[MEandCHANCE 9. /is/ TIME AND CHANCE. VOL. I. NEW AND POPULAR NOVELS AT ALL THE LIBRARIES. MY LORD AND MY LADY. By Mrs. FORRESTER, author Of "Viva," " Mignon," &c. " vote. .MISS DAISY DIMITY. By the author of - ; Qufienie," ••'•range Lily," ftft 3 vols. s< )1>IIY : or, The Adventures of a Savage. By Violet F urn, author of "Denzil Place," &c. ■'• vols. TILL DEATH US DO PART. By Mrs. John Kent SpBVDKR, author of "fiodwyn's Ordeal," &c. 8 vols. LITTLE FIFIXE. By Katharine S. Macquoid, author of "Beside the River," w. -vols. BURST E.LACKETT, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. TIME AND CHANCE % i BY MRS. TOM KELLY. "Fate, Time, Occasion, Chance, and Change. To these All things are subject but eternal Love." IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1882. A 11 rights reserved, LONDON I PIMHTEP BY DUNCAN MACDONALD. BLENHEIM HOUSE. v. I CONTENTS OF THE FIRST VOLUME. BOOK L— YOUTH AND DREAMS. CH.VPTEK I. The Montgomeeies of Kerinvean II. Robert Montgomery's Trust . III. The Lady of Cairn Douhl IV. Boyhood V, Interlapse .... VI. An old Love — Off and On VII. A young Love — for Aye . VIII. After Long Years . IX. Henceforth .... X. The Destination of the Mistwraith XI. A Highland Picnic . XII. The Predictions of Lady Kinaire and Mistress Gilroy . XIII. Ingha XIV. "I feel no Penitence, my Life is Love" XV. Coming of Age XVI. " I run the Gauntlet of a File of Doubts XVII. On the Threshold .... XVIII. " I did never Think to Marry " PAGE 3 17 29 41 60 71 90 99 112 128 142 169 195 217 240 257 272 285 BOOK I. YOUTH AND DEEAMS. " . . . . The silence of Nature round kirn, her freedom sealed to him, her glory opened to him Pride of purple rocks, and river pools of blue, and tender wildernesses of glittering trees, and misty lights of evening on immeasurable hills ....... So taught and prepared for his life's labour, sate the boy . . . . and began to paint, "with cautious toil, the rocks, and fields, and trickling brooks, and soft white clouds of Heaven/' RUSKIN. VOL. I. B TIME AND CHANCE. CHAPTER I. THE jtfONTGOMERIES OF KEKINVEAN. " Ye banks, and braes, and streams around The Castle o' Montgomery, Green be your woods, and fair your flowers, Your waters never drumlie." Burns. A T Kerinvean, in the year eighteen hundred and fifty-five, the spring was roused from a sleep of snow-clothed pines, ice-bound streams, and shrouding b 2 4 TIME AND CHANCE. mists, broken by restless dreams of tem- pest and drifting sleet. She awoke in a harmony of blessing, which resound- ed over miles of hill and wood and glen. The hills were jubilant with the songs of rivulets that rushed down through every available furrow and creek to the river and loch, overleaping in furious eagerness all stones and mosses which lay in their way, streaking the heights and rocks alike with innumerable glittering courses ; and, with the sound of their im- petuous ardour, was mingled the bleating of the lamb, or, in the lonelier mountain- passes, the far-off bellow of the wary stag. Reader, have you seen in classic lore, THE MONTGOMERIKS OF KERINVEAN. O that old, sweet legend from the isles of Greece, which Nature repeats unfailingly, and have you listened for the songs which the spirits confined in the trees sing, when the buds have burst, and the leaves come forth ? The words of the songs are far beyond your divining ; but, gleeful or lamenting, you can always hear the voices, for the spirits are still only in the mo- mentary hush that heralds a dirge, in which humauity is defied, and you are ever awed, by the God-like strength in the wailing of the imprisoned. Here at Kerin- vean the forests were rehearsing the legend, and all day long, in waves of melody, the chorale rose. At dawn the birds souuded their own reveil, and on through the day they sang, as if the or- 6 TIME AND CHANGE. chestra were a great gathering of treble save when, in rare and quiet pauses, the river's bass proclaimed its own share in the psalm. All day long, till the eve songs were ended, the birds were loud- est, but one by one the river heard thei hushed to silence, and its own deep voice crooned a lullaby to the last restless twit- terer ; then the woods held their breath in the moonlight to listeu, as on it rolled, everuntired, to lose itself in the sea. Aud in the long nights, when no one watched, thousands of stars dropped down on the waters, leaving no fewer in the sky, and there they lay, peeping in and out of the wavelets, coyly smiling up to their sere: sisters in the heavens, till Athena shot her arrows through all space, and then, i THE MONTGOMERIES OF KERINVEAN. 7 silently and unseen as they bad descended, they wended their way up to the myriad of shining clusters from whence they had come. Perchance Kerinvean was too far re- moved from the world of strife and din to change her rightful aspect because fierce war was raging ; albeit the locality was no farther than the Western Highlands of Scotland. A great stretch of mountain, moor, and farm-land, a salt water loch running through its glens, and a river that flowed between dark woods, such was the track of country known as Kerinvean. It was utterly separated by natural causes from the tumultuous life of cities and governments, the smoke of furnaces did 8 TIME AND CHANCE. not wind any pestilential fumes over its mountain walls, and the noise of the can- nons was all unheard in its water's roll. Besides, it was nothing strange that the influence of war did not alter the face of nature at Kerinvean, for it was not a populous district, nor was it rich in metal- lic produce. Its surface had never been blackened nor defiled ; and, just as a demon could find his way all tracked by familiar scenes through the dreary foulness of our cities, so an angel might wander at long intervals over Kerinvean, and recog- nize no change save that of which he would approve. A massive granite castle was the home- stead of the Montgomeries, the owners of the land ; a. sombre stately pile, much of THE M0NTG0MERIES OF KERINVEAN. 9 which had been built in past centuries. It stood on a level plateau at the base of Ben Yeurnish ; to the left there was a long sweep of loch seen from many of the windows of the castle, and this loch was bordered by headlands, varied by hill and dale, rock and wood, which never looked fairer than in that year of grace and war. Away to the right were high hills and wild glens, and in front, deep buried in the woods which sloped down to its banks, or abruptly ended in steep, craggy precipices, rolled the river which the Montgomeries claimed, as no one but themselves owned a rood of the land which bordered it on either side. The limes and beeches were green earlier that year, as if they had been suddenly 10 TIME AND CHANCE. roused, and bidden to look around, where the old firs in their eternal dress were bow- ing in venerable recognition to all younger nature, creaking and straining like ships on a troubled ocean ; the limes and beeches had made haste to don themselves in green like the larches, already sing- ing their summer songs about the sea, and bare branches were quite rare in the month of May, eighteen hundred and fifty-five. Steuart Montgomerie, or, as he was called, according to the Highland custom, by the name of his property, Kerinvean, was, at this period, thirty years of age. He was still a bachelor, and had been in pos- session of his estates since his majority. In all Scotland there was no one more en- THE MONTGOMERIES OF KERINVEAN. 1 1 during on the hill, no one who could stalk a deer, or play a salmon, with more skill than he, and for him life seemed to have no more serious obligation. The laird's heedless nature was in thorough contrast to the character of Robert Montgomerie, his brother, and junior by two years. A stern and God- fearing man, grave beyond his years, and known in his regiment and the service, as the bravest and most fearless. The property yielded a small allowance to the younger brother, and Kerinvean would gladly have added more, especi- ally at the period of Captain Mont- gomerie's marriage, but the offer was declined firmly. This event had taken place six years 12 TIME AND CHANCE. before the commencement of my story, and a happy married life had been spent in different parts of England, varied by loug visits to Kerinveau, where the beautiful wife received her due of hom- age from the reticent men and douce women of the hills, who were enthusias- tic in speaking their praise of " my leddy " at the Castle. Mrs. Montgomerie was the only child of a well known artist, but, though in- heriting no little share of her father's genius, she was too fragile for the inces- sant labour which Art entails ; neverthe- less, during her sojourns at Kerinveau, she worked much as her tastes impelled. Two children were born at the Castle, which, Kerinveau said, was the rightful THE MONTGOMERIES OF KER1NVEAN. 13 birthplace of all Mori tgo merles, and the tenantry, to whom their own opinion, on such subjects, was a weighty matter, sin- cerely acquiesced in the significance of such a decree, and when the elder, a boy, was born, they lighted bonfires on all the hills, as if he had been the heir, and Kerinvean joined the mirth as gladly as if the infant had been his own son. There was wondering among the people when the name Roderigue was given to the child, instead of a familiar patronymic, but their conclusion about it was as char- acteristic of their affection for the mother, as of pride in their laird's family : An authority was heard to say : " Doubtless my leddy had a friend called by this name, and it would not 14 TIME AND CHANCE. have a foreign sound if borne by a Mont- gomerie, that just made all the difference whatever." The younger child, a girl, was called Marie, and was the idol of her parents. The Montgomeries were, at this time, all together at Kerinvean, where the children found the days too short for the schemes that were developed in their busy brains. They heard no ominous sounds, they saw no shadows, only the fond hus- band and father heard and saw the Inevit- able ; it loomed darkly before him as the hours of his day of grace sped on ; he knew the maudate would soon come that would forerun a parting full of terror and anguish. There was no doubt nor hesitation in THE MONTGOMERIES OF KERINVEAN. J 5 Robert Montgomerie's mind ; once duty was recognized, he was invincible to all other considerations, so, while Kerinvean was too heedless to perceive the coming danger, and the young wife too happy to believe it could be near, he was strengthening his courage for the doom that might be awaiting him ere the leaves of that fair spring were whirled from their branches by the autumn wind. He nerved himself for the parting, too brave to be deluded by belief in immunity from peril. Facing the possible worst, he grew calm to meet his fate, whatever that might be. At length the bugle sounded, and its echoes reached even to Kerinvean beyond the hills, on the fairest day of all that fair 16 TIME AND CHANCE. springtide ; and of those whose hearts were stirred by its stern call, only he who had been listening was not astounded to hear it. With a simple letter, an order from the War Office to join his regiment at Portsmouth a week hence, came dread and grief into that happy household. His favourite sports were unheeded by the laird, the fair young wife laid aside the palette and brushes she might never use again, and the children looked wistfully around for explanation of the strange words they heard ; and the sorrow of the parting hours seemed to foretell the over- shadowing of a relentless fate. 17 CHAPTER II. ROBERT MONTGOMERY'S TRUST. " Now thou art sealed the son of chivalry." Shakespeare. TTERINVEAN, who was sincerely at- tached to his brother, tried to persuade him to exchange into another regiment ; but, finding how useless were his strongest arguments against the soldier's sense of duty, he gave himself up to the general regret, and sought no sur- cease from his ordinary pursuits. The vol. i. c 18 TIME AND CHANCE. terrible sorrow which filled Mrs. Mont- goraerie's heart was never for one moment lulled, and the brothers made arrange- ments for her and the children, almost without consulting her. Kerinvean asked to be allowed to protect them all until his brother should return. "It would be childish in me, Steuart," said Captain Montgomerie, " to ignore the probability of my never returning; in that case " " In that case," responded Kerinvean, quickly interrupting him, "your wife shall be gently cared for. As long as it pleases her to remain here, the house will have no other mistress, and your children shall be as my own to me. It is not likely that I shall ever marry now. Be ." he added, Robert montgoherie's trust. 19 in a more cheerful tone, (i Ruy is already recognised as the heir, and I believe there would be a rising of our people if he were supplanted." " I do not think, Steuart," answered Cap- tain Montgomerie, " that it will be judici- ous to foster that idea ; it might bring a harvest of sorrow. If I return, I will certainly educate my boy with the prospect of work ; I am sure he would ill become the position for which you design him, if he knew nothing by experience of the worth of labour and self-reliance." " Come, don't be hard on me, Bob," said Kerinvean, " I mean kindly by the lad, and even if you should not come back, which God forbid, his mother's influence would always be stronger than mine, and, c> 20 TIME AND CHANCE. failing hers, I can but give you my solemn word to do my best for Ruy." "And with your promise I will rest satisfied," answered Robert Montgomerie ; "and now, with confidence, I trust all that is dear to me to your care." Kerinvean's serious manner somewhat misled the grave young father, for he thought no one could speak of such con- tingencies without being impressed by their importance. Kerinvean was im- pressed at the time, and sincerely meant to fulfil all he undertook, but it is a huge responsibility for a man of thirty to fore- tell how far he will, or will not, be swayed by circumstances in the course of time. To follow the career of Roderigue Mont- gomerie will also be to track the foot- eobert montgomerie's trust. 21 steps of a destiny which made havoc of the promise so generously offered, and which was more irrevocable than a vow to a dead brother, however dear his memory. When the day for fulfilment is present, the engagements of the past have often become all too visionary to compare with the urgency of newer claims. What a farce the most solemn human oath must be to the recording angel ! Roderigue, or, as his family called him, Ruy Montgomerie, had a singularly impression- able nature, and, though of a strong temper, he inherited so much of self-control from his father, and gentleness from his mother, that already his character was greatly de- fined for one so young. When Captain 22 TIME AND CHANCE. Montgomerie told his son of his intended departure, the child's grief was well nigh unrestrainable, but it was no small solace to the father to see bow bravely he essayed to roaster it. " Go now, Ruy," said Captain Mont- goraerie, putting the boy from his arms, where he had clung sobbing in the passion of his first sorrow, "go and tell your sister ■what you have just heard." The boy found Marie playing with her doll under the trees. " Marie," he said, sitting down beside her, "I have something to tell you." "Is it a secret ?" the gfirl asked. CD eagerly, laying down her doll. " No, it is not a secret. Father is going away next week." EOBERT MONTGOMERY'S TRUST. 23 " Oh ! but next week is such a long time off yet," was the philosophic response, and she took up her doll again. " Yes, Marie, but he is going over the sea to the war." " Is he going to be killed, Ruy ?" asked the little girl, throwing down Miss Doll. " Nurse says that is what they go to the war for." Ruy had not time to answer ere the prattler's thoughts took another turn. " Ruy," she asked, "would you like to go away over the sea with him ?" " Yes, I would like to go when it is my turn," he answered. " Would you like to go and leave me ?" she persisted, picking up her Doll, as if to assure herself of not being left entirely alone. 24 TIME AND CHANCE. "No, Marie," answered the boy, "not till it's my turn, and then I suppose I must go." And the speaker's young face resumed its habitual look oP fearless bravery, which gave to the homely folk, whose right to free remarks about the family was never questioned, reason to say that already he resembled the portrait of Sir David Montgomerie, the bravest of all his ancestors. The likeness certainly was remarkable between the boy and the picture of the ill-fated bridegroom, who, on the day of his marriage, received au order from his exiled liege to go immediate- ly on a secret mission into the Low- Country. Ere nightfall he was sur- robert Montgomery's trust. 25 prised by a party of King William's sol- diery, who shot him like a dog, for the crime of withholding his master's secret. His young page, who was considered too insignificant by these ruffians to waste shot upon, told to the third generation how Sir David had gravely smiled, as if he had caught a glimpse of heaven, when the carbines were levelled at him, and how the smile was still on his face when he lay dead in the moonlight on the night of his marriage, not forty miles distant from his home and his waiting bride. Stories of bravery were common enough in the Montgomerie annals, and Ruy loved to wander up and down the long gallery at Kerinvean, where the portraits of his 26 TIME AND CHANCE. ancestors hung. He knew most of their histories by heart, and was never more happy than when in the silent company of these pictures, for his imagination gave them life, and they were all real embodi- ments of the most heroic qualities to the thoughtful child. At the time appointed, the brave, young officer went forth to his doom in that fatal Crimean war. The fiends of hell might have envied the carnage, and spoil of human beauty by human skill, there to be seen, month after month, in sickening- monotony ; but no stouter courage left its record than that displayed by Captain Montgomerie, when, bleeding from a dead- ly bayonet wound, he urged his men to follow him as he endeavoured to keep his ROBERT MONTGOMERY'S TRUST. 27 saddle and rode into the fatal charge, where he fell. To his widow the world's acclaim was nothing, save for the significance it would be in the lives of the children, that their father had died as a hero. Her wail went from a heart broken and desolate, and, ere the close of that eventful year, Kerinvean's vow was due. It was a strange position for this young man, to find himself the sole guardian of two orphans, and he did not adequately realise his responsibility. Too impul- sively generous to be other than careless, and having had gratification for all his own whims and wishes ever at hand, by habit he shrank always from care and trouble, and was averse to gauging the extent of his duties. He accepted nearly 28 TIME AND CHANCE, all the changes in his life as natural sequences. This guardianship, with all its possibilities, gave him no great concern ; for, when he entered upon it, he was still grieving for the loss of his brother. The only difficulty concerning the children was the present emergency. Kerinvean did not like them to be left to the sole care of hirelings ; but it was some days before he could decide on any step, and his thoughts dwelt on many plans, till at length they halted in satisfaction on the suggestion f the existence of his man}'-times-removed cousin, Miss Mathilda Mackenzie of Cairn Douhl. 29 CHAPTER III. THE LADY OF CAIRN DOQHL. " No queen, before a shouting crowd, Led on in bridal state, E'er struggled with a heart so proud, Entering her palace gate ; Rejoiced to bid the world farewell, No saintly anchoress E'er took possession of her cell "With deeper thankfulness." Wordsworth. rTlHE following spring was as full of glory and promise as that which had preceded it. The changeful beauty 30 TIME AND CHANCE. of unnumbered years showed on every hill side, and nature wore no less glad an aspect because there were so many more desolate homes in the world than there were a year ago. The pines had dreamed once again, not of clashiug swords nor booming cannons, but of snow-storms and icicles, and the winds of spring had come to toss and waken them, as a giant shakes himself at dawn. They swayed on now as solemnly as ever ; up in their branches, close to the clouds, there was no moaning over pain and loe but only a song of deathless praise, unto which human voices could never be attuned. Miss Mackenzie had joyfully accept Kcrinvean's proposal that she should make her home at the Castle, and lie THE LADY OF CAIRN DOUHL. 31 had the good feeling to arrange that o a o there her position should be that of one of the family. So attractive and winning was their new monitress, that soon the children placed entire confidence in her, and this trust developed ere long into strong and lasting affection. Mathilda Mackenzie was a lady of un- distinguishable years ; judging from her appearance, one might have guessed any- thing from thirty to forty-five, and, from her sympathies, , any age between ten and a hundred. A refined nature, a fair, comely face, a straight, pliant figure, a pleasant voice, and kindly manners, such was Miss Mackenzie of Cairn Douhl. She had been early left an orphan, and had resided during the most part of her 32 TIME AND CHANCE. girlhood in London, in the home of a distant relative, and, after his death, with a penurious aunt, who had large posses- sions. After seven years of illuess, dur- ing which this miserly old woman dis- played a degree of fractious wilfulness hitherto unparalleled, Mathilda tending her day and night, she died, leaving a tiny cottage, called Cairn Douhl, and only sixty pounds a year, to her devoted niece, and the residue of her riches to public charities. Mathilda Mackenzie's womanhood had been spent in struggling ; first to bring her buoyant nature into harmony with the only life possible in her aunt's house- hold, and afterwards, when the invalid grew more and more unbearable, daily THE LADY OF CAIRN DOUHL. 33 and hourly to fulfil the duties imposed upon her with cheerfulness. After the death of her aunt, there was more strug- gling to be done ; poverty and Highland pride strove together in the heart of Mathilda, ay, and sometimes in the body also, when the meals were scantier than usual. Though appetite is a common-place enough enemy, he rebels at bareness, and unconquerably too, when health is surest, but in most conflicts Mathilda's pride vanquished its foes. No one un- derstood how she managed to live on her income, and certainly no one ever presumed to hint that any management was needed, but, her charities being in- numerable, sometimes her attendant would venture to remonstrate, though for answer VOL. i. d 34 TIME AND CHANCE. would receive only the following, or some similar reply : "My race has always been renowned for the giving of help to whom it was due, when it was in the power of the hand to do it, and only shame could be the portion of a Mackenzie who dealt with ' a slack hand.'" Mathilda prided herself greatly on her name, as purity of descent was her special strong point, and historical knowledge her chief acquirement. She had gained a local celebrity for her memory of events that had taken place in her own country. There was scarcely a family of any note in Scotland whose alliances, ancestry, and remarkable characteristics were unknown to her ; and, on all disputed questions of THE LADY OF CAIRN DOUHL. 35 pedigree and precedence among them, she was a most valuable referee, and was, moreover, always willing to give informa- tion, whether legendary or authentic, and it was not the fault of her array of ex- amples if doubtful points were not decided. On all festive occasions she wore a silken scarf of Mackenzie tartan, fastened by a jewelled buckle, an heirloom in her family, and she would no more have considered herself perfectly dressed without these de- corations, than, at state ceremonials, would our Queen without the blue ribbon of the Garter. Woe be to the innocent who ven- tured to admire either scarf or jewel, unless he were prepared to listen to the history of the first Mackenzie chief who received the buckle from a royal person- d i! 36 TIME AND CHANCE. age, and to a minute description of many of his successors. Mathilda grew eloquent relating how the Macgregors, their here- ditary rivals, had fought the Mackenzies a whole century because of a quarrel con- cerning the bauble, and that even the Kerinvean Mont^orneries had often claim- ed a right to its ownership, because one of them, in remote times, had married a Mackenzie. Mathilda always ended her account by saying she was glad to be the possessor of the jewel, as the tradition concerning it was, that "its owner should never lack love nor gear." This good woman's naturally genial dis- position revivified in a remarkable manner under the blessed influences of love and plenty; her life seemed to have been trans- THE LADY OF CAIRN DOUHL. 