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IX THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: CHAPMAN AND HALL, 193, PICCADILLY. 1870. [T7j€ rigM of Translatwn t« reserved.] Je vous ai dit ce que j'ai vu. Si vous ne I'aimez pas, ne dites pas du mal de moi. Blamez, plutot, votre monde dans lequel j'ai trouve ces balourdises, ces friponneries, cette beaute qui escroque, ces femmes qui devorent, cette passion qui ne cherche que du butin, ces amours qui ne cbercbent que de I'argent.' JOHK CHILDS AND SON, PEINTEES. I/. 1 DEDICATED TO g^ J^aitbful ifrieuiJ, anb a (gallant clcntUmaii, SULLA FELIX. CONTENTS OF VOL. I. INTRODUCTION.— HIS FIRST PAPER CHAP. I. HIS FIRST MEMORY .. II. UNDER THE ROSE-THOR>' III. UNDER THE APPLE-TREE IT. TRUST'S TALE Y. AMBROSE OF THE FORGE VI. THE SABBATH-BREAKER VII. HIS FIRST BETRAYAL VIII. IN THE MARKET-PLACE IX. JACOBS' CHURCH X. HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE XL HE SEES SOCIETY XII. AT THE CORONET THEATRE XIII. BRONZE XIV. SUNDAY MORNING XV. HIS FIRST SEASON PAG-E I II ■15 48 ■jj o-i S8 HI 1.3.5 U7 176 20o 225 27-5 29o 515 I crave the reader's consideration for many printers errors which I ch'scover too late to correct; such as 'V/;7?7r" for "c//77r," '^no mansion" for ''■any mansion," '■'■ Covefecrs'''' for ^'■coi'rffcrs,'" and many others which simi- larly disfigure the text of "Puck." — Ed, PUCK. IXTRODUCTIOX, HIS FIRST PAPER. AM only a dog. I find in all autobiographies wMch. I have ever heard read that it is considered polite to commence with self-depreciation. But for all that I do not consider myself the inferior of any living creature : I never heard of any antobio- graphist that did consider himself so. According to their own account they are all ^incompris;' and I suppose I was also ; for I was always held in con- tempt as a ^ dumb brute. ^ Xobody, except that wise woman^ Rosa Bonheur, ever discerned that 2 PUCK. animals only do not speak because they are en- dowed with a discretion far and away over that of blatant, bellowing, gossiping, garrulous Man. ' Only a dog,^ indeed ! However, the phrase has a pretty, modest, graceful look, so let it stand. Men never are taken at their own valuation by others ; and so I suppose dogs cannot expect to be either. ' Only a dog ! ^ Well, dogs cannot lie, or bribe, or don a surplice, or pick a lock, or go bull-baiting in share-markets, or preside as chairmen over public companies ; we can only, if we are dishonest, run off with a bone in a most open and foolish fashion, and get instantly whipped for our pains. So that there is one art, at least, in which men are decidedly in advance of us ; and in deference to that super- excellence in stealing I beg again to state, in my humility, that I am Only a Dog. Such a little dog too. I can go in a muff with a scent-bottle, or in a coat-pocket with a meer- schaum. I am very white, very woolly, very pretty indeed; covered all over with snowy curls, and having two bright black eyes and a black shiny tip to my nose like patent leather. I have heard myself declared a thousand times to be ^ thoro^-bred ; ' but HIS FIKST PAPER. 3 I really do not feel any more sure of my paternity than tlie public can be of the authorship of a prince's periods^ or a bishop^s charge. I have in my own mind very patrician doubts as to my father; and can, with truly aristocratic haziness, trace my an- cestry up to an 0. I have studied life, I assure you ; and widely too, though I am only a tiny Maltese. I am called Maltese, you know, though I never saw Malta, just as your nobles are called Norman though they do not own an acre of land in Xormandy. I have studied life; we little cupids usually belong to the fair sex ; and for a vantage-point from which to survey all the tricks and trades, the devilries and the frivolities, the sins and the shams, the shifts and the scandals of this world of yours, commend me to a cosy nook under a woman's laces ! I remember once hearing a big Alp-dog and a small King Charles disputing with one another as to which knew best the world and all its wickedness. Mont Blanc narrated most thrilling adventures amongst the snows of his birthplace, told how he had rescued travellers from midnight death, and dug a child out of an icy grave, and guarded a lonely old chateau through a whole dreary Swiss winter ; 4 PUCK. and wound up by declaring tliat lie must liave seen the game of life best since lie liad once belonged to poor Grammont Caderousse^ and now lived witli a Guardsman who had rooms in Mount Street_, where they played hazard till the dawn was up^ and told all the naughtiest stories that were about on the town. Little Charlie heard patiently, shivering at the mention of snow ; then winked his brown eye, when Mont Blanc talked of his Guardsman. ^ My dear Alp/ said he, ' I see a trick more than you for all that; for I live with the ladies. As for your owner in Mount Street, — a fico for him ! Why ! — I belong to the wortian that ruins him /' The coterie of dogs that was listening declared the little fellow had won. Mont Blanc lived in the sphere of the tricked ; Charlie in the land of the tricksters. Ice might be cold, but not so cold as the souls of cocottes ; chicken-hazard might be peril- ous, but not so perilous as the ways of cocodettes. You must be spider or fly, as somebody says. Now all my experience tells me that men are mostly the big, good-natured, careless bluebottles, half drunk with their honey of pleasure, and rushing blindly into any web that dazzles them a little in the sunshine; and women are the dainty, painted, HIS FIRST PAPER. 5 patient spiders that just sit and weave, and weave, and weave, till — pong ! — Bluebottle is in head fore- most, and is killed, and sucked dry, and eaten up at leisure. You men tliink women do not know mucli of life. Pooli ! I, Puck, wlio liave dwelt for many of my days on their boudoir cushions, and eaten of their dainty little dinners, and been smuggled under their robes even into opera, balls, and churches, tell you that is an utter fallacy. They do not choose you to know that they know it, very pro- bably; but there is nothing that is hidden from them, I promise you. They were very good to me, on the whole (except that they would generally overfeed me one day, and forget to feed me at all the next), and I do not want to speak against them ; but if ever Metempsychosis whisk my little soul into a man^s body, hang me if I will not steer clear of my ladies ! — that^s all. For viewing life, — all its cogs, and wheels, and springs, — there is nothing so well as to be a lady's pet dog. To see the pretty creatures quarrel with their mirrors, and almost swear over their hair- dressing, and get into a passion because the white 6 PUCK. powder insists on resting in little tell-tale patches^ and sit pondering grimly for an liour over the debateable question of more or less rouge ; and then to trot down on the edge of their trailing skirts, and go beside them as they sweep into the drawing-room, radiant with smiles, and brilliant for conquest, and hear them murmur prettiest welcome to the rivals whom they could slaughter were only their fan a dagger. Why ! there is no- thing in the world beats that for a comedy ! Ah ? — you scowl at this, and say, ' What a dis- solute dog is this Puck ! — he has lived with Phryne, and Lais, and all of them?' Not at all, my good sir ; not a bit of it : I have had mistresses in all classes of society; I have dwelt with peasants as well as with peeresses ; and on my honour I have belonged to young girls that rouged like any lorette, and to matrons that intrigued like any courtesan, and I have seen as genuine spurts of spiteful cha- grin, or impulsive good nature, in the green-room as in the school-room, and as matchless pieces of im- pudent acting in the salon as on the stage. ' Souvent femme varie ; ' — well ! I don't think it (though they were always variable about my meals) ; I have found female nature very much the same all the HIS FIRST PAPER. 7 world over. And a dog knows as a man cannot know ; — wlien ^only a dog' is with, lier^ slie thMs she is all alone, you see ! You fear I am hlase and cynical ? Perhaps I am. My curls fall oflf a good deal ; and I am forced to have my food cut up in a mincing machine ; the world naturally looks dark to us all when we come to this. But I liave very often found living agree- able enough, even tkough. I have lived sufficiently long to realize what Brummel felt at Calais : and I have met noble women witbout rouge, and witb trutb on their tongues. I have ! And when I met them, I admired tbem, I loved them, as your dogs (and men) of tbe world always do, witb an astonisbed reverential admiration that your country bumpkins, your ungenerous youths, never feel. AVe are ill appreciated, we cynics; on my bonour, if cynicism be not tbe highest homage to Virtue tbere is, I should like to know what Virtue wants ? We sigh over her absence and we glorify ber perfec- tions. But Virtue is always a trifle stuck-up, you know, and she is very difficult to please. She is always looking uneasily out of tbe ^tail of ber eye' at ber opposition-leader Sin, and wondering wby Sin dresses so well and drinks such very good 8 PUCK. wine. We ' cynics ^ tell her that under Sin's fine clothes there is a breast cancer-eaten^ and at the bottom of the wine there is a bitter dreg called satiety ; but Virtue does not much heed that ; like the woman she is, she only notes that Sin drives a pair of ponies in the sunshine, while she herself is often left to plod wearily through the everlasting falling rain. So she dubs us ' cynics ' and leaves us — who can wonder if we won't follow her through the rain ? Sin smiles so merrily if she make us pay toll at the end ; whereas Virtue — ah me ! Virtue will find sach virtue in frowning ! However, I fear I am getting a trifle too French- Memoiresque, all epigram and no memoir. Living so much in the cream of society I have got a good deal of its froth. It is not wit, but it passes very well for it — over a dinner-table. Put down in black and white you may find it a trifle frivoloiJs. As for printing wit, — even my wit, — you might just as well talk of petrifying a vanille souffle. So I am afraid even I may seem dull sometimes ; and I have as great a horror of seeming stupid as of seeming edifying. How I hate that last word ! It always brings to my memory a gentle dean who preached most divine platitudes, but invariably trod on my tail. I HIS FIKST PAPER. 9 recollect the reverend gentleman had a playful habit too of pitching biscuits at me^ whicli^ when my innocent mouth opened for them_, burnt it with a horrid hidden dab of mustard. And he tricked an old commissionaire too,, who once took me about^ out of a shilling for a message. By the way^ com- missionaires hate to do work for the cloth. ' Nobody else cuts ^em down so close to a penny as them parsons/ they will always tell you. "What we poor dogs have lost by being shut out of church by the beadles ! But I am running out of my autobiographical track again^ just as Montespan and Bussy Rabutin, and all of them^ always do. I will try and hark back again to my earliest reminiscences. They are humble ones I must admit. The world always feels a savage pleasure in tracing its Shakespeares into a butcher^s shop, and its Yoltaires into an attorney's office^ and its great men generally into paternal pig- sties; it is a set-off to it for their disagreeable superiority. So it will be at once familiar and soothing to it to learn that I — the spoiled pet and idol of its oligarchy — first consciously opened my eyes in a cottage. You see I am as thoroughly honest as Rousseau in his Confessions. 10 PUCK. Poor Jean Jacques ! he only got called a scoun- drel for his pains. I wonder where the man is who, telling the naked truth about himself, would not get called so ? Polite lies, polite lies ! They are the decorous garment, and the fitting food, of the world. To be in the fashion, I shall have to treat you to them be- fore I have done. But at the present moment I feel truthful. I am aware of the vulgarity of the admis- sion ; but I make it, — I feel truthful. So here is the account of my earliest home. CHAPTER I. HIS FIRST MEMORY. HE first tiling I distinctly remember, is lying on some straw, in a wooden bed, and hearing the sound of voices above. * Do'ee tliink H ^11 live ? ' said one, tlie full gay voice of a girl. ^ It ^ull dew,* said tlie slow soft tones of a man. ' Git a bit o' summat softer, lass ; tlie straw, it do nasben of bim.' The straw was truly nasbing of me, — Nortb- Englisb for pricking and burting me ; and I took a liking to tbe man for bis tbougbtfulness, accord- ingly. Tbe summat softer came, in tbe sbape of an old wool kercbief ; and be laid me gently on it, put 12 PUCK. me in the warmtli of tlie sun, and fed me with some new milk. It was the man who did all this : the girl stood looking on, amused. ' How came ^ee to be gi^en him, Ben ? ' she asked, with her hand on her side. ' It seems as mother ^s dead,^ he responded ; my mother he meant, I found afterwards. ^ And pups was such a trouble like to kip i^ the quick, that up a the Hall they^d no away wi^ ^em, and Jack he was a goin' to put this little ^un i^ the water. It's the last o' the litter. '' Gi' he to me, Jack,' says I ; and he gi'ed him. '^ He's o' rare walue,'' says Jack, " but he wunna live." " I dunno 'bout walue," says I. '' He's no bigger than a kit ; but he 'ull ha' a squeak for hfe anyhow wi' me." And I tuk him. Poor beastie ! he's o' walue surely i' God's sight.' The girl's eyes sparkled. 'M'appen we might sell him after a bit ? ' she cried eagerly. I shivered where I lay : already I was regarded as a goods and chattel, purchasable, marketable, and without a vote in the sale ! Mark you : it was a woman first proposed my barter. It may have coloured all my subsequent views of the sex ; I do not deny it. HIS FIRST MEMORY. 13 ^ Nay/ said the man in his slow gentle voice. ' A drop o^ milk ^s all he ^ull cost awhiles^ — we shanna be hai'med i^ that, — and he^U grow to us, and we'll grow to him belikes. Dogs are main and faithful. Look at auld Trust. It 'ull be time eno' to talk o* turnin' this'n out o' door when he have misbehave hisself. I likes the looks on him.-' '^ But Jack told ^ee he was worth summat?' urged the girl impatiently. ' It was the old madam brought them wee white dogs to the hall first o' all, and they alius said as how those little uns 'ud fetch their own weight i' gold.^ The man shook his head a little sadly. ' Ah, ye alius thinks too much o' gold, my lass,' he said, with a soft reproach. She laughed a little, fiercely. ^ We ha' got so much, to be sure ! ' ' We ha' got eno',' said he, with a patience very gentle, and a little dogged. ' We ha' got bit and drop, and hearth fire, and roof tree. We ha' got eno'.' She gave a peevish, passionate twist to her dress ; it was woollen, home-spun, and without grace or beauty. He saw the gesture, and rose from his knees beside my bed. 14 PUCK. ' There was a dead woman found o' Moorside yester-niglit/ lie said quietly. ^ And tlie bones were thro' the skin ; she's been clammed along o' want o' mill-work. You ha'n't got to ga ta mill,, lassie/ The rebuke was a very gentle one ; but it dis- pleased her. She stood silent, in a yellow breadth of sunlight streaming in through the leaded lattice of the long, lancet-shaped, creeper-shaded window. She was very lovely, this girl, — strong, and lithe, and tall, with a cloud of hair that would have 'glistened like bronze with a little care, and great brown, sleepy eyes that yet could flash and glitter curiously ; and a handsome, pouting, ruddy mouth. She wore a russet- coloured skirt that reached scarce below her knees, and a yellow kerchief over her white full breast, and in her ears she had two tawdry brass rings and drops, and a string of red glass beads round her throat. She was quite young, exuberant though her growth had been; and the man, whilst he reproached her for her discontent, looked at her as if she were the thing he loved best under the sun. He himself was very unlike her; he had a homely, gentle, thoughtful coun- tenance, and rough-hewn features, and gray, patient eyes ; on the whole there was a great resemblance HIS FIRST MEMORY. 15 between him and a shaggy sheep-dog that stood on the threshold, a sheep-dog who became my first friend, and who was the creature he had referred to by the name of Trust. ' Take care o' him, Trust,^ said the man, as he left me, and went through the door, with his hoe and his spade, out to his garden work in the still evening time ; and Trust came slowly to my side, and touched me good-humouredly with his great red tongue, and stretched himself down beside my box. Trust had a shrewd, kindly, black and white face ; and I was glad to be in his charge instead of that of the girl who had spoken of selling me. She, indeed, never looked at me any more, but betook herself to the window, where, by the sunset light, she began twisting an old hat about, and bedizening it with some shabby rose ribbons that seemed to please her but little, to judge by the dissatisfied, passionate way in which she pulled them one from another, and stuck them here, and twisted them there, and finally flung them all aside in a tumbled heap. When the twilight came, the soft, sudden, gray twilight of a mild November's day, she still sat by the lattice with her elbows on the little deal table, 16 PUCK. and lier hands twisted among lier hair, staring vacantly out at the shadowy wood beyond, and doing nothing at all. The man came in again, bringing in with him from his garden a sweet fresh scent of virgin mould, and of damp moss, and of leaves and grasses fragrant from late autumn-buds that blos- somed amongst them. The girl never stii'red. ' Eh, Avice,^ he called cheerily to her. ' Ha' ye no' a bit of supper for un, my lass ? I'm rare and hungered; them clods is hard to turn, the land's so drenched-like wi' the wet.' He gave himself a shake just as sheep-dogs do, and seemed to shake off him, as it were, fresh odours of flower-roots and dewy earth. Avice rose without alacrity, and took down a black pot from where it swung by a hook and chain in the wide brick chim- ney, and emptied its contents into a pan ; then set the pan, with some flet milk and oat cake, on the bench that served them as a table. ' They 've took the smoke,' he murmured, as he ate the burnt and blackened potatoes ; but he said it patiently, and made his meal without further lament; apparently used to the state of his kitchen. HIS FIRST MEMORY. 17 Avice ate her own supper without tendering him any excuse for the mischance that had come to the potatoes whilst she had been sorting her rose rib- bons ; and indeed she had a little sweet cake for her own eating, of which she did not offer him, nor even myself, an atom. 'AH praises be to God as gi'es us our daily bread/ said the man with sincere and grateful re- verence, as he bent his fair curly head over the remnants of the smoked potatoes. ^ Daily bread/ muttered the handsome girl. ' It^s main and fine what He do gie us, niver a bit o^ wheat-loaf mayhap for weeks and weeks togither ! ' But she muttered it under her breath, and she did not dare let him hear it. I heard it; but then dogs hear and see a great many things to which men, in their arrogance and their stupidity, are deaf and blind. 'W^here ever yet was the man who could tell a thief by pure instinct ? — we smell dishonesty on the air, but you only ask it to dinner, play cards with it, appoint it executor in your will, trust in it as your attorney, your priest, and your brother, and set it in high places exultingly. Even your clever men are such fools : — your best worldly knowledge is only on the tip of your VOL. I. 2 18 PUCK. tongue as parrots carry their jargon_, and your Rocliefoucaulds writing their aphorisms make asses of themselves over their Longuevilles. But I am straying afield again. I remind myself of what old Trust, when I came to know him well, told me ; ' Sheep and men are very much alike/ said Trust, who thought both very poor creatures. 'Very much alike indeed. They go in flocks; and can't give a reason why. They leave their fleece on any bramble that is strong enough to insist on fleecing them. They bleat loud at im- agined evils_, while they tumble straight into real dangers. And for going off" the line, there's nothing like them. There may be pits, thorns, quagmires, spring-guns, what not, the other side of the hedge, but go ofi" the straight track they will ; — and no dog can stop them. It's just the sheer love of stray- ing. You may bark at them right and left ; go they will, though they break their legs down a limekiln. Oh, men and sheep are wonderfully similar; take them all in all.' This was a favourite saying of Trust's, and I think he knew ; for he had been sheep-dog to se- veral farms, and had seen a deal of mankind in the little towns on the market-days, where the drovers HIS FIRST MEMORY. 19 taggled over their flocks,, and fouglit over tlieir ale. Trust was now far on in years ; and his present master kept kim only out of good-nature ; but he was a valuable dog stilly so far as shrewdness and faithfulness went. "When the man and the girl had gone up the little creaking dark stairway that evening, seeking their beds like the fowls with nightfall. Trust told me a little about them. He had the garrulousness of old age. From a sense of chivalry and loyalty he was cautious about what he said about Avice ; but I saw that he did not think very well of her. ' She's a feckless thing/ he averred. ^Always running her head on ribbons, and rings, and gay I'ags, and such like, all out of her station. She's a bit selfish too ; all young things are ; you are, I don't doubt ? Only you can't get out of that bed yet, to fight for yourself as it were. She is rare and handsome ; she thinks too much of it ; she'll sit for hours staring at her face in that little bit of broken mirror ; and she is full of discontent : — but it will pass by-and-by, perhaps, all that. She is so young and so spoiled : she was the youngest of ten, and Ben the oldest. All the others are dead, and the 20 PUCK. father and motlier as well, and tliese two are left all alone. Ben don't tliink there^s her equal on all the earth ; every little thing as he can scrape together he saves for her. Why, I know — she doesn^t_, — that he^s saved a matter of five silver pieces this year, and put it in a hole under the old apple-tree ; and he is trying hard to save a whole pound by Barnaby Bright (midsummer- day, that's her birthday), that he may buy her a gown she set her heart on, when she saw it in the shop-window in Ashbourne this Candlemas s. A great pink-coloured thing, very ugly I thought, but she cried for it like a child, and it vexed him sorely because he could nohow get it for her ; he had only a few coppers by him. It is a very difficult thing to lay money by in these times, you see; quarry work brings ill pay; and the garden don't do well because it is rocky and damp ; and the fowls haven't laid all the winter, and it's trouble enough to put by ten shillings a quarter for rent.' And Trust shook his head like a dog on whom the economies of the world weighed heavily. ^ Does she earn nothing ? ' I asked — I was acute for my age, even thus early. ^ Lord bless you, no,' said Trust. *" Flinging a bit to the poultry, or mixing a little meal and water for HIS FIRST MEMORY. 21 cakes is all that lass ever does_, from morn till night. There is a deal for a woman to do_, let alone earning money ; a woman that trims her place tidily and looks after the live stock, and is handy at needle and thread, can save a power of money. She don^t need to go and earn it. But Avice, she just lets him labonr for her in season and out of season, and does nothing herself, and then turns round and mutters at him because she can^t eat off silver, and be shod in satin, and carry a train after her like the peacocks ! There are lots of women like her ; lots, my dear. You will be sure to come across them/ Xow Trust had, of a surety, never in liis life known any other women than drovers^ daughters and shepherds' wives; but when I grew older, and went into the world, I could nor help thinking that those drovers' daughters and shepherds' wives must have represented the female sex very completely and very faithfully. * Ben is good, is he not ? ' I asked a little piteously ; for there is nothing that seems so dreary to the young as doubting or condemning those to whom they belong. ' Good as gold,' said Trust emphatically. ' And far better indeed ; for gold has done a swarm of 22 PUCK. harm in this world ; and Ben has done nothing but good all the days of his life. He is the kind of man that does good — to everybody except himself. I have known him ever since he was a lad of four- teen. His father was dead and his mother ailing ; and Ben was about the farm where I lived^ and he had the old woman and the babies all to keep as best he could. My old master helped him a bit_, but it was Ben alone that kept the mother and the children off the parish. He was always a quiet^ cheery, still sort of lad, but with a wonderful force of work in him, and as strong as a young bull. He has always had queer tender kind of thoughts too, about beasts and birds and flowers and weeds, and all manner of things that he sees. There is much more in Ben than anybody thinks. When he^s been sitting on the hill- side with me, all alone with the sheep, IVe seen an odd, bright, wondering look come in his eyes, just as if the bracken and the thyme had got talking to him, and he was hearing beautiful stories from them. He can^t write a word, you know, and can only read just a little, spelling it out as sheep hobble over a rutty road ; but I can^t help thinking that Ben, if he only could express what he feels, and say all that the water and trees and things HIS FIRST MEMORY. 23 tell him, would be wliat I once heard some artist - men wlien they were at work painting on my moor- side talk about for an hour and more — I think they called it a poet. At least one of them read aloud, and it was out of a book that they said was a poet^s^ whilst the others were sketching ; and the sound of what they did read was very like the look in Ben^s eyes when he was alone on the hills_, gazing at the clouds and the mists/ I listened, much impressed^ but not at all un- derstanding him. ' You must have thought a great deal yourself ? ^ I said timidly. He looked very thoughtful with his old wrinkled and shaggy brows. ^ Of course/ said Trust calmly. ' Dogs think a great deal ; when people believe us asleejD, nine times out of ten we are meditating. But men won^t credit that, you see, because if ever they happen to hit on a thought themselves, they rush and set it all down in black and white, and cry out to all the others what wonders they are. You must think, among the hills and the dales ; they make you, whether you like it or not. Even the sheep think, I do believe, though they look so stupid. Every- thing in creation thinks, that^s my idea. Look at a 24 PUCK. little beetle^ how clever it is^ how cunning in defence^ how patient in labour^ how full of disquiet ; — but you cannot understand^ you are only a nursling. Go to sleep until daylight. Myself I never do more than doze ; that comes of habit when I used to have my sheepfolds to guard. Here there is nothing to take care of, for there is nothing to steal, unless it be those brass ear-rings of Avice's ! ' With which smothered satire he stretched him- self to enjoy that semi-slumber which the French call ' entre chat et loup ; ' and I curled myself in my box to pass my first night under the roof of Reuben Dare. CHAPTER 11. UKDEE THE EOSE-THOEN. T was scarce daybreak wlien Trust Avent up tlie steep ladder-like stairs^ and scratched loudly at tlie door on tke top of tliem. ^ I always wake tliem so/ he explained when he descended ; and I saw afterwards that he never was too soon or too late a single minute^ though there was no village clock within hearings no clock at all in the house_, and the sun at that time was as irregular and as little to be depended on as the sun usually is in the British Isles. ' Only a dog ! ' — ah ! ' only a dog/ with no watch in his pocket, will keep time with a punctuality that men seldom attain, despite all their best chronometric aids ! 26 PUCK. Soon^ a slow, heavy step sounded on tlie stair- way, and Eeuben himself came down into the gloom; patted Trust, spoke to me, and undid the single shutter. There was not very much light even then, it was a chilly morning; he went out to a little shed, brought in an armful of peat and brushwood^ made his own fire with a great deal of labour, and got out his own breakfast. It was only a draught of cider and a hunch of rye bread : the diet on which most of your hard rural labour, your sowing and reaping, your ploughing and hoe- ing, your hedging and ditching, is done after all. To Trust he gave more of the bread than he ate himself; and for me he heated a bowl of flet- milk ; talking to us both in his kindly and dreamy fashion. Later, he took down from the cupboard a single little dainty white china cup, and a small black china teapot ; and a very tiny white w^heat loaf, and pat of SAveet amber-hued butter. He put some tea in the pot, — weighing it as heedfully as some men weigh gold, for it was terribly costly to tinij — and left them all ready together, on the table, under the lattice. Then he waited a moment or two, listening for a UNDER THE ROSE-THORX. 27 step on tte stair : there was none, it was all silent above. A shade of disappointment stole over Ms face, but no anger; lie took his huge pickaxe and other tools from their corner, put them over his shoulder, and went out through the door, — lingering a moment with a backward look up the stair. Then he drew the door after him, and I heard his steps growing fainter and fainter as they trod down the moss : Trust had gone with him. I was alone a long time; a very long time; so long that I whimpered and cried, unheard, till I was tired, and held my peace for want of breath. When the sun was quite high, the girl Avice at length appeared. ' Be quiet, will 'ee, little wretch ! ' she cried to me ; and went straightway to the table. Her eyes glistened a little as she saw the butter and tea, and she sat down and ate; never casting the smallest morsel to me. Beautiful she was by the morning light; with her fair, rich colour, and her gleaming eyes, and her crown of half bright, half dusky hair, like the bronze in which there is much mixture of gold. But I thought I never saw anything of so much greed, or so intensely selfish. There was a vivid animal 28 PUCK. pleasure in tlie sight of what were dainties to lier senses ; but there was no sort of gratitude or feehng at the generous and thoughtful affection which had been thus tender of her in her absence. She ate all there was on the table, seeming to like to draw the pleasure out to its longest span; when ended_, she washed the things and set them away, and did a little house- work, all in a very idle, slovenly manner — like one whose heart was not at all in her occupation. Then she went and fed the poultry, calling them round the door-sill. I could see them fight, and peck, and beat each other over the disputed grain ; and when one helpless little speckled hen, who had scarcely a feather left in her body owing to her merciless sisters' unremitting onslaughts, was finally driven away from the mash-pan without having tasted so much as a barleycorn, I heard Avice laugh, — the first good-humoured and amused laugh that I had heard from her hps. To feed the martyred hen she made no attempt : she left it to mope upon a rail. When she came within, she drew her spinning- wheel to her, and began that ancient, graceful, classic work, old as the days of Troy. But she UNDER THE ROSE- THORN. 29 only tangled her yarn^ and spoiled lier web, and at last she pushed the distaff impatiently from her^ and took up her piece of mirror^ and fell to twining her string of red beads in and out of iier hair^ and knotting them round her arms^ and wreathing them on her breast above her low-cut leathern boddice. This little cottage of Eeuben Dare^s was quite alone^ in the heart of the Peak country _, on the edge of a great wood, chiefly of pines, at the farther extremity of which was the stone quarry where he worked, fair weather and foul; whilst in his leisure time he reared a few hardy flowers and simple fruits in his damp, mossy garden to which nothing but the indigenous ferns, and burdocks, and coltsfoot, took really kindly. At the back of the cottage rose a hill all grown over with ash, and larch, and firs; whilst, beyond that, there stretched the great dreary steppes of moorland, with a Roman tumulus, or a Druidic rock- ing-stone, alone breaking here and there the mono- tony of their brown, level, sheep-cropped wastes. Ashbourne was seven miles away, and the nearest hamlet was three ; a scattered farm or two stood on the moors, and the hall on the other side of 30 PUCK. the wood,, where my forefatliers liad been reared^ was utterly deserted by its owners^ and left to the care of three or four superannuated servants^ under whose neglect my delicate^ high-born mother had perished. Reuben's cottage was pretty; a square stone place with a pyramidal red roof, the whole en- veloped in ivy and lichens, and the shade of spread- ing yew boughs ; the same yews from which, in Eobin Hood's days, the famous bov/men of England had been served with their weapons. Al- though it was midwinter, the cottage had a rosy glory that depended on no season ; for it was covered, from the lowest of its stones to the top of its peaked roof, with a gigantic Rose-thorn. ' Sure the noblest shrub as ever God have made,' would Ben say, looking at its massive, cactus-like branches, with their red, waxen, tender-coloured berries. The cottage was very old, and the rose- thorn was the growth of centuries. Men's hands had never touched it. It had stretched where it would, ungoverned, unhampered, unarrested. It had a beautiful, dusky glow about it always, from its peculiar thickness and its blended hues ; and in the chilly weather the little robin red-breasts would UNDER THE ROSE-THORN. 31 come and flutter into it_, and screen themselves in its shelter from tlie cold^ and make it rosier yet with the brightness of their little ruddy throats. ' Tha Christ-birds do alius seem safest like i^ tha Christ-bush/ Ben would say, softly, breaking off the larger half of his portion of oaten cake, to crumble for the robins with the dawn. I never knew what he meant ; though I saw he had some soft, grave_, old-world story in his thoughts, that made the rose-thorn and the red-breasts both sacred to him. Avice would only laugh ; and, if he went away to work before the little birds had eaten all his gifts, would drive her chickens under the great thorn-tree to steal their oat crumbs from those shy, pretty, russet songsters. Midwinter, too, had other beauties in that se- cluded place. At least I heard old Trust say so many times; and it was true. There were such grand tempestuous sunsets; with one half the sky like a sheet of steel above the brown round hills, and the other half all dusky red and gold, behind the driving purple clouds. There were such beautiful wondrous snow-storms, that falling down past the great ivy-covered trunks oZ PUCK. and the dense net-work of auburn-hued branches, and drifting by the dim, soft, solemn shapes of the hill- sides and the bleak shadows of the fir- woods, mingled so strange a phantasy of dying colour and made the earth seem dim, and sweet, and distant, even as in a dream. Then one could see so easily the coming and the going, the joys and the terrors, the loves and the strifes of the rooks, high above in the tallest trees that stood on the highest crest of the rocks. One could see the foxes^ earths under the leafless brushwood, and the rabbits^ holes under the withered bracken. The little ouzels, when they found their shallow ponds and freshets frozen, grew very tame and fluttered close to the garden wall, in hope of catching a stray crumb from the hens or a stray bone from the cat. The cat herself, an unamiable creature when the weather was warm, grew sociable and good-natured when the snow drove her in- doors ; and she shared with Trust and myself a place on the hearth-stone, before the cheery brightly-burning fire of *" cobbles ' that flamed up under the round swinging kettle, into the wide black shaft of the old-fashioned chimney. For if she spit or scratched, Trust drove her away UNDER THE ROSE-THORN. 33 from tlie fire ; and slie soon learned — wliat indeed is the rule for us all, from cats to court-beauties, from dogs to diplomatists — that the way to get the warmth of the world (and to give a sly safe pat to your neighbour) is to sheath all your claws under velvet and to keep in an excellent temper. All living things seemed to draw closer together in the perils and privations of the winter, as you men do in the frost of your frights or your sorrows. In summer — as in prosperity — every one is for him- self, and is heedless of others because he needs nothing of them. The cottage was very pretty at all seasons, as I say, with its two long quaint windows, and its wide door through which the sunshine seemed for ever streaming, and a little brook singing close by, right under the garden grasses. It was very pretty, standing down as it did at the foot of the hill, with the dense green of the wood all before it. But it was very lonely, and no sound ever came to it save the sound of the water freshets, and of the birds in the branches, except when now and then the thunder of some louder blast than common rolled faintly from the distant quarry, followed by the rumbling echo of the loosened falling stones. 34 PUCK. It was lonely^ certainly ; and dull^ to those for wliom the brown silent moors liad no grandeur ; the ceaseless song of the brook no music ; the old grey hoary stones no story; the innumerable woodland creatures, for ever astir under brake and brushwood, no wonder and no interest. And the girl Avice was one of these. The poetic faculty, — as you call the insight and the sympathy which feels a divinity in all created things and a joy unutterable in the natural beauty of the earth_, — is lacking in the generality of women, notwithstanding their claims to the monopoly of emotion. If it be not, how comes it that women have given you no great poet since the days of Sappho ? It is women's deficiency in intellect, you will ob- serve : not a whit : — it is women's deficiency in sympathy. The greatness of a poet lies in the universality of his sympathies. And women are not sympa- thetic ; because they are intensely self-centred. As Avice sat one day, when winter had grown into earliest scoring, pulling her beads about, and gazing at herself in her bit of glass as usual, there came in sight in the distance, under the arching boughs of the pines, a little old man with a pack on UNDER THE EOSE-THOEN. 35 his back. I found afterwards tliat lie was a pedlar called Dick o^ tlia Wynnats (i. e. of tlie gates of tlie wind)^ wlio journeyed about on foot witMn a radius of twenty miles or so round Aslibourne_, and wlio came tlirougli tkis wood to tlie Moor farms about once in tliree months ; one of the very few new- comers that ever disturbed the solitudes round Eeuben^s cottage. Avice^s eyes sparkled with eager delight as she saw him approach ; and she darted through the open door and down the glade to meet him with more welcoming alacrity than I ever saw her display to any living creature. I knew nothing about lovers in those days^ or I might have thought he had been one of hers^ so gleefully did she greet him. But if I had done so_, I should have been undeceived on his entrance ; for an uglier little old fellow never breathed ; and he was over seventy in age_, though tough and hard as a bit of ash-stick. '' What ha^ gotten tha morn^ Dick ? ^ asked Avice eagerly ; longing for a sight of his pack. ^ Eh ! ha^ gotten a power o^ things/ said Dick, leisurely unstrapping it, and letting it down on the brick floor. ^But m^appen ye ^ull gie me a 86 PUCK. drop of summat to wet my throstle wi^ first, Avice ; canna_, my wencli ? ' Avice, somewhat impatiently, brought him a little jug full of cider. ^Ben, he wunna ha' ought else to drink i' the house than that pig's swill/ she said, with a sovereign contempt for what she offered. ' And hanna a mossel o' vittles wi' it ? ' asked old Dick with insidious softness. 'I darena tak' this stuff a' out eaten of a mossel ; it 'ud turn e' my stomach, it would.' I wished it might turn in his stomach, for I had conceived a great dislike to him, and had a horrid idea that he might take me away in his pack. Avice however supplied him with the desired ' mossel/ and he appeared to have disowned all idea of danger in the cider, for he drained the jug to its last drop. Meanwhile Avice, fallen on her knees, was swiftly undoing the leathern straps of his port- able warehouse and feasting her eyes on all its wondrous treasures. They consisted of glass beads, small mirrors, rolls of ribbons, gaudy cotton handkerchiefs, many- coloured woollen fabrics, penny illustrated peri- odicals, and all things of the cheapest and of the UNDER THE ROSE-THORN. 37 finest that could allure tlie eyes of country maidens, and the silver coins of their saving-boxes. But they were a million-fold more attractive to Avice Dare than the dainty robin^s-nest in the ivied wall, or the delicate bells of the dew on the leaves, or the marvellous sunset colours in the western skies, or the exquisite heath on the broad brown fells, or any one of the many beauteous things in her daily life to which her sight was blind. She lingered in rapture over every one of the tawdry worthless pieces of apparelling-, and laid each aside with a sigh of envious longing. The pedlar let his goods work their own charm whilst he enjoyed his ' mossel ; ' then he sang their praises, and spread them out freshly before her. ' Look ^ee, lass,' said he. ' Here be a many things made right on to please ye. There bean't such a lot as this'n anyw^here else our side o' tha Peak. Bless ye ! afore Pve been half across moor- side ITl ha' emptied my pack o' ^em all, down to the littlest spool o^ cotton. But Fd rayther sell 'em to you ; 'cause there bean't such a well-looking lass as ye anywheres i tha country. Ye set tha clo'es olf; that 'ee do. Now, what'll 'ee fit on tha marn, Avice ? ' 38 PUCK. Avice shook lier pretty curly head. ^ I ha^n^t gotten no siller/ she said with sullen sadness. ^ Tha ten pennies I got for tha eggs ye had last time ye come -, I ha^n^t got no more ; not a brass farden^ an^ ^twas iver so. Tha things is lovely; but ye wunna let me hev ■'em on tick, as ^twere ? ' To this hint old Dick gave a sturdy denial. ' Canna_, my dearie ; canna, as ^twas iver so. I gies allays ready money myself — allays, — and if I was kep^ out o' it I should ha^ to go to workhus. Pd do a deal for ye, — ye^re so pretty wi^ yer gowd hair, — but I darena do that, let alone how wild Ben ■'ud be wi' me : ye^s aware o^ that.' ^ Ben's a gaby,' said Avice savagely; spreading out before her longing eyes a shawl of bright scarlet and orange, and then folding it around her lovingly. ^ Lots o' folk go on tick ; and why na' we ? We'd be sure to pay sometime ; — when the garden was forrard, or the hins got well a laying. What's that there blue ribbin ? that's beautiful.' ^ An 'ud look beautiful in yer hair, my pretty,^ said the subtle Dick, holding it up against the light. ^ And then there's this red handkercher as 'ud go lovely over it ; there bean't a nicer sortment than blue and red togither. That's a rare bargain UNDER THE EOSE-THORX. 39 toOj — that tliere lot o^ jewelry. I git it straight from a born lady^ as liad come down i^ the worlds and was obleeged to part wi^ it. Themes real jew^ls^ they is ; and all dirt cheap. Ony five shillin^ for the lot ; real dimonds ! fit for the Queen o^ England. Vi hjj if ye hev them on at tha wakes i^ this sim- mer-time there wnnna be a lass as \ill hold a candle to ye_, and a' the lads ^ull be dazed-like wi' yer glory. Pit ^em on^ my wench; pit ^em on^ even if ye canna take ^em^ I long to sees ^em npo^ ye.^' All this nttered in the soft sleepy '' tongue o^ the Peak' that slurs over every harsh word_, and rolls its phrases all one in another^ took its due effect up- on Avice. Intensely ignorant^ and honestly believ- ing in her simplicity that she saw real ' dimonds ' before her_, she yielded to the temptation ; and clasped the brazen bands, sparkling with their bits of white glass, on her arms and about her throat ; gazing at them and herself entranced. Old Dick clapped his bony hands in admiring ecstasy. ^ Lord's sake ! ' he cried. *" Onylook at yersell ! \Yhy ! lord-a-mercy, no queen could ekall ye ! ' The old hypocrite was most likely half-sincere ; Avice was a very pretty picture then. Her arms were 40 PUCK. too fair by nature to have ever become sun -browned, and they were shaped to satisfy a sculptor; her throat was long and slender, though it denoted phy- sical strength ; and her neck, white as the driven snow, was the full blue-veined bosom of a goddess. Nor were these beauties much concealed by the low- cut leathern boddice that enclosed them ; and as she breathed, quickly and feverishly, with longing and self-love, her eyes gleamed, her face flushed, and the mock diamonds really lent to her a curious kind of glittering transitory lustre. ' Oh, if ony I had ^em ! ^ she cried, tossing her arms above her head, and unconsciously giving more beauty to her disclosed charms. ' Oh, if ony I had ^em ! They^d look at nobody else at the wakes ! ^ The wakes are the rural feasts held over the Peak country at every town and village on the anni- versary of the building of its parish church. This religious commemoration takes the form of feasting, junketing, drinking, dancing, and eating very big, thin, round sweet cakes ; and it was the only form of public festivity that Avice had ever in her brief life enjoyed. To her the wakes seemed the pivot of the UNDER THE ROSE-THORX. 41 world ; and all the seasons rolled only to bring tlie wakes round again to rejoice the souls of their wor- shippers. ' Ye must ha^ ^em^ my dearie/ murmured old Dick beguilingly. ' Ye must^ somehow or ither. I should na ha^ the heart to see ony body else a sportin' of ^em now IVe once seed ^em on yer bonny brist. Just ^ee think a bit, — ha' na ye got the littlest hantle o^ siller ? ' Avice glanced towards me ; and I trembled in my box. ^ There^s tha pup as Ben had gi^en he tin week agone/ she said. ' They tell us as how ^tis a deal o' walue. Would ^ee tak it, and sell it i^ the town?^ ' Lawk a mussy no ! ^ cried Dick in horror. ^ I canna abide dogs : niver could. There^s that Trust o' yourn : allays a sniffin^ and mouthin^ at me_, if he be by when I come. Think o^ some ither way, my lass. Look ^ee ! — ye ha^ got dimonds as a princess hersell ^ud be proud to weer. Ye^ll niver part wi^ ^em, now ye ha' once pit ^em on, Avice ? ^ Mephistophiles, of whom I have subsequently heard much and often, was at his old work with women in the person of the pedlar of the Peak. Only here Mephistophiles thought the jewels enough 42 PUCK. without adding the temptation of passion^ and sub- stituted Self-love for Love : — the first is the more potent seducer of the two with the fair sex^ which enrolls a hundred Avices to one Gretchen. Dick o^ tha Wynnats knew well that^ having once put the things on_, the girl would never bear to let them go out of her sight again unpurchased. Avice stood with them clasped about her neck and armS;, ruffling her hair in her perplexity, and with the great tears beginning to brim over in her eyes because she saw no means whereby she could make herself mistress of these splendid gems. Suddenly she grew very pale ; the blood forsook her cheeks and lips ; a sudden thought — ^hope and fear both in one— seemed to leap into her eyes, and burn the tears in them dry. ^ Is it a matter o^ five shillin^ ? ^ she asked ; and her voice was hoarse, and lower than usual, as she spoke. Five shillings were in Reuben^ s cottage, as five thousand sovereigns are in the great world. ^ Five shillin',^ averred the pedlar, * and I would na sell ^em for that to ony else than ye, my dearie, — real dimonds as they be, and wored by a great lady.' ' Wait a bit,^ murmured Avice. ^ Now I think UNDER THE EOSE-THORN. 