child of the Soil/ or some such name. For this purpose, Monica seemed to me a perfect model ; especially when her natural savagery was only smouldering, as it were, beneath the languor of laziness and malaria. Her tiger flashes of ferocity (however interesting a study in themselves) were not for my pre sent purpose. I therefore refrained from recurring to the subject of her enemy, the nobleman. And she seemed to have thought no more of him since the day when his unexpected appearance in Tivoli had so moved her. During some happy interval i 4 2 AMONG ALIENS. of release from the society of Don Gregorio, I began to give a brief outline of Monica's story to Lucy. But I almost regretted having done so when I saw what an impres- sion it made on my sister. She was even uneasy at my spending hours alone with such a fierce, untamed creature. ' Her brother, you know, was a murderer in intent, Catherine,' said Lucy, with a shudder ; ' and I fear she would not scruple to follow his example, if she were provoked.' I tried to laugh my sister out of her tremors. ' I believe I am safe from assassin- ation,' said I, ' unless, indeed, I expire of exhaustion after a long visit from Don Gregorio.' But I was rather glad that I had not mentioned the fact of Pasquale's rival having actually been seen in Tivoli, and that Lucy had interrupted me before I had got to that point ; for she was so ner- A POISONED SHAFT. 143 vous and horror-stricken at my account of Monica's code of ethics that, if she had known this circumstance, she would have been tormented by the apprehension of some scene of violence and bloodshed. Always timid and gentle, she had of late become nervous to excess. Her spirits and health were evidently being undermined by a con- stant anxiety and mental struggle. Some- times, when I looked at her, I was tempted to wish that she would make the final resolve, and openly become a Catholic. Anything would be better than this doubt and suspense. Again, the project would cross my mind to give up all my studies in Rome, and return with Lucy to England, as I had threatened Monsignore I would do. In that case, fare- well to all hope of future distinction and present improvement in my art. But that hope — although it was dear to me — I would 144 AMONG ALIENS. unhesitatingly have sacrificed, if by so doing I could ensure my sister's peace of mind. Yes ; I am sure, on calmly looking back to that time, that I would have made the sacrifice. Nor do I deem it a great boast to say so. To see Lucy anxious and unhappy poisoned all my life ; and no artistic glories I could conceive of would have had power to elate me whilst she was depressed. I come now to a strange crisis in our lives, which seemed to overtake us as suddenly as an Alpine storm ; but which had, of course, been gradually prepared by many circum- stances working blindly together ; and by some other circumstances artfully arranged and combined to one end. The first shock of it came in this form : Lucy one evening received a letter sealed with a large coat -of- arms. Our corres- pondents were very few, and none of them, A POISONED SHAFT. 145 I need scarcely say, used such aristocratic signs of dignity as the ostentatious heraldic device in red wax which made Lucy's letter look imposing. I handed it to her with a jest about her grand correspondent. She took it with a smile, which grew brighter when she had cast her eyes on the super- scription. ' It is the Princess's writing,' she said. ' Very likely there is a letter inside from Francesca and Livia. They were to be allowed to write to me, if they could manage to achieve an epistle in English. ' She broke the seal, still smiling, and I went on with some needlework that I had in hand. ' Well,' said I, after some minutes' silence, ' is the children's English unde- cipherable ?' and at the same time I lifted my eyes from my stitching. What I saw forced a cry of terror from me. Lucy sat vol. 1. 10 146 AMONG ALIENS. there pale to the lips, with the open letter on the table before her, and a look of such frozen anguish on her white face as almost made my heart stand still ! ' My Lucy !' I cried, ' my child ! what is the matter ?' She shivered, and trembled violently from head to foot, but did not speak. When I grasped at the letter, she feebly tried to hold it back, with a little piteous moan ; but I seized it without scruple. And I read it whilst she sat cowering and trembling in her © © chair, with her face hidden in her clasped hands. Oh, it was a cruel letter ! The Prin- cess Olympia — for she was the writer — thoroughly understood the softness and sensibility of the nature she was minded to wound. Not a word was lost ; not a sting was mitigated by one touch of pity. The A POISONED SHAFT. 147 Princess began at once by a direct accusa- tion : ' You have repaid my kindness by black ingratitude/ she wrote. ■ You have tried to seduce my son away from me, from his duty, and from his station. Your arts appear the more hateful from being cloaked under an appearance of modest simplicity. My innocent children have revealed to me the frequent interviews which they witnessed between Don Vittorio and yourself. I am loath to sully their pure minds with such suspicions as attach to your conduct, but it will be my imperative duty to warn them against you, and to forbid them to see you, or communicate with you in any way. How far your insolent sister has been your accom- plice, I know not. She is an unscrupulous and irreligious woman, the companion of 10—2 i 4 8 AMONG ALIENS. revolutionary infidels, and her conduct, therefore, is not surprising. But in you I have been grossly deceived. The dreadful suspicion assails me that your desire to be instructed in our holy faith was merely a part of your plan to ingratiate yourself with my family for the basest purposes. But this idea is so truly horrible, that I fervently pray it may be erroneous. Attempt not any exculpation. It would be in vain. I know all. My son followed you to Tivoli. He has had stolen interviews with you there in the gardens of the Villa d'Este. Your reputation is destroyed for ever, if I speak one half of what I know and can prove against you. Your sister's professional career in Rome can be cut short by a word from me. What decent, self-respecting persons, even among the heretics, would A POISONED SHAFT. 149 countenance such dangerous and wily women, when once unmasked ? ' But I would not shut the door against repentance. Heaven forbid ! Repent, amend, do penance in the dust ! Seek out some holy guide to the true religion. Implore the compassion of the Blessed Virgin for the evil past, and her strength- ening help for the future. It is your only hope. ' Olympia Bastiaxi Corleoni. ' Indulge in no self-delusions. Vittorio has confessed everything to me. < 0. b. c: This was to me so utterly unexpected, that I know not whether amazement or burning indignation were the or eater as I read. But the amazement passed, and the i 5 o AMONG ALIENS. indignation remained — and remains. But for the moment my sole care was for Lucy. All other feelings were forcibly thrust aside by anxiety for her. I cannot describe the strange state of prostration she had fallen into. She was like one who has received a stunning blow, in the literal sense of the words. A sort of numbness seemed to have taken possession of all her faculties. It seemed a painful effort for her even to articulate a word in answer to my attempts to soothe and comfort her. She did not lament, she did not shed a tear, but just sat still in her chair, ashy pale, and shivering from head to foot like a terrified bird. I was terrified in my turn. This state of nervous prostration was something of which I had no experience, and I knew not how to deal with it. I touched Lucy's hand ; it was cold and listless. I spoke to her again and A POISONED SHAFT. 151 again ; she merely shook her head feebly, and cowered away from me in her chair with a shrinking movement of the shoulders. What was to be done ? She could not be allowed to remain thus. In the midst of my most painful per- plexity, the landlady' of .the humble lodging came into the room to announce a visit from Don Gregorio. ' Send him away/ said I ; ' my sister is ill/ The woman, who, though coarse and ignorant, was kindly, and, like most of her countrywomen, intensely sympathetic with illness, advanced to see what was the matter. Her experience suggested but one cause for Lucy's trembling. ' She shivers,' said the Signora Anna, commonly called ' S'ora Nanna ;' ' she has the fever. Oh ! it will be nothing, Signorina. Don't take on. Get her to bed, and cover her up warm and 152 AMONG ALIENS. give her a dose of quinine. By-and-by the hot fit will come on.' The suggestion was welcome to me, because, although I did not believe Lucy had fever — or at least not the malaria fever which the S'ora Nanna meant — yet it was evident that she was ill ; and this notion of the fever furnished an excuse for having her nursed and kept quiet, which would be accepted without question. And I could not say aloud, ' My sister has been poisoned by venomous words.' We must keep that to ourselves for awhile. She submitted to go to bed. She let me undress her and cover her up with cloaks and shawls. I made her a warm drink, and though she piteously begged to be left quiet, she sub- mitted to swallow it without much difficulty, and then lay down with her face hidden in the pillow, and her bright curls tossed in A POISONED SHAFT. 