37 ported into an enchanted castle, of which she was nominal mistress ; the cessation of daily pinching to make both ends meet having a wonderful effect in brightening the spirit which seven years of servitude had tamed, though never crushed. Kerinvean's most frequent guest and nearest neighbour was Mr. Campbell, who lived on the neighbouring small property of Invean. It would have been difficult to divine the basis of the sincere friendship which bound together two men so opposite in character and pursuits. Mr. Campbell had for several years honourably filled a chair at Oxford, but, being devoted to letters and antiquarian researches, on the death of his wife, had retired to his native 38 TIME AND CHANCE. lulls, there to follow, undisturbed, hi erudite tastes. The most apparent rea- sons for the intimacy were that he posses- sed a happy temperament, was fond of quiet, social intercourse, and, having no engagements save those of study, was as free to come and go where he liked, as his bachelor friend Kerinvean. Mr. Camp- bell had one child, and this boy, Archie, was as welcome at the Castle as in his home at Invean ; a few years the senior of Ruy Montgomerie, he was, to him and to Marie, both hero and companion. It was Mr. Campbell who had su Quested to Kerinvean to secure Miss Mac- kenzie's care for the children, and both men were fflad now for their own Bakes that she had come. Often, in the long THE LADY OF CAIRN DCUHL. 89 evenings after the children had retired, they delighted in the society of this accom- plished lady, who had added to her many acquirements a most extensive knowledge of the music of her nation. She would often play for hours strathspeys and reels without once repeating herself, varying her performance with singing, there being hardly a Jacobite song extant which was unknown to her. Miss Mackenzie had also the gift of the story-teller, and very graphically could she recount the doings of bye-gone days. The recital of Highland legends was pe- culiarly interesting to Mr. Campbell, and many an appropriate question did he ven- ture, in order to lead Miss Mackenzie to her favourite themes. Gaelic lore invariably 40 TIME AND CHANCE. bored Kerinvean, and, when the clans of Maclean, Macdougal, and Macdonald got hopelessly mixed in his mind, lie would break the spell which enthralled these two lovers of primitive history by asking for one of the laments or coro- nachs which their names recalled, and the unsuspecting Mathilda cheerfully acqui- esced, this being onlv another mode of re- counting the deeds of those who were to her the heroes of the whole earth. 41 CHAPTER IV. BOYHOOD. : ' Xine years old ! The first of any, Seem the happiest years that come. Yet, when I was nine, I said No such word ! I thought instead That the Greeks had used as many In besieging Ilium. J> Mrs. Browning. rTIHE years glided on very peacefully at Kerinvean. Miss Mackenzie taught the children, and they made 42 TIME AND CHANCE. great progress. She had no difficulty in understanding Marie, but there were times when Ruy sorely puzzled her. His strange questioniugs, which often found unprepared and weak places in her hitherto unassailed orthodoxy, his droll views of subjects she had never before heard treated but with implicit credulity, and his comprehensive grasp of all the subtle points in his lessons, proved to Miss Mackenzie that he would soon need a more masculine guidance. Meanwhile Mistress Nature had appro- priated Ruy for her own pupil, and was instructing him in deeper mysteries than were found elsewhere; day by day there was growing in his heart a love of the beauty which surrounded him, and which made BOYHOOD. 43 woods and hills and river dearer than human speech. Kerinveau, who was attached to both the children, was very indulgent after his own inconsequential fashion, though he preferred gleeful Marie's company to Ruy's, for the latter always appeared to feel most interest in subjects which to Kerinvean were mere abstractions. ISTo hours were so full of exquisite en- joyment to Ruy as those he spent with Archie at the river fishing unweariedly, or when alone dreaming the hours away ; to- gether they often followed the tracks of ani- mals in unfrequented places, or the flights of birds in the woods, till they had quite satisfied themselves about the reason of any habit which had before seemed strange. 44 TIME AND CHANCE. All the innumerable living creatures in the woods were also Ruy's companions, his sympathetic intelligence apprehended their conditions, and he never felt lonely. In his wanderings he would rehearse the deeds of his ancestors, or the legends Mifi Mackenzie had recounted. There was no spot too secluded for the boy, who could people it with imaginary knights and heroes, and who heard in the noisy rush of the streams the trampling of steeds, the clang of armour, and songs of triumph. There were no moans of the vanquished yet in Ruy's dreaming. He had one ally, who, besides being de- voted, was, because of his peculiar charac- ter and long experience, an unfailing help. Peter Ramsay, a confidential servant under BOYHOOD. 45 the manager of the home farm, was a de- pendent of a type rare in these times. To him stalking a deer or making a plough was equally familiar, and between these performances could be counted a hundred, alike on land and water, that needed skill, and for which Peter Ramsay had a willing capacity. Many years ago, Kerinvean's father had sent Ramsay in charge of some valuable stock from the Low Country, and after- wards had offered him a situation of trust at the farm ; since then he had attach- ed himself to the family, and had proved his discretion on many important occa- sions. He had never had any desire to leave Kerinvean, and when Ruy once asked him if he would not like to go again to the 46 TIME AND CHANGE. Continent, where he had spent two year with a former master, Peter answered : " No, Master Ruy, I'm content here, and I hae travelled far eneugh in my youth to ken noo that a decent body can never find a better place than his ain countree to bide in. A' thae cities you speer aboot are mostly filled wi' dirty beggin' folk, and there's nae kiud o' righteous indiveeduality wi' ony o' the nations except Scotland, and sae I'm con- tent to baud up my testimony here." Sometimes Peter soared beyond Buy 'a comprehension as they sat by the riv between their raids on the fish. He v an odd mixture of shrewdness and religion, ami, moreover, was ever ready to explain the subjects of Ruy's perplexities, so that BOYHOOD. 47 the boy bad naturally a strong liking for him. There was no one else who knew the day the swallows would come, nor the time they would muster for flight ; he could show the owls' nests, and had prom- ised to take the boys to the " Eagle's Crag," where was a rock to climb that would need a firm foot and steady eye, yet when Ruy asked when they were to go, for a long time Peter would only answer with a smile: "We'll just bide a wee ; there's nae hurry, it's aye there." Which reply at length proved to Ruy that Peter preferred to be the suggestor of all such expeditions. Peter was a splendid salmon fisher ; he was acquainted with the best pools, and his knowledge of where to get a grilse with 48 TIME AND CHANCE. little more than a single cast, when other people had pronounced the river in " bad trim," was a wonderful intuition in Ruy's opinion. His gentle care of the boy en- gendered a life-long gratitude. He would often lift him over rocks and boulders, himself almost up to the waist in water, sometimes with a salmon on the line ; and he would even take him on his back to follow the vagaries of the fish. When Ruy was eight years of age, Mr. Campbell offered to become his tutor, and the willing pupil went daily to Invean, and many a never-to-be-forgotten ramble did he and Archie have after their day's work was over. At the end of three years of this companionship, Archie went to Eton, and then Ruy gave his heart to his BOYHOOD. 49 studies, in order that Mr. Campbell might sooner consider him sufficiently prepared to join Archie. Ruy had no other desire in his anticipations of Eton, and the time at length arrived when he was to go there with his friend. Then came the last day at the river ; but, though Peter had rods and flies in splendid order, the weather was some- what too bright, or the wind played pranks with the line, for the fish would not rise. No salmon was landed till Peter, who was always unweariedly per- severing, succeeded, and at length the trio sat down to eat their luncheon. ft I can't understand," said Archie, "how it was I had not a single rise." " You maunna try to force a king in VOL. I. E 50 TIME AND CHANCE. his ain pairt o' airth, Master Archie ; ye maun mak' terms wi' him. Just when ye think you've got him, he's maist likely to be lauchiQ' at ye. Gin ye gie him the fly he wants, if you're no clever at playin' him, he'll maybe gar ye gae awa' miles doon the stream, no rneanin' to land ava\ Whiles it's a big fly, and whiles it's a wee ane he'll tak', an' ye dinna fecht him wi' the richt weapons, ye'll never gaff him. The wisdom in fishin' is to ken which. Just as that callant Dawvid, the morn he gaed oot to slay his adversary, ken't a wee stane was the best for his sling. Naethinof could ha'e killed Goliath that day but a wee stane," added Peter, sen* teutiously. "Pity Hector did not thiuk of a small BOYHOOD. 51 stone when lie hurled that ponderous one at the seven-fold shield of Ajax," remarked Ruy, dreamily. " I fancy there must have been some- thing in the way David threw the stone," said Archie, taking up a pebble and aim- ing it at a twig that was floating down the stream at the other side of the pool, and hitting it with uncommon skill. " It strikes me, Peter," he added, laughing, " David himself could not have aimed better than that." "Dinna be makin' bachles o' Dawvid, Master Archie," said Peter, looking shock- ed at what he was pleased to consider levity. " Ye'll no be mair thocht o' for fameeliarity wi' Scripture charac- ters." E Z LIBRARY UNIVERSITY Of 1LLIN 52 TIME AND CHANGE. Peter liked to make all the biblical al- lusions himself, and the boys were so much accustomed to his ways that nei- ther ever took offence at anything he said, whether in censure or admonition. After Peter left them, they strolled about waiting for Miss Mackenzie and Marie, who had promised to join their pic-nic. They did not care to converse much, for the river rolled along mightily. They sat down after a time beside a deep, black pool, where the wild, unceasing roar was, for a few yards, lulled to peaceful stillness. There it came, from a bend in its bed, down over the rocks which fretted it iuto foam ere it reached the pool, though the foam scattered itself, and showed only BOYUOOD 53 in a few stray bubbles on the surface of the still, dark water in front of them. A noisy, ruthless stream it was up at the fall, proclaiming loudly enough that no- thing should stay its course, not even the great brown crag in the middle, which some giant in sport must have tossed from the hill above, for it lay, with a defiant look on its immovable front, doing no harm whatsoever save parting the water, which joined fiercely enough, in whirling foam, at its base. The ash, and the alder, and the small birches bent lov- ingly over the rocks, and in all the crevices were innumerable tufts of hea- ther and waving fronds, whole worlds of beauty ; and there were few stones that were not covered with mosses, green and 54 TIME AND CHANCE. golden. The ferns waved in noble, silent fashion to the trees above them, and nothing had a loud utterance save the river. At the side where the boys lingered, the rowan-trees grew right down to the water, and amid their drooping green hung many a scarlet cluster. The reflec- tions were as vivid as the berries them- selves, so that it was almost impos- sible to believe that those red and glittering bunches in the water were illusions. But the boys were not thinking of illu- sions ; Archie, to whom a day at the river was a thorough delight, was looking round wondering which of the trees was the high- est, and considering their different merits BOYHOOD. 55 as regarded the feasibility of climbing. Ruy, to whom climbing was as natural as to a squirrel, was not thinking of anything to add to the enjoyment he found watch- ing the scene. Had he been asked what his thoughts were, most probably he would have said that he was listening to the far-off songs of all the burns which rolled down the hills to swell the big stream, and to the "hush, hush," of the aspens, which all day long they murmured monotonously to the dark, still pool, and which the river obeyed, till its bed grew wider a hundred yards below, where stones and rocks lay in such scattered masses that out of hear- ing of the aspens its babbling began again, and thence all the way down to the loch its song mocked their entreaty. 56 TIME AND CHANCE. " You will miss the river at Eton, Hue," said Archie at length. "Yes," answered Ruy, "it makes me wish I had not to go." " Oh ! you won't be sorry, once you are there," responded Archie, change and ex- citement being in his anticipations of the future, " though on a day like this I can't help thinking of the river wherever I am. "And I — I think about it always," an- swered Ruy, " there's everything in its sound ; to-day I can fancy I hear the tide rolling up against headlands miles away ; I don't believe any place in the world can be half so wild and grand as Kerin- vean." u And I am sure of it," said Archie, in a BOYHOOD. 57 tone that was quite unsuggestive of con- tradiction. " Gore always laughs when I tell him this, and says it's uncivil to Broc- ton, but he is an awfully good fellow for all that." Dallas Gore was a schoolfellow of Archie's ; their mothers had been related. Ruy shared in his friend's admiration for this vouth, who had chosen, and was de* stined for, the career of a soldier, which, in those clays, seemed to Ruy the synonym for hero. " We won't have any more picnics till next summer, Archie," said Marie, as they all lingered under the trees in the sunset. "Don't make rash promises, Marie," answered Archie. " It won't make us any 58 TIME AND CnAXCE. more jolly at Eton to think of you and Miss Mackenzie pining for us, will it, Hue T " We have not promised to pine," re- sponded Marie. " And I fancy you two will be much more likel} T to indulge in that pleasure, for I think that even in heaven I should want to come back some- times to dear old Kerinvean !" " Wouldn't it be grand," said Ruy, " to be king's messenger there, and to be sent to hell with an order for release to some poor wretch who had served his time out, and then to bring him here ; it would be just as good as heaven." The boy's face kindled as he thought of his strange fancy ; Archie smiled at Buy's enthusiasm, but neither of them BOYHOOD. 59 conjectured of a day when, to be tran- sported to Kerinvean would have seemed to themselves little less than a transition from hell to Heaven, and when, alas ! there might be no king's messenger to free them from an exile in which soul and body were to languish in utter longing for release. 60 CHAPTER V. INTERLACE. " What is past I know, but what is for to come I know not." Esdras. Ol EVEN years had passed since the date of our last chapter. Seven years had made little change on the landscape, and had left but small trace ou the grey homestead of the Montgomeries ; all was the same save the shadows, which flitted fitfully over in the sunshine, and INTERLAPSE. 61 lengthened dreamily in the gloom, seem- ingly the only evidences of mutability in all the land. Ruy Montgomerie had studied vigorous- ly during his school-days at Eton. His career there might have proved to Kerin- vean that Nature brooks no interference with the destiny of those she appoints for her priesthood, but Kerinvean lacked the understanding that should have dis- cerned this, and also the foresight that would have made him shrink from the sacrilege of appropriating that which she had consecrated. Ruy had gone forth with eagerness to learn, for his ardour sought expression. Fate decreed that an artist should one day see a sketch he had drawn, and after- 62 TIM?] AND CHANCE. wards should give him frequent lesson . Much to Ruy's delight, this friend en- couraged the idea that Art was his voca- tion, and, on leaving Eton, the boy felt embolden to show Kerinvean some of his drawings, telling him how earnest was his wish to devote his life to the work. Kerinvean spoke so disparagingly in reply, both of the drawings and of bis nephew's plans for the future, that Ruy could say nothing in defence of either ; and, moreover, when Kerinvean hinted that any further thought of Art, as a vocatiou, would only incapacitate him for the work and position he expected him to be willing, and able, to fulfil, Ruy's sensitive temper was shamed into a consciousness of having seemed ungrateful. INTERLAPSE. 63 Kerinvean bad so emphatically con- demned the pictures that at first Ruy feared he must have chosen the wron«- art, but he solaced himself by thinking that, if he had any capability, the destined mode of proving it would appear, and he would find a way by-and-by ; that, mean- while, his work was merely a study, more or less, of aesthetics, and that " in all labour there is profit." So afterwards he silently pursued his drawing in leisure hours, and with time, and increased facility, came a sure pleas- ure ; then he knew the germ was growing, and he was content to toil and wait. He acknowledged that at present there was but one career open to him, and while not underestimating the advantages of leisure 64 TIME AND CHANCE. to study amid such influences as here sur- rounded him, he at length decided to ask Kerinvean for a definite position; and when he was but twenty years of age he became steward of the estates. Through Kerinvean's mismanagement, and the fraudulence of his late factor, the property was not of the same value as when he came into possession ; many of the best farms were held by careless tenants, much land needed reclaiming, and the prospect before Ruy was a difficult one. He was utterly inexperienced, and had only the wisdom of thoughtfuluess, aud so he was ever alert to observe and to listen, where there was any chance of procuring information. A brave and ardent youth was this Ruy INTERLAPSE. 65 Montgomerie, with a noble face, albeit somewhat stern ; his blue eyes and auburn hair came from the Montgomeries, and the men of the hills said he was " his father's picture," but the women averred that he reminded them more of " my leddy." He was remarkably tall, and very agile, his tread was firm but ever unhurried, and his voice deep and clear. The Montgomeries had always been famed for their stalwart men and beauti- ful women ; brave, heroic cavaliers, and romantic, high-souled ladies, gifted with rare personal charms ; and this Eoderigue seemed to have inherited all their attrac- tions of form and feature. He was indeed a goodly picture, and he did his progenitors credit ; he could have VOL. I. F 66 TIME AND CHANCE. passed muster with approbation before them all, for there was a growing resem- blance to the bravest and finest of the ancestry in his face ; in sooth he needed only to ransack an oak chest, and to don some time-worn habiliments, to be mis- taken for the portrait of Sir David Mont- gomerie, whom Miss Mackenzie held to have been the " Star of Chivalry of the West Countrie." And Ruy, like all the rest of them, chose his career for himself, determined in the loug run not to be balked, aud his resolute power of working alone and un- aided with that in view, made him some- what crave ; there was a shadow of want in his heart, for he fain would have given INTERLAPSE. 67 up everything to pursue his object. Mean- while he was not without teaching ; the impressions he was receiving from his daily wanderings were making their own way, and in the after time it was these memories that were to cause him to be merciless with himself, and to impel, year after year, unyielding labour. But his present life seemed, to his inexperienced judgment, only a prelude with, which he could have well dispensed. Marie Montgomerie had grown into a beautiful maiden ; she was graceful, and, like her brother, tall, but her features were more regular than his, and her violet eyes quicker in expression ; they never hid a feeling, and would brighten sudden- f2 68 TIME AND CHANCE. ly, or become as quickly, tenderly sorrow- ful, with emotion. Her chief beauty lay in the wonderfully changing and sympathetic play of her features. In character she was enthusiastic and generous., though with a tendency to reserve, a type of girl- hood somewhat rare now, when the self- repressed reticence of our grandmothers is generally put down to prudery or apathy. All Marie Montgomerie's friends felt that her ready comprehension and genuine sympathy were her most loveable qualities, and to be loved, greatly loved, was her highest aim. Kerinvean thought that n< arily the mother's genius for painting ought to be hereditary, and that it would be INTERLAPSE. 