43 on it — m'appen I can do it. Just ^bide a bit^ -yivill And still witli her face very pale^ and a stead- fastj reckless, yet scared look upon it, slie went out of tlie door, tlie sunlight catching the ' dimonds, ' and playing on them, till the poor glass trumpery flashed and glowed, as though it really were some gem of Asia. Where she went I did not see, she had closed the door behind her. Old Dick tarried patiently, putting the contents of his pack in order again, and did not even look through the lattice. Dick, I suppose, was a worldly-wise man; and thought that so long as the money was forthcoming for his merchandise, he had nothing to do with whence it came. Pretty girls might not care that he should know. Presently Avice returned : her face was very flushed now, and she spoke with eager, tremulous excitement. ' I ha' gotten it, Dick,' she cried. ' Here it be. It's a swarm of siller, sure, to pay all at oust, — but the jew'ls are worth it. Here ! — one, two, three, four, flve. All good money. All good ! ' The peculiar haste and excitement of her manner 44 PUCK. struck the slirewd old man, for he wrung and bit every coin in succession with care, as though sus- pecting bad money amongst them from the very volubility of her asseverations. They were all good, however ; and he put them by in a leather pouch, chuckling contentedly as he did so. ^ I knew ^ee got the money somewhere/ he cried. ^ But ye wimmen allays want so much pressin' and coaxin^ to make ^ee do what ye're dyin' to do ! Sure, and ye have the bravest dimonds i^ country-side, Avice. Nell at the Dell Farm will be main and mad when I tells her. She\s alius rare and jealous o^ ye, wench. M^appen ye've got a coin or two more lay by, that ye could gie us for this lot of blue ribbin V * No ! I ha^nH got a penny ! ' said Avice, fiercely ; covering her eyes with her hands to shut out the sight of the coveted ribbon. Already her diamonds scarcely contented her. ''Well, well, don't ^ee fret. Ye got enow on yer neck to make ^em all crazed like wi' jealousy,^ said the benevolent Dick, in consolation. ^ And look ^ee, I'll put in this lot of pictur papers, all for good will, — they^ll wile ye a bit when ye^re dull. They're all about lords and ladies ; uncommon UNDEE THE EOSE-THOEN. 45 pretty readin^ ; and a power o' murders in ^em, too. Them quality seems alius a cuttin' each other-'s throats^ if one may believe them there pennies/ With which he deposited two or three of the penny numbers of fiction on the little table^ and regarded himself, it was evident,, as a person of princely liberality. ^ I hate readin^^ said Avice^ ungraciously^ look- ing^ nevertheless^ at the illustrations. ' I dew spell these here out sometimes^ ^cause I like to see how folk live in great houses. How fine it must be to hev gentry a killin^ theirselves for ye^ and a wearin^ o' masks to trap ye, and a carryin' ye off to palaces i^ the dead o^ the night. Do ^ee say as alFs true what they tells ? ' ' AlVs gospel truth i^ tha pennies/ said Dick, promptly, forgetting his previous scepticism. ' It^s all dukes what writes in them, and they must know what they does theirselves.'' ^And does they wear masks, and swords, and drive in gowden chariots, and carry off live prin- cesses?^ asked Avice, eagerly; the dullness of her imagination stirred. Dick scratched his head, thoughtfully. ' Well — I seed a duke in these parts onst, long 46 PUCK. ago/ lie said^ meditatively, '^and lie was a little, old, rum-lookin^ chap, I thouglit, wi"* gray hair and yaller gaiters. And lie rid a fat black cob, — and lie said thank ^ee when I oped tha gate for ■'un. And I could na see as he was anythink different to Tim Eadly, the stockin^ -higgler, as was amazin^ like him. But them pennies is gospel-true, lass : niver ye go to doubt it. And now Pll bid ^ee good day, my wench ; for I must get over Moor- side afore the strike o^ twelve.^ And throwing his pack over his shoulder, and taking his staff, the old man left us, and went out by the rear of the house, and began to climb the steep wooded hill that rose between the cottage and the moorlands that lay beyond. Avice scarcely noticed his departure. She was absorbed in thinking of the dukes, and in gazing at her jewels, with her elbow resting on the table, and her eyes fixed on the glass. Suddenly, how- ever, she darted out and called to the pedlar, as he slowly crept up the lower slope of the hill. I could hear his voice reply from above, — ' What is^t, lass ? Ha' ye found siller enow for the blue ribbin ! ^ ' No ! ^ she cried to him. ^ Ony — ony — I forgot UNDER THE EOSE-THORX. 47 to tell ^ee ; if ye see Ben any time donH 'ee say notliin' to him o' the dimonds. Mind that ! ^ '' 0^ course not/ he sung out in answer. ' "When- iver does I say anythin^ ? ^ ' Thank ^ee/ she called back. ' Ye knaw^ — he dusna like my laying out o' money on rattletraps and bits o' brass^ as he calls ^em.^ ' Ben^s a fule/ retorted the old man^ from above^ amongst the firs. CHAPTER III. UNDEE THE APPLE- TEEE. HE came into the house again ; and ran to her mirror at once : she was feverish and little at ease_, it seemed,, but her ^ dimonds ^ still afforded her rapturous delight. The gold was so yellow, and the stones were so big ! She seemed never to tire of clasping them on and offj and changing their resting-place, and pic- turing to herself, doubtless, the admiration she would draw on her at the wakes, and the bitterness of soul which she would cause to Nell o^ the Moor Farm. Hour after hour she spent, gazing at these things, and at herself in them, and thinking, idly and purposelessly, yet with a curious mixture of UNDER THE APPLE-TREE. 49 anxiety and savagery, to judge by the shadows that flitted one after another across her face ; the shadows of desire and of dissatisfaction. '^If I could ony be where them things be woreM all day, and dukes be a swearin' o^ love till they kills theirselves ! ^ she muttered, half aloud, over her precious gems. She had led the simplest and most innocent life possible ; she had been no more touched by whispers of evil than the little blue cuckoo's-eye flowering without ; she had been brought up with the birds and the beasts, the noble moors and the radiant waters, and had had no more to acquaint her with the guilt of the world than the young lambs at play in the dales. But yet these longings were in her ; these senses were inborn and importunate. Vision she had not ; imagination she had not ; ambition she knew nought of, and intelligence was dead in her : but these she had, — vanity, and greed, and sensuality. The true tempters of thousands of women. After a while she took her treasures up the stairs, to hide them away, no doubt, in some box in her bed-chamber, and there she remained till the day had almost waned, when she came down 50 PUCK. again and put on the potatoes to boil. She threw them into the pot with their skins scarcely washed ; and sat down to peruse one of the ^ pennies;^ reading it slowly and painfully, spelling each word out, and tracing it with her forefinger. She started a little as Trust entered with the setting of the sun; and after him his master. Un- gracious at all times to her brother, her manner changed this evening ; she welcomed him with more cordial warmth than usual, chattered with a flow of words very rare with her, and busied herself in getting his supper with much more willingness than she had shown on any night previous. Ben, himself, looked very pleased with the alteration in her ; and responded to it with a caressing tenderness that was infinitely gentle and touching. * rd a run o' luck to-day, my pretty,* he said, sitting over his potatoes and oatmeal. ' There was a lady as had lost her track i^ the big pine wood, and I pit her right, and she gied me a shillin' for H. And soon arter, whiles I was a workin', there kem a man — a trampin', you know, as those paintin' chaps and tha fellows as break up the stones wi* a little hammer, allays do. They ses UNDER THE APPLE-TREE. 51 tliey ^s gennlemen ; but I niver believe as gennle- men born ^ud go about wi' nasty oil pots, or bags of bits o' gritstone. However, that^s neither here nor there. This ^un_, he spoke uncommon kind ; and I picked him out a atom of cawke, and a mossel or two of Blue-John, as seemed to please him, and he gi^ed me a shillin^ tew. So I was rare i^ luck tha marn. And Trust, tew ; for he got a lot of san'widges out o^ this here gennleman^s pack. How^s ta pup ? He look rare an' brave. Eh, my little 'un, ye'll pull through safe enow, won't 'ee? 'Tis a pretty crittur, sure.' This was the first praise that I ever heard of my beauty, which has all my life been remarkable : it has been lauded by many lips, but by none more honest and kindly than poor Ben's. Avice received his news with unwonted sym- pathy, and seemed to desire to atone for the general badness of her careless cookery, by an assiduity that should leave him nothing to desire in his present meal and induce him to linger over it longer than usual. In this, however, she failed ; he cared little what he ate, and he had a design he was eager to execute. The supper, and the thanksgiving for it, ended, he rose and took his gardening tools. 52 PUCK. ^ Ye wunna go and garden tlia nighty Ben ? ^ asked Avice, rapidly. ' Do ^ee look ! — tha sun^s down/ ^ There's a lot o' liglit_, lass ! ' lie laughed in answer. ' I alius garden arter His down, or afore ■'tis riz. Ye knows that well enow/ ^ But it^s so cold, Ben, and so damp/ she urged, with a curious feverishness. ' Ye'll get the rewmatiz, sure as ye live, if ye garden this time o' night/ He laughed aloud at this. ' Why, Avice ! D'ee think Ts an old 'un of sixty year ? D'ee iver know me ailin' of aught ? Stay 'ee in if ye feel the damp ; but the weather's no been bred yet as can daunt or damage o' me.* And he went. Trust whispered over my box : ' He is going to bury that two shillings with the rest, under the apple-tree. She does not dream he has saved money there, you know.' I said nothing. ' And it's all for her,' added Trust. ' All for that ugly red gown that she cried for last Candlemas.' Avice stayed by the hearth, with her hands clasped, and her head bent, and the ruddy light of the cobble fire playing on her bowed head. UNDER THE APPLE-TREE. 53 A brief space later_, there came on the night air a great crj_, — followed by a sudden silence. Trust rushed headlong out; Avice remained un- movable. A little later her brother appeared on the threshold; his face was very pale, and he looked dazed and appalled. ' Avice, there^s bin a thief here ! ^ he said, tremu- lously, though his grave voice was very low. ^ A thief ! ' she echoed, without lifting her head. ' What ! Hev the fowls bin stole ? ' ' No. They's in their coops,^ he answered, with the tremor still in his voice. '' But there^s bin somebody a robbin^ me, for all that ; a robbin^ you, my little lass, a robbin^ you ! ' 'Me!^ * Ah ! my dearee, ye didna know,^ said Ben softly and sadly. ^ I was wrong, maybe, not to tell ^ee ; ye^d ha^ been more heedful o^ tramps about. But ye see, lassie, ye was so wishful for that gownd, and I thoclit as how Pd surprise ye. And, d^ ye see, I says to myself, says I, I'll pit every stiver I can git in a hole under tha old apple-tree, and store it up till Barnaby Bright, and thin tak her o^er to Ashbourne, andgieher the thing she's a longin' for. 54 PUCK. That was wot I thoct^ ye see — and now it^s every shillin^ gone ! The moss liev bin pulled up, and the holers clean empty. As empty can be. If Pd ony telled ye, my pretty ! — and now ye'llhave to wait for yer gownd ! ^ Avice stood, still unmoved ; waving to and fro in the glow of the fire ; then at length she spoke, — very huskily. ' Lord, how good o^ ye, Ben ! Who can it be as ha' took it ?— ' He ruffled his fair hair in sorrowful perplexity. ^ Some tramps a coorse, my dear. Didna' ye hear any steps about ? ' *■ Niver a one. But 'tis true I went up moorside — just to look as whether the gorse 's in bloom, — it might ha' bin done whiles I was there ? ' *" I dessay, I dessay ! But who could tell as I'd money there ? ' ' They might ha' seed ye, o'er tha fence.' ' Dick o' tha Wynnats han't been by, hev he ? I'm allays mistrustful of th' old man.' ^ I haint seed Dick, come Wednesday was a month. It must ha' bin a tramp.' 'Tramps don't kim much o' these parts,' said Ben with a sigh. ' It must sure hev bin one, though : UNDER THE APPLE-TREE. 55 they miglit look ower the fence as ye say. Pm ony sorry for ye^ my lassie : it ^ud ha^ bin such a joy t^ ye to ha' had that gownd ! ' Avice went up to him^ and threw her white arms round his neck, and kissed him. *" Niver mind, Ben ! 1^11 think as how ye hev gi^en it to me. That ^ull do jist as well/ He returned her caresses fondly, stroking her hair with a tender pitying touch. ' Theer^s a brave wench ! ^Tis rare and good o' ye to bear ^t so well, Avice. It dew cut a bit ; ^cause, ye see, I was so set up like wi^ content, a bringin^ them tew shillin^ home jist now ; and theyM ha^ made siven, and ther^l ha^ bin but twice that agin to git afore ta simmer-time for ye to ha' tha gownd. And now 't 's all to begin o'er agin ; and I canna surprise ye thin, 'cause I've telled ye o' it now ' His voice fell suddenly ; it was a blow to him to have been robbed of this innocent kindly pleasure : and five shillings are not made every day of a quarry-man's life. Avice kissed him yet again. ^Xiver ye mind,' she murmured with a certain emotion, trembling even in her hard changeless 66 PUCK. voice. ^ M^appen the lims will tak to layin' sune ; His springtide ; and if they dew we^ll pit the money by to make up this^n/ ' That's a good lass/ he said tenderly. ^ But it wunna be the same to me. The hins' money is allays yourn my dear ; but wot I thot on was to gie ye somethin' that ye suld niver dream was a' comin' ! However — I'll try and make the pund up, wi'out takin' from yer poultry-purse. Come out and look at tha apple-tree ; ye'll see as how it must have been thieved this day_, for theer's all the moss pulled-up like, and the marks is as clear as spade could mak 'em. No dew's fell since 'twas done. Well — we'll leave them as did it wi' God : sure they wunna be th' happier for 't.' Ben lived between wood and moor, far from the cities of men ; and he still held the golden belief that stolen bread must be bitter in the unrighteous mouth. ^ Come and look, my dearie,' he urged again, and Avice went. CHAPTER TV. TRUST S TALE. HAT niglit_, when all was still,, I told wliat I had heard to Trust. He orpowled so lonof and so loud that he CD O awoke Reuben^ who threw open the lattice^ and called out aloud on the night- silence, that he had a fowling-piece ready loaded for thieves. *" There^s no thief save the one as he wears in his heart/ muttered Trust. ' Ah ! it^s in times like this that dogs wish they had human tongues ! ' ^Why have we not ? ^ I asked him — I was a young, wee thing, and I did not know. ''Have you not heard ?■' said Trust. ^ To be sure, you are still in the cradle. But it is a thing 6S PUCK. you ought to hear. So listen : I will tell you a story. * In the early youth of the world, in the time when men were not weary with the endless roll of the ages, as they are weary now, there reigned in the east a king. All people dwelt then in the east ; the west that is now so great, was only a vast dark wilderness, where the lands were all locked in ice, and there only lived the strange and nameless things that we find to-day entombed in the stones and the mines. The east had all the sunlight, and all the glory, and all the races of men. Do I speak too deep for your baby-age ? I tell this thing as my fathers told it. ^ Well — this king was victorious ; and young ; and of beauty and stature exceeding. He had great content in his life ; and his dominion was the fairest of any that lay under the orient suns. He had many ministers, and friends, and lovers ; but the one of them all that he loved and trusted the best was his dog, — the great Ilderim. In those days, dogs were the comrades and the counsellors of men ; men knew then how much wiser than they were the dogs ; and sought to take profit of their wisdom; and throughout the breadth of the land trust's tale. 59 all dogs were held, in higli honour. They were guardians of gold, and took no bribes ; they were warriors,, and asked no star or spoil; they were public servants, and made no private purse; they were counsellors of kings, and trafficked in no nation^s liberties : — they were strangely unlike men in all things. 'Now, Ilderim was the noblest of his race ; black, lion- shaped, fleet as the deer, strong as the bear, keen as the eagle, faithful as, — ah ! What other thing is ever as faithful as a dog ? And he was ever by the side of the king as trustiest counsellor and truest friend. The king loved Ilderim and Ilderim loved the king. Their hours were all spent together ; together they chased the tiger and elephant, together they warred with the savage chiefs who ravaged the neighbouring countries, together they roamed in the balmy rose gardens and slept under the pleasant palm groves. ' The services that Ilderim had done to the monarch were as countless as the dates on the trees; and when the heralds shouted forth the great deeds of the great people of the nation, first of all they proclaimed the acts and the prowess of Ilderim. And seven times he had saved the life of the king : 60 PUCK. once from water, once from steel,, once from a leopard, once from a poisoner, once from an earth- quake, once from an armed foe at midnight. For all these things the king felt that no gifts the dog could ask would be too great to bestow ; but Ilderim never asked aught. He wore a collar of gold, indeed, because the ornament pleasured the king ; but he made no account of the bauble, and if ever he preferred a request for anything it was never for himself, but only for some poor and starving mongrel, whom he had met in the streets. All his own race worshipped Ilderim ; and the smallest and meanest dog amongst them had only to tell his woes, and his wrongs, to the palace favourite to have them aided and redressed at once. ^ So Ilderim lived with the king a score years and more ; and saved him from evil many a time. Now at the end of that period the king took a new wife to his harem ; and made her queen, and adored her accordingly. She was young, and of exquisite beauty, and she made a slave and a fool of her lord. With her words she caressed Ilderim ; but he knew well that she bore him no love ; and once when she set food before him he smelt poison, and did not eat thereof. But he knew that the king loved her, trust's tale. 61 and therefore he said nought of this wickedness ; for Ilderim was wise, and knew well that a man freshly in love is more blind than the bats at noon- day. '^In time it came to pass^ and this also full soon, that palace and people all saw that the queen was a wanton, and faithless. Her paramour was a slave at her court. And all the nation knew their king's dishonour; only he himself was still blind. The people murmured, and mocked him, and all the honour in which they held him ceased ; and his very throne was in jeopardy because he was fooled by a traitorous wife. And still his eyes did not open ; still he swore by the pure faith of his queen. ^ None dared to tell him of his own disgrace ; for all said, whoever tells it will die. Then Ilderim spake and said, ^' Tho' I die, yet will I tell him ; for his shame will turn his people against him, and they will arise and slay him, not choosing to have a fool for their ruler.'' " He will kill even you/' they urged to him. ''^Hold your peace, and let the end come." Hderim made answer, '' Whoso holds his peace when it is for his friend's welfare that he speaks, is a coward. He shall no more be the toy of a wanton." 62 PUCK. ^Then lie went straightway to tlie presence- cliamber; and he spoke in the speech of men; and he told his lord of that frail wife's dishonour, and said, '' Arise ! cast her off and be strong as thou ever hast been." But the king, mad with rage, would not hearken ; he leapt down from his ivory throne, and drew his dagger out from his girdle, and thrust it into the heart of Ilderim. ^' So serve I the foes of my angel ! " he cried; and Ilderim fell at his feet. '' I forgive," he said simply, — and died. ^ Then when the king saw that indeed he had slaughtered the noblest friend that he had upon earth, he was as one distraught, and rent his robes, and bewailed bitterly all the day through, and called unceasingly on Ilderim^ s name. But Ilderim lay dead in the audience -chamber ; and heard no more the voice of his grief. ^ And that night the king himself was slain by his queen's paramour. ^ So from that hour all Ilderim' s race declared that never more would they utter the human speech of men; since he had perished thus, through man's blindness and woman's sin. The oath was sworn by generation after generation, and graduallj trust's tale. 63 the knowledge of tliis tongue that never passed their lips^ died out^ and has never been learned again. "We still know the meaning of men when they speak J but we never speak their phrases in answer : since death by the hand of a fool and an ingrate was the only recompense that fealty and truth brought to the great Ilderim ; — or have brought to his race to this day. For men are still what they were in the days of that king; — and dogs still are the same^ only now we are silent.' CHAPTER Y. AMBEOSE OF THE FORGE. HE spring soon deepened into tliat lovely flush of the early year which is beyond all other seasons in sweetness and in hope. By the time they allowed me to leave my bed and patter about in the sunshine^ and wet my little white feathered feet in the burn, it was quite mid- spring; and infinitely beautiful in those north- country woods. A delicious living sunshine streamed all day through the wide doorway. The rose-thorn on the walls and roof was moved all day by the wings and the songs of the nesting birds that made their homes in it. Primroses bloomed in great tufts AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 60 under every mossgrown trunk^ and were followed later on by ths wild blue liyacintlis and the lilies of tlie valley. The tender green fronds of the ferns uncurled to new life^ and the waters_, freshly snow- fed, brimmed over in every rivulet^s channel, and bubbled under every knot of dock leaves. Now and then, when I have been nestled on a satin robe at an opera supper, surfeited Tvath maca- roons, almond wafers, and truffles, I have re- membered that pleasant spring-time when I was so well contented, playing with a fir-cone, rolling over the kitten, leaving my coat on a wild briery bough, and dappling my feet in the shallow freshets : — and I have felt that I have never been so happy as in that deep old pinewood in the Peak. This was thoroughly irrational in me, of course. The happiness of our very early years is quite uncon- scious ; and derives its peace from that very uncon- sciousness. If a child, or a puppy, knew he were happy, he would be analytical ; and with the first moment of self-analysis the first shadow of discom- fort would fall. When I had reached the years at which I ate my truffles and macaroons, the pinewood would not have contented me. VOL. I. 5 66 PUCK. When you wonder wliy you have not tlie enjoy- ment of childhood^ your wonder is very idle ; and the answer is simple ; — you have not the sublime supreme selfishness of childhood, which just enjoys, and takes no sort of heed of any woes whatever that go on around it. Childhood is an intense egotist, but an egotist whom every one conspires to gratify and caress, so that it need not take heed for itself. If the world showed the same complacent indulgence to the egotism of maturity, the mature egotist would enjoy himself as much as the new-born one. I, being in the season of that serene infantine indifference to any and every sorrow near me, enjoyed myself in that little woodland cottage ; happy, and taking no thought. I grew extremely fond of Trust and of Reuben Dare : Avice, and I, and the cat, never liked one an- other. Ben always fed me before taking food himself; kept me warm with moss and wool; lighted the peat on purpose forme if I shivered; and was indeed incessantly troubled for my wants, and good to me. Avice only pulled my curls, or set the cat on me, or threw things at me for teasing her. On the whole that brilliant and acute social AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 67 pMlosoplierj Whyte Melville (wliom I am proud to call my friend, for lie has a soul that appreciates us) ; is very correct in his judgment when he avers that men have much more genuine kind- ness in them than women. There is a well-spring of kindliness in the hearts of many men, to which that of women is as a little shallow rivulet, noisy in- deed, but of no depth or duration. ' ! why did you beat him, Fred ! ^ cried a Peeress I knew once, to her lord, referring to a street-boy who had tried to steal his purse. ^ Poor little thing ! so worn, so wretched ! And I dare say no mother at home. You cannot think how my heart bleeds for him ! ' ' Gammon ! ' retorted his lordship. ^ I gave him a thrashing because he deserved it.'' The wife with tears in her pretty eyes got out of her carriage at a great shop for French bonbons, and over the sweetmeats forgot her street arab ; — then and thenceforward. My lord, — a crack shot at the pigeons, and a gay man of the world, — drove down to a club where he generally went for high gaming ; wrote a note there, that set his people to trace the child home ; paid twenty pounds a-year for him for seven years at a 68 PUCK. scliool, wliere they taught beggar boys trades ; and was thanked a dozen seasons later for a kindness he had utterly forgotten, by a steady and rising young shipwright^ in whom he recognized with infinite difficulty the little wretched thief he had succoured. There is an illustration of men and women as I have found them. Women^s tears flow freely it is true ; but they can so easily be diverted from their course by bon- bons. Men always say *" gammon ^ to sentiment ; but while they say it^ they feel in their pockets, and ponder what^s the best thing to do. ' What sail we call ta pup, lassie ? ' Ben asked one day, when I had grown to a tolerable size — that is to say, about as big as a moderate rat, — and when the sweet sunshine of young April was beam- ino- through the woods, and the ground was lovely with the ' rathe primrose,^ and the air radiant with the yellow butterflies, that seemed as though they were the primroses themselves which had taken wing upon the balmy winds. ' Cairt ? What's matter to cairt aught ? ' said Avice sullenly. ^ A beast's a beast. Baptizin' of ■'em is sich gammon ' AMBKOSE OF THE FORGE. 69 ' Xay^ nay/ said Ben softly. ' ^Tis alius well to know a crittur^ as ^ee do love, by some name of liis^n as sounds liomelike and clieery on tlia ear. I mind whin I was a lad, a keepin^ o^ Melcliisedec Stone''s cows, tkere was three on ^em, and the dun she was Bell, and the red ^un she was Cowslip, and the black she was Meadow- Sweets. Well — thim cows they knew their names like three childerj and they^d come for ^em right across the lees ; and one day whin I was na wi"" ^em, but had been give holyday an' gone a bilberry huntin' up o' tha Tor side, I clomb, an' clomb, an' clomb, till I was that high I got dazed like, and lost my feetin' upo' tha rocks, and came a' hustlin' down and snapped my ankle, so I ne'er could move. Ye'll no mind o' tha time ; ye was but a babe just bared. ' It were very lonesome there, and it seemed to me as it were hours that I had laid theer hitched like among tha bracken, with a great white gleamin' limestone a' above, and the water a purlin and a moanin iver so far down below. I thought as how night 'ud come, and nobody'd not niver know as wheer I was ; and I couldna stir for the perishin' anguish in my feet, and it were na good to holloa out, for theer were naught i' sight save tha crows 70 PUCK. an^ daws a skirlin^ agen tlia Tor side. An^ sure my heart it were fit to break, for I were but a lad_, and mither and a^ lookit to me for bread, and I thought as how Pd niver see home no more. ^ Weel — after awhiles whin the sun were gettin' very low, an^ tha mists was a' creepin^ up, I spied a cow beneath, a grazin^ on a slip o' turf just atween a rift i^ tha Tor. She were a goodish long way below, but I knew her ; she were Cowslip. I dunno why, but that sight o"* that crittur pit soul i^ me ; and I shouted all I could — Cowslip, Cowslip, Cow- slip ! It seemed as if tha poor beastie could ne^er ha^ knowed me sae long, and leave me a^ alone theer to dee. And she didna. ^ Cowslip, when she beared her name, she left oflf grazin' and listened ; I called agen and agen ; what did she dew ? — she just kem a toilin up, an^ up, an^ up ; — they is rare climbers our hill cattle, — she slipt, and stumbled, and fell about sore ; but up an' up she kem, and at last wi' a rare scramble and hurtin o' herself badly wi' brambles she reached me, and made sich a to-do o'er me, an' licked me with her rough warm tongue, an' was as pleased an' as pitiful as though I were her own bairn. Thin, — like a Christian, — she set up a voice an' mourned; AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 71 mourned sae long and sae loud that they heered lier down i^ the vale below. ' To hear a cow mournin^ like that, they knew as she were in trouble. Me they^d na ha^ lookit for mebbe_, even an' they^d heered me; but Cowslip were worth a deal. So they kem a searchin^ an^ a seekin ^ ; an^ they could see her white and red body though they could na see me ; and sae they lit on me, and carried me down, an^ ^twere Cowslip as saved my life. An^ iver after that I hev said His alius well to name tha critturs anMove^em.'' Avice said nothing ; she was plucking a dead chicken for the market_, and tore the plumage off, lazily yet savagely, with a curiously characteristic turn of the hand. ' What^l I call him ? ^ pursued Ben, watching me where I played with the kitten. ^ For sure he's just like them pucks an' pixies as they dew say still live i' tha green wood, and as I were that longin' ta see whin I were a boy, as I took ivery white rabbit an' ivery flushed widgeon for 'em. I'll call him arter 'em I think ; theer's no fear as they'll be franzy,* think 'ee ? ' ' It doan't matter an' they be,' muttered Avice, * Angry, irritated. / '^ PUCK. ^ Wlieer^s use i^ ^em ? They ne^er sliow na gowd, na no treasure,, as they dew say as a^ fairies should; IVe seed the rings where they dances^ myseF^ but they^re a bad lot^ as lives for theerselves an' dunno dew the least leetle o' good.' Ben smiled a little dreamily. ^ I dun' know why theer sud na be fairies^ for sure theer's a many o' God's works as wonderful — ony look at a little green beetle ! Weel — an' the wee people'll na mind — we'll call ta pup Pixie or Puck.' ' Puck's the short 'un/ said Avice curtly, ' an' Puck he's alius i' mischief they say, just like that there vermin.' ''Puck, thin/ consented her brother. *^ But as for mischief, my lass, there canna be a more mischievous bairn than ye were i' a' the Peak. It's no a fault i' young things ; it's jist the new-born life as works i' 'em like sae much girdin' yeast ; and the more it dew work, the better ale we gits, they say, i' arter times, so it dunna dew to pit spike i' bunghole tew soon.' Which was one of Ben's metaj^horical flights which passed as high over Avice's head as the flight of northward sweeping swallows that flew by in the still April noon : and thus in the deep nest of AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 73 those old green pine woods I was named after tlie cheery and tricksy sprite who dwelt once by the hearths, as he dwells now in the hearts,, of the people of Shakespeare^ s England. As soon as he had named me he took me over^ one Saturday afternoon^ across the wood^ to a little cot- tage that stood near the quarry. It was a black- smithes forge to which the cart-horses used at all the little farms, round about upon the moorlands, used to be taken when they wanted shoeing. The work must have been of the scantiest ; for the farms were widely scattered and for the most part poor in cattle; but the big brawny smith looked strong enough to shoe all the wild horses of the prairies had they been brought to him. He was leaning over the half-door of his forge as Ben drew near; the ruddy glow of the fire behind him, and before all the budding green woodland depth in which his workshop was embowered. ' Gie ye godden, Ambrose/ said Ben, with that gentle archaism in greeting that lingers in the pages of your old dramatists, and the mouths of your north-country peasantry ; you never wish heaven^s benison to your friends on night or morning now, when you meet with them ; you only say ' how do 74 PUCK. you do ? ' how do you thrive — how do you prosper — how do you employ yourself ? * Oh terrible age of prose,, of hurry, of avarice, and of officious occupation, which colours with its spirit even your careless casual salutation ! * Ye're rare and welcome, Ben,^ said the Samson of the anvil, his broad face lighting up with a sunny wistful smile. ' Be pickaxe snappit, mebbe ? ^ ' Na,^ said Ben. ^ Wark^s na dune i' this^n here smithy that snap i' a score o^ year. I kem to ax if so be as ye^d the leelest mossel o^ mittal as ud^ mak a ring fo^ tha pup^s throssle ? I knaw ye^ll gie it an^ ye hev ? ^ ' Sure un I will,^ said the good-natured smith, whom I had seen once or twice down at our place. ' Kem in whils I looks for him ; and tak a thoct o^ brid and cheese. 1^11 be glad to hae a crack wi^ ye.' ^ I'll set a bit,' answered Ben, seating himself as he spoke on a seat in the porch through whose ivied lattice-work the setting sun was streaming, while a red and green woodpecker flashed by us in its light. ^ But I'll na hev victuals na drink, thank 'ee. I arena' hungered na dry.' * I think some one has said this before Puck :— or something to the same effect at least.— Ed. AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 75 When 1 reached in after years the world of after- noon teas,, of seltzers and sherries^ of flower fete ices^ of ladies^ luncheons, of coffee and chasses, of Siraudin^s bon-bons, and of Fortnum and Mason^s hampers, I remembered this reason of his as one of the most curious I had ever heard given ; — one entirely unrecognizable in the land of his betters. ' We^ll mak him a brave un/ pursued the black- smith, catching me by the throat for measurement, and setting to work at once on a little circlet of white metal which I in my innocence thought was silver. ^ Tha spring she be a comin^ on finely, aren^t she, Ben ? Tha kirrant -bushes theer be all set for fruit already, and tha old apple-trees be all on the bloom. Mebbe y^U take a lettuce, and a bit o^ cress like, ta Avice ? ^ ' Thank ^ee kindly,^ said Ben, not noticing that with the name there came a glow on his friend's face that was not from the smithy-fire behind him. ' Ye niver kem anigh us now — how be that ? ' ^Weel,"* said Ambrose, striking so hard at the little bit of metal that I thought he would shatter it, ^ I were wishful to spik to ■'ee o' that, Ben. Ye see — I'd come, and willin', ivery gloamin' an' that w^as all ; but it wunna dew — it wunna dew — I canna 76 PUCK. fritten my heart out for tha wench ; it ^ull mek a silly o^ me^ it will_, an^ so I stays awa^ like^ and m'ap- pen His all I ken dew/ Ben stared at hhn witli a stupid amazement^ a wondering emotion in his own gray, thoughtful eyes. ^ Lord^s sake ! ' he said slowly. '^I niver thoct o^ naethin^ o^ that sort, old chap ! Sure an' I couldna wish a better lot for tha little lass. Why sud it mek a fool o^ ye ? ' — ' Why it deiv/ muttered Ambrose, sturdily draw- ing his hand across his heated forehead and then hammering with redoubled force, ^ An that^s all about it, Ben. A man^s sure a fule i' sitch things as them. Look'ee — yestreen was a week tha wench she were up a Good Rest farm — ye'll mind ? — a junkettin^ a^ St Mark^s Eve. An I've iver been soft on her — tho' I warnH free wi' yew as to't — and I got a chance like, i' that big close o' theirs wheer tha sickles * grow sae thick; and said a word or tew. I hadna tha gift of the gab — them wenches they mak yew sae silly — an sae I jist axed her to wed wi' me, short like ; for I hae luved her, it seem ta me, iver sin she were a little un i' tha cradle — ' * Sycamores. The Derbyshire tongues have an Italian-like love for easy and soft abbreviations.— Ed. AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 77 He stopped^ and his strong hearty voice had a curious tremble in it^ as you will see in the big sinewy frame of a bullock when they lead him out to the slaughter. ''And what did tha lass say tew 'ee V asked Ben softly; the homely weather-beaten face of him grow- ing infinitely tender and mournful Avith sympathy, ^ She mocked o' me/ said Ambrose^ humbly. ' Well — m^appen she were right. A big^ hulking, black-visaged lout, like o' me, bean't unco fit ta tak tha fanciful thocht of a friskin' bit o' beauty like o' her.' ^ She made a mock o' yew ! ' cried Ben, his calm gentle face lighting up with wrath even against his best beloved. ' Na, na/ murmured the blacksmith hurriedly, unwilling, it seemed, to stir feud betwixt Ben and his one ewe-lamb even in the pain of his own passions. ^ Ony as wimmin will, o' a man that canna tak their fancies. She mint nought o^ malice i' that j she laughed, but tew a bit o' a lass like her it dew alius seem queer to see a big un like me afeard o' her — ' ' Yew ses as how she'd heer nought o't ? ' Ben's face was very darkened and troubled, and 78 PUCK. from where lie sat in tlie ivied porcli his eyes turned on to the face of his friend with a very pathetic, wistful questioning. The giant Ambrose shook his head : shaping and fashioning all the while my little piece of metal. 'Nought o^t/ he said simply, while his rough bronzed face grew a little white. ' DonH. ^ee go for ta plague her for't, Ben. A lass canna luve ye an^ she canna. Fd ha' done my best handiwork by her — ye' re aware s o' that, — but Pm tew old, and tew big, and tew gruesom, to pleasure a gay young sparrahawk jest loose-like on tha wind.' Ben sat silent awhile, ruffling his hair in sorrow- ful perplexity ; though he had been used to speak of the ' little lass ' being ' safe to wed,' it had always, I think, been a very dim and distant possi- bility to him, and Avice was still a child in his sight. ' I'm dumb-foundered/ he said slowly with a sigh. ' Clean dumb-foundered. I niver drimt as ye'd a' tlioct of tha wench — niver ! Lack-a-day ! It dew seem queer — 'twarn't a day agone as 'twere that she were a little, toddlin', bare-footed bairn, alius at pranks and play ! ' ' Na — that's trew,' assented Ambrose, who was AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 79 sometliing even older tlian liis friend. *" Danna be fashed wi^ lier Ben^ for this^n ; slie canna git tha better jist o^ wliiles o'' sJ her craze for fine claes an^ gossips and rompin^ and si ch like. But she is a bonny thing ; she^ll kem round sure enow — sure eno^y ! ' But though he spoke generously _, he spoke sadly ; and did not^ I fancy^ believe in his own prophecy over-much. ' It^s strange as she niver telled me/ murmured Ben ; *" an^ ye an' me sich neighbours tew ! ' ' M^appen she did na like ? ^ suggested the ten- der-hearted smith. ' I looked but a poor fule tew her^ ye know — ' ' A^Tieerfor?^ said Ben suddenly and almost stern- ly. ' "Wheerfor ? A honest maiden wouldna tell ye that : if she med a mock o^ ye — ^ The blacksmith rested his huge hammer on the iron. ^ She didna^ Ben/ he said gently^ telling doubtless one of those falsehoods which here and there are even nobler than truth. ' Don^t ^ee ofa for ta think it. But I v:ere a fule, sure now_, to ga dreamin^ that a rosy, buxom_, gay-hearted, lissom young lass like that ^ud iver care to settle quiet-like aside such a hearthstone as this^n, wi' nothin^ to 80 PUCK. tempt her o^ gowd_, o^ pleasurin^_, or o' fineries. Dunna ye think more o^t, Ben — I onj telled ye ^cause I thoct ye shonld know why I hanna kem o^ Moorside o' late/ 'Ye^ve a rare good heart o^ yourn, Ambrose/ said Ben, with all his own heart in his voice ; and he stretched out his hand to his old friend^s grasp. The other took it, and wrung it hard ; — and by common consent there was silence between them on this one subject then and thenceforward. The smith pursued his work and finished_, in what seemed to me an incredibly brief space, a little dainty shining ring of metal, light as a bent stalk of spear-grass, on whose circlet he had cut deftly with a little tool my newly-bestowed name of Puck. How could his great massive hands, used to deal such ponderous blows, shape such a trifling toy as this ? I cannot tell ; I only know that a man who has the strength of the lion very often has also the tender touch of the dove. I fancy, too, that though he was perhaps uncon- scious of it, the generosity moving in his heart made this herculean blacksmith of the Peak more heedful that he should pleasure his old friend now than he had ever been at any other time. AMBROSE OF THE FOKGE. 81 They said no more words on the theme of his rejected love ; only as Ben rose to go, with a brief hearty phrase of thanks for the toy in which the smith had so willingly humoured his fancy, Am- brose pressed on him the lettuce and cress. Such vegetables grew far better in the little garden of the forge, which was sunny and of good soil, than they did in ours, where the great rose-thorn took all nourishment. But Ben stayed his arm as he bent to cut them from the ground. ' Let be, Ambrose,^ he said firmly,' ye shanna gie o' yer substance to a lass as dunna knaw the wuth o^ yer heart.^ And he was resolute to refuse them; it had gone sore with him that the ' little lass ^ should have dealt a stroke of pain to an honest soul, and should have withheld a secret from himself. Ambrose went with him a little way into the wood, so far as he could without losing sight of his cottage and forge. ' Dunno ye fash her for^t/ were his last words as they parted company under a great oak. ' She's sae young and mirthfu', yer know; she dunna tell tV harm that she dew.' VOL. I. 6 82 PUCK. And then lie turned away and strode with long strides to his lonely smithy^ where the red light was streaming through its mass of twilit green, as an owPs eyes glow, at even, through an ivy bush. It was passing strange, I thought, that these two grave strong men should be so gentle over a crea- ture who never cared how she wounded, mocked, flouted, or harmed either of them, to please her sport or charm her vanity ! When we reached home, the sun had set ; Avice was nowhere to be seen ; the house door stood open, and all was silent about the little place. All day long the fowls kept it alive with sound and movement ; for of all mercurial and- fussy things there is nothing on the face of the earth to equal cocks and hens. They have such an utterly exagger- ated sense too of their own importance ; they make such a clacking and clucking over every egg, such a scratching and trumpeting over every morsel of treasure- trove, and such a striding and stamping over every bit of well-worn ground. On the whole, I think poultry have more humanity in them than any other race, footed or feathered ; and cocks cer- tainly must have been the first creatures that ever hit on the great art of advertising. Myself I always AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 83 fancy that tlie souls of tliis feathered tribe pass into the bodies of journalists ; — but this may be a mere baseless association of kindred ideas in my mind. The cottage was deserted and silent ; the fowls being at roost. Ben^ a little alarmed, strode a few yards up the hill behind his house and shouted his sister's name lustily. Ere long her voice came faintly down from amongst the bracken and firs above. ' Fm a-comin' ! I'm a-comin' ! ' And in ten minutes or so she did come, rushing hurriedly down the tangled slope ; her eyes were very excited, and her face was very flushed, and her dress was in a careless disarray. ' Dinna ye hurry, lass,' cried Ben, kindly. ^ Why, lawk-a-day ! — how mauled and muddled ye look. A^^iat's a matter ? ' *■ Naethin' ! ' said Avice, petti. shly, as she reached the bottom in safety, and twisted her disordered dress into some neater shape. '' But that beastly bracken, it dew tear ye so ; an' tha blackberry bushes is all prickles.' ^ Why was 'ee awa' ? ' asked Ben, wonderingly ' It's ta late ta leave tha place by itselL' ' I was ony a gos.sipen a bit, wi' Xell o' Moor ' 'Tain't so livelv a 84 PUCK. life, is tliis^n, that 'ee may na liae a bit o' a crack wi' a neighbour in tha haverin/ ' Na, ^tis a goodish bit dull, I know/ said Ben with a sigh, content with her explanation, though I knew by the growl which Trust gave, that he at least did not believe in the truth of it ; and that he smelt some male ^ gossiper ' afar on the evening air. ' But, my lass, I want a word wi^ ye — why didna ye tell me as Ambrose o^ tha Forge were wishful to wed wi^ ye ? ^ Avice coloured, perhaps at the simple directness of the question. ^Wheer was odds o' tellin^ ye?^ she muttered. ^ If 'ee wanna a gaby, he'd ha^ kepit his counsel him- sell— ' ' But look^ee here, lassie,^ said Ben very gravely. *■ Ye might be right or na niver ta till me : I wunna say which ; wimmin be alius queer ta tackle i' such matters. But theer^s one thing ye're no right in — an^ that be i' yer makin' game o^ him. Ye're pierced him i' tha quick wi' yer feckless sayins. Ye mayna hae mint harm, my dear ; Fm na wishfu^ to lay blame ta ye ; but ye may be sure o' this, Avice, that tha wench as do mak sport o^ a honest man 'ull surely live ta be the sport o' rogues.' AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 85 A liot, dusky anger beamed over Avice^s bent face as slie heard. ' D^ye think/ she muttered in sullen wrath, ' d'ye think as how cause Ambrose dunna please me, theer wunna be a braver man than him whin I want ta chuse ftV em ? ' ' I dun^ know that/ said Ben very gravely. ' Ye^re a poor wench, my bairn, wi^ a^ yer bonny looks; an^ ye canna tak yer spouse a store o' grand- dam^s siller, and a press -fu^ o^ home-spun linen, as Nell o^ Moor Farm ■'ull do ; an' yeVe a^ the wimmin^s bad word a'ready, my dearie, cause ye're sae well-favoured, an' sae saucy, an' sae slow at your chores an' yer distaff — ' Avice burst into aloud passion of sobs and tears as her manner was when argument told against her. ' Sae ye'd ha' me wed wi' tha fust lout as ax me, jist ta be rid o' my keep, andta still tha old mithers' blisterin^ tongues,' she cried furiously. ' Weel ! I wunna thin. I'll na ga bury mysell i' that wretched hole o' a smithy for ye na a' tha min o' Peak-side ! I wunna ! I would na gie one straw ta wed, gif tha brid- groom, could na set a gowd ring o' my finger, an' a silken gownd o' my back, an' tak me to 86 PUCK. Lunnun for my moonin^ and spend his siller right and left like a man ! Ambrose ! — he'll niver stir out o' this here beast o' a wood a^ his days ; I^m as weel wi^ ye as wi^ him.' Ben stood with his head a little drooped upon his breast; pale under his sunny warm bronze, and hurt exceedingly by the bitter ingratitude of the raging, selfish, unfeeling words. Yet they did not break down the gentle patience of his temper, she was ' the mither's bairn,' and so sacred to him. 