153 disorder about it. After a little hesitation I resolved to leave her for half an hour or so in the hope that she might fall asleep from pure exhaustion. ' Pray God that wicked woman has not murdered her !' I exclaimed aloud in the misery of my heart as I closed the bedroom door. In the sitting - room, standing at the window and looking out into the tangled wilderness of weeds and shrubs that they called a garden, I found Don Gregorio. The brief twilight was coming on rapidly, and he loomed larofe and black in it against the window-panes. My entrance into the room caused him to turn round. ' Ah, Signorina,' he began, with his usual flourishing bow, ' I am so grieved to hear of your dear sister's illness. I trust it is not serious ; I ' 154 AMONG ALIENS. * You had better go away,' said I. 'I cannot talk to you now — nor listen/ ' Certainly not, Signorina. You cannot be expected to listen, I am sure. I am so sorry to hear of the Signorina Lucia's illness ! Just at this time, too, when I am expecting the great pleasure and honour of a visit from Monsignor Chiappaforti. He arrives to-morrow ; and he will make a point, I have no doubt, of coming to see our amiable invalid as soon as ' I turned on him, being fairly at bay. ' He shall not come here to torment my sister,' I said. ' I will not have her troubled or disturbed, for the Pope himself. Do you understand me ? And now be so good as to take your departure. Go away. I think I speak plainly.' My words, or my tone, or my stern, angry face, or all three together, succeeded in A POISONED SHAFT. 155 piercing Don Gregorio's suave dulness for once, at all events. He started, stared, backed a few steps from me, and then absolutely turned round and ran away, shuffling down the stairs as fast as his meagre old legs could carry him. CHAPTER IX. SERPENT AND DOVE. My sister at length fell into a deep sleep, and I sat down to think at my leisure. First I read over again more than once the Princess's letter. In spite of the passion of indignation which surged up in me each time my eyes rested on its hateful words, I forced myself to read it attentively until I had thoroughly mastered its contents. Ugh ! Even to think of it now makes me hot with anger, and at the time I believe it would have cost me a less effort of will to hold my hand against a scorching flame than it did SERPENT AND DOVE. 157 to compel my mind steadily to consider that letter with all the judgment I could bring to bear on it. First of all, there needed but little re- flection to convince me that the Princess's statement respecting the ' revelations ' made to her by the little girls, Francesca and Livia, of Don Vittorio's interviews with Lucy in the schoolroom, was a lying pretence. She ignorant of what went on day after day in her own house ! I believe a mouse could hardly stir behind the wainscot but she knew it. No ; had she wished to prevent her son's visits to the schoolroom she could have done so with perfect ease. Why she had chosen to permit those visits, and why, having permitted them, she now chose to reproach Lucy with them, I did not yet see. The next point was a more startling and 1 58 AMONG ALIENS. painful one. She spoke of stolen interviews between her son and my sister in the gardens of the Villa d'Este. This, too, I was at first convinced was a falsehood, but on a second and calmer perusal of the letter that conviction was shaken. I could not waken Lucy to question her then ; it would have been too cruel. And so the doubt remained in my mind, as painful and irritating as a thorn in the flesh. But I must perforce wait until next morning to remove it. Thirdly, I was struck by the loophole which the Princess left open to Lucy for a possible reconciliation. It is true she never used that word. She even declared that she must forbid her children to hold any com- munication with Lucy, or to see her again. But I understood her phraseology well enough to be sure that she intended to hold out a glimmer of hope. Her words about SERPENT AND DOVE. 159 cutting short my career in Rome ; her phrase, ' Your reputation is destroyed for ever if I speak one half of what I know and can prove against you,' were all conditional threats. On what was their fulfilment, or non-fulfilment, to be contingent ? Not on the Christian charity of Donna Olympia Corleoni, let the condition be what else it might. Heaven help any creature in her power who should depend on that hollow mockery ! Her object seemed to me to be first to beat down Lucy into the dust, and then to raise her from it after her own good w T ill and pleasure. She had reckoned on Lucy's childish inexperience, on her softness and timidity, on the sensitiveness of her affections. She had learned accurately the points of the girl's nature that could be most effectually hurt. 1 But you have not quite as accurately 160 AMONG ALIENS. learned to know me, Donna Olympia Bastiani Corleoni !' I exclaimed to myself. Lucy still slept, or seemed to sleep, when I went to my bed beside hers in the same room. The next morning I awoke with the dawn, and looking over at her, saw her pale face tinted with the rose-hues of sunrise, and the tears stealing down her cheeks from beneath her closed eyelids. I arose, and wrapped some clothes loosely round me, and went and seated myself on the side of her bed. ' Lucy,' I said, ' you are not sleeping. I w r ant to talk to you.' She shrank away, hiding her face in the pillow without opening her eyes, and mur- mured brokenly : ' Oh, Catherine, don't be angry with me ! Don't you cease to love me, or I shall die !' ' Angry with you, my pet ! No, little SERPENT AND DOVE. 161 Lucy, my little sister that I have loved from a tiny, tiny infant ! You cannot think that I shall cease to love you. If your dear dead mother could come back to earth, I think even she would be content with my love for you, Lucy.' Then the poor child burst into a passion of sobbing, and throwing her arms round my neck, blessed and thanked me and begged me to forgive her and love her still, though she had been ' very, very wrong to deceive me,' until my eyes filled too, and we cried in each other's arms. The ebullition of her pent-up feelings relieved her heart, over- charged with sorrow and shame and vague terrors. And presently she was able to speak to me clearly and with something like calmness. The gist of what she told me was this : Don Vittorio Corleoni had professed the vol. 1. 11 1 6? AMONG ALIENS. most fervent love for her. The first announcement of his passion had been made in a little note slipped into her hand with the English letter she was to translate. In it he had conjured her to keep his secret for the present, as he should have to encounter many troubles and annoyances if it were known as yet. He trusted to her honour not to betray him to his mother, or to her sister, or to anyone. She had returned his note to him at the earliest opportunity, and had told him that if he so addressed her again she should be compelled to apj)eal to the Princess. So far, so good. But what chance had little soft-hearted, simple-minded Lucy against Vittorio Corleoni ? The poor child had fallen in love with the fine qualities her romantic fancy attributed to that hand- some, high-bred mask, those beautiful deep blue eves. I have recentlv read somewhere SERPENT AND DOVE. 1 63 the dictum enunciated by a masculine critic that ' no man but a fool can fail to perceive when a woman is in love with him.' Don Vittorio's folly, at all events, was not of the kind which is apt to fall into mistakes from diffidence of his own attractions or a too exalted opinion of the claims of others. He thought it the most probable thing in the world that Lucy should be in love with him ; any other state of things would have been almost inconceivable to him. In a word, he persuaded her to trust in him, and to keep the first secret she had ever had from me. It is not a new or rare case. A sister, even the fondest, has small chance against a lover, when they are weighed by a girl of eighteen in all the en- chantment of a first romance of the heart. But Lucy vowed — and I believed her — that her secrecy from me was to be only for a 11 — 2 1 64 AMONG ALIENS. brief while ; that she never ceased to urge Vittorio to confide in me, whom she could trust as herself, she assured