69 in the natural order of transmission for Marie to possess it, but her bent in the arts was for music, and this talent had been much encouraged by Miss Mac- kenzie. For two seasons they had been in London, where Marie studied, and had every advantage in education which could be secured for her, and where she heard music constantly, which could not fail to stimulate a disposition for it. And, at the end of their second season in town, Kerinvean went up to accompany them home. He wished to please his niece by arriving unexpectedly on the eve of an amateur, invitation concert, given by the professor of singing with whom Marie studied, at which only pupils were to per- form. 70 TIME AND CHANCE. But, ere we relate further, we must chronicle a page or two of Kerinvean's early history, which had an important bearing on subsequent events. CHAPTER VI. • AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. " Thou wast quite perfect in the splendid guile Of woman's beauty." O'Shaughnessy. II If ANY years ago, when Steuart Mont- gomerie was still a young man, be was affianced to an English girl of equal birth, renowned beauty, and high spirit. His bride elect was a spoiled and 72 TIME AND CHANCE. self-willed only child ; and, had it not been for Kerinvean's sincere attachment, he could not have borne, as long and patiently as he did, with her domineering moods and frequent displays of temper. But at length he thought fit to remon- strate with her concerning some rather outrageous freak, whereupon, in an im- perious and dramatic manner, she dismiss- ed him. Ere Kerinvean could bring his mmd to sue for pardon, he heard that the beautiful Honoria was about to become the wife of a rich Italian nobleman, of historic name and aristocratic birth. II Marchese di Garcelli, his successful rival, was killed by a fall from his horse but a year after marriage. The young AN OLD LOVE OFF AND ON. 73 Marchesa was leffc with a very liberal jointure, and the sole guardianship of her child. Being a daughter, this child could not inherit her father's titles, which was a cause of great regret to the widow, who could never willingly forego any possible advantage in social position or influ- ence. By the time the Marchesa was free, Kerinvean had become either too indiffer- ent, or too much interested in his brother's family, to care to seek a renewal of the old ties ; and, moreover, he was so uncer- tain of success, he never tried to repair the breach, so the widow had not been troubled by his claims in the years that had passed since they parted. The Marchesa's modes of spending her 74 TIME AND CHANCE. life were as variable as a fickle character could make them. Honoria di Garcelli was rarely gifted ; she had beauty and originality enough to render her singularly attractive, though her inordinate love of admiration marred these graces, and her fit- ful disposition caused most of her thoughts to evaporate in mere words. Of a vigorous, physical organization, she enjoyed splendid health and unfailing spirits, so that her numerous projects of travel were never hindered by fatigue, and, had her plans for work and philanthropy been fulfilled with a steadiness of purpose adequate to her bodily possibilities, the world would have benefitted greatly by her good deeds. Naples once proved an exception ; she remained there from the commencement AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 75 of an epidemic until it was stamped out, for it took the whole of that time to baaish from her mind the chagrin and mortification which had prompted her to leave Florence, and seek oblivion in such a mission. It was said that during that terrible scourge, the result of along period of dirt and indigence, there was hardly a hovel in Terra del Greco but knew " la bella Marchesa," who gave more relief to the sick and dying by the vision of her beauty, than by all the wine and medicine she bestowed. After this, her longest charitable fit, she went to her home in London ; but no endur- ing traces of the scenes she had witnessed remained to impress her volatile nature. Sometimes the Marchesa's vapid career had intervals of study ; during these she 76 TIME AND CHANCE. would wander from one art gallery to another, occupying herself sketching pic- tures which she never completed, or in writing critiques, in which, although there was undoubted ability, there was no con- tinuity of thought, and these, too, were always thrown aside, incomplete, for some newer fancy. Most absurd of all, in a character which was replete with contradictions, were the Marchesa's pious attacks, during which, in a toilette always faultless, she paid in- numerable visits to hospitals, where she deliberated much with doctors and nurses concerning different systems of cure ; and to countless meetings for the propagation of sound and unsound theories ; and to any odd gathering where her presence AN OLD LOVE— OFF AND ON. 77 might be remarked. She was ever ready to consort with people who would pay her court, and withal there was such a lu- dicrous mingling of religion, dress, pro- priety, art, and scandal in the subjects of her conversations, with manv a hint of the speaker's own perfections, and many a candid insinuation, that she lacked not listeners — of a sort. Doubtless piety, practical ingenuity, frivolous ambition, brilliant vanity, untir- ing conversational powers, and what is deemed good taste in matters of living and dress, are somewhat a heterogeneous union of qualities in one human being; yet, if a woman possess all these, in ad- dition to wealth and beauty, there are few people who will not consider her a desir- 78 TIME AND CHANCE. able acquaintance. The Marchesa freely exercised the power which she possessed in a rare degree, of fascinating and con- ciliating people, without ever compromis- ing herself. During Marie Montgomerie's residence in London she became acquainted witli the Marchesa' s daughter, lngha di Gar- celli ; they both studied with the same professor of singing, and lngha was to be one of the principal performers at the concert which Kerinvean had unexpectedly arrived in time to attend. Kerinvean was not aware of this ac- quaintance till the morning of the coucert, when Miss Mackenzie remarked that the Marchesa had called several times, to take Marie to rehearsal. AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 79 " Oh ! uncle," said Marie, "she is so handsome !" " Another beauty ?" responded Kerin- vean, smiling ; he often tried to provoke Marie's enthusiasm by appearing in- credulous. "I suppose," he added, " she is a dark, foreign-looking little thing, your imagina- tion has idealized into a mysteriously lovely being." " She is not a foreigner, uncle," said Marie. " I was speaking of the Marchesa, not of her daughter, though I think Ingha di Garcelli's the most beautiful face I ever saw, yet some people say she is too pale; but the Marchesa is admired by everyone, and is so handsome and brilliant." SO TIME AND CHANCE. " I knew her long ago, Marie, before you were born ; so she is not quite a stranger to me," and Kerinvean took up his newspaper, and pretended to read. He was greatly surprised to find himself in such close proximity to his old love, and he wished he had not come in time for this performance, where, even if he did not meet her, he would without doubt see her daughter, and he had an instiuctive dislike to have regretful thoughts suggested to his mind. Having no excuse for absenting him- self, Kerinvean went to the concert, and was much impressed by Iugha di Garcelli's beauty aud her singing, but it was not till the music was all over that he saw her AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 81 mother. Before that glimpse, he had been introduced by Marie to Ingha in the ante-room ; Kerinvean complimented her on her performance, and also said he was glad his niece had become acquainted with her, and he hoped it was possible that their intercourse might be continued in Scotland. Iugha's eyes brightened as he spoke, but her smile vanished as she bade farewell to Marie, and, when Kerin- vean saw her again a few minutes after- wards among the audience, it did not occur to him that her wistful thoughts were away among his hills. The Marchesa did not know that Kerin- vean was in town, and he saw her without being recognized, and was surprised to find how lightly eighteen years had passed VOL. i. G 82 TIME AND CHANCE. over the brilliant woman, who was evi- dently the point of attraction in the group by whom she was surrounded. Kerinvean sighed, as he reflected how unlikely it was that she would care to remember him. Ingha di Garcelli stood beside her mo- ther, and though her white gown was of the simplest, its only ornament a rose of the same colour, she seemed old enough to be the Marchesa's sister, instead of her child. Her pale, classic countenance was suggestive of thought, and of a wistful desire for response to an enthusiasm which as yet had found no expression. The mother's face was of a rare type, not to be forgotten nor to be passed by unobserved. Unceasing vivacity and self- AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 83 consciousness somewhat detracted, even to the casual looker-on, from the lines that were else chiselled and delicate, but lovers of perfection of colour and form were ever glamoured by the Marchesa's superb beauty. What wonder that Kerinvean's pnlses thrilled with an unwonted touch ! His life had known no other rapture save that short-lived dream, and it all came back in this glimpse of his early love. u Canna swerve " had many a Mont- gomerie said and thought, when stern, resolute valour had pointed the way that led far apart from hope and joy ; and this — the most inconsequent of all Mont- gomeries — he, too, had unwittingly made his motto, and strangely and unawares g2 84 TIME AND CHANCE. was he fulfilling the tradition of his race. In the course of the month subsequent to her return home, Marie received a letter from Inorha, in which she said that her mother had accepted an invitation to Lord Kinaire's place in the High- lands, and she feared she should be obliged to accompany her, as their London home was to be closed. Ino-ha bad never before been to any large party, and she wrote somewhat despondingly about this proposed one. Marie showed the letter to her uncle. " Miss di Garcelli does not seem to like the idea of Invereothin with half Bel^ravia there. As it is so near us, perhaps her mother would permit her to come here AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 85 instead. If you would like it, Marie, and you think the arrangement would be pleasant to your friend, I will write about it to the Marchesa," said Kerinvean. " That would be delightful," responded Marie, and the result was that Kerinvean, after much deliberation about the wording of his invitation, wrote the following letter : " My deau Marchesa di Garcelli, "I trust you will pardon an old acquaintance for troubling you with a letter. I would not have presumed to do so save for the sake of my dear niece Marie Montgomerie, and for the request I am about to proffer. I understand that you contemplate a visit to Invereethin, and that possibly Miss di Garcelli might care 86 TIME AND CHANCE. more for the informality of Kerinvean than for the gaiety of a large party. Marie in- forms me that this is the case ; but perhaps I ought to attribute some of her eagerness to her genuine friendship for your daugh- ter, to whom I had the honour of being introduced in London. If she would con- sent to favour Kerinvean with her presence, I can assure you she will, on all sides, receive the warmest welcome. I shall be only too glad to meet her at any stage of the journey and drive her here. Assuring you of my sincere regard, and trusting you will express to Miss di Garcelli my hope that she will be our guest, believe me to be, " Yours truly, " Stbuaet Montgombru." AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 87 As the Marcbesa read the letter, a smile of conscious power passed over her face. "You were riot once so formal!" was her thought. For several reasons she was glad to acquiesce in her daughter's wish to accept the invitation^ not the least important of which was that she did not like going into society with a grown-up child, and Ingha was fast approaching womanhood ; moreover, the Marchesa was accustomed to absolute adulation, and did not care for the prospect of sharing it. In reply to Kerinvean's letter she wrote the following, though not deliberating as he had done : " My dear Kerinveax, " Accept my own and lny daugh- 88 TIME AND CHANCE. ter's warmest thanks for your unexpected letter, for writing which there was no possible need for you to apologise. We are very much pleased to accept your kind invitation. I intend leaving London a fortnight hence, and will gladly avail my- self of your offer to meet us, and will write to you saying the hour we shall be at Kilane Inn which, I believe, is twelve miles from Kerinvean, and we shall await your arrival there before I proceed to Lady Kin aire's. 11 1 should much like to see you again, and to give nry daughter into your care. She is overjoyed with the anticipation of her visit, and this is not greatly to be wondered at, considering how charming her associates will be. AVith our kindest AN OLD LOVE — OFF AND ON. 89 regards to Miss Montgomerie and Miss Mackenzie, I am, " Yours sincerely, " HONORIA DI GaRCELLI." 90 CHAPTER VII. A YOUNG LOVE — FOR AIE. " I should certainly be glad. Except, God help me, that I'm sorrowful." Mrs. Browning. A RCHIE CAMPBELL was still Ruy Montgomerie's comrade, though his present temporary home was somewhat more distant from the Castle than In- vean. He was now domiciled at Craig More, the house of Sir Dallas Gore's uncle, Mr. Douglas, who farmed a large A YOUNG LOYE — FOR ATE. 91 property which he had inherited. Archie had been two years his pupil and manager, and had to remain another year to com- plete his term. Archie's maternal grandfather had left him a goodly fortune, of which only a nominal sum was appropriated for his education, the bulk being designed by the testator to accumulate until his twenty-fifth year. Archie and his father had decided that it should be devoted to the purchase of a Highland property, which Archie proposed to farm, and Mr. Campbell had from year to year added something from his own savings to increase the capital. Archie had a very powerful motive for wishing to arrange this plan, for beyond it 92 TIME AND CHANCE. lay the dream of a love to be won, a love that had swayed all his boyhood with its hope, and which now filled his manhood with its strength. Archie's love was silent in his own heart, and his passion was as pure as the streams of his native hills, and as unchangeable as the hills themselves. The morning Kerinvean received the Marchesa's letter, Archie rode up to the Castle. There was an unwonted look on his face, and much dejection in his gait, as he went unannounced to the room where he knew, at this hour, he should see some of the iumates. He found Marie and Ruy together, and they at once told him Miss di Garcelli was comiug soon to visit them, but the A YOUNG LOVE — FOR AYE. 93 news seemed to be almost unheeded by Archie. " Is the Marchesa coming also ?" he asked, trying to appear interested. "No," answered Marie, "she is going to Invereethin, so we shall have Inofha all to ourselves." " Will she stay long?" asked Archie, who had a Highlander's dislike to new acquaint- ances, and whose own greatest delight was the niche in the Kerinvean circle, where his humour, genial manners, and handsome face made him ever welcome. " One would suppose you intended ab- senting yourself all the time, Archie," said Marie. "You look as gloomy as if a thunderbolt were about to explode in the- midst of us." 94 TIME AND CHANCE. " Well, we don't know yet whether this visit won't make an unexpected differ- ence to us all. If your friend had been a man, we could certainly have amused him, but a lady, and a foreign lady too ; she will most probably completely monopolize you and Miss Mackenzie, and perhaps turn all our notions topsy-turvy." "Wait till she comes before you judge her," said Marie, kindly. It was so unusual for Archie to look dismally towards any event which promised either novelty or pleasure, that Marie divined he had some reason be3 T ond the arrival of a stranger ; so, with the gentle tact born of an instinctive sympathy, she turned the conversation into ano- ther channel, and anon asked Archie if A YOUNG LOVE — FOR ATE. 95 he bad come from lnvean or Craig More. So Archie told them the object of his visit that morning; and gave them the news of a bank failure, in which ruin for hundreds was irremediable, and for himself total loss of all. It had been the greatest surprise to him, and was a heavy blow to Mr. Campbell, before whom his son had found it almost impossible, he said, in the shock to appear hopeful, or to offer comfort where he saw none. Archie did not tell them the bitterest part of the blow, — how could he? for it concerned Marie. Besides having to look into the blank future, there was a bitter knowledge that lay all bare in Archie's heart, but must never go beyond 96 TIME AND CHANCE. it. As a Highland proprietor, well born as he was, he could have sought Marie Montgomerie for his wife; penniless, with neither home nor income, he must not try to win her, for it would be years ere he would be in a position suitable to ask her in marriage, and long ere that time she might be wooed and won. So Archie reasoned in these first hours of his loss, but with no spiritless succumbing to circumstances. He would never yield to their mastery where they merely concern- ed himself, but he was not selfish enough to wish her to enter the struggle. He felt that his life would know no other love, but he had not passionately resolved never to see her again ; he had merely come in his straightforward way to tell his dearest A YOUNG LOVE — FOE AVE. 97 friends of his trouble, perchance with a lurking desire to prove whether he could go in and out her home in the old familiar manner, without the old familiar hope. Archie banished from his mind the thought of winning her now; it was as im- possible to cherish as a suggestion of ceasing to love her, which would never be likely to enter his mind. His devotion to Marie was the freeest and purest homage of his soul, and, although in no way should it beguile her now, it was none the less hers for ever. It had grown with all the summers and winters of his boyhood ; but the man that morning was glad that she had had no hint of it from him. And Archie rode- sadly away under the old trees where, as children, they had VOL. I. H 93 TIME AND CHANCE. played together ; but he was not without solace in thinking that he had Marie's sym- pathy, though there was a significance to him in the fact that it had been expressed as if she had been his sister, but not as if she had any personal share in the loss. So it was that Archie felt relieved by being isolated from her in his disappoint- ment, from her, too, who alone could have soothed or lessened it, and he rejoiced that no shadow lay across her path cast by the gloom of his lot. But the end was not yet! 99 CHAPTER VIII AFTER LONG TEARS. ; ' Down our old untrodden paths the wild weeds grow." Gerald Massey. "TT ERINVE AN was now forty-three years of age ; in the vigour of manhood ; a keen sportsman and a care- less landlord. Though he appreciated the advantages of his position, at all times when practicable, he shirked its responsi- bilities ; and he rode, and shot, and ignored all care, and was at this period a bronzed, h 2 100 TIME AND CHANCE. bearded man of splendid proportions, \vho r for beauty of mien and stature, was called throughout the county, " every inch a Montgomerie." To the IMarchesa di Garcelli the ap- pointed meeting at Kilane had little of the importance which its anticipation possessed for Kerinvean. Her memory had out- grown all vividness about her old love, and although she had said in her letter she wished to see him, it was more from courtesy than curiosity : she supposed him to have become by this time a sort of country squire, or at best but a county magnate, whose provincial ideas would be social absurdities in her world. Lady Kinaire had more than once spoken of having met Kerinvean, and had said AFTER LONG YEARS. 101 repeatedly that her neighbours in the Highlands, the Montgomeries, were charm- ing ; but the Marchesa put this down to the supposition that her friend knew all her history, and how nearly she had been allied to these same Montgomeries before her marriage. As the day approached Kerinvean found himself involuntarily thinking a good deal of his past, though it was somewhat dif- ficult for him to associate the brilliant lady whom he had seen at the concert with the love of his youth, whom he re- membered so well. And yet it was not from fidelity to this early dream that Kerinvean had remained unmarried; he was not a man to live for an idea; circumstances swayed him as 102 TIME AND CHANCE. often as inclination, and moreover he lacked the imagination to comprehend the senti- ment that could make a man faithful to a hopeless love. His bachelorhood was rather attributable to the fact that for some years after his disappointment he had met no girl who had fascinated him as Honoria had done, and afterwards he became so much engrossed with his own household, he did not seek interest apart from it. The events of the hour, and the pleasures and excitements thereof, had gradually become his sole incentives to action. Kerinvean did not expect that the Mar- chess would treat him with more famili- arity than she would any other old ac- quaintance with whom she had not had AFTER LONG I EARS. 103 intercourse for many years, he was therefore annoyed with himself for feeling so much apprehension concerning the meeting. For his own part, he wished simply to make an honest impression on her, and, though he would not have her think he had pined for her sake, he felt that he could not appear altogether indifferent, but he was not forceful enough to take the initiative. Kerinvean was noted for the splendour of his equipments, and nowhere could he have looked more at ease than when driv- ing his four finest bays to Kilane to meet his old love, but some of the ease had disappeared from his manner when he asked the landlord of the little inn if the Marchesa di Garcelli had arrived. 104 TIME AND CHANCE. " On, ay !" answered the old man, who bad known Kerinvean when a boy, though that fact did not make him less respectful to his laird, who, if he were not a hero, was at least a Montgomerie. " You will be spierin' for the grand leddy that cam' in an hour syne. Come awa' in by ; ye'll find the Maircheesa waitin' Kerinvean was ushered into a sitting- room. It looked dingy coming into it out of the sunshine, till he perceived the form of the Marchesa, whose presence enlivened the quaint, little, old-fashioned place in a way to which it was not accustomed, for the few bright flowers that twined them- selves against the walls outside, and climbed up around the window-frame, AFTER LONG YEARS. 105 seemed to be peeping in very coyly to-day, as if they were rather afraid of such a splendid visitor. Anon the breeze that swayed the roses must have died down, or the Marchesa's voice must have exorcised all their shy- ness, for they fluttered no longer, but listened, in perfect stillness, while these two talked together after eighteen years of silence. The Marchesa was, perhaps, somewhat nervous when she really came face to face with Kerinvean ; but she had smiled on so many men, it was not difficult for her to greet him without apparent disturbance of her pleasant manner. Few could with- stand the fascination of Honoria di Gar- celli's smile, and those few were people 106 TIME AND CHANCE. whose discernment was certainty less equivocal than Kerinvean's. She could not divine from his face what were his impressions about her, but she remembered that of old he had been trusty, aud she quickly saw he was honest still, for he could not long conceal the admiration he felt on a^ain beholding her. More than one thought passed through her mind in the moment that elapsed be- tween his entrance and her first remark, and her quick eyes saw that she had reason to congratulate herself on her girlhood's taste, for Kerinvean would have been con- sidered a remarkably handsome man in any society. Though there was a slight diffidence in his demeanour, she had no compunction in ascribing it to the surprise AFTER LONG YEAES. 107 her presence caused ; she had often seen that sort of impression before, and, while it did not make Kerinvean in the least decree awkward, it enhanced him in the opinion of his vain goddess. 11 It is long since we met, Kerinvean," said she, in her most charming tones ; " meanwhile I have been growing old, but you look unchanged." There was not much exaggeration in her words about him ; his figure was a little more stalwart, and his beard was longer, but withal there was the same CD J manly bearing and frank expression which had always characterised his appearance, and he was now a finer specimen of phy- sical manhood than when he had wooed her. 108 TIME AND CHANCE. Probably she expected lie would contra- dict her assertion concerning herself, and would give her some of the adulation which her small stock of refinement never hindered her from seeking, though in covert ways, her professed delicacy of taste making her scrupulous only in mat- ters of decorum, but not in purity of thought nor speech. But Kerinvean was hardly in the mood for compliments. " You are changed since — since " he responded, but halted slightly for a word to express their parting, which she quickly supplied. u Since the time I behaved so infamously to you, you ought to say. Ah ! well, we are going to be friends now, I hope. Is it too late to ask your pardon, or has in- AFTER LONG YEARS. 109 difference made you forget that I once had the power to wound you?" " No man could ever forget your power, Marchesa di Garcelli," answered Kerinvean, with the faintest possible emphasis in pronouncing her name, as if to recall to her memory that she had forfeited the right to power over him when she married. The March esa was determined to be on good terms with him, and, coming up to where he stood, she spoke : "Monti," this was the name she was wont to call him before he was entitled to- that of Kerinvean — " Monti, let bygones be bygones between us. I have suffered much since those days, and sorrow has left no trace on your face. Will you be friends ?" 