'Ye're verra wrong; and ye know't, my lass,' he said slowly and very gravely; ^ye know weel that tha day as 'ud tak 'ee ta anither home 'ud be tha sairest day i' a' my reckonin'; and ye know, tew, that whin I wish ye to be wife t' Ambrose, 'tis 'cause he's good, core through, an' 'ud hev care o' ye a' yer days if tha stones fa' upo' me, as they may surely dew ony hour o' my work i' tha quarry. Ye're fractious and fancifu', and ye quarrel, as childer will, wi' a' tha best friends ye hae gotten. Weel — ye wunna see yer fault now ! Ye're a woman. But ony tak heed, Avice, that the day dew niver dawn whin, wi' yer beauty, an' yer fancies, and yer fearfu' craze for riches, ye dunna wish an' wish, in vain, lassie, that ye'd stayed safe i' my heart an' i' Ambrose's ! ' AMBROSE OF THE FORGE. 87 And then_, as tliougli lie dared not trust liimself to say more lest his voice should break down into a woman\s weakness, Ben j^assed slowly witkin^ across his tlireskold_, witli tke saddest shadow on his honest face that I had ever seen there. Their evening meal was eaten in total silence that night ; but there was a deeper and a sweeter tone than ever in the murmured words of thanks- giving and prayer with which he commended his little household to the care of God. -^*%t^*> CHAPTER VI. THE SABBATH-BREAKER. jEN was infinitely kind to me. When I got a little older, as the primroses were sup- planted by the hyacinths, he used to take me with him to the quarry, Trust carrying me in his mouth if I tired. I think they both knew that, when they were absent, Avice and the cat were too much for me. I grew to feel a great deal of respect and affec- tion for Ben in those days by the quarry. To look at him he was like any other labouring man, strong, rough, with his back a little bent, and his hands all over muscle from the daily use of the weighty pick- axe. He was very quiet too, and some of his fellows THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 89 called him stupid. But he was not that, he had a quaint gentle wisdom of his own, though he was utterly unlettered, and so simple in trustfulness that a child could easily deceive him. Trust was right, as, looking back on that time, I know now, in thinking that Ben had some touch in him of the poet. Not of the poet^s utterance surely ; I do not think he could have strung a line of words together to save his existence ; but of the poet's temperament, of the poet's feeling. He would spend long moments gazing into a little tuft of wood anemones or of bluebells, with just the same look that your Burns must have had when he gazed at the ' wee crimson-tippit flower.' If a bird were wounded by some scattered stone that flew from under his hammer, he took it up and tended it with the same thought in his face that your Coleridge must have felt when he wrote. His fellow-workmen always complained that Ben in his leisure went mooning about ; but his mooning afforded him more pleasure than their ale and pitch- and-toss lent to them. He would go wandering about in the wood or on the moorland whenever he had any spare time, with no knowledge whatsoever, but with a curious comprehension and sympathy in 90 PUCK. him for all living things that were ; from the tiniest spray of the moss under his feet_, to the large-eyed oxen that came to rub against his shoulders in homely caress. Sunday was a well-beloved day with Ben; there was no church within four miles and he did not care to go to it. Now and then its pastor found his way to the cottage^ and rated Ben as a heathen. ^ M'appen I be, sir/ Ben would say sorrowfully, not sure in his mind whether he were wicked or not. ' I canna go to the church/ he said once when much goaded on the subject. ^ Look'ee, — they's alius a readin' o^ cusses, and damnin, and hell fire, and the like ; and I canna stomach it. What for shall they go and say as all the poor old wimmin i' tha parish is gone to the deil 'cause they picks up a stick or tew i' hedge, or likes to mumble a charm or tew o'er their churnin' ? Them old wimmen be rare an' good i' ither things. When I broke my ankle three year agone, old Dame Stuckley kem o'er, i' tha hail and the snaw, a matter of five mile and more, and she turned o' eighty ; and she nursed me, and tidied the place, and did all as was wanted to be done 'cause Avice was away, waking some- wheres ; and she'd never let me gie her aught for TFIE SABBATH-BREAKER. 91 it. And I lieard ta Passon tell her as she were sold to hell, ^cause the old soul have a bit of belief like in witch-stoneSj and alius sets one aside het' spin- nen^ jenny so that the thrid shanna knot nor break. Ta Passon he said as how God cud mak tha thrid run smooth, or knot it, just as he chose, and Hwas wicked to think she could cross His will ; and tha old dame, she said, '^ Weel, sir, — I dinna believe tha Almighty would ever spite a poor old crittur like me^ don^t ^ee think it. But if we^re no to help oursells i^ this world, what for have he gied us the trouble o^ tha thrid to spin ? — and why no han't he made tha shirts and tha sheets an^ tha hose grow theersells ? ' And ta Passon niver answered her that, he only said she was fractious and blas-jJ<^- mous. Now she warn't, she spoke i^ all innocence, and she mint what she said — she mint it. Passons niver can answer ye plain, right-down, nataral ques- tions like this^n, and that\s why I wunna ga ta tha church/ He did not go ; Avice did, arrayed in all her glory of ear-rings and of beads, journeying thither in the donkey-cart of their only near neighbour. An old woman, who drove about the country with ferns and greenery of all kinds, and took her poor worn 92 PUCK. beast eight miles on its only day of rest^ for the very good and notable reason that ^ ta passon were a rare un for ferns and tha like ; and if I warna to be seed i' my seat o^ Sabbath day, he'd niver buy no more on me. It's main and particular is ta passon ; he canna abide Sabbath- breakers/ And she always beat the tired ass violently and often, that she might reach the church whilst yet the chimes were ringing. She was a woman who had taken heed to the ' passon's^ counsel. Meanwhile the Sabbath-breaker spent his Sab- bath mornings out-of-doors ; amongst the things of which he was fondest, the birds and the beasts, and the trees, and the heather. It was in a very unlearned, desultory, dreamy fashion, of course, that he studied them, — all the divinity that lies in books was hidden from poor Ben ; — but he did study them in his own way, and he found many curious things of their lives, and their natures, and their habits, which, if he had only known how to tell his discoveries again, might have ranked him. with Audubon and Stanley. ^ I just am fond o' tha things, ye see, and so they lets me know about 'em,' he would say ; uncon- THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 93 scious that he was the exponent of the great doc- trine of sympathy. The teal in the brake-hidden ponds ; the hen- harrier amongst the sedges ; the timid hare under the ferns ; the pretty redstart on the boughs ; the small dark stoat wading amongst the huge leaves of the burdock ; the corn-crake in the scarce patches of wheat that grew, here and there, on the bleak brown moors ; the tiny chiffchaff flitting' under the gorze all golden with legend- loved bloom;, the field-mouse sitting, squirrel-like, by her Httle home in the ground, where the sweet shady plumes of the meadow-sweet hid her in safety from the eyes of the kite ; — all these were his friends and familiars ; and he would wander amongst them all through the hours of the quiet day, when not even the far-off sounds of the quarry, or of the husbandmen above on the moor farms, broke the sweet, restful, morning silence. Avice, sitting at church, glancing under her arching brows at the youths beside her, arrayed in her beads and her ear-rings, and gazing with envious eyes at the manor pew, where the great folks were sequestered, received many praises from the pastor for her assiduity in attending the service. 94: PUCK. Ben he called hard names^ of which a heathen was not the least. Now Avice on her homeward-way beat the donkey with fury and mighty because her soul was sore to think of the great ladies up in the Squire^s red-cano- pied pew. But Ben, going to the fern-seller's cottage to meet his sister, went first to the stable and shook down a fresh bed of bracken, and filled a pail with water from the spring, and threw a great arm -load of sweet grasses and juicy thistles into the rusty rack. Which of the two would the poor tired beast — if he could have given an opinion* — have thought the most faithful follower of the teaching of One who walked in the fields on the Sabbath day, and rode on an ass to Jerusalem ? These Sundays with Ben were my greatest de- light. To scamper over the boundless moorland ; to roll in the short scented thyme ; to watch with wondering eyes the squirrels leap from branch to branch ; then, lying tired, to sleep and dream and wake in the pleasant drowsy sunlight ; — all this made a paradise of that old silent pine wood to me, and, in a sense too, to my master himself. * I find our friend Puck is not much more liberal after all than the rest of creation ; and conceives that no race save his own possesses any intelligence ! — Ed. THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 95 His eyes used to liave a curiously contented look, half brightness^ half sadness, but great con- tentment for all that, as he strode through the yielding spear-grass, or lay at length under the shade of the branches. He did not speak often ; but now and then he did, to Trust or to me, or to the cushat in the boughs, or to the rabbit beneath the brushwood, or to some other timid movino^ thino^. And at such times his voice was so gentle, so pitiful, so serious, that it had a sound in it to my fancy like that of the eyen- ing bells when they rung faintly in from the dis- tance across the broad moors. Whatever good I have kept in me — ^and in the world it is yeiy hard to keep any — I owe it to Ben on those still Sundxy mornings, in those deep, old, quiet, green woods. There was one spot I specially loved — it was a dell formed by huge boulders of granite and grit- stone fallen one on another ; grown all over by ferns and by moss, and by all manner of foliage; and always full of shade even in the hottest noontide. There Ben would lie for hours, looking up at the blue, dreamful sky, or at the birds moving in the thick leafage. 96 PUCK. ' And to think/ lie murmured once, ^ as the same Hand as shattered down tha mighty stones here, till they lays crushed and o^ergrowed wi' the grasses, yit fashioned them wee, blue, wing-feathers of tha atomy of a tomtit i^ his nest theer. It is wonderfu^ ! Shanna we niver know how't was done ? niver see the sun a bit nearer ? Lord's sake ! I canna but wish that HeM ha thot of some ither way o' food for keepin' the varsal world fu' o' his critturs, than tha way o' 'em murderin' one anither, preying on one anither, from tha man on tha ox, tew tha sparrow on tha worm. It don't seem right like ; as how Him who'd tha power o' makin' that sun mov^e i' tha heavens, shouldna' ha bin able to hit a' some better means for keepin' tha life he giv i' us wi'out pittin' tha lusts in our souls to kill tha weakest things aside o' us. It's uncommon queer — an' sad tew, as ta seem — that tha should na be ony way o' livin' save by dith.' And so the dim, wise, tender, untutored mind perplexed itself in sorrowful pondering; and Ben, who could scarce tell one letter from another, puzzled over problems that the sages and the scholars of the world cannot solve. If Ben had had education I think he would have THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 97 been a man of whom tlie world would have heard somewhat, for he had all the strange mingling of acuteness and childlikeness, of fine perception and foolish faithfulness, that are so often characteristic of genius. As it was, never having even learned to read, and having from the seventh year of his age been obliged to get up in the gray of the mornings, and go forth to hard, incessant, bodily labour that killed the brain in him, as it were, — so that when he returned at night he had no sense to do more than creep up to his truckle-bed and sleep the heavy, dreamless sleep of over- toil and of over-fatigue — he had never had any culture of the powers within him. None could tell what ever they might, under another existence, have proved ; and it was only through the fairness of nature around him, and the insight he had by instinct into its beauties and mysteries, that he kept alive, at all, those tender thoughts which, so sweet to the scholar, or the artist, or the noble, are perhaps only full of a dim, bewildered pain to the poor man in whom they exist. I did not discern all this myself, of course ; but Trust did, and through Trust I came to see it. Ben Dare's love for his sister was wonderful; he VOL. I. 7 98 PUCK. seemed to see none of her faults^ save that ever- craving of gold^ of wliich now and then he so gently warned her. But even his perception of this blemish in her never brought the fact^ or the suspicion thereof, to his mind that she had indeed taken his coins from under the apple-tree. No vague fancy of the truth ever occurred to him ; he trusted Avice with all his heart and soul, and though many times one could observe that she was an anxiety and a disappointment to him, and that her sullen, ungrateful words not seldom wounded him sorely, he never spoke a harsh phrase to her, and only thought her guilty of ^ pettishness ^ such as often besets a spoilt child. She was not contented, he knew ; but then, as he was wont to say if he spoke to any fellow-work- man on the matter, ' ^tis ony tlia gaiety -like o^ girlhood, look you ; they're often like that i' their fust years. 'T 'ill wear off sure-ly wi' time ; and m'appen she'll get wed, you know — she's sae pretty — and thin wi' tha childer com', an' that, a nursin' 'em and a pratin' tew 'em, an' a tidyin' o' 'em, she'll forgit a' these little maggits o' fancies an' fineries, and sittle down good an' quiet ; I'm sure o' it.' THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 99 But he was not quite sure in liis own heart ; and he was disquieted oftentimes for Avice ; and took blame to himself because he did not make the house ^ alive ' enough to amuse a young girl ; and worked extra hours^ early and late, that he might earn more money to replace that stolen from him, and give her some gift or some treat with it — some fairing, some daintier food, or some new bit of apparelling. ^ I allays feel, ye know, as if tha mither was a watcliin^ o' me,^ he said once to his only friend, after Ambrose of the Forge, a man like himself, in the quarry. ' She axed me a' dyin^, poor soul, to liae a care o' that little un ; and I dew think if anythin^ went wrong wi^ Avice, 't 'ud vex mither sore, wherever she be, — for tho^ tkey may gae to heaven, Fll niver brieve as they forgits all us down here, or gits hard as stones to what happen till us/ ' May be no, Ben,' retorted his brother-in-labour poking his hands ruefully among his tumbled yellow hair, all white with the powder of the shattered limestone. ' I often wonders as how them as is a singin' wi^ tha angels — as they says they be — can sing i' tune an^ time like, whin they 100 PUCK. knows all as is a happenin^ to tlieir frinds and their cliilder below. I suppose they dinna fash their- selves about it; but ^ee hev to git main an' hard like^ afore 'ee can be a angel/ Thereon he finished his noonday bit of bacon and bread, and sent his pickaxe with ringing strokes into the stone : he lived on the other side of the wood/three miles nearer the village church, at which he was a leader in the quire. ' I s^uld niver do for a angel/ he muttered, as he lifted the axe. 'Why — toother Sunday when my old tirrier, Bee, as you^ll well mind un, died o' that lump i^ her throat a Sunday mornin^, I couldna git my voice at all for thinkin^ o^ tha good old crittur ; and I had to gie o^er afore the " Glory be,^^ and go outside aneath tha yew, and I was a cryin^ like a child there — ^ cause t^ old Bee was stiff an^ cold. If youM seen her look, Ben — her look at me till tha verra last ! ' Ben was too much a pagan to rebuke his friend ; or to insist that the ' Glory be ' should have been too solemn and awful in its nature for any thought of the dead terrier to have intruded on it, and spoilt the mellow notes of its best bass singer. In this simple, healthful, open-air life I throve THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 101 apace, and became exceedingly beautiful and grace- ful, as I could tell by looking at myself in the clear mirror of tlie bright running water. If my forefathers and brethren had all died at the hall, I can only imagine that their lamentable decease must have been caused by velvet cushions and meat-surfeitings. I have often witnessed the melancholy results of epicureanism on members of my noble race. I throve certainly, and grew to my full size ; which never exceeded that of a small rabbit ; nor ought indeed to have exceeded it, for the virtue and worth of my people lie in their diminutiveness, as do those of Elzevirs and of Parliamentary consciences. Even old Dick, the pedlar, who '' could na abide dogs,^ observed me when he came again in Ben^s absence one day in the summer; and remarked that I was ' a rare nice un surely, an^ wurtli a sight o' siller,^ he guessed. Ever after that unhappy speech, Avice regarded me with more favour, but with a glance excessively like to that with which a hawk surveys a lark. Once she asked her brother : ' Wunna ye niver sell ta pup, Ben ? ^Tis pretty, and sae glossy an' white, I believe ye'd get a pund for't, an' 'twere well chaffered for ' 102 PUCK. Ben glanced at her with a grwe look in his eyes, under which she was silent and restless. *I shall niver sell ta pup, lass/ he said. * I dinna mak a thing fond o' me, and rear it wi^ trouble, jist to barter it awa' to strangers, who might tormint it for aught I might tell/ Avice said no more : she knew that there were things on which her gentle and patient brother was inflexible, and even obstinate, however yielding he might be usually to her varied caprices. I myself heard his decision with infinite gladness, for I knew nothing then of the great world, and I loved the pinewood and the moor. I had my liberty, I had kindness, and I had sunshine ; a young thing would be very envious indeed that asked, or desired, more. So the whole, long, golden summer passed; the drowsy bees humming over the countless flowers ; the white and rose heaths covering the turf with a maze of soft colour ; the limestone rock flushing un- der the red glowing rays of the sunsets ; the water- birds floating all day long in the amber light over the beds of the waving sword-reeds ; the trout dart- ing by in the clear shallow water, and hiding their pretty bright backs under stones. THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 103 The summer was deliglitful to me ; and to Ben it had a dim divine charm, that made the mere sense of living sweet to him, despite all his toil. Even Avice loved the ' summer-time/ as your German singers call it fondly ; it broke the monotony of her life; it brought stray wanderers over the moors; it sent an artist or two into the heart of this old dusky fragrant wood ; it was the season of harvest homes, and of several wakes in the villages that lay nearest. And Avice although so idle with her ^ chores/ (i. e. housework), and so indifferent to exertion, would walk ten miles any day on the chance of a dance at night, and a supper in some little outlying farm, or some village alehouse where, Ben not being by, she wore her '' dimonds/ and eclipsed every girl who might foot it there. Whenever she returned from one of these pleasurings she was trebly sullen, and ill at ease always afterwards. But we were the sufferers from that, not she, and so the consideration of the ' hard stone in the sweet date ' no more deterred her from seizino^ and devourinsr her date, than it deterred her sex in the early days of the East. Ben used now and then to offer some gentle re- monstrance against this absolute devotion to gaiety. 104 PUCK. when its god was worshipped under the question- able roofs of pot-houses; but Avice always made out that she was going with some good old dame whose presence would have sanctioned the very revels of Bacchus or of Priapus themselves, and he had not the heart to restrain her from the few en- joyments that broke the monotony of her years. A well-dressing, a wake, a dance, a wedding feast, were such delight to ' the lass,^ he reckoned ; it would have been ^ unked ' to have begrudged her those little mirthful frivolities of a girFs earliest youth. To go with her himself was impossible ; he had to be at his labour by sunrise, and did not leave it till sunset, whether he were at the quarry, or, when stone work was slack, at the farms. He could only trust her ; and he did trust her, with that en- tire faith which all loyal natures give until — they are paid with the coin of deceit. ^ I fear as how the wench is a goin^ wrong,' said the man who had lamented the loss of Bee once, at the quarry, to his wife when she brought him the noonday ^ bit and sup.' ' She 's allays a junkettin' somewheres, — or if she bean't junkettin' she's a mopin' ; which is m'appen worser of the tew. And they do say as how she's a gay 'un ; and as how THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 105 young Isaac up a tha flour mill and slie be arter no good. But I doubt^n of fashen Ben about it. I might dew more harm^ na good ? ' ' Dinna ye meddle, Tam/ said his wife, who was a shrewd woman. ' It^s niver no good a threshin^ other folks corn ; ye allays gits the flail agin i^ yer own eye somehow. ■' ' Mebbe/ said her lord, ''Iwouldna mind gettin' hit if I saved ta corn by threshin^ it ; but I dinna see as how I suld rightly. The lass ud say na, and Isaac ud say na, o^ course, and Ben ud niver change a word wi^ me agin.' So not even Friendship dared to tear the band off* Ben^s eyes. Friendship, when it is not a bully, is very com- monly a coward. When the summer had passed, and it was the first warm mellow touch of autumn that flushed the leaves, and made the waters flow faster, and shook the brown cones off the fir-trees, one of Avice's beloved days of junketting came round with un- usual honours. It was ' wake-week ^ at a little town some twelve miles away, and in addition to the wakes^ singing and dancing and feasting, there were a fair and a 106 PUCK. circus and various other wonders. So at least old Dick o^ tha WynnatSj making his quarterly visit with Michaelmas, informed her with much unction and imaginative description in reward for the money she laid out with him — three whole shillings veritably her own from her poultry yard ; the hens being the only things of which she took any real care, because they brought her in some silver with the outlay of which Ben never interfered. Ben dearly liked a smoke of his pipe, out-of- doors in the still twilight in summer, or by his hearth in the winter. But of late he had not smoked at all, because it ^ pit wings to the siller, my lass/ as he told her ; because, as Trust told me, he was trying hard to make up by Michaelmas that sovereign's worth which the thief s appropriation had prevented his possessing at Midsummer.' ^It's all in a hole in the timber under his bed,' said Trust, 'he don't put faith in the apple-tree money- box any more. And even she does not know of this, or it would not be long quiet in his old stocking in that wood cranny.' For whichever purpose it was however that he saved his tobacco money, he went without his one enjoyment all through the soft hot summer. THE SABBATH-BREAKER. 107 Avice knew itv, and saw him cast now and tlien a wistful glance at tlie unfilled pipe. Tliere was abundance of tobacco in old Dick^s poucli; but slie did not purcliase three-penny-wortli of it out of her egg-money. She only bought some yards of bright scarlet ribbon^ some yards of common lace, some mock amber beads for her throat, and a yery small jaunty straw hat. ' Te^ll come ower, sure ? ^ pressed old Dick. ' Why, lawk a mercy, ^t^ill be sich a sight as hanna be seed i^ the country sin th' old Kino- o^ the Peak wint to glory hunderds of years agone. There is a lot o^ play-actors a comin^ — and ye niyer seed a play?' ' Nay ! ' assented xA.vice with a sigh, ' I niver did ; what does they dew ? ' ' Lord sake, my dearie_, I could na tell ^ee,^ said Dick, with much solemnity. ' It^s all lyin^ — all lyin^, iviry bit, — most butiful ! There's fallers a cryin' their hearts out as was laughin' fit to kill theirsells a minit afore. There's kings wi' crowns o' gowd on as was jist common men, wi' pipes i' their mouths, tew seconds agone. There's ugly trapeezin' mawthers o' gals, as one would na ha' picked out o' street, all smilin' and rosy, and 1 08 PUCK. jewUled and lovely-like, wi^ the people a clappin' an' a cheering on 'em like mad. 'Tis all lyin', ye knaw ; theer's tha beauty on it ; and tha folks they goes and take on so as niver was, and b'lieve it like Scriptur they do. Why, Pve seed un a kickin' a woman as laid on doorstep i' tha open street, (a' least the constable he got a kickin' o' her, and tha crittur moaned, and tha folk about laughed at it as a rare good joke.; she'd a been clemmed by the way, she could na get a bit o' bread nohow) ; weel ! and I seed 'em that self-same night, tha self-same folks i' tha playhouse, a cryin' and a clamourin', and a rockin' theersells to an' fro wi' grief a'cause a queen on the stage had pisoned herself out o' rage and jealousy. Oh ! tha lyin's uncommon good, 'tis sure to move 'em a deal more'n ony tha fac' itsell.' Avice listened intently. ' But 'ee sed,' she began eagerly, ' as how ugly mawthers were took i' tha play and med beautiful. Weel-favoured wimmin thim must be — must be — ' ^ Dazzlin' like tha sun, my wench ! ' said Dick emphatically. ^ 0' course tha beauties alius looks tha best. Lawk-a-deary me, why if a pretty gell git o' tha stage, she'll go wed a duke afore Christ- mas ! ' THE SABBATH-BREAKEE. 109 ' Bat liow does ^ee git theer ? ' asked Avice_, with panting breast. Dick looked very tlionghtful^ but lie winked his eye with dull unction. -I ' Eh, ma dear, I dun' knaw. I is na a pretty gell. But I think as how if I v-as un Fd jist go wheer a playhouse were ; and Fd walk in and IM ax to see the gintleman as kips it ; and Pd show him ma bonny face and ma bonny fute, and a' tha gowd o' ma hair, and I would na doubt much as heM pit me on tha boords/ Avice listened breathlessly. ^ A'out money ? ' she asked. ^ Well/ said Dick, ' there is some as pays money to git theer, I know ; but a handsome wench — she ha' got her siller i' her eyes and her lips. If I were ye, Avice, I'd hev a try, that 1 'ud, i' tha wake-week. He could na but say ye nay.' She listened thirstily, and with longing, won- dering gaze. ' But I is na bright ? ' she said, sullenly. ' Clever, ye knaw — I canna read but a bit or tew.' Dick snapped his fingers. ' Wimmen as good lookin' as ye, lassie, need na larn theer ABC! But m'appen ye would na like no PUCK. to leave Isaac/ lie added slily. ' He's a strappin' lad, sure-ly/ ^ I^d leave him tliis minnit ! ' slie said savagely, twisting to and fro her yards of new scarlet ribbon. ' Ye'r wispin^ tba ribbon, ma dear/ said Dick, calmly ; then lie bent towards lier and whispered in her ear : ^ Ben dinna know o't ? ^ She coloured scarlet as her ribbons over her face and bosom, as she murmured back a faint negative. ' Thin, my wench, git awa' soon, ta playhouse o' somewheres if ye^re wise,' muttered Dick, still in her ear, with a chuckle and a grin. Avice, still with the hot flush on her face and tingeing still her swelling breast, shook him off and went within. The old man, still chuckling to himself, climbed slowly up the hill to the moorside. ' She'll go ta playhouse,' I heard him mutter. ^ And tlia dukes will rin mad ower Isaac's cast-off ! Lawk-a-day ! the lords' light-o'-loves is alius a honest man's leavin's ! ' CHAPTER YII. HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. T was autumn-time ; and work being slack at tlie quarry, Ben went ' sl ploughin^/ to the various farmsteads lying around; — little clus- ters of white or gray buildings, with roofs of thatch or red tile, that broke here and there the dark blue of the distant pine woods, the purple of the hills, or the green of the woods and meadows. Mounting the slope behind our cottage to its highest point, where it became moorland, and shelv- ed down again on the other side, you could see for thirty miles about on every side, and many of these little homesteads caught your sight, nestled in the dip of a valley, caught in the cleft of a rock, or 112 PUCK. perched on the brow of a hill. Some few of these were far too distant to allow him to go and come to them in the day, and he slept where his work chanced to be. At such times I missed him greatly ; and Trust sat with a grave, anxious countenance on the doorsill, every now and then awaking the echoes with a short woe-begone howl. He was going for six days' agricultural work to a farm near Ashford-in-the-Water on the same week that the ' wakes/ so strongly eulogized by the pedlar, were to take place ; and Avice, on the Sunday night before his departure, pleaded hard with him for permission to go thither for the great day of all. Old Dame Smedly, the fern-seller, was going, she urged, and would take her. ' It's tew far for tha donkey to kem and go i' twelve hours, my lass,' he objected, ^and I dunna like for ye to sleep fra' hame. Least o' all, tew, i' that town where I dunna knaw a soul.' 'But Dame Smedly dew, Ben,' persisted his sister. ' She hev a half-cousin, an unco' decent man, as own a Public theer, and we culd sleep i' his house tha night, and thin back agen wi' marn. Ye knaw j^e've axed her to be wi' me here whiles ye're on tha tramp.' HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 113 ^ Pm no^ goin' on tramp^ lass/ said Ben^ a trifle annoyed. ^ Vm. a goin^ tew Ashford i^ tha Water ; ye mind it right on well. A Public bean^t tha sort o' place for ye, my dearie; there's alius a lot of men a^ skittles, and bad wimmin a trolloping about. ^ ' It^s a very 'spectable house, Ben ! ' moaned Avice. '' And I think it shame to cast foul words agin the old dame^s folks, as is a main deal better off than us aren't.^ ' I dinna cast no words at ^em/ said Ben, pa- tiently. ' I ony ses, as I allays ses, that a Public ain^t a place for sich a wench as yew.' ' It^s tha ony roof I can sleep under, Ben ! — and to lose this wakin^ will kill me, it will ! There^s a fair, and merry-go-rounds, and play-actin^, and conjurin^, and lots o^ dancin^ ; — an^ I didna think je'd be so cruel as to do me out oH ! Whin I sees nothin^ in this lonely hole fra one yearns end to toother ! ' And Avice burst into tears; using the great weapon of her sex without stint or scruple. Of course Ben gave in, and let her have her way ; the more quickly, though not the more readily, because he knew well that if he did not let her have 114 PUCK. it^ slie would take it_, — the moment liis back was turned. ' Gie me a kiss^ my lass/ he said sadly _, when the storm had passed^ and she consented to smile through her tears. ' Mebbe ye wunna be up afore Pm off to-morro\' She kissed him willingly ; with pretty caressing ways and words. Surely Judas must have been a woman — dis- guised ? With the first gray streak of the morning, he went on his way, over the hills to the Wye-watered dales, where his labour lay, among the golden-brown woods of the autumn. He signed Trust gently back with his hand, and bid him stay and mind the place ; my head he touched lightly and fondly. '^ Good-bye, little un,^ he murmured kindly; ^ni soon be wi^ ye agin.' Then he went ; through the gray, damp, vapour- ous air, that was like clouds of steam over all the hills, and whitened as snow all the valleys. There had been no one up to set his breakfast, or to bid him God speed. As he drew the door after him, and left us alone HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 115 in the feeble, sickly light of the solitary rush-caudle by which he had groped his way to the poor meal he had eaten. Trust threw up his head and gave his long wailing agonized howl. ' That won^t bring him back ? ' I hazarded, for the noise made me feel so miserable. ' I know that ! ' said Trust, sharply. ' Howling won't bring a dead sheep to life, but many are the dead sheep I have howled over ; where they lay stiff and frozen, down in a snow-drift, poor fools. Though we canH help things, we grieve for them. If you never do that when you are grown up, you will be as hard as a stone — or a woman ! ' After which answer, he recommenced his lament- ations, with much seeming relief to himself; until Avice opened her door, and called to him to be quiet, or ^ she'd bang his head off his shoulders.-' His reply to this was another howl, only louder, shriller, and more prolonged than ever. She sent a piece of heavy wood flying at him, down the stairs. Trust watched it coming, got out of its way, and with much contentment saw it shiver the little angle of looking-glass on the wall. Then, satisfied with his vengeance, he composed himself into a ball, and was silent. 116 PUCK. Trust and I had a bad life for the next three days with Avice, and the old woman^ Smedley; we should have had a worse, only that they were fear- ful of him when he growled, and this he did, very nearly unceasingly, from morning till night. On the third day, the husbandman on the Moor Farm borrowed Trust to help him bring in some sheep from a distant part of the moor on which they had been turned out for the late summer graze, and I saw my only friend leave me, with a sinking at my heart ; — a foreboding of what ill I could not tell. The fourth morning was that on which Avice and the dame were going to the wakes ; and the donkey- cart was at the door by six o^ clock of the dawn. I had understood that ' Nell o^ the Moor Farm * had promised to look after me, in recompense for the loan of Trust at the sheep -fetching. So I was amazed and frightened when Avice — wondrous to behold in the diamonds, and the lace, and a very bright blue print dress, and the morsel of a hat, all aglow with the scarlet ribbons — ^jammed me into one of those quaint brown willow-baskets, peculiar to that district, shut the lid with only a peep-hole for air, and set me up on the cart with her bundles and the old woman^s red cloak. HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 117 I moaned, I whined, I yelped, I made all tlie uproar I knew how; but it was of no avail; they did not heed me ; the cart went jogging on its way. Through the chinks of the basket I looked at the little cottage, like a robin^s-nest in an ivy bush, with the white morning mists hovering above it on the great hill slope, and the bright brown brook running by its door. Alas ! I never saw it again. The road which the cart took was not up the hill and across the moors ; it penetrated the whole width of the wood, and then went through a shallow * sough ' * of water, which was in winter too swollen to allow of any thoroughfare that way ; and then passed over the brow of a steep stony slope, and so got at last into a high road, called, like a score of others in the country, the Derby road. My heart died utterly, as we were dragged this weary length, in a progress only interrupted by the dead pauses of the donkey, and the loud blows rained upon his back. I thought of Trust, running, leaping, barking, so joyously, so excitedly, so full of eagerness and of importance, on the far- * A small lagoon, such as is called in Xorfolk a ' broad.' 118 PUCK. away purple moor bringing home tlie sheep : — if only he had known ! For I had no sort of doubt or hope left in me ; I knew that she was going to sell ^ tha pup/ as well as though I had heard her proclaim aloud her wicked intent. The journey seemed endless to me ; we jogged at last into a little clean, old-fashioned, stone-built town, shady with many trees, and with a noble ancient church in the centre of its market-place. I should think it was usually as quiet as its own grave-yard ; but now in wake week it was thronged with men and women and children from all the out- lying villages. Its church bells were ringing merrily and madly ; its market-place was thronged with booths, and shows, and sports, and flags ; and out- side a wooden building, on a platform, there Avere the play-actors of the peddler^s legend, strutting to and fro in all the glory of gold, and silver, and velvet robes, and waving plumes, while one gor- geous creature in scarlet and amber blew his trumpet loudly, and proclaimed the performance of the night. ' Lawk a mussy, look ! ^ I heard Avice cry out ; oh, ain^t it beautiful ? What I ^ud give to ony HIS FIEST BETRAYAL. 119 be tliat girl wi' the short pink skirt_, and the silver shoon, and that crown upo^ her head ! ' I could have told her that she had looked a thou- sand times prettier herself^ washing in the burn^ with her linen kirtle tucked up to her knees^ and her white arms and bosom coming forth from the brown leathern boddice like white moss roses out of russet autumn leaves. But if I could have spoken^ what use would it have been to have told such a truth as that to a woman ? With all theii' egregious vanity — voracious of flattery as a fish of food — they are always dis- trustful of themselves when arrayed in the garment of simplicity. At another time I should have thought the market-place a gay scene enough, in its way, with its colour, movement, noise, and mirth; and that rich blue sky of the dying summer over all the quaint peaked roofs. As it was, I was wretched. We stopped at a dirty tumble-down little ale- house, which a gaudy sign proclaimed as the ' Miner^s Joy ; ^ there were lead mines the other side of the town in the heart of a luxuriant wood- land, once a royal chase. Here Avice and her 120 PUCK. companion were noisily welcomed ; and she, for that matter,, embraced by a knot of men before the ' Public^s ' door, of whom one was her host. She laughed a little with them ; drank a draught of spiced ale, then took me up-stairs in my basket to her room. When she had put the finishing touches of finery to herself, she went out of the attic with a loud slam to the ricketty door, and left me to my meditations, which were none of the brightest. It was now near the hour of sunset. Through the thin wattled walls of the ^ Public,' and through the open lattice, I could hear the various voices — now of a man and a woman who seemed husband and wife, and were in the adjoining garret — now of the persons gathered drinking in the wide thatched porch below. 'Thar go the wench,' said one of the former, the wife I think by her voice, by which I suppose Avice was meant. ' She hev trim limbs o' hern, she hev — kiver ground like a Polly-wash-the-dish-up.'* ' Esau bean't a losin' time,' said the man with a grin in his voice. ' Theer's his arm aboat her a'ready.' ' She's a willin' un,' sighed his wife sadly. ^ She * A water-wagtail. HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 121 dunno let grass grow a'neatli Iter slioon i^ courtin.'' ' She^s abuve Esau, tew/ said the husband. ' She axed jist now how many dukes theer was i' England—' ' What did tell her ? ' ^ Sed as theer warn'a but one. An' theer is na. Ony our duke_, old woman.' ' Xo, for sure. But what could gell want wi' dukes ? ' ' She's franzy wi' her bit o' oat-cake ; an' mad for a plum' un/ answered the other allegoric- ally. ^ It's thim chip news-sheets as dew mischief ta gells and lads ; makin 'em quar'l wi' their lot_, and git sae cock-a-whoop an' fulish as theer's nae standin 'em.' ' And that's trew. But un mun knaw how world wags ? ' M^Tiy mun ye?' grumbled the man. "Taint nought t'ye. Ye mind yer kittle biles, and yir hins lay; an yer cabbage dunna get worums, and yer childer dunna tell lies to 'ee; — that's wot ye've gotten ta dew. World dunna want 'ee, 'tis big enow to take care o' itsell — ' ^ Sure I'm alius slavin' for childer/ said his wife, with somethino- like a sob. 122 PUCK. ^ Ye lets ^em lie/ growled tlie other. ^ Littlest un, he told me a wopper yest'reen. I gie him a rare crack o^ pate for ^t. Keddin^ news-sheets an' pratin' o' worlds whiles worums gits at yer greens^ an^ lies comes pat ta yer bairns^ — that^s just screeching at neighbom-'s chimbley-smoke_, an^ lettin^ yer ain place burn ta ashes.' Here the conjugal discussion was drowned by the tones of the men in the porch, who were talking political economies— after their light. ^ Times is bad i' Suffeck ? ^ said one voice with an inquiring accent in it. *^ Main bad/ concurred another which had not the north-country speech that is Chaucer-like and full of a curious unconscious poetry _, but had instead the whine of Bast Anglia that is as like the New Eng- land whine as the call of one chaffinch is like to another. ^ Six shillin' a week is a'most all as iver ye git. Theer won^t be no corn growed soon, if pipple starve-like a farmin' as we does.' ' Six shillin' a week ! ' ejaculated the miner. * Women git as much at mill ! ' ' Hey ? ' said the Suffolk man. ^ And a shillin' or ten pence every week out o' that for landlord. We niver gits a taste o' meat, year's end t' year's HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 123 end. And when flour^s riz, it^s all as ye can dew to kip body and soul tegitlier.-' ' AATiere's Suffeck ? ' asked some other per- son. ^ I' xlmericay ? ' ' Americay ! Ye're a born natural. It's some- wheres i' tha souths ain't it_, George ? ' ass/ assented the Suifolk George. ^ 'Tis all butifull and flat as yor hand theer^ none o't broke up into these nasty mounds o' yourn as is ony made to lame man and beast. Ye may walk hunderds o' miles i' SufFeck, and hev it all as smooth and as nice as a mawther's ap'on wi' the starch in.' ' But ye dunna get good wage ? ' said the miner with practical wisdom. ^AYe doan't/ confessed the East Anglian_, ''we aoan't. And that theer botherin' machinery as do the threshin'_, and the reapin'^ and the sawin'^ and the mowin'^ hev a ruined us. See ! — in old time, when ground was frost-bit or water-soaked, the min threshed in-doors, in barns, and kep in work so. Bat now the machine, he dew all theer is to dew, and dew it up so quick. Theer's a many more min than theer be things to dew. In winter- time measter he doan't want half o' us ; and we're just out o' labour ; and we fall sick, cos o' naethin' to 124 PUCK. eat ; and goes tew parish — able-bodied min strong as steers/ *" Macliine^s o^ use i' mill-work/ suggested one of the northerners. ^0^ use ! ay o^ coorse His o' use — tewtha measters/ growled the East Anglian. *" But if ye warnH needed at yer mill cos the iron beast was a weavin* and a' reelin^ and a dewin of it all, howM yer feel ? Wi^ six children, mebbee, biggest ony seven or eight, a crazin^ ye for bread. And ye maynH send ^em out, cos o^ labour-laws, to pick up a halfpenny for theerselves ; and tha passon be all agin yer, cos ye warnH thrifty and didnH gev a penny for the forrin blacks out o^ the six shillin' a week ? Would yer think iron beast wor o' use thin ? or would yer damn him hard ? ^ ^ He speak up well,' hallooed one of the miners, with a thump upon the table. ' Fll speak agin Mm any day,' said the Suflfolk- er with fierce emphasis. ' Why, look'ee, Fm better off nor most. Fd some schoolin' when I was a brat ; and I scraped and scraped till I got a cow, and I can make ends meet a bit, wi' the butter in summer-time. But there's a swarm of men in the parish as dunno more'n tha beasts in stye. Dunno HIS FIRST BETKAYAL. 125 their God ; dunno their letters ; never heard o^ tha Queen; never put a mossel o^ mutton in their mouths — dunno nothin\ Field-work is sickly-like^ ^cos o^ tha wind and weather ; and when yer comes to trampin"* six mile out^ and six in^ and ditchin^ or ploughin^ all day i^ tha wet_, it stan^ to reason as how tha rheumatic come hot and heavy arter a bit, wi^ min and w^immin tew. Farmers, they kip theer greyhounds t' run for Cups and that loike ; and kill sheep for ■'em Against their coursin-meetens ; but their min, they dew starve mostly ; and tha cup- board he^s empty and the chuchyard he^s full. You see the lands is too small and min they^re too many. That^s wheer it be.' ' Gentry take up sa much o^t wi' woods for shootin^/ grumbled the miner in answer. '^If ye was ta till a^ the grown' wheer's wood — ' ' Nay, nay,' objected the Suffolker. ' That woan't dew. Woods is health to land; in field-work ye maun' gie an' take, as wi' yer fellows. If ye doan't gie timber elbow-room, yer soil '11 be parchin' w4' dry loike a duck in a hayloft. If ye fell yer wood ivery wheers tha land she'll gape wi' cracks, loike a trollop's gound wi' holes — ' ' Thin theer's nowt for't but t' immigrate? ' 126 PUCK. ' To dew wot ? ' ^ To gae beyant seas^ ta new countries.'' ' Never heerd on ^em.^ ^ Lord sake ! Why^ my brither he's theer — in Australy — and lie ses as liow tlia land's jest bustin' like wi' plenty, an' ye can hae mutton for a farthin' a poun', an' ye can get a fat ewe for sixpence, and ye don't never see naebody chilled, nor clemmed, nor tatter'd.' ^ Lawk-'a-mussy ! Well — 't 'ud come cheaper to Parish to sind us all theer, I'm thinkin', than to kip so many on us all starvin' and rottin' at whoam ? ' ' They dew send a many.' ' Mebbe. Never heard o't in our parts. They s'uld come and spik about it ; and shove us a bit and git us off right away : ye know we're rare and like the blow-flowers in pots. We'd stick in pots for iver, a'out blowin' nor naethin' ; and jist gie up tha ghost along o' theer bein' no mould, and no room, and our roots a clingin', and a clingin', a'out nought to feed 'em. But pit plant in bigger pot — pot him out o' doors, whether he like 't or not — and he'll git strikin' agin, and blowin' like mad. He will ; and so 'ud we. I'd loike to hear more o' these new lands ? ' HIS FIRST BETRAYAL. 127 ' Pll git Sue to read tha letter to ye if 'ee come o'er to my place/ rejoined the Peak miner. ' She read rare. She don't hev to spell out not more'n ivery ither word or so. Be 'ee long in these parts?' ' I kem 'scursion. First time I was iver out o' Suffeck. But my aunt she hev done well^ a marryin' this Public ; and I tho't Pd see her for onst. Ye're main and queer^ wi' yer land all muddled like into these up and downs. Ye must ha' raje big moles to throw up sich sky-high mouns ?\/ This was uttered with no sense ^ humour^ but in a very grave spirit of wonder and of inquiry. I did not catch the miner's reply^ as the men moved within^ no doubt to get fresh tobacco and more beer ; and instead of their conversation I heard again the grave_, grumbling tones of the husband and the more plaintive ones of the wife in the attic near me^ whose lower voices had been drowned by the loud arguments of the East Anglian. ^ Ben will ha' trouble i' that gell/ I heard the voice of the man say. ^ She's off trapezin about a'ready; crazed-like to gape at ta play-actors.' ' Well-a-day ! that's ony nat'ral/ said the softer female voice,, with the tender exclamation that has lingered in those parts since the days of your 128 PUCK. Shakespeare. ^ Gells sud bide by hearth^ I know that right on well ; but when they^re young, and hanna na mother like_, they gits dazed wi' lookin^ i^ tha glass, and hearin^ tha lads crack o^ theer gude looks. And for sure ^tis a bit dullish for Avice, all along o' hersilf i' tha quarry-wood, and she^s jast a bonny, feckless thing, wi^ na mind in her.' ' She hev as good a home as ony jade can want,' growled the man ; ' Ben's that douce tew her, and that fearfu' o' crossin' her, that she live, she dew, like a mouse i' a corn-bin. But theer it is — pit mice i^* corn-bin, pit 'em i' a barn wheer theer' s a score o' coombs i' sack, and a score o' coombs a' lyin' loose, — why, ye know, Jess, as I know, mice they'll niver go eat tha loose corn, they'll jist gnaw holes i' tha sackin', for sheer sake o' thievin' and reivin'.