him ; and that he constantly promised to tell me everything soon if Lucy would but be patient and prudent for a little time. He had even spoken of his great respect for me and admi- ration of my talents, and had hinted at the great things he and Lucy might be able to do for my advancement as an artist. Ah, poor, credulous, unsuspecting child ! He had fooled her to the top of her bent. The extent of his influence over her was more startlingly represented to me by the follow- ing circumstance than by anything else : She had kept the most absolute silence about his pursuit of her, even to Monsignor Chiappaforti ! That that astute gentleman more than suspected it I did not doubt, but at least he had not heard a hint of SERPENT AND DOVE. 165 it from Lucy. She had been firm and staunch. The efforts to convert her had gone on in the Palazzo Corleoni simultaneously with Don Vittorio's wooing, but apart from it. Lucy, poor child, was eager to assure me that her mind had been drawn to the Roman Catholic Church before she had ever thought of Vittorio as a lover. And I did not doubt that she spoke the truth. Nevertheless, I did not doubt also that — unconsciously, perhaps, to herself — her infatuation for Don Vittorio prepared her to be infatuated with his faith, with his family, with his country, with all that belonged to him. By a series of searching questions I gathered from Lucy that Don Vittorio had shown himself but lukewarm on the subject of her conversion. And this fact alone would have been suf- ficient to convince me (even had there not 1 66 AMONG ALIENS. been, alas ! a crowd of others pointing to the same conclusion) that he did not mean honourably by her. His wife — the wife of Don Vittorio de' Principi Bastiani Corleoni and the future head of the house ! — must of course belong to the true Church. Heresy would have meant degradation, decadence, social ostracism for his wife ; but for his mistress, the case was different. My blood boiled in my veins as I thought of it all. But no suspicion of this kind appeared to have crossed Lucy's mind. Having once begun her confession, she spoke freely and without reservation. ' Vittorio cannot blame me for telling you now,' she said. She even showed me the precious scrap of paper in which he had first declared his love — I loathe to profane that word in writing of him— but although neither in SERPENT AND DOVE. 167 that, nor in any of his reported utterances to her did the word ' marriage ' once occur, she never appeared to doubt for an instant that he sought her as his wife. Distantly and cautiously, I ventured to hint a suspi- cion ; but I need not have feared to startle her. Her mind seemed incapable of taking in such an idea. Her only conception of my meaning was that I accused her lover of possible weakness in yielding to the opposi- tion of his family, and so giving her up. And to this she merely replied, with a trembling lip and tearful eyes : ' I know I am far beneath him in every way, and I would not be an obstacle in his path, or a clog on him- — only I do believe that no one else would make him so happy as I, because no one else could love him as I love him.' It was maddening to hear her talk so. And, although I put a strong constraint on 168 AMONG ALIENS. myself, being resolved to be gentle and patient with her, I could not help my voice taking a sterner tone as I asked the direct question : ' Lucy, does the Princess speak falsely when she says you have had stolen interviews with her son in the gardens of the Villa d'Este V 1 No ; she speaks truly — at least, as she thinks, truly. I was going to tell you how it was, Catherine. Yittorio came here with- out my knowledge. We had had a little quarrel — at least, he had been vexed at my coming to Tivoli. When you thought Monsignore was setting himself against the visit you were mistaken. It was really Vittorio. But he ought not to be blamed for that. He only wanted to keep me in Rome because he was fond of me, you know.' 1 Or of himself! Well, go on.' • But then, when I was gone, he was so SERPENT AND DOVE. 169 miserable. He wanted to write to me, but then he thought you — might ' < Well V ' He knew you would see the letter, and perhaps question me about it, and so — he resolved to ride over all the way, only on the chance of being able to catch a glimpse of me, even if he could not speak to me. He would not have done that, Catherine, if he had not loved me truly.' 1 And was it his true love which induced him to follow you to the gardens of the Villa when you were alone ? He must have bribed the portress to let him in !' ' Xo, no, Catherine ! Indeed not ! She knew him. The Princess spent a summer once at Tivoli.' 1 He then knowingly exposed you to the comments of that ignorant woman, full of the ideas and prejudices of her country, who 170 AMONG ALIENS. of all the matter only knows that you are the sister of a poor artist, a young mother- less girl, who receives stolen visits from a gentleman of Don Yittorio's rank and con- sequence ! You see what his lady mother writes ; how she views (or affects to view) such imprudent behaviour ! Don Yittorio knows as well as the Princess that he was cruelly injuring your reputation in the eyes of all his people.' But it was all of no use. She blamed herself, she was willing to humble herself to the dust ; but Yittorio was noble-hearted, generous, magnanimous, a mirror of chivalry ! How, then, did she interpret the Princess's words : ' My son has confessed everything,' and the Princess's scornful reproaches follow- ing thereon ? Had not Don Yittorio be- trayed his love's confidence, and given her up to insult and evil repute ? If he could SERPENT AND DOVE. 171 not control or mitigate the arrogant violence of his mother's resentment, he could at least have disowned it ! He' could have come and stood by Lucy openly — he could have written ! All in vain ! I urged and urged in vain. And it grieved me to the soul to think how sharp the pain would be, how crushing the blow, when Lucy should be convinced by bitter experience that this idol she now worshipped was a poor, hollow, brittle, painted piece of clay. The rest of that day passed miserably enough. Lucy was really ill ; nervous, languid, and unable to take food. Towards four o'clock a violent headache oppressed her, and I made her go to bed, and darkened the windows ; for the light hurt her poor eyes, inflamed with crying. Lucy had, apparently, not thought of making any reply 172 AMONG ALIENS. to the Princess Olympia's letter. But I had thought of it. I would do nothing rashly, but I had thought — not whether I should answer the letter, for on that I was un- shakably resolved — but how to answer it. And I was still thinking, when I heard the door of our sitting-room softly opened, and a light footstep on the bare brick floor. The step was very unlike S'ora Nanna's ox- like tread. I turned my head, and saw Monsignor Chiappaforti. CHAPTER X. A DUEL. He came forward with a sweet sympathizing look on his face — a look that needed but the slightest modification to serve for various occasions of condolence, from a broken tea- cup and genteel comedy, up to a broken heart and unfashionable tragedy. To which category he was disposed to assign my present troubles I was uncertain. I think he was himself uncertain for a few seconds. When he spoke it was in a moderate and measured tone of sympathy, and his coun- tenance was just a very little less sweet, as 174 AMOAG ALIENS. soon as he fully saw mine, than it had been on his first entrance. ' This is a sad dis- appointment, my dear Signorina,' he said. ' I arrived here hoping to find both you and our dear Lucia well and merry, and enjoying your holiday, and now Don Gregorio tells me that your sister is ill.' ' Yes, Monsignore ; she is ill.' ' Dear, dear, clear ! What is it ? A touch of fever ? Have you any advice for her ?' ' I shall see that she is taken care of.' ' I am sure you will. There can be no doubt of that.' I had risen from my seat when I saw him, and remained standing, he also standing, with his large ecclesiastical hat in his hand. I was vividly conscious of the contrast between my curt roughness of speech and manner and his smooth politeness ; but I A DUEL. 175 was resolved to make no pretences, nor to cry ' peace ' with my lips when there was war in my heart. I did not doubt that Monsignore was privy to the fact of the Princess's cruel letter. Perhaps he had even inspired it. Of this at least I was sure, that all his feelings in the matter would be ranged on her side and against us. ' I hope my worthy friend Don Gregorio Galli has been able to be of some use to you here V said Monsignore, with an amiable inflection of voice, which was so strongly contrasted with the tone of mine as to be almost ludicrous. 