110 TIME AND CHANCE. A beseeching look of apparently genuine feeling was on her face, and Steuart Mont- gomerie was at once too unsuspicious and too knightly not to be beguiled into the belief that it was real ; he had had no experience as precedent to guide him, he had rarely seen so lovely a creature look so sad, and he took her hand and raised it to his lips, and for answer only said : " I thank you for this honour." She knew that unless he had fully exonerated her from all blame in the past, he would not have kissed her hand, and she was too wary to cany the conversa- tion beyond certain limits. "I am glad," she said at length, "that Ino-ha is to £0 with you instead of to AFTER LONG YEARS. Ill Invereethen. Kinaire's house is not the best school for a young girl, but I know you will take care of my child, and, if you will let me, I will come over during her visit. Ah, here she is." Ingha came at this moment into the room ; there followed a few more inter- changes of courtesies, then Kerinvean ordered his drag, and drove off with his charge. 112 CHAPTER IX. HENCEFORTH. " As if a stream that wandered aimlessly Had heard at last the murmur of the sea." TTERINVEAN'S driving was always rapid, but that day the horses seemed to feel their master's mood, and they careered along unchecked, for the pace suited Kerinvean. He found it difficult to keep up one conversation while his thoughts dwelt on another; but the horses were too fleet for Iugha, to whom HENCEFORTH. 113 it seemed sacrilege to pass such scenery in haste. "If we were not driving to Marie," she said at length, " I would ask you to re- strain the impetuosity of those splendid creatures. I have never seen anything so wild as this glen before, and we seem to be rushing through it." Kerinvean smiled, and slackened the pace a little. When they came in sight of Yeurnish, the summit was covered with a soft-white cloud, which very gradually lifted, and showed the peak against the blue sky, and then as gradually descended. u That is the first time I ever saw Yeurnish greet a new-comer so courteous- ly," exclaimed Kerinvean. u Is he not a noble old cavalier ?" VOL. I. i 114 TIME AND CHANCE. " Oh ! yes," answered Ingha ; " and what a welcome for me, and bow lovelv everything is !" As they approached the road leading to the house, Kerinvean lessened the speed considerably, for there were such wide views at every bend, and he liked to see the im- pression they made on the young girl, whose face was aglow with delighted surprise. He, too, loved it all, but only as a Greek would have done ; there were suggestions enough of pasture for cattle, and sport for man ; but his fondness for it was different from Ruy's, different, too, from Archie Campbell's, and yet the three men loved Kerinvean as no other place under Heaven could ever be loved by them. The welcome that Iugha received was HENCEFORTH. 115 truly warm enough to make a mucb more formal person feel at home, and she was charmed with the picturesque character of the time-honoured house. The entrance hall was filled with trophies of the chase, suits of armour, old colours, and swords and weapons which had been wielded by Montgomeries, whose portraits looked down in seemingly dismal patience from the walls which her first glimpse dis- closed. The rooms appointed for Ingha's use were in the oldest part of the house, from the windows of which the finest views of loch and hill were visible ; she saw that for miles the low grounds were clearly defined against the water in the afternoon sunlight, and that there were ranges of hills, peak i2 116 TIME AND CHANCE. beyond peak, which she had not before suspected could be seen from the Castle. Her maid's chamber was adjoiniug, so that she would have no fear during the night in the old house whose legends she would doubtless hear ere long : stories of wraiths, white ladies, and illusions, that had terror enough in them when recalled in the gloom of night, alone, in the very chambers these ghostly apparitions were supposed to haunt. There was rather more ceremony than usual at dinner the evening of In^ha's arrival. Mr. Campbell and Archie had been invited, and Kerinvcan introduced them to Inglia, telling her the circle was only perfect when their Tnvean friends were in it. HENCEFORTH. 117 Ingha was remarkably self-possessed, though it was owing more to her utter lack of vanity than to any other cause, so there was no shyness between the young people. During the evening Miss Mackenzie was asked to play or sing; going to the piano, she said, in passing Ingha : " I will play some of our national music, a lament for one of my ancestors, in fact, for the identical chief who brought this jewel into our family." Where- upon she indicated the famous buckle on her scarf, which of course to-night, ac- cording to custom, she wore on the arrival of a stranger. " Oh ! yes, do," said Marie, who was standing by, and who rather dreaded lest 118 TIME AND CHANCE. a raid of the Mackenzies might prevent the party from hearing Ingha sing, " and then you must ask Ingha for music." Miss Mackenzie was not the least dis- concerted ; that chief would do for a future entertainment. Miss di Garcelli was to make a long visit, so she would not mind letting her ancestors rest for to-night ; they were all wondrously alert to spring from her memory on the slightest provocation, though some of them had been dead for centuries. "When Ingha's turn to sing came, she played a simple prelude, and much sur- prised all by beginning a Scotch ballad in the purest of accents and in the mo pathetic of voices, a rich, clear contralto HENCEFORTH. 119 that followed the singer's will, and went straight to the hearts of the listeners. Her audience seemed spell-bound ; the strains gained in pathos and tone, and the mournful line, " In the salt, salt bree," she sang more slowly, and her voice was expressive of a great agony of loss, which the fathomless depths of ocean alone could have pre-figured as being immea- surable as the grief that prompted such a wail. There was no excitement visible on the sweet, white face, as they all praised her singing. She loved so well to do it, ay, even as much as they to listen. Is it not ever so with a gift from the gods ? There is neither choice nor concealment possible, 120 TIME AND CHANCE. the fountain has its source in Olympus, and the stream can never be turned aside. Anon Kerinvean asked Ingha to sing again, and said that he would like best to hear another Scotch ballad. Ingha began in a light manner, as if relating a story, the familiar ballad " Castles in the Air," but ere she had sung many lines the sadness came back to her tones, and no one would have thought it was the voice of a young and happy girl, for the comprehension of sor- row was there, the pathos that is in art never acquirable and rarely inspired. There was a picnic planned for the morrow, and, while Archie was discussing with Marie where he should join them HENCEFORTH. 121 all, she looked at him inquiringly. He smiled and said : "Yes, you were right, she is very beautiful, but not at all foreign-looking, and her manners are as simple as a child's. I was an incredulous fool not to believe you." Afterwards Archie tuned his violin, and Marie and he played together, dreamily, like two voices that never could reach each other, but which went on w T ailing and crooning over the love that made their tones blend and then part, as one sighed and the other moaned the yearning that could never be satisfied. And Miss Mackenzie dozed, ay, even slept ; not with the profound unwakeful- ness of her ancestors, but gently, behind 122 TIME AND CHANCE. a screen, where every night, towards eleven o'clock, she in vain endeavoured to keep awake, possibly by trying to count her progenitors, but, if so, she always got hopelessly vague and sleepy, and had to yield to nature's demands. " I never heard anyone sing with a purer Scotch accent than yours," said Ruy to Ingha, who smiled and answered : " 1 must tell Coyla what you say. I could not have tried any but Scotch songs to-night. I feel that I understand so much better now the love your country- men have for their native land. I never was so far north before, but I think the in- spiration of their romance and chivalry must have all originated among these hills. I am beginning, too, to comprehend the HENCEFORTH. 12S patriotism which was always a marvel to me before to-day." " To hear you sing, one would say you had been born a Highland lassie," answer- ed Ruy. " You give the spirit of our songs as well as the language. To me their grief, though expressed only in a little sorrowful love-song, is always part of a national wail. We are a gloomy people," he added, smiling, " but we have followed so many causes that have been failures." "Yes, I know," responded Ingha; "but your national sorrow is not despair as ours was in Italy. Your hearts go up to the tops of your hills, but ours live among the vines far below the summits. We call ourselves Republican because we are 124 TIME AND CHANCE. idle, and, thinking we have no freedom, we grow hopeless. You are industrious, free, and truthful here. Ah ! I think I should like to have been born in Scotland." And so passed Ingha's first evening at Kerinvean, and when it was over, review- ing the new scenes and faces that had so suddenly revealed themselves in her life, she thought a fresh era had commenced, and her spirit was strangely moved by its enchantment. And Euy ? Now that he had seen a perfectly beautiful face, he wished more than ever that his heart's desire might one day be given to him. It was well he had a patient spirit, for his present life required it. There are no unexpectedly quick results in the reclaiming of land, not, at HENCEFOETH. 125 least, until the miracles of frost, shine, and shower have in turn bestowed their benedicite upon the earth, and Ruy was greatly inter- ested in many of these kinds of improve- ments which he had originated. He was fully alive to the magnitude of the account- ability, which the owner of such an estate as Kerinvean ought to feel : Though never presuming to judge his uncle's waste of life, he held that such for himself would be sin ; and, while he considered to possess a few miles of moor, or hill, or wood would be the grandest of all riches, he worked hard to bring things into order, not think- ing so much of the fact that he, as heir, would eventually reap the benefit, as that the property and tenants had so long been neglected. 126 TIME AND CHANCE. At times Ruy found it difficult to per- suade Kerinvean to consent to his plans ; often they were merely regarded as " ec- centric and sentimental." But Ruy's ardour did not lessen, and he was easrer to drain, and till, and sow, to the utmost of their capabilities, and beautiful use, all out- lying parts, so that the small farms might yield their meed of food for the labour of man. Kerinvean, by turns, contradicted and consented, and often ended an argument by the remark : "You would make a grand smash of the old place, Ruy, if I were not here to put on the break." And so day by day Ruy gave his work and thoughts uuqTiido;incrly to the task HENCEFORTH. 12? meted out to him, with many a vague dream of a different toil ; but neither pencil nor chisel yet, save by stealth, and for a few weeks more Kerinvean would still be his guardian. And then ? 128 CHAPTER X. THE DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. *' Like swift and lovely dreams that walk the waves of sleep." Shelley. 3UY joined the breakfast party next morning, after returning from a long ride, and remarked that he bad called before six o'clock at old Peters cottage, and bad found preparations for the ex- cursion even at that early bour. Tbese picnics were great occasions for DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. 129 Peter ; he was usually the responsible per- son, and would never yield a point of his prerogative to anyone. When a rowing- boat was used, Ruy was always stroke ; but, if under sail, Ruy might work as hard as he chose, and a suggestion from him as to slackening a rope, taking in a reef, or changing the tack, always met the response : " Why should ye fash wi' me in the boat ?" Ruy had himself to blame for humour- ing the old man ; and he often recalled the weary miles Peter had carried him over moor and hill years ago, when his own childish whims overcame better judgment, and ingratitude had no place in Ruy Montgomerie's character. Miss Mackenzie had also a certain de- VOL. I. K 130 TIME AND CHANCE. gree of homage and popularity, and a pic- nic rarely came to an end without giving her opportunity for the recital of legends of warfare, or for describing hereditary feuds, among the scenes where they had been all too frequent in ancient days. Peter had great respect for Miss Mac- kenzie, and had once been communicative enough about his judgment of her to Ruy and Archie as to volunteer the opinion : "I wadna say but she has the root of the matter in her whatever." Archie suggested, when out of Peter's hearing : " If Peter means the root of the Mac- kenzie genealogical tree, I can vouch for her memory containing the roots, trunks, DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. 131 -and branches of a whole Highland forest of that growth." The two girls strolled down to the loch before the others, where they found Peter surveying the Mistwraith, a taut and trim little craft, a model of delicate lines. Her crew, three hardy fellows in uniform of white and blue, were making ready under orders from their captain. "This is Miss di Garcelli, a friend of mine," said Marie. " We must give her a good first impression of the glen to- day." " It's a pretty glen, my leddy, and ye are welcome," ceremoniously responded the old man, holding his bonnet in his hand, and speaking as slowly as if he were delivering a congratulatory address k2 132 TIME AND CHANCE. to a princess ; but bis words came faster as be looked into Ingha's sweet face, and saw tbe genuine interest upon it. " Ye'll travel far or ye'll see a bonnier bit o' water tban I'll tak ye ower the day. Whiles it's saft here, but ilka kind o r weather gies its ain sort o' grandeur. Miss Montgomerie weel kens that." " And I am sure of it," said Ingha, with a smile ; a lovelier smile than her mother's, as the mysterious light of sunrise is ever tenderer in its beauty than midday glare. Miss Mackenzie, Kerinvean, and Ruy now joined them, accompanied by Ohm a beautiful Eskimo dog of the smaller breed, Ruy's constant companion. The Chum was remarkable both for DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. 133 wisdom and beauty ; his hair was very long, and white, with black points; his paws were perfectly white, as were his breast and long, curled tail, but his nose and eyes were black. His foot was fleet and his scent was keen, while his service was faithful and incorruptible. Chum was incapable of demonstrative likings; he had his preferences, but his character partook of a reserve that was doubtless imitated, for even when a young dog, which at this period he was, there was little display of the frolicsomeness common to youth. Gentle and perfectly obedient, when al- lowed to go free he had the instincts of a savage animal, and surprised all judges and gamekeepers by his hardy, unflagging endurance. His history is indissolubly 134 TIME AND CHANCE. connected with that of his master ; the history of the one is that of the other, for in all changes they were insepar- able. Ruy trusted Chum completely, and was often touched by his devotion. The dog never for a moment forgot his master. No human being ever experiences more than one absolutely perfect dog-friendship in a lifetime — this was Ruy's — the trust and love for one canine creature pre-figures, in its limited capacity, another trust and lo\ — but this is dogged heterodoxy. All were soon on board the Mist wraith, and the oars plashed steadily under lee of rocks rising sheer out of the water, high above the boat. At the head of the glen loomed Ben DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. 135 More, and several lesser peaks, which now shone pearly-tinted in the sun. All the hills had a white sheen in the light, while in the cloud-shadows they were richly coloured, purple, crimson, and black, and many of them were encircled by belts of pine, and seemed to lie in a setting of dark wood. The course was devious : round by quaint little rocky islands, and in and out of sheltered bays, for glimpses of falls that rushed down from the hills all fret and foam, on whose banks grew ferns and bracken, which reared themselves proudly as if protecting the soft, dewy mosses underneath, making wildernesses too in- tricate for anyone but fairies. Ingha was entranced at every fresh bend 136 TIME AND CHANCE. or curve. Miss Mackenzie and Kerinvean had a long argument about a legendary engagement which was said to have taken place in one of the passes they sighted : this was an old subject of debate between them, and, although Miss Mackenzie al- ways proved her point, Kerinvean never failed to raise the subject when they were in the neighbourhood which suggested it. Ruy was keenly enjoying his part of the work, his fine, lithe form swaying regu- larly to time, his face flushed with the exercise and pleasure. Nature held no- thing grander for him than these hills ; they were associated with historic remin- iscences which alone would have made them sacred to him, but, beyond these DESTINATION OF THE MISTWEAITH. 137 associations, their own varying beauty was a daily wonder ; and, above all, their im- moveable serenity had schooled the dis- quiet in his heart. Their perfect calm enfolded his own spirit, and he was learn- ing that life holds in her store both poverty and riches innumerable, often dealing both in the same lap, and he was experiencing too, the deep peace that lies in the soul of nature, and which she bestows with so great largesse that these paradoxes seem merely childish problems to those who are taught of her. Did it enhance the scene to E>uy that a kindred spirit looked out of eyes as ques- tioning as his own, for response ? Ingha's face was not unheeded by Ruy, he had never seen one so beautiful before. 138 TIME AND CHANCE. When Ingha's gaze was abstracted by the scenery, a look of utter satisfaction came over it, but, when her attention was recalled to conversation, the wistful ex- pression came back into her eyes, the timid, shy depth that was but oue degree from a look of brave and tender courage, which, Ruy thought, a hero could recall in dying for her sake. Ruy was gentle in his ideas about all women, but his feeliug of reverence for this girl sprang wholly from his inteuse love of beauty, beauty which in Iugha di Garcelli was both of soul and feature, the countenance ever true to inward impulse or emotion. It was not strange that a boy of Ruy's nature should be at once impressed by her, DESTINATION OF THE MI ST WRAITH. 139 amid scenes so conducive to the most refined emotions of admiration and de- light. Eadan Faibhile was a well-chosen spot for a picnic ; a little grassy knoll, on each, side of which towered great walls of rock that hid the hills beyond. In front lay the beach, and a long stretch of loch down to Ben More. The high rocks were covered with purple and scarlet bloom and climbing ivy; heather filled every nook between the jutting crags, and over their tops drooped ash and willow-trees, and beyond, huge firs. One great break there was in the back- ground of rocks, where the open gates of a cathedral might have stood ; it led to the grove of beeches on the higher ground, 140 TIME AND CHANCE. where their massive trunks like columns supported the fantastic arches, whose groining and tracery no sculptor could imitate. For flooring there was softest moss, and many a brilliant spot of colour, from serene little clumps of heather, and joyous, wavy groups of wild flowers, that grew undisturbed in tangled, luxuriant pro- fusion ; and over all, here and there, flut- tered a stray, faded leaf that had lost its way, and could not find any niche specially designed for it in this perfect mosaic. The tall brackens and ferns tried to hide the temple's chrism, but the little stream wimpled on, singing its own song of praise to the God who had consecrated DESTINATION OF THE MISTWRAITH. 141 it, and who had his holiest of holies even here in this lonely sanctuary, where rarely a human voice was heard. 142 CHAPTER XI. A HIGHLAND TICNIC. a By every rill in every glen, Merry elves tlieir morrice tracing To aerial minstrelsy." Scott. A RCHIE and a stranger were waiting at Radan Faibliile, they had ridden together from Craig More. Ruy looked for a moment at Archie's companion, and springing out of the boat ere the keel A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 143 grated on the stones, exclaimed glee- fully : " It's Gore— Dallas Gore !" Archie had found Mr. Douglas and his nephew together when he returned the night previous ; Sir Dallas was on his way to Invereethin, but Archie had no dif- ficulty in persuading him to join the picnic. Sir Dallas Gore was an English baronet, who had become master of himself and twenty thousand a year when he attained his majority three years ago. Wishing to see active service, he did not meditate at present leaving the army. Thoroughly educated, intelligent, and of a sensible disposition, Sir Dallas had found his responsibility so far to consist in keeping 144 TIME AND CHANCE. himself out of mischief, enough of which is generally lying in wait for the in- experienced owner of an unencumbered estate. Sir Dallas was greatly sought after by a certain class, more than was quite agreeable to himself, as he had suf- ficient discrimination to know that, with- out his rent roll, his good nature and good looks would have commanded scant courtesy. The service each had to render for the general comfort was inimical to ceremony. Miss Mackenzie and the girls proceeded to unpack a hamper, while the others made a fire. Then a white cloth was spread under the trees, and decorated with clusters of rowan-berries, and, when all was prepared, A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 145 the party sat down in good humour to eat the luncheon. By this time, all the influences being con- ducive, Miss Mackenzie burned to converse upon the Gaelic associations of the spot, but, alas ! the company was too intent on the viands, and the strangers too much delighted with the novelty of the enter- tainment, to make any observation which could act as suggestion for legend or tracing of genealogical line. At length Miss Mackenzie said, 11 1 believe, Sir Dallas, Mr. Douglas claims kindred with the Black Dou- glas ?" " Yes," answered Sir Dallas, innocenthy beguiled into a half confession of ignor- ance, " I believe so, but I cannot inform VOL. I. L 146 TIME AND CHANCE. you why ; there were so many collateral branches in that race, 1 am not sure that he is a lineal descendant. The Craig- More Douglases have always been of a roving turn ; I don't think that they have ever settled down long enough, until this generation, to trace the line themselves. " " You must know, Gore," said Kerin- vean, " that all old Highland families re- tain their genealogical descent in legends and songs when the veritable line is lost, and I understand this to be the case with your uncle's ancestry and the link to the Black Douglas, for it is quite a tradition in these parts that he is allied. Have you heard," added Kerinvean, thinking effectu- ally to change the subject, " if many A HIGHLAND PrCNIC. 