* And wimmen they's just like mice; giv' 'em their pleasure easy to come by, they'll nashen and fritten theirselves till they can run aside and gnaw tha sackin' of some joy as God and men hev * I also have heard farmers say this of mice in a barn : but in justice to the maligned rodents I must say that I have had two mice in my rooms for the last six months, which, being well fed, never have touched food not given them, even when left alone for hours. The theft of all animals comes from hunger. I do not believe any of them cai-e to steal for stealing's sake— except perhaps monkeys, to whom theft is charming because it is mischief. — Ed. HIS FIKST BETRAYAL. 129 forbid to ^em. It^s queer — it^s awfa^ queer. But m^appen tha Almighty knew himself wliat lie med tha vermin and tha gells for — it^s more nor we dew, I reckon/ And with that sorrowful reflection^ sadly uttered, his voice ceased, and his heavy nailed boots clanged slowly down the wooden stairs. I never knew who it was that spoke, but I conclude it must have been some miner, or quarry cutter, or ploughman, who thus addressed his wife ; in that utter oblivion that she must have been once a ^ gell ' herself, which seems a natural result of the bonds of marriage. I was left alone all the day, evening, and night ; and whimpered and sobbed myself to sleep as best I could, with the big autumnal moon glowing through the little leaded lattice, and the shouts of the town- ship^s revelry coming faintly on the soft night wind. It was dawn when Avice Dare returned : full dawn. Her face was deeply flushed; her hair dishevelled ; her dress disordered ; she laughed vacantly as she moved about, and she threw herself half undressed upon the bed, and slept soundly, without a single movement, several hours through, lying face downward with the air blowing in upon her. VOL. I, 9 130 PUCK. I had once seen a man drunk at tlie quarry ; it seemed to me that she laughed,, and moved^ and slept very much as he had done, under the potency of liquor. Yet when at noon she awoke, and bathed her- self in the cold, clear water, and shook out all her tresses, and dressed herself in a white boddice and a scarlet kirtle, she looked so charmingly, thanks to her youth, and her health, and her wonderfully perfect beauty, that I felt as if my suspicion was hateful and full of shame. She stopped in her attiring once ; and leaned her head on her hand ; and stared at her face and form in the piece of mirror, which was much larger than her little bit of glass at home. She seemed to survey herself quite mercilessly, with all her love for herself; and to be taking stock, as it were, of her capital of physical loveliness. •The scarlet lips, the glowing brown eyes, the round white arms, the bosom that rose above the edge of the boddice that only rivalled it in whiteness ; the tender tints and the soft curves of her limbs — she studied them all with a curious mingling of vain worship, and of mercantile foresight, fused in one. HIS FIRST BETEAYAL. 131 Tlien slie dressed herself in liaste_, claspiuo- about lier a quantity of fresli tawdry trinkets — new gifts^ no doubt_, from tlie fair — and turned lier attention to me^ whom she seized with a sharp and feverish force ; as though I were in some manner the talisman whereby she would summon the magic of Fortune. It was a lovely morning; through the open Tvindow the autumn air blew strong and sweet ; the sun shone ; the rooks in the high trees cawed ; the bells of the churches chimed merrily; — but A\'ice heeded none of these. She consigned me afresh to my basket ; and as this time I was permitted no peep-hole at all^ I could only surmise that I was carried down-stairs into the little dirty porch of the house. This porch^ with oak settles fixed against it^ was a favourite drink- ing-place of the miners, I believe ; and more spiced ale, and toast, and mulled elder ^vine with crab apples bobbing in it, and possets of various kinds made with honey and milk, and cloves and apples, and all the old Elizabethan drinks that are still brewed in the North, were being eagerly called for, with the sweet circular wake cake always in vosrue on such occasions. 132 PUCK. To all tliese^ Avice^ it seemed, rendered fall justice; as the men kept crying to lier, ^Well drained, my lass/ ' Take a sup o' this/ ' That's a good un to drink, aren't she V 'Ye suld kip a public, my wench ; ye're jist tha one for't/ But if she drank much she did not tell what was in her basket, and she went, at length, forth, decorous- ly enough with the old woman Smedley, into the streets and the market-place. For myself — I was too terrified to do anything, even to moan ; and the close confinement of the basket made me feel very faint. I suppose she met some one by appointment, for she stopped in a lonely by-street, and a man's voice addressed her; a small, thin, wiry voice, that I hated. ' Am I right, ma'am ? I think I must be, Dick told me to look for the prettiest lady in all the town.' Avice laughed ; a laugh of pleasure, at the coarse stupid compliment. ' Are ye the genleman as wants a dog ? ' she said, ' leastways a pup ? ' 'I am, ma'am. I always want pups ; I deal in 'em.' ' Well, thin — I hae brought 'ee un. Brither Ben he dunna know ; he'll be mad like : — I'll hev to tell him as how I took tapup wi' me, 'cause I feared HIS FIEST BETRAYAL. 133 as how Nell o^ Moor-side ^ud forgit to gie it its mealsj and i^ the press o^ market-place I lost it. I sail hev to tell liim some gammon like, surely, — for lie^s rare and fond o^ ta 23up ' ' All, I see ! But you, ma^am, naturally do not like dogs about the house ? ^ ' Oh, I dunna care for that. ^Tis a teasin' little wretch, for sure ; but they dew say as how ^tis a deal o^ valew, and I want tha gowd, as Dick told ye, and so ^ ' I see ! Allow me ' ^ Allow me,^ meant opening my basket, and taking me out by the skin of my neck ; a barbar- ous custom too prevalent. They were standing, quite alone, under an arch- way that connected a malting-house and a meeting- chapel — a droll metaphor in stone, of the Church leaning on the World. This part of the town was entirely deserted ; the noise and merriment were but dimly heard ; no one was near. He examined me with the most minute and de- testable attention, and looked very shrewd and avaricious as he did so. Finally he replaced me in the basket. 134 PUCK. ^ Your price is higli^ ma^ain : very. high. I doubt if I shall ever see it back again. The pup is not of the value jou suppose : nothing like it^ still — as I promised Dick ; and as you need the gold ; and as the dog is certainly pretty, to say nothing of its mistresses beauty ; I will purchase it for what you asked.e ^ Three pun^/ said Avice, thirstily. ' Three pounds, — including basket ? ^ ' Oh ! ye may have tha basket ! ' said Avice, with feverish haste. ^ Hand o^er the gowd, theer^s a good crittur ! ' He counted three sovereigns slowly into her hand : it clutched and closed on them, and without even a word of thanks or farewell, she drew her skirts up about her, and flew off down the street like a lap-wing. The man stood and gazed after her, bewildered at her sudden flight. ^ She's a queer one,' he muttered. ' No good I fear; for all her handsome face. But the dog's worth twice his money, anyhow.-' With that he heaved up my basket^ and bore me away to his lodgings. I was his henceforward. CHAPTER VIII. IN THE MAEKET-FLACE. T is of no use now, to recount all the misery I I suffered. I can recall it as thougli it were yester- day ; and I cried my very lieart out like a baby as I was. Tlie man was not at the first unkind to me ; though he struck me some few times sharply with a riding switch, when I would not cease from my moaning and sobbing. He was rough too, and hurt me in handling, but he did not starve me. He chained me, indeed, by my light collar to the leg of a chair, and kept me prisoner in his little sitting-room up-stairs that looked out on the market-place ; but he was out a 136 PUCK. great deal^ and I was left chiefly alone. I might be there but a day, I might be there for a we^k ; I cannot recollect. I only know I was miserable. The first thing that recalled me to consciousness was the sharp sting of a whip across my back. I shrieked with the pain : in Ben^s house even Avice had never dared to beat me. The only response to my cry was a sharper blow than the first ; — and this was repeated, till I was literally blind and stupified, and was quiet because numbed with anguish. Then evil woke in me under my torments, and I bit and foamed, and flew like a mad thing — ah ! how often your ' mad dog ^ is only a dog goaded by torture till he is beside himself, like a soldier deli- rious from shot-wounds ! The perfection of your scientific training is to make us either cravens or furies ; what a fine result ! For this defence of myself, I was thrust in a dark closet, and locked in there for the rest of the day and the night. Over that time of misery I will pass ; I hardly care even now to recall it. With the next morning my new owner called me out, and gave me some bread and milk. He did not beat me this time ; I believe he was afraid he might IX THE MARKET-PLACE. 137 kill me as I was very delicate^, and thus lie might never realize his lost three sovereigns. After I had eaten this, he left me, chaining me ao^ain to the leof of a chair under the window : and locked the door of the little parlour upon me. Once again alone, my grief was unrestrained ; so much so that the woman of the house came and ham- mered at the door and swore at me for a ^ dratted yelping beast/ which only made my criesthe louder. As several hours went on however and my solitude remained unbroken, I cried myself so hoarse that I was unable to emit any sort of sound at last ; and thought I might as well vary my imprisonment by looking out of the casement. It was a deep old lattice window, shut ; but by jumping on the chair I could see perfectly down into the market-place ; and in spite of all my woe, I derived a certain amusement from watching the varied life and mirth that were to be seen below. There was one little pane open too, for air ; and as the window was low down, like the upper windows of all country dwellings, I both saw and heard with ease. It was now fully past noon by the height of the sun, and the fun of the wakes was mounting high 138 PUCK. also : — its perilielion of course was not till tlie dances and the ^ play-actin ' of the night. There were numerous tawny-coloured booths filled with cheap to js^ and sweetmeats^ and spar orna- ments, and wearing apparel, and all manner of tawdry little fineries. There were the round-abouts in which men and women and children went gravely circling on wooden horses till they were giddy. There were all sorts of quacks, vending everything from medicines that cured every disease in the pharma- copseia to knives with a hundred blades for twopence. There were Cheap Jacks screeching them- selves deaf over delf-plates from Staffordshire, and earthenware pans, and copper saucepans, and pewter pots, and shiny black kettles; all these valuable articles being literally given away, they averred, for a song. But when a lusty ploughman took one of them at their word, and carolling forth a stave of ' Daff'er Grey,^ claimed one of the black kettles for his ' missus ^ as the recompense of his musical performance, the Cheap Jack loudly pro- tested against such literal interpretation of his figurative language, and a very pretty bout with fisticuff's was the result, — the innocent kettle ulti- mately being battered to pieces in the fray. IX THE MAEKET-PLACE. 139 Sucli is men^s justice ; in all tlieir quarrels there is always some poor luckless kettle wkick, sinless itself, gets the blows from each side ! Besides all these amusements^ there were itiner- ant musicians playing in and out of tune ; there were wandering organ boys with monkeys_, who had strayed out of the cities with the ending of summer; there were red-cheeked country lasses^ staring open-mouthed at all the wonders^ and their sturdy lovers from mine and farm, and quarry and marble works, treating them to all these sights with broad jokes and uproarious laughter. And lastly, there was the crowning glory of the whole; the mimes outside the wooden theatre, who were strutting again to and fro, in all the spangle and silver lace, and cotton velvet, and pink calico, of their royal adornment. And over all the scene there arose one loud and continuous hum and rage of every noise ever heard under the sun ; from braying trumpets, penny whistles, screaming infants, brawling men, shouting vendors, untuneful brass bands, and screeching women^s shrill incessant laughter. For the spiced ales, and the mulled wines, and the sweet possets, were driving a brisk sale — and even at this time of the day the larger half of the 140 PUCK. crowd, male and female, had already taken far more tlian was altogether good for it. I looked everywhere in the tumult of the market- place for the scarlet ribbons of my cruel tyrant and traitress : but Avice was nowhere to be seen. I recognized Isaac of the flour-mill — a tall, well- favoured, flaxen-headed fellow of twenty-two or so, but she was not with him. I thought he seemed wholly devoted to a pretty little brown, modest- looking maiden, whom I thought I had once seen in the wood, and heard of as the blacksmith^ s sister. Was Avice inside the theatre, I won- dered ? — had she joined herself to the ' play-actors ' in pursuit of the peddler's counsel ? The afternoon sped fast, even in my captivity, with all this throng below me to watch, in its coming and going, its ebbing and flowing. The deep, warm glow of the late day spread itself over earth and sky; making mellow the grays of the old stone buildings, and tingeing with a richer purple the line of the circling pine-clad hills. Suddenly — near on sunset — I heard a voice that made my heart leap. It was asking — ' Hev ony o' ye seed my Avice ? ' It was the voice of my dear old gentle Ben ! IN THE ^lAEKET-PLACE. 141 I stretched out as far as ever I could, but my head would not go through the tiny aperture alone left unclosed. I could see him standing almost under my casement, but he could not see me. I yelped, and barked, and screeched, in the longing to attract his attention ; but my voice was feeble, and he never heard. ^ Hev ony o^ ye seed my wench V he asked again. ^ She^s i^ the town, I know, wi' tha owd woman Smedly?' ' 1 seed Avice somewheres about,' said one of the women, rather hurriedly : the others were silent. Ben looked very happy ; he had a little rose in his bosom, and was dressed in his best fustian suit. ' 1 got ower work quick at ta Ashford Farms,-* he said, with a ringing and cheerful voice, to the woman who had spoken; a poultry-seller by trade, bright- eyed, and with a pleasant elderly face, an old friend of his, and of his mother^s before him. ' I knowM tha little wench ^ud be here, and I kem ower to gie her a treat like. IVe pit by a pund^s wuth o' siller as she dunna guess aught about ; and she can ha^ what she likes wi^ it — a gownd, or a shawl, or a lot o' fairins, or jist whativer she fancies. She tolled me as how tha public tha dame was to tek her tew 142 PUCK. was called tha " Wheatslieaf ; '^ but I canna find " Wheatslieaf^" nohow/ 'Tlieer^s no '^^ Wheatslieaf ^^ i^ tlia town no- wlieres/ said tlie poultry-woman^ in a very low voice. ^ Nowheres ? ' said Ben, astonislied. ^ For sure thin tha lass is so careless, she'll ha forgat the right name. But, however sail I find her if I dunna know tha public ? I' such a throng as this'n, His like lookin' for a needle i' a bottle o' hay. Ha' ony o' ye seed her ? Ye sed ye had.' ^ We seed her yisternight/ muttered a man in the group about him. *" Well ! wheer was that, thin ? Canna ye say ? ' ' V tha porch o' '' Miners' Joy." ' ^Ta ''Miners' Joy"? Is't that the public? Wheer dew it stand ? I'll go straight tew it. It'll git tew dusky for tha lass to see' to git her fairins, and I hev to gae back wi' tha marn.' The poultry dame laid her hand gently on his arm. ' Dinna gae to '' Miners' Joy," Ben.' ' Why na ? ' he asked quickly. ' Why na ? ' None of them spoke. He looked swiftly and fiercely from one to the other. IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 143 *" What is^t ye kip fra me ? ^ lie said_, in a very low voice^ while liis fair_, ruddy face grew white. ' Is tha little lass dead ? ' ' iS"aj na, Ben ! ' cried a score of voices. ^ Slices Avell enow — trust lier tha minx. It's ony ^ ' Ony what ? And how dares ye to call her names ? ' His mouth was set^ his face white as death_, his gray sad eyes flashed fire. The old poultry-woman still kept her firm^ pitying hold on his arm. ' Dunna ye tak on_,Ben. I'd na say a harsh word o' yer mither^s child ; but tha lass is no worthy o' a that. She^s a bad un ! ' Ben flung oE her hand with a fierce oath. ' If ^ee w^as ony a man as sed that ? Wheer\s my lass ? Wheer's Avice ? Pll hev tha truth out o^ ye^ sin I wring a' yer throttles for it ! ' They were frightened at his gesture and his tone : they called out as with one voice : ' She sold ta pup tew days agone, Ben ; an she^s gaed wi^ tha gowd she got to Lunnon town; and she^s tolled tha play-actors she^s meanin' to be one o^ ^em i' that great city ; and ye suldna tak on so ; for ivery body knowed ^cept yoursell that she^s bin a gay un 144 PUCK. iv^er sin she cud cock her eye at a man. Theer stan' Isaac o' tha corn-mill as was her sweetheart this summer-time through ; — ax him — he'll tell ye what a light-o'-love she was ; and wi' more'n na him for sure if 'ee ony know'd all.' Ben stood still and rigid^ with his face like a dead man's^ and his teeth clenched on his lower lip till the blood gushed from it. Isaac was loitering near. He flashed his gray eyes over the youth : ' Isaac Clifi'e, be this'n tha truth ? ' he said slowly. Isaac grinned — a half- sheepish — a half- victorious laugh. ' 'Tis trew/ he muttered. ' And Pd ha' wed her, and med a honest woman o' her_, I would,, Ben ; — only ye sees she was bad^ core through.' The words were scarcely uttered ere Ben had sprung on him and seized him^ and flung him up in the air. The lad was strong, and a famous wrestler; he struggled, and fought, and dealt back blow for blow ; but he had no force against the violence of passion and of agony. The people shrieked aloud that they were killing one another, and tried to tear them asunder, and IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 145 fhrew themselves on the wrestling arms and heav- ing forms ; and at length by sheer conquest of numbers dragged Ben away off his prey, and held him motionless amongst them, while others who had come to the rescue, hurried the youth, swoon- ing, and bruised, and bleeding from every limb, into the shelter of the nearest ale-house in the market square. All the hearts of the dense throng were with the dishonoured and forsaken man; they closed around him and craved his pardon, and cried out rough tender words of sympathy and sorrow ; while the women, with tears coursing down their cbeeks, left booth, and mart, and show, and came about him and sought to comfort him. ^ Dinna take on so,^ they murmured, ''sure tha wench is no wurth it. An' she ha^ gone to play- actin' and sin ; and ye^ll see her na more i^ this life ; and we knows as ye ha' done sl' yer duty by her; andwimmin ha' got tha deil in ^em sometimes; and theer's na man strong enow to cope wi^ tha deil an' a wench togither. Dinna ye tak^ on so ; je'ye amaist killed tha poor lad, as was na so much to blame whin a^'s been said.-* But he heard no word that they spoke. He VOL. I. 10 146 rucK. stood upright^ rigid as a stone; gazing straight before him like a bull wounded unto death, but with the power to slay still in him. Then he threw his arms above his head with one loud cry : \ Tha little lass !— tha little lass ! ' And he fell forward like one dead; his face striking the stones of the street. The people closed around him as mourners close around a grave. They hid him from my sight : I knew no more. CHAPTER IX. JACOBS CHURCH. CAN but dimly recall the nights and days of misery that followed on my betrayal by Avice Dare. They are all in a bluiTed mass of blows, and oaths, and dark closets, and starvation, and brutal teaching of antics that were styled pretty tricks, and nothing stands out clearly to me save the one remembrance of how utterly wretched I was. I think nothing in the world is so intensely unhappy as an unhappy dog. We are of such vivid natures, of such lively imaginations, of such constant affection; and as we can never tell our woes, but are almost sure to receive a cuff or a kick if we only 148 PUCK. murmur at our weary lot_, we are beyond all other creatures miserable. I wonder now tliat I did not die ; — but if everything died that is full of wretchedness, your world would soon have but a sparse peopling. If the brutal treatment my purchaser looked on as ' training/ had long endured, I dare say my young and tender frame would have given way beneath it ; my spirit certainly would have been broken. Hap- pily for my safety he soon received an offer of a few guineas for me, in a month's time from his purchase of me, which he immediately accepted. This offer transferred me to a new home, in which, at least, I found peace and repose, although these were accompanied by a rider which too often goes with them — i. e. dullness. It was in a dower-house, amidst the flatness and unloveliness of that ' fen country,' whither the man who had bought me of Avice had taken me when he had sped by night out of the little Derbyshire town, fearful no doubt of Ben's vengeance if he should be discovered. Here I became the property of an old and rich woman, who was the owner of this melancholy though peaceful hermitage. She was good to me in a general way, though JACOBS' CHUECH. 149 often precise and severe, and I suffered but little whilst with her. But tliere was nothing there to call my affections into play, and nothing that was of sufficient interest to mark out those years in my remembrance : nothino^ that could make me forg-et the loss of my dear friends, Ben and Trust. No doubt this period was beneficial to me, for they were two years in which I was well fed, well cared for, and taught all those gracious and highly -bred manners which have ever since always distinguished me. They were good years for me, morally and physically, I am well aware ; but they were dull ones, nevertheless, and bear to my mind all the haziness and dreariness that your earliest school days com- monly wear to yours. They were quite uneventful, as life in the house of an aged, wealthy, and eccen- tric recluse usually is ; and beyond the hours I spent in the trim, high -walled, damp gardens, or in the big, yellow carriage, like a state cabin on wheels, I had absolutely no diversion except listening to the interminable readings with which my old mis- tress had her hours occupied. She had been a woman of the world, in her time, I believe, though I know not what trouble had made her now a solitary in her dull jointure-house ; 150 PUCK. and slie was very liberal in lier range of literature. All languages being equally intelligible to us, (though we can never comprehend why you have not all one and the same, as we superior animals have,) I derived considerable entertainment from hearing the innumerable works, in various tongues, which her companion read aloud to her almost from morning to night. To my thinking, it seems as dreary work for any person close on her grave to stuff her brains with new knowledge, as for an artist to elaborately fashion a piece of pottery that he knows will be broken on the morrow; but she appeared not to feel it so. Besides, she was very fond of French memoirs, and of all sorts of fiction, on the principle, I fancy, on which an actress, no longer upon the stage, likes to read over the old comedies that she once played in, when flowers were showered at her feet, and all the gay gladness of triumph was around her. And thus my own mind, as I listened week after week, month after month, to these continuous and versatile readings, became stored with a vast and varied human knowledge. The depth and width of it will, no doubt, astonish you as you peruse my JACOBS' CHURCH. 151 autobiography, though I endeavour to suppress all evidence of my scholarship as much as I can, since I am aware that to ask one's reader, or one's spec- tator, to think, is the direst offence that either author or actor can ever commit. Perhaps, also, if you find any touch of egotism, as of vanity, in these volumes, you will kindly re- member that in these early days of my education I heard a great number of religious autobiographies. It is remotely possible that their influence may still colour my style ; though I had excellent counter- infusions of all kinds, ranging from Martial to Montespan, and trust that the latter sway is the stronger. No doubt these two years were salutary for me, in body and in mind ; and the wondrous tales that I heard read, filled me mth all the rash, eager, longing of youth for a closer sight of this marvellous great world. Alas ! it came in a manner I had little looked for : I chanced one day to accidentally break a very fine Yernis Martin vase, of which my old mistress was extravagantly fond; and as I had been often before denounced as a mischievous, tiresome, frivolous little creature, because my animal spirits and childish joyousness would ill tone down to the 152 PUCK. gray monotone of an aged invalid's desires, I was forthwith sentenced to exile. A green and red parrot — as monosyllabic a creature as a mechanical toy, and as greedy as a Director_, or the Liquidator that invariably comes after him — was purchased in my stead ; and I was consigned to the butler, to be sold wherever, and for whatever, he chose. I need not say that in this place I had never ceased to passionately regret my dear old master in the noble pine woods of the Peak. Indeed, I had sometimes lamented for him aloud in a grief that brought on me angry words, and even angry strokes ; so little sympathy have men or women ever with our woes, although for theirs we feel so keenly, and fret ourselves so ceaselessly. Twenty times at least had I endeavoured to run away, with the full intent of trying to find my road back alone to the well- beloved little cottage under the rose-thorn. But I had been always thwarted, overtaken, and puijished for what they called ' straying,' though it was but the simplest and most natural exercise of fidelity. My anxiety, therefore, was tenfold increased at the prospect of a new removal, which seemed to consign me still farther from him, and might plunge me into still greater wretchedness. Yet, like all JACOBS' CHURCH. 153 youth, hope mingled with my fear, and I vaguely trusted that if the cominof chano^e did not take me back to my first beloved home, it would, perchance, lead to some brighter, gladder, more sympathetic existence than that which I had spent in the old, dull, moated dower-house amongst the marshes. My little brain was teeming with a myriad of visions — dogs have very vivid fancies, as you may tell by the excitement of our dreams. I scarcely knew whether I hoped most, or dreaded most, from the new adventures into which I should be cast, when, sold to a metropolitan dealer, the butler bore me forth, for the last time, from the gloomy gates of the place where, if I had not known joy, I had at least been safe, and well, and innocent. It was midwinter. The fens were half covered with ice. The water- fowls were dying of cold and of starvation by the thousands. The bitter winds were rushing in from the northern ocean across all those desolate marsh- lands and reedy still lagoons. Farther towards the east the sea was washing over the dykes and piers, and the salt water was flooding coppice and meadow, killing the river fish, and drowning the river birds, till fisher and farmer were dumb with despair. 154 PUCK. It was a very cold^ clieerless season. It was a very long and terribly weary journey in such weather up to the Great City : a journey on which I verily think I should have died^ had it not been for the goodness of the railway guards who took me with him in his van^ and wrapped me in a bit of rug. We arrived late at night, and there was no one to meet me at the station. The guard was off duty till the next morning came round ; he pitied me, and tucked me under his arm, and carried me away. ' PU take you round, myself,^ he said to me, looking at the parchment label on my collar. I like men who speak to me as to a creature of reason and of feeling. ^ You^re going to a rare rum bad lot, you are.^ The din, the tumult, the gas glare, the wild up- roar of the London streets drove me almost mad with fright ; and, but for the strong detaining hand of my guard, I should have flung myself under the wheels in sheer terror and been crushed to atoms. Oh how could people live and breathe and endure existence in such holes as this, I wondered ! — hun- dreds of small houses crowding on one another; story on story mounting to the murky smoke-veiled JACOBS' CHURCH. 155 heaven ; the stench of candle^ and soap_, and bone- boiling and manure factories^ steaming over all the place ; the only light the flare of the yellow gas, throuofh the leaden foo*. on faces hao^o^ard with misery, hideous with debauch, vile with crime, or death-like with starvation ! My very blood curdled in me as I saw and heard, and turned blind and sick with the foetid odours of this Gehenna. Once I had heard my dear friend Ben talk to the workmen at the quarry of the cities and their foulness : ' I went to Lunnun once, Tam,^ he said, *" you^ll mind the time ; I was a fule, and the ^scursion he was so cheap-like ; I was tempted. Well, I'm glad I went. I niver know^l till I did how much I had ta thank God for i' bein' country-born and bred. They're stifled, Tam :— just stifled. Th' air's all smoke and reek ; an' the winds is all pison ; and whin ye look upwards there's a great black hand like a divil's wing a' stretchin' far o'er atween ye and tha sun. There bean't a mossel of grass as is grass ; there bean't a leaf as don't look sick and swounded; there bean't a bird as dew sing; not a child as dew laugh ; the birds fight and the childer screech. They're all jammed togither, like turf- sods when ye 156 PUCK. pack 'em close ; tlieer's alius a horrible noise i' tlieir ears; and a horrible stench i' their nostrils. Now how should un grow up decent, and God-fearin' like, whin they niver see the blue sky, nor smell a flower as blows, nor feels tha sou'-wester sweep agin their faces ? Ta Passon he talk a deal of divils and sich like : weel ! — if theer be 'em anywheres, for sure it was they as fust drew min into cities, that they might forgit their God i' tha stenching drouth, and be ready to be swept i' ta hell, all o' one muck an' one heap ! ' I remembered Ben's words when I also entered that abomination of desolation — the eastern half of the City of Labour. In the little cottage in the pine- wood, even in the dreariness of winter and under the drag of poverty, there had been beauty — beauty in the white, smooth, glittering snow ; in the branches all silvered with the hoar-frost ; in the leaping flame on the hearth that played on the lattice panes ; in the beautiful clear steely skies with the northerly stars burning through them. But here ! — I shuddered as I saw the gray, dust- strewn, mouldy tenements ; the tawdry frightfulness of the few attempts at ornament, the ghastly tumult JACOBS' CHURCH. 157 of the choked street ; — choked with thieves and beg- gars^ and tally-men^ and ballad-sellers^ and prosti- tutes, and costermongers, and wretched horses starv- ing in the last years of age_, and ghoul-like children quarrelling with the poor stray dogs for ofFal. Poverty is bitter in the country ; but it is heaven beside hell compared with poverty in the city. The way seemed to me interminable through these most hideous streets. Wliere the guard stopped was before a little low row of filthy crowded houses_, all alike_, and all hemmed in on one another, with gas flaring about on either side, and stalls of horrible scented fish, of cofi^ee, and of oranges, standing down the narrow way with little oil-lamps flaring above them under shades, and miserable children gathering round. My protector knocked at one of the low doors. ^ Bill Jacobs ? ' he asked. ^ Bill Jacobs, yer are,^ growled a beer-thickened voice as the door unclosed. A hand clutched me savagely by my throat. ' Oh-ah ! this ^ere little beast,^ he muttered. * Anythin^ to pay ? ^ ' Nothin^ to pay,^ answered the guard. ' ^Tis a 158 PUCK. pretty critter youVe got tliere. I wouldnH mind standin^ ten bob for him ? The other man, still holding me by the neck, growled out a sardonic laughter. ^I dessay yer wouldn't. Ten sovs, my lad; or nothin.' And with that he slammed the door in the guard's face ; and I felt, with a* fearful sinking of the heart, that my only chance was gone for ever. This new home of mine was in a hideous little house, and consisted of only one room, with the cellar immediately below. The room was black with dirt and smoke ; there were two cupboards in it, one occupied by two badgers, the other by two small dogs. The cellar beneath appeared full of dogs, to judge by the howling and moaning that proceeded from it. There was a miserable bed in the chamber ; a rickety table — a few cages filled with miserable choking throstles and larks, half dead with stench and captivity ; and there was beyond, seen through a little window in the back wall, a yard of which I knew the purpose ere I had been many hours there. Such was the abode of Bill Jacobs and his wife ; the latter a wan, gentle, broken- spirited JACOBS' CHURCH. 159 creature, wliom he kept black and blue witli bruises, and who sought, I found, to do all the little she was able to mitigate for us the horrors of this Black Hole. The first thing that Bill Jacobs did with me was to fling me at the woman with a curse ; the next was to turn all smiles to two youths who were waiting his advent. They were slender, gentleman-like boys, about seventeen, and, as I imagine now, must have been public school lads. They had come for some pleasant pastime, it seemed by their looks and words : it proved to be the baiting of a badger. I will not sicken my readers with the narrative. They probably know all the details of how the poor,/ brave, stout-hearted aniuial holds his own againsn the terrible odds, till, foe on foe being sent against! him, the agony of his wounds and the loss of his blood cow even his fearless spirit, and he submits to be dragged forth, a mass of torn fur and ragged flesh, helpless, blind, and shivering. In this instance the sport was doubly horrible, because neither badger nor bull-dogs had any heart or zest for the fight ; they both shrank back, and had to be scourged and pricked and dragged to the encounter ; and when it was all over, the limping, 160 PUCK. bleeding dogs were kicked back to their cellars, and the badger was thrown in his hole to recover from his injuries J oiily to again go through the same ' ordeal of torture. And the slender-limbed boys, with their pleasant voices, were charmed ; and left two sovereigns with the exhibitor of the spectacle, and went out in glee and gaiety, having enjoyed a favourite sport of Young England. It made me very ill and sick at heart ; it was the first bloodshed I had ever seen, and the sight had been very hideous to me, and had made me shudder greatly. How could I tell, myself, that I might not be torn in pieces next ? It seemed hell itself; — this place to which they had consigned me. The man's horrible curses ; the howls of the dogs in the cellar; the wailing of the puppies in cages ; the sight of the blood and the torture ; the shrieks of the animal that he kicked or beat, or forced into some wretched hole too small for it to turn in ; the sad filmy eyes of the poor birds sitting moping with their feathers all in disarray ; the piteous terrors of the woman every time her hus- JACOBS' CHUECH. 161 band's savage glance lit on lier^ as though with every look she feared a blow^ — all this was more dreadful to me than I can ever describe. Almost all day long I was shut up in a cage lest I should roam away ; a cage of wire about a foot square, in which my limbs became so cramped, and my sight so stupefied from being set away on a dark shelf, that I almost ceased to keep any account of the passage of the days, and hardly knew when night fell and dawn began. Now and then, by urging that such confinement would be my death, his wife, Jenny, got permission from him to let me run loose a little in the yard ; but even then I was so terrified lest evil should hajDpen to me that I hardly dared to go from un- derneath the folds of her cotton gown. I was sorry for her too ; she had such an utterly wretched, colourless, woe-be-gone life, that it seemed frightful that any one of God's creatures ever should be condemned to live such. She never stirred out ; she was the butt and scape-goat of her brutal husband, and she had nothing to do from morning until evening, save to dress the wounds of the torn and baited creatures, and revive enough vitality in them to enable VUL. I, 11 162 PUCK. them to go forth again to meet the torture. She was a tender-hearted woman too, which made her lot an agony scarce less than that of the martyred beasts. I have known her stretch her arm between a dog and her husband's whip^, though the cruel lash cut into her flesh like a knife ; and I have seen her seize his hand, and scream for pity, when he was thrusting a red-hot needle into a canary's eye to blind it (on the fancy that it sang better in blind- ness), though with the next moment his huge fist surely levelled her with the boards. I dare say many such problems have puzzled bigger heads than mine :— but I often marvelled whatever compensation could ever be found, or given, for that long, unrewarded, stricken life which was spent unseen of men, subject to the brutalities of a drunkard, and racked by the witness of cruelties that it was absolutely powerless to prevent ? An old dog, Punch by name, who had been there many years (and to whom this tyrant was alone not cruel, because he had once seen Punch strangle a man that strove to beat him), told me that in a by- gone time she had had a little child, and that, though the child had only lived two years, it had lived long enough for its blue eyes to grow pale and dilated JACOBS' CHURCH. 163 witli fear at its father^s steps — long enougli for its mother to say that she thanked God when she laid it down at rest within its little quiet grave. This ruffian was indeed one of the greatest brutes that the world ever held. Dog fancier was in his case^ as in most others, a delicate s}Tionym for dog stealer ; and the society that met in his den was composed of some of the very worst blackguards in London. These men smoked and drank, and swore and gambled, in the lowest and coarsest fashion that they could; and were especially hilarious when one of them had brought in a valuable animal, for whom its master would be certain to offer fabulous rewards, or a priceless little pet dog that could be slipped in a pocket and carried out of the country before its owner had scarcely discovered its loss. The big dogs they drugged, lest their bark might be heard and recognized, until such time as a reward high enough to satisfy their own cupidity was advertised ; when they would put on a clean shirt and a virtuous face, and take the captive home, with many declarations of their own tenderness towards him, when they had found him astray ' right away by Barnes Bridge, sir — ^alf starved — as Vm a livin^ 1 64 PUCK. man/ Which fable^ if the dog had a mistress and not a master,, usually brought about an extra sove- reign to the good Samaritan. The small ones they generally sent on to the continent, and one little fellow^ only four years old^ told me he had been stolen fourteen times by Bill Jacobus emissaries^ on each of which occasions they had never sold him for less than twenty guineas^ — sometimes for more^ — and always in different cities of Europe. He was called ' Cosmo/ ' short for cosmopoli- tan/ he explained to me. ^ You know that means a citizen of the world; one who has seen many countries and many minds. But myself — I hate the title. It means^ as far as my experience goes, that you have a smattering of everything, and a know- ledge of nothing ; a bill at every inn, and a home in no country ; everybody claims you, and you can claim nobody ; your standing-point is on a see-saw, and you are a tennis-ball for all racquets.'' And he was certainly extravagantly bitter on the subject of his cosmopolitanism. To have been sold and bought a dozen times always sours a dog; though I have known men who have been sold and bought a hundred times, who have only got Jacobs' church. 1G5 very fat and vevy comfortable iu the process of ex- cliange. But, then, you see the men pocket the money j and the dogs don^t. Anything more utterly degraded, wretched, and desolate than I was at this prison of Bill Jacobs', I could not suppose ever had the unhappiness to exist. If it had not been for Jenny Jacobs, I should not have lived a week. She did all she could to better my condition, and to comfort me in my misery, and whilst I was with her she in a measure succeeded. But she used to be sent out by her husband, ' charring,' and was half the day away ; and in her absence I was con- signed to the cellars ; where all the hapless animals which Jacob had stolen, or purchased cheaply, were immured with scarce any light, foul water, clanking chains, and the scantiest food that would suffice to keep breath in their bodies. You think you have no slaves in England ! — Why I half the races iu creation moan, and strive, and suffer, daily and hourly, under your merciless tyran- nies. X q slav es ! — ask the ox, with his blood-shot agonized eyes, mutilated for the drovers' gain ere he is driven to his end in the slaughter-house. Ask the 166 PUCK. sheep, with their timid^ woe-begone faces scourged into the place of their doom, bruised and bleeding and tortured. Ask the racer, spent ere he reaches his prime, by unnatural strains on strength and speed, that he may fill the pockets of your biggest blackguards with mis-begotten gold, old whilst yet he is young, poisoned in the hours of his victory, caressed by princes in the moment that he ministers to their greed, cast off to street hire and hourly misery in the worthless years of his weary age. Ask the cart-horse, doomed, through a long life of labour, to strive and stagger under burdens, to bear heat and cold, and hunger, and stripes, without resist- ance, fed grudgingly, paid for willing toil by merci- less blows, killed by doing the work of men as the Egyptian slave died in the lifting of the last stone to the King's Temple, or consigned, as the only recom- pense for years of usefulness and patience, to the brutalities of the dissecting-room or of the knacker's yard. Ask us — ! What ? You tell me this is but the issue of an inevitable law ? Ay ! so it is ; of the law of the stronger over the weaker. But whilst you thus follow out that law on millions of chained, and beaten, and tortured creatures, have conscieiice enough, I pray Jacobs' chuech. 167 you, not to brag aloud that you keep no slaves, not to bawl from the housetops of your reverence for freedom. AVhen will you give a Ten Hours' Bill for horses? — a Prohibitive Act against the racing of one andtwo- year olds ? — a Protection Order for cattle ? — and an Emancipation Movement for chained dogs ? ^ay — when will you do so much as remember that the coward who tortures an animal would murder a human being if he were not afraid of the gallows ? When will you see that to teach the hand of a child to stretch out and smother the butterfly, is to teach that hand, when a man^s, to steal out and strangle i:ii enemy ? The time passed, as I have said, very monoton- ously, very miserably, the chief part spent in the cage upon the shelf, or in the cellar I have named. I believe that Jacobs failed in his efforts to get a purchaser for me ; for sometimes he would wash me, and comb me, and carry me forth, through many streets and past grand white mansions, and into green carriage-crowded parks. He would offer me now to one, now to another of people passing by ; and when we reached home again he would curse me and pinch my flesh and forbid his wife to give 168 PUCK. me any supper, alleging that I ate my head off— as indeed I almost could have done, so devoured with hunger was I oftentimes. The only day that Bill Jacobs was at all in decently human temper was upon the Sundays of each week. At this lodging of his there was a back yard ; and in the back yard was a rat-pit. On Sunday mornings there used to be grand spectacles of rat- slaughter. And there were numbers of young men, very gentleman-like men, some of them, who would pay half-a-guinea for admission, and a seat to see the rats being killed, and the rat dogs torn and worried in the conflict ; and the prices ranged as high as a sovereign a seat when, in addition to its ennobling sport, there was one of the badgers brought out from the cupboard to be drawn. ^ Jacobs^ Church^ was a by-word amongst a certain sporting community : and I have seen men whom I subsequently saw in the House of Commons, and at the celebrated Clubs, come thither on a Sun- day morn after a late breakfast, to assist at the precious spectacle of dogs and rats fighting, tearing, and slaughtering one another, till the pit was red with blood. JACOBS' CHURCH. 169 What did the police do ? Oh, nothing. Jacobs paid them well to be quiet. They took up an old man for selling periwinkles during divine service, and they locked up a little beggar child for sitting sobbing on a door-sill, both just outside BilFs house ; but they knew better than to come to lords and gentlemen, and members of parliament, and disturb the Sabbath circle round the rat-pit. Most of our race, kept here thus, of course were beagles, rat-catchers, bull terriers, and the like; and, by the way, how sharp, how hard, how full of concen- trated cunning and ferocity combined, become the countenances of your rat-catching dogs ! They are exactly like the faces of your men on the turf : of a surety debasing pursuits mould the features as the hand of the sculptor moulds the mask from clay ; or else why should your bull-dog, who is for ever draw- ing badgers or chevying vermin, get that look for all the world like that on the face of your prize-fight- ers? And why should your young lordling, who spends all his patrimony on ' yearlings ' and all his time on the ^ flat,' approximate so closely in tone, and aspect, and countenance, to the book- makers, and blacklegs, and trainers, and jockeys, 170 PUCK. who between them contrive to rob and to ruin him? It is needless to say that I was very frightened and miserable in such society. They made dreadful mockery of me and my white silky curls; and they were perpetually fighting and swearing amongst one another. Their conduct was fearful ; their language I happily did not comprehend. There was one old bull- dog, who looked the most savage yet the most honest of them all, who protected me from their violence, and was, in his own hard rough way, kind to me. He was by name Tussler, and was, I found, the hero of a hundred fights. He deigned to talk to me a good deal ; and tried to enlighten my ignorance ; but I did not understand much that he said : I only felt that life seemed, by his showing, a con- stant rough-and-tumble affray in which the weakest always went to the wall. Tussler told me he had belonged to a bruiser who had but recently departed from the scene of his earthly combat : ' They made me chief mourner with a bit of crape on,^ he continued. ' I don't know why they thought crape necessary, for I was really very sorry that Jacobs' church. 