1 No doubt he meant well, but I cannot say he has been of any use to us, Mon- signore/ < Ha, ha, ha ! No, eh ? Poor Don Gregorio ! He is a good creature — a worthy soul — but he has lived remote from 176 AMONG ALIENS. the world and lacks savoir vivre, I dare say, ha, ha, ha !' ' Monsignor Chiappaforti, you must for- give me if I speak abruptly. My sister is ill. I am uneasy and troubled, and I cannot now talk with you on indifferent topics.' The expression of his face changed at once and completely, from smiling non- chalance to steady gravity. He sat down, put his hat on the table, and settling him- self in his chair, said : ' Good. I under- stand. Will you talk on a topic which is not indifferent ? Will you talk on a topic which concerns Lucia ?' ' I cannot tell. I will not promise to talk. But if you wish it, I will listen.' Monsignore shrugged his shoulders very slightly, and replied : ' That is something t One must be thankful for the smallest con- A DUEL. 177 cession from so — ahem ! — admirably resolute a person.' I made no answer, but folded my hands on the table before me and waited. 1 The fact is, that the Princess Corleoni is displeased with Lucia ; very seriously dis- pleased. This grieves me, I assure you.' Here he paused, expecting me to speak, but as I did not, he proceeded in the same even, grave tone : ' Xow you love frankness, and have strength of mind to bear it ; there- fore I will say frankly that I think Lucia has been to blame. Frankly now, do you not think so yourself?' ' Monsignore, to answer such a question as that, made no part of my agreement with you when I told you I would listen. How- ever, before I could answer it, if I would, I must know precisely what you mean in asking it. To what point in my sister's vol. 1. 12 i 7 S A MO AG ALIENS. conduct do you refer ? I take it for granted that you have some special thing in your mind for which you blame Lucy.' ' Has not the Princess written to her V he asked, taken a little on his guard. ' The Princess has written to her.' < Oh !' He leant back in his chair, half closing his eyes and nodding to himself as if he were meditating my reply. In reality I believe he felt himself checked by my stubborn inflexibility. I think he had reckoned on being able to lead me on to talk, and then to guide my talking, as he was accustomed to guide most persons, into the direction he wished ; using either a silken thread or a leathern thong, coaxing, urging, or restraining, as the case- night require. But mv wrath burnt too hot within A DUEL. 179 me for such arts to avail. In truth, the power of cunning — call it diplomacy, or what other polite name you will — -seems to me to be greatly overrated. In general, it weaves only cobweb meshes which are shattered at the first stirring of anv strong and genuine feeling. Passion ignores and overrides the ' laws of the game,' hacks artful knots suddenly in two, and flings a fierce sword into the nicely - balanced scale. I think Monsignor Giacomo Chiappaforti scarcely made sufficient account of strong and genuine feeling in his dealings with the world. In the present case, instead of saying to me, ' You are very indignant,' he said, ' You are very cautious, Signorina.' And I suppose he really credited me with some deep scheme. ' However,' he proceeded, ' my duty, and 12 — 2 180 AMONG ALIENS. my strong feeling of interest in your sister, alike command me to try to serve you. If I am misunderstood patience !' ' Monsignore, it is very easy to be under- stood, I think. One has only to speak the truth plainly.' ' Alas ! How often is the truth rejected and misinterpreted ! The head alone will not suffice to receive it ; it must be accepted by the heart. Intellect, my dear young lady, is no all-sufficient guide of conduct. But as to Lucia — you say the Princess has written to her ?' ' And you say so too, Monsignore.' ' Ahem ! — yes ; I thought it likely, from what she said to me, that she would write. The Princess was much agitated. I trust she did not write — ahem ! — a — a — in- temperately V 1 She wrote very intemperately.' A DUEL. 181 ' Ah ! Dear, dear, dear, I feared so ! But you must make allowance for the feelings of a mother. The Princess is a devoted mother ; — an exemplary mother. When the maternal feelings are aroused, women do not stop to calculate or measure their words. We must have charity for the imperfections of human nature.' ' Monsignore, do you bring any message from the Princess Corleoni V The thought had suddenly struck me that he had been sent to negotiate a reconciliation with Lucy. ' A message ? No ; oh no ! The Princess was too — too excited, when I saw her last, to think of sending a message to your sister. No ; my visit to you is prompted by other motives. Ahem ! You must be aware — since you tell me the Princess has written, and written in answer — that what has 1 82 AMONG ALIENS. occurred places Lucia in a very sad and painful position.' ' Insult is certainly painful. And Lucy is exceptionally sensitive.' ' Ah ! yes ; but the matter is more serious than that. The Princess Corleoni is a very illustrious and influential lady. Her counte- nance and friendship can do much in Rome ; and — naturally — her disapproval, on the other hand, carries with it a certain sort of social stigma. Now Lucia, I grieve to say it, has incurred her disapproval. I make allowances for your English habits of thought, and so forth ; but still, not even in England, I believe, would it be considered venial for a young woman in Lucia's position to encourage the clandestine addresses of her employer's son ! More particularly when that employer was of a rank so immeasurably superior to her own. You follow me ?' A DUEL. 183 ' You speak the language of the world, Monsignore ; but at least you speak ex- plicitly, and of course I understand you.' * You have nothing to oppose to what I say, Signorina ?' ' I do not think I am called on to enter into any defence of my sister to you, Mon- signor Chiappaforti.' ' You will, at all events, be called on to undertake her defence to your own friends, to the world you live in, to society ! Social laws must be obeyed by those who wish to profit by their protection.' ' I renounce with contempt the " protec- tion " of social laws which bully the weak and cringe to the strong. I despise from my soul the attempt to make mere compro- mises with the world, the flesh, and the devil, binding on my conscience as if they were divine institutions.' 1 84 AMONG ALIENS. My anger had flashed out in spite of me, like a sudden tongue of flame from a smoul- dering fire. The priest looked at me with a new expression of surprise on his face, mingled with sour aversion. 1 These are strange sentiments, Signorina,' he said. ' I warn you that they are dangerous sentiments. I gave you credit for more sober sense than to be led away by such revolu- tionary notions. I had hoped that you would not encourage Lucia in conduct which gives such pain to her benefactress, and can only bring misery on herself. You, at least, must be convinced that Don Vittorio Corleoni can never marry your sister. It is too absurd an idea to be seriously entertained for a moment. The alternative, if she does not discourage his pursuit, is one which T suppose you are hardly prepared to accept, notwithstanding your disdain for the laws of society !' A DUEL. 185 At that moment I had a glimpse, not often vouchsafed to the profane vulgar, of the real Giacomo Chiappaforti, instead of the smooth, smiling, soft- voiced prelate, whose bonhomie and infantine gaiety of manner were so lauded and admired. And let me give Monsignore all the benefit to be obtained from the confession that, to me, the reality was preferable to the sham. The sham had disgusted and weaiied me with its perpetual smile, its ready laugh from the teeth outward, its smooth, yet resolute ignoring of rough realities which were hurt- ing other folks. But now at last the real Giacomo Chiap- paforti showed that he could be in ear- nest on occasion. His mouth was drawn into an expression of the bitterest sarcasm, his eyes glittered angrily, his very voice was changed, and had a hard metallic 1 86 AMONG ALIENS. sound. This man was at least human enough to hate, it seemed. ' Then, Monsignore,' I said, disregarding his sneer against myself, 'you judge Don Vittorio Corleoni capable of dishonourably pursuing an innocent, motherless girl, a stranger, beneath his mother's roof? The Princess judges as you judge, and yet neither of you have anathemas for him ! The " social laws" which Lucy is to obey on pain of losing their valuable protection have no protection to give her, nor any terrors for the man who would injure her ! The morality which is revolted by Lucy's wickedness in believing a cruel lie, holds a sweetly charitable estimate of the liar.' ' Tut, tut !' exclaimed Chiappaforti, shrug- ging his shoulders, and fixing his mouth into a hard, cynical smile — ' tut, tut, tut ! This is the kind of high-flown sentimentality A DUEL. 187 which might