147 sportsmen are coming to Invereethin this season ?" ri I heard of several," answered Sir Dallas, " but I understand Lady Kinaire means to have a good many of her own friends also." Miss Mackenzie, nothing daunted by the interlude, turned to Ingha, and said : " You have no idea, my dear, how tena- cious all who have borne the name of Douglas have ever been to be considered lineally descended from their star of chivalry, and there is a curious story told of one of my ancestors, how he taunted a Douglas for having nothing else of which to boast, except a pretended kinship with a chief who would not have owned him hi 148 TIME AND CHANCE. had he lived in the same generation. Thereupon each of these men incited his followers to fight, and Mackenzie killed his rival, and afterwards married his daughter." The narrator here paused, naturally expecting a remark from one of her listeners, and Ingha put a question which involved a long response. " Do you uot think," she asked, " that it was very undutiful in the girl to marry her father's enemy ?" u Oh," answered Miss Mackenzie, " that was not half so glaring a lack of filial affection as her own son afterwards dis- played to herself." The Mackenzies had now taken the field, and, as Kerinvean knew that there would A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 149 probably ensue a waving of Mackenzie tartan and Highland claymores till even- ing, he rose, and, with the young men, went off in the direction of the rocks. When Kerinvean returned, it was to surest to Miss Mackenzie that he would be glad to help her with tea. She imme- diately rose, saying : " We were so much interested I had not noticed how time was slipping away," and added to Ingha, " There is a great deal more to tell you of Kenneth Mackenzie, but I won't forget to finish the story some other day." " There is little fear of that," said Kerinvean, smiling, as Miss Mathilda went out of hearing. " I imagine you must have 150 TIME AND CHANCE. proved a rare listener, Miss di Garcelli ; our story-teller seems as much pleased as it" she had been leading her gallant Mac- kenzie heroes and all their forces through CD a review for your inspection." "I assure you I have been greatly interested," responded Ingha. " You must forgive her enthusiasm," said Kerinvean ; u she looks upon Scotland as the centre of the universe ; ancient Highlanders are gods to her, and their traditions gospel." " I like her invulnerable belief in them more than I can tell you, it is quite infectious ; besides, it would not do any good to spoil her illusions." Ruy had joined them while Ingha was speaking, and Kerinvean now went off to A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 151 help Miss Mackenzie, smiling at Ingha's last remark. " Some illusions are harmless enough, " said Ruy ; iC but do you think people are fitted for the rough realities of life who carry into the world a conviction that their fellows are better and higher-minded than they actually are ?" "I don't understand much about rough realities," answered Ingha, " but I think it would not be possible to attain to anything noble unless one had faith in things which may be only illusions to others. For my own part, I know the people who give me the impression that they consider my motives better than I know them to be, have more influence for good with me than they who are unkind in their judgments. 152 TIME AND CHANCE. You will call this a strange mode of re- generation," she added, smiling; " but some natures require all sorts of helps and incentives." "It is a beautiful theory," answered Huy ; " but I don't know that you will find it act well on people with less principle than you possess." u If it did not seem the only way of helping some, I would not hold it," she answered ; " besides, it is so difficult to do anything well, I am sure a person who is honest with himself cannot have his work praised, too freely. There is one thing quite certain, Mr. Montgomerie, there is no illusion in this : I never saw anything so utterly beautiful as the country here, though there may be illusion in the A HIGHLAND PICXIC. 153 thought that because it is so lovely it will surely be eternal." " But Nature has so many illusions," an- swered Ruy ; u she is always promising and holding out hope which we do not realise, for when we compare the best art works with her, we find how she lured only to smile at the folly of her feeble imitators. " Oh ! no, no," said Ingha, " she smiles just the same as she always did ere we began the task wherein we may have failed. I think we can never see scorn in her unless we have scorn in our own thoughts, and we are sure to feel con- tempt towards our labour, if it will not bear the scrutiny which decides whether we have followed some other teaching 154 TIME AND CHANCE. rnore closely than hers. Sometimes we confuse God's art and human art, and fancy we can aid the one or the other, but we can only be taught by each ; they are both indepeudent of us." " I know Nature is, but oue often hears of what great masters have done for their art," said Ruy. U I do not think if they were true masters they would have cared to hear their work so spoken of," returned Ingha. "Does it not seem, on a day like this,* 1 said Buy, after a pause, " as if the world had been created merely for beauty, as if it were all one great shrine for the worshippers of the beau- tiful ?" A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 155 " Some of the loveliest parts are un- recognized then," responded Ingha, "for that significance is only acknowledged by the few who perpetuate such wondrous loveliness as this around us. God seems to have dedicated all the highest beauty to them, for only they, and those for whom they toil, are at one with Nature when apart from her." "And only as their sympathy and comprehension are true can their la- bour be good," said Ruy. "You inter- pret Nature instinctively. I have been listening all my life, and she has never been so articulate to me as you make her." " I comprehend only her simple moods," answered Ingha. "I listen, too, but her meanings are so deep." 156 TIME AND CHANCE. " So deep," responded Ruy, " that they always seem symbols to me." "Do you find it so?" asked Ingha. " Perhaps if you are ever separated from her you will think it was Nature only who spoke plainly, though with infinite purport. It is the w r orld's noise that jars in her utterances, and sometimes deadens the sound of them altogether, for we often go to Art to be taught things in which she cannot instruct us." "What do you define as being taught • by Art ?" asked Ruy. " Nothing except a mechanical utter- ance, and the wisdom which results from the experience of others who have labour- ed in the same field. I don't think Art can ever give an understanding of Nature, A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 157 though she can help the expression of all that Nature alone can teach," " Have you never felt," said Ruy, " that Nature herself would be antagonistic to you if you had no utterance, and that even your great love for her would but cause a yearning, and her riches would but oppress your spirit ?" " I think that feeling could onlv be the result of some power that was still dor- mant," answered Ingha. " I have no genius for anything, but I think after some years of labour I shall be able to make my voice yield some service." Ruy was surprised to hear her speak of years of labour, as he regarded her already as a priestess of song ; his knowledge as yet was limited, though his studies had 358 TIME AND CHANCE. begun with the Alpha and Omega of all true art life. It was dawning on his spirit that this dark-eyed, thoughtful maiden was inspiration of noblest sort, but he asked himself no questions about her. He ac- cepted most impressions without analyzing their influence, as he looked for differ- ent clouds and shadows with each new sunrise ; and every revelation of natural beauty went to enrich his experience all unconsciously to himself. " Miss di Garcelli," said Archie, after tea, as the group sat watching the shadows lengthening over hill and water, " do you know I have been rash enough to promise that I would ask a favour from vou for another man ; and, though I know it is not difficult to persuade you to act generously. A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 159 still he is hardly deserving of that honour." "What is it?" asked Ingha, laughing at Archie's ceremony. " To make a short story long," answered he, " this Dallas Gore, this audacious man has had the impertinence to assert that he never heard a countrywoman of yours sing a Scotch song with a true accent ; which proves two things, one of which is remark- ably clear : he has never heard you sing! the second proposition is simply that the said Dallas Gore is no judge of singing in any language." Archie's mood was of the old boyish days, and Sir Dallas enjoyed it as heartily as the rest. "Thanks, Flash," said he; "Flash" was the Gore family name for Archie, Lady 160 TIME AND CHANCE. Gore having given it to him when he was quite a child, averring that he was so quick and bright he always reminded her of lightning. " Thanks, but I won't retain you as my special pleader. It is quite true, Miss cli Garcelli, that I have never heard good Scotch ballads since my mother's voice saug them to me in my childhood." " She was like all the Douglases, Sir Dallas, very musical," said Miss Mackenzie ; " their genius for music can be traced back to Fergus Douglas's time. His men refused to row across the loch in the dark to sur- prise the Glen Dhule Mackenzies unless their piper was playing in the bows of the boat; and, though he tried to play softly, the pipes wakened our people, and the A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 161 old clan was ready for the Douglas raid on their landing." "Indeed," answered Sir Dallas, "it was mean in Master Fergus to take advantage of night in that way, and he deserved the routing which I hope he got ; but, Miss di Garcelli, won't you sing something to make us more forgiving towards this blundering, old, far-away relative of mine r Ingha, who was sitting by Marie, and stroking Chum, who permitted this liberty, though he rarely gave anyone but his master the opportunity of ever attempting it, said she would be very glad to sing. The young men were stretched on the ground. Archie, with Ins fair face and VOL. I. m 162 TIME AND CHANCE rings of brown hair, which, cut as close as possible, would still be curly, his dark blue eyes and fearless expression always making a manly picture. Then Dallas Gore's bronzed face and soldier-like figure were in no way less attractive. And Ruy, with his calm, grave eyes and fine, lithe form, made the trio perfect. Kerinvean was seated beside Miss Mackenzie, genial and stalwart, a delightful subject for her imagination to put some hundreds of years back into the glorious times when Kerin- vean, with his physical courage and manly strength, might have been a hero ! Miss Mackenzie sat quietly knitting, her thoughts still Avith her valiant ancestors, doubtless dreaming of how, had she lived in their times, she would have knitted stockings for A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 168 these brave, bare-legged worthies, whose wooings were done, and battles fought, stockingless and unshod. The boat was moored on the beach, while Peter hurried about, calculating the chances of collision with one of the herring-smacks, if the moon did not appear. Marie told Ingha to choose her own song, and, hesitating but a moment, she began in a clear, soft voice, that had neither break nor want in its self-sustain- ing power, that most sad of all Burns's songs, " Ye banks and braes and streams around The Castle o' Montsro-merie." "» v Her voice rose in pathetic fulness as verse after verse she sang to the end. m 2 164 TIME AND CIIAXCE. Her listeners felt the wild hopelessness of the early love, how it had made everything seen by the beloved, utterly sacred ; and all the fruitless sorrow of the plaintive words, which could in no way fathom the depths of the loss, save by comparing the vacant dreariness of the present with the rapture of the past, the hours that drag so sullenly with the hours that once were winged ! Xo one spoke for a few moments after Ingha's voice died away, the stillness was broken only by the lapping of wavelets on the narrow beach. And then Sir Dallas thanked her, and added : " I never heard singing in auy language like that." Ingha listened quite simply as they all A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 165 praised her song, as simply as if they were speaking of some one else, and then she told them the reason she understood the Scotch so well. " My nurse, who is now my maid, is a Scotchwoman ; Mistress Gilroy taught me years ago the accent and also the poetry of the language." Ruy led Ingha down to the boat, and ere entering it they turned for a last look at the cove. The moon had suddenly shot a thousand silver arrows down into the little temple ; a pale light illumined it throughout, white and shining on the great trunks of the stately beeches, and down among the bracken and moss all was gleaming and shadowy. " The fairies will take possession di- 166 TIME AND CHANCE. rectly," said Ingha, smiling, " and will hold a grand court to condemn to their magical vengeance all the idle people who have intruded into their kingdom to-daj^, and have ruffled enough of their possessions to take them a whole week to put right. I wish we could hear them congratulating each other on their own industry, com- pared with the idleness of pleasure-seeking humanity." " You need not fear their censure," said Ruy. " You haven't been idle to-day ; you have been instructing and suggesting in more ways than one." " Oh ! then they will call me a prosy person," answered Ingha, laughing, "and anathematize me more fiercely than anyone else." A HIGHLAND PICNIC. 167 " No, our fairies won't do that," said Ruy. " Since you believe in them so implicitly, you will be precious in their sight." u Archie," asked Marie, " is your father bearing it well ?" " I hardly know, Marie," he answered, as he walked slowly by her side down to the boat. u I think he will get over it by-and-by. It is just like you to be thinking of my troubles, though, heaven forgive me ! I had almost forgotten them myself to-day ; but no wonder — we were all so happy !" u And why should we not be happy when we can, Archie ?" she asked, gently. " Because sometimes it is not exactly 163 TIME AND CHANCE. honest to others," answered he, helping her into the boat. Archie and Sir Dallas said good-bye, the latter having first promised Kerinvean to make his stay at Invereethin short, in order to pay a long-promised visit to the Castle. Contrary to Peter's fears, the loch was all lighted by the moon, and on every wavelet there was a quivering silver beam, save where the shadow of dark rocks made the waters black. And so Incrha's first Highland picnic ended, though the memory of the beauty and sweetness of that day was to linger in more than one life like the radiant images of an unfor- gotten dream. 169 OHAPTEK XII. THE PREDICTIONS OP LADY KINA1RE AND MISTRESS GILROY. u . . Here's fine revolution, An we had the trick to see 't. M Shakespeare. TNVEREETHIN had come into Lord Kinaire's possession on the death of his uncle several years ago. The house, a great, old-fashioned building, was situated about ten miles from Kerinvean, and was, at this time, filled with a com- 170 TIME AND CHANCE. pany whom various reasons bad brought together. Invereethiu had always had the name of being a splendid place for sport, so some of the guests had come for deer-stalk- ing and others for salmon-fishing ; and there were ladies euougli to justify Keriu- vean in calling" the gathering " half Bel- gravia." It was not a fast house, nor was it ever called slow. The Kinaires were said to be inimitable for taste, though a character for that quality is easily acquired amoug the ignorant, for either one's self or one's house, with a good income and average practical skill in the choice of trades- people. Lady Kinaire was popular both for her PREDICTIONS. 171 wit and good nature, and for a certain conformity in ber manners and doings to acknowledged standards, which in English society, is deemed irreproachable. Young men liked to be patronised by her, for she gave pleasant parties, where the best people were sure to be met — at least, so thought the self-congratulatory ones ; but, withal, Lady Kinaire had a warm heart and a generous mind. She hated scandal, but often screened her tenderness of dis- position by quoting apt scraps of worldly wisdom ; the hopes and interests of her friends found in her a quick sympathy, and few women gave themselves up so readily to the causes of the distressed, and no one was more skilful in devising how to ward off trouble, or to bravely meet it 172 TIME AND CHANCE. •when it became inevitable, than Kathleen, Lady Kinaire. The Marchesa di Garcelli and Lady Kinaire had always stood by each other, and were firm friends ; indeed, some went so far as to say that Kathleen Tighe, the niece of a poor, Irish peer, would never have married, in her first season, the rich Lord Kinaire unless his cousin, the clever Marchesa di Garcelli, bad arranged the alliance ; but there are always people who say things of this kind about marriages which they themselves have not prognosti- cated, as if matrimony were a game to be arranged for the players, who had to com- bat for rewards, to be assigned bv the self-constituted umpires. For her part Lady Kinaire might have PREDICTIONS. 1 73 considered that her youth, beauty, bright, hopeful nature, and ancient lineage, were quite equal exchanges for a husband double her age, however rich and induW- ent. Lord Kinaire was certainly both ; though she was prodigal she was never exacting, and they lived on remarkably good terms with each other, there existing a sincere mutual respect, and both were greatly attached to their only child, a boy of five years ; but beyond this, the cares of matrimony did not weigh heavily on either. The night of the Marchesa's arrival at Invereethin, Lady Kinaire went to her friend's room, after her other guests had dispersed. " My dear Honoria, I thought I should 174 TIME AND CHANCE. never get free. I have wanted to talk to you all evening," she said. " What a number of guests you have, Kathleen. I did not expect to meet half so many. How did you overcome Kin- ase's scruples about Dareton and the Sidneys? And tell me who was the little fat man who talked so incessantly at dinner ? What a different looking person his wife is P " Firstly, you must know the odd pair leave to-morrow." answered Ladv Kinaire. "But what has been the matter with you to-night, Honoria ? I never saw you look so dull." There was scant ceremony between these two ; they were allies, and both were too handsome to feel any rivalship. It would PREDICTIONS. 175 have been difficult to say which was the more beautiful ; for though Lady Kinaire had a less commanding figure, there was an honest look in her bright face, which, on the whole, was more expressive of dignity than all the brilliant affectation of her friend. " I fear," she added, kindly, " you were dreadfully bored, my clear." " No, indeed, I v/as very much amused. Now, Kathleen, tell me about your new acquaintances, and how many more are coming." Lady Kinaire seated herself on a couch beside her friend. "No one this week, except Sir Dallas Gore, and I thought it would be such a splendid idea for him to meet Ingha ; that 176 TIME AND CHANCE. was before I knew you had other plans for her." " Don't go on so fast, Kathleen," inter- rupted the Marchesa. u Ingha has prom- ised the Montgomeries a long visit. How did you manage to get Kinaire to consent to have such a miscellaneous party ?" " Indirectly through the little fat pom- posity about whom you were asking. He is a City Magnate, and one of the railway members in the House. His name is Sir Dumple Brigworth, and ancestors he has none. However, he is harmless enough, though you would be amused if you knew the trouble he has caused me. * All's well that ends well !' I am also indebted to him — indirectly, of course — for the sap- PREDICTIONS. 177 pbires ; Kinaire has written to order them to be sent here." "Do explain, Kathleen," said the Mar- chesa ; " you are exciting my curiosity and giving me no satisfaction." " Well," responded her friend, " this is how it came about : Kinaire one day sur- prised me by asking if I would mind call- ing on Lady Brigworth, to whom he had been introduced at her husband's office in Dark Lane. I inquired if she lived there, and Kinaire, inclined to be this lady's cham- pion, said she was a dutiful wife, who drove to the City to take her husband home from his office, and, if he were not ready, waited till his business was completed, and that was where he had met her. I did not refuse Kinaire's request, but I wanted a VOL. I. N 178 TIMB AND CHANCE. favour myself, and I thought I would let my plans mature in my little Irish head, while his ardour for the Brigworths cool- ed. The next day, however, Kinaire actually again asked me to go and do the civil thing to his new acquaintances, and told me, if I would invite them here for a week, he would give me permission to have anyone I liked here this autumn. So I went to their house in Lancaster Gate, and found Lady Brigworth pretty, well-dressed, and doing the fine lady to perfection, but you may imagine how chagrined I was to recognise in her no other than my old fascinating governess, Miss Teevan. I was equal to the situa- tion, my dear, and greeted her by saying that, as my husband had had the pleasure PREDICTIONS. 179 of meeting her, I thought I might pre- sume, for the sake of old times, to call on her ; and, accordiug to my instructions, I invited them here." " But I don't see anv connection between them and the sapphires," said the Marchesa. " Oh ! Kinaire is making a good thing out of some business he and Sir Dam- pie have arranged; a directorship I thiuk he called it. He tells me I don't understand business, because I cannot my- self make out why I am to have the sap- phires when he will only have to give his name. However, Kinaire says it is quite common for noblemen to do this sort of thing, but that they rarely spend the half of the profits on jewels for their n2 180 TIME AND CHANCE. wives. I don't trouble myself to under- stand since I am having so much of my own way through merely entertaining these people a few days. Now I am sure you are quite tired of my gos- sip. Give me all your news. What did you think of your old love, Kerin- vean r " I don't exactly know what I thought, Kathleen," answered the Marchesa, some- what wearily. ''Don't you consider him handsomer than ever ?" persisted Lady Kinaire. " Oh ! yes, he is very handsome — quite a fine looking man." " Surely you are not in love with him again, Houoria ?" pressed the little Irish lady. PREDICTIONS. 181 " Oh ! for that matter, perhaps I have never been out of love with him, but by this time he must be invulner- able." " Invulnerable to you ! You are not humble enough to think that, Honoria ; but, tell me, would you care to marry again r "He has not asked me yet, Kath- leen," answered the Marchesa, de- murely. " Well, this is too amusing, as if you were not perfectly sure of him after he has remained a bachelor for your sake all these years." " If I thought so — if it were so," said the Marchesa, slowly, " such devotion would deserve reward." 182 TIME AND CHANCE. "Nonsense, my dear; that sort of thing is quite exploded ; if he has been such a fool, it is no reason why you should be another. If you go on in this mood you will soon persuade yourself that you have remained a widow for his sake. Did Kerinvean's nephew come with him to Kilane ?" " No ; what kind of a boy is he ?" "Boy, indeed !" said Lady Kinaire, " he is as much a man as his uucle, and quite as distinguished looking, though Kinaire says not so genial, and as proud as all his ancestors put together. I have not met him often, for they do not go out much ; but I always found Roderigue Mout- gomerie very agreeable, and not the least proud." PREDICTIONS. 183 " Then he is grown up ?" asked the Marchesa. " Of course he is, and looks much older than his age, which, I believe, is only twenty. If you marry his uncle, Honoria, it will make him small enough, poor fellow ! after having alwa} r s been treated as the heir to Kerinvean." "I did not say I was going to marry his uncle, Kathleen ; but I think I have been very foolish in letting Ingha go where there is a young man of the kind you describe. She is such a very impressionable child." " It will be unfortunate if you have designs for yourself on the uncle. I would have told you, only I thought you knew, and that this might be one of your ideas 184 TIME AND CHANCE. about reparation ; you are so desperately sentimental, my dear, I uever attack you on a point of this sort. I am somewhat of a match-maker myself, and I like Roderigue Montgomerie ; besides, I was in the heat of the Dumple Brigworth warfare when you wrote to tell me Ingha was going to Kerinvean. If you like, I will ask the Montgomeries here, and Ingha also ?" " Thanks, Kathleen, but I promised to go to Kerinvean, and intended requesting you to drive me over." u Certainly I will, Honoria, some day next week ; but, as we are both tired to- night, we would do well to seek our slumbers." They rose, kissed each other, and as PREDICTIONS. 