171 he died. The world thought Jemmy Brown — he was called the Game- Cock always ; you must have heard of him? Never! — damn it, where have you lived ? ' Well, the world always thought that the Cock was a brutal blood-thirsty fellow. You know he had a very neat way of pounding his man's face into a jelly ; and when he got him doubled up at the ropes he always went into him — awful. He killed Old Swipes that way — an Irish bruiser Swipes was, and only twenty when the Cock smashed him as dead as a door-nail — but it was only in the way of business. It was a job ; and he liked to go through with it. ' Outside the Eing Jemmy was the best-natured creature going. When a badger half murdered me, the Cock narsed me like a woman. And there never was a man that stuck as the Cock did to a friend. There was one in particular, he was fond of — one he^d been with at school as a child, and one he had never lost sight of; a poor devil that never came to any good because he was such a soft-hearted thing, and ended at last as a super — a man you know that goes on the stage to carry a flag, or a torch, or a sword ; and say nothing. 172 PUCK. ^Well — one day Jemmy was engaged for a private match in a gentleman's rooms at Oxford, and if lie failed to be tliere punctually, he'd agreed to pay the bruiser whom he was to meet, forfeit stakes of twenty-five pounds; — and you must know that the money was a deal to the Cock, for he lived fast and was often out at elbows. Just as he was starting for the fight there came a letter by morning mail : it was only a line or two scrawled by this super, to say he had been taken bad in his lungs as he was acting as standard- bearer down in Cornwall, and the doctors had told him he'd die ; and he begged to see Jemmy before he went to his grave. ' What did the Cock do ? — never paused a second, just tossed the forfeit stakes to his friend, and started that minute for Penzance. The poor super died an hour after Jemmy got there : but he begged of the Cock to take care of his son, a little un with no mother, and a pretty puny five-year older. ' The Cock took that lad ; and he sent him to a good school ; and he laid him up in lavender as it were; and never let him hear a harsh word. He never let him see the Ring, because he thought as the dead wouldn't like it ; but he had him trained JACOBS' CHURCH. 173 up for a glass-stainer, and tlie boy is at it now : very quick at his art^ and quite steady. Now I call the Cock a good man — what do you say ? And yet the world called him a precious villain ; and they were very near swinging him on a gallows when he pummelled the breath out of Swipes ? ^ I could say nothing : all moral and mental per- ception were too utterly confused in me with this combination of virtue and murder. ' There^s a deal of goodness that the world never sees/ said Tussler in conclusion, '^as there^s a deal of viciousness it never guesses. Now, myself, I love worrying rats, and cats, and badgers, — I am never so happy as when I lay a dozen dead all round me — but I should scorn to hurt a lame dog, I wouldn't kill a cat that fought for her kittens, and I would have let the Cock beat me to death if he'd wished just because he was my master and I cared for him.' I ventured to hint that, with so much natural goodness of character, it might be as well to be merciful even to rats and to badgers. ' Oh, damn it, no ! ' he replied with considerable acerbity. ' They are one^s foes by nature. A badger would kill me if I didn't kill him. I choose 174 PUCK. as men clioose, — I just nip Ms neck. Don't get preacliee-preacliee ! Did you ever hear of a rum lot called Quakers across the Atlantic that were always prating of peace ? — well, my dear, they burnt everybody that didn't agree with them. That is what the peace-makers always do.' I was silent out of deference : conscious that he could nip me in the neck if I differed. Much the same motive lies at the bottom of most of the reverence that this age sees rendered to kings and queens, creeds and codes. Such conversations as this did not make me less miserable, less terrified, at the prospect of this world into which I was plunged ; or less regretful of that happy, innocent, playful life that I had led in the little cottage under the pines. Old Trust would have felt every hair on his head stand on end at the enormities I heard and witnessed; and that humane creature, who had sorrowed over a frozen lamb, would have howled in disgust at the conversation of this sporting communit}^, — conversa- tion exclusively of the numbers slaughtered, and of the prowess of the slaughterers. Subsequently, I have often been present at hob luncheons in manorial woods after battue-shooting. JACOBS CHURCH. t D and once also at an Imperial hunt in tlie forest of Compeigne; and tlie talk at both has borne the closest possible resemblance to that heard in the bull-dogs-' cellar at Bill Jacobs'. But I did not know this then; and I was onlj immeasurably frio-htened and horror-stricken. CHAPTER X. HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. ^ EEMAINED some little time at this wretched place; the only things that solaced me being the poor woman's great care, and the rough kindness of Tussler, whose conduct was far better than his language, which, I must say, was awful. The winter was merging into spring, and I had been there about three months, when Tussler was sold to a sporting baronet, and I became aware that some change was about to take place in my own affairs. I had been washed, combed, made smart, and dressed in a httle scarlet jacket that Jacobs, in his good humour, was wont to ayer made me look just like an Ascot post-boy ; I still wore the little bit HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 177 of a white metal cliain collar^ graven with my name,, which, had been forged for poor Ben by the burly smith at the forest-forge in the pine-woods, who though his chief labour lay in shoeing the huo-e cart-horses, yet had shown so light and facile a touch at little pieces of metal work, that could pleasure a maiden in her fancy, or a child at his play. When I was thus dressed, Jacobs bore me out with him, he chuckled, and seemed content ; I was thrust into a small dark wicker den, that was tied down over my head ; and I knew no more. ' Hold yer jaw, yer beast,^ he said once with a shake of my cage, ^ what are yer yelping at ? ^ I was yelping because, as he carried me into the street, and I thrust my head a little forth from my basket, in the damp, chill March morning, a girl went by us with a basket full of little penny- bunches of country-bom violets, blue and white ; and the sweet familiar fras^rance of them broug^ht back to me, so vividly, the clusters that purpled all the moss-grown ground under the trees of my lost but unforgotten home. When your dog, lying near you, gives a sudden cry, as though of pain, you kick him ; — ah ! my good VOL. I. 12 178 PUCK. sirs, it is only because lie is troubled witli too mucli memory ; a disease wMcli you, wbo are of the world, worldly, you who forget with such pleasant ease all disagreeable trifles, from your marriage vows to your unlimited liabilities, are little likely to catch from him by contagion. Bill Jacobs carried me swiftly through his own hideous quarter of the town towards open squares and spacious streets, and masses of what looked to me hke palaces ; — and palaces they were, as I knew later on, castles of Indolence wherein the Kings of Clubs reigned supreme. He turned up one of the by-streets leading out of the chief of these great thoroughfares ; and after some little delay was admitted into a building bear- ing the inscription of ' chambers,^ and passed up the staircase to a room on the second floor of this, to me, mysterious domicile. It was a very pretty llittle room, all rose-hued and gilded, and bright with gay chintz, and with manifold ornaments, not in the very best taste. I thought it must be the apartment of some fair femi- nine thing ; but there was no one in it, save a man of about thirty years ; small, handsome, and bearing about him somewhat the air of that class which I HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 179 have later on heard characterized as the ^would- be swells ^ of society. He was exquisitely attired in a morning dress of mulberry velvet ; and had coffee and brandy beside him on the daintiest of inlaid stands ; and he was glancing through a yellow-covered novel_, which he slashed idly with a pretty paper-knife,, as he looked up and spoke. ' Brought the beast^ Jacobs ? Let^s have a look at him.^ ^ A perfect animal for a lady — quite perfect^ sir/ my owner responded^ handing me over as roughly as though I were a bit of wood^ for inspection. ' You want him for a Eussian princess^ sir^ I believe you said ? The young man nodded assent ; and asked if I should stand the climate^ to which of course Bill Jacobs gave an unqualified affirmative ; and the next fifteen minutes was employed in one of those minute and merciless analyses of me^ which dogs hear made in their presence^ and human beings only behold in their critics^ newspaper articles. But it comes to very much the same thing with both — and whether it be a dog-fancier inspecting a terrier^ a dog-buyer staring at a mastiff, a leader- 180 PUCK. writer dissecting a statesman not of his party^ or a reviewer passing judgment on a poet not of his clique^ tlie whole quartette equally ignore all the ex- cellencies that stare them in the face, and only dwell on the one fault they can find in breeding or train- ing, — in strain or in style. The moments seemed centuries to me, nor was I in the least reassured at the prospect of being bought for a woman. Little Cosmo, at Jacobs^, had told me that parasol handles could rap fearfully hard, and small, high-heeled, embroidered boots kick with exceeding asperity and severity. Ah ! you people never guess the infinite woe we dogs suffer in new homes, under strange tyrannies : you never heed how we shrink from unfamiliar hands, and shudder at unfamiliar voices, how lonely we feel in unknown places, how acutely we dread harshness, novelty, and scornful treatment. Dogs die often- times of severance from their masters ; there is Grey Friar^s Bobby now in Edinboro^ town who never has been persuaded to leave his dead owner^s grave all these many years through. You see such things, but you are indifi'erent to them. ^ It is only a dog,^ you say ; ^ what matter if the brute fret to death ? ' HE IS LAUNCHED OX LIFE. 181 You don^t understand it of course; you who so soon forget all jour own dead^ tlie mother that bore you, the naistress that loved you_, the friend that fought with you shoulder to shoulder : — and of course, also, you care nothing for the mea- sureless blind pains, the mute helpless sorrows, the vague lonely terrors, that ache in our little dumb hearts. I am a dog of the world now, — oh yes, — just as your best men are men of the world. But I think to most of us cynics the world is only a shield of bronze, — held before us to hide the breast-wound. What do you say ? — the sentiment is not new I am well aware ; but it is emphatically the truth. I have seen so many of these shields, so brilliant and polished, and proven, which rang so hard and so keen, repelling the sharpest spearheads ; but the hearts that beat under them throbbed ; — throbbed in pain till they were quiet in death. If you have not, — where have you Hved ? Well, — my barter this morning in the little rose- coloured room was soon effected, and the purchaser paid for me in four crisp five-pound notes, Jacobs of course protesting that I was worth quite treble the amount. 182 PUCK. I was thankful when he was gone ; no fate could be worse than the durance I had undergone in his cellars. The young man soon after passed into his bed- chamber adjoining; and I was left alone with a very big dog, whom I had noticed asleep in the window. He reared himself up_, and surveyed me ; I liked his look; he was a kingly creature,, called indeed King Arthur, and I thought he would fight my battles for me whilst I was there. I am brave enough in my way ; but I have necessarily far more mind than matter ; and a little Maltese dog can no more find courage of use against a hound^s fangs or a brute's boot, than your chivalrous soldier, with all the blood of . the cava- liers in him, can find his avail him aught against your dainty, devilish, thirty-inch shell, with its pretty steel dominoes of slaughter. He stared at me, and growled a little : ^ Humph ! so you are for her ! ' ' The Russian Princess ? ' I asked timidly, feel- ing that he growled at her, and not at me. ^ Russian Princess ! ' he echoed. ^Fiddlesticks ! * ' Shall I stay here, then ? ' I inquired. HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 183 ' No_, I know wlio you are brought for ; — but I don^t want to say. I have lived long enough to learn discretion/ I found King Arthur^ when I knew him better^ the frankest_, blindest^ most easily cheated creature in creation ; but it is always this sort of character that shakes its head most sapiently, and believes most implicitly in its own politic reserve ! ^ Who is that gentleman that buys me ? ' I ven- tured to ask him. ^ His name ? Leopold Lance.'' ' And is he your owner too ? ' ^ Goodness no ! — I belong to Derry Denzil ; he only left me here while he went to Paris. He^ll be back to-night. Belong to little Lance ? — no_, thank you ! I hate this room ; one can^t turn in it without knocking something down. You should see DenziFs rooms, big as barns, with nothing less solid than oak, and bronze, and marble in them. This place is for all the world like a woman's stall at a fancy- fair. Women do send him some of the knick-knacks — actresses do when they want a puff in the Mouse, and would-be fashionable ladies do when they want a line as a leader of society — but for the most part he buys them himself; and then hints with a smile 184 PUCK. or a word tliat tliey come from tlie Countess of somewhere^ or pretty Mrs Thingamy. Leo^s weak- ness is honnes fortunes ; and when lie don^t get any, he makes them to his fancy ; metamorphosing how d^ye does into appointments,, and dinner cards into letters of intrigue, just as your costumiers turn a girl out of the streets into a superb Anonyma, till a man spends his whole fortune on the very same creature he gave a penny to twelve months before at a crossing/ Of this peroration I did not comprehend one word; but it sufficed to make me the reverse of comfortable as to my own future prospects. The good-natured, gallant King perceived my perplexed dismay, and hastened to comfort me. ^ You will be well enough where you are going,' he said. ^ If you were a man she would pluck you as bare as the back of her hand ; being a dog a kick of her boot — thirty guineas a pair her boots are, real silver gilt heels that go click-clack like a cavalry-man's ! — or a mouthful of cayenne pepper instead of biscuit, or some little trifle of that sort, will be the worst she will do for you. And Fanfre- luche is there ; Fanfreluche is 'a good little soul, good at the core you know : though she's a little HE IS LAUNCHED OX LIFE. 185 devil with lier teeth at times, and the vainest creature living, she is as staunch as steel, and as game as a bantam-cock, and can be a very good friend when she likes. Besides I will have a care of you myself; I sometimes come there with Denzil. And Pearl can never look me straight in the face, isn^t it odd ? An honest dog^s eyes always daunt those women. They seem to think that we scent them out as thieves; though their crowbars may only be cast from the metal of barefaced greed; and their skeleton keys made of men^s broken honour — ■' ' Pearl ? who is Pearl ? ' I interrupted him. ' You will know soon enough,^ he said curtly ; at that moment my purchaser returned from the inner room, caught me up, and fastened with great care on my collar a pair of exquisite filigree ear-rings, slipped me and them into a basket, and gave it to a man in waiting, who departed with me without a word. Of course of where we went I had no knowledge : I was in almost total darkness. The ear-rings I would have scratched to pieces wilhngly; but the exceedingly narrow space in which I was confined prevented my cramped limbs from any indulgence in such vengeance. The journey seemed endless to me. 186 PUCK. At leDgtli^ by tlie sounds I heard, I con- cluded my temporary abode bad been carried into a house and into a room. I thought I had been hours in that wicker-work dungeon_, and when, on the lid being thrown sharply ojoen, I sprang out on a piece of blue velvet, I gave a sharp prolonged howl of misery. For that I got a sharp box on the ear from the hand of a woman, and looking up I saw that I was on the lap of one of the most magnificent persons it has ever been my fate to behold. But oh ! — how hard her hand had slapped me ! She read a note that lay beside me with some effort, as though reading were unfamiliar to her, laughing a little grimly as she did so ; then tossing it aside, clutched eagerly at the ear-rings to which I suppose it had drawn her attention, and tore them off utterly regardless of the curls of my hair that she plucked away with them. The ornaments were very elegant, and their Genoese filigree was all enriched with jewels ; she examined them with the keen intentn ess of a testing jeweller; then put them aside in a mosaic box on a table near. The apartment was a small octagon chamber, all HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 187 blue and silver, and exceedingly luxurious in its ap- pointments ; — genuine luxury moreover, and not the affectation of it tliat liad been visible in tlie mere- tricious rooms of the man who had sent me hither. She herself was simply superb, — attired in blue velvet that harmonized with her chamber, and was relieved by rich old lace at her bosom and elbows, and a single large diamond at her throat. The tearing out of my hair had hurt me inex- pressibly; and I shrieked aloud with the pain, hiding under a couch. She gave a gesture of intolerant anger ; pulled me from my hiding-place, shook and slapped me till I had no senses left, and then flung me aside with a brutal violence so that I fell heavily on the sharp edge of the ormolu fender. Then, without even a glance at me, she swept out of the dainty boudoir with the mosaic box in her hand, leaving me half- stunned to recover as I might. I was roused from my stupor by the touch of a very slender cold nose ; and looking up timidly, I saw a tiny fairy-like form, clad in blue, with a gold circlet of bells round its throat: — a '' toy terrier ^ in point of fact, who ranks in our species much as your 188 PUCK. petits creves and your pretty cocodettes rank in yours. This was evidently the little worldling of whom King Arthur had spoken. ' I am called Fanfreluche/ said the small crea- ture, who had very bright eyes and a very keen, coquettish^ sharp little face. ^ I shall be sure to go now you are come. She changes us almost as often as she changes them.' ' Whom ? ' ^ Never mind, my dear. You are a child ! She hurt you, I am afraid ? She can be very violent if you rouse her — ' ' Indeed, she can/ said I with a shudder. Who is she, pray ? Can you tell me ? ' Fanfreluche grinned significantly. ' My dear — I know as much about her as most people, but I can only tell you what she calls herself, and that is Laura Pearl.' ' And what does she do ? ' Fanfreluche showed again her little sharp white teeth. ' Everything, my dear, that was ever invented by the devil and improved on by women.* I shuddered again ; even in that little market town in the Peak the people had seemed to take it HE IS LAUNCHED OX LIFE. 189 SO uncomfortably for granted tliat the devil and tlie fair sex always were in partnership and good accord ! '' Is slie a lady ? ' I inquired timidly. ^ My precious innocent — she has some of the finest jewels in the world. That makes a lady, don^t it ? She has fine horses ; fine servants ; fine wines ; the best cook_, the best laces, the best everything. A lady ? — oh yes ! — the girl that sells cigars, the ballerina that dances in gauze, the housemaids that sweep the steps, they are all ladies now, thanks to jargon and the penny press. ^ I did not understand, but Fanfreluche evidently considered she had said something very witty. ^ Are you worth much ? I doubt not : you come from a very bad lot,^ she continued a little superciliously. ' I wonder what Beltran will think of you. Anything he praises is chic directly. He said my shape was exquisite one morning ; and I went up instantly from twenty to fifty-five guineas.-' The little wicked thing looked so immeasurably vain and self-conscious, as she twisted her head askance to get a sight of her tiny coral collar with its row of gold bells, that she disgusted me ; pretty and worldly-wise though she was. 190 PUCK. ' You cannot be so very mucli more '^ chic '' tlian 1/ I growled sulkily _, ' since you confess you are to be sent away now tliat I have come.' Fanfreluclie sneered a little ; witli an indulgent good nature however. ' Bless the baby ! ' she cried, as though she had been a matron and a mastiff at the least. ' What an ignoramus it is ! Why, my dear, she will sell you as soon as she shall have had you a month or two. She sells us all ; and the more we are worth the quicker we go : — provided she can do it decently. They don^t know that, you see. Oh no ! — we are always " stolen " or ^'' lost ^^ she tells them. And they are such out-and-out fools — they believe it ! And then they send her others to replace us ; and the game goes on again ; and altogether she makes a very pretty annual perquisite out of her ^' pets ! '^ ' ' She must be a very wicked woman ! ' I said indignantly, in my hurry. ^ Not much good ! ' said the little creature care- lessly. ^I don^t know that she^s worse than scores of others though. There was Fredegonde, that I lived with last year in Paris — why Fredegonde would eat up a hundred men a quarter, and all the youngest and the brightest and the best too ; and HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 191 no end of tliem boys^ well-nigli young enough to be her own sons ! — ' ^ Are they cannibals, these women ? ' I cried utterly bewildered. Fanfreluche grinned sardonically. ^Yes_, my dear; all cannibals. And they eat bones and all ; crunch — crunch — crunch ; — and get rich, and laugh, and fare gaily over the brainless skulls they have sucked dry, and the hearts they have torn out and devoured ! ' I had a dim perception that Fanfreluche was speaking metaphorically, but I was not sure ; and her words made me very ill at ease. It was horrible to be in the possession of a man-eater. ^ There comes Lizzie. I have to go out with her, but I will see you again,' said the little lady, as a pleasant-visaged maid appeared at the doorway. ^ Why are you going out ? ' ^To be ''lost,'' I dare say. But I don't intend to be lost to-day ; I want to see more of you. You amuse me ; you are such an innocent ! You will soon lose all that, to be sure. This is a capital place for learning the world and its tricks. Does my blue jacket sit right ? I can't bear it to wrinkle. Beltran admires my figure so much.' 192 PUCK. ' The jacket^s all right/ said I peevishly^ scarcely looking at the little tiglit-fitting^ azure, silk coat that she wore. ^ And who^s Beltran ? ' ^ Pll tell you when I come back. Ta-ta little one/ cried Fanfreluche_, hastening away to the chime of her tiny golden bells. I was very sorry she was gone ; there seemed a certain kindliness in her despite her assumption of cynicism^ and her unfeminine chatter ; and though she scoffed at a good deal^ I thought she sorrowed also for some things. Left alone_, I glanced timidly around the room where I lay curled under a sofa : I was looking everywhere for the bleaching skulls, and the broken bones_, of all the poor wretches, whom she declared had been devoured here. I saw nothing of the kind^ and I began to think that she must have been fool- ing me when she talked of this elegant boudoir as a slaughterhouse. I saw, indeed^ golden tazze, costly china, exquisite pictures, oriental stuffs, silks and satins, and furs, a malachite vase, a jasper table, a little ivory prayer-book, with the twisted monogram in turquoises and pearls upon the cover. Were these what the skeletons and the skulls had been HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 193 transmuted into by tlie modern crucible of venial passion and unscrupulous greed ? This solution of lier mystery did not occur to me tlien ; but now I know well that it was the right one. For several hours Fanfreluche never returned. I was left wholly to solitude. I became fearfully hun- gry, but no one brought me anything to eat ; and in the end, like a child, as I still was, I sobbed my- self to sleep, thinking that I would give all the world to exchange the broidered- satin cushion into which I sank, for a bed of moss under Ben's old pines. It was nearly dark when I was awoke by a dainty chime of fairy-like bells, and beheld Fanfre- luche by my couch. * Well, my dear ! ^ she began in her pert patron- izing way. ^ How have you been ? Dull enough, poor little wretch. I have had no end of fun. I have been out driving with her, in the carriage, shopping and flirting all this time. I love to go to the shops ; we are first-rate customers you know ; we always pay our bills, we do indeed. You see we can afford to be honest ; it^s alway one of theni that writes the cheques ! And how splendidly the VOL. I. 13 194 PUCK. silk-mercers^ and the jewellers^ and tlie milliners, and tlie florists, and the fruiterers serve us : you see we pay very mnch better than the great ladies do ; weVe got the great men^s money, and their wives have not. That^s how it is. Why ! when I go into the bonbon-seller^s, they stufi" my mouth full with sweetmeats and macaroons : they^ wouldnH pay all that attention to a mere Duchesses dog ! ' ' Is it such a great thing to be a — Pearl ? ^ I asked, hesitatingly. ' A magnificent thing 1 ^ said Fanfreluche, with a smack of her lips. ' All the fat of the land, my dear. And all the cream of the milk. There was a time, you know, — IVe heard my grandmother talk of it, — when it was a great thing to be a great lady; one of the heads of the nobility, you know. You set the fashion; you ruled the tone; you shaped the society ; you could ban with a frown, or elevate with a smile ; you were besieged for your ball tickets, and you were the cynosure of all eyes in your dress. But now — bless your heart ! — if you are a '^ grande dame/' you are just nowhere. Nowhere at all, except for wretched little puddling political purposes, if you belong to a ^^ Party.^^ As for all the rest, — Pearl and that lot have it. If you, the great HE IS LAUNCHED OX LIFE. 195 lady, bore men with exclusivism, tliey levant and go off to Pearl et Cie ; if you want to rule tliem with a light hand, they kick over the traces, and laugh at you with Pearl et Cie ; if you won^t be a dowdy, out of the fashion, you must follow the modes that Pearl et Cie set ; if you buy a fan, if you go to an opera, if you drive a new-fashioned equipage, if you adopt a costly costume, whether you like it or not, whether you know it or not, you are merely obeying the lead of Pearl et Cie. I have heard old Lord Brune talk of the rules and regula- tions of Almack's when he was a youth — gracious ! the men of our day wouldn^t stand one of them. They^d leave the Patronesses to dance a minuette in solitude, and come and make chaff of the old women over Pearl et Cie^s claret and chicken ! ^ And Franfreluche stopped to take breath, having fairly preached herself out of it. I was very much bewildered, and not at all clear as to what she might mean. ^Then these Pearls are the real sovereigns of the world ? ' I ventured to suggest, glancing at the turquoise-studded prayer-book, which looked made for a Chapel Eoyal. Fanfreluche followed my glance, and grinned. 196 PUCK. till what witli her red lips_, her white teeth, and her coal-black eyes, she looked for all the world very much like a very small devil. ' Oh, yes ! We go to church, my dear ; we are very religious, I assure you ! Sovereigns, did you ask ? — to be sure ; and sovereigns you know always did have a nice knack of pillaging everybody right and left, and then dying in the full odour of sanctity. We, now and then, die in a hovel, it^s true, after all our brilliancy, if we lose our beauty very early ; but then so do the sovereigns by the way, if they happen to lose their crowns. So the parallel fits both ways. Yes ! — they rule, do Pearl et Cie. If they only saved their money oftener, and lost their tempers less often ; if they only didn^t dissolve their diamonds in vinegar as it were, and fly into passions with their very best friends and paymasters, they might rule the world. They do rule the bigger half of it as it is.' ^ But why do men — ? ' Fanfreluche interrupted me, turning up her small thin nose. ^ My dear ! Men like to be cheated and pillaged, and sworn at, and made fools of, and ruined ; — they do positively relish it. Or if they don't, how should HE IS LAUNCHED OX LIFE. 197 Pearl et Cie possess the power men let them pos- sess ? A fact is a fact, you know. No good being blind to it. The sun will stay in the heavens how- ever you may blink at him — ^ ' Then you think— ? ' ' That the devil himself drilled women; and capital forragers he made of them ! ' snapped Fan- freluche. ' They don't stand steady fire_, they wonH fight on the square, and they never can carry out a campaign logically ; but for sharp-shooting, and pillaging, and skirmishing, there are no guerillas like them. Hungry are you ? Poor little fellow ! Well — they will be dining in a couple of hours ; then ril take you down-stairs. AYe live very well here, very well indeed. I never touch a bone — on principle : — we give them all away to the poor of the parish. Ah, my dear ! you don't dream how religious we are ! ' And the tiny creature — she was very much smaller than I — grinned again so diabolically that it positively frightened me to be in her presence. ^^^Yhen I say we live well,' she resumed, seem- ing dearly to love her own chatter : '' of course I speak with a reservation. Men and women spoil all they eat with their barbarous fashion of cook- 198 PUCK. ing it. Hams boiled in Madeira, — pigeons stewed with cliampignons, — cMckens smashed up with toma- toes, — ducks higorres with Seville oranges, — lob- sters drowned in oil and sauces, — oysters crowded with truffles and mushrooms, — bah ! it makes you mad to think of it. Every dog knows better than to spoil two good things with one another ; we like the simple flavour, each rich in itself. Who ever saw a dog put two things in his mouth at one time ? But these barbarians put a hundred ; — the flavours of a hundred at the least. And then they call that Babel of contradicting essences, and anomalous tastes, "good cookery," and the concocter of it is dubbed a '^'^ chef! '^ Bah! I long to bite the legs of every one of the cordons bleus ! ' I answered nothing : of course milk and bread and a trifle of cold meat had been my only food, and I knew no more of what she meant, than of the flavours of the dishes she mentioned. But, like everybody who cannot tell a truffle from a tomato, I kept a discreet silence, and deter- mined to show myself a thorough gourmet by liking nothing when I tasted it. ' Of course,^ continued the Lilliputian lady, with intense spite. ' Laura Pearl never, I will be bound. HE IS lau:n^ched on life. 199 having eaten anything except cabbages and black bread in her early days, will never now be content with anything except the brands that are a guinea the bottle, and eatables that are six months at least before their , due season. Her dinners and suppers have every vice of the fashionable school stuffed into them. That fellow in the kitchen gets a hun- dred and fifty a-year ; and all he does is to turn good food into claptrap '^ compotes/^ while his gravies are all glaze^ and his pates all pepper. Butj goodness! you know nothing about all this; you are a baby. Hold your tongue^ and let me lie quiet ; or Beltran will tell me my eyes are red^ and say I mustn't have any chicken.^ ^ Is Beltran omnipotent here ? ^ Fanfreluche showed her teeth. * Just now, my dear — yes ! ^ ' Who is he ? You said you would tell me.' ^ Beltran ? Oh you little ass ! I thought every- body from Paris to Patagonia knew Yere Beltran. There aren't a creature better known ; where on earth have you lived ? ' ^ Not in the world/ I said humbly, feeling fear- fully ashamed, like the little coward I was, of my dear old Ben and his little cottage. 200 PUCK. ' One can guess that, innocent, without your tell- ing one. Well, — since you don't know anything, expect to be pretty considerably astonished ; we^^e enough to take the hair off the head of any un- educated being/ *" Are you so very wicked, then ? ' ' Wicked ! what a silly old-fashioned word. My dear child — we're only a trifle fast and very in- tensely fashionable. Wicked ! — good gracious, no ! And if scandal-mongers say that we play a trifle too high, why, it is very malicious of them, and our roulette-wheel is only a pretty toy that anybody may buy for a guinea ! ' And Fanfreluche grinned afresh. ^ But who is Beltran ? ' I pursued. 'You'll see him,' said Fanfreluche, pettishly. ' He's a very good fellow, though the world don't think so ; he owns the Coronet, you know — ' ' The public-house ? ' I asked, for opposite Bill Jacobs' there was an inn with that sign, very much frequented by thieves and dog-fanciers, and black- guards of all sorts. *" Public-house ? good heavens, no ! Our theatre ! ' ' A theatre ! Does he dress in green and spangles, and carry a long white whip ? ' I demanded breath- HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 201 lessly^ thinking of tlie magnificent persons I had beheld outside the booth at the wakes in the Peaks, and believing that I should show that I also knew the world. Fanfreluche screamed till she choked herself. ' Oh, you dear little simpleton ! — you're as good as a play yourself. Why, Beltran is a Viscount, you little fool ; and he only keeps the Coronet as he keeps his horse, and his valet, and his cigar-case — his name don't show, you know ; old Aaron is the only man the public ever hears of; the acting manager, you know, villainous old screw ! ' ' Lord Beltran is very rich, then ? ' 'He ought to be ! ' — and she gazed into the fire with an expression that was plaintive and very serious for this cynical, worldly-wise, frivolous young lady. ' But he is not ? ' I ventured to infer. '' Who says so ? It's no business of yours or of mine if he isn't ! ' retorted Fanfreluche quite fiercely : I perceived that, with all her wickedness, she was a loyal little thing to her friends, amongst whom this Beltran seemed to stand foremost. ' Was it he who bought me and sent me here ? ' I inquired, to change the subject. 202 PUCK. Whereon Fanfreluche became her own sardonic and scoffing self once more. ' Pooh ! no. He's an awful fool ; but he's not quite such a fool as to purchase a thing of Bill Jacobs. Any dog Bill sells^ he steals again in a month or two. Don't look so frightened. Laura will sell you herself most likely before Bill gets a chance. Set a thief to foil a thief you know ! ' ' A thief ! ' I murmured^ unable to reconcile such language with a lady of whom I had just heard as one of the sovereigns 'of the world. ^ But who is that man_, then^ who sent me here ? ' ' Leo Lance^ my dear. Only an author ! ' ' But he gave twenty pounds for me ? ' ^ Did he ? Oh ! — and the ear-rings were two hundred the pair. Yes_, I know; that's just the price he got — Beltran gave it him — for that new little thing they are going to play. And he spends Beltran's money so ! — Chut ! ' And the small dame clicked her little white teeth like the teeth of a trap. I saw something was wrong ; but I was not aware what it might be. ^Beltran's such an awful fool_,you know/ she ex- plained. ' He's one of the cleverest men on earth, and keen as an eagle in some things,, but where HE IS LAUNCHED ON LIFE. 203 there's a question of moneys or women^ or play_, or kindliness, pooh ! — he's a downright blind bat, an idiot ! He pays Leo Lance for a burlesque he didn't want out of pure good-nature — do you suppose he dreams that the Mouse lays the gold out in tr^^ing to steal his mistress ? ' ' I don't know, I am sure/ I muttered vaguely, not having an idea what she meant. ^ The Mouse — what have mice to do with burlesques, and what may burlesques be, pray ? ' 'A burlesque, my sweet little daisy,' explained my patroness, 'is an epitome of the tendency of this age to reduce everything of heroic stature to pigmy proportions, and to render ridiculous all that other ages have venerated. A burlesque is the re- source of writers without wit ; the grinning mask whereby they conceal their inability to laugh the laugh of humour ; the juggling of words and phrases with which they counterfeit the Hudibrastic strength and the Rabelaisean mirth that is not in them nor in their times. There ! — that is not mine ; I heard Derry Denzil say itj so take it for what it is worth. As for the Mice — that is a name we give Leo Lance, and Derry, and a few others. They've a paper they call the Mouse, \ a sort of burlesque 204 PUCK. itself^ only Denzil pours real acid into it^ — and tliey are all mice that write for it ; and there^s nothing they don^t nibble at^ and the trapes not set yet that can catch them. But for mercy^s sake, do hold your tongue,, and let me be quiet and get some sleep. Wake me when the clock strikes eight, and don't say a syllable earlier.' And she curled herself up and slept, and no eflForts of mine could arouse her. As for me, I sat the whole time bolt upright, quivering all over with excitement ; — mice, actors, thieves, sovereigns, cheese-baited traps, and ivory prayer-books, chasing each other in wild confusion and discord through my brain. Into what a world I had alighted ! CHAPTER XI. HE SEES SOCIETY. RECISELY as the time-piece chimed eight hourSj Fanfreluche awoke and shook her- self. ' Come down,^ she said. ^ They will be soon at dinner. It^s an off-week at the Coronet,, Easter you know. You see we^re so pious ; we keep the feasts and the fasts of the Church ! Now don't you mind if she raps you hard with her fan handle^ or if the Mice hit champagne corks at you ; if you make an atom of noise you^ll be turned out of the room.' ' Are the Mice always here ? ' I inquired^ dread- ing these un-trapable rodents. ' You silly ! Of course not. But they come 206 PUCK. pretty often ; — with the others. Beltran^s wines are excellent — ■' *" But is it Beltran^s house^ then ? ' ' Oh you little donkey ! of course not ! ' cried my chaperone exasperated. ' Of course it^s not his house ; — only he pays for it and for everything in it ! Can^t you put two and two together ? Come along ! You will find the dishes burn your mouth; that cook^ though they think so much of him^ has only one idea of seasoning; — and that one lies in the pepper-pot ! ^ With this she trotted through the half-opened door and down the pretty staircase with its gilded balustrade and its bright-hued carpets^ and into the dainty hall^ mosaic paven^ and filled with hot- house flowers and small orange-trees. She led the way into a room that literally dazzled me as I entered it ; it seemed one sheet of light ; a miniature sun in the blue arc of the ceiling shed down its rays, the atmosphere was heavily scented with pastilles and flowers, the table seemed a-blaze with gold and silver, and the hangings of the walls were azure satin, silver- starred. There were seven or eight people round the table ; and a voice called Fanfreluche. She obeyed HE SEES SOCIETY. 207 its call; and I crept timidly after lier^ and gazed around from a safe position under a chair. Tliere_, taking courage, I glanced round the room. I recognized my purchaser^ and I recognized my mistress : — tlie latter dazzled my eyes like the sun- chandelier above head. She seemed literally on fire with the superb rubies that glittered all over her, and shone like sparks of flame upon the exquisite whiteness of her skin. Flame- coloured robes gleamed under the black shower of her laces ; her scarlet pome- granate-like lips, the rich flush on her cheeks, the lustre of her great brown eyes; — all were full of colour glowing like the hues in a stained-glass pic- ture when a red autumn sun streams through it. It was a perfect beauty of its kind. The splendid lips had a cruel sensuality; the splendid eyes had a hard rapacity; the splendid ruddy-tinted hair shaded a brow that had the low brutal ignorance of the savage set on it. But — with all that youth, that colour, that magnificence of loveliness, who remembered that ? Not they, certes, who sat around her board. Ah fools ! when you gaze on the ^ flower-like face ^ of a woman, do you ever pause to notice where 208 PUCK. the animalism speaks tlirougli it ? — tlie greedy the cruelty, the lust, the ignorance ? ^Animalism' do I say ? I have lived now so long in your world and its cant, that I have caught up all its jargon. ' Animalism/ forsooth ! — a more unfair word don^t exist. When we animals never drink only just enough to satisfy thirst, never eat except when we have genuine appetites, never indulge in any sort of debauch, and never strain excess till we sink into the slough of satiety, shall ' animalism ^ be a word to designate all that men and women dare to do ? ' Animalism ! ' you ought to blush for such a libel on our innocent and reasonable lives when you regard your own ! You men who scorch your throats with alcohols ; and kill your livers with absinthe ; and squander your gold in the Kursaal, and the Circle, and the Arlington; and have thirty services at your dinner betwixt soup and the ^ chasse ; ' and cannot spend a summer afternoon in comfort unless you be drinking deep the intoxication of hazard in your debts and your bets on the Heath, or the Downs ; at Hurlingham, or at TattersalFs Eooms. You women who sell your souls for bits of stones dug from HE SEES SOCIETY. 209 tlie bowels of the earth ; who stake your honour for a length of lace two centuries old ; who replace the bloom your passions have banished wdth the red of poisoned pigments ; who wreathe your aching heads with purchased tresses torn from prisons^ mad- houses,, and coffins ; who spend your lives in one incessant struggle^ first the rivalry of vanity and then the rivalry of ambition ; who deck out greed, and selfishness, and worship of station or of gold as ' love/ and then wonder that your hapless dupes, seizing the idol that you offer them as worthy of their worship, fling it from them with a curse, finding it dumb, and deaf, and merciless, a thing of wood and stone. ^ Animalism,^ forsooth ! — God knows it would be well for you, here and hereafter, men and women both, were you only patient, continent, and single- minded, only faithful, gentle, and long-suffering, as are the brutes that you mock, and misuse, and vilify in the supreme blindness of your egregious vanity ! From beneath my chair I surveyed with some interest and with more trepidation the society around the banquetting-table of Laura Pearl, while Fanfre- luche, kindly squatting near me, drew my attention to each personage in turn. VOL. I. 14 210 PUCK. ^ Look yonder^ at that tall slender man farthest from Pearl/ she murmured to me in that language which,, like the utterances of the fairies^ cannot be heard by the gross ears of human creatures. By the way^ with all your vaunted superiority^ a fly can eclipse you in sight, a bird in volitation, a wasp in architecture, a bee in political economy and geome- try, a water spider in aquatic science and subtlety, a — Good Heavens, one could spread the list over ten pages ! ^ Do you see that tall fair man with the white flower in his coat ? ^ pursued Fanfreluche, ^ the one with the handsome, contemptuous, weary face, the gray eyes and the dark straight eyebrows, who looks '' aristocrat ^^ all over him, and has made his face as expressionless as a colourless piece of repousse work, — that^s Beltran. You^re afraid of him ? So are most people at first sight ; — and a good many of them ever afterwards for that matter — I don^t know why ; it^s only manner with him. The fools toady him so ; he's obliged to give them a good sound kick with the boot-heel of insolence as it were.' ^ Why does he keep the society of fools ? ' ' Little donkey ! He lives in the world, don't HE SEES SOCIETY. 211 he ? ' cried Fanfreluclie with immeasurable sarcasm. 'It^s very easy to get into ditch-water, but not so easy to get out. Besides, a man as rich as Beltran has been — pshaw ! is I mean ! — can't find a world quit of a flood of parasites, any more than a salmon can swim in rivers free of minnows. Look there — that little fellow with the brilliant eyes, and the full lips, and the crisp brown hair, isn^t that he who bought you ? Yes ? I knew it ! Well ! that^s the Mouse, Leo Lance. He was the son of a tobacconist, they do say, somewhere down south ; but had a classic education, and uncommonly sharp wits. He writes well and he talks well — in his own way, — cribs right and left ; but wears his stolen clothes so that they look like his own skin. Anyhow — he is in society to a good extent, and lives with the " swells,^^ whom he copies and worships, because they^re of use to him ; and damns and detests because they only admit him on sufferance, and don't take him amongst their own women.' ' He did buy me,' I murmured. ' Why does he not notice me now ? ' ^ Pooh ! He's never seen you before, my dear ! ' said Fanfreluche, with her peculiar grin of signifi- cance. ' Never ! — don't be so indiscreet as to recog- 212 PUCK. nize him. The great art in society is to be able to stare our oldest friends in the face as if we'd never met tbem in all our lives before. It^s an art that^s always bandy ; for nine times out of ten you do really want to cut tbem ; and if you don^t^ it only looks good style to bave forgotten people, and makes tbem feel tbemselves of no consequence in sucli a great world as yours — ^ ' But witb real friends ? ' I began ; my mind re- verting to my dear old Ben. *" Pshaw ! my little Daisy/ scoffed Fanfreluche. ' There are no " friends '' now-a-days ; there are only acquaintances. Beltran is *^^ friends ^^ witb ever so many men, whom yet be pills witb black balls every time they're put up for his clubs.' ^ That bright, fair-faced, curly-haired boy, is the little Marquis of Montferrat/ she resumed; ^ he has been of age a year, and is half ruined already . What by? Oh yearlings, and women, and big '^^ coups'' at the tables ; the old story. Tender's Evrecombe, his well-beloved Mentor, who, with the women as his assistants, decoys him into what nets he pleases.' ' A swindler ? ' I inquired tremblingly. ^ A swindler ? Good gracious, no !/ cried the bttle lady. ' Evrecombe is a perfectly well-born gentle- HE SEES SOCIETY. 