serve to excuse any offence, or crime, or blunder ; and very often does, I believe, amongst the philanthropic worship- pers of revolution and irreligion. As to Lucia, I am willing to give her credit for innocence of intention at the beginning — youthful vanity is a great temptation, and hoodwinks the conscience. But the world will not judge so leniently. The world will say — unless the Princess can be induced to keep this unfortunate matter secret — that a young woman living with the liberty which is permitted to girls of your nation could not possibly be ignorant of the probable result of encouraging Don Vittorio's love- making in such a case. The world will say that Lucia perhaps played for the great prize of wife, but failing that, would not disdain to content herself with ' * Be silent, sir ! This conversation is 1 88 AMONG ALIENS. worse than useless. I have nothing to say to you. I recognise no right on your part to intrude yourself into my private life. A benevolent intention might excuse it ; but you are evidently actuated by feelings which are not benevolent.' ' Young woman, I am not accustomed to be so addressed.' < Nor I.' ' I am fulfilling my duty ' ' If so, your duty and my duty clash. This is my house, Monsignore. I request you, as you are a gentleman, to leave it.' ' Before doing so, I wish to speak with your sister.' ' I shall oppose your seeing her. She is too much prostrated to be equal to such an interview.' ' Do you mean to shut her up ? You A DUEL. 189 had better be careful about what you are doing f ' Oh, sir, do not condescend to threaten me ! I am not to be terrified by stern looks and big words. I am ashamed to continue this scene ! Let it end. Since you refuse to go, I will leave you.' No sooner said than done. I passed swiftly out of the room, along the corridor, and up the stairs which led to our bedroom, leaving Monsignore in a position of con- siderable discomfiture. As I went through the stone corridor, I fancied I saw some- thing flitting on in front of me ; and before I reached our bedroom door, I overtook Lucy, trembling and panting with the haste she had made. ' Lucy !' I cried, ' what does this mean ? Where have you been ? Why did you leave your bed V i 9 o AMONG ALIENS. She drew me into the room and shut the door before she answered, and then, sitting 1 down on the side of the bed, she laid her head against my breast, and said, ' I fell asleep after you left me, and when I awoke my headache was gone. I felt better, calmer, less fevered and nervous, than I have felt since I read that letter. I wrapped a shawl round me and came down to the sitting-room to tell you this, and to give you one gleam of comfort in the midst of all the trouble I cause you. When I reached the door, I heard a voice speaking angrily. I did not recognise it at first, it was so changed. But after a few moments I found it was Monsignor Chiappaforti who was speaking. And then you answered him. And I stood there out of sight, and — and I heard it all, Catherine !' CHAPTER XI. THE RAW MATERIAL. ' But, Catty dear,' said my sister to me the next morning, when we were pacing slowly together, arm in arm, out of the sunshine into the shadow, and out of the shadow into the sunshine, in the gardens of the Villa d'Este, ' Catty dear, I cannot think that Vittorio meant to deceive me.' Lucy was still pale and weak, with heavy circles round her pretty blue eyes, and her gown, which had fitted her so neatly two months ago, hanging loosely about her meagre form ; but the blue eyes had a i 9 2 AMONG ALIENS. bright, steady look of resolution in them which was new, and her slender figure no longer drooped in the listless way which it had so pained me to see. We had talked and talked half the night through ; and for the first time for many weeks I had felt that Lucy was speaking her whole mind, and her whole heart, which was better, to me. The veil through which we had been seeing each other dimly was gone. My own candid, simple-minded little Lucy had come back to me, and my heart was lightened of a load. The very half-soft, half-stubborn way she had of persisting in her own opinion about that poor creature, Yittorio Corleoni, re- minded me of the fair mite of a child, with a wide forehead and sensitive mouth, whom my brother used to call little Square-toes in her nursery days ; declaring that her small shoes w T ith straps to them (how small they THE RA W MATERIAL. 193 were !) had a certain air of innocent obstinacy, which gave them a mysterious resemblance to their owner. ' Lucy,' said I, ' we will not discuss Don Vittorio unless you choose. But if we are to discuss him I must speak out my thoughts, must I not ?' 1 Y — es, Catherine.' Then after a minute's pause she added more firmly, ' Yes. Speak out. It is best, although it may hurt a little for the moment. And, Catherine, I have been thinking and thinking, and trying to see things sincerely ; and one thing I have seen. And that is, that if what you say pains me, what I say may equally pain you !' 1 True, Lucy. Fairly and honestly said.' I was pleased to hear her say this — none the less pleased because I thought it augured worse for the influence over her of Monsignor vol. 1. 13 i 9 4 AMONG ALIENS. Chiappaforti, and the special advocates of his Church, than any utterance from her lips which I could recall. And on this clear and open footing we discussed together the whole story of Don Vittorio's wooing from the beginning, and of the Princess's singular sweetness, followed by sudden severity, and of Monsignore's part in the little drama. The cool, easy, matter-of-course way in which Monsignore had accepted it as certain that Don Vittorio meant to deceive Lucy, and betray her trust and love, had, I could see, perilously shaken that dignitary's posi- tion in my sister's estimation, even if it had not toppled him over altogether. T well knew that Monsignore would never have spoken as he did speak had he known that Lucy was within earshot. He might, in- deed, have expressed the same meaning, but in a very, very different tone. However, I THE RA W MA TERIAL. 195 did not insist on this point, thinking it best to leave time, and reflection, and her own conscience to do their silent work in her mind. But she clung to her belief in Don Vittorio's truth and honour with a tenacity that made me sad. And yet I loved her for it. ' Why, Catherine, can I doubt him merely because others do ? I should be ' She paused, and the tears sprang to her eyes and her cheeks flushed ; but she bravely finished her sentence without a sob — ' I should be as bad as the Princess thinks me, if I didn't believe in Yittorio with all my heart.' ' Ah, my child, don't nurse vain hopes and illusions !' ' As to hopes — no. I see now very clearly that we were both foolish. Who am I that he should stoop to marry me ? It was a foolish dream, and I see now that 13—2 196 AMONG ALIENS. it was selfish of me to think of — of being his wife. He ought to marry a lady of his own rank, with riches and beauty, and all good gifts far above mine. And I — hope he will. But I don't want him to forget me altogether. I want him to think of me always as wishing him well and happy, and praying for God's blessing on him and his. As for me, I shall never care for anyone else — never, never. But I dare say that some day I shall be glad to think that I didn't ruin his life and separate him from his own people. And he will get over this trouble, and love someone else — as I never, never can. But then — men are different. He won't be to blame, Catherine.' The tears were streaming down her pale cheeks now, but yet her face had a look of serenitv through it all. It was better for her to talk freely than to keep her innocent THE RA W MA TERIAL. 1 9 7 sorrows to herself. ' And so, perhaps, Lucy may be spared the rude disenchantment which I feared for her ; and may be able to look back in future years, when she is a happy wife and mother, on this love-story with a pleasant tenderness, as one remem- bers the dreams of childhood.' Thus ran my thoughts. For, you see, I paid very little heed to Lucy's protestations that she could never, never love anyone else. She believed it. But at her age, and with her character, that was as natural as that she should be mistaken in so believing. 1 No,' said she, drying her eyes, as she stood with her face turned towards the great plain, with Rome rising from its misty horizon like a phantom city ; ' no, that is over for me. But human beings have different ofifts and different missions, and perhaps too much earthly happiness may AMONG ALIENS. clog the wings of the spirit, especially if it is but a weak, faltering spirit like mine — and some of us may need sorrow and dis- appointment to teach us the beauty and value of a prayerful life.' ' Well/ I answered, '"Laborare est orare" you know, Lucy. And I must not lose any more of the daylight, but set to work on my study of that gentle damsel, Monica.' I cannot tell why — I have never been able to account for the thought coming into my head precisely then, and not sooner — but the fact is, that scarcely had I uttered the last words about Monica, when a sudden idea — almost a conviction — rushed into my mind in connection with her, and sent a hot, startled flush over my face. Lucy did not see it, for she was still gazing out at the view in an absent-minded way. We left the Villa d'Este, and returned to our lodgings THE RA W MATERIAL. 