185 Lady Kinaire walked towards the door, she hummed in a low, sweet voice, " Oh ! there's nothing half so sweet in life, As Love's young dream !" Then she turned round and said archly : " Tommy Moore was right, my dear, was he not ? But we dream and waken so often, we are apt to forget whose was the ' form ' which ' first love traced.' Good night, Honoria." The Marchesa and Lady Kinaire went the following week to Kerinvean. They were both very charming, and everyone was intent to do honour to the Marchesa for Ingha's sake. Miss Mackenzie almost forgot her chiefs and clans for the day, 186 TIME AND CHANCE. and there was a good deal of genial con- versation at luncheon. " 1 should like beyond anything," said the Marchesa to Ruy, in a tone which all present could hear, " to have a day's quiet fishiug in your river ; it is so long since I held a rod, I am ashamed to go out with the experts at Inver- eethin." In the old times she and Kerinvean were wont to fish together on her uncle's river, and he had often ridden over in time for breakfast, to have a long day's sport with his beloved. Kerinvean remembered all this while she spoke, but he could not guess what her thoughts were. " You could have a day of our pools PREDICTIONS. 187 quite to yourself, Marchesa," said he. " Are they in good trim, Ruy ?" " I never found them better," answered Buy. "You must not make them too tempt- ing," she said, smiling, and addressing Ruy, " else I shall not be able to resist. Kath- leen, will you let me come here for a day at the river ?" 11 Certainly, my dear," answered her friend ; " but the fishers go out early here. You would need to come the evening before." "Pray do," said Marie, "and then you will give us advice about Ruy's birth- day. We want to devise some kind of entertainment for his coming of age." 188 TIME AND CHANCE. " If you will come and help us, Mar- chess," said Kerinveau, " we will put the whole house at your disposal. I want to have a ball. Gore has promised to be here soon, and you might come together. I should be delighted to drive over to Invereethin for you both." " Thank you sincerely," she said, smil- ing in her most bewitching manner. " You are all too good." Ingha was silent. After luncheon Kerinvean proposed that they should all go down and look at the river. " Shall you mind nry coming here, Kerin- vean ?" asked the Marchesa, walking by his side, looking demurely on the ground ; then she turned her face suddenly, add- PREDICTIONS. 189 ing, in a tone that sounded as if she felt how great a sinner she was, though her bright eyes contradicted her peni- tence, " Is your forgiveness perfect enough r" " Why do you ask such a strange ques- tion ? There is but one way in which you could use that word rightly," said her humble dupe. " How? I do not understand," she said. " To bestow it ; but you would not have come here to-day if you had not forgiven me for all the past." Miss Mackenzie said truly when speak- ing of the Montgomerie family, that " all the women of the house were beau- tiful, and the men were ever chival- rous." 190 TIME AND CHANCE. "Well, my dear," said Lady Kinaire, as with a switch of her dainty whip she chal- lenged her ponies to trot their fleetest homewards, " I hope you are satisfied with your lover ; he is as handsome as ever, and the castle is charming, nothing Brig- worthy about either of them. When do you intend to take possession ?" "Not till I am asked, Kathleen," an- swered the Marchesa. " Dear Honoria," said her friend, smiling, " I would never have thought that the mere asking would stand between you aud any object you had fixed your mind upon ; but I would have you beware of iuterfer- ing with somebody else's hopes." ''Whose do you mean?" " Ingha's," answered Lady Kinaire ; " she PREDICTIONS. 191 is young and very attractive, so is Ruy Montgomerie ; if they are not already in love, they would think themselves so if you parted them. A perplexing complica- tion will certainly ensue if you are serious, but I cannot think you are, for, although ambitious, you have already refused a duke for the sake of remaining free. Our sainted friend il Marchese was generous to you, Honoria : would you gain anythiug by interfering with Ingha ?" " Her preference for Mr. Montgomerie is merely in your imagination, Kathleen, and you will make me jealous of my own child; already, since 1 came, you have given her two husbands, and you object to me showing mere civility to my own first love." 192 TIME AND CHANCE. " Romantic folly, Honoria," said her friend ; " it is all very well for Tommy Moore and school-girls, but it is never heard of in the world now-a-days ; however, do as you like, dear!" As if she ever did otherwise ! That same night, Mistress Gilroy was in attendance on her young charge when Tngha said, "Coyla, mother is coming to stay here." "When will she come?" asked Mistress Gilroy. "Very soon, I believe. I wonder if she will stay long ; it won't be quite the same when mother is here," went on the young girl, dreamily. Mistress Gilroy made no response, but PREDICTIONS. 193 her face wore a grave look, for she knew the episode in the Marchesa's life which concerned Kerinvean, and she was also aware that Ingha was ignorant of it, and many years of patient study had familiar- ised her with the fickleness of the Mar- chesa's nature. And Mistress Gilroy sat at the window of her own room long after Ingha was asleep, looking wistfully down the loch, as if her gaze could reach the infinite sea where lay her dead, and saying softly some words that sounded like a prayer : " Oh ! my bonnie bairn, if only I might suffer for her ! ' Will mother stay long ?' she said, and I could but think she was coming to be always here. If my vol. i. o 194 TIME AND CHANCE. bairn loves the young laird it will be dree, dree, for she will have to bear the pain ; her mother could not do it even to save her own child's heart from breaking. Father in heaven ! Thou hast taken my heart's love to Thyself, let me suffer for the bairn, and give me the right to call her mine, through pain, if needs be, or lift the clouds from off us all, if it be Thy gracious will, Father in heaven !" 195 CHAPTER XIII. INGHA. " . . . . No man dare look on her his thoughts being base ; Nay, but men say even more than I have said — No man could think base thoughts that looked on her." TNGHA DI GARCELLI'S girlhood had been passed under rarely advantage- ous influences for developing a vivid and poetical imagination. The Marchesa's restless and fanciful disposition had im- o 2 196 TIME AND CHANCE. pelled her to go from place to place, seeking new occupations and fresh excite- ments, and she was always accompanied by her daughter. It suited her love of display to travel like a princess, and her fortune permitted the necessary expendi- ture. Mistress Gilroy, who was responsible for Ingha's welfare, was rarely absent from her charge, except when her gover- ness or masters monopolized the girl's time. In all Ingha's memories of foreign lands there was mingled the tenderness of Mistress Gilroy. In the Palazzo at Venice she had been hushed to sleep nightly by Coyla's songs, and for accompaniment there was the monotone of the tide as it INGHA. 197 lapped against the foundations of the building ; and, in the intervals, she heard the refrains of the gondoliers' choruses of Italia, love, and death. In the lone chapelles of great cathedrals, Coyla and Ingha had often listened for hours to the organ's symphonies and to the anthems of the priests ; but as the music swelled, and Coyla's face grew more patient, the little head would lean on the nurse's shoulder and she would ask strange ques- tions, which she thought Coyla alone could answer, concerning the mystical rites she witnessed. Many faces and forms, which never had other life than brush or chisel had given to them, moved dream-like in Ingha's memories, for she had already seen some 198 TIME AND CHANCE. of the greatest works of art in Europe. Her observation had been free ; though her governess had told her for what cer- tain pictures and statues were remarkable, she readily discerned between art jargon and true appreciation, and preferred al- ways the company of Mistress Gilroy, whose unobtrusive silence did not mar the delight of a beautiful impression. The Marchesa had never left Ingha save under the care of this devoted follower ; in her impulsive way she was fond of her daughter, though she could not quite understand a nature the opposite of her own, in its honest, unaffected genuineness. She comforted her doubts with the hope that experience would modify some of the strangeness of India's ideas, and thought INGHA. 199 that time would curb the overflow of im- aginative enthusiasm which made, in her opinion, a girl's speech always remark- able in society. Alas ! for the lack of it there ! Ingha's perception was too truthful, as her discernment was too clear, to allow her to think, because her sympathies were all keenly alert to the influences of nature and art, that she had any great creative faculty, but already she realized how much there was for her to accomplish, in developing the power she possessed, that anon she might inspire, and understand the genius of others. It seemed to her that life teemed with opportunity for occu- pation and interest. Ingha loved the drama almost as much 200 TIME AND CHANGE. as music, and sometimes confessed that, had she needed to earn her livelihood, it must have been as an actress. Her quick comprehension of emotion ; her power of putting herself in the scenes she imagined, and of realizing the feelings of those who moved in them ; her apprehension of silent motives ; her natural eloquence, combined with conscious strength of will, and de- sire for noble action, made persuasion and conviction natural to her. Added to these qualities was a love of influence which ever has a place in the minds of those who are often designated — ah, me ! that it should ever be in derision ! — romantic and senti- mental. But now her voice was her principal study, as it was in reality her greater INGHA. 201 gift. Loving music with an intelligent appreciation, and possessing a rare ear and surprising quickness of acquirement, she did not intend that one iota of her power should be useless through idleness. She knew already that labour evokes truth in all studies, and in her art she was learning many things which were not taught by the schools. Ingha had been but a few days at Kerin- vean ere the young people were quite familiar with each other's tastes and dispo- sitions. Ruy and Ingha were one evening standing at an oriel window in the gallery watching the moon rise through the fir- trees. Every cloud had a magical light on it of which no canvas has ever shown the radiance, ere the moon glided clear of 202 TIME AND CHANCE. them all, and shone full and round high up in the sky. Over the tops of the firs she sailed, lighting their dusky branchf and, when she arrived at her zenith of beauty, she seemed to be serenely watch- ing all the transformation scene she had made on the earth beneath. " I don't wonder now." said Ingha, " that Coy la always told me, when we looked at the moon rise in Italy, that it never seemed so lovely to her as among her own hills ; for, when I asked the reason, she said there was no sadness in the skies there, and the trees were not so grand as her own gloomy pines. I thought it was the sadness of her own lot which she felt then, but I understand what she meant now. The colours are not so vivid INGHA. 203 here, but there are tears in everything. Mr. Montgomerie, I think Scotland more than Italy ought to be the land of art.'' " Perhaps it will one day," answered Buy, u many centuries hence ; but you have had the past for guide ; comparative- ly we are only just civilized. In literature Scotland can compete with any country, but she is only dow beginning to care for pictorial art. Already there are some ear- nest followers, but there is no art history." " Have you ever thought of art as a vocation ?" asked Ingha, simply. " I have seen some of your sketches, but do you not paint ?" Ruy explained to her that he was still iu his uncle's guardianship, and also the 204 TIME AND CHANCE. nature of Kerinvean's aversion to his choice ; and he went on : lt I have never painted yet, for, when I begin to model, all these and other years of practice in pencil work will only make a beginning." " Then it is sculpture you would choose ?" " Oh ! yes, I have never thought of any- thing else," answered Ruy, involuntarily confessing the dream of his life. ci Sculp- ture seems to be in itself the most perfect of all the arts; painting requires its aid, but sculpture is only degraded when she borrows from colour. Besides, sculpture essentially represents soul-beauty, and appeals straight to the mind, while painting is sensuous : these are not my 1NGHA. 205 reasons for choosing sculpture ; I believe it is instinctive with me to do so, for I never remember having any doubts on the subject." " But you will paint also ; some have said that sculpture is only a higher and more intellectual form of painting, and I think the power for both is very nearly allied in him who has genius for either. Long ago in Italy I had the impression that painters alone could be sculptors, and that only they who had proved themselves masters on canvas dare ever touch the stern, white marble. Ah ! you must paint, if you want to represent the beauty here ; you cannot sculpture rocks and hills." " No," answered Ruy, smiling, " but one can sculpture the human beauty, 206 TIME AND CHANCE. that would never Lave been so great save for the love of these same rocks and hills." He was thinking at that moment how statuesque was her own fair face in the pale moonlight, and how transfigured it became as she gazed on the grandeur she loved so well ; beautiful her face always was, but unspeakably so wheu it was illumined by the thoughts which Nature suggested, and these thoughts were now giving a permanent expression of glad serenity and ineffable tenderness which Ruy knew would be an immortal wonder could it be fitly expressed in art. The day before the Marchesa's arrival, Euy and Ingha had lingered by the river after the others had returned home. It 1NGHA. 207 was a glorious evening, and they sat on the banks listening to the water, garrulous and hurrying as ever. " Mr. Montgomerie," said Ingha, at length, " I imagine you are not much interested in all the preparations to do you honour; I am anticipating quite joyfully my first ball, and you seem to wish your birthday anniversary over." " I am much interested, I assure you," answered Ruy, smiling, " and I shall enjoy the games and fun as much as anyone ; but you must acknowledge that it is somewhat an equivocal cause for congratulation, to be the hero of the day when one has done nothing to merit it, when mere accident of birth has made one heir to a place like this : I should not love Kerinvean one whit 208 TIME AND CHANCE. less, if that same accident had occurred to some one else. The only Montgomerie hero of this generation was my father, and yet I shall be more congratulated for my relationship to my uncle, than for being his son." "But," said Ingha, "perhaps one of the reasons why you are a favourite with the people, is partly because of their affection for your father's memory." " I hope so," answered Ruy ; "but I can- not see much cause for rejoicing when I think how slight is my title to heirship, so small a thing might annul it, and my life has not prepared me to work for bread." " But 1 think your future should be full of hope," said the enthusiastic girl. INGHA. 209 " Even were you separated from the life here, you would have your vivid memories of it, as well as your creative faculty, which together would give you Keriavean in mauy a form." " Not if the gains from them were my only means of support. I should lose the vividness you speak of in striving to create what would be most remunerative. Do you not agree with me, that to follow art honestly is incompatible with working for subsistence ? I think if one finds a way to make money in art, before almost a life-time of its teaching and study, it is done at the cost of loss of possible ultimate power in that art. Unless genius be al- most transcendent, it cannot attain its full development with absolute poverty for vol. i. P 210 TIME AND CHANCE. dailv comrade. One must live, and the crust is a daily necessity and lodging a nightly want, and are facts that canuot be got over once and for all, but are continu- ally present, enfeebling the power and thrusting aside all promptings that are not trade-born ; so the imaginative faculty gradually becomes crushed. I am certain I should be mercenary if I were hungry and sleepy. You will think I am looking at life bitterly, but facts for one are possi- ble facts for all. ' ; " Are these what you mean by rough realities?" asked In^ha, smiling. "Very rough ones," answered Ruy; "but we must not think of them any more to- night : it seems too much like benediction here for railing." INGHA. 211 And they remained silent again, while the river sang and sang till its rush seemed to be gradually receding a long way from them, and at length became like the hum of a distant city, where the wheels rolled incessantly through the streets ; now loud, now soft, were the ebb and flow of the confused, far-off echoing to which they involuntarily listened. Even that anon died down to a solemn pause, and all the wheels were stilled ; and the silence was one of the rare moments in life when the joy of peace is perfect, with- out human effort, simple receptivity being all the need of the hour. But the river took courage again in a returning wave of sound, and sped merrily over the rocks. p 2 212 TIME AND CHANCE. Strangely inexplicable is that influence in Nature which seems connected with Time itself, and lures us so utterly that we forget all interest which a moment be- fore occupied our minds, and lose in an indescribable abstraction the sensible know- ledge of that which invokes our spirits. And when we come back to conscious thought — from whence, who knows ? — we appear to have been absent from our surroundings an eternity, instead of a few brief mo- ments ; and it is ever impossible to belie^^ that in the pause, when this potent spell was on us, the rush of sound was oroiuo; on the same, and that the memories, which w r ere borne like a flood into our mind were but reminiscences of past hours in our lives, instead of vague hint of INGHA. 213 experiences in a bygone existence which we cannot recall. The river flowed on, heedless as ever, past the nodding rushes and drooping ash-trees, where it was too dark for the stream to see the berries, so it did not gather their scarlet clusters, but took the trees themselves as masses to fringe its borders, and hurried away down to where the dark pines stood like sentinels of the ages ; and it went softly by them, as if it knew these ancient monarchs had lived through the glory and decadence, and on into utter forgetfuluess of many an earthly power, and were waiting for a new order of things. They could afford to wait, even for Eternity itself, since their strength and endurance only increased as the cen- turies rolled on. 214 TIME AND CHANGE. One glittering star peered out of the pale blue overhead, and, when she saw it, Incrha said : " That star has come to remiud us of our promise to follow the others soon, and Ooyla will be wondering why I have not returned to dress for dinner." " The twilights are long here, and there will be a myriad stars presently, and Coyla is very patient," answered Euy ; " so will you sing one song for the stars and me be- fore we go ?" "Yes, for you, but not for the stars ; they have the river and birds to sing for them," said Ingha. "Do you know little ballad about ' the king wanting men, and I for one must go ' ? It has a haunt- ing little refrain, of which I warn you." IKGHA. 215 M No, I have never beard it, but I'll chance the effect if you will but sing it," said Ruy, wishing he might never be haunted by more unwelcome memories than the echoes of her voice. The sweet, sad air did so impress itself upon him that he often found himself involuntarily hum- ming or whistling it, though he never asked her to repeat it. Ingha rose a few 7 moments afterwards, thereby very much gratifying innumerable birds, who, having ended their business for the day, had been trying to sleep, when her voice disturbed them into jealous listening. Anyone watching might have seen their little heads peering shyly over the tops of their nests and between the leaves, with surprise in their little bright 216 TIME AND CHANCE. eyes ; for strange indeed, they deemed it, that anyone should venture there with rivalling power. They were content enough when they found it was merely the voice of a peregrinating human being ; and soon there were no sounds in the woods save the hooting of the owls and the river's nightly lullaby. 217 CHAPTER XIV. " I FEEL NO PENITENCE, MY LIFE IS LOVE." " I feel no penitence, my life is love." TTERINVEAN and Marie went over to Invereethin to assure Lady Kinaire of a welcome for all her guests at the ball on the thirtieth, the anniversary of Ruy's birth. The Marchesa and Sir Dallas returned with them to the Castle. Sir Dallas Gore had not seen Marie since her childhood until the day they had 218 TIME AND CHANCE. met at Radan Faibbile, and he was very eager to see her again. Marie had now to assume the position of hostess, Miss Mackenzie insisting on retiring into the background., telling Marie that many Montgomerie women had been married ere they were her age, and that it added to tbe dignity of a house when the lady at its head bore its own name. The Marchesa's appearance the first evening was superb and her conversation brilliant; being Kerinvean's guest, she occupied his attention almost exclusively, although she often addressed the entire party, assuming with apparent unconsci- ousness that she was the chief attraction. In conversation with Archie, Sir Dallas " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 219 mentioned the death of Lord Kinaire's stag-hound "Fury;" the Marchesa, over- heariDg him, took up the subject in a tone to which uo one could avoid listening. " Did }^ou not hear of it here ?" she ask- ed, generally. "It occurred the night before the Dumple Brigworths left Invereethin. Lady Kinaire had left me about a quarter of an hour, and mv maid had crone to bed, when I heard a piteous moaning out of doors, and, meaning to look out of a stair- case window for the cause, I opened my door. You must know that wing of the house contains no other rooms save the Kinaire's private apartments. I saw a light and a figure at the end of the lobby, and imagine my surprise on encountering Sir Dumple Brig worth ! When he caught sight 220 TIME AND CHANCE. of me — I wore a white dressing-gown — down dropped his candle, and, turning round, he ran as fast as his old limbs could carry him. I heard doors open and shut with terrific banging, and a shouting ensued quite indescribable. Lady Kinaire had been alarmed, and she explained that Sir Dumple must have taken wrong turnings both before he met me and when he re- treated. Her maid discovered Sir Dumple in little Harold's room, the child scream- ing and the nurse much terrified, for Sir Dumple, in a most excited manner, was declaring he had seen the White Ladv!" " But Fury ? — where was he ?" asked Miss Mackenzie, who had listeued all the while expecting to hear of the poor hound's fate. " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 221 " Oh !" answered the Marchesa, indiffer- ently, not liking the interest to be divert- ed from her own share in the episode, " he was dying ; he had been shot by a poacher, and had dragged himself under his master's window to die ; no one explained the history of the apparition to Sir Dumple, and he has doubtless ere now related the ghostly encounter to his brethren in the city." Ruy felt instinctive dislike to a lady who could relate so rapidly an absurd adven- ture to people who were expecting to hear the fate of a noble hound that for years had been Lord Kinaire's companion, and whose fidelity was shown even in his death. Ruy's reverence for women w r as innate, but he could not overcome a suspicion that 222 TIME AND CHANCE. underneath the Marchesa's professed ingenuousness, lurked a nature that was both small and self -engrossed. The day at the river came off, but the Marchesa had no success. Peter express- ed his opinion with a candour and incisive- ness common to himself. " You wad see, Master K,uy, the Mar- chiss is ower glaikit for salmon. She can cast a line, I'll no be sayin' she