218 man, — did you ever see a more elegant person ? — and tlie day little Monti shoots himself, or rushes out of Europe with worse dishonour than death at his heels, his Mentor will sip an ice drink in his club, and murmur serenely — '' I warned him ! " ' Do you see Deringham Denzil, there ? ' she pur- sued after a brief pause. ' Derry as they call him ; a big fellow, awfully handsome ; bearded and bronzed like an Asiatic? Looks like a guerilla chief, doesn^t he? with his reckless, devil-may-care, picturesque face, and those great sinewy limbs of his ? — well, he is one of the Mice too ; and for a caustic piece of incisive irony, or a wistful tender touch of thought, there is nobody equal to that stalwart debonnair bri- gand. He has a story too, but 1^11 tell you that some other time. That man, with the superb golden-haired head, there is the painter, Marmion Eagle (he's a co- lossus in the studio, and mad as a March hare out of it ; all great artists are) ; and the delicate handsome creature next him, with a face like some pretty brunette's, is a cavalry-soldier, St John Milton. He has been cut all to pieces a hundred times, and has seen more service, and killed more men to his own hand, than any man of his years in the army. Hear him tell how he set the skulls of all the Asia- 214 PUCK. tics lie liad ever killed, in a row on the top of the flat roof of his house, one illuminating night, in Cal- cutta; with the skulls all filled up with clay, and a candle stuck into each, and lighting up the fleshless jaws, and shining through the orbless eyes ! — it will make your very blood run cold. But he never does talk of himself hardly — your great soldiers are always very modest over their own bits of derring-do. There, I don^t see any one else to tell you about ; — of the other two, one is a guardsman, and the other a member of parliament ; both pleasant fellows, gentle as women, and wild as the grouse in Novem- ber. But listen ! — there^s Beltran calling me.^ She trotted up to her hero, who stroked her and gave her a sweetmeat from the gold bonbon- stands on the table ; doing this he caught sight of myself, and asked whence that new white dog had come. ' I bought him,^ said Laura Pearl, carelessly, and I wondered her voice did not break the spell of her beauty for all of them, it was so harsh, so coarse in fibre, so metal-like in its resonnance. ^ A man ofi*ered him to me to-day in the Park, for a guinea; collar and all, as you see him.^ ' Stole him, then ? ' HE SEES SOCIETY. 215 ^ Well ; tliat warn't my affair if tie did/ Slie distinctly said ' warnH.'' ^ Yes_, it was. Wliat do you buy dogs for ? You can have dozens given you.^ ^ It^s a pretty beast, Beltran ? ^ ' Oil ! pretty enougli. Looks awfully miserable, too. Hungry — eli ? ' He addressed the last phrase to me, and in the anguish of my feelings I could not restrain a piteous howl. He laughed, and set me down some croquettes of chicken on his own plate. ' I hate the dogs messing and feeding in the rooms,^ muttered the Pearl sullenly. ' Better take care they^re fed out of it then,' said Beltran, in his negligent, indifferent fashion : she looked angered and struck Fanfreluche a sharp blow with the ivory sticks of her fan. I wondered if these gentle amenities were the custom between lovers in the fashionable world of Pearl et Cie. ' Worth twenty sovereigns, if he be worth one,^ murmured Beltran, surveying me as I ate. ' Pure Lion- dog, eh. Lance ? ^ ' Looks so,' responded the Mouse, putting up his eye-glass to study me. 216 • PUCK. ' Would you know the man tliat you had him from_, Laura ? ' asked Beltran. ' Good gracious^ no ! I^m sure I shouldn^t ! ' ' And why on earth did you buy him ? ' ^ 'Cause he seemed dirt cheap at a guinea. What a heap of fuss and nonsense, Yere, you make about that Kttle wretch ! ' I turned hot and cold_, and trembled over my cro- quettes: I had only been up at the table one minute and a half, and already I had heard four gigantic, and apparently utterly meaningless falsehoods ! Was this inevitable in ' high society ' ? Beltran laughed a little ; it seemed to amuse him to be accused of making a fuss about anything, as it did, indeed^ appear utterly irreconcilable with the extreme quietism, and half cynical, half languid^ weariness of his habitual tone and manner. The moments that followed were not sweet to me : for they passed in my being handed about from one to another until I had run the gauntlet of the whole circle. Happily their verdict was favourable : and all of them, Leo Lance the most emphatically, con- gratulated the Pearl on having so cheaply obtained such a thorough-bred. All, indeed, save Beltran, who having affirmed again that, if she got me for a HE SEES SOCIETY. 217 guinea, the man had stolen me, shut his lips, and vouchsafed no more on the subject. The Mouse and those loudest in my praises, offered me nothing to eat ; Beltran, to whom my presence seemed scarcely satisfactorily accounted for, remembered me, and gave me a slice of a duck- ling, and a handful of almond cakes. After this they forgot me ; except when Laura Pearl, with Lance, and the little Marquis, amused themselves in frightening me out of my wits by letting off rose- water crackers in my eyes, and pelting me with crystallized chestnuts, till I was both deaf and blind. ' Monkeyish malice, my dear,^ murmured Fanfre- luche, as an enormous hard bonbon hit me sharply on the eye. ' Boys, and cads, and women have it. Go under Beltran's chair. ^ I was so confused, and indeed so hurt, though their missiles were only rosewater and chestnuts, that I heard little of all that passed at the table. Pearl laughed very often, laughed long, and laughed loudly, showing the most magnificent teeth in the world; and some stories were told, which if not over-decorous, were to a surety wittily, if wickedly imagined. Beyond these the proprieties were in no way violated ; and if it was all laughable chatter 218 PUCK. enough^ mere gossip of tlie day lightly told^ there were none of those brilliant scintillations which out- siders are given to imagining as coruscating per- petually in such spheres as this. Men^ as I know now^ do not take the trouble to be amusing in the society of PearPs sisterhood : they pay^ and think the purse-strings quite enough to draw, without being wearied to draw also on their mental capital. What good things there were said, came from the merry mouth of Lance. ' If that Mouse hadn't sung, and didn't sing, he wouldn't feast in this cheese,' Fanfreluche meta- phorically explained to me ; and when I asked further explanation, added : ^ Little goose ! Beltran gives him dinners ; and he is to amuse Beltran. It's a fair exchange. Do you suppose our Stuart princes don't keep their Will Somers to jest for them ? In old times, you know, the noblemen's fools wore motley, and jingled bells atop of their caps : now they wear dress coats, and half-guinea rosebuds in their button-holes. But the class hasn't changed a bit. And their lord's whip is an insolent word ; and their lord's wage is paid out to them in dinners, and suppers, and HE SEES SOCIETY. 219 water parties_, and race-weeks, and mayhap, if they^re very presentable fools indeed, in a club ballot, and an autumn shooting/ 'The poor fools !^ I murmured, for fellow-feeling makes us wondrous kind, and I had just been the butt of crackers and marrons-glaces. ' Poor indeed ! ' sneered Fanfreluche. ' IV s the poor princes, I think ! paying all they do for dull wit that they could eclipse in a second themselves if they only weren^t too indolent to talk ! The fools make pretty perquisites, I can assure you, and run up all the rungs of the ladder in no time. IVe seen a fool — in the end — sit aloft, looking sanctity and decorum itself, and gripping his money-bags tight, while the Prince sank below in a bottomless sea of ruin, with the sharks of Debt and the vul- tures of Yenality tearing him asunder between them ! ' ' It is his own fault ? ^ I suggested, ' Not at all ! ' snapped Fanfreluche. ' He has been ten to one too heedless to watch, and too generous to distrust, like but you know nothing about it, you are so young ; and youth is always as obstinate as it is ignorant, and as illiberal as it is illiterate. I hate youth ! ' 220 PUCK. ^ But you are not old yourself, surely ? ' I demanded. ' Pooli ! ' scoffed Fanfreluclie, '' I am feminine ! And into every feminine thing, my dear, the Devil, before it is born, instils the knowledge of evil : for he still keeps the apples by him with which he tempted poor Eve ; only there is but the juice of evil left beneath the rosy velvet skin, for the golden side that held the knowledge of good is all shrivel- led up, withered by the winds of sin that blow for ever through the universe.' And having said this she would say no more, but sat watching with her black and brilliant eyes ; and looking so fearfully like a very little but very terrible devil herself, that I trembled, and thought that indeed through the warm fragrant air of the banquetting chamber I heard and felt the passing breath of that sirocco of guilt which, daily and nightly, sweeps over the sick and weary world, and burns it with consuming fever, and will not let it lie in peace, and rest. The dinner lasted long; there were some thirteen services, I counted them in amaze; at its close there was the scent of variously scented smoke, and the laugh of Laura Pearl rang louder. HE SEES SOCIETY. 221 From the table they passed to the drawing- room up-stairs ; which glowed with ten times more light, ten times more colour, ten times more bril- liancy than the other apartment, and was indeed one mass of scintillating gold, and silyer_, and amber ; not a large room, everything in the house was small and hijou, but intensely luxurious and very costly. They had not been there many moments before they gathered round a table on which stood a pretty little apparatus, made of rosewood and ebony and ormolu ; a sort of plate, it seemed to me, in which her hand, with its rings blazing forth bright rays, was for ever carelessly tossing a little ivory ball. What they were doing I could not tell ; it en- grossed them entirely. Some grew very pale ; some very flushed ; all were intent, silent, breathlessly eager; and they rarely moved, save when one or other of them went to a marble stand on which claret-cup, and cognac, and eS"ervescing waters were placed, kept cool amongst great glittering rock- crystals of square cut ice. Their faces wore a curious look, I thought. I have seen it often enough since then at half the gaming-tables of Europe. 222 PUCK. I had gazed at them^ amazed and entranced^ for half-an-liour or thereabout when Fanfreluche ap- proached me. ^ Come away_, child/ she whispered. ^ It^s mid- night, come to bed.^ ^ I want to stay here ! ^ I remonstrated. ' I want to see them : — ' ' Oh, do you ? They're not attractive to see. Some of them must lose_, you know ; and some will be drunk when the morning finds them. Beltran won't, but three or four of the others will. There is no drinking now- a- days we're told — oh no ! — and no gaming-houses either. What a precious clever thing is Legislation ; it bars men out from doing a thing in public, and so they go and do it ten times more in private ! But then nobody guesses it, you see, and that's all Legislation cares. They've shut up the silver hells, and the gentlemen lose an estate in a night at the Cocodes' Club, and stake hundreds on the Red in their mistresses' drawing-rooms. So Law means to shut up the public-house ; and the working men will soak themselves in gin and rum in their own cellars all Sunday long, and pay twenty per cent, more for the liquor because it will be supplied at a risk. Oh ! Law is wondrous clever ! HE SEES SOCIETY. 223 But do come away, little one ; you^re only a baby^ and tliis liouse isn^t edifying after midniglit/ ' Your Beltran can^t be so very good_, tlien_, since he is so fond of it !^ I retorted^ s^ngry to be treated so cbildisbly. ' Poobj my dear ! Beltran seeks wliat he scorns; and caresses his own ruin. He^s not uncommon there. I tell you^ he^s an awful fool^ and I never said any- thing at all about his morals. The world thinks very badly of him ; and so may you if you like. Come away — that^s all.-' And by dint of threats and persuasions she half drove and half coaxed me out of the room^ and into the little^ dark, deserted boudoir we had pre- viously occupied. ' Go to sleep, child ! ' she cried^ pushing me on to a soft silk mat ; and I was too sleepy in truth to disobey. Once I awoke myself in my vivid dreams to ask her a question. ' Is that woman realhj a sovereign, Fanfre- luche ? ' I could see even in the moonlit darkness the grin of her little white teeth. ' Oh yes, my dear — honour bright. If 3^ou doubt 224 PUCK. it just go and look in at the fashionable photographic shops : you^ll see her between Queen Victoria and the Archbishop of Canterbury ; and she sells better, they say, than either the ermine or the lawn. Good night, and for gracious sake donH chatter ! ^ CHAPTER XII. AT THE COEOXET THEATRE. HEX I awoke the next mornings I certainly found myself in a blue velvet-hung apart- ment ; 1 stared at myself repeated a dozen times in as many mirrors ; I wore on my collar a beautiful azure satin rosette nearly the size of my head; and the man who brought us our breakfast served us minced chicken on a very exquisitelypaint- ed china plate : but I had been more joyous by far on the rough red bricks of Ben's cottage kitchen. ' These fine things don't make one's happiness/ I murmured pensively to Fanfreluche. ^ No^ my dear^ they don't ; ' the little worldling admitted. ^ They do to women ; they're so material, VOL. I. 15 226 PUCK. you see. They are angels — oli yes^ of course ! — but they^re uncommonly sliarp angels where money and good living are concerned. Just watch them — watch the tail of their eye — when a cheque is being written or an eprouvette being brought to table. And after all^ you know minced chicken is a good deal nicer than dry bread. Of course we can easily be senti- mental and above this sort of thing, when the chicken is in our mouths where we sit by the fire ; but if we were gnawing wretched bones, out in the cold of the streets, I doubt if we should feel in such a sublime mood. All the praises of poverty are sung by the minstrel who has got a golden harp to chant them on ; and all the encomiums on re- nunciation come from your bon viveiir who never denied himself aught in his life ! ' ' Then everybody is a hypocrite ? ^ ' Not a bit, child. We always like what we haven^t got ; and people are quite honest very often in their professions, though they give the lie direct to them in their practice. People can talk them- selves into believing that they believe anything. When the preacher discourses on the excellence of holiness he may have been a thorough-going scamp all his life ; but it don^t follow he's dishonest, be- AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 227 cause lie^s so accustomed to talk goody-goody talk that it runs off his lips as the thread off a reel — ' ' But he must know he^s a scamp ? ' ' Good gracious me, why should he ? I have met a thousand scamps ; but I never met one who con- sidered himself so. Self-knowledge isnH so common. Bless you, my dear, a man no more sees himself, as others see him, in a moral looking-glass than he does in a mirror out of his di-essing-box. I know a man who has forged bills, run off with his neighbour's wife, and left sixty thousand pounds odd in debts behind him ; but he only thinks himself '^a victim of circumstances — '^ honestly thinks it too. A man never is so honest as when he speaks well of him- self. Men are always optimists when they look in- wards, and pessimists when they look round them.' I yawned a little : nothing is so pleasant, as I have known later, as to display your worldly wisdom in epigram and dissertation, but it is a trifle tedious to hear another person display theirs. "\\Tien you talk yourself, you think how witty, how original, how acute you are ; but when another does so, you are very apt to think only, — what a crib from Eochefoucauld ! However, of course I did not think this then ; I 228 PUCK. only thouglit that I wished Fanfreluche was not quite so much given over to the love of her own chatter, and inquired of her how we were to spend the morning. ^ It^s a chance, my dear/ she responded. ^ She's always amusing herself; but she'll leave me to split my very throat with yawning all day long sometimes. They're awfully egotistical, those women — specially this class. You see, all their girlhood through, they lived hardly ; and were beaten and worked, and half- starved ; and thought a scrap of bacon or a scrag of mutton a feast for the gods ; and could hardly pin their rags together enough to look decent, or keep the wind and the rain from their shivering bodies. Well ! — when they come into this world, and are dressed like empresses, and stuff sweetmeats all day long, and drive hither and thither, and eat and drink of the best the earth gives, why naturally they can't have enough of it. And their necklace stones are as big as walnuts ; and their wines are poured out in floods ; and their dishes are all over- seasoned ; and their horses all step up to their very noses ; and their houses are gilded from the area gate to the attic. They over-do it all in fact, just because they are in love with it ; and in the same AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 229 way they are in love with, pleasure, and exaggerate tlie pretty prancing creature till her laugh is a roar, and her dance is a break-down, and her smile is a grimace, and her rosebud is a peony, and her bright frolic is a frenzy/ And Fanfreluche snapped her teeth together, with the air she always wore when she thought she had said something that was especially clever. I listened bewildered and awed. ' But she never came out of hard life and starva- tion,^ I breathed scarcely audibly. ' I don't know where she came from, child,' returned Fanfreluche pettishly. ' I declare you spoil all generalities by dragging them down to personali- ties — you are almost as bad as a woman. As for starvation — may be not. That was a figure of speech. But she came from obscurity, my dear, — she can hardly read ; she can hardly write ; she don't speak common grammar even now ! She'll get awfully drunk on her Jules Mumm and her Pomery ; and she's as common and vulgar a creature, in all save her beauty, as any Irish fish -woman that ever swore at old Billingsgate. You know she was playing in burlesques at a horrid little East-end theatre, when we first heard of her (I lived with Fredegonde then) ; 230 PUCK. Freddie is dead now ; killed herself with absinthe^ and too many truffles. Old Lord George picked Pearl out of the East ; and first set her going in this sort of style^ in a little villa^ with a pair of cream ponies, and all the rest of it. Lord George died, in less than three months, of apoplexy, in at Whitens one night ; and Laura had two or three adventures, picking. up no end of jewellery, and gold, and knick- knacks on the road as it were. Finally she threw herself at Beltran^s head ; and he took her to Baden ; then brought; her out here in the burlesque of Corinne and the Crowner, last Christmas. Act ! No, she can^t act a bit. She has no talent. But she can look amazingly striking ; and she poses wonderfully well ; and as at our house we have chiefly those burlesque or extravaganza pieces, good looks and attitudes are perhaps the chief things that we want. Besides, she don't depend on that : if Beltran broke with her, which he's scarcely likely to do, and if she didn't take another engagement, she'd have her handsome face and that dear little innocent roulette wheel ! Pearl, so long as she is only the fashion, can make her thousands as fast as she pleases — ' ^But had she really nothing then, two years ago ?' AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 231 ' Pshaw ! Those — Pearls — never do have any- thing while they live in their oyster-shells. That is, till theyVe broken a man or two. AYhen Lord George — he was an old virtuoso, you know, my dear and poked about in very queer places after his brie a brae ! — first lit on her in Houndsditch, or Shore- ditch, or some ditch or another; she was drinking gin and eating tripe in a little kennel of a room off her music hall, where she showed for two shillings a night, and lived in an attic with a low comedy man. He took a ten-pound note for giving her up, and said he^d never sold a bit of trash half so profitably in all the days of his life — ' ' What was her real name ? ' I pursued, haunted by this vague fancy, which yet seemed to me utterly incredible and insensate. '' I'm sure, my dear, I don't know,' scoffed Fan- freluche. ^ They never have any real names. There may be women who have no alias ; but there are no women who have only one ! She called herself " Laura Pearl " when she came amongst us. If a mare win the Blue Ribbon of the Turf, what on earth does it matter whether she has been christened Yenus Anadyomene, or Sally, in the stable where she was foaled ? She has won the Derby ; and 232 PUCK. nobody cares a straw what her name is. They pile their money on her — ' ^ But they do care what her race was ? ^ I hinted with an acuteness that surprised myself. ^ Ah, to be sure they do/ assented the little lady. ' But then, my dear, men are much wiser about their horses than they are about their women. They look for vice in their racer^s eye, but they never heed it in their mistresses ; and though they wouldnH bet a single shilling on a screw, they^ll squander tens of thousands on a vixen!— ^ ^ Since she was this vile low creature, why did you tell me she was a sovereign ? ' I grumbled in reproachful wonder. ' Because she is one, you daisy,^ said Fanfreluche, with curt acerbity. ' The good people are afraid of '^ mob-rule ee in Europe just now, — the fools ! — the very dregs of the mob rule already ; the Mob Femi- nine raised on high from the gutter, with its hands clutching gold, and its lips breathing poison, and its vices mimicked in palaces, and its lusts murder- ing the brains, and the souls, and the bodies of men ! ^ I made no reply ; I was a little impatient of her exordium, and I was pursued with this strange AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 233 tliouglit wMcli liad risen in me, and whicli I rejected as madness. I remembered the girl in lier russet bodice with her yellow glass beads round her throat, chafferiog in the ivy-hung porch over the open pack of the little withered old peddler; — I remembered the woman who had blazed in her rubies_, and her flame-hued radiance of colour, under the fiery glow of light in her supper chamber ; it was not possible that these twain could be one ? I felt blind and giddy, and sick at heart. ' You are ill, you little simpleton,' said the sharp yet kindly voice of my monitress. ^ If you can't stand the sight of evil in this world, lick up some arsenic at once, my dear ! Ah ! — there's Lizzie come for us for a walk. She is a good creature ; — yes — though she serves a Pearl. A woman may be vir- tuous in any atmosphere if she like. Lizzie hates evil with all her soul — to be sure she is ugly, poor thing, which makes innocence come easier ! — but she was once brought by accident into the ser- vice of the Pearls, and now nobody of another class would take her, and she must work and get her wages, or her old mother would starve. So she stays. There is good to be found everywhere, my 234 PUCK. dear, if you only look for it— and excellence in nothing/ With which she trotted out of doors into the Park, which was nigh at hand; and I followed her, very sad at heart still. For no young thing can be consoled by the negative comfort that good only barely balances evil on earth ; and the assurance that excellence is as unattainable as the four-leaved shamrock. ¥/'hen we are very young we could better bear evil in extremes if thereby we could only obtain good in extremes likewise. It is the certainty that vice and virtue are so fearfully even; so perfectly weighted and mea- sured in the same scales ; so entirely impotent one against each other ; which makes their drawn-battle through all the ages, — for which no end is perceiv- able in the future, — so dreary, so depressing, so hopelessly melancholy to all creatures that possess the chivalries of an innocent youth. In the latter half of the day we went out again : and this time I was promoted to the dignity of the front cushion in the dainty little equipage which Laura Pearl drove herself, with a tiny groom stand- ing behind her, and two of the handsomest gray AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 235 ponies on the town in her silver-plated and red- ribbonned harness. She did not drive with any sort of skill, and she used the whip unsparingly ; but she drove with fury, and without any fear whatever, so that her science appeared considerable and her narrow escapes were many and startling. It was raw chilly spring weather, the Easter week falling early that year, and there were not many people in the Ladies^ Mile ; but she never stopped under the leafless trees without being surrounded by a bevy of good-looking, well-bred men ; and she did not sweep round the turning at full trot without all the eyes that were there following her in admiration. Indeed, so great was the homage she received — for even some women in splendid carriages gazed at her with intent interest — that I began once more to think that she must be a crowned queen of some kind, and that Fanfreluche had only been laughing at me when she talked of the shilling a-night, and the Argyle Rooms, and the Low Comedy lover who took ten pounds. ' Look, how they stare after her, and how the men bow ? ' I whispered to Fanfreluche. ' She must be very eminent and powerful in some way ? ' 236 PUCK. * Never said slie wasn^t, my dear/ returned that cynic witli a grin. ' She's one of the best chaff- cutting machines for chopping up men's fortunes and souls in double quick time that has ever been wound up and set going on earth ! ' ' But they can't worship wickedness ? ' I ex- postulated. She grinned again : ' Can't they, my dear ? Will you tell me what they do worship then ? The greed of the capitalist, the fraud of the diplomatist, the time-serving of the statesman, the lies of the journalist, the cants of the author, the chicaneries of the merchant, — they are all worshipped if only successful. And why then object to the successful vice of a woman ? You know the Ark of Israel, and the Calf of Belial, were both made of gold ; — Religion has never since changed the metal of her one adoration.' I did not understand, and kept silence, watch- ing the scene that to me was so strange and beguil- ing ; though Fanfreluche turned up her nose at it, because, being Easter week, there was nobody in London, as she said with much scorn : — even her beloved Beltran having gone with that noonday to Paris. AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 237 After tlie Park_, we drove to the shops ; and my impression that our charioteer was a regal ruler, and that the chatter of Fanfreluche was untrue, was deepened by the excessive deference with which the bowing shopmen treated her. They came out, and stood bareheaded in the sharp east wind, listening reverentially to her commands ; or when she descended, and entered their establish- ments, welcomed her with that hideous subserviency of the snob-mercantile to a good customer, which can only be equalled by his equally hideous brutality to a penniless debtor. We followed her, Fanfreluche taking the initiative, and nothing could exceed the civility of the business people : — in one place they gave me a ball, in another they fed me with macaroons, in a third they let my little dusty feet trample a new amber satin dress unchas- tised, in a fourth they kissed me. I became quite pufied up with pride. ' You little idiot ! ^ sneered Fanfreluche. *^ You think it^s for yourself? My dear, if Laura Pearl liked to go through the town with a boa constrictor, every shopkeeper would fondle the reptile, and stuff him with rabbits. She pays better than anybody going — you see she's so astonishingly honest ! If 238 PUCK. they get arrested slie^ll only shrug her shoulders : but she^ll always keep well to windward of White - cross-street herself!' I did not answer : my mouth was full of my red leather ball^ and I thought some jealousy lurked in the cynic^ because when they gave me a macaroon they only offered her a very plain biscuit. I did her wrong in this : but when ever yet did any living creature not prefer to imagine ill-natured envy in a friend^ than to suppose a compliment to himself insincere ? By the time we had been through half-a-dozen of these establishments, the pony carriage was piled high, with scores of tempting packages, covered with the crimson-lined tiger-skin. ' What can she do with them all ? ^ I asked, getting over my anger. ^ She don't want one of them,' said Fanfreluche curtly, as though the plain biscuit still rankled in her mind. ' But she likes to get them, and strew them round her, and break them, or burn them, or toss them to her maid. Ah ! my dear, — you little dream the ecstatic delight that exists in Waste, for the vulgarity of a mind that has never enjoyed Pos- session, till it comes to riot at one blow in Spoliation.' AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 239 ' I do wish you would answer me plainly/ I said sulkily^ ' without — without — ■* ' Epigrams ? ^ she added sharply^ ' I dare say you do, my dear. Epigrams are the salts of life ; but they wither up the grasses of foolishness, and natur- ally the grasses hate to be sprinkled therewith ! ' At that moment we had reached our home, which was an elegant little bijou house, near the Park j and Laura Pearl, as she was about to put her jewelled whip in the rest, hit me a sharp crack with the long white lash as I jumped out eagerly to the ground ; I shrieked, and she laughed : — I felt sure then that she was no sovereign, but only a very vile woman. ' What had I done ? ^ I asked piteously of Fan- freluche ; wishing now that I had given her the macaroon. ' Xothing in life, my dear,^ she replied. ' She hits you as she ruins them — because she finds fun in the sport. But you see she never hits me — why ? Because the first time she did I bit her. To show your teeth, and make them felt too, is the only way with women like her. She whips you, and you crinch to her, — she^ll hit you a dozen times in a day. She flies at them, and they give her a cheque, or 240 PUCK. a diamond,, or a carriage-liorse ; — she^ll have her furies a dozen times in a week. If you treated her to your teeth^ and they to a few sound curses^ she would trouble neither you nor them any more — ' ' Is Beltran even afraid of her ? ' I whispered. ' Well, he is ! ^ said Fanfreluche, with a sigh. ' He's as bold as a lion with men ; hard as nails in the hunting-field ; fought two duels abroad in his young days ; and saved five sailors from a sinking ship last autumn. But he is afraid of the Pearl. Not afraid of her — you know, but afraid of a scene, which he hates ; afraid of her temper, which is the deviPs j afraid of her vengeance, if ever he left her. Afraid — well ! afraid, as the boldest men are of a woman whom they know is bad to the core, yet whom they love for her beauty, and fancy is faith- ful to them, and have trusted with more secrets of their lives than they care to remember. Why do these connections often last all the years that they do ? Love ? — Pooh ! Very little of that : but very much of the force of habit, and very much of the dread of annoyance.' * But why put themselves in the power — ' ^ Tut, my dear ! Why does a lad climb a walnut tree, when he knows a spring-gun is underneath ? AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 241 He only tliinks of eating the walnuts : and always trusts that this one particular spring-gun is un- loaded.'' ' Well_, some guns are rusty and will not do harm ? ' — I had heard Ben Dare say that the guns in the preserves were thus sometimes after heavy rainsj and I thought the* allegorical allusion came in neat and pat. ' Possibly^ my dear/ said my lady^ who did not like other people to be epigrammatic. ^ But if a gun ever rusts enough to prevent explosion^ no woman ever lets her power of evil rust long enough to get out of use ! And now scamper ujD-stairs to Lizzie ; I want my dinner. There^ll be no fun to-night; Pearl goes to dine with a Whig Duke (the Privy Seal), at one of the big inns.^ ^ Why does a Duke have to dine at an inn ? ' I asked in wonder ; my only notion of an inn being- derived from the little public of the Miner^s Joy in Derbyshire. ' Why_, you simpleton,, he don^t invite Laura to dine with his Duchess at home, does he ? Besides, these huge hotels are charming. Last season I belonged to the Guards ; and I went every Sunday with them to their crack dinners at the Leviathan.'' VOL. I. 16 242 PUCK. * I thought the Guards had a mess ? ^ — I had heard the bull-dogs talk of these things. ^ You goose^ so they have. But they can^t take Pearl et Cie to it ; and they like Pearls on a Sun- day. Pearls are their way of keeping the seventh day holy ; so they dine at the Leviathan, or Pich- mond, or Greenwich. Get up-stairs ! ' We spent a quiet evening, when the mistress of our destinies had swept down to her brougham at nine o'clock, gloriously apparelled in a marvellous glimmer of hues, and fountain spray of laces. Fanfreluche looked after her with a grin. ^ If she only never drew off her gloves and never opened her lips, who on earth could tell her from the proudest grande dame of them all ? She'll come home in good humour. Privy Seal has a very grand, gracious fashion of doing things. She'll be sure to find a big sapphire drop in her bonbon -cracker, and a jewelled holder with a rare flower or two by her plate, and very likely a mechanical humming- bird to fly out of the epergne, and nestle in her bosom with a choice ring in his mouth. His Grace has very pretty inventive ways. But he's cut down all the woods round his noble old castle ; and he won't pay one of his son's debts at Ch. Ch.' AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 243 ' Does lie pay his own ? ^ ^My dear! — a Duke and a Privy Seal never is asked to condescend to sucli a commonplace ! ^ ' Is Beltran jealous of him ? * * Pooh ! Jealousy isnH his form at all. He's the most indifferent of mortals^ though he is in love with her in his way. Besides, he thinks she's faith- ful to him. He couldn't do more if he were a husband ; and she a Griselda and an Arria Paetus ! ' — And Fanfreluche grinned again with the look which always made my blood run cold, and made me believe that after all this good-natured, bitter- tongued, little black thing might prove in the end a limb of Satanus. Which was an uncomfortable thought of the only friend that I now possessed in the width of the world. ' The Coronet's open to-night/ said Fanfreluche to me a few evenings later. ^ There's the new extrava- ganza coming on. When she goes do you follow me, and nip into her brougham, and hide yourself as I do under the silk mat. She won't notice, ten to one, or if she do notice she won't care, so long as we make no noise. I often go myself; — it's awful fun. They quarrel fit to kill themselves.' And with much trepidation of soul I prepared 244 PUCK. to follow my daring leader : at a little before eight Laura Pearl passed out to lier neat niglit-brougham, and with rare good luck we eluded all vigilance, and were concealed among the curls of the friendly mat and covered by the flow of her velvet skirts without any one being aware of it_, or at least at- tempting to eject us. I shivered and trembled ; of where I was going I had no sort of conception : and from what I had seen of the stage at the Wake-feast I was firmly persuaded that ' play-actors ^ were chiefly armed with whips and swords ; and that there was always first and foremost amongst them one red and white devil_, in a motley painted skin_, with a mouth grinning from ear to ear, who thumped everybody right and left, and sat down upon babies till they were flattened to pancakes. If there should be a clown here ? — and if he should sit upon me ? However, curiosity is generally speaking a stronger passion than even cowardice, and it proved to be so with myself. The Coronet, as I learned subsequently, was a very fashionable theatre. It had ruined every- body that had ever had anything to do with it ; and AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 245 had therefore made good its title to fashion as strongly as Pearl had made hers. It had been erected some dozen years ; and in that space of time had brought to grief no less than fourteen various proprietors. The veritable owner of it was_, oddly enough^ a country clergyman_, to whom it had been left by his father^ a metropolitan contractor, who had first built it and then claimed it for debt. His Eeverence was a strictly Evangelical person, and, as I have heard, denounced the au- tumnal fair held in his south countrv villag-e with fearful anathema. But he did not sell the theatre ; and every half-year his lawyers transmitted him six hundred pounds, the biannual rental of those hapless mortals who had been severally trapped into becom- ing lessee. The good lessor drew the money ; but always ignored the source ; and spoke vaguely thereof to his agents as ' my late father's properties in the west-end of town.^ I have heard also that the defunct contractor left him two gin-palaces; but of this I am not sure : at any rate this reverend person had so many thousands a year, in addition to his piety, that his bishop presented him with a living of very high value ; feeling it apostolically incumbent upon hiui- 246 PUCK. self to obey the precept of ^to those who have much shall much be given.' The first lessee of the Coronet had been a man in the Guards,, whom it had ruined in one winter season. It brought him so deeply into the Jews^ hands that he had to sell at a ridiculous loss. The person who succeeded him, being an actor himself with some capital, should have known some- thing of what he was about. He was fool enough however to attempt high art, and was smashed utterly in a twelvemonth; exquisite scenery for which he had paid £700 going at auction for twenty pounds, and genuine buhl cabinets pur- chased in Paris for two hundred a piece, being knocked down for a £5 note. I believe he died very miserably in a wretched estaminet in the north of France ; as a man deserved to do who in- sulted the London Public by offering to improve its taste. It would fill pages to recount the various adven- tures of the various proprietors of the theatre, which I heard by degrees from the omniscient little Fanfreluche. Few escaped with only a scorch from its furnace that smelted their gold so fast : none AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 247 escaped with entire impunity ; many cursed it loudly and deeply. One pretty boy (althougli so young, already in your parliament, and of great promise there), the younger son of a great peer, took it for an actress whom he adored — a beautiful, brown, foreign singer, for whom on his little stage he brought out the delicate, delicious, Venetian hoiiffe opera, that was caviare to the English musical world. In two short seasons the boy-politician spent so much over this miniature opera and over her, and plunged so hopelessly into the abyss which money-lenders dig for the young and the rash, that on a stilly June midnight, just at the hour the House was closing to the public and opening to its privileged few, a shot was heard in his own little brilliant sup- per-chamber, and when the people flocked thither they found him stretched across its threshold — dead. Some said that a scene he had by chance wit- nessed between his dark lady and one of his own comrades in her retiring-room, had more to do with it than even his losses in money : it might be so ; at any rate the Israelites put in claims for thirty thou- sand pounds spent in those two seasons when he had kept the Coronet open. They said, also, that when the beautiful brunette found him lifeless, with 248 PUCK. his own bullet through a heart that had scarcely beaten three-and-twenty years^ she shrieked and weptj and tore her hair in agonizing grief; — but all the same she drew the big onyx ring off his left hand^ and unhooked from his watch-chain the jewel- led locket that held her portrait. All these things, of course, I heard later : at the moment we drove up to the stage-door the Coronet was leased by our friend, Yere Essendine, Yiscount Beltran, who had owned it for the last two years or so, and who (as it was whispered) had lost as much as any of his predecessors, even in that brief space, only that he would probably choose to show longer fight, and would not so quickly prevail on himself to relinquish a favourite amusement. ^ Keep close to me,^ whispered Fanfreluche. ' Close ! — or else you^ll get stolen.-' As we descended, the glow of the countless gas-lamps, the pressure of the waiting crowds, the huge letters on the glaring posters, the noise and the confusion, and the glitter of the cross-lights, so dazed and terrified me that I was in danger of forget- ting her injunction, and being trampled to death in the street. However, by some miracle I escaped destruction, and followed my patroness AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 249 tlirougli what appeared to me the most hideous dark passages I had ever beheld. ' She goes to dress. I will show you over the house/ said Fanfreluche_, in her pertest manner, as she trotted along through this seemingly intermin- able maze. I heard loud gay bursts of music ; I was blinded by alternations of sooty darkness and of blazing lisfht ; buore walls of canvas trembled like the shaking walls of an undermined house ; vast bar- riers of timber and of iron loomed above-head and around ; loud shocks of sound reverberated through the melody-filled air_, as men in paper caps pushed to and fro^ in grooves^ enormous masses of wood and metal. I was surrounded by devils,, imps, fairies, butterflies, peasants in white muslin, shep- herds with ribboned crooks ; woolly lambs standing on two legs and sucking tkeir thumbs ; green and white water-lilies, with their arms akimbo i and their tongues thrust in their cheeks at a joke ; a winged sylph drinking from a pot of porter, and a golden- haired wood-elf smoking a cigarette ; — in a word, I was in that mystic region, commonly known as ' behind the scenes.^ My first impression was that it was a Pande- 250 PUCK. monium amidst an earthquake of canvas and. tim- ber; my second tliat it was extraordinarily com- mon-place with all its bizzarrerie, and intensely vulgar and dreary with all its glitter. The time was an entr'acte : the previous piece was ended ; the burlesque not begun. From the body of the house, of which I caught an oblique glimpse, there came at intervals, above the music, hideous shrieks, hisses, and stamping noises. '^The gods are impatient for a break down,' said Fanfreluche to me : though why gods were there at all, and why they desired any one to break down in their performances, was not within my comprehension. She hurried me hither and thither with breath- less rapidity. I could only catch flying speeches, and passing glimpses. ' My old man^s in front. He'll be good for a necklace when he sees me, in this here,' said a Water-lily, twisting herself round in the shortest and most transparent of gauze tunics. ' A necklace of brass farthins, then ! ' sneered the gold-haired Wood-elf. ^A ugly old cove like that, as is a filthy Jew pawnbroker by the looks on him \—' AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 251 ^ He ain^t ! ' screeclied the Lily. ' He's a real live lord, and you knows it. He's Lord Algernon Yereker — lie is ! It's only yer spite, 'cause the stalls don't care a dam for yer cellar-flip-flap ! Did ever you get a boo-kay. Miss, in all yer born days ? Leastways, since yer mother sent yer out to sell yer pennorths o' tripe and greens ? ' What the injured Wood-elf might reply and what fearful and veiled sarcasm might lie in the tripe and greens allusion I never knew, for I was hurried away to a little dirty, bare room, where three Fairy Princes were eating hot kidneys and drinking bottled porter. TKe three Fairy Princes were gorgeous in bright satins and gold lace ; and showed elegant legs in white silk stockings ; and would have been all three really very pretty girls, but for the terrible red paint round the mouth, and black paint under the eyes, and greased white powder on their foreheads and arms. ^ Who's in front?' asked Prince Azor, with her mouth full of kidney. ^ Oh, all her swells/ said Prince Silvertongue, savagely, ' and all the Press lot. First nights is always just alike. Packed ! ' 252 PUCK. ' I see your little cliap in tlie stalls, Mary Ann/ said Prince Charming. ^ You ougMer do business with him. Uncommon soft ; good for a bracelet a-night_, if you keep him well in hand — ' ' Better nor that ! ' said Prince Silvertongue, scornfully and mysteriously. ^ Ain^t there no hysters ? I hate kidneys,, leastways unless Pm at Evans's.' ' A cursed bad piece this here/ grumbled Prince Charming. ^ No. There ain't no hysters. A cursed bad piece. The Mouse have spiled it out and out, just to give her her dances and attitudes. He's awful spoons on her. Pve a good mind to pay forfeit, and go to Alhambra.' ^ Oh lawk ! Do take care, you stupid. You've upset all the rouge, and its a running among the gravy ! ' ^ Stupid yourself ! ' retorted Prince Azor, who was the one apostrophized. 'You've addled your head along of that gin sling. You've only got two lines to say, and Pll swear you'll say 'em upside down — ' The call-boy's shrill treble was at this instant shouting '^Miss Delany, -Miss Yisconti, Miss Vil- liers ! ' — and answering to these patrician names. AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 253 away tlie Fairy Princes rusliecl_, leaving tlie rouge to fraternize witli tlie kidneys and tlieir quarrel to wait over till tlie next pause in tlie performances. ' Curtain^s up ! ' said Fanfreluche, curtly ; as a storm of applause greeted tlie appearance of tlie tliree Princes^ wIlo appeared to be prime favourites with the audience, and who were smiling with radiant sweetness before the ' floats.^ The shrill treble vociferated afresh : ''Madame de Rohan! — Miss Plantagenet-Cour- cey ! ' I gazed breathless,, to behold the representatives of those historic and time-honoured races, so dear to me through my favourite French Memoii's. The two who responded to the call were my friends Water-lily and Wood-elf, as they in their turn sprang on with light pirouettes and fond embraces, before the footlights. Away after them went pell-mell the imps, and the lambs, and the shepherds, in what appeared to me inextricable confusion, though they kept perfect step to the music, and soon formed figure dances out of the chaos. ' What in the world is this ? ' I asked in a very agony of amazement. 254 PUCK. Fanfreluclie turned her little nose in tlie air : ' The merest business_, my dear ! The sort of senseless whirligig all these things open with. Give the public twenty pair of good legs a side^ and you may treat it to just what hash of puns and balderdash of verse you like. But we do do the thing better than most houses. Beltran has all the dresses from Paris : and he sent over the imps them- selves from the Folies-Marigny. English children always have too much flesh to make into sprightly demons — and a heavy glum deviPs a dreadful tiling.