199 together. I thought my sister had had walking enough, and advised her to lie down and rest awhile whilst I worked. She de- clared that she was not tired, and that she wished to do something for me, who was always so industrious and ready to work under difficulties ; and she proposed to finish a piece of needlework that I had in hand. But when we had climbed up the dark, dirty stone staircase leading" to our abode, she was obliged to own herself very weary, and to take my advice about lying down. ' I shall only lie still some half hour or so, Catherine,' she said, ' and then come and have a look at your study, if I may. I should like to see Monica again, too. I wonder what became of that poor girl — her brother's sweetheart, you know. Poor thing! to be taken away from her home and her innocent country life, and the love of an 200 AMONG ALIENS. honest man — and then deserted ! How sad it is to think of ! I have thought of that girl several times since you told me the story.' It disturbed me greatly to hear her begin on this theme, after the idea which had flashed into my mind in the Villa d'Este ; and I had not been in presence of my model two minutes before she (Monica) said abruptly, staring at me loweringly with her great dark eyes, ' You never told me you knew him, when I was talking to you so free and open the other day.' I knew as well what was coming as if I had had it printed clearly on a page before my eyes. But it was necessary to preserve my cool self-command with Monica, under penalty of forfeiting what little influence I had acquired over her. So I answered quietly, ' In the first place, draw that phut THE RA W MA TERIAL. 201 more forward, and let it shade the throat — so !' (I was pointing at the tresses of her wonderful blue-black, coarse, thick hair.) ' And in the next place, speak clearly if you want me to understand you.' She had mechanically obeyed my injunc- tions as to the disposition of her hair, but continued to glare at me with an expression like that of a buffalo-calf — if you have never chanced to see one of those savage denizens of the Campagna, I may tell you that the habitual expression of a young buffalo is not prepossessing, being at once sullen and dis- trustful ; w T hilst that of an old buffalo is in general diabolic. * Well,' resumed Monica, after a short pause, ' if you don't know him your sister does. I saw her on Wednesday coming out of the gardens of the Villa d'Este, and I said to someone I know — he wheels the AMONG ALIENS. barrow to pick up the dead leaves in there — "That's an English girl," said I, "her with the hair like gold, and the face like the Madonna in our church at home." And he says, " Well, I should think I know that ! She comes here every day to walk, and she's a grand Signora !" I laughed in his face, and called him pumpkin-head, and I says, " She a grand Signora ? Go, you fool ! She's only a poor teacher, and her sister is an artist who paints for money !" Grand ladies never do anything for money — do they ?' ' H'm ! I can't undertake to answer for them, Monica.' ' Well, anyhow, you and your sister are not grand ladies, are you ?' ' Certainly not. As to that there can be no manner of doubt.' ' Ha ! I told Cecco so. But he's as THE RA JV MA TERIA L 203 stubborn as our old black mule, and he stood me out that she was a grand Signora because the parish priest made so much fuss about her, and took off his hat, and because a grand Signore walked about in the gardens with her, and rode away on a horse that shone like a ripe chestnut. " What !" says I, " a horse that shines like a chestnut ! Is the man — maybe he's considered handsome, with gold-brown hair on his face, and a gold chain, and spurs that go clink, clink on the stones ?" And when Cecco said, " Yes, that was the man," I asked his name — may the fiend carry him away ! — and Cecco told it me, and then it all came back, like when you wake up in the morning and remember yesterday, and I knew that that accursed Signore who sent Pasquale to the galleys was Vittorio Corleoni.' 2o 4 AMONG ALIENS. 1 Oh ! Turn your head a little more to the right.' ' Well, but say, how did your sister come to know him ? And why did you say nothing about knowing him when I spoke to you the other day ? Are you a traitress, too ? I thought you always said what was true.' It must not be supposed that this estimate of my veracity was by any means wholly complimentary in Monica's opinion. She had never been taught to look on truthful- ness as a virtue, and there might easily arise occasions on which truthfulness would appear to her in the light of mere imbecility, and lack of resource. Still, the fact that she had come to expect the truth from me as a matter of course, naturally strengthened my influence over her. And her ignorance and credulity, where she did believe, were as THE RA W MA TERIAL. 205 boundless as her power of attributing evil motives, and cherishing cunning suspicions, where she doubted. ' No, Monica, I am not a traitress, as you call it. But you forget that I did not know the name of the gentleman you had been talking of. I believe you did not know it yourself.' 1 Ay ! I had forgotten it. At least I had it in my mind somehow — hid away in the dark. His father has an estate over yonder,' jerking her head towards the south, ' where I come from. He goes there to shoot. He, that Vittorio — maledictions on his head ! — don't go there now. He is afraid, perhaps !' Here Monica laughed, a fierce, scornful, tuneless laugh, and then, with a deep guttural ' Ah-h-h !' she spat on the floor, and made a contemptuous gesture with her quick brown hand. 206 AMONG ALIENS. 1 Come, come ! Sit steady,' said I au- thoritatively. ' Madonna mine, when I think of that beast !' ' Don't think of him. You have thought of him enough. Think rather of some good person. It will be better for you.' This idea, being a novel one, seemed to take hold of my young European savage, and kept her quiet for a time. I profited by the peaceful interval, and by the medita- tive expression of her face, always pathetic in repose, and worked away zealously. ' I don't know who to think of,' said Monica, after a while, looking up at me blankly. 1 Sit still, at any rate ! I have just be- gun to get the look I wanted !' At this moment Lucy came into the room, and, standing behind my easel, softly THE RA IV MATERIAL. 207 clapped her hands in approval. ' Oh, Cathe- rine, how beautifully you are getting on !' she cried. ' This head is the best thine: you have ever done !' 1 Which would not be saying anything stupendous in the way of praise, either ! Still, it is, of course, satisfactory to recognise some progress ; and I think this study does show some improvement. But this monkey is the most tiresome of sitters. If she would be quiet for one half-hour it would be worth a hundred francs to me.' ' Let me talk to her, and try to keep her amused. What sort of things do you find to say to her ?' ' Well, our range of topics is not large. Just now I advised her to think of some good person, and I believe she tried ; but apparently she never knew any good per- sons.' AMONG ALIENS. 1 Who came into your mind, Monica, when you were trying to think of some good person ?' added Lucy, in Italian. Monica regarded her doubtfully, and shook her head. ' I suppose the saints are good/ she said ; ' but I don't know them, and they live up in Paradise.' ' Who taught you about the saints, Monica ?' ' Padre Bossi, our curate. He's dead. He was ever so old.' ' Well, he was good ; was he not ?' ' No. He used to beat the boys over the head when they laughed at Vespers.' This was undoubtedly disconcerting. However, after a minute or two, Lucy, who had taken out her needlework, and seated herself in such a position as to attract Monica's head and throat into the right turn for my purpose, softly resumed : THE RA W MATERIAL. 209 ' Is your mother alive, Monica V 1 Mamma ? jSTo ; mamma is dead. Daddy is dead, too. My grandmother is alive. She lives here in Tivoli.' ' Poor Monica ! My mother is dead, too r The girl fixed her eye contemplatively on Lucy. * Was she pretty, your mamma V she said, after a short pause. 1 Yes ; I believe she was. I do not remember her. I was a little baby when she died.' ' Ha ! I can remember my mamma. She was handsome, I can tell you. I am like her. I am a fine girl, you know, only the accursed fever has made me yellow in the face.' I don't think any home-bred English person could believe with what absolute vol. 1. 