cannot do that whatever, but she canna hand her tongue when the fish rise, and folk should na tak' in hand siccan a serious occupation, if they're no mcanin' to gi' ower havers in the pursuit." The Marchesa gave herself to the task of encouraging Sir Dallas's intercom with the two girls, for she hoped a partial- " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 223 ity for her daughter would ensue ; but, alas ! for her plan, he was fast giving him- self up to the other maiden's influence, though Marie seemed quite unconscious of his preference. One day's beauty and peace had come between Sir Dallas's heedless past life and his present hope, marking time as no other of his memories had power to do, and he had pondered about the possibilities of the future till they had grown up into his thoughts like realities. Though the years had no worse blot on them than aimless- ness, he bitterly regretted now that there had been no work nor manly worthiness wherewith he could give this fair woman proof of his will and power to make a career in the time to come. Perhaps 224 TIME AND CHANCE. regret for the past was surer proof of amendment than resolutions for the future, based upon hope of grace from Marie, but Dallas Gore as yet thought more of his own unworthiness than of his possible success with her, who was his first love ! The Marchesa dreaded that Ruy might already have made an impression on Ingha, but she could not divine from his grave, self-possessed manner whether he had even a predilection for her. As Archie and he were necessarily often absent from the girls, Sir Dallas had plenty of opportunity for making himself useful to them, which, of course, served to make the Marchesa hope that he would profit thereby to advance his suit with " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 225 Ingha, which suit was wholly imaginary on her part. The Marchesa was quite at ease think- ing of Archie Campbell ; he was frank and open always, and she had judged his feel- ings aright, and could see he was too wholly absorbed in his attachment for Marie to be turned aside ; and yet Sir Dallas did not observe this ; and for the rest, they were so much accustomed to regard Archie as one of themselves that no one, save Marie, had thought of him in the light of her lover. He hovered about her as he had al- ways done, argued with himself that this was his day of grace, hopeless as it was, and that, when she gave herself to another, he would go away asking VOL. i. Q 226 TIME AND CHANCE. nothing in return for the love of his whole life. The Marchesa was eager to know Ingha's opinion of the young men ere she went back to Invereethin ; and with this desire, and some purposes equally, if not more, matrimonially maternal in her mind, she went to spend an hour in her daugh- ter's room the afternoon previous to her departure. She found Ingha arran^ine: the flowers which every day Ruy sent up to her. The Marchesa made no remark upon the occupation, but seated herself on a couch near an open window, where she could ob- serve her daughter's face without appearing to be watching it. She talked of various subjects ; Ingha's dress for the ball, the " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 227 weather and the scenery, and was almost despairing of opportunity to bring the conversation round naturally to the design she had in hand, when she espied Sir Dallas and Ruy in the grounds, and this was suggestion sufficient. " There go Sir Dallas and Mr. Mont- goinerie," she said ; " what a contrast there is between those two young men; Sir Dallas so genial, well informed, and charm- ing, while his friend always seems to me quite morose. I suppose," she went on, as if speaking merely for her own edification, " he is too self-sufficient to care for inter- course with ordinary people." " You are wrong, mother dear," answer- ed Ingha, innocently eager, " Mr. Mont- gomerie does care for intercourse, he is q2 228 TIME AND CHANCE. highly cultured, too, and he has most artistic tastes, and is the very opposite of morose or self-sufficient, and " Ingha stopped suddenly, for on looking up from her flowers she found her mother intently regarding her, as if to apprehend the whole meaning of her words. Iugha's eyelids drooped, and her usually pale face flushed, though she could not have told wherefore, save that maybe her ardour for truth had made her more zealous than her mother would approve. "What absurd phrases you use, child,'' said the Marchesa, in a somewhat indig- nant tone. "One would suppose you were some primitive Puritan who had never been out of an English village. Your language is often ludicrous, and, if you "I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 229 -continue to foster your oddity, you will only be laughed at in society. I may as well take this opportunity," she added, rising as if to leave, " of warning you that it is just possible your inexperience may be construed into forwardness here, and therefore, though Mr. Montgomerie serves you for hero, you should be cautious about letting everyone see it. as it might be said you were trying to inveigle Kerin- vean's heir, and that he did not reciprocate your feelings, paying you no more atten- tion than is courtesy to his uncle's guest." The Marchesa pretended to yawn, as she looked out of the window, and after a pause said : " I think I will go and have a siesta before I dress." 230 TIME AND CHANCE. Ingba had turned her face so that hi mother, walking towards the door, could not see it, but, when the door closed again, down drooped the face on the roses, the sw r eefc, fragrant clusters of Ruy's white roses. The rude, cruel waking from her fair dream had been sudden, and now Ingha realised that it had been a dream. Ruy had appeared to her an ideal of man- hood, and she had given him the homage which seemed his due, though the coarse construction the Marchesa had put upon her feelings, transformed her idyll into a vulgar tale. The poor girl mused a long time wearily ; she did not see how she could act differently towards Ruy without being false to herself, and tears, pure as " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 231 the dew-drops of the morning, fell on Ruy's white roses. Through the open windows came the merry singing of the birds, and, in the distance, the river had a soothing sound, as if for lulling pain ; anon the voices of the young men talking and laughing under the trees came to her listening ear, and her thoughts went from her own perplexity to wonder about their conversation ; but Ingha never moved till Coyla came to help her to dress for dinner. Coyla discerned that some rare occur- rence had caused the tears of which she saw the traces, and her kind voice touched Ingha so sympathetically that she wept again. "Coyla/ 3 she said, "I cannot help it, 232 TIME AND CHANCE. 4 ' mother has been here, and has spoken hardly to me ; she ought to give me no- thing but truth and love." " Hush, hush, my bairn," said Coy la, for she concluded that the sorrow she had dreaded for her young mistress was all too soon beginning, and that it would be encouraging an undutiful feeling to listen to the daughter's complaint ; un- questioning obedience to parental authori- ty being one of the creeds deep rooted in Mistress Gilroy's mind. " You will have love enough yet," she said, " don't ask for it too soon, and tears will but spoil your sweet face." The loving woman, who had been more than her own mother to Ingha, soothed " I FEEL NO PENITENCE.' 233 and quieted her without asking a single question of her interview with the Marchesa. In Ingha's heart there was a sense of wounded self-respect, but, as she was conscious of innocence, she determined there should be no apparent change in her conduct before her mother left the Castle, as that would be equivalent to a confession. In planning for the future she determined to check all her impulses that were not conventional, and certainly the free life here prompted many ; her perception was quick, and she thought she could be honest, and yet adopt a greater reserve, though she knew that, if she acted against her convictions, she would commit more wrong than even her mother had insinuated. 234 TIME AND CHANCE. To-night she would not change her manner, lest she might deceive the Mar- chesa, seeming repentant of the design of which she had been accused ; so she took a brief respite, put some of Ruy's white roses in her hair, and tried to forget her mother's undeserved reproaches. The Marchesa had been cordially invited to defer her departure till after the thir- tieth, but she was too wary to yield. She wished Kerinvean to feel her absence ere she gave him further encouragement ; she knew he would be dull after she left ; she had devoted herself almost entirely to him for three days, riding, fishing, and go- ing to old haunts forgotten by her till reminded of their associations by her lover. He was completely absorbed by her, "I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 235 and a willing captive, though often, when responding to her questions, his words lost half their importance, as her thoughts were occupied with plans irrelevant to the topic of conversation, though they concerned both the speaker and the future disposal of his time and property. The Marchesa was too much engrossed with herself and her desire to make a last- ing impression on Kerinvean to-night, to take notice of Ingha ; and when the elders were in the lesser drawing-room apart from the young people after dinner, Marie asked Ingha to sing, a request that was as usual eagerly seconded by all, but most earnestly on Ruy's part. "Yes," said Ingha to herself, though she 236 TIME AND CHANCE. only smiled and went to the piano, " to- night for him, to-morrow for the stars !" She did not ask them to choose her song, she played very softly the first bar of Schubert's ballad, " Der Nussbaum," and very softly also rose her voice with the second bar, hardly louder than a whisper, if such can be in song. No effort of me- mory mingled with the sweetness of the cadences as she sang on in her calm, passionless way. Ruy watched her in- tently from a dim corner ; her white form and pale face gleamed with a strange magnetic beauty ; he had never thought her so radiantly lovely, and in her voice was a deep, thrilling tone which made him spell-bound, when the others asked her to repeat the song. "I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 237 The wild melody and her own tumultu- ous feelings had strongly affected her r and she gladly sat down to repeat the ballad. Not a note did she slip or sing imperfect- ly ; strain after strain the music grew in pathos and joy wonderfully mingled by the genius that made it seem like an improvisa- tion, held in by the tenderness of the accompaniment, the crescendo passages no louder than to be but the faintest help to her voice, which its own power sustained throughout. The last two lines she sang so softly and distinctly, that when it all died away, though the tension of the hearing of the listeners had been great, there was no sudden silence ; the song was learnt in their hearts, and her clear. 238 TIME AND CHANGE. glorious voice seemed to be singing there still. " How marvellously well you sang it, dear !" said Marie, who thought Ingha's too critical judgment concerning her own performances would be gratified to-night. " Yes, yes, I did sing it well the last time ; I shall never sing it better than that," she answered, somewhat eagerly ; her face was white as ever, but there was a glad look in her eyes. Was she thinking of her resolution of never singing again specially for Ruy, or only of her art? She was right in saving it would not be possible for her ever to sing that melody better ; they often re- called the effect her tones had on them as she repeated it. " I FEEL NO PENITENCE." 239 It was no little matter to Ingha di Gar- celli that at last, if only for once in her life, she had been able to do perfectly what she loved so well, and what had cost her infinite labour to make possible. Art yearnings were lulled for a brief hour in fulfilment so great that the long days of resolute work found their reward in the singing of a simple German ballad ; not in the approbation of the listeners — that might have gratified her, flushed her calm face, and heightened her wondrous beauty, but it could never have wrung from her undeserved acquiescence in her own praise. 240 CHAPTER XV. COMING OF AGE. " 'Twas when the wan leaf frae the birk-tree w fa'in'." Old Song. " ' Now tread we a measure!' said young LoehinvaiV ; Scott. fTIHE inmates of the Castle were early astir on the morning of the thirtieth, and many a hearty greeting Ruy had to acknowledge. Kerinvean gave his nephew a cheque for a thousand pouuds. The tenantry present- ed him with a splendid piece of silver, COMING OF AGE. 241 which had been designed to commemorate the event. Ingha timidly offered Ruy a book, which, she said, had been both friend and guide to her for a long time, and which she hoped would be acceptable from haviDg been so precious to her. He gladly promised to prize anything that had been prized by her, and was delighted to see that she had written his name under her own, which she had crossed out, and these words : " If thou thy star do follow Thou canst not fail thee of a glorious port." He was surprised to find the book was Carlyle's (< Sartor Resartus ;" and yet, he thought, her strength of purpose, her belief in the power of resolutely follow- VOL. I. K 242 TIME AND CHANCE. ing a course to achieve the highest suc- cess, and her large sympathy, roust have been helped in no small degree by this master. Ruy smiled as he noted that, almost unconsciously to herself, Ingha was unfolding a kinship of intellectual and poetical life for which he had never expected to find so gentle a comprehension. He had never sought, a sympathy apart from nature, but with this human inspira- tion, strange, new hopes and dreams were dawning, which no after purposes would ever exorcise or change. From far and near the people gathered ; old men, who still remembered Captain Montgomerie with loving pride, came to do honour to his son, whom they regarded as having been born specially to be laird of them and of Keriuvean. COMING OF AGE. 243 The } T outh arrived in great numbers, for they claimed Ruy as their leader, because, when prowess and skill were needed, he could compete with their best athlete ; and women young and old were there, and all had a good word, and an earnest hand grip, for the hero of the day. Euy cheerfully yielded to what was expected of him with the grace that was habitual to him, and, as he stood bare-headed amongst them, many a mother thought of the joy and pride his parents would have felt had they lived to see their son honoured as he was. And, as these homely souls spoke to him of the past, his heart warmed more than ever towards them, touched by an affection more real and strong than mere tradition could ever have produced. r 2 244 TIME AND CHANCE. The weather was lovely all morning, a blue sky with great white clouds. No time was lost, for games, dancing, and bag-pipes were early the order of the day. Marie and Ingba gave themselves up to the amusement of the children, of whom there was a goodly crowd. The Chum, well known to everyone, went in and out among the people fa- miliarly, as if he felt that to be noticed by him was an honour only second to a recognition from his master. In a group surrounding Ingba he found a little curly- haired urchin whom he sniffed, and then quite pleasantly allowed the boy to stroke him, a sign of approbation rare on the part of the reticent Chum. COMING OF AGE. 215 " He is a beautiful dog, and a good dog too/' said Ingba to the bo}\ " Yes," answered he, speaking slowly, trying to put on his best English, " and he is also — wise." " Why do you think so?" asked Ingha, attracted by the boy's droll expressions of admiration. "Because we've got Whaup, his brother, at home, and d'ye no see hoo weel he kens it? Whaup grat for mony a day efter Mr. E-uy took this, but he was the bonniest, sae faither gae him till the young laird. An' uncle that's deed took their mither from Greenland." Old Peter had to assist with the dis- pensing of hospitalities, and it was a labour in which many were enlisted, for 246 TIME AND CHANCE. innumerable healths had to be drunk, and long fasts of expectancy to be satisfied, ere the dispersing, but before dinner Peter found time and opportunity to speak to Ingha. " Has your leddyship," asked he, " ever seen Highland games afore ?" u No, this is the first time ; but I have been greatly interested already." " They are fine fellows these hill folk/' said Peter, " and weel they ken there's nae anither country like their ain ; and gin ye o-ie them their ain wull, and ha'e nae dis- putations about doctrine, nor kirk, nor state, ye feel at hame after biding a wee. There's no siccan a braw (shield as the young laird in a' the lowlands." Peter's garrulity was fatal when he COMING OF AGE. 247 w began to talk of Ruy, but Ingha was ever a sympathetic listener. ?• His nain sel is weel eneugh," he went on, " but, when it pleases the Lord to tak him, it will mak a man of Master Ruy, and there'll be better clays for the folk in the shieliugs then, for he taks tent of things himsel', and tries to gar Kerinvean do bits o' jobs for the puir bodies, but the laird just lets a' gae its ain gait, and whiles it's no the richt ane, my leddy." " But everything looks nice to-day," said Ingha, puzzled to know what to reply. " Ay, it's fine," said old Peter, his heart quite full, " it's fine to think hoo I ha'e lived to see this day, for I learned him the 248 TIME AND CHANCE. fishin' when the laddie wasna sac big as ray gaff, and the things the bairn would spier would ha'e ta'en the General Assem- bly itsel' to answer, but he was aye thinkin', thinkin', and likit weel to be in gude com- pany." Towards afternoon the clouds grew darker, and threatenings of storm sailed up from the horizon, and the glens were filled with gloom ; anon the rain com- menced, and the weather became hopeless. Bonfires had blazed brightly enough on Yenruish, and on the surrounding hills, at Kuy's birth, but it was understood ere the people dispersed, that it would be in- judicious even to attempt to light them on such a night as this promised to be. COMING OF AGE. 249 After the people had all gone, Ingha sat alone at the window of her own room, and watched the downpour ; it seemed as if sunshine could never have reigned supreme over the woods and loch, so dreary was the scene ; she felt unusually depressed, and was glad when a message was brought to ask her to go and have tea in Miss Mackenzie's boudoir. She found Marie, Miss Mackenzie, and the three young men already there, and all were laughing as she entered the room. " She is so antediluvian," said Archie, as Ingha appeared. "My dear," said Miss Mackenzie, ad- dressing her, " we are speaking of the Dowager Duchess of Tentowers, a noble 250 TIME AND CHANCE. old lady, who has accepted the invitation for to-night, and I maintain, contrary to the others, that Kerinvean will open the ball with her. She is of the highest and purest lineage, indeed so ancient is her family that the Queen herself might rank second to her in Scotland." Miss Mackenzie could hardly be con- sidered a proper judge of the precedence of the English Royal House, for, I regret to say, she had little reverence for its pedigree save where the line of Stuarts came across it, to lend lustre and re- nown. " I maintain, Miss di Garcelli," said Sir Dallas, " that Lady Kinaire will be the favoured individual, and that Ruy will meanwhile be compelled to restrain his COMING OF AGE. 251 youthful impetuosity in paying court to her venerable grace of Tentowers, who, I imagine, must have foresworn dancing before Kerinvean was born." " You are wrong, Gore," said Kerin- vean, who joined the group as Sir Dallas was speaking. " Ruy will ask the Mar- chesa for the first dance." Euy stooped to stroke Chum. " Have you any commands for Flash and me, Kerinvean ?" asked Sir Dallas, u and must I wear my war-paint to rival the magnificence of your scarfs and swords ?" " As you like, my dear boy," answered Kerinvean. " My only command is that you enjoy the ball. As for Archie, it would be no use giving him anything to do when the McWheezies are present." 252 TIME AND CHANCE. Whereupon everybody laughed, for this was an old joke of Kerinvean's. McWheezie, of Glen Owl, was Archie's special aversion ; this chief's domestic pos- sessions consisted of a wife who was tall, gaunt, and red ; and three daughters, whose charms resembled their mother's, exasperating all her attractions of height, awkwardness, and colour. The house of Glen Owl had ever been remarkable in the county for its intense desire for preced- ence, its paucity of sons, and for the in- herent ugliness of its numerous women. The invitations to the ball had been most graciously responded to, rather to the surprise of Kerinvoau, who had visit- ed little of late years, but Miss Mac- kenzie gave traditional reasons for it to COMING OF AGE. 253 Ingha while the others were conversing. "You know, my dear," she said, "the Montgomeries of past generations have been renowned for the magnificence of their hospitalities, and the coming of age of the heirs was always a cause for general celebration, indeed it was often foretold how their careers would progress from the manner in which these anniver- saries were passed. One story undoubt- edly proves how this may be depended on : You remember the portrait of Sir David Montgomerie in the gallery, whose face everyone thinks so strongly resembles Ruy's ? On the day he was twenty-one, a large banquet was held here, and at the end of the table an old blind piper stood up fearlessly before the whole assembly 254 TIME AND CHANCE. and played the Montgomerie Coronach, to which all listened till the last notes died away, without anyone seeming to under- stand how inappropriate such music was. After a pause, Sir David himself rose and said : ' It is seldom, my friends, that a man hears his own lament as I have done to- night, so let us drink one more doch-au- dorrach together before we part, and here's to the man that comes after me, since Kerinvean will never be mine.' And he died bravely enough ere a month had passed, defending the king's secret." By-and-by Ingha went through the gallery, and could not help looking again at the portrait of the ill-fated youth. " Surely," she mused, " it bodes no harm that the features and expression of this COMING OF AGE. 255 brave-looking, mailed soldier so strangely resemble liis descendant !" Hearing a step she turned, and Ruy accosted her, and they walked to the window to- gether. "What a pity about the bonfires !" said Ingha, dreading that Ruy should divine her thoughts. " Yes, our people will be sorry, but it has been a long day ; I am glad one can't be twenty-one more than once in a life- time. It was jolly enough in the morning, but, since the weather changed, sooth- sayers would pronounce the indications somewhat ominous for the future, if Miss ^Mackenzie's legends are to be relied on," he added, smiling. As they looked out on the landscape, 256 TIME AND CHANGE. there was nothing but dreariness visible, no lifting anywhere, the rain came down sullenly as if for doom, varied in the down- pour only by swathes like bending corn. In spite of youth, hope, and comfort, there was a strange foreboding in Ruy's heart for which there was no actual rea- son, but the autumn duluess had come suddenly, and the gloom seemed to have fallen like a pall on the hearts of these two who were ever more susceptible to the influences of nature than to those of ease, luxury, or festivity. 257 CHAPTER XVI. " I RUN THE GAUNTLET OF A FILE OF DOUBTS." rpHE party in the Castle assembled in the drawing-room a short time before the company was expected ; Miss Mackenzie was resplendent in black lace, the scarf and traditional buckle of course fantastically conspicuous. The girls both wore white, and it would have been difficult to decide which was the lovelier maiden. vol. i. s 258 TIME AND CHANGE. As the guests began to arrive, Archie expatiated to Ingha on their character- istics and peculiarities. First of all came Mr. and Mrs. McCora- nach, he a great-limbed, handsome, fair- haired individual in a kilt, and she a tiny, dark, sparkling, little coquette. " The giant and fairy of Gleuhuli- kin I 1 ' said Archie, bowing to tbe little lady, whose quick e3 7 es saw every good- looking man in the room the moment she entered. Very soon after Lord and Lady Liptrot arrived. Miss Mackenzie found oppor- tunity to say to Ingha, " A new peerage, my dear," — the speaker's antipathy to recently created titles was instinctive. " Lady Liptrot's " I RUN THE GAUNTLET." 