^ With that she rushed under a white-bearded, ruby-robed king^s legs, and darting round at the back of the scenes brought me out on the other side of the stage. ' Look at him ! ' said my chaperone. ' He only comes early first nights. How indifferent he is ! And yet there^s over a thousand gone clean in this blessed burlesque to-night, not to speak of all the expenses afterwards ! ' She referred to Beltran, who leant with his back against an iron girder, and a cigar in his mouth, talking to two other men ; with a look of that utter indifference, and of that curious quietude. AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 255 with whictL such men as he are pleased to cover the natural restlessness and recklessness of their game- sterns temperament. ^ Nearly a thousand pounds gone to-night/ I cried aghastj ' and he can look like that ! ' ^ Pooh, my dear/ scoffed Fanfreluche. ' Last season_, when I belonged to him, he lost three thou- sand one night at a certain club where they don^t play money down — morels the pity ! — and he walked out of it just as calm as lie is now, and smoked, and read a new story of Derry DenziVs throusrh before he went to bed.-' o ^ He must be enormousl}^ rich ? ' Fanfreluche grinned. ^ My dear — Fve seen a millionnaire bemoan himself for days over a £5 note left in a railway- carriage ; but if a man bear troubles and losses easily, why — I know he^s a gentleman and a beggar ! ^ ' But how can a beggar have thousands to lose V ' Don^t take one so literally ! You literal people are the bores of society, and the murderers of wit. Look there — that tall big fair man with him is one of his pet friends, Paget Desmond, of the First Life ; and that other one with the stoop in the shoulders. 256 PUCK. aud tlie red beard_, is the great censor morum, Dudley Moore^ proprietor and editor of the Midas. All social sins shrink under his scourge ; — what a pity they haven^t that alliteration in the burlesque !: — and all social sinners are mercilessly exposed under his searching lantern. There is no one comparable to him for stoning a man of genius,, in his virtuous fury ; there is no one touches him for moral lessons, conveyed with a scholarly asceticism that utterly ruins the transgressor whom it rebukes — ' ' And yet he is here to-night ? ' ' Oh yeS; to see the forty pair of legs ! And has in town a meek- eyed mistress to whom he is moderately faithful because she ^^ stands being sworn at ^' so well ; and keeps down in the south a charm- ing little abode that bears the closest family like- ness to the Pare aux Cerfs. His virtues are nobly printed on fair white paper; his vices are only written on the dusky rags of broken honour/ ' He must be a very bad man ? ' ' Pooh ! He is a great man; and wields a great power — in its way. Why, my dear, if the Midas con- descend (which is doubtful, for it is aesthetic and highly intellectual) to say that our forty pair of fine legs have placed us at the very tip-top of high art AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 257 and of moral excellence,, why the public will say so after it. Other ages gabbled their paternosters because they were priest-ridden; ours gabbles its platitudes because it is press-ridden.-' But I was tired of hearing her chatter^ and looked around me. Close by was a door that stood a little open ; beyond it was a very comfortless sort of dressing- room; not much better than that in which the fairy princes had eaten their kidneys ; and out of it, as a butterfly from its dingy chrysalis, emerged at that moment, Laura Pearl. She was exquisitely arrayed in golden tissues, that floated about her like sunlit air, and showed all the curves of her form, all the grace of her limbs, while a girdle of real sapphires flashed fire beneath her breast, and a coronal of the wondrous blue lilies of the western world glowed above her brow. ' She^s about as much as they^ll stand,^ muttered Dudley Moore. I surmise that he alluded to the transparency of her draperies. Beltran nodded to her, without removinghis cigar. ' Knew those blue lilies would tell,^ he murmured, ' You look very well, Laura.-' VOL. I. 17 . 258 PUCK. ' Tliank you for notliing ! ' she responded gra- ciously^ witli mucli scorn. ^ I go on now, donH I?' ^ In a minute. Little Courcey is encored in that forest-song/ The Pearl^s brow lowered and darkened : the first scene had taken about ten minutes ; the audience had not yet beheld herself; and yet they were stopping to encore the Wood-elf (who was certainly charmingly pretty) in a little snatch of a ballad of ten bars ! ' What a fright that Courcey girl always makes of herself ! ^ she muttered. ' Who saw her dress? — she's like a bundle of green twigs and grass ! ' ^ I should be very happy to see her dress/ re- sponded Beltran. ' Unluckily, she locks her door !' The Pearl flashed a savage glance at him. ' Well, if Paris couldn't give you better nor that in costumes/ she laughed viciously, ^ you might just as well have gone to a tally-shop. What do you say, Mr Moore ? ' *" My dear lady ! I buy so many second-hand articles when I pay my staff for their written opinions, that of course I stand up for tally-shops with all my heart and soul ! ' Beltran laughed ; and Laura Pearl glanced AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 250 rapidly yet stupidly from one to another^ as tliougli suspecting tliem of making fun of her. At that juncture the Mouse rushed in from the back : tremulous, agitated, flushed, eager. ' You should be on, you should be on ! ' he cried to her. ^ For mercy^s sake don^t keep them waiting ! ' ' Oh gammon ! They'll wait as long as I choose ! ' she retorted ; but however she thought better of it, and as the elves, and the lambs, and the imps, and the devils rushed off the boards in two opposite armies, she glided, herself, on to the stage in her character of an enchanted water-queen; with whom the three fairy princes were destined to be- come wildly enamoured. From where we stood, an oblique view of the stage, and of a little piece of the stalls, and of the stage-box on the opposite side of the hoiise, was obtainable. The fury of applause was great ; even the stalls clapped their delicately-gloved hands; and she was received with tumultuous welcome. To me she looked only a very scantily-dressed woman, going through strange antics in a labyrinth of wooden beams and flapping sails of painted can- 260 PUCK. vas — but I suppose she looked very different from the ' front/ That is just the difference that makes everything so curiously altered to different spectators. And your stall-lounger always thinks your stage-carpen- ter such a prosaic dolt_, and your stage-carpenter always thinks your stall-lounger such a consummate fool ; and will so think^ no doubt^ until the end of time ; at least so long as stalls and flys shall have their being. All that followed only bewildered me more utterly than ever. It seemed one endless succession of wild rushes hither and thither on the parts of the elves, and lambs, and shepherds, and devils ; and of the most unaccountable conduct in the fairy princess, who combined the most mediaeval of dresses, and the most chivalrous of heroics, with the broadest of street-slang, and the wildest of casino dances. There was a romantic minstrel, love-lorn and deso- late, with curls that hung to his waist, who yet bore a banjo and sung a yelling negro melody. There were river gods, with a noble old Neptune and a beau- teous young Aquarius, who yet at a certain point discarded all dignity, and abandoned themselves to AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 261 the Cancan in a manner worthy of students of Paris. There were charming dehcate nymphs who at a sig- nal became living aisles of roses^ or blossomed sever- ally into glowing azalea shrubs, yet who after realiz- ing all the Greek dreams of Dryads and Hamadryads, burst all at once into a comic chorus that made the delighted house literally shriek aloud with laughter. Finally,, there was the enchanted princess herself, who looked like a poem and moved like a picture^ with the bright azure lilies, and the blue flashing sapphires ; yet who, at the very moment in which she was rescued from her captivity and betrothed to Prince Silvertongue, broke forth into a doggrel declamation, and danced with all the vigour of a sailor, and all the license of a debardeur, first the hornpipe and then a break-down ! And — shade of outraged Thalia ! — what applause she got ! ' I think it^s a success ? ' said Beltran quietly, when, the piece having come to an end, the house shouted for her, and for the Princes, and for the Wood-elf. ^Not a doubt of it,^ answered Dudley Moore. ^ Pm glad little Courcey's got a call,^ said Paget Desmond. ' She's a jolly little girl.' ^ She's the best lot amongst 'em,' assented 262 PUCK. Derry Denzil. ' Tliat little rat's as honest as the day/ ^ They seem to take to it^ don't they ? ' asked Leo Lance, pale and breathless. ^Yes; I think you're pretty safe this time, Mouse/ assented Beltran. ' But, for heaven's sake, don't make them talk such awful nonsense, next thing you do.' ' Nonsense ? ' echoed the Mouse. ^ Why ! that's just what makes it swing smooth. If there'd been ten ounces of sense in it you'd have heard nothing but hisses ! — ' ^ He's quite right,' said Dudley Moore gravely. ' The lucky knack of combining the most perfect scenic effect with the most utterly unredeemed vulgarity in speech and gesture is the great essential of dramatic success. Here he has very fittingly wedded Undine and the Belle an Bois Dormante in his story; two of the most delicately poetic legends in their different manners that we possess ; — and he has mixed with them break-downs, balderdash, casino dancing, street jargon, countless execrable puns, and occasional indecent allusions. The result is success. The barbarism and bizarrerie of the whole thing is undoubtedly rather funny, and pre- AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 263 cisely liits tlie popular tastes and desires. I con- gratulate Mr Lance immensely myself. The wisest man possible is the man that knows his own age.^ The poor Mouse looked dissatisfied and chagrined at this questionable form of felicitation ; but he did not dare to complain of the almighty Censor^s sarcasm. Beltran laughed^ a little impatiently. ' What a patriotic task, then ! ^ he said with a dash of self-contempt_, Ho supply the sinews of war to those barbarians ! ' Dudley Moore shrugged his shoulders. 'My dear Beltran, you must be patriotic, for you amuse the people at a loss, I believe, of some fifty pounds a-night every season ? But that isn't your fault. You supply them with what they like best. Our ancestors performed their mysteries, and their mummeries, at different seasons and on differ- ent stages; but we, who donH believe in the one and are fearfully bored by the other, mix them both together, and take the decoction, indifferently, both in Lent and at Christmas ! ^ ' But are we so bad after all ? ' said Denzil. ' I suspect that sort of cry has been raised in each century. Look at those gospel parodies, those re- 264 PUCK. ligious plays, you speak of, in the middle ages. Were they really anything so very 'much better in taste, do you think, than these burlesques and pantomimes of ours ? ' ^ Perhaps not better. But I say they were duly distinct from the fooling ; and the fooling too was more genuine than ours, I am convinced. Panto- mime was once the genius of gesticulation : the Pulcinella, the Stenterello, the Scaramouch, the Arlecchino, required talent of no slight sort in the mimics who represented them. To tell a whole tale solely by the means of gesture and of facial expression — that was ingenious at the least. But what ingenuity is there exhibited by a man's loup- ing about in woman's clothes, spouting bad puns ; or in a girPs casting herself into the violent and ungraceful postures of the Cancan ? It is simply vulgar : — unredeemably vulgar.' ^ Well — the modern public likes it ? ' hinted the discomfited Mouse. ^ Of course. You know the Roman story of the people rating the pantomime plays a thousand times higher than those performed by " only '' the living personaggi. Well — your public, Mr Lance, is much like the Italian populace. They will have the scene AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 265 painter^ tlie sensational realism^ tlie Lancashire clog- dance_, the pot-house jig — the wooden puppets, in point of factj bobbing upon wires^ — sooner than they will have the Hving flesh and blood ; pathos^ and passion, and genius.'' Beltran threw his cigar away, right into a heap of tinfoil and muslin. ^ You^re quite right : it^s awful stuff/ he mur- mured. ^ But when I tried classic art with that won- derful French woman — you remember? — the gallery was crammed full, but the stalls yawned awfully the first night, and never came afterwards. Now look at the stalls ; weVe had to add three rows to them. And what^s done it ? Nothing but Laura^s break- downs.^ Dudley Moore took snuff out of a tiny box. ^ My dear fellow, — people don^t want to think after dinners of a dozen services. High feeding, and comet wines, induce a frame of mind in which good ankles, and bad puns, are far preferable to any- thing that displays intelligence in the actors, and requires intelligence in its auditors. Pray don^t attempt to return to high art, while youVe those forty pairs of fine legs and the Pearrs cellar-flap dancing.' 266 PUCK. ^ Hang you cynics ! ^ said Beltran. ^ Come and have some supper/ At tliat moment Laura Pearl came off the boards; she and Prince Silvertongue^ literally covered with bouquets ; the little Wood- elf had only one^ a mere cheap knot of early roses, deftly tied with a blue ribbon, probably the gift of some boy-artist or young musician. ^You did that amazingly well, Laura/ said her lover, going up to her, ^Pm really very much obliged to you.'' '^Oh bother \' she responded graciously. ' It^s a wretch of a piece, little Mouse; you should have given me all the break-downs, and Pve only that beggarly one at the end. Yere — do send me some- thing to drink into my room. Pm dead-tired, and as thirsty as pigs on a market day ! ' ^ So you had a call at last ? ' said Beltran kindly to the little Courcey, as the Pearl disappeared in her dressing-room. ^ And some flowers too, I see ? ' The Wood-elPs blue eyes sparkled. ' It was that little song, my lord, as Mr Denzil put in for me. Mayn^t I sing it every night ? Do let me ! ' ' Of course you may. It is in your part.^ AT THE CORONET THEATEE. 267 ' But — but — ■' whispered tlie Wood-elf, who seemed shyer than any other of this astonishingly voluble and dar^-devil sisterhood, ' if you won^t be angry, she said as how she^d have it cut out. She couldn't abide me being called along of her; and if I don^t have the song they'll hiss me ! ' ^ Confound her ! ' muttered Beltran, as the poor little Wood-elf turned hot and cold at her own temerity in adventuring a remonstrance against the person who was omnipotent with the lordly owner of the Coronet. ' You shall have the song, never fear. Fll speak to Wynch myself about it.^ Wynch was the acting and ostensible manager ; and the Wood-elf s soul was comforted. ' What he says he^ll do, he'll do/ she murmured, cherishing fondly her knot of roses, while the costly bouquets showered at Pearl were first stripped of any bracelet, note, or other article they might con- tain, and were then cast aside to wither as best they might. At this instant Prince Silvertongue, passing me hastily to get across to the room on the other side where the porter and kidneys had been indulged in, kicked me sharply with her scarlet boot, and tore 268 PUCK. some of my liair out with, her gilt spur. Naturally I shrieked loudly witli the pain^ which for the time was very severe. Beltran heard and took me up under his arm as he went^ followed by Fanfreluche, to his own sup- per-room; a very pretty apartment, hung with amber^ and uniting in it the elegance of a boudoir^ the luxuriousness of a smoking-room, and the artistic disorder of a studio. The same room, I heard afterwards, where the boy-politician had shot him- self six years before. ^ Why will you bring these dogs here, Laura ? They are always getting kicked, or snubbed, or stamped on by some one or other,^ he asked her impatiently, as she appeared in this chamber, having changed her attire with marvellous celerity, to the velvet and lace of her home dinner-dress. ^ I bring ^em because I choose to bring ^em,' she answered him sullenly. ' That big brute of DenziPs is often enough in the place ! ' Now, she had not known that we had been with her ; and, as Fanfreluche had averred, might have kicked us out of her brougham had she done so. What then could be her motive for this speech ? — simply, I imagine, to disagree with him, which was AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 269 a form of amusement tliat seemed to afford lier never-failing refreshment. *" DenziPs dog can take care of liimself. These little things can^/ he answered her. ^ By the way^ Derrj, that's a charming little song you put in for that Courcey girl. Lance is awfully in your debt for it^ and so am I.' Laura PearFs arched eyebrows lowered^ and her eyes beneath them grew full of flame and gloom. '' Little Courcey has a pretty voice/ Denzil an- swered. ' If she were well taught she'd come out wonderfully. The girl's a game little thing too ; — keeps straighter than any one of them.' This last phrase he muttered sotto voje. ' She squeaks like a penny trumpet/ the Pearl observed with savage scorn. ' And what you stuck in them ten bars for_, Denzil_, beats me ! Fll have 'em out to-morrow.' ' Noj you won't/ said Beltran quietly. ^ Won't I?^ she cried furiously. 'Then all I says is^ Beltran^ you may find who you can for my part_, for I'll never go on yoar stage no more to have calls^ and bouquets^ and thingumbobs,, flung at that little minx aside of me ! ' ' Very well,' said Beltran carelessly. ' There 270 PUCK. are lots of people can do tlie breakdowns^ and you know that's all jou. do do, Laura/ ^ Vl\ write a song for you too/ added Denzil, with wicked intent. ^ That^s easy enough ; and the Mouse can make room, I dare say — ■' ^ When you know I canH sing ! ' she shrieked, in a gust of passion. ' And as for you, Lord Beltran, if you could get people so easy out of casinoes to fill your hole of a theatre, why wasnH you successful with ^em before I come ? Answer me that ! And as to insulting of me for that wretched little toad of a Courcey, Pll see her and you ' But I had better not record the foul language with which she polluted her handsome quivering lips, and transformed one of the most beautiful women Nature ever created into a hissing, mouth- ing, furious virago. Beltran sat quite unmoved under the tempest, employing himself in concocting a continental drink with ice, forced strawberries, and a little chambertin wine. Indeed, for aught any one could have told, he might have been as deaf as a stone. ' I wouldnH agitate myself if I were you,' he said very quietly, when the hurricane of her words AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 271 was exliausted. ' Tliere^s your favourite ris de veau en demi-deuilj hadn't you better eat it ? ' And slie did eat it ! — the men round the table^ of whom there were some eight or ten_, could not help smiling at this anti-climax. Beltran still devoted himself to his ice^ with the gravest face possible. But I fancied that Laura Pearl knew^ somehow or other, that she would not be per- mitted to carry her point about the Wood-elf s ten bars of song. ' He cares nothing about little Courcey_, my dear/ Fanfreluche explained to me under the table. ^ But he cares a deal about keeping his word. Won't she make him pay a price for it_, — ^just ! ' Apparently her good-humour was restored by the ris de veau; at any rate her murmurs were drowned by Derry Denzil, who had one of the mel- lowest and most flexile of voices, and who, sitting down to the piano that occupied a nook in this pretty supper-room, chanted, with gay music of his own, some camp-songs of the Austrian Army, in which he once had served. The Mouse came in, radiant because the carnages were standing thick in two ranks down the street, and because the door-keeper had averred that 272 PUCK. every one liad gone away deliglited with the enter- tainment. He was genuinely hungry also^ from anxiety and suspense ; and could in verity eat the dainty things provided_, which the other men who had hurriedly left their dinner-tables to be present were not. In consequence they had only trifled with claret^ or drunk brandy and seltzer^ whereas he really was thoroughly ready for the larded game^ and the mayonaise^ and the oysters; and he managed to devour very nearly as much as Laura Pearl her- self, chattering with voluble mirth all the time^ and bringing an element into the society which was very much wanting there ; since the conversation having commenced in disputes had declined into ennui. After a little time they all began to smoke ; the Pearl included, though she threw away much more of her cigar than she consumed. While the Coronet^ s lights were out in every other part of the house, the players gone home, and the great doors shut to the street and locked, laughter reigned in the bright amber-hung room ; and the chimes of a neighbouring clock were tolling two in the morning, when they all sauntered forth by the stage-exit, and went into the cool white moonlight to their waiting cabs. AT THE CORONET THEATRE. 273 ' It^s a success — an out-and-out success ! ^ I heard the Mouse mutter to Denzil as they lounged out to the aiv. *■ For you_, — yes ! ' ' Well ! Why not for him ? ' ' Why ? ' replied Denzil slowly^ with a big cheroot in his teeth that resisted all attempts to light it, ^ Why ? Oh^ because it never makes any dif- ference to him whether the Coronet pays or loses. Old Wynch will tot up your half of the profits correctly^ because youVe very bright eyes^ my dear Mouse j but Beltran — well^ Beltran may be permitted to see that his gallery brings him in a surplus of something like eighteenpence half-penny a week.^ That will be about it^ I fancy.' ^ He's a confounded ass ! ' muttered the Mouse. ' Yes^ he is. He trusts Wynch and you ! ' And Denzil_, with a short good-night to them all^ strode away in the moonlight alone^ while Leo Lance waited to murmur farewell to the Pearly and to close the door of her brougham. ^ Are you comings Vere ? ' she asked sharply of Beltran. ^ No, thanks. Fll go and see what they're doing at the Cocodes.' VOL. I. 18 274 PUCK. And lie turned away to get into a hansom, and drive rapidly to that fashionable night-club, where the highest of high play was to be obtained all through the early hours of the dawn. The Mouse had his rejected seat in the broug- ham. ^ A lift ' was the least she could give, I suppose, in return for my ear-rings and me. li ^S3 ^^^^M CHAPTER XIII. BEOXZE. N attempting to jump into tlie brougham my feet slipped,, and I fell heavily to the ground. No one perceived my accident, and the carriage moved on quickly, while a shrill little yell from within it told me that my faithful little chaperone and cicerone alone had witnessed, and was powerless to help^ my misfortune. I was stunned for a moment or two by the sharp con- cussion, and lay panting and scarcely sensible on the hard stones of the deserted street. A good Samaritan, who was the only passenger past the loneliness of the darkened and melancholy theatre, saw my plight and paused by me : he was 276 PUCK. a rather large^ rougli^ brown dog ; Ms coat was very shabby and tangled, as if worn by wind and weather; and he had a very sad, tender face that made me think of old Trust's. He stopped and sniffed me, and drew me gently out of the roadway with his teeth : I was, or fancied myself, too much hurt to move, and lay right in the way of all passing carriages, indifferent to all danger from their wheels. ^ You are a poor tiny thing to be all alone at this time of night,' he said to me kindly. ^What are you doing ? Have you lost yourself ? ' I told him my adventures. He was not a dog of the world evidently, for he knew nothing of Pearl, or Fanfreluche, or even the name of the theatre under whose porch he had drawn me ; consequently it was not in his power to lead me aright, or indeed to help me in any way, save to shelter me with his bigger body from the wind, which he did with much care and tender- ness. ^ Will you take me home with you ? ' I ventured to ask, emboldened by his honest kind eyes. ' I have no home,' he said mournfully, ^ otherwise I would. I sleep under bridge arches, or door- BRONZE. 277 ways,, or anywhere I can ; wliere I am not liunted away — ' ^ But that must be very miserable ? ^ ^Yes, it is miserable. But there are tens of thousands of human creatures that do the same. I must not complain. vSometimes I am allowed to lie in an empty basket^ in that great market where they sell vegetables and flowers ; there it is very warm and safe^ and the sweet scents of the thyme and the lavender, and all the cool wet leaves^ make me dream I am in the country once more.-* ^ You came from the country ? ^ ' Yes/ — his eyes grew unutterably sad. ^ Why did you leave it ? ' ^ Well — I followed my master. He was but a lad^ barely twenty ; his people were poor, and he was restless at home, and he had dreams of won- drous things that he couli do in the great world, if only his steps should once wend thither. It was a sweet, happy, fragrant place, — that little farm where we lived ; all in the heart of the green fresh pasture-lands, and the apple orchards, and the blossoming high hedges, with the little brooks sing- ing beneath them. But Harold was ill content there. He had music in his eyes, and fever in his 278 PUCK. voice : do you know wliat it ia tliat I mean ? Well, lie would leave tliem — the father^ and tlie mother, and the little girl Gladys ; and would go forth on his own path to some greatness. I do not think he ever knew what ; but dreamt of all im- possible beautiful things. They wept sorely : but he — he came smiling away. I followed him. I had been his in his childhood, and he had always been good and gentle to me ; my heart nearly broke at quitting that fair green place of my birth_, but what could I do ? I could not let him wander alone.' He paused : there was no sound save of the night winds stealing sadly through the empty por- tico of the deserted theatre. ' Well — he came straight hither ; came out of the pure free country^ and from the sight of the sun, into this furnace, where men's souls are for ever consuming, and the smoke of their passions and woes is spread, like a veil of darkness, between them and heaven's light. The lad had dreamed divine dreams, that I know ; I have seen the look on his face when he walked under the summer stars, or saw the moon burn through a night of frost. And he came here, — here ! — to squalor, and vice^ and BRONZE. 279 manifold miseries^ and ceaseless greed_, and a fathomless gulf of unmeasured iniquity ! '^Wliat lie really strove to do I cannot tell. He strove liard^ whatsoever it was. He wrote all tlie day long in that little^ dusky _, blackened attic_, in the roof under the smoke-cloudy which he had chosen instead of the bright, broad_, wooden chamber^ under the great oak boughs, with the birds singing against the lattice that had been his at his home. He wrote — wrote — wrote,, all day and all night too : till all the colour died out of his face, and all the light out of his eyes. * At times he would go abroad, and wander amongst strange crooked streets, and enter first one house and then another. And in one he was met with derision ; and in a second with coldness ; and in a third with a rebuff; and so on in every one of them ; so that he left each with his bundle of papers clenched in his hand, and the broken bent look of an old man on his lithe young form. Yet he never seemed wholly to lose courage. He would write, and write, and write again ; and go again to these houses, or to fresh ones, with his eyes all aglow with hope ; and again come forth from them with the glow quenched, and his steps dragging slowly over the stones. And all this time he had but little 280 PUCK. money ; and it grew less and less ; and soon we all but starved. ^ Many tender letters came to him from the little farm in the orchard -country, but I do not fancy he ever answered them. If he did he was too proud to tell them that all their fears were true, and all his dreams were dead. For if he had only once hinted to them of his want, I know that they would have stripped themselves to the last coin to send him help, and the child Gladys would have worked in the fields as a reaper rather than ever have let him need unaided. ^ Well, — each day grew worse^ than the last ; and his cheeks grew hollow, and his eyes wild, and his hand, when it touched me, burned like flame. He still wrote — oh yes, — but he wrote at night only, and all the other hours through he wandered to and fro, to and fro, in the endless maze of streets. It is sad to be young, and alone, and utterly miser- able, in a great city that has no time to think of you, no glance to give you, no ear to lend to your sighs ! ^ And at last one evening he would go out alone ; he would not havo me with him. He stooped and kissed me on the forehead, and I felt great hot tears BRONZE. 281 fall on me as lie did so ; but though I begged, and prayed,, and moaned^ and entreated all I could to go with him^ he put me back into the room^ and closed the door on me^ and I heard his steps going swiftly down the staircase, and out into the street. Well — from that hour he has never re- turned.^ ^ He is dead, then ? ^ I asked, awe-stricken. ' Ah ! that I cannot tell. I am looking for him always, dead or alive. After a little while the people of the house drove me away with blows, when they found that he did not come back. I used to lie in the street before the door day after day, night after night ; they would throw wood and stones at me; they wounded me sorely often, but they could not make leave the spot while there was a chance of his coming there. It is so horrible, — to lose a creature you love, into darkness like that. Men can speak and explain and other men pity and aid them. But we — we can only suffer, and wonder, and be wretched, and dumb ! ' I listened, awed and full of sorrow — this loyal, faithful, tender-souled creature. Humanity in its be- sotted arrogance called a lower beast than Laura Pearl ! 282 PUCK. ' Have you never seen Hm again ?^ I asked softly at lengtli. * Never again. But I look for him still. I must find Mm at last. One man was good to me and would have given me a home^ and fed and caressed me ; but I could not stay with him ; I could not go to comfort and rest whilst the boy was unfound. I seek him everywhere. Sooner or later I shall know where he is — ' ' But you must suffer greatly ? ' ' Suffer ? Yes. But so did he. I have hunger and thirst continually ; a drop of muddy water^ a scrap of offal, is all I can get without stealing*, and I never will steal. The people beat me and kick me, and the boys stone and hoot me — you see, I am nothing but a stupid stray dog to them. And they are cruel. ^ * But could you not find your way home to that country place that you love ? ^ ' Oh yes. It is fifty or sixty miles from this city, but I could find my way well ; I should know the road, and I could walk it in less than a week. But how can I go home whilst I leave him here ? How can I see them all again without him ? If I knew he were dead indeed I might go ; they love me, and BEONZE. 283 perhaps in some sense I could comfort them ; but until I do^ — whilst there still is a chance that he lives and may want me_, — I have no right to turn my face homeward. If I went and forsook him, do you think I could sleep one moment in pei-ce, though I were to lie in my old nest among the feet hay in the apple loft under the oak boughs ? ' I was silent : the greatness of this unselfish elevation appalled' me. This rough country dog could feel such fidelity and nobility as these, whilst the men and women I had quitted ! — ^ Forgive me, little one/ he said kindly, imagin- ing that he had wearied me. ' In babbling of myself I have forgotten your troubles. What can I do for you ? I have nothing in the world, and not even a kennel to share with you.-* ' What was your master called ? ' I asked, still haunted by the story, to the exclusion of my own woes. ' Harold. His people^s name was Gerant, but we always called him and his little sister Harold and Gladys. But do not let us speak more of them. I want to aid you if I can.^ I could not tell him how, for I saw no possible issue to the dilemma ; but I begged and prayed of 284 PUCK. him not to leave me. I had such a dread of Bill Jacobus finding and seizing me. ^ Ah, you are afraid of the thieves ? ^ he said gently. ' They never touch me. See what a pro- tection it is to be worth nothing ! A valuable dog, and a rich man, have no true liberty in their lives, for they are for ever being hunted and trapped by the spoilers. I will not leave you : and I can still keep a rabble at bay, though I am old, and my teeth are not strong. We are as well here as anywhere ; the portico keeps the wind off a little.^ So we sat there while the quarters and hours were several times tolled from the neighbouring church : and he warmed me with his rough, curly body, and tried to his uttermost to shelter me from the unaccustomed exposure of the night. Carriages flashed past ; now and then a foot-passenger went by ; but no one took any notice of us. Now and then there came by us a man of dis- tinguished appearance, walking slowly, with his hat over his eyebrows and his face very pale. When I saw such an one T guessed that he had been playing at the Cocodes, or at some other of the night card- clubs of this fashionable quarter, and had lost. Now and then such an one would be accosted and pest- BRONZE. ' 285 ered, and cursed liorribly wlien lie put lier aside, by some wretcliedj haggard, painted pliantom of a woman tliat made one^s blood run cold by even a look at her wolfish, leering, hungry eyes. *" Poor creature ! ^ I said involuntarily, as one of these — the worst of any I had ever seen — came by us. * Poor indeed ! ' said my good Samaritan. ^ And yet, after all, this is rather a sham sentiment that we are guilty of when we pity these women so pro- foundly. For they call our brothers, the lions, beasts of prey ; but how holy are their ways, how continent, how innocent, how merciful even the worst that they do, beside these women ! These women murder the young of their own kind : what lion, what animal, ever did that ? ' ^ But they have been tempted ? ^ ' Well — yes,^ he said thoughtfully. ^ And how ? Look you here. A few nights ago, as I was seeking Harold in all likely and unlikely places, I strayed into a Casino not very far from here. It was one where gay, rich, foolish youngsters go to see dancing women ; and specially to see one now who is a sort of empress there — they call her Lillian Lee. She ^' shows herself nightly to the populace for gold — '' that was a line I heard Harold quote so often. 286 PUCK. 'I took a long look at this Lillian of theirs before they saw and turned me out : I knew lier then. The last time I had seen her she had been hop- picking in our fields some five years ago at harvest- time. ^That girl had as good a mother as ever breathed ; a widow-woman, but full of thrift and cheerfulness and virtue. They lived in a pretty little cottage, hard by the water-mill ; the mother bred poultry, and took the fowls and ducks to market, with herbs and a few vegetables that she grew, and she washed linen for the old vicar and two or three other people ; she was always a contented woman, and loved her daughter — well ! — as only mothers can love. If the girl had been but like her, they might have been very happy. But you know it is of no use to sow wheat upon stone and sand. ' Letty — that was her name — Letty had nothing of her mother's temper in her. She was for ever sulking, and fretting, and refusing to work, and squandering her pence on finery, and mooning- away her days in the sun. The only thing she would do was a little hop-picking in the season ; because there were many men about, and idle play, and license that was worse than play, in the BRONZE. 287 hop-grounds where all tlie wild Irisli_, and the la- bourers on tramp, came ; and wasted far more than they worked for most of the time they were there. One day at the middle of the hop-getting_, when Gerant came in to the noon-day dinner^ his face was very grave ; he was a quiet^ God-fearing man^ and it was but seldom that he allowed anger to stir in him. ^^ Lettice Dean must never darken these doors again/^ he said to his wife, — the children were not as yet in /rom the fields. " She is vicious and vile ; she turns to sin as bees to sugar. Have a care that she comes no more nigh to Gladys. ■'' 'The mistress asked trembling what the girl had done : and he answered her that Letty had wanton ways, and he had surprised her love-making with one of the drunken Irishmen, where they stood under a hedge. A little while after that, the poor woman Dean came weeping sorely to Gerant and his wife, and told them how the child had left her without a word, taking all she owned with her. She had stolen even her dead father^ s old pinchbeck watch from under her mother^ s pillow whilst the old woman slept ; and had carried off even the few little bits of silver spoons, and salt-pots, and such like, that had belonged to her great grand-parents, and were the 288 ' PUCK. pride and treasure of the cottage. Well — they traced her to Loiidon_, I believe, and there they altogether lost her. I only found her the other night — as Lillian Lee at this Casino.^ ^ And you think her temptations were ? — ' ' Greed, and vanity, and discontent. No others. She loved wickedness and pleasure; she robbed her mother whilst sleeping ; and she went to vice because she desired its wages. ^ By the way, the old woman died ; lost all heart and strength, and could no longer labour for her own support, and would have gone to the work- house but for Harold^ s father and mother, who, in the press of their own poverty, tended and suc- coured her to the end — which indeed was not long in coming. Now, wherefore should we pity this creature — Letty Dean, or Lillian Lee ? ^ The flowers hang in the sunshine and blow in the breeze, free to the wasp as to the bee ; — the bee chooses to make his store of honey, that is sweet and fragrant and life-giving ; the wasp chooses to make his from the same blossoms, but of a matter hard and bitter and useless. Shall we pity the wasp because, of his selfish passions, he selects the portion that shall be luscious only to his own lips, and spends BRONZE. 289 his hours only in the thrusting-in of his sting ? Is not such pity — wasted upon the wasp — an insult to the bee who toils so wearily to gather in for others, and who, because he stings not man_, is by man maltreated ? Xow, it seems to me, if I read them aright, that vicious women, and women that are of honesty and honour, are much akin to the wasjD and to the bee ? ' I was silent : his grave gentle speech recalled to me my old familiar friend Trust, and seemed so strange — and yet so simply-wise — after the satiric sharpness and the acidulated worldliness of Fanfre- luche. The one was so tenderly thoughtful, probing to the core of all things ; the other was so contempt- uously indifferent, skimming the surface of all truths. And yet — when all was said — the Samaritan and the Satirist alike pointed to the same deduction ! These words of his, moreover, recalled to me the vague fancy that had moved me as to the past of Laura Pearl. Ah ! these women may well be rough to us, and shrink from our eyes, when we remember so many things that they have consigned to the grave of oblivion, and which they believe they have sealed down for ever, because they have rolled to the door of the sepulchre a burial- stone of gold ! VOL. I. 19 290 PUCK. ^ It is very cold for you/ said Bronze kindly, waking me from my half-sleepy reverie. ' Bitterly cold for spring. I do not mind it ; I have been houseless all the winter_, which was a hundred times worse than this, — but you — ^how you shiver ! ^ ^ It is nothing/ I tried to say valorously ; ' you have lost Harold long, then ? ' ' All the winter, and all the autumn ; and he lived in wretchedness here — about a quarter of a year — rather more. That makes eight, or- ten, months. Gladys will soon be getting into womanhood.-' ' Is she a pretty girl ? ^ I asked him, wondering if she also would ever be transformed into a Pearl or a Lillian Lee. ^More than pretty. Letty Dean was pretty. Gladys has a beautiful little face, like a white crocus of the spring. She was a strange child, too, — so silent, so gentle, so dreamy, and some said not very wise. But her eyes would blaze like stars when Harold read poetry to her, and I fancy myself that she thought over-much for her years ; that she had — what do they call it ? — genius ; and that it was only because she was silent that people fancied her simple. It was odd : those two children led such quiet, ordinary lives : rising with the sun ; eating food of BRONZE. 291 the plainest ; always in tlie open air ; rained on by summer showers ; blown on by autumn winds ; see- ing nothing except the animals and the birds on the farmSj and having no books except their Bible and their Pilgrim^ s Progress,, and the Plays of a man they called Shakespeare : — and yet there was something noble and uncommon about them ; and they seemed always to be hearing such wonderful things, when they lay on the grass, or wandered under the trees/ I understood what he meant : I had seen some- thing of the same thing in poor Ben. But by this time I was so tired that I ceased to hear him speak, and I fell sound asleep, and forgot that my cushion was only the stone step of the Coronet theatre. The wind and the rain did not come upon me, for Bronze lay down by me in such fashion that his brown curly body was a firm barrier between myself and the elements. There is a wondrous deal of kindness in men and in dogs : — women I do not think have much of it. * Oh woman ! in our hours of ease So smiling, soft, and glad to please, And stedfast-rooted as the oak, And patient-tempered as the moke, Let only cash and stiff be failing, An awful tongue hast thou for railing ! ' 292 PUCK. This elegant parody liad been sung by the three Fairy Princes in the Monse^s burlesque^ and had been received with exceeding applause ; and it was wandering still through my brain as I sank to sleep under the portico of the Coronet. When I awoke it was dawn — one of those cheer- less gray dawns that early spring brings in cities. In the Peak these mornings had been beautiful; by reason of the seas of white cloud-like mist, the sweet damp dewy scents, the water-drops that glist- ened on every leaf and blade, the purple glimpses of the half-hidden hills, the soft unearthly hush that reigned over all things, till the low twittering of the little nest birds broke its silence. But here — here it was only cold, ugly, impressibly dreary and dispiriting. I woke in consequence sorely frightened and sorrowful ; and the tender-hearted Bronze had much ado to console me. ' I am so cold ! ' I moaned. ' And so hungry too ! ' ' How long is it since you had food ? ' he asked. ' Ever since six last night ! ' ' Ah ? — And I have been two days without pick- ing up anything, save a piece of mouldy bread, that lay outside an area- gate ! But then I am old, and very hardy, and you are helpless and young ; that BRONZE. 293 makes a great differrence. Well^ — I suppose if we wait long enough, the theatre people will come^ and they will know you^ — will they not ? ' At that momentj through the dim light in which the day and the gas feebly struggled for dominance, there approached the form of a man, looming large through the dusky and yellow steam of the fog. It was Lord Beltran. He was walking slowly, with his great coat thrown back as though he sought the chilly air ; his head was bent, his face was pale, and the stephano- tis in his button-hole drooped — dead. I sprang out on him, and managed to arrest him. He paused, and raised me. * Is it you, you little atom ? ^ he said kindly. ' Has she left you here on purpose ? Not likely though, as you^re of value ! ^ And with that he took me, thrust me kindly and carelessly into his pocket, and moved onward : I struggled, and whined, and contrived to draw his attention to Bronze, who was looking on with wistful and patient endurance of oblivion. He whistled Bronze to him. ' You look stray and starved, my friend ? Come along too if you like.^ 294 PUCK. Bronze understood; and came timidly near_, and touched his hand with a grateful motion of his own rough tongue; but he did not move after us^ and the last thing I saw of him were his two sad, kind eyes, gleaming with their soft hazel light from out of the portico darkness. My heart was full at leaving him thus : — but what could I do ? I was horribly cold and hungry ; and this is a combination which kills sentiment in bigger people than myself. The emotions, like a hot-house flower, or the sea-dianthus, wither curiously when aired in an east wind, or kept some hours waiting for dinner. CHAPTER XIY. SUNDAY MORNING. N ten minutes or less I was comfortably installed in Beltran's chambers, wMcli were but at two or tliree streets^ distance from tlie theatre. Tbey were tlie two prettiest rooms I have ever seen in my life, connected with an arch- way, and decorated with imperial blue ; they were the abode of a refined gentleman, of a connoisseur too moreover ; things of great antiquity and much beauty were scattered about ; ivory, bronze, marble, china, enamel, metalwork, gleamed out of the pre- vailing hue of deep azure ; and here and there nestled a mirror, and here and there hung a picture. 296 PUCK. Beltran set me down on the hearth-rug, and cast himself into an easy-chair_, having changed his dress for a velvet smoking garb that his man brought to him. ' Give the little beggar something to eat, Ter- rors/ he said of me to his servant j and then com- posed himself to read and to smoke. I liked his face better than I had hitherto done. It was very delicate and thoroughbred, with that handsome profile which seems to mark like a brother- hood your English aristocrats. It was cold and contemptuous indeed in expression, but by the kindliness that came, when he smiled, into his calm languid eyes, I thought that much of this cynical indiflferentism was only surface deep, and much of this serene insolence was only a trick of manner. When I came to know him well I found, indeed, that Yere Essendine, Lord Beltran, was one of those persons very hard for men, and very easy for dogs, to read. There were, to mislead his own kind, the slighting languor of habit, the contemptuous serenity of manner, the listless fatigue of tone, the continual suppression of all feeling beneath phrases of half-sardonic and half-ridiculing brevity, that are common amongst those of his order. He was not SU^'DAY MORNING. 