14 AMONG ALIENS. phlegmatic simplicity, and absence of blush- ing or bridling, Monica pronounced the dictum that she was a fine girl. ' Tell me about your mamma, Monica/ said Lucy, in her sweet, coaxing little voice. At first Monica seemed unable to find anything to tell ; but a few skilful questions set her on the right track, and soon she was in a full flow of talk, recalling this and that circumstance of her childhood, with a plaintive, thoughtful look in her magnificent eyes (which look was chiefly the result of an effort to remember, and had nothing to do with soft emotion — but no matter ; it came out adorably on canvas), and a subdued tone in her harsh voice, caught by instinctive imitation from Lucy's. ' There,' said I, releasing the thumb of my left hand from its durance in the hole of the palette ; ' enough for this sitting. Lucy, I THE RA W MA TERIAL. 2 1 1 am ever so much obliged to you. You have been as potent over this untamed young animal as Orpheus over the lions and tigers. Isn't she like a panther ? How- ever, to-day I have really done a good stroke of work.' The sitting had been highly successful and satisfactory to us all three. And Monica inquired with much interest whether the Signorina Lucia would be there next time. ' Because,' said she confidentially to me when Lucy had left the room, ' she diverts me ; and I like to look at her curls. They are like the Gesii Bambino's, in the manger, at Christmas. Have you ever seen that ? But, oh no ! I forgot. You are not Christians, you two. Some foreigners are Christians, though ; I've seen them at Mass.' ' Look here, Monica : if you would like 14 — 2 2i2 AMONG ALIENS, to have the Signorina Lucia here at your next sitting, you must promise me to be good ' ' Oh, I'll be good ! I'll swear if you like, by ' ' No, no ; I don't wish you to swear. You must promise to be good ; and you must promise something else. You must promise me faithfully not to speak to the Signorina of Don Vittorio Corleoni.' She broke out into a string of . oaths which would have been forcible in the mouth of a carter, and ended by saying disdain- fully, ' / talk of him ? I spit on him ! There !' and suiting the action vigorously to the word. ' The worst of it is,' said I coolly, ' that you don't spit on him, but on my floor. I cannot allow that sort of thing in my studio.' THE RA IV MA TERIAL. 2 1 3 I had often observed that Monica, de- spite her more than bucolic ruggedness and roughness, was, like most of her country people, vulnerable to sarcasm. Any approach to being ridiculed stung her severely, when- ever she perceived it. So now she turned angry in a moment, contracting her black eyebrows, and looking at me with fierce, flashing eyes. ' Well,' I asked, as coolly as before ; ' is it a bargain V ' Why shall I not speak of that devilish beast to her?' returned Monica sullenly. Then, with a quick dart of suspicion, ' Ah, you like him S He is your friend, eh ? I must say nothing against him, eh ? Wait ! You'll see if I care for him, or Don Gregorio, or any of them. Don Gregorio. may take off his dirty old hat if he likes ; as for me, I ' 2i 4 AMONG ALIENS. ' Not on my floor, Monica,' I said, very quietly, holding up at the same time a warn- ing finger. For an instant she looked undecided ; but then, with another quick impulse, she began to laugh, showing her square, white teeth, and wiping her lips with her apron. Seeing her in this mood, I smiled too, and added, ' Come, I don't mind telling you this much : I dislike and despise Don Vittorio Corleoni as much as you can. He is no friend of mine, or of my sister's. His mother has behaved unkindly to her, and — frankly — I don't love any of the family. But, for reasons which you cannot understand, I will not have them talked of to my sister. If you don't choose to obey me, you must not come here. You know that I mean what I say. Monica had listened with an eager and a THE RA IV MATERIAL. 215 brightening face. It delighted her to hear me say that I disliked the Corleonis. ' His mother, too, eh !' she said, nodding her head contemptuously. ' She was unkind, was she ? They are beasts all ! An accursed family ! And I hope the saints will send them all to perdition !' With which pious and original invocation of the good offices of the saints, Monica threw a bright tartan shawl (my gift to her) over her peasant costume, and prepared to depart. But before she went away she gave the promise I had required of her, merely making the condition that I should allow her to ease her mind occasionally by talking of ' that accursed one ' to me, when- soever the spirit should move her. CHAPTER XII. 'A WORM i' THE BUD.' My sister gradually recovered from the shock of the Princess's letter. Nay, to say the truth, she recovered from it more quickly than I did. Her very humility helped her. In the gentleness of her nature she bent like a reed before the harsh wind ; but, like a reed, she rose again when it had passed. I was less inflexible. I could neither submit nor forget. My soul protested and cried out against the treatment Lucy had received ; and even if it had not been in my character to feel the injustice of this injury keenly, the 'A WORM V THE BUD: 217 sight of Lucy's pale face would have been sufficient to keep my indignation alive. For although I have said she recovered from the shock and prostration occasioned by that cruel letter, yet she was very far from being the sunny-tempered Lucy with blush-rose cheeks whom I had brought from England a year and a half ago. Poor little thing ! I began to fear that, for her, the blossom and sweetness of youth had been rudely destroyed. That flower fades for us all. It is the doom of earthly things. But for the happier sort of mortals it changes naturally and imperceptibly, as the fresh green of spring gives place to the gold and russet of July and October in their appointed seasons ; and I had hoped that my Lucy might be numbered among the happier sort of mortals. Certainly our poverty and obscurity would not have 218 AMONG ALIENS. hindered her happiness, for she had been as cheerful as the day until lately. Poor little thing ! Well, I could but work hard in the present, and hope in the future. Lucy was but eighteen, after all. One or two days passed quietly. Don Gregorio did not come near us. And, in- deed, I believe that I had frightened him nearly out of his wits ; for when, one morning, I chanced to see him talking to a farmer in the street, he turned away, and darted off up a by-lane in a violent hurry, leaving his in- terlocutor gaping after him, utterly unable to discover what it was that had put the reverend gentleman to flight. Monsignor Chiappaforti, however, did not retire from the field and wash his hands of us after his somewhat stormy interview with me. He came again the very next day, but without asking to see either me or Lucy. He % A WORM I' THE BUD: 219 merely left his card, with a polite message of inquiry for the Signorina Lucia. Our landlady, S'ora Nanna, was greatly impressed by these attentions, and began, I think, to consider us personages of some importance, which up to that time she had evidently not done, I am bound to say. At length, one afternoon when I returned from painting out of doors, I found Mon- signore in our sitting-room with Lucy. He saluted me courteously, and I could not help admiring the tact and discrimination of his behaviour towards us both. In general I had thought his manner below his reputation for talent ; but upon this occasion Monsignore was superior to his usual self from a histrionic point of view. He adapted his face, his voice, and his manner to the circumstances of the case. It was the more clever, inas- much as Nature had not fitted him for the AMONG ALIENS. part of a feeling friend. Like one or two other persons conspicuous for jollity, and renowned for bonhomie, whom I have met with, Monsignor Chiappaforti's smiles and ready laughter always appeared to me to indicate an almost absolute moral isolation — a curious and painful want of sympathy. I know that he did not produce this im- pression on everyone. On the contrary, the world said how delightfully genial Monsignore was. But for my own part, rightly or wrongly, I found his uniform hilarity almost repulsive ; and when Monsignore's infantine laugh raised answering smiles on every face around, it was an odd and unpleasant sensa- tion to be conscious, as I was, of a dreary depression of spirits. However, to-day he was serious, placid and friendly in his tone. I know not what he had been saying to Lucy before my l A WOFM V THE BUD: 221 arrival ; but after I joined them he talked pleasantly enough, and avoided all subjects which might have aroused emotion. He talked of the places of interest in the