259 mother was a Strathkinnen Campbell, and tbat gives them the entree here." Archie was accosted by an acquaint- ance, and Ingha for a while quietly watch- ed the arrivals. Of Highland proprietors there was a goodly array, and of kilts, dirks, jewels, and tartans, a profusion. Ingha soon recognized the McWheezies, and could not help smiling as one of the girls, whose red locks betrayed her, stretched out a redder arm, and grasped Archie's hand. There came Campbells in groups ; Campbells young, Campbells old, bache- lor Campbells, and spinster Campbells, and Campbells innumerable. During the evening Ingha remarked to Marie that she was amused at the s2 2G0 TIME AND CHANCE. similarity of names, everybody seemed to be Campbell. " Surely it is a very great family," she said. " Are they all related to Archie, dear ?" " Oh no," answered Marie, " Archie is a Glen Dim Campbell, and the others are of different ilks." " There is no dearth of people here, Marie," responded Ingha, "but there is a great scarcity of names." " Oh, it is a sort of fetish with them to be named Campbell," returned Marie. " Indeed," said Ingha. " I suppose, as in Italy, the children are so often christen- ed by the name of a patron saint. Is there a Saint Campbell, dear ?" " Ask Miss Mackenzie, or, better still, "i EUN THE GAUNTLET. 261 Archie," said Marie, going off to greet some new arrival, and smiling as she left Ingha and her perplexities with Archie. " I am sure you won't laugh at my ignorance, Mr. Campbell," she said, "but is there a saint of your name in the Scotch traditions ?" " He does not belong to our race, if there be," said Archie," but it must seem odd to strangers to hear the name so in- cessantly. In the Western Highlands, to be called Campbell seems to hide a multi- tude of sins. I believe some people con- sicler it a sort of title, but too often it is only the synonym for pride and pre- tension, though there is many a heroic example to the contrary." 262 TIME AND CHANCE. "But they all seem very nice, friendly people," said Ingha. " Oh, yes, here we all behave properly, and there is no opportunity for displaying bad manners, but we can be unconscion- ably rude and vulgar when we con- sider we have occasion to assert family pride. " I am inclined to doubt vour sreneraliza- •/ CD tion," answered Iu^ha, smiling. "You are such a numerous race there must be mauy an exception." "Yes, we Campbells are numerous, it has become quite a joke all the world over. I heard a man say the other day that when conversation flashed, in travel- ling, or at dinner-parties, he always asked his neighbour, in a tone that could I "i EUN THE GAUNTLET." 263 heard by more than the person addressed, if he knew Captain Campbell, and as everyone present was sure to know at least three or four Captain Campbells, there invariably ensued a perfect entangle- ment of talk." The Invereethin party arrived an hour after the dancing had commenced. There needed but one glance at the Marchesa to decide who was the belle of the ball. Magnificently dressed, wearing jewels even finer than Lady Kinaire's Dumple- Brigworth sapphires, which to-night ap- peared for the first time, Honoria di Gar- celli looked fifteen years younger than her age, and radiantly beautiful. Kerinvean welcomed the party with 264 TIME AND CHANCE. evident delight. Notwithstanding Marie's inexperience in society her girlish dignity was much admired. Ruy received the Marchesa's fulsome congratulations in his usual quiet way, and asked for the pleasure of the next dance, while Kerin- vean went into the ball-room with Lady Kinaire. The brain of the Marchesa was busy to-night ; there was much she fain would know and say, and she prided herself on her tact. She had some little arrows to aim at difficult marks, that needed as skilled and practised a judgment as her own ; little poisoned arrows which doubt- less would speed fast home. After a brief general conversation with Ruy she said : (It T.rTXT mT-TT^ /-* . rr,r mr ,. m » I RUN THE GAUNTLET. 265 "I have not yet seen my daughter. Can you tell me where she is ?" "Just opposite us, in the alcove, with Sir Dallas," answered Ruy. " They seem very much absorbed," re- marked the Marchesa. " I hope they are good friends. When they were children Lady Gore and I were wont to speak of their futures ; I knew Sir Dallas's mother intimately, and she often said she wished our children when grown up might become attached to each other." Ruy bowed as if acquiescing in the hope of these far-seeiug parents, but the Mar- chesa could read nothing from his calm face. Anon she saw Sir Dallas dancing with Marie, and perceived his manner, which had betokened mere courteous inte- 266 TIME AND CHANCE. rest when conversing with her daughter r had now changed, and that he appeared to be listening eagerly to every word Marie uttered. The Marchesa was bitterly an- noyed at the breaking down of one of her schemes. Later in the evening Sir Dallas was talk- iug to the Marchesa, when anon she asked how they had all been amusing themselves since she left. " Oh ! we have had great fun," answered Sir Dallas, " shooting, fishing, boating, picnics, and lots of music ; this rural life is something delightfully new to me, espe- cially the days in the woods, where every- one is quite content even without sport." "What a charming girl Miss Mont- gomcrie is ! ' said the Marchesa, choos- "i RUN THE GAUNTLET." 267 ing her wickedest, surest arrow, " quite distinguished-looking ; don't you think so ?" " Verv," answered Sir Dallas. " It seems a pity," went on the Mar- chesa, in an assumed tone of unconcern, u that Kerinvean should encourage young Campbell's attentions to her. I know he is your friend, and I consider him a very good fellow, but she might have had a much better parti, though of course first loves are insurmountable difficulties." And she smiled as the arrow sped unerringly home. " I suppose so," answered Dallas the soldier, whose face would hardly have grown so white in sight of a deadly foe. It was a frank, honest face, true as 268 TIME AND CHANCE. Archie's own to the thoughts in his heart, and the Marchesa saw that he loved Marie Montgomerie beyond all hope of change. He had never dreamed of that which the Marchesa had revealed to him, though wherefore he had not, seemed now a mystery to himself, as he remembered the familiar intercourse between the in- mates of the Castle and their friends at Invean. The gaiety was now at its height, but heedless hilarity was over for ever in the life of Dallas Gore. The Marchesa was eager for an oppor- tunity of settling her own personal affairs ; inconsistent and scheming, she thought if her engagement to Kerinvean were ratified it would put an end to any embryo hope " I RUN THE GAUNTLET." 260 ■which Ruy or Ingha might entertain regarding each other. She had not much difficulty in arranging a quiet half hour with her admirer; he asked her to dance, and, pleading a slight fatigue, she very winniugly told him she would much enjoy a stroll through the conservatory. Down the gallery they walked together, she in all her brilliant, conscious beautv, and he with no other thought than devotion to her, the love of his youth ! A little converse on ordinary topics, leading gradually to personal subjects, a few artful hints, a tenderer tone as the past was borrowed to make the present more significant, a guileless expression of coun- tenance, and those eyes that had gleamed on 270 TIME AND CHANCE. so many men, became surprised id their gleaming as Kerinvean spoke the words for which she waited. Then came the question : " Do you really love me, Monti?" The response somewhat abashed in its earnestness the woman who recked not the cost save for the power it gave her. And Kerinvean made the secoud great vow of his life, the fulfilment of which would, I ween, mar the purposes of his promise to the dead. " I do love you, Honoria ; God only knows how I will ever love and serve you." Does the same recording angel register all the pledges of a life ? I suppose, if he does, they can only be entered as " possi- "i RUN THE GAUNTLET." 271 ble lies." Recording angels must Lave had a fair experience of two facts almost unfailing in human history : The vow- prompted by love or passion for a woman includes the probable breaking down of all the foregone resolutions of a man's brain ; and also, that the more unworthy the object sworn to, the more certain is it that none but the Almighty is deemed of suffici- ent magnitude to witness and attest the declaration. 272 CHAPTER XVII. ON THE THRESHOLD. " Thou hast no cause to grieve ; but I, but I, O Greek, I loved her ; I have slain temptation." Tales of Mileti QIR DALLAS GORE did not know ^ afterwards bow the rest of that night wore away, and he never cared to recall the ball. When the Marchesa left him he passed Archie and Marie, unnoticed b} r them, and he imagined he could already ON THE THRESHOLD. 273 perceive in their voices and manner all that was needed to confirm the Marchesa's hint. Marie's face was glowing with excite- ment, she was smiling at Archie's con- gratulations to her as lady of the castle ; he had been reminding her of some scene of their childhood, the antithesis of the present, and very lovely and winning she looked, saying, as Sir Dallas went by : " Oh ! Archie, will you never forget that ?" The stern conflict of Desire against Fate, fierce longing for forbidden fruit, powerless hands trying 11 To grasp the roses of heaven ;" the hour when the fiat reveals itself, and the tempest breaks on human impotence ; vol. i. t 274 TIME AND CHANCE. that unforseen experience through which most of us some time or other have to pass, had come to Dallas Gore. There are hearts that ever after such strife bear deep scars, while others bleed mortally from the wounds that can never be healed; but some, rare enough, ala I emerge strong and nerved for all after struggles, having conquered in their first grim warfare with the fiends that lurk in each man's path, ever ready with thrust and lunge when the sword-arm trembles, the casque is off, and parry impossible; though when these demons of envy and passion are once dislodged, love may still remain the armour of him whose banuer bears no other device than a hope forlorn ! Fortune had always smiled upon Dallas ON THE THRESHOLD. 275 'Gore till now, and her frown goaded him, and jealousy gnawed his heart, and in the first moments of confused realization his manhood was paralysed and his thoughts were those of a fool ; he felt wicked enough, ay, fierce enough to slay his rival w 7 ith the idle sword that hun^ at his side. He would not risk seeing him again to-night, but her face, ah ! her face, with all its luring sweetness, all its arch, win- ning beauty, would it ever again leave his memory ? He felt he hated his fellow- creatures now, all but her, and even for Marie there was yet but a perplexing sensation of pain and disappointment, the only homage of which he was capable, while the tumult of passion held sway in his heart. t 2 276 TIME AND CHANCE. The music and mirth maddened him, so he turned purposelessly to his room and there closed the door ; but, though it was already two o'clock, he did not think of sleep. He unfastened his showy dress, flung its gay ornaments aside, and breathed hard while he sat looking at, though not seeing the dying embers of the fire ; and when his dog, a beautiful, sad-eyed New- foundland, having tried in vain to win some sign of recognition from him, lay down on the rug and licked his feet, her gentle eyes watching him the while, the muto tenderness of the appeal must have con- trasted strangely with his own emo- tion, for he rose up suddenly and said aloud : ON THE THRESHOLD. 277 " My God ! I never felt like a murderer before." He had been thinking that if Archie were dead, out of existence altogether, there would be no barrier between him and his fierce desire. This was not a selfish man, indeed he possessed qualities that often produce great heroisms, but experience was lack- ing, and his first strong temptation had touched him in a vital part. Anon his thoughts grew less wild. " Why should I not have my chance with her ?" he pondered, " there's no need to be such a coward as to give in without a fair fight. He is poor, and I am rich ; the Marchesa said she ought to have a better parti. I wish we might fight for 278 TIME AND CHANCE. her ; we were botli good fighters in the old days ; but we were always on the same side, Flash and I." And he recalled how they two had held by each other through all kinds of frolics, and more serious ventures. Neither had had many family ties, and as children they had been like brothers, and in boy- hood sworn allies. He recalled also how generous Archie ever was, how he owed him even the hopes that had been so short- lived by being brought again, after a long interval, into association with the Mont- gomeries, and suddenly it struck him that his own present impulses were treacherous and unmanly. He walked restlessly about the room for a time, and then opened the window, and ON THE THRESHOLD. 279 sat by it to watch the dawn. Hour after hour passed, and gradually a sense of shame came over him, conscious as he was of having built his castles, with Marie for their sunlight, and that she, all the while, had been perfectly indifferent. "Ah, if I had not come on this scene all too late," his thoughts were, " she might have loved me, and this aimless life would have become earnest for her sweet sake." As this hope drifted away, he felt the utter want of his wrecked heart, and his eyes gazed vacantly towards the hills. " How dreary any sort of service will be now after this, and it would not be one degree better at the old place. I 280 TIME AND CHANCE. should always be thinking there how she would have altered and brightened everything." The pale, yellow gleams of dawn were streaking the horizon in faintest lines. " I wonder what I shall do now ; the future will be as empty as all the past seems to me to-day." The dawn-gleams were mounting slowly, and the highest peaks had rosy hues upon them. 11 Flash has the most right to her. He must have always loved her ; no one is more straight and true than he. It was just like my conceited foolery to imagine I had any chance." The rain was over, and in the woods were stirrings and chirrupings, hints of ON THE THRESHOLD. 281 the morning psalm, and busy carrollings as the birds cleared out the rubbish with which yesterday's downfall had filled their nests. " Perhaps, in time " (he still pondered) " I may become accustomed to think of them together, but for me no other love. She will always be the star I could not reach !" Hesperus was still shining serenely over Veurnish, the mist-arrows were cleaving the glens, and out from between the hills rose columns of crimson cloud, and all suddenly the sun broke through the haze, and shone on this man's face. "How lovely it is! God help me! How can I leave it to-day ?" He bent his head on his folded arms, 282 TIME AND CHANCE. and for a long while remained as if in sleep, and when he lifted it again there was stern purpose on his face, and light flooded the chamber with gold and crim- son, and out in the woods the son^s of joy, love, and hope had broken the still- ness far through all the land. He heard a young girl's voice across the loch calling the cattle ; he heard, too, the plash of oars belonging to the herring- boats that were coming in after their hard night of work, and he knew that it was time to begin his part of the duty-life that had never before seemed to have such urgent claims upon him. "Flash, my boy," he said, half aloud, " only to you would I have given in with- ON THE THRESHOLD. 283 out a fair fight, and you shall never know I left the field because you were on the ground !" Then he made his arrangements for de- parture. Go where he might, and he must needs wander far ere he found content, he knew he could not stay longer at Kerin- vean 3 where he had been on the eve of trying to win her, whom now he acknow- ledged by all codes of honour, to have no part in his lot ; and he must needs go forth alone. He had stood on the threshold of an enchanted palace believing he had a right to ask for entrance, and while the hope of gaining it was delighting his soul, sud- denly had come upon him the knowledge 284 TIME AND CHANCE. that it was treachery even to have gazed therein. Archie Campbell was his friend, and this man's heart was wholly loyal. 2S5 ; CHAPTER XVIII. "j DID NEVER THINK TO MARRY." " I did never think to marry .... .... but doth not the appetite alter ?" Shakespeare. TZ ERIN YE AN, whose dislike to making plans, and to trouble of all kinds, was inherent, had let events take their own course, and he now found that certain results had ensued, consequent on having shirked the initiative. The day after the ball he went to 286 TIME AND CHANGE* Invereethin, and burl an interview with the Marchesa; she was charming as ever, welcomed him warmly, and succeeded in making her lover feel that he had secured a rare prize. She told him she wished to return to London at once, accompanied by Ingha ; afterwards the enslavement could be made known, and that she would like her marriage to take place in town. It did not occur to Kerinvean, as it would have done to a nature more suspicious, that the Marchesa's plans were wonderfully matur- ed, considering that it was barely twenty- four hours since he had acknowledged his love for her. But Houoria di Garcelli well divined the character of the man with whom she had to act, and knew that by assum- "i DID NEVER THINK TO MARRY." 287 ing a lead she would at once gain absolute power over him and his possessions. She gave Kerinvean a letter for Ingha, in which she bade her prepare to come to Kilane the following week, and said to Kerinvean, on delivering her missive : " You will have a good excuse to come over again to make arrangements for Ingha to meet me." Not one word of Ruy nor of Marie she uttered, though the thought of them lay somewhat heavily on Kerinvean. On his way home he called upon Mr, Campbell, to whom he wished to tell the news of his engagement, and to consult him about his proceedings with Ruy ; he felt a lurking desire to avoid the pain of informing his nephew, and he hoped his 288 TIME AND CHANCE. old friend would suggest some way of avoiding what he dreaded. Mr. Campbell was greatly amazed to hear Kerinvean's story, but, notwithstand- ing his surprise, warmly congratulated him. " You will speak to Ruy at once, I presume ?" asked he, after Kerinvean had mentioned that the marriage was to take n place very soon. "Well, the truth is," said Kerinvean, somewhat ashamed of his confession, " I dread telling him." " Of course it will be a sad blow, but I am sure he is too unselfish not to rejoice in your happiness." "Yes," went on Kerinvean, "I know that, but I have always led him to believe "l DID NEVER THINK TO MARRY." 289 I would never marry, and, until I saw her again, I had not the faintest notion of such a contingency. I am much afraid of his leaving me ; he has odd ideas, and though he is my heir presumptive, he may take it into his head that he ought to go away and make a career for himself else- where. He is of great use to me, and, poor boy ! he would not be happy banished from Kerinvean any more than I should myself." " I would advise you to tell him at once," said Mr. Campbell, "in order that he may not be hurried into taking any steps precipitately." " I think Marie will in every way be the gainer," went on Kerinvean, trying as usual to get rid of unpleasant thoughts. vol. i. u 290 TIME AND CHANCE. " She has already found a friend in Miss di Garcelli, and they will go out now into the world together under the auspices of the Marchesa. and Miss Mackenzie will thus be relieved." Mr. Campbell smiled benignly as was his wont when Mathilda's name was men- tioned, but he merely took Kerinvean's hand at parting and said, "I hope that you and yours may have every blessing. I have no more fear for Buy than for my boy Archie, they are both good fellows, and Ruy was never selfish." Archie, who had remained at the Castle since the ball, and stayed till Sir Dallas took his departure, arrived at home just after Kerinvean's visit. " I DID NEVER THINK TO MARRY." 291 Mr. Campbell told his son the news, and Archie's reception of it was a long, low whistle ; but, after a moment or two of silent amazement, he said : "Ton my word, dad, it's a bad busi- ness." " Why, Archie ?" asked Mr. Campbell. " Ruy will be so cut up about having to leave, and heaven only knows where he will go ; he can't sta}^ there after she comes. Such a breaking up of everything there will be at Kerinvean ; she is too gay for the old place, and won't be content there unless she crowds it, and then dur- ing the London season she'll want to shut it up or let it ; that sort of person always does that sort of thing, and Kerinvean is a, fool, and he'll repent his foolery before u 2 292 TIME AND CHANCE. three months." Archie stopped a second for want of breath, and then began again. " It wasn't particularly nice of her to choose yesterday for her manoeuvre, when the country was acknowledging Ruy heir to Kerinvean. I am sure she made the offer; such a thing wouldn't have occurred to her venerable flame, it isn't natural." " Don't be too rash, Archie, Kerinvean is a man still in the prime of life, and he was engaged to this lady before her first marriage ; besides, though it will give present disappointment to Ru}', he will outlive it, and it will be a great advantage for Marie — at least, so says Kerinvean, and that she and Miss di Garcelli are already like sisters." " Yes, but he isn't going to marry h< . 11 1 DID NEVER THINK TO MARRY." 293 dad ; the mother and daughter are quite different. The Marchesa looks like mis- chief always, and Ingha is as high-minded as her mother is meau. I suppose Miss Mackenzie will get her conge now. Why didn't Kerinvean marry her? I'd rather have her for my wife than a hundred like his choice. It's a bad business, a hopeless business for our boy." " Archie," said Mr. Campbell, following up the train of thought concerning Miss Mackenzie, and, while speaking, taking off his spectacles, and earnestly regard- ing his son, " Archie, I have been won- dering lately if you would object to my asking that good lady to share our home ?" Archie did not whistle now, he rose • 294 TIME AND CHANCE. from bis chair and went to his father's side ; standing there, with his arm round the old man's shoulder, he said, "Dear dad, I am so glad, I never thought of such a thing for you ; I'll go and ask her, if you like." " That would hardly be suitable or dignified, my son ; but, if you wish, I will be the bearer of any message you may send to assure her of your acquiescence in my desire that she should honour our home with her continual presence. I am growing old, Archie, and a great tie on your jounglife. It is very lonely here when you are absent; but I never thought of marrying again till, after years of inter- course, I discovered the worth and con- 11 1 DTD NEVER THINK TO MARRY." 295 geniality of Miss Mackenzie's character and disposition. '' Archie responded in fitting words, and smiled as he pictured Mathilda and her array of chiefs and clans in the quiet house, and thankfully he mused on the difference between the two proposed marriages. There was a farther cause for gratitude in the fact that now he might make defiuite plans for himself, for lately he had been greatly perplexed about his future. Should his father's offer be accepted, he would be free to go anywhere, and his thoughts had often turned to Canada as a chance not to be lightly considered. Archie rejoiced so much in his father's hopes that he was eager to have the matter 296 TIME AND CHANCE. . settled ; but Mr. Campbell belonged to the unimpulsive school, and, although this subject had been on his mind for some time, he did not wish to trouble Mathilda till the path was quite free from obstacles. END OF THE FIRST BOOK. LONDON: PRINTED BY DUNCAN MACDONALD, BLtNHKIM IIOUSK.