297 a little reckless,, moreover; was given to seeking his own amusement^ without reckoning its cost either to himself or others ; and although no one ever remembered to have seen him out of temper^ he could be very merciless with his quiet indolent speech on occasion. But dogs saw much more than these : dogs noticed that he was never ungentle to them ; that he never forgot themj that he smiled with his eyes as well as with his mouth ; and that he^ like them- selves^ took punishment without complaint^ not from insensibility^ but from the courage of breed, and the endurance of training. And the stray ones of our kind would know this, by that peculiar pre- science of our own which you are pleased to call ' instinct ^ because you cannot in the least com- prehend it ; and they would follow him home, and trust themselves to his pity and shelter : — will you have anywhere a surer witness to character ? I imagined that he had some punishment to bear just now ; the novel dropped on his knee as he sat, and his eyes were fastened on the fire that burned brightly within his pretty porcelain-panelled stove. Once he took from his waistcoat pocket an old 298 PUCK. letter^ with some figures jotted on it in pencil ; studied tliem, and thrust them back with a mut- tered word that sounded like a curse. The figures, I doubt not_, were those of his play losses that night at the Cocodes. Soon after that he drank some soda-water^ and went to bed: I did so too, and I shame to confess slept soundly^ unhaunted by so much as a dream of the poor patient Bronze,, whom we had left in the chilly bleak dawn^ alone with his hunger and sorrow. We hear a very great chatter of *' sympathy ' in this world : is there aught of it^ I wonder^ that is anything beyond fellow-feeling ? When I fairly awoke on the morrow it was noon ; and there were four or five men in the inner room, where a table was laid out with breakfast. It was Sunday, I knew, by the clanging of the dissonant bells with which you herald your period- ical fits of devotion : and Sunday breakfasts, as I learnt later, are a favourite form of distraction with such men as these amongst whom I had fallen. The guests were waiting for their host; and the silver dishes were still covered. They were talking of the previous night at the Coronet. SUNDAY MORXIXG. 299 ' Safe to run/ said one^ in wliom I recognized Paget Desmond. ^ Ought to make money by it ? ' ^ Humph ! ' said Derry Denzil^ who was there without his big dog. ^ AYhat do you mean by that^ Derry ? ^ asked another_, a slender_, fair^ languid man^ whom they all called Xed, and whom I found was^ in rank_, Earl of Guilliadene. '' Paper ! ^ returned Denzil_, briefly^ with much scorn. ^ Paper ? Oh^ hang it, no ! Stalls were full of fellows, one knows ; and the private box women were all in good form.-' Denzil laughed grimly. ' Well — don^t you know how she does it, Xed ? ' ' She ? Not an idea ! ' replied the Earl. ^ Pll tell you, then. Nine-tenths of those men get her pass — get it all through the season, and, — when she takes her benefit, what charminof bier checjues the lovely Laura receives as a quid pro quo ! House is full : she explains to her friend that it^s all orders ; he believes her ; so it is in a sense ; only the money that should have gone in at his box- office goes instead at the end of the season to her. Thing is perfectly simple. You see ? ^ 300 PUCK. ^ I can^t say I do exactly/ muttered tlie fair Earl. ' Old Wyncli must kuow ? ' ' Of course old Wyncli knows. But wlien it suits liis own book to net gains in like manner^ of course it don^t pay liim to check hers. Besides^ they under- stand one another ; and Wynch is a wise man in his generation. He knows that she^ll be worth her ten thousand a-year for a very much longer spell than Beltran will.^ ' She don^t do anything except those break- downs/ murmured Lord Guilliadene. ^ Pd get a score just as good as she out of the Holborn Casino J any night.' *■ That's nonsense/ said Denzil, calmly. *" She's the handsomest creature about the town. I hate her^ but I must admit that. Besides_, you know old George made her the fashion.' ^ Oh_, she's chic ; if the clubs saying so can make her so — ' ^ As of course they can/ cried Paget Desmond. ^ No woman can hold her own against the clubs for any length of time. You remember Mrs D'Eyncourt ? Well — that woman was superb ; and a wonderfully fine actress too ; but you know she was confoundedly honest_, and had awfully queer notions ; and when SUNDAY MORNING. 301 old Beaujolais enclosed lier a set of diamonds slie sent tliem back — sent them back^ by Jove ! as if he^d been a pot-boy offering ker a pennyworth of periwinkles. Bean,, you know^ never forgave it_, and lie got her talked down in the Clubs and other places till she hadn^t a ghost of a chance. She was a very plucky woman^ fearfully plucky woman ; and thought she was strong enough to beat him. But of course she wasn^t ; of course she went to the wall. She was fairly driven off the London stage_, you remember ? ' ' Yes/ added Mark Mountmorris^ a man in the 9th LancerSj ' and I saw her stitching shirts as hard as ever she could sew_, in a little garret window^ in a beggarly German town. That^s alwaj^s the way women come to grief if they defy clubs — ' ^ And diamonds ! ' concluded Derry Denzil_, with that laugh which was too grim for his handsome sun-browned features. ' Well — Pearl will never sin that way/ said the narrator of Mrs D^EyncourVs misfortunes and mis- takes. ' Day before yesterday she came to muffin- worry in Fred Orford^s rooms — you know he always has a lot of women in at five o^ clock — well^ heM just been getting things at the Brialmont sale ; 302 PUCK. cliina cliiefly^ and some queer old Moyen-age jewel- lery; and it liad all come in from Christie^s, and was lying about there loose. He didn^t offer her a thing, on my soul he didn^t_, for I was there and heard every word he said ; but — the deuce ! — if she didn^t ask for all the Saxe and Sevres that took her fancy^ and carried the best of ^em off with her before Fred had got a word in edgeways ! He was awfully savage ; the best of it was, too, that he^d promised all the Saxe cups and saucers to the Duchess de Vistaherilla, and he has had to write Lord knows what lies to account to her for ^em as broken ! ^ ' I wish she'd come to my rooms, and ask me for my bronzes,' said Denzil, with a curt signifi- cance that suggested the reception which the free- booter would receive among his Antiques and Bar- bediennes. ' Don't you think you were dreaming, Mount, when you fancied you saw Mrs D'Eyncourt in Germany? Germany too ! Such an indefinite word ; you forget we've left one Teutonic Empire behind, and haven't yet come up with another.' ''I did see her,' said Mountmorris decidedly. ' Saw her in a beastly little place off Homburg. One knows that woman in a second just by the way her head's set on her shoulders. If she hadn't been a SUNDAY MORNING. 303 fool and sent back old Beauts diamonds^ she'd have been — ' ^ When was it you saw her ? ^ ''Deuce ! I don't remember/ answered Lord Mark. ^Tes — stop — last autumn surely. I recollect now^ because Pd lost over a monkev at Homburg^ and was dead lame for want of remittances^ and had nothing to do except go mooning about. I wonder you don't know what's become of her. You admired her awfully when she first came out. Always were about with her too.' ^ She was a very good actress/ said Denzil briefly ; and said no more . •^ Yes^ she was/ said Beltran^ at that moment en- tering from his bed-room. ''What did that woman disappear for^ Deny ? It was a mystery to me at the time.' 'No mystery at all. Beaujolais had her run down^ I believe.' ' Ohj nonsense ! That wasn^t it all. Beau can do a good deal^ and kill an actress with a sneer as well as anybody; but he couldn't drive a woman away out of the world_, and make her vanish into space as she vanished. I always thought you were at the bottom of that ? ' 304 PUCK. ' Did you ? It' s/our years at least since Gertrude D^Eyncourt left the stage : how should one remem- ber anything about her ? It's time enough to wel- come and bury twenty Rachels ; and she wasn^t a Rachel by a very long way/ * Perhaps not. But she was in thorough-bred form always ; and a very good actress too. Where's that brute, by the way ? ' ^ Her husband ? I don't know.'' ' You used to know all about them, Derry ? ' ' Of course I did. But I've lost sight of them both long ago. You hear what Mount says, he saw her stitching shirts near Frankfort. That's later news than any of mine.' He spoke indifferently, but his face grew a little paler under its bronzed tinting, and he dashed a good stoup of brandy into his breakfast-glass of seltzer. ' She was a very good actress. I wish the Coronet had her,' said Beltran meditatively, tossing me a plover's wing. The attention drew all eyes on me ; and they recognized me with one voice. ^ Yes, it's Laura's dog,^ he answered them. ' I picked him up in the street last night. I've half a fancy to keep him.' SUNDAY MORJ^IXG. 305 ' Slie^ll Tveep lier eyes out for him/ said Den- zil curtly. '' Unless you find liim worth thirty guineas ! ' ' Oh, we^ll square itv, of course/ said Beltran^ with a touch of annoyance. ^ Pll send her that pink Dresden tea-set there that she's longing' for; it^s worth twice as much as the dog. I don^t think she'll mind the exchange ; it^ll be a good one for her_, as the little beggar only cost her a sovereign.^ ' How did Jacob let him go for that ? ' ' She didnH get him of Jacob.' ' Oh., didn't she ? Well, I saw the very model of him there a month ago_, only mtli a sooty coat instead of a snowy one.'' But Beltran was not attending, and missed the hint conveyed to him. For myself I nearly wagged my tail off with gladness at the prospect of escape from the Pearl's brodequin-kicks and parasol-blows. Emotions are quite as detrimental to a dog's tail as they are to a lady's complexion, Joseph Buona- parte's American wife said to an American gentle- man, whom I heard quote her words, that she ^ never laughed because it made wrinkles : ' there is a good deal of wisdom in that cachinnatory abstinence. VOL. I. 20 806 PUCK. There is nothing in the world that wears people (or dogs) so much as feeling of any kind^ tender,, bitter, humoristic, or emotional. How often you commend a fresh- coloured matron with her daughters, and a rosy- cheeked hunting squire in his saddle, who, with their half- century of years, yet look so comely, so blooming, so clear- browed, and so smooth-skinned. How often you distrust the weary delicate creature, with the hectic flush of her rouge, in society ; and the worn, tired, colourless face of the man of the world who takes her down to dinner. Well — to my fancy, you may be utterly wrong. An easy egotism, a con- tented sensualism, may have carried the first com- fortably and serenely through their bank-note lined paradise of common-place existence. How shall you know what heart-sickness in their youth, what aching desires for joys never found, what sorrowful power of sympathy, what fatal keenness of vision, have blanched the faded cheek, and lined the weary mouth, of the other twain ? The breakfast was a long but by no means tedious affair. There were curious old wines and quite new dishes to be tried; and with the due leisure taken over these, and some pauses betwixt SUNDAY MORNING. 307 t"hem filled up by music from Denzil and a magnifi- cent bufi'o singer of tlie Blues, wlio amused tlieir minds witli trying over a new score of an unpub- lislied comic-opera lent tliem by its Frencli composer, tlie liours from noon till four o'clock sped away with. sufficient rapidity ; in a dusky atmospliere of aro- matic smoke, tkrougli whicb tlie singers' clear full notes came oddly, like a carillon ringing through a misty Flemish dawn. ^ That's a capital opera/ said Beltran musingly, as Denzil's hand crashed out a lusty riotous chorus from the big Kirkmann. ' Who'll do it ? ' ' Oh, it's written for Schentach, of course,' said the player, naming a famous French songstress. ' They are keeping it for next New Year.'' ' What if one had it at the Coronet ? — bringing Schentach over of course ? ' ' Good gracious ! Aren't you near enough ruin already ? Schentach refused half-a-milKon francs a month from the Sultan last week — ' ^And she's an ugly woman,' said Beltran, con- tentedly resigning his idea in its birth. ' But we must do something ; an everlasting break-down, and an eternity of negro melodies, is not a very lively prospect — ' 308 PUCK. ^Pays/ said Denzil curtly^ with a crasli of tlie chords. ' Does it ? Ask old Wynch.' ' Ask an auditor at the year's end/ responded the other^ with brief significance. Beltran blew away a ring of smoke. 'Couldn't do that. Wynch would think one suspected him — ' ' The best thing he could think/ ' I don't fancy so. Trust people wholly or not at all.' ' An excellent rule. But why do you never prac- tise but the first half of it ? ' ' Go on playing, Derry, that chorus is charm- ing : — but it seems to me that IVe heard something very like it before. It's the same measure as the old Rataplan.' ' Of course it is. It's borrowed body and soul. The originality of men and monkeys is only varia- tions upon imitations — ' ' Don't get epigrammatic in the daytime. There's a season for all things ; and you're not writing musical critiques for the Mouse/ ' By the way, did you see that poem in this week's number ? It's out of the Mouse's line — utterly.' SUNDAY MOENIXG. 309 ' A poem ! Never read one/ ' Well_, read that. It lias a kind of grandeur in it ; and is worth, something.-' 'Do you mean '' Demeter'' ?' ' Yes. It's only a fragment.-' Beltran stretched his hand for the paper^ glanced through it while Denzil and the guardsman recom- menced their duo from the sparkling Frenchman's score. Beltran began to read in differ ently_, but with more gravity and interest as he proceeded. The verse occupied about a column and half of the Mouse's thick-toned paper. He threw it aside a little wearily when he had ended. 'Is your sixpenny sheet going to make us think ? I claim back my subscription.' ' Don't you like the thing ? ' ' Like it ? Pooh ! One likes a burlesque^ a pigeon-match_, an American oyster^ a number of the Mouse: one doesn't like Samson Agonistesov Prome- theus Unbound.' *■ You class that bit with the latter ? ' ' Pretty nearly. It is crude, indeed,, and over- wrought, but it has the conflict of strength and suffer- ing in it that they have. The idea of putting such a 310 PUCK. poem as that pell-mell in your pot-pourri of nonsense verses, club-scandals^ whipped- cream wit^ sublime self-sufficiency, and fashionable philistinism ! It is to place a chained God in a smoking-room; a fallen Titan at an Arlington whist-table. For Heaven^ s sake,, since you must be court-jesters, don't fetter a desert-chief beside you to make your motley fouler. Be consistent — even in your foolery.^ Denzil laughed, leaning over the piano. ' Come, the poem's done something. It's made you say actually what you think for once ! Don't you want to know who wrote it ? ' ' No, indeed. When I was a boy — strong on such matters — I traced so many philosophers into snuffy back parlours, and discovered so many philo- mels in curl papers, that I never feel the faintest tinge of curiosity in literary personalities.' ' Who did write it, Derry ? ' asked the Guards- man, looking over the verse with a mixture of good- natured wonder and contempt, just touched into a vague admiration. ^Well,' answered Denzil slowly, striking some wistful, solemn, minor chords with his left hand as he spoke. ^ You see the name there, — Harold Gerant. It's not a feigned name, as you're thinking. The SUNDAY MORNING. 311 manuscript came to little Lance just twelve months ago : was put aside and forgotten. A week or two since I lit on it ; in looking over old copy tkat was to be burnt. I tliought I saw stuff in it ; and told him to put it in type. The address on the page was a street in AYhitefriars. I wrote there^ and had no answer. I asked some publishers if they knew the name : one of them told me it belonged to a boy who was alwaj^s pestering them to accept his rubbish. They had a consummate scorn for him : he asked them for no money; only begged they would print what he wrote. I found out the place yesterday, quite by chance. The people of the house said a lad of that name had lived with them three or four weeks; but had gone out one day, and had never returned. Some dozen days after his disappearance a body had been found in the Thames,, at low water, just beneath Westminster bridge. They had gone to see it ; and had recog- nized it by the long fair curling hair. The features had been disfigured bej^ond all knowledge by striking on the piles of the bridge. That is the his- tory of the poet of " DemeterJ' He will not make us think any more.* There was a long silence as the deep soft tones 312 PUCK. of his voice died down : — not one of those present spoke. At last Beltran raised himself, and looked at the Dresden clock. ' Y'lYe, as I live ! Stay here as long as you like. I must go and see half-a-dozen women over their tea. Remember, we dine at Richmond. I will call for you, Derry, at your rooms ; before I drive round to take up Laura.^ And he went to change his velvet attire, that he might carry no odour of Turkish tobacco into the dainty patrician boudoirs, where they were never at home on the seventh day to anything over a dozen. I thought how heartless he was. Denzil remained alone, after the rest of the Sunday breakfast-party had departed. He did not rise from the deep-seated chair in which he had sat as he played through the last bars of the opera; he did not relight his cigar, which had gradually died out from his inattention ; his face was very grave, very dark, very melancholy, now that he deemed himself in solitude. ^ Working — starving, perhaps — in a foreign land. My God ! ' he muttered once, unconsciously SUNDAY MORNING. 313 aloud. And tlieii he started up, and paced to and fro the two chambers with swift uneven steps_, and with his head bent on his chest in depth of thought. Once he went to a portfolio of photographs that leaned against the wall, and drew one of the great sheets out, and placed it upright, and gazed at it j his eyes shaded with his hand. It was only the head of a woman ; a very noble head, standing out like a cameo from a black back- ground of shadow. He looked at it long; so long that in the wavering light of a London sunset, that glowed through the misty close of the day, the great soft eyes seemed to gleam and change, and the curling proud lips to move and breathe. It seemed a living thing to me ; and I think it did so to him also. Then he flung it back with nervous force amongst the rest in the portfolio, and throwing him- self again into the chair, buried his face in his hands, and sat immovable ; while the quarters chimed again and again from the clock on the mantelpiece, and the church belfry in the street without. The opening of the inner door, as the servants, supposing all the gentlemen had left, entered to clear away the breakfast service, aroused him ; and 314 PUCK. he rose and went : — if liis eyes had not been wet with tears I never saw human tears on earth. And_, having lived but a short life,, I yet have seen them often . An hour or two later^ when Beltran had again entered and again gone forth^ as I looked from one of the windows to divert my loneliness^ I saw him dash past in his mail phaeton driving two sorrels tandem^ with two grooms riding after him. Beside him sat Laura Pearl, in all the splendour that gold broidered cashmeres and genuine ermine could give ; and behind them, leaning over and laughing with a cigar in his mouth, was Deringham Denzil. I began to suspect that men were very different in society and in privacy. CHAPTER XV. HIS FIEST SEASON. HE transfer of tlie pink Dresden for myself was^ I believe^ satisfactorily effected,, for that particular set of cliina disappeared, and I remained undisturbed inBeltran^s possession, and speedily became a favourite with him. I had a very agreeable life. His two servants, being devoted to him, were very good to me. There was no one to teaze me ; and as there were a great many people always coming and going in his rooms, I seldom was without amusement. There were men-breakfasts, and men-dinners, often in these pretty costly chambers of his, that had as many treasures in them as Christie's itself on a view- day. 316 PUCK. In tlie mornings,, artists and authors^ and guards- men, and diplomatists, and pretty actresses, and witty dramatic adapters, and all sorts and kinds of people, would get togetlier in tlie rooms, whether Beltran were there or not ; some looking in for two minutes, some staying two hours. In the late afternoon not rarely there would come some fair friends, or relatives, of his own caste. Dainty haughty women who would have their five o^ clock tea out of his egg-shell china, and talk scandal with the most charming air in the world, and feast me on muffins and sugar; his servant being always at the doorway on guard, so that no member of the Pearl order, or female aspirant to the boards of the Coro- net, should be admitted, whilst these noble dames and delicate damsels drank their orange-pekoe, glanced over the bric-a-brac, and talked the last news of the day. He very often, also, as I say, gave dinners in his rooms, for they were large, and the cook down-stairs was one of the finest in London ; and whenever men did dine with him there was sure to follow gold-crown whist, with heavy betting on the tricks, or more generally still some game of quick hot hazard. HIS FIRST SEASON. 317 Taken as a whole tlie mode of life was bewilder- ingly brilliant to me ; and with a week or two of it^ being sugar-plummed by the actresses, praised and patted by the great ladies, and highly favoured by my noble owner, I utterly forgot the episode of poor Bronze, and had — alas ! I shame to write it — very nearly ceased to regret Eeuben Dare. I soon, indeed, became really attached to my new master and all his friends. They were ^thorough- bred' to the core. You object to that word ? You think I am wedded to an Order ? Fi-donc ! — how you always misappreciate your greatest instructors. Have I not shown you how I could love and honour a simple, unlettered, north-countiy quarry-man ? He was a gentleman, in his own way, my poor gentle-hearted Ben, for he was loyal and incapable of a lie, and tender of soul to woman, and without one shadow of falsehood, or of pretension, on his honest life. And he had in a manner a right to be so by race as well ; for Trust (who was an antiquary in his fashion) used often to tell me that in the old old times, when there were yeomen in England, and the stout hand-bow was the terror of all her foreigm foes, the Dares were stalwart and sturdy northmen. 318 PUCK. who rode out witli the Peverills^ and with the Ver- nons after them_, and struck many a fair blow^, and sped many a straight arrow,, and tilled many a broad acre in that old dim time ; though, during the long passage of the centuries, their sons' sons had fallen to a low estate, and become one with the hinds Avho sowed for other men's reaping, and garnered for other men's feasts. In truth, too, despite all the fine chances that you certainly give your peasants to make thorough beasts of themselves, they and your real aris- tocrats have the only really good manners in your country. In an old north-country dame, who lives on five shillings a week, in a cottage like a dream of Teniers' or Yan Tol's, I have seen a fine courtesy, a simple desire to lay her best at her guests' disposal, a perfect composure, and a free- dom from all effort, that were in their way the per- fection of breeding. I have seen these often in the peasantry ; in the poor. It is your Middle Classes, with their incessant flutter, and bluster, and twitter, and twaddle ; with their perpetual strain after effect ; with their deathless desire to get one rung of the lad- der higher than they ever can get ; with their prepos- terous affectations^ their pedantic unrealities^ their HIS FIEST SEASON. 319 morbid dread of remark^ tlieir everlasting imitations^ ilieir superficial education^ tlieir monotonous com- mon-places,, and their nervous deference to opinion; — it is your Middle Classes that have utterly de- stroyed good manners, and have made the prevalent mode of the day a union of boorishness and servil- ity^ of effervescence and of apathy, a Court suit, as it were, worn with muddy boots and a hempen shirt. And I am terribly afraid that this will only get worse and worse. The elegance of the aristocracy, and the simplicity of the peasantry, are alike being swept away; and there looms in the distance of your future only one awful mass of hurry, ignorance, ostentation, frivolity, and barbarous rudeness which, styling itself Society, shall only be — a Mob. If I am too discursive, pardon me ; I have lived a good deal amongst women, and may have caught up their habit of leading a discussion on the Neo-Platonics round to Valenciennes edging, and branching ofi" from the New Comtist doctrines to the crack in their old Worcester card bowl. All women talk discursively : in your stupid ones it is an awful bore, but in your really clever women it is charming ; — that bird-like flitting over the deep- 320 PUCK. est of waters may be done with an infinite grace^ and sometimes your bird will bring you a pearl tliat all the deep divers have missed. The ^ felicitous sur- prise ' is_, I believe, one of the greatest charms in your laws of rhetoric ; and no one deals in this more than does the woman of quick talent and of facile tongue, in her gay vagaries which will in their most erratic moments still keep some method in their madness. I liked my new owner, as I have said, very quickly ; and I liked all his friends and companions — the ^ swells/ as your snobs ivill call them ; the men with the pale handsome faces, borne by crusaders and cavaliers before them ; the men with the gentle quiet ways, and the contemptuous ring in their voices, and the easy indolent insolence to all forms of pretension; and the frank, kindly, generous hearts for those that know them well ; and the manner that is so natural to them, yet which no outsider can imitate ; the manner that varies so little in love or in fury, in pleasure or pain. It is the fashion to rail at them now-a-days ; but that invective has a good deal of cant and a good deal of envy in it, — ay ! even envy of such slight things as the accent of their voices ! — and, like all HIS FIEST SEASOX. 321 cant and all en^-y^ it is a true child of tke Father of Lies. I who write,, have I not been purchased hj their money and made captive to their power ? And is there any crucial test to tell you a man of breeding like the manner in which he will treat a thing that lies in his power ? Well — T, who thus have oppor- tunity of examination and judgment passing the common rule, do affirm that in all which makes a man loyal, brave, patient, and of high honotir, frank of speech, honest of thought, faithful in word to friend or foe, without self-consciousness in distinc- tion, and without complaint or self-pity in adversity, I have never known the equal of your English o-entlemen. o And I have been with them in their dark honrs and their gay hours; I have seen them in their weal and their woe. Ah ! — those men amono-st vou whom you only behold staking their money on their cards, lounging down their club steps, smoking their cigars in all the capitals, and swearing good- hum ouredly in all the languages, of Europe ; those men with their dainty blossoms in their button-holes, and their careless fashionable jargon on their Hps, and their pleasant indifferent laugh at all created things, VOL. r. 21 322 PUCK. and tlieir easy languid philosophy that holds as its first thesis that nothing on earth ever matters^ I know them better than you : — I know v/hat tempests of tragedy have broken over their heads^ what death- beds they have watched with agony in their souls, what whirlwinds of passion have shaken them for women fair and false, what capacities of quick and true sympathy lie in them to start to life at the tone of a voice that they love. I know : — you do not. But you may believe me ; — the knightly sonl is no more dead than in the old days of Holy Grail ; the wild reiver still grows reverent to true innocence as in the years of Astolat; the gallant heart still beats to passion and remorse, still thrills with pity and with pardon, even as in the time of Lancelot and of Arthur. Yon jndge these men from the externals of their lives ; they in the fashion of the day like well that you should deem the worst of them j they wear the habit of a negligent indifference, as their fathers wore the helm and the hauberk of steel : what do you know of them in their best hours ? Tn the moments when their voice trembles on a woman^s ear with a word, spoken amidst a crowd, that is for ever a farewell ; when their heads are low bent to HIS FIRST SEASON. 323 take a dying motlier^s blessing ; when tlieir eyelids are wet as tliey look at tlie green grave of an old dead comrade; when their very souls are riven_, as the oak in storm^ as they sit in the still gray dawn_, and think — and think — and think — of the woman whom they have learned to speak of as a jest^ yet who lay for awhile in their bosom_, only to flee from them in cruel craven treachery, and leave, as legacy in her stead, bitter despair and utter unbelief. Aliens ! You will say I cannot be a dog of the world if I allow serious thought, or sad memories, to steal over me. Let me hark back to my recol- lection of the happy time that followed my dis- covery by Yere Essendine under the portico of his theatre. Beltran was not a very good man, as the world counts goodness. He was indolent; he was con- temptuous ; he had very little respect for women, which indeed was, I think, their own fault ; he had the half-sad, half- slighting scepticism of his period; and he held that there was nothing on earth in the least worth making a fuss about. But he was always kind of heart ; sincere in an unusual degree ; just in action whenever he troubled himself to act ; 324 PUCK. and of a very g-reat delicacy and generosity towards tliose who needed liis assistance. In truths lie gave away far more tlian most ostentatious benefactors of tlieir species expend^ only tliat lie did all his gentler and better deeds in darkness_, and was more irritated if a charity was traced to him than if a hundred vices were laid at his doors. And the world did indeed abuse him very badly. To be sure,, he had been rich when he had succeeded to his title^ and had managed by this time to throw away almost everything he had ever possessed : and this is a sin of which society is always very intoler- ant. To jeopardize your power to give it good dinners is always an eighth cardinal sin in its sight. Besides, Beltran was a man whom the world feminine had always found it impossible to marry ; and there were many bitter things said of him in the boudoir and drawing-room. For this he cared very little ; he went his own ways ; spent much time in travelling and yachting ; preferred the demi-monde to any other female world; and having some half- dozen friends passionately devoted to him, was dis- liked, though deferred to, by most others who knew him. HIS FIRST SEASON. 325 ^Lord! — if tliat^s a lord^ I wisTi tlie land was cliuck full of lords ! ^ said a brute of a bargeman once^ on a dark misty niglit. There had been a col- lision on the Thames, between his coal barge and a naphtha-laden brig, and one man, coming down from a yacht lying at anchor in safety, had plunged amongst the crashing timbers and the blazing waters, and fought with the hideousness of that double death, until he brought out from the crushed and smoking cabin of the barge two little drowning children whom the river was choking, and the flames were straining to devour, in their sleep ; — brought them unhurt, golden and white and rosy, amidst all that wreck and deluge. Their father, the coal bargee, had been a virulent agitator amongst his own kind; a fierce sullen dema- gogue of pot-houses and coaling-stations, inveighing against the cursed aristocrats with savage fury. But when he saw those two little curly heads raised in safety through the blinding water and the hissing fires, he shook like a shot-struck elephant, and groaned aloud. As for Beltran, he only laughed a little, very quietly, they say, though his loins were scorched and blackened bv the smoke, and his left arm had 326 PUCK. been dislocated by a blow from tlie sbivering tim- bers. ' That sort of tiling^ s easy enough/ was all he answered to the wild plaudits round him. ' Don^t worry, please. Nothing^s worth a fuss.^ The bargee from that hour adored him; and narrated the tale in all those places wherein he had been previously wont to thunder forth his foul invec- tive against the '' nobles.-' The history bridged class hatred, as that poisonous gulf could not have been bridged by sentimental socialism cast as a sop to Cerberus. Beltran had done better for his order in this demagogue^s sight than if he had gone up on the wings of a bribed-for, lied-for, and truckled-for *" people^ s confidence/ into the lath and plaster tem- ples of ' office.' Dogs never have any diflSculty in remembering the slightest event or the lightest word that has ever occurred or was ever spoken in their presence. Our power of memory is something marvellous. It is to the human mind as the inscriptions on the Pyramids that never wear out, are to the lines in your modern tombstones that a few years efface. No doubt the shortness of your memories is a HIS FIRST SEASOX. 327 very convenient thing for you ; for without it 1 really don^t know liow you could have the conscience to repudiate your debts^ swear in your witness boxes^ take your marriage vows^ traverse your divorce petitions^ or do half the things that you du do. But^ owing to the perfection of our remem- brance^ I can recall every trifle of the life that I then enjoyed with my new master. He generally took me with him in his pockety and I saw a great deal of life in that manner. You think a pocket is a circumscribed sphere of observation ? — nay^ not more so than a club window. B8sides_,we get out of the pockety and run about hither and thither ; but 3^ou_, — how few of you ever move out of the circle of thought in your Club ! It was a pleasant_, idle^ artistic,, amusing season that had commenced with me in Beltran^s owner- ship. Noons spent at Christie^s^ or Philips^^ where one could hear a prime minister set his soul on a small bit of old Chelsea^ and see a cabinet of Marie Antoinette's knocked down to_ a Jew appraiser; could behold the collections of a lifetime sentenced to the hammer by a thankless heir^ and a courtezan's priceless jewels be received by and bought in for duchesses,, is as complete and caustic a satire upon 328 PUCK. Life as one can want to enjoy on a sunny spring morning. Half-hours passed in the odorous cedar-lined studios of fashionable artists, with the smoke of choice cigars curling round antiques and bric-a- brac, and the sherry and seltzer hissing in long fairy-like glasses of Venice ; where art critics fondly conceited that the luxury of a Eubens must mean the genius of a Eubens likewise, and gave the R. A/s ill-scumbled and over-glazed portrait of some patrician beauty credit for a ' depth/ and a ' tone/ that existed alone in the hue, and the taste, of his clarets. Sunday afternoons idled agreeably away, under the limes and acacias on the smooth sunny lawn of some fair singer's or actress's toy villa by the Thames, with chit-chat and ices, pretty women and tea, the newest of flowers, and the flower of news. Sunday dinners at some dame's of the high world, with six or eight guests, at the utmost, of people per- fectly suited ; and with the chasse lightly followed b}^ some few bits of music or song, of an exquisite choice and of a faultless execution, — some exhumed glee of Arne, some unknown morsel of Schubert, some plaintive passionate love-lay of Gounod. HIS FIRST SEASON. 329 Mornings passing to and fro in tlie Eide with a cigar in his moutli^ and a rosebud in his coat^ and a glossy sorrel neck curved delicately under the light caress of his whip. Minutes checking the hack under the trees_, and casting the cigar to the winds of heayen_, to hold in soft murmured con- verse some patrician coquette with proud blue Plantagenet eyes_, or some witching head of a foreign legation with a name out of the Libro d^Oro of mediseval Europe. HourSj still termed ''morning^ though at sun- set_, taking his drag down the Mile_, with his wild chestnut team fretting and flinging as though curb had never galled^ nor ribbon ever controlled them ; while aloft upon the box some duchess of demi-monde avenged with reckless reign the leze-majeste to her order of the noontide intrigue in Eotten Eow. Suppers where nothing was eaten, but five l^ounds a head was paid for looking at some flowers, and hearing some champagne corks drawn, and tasting some half-a-dozen grapes or a slice of water melon : — suppers where, after opera or theatre, great ladies in their paint and pearls would insist on being taken into grated galleries in forbidden places, to make a fast of feasting on stout and 3o0 PUCK. cheese and pickles; or suppers wliere^ after opera or theatre^ casino celebrities^ late maids-of-all-work, would insist on being taken into gilded chambers in grand hotels,, to make a farce of scorning comet wines and hot-house pine-apples. In all these I was often his companion, going into a very small compass^ being swift of foot after his horse though so small^ and being a favourite with all women save one^ for my beauty^ my curls^ and my tricks. Nay — he being influential and I infinitesimal^ I even went into the clubs with him ; and I learned to look out of the windows in Pali-Mall and St James^ Street with quite as sapient and supercilious an air as any club-habituee could desire. I was very quick to hear^ and observe too^ the remarks that they made there^ and the contempt or interest^ as it might hapj with which they lifted their eye- glasses at the women passing without. Indeed, I became so accomplished in discernment that I turned up my nose at a hired brougham and job horse, though the prettiest creature sat be- hind the shabby panels; and cocked my ears and wagged my tail at a well-appointed equipage, though rouged and brazen audacity lolled on its cushions ; HIS FIRST SEASON. 331 doing these with a power of selection that proved me to have become^ in a month or two^ a consum- mate dog of the world. As for myfirst initiator^ Fanfreluche^ I soon began to feel the polite disdain for her as ' only a woman/ that your youngster^ who has been three months in the Guards^ feels for the kindly coquette and ' frisky matron ^ who took him up on his first introduction into society^ and put him in the right set,, and got him into the right clubs^ and gave him a nook in her opera box^ and a word at her parties^ when nobody else noticed the fledgling. . My days and nights passed in a perpetual round of sweetmeats^ antics^ ladies^ kisses, mischief, mirth, and dainty dishes. When I thought of poor Ben^s cottage, and old Trust^s dinner of crusts and oat- meal, I shame to say I thought of them with won- dering scorn. There were people and dogs who lived like that, and never knew the taste of a truffle or the look of whitebait ! Of course I entirely for- got that the time had been — a few weeks before ! — when to myself also truffles and whitebait had been names unknown; but persuaded myself, till I ended in believing, that I had fed on nothing else all the days of my life. 332 PUCK. What hypocrites you call them^ those pretty ' outsiders/ who, brought from obscurity into riches and pleasure, will talk as if they had been great ladies all their lives long. Now, judging them by myself, I have little doubt they are partially sincere. When we like a climate we get acclimatized very soon, and when we detest our birth-place we cannot have any pangs of nostalgia. Now, they do both of these ; and when they try to talk you into the idea that they were born in the purples, believe me they have first induced them- selves to believe the thing they wish. ' And ye shall walk in silken tire,' seems to every woman so inevitable a law of her being, that she will forget that the time ever existed when she transgressed it in homespun. Fanfreluche I saw occasionally, meeting her in a walk, or at such times as Beltran took me with him to the PearPs house. But there was a coolness between us, owing to her supposing that I had fallen out of the brougham on purpose, and planned to be picked up as I had been; a mean imagination, consequent on the intrigues and deceptions that were her daily atmosphere, which I resented too much to explain away. HIS FIRST SEASON. 333 Bigger creatures tlian I have sulked a' true friendship into its death by torpor_, from being too obstinate and full of pride to clear aside a wrongful supposition. Ah, good people, take my advice : be as careful in choosing your friendship, as in choosing new blood for your hound kennels ; but when once your choice has been made, slay the hydra of your amour yropre seventy times seven over, rather than let it live and grow and stand like a monster of darkness, between you and your chosen friend. The fact was, too, that Fanfreluche loved Bel- tran with all that curious force which your cynical, worldly-wise coquettes can sometimes throw into an attachment ; and the poor little satirist was jealous of my. place in those pleasant chambers. I saw this, but I did not pity it. It was very sweet to my feehngs that I, the baby and little fool as she called me, should have thus prospered and distin- guished myself at abound, while this Eochefoucault on four legs, this female Juvenal in a blue jacket, had been left to the caprices of a dancer of break- downs. This feeling was a small one ; I know it : but I think I have seen something like it in humanitv. 334 PUCK. Slie laughed grimly when she heard the tale : '' So Beltran purchases a burlesque in good faith for two-fifty ; and the Mouse spends the money in trying to divert Laura's fealty ; and Beltran gives a thirty-pound bit of china for a puppy his traitor bought for a song ; and the Mouse daren't say anything because he knows he was guilty ; and Laura nets sheer profits from both sides and cheats them both in the long run ! Well,, it is neat cer- tainly/ But, though she thus grimaced and jeered at it, it was, evidently, very bitter and unwelcome to her that this singular turn of good fortune should have befallen myself and not her; and that the pink tea-set should have bought me back in her place. On Mrs D'Eyncourt accordingly she would at first vouchsafe me no information ; * the D'Eyncourt was before her time/ she averred, though I believe on my soul she knew all about the affair, what- ever it might have been. ' She was an actress, wasn^t she ? ^ I asked. ' Oh yes : an actress, of genius, — I have heard.^ *" And has disappeared ? ^ ^ My dear — everybody has '^ disappeared '' who isn't starring and staring before the world's foot- HIS FIRST SEASOX. 335 lights. We are uncommonly fond of our celebrities,, — oil jes, — we buy their photographs and steal their characters with the greatest ardour imaginable. We are always flinging flowers before them^ and throw- ing stones after them^ with the most aflectionate energy possible. But it's only while they^re in the range of our eyesight. If they retire^ or pause^ or only get sick for a little^ weVe done with them. Your statesman may have overworked his brain in your service ; your painter may have paralysis ; your author may have gone to his '^ otium cum dignitate; '^ and your actress may have married or be a-dying ; — it's all the same ; they have disappeared ; and the world thinks no more about them.^ ^ But this woman — ' ^This woman was a great fool I believe. She had no money; she had a blackguard for a husband; she had nothing but her talents ; and she gave her- self the airs of a duchess.^ ^ She was a gentlewoman, perhaps ? ' ^ What has that to do with it ? She had no money, I tell you. Birth without gold is a fine- feathered bird, with both his pinions cropped off close at the point. Much use his plumage is ! — and fine fat worms he'll pick up in the morning ! ' 336 PUCK. ' But slie was surely riglit to send back that old iiobleman^s diamonds ? ^ ' Oh yes — and so wise^ my dear ! You see ; here is Laura with one little gre6n beetle for her hair worth its two thousand guineas^ and this D^Eyncourt woman stitching shirts in an attic in Germany as you tell me/ ' A woman should not sell her soul for a— ^ ' Beetle ? As good as anything else if it's in fashion. A scarabeus at two thousand guineas_, and a shirt at seven brass groschen, — Pm much obliged to you for that pat illustration.' And I could not get any more out of her^ for she trotted oflP with her nose in the air to where Laura Pearl's pony carnage stood by the rails in the bright noon of the now budding spring season. I was only being aired by the valet whilst Bel- tran himself was attending a private view of some foreign pictures. By the way^ apropos of valets^ let me say a word on your servants. Beltran's man was an excellent fellow; but_, as a rule, I do think the class of body servants is the most detestable class in the universe. How you allow their snobbism, their affectations, their im- HIS FIRST SEASON. 387 pudence, their ignorance^ and their general offens- iveness, as you do_, is one of those things that no dog can understand. You go and laugh at Charles Surface's valet on the stage^ as though his ridiculous impertinence had no parallel in your own attendants^ and as though in appearance^ at leasts the ' gentleman^ s gentleman^ of that generation were not a million times better than the wretched cad in his cut- away coat and chimney-pot hat, whom you call ' servant.^ Jeames, in his powder and plush_, may be bad enough ; but I vow that your ' own man ^ is ten thousand times worse. The former does, at least, by his garb and often by his manners ^ show what station he fills ; but the latter looks only like some member of the swell mob, and very often scarce behaves any better. I suppose he has virtues in your eyes. I suppose he can be trusted to compound honey-and-ink boot varnish ; he can be trusted never to put an evening flower in your morning coat, or vice versa ; he can be trusted to make a brandy- smash, perhaps, not half badly; he can be trusted, when he takes four notes of appointments to our different ladies, not to beget eternal confusion by leaving them va- voL. I. 22 338 PUCK. riously in tlie wrong places ; lie can also_, maybe^ be trusted not to tell tlie maid attendant on that pa- trician dame with whom you play at platonics so pleasantly, of that small villa amongst the King- ston woods, where you pursue another form of worship. He may have all these virtues — or you think he has them — but what others he has you would be puzzled indeed to say. On my word, I hardly know which is the worst ' form ' out — your familiar friendship with the blackguards of the turf when you want them to give you a ' straight tip ; ' or your familiar association with the over-dressed, moustached, impudent, pretentious cads who pocket your 50 or 60 sovereigns a year for the trouble they take in smoking your cigars, reading your letters, riding your horses, assisting your intrigues, and imitating your vices. You are given, very continually, to denouncing or lamenting the gradual encroachment of mob- rule. But alas ! — whose fault, pray, is it that bill- discounters dwell as lords in ancient castles ; that money-lenders reign over old, time-honoured lands ; that low-born hirelings dare to address their master with a grin and sneer, strong in the knowledge of ■HIS FIRST SEASON. 339 his shameful secrets; and that the vile daughters of the populace are throned in public places, made gorgeous with the jewels which, from the heirlooms of a great patriciate, have fallen to be the gewgaws of a fashionable infamy ? Ah ! believe me, an aristocracy is a feudal for- tress which, though it has merciless beleaguers in the Jacquerie of plebeian Envy, has yet no foe so deadly as its own internal traitor of Lost Dignity. END OF VOL. I. JOHN CHILDS AND SON, PRINTERS. A /