neigh- bourhood, of Hadrian's Villa, of the Villa of Varus, and so forth. Perhaps his antiquarian lore was not profound ; but it was certainly great in comparison with our ignorance. And, in spite of my dislike and distrust of the man, I found myself listening with interest to what he had to say. Among the excursions he recommended was one to Monte Gennaro — the Mons Lucretilis of Horace — and to the site of the poet's villa, near Licenza. On the subject of this latter Monsignore grew warm. He, for his part, was convinced that the ploughed field, under w T hose soil the peasant proprietor will show you a fragment of mosaic pavement, was the veritable site of Horace's Sabine farm. 222 AMONG ALIENS. Other archaeologists differed from him here, it is needless to say, and differed from each other ; and every one of them irrefragably proved himself to be right (at least to his own satisfaction) by masses of quotations from all sorts of authors. ' Ah, I wish you could see the view from the top of Monte Gennaro, and then get down to the farm close to Licenza !' said Monsismore. ' A charming excursion ! You could go on ponies. I made it on foot when I was a schoolboy at Mondragone with my tutor, Don Anselmo — a very learned man, a great classical scholar, one of the vieille roche who belonged to the days when we liacl some learning and culture in Rome. We did not teach boys and girls out of the gutter music and algebra, to be sure ; but, then, en revanche, our professors had some erudition — could even speak and write their 'A WORM F THE BUD? 223 own language correctly, for example, in- credible as the statement may appear to you nowadays !' So Monsignore chatted on for some quarter of an hour, and when he took his leave T felt more charitably disposed towards him than I had ever done yet. I asked Lucy what he had been saying to her before I came in, and she answered with a serious look that he had been speaking of the conso- lations of religion. The unexpected break-up of our relations with the Corleonis released us from the obligation of returning to Rome at the expiration of a fortnight, and I thought it would be well for us to prolong our stay at Tivoli for a few weeks. It was a great point with me to keep Lucy away from the associations of our Roman life, until she should be strong enough in mind and body 224 AMONG ALIENS. to bear the sight of the familiar places and people without breaking down. I pro- posed to her, therefore, that we should remain in Tivoli until the end of April, and she acquiesced in the proposition with gentle listlessness. Yes ; let it be as I pleased. She would willingly remain. She wanted to see my picture begun, but she supposed I might work at it here as well as in Rome. Of her own feelings or wishes not a word did she say. This listlessness it was, in truth, which made me anxious on her account. It was so unnatural at her age, and so foreign to her former warm-hearted, eager way, that I could not help fearing it indicated a morbid state of bodily weakness. Almost rather would I have seen her give way to passionate regrets, which would have worn themselves out, than accept her sorrow with this uncomplaining quietude. l A WORM T THE BUD: 22 5 There was onlv one thinQf which seemed to arouse her interest and take her out of her sad meditations ; and that one thing, strangely enough, was the company of my model, Monica. Perhaps it was the fact that Monica was utterly removed from parti- cipation in the story of her life in Rome ; perhaps Lucy, in her kindness of heart, wished to exercise a o-ood influence over the undisciplined creature ; perhaps the mere novelty and strangeness of Monica's un- civilized sayings and doings reallv amused her ; in short, whatever were the cause, it is certain that Lucy never looked and spoke so like her old self as when she sat by, needle- work in hand, whilst I painted from Monica, and listening or talking to that wild daughter of the Campagna. On her part, Monica had some attachment for Lucy, in her rough way, and a great admiration for vol. i. 15 226 AMONG ALIENS. her delicate blonde beauty. But she assumed a protecting air towards my sister which was very comic and curious. ' Poveretta f she would exclaim. ' Poor little thing ! Just see her fingers sewing that handkerchief. Hoiv small and fine they are — fine, fine ! And her curls are as soft ! just like the Gesu Bambino. Don't let her sew too much. She'll be tired.' Or else, ' Why does not the Signo- rina divert herself more ? She never goes to hear the band play on Sundays. She has no diversions — and she is so young ! You ought not to let her be so melancholy. Mamma mia ! would / sit at home like that, and never enjoy a festa f Once, by way of drawing her out, I said, ' Well, but how is it that you don't mind my being melancholy, as you call it, Monica ? I never go to hear the band play, either/ 'A WORM I' THE BUD! 227 She looked at me quickly, with her head on one side. ' A h si ! Per bacco, that's true enough !' she replied, after a second's pause. ' And you're not old. How old are you ?' 1 Twenty-four.' •' E — e — e — eh ! That's more than I thought. Still, it's not so very old. But — you ain't so pretty and fair as the Signorina Lucia. Her skin is like the wax angel in the presepio at Christmas, and her curls are as soft — just like the Gesii Bambino, as I always say. Poveretta ! she ought to have some diversion.' ' Well, well, Monica,' I answered one day to a speech of this kind ; ' she shall have some diversion. We will make a beautiful excursion to Monte Gennaro, and to Licenza. It will be lovely one of these fine spring days. And if you're good, and sit nicely 15 — 2 228 AMONG ALIENS. for me all this week, you may come, too. You said you wanted to go to Licenza.' ' Yes,' answered Monica, ' so I do. I want to see my aunt, granny's youngest daughter, who lives there. Granny's too old to go. But — will that divert the Signorina ? Once I went to Licenza for my cousin's wedding. We had a tambourine, and we danced. That was famous ! But — only just to go there in the daytime and see all those big hills, and the river, and the women washing on a work-day — h'm ! I don't believe that will divert her !' And Monica shook her head with a dis- appointed air. Still, the promised excursion was something to look forward to, and she was on her best behaviour for several days, to induce me to let her go. I should not have thought of attempting it, except for the hope that we might have l A WORM P THE BUD: 229 Sisfnor Sanclro with us on the occasion. He had sent me one of his brief, hieroglyphical communications by post, informing me that he thought he should come over to Tivoli for a day or so, to look at my work, and get a breath of country air. If he would accom- pany us, I thought the excursion might be managed ; and for my own part I was very anxious to make it. Lucy showed little interest in the project, or, indeed, in any project or incident of our daily lives. She seemed to me to be like a person breath- lessly waiting for an expected footstep, to whom all other sounds are merely disturb- ing. An eating suspense wore her spirit day by day. Once, when I said some word to her about the necessity of rousing her mind from vain regrets, she burst into tears and exclaimed : ' Oh, Catherine, if he would but come and speak to me, or write, or 230 AMONG ALIENS. make one sign ! I know all is over between us. I am resigned to that ; I would never complain of it. But this blank silence is too dreadful. I imagine to myself a thousand painful things. What may he be thinking of me ? Who knows what he has been told ? There must be some mis- apprehension in his mind, or he would never leave me pining in neglect like this. He couldn't be so cruel, Catherine !' What could I say to her ? To tell her that I believed Vittorio capable of almost any degree of cruel selfishness would not have mended matters ; on the other hand, to defend him was impossible to me. I could but assure her of my unchanging love, and hold her poor, curly, child-like head against my breast and let her cry. Meanwhile I revolved in my own mind what I would say in my letter to the Princess. I was firmly determined that I l A WORM P THE BUD' 231 would write to her, and now the idea that I miofht succeed in drawing forth some explicit statement of Don Vittorio's inten- tions sjmrred my purpose. Any certainty, however painful, would now be better for Lucy than her present state of agitating suspense, for under it lurked — I could not help seeing it — a wild hope, a vain trust, in Vittorio's vows. To me, his cowardly abandonment of her was as plain as if he had spoken it to me in the clearest words. But she could not see it as I saw. Could she have done so, she would have merited some part of the Princess's reproaches, instead of being the most trustful and un- suspecting of creatures. END of vol. 1. •.*/fcl